Speaker 1: Don'g a cat.
Speaker 2: Hi.
Speaker 1: What's been the most persistent thought on your mind lately?
Speaker 1: I don't know.
Speaker 3: Freedom, freedom, Yeah, just like being able to do things
Speaker 3: I like to do, and like instilling boundaries. Boundaries have
Speaker 3: been on my mind.
Speaker 1: What boundaries have you been setting lately?
Speaker 3: Like professional boundaries and and kind of just really just
Speaker 3: boundaries in general, like a like relationship boundaries. Like if
Speaker 3: I'm talking to like a guy and they're like, let's
Speaker 3: go get drinks, I'll like be like, I don't trust you.
Speaker 3: I don't even know who you are, Like I don't
Speaker 3: know you. If some guy told me that he wanted
Speaker 3: to move into a cabin in.
Speaker 1: The woods, like he was like, he is like an invite.
Speaker 3: He was inviting a movie that was his opener.
Speaker 1: What in what context did somebody just come up to
Speaker 1: you and invite you to be in a cabinet?
Speaker 3: Dating app?
Speaker 1: You're on dating apps?
Speaker 3: I'm on I'm on a dating app?
Speaker 1: Can I can I ask you what dating app you're in?
Speaker 3: I think so, Yeah, I think I'm on Rayah.
Speaker 1: You're on Rayah.
Speaker 4: Yeah.
Speaker 3: I think I'm allowed to say yes. I can say that, yes,
Speaker 3: I am on Riyah.
Speaker 1: I keep getting rejected from Riyah. Really, would you give
Speaker 1: me a referral?
Speaker 3: I don't do Honestly, you're not missing out on anything, really. Yeah,
Speaker 3: everybody looks the same. Everyone has the same haircut.
Speaker 1: What haircut is it?
Speaker 3: Caesar?
Speaker 1: What's what? Other kind of like opening line, what's the
Speaker 1: worst Riya opening line you've gotten?
Speaker 4: Oh?
Speaker 3: Boy, it was long and that's why it was bad.
Speaker 1: People are I mean, I have to imagine when people
Speaker 1: match with you on Riya and they're composing a message,
Speaker 1: They're doing it like it's the most important thing they've
Speaker 1: ever put that.
Speaker 3: Down exactly how it comes off.
Speaker 1: Yeah, And that's the thing is, I'm sure it comes
Speaker 1: off like that every time.
Speaker 5: That's the craziest thing.
Speaker 3: Some people like will write like a paragraph and it's
Speaker 3: like almost like a stand up like bit. It's like
Speaker 3: they have like a beginning, middle, and end to it.
Speaker 1: Yeah.
Speaker 3: Yeah, and it's like relax, Like I do the opposite
Speaker 3: of that, because I feel like that's more more chill,
Speaker 3: more trustworthy to just kind of not really say anything
Speaker 3: meaningful at all.
Speaker 1: So like I just I'll be like, hot, do you
Speaker 1: do you ever just get a hay?
Speaker 3: I don't like that. I don't like, Hey, it makes
Speaker 3: me sad. It's like someone's sitting on their phone, Like
Speaker 3: I imagine them on their phone and they're like, hey,
Speaker 3: you know what I mean.
Speaker 1: So it needs to be somewhere between hey and here's
Speaker 1: something I had chatchypt right.
Speaker 3: For me, it has to be creative. I really value creativity.
Speaker 3: So like like I say, like to some guys, I'll
Speaker 3: be like clap it and they'll be like sure.
Speaker 1: It's like it's like, no, I want to do something yeah, more.
Speaker 3: Just like something stupid and it doesn't. I can tell
Speaker 3: when somebody is saying something stupid because they're trying to
Speaker 3: be funny, or if they're actually funny and they just
Speaker 3: say stupid things. Like some people, like a try to
Speaker 3: be funny when they approach me, and then there's some
Speaker 3: people who are just like literally just naturally pretty funny
Speaker 3: and are chill and cool.
Speaker 1: This is one of the tough things to realize is
Speaker 1: that like your intentions and what you're thinking subconsciously, it
Speaker 1: always comes through whether you try really hard. Yeah, because
Speaker 1: if someone's composing a message where they're trying not to
Speaker 1: seem cool, them trying not to seem cool comes off. Yeah.
Speaker 3: Yeah, I see patterns as well on Riah Patterns. So
Speaker 3: and you have a description, and your description will like whatever,
Speaker 3: you can put whatever you want. And I notice every
Speaker 3: like ten guys, there's one guy who's like, can't wait
Speaker 3: to match and not talk and never meet, can't wait
Speaker 3: to never meet. Do you have to put a bag
Speaker 3: on that?
Speaker 1: No, you're fine, really free not free advertising, familiar highlights, sick,
Speaker 1: oh yeah, go crazy.
Speaker 3: And yeah yeah yeah yeah, there will be like every
Speaker 3: ten guys, some guys like really bitter and it's like
Speaker 3: you don't know that, we can tell that you're bitter,
Speaker 3: right right, Like relax. It's a dating app. It's not
Speaker 3: gonna be fun. It's like gonna be fucking sad.
Speaker 1: Did you did you use dating apps before you were famous?
Speaker 6: No?
Speaker 3: I didn't. But I tried to go on Tender and
Speaker 3: there was a guy who had a picture of him
Speaker 3: in front of like three exotic cars or whatever, and
Speaker 3: he just looked like a criminal, Like he just looked
Speaker 3: and he had his glasses on at night, and that
Speaker 3: usually says a lot about people. And so I never
Speaker 3: went back on again because of that one guy.
Speaker 1: Are you for Riyah? Are you? Are you looking at
Speaker 1: men and women are just just mess me. What's the like.
Speaker 1: Let's say that somebody, Let's say you had a friend
Speaker 1: who just got on Riyah and they asked you for
Speaker 1: advice on how to build a good profile. What would
Speaker 1: you tell them?
Speaker 3: Put pictures of not just yourself looking hot, You should
Speaker 3: put pictures of things that represent your sense of humor.
Speaker 3: Some people don't, I guess don't have a sense of
Speaker 3: humor sometimes, and that's fine, that's life. But if you
Speaker 3: if you're like funny and cool, like like, let people
Speaker 3: know that. Let that be known.
Speaker 1: What uh like you? What are you looking for on Riah?
Speaker 1: Are you? Are you like for love?
Speaker 3: Hot funny babe? Mm hmm, hot, funny, hairy babe with
Speaker 3: a cool with a cool vibe? And who who is
Speaker 3: like not? I don't know who like has an opinion?
Speaker 3: I like people with opinions, like some people just like
Speaker 3: I don't know everything or and that's that's fine too.
Speaker 3: I don't know, honestly, I don't know what the fuck
Speaker 3: I want. I just want to be safe. I think
Speaker 3: that's that's.
Speaker 1: You just want to be safe.
Speaker 3: I just want to be safe.
Speaker 1: Hm hmm.
Speaker 3: Men are terrifying. I'm really small five three They could
Speaker 3: I could anything could happen.
Speaker 1: That's crazy that somebody asks you to go with them
Speaker 1: to the cabin in the woods.
Speaker 3: Yeah, yeah, that was his opener. But like, God bless him.
Speaker 1: Like if you had gotten to know okay, if you
Speaker 1: had gotten to know him, and maybe you'd met him
Speaker 1: in public a few like what how long would it
Speaker 1: take for you to be like, you know what, I'll
Speaker 1: go and I'll go to the cabin in the woods.
Speaker 3: They would have never worked with me and him he's
Speaker 3: like too docile and sweet. Hmmm, I think I need
Speaker 3: like a little.
Speaker 1: Ledge, yeah, a little bit of edge and has your
Speaker 1: has what you has what you're looking for in terms
Speaker 1: of like the personalities of the people that you're attracted
Speaker 1: to evolved as you've gotten older, as it stayed pretty
Speaker 1: much the same throughout your life.
Speaker 3: They've evolved, absolutely, they've evolved. Like I've had a lot
Speaker 3: of really shit boyfriends, sorry guys, and then I've had, uh,
Speaker 3: you know, some some really really really great ones who
Speaker 3: have kind of and they've all taught me to uh
Speaker 3: look for the right things. And you know, in somewhere
Speaker 3: or another, I think I've just learned from from all
Speaker 3: of my relationships to some extent about what not to
Speaker 3: look for or what to avoid or what to seek.
Speaker 1: Hmm. Did you did you date a lot like in
Speaker 1: high school and stuff?
Speaker 6: Uh?
Speaker 3: Yeah, no, actually no, No, I didn't date. I did
Speaker 3: the other thing, if you know what I mean.
Speaker 1: Were you Were you popular in high school? I?
Speaker 3: I don't know, I don't not really like. I I
Speaker 3: really like the the dance sector of my school because
Speaker 3: I went to a performing arts so I kind of
Speaker 3: stayed with all the like within the circle of whoever
Speaker 3: was a dancer?
Speaker 1: Were you? Were you like sort of a theater I?
Speaker 3: Yeah, I like generally speaking, Yeah, like I liked theater,
Speaker 3: but I think for the most part I wanted to dance.
Speaker 3: And yeah, the more theatery kids, I never really got
Speaker 3: to know them that much. But then I joined some
Speaker 3: some dance cruise in l A. Yeah, and I I
Speaker 3: battled around dance battles. Yeah, dude, but I don't want
Speaker 3: to talk about it.
Speaker 1: It's so bad. Have you ever done? Would you ever rap? Battle? Somebody?
Speaker 3: I used to want to do that, and nobody that like,
Speaker 3: nobody I knew, was into it, so it just never
Speaker 3: happened for me. So I just kept dancing.
Speaker 1: Would you is that. Would you ever challenge somebody to
Speaker 1: a to a wrap or like show up at one
Speaker 1: of them, because I think every every city has like
Speaker 1: a scene of like underground and I feel like if
Speaker 1: you rolled up, yeah you could destroy people.
Speaker 3: Yes, well yeah, I would love to do that, but yeah,
Speaker 3: I just don't know people that'd be down for that,
Speaker 3: you know, I know who would. I just don't like
Speaker 3: surround myself with with people very much. I'm a lone wolf.
Speaker 1: Have you? Have you always been like that?
Speaker 3: Yeah? Kind of, yeah, sort of not really, It's like
Speaker 3: comes and goes, Like right now, I'm very social, like
Speaker 3: I'm putting myself out there, but uh, yeah, I don't know,
Speaker 3: it comes and goes. I remember I'd like stay locked
Speaker 3: in my room every day and like make music and
Speaker 3: stuff on periscope. Remember periscope.
Speaker 1: Periscopes was the precursor to talk or it was like the.
Speaker 3: Streaming, Yeah it was Twitter streaming, yeah yeah. And I
Speaker 3: would go on there every single day and I would
Speaker 3: knock it out of the house. I would just like
Speaker 3: stay and make music and chow all day.
Speaker 1: I've also been having like an interesting relationship with like
Speaker 1: isolation because you you'll like go I've like gone three
Speaker 1: years and then kind of like been like, oh, I've
Speaker 1: been isolating myself this entire time. Has that happened too, Yeah.
Speaker 3: For sure. And I like need a change of scenery
Speaker 3: and need people noises and things like that.
Speaker 1: What do you like? I asked this for genuine advice.
Speaker 1: What do you do when you feel like you're too isolated?
Speaker 1: How do you get yourself out of that? How do
Speaker 1: you how do you rejoin the community?
Speaker 3: Uh? Oh, man, I just go on Discord. I just
Speaker 3: jump on Discord. We just hang out on Discord all day. Honestly,
Speaker 3: that's like that's I have a kind of a big
Speaker 3: friend group on Discord, and those are sort of my
Speaker 3: I just don't like see them because everybody's spread out
Speaker 3: throughout the United States. But it's just like just me
Speaker 3: and my friends on disc and that's kind of it.
Speaker 1: One of the number one things that people call in
Speaker 1: here to talk about is how do you make friends
Speaker 1: as an adult?
Speaker 3: Right? That's a great question.
Speaker 1: Yeah, And it's really and I struggle with it. I
Speaker 1: used to do stand up and that made it really
Speaker 1: easy because everywhere, because you know, you go out to
Speaker 1: bars and this is always people around. But since I
Speaker 1: stopped doing that, it got so much harder. And I always, like,
Speaker 1: I guess I try to tell people, like, find an
Speaker 1: interest that you have and join a club that's like
Speaker 1: based on your hobby or something.
Speaker 3: You ever, yeah, it's like you have to physically apply
Speaker 3: yourself to a community or something. But it's hard to
Speaker 3: even begin to fathom that when you've kind of gotten
Speaker 3: comfortable in such a you know, like a cozy or
Speaker 3: a cozy little egg. I don't know, I like, I think, uh,
Speaker 3: also some people just don't don't have a hobby or
Speaker 3: don't want to do anything, and like I get that, man,
Speaker 3: I don't know, I think that I think that being
Speaker 3: creative like this, this my best advice would be is
Speaker 3: to be creative to some extent and somebody will share
Speaker 3: that thing with you that's same liking, and maybe maybe
Speaker 3: you can make something of it with with somebody else.
Speaker 3: And it doesn't have to be like I don't mean
Speaker 3: so much like it being successful, but just you know,
Speaker 3: fucking getting out there and just like doing something, making
Speaker 3: something materializing something that happens in your mind, you know,
Speaker 3: make make beautiful things.
Speaker 1: I don't know, do you feel like you've been able
Speaker 1: to attract a lot of other people into your life,
Speaker 1: friends and whatnot by making beautiful things.
Speaker 3: And I don't actually yes, actually yes, actually yes, I
Speaker 3: was gonna say no, yes, so in a funny way,
Speaker 3: so like what I was you gonna say? I So,
Speaker 3: my creative director is one of my closer friends to me.
Speaker 3: And then he had an assistant to him who's just
Speaker 3: like the funniest, like coolest girl girl. I'm like, so chill,
Speaker 3: such a vibe inspires me. But she she was just
Speaker 3: his assistant. She wasn't like being creative along with me.
Speaker 3: But then I started asking her like, hey, like where
Speaker 3: do I source this? Kind of because she has a
Speaker 3: really great style. But I was like, you know, asking
Speaker 3: her stuff about fashion, and like we kind of vibed
Speaker 3: on that same thing and and we just became best friends,
Speaker 3: like closer than kind of closer than sorry bred kind
Speaker 3: of closer than me and my creative director. To be
Speaker 3: honest with.
Speaker 1: You, but everyone's worst fear is that they introduced their
Speaker 1: friend to somebody and then they become closer with the.
Speaker 3: Yeah, but I mean you know, yeah, me and you know,
Speaker 3: we all we all work really really great together and
Speaker 3: we still go out like all of us, and she's
Speaker 3: just like the funniest thing. And I even started kind
Speaker 3: of making music with her. She's not musical at all whatsoever,
Speaker 3: but she has a really good scream. She has like
Speaker 3: a beautiful, like like gut wrenching, like blood curdling scream.
Speaker 3: And I'm like, dude, can you please do that on
Speaker 3: a song for me? And so she's been, she's been
Speaker 3: doing that. I had her do that on a song.
Speaker 3: It was great. Is it really?
Speaker 1: Is it a song that you put out or that.
Speaker 3: It's not out yet? And I, uh, well, yeah, it's
Speaker 3: not out yet. I might start a punk band with her.
Speaker 1: Really. So I listened to this interview you did on
Speaker 1: Apple Music and you were talking about like all these
Speaker 1: different kinds of you want to get into new genres
Speaker 1: and stuff, get into punk. Yeah, do you like Do
Speaker 1: you like to like mosh?
Speaker 3: I like don't mosh, but I like the culture and
Speaker 3: I like the feeling. I like the emotion that surrounds
Speaker 3: it and the you know what it insights in me.
