1 00:00:00,160 --> 00:00:02,200 Speaker 1: Let me pick a card for you. Okay, so what 2 00:00:02,279 --> 00:00:05,000 Speaker 1: would you have, Kesha? No today, let me just pick 3 00:00:05,040 --> 00:00:07,400 Speaker 1: a card of the highest and best for you today. Okay, 4 00:00:09,720 --> 00:00:29,880 Speaker 1: Oh Ship, thank you so much for coming to Kesha 5 00:00:29,920 --> 00:00:33,640 Speaker 1: and the Creepies today. Have such a special guest, Gabby Bernstein. 6 00:00:34,360 --> 00:00:37,239 Speaker 1: I'm so thrilled to talk to you. I can't even 7 00:00:37,280 --> 00:00:40,599 Speaker 1: tell you. I couldn't sleep last night. Right back at you, baby, 8 00:00:40,720 --> 00:00:45,040 Speaker 1: I slept fine, but I'm thrilled to talk to you. Yeah, 9 00:00:45,080 --> 00:00:47,880 Speaker 1: I'm a bragger about my sleep. I'm sleeping these days, 10 00:00:48,000 --> 00:00:50,040 Speaker 1: but I'm like to be here. I took a bath 11 00:00:50,120 --> 00:00:51,800 Speaker 1: this morning and I was listening to a ted talk 12 00:00:51,840 --> 00:00:54,000 Speaker 1: of yours that it's a couple of years old, and 13 00:00:54,040 --> 00:00:56,960 Speaker 1: you were saying that there's a bewitching hour from like 14 00:00:57,000 --> 00:01:00,120 Speaker 1: two to three, and I was like, maybe that so 15 00:01:00,240 --> 00:01:02,920 Speaker 1: I can never sleep. You're wide open and you're hearing 16 00:01:02,960 --> 00:01:05,280 Speaker 1: a lot, and so you're definitely being woken up at 17 00:01:05,400 --> 00:01:09,839 Speaker 1: those hours to maybe, you know, maybe meditate at that time, 18 00:01:10,120 --> 00:01:14,840 Speaker 1: listen see what comes up. I've been having since I 19 00:01:14,920 --> 00:01:19,399 Speaker 1: paused from COVID, which is obviously no one saw this 20 00:01:19,520 --> 00:01:22,080 Speaker 1: coming or expected it. I've just been having a lot 21 00:01:22,120 --> 00:01:25,360 Speaker 1: of really spiritual things just kind of bombard my brain 22 00:01:25,640 --> 00:01:30,200 Speaker 1: and getting introduced to your work, and last night I 23 00:01:30,200 --> 00:01:32,320 Speaker 1: couldn't put your book down. It just felt like you 24 00:01:32,360 --> 00:01:36,200 Speaker 1: were speaking to me directly, and I just wanted you 25 00:01:36,240 --> 00:01:38,520 Speaker 1: to know that that I just think you're amazing and 26 00:01:38,520 --> 00:01:41,080 Speaker 1: I can't wait to ask you a bunch of different questions. 27 00:01:41,120 --> 00:01:44,920 Speaker 1: But also I just think you're such a vibrant being 28 00:01:45,000 --> 00:01:49,200 Speaker 1: of light and hope, and you make me feel not alone. 29 00:01:49,680 --> 00:01:52,360 Speaker 1: I just want you to know that I will take that. 30 00:01:52,400 --> 00:01:55,040 Speaker 1: Thank you. That's beautiful, and that's actually one of my 31 00:01:55,840 --> 00:01:59,440 Speaker 1: core desires is to help people not feel alone. So 32 00:01:59,560 --> 00:02:02,440 Speaker 1: to actually hear you speak that back to me is 33 00:02:02,560 --> 00:02:04,680 Speaker 1: very meaningful to me. And I want to thank you 34 00:02:04,720 --> 00:02:06,800 Speaker 1: for that. And I actually have to tell you a 35 00:02:06,840 --> 00:02:09,920 Speaker 1: little story about my experience of you so that we 36 00:02:10,000 --> 00:02:12,960 Speaker 1: don't know. I'm so nervous there. No, oh, it's so 37 00:02:13,000 --> 00:02:16,239 Speaker 1: good to take the sauna. I'm with our mutual friend 38 00:02:16,639 --> 00:02:20,440 Speaker 1: Rachel Platton, who is and we love her, and we're 39 00:02:20,480 --> 00:02:22,320 Speaker 1: sitting in the sauna and I was always a fan 40 00:02:22,360 --> 00:02:25,880 Speaker 1: of your music, but I didn't I hadn't like tapped 41 00:02:25,880 --> 00:02:30,280 Speaker 1: into how soulful you were yet. And She's like, oh 42 00:02:30,360 --> 00:02:33,680 Speaker 1: my girl, Kesha has this new video out and we 43 00:02:33,760 --> 00:02:37,160 Speaker 1: have to watch it. And so we somehow like we 44 00:02:37,240 --> 00:02:39,519 Speaker 1: geared up the YouTube inside the saunat. We're like sweating 45 00:02:39,520 --> 00:02:42,560 Speaker 1: our asses off. We gear up the YouTube and we 46 00:02:42,560 --> 00:02:46,359 Speaker 1: we pull up praying and and the and the video, 47 00:02:48,040 --> 00:02:50,920 Speaker 1: and the two of us are sitting there, sweating, naked 48 00:02:51,000 --> 00:03:00,000 Speaker 1: in our towels, bawling so deeply moved, so healed by 49 00:03:00,080 --> 00:03:04,160 Speaker 1: long and and then that moment, I was like, I 50 00:03:04,440 --> 00:03:06,919 Speaker 1: want to know this woman and I'm proud of her, 51 00:03:08,280 --> 00:03:09,560 Speaker 1: and so I just wanted to give that to you 52 00:03:09,680 --> 00:03:13,519 Speaker 1: before we even start here, because that's what you mean 53 00:03:13,560 --> 00:03:18,760 Speaker 1: to me. That means a lot to me, like being 54 00:03:19,480 --> 00:03:24,359 Speaker 1: proud of like having you and people say they're proud 55 00:03:24,400 --> 00:03:26,120 Speaker 1: of me, and you're gonna make me ready. But it 56 00:03:26,280 --> 00:03:30,320 Speaker 1: just it's really hard because you're so hard on yourself 57 00:03:30,360 --> 00:03:32,600 Speaker 1: sometimes and it's hard to take a step back and 58 00:03:32,639 --> 00:03:37,000 Speaker 1: take in like what you've done. Are you know what 59 00:03:37,040 --> 00:03:40,240 Speaker 1: I mean? It feels a little douche to acknowledge what 60 00:03:40,320 --> 00:03:44,680 Speaker 1: you've done sometimes, and so to hear someone say like 61 00:03:44,680 --> 00:03:47,840 Speaker 1: they're proud of me is like very meaningful. I am 62 00:03:47,880 --> 00:03:51,720 Speaker 1: really committed to helping women in particular be unapologetic about 63 00:03:51,760 --> 00:03:56,080 Speaker 1: their greatness. And so I I hold that vision for 64 00:03:56,120 --> 00:03:58,920 Speaker 1: you because what what we we think, like, who am 65 00:03:58,960 --> 00:04:01,000 Speaker 1: I to say that that great work? Or who am 66 00:04:01,040 --> 00:04:03,680 Speaker 1: I to be proud of myself for that? Or I 67 00:04:03,680 --> 00:04:05,520 Speaker 1: got to move to the next thing, or what's the 68 00:04:05,560 --> 00:04:10,000 Speaker 1: next shiny object? And it's it's it's actually in those 69 00:04:10,080 --> 00:04:12,560 Speaker 1: moments when we're like, holy sh it, I did good, 70 00:04:13,160 --> 00:04:16,359 Speaker 1: I nailed it. I did I'm of service to the 71 00:04:16,400 --> 00:04:20,400 Speaker 1: world through the work that I do. That something radical 72 00:04:20,440 --> 00:04:22,800 Speaker 1: comes through us, and so I just want to give 73 00:04:22,839 --> 00:04:26,200 Speaker 1: that again just because uh we a lot of us, 74 00:04:26,360 --> 00:04:29,600 Speaker 1: and I'll include myself, for years, I did this where 75 00:04:29,640 --> 00:04:34,159 Speaker 1: we just minimize the light, and uh, we should not 76 00:04:34,279 --> 00:04:40,279 Speaker 1: do that anymore. I know we totally fucking shouldn't. We didn't. 77 00:04:40,960 --> 00:04:45,599 Speaker 1: But I do feel sometimes when you're just like do 78 00:04:45,760 --> 00:04:48,560 Speaker 1: a thing and you're proud of yourself, I have just 79 00:04:48,760 --> 00:04:51,960 Speaker 1: kind of gotten accustomed to downplaying it or feeling a 80 00:04:51,960 --> 00:04:56,920 Speaker 1: little douche to say, like I'm I'm proud of myself. 81 00:04:56,960 --> 00:04:59,320 Speaker 1: Like it's a very uncomfortable sentence for me. But it's 82 00:04:59,360 --> 00:05:03,760 Speaker 1: something I'm work king on, always working on something. But 83 00:05:04,240 --> 00:05:07,440 Speaker 1: I really appreciate it. And I'm proud of you. I 84 00:05:07,480 --> 00:05:09,720 Speaker 1: don't know you, but I'm so proud of you. Just 85 00:05:09,760 --> 00:05:12,720 Speaker 1: reading and how open and honest you are about just 86 00:05:12,800 --> 00:05:19,240 Speaker 1: everything you've gone through is so refreshing because living in 87 00:05:19,279 --> 00:05:25,240 Speaker 1: a world where just most things are perfected and put 88 00:05:25,240 --> 00:05:28,240 Speaker 1: through all the filters, and it just feels competitive and 89 00:05:28,279 --> 00:05:31,600 Speaker 1: there's all these emotions going on. Just having somebody be 90 00:05:31,640 --> 00:05:33,960 Speaker 1: honest about who they are and what makes them so 91 00:05:34,040 --> 00:05:36,520 Speaker 1: amazing and some of those things happen to be struggles 92 00:05:36,640 --> 00:05:40,760 Speaker 1: is really im important. And I was reading your book 93 00:05:40,839 --> 00:05:42,400 Speaker 1: last night and I I just I couldn't sleep because I 94 00:05:42,440 --> 00:05:44,560 Speaker 1: couldn't put it down. And you were talking about forgiveness, 95 00:05:44,640 --> 00:05:48,400 Speaker 1: and that just hit me so hard because as a 96 00:05:48,400 --> 00:05:55,479 Speaker 1: also a workaholic and perfectionist, I just like I have 97 00:05:55,520 --> 00:05:57,480 Speaker 1: a really hard time for giving myself. I don't do 98 00:05:57,560 --> 00:06:02,720 Speaker 1: something absolutely perfectly. But so I'm like, you've convinced me. 99 00:06:02,760 --> 00:06:04,920 Speaker 1: Now I want to do a course in miracles, which 100 00:06:04,920 --> 00:06:06,680 Speaker 1: I want to ask you about. So for everybody listening, 101 00:06:07,560 --> 00:06:10,240 Speaker 1: Gabby has talked about, of course and miracles a lot, 102 00:06:10,320 --> 00:06:11,840 Speaker 1: which I don't really know that much about. I want 103 00:06:11,880 --> 00:06:14,960 Speaker 1: to ask you about it. Yes, well, I've been in 104 00:06:14,960 --> 00:06:18,520 Speaker 1: this field of teaching as a spiritual teacher for fifteen 105 00:06:18,600 --> 00:06:20,800 Speaker 1: years and forty one. Now I started when I was 106 00:06:20,839 --> 00:06:23,360 Speaker 1: twenty five, so it's kind of it's well and also 107 00:06:23,400 --> 00:06:24,640 Speaker 1: the other thing, I just you know, it's a year 108 00:06:24,680 --> 00:06:26,840 Speaker 1: so young. So how old are You're so young? I'm 109 00:06:26,880 --> 00:06:31,440 Speaker 1: thirty four, your baby, Okay. So that that that I 110 00:06:31,480 --> 00:06:34,359 Speaker 1: just want to acknowledge that that attitude of holy sh it, 111 00:06:34,440 --> 00:06:36,360 Speaker 1: I did great. I can nail that. Now I can 112 00:06:36,360 --> 00:06:38,520 Speaker 1: really stand in land and that that comes with age two, 113 00:06:38,760 --> 00:06:40,840 Speaker 1: and it comes with it comes with just you know, 114 00:06:41,160 --> 00:06:43,159 Speaker 1: being through hell and back as we all do, and 115 00:06:43,360 --> 00:06:46,640 Speaker 1: just coming getting grounded and that so it's coming to you, 116 00:06:47,360 --> 00:06:49,320 Speaker 1: uh in terms of in terms of owning it all. 117 00:06:49,640 --> 00:06:53,120 Speaker 1: But um, I yes, I've been in this field for 118 00:06:53,480 --> 00:06:58,440 Speaker 1: fifteen years. I began working as a spiritual teacher at 119 00:06:58,440 --> 00:07:00,279 Speaker 1: twenty five, right around the time that I got over. 120 00:07:01,200 --> 00:07:04,960 Speaker 1: I was a cocaine addict and uh workaholic and love 121 00:07:04,960 --> 00:07:08,240 Speaker 1: addict and food addictingly just you know, give me the list. 122 00:07:08,279 --> 00:07:11,360 Speaker 1: I had it, and I got myself clean at and 123 00:07:11,600 --> 00:07:15,040 Speaker 1: very quickly started becoming I was always a student of 124 00:07:15,080 --> 00:07:17,600 Speaker 1: metaphysics and a student of spiritual practices, and I was 125 00:07:17,640 --> 00:07:21,360 Speaker 1: brought up visiting ashram's. My mom was a big yogi 126 00:07:21,400 --> 00:07:23,520 Speaker 1: and meditator, and so she she brought me to the 127 00:07:23,600 --> 00:07:26,360 Speaker 1: gurus and I was taught to meditate. As a young woman, 128 00:07:26,800 --> 00:07:29,600 Speaker 1: I turned my back on it and came back home 129 00:07:30,480 --> 00:07:34,080 Speaker 1: and in my own spiritual development and growth, I started 130 00:07:34,120 --> 00:07:37,880 Speaker 1: to teach. But the around the time that I was teaching, 131 00:07:37,880 --> 00:07:40,600 Speaker 1: I became a student of Mary Ann Williamson, who's a 132 00:07:40,680 --> 00:07:43,840 Speaker 1: tremendous teacher of the metaphysical text of Course and Miracles, 133 00:07:44,520 --> 00:07:48,280 Speaker 1: And the way that she translated the text was so 134 00:07:48,320 --> 00:07:52,160 Speaker 1: easy for me to resonate with so much of the 135 00:07:52,320 --> 00:07:56,040 Speaker 1: messaging being that a miracle is a shift in perception 136 00:07:56,720 --> 00:07:59,920 Speaker 1: that through the experience of forgiveness you can undo fear 137 00:08:00,120 --> 00:08:03,840 Speaker 1: and remember the love of who you are. The simplicity 138 00:08:03,880 --> 00:08:08,640 Speaker 1: through which she expressed these very esoteric, deep, kind of 139 00:08:08,720 --> 00:08:13,760 Speaker 1: dense messages, a text that's thousands of pages long with 140 00:08:13,840 --> 00:08:17,960 Speaker 1: three hundred and sixty five days of practices was incredible 141 00:08:18,000 --> 00:08:20,680 Speaker 1: for me to experience it through her lens. So then 142 00:08:20,800 --> 00:08:23,440 Speaker 1: around the time that I wanted to pick up a 143 00:08:23,480 --> 00:08:29,280 Speaker 1: course in Miracles, I got this major spiritual intervention. So 144 00:08:29,320 --> 00:08:32,880 Speaker 1: I was studying the course indirectly through Maryanne's interpretation of it. 145 00:08:32,960 --> 00:08:35,560 Speaker 1: And then I set out one day to go to 146 00:08:35,600 --> 00:08:38,400 Speaker 1: my metaphysical bookstore. I used to live on fourteen Street 147 00:08:38,400 --> 00:08:41,079 Speaker 1: in the West Village, and I walked to Union Square 148 00:08:41,200 --> 00:08:43,800 Speaker 1: to this East West Books, which was like, oh, yeah, 149 00:08:44,240 --> 00:08:47,240 Speaker 1: you've been there. Of course, it's like crystal Heaven and 150 00:08:47,520 --> 00:08:50,280 Speaker 1: you're you can just nerd out there all day. And 151 00:08:50,280 --> 00:08:52,520 Speaker 1: so I walked into East West Books setting out to 152 00:08:52,559 --> 00:08:55,400 Speaker 1: get a course in miracles, and the course was on 153 00:08:55,760 --> 00:08:59,920 Speaker 1: the bookcase. There was multiple copies with the sale sign 154 00:09:00,559 --> 00:09:03,000 Speaker 1: and I was like, okay, thank you for the memo 155 00:09:03,400 --> 00:09:06,360 Speaker 1: as time exactly. I picked up the book and I 156 00:09:06,480 --> 00:09:09,400 Speaker 1: felt heat come through the book onto my hands, and 157 00:09:09,400 --> 00:09:12,520 Speaker 1: then I felt this energy pull me to the register 158 00:09:13,440 --> 00:09:16,000 Speaker 1: and so I put the book down on the table 159 00:09:16,080 --> 00:09:18,960 Speaker 1: and I pretty much said, show me what you got. 160 00:09:19,480 --> 00:09:22,240 Speaker 1: This is meant to be. Yeah. That was the day 161 00:09:22,240 --> 00:09:24,520 Speaker 1: I started studying the course. And I've had those beautiful 162 00:09:24,559 --> 00:09:26,920 Speaker 1: spiritual interventions throughout my life, and those are the moments 163 00:09:26,960 --> 00:09:30,640 Speaker 1: when I know, Okay, this is a turning point. I'm 164 00:09:30,679 --> 00:09:34,920 Speaker 1: on the precipice of something, show me what to do. 165 00:09:34,920 --> 00:09:39,520 Speaker 1: Doesn't that scare you? That feeling? No, it is so 166 00:09:40,160 --> 00:09:47,320 Speaker 1: heartwarming to me, and it's it's an excited I get 167 00:09:47,320 --> 00:09:50,760 Speaker 1: excited about it. There might be like a tinge of 168 00:09:50,920 --> 00:09:56,199 Speaker 1: anticipatory anxiety, you know, like oh, ships upings coming, you know, 169 00:09:56,240 --> 00:09:58,520 Speaker 1: I'm feeling that right now. I'm actually on the precipice 170 00:09:58,559 --> 00:10:01,800 Speaker 1: of something massive at this time my life, and I'm 171 00:10:01,880 --> 00:10:04,520 Speaker 1: sitting in this like on the edge of my seat, 172 00:10:04,600 --> 00:10:07,520 Speaker 1: witnessing it all unfold. And so there is that sort 173 00:10:07,559 --> 00:10:10,920 Speaker 1: of like vibe feeling of like whoa. And so maybe 174 00:10:10,920 --> 00:10:12,680 Speaker 1: there is like a I'll be honest with you, yeah, 175 00:10:12,679 --> 00:10:15,760 Speaker 1: maybe there's like a tinge of anticipatory anxiety. Yeah, But 176 00:10:15,840 --> 00:10:18,079 Speaker 1: for the most part, it's like I know it's guided. 177 00:10:18,400 --> 00:10:21,280 Speaker 1: I know it's directed. I work with spirit and I 178 00:10:21,360 --> 00:10:25,120 Speaker 1: trust I'm being led and that makes it easy. That's 179 00:10:25,160 --> 00:10:28,160 Speaker 1: like where I feel like I'm in the baby stages. 180 00:10:28,760 --> 00:10:32,200 Speaker 1: So I that's why I started this podcast is because 181 00:10:32,200 --> 00:10:33,599 Speaker 1: I wanted to talk to people like you about this, 182 00:10:33,640 --> 00:10:35,679 Speaker 1: because I feel like this all just kind of hit 183 00:10:35,720 --> 00:10:39,600 Speaker 1: me like a train a year ago. I mean it 184 00:10:39,720 --> 00:10:43,040 Speaker 1: hit me like six years ago too, like kind of 185 00:10:43,080 --> 00:10:45,240 Speaker 1: starting to get into it. But then I started having 186 00:10:45,280 --> 00:10:49,680 Speaker 1: this connection, as you call it spirit, like a verbal 187 00:10:50,720 --> 00:10:55,360 Speaker 1: communication that fucking freaked me out. Did you hear audibly? Like, 188 00:10:55,400 --> 00:10:59,040 Speaker 1: were you hearing a voice? Yeah? And it like scared 189 00:10:59,120 --> 00:11:02,960 Speaker 1: the ship out of me. I thought I was going insane, Okay, 190 00:11:03,240 --> 00:11:07,319 Speaker 1: you're not right, which I like, I was like, are 191 00:11:07,360 --> 00:11:09,120 Speaker 1: we sure? Are we sure? I'm not going in it 192 00:11:09,200 --> 00:11:11,000 Speaker 1: a male voice or a female voice? It was it 193 00:11:11,040 --> 00:11:13,360 Speaker 1: a male voice? It was it was a male voice. 194 00:11:13,480 --> 00:11:15,920 Speaker 1: And that was also weird to me because I have 195 00:11:16,240 --> 00:11:21,680 Speaker 1: a lot of, you know, complicated emotions with a lot 196 00:11:21,720 --> 00:11:25,080 Speaker 1: of men, and I was I grew up without a 197 00:11:25,200 --> 00:11:28,120 Speaker 1: dad and they were just I was surprised that the 198 00:11:28,200 --> 00:11:29,640 Speaker 1: voice would come to me and it would be male. 199 00:11:29,720 --> 00:11:34,400 Speaker 1: But it was male. And I also didn't know, Like 200 00:11:34,559 --> 00:11:39,120 Speaker 1: in reading about you talking about your spirit guides and archangels, 201 00:11:39,320 --> 00:11:41,400 Speaker 1: it was really interesting to me because I was like, 202 00:11:41,440 --> 00:11:43,960 Speaker 1: how do you tell between a spirit guide and your 203 00:11:44,520 --> 00:11:47,920 Speaker 1: higher consciousness or God or whatever you want to call it. 204 00:11:48,440 --> 00:11:52,199 Speaker 1: I could you tell the difference? Here's here's the difference. Okay, 205 00:11:52,280 --> 00:11:58,640 Speaker 1: So we all have the voice of higher self in 206 00:11:58,679 --> 00:12:01,440 Speaker 1: her wisdom intuition, call it intuition for the sake of 207 00:12:01,440 --> 00:12:07,520 Speaker 1: the newcomer, the but we we actually really lower the 208 00:12:07,640 --> 00:12:10,360 Speaker 1: volume on that inner wisdom because of all the fear 209 00:12:10,400 --> 00:12:14,800 Speaker 1: based conditioning that we've grown to believe in, and that's 210 00:12:14,920 --> 00:12:19,679 Speaker 1: typically fears the first thought we here and the loudest. 211 00:12:20,520 --> 00:12:24,960 Speaker 1: So in the undoing of that fear, we can do 212 00:12:25,040 --> 00:12:27,600 Speaker 1: all kinds of practices. But if you're on a spiritual path, 213 00:12:27,679 --> 00:12:32,400 Speaker 1: there's a beautiful way of interpreting that adjustment, and that 214 00:12:32,520 --> 00:12:37,520 Speaker 1: is that spirit guides, angels, ascended masters, the voice of 215 00:12:37,559 --> 00:12:41,160 Speaker 1: a presence of spiritual connection, God, you can call it, 216 00:12:41,200 --> 00:12:43,320 Speaker 1: the universe. I don't care what you call Grandma, whoever 217 00:12:43,320 --> 00:12:46,000 Speaker 1: you want to talk to you is there. The role 218 00:12:46,200 --> 00:12:49,560 Speaker 1: of that spirit, that loving spirit that's there to guide 219 00:12:49,600 --> 00:12:53,079 Speaker 1: you is to bridge your thoughts from the fear back 220 00:12:53,160 --> 00:12:57,240 Speaker 1: to love. So to be a bridge, a guide to 221 00:12:57,480 --> 00:12:59,839 Speaker 1: lead you towards what is of the highest and best, 222 00:13:00,200 --> 00:13:03,280 Speaker 1: what is of the highest good for all. So this 223 00:13:03,760 --> 00:13:06,040 Speaker 1: voice that came to you, while it might have been scary, 224 00:13:06,280 --> 00:13:11,840 Speaker 1: didn't have a loving message absolutely and was funny, which 225 00:13:11,880 --> 00:13:16,679 Speaker 1: is something you spoke about too, was having I think 226 00:13:16,720 --> 00:13:19,080 Speaker 1: you use the word of fun or joy, like what 227 00:13:19,280 --> 00:13:21,760 Speaker 1: do things that bring you joy? And I also have 228 00:13:21,880 --> 00:13:26,280 Speaker 1: been kind of conditioned that like that is no, you 229 00:13:26,320 --> 00:13:29,920 Speaker 1: have to be in like pain to really get Yeah, 230 00:13:30,280 --> 00:13:32,080 Speaker 1: well the good stuff. This guide was coming to you 231 00:13:32,120 --> 00:13:35,520 Speaker 1: to remind you to have some fun. And the work 232 00:13:35,600 --> 00:13:37,320 Speaker 1: that the guide would do would be to be that 233 00:13:37,360 --> 00:13:40,360 Speaker 1: bridge to whether it's audibly speaking to you or in 234 00:13:40,400 --> 00:13:43,000 Speaker 1: some cases like in mind dragging you to the register 235 00:13:43,120 --> 00:13:46,679 Speaker 1: with the book, or sometimes it's not such a direct intervention, 236 00:13:46,720 --> 00:13:49,480 Speaker 1: but it could be getting the inspiration to listen to 237 00:13:49,520 --> 00:13:52,040 Speaker 1: this podcast, and now you're listening and you're like, oh 238 00:13:52,080 --> 00:13:55,040 Speaker 1: my god, this is exactly what I needed. You start 239 00:13:55,120 --> 00:13:59,480 Speaker 1: to learn to trust and acknowledge that intuitive nature, whether 240 00:13:59,520 --> 00:14:03,959 Speaker 1: it be through a direct connection or a sport of inspiration, 241 00:14:04,400 --> 00:14:06,440 Speaker 1: that's when we start to live a guided life. That's 242 00:14:06,480 --> 00:14:09,920 Speaker 1: when we start to be led. And and to your 243 00:14:09,960 --> 00:14:12,520 Speaker 1: point earlier, you asked me if I was scared when 244 00:14:12,559 --> 00:14:15,800 Speaker 1: things are busy and about to about to pop or whatever, 245 00:14:16,200 --> 00:14:18,839 Speaker 1: and a little bit of anxiety, but mainly no, because 246 00:14:18,840 --> 00:14:25,080 Speaker 1: I'm trusting in that guidance. I'm getting comfortable, interesting, and 247 00:14:25,120 --> 00:14:28,080 Speaker 1: like trying not to control everything because I feel like 248 00:14:28,400 --> 00:14:30,720 Speaker 1: I was raised by a very strong woman. It's a 249 00:14:30,800 --> 00:14:34,480 Speaker 1: hippie and like taught me about all the metaphysical things, 250 00:14:35,240 --> 00:14:37,320 Speaker 1: but she also taught me like, if you want to 251 00:14:37,360 --> 00:14:39,680 Speaker 1: do something you want to get ship done, you do 252 00:14:39,720 --> 00:14:42,040 Speaker 1: it yourself because you're gonna do it better than anybody else. 253 00:14:42,120 --> 00:14:44,400 Speaker 1: And like you want it done, you do it. So 254 00:14:44,600 --> 00:14:47,360 Speaker 1: I have really, like my whole career and life have 255 00:14:47,440 --> 00:14:48,720 Speaker 1: been like, Okay, if I want to do something, I 256 00:14:48,760 --> 00:14:51,680 Speaker 1: had to do it myself. So passing off the control 257 00:14:51,880 --> 00:14:59,440 Speaker 1: is very hard. Also, control is a trauma response, and 258 00:15:00,480 --> 00:15:02,760 Speaker 1: all people have some kind of trauma, whether it's trauma 259 00:15:02,800 --> 00:15:04,320 Speaker 1: with a big tea or trauma with a small tea. 260 00:15:04,320 --> 00:15:07,120 Speaker 1: But one of the most common responses to trying to 261 00:15:07,160 --> 00:15:12,040 Speaker 1: stay safe is to control. I am a former controller myself, 262 00:15:12,840 --> 00:15:16,080 Speaker 1: and I understand completely and letting go of the rope 263 00:15:16,160 --> 00:15:19,200 Speaker 1: is a slow and steady process, but it's completely doable. 