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Speaker 2: They say everything is bigger in Texas.

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Speaker 1: So we want to see it.

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Speaker 3: We are coming back to Texas for our Climax Tour.

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Speaker 3: Please come and see us because I'm gonna tell you

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Speaker 3: right now. When we were in Houston and Dallas.

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Speaker 1: Didn't we didn't get enough.

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Speaker 3: Remember we went to the Strip Club, we did a

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Speaker 3: little me Agree, we did the Deep Lum Vibe.

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Speaker 1: We need more and we're coming back Houston July sixth.

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Speaker 3: We're gonna be at the House of Blues, and in

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Speaker 3: Dallas we're gonna be at the Factory in Deep LM.

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Speaker 2: That's right, that's right. So we need all of the

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Speaker 2: and baby, we want to come see y'all turn up

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Speaker 2: See you guys.

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Speaker 1: There, do you?

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Speaker 2: Hey, guys, welcome to another episode of Horriblay the Sizzy own.

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Speaker 3: Mandy's only doing that because one of my fans was like,

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Speaker 3: I don't like when you don't do it, bitch.

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Speaker 1: They love my love eggs and how hey, you know

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Speaker 1: I'm your girl.

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Speaker 2: Mandy baka Full Corp Pumps aka Debt Bitch aka pant

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Speaker 2: the Stallion, Puss, the Hope.

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Speaker 1: What's up, y'all, I'm weazy.

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Speaker 3: Welcome back to another episode of the best sex podcast

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Speaker 3: on the planet, on the planet in the world. That's

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Speaker 3: what the girl said to me on the subway today.

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Speaker 2: And really we know that because you know, we just

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Speaker 3: One girl in particular in Cincinnati said something that no

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Speaker 3: one's ever said, at least to my face. I'm sure

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Speaker 3: people have said it maybe online, but like she was like,

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Speaker 3: thank you for sharing your lives.

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Speaker 1: Yeah that was with me. Yeah not I do live.

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Speaker 3: Y'all our lives and it was nice to hear, because yeah,

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Speaker 3: like that should be taxing as fuck.

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Speaker 1: No, it really is. And I know people feel like

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Speaker 1: making of podcasts a lot of work.

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Speaker 2: This shit is, well, I think it's more work actually,

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Speaker 2: and I think this is why we get the response

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Speaker 2: to I think it's more work to be vulnerable. It's

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Speaker 2: more work to come on here and say things that

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Speaker 1: We know probably years later we will look.

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Speaker 2: Back and be like, what the fuck we I mean,

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Speaker 2: we look back at the stories we tell ours that

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Speaker 2: we've told on this podcast, and it's like, damn, we

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Speaker 1: That we loved and don't love No mo, Like, damn,

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Speaker 1: I mad I gave him that much. Motherfucker.

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Speaker 3: When I tell you I have a feeling, I'm gonna

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Speaker 3: see it ovay soon, and like you know when you

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Speaker 3: I just know it's coming because I'm in New York.

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Speaker 3: By the way, not saying fuck la, but bitch, my

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Speaker 3: serotonin levels have been up so high with us the

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Speaker 3: summer stop.

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Speaker 1: I know, melatonin make you go to sleep, so seratonin

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Speaker 3: But just so, do you know what tone, oxytocin, dopamine,

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Speaker 3: the things that make you up, happy, feel in love

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Speaker 3: and like it's the it's we talked about serotonin. Actually,

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Speaker 2: But it's serotonin chemical that carries messages between nerve cells

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Speaker 3: It can't be that bad, bro, it was that bad.

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Speaker 3: I am what was I gonna say? So for our

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Speaker 3: No, no, no, it was these things make a man feel

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Speaker 1: But you know, you want to know what's a crazy

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Speaker 2: I had a conversation with my homeboy who's married, and

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Speaker 3: And he to he literally said, he said, you know

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Speaker 3: I literally hit up my manager today, I said, what's

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Speaker 3: Okay, I don't want kids, I don't want to live

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Speaker 2: And then so to me to be in a place

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Speaker 3: How can you enjoy your money? Yeah, your accomplishments if

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Speaker 1: I think it was more nerves.

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Speaker 3: July seventh, we are in motherfucking Dallas. Any city, bring

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Speaker 3: So y'all all gotta come in one of the text shows.

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Speaker 3: But I think what was nice because I remember something

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Speaker 3: Mandy was given and then you're time to figure things out.

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00:18:33,320 --> 00:18:35,720
Speaker 3: But you know something that like and it's funny that

443
00:18:35,760 --> 00:18:36,320
Speaker 3: you said that.

444
00:18:36,400 --> 00:18:37,879
Speaker 1: I am that way.

445
00:18:38,040 --> 00:18:39,680
Speaker 3: I don't know if I get it from my mom,

446
00:18:39,840 --> 00:18:42,560
Speaker 3: but like a few years ago, I really had this

447
00:18:42,600 --> 00:18:44,960
Speaker 3: attitude like everything i want I'm going to.

448
00:18:45,000 --> 00:18:46,680
Speaker 1: Get, I'm there.

449
00:18:46,880 --> 00:18:50,720
Speaker 2: This is the first time I'm like the universe, not

450
00:18:50,840 --> 00:18:53,120
Speaker 2: start of the moon in this shit y'all, but the universe.

451
00:18:53,160 --> 00:18:55,879
Speaker 3: I hate to say it because sometimes it makes me

452
00:18:55,920 --> 00:18:57,320
Speaker 3: sound like I'm very full of myself.

453
00:18:57,359 --> 00:18:59,639
Speaker 2: But everything I want I'm going to get. And I

454
00:18:59,720 --> 00:19:01,919
Speaker 2: just do and it's been happening for me. So I

455
00:19:02,040 --> 00:19:04,520
Speaker 2: literally was just like it was time for him to

456
00:19:04,560 --> 00:19:08,800
Speaker 2: go everything. That it what's crazy. I don't know if

457
00:19:08,800 --> 00:19:11,159
Speaker 2: it was him, you know, being jealous, but all of

458
00:19:11,200 --> 00:19:15,480
Speaker 2: my big accomplishments like MTV Revote, Summit, our tour, not

459
00:19:15,600 --> 00:19:17,200
Speaker 2: this one, but the last one when we had did

460
00:19:17,200 --> 00:19:21,919
Speaker 2: the four big shows, Black Effect Festival, like all of

461
00:19:21,960 --> 00:19:23,960
Speaker 2: my big things that I was really proud.

462
00:19:23,760 --> 00:19:25,240
Speaker 1: And wanted him to be at.

463
00:19:26,040 --> 00:19:28,560
Speaker 3: Mysteriously, a fucking argument took place and he wasn't even

464
00:19:28,560 --> 00:19:30,800
Speaker 3: in the picture. Oh. It was a Lady Gaga documentary

465
00:19:30,840 --> 00:19:35,080
Speaker 3: where she was talking about like the more things go

466
00:19:35,160 --> 00:19:36,919
Speaker 3: well in her life, the worse her love guests. And

467
00:19:36,960 --> 00:19:39,080
Speaker 3: I know that maybe you guys might be tired of

468
00:19:39,119 --> 00:19:41,679
Speaker 3: hearing about no bids. They want us to be vulnerable,

469
00:19:41,720 --> 00:19:45,399
Speaker 3: and I mean, like you know, money or whatever, because

470
00:19:45,760 --> 00:19:47,600
Speaker 3: sometimes we'll talk about it. Maybe it may not feel

471
00:19:47,600 --> 00:19:51,639
Speaker 3: relative to sex, but y'all have to understand that a

472
00:19:51,680 --> 00:19:54,240
Speaker 3: lot of the accomplishments we have, I would pretty much

473
00:19:54,240 --> 00:19:56,520
Speaker 3: say ninety percent of mine are because I did a

474
00:19:56,520 --> 00:19:59,119
Speaker 3: show called Horrible Decisions, and doing a show called Horrible

475
00:19:59,160 --> 00:20:03,359
Speaker 3: Decisions and like to be able to attribute that to

476
00:20:03,760 --> 00:20:06,240
Speaker 3: just talking about sucking dig and like crazy story. It's

477
00:20:06,359 --> 00:20:09,239
Speaker 3: so like mind fucked wild, like even the call I

478
00:20:09,280 --> 00:20:11,840
Speaker 3: was just on before we got here, Like I'm kind

479
00:20:11,840 --> 00:20:13,840
Speaker 3: of a department that's the only one that can run

480
00:20:13,880 --> 00:20:17,000
Speaker 3: because of all these strikes, right, Like podcasting is really king.

481
00:20:16,840 --> 00:20:19,960
Speaker 1: In podcasting is king crazy.

482
00:20:20,000 --> 00:20:24,640
Speaker 3: And you know it also makes me think a few

483
00:20:24,680 --> 00:20:26,520
Speaker 3: months ago, I'm actually as probably I'm gonna share this,

484
00:20:26,640 --> 00:20:30,439
Speaker 3: but when you just said like freedom, I know that

485
00:20:30,480 --> 00:20:32,440
Speaker 3: it must be really difficult because you do a show

486
00:20:32,480 --> 00:20:35,320
Speaker 3: twice a week with current events. But I got offered

487
00:20:35,359 --> 00:20:39,480
Speaker 3: a job in the high six figures, not almost seven

488
00:20:40,680 --> 00:20:44,040
Speaker 3: that basically would have me run a production company, but

489
00:20:44,160 --> 00:20:46,080
Speaker 3: I would have to sign on to quit everything else

490
00:20:46,119 --> 00:20:49,480
Speaker 3: by twenty twenty four. And I was like, holy shit,

491
00:20:49,560 --> 00:20:51,160
Speaker 3: I could work forty hours a week do this shit.

492
00:20:51,280 --> 00:20:55,080
Speaker 3: And I was like, I have so much control over

493
00:20:55,160 --> 00:20:55,679
Speaker 3: my life.

494
00:20:55,760 --> 00:20:57,400
Speaker 1: Yeah, And.

495
00:20:58,880 --> 00:21:02,119
Speaker 3: That ease of just having one job, maybe that's not

496
00:21:02,640 --> 00:21:05,680
Speaker 3: like maybe the entrepreneurialship. Maybe maybe being able to have

497
00:21:05,720 --> 00:21:09,000
Speaker 3: something that's mine, even if it's five things, is amazing,

498
00:21:09,160 --> 00:21:12,440
Speaker 3: Like yeah, and I realize now like sometimes there's working

499
00:21:12,480 --> 00:21:14,360
Speaker 3: smarter and the letting go of control.

500
00:21:14,480 --> 00:21:16,720
Speaker 1: Is the working smarter? Yeah, I think. I think.

501
00:21:16,800 --> 00:21:19,920
Speaker 2: Also there's like this slump in me right now. And

502
00:21:20,000 --> 00:21:21,920
Speaker 2: y'all we're gonna get to the to the jokes and

503
00:21:21,960 --> 00:21:25,800
Speaker 2: all that. But uh, I think it's tough because after

504
00:21:26,200 --> 00:21:30,199
Speaker 2: going through that ethically non monogamous relationship, and clearly it

505
00:21:30,240 --> 00:21:34,760
Speaker 2: wasn't ethical at all, I'm questioning what I want from

506
00:21:34,960 --> 00:21:38,040
Speaker 2: a man, a partner, a real relationship because to know

507
00:21:38,119 --> 00:21:43,399
Speaker 2: that you can enter a relationship where sex is not

508
00:21:43,960 --> 00:21:46,320
Speaker 2: a big deal, you'll want it with another person, let's

509
00:21:46,359 --> 00:21:49,120
Speaker 2: do it together, you could go by yourself. That That's

510
00:21:49,119 --> 00:21:53,320
Speaker 2: what seems to be an issue in so many relationships

511
00:21:53,800 --> 00:21:56,600
Speaker 2: that now I'm like, is Nigga's even ethical lie here?

512
00:21:57,000 --> 00:22:02,280
Speaker 2: Because no they not, because they motherfucking lie.

513
00:22:02,359 --> 00:22:04,560
Speaker 3: I mean that's why I told you, I actually don't

514
00:22:04,640 --> 00:22:07,719
Speaker 3: think my next relationship will be the same. You want

515
00:22:07,760 --> 00:22:10,440
Speaker 3: a monogamous one now, Like I know I've said it though,

516
00:22:10,440 --> 00:22:12,639
Speaker 3: like I'm not I don't think ethically no monogamous. But

517
00:22:12,680 --> 00:22:15,919
Speaker 3: also like I started with old Bay like that right,

518
00:22:16,000 --> 00:22:16,800
Speaker 3: like we were having.

