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Speaker 1: Hello, and welcome to this episode.

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Speaker 2: To keep it positive, sweetie, I'm Christopher and Hazel, and

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Speaker 2: today I have with me someone that I know has

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Speaker 2: made you.

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Speaker 1: Laugh, the one, the only, Emanuel Hudson.

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Speaker 2: Yes, sir, yes, Like, oh my gosh, it's been some years.

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Speaker 2: I think I ran to you in the at the mall,

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Speaker 2: like not too long ago, maybe like a year ago.

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Speaker 2: Remember you was with Nico and Kaylyn. He was in

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Speaker 2: the mall in the big truck at Phillips.

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Speaker 3: Oh yeah, saw yep, yep, yep over there yet philps. Wow.

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Speaker 2: That was like that was it had been maybe last

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Speaker 2: year maybe sometime it was no, it was actually last

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Speaker 2: year sometimes time and we'd.

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Speaker 1: Be busy, so it was kind of like when did

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Speaker 1: I see it?

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Speaker 2: But like it's been a minute since we actually got

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Speaker 2: to sit down and chill.

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Speaker 1: Oh man, I'm so happy.

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Speaker 3: To have you here.

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Speaker 2: We started to show off with a quote or a song,

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Speaker 2: and I'd be remiss if I didn't take it back

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Speaker 2: to where I remember the world really was like these

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Speaker 2: guys are funny, and that was questions.

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Speaker 1: Oh yeah, yeah, you've been. It was so funny. I

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Speaker 1: was in my room practice sown was like where, Oh

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Speaker 1: my God, who, man, you've been where.

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Speaker 3: That's that's funny you say that because a lot of

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Speaker 3: people don't know that that's my least favorite video what

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Speaker 3: all videos that I've ever done.

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Speaker 1: It's so relatable and real.

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Speaker 3: Yeah, I mean simply because when I when I was

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Speaker 3: writing it, after I did it, and I played it

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Speaker 3: back on a little small camera that I had a

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Speaker 3: little laptop, I would just kind of look at it

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Speaker 3: and I'm just like, man, this is whack, Like this

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Speaker 3: is not funny.

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Speaker 1: And you didn't think that people were thinking it was funny.

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Speaker 4: Nah, but be simply because.

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Speaker 3: I don't know. I just didn't. I wasn't feeling it.

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Speaker 3: But it had been maybe like like two two and

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Speaker 3: a half some years since I've dropped a video. And

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Speaker 3: then that's when I just I just tweeted it. I

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Speaker 3: was just like, hey, cause Nico actually Nico was on

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Speaker 3: the way to come pick me up to go bowling

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Speaker 3: Hu and the bowling ally was like twelve minutes away

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Speaker 3: from my house at the time, And when he told

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Speaker 3: me he was on the way, I was I was

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Speaker 3: still watching. I'm like, man, I ain't putting it out

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Speaker 3: in two three years whatever. I just so I tweeted

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Speaker 3: it like three times, went to get dressed. Nico came

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Speaker 3: and got me on the way to the bowling alley.

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Speaker 3: In the middle of the drive, like my homeboy Andre

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Speaker 3: Columbus called me and was like, Yo, your video going viral.

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Speaker 3: I'm like which one? He was like, I guess the

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Speaker 3: one you just put up in the red hoodie or someone.

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Speaker 3: I said, dog, I just put that up probably like

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Speaker 3: six seven minutes ago, right, he said, yeah, it's whole

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Speaker 3: word start.

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Speaker 2: Man.

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Speaker 3: It got over four hundred thousand views already. I was

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Speaker 3: like what Then when we get to the bowling alley,

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Speaker 3: like people were coming up to me, was like, hey,

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Speaker 3: is this is this you? I'm like, oh Na, it's

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Speaker 3: over with it took me back, put me in the game.

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Speaker 3: I'm in the game.

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Speaker 1: Wow, that's crazy.

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Speaker 2: How something that you were like, oh, this is wag,

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Speaker 2: this is stupid, and probably were reluctant to post it

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Speaker 2: and then that that fast.

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Speaker 3: That's usual.

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Speaker 4: That's usually how it is.

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Speaker 3: Like a lot of musicians can and artists can understand music.

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Speaker 3: Artists can understand like you could be working on the

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Speaker 3: album and the one song you really just put your

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Speaker 3: all into, blood Sweating, tear, This one's gonna go and

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Speaker 3: you put that out and it's like, yes, it's cool,

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Speaker 3: but it's the one you just threw together at three

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Speaker 3: am in the morning before the deadline. That's the one

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Speaker 3: that goes crazy every time. Yeah, I think that's that.

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Speaker 3: That's it had that same effect with questions. I love it,

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Speaker 3: I love it.

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Speaker 1: I remember the first time I met you in person.

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Speaker 2: It was I was actually a part of one of

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Speaker 2: your we gotta find the footage the baseball field song.

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Speaker 3: Oh yeah, look listen, it's in the DM. It was

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Speaker 3: a parody of it goes Down in the dim. Yeah. No, no, no, no, no, no,

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Speaker 3: it wasn't no no, that.

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Speaker 1: Was another one, but it was like because it was sliding.

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Speaker 3: In there, this was this was the original in the

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Speaker 3: d MS. He was on the baseball Yes, me you

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Speaker 3: Kyla Field.

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Speaker 4: Yes, it was so many people and that we.

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Speaker 3: Got hits, man, y'all got hits.

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Speaker 4: We got hits.

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Speaker 2: No for real, No, I remember that. We had to

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Speaker 2: find the footage of that for sure. And I was

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Speaker 2: at the at home base that it hit the ball.

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Speaker 3: Yeah, oh, I think you was in the scene. You

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Speaker 3: might have been in the scene with d C.

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Speaker 1: Yeah, d yeah, I think.

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Speaker 4: He was the umpire.

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Speaker 3: Yeah, wow, we.

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Speaker 1: Got hit and we go way babe.

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Speaker 2: I remember that was the first one actually got to

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Speaker 2: guys put behind your content, Like that was my first time.

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Speaker 2: And I feel like that's when like content and social

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Speaker 2: media was really really starting to come together, and we

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Speaker 2: had never seen people do it the way.

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Speaker 1: Y'all were doing it. YouTube was booming, but like to see.

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Speaker 2: How you were literally shooting like real video behind y'all.

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Speaker 3: Took it serious. Yeah man, we still we're still doing it.

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Speaker 1: Yeah, into another level. And I love that. I do.

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Speaker 4: I appreciate that.

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Speaker 3: That's why that's crazy. I didn't know that that was

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Speaker 3: the first time.

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Speaker 1: Yeah, yeah, no, for sure.

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Speaker 2: I want to take it back because I always like

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Speaker 2: to give our audience an opportunity to get to know

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Speaker 2: our guests from childhood to where they are now, to

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Speaker 2: kind of give them a sense of the journey. Let's

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Speaker 2: talk about young Emanual, Like, were you always funny or

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Speaker 2: were you shot at some point?

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Speaker 1: How did you even get started in this?

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Speaker 3: The younger Manual was all I was always like a

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Speaker 3: class a class clown, you know what I'm saying. But

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Speaker 3: at the same time mon dukes and pops. They didn't

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Speaker 3: play that bad grade type stuff, you know what I'm saying.

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Speaker 3: So for the most part, yeah, I was. I was

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Speaker 3: that age. You're not thinking about that, you know. That's

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Speaker 3: usually other people's job to tell you, like what they

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Speaker 3: heard from close friends and people that actually know me, yeah,

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Speaker 3: I was the class clown, always making people laugh, just

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Speaker 3: cool with everybody if we're in school. I'm cool with

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Speaker 3: the cheerleaders, the jocks, the lanes, the chess club. You

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Speaker 4: I'm cool with everybody. I believe.

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Speaker 3: I was very outgoing, especially especially in college before all

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Speaker 3: this stuff got started. Man. I remember the first time

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Speaker 3: I went to I went to Aubandy State and the

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Speaker 3: football team wanted to fight me. Yeah, because when my

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Speaker 3: orientation day, they were up there doing a dance that

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Speaker 3: my brother had made years ago, and it was called

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Speaker 3: Cranked at o'kief and they like, I'm like, I saw

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Speaker 3: them do it on stage and I'm like, Yo, that's

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Speaker 3: oh no, I'm not like so I get up at

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Speaker 3: going family, like, yo, that's my brother's dad. I was like,

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Speaker 3: oh what. So we started dancing, and that's kind of

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Speaker 3: how I became like known on that campus. And they

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Speaker 3: were like I had introduced him into a new dance

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Speaker 3: that my brother created, my older brother o'keeith. Yeah, yeah,

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Speaker 3: and I had introduced to introduced the campus to a

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Speaker 3: new dance that the football team. They were just hating

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Speaker 3: like one of the football.

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Speaker 4: Players, they even put a hit on me.

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Speaker 3: I ain't gonna like, yo, yeah, yeah, I'm telling you man,

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Speaker 3: my child, I mean, my young man was like, I

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Speaker 3: got a story, man, It's just be funny. But they

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Speaker 4: They was like, Yo, we're gonna we're gonna beat him

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Speaker 3: Come to the club. And someone came to me and

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Speaker 3: they was like, I was like, yo, y'all trying to

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Speaker 3: don't think you want to go to the club tonight

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Speaker 3: because he was on the football team. And he was like, man, yeah,

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Speaker 3: they got a list of people that they gonna beat

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Speaker 1: I do im.

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Speaker 3: I say, y'all want to go to the club, like

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Speaker 4: You know what I'm saying.

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Speaker 3: I was going cause I don't. I probably would have

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Speaker 3: got my butt whoopded if I would have went, but

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Speaker 3: later on, as time progressed, one by one, one of

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Speaker 3: the football team, one of the football players, they would

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Speaker 3: see me in different areas of the campus or at

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Speaker 3: you cool dog. You know what I'm saying. Like he

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Speaker 3: dapped me up.

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Speaker 4: He was like, man, the dance funny too, that you're doing.

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Speaker 3: And it's just one by one, they just started showing

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Speaker 3: love like over time, and I'm like, I mean, you know,

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Speaker 3: but it was pretty uh, it was pretty dope. Man.

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Speaker 3: That was after I had found out that they were

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Speaker 3: doing the dance in the locker room. They were so

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Speaker 3: busy joking on me and like roast me, but they

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Speaker 3: were actually doing it, and it was like, you know, yeah,

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Speaker 3: there what it is.

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Speaker 1: Man, I love it.

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Speaker 3: I love that.

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Speaker 2: Any point like during that journey, I guess that was

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Speaker 2: a point of like some form of bullying being the

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Speaker 2: funny guy. Did you ever go through that in high school?

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Speaker 2: Because you're always just a lotter.

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Speaker 4: I'm a I'm a roaster, you know what I'm saying, Like.

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Speaker 3: Facts, it's hard to bully me. You come and say

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Speaker 3: something about me, you know, and from the south side,

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Speaker 3: Clayton condemy, I'm a we do one thing, a true roaster.

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Speaker 3: Know what did me? We look you up and down,

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Speaker 3: check Rachel and but I'm on you. What I'm saying,

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Speaker 3: like going for none of that. And then just growing

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Speaker 3: up with five older brothers. You know what I'm saying, Well,

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Speaker 3: I feel as the youngest, but just going, just going

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Speaker 3: up in the house full of brothers. Man, we wouldn't

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Speaker 3: you wouldn't go. I got looked, you put your hands

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Speaker 3: I just basically rededicated my life back to Christ not

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Speaker 1: We have been talking about that.

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Speaker 2: Like the last person we had, Miss Laurence, talking about

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Speaker 1: Yeah that's so real.

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Speaker 4: Like no cliche.

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Speaker 1: Yeah no, that's real. That's real. I love that.

