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Speaker 1: Oh my god, And gentlemen, put some respect on my name,

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Speaker 1: What's up? Everybody's your girl? Like I rab? Instagramming? Who's

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Speaker 1: on Hennessy too. But you know something though, I think

417
00:24:59,560 --> 00:25:03,080
Speaker 1: for sure right she was tearing up though, don't do that.

418
00:25:03,320 --> 00:25:06,760
Speaker 1: It seems to me, especially stuffing about my fun and

419
00:25:06,840 --> 00:25:09,720
Speaker 1: when I went through Enimy that definitely definitely find out

420
00:25:09,760 --> 00:25:12,399
Speaker 1: what had happened. I'm telling you're probably gonna have everybody crying.

421
00:25:12,800 --> 00:25:16,600
Speaker 1: It feels like it feels like that that you know,

422
00:25:16,680 --> 00:25:20,399
Speaker 1: it's a lot of disappointment, is it fresh? Well my

423
00:25:20,480 --> 00:25:26,640
Speaker 1: son is too, so yeah, I can feel that disappointment,

424
00:25:26,840 --> 00:25:28,920
Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying. And I'm in an interesting

425
00:25:29,000 --> 00:25:33,960
Speaker 1: position right here with y'all become so many times, you know,

426
00:25:34,840 --> 00:25:37,240
Speaker 1: I see these things and then I also see the

427
00:25:37,320 --> 00:25:40,720
Speaker 1: other side and I can respect everything, and I really

428
00:25:40,760 --> 00:25:44,440
Speaker 1: appreciate y'all being on here. You understand me. This is

429
00:25:44,480 --> 00:25:47,520
Speaker 1: an interesting thing for me. This is powerful, this is

430
00:25:47,640 --> 00:25:51,679
Speaker 1: moving now, but love it. What's up with you? Um?

431
00:25:52,280 --> 00:25:54,959
Speaker 1: I have a daughter. She's eight and I had her

432
00:25:54,960 --> 00:26:00,720
Speaker 1: at a young age sixteen. I saw you school, but

433
00:26:01,040 --> 00:26:03,680
Speaker 1: wasn't the ends one means. So I went to warehouse working,

434
00:26:03,840 --> 00:26:10,680
Speaker 1: started working ninety five or labor. Her dad ending out,

435
00:26:10,840 --> 00:26:14,159
Speaker 1: you know, and I just want to show her like

436
00:26:14,280 --> 00:26:17,119
Speaker 1: she I'm her role modest look up to me. Every morning.

437
00:26:17,240 --> 00:26:19,760
Speaker 1: I let her note, like this world it's gonna be hard,

438
00:26:19,880 --> 00:26:22,359
Speaker 1: but you gotta push into whatever you want to do.

439
00:26:22,680 --> 00:26:27,119
Speaker 1: And I'm showing her that. But with my um childhood,

440
00:26:27,240 --> 00:26:30,280
Speaker 1: it was crazy. So we'll get into that in the show.

441
00:26:30,440 --> 00:26:33,000
Speaker 1: But they were really made us strong, that's all. Were

442
00:26:33,000 --> 00:26:50,040
Speaker 1: the peacemakers out all day peace that cute they stop

443
00:26:50,160 --> 00:26:53,720
Speaker 1: through that they found peace. You know what I'm saying,

444
00:26:53,720 --> 00:26:57,159
Speaker 1: Like we need to capture use for something because it

445
00:26:57,320 --> 00:27:01,880
Speaker 1: was perfect. You're like funny doing he will. So what's

446
00:27:01,920 --> 00:27:04,840
Speaker 1: going on with you? Below? What's up? This is Taja

447
00:27:04,920 --> 00:27:08,320
Speaker 1: Anne Um. Basically I'm a small town girl. I'm very

448
00:27:08,400 --> 00:27:17,600
Speaker 1: family oriented. So yes, corn broad Yeah, y'all didn't know.

449
00:27:18,000 --> 00:27:20,679
Speaker 1: One thing you'll find out Simone is my cousin, so man,

450
00:27:20,720 --> 00:27:22,720
Speaker 1: I didn't I know this girl is my cousin, bro,

451
00:27:22,840 --> 00:27:25,240
Speaker 1: because hey, and we just found out in the midst

452
00:27:25,280 --> 00:27:27,639
Speaker 1: of the show. Okay, tell you. I was trying to

453
00:27:27,720 --> 00:27:38,600
Speaker 1: get we had the same cousin, and I was like, god, hey,

454
00:27:38,720 --> 00:27:40,520
Speaker 1: but then her daddy was like, hey, I'm over here

455
00:27:40,560 --> 00:27:43,560
Speaker 1: at Buckhouse for Thanksgiving and that's my granddaddy. So Bro,

456
00:27:43,960 --> 00:27:53,600
Speaker 1: it was solid Wow, hey cousin. No, no, no, yeah.

457
00:27:54,040 --> 00:27:57,200
Speaker 1: I'm very family oriented, Like I hold my family clothes

458
00:27:57,200 --> 00:27:59,520
Speaker 1: because it's always been just me, my mom, and my brother.

459
00:28:00,560 --> 00:28:02,720
Speaker 1: So I've been just like stepping out on my fear

460
00:28:02,800 --> 00:28:05,440
Speaker 1: of letting go with all of us just being together

461
00:28:05,480 --> 00:28:08,280
Speaker 1: because I'm like, as much as they're my motivation, it

462
00:28:08,400 --> 00:28:11,280
Speaker 1: kind of holds me back too, because I'm like, you know, well,

463
00:28:11,320 --> 00:28:12,760
Speaker 1: they're gonna be mad at me if I'm not here

464
00:28:12,800 --> 00:28:14,280
Speaker 1: for this, not here for that. But I got a

465
00:28:14,320 --> 00:28:16,480
Speaker 1: son now, so you know, I got to continue to

466
00:28:16,520 --> 00:28:18,720
Speaker 1: follow my dreams. And you know, I'm with Kyler like,

467
00:28:18,880 --> 00:28:20,840
Speaker 1: I'm like, it doesn't matter if you got a kid

468
00:28:21,000 --> 00:28:22,440
Speaker 1: or how old you are. As long as it's in

469
00:28:22,520 --> 00:28:24,600
Speaker 1: you and you got the ability to do it, let's

470
00:28:24,680 --> 00:28:26,879
Speaker 1: do it, you know. And if you don't know how

471
00:28:26,920 --> 00:28:29,879
Speaker 1: to do it, just learn as somebody get the books

472
00:28:29,960 --> 00:28:33,880
Speaker 1: due to research, you know. So I'm you know, I'm

473
00:28:33,920 --> 00:28:36,280
Speaker 1: just stepping out on faith and finding my way and

474
00:28:36,880 --> 00:28:39,640
Speaker 1: founding myself. You know. So you're gonna see that on

475
00:28:39,720 --> 00:28:42,680
Speaker 1: me finding myself and going through my journey with raising

476
00:28:42,760 --> 00:28:46,600
Speaker 1: my son. You know, I'm a perfectionist. I'm very OCD

477
00:28:47,320 --> 00:28:51,800
Speaker 1: and I deal with like anxiety. I'm country, you know

478
00:28:51,800 --> 00:28:54,120
Speaker 1: what I'm saying. You know, I deal with anxiety and stuff.

479
00:28:54,200 --> 00:28:56,720
Speaker 1: So like I'm always like snappy and ready to go.

480
00:28:56,920 --> 00:29:04,560
Speaker 1: But what's your saying? What's my I'm a Capricorn, can

481
00:29:04,600 --> 00:29:13,800
Speaker 1: I'm the Golden Tell you that my birthday? Tell you?

482
00:29:14,640 --> 00:29:17,600
Speaker 1: So how many kids you got children? Um? I have one.

483
00:29:17,680 --> 00:29:19,400
Speaker 1: But like I said, I'm very family worrying it so

484
00:29:19,480 --> 00:29:21,800
Speaker 1: i take care of my niece and my nephews. Um,

485
00:29:21,920 --> 00:29:24,840
Speaker 1: you know, I hold them tight like they are my kids. Um.

486
00:29:25,080 --> 00:29:28,840
Speaker 1: So I'm just out here grinding that. It's a powerful

487
00:29:28,920 --> 00:29:32,720
Speaker 1: thing that I'm just out of here grind and what

488
00:29:35,000 --> 00:29:39,640
Speaker 1: everybody is Jane barn Um. I am my only child,

489
00:29:40,160 --> 00:29:42,800
Speaker 1: so I don't come from a really hard background at all. Girl,

490
00:29:47,560 --> 00:29:52,120
Speaker 1: get out of here, better, get off Jane I'm just playing.

491
00:29:52,120 --> 00:29:53,600
Speaker 1: I feel you though, because I'm kind of the same,

492
00:29:53,840 --> 00:29:55,560
Speaker 1: not the only child. But you know, I come from

493
00:29:55,560 --> 00:29:57,320
Speaker 1: a well round the family. Mom and dad is still

494
00:29:57,360 --> 00:30:00,240
Speaker 1: mirror together. I never really man. I mean not to

495
00:30:00,320 --> 00:30:02,840
Speaker 1: take away some struggle, because I mean it's definitely struggling

496
00:30:02,920 --> 00:30:06,000
Speaker 1: every situation. I don't been through some shit. My mom

497
00:30:06,040 --> 00:30:07,840
Speaker 1: and dad was just strong enough to tough the shit

498
00:30:07,960 --> 00:30:10,520
Speaker 1: out what I'm saying because it doesn't been time. I

499
00:30:10,560 --> 00:30:13,200
Speaker 1: would be like, y'all need to break the fuck up shit,

500
00:30:14,680 --> 00:30:17,719
Speaker 1: y'all get a liner, but you know we still here

501
00:30:17,760 --> 00:30:20,600
Speaker 1: the deck show. But unfortunately I didn't have my dad

502
00:30:20,640 --> 00:30:33,160
Speaker 1: in my life. I still wonder, you know, sometimes too late,

503
00:30:33,520 --> 00:30:36,800
Speaker 1: but I don't have too much worry about it. Really.

504
00:30:37,280 --> 00:30:39,959
Speaker 1: Sometimes I think about it, you know, but then at

505
00:30:39,960 --> 00:30:41,320
Speaker 1: the end of the day, it's like I don't got

506
00:30:41,400 --> 00:30:43,040
Speaker 1: I didn't get this far so I'd be all right.

507
00:30:43,160 --> 00:30:48,480
Speaker 1: But um my story, I'm cool as hell. I'm laid

508
00:30:48,560 --> 00:30:51,800
Speaker 1: back and shit, I don't do too much and nothing,

509
00:30:52,040 --> 00:30:55,320
Speaker 1: but I like to have fun. I'm like a tomboy,

510
00:30:56,280 --> 00:31:00,520
Speaker 1: not with these hells, not with these five in toimeboy,

511
00:31:00,600 --> 00:31:07,520
Speaker 1: but I kills the runway when I was when I

512
00:31:07,600 --> 00:31:19,600
Speaker 1: was younger when but um, only I have a daughter.

513
00:31:20,160 --> 00:31:23,560
Speaker 1: She's sick. Her name is Essence. The girl looks just

514
00:31:23,760 --> 00:31:30,880
Speaker 1: like men. But um, where I come from. I'm just

515
00:31:31,160 --> 00:31:36,400
Speaker 1: here to let people know that. Um, throughout it all,

516
00:31:36,560 --> 00:31:38,120
Speaker 1: you'll be able to make it out. And why I

517
00:31:38,240 --> 00:31:40,680
Speaker 1: say that because I tried to commit suicide in two

518
00:31:40,720 --> 00:31:45,400
Speaker 1: thousand and nine eight is something of that nature. But

519
00:31:45,520 --> 00:31:47,360
Speaker 1: see I'm still here to that because it was that

520
00:31:47,480 --> 00:31:51,120
Speaker 1: wasn't my time. I have. I have a purpose here

521
00:31:51,360 --> 00:31:55,640
Speaker 1: and I haven't met that purpose yet. So throughout all

522
00:31:55,920 --> 00:32:05,200
Speaker 1: the craziness everything, Yeah, like I'm saying, what what calls that?

523
00:32:05,760 --> 00:32:08,000
Speaker 1: Not not that I want to know the business, but

524
00:32:08,200 --> 00:32:12,480
Speaker 1: like what was the mindset? Like? Was it? This is it?

525
00:32:13,400 --> 00:32:20,160
Speaker 1: I was young and I've always been to myself by

526
00:32:20,240 --> 00:32:24,840
Speaker 1: myself sometimes thoughts were never I never got to express

527
00:32:24,920 --> 00:32:27,320
Speaker 1: those to anybody. And I feel like if I do

528
00:32:27,480 --> 00:32:29,760
Speaker 1: express that, then they're gonna go into this person, the

529
00:32:29,880 --> 00:32:33,840
Speaker 1: person go into that person. That's It's cool. I said

530
00:32:33,880 --> 00:32:36,200
Speaker 1: to myself, I figured out a lot of shit literally

531
00:32:36,280 --> 00:32:40,040
Speaker 1: on my own. I can't mump on my own, Like

532
00:32:40,120 --> 00:32:41,960
Speaker 1: I don't figured out a lot of shit on my own.

533
00:32:42,000 --> 00:32:45,000
Speaker 1: Like toward was like I peep shit from across the room.

534
00:32:46,040 --> 00:32:48,080
Speaker 1: But that's a gift and a curse, though like no

535
00:32:48,320 --> 00:32:50,680
Speaker 1: curse involved. I'm just saying it's a curse when you're

536
00:32:50,680 --> 00:32:52,400
Speaker 1: a kid and you're young, and you like, what the

537
00:32:52,480 --> 00:32:54,960
Speaker 1: fuck I'm supposed to have parents or someone here to

538
00:32:55,080 --> 00:33:03,360
Speaker 1: give me dians. My mom was there, Like I watched

539
00:33:03,440 --> 00:33:07,800
Speaker 1: my mom worked her ass off. She worked. Was this

540
00:33:07,960 --> 00:33:13,040
Speaker 1: a selfish act? That act was, of course what we

541
00:33:13,160 --> 00:33:16,840
Speaker 1: all kind of get caught up in a guy m love,

542
00:33:16,920 --> 00:33:23,440
Speaker 1: A bad love. UNDEFEATD man, it's most definitely undefeat. I

543
00:33:23,560 --> 00:33:26,760
Speaker 1: honestly feel like every milth in here has had a moment.

544
00:33:27,640 --> 00:33:30,120
Speaker 1: I feel like all of us have had a moment

545
00:33:30,240 --> 00:33:32,400
Speaker 1: to where it's like life would be better if we

546
00:33:32,520 --> 00:33:34,880
Speaker 1: weren't here, honestly, because I know I've had that moment.

547
00:33:35,320 --> 00:33:43,600
Speaker 1: I know those breakdowns good you, good Sean, where it's like, look,

548
00:33:43,720 --> 00:33:46,640
Speaker 1: either it's gonna be me or you motherfucker right, It's like,

549
00:33:47,080 --> 00:33:50,120
Speaker 1: fucking mom, I'm really over this ship right now. So

550
00:33:50,200 --> 00:33:54,520
Speaker 1: it's like, but to like literally sit here and I

551
00:33:54,880 --> 00:33:56,880
Speaker 1: got a smile on my face for a fucking reason.

552
00:33:57,520 --> 00:34:00,240
Speaker 1: That little baby she's here for a reason. She looks

553
00:34:00,280 --> 00:34:03,040
Speaker 1: just like me for a reason I'm saying, like it's

554
00:34:03,040 --> 00:34:05,920
Speaker 1: the same situation. Her dad lives alway in Atlanta, like

555
00:34:06,680 --> 00:34:10,279
Speaker 1: the niggas out here paying fifteen fifteen thousand dollars the

556
00:34:10,400 --> 00:34:12,680
Speaker 1: child support for one for one kid. All you got

557
00:34:12,760 --> 00:34:15,680
Speaker 1: to do is a motherfucking responsibility of fifty seven dollars

558
00:34:15,760 --> 00:34:19,399
Speaker 1: a week, bitch, And you can't even do that. Oh

559
00:34:19,520 --> 00:34:23,400
Speaker 1: they exist. So it's like, you know what, you know

560
00:34:23,440 --> 00:34:27,239
Speaker 1: what you don't even worry about. Don't take your little

561
00:34:27,239 --> 00:34:28,880
Speaker 1: card off of it. I take care what don't need

562
00:34:28,880 --> 00:34:30,600
Speaker 1: to take care of. Let me go ahead and put

563
00:34:30,640 --> 00:34:33,839
Speaker 1: this back in my motherfucking budgets in which you didn't

564
00:34:33,880 --> 00:34:35,680
Speaker 1: fucked up at this point. So now I gotta get

565
00:34:35,719 --> 00:34:38,840
Speaker 1: back and which you ain't even helping me with. So

566
00:34:39,000 --> 00:34:42,399
Speaker 1: like you know, you cool, buddy. I got this day

567
00:34:42,560 --> 00:34:44,800
Speaker 1: as I always hate it. You always gonna have it

568
00:34:44,880 --> 00:34:49,360
Speaker 1: a mama always. That's one thing we know how to

569
00:34:49,440 --> 00:34:55,560
Speaker 1: do it away before I gotta make away. It's important

570
00:34:55,920 --> 00:35:01,840
Speaker 1: you know, um that I that I under stand that

571
00:35:02,280 --> 00:35:05,440
Speaker 1: when you win those situations, you know, I can't speak

572
00:35:05,480 --> 00:35:08,560
Speaker 1: on another man because it ain't gangster right, So, especially

573
00:35:08,719 --> 00:35:10,880
Speaker 1: not knowing the situation, you know what I'm saying, and

574
00:35:10,960 --> 00:35:13,720
Speaker 1: I might always feel for y'all because y'all in my presence,

575
00:35:14,239 --> 00:35:16,080
Speaker 1: But of course on the other side, I don't know.

576
00:35:16,520 --> 00:35:19,040
Speaker 1: I can't speak on it, but I definitely rad with

577
00:35:19,280 --> 00:35:21,680
Speaker 1: you and rad with you because you in my presence

578
00:35:21,840 --> 00:35:26,880
Speaker 1: right what I'm saying there, when you when you in

579
00:35:26,960 --> 00:35:31,920
Speaker 1: a situation with a dude, are y'all doing the proper

580
00:35:32,120 --> 00:35:36,400
Speaker 1: check for these things? Women? Not you? In general? I

581
00:35:36,480 --> 00:35:40,600
Speaker 1: mean in general women really doing the proper check on

582
00:35:40,840 --> 00:35:45,280
Speaker 1: these niggas of the proper check to where you knowing

583
00:35:45,440 --> 00:35:51,600
Speaker 1: his what type guy you really dealing with, they will

584
00:35:51,760 --> 00:36:00,600
Speaker 1: change up like a motherfucker quicker say we do. But

585
00:36:00,719 --> 00:36:06,640
Speaker 1: another thing, another thing, when you meet a person you

586
00:36:06,760 --> 00:36:10,719
Speaker 1: know that they're a harder killer, They're not gonna say hello,

587
00:36:10,880 --> 00:36:13,040
Speaker 1: nice to meet you. I'm a serial killer. They're gonna

588
00:36:13,040 --> 00:36:16,000
Speaker 1: be the nicest motherfucker in the world until you learn

589
00:36:16,160 --> 00:36:18,680
Speaker 1: that they're a fucking serial killer. Check this out what

590
00:36:18,920 --> 00:36:22,440
Speaker 1: what I mean? Because being too you understand when we

591
00:36:22,640 --> 00:36:27,760
Speaker 1: I'm on the side of receiving criticism, you know, unwarranted,

592
00:36:28,440 --> 00:36:31,040
Speaker 1: you understand, and I'm on the side and I'm on

593
00:36:31,160 --> 00:36:35,920
Speaker 1: the side of being hard on a person in my reactions,

594
00:36:36,600 --> 00:36:41,080
Speaker 1: you know, unreasonable in my reactions, right, So I deal

595
00:36:41,160 --> 00:36:44,080
Speaker 1: with it from both sides. So I'm trying to figure

596
00:36:44,080 --> 00:36:47,520
Speaker 1: out because I didn't do the proper check, only anybody

597
00:36:47,600 --> 00:36:52,120
Speaker 1: that I'm dealing with mayhem with them, right, man, woman,

598
00:36:52,400 --> 00:36:56,399
Speaker 1: who's soever I didn't do. I ain't saying it's all

599
00:36:56,520 --> 00:36:58,920
Speaker 1: my fault, but I didn't do the proper check because

600
00:36:59,000 --> 00:37:02,000
Speaker 1: it was there. If I get because I'm smarter, it

601
00:37:02,160 --> 00:37:06,200
Speaker 1: is a motherfucker exactly. You see. So I peep these

602
00:37:06,360 --> 00:37:10,160
Speaker 1: things now, whether I'm saying it is or it ain't. No,

603
00:37:10,320 --> 00:37:13,560
Speaker 1: I can fix it or I can't. My mindset may

604
00:37:13,680 --> 00:37:16,279
Speaker 1: be somewhere where I'm thinking I'm smart enough to fix that,

605
00:37:16,880 --> 00:37:19,640
Speaker 1: I can handle that one, that little shit, or you're

606
00:37:19,640 --> 00:37:22,200
Speaker 1: a gold dig I got to go. I'm in a

607
00:37:22,239 --> 00:37:27,399
Speaker 1: good position that ain't. I might help you dig it out.

608
00:37:27,920 --> 00:37:30,560
Speaker 1: So what I'm saying is now not that I now

609
00:37:30,760 --> 00:37:34,040
Speaker 1: not that I invite that, but I understand if that

610
00:37:34,239 --> 00:37:37,120
Speaker 1: would control you, know how to handle you in a

611
00:37:37,200 --> 00:37:41,560
Speaker 1: really good place. What I mean is, but if I

612
00:37:41,640 --> 00:37:44,160
Speaker 1: would have did to check on anybody in my past

613
00:37:44,280 --> 00:37:47,279
Speaker 1: that I've been dealing with any of these things, that's

614
00:37:47,640 --> 00:37:53,640
Speaker 1: unwornted or unnecessary, the signs whatever. For them people love

615
00:37:53,800 --> 00:37:55,960
Speaker 1: is blinding though it don't matter what kind of sign

616
00:37:56,160 --> 00:38:00,279
Speaker 1: you got. I don't even matter. I don't operate can

617
00:38:00,400 --> 00:38:03,040
Speaker 1: show you the dirty dog. And if you're feeling them

618
00:38:03,080 --> 00:38:05,719
Speaker 1: and you love them, you will look over all that

619
00:38:06,880 --> 00:38:09,360
Speaker 1: until they click like you said in your mind, and

620
00:38:09,440 --> 00:38:12,640
Speaker 1: be like, look look at me. I can't take nothing else.

621
00:38:13,719 --> 00:38:16,080
Speaker 1: I'm gonna leave you a lot off to kill your ass.

622
00:38:16,560 --> 00:38:19,520
Speaker 1: And then we look back on he like, what thinking?