519
00:22:16,600 --> 00:22:17,440
Speaker 1: Three some time and fun.

520
00:22:17,480 --> 00:22:20,520
Speaker 3: And it's interesting because I keep wondering, how did I

521
00:22:20,640 --> 00:22:22,400
Speaker 3: stay with someone who is a liar and a cheater

522
00:22:22,520 --> 00:22:22,960
Speaker 3: for so long?

523
00:22:24,000 --> 00:22:25,520
Speaker 1: What cheat?

524
00:22:26,000 --> 00:22:29,000
Speaker 3: The same sex wasn't as great as like the other

525
00:22:29,119 --> 00:22:31,680
Speaker 3: niggas I fucked so.

526
00:22:30,840 --> 00:22:31,680
Speaker 1: So I do get.

527
00:22:31,800 --> 00:22:34,720
Speaker 2: I did get intimacy and affection from my I got

528
00:22:34,760 --> 00:22:39,480
Speaker 2: well bitch, sorry I almost said his name bitch, yes

529
00:22:40,040 --> 00:22:46,160
Speaker 2: something damn oh my goal. That's the thing, bitch, I'm

530
00:22:46,160 --> 00:22:50,480
Speaker 2: back to singing. And I realized it's the lifestyle. You

531
00:22:50,600 --> 00:22:53,000
Speaker 2: both made good money, could travel and do whatever we want.

532
00:22:53,040 --> 00:22:53,840
Speaker 2: We were best eased.

533
00:22:53,840 --> 00:22:54,600
Speaker 1: That was my dog.

534
00:22:54,680 --> 00:22:56,199
Speaker 3: But like, and he said that to me when we

535
00:22:56,200 --> 00:22:57,800
Speaker 3: were waking up, Like, yo, I'm losing my best friend.

536
00:22:57,800 --> 00:23:02,680
Speaker 3: This ship is so yo bad niggle. But this time around,

537
00:23:03,440 --> 00:23:05,920
Speaker 3: I think that not only does a nigga need to

538
00:23:05,920 --> 00:23:08,520
Speaker 3: give me them bestI vibes, but at the same time

539
00:23:08,560 --> 00:23:12,879
Speaker 3: which Flea Markeute was giving me. It was two amazing

540
00:23:12,960 --> 00:23:15,080
Speaker 3: sex which I didn't have with old baby. We had

541
00:23:15,119 --> 00:23:17,960
Speaker 3: wild sex. You know what I'm saying, Like We're like,

542
00:23:18,040 --> 00:23:21,760
Speaker 3: let's go to Columbian fuckholes. Shit, But I'm like, I

543
00:23:21,800 --> 00:23:24,919
Speaker 3: need amazing sex, amazing chemistry and that bestie feeling. But

544
00:23:25,000 --> 00:23:28,880
Speaker 3: also like much as I love Broke Dick, I don't

545
00:23:28,880 --> 00:23:29,520
Speaker 3: think I could do it.

546
00:23:29,560 --> 00:23:33,000
Speaker 1: Bro oh no, like I have one more here.

547
00:23:33,040 --> 00:23:35,399
Speaker 2: I have one roster spot left, and it gotta be

548
00:23:35,440 --> 00:23:39,240
Speaker 2: a risk now, like the way I got I.

549
00:23:39,160 --> 00:23:43,440
Speaker 1: Got green eyes, I got twenty four seven Jesus free

550
00:23:43,800 --> 00:23:44,160
Speaker 1: like broke.

551
00:23:44,240 --> 00:23:46,920
Speaker 2: No no, no, no, no no, I need If you are

552
00:23:47,000 --> 00:23:51,600
Speaker 2: listening and you thought you could fill this roster spot, nigga,

553
00:23:51,720 --> 00:23:53,280
Speaker 2: you better have more money than me.

554
00:23:53,600 --> 00:23:56,680
Speaker 1: And I'm sitting here saying it now. I got some.

555
00:23:56,480 --> 00:23:59,640
Speaker 2: Good quality of pain and I really enjoyed just hanging

556
00:23:59,680 --> 00:24:02,200
Speaker 2: with Black Jesus. We still don't have sex, but he's

557
00:24:02,280 --> 00:24:04,440
Speaker 2: just a good as time. He's my boogie bad bitch

558
00:24:04,440 --> 00:24:06,320
Speaker 2: that I like to hang with. He find as fuck.

559
00:24:06,560 --> 00:24:08,439
Speaker 2: We like to do the expensive restaurants. He's like what

560
00:24:08,480 --> 00:24:10,240
Speaker 2: you used to like to do, Oh bay, he does.

561
00:24:10,280 --> 00:24:12,720
Speaker 2: He likes all the same shit that I like. Then

562
00:24:12,720 --> 00:24:15,639
Speaker 2: I got my little hood nigga that smokes his blunt

563
00:24:15,640 --> 00:24:17,760
Speaker 2: while I suck his dick. Then I got my just

564
00:24:18,080 --> 00:24:20,680
Speaker 2: beautiful ass nigga who books me on flights.

565
00:24:20,359 --> 00:24:23,080
Speaker 1: And flues me out. You know what I mean?

566
00:24:23,359 --> 00:24:25,920
Speaker 2: I need just one that want to lace me with gifts,

567
00:24:25,960 --> 00:24:28,280
Speaker 2: that want to pay some bills, and that want to

568
00:24:28,280 --> 00:24:29,840
Speaker 2: dick me down. I'll even let him, get him a

569
00:24:29,840 --> 00:24:33,359
Speaker 2: boot hole. But I need somebody to come in and

570
00:24:33,400 --> 00:24:35,359
Speaker 2: be like, baby, don't don't even stress my dad.

571
00:24:35,400 --> 00:24:37,800
Speaker 1: Here you go, that's you. That's what I want.

572
00:24:37,840 --> 00:24:38,000
Speaker 3: Bru.

573
00:24:38,200 --> 00:24:39,800
Speaker 1: I realized I saw.

574
00:24:42,160 --> 00:24:45,399
Speaker 3: Like a clip recently talking about like black women pushing

575
00:24:45,400 --> 00:24:46,040
Speaker 3: men away with theirs.

576
00:24:46,040 --> 00:24:47,600
Speaker 1: It's all the fucking insecure nigga shit.

577
00:24:47,920 --> 00:24:51,360
Speaker 3: But I realized, Oh, because I have money, I have

578
00:24:51,440 --> 00:24:53,439
Speaker 3: then so like whatever, like a nigga doesn't have to

579
00:24:53,480 --> 00:24:53,760
Speaker 3: have it.

580
00:24:53,800 --> 00:24:57,159
Speaker 1: But now I'm like, maybe you do that because you

581
00:24:57,160 --> 00:24:59,720
Speaker 1: ain't getting me on a date, you get me a car.

582
00:25:00,000 --> 00:25:02,159
Speaker 2: I'm back to broke bitch ways. Sorry, and it's not

583
00:25:02,200 --> 00:25:02,800
Speaker 2: broke bitch.

584
00:25:02,640 --> 00:25:04,840
Speaker 1: Ways, it's standards. Yeah.

585
00:25:05,160 --> 00:25:07,600
Speaker 3: Yeah, is that a better way to say? Like I

586
00:25:07,640 --> 00:25:08,800
Speaker 3: don't need a boyfriend?

587
00:25:08,800 --> 00:25:13,920
Speaker 1: That's like crazy, I'm just saying crazy.

588
00:25:12,520 --> 00:25:14,080
Speaker 2: God, I can pay for my home over. But now

589
00:25:14,080 --> 00:25:15,320
Speaker 2: I'm like, you're gonna give me a car and you're

590
00:25:15,359 --> 00:25:17,439
Speaker 2: gonna get me a car home, Like you should just

591
00:25:17,480 --> 00:25:19,520
Speaker 2: do that because niggas was doing it when.

592
00:25:19,359 --> 00:25:20,919
Speaker 1: I was broke. Why do I have to pay for

593
00:25:20,960 --> 00:25:21,919
Speaker 1: it now that I got money?

594
00:25:22,480 --> 00:25:24,680
Speaker 3: Maybe it's the whole Like I don't know, I do

595
00:25:24,840 --> 00:25:28,280
Speaker 3: kind of be like my address is I just you

596
00:25:28,320 --> 00:25:28,719
Speaker 3: know what I mean.

597
00:25:28,800 --> 00:25:29,919
Speaker 1: I like to be girly about it.

598
00:25:33,359 --> 00:25:35,480
Speaker 3: Oh, I did want to just talk about to get

599
00:25:35,480 --> 00:25:37,800
Speaker 3: back to sexist random fantasy that I've hired the last

600
00:25:37,800 --> 00:25:39,160
Speaker 3: four days, and I wish it would go away.

601
00:25:39,160 --> 00:25:43,160
Speaker 1: Oh we should start that as a segment random fantasies. Okay,

602
00:25:43,480 --> 00:25:45,240
Speaker 1: because I ain't gonna hold you the way these dreams

603
00:25:45,240 --> 00:25:45,640
Speaker 1: been hidden.

604
00:25:46,000 --> 00:25:48,640
Speaker 3: I know, bitch, I'm off the back. Okay, it's a dream, right,

605
00:25:49,240 --> 00:25:53,560
Speaker 3: go bitch, because it's here. No, mine's not hot. Oh god,

606
00:25:53,800 --> 00:25:58,560
Speaker 3: it started. It started in the tour. So got to Detroit.

607
00:25:58,680 --> 00:26:02,240
Speaker 3: We took a nap, Yes, I had. My knap was

608
00:26:02,280 --> 00:26:05,119
Speaker 3: so deep that I thought I was awake, and it

609
00:26:05,119 --> 00:26:07,199
Speaker 3: happened to me twice. In Detroit. I was sleeping so

610
00:26:07,280 --> 00:26:09,200
Speaker 3: deeply that like I was like my body. I was

611
00:26:09,200 --> 00:26:11,800
Speaker 3: trying to push it or whatever. But the dream was

612
00:26:12,160 --> 00:26:14,400
Speaker 3: I was a stripper, stripping for a bunch of old

613
00:26:14,400 --> 00:26:20,400
Speaker 3: white guys. But boom, fast forward to Cincinnati when there's

614
00:26:20,400 --> 00:26:24,200
Speaker 3: an actual polo. Yes, I go to sleep that night

615
00:26:25,200 --> 00:26:28,520
Speaker 3: and I literally dreamt that I was stripping and now

616
00:26:28,520 --> 00:26:31,159
Speaker 3: I was like sucking old white guys dicks at the

617
00:26:31,160 --> 00:26:33,760
Speaker 3: strip club and I was the white people come from, Bro.

618
00:26:33,840 --> 00:26:36,639
Speaker 3: I don't know, but I think it's because like older

619
00:26:36,680 --> 00:26:39,000
Speaker 3: black men have this very like suave look to me,

620
00:26:39,440 --> 00:26:40,840
Speaker 3: and I was thinking, like, oh, I don't even think

621
00:26:41,640 --> 00:26:42,800
Speaker 3: sloppy looking white dude.

622
00:26:42,840 --> 00:26:48,240
Speaker 2: You talking about like Bill Murray. That where this started, bitch,

623
00:26:48,240 --> 00:26:49,640
Speaker 2: because that Jack, I was looking like green.

624
00:26:50,440 --> 00:26:53,480
Speaker 3: So the worst one came when I was trying to

625
00:26:53,480 --> 00:26:56,280
Speaker 3: wake myself up to go to the plane four am

626
00:26:56,280 --> 00:26:58,679
Speaker 3: we had to get home from Chicago, which I was

627
00:26:58,760 --> 00:27:03,399
Speaker 3: sleeping and having an orgasm at the same time, to

628
00:27:03,440 --> 00:27:05,160
Speaker 3: the point where like when I woke up, I looked

629
00:27:05,200 --> 00:27:06,880
Speaker 3: at my hand because I thought I was fucking myself.