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Speaker 2: Right, So you started off doing videos? What was like,

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Speaker 2: sure you've been clowning at home, you've been doing it

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Speaker 3: Because again, my two older brothers, Matthew Hudson and Keith Hudson,

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Speaker 2: And then from then, when did Nick Cannon recognize you

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Speaker 3: He reached out first, and then I he wanted me

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Speaker 3: I think I want you know, I want you to

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Speaker 3: Let him tell it, uh he said when he when

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Speaker 3: I'm like, man, yeah, that's cool, but I got a mixtape.

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Speaker 3: You know what I'm saying because I really love doing music.

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Speaker 3: That's that was my first love. Like comedy just happened

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Speaker 3: But I'm back to doing music and stuff like that. Actually,

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Speaker 4: Yeah.

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Speaker 1: Man, that's crazy.

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Speaker 2: Now, you had the competitions between the brothers and you

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Speaker 3: you know, they just they were just super proud, you

439
00:19:47,359 --> 00:19:49,240
Speaker 3: know what I'm saying. And then I rag on a

440
00:19:49,280 --> 00:19:50,919
Speaker 3: lot about it. I'm like, man, yeah, y'all know who

441
00:19:50,920 --> 00:19:53,560
Speaker 3: the real brothers is. That Okay, y'all know what's something? Man,

442
00:19:53,560 --> 00:19:56,639
Speaker 3: I'll never tripping again. You know what's doing. But it's

443
00:19:56,720 --> 00:19:59,440
Speaker 3: all good. It's definitely all love. I love that.

444
00:19:59,480 --> 00:20:03,400
Speaker 2: Okay, So you're doing Wilding Out? You're still on Wilding Out?

445
00:20:03,680 --> 00:20:05,880
Speaker 2: How's it been because that was how many years?

446
00:20:06,400 --> 00:20:08,600
Speaker 3: I don't know. Once they started shooting twice a year,

447
00:20:08,640 --> 00:20:10,920
Speaker 3: I kind of lost track of the other season because

448
00:20:11,200 --> 00:20:14,679
Speaker 3: it was easier to every year they shoot once, so

449
00:20:14,720 --> 00:20:18,280
Speaker 3: you've like, but it just got in such high demand

450
00:20:18,280 --> 00:20:19,720
Speaker 3: that they start shooting twice a year.

451
00:20:19,760 --> 00:20:21,040
Speaker 4: I'm losing I don't know.

452
00:20:21,359 --> 00:20:24,760
Speaker 3: I know, I've probably been on there probably since possibly

453
00:20:25,480 --> 00:20:26,440
Speaker 3: twenty thirteen.

454
00:20:28,440 --> 00:20:30,560
Speaker 2: Is amazing, and it's still going. That is a long

455
00:20:30,680 --> 00:20:34,240
Speaker 2: running show. Yeah, I thought I was watching Wilding Out one.

456
00:20:34,280 --> 00:20:35,240
Speaker 1: I was. When did it?

457
00:20:35,600 --> 00:20:36,399
Speaker 3: You probably was?

458
00:20:36,520 --> 00:20:36,720
Speaker 4: Man?

459
00:20:36,800 --> 00:20:39,440
Speaker 1: Yeah, I was. It's been a long time.

460
00:20:39,320 --> 00:20:39,959
Speaker 4: Probably was.

461
00:20:40,760 --> 00:20:43,000
Speaker 3: We got a new season that's I don't know what

462
00:20:43,040 --> 00:20:44,760
Speaker 3: they're doing with it, but it's supposed to be dropping.

463
00:20:44,800 --> 00:20:49,680
Speaker 1: So okay, yeah, that's dope. So you're on social media

464
00:20:49,720 --> 00:20:49,920
Speaker 1: a lot.

465
00:20:50,080 --> 00:20:53,359
Speaker 2: One thing I've noticed that even more ever since social

466
00:20:53,359 --> 00:20:56,760
Speaker 2: media's coming about, people feel like they have the right

467
00:20:56,840 --> 00:20:58,520
Speaker 2: to have an opinion on everything you do.

468
00:20:59,200 --> 00:20:59,960
Speaker 1: How do you deal with it?

469
00:21:00,200 --> 00:21:02,960
Speaker 2: Because I know sometimes we didn't ask for We just

470
00:21:02,960 --> 00:21:04,399
Speaker 2: want to be creatives. We want to do what we

471
00:21:04,440 --> 00:21:06,800
Speaker 2: love to do. We found a passion and that's what

472
00:21:06,800 --> 00:21:09,639
Speaker 2: we love to do. But people always have something to say.

473
00:21:10,080 --> 00:21:10,840
Speaker 1: Have you dealt with that?

474
00:21:10,920 --> 00:21:12,600
Speaker 2: And then at any point where you kind of like

475
00:21:12,680 --> 00:21:15,000
Speaker 2: reading the comments and second guess is like or want

476
00:21:15,080 --> 00:21:15,960
Speaker 2: to say something back?

477
00:21:16,359 --> 00:21:20,639
Speaker 3: Of course, man, all the time. I'm definitely definitely better

478
00:21:20,680 --> 00:21:22,400
Speaker 3: at it now, you know what I'm saying Again, now

479
00:21:22,440 --> 00:21:26,000
Speaker 3: that I've been understanding how Christ will react to certain things,

480
00:21:26,400 --> 00:21:31,720
Speaker 3: I found myself within that journey of just like trying

481
00:21:31,760 --> 00:21:34,920
Speaker 3: to do let Christ live through me, I would find

482
00:21:34,960 --> 00:21:38,720
Speaker 3: myself botta and then I'll hold I'm like, oh this

483
00:21:38,800 --> 00:21:41,840
Speaker 3: is I can't do that, you know, I might. I

484
00:21:41,880 --> 00:21:44,040
Speaker 3: get to urge sometime to roast back a little bit.

485
00:21:44,440 --> 00:21:47,399
Speaker 3: But as far as the seriousness of getting angry because

486
00:21:47,560 --> 00:21:48,840
Speaker 3: out of the ignorance of people.

487
00:21:49,240 --> 00:21:50,320
Speaker 4: Yeah, that that that was.

488
00:21:50,240 --> 00:21:55,600
Speaker 3: A struggle for me. But at a very very early

489
00:21:55,640 --> 00:21:57,920
Speaker 3: start in my career, before even before a while and out,

490
00:21:58,359 --> 00:22:01,080
Speaker 3: I remember being on it kind of taught me something

491
00:22:01,119 --> 00:22:05,680
Speaker 3: about the game. So I never was I never was

492
00:22:05,880 --> 00:22:08,800
Speaker 3: too like hung up on trying to be super famous

493
00:22:08,800 --> 00:22:11,560
Speaker 3: and get so super big to the point where it's

494
00:22:11,600 --> 00:22:14,479
Speaker 3: like I'm just all over the place, simply because I

495
00:22:14,880 --> 00:22:16,880
Speaker 3: at a very early start of my career, I saw

496
00:22:16,920 --> 00:22:21,120
Speaker 3: what comes with it. And that was one day we

497
00:22:21,160 --> 00:22:25,800
Speaker 3: was on One day I was on Twitter, and this

498
00:22:26,000 --> 00:22:31,040
Speaker 3: was right around maybe a couple months after asking all

499
00:22:31,080 --> 00:22:36,919
Speaker 3: them questions had dropped, and my Twitter was like the

500
00:22:37,119 --> 00:22:40,480
Speaker 3: Twitter and I've never experienced anything like this. I was.

501
00:22:40,560 --> 00:22:43,960
Speaker 3: I was watching back when Twitter I had like worldwide trending.

502
00:22:44,200 --> 00:22:45,600
Speaker 4: Yeah.

503
00:22:45,920 --> 00:22:47,399
Speaker 3: I was just like, man, let me see if I

504
00:22:47,400 --> 00:22:49,600
Speaker 3: can make a trend go worldwide. And in the first

505
00:22:49,680 --> 00:22:51,320
Speaker 3: I think one of the first ones I did was

506
00:22:51,760 --> 00:22:57,040
Speaker 3: hashtag baby daddy mixtape titles wow, and it went it

507
00:22:57,119 --> 00:22:59,400
Speaker 3: went worldwide trending like quick. And then I'm like, oh,

508
00:22:59,440 --> 00:23:02,080
Speaker 3: it's notplke okay. And then I tried and I was like,

509
00:23:02,160 --> 00:23:04,959
Speaker 3: let me do four more. I'm just gonna see and

510
00:23:05,000 --> 00:23:08,600
Speaker 3: I like, did Baby Mama mixtape titles? I did a

511
00:23:08,600 --> 00:23:11,560
Speaker 3: bunch more and all of them were trending worldwide at

512
00:23:11,560 --> 00:23:14,119
Speaker 3: the same time. So to me, I was looking at

513
00:23:14,119 --> 00:23:17,600
Speaker 3: there like wow, Like I got twittered in the palm

514
00:23:17,640 --> 00:23:21,080
Speaker 3: of my hand, like not on some like non humble stuff,

515
00:23:21,119 --> 00:23:24,119
Speaker 3: and this is Twitter. Yeah, And the fact that this

516
00:23:24,320 --> 00:23:27,680
Speaker 3: many people are watching my page in order for things

517
00:23:27,720 --> 00:23:31,639
Speaker 3: to be trending worldwide, that's kind of crazy. So with

518
00:23:31,760 --> 00:23:35,280
Speaker 3: that kind of power, what ended up happening was one

519
00:23:35,320 --> 00:23:42,399
Speaker 3: day I just randomly tweeted. I tweeted something and I

520
00:23:42,560 --> 00:23:44,760
Speaker 3: said something different at the time, but it was it

521
00:23:44,800 --> 00:23:51,800
Speaker 3: was saying, studs are just nice guys. That girl girls

522
00:23:51,800 --> 00:23:54,199
Speaker 3: don't something about girls don't give like they don't give

523
00:23:54,280 --> 00:23:56,840
Speaker 3: nice guys a chance. They're like, studs are just nice guys.

524
00:23:56,840 --> 00:23:58,360
Speaker 3: That girl won't give a chance, you know what I'm

525
00:23:58,359 --> 00:24:03,000
Speaker 3: saying something like that, And and someone else that was

526
00:24:03,040 --> 00:24:05,800
Speaker 3: a part of that of the community, she was like, hey,

527
00:24:05,840 --> 00:24:11,080
Speaker 3: why don't you believe or support the LGBT community, Like

528
00:24:11,119 --> 00:24:13,560
Speaker 3: what is that about? And I had gave her a

529
00:24:13,600 --> 00:24:16,040
Speaker 3: scripture of why I know what I'm saying, this is

530
00:24:16,080 --> 00:24:17,480
Speaker 3: just what I believe in. You know what I'm saying.

531
00:24:17,480 --> 00:24:19,480
Speaker 4: It ain't got no problem, but this is just what

532
00:24:19,560 --> 00:24:20,159
Speaker 4: I believe in.

533
00:24:20,760 --> 00:24:24,240
Speaker 3: And someone she wasn't offended at all, but someone else

534
00:24:24,320 --> 00:24:28,439
Speaker 3: had took a different tweet and then another tweet and

535
00:24:28,480 --> 00:24:30,720
Speaker 3: they kind of mesh them together to make it seem

536
00:24:30,760 --> 00:24:33,000
Speaker 3: like I said this when that it was all out

537
00:24:33,000 --> 00:24:33,600
Speaker 3: of context.

538
00:24:34,000 --> 00:24:36,880
Speaker 4: But once that hit, I literally.

