1 00:00:00,720 --> 00:00:01,560 Speaker 1: Morning, everybody. 2 00:00:01,560 --> 00:00:05,560 Speaker 2: It's DJ Envy, Charlemagne the guy. We are the Breakfast Club. 3 00:00:05,920 --> 00:00:08,800 Speaker 3: We got our Nyla hanging with us this morning. 4 00:00:09,119 --> 00:00:12,879 Speaker 2: Yes, and we have a special guest who Charlemagne claims 5 00:00:12,760 --> 00:00:15,880 Speaker 2: as a family. And we say this all the time 6 00:00:16,239 --> 00:00:18,000 Speaker 2: because when we announced that your album came out, he 7 00:00:18,000 --> 00:00:19,480 Speaker 2: didn't even know your album came out. 8 00:00:19,520 --> 00:00:21,279 Speaker 3: And I forced him not true, but. 9 00:00:23,000 --> 00:00:26,920 Speaker 1: That's not true. And we played the song. 10 00:00:27,080 --> 00:00:30,400 Speaker 4: I played the Missy record and Chris Brown record that morning, 11 00:00:31,920 --> 00:00:32,479 Speaker 4: but I had. 12 00:00:32,320 --> 00:00:34,120 Speaker 3: To make him download the recless. He didn't even know. 13 00:00:34,240 --> 00:00:34,760 Speaker 1: That's not true. 14 00:00:34,760 --> 00:00:35,159 Speaker 5: I don't know. 15 00:00:35,240 --> 00:00:37,360 Speaker 1: Now, that's right. You said you bought it, right, We 16 00:00:37,400 --> 00:00:40,159 Speaker 1: don't download, but you said you bought it. Listen in 17 00:00:40,280 --> 00:00:42,560 Speaker 1: pieces is out right now? Okay? Did you buy it 18 00:00:42,600 --> 00:00:42,879 Speaker 1: all right? 19 00:00:42,920 --> 00:00:46,720 Speaker 4: Did all your people's online complaining making noise by it? 20 00:00:46,760 --> 00:00:47,400 Speaker 3: I streamed it? 21 00:00:47,479 --> 00:00:47,800 Speaker 1: Okay? 22 00:00:49,640 --> 00:00:52,880 Speaker 5: I feel great. I'm so happy. Like the past two days, 23 00:00:52,920 --> 00:00:56,000 Speaker 5: I've been feeling like great, to be honest, the week 24 00:00:56,040 --> 00:00:58,120 Speaker 5: and a half, like before, it was like a little rocky, 25 00:00:58,200 --> 00:01:00,520 Speaker 5: but tour kind of been getting me out the funk 26 00:01:00,560 --> 00:01:02,640 Speaker 5: because the shows have been amazing. They've all been sold 27 00:01:02,680 --> 00:01:05,720 Speaker 5: out and everyone's singing every lyric to every song. So 28 00:01:05,760 --> 00:01:08,560 Speaker 5: I'm like, the love is real and real life. So 29 00:01:08,760 --> 00:01:09,560 Speaker 5: I've been feeling good. 30 00:01:09,640 --> 00:01:10,880 Speaker 1: Why were you in a funk? I know you wasn't 31 00:01:10,920 --> 00:01:13,160 Speaker 1: letting these digital dickheads on the internet GA. 32 00:01:13,680 --> 00:01:15,840 Speaker 5: I mean like you're like, we're all human, so of 33 00:01:15,880 --> 00:01:18,280 Speaker 5: course some things are going to bother you. And I 34 00:01:18,280 --> 00:01:21,200 Speaker 5: think when you put so much time and effort into 35 00:01:21,640 --> 00:01:24,120 Speaker 5: the art of everything, and it's really a conceptual album. 36 00:01:24,120 --> 00:01:27,200 Speaker 5: My executive produced it. I produced on twelve out of 37 00:01:27,200 --> 00:01:30,040 Speaker 5: the fourteen songs on there. I had a lot of incredible, 38 00:01:30,440 --> 00:01:33,880 Speaker 5: like amazing talent on the project. So I was just like, 39 00:01:34,000 --> 00:01:36,760 Speaker 5: it's okay, come at me, bro, So I'm ready for 40 00:01:36,800 --> 00:01:37,759 Speaker 5: what's next, to be honest. 41 00:01:37,760 --> 00:01:39,280 Speaker 1: What's the title mean? In Pieces? 42 00:01:39,640 --> 00:01:42,319 Speaker 5: Yes, So in Pieces it's kind of like a double entendre. 43 00:01:42,480 --> 00:01:46,679 Speaker 5: So in Pieces represents the pieces of my heart that 44 00:01:46,800 --> 00:01:50,560 Speaker 5: has been left broken from live situations, relationships, things like 45 00:01:50,600 --> 00:01:52,760 Speaker 5: that people seven you in the back. And then it 46 00:01:52,800 --> 00:01:55,080 Speaker 5: also means what's left in Pieces is the box that 47 00:01:55,120 --> 00:01:57,480 Speaker 5: people try to put me in on who they think 48 00:01:57,560 --> 00:02:01,520 Speaker 5: Chloe is, and you know, I just have to speak 49 00:02:01,520 --> 00:02:04,040 Speaker 5: for myself and break through it. So that's what it means. 50 00:02:04,080 --> 00:02:06,600 Speaker 5: It's like the simp side and then the place of powers. 51 00:02:06,600 --> 00:02:09,280 Speaker 2: It has to be difficult, yeah, because people who seen 52 00:02:09,320 --> 00:02:11,160 Speaker 2: you grow up, so it's like we've seen you as 53 00:02:11,160 --> 00:02:13,120 Speaker 2: this young girl, so now when you break it out 54 00:02:13,120 --> 00:02:15,720 Speaker 2: into your own, it has to be difficult for your fans. 55 00:02:15,919 --> 00:02:20,119 Speaker 5: I guess right, I mean maybe maybe not. I'm really 56 00:02:20,160 --> 00:02:23,120 Speaker 5: proud of my sister and I because we've been branching 57 00:02:23,200 --> 00:02:25,480 Speaker 5: out on our own successfully and people are getting to 58 00:02:25,560 --> 00:02:28,760 Speaker 5: like know who we are individually. And I'm so blessed 59 00:02:28,760 --> 00:02:31,080 Speaker 5: that I grew up with her in life so we 60 00:02:31,080 --> 00:02:34,160 Speaker 5: could go through everything together, and it came to a 61 00:02:34,160 --> 00:02:36,000 Speaker 5: point where we were so dependent on one another, like 62 00:02:36,000 --> 00:02:39,120 Speaker 5: we were Siamese twins. So what forced us apart was 63 00:02:39,280 --> 00:02:41,840 Speaker 5: her going to London to shoot Little Mermaid and you know, 64 00:02:41,919 --> 00:02:44,080 Speaker 5: me being in la and especially with the pandemic the 65 00:02:44,080 --> 00:02:47,640 Speaker 5: travel restrictions going to another country was crazy. So as 66 00:02:47,680 --> 00:02:49,440 Speaker 5: stressful as it was for the both of us, we 67 00:02:49,520 --> 00:02:52,920 Speaker 5: both had separation anxiety. It like forced us to figure out, Okay, 68 00:02:52,960 --> 00:02:56,720 Speaker 5: who's Chloe, who's Hollie. So now when we come back together, 69 00:02:56,760 --> 00:02:59,040 Speaker 5: it's going to be even stronger because now we also 70 00:02:59,080 --> 00:02:59,919 Speaker 5: have a great sense. 71 00:02:59,800 --> 00:03:03,160 Speaker 6: Of I like that she said that the love is 72 00:03:03,200 --> 00:03:04,160 Speaker 6: real in real life. 73 00:03:04,280 --> 00:03:06,440 Speaker 7: Yeah, and I know, like online you put like a 74 00:03:06,480 --> 00:03:09,400 Speaker 7: lot of the ugly comments that people say about you online, 75 00:03:09,400 --> 00:03:10,840 Speaker 7: and one of your performance piece. 76 00:03:10,720 --> 00:03:12,320 Speaker 6: Is that for every show, or that that's. 77 00:03:12,120 --> 00:03:14,840 Speaker 5: For every show. The idea popped in my head like 78 00:03:15,520 --> 00:03:19,880 Speaker 5: thirty minutes before the first opening show in Chicago, and 79 00:03:20,160 --> 00:03:22,519 Speaker 5: I was just like, it's over the interlude of I'm 80 00:03:22,520 --> 00:03:26,360 Speaker 5: Not Worried. It's like an a cappella arrangement of me 81 00:03:26,400 --> 00:03:28,000 Speaker 5: singing it, and I was like, you know what, I'm 82 00:03:28,000 --> 00:03:30,160 Speaker 5: gonna put that there because I'm not really worried about 83 00:03:30,160 --> 00:03:32,480 Speaker 5: what people have to say. You know, it's just another 84 00:03:32,520 --> 00:03:33,280 Speaker 5: notch on my belt. 85 00:03:33,480 --> 00:03:36,240 Speaker 4: So did y'all recognize the growth in each other? You 86 00:03:36,280 --> 00:03:38,160 Speaker 4: and Holly, Like, when y'all finally did get back together, 87 00:03:38,200 --> 00:03:39,160 Speaker 4: did she see growth in you? 88 00:03:39,200 --> 00:03:39,920 Speaker 1: Did you see growl friend? 89 00:03:40,080 --> 00:03:43,520 Speaker 5: Yes, the crazy thing is growing up. It was me 90 00:03:43,640 --> 00:03:45,480 Speaker 5: who was afraid to speak up, so like she would 91 00:03:45,520 --> 00:03:47,680 Speaker 5: be the one speaking up for me, and like she's 92 00:03:47,760 --> 00:03:51,120 Speaker 5: the aries. Yes, she's the like don't mess with her, 93 00:03:51,680 --> 00:03:53,440 Speaker 5: and it would always be me like, oh my gosh, 94 00:03:53,520 --> 00:03:56,480 Speaker 5: I like I don't like confrontation things like that. And 95 00:03:56,560 --> 00:04:00,360 Speaker 5: so because of that. I had to force myself to 96 00:04:00,400 --> 00:04:02,960 Speaker 5: speak up for myself because I didn't have my sister 97 00:04:03,080 --> 00:04:06,680 Speaker 5: right there doing it for me. So now I'm very 98 00:04:06,960 --> 00:04:10,480 Speaker 5: independent and very vocal and I say what I mean 99 00:04:10,640 --> 00:04:13,480 Speaker 5: and I mean what I say, and she's recognized that. 100 00:04:13,520 --> 00:04:16,480 Speaker 5: She's like, well, you're like a completely different person. I'm 101 00:04:16,520 --> 00:04:19,000 Speaker 5: so proud of her because she's confident in who she 102 00:04:19,120 --> 00:04:21,640 Speaker 5: is as an individual as well. Like we both were 103 00:04:21,680 --> 00:04:23,440 Speaker 5: missing that and now we both found it. 104 00:04:23,520 --> 00:04:26,279 Speaker 4: So it's like we're stronger, be dangerous though, because you 105 00:04:26,279 --> 00:04:29,040 Speaker 4: are cancer, you know, saying, so you be in your shell, 106 00:04:29,120 --> 00:04:30,520 Speaker 4: but boy when you come out that shell. 107 00:04:31,279 --> 00:04:32,600 Speaker 3: Yeah, And I wass. 108 00:04:34,040 --> 00:04:36,039 Speaker 2: Did that change because you missed your sister? Was it 109 00:04:36,080 --> 00:04:37,960 Speaker 2: a relationship that made you change? It was writ in 110 00:04:38,000 --> 00:04:39,200 Speaker 2: your music that made you change? 111 00:04:39,240 --> 00:04:40,440 Speaker 3: What was that change? 112 00:04:40,560 --> 00:04:42,920 Speaker 5: That's a great question. I think it was a combination 113 00:04:43,120 --> 00:04:45,599 Speaker 5: of everything. I think it got to a point where 114 00:04:45,640 --> 00:04:48,960 Speaker 5: I realized, if I don't fight for myself, then I'm 115 00:04:49,000 --> 00:04:50,880 Speaker 5: just gonna be left in the dust. And if I 116 00:04:50,920 --> 00:04:52,960 Speaker 5: don't speak up for what I want and speak up 117 00:04:52,960 --> 00:04:55,880 Speaker 5: for who I am as a human being, then like 118 00:04:55,920 --> 00:04:57,799 Speaker 5: it's just going to fall on deaf ears and clothes 119 00:04:57,800 --> 00:05:01,040 Speaker 5: mouths don't get fed. So you know, throughout the music, 120 00:05:01,080 --> 00:05:03,120 Speaker 5: I was finding my strength because I was saying things 121 00:05:03,160 --> 00:05:05,039 Speaker 5: that I was afraid to say or speak up to 122 00:05:05,040 --> 00:05:08,640 Speaker 5: certain individuals. And then from there it just grew. From that, 123 00:05:08,880 --> 00:05:11,440 Speaker 5: it was like it just kept growing and growing and 124 00:05:11,480 --> 00:05:13,200 Speaker 5: now it can't really stop. 125 00:05:14,320 --> 00:05:14,920 Speaker 3: Yeah. 126 00:05:15,040 --> 00:05:18,039 Speaker 6: I feel like growing up as women were taught to 127 00:05:18,200 --> 00:05:19,680 Speaker 6: like not be so vocal. 128 00:05:19,760 --> 00:05:22,039 Speaker 7: So now that you are being vocal, do you feel 129 00:05:22,080 --> 00:05:23,640 Speaker 7: like you're being a bitch or like, do you feel 130 00:05:23,640 --> 00:05:26,080 Speaker 7: like like you have to turn on a new version 131 00:05:26,120 --> 00:05:26,680 Speaker 7: of yourself? 