264 00:15:19,240 --> 00:15:21,200 Speaker 1: I can tell you that there is light at the 265 00:15:21,280 --> 00:15:24,120 Speaker 1: end of the tunnel there. Uh, But you know, I 266 00:15:24,160 --> 00:15:27,160 Speaker 1: teach that we can do less and attract more. I 267 00:15:27,200 --> 00:15:30,600 Speaker 1: love that idea. Okay, I love that that sounds way 268 00:15:30,680 --> 00:15:34,920 Speaker 1: less exhausting because it's so weird. I'm just like geeking up. 269 00:15:34,960 --> 00:15:37,680 Speaker 1: But you said, like the whole left side of your 270 00:15:37,720 --> 00:15:41,600 Speaker 1: body was in pain. I am torn from like the shoulder, 271 00:15:42,720 --> 00:15:47,240 Speaker 1: my back, three disks, my hip, my knee, my calf 272 00:15:47,360 --> 00:15:50,080 Speaker 1: and my foot all on the left side. So I 273 00:15:50,120 --> 00:15:53,200 Speaker 1: related to that. It's just of like I don't know, 274 00:15:53,480 --> 00:15:56,520 Speaker 1: you know, and certain certain things I've read of said 275 00:15:56,560 --> 00:16:02,680 Speaker 1: it's the feminine side and there was just received, Yeah, 276 00:16:03,480 --> 00:16:07,840 Speaker 1: especially like receiving help because I'm trying to control. Yeah, 277 00:16:07,960 --> 00:16:10,320 Speaker 1: But so I'm trying really hard to like learn to 278 00:16:10,440 --> 00:16:14,280 Speaker 1: do like you said, do less, receive more, chill the 279 00:16:14,320 --> 00:16:18,280 Speaker 1: funk out a little bit some of its habitual behavior 280 00:16:18,440 --> 00:16:22,680 Speaker 1: because the controlling is actually another form of addiction. It's 281 00:16:22,720 --> 00:16:24,320 Speaker 1: like I need to stay safe, so in order to 282 00:16:24,360 --> 00:16:27,280 Speaker 1: stay safe, I'm going to stay in control. So it 283 00:16:27,480 --> 00:16:29,520 Speaker 1: like getting clean off of a drink or a drug. 284 00:16:29,920 --> 00:16:33,920 Speaker 1: Sometimes it's about just putting something in the place of 285 00:16:33,960 --> 00:16:37,240 Speaker 1: the need to control. So when you notice yourself about 286 00:16:37,280 --> 00:16:38,840 Speaker 1: to want to like pick up a phone and like 287 00:16:38,920 --> 00:16:40,960 Speaker 1: you know, rage out or just control, I'm just speaking 288 00:16:40,960 --> 00:16:44,560 Speaker 1: for myself or like control of the situation. Uh, that 289 00:16:44,640 --> 00:16:46,840 Speaker 1: may be a moment where you use your breath practice, 290 00:16:46,880 --> 00:16:49,320 Speaker 1: so that maybe a moment when you step literally get 291 00:16:49,400 --> 00:16:52,280 Speaker 1: up and move, go somewhere else, or say a prayer, 292 00:16:52,400 --> 00:16:55,800 Speaker 1: or just intervene in some way so that you can 293 00:16:55,880 --> 00:17:00,200 Speaker 1: start to put in pattern, interrupt and that's one practical way, 294 00:17:00,200 --> 00:17:04,920 Speaker 1: but there's much deeper practices for undoing that pattern as 295 00:17:04,960 --> 00:17:07,680 Speaker 1: a fixer, as a self proclaimed fixer, because I also 296 00:17:07,960 --> 00:17:10,560 Speaker 1: that too, but I don't know how to fix anything. 297 00:17:11,040 --> 00:17:12,679 Speaker 1: I can't cook, I can't really fix a car. I 298 00:17:12,680 --> 00:17:14,720 Speaker 1: can't do much. But I do want to help everyone. 299 00:17:15,800 --> 00:17:20,119 Speaker 1: How do you like not try to control when you 300 00:17:20,160 --> 00:17:21,520 Speaker 1: see someone else in pain and you're like, oh, but 301 00:17:21,600 --> 00:17:25,800 Speaker 1: I could help you, or is that like, well, I'm 302 00:17:25,840 --> 00:17:29,000 Speaker 1: in a weird position, and you're beginning to put yourself 303 00:17:29,000 --> 00:17:31,240 Speaker 1: in that position to with this podcast. But I'm in 304 00:17:31,280 --> 00:17:36,720 Speaker 1: a weird position in that people come to me for fixing. Yeah, 305 00:17:36,760 --> 00:17:40,720 Speaker 1: when it's my husband or it's a girlfriend who's like, 306 00:17:40,720 --> 00:17:42,600 Speaker 1: go fucus up, I don't want to hear that, you know, 307 00:17:43,640 --> 00:17:46,080 Speaker 1: it's not it's those moments when I have to really 308 00:17:46,160 --> 00:17:49,199 Speaker 1: just you know, be more of a listener and be 309 00:17:49,320 --> 00:17:52,080 Speaker 1: more of a and recognized that in my ability to 310 00:17:52,119 --> 00:17:55,440 Speaker 1: hold space for someone, I can be the best service 311 00:17:55,520 --> 00:17:59,640 Speaker 1: to them. But in but in my own world as 312 00:17:59,800 --> 00:18:05,840 Speaker 1: a teacher, I don't have to seek opportunity to fix 313 00:18:05,880 --> 00:18:09,720 Speaker 1: because people come to me for I have plenty of opportunity, 314 00:18:10,040 --> 00:18:13,640 Speaker 1: almost too much opportunity. To fix. Sometimes I I find 315 00:18:13,640 --> 00:18:17,000 Speaker 1: myself specifically just not doing, not not intervening in any way, 316 00:18:17,000 --> 00:18:20,160 Speaker 1: shape or form, particularly in relationships where it's not it's 317 00:18:20,200 --> 00:18:25,280 Speaker 1: not necessary, where they haven't come for it, right, So 318 00:18:25,359 --> 00:18:29,640 Speaker 1: waiting for the question to be asked. That's like something 319 00:18:29,680 --> 00:18:33,400 Speaker 1: I'm trying to do is not offer unslisted advice. That's 320 00:18:33,440 --> 00:18:36,680 Speaker 1: my that's my mantra for the week. It's hard. Yeah, 321 00:18:37,240 --> 00:18:40,200 Speaker 1: it's really hard, especially in your case because you're you're 322 00:18:40,240 --> 00:18:45,680 Speaker 1: just so lit up by all of these practices, spiritual, metaphysical. Uh, 323 00:18:45,800 --> 00:18:48,439 Speaker 1: just just lighting up to it. So when that starts 324 00:18:48,440 --> 00:18:50,439 Speaker 1: to activate in us, we want to just scream it 325 00:18:50,480 --> 00:18:53,840 Speaker 1: from the rooftops. Thankfully you have this podcast to channel 326 00:18:53,880 --> 00:18:56,880 Speaker 1: all of that. Again, I could just scream it onto 327 00:18:56,960 --> 00:18:59,280 Speaker 1: the podcast and and you have a big, big, big 328 00:18:59,359 --> 00:19:03,720 Speaker 1: enough platform to be screaming from. SI's working. Thank you. Well. 329 00:19:04,200 --> 00:19:07,680 Speaker 1: I have like questions I prepared, but I'm just geeking out. 330 00:19:08,160 --> 00:19:11,960 Speaker 1: Um oh, the spirit guides, I do like, I'm really 331 00:19:11,960 --> 00:19:18,280 Speaker 1: curious about how one can connect more with their spirit guides. 332 00:19:18,359 --> 00:19:21,000 Speaker 1: Is there like the right way or is it just 333 00:19:21,160 --> 00:19:26,040 Speaker 1: kind of you pray, you hope you talk to the universe. Well, 334 00:19:27,240 --> 00:19:32,040 Speaker 1: we all have guides, we just have turned off the 335 00:19:32,160 --> 00:19:37,280 Speaker 1: volume and we've disconnected from the frequency. So let me 336 00:19:37,359 --> 00:19:42,200 Speaker 1: just unpack that in a very simplified way. So, through 337 00:19:42,359 --> 00:19:45,119 Speaker 1: all of the fear based stories and belief systems that 338 00:19:45,160 --> 00:19:49,000 Speaker 1: we've built up, we've built up almost a wall that 339 00:19:49,960 --> 00:19:55,159 Speaker 1: blocks us from this other realm of support that is 340 00:19:55,200 --> 00:19:58,560 Speaker 1: available to us. And as we start to dismantle that wall, 341 00:19:58,640 --> 00:20:02,080 Speaker 1: whether it be through personal owth practices or meditative practices, 342 00:20:02,200 --> 00:20:06,520 Speaker 1: or prayer practices, or a spiritual path or a deep, deep, 343 00:20:06,640 --> 00:20:11,040 Speaker 1: deep healing of some kind, we begin to One thing 344 00:20:11,119 --> 00:20:14,200 Speaker 1: happens on a biological levels that we start to regulate 345 00:20:14,200 --> 00:20:16,639 Speaker 1: our nervous system. We start to become more at peace, 346 00:20:16,680 --> 00:20:18,800 Speaker 1: more at ease, more relaxed, where we can actually start 347 00:20:18,840 --> 00:20:22,720 Speaker 1: to hear a greater voice of intuition because we're not pushing, pushing, 348 00:20:22,760 --> 00:20:26,520 Speaker 1: pushing past it. And two, we change our energy. So 349 00:20:26,520 --> 00:20:28,919 Speaker 1: that's when I was saying frequency, We change our energy 350 00:20:29,000 --> 00:20:32,119 Speaker 1: or energy becomes uh, it starts to literally vibrate at 351 00:20:32,119 --> 00:20:35,040 Speaker 1: a different frequency, and so we become a match for 352 00:20:35,240 --> 00:20:38,200 Speaker 1: that spiritual intervention or that guidance. So if you are 353 00:20:38,280 --> 00:20:40,159 Speaker 1: someone listening, you're like, yes, I want to connect to 354 00:20:40,200 --> 00:20:46,080 Speaker 1: my guides. The beautifust beautiful pathway to connection is through 355 00:20:46,160 --> 00:20:49,639 Speaker 1: grounding yourself, grounding your own energy, grounding your nervous system, 356 00:20:49,680 --> 00:20:55,080 Speaker 1: through meditative practices, through breathwork, whatever your spiritual practice of 357 00:20:55,160 --> 00:20:58,760 Speaker 1: choice maybe, and then in that place you can ask. 358 00:20:58,960 --> 00:21:02,200 Speaker 1: It's about asking. So I often tell people to ask 359 00:21:02,280 --> 00:21:04,800 Speaker 1: for a sign. In my books, I've talked a lot 360 00:21:04,840 --> 00:21:06,560 Speaker 1: about different my book The Universe Has Your Back, I 361 00:21:06,600 --> 00:21:08,960 Speaker 1: talked about an owl. In my book Super Attractor, I 362 00:21:09,040 --> 00:21:13,400 Speaker 1: talked about asking for a lially. I mean, like, these 363 00:21:13,400 --> 00:21:17,080 Speaker 1: signs come in the most aggressive ways sometimes, like sometimes 364 00:21:17,200 --> 00:21:20,800 Speaker 1: like billboards, and it would be so exciting, that sounds 365 00:21:20,800 --> 00:21:23,400 Speaker 1: exciting and and and so you know what would be 366 00:21:23,480 --> 00:21:25,280 Speaker 1: what would be your sign? Just don't think, just say 367 00:21:25,280 --> 00:21:27,800 Speaker 1: anything right now, like an I did this earlier. I 368 00:21:27,840 --> 00:21:30,280 Speaker 1: was talking to Francis, who's on the call um. I 369 00:21:30,320 --> 00:21:33,440 Speaker 1: was thinking, like a star and crescent moon. I don't 370 00:21:33,440 --> 00:21:36,040 Speaker 1: know why crescent moon together. Okay, so they have together. 