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Speaker 1: Don'g a cat.

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Speaker 2: Hi.

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Speaker 1: What's been the most persistent thought on your mind lately?

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Speaker 1: I don't know.

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Speaker 3: Freedom, freedom, Yeah, just like being able to do things

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Speaker 3: I like to do, and like instilling boundaries. Boundaries have

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Speaker 3: been on my mind.

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Speaker 1: What boundaries have you been setting lately?

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Speaker 3: Like professional boundaries and and kind of just really just

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Speaker 3: boundaries in general, like a like relationship boundaries. Like if

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Speaker 3: I'm talking to like a guy and they're like, let's

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Speaker 3: go get drinks, I'll like be like, I don't trust you.

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Speaker 3: I don't even know who you are, Like I don't

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Speaker 3: know you. If some guy told me that he wanted

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Speaker 3: to move into a cabin in.

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Speaker 1: The woods, like he was like, he is like an invite.

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Speaker 3: He was inviting a movie that was his opener.

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Speaker 1: What in what context did somebody just come up to

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Speaker 1: you and invite you to be in a cabinet?

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Speaker 3: Dating app?

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Speaker 1: You're on dating apps?

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Speaker 3: I'm on I'm on a dating app?

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Speaker 1: Can I can I ask you what dating app you're in?

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Speaker 3: I think so, Yeah, I think I'm on Rayah.

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Speaker 1: You're on Rayah.

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Speaker 4: Yeah.

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Speaker 3: I think I'm allowed to say yes. I can say that, yes,

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Speaker 3: I am on Riyah.

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Speaker 1: I keep getting rejected from Riyah. Really, would you give

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Speaker 1: me a referral?

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Speaker 3: I don't do Honestly, you're not missing out on anything, really. Yeah,

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Speaker 3: everybody looks the same. Everyone has the same haircut.

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Speaker 1: What haircut is it?

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Speaker 3: Caesar?

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Speaker 1: What's what? Other kind of like opening line, what's the

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Speaker 1: worst Riya opening line you've gotten?

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Speaker 4: Oh?

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Speaker 3: Boy, it was long and that's why it was bad.

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Speaker 1: People are I mean, I have to imagine when people

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Speaker 1: match with you on Riya and they're composing a message,

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Speaker 1: They're doing it like it's the most important thing they've

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Speaker 1: ever put that.

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Speaker 3: Down exactly how it comes off.

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Speaker 1: Yeah, And that's the thing is, I'm sure it comes

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Speaker 1: off like that every time.

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Speaker 5: That's the craziest thing.

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Speaker 3: Some people like will write like a paragraph and it's

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Speaker 3: like almost like a stand up like bit. It's like

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Speaker 3: they have like a beginning, middle, and end to it.

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Speaker 1: Yeah.

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Speaker 3: Yeah, and it's like relax, Like I do the opposite

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Speaker 3: of that, because I feel like that's more more chill,

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Speaker 3: more trustworthy to just kind of not really say anything

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Speaker 3: meaningful at all.

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Speaker 1: So like I just I'll be like, hot, do you

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Speaker 1: do you ever just get a hay?

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Speaker 3: I don't like that. I don't like, Hey, it makes

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Speaker 3: me sad. It's like someone's sitting on their phone, Like

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Speaker 3: I imagine them on their phone and they're like, hey,

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Speaker 3: you know what I mean.

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Speaker 1: So it needs to be somewhere between hey and here's

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Speaker 1: something I had chatchypt right.

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Speaker 3: For me, it has to be creative. I really value creativity.

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Speaker 3: So like like I say, like to some guys, I'll

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Speaker 3: be like clap it and they'll be like sure.

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Speaker 1: It's like it's like, no, I want to do something yeah, more.

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Speaker 3: Just like something stupid and it doesn't. I can tell

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Speaker 3: when somebody is saying something stupid because they're trying to

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Speaker 3: be funny, or if they're actually funny and they just

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Speaker 3: say stupid things. Like some people, like a try to

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Speaker 3: be funny when they approach me, and then there's some

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Speaker 3: people who are just like literally just naturally pretty funny

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Speaker 3: and are chill and cool.