132 00:05:26,760 --> 00:05:29,960 Speaker 5: Absolutely not. There's it's not about what you say but 133 00:05:30,080 --> 00:05:32,159 Speaker 5: how you say it. You can command a room without 134 00:05:32,200 --> 00:05:35,320 Speaker 5: having to bark so loud, and as long as you 135 00:05:35,360 --> 00:05:38,840 Speaker 5: believe in what you're saying and you don't change in 136 00:05:38,960 --> 00:05:41,520 Speaker 5: that for anybody, people will respect you because at a 137 00:05:41,560 --> 00:05:43,120 Speaker 5: certain point they know they can't ignore it. 138 00:05:43,160 --> 00:05:43,359 Speaker 1: You know. 139 00:05:43,720 --> 00:05:47,760 Speaker 4: Yeh was pray Away based on a true story, Oh 140 00:05:49,120 --> 00:05:51,760 Speaker 4: Nigga from Nigga. 141 00:05:51,839 --> 00:05:54,160 Speaker 5: Yes, So I wrote that song with my girl Jossy, 142 00:05:54,560 --> 00:05:57,320 Speaker 5: and I kept seeing her like three four times that 143 00:05:57,360 --> 00:05:59,560 Speaker 5: week at every event, And I'm all about signs, Like 144 00:05:59,600 --> 00:06:02,400 Speaker 5: I I don't feel there are any coincidences in life 145 00:06:02,440 --> 00:06:04,720 Speaker 5: and I was like, so the final place I saw 146 00:06:04,800 --> 00:06:13,680 Speaker 5: her sign that you're crazy, but I was like okay. 147 00:06:13,760 --> 00:06:16,080 Speaker 5: So we passed each other going to the ladies room 148 00:06:16,600 --> 00:06:19,120 Speaker 5: at the studio and I was like, I got back 149 00:06:19,120 --> 00:06:22,000 Speaker 5: in my session. I said wait, So I texted her. 150 00:06:22,040 --> 00:06:23,159 Speaker 5: I was like, can you come in here? And she 151 00:06:23,160 --> 00:06:25,320 Speaker 5: played me a few demos and it was the skeleton 152 00:06:25,360 --> 00:06:28,640 Speaker 5: of Pray It Away. It was originally called Church, and 153 00:06:29,360 --> 00:06:31,479 Speaker 5: I was like, I'm in love with this because I 154 00:06:31,480 --> 00:06:34,320 Speaker 5: loved how open it was. It was completely raw and honest, 155 00:06:34,480 --> 00:06:39,479 Speaker 5: and for me, I've always learned to just be the 156 00:06:39,480 --> 00:06:42,400 Speaker 5: bigger person and turn the other cheek. And it's like 157 00:06:42,440 --> 00:06:45,080 Speaker 5: sometimes you do want to get down and dirty and 158 00:06:45,080 --> 00:06:47,080 Speaker 5: get on that person same level, but I will never 159 00:06:47,120 --> 00:06:49,440 Speaker 5: give anyone that power over me. So it's like, you know, 160 00:06:49,520 --> 00:06:51,760 Speaker 5: I'm gonna pray it away. So it was quite easy 161 00:06:51,800 --> 00:06:54,599 Speaker 5: to finish out the song because there has been people 162 00:06:54,600 --> 00:06:57,479 Speaker 5: who have tried me and I love it. I really did. 163 00:06:59,040 --> 00:07:00,800 Speaker 4: When the last time you really wanted a person hurt, 164 00:07:00,839 --> 00:07:03,200 Speaker 4: because that's what the song, That's what the song is about. 165 00:07:03,200 --> 00:07:04,839 Speaker 1: You want a person hurt, but didn't having to pray 166 00:07:04,880 --> 00:07:05,200 Speaker 1: it away. 167 00:07:05,400 --> 00:07:08,840 Speaker 5: You know, I think I've been growing. I think the 168 00:07:08,920 --> 00:07:11,560 Speaker 5: last time I felt like I wanted somebody to hurt 169 00:07:11,880 --> 00:07:14,080 Speaker 5: maybe five days ago. 170 00:07:14,640 --> 00:07:18,200 Speaker 1: Yeah, five days? 171 00:07:19,760 --> 00:07:22,280 Speaker 5: How long? Yeah? 172 00:07:22,400 --> 00:07:23,280 Speaker 3: What was the situation? 173 00:07:24,600 --> 00:07:28,720 Speaker 5: What was the situation? There are several Jesus. Yeah, but 174 00:07:28,800 --> 00:07:30,960 Speaker 5: I prayed away hurt though you. 175 00:07:30,920 --> 00:07:32,720 Speaker 6: Don't really mean hurt. You just mean like you want 176 00:07:32,760 --> 00:07:33,760 Speaker 6: them to feel how you feel. 177 00:07:33,880 --> 00:07:36,680 Speaker 5: Yes, like, But the thing is, we never have to 178 00:07:36,760 --> 00:07:39,840 Speaker 5: do the work like karma speaks for itself, you know. 179 00:07:40,400 --> 00:07:43,240 Speaker 5: So never give someone power to get you out of 180 00:07:43,240 --> 00:07:43,680 Speaker 5: your characters. 181 00:07:43,680 --> 00:07:46,160 Speaker 7: And you've never been like or you don't believe in 182 00:07:46,200 --> 00:07:47,840 Speaker 7: like Spike, like I gotta get my get back. 183 00:07:48,560 --> 00:07:50,400 Speaker 5: I don't because I don't want it to come back 184 00:07:50,440 --> 00:07:53,680 Speaker 5: to me in turn. So I just let them dig 185 00:07:53,720 --> 00:07:54,600 Speaker 5: themselves in a ditch. 186 00:07:54,760 --> 00:07:57,000 Speaker 1: You know. Wait a minute, Wait a minute. 187 00:07:57,200 --> 00:07:59,280 Speaker 4: There's a record on the album that pisses me off, 188 00:07:59,320 --> 00:08:01,720 Speaker 4: and it's opposite cheat Back. 189 00:08:03,040 --> 00:08:03,720 Speaker 1: Pissed me off. 190 00:08:06,560 --> 00:08:09,760 Speaker 5: So why is it? Why does it piss you off? 191 00:08:10,440 --> 00:08:16,080 Speaker 7: That's cruel standard that okay, So let me ask you this. 192 00:08:18,120 --> 00:08:22,560 Speaker 5: Okay, I'm just I'm gonna swap the rolls, so say not. 193 00:08:22,720 --> 00:08:26,360 Speaker 5: This is hypothetically speaking an alternate universe. You're with someone, 194 00:08:26,520 --> 00:08:29,440 Speaker 5: She continues, to cheat time and time again because you 195 00:08:29,440 --> 00:08:31,120 Speaker 5: love her so much and she keeps saying she's going 196 00:08:31,200 --> 00:08:33,440 Speaker 5: to change. You stay. But at a certain point, aren't 197 00:08:33,440 --> 00:08:35,080 Speaker 5: you gonna want to get something back so you don't 198 00:08:35,080 --> 00:08:39,679 Speaker 5: feel like a yes, yes, okay. 199 00:08:40,000 --> 00:08:42,480 Speaker 1: I'll just break up with her, though, will. 200 00:08:42,280 --> 00:08:46,360 Speaker 6: You say okay? 201 00:08:47,760 --> 00:08:48,480 Speaker 5: See my point? 202 00:08:48,600 --> 00:08:50,200 Speaker 2: But have you ever been in that situation where you 203 00:08:50,240 --> 00:08:52,560 Speaker 2: had to get your You say it's not revenge, but 204 00:08:52,679 --> 00:08:55,440 Speaker 2: revenge that way, because that's revenge. 205 00:08:56,160 --> 00:08:58,240 Speaker 5: So I have been cheated on a few times, and 206 00:08:58,280 --> 00:09:01,280 Speaker 5: it's like, in my head, I feel like I got 207 00:09:01,280 --> 00:09:04,959 Speaker 5: them back after the fact, after the relationship, and I'm like, hot, 208 00:09:05,040 --> 00:09:07,880 Speaker 5: you'll never know. It's just for like a little internal damn. 209 00:09:09,120 --> 00:09:10,280 Speaker 3: How did you kiss the person cheating? 210 00:09:12,120 --> 00:09:13,880 Speaker 1: You said a couple of times? Jesus Christ. 211 00:09:14,679 --> 00:09:18,160 Speaker 5: The two times I've been cheated on social media? Of course, 212 00:09:18,280 --> 00:09:23,760 Speaker 5: social media and social media evidence. There was a phone. No, 213 00:09:23,840 --> 00:09:25,640 Speaker 5: I've never gone through anyone's phone, Well. 214 00:09:25,559 --> 00:09:26,559 Speaker 6: How'd you okay? 215 00:09:26,559 --> 00:09:27,560 Speaker 5: What on social media? 216 00:09:27,720 --> 00:09:30,199 Speaker 6: Like it was such and such. 217 00:09:30,400 --> 00:09:32,640 Speaker 5: It was like, yeah, it was multiple things on social 218 00:09:32,679 --> 00:09:36,280 Speaker 5: media and then evidence like panties and hair ties. 219 00:09:37,679 --> 00:09:41,120 Speaker 1: Question when you asked him, did he reply yes, ma'am? 220 00:09:41,320 --> 00:09:43,760 Speaker 5: No, they try to deflect. 221 00:09:44,080 --> 00:09:48,440 Speaker 6: Damn, that's my sister's or something. Did they lie and like, 222 00:09:48,480 --> 00:09:50,240 Speaker 6: that's my sisters and my cousins? 223 00:09:50,880 --> 00:09:52,360 Speaker 5: Yeah, you know how it goes. 224 00:09:54,880 --> 00:09:55,200 Speaker 1: Cousins. 225 00:09:55,800 --> 00:09:57,400 Speaker 3: They really said that was his sisters. 226 00:09:57,080 --> 00:10:01,679 Speaker 7: And cousins A little something around but not another woman. 227 00:10:01,840 --> 00:10:04,959 Speaker 3: Did you break up immediately or did you feel I did. 228 00:10:05,040 --> 00:10:05,480 Speaker 6: Good for you? 229 00:10:05,559 --> 00:10:09,160 Speaker 5: And I block because we're cancers so I don't want 230 00:10:09,200 --> 00:10:11,439 Speaker 5: to see my phone blowing up. I don't want to 231 00:10:11,480 --> 00:10:14,080 Speaker 5: see loving long text messages because I don't want to 232 00:10:14,080 --> 00:10:15,120 Speaker 5: be a simp and crawl back. 233 00:10:16,480 --> 00:10:17,800 Speaker 1: When you do, it's dirty, it's a rap. 234 00:10:17,920 --> 00:10:18,120 Speaker 5: Yeah. 235 00:10:18,160 --> 00:10:19,640 Speaker 6: Do you double double back at all? 236 00:10:20,360 --> 00:10:23,920 Speaker 5: I did one time and I was like, nope, it 237 00:10:24,040 --> 00:10:24,800 Speaker 5: ended for a reason. 238 00:10:25,080 --> 00:10:25,280 Speaker 7: Yeah. 239 00:10:25,440 --> 00:10:28,920 Speaker 1: Yeah, answer this question. What does cheating back actually accomplished? Lady? 240 00:10:28,960 --> 00:10:32,480 Speaker 4: Seriously, when y'all really think about it, I. 241 00:10:32,400 --> 00:10:34,319 Speaker 5: Could flip it right back. What does cheating in the 242 00:10:34,320 --> 00:10:35,359 Speaker 5: first place accomplished? 243 00:10:35,400 --> 00:10:36,040 Speaker 1: Jesus Christ? 244 00:10:36,679 --> 00:10:39,120 Speaker 5: Does it just build up your esteem and ego? 245 00:10:39,840 --> 00:10:40,160 Speaker 1: Damn? 246 00:10:41,000 --> 00:10:43,160 Speaker 5: It? Is it just because it feels good in that moment? 247 00:10:45,040 --> 00:10:47,400 Speaker 5: Like I feel like for women sex is about love 248 00:10:47,480 --> 00:10:49,600 Speaker 5: and like the connection, and for men, I do feel 249 00:10:49,640 --> 00:10:51,800 Speaker 5: like it's not as like connection based as it is 250 00:10:51,840 --> 00:10:53,839 Speaker 5: for us. But at the same time, when you say 251 00:10:53,880 --> 00:10:57,360 Speaker 5: you love and respect someone, you can't disrespect them publicly 252 00:10:57,880 --> 00:10:58,960 Speaker 5: by like you know. 253 00:10:59,480 --> 00:11:02,120 Speaker 6: And even spite like get back sex? Like is that 254 00:11:02,240 --> 00:11:04,840 Speaker 6: a spite? The women don't really want to do it. 255 00:11:04,880 --> 00:11:05,559 Speaker 5: We're really just. 256 00:11:05,520 --> 00:11:08,360 Speaker 7: Doing it because we're so angry because the after feeling 257 00:11:08,520 --> 00:11:10,480 Speaker 7: of the guy you did is like, what. 258 00:11:10,520 --> 00:11:11,840 Speaker 1: Is y'all talking about sex? 259 00:11:12,720 --> 00:11:13,960 Speaker 6: I'm just saying, like this. 260 00:11:13,960 --> 00:11:17,200 Speaker 2: Conversation right, I'm over there getting. 261 00:11:17,000 --> 00:11:20,319 Speaker 1: Upset, going dog, this is being hand in here just 262 00:11:24,240 --> 00:11:25,200 Speaker 1: before we get back to music. 263 00:11:25,280 --> 00:11:27,720 Speaker 2: Was that what changed you and make you more outspoken? 