Speaker 1: Do your favorite punk bands?
Speaker 3: Yeah? I do. I really like the Chats Right now,
Speaker 3: just currently, I'm getting into Sonic Youth. My favorites though,
Speaker 3: probably idols who else.
Speaker 1: Man.
Speaker 3: I mean, yeah, Idols is like I think my number one.
Speaker 1: I don't know a lot of the bands, but I
Speaker 1: like the jan Like do you know the Misfits, Yeah, yeah, yeah,
Speaker 1: I love the Misfits Classic. Yeah, I love like the Ramones,
Speaker 1: yeah yeah yeah. I want to go to more like
Speaker 1: local shows and just like fuck around and get punched
Speaker 1: in the face and stuff.
Speaker 3: Yeah. Yeah, I don't, like I don't like pain like that.
Speaker 3: I understand that, but like I love to, like I'd
Speaker 3: love to just surround myself in that.
Speaker 1: Do you do you ever make music that you're just
Speaker 1: like I'm literally I'm not even gonna put this out.
Speaker 1: I'm just gonna do it just.
Speaker 3: To absolutely just to like hear what it would sound
Speaker 3: like if I did this thing. Yeah, I definitely do that.
Speaker 3: I do like experimental moments where I made I made
Speaker 3: a punk song on my own with like splice and
Speaker 3: like different programs and stuff that I just downloaded. I
Speaker 3: am learning how to like actually produce and not just
Speaker 3: useugh like default noises, which I've been doing for like
Speaker 3: since the beginning, and they don't ever come to anything.
Speaker 3: They never come to fruition rightfully. So, but yeah, I
Speaker 3: like actually made like a quite okay thing the other night, and.
Speaker 1: It was cute. Did you really see you really seem
Speaker 1: like you're always I don't know if this is true,
Speaker 1: but you really seem like you're always having fun? Yeah,
Speaker 1: and I appreciate that.
Speaker 3: Yeah, I am, I am, I am. I really like
Speaker 3: to have fun. I think it's important to have fun.
Speaker 3: I think it's important to chill.
Speaker 1: Do you ever have you ever like, do you ever
Speaker 1: notice that you're not having fun and you stop?
Speaker 3: Yeah? Sometimes? Yeah, yeah, you know what? Actually, the other
Speaker 3: day I found myself I so like most of my
Speaker 3: life things have been like messy in my room or
Speaker 3: my house, and I've always had something to do, something
Speaker 3: to organize, something to like get done. The other day,
Speaker 3: I was in my room. My room was perfectly clean.
Speaker 3: I'm like great at keeping my house in order, and
Speaker 3: I found myself sitting on my little day bed in
Speaker 3: my room and just like doing nothing. Like I was like,
Speaker 3: I was just doing this. And so when I did
Speaker 3: that and I realized I was doing it, I was like,
Speaker 3: what the fuck is going on? And I like kind
Speaker 3: of understand why people meditate.
Speaker 1: I was gonna say, it sounds like you accidentally meditate
Speaker 1: I think I by accident meditated. Yeah. Yeah, how did
Speaker 1: it feel? Were you like this is gross? I don't
Speaker 1: like this.
Speaker 3: Yeah, I like wanted a vice. I wanted to like
Speaker 3: go pour a fucking glass of wine or like smoke something. Yeah,
Speaker 3: zero nicotine.
Speaker 1: No, it's very hard to sit and do nothing, and
Speaker 1: it doesn't even feel that productive because like people make
Speaker 1: it out to be like a like a big like
Speaker 1: productive thing to like meditate for an hour every day,
Speaker 1: But I don't. I don't get it, Like you could
Speaker 1: meditate for an hour every day for a year and
Speaker 1: you'd accomplish nothing.
Speaker 3: Honestly, Like I could see myself meditating. Why was the
Speaker 3: mic so far? I see myself meditating and then being
Speaker 3: like I have to meditate. Tap, Now do you see
Speaker 3: what I'm saying?
Speaker 1: Like it becomes a like like a.
Speaker 3: I have to in order to feel sane and feel good,
Speaker 3: I've got to meditate, God forbid, Like I have stuff
Speaker 3: to do, like I can't but couldn't.
Speaker 1: Okay, But the vices couldn't meditate and couldn't meditation theoretically,
Speaker 1: I guess this is the defense of it couldn't theoretically
Speaker 1: replace some of the other things that you like have
Speaker 1: to do that. I guess are like bad.
Speaker 3: Yeah yeah, yeah, but it's like maybe I want to
Speaker 3: drink like during a thing that's happening where I can't
Speaker 3: sit down.
Speaker 1: I bet meditating while drunk.
Speaker 3: Yeah, could be probably already do that now I make
Speaker 3: it easier. Yeah. Maybe.
Speaker 1: Like sometimes like when I drink, I don't feel like
Speaker 1: I know it's supposed to make you feel like social,
Speaker 1: but I like, you know when you're drunk and you
Speaker 1: go to.
Speaker 3: The bathroom, Oh my god, yeah, it's.
Speaker 1: Quiet and you just start alone with your thoughts and
Speaker 1: like in the toilet. Yeah, and it's like that's my
Speaker 1: favorite part.
Speaker 7: Yeah.
Speaker 8: Yeah.
Speaker 3: And your face, you like feel your like face, it
Speaker 3: feels good and everything's warm. Yeah, yeah, totally.
Speaker 1: I've gotten there's been a couple. Do you Are you
Speaker 1: a weed person? No?
Speaker 3: I can't.
Speaker 1: Like well, like when I smoke, pidle like get really
Speaker 1: in my head and think and stuff. And I've noticed
Speaker 1: that happens to me when I drink too, Like anything
Speaker 1: that deviates me from like normal sober mind like causes
Speaker 1: me to reflect on the normal sober mind. Do you
Speaker 1: have anything that does does that too puts you in
Speaker 1: a state of reflection?
Speaker 3: You know what kind of Yeah, I think any stimulants,
Speaker 3: like like I last night, well not last night, a
Speaker 3: couple of nights ago. I like, don't do this, kids,
Speaker 3: I smoked a cigarette and like it was great, I
Speaker 3: really liked it. But then the next day I had
Speaker 3: anxiety all day. And then I also had another day
Speaker 3: like a week before that, I had a cigarette and
Speaker 3: and it made me feel terrible the next day, like
Speaker 3: it was I've never I don't remember ever getting anxiety
Speaker 3: from smoking cigarettes or feeling wildly introspective or not even
Speaker 3: like that, just like more just kind of shitty and
Speaker 3: just you know, yeah, I uh, I think SIGs do
Speaker 3: that to me. Any sort of nicotine, any stimulant, any coffee, caffeine, tea, things.
Speaker 1: Like that into Celsius at all.
Speaker 3: No, no, Like I just can't drink it, like I can't.
Speaker 3: So I have a really crazy Celsius story, please, I
Speaker 3: like got I like almost got into a beef because
Speaker 3: of Celsius the cell. It's not me like I I
Speaker 3: so I was singing a song and like doing the
Speaker 3: voice of somebody else with the song, like I filmed
Speaker 3: myself doing the song in a crazy voice, and it
Speaker 3: was like my really bad impression of that person, and
Speaker 3: and people took it super wrong. They like thought that
Speaker 3: I was like trying to like start cause drama and
Speaker 3: like issues, when really I was just being a fucking asshole.
Speaker 1: Like people are always doing that, looking for something, looking
Speaker 1: for something. Yeah yeah, maybe I don't know if that's
Speaker 1: the fault of the Celsius. Maybe that's the fault of
Speaker 1: of the people.
Speaker 3: Yeah sure. But I also was just so I feel
Speaker 3: like with Celsius, you're high?
Speaker 1: Are you ever?
Speaker 3: If you read so high?
Speaker 1: If you're taken I have, it does make I was
Speaker 1: prescribed it metic mm hm, and I took it and
Speaker 1: I was like, I'm high right now, I'm on drugs.
Speaker 1: I'm on math. But it makes me feel like optimistic.
Speaker 3: Yeah. I think my experience was I was very robotic
Speaker 3: and responsible. But maybe it wasn't Adderall. Maybe it was
Speaker 3: something else.
Speaker 1: Like I'm I've been, I've been. I've been prescribed like
Speaker 1: SSRIs every now and then and they I just give
Speaker 1: up because you're supposed to take them for like three
Speaker 1: weeks until you feel something. And I was like fuck this.
Speaker 1: And then it got adderall and I was like, oh,
Speaker 1: this is what I thought the SSRIs would be it's
Speaker 1: just an instant optimism and appreciation for life and shit.
Speaker 1: Yeah yeah, yeah, but it's it felt. I mean, I
Speaker 1: know those people who take it every day and that's
Speaker 1: but it just felt unsustainable to me. I was like,
Speaker 1: I'm gonna be on, I'm gonna be just be fucked
Speaker 1: up all that time.
Speaker 3: Yeah, why do I have to depend on this thing
Speaker 3: when I could, like, I know, I could find it
Speaker 3: in myself. I think that's a big part of like,
Speaker 3: just in general, just like you gotta you gotta find
Speaker 3: it in yourself.
Speaker 1: I mean, I under like and if you really need it.
Speaker 1: People people will go against the argument by saying stuff like, well,
Speaker 1: if your leg is broken, you would take a pain killer,
Speaker 1: so why not do the same thing if your brain
Speaker 1: is broken? And so I respect, maybe I should give it,
Speaker 1: Maybe I should give it a try.
Speaker 3: Yeah, yeah, but you know, hey, hey man, it's a
Speaker 3: wild industry.
Speaker 1: Hey do you want to take a phone call?
Speaker 6: Yeah?
Speaker 3: I do.
Speaker 1: Let's see what's going on. Hey, folks, it's Lyle. I'm
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Speaker 1: Geck bluss h it's looked at Carlos. Hello, Hi, what's up?
Speaker 6: What's up?
Speaker 8: Hello?
Speaker 1: Is this Carlos twenty from California?
Speaker 3: Yes, this is Hi Carlos.
Speaker 1: Hello Carlos, It says here that your ex recently came
Speaker 1: back into your life. You said it was your fault
Speaker 1: that you guys broke up, and now that she's back,
Speaker 1: you're wondering if you can maintain a friendship. Do you
Speaker 1: want to talk about about this in your own words?
Speaker 3: Uh?
Speaker 6: Yeah, I mean.
Speaker 8: It was kind of like I had I had a
Speaker 8: lot of mental health issues going on to the point
Speaker 8: of like hospitalization and like other ship. And then on
Speaker 8: top of that, like I just wasn't being like the
Speaker 8: best boyfriend and I unblocked this girl who, like I
Speaker 8: guess i'd been not even I guess, but I've been
Speaker 8: like emotionally cheating with this other girl. So my my
Speaker 8: girlfriend at the time, finds out that like we had
Speaker 8: been talking again, but like just his friends, and regardless
Speaker 8: of that, like it was it's the fact that I
Speaker 8: unblocked this person who she told me to block, right whatever,
Speaker 8: So that happens.
Speaker 9: We end and then.
Speaker 8: Recently, like I was just on tender and she's like
Speaker 8: she's still near my hometown, so like I swiped right,
Speaker 8: she swipes right as well, and then I don't know,
Speaker 8: we're just like talking to his friends again, and it's
Speaker 8: like it's cool. It feels like comfortable, but at the
Speaker 8: same time, like I just feel bad because of what happened,
Speaker 8: and I don't know if I can, like, you know,
Speaker 8: offer her a friendship with having that guilt, you know,
Speaker 8: And I don't think that's her fault, but I like,
Speaker 8: I just I'm not sure it's healthy.
Speaker 3: You know, you feel like you want to break it
Speaker 3: off completely kind of.
Speaker 8: Yeah, yeah, and like people have been telling me to
Speaker 8: do it, but like at the same time, like I
Speaker 8: think she's like I think she's a really great person,
Speaker 8: and you know, the prospect of having her in my
Speaker 8: life hypothetically sounds cool. I just don't know if it
Speaker 8: would work out, you know.
Speaker 6: Yeah, man, Yeah, do.
Speaker 1: You have any thoughts on this?
Speaker 3: I have like a not a similar situation, but like
Speaker 3: somewhat I'm trying to trying to Yeah, I mean, I
Speaker 3: don't know, man. I think I think follow your follow
Speaker 3: your gut instinct, and if you're doing something for the
Speaker 3: sake of like moving on and and finding things that
Speaker 3: benefit you to your to your soul and like follow
Speaker 3: your you know, your like your core values and stuff
Speaker 3: like that, just just follow those and and it's about
Speaker 3: you know, feeling good and not trapped in a situation
Speaker 3: that you know what I mean, you don't want to
Speaker 3: be you don't want to be trapped. No, yeah, you
Speaker 3: don't want to. And then also so just being honest.
Speaker 3: I think being honest is really really important, especially to her,
Speaker 3: and the way that you part is really important.
Speaker 6: I think like express.
Speaker 1: All those things, even the.
Speaker 3: Things that you think you wouldn't Okay, you know, you
Speaker 3: know sometimes it's like you want to dress them.
Speaker 1: Sorry, wait, what the fuck? Oh okay, sorry, hold on, Carlo, Okay, wait,
Speaker 1: we're gonna get back in. We're gonna get back Oh wait, crap.
Speaker 1: I hope Carlos might have.
Speaker 3: Left on like a pretty nice note though.
Speaker 1: Yeah you know what, Oh you know what it is?
Speaker 1: I am Oh crap. Okay, wait, sorry, this is so annoying.
Speaker 1: I have to add funds to this call in studio thing.
Speaker 1: This is a terrible time, ma, man, but we have
Speaker 1: to put quarters in the machine. Okay, let's hope this
Speaker 1: all right. I have to log into my PayPal account.
Speaker 3: Hell yeah, let's go. Okay, should I sing while you
Speaker 3: do that?
Speaker 1: That would be awesome if you could do that.
Speaker 6: Ah.
Speaker 3: Sorry, I'm a little bit different when I'm like not
Speaker 3: on stage.
Speaker 1: Oh yeah, yeah that was. Let's let's add even more
Speaker 1: funds just in case.
Speaker 10: Yeah yeah yeah, yeah, yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah.
Speaker 1: Okay, we are back. All right. Wait we might have gone.
Speaker 1: Wait where's Carlos?
Speaker 3: Carlos? Can you hear me? He wouldn't be.
Speaker 1: Okay, let's take a call from Joe. Hello, Hello, Hello, Hello, Hi,
Speaker 1: Hi Hi.
Speaker 3: How are you baby?
Speaker 2: I'm all right?
Speaker 11: How are you?
Speaker 7: Guys?
Speaker 3: We're just chilling. We're just very very very much chilling
Speaker 3: at the moment.
Speaker 2: Thank you for the singing.
Speaker 3: Oh yeah, no problem. How are you? What's going on
Speaker 3: with you today?
Speaker 2: Not much. I've been helping my mom, cream, cleaning my room,
Speaker 2: taking care of the dogs, you know, the.
Speaker 1: Nice Joe, Uh is there? What did you want to
Speaker 1: talk about today? It's fine if there's nothing in particular,
Speaker 1: we could just vibe.
Speaker 2: Yeah, oh well, I mean there's something I wanted to
Speaker 2: talk about. Also, your system is really nice. She sounded
Speaker 2: really pretty.
Speaker 1: Uh uh Bri yeah, Bree rocks.
Speaker 2: Yeah she was. She was really sweet. So I didn't
Speaker 2: want to talk about something. So my boyfriend I was like,
Speaker 2: we're about to go on one year next month, and
Speaker 2: I'm so sorry if I sound really shaky. I just
Speaker 2: my heart is taking her Hello. So, yeah, my boyfriend
Speaker 2: about to be one year. He lives like fifteen like
Speaker 2: minutes away by car. And for the longest time, I've
Speaker 2: been doing like a lot of long distance, like you know,
Speaker 2: I've been trying to make it work with other people.
