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Speaker 1: The nick A Gliser Podcast. O Gliser posa.

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Speaker 2: Hello, it's me.

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Speaker 3: It's Nicky Glazer Podcast. Welcome to the show. Brian Frangie

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Speaker 3: is not here today. Noah is obviously on maternity leave

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Speaker 3: with her baby Toby. But I have a special guest

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Speaker 3: with me today who's one of my best friends, one

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Speaker 3: of the funniest people alive. She has a new special

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Speaker 3: out on Netflix that I can't stop talking about. It's

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Speaker 3: called Big Guy and it is it's my good friend,

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Speaker 3: the hilarious Rachel Feinstein.

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Speaker 2: How's it going, girl, good?

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Speaker 1: I miss you. We had so much fun in La

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Speaker 1: God again.

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Speaker 3: I know this is just a chance to hang with you,

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Speaker 3: as it always is. I know you've been doing so

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Speaker 3: much press for the special as I have. Like we

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Speaker 3: are just our specials just came out kind of back

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Speaker 3: to back and in the best way too, because I

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Speaker 3: just feel like so proud of us on both platforms,

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Speaker 3: like killing it. I said you do this, I said

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Speaker 3: you to this to you the other day and it

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Speaker 3: felt a brag because but you were included.

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Speaker 2: It was like we are, we're.

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Speaker 3: Dominating right now in the streaming service stand up specials

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Speaker 3: and we're both like women and it feels I'm not

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Speaker 3: I don't usually play that card or go like it

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Speaker 3: feels good to be like I don't usually think of

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Speaker 3: myself even as a female comic, but there's something about

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Speaker 3: it that I really like being with you in this

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Speaker 3: kind of group.

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Speaker 1: I feel the same way.

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Speaker 4: It really helped I think for me that so the

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Speaker 4: Rose comes out your set was, I mean, it talked

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Speaker 4: about everybody went insane for it. It was the fucking most

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Speaker 4: perfect road set standing out that got all this buzz that.

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Speaker 4: I do feel like it opened up the door a

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Speaker 4: little more, like like because that for people to not

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Speaker 4: that for people to pay more attention to my special.

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Speaker 2: Well women, Yeah, thank you for that's so nice.

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Speaker 3: And I would never have even thought that you would

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Speaker 3: say that or that would be a thing that you

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Speaker 3: would feel. But I think, I mean it opened up

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Speaker 3: the door for me in terms of, like now people

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Speaker 3: trust me more to do things. So I can only

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Speaker 3: imagine it has that ripple effect for like, oh, like

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Speaker 3: like it's not just I'm just tired of Even though

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Speaker 3: everyone makes fun of guys who say I don't usually

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Speaker 3: like female comics, I don't like and we all joke

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Speaker 3: about that type of guy they're all over still, They're everywhere.

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Speaker 3: It's still now.

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Speaker 4: Every comment on my on my Instagram is like it's

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Speaker 4: still like and it's a mixture, but on every video

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Speaker 4: there's always at least one person being like, usually hate

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Speaker 4: pemo comics, but you're good, and I feel like we

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Speaker 4: have to be so we have to, you know, work

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Speaker 4: so hard and like work on every line and you know,

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Speaker 4: but it's very satisfying when I feel like, oh, you know,

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Speaker 4: it is helpful. The more of us, the better that

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Speaker 4: I get, more attention to what we're to our stand up.

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Speaker 1: It's all varied.

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Speaker 4: It's not just this one long joke about our long winded,

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Speaker 4: gushing periods.

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Speaker 3: And I mean, ultimately it is because that's what drives

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Speaker 3: and fuels everything is that is the period. Do you

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Speaker 3: know an interesting thing I always like to say about

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Speaker 3: periods that people don't know is like PMS is like,

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Speaker 3: you know, obviously we get insane around that time. We

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Speaker 3: use it as an excuse for like why we maybe

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Speaker 3: go overboard or say things we don't mean. But my

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Speaker 3: old therapist used to say that PMS is just like

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Speaker 3: your your defenses come down. But the feelings are true,

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Speaker 3: But there's just no wall holding them up anymore, so

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Speaker 3: like you shouldn't let anyone if you don't want.

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Speaker 2: I mean, sometimes you.

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Speaker 3: Do get truly psychotic and say things you don't mean.

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Speaker 3: But there is a crumb of truth to pretty much everything.

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Speaker 3: But I will say that I think sometimes people will

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Speaker 3: negate how we feel or it is undermined by the

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Speaker 3: fact that we're on our periods, so it doesn't we're

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Speaker 3: not really we don't really mean it, like they're all

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Speaker 3: they almost not that, like women included gaslight ourselves into

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Speaker 3: because we're on our periods. We we're cool, cool, you

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Speaker 3: know what I mean. And sometimes I'm like, no, this

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Speaker 3: is actually how I feel. I just am like more,

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Speaker 3: I can't not cry as much right now, so it's coming.

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Speaker 4: It's like it's like kissing someone when you're drunk. You

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Speaker 4: still wanted to kiss them. Yeah, yeah, you still wanted

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Speaker 4: to bug them, So listen up, it's still a compliment.

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Speaker 3: Okay, okay, yeah, It's It's interesting about the drunk thing

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Speaker 3: because I will say that there's times when I've been

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Speaker 3: drunk that I say the opposite of what I mean,

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Speaker 3: Like literally, like the first time I ever got drunk.

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Speaker 3: I remember everyone the next day was like you were

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Speaker 3: just gushing all over this girl all night of like

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Speaker 3: how much you want to be friends with her and

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Speaker 3: how much you love her. And I was like, I,

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Speaker 3: that's the opposite of how I feel. And I and

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Speaker 3: I watched my mom get drunk sometimes and she does

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Speaker 3: the same thing where she'll I know how she feels

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Speaker 3: about people, and she'll say the exact opposite, and it's

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Speaker 3: almost like they know because they've never gotten from this

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Speaker 3: they if they're sober, they can tell, like, this is

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Speaker 3: out of character, this is out of line, and like,

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Speaker 3: I bet she's just saying the opposite, which is it's

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Speaker 4: Actually, maybe you're right, because I do think things get

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Speaker 4: more gnarled and mangled when you're drunk.

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Speaker 1: So when you're drunk, it's more like it's raw when

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Speaker 1: you're imperial. When you're drunk, is just this mangled nor

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Speaker 1: ransom suit. It's so bad or.

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Speaker 4: Yeah, it's like a mess. It's like fucking cocktail of

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Speaker 4: every bad, weird, deranged, unprocessed feeling.

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Speaker 2: God, it's so bad that just gets her off.

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Speaker 1: Well, I like.

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Speaker 3: Your Uber series where you kind of talk to an

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Speaker 3: uber driver about like just the deep recesses of your

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Speaker 3: mind and your heart and they are just so indifferent

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Speaker 3: to it. And it's such a funny series that you

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Speaker 3: do on your Instagram. But that is kind of there's

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Speaker 3: a drunkness in that character. I think that also like

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Speaker 3: for me, that's that's a girl on her period, but

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Speaker 3: also also just a girl with like bad boundaries, which

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Speaker 3: is so or not bad boundaries actually just what joke

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Speaker 3: is you want to connect? Yeah, no, but you But

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Speaker 3: and she wants to be heard, which is something I

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Speaker 3: think you and I both desperately long for. And that's

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Speaker 3: why we like like your special I related to so

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Speaker 3: much because one of my favorite jokes, one of my

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Speaker 3: favorite things you do is when you reference I usually

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Speaker 3: don't like it in comedians when they reference a joke,

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Speaker 3: like they talk about jokes off stage, but your it's

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Speaker 3: all I crave from you is your like interpretation of

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Speaker 3: what you were, what you thought your joke would do

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Speaker 3: for the world or for your life, and then how

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Speaker 3: it failed, like any kind of example of that when

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Speaker 3: you say, she does this bit about you know, the

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Speaker 3: special is called big Guy, and it's about this nickname

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Speaker 3: that her husband, Pete has given her and it's just

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Speaker 3: offensive to her obvious for obvious reasons. And she comes

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Speaker 3: home at night and he goes, is that big Guy?

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Speaker 3: And she's like, yes, COO's the big Guy? Who else

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Speaker 3: is it gonna be? And so it's so funny. You

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Speaker 3: I'd only gave you a little snippet of it.

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Speaker 2: And then I don't care and then uh.

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Speaker 3: Then afterwards she has presented the joke and sa, she goes,

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Speaker 3: I did that joke.

