1 00:00:00,120 --> 00:00:37,720 Speaker 1: Welcome. You are now listening to the professional out professional. Alright, guys, 2 00:00:37,800 --> 00:00:40,320 Speaker 1: so this episode is going to be a little different. Normally, 3 00:00:40,360 --> 00:00:42,199 Speaker 1: we have a guest and they share their stories so 4 00:00:42,240 --> 00:00:44,000 Speaker 1: we can just receive some gym so we can all 5 00:00:44,040 --> 00:00:47,760 Speaker 1: become better women and men. However, due to the recent 6 00:00:48,000 --> 00:00:51,440 Speaker 1: UM event, since me going on with George Floyd, the 7 00:00:51,520 --> 00:00:56,440 Speaker 1: pandemic protests, because everything, people not have no jobs, I 8 00:00:56,440 --> 00:00:58,200 Speaker 1: thought it would be just different if I can just 9 00:00:58,200 --> 00:01:00,280 Speaker 1: have me at my home girls, and we've to shure. 10 00:01:00,280 --> 00:01:02,200 Speaker 1: I feel this about how we've been feeling with everything 11 00:01:02,200 --> 00:01:04,360 Speaker 1: that's going on, because I know my emotions have been 12 00:01:04,400 --> 00:01:07,200 Speaker 1: like all over the place. So to my home girls, 13 00:01:07,240 --> 00:01:13,480 Speaker 1: how y'all feeling. I'm tired, M just overall tired, tired 14 00:01:13,480 --> 00:01:18,920 Speaker 1: of being a target. Tired. Yeah, I feel really sad 15 00:01:19,000 --> 00:01:24,039 Speaker 1: and angry. Sad because of like everything that's happening UM, 16 00:01:24,120 --> 00:01:27,160 Speaker 1: and I know that basically normal is not going to 17 00:01:27,240 --> 00:01:29,840 Speaker 1: look like what we know normal to be. But I 18 00:01:29,920 --> 00:01:34,240 Speaker 1: also feel angry because it's just a lot of things. 19 00:01:34,240 --> 00:01:35,840 Speaker 1: I guess we'll get into a lot of those things. 20 00:01:36,280 --> 00:01:41,800 Speaker 1: I know what I'm angry about, because yeah, yeah, I 21 00:01:41,840 --> 00:01:45,160 Speaker 1: think with me, I think I went through waves. I 22 00:01:45,160 --> 00:01:49,400 Speaker 1: think Saturday, it really hit me and my home girl 23 00:01:49,480 --> 00:01:51,680 Speaker 1: called me that just spoke, and I was on the 24 00:01:51,680 --> 00:01:54,920 Speaker 1: phone with her just crying because I'm just like, oh this, yeah, 25 00:01:56,360 --> 00:01:58,680 Speaker 1: I would have been transit. I was so uncomfortable. I 26 00:01:59,160 --> 00:02:03,680 Speaker 1: wait a minute, and she cryed like okay. So we 27 00:02:03,800 --> 00:02:06,320 Speaker 1: linked up at my other home girl house and I've 28 00:02:06,360 --> 00:02:08,280 Speaker 1: been up here for like days. But it's just like 29 00:02:08,320 --> 00:02:11,520 Speaker 1: it's just so sad, Like I guess for me, it's 30 00:02:11,520 --> 00:02:14,520 Speaker 1: just like you just see the same situation happening over 31 00:02:14,560 --> 00:02:17,240 Speaker 1: and over again, but just different facts. So it's just 32 00:02:17,320 --> 00:02:19,520 Speaker 1: like and then you see people that look like you're 33 00:02:19,520 --> 00:02:22,280 Speaker 1: getting gunned down or getting choked out, and just like, yoh, 34 00:02:22,360 --> 00:02:25,520 Speaker 1: this can't be life. Like I don't know. So, how 35 00:02:25,520 --> 00:02:28,960 Speaker 1: did you feel about George Floyd? It's the pressing. Did 36 00:02:28,960 --> 00:02:31,959 Speaker 1: you watch the video? No? Did you watch the video? No? 37 00:02:32,040 --> 00:02:34,840 Speaker 1: I don't. You can watch those type of things, but 38 00:02:34,880 --> 00:02:36,760 Speaker 1: I'm just an overall person, like I don't watch scary 39 00:02:36,760 --> 00:02:39,680 Speaker 1: movie Like I just don't watch it like that. But 40 00:02:40,120 --> 00:02:43,240 Speaker 1: I'm equally as angry. I think um over it. But 41 00:02:43,280 --> 00:02:46,519 Speaker 1: I think for me, it's more of the response, right, 42 00:02:46,560 --> 00:02:49,040 Speaker 1: like when you see something that happens it's like, all right, 43 00:02:49,120 --> 00:02:52,080 Speaker 1: this thing happened, and then when you see the response 44 00:02:52,120 --> 00:02:56,720 Speaker 1: the disrespect is like, nah, this is just it's really disgusting. 45 00:02:56,840 --> 00:03:00,040 Speaker 1: It was heartbreaking YEA, like to see a grown and 46 00:03:00,160 --> 00:03:02,160 Speaker 1: cry for his mother that's no longer here. It's just 47 00:03:02,200 --> 00:03:07,960 Speaker 1: like yeah, And I think that the disrespect really just 48 00:03:08,040 --> 00:03:13,200 Speaker 1: stems from the fact that people are so insensitive and 49 00:03:13,600 --> 00:03:16,600 Speaker 1: insensitive on both sides. You know, as African Americans, we're 50 00:03:16,639 --> 00:03:19,440 Speaker 1: sort of desensitized to what's going on and watching these 51 00:03:19,520 --> 00:03:23,519 Speaker 1: videos and we get angry and you know, continuously share that, right. 52 00:03:23,880 --> 00:03:25,480 Speaker 1: And then on the other end, you know, you have 53 00:03:25,520 --> 00:03:27,760 Speaker 1: a whole group of people that just don't understand us, 54 00:03:28,720 --> 00:03:31,280 Speaker 1: and you know, on their end, they're thinking that it's 55 00:03:31,360 --> 00:03:34,480 Speaker 1: just it's just over. And I mean, it is definitely 56 00:03:34,520 --> 00:03:38,600 Speaker 1: over George Floyd's murder, but I think that it's more 57 00:03:39,040 --> 00:03:41,880 Speaker 1: it's bigger than that, right, Like, it's so many people 58 00:03:41,960 --> 00:03:45,600 Speaker 1: at this point that and then it's just back to back, right. 59 00:03:46,520 --> 00:03:47,800 Speaker 1: I don't know if this wrong for me to think 60 00:03:47,880 --> 00:03:49,480 Speaker 1: like this. I also feel like it's kind of weird 61 00:03:49,480 --> 00:03:54,640 Speaker 1: how like net white people are now becoming more aware 62 00:03:54,640 --> 00:03:56,920 Speaker 1: of how to treat black people or try to just 63 00:03:57,120 --> 00:03:59,720 Speaker 1: treat black people as a human being. Well, I mean 64 00:03:59,760 --> 00:04:01,520 Speaker 1: that to be debated. A lot of them is acting 65 00:04:01,560 --> 00:04:04,920 Speaker 1: because they can occur. A lot of them is acting 66 00:04:04,920 --> 00:04:07,480 Speaker 1: because they pussy. I mean, let's be honest, that's just 67 00:04:07,600 --> 00:04:10,000 Speaker 1: really what the bottom line is. Like, you know, I 68 00:04:10,080 --> 00:04:13,280 Speaker 1: like that Bernice King wrote like, you know, let's not 69 00:04:13,320 --> 00:04:15,680 Speaker 1: play no games that at the end of the day, 70 00:04:15,760 --> 00:04:18,080 Speaker 1: when the pole was out, these people killed my father. 71 00:04:18,160 --> 00:04:20,680 Speaker 1: Now that in this piece, this piece, you know what 72 00:04:20,680 --> 00:04:23,080 Speaker 1: I mean, So and let's and let's not even play 73 00:04:23,120 --> 00:04:25,720 Speaker 1: even further games because these are these people's spawns, like 74 00:04:25,760 --> 00:04:29,080 Speaker 1: the raised their children into this. So for me, it's 75 00:04:29,120 --> 00:04:32,560 Speaker 1: just like, you know, it's a mixture of it. It 76 00:04:32,600 --> 00:04:35,159 Speaker 1: was kneeling, then it's you know, writing, and it's protesting 77 00:04:35,240 --> 00:04:38,440 Speaker 1: and it's this, and it's that. And absolutely I respect 78 00:04:38,480 --> 00:04:42,680 Speaker 1: and I and I and I appreciate any white person 79 00:04:43,040 --> 00:04:47,200 Speaker 1: who has you know, joined us in our in our fight. 80 00:04:47,240 --> 00:04:49,440 Speaker 1: But at the end of the day, I also think that, 81 00:04:49,800 --> 00:04:53,159 Speaker 1: you know, there's a lot more that that definitely needs 82 00:04:53,200 --> 00:04:55,159 Speaker 1: to be done in a bigger conversation and needs to 83 00:04:55,200 --> 00:04:58,039 Speaker 1: be had it yeah, because it's equally as many of 84 00:04:58,080 --> 00:05:01,039 Speaker 1: them that's helping us to tests that it is that's 85 00:05:01,080 --> 00:05:03,920 Speaker 1: going around actually rioting and stealing ship and it's not 86 00:05:03,960 --> 00:05:06,960 Speaker 1: even us, you know what I mean. So it's like yeah, 87 00:05:07,040 --> 00:05:09,039 Speaker 1: with the whole because they were saying that it was 88 00:05:09,120 --> 00:05:14,960 Speaker 1: undercover cops pretty much starting to undercover cops. A little Sally, 89 00:05:15,120 --> 00:05:18,880 Speaker 1: Mike and Tim, little white kids. They they're going and 90 00:05:18,920 --> 00:05:22,520 Speaker 1: going into um, going into They don't want to know 91 00:05:22,600 --> 00:05:24,920 Speaker 1: how to make what's the little bombs, a little muzzle bombs. 