1 00:00:21,320 --> 00:00:25,239 Speaker 1: Guys today, there's so much to talk about. We went 2 00:00:25,320 --> 00:00:28,360 Speaker 1: to Texas. We had a great show in Austin. It 3 00:00:28,440 --> 00:00:29,320 Speaker 1: was magical. 4 00:00:29,560 --> 00:00:33,680 Speaker 2: Ask you for going. I needed that, guys. 5 00:00:33,560 --> 00:00:37,320 Speaker 1: Guys, we need that. We needed that. It was like 6 00:00:37,320 --> 00:00:39,879 Speaker 1: a girl's trip, except not to Miami because we all 7 00:00:39,920 --> 00:00:41,000 Speaker 1: came back still friends. 8 00:00:41,080 --> 00:00:43,639 Speaker 2: Oh my god, did you see that series like when 9 00:00:43,680 --> 00:00:46,640 Speaker 2: the trio becomes a duo? Did you see all that drama? 10 00:00:46,800 --> 00:00:49,120 Speaker 1: Oh no, but that's like I don't know, it's like 11 00:00:49,200 --> 00:00:51,360 Speaker 1: what you're talking about, the current drama. But like that's 12 00:00:51,440 --> 00:00:54,480 Speaker 1: a common like that's a common topic online. It's like 13 00:00:54,520 --> 00:00:56,760 Speaker 1: a Miami trip will make or break. 14 00:00:56,520 --> 00:01:01,120 Speaker 2: You and your girl mean, Miamis. We went to Miami 15 00:01:01,320 --> 00:01:03,200 Speaker 2: and came back stronger than ever. 16 00:01:03,320 --> 00:01:05,560 Speaker 1: Actually, no, I haven't spoken to half the people on 17 00:01:05,600 --> 00:01:06,880 Speaker 1: that trip in eighteen years. 18 00:01:07,480 --> 00:01:10,039 Speaker 2: I mean yeah, true to like. 19 00:01:10,120 --> 00:01:13,520 Speaker 1: Literally not true. Like two of them basically live here, 20 00:01:13,560 --> 00:01:16,000 Speaker 1: one of them beating Josiah mm hmm, Oh my god, 21 00:01:16,000 --> 00:01:18,920 Speaker 1: it's so awesome Josiah moved. Oh also wait, actually we 22 00:01:18,920 --> 00:01:23,240 Speaker 1: should talk about that Josiah's opening set. Yeah, yeah, Austin show. 23 00:01:23,400 --> 00:01:46,119 Speaker 2: Insert the clip. Really really major, really special things happen. 24 00:01:46,280 --> 00:01:50,640 Speaker 1: Magical thing I've ever witnessed like easily top ten things 25 00:01:50,680 --> 00:01:54,400 Speaker 1: I've ever seen in my life. And I was crying, laughing, 26 00:01:54,960 --> 00:01:55,280 Speaker 1: and it. 27 00:01:55,320 --> 00:01:59,520 Speaker 2: Was laughing and crying so hard backstage that she legit 28 00:01:59,640 --> 00:02:04,560 Speaker 2: you could legitimately hear it from the audience, like there 29 00:02:04,560 --> 00:02:07,560 Speaker 2: were tears running down both of our faces, and it 30 00:02:07,600 --> 00:02:11,639 Speaker 2: was just like one of those moments where like I 31 00:02:12,240 --> 00:02:15,000 Speaker 2: just could not believe what was fucking happening on stage 32 00:02:15,000 --> 00:02:18,760 Speaker 2: and someone was like, what is what is emergency intercom 33 00:02:18,800 --> 00:02:21,480 Speaker 2: even about? And like that's literally what I was thinking. 34 00:02:21,480 --> 00:02:23,200 Speaker 2: On the side of the stage, I was like, what 35 00:02:23,240 --> 00:02:25,880 Speaker 2: are we doing? But it was literally the funniest thing 36 00:02:25,880 --> 00:02:26,520 Speaker 2: I think, I know. 37 00:02:26,639 --> 00:02:29,400 Speaker 1: It was the greatest thing I've ever seen. It made 38 00:02:29,440 --> 00:02:33,160 Speaker 1: me very grateful for not having taken my own life 39 00:02:33,440 --> 00:02:34,960 Speaker 1: all those years I wanted to. 40 00:02:35,400 --> 00:02:38,320 Speaker 2: Andya literally side stage said that she was like, I'm 41 00:02:38,400 --> 00:02:40,000 Speaker 2: so happy I didn't kill myself. 42 00:02:40,000 --> 00:02:42,680 Speaker 1: And I meant it with my whole fucking chest, because like, 43 00:02:42,760 --> 00:02:44,600 Speaker 1: what do you mean there's a chance I killed myself 44 00:02:44,600 --> 00:02:47,200 Speaker 1: And I never got to be twenty seven years old 45 00:02:47,280 --> 00:02:49,960 Speaker 1: watching my twenty four year old friend put on a 46 00:02:50,080 --> 00:02:53,920 Speaker 1: roomy costume and sing a cover of a popular song 47 00:02:53,960 --> 00:02:58,200 Speaker 1: that breaks into a cheer mix. Then he dances and unchoreographed, 48 00:02:59,000 --> 00:03:03,200 Speaker 1: unrehearsed dance that he everyone was like, what are you 49 00:03:03,200 --> 00:03:04,799 Speaker 1: gonna do for the dance break and He's like, it's 50 00:03:04,840 --> 00:03:05,559 Speaker 1: just whatever. 51 00:03:05,560 --> 00:03:08,280 Speaker 2: It's just gonna come to me naturally. And then and 52 00:03:08,320 --> 00:03:14,720 Speaker 2: then he does a set of comedy that we made 53 00:03:14,760 --> 00:03:18,360 Speaker 2: with him within twelve hours of the show itself. 54 00:03:18,560 --> 00:03:20,880 Speaker 1: Also like I wouldn't even say we made it with him, 55 00:03:20,880 --> 00:03:23,320 Speaker 1: because made it with him was he was like, damn, 56 00:03:23,360 --> 00:03:25,600 Speaker 1: I should practice what I'm gonna do for my chand up. 57 00:03:25,760 --> 00:03:27,840 Speaker 1: And then we literally just sat in a room with 58 00:03:27,919 --> 00:03:30,400 Speaker 1: him and watched him come up with that stuff, and 59 00:03:30,440 --> 00:03:33,880 Speaker 1: we were like laughing in a painful way. And anytime 60 00:03:33,919 --> 00:03:36,520 Speaker 1: we were like that's so bad and uncomfortable, he'd be like, Okay, good, 61 00:03:36,520 --> 00:03:38,960 Speaker 1: So I'm gonna keep that one. Yeah, yeah, I love 62 00:03:39,040 --> 00:03:40,280 Speaker 1: the hook in his ass show. 63 00:03:41,320 --> 00:03:45,200 Speaker 2: And you better not you better be quiet, you better 64 00:03:45,320 --> 00:03:45,800 Speaker 2: be great. 65 00:03:46,280 --> 00:03:51,240 Speaker 1: I'm not getting breakfast with you. He's literally so he's. 66 00:03:51,040 --> 00:03:54,240 Speaker 2: A crazy person. But Josiah literally, like to me, is 67 00:03:54,760 --> 00:03:57,680 Speaker 2: actually like one of the most special people. Yeah, I 68 00:03:57,720 --> 00:04:01,080 Speaker 2: have ever encountered in my life, like just like beyond 69 00:04:01,240 --> 00:04:03,600 Speaker 2: just like our friendship and being a good person and 70 00:04:03,640 --> 00:04:07,920 Speaker 2: a caring person. Like the way he can like consume 71 00:04:08,080 --> 00:04:11,520 Speaker 2: a genre or a form of media and creation and 72 00:04:11,560 --> 00:04:14,240 Speaker 2: then just be able to mimic it in his own 73 00:04:14,320 --> 00:04:19,280 Speaker 2: way within like the same hour is so crazy. Like yeah, 74 00:04:19,279 --> 00:04:21,320 Speaker 2: he can hear any song and be able to like 75 00:04:21,800 --> 00:04:24,680 Speaker 2: match the team, like play it, play it on the guitar. 76 00:04:24,880 --> 00:04:27,920 Speaker 2: He can watch like any reality show and be good 77 00:04:27,920 --> 00:04:31,680 Speaker 2: at reality TV. He can like fucking watch stand up 78 00:04:31,720 --> 00:04:34,039 Speaker 2: and just consume it and then become it. And it's 79 00:04:34,080 --> 00:04:35,000 Speaker 2: just like, dude, like. 80 00:04:35,279 --> 00:04:37,800 Speaker 1: I know, he is just one of the he's to me, 81 00:04:37,920 --> 00:04:41,320 Speaker 1: one of the last standing. Like to me, there's people 82 00:04:41,360 --> 00:04:43,880 Speaker 1: who are born to be I mean, like he's like 83 00:04:43,920 --> 00:04:46,320 Speaker 1: a savant. That's kind of it. That's like the word 84 00:04:46,320 --> 00:04:48,000 Speaker 1: I'm looking for. He's just a fucking savant. And it's 85 00:04:48,040 --> 00:04:52,839 Speaker 1: just hilarious because I've been grateful and you have to, 86 00:04:53,040 --> 00:04:56,000 Speaker 1: I think, to be around a lot of really artistic 87 00:04:56,040 --> 00:04:59,080 Speaker 1: people who actually are like entrepreneurs in their own right 88 00:04:59,200 --> 00:05:07,440 Speaker 1: and savant. But Josiah is like the rare, the rarest 89 00:05:07,480 --> 00:05:12,480 Speaker 1: form of that, because he genuinely deems no value from 90 00:05:12,520 --> 00:05:15,840 Speaker 1: like public acceptance, which I also think is why we 91 00:05:15,880 --> 00:05:19,120 Speaker 1: all get along so well. Because of course, like, especially 92 00:05:19,120 --> 00:05:21,919 Speaker 1: in this job, it's easy to start valuing the public, 93 00:05:22,040 --> 00:05:26,560 Speaker 1: especially once it becomes your livelihood. But I am so 94 00:05:26,680 --> 00:05:28,960 Speaker 1: grateful that, like we've been able to find so many 95 00:05:28,960 --> 00:05:31,839 Speaker 1: people who literally it's just no, baby, it's not even 96 00:05:31,839 --> 00:05:35,080 Speaker 1: about that. It's really it's really about the sleepovers and 97 00:05:35,080 --> 00:05:37,400 Speaker 1: doing all that to your friends. And then every now 98 00:05:37,480 --> 00:05:39,320 Speaker 1: and then, of course, by the grace of God, we 99 00:05:39,360 --> 00:05:41,240 Speaker 1: get to do it live. But like even that, like 100 00:05:41,279 --> 00:05:42,880 Speaker 1: that's not even the joy of it, the joy of. 101 00:05:44,400 --> 00:05:48,159 Speaker 2: Us, Like the everything we said on the stage and. 102 00:05:48,200 --> 00:05:50,960 Speaker 1: Did he do is for us. And like that was 103 00:05:51,000 --> 00:05:54,080 Speaker 1: a moment where I was really grateful that, like, oh 104 00:05:54,120 --> 00:05:56,479 Speaker 1: my god, we're just so I've been really grateful. And 105 00:05:56,600 --> 00:06:00,440 Speaker 1: I mean, look up, Oh Drew's not grateful, he's fucking pissed. 106 00:06:01,760 --> 00:06:02,760 Speaker 2: I'm fucking throwing shit. 107 00:06:03,960 --> 00:06:06,240 Speaker 1: But I've just been so grateful that like I am 108 00:06:06,320 --> 00:06:10,560 Speaker 1: able to live under the like stubbornness that is I 109 00:06:10,920 --> 00:06:14,680 Speaker 1: and you humans or have consistently only done what I 110 00:06:14,800 --> 00:06:18,480 Speaker 1: want to do and by the grace of God, people, and. 111 00:06:18,480 --> 00:06:23,360 Speaker 2: Actually like that the only times we did what other 112 00:06:23,440 --> 00:06:28,320 Speaker 2: people told us to do, it blew it up. Bad 113 00:06:28,360 --> 00:06:33,080 Speaker 2: things happened, but we won't get there. We won't go there. 114 00:06:33,720 --> 00:06:35,479 Speaker 2: We fly by the seat of our own pants, and 115 00:06:35,480 --> 00:06:36,359 Speaker 2: I think that's important. 116 00:06:36,440 --> 00:06:39,480 Speaker 1: Well, while we were in Texas, I decided my new 117 00:06:39,680 --> 00:06:43,320 Speaker 1: thing is if you're acting crazy and being fucking annoying, 118 00:06:43,360 --> 00:06:45,440 Speaker 1: you're a pill popping, weird ass bitch. You're a weird 119 00:06:45,480 --> 00:06:47,360 Speaker 1: ass pill popping bitch. Because a lot of y'all are 120 00:06:47,400 --> 00:06:50,320 Speaker 1: starting to give me pill popping energy, like you're a 121 00:06:50,360 --> 00:06:53,479 Speaker 1: pill popper, you're tweaking, you're tweaking off your pills. I 122 00:06:53,520 --> 00:06:54,640 Speaker 1: can hear them jingling in. 123 00:06:54,680 --> 00:06:56,400 Speaker 2: Your pockets, not the viewer. 