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Speaker 2: And then I went up to Pete and I'm like,

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Speaker 3: And he is like, yeah, fucking killed, Like the lines amazing.

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Speaker 3: So he's interpreting it as like, oh my god, this

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Speaker 3: the whole point of the joke to do it for

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Speaker 3: you to exert your frustration with being called big guy.

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Speaker 3: The audience then confirms yes, you're wrong, and then you

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Speaker 3: not being like compassionate enough, and it's just an example,

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Speaker 3: like you can put that.

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Speaker 2: Out there, and then he doesn't even get it.

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Speaker 4: It's so fun, which is my whole which is our

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Speaker 4: whole relationship.

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Speaker 1: Yeah, he watches me do that. And now that the

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Speaker 1: specials called Big Guy's like, come, you got admit it

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Speaker 2: I'm like, no, you're welcomes fucking called big.

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Speaker 4: Guy because they think it's so ludicrous. And that's why

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Speaker 4: it always gets a laugh, because it's so insane that

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Speaker 3: It's funny, but it's not what any wife would ever

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Speaker 2: But they don't take it that away. He takes it

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Speaker 2: as it's funny. You're welcome, Like you're welcome.

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Speaker 1: I gifted you with that. Yes, loved it. I mean Solin.

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Speaker 1: The problem is.

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Speaker 4: The same cocktail of things that would make a man

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Speaker 4: big Guy is the same cocktail of issues that remains

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Speaker 4: with the guy that's just happy that a big group

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Speaker 4: of people are giving his two words a nice laugh,

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Speaker 4: like he's not going to delve any deeper. Yeah, And

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Speaker 4: that is really the crust of our relationship is that

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Speaker 4: I want to always take another lap around something with

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Speaker 1: Help him get to the bottom of it.

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Speaker 4: But he's just like, hey, that was a fun vine

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Speaker 4: Like it doesn't work.

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Speaker 1: He's just like, oh, we rode that roller coaster twice.

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Speaker 1: And I'm like, no, I'm.

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Speaker 4: Still emotionally like I'm shaking with with what is the word,

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Speaker 4: I'm abandoned emotionally He's just like, yeah, we rode we

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Speaker 4: rode the big roller fuck in the park twice.

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Speaker 3: Oh my god, take you want to take another lap around?

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Speaker 3: Like that's so it's you know, what is it about

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Speaker 3: us because we're so similar in that way we are

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Speaker 3: we got emotionally abandoned as kids.

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Speaker 2: You know that about yourself?

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Speaker 3: Right at the completely like like that I was what

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Speaker 3: you got. Oh my god, Rachel, you gotta fucking watch it.

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Speaker 3: Everyone needs to watch it. Last night, so Chris and

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Speaker 3: I like had been having a hard time of deciding

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Speaker 3: what to watch at night.

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Speaker 4: So many shows are just writers congratulating themselves, writing it's

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Speaker 4: really I just want people to talk how people talk.

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Speaker 4: And then I'm just like so distracted by like what

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Speaker 4: they thought was a clever quip. Yeah, the same way

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Speaker 4: like girls, Girl. They always make the quirky girl in

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Speaker 4: a movie like quirky in a way. No, girls are

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Speaker 4: wears colorful scarves and and drops.

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Speaker 3: And she always trips on that one part of the

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Speaker 3: But the Docus memory is all about her getting this made.

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Speaker 4: And then so my mom's standing there and she always

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Speaker 3: And she's like, this is oh my god, this is

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Speaker 1: Yeah, because she said you're liberal.

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Speaker 1: Oh going to swallow my toe.

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Speaker 4: Yes, I mean exactly. And then so my mom goes

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Speaker 4: Like I've literally just said to them, you disgusting cunts.

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Speaker 4: My mom turned around like she was about to confront

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Speaker 4: Sources, by the way, five sources to be believed.

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Speaker 1: About something I was asked about. My mom goes, finally,

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Speaker 2: Oh my god.

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Speaker 1: That was I always had to have nine sources.

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Speaker 4: I had to bring a police was an old game

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Speaker 1: Gentle fucking opinion. I was treated like a kind of

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Speaker 2: No wonder.

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Speaker 3: You want a fucking microphone where no one can interrupt

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Speaker 3: We gotta dig more into this because there was another

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Speaker 3: jloa thing that I saw that I wanted you to

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Speaker 3: Do you have your phone around you? Okay, there's a

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Speaker 3: So I just sat Rachel this video of Jlo on

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Speaker 3: It's like, if it happened to you, you'd probably be like, likes,

439
00:18:39,400 --> 00:18:42,639
Speaker 3: that girl's mad at me. But it's just But the

440
00:18:42,680 --> 00:18:44,760
Speaker 3: only reason you would feel that way is because it's

441
00:18:44,760 --> 00:18:47,639
Speaker 3: a woman not smiling when she's talking, and it's not

442
00:18:48,960 --> 00:18:51,280
Speaker 3: you know, like I do wonder if And then the

443
00:18:51,520 --> 00:18:53,760
Speaker 3: person that in the Instagram video goes on to dissect

444
00:18:53,840 --> 00:18:55,680
Speaker 3: and says, if a man were to say this, we'd

445
00:18:55,680 --> 00:18:57,600
Speaker 3: be like he just knows who he is, and you

446
00:18:57,640 --> 00:18:58,680
Speaker 3: know this double standard.

447
00:18:58,920 --> 00:19:01,000
Speaker 2: But what did you think about that? When I when

448
00:19:01,040 --> 00:19:01,480
Speaker 2: you saw that.

449
00:19:02,080 --> 00:19:04,240
Speaker 1: I didn't even realize I saw.

450
00:19:04,240 --> 00:19:05,800
Speaker 4: I alo saw the first part when she asked what

451
00:19:05,920 --> 00:19:08,359
Speaker 4: she was wearing, and she.

452
00:19:07,960 --> 00:19:08,640
Speaker 2: She think it was rude.

453
00:19:09,760 --> 00:19:10,439
Speaker 1: No, I was.

454
00:19:10,680 --> 00:19:14,000
Speaker 3: I say, everyone's like, she's so rude. I guess people

455
00:19:14,040 --> 00:19:16,199
Speaker 3: are blowing up about it because they're just looking at

456
00:19:16,240 --> 00:19:17,800
Speaker 3: her through a lens. If she's a bitch and like

457
00:19:18,160 --> 00:19:20,320
Speaker 3: doesn't have time for regular people or whatever. And I've

458
00:19:20,359 --> 00:19:23,080
Speaker 3: heard some stories to confirm that, but I actually I've.

459
00:19:22,880 --> 00:19:24,359
Speaker 1: Heard some stories to confirm that.

460
00:19:24,520 --> 00:19:26,879
Speaker 4: But at the same time, and I sometimes think that

461
00:19:27,080 --> 00:19:29,840
Speaker 4: sometimes women are being treated like a woman in charge

462
00:19:29,880 --> 00:19:33,840
Speaker 4: or whatever, and then sometimes no, this was not nice,

463
00:19:33,920 --> 00:19:36,359
Speaker 4: you know, and they're and they're using that cloak to

464
00:19:36,440 --> 00:19:39,600
Speaker 4: protect there. But that would not be an example of that. No,

465
00:19:39,680 --> 00:19:41,760
Speaker 4: she was just using her ground. She just like answered

466
00:19:41,760 --> 00:19:42,240
Speaker 4: her quickly.

467
00:19:42,400 --> 00:19:45,000
Speaker 1: Yeah, I forgot to be like, forgot to be like.

468
00:19:45,040 --> 00:19:46,240
Speaker 3: I'm sorry, I'm not your.

469
00:19:46,119 --> 00:19:48,959
Speaker 1: Mother, you know, Like she was just answering.

470
00:19:49,760 --> 00:19:52,560
Speaker 2: Well, that is so true, because I feel that too.