539
00:24:36,440 --> 00:24:42,160
Speaker 3: Watched my account drop over two hundred thousand followers. Wow,

540
00:24:42,560 --> 00:24:44,399
Speaker 3: in a matter of days. It was just it just

541
00:24:44,480 --> 00:24:47,520
Speaker 3: kept going down. And as once I saw that, once

542
00:24:47,560 --> 00:24:51,119
Speaker 3: I immediately saw it like this, I sat there and

543
00:24:51,160 --> 00:24:54,960
Speaker 3: I was like, I was around like six hundred going

544
00:24:55,000 --> 00:24:57,320
Speaker 3: on almost seven hundred thousand followers, and they was just climbing.

545
00:24:57,600 --> 00:25:00,440
Speaker 3: But once I said that and someone tweeted it out,

546
00:25:00,480 --> 00:25:04,040
Speaker 3: I watched it just drop two hundred some thousand, and

547
00:25:04,080 --> 00:25:09,160
Speaker 3: I'm just sitting here like hmm, I said, good thing.

548
00:25:09,560 --> 00:25:14,320
Speaker 3: I was raised spiritually because if my opinion does this

549
00:25:14,440 --> 00:25:17,040
Speaker 3: much damage, and this is because of something that I

550
00:25:17,080 --> 00:25:19,280
Speaker 3: stand on, even though they took this out of context,

551
00:25:19,960 --> 00:25:22,480
Speaker 3: let me not get too attached to this industry.

552
00:25:22,560 --> 00:25:25,520
Speaker 4: Because it's that easy to lose, you know, all.

553
00:25:25,440 --> 00:25:27,480
Speaker 3: The fame and this that and the third and my

554
00:25:27,560 --> 00:25:29,520
Speaker 3: management at the time, they were kind of upset. They

555
00:25:29,520 --> 00:25:31,680
Speaker 3: were just like, man, you know, just bad for business,

556
00:25:31,680 --> 00:25:34,080
Speaker 3: and and I'm just looking at them like, hey, man,

557
00:25:35,000 --> 00:25:36,639
Speaker 3: y'all better get used to me. I ain't gotta get

558
00:25:36,720 --> 00:25:38,919
Speaker 3: used to y'all. Like I it is what it is,

559
00:25:38,920 --> 00:25:41,400
Speaker 3: you know what I'm saying now, As the older I got,

560
00:25:41,440 --> 00:25:45,399
Speaker 3: I do understand like the politics of it all in

561
00:25:45,400 --> 00:25:48,159
Speaker 3: the sense of you don't have to say everything that

562
00:25:48,240 --> 00:25:50,880
Speaker 3: comes to your mind. There is a way you can

563
00:25:50,920 --> 00:25:53,600
Speaker 3: play it, not looking for no balance when it comes

564
00:25:53,600 --> 00:25:58,120
Speaker 3: to you know, my spiritual beliefs. But some things ain't

565
00:25:58,160 --> 00:26:00,840
Speaker 3: always gotta be said to the point, where are you

566
00:26:01,000 --> 00:26:03,960
Speaker 3: losing that many followers? Because one of the main reasons

567
00:26:04,000 --> 00:26:06,680
Speaker 3: why God put me in this position is to reach

568
00:26:07,720 --> 00:26:10,320
Speaker 3: you know, that many as many people as I can.

569
00:26:10,880 --> 00:26:14,040
Speaker 3: So I ain't afraid to, you know, claim Christ at all.

570
00:26:14,520 --> 00:26:16,439
Speaker 3: And if I feel like I'm going that's what I

571
00:26:16,480 --> 00:26:17,639
Speaker 3: want to do, That's what I'm gonna do.

572
00:26:17,840 --> 00:26:18,439
Speaker 1: Absolutely.

573
00:26:18,520 --> 00:26:21,080
Speaker 3: But you can be smarter about things.

574
00:26:21,600 --> 00:26:23,960
Speaker 1: Yeah, there was a lesson, a learning lesson for you.

575
00:26:24,160 --> 00:26:25,840
Speaker 3: Yeah yeah, yeah, no.

576
00:26:25,920 --> 00:26:27,159
Speaker 1: I'm sure I feel that.

577
00:26:27,359 --> 00:26:30,040
Speaker 2: And a lot of times we do, like I've even

578
00:26:30,040 --> 00:26:32,600
Speaker 2: been guilty that, or I'll say things I'm like because

579
00:26:32,600 --> 00:26:35,359
Speaker 2: I'm comfortable in the moment and I'm just being authentic, Like, uh,

580
00:26:36,080 --> 00:26:38,440
Speaker 2: maybe I could have said that different. Maybe I shouldn't

581
00:26:38,440 --> 00:26:39,320
Speaker 2: have said that, you know.

582
00:26:40,000 --> 00:26:44,000
Speaker 3: Yeah, but I feel like sometimes the reason why that's

583
00:26:44,080 --> 00:26:47,359
Speaker 3: kind of tricky is simply because some people get it,

584
00:26:47,400 --> 00:26:49,679
Speaker 3: some people don't. They So who am I supposed to?

585
00:26:49,760 --> 00:26:51,479
Speaker 3: Which one am I supposed to cater to? Like? Am

586
00:26:51,480 --> 00:26:53,440
Speaker 3: I supposed to cater to? Get a tutor? You know

587
00:26:53,480 --> 00:26:55,680
Speaker 3: what I'm saying. I said what I had to say.

588
00:26:55,720 --> 00:26:56,760
Speaker 4: This group of people got it.

589
00:26:56,760 --> 00:27:02,320
Speaker 3: So but overall I don't really I just stick to

590
00:27:02,359 --> 00:27:04,560
Speaker 3: my content. Now. I try not to have too many

591
00:27:04,600 --> 00:27:09,880
Speaker 3: opinions about politics or let my personal stuff personal life

592
00:27:09,920 --> 00:27:11,600
Speaker 3: get involved with social media.

593
00:27:11,880 --> 00:27:15,320
Speaker 1: Yeah, so that's good. That's smart too. It really is.

594
00:27:16,800 --> 00:27:20,200
Speaker 2: Becoming famous over Like you walk to bowling alley and

595
00:27:20,240 --> 00:27:22,919
Speaker 2: people like is it you? And then now everywhere you go,

596
00:27:23,000 --> 00:27:24,560
Speaker 2: I know, like you've probably gotten used to it now,

597
00:27:24,560 --> 00:27:26,879
Speaker 2: But in the beginning, was that a big adjustment for

598
00:27:26,920 --> 00:27:27,919
Speaker 2: you to for everybody?

599
00:27:28,320 --> 00:27:29,560
Speaker 1: You're the guy from whatever?

600
00:27:30,040 --> 00:27:36,720
Speaker 3: It still is? Really it still is because it's for

601
00:27:36,840 --> 00:27:41,040
Speaker 3: me going from being the outgoing person, you know what

602
00:27:41,040 --> 00:27:43,560
Speaker 3: I'm saying, the class clown, the one that's cool with everybody,

603
00:27:43,920 --> 00:27:46,119
Speaker 3: but try to make everybody feel good, and things like

604
00:27:46,280 --> 00:27:49,600
Speaker 3: going to now where I go a lot of places,

605
00:27:50,280 --> 00:27:51,560
Speaker 3: people recognize me and they.

606
00:27:51,440 --> 00:27:53,880
Speaker 4: Got odds of me and they you know, it's.

607
00:27:53,720 --> 00:27:56,720
Speaker 3: Just sometimes he can get kind of like, you know

608
00:27:56,720 --> 00:27:58,560
Speaker 3: what I'm saying, You want you want to you want

609
00:27:58,560 --> 00:28:00,320
Speaker 3: to stay in the crib.

610
00:28:00,480 --> 00:28:01,400
Speaker 4: You don't really wanna go out.

611
00:28:01,440 --> 00:28:03,919
Speaker 3: And it's not because you, you know, you trying to be Hollywood.

612
00:28:04,000 --> 00:28:08,119
Speaker 3: But people are crazy and I've had some crazy things

613
00:28:08,160 --> 00:28:09,840
Speaker 3: happen to me to the point where, oh, this is

614
00:28:10,480 --> 00:28:13,320
Speaker 3: this is not normal. I appreciate the love and support,

615
00:28:13,400 --> 00:28:15,800
Speaker 3: but like it's certain times when you out or when

616
00:28:15,800 --> 00:28:18,520
Speaker 3: you're doing certain things that's not okay.

617
00:28:19,400 --> 00:28:20,359
Speaker 4: And it's more about us.

618
00:28:20,480 --> 00:28:23,600
Speaker 3: It's more of a security thing than I don't want

619
00:28:23,640 --> 00:28:24,520
Speaker 3: nobody talking.

620
00:28:24,320 --> 00:28:27,119
Speaker 2: To me too, right, Yeah, absolutely, I know exactly what

621
00:28:27,119 --> 00:28:30,840
Speaker 2: you mean. And for me, the same thing. It's still

622
00:28:30,880 --> 00:28:34,000
Speaker 2: like getting used to people, Fatima, Fatima, getting used to that,

623
00:28:34,119 --> 00:28:38,160
Speaker 2: and it's like sometimes like you may hear somebody like that, Fatima,

624
00:28:38,240 --> 00:28:40,920
Speaker 2: and I just like you can hear them like whistling

625
00:28:40,920 --> 00:28:43,280
Speaker 2: in her in the back of your ear, it's crazy.

626
00:28:43,320 --> 00:28:45,480
Speaker 2: Or you turn the corner and the somebody. Literally I

627
00:28:45,520 --> 00:28:47,120
Speaker 2: was in Homegoes one day and I turned the corner

628
00:28:47,120 --> 00:28:47,800
Speaker 2: and lady it was like.

629
00:28:49,760 --> 00:28:52,080
Speaker 1: And it was like a scared look. So I'm looking back, like.

630
00:28:52,760 --> 00:28:55,360
Speaker 2: And she's like, I I just can't belete 'em that

631
00:28:55,360 --> 00:28:55,840
Speaker 2: that it was you.

632
00:28:56,480 --> 00:28:58,400
Speaker 1: Yeah, it's like it is me ya.

633
00:29:00,200 --> 00:29:03,920
Speaker 3: It's tricky because like especially when you when you you

634
00:29:04,040 --> 00:29:07,200
Speaker 3: try to understand how how to treat people, how Christ

635
00:29:07,280 --> 00:29:11,480
Speaker 3: would It's like some people can be rude. Some people

636
00:29:11,600 --> 00:29:14,680
Speaker 3: can be anybody rude. Thank god, you have not had

637
00:29:15,040 --> 00:29:17,040
Speaker 3: like recognize you and walking up on you while you're

638
00:29:17,040 --> 00:29:20,920
Speaker 3: trying to eat rude like that. Oh yeah, yeah, man,

639
00:29:21,360 --> 00:29:23,960
Speaker 3: when you try to remain you know what I'm saying,

640
00:29:24,160 --> 00:29:27,680
Speaker 3: Oh my god. And that's why that's what I'm saying.

641
00:29:27,680 --> 00:29:29,680
Speaker 3: It's kind of tough because it's like I don't mean

642
00:29:29,760 --> 00:29:32,400
Speaker 3: no harm. I don't want you to take this this

643
00:29:32,600 --> 00:29:34,200
Speaker 3: moment that you met me for the first time and

644
00:29:34,280 --> 00:29:36,280
Speaker 3: then go over here and do all this stuff. But

645
00:29:36,360 --> 00:29:39,880
Speaker 3: it's like it's it's it's like a I'm not gonna

646
00:29:39,880 --> 00:29:42,840
Speaker 3: say it's a balance. It's just it's just tricky because again,

647
00:29:42,960 --> 00:29:46,200
Speaker 3: I've had things happen that I just can't believe. And

648
00:29:46,280 --> 00:29:48,440
Speaker 3: it's like, man, do I should I go out? Like

649
00:29:48,560 --> 00:29:50,400
Speaker 3: do I want to go out? Because people are crazy.

