1 00:00:27,360 --> 00:00:30,880 Speaker 1: What's up, guys, Welcome to the Tribe Chat. It's another 2 00:00:31,080 --> 00:00:38,640 Speaker 1: wonderful episode with yours truly, Mela and Erica, especially for 3 00:00:38,720 --> 00:00:41,919 Speaker 1: our Patreon because y'all hostes don't need to know all 4 00:00:41,960 --> 00:00:42,919 Speaker 1: of our business. I know. 5 00:00:42,960 --> 00:00:45,559 Speaker 2: This is like our our intimate little group chat. So 6 00:00:45,640 --> 00:00:49,920 Speaker 2: come close, come hither, Come sit around the fireplace of 7 00:00:49,920 --> 00:00:52,400 Speaker 2: good moms, put up your pillows. 8 00:00:52,000 --> 00:00:54,920 Speaker 1: In your chairs. Yes, it's just this is just for you, baby. 9 00:00:55,120 --> 00:00:57,680 Speaker 2: This is not for mass consumption. 10 00:00:58,840 --> 00:01:03,080 Speaker 1: Thank god, because i I'm over being mass consumed. It's 11 00:01:03,080 --> 00:01:04,399 Speaker 1: a lot. It's a lot. 12 00:01:04,720 --> 00:01:07,240 Speaker 2: Some people really love that shit, though, I like, I 13 00:01:07,240 --> 00:01:08,640 Speaker 2: think of a few of my friends that are in 14 00:01:08,640 --> 00:01:10,759 Speaker 2: the space that fucking won't shut the fuck up. 15 00:01:10,840 --> 00:01:13,160 Speaker 1: Like they could podcast forever. 16 00:01:13,520 --> 00:01:17,119 Speaker 2: They could have twenty two podcasts, and I'm like, how 17 00:01:17,560 --> 00:01:21,800 Speaker 2: how does one talk so much and share so much? 18 00:01:22,520 --> 00:01:24,880 Speaker 1: I know, it is a lot. And even like even 19 00:01:24,880 --> 00:01:28,160 Speaker 1: podcasting with Orlando, I see where I'm like, here, you 20 00:01:28,200 --> 00:01:30,880 Speaker 1: go ahead, baby, just take the reins. You talk, you 21 00:01:30,959 --> 00:01:34,039 Speaker 1: talk your little head off, and I'm just there. We're like, 22 00:01:35,280 --> 00:01:37,240 Speaker 1: But then I hear myself when he's editing, and I'm like, 23 00:01:37,400 --> 00:01:41,039 Speaker 1: I'm talking a lot, how But talking takes a lot 24 00:01:41,080 --> 00:01:44,360 Speaker 1: of energy. I've realized that it makes me. I mean, 25 00:01:44,440 --> 00:01:45,960 Speaker 1: I don't know if it's just hard work in general, 26 00:01:46,000 --> 00:01:48,120 Speaker 1: because we're talking to people, but in general, I'm like, 27 00:01:49,000 --> 00:01:51,000 Speaker 1: you know how people get touched out, like moms get 28 00:01:51,040 --> 00:01:55,800 Speaker 1: touched out. I'm talked out. I don't wanna talk. I 29 00:01:55,840 --> 00:01:58,840 Speaker 1: have some invite me to the birthday party yesterday, and 30 00:01:58,920 --> 00:02:00,640 Speaker 1: I was supposed to go to town, and then I did it, 31 00:02:00,680 --> 00:02:02,600 Speaker 1: and I thought for one second, like should I go 32 00:02:02,600 --> 00:02:06,520 Speaker 1: to the party, and I was like, absolutely not. No. 33 00:02:06,800 --> 00:02:08,640 Speaker 1: I thought about sitting at a table with people, and 34 00:02:08,680 --> 00:02:13,760 Speaker 1: I was like, cool, yeah, no, I feel you. I 35 00:02:13,800 --> 00:02:14,280 Speaker 1: feel you. 36 00:02:14,520 --> 00:02:17,160 Speaker 2: The talking is can be a lot, but I talk 37 00:02:17,200 --> 00:02:19,480 Speaker 2: a lot in my head all day too, so it's 38 00:02:19,520 --> 00:02:21,680 Speaker 2: like a never ending dialogue that's going on, which is 39 00:02:21,680 --> 00:02:24,120 Speaker 2: why it's even more annoying and stressful. 