471
00:19:52,640 --> 00:19:56,639
Speaker 3: Like I think that's why sometimes I like, you know,

472
00:19:56,960 --> 00:20:02,080
Speaker 3: sometimes I don't know. Lately, I've been really just anxious

473
00:20:02,119 --> 00:20:05,399
Speaker 3: about people asking me to meet people or have to

474
00:20:05,400 --> 00:20:07,480
Speaker 3: talk to people that I don't know or that I'm

475
00:20:07,520 --> 00:20:09,480
Speaker 3: not excited to talk to you, because I feel like

476
00:20:09,520 --> 00:20:11,920
Speaker 3: I will have to kind of be like extra for them,

477
00:20:11,920 --> 00:20:14,040
Speaker 3: and like I have to that little thing that I

478
00:20:14,080 --> 00:20:16,200
Speaker 3: feel the need to put on otherwise people are now

479
00:20:16,240 --> 00:20:19,199
Speaker 3: going to say something that I'm not that kind or

480
00:20:19,200 --> 00:20:21,960
Speaker 3: whatever is too scary to me. So then I just

481
00:20:22,000 --> 00:20:23,960
Speaker 3: don't want to meet anyone because I don't want to

482
00:20:24,000 --> 00:20:27,440
Speaker 3: abandon myself by having to be that like, yeah, oh

483
00:20:27,480 --> 00:20:29,439
Speaker 3: my god, that's great, Like it's not hard for me

484
00:20:29,480 --> 00:20:30,960
Speaker 3: to do that at meet and greets when I'm actually

485
00:20:31,000 --> 00:20:33,600
Speaker 3: meeting people that are exciting me. But it's like there

486
00:20:33,640 --> 00:20:37,159
Speaker 3: are some I gotta say, like sometimes women, but a

487
00:20:37,200 --> 00:20:40,679
Speaker 3: lot of men who just like talk and expect you

488
00:20:40,720 --> 00:20:43,679
Speaker 3: to care and then if you don't, they can easily

489
00:20:43,800 --> 00:20:45,439
Speaker 3: turn on you. And not that I really care what

490
00:20:45,480 --> 00:20:47,240
Speaker 3: this person goes on to think, but there was a

491
00:20:47,280 --> 00:20:49,760
Speaker 3: guy to meet and greet that was like, you know what,

492
00:20:50,080 --> 00:20:53,400
Speaker 3: we watched the Tom Brady Brost and when you came

493
00:20:53,440 --> 00:20:55,040
Speaker 3: on the screen, I knew you were coming to Tahoe.

494
00:20:55,119 --> 00:20:56,920
Speaker 3: When you came on the screen, I thought, I paused

495
00:20:56,960 --> 00:20:59,119
Speaker 3: it and I said to my wife, if she kills this,

496
00:20:59,480 --> 00:20:59,960
Speaker 3: we're going.

497
00:21:00,520 --> 00:21:00,840
Speaker 2: And so.

498
00:21:02,359 --> 00:21:04,159
Speaker 3: Then you did, and I said we are going, and

499
00:21:04,200 --> 00:21:06,520
Speaker 3: I was like, oh my god. I had no clue

500
00:21:07,359 --> 00:21:09,000
Speaker 3: how high the stakes were in that moment.

501
00:21:09,000 --> 00:21:12,080
Speaker 2: I'm kind of I'm glad I didn't know that your.

502
00:21:12,200 --> 00:21:14,960
Speaker 3: Ticket purchase was going to be dependent on that entire performance,

503
00:21:14,960 --> 00:21:16,880
Speaker 3: because I would have maybe freaked out a little bit.

504
00:21:17,280 --> 00:21:19,040
Speaker 3: I would have gotten in my head and I know

505
00:21:19,160 --> 00:21:22,200
Speaker 3: it was all but he really presented it like you

506
00:21:22,200 --> 00:21:25,520
Speaker 3: you were on you know, you were on thin ice

507
00:21:25,560 --> 00:21:27,960
Speaker 3: for a second, but you came through for me.

508
00:21:28,280 --> 00:21:29,800
Speaker 1: My wife decided whether we'd have a.

509
00:21:29,880 --> 00:21:33,120
Speaker 3: Dating yeah that I was like, I would have sold

510
00:21:33,119 --> 00:21:35,840
Speaker 3: those tickets anyway, sir, it did not matter. I'm so

511
00:21:35,880 --> 00:21:37,520
Speaker 3: glad you paid for the meet and greet to tell

512
00:21:37,560 --> 00:21:39,360
Speaker 3: me this. But he also told me, like, I get

513
00:21:39,400 --> 00:21:40,719
Speaker 3: that same, don't.

514
00:21:41,440 --> 00:21:42,520
Speaker 1: Yeah, I got a guy.

515
00:21:42,560 --> 00:21:45,960
Speaker 5: I'll be like, listen, the first two minutes, I wasn't

516
00:21:46,000 --> 00:21:49,320
Speaker 5: sure to tell you what by minute before I was like,

517
00:21:49,440 --> 00:21:52,200
Speaker 5: all right, I'll allow this kid to continue making a

518
00:21:52,280 --> 00:21:55,600
Speaker 5: limbit like I've literally had that exact sentence said to

519
00:21:55,640 --> 00:21:58,120
Speaker 5: me in every city. And then there's the first part

520
00:21:58,160 --> 00:22:00,520
Speaker 5: of me, the main part of me, the very sick

521
00:22:00,640 --> 00:22:03,600
Speaker 5: gnarl child that I still am, as like oh good, okay,

522
00:22:04,000 --> 00:22:08,280
Speaker 5: then yes, yes, but there's a lot of like I

523
00:22:08,280 --> 00:22:11,120
Speaker 5: didn't knowing that, Or they'll be like if you touch

524
00:22:11,240 --> 00:22:14,040
Speaker 5: one subject that they weren't sure about, like you started

525
00:22:14,080 --> 00:22:16,479
Speaker 5: in on that sex stuff and I thought she's just

526
00:22:16,520 --> 00:22:20,200
Speaker 5: gonna be a rodcheet fucking godless, disgusting pig horn.

527
00:22:20,520 --> 00:22:22,879
Speaker 4: But then you circle back, you touch you by some

528
00:22:23,080 --> 00:22:27,880
Speaker 4: family in the other she's allowed over for damp Yep, yeah,

529
00:22:28,400 --> 00:22:28,879
Speaker 4: none of this.

530
00:22:29,040 --> 00:22:30,480
Speaker 1: I have to leave.

531
00:22:31,160 --> 00:22:33,600
Speaker 3: Yeah, you're so right about that they'll scold you for

532
00:22:33,680 --> 00:22:35,760
Speaker 3: being dirty and then they go. But you, you know

533
00:22:35,800 --> 00:22:37,479
Speaker 3: you'd you didn't stay in that. I thought you were

534
00:22:37,480 --> 00:22:39,720
Speaker 3: just gonna do sex whole time. Another guy said to me,

535
00:22:40,040 --> 00:22:42,240
Speaker 3: I thought you were gonna I was really nervous. Like

536
00:22:42,280 --> 00:22:44,360
Speaker 3: the guy who ran the show said he was really

537
00:22:45,200 --> 00:22:47,720
Speaker 3: my friend Lizzie Kumman open for me, and she's standing

538
00:22:47,720 --> 00:22:50,159
Speaker 3: there and he said this, he was really nervous that

539
00:22:50,280 --> 00:22:52,800
Speaker 3: my whole act was just gonna be my my special

540
00:22:53,200 --> 00:22:55,280
Speaker 3: and she and she she was like I had to

541
00:22:55,280 --> 00:22:57,560
Speaker 3: hold her back because she was gonna be like really nervous?

542
00:22:57,600 --> 00:23:02,400
Speaker 2: Were you on the side of the stage, like Missmatchel,

543
00:23:02,600 --> 00:23:03,720
Speaker 2: Like just all these.

544
00:23:03,560 --> 00:23:05,439
Speaker 3: Guys like being like you were, I set you up

545
00:23:05,440 --> 00:23:09,960
Speaker 3: to fail, but you actually you surprised me. Like they're

546
00:23:09,960 --> 00:23:12,280
Speaker 3: just patting themselves on the back for thinking that they

547
00:23:12,320 --> 00:23:14,639
Speaker 3: have higher standards than everyone else, when really, sir, you

548
00:23:14,680 --> 00:23:17,200
Speaker 3: don't like you. You don't really realize your taste level

549
00:23:17,320 --> 00:23:19,320
Speaker 3: is not impressive to me, and I don't care.

550
00:23:19,600 --> 00:23:23,399
Speaker 4: The steaks couldn't be lower stakes could not for someone

551
00:23:23,480 --> 00:23:25,440
Speaker 4: like whether I did a few too many jokes from

552
00:23:25,440 --> 00:23:30,000
Speaker 4: my own special and you were stage signed throbbing with fear. Yeah,

553
00:23:29,440 --> 00:23:32,040
Speaker 4: it's fascinating to me.

554
00:23:32,200 --> 00:23:33,240
Speaker 1: It's fascinating to me.

