Speaker 1: Wind Down with Janet Kramer and I Heart Radio Podcast.
Speaker 1: Hey guys, welcome back to wind Down. It's uh to
Speaker 1: trust me. Um, I just want to say thank you
Speaker 1: so much for all the love last week. UM yeah,
Speaker 1: I just I really appreciate it. I didn't know how
Speaker 1: it would be received because I was like, well, I
Speaker 1: just cried the entire podcast. But it was really comforting
Speaker 1: to see the messages because even people that weren't going
Speaker 1: through my exact situation, we're able to relate in just
Speaker 1: different ways with their own pain and their own grief.
Speaker 1: And you guys went along with the tapping, which was
Speaker 1: so cool, and I just appreciate it, and I appreciate
Speaker 1: you guys still wanting me to, you know, keep on
Speaker 1: the show. And I'm if I'm gonna be honest, it's been.
Speaker 1: It's been a rough week. Again. I'm I'm just waiting
Speaker 1: for when they say it's better. Uh, But in the meantime,
Speaker 1: it's definitely been. It's hard, and it's it's um. I
Speaker 1: think the hardest part is when you imagine something and
Speaker 1: you work for something and then you're the rug kind
Speaker 1: of gets pulled from underneath you. You're just kind of
Speaker 1: left there on the floor kind of spinning like what like.
Speaker 1: And so that's kind of where I think I'm at,
Speaker 1: just the realization and then just divorce sucks. Uh, there's
Speaker 1: it's such a it's hard because you know, I was
Speaker 1: in the office with one of my lawyers and you know,
Speaker 1: they're laughing, and I'm like, this isn't funny, like you
Speaker 1: know what, I understand they you know, they have a
Speaker 1: million cases. I'm just one case out of probably five thousand,
Speaker 1: you know, I mean, and it's just yeah, I'm like,
Speaker 1: this is this is hard, and this is emotional and
Speaker 1: this is like I'm not laughing about this, and it's
Speaker 1: just it sucks. And unless you're going through it, it's
Speaker 1: just a really awful feeling and I hate it. And
Speaker 1: then it's like I didn't want this, and that's kind
Speaker 1: of where I keep going to. It's like I didn't
Speaker 1: want this. I didn't want this, and so now I'm
Speaker 1: just trying to get out of that mind frame of Okay,
Speaker 1: I didn't want this, but now how am I going
Speaker 1: to get past it? And That's where I'm at now,
Speaker 1: and that's why I'm reading so many different books um
Speaker 1: reading right now. Lisa turkis book, it's not supposed to
Speaker 1: be this way, and that's been helping a lot and
Speaker 1: just realizing, Okay, this is this is it, this isn't
Speaker 1: what I wanted. But now I have to figure out
Speaker 1: how to get out of my slump because there is
Speaker 1: no going back, there is no um. Yeah, it's it's
Speaker 1: just sad because when when you sit in those offices
Speaker 1: it's now a business transaction. I'm like, this is my life,
Speaker 1: this is my kids, this is my money, this is
Speaker 1: my my livelihood, this is you know, everything that I've
Speaker 1: built for myself. And it's when people want to mess
Speaker 1: with that, it's just really hard because yeah, I came
Speaker 1: from nothing and I worked my butt off and anyways,
Speaker 1: but I'm that's my SOB spiel for the day. But
Speaker 1: I think we just I think it's it's okay to
Speaker 1: be in those spots where you go around and round
Speaker 1: and round circles because you're gonna get out of it.
Speaker 1: And I've gotten out of the Will you ever change?
Speaker 1: Will you ever changed it? Did I make the right decision?
Speaker 1: I know I made the right decision, and that's what
Speaker 1: I can stand from in But now what I'm kind
Speaker 1: of going around circles is when is it going to
Speaker 1: get easier? And it's probably not going to get easier
Speaker 1: for a long time. So now I have to get
Speaker 1: myself up the off the couch, find a way now
Speaker 1: to just try to try and that's like the hardest part.
Speaker 1: But I'm doing it. I'm trying it, and I hope
Speaker 1: you guys are too. I'm pumped because I got Shari
Speaker 1: Healy coming on. She's a she's just like a overall
Speaker 1: life coach. She's been on the show before, so hopefully
Speaker 1: she'll be able to give me some wise words and
Speaker 1: then after that we're going to have someone hopefully show
Speaker 1: me that I've got something better on the way. But
Speaker 1: before we get Charian, let's stick a break. Hi Shari, Hi, Janna, Hi,
Speaker 1: how are you honey? You know it's the million dollar question. Um.
Speaker 1: Right now, I'm just kind of numb. Had had a
Speaker 1: few good cries earlier today and a lot of anger. Um.
Speaker 1: But yeah, I had one of those moments where I
Speaker 1: was driving and was like, I have to pull over
Speaker 1: because if I gotta I gotta pull over. It was
Speaker 1: one of those kind of kind of days right there
Speaker 1: with you know, I've been there, right, you know that
Speaker 1: I was mama of young kids when I filed for divorce,
Speaker 1: And why I'm here is to tell you what it's
Speaker 1: going to look like on the other side and how
Speaker 1: to get there, because we have a phenomenal divorce and
Speaker 1: the kids have gotten through it, and I have a
Speaker 1: lot that I wanted to give you. Yeah, I would.
Speaker 1: I would love that because right now I have a
Speaker 1: lot of resentment because of how things are going, and
Speaker 1: it's making me just angry, which I think I need
Speaker 1: to have a piece of angry because yeah, so that
Speaker 1: way I don't get too sad knowing like or like
Speaker 1: did I make their right It's like no, no, like
Speaker 1: I made the right decision. But I am starting to
Speaker 1: feel like a little bit too much because of I
Speaker 1: feel like someone's someone it's just take take, take, take, taking,
Speaker 1: and it's like you already took everything, like not everything,
Speaker 1: but you know what I'm saying, Like it's like you
Speaker 1: took my family away from me. You took so it's
Speaker 1: like I'm that's where I'm stuck right now and just
Speaker 1: being like angry. Yeah, and you need to feel that.
Speaker 1: And I know I heard Sarah telling you that as
Speaker 1: well and Gabby, and it's critical because I would say
Speaker 1: where I went wrong is I went so full forced
Speaker 1: into being there for the children and trying to create
Speaker 1: this really good divorce. I was like, I never planned
Speaker 1: out getting divorced, but if I'm going to get divorced,
Speaker 1: it's going to be the best divorce ever, which is
Speaker 1: a great intention. But I delayed my feelings. I think
Speaker 1: I put them off and so I had to. I
Speaker 1: think Gabby said this to you, like, they'll still be there.
Speaker 1: If you don't feel them now, you'll feel him later
Speaker 1: like I did. And I think I want that you're
Speaker 1: feeling them now. I'm glad that you are. Now. It's
Speaker 1: just hard because it's you know, the other day he
Speaker 1: had asked me, He's like, hey, you know, do you
Speaker 1: wanna do um you know, birdhouses? Like I've got the
Speaker 1: kids because he hasn't moved into his new place. So
Speaker 1: I let him come and see the kids obviously, and
Speaker 1: uh and I was like yeah, sure, and I went
Speaker 1: out there, but then I just got struck with this emotion.