630
00:27:07,119 --> 00:27:10,320
Speaker 3: I've never come while being in a full like sleep

631
00:27:10,680 --> 00:27:14,119
Speaker 3: and it was so intense. And the reason I know

632
00:27:14,200 --> 00:27:17,920
Speaker 3: I came is because I have an app I'll tell

633
00:27:17,920 --> 00:27:19,000
Speaker 3: you on the name of then. I think it's called

634
00:27:19,000 --> 00:27:21,320
Speaker 3: sleep Tracker, and it's on my watch and on my

635
00:27:21,400 --> 00:27:24,920
Speaker 3: phone and it records the snoring to see when I snore,

636
00:27:25,560 --> 00:27:27,399
Speaker 3: and the snoring wasn't snoring, it was moaning.

637
00:27:28,040 --> 00:27:29,040
Speaker 1: But it just knew I was.

638
00:27:29,000 --> 00:27:33,720
Speaker 3: Talking and your sleep, bro, were you strange coming? You

639
00:27:33,760 --> 00:27:36,600
Speaker 3: can do something for the dream. The dream was me

640
00:27:36,760 --> 00:27:40,840
Speaker 3: fucking getting ging bang my old that's crazy.

641
00:27:40,960 --> 00:27:41,320
Speaker 1: You know what.

642
00:27:41,359 --> 00:27:43,600
Speaker 2: There's like some saying I be like, when you remember

643
00:27:43,640 --> 00:27:46,560
Speaker 2: your dreams, it means something. I don't know, but i'd

644
00:27:46,600 --> 00:27:48,720
Speaker 2: be looking into dreams. When you remember a dream vividly,

645
00:27:48,960 --> 00:27:49,960
Speaker 2: it really means something.

646
00:27:50,040 --> 00:27:52,600
Speaker 3: I don't want it though you it might have been

647
00:27:52,600 --> 00:27:56,359
Speaker 3: though you know you in New York for some shit s.

648
00:27:57,760 --> 00:28:00,840
Speaker 3: One thing, I'm going to this Tribeca Films see about

649
00:28:00,880 --> 00:28:01,640
Speaker 3: the whole white people.

650
00:28:01,840 --> 00:28:03,760
Speaker 1: No, I'm going request that it's a black movie.

651
00:28:03,800 --> 00:28:06,359
Speaker 3: I mean there could be one movie. There could be

652
00:28:06,440 --> 00:28:08,359
Speaker 3: one black Yes, the black thing is out. Yeah, there

653
00:28:08,359 --> 00:28:10,520
Speaker 3: could be one black movie. Cool, but the rest of

654
00:28:10,520 --> 00:28:12,400
Speaker 3: our old white man. But my point is I'm going

655
00:28:12,400 --> 00:28:13,040
Speaker 3: to after party.

656
00:28:13,080 --> 00:28:15,399
Speaker 1: Right. I was like, what if there's one really hot,

657
00:28:15,440 --> 00:28:20,720
Speaker 1: old rich white guy. Not hot, but you want to

658
00:28:20,760 --> 00:28:21,600
Speaker 1: suck an old white pin.

659
00:28:21,880 --> 00:28:24,680
Speaker 3: I don't, but maybe I'm maybe I want maybe daddy again,

660
00:28:25,359 --> 00:28:28,119
Speaker 3: but an old white sugar daddy. You can get a

661
00:28:28,160 --> 00:28:32,320
Speaker 3: black one, but you ain't gotta go, you ain't gotta

662
00:28:32,400 --> 00:28:34,560
Speaker 3: jump ship. Here's the thing, and this is so vain.

663
00:28:35,960 --> 00:28:41,520
Speaker 3: White guy's fawn over me like they go crazy because

664
00:28:41,520 --> 00:28:43,520
Speaker 3: I mean I hang out in like soho and like

665
00:28:43,800 --> 00:28:47,320
Speaker 3: you know, aunt the white areas with the boozie sheet.

666
00:28:47,520 --> 00:28:49,320
Speaker 3: So like the way they be looking at me, bro,

667
00:28:49,360 --> 00:28:50,720
Speaker 3: they like they look at me like they can never

668
00:28:50,720 --> 00:28:51,920
Speaker 3: come up and get me or talk to me.

669
00:28:51,960 --> 00:28:55,120
Speaker 1: And it's true, you can't. But it's like I'm.

670
00:28:54,960 --> 00:29:00,000
Speaker 2: Almost wanting ugly sex. Please talk to the camera. You

671
00:29:00,000 --> 00:29:01,960
Speaker 2: we're talking to an audience right now, because I cannot relate.

672
00:29:02,000 --> 00:29:03,440
Speaker 1: I don't want to fuck. I don't even want to

673
00:29:03,520 --> 00:29:04,200
Speaker 1: imagine it.

674
00:29:04,360 --> 00:29:07,440
Speaker 2: I literally just told them what a couple episodes ago.

675
00:29:07,760 --> 00:29:12,280
Speaker 2: I'm literally coming off of niggas just being fine, Okay.

676
00:29:12,320 --> 00:29:14,200
Speaker 3: I don't know what it is like I kind of

677
00:29:14,240 --> 00:29:16,480
Speaker 3: want to Okay, Like I used to fuck this white

678
00:29:16,480 --> 00:29:18,280
Speaker 3: guy back in the day when I lived in Orlando.

679
00:29:18,720 --> 00:29:20,040
Speaker 1: I loved at coolie at the time.

680
00:29:20,080 --> 00:29:22,520
Speaker 3: And he used to just come over from his job

681
00:29:22,760 --> 00:29:24,280
Speaker 3: on his lunch break and fuck the shit out of

682
00:29:24,320 --> 00:29:26,400
Speaker 3: my throat, fuck me, do all this crazy shit. I

683
00:29:26,440 --> 00:29:27,880
Speaker 3: met him on Plenty of Fish. We went on a

684
00:29:27,880 --> 00:29:32,080
Speaker 3: few dates and not pol y're free spirit for us, haven't, babe.

685
00:29:33,400 --> 00:29:37,080
Speaker 1: No free spirit aka my legs are open.

686
00:29:38,040 --> 00:29:40,840
Speaker 3: I was like twenty and he was not that cute,

687
00:29:40,840 --> 00:29:43,240
Speaker 3: and I remember he just was like but his dick

688
00:29:43,360 --> 00:29:45,280
Speaker 3: was thick, and he was like really gross and he

689
00:29:45,280 --> 00:29:47,160
Speaker 3: would do gross shit to me, like slap me around

690
00:29:47,200 --> 00:29:49,120
Speaker 3: his dick. And I was like, and I didn't care

691
00:29:49,160 --> 00:29:50,800
Speaker 3: about asking for nasty shit and do it all this

692
00:29:50,880 --> 00:29:53,160
Speaker 3: nasty shit because I didn't want him. And I wonder

693
00:29:53,160 --> 00:29:56,400
Speaker 3: if that's why I'm so dude, I'm gonna regret this

694
00:29:56,440 --> 00:29:56,880
Speaker 3: so much.

695
00:29:57,000 --> 00:29:59,800
Speaker 2: I mean, now, y'all, when you hear in a couple

696
00:30:00,080 --> 00:30:01,800
Speaker 2: in a couple of weeks that Wheezy has fucked an

697
00:30:01,800 --> 00:30:04,680
Speaker 2: old white man, God, I'm not gonna want to I'm surprised. No,

698
00:30:04,760 --> 00:30:06,000
Speaker 2: you have to share it because now we're single and

699
00:30:06,040 --> 00:30:07,760
Speaker 2: we're back being hoes and we have to share our

700
00:30:07,760 --> 00:30:08,480
Speaker 2: goddamn lives.

701
00:30:08,760 --> 00:30:09,880
Speaker 1: I'm add right now.

702
00:30:09,920 --> 00:30:12,000
Speaker 2: This is why people like are happy word, you know,

703
00:30:12,600 --> 00:30:16,560
Speaker 2: apparently going back and bitch, I forgot, I'll get it,

704
00:30:16,560 --> 00:30:18,240
Speaker 2: will I mean, I ain't forget how good this nigga

705
00:30:18,280 --> 00:30:18,680
Speaker 2: dick was.

706
00:30:19,040 --> 00:30:21,200
Speaker 1: And oh I love it. I don't. I don't tell

707
00:30:21,240 --> 00:30:22,920
Speaker 1: all my niggas. Yeah, this is my excitement.

708
00:30:23,240 --> 00:30:25,760
Speaker 2: Well, you know, I'm on tour and so they're gonna

709
00:30:25,760 --> 00:30:27,400
Speaker 2: pull up on tour and I said, oh, I'm gonna

710
00:30:27,400 --> 00:30:29,120
Speaker 2: treat you like a bad bitch. I'm gonna make sure

711
00:30:29,120 --> 00:30:32,400
Speaker 2: you got VIP tickets me greet I said, I'll even

712
00:30:32,440 --> 00:30:34,320
Speaker 2: feed you. And they don't put your name on the

713
00:30:34,360 --> 00:30:37,200
Speaker 2: room in case you coming. I'm doing sound check. Oh girl,

714
00:30:38,120 --> 00:30:39,400
Speaker 2: I'm like, oh, I can't wait.

715
00:30:39,240 --> 00:30:42,080
Speaker 1: To have a nigga living like rock stars this weekend.

716
00:30:42,080 --> 00:30:44,200
Speaker 3: Because we had to be in a different city and

717
00:30:44,200 --> 00:30:46,080
Speaker 3: we did flights in three days, y'all.

718
00:30:45,960 --> 00:30:49,080
Speaker 1: And literally like I had to bring a pillow to

719
00:30:49,720 --> 00:30:51,560
Speaker 1: I'm not playing with you, y'all. We were getting it.

720
00:30:51,600 --> 00:30:54,400
Speaker 3: I didn't say I said pillow like you wanted me

721
00:30:54,440 --> 00:30:56,920
Speaker 3: to say. I want to say I brought a pillow.

722
00:30:57,560 --> 00:30:58,840
Speaker 1: I just hate it. Pillo.

723
00:31:00,440 --> 00:31:05,480
Speaker 3: No, please tell them how you say umbrella, umbrella.

724
00:31:06,120 --> 00:31:12,920
Speaker 1: I'm not playing with you. Anyways.

725
00:31:12,960 --> 00:31:15,120
Speaker 2: We're gonna get into our hoar nerve. I'm gonna share

726
00:31:15,120 --> 00:31:18,240
Speaker 2: a hore dirve that I actually gave on tour. This

727
00:31:18,320 --> 00:31:20,280
Speaker 2: woman was, of course, asking how to get down to

728
00:31:20,320 --> 00:31:24,200
Speaker 2: the boodlehole. And there's something that I did recently not

729
00:31:24,280 --> 00:31:26,480
Speaker 2: they asked that every night they do be asking about

730
00:31:26,480 --> 00:31:27,840
Speaker 2: bootleholes every goddamn night.

731
00:31:27,880 --> 00:31:29,360
Speaker 1: My goodness, oh my god.

732
00:31:29,400 --> 00:31:31,720
Speaker 3: We gotta one over to the girl that told the

733
00:31:31,760 --> 00:31:33,520
Speaker 3: story about the wine going up her ass and she

734
00:31:33,480 --> 00:31:34,160
Speaker 3: shaded it out.

735
00:31:34,320 --> 00:31:36,240
Speaker 2: Please send that, please write us. We need to share

736
00:31:36,240 --> 00:31:38,640
Speaker 2: that with the audience, with all million people who listen.

737
00:31:39,040 --> 00:31:42,880
Speaker 2: So basically, she wanted to know how to get to

738
00:31:42,960 --> 00:31:45,880
Speaker 2: the boodlehole without like startling and nigga, So what I

739
00:31:46,000 --> 00:31:47,320
Speaker 2: seemed what startling?

740
00:31:47,400 --> 00:31:51,000
Speaker 1: That's the word? Can you see me talk?

741
00:31:51,640 --> 00:31:56,680
Speaker 2: So so there's this thing now that I that I

742
00:31:56,680 --> 00:32:00,680
Speaker 2: started doing with my knuckle, bitch. So when you're the dick,

743
00:32:01,400 --> 00:32:03,360
Speaker 2: and then you can go down to the balls. If

744
00:32:03,400 --> 00:32:07,200
Speaker 2: you're watching on YouTube, you're like, suck the deck, go

745
00:32:07,280 --> 00:32:10,160
Speaker 2: down the shaft while you go down the cheft, spit.