555
00:23:33,800 --> 00:23:36,159
Speaker 4: But then I feel like, like, I, you know, but

556
00:23:36,240 --> 00:23:38,160
Speaker 4: I do get that a lot. I get those comments,

557
00:23:38,280 --> 00:23:41,359
Speaker 4: or I get like couples that come up to me,

558
00:23:41,640 --> 00:23:44,640
Speaker 4: and then they kind of like test me out together

559
00:23:45,200 --> 00:23:48,119
Speaker 4: that people people either there like searching for a threesome

560
00:23:48,800 --> 00:23:51,360
Speaker 4: or the guys like you know, or just the guy

561
00:23:51,480 --> 00:23:52,600
Speaker 4: wants a picture.

562
00:23:52,320 --> 00:23:54,199
Speaker 2: And the and the wife is going to mad at you.

563
00:23:55,160 --> 00:23:58,119
Speaker 3: Yes, and you have to make her feel really comfortable

564
00:23:58,200 --> 00:24:00,680
Speaker 3: because you feel so bad that she's in marriage where

565
00:24:00,680 --> 00:24:02,439
Speaker 3: a guy would ever treat her this way. So you

566
00:24:02,480 --> 00:24:05,199
Speaker 3: have to be like extra like like buddy buddy with

567
00:24:05,240 --> 00:24:07,400
Speaker 3: the guy so she's not threatened, but also like bring

568
00:24:07,440 --> 00:24:09,720
Speaker 3: her in so she like maybe walks away liking you.

569
00:24:09,920 --> 00:24:11,840
Speaker 4: And then at the end they think I wanted threesomes

570
00:24:11,960 --> 00:24:13,720
Speaker 4: and I'm like, no, I gotta go back to my

571
00:24:13,760 --> 00:24:16,520
Speaker 4: own hotel, ranch style home.

572
00:24:16,560 --> 00:24:19,800
Speaker 3: And I got a fucking card from a pair at

573
00:24:19,800 --> 00:24:22,720
Speaker 3: the Paramount Theater in I forget where in New York. Fuck,

574
00:24:22,720 --> 00:24:25,120
Speaker 3: I forget the city. But this couple gave me their

575
00:24:25,160 --> 00:24:28,320
Speaker 3: business card which had their name on I wish I had.

576
00:24:28,160 --> 00:24:28,560
Speaker 2: It on me.

577
00:24:28,600 --> 00:24:30,480
Speaker 3: It's in my wallet because I'll keep it forever. It's

578
00:24:30,480 --> 00:24:32,680
Speaker 3: more important to me than my license. But it was

579
00:24:32,880 --> 00:24:35,600
Speaker 3: it's like their couple name, like I don't think it

580
00:24:35,640 --> 00:24:37,080
Speaker 3: was their last name. And then on the back it

581
00:24:37,119 --> 00:24:38,960
Speaker 3: was a picture of them like fucking in lage or

582
00:24:38,960 --> 00:24:42,600
Speaker 3: like her ass in laingerie, like mounting him and his

583
00:24:42,720 --> 00:24:45,240
Speaker 3: legs open on like a cup chair in a hotel room.

584
00:24:45,359 --> 00:24:47,240
Speaker 2: And it was their business card to swing. And I

585
00:24:47,320 --> 00:24:48,800
Speaker 2: was so flattered.

586
00:24:48,320 --> 00:24:50,840
Speaker 3: Because they actually didn't like sweet tug me first. They

587
00:24:50,880 --> 00:24:52,560
Speaker 3: just like took a nice picture and then handed me

588
00:24:52,600 --> 00:24:54,800
Speaker 3: the card if I'd be into it. But there are

589
00:24:54,880 --> 00:24:57,639
Speaker 3: couples that, you know, they the way the husband like

590
00:24:57,720 --> 00:25:00,560
Speaker 3: grabs your waist and the way the wife will be

591
00:25:00,640 --> 00:25:02,600
Speaker 3: like you're his you're his hall pass, and I'm like

592
00:25:02,880 --> 00:25:05,000
Speaker 3: as we're smiling, you know, like and so I have

593
00:25:05,040 --> 00:25:07,520
Speaker 3: to process all of this sexual energy coming at me

594
00:25:07,760 --> 00:25:10,800
Speaker 3: really quickly, and and it's it.

595
00:25:10,920 --> 00:25:12,360
Speaker 2: But yeah, that happens to me all the same.

596
00:25:12,400 --> 00:25:14,280
Speaker 3: And there's a lot of like where it's like I'm

597
00:25:14,280 --> 00:25:17,080
Speaker 3: the fan, she's just along for the ride, and I'm like, oh,

598
00:25:17,119 --> 00:25:21,000
Speaker 3: this poor woman you drug here. I'm sorry, that's amazing.

599
00:25:21,600 --> 00:25:23,560
Speaker 4: First it was on the fence, or that one person's

600
00:25:23,600 --> 00:25:25,760
Speaker 4: clinically depressed because they got they had to come.

601
00:25:25,600 --> 00:25:26,160
Speaker 1: To your show.

602
00:25:26,960 --> 00:25:30,520
Speaker 4: It's yeah, she's pretty angry about this, but I'd also

603
00:25:30,680 --> 00:25:33,399
Speaker 4: like to be inside you. So and then they just

604
00:25:33,480 --> 00:25:35,160
Speaker 4: like and then they just place it on our plate

605
00:25:35,240 --> 00:25:37,120
Speaker 4: so that we can crunch the numbers of this word

606
00:25:37,160 --> 00:25:42,320
Speaker 4: problem that they've handed us. That's why, that's why it

607
00:25:42,480 --> 00:25:46,040
Speaker 4: is like taxing and good to sometimes conserve your energy

608
00:25:46,080 --> 00:25:49,800
Speaker 4: a little bit. So like, yeah, before the shows, I

609
00:25:49,880 --> 00:25:52,919
Speaker 4: used to be like every single comic that's ever wanted

610
00:25:52,960 --> 00:25:54,520
Speaker 4: to do guest spot does guest spots.

611
00:25:54,560 --> 00:25:55,800
Speaker 1: I just paid everybody.

612
00:25:56,040 --> 00:25:59,480
Speaker 4: Yeah, my friend is always like, stop handing everybody money.

613
00:25:59,520 --> 00:26:01,520
Speaker 4: So like anybody did five minutes on my show, I

614
00:26:01,600 --> 00:26:04,440
Speaker 4: was like, okay, gas money, and like I just kept

615
00:26:04,440 --> 00:26:06,760
Speaker 4: giving everybody like and this is when I'm like, I'm

616
00:26:06,760 --> 00:26:09,680
Speaker 4: not making much money, Like I'm barely covering my own,

617
00:26:10,080 --> 00:26:13,040
Speaker 4: you know, flights and paying out my manager agent everybody,

618
00:26:13,240 --> 00:26:15,600
Speaker 4: and I just keep trying to give money, give everybody

619
00:26:15,640 --> 00:26:17,399
Speaker 4: the right expression, give their energy, and I'm like, I

620
00:26:17,400 --> 00:26:18,959
Speaker 4: don't know what jokes I'm going to do, like I

621
00:26:19,000 --> 00:26:21,160
Speaker 4: just need to be still for four minutes and look

622
00:26:21,320 --> 00:26:23,280
Speaker 4: at like my child, she had to look at my

623
00:26:23,359 --> 00:26:26,320
Speaker 4: own notes without like scrolling through Amazon prop.

624
00:26:26,200 --> 00:26:28,439
Speaker 1: Me like I need to just be calmed.

625
00:26:28,600 --> 00:26:30,320
Speaker 4: Yeah, So I started to do that where I'm just

626
00:26:30,359 --> 00:26:33,919
Speaker 4: like I bring an opener and then like I just

627
00:26:34,000 --> 00:26:36,040
Speaker 4: closed the door, because you know what, even when the

628
00:26:36,080 --> 00:26:39,040
Speaker 4: door door's opened, someone's still going to think I'm a cunt,

629
00:26:39,240 --> 00:26:41,680
Speaker 4: so it doesn't matter. So like there's always a moment

630
00:26:41,760 --> 00:26:43,600
Speaker 4: after a show where I talk to somebody and I

631
00:26:43,600 --> 00:26:45,240
Speaker 4: think it went well, and then after at the end

632
00:26:45,240 --> 00:26:47,520
Speaker 4: of the exchange. This has been said to me multiple times,

633
00:26:47,840 --> 00:26:49,800
Speaker 4: like I think that I'm doing everything I can to

634
00:26:49,920 --> 00:26:51,760
Speaker 4: just be present. And the thing is, I hug people

635
00:26:51,760 --> 00:26:53,520
Speaker 4: a lot because I am really surprised they're.

