1 00:00:04,000 --> 00:00:08,720 Speaker 1: Epilogue. Manny stumbled out of Ayisha's house at around seven 2 00:00:08,760 --> 00:00:12,039 Speaker 1: p m. It was still bright outside. The scorching boil 3 00:00:12,119 --> 00:00:14,120 Speaker 1: of the day had faded a bit into more of 4 00:00:14,160 --> 00:00:17,840 Speaker 1: a humid simmer. The normal stark, blinding blue of Texan 5 00:00:17,920 --> 00:00:20,680 Speaker 1: September had been replaced by the oily gray white of 6 00:00:20,760 --> 00:00:24,120 Speaker 1: cloud cover. It looked and felt like a storm front 7 00:00:24,160 --> 00:00:27,120 Speaker 1: was moving in. He took a few steps forward just 8 00:00:27,240 --> 00:00:30,520 Speaker 1: to get away from the door. The meeting had gone awfully. 9 00:00:30,960 --> 00:00:33,160 Speaker 1: There had never really been any chance of it going well. 10 00:00:33,200 --> 00:00:35,640 Speaker 1: Of course, Manny had opted to be as blunt and 11 00:00:35,680 --> 00:00:38,680 Speaker 1: honest as possible. He'd told her that Oscar had been 12 00:00:38,720 --> 00:00:42,120 Speaker 1: captured and executed by the Heavenly Kingdom. He left out 13 00:00:42,159 --> 00:00:44,200 Speaker 1: that Rowland had mercy killed him, as he had left 14 00:00:44,200 --> 00:00:46,879 Speaker 1: out his own little stint in the Kingdom's militia. It 15 00:00:46,920 --> 00:00:51,240 Speaker 1: would have taken too long to explain. She'd reacted with rage. 16 00:00:51,520 --> 00:00:54,280 Speaker 1: Ayisha had hit him a few times. She'd screamed at 17 00:00:54,360 --> 00:00:56,280 Speaker 1: him off and on for more than an hour, in 18 00:00:56,320 --> 00:00:59,880 Speaker 1: between bouts of collapsing into his chest and sobbing. If 19 00:01:00,000 --> 00:01:02,480 Speaker 1: who hadn't talked him into this fucking job, he'd still 20 00:01:02,480 --> 00:01:06,200 Speaker 1: be alive, she'd spat at him. Manny hadn't argued in 21 00:01:06,280 --> 00:01:09,679 Speaker 1: his defense. Ayisha had been right. After all, there was 22 00:01:09,720 --> 00:01:12,360 Speaker 1: nothing for him to do but endure her rage, soak 23 00:01:12,440 --> 00:01:15,080 Speaker 1: up her pain, and transfer tens of thousands of am 24 00:01:15,120 --> 00:01:18,800 Speaker 1: fed dollars into her bank account. Before the bodies at 25 00:01:18,880 --> 00:01:21,160 Speaker 1: rock Creak had gone cold, Manny had made up his 26 00:01:21,200 --> 00:01:25,360 Speaker 1: mind to hand Ayisha every penny he'd saved. Schofucker, Mike, 27 00:01:25,400 --> 00:01:27,480 Speaker 1: and Topaz had assured him that the cash would be 28 00:01:27,520 --> 00:01:29,560 Speaker 1: all but useless in his new life on the road 29 00:01:29,600 --> 00:01:32,280 Speaker 1: with rolling fuck, and more than that it was the 30 00:01:32,360 --> 00:01:35,399 Speaker 1: right thing to do. He couldn't bring oscar back, he 31 00:01:35,440 --> 00:01:38,600 Speaker 1: couldn't make anything okay, But the money he'd saved would 32 00:01:38,640 --> 00:01:41,280 Speaker 1: mean Ayisha had one less worry In the immediate wake 33 00:01:41,319 --> 00:01:44,760 Speaker 1: of the tragedy. He stepped off her porch and tried 34 00:01:44,800 --> 00:01:47,080 Speaker 1: not to focus too much on the muffled sounds of 35 00:01:47,080 --> 00:01:50,840 Speaker 1: her howling cries behind him. Ahead, parked across the street 36 00:01:51,000 --> 00:01:53,880 Speaker 1: was an old beat to ship jeep Wrangler. It had 37 00:01:53,920 --> 