WEBVTT - Episode 327: Can Vegans Eat P*ssy? (NLE Choppa) 0:00:02.200 --> 0:00:04.760 Wa'ts up this lip service. I'm Angela Yee, I'm G. G. 0:00:04.920 --> 0:00:10.200 Maguire and I'm tepping in from right now. We we 0:00:10.280 --> 0:00:12.280 gotta do. We gotta take it easy on him today. 0:00:12.960 --> 0:00:17.040 Now he said he's ready, he said, he nervous, he's scared, 0:00:17.120 --> 0:00:19.919 he's ready for anything. We've feen the brain. You know 0:00:19.960 --> 0:00:22.000 what I wanted to start with today. You know, you've 0:00:22.000 --> 0:00:24.560 seen how people been doing all those red flags on 0:00:24.600 --> 0:00:26.560 social media and a lot of times, like women, we 0:00:26.600 --> 0:00:29.920 talk about red flags in a relationship, but for guys, like, 0:00:29.960 --> 0:00:32.080 what are some red flags for you when it comes 0:00:32.080 --> 0:00:37.480 to women? Honestly, I do not know. That's a good question. 0:00:37.520 --> 0:00:39.640 Like I've been seeing the trend and I've been trying 0:00:39.680 --> 0:00:43.559 to think of some real flames, and I've been able 0:00:43.640 --> 0:00:47.080 to think on But what if she got like a 0:00:47.120 --> 0:00:50.720 gang of kids? I mean, if we ain't dating, I 0:00:50.720 --> 0:00:55.160 mean if we we just you know, like six seven eight, 0:00:55.680 --> 0:01:02.920 like say, some good, that's a green flag. Someone must 0:01:02.960 --> 0:01:06.120 be good, some must be right? Little Okay? How that this? 0:01:06.319 --> 0:01:08.200 What if she asked you to buy her something off 0:01:08.240 --> 0:01:11.119 the bat, that's a red flag. It's a red flag 0:01:11.200 --> 0:01:17.440 for so okay, what if it's something small, like, hey, 0:01:17.440 --> 0:01:19.280 you gotta be a drink. Now, what if it's some 0:01:19.360 --> 0:01:28.440 AirPods AirPod It's just like, what's happen? Oh god? I 0:01:28.520 --> 0:01:34.280 know because I run through the apod project. I got 0:01:34.319 --> 0:01:37.000 the airport. You ain't gotta get of pros. You gotta win, 0:01:37.840 --> 0:01:41.800 lug into the phone, gotta go out, you can be basically, 0:01:41.920 --> 0:01:44.360 so I gotta get out a phone. Hut ain't you 0:01:44.600 --> 0:01:46.720 out there? Though? I fall into it for stuff like that. 0:01:46.800 --> 0:01:52.720 As be here on like breaking like a coach bag 0:01:54.080 --> 0:01:57.840 my moment, like you know, who's who's representing coach now, 0:01:57.920 --> 0:02:02.840 isn't it? J Loo? J Loo's it's d doesn't make love. 0:02:04.440 --> 0:02:06.760 I was just complaining about coach in the studio just 0:02:06.800 --> 0:02:09.400 a couple of weeks ago. Now you're like, now Jahome 0:02:09.480 --> 0:02:12.560 came out. I'm like, oh my god, I wanted it 0:02:12.680 --> 0:02:15.640 was a male represent coach to trip. Yeah there was. 0:02:15.720 --> 0:02:20.120 I can't remember who it is. Megan the Stallion, Yeah, 0:02:21.520 --> 0:02:23.040 come back. I'm trying to think it with some other 0:02:23.240 --> 0:02:26.600 What if she dated another famous person? I don't been 0:02:26.639 --> 0:02:28.760 there before, so I guess it's not a real flat 0:02:29.080 --> 0:02:32.360 all right? What if she dated your homeboy? Always staying 0:02:32.480 --> 0:02:35.640 like as far as like haven in the course with them, 0:02:35.720 --> 0:02:38.640 were like dating with them, but you know, Chris can 0:02:38.720 --> 0:02:41.120 lead to dating you never know, not like like in 0:02:41.200 --> 0:02:43.920 the course. Yeah, if you're dated my homeboy, my homeboys, 0:02:44.040 --> 0:02:46.320 this cool. If you want just in love with you didn't, Yeah, 0:02:46.360 --> 0:02:49.480 that's cool, but day not. I haven't heard somebody just 0:02:49.520 --> 0:02:54.640 day intercourse like that either. I think her a Have 0:02:54.720 --> 0:02:56.200 you ever used that word in the song? Because I 0:02:56.200 --> 0:02:59.280 don't feel like you have in the