124 00:06:56,560 --> 00:07:00,920 Speaker 1: Yeah, no, not y'all. This is what you play if, 125 00:07:00,960 --> 00:07:04,479 Speaker 1: like I'm sure a lot of y'all are introverted, just 126 00:07:04,560 --> 00:07:06,919 Speaker 1: play like me talking like that next time someone's being 127 00:07:06,920 --> 00:07:08,880 Speaker 1: annoying around you out of one of your pockets and 128 00:07:08,960 --> 00:07:10,960 Speaker 1: kind of lip sync it like that uber sound. 129 00:07:11,120 --> 00:07:11,320 Speaker 3: Yeah. 130 00:07:11,440 --> 00:07:15,520 Speaker 2: Like Enya's new word is calling people pill poppers. Mine 131 00:07:15,920 --> 00:07:20,640 Speaker 2: is calling people gay wads. Like why did yeah like 132 00:07:20,680 --> 00:07:24,760 Speaker 2: a pill popping gaywad? Like why did we like deviate 133 00:07:24,840 --> 00:07:27,160 Speaker 2: away from calling people gay wads? 134 00:07:27,520 --> 00:07:29,160 Speaker 1: Because Lindsay lohand right or. 135 00:07:30,720 --> 00:07:33,280 Speaker 2: Not to say both of them don't say gay? Yeah, 136 00:07:33,400 --> 00:07:36,320 Speaker 2: they're not allowed to but like you're not allowed to 137 00:07:36,320 --> 00:07:41,440 Speaker 2: say gay unless you're a queen, like Enya's allowed to 138 00:07:41,480 --> 00:07:43,320 Speaker 2: say gay because I give her the past. 139 00:07:43,480 --> 00:07:46,680 Speaker 1: Yeah, I'm allowed to call you a gay wad because. 140 00:07:46,680 --> 00:07:48,680 Speaker 2: Because I am a gay wade and it's not coming 141 00:07:48,680 --> 00:07:49,680 Speaker 2: from a hateful place. 142 00:07:49,760 --> 00:07:53,720 Speaker 1: But to me, gaywad is like like the word nuts, 143 00:07:54,000 --> 00:07:58,080 Speaker 1: It's like what's his nuts? Gay ward gets a lot 144 00:07:58,080 --> 00:08:00,280 Speaker 1: of power when when you add the pill popping A 145 00:08:00,400 --> 00:08:02,840 Speaker 1: pill popping gay water is crazy. Yeah, but also to me, 146 00:08:02,960 --> 00:08:06,080 Speaker 1: like I would, I would love nothing more than to 147 00:08:06,160 --> 00:08:10,480 Speaker 1: be three drinks in and like fifty milligrams of an 148 00:08:10,640 --> 00:08:14,280 Speaker 1: edible on a fatty meal in my stomach rumbling as 149 00:08:14,320 --> 00:08:17,160 Speaker 1: I encounter the most magnificent thing there is, which is 150 00:08:17,160 --> 00:08:20,400 Speaker 1: a pill, pop and gay wand and like that combo 151 00:08:20,520 --> 00:08:23,560 Speaker 1: sounds amazing, But just like every word, it really matters 152 00:08:23,560 --> 00:08:25,840 Speaker 1: what the tony put because like, bitch, you could be 153 00:08:26,160 --> 00:08:28,720 Speaker 1: low key you when you were a teenager pill popping 154 00:08:28,720 --> 00:08:29,120 Speaker 1: gay water. 155 00:08:29,360 --> 00:08:32,960 Speaker 2: Yeah no, actually that is very true. 156 00:08:33,320 --> 00:08:35,800 Speaker 1: Pop and pills and like gay wand used as like. 157 00:08:36,120 --> 00:08:38,280 Speaker 2: I mean that song pop and Pills is ah, we 158 00:08:38,480 --> 00:08:42,000 Speaker 2: know that was literally me for like two years. Much. 159 00:08:42,160 --> 00:08:43,880 Speaker 1: I can't believe that I mean, there is something to 160 00:08:43,920 --> 00:08:48,839 Speaker 1: be said about getting all of that kind of likera out. 161 00:08:49,160 --> 00:08:52,199 Speaker 2: I actually am forever grateful that I got to experience 162 00:08:52,240 --> 00:08:54,560 Speaker 2: all that shit when I was like younger, and they 163 00:08:54,559 --> 00:08:56,400 Speaker 2: got it all out of my system because a lot 164 00:08:56,440 --> 00:08:59,360 Speaker 2: of the people that were very sheltered growing up, I mean, 165 00:08:59,400 --> 00:09:02,160 Speaker 2: I took it to an extreme that like I haven't 166 00:09:02,160 --> 00:09:04,760 Speaker 2: even really spoken about on here, that I will never 167 00:09:04,920 --> 00:09:08,520 Speaker 2: probably talk about because that's my that's her story, that's 168 00:09:08,559 --> 00:09:13,480 Speaker 2: my story, his story. But a lot of the people 169 00:09:13,520 --> 00:09:16,200 Speaker 2: that were very sheltered growing up and didn't get to 170 00:09:16,240 --> 00:09:19,360 Speaker 2: experience a lot of the things. I saw them all 171 00:09:19,440 --> 00:09:21,880 Speaker 2: crash the fuck out in school, Like they went to 172 00:09:21,920 --> 00:09:24,920 Speaker 2: college and crashed out, and a lot of them have 173 00:09:24,920 --> 00:09:27,480 Speaker 2: haven't fully fully recovered. And actually one of them, I 174 00:09:27,520 --> 00:09:34,040 Speaker 2: won't say their name, but they uh took a lot 175 00:09:34,040 --> 00:09:36,800 Speaker 2: of money from me, and I would just like I 176 00:09:36,920 --> 00:09:38,840 Speaker 2: just gave them like cash because they were like, I 177 00:09:38,880 --> 00:09:41,120 Speaker 2: just went to rehab and I need help, like getting 178 00:09:41,200 --> 00:09:44,000 Speaker 2: back on my feet, and I was like, sure, relapse. 179 00:09:44,679 --> 00:09:49,040 Speaker 2: Then I heard from them again because they wrote me 180 00:09:49,080 --> 00:09:51,440 Speaker 2: a letter from rehab and they answer for more cash 181 00:09:51,480 --> 00:09:52,920 Speaker 2: and they're like, I swear to God I'm gonna pay 182 00:09:52,960 --> 00:09:56,439 Speaker 2: you all of this back once I'm back on my feet. 183 00:09:57,000 --> 00:09:59,600 Speaker 2: When I give money to people, I never expected, never 184 00:09:59,640 --> 00:10:02,800 Speaker 2: expect to get it back, because it's just like the 185 00:10:02,920 --> 00:10:05,080 Speaker 2: likelihood of getting it back is very low, and I 186 00:10:05,080 --> 00:10:07,040 Speaker 2: don't want to put that pressure over people. And I've 187 00:10:07,080 --> 00:10:09,280 Speaker 2: had money held over my head at some points in 188 00:10:09,320 --> 00:10:11,920 Speaker 2: my life, and I know how horrible it fucking feels. Yeah. 189 00:10:11,920 --> 00:10:15,600 Speaker 1: Also, naturally, I feel like just by nature, even when 190 00:10:15,679 --> 00:10:17,920 Speaker 1: like you don't have bread in your pocket, it's like 191 00:10:19,920 --> 00:10:23,079 Speaker 1: you come from the like I'd rather bow my head 192 00:10:23,160 --> 00:10:28,760 Speaker 1: and like have rumbly guts then watch you go through that, 193 00:10:29,040 --> 00:10:32,640 Speaker 1: versus like, oh, then I have to be your teacher 194 00:10:32,679 --> 00:10:34,000 Speaker 1: through it to like No, it's. 195 00:10:33,840 --> 00:10:36,319 Speaker 2: Like it's like there's so many levels to it. 196 00:10:36,320 --> 00:10:39,760 Speaker 1: It's like literally it's like with all love and grace, 197 00:10:41,120 --> 00:10:45,320 Speaker 1: be free, just keep it. But can you keep keep Okay? 198 00:10:45,360 --> 00:10:46,800 Speaker 1: So he asked for more. 199 00:10:47,160 --> 00:10:49,120 Speaker 2: Oh, you just kept asking for more and more money 200 00:10:49,160 --> 00:10:51,360 Speaker 2: until eventually I was like, I'm never going to see 201 00:10:51,400 --> 00:10:53,800 Speaker 2: this money back. This guy should be on his feet 202 00:10:53,840 --> 00:10:57,000 Speaker 2: by now, and I think he's doing good now, Like 203 00:10:57,080 --> 00:10:59,920 Speaker 2: I genuinely think he's like killing it. 204 00:11:00,120 --> 00:11:02,679 Speaker 1: That's the hardest thing in those kind of situations. Is 205 00:11:02,679 --> 00:11:05,559 Speaker 1: pulling back is when you kind of like allow someone 206 00:11:05,559 --> 00:11:06,640 Speaker 1: in that situation to fly. 207 00:11:07,000 --> 00:11:10,360 Speaker 2: Yeah, and I think like his his family did the 208 00:11:10,440 --> 00:11:15,360 Speaker 2: right thing because, uh, he was very very addicted to 209 00:11:15,440 --> 00:11:18,040 Speaker 2: a lot of substance. I think he was a polyaddict 210 00:11:18,080 --> 00:11:23,840 Speaker 2: and like because polygamy. Yeah, yeah, yeah, he was a polyadic, 211 00:11:24,160 --> 00:11:27,800 Speaker 2: which is polygamy is fucking evil. It's evil. 212 00:11:27,880 --> 00:11:31,520 Speaker 1: Polygamy is worse than addiction. You, polygamy is an. 213 00:11:31,480 --> 00:11:37,120 Speaker 2: Addiction so selfish and fucking greedy. I'm joking, do whatever 214 00:11:37,120 --> 00:11:37,640 Speaker 2: the fuck you want. 215 00:11:37,679 --> 00:11:39,640 Speaker 1: I literally do whatever you want, but I still. 216 00:11:39,480 --> 00:11:40,640 Speaker 2: Don't include me in it. 217 00:11:41,080 --> 00:11:44,640 Speaker 1: I just, you know, I'm okay with the fact that 218 00:11:44,720 --> 00:11:47,280 Speaker 1: some things I'll just be old at about. And you 219 00:11:47,280 --> 00:11:49,440 Speaker 1: you just can't sell that to me. You can't sell 220 00:11:49,480 --> 00:11:52,679 Speaker 1: that hooploded me. You can't sell that hooploded me. But again, 221 00:11:53,120 --> 00:11:55,440 Speaker 1: I am and I think you are too, coming from 222 00:11:55,640 --> 00:11:59,559 Speaker 1: such a blessed place in terms of intimacy, like the 223 00:11:59,640 --> 00:12:03,360 Speaker 1: intimate to see and depth we have with even the 224 00:12:03,440 --> 00:12:07,319 Speaker 1: waking cashier we graze upon in the smoke shop. 225 00:12:07,200 --> 00:12:09,240 Speaker 2: Even our like audience to an extent. 226 00:12:09,400 --> 00:12:12,160 Speaker 1: Yeah, no, literally, like it's it's it really is just 227 00:12:12,240 --> 00:12:14,360 Speaker 1: such a blessing. So I think that is why, like 228 00:12:14,960 --> 00:12:16,640 Speaker 1: as much as I make fun of polygamy, I'm like, 229 00:12:16,679 --> 00:12:18,559 Speaker 1: I guess I get it because like it takes a 230 00:12:18,640 --> 00:12:22,240 Speaker 1: village to feel loved, and sometimes you want that. I 231 00:12:22,280 --> 00:12:24,840 Speaker 1: love to come with a dick in your butt, and 232 00:12:24,880 --> 00:12:26,400 Speaker 1: you know what, I'm not gonna get mad at you. 233 00:12:26,520 --> 00:12:28,120 Speaker 1: Like sometimes we don't want to play with our. 234 00:12:28,040 --> 00:12:31,440 Speaker 2: Butt, Like sometimes we want to dig in our butt. 235 00:12:31,480 --> 00:12:34,480 Speaker 2: Sometimes we need our butt digged in, and like that's 236 00:12:34,520 --> 00:12:36,840 Speaker 2: where we're at, and that's okay. 237 00:12:37,320 --> 00:12:40,440 Speaker 1: I'm not dick in my butt. I'm digging that dick 238 00:12:40,480 --> 00:12:41,079 Speaker 1: in my butt. 239 00:12:41,280 --> 00:12:46,040 Speaker 2: But I need to know how many of y'all watch 240 00:12:46,080 --> 00:12:49,880 Speaker 2: has been Hotel. That's all I need to know. I 241 00:12:49,880 --> 00:12:51,559 Speaker 2: did do like a life. 242 00:12:52,320 --> 00:12:55,680 Speaker 1: Art with the amount of art we receive from our fans, 243 00:12:55,679 --> 00:12:59,480 Speaker 1: which I'm so grateful for. It is genuinely, again, such 244 00:12:59,480 --> 00:13:01,000 Speaker 1: a blessing. And we've always talked about that. 245 00:13:01,080 --> 00:13:03,959 Speaker 2: We were talking about the Austin Show for a second. 246 00:13:05,200 --> 00:13:08,240 Speaker 2: We had a goof and a fucking gaff in Austin. 247 00:13:08,480 --> 00:13:12,320 Speaker 2: And also like randomly, like even before the show, we 248 00:13:12,400 --> 00:13:15,040 Speaker 2: ran into like a lot of viewers of the podcast, 249 00:13:15,120 --> 00:13:19,360 Speaker 2: which was like, really funny and at our hotel that 250 00:13:19,400 --> 00:13:24,520 Speaker 2: we were staying at, we like were we were only 251 00:13:24,520 --> 00:13:26,080 Speaker 2: there for like twenty four hours, and we were like, okay, 252 00:13:26,080 --> 00:13:27,559 Speaker 2: we need to go to waffle house, and I think 253 00:13:27,600 --> 00:13:29,320 Speaker 2: we need to swim in a pool while it's raining. 