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Speaker 1: This is one of the tough things to realize is

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Speaker 1: that like your intentions and what you're thinking subconsciously, it

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Speaker 1: always comes through whether you try really hard. Yeah, because

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Speaker 1: if someone's composing a message where they're trying not to

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Speaker 1: seem cool, them trying not to seem cool comes off. Yeah.

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Speaker 3: Yeah, I see patterns as well on Riah Patterns. So

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Speaker 3: and you have a description, and your description will like whatever,

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Speaker 3: you can put whatever you want. And I notice every

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Speaker 3: like ten guys, there's one guy who's like, can't wait

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Speaker 3: to never meet. Do you have to put a bag

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Speaker 3: on that?

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Speaker 1: No, you're fine, really free not free advertising, familiar highlights, sick,

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Speaker 1: oh yeah, go crazy.

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Speaker 3: And yeah yeah yeah yeah, there will be like every

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Speaker 3: you don't know that, we can tell that you're bitter,

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Speaker 3: right right, Like relax. It's a dating app. It's not

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Speaker 3: gonna be fun. It's like gonna be fucking sad.

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Speaker 1: Did you did you use dating apps before you were famous?

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Speaker 6: No?

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Speaker 3: I didn't. But I tried to go on Tender and

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Speaker 3: there was a guy who had a picture of him

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Speaker 3: in front of like three exotic cars or whatever, and

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Speaker 3: he just looked like a criminal, Like he just looked

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Speaker 3: and he had his glasses on at night, and that

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Speaker 3: usually says a lot about people. And so I never

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Speaker 3: went back on again because of that one guy.

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Speaker 1: Are you for Riyah? Are you? Are you looking at

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Speaker 1: men and women are just just mess me. What's the like.

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Speaker 1: Let's say that somebody, Let's say you had a friend

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Speaker 1: who just got on Riyah and they asked you for

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Speaker 1: advice on how to build a good profile. What would

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Speaker 1: you tell them?

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Speaker 3: Put pictures of not just yourself looking hot, You should

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Speaker 3: put pictures of things that represent your sense of humor.

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Speaker 3: Some people don't, I guess don't have a sense of

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Speaker 3: humor sometimes, and that's fine, that's life. But if you

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Speaker 3: if you're like funny and cool, like like, let people

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Speaker 3: know that. Let that be known.

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Speaker 1: What uh like you? What are you looking for on Riah?

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Speaker 1: Are you? Are you like for love?

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Speaker 3: Hot funny babe? Mm hmm, hot, funny, hairy babe with

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Speaker 3: a cool with a cool vibe? And who who is

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Speaker 3: like not? I don't know who like has an opinion?

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Speaker 3: I like people with opinions, like some people just like

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Speaker 3: I don't know everything or and that's that's fine too.

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Speaker 3: I don't know, honestly, I don't know what the fuck

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Speaker 3: I want. I just want to be safe. I think

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Speaker 1: You just want to be safe.

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Speaker 3: I just want to be safe.

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Speaker 1: Hm hmm.

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Speaker 3: Men are terrifying. I'm really small five three They could

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Speaker 3: I could anything could happen.

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Speaker 1: That's crazy that somebody asks you to go with them

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Speaker 1: to the cabin in the woods.

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Speaker 3: Yeah, yeah, that was his opener. But like, God bless him.

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Speaker 1: Like if you had gotten to know okay, if you

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Speaker 1: had gotten to know him, and maybe you'd met him

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Speaker 1: take for you to be like, you know what, I'll

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Speaker 1: go and I'll go to the cabin in the woods.

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Speaker 3: They would have never worked with me and him he's

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Speaker 3: like too docile and sweet. Hmmm, I think I need

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Speaker 3: like a little.

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Speaker 1: Ledge, yeah, a little bit of edge and has your

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Speaker 1: has what you has what you're looking for in terms

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Speaker 1: of like the personalities of the people that you're attracted

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Speaker 1: to evolved as you've gotten older, as it stayed pretty

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Speaker 1: much the same throughout your life.

