WEBVTT - Josiah we need to be friends

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<v Speaker 1>Guys today, there's so much to talk about. We went

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<v Speaker 1>to Texas. We had a great show in Austin. It

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<v Speaker 1>was magical.

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<v Speaker 2>Ask you for going. I needed that, guys.

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<v Speaker 1>Guys, we need that. We needed that. It was like

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<v Speaker 1>a girl's trip, except not to Miami because we all

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<v Speaker 1>came back still friends.

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<v Speaker 2>Oh my god, did you see that series like when

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<v Speaker 2>the trio becomes a duo? Did you see all that drama?

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<v Speaker 1>Oh no, but that's like I don't know, it's like

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<v Speaker 1>what you're talking about, the current drama. But like that's

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<v Speaker 1>a common like that's a common topic online. It's like

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<v Speaker 1>a Miami trip will make or break.

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<v Speaker 2>You and your girl mean, Miamis. We went to Miami

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<v Speaker 2>and came back stronger than ever.

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<v Speaker 1>Actually, no, I haven't spoken to half the people on

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<v Speaker 1>that trip in eighteen years.

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<v Speaker 2>I mean yeah, true to like.

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<v Speaker 1>Literally not true. Like two of them basically live here,

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<v Speaker 1>one of them beating Josiah mm hmm, Oh my god,

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<v Speaker 1>it's so awesome Josiah moved. Oh also wait, actually we

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<v Speaker 1>should talk about that Josiah's opening set. Yeah, yeah, Austin show.

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<v Speaker 2>Insert the clip. Really really major, really special things happen.

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<v Speaker 1>Magical thing I've ever witnessed like easily top ten things

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<v Speaker 1>I've ever seen in my life. And I was crying, laughing,

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<v Speaker 1>and it.

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<v Speaker 2>Was laughing and crying so hard backstage that she legit

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<v Speaker 2>you could legitimately hear it from the audience, like there

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<v Speaker 2>were tears running down both of our faces, and it

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<v Speaker 2>was just like one of those moments where like I

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<v Speaker 2>just could not believe what was fucking happening on stage

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<v Speaker 2>and someone was like, what is what is emergency intercom

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<v Speaker 2>even about? And like that's literally what I was thinking.

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<v Speaker 2>On the side of the stage, I was like, what

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<v Speaker 2>are we doing? But it was literally the funniest thing

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<v Speaker 2>I think, I know.

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<v Speaker 1>It was the greatest thing I've ever seen. It made

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<v Speaker 1>me very grateful for not having taken my own life

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<v Speaker 1>all those years I wanted to.

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<v Speaker 2>Andya literally side stage said that she was like, I'm

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<v Speaker 2>so happy I didn't kill myself.

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<v Speaker 1>And I meant it with my whole fucking chest, because like,

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<v Speaker 1>what do you mean there's a chance I killed myself

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<v Speaker 1>And I never got to be twenty seven years old

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<v Speaker 1>watching my twenty four year old friend put on a

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<v Speaker 1>roomy costume and sing a cover of a popular song

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<v Speaker 1>that breaks into a cheer mix. Then he dances and unchoreographed,

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<v Speaker 1>unrehearsed dance that he everyone was like, what are you

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<v Speaker 1>gonna do for the dance break and He's like, it's

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<v Speaker 1>just whatever.

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<v Speaker 2>It's just gonna come to me naturally. And then and

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<v Speaker 2>then he does a set of comedy that we made

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<v Speaker 2>with him within twelve hours of the show itself.

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<v Speaker 1>Also like I wouldn't even say we made it with him,

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<v Speaker 1>because made it with him was he was like, damn,

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<v Speaker 1>I should practice what I'm gonna do for my chand up.

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<v Speaker 1>And then we literally just sat in a room with

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<v Speaker 1>him and watched him come up with that stuff, and

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<v Speaker 1>we were like laughing in a painful way. And anytime

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<v Speaker 1>we were like that's so bad and uncomfortable, he'd be like, Okay, good,

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<v Speaker 1>So I'm gonna keep that one. Yeah, yeah, I love

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<v Speaker 1>the hook in his ass show.

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<v Speaker 2>And you better not you better be quiet, you better

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<v Speaker 2>be great.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm not getting breakfast with you. He's literally so he's.

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<v Speaker 2>A crazy person. But Josiah literally, like to me, is

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<v Speaker 2>actually like one of the most special people. Yeah, I

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<v Speaker 2>have ever encountered in my life, like just like beyond

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<v Speaker 2>just like our friendship and being a good person and

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<v Speaker 2>a caring person. Like the way he can like consume

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<v Speaker 2>a genre or a form of media and creation and

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<v Speaker 2>then just be able to mimic it in his own

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<v Speaker 2>way within like the same hour is so crazy. Like yeah,

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<v Speaker 2>he can hear any song and be able to like

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<v Speaker 2>match the team, like play it, play it on the guitar.

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<v Speaker 2>He can watch like any reality show and be good

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<v Speaker 2>at reality TV. He can like fucking watch stand up

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<v Speaker 2>and just consume it and then become it. And it's

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<v Speaker 2>just like, dude, like.

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<v Speaker 1>I know, he is just one of the he's to me,

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<v Speaker 1>one of the last standing. Like to me, there's people

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<v Speaker 1>who are born to be I mean, like he's like

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<v Speaker 1>a savant. That's kind of it. That's like the word

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<v Speaker 1>I'm looking for. He's just a fucking savant. And it's

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<v Speaker 1>just hilarious because I've been grateful and you have to,

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<v Speaker 1>I think, to be around a lot of really artistic

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<v Speaker 1>people who actually are like entrepreneurs in their own right

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<v Speaker 1>and savant. But Josiah is like the rare, the rarest

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<v Speaker 1>form of that, because he genuinely deems no value from

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<v Speaker 1>like public acceptance, which I also think is why we

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<v Speaker 1>all get along so well. Because of course, like, especially

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<v Speaker 1>in this job, it's easy to start valuing the public,

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<v Speaker 1>especially once it becomes your livelihood. But I am so

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<v Speaker 1>grateful that, like we've been able to find so many

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<v Speaker 1>people who literally it's just no, baby, it's not even

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<v Speaker 1>about that. It's really it's really about the sleepovers and

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<v Speaker 1>doing all that to your friends. And then every now

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<v Speaker 1>and then, of course, by the grace of God, we

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<v Speaker 1>get to do it live. But like even that, like

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<v Speaker 1>that's not even the joy of it, the joy of.

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<v Speaker 2>Us, Like the everything we said on the stage and.

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<v Speaker 1>Did he do is for us. And like that was

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<v Speaker 1>a moment where I was really grateful that, like, oh

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<v Speaker 1>my god, we're just so I've been really grateful. And

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<v Speaker 1>I mean, look up, Oh Drew's not grateful, he's fucking pissed.

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<v Speaker 2>I'm fucking throwing shit.

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<v Speaker 1>But I've just been so grateful that like I am

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<v Speaker 1>able to live under the like stubbornness that is I

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<v Speaker 1>and you humans or have consistently only done what I

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<v Speaker 1>want to do and by the grace of God, people, and.

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<v Speaker 2>Actually like that the only times we did what other

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<v Speaker 2>people told us to do, it blew it up. Bad

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<v Speaker 2>things happened, but we won't get there. We won't go there.

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<v Speaker 2>We fly by the seat of our own pants, and

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<v Speaker 2>I think that's important.

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<v Speaker 1>Well, while we were in Texas, I decided my new

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<v Speaker 1>thing is if you're acting crazy and being fucking annoying,

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<v Speaker 1>you're a pill popping, weird ass bitch. You're a weird

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<v Speaker 1>ass pill popping bitch. Because a lot of y'all are

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<v Speaker 1>starting to give me pill popping energy, like you're a

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<v Speaker 1>pill popper, you're tweaking, you're tweaking off your pills. I

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<v Speaker 1>can hear them jingling in.

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<v Speaker 2>Your pockets, not the viewer.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, no, not y'all. This is what you play if,

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<v Speaker 1>like I'm sure a lot of y'all are introverted, just

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<v Speaker 1>play like me talking like that next time someone's being

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<v Speaker 1>annoying around you out of one of your pockets and

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<v Speaker 1>kind of lip sync it like that uber sound.

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah.

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<v Speaker 2>Like Enya's new word is calling people pill poppers. Mine

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<v Speaker 2>is calling people gay wads. Like why did yeah like

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<v Speaker 2>a pill popping gaywad? Like why did we like deviate

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<v Speaker 2>away from calling people gay wads?

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<v Speaker 1>Because Lindsay lohand right or.

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<v Speaker 2>Not to say both of them don't say gay? Yeah,

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<v Speaker 2>they're not allowed to but like you're not allowed to

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<v Speaker 2>say gay unless you're a queen, like Enya's allowed to

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<v Speaker 2>say gay because I give her the past.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, I'm allowed to call you a gay wad because.

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<v Speaker 2>Because I am a gay wade and it's not coming

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<v Speaker 2>from a hateful place.

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<v Speaker 1>But to me, gaywad is like like the word nuts,

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<v Speaker 1>It's like what's his nuts? Gay ward gets a lot

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<v Speaker 1>of power when when you add the pill popping A

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<v Speaker 1>pill popping gay water is crazy. Yeah, but also to me,

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<v Speaker 1>like I would, I would love nothing more than to

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<v Speaker 1>be three drinks in and like fifty milligrams of an

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<v Speaker 1>edible on a fatty meal in my stomach rumbling as

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<v Speaker 1>I encounter the most magnificent thing there is, which is

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<v Speaker 1>a pill, pop and gay wand and like that combo

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<v Speaker 1>sounds amazing, But just like every word, it really matters

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<v Speaker 1>what the tony put because like, bitch, you could be

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<v Speaker 1>low key you when you were a teenager pill popping

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<v Speaker 1>gay water.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah no, actually that is very true.

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<v Speaker 1>Pop and pills and like gay wand used as like.

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<v Speaker 2>I mean that song pop and Pills is ah, we

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<v Speaker 2>know that was literally me for like two years. Much.

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<v Speaker 1>I can't believe that I mean, there is something to

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<v Speaker 1>be said about getting all of that kind of likera out.