Speaker 2: Like it's funny because I call I tried calling you,
Speaker 2: I think two years ago. Regarding that ex it's never
Speaker 2: got in. I think I actually was on waiting one time,
Speaker 2: but I guess it dropped. But yeah, like that was
Speaker 2: also long distance. It was like I think two hours away,
Speaker 2: and I would always go see him and like stay
Speaker 2: there for like a week and then come home. And
Speaker 2: like now that I have somebody here, you know, I
Speaker 2: mean he's always here. He's always here, like comes after
Speaker 2: a class and like stays for like maybe like three
Speaker 2: four hours. But like I don't know. I asked my
Speaker 2: friends questions, like how they feel about him, and like.
Speaker 6: I don't know.
Speaker 2: I don't think I ever tell them, mostly like the
Speaker 2: bad things. You know. I don't know if they're just
Speaker 2: biased because of my last acts or what.
Speaker 12: But like.
Speaker 2: And I talked to him about it a lot, you know,
Speaker 2: and it's something that was like on my mind.
Speaker 1: You know, are you are you? Are you enjoying this relationship?
Speaker 1: Is it making you feel happy and felicity?
Speaker 13: I love it.
Speaker 2: I haven't been this happy in a very long time.
Speaker 2: I'm being completely honest. I mean because like the last one, oh,
Speaker 2: were you trying to say something?
Speaker 1: Oh no, no, no no, it was approving.
Speaker 2: So i mean, like the last one was awful. I'm
Speaker 2: gonna give me a little context. I was. I went
Speaker 2: homeless for him. I went homeless for him. That's how
Speaker 2: much I loved him. He had nowhere to go, he
Speaker 2: was on drugs. He his mom threw him out because
Speaker 2: of all of it. She didn't want that around her
Speaker 2: kids and everything. So like I totally understand. I let
Speaker 2: him come here. He started stealing. My mom has diabetes,
Speaker 2: so he would take her needles and he would go
Speaker 2: through the bins in the back and like he has
Speaker 2: like a lot of old expired debit cards. One time
Speaker 2: and he like he stole one of my old iPods.
Speaker 2: So it was just awful. So like, now I'm with
Speaker 2: this guy. He actually took me to go get my
Speaker 2: stuff that was in the storage like bin like out there.
Speaker 2: So I'm like, I'm pretty happy with this guy.
Speaker 4: He's like seems to care really really nice.
Speaker 2: Yeah, he really cares. And but like, I mean, I
Speaker 2: know I can do things that might upset him, Like
Speaker 2: I never keep my fucking room clean, like ever, I
Speaker 2: have five dogs. It's a little hard to keep my
Speaker 2: little room clean. But I just like I would like
Speaker 2: to play with him sometimes, you know, like play video
Speaker 2: games like I like, but it's always like, oh, I
Speaker 2: can't because I'm with the boys, and I've played with
Speaker 2: his brother's friends. My personality is very let's stay out there.
Speaker 1: So jo I just if I if I could error
Speaker 1: for just one second, I guess I want to ask you, like,
Speaker 1: if you could pin it to anything, what would you
Speaker 1: say would be like if there is anything? And and
Speaker 1: I guess I'm sensing that because you called there might
Speaker 1: be what would you say if if anything at all
Speaker 1: is like the main point of contention between you and
Speaker 1: this guy that maybe you wanted some perspective on if
Speaker 1: you had to narrow.
Speaker 2: It down with you And why can't you come over,
Speaker 2: like when it's like an emotional thing, like he's like
Speaker 2: emotionally unavailable sometimes.
Speaker 1: Like do you feel like he's not giving you is enough? Attention,
Speaker 1: that that that you that you want out of the relationship.
Speaker 2: Sometimes yeah, genuinely, Like if I felt like in distress
Speaker 2: and I just feel like he wouldn't be here, you know,
Speaker 2: and then if I want to spend time with him
Speaker 2: and his friends, like it'll just never happen.
Speaker 3: There's a lot of distance between you guys. Do you
Speaker 3: do you tell him that are you honest about that.
Speaker 2: I have? And with the friend thing I've told him, Like,
Speaker 2: I just like, it's just it's just like your friends, Like,
Speaker 2: what's the worst thing that's going to happen, Like you
Speaker 2: think they're going to say something bad towards me because
Speaker 2: they aren't, let's say, pec his friends, they never have.
Speaker 2: They aren't very accepting of like people like me. So
Speaker 2: like I think that's maybe what he's scared about. But
Speaker 2: then sometimes he said it's something else, like I'm not
Speaker 2: sure what it is, but I just kind of want
Speaker 2: to be able to play with him, and I don't.
Speaker 1: Would I guess, I guess, I guess Joe. I would?
Speaker 1: I would I would say this, are you I mean
Speaker 1: to Joe? To Doe's point, were you being honest with him?
Speaker 1: And are you getting what you want out of uh,
Speaker 1: you know, is this expression.
Speaker 3: Is there any progress being made when you guys speak
Speaker 3: about your your issues? Does is he willing to change
Speaker 3: things about his situation in order to make you happy
Speaker 3: or better the relationship or benefit it in any way?
Speaker 2: He has made a lot of progress. Yeah, he was
Speaker 2: never out and somewhat out now. I think that's complete
Speaker 2: progress coming from like a very conservative family, very very conservative.
Speaker 3: So he's willing to he's willing to make leaps for you.
Speaker 4: Yeah, Okay, it's.
Speaker 3: Great, that's good. I think that that's all that kind
Speaker 3: of matters, right when somebody is willing to work. I
Speaker 3: think that a relationship is a it's a two way street,
Speaker 3: and it's a lot about you know, working on you know,
Speaker 3: on uh being together and uh, most of the time
Speaker 3: it's not work because you love being together. But yeah,
Speaker 3: there should be a mutual respect of each other's feelings.
Speaker 3: And as long as he's meeting the needs that you have,
Speaker 3: then I think you know it's worth continuing.
Speaker 11: Definitely, definitely, Joe, Is there is there anything else that
Speaker 11: you want to say to the people of the computer
Speaker 11: or anything at all that you want to mention about
Speaker 11: this before we go.
Speaker 2: Something off topic? My friend wanted to wanted me to
Speaker 2: say something that doja cat, she said, ask her to
Speaker 2: Readmaster's suckered Punch. I don't know what that means, but.
Speaker 1: Mastered punch.
Speaker 3: They want me to remaster a song that I'm never
Speaker 3: gonna put out.
Speaker 9: Oh yeah, that's it.
Speaker 2: I just want to do that for my best friend.
Speaker 3: But okay, Teller, I said, take it easy.
Speaker 9: Thank you, Joe, Thank you so much.
Speaker 2: I love you guys, and I love like your work.
Speaker 2: And you guys really make me laugh a lot.
Speaker 12: Have a good night, dude, Thank you for that.
Speaker 9: You too.
Speaker 3: What was the song called again, sucker Punch said, an
Speaker 3: old one, Yeah, very old, maybe like four five years
Speaker 3: maybe even six years old.
Speaker 1: Did you look at the past a lot or do
Speaker 1: you like to stay present? I just jen and I
Speaker 1: even musically.
Speaker 3: Sometimes I revisit the past. Uh yeah, I leave a
Speaker 3: lot of things behind, though I know how to forget
Speaker 3: about things. I know how to just close things out.
Speaker 3: I'm very good at that. Yeah, but I don't know.
Speaker 1: You know what do you not even music? Just in general?
Speaker 1: What are you the most excited about for the future?
Speaker 3: What am I most excited about for the future? Uh?
Speaker 10: Uh?
Speaker 3: Expanding my brain musically and trying things that I'm not used.
Speaker 1: To, and.
Speaker 3: Uh, going to jazz clubs.
Speaker 1: I've been trying to go to a I just moved
Speaker 1: to New York and I know they have like all
Speaker 1: these jazz clubs at some point.
Speaker 3: Yeah, God, New York has really good bar culture and
Speaker 3: jazz culture and just art culture.
Speaker 1: I think in general, do you, I'm like, do you?
Speaker 1: Is it hard for you to like go out and
Speaker 1: like bar hop and do all these things just because
Speaker 1: like of who you are? Uh?
Speaker 3: Yeah, sometimes it is. Sometimes I'm very very paranoid. I
Speaker 3: am generally just very very very paranoid about stuff because
Speaker 3: of what I do. And but you know, I make
Speaker 3: it work. I think also just even if I wasn't famous,
Speaker 3: it would still suck sometimes.
Speaker 1: Really, what do you think? Like how what do you well?
Speaker 12: There?
Speaker 3: There's like there's like creepy like men and like I
Speaker 3: I my like ass hangs out when I go to
Speaker 3: the club or I go to the bar, like I'm
Speaker 3: always wearing something very sexy, like I dress crazy. But
Speaker 3: you know, there's like stuff then people people react in
Speaker 3: certain ways and like you know, guys are just like drunk,
Speaker 3: Like drunk people are awful, you know. I just like, I, yeah,
Speaker 3: people react to the way that I am, men react
Speaker 3: to the way that I dress. That's fine, It's like
Speaker 3: it's gonna happen. But like, dude, drunk, drunk men and
Speaker 3: drunk women. I think honestly, drunk everybody really is not
Speaker 3: a vibe most of the.
Speaker 1: Time, even when you yourself are drunk.
Speaker 3: Like drunk strangers, Like, I'm fine, but it's like strangers
Speaker 3: who are like trying to talk about their astrology signs
Speaker 3: and stuff. There's already happened. That just happened to me.
Speaker 1: This conversation.
Speaker 3: Some woman came up to our table and was like,
Speaker 3: you all for like, okay, to be fair, this was
Speaker 3: like very nice what she was saying and positive, but like,
Speaker 3: don't do this. She like came up to the table
Speaker 3: and was like, I.
Speaker 5: Just want to let you guys know that you are
Speaker 5: also loved and you're also special and some when out
Speaker 5: there loves you and you're incredible.
Speaker 3: I'm a cancer. So I just like I get like
Speaker 3: this and I just can't help myself, Like and I'm
Speaker 3: sitting there looking at her like like I don't exist.
Speaker 3: I'm I'm watching her like she's like a screen, like
Speaker 3: a thing on a screen. I can't believe that. Like
Speaker 3: some people just get to that point and it's it's
Speaker 3: you know whatever.
Speaker 1: She sounded like she was on Molly.
Speaker 3: Yeah, could have been, could have been some.
Speaker 1: Mall like I do. I something like that would be
Speaker 1: hard for me because like I typically like if any
Speaker 1: stranger talks to me, like I have a lot of
Speaker 1: respects for people who are willing to approach strangers and
Speaker 1: talk to them. It's like, if someone ever does that
Speaker 1: to me, I want to like reward it by by
Speaker 1: being like, oh, yes, of course and yeah, but but
Speaker 1: that does that does sound extremely intense.
Speaker 3: I think I'm quite closed off. So I think when
Speaker 3: that stuff happens, it's just like stop it.
Speaker 1: You know, are you into astrology at all?
Speaker 3: Or I'm really like I'm I get it, Like I know,
Speaker 3: I understand the signs. I understand because my mom's really
Speaker 3: really into it, so I just can deep dive into
Speaker 3: like different signs and stuff. But I don't. I don't
Speaker 3: like it.
Speaker 1: I have Okay, here's my take on astrology. I'm curious
Speaker 1: when you think about this, I don't I think there's
Speaker 1: like I don't like the idea that somebody's like, oh,
Speaker 1: I am this sign, and so they go to a
Speaker 1: website and they read like, because you're the sign, you
Speaker 1: are like this, like because you're a Gemini, you get
Speaker 1: emotional easy or something. And then they take that and
Speaker 1: then it just becomes like a self fulfilling prophecy. They
Speaker 1: have to they have.
Speaker 3: To live by it, and so it.
Speaker 1: Causes all this like unnecessary negative personality.
Speaker 3: Some people. You can you can abuse astrology. You can
Speaker 3: you can abuse like pseudo science absolutely, just like anything
Speaker 3: that is kind of a vice. Uh you know, it's yeah, man,
Speaker 3: I I like talking about it. And I actually have
Speaker 3: a friend who's really good at readings, like doing readings.
Speaker 3: He's like fantastic. You like give him your your date
Speaker 3: of birth and then like your time, your time of
Speaker 3: birth and like all this like specific information about you,
Speaker 3: like where you were born and blah blah blah, and
Speaker 3: he'll like he'll just unust. Yeah, can I unwrap? He
Speaker 3: said that. Right now. My life is all about kind
Speaker 3: of pleasure and just kind of just going for it
Speaker 3: and just like doing the thing, even if it's like
Speaker 3: kind of dumb, enjoy it and like lean into it.
Speaker 3: Don't be ashamed there's like a massive like Saturn return
Speaker 3: situation happening for me, and that like that's supposed to.
Speaker 7: It.
Speaker 3: There's a time in my life that's happening right now
Speaker 3: for there's a couple signs that are going through it
Speaker 3: right now. But it's it's almost like the planets are
Speaker 3: asking you, do you really want this? This is what
Speaker 3: you asked for? Here it is? Do you actually want this?
Speaker 3: Is this really the life that you want to lead
Speaker 3: for forever? And it's so it's like it's crazy when
Speaker 3: he said that, because I've been going through like all
Speaker 3: this crazy fucking just like, oh my god, dude, Like
Speaker 3: I don't know, it's just yeah, it's been a wild
Speaker 3: year publicly, you know. So I think it's a little
Speaker 3: poetic and cool and interesting, and you know, sometimes I
Speaker 3: ask him for a reading because.
Speaker 1: Of that, I'm curious And you might not have an
Speaker 1: answer or have an answer that you want to share,
Speaker 1: but when faced with the planets are giving you this
Speaker 1: is this what you really really wanted? Like when he
Speaker 1: said that to you, did you have an answer?
Speaker 3: Like if somebody asked me, is this what you really want?
Speaker 3: What's my answer to that?
Speaker 1: Yeah?
Speaker 3: No, probably not really This is probably not what I want. Really,
Speaker 3: it's what I wanted. Really, it's what I used to want.
Speaker 3: It's what I think I needed to be in a
Speaker 3: safe place. I needed to get the fuck out of
Speaker 3: whatever situation I was in. And now that I have
Speaker 3: this freedom, I have a I have this like physical
Speaker 3: freedom and physical autonomy, and now I'm more in like
Speaker 3: the like the mental autonomy of it all, like like
Speaker 3: taking back my power and kind of doing what I
Speaker 3: want to do creatively, regardless of like this very uh
Speaker 3: marketable thing that I've created. I'm kind of tearing it
Speaker 3: all down.
Speaker 1: But like I mean, that's the thing is if if
Speaker 1: you were to be uh beholden to it, you know,
Speaker 1: it doesn't matter if it was like the most marketable,
Speaker 1: successful thing ever, you'd just be fucking miserable.
Speaker 3: Yeah exactly. I'd be doing the same thing every single day. Yeah,
Speaker 3: And I cannot do that. I just can't.
Speaker 1: And like, and like I said, I think the cool
Speaker 1: I think the coolest thing about you is that you
Speaker 1: always seem like you're having fun.
Speaker 3: Yeah. Fuck it rock and roll. That's honestly, that's what I.
Speaker 1: Fuck it, rock and roll, fuck it rock and roll.
Speaker 3: Fuck it, rock and roll. So I've Yeah, I've been
Speaker 3: having a lot of fun creatively. I've been painting a
Speaker 3: lot more. I'm like, yeah, it's nice.