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Speaker 3: They've evolved, absolutely, they've evolved. Like I've had a lot

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Speaker 3: of really shit boyfriends, sorry guys, and then I've had, uh,

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Speaker 3: you know, some some really really really great ones who

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Speaker 3: have kind of and they've all taught me to uh

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Speaker 3: look for or what to avoid or what to seek.

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Speaker 1: Hmm. Did you did you date a lot like in

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Speaker 1: high school and stuff?

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Speaker 6: Uh?

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Speaker 3: Yeah, no, actually no, No, I didn't date. I did

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Speaker 3: the other thing, if you know what I mean.

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Speaker 1: Were you Were you popular in high school? I?

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Speaker 3: I don't know, I don't not really like. I I

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Speaker 3: stayed with all the like within the circle of whoever

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Speaker 3: was a dancer?

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Speaker 1: Were you? Were you like sort of a theater I?

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Speaker 3: Yeah, I like generally speaking, Yeah, like I liked theater,

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Speaker 3: And yeah, the more theatery kids, I never really got

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Speaker 3: battled around dance battles. Yeah, dude, but I don't want

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Speaker 3: to talk about it.

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Speaker 1: It's so bad. Have you ever done? Would you ever rap? Battle? Somebody?

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Speaker 3: I used to want to do that, and nobody that like,

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Speaker 1: Would you is that. Would you ever challenge somebody to

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Speaker 3: Yes, well yeah, I would love to do that, but yeah,

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Speaker 3: I just don't know people that'd be down for that,

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Speaker 3: you know, I know who would. I just don't like

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Speaker 3: surround myself with with people very much. I'm a lone wolf.

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Speaker 1: Have you? Have you always been like that?

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Speaker 3: Yeah? Kind of, yeah, sort of not really, It's like

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Speaker 3: it comes and goes. I remember I'd like stay locked

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Speaker 3: in my room every day and like make music and

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Speaker 3: stuff on periscope. Remember periscope.

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Speaker 1: Periscopes was the precursor to talk or it was like the.

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Speaker 3: Streaming, Yeah it was Twitter streaming, yeah yeah. And I

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Speaker 3: would go on there every single day and I would

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Speaker 1: I've also been having like an interesting relationship with like

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Speaker 1: isolation because you you'll like go I've like gone three

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Speaker 1: been isolating myself this entire time. Has that happened too, Yeah.

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Speaker 3: For sure. And I like need a change of scenery

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Speaker 3: and need people noises and things like that.

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Speaker 1: What do you like? I asked this for genuine advice.

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Speaker 1: What do you do when you feel like you're too isolated?

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Speaker 1: How do you get yourself out of that? How do

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Speaker 1: you how do you rejoin the community?

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Speaker 3: Uh? Oh, man, I just go on Discord. I just

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Speaker 3: jump on Discord. We just hang out on Discord all day. Honestly,

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Speaker 3: that's like that's I have a kind of a big

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Speaker 3: friend group on Discord, and those are sort of my

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Speaker 3: I just don't like see them because everybody's spread out

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Speaker 3: throughout the United States. But it's just like just me

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Speaker 3: and my friends on disc and that's kind of it.

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Speaker 1: One of the number one things that people call in

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Speaker 1: here to talk about is how do you make friends

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Speaker 1: as an adult?

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Speaker 3: Right? That's a great question.

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Speaker 1: Yeah, And it's really and I struggle with it. I

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Speaker 1: used to do stand up and that made it really

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Speaker 1: easy because everywhere, because you know, you go out to

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Speaker 1: Like people are always doing that, looking for something, looking

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Speaker 3: If you read so high?

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Speaker 1: If you're taken I have, it does make I was

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Speaker 1: I'm gonna be on, I'm gonna be just be fucked

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Speaker 1: up all that time.

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Speaker 3: Yeah, why do I have to depend on this thing

443
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Speaker 3: when I could, like, I know, I could find it

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Speaker 3: in myself. I think that's a big part of like,

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Speaker 3: just in general, just like you gotta you gotta find

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Speaker 3: it in yourself.