264 00:11:27,760 --> 00:11:30,080 Speaker 2: Because you talked about outspoken because in those situations you 265 00:11:30,120 --> 00:11:33,000 Speaker 2: now be quiet. You have to be outspoken to say 266 00:11:33,000 --> 00:11:33,439 Speaker 2: your thoughts. 267 00:11:33,559 --> 00:11:35,920 Speaker 5: That wasn't what changed me. It was other things that 268 00:11:35,960 --> 00:11:40,160 Speaker 5: didn't have to deal with a man. And I'm happy 269 00:11:40,200 --> 00:11:42,679 Speaker 5: to say that I'm not phased or the way that 270 00:11:42,720 --> 00:11:45,440 Speaker 5: I love or go into relationships and stuff isn't phased 271 00:11:45,440 --> 00:11:47,920 Speaker 5: because of how someone else has done me wrong in 272 00:11:47,920 --> 00:11:50,480 Speaker 5: the past, because that's a them problem, not a me problem. 273 00:11:50,720 --> 00:11:52,400 Speaker 5: And I think a lot of times us as women, 274 00:11:52,559 --> 00:11:54,640 Speaker 5: when something like that happens to us, the first thing 275 00:11:54,679 --> 00:11:58,040 Speaker 5: we think is what was it that I did. Was 276 00:11:58,040 --> 00:11:59,800 Speaker 5: it was I wrong? Is there something I could have 277 00:11:59,800 --> 00:12:03,200 Speaker 5: done better? Things like that? But no, that was like 278 00:12:03,720 --> 00:12:07,240 Speaker 5: in the middle to the end kind of stage of it. 279 00:12:07,280 --> 00:12:10,080 Speaker 5: I had COVID actually, and Toron, who I wrote Have 280 00:12:10,120 --> 00:12:13,080 Speaker 5: Mercy With and Told You with Missy Elliott, he sent 281 00:12:13,120 --> 00:12:14,800 Speaker 5: it to me. It was just the guitar and his vocal. 282 00:12:14,840 --> 00:12:17,000 Speaker 5: It was the first two verses in the hook, and 283 00:12:17,240 --> 00:12:20,760 Speaker 5: I was just getting out of relationship and I was 284 00:12:20,840 --> 00:12:24,160 Speaker 5: like depressed and miserable. I had COVID in my apartment 285 00:12:24,400 --> 00:12:26,600 Speaker 5: and I was getting cheated on. I was like, you 286 00:12:26,679 --> 00:12:29,840 Speaker 5: know what, So I immediately I set up my stuff 287 00:12:29,840 --> 00:12:32,360 Speaker 5: in my home studio and I recorded it and it 288 00:12:32,440 --> 00:12:34,360 Speaker 5: just was so freeing. It was really great. 289 00:12:34,600 --> 00:12:36,360 Speaker 1: What if he used COVID as an excuse? He was like, 290 00:12:36,360 --> 00:12:37,920 Speaker 1: I wanted to be with you, but you had COVID, 291 00:12:37,920 --> 00:12:39,040 Speaker 1: So I ended up shut. 292 00:12:39,160 --> 00:12:41,400 Speaker 5: Oh no, But it was like this, you know, like 293 00:12:41,800 --> 00:12:43,800 Speaker 5: when it's never like one thing. So it was like 294 00:12:43,880 --> 00:12:46,760 Speaker 5: I found out then like the week later, I had COVID. 295 00:12:46,760 --> 00:12:49,160 Speaker 5: So it was like you know, the second third week, 296 00:12:49,200 --> 00:12:53,280 Speaker 5: when you're like not talking and getting over it, it's like, oh, 297 00:12:53,320 --> 00:12:55,439 Speaker 5: but that's why I'm happy I have music to kind 298 00:12:55,480 --> 00:12:58,800 Speaker 5: of really put my soul into. And I'm so damn 299 00:12:58,840 --> 00:13:01,000 Speaker 5: happy Future hopped on the record, Like you. 300 00:13:01,360 --> 00:13:03,800 Speaker 1: Got the most toxic person this. 301 00:13:04,000 --> 00:13:07,320 Speaker 5: Yeah, but even like his melodies and he's just really 302 00:13:07,360 --> 00:13:10,400 Speaker 5: brilliant and you know, in terms of music, and I 303 00:13:10,440 --> 00:13:12,080 Speaker 5: was happy that he got to speak up for the 304 00:13:12,080 --> 00:13:12,800 Speaker 5: fellas in it. 305 00:13:12,800 --> 00:13:14,360 Speaker 1: It's got a country feel to it almost. 306 00:13:14,440 --> 00:13:14,680 Speaker 7: Yeah. 307 00:13:14,960 --> 00:13:16,480 Speaker 5: It kind of reminds me of like How to Love 308 00:13:16,480 --> 00:13:18,000 Speaker 5: with Little Wayne, and it reminds me of four or 309 00:13:18,000 --> 00:13:20,440 Speaker 5: five Seconds with Paul McCartney and Kanyet. That's why I 310 00:13:20,480 --> 00:13:22,240 Speaker 5: loved it. Thank you. I wanted to keep a shit. 311 00:13:22,480 --> 00:13:24,280 Speaker 3: One more thing about that, I want to go too. 312 00:13:24,480 --> 00:13:26,960 Speaker 2: So does that mean the men that you do understand 313 00:13:27,040 --> 00:13:30,840 Speaker 2: that you're going to put their stuff in this's all matter? 314 00:13:31,200 --> 00:13:35,240 Speaker 5: Yeah, it's ago. The thing about the thing about me though, 315 00:13:35,280 --> 00:13:37,400 Speaker 5: is I'll never say names. I don't kiss and tell. 316 00:13:37,480 --> 00:13:39,439 Speaker 5: I don't want them to put my business in the streets. 317 00:13:39,559 --> 00:13:41,480 Speaker 5: And I kind of say to myself, I've been single 318 00:13:41,520 --> 00:13:44,840 Speaker 5: for almost a year now, and I'm like, I'm open 319 00:13:44,960 --> 00:13:46,760 Speaker 5: to whatever God has for me, but I'm not like 320 00:13:46,840 --> 00:13:50,160 Speaker 5: hunting down for it. I'm like, whatever happens happens. 321 00:13:50,040 --> 00:13:51,400 Speaker 4: How can you trust guys and not to put your 322 00:13:51,440 --> 00:13:53,480 Speaker 4: business out there though because you are Chloe Bailey like 323 00:13:53,520 --> 00:13:53,880 Speaker 4: you to. 324 00:13:53,800 --> 00:13:59,800 Speaker 5: Talk of the town. No you should. Yeah. I think 325 00:13:59,800 --> 00:14:02,000 Speaker 5: it's all about having discernment, like when you share your 326 00:14:02,120 --> 00:14:06,079 Speaker 5: energy with the specific individual, like I try to pick 327 00:14:06,640 --> 00:14:08,880 Speaker 5: knowing they have a good heart and they're not dumb. 328 00:14:10,000 --> 00:14:12,720 Speaker 4: So any what you said on Cheapback on Cheapbacks that 329 00:14:12,760 --> 00:14:15,080 Speaker 4: you say you're gonna find you a thug, that's basically 330 00:14:15,080 --> 00:14:15,880 Speaker 4: what you described. 331 00:14:16,240 --> 00:14:18,320 Speaker 1: He said you're gonna find you a hood dude with 332 00:14:18,440 --> 00:14:20,560 Speaker 1: tats and all types of stuff. The cheat backs. 333 00:14:20,760 --> 00:14:21,760 Speaker 6: Is that what you're into? 334 00:14:21,920 --> 00:14:24,280 Speaker 5: Okay? So the thing is, I don't really know what 335 00:14:24,320 --> 00:14:28,240 Speaker 5: I'm into. I don't discriminate, Okay, you know, I've like 336 00:14:28,400 --> 00:14:31,600 Speaker 5: the really sweet nerds, not about the look like the thug. 337 00:14:31,720 --> 00:14:35,120 Speaker 5: I'm from Atlanta, So it's just like whoever can stimulate 338 00:14:35,160 --> 00:14:38,160 Speaker 5: my mind, Like, what can you teach me? Like, put 339 00:14:38,160 --> 00:14:41,120 Speaker 5: me on game, teach me new words? Because I'm quite intelligent. 340 00:14:41,200 --> 00:14:43,760 Speaker 5: I like this is where I get like, oh, so 341 00:14:43,800 --> 00:14:45,640 Speaker 5: it really doesn't matter how you look. I mean it 342 00:14:45,640 --> 00:14:49,400 Speaker 5: does because I don't want to wake up and be scared. However, 343 00:14:50,040 --> 00:14:54,239 Speaker 5: it's about It's about it's about the spirits. 344 00:14:54,320 --> 00:14:58,240 Speaker 4: First, my last question about that record because I think 345 00:14:58,320 --> 00:15:00,000 Speaker 4: Future Think the Future said, if you said you can 346 00:15:00,160 --> 00:15:03,240 Speaker 4: find yourself fucking on someone else, do y'all really believe that? 347 00:15:04,280 --> 00:15:06,760 Speaker 5: Oh? So when I got the verse in, I felt 348 00:15:06,800 --> 00:15:09,720 Speaker 5: that in my spirit because he was like, okay, so 349 00:15:09,800 --> 00:15:11,840 Speaker 5: you finally know who you are as an individual because 350 00:15:11,840 --> 00:15:15,480 Speaker 5: you had sex with another man and how like passive 351 00:15:15,480 --> 00:15:19,000 Speaker 5: aggressive and so like? Oh is that statement? That line's 352 00:15:19,040 --> 00:15:22,120 Speaker 5: my favorite? The I should have put cameras and the 353 00:15:22,160 --> 00:15:24,840 Speaker 5: crib line is my favorite. 354 00:15:26,120 --> 00:15:28,800 Speaker 6: Break that bar down, break that bar. 355 00:15:29,160 --> 00:15:30,800 Speaker 4: I can't remember the exact bar is, but he said 356 00:15:30,840 --> 00:15:32,520 Speaker 4: you can find yourself fucking on someone else. 357 00:15:32,640 --> 00:15:35,800 Speaker 5: Yeah he said, he goes shot. He finally found herself 358 00:15:35,920 --> 00:15:37,920 Speaker 5: fucking on someone else. 359 00:15:38,360 --> 00:15:42,120 Speaker 6: But he found herself yes, right? Or he does? 360 00:15:42,240 --> 00:15:42,520 Speaker 4: Yes? 361 00:15:42,640 --> 00:15:43,200 Speaker 5: Oh he does. 362 00:15:43,360 --> 00:15:43,680 Speaker 3: Yes. 363 00:15:43,960 --> 00:15:48,120 Speaker 5: I don't like that, but like I the reason because 364 00:15:48,160 --> 00:15:50,240 Speaker 5: I'm a pretty fair person. It's all about perspective. The 365 00:15:50,280 --> 00:15:52,520 Speaker 5: reason why I love that line so much is because 366 00:15:53,560 --> 00:15:57,000 Speaker 5: our power doesn't come from opening ourselves up to another individual. 367 00:15:57,040 --> 00:15:59,920 Speaker 5: Our power comes from internal and self love. So it's 368 00:16:00,040 --> 00:16:01,960 Speaker 5: petty as I am being on the song and it's like, yeah, 369 00:16:02,000 --> 00:16:03,240 Speaker 5: I want to hurt you just as much as you 370 00:16:03,320 --> 00:16:05,360 Speaker 5: hurt me. Even when I do that, will it make 371 00:16:05,360 --> 00:16:06,680 Speaker 5: me feel better at the end of the day. And 372 00:16:06,720 --> 00:16:09,200 Speaker 5: that's why I really love that line, because the only 373 00:16:09,240 --> 00:16:11,800 Speaker 5: thing you accomplished was getting back at him, But you 374 00:16:11,800 --> 00:16:14,760 Speaker 5: still haven't found yourself. You're still insecure and crime questioning 375 00:16:14,800 --> 00:16:17,320 Speaker 5: why am I not good enough? So I like that. 376 00:16:17,440 --> 00:16:19,280 Speaker 5: That's why I love that line because it was like 377 00:16:19,840 --> 00:16:21,440 Speaker 5: I got to read the fellows and he got to 378 00:16:21,480 --> 00:16:22,080 Speaker 5: read the ladies. 379 00:16:22,160 --> 00:16:23,880 Speaker 3: Who do you talk to when you're going through all 380 00:16:23,920 --> 00:16:24,400 Speaker 3: this stuff? 381 00:16:26,240 --> 00:16:28,400 Speaker 5: My god, Mom, I call her. I ran me Her 382 00:16:28,440 --> 00:16:31,640 Speaker 5: and Holly have a whole group chat man. 383 00:16:32,000 --> 00:16:33,480 Speaker 3: God Mama never wanted to pull up on some of 384 00:16:33,560 --> 00:16:33,880 Speaker 3: these dudes. 