254 00:13:29,360 --> 00:13:33,520 Speaker 2: And it was raining in Austin, so at night on 255 00:13:33,720 --> 00:13:36,480 Speaker 2: a Saturday, we were like, fuck it, let's go swimming. 256 00:13:36,559 --> 00:13:39,679 Speaker 2: We didn't realize the entire city of Austin like goes 257 00:13:39,720 --> 00:13:43,079 Speaker 2: on the rooftops of these buildings like at night. So 258 00:13:43,240 --> 00:13:46,360 Speaker 2: it was like me Indyan Josiah shirt listener, swim trunks 259 00:13:46,400 --> 00:13:51,319 Speaker 2: and then goggles insert the pick while there are literally 260 00:13:51,400 --> 00:13:54,840 Speaker 2: like hundreds of people just partying on this rooftop like 261 00:13:54,880 --> 00:13:57,080 Speaker 2: it's like a club and we're just swimming in the 262 00:13:57,080 --> 00:14:02,800 Speaker 2: middle of it. But besides, it's that the like hostess 263 00:14:02,920 --> 00:14:06,400 Speaker 2: knew who we were, and the first thing we said 264 00:14:06,440 --> 00:14:08,520 Speaker 2: to her is we were like, girl, we want to 265 00:14:08,520 --> 00:14:10,920 Speaker 2: get fucked up today. So like we're we're trying to 266 00:14:10,920 --> 00:14:13,319 Speaker 2: get drunk, bitch. I had two SIPs of a drink 267 00:14:13,360 --> 00:14:15,000 Speaker 2: and I the. 268 00:14:15,000 --> 00:14:18,480 Speaker 4: Our crew loves to be like we are getting trashed, 269 00:14:20,080 --> 00:14:24,520 Speaker 4: and then like three maybe four drinks and it's like 270 00:14:25,680 --> 00:14:31,040 Speaker 4: I'm not ship, but should we go outside? 271 00:14:31,080 --> 00:14:33,440 Speaker 1: Should we go stand outside for a second? You always 272 00:14:33,440 --> 00:14:35,000 Speaker 1: do that. We're like, we should go stand outside for 273 00:14:35,000 --> 00:14:37,720 Speaker 1: a second, and then we get aside of the should 274 00:14:37,720 --> 00:14:39,320 Speaker 1: we stay outside, but then get in a car and 275 00:14:39,360 --> 00:14:41,640 Speaker 1: then go back outside and then get inside a different place. 276 00:14:41,440 --> 00:14:44,960 Speaker 2: And then get in bed with mc pillow and details. 277 00:14:44,960 --> 00:14:47,400 Speaker 1: Cutting you off. I'm so sorry you're excited. 278 00:14:48,320 --> 00:14:52,320 Speaker 2: But the worker there took what we said about getting 279 00:14:52,320 --> 00:14:55,880 Speaker 2: sucked up to heart and she proceeded to give us 280 00:14:56,080 --> 00:14:58,240 Speaker 2: the most amount of alcohol I've ever seen in my life. 281 00:14:58,280 --> 00:15:04,560 Speaker 2: Like it was read double shots two times, so each 282 00:15:04,600 --> 00:15:08,360 Speaker 2: of us had four shots essentially for free, which shout 283 00:15:08,360 --> 00:15:11,960 Speaker 2: out you, thank you so much, so fierce. You got 284 00:15:12,040 --> 00:15:14,920 Speaker 2: us there like we were our tummies were aching, but 285 00:15:15,040 --> 00:15:17,920 Speaker 2: like we you got us to where we wanted to be, 286 00:15:17,960 --> 00:15:19,680 Speaker 2: and I appreciate that, so thank you. 287 00:15:20,320 --> 00:15:22,560 Speaker 1: I know she literally heard where we wanted to go, 288 00:15:22,840 --> 00:15:24,360 Speaker 1: and she became uber driver. 289 00:15:24,880 --> 00:15:28,800 Speaker 2: She became she was a jobber. But the funniest part 290 00:15:28,840 --> 00:15:31,360 Speaker 2: about the story is when she was delivering the shots 291 00:15:31,440 --> 00:15:35,520 Speaker 2: one time, she we were just like kiking with her 292 00:15:35,560 --> 00:15:37,120 Speaker 2: and she was like, yeah, I listened to the podcast. 293 00:15:37,120 --> 00:15:39,440 Speaker 2: I've been listening for a while like I listened when 294 00:15:39,440 --> 00:15:40,600 Speaker 2: I go to school and we were like, oh, what 295 00:15:40,600 --> 00:15:42,640 Speaker 2: are you going to school for? And she was like, Oh, 296 00:15:42,680 --> 00:15:44,960 Speaker 2: I'm going to be a dentist. Like I'm trying to 297 00:15:44,960 --> 00:15:48,720 Speaker 2: be a dentist, which don't let anybody tell you. Emergency 298 00:15:48,720 --> 00:15:52,800 Speaker 2: and our common fans can't be dentists, can't be doctors, 299 00:15:52,880 --> 00:15:58,560 Speaker 2: can't be lawyers. Because exist, we exist, We exist, me, 300 00:15:58,800 --> 00:16:01,320 Speaker 2: you and ya exists, like we can do all of 301 00:16:01,360 --> 00:16:07,040 Speaker 2: those things like we we we can. Emergency intercom fans 302 00:16:07,080 --> 00:16:09,360 Speaker 2: aren't just people with crumbs in their bed like we can. 303 00:16:09,680 --> 00:16:15,560 Speaker 1: Emergency innercom fans aren't just like weird people who like 304 00:16:15,800 --> 00:16:18,080 Speaker 1: kind of don't talk, and then when they do, they 305 00:16:18,080 --> 00:16:20,720 Speaker 1: say something you don't understand and you laugh at it 306 00:16:20,800 --> 00:16:22,440 Speaker 1: and like you try to be chill with them, but 307 00:16:22,440 --> 00:16:23,800 Speaker 1: they're like kind of odd. 308 00:16:24,880 --> 00:16:29,960 Speaker 2: That's us, baby, that's that's me, and you, well, yeah, 309 00:16:30,200 --> 00:16:30,840 Speaker 2: that's that's me. 310 00:16:31,040 --> 00:16:34,160 Speaker 1: Anytime it's like fuck, it's like the two episodes ago though, 311 00:16:34,160 --> 00:16:36,400 Speaker 1: where I was like stop doing this, this and that, 312 00:16:36,520 --> 00:16:41,360 Speaker 1: like yeah, I just be naming myself, Like I'm not kidding. 313 00:16:41,400 --> 00:16:43,600 Speaker 1: Everything I say is a projection to an extent, but 314 00:16:43,640 --> 00:16:49,680 Speaker 1: I guess every single thing, every human says. 315 00:16:46,000 --> 00:16:51,000 Speaker 2: Mmmm, like I have a big dick. That's a projection 316 00:16:51,200 --> 00:16:52,680 Speaker 2: because I literally have a big dick. 317 00:16:52,840 --> 00:16:56,760 Speaker 1: No, it's a projection of armor because you don't. 318 00:16:59,560 --> 00:17:01,880 Speaker 2: I mean, you know, like I know, but I will 319 00:17:02,000 --> 00:17:06,200 Speaker 2: humble you. I know that thing is filling, satiating. 320 00:17:06,320 --> 00:17:08,400 Speaker 1: Yeah, but that's a nutritious meal. 321 00:17:09,920 --> 00:17:13,400 Speaker 2: Fillers filling, no fillures in it. No sugar, it's keto. 322 00:17:13,840 --> 00:17:18,320 Speaker 2: Is keto? Yes, yes, no sugar, yes, yes, yes yes. 323 00:17:20,200 --> 00:17:22,639 Speaker 2: But she was telling us she was training to be 324 00:17:22,680 --> 00:17:25,600 Speaker 2: a dentist, and I was like, oh, like when you 325 00:17:25,640 --> 00:17:29,240 Speaker 2: get your license, like I'll be your first patient, Like 326 00:17:29,280 --> 00:17:32,800 Speaker 2: I would love to be your first patient. Without skipping 327 00:17:32,800 --> 00:17:35,199 Speaker 2: a fucking beat, she looks, she snaps to me, and 328 00:17:35,280 --> 00:17:38,520 Speaker 2: she goes, girl, I'm not playing anywhere near that fucking mouth. 329 00:17:38,560 --> 00:17:41,200 Speaker 2: I know it's been I know what's happened in there. 330 00:17:41,440 --> 00:17:44,480 Speaker 1: I don't remember her name because by the time we left, 331 00:17:44,600 --> 00:17:47,280 Speaker 1: I was drunk shit because again she took us there. 332 00:17:48,320 --> 00:17:52,439 Speaker 1: But she was so fucking funny also because right before 333 00:17:52,600 --> 00:17:54,359 Speaker 1: she did that, the first thing she said was she 334 00:17:54,440 --> 00:17:56,000 Speaker 1: kind of like we were sitting at these benches, and 335 00:17:56,040 --> 00:17:58,600 Speaker 1: she crouched down, and she crouched down right near where 336 00:17:58,600 --> 00:18:00,919 Speaker 1: my purse was, and she goes one of y'all smells 337 00:18:00,920 --> 00:18:02,840 Speaker 1: like a fucking kung And I. 338 00:18:02,760 --> 00:18:04,720 Speaker 2: Was like, oh is it me? Do I smell bad? 339 00:18:04,840 --> 00:18:08,000 Speaker 2: And then Andya flew her weed across the country. That's 340 00:18:08,040 --> 00:18:08,480 Speaker 2: what it was. 341 00:18:09,119 --> 00:18:11,600 Speaker 1: She was so funny, dude, her being like she was like, no, 342 00:18:11,680 --> 00:18:14,600 Speaker 1: I've listened far enough times to the ship you do 343 00:18:14,680 --> 00:18:16,119 Speaker 1: with that mouth, and I don't want to get in it. 344 00:18:16,200 --> 00:18:17,440 Speaker 1: I don't want to be in it. I don't want 345 00:18:17,440 --> 00:18:18,840 Speaker 1: to be near it. I don't want to touch it. 346 00:18:19,160 --> 00:18:22,399 Speaker 1: Like she literally was. She went for kind of a minute. 347 00:18:22,520 --> 00:18:24,560 Speaker 2: Yeah, I know, she tore. She had us laughing, and 348 00:18:24,600 --> 00:18:27,600 Speaker 2: she like took she sees the moment and she kept 349 00:18:27,640 --> 00:18:31,639 Speaker 2: a God, but I have a good mouth, like my 350 00:18:32,000 --> 00:18:32,720 Speaker 2: enamel's mouth. 351 00:18:32,800 --> 00:18:34,440 Speaker 1: Have a good mouth. That's why you got all those 352 00:18:34,440 --> 00:18:37,880 Speaker 1: horror stories about what's been done in that mouth. Yeah. 353 00:18:37,960 --> 00:18:39,800 Speaker 2: Yeah, we're so freaky. 354 00:18:41,280 --> 00:18:44,280 Speaker 1: We're so freaky over here. Who says emergency in her calm? 355 00:18:44,960 --> 00:18:50,560 Speaker 2: Fans don't have sex emergency in her com Fans have sex. 356 00:18:50,760 --> 00:18:54,960 Speaker 1: So much of it so much. As I grow older, 357 00:18:55,160 --> 00:19:04,120 Speaker 1: I realize I think people people think I'm like Mormon, 358 00:19:04,280 --> 00:19:09,480 Speaker 1: like hmm, expand with the way I navigate like I 359 00:19:09,520 --> 00:19:13,560 Speaker 1: think people assume because I am hot uh and I 360 00:19:13,600 --> 00:19:18,159 Speaker 1: am like very outword facing, like confident that I'm like 361 00:19:18,320 --> 00:19:21,800 Speaker 1: way more sexual and like romantically Like. 362 00:19:21,960 --> 00:19:25,359 Speaker 2: You're the picture of the meme where it's like you 363 00:19:25,440 --> 00:19:27,320 Speaker 2: text all this freaky shit and then you get there 364 00:19:27,320 --> 00:19:28,560 Speaker 2: and you sit on the edge of the bed with 365 00:19:28,640 --> 00:19:30,960 Speaker 2: your purse. You're not freaky. 366 00:19:31,440 --> 00:19:33,480 Speaker 1: Oh literally, I'm like, eh, what am I doing all that? 367 00:19:33,520 --> 00:19:37,680 Speaker 1: Calm down, Calm down, calmed down. You never heard about 368 00:19:37,720 --> 00:19:41,120 Speaker 1: literary engagement period, Like. 369 00:19:43,160 --> 00:19:48,320 Speaker 5: Sorry, I'm a budding academic who loves to read some 370 00:19:48,600 --> 00:19:51,959 Speaker 5: fiction every now and then, so I have an expansive 371 00:19:52,160 --> 00:19:56,080 Speaker 5: knowledge of how to arouse the mind exactly. 