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<v Speaker 2>I actually am forever grateful that I got to experience

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<v Speaker 2>all that shit when I was like younger, and they

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<v Speaker 2>got it all out of my system because a lot

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<v Speaker 2>of the people that were very sheltered growing up, I mean,

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<v Speaker 2>I took it to an extreme that like I haven't

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<v Speaker 2>even really spoken about on here, that I will never

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<v Speaker 2>probably talk about because that's my that's her story, that's

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<v Speaker 2>my story, his story. But a lot of the people

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<v Speaker 2>that were very sheltered growing up and didn't get to

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<v Speaker 2>experience a lot of the things. I saw them all

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<v Speaker 2>crash the fuck out in school, Like they went to

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<v Speaker 2>college and crashed out, and a lot of them have

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<v Speaker 2>haven't fully fully recovered. And actually one of them, I

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<v Speaker 2>won't say their name, but they uh took a lot

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<v Speaker 2>of money from me, and I would just like I

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<v Speaker 2>just gave them like cash because they were like, I

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<v Speaker 2>just went to rehab and I need help, like getting

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<v Speaker 2>back on my feet, and I was like, sure, relapse.

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<v Speaker 2>Then I heard from them again because they wrote me

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<v Speaker 2>a letter from rehab and they answer for more cash

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<v Speaker 2>and they're like, I swear to God I'm gonna pay

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<v Speaker 2>you all of this back once I'm back on my feet.

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<v Speaker 2>When I give money to people, I never expected, never

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<v Speaker 2>expect to get it back, because it's just like the

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<v Speaker 2>likelihood of getting it back is very low, and I

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<v Speaker 2>don't want to put that pressure over people. And I've

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<v Speaker 2>had money held over my head at some points in

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<v Speaker 2>my life, and I know how horrible it fucking feels. Yeah.

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<v Speaker 1>Also, naturally, I feel like just by nature, even when

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<v Speaker 1>like you don't have bread in your pocket, it's like

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<v Speaker 1>you come from the like I'd rather bow my head

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<v Speaker 1>and like have rumbly guts then watch you go through that,

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<v Speaker 1>versus like, oh, then I have to be your teacher

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<v Speaker 1>through it to like No, it's.

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<v Speaker 2>Like it's like there's so many levels to it.

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<v Speaker 1>It's like literally it's like with all love and grace,

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<v Speaker 1>be free, just keep it. But can you keep keep Okay?

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<v Speaker 1>So he asked for more.

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<v Speaker 2>Oh, you just kept asking for more and more money

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<v Speaker 2>until eventually I was like, I'm never going to see

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<v Speaker 2>this money back. This guy should be on his feet

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<v Speaker 2>by now, and I think he's doing good now, Like

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<v Speaker 2>I genuinely think he's like killing it.

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<v Speaker 1>That's the hardest thing in those kind of situations. Is

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<v Speaker 1>pulling back is when you kind of like allow someone

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<v Speaker 1>in that situation to fly.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, and I think like his his family did the

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<v Speaker 2>right thing because, uh, he was very very addicted to

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<v Speaker 2>a lot of substance. I think he was a polyaddict

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<v Speaker 2>and like because polygamy. Yeah, yeah, yeah, he was a polyadic,

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<v Speaker 2>which is polygamy is fucking evil. It's evil.

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<v Speaker 1>Polygamy is worse than addiction. You, polygamy is an.

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<v Speaker 2>Addiction so selfish and fucking greedy. I'm joking, do whatever

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<v Speaker 2>the fuck you want.

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<v Speaker 1>I literally do whatever you want, but I still.

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<v Speaker 2>Don't include me in it.

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<v Speaker 1>I just, you know, I'm okay with the fact that

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<v Speaker 1>some things I'll just be old at about. And you

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<v Speaker 1>you just can't sell that to me. You can't sell

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<v Speaker 1>that hooploded me. You can't sell that hooploded me. But again,

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<v Speaker 1>I am and I think you are too, coming from

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<v Speaker 1>such a blessed place in terms of intimacy, like the

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<v Speaker 1>intimate to see and depth we have with even the

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<v Speaker 1>waking cashier we graze upon in the smoke shop.

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<v Speaker 2>Even our like audience to an extent.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, no, literally, like it's it's it really is just

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<v Speaker 1>such a blessing. So I think that is why, like

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<v Speaker 1>as much as I make fun of polygamy, I'm like,

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<v Speaker 1>I guess I get it because like it takes a

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<v Speaker 1>village to feel loved, and sometimes you want that. I

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<v Speaker 1>love to come with a dick in your butt, and

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<v Speaker 1>you know what, I'm not gonna get mad at you.

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<v Speaker 1>Like sometimes we don't want to play with our.

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<v Speaker 2>Butt, Like sometimes we want to dig in our butt.

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<v Speaker 2>Sometimes we need our butt digged in, and like that's

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<v Speaker 2>where we're at, and that's okay.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm not dick in my butt. I'm digging that dick

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<v Speaker 1>in my butt.

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<v Speaker 2>But I need to know how many of y'all watch

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<v Speaker 2>has been Hotel. That's all I need to know. I

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<v Speaker 2>did do like a life.

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<v Speaker 1>Art with the amount of art we receive from our fans,

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<v Speaker 1>which I'm so grateful for. It is genuinely, again, such

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<v Speaker 1>a blessing. And we've always talked about that.

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<v Speaker 2>We were talking about the Austin Show for a second.

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<v Speaker 2>We had a goof and a fucking gaff in Austin.

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<v Speaker 2>And also like randomly, like even before the show, we

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<v Speaker 2>ran into like a lot of viewers of the podcast,

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<v Speaker 2>which was like, really funny and at our hotel that

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<v Speaker 2>we were staying at, we like were we were only

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<v Speaker 2>there for like twenty four hours, and we were like, okay,

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<v Speaker 2>we need to go to waffle house, and I think

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<v Speaker 2>we need to swim in a pool while it's raining.

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<v Speaker 2>And it was raining in Austin, so at night on

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<v Speaker 2>a Saturday, we were like, fuck it, let's go swimming.

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<v Speaker 2>We didn't realize the entire city of Austin like goes

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<v Speaker 2>on the rooftops of these buildings like at night. So

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<v Speaker 2>it was like me Indyan Josiah shirt listener, swim trunks

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<v Speaker 2>and then goggles insert the pick while there are literally

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<v Speaker 2>like hundreds of people just partying on this rooftop like

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<v Speaker 2>it's like a club and we're just swimming in the

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<v Speaker 2>middle of it. But besides, it's that the like hostess

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<v Speaker 2>knew who we were, and the first thing we said

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<v Speaker 2>to her is we were like, girl, we want to

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<v Speaker 2>get fucked up today. So like we're we're trying to

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<v Speaker 2>get drunk, bitch. I had two SIPs of a drink

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<v Speaker 2>and I the.

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<v Speaker 4>Our crew loves to be like we are getting trashed,

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<v Speaker 4>and then like three maybe four drinks and it's like

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<v Speaker 4>I'm not ship, but should we go outside?

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<v Speaker 1>Should we go stand outside for a second? You always

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<v Speaker 1>do that. We're like, we should go stand outside for

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<v Speaker 1>a second, and then we get aside of the should

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<v Speaker 1>we stay outside, but then get in a car and

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<v Speaker 1>then go back outside and then get inside a different place.

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<v Speaker 2>And then get in bed with mc pillow and details.

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<v Speaker 1>Cutting you off. I'm so sorry you're excited.

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<v Speaker 2>But the worker there took what we said about getting

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<v Speaker 2>sucked up to heart and she proceeded to give us

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<v Speaker 2>the most amount of alcohol I've ever seen in my life.

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<v Speaker 2>Like it was read double shots two times, so each

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<v Speaker 2>of us had four shots essentially for free, which shout

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<v Speaker 2>out you, thank you so much, so fierce. You got

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<v Speaker 2>us there like we were our tummies were aching, but

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<v Speaker 2>like we you got us to where we wanted to be,

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<v Speaker 2>and I appreciate that, so thank you.

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<v Speaker 1>I know she literally heard where we wanted to go,

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<v Speaker 1>and she became uber driver.

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<v Speaker 2>She became she was a jobber. But the funniest part

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<v Speaker 2>about the story is when she was delivering the shots

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<v Speaker 2>one time, she we were just like kiking with her

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<v Speaker 2>and she was like, yeah, I listened to the podcast.

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<v Speaker 2>I've been listening for a while like I listened when

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<v Speaker 2>I go to school and we were like, oh, what

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<v Speaker 2>are you going to school for? And she was like, Oh,

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<v Speaker 2>I'm going to be a dentist. Like I'm trying to

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<v Speaker 2>be a dentist, which don't let anybody tell you. Emergency

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<v Speaker 2>and our common fans can't be dentists, can't be doctors,

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<v Speaker 2>can't be lawyers. Because exist, we exist, We exist, me,

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<v Speaker 2>you and ya exists, like we can do all of

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<v Speaker 2>those things like we we we can. Emergency intercom fans

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<v Speaker 2>aren't just people with crumbs in their bed like we can.

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<v Speaker 1>Emergency innercom fans aren't just like weird people who like

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<v Speaker 1>kind of don't talk, and then when they do, they

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<v Speaker 1>say something you don't understand and you laugh at it

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<v Speaker 1>and like you try to be chill with them, but

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<v Speaker 1>they're like kind of odd.

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<v Speaker 2>That's us, baby, that's that's me, and you, well, yeah,

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<v Speaker 2>that's that's me.

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<v Speaker 1>Anytime it's like fuck, it's like the two episodes ago though,

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<v Speaker 1>where I was like stop doing this, this and that,

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<v Speaker 1>like yeah, I just be naming myself, Like I'm not kidding.

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<v Speaker 1>Everything I say is a projection to an extent, but

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<v Speaker 1>I guess every single thing, every human says.

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<v Speaker 2>Mmmm, like I have a big dick. That's a projection

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<v Speaker 2>because I literally have a big dick.

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<v Speaker 1>No, it's a projection of armor because you don't.

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<v Speaker 2>I mean, you know, like I know, but I will

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<v Speaker 2>humble you. I know that thing is filling, satiating.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, but that's a nutritious meal.

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<v Speaker 2>Fillers filling, no fillures in it. No sugar, it's keto.

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<v Speaker 2>Is keto? Yes, yes, no sugar, yes, yes, yes yes.

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<v Speaker 2>But she was telling us she was training to be

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<v Speaker 2>a dentist, and I was like, oh, like when you

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<v Speaker 2>get your license, like I'll be your first patient, Like

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<v Speaker 2>I would love to be your first patient. Without skipping

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<v Speaker 2>a fucking beat, she looks, she snaps to me, and

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<v Speaker 2>she goes, girl, I'm not playing anywhere near that fucking mouth.