Speaker 1: Yeah, I see you're painting a I see you on
Speaker 1: Instagram all the time painting a wall.
Speaker 3: No, I painted, and people said, I look like an
Speaker 3: old grandma with fat ankles.
Speaker 1: You want to take another call?
Speaker 3: Yeah, that's who we got, fat ankle.
Speaker 6: Hello.
Speaker 3: I heard myself say, fat ankles.
Speaker 9: Hello.
Speaker 1: How are you?
Speaker 12: I'm good.
Speaker 1: How are you hanging in there? What's uh? What's going on, Lauren?
Speaker 1: How's life?
Speaker 12: Uh not, it's pretty good.
Speaker 2: How's y'all's life going?
Speaker 3: Skip? Nick Man. We're trying to talk about things, We're
Speaker 3: trying to solve problems.
Speaker 12: Eddie.
Speaker 6: What's that.
Speaker 13: Eddie?
Speaker 4: Hi?
Speaker 1: Hi Eddie. It says here that you have an intense
Speaker 1: fear of death.
Speaker 6: Oh no, yes, yes, it is. It's it's really oh god,
Speaker 6: it's intends to to a certain degree. For example, I
Speaker 6: you know, fear of death is an every one. I
Speaker 6: don't know if y'all feel the same way I do,
Speaker 6: But like for me, it's just been like every little
Speaker 6: thing I do is just oh, this is so cool
Speaker 6: in the moment, But then I I for some reason,
Speaker 6: I just flash to, oh what if I can't do
Speaker 6: this anymore? And like so insole amount of time, and
Speaker 6: but I don't know if I if I'm making any sense.
Speaker 6: It sounds dumb, but like I feel like i'm it's just.
Speaker 1: Like, yeah, go ahead, what's your no.
Speaker 3: I think it's fine, don't I continue?
Speaker 4: But I'm just validating, all right, than I appreciate it,
Speaker 4: but like I don't know, I shit, but like I'm
Speaker 4: trying to formulate words.
Speaker 6: So I A good example is like I sit in bed,
Speaker 6: let's say three in the morning, four in the morning,
Speaker 6: rolls around, and first thought that comes to mind is
Speaker 6: me dying, and then like, oh shit, like it settles
Speaker 6: in it's going to happen something. Of course, I'm far
Speaker 6: away from it right now, by the way, I'm like
Speaker 6: barely bad at her nineteen, Like I'm far away from
Speaker 6: that time coming. But still it's like a very like
Speaker 6: a very valid thing that like I just can't stop
Speaker 6: thinking about it, can't stop thinking about it always comes
Speaker 6: in to her patients.
Speaker 3: Is it of old age, is it of natural causes?
Speaker 3: Or is it of an immediate thing that's like happening
Speaker 3: in the room, Or is it a you just think
Speaker 3: of do you think of like something falling on you,
Speaker 3: for example, or like is it where does that the
Speaker 3: fear stem from?
Speaker 6: So it just comes So I there is a one
Speaker 6: of the fears that this fear comes from. My grandma
Speaker 6: basically got into dementia and like dying really really young,
Speaker 6: like I say really really because like she died in
Speaker 6: her fifties, and like.
Speaker 4: It runs.
Speaker 6: It's a thing that into the family, like her sister's
Speaker 6: like has it really really bad? And I'm afraid of
Speaker 6: me getting that. I'm afraid more of my mom getting
Speaker 6: it because you know, she's like the she's like the
Speaker 6: direct descendant of my grandma and stuff like. That's but
Speaker 6: that's where that fear sprawled out of. Like first it
Speaker 6: started off with mental you know, decline. Then it moved
Speaker 6: on to death itself, and then my own like the
Speaker 6: thought of my own death then sparked the question like
Speaker 6: hit fuck my dad getting old as hell?
Speaker 12: What do I do about that? Hit fucked?
Speaker 6: My sister probably will outlive us, like and then and
Speaker 6: then I just like yeah, and I want to say
Speaker 6: and I want to say that it started like it
Speaker 6: probably started for then in twenty twenty because it's like
Speaker 6: just a shit year, like twenty twenty. I was convinced
Speaker 6: for the longest time made twenty fifth, Made twenty fifth
Speaker 6: exactly we were gonna hit by an asteroid and we're
Speaker 6: all gonna die. Come make in twenty fifth no one
Speaker 6: died and just the thought of dying, like Okay, yay,
Speaker 6: no lasteroid. But you know, I'm gonna die still. I'm
Speaker 6: gonna die still.
Speaker 3: I'm gonna die still something constantly.
Speaker 6: Yeah, it's Penny. And I've been trying to, like I've
Speaker 6: been trying to get into therapy and stuff. I've been
Speaker 6: trying to, you know, like make appointments and stuff to
Speaker 6: talk with someone about it. But like I'll be honest
Speaker 6: with y'all, I'm in college right now, twenty thousand dollars
Speaker 6: in debt freshman year. I don't got time for anything,
Speaker 6: like and if I do got time for anything, I
Speaker 6: just I use what I can to sleep because God
Speaker 6: working a job to this book an economy. Yeah, so
Speaker 6: so like I really just I try to pull myself
Speaker 6: out of that hole, like I try to strap myself
Speaker 6: with any little thing that there is, but I will
Speaker 6: always end up coming back to fuck. I'm gonna die.
Speaker 3: Yeah, you're working to support yourself in order to support yourself.
Speaker 3: You're you're working to support to support yourself enough to
Speaker 3: afford therapy and to even begin to Yeah, it's it's
Speaker 3: the battle of the monetary and the physical that health
Speaker 3: the body, Like what you need to do to take
Speaker 3: care of yourself.
Speaker 12: Yeah.
Speaker 1: Yeah, I don't know how you guys feel, but I
Speaker 1: think the cool thing about dying is that it happens.
Speaker 1: It's like this unifying thing that happens to everyone, Like
Speaker 1: nobody's above it. You know, it would be way worse.
Speaker 1: You know what's way worse than dying living forever. That
Speaker 1: would be horrible.
Speaker 3: It would It would fucking suck.
Speaker 1: It would suck so bad.
Speaker 3: It would be so shit. Imagine that.
Speaker 4: Think about think, yeah, I.
Speaker 6: I forever, you know, as a little as a little
Speaker 6: kid like and it's gonna sound cliche as fuck, but
Speaker 6: as a little kid, like, you know, one thinks they're
Speaker 6: gonna live forever. One thinks nothing's gonna kill him, like,
Speaker 6: believe me, Like that thought of like immortality as a
Speaker 6: kid was like, oh like nothing, like I'm invincible and stuff.
Speaker 6: Now like as a you know, maturing adult, like I
Speaker 6: don't believe me. I don't want to be Like, as
Speaker 6: much as I'm afraid of dying, I wouldn't want to
Speaker 6: stay alive after it to see that friends die.
Speaker 1: That's what you should do, is you should if you
Speaker 1: you see, you should replace this fear with the fear
Speaker 1: of living forever, and then you can satiate your new
Speaker 1: fear with your old one, which is, oh, thank god,
Speaker 1: I'm gonna die, and it becomes a meditative good thing. Yeah,
Speaker 1: are you afraid of at all? How do you feel
Speaker 1: about your mortality to.
Speaker 3: An extent, Yeah, because I know that, like I couldn't
Speaker 3: defend myself in a specific situation.
Speaker 1: I'm talking mainly about like the inevitability, not likevitability. Yeah,
Speaker 1: not like, oh I'm going to get murdered.
Speaker 3: No, I don't think that I am. I think I
Speaker 3: just yeah, yeah, I don't think I am.
Speaker 1: I hope you don't die anytime soon.
Speaker 4: I oh, yeah, I'm I don't think you.
Speaker 3: I don't think you will.
Speaker 1: Saying that that is kind of saying that's kind of
Speaker 1: like jinxing it a little bit.
Speaker 4: Yeah, I don't know.
Speaker 1: That would suck if you just died.
Speaker 3: I think I'm half of a forty ounce in me,
Speaker 3: So don't maybe take what I say with a grain
Speaker 3: of salt.
Speaker 1: Eddie, how do you before we go, how do you
Speaker 1: want to die? Like if you could pick anything?
Speaker 6: Okay, well, I've thought there has been a few ways
Speaker 6: of me dying. I if I don't die in my sleep,
Speaker 6: I want to just be killed fat, like quickly, like
Speaker 6: so I quick and painless as painless as can be,
Speaker 6: because I don't I don't want to feel shit when
Speaker 6: I die. Get that, and you know, or let's you know,
Speaker 6: let's see in what course this country takes, Like you know,
Speaker 6: let's say they legalize youth in Asia. Like if I'm
Speaker 6: like in a really bad condition, like i'd i'd rather
Speaker 6: go out like literally getting euthanized, And it sounds like
Speaker 6: it sounds barbaric, it sounds like whatever, But like I
Speaker 6: I wouldn't want to, like if I'm in a state
Speaker 6: of suffering, and like I'm asking all this too, I
Speaker 6: like as a question, like if you're in a state
Speaker 6: of suffering, you really think it's like ethical for you
Speaker 6: to hang around longer? Like you know what I'm saying, Like.
Speaker 1: I think you should put across, Like I think you
Speaker 1: should play some Tetris. Man, I think you need something.
Speaker 3: That just gets your digits.
Speaker 1: Yeah, just something that fully just gets you out of you.
Speaker 1: But you're thinking too much. Yeah, you think way too much.
Speaker 3: To stimulate, to just keep stimulating your brain with just
Speaker 3: like shit, like play something, play, play a game, play
Speaker 3: some games.
Speaker 1: Video games really are a great way to forget about death.
Speaker 1: Thank you for calling Eddie. Any final words, Uh, yeah,
Speaker 1: you're awesome.
Speaker 6: Those are You're fucking amazing. And thank you the show.
Speaker 6: I'm glad I got to talk with Thanks, ma'am.
Speaker 1: Take care Eddie. You there really is like that's all
Speaker 1: I'm looking for, man, that's all I want. That's all.
Speaker 1: That's all I want is just to be just to
Speaker 1: be in the moment, to not be with my fucking thoughts.
Speaker 1: Because when you're depressed, you're thinking about the past and
Speaker 1: possible the future, when you're anxious, thinking about the future,
Speaker 1: But when you're just playing Tetris and getting drunk, you're right,
Speaker 1: you're there, you know you don't you don't. You're not
Speaker 1: afraid of death at all. You're like, you've accepted it.
Speaker 3: Yeah, I think I've accepted it.
Speaker 1: How would you if somebody if you got diagnosed with
Speaker 1: like a terminal thing and it was like you have
Speaker 1: a week would be like I'd be.
Speaker 3: Like, oh, let me prep my brain for this. I
Speaker 3: would be like, yeah, I mean fuck it, Like what
Speaker 3: am I gonna do? Let me like do something. I Like,
Speaker 3: I'd be like, what's a fun thing I can do
Speaker 3: right now? Like, hey, this sucks, but like what's a
Speaker 3: what's a cool cool thing to get into while this sucks?
Speaker 1: A death hobby?
Speaker 3: Yeah, death rally hobby, death rally hobby?
Speaker 1: Like I'm trying to think of something. Well, I assume
Speaker 1: a death rally hobby would be something dangerous? Would it?
Speaker 1: Oh my god?
Speaker 3: It will uh breaking bad?
Speaker 1: Kind of yeah? No, selling math just as a hobby.
Speaker 3: Yeah no, not for me. But you know I think
Speaker 3: I would just like, uh yeah I would. I would
Speaker 3: just be creative as I can in that in that time?
Speaker 1: Are you tis? The concept of legacy? Is that a
Speaker 1: thing that you think about or do you think about?
Speaker 3: Like not at all?
Speaker 1: It's good, Not at all, that's good.
Speaker 3: Like I don't want kids ever?
Speaker 1: Really no never?
Speaker 3: Yeah no really because the thing about life is when
Speaker 3: you have kids, like you're gonna destroy them, like you're
Speaker 3: gonna ship Yeah, you're gonna fuck them up, like there's
Speaker 3: you don't have a choice. So I just I don't
Speaker 3: feel like fucking anybody up.
Speaker 1: I don't know, dude, it's a lot of responsibility.
Speaker 3: Yeah, no judgment towards people who have kids. It's just
Speaker 3: like that. Don't want to do that.
Speaker 1: Do you ever fantasize about domesticated life? Just like, like,
Speaker 1: are you like I want a ranch in Wyoming?
Speaker 14: Oh?
Speaker 3: Yeah, I want like dogs?
Speaker 1: Yeah yeah, hard to fuck up dogs?
Speaker 3: Yeah? I want dogs. I want to be responsible enough
Speaker 3: to take care of dogs. I like animals, Like, if
Speaker 3: I'm gonna have kids, they're just gonna be like hairy animals.
Speaker 3: Four legged, quadrut pedal. What's the four four legs on,
Speaker 3: four legs, quadruped quadrupedal, quadrupedal Q Yeah, quadrupedal puppies is
Speaker 3: what I would have.
Speaker 1: Is there a breed of dog that you're particularly interested in?
Speaker 3: I really like Scottie dogs, and I like anything that
Speaker 3: just can't kill me. So I had before I readopted
Speaker 3: my dog to my one of my best friends, I
Speaker 3: had a h what's his name or sorry, what is it?
Speaker 3: What is it called? It's called the American Bully. But
Speaker 3: I don't think that he was like pure bred. I
Speaker 3: think he had like a mixture of a couple of things.
Speaker 3: I don't know what the deal was over there with that.
Speaker 3: They didn't have really the right information. I don't think
Speaker 3: about his uh yeah, his mixture, but he was He's
Speaker 3: the perfect dog. He's like textbook gorgeo, just like perfect proportions,
Speaker 3: like beautiful, like best personality that I've ever seen in
Speaker 3: a dog. A little like jumpy, still in his puppy mode,
Speaker 3: but he has these moments where he sits there and
Speaker 3: he just looks into your eyes and he just like
Speaker 3: takes you in.
Speaker 1: Are you a cat person?
Speaker 3: I am a cat person. I have four cats.
Speaker 1: You have four cats.
Speaker 3: I have four cats. I have two babies, one sixteen
Speaker 3: year old.
Speaker 1: They come with you, and yet, uh no.
Speaker 3: They don't, because cats get stressed out and they like
Speaker 3: to be in one spot forever. They like routine. So
Speaker 3: I wouldn't do that to my babies. But I sometimes
Speaker 3: I do wish that I could bring them with me.
Speaker 1: Yeah, you know, I've always said that, Like the thing
Speaker 1: about kids is it's really the only thing, really, the
Speaker 1: only anything could happen to you, and you could figure
Speaker 1: out a way to deal with it except like grievous injury, death,
Speaker 1: going to prison, or having children. It's like the four
Speaker 1: things that like you can't you can't.
Speaker 3: Hustle your way out of Yeah, yeah, yeah.
Speaker 1: I mean you can, like it is fround up. I
Speaker 1: mean you can abandon your child, but that's that's frowned upon.
Speaker 1: That's not cool. Those are like the four permanent things.
Speaker 1: Anything else that you can quit your job, you can
Speaker 1: get divorced, you can do you have pets. I have
Speaker 1: a dog, but it's not my dog. It's like my
Speaker 1: family's dog. My dog. Wait, earlier, you said you had
Speaker 1: two questions for me.
Speaker 3: Oh, I do have two questions for you.
Speaker 1: What were your two questions?
Speaker 3: Is it is it still gay? If you come? And
Speaker 3: hold on?
Speaker 1: Wait before I want to think? Is is it still gay?
Speaker 1: Wouldn't wouldn't wouldn't it wouldn't it be? Is it still
Speaker 1: gay if you don't come? Because if you come, that
Speaker 1: would make it more gay?