623
00:38:21,160 --> 00:38:24,440
Speaker 1: So that's what I mean it, Well, that's what I

624
00:38:24,520 --> 00:38:26,680
Speaker 1: mean if you if you're able to look back on

625
00:38:26,880 --> 00:38:30,120
Speaker 1: it and say, what am I doing? Didn't that means

626
00:38:30,160 --> 00:38:33,120
Speaker 1: you see it, you see a situation where I solve

627
00:38:33,200 --> 00:38:37,239
Speaker 1: it right from you. If you can look back on

628
00:38:37,360 --> 00:38:39,200
Speaker 1: it and say I ain't done nothing wrong, it just

629
00:38:39,360 --> 00:38:42,640
Speaker 1: didn't work, then then then that's one thing. But if

630
00:38:42,680 --> 00:38:45,279
Speaker 1: you can look back at it and say, man, what

631
00:38:45,440 --> 00:38:47,320
Speaker 1: the fuck was that? You could have been a different

632
00:38:47,360 --> 00:38:50,160
Speaker 1: person at that time, that means you could have been

633
00:38:50,200 --> 00:38:54,320
Speaker 1: a whole different person. Like that's like, I'm gonna told

634
00:38:54,360 --> 00:38:57,320
Speaker 1: you that, but I'm telling you any time them says

635
00:38:57,360 --> 00:38:59,839
Speaker 1: that there bro whether or not you in a place

636
00:39:00,000 --> 00:39:03,799
Speaker 1: in your life where you hold like godd he said,

637
00:39:03,800 --> 00:39:05,959
Speaker 1: if a nigga shaw fly didn't mean that fly really

638
00:39:06,040 --> 00:39:14,719
Speaker 1: exists for some people's mind. Some people gotta pray, have

639
00:39:14,840 --> 00:39:18,520
Speaker 1: to do. Peoples to show me something. And I promise

640
00:39:18,560 --> 00:39:20,359
Speaker 1: you the next day he showed me, Like he didn't

641
00:39:20,400 --> 00:39:28,239
Speaker 1: show you, show me. So you gotta say, like, that's

642
00:39:28,280 --> 00:39:32,880
Speaker 1: how it was so crazy how it happened though, you

643
00:39:32,960 --> 00:39:35,000
Speaker 1: know what I mean, Like I don't know. We had

644
00:39:35,040 --> 00:39:37,520
Speaker 1: got into it, and I was like, I prayed the night,

645
00:39:37,560 --> 00:39:38,960
Speaker 1: I slip on my couch. I let him sleep in

646
00:39:38,960 --> 00:39:41,359
Speaker 1: the room and um, and you know we've been together,

647
00:39:41,360 --> 00:39:43,000
Speaker 1: who was together seven years? And I was like, lord,

648
00:39:43,400 --> 00:39:44,640
Speaker 1: let let me just go ahead and get over this.

649
00:39:44,719 --> 00:39:46,400
Speaker 1: You know what I mean, just take me away. Just

650
00:39:46,760 --> 00:39:48,440
Speaker 1: what is it? If it's not meant to be? Showed

651
00:39:48,440 --> 00:39:51,480
Speaker 1: me a sign, y'all, big boy. I used the bad

652
00:39:51,600 --> 00:39:54,040
Speaker 1: room the next day, kid, you not his bathroom. I

653
00:39:54,120 --> 00:40:03,120
Speaker 1: see a call in the rapper thank you. It was like, damn, okay,

654
00:40:03,320 --> 00:40:13,640
Speaker 1: I know he's gonna be that. You want them right,

655
00:40:15,480 --> 00:40:17,640
Speaker 1: you know. I thank god that I went through. I

656
00:40:17,760 --> 00:40:20,600
Speaker 1: went through that has that makes me a better girlfriend.

657
00:40:21,040 --> 00:40:24,200
Speaker 1: What I'm saying, well, how much did you gotta ask yourself?

658
00:40:24,239 --> 00:40:26,759
Speaker 1: See me, when I go through something, I don't just

659
00:40:27,960 --> 00:40:31,399
Speaker 1: boom bam. Ain't a two reaction should be tenfold. It'd

660
00:40:31,440 --> 00:40:37,160
Speaker 1: be layers under this right when I'm asking you, not that,

661
00:40:37,400 --> 00:40:40,480
Speaker 1: not that. What I'm saying is ask yourself, how much

662
00:40:40,640 --> 00:40:43,920
Speaker 1: is this dude trying to Is he even trying to

663
00:40:44,040 --> 00:40:46,719
Speaker 1: have it? You know what I'm saying. If I gotta

664
00:40:46,760 --> 00:40:49,279
Speaker 1: get little my house and I just got it right there,

665
00:40:50,440 --> 00:40:53,000
Speaker 1: I think my problem was, you know, um, for the

666
00:40:53,080 --> 00:40:55,879
Speaker 1: fact that things didn't you know, my daughter, Dad wasn't

667
00:40:55,960 --> 00:40:57,640
Speaker 1: in her life. He wasn't there, and it was kind

668
00:40:57,680 --> 00:41:00,040
Speaker 1: of like a high school thing, you know. Um. And

669
00:41:00,120 --> 00:41:02,479
Speaker 1: when when me and my son dad finally got together

670
00:41:02,520 --> 00:41:04,080
Speaker 1: and were together for seven years. We was together two

671
00:41:04,160 --> 00:41:06,279
Speaker 1: years before we actually had my son, and it was like,

672
00:41:06,480 --> 00:41:10,000
Speaker 1: you know them, of him and what relationship I'm now

673
00:41:10,000 --> 00:41:11,920
Speaker 1: it's my first two ever real relationship, you know what

674
00:41:11,960 --> 00:41:14,120
Speaker 1: I mean. So it was like, you want to do

675
00:41:14,200 --> 00:41:16,040
Speaker 1: everything you can, especially after you don't have one shout

676
00:41:16,120 --> 00:41:17,239
Speaker 1: and things didn't work, you know what I mean. You

677
00:41:17,280 --> 00:41:19,200
Speaker 1: want to do everything you can at least make the

678
00:41:19,280 --> 00:41:20,920
Speaker 1: things work out. You don't want to have baby, have

679
00:41:20,960 --> 00:41:22,480
Speaker 1: to have baby, what I mean, you don't want to

680
00:41:22,480 --> 00:41:23,480
Speaker 1: have that, you know what I mean? And I don't

681
00:41:23,520 --> 00:41:26,120
Speaker 1: want to So, um, I felt like I took a

682
00:41:26,200 --> 00:41:28,840
Speaker 1: lot um and I dealt with a lot, you know

683
00:41:28,840 --> 00:41:32,480
Speaker 1: what I mean, Like, UM, I saw things um like

684
00:41:32,640 --> 00:41:35,799
Speaker 1: message and stuff like that. But I think my problem was, um,

685
00:41:36,320 --> 00:41:38,200
Speaker 1: I want to bividly see it for myself, you know

686
00:41:38,239 --> 00:41:40,120
Speaker 1: what I mean, like not just the message, but see

687
00:41:40,200 --> 00:41:43,000
Speaker 1: somebody come over. And that same time I found that

688
00:41:43,200 --> 00:41:46,440
Speaker 1: that condoms like two days later that you know that

689
00:41:46,520 --> 00:41:48,759
Speaker 1: two days later, you know, a girl knocks on the

690
00:41:48,800 --> 00:41:50,560
Speaker 1: door with some gifts. So I mean it was just enough,

691
00:41:50,640 --> 00:41:53,560
Speaker 1: you know, it was like so much. But I'm saying,

692
00:41:53,640 --> 00:41:59,400
Speaker 1: but he said she not know what a gift and

693
00:41:59,480 --> 00:42:02,960
Speaker 1: she was still not choosing on your doorstep, open up

694
00:42:03,000 --> 00:42:08,520
Speaker 1: that door. I'm not gonna tell I talk about You're

695
00:42:08,560 --> 00:42:10,279
Speaker 1: not gonna tell you the rest of what I've done,

696
00:42:10,280 --> 00:42:11,440
Speaker 1: you know what I mean, because I want to look

697
00:42:11,440 --> 00:42:15,080
Speaker 1: at me like a bad person. NA, But what the

698
00:42:15,200 --> 00:42:17,960
Speaker 1: person step on that doorstep? Baby, I'm going to do

699
00:42:18,080 --> 00:42:20,600
Speaker 1: whatever the fuck I want to do. Yeah, that my

700
00:42:20,840 --> 00:42:26,400
Speaker 1: door definitely back up. I definitely did that. Yeah, Kira

701
00:42:26,560 --> 00:42:29,160
Speaker 1: ain't warning to play they can have him. Like I

702
00:42:29,200 --> 00:42:33,400
Speaker 1: saw she knocking the door with Yeah, I would imagine

703
00:42:33,560 --> 00:42:35,520
Speaker 1: open the door. I would have to do any gifts,

704
00:42:36,200 --> 00:42:37,960
Speaker 1: open up the door and get your gifts back. It

705
00:42:38,120 --> 00:42:41,120
Speaker 1: was with y'all. But you know what, not even not

706
00:42:41,239 --> 00:42:44,360
Speaker 1: even that his friend warming his friend warm me. That's

707
00:42:44,840 --> 00:42:49,680
Speaker 1: the big he did. He told me, the guys are

708
00:42:49,680 --> 00:42:52,319
Speaker 1: putting your head. Look, my people don't hate on us.

709
00:42:52,360 --> 00:42:56,040
Speaker 1: People hate on no, but I already don't saying love

710
00:42:56,160 --> 00:42:58,160
Speaker 1: is a god dude, right, But his Chris friends also

711
00:42:58,160 --> 00:42:59,880
Speaker 1: says that what you gonna do with a lock on?

712
00:43:00,520 --> 00:43:06,680
Speaker 1: I feel like he knew it already. Get the bits

713
00:43:06,760 --> 00:43:15,800
Speaker 1: of focus. Ain't get the bits of focus. I don't operate.

714
00:43:15,920 --> 00:43:18,640
Speaker 1: What it for? Hard? No more? Man, I mean I

715
00:43:18,719 --> 00:43:22,279
Speaker 1: mean you living, You learn this person. Now you have

716
00:43:22,480 --> 00:43:25,480
Speaker 1: to understand de folks and shit and les and it

717
00:43:25,600 --> 00:43:30,239
Speaker 1: ain't changing them. Definitely change me nothing I put up

718
00:43:30,280 --> 00:43:33,320
Speaker 1: with some Listen, this is the key with me. I

719
00:43:33,480 --> 00:43:36,120
Speaker 1: still operate. I'm a gangster. I want to be nice

720
00:43:36,200 --> 00:43:41,880
Speaker 1: to you. Baby, you understand, but the kids did. I

721
00:43:41,960 --> 00:43:45,719
Speaker 1: ain't got that type level of tolerance and ain't gonna

722
00:43:45,760 --> 00:43:53,840
Speaker 1: have it ever again. Period tolerance or patience. But that

723
00:43:53,920 --> 00:43:57,840
Speaker 1: ain't even to be talked about. That's understood. My vibe

724
00:43:57,960 --> 00:44:01,080
Speaker 1: is too cool. We laid back with chick, right, so

725
00:44:01,280 --> 00:44:03,440
Speaker 1: when I'm saying there is I don't even be in

726
00:44:03,520 --> 00:44:06,880
Speaker 1: no back and forth fuck out, y'all. I mean, I

727
00:44:06,920 --> 00:44:08,279
Speaker 1: don't do that no more. You know what I mean.

728
00:44:08,840 --> 00:44:10,520
Speaker 1: I love my relationship now, you know what I mean,

729
00:44:10,680 --> 00:44:12,959
Speaker 1: Like you're living, learning and you know what you're gonna

730
00:44:12,960 --> 00:44:14,840
Speaker 1: tolerate what You're not gonna tolerate anymore, you know what

731
00:44:14,880 --> 00:44:16,440
Speaker 1: I mean. So I feel like you got to go

732
00:44:16,480 --> 00:44:19,800
Speaker 1: through something to get where you're at. And also so

733
00:44:20,200 --> 00:44:22,440
Speaker 1: so and I'm like and I and that's so, that's

734
00:44:22,600 --> 00:44:27,920
Speaker 1: that's my people's you understand Now this week in the news,

735
00:44:28,040 --> 00:44:30,600
Speaker 1: we're gonna get into some topics. Of course, we appreciate

736
00:44:30,719 --> 00:44:36,040
Speaker 1: y'all fucking with us. Um. Amber Row's son had got

737
00:44:36,120 --> 00:44:42,120
Speaker 1: some tickets from Taylor Swift. His reaction to the tickets

738
00:44:42,480 --> 00:44:46,759
Speaker 1: from Taylor Swift was a certain reaction that the Internet

739
00:44:47,400 --> 00:44:52,680
Speaker 1: took as if he was gay. Oh who. So I'm

740
00:44:52,719 --> 00:44:55,480
Speaker 1: gonna play the clip of Amber Rows speaking about it,

741
00:44:56,239 --> 00:45:04,400
Speaker 1: and then we'll come in with what the commentary. What

742
00:45:04,480 --> 00:45:06,520
Speaker 1: I'm saying, Amber, why are you here? I'm going to

743
00:45:06,560 --> 00:45:08,440
Speaker 1: start at the beginning, you know what I'm saying, And

744
00:45:08,560 --> 00:45:10,680
Speaker 1: I do want to ask about just something that that

745
00:45:10,800 --> 00:45:14,479
Speaker 1: recently went on. We saw your beautiful son, Sebashian, little

746
00:45:14,480 --> 00:45:18,160
Speaker 1: bash he had gotten um on good morning this morning

747
00:45:19,200 --> 00:45:20,800
Speaker 1: he was did you share what I thought was a

748
00:45:20,840 --> 00:45:25,160
Speaker 1: beautiful video of your son that loved Taylor Swift. Taylor

749
00:45:25,200 --> 00:45:28,760
Speaker 1: Swift sending him a beautiful package with tickets and everything.

750
00:45:28,840 --> 00:45:32,960
Speaker 1: And you can see this excitement in an innocent child, right,

751
00:45:33,520 --> 00:45:36,520
Speaker 1: did you go? I looked how excited he was for

752
00:45:36,600 --> 00:45:40,520
Speaker 1: the letters she sent me a letter a m v R.

753
00:45:42,880 --> 00:45:46,880
Speaker 1: Cutest thing about that letter. So then we fast forward

754
00:45:47,160 --> 00:45:51,640
Speaker 1: and people have negative things to say off of a

755
00:45:51,840 --> 00:45:55,480
Speaker 1: five year olds like five now turn five February twenty

756
00:45:55,719 --> 00:45:58,880
Speaker 1: five year old Pisces, Hello, hello, you know, but a

757
00:45:59,000 --> 00:46:03,160
Speaker 1: five year old and people found the most craziest things

758
00:46:03,239 --> 00:46:07,759
Speaker 1: to say about that moment. Yeah, you, as a human being,

759
00:46:07,960 --> 00:46:12,360
Speaker 1: as a parent, and as the mother of Sebastian, what

760
00:46:12,560 --> 00:46:16,400
Speaker 1: did you feel when you saw that? Well, you know,

761
00:46:16,600 --> 00:46:19,280
Speaker 1: I just put it like this. You can say whatever

762
00:46:19,440 --> 00:46:21,960
Speaker 1: you want about me. I'll sleep like a baby at night.

763
00:46:22,040 --> 00:46:24,680
Speaker 1: I swear to God, I can literally give a shit.

764
00:46:25,360 --> 00:46:28,480
Speaker 1: But when you talk about my son, an innocent baby

765
00:46:28,560 --> 00:46:32,680
Speaker 1: that's five years old, right. It comes from it comes from,

766
00:46:33,200 --> 00:46:35,759
Speaker 1: you know, especially a lot of guys that are like

767
00:46:35,920 --> 00:46:39,000
Speaker 1: hyper masculine, where it's like he doesn't need to like

768
00:46:39,120 --> 00:46:42,440
Speaker 1: Taylor Swift, he needs to play basketball. My son doesn't

769
00:46:42,480 --> 00:46:45,520
Speaker 1: like basketball. He likes Taylor Swift. That's what he likes.

770
00:46:45,640 --> 00:46:48,520
Speaker 1: And I'm gonna encourage him to like what he likes

771
00:46:48,560 --> 00:46:51,040
Speaker 1: and be passionate about what he wants to be passionate about.

772
00:46:51,719 --> 00:46:54,600
Speaker 1: I'm never gonna say, honey, you can't play with that

773
00:46:54,719 --> 00:46:57,960
Speaker 1: toy because it's pink, and that's for girls. I'm never

774
00:46:58,040 --> 00:47:00,400
Speaker 1: gonna say that. I'd be like, play with it, you know,

775
00:47:00,640 --> 00:47:04,120
Speaker 1: figure it out, figure out what you like in your life, um,

776
00:47:04,760 --> 00:47:07,600
Speaker 1: and then go with it. You know, I always played sports.

777
00:47:07,680 --> 00:47:10,720
Speaker 1: I was the opposite, you know. I was playing wallball

778
00:47:10,840 --> 00:47:12,920
Speaker 1: with the boys, you know back in Philly and stickball

779
00:47:12,960 --> 00:47:16,840
Speaker 1: and stuff like that. Um. And uh, you know, nobody

780
00:47:16,880 --> 00:47:18,560
Speaker 1: said like she's gonna be gay, She's gonna be a

781
00:47:18,640 --> 00:47:20,839
Speaker 1: leegiean when she gets older. It was just like, oh,

782
00:47:20,920 --> 00:47:24,160
Speaker 1: that's cool a girl playing with like boys in sports

783
00:47:24,200 --> 00:47:27,320
Speaker 1: and stuff. But for a boy to like, you know,

784
00:47:27,640 --> 00:47:30,960
Speaker 1: a girl pop star. Um, you know, they were calling

785
00:47:31,080 --> 00:47:34,719
Speaker 1: my son gay and obviously he doesn't even know his

786
00:47:34,840 --> 00:47:37,759
Speaker 1: sexuality is at five years old. Um, and he's so

787
00:47:37,960 --> 00:47:40,279
Speaker 1: innocent and I and I keep him that way, like

788
00:47:40,360 --> 00:47:45,200
Speaker 1: I let him be exactly who he is. So what

789
00:47:45,360 --> 00:47:51,399
Speaker 1: y'all think about that? Do y'all think as children? You're

790
00:47:51,440 --> 00:47:53,920
Speaker 1: not what I'm saying as a kid. He not even

791
00:47:54,000 --> 00:47:56,239
Speaker 1: looking at Oh, I don't supposed to like this because

792
00:47:56,280 --> 00:47:58,000
Speaker 1: it's Taylor Swoop. I don't supposed to like this because

793
00:47:58,040 --> 00:48:00,200
Speaker 1: it's such and such a whatever. He probably really just

794
00:48:00,440 --> 00:48:04,480
Speaker 1: enjoyed the music. I'm saying, like it is levels to

795
00:48:04,719 --> 00:48:07,760
Speaker 1: it because you don't want your son to be feminine listening.

796
00:48:07,880 --> 00:48:09,600
Speaker 1: But I'm saying, like, if he liked Taylor Sweet, just

797
00:48:09,719 --> 00:48:11,040
Speaker 1: more you here. I don't know, you can't be like

798
00:48:11,160 --> 00:48:13,960
Speaker 1: you can't listen to Taylor Sweet? Do you do that?

799
00:48:14,000 --> 00:48:21,040
Speaker 1: Because I don't have kids? Because how people was based,

800
00:48:21,120 --> 00:48:22,960
Speaker 1: Like I'm saying, that's a lot to deal with you.

801
00:48:23,719 --> 00:48:28,719
Speaker 1: That's your child and then that's what sensitive. So what

802
00:48:28,880 --> 00:48:33,759
Speaker 1: happens is then you you learn to see when your

803
00:48:33,840 --> 00:48:36,840
Speaker 1: child is in them situations. It puts you in a

804
00:48:36,920 --> 00:48:40,400
Speaker 1: place where you have to learn how to say, Okay,

805
00:48:40,840 --> 00:48:45,880
Speaker 1: these people don't know no better. Don't relax. Yeah, because

806
00:48:45,960 --> 00:48:51,319
Speaker 1: I've been that's that's my ship. Hey, now I'm gonna

807
00:48:51,320 --> 00:48:53,320
Speaker 1: start quoting them all night. Now I didn't know you

808
00:48:53,520 --> 00:48:57,840
Speaker 1: was on that, but anyway, so take nothing personal seriously,

809
00:48:58,000 --> 00:49:00,600
Speaker 1: but I tried to do. But with your kids, You're like, yo,

810
00:49:00,760 --> 00:49:03,400
Speaker 1: come on, man, you know I would go broke fucking

811
00:49:03,480 --> 00:49:06,000
Speaker 1: with this shit. Y'all. All niggas don't know, you know.

812
00:49:06,200 --> 00:49:09,560
Speaker 1: But then you gotta say, folks don't know you know

813
00:49:09,560 --> 00:49:12,839
Speaker 1: what I'm saying. And it's so many different layers to shit. Man,

814
00:49:13,560 --> 00:49:17,359
Speaker 1: it's so many different layers to shit. They're calling them gay,

815
00:49:18,280 --> 00:49:20,520
Speaker 1: Like do you know what that to make me? It's like,

816
00:49:22,080 --> 00:49:25,840
Speaker 1: I mean, I agree, what up intil the pink shita?

817
00:49:26,520 --> 00:49:29,759
Speaker 1: My little boys? You know, I'm not deliberately getting them

818
00:49:29,800 --> 00:49:32,560
Speaker 1: anything pink, you know what I'm saying. And that's why

819
00:49:32,600 --> 00:49:34,600
Speaker 1: I put on that, like all we hope for folks

820
00:49:34,800 --> 00:49:38,200
Speaker 1: homophobic to kids. And when I was thinking about it,

821
00:49:38,280 --> 00:49:40,160
Speaker 1: I was like, you know what, we may be that

822
00:49:40,320 --> 00:49:44,000
Speaker 1: way because we know what gay people go through in society.

823
00:49:44,680 --> 00:49:47,680
Speaker 1: So it ain't that that we were saying that about

824
00:49:47,880 --> 00:49:50,280
Speaker 1: people that's gay. It's like, I know how they treat

825
00:49:50,360 --> 00:49:53,480
Speaker 1: people this gay. You see what I'm saying, And I

826
00:49:53,600 --> 00:49:56,400
Speaker 1: think it come come from that place from somebody who

827
00:49:56,480 --> 00:50:00,160
Speaker 1: ain't looking at it like whatever. But for me, you know,

828
00:50:00,560 --> 00:50:04,319
Speaker 1: calling calling her son that, I just think it's hard

829
00:50:04,360 --> 00:50:07,319
Speaker 1: to deal with all y'all got you. So, I mean,

830
00:50:07,480 --> 00:50:11,399
Speaker 1: I have a little brother. Do I have a little brother?

831
00:50:11,480 --> 00:50:15,000
Speaker 1: This gay? So nowadays? Is that just it is what

832
00:50:15,160 --> 00:50:16,799
Speaker 1: it is? Yeah? I mean I love him the same way,

833
00:50:16,880 --> 00:50:18,759
Speaker 1: you know what I mean. Like he reached out to

834
00:50:18,840 --> 00:50:20,360
Speaker 1: me and he was talking to me and telling me.

835
00:50:20,480 --> 00:50:22,520
Speaker 1: He was like, um, seu, I really didn't think that

836
00:50:22,640 --> 00:50:24,880
Speaker 1: you you know, you like me like that? And you know,

837
00:50:25,160 --> 00:50:28,080
Speaker 1: so he felt it. Yeah, he felt something. I told him.