372 00:19:56,600 --> 00:20:02,240 Speaker 6: Heikai, my dru, you're so hot. Oh Kai, thank you. 373 00:20:02,320 --> 00:20:12,000 Speaker 6: I think the same things about you, and you're yourself suxy. 374 00:20:12,920 --> 00:20:14,919 Speaker 1: First of all, he would never say that that sentence 375 00:20:14,960 --> 00:20:16,560 Speaker 1: could I don't think't ever come out of his mouth, 376 00:20:16,880 --> 00:20:19,800 Speaker 1: but about any human like I can't imagine that. 377 00:20:20,080 --> 00:20:21,800 Speaker 2: Oh my god, I know we talked about that. Kai 378 00:20:21,920 --> 00:20:23,360 Speaker 2: can't say the word sec you know, he. 379 00:20:23,280 --> 00:20:24,919 Speaker 1: Doesn't know how to do that. I would pay a 380 00:20:24,920 --> 00:20:27,000 Speaker 1: lot of money. Well, let me not say that. He's 381 00:20:27,040 --> 00:20:28,639 Speaker 1: not here. Like one thing I won't do is I 382 00:20:28,640 --> 00:20:30,320 Speaker 1: won't make fun of somebody when they're not here and 383 00:20:30,359 --> 00:20:32,320 Speaker 1: he's gonna listen to this, And if he was here, 384 00:20:32,320 --> 00:20:34,200 Speaker 1: I would go in about it, like to you kai 385 00:20:34,359 --> 00:20:36,119 Speaker 1: and tell you that, like something's wrong with you. But 386 00:20:36,800 --> 00:20:39,240 Speaker 1: I don't actually think something's wrong with him. 387 00:20:39,440 --> 00:20:43,240 Speaker 2: You're just flirting, you know what too. 388 00:20:43,320 --> 00:20:45,240 Speaker 1: Actually, I think a lot of people do take the 389 00:20:45,280 --> 00:20:47,560 Speaker 1: way I interact with everybody as flirting. 390 00:20:47,920 --> 00:20:50,440 Speaker 2: Well, I mean it's it's really hard to tell because 391 00:20:50,520 --> 00:20:52,959 Speaker 2: I've seen you flirt and then I've seen you just 392 00:20:53,080 --> 00:20:56,600 Speaker 2: like in interact with a person, and it there is 393 00:20:56,640 --> 00:21:00,399 Speaker 2: a very fine line of hatred and like flirtation. Like 394 00:21:00,800 --> 00:21:03,560 Speaker 2: the way in your flirts is like she will clock 395 00:21:03,600 --> 00:21:07,359 Speaker 2: your deepest, darkest, most evil insecurity you have and like 396 00:21:08,000 --> 00:21:11,200 Speaker 2: not call it out, but like poke at it slightly. 397 00:21:11,480 --> 00:21:14,440 Speaker 2: And for some reason it works on every person you. 398 00:21:14,400 --> 00:21:16,879 Speaker 1: FLI well, it's because they they're like, damn, she she 399 00:21:17,000 --> 00:21:22,359 Speaker 1: sees me, she sees me. No, I don't call out insecurities. 400 00:21:22,400 --> 00:21:29,359 Speaker 1: I definitely do engage romantically. Like I feel like, not 401 00:21:29,440 --> 00:21:33,120 Speaker 1: that I have to prove myself, but because I am 402 00:21:33,320 --> 00:21:37,719 Speaker 1: very comfortable with most people, I feel like I have 403 00:21:37,800 --> 00:21:41,199 Speaker 1: to dig like double down to prove to someone that 404 00:21:41,240 --> 00:21:44,440 Speaker 1: I am intrigued by them romantically, if that makes sense. 405 00:21:44,600 --> 00:21:44,840 Speaker 2: Yeah. 406 00:21:44,880 --> 00:21:48,680 Speaker 1: But then there are the like people who just are like, 407 00:21:48,720 --> 00:21:50,679 Speaker 1: oh my god, everyone loves me and this girl loves me. 408 00:21:51,400 --> 00:21:52,800 Speaker 1: I don't know why we're talking about that. Oh we're 409 00:21:52,800 --> 00:21:54,199 Speaker 1: talking about how ky can't say sexy. 410 00:21:54,600 --> 00:21:58,080 Speaker 2: Yeah, that's what we got there. We looped it back around, 411 00:21:58,760 --> 00:21:59,360 Speaker 2: we weaved. 412 00:21:59,680 --> 00:22:02,679 Speaker 1: I'm not I wonder how often I'm just talking in 413 00:22:02,720 --> 00:22:05,240 Speaker 1: circles and making no sense to somebody and they're just 414 00:22:05,320 --> 00:22:08,879 Speaker 1: letting me go. Oh, because I think it probably happens often. 415 00:22:09,080 --> 00:22:11,040 Speaker 2: I think for me too, it does as well. I 416 00:22:11,080 --> 00:22:13,920 Speaker 2: think I think that's just kind of who we are. 417 00:22:14,200 --> 00:22:18,320 Speaker 2: We're always like bro like no one, like we have 418 00:22:18,400 --> 00:22:21,159 Speaker 2: to lead the conversation because no one leads the conversation 419 00:22:21,359 --> 00:22:24,919 Speaker 2: and then it's just us rambling for an hour. But no, 420 00:22:25,000 --> 00:22:27,720 Speaker 2: I still stand on that, like people are scared to talk. 421 00:22:27,960 --> 00:22:30,600 Speaker 1: Yeah. Also, well again it goes back to that thing 422 00:22:30,600 --> 00:22:33,080 Speaker 1: we always talk about how the Internet gave so much good, 423 00:22:33,119 --> 00:22:34,679 Speaker 1: but when you don't get to put all of that 424 00:22:34,880 --> 00:22:40,040 Speaker 1: useful knowledge into practice, it becomes like not only futile, 425 00:22:40,280 --> 00:22:42,800 Speaker 1: but you kind of start to get lost in the 426 00:22:42,840 --> 00:22:47,960 Speaker 1: study and see things so black and white. Like I 427 00:22:48,040 --> 00:22:50,200 Speaker 1: there is this idea and we've talked about it about 428 00:22:50,200 --> 00:22:59,760 Speaker 1: how people now like people now observe somebody exchanging in 429 00:22:59,760 --> 00:23:03,520 Speaker 1: for me. So like if you tell me a story 430 00:23:03,880 --> 00:23:07,399 Speaker 1: about something embarrassing that happened to you that had specifically 431 00:23:07,440 --> 00:23:11,320 Speaker 1: to do with like a barista, and then I would 432 00:23:11,440 --> 00:23:14,600 Speaker 1: let you finish and laugh and like interact with it minorly, 433 00:23:14,680 --> 00:23:16,240 Speaker 1: and then when it gets to me, I just like 434 00:23:16,320 --> 00:23:20,239 Speaker 1: say a similar story. And people now see that as like, 435 00:23:21,240 --> 00:23:23,720 Speaker 1: oh my gosh, this person always has to bring the 436 00:23:23,760 --> 00:23:26,119 Speaker 1: conversation back to them once it lands on them, And I'm. 437 00:23:25,960 --> 00:23:28,720 Speaker 2: Like, baby, so we're bouncing off each other. 438 00:23:28,920 --> 00:23:36,000 Speaker 1: Not only that, you might find that is all talking is. 439 00:23:36,680 --> 00:23:42,160 Speaker 1: That is all most conversations are, is sharing anecdotes based 440 00:23:42,160 --> 00:23:46,520 Speaker 1: on similarities, and then occasionally, if you're lucky and you 441 00:23:46,640 --> 00:23:51,720 Speaker 1: have intimacy, you get to start exchanging the differences. But 442 00:23:51,760 --> 00:23:53,600 Speaker 1: I'm like, yeah, that's why a lot of y'all can't 443 00:23:53,640 --> 00:23:59,879 Speaker 1: get past, like I think the beginning stages of a 444 00:24:00,080 --> 00:24:05,960 Speaker 1: friendship almost because you're anticipating, like I guess I don't 445 00:24:05,960 --> 00:24:08,720 Speaker 1: even know what people are anticipating. You're anticipating a therapist 446 00:24:08,840 --> 00:24:10,200 Speaker 1: maybe of like. 447 00:24:10,680 --> 00:24:14,880 Speaker 2: They just want to talk to someone, yeah, not with someone. 448 00:24:14,960 --> 00:24:16,800 Speaker 1: And be But I'm also like, I don't I don't 449 00:24:16,800 --> 00:24:20,680 Speaker 1: know if every conversation has to be like a myriad 450 00:24:20,760 --> 00:24:21,280 Speaker 1: of or not. 451 00:24:21,760 --> 00:24:23,640 Speaker 2: It doesn't have to be high stakes. I think every 452 00:24:23,840 --> 00:24:26,639 Speaker 2: people sometimes people think all conversations have to be like 453 00:24:26,720 --> 00:24:31,760 Speaker 2: high stakes, and like I have like noticed that like 454 00:24:31,840 --> 00:24:36,000 Speaker 2: for some people, I mean specifically in relationships, like they 455 00:24:36,040 --> 00:24:40,040 Speaker 2: almost like desire conflict where it's like we have to 456 00:24:40,200 --> 00:24:45,040 Speaker 2: like like to prove that this relationship is working, like 457 00:24:45,840 --> 00:24:49,119 Speaker 2: we have to be like having a million conversations, and 458 00:24:49,119 --> 00:24:50,639 Speaker 2: I mean I've said it from the fucking jump of 459 00:24:50,640 --> 00:24:53,639 Speaker 2: the podcast, like not everything needs to be a conversation 460 00:24:53,800 --> 00:24:56,960 Speaker 2: and like not it does, like there are certain things 461 00:24:56,960 --> 00:24:59,040 Speaker 2: that I do believe need to be spoken about. But 462 00:24:59,080 --> 00:25:02,159 Speaker 2: like I I don't know why it's so hard for 463 00:25:02,280 --> 00:25:04,800 Speaker 2: people to just kiky and have fun. But like it 464 00:25:04,840 --> 00:25:07,639 Speaker 2: feels like a lot of relationships I see, it's just 465 00:25:07,720 --> 00:25:10,800 Speaker 2: like people like wanting to fight to prove that they 466 00:25:11,440 --> 00:25:14,800 Speaker 2: can communicate. Yeah, And it's like I think it's just 467 00:25:14,840 --> 00:25:19,080 Speaker 2: a symptom of everyone just taking advice from like sixteen 468 00:25:19,119 --> 00:25:23,160 Speaker 2: year old girls on TikTok that went viral. Yeah, and 469 00:25:23,280 --> 00:25:26,520 Speaker 2: just like, also, everyone has a therapist now, which I 470 00:25:26,560 --> 00:25:28,360 Speaker 2: think is good ultimately, but. 471 00:25:28,520 --> 00:25:31,920 Speaker 1: Yeah, but there is definitely an over therapization happening because 472 00:25:31,960 --> 00:25:36,240 Speaker 1: I would argue, like I am that person. But again, 473 00:25:36,280 --> 00:25:39,960 Speaker 1: because I can navigate my life in a very by 474 00:25:40,240 --> 00:25:45,800 Speaker 1: choice blouse a manner, I can like I can be 475 00:25:46,240 --> 00:25:49,720 Speaker 1: like that, that doesn't matter, nothing matters. But it's that's 476 00:25:49,720 --> 00:25:52,800 Speaker 1: so true, you being like everyone's taking advice and wants 477 00:25:52,800 --> 00:25:54,879 Speaker 1: to prove they can communicate. But yeah, it's like again, 478 00:25:55,640 --> 00:25:58,600 Speaker 1: everyone wants to prove that they've done the studying, that 479 00:25:59,080 --> 00:26:02,399 Speaker 1: they've intake in all the information, and so the second 480 00:26:02,480 --> 00:26:07,480 Speaker 1: they get like it's literally like I don't know standing 481 00:26:07,640 --> 00:26:10,680 Speaker 1: in fucking when like you put your name in a 482 00:26:10,720 --> 00:26:12,200 Speaker 1: bucket and you're like, oh, I hope I get to 483 00:26:12,240 --> 00:26:14,160 Speaker 1: go up on stage, It's like that's your time, that's 484 00:26:14,160 --> 00:26:16,080 Speaker 1: your time. You only have this short amount of time 485 00:26:16,119 --> 00:26:18,720 Speaker 1: to be like yes, I'm actually like really I'm really smart, 486 00:26:18,760 --> 00:26:20,120 Speaker 1: I'm really good, I'm really good. I'm really good. I'm 487 00:26:20,119 --> 00:26:22,600 Speaker 1: really good. I'm a good person. Like so everyone's trying 488 00:26:22,720 --> 00:26:25,080 Speaker 1: so hard to like get that in. 489 00:26:27,680 --> 00:26:34,760 Speaker 2: So quickly and I'm like, like, can't we just Likekik. 