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Speaker 1: About rapper Tyree Gipson.

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Speaker 2: I don't do it.

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Speaker 1: You gotta let me. But you gotta let me. You know,

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Speaker 1: I'm a profession so you gotta let me. You gotta

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Speaker 1: let me do what I do. Please do and respect

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Speaker 1: respect my space because that's public. I believe that it's

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Speaker 1: okay to speak about that.

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Speaker 2: I don't come on, tell me why because it ain't

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Speaker 2: none of your business. And they didn't ask you to

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Speaker 2: have an opinion about their life. And everybody navigating through

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Speaker 2: the so it's hard life.

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Speaker 1: It's hard, but it's not their life in particular. I

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Speaker 1: believe everything is pasted down.

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Speaker 2: That are things, and you can only ask me about yourself.

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Speaker 2: You can't do hypotheticals, possibilities. You can't talk to me

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Speaker 2: about your sister or your cousin or your mom. It's

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Speaker 2: about you.

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Speaker 1: It's impossible to be all about me and talk to you,

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Speaker 1: and then we can't have a conversation about the things

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Speaker 1: that's being displayed.

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Speaker 2: People can, But I find something else to do personally,

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Speaker 2: like what like mind my business because I got my

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Speaker 2: own and they didn't ask me nothing.

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Speaker 1: So so, but don't you do healing? So how you're

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Speaker 1: helping people when this is a public situation that we're

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Speaker 1: speaking to.

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Speaker 2: I've lived through some of how people will take your

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Speaker 2: name and take your situation and have an opinion and

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Speaker 2: talk the most about the that they know the least

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Speaker 2: about and drag you and you will be all through

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Speaker 2: the headlines with your pain and your shame, and they

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Speaker 2: take a little bit of truth and a whole lot

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Speaker 2: of lie and you'll be conversation. So I just don't

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Speaker 2: mention people.

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Speaker 1: That's why you hear me say ty Reese in specific,

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Speaker 1: who's been.

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Speaker 2: On who gave it to the internet?

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Speaker 1: Right, That's what I'm saying. When you sitting next to

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Speaker 1: a high this is high level game, I'm talking about it,

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Speaker 1: and I'm the highest. This is the end of the

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Speaker 1: bosses on the game, like when you done beat everybody else.

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Speaker 1: Far as game being applied, I'm playing major game is

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Speaker 1: being applied. It seemed like your only experience with conversations

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Speaker 1: surrounding turmoil has been bullsh very true. There's building happening

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Speaker 1: next to this, next, there's building happening in real time

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Speaker 1: next to people going through these things. That's picking up

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Speaker 1: a podcast and saying your perspective changed my life, and.

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Speaker 2: That's how I feel and that's why I want to

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Speaker 2: reach it.

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Speaker 1: But but see you don't. Sometimes you don't got their luxury.

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Speaker 1: Sometimes you ain't in that position and they ain't in

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Speaker 1: that position. Sometimes you got to give it to the world.

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Speaker 1: This is the problem I had when when one of

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Speaker 1: these podcast guys was speaking of Rick Ross and Meek

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Speaker 1: Mill and all these guys. I'm saying, listen respectfully to

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Speaker 1: your position, but get it. Get a solution to the world.

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Speaker 1: Get a solution to the world. Don't be so selfish. Well,

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Speaker 1: don't be so selfish. What it's got to be in

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Speaker 1: my face for me to bless the building. I'm blessing

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Speaker 1: everybody in the sound of my voice.

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Speaker 2: When you have been shown the door, and if you

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Speaker 2: choose to overstay your welcome after you've been shown the door.

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Speaker 2: But your love is very much necessary. But I don't

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Speaker 2: have to be my last serious circumstance. I wasn't in

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Speaker 2: love with that mass. I respected him because I can

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Speaker 2: suck and feed and be there and be a confidante

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Speaker 2: and assist. And I don't have to be in love

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Speaker 2: with you. But the moment that I smell yo, and

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Speaker 2: you start doing that, now you affecting my respect. Level,

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Speaker 2: and I can't do this and respect you, yes, the

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Speaker 2: desire for me, This is where I'm runna bley at.

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Speaker 2: I've always sought a protector, so I'm learning how to

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Speaker 2: keep myself safe. And as I learned how to keep

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Speaker 2: myself safe, I identify danger differently because danger used to

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Speaker 2: look like six flags and mother red flags because it's

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Speaker 2: safe over here, teeth. I put the whole family at

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Speaker 2: jeopardy when I start to lose respect for you, ready

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Speaker 2: to exchange loves? What cost you something? But you can

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Speaker 2: have all the love that you want to have and

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Speaker 2: I give it to nobody. But the moment that you

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Speaker 2: begin to activate in exchanging of it, that's when it

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Speaker 2: costs you. That's when it's currency. Beloved by yourself. Love

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Speaker 2: is free, It's to be like it's a resources. It's

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Speaker 2: a natural resource. Yeah, like water. What you did with

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Speaker 2: that water? You piss in and you spit it, and

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Speaker 2: you wash your face with it, You take care of it,

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Speaker 2: you use it, you filter it, you nurse your body

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Speaker 2: with it. And what you do with your love, where

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Speaker 2: you put it at, where you give it to it's

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Speaker 2: on you. What you do with your money, you make

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Speaker 2: your money, make more money, you treat your dollars like soldiers.

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Speaker 2: And if your soldiers ain't now recruiting more soldiers, your

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Speaker 2: army dying. It is that how you treat your dollars.

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Speaker 2: Of what you're doing, you just come off.

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Speaker 1: On some goofy niggas want to move me to death, exactly,

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Speaker 1: my man, Lord, my man, both loans old loan, new loom. Okay, okay, okay,

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Speaker 1: it's up there and stuck that nigga when it's up there, man,

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Speaker 1: it's stuck there. Shut up.

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Speaker 2: Like I don't want somebody that is I don't want

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Speaker 2: somebody that is like dominating to the capacity of abuse.

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Speaker 1: That's the thing for sure.

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Speaker 2: You gotta watch how you talk to me. You gotta

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Speaker 2: talk like I don't. I don't want.

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Speaker 1: But you handle soul. You you you sould you dig

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Speaker 1: it ain't any vibration. But you also got the bitch spirits.

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Speaker 1: Not you. But I'm saying in women, there's there's this.

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Speaker 1: You got the bitch spirit. Sometimes a nigga can't. Then

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Speaker 1: a nigga take a bitch spirit and he pulled out

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Speaker 1: a nigga spirit.

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Speaker 2: Here's the thing, And this is why I say sometimes

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Speaker 2: I don't it's not something that I activate in continuously,

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Speaker 2: like I believe, Like, if I know that my man

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Speaker 2: is upset, I don't yell like I'm not about to.

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Speaker 2: I don't have match your energy energy that's what. Yeah,

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Speaker 2: I don't have that. I don't have that. I try

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Speaker 2: not to deal with people that I gotta have match

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Speaker 2: your energy energy with However, what I do believe is

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Speaker 2: when it comes to communicating with men, if a woman

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Speaker 2: isn't processing that a man is communicating like a man

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Speaker 2: to her, if he acting like a bitch, she's about

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Speaker 2: to act like a nigga, and that that happens a lot.

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Speaker 2: So it be situation.

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Speaker 1: Who is who is she to say? What is acting

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Speaker 1: like a bitch?

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Speaker 2: Who are you to say was acting like a nigga?

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Speaker 1: Well, because if you put yourself in a nigga position, if.

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Speaker 2: You put yourself in a bitch position.

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Speaker 1: What's a bitch position?

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Speaker 2: You tell me?

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Speaker 1: I know what a position doing? I don't know because

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Speaker 1: I don't do bitch shit. But I can say what

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Speaker 1: you identifying like a nigga? I can say, say your

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Speaker 1: position you swinging that nig throwing ship.

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Speaker 2: That's what I'm saying.

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Speaker 1: Positions you yourself?

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Speaker 2: And I don't know the details, you know, but no,

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Speaker 2: I'm just I've been.

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Speaker 1: In We're in man, we in content.

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Speaker 2: We're gonna bring it to my house. In personal situations

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Speaker 2: where I had to say, listen, this is some whole

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Speaker 2: ship and I'm not used to this. I'm not a

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Speaker 2: custom to a man behaving this way. This is a

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Speaker 2: concern for me, yes, because I'm surprised. I don't feel

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Speaker 2: safe under these conditions. This is some bit ship and

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Speaker 2: I'm concerned. I'm scared for my life because I didn't

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Speaker 2: know that this is what you do over here. And

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Speaker 2: I'm scared.

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Speaker 1: And y'all get y'all can hear with the switch of roots,

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Speaker 1: So let me hit you with the odie what nigga

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Speaker 1: will hit them with the switch? And it's the bait

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Speaker 1: is switch, I know.

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Speaker 2: So what what do you think women should do about that?

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Speaker 2: Because a lot of women do experience that and I

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Speaker 2: and I hear men saying it too.

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Speaker 1: Yeah, we all do. And it's the thing that's you know.

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Speaker 2: What, my thing, my one of my superpowers. If I

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Speaker 2: stay consistent out the door, I make your breakfast in

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Speaker 2: the morning, I leave your ass, I still feed your baby.

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Speaker 1: Me too. I'm paying sh it out I'm going for

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Speaker 1: let me get you. I smelled it on you.

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Speaker 2: That's how you know if you're this how you know

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Speaker 2: if you're a real one in real life, look at

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Speaker 2: your history and be honest, get by yourself. This, this

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Speaker 2: between me and you and God, this is how you

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Speaker 2: know if you solid do you leave people better than

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Speaker 2: you found them? If you don't leave people better than

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Speaker 2: you found them, you're more fucked up than you realize.

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Speaker 2: And I want you to talk to somebody, right.

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Speaker 1: And and so let's let's get back to what was

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Speaker 1: we just talking about before that we.

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Speaker 2: Can talk about whatever about appreciate, Appreciate that we was

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Speaker 2: talking about.

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Speaker 1: What the fuck was we talking about?

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Speaker 2: Narcissists controlling?

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Speaker 1: So yeah, yeah, so they say I give controlling, that's because.

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Speaker 2: You want to. You can't. You can't protect what you

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Speaker 2: can't control, So you gotta know that's protection.

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Speaker 1: Yeah, And you know what I tell them is that

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Speaker 1: usually the people that come to me and say I'm

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Speaker 1: controlling are the same people that dump it on my left.

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Speaker 2: At this fucked up the irony.

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Speaker 1: Whatever happened in their life. They bring it to me

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Speaker 1: after it's fucked up, and they wonder why I'm always

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Speaker 1: peeking over us said maybe to the left a little bit, no,

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Speaker 1: maybe to the right. Get it together because ultimately, and

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Speaker 1: if I'm saying, knowing is participation, I one hundred percent

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Speaker 1: have dealt with every issue these people have from every level.

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Speaker 1: The people that's even able to use controlling with me,

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Speaker 1: because until I'm clocked in, it's identified, then I'm clocked out.

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Speaker 1: You know what I mean. It ain't no cut on that,

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Speaker 1: I'm no way in your area. You're taking care of

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Speaker 1: nothing until I'm in your area and I'm taking care

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Speaker 1: of everything, all right, So it ain't no in between.

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Speaker 2: Again, I like when you said that, say that.

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Speaker 1: You are between with that, but but you know you

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Speaker 1: feel me. So I'm saying the key is is that

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Speaker 1: I'm trying to explain to them that when you close

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Speaker 1: enough to say I'm controlling, they mean you close enough

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Speaker 1: to affect my my mission, yeah, my life, everything I'm

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Speaker 1: rolling when you close enough for me to have to

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Speaker 1: have my input involved. In fact, I got a question

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Speaker 1: for you.

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Speaker 2: So when you move with people and they and you,

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Speaker 2: and you get intimate with them, and now you're a

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Speaker 2: part of their life and you know intimate things about them,

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Speaker 2: how do you handle that information. Handle what the information

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Speaker 2: that you know that you that you've learned by getting close,

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Speaker 2: because that's something too. A lot of people want access,

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Speaker 2: they want information, but can't be trusted with information. For example,

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Speaker 2: it's like you you being with someone, seeing someone and

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Speaker 2: allowing them to see the back office of your life,

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Speaker 2: and then when they're no longer at peace with you

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Speaker 2: in the moment, now they're bringing up something that ain't

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Speaker 2: got no thing to do with nothing because it's a

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Speaker 2: sensitive topic for you.

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Speaker 1: So I try, I try to be I ain't non

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Speaker 1: try to tell me I'm gentle right with with with

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Speaker 1: with people I care about. I got secret still that

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Speaker 2: I'm not. I don't really have much loyalty to who

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Speaker 1: They play that game with me, right because of I'm

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Speaker 1: From Yeah, nah, and that's respectable, like thing it on.

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Speaker 2: We're talking about loyalty and how like people, you know,

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Speaker 2: It's really dangerous when we don't filter people right because

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Speaker 2: Here's the thing, it's how long but they get to

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Speaker 2: Because I've overstayed my welcome. Every time that I've ever

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Speaker 1: Yeah, and me, you know, because I think so much too.

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Speaker 1: Yeah, and say you different in that way. That's that

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Speaker 1: That's not how it's work. There is a thing where

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Speaker 1: Of course, we don't even operate in that arena, but

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Speaker 2: For the sake of Come okay, come on content.

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Speaker 1: So she's you're a six figure guy. Now you spend

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Speaker 2: I don't open a DM. I wish the fuck you

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Speaker 2: I'm not playing with you. I don't want no man

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Speaker 1: It's you, and it's by way of you, but it's you.

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Speaker 2: You the problem, because they gonna get it it's gonna be

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Speaker 2: all kinds of things attracted to you. What you entertain

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Speaker 2: It's saying like, listen, this is what I tell women,

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Speaker 2: Yeah, Like that's you don't have to become somebody that

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Speaker 1: But if you but what if you love this nigga.

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Speaker 2: Then that's your problem, because why you love something that's

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Speaker 1: It was good and we just we just building, so

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Speaker 2: Because let me tell you something, I know about red

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Speaker 2: But you have to decide when you realize that it's

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Speaker 1: So do you trust? Love? Is love real?

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Speaker 2: Yes? And love covers a multitude of sin. And I

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Speaker 2: So love is an essential. Love is very much necessary.

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Speaker 2: But I don't have to be my last, my last

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Speaker 1: Do you have do you you have room for love

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Speaker 1: and respect?

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Speaker 1: I'm talking about from two different people, right So I

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Speaker 2: I don't fuck with the nigga that I love, especially

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Speaker 2: And it don't change that you got that shit that

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Speaker 2: Always, especially when dealing with a man, because men don't.

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Speaker 2: Men don't function with love the way the women function.

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Speaker 1: Facts. That's facts.