385 00:16:34,040 --> 00:16:37,000 Speaker 5: Oh she has wanted to. She's from the Caribbean, so 386 00:16:37,040 --> 00:16:39,360 Speaker 5: she's gangster. I love that. 387 00:16:39,600 --> 00:16:41,760 Speaker 1: Ye of your favorite records is Body Doo right now? 388 00:16:41,800 --> 00:16:42,000 Speaker 3: Yeah? 389 00:16:42,040 --> 00:16:44,080 Speaker 7: My favorite one is body Dude. I feel like that 390 00:16:44,120 --> 00:16:46,960 Speaker 7: should have been the single like that one. That's a 391 00:16:47,040 --> 00:16:49,160 Speaker 7: good especially that the weather's getting warm. 392 00:16:49,000 --> 00:16:49,680 Speaker 5: And stuff like that. 393 00:16:49,840 --> 00:16:51,840 Speaker 6: But why did you start the record like that? 394 00:16:52,640 --> 00:16:53,400 Speaker 5: Why do you. 395 00:16:53,320 --> 00:16:55,600 Speaker 6: Ever wonder who else is fucking your man? 396 00:16:55,760 --> 00:16:55,880 Speaker 7: Yes? 397 00:16:56,200 --> 00:16:59,520 Speaker 5: Okay, so I wrote Body Doo after I found the panties. Ah, 398 00:17:00,800 --> 00:17:03,400 Speaker 5: And it's like, you know when someone's not good for you, 399 00:17:04,200 --> 00:17:07,199 Speaker 5: but there's something within you that just misses them. You 400 00:17:07,240 --> 00:17:10,320 Speaker 5: miss their touch, you miss like the connection that you have. 401 00:17:10,840 --> 00:17:13,040 Speaker 5: So what I really I wrote that song in five 402 00:17:13,040 --> 00:17:14,720 Speaker 5: minutes because I was quite angry. But I love the 403 00:17:14,800 --> 00:17:17,720 Speaker 5: juxtaposition of how fun it sounds like it's just shaking ass, 404 00:17:17,760 --> 00:17:21,199 Speaker 5: but it's quite toxic and sad. And it's like, I 405 00:17:21,200 --> 00:17:22,960 Speaker 5: can't trust you as far as I can throw you. 406 00:17:24,000 --> 00:17:25,639 Speaker 5: I can't trust what you tell me, but I can 407 00:17:25,680 --> 00:17:27,640 Speaker 5: trust what that body doing because you're right in front 408 00:17:27,640 --> 00:17:35,800 Speaker 5: of me. Language, Yes, like what goes on behind closed doors? 409 00:17:36,240 --> 00:17:41,239 Speaker 5: I think they were they were they were nice. I 410 00:17:41,320 --> 00:17:44,520 Speaker 5: never hers. I never fault the other woman because I'm 411 00:17:44,520 --> 00:17:46,480 Speaker 5: not in a relationship with her. I didn't do that. 412 00:17:47,000 --> 00:17:47,840 Speaker 5: I didn't touch your smell. 413 00:17:48,040 --> 00:17:48,359 Speaker 3: They're not. 414 00:17:50,040 --> 00:17:51,120 Speaker 1: Kill them. 415 00:17:51,240 --> 00:17:53,760 Speaker 5: I don't know. I didn't. I wasn't paying attention. I 416 00:17:53,800 --> 00:17:54,560 Speaker 5: like that you said that. 417 00:17:54,600 --> 00:17:58,080 Speaker 7: I've heard a few men say, like, why why do 418 00:17:58,200 --> 00:18:01,040 Speaker 7: they never be mad at the woman for knowing I 419 00:18:01,080 --> 00:18:02,359 Speaker 7: have a girl and they're doing X Y? 420 00:18:02,560 --> 00:18:05,760 Speaker 6: Because like, and I don't agree with that sentiment. 421 00:18:05,920 --> 00:18:09,919 Speaker 5: Yeah, that's I don't like how society has taught us 422 00:18:09,960 --> 00:18:12,600 Speaker 5: as women to compete with each other. Like if you 423 00:18:12,640 --> 00:18:15,720 Speaker 5: flip it again, if two dudes find out about each other, 424 00:18:16,119 --> 00:18:19,320 Speaker 5: they're not calling each other going back and forth. Oh 425 00:18:19,480 --> 00:18:22,879 Speaker 5: so let's compare stories, right, they're just moving on because 426 00:18:22,880 --> 00:18:27,119 Speaker 5: they're not you. Yeah, the immature ones. 427 00:18:27,800 --> 00:18:29,400 Speaker 2: But I don't think no dude's gonna leave a sock 428 00:18:29,440 --> 00:18:30,840 Speaker 2: and be like I want this other dude to find 429 00:18:30,840 --> 00:18:31,520 Speaker 2: my sock or whatever. 430 00:18:31,840 --> 00:18:32,560 Speaker 5: Men are petty. 431 00:18:33,880 --> 00:18:37,080 Speaker 7: Men do a pull up, though, but definitely pull up. 432 00:18:37,119 --> 00:18:38,800 Speaker 7: Try to make it awkward or something like that. 433 00:18:38,840 --> 00:18:41,400 Speaker 5: Oh, that's never happened to me. Has that happened to you? 434 00:18:41,960 --> 00:18:42,760 Speaker 6: That hasn't happened to me? 435 00:18:42,800 --> 00:18:45,919 Speaker 7: But I watched it, friend, I'd be sitting there with 436 00:18:45,960 --> 00:18:46,840 Speaker 7: some popcorn. 437 00:18:48,160 --> 00:18:51,840 Speaker 1: Why did you say the panties were nice? Though? Like? 438 00:18:50,359 --> 00:18:52,760 Speaker 5: They were cute? 439 00:18:52,920 --> 00:18:53,640 Speaker 3: She left that there, she. 440 00:18:53,600 --> 00:18:55,879 Speaker 4: Wanted scaring the hell out your your woman, be like 441 00:18:55,920 --> 00:18:57,320 Speaker 4: I found some q PI. I found a q PA 442 00:18:57,359 --> 00:18:58,240 Speaker 4: of panties. 443 00:18:57,880 --> 00:18:58,840 Speaker 5: And I know they're not mine. 444 00:18:58,960 --> 00:19:03,960 Speaker 1: WHOA I walked out the door. Damn yeah was he 445 00:19:04,000 --> 00:19:05,119 Speaker 1: quick on his feet at least? 446 00:19:05,640 --> 00:19:05,720 Speaker 7: No? 447 00:19:07,280 --> 00:19:09,520 Speaker 3: What can you say? There's no answer to their mind? 448 00:19:09,680 --> 00:19:11,080 Speaker 5: The thing about women, you know. 449 00:19:12,240 --> 00:19:12,840 Speaker 1: That's a good one. 450 00:19:13,480 --> 00:19:17,440 Speaker 3: He said, they're mine. They are mine. 451 00:19:17,880 --> 00:19:19,480 Speaker 5: I've been like, you know, baby, do we need to 452 00:19:19,480 --> 00:19:20,399 Speaker 5: discuss some things? 453 00:19:20,520 --> 00:19:24,480 Speaker 4: Right? Yeah, I'm glad you have that conversation might be 454 00:19:24,520 --> 00:19:27,080 Speaker 4: easier than another one, you know what I'm saying. I'm 455 00:19:27,119 --> 00:19:30,160 Speaker 4: just saying, now, what was it like recording I want 456 00:19:30,200 --> 00:19:32,400 Speaker 4: you to feel me cry and make it look easy? 457 00:19:32,440 --> 00:19:34,600 Speaker 1: Because both those records felt very personal. 458 00:19:34,960 --> 00:19:40,760 Speaker 5: Oh yes, okay, so this album is quite toxic. To 459 00:19:40,800 --> 00:19:44,240 Speaker 5: be honest, feel me cry as emotional and sad as 460 00:19:44,240 --> 00:19:49,520 Speaker 5: it sounds, it's actually a quite sexually liberated song. You know. 461 00:19:49,920 --> 00:19:52,720 Speaker 5: It's double meanings to feel me cry and then with 462 00:19:52,840 --> 00:19:56,679 Speaker 5: make it would make it look easy. That one was 463 00:19:56,760 --> 00:20:00,280 Speaker 5: the most personal song in the record. I went into 464 00:20:00,280 --> 00:20:04,280 Speaker 5: the studio trying to just like forget what was going 465 00:20:04,280 --> 00:20:06,240 Speaker 5: on in my life, and I thought I was just 466 00:20:06,280 --> 00:20:10,960 Speaker 5: gonna make like some fun shit, and I heard these 467 00:20:11,000 --> 00:20:13,679 Speaker 5: simple chords and I just started writing. Usually I'll go 468 00:20:13,680 --> 00:20:15,439 Speaker 5: in the booth and freestyl a bunch of melodies and 469 00:20:15,440 --> 00:20:18,480 Speaker 5: then like Frankenstein it together. But I was just coming 470 00:20:18,560 --> 00:20:20,359 Speaker 5: up with the melodies and writing it at the same time. 471 00:20:20,400 --> 00:20:22,720 Speaker 5: And I was crying while I was writing it and 472 00:20:22,760 --> 00:20:24,960 Speaker 5: cutting in the booth, and even after listening to the 473 00:20:25,000 --> 00:20:26,920 Speaker 5: demo to hear if I wanted to fix anything, I 474 00:20:26,960 --> 00:20:29,480 Speaker 5: couldn't listen to it for a while because for the 475 00:20:29,480 --> 00:20:33,199 Speaker 5: people who know me personally, like it's a way deeper meaning, 476 00:20:33,359 --> 00:20:36,120 Speaker 5: like with hidden messages and what certain things mean within 477 00:20:36,160 --> 00:20:39,240 Speaker 5: the lyrics. So I'm really proud of myself for being 478 00:20:39,240 --> 00:20:41,080 Speaker 5: so open and honest. And I was like, I can't 479 00:20:41,480 --> 00:20:44,359 Speaker 5: create a conceptual album about heartbreak and being left in 480 00:20:44,400 --> 00:20:47,160 Speaker 5: pieces without being completely honest, Like, yeah, I can talk 481 00:20:47,160 --> 00:20:50,439 Speaker 5: about relationships and friends stabbing me in the back, but 482 00:20:50,520 --> 00:20:53,240 Speaker 5: it's like, why not talk or cover the other things? 483 00:20:53,240 --> 00:20:56,320 Speaker 5: Because mental health is real, Anxiety is real, Feeling like 484 00:20:56,359 --> 00:20:58,120 Speaker 5: you're not good enough is real, Feeling like you don't 485 00:20:58,160 --> 00:20:59,919 Speaker 5: want to be here anymore is real, and I've been 486 00:21:00,040 --> 00:21:01,800 Speaker 5: through all that. So I was like, if I'm saying 487 00:21:01,800 --> 00:21:03,679 Speaker 5: I'm going to be honest, and I should put it 488 00:21:03,720 --> 00:21:06,080 Speaker 5: within the music. And I didn't really care if it 489 00:21:06,280 --> 00:21:08,520 Speaker 5: sounded like a single or anything. I just wanted to 490 00:21:09,359 --> 00:21:12,199 Speaker 5: speak my truth. So that was the last song I 491 00:21:12,240 --> 00:21:14,359 Speaker 5: wrote that I put on the album. 492 00:21:14,400 --> 00:21:15,879 Speaker 4: That's one of my favorite records on the album because I 493 00:21:15,880 --> 00:21:17,800 Speaker 4: feel like, you know, thank you back in the day 494 00:21:17,800 --> 00:21:19,560 Speaker 4: when we was coming up, you would see child stars 495 00:21:19,600 --> 00:21:21,240 Speaker 4: and then you would all of a sudden see child 496 00:21:21,240 --> 00:21:22,240 Speaker 4: stars just lose. 497 00:21:22,040 --> 00:21:23,120 Speaker 1: It and go crazy. 498 00:21:23,160 --> 00:21:27,120 Speaker 4: But nobody ever documents that. I feel like you was documenting. Yeah, 499 00:21:27,359 --> 00:21:29,080 Speaker 4: that process in that record. 500 00:21:29,200 --> 00:21:32,120 Speaker 5: Yeah, that's that's one thing I'll say about myself. I'm 501 00:21:32,200 --> 00:21:34,760 Speaker 5: a lot stronger than I ever thought I was. And 502 00:21:34,800 --> 00:21:37,760 Speaker 5: I'm really proud because of the shit that I've been through. 503 00:21:38,359 --> 00:21:40,600 Speaker 5: I have not let that change me or my character 504 00:21:40,600 --> 00:21:43,600 Speaker 5: as a human being. And you know, hurt people, hurt people, 505 00:21:43,680 --> 00:21:46,520 Speaker 5: and the cycle continues, and that's stopping. Like with me. 506 00:21:47,000 --> 00:21:48,560 Speaker 1: You know, have you gone to therapy? 507 00:21:48,840 --> 00:21:50,360 Speaker 5: Oh yeah, I have a therapist. 508 00:21:50,640 --> 00:21:51,160 Speaker 1: Absolutely. 509 00:21:51,840 --> 00:21:54,320 Speaker 5: I think it's really important to be honest. Like we 510 00:21:54,480 --> 00:21:56,880 Speaker 5: go to the gym to exercise, we brush up on, 511 00:21:57,080 --> 00:21:59,240 Speaker 5: you know, our last extensions and our hair and go 512 00:21:59,359 --> 00:22:01,240 Speaker 5: into the barber. We should also do that internally. 513 00:22:01,440 --> 00:22:05,440 Speaker 2: Had a session last night and it helps so much. Absolutely, 514 00:22:05,480 --> 00:22:07,600 Speaker 2: Are you off the internet as much now? Because I 515 00:22:07,160 --> 00:22:08,280 Speaker 2: know I know you're on it. 516 00:22:08,359 --> 00:22:09,000 Speaker 1: You watch it. 517 00:22:09,600 --> 00:22:11,880 Speaker 2: So here's the thing, because I show your therapist says 518 00:22:11,920 --> 00:22:12,560 Speaker 2: that's the major thing. 