490 00:26:34,440 --> 00:26:38,200 Speaker 1: Can we just talk? Can't we can just talk? 491 00:26:41,880 --> 00:26:43,560 Speaker 3: Guys, I. 492 00:26:46,800 --> 00:26:50,000 Speaker 2: Don't know how Jeffrey Epstein is going to recover his 493 00:26:50,280 --> 00:26:54,840 Speaker 2: digital footprint is fucked up. Dude. He is never getting 494 00:26:54,840 --> 00:26:58,399 Speaker 2: into college. He is never they are never getting into college, 495 00:26:58,520 --> 00:26:59,000 Speaker 2: Like he is. 496 00:26:59,240 --> 00:27:04,440 Speaker 1: Never gonna have an job. Wait, I'm so sorry, but 497 00:27:04,560 --> 00:27:06,720 Speaker 1: I did just remember something. But you were saying how 498 00:27:07,280 --> 00:27:10,600 Speaker 1: people in relationships, especially like to kind of point out 499 00:27:10,640 --> 00:27:13,480 Speaker 1: conflict and point that they can get through conflict, to 500 00:27:13,560 --> 00:27:15,200 Speaker 1: be like, see how much I love you, I'm willing 501 00:27:15,240 --> 00:27:19,439 Speaker 1: to communicate through this conflict. I would argue that every 502 00:27:19,640 --> 00:27:26,680 Speaker 1: single day you are actively making subtle, conflicting decisions when 503 00:27:26,840 --> 00:27:29,640 Speaker 1: you are sharing your life with a person, whether platonically 504 00:27:29,880 --> 00:27:34,520 Speaker 1: or romantically, and those subtle things, if looked at even 505 00:27:34,600 --> 00:27:38,000 Speaker 1: for a second, would prove and should be able to 506 00:27:38,080 --> 00:27:40,639 Speaker 1: be signed. But again, it kind of even goes back 507 00:27:40,680 --> 00:27:43,000 Speaker 1: to like self security and confidence, and it's again it's 508 00:27:43,040 --> 00:27:46,679 Speaker 1: like people, and it makes sense like only two extreme 509 00:27:46,800 --> 00:27:48,920 Speaker 1: levels can you kind of be proven to yourself that 510 00:27:49,080 --> 00:27:51,280 Speaker 1: like I am good, I am moral, I am saying 511 00:27:51,320 --> 00:27:55,240 Speaker 1: I am good like whatever all those things. But I 512 00:27:55,320 --> 00:27:59,280 Speaker 1: think about how like I love you so much and 513 00:27:59,480 --> 00:28:01,920 Speaker 1: vice for but there are things we put up with 514 00:28:02,080 --> 00:28:07,760 Speaker 1: each other on such little levels that of course it's like, yeah, 515 00:28:07,880 --> 00:28:10,119 Speaker 1: there are sometimes where like okay, now it's to the 516 00:28:10,160 --> 00:28:12,200 Speaker 1: point where it's like something has to be said, But 517 00:28:12,359 --> 00:28:15,560 Speaker 1: most of it is just like okay, I'm trying to 518 00:28:15,600 --> 00:28:16,280 Speaker 1: think of something, like. 519 00:28:19,720 --> 00:28:23,240 Speaker 2: It's just little, it's just like little like trivial things 520 00:28:23,359 --> 00:28:26,240 Speaker 2: where it's just like is this worth blowing up this 521 00:28:26,359 --> 00:28:27,960 Speaker 2: whole fucking relationship for. 522 00:28:28,640 --> 00:28:34,200 Speaker 1: Yeah, And like I don't know. It's like even it's 523 00:28:34,240 --> 00:28:35,840 Speaker 1: like when I go out with you, Like if I 524 00:28:36,040 --> 00:28:37,440 Speaker 1: like make a plan to leave the house with you, 525 00:28:37,520 --> 00:28:39,760 Speaker 1: I'm somebody that if I leave the house, I have 526 00:28:40,680 --> 00:28:43,480 Speaker 1: usually full intention of staying out all day. But I 527 00:28:43,720 --> 00:28:46,000 Speaker 1: know and there's been so many times where I will 528 00:28:46,040 --> 00:28:48,400 Speaker 1: actively go out of my way to make sure that 529 00:28:48,440 --> 00:28:50,520 Speaker 1: if I make a plan with you, I can make 530 00:28:50,560 --> 00:28:53,440 Speaker 1: sure you are getting back home or like going I 531 00:28:53,560 --> 00:28:54,960 Speaker 1: will go out of my way to do that. And 532 00:28:55,320 --> 00:28:58,760 Speaker 1: it's not something that I'm like because I'm always liked, no, 533 00:28:58,800 --> 00:29:02,240 Speaker 1: I'm gonna take you back what like don't trip, But 534 00:29:02,400 --> 00:29:06,880 Speaker 1: that's an inconvenience that I like, openly, happily like go 535 00:29:06,960 --> 00:29:09,040 Speaker 1: out of my way to do and like, to me, 536 00:29:09,240 --> 00:29:12,600 Speaker 1: that's kind of like a proof of concept in terms 537 00:29:12,680 --> 00:29:16,120 Speaker 1: of conflict, because this does conflict with what Enya wants 538 00:29:16,200 --> 00:29:19,120 Speaker 1: to do, like Enya does not Enya wants to hang 539 00:29:19,200 --> 00:29:21,720 Speaker 1: out with Drew and go to the flower shop. But 540 00:29:21,840 --> 00:29:23,560 Speaker 1: also and he was already on this side of town. 541 00:29:23,600 --> 00:29:25,640 Speaker 1: If Eny was alone at the flower shop, she'd be 542 00:29:25,760 --> 00:29:30,520 Speaker 1: like fuck it, toury. I'd go to and like Larchmont 543 00:29:30,680 --> 00:29:32,880 Speaker 1: and like go run around and like see who else 544 00:29:32,960 --> 00:29:34,880 Speaker 1: is out, and like fuck it, let's get lunch, Let's 545 00:29:34,880 --> 00:29:37,400 Speaker 1: get a coffee, like let's see the world. But no, 546 00:29:37,600 --> 00:29:39,600 Speaker 1: I know that Drew wants to go back. 547 00:29:39,920 --> 00:29:43,120 Speaker 2: And then and then vice versus true too, like sometimes 548 00:29:43,240 --> 00:29:45,880 Speaker 2: I'm like and you wants to stay out, I'm psychologically 549 00:29:46,080 --> 00:29:47,440 Speaker 2: craft to stay out. 550 00:29:47,600 --> 00:29:51,200 Speaker 1: I mean you did it the other night of that 551 00:29:51,360 --> 00:29:54,160 Speaker 1: after party, like you were in a like mood to 552 00:29:54,320 --> 00:29:57,120 Speaker 1: go and that was just kind of where like the 553 00:29:57,200 --> 00:29:59,800 Speaker 1: people you love the most, at least like in terms 554 00:29:59,840 --> 00:30:02,120 Speaker 1: of like our little crude like it was just like 555 00:30:02,160 --> 00:30:05,200 Speaker 1: a trio of us. Basically we wanted to go out. 556 00:30:05,320 --> 00:30:08,200 Speaker 1: We like met Dom there or like not met Dom, 557 00:30:08,280 --> 00:30:13,120 Speaker 1: but like you just like buy nature folded to that 558 00:30:13,560 --> 00:30:17,360 Speaker 1: for like the greater good. Yeah, and not only greater good, 559 00:30:17,360 --> 00:30:20,040 Speaker 1: because it's like it I don't know, yeah, but that 560 00:30:20,160 --> 00:30:21,680 Speaker 1: was something I thought about when you were talking about 561 00:30:21,680 --> 00:30:23,440 Speaker 1: like conflict, because I think about that a lot. Is 562 00:30:23,520 --> 00:30:27,280 Speaker 1: like I fucking suck Dick and the laundry room is 563 00:30:27,360 --> 00:30:29,840 Speaker 1: always shitty, and I know that drives you crazy, and 564 00:30:29,880 --> 00:30:33,040 Speaker 1: every now and then I have the self respect and 565 00:30:33,120 --> 00:30:35,800 Speaker 1: then I'm like, Okay, let me fucking move this and 566 00:30:35,920 --> 00:30:38,600 Speaker 1: pick this shit up because I can tell it's bothering Drew. 567 00:30:39,040 --> 00:30:42,240 Speaker 1: And it's like, just like little things like that, It's like, yeah, 568 00:30:42,320 --> 00:30:45,280 Speaker 1: you move your pieces around this person if you want 569 00:30:45,320 --> 00:30:47,840 Speaker 1: to keep this person on your board, and it doesn't 570 00:30:47,920 --> 00:30:49,960 Speaker 1: have to always be it. 571 00:30:50,000 --> 00:30:54,720 Speaker 2: Doesn't have to always be yelling and screaming and conflict, and. 572 00:30:54,800 --> 00:30:55,680 Speaker 3: You need to change. 573 00:30:55,720 --> 00:30:59,520 Speaker 2: You need a fucking change, like you girl, Let us 574 00:30:59,600 --> 00:31:00,600 Speaker 2: change our own accord. 575 00:31:00,720 --> 00:31:02,880 Speaker 1: Chant Like I know, if I'm in the passenger seat 576 00:31:02,920 --> 00:31:06,440 Speaker 1: with Drew, he's gonna like talk to every car that 577 00:31:06,600 --> 00:31:10,440 Speaker 1: cuts him off, and most of the time I'd be like, fun, No, 578 00:31:10,520 --> 00:31:12,040 Speaker 1: I'm never getting a car with that person. I'm like, 579 00:31:12,080 --> 00:31:14,280 Speaker 1: I love this man so much, I'll get in the 580 00:31:14,360 --> 00:31:15,400 Speaker 1: car with him, and I'll ignore it. 581 00:31:15,920 --> 00:31:18,920 Speaker 2: And I know when I'm getting in the car with Enya, 582 00:31:19,600 --> 00:31:22,680 Speaker 2: my life is in danger. But I want to be 583 00:31:22,760 --> 00:31:23,520 Speaker 2: in danger with. 584 00:31:23,680 --> 00:31:26,160 Speaker 1: My in danger because the music is going to be 585 00:31:26,200 --> 00:31:30,600 Speaker 1: too loud and too loud. Yeah everything the car thanks, Like. 586 00:31:32,120 --> 00:31:34,120 Speaker 2: I know, this is a part of the gig. Guys. 587 00:31:35,040 --> 00:31:37,840 Speaker 2: The gag in the group is the gag in the 588 00:31:37,920 --> 00:31:42,760 Speaker 2: group is Zara Larson's brother is Daniel Larson, and no 589 00:31:42,840 --> 00:31:43,760 Speaker 2: one's talking about that. 590 00:31:44,480 --> 00:31:48,120 Speaker 1: Dude. I love her so much. 591 00:31:48,960 --> 00:31:50,440 Speaker 2: Oh Daniel is a he him. 592 00:31:53,320 --> 00:31:56,720 Speaker 1: When Josiah got brought up so gorgeous. 593 00:31:56,880 --> 00:32:01,880 Speaker 2: Yeah, she is also Josiah getting called Mam and Sir 594 00:32:02,240 --> 00:32:04,120 Speaker 2: by C s A Agents in the airport at the 595 00:32:04,200 --> 00:32:05,720 Speaker 2: exact same fucking time. 596 00:32:07,320 --> 00:32:08,880 Speaker 1: You predicted the Erica Kirk tour. 597 00:32:09,920 --> 00:32:14,280 Speaker 2: Oh really, no way shut I mean you know. 598 00:32:14,840 --> 00:32:19,960 Speaker 1: It's it's your classic, like this is your no no, Well, 599 00:32:20,040 --> 00:32:21,720 Speaker 1: what's being referenced. 600 00:32:21,320 --> 00:32:35,120 Speaker 3: Is across the world stadium and. 601 00:32:40,600 --> 00:32:44,240 Speaker 1: That's someone I saw a comment that was like King Hello, Yeah, 602 00:32:44,400 --> 00:32:45,160 Speaker 1: yeah for real? 603 00:32:45,320 --> 00:32:50,680 Speaker 2: His bodies in the museums like no, King tut a 604 00:32:50,720 --> 00:32:54,960 Speaker 2: girl or a boy? They say, oh, King tup. 605 00:32:56,120 --> 00:32:59,160 Speaker 1: Because you were thinking King Kylie, we're living in the future. Baby, 606 00:32:59,400 --> 00:33:01,160 Speaker 1: we need the baby in the future. The kings and 607 00:33:01,200 --> 00:33:03,440 Speaker 1: the queens, the crowns fall on. 608 00:33:03,480 --> 00:33:07,520 Speaker 2: Any headache, exactly. I mean that is like the Kardashian 609 00:33:07,600 --> 00:33:12,040 Speaker 2: Jenners are literally like modern day American royalty. Yeah. 610 00:33:12,040 --> 00:33:13,840 Speaker 1: I mean when we talk about like living through the 611 00:33:13,920 --> 00:33:18,000 Speaker 1: New Gilded Age, it's like yeah, mmmm, and wait, why 612 00:33:18,040 --> 00:33:18,920 Speaker 1: am I really s jingling? 613 00:33:19,920 --> 00:33:24,440 Speaker 2: Oh? Oh the Jester, the Jester and the clown. Nothing 614 00:33:24,520 --> 00:33:25,280 Speaker 2: ever changes. 615 00:33:25,360 --> 00:33:29,960 Speaker 1: It just evolves, devolves, or evilves evolves. I had a dream, 616 00:33:30,040 --> 00:33:32,440 Speaker 1: by the way, that you grabbed me by the shoulders 617 00:33:32,520 --> 00:33:35,160 Speaker 1: at like a party situation, and I was about to 618 00:33:35,200 --> 00:33:37,080 Speaker 1: go outside to smoke, and you were like enjoy it 619 00:33:37,120 --> 00:33:39,640 Speaker 1: while last you quit Monday and you like laughed in 620 00:33:39,720 --> 00:33:40,200 Speaker 1: my face. 621 00:33:40,360 --> 00:33:42,600 Speaker 2: Wait, you're subconsciously insecure. 