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Speaker 2: So I don't care about how much I love him

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Speaker 2: show up. No, none of that motherfucking love matter. It

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Speaker 2: You don't respect him enough to shut the fuck up,

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Speaker 2: but you love him enough to suck that dick. No,

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Speaker 2: thank you. I'm gonna take the man I love him,

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Speaker 2: Take the man that I shut the fuck up for.

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Speaker 1: It's facts, and I can appreciate that. I never thought

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Speaker 2: Because that's gonna save my life because he protects us. See,

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Speaker 2: I put the whole family at jeopardy when I start

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00:21:52,800 --> 00:21:56,119
Speaker 2: to lose respect for you, because then I begin to

439
00:21:56,240 --> 00:22:00,879
Speaker 2: implement and or allow behaviors that are disrespectful. And we

440
00:22:00,920 --> 00:22:04,600
Speaker 2: can't afford that because we're building something. So I don't

441
00:22:04,640 --> 00:22:06,720
Speaker 2: gotta love you. We can figure love out later on.

442
00:22:07,760 --> 00:22:10,160
Speaker 1: I agree with you. I just don't think a lot

443
00:22:10,200 --> 00:22:12,920
Speaker 1: of women have that, and I could be wrong.

444
00:22:13,119 --> 00:22:14,359
Speaker 2: It's a lot of man here, they be in the

445
00:22:14,359 --> 00:22:14,920
Speaker 2: healing place.

446
00:22:15,720 --> 00:22:16,680
Speaker 1: There's a lot of them too.

447
00:22:16,880 --> 00:22:18,600
Speaker 2: I breed them.

448
00:22:18,720 --> 00:22:22,600
Speaker 1: That's beautiful. Real When when when you understand their respect level?

449
00:22:22,600 --> 00:22:25,880
Speaker 1: Because again, that love is tied to that emotion, and

450
00:22:25,880 --> 00:22:29,840
Speaker 1: that emotion to make you say things. I love love,

451
00:22:29,880 --> 00:22:31,960
Speaker 1: but I don't know if I trust love.

452
00:22:32,359 --> 00:22:36,000
Speaker 2: Love ain't to be trusted. I don't think love is

453
00:22:36,040 --> 00:22:36,720
Speaker 2: to Can.

454
00:22:36,600 --> 00:22:38,240
Speaker 1: You love love and not trust it?

455
00:22:38,320 --> 00:22:41,280
Speaker 2: Because here's the thing, there's so many there's so many

456
00:22:41,320 --> 00:22:44,359
Speaker 2: different dimensions. If you give your because love don't cost

457
00:22:44,440 --> 00:22:48,639
Speaker 2: you nothing, goddamn lie, here's the thing, and this is

458
00:22:48,640 --> 00:22:52,240
Speaker 2: why love don't cost you nothing. They're like the fact

459
00:22:52,240 --> 00:22:56,520
Speaker 2: that you're ready to exchange love is what cost you something.

460
00:22:56,560 --> 00:22:58,440
Speaker 2: But you can have all the love that you want

461
00:22:58,480 --> 00:23:01,479
Speaker 2: to have, and I give it to nobody. But the

462
00:23:01,480 --> 00:23:04,400
Speaker 2: moment that you begin to activate in exchanging of it,

463
00:23:05,000 --> 00:23:07,240
Speaker 2: that's when it costs you. That's when it's currency. But love,

464
00:23:07,280 --> 00:23:08,480
Speaker 2: by yourself, love is free.

465
00:23:08,760 --> 00:23:10,680
Speaker 1: You can have all the money in the world until

466
00:23:10,720 --> 00:23:11,679
Speaker 1: you spend it, and then.

467
00:23:11,520 --> 00:23:13,399
Speaker 2: When you start spending it, that's when it catch up

468
00:23:13,440 --> 00:23:13,679
Speaker 2: with you.

469
00:23:13,800 --> 00:23:16,520
Speaker 1: Yeah, but but you gotta you gotta spend the love.

470
00:23:16,800 --> 00:23:19,720
Speaker 2: You can be a miser, what is that? Like a

471
00:23:19,760 --> 00:23:22,359
Speaker 2: miser is like a wealthy person that just like penny

472
00:23:22,359 --> 00:23:26,800
Speaker 2: pinch and they're real fruit you.

473
00:23:26,880 --> 00:23:29,120
Speaker 1: So I'm saying, but how effective is that?

474
00:23:29,240 --> 00:23:31,720
Speaker 2: How effective is it? It depends upon what's your protect It

475
00:23:31,720 --> 00:23:33,680
Speaker 2: depends on what you like. I don't get to I

476
00:23:33,680 --> 00:23:34,800
Speaker 2: don't get to tell you what to do with.

477
00:23:34,760 --> 00:23:36,760
Speaker 1: Your love now. But if we saying that.

478
00:23:37,080 --> 00:23:38,720
Speaker 2: Like I can't tell you what to do with your money, right,

479
00:23:38,720 --> 00:23:39,159
Speaker 2: But if.

480
00:23:39,000 --> 00:23:42,320
Speaker 1: We're saying love ain't to be trusted because but it

481
00:23:42,440 --> 00:23:47,639
Speaker 1: sits next to the emotion that allows you allows things

482
00:23:47,640 --> 00:23:49,160
Speaker 1: to sneak past your common.

483
00:23:48,880 --> 00:23:53,040
Speaker 2: Sense, just like bread. So motherfucker's signing them contracts sneaking

484
00:23:53,119 --> 00:23:55,080
Speaker 2: right past that common sense facts.

485
00:23:55,119 --> 00:23:58,720
Speaker 1: But so I'm trying to understand if love ain't to

486
00:23:58,720 --> 00:24:01,600
Speaker 1: be trusted how the hell do we love? Love?

487
00:24:01,760 --> 00:24:04,640
Speaker 2: It's to be It's like it's a resource. It's it's

488
00:24:04,680 --> 00:24:05,800
Speaker 2: a natural resource.

489
00:24:06,640 --> 00:24:06,840
Speaker 1: Love.

490
00:24:07,359 --> 00:24:11,439
Speaker 2: Yeah, like water. What you did with that water? You

491
00:24:11,520 --> 00:24:13,199
Speaker 2: piss in and you spit it, and you wash your

492
00:24:13,240 --> 00:24:15,480
Speaker 2: face with it, You take care of it, you use it,

493
00:24:15,520 --> 00:24:18,000
Speaker 2: you filter it, younurse your body with it. Or what

494
00:24:18,080 --> 00:24:19,679
Speaker 2: you do with your love, where you put it at,

495
00:24:19,680 --> 00:24:20,480
Speaker 2: where you give it to.

496
00:24:22,080 --> 00:24:22,679
Speaker 1: It's on you.

497
00:24:22,800 --> 00:24:24,800
Speaker 2: What you do with your money. You make your money,

498
00:24:24,800 --> 00:24:27,439
Speaker 2: make more money. You treat your dollars like soldiers. And

499
00:24:27,440 --> 00:24:30,120
Speaker 2: if your soldiers ain't now recruiting more soldiers, your army dying.

500
00:24:30,240 --> 00:24:32,800
Speaker 2: Is that how you treat your dollars or what you're doing,

501
00:24:32,840 --> 00:24:37,160
Speaker 2: you just fuck them off on some goofy shit? Love?

502
00:24:37,400 --> 00:24:39,560
Speaker 2: What you do with your love? What you do with

503
00:24:39,600 --> 00:24:44,200
Speaker 2: your energy? Energy? Free everything, energy? Energy, Every motherfucker energy

504
00:24:44,280 --> 00:24:46,160
Speaker 2: is like love, baby, what you're gonna do with it?

505
00:24:46,560 --> 00:24:51,800
Speaker 1: Yeah? And I utilize love, you free, And I utilize energy.

506
00:24:51,840 --> 00:24:55,600
Speaker 1: I utilize love, But I just don't I don't trust it.

507
00:24:55,800 --> 00:24:56,760
Speaker 2: You can't trust energy.

508
00:24:56,760 --> 00:25:01,359
Speaker 1: Shit, the listen, I trust energy, elect trust energy.

509
00:25:01,560 --> 00:25:05,159
Speaker 2: I'm saying this. I'm saying I trust frequencies. And this

510
00:25:05,240 --> 00:25:09,160
Speaker 2: is the difference energy like saying you can energy is electricity.

511
00:25:09,440 --> 00:25:11,879
Speaker 2: You can use electricity to cook a man dinner. You

512
00:25:11,920 --> 00:25:15,560
Speaker 2: can use electricity to cook the man. Shout out to Biproctor.

513
00:25:16,119 --> 00:25:24,200
Speaker 2: That's energy frequency, the feeling of it, energy, emotion, emotions frequency.

514
00:25:24,560 --> 00:25:27,240
Speaker 2: Now I trust them, I lean into them. But here's

515
00:25:27,240 --> 00:25:29,640
Speaker 2: the thing. If you can't trust yourself, you can't even

516
00:25:29,640 --> 00:25:31,400
Speaker 2: trust what the fuck you feel, And if you don't

517
00:25:31,400 --> 00:25:34,679
Speaker 2: have an accurate reflection of self where you see yourself clearly,

518
00:25:34,720 --> 00:25:36,320
Speaker 2: you can't even trust what you feel.

519
00:25:36,840 --> 00:25:39,440
Speaker 1: Even when I trust me, I trust the frequency, though.

520
00:25:39,480 --> 00:25:43,000
Speaker 2: I understand that's because you view frequencies differently, and you

521
00:25:43,200 --> 00:25:45,679
Speaker 2: view frequencies through the power of you and yourself and

522
00:25:45,720 --> 00:25:47,679
Speaker 2: as a part of you. That's just in you. It

523
00:25:47,720 --> 00:25:51,600
Speaker 2: ain't on you, nigga. Everybody ain't got that testimony.

524
00:25:51,680 --> 00:25:54,280
Speaker 1: Yeah, it's like if you with a girl, right, you

525
00:25:54,280 --> 00:25:56,480
Speaker 1: can be what you be doing with them, You can

526
00:25:56,520 --> 00:25:59,480
Speaker 1: be like you don't want to know? It gets you

527
00:25:59,520 --> 00:26:00,000
Speaker 1: know what I'm saying.

528
00:26:00,160 --> 00:26:03,200
Speaker 2: I don't want to know. I don't even want to

529
00:26:02,960 --> 00:26:03,159
Speaker 2: want to.

530
00:26:03,200 --> 00:26:06,600
Speaker 1: Actually, you do want to. I believe you want to

531
00:26:06,640 --> 00:26:09,560
Speaker 1: know because it's it's I think it's it needs to

532
00:26:09,600 --> 00:26:14,040
Speaker 1: be studied. You know what I'm saying. I believe it

533
00:26:14,200 --> 00:26:17,440
Speaker 1: needs to be set right. But here's scholar. Yeah that's

534
00:26:17,480 --> 00:26:20,480
Speaker 1: what I'm saying. And but but say you with a

535
00:26:20,560 --> 00:26:23,560
Speaker 1: girl like right Saturday, Because again, my emotions may have

536
00:26:23,680 --> 00:26:25,879
Speaker 1: this is my younger self. Now I operate out of

537
00:26:26,800 --> 00:26:30,760
Speaker 1: pure I'm just a foundated man. So I'm strong in

538
00:26:30,800 --> 00:26:34,439
Speaker 1: all areas. But say I will be with a girl

539
00:26:35,359 --> 00:26:37,520
Speaker 1: or men find themselves and let me take it off

540
00:26:37,520 --> 00:26:40,560
Speaker 1: for me. Men find themselves in situations sometimes where they're

541
00:26:40,560 --> 00:26:43,959
Speaker 1: with girls that they emotions have tricked them to be around.

542
00:26:44,040 --> 00:26:46,919
Speaker 1: Maybe they like or she thinks she got a big ass,

543
00:26:46,960 --> 00:26:49,679
Speaker 1: she pretty, whatever it might be that entices them to

544
00:26:49,760 --> 00:26:53,280
Speaker 1: involve themselves with the woman in that way, but they

545
00:26:53,320 --> 00:26:55,400
Speaker 1: get around them in the frequency. Tell them something.

546
00:26:56,840 --> 00:27:00,760
Speaker 2: I've had that with men a lot of times for real. Yeah,

547
00:27:01,320 --> 00:27:02,640
Speaker 2: that's what I mean when I say I can smell

548
00:27:02,680 --> 00:27:04,719
Speaker 2: your pussy right, and I don't care. I don't care

549
00:27:04,760 --> 00:27:07,160
Speaker 2: how many zeros come behind that ship. I don't care

550
00:27:07,160 --> 00:27:08,920
Speaker 2: how many gifts what you wrap that bitch up in.

551
00:27:09,040 --> 00:27:10,240
Speaker 2: I don't want it take it.

552
00:27:11,280 --> 00:27:13,520
Speaker 1: Yeah. See, I think it's a hurtful thing for a

553
00:27:13,560 --> 00:27:18,280
Speaker 1: woman to see a man catch pussing. Do what I

554
00:27:18,320 --> 00:27:21,480
Speaker 1: think it's a harmful thing for a woman to see

555
00:27:21,480 --> 00:27:23,000
Speaker 1: a man catch pussy.

556
00:27:23,359 --> 00:27:30,200
Speaker 2: Yeah, it's terrible, it's heartbreaking, it's man yes, damn shame

557
00:27:30,280 --> 00:27:31,880
Speaker 2: what they did to that dog.

558
00:27:35,160 --> 00:27:38,920
Speaker 1: Yo. So let's talk about you know, you said something

559
00:27:38,960 --> 00:27:42,879
Speaker 1: a few minutes ago I think was interested that you

560
00:27:42,960 --> 00:27:44,480
Speaker 1: don't fuck with the person you love.

561
00:27:46,440 --> 00:27:48,919
Speaker 2: At this season, I can't even say it's love, but

562
00:27:49,000 --> 00:27:52,000
Speaker 2: I can relate to like really feeling somebody and just

563
00:27:52,000 --> 00:27:56,000
Speaker 2: saying that, and they got that ship.

564
00:27:55,880 --> 00:27:58,520
Speaker 1: I like to I wonder, I wonder, I think, I

565
00:27:58,560 --> 00:28:00,520
Speaker 1: think I'm with you on that. But I want to

566
00:28:00,560 --> 00:28:03,000
Speaker 1: build this out some because it's a lot of people

567
00:28:03,080 --> 00:28:05,640
Speaker 1: wondering why that's a good decision to make.

568
00:28:06,119 --> 00:28:08,040
Speaker 2: Because you gotta you gotta learn how to take care

569
00:28:08,080 --> 00:28:08,720
Speaker 2: of yourself.

570
00:28:09,040 --> 00:28:11,360
Speaker 1: And until you how you taking care of yourself by

571
00:28:11,440 --> 00:28:12,080
Speaker 1: not getting some.