Speaker 1: I was like, this isn't real. This is like like
Speaker 1: I'm not ready to do this yet, you know, because
Speaker 1: it's like I would love to have done this, but
Speaker 1: now I'm like, I'm still mad at like I still like,
Speaker 1: do you know what I mean? But it's like I
Speaker 1: would love to do that, but I was like, I
Speaker 1: don't think I'm ready. I gotta, I gotta go to
Speaker 1: the room, like I can't. I can't do this right now?
Speaker 1: Is that? Is that okay? So glad do you hear that?
Speaker 1: Because yes, I know how much you want for the
Speaker 1: kids to not suffer from this, and you said they
Speaker 1: didn't ask for this, they didn't deserve this. But I
Speaker 1: want to go through with you a few like what
Speaker 1: I would call powerful beliefs that might be guiding lights
Speaker 1: to get you through it, because I would say that.
Speaker 1: I remember saying I don't want to have a broken family.
Speaker 1: I came from a broken family, my parents got divorced.
Speaker 1: I said I'd never do this to my kids. Yeah,
Speaker 1: so what I learned and I feel this to be
Speaker 1: true in my bones and especially now my kids are
Speaker 1: almost off to college. So I've come through it. And
Speaker 1: we got to us when they were very little. They
Speaker 1: choose both of you, They chose you. These kids came
Speaker 1: in to have the experience of Jana and Mike and
Speaker 1: all that comes with that. You know, all the lessons
Speaker 1: that you have to learn, all the things that you're
Speaker 1: going to go through in front of them. And what
Speaker 1: I know is the greatest gift that we can give
Speaker 1: our kids is to let them see us change and grow,
Speaker 1: To let them see us be human and to be
Speaker 1: perfectly imperfect. You know, That's what I feel like we
Speaker 1: all are. We're all here to learn our lessons and
Speaker 1: for you to be showing them how to go through
Speaker 1: pain and hurt and prioritize Mommy, to like take care
Speaker 1: of mom and show them that they will do the
Speaker 1: same thing. They're watching you so they will know either
Speaker 1: I throw myself under the bus and be a martyr
Speaker 1: like mom, or I actually take a loan time and
Speaker 1: I take space and I go away when I need
Speaker 1: to feel feelings and I ask for help. Like I
Speaker 1: loved hearing that you have all your friends coming in
Speaker 1: and helping. It's also something I did not do. I
Speaker 1: was like, I gotta get out of bed because I
Speaker 1: got to be a mom and I'm gonna be a
Speaker 1: great mom. And it was like this kind of trying
Speaker 1: to do it in a way that I think I
Speaker 1: paid the price for. You'd see, like I try to
Speaker 1: and we nested, and I'd try to be with the
Speaker 1: kid's dad and like be nice and loving and all
Speaker 1: of that, and then there would be like these little digs.
Speaker 1: You know, this resentment would seek out when I least
Speaker 1: expect it because I had processed the resentment and he
Speaker 1: he cheated to I mean, we have very similar experiences
Speaker 1: where you know, I had every right to be livid
Speaker 1: at him and take from him, you know. But here's
Speaker 1: one of the things too, that that helped. I'm come
Speaker 1: back to some powerful beliefs for a second. But one
Speaker 1: thing that got me through was I said, I know
Speaker 1: I'm going to have to lead this, but if I
Speaker 1: want this to turn out well for our family, I
Speaker 1: know that's on me. And and it feels like you
Speaker 1: could easily go, well, this happened to me, and why
Speaker 1: do I have to take responsibility? Why do I have
Speaker 1: to be the one? But it's also a great position
Speaker 1: of power to be in to say I know I
Speaker 1: can lead this family, and I know you well enough
Speaker 1: already to know you are the super achiever of the family,
Speaker 1: like you have what it takes to lead this family
Speaker 1: into a better place. You you said the other day,
Speaker 1: I don't can't see it, and I want you to
Speaker 1: start seeing it. I want you to just start imagining
Speaker 1: and I can help you fill in the blanks. But like,
Speaker 1: how great it's going to be. And I know it
Speaker 1: may feel like a leap where you almost take that
Speaker 1: anger right now and be like, all right, I'm gonna
Speaker 1: live in a gorgeous home. I'm gonna have lovers. These
Speaker 1: kids are gonna end up so happy. I Am going
Speaker 1: to be free and living the dream where all my
Speaker 1: other married friends are gonna be like I wish I
Speaker 1: had some alone time to go on trips. I'm gonna
Speaker 1: crush my business, you know, like to start laying down
Speaker 1: what you want, because I know that you're at this
Speaker 1: moment for a reason, and the more you can bring in,
Speaker 1: almost like with your fist in the air, this is
Speaker 1: what I'm going to have. I don't know how and
Speaker 1: I don't know when, but this is where I'm leading
Speaker 1: this family to a really joyful, beautiful What I said
Speaker 1: to my kids is we're going to be family forever,
Speaker 1: but we're gonna have two houses, and eventually there's going
Speaker 1: to be even more love around because they'll be even
Speaker 1: more people around you to love on those kids, and
Speaker 1: you have to get you there. What will be in
Speaker 1: my darkest hours the highest value that will that will
Speaker 1: help me get there? So you choose, in every hard
Speaker 1: decision and in every alone moment, what is the thing
Speaker 1: that I cling to? Like, for me, it was peace
Speaker 1: at all costs. I wanted peace, and I in every
Speaker 1: hard conversation and argument, I would choose peace, which now
Speaker 1: looking back, I don't even know that that was the best.
Speaker 1: It got us a peaceful divorce, for sure, but it
Speaker 1: made me compromise some things. So I don't know as
Speaker 1: I say this, what might come up as the thing
Speaker 1: that you cling to. Because it only takes one person
Speaker 1: to set the tone for the family. Yeah, so if
Speaker 1: you want the tone to be love, if you want
Speaker 1: the salt to be really loving, I do. I hear that,
Speaker 1: and that's what I do want, and I know that
Speaker 1: I I can. I think I'm just still in the
Speaker 1: space of I just fear that I'm gonna I'm gonna
Speaker 1: resent him for the rest of my life for breaking
Speaker 1: up our family. And I don't that sound that seems
Speaker 1: so heavy to carry? It is heavy, and I will
Speaker 1: not let you carry it because over time you will
Speaker 1: be able to it won't be possible because you're you're
Speaker 1: already such a creator and you already have such big
Speaker 1: dreams and visions for yourself, it will be impossible to
Speaker 1: drag that thing along. But I'll tell you the exit,
Speaker 1: like the escape hatch for that, and you can. It
Speaker 1: might drop in now, it might be something that you
Speaker 1: hold for a while, but here's another belief that you
Speaker 1: can carry, that that you came together for a reason,
Speaker 1: the two of you and your blueprint for what success
Speaker 1: looked like was we're together forever, we have a happily
Speaker 1: family forever. I had the same thing. But it could
Speaker 1: be that because you're such an achiever, whatever karma you
Speaker 1: had to work out, whatever lesson you were supposed to
Speaker 1: learn together, you knocked it out of the park early.