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Speaker 1: I mean, I under like and if you really need it.

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Speaker 1: People people will go against the argument by saying stuff like, well,

449
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Speaker 1: if your leg is broken, you would take a pain killer,

450
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Speaker 1: so why not do the same thing if your brain

451
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Speaker 1: is broken? And so I respect, maybe I should give it,

452
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Speaker 1: Maybe I should give it a try.

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Speaker 3: Yeah, yeah, but you know, hey, hey man, it's a

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Speaker 3: wild industry.

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Speaker 1: Hey do you want to take a phone call?

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Speaker 6: Yeah?

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Speaker 3: I do.

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Speaker 1: Geck bluss h it's looked at Carlos. Hello, Hi, what's up?

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Speaker 6: What's up?

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Speaker 8: Hello?

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Speaker 1: Is this Carlos twenty from California?

482
00:28:00,680 --> 00:28:03,760
Speaker 3: Yes, this is Hi Carlos.

483
00:28:05,440 --> 00:28:10,360
Speaker 1: Hello Carlos, It says here that your ex recently came

484
00:28:10,440 --> 00:28:15,639
Speaker 1: back into your life. You said it was your fault

485
00:28:16,400 --> 00:28:20,639
Speaker 1: that you guys broke up, and now that she's back,

486
00:28:21,680 --> 00:28:24,960
Speaker 1: you're wondering if you can maintain a friendship. Do you

487
00:28:24,960 --> 00:28:26,879
Speaker 1: want to talk about about this in your own words?

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00:28:29,440 --> 00:28:29,640
Speaker 3: Uh?

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00:28:29,760 --> 00:28:30,680
Speaker 6: Yeah, I mean.

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Speaker 8: It was kind of like I had I had a

491
00:28:34,280 --> 00:28:37,520
Speaker 8: lot of mental health issues going on to the point

492
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Speaker 8: of like hospitalization and like other ship. And then on

493
00:28:40,800 --> 00:28:42,680
Speaker 8: top of that, like I just wasn't being like the

494
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Speaker 8: best boyfriend and I unblocked this girl who, like I

495
00:28:48,360 --> 00:28:51,000
Speaker 8: guess i'd been not even I guess, but I've been

496
00:28:51,000 --> 00:28:57,560
Speaker 8: like emotionally cheating with this other girl. So my my

497
00:28:57,600 --> 00:29:00,760
Speaker 8: girlfriend at the time, finds out that like we had

498
00:29:00,760 --> 00:29:03,920
Speaker 8: been talking again, but like just his friends, and regardless

499
00:29:03,920 --> 00:29:05,880
Speaker 8: of that, like it was it's the fact that I

500
00:29:05,960 --> 00:29:11,040
Speaker 8: unblocked this person who she told me to block, right whatever,

501
00:29:11,120 --> 00:29:11,960
Speaker 8: So that happens.

502
00:29:12,000 --> 00:29:14,040
Speaker 9: We end and then.

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Speaker 8: Recently, like I was just on tender and she's like

504
00:29:18,120 --> 00:29:21,560
Speaker 8: she's still near my hometown, so like I swiped right,

505
00:29:22,080 --> 00:29:26,360
Speaker 8: she swipes right as well, and then I don't know,

506
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Speaker 8: we're just like talking to his friends again, and it's

507
00:29:28,520 --> 00:29:31,280
Speaker 8: like it's cool. It feels like comfortable, but at the

508
00:29:31,320 --> 00:29:33,640
Speaker 8: same time, like I just feel bad because of what happened,

509
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Speaker 8: and I don't know if I can, like, you know,

510
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Speaker 8: offer her a friendship with having that guilt, you know,

511
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Speaker 8: And I don't think that's her fault, but I like,

512
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Speaker 8: I just I'm not sure it's healthy.

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Speaker 3: You know, you feel like you want to break it

514
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Speaker 3: off completely kind of.