572
00:28:12,280 --> 00:28:14,560
Speaker 2: You like, because you gotta figure out where you like

573
00:28:14,600 --> 00:28:16,600
Speaker 2: it and if and if you like something. Because we

574
00:28:16,680 --> 00:28:18,520
Speaker 2: be liking shit that don't really be good for us.

575
00:28:18,600 --> 00:28:22,120
Speaker 2: It just feel good to us until it don't feel

576
00:28:22,160 --> 00:28:26,320
Speaker 2: good no more, and then you mad at you. See,

577
00:28:26,320 --> 00:28:29,240
Speaker 2: ain't nothing like being mad at yourself. Can't nobody fuck you?

578
00:28:29,359 --> 00:28:32,679
Speaker 1: Up like you facts, you know you so well you

579
00:28:32,760 --> 00:28:33,560
Speaker 1: came run from it.

580
00:28:33,640 --> 00:28:35,720
Speaker 2: Let me tell you somewherever you at is where you be.

581
00:28:36,280 --> 00:28:38,280
Speaker 2: You're gonna be wherever you at.

582
00:28:38,320 --> 00:28:39,720
Speaker 1: You can take you wherever you.

583
00:28:39,760 --> 00:28:44,400
Speaker 2: Go, everywhere. And so until you learn why you are

584
00:28:44,560 --> 00:28:47,800
Speaker 2: entertained by you are enticed by shit that ain't good

585
00:28:47,840 --> 00:28:50,200
Speaker 2: for you, then you have to discipline yourself. So that

586
00:28:50,280 --> 00:28:52,800
Speaker 2: may feel like a punishment. Discipline feel like a punishment

587
00:28:52,840 --> 00:28:53,520
Speaker 2: at first.

588
00:28:53,800 --> 00:28:54,840
Speaker 1: That's facts.

589
00:28:55,280 --> 00:28:57,120
Speaker 2: This should hurt at first. It used to hurt. But

590
00:28:57,160 --> 00:29:01,040
Speaker 2: now if you're perfect, baby nahe can come over here

591
00:29:01,040 --> 00:29:04,160
Speaker 2: with that right. But it used to heart at first.

592
00:29:04,160 --> 00:29:04,400
Speaker 1: First.

593
00:29:04,520 --> 00:29:06,360
Speaker 2: You don't feel like a motherfucker tied to tire to

594
00:29:06,400 --> 00:29:08,720
Speaker 2: your chest at first. You feel it in your solar

595
00:29:08,760 --> 00:29:14,720
Speaker 2: plexus and your wheelhouse of decision making. You better be disciplined,

596
00:29:15,720 --> 00:29:17,000
Speaker 2: You better pat your cracks.

597
00:29:17,360 --> 00:29:19,840
Speaker 1: How how do you, as a woman developed that though

598
00:29:19,880 --> 00:29:23,360
Speaker 1: being emotionally centric? Like, how do you?

599
00:29:23,560 --> 00:29:28,600
Speaker 2: I'm still developing it. I'm always I'm always under construction.

600
00:29:29,200 --> 00:29:32,680
Speaker 1: I wonder you being tricked by man? Right? I think

601
00:29:32,920 --> 00:29:33,200
Speaker 1: I been.

602
00:29:33,280 --> 00:29:34,640
Speaker 2: I was just recently been, bud.

603
00:29:34,640 --> 00:29:36,560
Speaker 1: You know what I'm saying, and this is this is

604
00:29:36,600 --> 00:29:39,640
Speaker 1: what I think people may not know is like I was.

605
00:29:39,600 --> 00:29:41,240
Speaker 2: In the whole engagement. That's why I don't get the

606
00:29:41,240 --> 00:29:43,760
Speaker 2: internet my business. Yeah, that's why I don't tell who

607
00:29:43,800 --> 00:29:45,200
Speaker 2: it was Winter world wid. I don't care if the

608
00:29:45,200 --> 00:29:46,880
Speaker 2: Internet never knows who Dick I'm sucking and never, I

609
00:29:46,920 --> 00:29:47,200
Speaker 2: don't care.

610
00:29:47,240 --> 00:29:54,400
Speaker 1: It ain't right. Yeah, but I know that you're vulnerable.

611
00:29:54,680 --> 00:29:58,720
Speaker 2: Yes, the desire for me this is where I'm runnable at.

612
00:29:59,360 --> 00:30:02,200
Speaker 2: I've always said to protect her. So I'm learning how

613
00:30:02,240 --> 00:30:04,840
Speaker 2: to keep myself safe. And as I learned how to

614
00:30:04,920 --> 00:30:10,320
Speaker 2: keep myself safe, I identify danger differently because danger used

615
00:30:10,320 --> 00:30:14,040
Speaker 2: to look like six flags, the motherfucking red flags, because

616
00:30:14,040 --> 00:30:16,280
Speaker 2: it's safe over here, bitch, he killed Nicholas. This is

617
00:30:16,280 --> 00:30:19,280
Speaker 2: where I'm at, right until you this motherfucker choking you

618
00:30:19,280 --> 00:30:23,400
Speaker 2: in the bathfronm right. You know, So you gotta you gotta,

619
00:30:23,680 --> 00:30:27,000
Speaker 2: you gotta see yourself. You gotta see yourself, see what

620
00:30:27,160 --> 00:30:29,920
Speaker 2: You gotta see it, and you gotta lean all the

621
00:30:29,920 --> 00:30:33,240
Speaker 2: way into it. You gotta feel it, and it ain't

622
00:30:33,240 --> 00:30:36,240
Speaker 2: gonna feel good, and you gotta lean into the pain

623
00:30:36,480 --> 00:30:39,000
Speaker 2: of it and turn. It's a whole lot of power

624
00:30:39,040 --> 00:30:41,600
Speaker 2: in that pain. I wrote a healing guide called hurt

625
00:30:41,600 --> 00:30:44,560
Speaker 2: to help, and that's all it is about, is like

626
00:30:45,240 --> 00:30:47,560
Speaker 2: how you get fucked up and unfucking yourself.

627
00:30:47,880 --> 00:30:51,760
Speaker 1: Yeah, that's dope. It's dope. How long ago was that?

628
00:30:52,280 --> 00:30:55,080
Speaker 2: When did I release The Healing Guide? I released it

629
00:30:55,120 --> 00:30:58,040
Speaker 2: in twenty nineteen, and it's live.

630
00:30:58,320 --> 00:30:58,960
Speaker 1: It's dope.

631
00:30:59,280 --> 00:31:01,920
Speaker 2: I either career even gave me an actual hierarchy of

632
00:31:02,000 --> 00:31:06,160
Speaker 2: hurt for paining identity and recovery. I can teach that

633
00:31:06,200 --> 00:31:10,520
Speaker 2: shit in schools. But yeah, it's just it's a process.

634
00:31:10,920 --> 00:31:12,800
Speaker 2: And you can't afford to be mean to you because

635
00:31:12,800 --> 00:31:14,920
Speaker 2: you're gonna see yourself and you're not gonna be happy

636
00:31:14,960 --> 00:31:17,040
Speaker 2: with you and can't nobody fuck you up like you,

637
00:31:17,400 --> 00:31:20,040
Speaker 2: So you're gonna have to show yourself grace, and you

638
00:31:20,040 --> 00:31:21,880
Speaker 2: won't even be able to show yourself grace and to

639
00:31:22,040 --> 00:31:29,920
Speaker 2: your grateful because grace requires offering, and if you knock

640
00:31:30,000 --> 00:31:33,240
Speaker 2: on the door of grace asking for grace, grace is

641
00:31:33,280 --> 00:31:36,160
Speaker 2: gonna say what do you have for me? And grace

642
00:31:36,200 --> 00:31:41,280
Speaker 2: only accepts gratitude in exchange facts, So until you're grateful,

643
00:31:41,360 --> 00:31:43,680
Speaker 2: you can't even get no grace. And a lot of

644
00:31:43,680 --> 00:31:46,120
Speaker 2: times we be in situations where we don't be grateful

645
00:31:46,120 --> 00:31:48,640
Speaker 2: for them, like, you're not grateful for your ability and

646
00:31:48,680 --> 00:31:51,080
Speaker 2: your capacity to do this shit again. I'm like, on

647
00:31:51,120 --> 00:31:53,320
Speaker 2: my fourth life, in this life, I'm grateful. What's you're

648
00:31:53,360 --> 00:31:55,280
Speaker 2: grateful for your motherfucking hustling hand?

649
00:31:55,280 --> 00:31:55,560
Speaker 1: Girl?

650
00:31:55,760 --> 00:31:57,920
Speaker 2: Go get them. You did it again. Do it again,

651
00:31:58,200 --> 00:31:59,880
Speaker 2: and do it again, and do it again. Stack that

652
00:32:00,080 --> 00:32:02,440
Speaker 2: ship up, go do it, do it it can?

653
00:32:03,720 --> 00:32:08,720
Speaker 1: You know something is about it's telling me though, with you.

654
00:32:09,600 --> 00:32:14,000
Speaker 1: It's telling me that I wonder do you have room

655
00:32:14,840 --> 00:32:17,120
Speaker 1: for another heartbreak?

656
00:32:20,360 --> 00:32:22,640
Speaker 2: Like on some jack jagged dad shit, like I can't

657
00:32:22,720 --> 00:32:24,320
Speaker 2: take another hard well.

658
00:32:25,640 --> 00:32:29,120
Speaker 1: I just wonder because you know what you being with,

659
00:32:29,160 --> 00:32:33,000
Speaker 1: what you operating, the way you operate.

660
00:32:32,800 --> 00:32:37,160
Speaker 2: How welcome I experience it. You don't get to you

661
00:32:37,160 --> 00:32:39,200
Speaker 2: don't get to pick none of this ship. I'm just

662
00:32:39,200 --> 00:32:42,640
Speaker 2: gonna keep it on the level, you know, Like if

663
00:32:42,680 --> 00:32:45,640
Speaker 2: it get fucked up beyond repair, it ain't gonna be

664
00:32:45,800 --> 00:32:47,720
Speaker 2: me to fuck it up beyond repair because I want

665
00:32:47,760 --> 00:32:48,560
Speaker 2: this shit to work.

666
00:32:50,480 --> 00:32:52,520
Speaker 1: See, for me, I think I can't take it one

667
00:32:52,960 --> 00:32:58,440
Speaker 1: because I'm calculated. I feel as though I'm watching everything,

668
00:32:58,520 --> 00:33:01,719
Speaker 1: I'm on top of everything, I'm teaching, I'm leading in

669
00:33:01,800 --> 00:33:05,560
Speaker 1: this space. I'm helping men develop, and you know, it's

670
00:33:05,560 --> 00:33:11,800
Speaker 1: so much expectation with my dealings of really everything I'm

671
00:33:11,840 --> 00:33:14,320
Speaker 1: involved with, nobody's expecting this.

672
00:33:14,280 --> 00:33:18,120
Speaker 2: Shit come with heartbreak though, And just because it's not romantic,

673
00:33:19,920 --> 00:33:23,240
Speaker 2: it still breaks your fucking heart when you see, man,

674
00:33:23,280 --> 00:33:27,360
Speaker 2: these motherfuckers out here, when you smell that pussy on them,

675
00:33:27,360 --> 00:33:28,440
Speaker 2: that shit break your heart.

676
00:33:28,640 --> 00:33:29,720
Speaker 1: Oh that's been doing you know.

677
00:33:29,760 --> 00:33:31,680
Speaker 2: What I'm saying. Like when I see like nigga, you

678
00:33:31,720 --> 00:33:32,440
Speaker 2: want to them.

679
00:33:32,560 --> 00:33:33,800
Speaker 1: That been fucking over me?

680
00:33:34,320 --> 00:33:35,040
Speaker 2: You understand me?

681
00:33:36,480 --> 00:33:40,400
Speaker 1: And I gotta eat it, yeah, because if I say something,

682
00:33:40,800 --> 00:33:43,960
Speaker 1: if I react to it, I put the pain on

683
00:33:44,040 --> 00:33:44,600
Speaker 1: my face.

684
00:33:45,160 --> 00:33:47,080
Speaker 2: And here's the thing, and that's the reason why you

685
00:33:47,200 --> 00:33:49,080
Speaker 2: got what they don't have. And it's in you and

686
00:33:49,120 --> 00:33:52,280
Speaker 2: it's not on you because you're not emotional about this shit.

687
00:33:52,360 --> 00:33:55,880
Speaker 2: But you got feelings, baby, that's all right, and that's

688
00:33:55,880 --> 00:33:58,479
Speaker 2: where a safe place to land comes in. Bring your

689
00:33:58,480 --> 00:34:01,120
Speaker 2: feelings over here, Come and feel with me. We should

690
00:34:01,120 --> 00:34:04,640
Speaker 2: feel each other like, that's where that energy comes at.

691
00:34:04,720 --> 00:34:06,640
Speaker 1: And that's what me and need. So how do you

692
00:34:07,000 --> 00:34:10,000
Speaker 1: why are you being divorced with that vibration though? Or

693
00:34:10,040 --> 00:34:11,080
Speaker 1: why are you in a divorce?

694
00:34:11,719 --> 00:34:13,719
Speaker 2: I'm not divorced. I didn't I didn't go through with

695
00:34:13,760 --> 00:34:14,520
Speaker 2: the idea.

696
00:34:14,640 --> 00:34:19,040
Speaker 1: So why, I mean, why aren't you married with that vibra?

697
00:34:19,200 --> 00:34:23,000
Speaker 2: Because I am. I don't want no bitch ass niggas

698
00:34:23,239 --> 00:34:25,600
Speaker 2: and they and they don't realize that they be bitch

699
00:34:25,600 --> 00:34:28,520
Speaker 2: ass niggas, Like a lot of bitch ass niggas don't

700
00:34:28,560 --> 00:34:30,600
Speaker 2: realize they bitch ass niggas until they come into the

701
00:34:30,640 --> 00:34:33,480
Speaker 2: frequency of a real one, and like they find themselves

702
00:34:33,560 --> 00:34:35,960
Speaker 2: tucking their tail in and then they bring that resentment

703
00:34:36,000 --> 00:34:38,440
Speaker 2: back home to their girls and their wives because you

704
00:34:38,480 --> 00:34:40,279
Speaker 2: do shit to your woman that you wouldn't do to

705
00:34:40,360 --> 00:34:43,799
Speaker 2: no motherfucking man hoass niggas. Because see, and that was

706
00:34:43,880 --> 00:34:45,960
Speaker 2: my thing. See I can I could even I was

707
00:34:45,960 --> 00:34:48,440
Speaker 2: in a situation where I tried to date something totally

708
00:34:48,480 --> 00:34:51,759
Speaker 2: different than what I'm accustomed to, well my palette is

709
00:34:51,760 --> 00:34:57,240
Speaker 2: accustomed to, And it was just an interesting experience because

710
00:34:57,360 --> 00:34:59,960
Speaker 2: I can accept the fact that you're not a tough guy,

711
00:35:00,440 --> 00:35:02,520
Speaker 2: you know, just don't get tough with me.