519 00:22:12,560 --> 00:22:13,800 Speaker 1: You got to stay off a soli. 520 00:22:13,720 --> 00:22:16,080 Speaker 5: She does as well as my god, mom. She's trying 521 00:22:16,080 --> 00:22:20,000 Speaker 5: to still she sees me going on it. For me, 522 00:22:20,600 --> 00:22:22,760 Speaker 5: before it was easier to just like delete the apps 523 00:22:22,760 --> 00:22:25,600 Speaker 5: off my phone. But now I'm on tour, I'm trying 524 00:22:25,600 --> 00:22:28,720 Speaker 5: to promote my album. Like I can't just get off 525 00:22:28,760 --> 00:22:30,080 Speaker 5: of it like I want to. It's a part of 526 00:22:30,080 --> 00:22:33,680 Speaker 5: my business. So I have to like monitor myself because 527 00:22:33,720 --> 00:22:35,880 Speaker 5: you can get down the rabbit hole and things like that, 528 00:22:36,080 --> 00:22:37,800 Speaker 5: and I'm not going to sit up here and lie 529 00:22:37,840 --> 00:22:40,960 Speaker 5: and be like, oh yeah, like nothing bothers me. I'm great, 530 00:22:41,000 --> 00:22:44,840 Speaker 5: because that's a lie. But at the end of the day, 531 00:22:44,880 --> 00:22:48,000 Speaker 5: it's like you have to fall so you can get 532 00:22:48,040 --> 00:22:50,360 Speaker 5: back up and be stronger, and you dust your shoulders 533 00:22:50,359 --> 00:22:53,280 Speaker 5: off and you get back up. So for me, I 534 00:22:53,320 --> 00:22:55,480 Speaker 5: know the work that I put into everything. I know 535 00:22:55,600 --> 00:22:57,680 Speaker 5: the good energy and the good person that I am, 536 00:22:57,920 --> 00:22:59,679 Speaker 5: and that will just come back to me. 537 00:23:00,280 --> 00:23:02,680 Speaker 2: So sometimes you gotta say fuck it though, Like I know, yeah, 538 00:23:02,880 --> 00:23:05,840 Speaker 2: he doesn't have Twitter app on his phone. 539 00:23:06,040 --> 00:23:07,680 Speaker 3: Yeah, I only read the first ten comments. 540 00:23:08,440 --> 00:23:09,480 Speaker 1: Those are the people that follow me. 541 00:23:09,520 --> 00:23:12,080 Speaker 5: Everything else own or the spam. 542 00:23:12,160 --> 00:23:15,040 Speaker 2: Yeah, you don't, but my wife does, and she reads 543 00:23:15,160 --> 00:23:18,399 Speaker 2: every comment and sometimes you know it, she said, it 544 00:23:18,400 --> 00:23:20,199 Speaker 2: doesn't affect it, but it has to all that. The 545 00:23:20,240 --> 00:23:22,880 Speaker 2: negative energy has to affect you in some type of way. 546 00:23:23,000 --> 00:23:26,640 Speaker 5: Absolutely, And what people were accusing me of like being 547 00:23:26,720 --> 00:23:32,240 Speaker 5: somebody that I'm not, I saw myself turning into that 548 00:23:32,680 --> 00:23:35,600 Speaker 5: just based off of what people would say. So every 549 00:23:35,680 --> 00:23:39,080 Speaker 5: day I'm living my life unapologetically, like I'm very out 550 00:23:39,119 --> 00:23:40,680 Speaker 5: there and bubbly. I've been that way since I was 551 00:23:40,680 --> 00:23:44,400 Speaker 5: a little girl. That has never ever changed. And when 552 00:23:44,400 --> 00:23:46,520 Speaker 5: I would see people say, oh, she does too much 553 00:23:46,680 --> 00:23:49,120 Speaker 5: or she over sexualizes herself, I'm gonna be twenty five 554 00:23:49,160 --> 00:23:51,480 Speaker 5: and like a couple of months, I'm a grown woman. 555 00:23:52,200 --> 00:23:54,080 Speaker 5: But I think because people grew up with my sister 556 00:23:54,119 --> 00:23:55,840 Speaker 5: and I when we were younger, they can't get past that. 557 00:23:56,640 --> 00:23:59,760 Speaker 5: But I'm like, you know what, I'm grateful that I'm 558 00:23:59,760 --> 00:24:02,159 Speaker 5: bree and whatever I'm stressing out about is not that 559 00:24:02,200 --> 00:24:02,800 Speaker 5: big of a deal. 560 00:24:03,280 --> 00:24:05,600 Speaker 4: So you said you became that, So what you started 561 00:24:06,040 --> 00:24:08,399 Speaker 4: being more overly sexual on purpose. 562 00:24:08,160 --> 00:24:10,840 Speaker 5: Or oh no, no, no, I was changing myself. I 563 00:24:10,880 --> 00:24:13,040 Speaker 5: was trying to cover up. I was trying to be 564 00:24:13,160 --> 00:24:15,679 Speaker 5: on stage like oh, because people are like, just have 565 00:24:15,760 --> 00:24:19,679 Speaker 5: the mic and sing, I was like, okay, but I 566 00:24:19,760 --> 00:24:21,920 Speaker 5: expressed with my body, you know, I grew up and 567 00:24:21,960 --> 00:24:24,440 Speaker 5: dance when I was younger, Like it's a form of expression. 568 00:24:24,480 --> 00:24:26,399 Speaker 5: I don't want to be predictable. I don't want to 569 00:24:26,400 --> 00:24:30,159 Speaker 5: be mediocre. I want to be extraordinary and be like 570 00:24:30,200 --> 00:24:31,399 Speaker 5: something you've never seen before. 571 00:24:31,440 --> 00:24:33,800 Speaker 4: And it's shocking, isn't It's strange because I remember the 572 00:24:33,840 --> 00:24:36,600 Speaker 4: first video that went viral. It was the busseet Chance 573 00:24:37,640 --> 00:24:39,640 Speaker 4: and everybody loved you. And then and then after a while, 574 00:24:39,680 --> 00:24:41,160 Speaker 4: I was like, Okay, now she's doing too much. 575 00:24:41,280 --> 00:24:44,240 Speaker 5: Yeah, that's the crazy thing. Like even before Sis and 576 00:24:44,280 --> 00:24:48,040 Speaker 5: I got our own Instagram pages, like that's what I 577 00:24:48,080 --> 00:24:50,240 Speaker 5: don't like when people try to pit family against each 578 00:24:50,280 --> 00:24:54,480 Speaker 5: other or compare sisters, like we're two complete individuals. We 579 00:24:54,520 --> 00:24:56,680 Speaker 5: will not be the same. And if you go back 580 00:24:56,720 --> 00:24:59,240 Speaker 5: and watch performances within the group, I was still the 581 00:24:59,280 --> 00:25:01,119 Speaker 5: same passion it moving. 582 00:25:01,320 --> 00:25:07,200 Speaker 6: Oh there's some funny video. Yeah yeah, yeah yeah. 583 00:25:07,320 --> 00:25:10,040 Speaker 5: And before people would like praise that, and it seemed 584 00:25:10,080 --> 00:25:13,600 Speaker 5: like once I found confidence and my power within that, 585 00:25:13,880 --> 00:25:16,600 Speaker 5: people would then try to weaponize it because no one 586 00:25:16,640 --> 00:25:19,240 Speaker 5: ever likes to see a black woman be confident within ourselves. 587 00:25:20,359 --> 00:25:23,480 Speaker 5: Once you claim that it's a problem. 588 00:25:23,520 --> 00:25:25,800 Speaker 4: Speaking of pitting people against each other, the Internet. The 589 00:25:25,840 --> 00:25:29,600 Speaker 4: internetfl like Beyonce should have done more in regard to 590 00:25:29,680 --> 00:25:31,080 Speaker 4: promoting your album. 591 00:25:31,080 --> 00:25:32,400 Speaker 1: What do you What do you have to say about that? 592 00:25:32,640 --> 00:25:35,679 Speaker 5: I love b and she supported my sis and I 593 00:25:35,960 --> 00:25:38,640 Speaker 5: since we had our little locks on YouTube, so it's 594 00:25:38,720 --> 00:25:40,240 Speaker 5: all love over here. I love her. 595 00:25:40,640 --> 00:25:42,280 Speaker 3: Do you feel like the label could have supported more 596 00:25:42,440 --> 00:25:43,120 Speaker 3: and push more? 597 00:25:43,600 --> 00:25:46,399 Speaker 4: Because that's what nobody talking about. Everybody want to blame Beyonce. 598 00:25:46,480 --> 00:25:49,480 Speaker 4: Where was the label at? Well? 599 00:25:49,520 --> 00:25:51,600 Speaker 5: I feel like it's all politics. But this is what 600 00:25:51,640 --> 00:25:55,360 Speaker 5: I'll say. God's plan is always greater than any plan 601 00:25:55,400 --> 00:25:56,840 Speaker 5: I could come up with. And I'll tell you why. 602 00:25:58,280 --> 00:26:00,679 Speaker 5: I shot Swarm and Praise this last. I didn't know 603 00:26:00,680 --> 00:26:05,160 Speaker 5: when those were coming out. Swarm, you know whether it's 604 00:26:05,160 --> 00:26:08,040 Speaker 5: negative or positive. Everybody had my name in their mouth 605 00:26:08,080 --> 00:26:10,320 Speaker 5: maybe a week or and a half or two before 606 00:26:10,359 --> 00:26:14,600 Speaker 5: my album. Then I was able to use because praise 607 00:26:14,640 --> 00:26:17,240 Speaker 5: this is with universal shout out to will Packarantina Gordon, 608 00:26:17,320 --> 00:26:19,840 Speaker 5: I love them. I got to do this whole full 609 00:26:19,880 --> 00:26:22,240 Speaker 5: press junket, go on all these morning shows, going all 610 00:26:22,240 --> 00:26:25,840 Speaker 5: these talk shows, Jimmy Fallon, Drew Barrymore, all these great 611 00:26:25,880 --> 00:26:29,040 Speaker 5: things to talk about the movie. And because God is 612 00:26:29,080 --> 00:26:31,320 Speaker 5: so good, I was able to finesse that and also 613 00:26:31,359 --> 00:26:34,720 Speaker 5: promote my album. So I am grateful that I have 614 00:26:35,480 --> 00:26:40,320 Speaker 5: multiple avenues and multiple ways that I can make money 615 00:26:40,359 --> 00:26:43,640 Speaker 5: and promote myself. And it's hard, but I love it. 616 00:26:44,119 --> 00:26:47,800 Speaker 5: And because of that, that shows me that what God 617 00:26:47,840 --> 00:26:49,840 Speaker 5: has for me will be for me. And I think 618 00:26:49,840 --> 00:26:51,480 Speaker 5: that's what we all have to realize when we're fighting 619 00:26:51,480 --> 00:26:53,000 Speaker 5: for ourselves and fighting for a dream, that no one 620 00:26:53,040 --> 00:26:56,159 Speaker 5: can stop what God has for you. So and now 621 00:26:56,200 --> 00:26:58,880 Speaker 5: I'm on to sold out tour. Like, as much as 622 00:26:59,000 --> 00:26:59,919 Speaker 5: everyone was talking to. 623 00:27:00,480 --> 00:27:02,880 Speaker 3: You know, how did that make you feel? 624 00:27:02,880 --> 00:27:05,200 Speaker 2: Because I know you're on You watch your social media, 625 00:27:05,240 --> 00:27:06,840 Speaker 2: so I'm sure you've seen you trending. And they were 626 00:27:06,880 --> 00:27:09,600 Speaker 2: saying Beyonce didn't post it, and Beyonce didn't you know, 627 00:27:09,640 --> 00:27:11,400 Speaker 2: everybody's into this list, Like if it's your birthday, nobody 628 00:27:11,400 --> 00:27:12,879 Speaker 2: post your birthday. Is the same thing they said that 629 00:27:12,920 --> 00:27:15,399 Speaker 2: Beyonce didn't post it, and people were talking about how 630 00:27:15,400 --> 00:27:16,240 Speaker 2: did that make you feel? 631 00:27:16,680 --> 00:27:18,879 Speaker 5: Of course, when people talk anything negative about me, it's 632 00:27:18,920 --> 00:27:21,520 Speaker 5: going to hurt my feelings, but I was like, at 633 00:27:21,600 --> 00:27:24,080 Speaker 5: least they're talking, and at least people go listen to 634 00:27:24,119 --> 00:27:27,720 Speaker 5: the project. And as much as people try to bring 635 00:27:27,800 --> 00:27:30,840 Speaker 5: up numbers and things like that. I'm trending every other day. 636 00:27:31,119 --> 00:27:31,520 Speaker 1: Facts. 637 00:27:32,000 --> 00:27:35,040 Speaker 5: Marketing can't buy that, A label can't buy that. So 638 00:27:35,080 --> 00:27:37,720 Speaker 5: people care enough to constantly have my name in their mouth. 639 00:27:37,760 --> 00:27:41,239 Speaker 5: So I'm doing something right. And you know, if it 640 00:27:41,359 --> 00:27:44,119 Speaker 5: was real what people were saying, my tours wouldn't be 641 00:27:44,119 --> 00:27:46,359 Speaker 5: sold out, people wouldn't be singing word for word on 642 00:27:46,359 --> 00:27:48,680 Speaker 5: the album I just dropped a week and a half ago. 643 00:27:48,800 --> 00:27:52,439 Speaker 5: So that's what I have to switch my perspective to 644 00:27:53,040 --> 00:27:58,120 Speaker 5: instead of allowing others and people who aren't doing anything 645 00:27:58,240 --> 00:27:59,680 Speaker 5: with themselves or their lives. 