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<v Speaker 2>I know it's been I know what's happened in there.

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<v Speaker 1>I don't remember her name because by the time we left,

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<v Speaker 1>I was drunk shit because again she took us there.

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<v Speaker 1>But she was so fucking funny also because right before

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<v Speaker 1>she did that, the first thing she said was she

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<v Speaker 1>kind of like we were sitting at these benches, and

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<v Speaker 1>she crouched down, and she crouched down right near where

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<v Speaker 1>my purse was, and she goes one of y'all smells

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<v Speaker 1>like a fucking kung And I.

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<v Speaker 2>Was like, oh is it me? Do I smell bad?

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<v Speaker 2>And then Andya flew her weed across the country. That's

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<v Speaker 2>what it was.

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<v Speaker 1>She was so funny, dude, her being like she was like, no,

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<v Speaker 1>I've listened far enough times to the ship you do

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<v Speaker 1>with that mouth, and I don't want to get in it.

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<v Speaker 1>I don't want to be in it. I don't want

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<v Speaker 1>to be near it. I don't want to touch it.

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<v Speaker 1>Like she literally was. She went for kind of a minute.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, I know, she tore. She had us laughing, and

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<v Speaker 2>she like took she sees the moment and she kept

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<v Speaker 2>a God, but I have a good mouth, like my

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<v Speaker 2>enamel's mouth.

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<v Speaker 1>Have a good mouth. That's why you got all those

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<v Speaker 1>horror stories about what's been done in that mouth. Yeah.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, we're so freaky.

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<v Speaker 1>We're so freaky over here. Who says emergency in her calm?

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<v Speaker 2>Fans don't have sex emergency in her com Fans have sex.

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<v Speaker 1>So much of it so much. As I grow older,

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<v Speaker 1>I realize I think people people think I'm like Mormon,

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<v Speaker 1>like hmm, expand with the way I navigate like I

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<v Speaker 1>think people assume because I am hot uh and I

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<v Speaker 1>am like very outword facing, like confident that I'm like

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<v Speaker 1>way more sexual and like romantically Like.

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<v Speaker 2>You're the picture of the meme where it's like you

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<v Speaker 2>text all this freaky shit and then you get there

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<v Speaker 2>and you sit on the edge of the bed with

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<v Speaker 2>your purse. You're not freaky.

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<v Speaker 1>Oh literally, I'm like, eh, what am I doing all that?

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<v Speaker 1>Calm down, Calm down, calmed down. You never heard about

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<v Speaker 1>literary engagement period, Like.

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<v Speaker 5>Sorry, I'm a budding academic who loves to read some

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<v Speaker 5>fiction every now and then, so I have an expansive

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<v Speaker 5>knowledge of how to arouse the mind exactly.

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<v Speaker 6>Heikai, my dru, you're so hot. Oh Kai, thank you.

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<v Speaker 6>I think the same things about you, and you're yourself suxy.

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<v Speaker 1>First of all, he would never say that that sentence

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<v Speaker 1>could I don't think't ever come out of his mouth,

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<v Speaker 1>but about any human like I can't imagine that.

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<v Speaker 2>Oh my god, I know we talked about that. Kai

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<v Speaker 2>can't say the word sec you know, he.

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<v Speaker 1>Doesn't know how to do that. I would pay a

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<v Speaker 1>lot of money. Well, let me not say that. He's

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<v Speaker 1>not here. Like one thing I won't do is I

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<v Speaker 1>won't make fun of somebody when they're not here and

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<v Speaker 1>he's gonna listen to this, And if he was here,

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<v Speaker 1>I would go in about it, like to you kai

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<v Speaker 1>and tell you that, like something's wrong with you. But

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<v Speaker 1>I don't actually think something's wrong with him.

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<v Speaker 2>You're just flirting, you know what too.

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<v Speaker 1>Actually, I think a lot of people do take the

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<v Speaker 1>way I interact with everybody as flirting.

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<v Speaker 2>Well, I mean it's it's really hard to tell because

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<v Speaker 2>I've seen you flirt and then I've seen you just

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<v Speaker 2>like in interact with a person, and it there is

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<v Speaker 2>a very fine line of hatred and like flirtation. Like

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<v Speaker 2>the way in your flirts is like she will clock

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<v Speaker 2>your deepest, darkest, most evil insecurity you have and like

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<v Speaker 2>not call it out, but like poke at it slightly.

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<v Speaker 2>And for some reason it works on every person you.

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<v Speaker 1>FLI well, it's because they they're like, damn, she she

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<v Speaker 1>sees me, she sees me. No, I don't call out insecurities.

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<v Speaker 1>I definitely do engage romantically. Like I feel like, not

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<v Speaker 1>that I have to prove myself, but because I am

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<v Speaker 1>very comfortable with most people, I feel like I have

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<v Speaker 1>to dig like double down to prove to someone that

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<v Speaker 1>I am intrigued by them romantically, if that makes sense.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah.

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<v Speaker 1>But then there are the like people who just are like,

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<v Speaker 1>oh my god, everyone loves me and this girl loves me.

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<v Speaker 1>I don't know why we're talking about that. Oh we're

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<v Speaker 1>talking about how ky can't say sexy.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, that's what we got there. We looped it back around,

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<v Speaker 2>we weaved.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm not I wonder how often I'm just talking in

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<v Speaker 1>circles and making no sense to somebody and they're just

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<v Speaker 1>letting me go. Oh, because I think it probably happens often.

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<v Speaker 2>I think for me too, it does as well. I

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<v Speaker 2>think I think that's just kind of who we are.

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<v Speaker 2>We're always like bro like no one, like we have

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<v Speaker 2>to lead the conversation because no one leads the conversation

0:22:21.359 --> 0:22:24.919
<v Speaker 2>and then it's just us rambling for an hour. But no,

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<v Speaker 2>I still stand on that, like people are scared to talk.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah. Also, well again it goes back to that thing

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<v Speaker 1>we always talk about how the Internet gave so much good,

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<v Speaker 1>but when you don't get to put all of that

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<v Speaker 1>useful knowledge into practice, it becomes like not only futile,

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<v Speaker 1>but you kind of start to get lost in the

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<v Speaker 1>study and see things so black and white. Like I

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<v Speaker 1>there is this idea and we've talked about it about

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<v Speaker 1>how people now like people now observe somebody exchanging in

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<v Speaker 1>for me. So like if you tell me a story

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<v Speaker 1>about something embarrassing that happened to you that had specifically

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<v Speaker 1>to do with like a barista, and then I would

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<v Speaker 1>let you finish and laugh and like interact with it minorly,

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<v Speaker 1>and then when it gets to me, I just like

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<v Speaker 1>say a similar story. And people now see that as like,

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<v Speaker 1>oh my gosh, this person always has to bring the

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<v Speaker 1>conversation back to them once it lands on them, And I'm.

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<v Speaker 2>Like, baby, so we're bouncing off each other.

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<v Speaker 1>Not only that, you might find that is all talking is.

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<v Speaker 1>That is all most conversations are, is sharing anecdotes based

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<v Speaker 1>on similarities, and then occasionally, if you're lucky and you

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<v Speaker 1>have intimacy, you get to start exchanging the differences. But

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<v Speaker 1>I'm like, yeah, that's why a lot of y'all can't

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<v Speaker 1>get past, like I think the beginning stages of a

0:24:00.080 --> 0:24:05.960
<v Speaker 1>friendship almost because you're anticipating, like I guess I don't

0:24:05.960 --> 0:24:08.720
<v Speaker 1>even know what people are anticipating. You're anticipating a therapist

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<v Speaker 1>maybe of like.

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<v Speaker 2>They just want to talk to someone, yeah, not with someone.

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<v Speaker 1>And be But I'm also like, I don't I don't

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<v Speaker 1>know if every conversation has to be like a myriad

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<v Speaker 1>of or not.

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<v Speaker 2>It doesn't have to be high stakes. I think every

0:24:23.840 --> 0:24:26.639
<v Speaker 2>people sometimes people think all conversations have to be like

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<v Speaker 2>high stakes, and like I have like noticed that like

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<v Speaker 2>for some people, I mean specifically in relationships, like they

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<v Speaker 2>almost like desire conflict where it's like we have to

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<v Speaker 2>like like to prove that this relationship is working, like

0:24:45.840 --> 0:24:49.119
<v Speaker 2>we have to be like having a million conversations, and

0:24:49.119 --> 0:24:50.639
<v Speaker 2>I mean I've said it from the fucking jump of

0:24:50.640 --> 0:24:53.639
<v Speaker 2>the podcast, like not everything needs to be a conversation

0:24:53.800 --> 0:24:56.960
<v Speaker 2>and like not it does, like there are certain things

0:24:56.960 --> 0:24:59.040
<v Speaker 2>that I do believe need to be spoken about. But

0:24:59.080 --> 0:25:02.159
<v Speaker 2>like I I don't know why it's so hard for

0:25:02.280 --> 0:25:04.800
<v Speaker 2>people to just kiky and have fun. But like it

0:25:04.840 --> 0:25:07.639
<v Speaker 2>feels like a lot of relationships I see, it's just

0:25:07.720 --> 0:25:10.800
<v Speaker 2>like people like wanting to fight to prove that they

0:25:11.440 --> 0:25:14.800
<v Speaker 2>can communicate. Yeah, And it's like I think it's just

0:25:14.840 --> 0:25:19.080
<v Speaker 2>a symptom of everyone just taking advice from like sixteen

0:25:19.119 --> 0:25:23.160
<v Speaker 2>year old girls on TikTok that went viral. Yeah, and

0:25:23.280 --> 0:25:26.520
<v Speaker 2>just like, also, everyone has a therapist now, which I

0:25:26.560 --> 0:25:28.360
<v Speaker 2>think is good ultimately, but.