712
00:35:03,840 --> 00:35:06,880
Speaker 1: Wow, And that's where where that's the only place I

713
00:35:06,920 --> 00:35:07,839
Speaker 1: can get tough at.

714
00:35:08,120 --> 00:35:11,040
Speaker 2: And that's the problem home. Ask now, Now, I can't

715
00:35:11,080 --> 00:35:12,640
Speaker 2: do that shit that I do with a clear conscience

716
00:35:12,640 --> 00:35:14,399
Speaker 2: because I only do it because I respect you because

717
00:35:14,440 --> 00:35:15,240
Speaker 2: love come later.

718
00:35:15,080 --> 00:35:17,520
Speaker 1: For me, right. And that's the thing. These dudes find

719
00:35:17,560 --> 00:35:21,759
Speaker 1: themselves in a position where they don't got the nust

720
00:35:21,840 --> 00:35:24,040
Speaker 1: to tell the boss man how they feel, or they

721
00:35:24,040 --> 00:35:27,200
Speaker 1: don't got the nust to tell the home boy over here,

722
00:35:27,280 --> 00:35:30,000
Speaker 1: the niggas working for them, or the people stealing from them.

723
00:35:30,080 --> 00:35:33,799
Speaker 1: But they're good that they love them. I keep telling you,

724
00:35:33,880 --> 00:35:36,760
Speaker 1: this is why I love is a is a escapegoat.

725
00:35:36,960 --> 00:35:40,200
Speaker 1: These niggas find love and get inside of there and

726
00:35:40,280 --> 00:35:43,400
Speaker 1: dump everything they got this wrong with them. But that's

727
00:35:43,600 --> 00:35:46,720
Speaker 1: the and that's good. But it's heavy.

728
00:35:46,960 --> 00:35:52,200
Speaker 2: It's heavy. It is heavy. It is heavy, And I'm

729
00:35:52,239 --> 00:35:55,839
Speaker 2: not saying that anybody should be anyone's emotional trash, can

730
00:35:56,920 --> 00:35:59,960
Speaker 2: you know, or emotional toilet, like nigga just come home

731
00:36:00,000 --> 00:36:02,759
Speaker 2: and keep shitting on you, you know. But what I do

732
00:36:02,840 --> 00:36:08,560
Speaker 2: want you to consider is this is he even trying,

733
00:36:10,360 --> 00:36:14,239
Speaker 2: like encourage him to go talk to somebody and let

734
00:36:14,320 --> 00:36:15,799
Speaker 2: him know, like this is a lot for me to

735
00:36:15,840 --> 00:36:19,840
Speaker 2: take in. This is affecting my processing centers as your woman,

736
00:36:20,520 --> 00:36:22,200
Speaker 2: Maybe you need to talk to somebody.

737
00:36:21,880 --> 00:36:26,799
Speaker 1: About that, you know, because even for me coming from everything,

738
00:36:27,080 --> 00:36:31,680
Speaker 1: and you know, I get tired of reiterating that. But

739
00:36:31,760 --> 00:36:34,960
Speaker 1: I know it's so many black young boys following me, right,

740
00:36:35,080 --> 00:36:37,600
Speaker 1: and so they see me and they some of them,

741
00:36:37,640 --> 00:36:40,200
Speaker 1: I'm in this weird discovery mode and I want them

742
00:36:40,239 --> 00:36:43,359
Speaker 1: to know that it's room, it's light at the end

743
00:36:43,400 --> 00:36:46,879
Speaker 1: of that tunnel. Just keep going. But because of all

744
00:36:46,920 --> 00:36:51,000
Speaker 1: of the things that I've encountered and endured and experienced

745
00:36:51,040 --> 00:36:55,120
Speaker 1: and explained, and because of how I evolved, I'm now

746
00:36:55,160 --> 00:36:59,200
Speaker 1: in a position to tell myself, I don't know if

747
00:36:59,200 --> 00:37:09,560
Speaker 1: I have enough room to consider someone in that way.

748
00:37:09,760 --> 00:37:13,319
Speaker 2: Right, Definitely, I don't know. You got plenty, it's just

749
00:37:14,600 --> 00:37:17,880
Speaker 2: you don't see how she could fit in. But there

750
00:37:17,920 --> 00:37:20,920
Speaker 2: are certain women that just fit the fuck in. That's

751
00:37:20,960 --> 00:37:24,799
Speaker 2: their specialty. They figure out how they fit in. And

752
00:37:24,840 --> 00:37:25,239
Speaker 2: that's all.

753
00:37:25,480 --> 00:37:30,239
Speaker 1: Just keep on living now with with man, that's it's

754
00:37:30,400 --> 00:37:36,200
Speaker 1: it's very deep. But you still so so you think

755
00:37:36,280 --> 00:37:40,600
Speaker 1: that because you said the reason you let you You've

756
00:37:40,600 --> 00:37:43,520
Speaker 1: been in a situation where because I think it's so

757
00:37:43,680 --> 00:37:46,439
Speaker 1: much to build on that where it's say, bro, don't

758
00:37:46,480 --> 00:37:48,680
Speaker 1: come home and get tough with your old lady.

759
00:37:49,600 --> 00:37:51,480
Speaker 2: You ain't you ain't tough in.

760
00:37:51,480 --> 00:37:53,600
Speaker 1: The world, ain't been tough, no way in the world.

761
00:37:53,640 --> 00:37:56,120
Speaker 2: But you were here with your chest out and I

762
00:37:56,239 --> 00:37:58,480
Speaker 2: suck it in and she love you, and I be

763
00:37:58,520 --> 00:38:01,600
Speaker 2: feeding you and clipping your motherfucking Nelson, rubbing your ass down.

764
00:38:01,640 --> 00:38:04,239
Speaker 2: And ship, but you you mad at me, yelling in here.

765
00:38:05,120 --> 00:38:11,759
Speaker 1: Mm hmmm, boy, that ship is he I'm telling.

766
00:38:11,480 --> 00:38:20,160
Speaker 2: You it's great. This world is a wild place. Visiting

767
00:38:20,200 --> 00:38:21,280
Speaker 2: this world is a wild place.

768
00:38:21,320 --> 00:38:25,279
Speaker 1: I'm just me and you both. I'm gonna have to

769
00:38:25,320 --> 00:38:28,040
Speaker 1: tell them, give me a rich band to this, give

770
00:38:28,120 --> 00:38:29,719
Speaker 1: me a boy this morning.

771
00:38:29,840 --> 00:38:31,040
Speaker 2: I'm just visiting you.

772
00:38:31,120 --> 00:38:34,560
Speaker 1: Understand, this ship is This ship is wow. This ship

773
00:38:34,680 --> 00:38:36,080
Speaker 1: is really weird, though, But.

774
00:38:36,000 --> 00:38:39,399
Speaker 2: Weird means something beautiful. Weird means creator of magic and

775
00:38:39,680 --> 00:38:41,640
Speaker 2: a bunch of a bunch of beautiful things by way

776
00:38:41,640 --> 00:38:43,920
Speaker 2: of etymology. So this ship ain't weird. This ship is

777
00:38:43,960 --> 00:38:45,680
Speaker 2: fucked up like it's something else.

778
00:38:45,840 --> 00:38:49,480
Speaker 1: So okay, get them weird, weird, I agree.

779
00:38:49,320 --> 00:38:51,839
Speaker 2: With weird belongs to somebody else. It ain't for them,

780
00:38:52,000 --> 00:38:53,360
Speaker 2: So what is it?

781
00:38:53,480 --> 00:38:54,000
Speaker 1: Strange?

782
00:38:56,760 --> 00:38:58,040
Speaker 2: I find it disgusting?

783
00:39:00,400 --> 00:39:01,240
Speaker 1: Okay, cool?

784
00:39:01,320 --> 00:39:02,400
Speaker 2: I find it disgusting.

785
00:39:02,640 --> 00:39:03,040
Speaker 1: Yeah.

786
00:39:03,160 --> 00:39:04,920
Speaker 2: When you look at it, man, and you're thinking to yourself, like,

787
00:39:05,000 --> 00:39:06,000
Speaker 2: what what you want me to do? You want me

788
00:39:06,000 --> 00:39:08,400
Speaker 2: to eat you out? Next, nigga, What you want me

789
00:39:08,440 --> 00:39:10,520
Speaker 2: to do next? Eat you out like your hairline?

790
00:39:10,600 --> 00:39:16,520
Speaker 1: Nigga? Damn? Now is that so you you? You? You

791
00:39:16,600 --> 00:39:19,320
Speaker 1: contribute that to the raising of the stuff.

792
00:39:20,040 --> 00:39:23,680
Speaker 2: It's it always always goes back to the roots, and

793
00:39:23,719 --> 00:39:24,840
Speaker 2: the roots are the parents.

794
00:39:26,080 --> 00:39:29,239
Speaker 1: And so the mother raised him, then someone raised the mother.

795
00:39:29,680 --> 00:39:31,000
Speaker 1: When does that So that's psyched?

796
00:39:31,080 --> 00:39:33,080
Speaker 2: I don't know. It's like Kanye said, it's gonna always

797
00:39:33,120 --> 00:39:35,359
Speaker 2: be haters. That's the way it is. Hater niggas married

798
00:39:35,400 --> 00:39:37,040
Speaker 2: hater bitches and have hated kids.

799
00:39:37,719 --> 00:39:40,320
Speaker 1: Think about we trying to get this to a place

800
00:39:40,360 --> 00:39:44,640
Speaker 1: to sustain what I was doing away from this. It

801
00:39:44,680 --> 00:39:47,280
Speaker 1: ain't the other way around, you know what I'm saying.

802
00:39:47,360 --> 00:39:50,640
Speaker 1: It's like I'm losing pivoting over here and I'm blowing

803
00:39:50,680 --> 00:39:52,200
Speaker 1: my face up, you know what.

804
00:39:52,520 --> 00:39:55,960
Speaker 2: And then yeah, that's what I was about to say,

805
00:39:56,040 --> 00:39:58,239
Speaker 2: Like then you exposing yourself. You just said it when

806
00:39:58,280 --> 00:40:01,799
Speaker 2: I was when I was thinking, it's because that exposure,

807
00:40:02,000 --> 00:40:04,920
Speaker 2: Like it's a certain type of man that really value

808
00:40:04,960 --> 00:40:06,479
Speaker 2: privacy above all things.

809
00:40:06,520 --> 00:40:07,520
Speaker 1: Lord, have mercy.

810
00:40:07,920 --> 00:40:10,480
Speaker 2: You can't come over here with that ship. So imagine

811
00:40:10,520 --> 00:40:12,319
Speaker 2: being with a man that say he want to turn

812
00:40:12,360 --> 00:40:15,200
Speaker 2: half of the house into a motherfucking Airbnb, and motherfucking

813
00:40:15,239 --> 00:40:17,680
Speaker 2: strangers gonna gonna be knocking on the door where I

814
00:40:17,719 --> 00:40:20,200
Speaker 2: lay my head at night. You don't know me. You

815
00:40:20,239 --> 00:40:22,080
Speaker 2: don't know me. I ain't got no miness over here. Yeah,

816
00:40:22,200 --> 00:40:23,759
Speaker 2: I ain't got no minus over here. You don't know me.

817
00:40:24,040 --> 00:40:25,400
Speaker 2: You can't do I said, that's what you would think.

818
00:40:25,400 --> 00:40:26,800
Speaker 2: That would be your idea to make some money.

819
00:40:27,920 --> 00:40:30,720
Speaker 1: You donet hit rock bottom far as your decision making.

820
00:40:31,800 --> 00:40:34,000
Speaker 1: You done took me somewhere. You done, You done got

821
00:40:34,040 --> 00:40:35,880
Speaker 1: on the inner stay with you.

822
00:40:35,880 --> 00:40:36,840
Speaker 2: You just gonna let him get me.

823
00:40:37,800 --> 00:40:38,400
Speaker 1: So that's what we do.

824
00:40:38,600 --> 00:40:39,640
Speaker 2: You just gonna let him get me.

825
00:40:40,719 --> 00:40:43,120
Speaker 1: I come from my uncle, theim man I come from.

826
00:40:43,200 --> 00:40:46,279
Speaker 1: That's what I'm saying. I come from a solid foundation.

827
00:40:46,480 --> 00:40:48,919
Speaker 1: I'm uncling them with. And we talking about million dollar

828
00:40:49,080 --> 00:40:53,320
Speaker 1: niggas would be collecting cans and just keeping the hustle alive.

829
00:40:53,520 --> 00:40:56,279
Speaker 1: Nigga would still be getting water to hit us. And

830
00:40:56,320 --> 00:40:58,959
Speaker 1: you know in the South, dog like we got trucks.

831
00:40:58,600 --> 00:41:00,279
Speaker 2: With where you're from from here?

832
00:41:00,719 --> 00:41:03,400
Speaker 1: Oh okay, yeah, so we're from we're from here. So

833
00:41:03,480 --> 00:41:05,800
Speaker 1: I would I would be with my uncle as a

834
00:41:05,920 --> 00:41:08,360
Speaker 1: little boy, and he'll be a million dollars worth a

835
00:41:08,400 --> 00:41:12,239
Speaker 1: million dollars, and he might got the truck filled up

836
00:41:12,280 --> 00:41:14,640
Speaker 1: with cans, taking it down here to the spot to

837
00:41:14,640 --> 00:41:18,000
Speaker 1: get forty eight dollars for the cans. And I'm saying, damn,

838
00:41:18,040 --> 00:41:22,000
Speaker 1: why you see, because this arrogance associated with having money

839
00:41:22,600 --> 00:41:26,000
Speaker 1: that the old man, granddaddy and them didn't have that.

840
00:41:27,040 --> 00:41:30,319
Speaker 1: These these young whipper snapper niggas get a little money

841
00:41:30,360 --> 00:41:34,719
Speaker 1: and go to smelling theyself, don't They don't respect it.

842
00:41:35,560 --> 00:41:37,680
Speaker 2: That's why so many men don't appreciate it when a

843
00:41:37,719 --> 00:41:39,600
Speaker 2: woman say, it don't matter how much money you got

844
00:41:39,640 --> 00:41:41,319
Speaker 2: to you a bitch ass nigga. You a bitch ass

845
00:41:41,320 --> 00:41:45,960
Speaker 2: man nigga. Money cannot unlame you niggas. Money cannot unlame

846
00:41:46,040 --> 00:41:48,200
Speaker 2: you niggas. I don't give a fuck how much bread

847
00:41:48,239 --> 00:41:50,040
Speaker 2: you get. I don't care how many dicks you suck

848
00:41:50,080 --> 00:41:51,760
Speaker 2: in the back office. I don't care how much pipe

849
00:41:51,760 --> 00:41:54,480
Speaker 2: you'll take, nigga and walk out with ten million. You

850
00:41:54,560 --> 00:41:55,800
Speaker 2: steal a whole ass nigga.