Speaker 2: Is it?
Speaker 3: Oh?
Speaker 15: Sorry?
Speaker 3: Is it gay if you don't come? Is it still gay?
Speaker 3: If you don't come?
Speaker 1: Is it still wait?
Speaker 6: Are you?
Speaker 4: Are you?
Speaker 1: And I assume the context is gay sex?
Speaker 3: I wrote it correctly, and I don't remember how I
Speaker 3: wrote it.
Speaker 1: The question is is it gay? Is it still gay
Speaker 1: to have gay sex if you don't come?
Speaker 3: Yeah?
Speaker 1: Is it gay to have gay sex? If you don't come?
Speaker 3: Do you want to know what the other question was?
Speaker 1: Yes?
Speaker 3: Why isn't your face red if you're the mouth, If
Speaker 3: it's the mouth, like your face is inside of the mouth,
Speaker 3: like you should be like it should be red or
Speaker 3: like black or something.
Speaker 1: It's probably gay.
Speaker 3: Yeah, it's probably gay.
Speaker 1: Let's take another call. Hello, how any Oh? I like it? Howdy?
Speaker 1: How's it going, Carlos? What's up?
Speaker 9: I'm doing well. I have a lot going on, but
Speaker 9: I am trying to wonder how to attract a dominant
Speaker 9: woman into my life.
Speaker 3: I can help you with that. Oh yeah, okay, how
Speaker 3: old are you?
Speaker 9: I'm thirty eight?
Speaker 3: Uh?
Speaker 1: Fuck?
Speaker 3: Maybe I can't help.
Speaker 12: You with that.
Speaker 1: Because he's OK.
Speaker 3: You went through it. Yeah, I don't know. I don't
Speaker 3: know what older women are doing that that that like
Speaker 3: in your bracket.
Speaker 1: Vibes, that would be like a like at a cougar
Speaker 1: for you at this point, would be like a woman
Speaker 1: in her six Well.
Speaker 3: I also don't know what type, what what? What's your
Speaker 3: age preference?
Speaker 9: I tried and I don't know, like mid twenties to
Speaker 9: mid forties.
Speaker 7: I guess okay, cool?
Speaker 3: Uh damn, how would you attract Okay, how to attract?
Speaker 3: How to attract a dominant woman?
Speaker 1: Where wear one of those rainbow hats with a spinner
Speaker 1: on it?
Speaker 3: Yeah, you could do that. You could also you could
Speaker 3: do that.
Speaker 1: Damn a big lollipop.
Speaker 3: I'm like really struggling trying to karaoke.
Speaker 1: I don't know where do you Where do you think
Speaker 1: dominant women hang out?
Speaker 7: Yeah?
Speaker 3: Where do dominant women hang out?
Speaker 1: What about those acts throwing places?
Speaker 3: You could know? Because that's oh, maybe at a shooting range,
Speaker 3: at an axe throwing range.
Speaker 7: Go to.
Speaker 1: You're you're in Texas, right, I I am go to
Speaker 1: a gun range.
Speaker 9: Oh, I'm gonna dominant women.
Speaker 3: Dominant women want to go to a place where they
Speaker 3: feel damn it. And what does a dominant woman want?
Speaker 3: So I'm trying. I'm trying to start from from from
Speaker 3: the bottom here.
Speaker 1: I don't know.
Speaker 3: I'm not sure I know where that is. Like where
Speaker 3: go to like a like a bar that has a
Speaker 3: pool table in it. They like leaning up against pool
Speaker 3: tables and like playing. I don't know, honestly, man, I'm
Speaker 3: he might, he might be a while, might be a
Speaker 3: better help to you.
Speaker 1: Are you do you consider do you consider yourself? Are
Speaker 1: you a docile boy? I guess, I guess. I guess.
Speaker 1: A dominant woman, I assume if you want a dominant woman,
Speaker 1: you're a submissive man. Or I assume dominant women would
Speaker 1: be Would a dominant woman typically be attracted to a
Speaker 1: more even more dominant man, or to a submissive man.
Speaker 3: People are too complex for me to even like answer
Speaker 3: that do you use do you use dating apps?
Speaker 9: I try to, but like I'm already with the fact
Speaker 9: that around here people are just not my type generally.
Speaker 3: Yeah, I get that.
Speaker 9: There are a lot of people here that like they
Speaker 9: hold values that I don't. And then like, I'm also
Speaker 9: like you where I don't really want kids and there
Speaker 9: are a lot of people that really want to start
Speaker 9: families and it's not for me.
Speaker 3: Maybe a creative woman. I think creative women they paint
Speaker 3: their own they paint their own reality in some way,
Speaker 3: they kind of have control over over. They have a
Speaker 3: they have a vision, and I think you have to
Speaker 3: have a vision in order to be dominant or somewhat
Speaker 3: in control. Right, So somebody with a vision creatively.
Speaker 9: I was thinking that too, because I'm I'm trying to
Speaker 9: become a better artist, and I one of the jokes
Speaker 9: online is that you know, when people make art, they
Speaker 9: just this is their barely disguised fetish. And it's like, yes,
Speaker 9: I want to draw things that you know, turn me
Speaker 9: on and turn others on. Yeah, so maybe I should
Speaker 9: be the one to be drawing that as well.
Speaker 1: Yeah, are you do you draw like giant tesses?
Speaker 3: Yeah? Yeah, what do you draw?
Speaker 9: No, it's usually like bondage stuff and like muzzles and leeches.
Speaker 3: See your art, your art directly mirrors what you are seeking,
Speaker 3: quite literally to some extent. Okay, honestly, man, you might
Speaker 3: want to just be involved in a community that's into
Speaker 3: that sort of thing, right, Like you just you know,
Speaker 3: like poke around and see who's see who's into what,
Speaker 3: and uh, there's there's a lot of people. There's a
Speaker 3: lot of people that are that are into that.
Speaker 1: Brother, why don't you get on Uh once you get
Speaker 1: on fet life, you know, like get a life.
Speaker 3: I bet to go to fulsome have you gone to
Speaker 3: what's false? Fulsome street fair?
Speaker 1: Dude? I bet bet life in Texas is fucking crazy. Yeah,
Speaker 1: I bet this. I bet there's a scene of all
Speaker 1: kinds of people who would love to tie you up
Speaker 1: and piss in your mouth that you can find on
Speaker 1: fat life. He's not kidding.
Speaker 3: Yeah, try fet life.
Speaker 1: I would trust it.
Speaker 3: I would trust try that. Try poke around on the
Speaker 3: poke around the internet a little bit. Look at some
Speaker 3: look at some uh some forums.
Speaker 1: They go on the forums, you know, is that what
Speaker 1: you're looking for? Somebody to piss in your mouth?
Speaker 9: No? No, not really, No.
Speaker 3: So specific.
Speaker 9: I just want to.
Speaker 1: I mean, I mean he's looking if you're looking for
Speaker 1: someone to I feel like, isn't that the ultimate form
Speaker 1: of I mean, like domination is somebody peeing in your mouth?
Speaker 3: Yeah? Sure, But that's so specific because that's just water sports.
Speaker 3: That's not even that's water sports. That's like that, that's
Speaker 3: like a category.
Speaker 1: I've never heard heard it referred to water.
Speaker 3: It's literally called water sports, and it's a it's a
Speaker 3: specific category.
Speaker 1: Saying it like it's in the Olympics.
Speaker 3: I mean, it fucking kind of is with how how uh,
Speaker 3: with how intense.
Speaker 9: It can be Internet.
Speaker 3: No, I don't. I don't think he likes to gargle.
Speaker 3: I think he's more of like a I think you
Speaker 3: here more of like a cerebral a cerebral fucker.
Speaker 1: A cerebral fucker.
Speaker 3: Yeah, he's more an intellectual fucker.
Speaker 1: Yes, uh woom me with your mind.
Speaker 3: I think that it's part of I think it's like,
Speaker 3: do you do you feel you feel safe with someone
Speaker 3: who's dominant because you feel like there's somebody who is
Speaker 3: in control and and you you feel like you can
Speaker 3: lean on that a little bit and you can trust,
Speaker 3: Like you want to trust someone.
Speaker 9: I like the idea of being being vulnerable with another person,
Speaker 9: Like I really want that. I've just been alone for
Speaker 9: a while now.
Speaker 1: And yeah yeah, so okay, so this is not a
Speaker 1: sexual thing specifically. This is just you want someone to
Speaker 1: you want someone that you can trust to be vulnerable.
Speaker 3: Well, a lot of a lot of that BDSM stuff
Speaker 3: is like rooted in like a like a core saying
Speaker 3: that people people have been through different things in their
Speaker 3: life where they need to feel like they can open
Speaker 3: up to somebody or they can trust somebody, and like,
Speaker 3: for instance, like if you tie someone up, you're putting
Speaker 3: all of your it's like a trust fall, like you're
Speaker 3: just putting your You're just saying like hey.
Speaker 6: Like.
Speaker 3: Yeah, that's literally it. You're just like saying I trust
Speaker 3: you and and and and That's a huge part of
Speaker 3: relationships is trusting people. Some people have relationships where they
Speaker 3: don't trust each other, but there's nothing more ultimate than
Speaker 3: like being like being in trust with someone.
Speaker 1: That's a good way to look at it. It's import
Speaker 1: somebody who you can trust enough to tie.
Speaker 3: You up, yeah, because because once you're tied up, they
Speaker 3: could like put a cigarette on out on your nipple
Speaker 3: and you're like ow and then or they could they
Speaker 3: could they could throw you in a cold pool or
Speaker 3: something that you wouldn't like, but they won't do that
Speaker 3: because because they love because they love you, yeah, and
Speaker 3: you trust them not to do those things. Some people
Speaker 3: like cigarettes being done out on their nipples.
Speaker 1: I kind of want to get on fet life now, dude,
Speaker 1: make one. I'll make one. I run into Carlos, run
Speaker 1: wild Bill.
Speaker 9: Yeah.
Speaker 3: What would be your thing?
Speaker 1: Would be my thing?
Speaker 3: It would be would it be being a furry? Look
Speaker 3: at cosplay?
Speaker 1: Dude? All right, So a lot of people ask me,
Speaker 1: They're like, are you are? Am I a furrey? And
Speaker 1: if the defenit okay, if a furry is somebody, well,
Speaker 1: technically i'd be a scaley.
Speaker 3: You're such a fucking scaley.
Speaker 1: If a furry is merely somebody who is a human
Speaker 1: being that regularly dresses as an animal, I do fit
Speaker 1: that description. Yes, yeah, you.
Speaker 9: Know, there's nothing wrong with you.
Speaker 3: He's a coss player. He's a he's a Yeah, he's
Speaker 3: a he's a furry.
Speaker 9: Well you don't know what. Say that again, you have
Speaker 9: sex while you're in the first suit.
Speaker 1: Oh, what about it?
Speaker 3: That's what they do. They do that in the suit.
Speaker 3: By the way, no way that that lasts longer than
Speaker 3: five minutes.
Speaker 1: What having sex in a car in a first suit,
Speaker 1: you probably sweat your fucking balls off.
Speaker 3: Physically able, you have to be, not physically like just advanced.
Speaker 3: You have to be to be able to do something
Speaker 3: like that with like the gloves and like.
Speaker 1: It's like doing push ups with with like a weight
Speaker 1: on your bed.
Speaker 3: You're looking out of a mouth that has like a
Speaker 3: black mesh on it, probably and you can't see anything.
Speaker 9: Yeah, it just sounds absurd.
Speaker 3: Imagine I'm imagining it as the guy though, it's kind
Speaker 3: of like two glory holes having sex with each other.
Speaker 1: Oh wow, you're just you're right, because you're fully blocked off.
Speaker 1: You're like, you're just two walls. Yeah yeah, yeah, that
Speaker 1: are that are going at each other. Right. I've also
Speaker 1: heard that those costumes, like the real ones are like
Speaker 1: I mean people's people will drop ten geez.
Speaker 3: Oh yeah, they're so expensive. Oh my god, they're so expensive.
Speaker 1: Are you? Are you a fur suit guy?
Speaker 9: No? I consider myself a hurry, but I don't I
Speaker 9: don't have the money for the first seat.
Speaker 3: Oh you are a furry, but you don't have the suit, right?
Speaker 3: Oh okay, okay.
Speaker 1: What uh so? How do you how like you you're
Speaker 1: a phrase in you Like it's it's like mentally you're
Speaker 1: an animal or how does that work for you? No?
Speaker 9: I just I just like furry characters nice, and I.
Speaker 3: Like another identity, sorry, like you like to take on
Speaker 3: another identity other than yourself. It's the fantasy aspect of
Speaker 3: it like.
Speaker 9: That that that kind of goes along with like the
Speaker 9: BDSM stuff. It's like it's just role play with another person.
Speaker 3: Yeah. Yeah, you're you're building a scenario. Mm hmm, you're
Speaker 3: building a world. That's fun.
Speaker 1: Yeah, you should get like a what would the firstsona
Speaker 1: be of a dominant woman? Like a like a rhino.
Speaker 3: She'd be like a I don't know if i'd fuck
Speaker 3: a rhino. I don't know if she'd be a rhy
Speaker 3: I mean maybe she'd be a rhino. Fuck it, she'll
Speaker 3: be a rhino. But I mean whatever, dude, maybe like
Speaker 3: a like a horse or something. No, because you ride
Speaker 3: a horse. A horse is a submissive creature sometimes, but
Speaker 3: it's also a creature that runs wild, so to some extent,
Speaker 3: I don't know. They can go both ways.
Speaker 1: Uh yeah, I don't know, Grant, do you feel like
Speaker 1: this was helpful for you?
Speaker 9: A little bit?
Speaker 1: That's not good enough.
Speaker 3: That's good enough for me.
Speaker 9: I'll start a seed life account, I guess.
Speaker 1: Please do.
Speaker 9: All right?
Speaker 1: Have a good night, Grant you to wait? I don't know,
Speaker 1: like why the fun have been your name is Carlos.
Speaker 1: Why I've been calling you Grant?
Speaker 3: Maybe there's no called Grant whatever?
Speaker 1: By Carlos, by Carlos, love.
Speaker 9: You both, bye, good luck, dude.
Speaker 3: I have to piss.
Speaker 1: Go piss, really, yeah, go piss. I'll hang out. I'll
Speaker 1: talk to the chat. How is your bathroom break? Do
Speaker 1: you feel relieved?
Speaker 3: It was cool? I went barefoot and I stepped on
Speaker 3: something wet? Do you think I have athletes foot.
Speaker 1: Now you might have something well, I don't even know
Speaker 1: what athletes foot is.
Speaker 3: I definitely have something well, athletes foot is. Athlete's foot
Speaker 3: is more just like when like your feet are sweat
Speaker 3: it's like you got to be an athlete, but not really.
Speaker 3: It's like you're you like are wearing two tight of shoes.
Speaker 1: And you know, have you ever heard of foot in
Speaker 1: mouth disease?
Speaker 3: No, that sounds hot? What is that?
Speaker 1: I don't I was asking because that's something I've just
Speaker 1: heard of. I assume it's a disease that you get
Speaker 1: when you put your feet in your mouth. And then
Speaker 1: athlete's foot in mouth is the disease you get when
Speaker 1: you step in something wet in the bathroom and then
Speaker 1: you put your feet in your mouth.
Speaker 3: Okay, okay, so I could if I wanted to, I
Speaker 3: could have foot in mouth syndrome.
Speaker 1: Do you think people ever make themselves sick for fun?
Speaker 12: Me?
Speaker 1: Really? Yeah, that's gotta be someone's thing.
Speaker 3: Part of me likes to be sick. Absolutely. Do you
Speaker 3: ever get sick and you feel like.