course, I don't 0:02:59.360 --> 0:03:04.360 use some big you have that we're gonna Can we 0:03:04.400 --> 0:03:08.080 have intercourse? What about are you the type of person 0:03:08.160 --> 0:03:10.320 that talks on the phone or do you only text? 0:03:11.000 --> 0:03:12.440 I like to be on the phone. I'd like to 0:03:12.440 --> 0:03:14.360 talk on the phone. I can't really text that she 0:03:14.520 --> 0:03:16.919 met my hair, like just looking at my screen all that. 0:03:17.200 --> 0:03:20.880 Plus I'll be moving. So what about random FaceTime like 0:03:20.919 --> 0:03:23.160 in the girl you're talking to just FaceTime you or 0:03:23.160 --> 0:03:26.160 do she got to ask for a face? Yeah? Randomly FaceTime? 0:03:26.560 --> 0:03:28.799 It shows me that you care about my voice, of 0:03:28.880 --> 0:03:31.760 care about seeing So yeah, I fought with it. What 0:03:31.800 --> 0:03:34.040 if you in the shower you answer it? She's gonna 0:03:34.040 --> 0:03:39.000 see me in the shower? Prop the camera for that, damn, 0:03:39.920 --> 0:03:43.000 Because I don't send I don't call people randomly FaceTime? 0:03:45.280 --> 0:03:49.280 Am I awful? Awful? Is this from my point of view? 0:03:49.320 --> 0:03:52.200 Like me and like the field it? Yes, but sometimes 0:03:52.200 --> 0:03:55.200 some man like take advantage of So you got to 0:03:55.240 --> 0:03:57.520 be careful with who you're doing with because some people 0:03:57.600 --> 0:03:59.280 be like, know what I'm saying that, I know you're 0:03:59.280 --> 0:04:01.240 gonna blow them up, so they won't bother to hit 0:04:01.320 --> 0:04:03.120 you or do nothing. They just know you like that. 0:04:04.200 --> 0:04:06.840 But ship, I'm the type of person like I'd be 0:04:06.880 --> 0:04:09.600 needing their confirmation to know if I'm doing right or 0:04:09.680 --> 0:04:13.160 knowing like a motherfucker as the women sometimes were not 0:04:13.240 --> 0:04:18.760 FaceTime ready. Yeah, we might have a bonnet on, you 0:04:18.839 --> 0:04:21.320 might have a face mask and pimple cream or something. 0:04:21.880 --> 0:04:24.880 I can't do. It just might not be FaceTime ready sometimes, 0:04:25.080 --> 0:04:28.120 or you know, it might be people around earbuds. I 0:04:28.120 --> 0:04:31.840 don't want to show up to make excurucity. I wouldn't 0:04:31.880 --> 0:04:34.760 want to be listening. I just got all FaceTime a 0:04:34.839 --> 0:04:37.240 random FaceTime call, so yeah, but look at you ready though? 0:04:37.480 --> 0:04:40.440 Oh yeah, but yeah, we stop my FaceTime all the 0:04:40.440 --> 0:04:42.320 time in the shower and everything. Have you ever seen 0:04:42.360 --> 0:04:44.720 somebody on facet many look completely different than they did 0:04:44.760 --> 0:04:48.160 when you was around him. You mean like better or worse? Worse? 0:04:50.160 --> 0:04:52.760 I mean, see, I'm the type I want to see 0:04:52.760 --> 0:04:54.960 you at your worst before your business anyway, So I'm 0:04:55.080 --> 0:04:57.800 already see your worst. I like the worst for you, 0:04:58.320 --> 0:05:02.360 no makeup, no lashes. Hey, I'm just about to say that. 0:05:03.720 --> 0:05:06.040 I don't even think about the time. Ready, I just 0:05:06.160 --> 0:05:08.720 answer it, and I'm not gonna lie. Sometimes I might 0:05:08.720 --> 0:05:10.479 be looking crazy on the face. I just have you 0:05:10.480 --> 0:05:15.040 looking at the ceiling. I'll answer and put the phone down. Yeah, 0:05:15.120 --> 0:05:16.520 you put it down, and they just be looking at 0:05:16.520 --> 0:05:17.920 the ceiling, and you'll be like, so I am doing 0:05:17.960 --> 0:05:21.039 something right now if I'm sleeping, I don't like put 0:05:21.040 --> 0:05:23.120 it really close so you can only see my mouth. 0:05:23.200 --> 0:05:25.080 I know my mouth looks really nice in the camera. 