851
00:41:55,800 --> 00:41:59,560
Speaker 1: To me, facts straight like a stretch of the Imagine that,

852
00:42:00,360 --> 00:42:03,640
Speaker 1: and they know that. And the sad part about it

853
00:42:03,680 --> 00:42:05,920
Speaker 1: is the money don't cover that up. It don't so

854
00:42:06,040 --> 00:42:08,360
Speaker 1: even when you get in the mirror, even when you

855
00:42:08,400 --> 00:42:10,920
Speaker 1: see yourself, you know, I'm really a sucker.

856
00:42:11,040 --> 00:42:14,160
Speaker 2: And that's where the resentment comes in. And then now

857
00:42:14,200 --> 00:42:17,040
Speaker 2: you don't have good intentions for other people because you

858
00:42:17,160 --> 00:42:20,560
Speaker 2: know subconsciously they see you and nobody around you is

859
00:42:20,640 --> 00:42:25,279
Speaker 2: really checking you because they benefiting from the person that

860
00:42:25,320 --> 00:42:27,520
Speaker 2: you hate being the most, and that is your current self.

861
00:42:28,520 --> 00:42:33,600
Speaker 1: Wow, that's dope. That's a good game you give. And

862
00:42:33,640 --> 00:42:36,160
Speaker 1: I think that you know it's important for us dudes

863
00:42:36,200 --> 00:42:38,279
Speaker 1: to hit this, you know, hit his game.

864
00:42:38,040 --> 00:42:40,600
Speaker 2: That you from a safe space because I know what

865
00:42:40,640 --> 00:42:42,920
Speaker 2: it's like, because I know your mama didn't mean to

866
00:42:42,920 --> 00:42:46,160
Speaker 2: fuck you up like that. It don't negate the reality

867
00:42:46,200 --> 00:42:48,239
Speaker 2: you fucked up. Baby. Now come over here, let me

868
00:42:48,280 --> 00:42:51,680
Speaker 2: help you unfuck yourself. And this is what I do. Welcome,

869
00:42:51,760 --> 00:42:52,840
Speaker 2: Welcome to the healing place.

870
00:42:53,560 --> 00:42:55,560
Speaker 1: What do you do about dudes that try to fuck

871
00:42:55,640 --> 00:42:58,120
Speaker 1: on you while you're trying to help them unfunck themselves.

872
00:42:58,280 --> 00:42:58,640
Speaker 1: I have a.

873
00:42:58,600 --> 00:43:02,279
Speaker 2: Clause say what like the moment that you press up

874
00:43:02,320 --> 00:43:04,160
Speaker 2: on me, I don't. I don't take you as a

875
00:43:04,160 --> 00:43:06,879
Speaker 2: client anymore. And this is why not because I don't

876
00:43:06,880 --> 00:43:09,080
Speaker 2: like that money, Because I do I want it. But

877
00:43:09,120 --> 00:43:10,879
Speaker 2: it's the integrity of it all. I do this because

878
00:43:10,920 --> 00:43:13,200
Speaker 2: God told me to, and I know the moment that

879
00:43:13,239 --> 00:43:16,239
Speaker 2: you feel it enough to express it, you're no longer

880
00:43:16,320 --> 00:43:18,759
Speaker 2: gonna present to me what needs to be presented so

881
00:43:18,800 --> 00:43:20,120
Speaker 2: that we can really get you some help. And you

882
00:43:20,120 --> 00:43:22,800
Speaker 2: gotta be honest to get the help. So that's why.

883
00:43:22,960 --> 00:43:27,800
Speaker 1: But a safe space is so attractive. Niggas is thirsty.

884
00:43:28,360 --> 00:43:30,640
Speaker 2: Niggas want to fuck me, bitch, just want to be me.

885
00:43:31,360 --> 00:43:34,520
Speaker 1: So that's on purpose, yes, So so help me understand

886
00:43:34,520 --> 00:43:37,080
Speaker 1: how you swape that down very carefully.

887
00:43:37,120 --> 00:43:38,799
Speaker 2: You gotta watch how you throw things away. I've lived

888
00:43:38,840 --> 00:43:41,320
Speaker 2: through some shit in my life. Behind I throwing it

889
00:43:41,440 --> 00:43:45,239
Speaker 2: away right behind disposing of things with integrity. You need

890
00:43:45,280 --> 00:43:47,719
Speaker 2: to come back and haunt you too. So I learned

891
00:43:47,719 --> 00:43:49,920
Speaker 2: how to. I learn how to push it away nice

892
00:43:49,960 --> 00:43:51,080
Speaker 2: and neat these days.

893
00:43:52,360 --> 00:43:57,160
Speaker 1: I want to talk to you about rapper Tyrese Gibson.

894
00:43:57,320 --> 00:43:59,520
Speaker 2: I don't do it, and can't talk to me about

895
00:43:59,560 --> 00:44:01,480
Speaker 2: Tyrasee because he ain't here.

896
00:44:02,480 --> 00:44:05,080
Speaker 1: But you gotta let me. But you gotta let me.

897
00:44:05,520 --> 00:44:08,880
Speaker 1: You know I'm a professional, so you gotta let me.

898
00:44:09,040 --> 00:44:12,040
Speaker 1: You gotta let me do what I do. I want, Please,

899
00:44:12,160 --> 00:44:16,960
Speaker 1: do and respect respect my space. It's important we do

900
00:44:17,000 --> 00:44:19,799
Speaker 1: that because you it's an opportunity for me to give

901
00:44:19,840 --> 00:44:20,359
Speaker 1: you something here.

902
00:44:20,440 --> 00:44:21,080
Speaker 2: I respect that.

903
00:44:23,280 --> 00:44:28,400
Speaker 1: Rapper Tyresee Gibson and his wife had a very public

904
00:44:29,320 --> 00:44:36,360
Speaker 1: relationship and divorce. My question to you is surrounding what

905
00:44:36,480 --> 00:44:40,120
Speaker 1: we spoke about earlier, about getting the person that you

906
00:44:40,320 --> 00:44:47,680
Speaker 1: actually won't. I believe that it is too because Tyresee,

907
00:44:48,280 --> 00:44:51,440
Speaker 1: in my opinion, spoke to how much he really cared

908
00:44:51,520 --> 00:44:55,520
Speaker 1: and loved for this girl. And so when a man

909
00:44:55,960 --> 00:44:59,680
Speaker 1: opens his self up in that way, and this conversation

910
00:45:00,600 --> 00:45:05,840
Speaker 1: isn't particularly about them, we use them as a sticker

911
00:45:06,600 --> 00:45:10,480
Speaker 1: as to framework and what we're speaking about. And because

912
00:45:10,480 --> 00:45:13,279
Speaker 1: that's public, I believe that it's okay to speak about that.

913
00:45:13,320 --> 00:45:15,799
Speaker 2: I don't come on, tell me why, because it ain't

914
00:45:15,800 --> 00:45:17,440
Speaker 2: none of your fucking business. And they didn't ask you

915
00:45:17,480 --> 00:45:20,080
Speaker 2: to have an opinion about their life. And everybody navigating

916
00:45:20,120 --> 00:45:21,240
Speaker 2: through their shits.

917
00:45:21,760 --> 00:45:24,960
Speaker 1: So it's hard life, it's not, but it's not their

918
00:45:25,000 --> 00:45:28,640
Speaker 1: life in particular. Again, if we don't take things and

919
00:45:28,719 --> 00:45:33,480
Speaker 1: learn from them, then we I believe everything is passed down. Okay,

920
00:45:34,040 --> 00:45:36,719
Speaker 1: I believe you got to learn from these things. If

921
00:45:36,800 --> 00:45:40,480
Speaker 1: I say tyreesa fuck nigga, I didn't. I'm saying that

922
00:45:40,560 --> 00:45:42,800
Speaker 1: if we look at the circumstance.

923
00:45:42,160 --> 00:45:43,240
Speaker 2: It's a slippery slope.

924
00:45:43,239 --> 00:45:45,000
Speaker 1: Though, Tell me why, because.

925
00:45:44,760 --> 00:45:47,560
Speaker 2: These niggas out here on the internet be flinging their

926
00:45:47,600 --> 00:45:50,200
Speaker 2: feelings and their opinions about people who are navigating through

927
00:45:50,239 --> 00:45:54,400
Speaker 2: real life circumstances and really going through it and it hurts.

928
00:45:54,520 --> 00:45:58,520
Speaker 1: Yeah, but they talking about it in public, so you're

929
00:45:58,600 --> 00:46:01,120
Speaker 1: telling me. So you're telling me that they can come

930
00:46:01,160 --> 00:46:03,319
Speaker 1: out and talk about it, and then we can't have

931
00:46:03,400 --> 00:46:06,759
Speaker 1: a conversation about the things that's being displayed.

932
00:46:06,840 --> 00:46:09,120
Speaker 2: People can, but I find something else to do personally,

933
00:46:09,480 --> 00:46:12,400
Speaker 2: like what like mine my business because I got my

934
00:46:12,480 --> 00:46:15,480
Speaker 2: own shit I'm working through and they didn't ask me nothing.

935
00:46:17,000 --> 00:46:18,120
Speaker 1: But don't you do healing?

936
00:46:18,680 --> 00:46:19,560
Speaker 2: Yeah? I help people?

937
00:46:20,200 --> 00:46:22,880
Speaker 1: So how are you helping people when this is a

938
00:46:22,920 --> 00:46:24,880
Speaker 1: public situation that we're speaking to?

939
00:46:25,080 --> 00:46:27,239
Speaker 2: King? I'm so glad that you asked me that. Thank you.

940
00:46:27,320 --> 00:46:29,759
Speaker 2: So this is how it works when people come to

941
00:46:29,840 --> 00:46:33,600
Speaker 2: me and they ask my suggestions or my opinions on things,

942
00:46:33,640 --> 00:46:36,480
Speaker 2: not always ask them to consider. I never tell people

943
00:46:36,520 --> 00:46:38,359
Speaker 2: what to do. I just ask them to consider things.

944
00:46:38,400 --> 00:46:41,279
Speaker 2: And you can only ask me about yourself. You can't

945
00:46:41,320 --> 00:46:45,800
Speaker 2: do hypotheticals, possibilities. You can't talk to me about your sister,

946
00:46:45,960 --> 00:46:48,200
Speaker 2: or your cousin or your mom. It's about you.

947
00:46:48,800 --> 00:46:51,319
Speaker 1: It's impossible to be all about me and talk to you.

948
00:46:52,000 --> 00:46:55,560
Speaker 2: Well, here's the thing. When it includes other people, you

949
00:46:55,600 --> 00:46:59,640
Speaker 2: can tell me about the situation. However, we don't get

950
00:46:59,680 --> 00:47:02,759
Speaker 2: into conversation about the other person, so we can talk

951
00:47:02,800 --> 00:47:06,560
Speaker 2: about For example, I just did a session with a

952
00:47:06,600 --> 00:47:10,040
Speaker 2: young lady the other night, and like I said, everything

953
00:47:10,120 --> 00:47:12,319
Speaker 2: that I speak on it dies with me, you know,

954
00:47:12,920 --> 00:47:16,279
Speaker 2: so I will never unveil names or identities. But she

955
00:47:16,360 --> 00:47:19,880
Speaker 2: was talking about just the uncomfortableness of feeling like she

956
00:47:19,960 --> 00:47:23,279
Speaker 2: needed a break and breaking off her relationship. And then

957
00:47:23,440 --> 00:47:26,960
Speaker 2: her her ex comes to get the baby, so she

958
00:47:27,000 --> 00:47:30,680
Speaker 2: complains about him not getting the baby. And then when

959
00:47:30,680 --> 00:47:32,960
Speaker 2: he gets the baby, he takes the baby to his

960
00:47:33,040 --> 00:47:35,239
Speaker 2: sister's house, and she is upset with him about that,

961
00:47:35,280 --> 00:47:37,360
Speaker 2: And I told her that's none of your business. You

962
00:47:37,360 --> 00:47:38,959
Speaker 2: don't get to choose what he do with the baby.

963
00:47:39,000 --> 00:47:40,440
Speaker 2: After you pick the baby up, you want to break

964
00:47:40,520 --> 00:47:44,120
Speaker 2: or not, bitch, We're not gonna dissect what he's doing

965
00:47:44,160 --> 00:47:46,399
Speaker 2: and how he's moving. We're gonna process how you move

966
00:47:46,480 --> 00:47:48,600
Speaker 2: in your life. He is a part of your life

967
00:47:48,640 --> 00:47:50,840
Speaker 2: outside of the fact that you need a break and

968
00:47:50,880 --> 00:47:52,960
Speaker 2: you trust him with the child. We're not dissecting his

969
00:47:53,040 --> 00:47:56,279
Speaker 2: behaviors because we don't have no control over him. So

970
00:47:56,400 --> 00:47:59,359
Speaker 2: what we're gonna do about us? He is who he is.

971
00:48:00,040 --> 00:48:02,520
Speaker 2: You know what you know about him. So how do

972
00:48:02,600 --> 00:48:04,880
Speaker 2: you win? Because you win when you get what you

973
00:48:04,920 --> 00:48:06,440
Speaker 2: want and you want some peace in your life, and

974
00:48:06,480 --> 00:48:08,640
Speaker 2: you're not gonna get it trying to dissect his behavior.

975
00:48:09,040 --> 00:48:10,680
Speaker 2: All you can control is you do he pick the

976
00:48:10,680 --> 00:48:12,520
Speaker 2: baby up? Is the baby safe?

977
00:48:12,719 --> 00:48:16,399
Speaker 1: But see, you gotta I disagree with that because if

978
00:48:16,400 --> 00:48:23,320
Speaker 1: I die sect right, if I'm dealing with someone, okay

979
00:48:24,280 --> 00:48:26,600
Speaker 1: and they exhibit a behavior that I never want to

980
00:48:26,640 --> 00:48:30,000
Speaker 1: see again, m h, it's important to me. It's important

981
00:48:30,040 --> 00:48:31,960
Speaker 1: for me to examine him in a way where I

982
00:48:32,040 --> 00:48:36,120
Speaker 1: know what that behavior looks like, the indicators of that behavior.

983
00:48:36,320 --> 00:48:40,799
Speaker 1: I agree with that, so that I have to judge

984
00:48:40,840 --> 00:48:43,400
Speaker 1: people that I'm involved with, Yes.