650
00:29:50,920 --> 00:29:54,400
Speaker 3: One of the I had a fan walk up to

651
00:29:54,560 --> 00:30:00,440
Speaker 3: me Manfield was at Clark Clark University, Clark, Atlanta, Yeah,

652
00:30:00,720 --> 00:30:04,880
Speaker 3: and she we was doing a meet and greet and

653
00:30:05,080 --> 00:30:07,480
Speaker 3: she walked up. We me and Field sitting down and

654
00:30:07,600 --> 00:30:09,360
Speaker 3: she walked up to me. She said, oh my god,

655
00:30:10,040 --> 00:30:13,000
Speaker 3: he may and I love you. And then she slaps me.

656
00:30:14,000 --> 00:30:15,520
Speaker 4: What straight slap me?

657
00:30:16,160 --> 00:30:17,200
Speaker 3: And I don't know why.

658
00:30:18,200 --> 00:30:19,560
Speaker 4: I don't know why she just slapped me.

659
00:30:19,640 --> 00:30:24,240
Speaker 3: And I was like, I looked at pheel feel like

660
00:30:24,320 --> 00:30:26,880
Speaker 3: a real slap and feel looked he looked at me,

661
00:30:26,920 --> 00:30:29,160
Speaker 3: and he looked at her. I'm like, who was that?

662
00:30:30,760 --> 00:30:35,680
Speaker 3: I just and I surprisingly, I didn't do anything. I

663
00:30:35,880 --> 00:30:37,760
Speaker 3: was just kind of staring him. I was so shocked.

664
00:30:37,760 --> 00:30:40,320
Speaker 3: I'm like, you love me. I don't think I want

665
00:30:40,320 --> 00:30:41,160
Speaker 3: to be loved that much.

666
00:30:41,720 --> 00:30:45,240
Speaker 4: You know what I'm saying. But that was probably the craziest.

667
00:30:45,320 --> 00:30:49,240
Speaker 3: But I seen I was watching one of your episodes

668
00:30:49,760 --> 00:30:51,600
Speaker 3: and I think it was a clip, and you had

669
00:30:51,760 --> 00:30:53,320
Speaker 3: talked about how people mess.

670
00:30:53,200 --> 00:30:57,280
Speaker 4: With you in church. Yes, it was so funny because when.

671
00:30:57,120 --> 00:30:58,800
Speaker 3: I had went to church one time, I tried to

672
00:30:58,840 --> 00:31:02,800
Speaker 3: get up when he gets ready to the benediction. I

673
00:31:02,920 --> 00:31:06,320
Speaker 3: listen to the benediction on the way out, But as

674
00:31:06,400 --> 00:31:10,040
Speaker 3: I was walking up the aisle, one of someone was like, hey,

675
00:31:10,240 --> 00:31:12,680
Speaker 3: oh my god, can I get your order? Can I

676
00:31:12,720 --> 00:31:16,720
Speaker 3: get your autograph? I'm like, I'm like yeah. She started

677
00:31:16,720 --> 00:31:19,400
Speaker 3: digging in her purse. She gave me a pen, she

678
00:31:19,520 --> 00:31:22,160
Speaker 3: found some little flyer or something to write on. So

679
00:31:22,400 --> 00:31:25,520
Speaker 3: as I was writing my autograph, the woman in front

680
00:31:25,520 --> 00:31:27,920
Speaker 3: of her and the seat in front of her reached

681
00:31:28,040 --> 00:31:31,920
Speaker 3: in her purse then reached back like this and dug

682
00:31:32,160 --> 00:31:34,760
Speaker 3: the paper in my hand. As I'm trying to write

683
00:31:34,800 --> 00:31:37,520
Speaker 3: someone else, she was just like, I'm next, I'm next one,

684
00:31:37,640 --> 00:31:39,240
Speaker 3: And I'm just like, what are y'all doing?

685
00:31:39,480 --> 00:31:39,560
Speaker 2: Bro?

686
00:31:39,840 --> 00:31:45,240
Speaker 3: Like he needed to getting this bendediction, y'all it'd be crazy.

687
00:31:45,360 --> 00:31:47,760
Speaker 3: But at the same time, I do look at it

688
00:31:47,920 --> 00:31:52,320
Speaker 3: now like this may be a chance to minister to somebody,

689
00:31:52,520 --> 00:31:54,640
Speaker 3: or it just may be a chance. You know, hey, man,

690
00:31:54,720 --> 00:31:58,240
Speaker 3: I appreciate the love and support sometimes. Yeah, reality, Yeah,

691
00:31:58,280 --> 00:31:59,440
Speaker 3: it gets a bit overwhelming.

692
00:32:00,240 --> 00:32:01,240
Speaker 1: Yeah, that's real.

693
00:32:02,520 --> 00:32:04,600
Speaker 2: At any point did you, like, have you ever had

694
00:32:04,600 --> 00:32:07,600
Speaker 2: anxiety over it or anything like that? Because I know

695
00:32:07,720 --> 00:32:10,640
Speaker 2: for me, just the life and like the like the

696
00:32:11,080 --> 00:32:14,880
Speaker 2: overwhelmingness of life sometimes in success can call it has

697
00:32:14,960 --> 00:32:15,760
Speaker 2: caused me anxiety?

698
00:32:15,840 --> 00:32:16,720
Speaker 1: Have you ever battled with it?

699
00:32:17,120 --> 00:32:19,960
Speaker 3: Now, forgive me if I found stupid on this, but

700
00:32:20,520 --> 00:32:25,120
Speaker 3: I don't think I really understand exactly what anxiety is.

701
00:32:25,280 --> 00:32:27,240
Speaker 4: You know, that's not it, Like what is that?

702
00:32:27,600 --> 00:32:30,040
Speaker 2: That's not stupid, that's not stupid, because it was until

703
00:32:30,160 --> 00:32:32,400
Speaker 2: like two thousand and it was like year twenty three

704
00:32:32,920 --> 00:32:34,880
Speaker 2: that I witnessed it for the first time. Cause I

705
00:32:34,960 --> 00:32:37,640
Speaker 2: was like when the same way, I'm like, like you

706
00:32:37,800 --> 00:32:39,520
Speaker 2: just deal with it, like just life goes on, Like

707
00:32:39,800 --> 00:32:42,120
Speaker 2: what are you talking about anxiety? I did not understand

708
00:32:42,160 --> 00:32:44,840
Speaker 2: it until I had my first anxiety attack, and it

709
00:32:44,880 --> 00:32:47,160
Speaker 2: literally like I was having a heart attack. My vision

710
00:32:47,240 --> 00:32:49,360
Speaker 2: was literally going like like you if you, if I

711
00:32:49,480 --> 00:32:51,760
Speaker 2: was looking at you, your face has been going like this,

712
00:32:52,080 --> 00:32:53,320
Speaker 2: My heart is like crazy.

713
00:32:53,520 --> 00:32:55,480
Speaker 3: What is an anxiety?

714
00:32:55,520 --> 00:32:58,360
Speaker 2: It's based like your body reacting to like all the

715
00:32:59,160 --> 00:33:01,920
Speaker 2: stress that you were putting it under. And it's like

716
00:33:02,280 --> 00:33:06,720
Speaker 2: even from your thoughts to like your rigorous schedule, doubts

717
00:33:06,760 --> 00:33:09,080
Speaker 2: that you have any type of things that are happening,

718
00:33:09,520 --> 00:33:12,680
Speaker 2: and eventually everybody's like, yo, I can't take this anymore,

719
00:33:12,920 --> 00:33:13,080
Speaker 2: you know.

720
00:33:13,240 --> 00:33:15,200
Speaker 1: So it's a reaction to all these things.

721
00:33:15,280 --> 00:33:18,880
Speaker 2: And I literally was looking up like symptoms of a

722
00:33:18,960 --> 00:33:20,880
Speaker 2: heart attack because I'm like, am I having a heart attack?

723
00:33:20,880 --> 00:33:21,240
Speaker 1: Because I was.

724
00:33:21,320 --> 00:33:25,320
Speaker 2: I told my driver to stop somewhere I get I'm

725
00:33:25,360 --> 00:33:26,840
Speaker 2: in best Buy and I literally had to lean on

726
00:33:26,920 --> 00:33:28,880
Speaker 2: a ladder, the ladder that they get onto like restock.

727
00:33:29,320 --> 00:33:30,880
Speaker 1: I had to like lean on it because I couldn't

728
00:33:30,920 --> 00:33:33,520
Speaker 1: like stand. I was like, what is happening? So I

729
00:33:33,760 --> 00:33:35,200
Speaker 1: get my bands to get I go back to the car.

730
00:33:35,240 --> 00:33:35,800
Speaker 1: He's like, did you get what?

731
00:33:35,880 --> 00:33:36,000
Speaker 3: You know?

732
00:33:36,080 --> 00:33:37,480
Speaker 1: I was like no, I can't even like see. I

733
00:33:37,520 --> 00:33:39,480
Speaker 1: was like, just take me to the hotel. My head

734
00:33:39,560 --> 00:33:39,920
Speaker 1: was killing.

735
00:33:40,000 --> 00:33:43,200
Speaker 2: My heart was just pounding. Lay down for hours, like

736
00:33:43,280 --> 00:33:46,320
Speaker 2: literally my heart just did not stop pounding. And that's

737
00:33:46,320 --> 00:33:49,520
Speaker 2: when I like realized, you're like literally, once I did

738
00:33:49,560 --> 00:33:51,680
Speaker 2: the research and I called my therapist, you that's an

739
00:33:51,680 --> 00:33:52,400
Speaker 2: anxiety attack.

740
00:33:52,520 --> 00:33:56,880
Speaker 3: Oh no, I'm thing. I'm straight, Nah, I ain't never

741
00:33:57,000 --> 00:34:01,560
Speaker 3: had no anxiety attack. I thought it was something around

742
00:34:01,600 --> 00:34:03,760
Speaker 3: like you getting nervous before a show or something like

743
00:34:03,920 --> 00:34:06,800
Speaker 3: or what if these jokes don't hit and yeah, if

744
00:34:06,880 --> 00:34:10,600
Speaker 3: that's a part of it, then yeah sometimes, but but no.

745
00:34:10,600 --> 00:34:13,120
Speaker 1: I feel like a little bit of nervousness is healthy.

746
00:34:16,040 --> 00:34:21,720
Speaker 3: Had to lean on the best by ladder, that's crazy.

747
00:34:21,760 --> 00:34:22,680
Speaker 3: I'm glad you're all right.

748
00:34:22,920 --> 00:34:23,640
Speaker 1: Yeah, I'm good.

749
00:34:23,719 --> 00:34:24,239
Speaker 3: I'm good.

750
00:34:24,400 --> 00:34:25,200
Speaker 4: Are you used to it?

751
00:34:25,280 --> 00:34:27,799
Speaker 3: Though? I know you this is are you know that's

752
00:34:27,800 --> 00:34:28,319
Speaker 3: a good question.

753
00:34:28,480 --> 00:34:29,680
Speaker 1: I'm getting used to it.

754
00:34:29,880 --> 00:34:33,680
Speaker 2: You know, there's still times where I feel uncomfortable and

755
00:34:33,840 --> 00:34:35,719
Speaker 2: I wanted if I'm just with my friends, I just

756
00:34:35,760 --> 00:34:37,840
Speaker 2: want to be my friends because also you have to

757
00:34:37,880 --> 00:34:40,080
Speaker 2: think about how it makes them feel. This is like

758
00:34:40,160 --> 00:34:41,600
Speaker 2: the one moment they may get to spend with you,

759
00:34:41,760 --> 00:34:44,040
Speaker 2: like your actual friends get to spend with you, and

760
00:34:44,120 --> 00:34:47,160
Speaker 2: then somebody's constantly coming up interrupting that moment, you know,

761
00:34:47,719 --> 00:34:49,640
Speaker 2: So then they're like, you know what I'm saying, like

762
00:34:49,719 --> 00:34:52,320
Speaker 2: can we ever just have our friend to ourselves? And

763
00:34:52,440 --> 00:34:54,120
Speaker 2: it's like, so you deal with that, But then at

764
00:34:54,160 --> 00:34:56,320
Speaker 2: the same time, you want to honor the people that,

765
00:34:56,840 --> 00:34:58,000
Speaker 2: you know what I'm saying, that love you and that

766
00:34:58,080 --> 00:35:01,919
Speaker 2: support you. So it's a it's definitely a catch twenty

767
00:35:02,000 --> 00:35:04,880
Speaker 2: two when it comes to that. But yeah, oh no, no,

768
00:35:05,000 --> 00:35:06,080
Speaker 2: I haven't gotten used to it.