746
00:32:09,960 --> 00:32:11,640
Speaker 1: Like make sure it's a whole bunch of spit down there.

747
00:32:11,960 --> 00:32:14,520
Speaker 3: Go down to the balls, and when you get to

748
00:32:14,560 --> 00:32:16,480
Speaker 3: the balls, you're gonna rub the balls.

749
00:32:16,800 --> 00:32:18,760
Speaker 2: Make sure you get some of that spit on your knuckle,

750
00:32:19,080 --> 00:32:21,560
Speaker 2: and then rub the knuckle over the gooch and then

751
00:32:21,680 --> 00:32:23,680
Speaker 2: really like go over like you're.

752
00:32:23,560 --> 00:32:25,240
Speaker 1: Just applying a little bit of pressure on the bootlehole.

753
00:32:25,480 --> 00:32:27,640
Speaker 2: But when it's the knuckle, he don't feel a little

754
00:32:27,640 --> 00:32:29,560
Speaker 2: poked like you're trying to finger the nick because niggas

755
00:32:29,560 --> 00:32:31,280
Speaker 2: don't want to be fingered all the time. But he'll

756
00:32:31,320 --> 00:32:34,640
Speaker 2: take a little graze with the knuckle. Baby, so it's

757
00:32:34,680 --> 00:32:37,800
Speaker 2: called knuckling. I'm making this up, but knuckle that nigga in.

758
00:32:37,800 --> 00:32:39,840
Speaker 1: His gooch and boodle hole and if you.

759
00:32:41,760 --> 00:32:44,880
Speaker 2: Walk that knuckle all right now, all right? So uh

760
00:32:44,920 --> 00:32:47,800
Speaker 2: there's that. And so that was my sex stipt for

761
00:32:47,800 --> 00:32:49,719
Speaker 2: for this week. I wanted to real quick get into

762
00:32:49,720 --> 00:32:57,040
Speaker 2: the whole facts because while we both realized that we

763
00:32:57,200 --> 00:33:01,440
Speaker 2: dated cheating lyon as hole niggle a hunt, that was

764
00:33:01,520 --> 00:33:06,239
Speaker 2: a thing I want to give possible reason. Perhaps they

765
00:33:06,280 --> 00:33:08,719
Speaker 2: saw this article and was like, well, I'm doing this

766
00:33:08,760 --> 00:33:11,720
Speaker 2: for my health. Okay, having sex at least once per

767
00:33:11,760 --> 00:33:14,360
Speaker 2: week can lower can lower a man's risk of heart

768
00:33:14,400 --> 00:33:18,040
Speaker 2: disease by thirty percent, once a week, choked by fifty percent,

769
00:33:18,160 --> 00:33:19,840
Speaker 2: and diabetes by forty percent.

770
00:33:20,440 --> 00:33:22,960
Speaker 1: It has also been shown, you ready that men with.

771
00:33:22,920 --> 00:33:25,360
Speaker 3: An act of sex life are more than likely to

772
00:33:25,400 --> 00:33:28,480
Speaker 3: live past eighty years old. So I feel like, because

773
00:33:28,520 --> 00:33:31,640
Speaker 3: we be busy and maybe you know, they just want

774
00:33:31,680 --> 00:33:34,880
Speaker 3: they life expectancy to be longer and they want these

775
00:33:34,880 --> 00:33:37,480
Speaker 3: percentages to not get these diseases. They say, bitch, I

776
00:33:37,520 --> 00:33:40,720
Speaker 3: got a fuck on everybody to live. So I saw

777
00:33:40,720 --> 00:33:43,160
Speaker 3: that honestly when I was living in Mexico at Obay.

778
00:33:43,240 --> 00:33:45,200
Speaker 3: We had text every day, yes.

779
00:33:45,160 --> 00:33:47,640
Speaker 2: And then when you weren't available, he went it had

780
00:33:47,640 --> 00:33:49,560
Speaker 2: sex with somebody else because he's like, I have to live.

781
00:33:50,000 --> 00:33:51,520
Speaker 1: A fucking in Mexico.

782
00:33:51,560 --> 00:33:53,040
Speaker 3: When I couldn't get when I was too tired to

783
00:33:53,040 --> 00:33:55,520
Speaker 3: go out, I wanted to kill him. See I mean

784
00:33:55,560 --> 00:33:58,520
Speaker 3: you lately, he was doing it for his health. He

785
00:33:58,560 --> 00:33:59,720
Speaker 3: want to live past eighty.

786
00:33:59,720 --> 00:34:03,000
Speaker 1: Bit I cheated on you have the time also, And.

787
00:34:03,480 --> 00:34:06,160
Speaker 2: There you know what's crazy, I'm actually mad I didn't

788
00:34:06,240 --> 00:34:08,799
Speaker 2: cheat on uh him back?

789
00:34:08,800 --> 00:34:11,680
Speaker 1: Oh, sexy read said last week, get back game. Yeah.

790
00:34:11,760 --> 00:34:15,280
Speaker 3: I like when I was with him, I was only

791
00:34:15,320 --> 00:34:18,440
Speaker 3: with him, but bitch, all in breakups, all thirteen times,

792
00:34:18,440 --> 00:34:20,400
Speaker 3: I slided right back to the to the roll of

793
00:34:20,440 --> 00:34:21,000
Speaker 3: Dick's bitch.

794
00:34:21,480 --> 00:34:22,960
Speaker 1: And I think that's what made him mack too.

795
00:34:23,960 --> 00:34:26,440
Speaker 2: He's like, there's no way that you don't have feelings

796
00:34:26,440 --> 00:34:27,960
Speaker 2: for these people when they're you.

797
00:34:28,040 --> 00:34:29,640
Speaker 1: As soon as we break up, you don't even wait

798
00:34:29,680 --> 00:34:30,160
Speaker 1: a week and.

799
00:34:30,120 --> 00:34:33,600
Speaker 3: You go right back to them because I don't wait. Yeah, nigga,

800
00:34:34,640 --> 00:34:37,479
Speaker 3: the fuck. I was being a loyal bitch. And see

801
00:34:37,480 --> 00:34:40,640
Speaker 3: what that got me? Nothing got me cheated on Nigga.

802
00:34:41,440 --> 00:34:42,840
Speaker 3: The next one I want to do is actually a

803
00:34:42,840 --> 00:34:45,400
Speaker 3: myth buster onto a bitch you hate.

804
00:34:45,480 --> 00:34:46,920
Speaker 1: Oh no, bitch, I ain't gonna hold you.

805
00:34:47,160 --> 00:34:49,080
Speaker 3: The girl on my phone had only been fucking with

806
00:34:49,120 --> 00:34:51,640
Speaker 3: him for six months and she was distraught, bitch, And

807
00:34:51,680 --> 00:34:52,960
Speaker 3: I said, girl, I went back twelve times.

808
00:34:52,960 --> 00:34:54,719
Speaker 1: You probably will too.

809
00:34:55,360 --> 00:34:58,360
Speaker 2: Yeah, And so did the other girl, and so they

810
00:34:58,360 --> 00:35:02,359
Speaker 2: also they buried girl. And he wanted exclusivity with all

811
00:35:02,400 --> 00:35:05,879
Speaker 2: of them, and they couldn't fuck other guys except for him.

812
00:35:06,040 --> 00:35:09,480
Speaker 1: He's a sick fuck. Not only that, how can this

813
00:35:09,680 --> 00:35:12,080
Speaker 1: do you want? Girl? He can't.

814
00:35:13,200 --> 00:35:15,480
Speaker 3: He can't because the bitch they called me got money

815
00:35:15,520 --> 00:35:17,839
Speaker 3: like me, bitch, she is. She a lit bitch, own

816
00:35:17,880 --> 00:35:19,640
Speaker 3: lit bitch, but she got her coins up.

817
00:35:19,719 --> 00:35:24,000
Speaker 1: No, she's seeing cool. So we talking. Do you know

818
00:35:24,000 --> 00:35:27,120
Speaker 1: how they knew about each other? You ready for the

819
00:35:27,239 --> 00:35:27,800
Speaker 1: non consent?

820
00:35:27,800 --> 00:35:29,680
Speaker 2: Which, by the way, you listening to this nigga, you

821
00:35:29,719 --> 00:35:32,879
Speaker 2: blocked from both sex clubs. Good luck finding another one

822
00:35:32,880 --> 00:35:36,080
Speaker 2: because I'm that bitch and the owners have now blocked you.

823
00:35:36,480 --> 00:35:38,799
Speaker 2: And I said, if you want a membership, they need

824
00:35:38,840 --> 00:35:40,560
Speaker 2: to charge you four times because I'll never stop in

825
00:35:40,560 --> 00:35:43,160
Speaker 2: front of the coin. But it'll be four rex, bitch,

826
00:35:44,320 --> 00:35:46,680
Speaker 2: I said, charge him like, soho house, I will not

827
00:35:46,800 --> 00:35:51,399
Speaker 2: stop it. So anyways, this is how and this is why. Hey, bitch,

828
00:35:51,719 --> 00:35:54,520
Speaker 2: well this is how our trip likes. So by the way,

829
00:35:54,560 --> 00:35:56,520
Speaker 2: this is how they found out about each other.

830
00:35:56,800 --> 00:35:58,000
Speaker 1: It was giving non consent.

831
00:35:58,200 --> 00:36:00,879
Speaker 3: Wait wait wait, they found out about about each other

832
00:36:01,440 --> 00:36:04,080
Speaker 3: and my other girls. So the girl that called me

833
00:36:04,520 --> 00:36:06,440
Speaker 3: found out about the other girl and only found out

834
00:36:06,440 --> 00:36:08,360
Speaker 3: about me because the other girl had always.

835
00:36:08,080 --> 00:36:10,440
Speaker 1: Been told don't tell Mandy, don't tell Mandy, don't tell Mandy.

836
00:36:10,719 --> 00:36:16,560
Speaker 2: The bartender so basically he role played with both of them,

837
00:36:18,200 --> 00:36:20,840
Speaker 2: did not let either of them know that he knew

838
00:36:20,840 --> 00:36:23,640
Speaker 2: either of them, and at the sex club created a

839
00:36:23,680 --> 00:36:26,600
Speaker 2: whole orgy. So they were fucking each other not knowing.

840
00:36:27,760 --> 00:36:29,160
Speaker 3: That's why she was like, bro, he has to be

841
00:36:29,200 --> 00:36:31,359
Speaker 3: blocked from the sex club because I feel violated because

842
00:36:31,400 --> 00:36:36,440
Speaker 3: I didn't consent to fucking another woman that you were dating. Yeah,

843
00:36:36,480 --> 00:36:38,799
Speaker 3: and so he's like, so she was really she felt

844
00:36:38,840 --> 00:36:40,040
Speaker 3: violated as someone who goes on.

845
00:36:40,000 --> 00:36:41,600
Speaker 1: The sex Oh my god, oh my god, yes, this

846
00:36:41,680 --> 00:36:44,400
Speaker 1: is whole mail. Yes, how did you not talk about this?

847
00:36:44,760 --> 00:36:47,080
Speaker 2: And when we started saying no, no, well, because I've

848
00:36:47,080 --> 00:36:48,759
Speaker 2: been trying to bitch, I was wait until we got

849
00:36:48,760 --> 00:36:51,160
Speaker 2: back to the studio. So she said she felt violated

850
00:36:51,160 --> 00:36:53,240
Speaker 2: as someone who goes to the sex club who believes

851
00:36:53,239 --> 00:36:53,720
Speaker 2: in consent.

852
00:36:54,000 --> 00:36:56,359
Speaker 1: I didn't consent to fuck you with another woman.

853
00:36:56,080 --> 00:36:59,000
Speaker 2: That you are in a relationship with, and so mind you,

854
00:36:59,080 --> 00:37:03,000
Speaker 2: when they finally had to talk and realize what their relationships,

855
00:37:03,719 --> 00:37:06,120
Speaker 2: Maggie that lives in Australia does not look too bad.

856
00:37:06,320 --> 00:37:09,640
Speaker 3: Bro, at least bro Maggie was tricking was another one tricking,

857
00:37:09,680 --> 00:37:09,920
Speaker 3: mind you.

858
00:37:09,960 --> 00:37:11,160
Speaker 1: One was black, one was white.