92 00:05:24,920 --> 00:05:26,080 Speaker 1: They don't want to know how to do that. Don't 93 00:05:26,080 --> 00:05:27,720 Speaker 1: go to do that. Ship never been a part of us. 94 00:05:27,800 --> 00:05:29,320 Speaker 1: We don't understand. I don't even know how to do 95 00:05:29,400 --> 00:05:31,440 Speaker 1: We ain't doing out in the hood, I said Brooklyn. 96 00:05:31,640 --> 00:05:34,120 Speaker 1: We know how to function up, but we wasn't doing that. 97 00:05:34,960 --> 00:05:37,360 Speaker 1: I don't know how to make the muzzle bomb. Ship's 98 00:05:37,440 --> 00:05:41,240 Speaker 1: disgusting that you trade, You get what I mean? Like 99 00:05:42,480 --> 00:05:44,360 Speaker 1: this is this is the load that we have come 100 00:05:44,400 --> 00:05:48,080 Speaker 1: to like like we're we're in a place where we're scared, 101 00:05:48,080 --> 00:05:50,839 Speaker 1: we're angry, we're frustrated, and you choose to make a 102 00:05:50,880 --> 00:05:55,440 Speaker 1: mockery of us, pretending to beat us by committing crimes 103 00:05:55,480 --> 00:06:00,880 Speaker 1: and doing all the shows the disrespect, like spend too much, 104 00:06:00,920 --> 00:06:03,599 Speaker 1: we getting killed in the streets from it's been every day. 105 00:06:03,640 --> 00:06:05,160 Speaker 1: Like I feel like as soon as we heard about 106 00:06:05,200 --> 00:06:08,120 Speaker 1: the my Mad story, then like as soon as we 107 00:06:08,120 --> 00:06:09,800 Speaker 1: was like damn, like it really hit us. We saw 108 00:06:09,839 --> 00:06:12,279 Speaker 1: the video, didn't know we heard about Brianna's Taylor. Then 109 00:06:12,320 --> 00:06:16,960 Speaker 1: they got like this last year. Honestly, I feel like, um, 110 00:06:17,600 --> 00:06:20,880 Speaker 1: when okay, when they have Philandro cast Field, then they 111 00:06:20,920 --> 00:06:23,080 Speaker 1: had Quarne Gains. It's just like for me, I kept 112 00:06:23,120 --> 00:06:27,719 Speaker 1: seeing multiple, multiple more, even like before Ahmad um Ahmad, 113 00:06:27,960 --> 00:06:31,560 Speaker 1: Abrey Aubrey, they had the little boy or is it 114 00:06:31,600 --> 00:06:33,919 Speaker 1: before after the little boy who got shot by the cops, 115 00:06:33,920 --> 00:06:36,800 Speaker 1: and then it was like, oh, it's gonna be closed casket. 116 00:06:37,760 --> 00:06:43,120 Speaker 1: Oh yeah, yeah, It's just like it's it's yes, it's 117 00:06:43,200 --> 00:06:48,719 Speaker 1: countless murders right from the police, and they weren't even 118 00:06:48,720 --> 00:06:51,960 Speaker 1: speaking about that, which is why I started with saying 119 00:06:51,960 --> 00:06:58,240 Speaker 1: I'm tired, right, so I'm surprised that everything that's going on. No, 120 00:07:00,000 --> 00:07:04,080 Speaker 1: you mean when you say everything, but another black man 121 00:07:04,279 --> 00:07:08,880 Speaker 1: was killed. I unfortunately surprised at my people like responding 122 00:07:09,000 --> 00:07:12,200 Speaker 1: and no, I am a bit surprised at that, because honestly, 123 00:07:12,240 --> 00:07:13,680 Speaker 1: I was waiting for when the hell y'all, I was 124 00:07:13,680 --> 00:07:16,440 Speaker 1: gonna turn up like when was you know, because it 125 00:07:16,760 --> 00:07:18,440 Speaker 1: has been a minute. I think after a while, you 126 00:07:18,520 --> 00:07:20,680 Speaker 1: just get so used to it that you begin not 127 00:07:20,800 --> 00:07:24,160 Speaker 1: because right, we don't keep doing this exactly. But it 128 00:07:24,280 --> 00:07:26,080 Speaker 1: was even one point where I went in that YouTube 129 00:07:26,160 --> 00:07:29,440 Speaker 1: video that I watched, when they was talking about all 130 00:07:29,440 --> 00:07:32,440 Speaker 1: the different times when other people I protested, I was like, oh, 131 00:07:32,480 --> 00:07:34,120 Speaker 1: I didn't even know they processed for him, or oh 132 00:07:34,160 --> 00:07:35,720 Speaker 1: I didn't even know that they potssed it for him. 133 00:07:35,920 --> 00:07:38,480 Speaker 1: But we see this at such a large scale in 134 00:07:38,640 --> 00:07:40,680 Speaker 1: every city because I think now it was just like 135 00:07:40,720 --> 00:07:42,520 Speaker 1: again like how you said, it was so many people 136 00:07:42,560 --> 00:07:44,880 Speaker 1: in this short amount of time. It was like every 137 00:07:45,000 --> 00:07:48,240 Speaker 1: day were already really tense because of coronavirus. You know, 138 00:07:48,280 --> 00:07:50,360 Speaker 1: people already ain't got no money. So I was like, 139 00:07:50,440 --> 00:07:53,000 Speaker 1: you literally dangling things in front of them, and you 140 00:07:53,040 --> 00:07:54,680 Speaker 1: want to play with them, and now and now I 141 00:07:54,720 --> 00:07:56,360 Speaker 1: don't have no money, and now you want to disrespect 142 00:07:56,360 --> 00:07:58,160 Speaker 1: me even more, Like no, you know what I mean? 143 00:07:58,200 --> 00:08:00,040 Speaker 1: So I think that that that part I am a 144 00:08:00,040 --> 00:08:02,680 Speaker 1: bit you know, not I talked about this. I feel 145 00:08:02,680 --> 00:08:04,720 Speaker 1: like now we're at a point where there's no middle ground, 146 00:08:04,800 --> 00:08:07,120 Speaker 1: Like it's either you rich or you poor. So it's 147 00:08:07,120 --> 00:08:08,480 Speaker 1: like the rich don't get rich, but the poor are 148 00:08:08,520 --> 00:08:10,840 Speaker 1: gonna keep getting poor. And I feel like, now you know, 149 00:08:10,920 --> 00:08:12,960 Speaker 1: niggas is valid, and I agree. I don't think that 150 00:08:13,000 --> 00:08:15,320 Speaker 1: we don't think that we should be stealing from each other, 151 00:08:15,360 --> 00:08:18,400 Speaker 1: but I do understand and I think that everything that's 152 00:08:18,440 --> 00:08:22,240 Speaker 1: going on is simply displayed the anger and the frustration 153 00:08:22,320 --> 00:08:25,920 Speaker 1: people are feeling because it's like, yo, niggas, they're type, 154 00:08:25,920 --> 00:08:28,040 Speaker 1: they're stressed, Like niggas is poor. They don't have no money. 155 00:08:28,200 --> 00:08:30,480 Speaker 1: People waiting for a twelve check were in New York 156 00:08:30,520 --> 00:08:34,240 Speaker 1: City check and do ship for us. So it's like 157 00:08:34,440 --> 00:08:37,360 Speaker 1: forty one million people ain't got no jobs. It's just 158 00:08:37,400 --> 00:08:40,600 Speaker 1: like that's just really crazy, Like it's sad. Yeah, I 159 00:08:40,640 --> 00:08:44,520 Speaker 1: think that. Also, it's like when you see like all 160 00:08:44,559 --> 00:08:48,240 Speaker 1: of it's mixed feelings because you've got some people that's like, 161 00:08:48,320 --> 00:08:51,400 Speaker 1: you know, not for nothing. Right now, things have been 162 00:08:51,400 --> 00:08:54,400 Speaker 1: going pretty okay for me financially and professionally, right so 163 00:08:54,520 --> 00:08:57,880 Speaker 1: I'm thinking like, yeah, wearing coronavirus and it's better sweet, 164 00:08:57,920 --> 00:09:00,360 Speaker 1: and you're sad because you see people around you're being 165 00:09:00,360 --> 00:09:03,320 Speaker 1: affected by health issues. And then to add This is 166 00:09:03,400 --> 00:09:07,440 Speaker 1: just like insulted injury, you know what I mean, Like damn. 167 00:09:07,440 --> 00:09:09,079 Speaker 1: And then everybody's going to see it from a different 168 00:09:09,080 --> 00:09:12,560 Speaker 1: perspective because you've got people that business owners and stuff 169 00:09:12,559 --> 00:09:16,560 Speaker 1: like that that's mad about people rioting. Then you got 170 00:09:16,640 --> 00:09:18,800 Speaker 1: a nigga the White House about this one's magna night, 171 00:09:19,280 --> 00:09:23,680 Speaker 1: Magna night. I