00:01:56,680 Speaker 1: no doors, no top, and tuley black elk sat in 38 00:01:56,720 --> 00:01:59,400 Speaker 1: the driver's seat, legs propped up on the dash, and 39 00:01:59,440 --> 00:02:02,200 Speaker 1: a Fats Gar bleating smoke into the air around her. 40 00:02:02,840 --> 00:02:05,040 Speaker 1: She glanced up as he approached and favored him with 41 00:02:05,080 --> 00:02:09,600 Speaker 1: a lopsided grin. Hey kid, how'd it go. Tullie had 42 00:02:09,639 --> 00:02:13,360 Speaker 1: seemed less than friendly on their initial meeting. Given the circumstances, 43 00:02:13,520 --> 00:02:15,920 Speaker 1: Manny couldn't blame her. She'd warmed up to him in 44 00:02:15,919 --> 00:02:17,920 Speaker 1: the two days since the battle and had thanked him 45 00:02:17,960 --> 00:02:21,240 Speaker 1: repeatedly for saving her and Rick. Manny had tried to 46 00:02:21,280 --> 00:02:24,200 Speaker 1: brush off her praise, but she'd ignored his every effort. 47 00:02:24,560 --> 00:02:27,200 Speaker 1: When it came time to take his last trip into Austin, 48 00:02:27,280 --> 00:02:30,519 Speaker 1: she'd volunteered to drive. Her mods were all minor enough 49 00:02:30,560 --> 00:02:34,280 Speaker 1: that she was still legal inside the city and went 50 00:02:34,320 --> 00:02:37,280 Speaker 1: the way it went. He replied, she's fucked up about it, 51 00:02:37,280 --> 00:02:41,239 Speaker 1: and she hates me, probably always will. Manny hopped into 52 00:02:41,280 --> 00:02:43,560 Speaker 1: the driver's seat and looked around for a seat belt, 53 00:02:43,600 --> 00:02:47,000 Speaker 1: before remembering that Tullie's jeep had none. He settled back 54 00:02:47,000 --> 00:02:49,359 Speaker 1: into the seat and looked over to her. The woman 55 00:02:49,400 --> 00:02:52,000 Speaker 1: took two more deep puffs of her cigar, then put 56 00:02:52,040 --> 00:02:55,560 Speaker 1: the nub out on the side of her vehicle. She exhaled, belched, 57 00:02:55,600 --> 00:02:58,320 Speaker 1: and then fixed him with a weary smile that it 58 00:02:58,440 --> 00:03:02,720 Speaker 1: then Manny had already visited his father. It hadn't taken long. 59 00:03:03,000 --> 00:03:05,320 Speaker 1: The old man was happy to see him alive, proud 60 00:03:05,360 --> 00:03:07,720 Speaker 1: of what he'd done, and livid that he planned to 61 00:03:07,720 --> 00:03:09,959 Speaker 1: flee Texas to live with a bunch of weirdos and 62 00:03:10,000 --> 00:03:12,920 Speaker 1: a moving city. He hadn't fought Manny on the matter, 63 00:03:12,960 --> 00:03:16,280 Speaker 1: though life in Austin didn't exactly promise a bright future 64 00:03:16,760 --> 00:03:21,520 Speaker 1: for anyone. The city's defense forces had counterattacked the Martyrs 65 00:03:21,520 --> 00:03:23,720 Speaker 1: coming up from Lake Houston at the same time as 66 00:03:23,840 --> 00:03:27,160 Speaker 1: Rolling Fuck and Roland had made their stand. That battle 67 00:03:27,200 --> 00:03:29,520 Speaker 1: hadn't been as one sided, but the Martyrs had been 68 00:03:29,520 --> 00:03:32,799 Speaker 1: pushed back. Rumor had at the SDF forces around Lake 69 00:03:32,840 --> 00:03:36,200 Speaker 1: Houston were sallying out, sending gunboats with pocket artillery into 70 00:03:36,200 --> 00:03:38,720 Speaker 1: the flooded parts of the city to shell Kingdom forces 71 00:03:38,720 --> 00:03:42,320 Speaker 1: in the suburbs. The Heavenly Kingdom had withdrawn from Waco. 72 00:03:42,600 --> 00:03:45,760 Speaker 1: They'd probably pull back from around Houston soon, but they 73 00:03:45,800 --> 00:03:49,760 Speaker 1: still held Dallas, Galveston, and hundreds of miles of territory. Besides. 