769
00:35:06,719 --> 00:35:09,560
Speaker 3: No, I don't, and honestly, I don't think. I don't

770
00:35:09,560 --> 00:35:12,600
Speaker 3: think I ever will, because it's every day it's a

771
00:35:12,840 --> 00:35:16,640
Speaker 3: new kind of approach, or it's a it's a it's

772
00:35:16,680 --> 00:35:19,120
Speaker 3: a new person. So, like I said, I've had people

773
00:35:19,200 --> 00:35:21,759
Speaker 3: that hey, they they see me, hey man, keep doing

774
00:35:21,800 --> 00:35:23,640
Speaker 3: anything more than I'm the ones. I kind of like

775
00:35:23,719 --> 00:35:26,880
Speaker 3: you appreciate it. And then you have people that they

776
00:35:26,960 --> 00:35:29,480
Speaker 3: come to you while you're trying to eat. I was

777
00:35:29,520 --> 00:35:31,440
Speaker 3: at the airport sitting down trying to eat a pizza,

778
00:35:32,000 --> 00:35:34,000
Speaker 3: and this woman and her husband they pull up, but

779
00:35:34,120 --> 00:35:37,000
Speaker 3: she got the phone already, like, oh my god. She

780
00:35:37,080 --> 00:35:38,879
Speaker 3: sit down with me in the middle of me trying

781
00:35:38,920 --> 00:35:40,879
Speaker 3: to take a bike, and you hear her husband say,

782
00:35:41,239 --> 00:35:43,000
Speaker 3: hey man, come on, man, man trying to eat. He

783
00:35:43,040 --> 00:35:44,600
Speaker 3: ain't trying to deal with that right now. I don't

784
00:35:44,640 --> 00:35:47,239
Speaker 3: care why he trying to. I'm gonna get that picture chill.

785
00:35:47,360 --> 00:35:51,680
Speaker 3: I'm just like, like, I can't even like if you

786
00:35:51,840 --> 00:35:54,840
Speaker 3: even say anything like hey, no, they take that some

787
00:35:55,040 --> 00:35:57,640
Speaker 3: kind of way, and then they can go back to

788
00:35:57,760 --> 00:36:00,799
Speaker 3: a bunch of people that they know, and those people

789
00:36:00,840 --> 00:36:03,440
Speaker 3: are gonna take they word for they are whatever they

790
00:36:03,560 --> 00:36:06,759
Speaker 3: whatever she says, how you were yeah, or you met him?

791
00:36:06,800 --> 00:36:08,799
Speaker 3: How is he? Oh, he was ruled it and now

792
00:36:09,200 --> 00:36:10,960
Speaker 3: they think you ruled and don't even know you.

793
00:36:11,080 --> 00:36:14,080
Speaker 4: So it's it can get it can get deep.

794
00:36:14,400 --> 00:36:18,960
Speaker 2: Yeah, since you rededicated your life to Christ, have you

795
00:36:19,120 --> 00:36:25,680
Speaker 2: had any type of uncomfortableness or like cause? For me,

796
00:36:25,760 --> 00:36:28,719
Speaker 2: I battle with like my career and my walk. Have

797
00:36:28,840 --> 00:36:31,120
Speaker 2: you ever had any of those like battles internal bells?

798
00:36:31,200 --> 00:36:33,680
Speaker 2: Like is God pleased with what I'm doing on my

799
00:36:33,760 --> 00:36:34,319
Speaker 2: career side?

800
00:36:34,600 --> 00:36:39,200
Speaker 3: Of course? Really of course, but that that, honestly, that's

801
00:36:39,280 --> 00:36:42,480
Speaker 3: what makes that's what makes me understand even more than

802
00:36:42,520 --> 00:36:46,600
Speaker 3: He's real. Because when I when I started, when I

803
00:36:46,680 --> 00:36:49,120
Speaker 3: got when I got when I started reading the Bible

804
00:36:49,200 --> 00:36:54,759
Speaker 3: for myself and taking it serious. At the time, I

805
00:36:54,880 --> 00:36:59,799
Speaker 3: was smoking, and I never really used to smoke weed

806
00:36:59,880 --> 00:37:04,440
Speaker 3: like that, but I ended up started smoking until it

807
00:37:04,520 --> 00:37:06,120
Speaker 3: got to a point where I was smoking every day

808
00:37:06,400 --> 00:37:08,840
Speaker 3: because I had liked the feeling that it was giving me.

809
00:37:09,280 --> 00:37:11,200
Speaker 3: I just liked how it just calmed me down. I

810
00:37:11,280 --> 00:37:14,640
Speaker 3: seen a difference in who I was, like the normal

811
00:37:14,719 --> 00:37:19,640
Speaker 3: emanual I used to be like antsy, irritated, quick like.

812
00:37:21,120 --> 00:37:23,960
Speaker 3: But I noticed that when I started smoking weed. It

813
00:37:24,120 --> 00:37:27,000
Speaker 3: kind of just like mellowed me out. I'm chilling, Like

814
00:37:27,160 --> 00:37:31,359
Speaker 3: the video games are much fun now. I'm a Madden player.

815
00:37:31,400 --> 00:37:35,120
Speaker 3: I'm mad in god actually, And one day I was

816
00:37:35,160 --> 00:37:37,360
Speaker 3: playing a friend but I was hot, and it was

817
00:37:37,400 --> 00:37:40,040
Speaker 3: the very first time I really like noticed something. But

818
00:37:40,160 --> 00:37:42,239
Speaker 3: as I was playing, I picked a play that had

819
00:37:42,280 --> 00:37:46,200
Speaker 3: me do like a zone defense, and when he did

820
00:37:46,320 --> 00:37:48,200
Speaker 3: something in my head, I guess because it was just

821
00:37:48,360 --> 00:37:51,399
Speaker 3: I was just so chill. I almost left my zone

822
00:37:51,440 --> 00:37:55,239
Speaker 3: and the football players and me and y'all are understand Yeah,

823
00:37:55,800 --> 00:37:59,080
Speaker 3: I almost left my zone and something just told me,

824
00:37:59,360 --> 00:38:02,160
Speaker 3: like only his own that was he supposed to be high.

825
00:38:02,480 --> 00:38:03,960
Speaker 3: So I'm like, I ain't gonna bet my grown there

826
00:38:03,960 --> 00:38:05,960
Speaker 3: were he supposed to be And I picked it off

827
00:38:06,600 --> 00:38:10,000
Speaker 3: like he threw an interception. I was like, how long?

828
00:38:10,080 --> 00:38:10,279
Speaker 2: So that?

829
00:38:10,360 --> 00:38:10,600
Speaker 1: How you?

830
00:38:10,880 --> 00:38:12,399
Speaker 3: How are you supposed to play the game? I'm like, alright,

831
00:38:13,080 --> 00:38:15,680
Speaker 3: So Call of Duty was much more fun. Like you,

832
00:38:16,040 --> 00:38:18,479
Speaker 3: it makes you feel like you really let me stop weed.

833
00:38:18,560 --> 00:38:24,239
Speaker 3: It it's not that great, but I got addicted to

834
00:38:24,360 --> 00:38:28,080
Speaker 3: it in a sense of I just wanted to smoke.

835
00:38:28,200 --> 00:38:30,640
Speaker 3: So I wake up roll that to the point where

836
00:38:30,640 --> 00:38:34,960
Speaker 3: I was buying weed and This was right around the

837
00:38:35,000 --> 00:38:39,040
Speaker 3: time I started getting into my Bible as well. Friends

838
00:38:39,080 --> 00:38:41,000
Speaker 3: saw a difference in me. They were just like, man,

839
00:38:41,200 --> 00:38:43,480
Speaker 3: man like he like he he he'll like you like

840
00:38:43,880 --> 00:38:46,400
Speaker 3: I'm I'm waking up in morning throwing outfits together, like man,

841
00:38:46,440 --> 00:38:48,480
Speaker 3: let me just put this on. The drill was just

842
00:38:48,600 --> 00:38:50,600
Speaker 3: it was just coming atch it, you know what I'm saying.

843
00:38:51,440 --> 00:38:54,640
Speaker 3: So when I started reading my Bible, but I went,

844
00:38:55,080 --> 00:38:57,000
Speaker 3: I would roll up and I would go outside. I

845
00:38:57,000 --> 00:39:00,680
Speaker 3: would read and I would smoke, and the Holy Spirit

846
00:39:00,680 --> 00:39:03,879
Speaker 3: would say he would nudge, cause I'm new to I'm

847
00:39:03,960 --> 00:39:05,920
Speaker 3: really new to the faith now in the sense of

848
00:39:06,360 --> 00:39:09,440
Speaker 3: I rededicated my life back, so now I'm seeing things

849
00:39:09,480 --> 00:39:11,480
Speaker 3: for myself. So the Holy Spirit was like, hey, you

850
00:39:11,520 --> 00:39:13,000
Speaker 3: ain't gonna you ain't gonna see what I got to

851
00:39:13,000 --> 00:39:17,200
Speaker 3: say about that, and ignore them, cause you know, now

852
00:39:17,280 --> 00:39:19,560
Speaker 3: I make it. I'm making music, and my music is

853
00:39:19,800 --> 00:39:22,400
Speaker 3: allowing me to be creative. So I'm like, nah, man,

854
00:39:22,480 --> 00:39:25,080
Speaker 3: it can't like I'm doing good, you know. So over

855
00:39:25,200 --> 00:39:27,960
Speaker 3: time he just kept nudging at me, and I asked

856
00:39:28,000 --> 00:39:29,480
Speaker 3: my older brother, Oh, Keith, I was like, hey, man,

857
00:39:29,520 --> 00:39:30,640
Speaker 3: what you think about smoking weed?

858
00:39:30,880 --> 00:39:32,600
Speaker 4: He's like, okay, well, technically the Bible does it.

