Speaker 1: Guess what decision We're about to make. Horrible decision.
Speaker 2: They say everything is bigger in Texas.
Speaker 1: So we want to see it.
Speaker 3: We are coming back to Texas for our Climax Tour.
Speaker 3: Please come and see us because I'm gonna tell you
Speaker 3: right now. When we were in Houston and Dallas.
Speaker 1: Didn't we didn't get enough.
Speaker 3: Remember we went to the Strip Club, we did a
Speaker 3: little me Agree, we did the Deep Lum Vibe.
Speaker 1: We need more and we're coming back Houston July sixth.
Speaker 3: We're gonna be at the House of Blues, and in
Speaker 3: Dallas we're gonna be at the Factory in Deep LM.
Speaker 2: That's right, that's right. So we need all of the
Speaker 2: hot girls to come on out. If you have not yet,
Speaker 2: go to horhive dot com, click on Houston or Dallas
Speaker 2: and baby, we want to come see y'all turn up
Speaker 2: and turn out. That's right, So go to horror hid
Speaker 2: dot com and get your tickets for the Climax stour.
Speaker 2: See you guys.
Speaker 1: There, do you?
Speaker 2: Hey, guys, welcome to another episode of Horriblay the Sizzy own.
Speaker 3: Mandy's only doing that because one of my fans was like,
Speaker 3: I don't like when you don't do it, bitch.
Speaker 1: They love my love eggs and how hey, you know
Speaker 1: I'm your girl.
Speaker 2: Mandy baka Full Corp Pumps aka Debt Bitch aka pant
Speaker 2: the Stallion, Puss, the Hope.
Speaker 1: What's up, y'all, I'm weazy.
Speaker 3: Welcome back to another episode of the best sex podcast
Speaker 3: on the planet, on the planet in the world. That's
Speaker 3: what the girl said to me on the subway today.
Speaker 2: And really we know that because you know, we just
Speaker 2: came back from touring the Midwest or whatever, and we
Speaker 2: saw all the whore hive and it was great.
Speaker 3: One girl in particular in Cincinnati said something that no
Speaker 3: one's ever said, at least to my face. I'm sure
Speaker 3: people have said it maybe online, but like she was like,
Speaker 3: thank you for sharing your lives.
Speaker 1: Yeah that was with me. Yeah not I do live.
Speaker 3: Y'all our lives and it was nice to hear, because yeah,
Speaker 3: like that should be taxing as fuck.
Speaker 1: No, it really is. And I know people feel like
Speaker 1: making of podcasts a lot of work.
Speaker 2: This shit is, well, I think it's more work actually,
Speaker 2: and I think this is why we get the response
Speaker 2: to I think it's more work to be vulnerable. It's
Speaker 2: more work to come on here and say things that
Speaker 2: are super embarrassing that we know what the people are
Speaker 2: gonna judge us for that.
Speaker 1: We know probably years later we will look.
Speaker 2: Back and be like, what the fuck we I mean,
Speaker 2: we look back at the stories we tell ours that
Speaker 2: we've told on this podcast, and it's like, damn, we
Speaker 2: look back at the niggas.
Speaker 1: That we loved and don't love No mo, Like, damn,
Speaker 1: I mad I gave him that much. Motherfucker.
Speaker 3: When I tell you I have a feeling, I'm gonna
Speaker 3: see it ovay soon, and like you know when you
Speaker 3: feel it coming, like I'm not trying to manifest it.
Speaker 3: I just know it's coming because I'm in New York.
Speaker 3: By the way, not saying fuck la, but bitch, my
Speaker 3: serotonin levels have been up so high with us the
Speaker 3: summer stop.
Speaker 1: I know, melatonin make you go to sleep, so seratonin
Speaker 1: keep you up.
Speaker 3: But just so, do you know what tone, oxytocin, dopamine,
Speaker 3: the things that make you up, happy, feel in love
Speaker 3: and like it's the it's we talked about serotonin. Actually,
Speaker 3: when you're and you were feeling depressed, I said, oh
Speaker 3: my god, you have to take five htp to make
Speaker 3: your serotonin.
Speaker 1: Go back up.
Speaker 3: Ooh, bitch, man, I spelt it wrong. I put s
Speaker 3: e r a bitch like Sarah Fina.
Speaker 2: But it's serotonin chemical that carries messages between nerve cells
Speaker 2: and the brain and throughout the body. Okay, it's given
Speaker 2: what I feel when my body hurt after riding dick,
Speaker 2: which I did do.
Speaker 1: Is that serotonin?
Speaker 2: No, So basically no New York because if you be
Speaker 2: carrying the messages to my nerve cells, that bitch.
Speaker 1: I don't want to do that again.
Speaker 3: It can't be that bad, bro, it was that bad.
Speaker 3: It's still a dick in you.
Speaker 1: It can't be that bad. Oh no, no, no, no no.
Speaker 1: When the dick is in me, it's great.
Speaker 2: I'm talking about the after effects, like what my body
Speaker 2: feels like after like we you know, we do our
Speaker 2: thirty now, you know, like when you go out to
Speaker 2: the club and you.
Speaker 1: Just dance it, twerk it.
Speaker 3: When I called the police when I was fucked up
Speaker 3: the next day, remember that.
Speaker 1: No, I ain't tell you no story. I was so
Speaker 1: hungover I called the police.
Speaker 3: Why did you call the police? So I thought I
Speaker 3: was going to I'm not playing with you, talk about Jose.
Speaker 1: Serotonin. No, no dead.
Speaker 3: I I think I shared it. I went out, went
Speaker 3: to the box, went to some other fucking underground club.
Speaker 3: I thought it was a Mexican restaurant, but it ended
Speaker 3: up being a club. Walked outside. I was like, who
Speaker 3: turned the lights on? It was nine in the morning
Speaker 3: and I had literally been partying seven pm till nine am.
Speaker 3: So you called the cops? Are telling yourself? No, I
Speaker 3: thought I was dying of an overdose or something.
Speaker 1: Oh wow, I woke up. I was like, I feel
Speaker 1: so dizzy. This can't be alcohol. I have to be dying.
Speaker 1: But did you remember who you got it from? Okay,
Speaker 1: it wasn't anything.
Speaker 3: It was just like, so I woke up drunk and
Speaker 3: I was like, I have to call the police. Then
Speaker 3: once I got on the phone when N'm on one
Speaker 3: and they said, what's your emergency, I was like, let me.
Speaker 3: That's a miss, that's a mission. I was fucked up anyway,
Speaker 3: so not like literally. One of my close friends was like,
Speaker 3: does anyone want a luxury one bedroom It comes to
Speaker 3: the Tesla, take it for two months. I do not
Speaker 3: want to go back to La and I actually have
Speaker 3: to go back for work. But I am just like,
Speaker 3: I don't know maybe because okay, it could be two things. Okay,
Speaker 3: I'm hotter because I'm getting more fit. Two it's a
Speaker 3: New York summer. Niggas is hungry, So am I fine?
Speaker 3: Or a nigga's on my dick? Or what's going on
Speaker 3: while my insuweek because bitch, I'm so happy right now,
Speaker 3: Like me and Nina have been walking around like oh too, Nordla.
Speaker 1: Asked, I ain't gonna hold you.
Speaker 3: I am booked like almost every weekend for the next
Speaker 3: four weeks, and one of my bookings I had to
Speaker 3: be like, I want to be in New York for
Speaker 3: the goddamn weekend. I need to meet these niggas. The
Speaker 3: layout is happening at the park. How much is the booking?
Speaker 2: Because if it's not enough sufficiently for me, I'm just
Speaker 2: gonna pass on after to be.
Speaker 1: A T weekend. I don't even want to be in
Speaker 1: LA for b T we beach. I mean a niggas
Speaker 1: gonna be there.
Speaker 3: I'm alright with be a T weekend, maybe because I've
Speaker 3: been doing it the HUSB. I just like, we'll see anyway.
Speaker 3: I am what was I gonna say? So for our
Speaker 3: London high we have so much London Horror Hive. I
Speaker 3: talked about it on Patreon, but I really want to
Speaker 3: give a shout out to DLT. It's this party. I
Speaker 3: guess it's called Days like This in London. I'd never
Speaker 3: fucking heard of it before, but I went to London
Speaker 3: for the linkup that my boy Andre Power does so
Speaker 3: much fun. Mad Horror Hive came to see me. Some
Speaker 3: girls shout out to the girl that drove for two
Speaker 3: or three hours.
Speaker 1: That was insane.
Speaker 3: But literally we're just kicking it there. We go see
Speaker 3: be honest, I'm like, nigg what else should we do?
Speaker 3: He's like, boom, there's this party in Malta, super black,
Speaker 3: so much fun. I really want to fucking do our
Speaker 3: show there next year because you know we're not doing
Speaker 3: tour game bitch, but I'll go to Malta.
Speaker 1: Oh my god.
Speaker 2: But literally, by the way, y'all, we didn't announce this
Speaker 2: goddamn towards our final one.