371 00:21:36,200 --> 00:21:37,720 Speaker 1: That's that's a good one because then you're going to 372 00:21:37,840 --> 00:21:39,920 Speaker 1: really know it when you see it. Okay, so star 373 00:21:40,000 --> 00:21:41,919 Speaker 1: and crescent moon together. So pretty much we can just 374 00:21:41,920 --> 00:21:44,439 Speaker 1: say prayer right now. Thank you guys of the highest 375 00:21:44,440 --> 00:21:47,399 Speaker 1: truth and compassion for revealing ta kesha, this star and 376 00:21:47,480 --> 00:21:55,600 Speaker 1: crescent moon as a recognition of your guidance. I'm excited 377 00:21:55,760 --> 00:21:58,679 Speaker 1: we put it out there. Baby. Now I can't and 378 00:21:58,760 --> 00:22:01,439 Speaker 1: I can't stop looking around. When you get your side, 379 00:22:02,320 --> 00:22:07,399 Speaker 1: your guide, Well that's that's so, it's just that easy. 380 00:22:07,480 --> 00:22:09,920 Speaker 1: You just say a prayer and you get that that easy. 381 00:22:10,000 --> 00:22:12,399 Speaker 1: And look, you know, if you start getting into this 382 00:22:12,440 --> 00:22:14,719 Speaker 1: place of like what I called manic manifesting, we were like, 383 00:22:14,800 --> 00:22:18,960 Speaker 1: where's my side? Where's my side? Then you block block 384 00:22:19,160 --> 00:22:22,240 Speaker 1: the message like you could be right there, but you 385 00:22:22,240 --> 00:22:24,159 Speaker 1: won't see it because you're so aggressive about it. Right, 386 00:22:24,200 --> 00:22:26,280 Speaker 1: So just really asked for the sign and then let 387 00:22:26,280 --> 00:22:27,919 Speaker 1: it go. Just move on with your day, move on 388 00:22:28,000 --> 00:22:29,840 Speaker 1: with your life. Just trust that it's coming. Trust that 389 00:22:29,840 --> 00:22:33,639 Speaker 1: that guidance is around you at all times. Trust. Do 390 00:22:33,680 --> 00:22:38,439 Speaker 1: you feel as if like you are surrounded by not 391 00:22:38,520 --> 00:22:40,919 Speaker 1: supernatural but just like spirits that have passed on our 392 00:22:40,920 --> 00:22:46,760 Speaker 1: different dimensions or how how would you describe it? Yes? So, 393 00:22:47,720 --> 00:22:51,880 Speaker 1: all throughout my life I've I've felt physically more than 394 00:22:52,240 --> 00:22:57,159 Speaker 1: than audibly, but this presence of energy around me m 395 00:22:57,920 --> 00:23:01,280 Speaker 1: particularly in certain situations when I'm talking to when I'm 396 00:23:01,280 --> 00:23:04,399 Speaker 1: when I'm doing my work. My primary vocation, it's not 397 00:23:04,440 --> 00:23:06,600 Speaker 1: really my primary part of my business, but the thing 398 00:23:06,640 --> 00:23:08,479 Speaker 1: that I love to do most my art is as 399 00:23:08,480 --> 00:23:11,240 Speaker 1: a motivational speaker. And so when I'm on stage, my 400 00:23:11,320 --> 00:23:14,600 Speaker 1: hands go up. It's like antenna's and it's just this 401 00:23:14,600 --> 00:23:18,320 Speaker 1: this almost if you if you's, it's strange, it's it's 402 00:23:18,960 --> 00:23:21,920 Speaker 1: it's as if you're holding the energy and I can, 403 00:23:22,600 --> 00:23:24,639 Speaker 1: I can words come through. And I'm sure you know 404 00:23:24,640 --> 00:23:26,440 Speaker 1: what I'm talking about, because you know, when you're singing, 405 00:23:26,520 --> 00:23:28,719 Speaker 1: or when you're writing music, or if you're doing anything creative, 406 00:23:28,720 --> 00:23:32,520 Speaker 1: I'm sure this force is coming through. Were words beyond 407 00:23:32,600 --> 00:23:37,400 Speaker 1: my own come through me? I am given them. It's 408 00:23:37,400 --> 00:23:42,280 Speaker 1: like a directed voice that's mine, but in collaboration with 409 00:23:43,040 --> 00:23:46,840 Speaker 1: this this higher wisdom. The same happens when I'm writing. 410 00:23:46,880 --> 00:23:49,440 Speaker 1: I'm just I look back. I've written nine books and 411 00:23:49,480 --> 00:23:51,960 Speaker 1: eleven years, and the only way that I've been able 412 00:23:52,000 --> 00:23:56,000 Speaker 1: to do that has been through this divine intervention of 413 00:23:56,040 --> 00:23:59,639 Speaker 1: allowing a spiritual guidance system to move through me. I 414 00:23:59,720 --> 00:24:02,040 Speaker 1: love hearing you say that, because it's really hard to 415 00:24:02,080 --> 00:24:05,600 Speaker 1: describe what writing a song is like. And that's exactly 416 00:24:05,680 --> 00:24:09,600 Speaker 1: what it's like, like you're a vessel and you open 417 00:24:09,720 --> 00:24:13,080 Speaker 1: your mouth and you just like whatever comes out if 418 00:24:13,119 --> 00:24:17,119 Speaker 1: you allow it to be truth. Oh ship, sorry you 419 00:24:17,240 --> 00:24:22,320 Speaker 1: guys are calling you guys. But when you open your mouth, 420 00:24:22,480 --> 00:24:25,480 Speaker 1: just like something will come out. Then I'm like that 421 00:24:25,600 --> 00:24:27,919 Speaker 1: I could not do that before. I can't. I couldn't 422 00:24:27,920 --> 00:24:29,920 Speaker 1: sing that note before. I didn't even know I felt 423 00:24:29,920 --> 00:24:32,639 Speaker 1: that way. It's like doing the deepest form of therapy 424 00:24:32,680 --> 00:24:35,400 Speaker 1: and all, like sometimes say something and then I'll start 425 00:24:35,440 --> 00:24:37,240 Speaker 1: crying because I didn't even know I felt that way. 426 00:24:37,359 --> 00:24:41,560 Speaker 1: So it's like, fully not even it's not mine. It's 427 00:24:41,600 --> 00:24:47,640 Speaker 1: beyond your ego, right, Oh my god, so far beyond beautiful. Yeah, 428 00:24:48,040 --> 00:24:51,280 Speaker 1: so far out of my control. I think any musician 429 00:24:53,400 --> 00:24:58,280 Speaker 1: who has had any any musician is a channel. Any 430 00:24:58,520 --> 00:25:04,520 Speaker 1: artist is a channel because the way that art is 431 00:25:04,600 --> 00:25:10,840 Speaker 1: created is through the joy and the stepping back and 432 00:25:10,920 --> 00:25:14,639 Speaker 1: the co creation. And so whether somebody identifies in that 433 00:25:14,680 --> 00:25:16,560 Speaker 1: way or not doesn't really matter, but it's the it's 434 00:25:16,560 --> 00:25:19,840 Speaker 1: the honest to god truth. I think everyone and I 435 00:25:19,840 --> 00:25:23,000 Speaker 1: could be wrong, but this is just something I've been saying. 436 00:25:23,160 --> 00:25:24,760 Speaker 1: As I'm saying, and I'm like, I don't even know 437 00:25:24,800 --> 00:25:27,480 Speaker 1: if I believe this, but I think I do. I 438 00:25:27,520 --> 00:25:30,800 Speaker 1: think everyone as an artist in their own way. Like 439 00:25:31,040 --> 00:25:35,960 Speaker 1: if you allow that spiritual energy to come through you, 440 00:25:36,160 --> 00:25:37,880 Speaker 1: it might be through your hands, it might be through 441 00:25:37,880 --> 00:25:40,000 Speaker 1: your face, That might be through an instrument, It might 442 00:25:40,040 --> 00:25:42,360 Speaker 1: be through speaking, or might be through writing, it might 443 00:25:42,400 --> 00:25:45,840 Speaker 1: be through cooking. But I think we all have that connection, 444 00:25:46,160 --> 00:25:49,320 Speaker 1: and art is really just the universe coming through you 445 00:25:49,359 --> 00:25:52,960 Speaker 1: and allowing that channel to be open. Yes, because the 446 00:25:53,080 --> 00:25:56,679 Speaker 1: universal energy that I keep referring to is a creative force. 447 00:25:57,320 --> 00:25:59,920 Speaker 1: So it's when you allow that creative force to come 448 00:26:00,000 --> 00:26:02,200 Speaker 1: through you that art can be the art of caring 449 00:26:02,240 --> 00:26:04,680 Speaker 1: for a child. Like I look at my son's nanny, 450 00:26:04,840 --> 00:26:07,920 Speaker 1: and her art is caring for children. It's the thing 451 00:26:07,960 --> 00:26:11,240 Speaker 1: that lights her up. It's like she could be exhausted, 452 00:26:11,240 --> 00:26:14,960 Speaker 1: but she's given this overwhelming, unbelievable force of energy all 453 00:26:15,040 --> 00:26:18,080 Speaker 1: day long to run after my toddler because it is 454 00:26:18,119 --> 00:26:21,080 Speaker 1: her heart. So that's another example of just how these 455 00:26:21,200 --> 00:26:25,399 Speaker 1: and as I said, motivational speaking is my art. So 456 00:26:25,480 --> 00:26:27,800 Speaker 1: it may not be a traditional concept that's art, but 457 00:26:27,880 --> 00:26:32,160 Speaker 1: it is. That's where I am the most relaxed, released, 458 00:26:32,280 --> 00:26:37,359 Speaker 1: confident and creative and present. Do you feel really present 459 00:26:37,400 --> 00:26:41,280 Speaker 1: and very alive, so present and alive, so I feel 460 00:26:41,320 --> 00:26:44,439 Speaker 1: on stage like there's no time I'm more present, and 461 00:26:44,520 --> 00:26:48,480 Speaker 1: also feel like maybe this is people pleasing, but I 462 00:26:48,520 --> 00:26:51,879 Speaker 1: just want to make sure everyone there is like having 463 00:26:52,240 --> 00:26:56,600 Speaker 1: a beautiful, joyous, safe time, and like I feel like 464 00:26:56,680 --> 00:27:01,760 Speaker 1: it's my job too just channel all of those things 465 00:27:01,800 --> 00:27:05,399 Speaker 1: for all of my fans, and it's like they're my animals. 466 00:27:05,480 --> 00:27:11,040 Speaker 1: In those moments. You're conduit for them because you're you 467 00:27:11,040 --> 00:27:15,080 Speaker 1: are a channel. You are this being who is in 468 00:27:15,119 --> 00:27:19,560 Speaker 1: the full expression of their own inspired force. And I 469 00:27:19,640 --> 00:27:21,879 Speaker 1: know this all sounds like a lot of like mumbo jumbo, 470 00:27:21,920 --> 00:27:23,840 Speaker 1: but you know what I'm talking about. I know what 471 00:27:23,960 --> 00:27:26,760 Speaker 1: you're I feel it. Yeah, you feel it. But what's 472 00:27:26,880 --> 00:27:32,760 Speaker 1: so major about that is that when someone witnesses another human, 473 00:27:33,200 --> 00:27:38,320 Speaker 1: whether it's a famous musician or just a person in 474 00:27:38,359 --> 00:27:41,560 Speaker 1: the subway playing the guitar, but when they're in that 475 00:27:41,760 --> 00:27:45,960 Speaker 1: source energy, what happens is is you remind the other 476 00:27:46,080 --> 00:27:51,240 Speaker 1: person of that source within themselves. So that's why people 477 00:27:51,359 --> 00:27:54,080 Speaker 1: love being in a concert, because they're in the presence 478 00:27:54,680 --> 00:27:58,320 Speaker 1: of that channeled energy and it is a reflection back 479 00:27:58,400 --> 00:28:01,840 Speaker 1: to them of who they really are. I love that well, 480 00:28:01,880 --> 00:28:05,240 Speaker 1: I also, in turn received the greatest thing in the 481 00:28:05,240 --> 00:28:09,120 Speaker 1: world is watching people be joyous, because I can get 482 00:28:09,200 --> 00:28:12,919 Speaker 1: so um. I don't know, when you're a singer and 483 00:28:12,960 --> 00:28:15,960 Speaker 1: you like stress out about the stupidest ship, I'll be like, 484 00:28:16,000 --> 00:28:19,119 Speaker 1: oh my god, my wig or like my spanks, and 485 00:28:19,160 --> 00:28:22,080 Speaker 1: it's like, I can't believe I'm stressing seriously stressing out 486 00:28:22,080 --> 00:28:26,639 Speaker 1: about this, but I'm so stressed up about this. Listen, you, 487 00:28:26,880 --> 00:28:30,400 Speaker 1: I think that we are humans having were spirits, having 488 00:28:30,400 --> 00:28:34,560 Speaker 1: a human experience. And so while we have these belief systems, 489 00:28:34,560 --> 00:28:36,880 Speaker 1: and you're growing the belief systems and you're strengthening your 490 00:28:37,080 --> 00:28:41,120 Speaker 1: connection to that service oriented presence of all the work 491 00:28:41,160 --> 00:28:45,160 Speaker 1: that you do, we're still we're still having a human experience. 492 00:28:45,520 --> 00:28:47,800 Speaker 1: And so those need the need to control the need 493 00:28:47,840 --> 00:28:49,560 Speaker 1: to obsess about the hair or the spanks or whatever. 494 00:28:49,600 --> 00:28:54,040 Speaker 1: That's always just our own unresolved wound, or it's our 495 00:28:54,160 --> 00:28:57,520 Speaker 1: moment of uh energy that has to just come out, 496 00:28:57,720 --> 00:29:00,400 Speaker 1: or whatever it is. It's it's human and we have 497 00:29:00,520 --> 00:29:05,680 Speaker 1: to be very forgiving of ourselves in those moments, especially 498 00:29:06,080 --> 00:29:08,720 Speaker 1: show up and do something major for somebody. I'm a 499 00:29:08,800 --> 00:29:11,560 Speaker 1: very visual person, and so you were talking about kind 500 00:29:11,600 --> 00:29:14,040 Speaker 1: of I don't want to butcher your words, so I 501 00:29:14,480 --> 00:29:17,160 Speaker 1: allow you to tell me what I'm talking about, but 502 00:29:17,280 --> 00:29:21,800 Speaker 1: just the disconnection from the body in a healthy way. 503 00:29:23,120 --> 00:29:26,680 Speaker 1: And I really loved reading about that because in the 504 00:29:26,720 --> 00:29:30,080 Speaker 1: past I've had body issues and being in front of 505 00:29:30,160 --> 00:29:34,520 Speaker 1: the world that's stressful and people have opinions about your body, 506 00:29:34,560 --> 00:29:38,040 Speaker 1: and and reading your book, I was like, oh my god, 507 00:29:38,240 --> 00:29:39,800 Speaker 1: this is like what I feel like now. I feel 508 00:29:39,800 --> 00:29:43,760 Speaker 1: like the universe is inside me and I got given this, 509 00:29:43,760 --> 00:29:50,680 Speaker 1: this is my housing. And totally there's this beautiful message 510 00:29:50,680 --> 00:29:52,720 Speaker 1: from a Courts Miracles. I am not my body. I 511 00:29:52,760 --> 00:29:57,640 Speaker 1: am free. And what that means to me is that 512 00:29:58,360 --> 00:30:01,160 Speaker 1: we when we have what the course calls body identification, 513 00:30:01,680 --> 00:30:05,040 Speaker 1: it's this belief system