0:05:25.680 --> 0:05:30.760 No matter, you're not always ready, that's always good. Now, 0:05:30.839 --> 0:05:33.920 let me ask you this, how has meditation changed, like 0:05:34.200 --> 0:05:37.320 how you have sex? I ain't on a lot of meditation, 0:05:37.440 --> 0:05:41.520 like like the energy wise and like different shock as 0:05:41.600 --> 0:05:45.040 you hit so um, it's your sacred chakra. I think 0:05:45.080 --> 0:05:48.760 it's like the orange color it represents like creativity, and 0:05:48.800 --> 0:05:52.440 like creativity is like making children and stuff, and like 0:05:52.520 --> 0:05:55.560 it's different ship that you attack while you meditate. So 0:05:56.040 --> 0:05:59.080 I never really meditated on six because honestly, I've always 0:05:59.080 --> 0:06:01.680 been good and bid. But like you can't, you can't 0:06:01.680 --> 0:06:05.120 have different meditation exercise for how how do you know 0:06:05.200 --> 0:06:10.760 you get what you mean? I'm gonna tell you how 0:06:10.800 --> 0:06:13.120 you know you're good and bad and bid. Let's just 0:06:13.120 --> 0:06:16.240 say you're going through a break up. The usually the 0:06:16.279 --> 0:06:18.839 first thing a woman says. You know what I'm saying, 0:06:19.120 --> 0:06:23.120 your sex anyway, but it's never been there for me. 0:06:24.040 --> 0:06:30.960 He never heard that, Liken the only good reviews women 0:06:30.960 --> 0:06:34.200 don't like I mean, women don't lie when you and 0:06:34.320 --> 0:06:40.000 motherfucker's coming, like you can't they lie about in the moment. 0:06:40.080 --> 0:06:43.560 Don't hurt no no no on surreal ship no, like 0:06:44.279 --> 0:06:46.320 you can't fake it orgasm with me, because one thing 0:06:46.320 --> 0:06:48.680 about it, I know when the motherfucker have one like you, 0:06:48.880 --> 0:06:54.880 you feel it? You know. Well, I've never told a 0:06:54.920 --> 0:06:56.880 guy that he was whacking bad, but I'm very nice, 0:06:57.000 --> 0:06:59.800 like I don't want to hurt anybody's feelings permanently like that. 0:07:00.000 --> 0:07:07.800 Have you SA, Yeah, of course I have. Um. You know, 0:07:08.160 --> 0:07:13.760 like when you're fighting you say wild ship, not know 0:07:13.800 --> 0:07:18.920 what I mean? I mean? I know I was I 0:07:18.920 --> 0:07:21.560 slept with somebody and he and I we used to, um, 0:07:21.600 --> 0:07:23.760 we used to go out on we went on out 0:07:23.760 --> 0:07:25.840 on several days. We used to have a great time 0:07:26.320 --> 0:07:28.720 going out on dates, and we used to kiss and 0:07:28.760 --> 0:07:32.440 make out. And then finally we had sex and it 0:07:32.560 --> 0:07:35.840 was bad, and I ghosted him. I never spoke to 0:07:35.920 --> 0:07:38.040 him again. I mean we were dating for years. I 0:07:38.080 --> 0:07:42.760 know him, we grew up together. Learn your buddy, So no, 0:07:43.200 --> 0:07:45.600 the first night, but listen to me, this first night 0:07:45.640 --> 0:07:48.920 we had sex. We had sex like seven times, so 0:07:48.960 --> 0:07:53.000 how could that be blad? He just it was just yeah, 0:07:53.040 --> 0:07:57.480 like we kept going because I wasn't satisfying. Yeah, so 0:07:57.840 --> 0:08:00.160 we just kept going and going and going and going, 0:08:02.400 --> 0:08:07.720 and we ran out of condoms and everything. After a while, 0:08:07.760 --> 0:08:12.600 we just stopped using condoms. But this I know for years, 0:08:12.840 --> 0:08:16.200 No live and I go to them for like two years. 0:08:16.640 --> 0:08:18.800 And of course, since we know each other for so long, 0:08:18.840 --> 0:08:21.680 of course we were going to connect again, and um, 0:08:22.720 --> 0:08:24.360 I love him. We had sex again and then we 0:08:24.440 --> 0:08:26.960 ended up in a relationship. So then it wasn't that 0:08:27.080 --> 0:08:30.320 bad two years later, but the first it was so bad. 0:08:30.440 --> 0:08:32.480 And he asked me when we got that's what I 0:08:32.520 --> 0:08:34.800 meant to say when we got back together, like when 0:08:34.840 --> 0:08:38.000 we connected again, he was like, what happened? Why didn't 0:08:38.000 --> 0:08:40.400 you speak to me after that? And I told him 0:08:40.440 --> 0:08:44.160 because the sex was trash and we were good friends, 0:08:44.160 --> 0:08:46.679 so I was comfortable enough to sign him that what happened. 