646 00:28:00,200 --> 00:28:02,240 Speaker 4: Did my light And I told you it was a marathon, 647 00:28:02,359 --> 00:28:04,320 Speaker 4: not a sprint, Like you got great records on this album, 648 00:28:04,359 --> 00:28:07,160 Speaker 4: Like yeah, you could be platinum this time next year. 649 00:28:07,000 --> 00:28:07,600 Speaker 5: Like yeah, I don't know. 650 00:28:07,640 --> 00:28:08,199 Speaker 1: People don't know. 651 00:28:08,359 --> 00:28:10,920 Speaker 5: Yeah, like singles sometimes the biggest ones take like eight 652 00:28:10,960 --> 00:28:13,800 Speaker 5: months to pop off. And that's why I love you, 653 00:28:13,840 --> 00:28:17,560 Speaker 5: because your your love is real behind doors and behind 654 00:28:17,600 --> 00:28:19,760 Speaker 5: the cameras and stuff. Because when I saw that, I 655 00:28:19,800 --> 00:28:21,760 Speaker 5: was like, yeah, I don't want to be a flash 656 00:28:21,760 --> 00:28:24,720 Speaker 5: in the pan. I'm in this for the long haul. 657 00:28:25,119 --> 00:28:28,160 Speaker 5: Like you know, it's not my first project. The only 658 00:28:28,240 --> 00:28:34,400 Speaker 5: thing that did sting is because as technical and musical 659 00:28:34,480 --> 00:28:36,480 Speaker 5: that I am, I would be like in the studio, 660 00:28:36,600 --> 00:28:38,960 Speaker 5: like nights and nights on top of nights, not sleeping 661 00:28:39,040 --> 00:28:41,080 Speaker 5: like me and my female engineer shout out to her 662 00:28:41,360 --> 00:28:44,640 Speaker 5: women it's them, but we would just be there burning 663 00:28:44,640 --> 00:28:46,480 Speaker 5: the midnight oil. I would pay attention to the bpm 664 00:28:46,520 --> 00:28:48,760 Speaker 5: transitions and the key changes into the next song. And 665 00:28:48,800 --> 00:28:52,560 Speaker 5: it's truly a conceptual piece and body of work. So 666 00:28:53,800 --> 00:28:55,520 Speaker 5: when you put so much time into that as a 667 00:28:55,520 --> 00:28:58,760 Speaker 5: skilled musician who knows what they're talking about, when people 668 00:28:58,880 --> 00:29:01,480 Speaker 5: like will just to be mean, say Empire music or 669 00:29:01,520 --> 00:29:04,000 Speaker 5: things like that, it's like, well, maybe listen to the album. 670 00:29:04,600 --> 00:29:06,760 Speaker 1: Yeah, great album. I'm sure. 671 00:29:06,800 --> 00:29:10,600 Speaker 4: Also to Beyonce has done a lot for you. People 672 00:29:10,600 --> 00:29:13,080 Speaker 4: probably don't see everybody for so much stock in social media, 673 00:29:13,240 --> 00:29:15,360 Speaker 4: like you're here because of Beyonce. 674 00:29:15,160 --> 00:29:15,800 Speaker 1: In a lot of ways. 675 00:29:15,880 --> 00:29:19,480 Speaker 5: Yeah, Like we would sing all her songs on YouTube 676 00:29:19,560 --> 00:29:21,600 Speaker 5: and things like that. So it's funny. I've always loved 677 00:29:21,600 --> 00:29:22,680 Speaker 5: her since I was a little girl. 678 00:29:23,560 --> 00:29:26,520 Speaker 7: So you talked about stepping into your sexuality on the album, 679 00:29:26,560 --> 00:29:28,480 Speaker 7: and obviously we've been seeing it in the music videos 680 00:29:28,520 --> 00:29:31,920 Speaker 7: and stuff like that. But swarm that clip that was 681 00:29:31,920 --> 00:29:35,200 Speaker 7: trending on Twitter. It was people were making it sound 682 00:29:35,200 --> 00:29:36,440 Speaker 7: like I'm getting cross, like did you see? 683 00:29:36,480 --> 00:29:36,920 Speaker 6: Did you see? 684 00:29:37,000 --> 00:29:38,360 Speaker 5: I'm like, what I guess? 685 00:29:38,360 --> 00:29:40,160 Speaker 6: I go look at it and then I look and I'm. 686 00:29:40,040 --> 00:29:41,880 Speaker 5: Like, it's really not that. It's two seconds. 687 00:29:41,960 --> 00:29:42,920 Speaker 6: Yeah, it's really not that. 688 00:29:43,120 --> 00:29:45,560 Speaker 3: Yeah, Christ for Fall, but that's like ten minutes. 689 00:29:47,000 --> 00:29:52,200 Speaker 1: Okay, So this is man, y'all. Don't ever think about us, right, 690 00:29:52,200 --> 00:29:53,160 Speaker 1: I never think about. 691 00:29:52,920 --> 00:29:57,800 Speaker 5: Us because God is good, lessons are flowing. I'm an 692 00:29:57,800 --> 00:30:00,560 Speaker 5: actress as well, and what I love what about acting 693 00:30:00,640 --> 00:30:03,520 Speaker 5: is that I'm not Chloe whenever I'm playing that certain 694 00:30:03,600 --> 00:30:07,040 Speaker 5: character and shout out to Donald Glover, Jenny Neighbors, Dominique, 695 00:30:07,080 --> 00:30:09,800 Speaker 5: Fishback and Damson like we had the best time. And 696 00:30:09,800 --> 00:30:11,560 Speaker 5: when I was shooting on that set, I fell more 697 00:30:11,560 --> 00:30:14,600 Speaker 5: in love with acting. I barely wore makeup. Everything was 698 00:30:14,600 --> 00:30:19,600 Speaker 5: shot on film. In music, you win and thrive off 699 00:30:19,600 --> 00:30:23,080 Speaker 5: of being this image of perfection or whatnot, Like you 700 00:30:23,120 --> 00:30:25,280 Speaker 5: get clowned for messing up or tripping or falling on 701 00:30:25,360 --> 00:30:28,160 Speaker 5: stage or looking a hot mess on the carpet. But 702 00:30:28,320 --> 00:30:31,880 Speaker 5: with acting, that's where the beauty is, with all of 703 00:30:31,920 --> 00:30:35,120 Speaker 5: the flaws and you know the imperfections and things like that. 704 00:30:35,200 --> 00:30:38,080 Speaker 5: So I fell in love with the script. Now I 705 00:30:38,680 --> 00:30:41,120 Speaker 5: totally like, didn't even connect. Oh I have to do 706 00:30:41,160 --> 00:30:43,640 Speaker 5: a sex scene. I've never done a sex scene before, 707 00:30:43,640 --> 00:30:46,080 Speaker 5: and I was like, okay, well, I'm not the focus 708 00:30:46,080 --> 00:30:49,040 Speaker 5: of the scene. It's really about the shock value of 709 00:30:49,320 --> 00:30:52,080 Speaker 5: Dre and Khalid watching each other and like you see 710 00:30:52,120 --> 00:30:55,040 Speaker 5: the obsession between the sister's form at the beginning. 711 00:30:56,320 --> 00:30:57,360 Speaker 6: Was it awkward shooting? 712 00:30:57,680 --> 00:31:00,000 Speaker 5: No, you see me for two seconds in the mirror 713 00:31:00,520 --> 00:31:02,840 Speaker 5: and and you did not see titties. You did not 714 00:31:02,920 --> 00:31:07,040 Speaker 5: even see crack. You saw everything. You saw everything that 715 00:31:07,080 --> 00:31:10,160 Speaker 5: you see from me on stage, Like, let's keep it real. 716 00:31:10,200 --> 00:31:11,880 Speaker 2: Did you have to call like when you told your dad, 717 00:31:12,120 --> 00:31:14,800 Speaker 2: Hey dad, this is the scene or you know what? 718 00:31:15,320 --> 00:31:17,880 Speaker 2: How was that conversation The dad's still gonna be a 719 00:31:17,960 --> 00:31:20,600 Speaker 2: dad my daughter's I don't care for sure. 720 00:31:21,160 --> 00:31:23,000 Speaker 5: Yeah. I feel like dads will always look at their 721 00:31:23,040 --> 00:31:25,720 Speaker 5: little girls like they're still little, and that's totally fine. 722 00:31:25,920 --> 00:31:28,320 Speaker 5: I One thing I will say about my parents is 723 00:31:28,360 --> 00:31:30,360 Speaker 5: that they know this is our job. 724 00:31:30,600 --> 00:31:32,640 Speaker 2: And so what was it call you called that? Hey dad, 725 00:31:32,840 --> 00:31:34,680 Speaker 2: Hi daddy, how are you feeling shooting? 726 00:31:35,080 --> 00:31:35,600 Speaker 1: Did you shoot? 727 00:31:35,760 --> 00:31:35,840 Speaker 7: Go? 728 00:31:36,360 --> 00:31:38,280 Speaker 5: Okay, So it wasn't about the shoot. It was about 729 00:31:38,320 --> 00:31:41,280 Speaker 5: when I first got it, and you know when the 730 00:31:41,320 --> 00:31:43,800 Speaker 5: agents will call and be like congrats, da da da da. 731 00:31:43,880 --> 00:31:45,800 Speaker 5: And after I got it, I think my dad read 732 00:31:45,840 --> 00:31:48,280 Speaker 5: the script and he's like, oh okay, it's like yeah 733 00:31:49,360 --> 00:31:55,320 Speaker 5: he deleted twitter O. No, it was just me. I 734 00:31:55,320 --> 00:31:57,560 Speaker 5: had to hop on a flight right after I met 735 00:31:57,600 --> 00:31:57,880 Speaker 5: you the. 736 00:31:57,840 --> 00:31:59,800 Speaker 4: Inter And that doesn't realize how much more money they 737 00:31:59,840 --> 00:32:03,000 Speaker 4: make you because if a two seconds scene cause them 738 00:32:03,000 --> 00:32:05,160 Speaker 4: to lose their mind like that, all that's gonna make 739 00:32:05,160 --> 00:32:06,560 Speaker 4: other people say is, oh, we got to get clothe 740 00:32:06,600 --> 00:32:07,120 Speaker 4: in on movies. 741 00:32:07,360 --> 00:32:08,080 Speaker 1: You gotta get clothing. 742 00:32:08,120 --> 00:32:08,560 Speaker 5: God is good. 743 00:32:08,960 --> 00:32:10,560 Speaker 1: God got to get Cloe endorsement deals. 744 00:32:11,480 --> 00:32:13,880 Speaker 6: I like how you're said she. 745 00:32:15,640 --> 00:32:19,720 Speaker 7: When you say, like acting, you can be imperfect and 746 00:32:19,760 --> 00:32:21,880 Speaker 7: the music has to be perfect. Why can't you bring 747 00:32:21,920 --> 00:32:24,720 Speaker 7: the imperfections to the music because I think, like like 748 00:32:24,760 --> 00:32:26,800 Speaker 7: with dope about Cardi b is that you could hear 749 00:32:26,840 --> 00:32:28,480 Speaker 7: she's from the Bronx, you know what I mean? And 750 00:32:28,560 --> 00:32:31,800 Speaker 7: like the spanglish she uses sometimes like why can't it 751 00:32:31,800 --> 00:32:32,200 Speaker 7: be both? 752 00:32:32,400 --> 00:32:34,720 Speaker 5: Well, I do do both, but that's what people ridicule 753 00:32:34,800 --> 00:32:40,200 Speaker 5: me for, Yeah, being imperfect, not being the type of 754 00:32:40,280 --> 00:32:45,120 Speaker 5: image they want me to be. So people say they 755 00:32:45,120 --> 00:32:46,920 Speaker 5: want certain things, and then when you do it, that's 756 00:32:46,920 --> 00:32:48,000 Speaker 5: what they used to pick on you. 757 00:32:48,320 --> 00:32:50,480 Speaker 4: The weirdest thing is when people say things like, she 758 00:32:50,600 --> 00:32:52,640 Speaker 4: don't know who she is, she's not being herself. 759 00:32:52,640 --> 00:32:55,600 Speaker 1: You don't know her, thank you, you don't even know her. 760 00:32:55,680 --> 00:32:57,280 Speaker 5: I'm sure they'd like me if they meet me. I'm 761 00:32:57,280 --> 00:32:58,160 Speaker 5: a really nice person. 