859
00:39:32,880 --> 00:39:35,600
Speaker 3: Say it's a sin, but it do God does says

860
00:39:35,960 --> 00:39:38,879
Speaker 3: all things are permissible through Me, but not all things

861
00:39:38,880 --> 00:39:40,880
Speaker 3: are wise. So he was like, I'm pretty sure if

862
00:39:40,920 --> 00:39:43,480
Speaker 3: you look in the Bible, there are things that cause

863
00:39:43,520 --> 00:39:45,480
Speaker 3: a lot of people they read, they try to look

864
00:39:45,560 --> 00:39:49,239
Speaker 3: for it's strictly saying this is a sin, right, saying

865
00:39:49,320 --> 00:39:52,239
Speaker 3: you can't do that. You God on, God On, He

866
00:39:52,280 --> 00:39:55,719
Speaker 3: don't even play with sin. So it's things that you

867
00:39:55,760 --> 00:39:58,600
Speaker 3: will read and you like, now you know, you know

868
00:39:58,920 --> 00:40:02,319
Speaker 3: this is a sin. For one, you smoke it illegally anyway, right,

869
00:40:02,400 --> 00:40:04,440
Speaker 3: you gotta buy by the laws of a land anyway,

870
00:40:04,520 --> 00:40:07,360
Speaker 3: it's not legal, you know what I'm saying. So it

871
00:40:07,480 --> 00:40:10,520
Speaker 3: was just certain things that I was reading. I'm like, man,

872
00:40:10,560 --> 00:40:13,439
Speaker 3: I'm I'm looking at the symptoms of continue to smoke weed,

873
00:40:14,280 --> 00:40:18,319
Speaker 3: and m long story short, none of it was good, right,

874
00:40:18,680 --> 00:40:21,200
Speaker 3: So I'm like, this ain't of you. You would never

875
00:40:21,280 --> 00:40:24,000
Speaker 3: make your child feel like this. So even though it

876
00:40:24,080 --> 00:40:27,280
Speaker 3: doesn't s simply says smoking is, it's saying there's things

877
00:40:27,400 --> 00:40:31,600
Speaker 3: about weed that you ain't going for. Right. So over time,

878
00:40:32,080 --> 00:40:34,960
Speaker 3: I after I kept ignoring it. One day I was

879
00:40:35,000 --> 00:40:36,560
Speaker 3: just like, alright, man, let me, let me see what

880
00:40:36,640 --> 00:40:38,200
Speaker 3: the Bible got to say about it. That's when I

881
00:40:38,320 --> 00:40:38,879
Speaker 3: called my brother.

882
00:40:38,960 --> 00:40:39,360
Speaker 4: He told me.

883
00:40:39,719 --> 00:40:42,759
Speaker 3: So I started reading certain things. I'm like, well, you know,

884
00:40:42,960 --> 00:40:46,440
Speaker 3: I can't argue with the man upstairs. So I started

885
00:40:46,480 --> 00:40:49,600
Speaker 3: throwing everything away, so not throwing cones, papers, all that

886
00:40:49,640 --> 00:40:52,040
Speaker 3: stuff away. And but I had so much weed at

887
00:40:52,080 --> 00:40:54,360
Speaker 3: the time, I didn't wanna dump it in the trash

888
00:40:54,400 --> 00:40:56,120
Speaker 3: can or flush or anything like that. So I was like,

889
00:40:56,200 --> 00:40:58,680
Speaker 3: you know what, my obra's almost here. I'm finna go

890
00:40:58,719 --> 00:41:00,680
Speaker 3: out of town. Let me put this up when I

891
00:41:00,800 --> 00:41:03,359
Speaker 3: get back in town. So I go out of town

892
00:41:03,440 --> 00:41:06,040
Speaker 3: for a couple of days, and I found myself asking

893
00:41:06,160 --> 00:41:10,520
Speaker 3: other believers what they think about weed, only because though

894
00:41:11,360 --> 00:41:14,200
Speaker 3: God knew what I was doing, I was only asking

895
00:41:14,280 --> 00:41:18,240
Speaker 3: them to hope that they can tell me something different

896
00:41:18,680 --> 00:41:21,200
Speaker 3: so I can feel better about smoking weed.

897
00:41:21,360 --> 00:41:21,759
Speaker 4: What I'm saying.

898
00:41:22,400 --> 00:41:24,400
Speaker 3: And when I got home from out of town, I

899
00:41:24,480 --> 00:41:26,799
Speaker 3: was playing the game because I had vow to quit.

900
00:41:27,800 --> 00:41:30,080
Speaker 3: So I was playing the game Madden again, and I'm

901
00:41:30,080 --> 00:41:32,279
Speaker 3: back to my old self. Not even realizing then I'm

902
00:41:32,320 --> 00:41:34,040
Speaker 3: jumping up and I'm like, man, see if I was high,

903
00:41:35,120 --> 00:41:37,279
Speaker 3: I'm really doing all this. And I was like, man,

904
00:41:37,320 --> 00:41:39,799
Speaker 3: you know what, I'm about to smoke because it had

905
00:41:39,840 --> 00:41:41,840
Speaker 3: been like a week and a half since I had smoked.

906
00:41:42,000 --> 00:41:44,040
Speaker 3: I said, man, I'm finna roll up, and it is

907
00:41:44,120 --> 00:41:45,840
Speaker 3: what it is. So I started rolling up and I

908
00:41:45,920 --> 00:41:49,400
Speaker 3: was getting ready to walk outside, and God said no.

909
00:41:49,520 --> 00:41:53,840
Speaker 3: I told God. I was like, look, technically, the Bible

910
00:41:53,920 --> 00:41:55,360
Speaker 3: ain't say it's just saying that everywhere.

911
00:41:55,920 --> 00:41:56,040
Speaker 4: Now.

912
00:41:56,080 --> 00:41:58,279
Speaker 3: I know what you said, but I'm just not ready

913
00:41:58,280 --> 00:41:59,919
Speaker 3: to stop. And when you ready for me to start,

914
00:42:00,200 --> 00:42:02,680
Speaker 3: you'll let me know. But I just can't give it

915
00:42:02,800 --> 00:42:06,120
Speaker 3: up right now. So I go out. Yeah, So I

916
00:42:06,280 --> 00:42:09,080
Speaker 3: go outside and I hit the blunt probably like four times,

917
00:42:09,120 --> 00:42:10,440
Speaker 3: and I was working on it. I was working on

918
00:42:10,520 --> 00:42:12,880
Speaker 3: a song dedicated you know what I'm saying to him.

919
00:42:13,160 --> 00:42:15,600
Speaker 3: So I'm like, I say, see, Lord, the wein got me.

920
00:42:15,640 --> 00:42:16,920
Speaker 3: You know what I'm saying, I'll feel up, you know.

921
00:42:17,560 --> 00:42:20,040
Speaker 3: And I I put the blunt down, and I kid

922
00:42:20,120 --> 00:42:25,960
Speaker 3: you not. I may have took four hits and I

923
00:42:26,080 --> 00:42:28,960
Speaker 3: got this little nauseous feeling right up here, and I

924
00:42:29,040 --> 00:42:31,400
Speaker 3: said to myself, I was like, I was like, nah,

925
00:42:31,440 --> 00:42:32,879
Speaker 3: you know what, Yeah, Lord, I hear you. I said,

926
00:42:32,880 --> 00:42:35,040
Speaker 3: i'm'a give it up because this little feeling that I'm

927
00:42:35,040 --> 00:42:37,319
Speaker 3: feeling right now. That's not of you. You would never

928
00:42:37,400 --> 00:42:39,400
Speaker 3: make your child feel whatever it is. This is not

929
00:42:39,480 --> 00:42:42,120
Speaker 3: a good feeling. So yeah, i'm'a quit. So I try

930
00:42:42,200 --> 00:42:45,080
Speaker 3: to get up to grab my phone to continue writing,

931
00:42:45,560 --> 00:42:48,239
Speaker 3: and I got I get super dizzy and I sit

932
00:42:48,320 --> 00:42:50,000
Speaker 3: back down like this, and I'm like, hold on, this

933
00:42:50,960 --> 00:42:53,400
Speaker 3: started pounding the right side of my forest started pounding,

934
00:42:54,040 --> 00:42:56,920
Speaker 3: and I'm just like, I'm like, man, my bisions, you

935
00:42:56,960 --> 00:42:59,480
Speaker 3: start getting really dizzy, and I'm like, man, oh, I'm

936
00:42:59,480 --> 00:43:01,680
Speaker 3: about to throw it. And I've never thrown up for

937
00:43:01,960 --> 00:43:04,480
Speaker 3: for s from smoking weed. Yeah, but I'm like, nah,

938
00:43:04,600 --> 00:43:06,800
Speaker 3: this is about to be a bad one. Yeah. So

939
00:43:07,200 --> 00:43:09,680
Speaker 3: when I try to get up, I just hear, nah,

940
00:43:09,719 --> 00:43:11,399
Speaker 3: sit down real quick, cause you cause you think I'm

941
00:43:11,440 --> 00:43:13,919
Speaker 3: playing with you. M you've already said you just gonna

942
00:43:13,920 --> 00:43:15,560
Speaker 3: give it up. But I you over here asking other

943
00:43:15,600 --> 00:43:17,680
Speaker 3: people what they think. Nah, sit down real quick. So

944
00:43:17,800 --> 00:43:19,880
Speaker 3: I sit down. What do you think of that? This?

945
00:43:20,200 --> 00:43:20,560
Speaker 1: I did that?

946
00:43:21,080 --> 00:43:21,279
Speaker 4: Yeah?

947
00:43:21,320 --> 00:43:24,799
Speaker 3: I sit down and then I'm like, man, maybe maybe

948
00:43:24,800 --> 00:43:26,279
Speaker 3: I'm just tripping, maybe just in my head. I try

949
00:43:26,320 --> 00:43:28,919
Speaker 3: to get up again, sit down again. I can't move

950
00:43:29,000 --> 00:43:33,640
Speaker 3: he So now I'm like this I'm I'm twitching and

951
00:43:33,719 --> 00:43:35,840
Speaker 3: I'm like bruh, I can't move, like I don't know

952
00:43:35,920 --> 00:43:38,040
Speaker 3: what's going on. And I'm like, well, maybe this is

953
00:43:38,080 --> 00:43:40,080
Speaker 3: God telling me, you know, to focus on him. Man,

954
00:43:40,320 --> 00:43:42,880
Speaker 3: you know I get through it. So yeah, I couldn't.

955
00:43:43,160 --> 00:43:46,800
Speaker 3: I couldn't take it. So I stood up, threw up everything.

956
00:43:46,880 --> 00:43:47,200
Speaker 3: I ate.

957
00:43:47,480 --> 00:43:47,719
Speaker 2: Wow.

958
00:43:47,840 --> 00:43:50,080
Speaker 3: From that morning, I was just throwing up. It was

959
00:43:50,200 --> 00:43:52,640
Speaker 3: just and as I'm throwing up, I'm looking at it

960
00:43:52,760 --> 00:43:55,840
Speaker 3: and I just hear, you got your answer. Uh, you

961
00:43:55,920 --> 00:43:58,160
Speaker 3: got your answer. You you got your answer. Now, now

962
00:43:58,239 --> 00:44:00,279
Speaker 3: get in there and throw it away. And it was

963
00:44:00,440 --> 00:44:02,719
Speaker 3: it was around three o'clock in the morning. He was like,

964
00:44:02,760 --> 00:44:04,759
Speaker 3: I don't care how you threw you did all that

965
00:44:04,840 --> 00:44:06,680
Speaker 3: throwing up. I don't care how tie you is. You're

966
00:44:06,680 --> 00:44:08,279
Speaker 3: gonna get out there. You're gonna clean it up too.

967
00:44:08,840 --> 00:44:11,439
Speaker 3: So I went in the house. I just started throwing something.

968
00:44:11,560 --> 00:44:14,359
Speaker 3: I hear you, I hear you, and I'm waddling back

969
00:44:14,400 --> 00:44:15,600
Speaker 3: outside to go clean it up.

970
00:44:16,440 --> 00:44:18,240
Speaker 4: And it's just like, go to the bathroom.

971
00:44:18,320 --> 00:44:19,759
Speaker 3: I had to go to the bathroom. So I was

972
00:44:19,800 --> 00:44:23,400
Speaker 3: sitting on the toilet like forty five minutes. I was like, lord, everything,

973
00:44:24,120 --> 00:44:26,000
Speaker 3: I was like, what were doing, man. So after I

974
00:44:26,120 --> 00:44:28,800
Speaker 3: was done, it was funny because I was sitting on

975
00:44:28,880 --> 00:44:32,719
Speaker 3: the toilet like this and I looked up. I was like, Bro,

976
00:44:32,840 --> 00:44:36,799
Speaker 3: you got it, but I ain't.

977
00:44:36,800 --> 00:44:37,759
Speaker 4: Didn't little where you got it?

