Speaker 1: What's up, guys, Welcome to the Tribe Chat. It's another
Speaker 1: wonderful episode with yours truly, Mela and Erica, especially for
Speaker 1: our Patreon because y'all hostes don't need to know all
Speaker 1: of our business. I know.
Speaker 2: This is like our our intimate little group chat. So
Speaker 2: come close, come hither, Come sit around the fireplace of
Speaker 2: good moms, put up your pillows.
Speaker 1: In your chairs. Yes, it's just this is just for you, baby.
Speaker 2: This is not for mass consumption.
Speaker 1: Thank god, because i I'm over being mass consumed. It's
Speaker 1: a lot. It's a lot.
Speaker 2: Some people really love that shit, though, I like, I
Speaker 2: think of a few of my friends that are in
Speaker 2: the space that fucking won't shut the fuck up.
Speaker 1: Like they could podcast forever.
Speaker 2: They could have twenty two podcasts, and I'm like, how
Speaker 2: how does one talk so much and share so much?
Speaker 1: I know, it is a lot. And even like even
Speaker 1: podcasting with Orlando, I see where I'm like, here, you
Speaker 1: go ahead, baby, just take the reins. You talk, you
Speaker 1: talk your little head off, and I'm just there. We're like,
Speaker 1: But then I hear myself when he's editing, and I'm like,
Speaker 1: I'm talking a lot, how But talking takes a lot
Speaker 1: of energy. I've realized that it makes me. I mean,
Speaker 1: I don't know if it's just hard work in general,
Speaker 1: because we're talking to people, but in general, I'm like,
Speaker 1: you know how people get touched out, like moms get
Speaker 1: touched out. I'm talked out. I don't wanna talk. I
Speaker 1: have some invite me to the birthday party yesterday, and
Speaker 1: I was supposed to go to town, and then I did it,
Speaker 1: and I thought for one second, like should I go
Speaker 1: to the party, and I was like, absolutely not. No.
Speaker 1: I thought about sitting at a table with people, and
Speaker 1: I was like, cool, yeah, no, I feel you. I
Speaker 1: feel you.
Speaker 2: The talking is can be a lot, but I talk
Speaker 2: a lot in my head all day too, so it's
Speaker 2: like a never ending dialogue that's going on, which is
Speaker 2: why it's even more annoying and stressful.
Speaker 1: Let's talk about the talking in our heads, because I
Speaker 1: think that not enough people talk about the dialogue that's
Speaker 1: going on in our heads. And sometimes we're having conversations
Speaker 1: with in our heads, and I don't even think people
Speaker 1: are realizing that they're doing it. Oh yeah, no, I
Speaker 1: mean literally, even like sitting here listening to I probably
Speaker 1: was talking in my head right now. I was. I
Speaker 1: don't know what I said, but you have to be
Speaker 1: conscious of that, because you know, I noticed too a
Speaker 1: lot of times the talking in your head is negative stuff.
Speaker 2: Oh nine times out of ten. Let's be honest, when
Speaker 2: was the last time you were in your head like
Speaker 2: you're so amazing, You're did such a great job today.
Speaker 2: She likes you so much, Like, see you're looking at you.
Speaker 2: She loves you. She can't wait to talk to you.
Speaker 2: Look at your fucking You're just a bitch, You're a
Speaker 2: bomb bitch. Look at these nails, they look so great.
Speaker 1: See that face. She just made it to you. It's
Speaker 1: because she's thinking. She's daydreaming about how much she loves you.
Speaker 2: Everything's getting done, the work is getting done, your kids
Speaker 2: are happy, you're a good mom. Like these are not
Speaker 2: These are not conversations that everything is opposite, Like, oh
Speaker 2: my god, nothing got done. She fucking hates me. The
Speaker 2: work is over, the work is done, My kids hate me.
Speaker 2: God I didn't do that. Thank God, I didn't do this.
Speaker 1: Thank God.
Speaker 2: He's such a fucking asshole. I should have cursed him out. Damn,
Speaker 2: we should have sent that diabolical email.
Speaker 1: Fuck why didn't we send the door of em I'm
Speaker 1: still really mad about speaking of gospel and God so
Speaker 1: ever so present in her life, pouring the blessings on us.
Speaker 1: You know, I was gonna tell the Patreon people, the
Speaker 1: Tribe of the Tribe, the Tribe chat about my epic
Speaker 1: and to Lingham experience after the sex party. But you know,
Speaker 1: I wanted to tell you that I was trying to
Speaker 1: elaborate on my story and you didn't really seem interested
Speaker 1: in it. Kind of hurt my feelings. What why this
Speaker 1: can't be it? Why the fuck are you laughing.
Speaker 2: The same reason Orlando's laughing in the other room.
Speaker 1: What the fuck are you laughing? No one takes No
Speaker 1: one takes my feeling seriously, What the fuck are you
Speaker 1: laughing at? I'm sorry?
Speaker 2: What more information did you want me to know about
Speaker 2: your experience?
Speaker 1: An epic tooling of experience? And you know, I told
Speaker 1: my friend and I just told her quickly on the
Speaker 1: phone because she was on a date or something, and
Speaker 1: it's did like a good time. And then I saw
Speaker 1: we were on the phone for like a good ten minutes.
Speaker 1: I don't know how much more detail you could give me.
Speaker 2: Anyway, I went to her house and I feel like
Speaker 2: I was really receptive and proud of you and happy
Speaker 2: for you then, so much so that I shared it
Speaker 2: with my partner and said, how do you feel about this?
Speaker 1: What did he say?
Speaker 2: He said, Tune into next episode to find out what
Speaker 2: he said.
Speaker 1: That's don't don't get any don't get any ideas. Is
Speaker 1: that what he said?
Speaker 2: No, that's not what he said.
Speaker 1: Yeah, well, I came to her house to tell her more.
Speaker 1: To tell her it.
Speaker 2: Came specifically to my house to tell me more.
Speaker 1: We had something else to do. But that was the motivation. Yeah.
Speaker 1: I was like, it's fine because I didn't see her
Speaker 1: in person to tell these important details, and I was
Speaker 1: floating on cloud nine. I'm actually still floating on cloud nine.
Speaker 1: It still hasn't worn off. The life force energy is high.
Speaker 1: This is a big thing. And I was like, you don't.
Speaker 1: I was like, let me finish telling you, and she's like,
Speaker 1: you didn't tell me everything already, and I was like, no,
Speaker 1: I did it, okay, so tell me more, don't you
Speaker 1: see my joy? No, I don't want to tell you anymore.
Speaker 1: I'm telling what the fuck do it separate being? But
Speaker 1: I think you even told me more than I did.
Speaker 1: But I noticed that you didn't really want to hear
Speaker 1: about it, so I didn't tell you everything. I'm sorry.
Speaker 1: Now I gotta tell somebody I was gonna forget. Sorry.
Speaker 2: Maybe my mind wasn't in the space to receive more
Speaker 2: information about your two lingam.
Speaker 1: Is it because you're not it's just because you're celibate?
Speaker 2: Maybe probably Yeah, I'm not getting any dicks, so you're
Speaker 2: getting two at once, So fuck that. I mean, that
Speaker 2: wasn't really the mindset at all, But maybe it maybe
Speaker 2: subconsciously my brain shut off, Like you can't access this
Speaker 2: information because you might go crazy.
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