know what gang talk is. He was 172 00:09:23,760 --> 00:09:28,680 Speaker 1: up there, like, yo, my young boys is out here. Okay, 173 00:09:28,800 --> 00:09:30,960 Speaker 1: my young boys. They was out there last night. My 174 00:09:31,000 --> 00:09:34,120 Speaker 1: young boys. They're ready, they're hot, right, And tonight we're 175 00:09:34,120 --> 00:09:37,199 Speaker 1: squatted up at the White House. You know they say 176 00:09:37,240 --> 00:09:43,960 Speaker 1: these things. It's ready. I don't know that. Are you scared? Yeah? Yeah, yeah, 177 00:09:44,040 --> 00:09:46,199 Speaker 1: it's a natural felling like we're being killed with the 178 00:09:46,240 --> 00:09:55,080 Speaker 1: shirts what so yeah, Well, for those who don't know 179 00:09:55,080 --> 00:09:59,440 Speaker 1: about the Brianna Taylor stories, so Brianna wasn't hurt, I know, 180 00:09:59,559 --> 00:10:02,439 Speaker 1: arresting heaven man because that was just heartbreaking. Twenty six 181 00:10:02,480 --> 00:10:04,160 Speaker 1: year old girl. She was on her way to become 182 00:10:04,160 --> 00:10:07,559 Speaker 1: a nurse, in her bed with her boyfriend. They knocked 183 00:10:07,559 --> 00:10:10,480 Speaker 1: out because it's like after hours. She was working shifts. 184 00:10:10,520 --> 00:10:13,320 Speaker 1: I think a coronavirus, right, So she was a central 185 00:10:13,360 --> 00:10:20,400 Speaker 1: worker essential and so police come into the house unannounced, 186 00:10:21,320 --> 00:10:25,120 Speaker 1: no uniforms anything on, didn't announced themselves, and they let 187 00:10:25,160 --> 00:10:27,880 Speaker 1: out thirty or thirty one rounds and she got shot 188 00:10:27,920 --> 00:10:32,000 Speaker 1: eight times. So her boyfriend killed her. Really, she's sleeping 189 00:10:32,000 --> 00:10:35,080 Speaker 1: in her bed. Boyfriend I thought somebody was breaking in, 190 00:10:35,160 --> 00:10:38,160 Speaker 1: so he started blasting back. So now he's in jail 191 00:10:38,800 --> 00:10:43,560 Speaker 1: and they called him out. Now's I think either on 192 00:10:43,600 --> 00:10:45,800 Speaker 1: Beil or Smith. I know that hen out of jail now. 193 00:10:46,120 --> 00:10:47,640 Speaker 1: But it's just like, yo, you can't even go to 194 00:10:47,640 --> 00:10:49,400 Speaker 1: sleep in your own home, Like how do you get 195 00:10:49,440 --> 00:10:52,120 Speaker 1: the wrong address and kill somebody and stay charges to 196 00:10:52,160 --> 00:10:55,920 Speaker 1: the game. That is so scary to me, or even 197 00:10:55,960 --> 00:10:59,840 Speaker 1: like of a mistakes? How can you make a mistake? 198 00:11:01,360 --> 00:11:03,120 Speaker 1: What has the world come to where we act but 199 00:11:03,160 --> 00:11:06,280 Speaker 1: we made mistakes like that? And then also to go 200 00:11:06,320 --> 00:11:08,280 Speaker 1: back to the whole looton, we were talking about how 201 00:11:08,320 --> 00:11:14,280 Speaker 1: people are putting value on businesses over people. Yeah, oh 202 00:11:14,280 --> 00:11:16,600 Speaker 1: but but and even like we're gonna address the Atlanta 203 00:11:16,640 --> 00:11:20,560 Speaker 1: situation honestly, because you know, people wanted to act like 204 00:11:20,640 --> 00:11:24,680 Speaker 1: Atlanta was like freaking Wakanda, you know, and not for 205 00:11:24,720 --> 00:11:27,320 Speaker 1: nothing Black people have been able to do things in 206 00:11:27,360 --> 00:11:29,560 Speaker 1: Atlanta that they haven't been able to do in other cities, 207 00:11:30,000 --> 00:11:32,640 Speaker 1: but for one that happened out of the fact that 208 00:11:32,720 --> 00:11:35,960 Speaker 1: Atlanta has no unions for jobs, like they wasn't giving 209 00:11:35,960 --> 00:11:37,839 Speaker 1: black people no jobs. So we created our own and 210 00:11:38,040 --> 00:11:40,400 Speaker 1: you gotta respect us for it. But I also think 211 00:11:40,440 --> 00:11:43,360 Speaker 1: that when you look at it, they tasting couples out 212 00:11:43,360 --> 00:11:46,480 Speaker 1: of their car, and then I thought I thought it 213 00:11:46,559 --> 00:11:50,960 Speaker 1: was as yanking them, like they blaming at people with 214 00:11:51,080 --> 00:11:53,520 Speaker 1: rubber bullets in Atlanta, like they're not playing you get 215 00:11:53,559 --> 00:11:55,720 Speaker 1: what I mean. And it's just like, let's be honest, 216 00:11:55,720 --> 00:11:57,840 Speaker 1: black people, you want to steal, where you're going to. 217 00:11:59,000 --> 00:12:01,520 Speaker 1: I'm going to goot he product. You can find me 218 00:12:01,640 --> 00:12:04,040 Speaker 1: up in the corporate station. I ain't going to your 219 00:12:04,080 --> 00:12:06,720 Speaker 1: small last businesses. Let's be honest. Sit down. I don't 220 00:12:06,760 --> 00:12:09,960 Speaker 1: want nothing from your das well. I know for a 221 00:12:10,000 --> 00:12:12,600 Speaker 1: fact that some some black people are stealing from small 222 00:12:12,640 --> 00:12:15,160 Speaker 1: business because no my hongers, and that's telling me. But 223 00:12:15,240 --> 00:12:16,760 Speaker 1: that makes me feel like, why are you selling from 224 00:12:16,760 --> 00:12:19,040 Speaker 1: a small business? Yeah, if you won't still go big, 225 00:12:19,120 --> 00:12:24,200 Speaker 1: go big, because it's the right that to me, that 226 00:12:24,200 --> 00:12:28,400 Speaker 1: should really even add that anger and how angry people are, 227 00:12:28,480 --> 00:12:30,880 Speaker 1: like yo, I don't care who or what it is. 228 00:12:31,120 --> 00:12:33,880 Speaker 1: And that's what I mean by where right. We gotta 229 00:12:33,960 --> 00:12:36,199 Speaker 1: realize what we're gonna sacrifice. Like at the end of 230 00:12:36,200 --> 00:12:38,160 Speaker 1: the day, were all losing something. People are losing their 231 00:12:38,240 --> 00:12:40,160 Speaker 1: jobs a while because you are able to create a 232 00:12:40,240 --> 00:12:41,920 Speaker 1: job for yourself, you think that you're not gonna lose 233 00:12:41,960 --> 00:12:44,760 Speaker 1: nothing in this struggle. We're all gonna lose something. Like, 234 00:12:44,800 --> 00:12:46,520 Speaker 1: we're all gonna lose something. And if it is your 235 00:12:46,520 --> 00:12:50,960 Speaker 1: shop or your business unfortunately broke. What what it costs? Though? 236 00:12:51,040 --> 00:12:53,080 Speaker 1: Like how much does your soul course at this point 237 00:12:53,160 --> 00:12:56,120 Speaker 1: of business? Like that's just beyond me. See y'all this 238 00:12:56,200 --> 00:12:58,520 Speaker 1: talk about being a business bro you were spending seven 239 00:12:58,600 --> 00:13:03,960 Speaker 1: million in Gucci a year. Gucci, Yeah, you were sending 240 00:13:04,000 --> 00:13:08,440 Speaker 1: that like like like that's just beyond me. You gotta 241 00:13:08,480 --> 00:13:10,120 Speaker 1: think about it. These people and the and the wealth 242 00:13:10,200 --> 00:13:14,440 Speaker 1: is like the gap, the income gap in Atlantic so huge. Yes, 243 00:13:14,520 --> 00:13:16,679 Speaker 1: we have lots of black people who are doing very 244 00:13:16,720 --> 00:13:18,679 Speaker 1: well for themselves, because we have a large amount of 245 00:13:18,679 --> 00:13:21,880 Speaker 1: black people who are doing very bad for themselves, let's 246 00:13:21,920 --> 00:13:27,040 Speaker 1: be very honest. And they the poor. They're hungry, okay, stop, 247 00:13:27,520 --> 00:13:30,640 Speaker 1: people stop playing with them. They don't care. They tired 248 00:13:30,920 --> 00:13:35,680 Speaker 1: and at this point, if you say you and be 249 00:13:35,760 --> 00:13:38,440 Speaker 1: tired with them. That's the only people we gotta realize 250 00:13:38,480 --> 00:13:40,120 Speaker 1: is that if we're gonna stay we're tired, we gotta 251 00:13:40,160 --> 00:13:42,000 Speaker 1: be tired with them. We can't pick and choose when 252 00:13:42,000 --> 00:13:44,760 Speaker 1: we're tire. Now now with your business now, don't know 253 00:13:44,840 --> 00:13:47,240 Speaker 1: who stop Now it's like, yo, bro, that is mine. 254 00:13:47,280 --> 00:13:49,920 Speaker 1: But damn you that angry. It's like, it is what 255 00:13:49,960 --> 00:13:53,400 Speaker 1: it is. That's insurance. That's what these white focus doing. 