Speaker 1: Yeah, you're a little you're a little high. Yeah, yeah,
Speaker 1: you get a.
Speaker 3: Little like you get a fever, like when you get
Speaker 3: the flu. Yeah, do you ever Well.
Speaker 1: It's a great excuse to not fucking do anything right, and.
Speaker 7: You are.
Speaker 3: But does it ever feel good? Like you know, when
Speaker 3: you're in bed and you're like out of body and
Speaker 3: you're like and you're.
Speaker 1: Like floating, there's a little bit of like restract of
Speaker 1: oxygen to the brain. Yeah, it does feel good. Yeah.
Speaker 7: Yeah.
Speaker 1: Are you a night quill person?
Speaker 3: No, I don't take any of that stuff. I think
Speaker 3: I'm scared of it. I think I'm scared of Nike
Speaker 3: will or scared of or maybe I'm not scared of well,
Speaker 3: night quill is always a drink thing, if you always
Speaker 3: drink it, Okay, No, I yeah, I think I just
Speaker 3: avoid anything that's like a liquid medicine. So I just don't.
Speaker 1: Not to try to put you on a new vice.
Speaker 1: But fucking Nike quill is so awesome. I've never done
Speaker 1: I've never done Lean before, but I have I would
Speaker 1: probably love it.
Speaker 3: Is that like baby lean.
Speaker 1: I Lean is just if you're done night quill is
Speaker 1: baby lean. Lean is just ni quill And like I
Speaker 1: haven't but Lean is just nicquil.
Speaker 3: Right, Uh, yes, it's like very strong. That's that's big boy.
Speaker 3: Night Quill and then night Quill is Baby.
Speaker 1: Lean and they put Jolly Ranchers in it.
Speaker 3: Yeah, and then they put your Allie Rancher's in it,
Speaker 3: and then they rot their teeth and then they make
Speaker 3: it They're embarrassing. Sorry guys, Sorry, I'm sorry. Some people
Speaker 3: like really really like that shit and they can't even
Speaker 3: help themselves, and so I understand that. So that's you know,
Speaker 3: no no, no judgment, but like, but.
Speaker 1: I don't think that. Do you think? Are you afraid
Speaker 1: the Lean community is gonna.
Speaker 3: I think that the Lean community might come after me.
Speaker 1: I think r slash Lean is gonna via via.
Speaker 3: X dot com. I think that the Lean community is
Speaker 3: gonna be really upset about that one.
Speaker 1: Well, my message to Lean community if anyone wants to
Speaker 1: hook me up with some free linen, I would love
Speaker 1: to try it. Is there any like what's left for
Speaker 1: you to try that you haven't tried yet?
Speaker 3: Why isn't your face red?
Speaker 1: I'm never gonna answer that question.
Speaker 3: Why would you do that? Why would you not answer
Speaker 3: that question?
Speaker 1: M some things in life.
Speaker 3: You love that you that you painted your face screen
Speaker 3: and you're not following the norms of how geckos should
Speaker 3: anatomically add up.
Speaker 1: I mean a normal gecko.
Speaker 3: You're like a You're like a you're like a fuck
Speaker 3: it whatever. Moving on.
Speaker 1: What's up?
Speaker 3: So what was that? What were you gonna ask me?
Speaker 1: Oh, if there's anything you haven't tried yet that you
Speaker 1: want to try in.
Speaker 3: General, anything that in oh, like.
Speaker 1: Drugs, it could the question the question was spurred by
Speaker 1: a by a drug thing, but it does not have
Speaker 1: to be a drug.
Speaker 3: Okay, okay, something that I want to try. I want
Speaker 3: to try uh uh oh, I want to go to
Speaker 3: a raith.
Speaker 1: You've never been to a raise.
Speaker 3: I've never been to a raid.
Speaker 1: I would have thought you, like.
Speaker 3: I seem like that, don't Yeah, yeah, no, I haven't.
Speaker 3: I really want to go to a rave. I want
Speaker 3: to be sweaty. I think I would have never done
Speaker 3: that in the past, just because my my I would
Speaker 3: like wear wigs and stuff and they there'd be like
Speaker 3: glue on my head and like it was gross. And
Speaker 3: like to be in a sweaty environment.
Speaker 1: I feel like you could put together like a sick
Speaker 1: rave outfit.
Speaker 3: Oh my god, yeah, yeah, it would be so chill.
Speaker 3: First of all, it would be I have two I
Speaker 3: have a couple of different outfits. My one would be
Speaker 3: like some regular like windbreaker pants with like the stripes
Speaker 3: down the side, and like a little like a tiny
Speaker 3: little T shirt. I'd put fake nipples under so that
Speaker 3: it looked like I'm my nipples are erect the whole
Speaker 3: night and it's hot, and I got glitter on my
Speaker 3: face and I have on like maybe no makeup. I
Speaker 3: might put on some like some mascara, but just glitter
Speaker 3: and then uh in like yeah, and and some sneakers.
Speaker 1: I feel like you, would you ever would you ever
Speaker 1: like are you? I know you're like experimented different genres
Speaker 1: we have? Would you ever do like a DJ set?
Speaker 1: Would you like play a rave?
Speaker 3: I don't know, And I honestly I think that, like
Speaker 3: my focus isn't very great for something like that. I
Speaker 3: think I'd get distracted quite easily. I can see myself
Speaker 3: having too much fun and then like ruining the set.
Speaker 1: I actually I put on a rave uh for New
Speaker 1: Year's this year. It was called the it was called
Speaker 1: the Reptile Rave. No way, it's called the Reptile Rave.
Speaker 1: And we got a real We got a DJ and
Speaker 1: I stood on stage and just did this.
Speaker 3: Did I hear about this? Were there like, were there
Speaker 3: like folks there?
Speaker 1: Uh, there was like one hundred. There's no it was.
Speaker 1: It wasn't like a I don't think I would be
Speaker 1: if you had heard of this, I would be extremely surprised.
Speaker 1: Oh okay, no is the reptile rave. Niche folks, niche folks, Okay, people,
Speaker 1: some people shut up in crocodile costumes. I just wanted
Speaker 1: to do something different. I don't even like MD, I
Speaker 1: don't even I don't even like a m Yeah. Yeah,
Speaker 1: I just thought it'd be fun.
Speaker 3: That's dope. I love themed parties too.
Speaker 1: Would you ever go? You should go to a Shrek Rave?
Speaker 1: That's like taken over the days.
Speaker 3: That's what I heard about. That mixed up with what
Speaker 3: you were saying. Yeah, really, Shrek Rave? What's what does
Speaker 3: that entail? Does everyone look like Shrek?
Speaker 1: I think people dress up as characters from Shrek? Okay,
Speaker 1: and then the DJ plays I assume I've never been,
Speaker 1: but I assume the DJ would play music that like
Speaker 1: samples shrack. I want to go, I want to go,
Speaker 1: I want to go. I want to get to. Two
Speaker 1: of my homies goes to the Three Little Pigs.
Speaker 3: What the fuck.
Speaker 1: That's amazing there's also a SpongeBob rave.
Speaker 3: See now I would do that. I would do that,
Speaker 3: but I'm all a Shrek. I get the whole Shrek thing.
Speaker 3: I love that. Like the producers of Shrek did not
Speaker 3: see that coming.
Speaker 1: Probably I'm surprised they haven't gotten see indeed, what is
Speaker 1: that desist?
Speaker 7: Oh?
Speaker 1: Yeah, Like I don't know how that works? Yeah, yeah,
Speaker 1: are you a SpongeBob.
Speaker 3: I'm a big sponger and I sponge frequently. I love
Speaker 3: I love SpongeBob so much. It's sad because I think
Speaker 3: and no offense to Like, I know it's not easy
Speaker 3: to make a show. This is going to seem mean,
Speaker 3: but like it. It's been bad since after season three,
Speaker 3: I think, Yeah, there's only been three good seasons of
Speaker 3: SpongeBob in my opinion. I think something happened obviously. Yeah,
Speaker 3: but I do really love SpongeBob.
Speaker 16: Yeah.
Speaker 1: Well, if so, if you were going to go to
Speaker 1: the SpongeBob break, what character would.
Speaker 3: You I would be? Well, obviously I'd be Sandy because
Speaker 3: I just want to be sexy.
Speaker 1: I I don't understand the implication that you can't be sexy.
Speaker 1: Is I just as like squid word or mister crabs,
Speaker 1: thank you. Patrick. I think you could put. You could put,
Speaker 1: you could pull it, you could I could be.
Speaker 3: A sexy Patrick. I could be a sexy Patrick. But
Speaker 3: I honestly Sandy because I love wearing a little tiny
Speaker 3: bra and then put and then.
Speaker 1: Wow, you know what she's She's like kind of naked
Speaker 1: in that hole.
Speaker 3: She's like totally like naked, and like she's like, yeah,
Speaker 3: she's got like body and everything.
Speaker 1: Sandy. Not really, she's a squirrel.
Speaker 3: I shouldn't say that we.
Speaker 1: Need Carlos's opinion.
Speaker 3: We do. We need Carlos's opinion on Sandy Cheeks.
Speaker 1: Have you have you ever done MDMA?
Speaker 3: I have?
Speaker 1: Do you like it? Yeah, it's the bit I want
Speaker 1: to do it. Last time I did it was at
Speaker 1: Coachella two years ago. I haven't done it since.
Speaker 3: Yeah, I stop doing all of that stuff way back when.
Speaker 3: But I've had a great experience on it, and I
Speaker 3: really didn't need to do it more than more than
Speaker 3: once or twice. I think I did it twice. I
Speaker 3: think I felt pretty satisfied after the second time. I
Speaker 3: think it's just like intense and I have so much
Speaker 3: like I get like overstimulated. I have a lot of
Speaker 3: energy and like I just don't even need it. I
Speaker 3: don't even need it. I think I like naturally am
Speaker 3: just like people like really genuinely think that I do.
Speaker 1: Like coke.
Speaker 3: People think I'm like a cokehead.
Speaker 1: Why do you think people think that?
Speaker 3: I Maybe because like I'm like I have like corny
Speaker 3: moments about me, Like I can be quite corny and
Speaker 3: like outspoken or something, or like I'm loud or something
Speaker 3: like I can come off very angry sometimes and like
Speaker 3: on live and shit like that. I think that's a
Speaker 3: lot of what it is. And I'm I'm just I'm
Speaker 3: just a goofy. I'm just a goofy guy.
Speaker 1: I mean, it's just it's like a it's all a character.
Speaker 3: Yeah. I think sometimes when I'm a goofy babe, people get,
Speaker 3: you know, they get uncomfortable.
Speaker 1: Are you like, are you or where you ever like
Speaker 1: a shrooms acid?
Speaker 3: I did? I did my share of shrooms. I did
Speaker 3: my acid. I quit cigarettes on acid.
Speaker 1: I heard it. I forget what interview, but I heard
Speaker 1: you tell a story about how you quit nicotine through hypnosis.
Speaker 3: Yeah, and I quit. I quit nicotine through hypnosis recently
Speaker 3: nine months ago. Eight months ago, I.
Speaker 1: Heard that, and I was like, fuck, I gotta check out.
Speaker 3: Yeah, and I have some interesting uh is it prognosis?
Speaker 3: I don't know words very very much, but I uh,
Speaker 3: I quit cigarettes. I walked in, I walked into that hypnosuccession,
Speaker 3: walked out of that building and didn't smoke one cigarette
Speaker 3: or have one nicotine vape for nine months.
Speaker 1: Really, what you can and can you explain what went
Speaker 1: on in your brain?
Speaker 3: I just was like, fuck, I want a cigarette so bad.
Speaker 3: And then I was like, I don't smoke cigarettes, but
Speaker 3: I'm not a smoker. I don't smoke. I don't I
Speaker 3: don't want a cigarette. I don't smoke, but I do
Speaker 3: want a cigarette, but I don't smoke. So that's what.
Speaker 3: There's this internal dialogue over and over and over every
Speaker 3: single day, and in my mind I would scream. Inside
Speaker 3: my head, I would go, I'm not like, I'm not
Speaker 3: a smoker.
Speaker 1: I don't smoke.
Speaker 3: I'm a non smoker. I don't smoke. I really like,
Speaker 3: I wouldn't say I don't want to smoke, but I
Speaker 3: would say I'm a non smoker and I don't smoke.
Speaker 3: And I would say it in my head over and
Speaker 3: over every time I thought about cigarettes.
Speaker 1: You make it an identity.
Speaker 3: Yeah, yeah, sort of, or just like I just think
Speaker 3: about it occupies my mind that I don't smoke cigarettes.
Speaker 1: I just don't. I'm trying to get on that wave
Speaker 1: with a I've been addicted to candy. That's like my
Speaker 1: vice is like candy and like sugar, and like that's
Speaker 1: the problem is that it's it. See the fact that
Speaker 1: it's cute is a problem because it's like, uh, well
Speaker 1: it's bad.
Speaker 3: Well do you like do you brush your teeth and
Speaker 3: everything like that?
Speaker 1: Sometimes and this is embarrassing to say as an adult,
Speaker 1: but I'll say it. Sometimes I get too lazy and
Speaker 1: I don't brush at night. I brush it every morning.
Speaker 3: You know what. I don't brush at night either. I
Speaker 3: never do. I don't brush at night. Ever, sometimes I
Speaker 3: do sometimes I like, yeah, can't.
Speaker 1: All right? So like you fu all right, you go out,
Speaker 1: you play a fucking arena show. You're you throw your
Speaker 1: entire life and your throw it all out on the stage.
Speaker 1: Yeah you're exhausted. Yeah, you have nothing left to give. Yeah,
Speaker 1: you're not gonna brush your fucking teeth after that? No?
Speaker 3: Are you kidding me? I'm not gonna brush my teeth
Speaker 3: after a relaxing night of Fortnite, I'm not going to
Speaker 3: even do it.
Speaker 1: Then, do you brush your teeth at all?
Speaker 6: No?
Speaker 3: Yes?
Speaker 1: Yeah?
Speaker 3: Why did I just say, though, God fucking damn it.
Speaker 1: Do you that the teeth?
Speaker 3: Look at my teeth. You have a nice teeth there, gorgeous.
Speaker 1: Yeah yeah, but do you brush them twice?
Speaker 3: And I brush my so so my thing with my
Speaker 3: teeth is one of my exes used to brush their
Speaker 3: teeth for like ten minutes straight, NonStop, and I felt
Speaker 3: like he had like a moral high ground over me.
Speaker 3: And so I started brushing my teeth for a very
Speaker 3: long time. And then I brushed my tongue for like
Speaker 3: five minutes every single day.
Speaker 1: Is a little it's it's weird.
Speaker 3: I brush the absolute fucking life out of my tongue.
Speaker 3: I get everything off of that thing because I'm terrified
Speaker 3: of bad breath. I even mentioned it when you were
Speaker 3: doing my makeup earlier.
Speaker 1: You did.
Speaker 3: Yeah, you didn't have, really, you swear to God.
Speaker 12: No.
Speaker 2: Cool.
Speaker 1: Here's the thing I wouldn't tell you if you did.
Speaker 3: Why am I scary?
Speaker 12: No?
Speaker 1: I don't think you're scary, but you didn't.
Speaker 3: Okay, okay, Well that's what that's fucked up. Though, you
Speaker 3: should tell me that I have might have stinky breath.
Speaker 1: I don't remember you. I don't think you did. Do
Speaker 1: you feel like you have bad breath right now?
Speaker 3: Well, my mouth did taste questionable earlier. And I'm not sure.
Speaker 1: Why did you eat anything weird?
Speaker 3: No, I did, well, I had wine and lemonade. But
Speaker 3: that's not weird.