978
00:44:37,960 --> 00:44:42,560
Speaker 3: Man. But the funny thing is everything was going, the

979
00:44:42,680 --> 00:44:45,560
Speaker 3: high was going. It was the clarity was there. And

980
00:44:45,760 --> 00:44:48,839
Speaker 3: usually when you smoke like that like the high Lingers, Yeah,

981
00:44:49,400 --> 00:44:52,200
Speaker 3: but it was gone. And I just looked up at

982
00:44:52,239 --> 00:44:54,920
Speaker 3: him and I'm like, I bet I give it up

983
00:44:55,000 --> 00:44:57,239
Speaker 3: and I ain't smoked six you know what I'm saying.

984
00:44:57,280 --> 00:45:00,200
Speaker 3: And sometimes the devil trying to play tricks like because

985
00:45:00,239 --> 00:45:04,400
Speaker 3: I ended up realizing something that happened, and this is

986
00:45:04,480 --> 00:45:06,719
Speaker 3: how the devil and your mind can play tricks on you.

987
00:45:07,880 --> 00:45:11,080
Speaker 3: What happened was when I was throwing that stuff away

988
00:45:11,400 --> 00:45:14,920
Speaker 3: before I went out of town, I mixed weeds because

989
00:45:14,960 --> 00:45:18,680
Speaker 3: there was a jar for Yeah, I mixed like there's

990
00:45:18,680 --> 00:45:20,440
Speaker 3: a jar for the hyper and there's one for the sleepy.

991
00:45:20,800 --> 00:45:22,680
Speaker 3: I was playing on throwing it all the way so

992
00:45:22,800 --> 00:45:25,200
Speaker 3: you had someone I just did like this. After a

993
00:45:25,280 --> 00:45:26,759
Speaker 3: couple of days, after like a week and some change,

994
00:45:26,760 --> 00:45:28,800
Speaker 3: when I was playing a game, I was searching for

995
00:45:28,880 --> 00:45:30,440
Speaker 3: the one to get me hyper, but I'm like, let

996
00:45:30,480 --> 00:45:32,839
Speaker 3: me just pull something, so it must have whatever. If

997
00:45:32,920 --> 00:45:35,799
Speaker 3: that's a thing, I don't know, but I still don't

998
00:45:35,840 --> 00:45:38,839
Speaker 3: charge it to that because there's no coincidence that I'm

999
00:45:38,880 --> 00:45:41,080
Speaker 3: walking out and I'm saying, when you ready for me

1000
00:45:41,160 --> 00:45:43,080
Speaker 3: to start smoking, you'll let me know. Yeah, and then

1001
00:45:43,160 --> 00:45:46,120
Speaker 3: that happens, you know what I'm saying. So I ain't

1002
00:45:46,120 --> 00:45:49,960
Speaker 3: gonna lie. Like sometimes I used to miss it a

1003
00:45:50,040 --> 00:45:52,000
Speaker 3: little bit more, but now that I've been, you know,

1004
00:45:52,080 --> 00:45:54,719
Speaker 3: strengthening my walk with them, I barely even think about

1005
00:45:54,719 --> 00:45:55,320
Speaker 3: it and miss it.

1006
00:45:55,920 --> 00:45:57,440
Speaker 4: But at first sometimes I'd.

1007
00:45:57,280 --> 00:45:59,440
Speaker 3: Be like, man, I miss it. Man, I just be

1008
00:45:59,480 --> 00:46:01,160
Speaker 3: one to chill. I ain't like I'm doing I'm at

1009
00:46:01,200 --> 00:46:03,680
Speaker 3: home chilling. But it's not. It's just not a wise

1010
00:46:03,680 --> 00:46:07,240
Speaker 3: thing to do when you're trying to lead people to Christ,

1011
00:46:07,600 --> 00:46:08,239
Speaker 3: you know what I'm saying.

1012
00:46:08,320 --> 00:46:11,479
Speaker 1: So, yeah, that's good. I love it. And I feel

1013
00:46:11,520 --> 00:46:14,680
Speaker 1: like so many Christians and in their walk can identify

1014
00:46:14,719 --> 00:46:16,080
Speaker 1: with it. And it may not be smoking weed. It

1015
00:46:16,120 --> 00:46:17,560
Speaker 1: may be other things that we struggle with.

1016
00:46:17,880 --> 00:46:19,160
Speaker 2: They'll be like, all right, look when you're ready for

1017
00:46:19,239 --> 00:46:21,120
Speaker 2: me to give this up, and he will make it

1018
00:46:21,360 --> 00:46:21,839
Speaker 2: very clear.

1019
00:46:22,800 --> 00:46:24,880
Speaker 1: And I hope it doesn't have to be as clear

1020
00:46:24,880 --> 00:46:25,680
Speaker 1: as yours because that was.

1021
00:46:25,880 --> 00:46:29,799
Speaker 3: Yeah, I don't. I don't suggest anybody because he will

1022
00:46:29,880 --> 00:46:34,120
Speaker 3: do it. I don't just anybody. Don't allow God to

1023
00:46:34,200 --> 00:46:37,120
Speaker 3: make an example out of you, because a lot of

1024
00:46:37,160 --> 00:46:39,920
Speaker 3: people will give God the credit when he does.

1025
00:46:39,840 --> 00:46:42,520
Speaker 4: Something good for him, like, oh, he gonna keep his word.

1026
00:46:42,600 --> 00:46:44,160
Speaker 3: Yeah, he gonna keep his word when he sayd this

1027
00:46:44,280 --> 00:46:45,759
Speaker 3: gonna happen if you keep doing this too.

1028
00:46:45,880 --> 00:46:47,040
Speaker 4: So you know what I'm saying.

1029
00:46:47,080 --> 00:46:50,040
Speaker 3: So that is that time in my life I got

1030
00:46:50,080 --> 00:46:53,759
Speaker 3: made an example out of But everything works together.

1031
00:46:53,480 --> 00:46:54,080
Speaker 4: You know what I'm saying.

1032
00:46:54,719 --> 00:46:55,239
Speaker 1: Absolutely.

1033
00:46:56,239 --> 00:46:56,719
Speaker 2: I love that.

1034
00:46:57,320 --> 00:47:00,839
Speaker 3: So that that my my mishap became my test became

1035
00:47:00,920 --> 00:47:01,560
Speaker 3: my testimony.

1036
00:47:02,160 --> 00:47:03,480
Speaker 1: So yeah, I love it.

1037
00:47:03,680 --> 00:47:06,120
Speaker 2: So have you inspired the other friends to stop smoking

1038
00:47:06,640 --> 00:47:08,640
Speaker 2: or has anybody else been like, man, may I see

1039
00:47:08,680 --> 00:47:11,040
Speaker 2: what there was and you since you stopped, I'm gonna

1040
00:47:11,040 --> 00:47:11,480
Speaker 2: stop too.

1041
00:47:11,640 --> 00:47:12,640
Speaker 3: Are they like that?

1042
00:47:12,800 --> 00:47:13,840
Speaker 1: That was your men that she got in?

1043
00:47:13,920 --> 00:47:16,879
Speaker 3: Tell me that? Uh? To be honest with you, yeah, nah,

1044
00:47:17,080 --> 00:47:19,799
Speaker 3: uh Again, it's just it's all about planting to seed.

1045
00:47:19,960 --> 00:47:23,839
Speaker 3: Like I said, first I started smoking, and and then

1046
00:47:23,920 --> 00:47:26,239
Speaker 3: I would after I stopped, I would be excited to

1047
00:47:26,320 --> 00:47:28,360
Speaker 3: tell other people like and oh, God is real that

1048
00:47:28,400 --> 00:47:29,840
Speaker 3: you should stop doing this, that and the third. But

1049
00:47:29,920 --> 00:47:32,120
Speaker 3: that's not my place. Yeah, Now, I'm not gonna sit

1050
00:47:32,200 --> 00:47:34,799
Speaker 3: here and say I can't. I'm not gonna sit here

1051
00:47:34,840 --> 00:47:40,120
Speaker 3: and tell people smoking his sin. Smoking is sin. It

1052
00:47:40,239 --> 00:47:43,239
Speaker 3: may be. I know it is for me, you know

1053
00:47:43,280 --> 00:47:47,200
Speaker 3: what I'm saying, And I know God don't change his mind.

1054
00:47:47,280 --> 00:47:49,160
Speaker 3: So if he feel that way about me smoking, we

1055
00:47:49,960 --> 00:47:52,439
Speaker 3: pretty sure it's the same, you know what I'm saying

1056
00:47:52,520 --> 00:47:54,759
Speaker 3: for for everybody. But it's not my job to be like,

1057
00:47:55,080 --> 00:47:58,800
Speaker 3: you start smoking sin because he allowed me to smoke,

1058
00:47:59,120 --> 00:48:02,000
Speaker 3: so I can get to a point where you ain't smoking.

1059
00:48:02,080 --> 00:48:04,040
Speaker 3: Ye know what I'm saying. And his time and it

1060
00:48:04,120 --> 00:48:05,880
Speaker 3: is perfect with everything because like I said, I've never

1061
00:48:06,000 --> 00:48:09,719
Speaker 3: I've never thrown up before that that did that day.

1062
00:48:09,920 --> 00:48:14,239
Speaker 3: Yeah I only got one lung, Now throw that up too.

1063
00:48:17,200 --> 00:48:19,160
Speaker 3: But yeah, it's been a it's been a it's been

1064
00:48:19,200 --> 00:48:23,120
Speaker 3: an eye opening journey as well.

1065
00:48:23,360 --> 00:48:30,239
Speaker 2: Amazing, amazing, all right, So we're at the part of

1066
00:48:30,320 --> 00:48:33,719
Speaker 2: our show where we are going to do positive outcomes.

1067
00:48:33,840 --> 00:48:36,319
Speaker 2: This is where our listeners write in and we read

1068
00:48:36,400 --> 00:48:38,640
Speaker 2: it and we're gonna give them advice the best we can.

1069
00:48:39,480 --> 00:48:42,919
Speaker 3: This should be fun. I don't know, I'll be real.

1070
00:48:42,960 --> 00:48:45,120
Speaker 3: I don't know about being positive, but I could be real.

1071
00:48:45,200 --> 00:48:46,800
Speaker 1: Right, it would be real positive.

1072
00:48:47,560 --> 00:48:50,200
Speaker 2: Try no, keep it real for real cause I mean

1073
00:48:50,640 --> 00:48:52,239
Speaker 2: a lot of times these people write in there really

1074
00:48:52,239 --> 00:48:54,719
Speaker 2: seeking advice, So we're gonna help you out.

1075
00:48:54,760 --> 00:48:57,480
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1076
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Speaker 2: I'm an inspire aspiring actress from Mississippi. I got my

1077
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Speaker 2: first speaking role from Tyler Perry on Ruthless one day

1078
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Speaker 2: as a background actor. I went to school for law

1079
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Speaker 2: and I'm actually a licensed attorney, but in between waiting

1080
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1081
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Speaker 2: Women of the Movement. From there, I went from background

1082
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1083
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Speaker 2: craft is something special and I'm obsessed. I love my journey,

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00:49:28,719 --> 00:49:31,359
Speaker 2: but sometimes it can weigh on me as I'm new

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00:49:31,440 --> 00:49:33,640
Speaker 2: and there aren't many people that can direct my life

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00:49:34,440 --> 00:49:37,359
Speaker 2: who know or get what I'm pursuing in acting. Any

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00:49:37,400 --> 00:49:40,279
Speaker 2: advice on how to grow your network and find like

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00:49:40,360 --> 00:49:43,120
Speaker 2: minded people in your field. My friends and family try

1091
00:49:43,160 --> 00:49:45,600
Speaker 2: to be supportive, but they don't understand how to be

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00:49:45,719 --> 00:49:49,760
Speaker 2: interested in law and want to be an actress. Well, Trish,

1093
00:49:50,920 --> 00:49:55,040
Speaker 2: funny enough, I always wanted to be an entertainer. Actress

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00:49:55,080 --> 00:49:56,960
Speaker 2: and a singer was something that I always wanted to

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00:49:57,000 --> 00:49:59,919
Speaker 2: do since I was a kid, and my family didn't

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Speaker 2: understand it either. I come from a small town, so

1097
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Speaker 2: if you're from Mississippi, I'm sure you can relate to that.