256 00:13:53,800 --> 00:13:57,280 Speaker 1: They're calling that insurance. You get what I mean talking said, Okay, 257 00:13:57,280 --> 00:14:02,040 Speaker 1: that's one store. That's one store. We're gonna pay all 258 00:14:02,040 --> 00:14:05,640 Speaker 1: employees and we're gonna make another store. I know not 259 00:14:05,679 --> 00:14:07,960 Speaker 1: everybody has those means, but you know what I mean, 260 00:14:08,040 --> 00:14:10,160 Speaker 1: come on, we just gotta be honest on all fronts. 261 00:14:10,200 --> 00:14:12,600 Speaker 1: I think we also know that a lot of people 262 00:14:12,600 --> 00:14:14,959 Speaker 1: saying that how we need to be more unionized, we 263 00:14:15,000 --> 00:14:17,480 Speaker 1: need to come together, and like, but I just don't know, 264 00:14:17,559 --> 00:14:19,120 Speaker 1: like how can we come together? Because I feel like 265 00:14:19,160 --> 00:14:21,200 Speaker 1: the people who aren't able, who do have the resources, 266 00:14:21,200 --> 00:14:22,760 Speaker 1: I feel like they're not doing as much as they 267 00:14:22,880 --> 00:14:24,480 Speaker 1: could be, or maybe they aren't. We just don't know 268 00:14:24,520 --> 00:14:26,840 Speaker 1: about it. But the fact that we don't know about it. 269 00:14:26,840 --> 00:14:28,960 Speaker 1: It's a profits value, you know what I mean. Like, 270 00:14:29,000 --> 00:14:31,280 Speaker 1: at the end of the day, I think that definitely, 271 00:14:31,320 --> 00:14:33,120 Speaker 1: if you do have the means and the money and 272 00:14:33,160 --> 00:14:35,480 Speaker 1: all of that, we should everything shouldn't be done in private. 273 00:14:35,800 --> 00:14:37,840 Speaker 1: Some things you have to inspire and show your people 274 00:14:37,880 --> 00:14:39,640 Speaker 1: that you're really doing because you're the one with the 275 00:14:39,680 --> 00:14:41,400 Speaker 1: resources to do it. You get it. And I know 276 00:14:41,400 --> 00:14:43,000 Speaker 1: a lot of people are like, oh, no, celebrities aren't this. 277 00:14:43,080 --> 00:14:45,160 Speaker 1: They aren't that, they aren't. I'm not. I'm not saying 278 00:14:45,160 --> 00:14:47,360 Speaker 1: that just gotta be celebrities. But if you have influence 279 00:14:47,440 --> 00:14:50,160 Speaker 1: or money, if you're in a position of power, then 280 00:14:50,200 --> 00:14:52,800 Speaker 1: you need to be helping your people period. It's just 281 00:14:53,080 --> 00:14:56,320 Speaker 1: what it is, whether you you know Beyonce or whether 282 00:14:56,360 --> 00:14:58,680 Speaker 1: you just the local chickenhood that just don't happen to 283 00:14:58,680 --> 00:15:01,240 Speaker 1: have more than somebody else. Everybody needed this is my 284 00:15:01,360 --> 00:15:06,000 Speaker 1: community needs to come together. No, I agree. How has 285 00:15:06,040 --> 00:15:07,640 Speaker 1: it been at your jobs? Like, have your job has 286 00:15:07,680 --> 00:15:11,240 Speaker 1: been like supportive of y'all going through this? Because my 287 00:15:11,320 --> 00:15:14,720 Speaker 1: job has been very supportive, but also my black people. 288 00:15:14,800 --> 00:15:17,320 Speaker 1: My job is very vocal, so I worked with kids 289 00:15:17,400 --> 00:15:21,120 Speaker 1: and I'm a daycare teacher. So ever, since coronavirus and 290 00:15:21,160 --> 00:15:25,840 Speaker 1: my job has been there. That's pretty much it um 291 00:15:25,920 --> 00:15:31,000 Speaker 1: well for me. I I teach students in different like 292 00:15:31,120 --> 00:15:34,440 Speaker 1: higher read colleges, and I had to teach actually today 293 00:15:34,600 --> 00:15:39,720 Speaker 1: students that are in Chicago and they cancel today. Yeah, 294 00:15:39,760 --> 00:15:41,920 Speaker 1: I mean I shouldn't imagine getting on the call at 295 00:15:41,920 --> 00:15:43,920 Speaker 1: our class was for nine thirty this morning. I can 296 00:15:43,960 --> 00:15:46,280 Speaker 1: imagine getting on there like hey, how are you ready 297 00:15:46,280 --> 00:15:48,280 Speaker 1: to learn about excelf? Like they don't want to air 298 00:15:48,400 --> 00:15:51,640 Speaker 1: that ship from me, you know. So I appreciate, you know, 299 00:15:51,840 --> 00:15:54,760 Speaker 1: the Chicago site at my job for you know, shutting 300 00:15:54,760 --> 00:15:58,000 Speaker 1: down operations, and you know, I respect it. I do 301 00:15:58,120 --> 00:16:02,400 Speaker 1: also think that on some ends, um, my organization as 302 00:16:02,440 --> 00:16:05,760 Speaker 1: a whole should be more mindful to their employees. I think, 303 00:16:06,720 --> 00:16:08,520 Speaker 1: you know what I mean, Like mental health days is 304 00:16:08,560 --> 00:16:11,040 Speaker 1: a thing, and I think that that's just something that 305 00:16:11,200 --> 00:16:14,400 Speaker 1: we all feeling. I mean, like, yeah, that should be 306 00:16:14,400 --> 00:16:16,960 Speaker 1: put in effect. And and also like it's cute the 307 00:16:17,000 --> 00:16:19,720 Speaker 1: little emails, you know what I mean. But let's be honest. 308 00:16:19,720 --> 00:16:21,880 Speaker 1: An email from the CEO is very different from my 309 00:16:21,960 --> 00:16:25,040 Speaker 1: manager calling me and checking and like my white manager 310 00:16:25,160 --> 00:16:27,400 Speaker 1: calling and checking me like hey, sis, how are you today? 311 00:16:27,800 --> 00:16:29,960 Speaker 1: You know what I mean a post check. You know, 312 00:16:30,040 --> 00:16:32,440 Speaker 1: like that email was cool, but I skim read that ship. 313 00:16:32,600 --> 00:16:34,240 Speaker 1: You could have kept it. But I also think when 314 00:16:34,280 --> 00:16:36,200 Speaker 1: it comes to these emails, is just like, Okay, so 315 00:16:36,280 --> 00:16:37,800 Speaker 1: what are y'all really doing to change it? Because like, 316 00:16:37,840 --> 00:16:40,200 Speaker 1: are we gonna still? Are we gonna have more diversity 317 00:16:40,240 --> 00:16:43,440 Speaker 1: when it comes to certain positions in corporate because it's 318 00:16:43,440 --> 00:16:45,240 Speaker 1: like y'all, now y'are starting to see what we go through. 319 00:16:45,320 --> 00:16:48,000 Speaker 1: Are y'all really willing to make the change? Yeah? I 320 00:16:48,040 --> 00:16:50,560 Speaker 1: want to. I'm interested to see all those companies that 321 00:16:50,600 --> 00:16:54,720 Speaker 1: made press releases, you know, Netflix and this one back up, 322 00:16:54,920 --> 00:16:56,960 Speaker 1: backing up, what's good. I want to see what's the 323 00:16:57,040 --> 00:16:59,920 Speaker 1: diversity like when it comes to your jobs, Like, what's 324 00:17:00,120 --> 00:17:02,920 Speaker 1: what's happening there? Because and honestly, and I've been to 325 00:17:02,920 --> 00:17:05,159 Speaker 1: a lot of these corporations, and I trained people to 326 00:17:05,200 --> 00:17:07,320 Speaker 1: go into a lot of these corporations and to be honest, No, 327 00:17:07,760 --> 00:17:11,200 Speaker 1: but it's not there. It's definitely not there, And you 328 00:17:11,280 --> 00:17:14,040 Speaker 1: gotta think about it. They if it is, they're having 329 00:17:14,160 --> 00:17:19,440 Speaker 1: us build um their technology and build things the country 330 00:17:19,560 --> 00:17:22,800 Speaker 1: and black how we fucking built this damn country? Bitch? Okay, 331 00:17:23,280 --> 00:17:26,240 Speaker 1: I'm just saying all of this them for our children, 332 00:17:26,480 --> 00:17:30,159 Speaker 1: black engineers, black engineers. Then much that they throw you 333 00:17:30,200 --> 00:17:32,600 Speaker 1: that hundred thousand, hundred and fifty thou dollars a year check, 334 00:17:32,840 --> 00:17:35,160 Speaker 1: but you out here building face recognition, so off where 335 00:17:35,160 --> 00:17:38,400 Speaker 1: the fucking hunt your own? Okay, that is exactly what 336 00:17:38,400 --> 00:17:41,160 Speaker 1: were what they do. And they're not these people because 337 00:17:41,840 --> 00:17:45,840 Speaker 1: and he invented this game, but the country, So what's 338 00:17:45,840 --> 00:17:48,240 Speaker 1: something the person to build? What else? What's new? It's 339 00:17:48,280 --> 00:17:50,199 Speaker 1: just that it's just it looked different, you get