Speaker 1: Bitch.
Speaker 2: Y'all know we added Boston, so we will be in
Speaker 2: Boston in November. We're working on Bitch, trying to add
Speaker 2: about two three most shows. I'm like, so, bitch, you
Speaker 2: just want to keep adding shows. It's like the final
Speaker 2: Final fun. She just keeps trying to add shows. I'm like, oh, okay,
Speaker 2: heard you. I'm going to hold you up thinking about Miami.
Speaker 1: You know what I mean? What I mean so anyway,
Speaker 1: not but.
Speaker 3: I you know, I went to Europe, came back and
Speaker 3: like literally was in Europe. I hate I cannot be
Speaker 3: on saying this on the beach Mediterranean Sea, this fucking
Speaker 3: lid ass room to myself terrace and I was like, wow,
Speaker 3: I wish I was in New York right now.
Speaker 1: Oh wow.
Speaker 3: And I have plans to be in Europe. I'm going
Speaker 3: to London in July and Paris because you know that's
Speaker 3: my favorite place in the world.
Speaker 1: I can't see you.
Speaker 3: Based on some real shit, I don't even want to
Speaker 3: go anywhere. Like I just want to be in the
Speaker 3: streets in New York. I want to be a fucking
Speaker 3: hop and yeah, like my pussy and my body and
Speaker 3: everything feels open. I feel like maybe content will get
Speaker 3: better because I'm ready to be a fucking home. It's
Speaker 3: so crazy because like I want to be a Dayton hope,
Speaker 3: like I do not like and I thought about this
Speaker 3: when we were in Detroit, Cincinnati dating Chicago. I'm like
Speaker 3: there's niggas that I've fucked in these cities. Nothing about
Speaker 3: anything made me want to hit them up to just
Speaker 3: give them pussy again.
Speaker 1: You fucking again? Cincinnati.
Speaker 3: No, not in nat City, but there was. I was
Speaker 3: calling to see if anybody was around.
Speaker 2: But no, I didn't fuck anyone in Cincinnati, but clearly
Speaker 2: Detroit and Chicago.
Speaker 1: And so I realized that I want to.
Speaker 3: Go on dates. But you know that's a part of
Speaker 3: my whole base.
Speaker 2: Well, no, I'm saying though, I am having a huge
Speaker 2: serotonin issue in my brain with the idea of just
Speaker 2: sucking a nigga off GP.
Speaker 1: Call back, you know what I mean.
Speaker 2: So a part of me is like, Okay, I got
Speaker 2: if y'all wanna Patreon, I talked about the nigga that's
Speaker 2: back in the picture.
Speaker 1: I got him once. Maybe not make your ex pay
Speaker 1: five dollars to hear it, and he.
Speaker 2: Can, and he can because y'all ain't never gonna hear
Speaker 2: about that nigg again.
Speaker 1: I'm not gonna lie the.
Speaker 2: Same way you feel like, like nervous about running into obey.
Speaker 2: I feel like I'm to the point where if I
Speaker 2: see this nigga, I'm gonna spin on it.
Speaker 1: Remember, so he's gonna throw something like the way you felt,
Speaker 1: and you're like, I can't believe you.
Speaker 3: Want to come in at I mean, that's a man
Speaker 3: to be doing every time, just me doing every time.
Speaker 2: I said, I ain't gonna hold you. But that nigga
Speaker 2: from the back with no loom, I hate him. And
Speaker 2: it's crazy because it's I realized that few things like
Speaker 2: so basically, y'all, there was a barber.
Speaker 1: This is Shirley incident that took place a couple of weeks.
Speaker 3: Ago, and I found out that there were multiple other women,
Speaker 3: one being the goddamn bartender from the goddamn sex club.
Speaker 1: Two of the other women also being from the sex club.
Speaker 3: So part of me felt like, ooh, I opened up
Speaker 3: this can of worms.
Speaker 1: He clearly didn't know how to handle it.
Speaker 2: Mind you, the fucking bartender bitch is the one who
Speaker 2: told me he went there when I was in Jamaica.
Speaker 1: So it's like, but you'll be smalling on my back,
Speaker 1: but heard you heard you? Well?
Speaker 2: To me, what I realized is do I know finding No,
Speaker 2: you don't me finding out about the other women what
Speaker 2: didn't even upset me, Like when the girl called me,
Speaker 2: I was like yeah, girl, here go my number. So
Speaker 2: we on the phone and I was like, so, what's
Speaker 2: crazy is he had became so like, I don't want
Speaker 2: to say upset, but insecure with my travel schedule, us
Speaker 2: going on tour, your Black Effect festival.
Speaker 1: I was just on tour with he.
Speaker 3: The thing is, and he was just becoming more and
Speaker 3: more like irritated that.
Speaker 1: I was like, oh, waste so much. Why not just
Speaker 1: bring him bitch? I invited him so bet so, okay,
Speaker 1: you don't want to come.
Speaker 2: Maybe your funds ain't like that to just be hopping
Speaker 2: on flights because I ain't flying you out, nigga. So
Speaker 2: I literally said, hey, if you are in that much
Speaker 2: need of touch or sex or intimacy, like I will
Speaker 2: go find someone to you know, be with while I'm gone.
Speaker 1: I'm fine with that.
Speaker 2: Like we didn't share it all that, So I gave him,
Speaker 2: which then I guess we went from swinging to open,
Speaker 2: and he swore down that it's not all about sex.
Speaker 1: He doesn't need sex. He just didn't want you to fuck.
Speaker 1: That's exactly what the fuck I thought.
Speaker 2: So I was like, heard you. So I'm like, okay,
Speaker 2: I'm mind you. Every time I traveled, he gave me attitude.
Speaker 2: He was real short and felt like I wasn't telling
Speaker 2: him everything, and it was like, oh, I see now,
Speaker 2: it was a projection that you was out here running
Speaker 2: a muck in these goddamn streets.
Speaker 1: Bro.
Speaker 3: I found out he was at the sex club he
Speaker 3: met the girl that called me you said that time
Speaker 3: that year. He met her the night before he joined
Speaker 3: me in Columbia. Told this bitch she was going to
Speaker 3: Columbia for suits. Bitch, he was with me for my teeth,
Speaker 3: pus a hole. And so I'm literally looking at the
Speaker 3: timeline and I was like, ooh, this motherfucker suits. He
Speaker 3: said he was going for suits.
Speaker 1: Say this, nigga, he said he was going for suits.
Speaker 3: So I realized, too, it's not the other women that
Speaker 3: bothers me, and I actually wondered for all, like the
Speaker 3: celebrity wives and wives of these influential people that know
Speaker 3: their niggas is out here fucking off. To me, what
Speaker 3: really bothered me was the lie, because I've asked him
Speaker 3: multiple multiple times.
Speaker 1: Who is she like? Bitch?
Speaker 2: I w wasn't try to get motherfucker tested because now
Speaker 2: I found out there was like four other women that
Speaker 2: I know you weren't he was in condoms with That's
Speaker 2: my problem, Like I wanted to know if there were
Speaker 2: other women, because then we need to move a little differently.
Speaker 2: But also if you have all these other women, I
Speaker 2: maybe would have had somebody else on the side who
Speaker 2: could have been more available when you weren't.
Speaker 3: Like to me, it was just the idea that he
Speaker 3: lied to me. I'll be completely honest with you.
Speaker 2: I now don't know what to believe because of how
Speaker 2: I found out lies through where he said he was
Speaker 2: where he wasn't like bitch you he just went to
Speaker 2: Panama for suits.
Speaker 1: To me, he was with the bitch that called me
Speaker 1: what a fucking piece of shit. So to me, I'm
Speaker 1: just like, mind you why suits his line?
Speaker 3: I don't know because he a big nigga and they
Speaker 3: you know, they be acting like big and.
Speaker 1: Tall stores ate you don't exist, this says.
Speaker 3: I don't know when I brought this up, but it's
Speaker 3: coming back to me someone in my life. I don't
Speaker 3: think someone said this that we were recording with that
Speaker 3: They were like, a man has to have three things
Speaker 3: for full security, and it's height, money, and their dick size.
Speaker 1: It's not looks. And I wonder if I think it's women.
Speaker 1: I'm not at the dick side.
Speaker 3: No, no, no, it was these things make a man feel
Speaker 3: very secure with themselves, height, money, and dick size. And
Speaker 3: I remember the dick size things specifically because one of
Speaker 3: my old bosses, when I fucked the my Latino X
Speaker 3: the when that left me for Jesus, she was like,
Speaker 3: I know he has a big dick. His confidence is
Speaker 3: so high, is so high. And I was like, well,
Speaker 3: he's tall and it's huge. She's like, no, I know he.
Speaker 1: Is a big dick, right, And literally you're just making
Speaker 1: me think.
Speaker 3: It's like your ex is tall and conventionally attractive, so
Speaker 3: it's like.
Speaker 1: Maybe got bomb dick.