0:25:28.520 --> 0:25:31.920
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, but there is definitely an over therapization happening because

0:25:31.960 --> 0:25:36.240
<v Speaker 1>I would argue, like I am that person. But again,

0:25:36.280 --> 0:25:39.960
<v Speaker 1>because I can navigate my life in a very by

0:25:40.240 --> 0:25:45.800
<v Speaker 1>choice blouse a manner, I can like I can be

0:25:46.240 --> 0:25:49.720
<v Speaker 1>like that, that doesn't matter, nothing matters. But it's that's

0:25:49.720 --> 0:25:52.800
<v Speaker 1>so true, you being like everyone's taking advice and wants

0:25:52.800 --> 0:25:54.879
<v Speaker 1>to prove they can communicate. But yeah, it's like again,

0:25:55.640 --> 0:25:58.600
<v Speaker 1>everyone wants to prove that they've done the studying, that

0:25:59.080 --> 0:26:02.399
<v Speaker 1>they've intake in all the information, and so the second

0:26:02.480 --> 0:26:07.480
<v Speaker 1>they get like it's literally like I don't know standing

0:26:07.640 --> 0:26:10.680
<v Speaker 1>in fucking when like you put your name in a

0:26:10.720 --> 0:26:12.200
<v Speaker 1>bucket and you're like, oh, I hope I get to

0:26:12.240 --> 0:26:14.160
<v Speaker 1>go up on stage, It's like that's your time, that's

0:26:14.160 --> 0:26:16.080
<v Speaker 1>your time. You only have this short amount of time

0:26:16.119 --> 0:26:18.720
<v Speaker 1>to be like yes, I'm actually like really I'm really smart,

0:26:18.760 --> 0:26:20.120
<v Speaker 1>I'm really good, I'm really good. I'm really good. I'm

0:26:20.119 --> 0:26:22.600
<v Speaker 1>really good. I'm a good person. Like so everyone's trying

0:26:22.720 --> 0:26:25.080
<v Speaker 1>so hard to like get that in.

0:26:27.680 --> 0:26:34.760
<v Speaker 2>So quickly and I'm like, like, can't we just Likekik.

0:26:34.440 --> 0:26:38.200
<v Speaker 1>Can we just talk? Can't we can just talk?

0:26:41.880 --> 0:26:43.560
<v Speaker 3>Guys, I.

0:26:46.800 --> 0:26:50.000
<v Speaker 2>Don't know how Jeffrey Epstein is going to recover his

0:26:50.280 --> 0:26:54.840
<v Speaker 2>digital footprint is fucked up. Dude. He is never getting

0:26:54.840 --> 0:26:58.399
<v Speaker 2>into college. He is never they are never getting into college,

0:26:58.520 --> 0:26:59.000
<v Speaker 2>Like he is.

0:26:59.240 --> 0:27:04.440
<v Speaker 1>Never gonna have an job. Wait, I'm so sorry, but

0:27:04.560 --> 0:27:06.720
<v Speaker 1>I did just remember something. But you were saying how

0:27:07.280 --> 0:27:10.600
<v Speaker 1>people in relationships, especially like to kind of point out

0:27:10.640 --> 0:27:13.480
<v Speaker 1>conflict and point that they can get through conflict, to

0:27:13.560 --> 0:27:15.200
<v Speaker 1>be like, see how much I love you, I'm willing

0:27:15.240 --> 0:27:19.439
<v Speaker 1>to communicate through this conflict. I would argue that every

0:27:19.640 --> 0:27:26.680
<v Speaker 1>single day you are actively making subtle, conflicting decisions when

0:27:26.840 --> 0:27:29.640
<v Speaker 1>you are sharing your life with a person, whether platonically

0:27:29.880 --> 0:27:34.520
<v Speaker 1>or romantically, and those subtle things, if looked at even

0:27:34.600 --> 0:27:38.000
<v Speaker 1>for a second, would prove and should be able to

0:27:38.080 --> 0:27:40.639
<v Speaker 1>be signed. But again, it kind of even goes back

0:27:40.680 --> 0:27:43.000
<v Speaker 1>to like self security and confidence, and it's again it's

0:27:43.040 --> 0:27:46.679
<v Speaker 1>like people, and it makes sense like only two extreme

0:27:46.800 --> 0:27:48.920
<v Speaker 1>levels can you kind of be proven to yourself that

0:27:49.080 --> 0:27:51.280
<v Speaker 1>like I am good, I am moral, I am saying

0:27:51.320 --> 0:27:55.240
<v Speaker 1>I am good like whatever all those things. But I

0:27:55.320 --> 0:27:59.280
<v Speaker 1>think about how like I love you so much and

0:27:59.480 --> 0:28:01.920
<v Speaker 1>vice for but there are things we put up with

0:28:02.080 --> 0:28:07.760
<v Speaker 1>each other on such little levels that of course it's like, yeah,

0:28:07.880 --> 0:28:10.119
<v Speaker 1>there are sometimes where like okay, now it's to the

0:28:10.160 --> 0:28:12.200
<v Speaker 1>point where it's like something has to be said, But

0:28:12.359 --> 0:28:15.560
<v Speaker 1>most of it is just like okay, I'm trying to

0:28:15.600 --> 0:28:16.280
<v Speaker 1>think of something, like.

0:28:19.720 --> 0:28:23.240
<v Speaker 2>It's just little, it's just like little like trivial things

0:28:23.359 --> 0:28:26.240
<v Speaker 2>where it's just like is this worth blowing up this

0:28:26.359 --> 0:28:27.960
<v Speaker 2>whole fucking relationship for.

0:28:28.640 --> 0:28:34.200
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, And like I don't know. It's like even it's

0:28:34.240 --> 0:28:35.840
<v Speaker 1>like when I go out with you, Like if I

0:28:36.040 --> 0:28:37.440
<v Speaker 1>like make a plan to leave the house with you,

0:28:37.520 --> 0:28:39.760
<v Speaker 1>I'm somebody that if I leave the house, I have

0:28:40.680 --> 0:28:43.480
<v Speaker 1>usually full intention of staying out all day. But I

0:28:43.720 --> 0:28:46.000
<v Speaker 1>know and there's been so many times where I will

0:28:46.040 --> 0:28:48.400
<v Speaker 1>actively go out of my way to make sure that

0:28:48.440 --> 0:28:50.520
<v Speaker 1>if I make a plan with you, I can make

0:28:50.560 --> 0:28:53.440
<v Speaker 1>sure you are getting back home or like going I

0:28:53.560 --> 0:28:54.960
<v Speaker 1>will go out of my way to do that. And

0:28:55.320 --> 0:28:58.760
<v Speaker 1>it's not something that I'm like because I'm always liked, no,

0:28:58.800 --> 0:29:02.240
<v Speaker 1>I'm gonna take you back what like don't trip, But

0:29:02.400 --> 0:29:06.880
<v Speaker 1>that's an inconvenience that I like, openly, happily like go

0:29:06.960 --> 0:29:09.040
<v Speaker 1>out of my way to do and like, to me,

0:29:09.240 --> 0:29:12.600
<v Speaker 1>that's kind of like a proof of concept in terms

0:29:12.680 --> 0:29:16.120
<v Speaker 1>of conflict, because this does conflict with what Enya wants

0:29:16.200 --> 0:29:19.120
<v Speaker 1>to do, like Enya does not Enya wants to hang

0:29:19.200 --> 0:29:21.720
<v Speaker 1>out with Drew and go to the flower shop. But

0:29:21.840 --> 0:29:23.560
<v Speaker 1>also and he was already on this side of town.

0:29:23.600 --> 0:29:25.640
<v Speaker 1>If Eny was alone at the flower shop, she'd be

0:29:25.760 --> 0:29:30.520
<v Speaker 1>like fuck it, toury. I'd go to and like Larchmont

0:29:30.680 --> 0:29:32.880
<v Speaker 1>and like go run around and like see who else

0:29:32.960 --> 0:29:34.880
<v Speaker 1>is out, and like fuck it, let's get lunch, Let's

0:29:34.880 --> 0:29:37.400
<v Speaker 1>get a coffee, like let's see the world. But no,

0:29:37.600 --> 0:29:39.600
<v Speaker 1>I know that Drew wants to go back.

0:29:39.920 --> 0:29:43.120
<v Speaker 2>And then and then vice versus true too, like sometimes

0:29:43.240 --> 0:29:45.880
<v Speaker 2>I'm like and you wants to stay out, I'm psychologically

0:29:46.080 --> 0:29:47.440
<v Speaker 2>craft to stay out.

0:29:47.600 --> 0:29:51.200
<v Speaker 1>I mean you did it the other night of that

0:29:51.360 --> 0:29:54.160
<v Speaker 1>after party, like you were in a like mood to

0:29:54.320 --> 0:29:57.120
<v Speaker 1>go and that was just kind of where like the

0:29:57.200 --> 0:29:59.800
<v Speaker 1>people you love the most, at least like in terms

0:29:59.840 --> 0:30:02.120
<v Speaker 1>of like our little crude like it was just like

0:30:02.160 --> 0:30:05.200
<v Speaker 1>a trio of us. Basically we wanted to go out.

0:30:05.320 --> 0:30:08.200
<v Speaker 1>We like met Dom there or like not met Dom,

0:30:08.280 --> 0:30:13.120
<v Speaker 1>but like you just like buy nature folded to that

0:30:13.560 --> 0:30:17.360
<v Speaker 1>for like the greater good. Yeah, and not only greater good,

0:30:17.360 --> 0:30:20.040
<v Speaker 1>because it's like it I don't know, yeah, but that

0:30:20.160 --> 0:30:21.680
<v Speaker 1>was something I thought about when you were talking about

0:30:21.680 --> 0:30:23.440
<v Speaker 1>like conflict, because I think about that a lot. Is

0:30:23.520 --> 0:30:27.280
<v Speaker 1>like I fucking suck Dick and the laundry room is

0:30:27.360 --> 0:30:29.840
<v Speaker 1>always shitty, and I know that drives you crazy, and

0:30:29.880 --> 0:30:33.040
<v Speaker 1>every now and then I have the self respect and

0:30:33.120 --> 0:30:35.800
<v Speaker 1>then I'm like, Okay, let me fucking move this and

0:30:35.920 --> 0:30:38.600
<v Speaker 1>pick this shit up because I can tell it's bothering Drew.

0:30:39.040 --> 0:30:42.240
<v Speaker 1>And it's like, just like little things like that, It's like, yeah,

0:30:42.320 --> 0:30:45.280
<v Speaker 1>you move your pieces around this person if you want

0:30:45.320 --> 0:30:47.840
<v Speaker 1>to keep this person on your board, and it doesn't

0:30:47.920 --> 0:30:49.960
<v Speaker 1>have to always be it.

0:30:50.000 --> 0:30:54.720
<v Speaker 2>Doesn't have to always be yelling and screaming and conflict, and.

0:30:54.800 --> 0:30:55.680
<v Speaker 3>You need to change.

0:30:55.720 --> 0:30:59.520
<v Speaker 2>You need a fucking change, like you girl, Let us

0:30:59.600 --> 0:31:00.600
<v Speaker 2>change our own accord.