that we are only our body, 514 00:30:05,120 --> 00:30:08,240 Speaker 1: we are only our the pretenses that we've built up 515 00:30:08,240 --> 00:30:12,400 Speaker 1: around ourselves. Gabby Bernstein, Kesha our Baysed writer, or whatever 516 00:30:12,440 --> 00:30:15,920 Speaker 1: we believe we are, and that is the ego perception, 517 00:30:16,000 --> 00:30:19,240 Speaker 1: it's the it's the worldly perception, and we dissociate from 518 00:30:19,240 --> 00:30:24,480 Speaker 1: that spiritual connection. So it's about living here on earth 519 00:30:24,640 --> 00:30:27,479 Speaker 1: in this human body, but thinking with the thoughts of 520 00:30:27,480 --> 00:30:31,320 Speaker 1: of love, thinking with the thoughts of spirit and recognizing 521 00:30:31,440 --> 00:30:34,000 Speaker 1: that there isn't. It doesn't have to be one or 522 00:30:34,040 --> 00:30:36,680 Speaker 1: the other. You don't want to be so spiritual that 523 00:30:36,720 --> 00:30:39,240 Speaker 1: you're bypassing your physical experience either. That's like you know, 524 00:30:39,280 --> 00:30:41,400 Speaker 1: you've seen those people as people are like floating away, 525 00:30:41,480 --> 00:30:45,600 Speaker 1: you know, like comback. That our punny that that's not 526 00:30:45,760 --> 00:30:47,720 Speaker 1: what we want either. But we want to have that 527 00:30:47,840 --> 00:30:50,800 Speaker 1: balance of being able to be grounded in this physical 528 00:30:50,800 --> 00:30:54,640 Speaker 1: experience and at the same time be led by that voice, 529 00:30:54,720 --> 00:30:58,960 Speaker 1: the spiritual connection and that feeling of inspiration. So it's 530 00:30:59,120 --> 00:31:03,200 Speaker 1: um it's kind like tuning an instrument. Frankly, it's being 531 00:31:03,240 --> 00:31:06,160 Speaker 1: in tune with that energy and being able to use 532 00:31:06,240 --> 00:31:09,320 Speaker 1: it in the physical form it is. It's really like 533 00:31:09,360 --> 00:31:14,320 Speaker 1: an alchemical thing where you are are shifting and and 534 00:31:14,320 --> 00:31:19,800 Speaker 1: and adjusting with the with the ability to fine tune it. 535 00:31:20,160 --> 00:31:23,680 Speaker 1: And so that comes with like anything, like any any 536 00:31:23,960 --> 00:31:26,200 Speaker 1: musical instrument, the more you practice, the more you can 537 00:31:26,240 --> 00:31:30,440 Speaker 1: easily tune in. It's so true, It's so true. And 538 00:31:30,480 --> 00:31:33,360 Speaker 1: like I also feel like it's this dance where yes, 539 00:31:34,120 --> 00:31:37,560 Speaker 1: life has kind of been like this, you know, self 540 00:31:37,600 --> 00:31:41,000 Speaker 1: obsessed dance, and all I was focused on was what 541 00:31:41,040 --> 00:31:42,600 Speaker 1: I wanted to do for a very long time and 542 00:31:42,640 --> 00:31:44,360 Speaker 1: then all of a sudden it just kind of started 543 00:31:45,040 --> 00:31:48,080 Speaker 1: changing and it's kept changing, and so it's really exciting 544 00:31:48,120 --> 00:31:50,560 Speaker 1: to talk to somebody that I feel like has really 545 00:31:50,880 --> 00:31:56,840 Speaker 1: you've materialized being this light worker that goes around and 546 00:31:56,880 --> 00:31:59,480 Speaker 1: writes and makes art and does their art, and it's 547 00:31:59,520 --> 00:32:05,120 Speaker 1: just so inspirational and you're so honest. Okay, manifesting, you're 548 00:32:05,160 --> 00:32:10,120 Speaker 1: like a master manifesto. Do you ever get stuck in 549 00:32:10,240 --> 00:32:14,760 Speaker 1: certain areas yourself? Are you so good at manifesting or 550 00:32:15,160 --> 00:32:18,680 Speaker 1: you catch yourself quickly when you start becoming. I believe 551 00:32:18,720 --> 00:32:22,560 Speaker 1: there was one called like manic manifesting or just coming 552 00:32:22,600 --> 00:32:28,160 Speaker 1: from a place of not having um scarcity. I believe 553 00:32:28,240 --> 00:32:30,680 Speaker 1: that the secret to manifesting is to forget what you 554 00:32:30,720 --> 00:32:34,000 Speaker 1: think you need, because when we're in that place of 555 00:32:34,200 --> 00:32:36,520 Speaker 1: it has to be this way at this time, on 556 00:32:36,600 --> 00:32:38,920 Speaker 1: this exact date and this exact moment, or he has 557 00:32:38,960 --> 00:32:41,120 Speaker 1: to look exactly like that and have this much money 558 00:32:41,160 --> 00:32:44,080 Speaker 1: and what you know, or the Dida did dada. All 559 00:32:44,120 --> 00:32:49,040 Speaker 1: of our agenda, our agenda blocks the energetic receptivity, It 560 00:32:49,080 --> 00:32:51,840 Speaker 1: blocks the joy, it blocks the magnetic force, and it 561 00:32:51,880 --> 00:32:55,120 Speaker 1: blocks something that often can be far greater than what 562 00:32:55,200 --> 00:33:00,480 Speaker 1: we ever imagined. So really it's about surrendering to what 563 00:33:00,600 --> 00:33:03,120 Speaker 1: is of the highest good for all and taking our 564 00:33:03,240 --> 00:33:05,800 Speaker 1: hands off the wheel, because when we're in that place 565 00:33:05,800 --> 00:33:08,280 Speaker 1: of controlling, that's what I call manic manifest er. And 566 00:33:08,320 --> 00:33:10,000 Speaker 1: it's you know, I've done the vision boards, I've done 567 00:33:10,040 --> 00:33:11,880 Speaker 1: all the yoga classes, I've listened to all the mantras. 568 00:33:11,920 --> 00:33:13,560 Speaker 1: I'm talking to so and so, I'm reading the books, 569 00:33:13,560 --> 00:33:16,200 Speaker 1: I'm listening to Kesha blah blah blah, and it's like, 570 00:33:17,200 --> 00:33:19,640 Speaker 1: but I'm not manifesting. And I know I hear those 571 00:33:19,680 --> 00:33:21,960 Speaker 1: people in my audiences all the time, and I'm like, because, yeah, 572 00:33:22,000 --> 00:33:25,840 Speaker 1: manic and that energy ain't attractive. And so, if you 573 00:33:25,840 --> 00:33:28,120 Speaker 1: want to be a super attractor, as I call it, 574 00:33:28,120 --> 00:33:34,360 Speaker 1: it's a differ attractor being grounded in the joy, the inspiration. 575 00:33:34,880 --> 00:33:38,480 Speaker 1: For instance, when you're creating music or on stage, that's 576 00:33:38,520 --> 00:33:41,160 Speaker 1: when you're most aligned in your super attractor power. You're 577 00:33:41,200 --> 00:33:43,040 Speaker 1: not thinking about what happened an hour ago, and you're 578 00:33:43,080 --> 00:33:45,680 Speaker 1: not thinking about what's happening next week or tomorrow or 579 00:33:45,720 --> 00:33:50,200 Speaker 1: in five minutes. You're in the moment, you're enjoy you're inspired, 580 00:33:50,240 --> 00:33:52,719 Speaker 1: which means you're in spirit, and that's when you are 581 00:33:52,880 --> 00:33:55,960 Speaker 1: super super super attractor. If there's ever a moment for 582 00:33:56,000 --> 00:33:58,920 Speaker 1: you to set intentions, just rocket out those intentions. Do 583 00:33:58,960 --> 00:34:01,360 Speaker 1: it right when you step off that stage or in 584 00:34:02,000 --> 00:34:05,920 Speaker 1: it all right. But but it's about living in this 585 00:34:06,160 --> 00:34:10,040 Speaker 1: energy of faith and trusting. As I say, the universe 586 00:34:10,080 --> 00:34:13,080 Speaker 1: has your back and listen. Is it's easy for me 587 00:34:13,120 --> 00:34:15,160 Speaker 1: to stay here on this podcast. The universisees you're back, 588 00:34:15,160 --> 00:34:17,200 Speaker 1: and people like screw you. Well. I've written books about 589 00:34:17,200 --> 00:34:20,440 Speaker 1: it to help people undo the fear and return to faith. 590 00:34:20,920 --> 00:34:24,839 Speaker 1: But it's it's also it's a practice of undoing. It's 591 00:34:24,840 --> 00:34:29,360 Speaker 1: a practice of unlearning fear and remembering love. And it's 592 00:34:30,160 --> 00:34:34,239 Speaker 1: truly about having fun. In Super Attractor, I say at 593 00:34:34,239 --> 00:34:36,680 Speaker 1: the beginning of the book that that this is a book, 594 00:34:36,880 --> 00:34:39,759 Speaker 1: uh that that claims to be methods for manifesting a 595 00:34:39,800 --> 00:34:42,960 Speaker 1: life beyond your wildest dreams, which it does. But what 596 00:34:43,000 --> 00:34:46,879 Speaker 1: it's really about is it's about feeling good. Because when 597 00:34:46,880 --> 00:34:50,120 Speaker 1: you feel good, you become a magnet for what you want. 598 00:34:50,800 --> 00:34:53,640 Speaker 1: But what's wacky is that folks really get it the 599 00:34:53,719 --> 00:34:55,399 Speaker 1: wrong way. They think when I get that thing, I'm 600 00:34:55,400 --> 00:34:58,040 Speaker 1: going to be happy, But it's a copy opposite. It's 601 00:34:58,080 --> 00:35:01,680 Speaker 1: like when I'm happy what I desire will come to me. Well, 602 00:35:01,719 --> 00:35:04,880 Speaker 1: it's such a weird thing because I've I've been writing 603 00:35:04,880 --> 00:35:07,400 Speaker 1: a lot of songs about that, about how what do 604 00:35:07,440 --> 00:35:12,560 Speaker 1: you do when you have the awards and you I've 605 00:35:12,560 --> 00:35:14,759 Speaker 1: always wanted I always wanted to play the Grammys my 606 00:35:14,760 --> 00:35:16,440 Speaker 1: whole life, my whole life. I did, and then I 607 00:35:16,520 --> 00:35:19,280 Speaker 1: did it, And then when you come off the stage 608 00:35:19,280 --> 00:35:21,920 Speaker 1: and still that night, I had so much anxiety, and 609 00:35:21,960 --> 00:35:23,799 Speaker 1: I was like, Wow, I did the thing I thought 610 00:35:23,840 --> 00:35:27,280 Speaker 1: would fix everything. Like I had the number one record, 611 00:35:27,320 --> 00:35:30,840 Speaker 1: I had a saying at the Grammys, and it was 612 00:35:30,880 --> 00:35:34,000 Speaker 1: super amazing. I'm so grateful for it. But at the 613 00:35:34,040 --> 00:35:38,480 Speaker 1: same time, it didn't fix the hole that I now 614 00:35:38,880 --> 00:35:43,680 Speaker 1: feel like is being filled with some sort of cosmic, exciting, 615 00:35:43,760 --> 00:35:48,960 Speaker 1: joyful spirit and it's really exciting, and like, I don't know, 616 00:35:49,000 --> 00:35:51,080 Speaker 1: I just wanted to share this whole experience with the 617 00:35:51,160 --> 00:35:53,759 Speaker 1: people listening and also talk to people that I feel 618 00:35:53,760 --> 00:35:57,799 Speaker 1: like are further along in this journey to kind of 619 00:35:57,840 --> 00:36:03,120 Speaker 1: like guide me and anybody who's listening in the the 620 00:36:03,200 --> 00:36:06,960 Speaker 1: right direction, because right now I feel like very unbridled, raw, 621 00:36:07,080 --> 00:36:10,480 Speaker 1: cosmic wildness. Well, one thing I want to say to 622 00:36:10,520 --> 00:36:14,200 Speaker 1: you is that you actually have. First of all, First 623 00:36:14,239 --> 00:36:17,320 Speaker 1: of all, let's just start with the fact that you're 624 00:36:18,600 --> 00:36:22,200 Speaker 1: at thirty four years old, recognizing that nothing out there 625 00:36:22,760 --> 00:36:25,319 Speaker 1: can be your source of serenity and happiness and joy 626 00:36:25,360 --> 00:36:29,600 Speaker 1: and and and fulfillment is really awesome, bab So let's 627 00:36:29,640 --> 00:36:33,680 Speaker 1: just start there congratulating and on the same in the 628 00:36:33,719 --> 00:36:37,600 Speaker 1: same breath. There's there's this this you said, filling up 629 00:36:37,640 --> 00:36:40,239 Speaker 1: with this spiritual connection. This is my words, right, but 630 00:36:40,960 --> 00:36:44,160 Speaker 1: it is that it's it's I actually write about this 631 00:36:44,239 --> 00:36:46,000 Speaker 1: in this book I wrote called Spirit Junkie, was my 632 00:36:46,040 --> 00:36:50,120 Speaker 1: second book about how when I was overcoming addiction and 633 00:36:50,480 --> 00:36:53,400 Speaker 1: love addiction, I let spirit become my boyfriend. I was 634 00:36:53,440 --> 00:36:58,080 Speaker 1: like letting myself full with this connection. And so that 635 00:36:58,239 --> 00:37:01,040 Speaker 1: is a moment to moment says And it's very important 636 00:37:01,040 --> 00:37:03,760 Speaker 1: for you also because you channel, because you're hearing voices 637 00:37:03,840 --> 00:37:07,319 Speaker 1: that you know that you call the shots, you can 638 00:37:07,400 --> 00:37:09,840 Speaker 1: open up like it's like almost like opening your cloak. 