636
00:26:53,400 --> 00:26:55,040
Speaker 1: There, and I'm like grateful that they're there.

637
00:26:55,280 --> 00:26:58,000
Speaker 4: So I'm like I now like I've hugged you, you know,

638
00:26:58,119 --> 00:27:00,280
Speaker 4: like I've we've talked for kind of a long time.

639
00:27:00,320 --> 00:27:02,080
Speaker 4: I probably showed you pictures of my daughter or my

640
00:27:02,119 --> 00:27:04,440
Speaker 4: phone because I heard you're a parent too, and then

641
00:27:04,520 --> 00:27:06,639
Speaker 4: now and now it's kind of a rap.

642
00:27:06,920 --> 00:27:09,360
Speaker 1: And I've had people say to me like, so that's it,

643
00:27:10,080 --> 00:27:10,960
Speaker 1: Like so that's.

644
00:27:10,840 --> 00:27:12,840
Speaker 2: All is this show?

645
00:27:13,520 --> 00:27:16,240
Speaker 4: Yes, I like, I don't know what to do besides like, yeah,

646
00:27:16,359 --> 00:27:18,160
Speaker 4: you know, the next step would be like you fingering

647
00:27:18,160 --> 00:27:20,880
Speaker 4: me or something. I don't know what happened, could possibly

648
00:27:20,920 --> 00:27:23,640
Speaker 4: be left and then I By the way, they don't

649
00:27:23,640 --> 00:27:26,000
Speaker 4: probably care that much that they said that. Yeah, but

650
00:27:26,240 --> 00:27:28,919
Speaker 4: I take on every feeling in a room, and I

651
00:27:28,920 --> 00:27:31,479
Speaker 4: have terrible codependence. So I have an issue with like

652
00:27:31,880 --> 00:27:34,399
Speaker 4: if two people are making it having an exchange across

653
00:27:34,440 --> 00:27:36,960
Speaker 4: the room for me, and one person's misunderstanding it, yes,

654
00:27:37,040 --> 00:27:39,639
Speaker 4: I'm like, oh fuck, wait he doesn't think she thinks that.

655
00:27:40,160 --> 00:27:43,159
Speaker 4: And I think that I'm responsible for every feeling in

656
00:27:43,200 --> 00:27:43,600
Speaker 4: a room.

657
00:27:43,800 --> 00:27:44,919
Speaker 1: Yeah, you know, because I'm.

658
00:27:44,800 --> 00:27:47,480
Speaker 4: Responsible because I you know, like I was treated like

659
00:27:47,520 --> 00:27:49,520
Speaker 4: some sort of like gangernous wolf when I was trying

660
00:27:49,520 --> 00:27:51,160
Speaker 4: to explain where I thought the drapes lie.

661
00:27:51,520 --> 00:27:54,639
Speaker 3: Right, So you're just trying to manage how everyone feels

662
00:27:54,640 --> 00:27:57,840
Speaker 3: about you all the time and even trying your business,

663
00:27:58,119 --> 00:28:01,000
Speaker 3: and it's not in your control if people like you. Yeah,

664
00:28:00,640 --> 00:28:04,439
Speaker 3: I feel the same way, Like I I catch myself

665
00:28:04,480 --> 00:28:07,800
Speaker 3: doing that less and less, Like I'm turning forty on Saturday,

666
00:28:07,840 --> 00:28:09,959
Speaker 3: and I just feel like in my forties I just

667
00:28:10,040 --> 00:28:12,440
Speaker 3: want to be more secure. Like I know that it's

668
00:28:12,480 --> 00:28:14,080
Speaker 3: like a journey to get there and you actually have

669
00:28:14,119 --> 00:28:16,159
Speaker 3: to like do the work to get there. But I

670
00:28:16,240 --> 00:28:18,119
Speaker 3: kind of just want to cut to the fucking chase

671
00:28:18,560 --> 00:28:22,080
Speaker 3: and be someone who doesn't care what people think and

672
00:28:22,240 --> 00:28:25,040
Speaker 3: is a little bit more just bad ass. But the

673
00:28:25,119 --> 00:28:27,160
Speaker 3: second I get into that and like have that kind

674
00:28:27,200 --> 00:28:30,399
Speaker 3: of confidence and walk that walk and kind of like

675
00:28:30,480 --> 00:28:34,480
Speaker 3: have boundaries with people, I do start to question. I

676
00:28:34,520 --> 00:28:37,199
Speaker 3: do start to get feedback that I'm a bitch, you know,

677
00:28:37,400 --> 00:28:39,720
Speaker 3: and that is uncomfortable to me. Like I do get

678
00:28:39,760 --> 00:28:42,959
Speaker 3: I do get that feedback because you know, sometimes it

679
00:28:42,960 --> 00:28:44,840
Speaker 3: bleeds over into people in my life and they're like,

680
00:28:44,840 --> 00:28:47,880
Speaker 3: you're treating me like you treat like I work for you,

681
00:28:47,920 --> 00:28:51,120
Speaker 3: And I'm like, but can I just treat everyone the

682
00:28:51,160 --> 00:28:53,040
Speaker 3: same way? Like I'm not treating people who work for

683
00:28:53,080 --> 00:28:54,640
Speaker 3: me that way because they work for me. I just

684
00:28:54,880 --> 00:28:56,800
Speaker 3: am not as scared of them because they're not as

685
00:28:56,800 --> 00:28:59,120
Speaker 3: emotionally entwined with me, And maybe that's why I talk

686
00:28:59,200 --> 00:29:01,560
Speaker 3: to them that way. But I'm going to talk to you.

687
00:29:01,680 --> 00:29:03,400
Speaker 3: I want to talk to I want to be able

688
00:29:03,400 --> 00:29:05,960
Speaker 3: to talk to everyone the same way. But I mean

689
00:29:06,520 --> 00:29:07,520
Speaker 3: I and ill.

690
00:29:07,560 --> 00:29:09,560
Speaker 4: There's no answers and no one's ever going to be

691
00:29:09,720 --> 00:29:13,240
Speaker 4: all happy, and you know we're trying. I mean, for

692
00:29:13,320 --> 00:29:17,120
Speaker 4: fuck's sake, we're doing our goddamn best everyone.

693
00:29:17,280 --> 00:29:18,480
Speaker 2: So that's the other thing.

694
00:29:18,640 --> 00:29:21,720
Speaker 4: Someday, Someday We'll die is the most amazing name for

695
00:29:21,760 --> 00:29:22,640
Speaker 4: a special in the world.

696
00:29:22,920 --> 00:29:23,200
Speaker 1: Thank you.

697
00:29:23,920 --> 00:29:25,400
Speaker 2: I did not pick it.

698
00:29:25,400 --> 00:29:27,360
Speaker 3: It was like a thing I said, and it's, you know,

699
00:29:27,400 --> 00:29:29,440
Speaker 3: the last thing I say in the special, but it

700
00:29:29,440 --> 00:29:33,160
Speaker 3: was David Jammy, one of my executive producers on it.

701
00:29:33,240 --> 00:29:34,760
Speaker 3: Was we were like trying to come up with a

702
00:29:34,840 --> 00:29:36,840
Speaker 3: name for it because I was named Specials after I

703
00:29:36,840 --> 00:29:38,160
Speaker 3: don't know what you do, but like.

704
00:29:38,560 --> 00:29:40,080
Speaker 2: It's kind of like, yeah, I'll know it when I

705
00:29:40,120 --> 00:29:40,479
Speaker 2: see it.

706
00:29:40,960 --> 00:29:42,520
Speaker 3: And I was kind of just sitting on this one,

707
00:29:42,520 --> 00:29:44,440
Speaker 3: and then he texted that and we were all like, yeah,

708
00:29:44,440 --> 00:29:46,720
Speaker 3: that's a great name because it's just cut to the chase.

709
00:29:46,720 --> 00:29:49,680
Speaker 3: It's it's a blunt And that's the other thing is

710
00:29:49,720 --> 00:29:52,520
Speaker 3: I think that sometimes I can be really blunt with people,

711
00:29:52,560 --> 00:29:53,840
Speaker 3: and that's kind of what I'm known for. I was

712
00:29:53,920 --> 00:29:56,880
Speaker 3: in therapy yesterday crying about how like I had two

713
00:29:56,920 --> 00:29:59,200
Speaker 3: best friends meet each other this weekend, like from different

714
00:29:59,200 --> 00:30:01,920
Speaker 3: parts of life. And they both like we're just gushing

715
00:30:01,960 --> 00:30:04,280
Speaker 3: to me about the other and saying all the things

716
00:30:04,320 --> 00:30:06,960
Speaker 3: I'm most jealous about the other four And so it

717
00:30:07,040 --> 00:30:10,520
Speaker 3: reconfirmed that that thing is something really awesome that I

718
00:30:10,600 --> 00:30:13,600
Speaker 3: wish I had, Like I get really jealous of people's qualities,

719
00:30:13,640 --> 00:30:17,080
Speaker 3: like that they're naturally organized, Are they naturally graceful? Are

720
00:30:17,080 --> 00:30:20,440
Speaker 3: they naturally like have white T shirts that stay white?