0:31:00.720 --> 0:31:02.880
<v Speaker 1>Chant Like I know, if I'm in the passenger seat

0:31:02.920 --> 0:31:06.440
<v Speaker 1>with Drew, he's gonna like talk to every car that

0:31:06.600 --> 0:31:10.440
<v Speaker 1>cuts him off, and most of the time I'd be like, fun, No,

0:31:10.520 --> 0:31:12.040
<v Speaker 1>I'm never getting a car with that person. I'm like,

0:31:12.080 --> 0:31:14.280
<v Speaker 1>I love this man so much, I'll get in the

0:31:14.360 --> 0:31:15.400
<v Speaker 1>car with him, and I'll ignore it.

0:31:15.920 --> 0:31:18.920
<v Speaker 2>And I know when I'm getting in the car with Enya,

0:31:19.600 --> 0:31:22.680
<v Speaker 2>my life is in danger. But I want to be

0:31:22.760 --> 0:31:23.520
<v Speaker 2>in danger with.

0:31:23.680 --> 0:31:26.160
<v Speaker 1>My in danger because the music is going to be

0:31:26.200 --> 0:31:30.600
<v Speaker 1>too loud and too loud. Yeah everything the car thanks, Like.

0:31:32.120 --> 0:31:34.120
<v Speaker 2>I know, this is a part of the gig. Guys.

0:31:35.040 --> 0:31:37.840
<v Speaker 2>The gag in the group is the gag in the

0:31:37.920 --> 0:31:42.760
<v Speaker 2>group is Zara Larson's brother is Daniel Larson, and no

0:31:42.840 --> 0:31:43.760
<v Speaker 2>one's talking about that.

0:31:44.480 --> 0:31:48.120
<v Speaker 1>Dude. I love her so much.

0:31:48.960 --> 0:31:50.440
<v Speaker 2>Oh Daniel is a he him.

0:31:53.320 --> 0:31:56.720
<v Speaker 1>When Josiah got brought up so gorgeous.

0:31:56.880 --> 0:32:01.880
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, she is also Josiah getting called Mam and Sir

0:32:02.240 --> 0:32:04.120
<v Speaker 2>by C s A Agents in the airport at the

0:32:04.200 --> 0:32:05.720
<v Speaker 2>exact same fucking time.

0:32:07.320 --> 0:32:08.880
<v Speaker 1>You predicted the Erica Kirk tour.

0:32:09.920 --> 0:32:14.280
<v Speaker 2>Oh really, no way shut I mean you know.

0:32:14.840 --> 0:32:19.960
<v Speaker 1>It's it's your classic, like this is your no no, Well,

0:32:20.040 --> 0:32:21.720
<v Speaker 1>what's being referenced.

0:32:21.320 --> 0:32:35.120
<v Speaker 3>Is across the world stadium and.

0:32:40.600 --> 0:32:44.240
<v Speaker 1>That's someone I saw a comment that was like King Hello, Yeah,

0:32:44.400 --> 0:32:45.160
<v Speaker 1>yeah for real?

0:32:45.320 --> 0:32:50.680
<v Speaker 2>His bodies in the museums like no, King tut a

0:32:50.720 --> 0:32:54.960
<v Speaker 2>girl or a boy? They say, oh, King tup.

0:32:56.120 --> 0:32:59.160
<v Speaker 1>Because you were thinking King Kylie, we're living in the future. Baby,

0:32:59.400 --> 0:33:01.160
<v Speaker 1>we need the baby in the future. The kings and

0:33:01.200 --> 0:33:03.440
<v Speaker 1>the queens, the crowns fall on.

0:33:03.480 --> 0:33:07.520
<v Speaker 2>Any headache, exactly. I mean that is like the Kardashian

0:33:07.600 --> 0:33:12.040
<v Speaker 2>Jenners are literally like modern day American royalty. Yeah.

0:33:12.040 --> 0:33:13.840
<v Speaker 1>I mean when we talk about like living through the

0:33:13.920 --> 0:33:18.000
<v Speaker 1>New Gilded Age, it's like yeah, mmmm, and wait, why

0:33:18.040 --> 0:33:18.920
<v Speaker 1>am I really s jingling?

0:33:19.920 --> 0:33:24.440
<v Speaker 2>Oh? Oh the Jester, the Jester and the clown. Nothing

0:33:24.520 --> 0:33:25.280
<v Speaker 2>ever changes.

0:33:25.360 --> 0:33:29.960
<v Speaker 1>It just evolves, devolves, or evilves evolves. I had a dream,

0:33:30.040 --> 0:33:32.440
<v Speaker 1>by the way, that you grabbed me by the shoulders

0:33:32.520 --> 0:33:35.160
<v Speaker 1>at like a party situation, and I was about to

0:33:35.200 --> 0:33:37.080
<v Speaker 1>go outside to smoke, and you were like enjoy it

0:33:37.120 --> 0:33:39.640
<v Speaker 1>while last you quit Monday and you like laughed in

0:33:39.720 --> 0:33:40.200
<v Speaker 1>my face.

0:33:40.360 --> 0:33:42.600
<v Speaker 2>Wait, you're subconsciously insecure.

0:33:43.120 --> 0:33:46.520
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, I think i am, and i've been. I've been

0:33:46.600 --> 0:33:49.840
<v Speaker 1>thinking about it. Well, it's like this weird thing, because

0:33:50.600 --> 0:33:54.160
<v Speaker 1>of course, it dawns on me often that I am

0:33:54.200 --> 0:33:57.280
<v Speaker 1>a twenty seven year old woman who smokes the same

0:33:57.320 --> 0:33:59.880
<v Speaker 1>amount of weed as somebody who just saw Super Bad

0:34:00.000 --> 0:34:02.880
<v Speaker 1>for the first time at the age of thirteen. Oh god,

0:34:03.280 --> 0:34:05.720
<v Speaker 1>the plumber, Yeah, oh, I'm gonna have him look at

0:34:05.720 --> 0:34:06.560
<v Speaker 1>my tub while here, we have.

0:34:06.720 --> 0:34:10.040
<v Speaker 2>Black mold in moldy basement. Legitimately, for the first time

0:34:10.160 --> 0:34:13.719
<v Speaker 2>ever in my life, I actually can confidently say we

0:34:13.840 --> 0:34:15.640
<v Speaker 2>have black mold and it is on the ceiling, and

0:34:15.719 --> 0:34:17.080
<v Speaker 2>I'm going to insert the picks.

0:34:17.600 --> 0:34:22.600
<v Speaker 1>I justly keep talking. But yeah, I've been thinking a

0:34:22.640 --> 0:34:25.160
<v Speaker 1>lot about my consumption of weed, and I kind of

0:34:25.239 --> 0:34:29.360
<v Speaker 1>go back and forth because, as I have mentioned every time,

0:34:30.280 --> 0:34:35.880
<v Speaker 1>every episode, every waking moment, I have OCD and add

0:34:36.000 --> 0:34:38.360
<v Speaker 1>ADHD whatever the fuck I think they like conjoin the

0:34:38.440 --> 0:34:44.560
<v Speaker 1>two combination. None of that shit is real. OCD is real.

0:34:44.840 --> 0:34:47.520
<v Speaker 1>None of it's real. But yeah, I have some shit.

0:34:48.080 --> 0:34:50.000
<v Speaker 1>I got my I'm trying to get my ducks in

0:34:50.080 --> 0:34:55.120
<v Speaker 1>a row. Anyways. I have also briefly talked about how

0:34:55.520 --> 0:34:58.960
<v Speaker 1>I have a prescription to Vivans. I am prescribed to Vivans,

0:34:59.320 --> 0:35:01.640
<v Speaker 1>and I don't I don't really like taking it. I

0:35:02.000 --> 0:35:05.560
<v Speaker 1>like taking it in the sense that, Wow, this is awesome.

0:35:06.600 --> 0:35:15.800
<v Speaker 1>What there are people who like can do tasks without

0:35:15.920 --> 0:35:20.640
<v Speaker 1>spending the four hours before it contemplating about the task

0:35:20.719 --> 0:35:22.440
<v Speaker 1>that has to be done in four hours And what

0:35:22.560 --> 0:35:24.280
<v Speaker 1>am I even supposed to do in these four hours?

0:35:24.480 --> 0:35:26.239
<v Speaker 1>I guess I have to sit and ruminate about that

0:35:26.360 --> 0:35:28.360
<v Speaker 1>task I have to do in four hours, I should

0:35:28.360 --> 0:35:30.040
<v Speaker 1>prep for that task, and then in the middle of

0:35:30.120 --> 0:35:32.200
<v Speaker 1>prepping I get lost in something the other thing because

0:35:32.200 --> 0:35:34.480
<v Speaker 1>I'm like, holy shit, like why does the task taking

0:35:34.520 --> 0:35:36.200
<v Speaker 1>me this long? I'm gonna kill myself and.

0:35:36.239 --> 0:35:36.680
<v Speaker 2>Go to bed.

0:35:38.440 --> 0:35:45.919
<v Speaker 1>So it's like good in that end, specifically for being

0:35:45.960 --> 0:35:50.440
<v Speaker 1>a responsible adult, and also even in the senses of

0:35:50.640 --> 0:35:54.000
<v Speaker 1>being actively in conversation with my family, for instance, like

0:35:54.520 --> 0:35:57.880
<v Speaker 1>I find that when I'm I also talk about how

0:35:57.960 --> 0:36:00.480
<v Speaker 1>I'm really bad at texting and communicating with my my phone,

0:36:01.080 --> 0:36:04.279
<v Speaker 1>and when I'm more actively taking my vibe ands. I've

0:36:04.320 --> 0:36:06.680
<v Speaker 1>never it's never been something I've taken every day, but

0:36:07.560 --> 0:36:09.239
<v Speaker 1>I used to take it like twice a week to

0:36:09.360 --> 0:36:11.680
<v Speaker 1>get work done and to like kind of like be

0:36:11.840 --> 0:36:15.480
<v Speaker 1>able to ground my weeks in a way. And then

0:36:15.520 --> 0:36:20.080
<v Speaker 1>I stopped doing it because I don't know. I guess

0:36:20.120 --> 0:36:22.319
<v Speaker 1>I actually now that I think about it, and since

0:36:22.360 --> 0:36:27.399
<v Speaker 1>I'm alone just talking to myself, I wonder if part

0:36:27.480 --> 0:36:30.480
<v Speaker 1>of it is kind of that phenomenon that happens when

0:36:30.480 --> 0:36:32.759
<v Speaker 1>people get on SSRIs and stuff. It's like, oh, my

0:36:32.840 --> 0:36:36.040
<v Speaker 1>medication is I'm working now, Like maybe that's kind of

0:36:36.040 --> 0:36:37.719
<v Speaker 1>what it is, is I think too an exam, I

0:36:37.840 --> 0:36:41.400
<v Speaker 1>was like, okay, like, yes, this shit has changed my

0:36:41.520 --> 0:36:44.120
<v Speaker 1>life because I was like the most like productive I'd

0:36:44.160 --> 0:36:46.920
<v Speaker 1>ever been. But I was like, do I really need

0:36:47.040 --> 0:36:49.840
<v Speaker 1>this though, because I find that I like enjoy my

0:36:50.000 --> 0:36:52.160
<v Speaker 1>time and my day better when I don't have it,

0:36:52.320 --> 0:36:55.879
<v Speaker 1>because I get to live in this like lottied off

0:36:56.000 --> 0:36:59.560
<v Speaker 1>free form world. But then when I'm in that freeform world,

0:36:59.719 --> 0:37:04.399
<v Speaker 1>which is like what I've been doing, I feel really

0:37:04.520 --> 0:37:09.040
<v Speaker 1>anxious because I just have a hard time grounding my

0:37:09.320 --> 0:37:12.759
<v Speaker 1>feet into the fact that like days are passing and

0:37:12.880 --> 0:37:16.000
<v Speaker 1>time is passing, and everyone's doing things with their days.