0:08:47.120 --> 0:08:49.440 I ain't gonna Lae had on a female hours with 0:08:50.160 --> 0:08:53.040 she squirted like at least like seven times, but like 0:08:53.080 --> 0:08:58.600 the first time, and then when she kept doing and 0:08:58.640 --> 0:09:05.280 I was like, food, she ain't drunk enough. That sounds 0:09:05.320 --> 0:09:09.520 exhausting that you like a mess? It was? It was 0:09:09.559 --> 0:09:13.439 for so mess I've been here. Was it in a hotel? 0:09:13.920 --> 0:09:15.800 I think it was a hotel a matter of fact? 0:09:17.440 --> 0:09:19.679 So do you that girls come to your house? Yeah? 0:09:19.960 --> 0:09:21.880 So you know, some people are funny about that, like 0:09:21.960 --> 0:09:23.880 I don't let anybody in my house. I mean ain't 0:09:23.920 --> 0:09:29.800 coming to yours. So I got it for so never 0:09:29.840 --> 0:09:31.400 ever will you go to a woman's house or does 0:09:31.440 --> 0:09:34.240 it take some trust to build? Yeah? Some trust? It 0:09:34.360 --> 0:09:36.400 got to be. First off, you've got her own one, 0:09:36.520 --> 0:09:40.920 and just I'm not coming to your rental apartment. Yeah yeah, 0:09:41.000 --> 0:09:45.920 yeah me so sometimes here, Yeah, like I gotta bid 0:09:45.920 --> 0:09:48.720 at trust with you. I just can't come over anybody house. Right, 0:09:49.040 --> 0:09:51.280 when's the last time you've been to someone's house a 0:09:51.320 --> 0:09:53.680 few weeks ago? Did you let me like you missing 0:09:53.720 --> 0:09:57.880 my cook for you too? How do you get baby? 0:09:58.320 --> 0:10:03.320 Ain't nobody really vegan like this all the time you 0:10:03.440 --> 0:10:10.720 cook vegan food? Yeah? I got that hard. But for 0:10:10.800 --> 0:10:13.760 sure having shelves cooked for me though, I can fok 0:10:13.840 --> 0:10:19.720 with that. That's nice. That's what's your favorite meal? Everything 0:10:19.920 --> 0:10:25.440 I eat every vegan thing I thought with case it 0:10:24.960 --> 0:10:28.439 is with vegan cheese. I don't like the vegan cheese, 0:10:28.440 --> 0:10:31.840 but that's not vegan vegan. No, I'm not saying I 0:10:32.000 --> 0:10:39.240 use regular cheese. I use I replace it with glacamoli. 0:10:41.040 --> 0:10:43.160 It's hard to find a good it's hard to find 0:10:44.040 --> 0:10:47.719 and cheese. Vegan cheese is to make it out of 0:10:47.760 --> 0:10:52.040 cash cheese. Like I never like mac and cheese until 0:10:52.080 --> 0:10:54.439 I went vegan because they'd be soaking the cash shoes. 0:10:55.080 --> 0:10:56.880 And I don't know how my brother I love vegan 0:10:56.920 --> 0:11:00.240 mac and cheese. So it's real good vegan and bacted 0:11:00.320 --> 0:11:02.120 your sex life, do you think it gives you more stamina? 0:11:02.880 --> 0:11:06.480 I mean, the mother's be tide of me because I'm 0:11:06.760 --> 0:11:08.800 you know, I'm gonna put you to sleep and wake 0:11:08.840 --> 0:11:11.040 you back up and want to you know, keep going. 0:11:11.400 --> 0:11:13.839 I ain't gonna lie because began. Really it really changed 0:11:13.880 --> 0:11:15.960 my energy. When I used to eat meat, I used 0:11:16.000 --> 0:11:19.160 to smoke, eat meat, dairy, all this ship like it 0:11:19.320 --> 0:11:22.720 drained my energy. I'll I gue what I want and 0:11:22.720 --> 0:11:25.280 then I just go to sleep. Like but like if 0:11:25.480 --> 0:11:27.480 if I'm trying to leave the first impression, I'm gonna 0:11:27.520 --> 0:11:30.160 go all out. But if we've been fucking like, I'll 0:11:30.160 --> 0:11:32.320 go to sleep. Yeah, I'm just get what I want 0:11:32.320 --> 0:11:33.960 to go to sleep. This I