985
00:48:43,239 --> 00:48:47,560
Speaker 2: But are you involved? That's different. For example, we're not

986
00:48:47,760 --> 00:48:51,400
Speaker 2: involved with the people that you named, but people that

987
00:48:51,440 --> 00:48:54,360
Speaker 2: you're involved with we can have a different conversation about.

988
00:48:54,640 --> 00:48:57,080
Speaker 2: Like I speak to my therapist about my mother. I

989
00:48:57,080 --> 00:48:58,919
Speaker 2: speak to my therapist about what I'm saying.

990
00:48:59,000 --> 00:49:02,120
Speaker 1: So so when I and I made it clear, I

991
00:49:02,120 --> 00:49:04,680
Speaker 1: think that the names just shot done something to you.

992
00:49:04,840 --> 00:49:06,719
Speaker 2: Yeah, I just don't mention people by name. You can

993
00:49:06,760 --> 00:49:08,319
Speaker 2: talk about situations.

994
00:49:07,840 --> 00:49:09,880
Speaker 1: Right, and that's that's what. But but when when I

995
00:49:09,960 --> 00:49:12,320
Speaker 1: mention them by name, it ain't for you, and everything

996
00:49:12,360 --> 00:49:14,480
Speaker 1: ain't gonna be for you. I received it right, and

997
00:49:14,600 --> 00:49:17,760
Speaker 1: some things it's for these youngsters. Just watching these young women,

998
00:49:17,880 --> 00:49:21,239
Speaker 1: these young men, it's viewing us as we operating whatever

999
00:49:21,360 --> 00:49:23,920
Speaker 1: information we got. I receive that, you see. So as

1000
00:49:23,960 --> 00:49:27,400
Speaker 1: they are watching these celebrities, and their lives are running

1001
00:49:27,440 --> 00:49:31,799
Speaker 1: alongside what they're doing. My job in this space is

1002
00:49:31,840 --> 00:49:35,560
Speaker 1: always to put my perspective next to a situation. I

1003
00:49:35,600 --> 00:49:41,360
Speaker 1: don't never, I don't. I don't find it productive to

1004
00:49:44,080 --> 00:49:47,520
Speaker 1: demean anyone or say anything bad. But I do find

1005
00:49:47,520 --> 00:49:50,840
Speaker 1: it productive for the own watchers to say, hey, the

1006
00:49:50,920 --> 00:49:53,520
Speaker 1: perspective I find about man. Damn, it's rough when you

1007
00:49:53,560 --> 00:49:56,439
Speaker 1: get a girl that you really won't because they break

1008
00:49:56,480 --> 00:49:58,959
Speaker 1: your heart when she walk out the door. You see

1009
00:49:58,960 --> 00:50:01,960
Speaker 1: the reactions. Sometimes you can't control your emotions. You blurt

1010
00:50:02,000 --> 00:50:05,279
Speaker 1: things out. Sometimes you kick or clothes out. Sometimes you

1011
00:50:05,280 --> 00:50:08,279
Speaker 1: won't pick the baby up right. And it ain't in

1012
00:50:08,400 --> 00:50:12,319
Speaker 1: particular with these people, but it's by way of their

1013
00:50:12,400 --> 00:50:15,040
Speaker 1: situation I received that we try to teach from.

1014
00:50:15,160 --> 00:50:18,680
Speaker 2: I get exactly what you're saying I do. But I've

1015
00:50:18,680 --> 00:50:22,440
Speaker 2: been attacked in the media, like I've lived through some

1016
00:50:22,480 --> 00:50:25,319
Speaker 2: shit of how people will take your name and take

1017
00:50:25,360 --> 00:50:28,640
Speaker 2: your situation and have an opinion and talk the most

1018
00:50:28,640 --> 00:50:32,080
Speaker 2: about the shit that they know the least about and

1019
00:50:32,200 --> 00:50:34,799
Speaker 2: drag you and you will be all through the headlines

1020
00:50:35,120 --> 00:50:37,040
Speaker 2: with your pain and your shame, and they take a

1021
00:50:37,080 --> 00:50:38,960
Speaker 2: little bit of truth and a whole lot of lie

1022
00:50:39,040 --> 00:50:41,880
Speaker 2: and you'll be conversation. So I just don't mention people.

1023
00:50:42,440 --> 00:50:45,200
Speaker 1: Yeah, and I think that it's a space that that's happening.

1024
00:50:45,600 --> 00:50:47,200
Speaker 2: I just don't. That's why I don't do it. That's

1025
00:50:47,200 --> 00:50:49,359
Speaker 2: why I stay like all the way on the other

1026
00:50:49,400 --> 00:50:50,240
Speaker 2: side of the line.

1027
00:50:50,520 --> 00:50:52,640
Speaker 1: But it's hard when you in content world.

1028
00:50:53,080 --> 00:50:53,799
Speaker 2: I receive that.

1029
00:50:54,000 --> 00:50:56,680
Speaker 1: So I'm saying it's gonna be hard to navigate.

1030
00:50:56,560 --> 00:50:58,200
Speaker 2: Of the hard hard is my favorite.

1031
00:50:58,280 --> 00:51:01,480
Speaker 1: Yeah, but you know I can appreciate that. But but

1032
00:51:01,480 --> 00:51:04,080
Speaker 1: but when you in content world, and you you got

1033
00:51:04,080 --> 00:51:06,839
Speaker 1: to have some of these rough conversations, and as our

1034
00:51:06,920 --> 00:51:12,320
Speaker 1: job is content creators is, especially with money, big money

1035
00:51:12,360 --> 00:51:14,799
Speaker 1: on the line, the job is to have the conversation

1036
00:51:15,000 --> 00:51:18,200
Speaker 1: in a way where you don't lose your integrity, you

1037
00:51:18,280 --> 00:51:22,160
Speaker 1: don't offend anyone. But it's more you more given your

1038
00:51:22,200 --> 00:51:24,759
Speaker 1: perspective and trying to teach based on your experience. But

1039
00:51:24,840 --> 00:51:26,280
Speaker 1: you would have to see in your interface.

1040
00:51:26,560 --> 00:51:28,520
Speaker 2: I would need you to coach me through that because

1041
00:51:28,520 --> 00:51:31,120
Speaker 2: I'm so far on the other side of the line

1042
00:51:31,560 --> 00:51:33,719
Speaker 2: that I'm known for not fucking That's one of the

1043
00:51:33,760 --> 00:51:35,880
Speaker 2: things that I'm known for. I don't do trending topics.

1044
00:51:35,920 --> 00:51:36,600
Speaker 2: I don't do guys.

1045
00:51:36,760 --> 00:51:40,480
Speaker 1: And it's not trending because this ain't even trending. This

1046
00:51:40,520 --> 00:51:41,319
Speaker 1: has been dead.

1047
00:51:41,520 --> 00:51:44,160
Speaker 2: Well well, I'm not saying that it's trending now. I'm

1048
00:51:44,200 --> 00:51:46,360
Speaker 2: just saying from like where I drew my line. So

1049
00:51:46,400 --> 00:51:47,919
Speaker 2: that's something that I would definitely be open.

1050
00:51:48,040 --> 00:51:49,640
Speaker 1: Yeah, and that's why I'm glad we're building on it.

1051
00:51:49,640 --> 00:51:52,360
Speaker 2: Because I don't fuck with it. I don't anything that

1052
00:51:52,440 --> 00:51:56,560
Speaker 2: got anybody name in it. Those are real people in

1053
00:51:56,640 --> 00:51:59,279
Speaker 2: real situations with real lives, and they didn't ask me.

1054
00:51:59,360 --> 00:52:01,920
Speaker 1: I don't have no But you know, every book is

1055
00:52:01,960 --> 00:52:04,920
Speaker 1: written off the lives of people, and I understand, and

1056
00:52:05,400 --> 00:52:07,000
Speaker 1: that's how they pass information now.

1057
00:52:07,000 --> 00:52:09,160
Speaker 2: Like yo, the healing god life.

1058
00:52:09,320 --> 00:52:13,759
Speaker 1: So all this information is based on Yo. Damn y'all.

1059
00:52:13,760 --> 00:52:16,279
Speaker 1: See what happened with them? Man, somebody write there down,

1060
00:52:16,360 --> 00:52:19,200
Speaker 1: passed it back to the to the next group crop

1061
00:52:19,280 --> 00:52:22,680
Speaker 1: of humans. Right. And so if we are living in

1062
00:52:22,680 --> 00:52:26,600
Speaker 1: this communication age in which you operate with a voice

1063
00:52:26,640 --> 00:52:31,640
Speaker 1: that's extremely powerful and gives perspective as to sometimes what

1064
00:52:31,719 --> 00:52:34,279
Speaker 1: a man feels like or what a woman feels like

1065
00:52:34,600 --> 00:52:38,640
Speaker 1: in these kind of circumstances, right, say you deal with

1066
00:52:41,320 --> 00:52:44,880
Speaker 1: like because if this was a click baity situation, we

1067
00:52:44,880 --> 00:52:48,160
Speaker 1: would have started the conversation with Diddy. You see what

1068
00:52:48,160 --> 00:52:51,120
Speaker 1: I'm saying like shit like that. This isn't that We've

1069
00:52:51,160 --> 00:52:53,719
Speaker 1: been talking for I don't know how long, and it's

1070
00:52:53,760 --> 00:52:57,040
Speaker 1: just been about game. Yeah. But what all I'm saying

1071
00:52:57,160 --> 00:53:00,960
Speaker 1: is that it's our job to some kind of way

1072
00:53:01,080 --> 00:53:03,600
Speaker 1: find a way to have some of these rough conversations.

1073
00:53:03,640 --> 00:53:05,800
Speaker 2: I would need some coaching on that do them with it.

1074
00:53:06,000 --> 00:53:08,080
Speaker 2: On the other side of the mind, I wouldn't need

1075
00:53:08,120 --> 00:53:08,480
Speaker 2: some coaching.

1076
00:53:09,360 --> 00:53:12,560
Speaker 1: But it's why did you so? Okay? Tell me why

1077
00:53:12,600 --> 00:53:13,920
Speaker 1: you draw such a fine.

1078
00:53:13,719 --> 00:53:17,719
Speaker 2: Line because if a person doesn't specifically and I've known,

1079
00:53:17,760 --> 00:53:20,480
Speaker 2: I've been known for this since middle school, like this

1080
00:53:20,600 --> 00:53:23,480
Speaker 2: is part of my foundation. You can't come to me

1081
00:53:23,640 --> 00:53:26,919
Speaker 2: and talk to me about other people, like even even

1082
00:53:26,960 --> 00:53:29,200
Speaker 2: in conversations when I was in this, I.

1083
00:53:29,120 --> 00:53:32,800
Speaker 1: Think it's a bad framing because if I accept that framing,

1084
00:53:32,920 --> 00:53:35,759
Speaker 1: then I let people view that like that's what I'm

1085
00:53:35,800 --> 00:53:39,319
Speaker 1: trying to do, and that's not the circumstance. So it's

1086
00:53:39,360 --> 00:53:42,399
Speaker 1: not talking about you. We got cameras on I got

1087
00:53:42,560 --> 00:53:45,600
Speaker 1: hundreds of thousands of listeners, so this isn't a personal

1088
00:53:45,640 --> 00:53:47,480
Speaker 1: conversation about someone I know.

1089
00:53:47,560 --> 00:53:50,520
Speaker 2: But they're real people, and I just that's just me personally, and.

1090
00:53:50,480 --> 00:53:53,839
Speaker 1: I'm not upset. I hope you don't think I'm off.

1091
00:53:54,480 --> 00:53:56,000
Speaker 2: And that's the reason why I said I would be

1092
00:53:56,040 --> 00:53:58,359
Speaker 2: open to coaching if you have a way, like if

1093
00:53:58,360 --> 00:54:00,680
Speaker 2: you feel like Queen, I see you and I funk

1094
00:54:00,719 --> 00:54:03,040
Speaker 2: with you. But this right here, this may be something

1095
00:54:03,080 --> 00:54:04,880
Speaker 2: that gets in the way of your bread, right, I mean,

1096
00:54:04,960 --> 00:54:05,840
Speaker 2: you can talk about it.

1097
00:54:05,920 --> 00:54:08,480
Speaker 1: That's what I'm basically saying, you know, because what I'm

1098
00:54:08,520 --> 00:54:13,759
Speaker 1: saying is that you you offer a certain perspective and

1099
00:54:13,800 --> 00:54:15,880
Speaker 1: there's a way that I made money doing this, so

1100
00:54:15,920 --> 00:54:18,839
Speaker 1: there's a way to do it without being offensive. And

1101
00:54:18,880 --> 00:54:21,640
Speaker 1: I'm sitting with the King of that, with the kidding

1102
00:54:21,640 --> 00:54:26,080
Speaker 1: with the King of it, right, yeah, the King, Yeah,

1103
00:54:26,120 --> 00:54:32,160
Speaker 1: the King straight for ship show. So there's a way

1104
00:54:32,200 --> 00:54:35,600
Speaker 1: to And I'm interested in you knowing that because your

1105
00:54:35,680 --> 00:54:40,720
Speaker 1: voice is powerful. You've been attacked in the Internet.

1106
00:54:40,960 --> 00:54:42,319
Speaker 2: I've dealt with some things.

1107
00:54:43,120 --> 00:54:45,680
Speaker 1: Was it did it hurt you? Did you feel it?

1108
00:54:45,760 --> 00:54:46,440
Speaker 1: Was it true?

1109
00:54:47,480 --> 00:54:48,400
Speaker 2: It was not true?

1110
00:54:48,760 --> 00:54:50,799
Speaker 1: You know what I get? And before you answer that,

1111
00:54:50,840 --> 00:54:54,719
Speaker 1: what I get directly from these gentlemen is and when

1112
00:54:54,760 --> 00:54:57,000
Speaker 1: you talk about this ship, I had to just what

1113
00:54:57,040 --> 00:54:59,520
Speaker 1: it was. You kept it real. I get that from

1114
00:54:59,600 --> 00:55:03,200
Speaker 1: these even after I've spoke on them or spoke on

1115
00:55:03,320 --> 00:55:07,560
Speaker 1: the scenario, because I find I always do that right.

1116
00:55:07,800 --> 00:55:11,239
Speaker 1: And this is you do with this information whatever you

1117
00:55:11,320 --> 00:55:14,359
Speaker 1: may because the money lives on on the side of

1118
00:55:15,239 --> 00:55:16,720
Speaker 1: informing these people.