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Speaker 8: Yeah, yeah, and like people have been telling me to

516
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Speaker 8: do it, but like at the same time, like I

517
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Speaker 8: think she's like I think she's a really great person,

518
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Speaker 8: and you know, the prospect of having her in my

519
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Speaker 8: life hypothetically sounds cool. I just don't know if it

520
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Speaker 8: would work out, you know.

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Speaker 6: Yeah, man, Yeah, do.

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Speaker 1: You have any thoughts on this?

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Speaker 3: I have like a not a similar situation, but like

524
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Speaker 3: somewhat I'm trying to trying to Yeah, I mean, I

525
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Speaker 3: don't know, man. I think I think follow your follow

526
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Speaker 3: your gut instinct, and if you're doing something for the

527
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Speaker 3: sake of like moving on and and finding things that

528
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Speaker 3: benefit you to your to your soul and like follow

529
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Speaker 3: your you know, your like your core values and stuff

530
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Speaker 3: like that, just just follow those and and it's about

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Speaker 3: you know, feeling good and not trapped in a situation

532
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Speaker 3: that you know what I mean, you don't want to

533
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Speaker 3: be you don't want to be trapped. No, yeah, you

534
00:30:56,360 --> 00:31:01,040
Speaker 3: don't want to. And then also so just being honest.

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Speaker 3: I think being honest is really really important, especially to her,

536
00:31:05,800 --> 00:31:12,440
Speaker 3: and the way that you part is really important.

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Speaker 6: I think like express.

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Speaker 1: All those things, even the.

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Speaker 3: Things that you think you wouldn't Okay, you know, you

540
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Speaker 3: know sometimes it's like you want to dress them.

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Speaker 1: Sorry, wait, what the fuck? Oh okay, sorry, hold on, Carlo, Okay, wait,

542
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Speaker 1: we're gonna get back in. We're gonna get back Oh wait, crap.

543
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Speaker 1: I hope Carlos might have.

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Speaker 3: Left on like a pretty nice note though.

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Speaker 1: Yeah you know what, Oh you know what it is?

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00:31:52,400 --> 00:32:03,680
Speaker 1: I am Oh crap. Okay, wait, sorry, this is so annoying.

547
00:32:03,760 --> 00:32:07,640
Speaker 1: I have to add funds to this call in studio thing.

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00:32:08,360 --> 00:32:12,400
Speaker 1: This is a terrible time, ma, man, but we have

549
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Speaker 1: to put quarters in the machine. Okay, let's hope this

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Speaker 1: all right. I have to log into my PayPal account.

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Speaker 3: Hell yeah, let's go. Okay, should I sing while you

552
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Speaker 3: do that?

553
00:32:22,520 --> 00:32:23,880
Speaker 1: That would be awesome if you could do that.

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00:32:26,040 --> 00:32:26,240
Speaker 6: Ah.

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00:32:28,960 --> 00:32:30,760
Speaker 3: Sorry, I'm a little bit different when I'm like not

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Speaker 3: on stage.

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Speaker 1: Oh yeah, yeah that was. Let's let's add even more

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Speaker 1: funds just in case.

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Speaker 10: Yeah yeah yeah, yeah, yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah.

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Speaker 1: Okay, we are back. All right. Wait we might have gone.

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Speaker 1: Wait where's Carlos?

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Speaker 3: Carlos? Can you hear me? He wouldn't be.

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Speaker 1: Okay, let's take a call from Joe. Hello, Hello, Hello, Hello, Hi,

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Speaker 1: Hi Hi.

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Speaker 3: How are you baby?

566
00:33:33,320 --> 00:33:34,000
Speaker 2: I'm all right?

567
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Speaker 11: How are you?

568
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Speaker 7: Guys?

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Speaker 3: We're just chilling. We're just very very very much chilling

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Speaker 3: at the moment.

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Speaker 2: Thank you for the singing.

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Speaker 3: Oh yeah, no problem. How are you? What's going on

573
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Speaker 3: with you today?

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Speaker 2: Not much. I've been helping my mom, cream, cleaning my room,

575
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Speaker 2: taking care of the dogs, you know, the.