Speaker 1: It's not weird at all. Yeah, you brush your teeth,
Speaker 1: like during the wait you had to see your ex
Speaker 1: like he was like posturing about how he brushed this
Speaker 1: to you.
Speaker 3: No, like he would, I mean like he would just
Speaker 3: be He would like do things while he's brushing his teeth,
Speaker 3: and he would keep his mouth closed so it wasn't
Speaker 3: like a mess. And he he would just like walk
Speaker 3: around the house with the toothbrush in his mouth and
Speaker 3: just like sit with it and like lay down with
Speaker 3: it in bed with the toothbrush in his mouth. And
Speaker 3: so I would look at that and go, fuck, I've
Speaker 3: got to get my shit together. And so I got
Speaker 3: veneers and I started brushing my teeth like religiously ten
Speaker 3: minutes at a time, whatever, six minutes or something like that.
Speaker 1: Not ten.
Speaker 3: Ten is ten is insane.
Speaker 1: But you know, all right, let's get into this flossing.
Speaker 3: I don't do that. And I want me to tell
Speaker 3: you something right now. I went to the dentist the
Speaker 3: other day for a cleaning and they said, do you floss?
Speaker 3: And I went no, And I was like all like,
Speaker 3: you know, shy about it and guilty and then and
Speaker 3: she was like, you're good, You're fine.
Speaker 1: You don't have to like you're the dentist told you that.
Speaker 1: My one. It's so I never had a dentist in
Speaker 1: my fucking life.
Speaker 3: Tomy, not my dentist, but the what's the other the
Speaker 3: person that helps the.
Speaker 1: Dentist, dental assistant.
Speaker 3: Dental assistant or dentist.
Speaker 1: Fuck it wait, okay, here's that If the dental assistant
Speaker 1: says you're gonna be fine and then the dentist says
Speaker 1: you got a flaws.
Speaker 3: No, the dentist didn't even say that. He didn't even
Speaker 3: like like say, hey, make sure you folost when you go,
Speaker 3: like they'd like they were just like just brush your
Speaker 3: teeth and like get in there and like once it's smooth,
Speaker 3: you're good.
Speaker 1: I don't know if you feel like that every time
Speaker 1: I go to a dentist, even a doctor. I feel
Speaker 1: like I'm like talking to the assistance. The assistants doing
Speaker 1: ninety seven percent of the work, and the doctor or
Speaker 1: the dentist comes in, looks at.
Speaker 3: The teesser quick and just dip yeah, yeah, yeah.
Speaker 1: Fuck is that ship? Yeah, you're the dentist. Shouldn't you
Speaker 1: be doing most of it?
Speaker 3: I think that the dentists in a in a way
Speaker 3: is like a They're like a surgeon almost like they're
Speaker 3: like doing the real the real deal, like getting in
Speaker 3: there and taking those what is that called the root canal,
Speaker 3: taking those things out your teeth and redoing your teeth
Speaker 3: and opening them up and splasting them with crazy.
Speaker 1: Shit you ever? Have you ever? I think they're called
Speaker 1: tooth tunes. Do you know what I'm talking about?
Speaker 3: Yeah?
Speaker 1: I remember the things that like they would uh it
Speaker 1: would play like a Justin Bieber.
Speaker 3: Song like very y two K, very early, very much, and.
Speaker 1: It would like, uh, play for two because you're you're
Speaker 1: apparently supposed to brush your teeth for two whole minutes.
Speaker 1: Now that another thing I'll admit, And I brush my
Speaker 1: teeth every day at least once I don't do it.
Speaker 1: Do you know how long two minutes is it's pretty long.
Speaker 3: It's not long. You have to What you do is
Speaker 3: you take so you need like a laptop or something,
Speaker 3: and then you just like put on music and then
Speaker 3: you just like daydream while you tooth, while you brush
Speaker 3: your teeth.
Speaker 1: You daydream. What do you dream about when you brush
Speaker 1: your teeth? Is this? I'm thinking face or I don't
Speaker 1: know if I want to say it face men.
Speaker 3: My voice cracked when I said that.
Speaker 1: That's that's really sweet. Men you dream about men when
Speaker 1: you brush your teeth? Yeah, sometimes that's really sweet. Sometimes
Speaker 1: that's really nice. That would be this if somebody how much.
Speaker 3: They annoy me, how much they want, how much they
Speaker 3: annoy me?
Speaker 1: Why do men annoy you?
Speaker 3: I don't know, It's like, why why they annoy anyone?
Speaker 3: I love men? I'm sorry, I'm just kidding. Woo on.
Speaker 3: What were you going to say? What were you going
Speaker 3: to say?
Speaker 1: What was I going to say? I was going to say,
Speaker 1: if somebody told me they were thinking about me while
Speaker 1: brushing their teeth, I would be flattered. Yeah, But if
Speaker 1: they were, if somebody told me they were rushing their teeth,
Speaker 1: think about how annoying I was.
Speaker 3: Yeah. You think about life and you think about what
Speaker 3: you want. When you brush your teeth, it's like right
Speaker 3: before you fall asleep, So you lay in bed and
Speaker 3: you think about a thing, and then you slowly fall asleep.
Speaker 3: It's like the same with brushing your teeth.
Speaker 1: You do it for a full two minutes.
Speaker 3: What do you do in the shower?
Speaker 1: What do I do in the shower?
Speaker 3: Yeah, like when you shower, like, oh, you know what
Speaker 3: I do in the shit?
Speaker 1: I don't have a shower right now where I can
Speaker 1: do this, But normally I sit down. Really I every
Speaker 1: time I can, I will sit down in the shower
Speaker 1: and I'll let the water pour over me and it'll
Speaker 1: just be like a it's very meditative. Do you not
Speaker 1: sit down in the shower?
Speaker 3: I don't because it's different when there's like balls, nothing
Speaker 3: can get into your balls because there's no like hole there,
Speaker 3: like if you I don't have balls, So like if
Speaker 3: I sit if.
Speaker 1: You're afraid, if you sit down in the shower.
Speaker 3: I'm getting athletes pussy.
Speaker 1: You're getting athletes pussy. So I can't. I can't sit
Speaker 1: on the Can you get a vaginal infection from sitting down?
Speaker 3: Absolutely absolutely?
Speaker 1: In a tub?
Speaker 3: In a tub?
Speaker 1: Yeah? Well, I mean like if you're at home, right
Speaker 1: and you have a trusted tub, but that you know
Speaker 1: does not have any vagina back.
Speaker 3: Well, that's different. That's different. If it's a tub. Some
Speaker 3: showers have like a bench in it, and something about
Speaker 3: that puts me off. I don't like the vibe of, like,
Speaker 3: seat in the shower.
Speaker 1: You're afraid you're going to catch something.
Speaker 3: I'd rather sit down on the ground, which would be
Speaker 3: the tub. I'd rather be like this because then you
Speaker 3: see I'm angled in such a way.
Speaker 1: You're you're like cradling yourself.
Speaker 3: Right, And that's me in the shower.
Speaker 1: I wonder sometimes if it's a like is that like
Speaker 1: a depressed person thing to do to sit down in
Speaker 1: the shower?
Speaker 3: You think that it is, But really it's just like
Speaker 3: quite a nice feeling to like be. It's almost like
Speaker 3: there's rain. Yeah, it feels rain like it's like a
Speaker 3: simulation of rain. Yeah, it's sad, but it's cool. It's fine.
Speaker 1: Do you ever you're a pee in the shower?
Speaker 3: Absolutely all the time. I pass on my legs every day.
Speaker 1: Yeah, me too.
Speaker 3: Yeah. Do you ever feel guilty? Like why am I
Speaker 3: doing this? This is a bad thing to do?
Speaker 1: I should I feel guilty if I like, like, if
Speaker 1: I'm staying at a friend's house and I piss in
Speaker 1: the shower, I feel guilty.
Speaker 3: Really yeah, I don't. Does that say something about me?
Speaker 12: It?
Speaker 3: Does that mean that I'm like a bad person?
Speaker 1: I mean, if I had a friend, probably if I
Speaker 1: like any of my anyone who anyone who wants to
Speaker 1: can piss in my shower. I don't care.
Speaker 3: Yeah, that's why I wouldn't care if somebody peed in
Speaker 3: my shower.
Speaker 1: I had a guy call into the show once who
Speaker 1: said that. He he said, I pee in the shower,
Speaker 1: but I know everyone pees in the shower, but my
Speaker 1: thing is I only pee in the shower. Like like
Speaker 1: he'll like if he's like at someone's house, he holds
Speaker 1: it no no, no, no, Like like like if he's at
Speaker 1: someone's house and he's like, a hold on, I have
Speaker 1: to go to the bathroom. He goes to the bathroom,
Speaker 1: A piece in the shower.
Speaker 3: Would do that.
Speaker 1: I don't have no idea.
Speaker 3: He definitely should be calling you about that issue, because
Speaker 3: that's that's an issue.
Speaker 1: I don't know what I told him, but uh, yeah,
Speaker 1: I think I've started peeing the shower every time I
Speaker 1: take a shower.
Speaker 3: Yeah, you should.
Speaker 1: But then but then I'll be in the shower and
Speaker 1: then I sit down in the shower and I'm like,
Speaker 1: wait a minute, I'm sitting you pissed?
Speaker 3: Then you sit down immediately after? Or do you wait
Speaker 3: for the yellow to disappear?
Speaker 1: I wait for the yellow to disappear?
Speaker 3: Okay?
Speaker 1: Sometimes yeah, I'm gonna get like I'm gonna get out.
Speaker 1: Sometimes I'm gonna get athletes butthole athletes balls.
Speaker 3: You can't get infection in your booty ho it's a
Speaker 3: booty hole. You haven't seen that movie?
Speaker 1: Like, No, what movie is that?
Speaker 3: It's with Tiffany Hattish and uh and Jada Pinkett Smith.
Speaker 1: Is that there's no I feel like there's no science
Speaker 1: to them.
Speaker 3: Is it called girl? It's called Ladies Having Fun. I
Speaker 3: don't know what it's called, but the movie is Ladies
Speaker 3: having Fun.
Speaker 1: You can get all kinds of infections in your butthole.
Speaker 3: No, you can't google it right now? No, you can't google.
Speaker 3: Can you get an infection in your asshole?
Speaker 1: All right, I'm gonna actually do that. Can you get
Speaker 1: an infection in your asshole? Anal yeast infections are a
Speaker 1: common fungal inaction caused by a yeast called I should.
Speaker 3: Have been had that at one point in my life.
Speaker 3: I have not gotten that.
Speaker 1: Sorry to Tiffany Hattish.
Speaker 3: Intense itching sensation around your anu is called oh paritis Annie.
Speaker 1: But don't be alarmed. Treatments and they have anti fungal creams, ointments, suppositories,
Speaker 1: and you can prevent anal yeast infect this. I don't
Speaker 1: know why they wrote this. This is redundant. They said
Speaker 1: you can prevent anal yeast infections by keeping your purreianal
Speaker 1: area clean and dry, which probably includes not sitting and
Speaker 1: piss Yeah.
Speaker 3: Probably, but but but I'm not a doctor. But that's bullshit.
Speaker 3: You cannot get an infection in your asshole. I don't
Speaker 3: care what Google says.
Speaker 1: Hey, you want to take a phone call?
Speaker 4: Yeah?
Speaker 3: Yeah, ooh is any is anything standing out to you? Yeah?
Speaker 1: I kind of like Marco Marco. Let's talk to Marco
Speaker 1: Marco Marco.
Speaker 3: Yes, Hi, what's that baby?
Speaker 11: Oh?
Speaker 12: Not not my not much. I actually just uh, I
Speaker 12: just got done closing the store of my words.
Speaker 1: So all right, what's up?
Speaker 12: Man?
Speaker 1: Has life? Oh?
Speaker 12: Not too bad? Pretty good so far? Pretty chill? You
Speaker 12: know a vibean here, you know, chilling? Depressed.
Speaker 1: Yeah, depressed.
Speaker 12: I'm just kidious no, my mom al right, just a
Speaker 12: lot of stuff happening home life. But you know, things
Speaker 12: are going pretty okay so far.
Speaker 1: Though, can we Well, I guess I'll let you say
Speaker 1: it in your own words. What is it that you
Speaker 1: wanted to to to talk about with us today, Marco?
Speaker 12: Okay, so I was talking to I actually want to
Speaker 12: talk about it, Uh, something with one of my best
Speaker 12: friends I have done, uh, one of my best friends.
Speaker 12: I still talk to him to this day, but he actually, uh,
Speaker 12: we actually did stuff together, you know, like you know
Speaker 12: right now, I'm a I'm a I'm a I'm a
Speaker 12: straight man. You know, I'm a straight young man, and
Speaker 12: uh I have a girlfriend now, but I have a
Speaker 12: best friend that you know, me and him did stuff together.
Speaker 12: You know a couple of times, you know, I know
Speaker 12: there are times whenever he would grab my crotch and
Speaker 12: in the middle of the smith's store, there are times
Speaker 12: she would There was a time, yeah, yeah, there's there's
Speaker 12: a time whenever he was.
Speaker 9: A we were what was it.
Speaker 12: We were we were in a row. We were driving
Speaker 12: in his car one time and then out of nowhere. Uh,
Speaker 12: he was just kind of the crouch again and he
Speaker 12: was like, oh, your balls are so full, Oh my god,
Speaker 12: oh you're he was like, and I was just like,
Speaker 12: I kind of was just like, oh, okay, like normally
Speaker 12: I don't normally even dances like that. But but but I.
Speaker 1: Cool, man, you didn't want to hear the end of
Speaker 1: that story.
Speaker 3: If he really wanted to discuss that issue, he would
Speaker 3: have not described how full his balls were.
Speaker 1: He wasn't describing how full his balls, or he was
Speaker 1: describing somebody else describing how full.
Speaker 3: Well, right, no, but like whatever, still like he would have.
Speaker 3: I don't know. Maybe I'm more of like a reserved
Speaker 3: person sometimes, but I think he would have maybe gone
Speaker 3: about that differently if he was being dead ass serious.
Speaker 1: Do you think he was wait, do you like I
Speaker 1: think he was like? Do you I think he was
Speaker 1: playing it up? Or you think he was a straight line?
Speaker 3: I think he was fucking around or he was getting
Speaker 3: off on like telling us this publicly?
Speaker 1: Really you think? So?
Speaker 3: Yeah, a little bit, I don't.
Speaker 1: I want to respectfully disagree. I don't think he was
Speaker 1: doing that.
Speaker 3: That's fine, that's fine.
Speaker 1: But but you do you have I've I've relinquished upon
Speaker 1: you ultimate skipping power, dude.
Speaker 3: I don't I don't know, I don't know something about it,
Speaker 3: just being like yeah. And then he grabbed my nuts
Speaker 3: and he was like, fuck, your balls are so something
Speaker 3: about that?
Speaker 1: Does anything else anything else around here? Look? Look, look,
Speaker 1: look excited.
Speaker 3: Yeah, let me see.
Speaker 12: Hit.
Speaker 3: Wait mm hmmm.
Speaker 15: Uhh I kind of up up up, kind.
Speaker 3: Kind of cryan.
Speaker 1: Yeah, okay, cool, Let's talk to Ryan. Hello, Hello, Hi Ryan, Hello,
Speaker 1: what's up? Brian? Would you want to talk about today?
Speaker 12: What's not?
Speaker 6: Wow?
Speaker 7: I can't believe I'm on Wow, what's up? I guess,
Speaker 7: I told the screener. Uh yeah, yeah, I'm really nervous
Speaker 7: right now.
Speaker 3: If you don't feel comfortable doing it, don't, don't worry
Speaker 3: about it. Oh take your time.