Speaker 3: Maybe he feels inferior to you when it comes to
Speaker 3: money one maybe that'll never be.
Speaker 1: But you know, you want to know what's a crazy
Speaker 1: thing too.
Speaker 2: I had a conversation with my homeboy who's married, and
Speaker 2: we were talking about, you know, everything that happened, and
Speaker 2: he was like, you gave him too much freedom, he said,
Speaker 2: because he cheats and a lot.
Speaker 1: Of the married men that I know, what did I
Speaker 1: tell you?
Speaker 3: And he to he literally said, he said, you know
Speaker 3: what men sheet because there's an excitement in getting caught,
Speaker 3: and I said, oh, you nasty, dirty fucks, because I'm like,
Speaker 3: so there's an excitement and potentially hurting the person that
Speaker 3: you're They talked about this on Patreon. We talked about
Speaker 3: there being a very fine life. No, we didn't talk
Speaker 3: about we talked about it here right here. And I
Speaker 3: literally said, you can't give them everything because they don't
Speaker 3: know what to do with it if men don't have
Speaker 3: boundaries and guidelines in their relationship.
Speaker 1: But I and that I think is the problem. To me.
Speaker 2: A I communicated boundaries, I commune, I verbally committed guidelines.
Speaker 2: When he did things that I didn't like, I vocalized
Speaker 2: those things. So to me, the boundary like there's there
Speaker 2: were a lot of boundaries that I set forth. It's
Speaker 2: not like I said, go run them up, go be
Speaker 2: with whoever the fuck you want to. I set clear boundaries,
Speaker 2: and I let him know what things would hurt me,
Speaker 2: what things I didn't like, what things I wouldn't tolerate.
Speaker 1: So do you disagree that you didn't give him too much? No?
Speaker 3: No, My problem is he lied about what he was
Speaker 3: really doing. And so to me, even after talking to
Speaker 3: the other woman, there were also just things that were said,
Speaker 3: things that made me feel secure, and the things he
Speaker 3: was saying he was saying to her so which means
Speaker 3: he was probably saying it to the other two three
Speaker 3: bitches as well, and so to me, I'm like questioning
Speaker 3: our entire relationship.
Speaker 1: What was real? What was a lie? Did he really
Speaker 1: love me? Oh? Well no?
Speaker 2: Actually, what's crazy is I'm I'm I feel like this
Speaker 2: was so traumatic. I literally actually called Bennie today crying
Speaker 2: and I was like, Bennie, just thank you, like and
Speaker 2: I don't want to cry now, but I'm in like
Speaker 2: such peace right now because I've been so let down,
Speaker 2: Like I've been let down by a lot of people
Speaker 2: in the last couple of years.
Speaker 3: Normally I would have stressed about us, the flights are
Speaker 3: gonna get delayed, bro.
Speaker 1: And I wasn't even on drugs.
Speaker 2: I was a little I was a little funky, but
Speaker 2: I literally and you know, I thanked you because it
Speaker 2: was so much fun. And I talked to my therapist
Speaker 2: today and I was like, this is my first time
Speaker 2: probably in life that I'm at peace.
Speaker 1: I said.
Speaker 2: Weezy says she got to push the recording back thirty
Speaker 2: minutes and I said girl.
Speaker 1: Okay.
Speaker 3: We was on tour and everything was just like it's
Speaker 3: gonna work, and I realized how little control I have,
Speaker 3: But I also realized how much power I gave him
Speaker 3: at one time. You bridget my friends, my other lovers,
Speaker 3: the power to literally bring up bring out such an
Speaker 3: anxiety that brought out all these other emotions. And I
Speaker 3: was like, as much as in control that I felt
Speaker 3: I was in so many aspects of my life.
Speaker 1: I was like, bitch, I'm.
Speaker 2: Letting everybody really run my mood, my emotions, my anxiety.
Speaker 2: And I said, I'm just in a place now where
Speaker 2: I'm not planning seeds. I'm allowing the fruits of my labor.
Speaker 1: Bitch.
Speaker 3: I literally hit up my manager today, I said, what's
Speaker 3: that book? And how much is the fort? Because I
Speaker 3: just got invited to Ghana and I think I want
Speaker 3: to go to Ghana. Like the way you moved, like
Speaker 3: there was an envy for a long time too, and
Speaker 3: just how you're like, bitch, I'm going here.
Speaker 2: I want to go here. I want to go here.
Speaker 2: And there was so much emphasis on me planting seeds
Speaker 2: for new buses.
Speaker 1: This says, where am I going to be in five years?
Speaker 1: Even in my relationship.
Speaker 3: Okay, I don't want kids, I don't want to live
Speaker 3: with you, I don't want marriage. So we have to
Speaker 3: get to this next step.
Speaker 2: And then so to me to be in a place
Speaker 2: three years later and not even believe any of that
Speaker 2: meant anything because I was with a fucking liar. I'm
Speaker 2: just in a place where I'm like, I have zero
Speaker 2: expectations of anything and everyone, and I just want to
Speaker 2: I just want to live and enjoy, because.
Speaker 3: How can you enjoy your money? Yeah, your accomplishments if
Speaker 3: you don't let go of control. Yeah, And like it's
Speaker 3: interesting because the first day you were freaking out and
Speaker 3: I like, Nanda, Oh my god.
Speaker 1: I think it was more nerves.
Speaker 2: But also we changed a lot in our show on
Speaker 2: the show, so they don't love the goddamn show me
Speaker 2: to the way. If you are in Texas, bitch, July sixth,
Speaker 2: we are in Houston, Texas.
Speaker 3: July seventh, we are in motherfucking Dallas. Any city, bring
Speaker 3: your ass. Are we going to New Orleans?
Speaker 1: No?
Speaker 3: So y'all all gotta come in one of the text shows.
Speaker 3: But I think what was nice because I remember something
Speaker 3: Vinnie said to me a while ago which made Vinnie
Speaker 3: really happy about when you called it. That's why he
Speaker 3: told me called he uh.
Speaker 1: He was like I think he was in la. He
Speaker 1: got really upset because like you were like doing something.
Speaker 3: I wasn't there. I didn't see it. I think I
Speaker 3: was just in the back. And he was like, why
Speaker 3: am I here?
Speaker 1: If, like I trust me, if I have to do everything?
Speaker 3: Yeah, and like I understand what you guys want, like
Speaker 3: and I was like, you know, she just needs to
Speaker 3: like do that so her own brain feels secure and
Speaker 3: like for you to like let shit go a little bit.
Speaker 3: Like he even told me he's like, I can't believe
Speaker 3: Mandy was given and then you're time to figure things out.
Speaker 3: But you know something that like and it's funny that
Speaker 3: you said that.
Speaker 1: I am that way.
Speaker 3: I don't know if I get it from my mom,
Speaker 3: but like a few years ago, I really had this
Speaker 3: attitude like everything i want I'm going to.
Speaker 1: Get, I'm there.
Speaker 2: This is the first time I'm like the universe, not
Speaker 2: start of the moon in this shit y'all, but the universe.
Speaker 3: I hate to say it because sometimes it makes me
Speaker 3: sound like I'm very full of myself.
Speaker 2: But everything I want I'm going to get. And I
Speaker 2: just do and it's been happening for me. So I
Speaker 2: literally was just like it was time for him to
Speaker 2: go everything. That it what's crazy. I don't know if
Speaker 2: it was him, you know, being jealous, but all of
Speaker 2: my big accomplishments like MTV Revote, Summit, our tour, not
Speaker 2: this one, but the last one when we had did
Speaker 2: the four big shows, Black Effect Festival, like all of
Speaker 2: my big things that I was really proud.
Speaker 1: And wanted him to be at.
Speaker 3: Mysteriously, a fucking argument took place and he wasn't even
Speaker 3: in the picture. Oh. It was a Lady Gaga documentary
Speaker 3: where she was talking about like the more things go
Speaker 3: well in her life, the worse her love guests. And
Speaker 3: I know that maybe you guys might be tired of
Speaker 3: hearing about no bids. They want us to be vulnerable,
Speaker 3: and I mean, like you know, money or whatever, because
Speaker 3: sometimes we'll talk about it. Maybe it may not feel
Speaker 3: relative to sex, but y'all have to understand that a
Speaker 3: lot of the accomplishments we have, I would pretty much
Speaker 3: say ninety percent of mine are because I did a
Speaker 3: show called Horrible Decisions, and doing a show called Horrible
Speaker 3: Decisions and like to be able to attribute that to
Speaker 3: just talking about sucking dig and like crazy story. It's
Speaker 3: so like mind fucked wild, like even the call I
Speaker 3: was just on before we got here, Like I'm kind
Speaker 3: of a department that's the only one that can run
Speaker 3: because of all these strikes, right, Like podcasting is really king.
Speaker 1: In podcasting is king crazy.