622 00:33:43,120 --> 00:33:46,520 Speaker 1: Yeah, I think i am, and i've been. I've been 623 00:33:46,600 --> 00:33:49,840 Speaker 1: thinking about it. Well, it's like this weird thing, because 624 00:33:50,600 --> 00:33:54,160 Speaker 1: of course, it dawns on me often that I am 625 00:33:54,200 --> 00:33:57,280 Speaker 1: a twenty seven year old woman who smokes the same 626 00:33:57,320 --> 00:33:59,880 Speaker 1: amount of weed as somebody who just saw Super Bad 627 00:34:00,000 --> 00:34:02,880 Speaker 1: for the first time at the age of thirteen. Oh god, 628 00:34:03,280 --> 00:34:05,720 Speaker 1: the plumber, Yeah, oh, I'm gonna have him look at 629 00:34:05,720 --> 00:34:06,560 Speaker 1: my tub while here, we have. 630 00:34:06,720 --> 00:34:10,040 Speaker 2: Black mold in moldy basement. Legitimately, for the first time 631 00:34:10,160 --> 00:34:13,719 Speaker 2: ever in my life, I actually can confidently say we 632 00:34:13,840 --> 00:34:15,640 Speaker 2: have black mold and it is on the ceiling, and 633 00:34:15,719 --> 00:34:17,080 Speaker 2: I'm going to insert the picks. 634 00:34:17,600 --> 00:34:22,600 Speaker 1: I justly keep talking. But yeah, I've been thinking a 635 00:34:22,640 --> 00:34:25,160 Speaker 1: lot about my consumption of weed, and I kind of 636 00:34:25,239 --> 00:34:29,360 Speaker 1: go back and forth because, as I have mentioned every time, 637 00:34:30,280 --> 00:34:35,880 Speaker 1: every episode, every waking moment, I have OCD and add 638 00:34:36,000 --> 00:34:38,360 Speaker 1: ADHD whatever the fuck I think they like conjoin the 639 00:34:38,440 --> 00:34:44,560 Speaker 1: two combination. None of that shit is real. OCD is real. 640 00:34:44,840 --> 00:34:47,520 Speaker 1: None of it's real. But yeah, I have some shit. 641 00:34:48,080 --> 00:34:50,000 Speaker 1: I got my I'm trying to get my ducks in 642 00:34:50,080 --> 00:34:55,120 Speaker 1: a row. Anyways. I have also briefly talked about how 643 00:34:55,520 --> 00:34:58,960 Speaker 1: I have a prescription to Vivans. I am prescribed to Vivans, 644 00:34:59,320 --> 00:35:01,640 Speaker 1: and I don't I don't really like taking it. I 645 00:35:02,000 --> 00:35:05,560 Speaker 1: like taking it in the sense that, Wow, this is awesome. 646 00:35:06,600 --> 00:35:15,800 Speaker 1: What there are people who like can do tasks without 647 00:35:15,920 --> 00:35:20,640 Speaker 1: spending the four hours before it contemplating about the task 648 00:35:20,719 --> 00:35:22,440 Speaker 1: that has to be done in four hours And what 649 00:35:22,560 --> 00:35:24,280 Speaker 1: am I even supposed to do in these four hours? 650 00:35:24,480 --> 00:35:26,239 Speaker 1: I guess I have to sit and ruminate about that 651 00:35:26,360 --> 00:35:28,360 Speaker 1: task I have to do in four hours, I should 652 00:35:28,360 --> 00:35:30,040 Speaker 1: prep for that task, and then in the middle of 653 00:35:30,120 --> 00:35:32,200 Speaker 1: prepping I get lost in something the other thing because 654 00:35:32,200 --> 00:35:34,480 Speaker 1: I'm like, holy shit, like why does the task taking 655 00:35:34,520 --> 00:35:36,200 Speaker 1: me this long? I'm gonna kill myself and. 656 00:35:36,239 --> 00:35:36,680 Speaker 2: Go to bed. 657 00:35:38,440 --> 00:35:45,919 Speaker 1: So it's like good in that end, specifically for being 658 00:35:45,960 --> 00:35:50,440 Speaker 1: a responsible adult, and also even in the senses of 659 00:35:50,640 --> 00:35:54,000 Speaker 1: being actively in conversation with my family, for instance, like 660 00:35:54,520 --> 00:35:57,880 Speaker 1: I find that when I'm I also talk about how 661 00:35:57,960 --> 00:36:00,480 Speaker 1: I'm really bad at texting and communicating with my my phone, 662 00:36:01,080 --> 00:36:04,279 Speaker 1: and when I'm more actively taking my vibe ands. I've 663 00:36:04,320 --> 00:36:06,680 Speaker 1: never it's never been something I've taken every day, but 664 00:36:07,560 --> 00:36:09,239 Speaker 1: I used to take it like twice a week to 665 00:36:09,360 --> 00:36:11,680 Speaker 1: get work done and to like kind of like be 666 00:36:11,840 --> 00:36:15,480 Speaker 1: able to ground my weeks in a way. And then 667 00:36:15,520 --> 00:36:20,080 Speaker 1: I stopped doing it because I don't know. I guess 668 00:36:20,120 --> 00:36:22,319 Speaker 1: I actually now that I think about it, and since 669 00:36:22,360 --> 00:36:27,399 Speaker 1: I'm alone just talking to myself, I wonder if part 670 00:36:27,480 --> 00:36:30,480 Speaker 1: of it is kind of that phenomenon that happens when 671 00:36:30,480 --> 00:36:32,759 Speaker 1: people get on SSRIs and stuff. It's like, oh, my 672 00:36:32,840 --> 00:36:36,040 Speaker 1: medication is I'm working now, Like maybe that's kind of 673 00:36:36,040 --> 00:36:37,719 Speaker 1: what it is, is I think too an exam, I 674 00:36:37,840 --> 00:36:41,400 Speaker 1: was like, okay, like, yes, this shit has changed my 675 00:36:41,520 --> 00:36:44,120 Speaker 1: life because I was like the most like productive I'd 676 00:36:44,160 --> 00:36:46,920 Speaker 1: ever been. But I was like, do I really need 677 00:36:47,040 --> 00:36:49,840 Speaker 1: this though, because I find that I like enjoy my 678 00:36:50,000 --> 00:36:52,160 Speaker 1: time and my day better when I don't have it, 679 00:36:52,320 --> 00:36:55,879 Speaker 1: because I get to live in this like lottied off 680 00:36:56,000 --> 00:36:59,560 Speaker 1: free form world. But then when I'm in that freeform world, 681 00:36:59,719 --> 00:37:04,399 Speaker 1: which is like what I've been doing, I feel really 682 00:37:04,520 --> 00:37:09,040 Speaker 1: anxious because I just have a hard time grounding my 683 00:37:09,320 --> 00:37:12,759 Speaker 1: feet into the fact that like days are passing and 684 00:37:12,880 --> 00:37:16,000 Speaker 1: time is passing, and everyone's doing things with their days. 685 00:37:16,080 --> 00:37:23,840 Speaker 1: But I don't have any general value in my mind, body, 686 00:37:23,960 --> 00:37:32,320 Speaker 1: and soul towards like societal rankings of importance, which sounds stupid, 687 00:37:32,360 --> 00:37:34,840 Speaker 1: especially because I mean, I'm a public facing figure. Obviously 688 00:37:36,080 --> 00:37:39,319 Speaker 1: attention means something to me. But I think attention means 689 00:37:39,360 --> 00:37:41,160 Speaker 1: something to me in the sense of the second I 690 00:37:41,360 --> 00:37:44,600 Speaker 1: feel seen or understood, even to the slightest and by 691 00:37:45,320 --> 00:37:48,239 Speaker 1: one person, I kind of feel good, and I feel 692 00:37:48,320 --> 00:37:51,120 Speaker 1: my fulfillment, and I feel my joy, and of course 693 00:37:51,239 --> 00:37:53,680 Speaker 1: an abundance of that which I've been blessed with is 694 00:37:54,120 --> 00:37:58,120 Speaker 1: something I'm so grateful for. But again, when I have 695 00:37:58,480 --> 00:38:02,600 Speaker 1: vivans or like a medication, or like a schedule which 696 00:38:02,600 --> 00:38:07,640 Speaker 1: I can only really abide with, buy with medication, because 697 00:38:07,920 --> 00:38:12,400 Speaker 1: without with medication in my system, I don't necessarily have 698 00:38:12,600 --> 00:38:15,920 Speaker 1: value to those things. But it makes it onn ironically, 699 00:38:16,040 --> 00:38:21,000 Speaker 1: it's something I can give shape to versus without it. 700 00:38:21,760 --> 00:38:26,160 Speaker 1: I'm literally going on a tangent by myself about my 701 00:38:26,320 --> 00:38:31,840 Speaker 1: relationships to Ivans versus without it, I don't see because 702 00:38:31,880 --> 00:38:34,000 Speaker 1: I don't have a connection to the values of like 703 00:38:35,120 --> 00:38:38,000 Speaker 1: financial gain. Like my only values of financial gain are 704 00:38:38,160 --> 00:38:41,239 Speaker 1: like the ability of like my freedom and assistance with 705 00:38:41,360 --> 00:38:43,239 Speaker 1: my family. So like, as long as I'm able to 706 00:38:43,320 --> 00:38:46,560 Speaker 1: maintain that, like, I don't necessarily shoot further than that, 707 00:38:46,719 --> 00:38:48,680 Speaker 1: And by the grace of God, I've been able to 708 00:38:49,040 --> 00:38:52,239 Speaker 1: attain that and successfully have that. I've just always wanted friends. 709 00:38:52,280 --> 00:38:54,760 Speaker 1: I already have that. I literally I have like friends 710 00:38:54,800 --> 00:38:57,200 Speaker 1: and peers beyond my wildest dreams. Like I've been so 711 00:38:57,480 --> 00:39:00,760 Speaker 1: lucky that, like some of the greatest artists I've ever loved, 712 00:39:00,800 --> 00:39:04,560 Speaker 1: I've been able to like meet, learn from, work with, like, 713 00:39:04,840 --> 00:39:08,399 Speaker 1: be around, make laugh, vice versa. So I'm not really 714 00:39:08,520 --> 00:39:14,120 Speaker 1: chasing that I'm not chasing like more attention because I 715 00:39:14,160 --> 00:39:17,120 Speaker 1: don't think I necessarily want more attention. I'm not for 716 00:39:17,239 --> 00:39:20,160 Speaker 1: more attention, but I don't Again, I'm not like a 717 00:39:20,280 --> 00:39:22,320 Speaker 1: numbers person. It's like how I have no connection to 718 00:39:22,400 --> 00:39:25,360 Speaker 1: like numbers in math and stuff. But then with vivans, 719 00:39:25,480 --> 00:39:28,920 Speaker 1: all of those things don't necessarily have value. But when 720 00:39:28,920 --> 00:39:31,360 Speaker 1: a vivance is in my head, I'm like, oh, I 721 00:39:31,880 --> 00:39:34,560 Speaker 1: see what y'all are seeing, Like I get it. Yeah, 722 00:39:34,800 --> 00:39:36,799 Speaker 1: I should tap in, and like that even goes as 723 00:39:36,840 --> 00:39:38,440 Speaker 1: far as like when I'm on a Vivans and stuff, 724 00:39:38,520 --> 00:39:41,160 Speaker 1: it's easier for me to even communicate with people because 725 00:39:41,200 --> 00:39:43,640 Speaker 1: I'm not in my lotdied off REEFM of like do 726 00:39:43,800 --> 00:39:45,320 Speaker 1: I have to apply to a text what I'm in 727 00:39:45,400 --> 00:39:47,160 Speaker 1: your face? You know I love you? And then when 728 00:39:47,160 --> 00:39:49,040 Speaker 1: I'm on a vivance, I'm like, oh, humans are so 729 00:39:49,200 --> 00:39:52,440 Speaker 1: much more complex than that. Communication is a key point 730 00:39:52,560 --> 00:39:56,560 Speaker 1: of our existence and people are expectant of that, and 731 00:39:56,680 --> 00:39:59,800 Speaker 1: you should be a communicator, even in these simple forms. 732 00:40:00,360 --> 00:40:01,839 Speaker 1: I was just talking about how I haven't been taking 733 00:40:01,880 --> 00:40:03,480 Speaker 1: my vivance. Have I told you I have a crazy 734 00:40:03,560 --> 00:40:04,400 Speaker 1: surplus happening? 735 00:40:04,560 --> 00:40:07,719 Speaker 2: Right, We'll go We're flipping it y'all. Y'all need vibvans 736 00:40:07,960 --> 00:40:10,200 Speaker 2: like pull up, We'll sell it thirty dollars a pill. 737 00:40:10,320 --> 00:40:13,040 Speaker 2: Thirty is too low, No, it's not. I think you 738 00:40:13,120 --> 00:40:15,480 Speaker 2: can like literally only get like five dollars from well, 739 00:40:15,520 --> 00:40:17,840 Speaker 2: because when I was in high school like selling mine 740 00:40:18,080 --> 00:40:21,319 Speaker 2: like people, I would sell them for like twenty bucks 741 00:40:21,360 --> 00:40:24,920 Speaker 2: a pill. But now it's just so overprescribed, like literally 742 00:40:25,080 --> 00:40:29,080 Speaker 2: every single person can get a viavance or outall prescription. Now, 743 00:40:29,160 --> 00:40:32,800 Speaker 2: if you had Blue M thirties, authentic Blue M thirties 744 00:40:32,920 --> 00:40:38,160 Speaker 2: or Opana eighties, you could sell those for like eighty 745 00:40:38,239 --> 00:40:40,839 Speaker 2: one hundred and twenty bucks a pill, but now they 746 00:40:40,880 --> 00:40:43,160 Speaker 2: all got fentonol in them. Actually, I don't even think 747 00:40:43,200 --> 00:40:44,920 Speaker 2: they make fake opawnas anymore. 