762 00:33:00,160 --> 00:33:02,120 Speaker 3: I wanted to ask you on a sold out tour? 763 00:33:02,440 --> 00:33:06,360 Speaker 2: Yeah, does that mean that you're not going to be 764 00:33:06,360 --> 00:33:07,960 Speaker 2: a special guest or that you are going to be 765 00:33:08,000 --> 00:33:10,160 Speaker 2: a special guest on somebody else's store coming up? 766 00:33:10,800 --> 00:33:15,040 Speaker 5: Well, I'm definitely. I'm definitely gonna see the show for sure, 767 00:33:15,360 --> 00:33:19,240 Speaker 5: and it's been exciting, like seeing what I've been doing 768 00:33:19,280 --> 00:33:23,120 Speaker 5: for myself. Like I've never headlined a solo tour ever 769 00:33:23,720 --> 00:33:25,080 Speaker 5: SIS and I never got to do it for On 770 00:33:25,120 --> 00:33:27,120 Speaker 5: Godly Hour because we were in the midst of a pandemic, 771 00:33:27,200 --> 00:33:30,000 Speaker 5: so I really didn't know what to expect going into it. 772 00:33:30,080 --> 00:33:32,240 Speaker 5: Like when I announced it, even before the album dropped, 773 00:33:32,280 --> 00:33:34,240 Speaker 5: I was a little nervous, like, wo people want to 774 00:33:34,280 --> 00:33:37,840 Speaker 5: come things like that? Every night, I'm like telling my 775 00:33:37,880 --> 00:33:39,400 Speaker 5: Godma and my team, I'm like, what do you see 776 00:33:39,440 --> 00:33:41,560 Speaker 5: out there? Like people out there like for some reason, 777 00:33:41,600 --> 00:33:43,480 Speaker 5: it doesn't click that people are there to see me 778 00:33:43,760 --> 00:33:46,520 Speaker 5: correct and it's sold out. And I think when you're 779 00:33:46,560 --> 00:33:50,040 Speaker 5: constantly used to people telling you otherwise, a part of you, 780 00:33:50,080 --> 00:33:51,920 Speaker 5: as much as you don't want to begins to believe it. 781 00:33:52,640 --> 00:33:55,000 Speaker 5: But then when I step out on that stage and 782 00:33:55,040 --> 00:33:57,640 Speaker 5: I see it and I hear it, it's not like 783 00:33:57,640 --> 00:34:00,800 Speaker 5: people are just watching me being quiet. They're singing the 784 00:34:00,840 --> 00:34:02,960 Speaker 5: words back to me. They're giving me that energy and 785 00:34:02,960 --> 00:34:06,239 Speaker 5: that love. You can't fake that, you can't buy that 786 00:34:06,400 --> 00:34:09,680 Speaker 5: and and make up numbers. You can't do that with that. 787 00:34:09,680 --> 00:34:12,719 Speaker 5: That's real. So as long as I'm connecting with the 788 00:34:12,719 --> 00:34:15,120 Speaker 5: ones who love me and I'm doing what makes me happy, 789 00:34:15,239 --> 00:34:16,800 Speaker 5: that's really all. Then that matters. 790 00:34:17,080 --> 00:34:18,680 Speaker 4: It was also okay to have your people say, don't 791 00:34:18,680 --> 00:34:21,399 Speaker 4: ask me no Beyonce questions. I love Beyonce and I'm 792 00:34:21,400 --> 00:34:23,279 Speaker 4: my own inthity a right, because I mean, I'm sure 793 00:34:23,640 --> 00:34:25,520 Speaker 4: Kelly Michelle, everybody's gone through that. 794 00:34:25,520 --> 00:34:28,600 Speaker 1: That is stitding next to that great person you called Beyonce. 795 00:34:28,840 --> 00:34:32,320 Speaker 7: Okay, yeah, I mean she is Beyonce. 796 00:34:32,440 --> 00:34:34,600 Speaker 5: Everybody wants to know about her. So I'm just like cool, 797 00:34:34,840 --> 00:34:37,000 Speaker 5: like I don't really look much into it. 798 00:34:37,280 --> 00:34:38,359 Speaker 1: Are you gonna be open enough for her? 799 00:34:42,920 --> 00:34:45,760 Speaker 5: About Beyonce my family. 800 00:34:47,760 --> 00:34:49,840 Speaker 1: Practice? Are you gonna be open enough for Beyonce? 801 00:34:51,719 --> 00:34:56,399 Speaker 5: I plead the fifth They don't o no, no, no, 802 00:34:56,400 --> 00:35:01,480 Speaker 5: no no. I'm nice and you're my family now I 803 00:35:01,520 --> 00:35:01,919 Speaker 5: do cuss. 804 00:35:02,000 --> 00:35:03,280 Speaker 1: Are you gonna be opening up for Beyonce? 805 00:35:05,640 --> 00:35:06,719 Speaker 5: I don't know? 806 00:35:10,080 --> 00:35:14,480 Speaker 3: Take that clip going no fucking questions beyond everywhere? 807 00:35:14,840 --> 00:35:15,520 Speaker 5: That would be great. 808 00:35:15,800 --> 00:35:18,080 Speaker 1: Now with all a critique you get from being. 809 00:35:18,040 --> 00:35:19,439 Speaker 2: By the way, she said, she didn't know, She didn't 810 00:35:19,440 --> 00:35:21,280 Speaker 2: say no, she said, she says, says she's not sorry. 811 00:35:21,280 --> 00:35:21,560 Speaker 1: We heard. 812 00:35:22,040 --> 00:35:23,600 Speaker 4: Just if all a critique you get from being a 813 00:35:23,640 --> 00:35:25,080 Speaker 4: music artist, does it make you just want to stay 814 00:35:25,120 --> 00:35:27,439 Speaker 4: in acting because of because of the freedom that you're 815 00:35:27,480 --> 00:35:28,080 Speaker 4: getting acting. 816 00:35:28,280 --> 00:35:33,040 Speaker 5: That's a really great question. And in this past week 817 00:35:34,800 --> 00:35:37,799 Speaker 5: that crossed my mind a few times and I got 818 00:35:37,840 --> 00:35:41,520 Speaker 5: over it like two three days ago. Really yeah, And 819 00:35:41,600 --> 00:35:48,280 Speaker 5: I was like, when people make you doubt, and especially 820 00:35:48,280 --> 00:35:51,799 Speaker 5: as creatives, we already doubt everything we do, so you 821 00:35:51,880 --> 00:35:54,439 Speaker 5: begin to think like, oh, well, maybe this isn't for me, 822 00:35:54,920 --> 00:35:58,319 Speaker 5: But then I would be going against the exact reason 823 00:35:58,360 --> 00:36:02,840 Speaker 5: why God put me here, So why like pray it away? 824 00:36:03,600 --> 00:36:10,040 Speaker 5: Never lessen yourself to please somebody else. And that's in everything, 825 00:36:10,719 --> 00:36:13,480 Speaker 5: not even just me, not people in the business, not, 826 00:36:14,000 --> 00:36:17,600 Speaker 5: it's with everything, And I think why I love Make 827 00:36:17,640 --> 00:36:20,160 Speaker 5: It Look Easy so much. I was in New York 828 00:36:20,400 --> 00:36:22,319 Speaker 5: a couple months ago, and this was when I was 829 00:36:22,360 --> 00:36:25,200 Speaker 5: like listening to the mixes and like, I'm so technical, 830 00:36:25,280 --> 00:36:27,360 Speaker 5: I will obsess over the two empty seconds at the 831 00:36:27,480 --> 00:36:30,040 Speaker 5: end when it comes to mastering. Anyways, I was listening 832 00:36:30,080 --> 00:36:33,920 Speaker 5: to it and I saw a single mom with her child. 833 00:36:34,280 --> 00:36:35,879 Speaker 5: I saw a man who kind of looked really sad 834 00:36:35,880 --> 00:36:37,520 Speaker 5: with his briefcase, and I saw a homeless man all 835 00:36:37,560 --> 00:36:39,080 Speaker 5: while like make it look easy, make it look easy, 836 00:36:39,160 --> 00:36:42,000 Speaker 5: make it look easy, was playing, And in that moment, 837 00:36:42,040 --> 00:36:45,879 Speaker 5: I said, Okay, I'm doing what I've been praying for. 838 00:36:46,120 --> 00:36:48,319 Speaker 5: That I healed through my music because it's bigger than me, 839 00:36:49,360 --> 00:36:51,600 Speaker 5: Like when I leave this world, I want my music 840 00:36:51,640 --> 00:36:54,000 Speaker 5: to make a difference when people come to me and 841 00:36:54,040 --> 00:36:56,960 Speaker 5: tell me because I'm open about my mental health journey 842 00:36:57,440 --> 00:37:00,520 Speaker 5: and you know how I was struggling with even still here, 843 00:37:00,680 --> 00:37:03,320 Speaker 5: they say that that saved them because they felt less alone. 844 00:37:03,960 --> 00:37:07,520 Speaker 5: So that on its own holds so much more weight 845 00:37:07,840 --> 00:37:11,759 Speaker 5: than anything you could ever put in comparison to that. 846 00:37:12,120 --> 00:37:14,880 Speaker 5: When you get stuff like that, numbers don't matter, awards 847 00:37:14,920 --> 00:37:17,239 Speaker 5: don't matter. I'm not doing it for that. I'm doing 848 00:37:17,239 --> 00:37:19,400 Speaker 5: it because it makes me happy. It's literally like my 849 00:37:19,520 --> 00:37:20,480 Speaker 5: favorite thing in the world. 850 00:37:21,200 --> 00:37:22,400 Speaker 3: Love that so well. 851 00:37:22,400 --> 00:37:25,000 Speaker 2: I I got to ask you about they're making me 852 00:37:25,120 --> 00:37:27,440 Speaker 2: ask about Iheartland. 853 00:37:27,680 --> 00:37:28,759 Speaker 5: Oh yes, Iheartland. 854 00:37:28,800 --> 00:37:29,520 Speaker 1: I don't know what that is. 855 00:37:31,080 --> 00:37:34,080 Speaker 5: I know I do, I do, I do. Shout out 856 00:37:34,120 --> 00:37:35,560 Speaker 5: to our heart, hut out to our heart. Thank y'all 857 00:37:35,560 --> 00:37:40,680 Speaker 5: for playing my songs, Thank you for me. I did 858 00:37:40,719 --> 00:37:44,080 Speaker 5: like a five song concert and it was amazing. I 859 00:37:44,080 --> 00:37:45,560 Speaker 5: got to do it in front of an audience like 860 00:37:45,560 --> 00:37:47,279 Speaker 5: one hundred and fifty people I think of like my 861 00:37:47,320 --> 00:37:49,919 Speaker 5: closest fans. And this was before the album even came out. 862 00:37:50,320 --> 00:37:51,880 Speaker 5: So it was the best. It was me with a 863 00:37:52,000 --> 00:37:55,520 Speaker 5: band and it was great. So I actually really love it. 864 00:37:55,520 --> 00:37:57,160 Speaker 5: It turned out really nice, to be honest. 865 00:37:57,600 --> 00:37:59,520 Speaker 2: So it is this Friday at seven pm. They haven't 866 00:37:59,520 --> 00:38:06,240 Speaker 2: told me where Charla it is my heart the metaverse, 867 00:38:08,719 --> 00:38:10,040 Speaker 2: you see, they didn't tell us much about it. They 868 00:38:10,040 --> 00:38:11,120 Speaker 2: just said, ask about I Heartland. 869 00:38:11,400 --> 00:38:13,960 Speaker 5: That's what following for you. 870 00:38:14,000 --> 00:38:17,560 Speaker 4: Oh iHeartRadio dot com slash I Heeartland. You know that's 871 00:38:17,760 --> 00:38:19,799 Speaker 4: that is heart radio dot com slas Heartland. I'm sorry 872 00:38:19,800 --> 00:38:20,440 Speaker 4: that such a journey. 873 00:38:20,600 --> 00:38:23,000 Speaker 6: You're good following for you you're talking about I don't 874 00:38:23,000 --> 00:38:24,400 Speaker 6: need a man. That's the interlew Right. 875 00:38:24,760 --> 00:38:27,319 Speaker 7: Yes, we're like, where were you at when you came 876 00:38:27,400 --> 00:38:31,200 Speaker 7: up with that? Okay, it happened, So that's not me speaking. 877 00:38:33,360 --> 00:38:38,000 Speaker 7: So it's my Godmom and I had my phone out. 878 00:38:38,080 --> 00:38:41,680 Speaker 7: She gotten and she's from the Caribbean. 879 00:38:42,320 --> 00:38:45,520 Speaker 3: Where islands you from? What island you're from? Godmom? 880 00:38:45,760 --> 00:38:46,800 Speaker 6: She covered her face. 881 00:38:47,360 --> 00:38:48,560 Speaker 5: She even hates the camera. 882 00:38:50,840 --> 00:38:56,160 Speaker 1: Oh, I was just was just there. I was there 883 00:38:56,200 --> 00:38:58,839 Speaker 1: two weeks ago. I loved it at a ball. 884 00:39:00,160 --> 00:39:03,040 Speaker 5: So we were in the car and God bless his soul, 885 00:39:03,080 --> 00:39:04,759 Speaker 5: he was really great. He got us there safely. The 886 00:39:04,840 --> 00:39:07,759 Speaker 5: driver from a shoot. He was opening up to us 887 00:39:07,760 --> 00:39:09,960 Speaker 5: about his love life, his personal love life. It was 888 00:39:09,960 --> 00:39:11,680 Speaker 5: me and my Godmama and my stylus in the car, 889 00:39:12,320 --> 00:39:16,560 Speaker 5: and so it started branching out, like the double standards 890 00:39:16,600 --> 00:39:21,200 Speaker 5: with men and women and things like that. So I 891 00:39:21,239 --> 00:39:23,080 Speaker 5: pulled out my phone to record the back and forth 892 00:39:23,080 --> 00:39:24,799 Speaker 5: because I wanted to send it to Halle and Joe 893 00:39:24,840 --> 00:39:26,960 Speaker 5: and Branson. And I was dying laughing. It's a ten 894 00:39:26,960 --> 00:39:30,200 Speaker 5: minute conversation. And this was when I was filming Praises 895 00:39:30,280 --> 00:39:32,520 Speaker 5: at the time, so I was in the studio with 896 00:39:32,640 --> 00:39:34,799 Speaker 5: Dream and I played it for him like the whole 897 00:39:34,840 --> 00:39:37,160 Speaker 5: ten minutes because we were just laughing about it. Shout 898 00:39:37,160 --> 00:39:39,520 Speaker 5: out to him, I love him, he's family, and he 899 00:39:39,640 --> 00:39:41,440 Speaker 5: was like, you need to make this into an interlude 900 00:39:41,480 --> 00:39:42,719 Speaker 5: or I'm gonna take it and do it. I was like, 901 00:39:42,760 --> 00:39:44,759 Speaker 5: you think so He's like, yes, like take a portion. 