1119
00:55:16,840 --> 00:55:21,319
Speaker 2: I agree with that, and information is not only not

1120
00:55:21,360 --> 00:55:25,279
Speaker 2: only important, it's activation because the more you know, the

1121
00:55:25,320 --> 00:55:27,400
Speaker 2: more you can do, like you can take a different

1122
00:55:27,480 --> 00:55:30,640
Speaker 2: level of control over your life. The more that you know,

1123
00:55:30,760 --> 00:55:35,319
Speaker 2: the more well informed that you are. I just me personally,

1124
00:55:36,400 --> 00:55:38,440
Speaker 2: I realize I deal with people every day I have

1125
00:55:38,480 --> 00:55:42,000
Speaker 2: a lot of celebrity clientele, and I've had people that

1126
00:55:42,280 --> 00:55:45,880
Speaker 2: are all over the headlines and topics of people conversations,

1127
00:55:46,640 --> 00:55:48,600
Speaker 2: tell me how this shit is ripping through their soul

1128
00:55:48,680 --> 00:55:51,480
Speaker 2: and their family to see things and everybody got an opinion,

1129
00:55:51,480 --> 00:55:54,680
Speaker 2: and everybody got a story, and everything just ain't for everybody.

1130
00:55:54,680 --> 00:55:57,480
Speaker 2: Sometimes it's people that don't say nothing personal about it.

1131
00:55:57,719 --> 00:55:59,840
Speaker 2: Sometimes it's people that don't give it to the internet

1132
00:55:59,880 --> 00:56:00,560
Speaker 2: that interject.

1133
00:56:00,680 --> 00:56:04,000
Speaker 1: Just took it so to keep right. That's why you

1134
00:56:04,080 --> 00:56:07,640
Speaker 1: hear me say Tyrese in specific who's been on gave

1135
00:56:07,680 --> 00:56:10,080
Speaker 1: it to the internet. Right, That's what I'm saying. When

1136
00:56:10,080 --> 00:56:13,920
Speaker 1: you're sitting next to a high this is high level

1137
00:56:14,040 --> 00:56:18,040
Speaker 1: game I'm talking about, but I'm the highest. This is

1138
00:56:18,080 --> 00:56:21,560
Speaker 1: the end of the bosses on the game. Like when

1139
00:56:21,600 --> 00:56:25,480
Speaker 1: you done beat everybody else far as game being applied,

1140
00:56:26,040 --> 00:56:30,880
Speaker 1: I'm playing major game is being applied. So I'm saying,

1141
00:56:30,960 --> 00:56:39,040
Speaker 1: I do thank you receiving Hey. So, so all I'm

1142
00:56:39,080 --> 00:56:42,560
Speaker 1: saying is when I when I when I say it,

1143
00:56:43,280 --> 00:56:45,960
Speaker 1: when you even hit me. That's that's why I delved

1144
00:56:46,040 --> 00:56:49,880
Speaker 1: into it because I know you don't know me enough

1145
00:56:49,880 --> 00:56:53,879
Speaker 1: to know this, right, But Yo, nigga, if I if

1146
00:56:53,920 --> 00:56:55,319
Speaker 1: I tell your cheese.

1147
00:56:54,960 --> 00:56:57,920
Speaker 2: On the moon, I'm going to I'm going up there

1148
00:56:57,920 --> 00:56:58,360
Speaker 2: with cracking.

1149
00:56:58,400 --> 00:57:03,080
Speaker 1: Get your motherfucking cracking. It ain't nothing to listen when

1150
00:57:03,080 --> 00:57:05,200
Speaker 1: I do it, it's the right way. It ain't never

1151
00:57:05,239 --> 00:57:07,560
Speaker 1: the wrong way. If you see me dribble through my

1152
00:57:07,640 --> 00:57:11,200
Speaker 1: legs on the court, they accepting that now. It could

1153
00:57:11,200 --> 00:57:13,920
Speaker 1: be the first nigga do a cross over. They accepting

1154
00:57:14,000 --> 00:57:17,240
Speaker 1: that now. Right. So what I'm just saying is I

1155
00:57:17,320 --> 00:57:20,880
Speaker 1: usually get from these guys that we learned. It's perspective

1156
00:57:21,400 --> 00:57:24,080
Speaker 1: because when as they're battling, there's there's something to be

1157
00:57:24,160 --> 00:57:27,240
Speaker 1: said too of when they're battling through those things and

1158
00:57:27,280 --> 00:57:31,720
Speaker 1: then those dark places, they do need someone that perspective.

1159
00:57:31,840 --> 00:57:34,959
Speaker 1: This giving not somebody that's trying to cloud chasing.

1160
00:57:34,880 --> 00:57:36,240
Speaker 2: Because it's a lot of that going on.

1161
00:57:36,360 --> 00:57:38,520
Speaker 1: Yeah, and I can tell you've been something's done happen.

1162
00:57:39,000 --> 00:57:41,680
Speaker 2: It's a lot of cloud chasing, click bait, it's something

1163
00:57:41,760 --> 00:57:46,760
Speaker 2: a lot of who ass niggas you something. I stay,

1164
00:57:46,960 --> 00:57:48,960
Speaker 2: I stay way on the other side of the line

1165
00:57:49,320 --> 00:57:52,120
Speaker 2: because not only from my personal experience, Like I said,

1166
00:57:52,120 --> 00:57:54,400
Speaker 2: I have a lot of celebrity clients help I help people.

1167
00:57:54,600 --> 00:57:58,240
Speaker 2: The creator have positioned me to be of assistance to mankind.

1168
00:57:58,920 --> 00:58:02,280
Speaker 2: I help, and a lot of times somebody else may

1169
00:58:02,320 --> 00:58:06,200
Speaker 2: think it's just content, but it's the person's darkest, deepest

1170
00:58:06,240 --> 00:58:09,920
Speaker 2: traumatic situations that they have to relive in their work environment,

1171
00:58:10,280 --> 00:58:14,480
Speaker 2: if the Internet is their work environment, into another content creator.

1172
00:58:14,560 --> 00:58:17,600
Speaker 2: This is also my job, like a news reporter, it's

1173
00:58:17,640 --> 00:58:18,520
Speaker 2: also my job.

1174
00:58:19,080 --> 00:58:23,160
Speaker 1: So I just but it's administering healing by way of words.

1175
00:58:23,640 --> 00:58:26,400
Speaker 1: So again, when you speak on it, and you speaking

1176
00:58:26,440 --> 00:58:29,760
Speaker 1: from that frequency, it's like every time it seemed like

1177
00:58:30,080 --> 00:58:37,240
Speaker 1: your only experience with conversations surrounding turmoil has been bullshit conversation.

1178
00:58:37,720 --> 00:58:38,880
Speaker 2: That is very true.

1179
00:58:38,920 --> 00:58:43,439
Speaker 1: There's building happening next to this, next to bullshit. There's

1180
00:58:43,560 --> 00:58:46,720
Speaker 1: building happening in real time, next to people going through

1181
00:58:46,760 --> 00:58:50,120
Speaker 1: these things. That's picking up a podcast and saying your

1182
00:58:50,200 --> 00:58:52,760
Speaker 1: perspective changed my life and that's.

1183
00:58:52,560 --> 00:58:54,440
Speaker 2: How I feel, and that's why I want to reach it.

1184
00:58:55,440 --> 00:58:58,240
Speaker 1: But but see, you don't. Sometimes you don't got their luxury.

1185
00:58:58,400 --> 00:59:00,640
Speaker 1: Sometimes you ain't in that position and they ain't in

1186
00:59:00,680 --> 00:59:04,000
Speaker 1: that position. Sometimes you gotta give it to the world.

1187
00:59:04,080 --> 00:59:06,520
Speaker 1: This is the problem I had when one of these

1188
00:59:06,600 --> 00:59:09,480
Speaker 1: podcast guys was speaking at Rick Ross and meet mill

1189
00:59:09,560 --> 00:59:13,440
Speaker 1: and all these guys, I'm saying, listen respectfully to your position,

1190
00:59:14,240 --> 00:59:17,960
Speaker 1: but get it. Get a solution to the world. Get

1191
00:59:17,960 --> 00:59:22,680
Speaker 1: a solution to the world. Don't be so selfish. Well, man,

1192
00:59:22,720 --> 00:59:25,600
Speaker 1: come on, man, don't be so selfish. Well, this nigga

1193
00:59:25,640 --> 00:59:27,960
Speaker 1: gotta be in my face for me to bless the building.

1194
00:59:28,440 --> 00:59:32,000
Speaker 1: I'm blessing everybody in the sound of my voice. So

1195
00:59:32,320 --> 00:59:36,600
Speaker 1: by way through him, I'm administered in healing by way words.

1196
00:59:37,120 --> 00:59:39,680
Speaker 1: Because I see this man in as dark as our

1197
00:59:39,920 --> 00:59:43,120
Speaker 1: he loved someone and he felt this though I gave

1198
00:59:43,160 --> 00:59:45,960
Speaker 1: it everything I had, and he sat there and he

1199
00:59:46,120 --> 00:59:50,360
Speaker 1: sat there, and he begged and he begged and he begged.

1200
00:59:50,640 --> 00:59:52,280
Speaker 1: And that us as me and you know how mean

1201
00:59:52,360 --> 00:59:54,640
Speaker 1: the niggas is. In that same position, I.

1202
00:59:54,600 --> 00:59:55,600
Speaker 2: Do sessions with him.

1203
00:59:55,640 --> 00:59:58,320
Speaker 1: So that's what I'm saying. It becomes see for me,

1204
00:59:59,160 --> 01:00:04,560
Speaker 1: I'm gonna get honey regardless. So sake, say, I can

1205
01:00:04,640 --> 01:00:07,160
Speaker 1: charge Tyree's ten grand to come home. Let me because

1206
01:00:07,400 --> 01:00:11,640
Speaker 1: these nigga pay me top dollar for mentorship, top dollar.

1207
01:00:11,720 --> 01:00:14,600
Speaker 1: We talking. I got a partner, get thirty five grand

1208
01:00:14,640 --> 01:00:18,640
Speaker 1: for a mentorship. We talking. These niggas need help, they do.

1209
01:00:19,400 --> 01:00:22,760
Speaker 1: So sometimes I'm gonna get money. I'm saying, if I

1210
01:00:22,800 --> 01:00:26,080
Speaker 1: can put something down there making help somebody or change

1211
01:00:26,120 --> 01:00:29,680
Speaker 1: somebody life, I find myself doing a disservice to the

1212
01:00:29,720 --> 01:00:33,640
Speaker 1: community by not pushing that out there. And anytime I

1213
01:00:33,640 --> 01:00:37,040
Speaker 1: see a situation, I think that all the way my

1214
01:00:37,120 --> 01:00:39,840
Speaker 1: brain set up, ain't it can't be no bullshit coming

1215
01:00:39,880 --> 01:00:42,880
Speaker 1: next to it. Whatever I speak on is with the

1216
01:00:43,000 --> 01:00:45,400
Speaker 1: intentions of trying to give something.

1217
01:00:45,440 --> 01:00:47,960
Speaker 2: Well, you know what, the culture needs you because it's

1218
01:00:47,960 --> 01:00:49,960
Speaker 2: a lot of whole ass niggas out here that ain't

1219
01:00:50,000 --> 01:00:52,560
Speaker 2: got shit to say, but some bullshit out their mouth,

1220
01:00:53,000 --> 01:00:54,840
Speaker 2: and that's what it's smell it. I think they teeth

1221
01:00:54,880 --> 01:00:56,360
Speaker 2: right too. I think that's why they breast smell like

1222
01:00:57,520 --> 01:00:59,959
Speaker 2: you know, niggas be teeth be rotten for real, right,

1223
01:01:01,440 --> 01:01:03,080
Speaker 2: you can tell a lot about mother fuck open the

1224
01:01:03,240 --> 01:01:04,840
Speaker 2: mouth fast. Why I be telling them to say my

1225
01:01:04,960 --> 01:01:06,760
Speaker 2: name like that? They be thinking I'm being sexy and

1226
01:01:06,960 --> 01:01:11,240
Speaker 2: I want to see say, ah, open your head up.

1227
01:01:12,680 --> 01:01:15,760
Speaker 1: Yeah, now that's facts. But you know, I think there's

1228
01:01:15,800 --> 01:01:18,200
Speaker 1: good information, good content. Man. Like I said, I just

1229
01:01:18,240 --> 01:01:20,000
Speaker 1: think a lot of a lot.

1230
01:01:19,800 --> 01:01:23,120
Speaker 2: Of youngsters I think that I think that with your perspective,

1231
01:01:24,120 --> 01:01:27,840
Speaker 2: the culture definitely needs you, because it's a very traumatizing

1232
01:01:27,960 --> 01:01:31,919
Speaker 2: experience when somebody has the audacity to speak on your

1233
01:01:32,320 --> 01:01:35,440
Speaker 2: situation and be nothing more than entertained by your trauma,

1234
01:01:35,960 --> 01:01:38,680
Speaker 2: by situations that don't fucked you up in life, shook

1235
01:01:38,720 --> 01:01:42,040
Speaker 2: your life up, cracked you up, that broke you maybe,

1236
01:01:42,920 --> 01:01:44,680
Speaker 2: and it's just clickbait for them.

1237
01:01:44,720 --> 01:01:47,960
Speaker 1: And I've seen this and I and dealing with you

1238
01:01:48,040 --> 01:01:52,360
Speaker 1: in real time right now is important because it's important

1239
01:01:52,360 --> 01:01:54,880
Speaker 1: for the culture to know that not only are you

1240
01:01:54,920 --> 01:01:58,760
Speaker 1: a safe space, but this is a safe space.

1241
01:01:58,960 --> 01:01:59,240
Speaker 2: Word.

1242
01:02:01,080 --> 01:02:05,480
Speaker 1: This ain't one of them kind of scenarios where nigga

1243
01:02:05,520 --> 01:02:08,040
Speaker 1: get you in here and you go to talking about

1244
01:02:08,080 --> 01:02:10,600
Speaker 1: your dogg it's hour and drag you through the mud.

1245
01:02:11,320 --> 01:02:12,960
Speaker 1: You know what I'm saying. This is what we try

1246
01:02:13,000 --> 01:02:16,560
Speaker 1: to learn. And yo, y'all watch this. If nothing else,

1247
01:02:16,600 --> 01:02:18,680
Speaker 1: this is gonna be the only souldier die about this,

1248
01:02:19,040 --> 01:02:21,479
Speaker 1: You understand me. This is gonna be the only one

1249
01:02:21,600 --> 01:02:23,880
Speaker 1: go down about this, because we're gonna watch this from

1250
01:02:23,880 --> 01:02:26,640
Speaker 1: here on that because he didn't know and we didn't know,

1251
01:02:26,720 --> 01:02:28,960
Speaker 1: and we saw him go through it and whatever he

1252
01:02:29,000 --> 01:02:32,320
Speaker 1: got from it, hopefully, and them same guys come crawling

1253
01:02:32,320 --> 01:02:33,960
Speaker 1: to me on their hands and knees. They have that

1254
01:02:34,360 --> 01:02:38,360
Speaker 1: their final conversation before they get theirself together, before before

1255
01:02:38,400 --> 01:02:41,680
Speaker 1: they finally say, that was my last time speaking about it.