74 00:03:50,400 --> 00:03:53,320 Speaker 1: Word was the Canadians and Californians were sending in more 75 00:03:53,320 --> 00:03:56,600 Speaker 1: military advisers. The Choctaw and the Navajo were sending in 76 00:03:56,680 --> 00:03:59,720 Speaker 1: special Forces. The u c S had recoiled at all 77 00:03:59,720 --> 00:04:02,440 Speaker 1: this or an intervention. They were threatening to send in 78 00:04:02,520 --> 00:04:06,280 Speaker 1: ground troops to protect the faithful. Texas would not stop 79 00:04:06,280 --> 00:04:11,240 Speaker 1: bleeding anytime soon. Yeah, that's it, he told Tullie. Austin's 80 00:04:11,280 --> 00:04:15,240 Speaker 1: got nothing else for me? Now good. She reached over 81 00:04:15,240 --> 00:04:17,880 Speaker 1: and squeezed his shoulder. One look at her eyes told 82 00:04:17,920 --> 00:04:21,040 Speaker 1: Manny she'd been crying while he'd been inside with Ayesha. 83 00:04:21,200 --> 00:04:23,960 Speaker 1: It was odd, but he appreciated her grief. She hadn't 84 00:04:24,040 --> 00:04:26,760 Speaker 1: said anything about Marigold, but the fact that she was 85 00:04:26,839 --> 00:04:29,479 Speaker 1: clearly racked with pain and guilt too made his own 86 00:04:29,480 --> 00:04:33,320 Speaker 1: burden easier to bear. Tullie popped the jeep and to drive, 87 00:04:33,400 --> 00:04:36,400 Speaker 1: and together they rolled forward and out of the subdivision 88 00:04:36,400 --> 00:04:40,279 Speaker 1: where Oscar had lived and Ayisha still did without really 89 00:04:40,320 --> 00:04:43,680 Speaker 1: thinking about it. Manny opened the glove compartment. His time 90 00:04:43,720 --> 00:04:45,640 Speaker 1: with Rolling Funck had taught him that there had to 91 00:04:45,640 --> 00:04:49,520 Speaker 1: be drugs squirreled away somewhere inside. He was right. A 92 00:04:49,600 --> 00:04:52,679 Speaker 1: full clear plastic hip flask sat next to a ziplock 93 00:04:52,720 --> 00:04:56,200 Speaker 1: bag filled with blunts. Many grabbed the flask and fished 94 00:04:56,200 --> 00:04:58,919 Speaker 1: out one of the blunts. You got a light, he 95 00:04:59,000 --> 00:05:02,400 Speaker 1: asked to Lee snorted in laughter, the kind of fucking 96 00:05:02,520 --> 00:05:05,680 Speaker 1: question is that? Of course, I got a light. She 97 00:05:05,800 --> 00:05:08,120 Speaker 1: handed it over. He lit the blunt, hit it and 98 00:05:08,160 --> 00:05:10,360 Speaker 1: passed it off to her, and then unscrewed the top 99 00:05:10,400 --> 00:05:13,919 Speaker 1: of the flask and pounded back a shot. You're learning, 100 00:05:14,200 --> 00:05:16,360 Speaker 1: Tullie told him as she took a sharp right turn 101 00:05:16,440 --> 00:05:21,520 Speaker 1: onto South Congress Avenue. Learning what Learning that the world's 102 00:05:21,560 --> 00:05:24,440 Speaker 1: too fucked to take on with a clear head. She 103 00:05:24,560 --> 00:05:27,160 Speaker 1: passed the blunt back. Manny took it and handed off 104 00:05:27,200 --> 00:05:31,240 Speaker 1: the flask. When I first came to rolling fuck, she started, 105 00:05:31,480 --> 00:05:33,560 Speaker 1: I didn't get why of room was so damned wasted 106 00:05:33,600 --> 00:05:36,240 Speaker 1: All the time I'd been an activist back in Albuquerque. 