838
00:50:28,120 --> 00:50:29,840
Speaker 1: I said, let me tell you something. Let me my

839
00:50:29,920 --> 00:50:31,400
Speaker 1: mama got eight kids, you know what I mean, we

840
00:50:31,480 --> 00:50:33,800
Speaker 1: all scattered, you know what I mean. Um, Like I

841
00:50:33,880 --> 00:50:35,560
Speaker 1: told him, it's not that I have a problem with you.

842
00:50:35,719 --> 00:50:37,279
Speaker 1: I love you the same way, you know what I mean.

843
00:50:37,920 --> 00:50:40,680
Speaker 1: I just don't have a close bond with you because

844
00:50:40,680 --> 00:50:44,319
Speaker 1: we wasn't raised together, right, but we're older now, we're grown.

845
00:50:44,360 --> 00:50:46,480
Speaker 1: I feel like if you trying to make that, you know,

846
00:50:47,239 --> 00:50:48,640
Speaker 1: if you want to get close to me if I

847
00:50:48,719 --> 00:50:50,239
Speaker 1: want to. I feel like we should do that, you

848
00:50:50,280 --> 00:50:52,719
Speaker 1: know what I mean. You know, like I told him,

849
00:50:52,719 --> 00:50:54,279
Speaker 1: my door is always open. I love you the same

850
00:50:54,360 --> 00:50:57,399
Speaker 1: way no matter what you are. It does it does?

851
00:50:57,440 --> 00:51:01,600
Speaker 1: You know? But I can't is to a motherfucker is gay?

852
00:51:02,120 --> 00:51:05,399
Speaker 1: That's a cliche. It just like with somethbody that you said,

853
00:51:06,200 --> 00:51:08,719
Speaker 1: I know how you feel. Well, I mean, he told

854
00:51:08,760 --> 00:51:10,400
Speaker 1: me his story as well, you know what I mean.

855
00:51:10,520 --> 00:51:13,520
Speaker 1: On why he you know, is the way you know

856
00:51:13,520 --> 00:51:15,600
Speaker 1: what I mean, And some people don't understand that. You know,

857
00:51:15,719 --> 00:51:19,840
Speaker 1: some people actually go through certain things that that's causing

858
00:51:19,920 --> 00:51:21,440
Speaker 1: them to you know, to be the way they are,

859
00:51:21,520 --> 00:51:23,520
Speaker 1: you know what I mean, or to you know, like

860
00:51:23,640 --> 00:51:26,400
Speaker 1: with him, he went through a lot, like he got molested,

861
00:51:26,680 --> 00:51:28,319
Speaker 1: you know what I mean. And he's a boy ain't

862
00:51:28,360 --> 00:51:30,359
Speaker 1: got molested by another man, you know what I mean.

863
00:51:30,440 --> 00:51:33,200
Speaker 1: And um, he was just telling me all the things

864
00:51:33,239 --> 00:51:38,040
Speaker 1: and it's like it's hard for him to reject something

865
00:51:38,120 --> 00:51:40,440
Speaker 1: that he's immune to, right, you know what I mean.

866
00:51:41,280 --> 00:51:46,320
Speaker 1: That's cigarette to win off cigarettes when your body crazy,

867
00:51:46,440 --> 00:51:53,320
Speaker 1: you know. And he said he's tried to you know,

868
00:51:53,440 --> 00:51:55,040
Speaker 1: but he can't help it. He can't help what his

869
00:51:55,120 --> 00:51:58,960
Speaker 1: body wants and you know what I mean, I love

870
00:51:59,040 --> 00:52:01,239
Speaker 1: you and and nothing is gonna change that, and I don't.

871
00:52:01,280 --> 00:52:03,600
Speaker 1: I don't care. Like one thing I've learned about life

872
00:52:03,719 --> 00:52:05,239
Speaker 1: is people are gonna talk about you whether you're doing

873
00:52:05,280 --> 00:52:11,680
Speaker 1: good or back you're not doing something. I was doing

874
00:52:11,719 --> 00:52:13,480
Speaker 1: the best I ever had in my life when they

875
00:52:13,520 --> 00:52:20,440
Speaker 1: were talking talking about beyond Now now I'm gonna live

876
00:52:20,520 --> 00:52:28,120
Speaker 1: my life. That's what you say. What you gotta say.

877
00:52:28,239 --> 00:52:32,399
Speaker 1: But my name is in your mouth. That's it. I'm here, okay,

878
00:52:32,440 --> 00:52:34,279
Speaker 1: So hold on, hold on, hold, I'm gonna touch on something.

879
00:52:34,440 --> 00:52:38,440
Speaker 1: So everything, like when you gay, it don't always come

880
00:52:38,480 --> 00:52:41,239
Speaker 1: from an experience. I remember my first gay experience was

881
00:52:41,239 --> 00:52:43,759
Speaker 1: I was in the fourth grade. My nigga didn't know

882
00:52:43,960 --> 00:52:45,800
Speaker 1: what the fuck was going on. I just knew I

883
00:52:45,880 --> 00:52:47,560
Speaker 1: was attracted to females. You know what I'm saying. By

884
00:52:47,560 --> 00:52:49,040
Speaker 1: the way, this is I'm only talking about y'all ain't

885
00:52:49,080 --> 00:52:53,759
Speaker 1: know um So it was just awful from No, it's

886
00:52:53,840 --> 00:52:56,440
Speaker 1: not the media, Hold on, hold on, hold on. The

887
00:52:56,600 --> 00:52:59,840
Speaker 1: media shot shines a light on gay women. It's cool

888
00:53:00,040 --> 00:53:06,200
Speaker 1: in movies, it's cool and pooring everybody likes. What I'm

889
00:53:06,280 --> 00:53:09,960
Speaker 1: telling you is still and I'm looking at is the media.

890
00:53:10,560 --> 00:53:14,759
Speaker 1: The media shines a light on that ship. Y'all think

891
00:53:14,840 --> 00:53:17,719
Speaker 1: that it's sexy. Y'all think that it's this, y'all, and

892
00:53:17,800 --> 00:53:25,920
Speaker 1: that's that it's sexy, right, thank you? So okay, but

893
00:53:26,040 --> 00:53:30,319
Speaker 1: hold up though, because when you go to like back

894
00:53:30,360 --> 00:53:33,440
Speaker 1: to the main topic we were talking about how Ambrose

895
00:53:33,520 --> 00:53:36,000
Speaker 1: and her kid and stuff like that. My son is

896
00:53:36,080 --> 00:53:39,200
Speaker 1: here today. His his favorite color is green, and I

897
00:53:39,320 --> 00:53:41,279
Speaker 1: asked him what his next favorite color is, and he'll

898
00:53:41,280 --> 00:53:44,759
Speaker 1: say pink. Okay, And if that's what he is, then

899
00:53:44,800 --> 00:53:46,680
Speaker 1: that's what he is. I don't give a fuck what

900
00:53:46,840 --> 00:53:51,920
Speaker 1: the media say. I don't care what nobody say. Make

901
00:53:51,960 --> 00:53:54,120
Speaker 1: you take your page down. If it was coming like

902
00:53:54,280 --> 00:53:59,000
Speaker 1: bumbard bombard, because okay, my son, gay, I was fourth grade,

903
00:53:59,120 --> 00:54:01,840
Speaker 1: didn't nothing happened to me. I wasn't right, I wasn't molested,

904
00:54:01,920 --> 00:54:07,960
Speaker 1: I wasn't nothing. I don't know. I was that you

905
00:54:08,040 --> 00:54:13,160
Speaker 1: have to get touched, right. But everyone has this different experiences.

906
00:54:13,280 --> 00:54:16,440
Speaker 1: So if his son, if her son started out liking

907
00:54:16,520 --> 00:54:19,719
Speaker 1: Taylor Swift or whatever, he liked the music, just like

908
00:54:19,800 --> 00:54:22,399
Speaker 1: what she said. Now, if his favorite color is pink,

909
00:54:22,480 --> 00:54:26,680
Speaker 1: in the media is coming at her, she is a model,

910
00:54:26,960 --> 00:54:30,240
Speaker 1: whatever actress, video vix and whatever she's in the socialize,

911
00:54:30,320 --> 00:54:33,480
Speaker 1: you better expect negative teach from anywhere, even if it's

912
00:54:33,560 --> 00:54:39,120
Speaker 1: from your son, even if it's best hands or mouth on.

913
00:54:39,360 --> 00:54:42,239
Speaker 1: So she can't take it to heart. But the thing

914
00:54:42,280 --> 00:54:44,640
Speaker 1: about it the four agreements, the four agreements, and the

915
00:54:44,800 --> 00:54:50,000
Speaker 1: main one is don't take anything personal. Man. So if

916
00:54:50,080 --> 00:54:51,960
Speaker 1: you're taking that ship personal, then you don't need to

917
00:54:52,000 --> 00:54:55,120
Speaker 1: be in a spotlight and you're not even working from

918
00:54:55,160 --> 00:54:57,759
Speaker 1: a healthy place if you take person Because and I

919
00:54:57,920 --> 00:54:59,920
Speaker 1: wanna thing I was saying, a paralyft can say any

920
00:55:00,120 --> 00:55:02,000
Speaker 1: fucking thing. I tell my daughter this out of time.

921
00:55:02,040 --> 00:55:05,960
Speaker 1: If you don't apply, let that shit fly exactly. But

922
00:55:06,040 --> 00:55:10,239
Speaker 1: if it do apply, like some gay, then the thing

923
00:55:10,320 --> 00:55:13,120
Speaker 1: about it, the thing about media, and the thing about life,

924
00:55:13,160 --> 00:55:15,400
Speaker 1: and the thing about the government, and the thing about America,

925
00:55:15,800 --> 00:55:19,239
Speaker 1: it's gonna homophobia is gonna be across the board. If

926
00:55:19,280 --> 00:55:22,680
Speaker 1: you black a female and you gay, you fucked up

927
00:55:22,760 --> 00:55:25,920
Speaker 1: from the jump, period, point blank. If you black a

928
00:55:26,120 --> 00:55:28,480
Speaker 1: male and you get, you really fucked up from the

929
00:55:28,640 --> 00:55:32,759
Speaker 1: jump from the jump. So if you are strong, right,

930
00:55:33,000 --> 00:55:36,560
Speaker 1: if you're strong and you got in your mind wrapped

931
00:55:36,600 --> 00:55:38,960
Speaker 1: around what you are be true to what you are

932
00:55:39,160 --> 00:55:41,800
Speaker 1: fun with. Everybody else gotta say because your happiness is

933
00:55:45,760 --> 00:55:49,200
Speaker 1: what she's saying. Though her position is damn, he don't

934
00:55:49,239 --> 00:55:52,479
Speaker 1: even know if he gay. I'm okay with him being

935
00:55:52,600 --> 00:55:58,040
Speaker 1: gay if he gay, but I don't five, And then

936
00:55:58,160 --> 00:55:59,960
Speaker 1: how can you tell me not to take my love?

937
00:56:00,360 --> 00:56:06,359
Speaker 1: Because the thing about boys is it's hard because as kids,

938
00:56:06,400 --> 00:56:08,239
Speaker 1: you gotta let them explore, you gotta let them have

939
00:56:08,280 --> 00:56:12,120
Speaker 1: an imagination. But as boys, everybody got difference. Yeah, but

940
00:56:14,640 --> 00:56:17,440
Speaker 1: he gotta do this. Everybody reason why because the media.

941
00:56:17,520 --> 00:56:20,920
Speaker 1: Because see the bad thing is that the media. I

942
00:56:21,000 --> 00:56:24,719
Speaker 1: don't want my son. We don't have cable my son.

943
00:56:25,080 --> 00:56:27,200
Speaker 1: But it's not even I was about TV. Guess what

944
00:56:27,280 --> 00:56:31,120
Speaker 1: I'm saying. The kids go to school like you. You

945
00:56:31,160 --> 00:56:33,800
Speaker 1: gotta worry about way more than TV. Kid start school

946
00:56:33,920 --> 00:56:36,600
Speaker 1: every day. My daughter has. My daughter came home when

947
00:56:36,640 --> 00:56:38,239
Speaker 1: she was in the fourth grade and told me that

948
00:56:38,400 --> 00:56:41,080
Speaker 1: her best friend, she said, Lucy told me she was

949
00:56:41,120 --> 00:56:43,760
Speaker 1: a lesbian. Mama, what is a lesbian? In fourth grade?

950
00:56:43,840 --> 00:56:46,120
Speaker 1: Had a hall fucking girl. I reached out to the

951
00:56:46,160 --> 00:56:48,360
Speaker 1: little girls mama and told her. She said, oh, I

952
00:56:48,480 --> 00:56:51,279
Speaker 1: know her, and to lear dating. I let my chat

953
00:56:51,400 --> 00:56:56,120
Speaker 1: be free. I mean, of course she was of the other.

954
00:56:56,880 --> 00:57:01,760
Speaker 1: But you know what I'm saying is we can't ignore

955
00:57:02,600 --> 00:57:08,200
Speaker 1: that when people are saying these things about your child. Man,

956
00:57:08,360 --> 00:57:14,080
Speaker 1: people coming to let you by their child. Ye hundred

957
00:57:14,200 --> 00:57:18,400
Speaker 1: thousand people, that's a very six She knows what she

958
00:57:18,480 --> 00:57:21,000
Speaker 1: got herself. But then when you're in the spa. But

959
00:57:21,080 --> 00:57:24,040
Speaker 1: if gay, it's cool. But I'm saying you're not. It's

960
00:57:24,080 --> 00:57:25,800
Speaker 1: still cool because people are gonna say what the foot

961
00:57:25,840 --> 00:57:28,560
Speaker 1: that they want to say, It don't matter. Hold them accountable.

962
00:57:28,640 --> 00:57:32,960
Speaker 1: See everybody holding when you're on a certain stage, you don't,

963
00:57:34,400 --> 00:57:36,800
Speaker 1: not all of them, but the motherfuckers they want to

964
00:57:36,840 --> 00:57:42,480
Speaker 1: stand up like they this and that, somebody of the computer,

965
00:57:42,960 --> 00:57:46,480
Speaker 1: anybody else. Go Let them all go, But that motherfucker

966
00:57:46,520 --> 00:57:52,320
Speaker 1: they won't shut up. Get the hey, but then they

967
00:57:52,320 --> 00:57:54,160
Speaker 1: can only talk for so long. Let me tell you

968
00:57:54,320 --> 00:57:56,520
Speaker 1: they are on the other side of the computer. What

969
00:57:57,120 --> 00:58:01,120
Speaker 1: are you gonna do but approach me or my kid

970
00:58:01,240 --> 00:58:07,880
Speaker 1: about what we got? Drake said Twitter fingers. What yeah,

971
00:58:08,520 --> 00:58:12,640
Speaker 1: I mean, I don't care to say what y'all to

972
00:58:12,760 --> 00:58:14,720
Speaker 1: do when you're not in this situation. I feel like

973
00:58:15,320 --> 00:58:18,320
Speaker 1: to be in this situation, actually feel where she coming from.

974
00:58:18,440 --> 00:58:22,320
Speaker 1: And how metau. That should affects you for real, But

975
00:58:22,640 --> 00:58:25,640
Speaker 1: she energy if you let it. That's why she deleted it.

976
00:58:25,720 --> 00:58:28,040
Speaker 1: But then she's also been going through so much stuff,

977
00:58:28,120 --> 00:58:30,320
Speaker 1: stuff for herself. Bro y'all gotta think what she works.

978
00:58:31,080 --> 00:58:34,360
Speaker 1: People badgered Ambrose for a fucking first that glorified her.

979
00:58:34,600 --> 00:58:36,320
Speaker 1: But like I'm like, just like I say about people,

980
00:58:36,320 --> 00:58:38,440
Speaker 1: they say, this bitch is a slut. This day the third,

981
00:58:38,680 --> 00:58:40,600
Speaker 1: y'all made her famous for being a slut. So how

982
00:58:40,760 --> 00:58:44,800
Speaker 1: y'all made it? Kill? Like, how y'all man, because she's

983
00:58:45,280 --> 00:58:49,360
Speaker 1: one of the top sluts. Y'all made the bitch famous. Right,

984
00:58:49,400 --> 00:58:51,360
Speaker 1: I'm famous and I'm getting money. Who gives the fun?

985
00:58:52,000 --> 00:58:53,760
Speaker 1: But I'm sitting on the on the other side, thought

986
00:58:53,880 --> 00:58:58,120
Speaker 1: how these people got all this stuff saying seve bitches

987
00:58:58,120 --> 00:59:00,480
Speaker 1: wouldn't be rich and famous if it wasn't for our people.

988
00:59:01,240 --> 00:59:03,720
Speaker 1: Why we like about that, I'm a gamester. We don't

989
00:59:03,760 --> 00:59:09,000
Speaker 1: call somebody like us at the end of day. Guess

990
00:59:09,040 --> 00:59:12,080
Speaker 1: why we still don't get that? We don't We don't

991
00:59:12,120 --> 00:59:15,560
Speaker 1: care and so but when you say whatever, I feel

992
00:59:15,600 --> 00:59:19,400
Speaker 1: like this right, Amber amber Rose head twenty one, s

993
00:59:19,480 --> 00:59:24,960
Speaker 1: every young a bag in the coma. She had media

994
00:59:25,080 --> 00:59:27,640
Speaker 1: now she didn't had a couple of them in a corner.

995
00:59:27,920 --> 00:59:30,720
Speaker 1: And why she said on us she's when I played,

996
00:59:30,920 --> 00:59:33,400
Speaker 1: she said she miss him in our live. Of course

997
00:59:33,440 --> 00:59:38,000
Speaker 1: it's fresh now, breakups fresh. It's powerful. Man. This motherfucker's

998
00:59:38,480 --> 00:59:40,720
Speaker 1: it beats a back and forse shit going on. It

999
00:59:40,920 --> 00:59:46,840
Speaker 1: be horrendous man behind it. I'll tell me about that,

1000
00:59:47,560 --> 00:59:50,400
Speaker 1: like literally, like I literally just got a relationship of

1001
00:59:50,560 --> 00:59:55,160
Speaker 1: ten years with a girl. No it wasn't. It was

1002
00:59:55,240 --> 01:00:00,360
Speaker 1: with a chocolate But I mean like this that it's

1003
01:00:00,520 --> 01:00:02,360
Speaker 1: very hard. Like I felt like I was slick going

1004
01:00:02,440 --> 01:00:06,400
Speaker 1: through a fucking divorce, like we had so many ties together. Yeah,

1005
01:00:06,440 --> 01:00:08,200
Speaker 1: I thought he was gonna be my husband. Do you

1006
01:00:08,320 --> 01:00:11,040
Speaker 1: think it's a reason so now because all of us

1007
01:00:12,400 --> 01:00:15,360
Speaker 1: check it out, I had one other day when I

1008
01:00:15,440 --> 01:00:16,520
Speaker 1: have to get out of the car and pump my

1009
01:00:16,600 --> 01:00:20,520
Speaker 1: fucking gas. It was cold and shit. So everybody's done

1010
01:00:20,560 --> 01:00:25,560
Speaker 1: with heartbreak, right, everybody's deal with these relationships where they've

1011
01:00:25,560 --> 01:00:31,680
Speaker 1: been disappointed let down. How the fuck people continue when

1012
01:00:31,720 --> 01:00:36,560
Speaker 1: to do this shit? What do you mean? Let him clarify?

1013
01:00:36,680 --> 01:00:40,400
Speaker 1: What continue to do? What to love without checking the

1014
01:00:40,640 --> 01:00:45,960
Speaker 1: file file? I'm ridy to love, but I'm checking the file.

1015
01:00:46,080 --> 01:00:48,880
Speaker 1: I just that is what people continue to allow. No,

1016
01:00:50,280 --> 01:00:52,880
Speaker 1: because I definitely checked the files. Because even now, like

1017
01:00:53,640 --> 01:00:57,120
Speaker 1: people would be like, you're so colhearted, you're cohearted, you

1018
01:00:57,200 --> 01:00:59,360
Speaker 1: don't give a fuck. You can let shit go so easy.

1019
01:00:59,560 --> 01:01:01,240
Speaker 1: It's not even that I really can. But I'm gonna

1020
01:01:01,280 --> 01:01:04,880
Speaker 1: show you that. I might be at home like, but

1021
01:01:05,000 --> 01:01:12,000
Speaker 1: when you, Kyle was what why me? Why why? I

1022
01:01:12,120 --> 01:01:24,560
Speaker 1: sound like I like coming with you this week? You

1023
01:01:24,600 --> 01:01:29,640
Speaker 1: want to go on to day to day? What you want? Wow,

1024
01:01:29,800 --> 01:01:34,120
Speaker 1: So y'all got tactics. You have to have tactics as

1025
01:01:34,120 --> 01:01:36,040
Speaker 1: a woman because at the end that we're still women.

1026
01:01:36,240 --> 01:01:38,920
Speaker 1: Like you know what I'm saying, We see those delicate creatures.

1027
01:01:39,040 --> 01:01:41,840
Speaker 1: This is what I don't understand. But this is what

1028
01:01:42,000 --> 01:01:45,080
Speaker 1: I don't understand, right, This is what I don't understand.

1029
01:01:45,320 --> 01:01:48,640
Speaker 1: She's cute, nice, This is what I don't understand. Right.

1030
01:01:49,680 --> 01:01:54,320
Speaker 1: How the fuck can you be doing all that robbing yourself?

1031
01:01:54,560 --> 01:01:58,480
Speaker 1: You sitting there now, it's not because it's not I

1032
01:01:58,680 --> 01:02:08,680
Speaker 1: call you woman like a mother, it's not. It's not

1033
01:02:08,920 --> 01:02:12,400
Speaker 1: robbing yourself. It's really it's really making yourself better because

1034
01:02:12,440 --> 01:02:14,280
Speaker 1: at the end day I could be breaking be this

1035
01:02:14,400 --> 01:02:19,280
Speaker 1: and you know, what this nigga? My man? Now you

1036
01:02:19,480 --> 01:02:26,360
Speaker 1: could I'm deavin. I'm going on a real road trip

1037
01:02:26,440 --> 01:02:31,040
Speaker 1: and I'm gonna hop on his flight as I walk

1038
01:02:31,120 --> 01:02:33,880
Speaker 1: through the grass my hills. Man got you feeling like

1039
01:02:34,080 --> 01:02:38,200
Speaker 1: it when you gotta go against what you let me

1040
01:02:39,440 --> 01:02:43,240
Speaker 1: listen to what I'm saying. Let this go period when

1041
01:02:43,320 --> 01:02:46,800
Speaker 1: you feeling like this, when you're feeling like damn my men,

1042
01:02:46,880 --> 01:02:49,440
Speaker 1: Sam and then the ring and you gotta say cut it,

1043
01:02:49,560 --> 01:03:04,400
Speaker 1: don't fuck he got you? That's all, definitely, But that's

1044
01:03:04,480 --> 01:03:06,680
Speaker 1: what that one day when you cal and I ain't

1045
01:03:06,720 --> 01:03:08,560
Speaker 1: got that animosity for you, and I'm like, what's the

1046
01:03:08,680 --> 01:03:19,360
Speaker 1: b I'm chilling over? It's part of the turn. Like

1047
01:03:19,520 --> 01:03:25,840
Speaker 1: I always say, ain't got the guns I'm shooting. Let

1048
01:03:25,920 --> 01:03:33,920
Speaker 1: me address a meal. Women, women got miss understood. Let

1049
01:03:33,960 --> 01:03:37,000
Speaker 1: me get them everybody. Don't give a fuck when you

1050
01:03:37,120 --> 01:03:43,680
Speaker 1: say it's so dub bro, I don't even stopping you.