was at first, but 0:11:34.040 --> 0:11:36.760 now it's like like the police, my other like she 0:11:36.840 --> 0:11:39.280 got it if shan't come at least three times throughout 0:11:39.320 --> 0:11:42.520 the process, like I failed, and so the next time 0:11:42.559 --> 0:11:44.079 I do it, I try to make sure. So I 0:11:44.600 --> 0:11:46.880 like the police. Let me ask you this. This is 0:11:46.880 --> 0:11:52.480 a weird question, but can began ze pussy I'm getting 0:11:52.640 --> 0:12:02.120 two minute, I mean technically speaking from the spirit. First 0:12:02.120 --> 0:12:05.880 of all, I'm just saying, yes, it's the answer, Okay, 0:12:06.240 --> 0:12:10.200 I'm down. One thing about being vegan is it makes 0:12:10.400 --> 0:12:13.520 the con taste like nothing. No, I ain't gonna lie. 0:12:13.760 --> 0:12:17.560 I got messages in my phone taste sweet. Yeah, it 0:12:17.640 --> 0:12:21.520 tastes cashy cheese, Like I literally just told him last night, like, baby, 0:12:21.520 --> 0:12:24.280 you're coming, is just yeah, it's so good. So can 0:12:24.360 --> 0:12:27.840 you date a girl who's not vegan? Is that okay? Um? 0:12:27.880 --> 0:12:30.400 It's cool because I feel like everybody got their time 0:12:30.440 --> 0:12:33.040 to grow, you know, go to do something. I could teach. 0:12:33.120 --> 0:12:35.520 I could take it to the water. She ain't got 0:12:35.520 --> 0:12:37.560 a drink it, but she could take a s what 0:12:37.600 --> 0:12:40.200 does she allowy sandwich? Will you eating pussy right after? 0:12:40.880 --> 0:12:44.880 You could take that? People don't eat. I ain't gonna 0:12:44.920 --> 0:12:48.280 lot of pestarian people like they smell just like what 0:12:48.400 --> 0:12:56.199 they eat. Piscletarian died and we ended up doing it. 0:12:57.000 --> 0:13:02.640 That's it, bro, We smell like shrimps that it wasn't 0:13:04.040 --> 0:13:06.720 a lot to you. I'm a start believer and you 0:13:06.760 --> 0:13:09.520 are what you eat because a lot of olders and 0:13:09.559 --> 0:13:13.760 ship come from what you eat. Like you eat burgers. 0:13:13.800 --> 0:13:17.520 You smell like beef, like but you smell like digestive beef. 0:13:17.600 --> 0:13:20.120 But I swear to God like it smell. It weren't 0:13:20.120 --> 0:13:22.280 like to the points where like you got something going 0:13:22.360 --> 0:13:26.080 on now now it's just what she ate smell the background, Yeah, 0:13:26.880 --> 0:13:31.439 but it smells like salmon or shrimping ship, like all 0:13:31.480 --> 0:13:34.640 this stuff. But I take notes that pay attention to 0:13:34.720 --> 0:13:42.319 every part of the day everything not him she ate 0:13:42.400 --> 0:13:47.360 like cereal. I mean, you gotta constantly eat. It's not 0:13:47.440 --> 0:13:49.360 like you just gonna eat it and then it's gonna 0:13:49.360 --> 0:13:52.760 just come Outcause me saying your body for months years, yea, 0:13:53.640 --> 0:13:55.720 So it's gonna be take a while for all of 0:13:55.720 --> 0:13:58.120 that to flesh out of your system anything. So I 0:13:58.160 --> 0:14:00.280 know to meat I used to eat. Then I've been 0:14:00.280 --> 0:14:02.920 thinking for like a year since last August, and I 0:14:02.960 --> 0:14:06.199 know the meat it's just stealing my body because when 0:14:06.200 --> 0:14:08.480 I fast, I going fast, like I won't eat for 0:14:08.520 --> 0:14:11.040 three days and eat on the fourth day. But like 0:14:11.080 --> 0:14:14.240 when I be fast and my cravings be so crazy, 0:14:14.360 --> 0:14:18.360 like I'm like, I started thinking about McDonald's the worst 0:14:18.400 --> 0:14:21.240 ship thinking about it, like, and they come from all 0:14:21.280 --> 0:14:23.640 them years. I used to eat it, like you still 0:14:24.000 --> 0:14:27.360 you know I didn't two week fast ones. I did 0:14:27.480 --> 0:14:30.680 eat no food for two weeks, right, remember that. Yeah, 0:14:30.720 --> 0:14:32.840 I was coming in here