721
00:30:20,440 --> 00:30:24,960
Speaker 2: Like this T shirt's already been staying, don't get excited.

722
00:30:26,240 --> 00:30:26,560
Speaker 1: Do it?

723
00:30:27,200 --> 00:30:28,360
Speaker 2: And I rarely wear.

724
00:30:28,240 --> 00:30:30,000
Speaker 3: It, and I'll take it off right after this because

725
00:30:30,000 --> 00:30:31,800
Speaker 3: it's it won't last the whole day and I have

726
00:30:31,840 --> 00:30:32,960
Speaker 3: to be like out the rest of the day and

727
00:30:33,000 --> 00:30:35,720
Speaker 3: it will just be you know, soiled by by the

728
00:30:35,800 --> 00:30:36,480
Speaker 3: late afternoon.

729
00:30:36,680 --> 00:30:38,479
Speaker 2: But I have these jealousies.

730
00:30:38,560 --> 00:30:41,080
Speaker 3: I was talking to her about, like how these are

731
00:30:41,120 --> 00:30:43,400
Speaker 3: real things about people. I'm not just these aren't illusions

732
00:30:43,400 --> 00:30:46,080
Speaker 3: where I'm like looking on Instagram and she disappears that

733
00:30:46,160 --> 00:30:48,400
Speaker 3: way on the surface, like these are actually I'm jealous

734
00:30:48,400 --> 00:30:51,480
Speaker 3: of people that actually exude these qualities. And they both

735
00:30:51,520 --> 00:30:53,200
Speaker 3: were echoing to me about like, oh my god, I

736
00:30:53,200 --> 00:30:56,360
Speaker 3: can't believe how tiny and cute and organized she is,

737
00:30:56,520 --> 00:30:58,320
Speaker 3: and the other one's saying, I can't believe what a wild,

738
00:30:58,600 --> 00:31:03,160
Speaker 3: amazing genius mastermind like, So two things that I'm like

739
00:31:03,200 --> 00:31:11,040
Speaker 3: always want people to say about me mastermind, genius, quick, smart, cute, little, graceful, organized,

740
00:31:11,360 --> 00:31:13,320
Speaker 3: And they're both coming at me from my other friend

741
00:31:13,520 --> 00:31:16,760
Speaker 3: that I'm jealous of that quality of and it just

742
00:31:16,840 --> 00:31:18,239
Speaker 3: made it kind of got in my It didn't get

743
00:31:18,240 --> 00:31:19,440
Speaker 3: in my head, but it was just something that was

744
00:31:19,520 --> 00:31:21,280
Speaker 3: kind of irritating me. I was getting in like an

745
00:31:21,400 --> 00:31:24,480
Speaker 3: envious place this weekend of really just like hating why

746
00:31:24,520 --> 00:31:27,080
Speaker 3: can't I be like that? I wonder they're just gonna

747
00:31:27,120 --> 00:31:29,120
Speaker 3: realize that they like each other more than they even

748
00:31:29,240 --> 00:31:31,160
Speaker 3: like me, Like what do I bring to this? And

749
00:31:31,200 --> 00:31:33,560
Speaker 3: I was talking to my therapist about how when people say,

750
00:31:33,760 --> 00:31:35,200
Speaker 3: when my friends say, like, but.

751
00:31:35,240 --> 00:31:36,960
Speaker 2: Nikki, this is what we love about you.

752
00:31:37,080 --> 00:31:39,280
Speaker 3: Yeah, we like her because she's tiny and little and

753
00:31:39,400 --> 00:31:42,640
Speaker 3: so cute, and we like her because she's a genius

754
00:31:42,400 --> 00:31:45,520
Speaker 3: and smart and says really funny things. But they literally,

755
00:31:45,520 --> 00:31:48,080
Speaker 3: I'm a comedian, and they say it's you're funny too,

756
00:31:48,360 --> 00:31:51,200
Speaker 3: because the way you like slam things hard and the

757
00:31:51,240 --> 00:31:53,840
Speaker 3: way you like PLoP down on things, and the way

758
00:31:53,840 --> 00:31:56,360
Speaker 3: that you'll just be like, You'll just say exactly what

759
00:31:56,520 --> 00:31:58,560
Speaker 3: you're thinking, and no one else would ever say that.

760
00:31:58,600 --> 00:32:00,000
Speaker 2: So the thing I'm saying is not even funny.

761
00:32:00,160 --> 00:32:02,760
Speaker 3: It's just the fact that I say things that are

762
00:32:02,760 --> 00:32:05,240
Speaker 3: wild that's funny. Or the way that I'm like, I

763
00:32:05,320 --> 00:32:08,080
Speaker 3: find that the things my friends really love about me

764
00:32:08,200 --> 00:32:13,000
Speaker 3: are just like insane, like really ross house, like they're

765
00:32:13,040 --> 00:32:16,160
Speaker 3: funny because they're what they they're not desirable and so.

766
00:32:16,480 --> 00:32:19,520
Speaker 4: Well, you know what it's It's also possible that, like,

767
00:32:20,000 --> 00:32:22,040
Speaker 4: my therapist will say all the things that my husband

768
00:32:22,040 --> 00:32:24,360
Speaker 4: gets enraged about because he does not like how messy

769
00:32:24,360 --> 00:32:25,200
Speaker 4: and slovenly I am.

770
00:32:25,240 --> 00:32:27,280
Speaker 1: He's like, it's part of your dar. M, it's part

771
00:32:27,320 --> 00:32:28,320
Speaker 1: of your dar, he says.

772
00:32:28,360 --> 00:32:31,080
Speaker 4: Maybe they actually do, yes, so maybe they do like

773
00:32:31,160 --> 00:32:33,680
Speaker 4: that because they you know, but who knows.

774
00:32:33,760 --> 00:32:36,240
Speaker 3: It doesn't matter, it doesn't matter. Well, she also said

775
00:32:36,240 --> 00:32:38,880
Speaker 3: it matters, right. I liked this flip, which also could

776
00:32:38,880 --> 00:32:42,120
Speaker 3: be for Pete too. Is like they are secretly they

777
00:32:42,240 --> 00:32:44,520
Speaker 3: they probably don't suffer with envy like I do, or

778
00:32:44,520 --> 00:32:46,239
Speaker 3: they might or might not be in touch with it

779
00:32:46,280 --> 00:32:48,520
Speaker 3: subconsciously in the way that I am in touch with

780
00:32:48,560 --> 00:32:51,800
Speaker 3: mind consciously, but deep down they could be because they

781
00:32:51,800 --> 00:32:55,720
Speaker 3: are so regimented and organized, or they are so worried

782
00:32:55,720 --> 00:32:58,240
Speaker 3: about what people think. They could be extra envious of

783
00:32:58,280 --> 00:33:00,440
Speaker 3: the fact that I can just bluntly talk, or that

784
00:33:00,520 --> 00:33:02,400
Speaker 3: I can just drop my underwear on the floor and

785
00:33:02,440 --> 00:33:03,959
Speaker 3: not think about it for a couple of days, like

786
00:33:04,320 --> 00:33:06,400
Speaker 3: they could. There's They might not ever claim to be

787
00:33:06,520 --> 00:33:08,320
Speaker 3: envious of that, but there could be a part of

788
00:33:08,360 --> 00:33:10,840
Speaker 3: them that feels I wish I could be that free.

789
00:33:10,920 --> 00:33:13,040
Speaker 3: And that's what my therapist said. She was like, maybe

790
00:33:13,160 --> 00:33:13,720
Speaker 3: consider that.

791
00:33:13,760 --> 00:33:15,720
Speaker 2: And I'm like, I don't think any no one.

792
00:33:16,120 --> 00:33:19,360
Speaker 1: I think you might. You might be interesting at subconscious level.

793
00:33:19,400 --> 00:33:21,800
Speaker 4: I mean Pete, I don't know if he has no

794
00:33:21,880 --> 00:33:24,040
Speaker 4: idea what he feels like when he I mean his

795
00:33:24,200 --> 00:33:26,320
Speaker 4: I like, he'll just talk to me about like whether

796
00:33:26,400 --> 00:33:31,560
Speaker 4: a neighbor bought a lawnmower, like.