Speaker 3: And you know it also makes me think a few
Speaker 3: months ago, I'm actually as probably I'm gonna share this,
Speaker 3: but when you just said like freedom, I know that
Speaker 3: it must be really difficult because you do a show
Speaker 3: twice a week with current events. But I got offered
Speaker 3: a job in the high six figures, not almost seven
Speaker 3: that basically would have me run a production company, but
Speaker 3: I would have to sign on to quit everything else
Speaker 3: by twenty twenty four. And I was like, holy shit,
Speaker 3: I could work forty hours a week do this shit.
Speaker 3: And I was like, I have so much control over
Speaker 3: my life.
Speaker 1: Yeah, And.
Speaker 3: That ease of just having one job, maybe that's not
Speaker 3: like maybe the entrepreneurialship. Maybe maybe being able to have
Speaker 3: something that's mine, even if it's five things, is amazing,
Speaker 3: Like yeah, and I realize now like sometimes there's working
Speaker 3: smarter and the letting go of control.
Speaker 1: Is the working smarter? Yeah, I think. I think.
Speaker 2: Also there's like this slump in me right now. And
Speaker 2: y'all we're gonna get to the to the jokes and
Speaker 2: all that. But uh, I think it's tough because after
Speaker 2: going through that ethically non monogamous relationship, and clearly it
Speaker 2: wasn't ethical at all, I'm questioning what I want from
Speaker 2: a man, a partner, a real relationship because to know
Speaker 2: that you can enter a relationship where sex is not
Speaker 2: a big deal, you'll want it with another person, let's
Speaker 2: do it together, you could go by yourself. That That's
Speaker 2: what seems to be an issue in so many relationships
Speaker 2: that now I'm like, is Nigga's even ethical lie here?
Speaker 2: Because no they not, because they motherfucking lie.
Speaker 3: I mean that's why I told you, I actually don't
Speaker 3: think my next relationship will be the same. You want
Speaker 3: a monogamous one now, Like I know I've said it though,
Speaker 3: like I'm not I don't think ethically no monogamous. But
Speaker 3: also like I started with old Bay like that right,
Speaker 3: like we were having.
Speaker 1: Three some time and fun.
Speaker 3: And it's interesting because I keep wondering, how did I
Speaker 3: stay with someone who is a liar and a cheater
Speaker 3: for so long?
Speaker 1: What cheat?
Speaker 3: The same sex wasn't as great as like the other
Speaker 3: niggas I fucked so.
Speaker 1: So I do get.
Speaker 2: I did get intimacy and affection from my I got
Speaker 2: well bitch, sorry I almost said his name bitch, yes
Speaker 2: something damn oh my goal. That's the thing, bitch, I'm
Speaker 2: back to singing. And I realized it's the lifestyle. You
Speaker 2: both made good money, could travel and do whatever we want.
Speaker 2: We were best eased.
Speaker 1: That was my dog.
Speaker 3: But like, and he said that to me when we
Speaker 3: were waking up, Like, yo, I'm losing my best friend.
Speaker 3: This ship is so yo bad niggle. But this time around,
Speaker 3: I think that not only does a nigga need to
Speaker 3: give me them bestI vibes, but at the same time
Speaker 3: which Flea Markeute was giving me. It was two amazing
Speaker 3: sex which I didn't have with old baby. We had
Speaker 3: wild sex. You know what I'm saying, Like We're like,
Speaker 3: let's go to Columbian fuckholes. Shit, But I'm like, I
Speaker 3: need amazing sex, amazing chemistry and that bestie feeling. But
Speaker 3: also like much as I love Broke Dick, I don't
Speaker 3: think I could do it.
Speaker 1: Bro oh no, like I have one more here.
Speaker 2: I have one roster spot left, and it gotta be
Speaker 2: a risk now, like the way I got I.
Speaker 1: Got green eyes, I got twenty four seven Jesus free
Speaker 1: like broke.
Speaker 2: No no, no, no, no no, I need If you are
Speaker 2: listening and you thought you could fill this roster spot, nigga,
Speaker 2: you better have more money than me.
Speaker 1: And I'm sitting here saying it now. I got some.
Speaker 2: Good quality of pain and I really enjoyed just hanging
Speaker 2: with Black Jesus. We still don't have sex, but he's
Speaker 2: just a good as time. He's my boogie bad bitch
Speaker 2: that I like to hang with. He find as fuck.
Speaker 2: We like to do the expensive restaurants. He's like what
Speaker 2: you used to like to do, Oh bay, he does.
Speaker 2: He likes all the same shit that I like. Then
Speaker 2: I got my little hood nigga that smokes his blunt
Speaker 2: while I suck his dick. Then I got my just
Speaker 2: beautiful ass nigga who books me on flights.
Speaker 1: And flues me out. You know what I mean?
Speaker 2: I need just one that want to lace me with gifts,
Speaker 2: that want to pay some bills, and that want to
Speaker 2: dick me down. I'll even let him, get him a
Speaker 2: boot hole. But I need somebody to come in and
Speaker 2: be like, baby, don't don't even stress my dad.
Speaker 1: Here you go, that's you. That's what I want.
Speaker 3: Bru.
Speaker 1: I realized I saw.
Speaker 3: Like a clip recently talking about like black women pushing
Speaker 3: men away with theirs.
Speaker 1: It's all the fucking insecure nigga shit.
Speaker 3: But I realized, Oh, because I have money, I have
Speaker 3: then so like whatever, like a nigga doesn't have to
Speaker 3: have it.
Speaker 1: But now I'm like, maybe you do that because you
Speaker 1: ain't getting me on a date, you get me a car.
Speaker 2: I'm back to broke bitch ways. Sorry, and it's not
Speaker 2: broke bitch.
Speaker 1: Ways, it's standards. Yeah.
Speaker 3: Yeah, is that a better way to say? Like I
Speaker 3: don't need a boyfriend?
Speaker 1: That's like crazy, I'm just saying crazy.
Speaker 2: God, I can pay for my home over. But now
Speaker 2: I'm like, you're gonna give me a car and you're
Speaker 2: gonna get me a car home, Like you should just
Speaker 2: do that because niggas was doing it when.
Speaker 1: I was broke. Why do I have to pay for
Speaker 1: it now that I got money?
Speaker 3: Maybe it's the whole Like I don't know, I do
Speaker 3: kind of be like my address is I just you
Speaker 3: know what I mean.
Speaker 1: I like to be girly about it.
Speaker 3: Oh, I did want to just talk about to get
Speaker 3: back to sexist random fantasy that I've hired the last
Speaker 3: four days, and I wish it would go away.
Speaker 1: Oh we should start that as a segment random fantasies. Okay,
Speaker 1: because I ain't gonna hold you the way these dreams
Speaker 1: been hidden.
Speaker 3: I know, bitch, I'm off the back. Okay, it's a dream, right,
Speaker 3: go bitch, because it's here. No, mine's not hot. Oh god,
Speaker 3: it started. It started in the tour. So got to Detroit.
Speaker 3: We took a nap, Yes, I had. My knap was
Speaker 3: so deep that I thought I was awake, and it
Speaker 3: happened to me twice. In Detroit. I was sleeping so
Speaker 3: deeply that like I was like my body. I was
Speaker 3: trying to push it or whatever. But the dream was
Speaker 3: I was a stripper, stripping for a bunch of old
Speaker 3: white guys. But boom, fast forward to Cincinnati when there's
Speaker 3: an actual polo. Yes, I go to sleep that night
Speaker 3: and I literally dreamt that I was stripping and now
Speaker 3: I was like sucking old white guys dicks at the
Speaker 3: strip club and I was the white people come from, Bro.
Speaker 3: I don't know, but I think it's because like older
Speaker 3: black men have this very like suave look to me,
Speaker 3: and I was thinking, like, oh, I don't even think
Speaker 3: sloppy looking white dude.
Speaker 2: You talking about like Bill Murray. That where this started, bitch,
Speaker 2: because that Jack, I was looking like green.
Speaker 3: So the worst one came when I was trying to
Speaker 3: wake myself up to go to the plane four am
Speaker 3: we had to get home from Chicago, which I was
Speaker 3: sleeping and having an orgasm at the same time, to
Speaker 3: the point where like when I woke up, I looked
Speaker 3: at my hand because I thought I was fucking myself.
Speaker 3: I've never come while being in a full like sleep
Speaker 3: and it was so intense. And the reason I know
Speaker 3: I came is because I have an app I'll tell
Speaker 3: you on the name of then. I think it's called
Speaker 3: sleep Tracker, and it's on my watch and on my
Speaker 3: phone and it records the snoring to see when I snore,
Speaker 3: and the snoring wasn't snoring, it was moaning.
Speaker 1: But it just knew I was.
Speaker 3: Talking and your sleep, bro, were you strange coming? You
Speaker 3: can do something for the dream. The dream was me
Speaker 3: fucking getting ging bang my old that's crazy.
Speaker 1: You know what.
Speaker 2: There's like some saying I be like, when you remember
Speaker 2: your dreams, it means something. I don't know, but i'd
Speaker 2: be looking into dreams. When you remember a dream vividly,
Speaker 2: it really means something.