40 00:02:24,760 --> 00:02:27,440 Speaker 1: Let's talk about the talking in our heads, because I 41 00:02:27,480 --> 00:02:31,680 Speaker 1: think that not enough people talk about the dialogue that's 42 00:02:31,760 --> 00:02:34,560 Speaker 1: going on in our heads. And sometimes we're having conversations 43 00:02:34,560 --> 00:02:36,400 Speaker 1: with in our heads, and I don't even think people 44 00:02:36,400 --> 00:02:39,000 Speaker 1: are realizing that they're doing it. Oh yeah, no, I 45 00:02:39,040 --> 00:02:42,400 Speaker 1: mean literally, even like sitting here listening to I probably 46 00:02:42,480 --> 00:02:45,400 Speaker 1: was talking in my head right now. I was. I 47 00:02:45,400 --> 00:02:47,800 Speaker 1: don't know what I said, but you have to be 48 00:02:47,800 --> 00:02:49,400 Speaker 1: conscious of that, because you know, I noticed too a 49 00:02:49,400 --> 00:02:52,320 Speaker 1: lot of times the talking in your head is negative stuff. 50 00:02:52,639 --> 00:02:56,160 Speaker 2: Oh nine times out of ten. Let's be honest, when 51 00:02:56,160 --> 00:02:57,520 Speaker 2: was the last time you were in your head like 52 00:02:58,040 --> 00:03:00,160 Speaker 2: you're so amazing, You're did such a great job today. 53 00:03:00,360 --> 00:03:03,760 Speaker 2: She likes you so much, Like, see you're looking at you. 54 00:03:03,840 --> 00:03:05,360 Speaker 2: She loves you. She can't wait to talk to you. 55 00:03:05,400 --> 00:03:07,600 Speaker 2: Look at your fucking You're just a bitch, You're a 56 00:03:07,680 --> 00:03:09,680 Speaker 2: bomb bitch. Look at these nails, they look so great. 57 00:03:09,720 --> 00:03:10,880 Speaker 1: See that face. She just made it to you. It's 58 00:03:10,880 --> 00:03:13,120 Speaker 1: because she's thinking. She's daydreaming about how much she loves you. 59 00:03:13,240 --> 00:03:15,840 Speaker 2: Everything's getting done, the work is getting done, your kids 60 00:03:15,840 --> 00:03:17,800 Speaker 2: are happy, you're a good mom. Like these are not 61 00:03:18,080 --> 00:03:20,760 Speaker 2: These are not conversations that everything is opposite, Like, oh 62 00:03:20,800 --> 00:03:23,000 Speaker 2: my god, nothing got done. She fucking hates me. The 63 00:03:23,000 --> 00:03:25,680 Speaker 2: work is over, the work is done, My kids hate me. 64 00:03:26,000 --> 00:03:27,920 Speaker 2: God I didn't do that. Thank God, I didn't do this. 65 00:03:27,919 --> 00:03:28,280 Speaker 1: Thank God. 66 00:03:28,280 --> 00:03:30,680 Speaker 2: He's such a fucking asshole. I should have cursed him out. Damn, 67 00:03:30,720 --> 00:03:32,280 Speaker 2: we should have sent that diabolical email. 68 00:03:32,480 --> 00:03:36,880 Speaker 1: Fuck why didn't we send the door of em I'm 69 00:03:37,000 --> 00:03:40,680 Speaker 1: still really mad about speaking of gospel and God so 70 00:03:40,800 --> 00:03:44,560 Speaker 1: ever so present in her life, pouring the blessings on us. 71 00:03:45,000 --> 00:03:47,680 Speaker 1: You know, I was gonna tell the Patreon people, the 72 00:03:49,160 --> 00:03:54,480 Speaker 1: Tribe of the Tribe, the Tribe chat about my epic 73 00:03:55,840 --> 00:04:00,760 Speaker 1: and to Lingham experience after the sex party. But you know, 74 00:04:00,840 --> 00:04:02,920 Speaker 1: I wanted to tell you that I was trying to 75 00:04:02,920 --> 00:04:05,760 Speaker 1: elaborate on my story and you didn't really seem interested 76 00:04:05,800 --> 00:04:13,600 Speaker 1: in it. Kind of hurt my feelings. What why this 77 00:04:13,640 --> 00:04:20,040 Speaker 1: can't be it? Why the fuck are you laughing. 78 00:04:21,320 --> 00:04:23,360 Speaker 2: The same reason Orlando's laughing in the other room. 79 00:04:23,560 --> 00:04:26,279 Speaker 1: What the fuck are you laughing? No one takes No 80 00:04:26,320 --> 00:04:29,599 Speaker 1: one takes my feeling seriously, What the fuck are you 81 00:04:29,680 --> 00:04:32,960 Speaker 1: laughing at? I'm sorry? 82 00:04:33,360 --> 00:04:35,920 Speaker 2: What more information did you want me to know about 83 00:04:35,920 --> 00:04:36,440 Speaker 2: your experience? 