797
00:33:29,800 --> 00:33:32,600
Speaker 1: This is that, Like that's something that compels him.

798
00:33:32,640 --> 00:33:35,320
Speaker 4: So whenever he starts to realize that, like maybe somebody

799
00:33:35,400 --> 00:33:38,000
Speaker 4: touched him or something happened, he's just like, guess who

800
00:33:38,000 --> 00:33:40,160
Speaker 4: got you know, guess who got the same lawnmowler? Yeah,

801
00:33:40,360 --> 00:33:42,360
Speaker 4: like that it's like an impression of a conversation. Who

802
00:33:42,360 --> 00:33:44,720
Speaker 4: could give a flying fuck, but you know what I do.

803
00:33:44,760 --> 00:33:47,040
Speaker 4: Think we're pretty fucking free because I can't find a

804
00:33:47,040 --> 00:33:49,479
Speaker 4: car in a parking lot and car dum, I don't know.

805
00:33:49,760 --> 00:33:52,440
Speaker 4: I just rode in my friend's car all all weekends,

806
00:33:52,800 --> 00:33:54,000
Speaker 4: I mean all week in Austin.

807
00:33:54,040 --> 00:33:55,880
Speaker 1: This week, I was riding around her car. I kept

808
00:33:55,880 --> 00:33:56,880
Speaker 1: getting in any.

809
00:33:56,720 --> 00:33:59,280
Speaker 2: Fun, I do the same thing, bright, Oh dude, I

810
00:33:59,320 --> 00:34:03,680
Speaker 2: do this. I don't remember cars at all because I'm.

811
00:34:03,560 --> 00:34:05,360
Speaker 1: Free, bitch. I don't know if you're the.

812
00:34:05,400 --> 00:34:09,760
Speaker 4: Pontiac LeMans or a fucking red couarrette from the eighties.

813
00:34:10,160 --> 00:34:11,880
Speaker 1: You could ride up in anything.

814
00:34:12,000 --> 00:34:14,440
Speaker 4: And every time she's like, you really just don't know,

815
00:34:14,600 --> 00:34:17,880
Speaker 4: not the same shape I'm And when people talk about cars,

816
00:34:17,920 --> 00:34:19,800
Speaker 4: I get like I just start to sort of quake

817
00:34:19,920 --> 00:34:23,000
Speaker 4: before I'm just like a just like a real pain.

818
00:34:23,160 --> 00:34:25,319
Speaker 4: It feels like the onset of a heart attack. When

819
00:34:25,320 --> 00:34:28,080
Speaker 4: two men are discussing a car or a car purchase.

820
00:34:28,600 --> 00:34:35,800
Speaker 3: The lovely god, dude, I'm thinking, I'm we're free.

821
00:34:36,360 --> 00:34:38,399
Speaker 1: Yeah, you get the same top as me. It's gonna

822
00:34:38,440 --> 00:34:42,120
Speaker 1: be gangrenous in seven minutes. I know I'm pretty free,

823
00:34:42,400 --> 00:34:43,319
Speaker 1: and I'm good for a.

824
00:34:43,320 --> 00:34:46,840
Speaker 3: Laugh and I get ship done because I'm not picking

825
00:34:46,920 --> 00:34:49,840
Speaker 3: up things and folding things and storing them in little

826
00:34:49,880 --> 00:34:52,960
Speaker 3: boxes and bags and and.

827
00:34:52,560 --> 00:34:53,880
Speaker 2: And meal planning.

828
00:34:54,080 --> 00:34:56,200
Speaker 3: I'm not doing whole bunch of ship like all this

829
00:34:56,239 --> 00:34:58,880
Speaker 3: stuff I'm envious of of people picking up stuff and

830
00:34:59,000 --> 00:35:03,520
Speaker 3: vacuuming and swiffering and getting and the edge of the

831
00:35:03,719 --> 00:35:07,440
Speaker 3: like like just using that mister Clean wipe on their

832
00:35:07,480 --> 00:35:09,959
Speaker 3: walls like that all stuff makes your walls look nice.

833
00:35:09,960 --> 00:35:12,960
Speaker 2: But like I'm get a moving money that much.

834
00:35:13,080 --> 00:35:15,480
Speaker 3: But I'm like, I'm getting shit done, Like I'm emailing,

835
00:35:15,840 --> 00:35:19,000
Speaker 3: I'm exercising, I'm learning a song and guitar.

836
00:35:19,200 --> 00:35:21,920
Speaker 4: Like a smear of foundation on my wall that's been

837
00:35:21,960 --> 00:35:24,120
Speaker 4: there for like six months, like a heavy chunk, like.

838
00:35:24,239 --> 00:35:27,120
Speaker 3: I look like I'm swatching, like I'm testing colors out

839
00:35:27,200 --> 00:35:29,680
Speaker 3: with all the orange I have on my walls.

840
00:35:30,040 --> 00:35:30,879
Speaker 1: I love that he.

841
00:35:30,960 --> 00:35:33,279
Speaker 4: Takes his dirty clothes. This is this is evidence, and

842
00:35:33,320 --> 00:35:34,520
Speaker 4: he's gonna make a suit out of my skin.

843
00:35:34,600 --> 00:35:34,960
Speaker 1: One day.

844
00:35:35,080 --> 00:35:39,200
Speaker 4: He takes his dirty clothes and folds them and puts

845
00:35:39,239 --> 00:35:42,359
Speaker 4: them back in his suitcase on the dirty side, and

846
00:35:42,360 --> 00:35:45,719
Speaker 4: then as soon as he gets home, unpacks the entire suitcase.

847
00:35:46,120 --> 00:35:48,359
Speaker 4: And you know what I'm doing. While I'm not doing that,

848
00:35:48,880 --> 00:35:52,520
Speaker 4: I'm writing a Netflix special, so yes, whatever, you know

849
00:35:52,560 --> 00:35:54,759
Speaker 4: what I mean, we're good for a fucking at the end

850
00:35:54,760 --> 00:35:56,960
Speaker 4: of the day. If you could bring some fun to

851
00:35:57,040 --> 00:35:59,319
Speaker 4: the table, I might have been a detention every day

852
00:35:59,320 --> 00:36:01,440
Speaker 4: and on score on the books. I was always a

853
00:36:01,480 --> 00:36:04,799
Speaker 4: wild emergency emergency moro on like I got like eight

854
00:36:04,920 --> 00:36:06,200
Speaker 4: sixty and my PSATs.

855
00:36:06,239 --> 00:36:07,960
Speaker 1: They didn't even have me take my SATs.

856
00:36:08,000 --> 00:36:11,840
Speaker 4: They're like, she's just too dumb, It's why waste the paper.

857
00:36:12,520 --> 00:36:16,160
Speaker 4: But you know what I did have when I went

858
00:36:16,200 --> 00:36:18,520
Speaker 4: to detention as a fun detention dance.

859
00:36:18,320 --> 00:36:22,239
Speaker 1: And everybody wanted to do that dance, so I kicked

860
00:36:22,239 --> 00:36:25,040
Speaker 1: it off with a detention dance. People were into it, so.

861
00:36:25,160 --> 00:36:27,000
Speaker 3: Well, this is where I go like, I'm not even

862
00:36:27,040 --> 00:36:31,400
Speaker 3: that fun, Like I'm like, I fun, I can.

863
00:36:31,200 --> 00:36:32,920
Speaker 2: Be, but I'm so I can be.

864
00:36:33,600 --> 00:36:35,520
Speaker 3: The thing is where I get in the way of

865
00:36:35,560 --> 00:36:37,840
Speaker 3: having being fun is where I'm not free because I

866
00:36:38,120 --> 00:36:41,440
Speaker 3: I don't feel free, because I feel so mad at

867
00:36:41,480 --> 00:36:43,960
Speaker 3: myself for not being those ways that I'm constantly like

868
00:36:44,480 --> 00:36:49,560
Speaker 3: punishing myself and and justin always disappointed myself for not

869
00:36:49,680 --> 00:36:53,480
Speaker 3: being like more like this other girl that like, oh

870
00:36:53,480 --> 00:36:55,040
Speaker 3: my god, she has all this and she has a

871
00:36:55,120 --> 00:36:57,280
Speaker 3: kid on top of it, and she does a special

872
00:36:57,320 --> 00:36:59,840
Speaker 3: and her house looks clean, and like, I do feel

873
00:36:59,840 --> 00:37:00,319
Speaker 3: like some.