859
00:37:11,200 --> 00:37:12,880
Speaker 2: He was telling the black bitch that he could not

860
00:37:13,200 --> 00:37:15,960
Speaker 2: have any sort of connection to a white woman and

861
00:37:16,080 --> 00:37:17,000
Speaker 2: was telling the white woman to.

862
00:37:17,000 --> 00:37:22,560
Speaker 3: Say, oh god, just that they were exclusive, she couldn't

863
00:37:22,560 --> 00:37:23,239
Speaker 3: fuck nobody else.

864
00:37:23,280 --> 00:37:25,160
Speaker 1: But apparently told the black.

865
00:37:25,080 --> 00:37:28,560
Speaker 3: Woman that he couldn't see himself being with a white

866
00:37:28,560 --> 00:37:30,000
Speaker 3: woman and they just would never.

867
00:37:30,080 --> 00:37:33,520
Speaker 1: Like playing the game and all that lot. Mind mind y'all.

868
00:37:33,520 --> 00:37:36,720
Speaker 2: I would tell y'all when we would say we always

869
00:37:36,719 --> 00:37:38,560
Speaker 2: had different types. He would go towards more of the

870
00:37:38,600 --> 00:37:40,600
Speaker 2: euro girls in that club, and I would always be

871
00:37:40,680 --> 00:37:41,279
Speaker 2: with the black girl.

872
00:37:42,160 --> 00:37:44,479
Speaker 1: This is giving me, okay, girl, I have a.

873
00:37:45,080 --> 00:37:46,560
Speaker 3: He's not really a friend, but she's a bitch that

874
00:37:46,640 --> 00:37:48,839
Speaker 3: hangs with a bitch I know, we all go out

875
00:37:48,840 --> 00:37:51,640
Speaker 3: to eat in LA and I like it a bitch

876
00:37:51,719 --> 00:37:53,720
Speaker 3: to hang with a bitch, I know, because we're not friends.

877
00:37:53,719 --> 00:37:55,279
Speaker 3: Were not a queen, we really because I wouldn't tell

878
00:37:55,320 --> 00:37:57,319
Speaker 3: my home like I hang out with a girl in LA.

879
00:37:57,360 --> 00:37:59,120
Speaker 1: There everybody probably thinks, like, was that the white girl?

880
00:37:59,239 --> 00:38:00,680
Speaker 1: She had a big booty and whatever.

881
00:38:01,080 --> 00:38:02,640
Speaker 3: But there's a girl who hangs out a bitch on

882
00:38:02,719 --> 00:38:05,879
Speaker 3: now And she starts venting to me about this guy

883
00:38:06,520 --> 00:38:08,719
Speaker 3: that she's been dating and she can't get him to

884
00:38:08,760 --> 00:38:10,640
Speaker 3: push past this point. But like he met her family

885
00:38:10,719 --> 00:38:13,400
Speaker 3: and they're going on these long vacations and Thanksgiving.

886
00:38:13,480 --> 00:38:14,279
Speaker 1: He'll come over later.

887
00:38:14,320 --> 00:38:16,560
Speaker 3: She's like, but I can't seem to connect with him,

888
00:38:16,560 --> 00:38:18,120
Speaker 3: and I don't know if he has another girlfriend.

889
00:38:19,000 --> 00:38:21,480
Speaker 1: And I was like, I don't always do they always do?

890
00:38:21,640 --> 00:38:24,040
Speaker 3: She's white, And I said, I don't know how to

891
00:38:24,080 --> 00:38:26,440
Speaker 3: tell you this to show me a picture of but

892
00:38:26,520 --> 00:38:27,280
Speaker 3: this is the truth.

893
00:38:28,040 --> 00:38:30,600
Speaker 1: But you knew the guy, no, but this is the truth.

894
00:38:31,440 --> 00:38:33,560
Speaker 3: The way that she described their relationship, I was like,

895
00:38:34,719 --> 00:38:36,520
Speaker 3: Peter Hawley doesn't have another girlfriend because he doesn't have

896
00:38:36,600 --> 00:38:38,640
Speaker 3: time to have another girlfriend. But he doesn't want to

897
00:38:38,640 --> 00:38:40,560
Speaker 3: go further with you because you're white, so he'll appease

898
00:38:40,600 --> 00:38:43,560
Speaker 3: you by going to your family's house and by doing

899
00:38:43,600 --> 00:38:45,400
Speaker 3: the vacations with you because he's having fun with you.

900
00:38:45,440 --> 00:38:47,440
Speaker 1: But like you're never gonna be his family because.

901
00:38:47,200 --> 00:38:49,480
Speaker 2: You're way well, which is also crazy because y'all tuned

902
00:38:49,520 --> 00:38:51,960
Speaker 2: my ass up in the YouTube comments. That was the

903
00:38:52,000 --> 00:38:55,640
Speaker 2: conversation with the girl LEXI. Remember she said, these black

904
00:38:55,680 --> 00:38:58,640
Speaker 2: guys never want to let me meet their families because

905
00:38:58,640 --> 00:38:58,960
Speaker 2: I'm not.

906
00:38:59,000 --> 00:39:01,799
Speaker 3: Black, right, We talked about it. Yeah, so like that's

907
00:39:01,840 --> 00:39:02,319
Speaker 3: a real thing.

908
00:39:02,360 --> 00:39:04,000
Speaker 1: But I mean that you show you up for that comment.

909
00:39:04,360 --> 00:39:05,000
Speaker 1: Everybody as.

910
00:39:07,080 --> 00:39:10,480
Speaker 3: When she looks at me, she's like, no, but like

911
00:39:10,800 --> 00:39:13,600
Speaker 3: his mom knows he's that, And I'm like, but like

912
00:39:13,640 --> 00:39:14,600
Speaker 3: his mom knows he got a girl.

913
00:39:14,640 --> 00:39:18,000
Speaker 1: But like, bro, like if you're not meeting.

914
00:39:17,680 --> 00:39:21,320
Speaker 3: A family, yep, Like I don't believe what you're saying,

915
00:39:21,719 --> 00:39:24,279
Speaker 3: you know what I mean? Like black men literally, Like

916
00:39:24,800 --> 00:39:28,879
Speaker 3: I believe Old Bay fucked all these white girls because

917
00:39:28,880 --> 00:39:30,319
Speaker 3: that was as tight. But he knew he had to

918
00:39:30,320 --> 00:39:32,000
Speaker 3: be with a girl that looked like me because I

919
00:39:32,080 --> 00:39:33,040
Speaker 3: was just black enough.

920
00:39:33,160 --> 00:39:34,080
Speaker 1: I really believe that.

921
00:39:34,400 --> 00:39:37,120
Speaker 3: When he showed me or told me about his new girlfriend,

922
00:39:37,960 --> 00:39:40,680
Speaker 3: I was like, oh, and remember I told you a

923
00:39:40,719 --> 00:39:43,719
Speaker 3: bitch told me who she was. I'm like, oh my god,

924
00:39:43,800 --> 00:39:45,960
Speaker 3: Like not like we look alike, she's like tiny, but

925
00:39:46,080 --> 00:39:50,239
Speaker 3: like we're both mixed, we both wearing braids. Okay, you

926
00:39:50,320 --> 00:39:53,040
Speaker 3: are cute, light skin mixed bitches. So really this is

927
00:39:53,120 --> 00:39:55,160
Speaker 3: just as black as you could go. That's what it's

928
00:39:55,200 --> 00:39:57,880
Speaker 3: starting to like give off in my brain. Oh, because

929
00:39:58,040 --> 00:39:59,080
Speaker 3: I don't understand.

930
00:39:59,360 --> 00:40:01,960
Speaker 2: So he's he's like a lot of the black men

931
00:40:01,960 --> 00:40:03,600
Speaker 2: that we talk about on social media.

932
00:40:03,680 --> 00:40:07,520
Speaker 1: Then like if like and and this is where.

933
00:40:07,360 --> 00:40:11,000
Speaker 2: Maybe where we shouldn't hold space for this conversation without

934
00:40:11,000 --> 00:40:13,760
Speaker 2: a dark skinned woman. But this is what I guess

935
00:40:14,120 --> 00:40:16,320
Speaker 2: a lot of them mean when they say black men

936
00:40:16,600 --> 00:40:18,960
Speaker 2: don't respect us, they don't like us. And that's the

937
00:40:18,960 --> 00:40:21,120
Speaker 2: space that I think people say that we come from

938
00:40:21,160 --> 00:40:24,799
Speaker 2: a privileged space in because even though we black, like,

939
00:40:25,320 --> 00:40:27,399
Speaker 2: there's a privilege in the way a lot of black

940
00:40:27,440 --> 00:40:28,320
Speaker 2: men maybe view.

941
00:40:28,200 --> 00:40:29,880
Speaker 1: Us too, because of our proximity to whiteness.

942
00:40:29,920 --> 00:40:33,000
Speaker 3: I mean we understand that, Yeah, how black men act

943
00:40:33,040 --> 00:40:35,120
Speaker 3: about light skinned girls. There's been in music from the.

944
00:40:35,120 --> 00:40:35,800
Speaker 1: Dawn of time.

945
00:40:36,000 --> 00:40:37,840
Speaker 3: I know, and y'all know, I love whis Khalifoot and

946
00:40:37,840 --> 00:40:39,880
Speaker 3: I'm mad he going viral for he got like fourteen

947
00:40:39,920 --> 00:40:43,480
Speaker 3: snowbodies in his new video, not a not melanin in sight.

948
00:40:43,800 --> 00:40:45,480
Speaker 1: Like is it a white girl video?

949
00:40:45,600 --> 00:40:48,239
Speaker 3: Like, no, it's not about white it's just a song.

950
00:40:48,239 --> 00:40:50,360
Speaker 3: It's a really good song and just white girl. No,

951
00:40:50,360 --> 00:40:53,480
Speaker 3: they're white, Like now this is on purpose? Oh wow,

952
00:40:53,600 --> 00:40:55,760
Speaker 3: yeah all white? Now maybe if the video.

953
00:40:55,600 --> 00:40:57,279
Speaker 2: Was shot in Pittsburgh, I know, I was like, is

954
00:40:57,280 --> 00:40:58,719
Speaker 2: it called it the New plat it is not called

955
00:40:58,719 --> 00:40:59,520
Speaker 2: snow bunny bitch.

956
00:40:59,640 --> 00:41:02,520
Speaker 1: No, it's like, oh, doctor mar has to take care

957
00:41:02,520 --> 00:41:02,719
Speaker 1: of that.

958
00:41:03,120 --> 00:41:08,200
Speaker 3: But but yeah, uh no, Like at first, I didn't

959
00:41:08,200 --> 00:41:12,200
Speaker 3: really connect the dots of him not liking black women

960
00:41:12,280 --> 00:41:15,600
Speaker 3: because in my brain I was like, oh, the girlfriends

961
00:41:15,640 --> 00:41:16,320
Speaker 3: I've seen.

962
00:41:16,360 --> 00:41:18,279
Speaker 1: I mean, actually the girl before me was way like

963
00:41:18,400 --> 00:41:19,040
Speaker 1: she was brown.

964
00:41:19,560 --> 00:41:22,200
Speaker 3: She was definitely brown, but for the most part, like

965
00:41:22,239 --> 00:41:24,360
Speaker 3: you're just wiping these girls up because you feel like

966
00:41:24,360 --> 00:41:27,239
Speaker 3: that's what you should be with. And granted, I do

967
00:41:27,320 --> 00:41:29,560
Speaker 3: believe in black love too, Like you know, it is

968
00:41:29,600 --> 00:41:31,640
Speaker 3: really difficult for me to have conversations with my white

969
00:41:31,640 --> 00:41:32,240
Speaker 3: home girls.

970
00:41:32,920 --> 00:41:34,480
Speaker 1: And one of my closest white friends like.

971
00:41:36,000 --> 00:41:39,080
Speaker 3: I remember literally saying her like she dates black dudes,

972
00:41:39,080 --> 00:41:40,240
Speaker 3: and I was like, yeah.

973
00:41:40,080 --> 00:41:41,680
Speaker 1: You know, I can't. I can't date like dudes.

974
00:41:41,719 --> 00:41:43,920
Speaker 3: I date white girls like that, like you could have

975
00:41:44,000 --> 00:41:45,080
Speaker 3: maybe one or two in your past.