what 340 00:17:50,200 --> 00:17:52,639 Speaker 1: I mean. Back then it was railroads and cotton and 341 00:17:52,680 --> 00:17:55,320 Speaker 1: now it's just computer software and apps. And this is 342 00:17:55,320 --> 00:17:56,960 Speaker 1: what they're doing to work, you know what I mean. 343 00:17:57,000 --> 00:17:59,360 Speaker 1: And that's how there's targeting us in multiple different ways, 344 00:17:59,359 --> 00:18:02,280 Speaker 1: down the health care down to education. They don't told 345 00:18:02,320 --> 00:18:05,560 Speaker 1: our kids that they're math that we don't even understand, yeah, 346 00:18:05,560 --> 00:18:09,239 Speaker 1: because we didn't do that, man, But this is what 347 00:18:09,280 --> 00:18:12,280 Speaker 1: they're doing. They know what they're doing. They ain't know 348 00:18:12,480 --> 00:18:18,280 Speaker 1: this they all right, yeah, man, I don't know. It's 349 00:18:18,320 --> 00:18:20,400 Speaker 1: just it just breaks my heart because I just feel 350 00:18:20,440 --> 00:18:22,800 Speaker 1: like every day it's just been something. First of all 351 00:18:22,840 --> 00:18:25,240 Speaker 1: the pandemic and just had me just like odi stress, 352 00:18:25,320 --> 00:18:28,320 Speaker 1: like I have not been having a motivation. I have 353 00:18:28,400 --> 00:18:31,159 Speaker 1: not been inspired lately. I used to while I was 354 00:18:31,160 --> 00:18:33,640 Speaker 1: walking downtown Brooklyn, just against the inspiration, but I heard 355 00:18:33,680 --> 00:18:37,040 Speaker 1: that's over with because Nigga's invalidated that area and costs 356 00:18:37,200 --> 00:18:39,000 Speaker 1: all over the place, and I don't feel safe going 357 00:18:39,000 --> 00:18:41,000 Speaker 1: out by myself or just feel like going out at all. 358 00:18:41,560 --> 00:18:43,679 Speaker 1: So it's just like these past couple of I've been 359 00:18:43,720 --> 00:18:45,960 Speaker 1: home since what three months, not going on four months, 360 00:18:46,119 --> 00:18:48,080 Speaker 1: and it's just been like really hard. And then it's like, 361 00:18:48,119 --> 00:18:51,760 Speaker 1: on top of that, I'm just seeing Marget shot at 362 00:18:52,600 --> 00:18:55,240 Speaker 1: he fighting his his last birth. Then I'm just hearing 363 00:18:55,240 --> 00:18:59,400 Speaker 1: about the Brianna Taylor. Then I'm hearing about the other 364 00:18:59,440 --> 00:19:01,800 Speaker 1: guy who in the military and obviously he has some 365 00:19:01,840 --> 00:19:03,840 Speaker 1: mental health issues, and it cost someone's gonna be a 366 00:19:03,840 --> 00:19:07,240 Speaker 1: close cast. Then you're hearing you. I actually watched the 367 00:19:07,320 --> 00:19:09,959 Speaker 1: video with George George Floyd, and that just reminded me 368 00:19:10,040 --> 00:19:15,320 Speaker 1: of the video watching my grandmother and Gardner because quite frankly, 369 00:19:15,720 --> 00:19:19,440 Speaker 1: after even after that, now we're seeing people cars and 370 00:19:19,640 --> 00:19:24,800 Speaker 1: NYPD running into the protesters, groups of protests beating number 371 00:19:24,800 --> 00:19:26,800 Speaker 1: but we're seeing them beating up. We see I've seen 372 00:19:26,800 --> 00:19:30,760 Speaker 1: them being up the old man I saw he wasn't 373 00:19:31,720 --> 00:19:35,320 Speaker 1: kids being made pepper spray kids. The National Guard is 374 00:19:35,359 --> 00:19:38,639 Speaker 1: not activated in twenty one states and they all brown, 375 00:19:38,800 --> 00:19:41,880 Speaker 1: states black. And you don't need to stop applauding these 376 00:19:41,880 --> 00:19:43,800 Speaker 1: fucking police officers for doing their job. I don't give 377 00:19:43,800 --> 00:19:48,680 Speaker 1: a police officer nil. They should nil should have been nailing. Damn. 378 00:19:48,920 --> 00:19:51,159 Speaker 1: Now you're kneeling because y'all. Yeah, we told y'all we 379 00:19:51,160 --> 00:19:52,760 Speaker 1: was gonna bring you out to your knees, and we 380 00:19:52,840 --> 00:19:56,199 Speaker 1: told you that while we like giving her Congress to 381 00:19:56,240 --> 00:19:58,720 Speaker 1: police officers, like these niggers are humans just like us, 382 00:19:58,760 --> 00:20:01,000 Speaker 1: Like niggas know what's and is y'all know this ship 383 00:20:01,119 --> 00:20:03,960 Speaker 1: not right? It's mad police iffer saying like, Yo, the 384 00:20:04,080 --> 00:20:07,760 Speaker 1: nigga killed that man, How is that assumptable? And then 385 00:20:07,800 --> 00:20:10,119 Speaker 1: you killed them in broad daylight? And anyone I had 386 00:20:10,119 --> 00:20:12,119 Speaker 1: this conversation with y'all and somebody else, I was just like, 387 00:20:12,400 --> 00:20:13,919 Speaker 1: when is it gonna get to a point where we're 388 00:20:13,960 --> 00:20:15,919 Speaker 1: just gonna stop recording? Like are you really willing to 389 00:20:15,960 --> 00:20:17,879 Speaker 1: die for this ship? And not even asked myself, It's like, 390 00:20:17,880 --> 00:20:20,600 Speaker 1: can I really see one of my susters being attacked 391 00:20:20,600 --> 00:20:22,639 Speaker 1: by somebody like, it's gonna have to come to the 392 00:20:22,640 --> 00:20:24,560 Speaker 1: point where I gotta put my phone down and be like, yo, 393 00:20:25,119 --> 00:20:26,639 Speaker 1: maybe this is it is what it is because I 394 00:20:26,680 --> 00:20:28,480 Speaker 1: could not imagine seeing somebody that looked like me just 395 00:20:28,520 --> 00:20:32,320 Speaker 1: get killed like that, and always because he forged to check. 396 00:20:33,040 --> 00:20:36,080 Speaker 1: Is that what we're doing now? There's no reason because 397 00:20:36,240 --> 00:20:39,440 Speaker 1: it's so it's countless amount amounts of videos where I've 398 00:20:39,520 --> 00:20:44,960 Speaker 1: seen white people attacking officers resistance. Remember the white board 399 00:20:45,119 --> 00:20:47,400 Speaker 1: that killed those people in the church. Yes, and they 400 00:20:47,400 --> 00:20:51,440 Speaker 1: asked me if he wanted the bulletproof and a bullet 401 00:20:51,440 --> 00:20:54,359 Speaker 1: proof the shorty that went into the row house and 402 00:20:54,480 --> 00:20:56,200 Speaker 1: the nickel was on his couch, he's some ice cream, 403 00:20:56,480 --> 00:20:58,919 Speaker 1: and she she killed him because she felt like she 404 00:20:59,080 --> 00:21:01,719 Speaker 1: was in the right house. And the judge asked if 405 00:21:01,720 --> 00:21:04,000 Speaker 1: she wants the real Bible before we go on with 406 00:21:04,000 --> 00:21:09,040 Speaker 1: the Like I just can't, Like it just drives me crazy. 407 00:21:09,160 --> 00:21:11,600 Speaker 1: Sometimes I've been like, Yo, how is this even happening? Yeah, 408 00:21:11,800 --> 00:21:14,760 Speaker 1: it's just even really like what part of revelations we 409 00:21:14,840 --> 00:21:20,680 Speaker 1: are now child to ending party? Serious? This is the time, 410 00:21:20,720 --> 00:21:24,200 Speaker 1: And you know, it's just so crazy because you see 411 00:21:24,320 --> 00:21:26,960 Speaker 1: things like I'm a big history person, and you know, 412 00:21:27,080 --> 00:21:29,600 Speaker 1: you hear about things about like in history and how 413 00:21:29,640 --> 00:21:31,439 Speaker 1: crazy it was, and you just be like, damn, how 414 00:21:31,440 --> 00:21:33,560 Speaker 1: did they go through it? And you're like, how the 415 00:21:33,600 --> 00:21:37,080 Speaker 1: hell are we going through this like we have for 416 00:21:37,160 --> 00:21:40,280 Speaker 1: a president? Like this man is literally saying out loud, 417 00:21:40,440 --> 00:21:44,800 Speaker 1: how feel like he's literally saying like he's like, it's 418 00:21:44,840 --> 00:21:47,399 Speaker 1: just amazing, Like you look, we shoot he as playing 419 00:21:47,400 --> 00:21:50,560 Speaker 1: a Oh man, I forgot about that one baby. Oh 420 00:21:50,600 --> 00:21:54,280 Speaker 1: my god when he said we look like, I just 421 00:21:54,400 --> 00:21:58,280 Speaker 1: don't understand what it's going to take at this point. 