639 00:37:09,920 --> 00:37:11,920 Speaker 1: Like visualize it like this, like open your cloak when 640 00:37:11,960 --> 00:37:14,799 Speaker 1: you want to channel for a song, or channel for 641 00:37:14,880 --> 00:37:17,680 Speaker 1: your stage and your audience, or channel for your for 642 00:37:17,719 --> 00:37:20,520 Speaker 1: your own you know, journaling or whatever, and then literally 643 00:37:20,600 --> 00:37:24,040 Speaker 1: close your cloak when you are going to go out 644 00:37:24,080 --> 00:37:26,719 Speaker 1: for coffee or you're gonna step out in the paparazzi 645 00:37:26,800 --> 00:37:30,279 Speaker 1: or whatever. I want you to physically visualize like you're 646 00:37:30,320 --> 00:37:33,000 Speaker 1: closing a cloak, and that is a message like I'm 647 00:37:33,000 --> 00:37:35,719 Speaker 1: shutting her down. I don't write, I don't or if 648 00:37:35,760 --> 00:37:38,080 Speaker 1: you don't want to hear that voice, nope, I call 649 00:37:38,200 --> 00:37:41,960 Speaker 1: the shots. I'm in control. This is a two way conversation. 650 00:37:42,040 --> 00:37:44,560 Speaker 1: You can't just take over my body and my consciousness, right. 651 00:37:44,600 --> 00:37:46,799 Speaker 1: So it's as if if you you know, I heard 652 00:37:46,840 --> 00:37:48,439 Speaker 1: you say that you want to talk to people looking 653 00:37:48,480 --> 00:37:51,120 Speaker 1: for this kind of spiritual mentorship. That is that is 654 00:37:51,160 --> 00:37:54,640 Speaker 1: something that my medium mentor told me years ago was 655 00:37:55,960 --> 00:38:00,080 Speaker 1: zip up close the cloak, you call the shots. I 656 00:38:00,080 --> 00:38:02,000 Speaker 1: love that, and I feel like I need to hear 657 00:38:02,040 --> 00:38:06,200 Speaker 1: that because I love being all the things and I 658 00:38:06,239 --> 00:38:10,120 Speaker 1: want to be everything anything that someone would need, which 659 00:38:10,680 --> 00:38:14,080 Speaker 1: I'm assuming, but I don't know. You seem like you're 660 00:38:14,080 --> 00:38:16,239 Speaker 1: also in that position where you're like I can be 661 00:38:16,280 --> 00:38:18,800 Speaker 1: whatever you need, you know, come to me and I'll 662 00:38:19,000 --> 00:38:21,480 Speaker 1: help you. But I think it's really important to have 663 00:38:21,480 --> 00:38:24,720 Speaker 1: that like self care protection side of things and having 664 00:38:25,120 --> 00:38:30,439 Speaker 1: uh unspoken boundaries you don't need to shut people down 665 00:38:30,520 --> 00:38:33,120 Speaker 1: or be like Nope, you can't get it. It's an unspoken, 666 00:38:33,239 --> 00:38:37,440 Speaker 1: energetic boundary. If you ever, hopefully one day come to 667 00:38:37,480 --> 00:38:40,920 Speaker 1: a talk I give, you'll see me wide open on stage. 668 00:38:40,960 --> 00:38:42,640 Speaker 1: But hopefully one day I'll be able to do a 669 00:38:42,640 --> 00:38:44,920 Speaker 1: book signing again and hug people and touch their pens 670 00:38:44,920 --> 00:38:49,319 Speaker 1: and things. But signing experience, when I'm signing the books 671 00:38:49,320 --> 00:38:52,200 Speaker 1: and there's there's thousands of people down the line, I 672 00:38:52,320 --> 00:38:55,000 Speaker 1: closed that cloak. I shut her down, and I am 673 00:38:55,200 --> 00:38:58,200 Speaker 1: energetically sending the message that I love you. I'm so 674 00:38:58,239 --> 00:39:00,840 Speaker 1: grateful you're here, but you cannot hug me, you cannot 675 00:39:00,920 --> 00:39:02,879 Speaker 1: lay your ship on me. Right now, I'm not going 676 00:39:02,920 --> 00:39:05,360 Speaker 1: to walk out of here with a thousand people's energy. 677 00:39:05,440 --> 00:39:08,120 Speaker 1: And I'm going to be gracious, I will take a picture, 678 00:39:08,120 --> 00:39:09,680 Speaker 1: i will do whatever, but I'm not going to walk up. 679 00:39:09,719 --> 00:39:11,600 Speaker 1: I'm not going to let you take my energy and 680 00:39:11,600 --> 00:39:14,040 Speaker 1: I'm not going to walk out with yours. And that's 681 00:39:14,160 --> 00:39:16,799 Speaker 1: a mental commitment, that's a that's a prayer, that's a 682 00:39:16,840 --> 00:39:23,440 Speaker 1: decision to to really make a very silent boundary with 683 00:39:23,560 --> 00:39:30,000 Speaker 1: the people around you. Boundaries are so hard. But like 684 00:39:30,760 --> 00:39:33,160 Speaker 1: I was going to ask you because I did years 685 00:39:33,160 --> 00:39:37,880 Speaker 1: ago have this feeling of almost like feeling possessed or something, 686 00:39:37,920 --> 00:39:40,719 Speaker 1: and I totally did an exorcism the whole thing because 687 00:39:40,760 --> 00:39:44,239 Speaker 1: I've always been into just like I'm open, I'm open, right, 688 00:39:44,719 --> 00:39:46,239 Speaker 1: And she said the same thing where you have to 689 00:39:46,280 --> 00:39:51,360 Speaker 1: protect your energy or else you can almost get parasite energy. 690 00:39:51,600 --> 00:39:53,879 Speaker 1: And I want to do a few vampires and and 691 00:39:53,960 --> 00:39:57,399 Speaker 1: particularly someone like yourself. I mean, here's the deal. We're 692 00:39:57,400 --> 00:39:59,120 Speaker 1: all the media today, right, So even if you have 693 00:39:59,160 --> 00:40:01,480 Speaker 1: like two followers and Instagram, people are thinking about you. 694 00:40:01,719 --> 00:40:04,480 Speaker 1: But when you're famous and you have millions of people 695 00:40:04,640 --> 00:40:07,280 Speaker 1: looking at your every move, there are people literally thinking 696 00:40:07,320 --> 00:40:10,160 Speaker 1: about you all day long, and they're playing your music 697 00:40:10,200 --> 00:40:13,400 Speaker 1: and they're thinking about you and they're so whether they're 698 00:40:13,520 --> 00:40:16,120 Speaker 1: well intended or not doesn't matter, but you're getting just 699 00:40:16,200 --> 00:40:18,399 Speaker 1: daggers and daggers and daggers and energy all day long. 700 00:40:18,760 --> 00:40:21,799 Speaker 1: So the best practices for you are cutting chords, which 701 00:40:21,800 --> 00:40:25,520 Speaker 1: I can teach you today, and uh, just even something 702 00:40:25,600 --> 00:40:28,400 Speaker 1: as as simple as a salt bath to just clear 703 00:40:28,480 --> 00:40:32,520 Speaker 1: your energy. Prayer, setting those prayers of there's a great 704 00:40:32,520 --> 00:40:34,520 Speaker 1: prayer for you. You can listen later and write it 705 00:40:34,520 --> 00:40:39,080 Speaker 1: down it's uh, thank you spirit, your guide that you 706 00:40:39,120 --> 00:40:43,680 Speaker 1: have here, uh for removing from me any negative energy 707 00:40:43,680 --> 00:40:46,920 Speaker 1: I may have picked up, and thank you for retrieving 708 00:40:47,040 --> 00:40:52,279 Speaker 1: any positive energy I may have lost. I command that 709 00:40:52,360 --> 00:40:55,160 Speaker 1: this happened now and call the shots. Do it every 710 00:40:55,239 --> 00:40:58,360 Speaker 1: night before you go to bed. I love that. And 711 00:40:58,480 --> 00:41:01,280 Speaker 1: I took a salt batlet bath right before we spoke, 712 00:41:01,320 --> 00:41:03,759 Speaker 1: which is just weird because I never do that. And 713 00:41:03,920 --> 00:41:05,760 Speaker 1: today I was like, I'm going to do that, crymbing 714 00:41:05,880 --> 00:41:10,359 Speaker 1: up for this. Yeah. And and then there's there's there's 715 00:41:10,400 --> 00:41:15,480 Speaker 1: cutting chords, which is uh through meditation and visualization. Meditation, 716 00:41:15,480 --> 00:41:20,120 Speaker 1: you can visualize, uh the the if you ever feel 717 00:41:20,160 --> 00:41:22,960 Speaker 1: like a super strong attachment to like a breakup or 718 00:41:23,520 --> 00:41:26,359 Speaker 1: old partner, whoever it may be, and you still haven't 719 00:41:26,360 --> 00:41:28,440 Speaker 1: seen them, maybe for a year, but they're like hooked, 720 00:41:28,960 --> 00:41:30,319 Speaker 1: that's when you know you need to cut a chord. 721 00:41:30,680 --> 00:41:33,320 Speaker 1: And that chord is like an energy chord. It's almost 722 00:41:33,320 --> 00:41:36,560 Speaker 1: like this black, thick, energetic chord. And in your meditation 723 00:41:36,640 --> 00:41:40,759 Speaker 1: you can visualize uh yourself with a sword. You can visualize, 724 00:41:40,800 --> 00:41:43,120 Speaker 1: you know, cutting it with a really strong scissor. You 725 00:41:43,160 --> 00:41:46,080 Speaker 1: can visualize if you believe in archangel Michael who has 726 00:41:46,120 --> 00:41:49,280 Speaker 1: a sword. You can visualize Archangel Michael cutting that chord, 727 00:41:49,800 --> 00:41:52,480 Speaker 1: and uh, I have a lot of like chord committing 728 00:41:52,520 --> 00:41:55,759 Speaker 1: cutting meditations out there that we can maybe gift people. 729 00:41:55,760 --> 00:41:58,359 Speaker 1: I don't know, but but it's it's the visualization of 730 00:41:58,400 --> 00:42:01,839 Speaker 1: the cutting of the cord. And you can also work 731 00:42:01,880 --> 00:42:04,160 Speaker 1: with energy people to to do the cord cutting on 732 00:42:04,239 --> 00:42:09,160 Speaker 1: your behalf as well. I would love that because it 733 00:42:09,360 --> 00:42:11,440 Speaker 1: is hard to cut it. I mean, you can take 734 00:42:11,480 --> 00:42:14,719 Speaker 1: someone physically out of your eyesight and um, you know, 735 00:42:15,000 --> 00:42:17,640 Speaker 1: delete their phone number, but there still is that energetic 736 00:42:17,719 --> 00:42:20,799 Speaker 1: pull whether or not. For me, it's like I don't 737 00:42:20,800 --> 00:42:24,279 Speaker 1: want it to be there. I'd rather be severed. But 738 00:42:24,960 --> 00:42:27,040 Speaker 1: I guess there's a whole process to it. I'm learning 739 00:42:27,680 --> 00:42:31,160 Speaker 1: and and it can happen through your own meditation. You 740 00:42:31,200 --> 00:42:35,080 Speaker 1: can you can every single day use even the prayer 741 00:42:35,120 --> 00:42:37,000 Speaker 1: I forgive you and I release you. I forgive you 742 00:42:37,040 --> 00:42:38,640 Speaker 1: and I release you, and you just fake it till 743 00:42:38,680 --> 00:42:40,640 Speaker 1: you make it because you may not believe it yet, 744 00:42:40,680 --> 00:42:45,719 Speaker 1: but it's something that does transcend the ego when you 745 00:42:45,719 --> 00:42:48,200 Speaker 1: start to really open up to that consciousness of forgiveness 746 00:42:48,200 --> 00:42:51,840 Speaker 1: and releasing. So do you ever find it difficult to 747 00:42:51,920 --> 00:43:04,120 Speaker 1: forgive if someone um doesn't apologize. Yes, it's harder always 748 00:43:04,200 --> 00:43:10,080 Speaker 1: to forgive someone who is standing their ground and possibly 749 00:43:10,120 --> 00:43:15,120 Speaker 1: projecting and blaming you. For me, though, forgiveness isn't about 750 00:43:15,200 --> 00:43:21,319 Speaker 1: the other person, It's about my own relief, because if 751 00:43:21,320 --> 00:43:23,520 Speaker 1: I carry that resentment that I'm they say in the 752 00:43:23,520 --> 00:43:25,359 Speaker 1: twelve seve is like hitting your head over the head, 753 00:43:25,480 --> 00:43:28,400 Speaker 1: is hitting yourself over the head with a bat, drinking 754 00:43:28,400 --> 00:43:31,719 Speaker 1: your own poison. So I'm not interested in that. So 755 00:43:31,840 --> 00:43:34,120 Speaker 1: for me, the pursuit of forgiveness is a is a 756 00:43:34,239 --> 00:43:37,520 Speaker 1: very selfish act. It's for my own well being and 757 00:43:37,600 --> 00:43:40,360 Speaker 1: my own freedom. How do you mean it? How do 758 00:43:40,400 --> 00:43:44,440 Speaker 1: you actually mean it? Mean for forgiveness? So forgiveness something 759 00:43:44,440 --> 00:43:46,800 Speaker 1: that gets thrown around a lot in the spiritual world. 