976
00:41:45,080 --> 00:41:47,160
Speaker 1: But if there's like if I see a trend, it

977
00:41:47,360 --> 00:41:48,399
Speaker 1: fucks with me. Same.

978
00:41:48,719 --> 00:41:51,719
Speaker 2: But I mean, most of the guys that I do

979
00:41:51,800 --> 00:41:55,000
Speaker 2: end up dating a fucking they like big, big bulleted

980
00:41:55,040 --> 00:41:58,040
Speaker 2: thick bitches like you gonna be someonost. I'm a lot

981
00:41:58,040 --> 00:42:01,960
Speaker 2: of like my guys, they deal with big Buddhist tripper holes.

982
00:42:02,000 --> 00:42:02,800
Speaker 1: Like it's given.

983
00:42:03,239 --> 00:42:05,520
Speaker 2: They all had the same type of Zion Williamson child.

984
00:42:06,120 --> 00:42:08,920
Speaker 2: I here just fucking on the same type of bitch.

985
00:42:09,239 --> 00:42:10,960
Speaker 1: And there you go.

986
00:42:11,440 --> 00:42:13,560
Speaker 2: Like all of like the girls that I know they

987
00:42:13,640 --> 00:42:16,640
Speaker 2: dealt with are former strippers, or.

988
00:42:16,880 --> 00:42:19,080
Speaker 1: They all have their bodies done, or they don't like

989
00:42:19,239 --> 00:42:21,759
Speaker 1: they guys type though I'll say that. I mean, I'm

990
00:42:21,800 --> 00:42:22,080
Speaker 1: not mad.

991
00:42:22,120 --> 00:42:24,160
Speaker 3: I like, I love him a nigga who know what

992
00:42:24,160 --> 00:42:27,120
Speaker 3: to do with he's god damn but dies, honey, because

993
00:42:27,120 --> 00:42:28,719
Speaker 3: girl a't gonna hold y'all have my thigh the other

994
00:42:28,840 --> 00:42:31,360
Speaker 3: night and bitch, I thought up again because he a

995
00:42:31,360 --> 00:42:34,239
Speaker 3: little smaller than than my ex. So I'm having my

996
00:42:34,320 --> 00:42:36,279
Speaker 3: leg up and while he fucking me, and I'm like, oh,

997
00:42:36,320 --> 00:42:38,600
Speaker 3: I love that he loved all his thighs just rubbing

998
00:42:38,600 --> 00:42:39,520
Speaker 3: on his goddamn chest.

999
00:42:39,600 --> 00:42:41,560
Speaker 1: That's you know. I want a man that know what

1000
00:42:41,600 --> 00:42:41,879
Speaker 1: to do.

1001
00:42:41,920 --> 00:42:44,879
Speaker 3: I ge't worried like if I, for example, so Old

1002
00:42:44,880 --> 00:42:47,200
Speaker 3: Bay fucked a bunch of white bitches, right, that's maybe

1003
00:42:47,239 --> 00:42:48,560
Speaker 3: be like, well you must like the ship now that

1004
00:42:49,080 --> 00:42:50,759
Speaker 3: I would get worried if he was sucking a bunch

1005
00:42:50,760 --> 00:42:52,720
Speaker 3: of lights kinned thick bitches, and I'd be like, whoa.

1006
00:42:53,520 --> 00:42:55,239
Speaker 2: You know they even called you thick now you you

1007
00:42:55,360 --> 00:42:56,640
Speaker 2: in a thick girl club girl.

1008
00:42:56,960 --> 00:43:01,000
Speaker 1: They listen, They was like, yeah, you're thick now. Oh yeah.

1009
00:43:01,120 --> 00:43:03,279
Speaker 3: And you know what's crazy too? Did not think working

1010
00:43:03,320 --> 00:43:05,040
Speaker 3: out would get me fig that shit is real?

1011
00:43:05,440 --> 00:43:07,920
Speaker 2: No, it is because you you build muscle depending on

1012
00:43:08,120 --> 00:43:10,759
Speaker 2: what type, like cardio is what you do to drop.

1013
00:43:11,239 --> 00:43:13,279
Speaker 2: But if you're doing like muscle tone and this shit

1014
00:43:13,320 --> 00:43:14,319
Speaker 2: bit you finish at thiet.

1015
00:43:14,400 --> 00:43:16,720
Speaker 3: Sorry if you're watching the YouTube and my my ass

1016
00:43:16,800 --> 00:43:19,440
Speaker 3: is just oh god, girl, I'm the thighs girl.

1017
00:43:19,840 --> 00:43:21,120
Speaker 1: I be tricking niggas too.

1018
00:43:21,360 --> 00:43:22,759
Speaker 2: They be thinking I got to ask, bitch, is just

1019
00:43:22,800 --> 00:43:25,000
Speaker 2: thousand hips a thousand hips?

1020
00:43:25,000 --> 00:43:27,000
Speaker 3: Not? She let me tell you something A nigga told

1021
00:43:27,040 --> 00:43:28,960
Speaker 3: me once and this shit was so embarrassing.

1022
00:43:29,000 --> 00:43:30,640
Speaker 2: He was like, you look like you guys so much

1023
00:43:30,680 --> 00:43:34,319
Speaker 2: asked not from the front, So I mean, I gotta

1024
00:43:34,320 --> 00:43:35,960
Speaker 2: ask when I bend over. But I feel like I

1025
00:43:35,960 --> 00:43:39,040
Speaker 2: have a good go ahead. Give it to him on camera,

1026
00:43:39,280 --> 00:43:40,799
Speaker 2: this one. That's your camera right there.

1027
00:43:41,400 --> 00:43:43,839
Speaker 1: Now, Now you clever it, y'all.

1028
00:43:43,880 --> 00:43:46,840
Speaker 2: She's a real single she putting it out for the word. Now,

1029
00:43:50,560 --> 00:43:53,239
Speaker 2: I wanted to actually do a MythBuster. It is the

1030
00:43:53,280 --> 00:43:57,719
Speaker 2: fact that blue balls are actually not real. Also, for

1031
00:43:57,800 --> 00:44:00,600
Speaker 2: those of you who did not know of people with

1032
00:44:00,719 --> 00:44:03,960
Speaker 2: a KUCCI actually reported not says Boma, but I just

1033
00:44:03,960 --> 00:44:04,720
Speaker 2: want to say Kouchi.

1034
00:44:05,160 --> 00:44:07,359
Speaker 1: Forty of people with a KUCI reported that they.

1035
00:44:07,320 --> 00:44:12,279
Speaker 2: Also experience throbbing crotch syndrome, which they said is a

1036
00:44:12,280 --> 00:44:16,680
Speaker 2: more valid term because actually nothing turns crotch.

1037
00:44:17,280 --> 00:44:20,680
Speaker 1: Throbbing crotch syndrome. I've had that hunt, so it is

1038
00:44:20,719 --> 00:44:21,560
Speaker 1: not blue balls.

1039
00:44:21,719 --> 00:44:24,200
Speaker 2: And the reason why I bring this up is because

1040
00:44:24,239 --> 00:44:28,040
Speaker 2: there is still a large percentage of people who say

1041
00:44:28,640 --> 00:44:31,520
Speaker 2: that they are using this as an excuse to still

1042
00:44:31,560 --> 00:44:33,719
Speaker 2: go through with sex even if.

1043
00:44:33,640 --> 00:44:34,400
Speaker 1: They don't want it.

1044
00:44:34,760 --> 00:44:37,920
Speaker 2: So they're peer pressuring others bringing up the fact that

1045
00:44:38,080 --> 00:44:40,640
Speaker 2: damn they're so aroused they don't want blue balls, and

1046
00:44:40,680 --> 00:44:43,719
Speaker 2: so it's causing people to still use it as coercion,

1047
00:44:44,120 --> 00:44:46,319
Speaker 2: and people who really don't want to have sex are

1048
00:44:46,400 --> 00:44:49,080
Speaker 2: in fear of catching blue balls so much they go

1049
00:44:49,160 --> 00:44:50,719
Speaker 2: through with it because they don't want to.

1050
00:44:50,760 --> 00:44:52,640
Speaker 1: Ben edged to the point where it was like unbearable,

1051
00:44:52,800 --> 00:44:54,719
Speaker 1: You'll be into the edge and shit, I don't do it. No,

1052
00:44:55,320 --> 00:44:55,960
Speaker 1: I don't want to be it.

1053
00:44:56,080 --> 00:44:58,840
Speaker 3: Well, some of you've had probably mistake edging when Hagga

1054
00:44:58,880 --> 00:45:02,919
Speaker 3: comes too quick, but like, ah, yeah, that shit kind

1055
00:45:02,920 --> 00:45:05,120
Speaker 3: of hurts little.

1056
00:45:05,440 --> 00:45:07,879
Speaker 1: Well, I had to finish myself off. And that's the thing.

1057
00:45:08,040 --> 00:45:12,000
Speaker 2: There is a tenderness to it because you know, and

1058
00:45:12,040 --> 00:45:14,600
Speaker 2: there's a lot of reasons why science bitch look it up,

1059
00:45:15,000 --> 00:45:17,880
Speaker 2: but it was interesting when I saw this that there's

1060
00:45:18,040 --> 00:45:22,440
Speaker 2: no studies at all of blue being a color that

1061
00:45:22,880 --> 00:45:26,279
Speaker 2: the skin turns during you just being overly aroused and

1062
00:45:26,280 --> 00:45:27,080
Speaker 2: not jacking off.

1063
00:45:27,320 --> 00:45:32,120
Speaker 3: Don't you really think of blue like a bruise? Your ego bruisga,

1064
00:45:32,160 --> 00:45:35,359
Speaker 3: that's it's your ego, that's bruise. And you said black

1065
00:45:35,400 --> 00:45:38,439
Speaker 3: and blue, that's it. Okay, that's it.

1066
00:45:38,600 --> 00:45:40,080
Speaker 1: But I brought that up because I just thought it

1067
00:45:40,120 --> 00:45:40,880
Speaker 1: was really interesting.

1068
00:45:40,920 --> 00:45:44,720
Speaker 2: So, ladies, if you feel peer pressured to fucking nigga

1069
00:45:44,719 --> 00:45:46,440
Speaker 2: because he's like, ooh man, you're just gonna leave me

1070
00:45:46,480 --> 00:45:49,479
Speaker 2: with these blue balls. Bitch, it don't exist, it's fake.

1071
00:45:49,880 --> 00:45:53,160
Speaker 2: Tell him he could have throbbing crotch syndrome and he

1072
00:45:53,239 --> 00:45:54,320
Speaker 2: will be just fine.

1073
00:45:55,480 --> 00:45:58,879
Speaker 1: That's all. Before we get out of here. Those tcs. Nigga,

1074
00:45:58,960 --> 00:46:01,880
Speaker 1: you feel me? This whole episode was a horrible decision.

1075
00:46:01,880 --> 00:46:03,759
Speaker 1: The horrible decision was dating these niggas. I didn't even

1076
00:46:03,760 --> 00:46:05,359
Speaker 1: gonna hold you and we didn't share it to Why

1077
00:46:05,960 --> 00:46:07,520
Speaker 1: did you want to go through any of these though? No,

1078
00:46:07,560 --> 00:46:09,400
Speaker 1: I want to do the fucking home mail. Oh no,

1079
00:46:09,440 --> 00:46:12,319
Speaker 1: that's why I wanted to do the homemail. Oh yeah,

1080
00:46:12,640 --> 00:46:14,239
Speaker 1: I still say there was.

1081
00:46:14,239 --> 00:46:16,040
Speaker 3: A better home mail than you want to save for

1082
00:46:16,040 --> 00:46:17,880
Speaker 3: another outline. It was kind of long, go let's do

1083
00:46:17,920 --> 00:46:20,080
Speaker 3: it because this one was short. I thought we was going, okay,

1084
00:46:20,160 --> 00:46:21,319
Speaker 3: let me do this one because I was like.

1085
00:46:21,440 --> 00:46:23,879
Speaker 1: Let's do it. We got a little time. So am

1086
00:46:23,880 --> 00:46:26,560
Speaker 1: I wrong? Or is this nigga tripping you wrong? Oh?