Speaker 1: You already did what you came together to do, and
Speaker 1: you're on such a path of self growth. It could
Speaker 1: be that you just moved so quickly through what your
Speaker 1: souls came here to experience that you're over early. And
Speaker 1: there's this formula for happiness that says, whatever my blueprint
Speaker 1: is for life has to line up with my life,
Speaker 1: like whatever I expect has to be reality. And when
Speaker 1: they're out of balance and they don't equal each other,
Speaker 1: then you're in unhappiness. And if there don't equal each other,
Speaker 1: if you thought you were supposed to be together forever
Speaker 1: and now you're not, and you feel helpless to change
Speaker 1: that for the rest of your life, then you're bound
Speaker 1: for suffering. You're not just unhappy, you're suffering because you're
Speaker 1: you're disempowered. You can't do anything about it. Family is broken,
Speaker 1: You're supposed to stay together forever, and that is going
Speaker 1: to just lead to long days of suffering, which I'm
Speaker 1: not all about. I think life is short, and I
Speaker 1: think we're supposed to be here to do and do
Speaker 1: this thing. So you could say to bring those back
Speaker 1: into balance, to find happiness again and freedom to create
Speaker 1: family that you want. That maybe my blueprint is, Yeah,
Speaker 1: we probably came together for a really big reason, and
Speaker 1: if I find out what that reason is, then it
Speaker 1: would make sense that we're not together anymore. And I
Speaker 1: think there's a blessing in this. It may not be
Speaker 1: parent right now. I used to be so goddamn mad
Speaker 1: at the kid's dad that I was like, I never
Speaker 1: want to see you again. I can't believe we have
Speaker 1: kids together and I have to see you all the time.
Speaker 1: But I know what the blessed thing is. Yeah, I
Speaker 1: would not be the woman that I am right now
Speaker 1: if I hadn't gone through that with him. And I
Speaker 1: see the karma and my kids too, that my daughter's
Speaker 1: working out stuff with him, my son's working out stuff
Speaker 1: with him, he's becoming a better man. It's it's kind
Speaker 1: of mind blowing how much we've all learned together going
Speaker 1: through this. So I dig for what's the good reason
Speaker 1: that you two came together in the first place, and
Speaker 1: what would be the good reason that you're not together anymore?
Speaker 1: And how's it going to serve the kids, Because the
Speaker 1: only way to really hurt them is to be really
Speaker 1: unkind to each other in front of them, to like
Speaker 1: go through some really horrible, knockdown, drag out awful talking
Speaker 1: about each other in front of them, which you wouldn't.
Speaker 1: And the greatest gift that we can give them as
Speaker 1: mamas is to be happy and good to ourselves. And
Speaker 1: I want that they see a model for healthy, happy love,
Speaker 1: like a really that both of you have really healthy
Speaker 1: relationships out of this, that they could learn what love
Speaker 1: looks like. Because I heard you say about staying together
Speaker 1: for the kids, which so many people do, and then
Speaker 1: their kids grow up in that sort of toxic energy
Speaker 1: that you think you're acting like really great and not
Speaker 1: showing them, but they feel it more than we could
Speaker 1: possibly know, and they're marinating in that, and they know
Speaker 1: something's off with mom and dad, and then they take
Speaker 1: on the responsibility for your unhappiness. They think it's because
Speaker 1: of that. Yeah, I think and I know, and I
Speaker 1: definitely feel that. I mean, there's they I'm sure they
Speaker 1: felt the tension when we have arguments and stuff, and
Speaker 1: I know that's the outcome, and they're the greatest thing
Speaker 1: that's ever happened that, you know. I just like my
Speaker 1: mom always said, my parents got divorced, Like she was like,
Speaker 1: we were just meant to have you guys, And you know,
Speaker 1: I and I do know that. I think it's just
Speaker 1: this I imagine, this healthy change of what I was
Speaker 1: like promised. So that's the part, because I don't think
Speaker 1: it was ever you know, I was always you know,
Speaker 1: I dreamed, I was dreaming that it was always something
Speaker 1: that it wasn't. And so I don't even know if
Speaker 1: that other that image is actually real, but it's what
Speaker 1: was real in my in my dreams. You know, it's
Speaker 1: real that I made it up that it was this
Speaker 1: happy family, And I think that that's what's that's what
Speaker 1: I'm losing, is that idea of what I dreamt and
Speaker 1: prayed and fought for. Yeah. I remember once saying to
Speaker 1: a friend that we had to move after this divorce
Speaker 1: and that my blueprint for being a great mom was
Speaker 1: to provide them a house that they would grow up
Speaker 1: in until college. One home. And he said to me, well, Sari,
Speaker 1: we know that people who do the best in life
Speaker 1: for the ones who can handle the most uncertainty, people
Speaker 1: who like grew would change. So do you really think
Speaker 1: that's the blueprint for being a great mom? Giving them
Speaker 1: only one home, never having them be challenged or move
Speaker 1: around or deal with change. And I just that blew
Speaker 1: my mind because I thought, no, that's actually true. Anybody
Speaker 1: interesting in my life that I would want to be
Speaker 1: friends with has been through some kind of hell. You
Speaker 1: know that shapes us. And so I think, when you
Speaker 1: have those fights, you're going to teach them how to fight.
Speaker 1: You're going to teach them how to talk about emotions.
Speaker 1: You're gonna say, Mom, Dad are really having a hard day,
Speaker 1: And this is how mom feels, this is how I
Speaker 1: feel right now, and model for them what it is
Speaker 1: to go through hard times. And maybe you're expanding your
Speaker 1: definition of what family looks like. So what are the
Speaker 1: three five things that I can do right now in
Speaker 1: this kind of you know, the next ninety days of
Speaker 1: kind of crisis? Yeah, okay, I want you to figure
Speaker 1: out what the good reason was for marrying Mike, for
Speaker 1: you two being together, the kids, and what was the blessing? Okay, right?
Speaker 1: And so what's then also the good reason for coming apart?
Speaker 1: The kids? Okay, because they chose you too. And you
Speaker 1: don't know exactly what's going to come of all this,
Speaker 1: but you're all learning exactly what you're here to learn.
Speaker 1: I don't think that you would have come to this
Speaker 1: moment if you weren't supposed to. And I also think
Speaker 1: if you rest in this. I spoke to a spiritual
Speaker 1: cher when I was deciding whether or not to pull
Speaker 1: the trigger on my marriage, and he said, in the
Speaker 1: tantra in the old, old, old ancient texts, there's a
Speaker 1: there's a rule that if you're going to endeavor to
Speaker 1: do anything in life, your likelihood for success needs to
Speaker 1: be high. Otherwise that endeavor could be your undoing. And
Speaker 1: I think the thing that caused you to finally say
Speaker 1: we're done is because you knew that that dream, the
Speaker 1: likelihood for success of actually realizing what you knew you
Speaker 1: could have with him was too too low, because to
Speaker 1: try and stay in it and keep going for it
Speaker 1: like that was going to undo you kill me. I think.