Speaker 7: So oh yeah, so I guess, yeah, I get. I
Speaker 7: wanted to talk about like a couple of years ago,
Speaker 7: my dad died. I don't know why, but so, and
Speaker 7: I've been like doing really well since. And it's just interesting,
Speaker 7: Like I think about like a lot of people I
Speaker 7: know are like some people I know who were in
Speaker 7: they're like when of their parents passed away, they kind
Speaker 7: of like went into like a like a dark thing.
Speaker 7: But I'm like it's happened to me, like it's happened
Speaker 7: in my life now, and I'm like, I kind of
Speaker 7: just kind of just chilling. I know, I just thought
Speaker 7: it wasn't chilling.
Speaker 1: M hmm was it?
Speaker 3: And is there anything that you wanted to talk about
Speaker 3: regarding because I I it said that, pull that up
Speaker 3: something about your cousins or.
Speaker 1: Or I think the wrong one. Yeah, this is this
Speaker 1: is what he said.
Speaker 3: Oh I see, I see Okay, okay, okay, okay, sorry
Speaker 3: my my my eyesight is kind of fucked.
Speaker 12: Well.
Speaker 1: I guess I'll ask you this, Ryan, why do you
Speaker 1: feel like you're chilling so hard? Why do you feel
Speaker 1: like you're feeling feeling good? There's nothing wrong with feeling good.
Speaker 3: I don't think do you feel do you feel bad
Speaker 3: for feeling good?
Speaker 1: Yeah, that's a good question.
Speaker 7: I've thought about that a little bit. Like Yeah, but
Speaker 7: like I guess, like I said, like, I've been around
Speaker 7: some people and they're like, you know, like their dad
Speaker 7: passed away and like he was like someone I used
Speaker 7: to know. Yeah, and yeah, it like it like really
Speaker 7: fucked him up, like obviously, yeah, yeah, and it's I
Speaker 7: guess it's just interesting thinking about like someone else going
Speaker 7: through that and witnessing it and obviously like being there
Speaker 7: for him and you know, yeah, yeah, it's just it's
Speaker 7: just interesting, like what's up.
Speaker 3: Sorry, I was just I was saying that there's a
Speaker 3: lot of feeling that come with with something that uh
Speaker 3: kind of that big you know, so I think, yeah,
Speaker 3: you know, I haven't had that hasn't happened to me,
Speaker 3: but I yeah, I mean it's it's it's valid and
Speaker 3: and I think you should always strive to feel better
Speaker 3: and and just push forward. I think that that's kind
Speaker 3: of yeah, I think that that's that. I think you've
Speaker 3: you kind of got it you you kind of got
Speaker 3: it down, like I think, you know, but I think
Speaker 3: the guilt comes comes with with your situation, uh typically
Speaker 3: so and you know, yeah, I mean it's it's good
Speaker 3: that you feel good. It is good that you feel
Speaker 3: good unless you had some sort of some sort of
Speaker 3: issue like like it, I don't know, you know, it's
Speaker 3: it's just good that you're pushing forward. Period.
Speaker 16: So there's really yeah, yeah, yeah, like I don't know,
Speaker 16: it's it's obviously been you know, I felt I felt
Speaker 16: sad and have thought about it, you.
Speaker 13: Know since of course you know, yeah, but like, you know,
Speaker 13: it's always been like when I do, when I do,
Speaker 13: it's like pretty positive. Like I'm just thinking about like
Speaker 13: you know, i'm like late like snipering in on the
Speaker 13: good stuff, you know, and I'm like, yeah, you know
Speaker 13: he was good.
Speaker 1: Did you guys have did you guys have a good relationship?
Speaker 7: Yeah, I'd say I'd say, like through it it was
Speaker 7: pretty good. There was there was also like some not
Speaker 7: good stuff, but like and I think that kind of
Speaker 7: goes in to like kind of how I've felt since
Speaker 7: he hasn't been around to it's really interesting, like you know,
Speaker 7: there's like less tension. Yeah, but also you know I
Speaker 7: love him. I loved him, you know, to death, and
Speaker 7: you know he was cool as fuck.
Speaker 3: I think that it sounds like you have the tools
Speaker 3: to deal with the situation like this in a high
Speaker 3: stress In a high stress situation, your friend may not
Speaker 3: have known how to deal with this, and not everybody
Speaker 3: knows how to deal with this when this happens. It's
Speaker 3: very it's different with everyone. And I think you were
Speaker 3: just able to you you had some some sort of
Speaker 3: mechanism that allowed you to push through and you're and
Speaker 3: that's that's Yeah, i'd say a blessing.
Speaker 7: Yeah it's sam. Yeah, I do have that.
Speaker 8: I feel like I feel like i've I.
Speaker 7: Don't know, and also yeah, I don't know, just witnessing
Speaker 7: a lot of stuff and then I'm like, Okay, this
Speaker 7: might happen to me at some point, and.
Speaker 12: Then it doesn't. I'm like, okay, so.
Speaker 7: Kind of prepared, you know, pretty prepared somehow, but like, yeah, yeah,
Speaker 7: you're right. And and and you know, the person I
Speaker 7: knew that where that happened, and I was like, you know,
Speaker 7: pretty close to them in their life. It was, you know,
Speaker 7: we were all we were like twenty and I'm you know,
Speaker 7: that was ten years ago now, yeah, like in that area.
Speaker 7: So I don't know, it makes sense. And I you know,
Speaker 7: that is also valid too. I guess it's just weird,
Speaker 7: like having it Whitney see it happening to me now,
Speaker 7: you know, or having it have happened in the past
Speaker 7: now to me and I'm like, huh, I'm still out
Speaker 7: here kicking and I'm just moving. You know.
Speaker 9: It's just weird.
Speaker 1: But and I don't I'm not sensing I'm not even
Speaker 1: sensing that you do. But I don't. I don't think
Speaker 1: you should feel guilty about that.
Speaker 3: Yeah, there's an there's an uneasiness I think about. Yeah,
Speaker 3: there's an uneasiness or an unsureness about it, like do
Speaker 3: I act this way? Do I do this? And do
Speaker 3: should I feel this way? But I think that that
Speaker 3: bottom line, it's about it's about overcoming any sort of
Speaker 3: that kind of that kind of feeling. And it's and
Speaker 3: that it's also okay to have those feelings as long
Speaker 3: as they're balanced to you know what I mean to
Speaker 3: some degree. You know, when it becomes imbalanced and you
Speaker 3: feel it and you know you need answers, you know,
Speaker 3: ask and and that's kind of I don't know, that's
Speaker 3: how I view it. I also think like knowing that
Speaker 3: you loved him, and he probably loved you, he would
Speaker 3: love to see that you're okay.
Speaker 1: Yeah, yeah, you're doing good?
Speaker 4: You know.
Speaker 3: Yeah, that's that's that's the great part about it.
Speaker 6: You know.
Speaker 1: Oh yeah, how you feeling right now? Will I got
Speaker 1: h Hell?
Speaker 7: Yeah, I'm sound pretty good, mister geto.
Speaker 1: Hell yeah, what are you doing right now? Where are you?
Speaker 7: I'm just I'm just doing my apartment, just chilling. I'm
Speaker 7: just sitting on my couch. I just said the remainder
Speaker 7: of some popcorn. It was this cinnamon cinnamon bunon popcorn.
Speaker 1: Hell, yeah, that sounds awesome.
Speaker 7: H that's about it.
Speaker 3: You beat pop chips, pop corners, hop chips, pop corners.
Speaker 7: Pop corner, pop corn corner. Yeah the place. Yeah, that
Speaker 7: is literally what I have right now.
Speaker 3: Yeah, that's with the cinnamon and they taste like okay,
Speaker 3: put put that on vanilla ice cream?
Speaker 12: Oh my god, is this.
Speaker 1: From a store? Is just like a place that you
Speaker 1: go to?
Speaker 3: No, no, no, it's a brand popcorn pop Corners.
Speaker 1: Oh it's different from pop chips. Do you know what
Speaker 1: I used to do.
Speaker 3: I used to take the I used to take them
Speaker 3: and crush them up, the cinnamon ones and put them
Speaker 3: in a bowl with protein shake, the chocolate fair Life
Speaker 3: and literally cinnamon toast crunch. But like the health vibe,
Speaker 3: the health versions. Yeah, it's amazing. You can't stop though,
Speaker 3: that's the problem.
Speaker 7: Popcorn.
Speaker 3: Put that. Put that bitch in a bowl with some
Speaker 3: with some uh, with some protein shake. But it has
Speaker 3: to be chocolate.
Speaker 1: What could be? You could try vanilla if you're feeling.
Speaker 3: I don't know. I don't trust that crazy, I don't
Speaker 3: trust that.
Speaker 2: I have I have cooked.
Speaker 7: I have cookies and cream ice cream in my freezer
Speaker 7: right now.
Speaker 3: Hit that.
Speaker 1: Okay, kind of what kind of cookies and cream ice
Speaker 1: cream is? It? Was it Ben and Jerry's.
Speaker 7: I think it's just like, uh, you know, like Kroger
Speaker 7: Proger brand. Oh yeah, don't you know the good the
Speaker 7: good cheap kind.
Speaker 1: You know nice.
Speaker 7: That's that's crazy. You literally pinpointed the fucking popcorn I
Speaker 7: was eating.
Speaker 3: That's that's great, Yeah, because that's like the only cinnamon
Speaker 3: popcorn that's worth it.
Speaker 1: I don't know why. In my head, I thought you were.
Speaker 7: A little white buckets like the icing.
Speaker 1: I thought you had like a bucket. I thought you
Speaker 1: had a bucket with like cheddar, caramel, cinnamon.
Speaker 4: Yeah.
Speaker 7: No, there's this is like a it's like a bag.
Speaker 3: There's some snacks that I want to put you onto.
Speaker 3: I don't know the name of them.
Speaker 1: How would you?
Speaker 3: Can you discribe their tiny little little like patty circular
Speaker 3: like rice.
Speaker 1: Crack, Quaker Quaker oats, fucking rice cake.
Speaker 3: No, it's it's birthday cake flavored, birthday cake like funfetti flavored,
Speaker 3: like drizzled over with like little rainbow sprinkles on top
Speaker 3: of a rice cake.
Speaker 1: That sounds yeah.
Speaker 9: Oh yeah, gosh darn it.
Speaker 7: I need to go to the fucking grocery store.
Speaker 2: And get me some snack.
Speaker 3: That's right, you know what best snack.
Speaker 1: I'm feeling like everything is going to be all right.
Speaker 3: Yeah, me too, You.
Speaker 9: I think so too?
Speaker 1: Oh yeah, Well, is there is there anything else you
Speaker 1: want to say to the people of the computer before
Speaker 1: we go.
Speaker 8: Those your gek.
Speaker 7: Gek and I love you.
Speaker 3: I love you both.
Speaker 7: This is crazy. I'm talking to y'all.
Speaker 6: Everybody.
Speaker 12: I love you, I love you.
Speaker 16: Take care about about being by.
Speaker 7: Ryan Boom, by the being so you.
Speaker 1: How you doing good?
Speaker 3: This is so relaxing, probably because I've had a half
Speaker 3: of a fucking a forty. Oh I haven't even had
Speaker 3: half of the forty Honestly, I said that earlier and
Speaker 3: I did not. I was like, not even close.
Speaker 1: To that, does you? Kat? Thank you very very very
Speaker 1: much for coming on the show.
Speaker 3: Thank you, thanks for hanging out.
Speaker 1: Sincerely. I really appreciate you coming on. Is there anything
Speaker 1: that you would like to a plug or talk about
Speaker 1: you wise, and then be just say in general and
Speaker 1: final parting thoughts feeling sentiments.
Speaker 3: Yeah, if anyone out there feels like they're struggling with
Speaker 3: with figuring out maybe who they are or with their
Speaker 3: creativity in some form. Just fucking just do whatever you
Speaker 3: want and stop listening to other people unless you really
Speaker 3: trust their opinion, and like I mean really really really
Speaker 3: really trust their opinion and you know that they're dope.
Speaker 3: Other than that, yeah, love yourself and that's it. Oh
Speaker 3: what else do I have?
Speaker 1: Oh?
Speaker 3: I have my European leg of my tour coming up.
Speaker 3: I'm gonna be going to all the Peans, just a
Speaker 3: lot of Peans. There's a lot of places on to London,
Speaker 3: going to London. I'm not going to Germany, unfortunately, I
Speaker 3: am not going to Ireland. Oh am I going to Ireland?
Speaker 3: I don't know. I don't know a lot of things
Speaker 3: off the top of my head when it comes to like,
Speaker 3: you know, the plan of Yeah, things changed around actually too.
Speaker 3: I think I'm touring with Hemlock Springs and uh, she's fantastic,
Speaker 3: She's an amazing talent, and uh what else that's kind
Speaker 3: of it? Oh, I have a Oh, I have a
Speaker 3: thing coming out. I've also a deluxe uh scarlet.
Speaker 1: O what's in the deluxe scarlet?
Speaker 3: It's called it's S two. Uh Claude Fralo is the
Speaker 3: name of the The Deluxe, but it's it's just like
Speaker 3: an eight song, seven song something like that.
Speaker 1: Roughly, Okay, I'm gonna this might sound stupid. It's Claude Fralo,
Speaker 1: the guy from Yes, Yeah, I did you name it
Speaker 1: after Claude Fralo.
Speaker 3: Because he is like A is he a tyrant? He's
Speaker 3: just like a He's like a. I feel like it
Speaker 3: connects to the story of Scarlet to some in some way.
Speaker 3: And if you look up his personality traits and like
Speaker 3: who he is and his story, you'll understand kind of
Speaker 3: the whole the whole connection. There's like a control aspect,
Speaker 3: like he just abuses his power and his control and
Speaker 3: is just like dogmatic and like is just a total cunt.
Speaker 3: And all Esmurelda wanted to do was just be creative
Speaker 3: and sang and dance. But nasty old Claude Fralo is
Speaker 3: just having a field day on her and just being
Speaker 3: awful and bad guy, a sninky man. And this isn't
Speaker 3: about anyone in like, there's not anything very personal happening
Speaker 3: to me with one person. Claude follow doesn't depict a
Speaker 3: single person in my life. It's like a it's like
Speaker 3: a metaphor for the people that creatives endure on a
Speaker 3: kind of a yeah, on like a daily basis and
Speaker 3: like a bigger picture, a bigger scale, And that's kind
Speaker 3: of what that is. It's a if you just read
Speaker 3: up on him, it's kind of it makes sense with
Speaker 3: the other stuff that I was doing on the other album.
Speaker 3: The music isn't as angry on this one though.
Speaker 1: Check Out that song hell Fi, you know the one
Speaker 1: he goes fire hell Fire?
Speaker 3: Yes, yeah, oh my god, Yeah, that's a great song.
Speaker 12: Oh.
Speaker 1: You're also headlining Coachella soon.
Speaker 3: I am. I'm headlining Code.
Speaker 12: Oh.
Speaker 1: I think we're good. I thought the fire alarm.
Speaker 3: Was Yeah, you you summoned a fire by singing that
Speaker 3: I did?
Speaker 1: He did?
Speaker 3: Yeah, I have Coachella. I'm headlining Coachella and that's gonna
Speaker 3: be fun times. Get your booties down there, let's do
Speaker 3: some dancing and uh yeah, you'll enjoy it. I think I.
Speaker 1: Hope dog a Cat. You're a legend with a voice
Speaker 1: of a generation. I'm a big fan. Thank you, appreciate
Speaker 1: you coming on.
Speaker 14: Never big goes on the line, making your phone calls
Speaker 14: every night, never goes to on his Eide's teaching you
Speaker 14: cloud the end of your life, but he's not ready.
Speaker 3: An expert