1087
00:46:26,640 --> 00:46:30,000
Speaker 3: Wait, no, this nigga stripping for we're both single. I'm

1088
00:46:30,000 --> 00:46:33,000
Speaker 3: black twenty six, he's black thirty four. Let's call him

1089
00:46:33,080 --> 00:46:36,040
Speaker 3: Joe cool. No, let's make a new name, bitch. I

1090
00:46:36,080 --> 00:46:40,799
Speaker 3: have to read this, stop dmitries. So I started talking

1091
00:46:40,840 --> 00:46:43,439
Speaker 3: to Demitrius a month to go tomorrow. We've only gone

1092
00:46:43,480 --> 00:46:45,840
Speaker 3: out once, which was the day after his birthday. A

1093
00:46:45,840 --> 00:46:48,040
Speaker 3: week after we met. We had sex twice.

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00:46:48,360 --> 00:46:51,160
Speaker 1: We need a fucking calendar. What is going on? We

1095
00:46:51,360 --> 00:46:52,680
Speaker 1: literally we met a month ago.

1096
00:46:52,880 --> 00:46:55,560
Speaker 3: Okay, we've only gone out once, yep, a week after

1097
00:46:55,600 --> 00:46:57,240
Speaker 3: we met, but we've had sex twice.

1098
00:46:57,880 --> 00:46:59,640
Speaker 1: It was cool. Nothing right home about so, bitch, why

1099
00:46:59,680 --> 00:47:03,719
Speaker 1: you wrote as but okay, let's go. Let's go but

1100
00:47:03,800 --> 00:47:06,000
Speaker 1: off the strength. He has three kids.

1101
00:47:06,120 --> 00:47:08,719
Speaker 3: I knew I likely wasn't going to have a substantial

1102
00:47:08,880 --> 00:47:10,319
Speaker 3: relationship with him past a flame.

1103
00:47:10,880 --> 00:47:12,399
Speaker 1: I moved from the city we met in.

1104
00:47:12,400 --> 00:47:15,040
Speaker 3: Shortly after to start grad school, which he knew, and

1105
00:47:15,120 --> 00:47:17,600
Speaker 3: I essentially told him that I wasn't gonna be seriously

1106
00:47:17,680 --> 00:47:19,759
Speaker 3: dating him or anyone because I'm not interested in a

1107
00:47:19,800 --> 00:47:21,800
Speaker 3: long distance relationship and school is my priority.

1108
00:47:21,920 --> 00:47:25,240
Speaker 1: Okay, good for you, bitch. He talking about he gonna

1109
00:47:25,280 --> 00:47:28,040
Speaker 1: make I'm looking this bitch got mad. So literally he

1110
00:47:28,160 --> 00:47:30,520
Speaker 1: was writing nice, He talking about he's gonna make trips

1111
00:47:30,520 --> 00:47:31,040
Speaker 1: to come see me.

1112
00:47:31,040 --> 00:47:33,880
Speaker 3: Etcetera, exeter us sound good, but niggas make empty promises

1113
00:47:33,920 --> 00:47:36,239
Speaker 3: all the time. I have no reason to believe anything

1114
00:47:36,320 --> 00:47:39,200
Speaker 3: he said, pass his face value. At one point, when

1115
00:47:39,200 --> 00:47:41,040
Speaker 3: I was visiting family out of town, he called himself

1116
00:47:41,040 --> 00:47:43,200
Speaker 3: getting upset because I didn't tell him. I came home,

1117
00:47:43,840 --> 00:47:46,120
Speaker 3: blew into an argument to the point where we were essentially.

1118
00:47:45,880 --> 00:47:47,320
Speaker 1: Like, yeah, this is dead cool.

1119
00:47:47,400 --> 00:47:49,160
Speaker 3: A few days later, he talked about he's sorry and

1120
00:47:49,160 --> 00:47:51,720
Speaker 3: he missed me and bitch you let him fuck Okay.

1121
00:47:51,960 --> 00:47:53,480
Speaker 3: We talked about what happened and moved on, and I

1122
00:47:53,480 --> 00:47:56,360
Speaker 3: think this might nigga might actually be crazy. Okay, Lately

1123
00:47:56,400 --> 00:47:59,120
Speaker 3: there's a shift in energy, like to be crazy or uninterested.

1124
00:47:59,719 --> 00:48:00,279
Speaker 1: It's not the.

1125
00:48:00,280 --> 00:48:03,439
Speaker 3: Same, but go ahead, keep going. Lately there's a shifting energy.

1126
00:48:03,480 --> 00:48:05,040
Speaker 3: And I said, it's only been a month. But he

1127
00:48:05,120 --> 00:48:08,200
Speaker 3: does come off like he wants me to hang on

1128
00:48:08,320 --> 00:48:11,359
Speaker 3: to his every word, miss him all the time, pour

1129
00:48:11,440 --> 00:48:13,520
Speaker 3: my heart out to him about feelings I don't truthfully have.

1130
00:48:13,600 --> 00:48:15,160
Speaker 3: And I've said that I was raised to make sure

1131
00:48:15,200 --> 00:48:17,279
Speaker 3: that I'm good and will be okay regardless of who

1132
00:48:17,280 --> 00:48:20,080
Speaker 3: I'm dealing with. He took it as if I stop

1133
00:48:20,160 --> 00:48:22,960
Speaker 3: talking to you tomorrow, you're gonna be okay, But he's

1134
00:48:23,000 --> 00:48:26,240
Speaker 3: making it feel me. No, my ex said those exact words.

1135
00:48:26,719 --> 00:48:28,120
Speaker 3: Oh I can't wait to answer this.

1136
00:48:28,400 --> 00:48:35,640
Speaker 2: Oh ah, those exact words were said to me, yuck, yuck.

1137
00:48:35,800 --> 00:48:37,799
Speaker 1: Like you want me to yeap keep.

1138
00:48:37,840 --> 00:48:39,560
Speaker 3: He took it as if I stopped talking to you tomorrow,

1139
00:48:39,600 --> 00:48:41,480
Speaker 3: you're gonna be okay, which I will be. He's making

1140
00:48:41,480 --> 00:48:43,319
Speaker 3: it like I'm in the wrong for thinking it. Yep,

1141
00:48:43,400 --> 00:48:45,839
Speaker 3: Am I wrong for having that kind of mentality? No,

1142
00:48:46,040 --> 00:48:48,080
Speaker 3: I feel like the man that's for me will know

1143
00:48:48,200 --> 00:48:50,239
Speaker 3: and understand what I mean by that, because he's gonna

1144
00:48:50,239 --> 00:48:52,279
Speaker 3: be the same way. I can want to fuck you

1145
00:48:52,320 --> 00:48:54,680
Speaker 3: all day long, but I can't force anyone to stick around.

1146
00:48:54,800 --> 00:48:56,120
Speaker 3: So if you want to go to that spine, my

1147
00:48:56,160 --> 00:48:57,040
Speaker 3: life will continue on.

1148
00:48:57,200 --> 00:48:58,200
Speaker 1: Who I like this beach.

1149
00:48:58,600 --> 00:49:00,480
Speaker 3: So this is I feel like to be a thirty

1150
00:49:00,520 --> 00:49:02,480
Speaker 3: four year old man. His outlook on life should be

1151
00:49:02,480 --> 00:49:04,160
Speaker 3: a little different. People can come and go all the time,

1152
00:49:04,200 --> 00:49:05,879
Speaker 3: and I understand he's looking for a relationship. But once

1153
00:49:05,920 --> 00:49:08,560
Speaker 3: I said I'm not that should let you know to

1154
00:49:08,600 --> 00:49:10,799
Speaker 3: move on with how you've been moving. I know I'm

1155
00:49:10,800 --> 00:49:12,680
Speaker 3: not wrong, but honestly, I feel like there's a mind

1156
00:49:12,719 --> 00:49:14,600
Speaker 3: game and that's why I'm trying to question why he

1157
00:49:14,680 --> 00:49:17,600
Speaker 3: feels a way about it. Is there any feedback, yes,

1158
00:49:17,680 --> 00:49:19,840
Speaker 3: that you could give me. My older cousin put me

1159
00:49:19,880 --> 00:49:21,319
Speaker 3: onto your show this year, and I think it really

1160
00:49:21,320 --> 00:49:23,040
Speaker 3: helped me step back into the dating scene. It's a

1161
00:49:23,080 --> 00:49:24,880
Speaker 3: little ghetto out here, but it's fun. Thank you for

1162
00:49:24,920 --> 00:49:26,360
Speaker 3: being transparent. I love the show.

1163
00:49:26,600 --> 00:49:30,560
Speaker 2: I hate buzzwords, but it is giving narcissists out the gate.

1164
00:49:31,239 --> 00:49:35,799
Speaker 2: I think that when a it doesn't seem like there

1165
00:49:35,880 --> 00:49:37,600
Speaker 2: was much of a getting to know each other right,

1166
00:49:37,640 --> 00:49:40,680
Speaker 2: so there wasn't a chase that occurred. You're coming in,

1167
00:49:40,840 --> 00:49:42,680
Speaker 2: you fucked, and you maybe just want to keep it

1168
00:49:42,800 --> 00:49:46,120
Speaker 2: as a fuck relationship. A lot of men I'm not

1169
00:49:46,120 --> 00:49:48,439
Speaker 2: gonna say, oh, I'm not gonna say majority, but a lot,

1170
00:49:48,719 --> 00:49:53,239
Speaker 2: a ton, whatever other word I could say, except most, yeah,

1171
00:49:55,040 --> 00:50:00,319
Speaker 2: want to feel needed. Being wanted sexually is not enough

1172
00:50:00,320 --> 00:50:02,319
Speaker 2: for guys. I know we've even said this before. There's

1173
00:50:02,360 --> 00:50:04,360
Speaker 2: been lovers in the past that is like, man, I.

1174
00:50:04,360 --> 00:50:06,799
Speaker 1: Think I feel like you only want me for my dick. Ooh.

1175
00:50:06,880 --> 00:50:09,840
Speaker 2: Like men don't want to feel like they're being used

1176
00:50:10,040 --> 00:50:12,680
Speaker 2: just as sex puppets or just to get a nut

1177
00:50:12,680 --> 00:50:14,640
Speaker 2: off or a rock off. Even though they treat women

1178
00:50:14,680 --> 00:50:17,160
Speaker 2: that way, often they don't want to feel that way.

1179
00:50:17,200 --> 00:50:20,200
Speaker 2: They want to feel needed. I know what my one

1180
00:50:20,239 --> 00:50:23,799
Speaker 2: of my other booths, we had to back and forth.

1181
00:50:23,840 --> 00:50:26,880
Speaker 2: He's like, damn, I don't even feel like you're interested

1182
00:50:26,920 --> 00:50:27,120
Speaker 2: in me.

1183
00:50:27,320 --> 00:50:29,000
Speaker 1: And I'm like why. He's like, man, because every time

1184
00:50:29,000 --> 00:50:30,800
Speaker 1: I want to see you, you tell me you busy.

1185
00:50:31,160 --> 00:50:34,280
Speaker 2: Well, I'm busy and you don't even consider my schedule

1186
00:50:34,680 --> 00:50:37,000
Speaker 2: or take the initiative to plan with me. That doesn't

1187
00:50:37,040 --> 00:50:39,400
Speaker 2: mean I'm uninterested. It just means that's how much you

1188
00:50:39,480 --> 00:50:41,799
Speaker 2: don't care about anything else I got going on, And

1189
00:50:41,800 --> 00:50:43,160
Speaker 2: you want me to jump when you say jump.

1190
00:50:43,200 --> 00:50:45,200
Speaker 3: And here's this thing, there's a man listening that's like,

1191
00:50:45,760 --> 00:50:50,880
Speaker 3: where is the man feeling needed at this? And the

1192
00:50:50,960 --> 00:50:52,640
Speaker 3: on the flip side where for the most part, I'm

1193
00:50:52,640 --> 00:50:55,560
Speaker 3: grieking with everything you're saying, but like there is a

1194
00:50:55,760 --> 00:50:58,600
Speaker 3: shitty thing of like it is true about men needing

1195
00:50:58,640 --> 00:51:00,880
Speaker 3: to feel needed. So what I'll say is yeah, and

1196
00:51:01,040 --> 00:51:02,960
Speaker 3: the things that you're saying are both right. I think

1197
00:51:02,960 --> 00:51:06,719
Speaker 3: for anyone listening that is interested in a man and

1198
00:51:06,880 --> 00:51:08,720
Speaker 3: wants a relationship.