1051
01:03:44,960 --> 01:03:47,840
Speaker 1: You were gonna say it's over eight shucks a goal.

1052
01:03:49,040 --> 01:03:52,440
Speaker 1: That's true. But then what's y'all means to realize? But

1053
01:03:52,560 --> 01:03:57,400
Speaker 1: what but what men fail to realize? Man fail to realize.

1054
01:03:57,560 --> 01:04:01,040
Speaker 1: A woman don't always tell you ain't that women don't

1055
01:04:01,080 --> 01:04:03,040
Speaker 1: I always tell you when we clock out. Sometimes we

1056
01:04:03,120 --> 01:04:06,360
Speaker 1: just slid on out the back door on your say.

1057
01:04:08,760 --> 01:04:11,640
Speaker 1: The heart might be the mind gone, but you could

1058
01:04:11,720 --> 01:04:15,439
Speaker 1: be the heart. You need mind mind. You need the man.

1059
01:04:15,840 --> 01:04:18,000
Speaker 1: I want the man. The heart might still be there,

1060
01:04:18,040 --> 01:04:19,640
Speaker 1: but the mind is gonne. You know what I mean.

1061
01:04:20,360 --> 01:04:23,160
Speaker 1: You need the man. You need the man because without

1062
01:04:23,160 --> 01:04:25,520
Speaker 1: the mind the heart, ain't the time that man bad?

1063
01:04:26,000 --> 01:04:29,360
Speaker 1: When you got that man, Yeah, I was just talking

1064
01:04:29,400 --> 01:04:32,400
Speaker 1: to my heart. That mind. Leave that because women are

1065
01:04:32,440 --> 01:04:34,840
Speaker 1: going so far for a nigga. Man when they when

1066
01:04:34,840 --> 01:04:40,280
Speaker 1: they love a nigga, they're go fun for you many. Yeah,

1067
01:04:40,320 --> 01:05:00,200
Speaker 1: you ain't gonna know for you seeing that to I

1068
01:05:00,200 --> 01:05:04,120
Speaker 1: ain't saying that first. I just said that around next year.

1069
01:05:07,160 --> 01:05:15,200
Speaker 1: And so got brace and looking for that moody. She

1070
01:05:15,320 --> 01:05:17,400
Speaker 1: got out of booty and she's looking for that moody.

1071
01:05:21,000 --> 01:05:26,840
Speaker 1: All right, So check us out, So check us out.

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01:05:26,960 --> 01:05:31,800
Speaker 1: This week this week on on the Breakfast Club. This

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01:05:32,000 --> 01:05:35,120
Speaker 1: week on the Breakfast Club, we had a situation. Somebody

1074
01:05:35,240 --> 01:05:38,880
Speaker 1: pull that door from this week on the because they

1075
01:05:38,920 --> 01:05:42,720
Speaker 1: already unclothed it though. It's all good. But this week

1076
01:05:43,160 --> 01:05:45,439
Speaker 1: this week they had a situation on the Breakfast Club

1077
01:05:45,480 --> 01:05:49,439
Speaker 1: between DJ Envy and Jesus and Merrow. I'm gonna play

1078
01:05:49,440 --> 01:05:51,880
Speaker 1: the clip right quick, and then we're gonna get to

1079
01:05:53,440 --> 01:05:56,480
Speaker 1: day Envy, Angela Ye, Charlomagne the guy. We are the

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01:05:56,520 --> 01:05:59,440
Speaker 1: Breakfast Club. We got two guests in the building, special

1081
01:05:59,480 --> 01:06:06,520
Speaker 1: guests Man a good Cat and Pussy Wow. Usually usually

1082
01:06:07,080 --> 01:06:09,400
Speaker 1: usually we are. I would always like to start off

1083
01:06:09,440 --> 01:06:12,280
Speaker 1: by saying welcome, thank you for having to Breakfast club.

1084
01:06:12,520 --> 01:06:15,040
Speaker 1: You guys have always been very nice to us, helped

1085
01:06:15,120 --> 01:06:17,960
Speaker 1: us through our career, you know, elevated us with interviews.

1086
01:06:18,120 --> 01:06:20,920
Speaker 1: My guys, what's wrong? What's going on? Start with it?

1087
01:06:21,160 --> 01:06:23,040
Speaker 1: You are my wife from apology. We all your wife

1088
01:06:23,080 --> 01:06:25,720
Speaker 1: and what we do When you insinuated that she was

1089
01:06:25,800 --> 01:06:29,920
Speaker 1: there for the check, Yes she did, since she was

1090
01:06:30,000 --> 01:06:32,440
Speaker 1: there for anybody. No, he's not going to bed and

1091
01:06:32,560 --> 01:06:36,919
Speaker 1: so you feel right now? Yeah, let's hear the clip

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01:06:37,040 --> 01:06:40,120
Speaker 1: hold on me since fifteen, All right, let's hear the

1093
01:06:40,160 --> 01:06:42,960
Speaker 1: clip on I'm talking since fifteen before I had a

1094
01:06:43,040 --> 01:06:45,640
Speaker 1: dollar taking more money than me. So to insinuate that

1095
01:06:45,760 --> 01:06:47,560
Speaker 1: she was there for a check or she's good with

1096
01:06:47,720 --> 01:06:49,840
Speaker 1: Envy's check is a disrespect to me. Okay, can I

1097
01:06:49,920 --> 01:06:52,800
Speaker 1: hear the clip? You don't remember he does drink back

1098
01:06:52,840 --> 01:06:55,920
Speaker 1: from breakfast. We do sore shows a week. Set it

1099
01:06:55,960 --> 01:06:58,040
Speaker 1: on it, you said it on it, let's hear it.

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01:06:58,640 --> 01:07:01,520
Speaker 1: Everything was fantastic. He was a wonderful father. He never

1101
01:07:01,640 --> 01:07:04,440
Speaker 1: failed at that. I really didn't see any reading. He's like,

1102
01:07:04,480 --> 01:07:06,600
Speaker 1: damn you lying it here lying like from me. I

1103
01:07:06,640 --> 01:07:11,280
Speaker 1: appreciate your queen. Any read signs. And when I found out,

1104
01:07:11,960 --> 01:07:15,000
Speaker 1: I hired a divorce attorney. I even began to prep

1105
01:07:15,080 --> 01:07:18,760
Speaker 1: my kids. And how do you prep your daddy? Ain't shit?

1106
01:07:19,120 --> 01:07:22,560
Speaker 1: Evy was ready to speak his peace envy. He did

1107
01:07:22,600 --> 01:07:24,280
Speaker 1: it with the echo shit too, like yo yo yo.

1108
01:07:24,760 --> 01:07:27,920
Speaker 1: Really I felt like a letdown. I felt like a failure,

1109
01:07:28,440 --> 01:07:31,040
Speaker 1: and you know, like I was shown at home, but

1110
01:07:31,160 --> 01:07:32,920
Speaker 1: in the streets I was DJMP. So it was two

1111
01:07:33,000 --> 01:07:36,720
Speaker 1: different people. And I didn't know DJMV right, and it

1112
01:07:36,840 --> 01:07:39,160
Speaker 1: was it was a situation. You know, the dj V check.

1113
01:07:40,400 --> 01:07:42,680
Speaker 1: I don't. I don't know how you know them DJMV checks.

1114
01:07:42,680 --> 01:07:44,680
Speaker 1: So that's a little disrespect for brother. That was a joke.

1115
01:07:45,480 --> 01:07:48,280
Speaker 1: Jo talked about my wife. All right, I apologize. Talk

1116
01:07:48,280 --> 01:07:49,800
Speaker 1: about me all day, you can be to me. But

1117
01:07:49,800 --> 01:07:51,520
Speaker 1: when he talks about my wife and my family, it's

1118
01:07:51,520 --> 01:07:53,840
Speaker 1: a little disrespect envy would never knew another joke about

1119
01:07:53,880 --> 01:07:57,640
Speaker 1: you know, I hear that. But you know what I'm

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01:07:57,640 --> 01:07:59,800
Speaker 1: saying that that there is no but no, there has

1121
01:07:59,840 --> 01:08:01,480
Speaker 1: to but there has some. But when it comes to

1122
01:08:01,560 --> 01:08:04,040
Speaker 1: wife and kids, there is no. But you talk about

1123
01:08:04,080 --> 01:08:05,320
Speaker 1: me or you want to make fun of me whole

1124
01:08:05,320 --> 01:08:07,120
Speaker 1: you want, but when his wife and kids, there is nobody.

1125
01:08:07,160 --> 01:08:10,120
Speaker 1: Look at my Instagram comments comments, I don't look at you,

1126
01:08:10,320 --> 01:08:12,640
Speaker 1: I don't about everybody from my kids. You can play

1127
01:08:12,680 --> 01:08:14,120
Speaker 1: with that. I don't play with I don't play with

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01:08:14,200 --> 01:08:17,360
Speaker 1: that neither. But it was respecting it. We should know

1129
01:08:17,439 --> 01:08:21,120
Speaker 1: that immediately you you really thought that was a disrespect Yes. Yeah.

1130
01:08:21,120 --> 01:08:23,240
Speaker 1: When when my wife heard, she thought it was disrespectful too,

1131
01:08:23,520 --> 01:08:26,719
Speaker 1: absolutely disrespectful. Okay, I'm sorry. I thought we were cool.

1132
01:08:27,160 --> 01:08:28,920
Speaker 1: I cool I about that. I thought it was like

1133
01:08:28,960 --> 01:08:31,920
Speaker 1: a jokey joke. It's a jokey thing when you joke about,

1134
01:08:31,920 --> 01:08:33,760
Speaker 1: all right, you could joke about. I did not know that.

1135
01:08:33,880 --> 01:08:35,160
Speaker 1: I did not know that. We have never had this

1136
01:08:35,240 --> 01:08:37,360
Speaker 1: conversation where you were like, your boundaries is head, don't

1137
01:08:37,360 --> 01:08:39,400
Speaker 1: do this, don't do this. You're having the conversation right now.

1138
01:08:39,479 --> 01:08:41,640
Speaker 1: You're telling me and now I understand you're telling us

1139
01:08:41,680 --> 01:08:43,519
Speaker 1: you're not joking, you're not hitting. No more jokes about

1140
01:08:43,520 --> 01:08:47,000
Speaker 1: your family, about your kids, about you, and nothing more. Charlomage,

1141
01:08:47,000 --> 01:08:48,679
Speaker 1: I talked about ya, I talk about you, but I'll

1142
01:08:48,720 --> 01:08:50,920
Speaker 1: never bring it to your wife and kids with garless. Okay, cool,

1143
01:08:51,040 --> 01:08:54,720
Speaker 1: you've established that. We understand where Claro boom, everything good,

1144
01:08:54,840 --> 01:08:57,240
Speaker 1: Everything's good. Sure y'all need five minutes New York style.

1145
01:09:00,720 --> 01:09:07,519
Speaker 1: What exactly did Charlemagne say Charlemagne did? What did he say?

1146
01:09:08,360 --> 01:09:10,400
Speaker 1: He just said she was there for the check and,

1147
01:09:10,560 --> 01:09:13,439
Speaker 1: like DJ Vy said, if his wife felt disrespected by it.

1148
01:09:13,800 --> 01:09:16,000
Speaker 1: As a man in my heart, you had to check.

1149
01:09:17,360 --> 01:09:21,000
Speaker 1: I told you so you could check him right home.

1150
01:09:21,640 --> 01:09:29,720
Speaker 1: I'm checking you. So to put it in context, what

1151
01:09:29,840 --> 01:09:34,320
Speaker 1: happened was Jesus in Merrow. Um, they do a show

1152
01:09:34,439 --> 01:09:38,759
Speaker 1: on Vice Land that comes also on YouTube. Um. That's

1153
01:09:39,200 --> 01:09:41,760
Speaker 1: that's really it does really good. They're getting a lot

1154
01:09:41,800 --> 01:09:44,680
Speaker 1: of checks for and so they just take everything in

1155
01:09:44,760 --> 01:09:47,840
Speaker 1: the culture and they clown it. So what they did

1156
01:09:48,080 --> 01:09:51,760
Speaker 1: was when that happened, he insinuated that, Okay, she don't

1157
01:09:51,800 --> 01:09:54,280
Speaker 1: know you as DJ Envy, but she know them checks.

1158
01:09:54,760 --> 01:09:59,040
Speaker 1: So he insinuated that she was around for the money, right, Yeah,

1159
01:09:59,040 --> 01:10:01,280
Speaker 1: he said, she don't know me as DJ, she knows

1160
01:10:01,360 --> 01:10:05,320
Speaker 1: me as his real Like whatever he think? Shot, Like,

1161
01:10:05,479 --> 01:10:07,400
Speaker 1: I mean, of course your wife wouldn't address she was.

1162
01:10:08,760 --> 01:10:10,280
Speaker 1: And a lot of people who in the end having

1163
01:10:10,320 --> 01:10:13,240
Speaker 1: business wife don't really know other person. Like what the

1164
01:10:13,360 --> 01:10:19,960
Speaker 1: hell you think? Jay him? J my boyfriend? Like I

1165
01:10:20,200 --> 01:10:21,800
Speaker 1: was like even with my dude, like I don't call

1166
01:10:21,920 --> 01:10:24,519
Speaker 1: him what the people in the streets call him. I don't, nigga,

1167
01:10:24,600 --> 01:10:27,000
Speaker 1: I need your government, Like I'm not calling you. I

1168
01:10:29,720 --> 01:10:31,760
Speaker 1: was like, I'm not calling you that call your name,

1169
01:10:32,240 --> 01:10:35,479
Speaker 1: but check it out. So it shows you when a

1170
01:10:35,600 --> 01:10:38,000
Speaker 1: man is in love, that pressure that comes from the

1171
01:10:38,160 --> 01:10:40,599
Speaker 1: woman love just in it. And I don't even think

1172
01:10:40,600 --> 01:10:42,200
Speaker 1: it's the pressure that came from her because the way

1173
01:10:42,280 --> 01:10:47,719
Speaker 1: that J Bro, I'm telling you you even from following

1174
01:10:47,800 --> 01:10:49,800
Speaker 1: them on Instagram, like he is in love with her

1175
01:10:49,880 --> 01:10:54,400
Speaker 1: and his family and some men got about story respectfully

1176
01:10:54,560 --> 01:10:56,560
Speaker 1: envy you, my guy, but you got to know the

1177
01:10:56,640 --> 01:11:00,080
Speaker 1: back story. You know a lot of things happen, and

1178
01:11:00,160 --> 01:11:02,559
Speaker 1: the way I got makeup shit I gotta do. Baby,

1179
01:11:02,680 --> 01:11:06,160
Speaker 1: I'm sorry and I've been I've been a piece of shit.

1180
01:11:06,280 --> 01:11:08,120
Speaker 1: And you were radding with me the whole time. I

1181
01:11:08,160 --> 01:11:10,360
Speaker 1: don't even know why you were still rad that's a

1182
01:11:10,400 --> 01:11:12,840
Speaker 1: lot of such. She was making money way before him.

1183
01:11:13,080 --> 01:11:15,599
Speaker 1: Ain't the money I'm talking about this, ain't the money

1184
01:11:15,840 --> 01:11:18,240
Speaker 1: when I'm talking about over the past couple of years.

1185
01:11:18,400 --> 01:11:22,599
Speaker 1: That's what they clowning them about doing the talking about

1186
01:11:22,640 --> 01:11:25,280
Speaker 1: how he cheated on and things like that. So what

1187
01:11:25,400 --> 01:11:29,720
Speaker 1: I'm saying is from that, they're saying, that's why she

1188
01:11:29,800 --> 01:11:34,120
Speaker 1: stuck around because because the right so they're saying. So

1189
01:11:34,280 --> 01:11:37,600
Speaker 1: now they're going around talking about his infidelity, that he

1190
01:11:37,760 --> 01:11:39,720
Speaker 1: cheated on her with Erica Miller. So how can you

1191
01:11:39,880 --> 01:11:41,519
Speaker 1: be mad when you put that out there? But they

1192
01:11:41,560 --> 01:11:44,240
Speaker 1: don't got nothing to do with that, even though and

1193
01:11:44,479 --> 01:11:48,760
Speaker 1: what I'm just saying, he was, like he said, she's

1194
01:11:48,800 --> 01:11:50,680
Speaker 1: been getting money and she was making more than him.

1195
01:11:50,680 --> 01:11:54,320
Speaker 1: So it didn't even about his money. Yeah, he know that.

1196
01:11:54,479 --> 01:11:58,960
Speaker 1: And that's what offending them that it's showing love in

1197
01:11:59,000 --> 01:12:02,559
Speaker 1: his purious forms. Man, it is stepping out in front

1198
01:12:02,560 --> 01:12:04,800
Speaker 1: of you. Ain't even speaking for me. Didn't tell him

1199
01:12:04,840 --> 01:12:06,760
Speaker 1: before you even talk on my radio show. You got

1200
01:12:06,800 --> 01:12:10,760
Speaker 1: the holla jass to my wife. So y'all, what if

1201
01:12:10,800 --> 01:12:13,160
Speaker 1: somebody had done that? Well, y'all want a dude to

1202
01:12:14,560 --> 01:12:16,559
Speaker 1: first of all the type like, first of all, let

1203
01:12:16,640 --> 01:12:18,920
Speaker 1: me change the question. I think it's a better question.

1204
01:12:19,080 --> 01:12:21,880
Speaker 1: Will you fuck with somebody for the money? Let's talk

1205
01:12:21,880 --> 01:12:27,479
Speaker 1: about I'm saying, I mean, I can't, But then I'm saying,

1206
01:12:27,479 --> 01:12:29,639
Speaker 1: if you But if I can't, if you're burn brain

1207
01:12:29,760 --> 01:12:32,599
Speaker 1: and you're a dumb ass and you operating certain ways,

1208
01:12:32,920 --> 01:12:35,599
Speaker 1: then it's like, but I'm trying. I mean, I mean

1209
01:12:35,640 --> 01:12:38,600
Speaker 1: the first couple of days money, I mean, I can't personally,

1210
01:12:39,040 --> 01:12:41,519
Speaker 1: I asked the Wow, if I don't feel you fuck

1211
01:12:41,600 --> 01:12:44,960
Speaker 1: your money, nigga, it's a lot. I can't wake your money.

1212
01:12:45,280 --> 01:12:47,560
Speaker 1: I do, and man, I just can't. I'm sorry. I

1213
01:12:47,600 --> 01:12:50,280
Speaker 1: don't care about that money. All that we'll see if

1214
01:12:50,320 --> 01:12:52,800
Speaker 1: you yeah, mass, I don't care how and I've had

1215
01:12:52,800 --> 01:12:54,800
Speaker 1: a lot of people through I can't wake up. Yeah,

1216
01:12:54,840 --> 01:12:59,280
Speaker 1: I can't do. I'm sorry. I'm not hot. Missing don't know. Well,

1217
01:13:03,040 --> 01:13:05,560
Speaker 1: I don't know. I don't, I don't it ain't you

1218
01:13:05,640 --> 01:13:10,880
Speaker 1: don't see that way. I'm not a materialist tale you

1219
01:13:10,920 --> 01:13:12,920
Speaker 1: know what I mean. I'm not a materialist female. I

1220
01:13:13,040 --> 01:13:16,280
Speaker 1: don't care about all that. Yeah, I plating myself that

1221
01:13:16,520 --> 01:13:18,920
Speaker 1: if the dude is a hot man, you go wap

1222
01:13:19,040 --> 01:13:21,920
Speaker 1: his as. I'm sorry, you just can't. You can't bite me.

1223
01:13:21,960 --> 01:13:24,200
Speaker 1: I you can't go. I'll get you this, like I said,

1224
01:13:24,320 --> 01:13:27,320
Speaker 1: I can get that. I'm gonna personally something to me.

1225
01:13:27,439 --> 01:13:30,559
Speaker 1: But since this question is in perspective, right man, most

1226
01:13:30,640 --> 01:13:33,519
Speaker 1: definitely killed. I mean, you gotta have money to enough,

1227
01:13:33,640 --> 01:13:35,040
Speaker 1: you know, but that ain't what I'm gonna do. So

1228
01:13:35,439 --> 01:13:37,400
Speaker 1: are you saying on the flip side you gotta bring

1229
01:13:37,479 --> 01:13:39,200
Speaker 1: something to the table, you know, all you saying on

1230
01:13:39,840 --> 01:13:44,519
Speaker 1: summer and look at you what you're saying. If if

1231
01:13:44,560 --> 01:13:50,760
Speaker 1: you're a bumbo ladies, we can always go whip. That's

1232
01:13:50,840 --> 01:13:53,560
Speaker 1: not because as a man, I feel like really for

1233
01:13:53,680 --> 01:13:58,320
Speaker 1: me personally, I can. If you're because the dude can't

1234
01:13:58,320 --> 01:14:00,519
Speaker 1: get a knife, hair put on the old and be

1235
01:14:00,680 --> 01:14:03,880
Speaker 1: like saying that you got person, give me what I

1236
01:14:04,240 --> 01:14:07,559
Speaker 1: say that you gotta be Trey songs. I don't even

1237
01:14:07,640 --> 01:14:13,519
Speaker 1: won't know Trey songs, but let's say you look, just

1238
01:14:14,880 --> 01:14:18,280
Speaker 1: try song and it's not just you know, this is

1239
01:14:18,320 --> 01:14:20,120
Speaker 1: my thing, you know what I mean. It's just it's

1240
01:14:20,160 --> 01:14:22,240
Speaker 1: not just the looks, it's it's the hustle, you know

1241
01:14:22,240 --> 01:14:26,240
Speaker 1: what I mean. Like a mind saying how you got

1242
01:14:28,840 --> 01:14:32,559
Speaker 1: hold on if you put them I mean, don't get

1243
01:14:32,600 --> 01:14:35,480
Speaker 1: me wrong, I'm sorry. I'm saying, if you have a mindset,

1244
01:14:35,600 --> 01:14:38,760
Speaker 1: you're not a bum. A bum is not somebody who's broke.

1245
01:14:38,920 --> 01:14:42,280
Speaker 1: What the fuck right? It's not na bro that's a

1246
01:14:42,360 --> 01:14:45,200
Speaker 1: broadcast nigga. A bus be a million A bum could

1247
01:14:45,200 --> 01:14:46,760
Speaker 1: be a nigga with plenty of brand who comes to

1248
01:14:46,840 --> 01:14:49,080
Speaker 1: try to use me for my motherfucking a ball. Could

1249
01:14:49,080 --> 01:14:50,840
Speaker 1: be nigga who got bank rolls in his pocket and

1250
01:14:50,880 --> 01:14:53,559
Speaker 1: a cant but still my life. I want to be elite.