0:37:16.080 --> 0:37:23.840
<v Speaker 1>But I don't have any general value in my mind, body,

0:37:23.960 --> 0:37:32.320
<v Speaker 1>and soul towards like societal rankings of importance, which sounds stupid,

0:37:32.360 --> 0:37:34.840
<v Speaker 1>especially because I mean, I'm a public facing figure. Obviously

0:37:36.080 --> 0:37:39.319
<v Speaker 1>attention means something to me. But I think attention means

0:37:39.360 --> 0:37:41.160
<v Speaker 1>something to me in the sense of the second I

0:37:41.360 --> 0:37:44.600
<v Speaker 1>feel seen or understood, even to the slightest and by

0:37:45.320 --> 0:37:48.239
<v Speaker 1>one person, I kind of feel good, and I feel

0:37:48.320 --> 0:37:51.120
<v Speaker 1>my fulfillment, and I feel my joy, and of course

0:37:51.239 --> 0:37:53.680
<v Speaker 1>an abundance of that which I've been blessed with is

0:37:54.120 --> 0:37:58.120
<v Speaker 1>something I'm so grateful for. But again, when I have

0:37:58.480 --> 0:38:02.600
<v Speaker 1>vivans or like a medication, or like a schedule which

0:38:02.600 --> 0:38:07.640
<v Speaker 1>I can only really abide with, buy with medication, because

0:38:07.920 --> 0:38:12.400
<v Speaker 1>without with medication in my system, I don't necessarily have

0:38:12.600 --> 0:38:15.920
<v Speaker 1>value to those things. But it makes it onn ironically,

0:38:16.040 --> 0:38:21.000
<v Speaker 1>it's something I can give shape to versus without it.

0:38:21.760 --> 0:38:26.160
<v Speaker 1>I'm literally going on a tangent by myself about my

0:38:26.320 --> 0:38:31.840
<v Speaker 1>relationships to Ivans versus without it, I don't see because

0:38:31.880 --> 0:38:34.000
<v Speaker 1>I don't have a connection to the values of like

0:38:35.120 --> 0:38:38.000
<v Speaker 1>financial gain. Like my only values of financial gain are

0:38:38.160 --> 0:38:41.239
<v Speaker 1>like the ability of like my freedom and assistance with

0:38:41.360 --> 0:38:43.239
<v Speaker 1>my family. So like, as long as I'm able to

0:38:43.320 --> 0:38:46.560
<v Speaker 1>maintain that, like, I don't necessarily shoot further than that,

0:38:46.719 --> 0:38:48.680
<v Speaker 1>And by the grace of God, I've been able to

0:38:49.040 --> 0:38:52.239
<v Speaker 1>attain that and successfully have that. I've just always wanted friends.

0:38:52.280 --> 0:38:54.760
<v Speaker 1>I already have that. I literally I have like friends

0:38:54.800 --> 0:38:57.200
<v Speaker 1>and peers beyond my wildest dreams. Like I've been so

0:38:57.480 --> 0:39:00.760
<v Speaker 1>lucky that, like some of the greatest artists I've ever loved,

0:39:00.800 --> 0:39:04.560
<v Speaker 1>I've been able to like meet, learn from, work with, like,

0:39:04.840 --> 0:39:08.399
<v Speaker 1>be around, make laugh, vice versa. So I'm not really

0:39:08.520 --> 0:39:14.120
<v Speaker 1>chasing that I'm not chasing like more attention because I

0:39:14.160 --> 0:39:17.120
<v Speaker 1>don't think I necessarily want more attention. I'm not for

0:39:17.239 --> 0:39:20.160
<v Speaker 1>more attention, but I don't Again, I'm not like a

0:39:20.280 --> 0:39:22.320
<v Speaker 1>numbers person. It's like how I have no connection to

0:39:22.400 --> 0:39:25.360
<v Speaker 1>like numbers in math and stuff. But then with vivans,

0:39:25.480 --> 0:39:28.920
<v Speaker 1>all of those things don't necessarily have value. But when

0:39:28.920 --> 0:39:31.360
<v Speaker 1>a vivance is in my head, I'm like, oh, I

0:39:31.880 --> 0:39:34.560
<v Speaker 1>see what y'all are seeing, Like I get it. Yeah,

0:39:34.800 --> 0:39:36.799
<v Speaker 1>I should tap in, and like that even goes as

0:39:36.840 --> 0:39:38.440
<v Speaker 1>far as like when I'm on a Vivans and stuff,

0:39:38.520 --> 0:39:41.160
<v Speaker 1>it's easier for me to even communicate with people because

0:39:41.200 --> 0:39:43.640
<v Speaker 1>I'm not in my lotdied off REEFM of like do

0:39:43.800 --> 0:39:45.320
<v Speaker 1>I have to apply to a text what I'm in

0:39:45.400 --> 0:39:47.160
<v Speaker 1>your face? You know I love you? And then when

0:39:47.160 --> 0:39:49.040
<v Speaker 1>I'm on a vivance, I'm like, oh, humans are so

0:39:49.200 --> 0:39:52.440
<v Speaker 1>much more complex than that. Communication is a key point

0:39:52.560 --> 0:39:56.560
<v Speaker 1>of our existence and people are expectant of that, and

0:39:56.680 --> 0:39:59.800
<v Speaker 1>you should be a communicator, even in these simple forms.

0:40:00.360 --> 0:40:01.839
<v Speaker 1>I was just talking about how I haven't been taking

0:40:01.880 --> 0:40:03.480
<v Speaker 1>my vivance. Have I told you I have a crazy

0:40:03.560 --> 0:40:04.400
<v Speaker 1>surplus happening?

0:40:04.560 --> 0:40:07.719
<v Speaker 2>Right, We'll go We're flipping it y'all. Y'all need vibvans

0:40:07.960 --> 0:40:10.200
<v Speaker 2>like pull up, We'll sell it thirty dollars a pill.

0:40:10.320 --> 0:40:13.040
<v Speaker 2>Thirty is too low, No, it's not. I think you

0:40:13.120 --> 0:40:15.480
<v Speaker 2>can like literally only get like five dollars from well,

0:40:15.520 --> 0:40:17.840
<v Speaker 2>because when I was in high school like selling mine

0:40:18.080 --> 0:40:21.319
<v Speaker 2>like people, I would sell them for like twenty bucks

0:40:21.360 --> 0:40:24.920
<v Speaker 2>a pill. But now it's just so overprescribed, like literally

0:40:25.080 --> 0:40:29.080
<v Speaker 2>every single person can get a viavance or outall prescription. Now,

0:40:29.160 --> 0:40:32.800
<v Speaker 2>if you had Blue M thirties, authentic Blue M thirties

0:40:32.920 --> 0:40:38.160
<v Speaker 2>or Opana eighties, you could sell those for like eighty

0:40:38.239 --> 0:40:40.839
<v Speaker 2>one hundred and twenty bucks a pill, but now they

0:40:40.880 --> 0:40:43.160
<v Speaker 2>all got fentonol in them. Actually, I don't even think

0:40:43.200 --> 0:40:44.920
<v Speaker 2>they make fake opawnas anymore.

0:40:45.960 --> 0:40:50.919
<v Speaker 1>I don't think any drug is what it's even saying

0:40:50.920 --> 0:40:53.080
<v Speaker 1>it is, because even like the vibanc thing, sometimes when

0:40:53.080 --> 0:40:54.759
<v Speaker 1>I take them, like I don't feel this at all.

0:40:54.880 --> 0:40:57.600
<v Speaker 1>This is like not a real thing. But that's also

0:40:57.680 --> 0:40:59.440
<v Speaker 1>I just like don't I was talking about how like

0:40:59.440 --> 0:41:01.719
<v Speaker 1>I don't take it anymore because I actually, while talking

0:41:01.719 --> 0:41:04.160
<v Speaker 1>to myself, I've realized I think I've been doing to

0:41:04.239 --> 0:41:06.759
<v Speaker 1>my vibeans what some people do with their SSR eyes

0:41:06.880 --> 0:41:10.240
<v Speaker 1>when they're like, I'm good, I don't need it anymore, Loki.

0:41:10.320 --> 0:41:13.160
<v Speaker 1>I've been doing that with my vibemans because I'm like, yeah,

0:41:13.280 --> 0:41:14.840
<v Speaker 1>it makes me work and stuff, but like.

0:41:15.600 --> 0:41:16.759
<v Speaker 2>Can I get to work?

0:41:16.920 --> 0:41:20.360
<v Speaker 1>Then I get all like sign it. I know it is,

0:41:20.640 --> 0:41:21.160
<v Speaker 1>and then like.