and that was one of 0:14:32.840 --> 0:14:37.560 the hardest things, which was butter and coconut water. That's it, right, 0:14:37.760 --> 0:14:39.600 And then we had these supplements we had to take. 0:14:39.680 --> 0:14:42.840 And when I tell you everything I could smell food 0:14:43.000 --> 0:14:45.320 like to the next level. I told you, people was 0:14:45.400 --> 0:14:47.320 turning into like a slice of pizza in front of me, 0:14:47.840 --> 0:14:51.760 like if I was looking at you, I f I 0:14:51.840 --> 0:14:54.520 was so hungry. And it's really hard because people are 0:14:54.600 --> 0:14:57.600 very social, like when it comes to being social, food 0:14:57.640 --> 0:15:00.440 plays a large part in that. And come on, let's 0:15:00.440 --> 0:15:02.360 go get something in Like I really, you know, I 0:15:02.360 --> 0:15:05.160 don't want to sit there while eating, but that really sucks. 0:15:05.200 --> 0:15:06.560 But I had to do it because I had to 0:15:06.560 --> 0:15:08.680 have meetings and they'll be in arrested. I had to 0:15:08.680 --> 0:15:11.360 go to a gala and everybody was eating and I 0:15:11.480 --> 0:15:16.640 was striving, but it was a good time. I was 0:15:16.680 --> 0:15:19.640 at work everybody eating breakfast, you know. So coming off 0:15:19.680 --> 0:15:22.920 of that, you did what rall veggies into. I did 0:15:23.080 --> 0:15:25.440 vegan for a couple of weeks after that. Like what 0:15:25.520 --> 0:15:27.160 I try to do is I'll go for a few 0:15:27.280 --> 0:15:30.160 days being vegan, and then the one thing I still 0:15:30.240 --> 0:15:32.560 eat is chicken, and it's hard for me to give 0:15:32.600 --> 0:15:34.080 it up, so I try to eat it like when 0:15:34.160 --> 0:15:37.280 I do only once or twice a week, and then yeah, 0:15:37.320 --> 0:15:39.600 and then I think, for me, I can't. I love cheese. 0:15:39.680 --> 0:15:45.280 I love cheese too, I'm not gonna lie. I know 0:15:45.480 --> 0:15:47.240 it's so bad. I'll tell you one thing though, I 0:15:47.480 --> 0:15:50.640 stopped drinking milk and I'll stop eating yogurt but cheese. 0:15:51.000 --> 0:15:57.320 But about almond milk, yeah, I'll do oat milk. Now, 0:15:57.360 --> 0:16:00.760 you have a freestyle another baby on the way, So 0:16:00.880 --> 0:16:02.400 you do you want to you want a little boy? Now, 0:16:02.920 --> 0:16:05.920 that's what I really wanted at first, But I knew 0:16:05.920 --> 0:16:08.800 I want ready for it because if I wouldn't, if 0:16:08.840 --> 0:16:10.560 I would have had a boy, I wouldn't ever changed 0:16:10.680 --> 0:16:12.360 like I would have wanted him to be my many me, 0:16:12.920 --> 0:16:15.960 Like for real, I would have really been still smoking weed, 0:16:16.720 --> 0:16:18.720 gutting heavy, all this stuff because I would have wanted 0:16:18.760 --> 0:16:21.400 him to be hard, just like his daddy. But when 0:16:21.440 --> 0:16:23.720 I when I felt that I had a daughter, I said, 0:16:23.760 --> 0:16:27.080 whoa ship? So I got to change a lot of ship. 0:16:27.720 --> 0:16:30.160 And that's what really got me on the path that 0:16:30.200 --> 0:16:32.720 I was on my daughter. Because I realized I had 0:16:32.720 --> 0:16:34.600 to change a lot of ship. I stopped smoking, I 0:16:34.640 --> 0:16:37.960 stopped hanging around certain people try to, you know, promote 0:16:38.000 --> 0:16:41.400 a better image, do stuff better. So this time around, 0:16:41.440 --> 0:16:44.000 I feel like since God gave me what I needed 0:16:44.040 --> 0:16:47.040 at first, he give me my want a boy, but 0:16:47.200 --> 0:16:48.800 if I get a girl, I feel like I just 0:16:48.800 --> 0:16:53.360 still got some more stuff to fix. So let me 0:16:53.400 --> 0:16:54.920 ask you that you did a letter to my daughter, 0:16:54.960 --> 0:16:56.960 and you know we had a chance to put that 0:16:57.000 --> 0:17:00.440 on the breakfast game. I called him like many I 0:17:00.480 --> 0:17:03.360 