107 00:05:36,320 --> 00:05:38,360 Speaker 1: You know, I thought having a clear head would help 108 00:05:38,360 --> 00:05:41,440 Speaker 1: me fight. She laughed, took a deep belt of liquor, 109 00:05:41,560 --> 00:05:44,520 Speaker 1: and then continued. It turned out my clear head and 110 00:05:44,560 --> 00:05:46,839 Speaker 1: my hard work didn't stop home from going to ship. 111 00:05:47,640 --> 00:05:50,120 Speaker 1: After a couple of weeks with Marigold, Topaz and Mike, 112 00:05:50,480 --> 00:05:55,080 Speaker 1: I realized something. What Manny asked already kind of sure 113 00:05:55,160 --> 00:05:58,240 Speaker 1: he knew the answer. The world's gonna be, more or 114 00:05:58,320 --> 00:06:01,039 Speaker 1: less exactly is fucked up. Man. I are serious, I 115 00:06:01,080 --> 00:06:03,599 Speaker 1: take it so I might as well enjoy the ship show. 116 00:06:04,720 --> 00:06:07,400 Speaker 1: Manny nodded. He gulped down more of the liquor, took 117 00:06:07,400 --> 00:06:09,919 Speaker 1: another hit from the blunt, and stared off into the sun, 118 00:06:10,120 --> 00:06:13,200 Speaker 1: which had started to set over the Colorado River. It 119 00:06:13,320 --> 00:06:15,760 Speaker 1: was a beautiful day. He thought. It was fitting that 120 00:06:15,800 --> 00:06:17,680 Speaker 1: this would be his last day in the city of 121 00:06:17,760 --> 00:06:20,280 Speaker 1: his birth. It was like Austin had dressed up to 122 00:06:20,320 --> 00:06:23,479 Speaker 1: say goodbye to him. I never really thought I could 123 00:06:23,520 --> 00:06:25,920 Speaker 1: fix the world, Manny said, But I thought I might 124 00:06:25,920 --> 00:06:27,839 Speaker 1: be able to fix my own life, you know, be 125 00:06:27,920 --> 00:06:32,080 Speaker 1: clever enough, good enough to escape to somewhere better. Yeah, 126 00:06:32,360 --> 00:06:34,680 Speaker 1: Tually grinned. Did you give up on that or did 127 00:06:34,680 --> 00:06:38,680 Speaker 1: you decide Rolling Fuck is somewhere better? I don't know, 128 00:06:39,040 --> 00:06:42,560 Speaker 1: Manny said, but it's definitely somewhere different. I think right now, 129 00:06:43,160 --> 00:06:47,159 Speaker 1: that's enough. Rolling Funck had moved south since the battle 130 00:06:47,320 --> 00:06:51,120 Speaker 1: to Georgetown. Tually pulled onto Highway thirty five, waved her 131 00:06:51,160 --> 00:06:53,760 Speaker 1: way through a handful of checkpoints and to rass until 132 00:06:53,760 --> 00:06:56,640 Speaker 1: they reached the outskirts of the camp. By then, the 133 00:06:56,680 --> 00:06:59,599 Speaker 1: flask was long empty and the blunt burnt down. That 134 00:06:59,680 --> 00:07:02,040 Speaker 1: was mine. Though Manny was a bit of a lightweight, 135 00:07:02,120 --> 00:07:04,159 Speaker 1: and he felt pretty wasted. As they pulled up to 136 00:07:04,160 --> 00:07:08,839 Speaker 1: the Greater Station, Skullfucker, Mike and Topaz were waiting for them. 137 00:07:09,000 --> 00:07:11,880 Speaker 1: Welcome home, pal, Mike told him and wrapped him in 138 00:07:11,880 --> 00:07:15,440 Speaker 1: a rib crushing embrace. Topaz kissed his cheek and smiled 139 00:07:15,480 --> 00:07:18,360 Speaker 1: at him. It didn't reach her eyes. She was still 140 00:07:18,400 --> 00:07:21,320 Speaker 1: fucked up. He knew over Marigold's death and over whatever 141 00:07:21,360 --> 00:07:24,160 Speaker 1: had happened with Roland. So was Manny. For that matter, 142 00:07:25,000 --> 00:07:27,320 Speaker 1: Roland's brain had read it within about