84 00:04:37,240 --> 00:04:40,840 Speaker 1: An epic tooling of experience? And you know, I told 85 00:04:40,880 --> 00:04:42,120 Speaker 1: my friend and I just told her quickly on the 86 00:04:42,120 --> 00:04:43,719 Speaker 1: phone because she was on a date or something, and 87 00:04:43,960 --> 00:04:45,760 Speaker 1: it's did like a good time. And then I saw 88 00:04:45,920 --> 00:04:47,760 Speaker 1: we were on the phone for like a good ten minutes. 89 00:04:47,800 --> 00:04:50,040 Speaker 1: I don't know how much more detail you could give me. 90 00:04:50,400 --> 00:04:51,800 Speaker 2: Anyway, I went to her house and I feel like 91 00:04:51,839 --> 00:04:53,960 Speaker 2: I was really receptive and proud of you and happy 92 00:04:54,000 --> 00:04:56,359 Speaker 2: for you then, so much so that I shared it 93 00:04:56,360 --> 00:04:59,000 Speaker 2: with my partner and said, how do you feel about this? 94 00:05:00,480 --> 00:05:05,120 Speaker 1: What did he say? 95 00:05:07,000 --> 00:05:10,479 Speaker 2: He said, Tune into next episode to find out what 96 00:05:10,520 --> 00:05:10,960 Speaker 2: he said. 97 00:05:12,120 --> 00:05:14,479 Speaker 1: That's don't don't get any don't get any ideas. Is 98 00:05:14,480 --> 00:05:14,960 Speaker 1: that what he said? 99 00:05:15,320 --> 00:05:16,159 Speaker 2: No, that's not what he said. 100 00:05:17,640 --> 00:05:19,680 Speaker 1: Yeah, well, I came to her house to tell her more. 101 00:05:19,960 --> 00:05:20,880 Speaker 1: To tell her it. 102 00:05:20,800 --> 00:05:22,680 Speaker 2: Came specifically to my house to tell me more. 103 00:05:22,720 --> 00:05:25,479 Speaker 1: We had something else to do. But that was the motivation. Yeah. 104 00:05:25,520 --> 00:05:27,120 Speaker 1: I was like, it's fine because I didn't see her 105 00:05:27,160 --> 00:05:30,560 Speaker 1: in person to tell these important details, and I was 106 00:05:30,560 --> 00:05:33,040 Speaker 1: floating on cloud nine. I'm actually still floating on cloud nine. 107 00:05:33,080 --> 00:05:35,440 Speaker 1: It still hasn't worn off. The life force energy is high. 108 00:05:35,440 --> 00:05:38,040 Speaker 1: This is a big thing. And I was like, you don't. 109 00:05:38,160 --> 00:05:39,600 Speaker 1: I was like, let me finish telling you, and she's like, 110 00:05:39,600 --> 00:05:43,920 Speaker 1: you didn't tell me everything already, and I was like, no, 111 00:05:45,600 --> 00:05:47,320 Speaker 1: I did it, okay, so tell me more, don't you 112 00:05:47,360 --> 00:05:49,200 Speaker 1: see my joy? No, I don't want to tell you anymore. 113 00:05:49,200 --> 00:05:53,960 Speaker 1: I'm telling what the fuck do it separate being? But 114 00:05:54,000 --> 00:05:56,640 Speaker 1: I think you even told me more than I did. 115 00:05:56,720 --> 00:05:58,080 Speaker 1: But I noticed that you didn't really want to hear 116 00:05:58,080 --> 00:06:00,720 Speaker 1: about it, so I didn't tell you everything. I'm sorry. 117 00:06:00,760 --> 00:06:02,880 Speaker 1: Now I gotta tell somebody I was gonna forget. Sorry. 118 00:06:02,920 --> 00:06:05,680 Speaker 2: Maybe my mind wasn't in the space to receive more 119 00:06:05,680 --> 00:06:07,200 Speaker 2: information about your two lingam. 120 00:06:07,960 --> 00:06:09,640 Speaker 1: Is it because you're not it's just because you're celibate? 121 00:06:10,320 --> 00:06:12,720 Speaker 2: Maybe probably Yeah, I'm not getting any dicks, so you're 122 00:06:12,760 --> 00:06:15,560 Speaker 2: getting two at once, So fuck that. I mean, that 123 00:06:15,600 --> 00:06:18,600 Speaker 2: wasn't really the mindset at all, But maybe it maybe 124 00:06:18,960 --> 00:06:22,040 Speaker 2: subconsciously my brain shut off, Like you can't access this 125 00:06:22,120 --> 00:06:24,520 Speaker 2: information because you might go crazy. 126 00:06:26,800 --> 00:06:30,560 Speaker 1: To hear this entire episode, you gotta join the Tribe. 127 00:06:30,640 --> 00:06:33,599 Speaker 1: Chat over on Patreon. 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