422 00:21:58,320 --> 00:22:00,760 Speaker 1: And then how can we even all just come back 423 00:22:00,800 --> 00:22:02,399 Speaker 1: to the stable and eat and break bread together and 424 00:22:02,400 --> 00:22:05,720 Speaker 1: look at each other again like that's the part that's 425 00:22:05,760 --> 00:22:09,439 Speaker 1: just and it's not gonna stop. Well, how do you feel, like, 426 00:22:09,480 --> 00:22:11,000 Speaker 1: what are you gonna teach your son? Because I know 427 00:22:11,080 --> 00:22:16,080 Speaker 1: you have a our baby boys. I at this point, 428 00:22:16,080 --> 00:22:19,600 Speaker 1: I'm just teaching my son how to be confident, you know, 429 00:22:20,160 --> 00:22:23,359 Speaker 1: but still I think it's very important to teach them 430 00:22:23,400 --> 00:22:26,920 Speaker 1: like coping mechanisms and just you know, how to how 431 00:22:26,920 --> 00:22:28,879 Speaker 1: to deal every day with being a brown person, like 432 00:22:29,240 --> 00:22:31,520 Speaker 1: having to shift, having to do that shift, having to 433 00:22:31,560 --> 00:22:34,080 Speaker 1: be in the world and knowing that you're strong and 434 00:22:34,119 --> 00:22:36,280 Speaker 1: you're you, but damn and sometimes you're gonna have to 435 00:22:36,320 --> 00:22:39,879 Speaker 1: stand down. And I feel like that's that's that's the 436 00:22:39,880 --> 00:22:43,040 Speaker 1: most that's like the hardest part, like teaching someone to 437 00:22:43,080 --> 00:22:47,520 Speaker 1: stand up and stand down all in one. Yeah, man, 438 00:22:48,680 --> 00:22:52,040 Speaker 1: that's hard. Yeah, but you know when in reality, I 439 00:22:52,080 --> 00:22:54,879 Speaker 1: think that that's also something that he learned. You can't 440 00:22:54,880 --> 00:23:00,040 Speaker 1: teach experience, and it's unfortunate, but you know, he's and 441 00:23:00,080 --> 00:23:03,439 Speaker 1: it happened. I think the best what we could do 442 00:23:03,480 --> 00:23:05,199 Speaker 1: for our kids is one of the best things is 443 00:23:05,280 --> 00:23:07,840 Speaker 1: just talk to them and let them see everything, Like 444 00:23:07,880 --> 00:23:10,480 Speaker 1: don't shelter them from what's happening, and allow them to 445 00:23:10,560 --> 00:23:14,800 Speaker 1: express themselves and what they feel. Because yeah, or even 446 00:23:14,800 --> 00:23:23,080 Speaker 1: though we're talking about you mentioned something about Philandro's fiance's face. Yes, yeah, 447 00:23:23,240 --> 00:23:25,199 Speaker 1: that like even with that what I mean with like 448 00:23:25,280 --> 00:23:29,960 Speaker 1: shifting like she was so it's clear she was emotional, 449 00:23:30,040 --> 00:23:33,920 Speaker 1: she was an emotional state, but she couldn't even express 450 00:23:34,000 --> 00:23:39,000 Speaker 1: her true fear in fear of being killed with her 451 00:23:39,080 --> 00:23:42,800 Speaker 1: daughter there. Like it's just like wow, like that that's 452 00:23:42,800 --> 00:23:44,879 Speaker 1: a super power to me, Like we have the power 453 00:23:44,920 --> 00:23:49,480 Speaker 1: to like face, you know. And but the thing about 454 00:23:49,520 --> 00:23:51,440 Speaker 1: it is is because she's been doing it all her life. 455 00:23:51,560 --> 00:23:53,840 Speaker 1: It's sad. And that's what I mean by like, you know, 456 00:23:55,000 --> 00:23:57,679 Speaker 1: you you go to these people don't understand what we 457 00:23:57,720 --> 00:23:59,960 Speaker 1: have to go through every day when we're in needs 458 00:24:00,119 --> 00:24:03,480 Speaker 1: jobs and we're at the bank, and we're in the hospital. 459 00:24:03,720 --> 00:24:06,440 Speaker 1: And we've seen it. Even with coronavirus, who was getting 460 00:24:06,480 --> 00:24:09,320 Speaker 1: the treatment? Who wasn't? You know, all of a sudden 461 00:24:09,320 --> 00:24:11,800 Speaker 1: we went from all black people can't catch it till 462 00:24:12,600 --> 00:24:15,080 Speaker 1: till we to target. You know why, because all the 463 00:24:15,080 --> 00:24:17,919 Speaker 1: protective equipment was wasn't going what was going on Beverly, 464 00:24:17,920 --> 00:24:21,600 Speaker 1: the Hills, It wasn't going to equaw Brooklyn, you know 465 00:24:21,640 --> 00:24:23,960 Speaker 1: what I mean. So when you look at really what's 466 00:24:23,960 --> 00:24:26,720 Speaker 1: the resources of what's happening in these hospitals. Of course 467 00:24:26,800 --> 00:24:28,439 Speaker 1: we were going to start to have the number the 468 00:24:28,520 --> 00:24:32,080 Speaker 1: largest numbers in depths. Of course we were. But you 469 00:24:32,119 --> 00:24:34,800 Speaker 1: know it was inevitable because it's been set up for 470 00:24:34,880 --> 00:24:37,480 Speaker 1: us from the very beginning. And it's just like how 471 00:24:37,560 --> 00:24:39,960 Speaker 1: long how long are we going to be the target? 472 00:24:40,040 --> 00:24:42,840 Speaker 1: How long they've really happened, because I don't see nothing 473 00:24:42,880 --> 00:24:46,000 Speaker 1: that happened for three hundred years. I don't see nothing 474 00:24:46,000 --> 00:24:53,400 Speaker 1: going And how asking y'all, how ye for telling yall 475 00:24:54,560 --> 00:24:56,679 Speaker 1: that was so damn long. Now he asking us, so 476 00:24:56,720 --> 00:24:58,320 Speaker 1: how long we're gonna be here? That's when he was 477 00:24:58,359 --> 00:25:00,840 Speaker 1: really asking. You get what I mean? No that you 478 00:25:00,880 --> 00:25:02,720 Speaker 1: know I love me from but that's what he was 479 00:25:02,720 --> 00:25:05,160 Speaker 1: really asking, like y'all saying that it was crazy, that's 480 00:25:05,160 --> 00:25:07,760 Speaker 1: crazy for three years the long ast time. This is 481 00:25:07,800 --> 00:25:11,000 Speaker 1: a long ast time, yea, when you're gonna be tiring now, yeah, 482 00:25:11,160 --> 00:25:13,040 Speaker 1: this is crazy. What the fund is happening out here? 483 00:25:13,040 --> 00:25:14,680 Speaker 1: When are we going to be like, no, not for 484 00:25:14,800 --> 00:25:19,200 Speaker 1: yourself out We look at that like that's crazy. I 485 00:25:19,200 --> 00:25:21,560 Speaker 1: couldn't have never gone through that. I don't understand why 486 00:25:21,560 --> 00:25:23,440 Speaker 1: they ain't just killed him, and look what we're going through. 487 00:25:23,800 --> 00:25:26,840 Speaker 1: We put it on a smile and jumping for them 488 00:25:26,840 --> 00:25:32,400 Speaker 1: and hopping for the crying over Gucci, crying over Gucci, 489 00:25:32,600 --> 00:25:39,879 Speaker 1: and lady was crying over Gucci. C I'm not joking 490 00:25:40,000 --> 00:25:42,720 Speaker 1: a little bit. In her she was a little bit okay, 491 00:25:42,800 --> 00:25:45,000 Speaker 1: I think she didn't know how to commune articulate how 492 00:25:45,000 --> 00:25:47,399 Speaker 1: she was really. I think she was so shocked that 493 00:25:47,520 --> 00:25:52,040 Speaker 1: Nicholas was really burning down Gucci. I think, okay, anybody 494 00:25:52,160 --> 00:25:55,600 Speaker 1: in that situation her life people, the people in atlant 495 00:25:55,640 --> 00:25:57,600 Speaker 1: of that problem is their life as they know it 496 00:25:57,680 --> 00:26:00,639 Speaker 1: is changing and when and that's the cooling, that's the 497 00:26:00,680 --> 00:26:02,919 Speaker 1: Uncle Tom part. Then people give you a little bit 498 00:26:02,920 --> 00:26:04,880 Speaker 1: of something, you get happy they gave you that something. 