1251
01:14:53,640 --> 01:14:55,360
Speaker 1: Let's come on and put it in perspect We all

1252
01:14:55,360 --> 01:14:59,120
Speaker 1: about perspective out here. It's like, now, bumb ain't a

1253
01:14:59,160 --> 01:15:02,280
Speaker 1: broakeass nigga. Broadcast niggas a broad ass nigga. He just

1254
01:15:02,400 --> 01:15:06,519
Speaker 1: a broke He just a broke ass nigga. But when

1255
01:15:06,560 --> 01:15:08,639
Speaker 1: you said that didn't make a lot of what I'm

1256
01:15:08,640 --> 01:15:12,800
Speaker 1: trying to say. So we say boom you mean like

1257
01:15:12,960 --> 01:15:18,640
Speaker 1: country can't tres man? Okay, So niggas broke, You're not

1258
01:15:18,680 --> 01:15:23,479
Speaker 1: gonna say bummed, all right, because can bropreneur. I'm a

1259
01:15:23,600 --> 01:15:27,880
Speaker 1: broken nigga goes with a mast and I'm cute. Can

1260
01:15:28,000 --> 01:15:33,200
Speaker 1: you work with what broke? Broke? And you got the man?

1261
01:15:33,760 --> 01:15:36,519
Speaker 1: What a man set? And I'm cute first of all,

1262
01:15:36,720 --> 01:15:38,559
Speaker 1: scratched a cute because they sound like a whole lot

1263
01:15:38,560 --> 01:15:43,880
Speaker 1: of booty trick and go trying like me to cute.

1264
01:15:47,840 --> 01:15:51,080
Speaker 1: I'm just dudes. You want plenty of fishing a dude,

1265
01:15:51,200 --> 01:15:54,280
Speaker 1: I got a man set and I'm cute. But look,

1266
01:15:54,400 --> 01:15:58,439
Speaker 1: let me let he's just saying, okay, let tie. Let

1267
01:15:59,320 --> 01:16:02,640
Speaker 1: let's perspective because because because I could. One of my

1268
01:16:02,680 --> 01:16:05,280
Speaker 1: biggest flaws is if I've always failed for the potential

1269
01:16:05,439 --> 01:16:11,559
Speaker 1: of somebody. And that's because I seen it was cute.

1270
01:16:13,000 --> 01:16:15,559
Speaker 1: I seen it was cute. You know, you're my little flavor.

1271
01:16:15,680 --> 01:16:17,720
Speaker 1: You know you got a little swag to you look

1272
01:16:17,760 --> 01:16:20,160
Speaker 1: pretty boy or something like that. Maybe even light skin

1273
01:16:20,280 --> 01:16:23,000
Speaker 1: at that. Hell no, that's look, that's how I had

1274
01:16:23,040 --> 01:16:28,400
Speaker 1: to learn. I like mine. Look that's why. Look, that's

1275
01:16:28,439 --> 01:16:30,000
Speaker 1: where I had to learn the hard way. You know

1276
01:16:30,000 --> 01:16:32,160
Speaker 1: what I'm saying, Hey you got yeah, give me a

1277
01:16:32,200 --> 01:16:34,759
Speaker 1: little thuggish. But anyways, I always felt for the potential

1278
01:16:34,760 --> 01:16:37,920
Speaker 1: somebody because I always see the good in somebody. That's

1279
01:16:37,960 --> 01:16:40,360
Speaker 1: a good place. That's where we'll see. That's where I'm

1280
01:16:40,360 --> 01:16:42,160
Speaker 1: the encourager on the show because I always see the

1281
01:16:42,240 --> 01:16:44,320
Speaker 1: good and where I try to see the best in

1282
01:16:44,360 --> 01:16:46,439
Speaker 1: the situation and I try to pull out the best

1283
01:16:46,479 --> 01:16:48,439
Speaker 1: defence on her. So you know what I'm saying, I

1284
01:16:48,520 --> 01:16:51,000
Speaker 1: see the potential and something and I'm like, hold on,

1285
01:16:51,520 --> 01:16:53,400
Speaker 1: hold on, hold on, all right. I don't learn one

1286
01:16:53,439 --> 01:16:55,560
Speaker 1: too many times the same thing. Like, just because you

1287
01:16:55,680 --> 01:16:58,200
Speaker 1: got potential and you cute, it don't mean that you're work.

1288
01:16:58,960 --> 01:17:02,360
Speaker 1: It don't mean that I don't want to see you

1289
01:17:02,479 --> 01:17:04,519
Speaker 1: need to be really doing something because this cuteness in

1290
01:17:04,560 --> 01:17:08,080
Speaker 1: this mindset, it ain't nothing, but it ain't not in

1291
01:17:08,200 --> 01:17:17,000
Speaker 1: middle school. No cute, I bro, bro, it ain't gonna

1292
01:17:17,040 --> 01:17:19,519
Speaker 1: do shit for you but get you pregnant. But he

1293
01:17:20,200 --> 01:17:23,840
Speaker 1: ain't gonna do Let me finish. That's what I'm saying,

1294
01:17:23,880 --> 01:17:25,600
Speaker 1: Because you got the cuteness in the mindset, but what

1295
01:17:25,680 --> 01:17:28,280
Speaker 1: are you doing with it? Right? That's what I'm saying.

1296
01:17:28,400 --> 01:17:32,800
Speaker 1: That's what I'm Everybody's gonna get down, you know what

1297
01:17:32,840 --> 01:17:34,960
Speaker 1: I mean. That's how you know when somebody's there for

1298
01:17:35,720 --> 01:17:42,000
Speaker 1: somebody's down, I'm holding him up when he's down. That's

1299
01:17:42,040 --> 01:17:44,120
Speaker 1: how you know somebody's down for you, Right, check this

1300
01:17:44,240 --> 01:17:46,880
Speaker 1: out though. This is what I want to know, right,

1301
01:17:47,600 --> 01:17:50,840
Speaker 1: all right, this is what I want to know if

1302
01:17:51,760 --> 01:17:54,479
Speaker 1: oh fuck, I just lost my train of thought and

1303
01:17:54,560 --> 01:17:57,880
Speaker 1: I do that sometime. Fuck, I don't know what he

1304
01:18:01,160 --> 01:18:09,519
Speaker 1: does this on occasions. We just gotta give y'all think wow. Wow,

1305
01:18:11,000 --> 01:18:14,559
Speaker 1: So y'all think dj Envis justified that saying, look, you're

1306
01:18:14,720 --> 01:18:17,400
Speaker 1: my wife for apology, you didn't say that, you can

1307
01:18:17,439 --> 01:18:20,840
Speaker 1: give it to me. He was right, So he was right.

1308
01:18:21,000 --> 01:18:24,760
Speaker 1: He better take up for his woman, honestly, bro, honestly bro.

1309
01:18:24,960 --> 01:18:28,799
Speaker 1: So like you know, I'm but if in my females

1310
01:18:28,920 --> 01:18:31,439
Speaker 1: or any type of way, I'm checking whoever the fuck

1311
01:18:31,479 --> 01:18:33,680
Speaker 1: it is, and that's how it's a possible and me

1312
01:18:33,840 --> 01:18:38,960
Speaker 1: and the female dealing with a man. I'm checking because

1313
01:18:39,439 --> 01:18:41,240
Speaker 1: because since you deal with women, I want to ask

1314
01:18:41,280 --> 01:18:43,639
Speaker 1: you this, right, because you can be in an awkward

1315
01:18:43,680 --> 01:18:48,519
Speaker 1: situation if you're if your girlfriend or whatever feel away

1316
01:18:48,840 --> 01:18:51,840
Speaker 1: and you have to check a man. Are you expecting

1317
01:18:51,960 --> 01:18:54,080
Speaker 1: him to how do you like a woman or how

1318
01:18:54,160 --> 01:18:55,960
Speaker 1: do you like a man with I might expecting him

1319
01:18:55,960 --> 01:18:57,479
Speaker 1: to come at me whatever way he want to come

1320
01:18:57,520 --> 01:19:00,280
Speaker 1: at me, and I'm gonna give him the same reaction.

1321
01:19:00,320 --> 01:19:06,080
Speaker 1: I'm gonna give him. Because sometimes when that happens, because

1322
01:19:06,080 --> 01:19:08,320
Speaker 1: I've had to happen before. Yeah, I've had it happen before,

1323
01:19:08,600 --> 01:19:10,679
Speaker 1: they're like, oh you think you nigga. No, I'm a woman,

1324
01:19:10,760 --> 01:19:13,320
Speaker 1: but I'm still gonna come at you because you disrespecting

1325
01:19:13,400 --> 01:19:15,560
Speaker 1: my female And I'm like, they don't even matter it,

1326
01:19:15,560 --> 01:19:17,240
Speaker 1: don't It don't really matter how he come at me,

1327
01:19:17,280 --> 01:19:21,760
Speaker 1: because sometimes men get this way about them that they

1328
01:19:21,840 --> 01:19:24,120
Speaker 1: feel like they can tower over me, or they feel

1329
01:19:24,120 --> 01:19:25,559
Speaker 1: like they can speak over me, or they said, well,

1330
01:19:25,600 --> 01:19:27,560
Speaker 1: I'm a man, Okay, Well i'm a bitch and I

1331
01:19:27,680 --> 01:19:29,560
Speaker 1: got this is my woman and you're not about to

1332
01:19:29,600 --> 01:19:32,320
Speaker 1: do And I can respect that because you gotta stand

1333
01:19:32,439 --> 01:19:34,120
Speaker 1: on what you Yeah, it don't matter if I'm a

1334
01:19:34,160 --> 01:19:35,760
Speaker 1: female or a male, because he gonna come at me

1335
01:19:35,880 --> 01:19:44,160
Speaker 1: the same way. But you know something I think about

1336
01:19:44,200 --> 01:19:48,680
Speaker 1: relationships or just people looking for people. I think a

1337
01:19:48,800 --> 01:19:51,720
Speaker 1: lot of us are operating looking for finished product though,

1338
01:19:52,160 --> 01:19:54,880
Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying, like, because some people, you

1339
01:19:55,040 --> 01:19:57,120
Speaker 1: gotta ran with him a little bit, you know what

1340
01:19:57,200 --> 01:20:00,240
Speaker 1: I'm saying, a lot of these women out here, they

1341
01:20:00,360 --> 01:20:02,479
Speaker 1: looking for a man that got making. And that's why

1342
01:20:02,520 --> 01:20:05,120
Speaker 1: I got a car, house they're looking for all the

1343
01:20:07,760 --> 01:20:11,439
Speaker 1: you gonna have to peel that you can have to

1344
01:20:11,520 --> 01:20:14,240
Speaker 1: peel A lot of women look for that finished magnifying

1345
01:20:15,280 --> 01:20:18,679
Speaker 1: because the nigga nothing to be anybody operating the space.

1346
01:20:19,160 --> 01:20:21,720
Speaker 1: You don't see me. No, I don't certain niggas they

1347
01:20:21,720 --> 01:20:24,800
Speaker 1: ain't going. No, they're not doing exactly but that they're like,

1348
01:20:25,120 --> 01:20:27,599
Speaker 1: they probably got a woman. They probably got a wife

1349
01:20:27,640 --> 01:20:30,400
Speaker 1: behind them, which is probably why they like it doesn't

1350
01:20:30,479 --> 01:20:33,040
Speaker 1: put them through that doesn't try or they can be

1351
01:20:33,160 --> 01:20:35,960
Speaker 1: about their business. You know what I'm saying. Look, I

1352
01:20:36,080 --> 01:20:38,439
Speaker 1: mean I just don't find them joy at the club

1353
01:20:38,520 --> 01:20:40,880
Speaker 1: and down there without that, I don't. I just I

1354
01:20:40,960 --> 01:20:45,200
Speaker 1: can be in the town. I just don't find Where

1355
01:20:45,240 --> 01:20:47,519
Speaker 1: do you meet? Where do you meet women at? Where

1356
01:20:47,520 --> 01:20:49,599
Speaker 1: do you meet women at? You know, you meet them

1357
01:20:49,600 --> 01:21:02,280
Speaker 1: at Walmart, at my nigga, You meeting them on Instagram,

1358
01:21:02,320 --> 01:21:04,120
Speaker 1: you meeting them on Facebook, you meeting them on Black

1359
01:21:04,120 --> 01:21:10,679
Speaker 1: People meaning Facebook, you have you meeting back the club.

1360
01:21:10,840 --> 01:21:13,800
Speaker 1: You're not meeting them at random? An you're not. I

1361
01:21:13,920 --> 01:21:16,040
Speaker 1: go to the club, you don't. He don't. But what

1362
01:21:16,120 --> 01:21:19,639
Speaker 1: I'm saying is where I mean when he run into

1363
01:21:19,680 --> 01:21:23,040
Speaker 1: his woman, it's just like on the station. I'm doing

1364
01:21:23,160 --> 01:21:26,040
Speaker 1: a STA which is cool, but everybody don't. I don't

1365
01:21:26,040 --> 01:21:29,280
Speaker 1: like it. In life, I'm doing everything organic. I mean

1366
01:21:29,479 --> 01:21:35,400
Speaker 1: even how just because you meet someone in the club

1367
01:21:35,520 --> 01:21:38,200
Speaker 1: doesn't mean that it's not organic because I could have

1368
01:21:38,280 --> 01:21:40,000
Speaker 1: just been going. Because most of the time, if I

1369
01:21:40,120 --> 01:21:41,760
Speaker 1: do step out, I don't really go out like that.

1370
01:21:41,840 --> 01:21:46,599
Speaker 1: But if I step out by myself saying tonight, I'm

1371
01:21:46,640 --> 01:21:53,559
Speaker 1: gonna get to the meet a woman that I didn't say,

1372
01:21:54,400 --> 01:21:58,800
Speaker 1: you be comfassionable, fashionably who you gotta be clear, it's

1373
01:21:58,840 --> 01:22:02,360
Speaker 1: just on some natural It's just on some natural organic

1374
01:22:02,680 --> 01:22:06,080
Speaker 1: that ain't my mentality. I don't the club. It's a network. Yeah,

1375
01:22:06,280 --> 01:22:08,160
Speaker 1: if I go to the club, it's in that work

1376
01:22:08,200 --> 01:22:14,600
Speaker 1: because I don't really like club and people I like.

1377
01:22:16,320 --> 01:22:18,240
Speaker 1: When I go to the club, I don't see niggas.

1378
01:22:18,280 --> 01:22:20,160
Speaker 1: I see the people I came with in the fucking

1379
01:22:20,280 --> 01:22:25,280
Speaker 1: drink that I'm drinking whatever. But being like being what

1380
01:22:25,520 --> 01:22:27,559
Speaker 1: you know being and what you're doing what I'm doing

1381
01:22:27,640 --> 01:22:32,360
Speaker 1: that work. I pass the times I passed my business

1382
01:22:32,400 --> 01:22:34,000
Speaker 1: card out of when I'm out, you know what I mean.

1383
01:22:34,120 --> 01:22:38,479
Speaker 1: That's so y'all think so y'all think DJ busing yea

1384
01:22:38,560 --> 01:22:41,599
Speaker 1: he definitely did. He did it thankful White. I think

1385
01:22:41,640 --> 01:22:45,960
Speaker 1: he handed the perfectly. And he wasn't even like he

1386
01:22:46,160 --> 01:22:48,280
Speaker 1: wasn't even on the sensitive. He was like, look, nigga,

1387
01:22:48,360 --> 01:22:49,840
Speaker 1: like this is what you gott And I mean when

1388
01:22:49,880 --> 01:22:54,280
Speaker 1: he started with like, I know that, may he feel good?

1389
01:22:56,640 --> 01:22:58,280
Speaker 1: And I respect that because this is not a lot

1390
01:22:58,320 --> 01:23:00,120
Speaker 1: of men life that It ain't a lot of end

1391
01:23:00,200 --> 01:23:01,640
Speaker 1: up me and out here most of the time, like

1392
01:23:01,680 --> 01:23:03,639
Speaker 1: I said, it'd be a lot of females. You gotta

1393
01:23:03,680 --> 01:23:06,839
Speaker 1: be like little you know. They try to say females

1394
01:23:06,880 --> 01:23:10,600
Speaker 1: trying to be niggas too much nowadays. The thing about it,

1395
01:23:10,720 --> 01:23:12,720
Speaker 1: if you think like a man, you a boss. But

1396
01:23:12,840 --> 01:23:14,599
Speaker 1: the thing if you think like a bit, you're a bit,

1397
01:23:14,840 --> 01:23:18,040
Speaker 1: but is a ball shit. But my bit, what's what

1398
01:23:18,080 --> 01:23:20,640
Speaker 1: I'm thinking like a man? And what's thinking like a womp? Like,

1399
01:23:20,720 --> 01:23:23,040
Speaker 1: what's thinking like a man? It ain't? It ain't, brother,

1400
01:23:25,520 --> 01:23:28,200
Speaker 1: I said, what's thinking like a fucked up? You got

1401
01:23:28,240 --> 01:23:34,240
Speaker 1: me sucked up? You just listen, I can explain, Okay,

1402
01:23:34,240 --> 01:23:36,800
Speaker 1: I'm gonna listening. I'm just saying, thinking like a man

1403
01:23:37,240 --> 01:23:43,280
Speaker 1: is thinking like a man. By Twins Twins leaving by

1404
01:23:43,400 --> 01:23:48,439
Speaker 1: twins Pa and seeing me the link with I was paying. Okay,

1405
01:23:48,560 --> 01:23:53,080
Speaker 1: girl fasting up, that's a girl friend, ye against look

1406
01:23:53,479 --> 01:23:57,000
Speaker 1: thinking like a man is greedy. No, it's not. No,

1407
01:23:57,120 --> 01:23:59,519
Speaker 1: it's not. That's thinking like a little bit as no

1408
01:24:01,320 --> 01:24:05,920
Speaker 1: or something. Nah that because I'm a bitch. I think. No,

1409
01:24:10,240 --> 01:24:13,799
Speaker 1: I'm telling and this ain't every man. These are qualities

1410
01:24:13,840 --> 01:24:16,519
Speaker 1: that a man can can have. Okay, thank you that

1411
01:24:16,800 --> 01:24:18,519
Speaker 1: that was the perfect thing for you to say. After that.

1412
01:24:18,680 --> 01:24:24,080
Speaker 1: That's because you said, but that's the thing that they

1413
01:24:24,120 --> 01:24:26,880
Speaker 1: don't know that we know I think about a woman.

1414
01:24:27,800 --> 01:24:32,120
Speaker 1: They don't know. All they gotta do is nah, it's coming.

1415
01:24:32,200 --> 01:24:36,519
Speaker 1: It's not chill, it's not chill. And then you don't

1416
01:24:36,560 --> 01:24:38,559
Speaker 1: know where he coming from. But when you in our

1417
01:24:38,640 --> 01:24:42,640
Speaker 1: position like nah, when you in our position, women that

1418
01:24:42,920 --> 01:24:45,200
Speaker 1: don't have him in or if they do have a boyfriend,

1419
01:24:46,000 --> 01:24:49,720
Speaker 1: women that have a kid have to think like a man.

1420
01:24:50,120 --> 01:24:54,240
Speaker 1: If you think nah, bro, no, I mama, I don't wait,

1421
01:24:54,280 --> 01:25:00,040
Speaker 1: because that's the end of the day, Mama. Not. I

1422
01:25:00,160 --> 01:25:07,880
Speaker 1: have to be body on time. Okay, let me finish

1423
01:25:07,920 --> 01:25:10,120
Speaker 1: my point. Let me got to be able to hear you.

1424
01:25:10,200 --> 01:25:12,840
Speaker 1: I want us to talk at once. Okay, okay, this

1425
01:25:12,960 --> 01:25:15,000
Speaker 1: someone talking, well, let me finish my point. If I

1426
01:25:15,120 --> 01:25:17,360
Speaker 1: sit there and tell you, this is a this is

1427
01:25:17,960 --> 01:25:20,040
Speaker 1: this is how it is, this is how it's gonna go.

1428
01:25:20,400 --> 01:25:22,400
Speaker 1: This is how my life is rocking. I'm a bitch.

1429
01:25:23,080 --> 01:25:29,080
Speaker 1: If a man, it's not look you said that you

1430
01:25:29,200 --> 01:25:32,920
Speaker 1: have like a man. Tell me why she do you have? No?

1431
01:25:33,720 --> 01:25:36,439
Speaker 1: I was telling me, probably breaking it down to you.

1432
01:25:36,720 --> 01:25:39,479
Speaker 1: Make us understand ahead, love it. Because she's telling me

1433
01:25:39,600 --> 01:25:42,759
Speaker 1: what you're thinking. That's really interesting. I'm gonna send her somewhere,

1434
01:25:42,840 --> 01:25:48,240
Speaker 1: make me some real bread because she's breaking it down. No,

1435
01:25:48,320 --> 01:25:50,160
Speaker 1: I'm saying she's probably getting to a point just like

1436
01:25:50,280 --> 01:25:54,040
Speaker 1: you said. If they you're not letting her get to

1437
01:25:54,160 --> 01:25:56,720
Speaker 1: the point, right, And I apologize. Y'all are man like,

1438
01:25:56,800 --> 01:25:59,280
Speaker 1: y'all fucking to something. God, we do this every week.

1439
01:25:59,320 --> 01:26:09,400
Speaker 1: But it's I'm no man. People make time for what

1440
01:26:09,479 --> 01:26:11,120
Speaker 1: they wanted. I'm trying to tell you, not, big lou,

1441
01:26:11,320 --> 01:26:13,840
Speaker 1: he ain't got time for the If you got three

1442
01:26:13,880 --> 01:26:16,040
Speaker 1: four five minutes for him, get what he ain't he

1443
01:26:16,240 --> 01:26:22,240
Speaker 1: worried about you home, He ain't worried about I ain't

1444
01:26:22,240 --> 01:26:26,599
Speaker 1: got three five minutes. He bus he behind schedule already,

1445
01:26:27,240 --> 01:26:31,720
Speaker 1: big fact. But let's say, let's talk about you. Now,

1446
01:26:31,880 --> 01:26:33,880
Speaker 1: why do you have to think like a man? Okay,

1447
01:26:34,400 --> 01:26:37,240
Speaker 1: because I don't what I'm saying this. For somebody to

1448
01:26:37,360 --> 01:26:40,639
Speaker 1: receive you, well, but not in your situations, for these

1449
01:26:41,240 --> 01:26:44,760
Speaker 1: beautiful women, for a man to receive you, well, you

1450
01:26:44,880 --> 01:26:48,920
Speaker 1: can't think like a man. So so I'm watching I'm

1451
01:26:48,960 --> 01:26:52,680
Speaker 1: Sweet past pause, back in the day, Back in the day.

1452
01:26:53,200 --> 01:26:55,080
Speaker 1: The thing about it is, a woman is supposed to

1453
01:26:55,080 --> 01:26:56,720
Speaker 1: stay in a woman's place. A woman is supposed to

1454
01:26:56,760 --> 01:26:58,720
Speaker 1: think like a woman, act like a woman, be submissive

1455
01:26:58,760 --> 01:27:03,679
Speaker 1: to the man. But it's not like that anymore. First

1456
01:27:03,680 --> 01:27:08,240
Speaker 1: of all, the thing about it is you're thinking about

1457
01:27:08,360 --> 01:27:10,400
Speaker 1: the way your mind is. You are, and I really

1458
01:27:10,520 --> 01:27:14,559
Speaker 1: feel like the way you think is how men should think.

1459
01:27:14,920 --> 01:27:17,160
Speaker 1: Just from the way that you're talking in a way

1460
01:27:17,240 --> 01:27:19,600
Speaker 1: that you know your mind is. Everybody's mind is not

1461
01:27:19,720 --> 01:27:23,240
Speaker 1: like that, right, the majority, the majority, it's not like that.