902 00:39:45,239 --> 00:39:47,640 Speaker 5: So then when I sent it to Halle, she said 903 00:39:47,640 --> 00:39:49,040 Speaker 5: the same thing, and I was like, God, are you 904 00:39:49,040 --> 00:39:52,839 Speaker 5: trying to tell me something? And there was this interlude 905 00:39:52,840 --> 00:39:55,719 Speaker 5: that I just had the hook on that I really 906 00:39:55,760 --> 00:39:57,840 Speaker 5: had nothing left else to say on it, and I 907 00:39:57,920 --> 00:40:00,040 Speaker 5: was like, Oh, I got it. That's it, because I 908 00:40:00,160 --> 00:40:02,920 Speaker 5: the juxtaposition of in the beginning it's like, yes, I'm 909 00:40:02,960 --> 00:40:06,040 Speaker 5: falling for you, I'm losing myself because of how much 910 00:40:06,080 --> 00:40:09,279 Speaker 5: I love you. But it's like it flips when you 911 00:40:09,280 --> 00:40:11,520 Speaker 5: hear her come and say, fuck that ship. I'm not 912 00:40:11,640 --> 00:40:14,680 Speaker 5: laying down and giving myself to a man just to 913 00:40:14,719 --> 00:40:18,239 Speaker 5: lose myself. So it really as a cancer because when 914 00:40:18,239 --> 00:40:20,480 Speaker 5: I'm in love, I give my all and I think 915 00:40:20,560 --> 00:40:23,120 Speaker 5: that's why I needed to be single this past year, 916 00:40:23,160 --> 00:40:25,000 Speaker 5: so I could put all of the attention and focus 917 00:40:25,080 --> 00:40:27,760 Speaker 5: on myself. So I love it so much. It even 918 00:40:27,920 --> 00:40:30,959 Speaker 5: starts off the tour at the top of the show. 919 00:40:31,440 --> 00:40:34,279 Speaker 2: I love it well, I'm I represent you God Mom. 920 00:40:34,320 --> 00:40:36,200 Speaker 2: And since we didn't get clearance for that record, we 921 00:40:36,280 --> 00:40:36,960 Speaker 2: need PC. 922 00:40:40,360 --> 00:40:42,200 Speaker 1: Did you voice? We need PC. 923 00:40:42,719 --> 00:40:44,400 Speaker 2: You need to take it to court or you know, 924 00:40:44,400 --> 00:40:46,640 Speaker 2: you can pay a sitiside whatever whatever you prefer. 925 00:40:47,160 --> 00:40:51,680 Speaker 7: Come on, Yeah, the record that you did with Missy Elliott. 926 00:40:51,719 --> 00:40:53,880 Speaker 7: Did you guys do that together? I want to know 927 00:40:53,920 --> 00:40:55,680 Speaker 7: what is it like working with Missy Elliott? 928 00:40:55,719 --> 00:40:59,120 Speaker 4: Another cancers and studio same birthday July first. 929 00:41:00,160 --> 00:41:06,200 Speaker 5: Okay, so first off saying because of her, it gave 930 00:41:06,239 --> 00:41:10,440 Speaker 5: me confidence as a black woman to produce and let 931 00:41:10,600 --> 00:41:14,000 Speaker 5: my nerd kind of fly in that way. So around 932 00:41:14,000 --> 00:41:18,160 Speaker 5: Grammy weekend, I got the call from Grammys and Harvey 933 00:41:18,200 --> 00:41:20,960 Speaker 5: Mason because he did the music for Praises, and they 934 00:41:20,960 --> 00:41:23,359 Speaker 5: were like, oh, we want you to honor Missy at 935 00:41:23,400 --> 00:41:27,080 Speaker 5: BMC Black Music Collective. I was like, are you kidding me? 936 00:41:27,200 --> 00:41:27,439 Speaker 4: Yes? 937 00:41:27,520 --> 00:41:29,200 Speaker 5: I love her, Like, out of all the tributes I've 938 00:41:29,239 --> 00:41:32,280 Speaker 5: ever done, this was the one and even her manager 939 00:41:32,280 --> 00:41:34,959 Speaker 5: Mona Scott. She said that I was on her wish 940 00:41:34,960 --> 00:41:36,640 Speaker 5: list of people, so it was a surprise that I 941 00:41:36,640 --> 00:41:39,359 Speaker 5: was supposed to be there. So I was already freaking out, 942 00:41:39,440 --> 00:41:41,160 Speaker 5: one because I knew I'd be singing in front of her, 943 00:41:41,160 --> 00:41:44,279 Speaker 5: and two to know that she even likes me and 944 00:41:44,320 --> 00:41:48,000 Speaker 5: knows of me. So I got out on that stage 945 00:41:48,000 --> 00:41:50,520 Speaker 5: and I saw her, I was like, oh my gosh. 946 00:41:50,560 --> 00:41:53,000 Speaker 5: And I sang one in a million and one minute man. 947 00:41:53,360 --> 00:41:55,359 Speaker 5: And after I got off that stage, I held her 948 00:41:55,400 --> 00:41:57,160 Speaker 5: so tight and I was like, thank you for everything 949 00:41:57,200 --> 00:42:02,799 Speaker 5: that you've done and inspired me with. And that was 950 00:42:02,800 --> 00:42:04,960 Speaker 5: when I was finishing the final mixes of my album. 951 00:42:05,160 --> 00:42:08,000 Speaker 5: And like two days later, I was listening to Toldia 952 00:42:08,560 --> 00:42:12,160 Speaker 5: and the beat is heavily inspired by her, as a 953 00:42:12,160 --> 00:42:15,640 Speaker 5: lot of the tracks on there are, and I looked 954 00:42:15,680 --> 00:42:17,480 Speaker 5: at my god mom, who's my manager? I was like, 955 00:42:18,000 --> 00:42:20,200 Speaker 5: what if we got Missy on Toldia? And she gave 956 00:42:20,239 --> 00:42:24,359 Speaker 5: me the eye. And then maybe a few hours later, 957 00:42:24,440 --> 00:42:26,439 Speaker 5: I got a text from a random number on my phone. 958 00:42:26,480 --> 00:42:29,120 Speaker 5: It was Missy and she was thanking me for the 959 00:42:29,200 --> 00:42:31,399 Speaker 5: tribute and how much she loves me and to keep 960 00:42:31,440 --> 00:42:34,759 Speaker 5: going and to keep God first and she does not 961 00:42:35,200 --> 00:42:38,399 Speaker 5: know how much her saying that coming from her meant 962 00:42:38,440 --> 00:42:42,279 Speaker 5: to me, and I got her verse super Bowl morning. 963 00:42:42,600 --> 00:42:45,479 Speaker 5: I literally cried out on the floor in the hotel room, 964 00:42:45,600 --> 00:42:49,600 Speaker 5: like for twenty minutes because for some reason, whenever I'm 965 00:42:49,600 --> 00:42:52,600 Speaker 5: like going through something, I like make high energy songs. 966 00:42:52,600 --> 00:42:54,239 Speaker 5: That's how I have mercy got started. It was like to 967 00:42:54,280 --> 00:42:55,880 Speaker 5: clap back at all the people saying I show my 968 00:42:55,880 --> 00:42:58,799 Speaker 5: ass too much and told youa I was in the 969 00:42:58,800 --> 00:43:01,919 Speaker 5: studio with Taran again was like, man, people are telling 970 00:43:01,920 --> 00:43:04,160 Speaker 5: me I can't do this, they're underestimating me. And he's like, 971 00:43:04,200 --> 00:43:06,359 Speaker 5: you know what, We're gonna tell those motherfuckers. So that's 972 00:43:06,400 --> 00:43:08,000 Speaker 5: why it's called I told you so. Even though it 973 00:43:08,000 --> 00:43:10,160 Speaker 5: sounds like from such a big place of confidence, it 974 00:43:10,239 --> 00:43:12,719 Speaker 5: really came from a place of feeling so small. So 975 00:43:13,040 --> 00:43:15,799 Speaker 5: with all of that being said, to have an icon 976 00:43:15,960 --> 00:43:19,200 Speaker 5: like her put her stamp of approval on a song 977 00:43:19,239 --> 00:43:20,920 Speaker 5: that I wrote because I felt like I wasn't good 978 00:43:21,000 --> 00:43:23,880 Speaker 5: enough to do this, that's that meant so much to me. 979 00:43:24,840 --> 00:43:27,399 Speaker 4: I've seen the change, Like there was a time where 980 00:43:27,440 --> 00:43:30,760 Speaker 4: it was still Chloe publicist talking points. 981 00:43:30,840 --> 00:43:34,080 Speaker 1: Yeah, you ripped that up in the last last month, 982 00:43:34,160 --> 00:43:35,439 Speaker 1: or so I've seen. Yeah, I've seen. 983 00:43:35,480 --> 00:43:38,160 Speaker 5: You're human. You Yeah, we're human like none of us 984 00:43:38,239 --> 00:43:41,600 Speaker 5: are perfect, and it's boring to act like we are. 985 00:43:42,120 --> 00:43:44,759 Speaker 3: So you want to you got another question? You want 986 00:43:44,800 --> 00:43:45,319 Speaker 3: to get into a joint? 987 00:43:45,360 --> 00:43:46,080 Speaker 1: Off anything else? 988 00:43:46,120 --> 00:43:48,279 Speaker 6: Now we can get into it. 989 00:43:48,360 --> 00:43:48,680 Speaker 1: Okay. 990 00:43:48,880 --> 00:43:50,480 Speaker 4: I just want to tell my cousin that, you know, 991 00:43:50,600 --> 00:43:53,239 Speaker 4: she knows our love her, and you know, I want 992 00:43:53,239 --> 00:43:55,120 Speaker 4: to tell you it's better if it's something my therapist 993 00:43:55,120 --> 00:43:58,839 Speaker 4: told me. Actually, it's better to be slandered than ignored, right, 994 00:43:58,920 --> 00:44:00,360 Speaker 4: and all anoise. 995 00:44:00,600 --> 00:44:02,839 Speaker 1: Is the price you pay for all of the good 996 00:44:02,880 --> 00:44:03,640 Speaker 1: you do in the world. 997 00:44:04,840 --> 00:44:05,480 Speaker 5: I love that. 998 00:44:06,080 --> 00:44:08,680 Speaker 1: Mm hmm, ain't downloaded? Don't know? 999 00:44:09,760 --> 00:44:10,239 Speaker 5: Shut up? 1000 00:44:10,280 --> 00:44:10,480 Speaker 3: Man? 1001 00:44:11,680 --> 00:44:14,360 Speaker 5: Did you did you download the album? 1002 00:44:14,520 --> 00:44:15,160 Speaker 3: I streamed it? 1003 00:44:16,200 --> 00:44:17,480 Speaker 5: Okay, So what was your favorite song? 1004 00:44:18,160 --> 00:44:20,799 Speaker 1: Good? Now you got them? Now you got it? 1005 00:44:21,200 --> 00:44:24,480 Speaker 5: You keep one of those the bus? Tell me your 1006 00:44:24,480 --> 00:44:25,000 Speaker 5: favorite song. 1007 00:44:25,600 --> 00:44:27,439 Speaker 2: I'm a DJ, So I played the records in the club? 1008 00:44:27,480 --> 00:44:28,960 Speaker 2: So which one the club? 1009 00:44:30,040 --> 00:44:32,880 Speaker 5: Which did you play from in pieces? Because have Mercy 1010 00:44:32,920 --> 00:44:33,600 Speaker 5: isn't on in pieces? 1011 00:44:33,600 --> 00:44:34,960 Speaker 3: It might be that. 1012 00:44:37,120 --> 00:44:40,880 Speaker 4: Yeah, yeah, Chloe, but I want to hear from the 1013 00:44:40,920 --> 00:44:44,799 Speaker 4: album right now. And even though I don't personally, you know, 1014 00:44:45,200 --> 00:44:47,359 Speaker 4: I love I love the song sonically, but I don't 1015 00:44:47,400 --> 00:44:49,520 Speaker 4: like what it stands for A cheap my future. 1016 00:44:49,960 --> 00:44:51,440 Speaker 1: Okay, that's because I think that's it. 1017 00:44:52,360 --> 00:44:53,319 Speaker 3: We're gonna get into it now. 1018 00:44:53,560 --> 00:44:56,080 Speaker 1: You are DJ. What you think is the hit by body? 1019 00:44:56,120 --> 00:44:56,759 Speaker 3: Do it? 1020 00:44:56,880 --> 00:44:58,799 Speaker 6: Got that energy? The weather is warm now? 1021 00:44:59,400 --> 00:45:04,040 Speaker 2: Both both both that's Chloe Bailey, ladies and gentlemen. 1022 00:45:03,719 --> 00:45:04,319 Speaker 3: Thank you for joining. 1023 00:45:04,400 --> 00:45:05,640 Speaker 5: Thank you guys, I love you. 1024 00:45:06,400 --> 00:45:09,839 Speaker 2: And it's the Breakfast Club is Chloe Bally one said, 1025 00:45:09,840 --> 00:45:11,319 Speaker 2: we gotta just do some for BT. 1026 00:45:11,600 --> 00:45:13,239 Speaker 3: Cool Hi, we. 1027 00:45:13,160 --> 00:45:15,319 Speaker 2: Got more with Chloe Bailey when we come back, Don't Move, 1028 00:45:15,360 --> 00:45:18,360 Speaker 2: It's the Breakfast Club on BT. We got more with 1029 00:45:18,440 --> 00:45:22,200 Speaker 2: Chloe Bailey. It's the Breakfast Club on BT. We got 1030 00:45:22,200 --> 00:45:24,760 Speaker 2: what when we come back? We got more with Chloe Bailly. 1031 00:45:24,800 --> 00:45:28,400 Speaker 2: It's the Breakfast Club on BT. Don't Move, Don't go 1032 00:45:28,640 --> 00:45:31,960 Speaker 2: anywhere Chloe Bailey when we come back on BT. 1033 00:45:32,400 --> 00:45:35,040 Speaker 3: That was Chloe Bailey on BT rumors on the way. 1034 00:45:35,239 --> 00:45:36,200 Speaker 3: Thank you so much, Thank you,