0:41:23.560 --> 0:41:28.840
<v Speaker 2>It is really interesting, like watching you get prescribed that

0:41:29.480 --> 0:41:32.120
<v Speaker 2>and like just kind of seeing like I can fully

0:41:32.239 --> 0:41:37.400
<v Speaker 2>tell like when you're on it or when you're I

0:41:37.440 --> 0:41:38.719
<v Speaker 2>mean that kind of goes back to what we were

0:41:38.760 --> 0:41:41.600
<v Speaker 2>saying earlier a little bit like not everything needs to

0:41:41.680 --> 0:41:46.080
<v Speaker 2>be a fucking conversation. Like I can tell when you're

0:41:46.680 --> 0:41:53.080
<v Speaker 2>actually upset versus when you're on your medication period, like

0:41:53.440 --> 0:41:55.160
<v Speaker 2>and like I used to not be able to tell that,

0:41:55.200 --> 0:41:56.680
<v Speaker 2>and I used to be like, oh, She'm like mad

0:41:56.719 --> 0:41:59.880
<v Speaker 2>at me, like did I do something? But now is

0:42:00.160 --> 0:42:02.319
<v Speaker 2>giving I can tell.

0:42:03.320 --> 0:42:05.640
<v Speaker 1>Sorry, Rain literally just in the middle of that text

0:42:05.680 --> 0:42:07.960
<v Speaker 1>to me because she's like checking my location, She's all,

0:42:07.960 --> 0:42:12.160
<v Speaker 1>I haven't left. Yeah, I know. It's so weird. Also,

0:42:12.239 --> 0:42:13.880
<v Speaker 1>I guess because in my head.

0:42:15.160 --> 0:42:17.279
<v Speaker 2>I can also tell when you're coming down from it too,

0:42:17.400 --> 0:42:19.520
<v Speaker 2>and that's when I give you your space because like

0:42:19.840 --> 0:42:23.080
<v Speaker 2>a via vans come down yesterday, I took one. Yeah,

0:42:24.080 --> 0:42:26.759
<v Speaker 2>but you were in such a good mood like all

0:42:26.920 --> 0:42:29.000
<v Speaker 2>day yesterday, like I'm here.

0:42:29.120 --> 0:42:29.319
<v Speaker 3>Yeah.

0:42:29.680 --> 0:42:31.680
<v Speaker 1>But it's also I guess because I took one and

0:42:31.800 --> 0:42:33.800
<v Speaker 1>I had a bunch of stuff I had to do,

0:42:34.760 --> 0:42:40.240
<v Speaker 1>and like I was like happily achieving all those goals.

0:42:40.719 --> 0:42:40.919
<v Speaker 2>Yeah.

0:42:41.280 --> 0:42:46.200
<v Speaker 1>Maybe, But also I don't know. But I also think

0:42:46.239 --> 0:42:48.839
<v Speaker 1>because I don't take it as often anymore, so like now,

0:42:48.920 --> 0:42:51.000
<v Speaker 1>when I take it, it's usually on a day where

0:42:51.000 --> 0:42:55.719
<v Speaker 1>I'm like I need this because like I actually have

0:42:56.040 --> 0:42:59.759
<v Speaker 1>things to do and I'm like mentally preparing.

0:42:59.400 --> 0:43:00.720
<v Speaker 2>To like be in that state.

0:43:03.160 --> 0:43:04.040
<v Speaker 1>But also I got.

0:43:03.960 --> 0:43:09.840
<v Speaker 2>Things making me happy. It's me and my new glasses.

0:43:10.320 --> 0:43:11.879
<v Speaker 1>I know, you do look so good in them.

0:43:12.120 --> 0:43:15.160
<v Speaker 2>They're like handsome, Like you look really handsome. I didn't

0:43:15.200 --> 0:43:17.440
<v Speaker 2>do my hair today. I just like rolled out of beds.

0:43:17.560 --> 0:43:19.120
<v Speaker 1>Your hair always looks good. I don't know why you.

0:43:19.160 --> 0:43:22.200
<v Speaker 2>Trip on it, dude. I am so caught up on

0:43:22.360 --> 0:43:25.600
<v Speaker 2>my dysmorphic. I think I literally am hair dysmorphic. And

0:43:25.719 --> 0:43:28.719
<v Speaker 2>it's because I had ugly hair for two years, three

0:43:28.800 --> 0:43:32.320
<v Speaker 2>years unkept ugly hair, and I think it just completely

0:43:32.480 --> 0:43:36.239
<v Speaker 2>rewired my fucking Do you get a haircut? Yeah, like

0:43:36.360 --> 0:43:39.960
<v Speaker 2>a month ago, about a month ago, maybe you.

0:43:39.960 --> 0:43:41.560
<v Speaker 1>Need another haircut. I think I need a haircut.

0:43:41.920 --> 0:43:43.880
<v Speaker 2>This morning, I was like, I think I need another haircut.

0:43:44.040 --> 0:43:46.239
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, because I've been really hair dysmorphic. And I think

0:43:46.239 --> 0:43:48.719
<v Speaker 1>it's because I need a stylized cut, because I've just

0:43:48.840 --> 0:43:52.560
<v Speaker 1>been for the past year like trimming my own hair,

0:43:52.640 --> 0:43:56.200
<v Speaker 1>which is not your own bush. But it's just because

0:43:56.239 --> 0:43:58.000
<v Speaker 1>I don't know what I want to do with my hair,

0:43:58.200 --> 0:44:01.279
<v Speaker 1>Like there really isn't much else to do. Huh, it's

0:44:01.360 --> 0:44:03.239
<v Speaker 1>just on my head and I'm not cutting at all.

0:44:03.719 --> 0:44:08.000
<v Speaker 2>I briefly spoke about this before I left to go

0:44:08.120 --> 0:44:13.200
<v Speaker 2>get the plumbers. Bitch, it's chopped and screwed. And y'all

0:44:13.239 --> 0:44:15.480
<v Speaker 2>remember when I used to like scream and find about

0:44:15.520 --> 0:44:18.120
<v Speaker 2>that goddamn mold in the couch like I would fall

0:44:18.360 --> 0:44:20.320
<v Speaker 2>I'd fall asleep on the couch because I was getting

0:44:20.360 --> 0:44:23.680
<v Speaker 2>mold spores in my fucking lungs. Well, I think this

0:44:23.920 --> 0:44:26.560
<v Speaker 2>black mold is keeping me awake because I have not

0:44:26.719 --> 0:44:29.959
<v Speaker 2>been able to sleep recently, and it's right below my feet.

0:44:30.280 --> 0:44:32.080
<v Speaker 2>It's right below my feet in the basement. It's in

0:44:32.160 --> 0:44:32.439
<v Speaker 2>the wall.

0:44:32.520 --> 0:44:35.839
<v Speaker 1>So luckily, luckily you're over the garage. So you're alike

0:44:35.880 --> 0:44:36.440
<v Speaker 1>a little.

0:44:36.239 --> 0:44:38.200
<v Speaker 2>Far Yeah, no, it's it's not even close to me.

0:44:38.400 --> 0:44:40.160
<v Speaker 2>But I have been going down there a lot. Like

0:44:40.440 --> 0:44:43.239
<v Speaker 2>I went through like all of like my storage containers

0:44:43.280 --> 0:44:44.840
<v Speaker 2>because I was like, which and you has heard me

0:44:44.920 --> 0:44:48.279
<v Speaker 2>fucking talk about this like thirty seven thousand times, But

0:44:48.360 --> 0:44:51.640
<v Speaker 2>it was really so special to me to go through

0:44:52.280 --> 0:44:54.640
<v Speaker 2>all of these boxes of shit that I boxed up

0:44:54.760 --> 0:44:57.960
<v Speaker 2>like more than a year ago, and just like, look

0:44:58.000 --> 0:45:01.160
<v Speaker 2>at hope, look at how cool I was.

0:45:02.360 --> 0:45:04.120
<v Speaker 1>Because also a lot of that stuff too, is like

0:45:04.280 --> 0:45:06.879
<v Speaker 1>not even just boxes from when we moved, but it's

0:45:07.000 --> 0:45:09.800
<v Speaker 1>like we you had, we had like a lot of

0:45:09.960 --> 0:45:12.680
<v Speaker 1>stuff that we just had shoved in boxes in general

0:45:12.760 --> 0:45:14.919
<v Speaker 1>sack or like shoved in our closets that we weren't

0:45:14.920 --> 0:45:16.000
<v Speaker 1>interacting with anymore.

0:45:16.160 --> 0:45:17.640
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, And so I just like went through it and

0:45:17.719 --> 0:45:20.080
<v Speaker 2>I was like, wow, like all of this shit is

0:45:20.120 --> 0:45:22.480
<v Speaker 2>so cool, and I'm so happy I held on to it.

0:45:22.520 --> 0:45:25.000
<v Speaker 2>Because I came from a family that like once every

0:45:25.120 --> 0:45:27.919
<v Speaker 2>decade they would go through everyone's room and just throw

0:45:28.000 --> 0:45:31.000
<v Speaker 2>away everything, or go through the attic and throw away everything.

0:45:31.160 --> 0:45:32.879
<v Speaker 2>So there's not a lot for me to like look

0:45:32.960 --> 0:45:35.480
<v Speaker 2>back on from my childhood, like even my fucking Pokemon

0:45:35.560 --> 0:45:38.800
<v Speaker 2>cards got thrown away, which I'm still pissed about to

0:45:38.880 --> 0:45:39.319
<v Speaker 2>this day.

0:45:41.120 --> 0:45:44.120
<v Speaker 1>But my god is so pissed about he threw our

0:45:44.239 --> 0:45:46.719
<v Speaker 1>Pokemon cards away and he's mad about it. But he

0:45:46.960 --> 0:45:49.279
<v Speaker 1>was going through our storage and he found a few,

0:45:49.680 --> 0:45:53.000
<v Speaker 1>especially Carra's like yeah, well Kara had so many mean

0:45:53.480 --> 0:45:56.440
<v Speaker 1>car used to steal, yeah, from targets.

0:45:56.120 --> 0:45:58.680
<v Speaker 2>And like I she's like a little bit older, so

0:45:58.840 --> 0:46:00.080
<v Speaker 2>like the cards she had where.

0:46:00.160 --> 0:46:02.560
<v Speaker 1>Like no, yeah, my dad found a bunch of them

0:46:02.600 --> 0:46:04.880
<v Speaker 1>and they were he had a bunch of shiny ones

0:46:05.080 --> 0:46:08.440
<v Speaker 1>like old, like he had a shiny char like not

0:46:08.600 --> 0:46:12.120
<v Speaker 1>chars art. What's the he had a bunch of the

0:46:12.160 --> 0:46:12.719
<v Speaker 1>shiny ones.

0:46:12.719 --> 0:46:15.560
<v Speaker 2>I no, no, but I'm still like pressed about that.