Speaker 1: I think because I heard about how you were constantly
Speaker 1: watching and trying to, you know, be on guard and
Speaker 1: man your boundaries. So so the next thing would be
Speaker 1: to write just right, like a divine contract, this is
Speaker 1: what's coming from my family. I am going to declare
Speaker 1: this vision your visionary. You created this business out of nothing,
Speaker 1: You had an idea for a podcast, look at it.
Speaker 1: You can do the same thing with the family. This
Speaker 1: is what it's gonna look like. I'm not into doing
Speaker 1: the birdoses right now, but I will, you know, and
Speaker 1: we'll do holidays together. Or I know you're scared about
Speaker 1: letting them go on overnight, so if they're too little,
Speaker 1: say no, say I'm gonna do the nesting thing, or
Speaker 1: we're gonna do or we're gonna move and the kids
Speaker 1: are going to stay. I'm not going to let them
Speaker 1: go overnight until I'm ready. You are in charge of
Speaker 1: setting up what's in the highest best interest for the kids.
Speaker 1: So write the vision, see it in living color as
Speaker 1: often as possible, like you're dreaming, because you're a dreamer,
Speaker 1: So work with that's already a strength of yours. I
Speaker 1: would also choose that highest value, if it's love, and
Speaker 1: ask yourself with every hard moment, what would love do?
Speaker 1: What would be loving? And in the moment, what would
Speaker 1: be love is taking care of me? Because I'm really
Speaker 1: resentful right now, and I'm not going to put myself
Speaker 1: on the back burner, you know, until I'm ready to
Speaker 1: be doing all these things. Um. I think energy clearings
Speaker 1: would be really helpful. I know you talked to Gabby
Speaker 1: about doing E F T and E M d R,
Speaker 1: and I would have said, M d R, you're already
Speaker 1: doing it, so I would get a really good and
Speaker 1: I can give you some names and numbers of really
Speaker 1: really good energy clearing people who do energy clearings, because
Speaker 1: at that level of your being where there's still trauma
Speaker 1: and there's entanglement and there's lessons to be learned and
Speaker 1: contracts and vows, you can let somebody do the heavy
Speaker 1: lifting on that stuff for you. It will speed up
Speaker 1: the journey. All right, sure, thank you so much for
Speaker 1: coming on. I know you just helped a lot of people,
Speaker 1: including me, so thank you. And can I have you
Speaker 1: come back in a couple of episodes please? Absolutely as more. Okay,
Speaker 1: all right, thanks you. I appreciate you. Okay, appreciate you.
Speaker 1: All right, let's take a break and then I think
Speaker 1: it's time for a second greeting. All right, so we're
Speaker 1: gonna bring Chris Medina in, who is a psychic and
Speaker 1: I'm so nervous what I'm excited. Um. He has a
Speaker 1: podcast called in your Head and you can also go
Speaker 1: to Chris Medina dot guide for more information on him.
Speaker 1: All right, Chris, thank you so much for coming on. Yeah,
Speaker 1: I just I'll let you do your thing. Thank you
Speaker 1: so much for having me on. Is this your first
Speaker 1: psychic reeting? No, it's not. I've had a few, not
Speaker 1: like today, but yeah, I've had a few in the past.
Speaker 1: Whenever I have crisis, I'm always like, I need a psychic.
Speaker 1: Let's do it. I'm to give you my quick little
Speaker 1: spiel and then we're going to jump right into it. Okay, okay,
Speaker 1: So just to let you know before you answer this question.
Speaker 1: I do not discuss death and I do not discuss
Speaker 1: anything that's going to scare the s out of you.
Speaker 1: Why that's what I need? Well, I'm gonna shake you up,
Speaker 1: but I'm not going to scare you. I'm not going
Speaker 1: to manipulate you're doing to being horrible to you. Okay, okay. Thanks.
Speaker 1: The second thing is, for the first couple of minutes
Speaker 1: of this reading, I'm gonna go in and give you
Speaker 1: what my guides are giving me to give you directly,
Speaker 1: and then I'll open the reading up to any questions
Speaker 1: that you have in regards as to what I said,
Speaker 1: or if you want to know about something that we
Speaker 1: didn't get a chance to touch on, we could do
Speaker 1: it at that time. Does that work? Yes? Perfect? And
Speaker 1: then the final final thing is your time is very
Speaker 1: important and expensive to me. I want you to feel
Speaker 1: free to jump in at any time to call bullshit.
Speaker 1: Do not do not worry about trying to be polite,
Speaker 1: not wanting to hurt my feelings, none of that. If
Speaker 1: it doesn't resonate with you, or if it sounds off,
Speaker 1: let me know. When I do hit stuff, simply confirm yes,
Speaker 1: but do not give me any additional details, okay, okay,
Speaker 1: And you haven't like googled, looked up and you know,
Speaker 1: looked into family history. Do you have a grandfather that died? Yeah? Yeah,
Speaker 1: you know there's an old man that's coming to me
Speaker 1: right now, that's pass from the other side. All everything
Speaker 1: that I have for you, I'm gonna try to stay
Speaker 1: away from the medium stuff because I don't have anything
Speaker 1: to bring in from that. So I'm just gonna do
Speaker 1: everything psychically. Okay, okay, cool, here we go. Okay, alright,
Speaker 1: my love, So let me please your mind, especially your mind,
Speaker 1: and let you know that I have nothing negative to
Speaker 1: give you. Your guides, angels, messengers, whatever is that you
Speaker 1: choose to call them, are trying to bring clarity and
Speaker 1: strength to you. And I know that you're gonna laugh
Speaker 1: at that. I know you know what needs to be
Speaker 1: done here. But your soul, your essence, your presence, what
Speaker 1: makes you you, is very very strong. You're just obviously
Speaker 1: at a weak moment right now. But when it comes
Speaker 1: to you again, I think people, I think people have
Speaker 1: the misperception of you as being like um naive or
Speaker 1: you know, um, why did you let this happen? And
Speaker 1: kind of put all the blame on you and all
Speaker 1: this other ship. I feel like with you when it
Speaker 1: comes to your way of thinking and it comes to
Speaker 1: the relationship at that you've gone through here, you're pretty
Speaker 1: much right or die? Does that make sense? Like you're
Speaker 1: kind of you're gonna You're gonna go above and beyond,
Speaker 1: and you're also going to turn over every single rock
Speaker 1: to make sure there's nothing underneath it. Because the last
Speaker 1: thing that Janna wants is is to have questions in
Speaker 1: her mind? Does that make sense to have to think
Speaker 1: could I have done this? Could I have done that?
Speaker 1: Or blah blah blah, whatever the case may be. So
Speaker 1: you handle your process in a way that works for you.