1462
01:27:23,320 --> 01:27:25,559
Speaker 1: So you're taking this. I told you the four agreements.

1463
01:27:25,560 --> 01:27:29,600
Speaker 1: Don't take nothing personally, because you're very personal. But the

1464
01:27:29,680 --> 01:27:32,519
Speaker 1: way but your mind, but the way your mind is

1465
01:27:32,560 --> 01:27:36,479
Speaker 1: coming from your speaking from your experience. Her experience with

1466
01:27:36,600 --> 01:27:38,960
Speaker 1: a man is not your experience. I just want to know,

1467
01:27:39,080 --> 01:27:42,200
Speaker 1: why do you think a man because that helps us

1468
01:27:42,320 --> 01:27:48,519
Speaker 1: out in I know where she's going and being because

1469
01:27:48,560 --> 01:27:52,360
Speaker 1: you mean somebody, and being single mothers and where I

1470
01:27:52,439 --> 01:27:54,479
Speaker 1: feel like Simone is coming from, and the vibe I'm

1471
01:27:54,520 --> 01:27:57,280
Speaker 1: getting from Simone is and being single mothers and you

1472
01:27:57,400 --> 01:27:59,439
Speaker 1: having to be the mama and the daddy is. You

1473
01:27:59,560 --> 01:28:02,680
Speaker 1: have to be that protector that like you have to

1474
01:28:02,760 --> 01:28:05,559
Speaker 1: provide the security. Got to build that structure. You got

1475
01:28:05,640 --> 01:28:08,000
Speaker 1: to be stern about your structure, and especially when you

1476
01:28:08,120 --> 01:28:09,800
Speaker 1: and you got to be soft like a fell. You

1477
01:28:09,840 --> 01:28:11,800
Speaker 1: can't expect all of us to be all at one

1478
01:28:12,000 --> 01:28:13,720
Speaker 1: at one time. You got to see at the same

1479
01:28:13,760 --> 01:28:16,480
Speaker 1: time and listen to what I said. I'm very specific.

1480
01:28:16,600 --> 01:28:19,400
Speaker 1: I'm good with the word because I read. I know,

1481
01:28:19,520 --> 01:28:22,240
Speaker 1: I look like this hill. I got books in my truck.

1482
01:28:22,560 --> 01:28:25,600
Speaker 1: This is I'm a different type of Look when you

1483
01:28:25,800 --> 01:28:29,280
Speaker 1: fucking around with a nigga and he stepped, I just

1484
01:28:29,479 --> 01:28:32,720
Speaker 1: said that for him to receive you, Well, how am

1485
01:28:32,800 --> 01:28:36,439
Speaker 1: I gonna me? Ain't you can't protect I'm gonna protect this.

1486
01:28:36,640 --> 01:28:39,160
Speaker 1: You fall back some men that like that, that's what

1487
01:28:39,280 --> 01:28:43,120
Speaker 1: you're not getting you. Well, no, I'm saying any man,

1488
01:28:43,439 --> 01:28:46,920
Speaker 1: any any think all men don't think they want to

1489
01:28:47,000 --> 01:28:51,479
Speaker 1: protect that woman. Right, You're right, and I believe that.

1490
01:28:51,640 --> 01:28:53,920
Speaker 1: But do you think all men want to protect that

1491
01:28:54,040 --> 01:29:00,479
Speaker 1: woman something? Not at all. There are authority and if

1492
01:29:00,560 --> 01:29:03,120
Speaker 1: some want to protect them for their own insecurities, it's

1493
01:29:03,160 --> 01:29:10,480
Speaker 1: not our ways. Why I feel like person, why why

1494
01:29:10,680 --> 01:29:12,120
Speaker 1: you think like a man, is because I never had

1495
01:29:12,160 --> 01:29:14,240
Speaker 1: a man in my life. My daddy was was was.

1496
01:29:14,439 --> 01:29:16,680
Speaker 1: I knew who my daddy was, and I knew you

1497
01:29:17,080 --> 01:29:18,479
Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying, but he was not active.

1498
01:29:18,560 --> 01:29:20,920
Speaker 1: I didn't know that type of male platform that I

1499
01:29:20,960 --> 01:29:22,880
Speaker 1: should go for, what I should look for, and and

1500
01:29:23,000 --> 01:29:25,080
Speaker 1: it's my worth up there, you know what I'm saying.

1501
01:29:25,120 --> 01:29:28,519
Speaker 1: So now me being a woman and also having a

1502
01:29:28,680 --> 01:29:31,760
Speaker 1: child and having a son, I have to not only

1503
01:29:31,880 --> 01:29:34,840
Speaker 1: go from the mistakes that okay, I learned what a

1504
01:29:34,880 --> 01:29:37,360
Speaker 1: man should be like by the things that I didn't,

1505
01:29:40,280 --> 01:29:44,639
Speaker 1: and also in a sense of also with my son's dad,

1506
01:29:44,680 --> 01:29:46,640
Speaker 1: I see the things that are falling short. So I

1507
01:29:46,720 --> 01:29:49,240
Speaker 1: have to realize, okay, let me teach this to my son, now,

1508
01:29:49,960 --> 01:29:52,760
Speaker 1: so do you understand so? And also in the sense

1509
01:29:52,840 --> 01:29:56,879
Speaker 1: of protecting myself and being weak to a certain standpoint

1510
01:29:56,960 --> 01:30:02,240
Speaker 1: of how the I may show it. Let me address

1511
01:30:02,320 --> 01:30:05,640
Speaker 1: what you think and I'm like, let me address what

1512
01:30:05,760 --> 01:30:08,360
Speaker 1: you just said first. Protect myself is why I act

1513
01:30:08,439 --> 01:30:10,280
Speaker 1: like a man to an extinct but I can never

1514
01:30:10,439 --> 01:30:13,280
Speaker 1: be and that's true. But let me address what you

1515
01:30:13,400 --> 01:30:16,639
Speaker 1: just said. And I like that, but I'm we're gonna

1516
01:30:16,680 --> 01:30:18,760
Speaker 1: talk about that, but let me bag up song because

1517
01:30:18,800 --> 01:30:22,320
Speaker 1: you just said, because you just said that, we don't

1518
01:30:22,360 --> 01:30:25,040
Speaker 1: have that penis head to think we I got one

1519
01:30:25,080 --> 01:30:30,760
Speaker 1: in my hat. You strap it on. What did she

1520
01:30:30,840 --> 01:30:39,080
Speaker 1: want about? Not you big? Not you damn. We ain't

1521
01:30:39,160 --> 01:30:44,040
Speaker 1: keeping it. But even like what you was, think like

1522
01:30:44,120 --> 01:30:47,519
Speaker 1: a man that I had that I need? That was

1523
01:30:47,600 --> 01:30:49,840
Speaker 1: so the part about not having a man around, or

1524
01:30:49,880 --> 01:30:51,800
Speaker 1: the part of having a son and having to teach

1525
01:30:51,840 --> 01:30:59,200
Speaker 1: him things, you know, by learning. So she didn't have

1526
01:30:59,280 --> 01:31:02,040
Speaker 1: a dad to put her status? Was he? No, no, no,

1527
01:31:02,240 --> 01:31:04,240
Speaker 1: I had a daddy. My daddy was around, but he

1528
01:31:04,280 --> 01:31:06,320
Speaker 1: always put his job first. He's a truck driver, so

1529
01:31:06,439 --> 01:31:09,200
Speaker 1: he was always all right. Yeah, so be it like

1530
01:31:09,360 --> 01:31:16,640
Speaker 1: like when Drake said, too different. So I had to

1531
01:31:16,760 --> 01:31:19,200
Speaker 1: learn everything about a man on my own. But my

1532
01:31:19,400 --> 01:31:22,840
Speaker 1: question is right. But the things that I learned the

1533
01:31:22,920 --> 01:31:25,680
Speaker 1: hard way is what I stick with me. This is

1534
01:31:25,720 --> 01:31:30,559
Speaker 1: what I was saying, Do we understand that teachings don't

1535
01:31:30,640 --> 01:31:35,840
Speaker 1: necessarily show up in actions. Yes, do we understand that

1536
01:31:35,960 --> 01:31:39,439
Speaker 1: that man doing that that you could have been taught better? Yes,

1537
01:31:40,160 --> 01:31:44,640
Speaker 1: I equipped with everything. That's why she thought like a man.

1538
01:31:45,960 --> 01:31:48,400
Speaker 1: I'm telling you. What I'm saying is so the teaching

1539
01:31:48,479 --> 01:31:52,800
Speaker 1: that you giving your son the teacher, let me let

1540
01:31:52,840 --> 01:31:54,200
Speaker 1: me hit that right on the the The teaching that

1541
01:31:54,240 --> 01:31:56,000
Speaker 1: I'm giving my son is all the feelings that I

1542
01:31:56,120 --> 01:32:00,360
Speaker 1: missed as a child, right, and and it's necessary, but

1543
01:32:00,439 --> 01:32:02,519
Speaker 1: also as a daughter. But also I was raised with

1544
01:32:02,640 --> 01:32:04,519
Speaker 1: my brothers, so also got to see how my brothers

1545
01:32:05,200 --> 01:32:07,160
Speaker 1: and I also see how my brother raises his kids.

1546
01:32:07,160 --> 01:32:09,000
Speaker 1: Because one thing I try to instill in my son's

1547
01:32:09,080 --> 01:32:11,280
Speaker 1: dad is you know how you felt as a man

1548
01:32:11,400 --> 01:32:13,640
Speaker 1: growing up without your father, do you? Why would you

1549
01:32:13,760 --> 01:32:17,000
Speaker 1: not instill that in Because my brother is one of

1550
01:32:17,080 --> 01:32:19,400
Speaker 1: those type that his father lived in the same city

1551
01:32:19,439 --> 01:32:21,040
Speaker 1: with him, just a couple of blocks around the corner,

1552
01:32:21,040 --> 01:32:22,920
Speaker 1: and didn't have shit to do with him. But he

1553
01:32:23,080 --> 01:32:25,920
Speaker 1: takes care of his kids and he has multiple baby mamas.

1554
01:32:25,960 --> 01:32:28,000
Speaker 1: He has three, two of them, you know, two of

1555
01:32:28,040 --> 01:32:30,240
Speaker 1: them live in different states, the other one lives in

1556
01:32:30,280 --> 01:32:33,080
Speaker 1: the same state, but each one of his kids know him.

1557
01:32:33,600 --> 01:32:35,400
Speaker 1: And you know, one thing that I try to get

1558
01:32:35,439 --> 01:32:37,640
Speaker 1: them to understand is me being a mom that the

1559
01:32:38,320 --> 01:32:41,120
Speaker 1: father is not physically there, Be thankful that he is

1560
01:32:41,200 --> 01:32:43,360
Speaker 1: physically there and what he can provide him what he

1561
01:32:43,479 --> 01:32:46,240
Speaker 1: doesn't know, that's what he's doing. So be thankful that

1562
01:32:46,400 --> 01:32:48,960
Speaker 1: that is a good father, even though what your image

1563
01:32:48,960 --> 01:32:52,080
Speaker 1: as a good father is isn't what he's being. Right,

1564
01:32:52,640 --> 01:32:57,240
Speaker 1: So let me right now, do you act the exact

1565
01:32:57,320 --> 01:33:01,479
Speaker 1: way that your mama taught you? I know, because my

1566
01:33:01,600 --> 01:33:03,160
Speaker 1: mom was a single mother and she didn't have that

1567
01:33:03,200 --> 01:33:06,240
Speaker 1: god and serious so that's why ipened she But she

1568
01:33:06,479 --> 01:33:09,000
Speaker 1: taught you some things that you don't carry with you

1569
01:33:09,160 --> 01:33:13,360
Speaker 1: today that you don't execute today. You carry them with

1570
01:33:13,520 --> 01:33:17,880
Speaker 1: you because you know it. That's why you got But

1571
01:33:18,000 --> 01:33:21,240
Speaker 1: then exactly, but coming from what you said about her mom,

1572
01:33:22,000 --> 01:33:23,920
Speaker 1: you gotta think we're in a whole different time now.

1573
01:33:24,040 --> 01:33:26,559
Speaker 1: Like back when, like when I was a kid, women

1574
01:33:26,600 --> 01:33:30,880
Speaker 1: were submissive to me. Women women women were not making

1575
01:33:31,120 --> 01:33:33,800
Speaker 1: moves like that, like my mom stayed at home and

1576
01:33:34,040 --> 01:33:38,559
Speaker 1: and my dad. So it's like I keep telling y'all

1577
01:33:38,640 --> 01:33:41,720
Speaker 1: that you can do two things. You can make kids. No,

1578
01:33:41,880 --> 01:33:48,400
Speaker 1: it definitely, but That's what I'm trying to be. Because

1579
01:33:48,439 --> 01:33:50,599
Speaker 1: my mama, she raised us, but at a certain point,

1580
01:33:50,600 --> 01:33:52,000
Speaker 1: we got to a certain age where we were going

1581
01:33:52,040 --> 01:33:54,320
Speaker 1: to school and stuff. My mama had her own job.

1582
01:33:54,400 --> 01:33:57,000
Speaker 1: She's always worked in higher education and bringing I'm the check.

1583
01:33:57,240 --> 01:34:00,439
Speaker 1: My daddy was the main source of income. Like my

1584
01:34:00,560 --> 01:34:03,599
Speaker 1: daddy paid the mortgage were tight. My mama basically her

1585
01:34:03,760 --> 01:34:06,400
Speaker 1: check was just if we need it, or take them

1586
01:34:06,479 --> 01:34:08,840
Speaker 1: shop and get them to shoot. So what's important to

1587
01:34:08,920 --> 01:34:12,360
Speaker 1: put out in the universe is that you can do

1588
01:34:12,520 --> 01:34:16,240
Speaker 1: two things at the same more than two. But we

1589
01:34:16,360 --> 01:34:19,800
Speaker 1: are in this place, this weird place. Well, people think

1590
01:34:20,680 --> 01:34:25,520
Speaker 1: I can only boss up. No, I can't be submissive.

1591
01:34:25,560 --> 01:34:28,320
Speaker 1: Are you not listening to what we're saying? But are

1592
01:34:28,400 --> 01:34:30,519
Speaker 1: you keep on saying that we're not hearing you? You

1593
01:34:30,640 --> 01:34:33,880
Speaker 1: keep I'm not saying to do two things, and I'm

1594
01:34:33,920 --> 01:34:37,120
Speaker 1: saying from we're thinking like a woman, and we're thinking

1595
01:34:37,160 --> 01:34:39,000
Speaker 1: like an at the same That's not what I'm doing

1596
01:34:39,160 --> 01:34:41,800
Speaker 1: two things at one. That's not what I heard. I

1597
01:34:41,920 --> 01:34:43,960
Speaker 1: heard that from her, but that's not what I heard

1598
01:34:44,000 --> 01:34:49,920
Speaker 1: from Hugh. I woman. Everybody everybody saying that, everybody the

1599
01:34:50,040 --> 01:34:54,360
Speaker 1: same thing. I'm not stupid We're not saying you're stupid,

1600
01:34:54,360 --> 01:34:56,479
Speaker 1: but I'm saying everybody's saying that. You know what I mean,

1601
01:34:56,720 --> 01:34:59,280
Speaker 1: So I heard, I mean, maybe I miss understood, because

1602
01:34:59,360 --> 01:35:01,120
Speaker 1: like she said, we're women at the end of the day,

1603
01:35:01,160 --> 01:35:03,680
Speaker 1: so it's naturally in us to be these things that

1604
01:35:03,800 --> 01:35:06,040
Speaker 1: come with being a woman. But you got to learn

1605
01:35:06,479 --> 01:35:10,559
Speaker 1: the biggest part of things. I think the biggest thing

1606
01:35:10,600 --> 01:35:12,559
Speaker 1: as a woman and what we're able to do best,

1607
01:35:12,600 --> 01:35:14,880
Speaker 1: and especially in the concept of why we try to

1608
01:35:14,960 --> 01:35:17,000
Speaker 1: be a man, is that we are able to adapt

1609
01:35:17,040 --> 01:35:20,080
Speaker 1: to our environment exactly whatever you give us, no matter

1610
01:35:20,160 --> 01:35:22,400
Speaker 1: what our mind frame is, we're gonna protect ourselves and

1611
01:35:22,479 --> 01:35:24,320
Speaker 1: those we love the most. So if you if we're

1612
01:35:24,439 --> 01:35:27,120
Speaker 1: genuinely coming from a genuine place, but you give us

1613
01:35:27,160 --> 01:35:29,519
Speaker 1: some fuck shit, we know how to deal with. We're gonna,

1614
01:35:29,520 --> 01:35:31,880
Speaker 1: we're gonna, We're gonna reiterate. Just that's just like, okay,

1615
01:35:31,960 --> 01:35:34,559
Speaker 1: that's just like your household. That's just like in your households.

1616
01:35:34,640 --> 01:35:36,680
Speaker 1: Your woman feels loved. She might submit to you this

1617
01:35:36,760 --> 01:35:41,280
Speaker 1: day the third, but you can't. She's still making her understand. Yeah, okay,

1618
01:35:41,880 --> 01:35:46,400
Speaker 1: you don't understand that anybody associate myself with in an

1619
01:35:46,520 --> 01:35:50,960
Speaker 1: intimate way we created. What I tell you, my understanding,

1620
01:35:51,200 --> 01:35:57,559
Speaker 1: my biggest actually creating understanding, creating understands, that's what I'm

1621
01:35:57,680 --> 01:36:00,519
Speaker 1: good at. So what all I'm saying is how you

1622
01:36:00,600 --> 01:36:03,959
Speaker 1: gonna be in a situation and you ain't even created

1623
01:36:04,120 --> 01:36:07,280
Speaker 1: no kind of boundaries, no kind of like you gotta

1624
01:36:07,320 --> 01:36:10,160
Speaker 1: go win the ship on top of your ship. People

1625
01:36:10,240 --> 01:36:14,240
Speaker 1: want yourself. That what I'm saying. People wonder how they

1626
01:36:14,320 --> 01:36:17,479
Speaker 1: ship go all over the place because they just out here.

1627
01:36:17,560 --> 01:36:19,400
Speaker 1: Guess what tis about to do? But what does it

1628
01:36:19,520 --> 01:36:22,759
Speaker 1: have to do with think? I was just saying, she's

1629
01:36:22,840 --> 01:36:25,640
Speaker 1: living proof that she a boss chick. Ain't she's submissive

1630
01:36:25,680 --> 01:36:28,720
Speaker 1: to her man. But that's what I'm saying, Like I

1631
01:36:29,160 --> 01:36:32,160
Speaker 1: like room for both, and that's what I was saying.

1632
01:36:32,320 --> 01:36:35,040
Speaker 1: The phrase being a paying a cost to be the

1633
01:36:35,080 --> 01:36:37,720
Speaker 1: boss was not calling for no reason because at the

1634
01:36:37,800 --> 01:36:39,880
Speaker 1: end of the day, baby, as a woman, I'm gonna

1635
01:36:39,880 --> 01:36:42,960
Speaker 1: submit to my man. I'm gonna be your woman. Whatever

1636
01:36:43,040 --> 01:36:45,320
Speaker 1: you think that. Okay, these things that they think women

1637
01:36:45,320 --> 01:36:47,639
Speaker 1: are supposed to do, clean, cook this, Then the third

1638
01:36:47,880 --> 01:36:49,760
Speaker 1: I don't have a problem with doing any of that.

1639
01:36:50,280 --> 01:36:52,120
Speaker 1: But at the end of the day, if it's something

1640
01:36:52,160 --> 01:36:53,880
Speaker 1: where I feel like I gotta boss up on you

1641
01:36:53,960 --> 01:36:58,160
Speaker 1: and let you know, look, bro, this ain't that I'm

1642
01:36:58,240 --> 01:37:01,200
Speaker 1: going to do. Me being from a rough area and

1643
01:37:01,360 --> 01:37:05,320
Speaker 1: coming up that row rod shit is unnecessary. It's not

1644
01:37:05,400 --> 01:37:08,960
Speaker 1: about because something. So many women have a problem putting

1645
01:37:09,000 --> 01:37:11,760
Speaker 1: their foot down when it comes to a man explain something.

1646
01:37:11,800 --> 01:37:15,040
Speaker 1: But just cause you holland, that don't mean I'm not

1647
01:37:15,080 --> 01:37:17,080
Speaker 1: saying Holland, I'm not just because I said, look bro,

1648
01:37:17,240 --> 01:37:19,679
Speaker 1: that's just like me saying cut the ship. It don't

1649
01:37:19,720 --> 01:37:22,600
Speaker 1: even mean the next move. But I'm found No, no,

1650
01:37:23,000 --> 01:37:25,560
Speaker 1: because I'm not I would come up bout no. No, No,

1651
01:37:26,640 --> 01:37:28,880
Speaker 1: I'm over the vote. Like I said, I'm just saying,

1652
01:37:28,960 --> 01:37:33,360
Speaker 1: just you ain't gonna found me, come about it. No,

1653
01:37:33,960 --> 01:37:36,240
Speaker 1: I'm not with the violence because I will be so,

1654
01:37:38,960 --> 01:37:41,840
Speaker 1: but how do you boss up on the and I say,

1655
01:37:42,000 --> 01:37:44,640
Speaker 1: I'm just saying, let me know, this is not that

1656
01:37:45,040 --> 01:37:48,280
Speaker 1: you can say it in a calm voice that my

1657
01:37:48,439 --> 01:37:50,439
Speaker 1: first gay experience was I was in the fourth grade.

1658
01:37:50,479 --> 01:37:53,559
Speaker 1: I've been dating females my whole life. When I turned eighteen,

1659
01:37:54,200 --> 01:37:56,280
Speaker 1: my mama told me she was like day the God,

1660
01:37:56,520 --> 01:37:59,400
Speaker 1: Like you know what I'm saying. I don't know if

1661
01:37:59,400 --> 01:38:03,840
Speaker 1: you're like and what I got pregnant my first like

1662
01:38:04,080 --> 01:38:08,000
Speaker 1: really like and like boy friend, like I love you,

1663
01:38:08,240 --> 01:38:11,120
Speaker 1: like this is my boyfriend two months. But in knowing him,

1664
01:38:12,640 --> 01:38:15,760
Speaker 1: I was very meek and I was very timid, and

1665
01:38:15,920 --> 01:38:21,360
Speaker 1: he controlled me. I did whatever he said. I was

1666
01:38:21,560 --> 01:38:24,799
Speaker 1: very submissive. I was very and I didn't say anything.

1667
01:38:24,960 --> 01:38:29,760
Speaker 1: I didn't do anything until something collect. And that's when

1668
01:38:29,800 --> 01:38:32,920
Speaker 1: you said, I'm gonna think like him, Yeah, and I'm

1669
01:38:32,960 --> 01:38:36,080
Speaker 1: going to take control of my life and I'm gonna say, hey,

1670
01:38:36,720 --> 01:38:39,120
Speaker 1: I have a voice and I and I'm going to

1671
01:38:39,200 --> 01:38:42,320
Speaker 1: be like you know, I can do exactly what you do.