gotta do this from me, So her heart was that 0:17:03.400 --> 0:17:04.840 because I know there was a period of time where 0:17:04.840 --> 0:17:07.560 you weren't able to see your daughter. It's deal like that. 0:17:08.200 --> 0:17:10.600 And we're going through like court stuff to where now 0:17:10.640 --> 0:17:14.080 I do FaceTime calls and I feel like it's a 0:17:14.160 --> 0:17:17.119 step and it's very beneficial because at the same time 0:17:17.560 --> 0:17:19.879 then I'm talking to my daughter. I can ask my 0:17:19.920 --> 0:17:22.720 baby mothers or stuff and like you know what I'm saying. 0:17:22.760 --> 0:17:25.520 It's not the best of relationship, but it's like it's 0:17:25.520 --> 0:17:28.879 a s thought and take a stuff, slow me and patient. 0:17:29.000 --> 0:17:31.600 I feel like God to give you everything when you 0:17:31.600 --> 0:17:33.960 you need a divine time. And so I'm not own 0:17:34.160 --> 0:17:37.160 never really tripped. I voiced my pain whenever I think 0:17:37.160 --> 0:17:39.639 about it, like, yeah, I write it down, write my music. 0:17:39.760 --> 0:17:42.399 What's my pain? But it's never like I'm dueling on 0:17:42.520 --> 0:17:45.320 nothing because I know like everything is about timing. So 0:17:45.320 --> 0:17:48.080 I'm never like damn man, I can't see my daughter 0:17:48.119 --> 0:17:50.760 and my feelings about it. You know, mostly I do. 0:17:50.840 --> 0:17:52.919 I share it to about it, like for like thirty 0:17:52.920 --> 0:17:56.239 minutes good And there's nothing a wrong with feeling your 0:17:56.240 --> 0:17:58.320 feelings too, Yeah, for sure, because you're hear mean at 0:17:58.359 --> 0:18:00.639 the end of the day. So I'm saying that come 0:18:00.720 --> 0:18:03.439 in life. But like just embracing the ship and changing 0:18:03.440 --> 0:18:06.080 it to turning into a positive that is what really, 0:18:06.280 --> 0:18:09.800 you know, it matters the most. That's hard, man, I 0:18:09.840 --> 0:18:12.399 can't even but at least you've made some headway. So 0:18:12.440 --> 0:18:15.040 and I think it's time too, because sometimes, like you said, 0:18:15.080 --> 0:18:19.200 being patient, it does take time for people to mature 0:18:19.280 --> 0:18:21.880 and get into different spaces where they're like the show 0:18:21.960 --> 0:18:24.000 had to mature because I'd be lying to say, like, 0:18:25.240 --> 0:18:27.639 motherfucker won't doing nothing to deserve it. You know what 0:18:27.680 --> 0:18:30.680 I'm saying, Certain ships you do. You gotta realize certain things. 0:18:31.280 --> 0:18:33.680 When I was younger, I didn't really I'm still young, 0:18:33.760 --> 0:18:36.320 but like when I went into space something now, I 0:18:36.320 --> 0:18:39.600 didn't realize the smallest ship can hurt a woman like 0:18:39.640 --> 0:18:42.439 you don't matter how small it is, it'll hurt you. 0:18:42.920 --> 0:18:45.879 So I had to learn how to beat Now. I 0:18:46.080 --> 0:18:50.080 learned like certain stuff you can't do. Like first, one 0:18:50.080 --> 0:18:52.800 thing I foreshow learned is like no matter what space 0:18:52.800 --> 0:18:56.359 shall no matter where y'all live, don't never leave no 0:18:56.480 --> 0:18:59.760 woman like why she's pregnant. Like whatever you do, even 0:18:59.760 --> 0:19:02.720 if all on bad terms, still make sure you they're 0:19:02.800 --> 0:19:05.560 like the most you can be, like even if you 0:19:05.760 --> 0:19:07.639 if you know that you can't be there every day, 0:19:07.760 --> 0:19:10.119 be there every other day, you know. And that's what 0:19:10.240 --> 0:19:12.000 I learned. I feel like that's where the most hurt 0:19:12.119 --> 0:19:16.440 came from that situation. That's very honest and self reflective 0:19:16.960 --> 0:19:19.720 because I can imagine, like a woman's hormones, what were 0:19:19.760 --> 0:19:22.080 you like because they both have kids, what was it 0:19:22.119 --> 0:19:24.280 