Speaker 1: Does that make sense? And so? And here's another thing
Speaker 1: what I love about you two is that you for
Speaker 1: all for for how you come across. I don't, to
Speaker 1: be honest with I don't know too much about you.
Speaker 1: I noticed a little bit about what I've heard and
Speaker 1: all that, all the big stuff, but I don't know
Speaker 1: really much about your character other than when I pick
Speaker 1: up psychically and with you. I think that you're very perceptive.
Speaker 1: I think that you're very very intuitive, and I think
Speaker 1: that your everyday way of thinking gets in the way
Speaker 1: of your intuition. Does that make sense, because you're very
Speaker 1: much picking up on the intention of other people, whether
Speaker 1: they choose to say anything or not. So what ends
Speaker 1: up happening for you is that you pick up You
Speaker 1: pick up on what's going on here, and if there's
Speaker 1: any questions that that you have, of course you're going
Speaker 1: to go and answer them. But the stuff that is
Speaker 1: not said is what really gets on your nerves. Does
Speaker 1: that make sense? Yeah, I'm gonna try to say from
Speaker 1: that does not make sense. But when it comes that,
Speaker 1: that's That's one of the things that I think that
Speaker 1: really gets in your way here is again is having
Speaker 1: this insane amount of intuition being told one thing and
Speaker 1: then doing another thing. Then with you, I feel like,
Speaker 1: again this is very much the healing phase. I don't
Speaker 1: think that you've actually gone through that yet. I think
Speaker 1: that you're still sitting. With all due respect, this is
Speaker 1: not a shot at you. I think that you're still
Speaker 1: sitting on your pity pot right now and you're absorbing
Speaker 1: everything that's going But that's a good thing, though. Don't
Speaker 1: get off that. Don't get off that too soon. Sit
Speaker 1: there and take all the time that you need to
Speaker 1: forget about what everybody's telling you. Oh girl, you know,
Speaker 1: be strong, do this whatever, take whatever downtime that you
Speaker 1: need to heal, because with you, you're very much once
Speaker 1: once it starts hitting the fan, you immediately want to
Speaker 1: crawl and tell me if this is wrong, feel free
Speaker 1: to jump in here. But you immediately want to crawl
Speaker 1: into bed and kind of like wait till everything's done
Speaker 1: and over with? Does that make sense? Like kind of
Speaker 1: like you know, I just I need time to think,
Speaker 1: any time to absorb. So with you again, sit on
Speaker 1: that pitypot, do what you need, go through the healing
Speaker 1: that you need in order for you to feel better.
Speaker 1: But here's the thing, though, with all that being said,
Speaker 1: all the stuff that your mind is doing to you,
Speaker 1: as far as like playing tricks on you, and you
Speaker 1: know and kind of like enticing you and irritating you,
Speaker 1: would do it all that stuff here, I think that
Speaker 1: your biggest hurdle here in the biggest thing that that
Speaker 1: gets in your way here is that you want this
Speaker 1: person to feel the same way that you feel. And
Speaker 1: I'm just gonna put it out there. I think that's
Speaker 1: impossible because if that if that was the case that
Speaker 1: would have never been done to you in the first place.
Speaker 1: M How do you feel about that? Makes sense? And
Speaker 1: I also think that again, I'm not I'm not gonna
Speaker 1: throw anybody under the bus. I'm not gonna, um, you know,
Speaker 1: pick sides or anything like that. But I also feel
Speaker 1: like again with that intuition and that perception that you
Speaker 1: have between the two of you guys, knowing his insecurities,
Speaker 1: knowing his fears, knowing that this is somebody that tell
Speaker 1: me if this is wrong, I'm just gonna throw this
Speaker 1: out there. I can't think for themselves. Sometimes that kind
Speaker 1: of does what's expected of them rather than what they
Speaker 1: truly need to be doing, and kind of just can
Speaker 1: go with the flow. And you, because you know this
Speaker 1: person inside and out, is kind of like what the mhm.
Speaker 1: So that that that you know And I'm not telling
Speaker 1: you anything that you don't already know here, but I
Speaker 1: feel like that's a huge problem for you, is is
Speaker 1: doing the thinking for both you and this person? How
Speaker 1: do you feel about that? Makes sense? If I'm gonna
Speaker 1: tell you it's time for you know again, when you're ready,
Speaker 1: I'm not gonna I'm not gonna tell you this in
Speaker 1: two weeks here. But it's time to start getting mad.
Speaker 1: It's time to start really strengthen, you know, when you're
Speaker 1: ready to start strengthening your mind, strengthening your core, strengthening
Speaker 1: your character, getting up here and doing what it is
Speaker 1: that you need to be doing because you're not done
Speaker 1: living as far as like your life. This is just
Speaker 1: a little bump in the road here. What ends up
Speaker 1: happening to you again? What your guides want to bring
Speaker 1: us that clarity and that strength, And I think that again,
Speaker 1: tell me if this is wrong again, feel free to
Speaker 1: call both if you need to. But I feel like
Speaker 1: with you that you lost a little bit of your
Speaker 1: identity through this whole process here. And it's it's difficult
Speaker 1: because again with you, when people talk about being in
Speaker 1: relationships and you know, oh, you know that this person
Speaker 1: is codependent in relationships, I question that sometimes because isn't
Speaker 1: that person truly codependent in a relationship or is this
Speaker 1: person Does this person shine better when they have somebody
Speaker 1: else in their life to share things with? Does that
Speaker 1: make sense? So people will automatically say, you know, oh,
Speaker 1: they're there. You know, she's very codependent in this relationship.
Speaker 1: She can't see straight here. Well, some people need that
Speaker 1: extra balance or that extra person there to balance and
Speaker 1: even them out. It's not really codependent as far as
Speaker 1: like I need you in order to live, but I
Speaker 1: just feel better when I have that security, comfort protection
Speaker 1: right next to me. It makes me shine better. It
Speaker 1: makes me feel like, you know, I have everything that
Speaker 1: I need to move forward with. Does that make sense?
Speaker 1: It's like how I feel like with you that that
Speaker 1: because there's so much history and there's so much of this,
Speaker 1: you know that stuff out of the public and people
Speaker 1: don't really know here is the reason why you're holding
Speaker 1: on so strong. But I also feel like, again, you
Speaker 1: shine better when you have somebody there that could that
Speaker 1: that could pick you up or boost you up. Because
Speaker 1: when you're by yourself, you're very emotional. It could be
Speaker 1: very hard on yourself. You can do that, could have,
Speaker 1: should have, would have in the what it and you
Speaker 1: take yourself further down the rabbit hole than you need to.
Speaker 1: And that's what ends up messing you up. Is that
Speaker 1: again your mind, your mind just goes to those dark
Speaker 1: places sometimes and it's difficult for you to get up
Speaker 1: or to focus. How do you feel about all this? Yeah,
Speaker 1: and all makes sense. So when I talk about your
Speaker 1: guides coming in here, I know that's such a weird
Speaker 1: thing to say. I never used to say guides until
Speaker 1: people started asking me who's they? So we're just gonna
Speaker 1: say guides for lack of a better word. How do
Speaker 1: you feel when I bring in your intuition and your
Speaker 1: everyday way of thinking? I mean, I definitely hear that
Speaker 1: because I I feel like I have a really good
Speaker 1: gut and intuition, like I I it's like I know,
Speaker 1: but I always like wait for proof. But I just
Speaker 1: need to start listening to that more and then knowing that.