874
00:37:00,239 --> 00:37:02,560
Speaker 1: People are just wired that way. Some people aren't.

875
00:37:02,640 --> 00:37:04,680
Speaker 2: I can't expect that, but they're also.

876
00:37:04,520 --> 00:37:06,160
Speaker 4: Wired to not be as funny. I mean, I don't

877
00:37:06,200 --> 00:37:08,680
Speaker 4: know some people. I've heard this story too. You know

878
00:37:08,719 --> 00:37:11,399
Speaker 4: you are the stories you tell about yourself, and that

879
00:37:11,400 --> 00:37:13,720
Speaker 4: that's true to a degree. That's true to a degree,

880
00:37:13,760 --> 00:37:16,160
Speaker 4: and yes, you could change that reality slowly.

881
00:37:16,520 --> 00:37:18,359
Speaker 1: But I also kind of feel like we do what we.

882
00:37:18,320 --> 00:37:20,479
Speaker 4: Care the most about, and if we cared enough, maybe

883
00:37:20,480 --> 00:37:23,840
Speaker 4: we would slowly become the most organized people in the world.

884
00:37:24,040 --> 00:37:26,520
Speaker 4: Or maybe we don't care that much and you can

885
00:37:26,560 --> 00:37:29,399
Speaker 4: outsource and delegate and it's nice.

886
00:37:29,480 --> 00:37:29,719
Speaker 1: Look.

887
00:37:30,000 --> 00:37:31,560
Speaker 4: I used to live with my roommate and she was

888
00:37:31,600 --> 00:37:34,439
Speaker 4: so organized that like fascinatingly, like she would go home

889
00:37:34,480 --> 00:37:37,040
Speaker 4: and clean the walls, like up, it's eight pm.

890
00:37:37,120 --> 00:37:38,200
Speaker 1: Time to clean the walls.

891
00:37:38,400 --> 00:37:40,960
Speaker 4: And she loved she loved to go through my purses

892
00:37:40,960 --> 00:37:43,560
Speaker 4: and just be like, why would anybody even keep this?

893
00:37:43,680 --> 00:37:46,479
Speaker 1: Your purpose is not a trash bin? Like she would

894
00:37:46,480 --> 00:37:47,320
Speaker 1: explain my issues.

895
00:37:47,320 --> 00:37:50,120
Speaker 4: She's like, you don't close, but if all your issues

896
00:37:50,120 --> 00:37:51,600
Speaker 4: would be sold by the word.

897
00:37:51,280 --> 00:37:54,399
Speaker 2: If you don't close either it's an add.

898
00:37:54,239 --> 00:37:56,560
Speaker 4: They say, you take this other trip with like you

899
00:37:56,600 --> 00:37:57,960
Speaker 4: think you're going to go back to it.

900
00:37:58,000 --> 00:37:59,439
Speaker 2: She's like, no, it's just oh my god.

901
00:38:00,360 --> 00:38:00,640
Speaker 1: Open.

902
00:38:01,040 --> 00:38:03,399
Speaker 3: That is such I have been doing that recently where

903
00:38:03,440 --> 00:38:07,080
Speaker 3: I'm like, just take the just finish it. Close the cabinet,

904
00:38:07,640 --> 00:38:12,799
Speaker 3: like screw on the top of that mascara or that foundation.

905
00:38:13,480 --> 00:38:15,600
Speaker 3: Just do it, because there I do catch myself. It's

906
00:38:15,640 --> 00:38:17,360
Speaker 3: funny when you catch yourself not doing it all the

907
00:38:17,360 --> 00:38:19,520
Speaker 3: way and you go, why not why am I not.

908
00:38:19,560 --> 00:38:20,520
Speaker 1: Doing We can cheat?

909
00:38:20,600 --> 00:38:23,759
Speaker 4: It's like we can cheat is it'll cheat this but

910
00:38:23,840 --> 00:38:27,800
Speaker 4: it doesn't work. Then you just have oneoundation by not doing.

911
00:38:27,600 --> 00:38:30,000
Speaker 3: That, like saving time, like let we'll dig into this

912
00:38:30,040 --> 00:38:31,920
Speaker 3: more after the break. But that is so true. You

913
00:38:32,040 --> 00:38:34,960
Speaker 3: think you're like getting away with something. But I do

914
00:38:35,000 --> 00:38:36,840
Speaker 3: it all the time, and it's so simple to just

915
00:38:36,880 --> 00:38:40,080
Speaker 3: shut a cabinet. But I just feel like I don't

916
00:38:40,120 --> 00:38:44,640
Speaker 3: know why closing anything? All right, more with Rachel Einstein

917
00:38:44,960 --> 00:38:45,920
Speaker 3: after this.

918
00:38:48,239 --> 00:38:50,520
Speaker 2: And we're back. Rachel, you did I want to talk

919
00:38:50,560 --> 00:38:52,920
Speaker 2: to you about Kelly Clarkson? How was that?

920
00:38:54,520 --> 00:38:54,880
Speaker 1: Okay?

921
00:38:55,200 --> 00:38:59,239
Speaker 4: Kelly Clarkson was very lovely, very cool. She screamed a

922
00:38:59,280 --> 00:39:01,520
Speaker 4: pet for cammy big Guy. She's like, nobody wants.

923
00:39:01,320 --> 00:39:01,880
Speaker 1: To call big guy.

924
00:39:01,960 --> 00:39:02,640
Speaker 2: I love her.

925
00:39:02,840 --> 00:39:04,839
Speaker 4: A lot of my favorite parts did not end up

926
00:39:04,840 --> 00:39:06,879
Speaker 4: in the episode, Like because you know they could, they

927
00:39:06,880 --> 00:39:08,640
Speaker 4: have to like chop it to a tiny piece.

928
00:39:08,760 --> 00:39:11,000
Speaker 1: She was like, Pete, nobody wants to be called big guy.

929
00:39:11,440 --> 00:39:14,040
Speaker 4: And then she said that one of her friends, I

930
00:39:14,080 --> 00:39:17,239
Speaker 4: think her boyfriend called him her duke. And she's like,

931
00:39:17,320 --> 00:39:20,160
Speaker 4: I now, duke is not a nickname or what for.

932
00:39:21,960 --> 00:39:24,120
Speaker 4: She was fucking fun and she's.

933
00:39:24,160 --> 00:39:26,400
Speaker 1: Yelled him in a very satisfying way, like she was

934
00:39:26,440 --> 00:39:29,360
Speaker 1: a girl's girl. She's like, yeah, no, it's not cute,

935
00:39:29,480 --> 00:39:30,120
Speaker 1: it's not good.

936
00:39:30,360 --> 00:39:33,040
Speaker 2: Yes, and they stick yeah yeah.

937
00:39:33,080 --> 00:39:34,799
Speaker 4: And then Pete loved it. He got the band to

938
00:39:34,880 --> 00:39:38,399
Speaker 4: play his big Guy's song. She he told her ahead

939
00:39:38,400 --> 00:39:40,360
Speaker 4: of time. He's like, you know, there's a song. And

940
00:39:40,400 --> 00:39:42,239
Speaker 4: then she's like, so, oh, here there's a big guy song.

941
00:39:42,320 --> 00:39:44,200
Speaker 4: He's like, you know, it's really more of a jingle.

942
00:39:44,320 --> 00:39:48,160
Speaker 3: Kelly, I didn't know Pete sat down.

943
00:39:48,200 --> 00:39:49,920
Speaker 2: I thought I just saw him in the picture. I

944
00:39:49,920 --> 00:39:51,760
Speaker 2: didn't know he was like the audience.

945
00:39:51,800 --> 00:39:53,160
Speaker 1: But she went to him once.

946
00:39:53,239 --> 00:39:53,960
Speaker 2: That's so funny.

947
00:39:53,960 --> 00:39:56,880
Speaker 4: He was not the slightest bit nervous he was just like,

948
00:39:57,440 --> 00:40:01,719
Speaker 4: you know, oh, it's so ridiculous. She's like, He's like,

949
00:40:02,120 --> 00:40:04,799
Speaker 4: you know, it's really more of a jingle, Kelly. And

950
00:40:04,840 --> 00:40:07,600
Speaker 4: then he goes, you know, it goes She's my big guy.

951
00:40:08,160 --> 00:40:10,279
Speaker 4: She's I'm like and they started singing, and the whole

952
00:40:10,280 --> 00:40:10,800
Speaker 4: he's singing

953
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Speaker 2: To Kelly Clarkson