Speaker 3: I don't want it though you it might have been
Speaker 3: though you know you in New York for some shit s.
Speaker 3: One thing, I'm going to this Tribeca Films see about
Speaker 3: the whole white people.
Speaker 1: No, I'm going request that it's a black movie.
Speaker 3: I mean there could be one movie. There could be
Speaker 3: one black Yes, the black thing is out. Yeah, there
Speaker 3: could be one black movie. Cool, but the rest of
Speaker 3: our old white man. But my point is I'm going
Speaker 3: to after party.
Speaker 1: Right. I was like, what if there's one really hot,
Speaker 1: old rich white guy. Not hot, but you want to
Speaker 1: suck an old white pin.
Speaker 3: I don't, but maybe I'm maybe I want maybe daddy again,
Speaker 3: but an old white sugar daddy. You can get a
Speaker 3: black one, but you ain't gotta go, you ain't gotta
Speaker 3: jump ship. Here's the thing, and this is so vain.
Speaker 3: White guy's fawn over me like they go crazy because
Speaker 3: I mean I hang out in like soho and like
Speaker 3: you know, aunt the white areas with the boozie sheet.
Speaker 3: So like the way they be looking at me, bro,
Speaker 3: they like they look at me like they can never
Speaker 3: come up and get me or talk to me.
Speaker 1: And it's true, you can't. But it's like I'm.
Speaker 2: Almost wanting ugly sex. Please talk to the camera. You
Speaker 2: we're talking to an audience right now, because I cannot relate.
Speaker 1: I don't want to fuck. I don't even want to
Speaker 1: imagine it.
Speaker 2: I literally just told them what a couple episodes ago.
Speaker 2: I'm literally coming off of niggas just being fine, Okay.
Speaker 3: I don't know what it is like I kind of
Speaker 3: want to Okay, Like I used to fuck this white
Speaker 3: guy back in the day when I lived in Orlando.
Speaker 1: I loved at coolie at the time.
Speaker 3: And he used to just come over from his job
Speaker 3: on his lunch break and fuck the shit out of
Speaker 3: my throat, fuck me, do all this crazy shit. I
Speaker 3: met him on Plenty of Fish. We went on a
Speaker 3: few dates and not pol y're free spirit for us, haven't, babe.
Speaker 1: No free spirit aka my legs are open.
Speaker 3: I was like twenty and he was not that cute,
Speaker 3: and I remember he just was like but his dick
Speaker 3: was thick, and he was like really gross and he
Speaker 3: would do gross shit to me, like slap me around
Speaker 3: his dick. And I was like, and I didn't care
Speaker 3: about asking for nasty shit and do it all this
Speaker 3: nasty shit because I didn't want him. And I wonder
Speaker 3: if that's why I'm so dude, I'm gonna regret this
Speaker 3: so much.
Speaker 2: I mean, now, y'all, when you hear in a couple
Speaker 2: in a couple of weeks that Wheezy has fucked an
Speaker 2: old white man, God, I'm not gonna want to I'm surprised. No,
Speaker 2: you have to share it because now we're single and
Speaker 2: we're back being hoes and we have to share our
Speaker 2: goddamn lives.
Speaker 1: I'm add right now.
Speaker 2: This is why people like are happy word, you know,
Speaker 2: apparently going back and bitch, I forgot, I'll get it,
Speaker 2: will I mean, I ain't forget how good this nigga
Speaker 2: dick was.
Speaker 1: And oh I love it. I don't. I don't tell
Speaker 1: all my niggas. Yeah, this is my excitement.
Speaker 2: Well, you know, I'm on tour and so they're gonna
Speaker 2: pull up on tour and I said, oh, I'm gonna
Speaker 2: treat you like a bad bitch. I'm gonna make sure
Speaker 2: you got VIP tickets me greet I said, I'll even
Speaker 2: feed you. And they don't put your name on the
Speaker 2: room in case you coming. I'm doing sound check. Oh girl,
Speaker 2: I'm like, oh, I can't wait.
Speaker 1: To have a nigga living like rock stars this weekend.
Speaker 3: Because we had to be in a different city and
Speaker 3: we did flights in three days, y'all.
Speaker 1: And literally like I had to bring a pillow to
Speaker 1: I'm not playing with you, y'all. We were getting it.
Speaker 3: I didn't say I said pillow like you wanted me
Speaker 3: to say. I want to say I brought a pillow.
Speaker 1: I just hate it. Pillo.
Speaker 3: No, please tell them how you say umbrella, umbrella.
Speaker 1: I'm not playing with you. Anyways.
Speaker 2: We're gonna get into our hoar nerve. I'm gonna share
Speaker 2: a hore dirve that I actually gave on tour. This
Speaker 2: woman was, of course, asking how to get down to
Speaker 2: the boodlehole. And there's something that I did recently not
Speaker 2: they asked that every night they do be asking about
Speaker 2: bootleholes every goddamn night.
Speaker 1: My goodness, oh my god.
Speaker 3: We gotta one over to the girl that told the
Speaker 3: story about the wine going up her ass and she
Speaker 3: shaded it out.
Speaker 2: Please send that, please write us. We need to share
Speaker 2: that with the audience, with all million people who listen.
Speaker 2: So basically, she wanted to know how to get to
Speaker 2: the boodlehole without like startling and nigga, So what I
Speaker 2: seemed what startling?
Speaker 1: That's the word? Can you see me talk?
Speaker 2: So so there's this thing now that I that I
Speaker 2: started doing with my knuckle, bitch. So when you're the dick,
Speaker 2: and then you can go down to the balls. If
Speaker 2: you're watching on YouTube, you're like, suck the deck, go
Speaker 2: down the shaft while you go down the cheft, spit.
Speaker 1: Like make sure it's a whole bunch of spit down there.
Speaker 3: Go down to the balls, and when you get to
Speaker 3: the balls, you're gonna rub the balls.
Speaker 2: Make sure you get some of that spit on your knuckle,
Speaker 2: and then rub the knuckle over the gooch and then
Speaker 2: really like go over like you're.
Speaker 1: Just applying a little bit of pressure on the bootlehole.
Speaker 2: But when it's the knuckle, he don't feel a little
Speaker 2: poked like you're trying to finger the nick because niggas
Speaker 2: don't want to be fingered all the time. But he'll
Speaker 2: take a little graze with the knuckle. Baby, so it's
Speaker 2: called knuckling. I'm making this up, but knuckle that nigga in.
Speaker 1: His gooch and boodle hole and if you.
Speaker 2: Walk that knuckle all right now, all right? So uh
Speaker 2: there's that. And so that was my sex stipt for
Speaker 2: for this week. I wanted to real quick get into
Speaker 2: the whole facts because while we both realized that we
Speaker 2: dated cheating lyon as hole niggle a hunt, that was
Speaker 2: a thing I want to give possible reason. Perhaps they
Speaker 2: saw this article and was like, well, I'm doing this
Speaker 2: for my health. Okay, having sex at least once per
Speaker 2: week can lower can lower a man's risk of heart
Speaker 2: disease by thirty percent, once a week, choked by fifty percent,
Speaker 2: and diabetes by forty percent.
Speaker 1: It has also been shown, you ready that men with.
Speaker 3: An act of sex life are more than likely to
Speaker 3: live past eighty years old. So I feel like, because
Speaker 3: we be busy and maybe you know, they just want
Speaker 3: they life expectancy to be longer and they want these
Speaker 3: percentages to not get these diseases. They say, bitch, I
Speaker 3: got a fuck on everybody to live. So I saw
Speaker 3: that honestly when I was living in Mexico at Obay.
Speaker 3: We had text every day, yes.
Speaker 2: And then when you weren't available, he went it had
Speaker 2: sex with somebody else because he's like, I have to live.
Speaker 1: A fucking in Mexico.
Speaker 3: When I couldn't get when I was too tired to
Speaker 3: go out, I wanted to kill him. See I mean
Speaker 3: you lately, he was doing it for his health. He
Speaker 3: want to live past eighty.
Speaker 1: Bit I cheated on you have the time also, And.
Speaker 2: There you know what's crazy, I'm actually mad I didn't
Speaker 2: cheat on uh him back?
Speaker 1: Oh, sexy read said last week, get back game. Yeah.
Speaker 3: I like when I was with him, I was only
Speaker 3: with him, but bitch, all in breakups, all thirteen times,
Speaker 3: I slided right back to the to the roll of
Speaker 3: Dick's bitch.
Speaker 1: And I think that's what made him mack too.
Speaker 2: He's like, there's no way that you don't have feelings
Speaker 2: for these people when they're you.
Speaker 1: As soon as we break up, you don't even wait
Speaker 1: a week and.
Speaker 3: You go right back to them because I don't wait. Yeah, nigga,
Speaker 3: the fuck. I was being a loyal bitch. And see
Speaker 3: what that got me? Nothing got me cheated on Nigga.
Speaker 3: The next one I want to do is actually a
Speaker 3: myth buster onto a bitch you hate.
Speaker 1: Oh no, bitch, I ain't gonna hold you.