499 00:26:04,880 --> 00:26:07,040 Speaker 1: You ain't willing to lose it? Then what I mean, 500 00:26:07,080 --> 00:26:09,080 Speaker 1: we ain't got nothing to lose. So we're angry, we're 501 00:26:09,080 --> 00:26:11,440 Speaker 1: tired and finding the funk up. But y'all got ship 502 00:26:11,480 --> 00:26:13,280 Speaker 1: to loose, like y'all ain't fired up? Got in the man. 503 00:26:13,320 --> 00:26:19,440 Speaker 1: She's looking at it like, wait, y'all, j nah, we're not. 504 00:26:20,920 --> 00:26:24,639 Speaker 1: Are you feelings your life for your lifestyle? Because at 505 00:26:24,640 --> 00:26:26,400 Speaker 1: the end of the day, y'all rap about that, y'all 506 00:26:26,480 --> 00:26:29,720 Speaker 1: was you said you was? Are y'all really willing to 507 00:26:29,800 --> 00:26:31,560 Speaker 1: risk it? And that's really what the bottom line is. 508 00:26:31,600 --> 00:26:33,960 Speaker 1: So Na, she kinda wasn't really crying over Gucci. She 509 00:26:34,040 --> 00:26:36,600 Speaker 1: just seen her lifestyle kind of like dwindling, like what 510 00:26:36,720 --> 00:26:39,080 Speaker 1: old this may be happening? And she said she and 511 00:26:39,119 --> 00:26:41,159 Speaker 1: I also think that it's the reaction. All of us 512 00:26:41,160 --> 00:26:44,760 Speaker 1: are angry, you get what I mean, We all got 513 00:26:44,760 --> 00:26:46,919 Speaker 1: different reactions. And I think her reaction is, you know, 514 00:26:47,160 --> 00:26:50,200 Speaker 1: it's one of somebody who won't never have ship, who 515 00:26:50,280 --> 00:26:53,520 Speaker 1: see her ship maybe in jeopardy feeling, especially when you're 516 00:26:53,560 --> 00:26:55,399 Speaker 1: just not starting to get ship. She was like a 517 00:26:55,400 --> 00:26:58,800 Speaker 1: worried white woman. Yeah, little boy. And then with the 518 00:26:58,800 --> 00:27:00,879 Speaker 1: white woman that was about the call, the call the 519 00:27:00,880 --> 00:27:05,200 Speaker 1: police on my guy Christian in the park man, Oh, 520 00:27:05,440 --> 00:27:08,960 Speaker 1: I got the same last dame. I feel what family 521 00:27:09,000 --> 00:27:12,080 Speaker 1: owned you had the same last name like, and then 522 00:27:12,119 --> 00:27:14,439 Speaker 1: you was really you was willing to kill your dog 523 00:27:14,760 --> 00:27:17,280 Speaker 1: to get this black man killed. And I'm not even 524 00:27:17,320 --> 00:27:20,240 Speaker 1: an animal person, and I felt for that dog like 525 00:27:20,280 --> 00:27:23,200 Speaker 1: you was willing to choke the dog out to get 526 00:27:23,240 --> 00:27:25,439 Speaker 1: this black man killed because he telling you what you 527 00:27:25,520 --> 00:27:28,120 Speaker 1: already knew. Poor dog. What was the dog name? Y'all? 528 00:27:28,200 --> 00:27:32,120 Speaker 1: She was dead, asked, strangling the dog? Strangling the dog? 529 00:27:32,280 --> 00:27:34,320 Speaker 1: But you know what, And that's why for me, I 530 00:27:34,520 --> 00:27:36,720 Speaker 1: followed Shaun King And you know a lot of I 531 00:27:36,720 --> 00:27:38,320 Speaker 1: know a lot of people feel different way about him, 532 00:27:38,320 --> 00:27:41,000 Speaker 1: but I follow him for information and I really don't 533 00:27:41,000 --> 00:27:42,680 Speaker 1: and I don't follow him for his police. By follow 534 00:27:42,760 --> 00:27:45,280 Speaker 1: him because he posted that number he finding them people, 535 00:27:45,280 --> 00:27:48,080 Speaker 1: and his follower was he finding them people. And I 536 00:27:48,080 --> 00:27:51,639 Speaker 1: love it because I'd be cooling every damn number Okay, 537 00:27:53,080 --> 00:27:55,359 Speaker 1: let me tell you about Tim So Tim situation. I 538 00:27:55,359 --> 00:27:57,760 Speaker 1: don't know if y'all saw it, but it was these 539 00:27:57,760 --> 00:27:59,920 Speaker 1: guys they were working out, Black guys that would want 540 00:28:00,600 --> 00:28:02,239 Speaker 1: entrepreneur was working out. I guess it must have been 541 00:28:02,240 --> 00:28:03,960 Speaker 1: either a co working space some type of building where 542 00:28:03,960 --> 00:28:05,639 Speaker 1: they were working out. And you need key cards to 543 00:28:05,640 --> 00:28:07,960 Speaker 1: get in these places they're working out, so obviously they 544 00:28:08,000 --> 00:28:11,040 Speaker 1: belong there. Tim decided that he was gonna call people, 545 00:28:11,119 --> 00:28:13,080 Speaker 1: call cops, and they don't look like they belong here. 546 00:28:13,119 --> 00:28:14,840 Speaker 1: What the hell looking like? I belong here? Looked like 547 00:28:14,880 --> 00:28:17,200 Speaker 1: First of all, Tim, or any of Tim's people that 548 00:28:17,320 --> 00:28:19,639 Speaker 1: understand him, please ask tell me what that looks like, 549 00:28:19,640 --> 00:28:24,160 Speaker 1: because I don't understand what that looks like. Right. So, yeah, 550 00:28:24,359 --> 00:28:27,239 Speaker 1: all of us amanais is disgusting. That's the problem. So 551 00:28:27,280 --> 00:28:30,000 Speaker 1: now all of a sudden, he gonna say, um, Tim, 552 00:28:30,240 --> 00:28:31,720 Speaker 1: I don't think that they belong in. My name is 553 00:28:31,760 --> 00:28:34,120 Speaker 1: Tim something? So dummy? Say his whole name Shaun King 554 00:28:34,119 --> 00:28:37,000 Speaker 1: followers and found this man, put his number, put all 555 00:28:37,000 --> 00:28:38,800 Speaker 1: his information. Now, I called the number. I want you 556 00:28:38,920 --> 00:28:40,840 Speaker 1: to know, girl. When I called that number, it was 557 00:28:40,880 --> 00:28:43,520 Speaker 1: like an automated voice, like the number couldn't even ring. 558 00:28:43,840 --> 00:28:46,479 Speaker 1: It was like an automated voice, and the voicemail was like, Hi, 559 00:28:46,720 --> 00:28:49,959 Speaker 1: this is Steve something something and I no longer associate 560 00:28:50,040 --> 00:28:52,480 Speaker 1: with Tim or Tim's and that his views are not 561 00:28:52,520 --> 00:28:54,480 Speaker 1: a reflection of mine. And that's what if some because 562 00:28:54,520 --> 00:28:57,560 Speaker 1: white people won't lay you, okay, so they're gonna they 563 00:28:57,600 --> 00:28:59,880 Speaker 1: anna thought this break like crackers, Like how they regularly 564 00:29:00,000 --> 00:29:01,640 Speaker 1: what you're saying, how that white woman gave it up. 565 00:29:01,680 --> 00:29:04,280 Speaker 1: She left funding after he killed. But I'm like, girl back, 566 00:29:04,400 --> 00:29:06,200 Speaker 1: like you know, you were sleeping with the devil. She know, 567 00:29:06,560 --> 00:29:08,640 Speaker 1: she know as soon as that man got booked for 568 00:29:08,720 --> 00:29:10,640 Speaker 1: day two, she loved it and gotta followed the boys 569 00:29:11,560 --> 00:29:13,640 Speaker 1: and y'all be up her wife and these white bitches up. 570 00:29:13,760 --> 00:29:15,520 Speaker 1: You see how they give it up so they got 571 00:29:15,560 --> 00:29:17,880 Speaker 1: nothing lawyer. They ain't nothing lawyer by the white woman. 572 00:29:17,880 --> 00:29:20,000 Speaker 1: They ain't never in time ever in their life show 573 00:29:20,040 --> 00:29:23,200 Speaker 1: that they look Black women on the front line crying 574 00:29:24,040 --> 00:29:28,400 Speaker 1: die for black man, crying crying. It was a picture 575 00:29:28,440 --> 00:29:31,680 Speaker 1: of this lady about ten niggas with gun cops and 576 00:29:31,800 --> 00:29:33,800 Speaker 1: she up there kneeling just staring at them in the 577 00:29:33,840 --> 00:29:37,000 Speaker 1: face like and what like, it's just crazy to me, 578 00:29:37,040 --> 00:29:39,800 Speaker 1: And it's just like yo, like, it's just sad, man. 579 00:29:39,840 --> 00:29:41,560 Speaker 1: I really did hope. I don't think she's gonna change. 580 00:29:41,600 --> 00:29:44,320 Speaker 1: But Malcolm Beg has already talked about this numerous times. 581 00:29:45,160 --> 00:29:47,880 Speaker 1: I mean, I don't think about it. If if it's 582 00:29:47,880 --> 00:29:50,560 Speaker 1: going to change in our fund our life suppants to 583 00:29:50,560 --> 00:29:53,080 Speaker 1: be better, y'all. We gotta be smarter after this and 584 00:29:53,120 --> 00:29:56,560 Speaker 1: what we're gonna do about it, if anything, and and all. 585 00:29:56,880 --> 00:29:59,880 Speaker 1: I guess everybody right now, I know everybody's confusing everybody's 586 00:30:00,160 --> 00:30:01,840 Speaker 1: but I think the real part about it is everybody 587 00:30:01,920 --> 00:30:03,840 Speaker 1: is figuring out what part can we play. Whether that's 588 00:30:03,880 --> 00:30:06,640 Speaker 1: you giving money, everybody that you're calling a number of 589 00:30:06,720 --> 00:30:11,240 Speaker 1: Tim's job, whether that's sharing the story, whether that's you 590 00:30:11,760 --> 00:30:14,240 Speaker 1: know what I mean, whatever that is and that looks like, 591 00:30:14,240 --> 00:30:17,000 Speaker 1: whether that's you out there, you know, protesting, whether you're 592 00:30:17,000 --> 00:30:19,480 Speaker 1: out there looting the ship. Do you I don't listen. 