748 00:40:45,960 --> 00:40:50,919 Speaker 1: I don't think any drug is what it's even saying 749 00:40:50,920 --> 00:40:53,080 Speaker 1: it is, because even like the vibanc thing, sometimes when 750 00:40:53,080 --> 00:40:54,759 Speaker 1: I take them, like I don't feel this at all. 751 00:40:54,880 --> 00:40:57,600 Speaker 1: This is like not a real thing. But that's also 752 00:40:57,680 --> 00:40:59,440 Speaker 1: I just like don't I was talking about how like 753 00:40:59,440 --> 00:41:01,719 Speaker 1: I don't take it anymore because I actually, while talking 754 00:41:01,719 --> 00:41:04,160 Speaker 1: to myself, I've realized I think I've been doing to 755 00:41:04,239 --> 00:41:06,759 Speaker 1: my vibeans what some people do with their SSR eyes 756 00:41:06,880 --> 00:41:10,240 Speaker 1: when they're like, I'm good, I don't need it anymore, Loki. 757 00:41:10,320 --> 00:41:13,160 Speaker 1: I've been doing that with my vibemans because I'm like, yeah, 758 00:41:13,280 --> 00:41:14,840 Speaker 1: it makes me work and stuff, but like. 759 00:41:15,600 --> 00:41:16,759 Speaker 2: Can I get to work? 760 00:41:16,920 --> 00:41:20,360 Speaker 1: Then I get all like sign it. I know it is, 761 00:41:20,640 --> 00:41:21,160 Speaker 1: and then like. 762 00:41:23,560 --> 00:41:28,840 Speaker 2: It is really interesting, like watching you get prescribed that 763 00:41:29,480 --> 00:41:32,120 Speaker 2: and like just kind of seeing like I can fully 764 00:41:32,239 --> 00:41:37,400 Speaker 2: tell like when you're on it or when you're I 765 00:41:37,440 --> 00:41:38,719 Speaker 2: mean that kind of goes back to what we were 766 00:41:38,760 --> 00:41:41,600 Speaker 2: saying earlier a little bit like not everything needs to 767 00:41:41,680 --> 00:41:46,080 Speaker 2: be a fucking conversation. Like I can tell when you're 768 00:41:46,680 --> 00:41:53,080 Speaker 2: actually upset versus when you're on your medication period, like 769 00:41:53,440 --> 00:41:55,160 Speaker 2: and like I used to not be able to tell that, 770 00:41:55,200 --> 00:41:56,680 Speaker 2: and I used to be like, oh, She'm like mad 771 00:41:56,719 --> 00:41:59,880 Speaker 2: at me, like did I do something? But now is 772 00:42:00,160 --> 00:42:02,319 Speaker 2: giving I can tell. 773 00:42:03,320 --> 00:42:05,640 Speaker 1: Sorry, Rain literally just in the middle of that text 774 00:42:05,680 --> 00:42:07,960 Speaker 1: to me because she's like checking my location, She's all, 775 00:42:07,960 --> 00:42:12,160 Speaker 1: I haven't left. Yeah, I know. It's so weird. Also, 776 00:42:12,239 --> 00:42:13,880 Speaker 1: I guess because in my head. 777 00:42:15,160 --> 00:42:17,279 Speaker 2: I can also tell when you're coming down from it too, 778 00:42:17,400 --> 00:42:19,520 Speaker 2: and that's when I give you your space because like 779 00:42:19,840 --> 00:42:23,080 Speaker 2: a via vans come down yesterday, I took one. Yeah, 780 00:42:24,080 --> 00:42:26,759 Speaker 2: but you were in such a good mood like all 781 00:42:26,920 --> 00:42:29,000 Speaker 2: day yesterday, like I'm here. 782 00:42:29,120 --> 00:42:29,319 Speaker 3: Yeah. 783 00:42:29,680 --> 00:42:31,680 Speaker 1: But it's also I guess because I took one and 784 00:42:31,800 --> 00:42:33,800 Speaker 1: I had a bunch of stuff I had to do, 785 00:42:34,760 --> 00:42:40,240 Speaker 1: and like I was like happily achieving all those goals. 786 00:42:40,719 --> 00:42:40,919 Speaker 2: Yeah. 787 00:42:41,280 --> 00:42:46,200 Speaker 1: Maybe, But also I don't know. But I also think 788 00:42:46,239 --> 00:42:48,839 Speaker 1: because I don't take it as often anymore, so like now, 789 00:42:48,920 --> 00:42:51,000 Speaker 1: when I take it, it's usually on a day where 790 00:42:51,000 --> 00:42:55,719 Speaker 1: I'm like I need this because like I actually have 791 00:42:56,040 --> 00:42:59,759 Speaker 1: things to do and I'm like mentally preparing. 792 00:42:59,400 --> 00:43:00,720 Speaker 2: To like be in that state. 793 00:43:03,160 --> 00:43:04,040 Speaker 1: But also I got. 794 00:43:03,960 --> 00:43:09,840 Speaker 2: Things making me happy. It's me and my new glasses. 795 00:43:10,320 --> 00:43:11,879 Speaker 1: I know, you do look so good in them. 796 00:43:12,120 --> 00:43:15,160 Speaker 2: They're like handsome, Like you look really handsome. I didn't 797 00:43:15,200 --> 00:43:17,440 Speaker 2: do my hair today. I just like rolled out of beds. 798 00:43:17,560 --> 00:43:19,120 Speaker 1: Your hair always looks good. I don't know why you. 799 00:43:19,160 --> 00:43:22,200 Speaker 2: Trip on it, dude. I am so caught up on 800 00:43:22,360 --> 00:43:25,600 Speaker 2: my dysmorphic. I think I literally am hair dysmorphic. And 801 00:43:25,719 --> 00:43:28,719 Speaker 2: it's because I had ugly hair for two years, three 802 00:43:28,800 --> 00:43:32,320 Speaker 2: years unkept ugly hair, and I think it just completely 803 00:43:32,480 --> 00:43:36,239 Speaker 2: rewired my fucking Do you get a haircut? Yeah, like 804 00:43:36,360 --> 00:43:39,960 Speaker 2: a month ago, about a month ago, maybe you. 805 00:43:39,960 --> 00:43:41,560 Speaker 1: Need another haircut. I think I need a haircut. 806 00:43:41,920 --> 00:43:43,880 Speaker 2: This morning, I was like, I think I need another haircut. 807 00:43:44,040 --> 00:43:46,239 Speaker 1: Yeah, because I've been really hair dysmorphic. And I think 808 00:43:46,239 --> 00:43:48,719 Speaker 1: it's because I need a stylized cut, because I've just 809 00:43:48,840 --> 00:43:52,560 Speaker 1: been for the past year like trimming my own hair, 810 00:43:52,640 --> 00:43:56,200 Speaker 1: which is not your own bush. But it's just because 811 00:43:56,239 --> 00:43:58,000 Speaker 1: I don't know what I want to do with my hair, 812 00:43:58,200 --> 00:44:01,279 Speaker 1: Like there really isn't much else to do. Huh, it's 813 00:44:01,360 --> 00:44:03,239 Speaker 1: just on my head and I'm not cutting at all. 814 00:44:03,719 --> 00:44:08,000 Speaker 2: I briefly spoke about this before I left to go 815 00:44:08,120 --> 00:44:13,200 Speaker 2: get the plumbers. Bitch, it's chopped and screwed. And y'all 816 00:44:13,239 --> 00:44:15,480 Speaker 2: remember when I used to like scream and find about 817 00:44:15,520 --> 00:44:18,120 Speaker 2: that goddamn mold in the couch like I would fall 818 00:44:18,360 --> 00:44:20,320 Speaker 2: I'd fall asleep on the couch because I was getting 819 00:44:20,360 --> 00:44:23,680 Speaker 2: mold spores in my fucking lungs. Well, I think this 820 00:44:23,920 --> 00:44:26,560 Speaker 2: black mold is keeping me awake because I have not 821 00:44:26,719 --> 00:44:29,959 Speaker 2: been able to sleep recently, and it's right below my feet. 822 00:44:30,280 --> 00:44:32,080 Speaker 2: It's right below my feet in the basement. It's in 823 00:44:32,160 --> 00:44:32,439 Speaker 2: the wall. 824 00:44:32,520 --> 00:44:35,839 Speaker 1: So luckily, luckily you're over the garage. So you're alike 825 00:44:35,880 --> 00:44:36,440 Speaker 1: a little. 826 00:44:36,239 --> 00:44:38,200 Speaker 2: Far Yeah, no, it's it's not even close to me. 827 00:44:38,400 --> 00:44:40,160 Speaker 2: But I have been going down there a lot. Like 828 00:44:40,440 --> 00:44:43,239 Speaker 2: I went through like all of like my storage containers 829 00:44:43,280 --> 00:44:44,840 Speaker 2: because I was like, which and you has heard me 830 00:44:44,920 --> 00:44:48,279 Speaker 2: fucking talk about this like thirty seven thousand times, But 831 00:44:48,360 --> 00:44:51,640 Speaker 2: it was really so special to me to go through 832 00:44:52,280 --> 00:44:54,640 Speaker 2: all of these boxes of shit that I boxed up 833 00:44:54,760 --> 00:44:57,960 Speaker 2: like more than a year ago, and just like, look 834 00:44:58,000 --> 00:45:01,160 Speaker 2: at hope, look at how cool I was. 835 00:45:02,360 --> 00:45:04,120 Speaker 1: Because also a lot of that stuff too, is like 836 00:45:04,280 --> 00:45:06,879 Speaker 1: not even just boxes from when we moved, but it's 837 00:45:07,000 --> 00:45:09,800 Speaker 1: like we you had, we had like a lot of 838 00:45:09,960 --> 00:45:12,680 Speaker 1: stuff that we just had shoved in boxes in general 839 00:45:12,760 --> 00:45:14,919 Speaker 1: sack or like shoved in our closets that we weren't 840 00:45:14,920 --> 00:45:16,000 Speaker 1: interacting with anymore. 841 00:45:16,160 --> 00:45:17,640 Speaker 2: Yeah, And so I just like went through it and 842 00:45:17,719 --> 00:45:20,080 Speaker 2: I was like, wow, like all of this shit is 843 00:45:20,120 --> 00:45:22,480 Speaker 2: so cool, and I'm so happy I held on to it. 844 00:45:22,520 --> 00:45:25,000 Speaker 2: Because I came from a family that like once every 845 00:45:25,120 --> 00:45:27,919 Speaker 2: decade they would go through everyone's room and just throw 846 00:45:28,000 --> 00:45:31,000 Speaker 2: away everything, or go through the attic and throw away everything. 847 00:45:31,160 --> 00:45:32,879 Speaker 2: So there's not a lot for me to like look 848 00:45:32,960 --> 00:45:35,480 Speaker 2: back on from my childhood, like even my fucking Pokemon 849 00:45:35,560 --> 00:45:38,800 Speaker 2: cards got thrown away, which I'm still pissed about to 850 00:45:38,880 --> 00:45:39,319 Speaker 2: this day. 851 00:45:41,120 --> 00:45:44,120 Speaker 1: But my god is so pissed about he threw our 852 00:45:44,239 --> 00:45:46,719 Speaker 1: Pokemon cards away and he's mad about it. But he 853 00:45:46,960 --> 00:45:49,279 Speaker 1: was going through our storage and he found a few, 854 00:45:49,680 --> 00:45:53,000 Speaker 1: especially Carra's like yeah, well Kara had so many mean 855 00:45:53,480 --> 00:45:56,440 Speaker 1: car used to steal, yeah, from targets. 856 00:45:56,120 --> 00:45:58,680 Speaker 2: And like I she's like a little bit older, so 857 00:45:58,840 --> 00:46:00,080 Speaker 2: like the cards she had where. 