Speaker 3: The girl on my phone had only been fucking with
Speaker 3: him for six months and she was distraught, bitch, And
Speaker 3: I said, girl, I went back twelve times.
Speaker 1: You probably will too.
Speaker 2: Yeah, And so did the other girl, and so they
Speaker 2: also they buried girl. And he wanted exclusivity with all
Speaker 2: of them, and they couldn't fuck other guys except for him.
Speaker 1: He's a sick fuck. Not only that, how can this
Speaker 1: do you want? Girl? He can't.
Speaker 3: He can't because the bitch they called me got money
Speaker 3: like me, bitch, she is. She a lit bitch, own
Speaker 3: lit bitch, but she got her coins up.
Speaker 1: No, she's seeing cool. So we talking. Do you know
Speaker 1: how they knew about each other? You ready for the
Speaker 1: non consent?
Speaker 2: Which, by the way, you listening to this nigga, you
Speaker 2: blocked from both sex clubs. Good luck finding another one
Speaker 2: because I'm that bitch and the owners have now blocked you.
Speaker 2: And I said, if you want a membership, they need
Speaker 2: to charge you four times because I'll never stop in
Speaker 2: front of the coin. But it'll be four rex, bitch,
Speaker 2: I said, charge him like, soho house, I will not
Speaker 2: stop it. So anyways, this is how and this is why. Hey, bitch,
Speaker 2: well this is how our trip likes. So by the way,
Speaker 2: this is how they found out about each other.
Speaker 1: It was giving non consent.
Speaker 3: Wait wait wait, they found out about about each other
Speaker 3: and my other girls. So the girl that called me
Speaker 3: found out about the other girl and only found out
Speaker 3: about me because the other girl had always.
Speaker 1: Been told don't tell Mandy, don't tell Mandy, don't tell Mandy.
Speaker 2: The bartender so basically he role played with both of them,
Speaker 2: did not let either of them know that he knew
Speaker 2: either of them, and at the sex club created a
Speaker 2: whole orgy. So they were fucking each other not knowing.
Speaker 3: That's why she was like, bro, he has to be
Speaker 3: blocked from the sex club because I feel violated because
Speaker 3: I didn't consent to fucking another woman that you were dating. Yeah,
Speaker 3: and so he's like, so she was really she felt
Speaker 3: violated as someone who goes on.
Speaker 1: The sex Oh my god, oh my god, yes, this
Speaker 1: is whole mail. Yes, how did you not talk about this?
Speaker 2: And when we started saying no, no, well, because I've
Speaker 2: been trying to bitch, I was wait until we got
Speaker 2: back to the studio. So she said she felt violated
Speaker 2: as someone who goes to the sex club who believes
Speaker 2: in consent.
Speaker 1: I didn't consent to fuck you with another woman.
Speaker 2: That you are in a relationship with, and so mind you,
Speaker 2: when they finally had to talk and realize what their relationships,
Speaker 2: Maggie that lives in Australia does not look too bad.
Speaker 3: Bro, at least bro Maggie was tricking was another one tricking,
Speaker 3: mind you.
Speaker 1: One was black, one was white.
Speaker 2: He was telling the black bitch that he could not
Speaker 2: have any sort of connection to a white woman and
Speaker 2: was telling the white woman to.
Speaker 3: Say, oh god, just that they were exclusive, she couldn't
Speaker 3: fuck nobody else.
Speaker 1: But apparently told the black.
Speaker 3: Woman that he couldn't see himself being with a white
Speaker 3: woman and they just would never.
Speaker 1: Like playing the game and all that lot. Mind mind y'all.
Speaker 2: I would tell y'all when we would say we always
Speaker 2: had different types. He would go towards more of the
Speaker 2: euro girls in that club, and I would always be
Speaker 2: with the black girl.
Speaker 1: This is giving me, okay, girl, I have a.
Speaker 3: He's not really a friend, but she's a bitch that
Speaker 3: hangs with a bitch I know, we all go out
Speaker 3: to eat in LA and I like it a bitch
Speaker 3: to hang with a bitch, I know, because we're not friends.
Speaker 3: Were not a queen, we really because I wouldn't tell
Speaker 3: my home like I hang out with a girl in LA.
Speaker 1: There everybody probably thinks, like, was that the white girl?
Speaker 1: She had a big booty and whatever.
Speaker 3: But there's a girl who hangs out a bitch on
Speaker 3: now And she starts venting to me about this guy
Speaker 3: that she's been dating and she can't get him to
Speaker 3: push past this point. But like he met her family
Speaker 3: and they're going on these long vacations and Thanksgiving.
Speaker 1: He'll come over later.
Speaker 3: She's like, but I can't seem to connect with him,
Speaker 3: and I don't know if he has another girlfriend.
Speaker 1: And I was like, I don't always do they always do?
Speaker 3: She's white, And I said, I don't know how to
Speaker 3: tell you this to show me a picture of but
Speaker 3: this is the truth.
Speaker 1: But you knew the guy, no, but this is the truth.
Speaker 3: The way that she described their relationship, I was like,
Speaker 3: Peter Hawley doesn't have another girlfriend because he doesn't have
Speaker 3: time to have another girlfriend. But he doesn't want to
Speaker 3: go further with you because you're white, so he'll appease
Speaker 3: you by going to your family's house and by doing
Speaker 3: the vacations with you because he's having fun with you.
Speaker 1: But like you're never gonna be his family because.
Speaker 2: You're way well, which is also crazy because y'all tuned
Speaker 2: my ass up in the YouTube comments. That was the
Speaker 2: conversation with the girl LEXI. Remember she said, these black
Speaker 2: guys never want to let me meet their families because
Speaker 2: I'm not.
Speaker 3: Black, right, We talked about it. Yeah, so like that's
Speaker 3: a real thing.
Speaker 1: But I mean that you show you up for that comment.
Speaker 1: Everybody as.
Speaker 3: When she looks at me, she's like, no, but like
Speaker 3: his mom knows he's that, And I'm like, but like
Speaker 3: his mom knows he got a girl.
Speaker 1: But like, bro, like if you're not meeting.
Speaker 3: A family, yep, Like I don't believe what you're saying,
Speaker 3: you know what I mean? Like black men literally, Like
Speaker 3: I believe Old Bay fucked all these white girls because
Speaker 3: that was as tight. But he knew he had to
Speaker 3: be with a girl that looked like me because I
Speaker 3: was just black enough.
Speaker 1: I really believe that.
Speaker 3: When he showed me or told me about his new girlfriend,
Speaker 3: I was like, oh, and remember I told you a
Speaker 3: bitch told me who she was. I'm like, oh my god,
Speaker 3: Like not like we look alike, she's like tiny, but
Speaker 3: like we're both mixed, we both wearing braids. Okay, you
Speaker 3: are cute, light skin mixed bitches. So really this is
Speaker 3: just as black as you could go. That's what it's
Speaker 3: starting to like give off in my brain. Oh, because
Speaker 3: I don't understand.
Speaker 2: So he's he's like a lot of the black men
Speaker 2: that we talk about on social media.
Speaker 1: Then like if like and and this is where.
Speaker 2: Maybe where we shouldn't hold space for this conversation without
Speaker 2: a dark skinned woman. But this is what I guess
Speaker 2: a lot of them mean when they say black men
Speaker 2: don't respect us, they don't like us. And that's the
Speaker 2: space that I think people say that we come from
Speaker 2: a privileged space in because even though we black, like,
Speaker 2: there's a privilege in the way a lot of black
Speaker 2: men maybe view.
Speaker 1: Us too, because of our proximity to whiteness.
Speaker 3: I mean we understand that, Yeah, how black men act
Speaker 3: about light skinned girls. There's been in music from the.
Speaker 1: Dawn of time.
Speaker 3: I know, and y'all know, I love whis Khalifoot and
Speaker 3: I'm mad he going viral for he got like fourteen
Speaker 3: snowbodies in his new video, not a not melanin in sight.
Speaker 1: Like is it a white girl video?
Speaker 3: Like, no, it's not about white it's just a song.
Speaker 3: It's a really good song and just white girl. No,
Speaker 3: they're white, Like now this is on purpose? Oh wow,
Speaker 3: yeah all white? Now maybe if the video.
Speaker 2: Was shot in Pittsburgh, I know, I was like, is
Speaker 2: it called it the New plat it is not called
Speaker 2: snow bunny bitch.
Speaker 1: No, it's like, oh, doctor mar has to take care
Speaker 1: of that.
Speaker 3: But but yeah, uh no, Like at first, I didn't
Speaker 3: really connect the dots of him not liking black women
Speaker 3: because in my brain I was like, oh, the girlfriends
Speaker 3: I've seen.
Speaker 1: I mean, actually the girl before me was way like
Speaker 1: she was brown.
Speaker 3: She was definitely brown, but for the most part, like
Speaker 3: you're just wiping these girls up because you feel like
Speaker 3: that's what you should be with. And granted, I do
Speaker 3: believe in black love too, Like you know, it is
Speaker 3: really difficult for me to have conversations with my white
Speaker 3: home girls.