593 00:30:19,760 --> 00:30:22,040 Speaker 1: I'm out here to tell nobody how they should feel. 594 00:30:22,280 --> 00:30:25,320 Speaker 1: I genuinely think that everybody should do what feels right 595 00:30:25,360 --> 00:30:27,040 Speaker 1: to them, because at the end of the day, I 596 00:30:27,080 --> 00:30:29,320 Speaker 1: think that that's just where we at now. But in 597 00:30:29,360 --> 00:30:30,920 Speaker 1: the midst of it, take care of your mental health, man, 598 00:30:30,920 --> 00:30:36,120 Speaker 1: because it's taxing. There's a lot going on and just like, yo, 599 00:30:36,240 --> 00:30:38,240 Speaker 1: this is I can see how people are going crazy 600 00:30:38,320 --> 00:30:39,880 Speaker 1: right now because you can't go nowhere you want to 601 00:30:39,880 --> 00:30:41,880 Speaker 1: occur for you. You got a virus that I hurt 602 00:30:41,880 --> 00:30:45,240 Speaker 1: that's killing people, and you got niggas killing you like you. 603 00:30:45,680 --> 00:30:48,960 Speaker 1: It's so sad like I really didn't think would have 604 00:30:49,040 --> 00:30:54,400 Speaker 1: been like this. It took me what it took everybody 605 00:30:54,400 --> 00:30:57,440 Speaker 1: by store, like I really thought was gonna beat the year, y'all, 606 00:30:58,680 --> 00:31:01,800 Speaker 1: just like everybody else, but it I don't know, y'all, y'all, 607 00:31:01,840 --> 00:31:05,280 Speaker 1: Just be safe out there, man, please, because I'm gonna 608 00:31:05,280 --> 00:31:06,800 Speaker 1: be me and my home girls. I've been over our 609 00:31:06,800 --> 00:31:11,160 Speaker 1: house on day three, like y'all. Just be safe and 610 00:31:11,200 --> 00:31:13,440 Speaker 1: just you know, live life. Life is short, man, Like 611 00:31:14,000 --> 00:31:17,000 Speaker 1: do us right being around your people, loving your people. Yeah, 612 00:31:17,040 --> 00:31:21,040 Speaker 1: it's loving your men, yes, even if be acting crazy 613 00:31:21,160 --> 00:31:27,240 Speaker 1: right now. Says yeah, man, like it's wrapped out here. Listen, 614 00:31:27,240 --> 00:31:30,480 Speaker 1: we're in quarantine. We got people like you just got 615 00:31:30,480 --> 00:31:33,440 Speaker 1: it right now, says just just please, you ain't want 616 00:31:33,440 --> 00:31:36,720 Speaker 1: to be a wrapper piece, just piece right now, and 617 00:31:36,920 --> 00:31:40,640 Speaker 1: I want that he's being your piece, basketball player, do 618 00:31:40,720 --> 00:31:43,680 Speaker 1: support right now. I just think it's the time when 619 00:31:43,720 --> 00:31:45,680 Speaker 1: we all just gotta love on each other, your brothers, 620 00:31:45,800 --> 00:31:50,600 Speaker 1: your your father's everybody. Yeah, Like I know sometimes I 621 00:31:50,680 --> 00:31:52,719 Speaker 1: know they get on our damn nerves, But right now 622 00:31:53,000 --> 00:31:54,720 Speaker 1: is not the time to point out what what black 623 00:31:54,760 --> 00:31:57,400 Speaker 1: people don't do. I've seen somebody in the comments of 624 00:31:57,760 --> 00:32:00,560 Speaker 1: Shaka bar Ship like yeah because you know a girl, 625 00:32:00,680 --> 00:32:03,600 Speaker 1: of course, you know woman sometimes and we'll get there, 626 00:32:05,360 --> 00:32:07,800 Speaker 1: so she she's on there like yeah, because you know, 627 00:32:08,080 --> 00:32:09,840 Speaker 1: you see how we support our men and they don't 628 00:32:09,880 --> 00:32:11,640 Speaker 1: even look our way of support. That's like, right now 629 00:32:11,840 --> 00:32:15,360 Speaker 1: is not the time for that conversation. Girl. There's another 630 00:32:15,480 --> 00:32:17,840 Speaker 1: time for it, and right now is not it. While 631 00:32:17,840 --> 00:32:20,880 Speaker 1: they're being attacked, it's war or them. If it's somebody 632 00:32:20,920 --> 00:32:22,760 Speaker 1: coming to fight your sister, you don't talking around her 633 00:32:22,800 --> 00:32:25,400 Speaker 1: and be like, well since actually last week going like 634 00:32:25,480 --> 00:32:27,160 Speaker 1: the way you talk to me. Now, you're gonna fight 635 00:32:27,240 --> 00:32:29,400 Speaker 1: that person first and then talk to your sister later, Like, 636 00:32:29,880 --> 00:32:32,600 Speaker 1: come on, it is not the time for that. It's 637 00:32:32,680 --> 00:32:37,280 Speaker 1: not the confidence, okay at all. Keep that. If you 638 00:32:37,320 --> 00:32:40,400 Speaker 1: don't wanted me to pain alone, that's it. But support him, okay, 639 00:32:41,120 --> 00:32:43,800 Speaker 1: don't wish death on the man, and don't you dare 640 00:32:43,840 --> 00:32:46,520 Speaker 1: on no cops on no black man during this time, sisters, 641 00:32:47,200 --> 00:32:50,400 Speaker 1: don't they better not because we'll just be losing themselves. 642 00:32:50,480 --> 00:32:55,280 Speaker 1: And I'm listening to Hispanic woman and white woman get 643 00:32:55,400 --> 00:32:59,760 Speaker 1: rid of listen, don't do that. There's an attack on 644 00:32:59,840 --> 00:33:02,560 Speaker 1: that man. What Karen's in in that park is fucking water. 645 00:33:02,600 --> 00:33:05,440 Speaker 1: I was an attack on that Manni is a Harvard 646 00:33:05,600 --> 00:33:10,360 Speaker 1: educated man and some stuff like yeah, I'm just like 647 00:33:10,480 --> 00:33:13,800 Speaker 1: good man. There's nobody threat How dare you call his 648 00:33:14,080 --> 00:33:16,479 Speaker 1: life because some people could have came near guns blaze 649 00:33:16,520 --> 00:33:20,040 Speaker 1: with what especially in the climbing that week, the disrespect, 650 00:33:20,960 --> 00:33:23,560 Speaker 1: damn dog away and she being from Central Park, dummy, 651 00:33:24,080 --> 00:33:28,200 Speaker 1: not big Central Park is keen even stuff, fuck stupid dummy, 652 00:33:28,640 --> 00:33:30,120 Speaker 1: And I would y'all need to actually know what she 653 00:33:30,160 --> 00:33:31,880 Speaker 1: looked because if I got your name, I'm calling the cops. 654 00:33:33,320 --> 00:33:36,000 Speaker 1: You're gonna do the same thing she did. God excuse me, 655 00:33:36,200 --> 00:33:42,280 Speaker 1: remember her. Stay wait, she's a taking me because I'm 656 00:33:42,360 --> 00:33:45,840 Speaker 1: sick of them. I'm sick of them. But now y'all, 657 00:33:46,200 --> 00:33:48,120 Speaker 1: y'all just be safe, man, Just stay in the house, 658 00:33:48,400 --> 00:33:52,120 Speaker 1: loving your people, and God bless man. Y'a got anything 659 00:33:52,360 --> 00:33:57,400 Speaker 1: before we leave? Stay safe? Stay safe? Man. Fund what's 660 00:33:57,400 --> 00:34:00,360 Speaker 1: going to be your part and everything whatever that looked 661 00:34:00,400 --> 00:34:03,800 Speaker 1: like for you, you know, because you know, I'm a 662 00:34:03,840 --> 00:34:07,640 Speaker 1: big person of history. So remember, years from now, they're 663 00:34:07,680 --> 00:34:10,120 Speaker 1: gonna be looking at your tweets, your journals, and they're 664 00:34:10,120 --> 00:34:11,960 Speaker 1: gonna be talking about it in the books they do, 665 00:34:12,000 --> 00:34:13,839 Speaker 1: because they'd be writing about like when they read them, 666 00:34:13,840 --> 00:34:16,200 Speaker 1: like and according to such such a journal, she writes 667 00:34:16,239 --> 00:34:21,160 Speaker 1: on this date that happened. Yeah, and right. So what 668 00:34:21,280 --> 00:34:23,440 Speaker 1: you want them people to write about, y'all, and remember 669 00:34:24,120 --> 00:34:26,040 Speaker 1: is not something then it's gonna be I'm telling the story. 670 00:34:26,520 --> 00:34:28,239 Speaker 1: So we just gotta figure out what do we want 671 00:34:28,280 --> 00:34:32,319 Speaker 1: them to say. Control, We got to create our own 672 00:34:32,400 --> 00:34:34,800 Speaker 1: narratives and just figure out what our part is gonna be. 673 00:34:35,400 --> 00:34:38,759 Speaker 1: And black lives matter. God bless um George Floyd. Does 674 00:34:38,800 --> 00:34:45,120 Speaker 1: that really hurt my heart? Man? And all the fallen angels? Man, 675 00:34:45,880 --> 00:34:49,640 Speaker 1: God bless y'all. If y'all have any questions, comments and concerns, 676 00:34:50,560 --> 00:34:53,560 Speaker 1: y'all email me at hello at the PhD podcast dot com. 677 00:34:54,800 --> 00:34:57,759 Speaker 1: And until next time, guys, You'll be safe. Later