1672
01:38:42,479 --> 01:38:44,519
Speaker 1: I can't work, and I can provide and at the

1673
01:38:44,680 --> 01:38:54,800
Speaker 1: same time I can be what it does. This is

1674
01:38:54,840 --> 01:39:00,040
Speaker 1: what I'm saying right in that SITUA just mean, And

1675
01:39:00,120 --> 01:39:04,240
Speaker 1: there's a lot of women. What happens oftentimes with women

1676
01:39:04,520 --> 01:39:09,600
Speaker 1: is they overdo something and then it makes them not

1677
01:39:09,720 --> 01:39:12,000
Speaker 1: want to ever do it again, even humans, because I've

1678
01:39:12,040 --> 01:39:18,920
Speaker 1: done it. I overlove. I love really hard. When you're

1679
01:39:19,000 --> 01:39:23,120
Speaker 1: not reasonable, when you're doing anything a motherfucker say, or

1680
01:39:23,200 --> 01:39:26,320
Speaker 1: when you're doing this today, you're not reasonable that that

1681
01:39:26,560 --> 01:39:29,479
Speaker 1: is too much. When you're looking at a situation and

1682
01:39:29,600 --> 01:39:33,720
Speaker 1: you're not reasonable and your excuses I like him or

1683
01:39:33,760 --> 01:39:36,800
Speaker 1: I love him. That's a problem, is you know what

1684
01:39:36,840 --> 01:39:39,280
Speaker 1: I'm saying. And so that's what I mean when you

1685
01:39:39,600 --> 01:39:42,760
Speaker 1: can't you can't love something yourself. You know what I mean.

1686
01:39:43,280 --> 01:39:46,120
Speaker 1: You can't you can't love somebody more than you love yourself. Right,

1687
01:39:46,240 --> 01:39:49,800
Speaker 1: And that's the key. Yeah, you don't. If you don't love,

1688
01:39:50,000 --> 01:39:52,559
Speaker 1: so how can you give that love someone else? Right?

1689
01:39:52,800 --> 01:39:57,080
Speaker 1: And so sometimes oftentimes women are afraid, and when they

1690
01:39:57,200 --> 01:40:02,040
Speaker 1: get afraid, they say it's a defense mechanism and just

1691
01:40:02,160 --> 01:40:04,679
Speaker 1: go up to fuck all these niggas. Them niggas ain't

1692
01:40:04,720 --> 01:40:08,679
Speaker 1: shit that. And but I often run into that type

1693
01:40:08,720 --> 01:40:12,320
Speaker 1: of man set because these niggas dragging these women. But

1694
01:40:12,479 --> 01:40:16,599
Speaker 1: that's that goes back to you are not obviously your

1695
01:40:16,720 --> 01:40:20,840
Speaker 1: mindset in the way you think, are not from here.

1696
01:40:20,920 --> 01:40:23,480
Speaker 1: So you have to take in consideration with this conversation

1697
01:40:23,960 --> 01:40:33,599
Speaker 1: how other men think. And that's what I'm taking. That's

1698
01:40:33,680 --> 01:40:36,120
Speaker 1: what I'm trying to say. I deal with that. I'm

1699
01:40:36,200 --> 01:40:39,240
Speaker 1: dealing with that. Some women are I deal with somebody.

1700
01:40:39,720 --> 01:40:42,960
Speaker 1: I deal with some I'm dealing with a motherfucker that's

1701
01:40:43,000 --> 01:40:47,280
Speaker 1: doing things. See, because oftentimes we talk about when you

1702
01:40:47,400 --> 01:40:49,640
Speaker 1: get a man or a situation that you can be

1703
01:40:49,840 --> 01:40:53,200
Speaker 1: proud of. You don't want to lose that motherfucker, right,

1704
01:40:53,560 --> 01:40:56,080
Speaker 1: and when you lose it, you try to ruin it.

1705
01:40:56,240 --> 01:40:58,519
Speaker 1: Have you ever been talked about by somebody used to

1706
01:40:58,600 --> 01:41:02,800
Speaker 1: fuck with? Yeah, yeah, oh yeah, that's what I mean

1707
01:41:04,600 --> 01:41:07,559
Speaker 1: what I'm saying, And so you a motherfucker you don't

1708
01:41:07,600 --> 01:41:10,519
Speaker 1: been there, We've done this and that far. They talk

1709
01:41:10,560 --> 01:41:16,800
Speaker 1: about you like a dog. You know what I'm saying. Yeah, so,

1710
01:41:17,120 --> 01:41:19,280
Speaker 1: and then so that's what I mean when I say that,

1711
01:41:19,479 --> 01:41:23,160
Speaker 1: is that you could deal with people that say these

1712
01:41:23,240 --> 01:41:27,040
Speaker 1: things about people and live like this when they the problem.

1713
01:41:27,680 --> 01:41:29,720
Speaker 1: Sometimes you gotta check yourself. What I had to do

1714
01:41:29,840 --> 01:41:32,960
Speaker 1: is check myself. And when I got myself. People love

1715
01:41:33,040 --> 01:41:37,080
Speaker 1: to play victims. Everybody. Everybody's playing victim to everything. Like

1716
01:41:37,520 --> 01:41:40,960
Speaker 1: you gotta take responsibility for your own life at some point. Yeah,

1717
01:41:41,840 --> 01:41:44,040
Speaker 1: it's not people around you. And then, like I said,

1718
01:41:44,120 --> 01:41:47,800
Speaker 1: like some people talk about their childhood, what they've been through, nigga,

1719
01:41:47,840 --> 01:41:50,400
Speaker 1: we all been through shit in our childhood. You gotta grow.

1720
01:41:53,720 --> 01:41:55,920
Speaker 1: Once you get to a certain age, I don't give

1721
01:41:55,960 --> 01:41:58,439
Speaker 1: a fuck. Like if your mamma was on drugs and

1722
01:41:58,479 --> 01:42:00,320
Speaker 1: you had to live in the streets, or your mom

1723
01:42:00,400 --> 01:42:05,400
Speaker 1: and dad doesn't become that let that go, and some

1724
01:42:05,600 --> 01:42:07,720
Speaker 1: point you let that go. But I can see us

1725
01:42:07,760 --> 01:42:09,920
Speaker 1: being in high school. You they're having a toll on you.

1726
01:42:10,320 --> 01:42:12,720
Speaker 1: But now we're growing with kids and shit, come on now.

1727
01:42:12,840 --> 01:42:14,479
Speaker 1: I mean I tell my little sister that all the time.

1728
01:42:14,520 --> 01:42:16,760
Speaker 1: You know what I mean, Because at one point she

1729
01:42:16,880 --> 01:42:19,760
Speaker 1: was kind of acting out and her excuse was because

1730
01:42:19,840 --> 01:42:21,880
Speaker 1: Mama's not there. And I'm like, no, I don't happen,

1731
01:42:21,920 --> 01:42:26,760
Speaker 1: she ain't been here. But why am I at? I mean,

1732
01:42:26,760 --> 01:42:30,040
Speaker 1: because none of our lives she got hold seven up

1733
01:42:30,160 --> 01:42:34,200
Speaker 1: kids beside you. I mean, you gotta let this shit go. Definitely,

1734
01:42:34,960 --> 01:42:38,200
Speaker 1: literally literally I made I was at y'all know, did

1735
01:42:38,280 --> 01:42:41,080
Speaker 1: we on Division right? You know? Kung Fu Saloon is

1736
01:42:41,160 --> 01:42:44,880
Speaker 1: right down the street right I went. I went to

1737
01:42:45,040 --> 01:42:49,280
Speaker 1: Kung Fu Saloon on a Sunday night and this guy

1738
01:42:49,520 --> 01:42:51,400
Speaker 1: comes up to me, tries to hit on me. I'm like, bro,

1739
01:42:51,479 --> 01:42:55,080
Speaker 1: I'm gang trying to you know that white white guy. No, no, no, no, no,

1740
01:42:55,280 --> 01:42:58,040
Speaker 1: white guy. He tells me like, I'm here from my

1741
01:42:58,320 --> 01:43:02,400
Speaker 1: best friends a bachelor party or whatever. Five of my

1742
01:43:02,520 --> 01:43:05,240
Speaker 1: friends all engaged, and I've been saying two years and

1743
01:43:05,320 --> 01:43:08,320
Speaker 1: I'm like, what's wrong with you? Bro? I study human

1744
01:43:08,880 --> 01:43:12,040
Speaker 1: I study humans and their interactions and everything about a human.

1745
01:43:12,720 --> 01:43:17,360
Speaker 1: So when he started talking to me, so when um,

1746
01:43:17,560 --> 01:43:20,920
Speaker 1: when he was talking to me about about how you

1747
01:43:20,960 --> 01:43:24,479
Speaker 1: know his girlfriends, you know his girlfriend did him wrong?

1748
01:43:24,600 --> 01:43:26,960
Speaker 1: La la la la, who whoo whoo. I can't even

1749
01:43:27,120 --> 01:43:29,479
Speaker 1: give myself to another female, like I can't even do

1750
01:43:29,600 --> 01:43:31,960
Speaker 1: them right. I literally looked at him as like, bro,

1751
01:43:32,280 --> 01:43:35,080
Speaker 1: somewh wrong with you? Selling yourself short? Like you coming

1752
01:43:35,120 --> 01:43:39,720
Speaker 1: into the relationship wrong at the fuck brod? And I

1753
01:43:39,880 --> 01:43:44,400
Speaker 1: made this grown man cry because he was staying his

1754
01:43:44,520 --> 01:43:49,599
Speaker 1: emotions and you yourself. I was like, I don't even

1755
01:43:49,680 --> 01:43:51,320
Speaker 1: know you from a can of paint, bro, and I'm

1756
01:43:51,320 --> 01:43:53,200
Speaker 1: sitting here telling you about yourself. And he was like,

1757
01:43:53,240 --> 01:43:55,360
Speaker 1: you gonna make me cry. I could see the tears

1758
01:43:55,400 --> 01:43:57,320
Speaker 1: in his eyes, and I was like, do not do

1759
01:43:57,520 --> 01:43:59,880
Speaker 1: this to yourself. It don't matter, I said, the girl

1760
01:44:00,160 --> 01:44:02,640
Speaker 1: sending right next. You probably gonna have some heartbreak this

1761
01:44:02,840 --> 01:44:06,880
Speaker 1: the same as you. We don't, boyfriend. Women don't share that.

1762
01:44:09,160 --> 01:44:12,040
Speaker 1: Yes they do, Yes they do. We women do too.

1763
01:44:12,280 --> 01:44:15,240
Speaker 1: They I'm put up a wall. I'm a wall because

1764
01:44:15,280 --> 01:44:20,120
Speaker 1: it's next bitter, I mean, but with a man going

1765
01:44:20,200 --> 01:44:24,880
Speaker 1: through mater like that just because yes, let me tell you,

1766
01:44:25,000 --> 01:44:27,160
Speaker 1: the man that you talking to, we probably been through

1767
01:44:27,200 --> 01:44:29,400
Speaker 1: some heartbreak too. And I don't mean nothing, but I can't.

1768
01:44:30,640 --> 01:44:32,519
Speaker 1: Some of the time it's like the man who caused

1769
01:44:32,560 --> 01:44:35,360
Speaker 1: the heartbreaker act like the situation was so hurt for them,

1770
01:44:35,680 --> 01:44:37,960
Speaker 1: and then you going in operating from oh I got

1771
01:44:38,040 --> 01:44:39,640
Speaker 1: a half of a heart. No no, no, no, no,

1772
01:44:39,960 --> 01:44:41,800
Speaker 1: you can't do that. You can't go into your next

1773
01:44:41,840 --> 01:44:45,000
Speaker 1: relationship like though. This is the key. This is what's

1774
01:44:45,520 --> 01:44:50,439
Speaker 1: interesting to me. It's how different men operate hurt and women.

1775
01:44:50,560 --> 01:44:53,320
Speaker 1: Women can still operate, yeah me, And can't they see?

1776
01:44:53,439 --> 01:45:02,040
Speaker 1: Women can operate hurting you smooth through real pain. I'm

1777
01:45:02,040 --> 01:45:04,639
Speaker 1: telling that they sick in the bed seat, ain't doing

1778
01:45:04,720 --> 01:45:08,799
Speaker 1: nothing and have a I feel like in every woman,

1779
01:45:09,000 --> 01:45:13,320
Speaker 1: women have a very strong tendency to still push onward

1780
01:45:13,840 --> 01:45:18,240
Speaker 1: because we have the ability to as far as Mills,

1781
01:45:18,400 --> 01:45:20,240
Speaker 1: as far as Mills goes, as far as all these

1782
01:45:20,280 --> 01:45:22,519
Speaker 1: women goes, as far as having kids go, it all

1783
01:45:22,600 --> 01:45:25,519
Speaker 1: comes down to Mills of Nashville. We have the ability

1784
01:45:25,560 --> 01:45:28,560
Speaker 1: to hold life, y'all, don't. We have the ability to

1785
01:45:28,680 --> 01:45:31,960
Speaker 1: birth a life so wet, so we have to push

1786
01:45:32,040 --> 01:45:34,200
Speaker 1: through whatever. Gods don't have to do that. At the

1787
01:45:34,280 --> 01:45:37,479
Speaker 1: end of the day, God can't go to his exactly.

1788
01:45:37,720 --> 01:45:41,200
Speaker 1: Even if you give me a baby, you can emotional,

1789
01:45:41,760 --> 01:45:47,280
Speaker 1: but we have from the emotional place, so we have babies.

1790
01:45:47,520 --> 01:45:51,280
Speaker 1: Fathers made men. The bro you can come to the

1791
01:45:51,400 --> 01:45:56,800
Speaker 1: hospital and I don't even have no child yet, so

1792
01:45:56,840 --> 01:45:59,479
Speaker 1: I ain't push nothing through. So I'm saying, like you

1793
01:45:59,520 --> 01:46:02,800
Speaker 1: got the women, you still operate from a point of

1794
01:46:02,880 --> 01:46:06,679
Speaker 1: emotional Women. It's just the fact of since we're always

1795
01:46:06,760 --> 01:46:10,880
Speaker 1: dealing with emotions, we know how to do. Like I said,

1796
01:46:10,920 --> 01:46:13,840
Speaker 1: I feel like this has all of this stems from

1797
01:46:14,960 --> 01:46:17,720
Speaker 1: because y'all so tough at the time, y'all tough out

1798
01:46:17,760 --> 01:46:20,800
Speaker 1: of time. This stems from back in the day. Women

1799
01:46:20,920 --> 01:46:27,599
Speaker 1: have always been thank you. From the beginning of time.

1800
01:46:27,960 --> 01:46:32,839
Speaker 1: Women have give them stress if it's a nice, beautiful situation.

1801
01:46:32,960 --> 01:46:34,880
Speaker 1: A woman is the one that makes the man be

1802
01:46:35,600 --> 01:46:40,599
Speaker 1: as yeah, monsters, he is this the pushcause I gotta

1803
01:46:40,720 --> 01:46:44,200
Speaker 1: I'm the one who gotta, pa, come on, baby, you're

1804
01:46:44,240 --> 01:46:48,920
Speaker 1: doing And that's when a nigga go harder, like I

1805
01:46:49,520 --> 01:46:52,840
Speaker 1: like my baby, you're making this shit happened, baby, I

1806
01:46:52,960 --> 01:47:01,560
Speaker 1: see you, daddy, I see you daddy. I want to

1807
01:47:01,640 --> 01:47:08,360
Speaker 1: thank Yeah. Shout out to the Mills of Nashville. People.

1808
01:47:08,400 --> 01:47:11,160
Speaker 1: Will be back next Monday, y'all my people. Now, so

1809
01:47:11,600 --> 01:47:14,880
Speaker 1: y'all got to open up that from here. Yeah up

1810
01:47:14,960 --> 01:47:18,719
Speaker 1: that podcast. We go his heart and we're doing nous.

1811
01:47:18,840 --> 01:47:21,280
Speaker 1: Shout out the everybody subscribe and listening. We fun with

1812
01:47:21,360 --> 01:47:23,120
Speaker 1: y'all the long one. We love you guys all right,

1813
01:47:23,160 --> 01:47:28,400
Speaker 1: don't forget to follow on me on Instagram, the outspoken ones. Bro,

1814
01:47:30,040 --> 01:47:33,479
Speaker 1: I'm the number nine on Mills and I'm extra. I'm

1815
01:47:33,520 --> 01:47:36,519
Speaker 1: the drama. She's the extraction. I'm not gonna hold my time.

1816
01:47:39,880 --> 01:47:41,840
Speaker 1: That's what I can This is what I need. This

1817
01:47:42,000 --> 01:47:43,599
Speaker 1: is what I need one of y'all to do. Right,

1818
01:47:44,560 --> 01:47:46,960
Speaker 1: Give me a drawing, give me a what we can

1819
01:47:47,040 --> 01:47:49,439
Speaker 1: find it. Nobody never said well we're gonna be able

1820
01:47:49,479 --> 01:47:51,840
Speaker 1: to find it. So right now, all you can do,

1821
01:47:51,960 --> 01:47:53,680
Speaker 1: because I said it was a secret, it's tune in.

1822
01:47:54,120 --> 01:47:58,680
Speaker 1: All you can do is follow the Instagram page. N

1823
01:47:59,160 --> 01:48:05,960
Speaker 1: y'all pitching it at Mills of Nashville. Who y'all, bro,

1824
01:48:06,120 --> 01:48:08,680
Speaker 1: we're filming. We ain't doing shit but filming at this

1825
01:48:08,840 --> 01:48:12,760
Speaker 1: point filming. We still do you know what I'm saying

1826
01:48:13,000 --> 01:48:18,320
Speaker 1: stay tuned because we're still feeling like hair stating they

1827
01:48:18,400 --> 01:48:21,760
Speaker 1: come into us at the grocery store, they're coming to

1828
01:48:21,880 --> 01:48:28,000
Speaker 1: us looking crazy. I'm telling you life, yeah, because you know,

1829
01:48:28,160 --> 01:48:30,840
Speaker 1: when y'all see us, we're out at the club looking five.

1830
01:48:31,040 --> 01:48:33,240
Speaker 1: But we didn't like that all the time. Oh yeah,

1831
01:48:33,280 --> 01:48:39,880
Speaker 1: of course, I'm definitely all the time. Shut up, I am.

1832
01:48:40,160 --> 01:48:41,960
Speaker 1: But I'm definitely one who gets bigger with that because

1833
01:48:41,960 --> 01:48:43,920
Speaker 1: I'm all about the glam life of baby catching me

1834
01:48:44,000 --> 01:48:46,439
Speaker 1: through the week day. That's exactly what they're my hair

1835
01:48:46,560 --> 01:48:53,519
Speaker 1: statue the day. That's me, Like, I mean, don't get

1836
01:48:53,560 --> 01:48:57,360
Speaker 1: me wrong, that's why pictures of me being natural because

1837
01:48:57,360 --> 01:48:59,840
Speaker 1: I'm beautiful natural, yea what I mean. But I mean,

1838
01:49:00,640 --> 01:49:04,920
Speaker 1: I'm like, I'm not. I have to I understand. And

1839
01:49:05,000 --> 01:49:08,479
Speaker 1: people like if I'm a hairstylus and I'm walking there,

1840
01:49:08,600 --> 01:49:10,280
Speaker 1: you know what I mean, put your hair everywhere, they

1841
01:49:10,320 --> 01:49:12,120
Speaker 1: can be like this. But but but there's things I

1842
01:49:12,200 --> 01:49:14,160
Speaker 1: have to tell people like do you have to always

1843
01:49:14,200 --> 01:49:15,720
Speaker 1: do all them? Do them? Mother? So I'm like, I'm

1844
01:49:15,720 --> 01:49:18,000
Speaker 1: a makeup artist. Things. If I come in the building

1845
01:49:18,000 --> 01:49:20,080
Speaker 1: and you got stuff as a makeup artist, they like,

1846
01:49:20,160 --> 01:49:22,320
Speaker 1: but beat your eyebrows. Look at how the you gotta

1847
01:49:22,360 --> 01:49:25,280
Speaker 1: sell yourself like I can't do and I ain't gonna line.

1848
01:49:25,320 --> 01:49:27,400
Speaker 1: But like throughout the week, I'm a gym red like

1849
01:49:27,640 --> 01:49:30,360
Speaker 1: that's what I do. I gym and yes, but you're

1850
01:49:30,360 --> 01:49:32,360
Speaker 1: not gonna see no makeup and out of shit on

1851
01:49:32,479 --> 01:49:35,320
Speaker 1: my face. But I work at a salone throughout the week,

1852
01:49:35,360 --> 01:49:37,000
Speaker 1: you know what I mean. So it's like it's kind

1853
01:49:37,000 --> 01:49:39,360
Speaker 1: of hard for me to just like wind down. But

1854
01:49:40,560 --> 01:49:42,439
Speaker 1: sometimes some days, you know what I mean, you might

1855
01:49:42,520 --> 01:49:44,760
Speaker 1: catch me at the store with nothing on. And I

1856
01:49:44,840 --> 01:49:46,880
Speaker 1: don't care. I mean personally, it ain't like who I

1857
01:49:46,920 --> 01:49:48,960
Speaker 1: gotta hig because I'm not ugly, you know what I mean? Yeah,

1858
01:49:49,120 --> 01:49:52,680
Speaker 1: so you don't you when dudes hilt you? Because this

1859
01:49:52,880 --> 01:49:56,000
Speaker 1: is just my mind went to a whole. Yeah. But

1860
01:49:56,200 --> 01:49:59,519
Speaker 1: but see this is how my mind works. It digests things. Man,

1861
01:49:59,600 --> 01:50:03,559
Speaker 1: it's real interesting. I don't want to man let you right. Yeah,

1862
01:50:03,600 --> 01:50:05,800
Speaker 1: I had two dudes hall at me. It's five minutes

1863
01:50:05,800 --> 01:50:08,000
Speaker 1: into them all today. So what is the what is

1864
01:50:08,080 --> 01:50:11,160
Speaker 1: the vibe? What you mean? Do you? Is there a

1865
01:50:11,280 --> 01:50:15,439
Speaker 1: certain kind of guy you will even considered possibly? Okay,

1866
01:50:15,520 --> 01:50:17,560
Speaker 1: because guys don't bother me. I just rather be with

1867
01:50:17,600 --> 01:50:20,080
Speaker 1: a female. Okay, so I get that. So now I

1868
01:50:20,280 --> 01:50:22,400
Speaker 1: understand what's going on trying to take these nails off.

1869
01:50:22,520 --> 01:50:26,960
Speaker 1: I feel you your your gangster. I just know what

1870
01:50:27,120 --> 01:50:29,000
Speaker 1: I am and I know what I like. So you

1871
01:50:29,080 --> 01:50:33,800
Speaker 1: don't like guys at all? Um, I'd rather be with

1872
01:50:33,880 --> 01:50:36,200
Speaker 1: a female. I'm just saying you would rather be. But

1873
01:50:36,320 --> 01:50:38,400
Speaker 1: I'm saying, like, you don't ever see a man and

1874
01:50:38,520 --> 01:50:41,599
Speaker 1: be like, oh damn, not really. You don't never see

1875
01:50:41,600 --> 01:50:43,760
Speaker 1: a knee and be damn cool. Yeah, that's what I'm saying, Like,

1876
01:50:45,040 --> 01:50:48,200
Speaker 1: not really, I just can't. I just hard. It's hard

1877
01:50:48,280 --> 01:50:51,400
Speaker 1: for me. Not really. I look at you, look at

1878
01:50:51,479 --> 01:50:54,360
Speaker 1: more females like damn versus a nigga like so as

1879
01:50:54,400 --> 01:51:00,720
Speaker 1: you stripping down? She just said she got a few

1880
01:51:00,760 --> 01:51:04,000
Speaker 1: of them. You know that's not what I want to know.