760 00:43:46,840 --> 00:43:48,640 Speaker 1: But I want to give you an unpack it for 761 00:43:48,680 --> 00:43:52,920 Speaker 1: you very simply. So when we have the desire to forgive, 762 00:43:53,000 --> 00:43:55,520 Speaker 1: that's all that needs to begin the process. Open up 763 00:43:55,520 --> 00:43:59,040 Speaker 1: to the willingness to forgive. You could say a prayer 764 00:43:59,080 --> 00:44:01,520 Speaker 1: set in intention willing to forgive and release, or do 765 00:44:01,600 --> 00:44:03,680 Speaker 1: like what I said every single morning, say I'm willing 766 00:44:03,719 --> 00:44:05,720 Speaker 1: to forgive you and release you. I'm willing to forgive 767 00:44:05,719 --> 00:44:08,440 Speaker 1: you and release you. And then the third step is 768 00:44:08,480 --> 00:44:12,360 Speaker 1: to do nothing and let the universe or spirits show 769 00:44:12,400 --> 00:44:15,040 Speaker 1: you what to do so you don't actually have to 770 00:44:15,080 --> 00:44:18,160 Speaker 1: figure it out. When you open up to the willingness 771 00:44:18,200 --> 00:44:21,919 Speaker 1: to forgive and you stay in that dialogue internally, when 772 00:44:21,920 --> 00:44:24,360 Speaker 1: that trigger comes up for you with that person, you 773 00:44:24,480 --> 00:44:27,080 Speaker 1: just say, I'm willing to forgive you and release you. 774 00:44:27,760 --> 00:44:30,600 Speaker 1: As long as you stay in that openness and that willingness, 775 00:44:31,080 --> 00:44:34,480 Speaker 1: you will be shown exactly how it is meant to occur. 776 00:44:35,040 --> 00:44:38,440 Speaker 1: For me, it's it's been mind blowing how I've been 777 00:44:38,600 --> 00:44:42,200 Speaker 1: in that prayer. And then one morning I'll be meditating 778 00:44:42,200 --> 00:44:44,040 Speaker 1: and that person will show up in my meditation and 779 00:44:44,040 --> 00:44:47,919 Speaker 1: I'll see them in the most magnificent form of who 780 00:44:47,920 --> 00:44:50,640 Speaker 1: they are, and I'll cry and I'll feel love for them. 781 00:44:50,719 --> 00:44:52,480 Speaker 1: In like three hours later, they'll text me like I 782 00:44:52,520 --> 00:44:56,960 Speaker 1: love you. You know. It's just gonna make me like 783 00:44:57,080 --> 00:45:01,640 Speaker 1: my heart hurts right now. Nice good? I mean, I 784 00:45:01,680 --> 00:45:04,480 Speaker 1: don't know if that's good or that it's it's it's 785 00:45:04,520 --> 00:45:09,160 Speaker 1: touching a chord. It's giving you permission to care for yourself. 786 00:45:09,200 --> 00:45:12,120 Speaker 1: And of course the other relationship benefits from the forgiveness 787 00:45:12,120 --> 00:45:14,399 Speaker 1: because you let them off the hook energetically, so you're 788 00:45:14,440 --> 00:45:16,960 Speaker 1: not hooking into your them with your own chords. But 789 00:45:17,600 --> 00:45:21,200 Speaker 1: but you and you've released them. But but I think 790 00:45:21,239 --> 00:45:22,680 Speaker 1: the most important thing I can say to you is 791 00:45:22,719 --> 00:45:25,480 Speaker 1: you don't have to figure it out. It is bestowed 792 00:45:25,520 --> 00:45:27,640 Speaker 1: upon you when you open up to the consciousness and 793 00:45:27,640 --> 00:45:30,920 Speaker 1: the willingness to forgive. I think that's the hardest part 794 00:45:31,000 --> 00:45:35,400 Speaker 1: for me, is like the not doing. I'm such a doer. 795 00:45:36,560 --> 00:45:38,799 Speaker 1: Like you give me an instruction manual on how to 796 00:45:38,960 --> 00:45:41,240 Speaker 1: get to the moon, I'll get to the fucking moon, 797 00:45:41,760 --> 00:45:46,520 Speaker 1: like I'm stubborn. But like the not doing part is 798 00:45:46,800 --> 00:45:50,440 Speaker 1: the part I'm trying to get more comfortable in the 799 00:45:50,480 --> 00:45:53,520 Speaker 1: forgiveness practice. Just stay in that mantra, I forgive you 800 00:45:53,520 --> 00:45:56,239 Speaker 1: and I release you. There's your doing, there's your job there, 801 00:45:56,280 --> 00:45:58,400 Speaker 1: that's all you have to do. Okay, I can do that. 802 00:45:58,400 --> 00:46:01,200 Speaker 1: That's something to do. Well, thank you for like talking 803 00:46:02,480 --> 00:46:04,200 Speaker 1: with me through all of this. I feel like this 804 00:46:04,239 --> 00:46:09,600 Speaker 1: was like a therapy session. Well, I'm a fixer, remember Gosha. 805 00:46:09,719 --> 00:46:13,399 Speaker 1: It's it's rough because like, uh, it's hard for me 806 00:46:13,920 --> 00:46:17,799 Speaker 1: to have conversations with folks, especially people that I can 807 00:46:17,920 --> 00:46:21,439 Speaker 1: see them in their own excitement and journey personal growth 808 00:46:21,440 --> 00:46:24,160 Speaker 1: and not and not start like prescribing, but that's just 809 00:46:24,200 --> 00:46:27,320 Speaker 1: what I do, and it's it's it's and and also 810 00:46:27,360 --> 00:46:32,080 Speaker 1: because it's your beautiful bravery and willingness to receive new information, 811 00:46:32,680 --> 00:46:34,799 Speaker 1: which was what makes this podcast so awesome. I've been 812 00:46:34,840 --> 00:46:38,600 Speaker 1: I'm a listener. Yeah, I'm like I'm a auto interview 813 00:46:38,600 --> 00:46:42,399 Speaker 1: and I was like, yeah, girl, I'm so heavy. I'm 814 00:46:42,480 --> 00:46:47,400 Speaker 1: super into it. And you know, I just think that, um, 815 00:46:47,440 --> 00:46:52,600 Speaker 1: I think that there's this this opportunity too to just 816 00:46:53,160 --> 00:46:56,680 Speaker 1: be open to what is being guided in your lap. 817 00:46:57,200 --> 00:47:01,200 Speaker 1: So interestingly because you said us to doing this podcast. 818 00:47:01,280 --> 00:47:03,560 Speaker 1: It's almost like you're like, I'm saying yes to getting 819 00:47:03,560 --> 00:47:07,160 Speaker 1: a master's in personal growth and spiritual development, right, and 820 00:47:07,239 --> 00:47:09,680 Speaker 1: so you know this is your this is your school. 821 00:47:10,160 --> 00:47:11,799 Speaker 1: That is kind of how I feel about it. I 822 00:47:11,800 --> 00:47:14,960 Speaker 1: had this the crazy situation where like this voice started 823 00:47:14,960 --> 00:47:17,719 Speaker 1: talking to me and I was like, Okay, I am 824 00:47:17,760 --> 00:47:21,640 Speaker 1: ready bring it on, like let's go with the universe 825 00:47:21,719 --> 00:47:24,919 Speaker 1: important like the most important message that the voice brought 826 00:47:24,920 --> 00:47:29,960 Speaker 1: to you. Um, I think it like filled my body 827 00:47:30,080 --> 00:47:34,000 Speaker 1: with this warmth I've never felt that was self love. 828 00:47:34,280 --> 00:47:37,359 Speaker 1: And it was like for the first time in my life. 829 00:47:37,400 --> 00:47:44,799 Speaker 1: I felt complete and what actual acceptance and love felt like. 830 00:47:45,360 --> 00:47:48,560 Speaker 1: And it was really overwhelming. It was like, really really 831 00:47:48,600 --> 00:47:53,320 Speaker 1: overwhelming because I've never really felt that before. And I'm 832 00:47:53,440 --> 00:47:56,920 Speaker 1: very like I'll be like, oh, I'm crazy or I 833 00:47:57,120 --> 00:47:58,759 Speaker 1: saw this thing or I felt this thing, but I 834 00:47:58,800 --> 00:48:00,960 Speaker 1: was like, I need you to prove it right now. 835 00:48:01,719 --> 00:48:05,640 Speaker 1: And I felt just this overwhelming sensation when I was like, 836 00:48:05,719 --> 00:48:08,640 Speaker 1: holy sh it feels like a tidal wave of golden 837 00:48:08,760 --> 00:48:13,759 Speaker 1: light inside of my body. And since that moment, I 838 00:48:13,760 --> 00:48:15,400 Speaker 1: was like, Okay, okay, okay, I get it. I get it. 839 00:48:15,400 --> 00:48:19,560 Speaker 1: I give it more of it. That presence is there 840 00:48:19,640 --> 00:48:23,200 Speaker 1: for you all the time. He is your guide. He 841 00:48:23,400 --> 00:48:26,879 Speaker 1: is there as a presence that's steady. I don't think 842 00:48:26,880 --> 00:48:30,560 Speaker 1: there's any accident that it's a male voice, because while 843 00:48:30,600 --> 00:48:33,680 Speaker 1: that may be somewhat triggering, it's also exactly what you need. 844 00:48:34,160 --> 00:48:37,000 Speaker 1: And he is showing up for you at a time 845 00:48:37,160 --> 00:48:39,440 Speaker 1: when not only is he here to support you in 846 00:48:39,440 --> 00:48:41,919 Speaker 1: your own development, but he's also here to propel you 847 00:48:42,000 --> 00:48:46,680 Speaker 1: forward as a messenger, because spirit comes to those who 848 00:48:46,760 --> 00:48:50,880 Speaker 1: are of a clear channel to receive the information so 849 00:48:50,920 --> 00:48:53,879 Speaker 1: that the message can get out. And so you were 850 00:48:53,960 --> 00:48:57,160 Speaker 1: just this antenna that was like I'm ready, and that 851 00:48:57,200 --> 00:48:59,839 Speaker 1: guidance came through and said, let's go. I'm gonna hold 852 00:48:59,840 --> 00:49:03,840 Speaker 1: your hand through this. So I encourage you to listen, 853 00:49:03,920 --> 00:49:07,000 Speaker 1: to talk, to speak to the voice if you feel comfortable. 854 00:49:07,000 --> 00:49:08,799 Speaker 1: Only if you feel safe and comfortable to do that, 855 00:49:09,120 --> 00:49:11,120 Speaker 1: maybe through your writing, like if you're journaling just at 856 00:49:11,120 --> 00:49:13,120 Speaker 1: the top of the page, just right down like thank you, 857 00:49:13,320 --> 00:49:15,239 Speaker 1: thank you voice, or if you give him a name. 858 00:49:15,880 --> 00:49:19,200 Speaker 1: When I'm with people like yourself and there's that willingness, 859 00:49:19,200 --> 00:49:21,439 Speaker 1: I can I can start to allow it to come through. 860 00:49:21,560 --> 00:49:24,440 Speaker 1: And for me, I only only channel the voice of 861 00:49:24,480 --> 00:49:27,640 Speaker 1: inspiration and I never try don't even if it is 862 00:49:27,640 --> 00:49:29,760 Speaker 1: a loved one or something. I'm not like giving somebody 863 00:49:29,800 --> 00:49:32,040 Speaker 1: messages about their future or anything like that. I'm almost 864 00:49:32,080 --> 00:49:35,560 Speaker 1: just a conduit to remind people of the guidance system 865 00:49:35,560 --> 00:49:39,160 Speaker 1: that's around them. Just to be very clear. So he 866 00:49:39,160 --> 00:49:41,920 Speaker 1: he is very he's he is the way that you 867 00:49:41,960 --> 00:49:44,680 Speaker 1: described him, Like, Um, what I'm seeing is like those 868 00:49:44,719 --> 00:49:49,200 Speaker 1: blankets that are like those really fuzzy blankets that surround you, 869 00:49:49,760 --> 00:49:52,520 Speaker 1: but they're almost like full body blankets. Right, He's like 870 00:49:52,560 --> 00:49:56,719 Speaker 1: this full body blanket that's just around you and he's saying, 871 00:49:56,719 --> 00:49:59,040 Speaker 1: I'm protecting you, I'm holding you, I'm watching over you, 872 00:49:59,360 --> 00:50:02,640 Speaker 1: and I'm working through you. I am I am aware 873 00:50:03,160 --> 00:50:08,640 Speaker 1: that you maybe a little shaken or who woo whatever, 874 00:50:08,680 --> 00:50:12,040 Speaker 1: what is this presence? And uh, he said, I'll be patient. 875 00:50:12,600 --> 00:50:15,040 Speaker 1: I'm there and I will come in in a form 876 00:50:15,200 --> 00:50:19,320 Speaker 1: that you will feel and right with him, He's asking, 877 00:50:19,360 --> 00:50:21,200 Speaker 1: so like um, as I was starting to say, at 878 00:50:21,239 --> 00:50:22,960 Speaker 1: the top of a page in a journal, you can 879 00:50:22,960 --> 00:50:25,799 Speaker 1: write what would you have me know today? And he 880 00:50:25,840 --> 00:50:27,959 Speaker 1: can just give you guidance and wisdom and just start 881 00:50:27,960 --> 00:50:29,680 Speaker 1: to break it down for you and just let your 882 00:50:29,719 --> 00:50:32,000 Speaker 1: pen flow. Don't think, he says, stop thinking so much. 883 00:50:32,280 --> 00:50:35,520 Speaker 1: Don't think, don't think, don't think, just allow and and 884 00:50:35,600 --> 00:50:38,360 Speaker 1: he and trust and trust what you're hearing, he says, Sister, 885 00:50:38,520 --> 00:50:40,959 Speaker 1: trust what you're hearing. Trust what he's calling you, sister, 886 00:50:41,360 --> 00:50:44,920 Speaker 1: trust me hearing. Trust what you're hearing. Trust what you're hearing. 