858 00:46:00,160 --> 00:46:02,560 Speaker 1: Like no, yeah, my dad found a bunch of them 859 00:46:02,600 --> 00:46:04,880 Speaker 1: and they were he had a bunch of shiny ones 860 00:46:05,080 --> 00:46:08,440 Speaker 1: like old, like he had a shiny char like not 861 00:46:08,600 --> 00:46:12,120 Speaker 1: chars art. What's the he had a bunch of the 862 00:46:12,160 --> 00:46:12,719 Speaker 1: shiny ones. 863 00:46:12,719 --> 00:46:15,560 Speaker 2: I no, no, but I'm still like pressed about that. 864 00:46:16,280 --> 00:46:18,800 Speaker 2: Like the only thing we did keep where like family 865 00:46:18,840 --> 00:46:20,919 Speaker 2: photos and shit, which I'm like, if you threw away 866 00:46:20,920 --> 00:46:23,400 Speaker 2: family photos, I'd shoot you with a gun. And he 867 00:46:23,600 --> 00:46:25,319 Speaker 2: was like trying. My dad was trying to and they 868 00:46:25,400 --> 00:46:28,279 Speaker 2: moved into their new house, but like whatever saved them. 869 00:46:30,120 --> 00:46:33,759 Speaker 2: But I think because of that experience, like growing up, 870 00:46:33,960 --> 00:46:36,880 Speaker 2: like I will just be a hoarder of everything I 871 00:46:37,000 --> 00:46:39,920 Speaker 2: ever own, and like every house I move into will 872 00:46:39,960 --> 00:46:42,240 Speaker 2: have to have a basement or we'll have to have storage, 873 00:46:42,320 --> 00:46:44,719 Speaker 2: or I'll have to get a storage unit, because I 874 00:46:45,520 --> 00:46:48,879 Speaker 2: all I can imagine is like in fifty years when 875 00:46:48,920 --> 00:46:51,200 Speaker 2: I have like grand babies and like they're like first 876 00:46:51,280 --> 00:46:54,480 Speaker 2: going to high school, they're like freshman's or whatever the 877 00:46:54,600 --> 00:46:57,440 Speaker 2: idea of them, Like going through my basement or storage 878 00:46:57,480 --> 00:47:00,239 Speaker 2: unit and finding all these like sick ass clothes, like 879 00:47:00,320 --> 00:47:02,800 Speaker 2: all of like literally every concert that I've been to 880 00:47:03,120 --> 00:47:05,080 Speaker 2: for like the last like four or five years, I 881 00:47:05,200 --> 00:47:08,640 Speaker 2: buy merch to just to put in this bin just 882 00:47:08,760 --> 00:47:12,600 Speaker 2: for my grandchildren in the future. And like it was 883 00:47:12,680 --> 00:47:17,239 Speaker 2: cool just seeing all of the uh, the all of 884 00:47:17,280 --> 00:47:17,959 Speaker 2: the things I went. 885 00:47:17,880 --> 00:47:19,880 Speaker 6: To, going. 886 00:47:21,560 --> 00:47:26,080 Speaker 2: Sorry, guys, my house is rotten and I just spoke 887 00:47:26,160 --> 00:47:29,520 Speaker 2: to the landlord and they have to cut out half 888 00:47:29,560 --> 00:47:35,959 Speaker 2: of our basement ceiling and work from the basement all 889 00:47:36,160 --> 00:47:42,040 Speaker 2: day tomorrow and all day Saturday and all day Monday. Party. 890 00:47:43,360 --> 00:47:45,239 Speaker 2: It's gonna be a party, but at least I won't 891 00:47:45,280 --> 00:47:47,480 Speaker 2: have black mold in my lungs. I read online that 892 00:47:47,560 --> 00:47:52,080 Speaker 2: you needed like properpe protocol or in ninety five masks, 893 00:47:52,120 --> 00:47:53,880 Speaker 2: and it sent me back to covid Era, where I 894 00:47:53,960 --> 00:48:00,719 Speaker 2: got like, I hate fucking mold. Guy. I fucking ate 895 00:48:00,840 --> 00:48:08,080 Speaker 2: that shit and it's so scary looking. Cochalla, coachalla just happened. 896 00:48:08,840 --> 00:48:13,200 Speaker 2: Y I feel fucking crazy. I don't know how people 897 00:48:13,360 --> 00:48:16,160 Speaker 2: like do solo podcasts where they just like talk at 898 00:48:16,200 --> 00:48:18,600 Speaker 2: a camera by themselves, Like I know, and you could 899 00:48:18,640 --> 00:48:21,920 Speaker 2: probably do it, but like me sitting here having a 900 00:48:22,000 --> 00:48:24,560 Speaker 2: conversation with y'all, like yeah, right, like what am I 901 00:48:24,600 --> 00:48:26,839 Speaker 2: going to talk about? Like, oh, I got new glasses? 902 00:48:27,600 --> 00:48:30,120 Speaker 2: How do I look? I feel. 903 00:48:31,440 --> 00:48:34,520 Speaker 1: Pretty sorry I did an outfit change because I'm about 904 00:48:34,560 --> 00:48:37,279 Speaker 1: to leave to go do some very exciting stuff with 905 00:48:37,400 --> 00:48:40,680 Speaker 1: my friend Rain Judge, who has some very exciting shit 906 00:48:40,800 --> 00:48:45,040 Speaker 1: she's been fucking drilling into since November. I would even 907 00:48:45,080 --> 00:48:48,279 Speaker 1: are you August. She's like that Fortnite meme or it's 908 00:48:48,280 --> 00:48:49,920 Speaker 1: not a Fortnite meme. I only care about it for 909 00:48:50,000 --> 00:48:51,040 Speaker 1: Fortnite the pickaxe. 910 00:48:51,160 --> 00:48:55,000 Speaker 2: It's like your old You're almost the diamonds keep mining. 911 00:48:55,800 --> 00:48:57,840 Speaker 1: But yeah, so I'm about to go, and like the 912 00:48:57,920 --> 00:49:03,839 Speaker 1: demos are crazy, They're so good woo. But yeah, that's 913 00:49:04,000 --> 00:49:06,800 Speaker 1: just like been my journey with my drugs, love my pros. 914 00:49:06,640 --> 00:49:09,839 Speaker 2: That journey with the drugs, and I spoke about mold 915 00:49:09,920 --> 00:49:12,920 Speaker 2: poisoning and then how hard it would be to be 916 00:49:13,000 --> 00:49:13,960 Speaker 2: a solo podcaster. 917 00:49:15,960 --> 00:49:17,600 Speaker 1: I love you. I love that we get to do 918 00:49:17,680 --> 00:49:19,680 Speaker 1: this together. I love you. I'm not even kidding. I 919 00:49:19,840 --> 00:49:22,719 Speaker 1: was talking to somebody about that. I was like, who 920 00:49:22,840 --> 00:49:24,960 Speaker 1: is I talking about the podcast? 921 00:49:25,040 --> 00:49:25,160 Speaker 3: Oh? 922 00:49:25,200 --> 00:49:27,920 Speaker 1: It was a really nice woman I met whose name 923 00:49:27,960 --> 00:49:31,640 Speaker 1: I don't remember. I met again through rain. She like, 924 00:49:31,880 --> 00:49:34,719 Speaker 1: I think she works in publishing. But I was talking 925 00:49:34,760 --> 00:49:37,160 Speaker 1: about the podcast and I said what year we started, 926 00:49:37,840 --> 00:49:40,200 Speaker 1: and both her and this engineer were like, oh, that's 927 00:49:40,200 --> 00:49:43,440 Speaker 1: like kind of early. And I was like, that's so 928 00:49:43,640 --> 00:49:46,680 Speaker 1: funny though, because in twenty seventeen. The reason we did 929 00:49:46,760 --> 00:49:49,279 Speaker 1: Emergency Anacron was because in twenty seventeen, when I was 930 00:49:49,360 --> 00:49:51,600 Speaker 1: doing my podcast, we had done like two episodes together 931 00:49:51,600 --> 00:49:55,280 Speaker 1: and we were like, wait, this is where the magic has. 932 00:49:55,320 --> 00:49:55,840 Speaker 2: Where this is? 933 00:49:55,960 --> 00:49:58,080 Speaker 1: And then yeah, sure, it took us six years to 934 00:49:58,160 --> 00:50:00,000 Speaker 1: get it all around, but babe. 935 00:50:01,360 --> 00:50:07,400 Speaker 2: And every single comment for about four years was can 936 00:50:07,480 --> 00:50:11,080 Speaker 2: y'all start a fucking podcast? Like? Uh, it was called 937 00:50:11,200 --> 00:50:14,399 Speaker 2: radio is dead? Right, like what happened to radio is dead? 938 00:50:14,640 --> 00:50:19,000 Speaker 1: Like radio is dead, It'll become something else. Never that 939 00:50:19,200 --> 00:50:23,120 Speaker 1: name again, though, baby, I don't return to the past. 940 00:50:23,280 --> 00:50:25,719 Speaker 1: And also nostalgicor. 941 00:50:25,960 --> 00:50:29,680 Speaker 2: It's been rehashed and revised a million trillion different. 942 00:50:29,480 --> 00:50:33,359 Speaker 1: Times now, So okay, I came back to give y'all 943 00:50:33,440 --> 00:50:36,880 Speaker 1: my media. My media of the week is honestly, uh 944 00:50:37,680 --> 00:50:43,320 Speaker 1: loving your Friends. Yeah, and Sean John Baptist. I've been listening. 945 00:50:43,360 --> 00:50:45,320 Speaker 1: I think that's his full name. I've been listening to 946 00:50:45,400 --> 00:50:49,319 Speaker 1: his whole scarfee and it's really good. Friend of mine 947 00:50:49,360 --> 00:50:50,920 Speaker 1: put me on and now I just can't stop. I 948 00:50:51,000 --> 00:50:51,960 Speaker 1: just can't stop listening. 949 00:50:52,239 --> 00:50:55,040 Speaker 2: I just can't stop coming. My media of the week 950 00:50:55,440 --> 00:51:04,680 Speaker 2: is Slater's Coachella Set's Coachella Yeah, Brittany Murphy. We listened 951 00:51:04,719 --> 00:51:09,080 Speaker 2: to Slater's album on the way to the airport for 952 00:51:09,120 --> 00:51:12,360 Speaker 2: the Austin show and it was really really big for me. 953 00:51:12,560 --> 00:51:17,160 Speaker 2: I still can't stop listening to that album. And I 954 00:51:17,960 --> 00:51:24,960 Speaker 2: just watched so fucking embarrassing. I just watched Jerry McGuire 955 00:51:25,080 --> 00:51:28,759 Speaker 2: last night, and before I went to Jerry Maguire, I 956 00:51:28,920 --> 00:51:32,719 Speaker 2: thought it was a documentary about a guy named Jerry McGuire, 957 00:51:33,440 --> 00:51:36,640 Speaker 2: but it's not. And if you know the movie Jerry Maguire, 958 00:51:36,760 --> 00:51:40,959 Speaker 2: you know how fucking funny that is. And after the movie, 959 00:51:41,080 --> 00:51:42,920 Speaker 2: I was like, oh, I thought it was like a 960 00:51:43,040 --> 00:51:46,279 Speaker 2: documentary about like the making of Jerry maguire, and I 961 00:51:46,360 --> 00:51:49,800 Speaker 2: got clocked immediately, and I just thought a guy was 962 00:51:49,960 --> 00:51:51,720 Speaker 2: Jerry McGuire, and I thought he was a real person, 963 00:51:51,760 --> 00:51:55,680 Speaker 2: and I thought he was a musician. And about ten 964 00:51:55,760 --> 00:51:58,080 Speaker 2: minutes into the movie, I realized what I had just done, 965 00:51:58,760 --> 00:52:00,560 Speaker 2: and I was who milliated. 966 00:52:00,640 --> 00:52:03,319 Speaker 1: I mean, that's also Drew started Miniature Wife and thought 967 00:52:03,360 --> 00:52:03,600 Speaker 1: it was. 968 00:52:05,360 --> 00:52:12,280 Speaker 2: Thought that miniature And I've never picked the show faster 969 00:52:12,440 --> 00:52:14,840 Speaker 2: in my goddamn life to watch, but it was. 970 00:52:15,320 --> 00:52:17,960 Speaker 1: It's just honey, I shrunk the kids, but for a 971 00:52:18,080 --> 00:52:20,360 Speaker 1: thirty seven year old who just married the love of 972 00:52:20,400 --> 00:52:21,400 Speaker 1: her life from high school. 973 00:52:21,600 --> 00:52:25,200 Speaker 2: Yeah, and it's also like weird anti feminist shit. I 974 00:52:25,200 --> 00:52:27,920 Speaker 2: don't know, it makes me feel weird. But thank you 975 00:52:27,960 --> 00:52:30,440 Speaker 2: guys for tuning in. Sorry it's a shorter episode. Sorry 976 00:52:30,480 --> 00:52:36,160 Speaker 2: it was very weirdly sporadic. Sporadic. But we're getting the 977 00:52:36,200 --> 00:52:38,760 Speaker 2: Black Mold out of our house. We had the film quick. 978 00:52:39,040 --> 00:52:41,800 Speaker 2: We're trying to get something out to you guys by tomorrow. 979 00:52:42,080 --> 00:52:46,240 Speaker 2: I do want to talk about Coachella next week because 980 00:52:46,280 --> 00:52:47,840 Speaker 2: I have thoughts and opinions. I have ideas. 981 00:52:47,880 --> 00:52:49,360 Speaker 1: It'll be perfect though, because we get to see how 982 00:52:49,400 --> 00:52:50,319 Speaker 1: Weekend two plays out. 983 00:52:50,920 --> 00:52:54,879 Speaker 2: And then got added, yeah, three pm slot to bring 984 00:52:54,960 --> 00:52:58,440 Speaker 2: the bitches too the fucking on Saturday, to bring them 985 00:52:58,520 --> 00:53:03,600 Speaker 2: to the mud a fucking Sabina no to bring them 986 00:53:03,640 --> 00:53:05,920 Speaker 2: to the venue early. So it's like because I think 987 00:53:06,080 --> 00:53:09,520 Speaker 2: like having having an issue with like yeah, because everyone 988 00:53:09,560 --> 00:53:11,200 Speaker 2: wants to get there at like four or five and 989 00:53:11,320 --> 00:53:14,280 Speaker 2: it's just like a ship show for infrastructure and security. 990 00:53:14,320 --> 00:53:16,000 Speaker 2: But sorry, I'll let you go. Thank you guys for 991 00:53:16,080 --> 00:53:41,440 Speaker 2: tuning in peace and love m hm.