1881
01:51:05,120 --> 01:51:07,960
Speaker 1: Are you playing I'm normally the guy? Are you? You

1882
01:51:08,040 --> 01:51:10,200
Speaker 1: ain never taking no dick? But I'm saying you're like

1883
01:51:11,120 --> 01:51:13,479
Speaker 1: because you say you're the guy, but you're like largest

1884
01:51:13,520 --> 01:51:16,040
Speaker 1: like you got the nails. I don't never have my

1885
01:51:16,200 --> 01:51:18,640
Speaker 1: nails done. I hardly never have my nails done. I

1886
01:51:18,800 --> 01:51:20,519
Speaker 1: just was supposed to go out of town, and I

1887
01:51:20,600 --> 01:51:26,639
Speaker 1: went out of don't hate. I hate having l don't

1888
01:51:27,840 --> 01:51:32,560
Speaker 1: question are you taking some dick um who? I like penetration,

1889
01:51:33,760 --> 01:51:36,120
Speaker 1: But I don't mean I like dick bro. So I'm saying,

1890
01:51:36,160 --> 01:51:40,760
Speaker 1: what you like strap on penetration. Let me let me,

1891
01:51:40,880 --> 01:51:42,960
Speaker 1: let me, let me be a possible, let me be

1892
01:51:43,000 --> 01:51:45,280
Speaker 1: as real as possible. I have a kid. Ye know

1893
01:51:45,280 --> 01:51:49,080
Speaker 1: what I'm saying, You're you're natural. You're natural. A woman's

1894
01:51:49,200 --> 01:51:56,479
Speaker 1: natural likes penetration exactly. I like women. I normally am

1895
01:51:56,560 --> 01:52:00,400
Speaker 1: the male in the situation. I've had multiple girlfriends. I

1896
01:52:00,840 --> 01:52:03,760
Speaker 1: normally don't take penetration. It's your girl, but I like

1897
01:52:03,960 --> 01:52:09,920
Speaker 1: it beautiful or they sub Paul, So I think, so

1898
01:52:10,080 --> 01:52:13,599
Speaker 1: I've dated to you, have you dated people? That will

1899
01:52:13,600 --> 01:52:19,120
Speaker 1: be because in the relationship, I'm the aggressor. It doesn't

1900
01:52:19,160 --> 01:52:21,519
Speaker 1: matter because I'll be sucking the studds it on the

1901
01:52:21,560 --> 01:52:24,040
Speaker 1: stud is still a woman and they might be if matter.

1902
01:52:24,120 --> 01:52:25,920
Speaker 1: But I can't be telling everybody that because you know

1903
01:52:25,960 --> 01:52:28,360
Speaker 1: how they be feeling. I get it, I understand, But

1904
01:52:28,439 --> 01:52:31,400
Speaker 1: I'm just saying I'm normally the I'm I'm the aggressor

1905
01:52:31,479 --> 01:52:34,240
Speaker 1: in the relationship. Normally, Yes, I am the aggressor. It

1906
01:52:34,280 --> 01:52:36,120
Speaker 1: doesn't matter if like I said, I've only dated two

1907
01:52:36,200 --> 01:52:40,160
Speaker 1: studs ever, and listen, I like films. I've always stated,

1908
01:52:40,880 --> 01:52:48,360
Speaker 1: don't don't. I want to ask you this. Go ahead.

1909
01:52:48,360 --> 01:52:54,320
Speaker 1: I get this ship all the time. So damn the

1910
01:52:56,800 --> 01:52:58,680
Speaker 1: do that so much shit. It's okay, I have this

1911
01:52:58,800 --> 01:53:02,240
Speaker 1: conversation all that. It's cool, but I just yeah, okay,

1912
01:53:02,600 --> 01:53:06,680
Speaker 1: so you telling me. I don't know what I was

1913
01:53:06,720 --> 01:53:09,280
Speaker 1: gonna say. So what if you got a girl that

1914
01:53:09,400 --> 01:53:13,360
Speaker 1: likes penetration and you like penetration, then it's fun. It's fun.

1915
01:53:13,520 --> 01:53:17,040
Speaker 1: So y'all both No, they got a little thing you

1916
01:53:17,120 --> 01:53:21,880
Speaker 1: put aside? We have now I will feel that. Shut

1917
01:53:22,000 --> 01:53:26,240
Speaker 1: up low damn, this is where coming from. Trying to

1918
01:53:26,320 --> 01:53:29,040
Speaker 1: paint a picture ship, he said, Now, I would feel

1919
01:53:29,080 --> 01:53:33,360
Speaker 1: then he don't painted the whole picture. Sertame. Conversations take

1920
01:53:33,439 --> 01:53:36,040
Speaker 1: him places. You know, y'all don't really know him like this,

1921
01:53:36,120 --> 01:53:39,840
Speaker 1: so we know how to control. He had these conversations before.

1922
01:53:39,920 --> 01:53:44,599
Speaker 1: It's against party. I've had this conversation. It's against party.

1923
01:53:44,800 --> 01:53:47,720
Speaker 1: I mean, like I say, I can be submissive, but

1924
01:53:47,800 --> 01:53:50,519
Speaker 1: that's not me. That's not me. And I can tell

1925
01:53:50,560 --> 01:53:59,040
Speaker 1: him from your yes suh. Yeah, she has a real

1926
01:53:59,120 --> 01:54:04,840
Speaker 1: strong person. She'll saying, but I'm your birthday is like

1927
01:54:04,960 --> 01:54:09,000
Speaker 1: two days after mine, my birthday twenty second turn right

1928
01:54:09,040 --> 01:54:11,400
Speaker 1: on my twenty second. No, so mi'ma twenty fifth of

1929
01:54:11,520 --> 01:54:25,920
Speaker 1: what no bit the same birthday. Okay, well I'm the

1930
01:54:25,960 --> 01:54:30,960
Speaker 1: true Sagittarius because it turns on my birthday. Yeah, well

1931
01:54:31,080 --> 01:54:35,920
Speaker 1: I'm an Aries and my birthday just passed on twenty fish.

1932
01:54:36,680 --> 01:54:40,320
Speaker 1: I'm not selfish, I'm Pisces and aries, and out people

1933
01:54:40,400 --> 01:54:42,440
Speaker 1: be telling me the trace of an Aries. I'm like, damn,

1934
01:54:42,520 --> 01:54:45,800
Speaker 1: I am I even really that same things? Are you

1935
01:54:45,880 --> 01:54:49,040
Speaker 1: a cancer to people say you're real Sattari Scorpio because

1936
01:54:49,080 --> 01:54:52,160
Speaker 1: it's turns like I'm literally like on the like I'm

1937
01:54:52,240 --> 01:54:55,560
Speaker 1: both really like me too, because Sactarius turns like on

1938
01:54:55,720 --> 01:55:05,440
Speaker 1: my yea in the beginning of both that's crazy. I

1939
01:55:05,440 --> 01:55:10,080
Speaker 1: ain't gonna display me. Well, I'm thirtyes fuck out here,

1940
01:55:10,200 --> 01:55:11,760
Speaker 1: and that's just gonna let you know that I ain't

1941
01:55:11,760 --> 01:55:15,960
Speaker 1: gonna for no bullshit because I'm been that dirty's been

1942
01:55:16,040 --> 01:55:18,320
Speaker 1: that done that. Don't play with me, bro, because I

1943
01:55:18,440 --> 01:55:28,880
Speaker 1: will hit you, y'allun now, it's dirty, will beat you up. Tolerance.

1944
01:55:29,120 --> 01:55:31,360
Speaker 1: I might be a diva, but I'll turn the fuck up.

1945
01:55:31,400 --> 01:55:33,520
Speaker 1: That's it, and that's me turned up. No, that's me

1946
01:55:33,680 --> 01:55:36,200
Speaker 1: like a wife, like you literally have to push me,

1947
01:55:36,400 --> 01:55:39,680
Speaker 1: like I'll like, I ain't the sweetest person, but you

1948
01:55:39,840 --> 01:55:41,840
Speaker 1: have to. Y'all see it on I want you to

1949
01:55:41,960 --> 01:55:45,120
Speaker 1: push me. It's up there. I don't know. I was

1950
01:55:45,160 --> 01:55:48,280
Speaker 1: talking about it. I've some all I get. I'm nerve

1951
01:55:48,360 --> 01:55:50,760
Speaker 1: sometimes so I kind of ignore her because I go

1952
01:55:51,240 --> 01:55:54,880
Speaker 1: ignore me today I girl from zero real quick, and

1953
01:55:54,960 --> 01:55:57,800
Speaker 1: she pieced me off. Y'all. She really did, bitch god requirement.

1954
01:55:57,800 --> 01:55:59,440
Speaker 1: I'm not what the fun y'all see it on the

1955
01:55:59,520 --> 01:56:03,280
Speaker 1: Nashville know I mean? And I was like, I was like, look,

1956
01:56:03,400 --> 01:56:06,480
Speaker 1: what's up? I did? I said goodbye? It was in

1957
01:56:07,040 --> 01:56:09,320
Speaker 1: It was a restaurant, I said, a restaurant. We was

1958
01:56:09,360 --> 01:56:11,880
Speaker 1: at a restaurant about me? Is I hate sucking arguing?

1959
01:56:11,880 --> 01:56:13,360
Speaker 1: You know what I mean? Because I'm horse already, so

1960
01:56:13,400 --> 01:56:18,320
Speaker 1: I don't want to argue nobody anime. I'm already. So

1961
01:56:18,520 --> 01:56:20,320
Speaker 1: it was like I got tired. I was like, shit,

1962
01:56:20,360 --> 01:56:22,600
Speaker 1: what's up? I was like. I was like, I'm too

1963
01:56:22,640 --> 01:56:26,520
Speaker 1: pretty and I'm too pretty too, but she too pretty

1964
01:56:26,560 --> 01:56:31,360
Speaker 1: to be fine. Look I turned guess what's someone? I

1965
01:56:31,440 --> 01:56:33,720
Speaker 1: tell the mother out of time. My nail spares so

1966
01:56:33,920 --> 01:56:36,920
Speaker 1: many bitches, like baby, I'm not doing what are you drinking?

1967
01:56:37,080 --> 01:56:48,000
Speaker 1: Calm down that you drink off like I hate? I hate? Yeah, yeah,

1968
01:56:48,520 --> 01:56:50,920
Speaker 1: I'm so goofy. I feel like I was just pissing.

1969
01:56:51,560 --> 01:56:53,320
Speaker 1: I feel like I was doing that. It was just

1970
01:56:53,560 --> 01:56:55,720
Speaker 1: her though. It was it was you know, stuff that

1971
01:56:55,800 --> 01:56:56,960
Speaker 1: build it up to you know what I mean. It

1972
01:56:57,000 --> 01:56:58,360
Speaker 1: was it was other ship to the anime. So it

1973
01:56:58,440 --> 01:57:01,720
Speaker 1: wasn't just already but I'm stress mad, you know what

1974
01:57:01,760 --> 01:57:04,280
Speaker 1: I mean. So it doesn't know me when I'm already

1975
01:57:04,320 --> 01:57:06,800
Speaker 1: on right, so you can just add it on, you

1976
01:57:06,840 --> 01:57:08,720
Speaker 1: know what I mean. So it wasn't just her. It's

1977
01:57:08,720 --> 01:57:14,760
Speaker 1: like this is the ship that topped it out. I

1978
01:57:14,760 --> 01:57:20,120
Speaker 1: don't want to that's definitely. I am too pretty to fight,

1979
01:57:20,240 --> 01:57:23,200
Speaker 1: but I don't ever let the motherfucker get it twisted.

1980
01:57:23,240 --> 01:57:24,600
Speaker 1: I will do what the fun I gotta do, you

1981
01:57:24,640 --> 01:57:30,000
Speaker 1: know what I mean? Can't handle that, can't handle rushed

1982
01:57:30,040 --> 01:57:35,280
Speaker 1: by a lot of women today. Conversation away, it's up there,

1983
01:57:35,840 --> 01:57:44,160
Speaker 1: have mercy shout out to the mill until next time.

1984
01:57:44,560 --> 01:57:47,200
Speaker 1: All right, yeall catch up with us next week, and

1985
01:57:47,320 --> 01:57:50,520
Speaker 1: thank you guys for staying the entire time. That's no

1986
01:57:50,720 --> 01:57:52,320
Speaker 1: problem because I was kind of later and it was like,

1987
01:57:52,800 --> 01:57:54,560
Speaker 1: let me go ahead and you know, stay get your

1988
01:57:54,600 --> 01:57:57,880
Speaker 1: air time. I heard, but like we always say, it's

1989
01:57:57,920 --> 01:58:01,800
Speaker 1: kind of like therapeutic, like it this is out and

1990
01:58:01,920 --> 01:58:04,200
Speaker 1: you talking to people and you know what I'm saying,

1991
01:58:04,240 --> 01:58:06,720
Speaker 1: like because I don't have it, I don't know what

1992
01:58:06,880 --> 01:58:11,200
Speaker 1: it is with her, and I'm so I don't know

1993
01:58:11,320 --> 01:58:13,560
Speaker 1: what it is, y'all see it on the show. It's

1994
01:58:13,600 --> 01:58:18,960
Speaker 1: gonna be on the shower. It's crazy because like when

1995
01:58:19,000 --> 01:58:20,920
Speaker 1: I when I before I knew someone, I was like,

1996
01:58:21,000 --> 01:58:23,440
Speaker 1: she's so cool, she says, so, you know. But then

1997
01:58:23,520 --> 01:58:25,400
Speaker 1: when I got to do that, motherfucker's like she's getting

1998
01:58:25,400 --> 01:58:32,800
Speaker 1: on my dad. But I you know, I made this

1999
01:58:32,920 --> 01:58:39,560
Speaker 1: all of yeah, oh I'm that's me. I'm blunt to now.

2000
01:58:41,520 --> 01:58:43,320
Speaker 1: But see a lot of what makes me mad with

2001
01:58:43,480 --> 01:58:46,320
Speaker 1: people as people feel that I'm always and I'm always

2002
01:58:46,320 --> 01:58:48,160
Speaker 1: in my feelings. I'm saying, no, this is just me,

2003
01:58:48,520 --> 01:58:50,000
Speaker 1: you know what I mean, this is me. I'm not

2004
01:58:50,080 --> 01:58:53,280
Speaker 1: in my feelings. I'm not sensing that it's just yes,

2005
01:58:53,600 --> 01:58:58,760
Speaker 1: like I'm sorry, I'm gonna I voiced my opinion. I'm

2006
01:58:58,800 --> 01:59:01,400
Speaker 1: my friends with no sug terios is because we all

2007
01:59:01,560 --> 01:59:06,800
Speaker 1: clashed because you got a ok oh, my agree is

2008
01:59:06,840 --> 01:59:13,520
Speaker 1: a sentary best friend. But we disagree. Man, that's my

2009
01:59:13,600 --> 01:59:16,720
Speaker 1: best friend. We get into a whole debate and I'm like, yeah,

2010
01:59:16,760 --> 01:59:19,120
Speaker 1: everything we come back and I'd be like, I'm like,

2011
01:59:20,360 --> 01:59:32,880
Speaker 1: I will my life abode. But sometimes like I think

2012
01:59:33,000 --> 01:59:39,240
Speaker 1: she's not. But she had the practice y'all date and

2013
01:59:39,320 --> 01:59:42,680
Speaker 1: I'm not that's too much. I'm saying you shouldn't have

2014
01:59:42,720 --> 01:59:47,920
Speaker 1: been dating her. Bro, you're a canceled you. Probably what

2015
01:59:48,000 --> 01:59:50,760
Speaker 1: you probably do was you probably got all these over

2016
01:59:50,840 --> 02:00:00,360
Speaker 1: in your hands and you don't say and I'm Terry,

2017
02:00:00,560 --> 02:00:04,600
Speaker 1: I'm blowing out the hand bench and I'm like, I'm

2018
02:00:04,640 --> 02:00:07,760
Speaker 1: just trying to tell Terry's our surreal sensidi we are

2019
02:00:07,840 --> 02:00:13,080
Speaker 1: though nothing about there's a sensitive you the truth cancidates

2020
02:00:13,120 --> 02:00:16,200
Speaker 1: our sensitive and agent. I just sat date well in

2021
02:00:16,760 --> 02:00:23,440
Speaker 1: bull No, no, we respect what happened. No suck, ain't

2022
02:00:23,480 --> 02:00:27,520
Speaker 1: no betting, no over, we respect that happened right now, Cancel,

2023
02:00:27,760 --> 02:00:32,080
Speaker 1: I ain't. We gotta respect what happened. Happens whatever. But

2024
02:00:32,200 --> 02:00:34,240
Speaker 1: I'm trying to get the person. Okay, now where do

2025
02:00:34,320 --> 02:00:40,600
Speaker 1: we go? How we don't even know what happened. Okay,

2026
02:00:40,640 --> 02:00:48,960
Speaker 1: So so I'm telling I'm telling her, don't like I

2027
02:00:49,120 --> 02:00:56,040
Speaker 1: tell you be like the fucking that's white. I don't

2028
02:00:56,080 --> 02:00:57,920
Speaker 1: understand any of a chance, you know what I'm saying

2029
02:00:58,320 --> 02:01:02,320
Speaker 1: that I would get in there. I always I'm the

2030
02:01:02,520 --> 02:01:10,360
Speaker 1: created a trying to keep away from the busy. That's

2031
02:01:10,360 --> 02:01:13,520
Speaker 1: what we look. That's just like everybody's like, my dude,

2032
02:01:13,600 --> 02:01:16,000
Speaker 1: now he got two baym was like older. He didn't. Yeah,

2033
02:01:17,680 --> 02:01:24,800
Speaker 1: they older than him. Third, she greg, I'm a whole

2034
02:01:25,000 --> 02:01:28,760
Speaker 1: thirty year old time I tell him this time by

2035
02:01:28,840 --> 02:01:34,880
Speaker 1: the own got this ship like this sh comes to

2036
02:01:34,960 --> 02:01:38,360
Speaker 1: the GM. I try, whatever, are you gonna train me?

2037
02:01:40,800 --> 02:01:50,560
Speaker 1: Still like him, Oh yeah, what's let's you should come

2038
02:01:50,640 --> 02:01:53,920
Speaker 1: to the jay. I can try, you know, I don't know.

2039
02:01:54,120 --> 02:01:57,000
Speaker 1: She's like, I didn't even like, like, I'm telling you

2040
02:01:57,120 --> 02:02:08,800
Speaker 1: need to come to her. I'm the same way. No,

2041
02:02:09,000 --> 02:02:14,040
Speaker 1: because my my own, I got a head, I got

2042
02:02:14,440 --> 02:02:21,120
Speaker 1: hard us came in. I know, I gotta Yeah, Well,

2043
02:02:23,320 --> 02:02:25,600
Speaker 1: I can't wait to see y'all the show, though, I swear,

2044
02:02:25,680 --> 02:02:29,000
Speaker 1: because y'all I got different person that sh that shit

2045
02:02:29,080 --> 02:02:32,040
Speaker 1: with me and her gonna be crazy, bro. I think

2046
02:02:32,120 --> 02:02:33,960
Speaker 1: that was the main Honestly, I feel like that was

2047
02:02:34,040 --> 02:02:36,680
Speaker 1: a highlight. There's gonna be one. I seen you episodes

2048
02:02:36,840 --> 02:02:45,600
Speaker 1: like ya. I was like, let's go. It's that look

2049
02:02:45,720 --> 02:02:49,400
Speaker 1: like right now. I was so drunk, But think about

2050
02:02:49,440 --> 02:02:51,960
Speaker 1: it is you don't drink. I was drunk. I was

2051
02:02:52,040 --> 02:02:54,520
Speaker 1: really drunk, and you was ready to fight. I was like,

2052
02:02:55,920 --> 02:02:57,800
Speaker 1: I should have made you. I don't know what this

2053
02:02:58,640 --> 02:03:02,520
Speaker 1: little bro right there? You love? Yes, she said, man,

2054
02:03:02,560 --> 02:03:04,560
Speaker 1: you could have shared that with my people. You could

2055
02:03:04,560 --> 02:03:07,600
Speaker 1: have helped him. Mom. I just like how we went

2056
02:03:07,760 --> 02:03:10,480
Speaker 1: last day from both paples. Came from this way and

2057
02:03:10,960 --> 02:03:13,040
Speaker 1: help my people out. I always said a shout out,

2058
02:03:13,520 --> 02:03:16,400
Speaker 1: cut the secrets out to my peep water. He said no.

2059
02:03:16,840 --> 02:03:29,040
Speaker 1: He asked him a questions. You're not always cad. I'm

2060
02:03:29,040 --> 02:03:34,600
Speaker 1: about to drop it. If I drop it, you, Oh,

2061
02:03:35,000 --> 02:03:37,800
Speaker 1: you in trouble, little dude, not with the milfie. Can't

2062
02:03:37,800 --> 02:03:44,280
Speaker 1: do that. I don't know this. He like, Mama, just

2063
02:03:44,440 --> 02:03:48,280
Speaker 1: playing please don't right. That's how they do. You know what.

2064
02:03:48,480 --> 02:03:50,720
Speaker 1: Black mamas knocked your ass out in front end back.

2065
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Speaker 1: I talked so wad to my daughter and her track

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Speaker 1: me the other day. I asked, I said, when is

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Speaker 1: your race? I don't know. Are there behind skins. I said,

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Speaker 1: look more, yalla. I don't know when, but yeah, everyone,

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Speaker 1: I canna give me some of you right now. But

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Speaker 1: while he going, I don't know to be sure you're

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Speaker 1: trying to go, Let's go somewhere, y'allas. That was fun though.

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Speaker 1: Olah boy, he cool. He like I'm hearing. He said,

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Speaker 1: I don't want to watch YouTube. I don't want to

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Speaker 1: watch Netflix. Right, he's sk She wanted to control when

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Speaker 1: he's watching. Man, I don't want to get some chicken

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Speaker 1: from going to that. That was close to that for much.

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Speaker 1: I don't know. Let me come right now from Ekota

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Speaker 1: Sprankling Rankling, Let's get married. Let you know I have

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Speaker 1: my trunk intoday. Mother sucking twice. He didn't know curse

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Speaker 1: and I know he watched it because he watched it

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Speaker 1: from the podcast too. He watching me acknowledge him looking

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Speaker 1: at min That's what I'm saying. I think he watching

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Speaker 1: me acknowledge between my last I ask because we are

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Speaker 1: too lads. At one time, I'm touching. I'm like, he

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Speaker 1: you went off of her lab and got on the podcast,

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Speaker 1: like to see her reaction even being on my life,

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Speaker 1: I was like, okay, yeah, okay, because he mind fucker.

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Speaker 1: I got closed, but he's what you can eat it.

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Speaker 1: Jab was the I want some steak, I hate it, Bob,

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Speaker 1: he want some cute over. I sliped with you. Jas.

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Speaker 1: I told my man I was gonna cook to like right.

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Speaker 1: You know when I got the Nikely burritos and the

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Speaker 1: ones you can put in the big thing. They got

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Speaker 1: the Caso cheese