887 00:50:45,040 --> 00:50:48,640 Speaker 1: You are hearing the voice of God. You are hearing 888 00:50:48,640 --> 00:50:51,920 Speaker 1: the voice of love. Do not play that down. I 889 00:50:51,960 --> 00:50:53,840 Speaker 1: think that the core message that he wants you to 890 00:50:53,920 --> 00:50:56,480 Speaker 1: know is that you are indeed hearing the voice of Love, 891 00:50:56,520 --> 00:50:58,000 Speaker 1: and that is the voice of God. And you don't 892 00:50:58,040 --> 00:51:00,640 Speaker 1: have to do not minimize it, catch yourself in those 893 00:51:00,680 --> 00:51:02,840 Speaker 1: moments when you're playing it down, because it's this is 894 00:51:02,880 --> 00:51:05,160 Speaker 1: your birthright, this is what you came here for. You 895 00:51:05,200 --> 00:51:07,319 Speaker 1: are not just a musician. You are a channel for 896 00:51:07,400 --> 00:51:11,480 Speaker 1: love and it is your it is your divine duty 897 00:51:11,640 --> 00:51:16,640 Speaker 1: to be this messenger in this way and to trust, totally, 898 00:51:16,680 --> 00:51:21,080 Speaker 1: trust with all of your inner strength and wisdom that 899 00:51:21,200 --> 00:51:24,360 Speaker 1: this is happening for a reason, and that every step 900 00:51:24,400 --> 00:51:26,600 Speaker 1: of this experience of opening up to this podcast and 901 00:51:26,640 --> 00:51:30,400 Speaker 1: being this voice and starting to be a a conduit 902 00:51:30,560 --> 00:51:35,759 Speaker 1: for spiritual principles and and and metaphysical ideas and all 903 00:51:35,800 --> 00:51:38,640 Speaker 1: that you're into is what you what God is using 904 00:51:38,680 --> 00:51:41,600 Speaker 1: you for now, and that will only make the music 905 00:51:41,640 --> 00:51:45,440 Speaker 1: even more powerful. By the way, Oh, that's like something 906 00:51:45,480 --> 00:51:47,279 Speaker 1: I'm nervous about is that my music is going to 907 00:51:47,360 --> 00:51:52,000 Speaker 1: be boring if I actually am grounded. Interesting. Okay, I 908 00:51:52,040 --> 00:51:55,239 Speaker 1: actually wrote about this in my latest book. I said, Um, 909 00:51:55,280 --> 00:51:59,040 Speaker 1: I was always afraid that if I lost my that 910 00:51:59,040 --> 00:52:01,920 Speaker 1: that that getting ground did, I would lose my edge. 911 00:52:02,320 --> 00:52:06,560 Speaker 1: But what I wrote was I just softened my edges, 912 00:52:07,160 --> 00:52:11,439 Speaker 1: and so you don't lose your edge. It's just more 913 00:52:11,920 --> 00:52:18,280 Speaker 1: streamlined it's just more impactful. It's softer, it's clear, it's 914 00:52:19,239 --> 00:52:24,799 Speaker 1: it's more, it's more direct, and it can puncture in 915 00:52:24,840 --> 00:52:30,359 Speaker 1: a different way. So trust me, I don't need to go. Yeah, 916 00:52:30,480 --> 00:52:33,239 Speaker 1: and you won't. You won't lose the part of you 917 00:52:33,320 --> 00:52:36,160 Speaker 1: that's wild and and you don't that's who you are. 918 00:52:36,160 --> 00:52:38,360 Speaker 1: You're not going to lose that, but it will just 919 00:52:38,440 --> 00:52:43,200 Speaker 1: be channeled in a ground more grounded way for your benefit. Yeah. No, 920 00:52:43,360 --> 00:52:49,520 Speaker 1: it's it feels like exciting, terrifying, good, warm, scary, all 921 00:52:49,560 --> 00:52:53,719 Speaker 1: the things, all the feelings. Uh. Can I pick a 922 00:52:53,760 --> 00:52:57,200 Speaker 1: card for you from all Yes, I'm so curious what 923 00:52:57,239 --> 00:52:59,759 Speaker 1: cards are gonna pick? Oh my god? Ohh And I 924 00:52:59,800 --> 00:53:03,239 Speaker 1: just to point out that the cards, Yeah, but there's 925 00:53:03,280 --> 00:53:07,600 Speaker 1: a crescent moon and a star on I'm in a barf. 926 00:53:09,360 --> 00:53:11,600 Speaker 1: Can you see the crescent moon on top of the 927 00:53:11,680 --> 00:53:14,200 Speaker 1: full moon and all the stars? Sorry? Oh my god, 928 00:53:14,600 --> 00:53:17,840 Speaker 1: yeah you see. I'm sorry. I didn't. I just realized 929 00:53:17,880 --> 00:53:23,600 Speaker 1: that literally isn't making me a crescent moon and the stop. 930 00:53:29,120 --> 00:53:32,080 Speaker 1: This is fun. Oh my god. I'm sending you this 931 00:53:32,160 --> 00:53:36,200 Speaker 1: deck tonight. You can handle this ship, Okay. I told 932 00:53:36,239 --> 00:53:38,160 Speaker 1: you that you just had to wait. And I want 933 00:53:38,200 --> 00:53:41,200 Speaker 1: a great way to end this. Okay. So here's your 934 00:53:41,280 --> 00:53:43,399 Speaker 1: message inside the deck. It's good to feel good. That's 935 00:53:43,400 --> 00:53:45,520 Speaker 1: a message for you. Oh my god, I want to 936 00:53:45,520 --> 00:53:48,600 Speaker 1: tattoo that on my forehead. Bars more stars. Okay, let 937 00:53:48,600 --> 00:53:50,799 Speaker 1: me pick a card for you. Okay, so what would 938 00:53:50,880 --> 00:53:53,400 Speaker 1: you have, Kesha? No today, let me just pick a 939 00:53:53,440 --> 00:53:55,880 Speaker 1: card at the highest and best for you today. Okay. 940 00:53:58,040 --> 00:54:03,640 Speaker 1: Oh ship, all right baby, Oh no, I'm so scared. 941 00:54:04,680 --> 00:54:08,600 Speaker 1: When I truly surrender my desires to the universe, a 942 00:54:08,840 --> 00:54:20,680 Speaker 1: mighty force of faith can set it. Okay, boom boom. 943 00:54:20,760 --> 00:54:24,200 Speaker 1: That's really crazy. I've written in the past two weeks 944 00:54:24,280 --> 00:54:31,040 Speaker 1: a song called Surrender and Faith, so I think we're like, really, 945 00:54:35,320 --> 00:54:42,120 Speaker 1: but I'm sorry, but the crescent moon so crazy. Oh 946 00:54:42,200 --> 00:54:45,239 Speaker 1: my god, that's exactly what I was picturing to the 947 00:54:45,280 --> 00:54:48,600 Speaker 1: tiny little gold one, a little gold crescent moon, and 948 00:54:48,640 --> 00:54:53,680 Speaker 1: then it was all over the freaking place. Oh my god, Jesus, 949 00:54:54,480 --> 00:54:58,520 Speaker 1: whoever I picture my angel being like the big Lebowski 950 00:54:58,640 --> 00:55:01,640 Speaker 1: kind of then that's it is. So I really want 951 00:55:01,640 --> 00:55:04,960 Speaker 1: to reinforce this. What you envision is who it is. Yeah, 952 00:55:04,960 --> 00:55:10,040 Speaker 1: he's totally big presence, big presence, big, big and gentle, 953 00:55:10,520 --> 00:55:12,600 Speaker 1: big and gentle. And soft blanket, you know, just a 954 00:55:12,680 --> 00:55:18,920 Speaker 1: soft blanket. Yeah, but like funny like goofy. I love that. 955 00:55:19,920 --> 00:55:24,800 Speaker 1: That's exactly what I imagined. Yeah, that's it's trippy. Yeah. 956 00:55:25,760 --> 00:55:30,000 Speaker 1: Thanks for fucking blowing my mind today and joining me 957 00:55:30,239 --> 00:55:34,120 Speaker 1: and just being here. And I didn't even really ask you, 958 00:55:34,160 --> 00:55:36,360 Speaker 1: like most of the things I was going to, but 959 00:55:36,480 --> 00:55:40,240 Speaker 1: I just had the loveliest conversation with you. Listen, babe. 960 00:55:40,600 --> 00:55:43,680 Speaker 1: So good to be here, pleasure. It's such a nice 961 00:55:43,680 --> 00:55:48,960 Speaker 1: opportunity to to support and and thank you for being 962 00:55:49,840 --> 00:55:54,960 Speaker 1: uh receptive because as a fixer and I want to 963 00:55:55,000 --> 00:55:58,360 Speaker 1: know my my my job and my like I'm starting, 964 00:55:58,400 --> 00:56:00,480 Speaker 1: I'm starting a podcast called Dear Guy be where I 965 00:56:00,480 --> 00:56:02,800 Speaker 1: literally just think for an hour just like fix people, 966 00:56:03,000 --> 00:56:06,520 Speaker 1: Oh my god. Great, And so I just want to 967 00:56:06,560 --> 00:56:09,000 Speaker 1: thank you for being open to my fixing and not 968 00:56:09,160 --> 00:56:13,360 Speaker 1: being like who oh my god. Please. I think that 969 00:56:13,400 --> 00:56:18,600 Speaker 1: if someone feels like this conversation was opening for them 970 00:56:18,600 --> 00:56:20,440 Speaker 1: and they're interested in the spirit guides and a lot 971 00:56:20,440 --> 00:56:22,080 Speaker 1: of what we're talking about with manifesting, that I think 972 00:56:22,120 --> 00:56:24,000 Speaker 1: Super Attractor in my book that you've been reading is 973 00:56:24,040 --> 00:56:27,120 Speaker 1: the worst I would recommend to folks. It's a good 974 00:56:27,160 --> 00:56:30,080 Speaker 1: gateway in and and it really helps people recognize the 975 00:56:30,120 --> 00:56:33,200 Speaker 1: methods for manifesting. And I think another book that I 976 00:56:33,239 --> 00:56:35,520 Speaker 1: wrote that it's very valuable for folks is called The 977 00:56:35,600 --> 00:56:39,319 Speaker 1: Universe Has Your Back, and that's about transforming fear into 978 00:56:39,320 --> 00:56:41,800 Speaker 1: faith and I think a lot of folks need that today. 979 00:56:41,920 --> 00:56:46,839 Speaker 1: And um, you know, I I'm grateful. I know that 980 00:56:46,880 --> 00:56:50,360 Speaker 1: this is something that you share with me. But having 981 00:56:50,920 --> 00:56:55,120 Speaker 1: the experience of slowing down allowed you and I both 982 00:56:55,280 --> 00:56:58,799 Speaker 1: to listen to what the next right action should be. 983 00:56:59,400 --> 00:57:05,480 Speaker 1: And so so well, this has been has been horrific. 984 00:57:06,320 --> 00:57:10,479 Speaker 1: We've lost so many people and it's been traumatizing. There 985 00:57:10,480 --> 00:57:14,520 Speaker 1: has been a lot of great movements of love that 986 00:57:14,560 --> 00:57:16,880 Speaker 1: have come from it, and I want to thank you 987 00:57:16,920 --> 00:57:21,240 Speaker 1: for being one of them exactly. Thank you for the 988 00:57:21,320 --> 00:57:23,720 Speaker 1: same reasons for being a place for me to find 989 00:57:23,760 --> 00:57:30,080 Speaker 1: love in the madness and uncertainty and very uncomfortable moments. 990 00:57:31,120 --> 00:57:33,720 Speaker 1: I really appreciate just your words and your honesty is 991 00:57:34,400 --> 00:57:36,600 Speaker 1: it helps a lot of people, helps me, So thank you. 992 00:57:36,720 --> 00:57:39,400 Speaker 1: Getting a lot easier, sister, it will be a lot easier. 993 00:57:39,560 --> 00:57:43,640 Speaker 1: Like yeah, he's seeing he's like going like fast fast fast. 994 00:57:43,640 --> 00:57:46,560 Speaker 1: Things are going to just unvolved and develop and it's easy. Easy, easy, 995 00:57:46,600 --> 00:57:48,840 Speaker 1: Like the word is ease because you can feel it. 996 00:57:48,920 --> 00:57:53,320 Speaker 1: You can feel it. Yeah, breath and know that you 997 00:57:53,400 --> 00:57:57,760 Speaker 1: don't have to do and that all the doing was 998 00:57:57,800 --> 00:58:00,720 Speaker 1: in the pursuit of greatness and you don't have to 999 00:58:00,760 --> 00:58:03,440 Speaker 1: be in any way regretful of how much doing you 1000 00:58:03,480 --> 00:58:05,960 Speaker 1: have done, but that moving forward it's going to be 1001 00:58:06,000 --> 00:58:11,520 Speaker 1: a lot easier. Funk. I hope he's right. It's your choice. 1002 00:58:11,560 --> 00:58:14,680 Speaker 1: It's your choice. No, I choose the what did you say? 1003 00:58:15,160 --> 00:58:21,520 Speaker 1: Stop is easy? And remember your card? Oh my god, 1004 00:58:21,560 --> 00:58:24,000 Speaker 1: let's read it again. Hold on a second. When I 1005 00:58:24,080 --> 00:58:27,960 Speaker 1: surrendered my desires to the universe, a mighty force of 1006 00:58:28,000 --> 00:58:34,720 Speaker 1: faith can set in. I am I need to I 1007 00:58:34,800 --> 00:58:37,400 Speaker 1: need a picture of that. I'm sending you the all deck. 1008 00:58:38,520 --> 00:58:39,960 Speaker 1: I'll send you the ture of it tonight. You can 1009 00:58:40,160 --> 00:58:44,439 Speaker 1: save it on your home screen. Oh my god, thank you. 1010 00:58:44,800 --> 00:58:48,120 Speaker 1: You just made me cry like eight times. I'm so 1011 00:58:48,400 --> 00:58:50,919 Speaker 1: I'm like, I'm just so excited for you. I love 1012 00:58:51,040 --> 00:58:54,320 Speaker 1: meeting people when they're in this like ripe moment of 1013 00:58:54,480 --> 00:59:00,520 Speaker 1: just full blown transformation and just receptivity and willingness. Send it. 1014 00:59:01,120 --> 00:59:03,320 Speaker 1: It's really thrilling for me to go. I'm ready to 1015 00:59:03,720 --> 00:59:08,880 Speaker 1: have it be like easier and more joyful. So ready affirmation. 1016 00:59:08,960 --> 00:59:13,000 Speaker 1: I'm ready for life to be easy and joyful. Okay, 1017 00:59:13,120 --> 00:59:15,640 Speaker 1: I'm ready for life to be easy and joyful. Girl, 1018 00:59:16,600 --> 00:59:20,360 Speaker 1: go girl, go girl. I have to go fix my 1019 00:59:20,360 --> 00:59:23,440 Speaker 1: mask garing. Okay, everybody, thank you so much for listening 1020 00:59:23,440 --> 00:59:26,960 Speaker 1: to me. Quiet your faces. Thank you so much to 1021 00:59:27,040 --> 00:59:31,320 Speaker 1: Gabby Bernstein for being here. This was my favorite thing ever. 1022 00:59:31,960 --> 00:59:36,040 Speaker 1: And keep on creeping on, keep on creeping on.