1199
00:51:08,239 --> 00:51:09,160
Speaker 1: Give them a little of that.

1200
00:51:09,280 --> 00:51:11,239
Speaker 3: But the anything that you have for this nigga, you

1201
00:51:11,280 --> 00:51:15,000
Speaker 3: are not tripping like, yeah, he's on your dick because

1202
00:51:15,000 --> 00:51:16,760
Speaker 3: you're not on his just and that's.

1203
00:51:16,600 --> 00:51:18,879
Speaker 1: Literally what it is. That's literally what it is.

1204
00:51:18,920 --> 00:51:20,520
Speaker 2: And so he's trying to make you feel like you

1205
00:51:20,560 --> 00:51:23,680
Speaker 2: are doing something wrong when in fact, he probably just

1206
00:51:23,719 --> 00:51:25,520
Speaker 2: wants you to be more on his dick than you are.

1207
00:51:25,880 --> 00:51:28,200
Speaker 1: He probably just wants you to be like, dang, I

1208
00:51:28,239 --> 00:51:30,120
Speaker 1: want to see you, dang, when are we going to go?

1209
00:51:30,320 --> 00:51:32,280
Speaker 3: And a lot of women to be to be clear,

1210
00:51:33,600 --> 00:51:36,520
Speaker 3: apply a lot of pressure early to who else you

1211
00:51:36,560 --> 00:51:38,719
Speaker 3: fucking da da da? And when you don't apply the

1212
00:51:38,719 --> 00:51:40,560
Speaker 3: pressure of wanting to know what he's doing when he's

1213
00:51:40,600 --> 00:51:43,120
Speaker 3: not with you, what other women he's entertaining. When you

1214
00:51:43,120 --> 00:51:47,480
Speaker 3: don't ask those questions, he's genuinely like, oh, well maybe

1215
00:51:47,560 --> 00:51:49,840
Speaker 3: she don't even like me that much. I'm not gonna

1216
00:51:49,960 --> 00:51:52,440
Speaker 3: make her a priority if I'm not a priority.

1217
00:51:52,000 --> 00:51:55,359
Speaker 1: In her life. And I think that that's what I've

1218
00:51:55,400 --> 00:51:56,560
Speaker 1: realized with my friends too.

1219
00:51:57,000 --> 00:52:00,279
Speaker 2: Out the gate. They're wanting guys to like to their

1220
00:52:00,280 --> 00:52:01,920
Speaker 2: every call. Like I was talking to my homegirl and

1221
00:52:01,920 --> 00:52:05,040
Speaker 2: she was like, girl, I text some good night, and

1222
00:52:05,080 --> 00:52:06,400
Speaker 2: you know he didn't text me till the next day

1223
00:52:06,400 --> 00:52:07,000
Speaker 2: at five o'clock.

1224
00:52:07,040 --> 00:52:09,279
Speaker 1: I'm over him. I'm like, great, you just met the guy.

1225
00:52:09,600 --> 00:52:12,040
Speaker 3: Like the the idea that you immediately have to go

1226
00:52:12,080 --> 00:52:14,759
Speaker 3: into the good, good morning, good night routine with the

1227
00:52:14,760 --> 00:52:17,400
Speaker 3: man you just met is a little nuts. And so

1228
00:52:17,719 --> 00:52:20,600
Speaker 3: if he's been dealing with women that are a lot

1229
00:52:20,640 --> 00:52:23,279
Speaker 3: like my friend, and this girl is coming off way

1230
00:52:23,280 --> 00:52:24,160
Speaker 3: more nonchalant.

1231
00:52:24,880 --> 00:52:26,840
Speaker 1: That's why he's just like, I don't know.

1232
00:52:26,719 --> 00:52:29,600
Speaker 3: Why women feel I hate like I hate I hate

1233
00:52:29,600 --> 00:52:31,799
Speaker 3: the pressure they apply to men early on. Maybe she's

1234
00:52:31,880 --> 00:52:35,120
Speaker 3: used to being a girlfriend. Yes, oh yes, very much,

1235
00:52:35,400 --> 00:52:37,560
Speaker 3: so that can be it, But like you.

1236
00:52:37,520 --> 00:52:39,160
Speaker 1: Can't apply that when you're dating somebody.

1237
00:52:39,200 --> 00:52:42,080
Speaker 2: Bro, you're not a priority and you just met a

1238
00:52:42,120 --> 00:52:42,520
Speaker 2: week ago.

1239
00:52:42,560 --> 00:52:43,960
Speaker 1: I'm talking to a lot of niggas right now.

1240
00:52:43,960 --> 00:52:46,960
Speaker 3: I'm only fucking beadd, but I'm like entertaining niggas and

1241
00:52:47,120 --> 00:52:49,160
Speaker 3: like I feel.

1242
00:52:49,200 --> 00:52:51,360
Speaker 1: Nothing when I'm like not replying to them for a

1243
00:52:51,360 --> 00:52:52,759
Speaker 1: few hours. Like girl me needs the.

1244
00:52:53,320 --> 00:52:57,439
Speaker 2: Girda's one nigga had nerve because he did Girded's nigga

1245
00:52:57,440 --> 00:52:59,640
Speaker 2: FaceTime me while I was out with another nigga. But

1246
00:52:59,680 --> 00:53:01,600
Speaker 2: I haven't saved his number yet because he was pissing

1247
00:53:01,600 --> 00:53:04,040
Speaker 2: me off, calling me all these cat names, and I said,

1248
00:53:04,160 --> 00:53:06,359
Speaker 2: don't call me babe, don't call me babe. I don't

1249
00:53:06,400 --> 00:53:08,400
Speaker 2: like none of that shit. Then you call me sunshine,

1250
00:53:08,480 --> 00:53:11,799
Speaker 2: so I just stopped, responded, So never. Motherfucker saved his number,

1251
00:53:11,880 --> 00:53:15,239
Speaker 2: so he facens girl. So he facetimed me, and I

1252
00:53:15,239 --> 00:53:17,000
Speaker 2: ain't know the goddamn number because I ain't save his

1253
00:53:17,080 --> 00:53:18,719
Speaker 2: goddamn name. So I looked at it, and I guess

1254
00:53:18,719 --> 00:53:20,080
Speaker 2: he could tell I don't know who the fuck he was.

1255
00:53:20,200 --> 00:53:21,880
Speaker 2: I said, oh, I'm at dinner right now. So he

1256
00:53:21,960 --> 00:53:24,640
Speaker 2: texted me, don't even worry about calling back, girl. Row

1257
00:53:24,719 --> 00:53:26,920
Speaker 2: back the next day, Okay, he said, you ain't even

1258
00:53:26,960 --> 00:53:29,160
Speaker 2: know who it was when I FaceTime you. Bitch left

1259
00:53:29,280 --> 00:53:33,520
Speaker 2: niggles on scene and I'm not doing it.

1260
00:53:33,600 --> 00:53:35,279
Speaker 1: Drug dealer niggas do me like that. No, that's a

1261
00:53:35,280 --> 00:53:40,000
Speaker 1: football nigga, But jo drug dealing niggas be like, that's.

1262
00:53:39,880 --> 00:53:42,000
Speaker 2: What you're doing because they're just so available And I'm

1263
00:53:42,040 --> 00:53:46,200
Speaker 2: not at all sorry, bitch. I'm out anyways, y'all again,

1264
00:53:46,280 --> 00:53:50,040
Speaker 2: we are on the Climax tours, so come with us. Yes,

1265
00:53:50,400 --> 00:53:52,400
Speaker 2: we're gonna be in Texas, that's right, we're taking a

1266
00:53:52,440 --> 00:53:54,279
Speaker 2: little break and picking it back up in September. So

1267
00:53:54,320 --> 00:53:58,880
Speaker 2: for right now, Houston, Dallas, come and see hhow motherfucking tickets.

1268
00:53:58,920 --> 00:54:01,080
Speaker 2: We are at the House of Blue Was in Houston,

1269
00:54:01,440 --> 00:54:03,719
Speaker 2: and we are at the Ulum and Deep something. It's

1270
00:54:03,920 --> 00:54:08,719
Speaker 2: the Deep Deep Deep Deep Ellum. That's what factory of

1271
00:54:08,719 --> 00:54:09,920
Speaker 2: deep elum.

1272
00:54:10,360 --> 00:54:11,680
Speaker 1: You can you can google.

1273
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Speaker 2: There we go having it ready, or go to whore

1274
00:54:14,400 --> 00:54:16,880
Speaker 2: hive dot com. Go to the bottom of the page

1275
00:54:16,920 --> 00:54:19,320
Speaker 2: click tour and you can get tickets to everywhere.

1276
00:54:19,440 --> 00:54:19,760
Speaker 1: Again.

1277
00:54:20,160 --> 00:54:23,200
Speaker 2: We added Boston, so we will be in Boston. I

1278
00:54:23,200 --> 00:54:26,759
Speaker 2: think it's like November eleventh at the City Winery. So

1279
00:54:27,000 --> 00:54:31,799
Speaker 2: we are all ready and we already a third fool

1280
00:54:31,840 --> 00:54:33,879
Speaker 2: bitch in Boston, and we ain't even have a link

1281
00:54:34,080 --> 00:54:36,839
Speaker 2: like that to saying oh Charlotte. Charlotte and Orlando are

1282
00:54:36,840 --> 00:54:41,120
Speaker 2: both like seventy percent sold. So like Charlotte, Orlando, Boston,

1283
00:54:41,400 --> 00:54:43,560
Speaker 2: get your to you in New York to be a

1284
00:54:43,719 --> 00:54:46,000
Speaker 2: big I saw New York.

1285
00:54:47,560 --> 00:54:49,959
Speaker 1: Oh bitch, oh, I'm probably gonna cry that shot.

1286
00:54:50,120 --> 00:54:52,680
Speaker 2: But go to war Hive and make sure you get

1287
00:54:52,680 --> 00:54:55,000
Speaker 2: your tickets now because this will be our last.

1288
00:54:54,800 --> 00:54:56,600
Speaker 1: Tour because bitch y'all see we busy and we live

1289
00:54:56,640 --> 00:54:58,560
Speaker 1: in life. But you're gonna have to come find me

1290
00:54:58,600 --> 00:55:01,000
Speaker 1: a Malta next year. Home you here you go.

1291
00:55:01,719 --> 00:55:05,040
Speaker 2: Also, make sure you join our Patreon, so that's patreon

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1293
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1294
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Speaker 2: This is yoons and you guys should be able to

1295
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Speaker 2: search it now because you don't have the little eighteen

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1298
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Speaker 2: Join our top tiers to join us once a month

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Speaker 2: with a town hall.

1300
00:55:19,520 --> 00:55:21,160
Speaker 1: We get on zoom and we talk to all the

1301
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Speaker 1: people's and that's about it, y'all.

1302
00:55:24,400 --> 00:55:27,719
Speaker 2: Thank y'all for tuning in to another episode of corpor Decisions.

1303
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Speaker 1: Bye wish so am I.

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Speaker 4: I think there's also difference, Like I think the associated

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Speaker 4: statement was like being her in her shadow, but like

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Speaker 4: you said, seven didn't have a career. But also what

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Speaker 4: you what we spoke about is that someone who can't

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Speaker 4: embrace what you do because they're they're yeah, they're intimidated

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Speaker 4: by it, and then they project and use like this

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Speaker 4: the sex talk to their advantage and they try to

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Speaker 4: shame you. That is what you're talking about, not necessarily

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Speaker 4: needing a stedman. I mean, I think any entrepreneur or

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Speaker 4: businesswoman needs to support because nigga don't act like you

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Speaker 4: don't see things to get done, like being useful.

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Speaker 1: If you're just standing around nigga, you're not useful for

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Speaker 1: the team. You're not usul for the household.

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Speaker 2: When I say a steedman, though, I think that someone

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Speaker 2: being okay. I think that when we talk about gender roles, patriarchy, masculinity,

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Speaker 2: men sit here and feel uncomfortable showing up in feminine

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Speaker 2: ways and so showing up emotionally and not being the

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Speaker 2: protector and provider now makes you feel like a bitch.

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Speaker 1: When I that's what I need from here