1256
01:02:41,760 --> 01:02:44,200
Speaker 2: Well, that was necessary, you know, as far as like

1257
01:02:44,280 --> 01:02:47,960
Speaker 2: what you provide, the element of you, the essentialness of you,

1258
01:02:48,160 --> 01:02:53,560
Speaker 2: the necessity of you is appreciated. And again I think,

1259
01:02:53,640 --> 01:02:55,320
Speaker 2: I thank God for you. I thank you for you

1260
01:02:55,360 --> 01:02:57,720
Speaker 2: because you need it out here, because I smell they

1261
01:02:57,760 --> 01:02:58,920
Speaker 2: pussy everywhere.

1262
01:02:59,240 --> 01:03:02,080
Speaker 1: Tell me, tell me eat, but you don't say names.

1263
01:03:02,200 --> 01:03:06,400
Speaker 1: Tell me a scenario in which you're uncomfortable with with

1264
01:03:06,560 --> 01:03:10,840
Speaker 1: social media, meaning like some you may have saarted been like, yo,

1265
01:03:11,080 --> 01:03:14,160
Speaker 1: this is what we're doing now, just from men men.

1266
01:03:14,240 --> 01:03:16,840
Speaker 2: Just men that have just gossip be as petty shit.

1267
01:03:17,480 --> 01:03:18,400
Speaker 1: What's gossip being?

1268
01:03:18,440 --> 01:03:23,520
Speaker 2: What's informative and gossiply is anything that you have the

1269
01:03:23,600 --> 01:03:30,640
Speaker 2: audacity to speak on negatively that is not involving you directly?

1270
01:03:31,600 --> 01:03:36,000
Speaker 2: Informative is you getting the positive out of it, sharing

1271
01:03:36,080 --> 01:03:40,440
Speaker 2: it as a learning experience instead of just conversation between

1272
01:03:40,440 --> 01:03:43,640
Speaker 2: you and your whole ass niggas laughing about somebody else's demids.

1273
01:03:43,680 --> 01:03:48,000
Speaker 2: When the Minister said, when men fall pray, because that's

1274
01:03:48,080 --> 01:03:50,520
Speaker 2: that's you, that's you getting the opportunity to ask your

1275
01:03:50,520 --> 01:03:54,160
Speaker 2: creator for some grace and that is interesting for me.

1276
01:03:54,600 --> 01:03:56,880
Speaker 2: And so I just don't fuck with it, you know,

1277
01:03:57,320 --> 01:03:58,760
Speaker 2: I just don't and I.

1278
01:03:58,880 --> 01:04:02,040
Speaker 1: And I'm with you, and I'm glad you're expressing that

1279
01:04:02,160 --> 01:04:04,000
Speaker 1: because there's a lot of podcasts now that you will

1280
01:04:04,080 --> 01:04:06,840
Speaker 1: hit them get into a place where even people will

1281
01:04:06,880 --> 01:04:10,720
Speaker 1: start trying to teach and being like by way of

1282
01:04:10,760 --> 01:04:13,840
Speaker 1: these scenarios, because this is important that it happens in

1283
01:04:13,880 --> 01:04:16,960
Speaker 1: our culture, because these a lot of people learn.

1284
01:04:16,840 --> 01:04:20,440
Speaker 2: That way, Like, what are your intentions? Is my question?

1285
01:04:20,480 --> 01:04:22,720
Speaker 1: Now here's here's the key. They show them clear because

1286
01:04:22,720 --> 01:04:25,160
Speaker 1: if you let people talk long enough, you will hear

1287
01:04:25,200 --> 01:04:28,040
Speaker 1: their intention. And that's a fact, Jack, It'll whistle through.

1288
01:04:28,520 --> 01:04:31,440
Speaker 1: So when you hear some of these podcast guys, and

1289
01:04:31,520 --> 01:04:34,400
Speaker 1: let's say they sit next to someone that the topic

1290
01:04:34,440 --> 01:04:37,600
Speaker 1: has struck them for whatever reason triggered them, and they

1291
01:04:37,640 --> 01:04:43,840
Speaker 1: want to provide some insights, some introspective a conversation about it,

1292
01:04:43,880 --> 01:04:46,720
Speaker 1: and they're going to go. Guess what the podcast usually

1293
01:04:46,760 --> 01:04:51,320
Speaker 1: will say, and this is across the board in black podcasting.

1294
01:04:51,720 --> 01:04:53,760
Speaker 1: They will they usually say, Man, I don'tbody want to

1295
01:04:53,760 --> 01:04:55,720
Speaker 1: hear all that shit. Man, We're here for the jokes

1296
01:04:56,160 --> 01:04:59,240
Speaker 1: were here for the funny by way of their conversation.

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Speaker 1: And that's why it's so important that you're saying that,

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Speaker 1: because that is a reality for content creation, in particular

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Speaker 1: for black podcasts.

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Speaker 2: Well you know, that's why I think the creator that

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Speaker 2: I'm set apart because I ain't have to show boat

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01:05:12,200 --> 01:05:14,080
Speaker 2: and samdboth for none of you whole ass niggas. I

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01:05:14,080 --> 01:05:16,080
Speaker 2: ain't bought a follower, I never paid for it, like

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01:05:16,440 --> 01:05:19,560
Speaker 2: I am who I am because the creator created me

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01:05:19,680 --> 01:05:22,200
Speaker 2: this way, and I give thanks. People fuck with me

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01:05:22,280 --> 01:05:24,840
Speaker 2: because they fuck with me, and I don't want to.

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01:05:24,880 --> 01:05:28,480
Speaker 2: I don't ever want to be even confused or mixed

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01:05:28,560 --> 01:05:30,600
Speaker 2: up with none of you whole ass niggas that do

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Speaker 2: that shit that I don't like. So that's the reason

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Speaker 2: why I stay so far on the other side of

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Speaker 2: the tank.

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Speaker 1: But when you operate, when you enter the business, it's

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01:05:38,920 --> 01:05:43,720
Speaker 1: like entering the basketball court and saying, man, I don't

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01:05:43,760 --> 01:05:46,400
Speaker 1: fuck with that ball, y'all play with It's like, yo,

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01:05:46,520 --> 01:05:48,800
Speaker 1: you own this court now. Now. If you if you

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01:05:48,960 --> 01:05:53,080
Speaker 1: were not doing any form of because whatever you're doing,

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01:05:53,200 --> 01:05:58,120
Speaker 1: your biggest commercial is gonna be these conversations, absolutely right,

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01:05:58,240 --> 01:06:02,200
Speaker 1: and so with your business being your bottom line and

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01:06:01,760 --> 01:06:06,280
Speaker 1: what you have to worry about in this space. It's

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Speaker 1: gonna be not I don't know. I mean, I know

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Speaker 1: we can do it, right because we've been talking for

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01:06:12,440 --> 01:06:15,080
Speaker 1: a long time without it. But I'm saying and I

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01:06:15,640 --> 01:06:17,880
Speaker 1: don't do it. But how I do it when I

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Speaker 1: do it is administering direction.

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Speaker 2: I think that that is something to consider.

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01:06:25,360 --> 01:06:28,000
Speaker 1: Yeah, and that's I hope you received that because you

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01:06:28,240 --> 01:06:31,320
Speaker 1: needed over on that side the way it.

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Speaker 2: Didn't come for you. If it didn't come from you,

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Speaker 2: I will probably continue to vietmaally reject it. Right, But

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Speaker 2: you know, what you're served is just as important as

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01:06:41,280 --> 01:06:43,880
Speaker 2: important as where you're served it, Like nobody can serve it.

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Speaker 2: Your favorite meal on a trash can lead once you

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01:06:46,280 --> 01:06:47,920
Speaker 2: get to a certain level. I don't care how much

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Speaker 2: I like it. You can't give it to me like that.

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Speaker 2: You better pick that shit up. You better talk to

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Speaker 2: men nice. You know. So I receive it. I do

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01:06:55,680 --> 01:06:57,880
Speaker 2: because I do. I stay weighed so far on the

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Speaker 2: other side because I don't want to be come choose

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Speaker 2: and a.

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Speaker 1: Lot of your relationships can even come by way of that. Right,

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Speaker 1: Let's just say, and I'll give you this scenario man,

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Speaker 1: and I think the creator because it's like boy, it

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01:07:10,040 --> 01:07:14,160
Speaker 1: just because this scenario for those people watching right, I

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01:07:14,240 --> 01:07:19,080
Speaker 1: just hope they get it. Let's just say when the

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01:07:19,280 --> 01:07:24,520
Speaker 1: circumstance happened where Eric Abadu or sissor one of these

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01:07:24,560 --> 01:07:29,560
Speaker 1: girls was being called out online by a content creator,

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Speaker 1: and all of these things will just keep very vague

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Speaker 1: for the sake of the conversation, but your ability to

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01:07:38,760 --> 01:07:42,800
Speaker 1: step in right then with perspective as to all of

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01:07:42,840 --> 01:07:46,040
Speaker 1: that bitch ass nigga shit that you just laid down

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01:07:46,520 --> 01:07:49,240
Speaker 1: to see a man attack a woman in a way

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Speaker 1: where it's publicly embarrassed and shame.

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Speaker 2: You know something else that I do. I'll let me and.

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Speaker 1: Check me in a's facts. But you what I'm saying

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Speaker 1: is you provide perspective to the woman on how to

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Speaker 1: deal with because me and are checking men and that's

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01:08:05,560 --> 01:08:06,240
Speaker 1: being checked.

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Speaker 2: I need that.

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Speaker 1: Yeah, that's being checked. But I'm saying your perspective helps

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01:08:10,920 --> 01:08:14,080
Speaker 1: the woman in that scenario. Like say, and what I

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Speaker 1: was speaking about is a lot of your relationships can

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01:08:16,479 --> 01:08:19,360
Speaker 1: come by way of that. Meaning let's say you spoke

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Speaker 1: up in a way that helped some artist like Scissa

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Speaker 1: in that.

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Speaker 2: Moment because when I speak up, I do help. I

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01:08:26,560 --> 01:08:28,840
Speaker 2: do help when I speak up, and I'll consider it.

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Speaker 1: But and it's just I just hope you receive it.

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01:08:31,439 --> 01:08:34,320
Speaker 1: And again it's for me to give it to you

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Speaker 1: because the money is there.

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Speaker 2: I receive it, not all of it.

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Speaker 1: And you stay true to the purpose like I'm doing.

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Speaker 1: We stay true you in the spot. I got children

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Speaker 1: next door, like I'm true to the purpose for free

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Speaker 1: them children for free. That shit ain't got a five

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Speaker 1: oh one three c nothing. This costs money. So this

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Speaker 1: I'm stay true to the purpose. But you don't get

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Speaker 1: on this court right here and say I'm not dribbling

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01:09:02,479 --> 01:09:05,160
Speaker 1: the ball. You did, and I and.

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Speaker 2: I be on the court just standing.

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Speaker 1: There to they take it into until you get took

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Speaker 1: out the gym.

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Speaker 2: Wouldn't take me out the gym, but it don't.

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Speaker 1: Why do that one? It's money gin.

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Speaker 2: But I'm telling you that.

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Speaker 1: But see, the logical man sits back and says, oh no, no,

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Speaker 1: if I can see, and that's all.

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Speaker 2: And that's why women specifically need a real one that

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01:09:30,400 --> 01:09:33,200
Speaker 2: can see the whole board and that you trust to

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Speaker 2: help you make the play. Say, because when you are

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Speaker 2: not safe a motherfucker. How you out here going against

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Speaker 2: everything that you feel you shouldn't have never did, making

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01:09:42,600 --> 01:09:44,559
Speaker 2: a fool of yourself, putting it all on the line,

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01:09:44,560 --> 01:09:46,400
Speaker 2: and you're still out there. You caught out there. He

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01:09:46,439 --> 01:09:47,840
Speaker 2: ain't even there to keep you safe.

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Speaker 1: Facts. And that's and.

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Speaker 2: That's been my situation in my life repetitiously for different

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01:09:52,960 --> 01:09:55,000
Speaker 2: ways and different reasons. That's why I stay so far

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Speaker 2: on the other side.

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Speaker 1: I happens. I'm sorry that happened.

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Speaker 2: See, the only way for me to protect myself self

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Speaker 2: was for me to just go and get out the

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Speaker 2: way because I didn't have no I didn't have no

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Speaker 2: protection on the front lines. And in order for me

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Speaker 2: to get the job done, I need to be on

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Speaker 2: the front lines. But I ain't have I wasn't safe

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Speaker 2: out here. So I went and found somewhere to get

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Speaker 2: safe until my head of security came and got me.

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Speaker 1: And you know what I say is like, man, that's

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01:10:21,520 --> 01:10:29,479
Speaker 1: that's powerful. But you know I say, I say that, yeah,

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Speaker 1: because it's.

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Speaker 2: The people that you helped. See, it's the people that

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01:10:32,479 --> 01:10:33,519
Speaker 2: you helped that hurt.

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Speaker 1: You hurt.

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Speaker 2: Don't never come from an outside space. Motherfuck got to

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Speaker 2: be close enough to help to hurt you, yes, and

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Speaker 2: it's usually the people that you helped. And this, you know,

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01:10:43,000 --> 01:10:46,760
Speaker 2: life gotta life, gotta think about, you know, surprising you.

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Speaker 2: And I don't like surprises, so I stay out the way.

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Speaker 1: And you know what, this content space in particular, logics

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Speaker 1: kick in for me because I'm emotionally tied to disrespect

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Speaker 1: as well. So here my name hurts me, especially in

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Speaker 1: the mouths of the niggas that wouldn't say it in more.

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Speaker 2: Oh ass, niggas, you would never say that shit out

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01:11:11,720 --> 01:11:15,599
Speaker 2: loud over here. My first I'll knock your teeth out, boy, please.

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01:11:16,080 --> 01:11:18,200
Speaker 2: And I'm and here's the thing, and this is this

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Speaker 2: is about the transsition. This is it because I'm a

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Speaker 2: real good girl. I'm a hood girl though, and that

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01:11:24,200 --> 01:11:27,840
Speaker 2: shit don't work in business. Yes, And when you out there,

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01:11:27,920 --> 01:11:29,960
Speaker 2: the only way that you know how to protect yourself

1430
01:11:30,040 --> 01:11:33,599
Speaker 2: on to a vast capacity is physical when you reach

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01:11:33,640 --> 01:11:36,240
Speaker 2: out and touch motherfuckers. And now you got shit to lose,

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Speaker 2: and you just can't be touching on people like that.

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Speaker 2: And the spotlight is shining on you, nigga,