an hour of 143 00:07:27,400 --> 00:07:30,120 Speaker 1: his injury. Manny had expected things to go back to 144 00:07:30,160 --> 00:07:33,080 Speaker 1: normal then, or as normal as Roland ever was, But 145 00:07:33,120 --> 00:07:35,480 Speaker 1: the post human had been left with no clear memories 146 00:07:35,560 --> 00:07:38,600 Speaker 1: of Manny, Sasha, or anything that had happened inside the 147 00:07:38,600 --> 00:07:42,200 Speaker 1: Heavenly Kingdom. He remembered Mike's name, and he talked frequently 148 00:07:42,240 --> 00:07:44,880 Speaker 1: about a shack on the top of some mountain in Arizona, 149 00:07:45,120 --> 00:07:50,360 Speaker 1: but that was it. Manny tried not to dwell on it. Together, he, Mike, Topaz, 150 00:07:50,360 --> 00:07:53,360 Speaker 1: and Tulli started to walk towards the enormous modified backer 151 00:07:53,640 --> 00:07:56,400 Speaker 1: at the heart of Rolling Fuck. Mike put a hand 152 00:07:56,440 --> 00:08:00,720 Speaker 1: on Manny's shoulder and squeezed. Got some bad news for you, Bud, 153 00:08:01,440 --> 00:08:05,440 Speaker 1: what Manny asked, hyper vigilance, spiking anxiety into his brain. 154 00:08:06,320 --> 00:08:09,440 Speaker 1: Sasha left, said Topaz, her voice as gentle as it 155 00:08:09,520 --> 00:08:13,200 Speaker 1: ever got what he asked, where back to the mfant 156 00:08:13,320 --> 00:08:16,680 Speaker 1: or No? Mike replied, she went with Jim and that 157 00:08:16,840 --> 00:08:19,600 Speaker 1: stupid aircraft of his. I think he offered her a job. 158 00:08:20,480 --> 00:08:24,120 Speaker 1: Is that bad? Manny asked. He wasn't sure how to feel. 159 00:08:24,480 --> 00:08:26,560 Speaker 1: He'd wanted to get to know her better. He'd also 160 00:08:26,640 --> 00:08:29,360 Speaker 1: gotten the distinct impression she wouldn't be happy in rolling. 161 00:08:29,400 --> 00:08:34,079 Speaker 1: Fuck depends on your perspective. Topaz said, Jim can give 162 00:08:34,080 --> 00:08:36,080 Speaker 1: her a lot of the things she might need right now. 163 00:08:36,480 --> 00:08:39,120 Speaker 1: He's also the worst person on earth. She paused for 164 00:08:39,120 --> 00:08:43,800 Speaker 1: a moment and then reconsidered, Okay, second worst. You're talking 165 00:08:43,800 --> 00:08:48,200 Speaker 1: about Roland, Manny asked, fuck you, She replied, kids got 166 00:08:48,240 --> 00:08:50,679 Speaker 1: a right to talk about him. Topes. Mike said they 167 00:08:50,720 --> 00:08:54,400 Speaker 1: went through a nightmare together, Yeah, Topaz said, looking up 168 00:08:54,400 --> 00:08:56,920 Speaker 1: at Manny, And now he's left you alone with the 169 00:08:56,960 --> 00:08:59,520 Speaker 1: ship you did together while he wanders off into the 170 00:08:59,520 --> 00:09:02,920 Speaker 1: desert to get wrecked, hasn't he? Roland had, in fact 171 00:09:03,000 --> 00:09:05,960 Speaker 1: started his walk to Arizona about a day ago laden 172 00:09:05,960 --> 00:09:09,040 Speaker 1: down with several backpacks full of pain killers. In Silas Syben, 173 00:09:09,480 --> 00:09:11,880 Speaker 1: he hadn't bothered to say goodbye, but then again he 174 00:09:11,920 --> 00:09:15,760 Speaker 1: hadn't remembered Manny at all. He can't help it. Manny 175 00:09:15,840 --> 00:09:19,200 Speaker 1: told her he'd been thinking about this a lot. Roland 176 00:09:19,200 --> 00:09:21,240 Speaker 1: warned me before he went out there. He told me 177 00:09:21,280 --> 00:09:23,960 Speaker 1: he couldn't