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Speaker 2: But sometimes light takes you down different paths. You may

1099
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Speaker 2: have wanted to be a lawyer at one point. I've

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00:50:12,520 --> 00:50:15,160
Speaker 2: wanted to be many things, you know, but it just

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Speaker 2: depends on the season that you're in. If right now

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00:50:17,520 --> 00:50:18,880
Speaker 2: this is what you want to do, at least you

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00:50:19,040 --> 00:50:21,840
Speaker 2: have your license to be in a tourney. You have

1104
00:50:21,920 --> 00:50:24,640
Speaker 2: something to fall back on, because we both can attest

1105
00:50:24,760 --> 00:50:28,480
Speaker 2: that entertainment is not a full proof or a regular

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Speaker 2: salary job, so at least you have something to fall

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00:50:31,239 --> 00:50:32,879
Speaker 2: back on. But if this is something you really want

1108
00:50:32,920 --> 00:50:34,960
Speaker 2: to go after, you should really go after it and

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00:50:36,200 --> 00:50:38,520
Speaker 2: try to see if you have people in your community

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Speaker 2: that want to be actors too, or if there's any

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00:50:40,520 --> 00:50:44,239
Speaker 2: type of community theaters that you can join that you

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Speaker 2: can be around people.

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Speaker 1: Who are pursuing what you're pursuing what about you?

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Speaker 3: You know, what do you think? Well, honestly, I feel

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Speaker 3: like she kind of asked sat question like the passage,

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Speaker 3: so I kind of got lost there. What is exactly

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Speaker 3: is she asking that? You're asking for advice?

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Speaker 1: Yeah, on how to grow her network and find like

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00:51:04,080 --> 00:51:05,520
Speaker 1: minded people in l field.

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Speaker 3: I would honestly say social media is booming right now

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00:51:11,880 --> 00:51:16,000
Speaker 3: with being independent, you know what I'm saying. The best

1122
00:51:16,080 --> 00:51:20,440
Speaker 3: way I know how to grow a network and anything

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00:51:20,560 --> 00:51:23,080
Speaker 3: is just put yourself out there in the sense of,

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00:51:23,760 --> 00:51:26,279
Speaker 3: if you really wanna be an actress, you really wanna

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00:51:26,320 --> 00:51:30,600
Speaker 3: be a entertainer, do something, even if it's even if

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00:51:30,640 --> 00:51:34,359
Speaker 3: it's writing your own script maybe like a thirty three

1127
00:51:34,640 --> 00:51:37,319
Speaker 3: three minutes sketch and act it out, put it up

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00:51:37,320 --> 00:51:39,520
Speaker 3: on your YouTube, start a YouTube, you know what I'm saying,

1129
00:51:39,920 --> 00:51:46,279
Speaker 3: and be consistent with dropping content that that involves what

1130
00:51:46,400 --> 00:51:48,680
Speaker 3: you really wanna do. You shouldn't have to wait on

1131
00:51:48,760 --> 00:51:51,759
Speaker 3: nobody because you can go to auditions, you can go

1132
00:51:51,960 --> 00:51:55,680
Speaker 3: to all these things and just trying to get yourself

1133
00:51:56,200 --> 00:51:59,799
Speaker 3: out there. But like you said, that's it's a it's

1134
00:51:59,840 --> 00:52:02,719
Speaker 3: a it's a give or take because it is about networking. Well,

1135
00:52:02,800 --> 00:52:05,040
Speaker 3: one thing people can't argue with when it comes to

1136
00:52:05,160 --> 00:52:10,080
Speaker 3: networking is results. So if you're putting Trish first of all,

1137
00:52:10,120 --> 00:52:13,960
Speaker 3: shout out to Mississippi he Ganggang basically Misissippi right here.

1138
00:52:15,120 --> 00:52:17,080
Speaker 3: But yeah, if you if you put yourself out there

1139
00:52:17,280 --> 00:52:22,359
Speaker 3: and you can you continuously just drop content for people

1140
00:52:22,440 --> 00:52:25,920
Speaker 3: to see. Regardless, people just start coming to you. You

1141
00:52:25,960 --> 00:52:28,839
Speaker 3: know what I'm saying, and try just keep auditioning, try

1142
00:52:29,360 --> 00:52:30,240
Speaker 3: try out for stuff.

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00:52:30,280 --> 00:52:33,960
Speaker 2: Don't stop, Yeah for sure, Yeah, definitely don't stop. Alright,

1144
00:52:34,040 --> 00:52:40,239
Speaker 2: that's amazing. So we do this thing called what I'm

1145
00:52:40,320 --> 00:52:42,640
Speaker 2: going Through and what I'm growing through.

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00:52:44,160 --> 00:52:48,320
Speaker 1: Yeah, it's I came up with them. I think that

1147
00:52:48,719 --> 00:52:52,760
Speaker 1: that was her idea. That's looks.

1148
00:52:54,600 --> 00:52:59,239
Speaker 2: So she so for me in this season, I am

1149
00:52:59,520 --> 00:53:07,759
Speaker 2: going through. I'm going through a lot one just being

1150
00:53:07,840 --> 00:53:10,040
Speaker 2: comfortable in the space that I'm in. You know, I

1151
00:53:10,200 --> 00:53:13,719
Speaker 2: am forty one years old? What forty one? Yeah, just

1152
00:53:13,800 --> 00:53:15,000
Speaker 2: turned forty one in October?

1153
00:53:15,960 --> 00:53:21,440
Speaker 3: Yeah, he said, what how? Who was you thinking? Fine?

1154
00:53:23,239 --> 00:53:24,279
Speaker 3: You five years old?

1155
00:53:28,080 --> 00:53:32,640
Speaker 2: But in my big age, I do find myself just

1156
00:53:32,680 --> 00:53:34,200
Speaker 2: trying to be patient, you know what I'm saying, with

1157
00:53:34,360 --> 00:53:37,640
Speaker 2: finding love and what God has for me even career wise,

1158
00:53:38,440 --> 00:53:41,520
Speaker 2: where he's taking me and being open and being patient.

1159
00:53:42,239 --> 00:53:45,120
Speaker 2: So right now, that's what I'm going through and growing through.

1160
00:53:47,200 --> 00:53:51,399
Speaker 3: That's what's up. What I'm going through and growing through

1161
00:53:52,360 --> 00:54:02,279
Speaker 3: is just trying to figure out how to implement my

1162
00:54:02,400 --> 00:54:07,000
Speaker 3: purpose because I was reading the Word one day and

1163
00:54:07,280 --> 00:54:10,000
Speaker 3: it says, you know, you have to if you don't

1164
00:54:10,040 --> 00:54:12,840
Speaker 3: know what your purpose is, ask the Holy Spirit to

1165
00:54:12,960 --> 00:54:13,840
Speaker 3: reveal that to you.

1166
00:54:14,080 --> 00:54:15,359
Speaker 4: You know what I'm saying, because at the end.

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00:54:15,239 --> 00:54:18,320
Speaker 3: Of the day, regardless of what anybody wants to do,

1168
00:54:18,960 --> 00:54:22,719
Speaker 3: if it ain't God's will, it can happen, but it

1169
00:54:22,760 --> 00:54:25,279
Speaker 3: ain't gonna last, you know what I'm saying. So what

1170
00:54:25,400 --> 00:54:31,360
Speaker 3: I've been going through it's just realizing, hey, you got talent,

1171
00:54:32,840 --> 00:54:35,719
Speaker 3: but that don't mean nothing if it's not going towards

1172
00:54:35,760 --> 00:54:38,680
Speaker 3: your purpose. So stop focusing on your talent and focus

1173
00:54:38,719 --> 00:54:42,600
Speaker 3: on your purpose. And when I realize that, I just

1174
00:54:42,760 --> 00:54:44,799
Speaker 3: that's when I ask the Holy Spirit. I'm like, all right, look,

1175
00:54:45,160 --> 00:54:48,799
Speaker 3: I noticed, I done got all this fame and all

1176
00:54:48,840 --> 00:54:51,040
Speaker 3: this stuff come to me, But am I doing what

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00:54:52,000 --> 00:54:54,480
Speaker 3: you want me to do? And if I'm not, I

1178
00:54:54,600 --> 00:54:58,520
Speaker 3: need to put this on hold and get started immediately

1179
00:54:59,280 --> 00:55:02,040
Speaker 3: with what you want want me to do. And luckily,

1180
00:55:02,600 --> 00:55:05,520
Speaker 3: by the grace of God. I believe that it is.

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00:55:05,800 --> 00:55:08,920
Speaker 4: I believe He revealed to me that my gift.

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00:55:10,239 --> 00:55:13,960
Speaker 3: Was through entertainment, and my purpose is to spread the

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00:55:14,000 --> 00:55:19,319
Speaker 3: good news through my content, whether that's music, sketches, all

1184
00:55:19,400 --> 00:55:19,520
Speaker 3: of that.

1185
00:55:19,680 --> 00:55:22,680
Speaker 4: So that's what I'm going going through and that's what.

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00:55:22,760 --> 00:55:24,800
Speaker 3: I'm growing through. I love that.

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Speaker 1: I love that.

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00:55:28,560 --> 00:55:31,320
Speaker 2: So to close it out, we do keep it blank, sweetie.

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Speaker 2: And for this one after talking to you, I'm going

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00:55:34,520 --> 00:55:42,839
Speaker 2: to say, keep it hmmm, humor is sweet. Keep because

1191
00:55:42,840 --> 00:55:45,279
Speaker 2: I feel like laughter is good for the soul. Don't

1192
00:55:45,320 --> 00:55:48,279
Speaker 2: be so serious about everything because you made me laugh.

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00:55:48,400 --> 00:55:50,160
Speaker 1: So let's do. Keep it humor sweet.

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00:55:53,400 --> 00:55:55,680
Speaker 4: Keep it simple, sweetie, I love it. You know what

1195
00:55:55,760 --> 00:55:56,680
Speaker 4: I'm saying, that's.

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00:55:57,000 --> 00:55:59,600
Speaker 3: Keep it, keep it simple. And I think the reason

1197
00:55:59,680 --> 00:56:04,759
Speaker 3: why I'm saying that because again, like God is God

1198
00:56:04,880 --> 00:56:09,960
Speaker 3: is simple. Yeah, if you knew, if you knew, if

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00:56:10,000 --> 00:56:13,640
Speaker 3: you knew, if you understood what He's asking you to do,

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00:56:15,200 --> 00:56:18,200
Speaker 3: You're gonna be so mad at yourself when you realize

1201
00:56:18,280 --> 00:56:20,680
Speaker 3: on judgment day, you mean to tell me this all

1202
00:56:20,760 --> 00:56:24,680
Speaker 3: you wanted me to do. It was that simple. You

1203
00:56:24,840 --> 00:56:29,399
Speaker 3: read my word, It was that simple. Wow, go to hell.

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Speaker 1: Keep Sweetie.

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Speaker 3: I love it. I love it.

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Speaker 4: Thank you.

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Speaker 3: I appreciate all the podcast if one of my favorite.

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Speaker 3: I love it, I love it. I love it.

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Speaker 1: Guys, thank you so much for tuning in to this

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Speaker 1: episode of Keep It Positive. Sweetie.

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Speaker 2: Guys, make sure you tapping with Emmanuel and in the

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Speaker 2: meantime in between times, you know what to do.

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Speaker 1: Keep your positive sleep. Love y'all,