Speaker 1: I like the clarity thing just because I keep asking
Speaker 1: for clarity, um, and I just I know it's there.
Speaker 1: I just need to feel it. But what ends up
Speaker 1: happening about how about when I tell you that you
Speaker 1: pick up on the intention of other people? Again, I
Speaker 1: don't want to throw anybody under the bus, but you
Speaker 1: know this person like the back of your hand. You
Speaker 1: know this person like nobody else does. So when I
Speaker 1: talk about the intention and also you know, um, picking
Speaker 1: up on what's going on, what's going on behind the scenes,
Speaker 1: how do you feel about that as well? Because I
Speaker 1: feel like again that also adds to your intuition. That
Speaker 1: also adds to that level of stress or anxiety that
Speaker 1: you get. Yeah, for sure, I mean I definitely have Yeah,
Speaker 1: I I take I take that on and I don't
Speaker 1: want to take that on anymore. But I definitely it's frustrating.
Speaker 1: For sure. That's one of your biggest lessons here. Again,
Speaker 1: I hate to dip into the past life and bring
Speaker 1: up past life information because again for one, for one thing,
Speaker 1: there's no way to validate that. There's no way to
Speaker 1: look back and look at somebody else's past life and say, oh,
Speaker 1: this is exactly who you were here. I have the proof,
Speaker 1: but people like people like that. It does trigger a
Speaker 1: lot of what's going on in this lifetime. But my
Speaker 1: whole thing is staying present and being focused on what's
Speaker 1: going on in this life time. However, you do have
Speaker 1: those lessons when it comes to how you love and
Speaker 1: how you receive love, because in relationship, relationships are huge
Speaker 1: for you, especially in this lifetime. You're you're gonna find
Speaker 1: your strength, your character, your identity through relationships in this lifetime.
Speaker 1: It's important for you. And what ends up happening again
Speaker 1: is that I think that you have like you I'm
Speaker 1: not gonna go I'm not gonna go as far as
Speaker 1: to call you bipolar or have a slip personality. But
Speaker 1: I definitely know, I know, I definitely feel like this,
Speaker 1: this very intelligent, this very you know um knows what
Speaker 1: needs to be done type of person. I definitely see
Speaker 1: that with you. But I also see that shadows side
Speaker 1: to you, that shadows side that when nobody else is around,
Speaker 1: the stuff that you can do to yourself, when it
Speaker 1: comes to your way of thinking. That's where your guys
Speaker 1: want to jump in and tell you again, Look, we've
Speaker 1: got to figure out a way to filter this so
Speaker 1: it's not it's not so intention so it's not so
Speaker 1: intense and so much for you. Yeah, but when when
Speaker 1: we talk about can I call him Mike? Sure, So
Speaker 1: we're talking about when I talk about him, what do
Speaker 1: you think about when I say that he does what's
Speaker 1: expected of him rather than what he truly wants to
Speaker 1: be doing and sometimes can't think for himself. Yeah, I mean,
Speaker 1: I hear that, and I wonder, you know, I mean,
Speaker 1: now he's free to do whatever he wants. Here's the thing, though,
Speaker 1: I'm going to be a little bit manipulative too, and
Speaker 1: I'm also going to be team you. Right now, here's
Speaker 1: the thing I'm gonna I'm having difficulty saying this. I'm
Speaker 1: just gonna throw it out there. What other woman is
Speaker 1: going to put up with that? Well, he's gonna, he says,
Speaker 1: he's going to change, and so the next girl gets
Speaker 1: the changed man. You've got to want to change. First
Speaker 1: of all, you have to acknowledge that there's an issue
Speaker 1: going on. And I don't believe in um not having
Speaker 1: self control, and I don't believe in making excuses and
Speaker 1: putting band aids on a wound where that where it
Speaker 1: just keeps bleeding NonStop here, and this is something to
Speaker 1: where I feel like people live behind that excuse as
Speaker 1: far as like you know, I'm not saying that everybody
Speaker 1: that that that nobody suffers from from things or they
Speaker 1: can't go through certain things, but we start living behind
Speaker 1: that excuse and people start putting in your head, oh
Speaker 1: it's this, it's that the reason why you are is
Speaker 1: because of X, Y and Z. I feel like people
Speaker 1: end up living behind that and make a bigger deal
Speaker 1: out of it than what needs to be made out
Speaker 1: of it. And I feel like with you that again,
Speaker 1: with you thinking about this. You're kind of like, don't
Speaker 1: be stupid, Like I know who you are and I
Speaker 1: know I know how you think, and it has to
Speaker 1: be extremely frustrating for you because you see through that. Yeah,
Speaker 1: but I don't. But I do not see anything negative
Speaker 1: you're I don't see you. You know this is something
Speaker 1: that's gonna be bothering you for the rest of your life.
Speaker 1: I honestly feel, and again there's you can you have
Speaker 1: the ability to change is you can do. You can
Speaker 1: change what I'm saying moving forward here by just you know,
Speaker 1: not doing anything about it, But I don't feel like
Speaker 1: that's in your character, and I definitely feel like with
Speaker 1: you that it's gonna be. I'm gonna say probably by
Speaker 1: summer of next year, things are going to be different
Speaker 1: for you as far as like um feeling. Again, that's
Speaker 1: not to take away that you know that you're not
Speaker 1: going to be good by this coming fall here, but
Speaker 1: by summer of next year, a total one eighty different, different,
Speaker 1: different outlook on life, different feeling, different vibe, more confident,
Speaker 1: more determined to kind of get things done here. And
Speaker 1: also too, I really feel like your kids are going
Speaker 1: to come in and show you strength here and get
Speaker 1: back to what matters the most, which is you and
Speaker 1: this family that you've created. For sure, I know about
Speaker 1: all this. I can give it to me, and I
Speaker 1: want that that bad side of me to come out.
Speaker 1: No I can't. I mean, I that sounds great. I
Speaker 1: want all that you know, and I hope, I hope
Speaker 1: for that. I don't want to be but I want
Speaker 1: to be alone forever, you know, So I hope that
Speaker 1: you know there's someone out there eventually you know that
Speaker 1: I'll But let's make it worth at this time though.
Speaker 1: Let's let's kind of take a step back here and realize,
Speaker 1: like I said when I told you at the very beginning,
Speaker 1: that you're pretty much right or diet like when you
Speaker 1: get involved in a relationship. This is the security, comfort,
Speaker 1: peace of mind that I'm looking for. I only want
Speaker 1: to do this once. I don't want to date around
Speaker 1: for dating is fundor. But right now I'm at this
Speaker 1: age where where I want the real thing. So we
Speaker 1: already know what it is that you have to offer,
Speaker 1: what you bring to the table. Let's take a step
Speaker 1: back here and see what the next person has to
Speaker 1: offer before we jump it. See if they're up to
Speaker 1: par with who you are and where you're I'm never
Speaker 1: settling ever again ever again, I'd rather be alone. Who's
Speaker 1: to say that within the next six months that this
Speaker 1: new look, this new you, this new vibe isn't gonna
Speaker 1: be the come up ins that've been waiting for, because again,
Speaker 1: you can't keep a woman like you down for very long.