Speaker 1: And one of my closest white friends like.
Speaker 3: I remember literally saying her like she dates black dudes,
Speaker 3: and I was like, yeah.
Speaker 1: You know, I can't. I can't date like dudes.
Speaker 3: I date white girls like that, like you could have
Speaker 3: maybe one or two in your past.
Speaker 1: But if there's like if I see a trend, it
Speaker 1: fucks with me. Same.
Speaker 2: But I mean, most of the guys that I do
Speaker 2: end up dating a fucking they like big, big bulleted
Speaker 2: thick bitches like you gonna be someonost. I'm a lot
Speaker 2: of like my guys, they deal with big Buddhist tripper holes.
Speaker 1: Like it's given.
Speaker 2: They all had the same type of Zion Williamson child.
Speaker 2: I here just fucking on the same type of bitch.
Speaker 1: And there you go.
Speaker 2: Like all of like the girls that I know they
Speaker 2: dealt with are former strippers, or.
Speaker 1: They all have their bodies done, or they don't like
Speaker 1: they guys type though I'll say that. I mean, I'm
Speaker 1: not mad.
Speaker 3: I like, I love him a nigga who know what
Speaker 3: to do with he's god damn but dies, honey, because
Speaker 3: girl a't gonna hold y'all have my thigh the other
Speaker 3: night and bitch, I thought up again because he a
Speaker 3: little smaller than than my ex. So I'm having my
Speaker 3: leg up and while he fucking me, and I'm like, oh,
Speaker 3: I love that he loved all his thighs just rubbing
Speaker 3: on his goddamn chest.
Speaker 1: That's you know. I want a man that know what
Speaker 1: to do.
Speaker 3: I ge't worried like if I, for example, so Old
Speaker 3: Bay fucked a bunch of white bitches, right, that's maybe
Speaker 3: be like, well you must like the ship now that
Speaker 3: I would get worried if he was sucking a bunch
Speaker 3: of lights kinned thick bitches, and I'd be like, whoa.
Speaker 2: You know they even called you thick now you you
Speaker 2: in a thick girl club girl.
Speaker 1: They listen, They was like, yeah, you're thick now. Oh yeah.
Speaker 3: And you know what's crazy too? Did not think working
Speaker 3: out would get me fig that shit is real?
Speaker 2: No, it is because you you build muscle depending on
Speaker 2: what type, like cardio is what you do to drop.
Speaker 2: But if you're doing like muscle tone and this shit
Speaker 2: bit you finish at thiet.
Speaker 3: Sorry if you're watching the YouTube and my my ass
Speaker 3: is just oh god, girl, I'm the thighs girl.
Speaker 1: I be tricking niggas too.
Speaker 2: They be thinking I got to ask, bitch, is just
Speaker 2: thousand hips a thousand hips?
Speaker 3: Not? She let me tell you something A nigga told
Speaker 3: me once and this shit was so embarrassing.
Speaker 2: He was like, you look like you guys so much
Speaker 2: asked not from the front, So I mean, I gotta
Speaker 2: ask when I bend over. But I feel like I
Speaker 2: have a good go ahead. Give it to him on camera,
Speaker 2: this one. That's your camera right there.
Speaker 1: Now, Now you clever it, y'all.
Speaker 2: She's a real single she putting it out for the word. Now,
Speaker 2: I wanted to actually do a MythBuster. It is the
Speaker 2: fact that blue balls are actually not real. Also, for
Speaker 2: those of you who did not know of people with
Speaker 2: a KUCCI actually reported not says Boma, but I just
Speaker 2: want to say Kouchi.
Speaker 1: Forty of people with a KUCI reported that they.
Speaker 2: Also experience throbbing crotch syndrome, which they said is a
Speaker 2: more valid term because actually nothing turns crotch.
Speaker 1: Throbbing crotch syndrome. I've had that hunt, so it is
Speaker 1: not blue balls.
Speaker 2: And the reason why I bring this up is because
Speaker 2: there is still a large percentage of people who say
Speaker 2: that they are using this as an excuse to still
Speaker 2: go through with sex even if.
Speaker 1: They don't want it.
Speaker 2: So they're peer pressuring others bringing up the fact that
Speaker 2: damn they're so aroused they don't want blue balls, and
Speaker 2: so it's causing people to still use it as coercion,
Speaker 2: and people who really don't want to have sex are
Speaker 2: in fear of catching blue balls so much they go
Speaker 2: through with it because they don't want to.
Speaker 1: Ben edged to the point where it was like unbearable,
Speaker 1: You'll be into the edge and shit, I don't do it. No,
Speaker 1: I don't want to be it.
Speaker 3: Well, some of you've had probably mistake edging when Hagga
Speaker 3: comes too quick, but like, ah, yeah, that shit kind
Speaker 3: of hurts little.
Speaker 1: Well, I had to finish myself off. And that's the thing.
Speaker 2: There is a tenderness to it because you know, and
Speaker 2: there's a lot of reasons why science bitch look it up,
Speaker 2: but it was interesting when I saw this that there's
Speaker 2: no studies at all of blue being a color that
Speaker 2: the skin turns during you just being overly aroused and
Speaker 2: not jacking off.
Speaker 3: Don't you really think of blue like a bruise? Your ego bruisga,
Speaker 3: that's it's your ego, that's bruise. And you said black
Speaker 3: and blue, that's it. Okay, that's it.
Speaker 1: But I brought that up because I just thought it
Speaker 1: was really interesting.
Speaker 2: So, ladies, if you feel peer pressured to fucking nigga
Speaker 2: because he's like, ooh man, you're just gonna leave me
Speaker 2: with these blue balls. Bitch, it don't exist, it's fake.
Speaker 2: Tell him he could have throbbing crotch syndrome and he
Speaker 2: will be just fine.
Speaker 1: That's all. Before we get out of here. Those tcs. Nigga,
Speaker 1: you feel me? This whole episode was a horrible decision.
Speaker 1: The horrible decision was dating these niggas. I didn't even
Speaker 1: gonna hold you and we didn't share it to Why
Speaker 1: did you want to go through any of these though? No,
Speaker 1: I want to do the fucking home mail. Oh no,
Speaker 1: that's why I wanted to do the homemail. Oh yeah,
Speaker 1: I still say there was.
Speaker 3: A better home mail than you want to save for
Speaker 3: another outline. It was kind of long, go let's do
Speaker 3: it because this one was short. I thought we was going, okay,
Speaker 3: let me do this one because I was like.
Speaker 1: Let's do it. We got a little time. So am
Speaker 1: I wrong? Or is this nigga tripping you wrong? Oh?
Speaker 3: Wait, no, this nigga stripping for we're both single. I'm
Speaker 3: black twenty six, he's black thirty four. Let's call him
Speaker 3: Joe cool. No, let's make a new name, bitch. I
Speaker 3: have to read this, stop dmitries. So I started talking
Speaker 3: to Demitrius a month to go tomorrow. We've only gone
Speaker 3: out once, which was the day after his birthday. A
Speaker 3: week after we met. We had sex twice.
Speaker 1: We need a fucking calendar. What is going on? We
Speaker 1: literally we met a month ago.
Speaker 3: Okay, we've only gone out once, yep, a week after
Speaker 3: we met, but we've had sex twice.
Speaker 1: It was cool. Nothing right home about so, bitch, why
Speaker 1: you wrote as but okay, let's go. Let's go but
Speaker 1: off the strength. He has three kids.
Speaker 3: I knew I likely wasn't going to have a substantial
Speaker 3: relationship with him past a flame.
Speaker 1: I moved from the city we met in.
Speaker 3: Shortly after to start grad school, which he knew, and
Speaker 3: I essentially told him that I wasn't gonna be seriously
Speaker 3: dating him or anyone because I'm not interested in a
Speaker 3: long distance relationship and school is my priority.
Speaker 1: Okay, good for you, bitch. He talking about he gonna
Speaker 1: make I'm looking this bitch got mad. So literally he
Speaker 1: was writing nice, He talking about he's gonna make trips
Speaker 1: to come see me.
Speaker 3: Etcetera, exeter us sound good, but niggas make empty promises
Speaker 3: all the time. I have no reason to believe anything
Speaker 3: he said, pass his face value. At one point, when
Speaker 3: I was visiting family out of town, he called himself
Speaker 3: getting upset because I didn't tell him. I came home,
Speaker 3: blew into an argument to the point where we were essentially.
Speaker 1: Like, yeah, this is dead cool.
Speaker 3: A few days later, he talked about he's sorry and
Speaker 3: he missed me and bitch you let him fuck Okay.
Speaker 3: We talked about what happened and moved on, and I
Speaker 3: think this might nigga might actually be crazy. Okay, Lately
Speaker 3: there's a shift in energy, like to be crazy or uninterested.
Speaker 1: It's not the.
Speaker 3: Same, but go ahead, keep going. Lately there's a shifting energy.