handle the guilt, the killing. He made it 178 00:09:24,000 --> 00:09:26,280 Speaker 1: clear how much it fucked him up, and I still 179 00:09:26,280 --> 00:09:30,560 Speaker 1: asked him to go anyway. Sure Topez said, her voice 180 00:09:30,720 --> 00:09:33,560 Speaker 1: icy and sharp. And you don't have guilt over anything 181 00:09:33,600 --> 00:09:35,880 Speaker 1: that happened out there. You think Mike and I don't 182 00:09:35,920 --> 00:09:40,120 Speaker 1: have blood on our hands. Schoolfucker, Mike, Mike gently insisted. 183 00:09:40,559 --> 00:09:44,600 Speaker 1: We spent years fighting alongside Rowland. Topaz continued, We shed 184 00:09:44,640 --> 00:09:47,679 Speaker 1: a lot of blood together. He told us he'd always 185 00:09:47,679 --> 00:09:50,319 Speaker 1: be there to help us deal with whatever came after, 186 00:09:51,440 --> 00:09:53,800 Speaker 1: and then one day he was gone. Mike said, in 187 00:09:53,840 --> 00:09:57,240 Speaker 1: a dull, haunted tone. He left us, just like he 188 00:09:57,400 --> 00:09:59,720 Speaker 1: left you. The big man shook his head as if 189 00:09:59,760 --> 00:10:02,600 Speaker 1: to ro out the darkness inside. I don't hold it 190 00:10:02,640 --> 00:10:06,360 Speaker 1: against him, it's just how he is. Fuck that, Topaz 191 00:10:06,480 --> 00:10:08,280 Speaker 1: pat He doesn't get to do that and not be 192 00:10:08,320 --> 00:10:10,160 Speaker 1: a son of a bitch. The rest of us have 193 00:10:10,240 --> 00:10:12,520 Speaker 1: to live with our consciences. He takes a bullet train 194 00:10:12,559 --> 00:10:16,760 Speaker 1: to Forgetsville, and that's fine. It's not fine, Mike said, 195 00:10:16,880 --> 00:10:19,120 Speaker 1: but it is Rowland. We have to take him as 196 00:10:19,160 --> 00:10:22,560 Speaker 1: he is. You do. Maybe I'm happy cutting the fucker 197 00:10:22,600 --> 00:10:25,120 Speaker 1: out of my life. You do well to do the same, Manny, 198 00:10:25,160 --> 00:10:28,199 Speaker 1: when he comes back next time. You think there will 199 00:10:28,240 --> 00:10:32,160 Speaker 1: be a next time, Manny asked, Of course, all right, 200 00:10:32,280 --> 00:10:34,840 Speaker 1: cut the ship, Tulie said, as they reached the lift 201 00:10:34,840 --> 00:10:37,280 Speaker 1: that would lead them up to the main roller. Man 202 00:10:37,280 --> 00:10:39,440 Speaker 1: he's here for good. Now. We've all got plenty to 203 00:10:39,440 --> 00:10:42,200 Speaker 1: sniffle over, but it's time to properly welcome this dumbass 204 00:10:42,240 --> 00:10:46,040 Speaker 1: to the city. What's that look like, Manny asked. Who 205 00:10:46,080 --> 00:10:49,280 Speaker 1: probably takes him? M dum a, Mike said, and I 206 00:10:49,360 --> 00:10:52,560 Speaker 1: got a couple dozen pounds of dynamite. Topaz added, explosives 207 00:10:52,600 --> 00:10:55,240 Speaker 1: are stupid fun when you're rolling. We can toss him 208 00:10:55,200 --> 00:10:57,600 Speaker 1: while we do donuts in the jeep, Tulie said, I'll 209 00:10:57,640 --> 00:10:59,640 Speaker 1: crack open a case of whippets, will make a night 210 00:10:59,679 --> 00:11:02,960 Speaker 1: of it. Schofucker. Mike squeezed Manny into a bear hug 211 00:11:03,320 --> 00:11:06,680 Speaker 1: Topez joined, and after a few seconds, so did Tully. 212 00:11:07,280 --> 00:11:09,440 Speaker 1: This is gonna be the best party of your life, 213 00:11:09,520 --> 00:11:12,400 Speaker 1: he said, at least till whatever we do tomorrow.