0:46:16.280 --> 0:46:18.800
<v Speaker 2>Like the only thing we did keep where like family

0:46:18.840 --> 0:46:20.919
<v Speaker 2>photos and shit, which I'm like, if you threw away

0:46:20.920 --> 0:46:23.400
<v Speaker 2>family photos, I'd shoot you with a gun. And he

0:46:23.600 --> 0:46:25.319
<v Speaker 2>was like trying. My dad was trying to and they

0:46:25.400 --> 0:46:28.279
<v Speaker 2>moved into their new house, but like whatever saved them.

0:46:30.120 --> 0:46:33.759
<v Speaker 2>But I think because of that experience, like growing up,

0:46:33.960 --> 0:46:36.880
<v Speaker 2>like I will just be a hoarder of everything I

0:46:37.000 --> 0:46:39.920
<v Speaker 2>ever own, and like every house I move into will

0:46:39.960 --> 0:46:42.240
<v Speaker 2>have to have a basement or we'll have to have storage,

0:46:42.320 --> 0:46:44.719
<v Speaker 2>or I'll have to get a storage unit, because I

0:46:45.520 --> 0:46:48.879
<v Speaker 2>all I can imagine is like in fifty years when

0:46:48.920 --> 0:46:51.200
<v Speaker 2>I have like grand babies and like they're like first

0:46:51.280 --> 0:46:54.480
<v Speaker 2>going to high school, they're like freshman's or whatever the

0:46:54.600 --> 0:46:57.440
<v Speaker 2>idea of them, Like going through my basement or storage

0:46:57.480 --> 0:47:00.239
<v Speaker 2>unit and finding all these like sick ass clothes, like

0:47:00.320 --> 0:47:02.800
<v Speaker 2>all of like literally every concert that I've been to

0:47:03.120 --> 0:47:05.080
<v Speaker 2>for like the last like four or five years, I

0:47:05.200 --> 0:47:08.640
<v Speaker 2>buy merch to just to put in this bin just

0:47:08.760 --> 0:47:12.600
<v Speaker 2>for my grandchildren in the future. And like it was

0:47:12.680 --> 0:47:17.239
<v Speaker 2>cool just seeing all of the uh, the all of

0:47:17.280 --> 0:47:17.959
<v Speaker 2>the things I went.

0:47:17.880 --> 0:47:19.880
<v Speaker 6>To, going.

0:47:21.560 --> 0:47:26.080
<v Speaker 2>Sorry, guys, my house is rotten and I just spoke

0:47:26.160 --> 0:47:29.520
<v Speaker 2>to the landlord and they have to cut out half

0:47:29.560 --> 0:47:35.959
<v Speaker 2>of our basement ceiling and work from the basement all

0:47:36.160 --> 0:47:42.040
<v Speaker 2>day tomorrow and all day Saturday and all day Monday. Party.

0:47:43.360 --> 0:47:45.239
<v Speaker 2>It's gonna be a party, but at least I won't

0:47:45.280 --> 0:47:47.480
<v Speaker 2>have black mold in my lungs. I read online that

0:47:47.560 --> 0:47:52.080
<v Speaker 2>you needed like properpe protocol or in ninety five masks,

0:47:52.120 --> 0:47:53.880
<v Speaker 2>and it sent me back to covid Era, where I

0:47:53.960 --> 0:48:00.719
<v Speaker 2>got like, I hate fucking mold. Guy. I fucking ate

0:48:00.840 --> 0:48:08.080
<v Speaker 2>that shit and it's so scary looking. Cochalla, coachalla just happened.

0:48:08.840 --> 0:48:13.200
<v Speaker 2>Y I feel fucking crazy. I don't know how people

0:48:13.360 --> 0:48:16.160
<v Speaker 2>like do solo podcasts where they just like talk at

0:48:16.200 --> 0:48:18.600
<v Speaker 2>a camera by themselves, Like I know, and you could

0:48:18.640 --> 0:48:21.920
<v Speaker 2>probably do it, but like me sitting here having a

0:48:22.000 --> 0:48:24.560
<v Speaker 2>conversation with y'all, like yeah, right, like what am I

0:48:24.600 --> 0:48:26.839
<v Speaker 2>going to talk about? Like, oh, I got new glasses?

0:48:27.600 --> 0:48:30.120
<v Speaker 2>How do I look? I feel.

0:48:31.440 --> 0:48:34.520
<v Speaker 1>Pretty sorry I did an outfit change because I'm about

0:48:34.560 --> 0:48:37.279
<v Speaker 1>to leave to go do some very exciting stuff with

0:48:37.400 --> 0:48:40.680
<v Speaker 1>my friend Rain Judge, who has some very exciting shit

0:48:40.800 --> 0:48:45.040
<v Speaker 1>she's been fucking drilling into since November. I would even

0:48:45.080 --> 0:48:48.279
<v Speaker 1>are you August. She's like that Fortnite meme or it's

0:48:48.280 --> 0:48:49.920
<v Speaker 1>not a Fortnite meme. I only care about it for

0:48:50.000 --> 0:48:51.040
<v Speaker 1>Fortnite the pickaxe.

0:48:51.160 --> 0:48:55.000
<v Speaker 2>It's like your old You're almost the diamonds keep mining.

0:48:55.800 --> 0:48:57.840
<v Speaker 1>But yeah, so I'm about to go, and like the

0:48:57.920 --> 0:49:03.839
<v Speaker 1>demos are crazy, They're so good woo. But yeah, that's

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<v Speaker 1>just like been my journey with my drugs, love my pros.

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<v Speaker 2>That journey with the drugs, and I spoke about mold

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<v Speaker 2>poisoning and then how hard it would be to be

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<v Speaker 2>a solo podcaster.

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<v Speaker 1>I love you. I love that we get to do

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<v Speaker 1>this together. I love you. I'm not even kidding. I

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<v Speaker 1>was talking to somebody about that. I was like, who

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<v Speaker 1>is I talking about the podcast?

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<v Speaker 3>Oh?

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<v Speaker 1>It was a really nice woman I met whose name

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<v Speaker 1>I don't remember. I met again through rain. She like,

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<v Speaker 1>I think she works in publishing. But I was talking

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<v Speaker 1>about the podcast and I said what year we started,

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<v Speaker 1>and both her and this engineer were like, oh, that's

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<v Speaker 1>like kind of early. And I was like, that's so

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<v Speaker 1>funny though, because in twenty seventeen. The reason we did

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<v Speaker 1>Emergency Anacron was because in twenty seventeen, when I was

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<v Speaker 1>doing my podcast, we had done like two episodes together

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<v Speaker 1>and we were like, wait, this is where the magic has.

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<v Speaker 2>Where this is?

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<v Speaker 1>And then yeah, sure, it took us six years to

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<v Speaker 1>get it all around, but babe.

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<v Speaker 2>And every single comment for about four years was can

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<v Speaker 2>y'all start a fucking podcast? Like? Uh, it was called

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<v Speaker 2>radio is dead? Right, like what happened to radio is dead?

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<v Speaker 1>Like radio is dead, It'll become something else. Never that

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<v Speaker 1>name again, though, baby, I don't return to the past.

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<v Speaker 1>And also nostalgicor.

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<v Speaker 2>It's been rehashed and revised a million trillion different.

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<v Speaker 1>Times now, So okay, I came back to give y'all

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<v Speaker 1>my media. My media of the week is honestly, uh

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<v Speaker 1>loving your Friends. Yeah, and Sean John Baptist. I've been listening.

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<v Speaker 1>I think that's his full name. I've been listening to

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<v Speaker 1>his whole scarfee and it's really good. Friend of mine

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<v Speaker 1>put me on and now I just can't stop. I

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<v Speaker 1>just can't stop listening.

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<v Speaker 2>I just can't stop coming. My media of the week

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<v Speaker 2>is Slater's Coachella Set's Coachella Yeah, Brittany Murphy. We listened

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<v Speaker 2>to Slater's album on the way to the airport for

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<v Speaker 2>the Austin show and it was really really big for me.

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<v Speaker 2>I still can't stop listening to that album. And I

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<v Speaker 2>just watched so fucking embarrassing. I just watched Jerry McGuire

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<v Speaker 2>last night, and before I went to Jerry Maguire, I

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<v Speaker 2>thought it was a documentary about a guy named Jerry McGuire,

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<v Speaker 2>but it's not. And if you know the movie Jerry Maguire,

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<v Speaker 2>you know how fucking funny that is. And after the movie,

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<v Speaker 2>I was like, oh, I thought it was like a

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<v Speaker 2>documentary about like the making of Jerry maguire, and I

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<v Speaker 2>got clocked immediately, and I just thought a guy was

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<v Speaker 2>Jerry McGuire, and I thought he was a real person,

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<v Speaker 2>and I thought he was a musician. And about ten

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<v Speaker 2>minutes into the movie, I realized what I had just done,

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<v Speaker 2>and I was who milliated.

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<v Speaker 1>I mean, that's also Drew started Miniature Wife and thought

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<v Speaker 1>it was.

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<v Speaker 2>Thought that miniature And I've never picked the show faster

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<v Speaker 2>in my goddamn life to watch, but it was.

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<v Speaker 1>It's just honey, I shrunk the kids, but for a

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<v Speaker 1>thirty seven year old who just married the love of

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<v Speaker 1>her life from high school.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, and it's also like weird anti feminist shit. I

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<v Speaker 2>don't know, it makes me feel weird. But thank you

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<v Speaker 2>guys for tuning in. Sorry it's a shorter episode. Sorry

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<v Speaker 2>it was very weirdly sporadic. Sporadic. But we're getting the

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<v Speaker 2>Black Mold out of our house. We had the film quick.

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<v Speaker 2>We're trying to get something out to you guys by tomorrow.

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<v Speaker 2>I do want to talk about Coachella next week because

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<v Speaker 2>I have thoughts and opinions. I have ideas.

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<v Speaker 1>It'll be perfect though, because we get to see how

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<v Speaker 1>Weekend two plays out.

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<v Speaker 2>And then got added, yeah, three pm slot to bring

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<v Speaker 2>the bitches too the fucking on Saturday, to bring them

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<v Speaker 2>to the mud a fucking Sabina no to bring them

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<v Speaker 2>to the venue early. So it's like because I think

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<v Speaker 2>like having having an issue with like yeah, because everyone

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<v Speaker 2>wants to get there at like four or five and

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<v Speaker 2>it's just like a ship show for infrastructure and security.

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<v Speaker 2>But sorry, I'll let you go. Thank you guys for

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<v Speaker 2>tuning in peace and love m hm.