Speaker 1: You're gonna again, like I said, you're going to go
Speaker 1: through the emotions. You're going to said on that pity pot,
Speaker 1: cry more, and do not let anybody tell you again
Speaker 1: here I am giving you psychic insight, but I am
Speaker 1: not going to push you because again I feel like
Speaker 1: we're kind of like in the same boat your work.
Speaker 1: We need a hot minute to get our together. We
Speaker 1: need to go through so we need to throw things around,
Speaker 1: we need to cry, we need to get piste off
Speaker 1: and do what we need. We need to get that
Speaker 1: all out. So honored, I get that all out. But
Speaker 1: don't ever ever mistake your emotions, your sensitivity as a
Speaker 1: weakness here, because that's one of the best parts about you.
Speaker 1: It reminds you that you're human. So again, when you're
Speaker 1: ready to find your strength, let's do that us. Thanks Chris,
Speaker 1: I appreciate you coming on, UM and I love that
Speaker 1: you also have a podcast and do you help other
Speaker 1: people on the podcast? Like do you do? That's so cool?
Speaker 1: So it's called in your Head and you can listen
Speaker 1: to that wherever or for more information, you can go
Speaker 1: to Chris Medina dot guide UM and it could people
Speaker 1: sign up to get a psychic reading from you there, Yeah,
Speaker 1: they can visit my website sign up for a half
Speaker 1: hour session, hour long session. I just want to make this,
Speaker 1: uh know one right out about here or out the gate.
Speaker 1: My sessions tend to go over. I am not a clockwatcher,
Speaker 1: so if you sign up for a half an hour reading,
Speaker 1: be prepared to be on the phone for thirty to
Speaker 1: forty five minutes. Same thing with an hour and ten.
Speaker 1: I want to make sure I get everything in your session.
Speaker 1: You're paying the top dollar for that. Let's talk about it.
Speaker 1: I love it, Chris. Thank you so much for coming
Speaker 1: on and shutting some insight. I really appreciate it. You're
Speaker 1: so my love, and please keep in touch if there's
Speaker 1: anything I can do for you, do not ever hesitate
Speaker 1: to reach out. Awesome, Thanks Chris, You're welcome to take
Speaker 1: care all right. Super excited to have Seth for million
Speaker 1: coming on so you can get more information from coming
Speaker 1: out Tarot dot com, um, psychic, medium, tea guardare, I'm
Speaker 1: so excited. Dom is something good? All right? Seth, do
Speaker 1: your thing, do me. There's there's so many ways to
Speaker 1: approach tarot and how it is a part of our lives,
Speaker 1: and my favorite way to work with it is to
Speaker 1: bring clarity, to bring confidence, and to help the person
Speaker 1: sitting across from me you today to have a more
Speaker 1: enriching life and work through whatever transformation it is that
Speaker 1: you might be going through today. And you're also you
Speaker 1: also do psychic and is that go in with the
Speaker 1: psychic and medium reading too, or how does that work
Speaker 1: that does? So some people will ask me specifically for
Speaker 1: mediumship readings. Psychic for me has a lot of connotations,
Speaker 1: and many people think of a psychic as someone who's
Speaker 1: constantly clairvoyant, But psychic has all of the It's kind
Speaker 1: of like an umbrella term that has a lot of
Speaker 1: things underneath it, including mediumship and taro and all the
Speaker 1: other Claire is like Claar sentience and Claire audience, so
Speaker 1: there's a lot of stuff that falls underneath that. For me, Uh,
Speaker 1: the mediumship will be a tool that I use. Clar
Speaker 1: sentience will be a tool that I use, which is
Speaker 1: feeling something in your body. So it comes reading for
Speaker 1: someone once and my neck got supertense and we talked
Speaker 1: about how in their neck they've been recently diagnosed with
Speaker 1: a pretty severe case of arthritis. So there are there
Speaker 1: are moments like that that happen. And then when I
Speaker 1: use my cards, that's tapping into intuition and sometimes the
Speaker 1: technique called scrying, which will help me see images that
Speaker 1: may or may not be in the card, but it
Speaker 1: might have something to do with you or may have
Speaker 1: something to do with me. So the the experience can
Speaker 1: take many different skill sets to arrive at the transformation
Speaker 1: and real the insight that you're looking for. And my
Speaker 1: favorite way to do that is to work with you
Speaker 1: either with a strong question something that you're focused on
Speaker 1: right now that you're trying to get a little more
Speaker 1: insight on and and dig through. If you don't have
Speaker 1: a or you don't want to ask a like a
Speaker 1: strong question saying here's where I want to really focus,
Speaker 1: then I'll also work in themes and it ends up
Speaker 1: narrowing down into something specific. The same way so how
Speaker 1: how do you have you had a tero reading before? Yeah,
Speaker 1: I have one, I've had before. Cool, So what has
Speaker 1: the experience been like for you? Has it been similar
Speaker 1: to that or different? Um, I don't know. It's one
Speaker 1: of those where I'm like, I don't really don't believe
Speaker 1: in it. I'm just I'm I don't know, Like, I
Speaker 1: just I don't know. I'm not I'm not used to
Speaker 1: used to it. Like my friends always like, you know,
Speaker 1: what's the intention of the day, And so she has
Speaker 1: the tarot cards and she's but I'm like, but you
Speaker 1: could have picked another a card and then it would
Speaker 1: have been something else. So that's I just I go there.
Speaker 1: Sometimes that makes complete sense to me because I do
Speaker 1: the same exact thing, not just the intention of the day,
Speaker 1: but the feeling of well, it could have been any card.
Speaker 1: But that's part of the point, isn't it that that
Speaker 1: the these things have collided to say, here's where we
Speaker 1: are right now in this moment, and there's so many
Speaker 1: things that could transpire after that may divert us onto
Speaker 1: another road. But here, in this moment, right now, this
Speaker 1: is something that we can touch, dig deeper into, feel,
Speaker 1: feel the the inspiration of or maybe even want to
Speaker 1: hold onto and say this is this is a talisman
Speaker 1: for me, or maybe the phrase I'm going to use
Speaker 1: to get through the day, to help me feel stronger,
Speaker 1: more empowered, more confident as I go through all the
Speaker 1: things that can come at me throughout the course of
Speaker 1: the day or several months, you know, whatever might be
Speaker 1: most most important. So how about you, would you would
Speaker 1: you like to focus on a question? Um, I think
Speaker 1: just clarity and then the future. Okay, let's dick. Clarity
Speaker 1: is pretty, Clarity is broad right, making the right choices,
Speaker 1: that's all right, it's a little little Yeah. I think
Speaker 1: it's great. Every every terror reader is different. And some
Speaker 1: people like, don't tell me anything. I don't wonder anything
Speaker 1: about you. I don't want to hear any questions. Um.