like for you guys, like hormone hormone was while you 0:19:24.280 --> 0:19:26.480 were pregnant. I was just really horny. I wanted to 0:19:26.560 --> 0:19:29.360 have a lot of sis. I want the sex all 0:19:29.400 --> 0:19:34.080 the time. And my my senses were like through the roof, 0:19:34.240 --> 0:19:37.120 so I could smell and I could taste everything, like 0:19:37.400 --> 0:19:41.400 times ten. So the smell of my son's father would 0:19:41.480 --> 0:19:43.960 drive me crazy sometimes like I wouldn't want to be 0:19:44.000 --> 0:19:47.560 around them, but I still want to have sex. And 0:19:47.600 --> 0:19:50.680 you can't see somebody else about you pregnant with Come on, 0:19:50.840 --> 0:19:52.600 have sex and then won't have sex, and I'm like, 0:19:55.080 --> 0:19:59.560 get out here that I was. I was so young 0:20:00.640 --> 0:20:04.959 when I was pregnant, and it was so long ago that, um, 0:20:05.080 --> 0:20:08.920 I don't really remember like how I felt like hormonally. 0:20:09.320 --> 0:20:12.120 I just remember being really sick a lot. I had 0:20:12.240 --> 0:20:14.680 really really bad morning sickness all way through my sex 0:20:14.720 --> 0:20:17.560 and trimester UM, and I spent a lot of time alone. 0:20:17.880 --> 0:20:19.760 I didn't want to be bothered with anybody because I 0:20:19.800 --> 0:20:21.880 always felt sick, and my friends would always come around 0:20:21.920 --> 0:20:23.560 and try to, like, you know, keep me to come 0:20:23.600 --> 0:20:26.800 outside and all of that. But I remember being like 0:20:27.440 --> 0:20:32.159 sad because I was sick so much as far as 0:20:32.280 --> 0:20:35.520 and me and her father wasn't together, so that didn't 0:20:35.520 --> 0:20:38.080 help either. But was he there for you at least? 0:20:38.080 --> 0:20:40.720 Like yeah, yeah, he was UM all the way up 0:20:40.800 --> 0:20:43.879 until he passed away. He was definitely UM a force 0:20:44.080 --> 0:20:47.679 in our lives. But I was sick, Like That's the 0:20:47.680 --> 0:20:49.480 one thing that always stuck with me is how sick 0:20:49.520 --> 0:20:51.760 I was. My mom told me she was like, man, 0:20:51.760 --> 0:20:59.479 when I was carrying you, I was sick the whole ye, my, 0:21:00.240 --> 0:21:05.680 she Yeah, And you and your mother are very close, 0:21:05.760 --> 0:21:09.359 so that also affect how you treat women. Hell yeah, 0:21:09.440 --> 0:21:13.000 because like in affect, I treat women and like what 0:21:13.080 --> 0:21:17.119 I want out of a woman because my mom honestly, 0:21:17.160 --> 0:21:20.080 like my apostles there all my life. But like when 0:21:20.119 --> 0:21:22.680 it comes to like who the fund was, the hustler 0:21:22.960 --> 0:21:27.240 that bread wanna it was. She had them businesses. She 0:21:27.320 --> 0:21:30.080 was an entrepreneur. I've seen it like my whole life, 0:21:30.600 --> 0:21:33.800 and like I kind of viewed her as my dad, 0:21:34.080 --> 0:21:36.080 you know, just how hard it would go get her. 0:21:36.160 --> 0:21:39.800 She was so like if she taught me what to 0:21:39.840 --> 0:21:42.080 want out of a woman, like a go get her, 0:21:42.359 --> 0:21:44.600 but also don't put too much on a woman, because 0:21:44.640 --> 0:21:46.840 my mama had a lot on her because she was 0:21:46.920 --> 0:21:49.359 it was like she was taking care of everybody, and 0:21:49.480 --> 0:21:52.040 my ass were making it better at all. I'm bad 0:21:52.080 --> 0:21:56.560 as hell's doing stuff, just sucking up in school, and 0:21:56.720 --> 0:22:01.000 but I was working up because like I never funked 0:22:01.040 --> 0:22:03.400 up about the strength of like I'm doing it on purpose. 0:22:03.560 --> 0:22:05.760 I was just working up because it was me. But 0:22:05.800 --> 0:22:09.880 I always knew, like I always moved deep down. I said, man, 0:22:09.960 --> 0:22:14.720 I'm gonna pay her back big time. And I remember 0:22:14.720 --> 0:22:16.439