Speaker 3: And I said, it's only been a month. But he
Speaker 3: does come off like he wants me to hang on
Speaker 3: to his every word, miss him all the time, pour
Speaker 3: my heart out to him about feelings I don't truthfully have.
Speaker 3: And I've said that I was raised to make sure
Speaker 3: that I'm good and will be okay regardless of who
Speaker 3: I'm dealing with. He took it as if I stop
Speaker 3: talking to you tomorrow, you're gonna be okay, But he's
Speaker 3: making it feel me. No, my ex said those exact words.
Speaker 3: Oh I can't wait to answer this.
Speaker 2: Oh ah, those exact words were said to me, yuck, yuck.
Speaker 1: Like you want me to yeap keep.
Speaker 3: He took it as if I stopped talking to you tomorrow,
Speaker 3: you're gonna be okay, which I will be. He's making
Speaker 3: it like I'm in the wrong for thinking it. Yep,
Speaker 3: Am I wrong for having that kind of mentality? No,
Speaker 3: I feel like the man that's for me will know
Speaker 3: and understand what I mean by that, because he's gonna
Speaker 3: be the same way. I can want to fuck you
Speaker 3: all day long, but I can't force anyone to stick around.
Speaker 3: So if you want to go to that spine, my
Speaker 3: life will continue on.
Speaker 1: Who I like this beach.
Speaker 3: So this is I feel like to be a thirty
Speaker 3: four year old man. His outlook on life should be
Speaker 3: a little different. People can come and go all the time,
Speaker 3: and I understand he's looking for a relationship. But once
Speaker 3: I said I'm not that should let you know to
Speaker 3: move on with how you've been moving. I know I'm
Speaker 3: not wrong, but honestly, I feel like there's a mind
Speaker 3: game and that's why I'm trying to question why he
Speaker 3: feels a way about it. Is there any feedback, yes,
Speaker 3: that you could give me. My older cousin put me
Speaker 3: onto your show this year, and I think it really
Speaker 3: helped me step back into the dating scene. It's a
Speaker 3: little ghetto out here, but it's fun. Thank you for
Speaker 3: being transparent. I love the show.
Speaker 2: I hate buzzwords, but it is giving narcissists out the gate.
Speaker 2: I think that when a it doesn't seem like there
Speaker 2: was much of a getting to know each other right,
Speaker 2: so there wasn't a chase that occurred. You're coming in,
Speaker 2: you fucked, and you maybe just want to keep it
Speaker 2: as a fuck relationship. A lot of men I'm not
Speaker 2: gonna say, oh, I'm not gonna say majority, but a lot,
Speaker 2: a ton, whatever other word I could say, except most, yeah,
Speaker 2: want to feel needed. Being wanted sexually is not enough
Speaker 2: for guys. I know we've even said this before. There's
Speaker 2: been lovers in the past that is like, man, I.
Speaker 1: Think I feel like you only want me for my dick. Ooh.
Speaker 2: Like men don't want to feel like they're being used
Speaker 2: just as sex puppets or just to get a nut
Speaker 2: off or a rock off. Even though they treat women
Speaker 2: that way, often they don't want to feel that way.
Speaker 2: They want to feel needed. I know what my one
Speaker 2: of my other booths, we had to back and forth.
Speaker 2: He's like, damn, I don't even feel like you're interested
Speaker 2: in me.
Speaker 1: And I'm like why. He's like, man, because every time
Speaker 1: I want to see you, you tell me you busy.
Speaker 2: Well, I'm busy and you don't even consider my schedule
Speaker 2: or take the initiative to plan with me. That doesn't
Speaker 2: mean I'm uninterested. It just means that's how much you
Speaker 2: don't care about anything else I got going on, And
Speaker 2: you want me to jump when you say jump.
Speaker 3: And here's this thing, there's a man listening that's like,
Speaker 3: where is the man feeling needed at this? And the
Speaker 3: on the flip side where for the most part, I'm
Speaker 3: grieking with everything you're saying, but like there is a
Speaker 3: shitty thing of like it is true about men needing
Speaker 3: to feel needed. So what I'll say is yeah, and
Speaker 3: the things that you're saying are both right. I think
Speaker 3: for anyone listening that is interested in a man and
Speaker 3: wants a relationship.
Speaker 1: Give them a little of that.
Speaker 3: But the anything that you have for this nigga, you
Speaker 3: are not tripping like, yeah, he's on your dick because
Speaker 3: you're not on his just and that's.
Speaker 1: Literally what it is. That's literally what it is.
Speaker 2: And so he's trying to make you feel like you
Speaker 2: are doing something wrong when in fact, he probably just
Speaker 2: wants you to be more on his dick than you are.
Speaker 1: He probably just wants you to be like, dang, I
Speaker 1: want to see you, dang, when are we going to go?
Speaker 3: And a lot of women to be to be clear,
Speaker 3: apply a lot of pressure early to who else you
Speaker 3: fucking da da da? And when you don't apply the
Speaker 3: pressure of wanting to know what he's doing when he's
Speaker 3: not with you, what other women he's entertaining. When you
Speaker 3: don't ask those questions, he's genuinely like, oh, well maybe
Speaker 3: she don't even like me that much. I'm not gonna
Speaker 3: make her a priority if I'm not a priority.
Speaker 1: In her life. And I think that that's what I've
Speaker 1: realized with my friends too.
Speaker 2: Out the gate. They're wanting guys to like to their
Speaker 2: every call. Like I was talking to my homegirl and
Speaker 2: she was like, girl, I text some good night, and
Speaker 2: you know he didn't text me till the next day
Speaker 2: at five o'clock.
Speaker 1: I'm over him. I'm like, great, you just met the guy.
Speaker 3: Like the the idea that you immediately have to go
Speaker 3: into the good, good morning, good night routine with the
Speaker 3: man you just met is a little nuts. And so
Speaker 3: if he's been dealing with women that are a lot
Speaker 3: like my friend, and this girl is coming off way
Speaker 3: more nonchalant.
Speaker 1: That's why he's just like, I don't know.
Speaker 3: Why women feel I hate like I hate I hate
Speaker 3: the pressure they apply to men early on. Maybe she's
Speaker 3: used to being a girlfriend. Yes, oh yes, very much,
Speaker 3: so that can be it, But like you.
Speaker 1: Can't apply that when you're dating somebody.
Speaker 2: Bro, you're not a priority and you just met a
Speaker 2: week ago.
Speaker 1: I'm talking to a lot of niggas right now.
Speaker 3: I'm only fucking beadd, but I'm like entertaining niggas and
Speaker 3: like I feel.
Speaker 1: Nothing when I'm like not replying to them for a
Speaker 1: few hours. Like girl me needs the.
Speaker 2: Girda's one nigga had nerve because he did Girded's nigga
Speaker 2: FaceTime me while I was out with another nigga. But
Speaker 2: I haven't saved his number yet because he was pissing
Speaker 2: me off, calling me all these cat names, and I said,
Speaker 2: don't call me babe, don't call me babe. I don't
Speaker 2: like none of that shit. Then you call me sunshine,
Speaker 2: so I just stopped, responded, So never. Motherfucker saved his number,
Speaker 2: so he facens girl. So he facetimed me, and I
Speaker 2: ain't know the goddamn number because I ain't save his
Speaker 2: goddamn name. So I looked at it, and I guess
Speaker 2: he could tell I don't know who the fuck he was.
Speaker 2: I said, oh, I'm at dinner right now. So he
Speaker 2: texted me, don't even worry about calling back, girl. Row
Speaker 2: back the next day, Okay, he said, you ain't even
Speaker 2: know who it was when I FaceTime you. Bitch left
Speaker 2: niggles on scene and I'm not doing it.
Speaker 1: Drug dealer niggas do me like that. No, that's a
Speaker 1: football nigga, But jo drug dealing niggas be like, that's.
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Speaker 4: I think there's also difference, Like I think the associated
Speaker 4: statement was like being her in her shadow, but like
Speaker 4: you said, seven didn't have a career. But also what
Speaker 4: you what we spoke about is that someone who can't
Speaker 4: embrace what you do because they're they're yeah, they're intimidated
Speaker 4: by it, and then they project and use like this
Speaker 4: the sex talk to their advantage and they try to
Speaker 4: shame you. That is what you're talking about, not necessarily
Speaker 4: needing a stedman. I mean, I think any entrepreneur or
Speaker 4: businesswoman needs to support because nigga don't act like you
Speaker 4: don't see things to get done, like being useful.
Speaker 1: If you're just standing around nigga, you're not useful for
Speaker 1: the team. You're not usul for the household.
Speaker 2: When I say a steedman, though, I think that someone
Speaker 2: being okay. I think that when we talk about gender roles, patriarchy, masculinity,
Speaker 2: men sit here and feel uncomfortable showing up in feminine
Speaker 2: ways and so showing up emotionally and not being the
Speaker 2: protector and provider now makes you feel like a bitch.
Speaker 1: When I that's what I need from here