Speaker 1: I love to work from where you are. You've already
Speaker 1: done a ton of work on your own to get
Speaker 1: to where you are today. And sometimes hearing all this
Speaker 1: stuff you already know, people like, okay, yeah, we'll already
Speaker 1: knew that. Help me out. Let me know where things
Speaker 1: are headed. A confirmation is sometimes it's part of the
Speaker 1: name of the game. Let it knows it helps me
Speaker 1: know it helps you know that we're zero it on
Speaker 1: something that's the right track. Yeah, it's a I heard
Speaker 1: this thing I was reading in a book and I
Speaker 1: can't remember the exact term of what they use, but
Speaker 1: it's like you have to hear something or see something
Speaker 1: a certain amount of times before you can actually start
Speaker 1: believing it. So I'm like, I've asked people probably fifteen times,
Speaker 1: and I'm making the right decision and making the right decision,
Speaker 1: and it's like when then you finally are gonna be
Speaker 1: like it's just going to click and you're like, I
Speaker 1: made the right decision. But sometimes you have to and
Speaker 1: I can't remember, I have to go back to the book.
Speaker 1: But it was it was fascinating because I'm like, wow,
Speaker 1: that's I do that all the time. I'm like, oh
Speaker 1: my gosh, I took this vaccination. Am I gonna get
Speaker 1: blood clots? And like, am I gonna be? Okay? I'm
Speaker 1: I gonna die. It's like until I get the answer
Speaker 1: like all the way and then I'm like, okay, now
Speaker 1: I'm fine, I'm fine, all right? So do you want
Speaker 1: to see these? Uh? And I can describe them as
Speaker 1: I pulled them up, what the cards are? Read them out. Okay,
Speaker 1: so I like to use layout. It's not every readers
Speaker 1: use layouts, which means there's a meeting to each position
Speaker 1: in the card that I laid out. The first card
Speaker 1: that I pulled, which is a current position with what
Speaker 1: might be going on now, is the moon. And these
Speaker 1: look a little different from what people might be familiar with.
Speaker 1: This moon has a big unicorn on it, a gorgeous
Speaker 1: moon m crawda down there in the bottom, and it's
Speaker 1: coming out of a lake and there's some some planets
Speaker 1: that are surrounding it. The the moon for me today
Speaker 1: and in this moment, is representing the state of everything
Speaker 1: that is being revealed. You're you're in a position of
Speaker 1: coming to understanding things that you didn't expect, things that
Speaker 1: are probably are surprise. It's like the veil is being lifted.
Speaker 1: And as you start to understand more than just getting
Speaker 1: it in front of me again, as you start to
Speaker 1: understand more, I think there is a there's a path
Speaker 1: that is still yet to be revealed. There's there's a bit,
Speaker 1: there's a bit you don't know yet as much as
Speaker 1: you may know at this point, there's still there's something
Speaker 1: hidden for me. And what's interesting I remember I was saying,
Speaker 1: there's a scrying thing that kind of happens. I see images.
Speaker 1: This looks like a like a This is gonna sound weird.
Speaker 1: So I don't know if this sounds if this is
Speaker 1: important for you or not. You know the story of
Speaker 1: King Arthur and the Lady of the Lake. You know,
Speaker 1: so the King Arthur received his sword um and through
Speaker 1: not only pulling it out of this stone, but it
Speaker 1: was it was originally the stone upon the world by
Speaker 1: the Lady of the Lake, this magical, mythical creature. And
Speaker 1: what it looks like to me is this sword is
Speaker 1: starting to come out of the lake. Uh. I'm gonna
Speaker 1: say this is a symbol for me because it's not
Speaker 1: a story that you know. So the symbol for me
Speaker 1: is there is truth about to be revealed. There's more
Speaker 1: for you to know, to understand, and to have that
Speaker 1: illuminated by the moon. Is is it's a secret. You
Speaker 1: don't know this yet, so you're about to find out more.
Speaker 1: We itch in the case of where you you are,
Speaker 1: I'm fascinating because I'm going to add a little bit
Speaker 1: more to this, So hold on to that thought for
Speaker 1: a minute. So as a result of where you are
Speaker 1: at the moment and seeking the clarity you're looking for.
Speaker 1: There's more information coming that's going to get you the
Speaker 1: clarity that you're looking for. It's going to be revealed
Speaker 1: to you. Though it's not something you can find, chase,
Speaker 1: or or discover on your own. Somebody's going to give
Speaker 1: it to you. And as a result, that opens up
Speaker 1: And this feels weird, but go with me, and maybe
Speaker 1: it don't mean something more to you than it does
Speaker 1: to me. At the moment. That opens up a whole
Speaker 1: new path of love and opportunity for you. Okay, and
Speaker 1: I'm going to switch those words the opportunity for love
Speaker 1: for you. But this, this revelation has to happen first.
Speaker 1: You have to get out of the mire of uh
Speaker 1: of where you are today. And that comes as a
Speaker 1: result of someone else saying, hey, here's this thing you
Speaker 1: didn't know. Now that you know it, what are you
Speaker 1: gonna do? And you then it's like the veil is
Speaker 1: totally lifted. The you know, the rose colored glasses come off.
Speaker 1: The feeling of um struggling through family and challenges around
Speaker 1: family moves out of the way and you're able to
Speaker 1: see clearly where you're meant to be next? Got it?
Speaker 1: What kind of questions does that raise for you? When? Ah, okay,
Speaker 1: cool timing and taros. Any taro reader will probably tell
Speaker 1: you as a challenge because once we leave, you know,
Speaker 1: once we're not engaged in this moment anymore, you have
Speaker 1: free will. You can make your next choice, and then
Speaker 1: the next reading might say something the timing has changed
Speaker 1: because of who you ran into or or the guide
Speaker 1: posts you you ignored, for example. So timing is relative.
Speaker 1: It's based on the information that we have today, though,
Speaker 1: I just think it would be interesting to hear what
Speaker 1: happens in thirty days. I'll let you know. I'm excited. Yeah, seriously. Um, so,
Speaker 1: thank you so much for coming on and doing the
Speaker 1: tarot cards with me. I appreciate it. And where could
Speaker 1: listeners find you? Uh, they can find me. It's psychics
Speaker 1: one on one dot com. That's the easiest place to
Speaker 1: work with me today. I can be found in so
Speaker 1: many places. That is one of the places that you
Speaker 1: can find the easiest. Okay, awesome, Thank you so much
Speaker 1: that I really appreciate it. And I'll let you know
Speaker 1: what happens in the next thirty All right, good, thank you.
Speaker 1: Thank you. Alright, guys, we did it. I promise you.
Speaker 1: I'm going uh figure this out, and we're gonna we're
Speaker 1: gonna keep on trucking on and next week I'll be
Speaker 1: a little bit stronger. And so will you see you
Speaker 1: next week By