576
00:33:58,160 --> 00:34:03,400
Speaker 1: Nice Joe, Uh is there? What did you want to

577
00:34:03,440 --> 00:34:06,400
Speaker 1: talk about today? It's fine if there's nothing in particular,

578
00:34:06,400 --> 00:34:07,200
Speaker 1: we could just vibe.

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Speaker 2: Yeah, oh well, I mean there's something I wanted to

580
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Speaker 2: talk about. Also, your system is really nice. She sounded

581
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Speaker 2: really pretty.

582
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Speaker 1: Uh uh Bri yeah, Bree rocks.

583
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Speaker 2: Yeah she was. She was really sweet. So I didn't

584
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Speaker 2: want to talk about something. So my boyfriend I was like,

585
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Speaker 2: we're about to go on one year next month, and

586
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Speaker 2: I'm so sorry if I sound really shaky. I just

587
00:34:42,440 --> 00:34:49,640
Speaker 2: my heart is taking her Hello. So, yeah, my boyfriend

588
00:34:50,080 --> 00:34:54,040
Speaker 2: about to be one year. He lives like fifteen like

589
00:34:54,239 --> 00:34:58,600
Speaker 2: minutes away by car. And for the longest time, I've

590
00:34:58,640 --> 00:35:02,279
Speaker 2: been doing like a lot of long distance, like you know,

591
00:35:02,560 --> 00:35:04,520
Speaker 2: I've been trying to make it work with other people.

592
00:35:05,120 --> 00:35:07,879
Speaker 2: Like it's funny because I call I tried calling you,

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Speaker 2: I think two years ago. Regarding that ex it's never

594
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Speaker 2: got in. I think I actually was on waiting one time,

595
00:35:17,440 --> 00:35:22,200
Speaker 2: but I guess it dropped. But yeah, like that was

596
00:35:22,239 --> 00:35:26,040
Speaker 2: also long distance. It was like I think two hours away,

597
00:35:26,160 --> 00:35:28,520
Speaker 2: and I would always go see him and like stay

598
00:35:28,560 --> 00:35:32,400
Speaker 2: there for like a week and then come home. And

599
00:35:34,320 --> 00:35:38,080
Speaker 2: like now that I have somebody here, you know, I

600
00:35:38,160 --> 00:35:41,080
Speaker 2: mean he's always here. He's always here, like comes after

601
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Speaker 2: a class and like stays for like maybe like three

602
00:35:44,080 --> 00:35:48,880
Speaker 2: four hours. But like I don't know. I asked my

603
00:35:48,960 --> 00:35:52,600
Speaker 2: friends questions, like how they feel about him, and like.

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Speaker 6: I don't know.

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00:35:55,120 --> 00:35:57,000
Speaker 2: I don't think I ever tell them, mostly like the

606
00:35:57,080 --> 00:35:59,359
Speaker 2: bad things. You know. I don't know if they're just

607
00:35:59,360 --> 00:36:01,480
Speaker 2: biased because of my last acts or what.

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00:36:02,719 --> 00:36:03,960
Speaker 12: But like.

609
00:36:05,520 --> 00:36:08,200
Speaker 2: And I talked to him about it a lot, you know,

610
00:36:08,480 --> 00:36:10,440
Speaker 2: and it's something that was like on my mind.

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00:36:10,280 --> 00:36:13,799
Speaker 1: You know, are you are you? Are you enjoying this relationship?

612
00:36:13,880 --> 00:36:15,560
Speaker 1: Is it making you feel happy and felicity?

613
00:36:15,640 --> 00:36:16,279
Speaker 13: I love it.

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Speaker 2: I haven't been this happy in a very long time.

615
00:36:19,000 --> 00:36:23,760
Speaker 2: I'm being completely honest. I mean because like the last one, oh,

616
00:36:24,280 --> 00:36:25,360
Speaker 2: were you trying to say something?

617
00:36:25,880 --> 00:36:27,600
Speaker 1: Oh no, no, no no, it was approving.

618
00:36:30,239 --> 00:36:33,440
Speaker 2: So i mean, like the last one was awful. I'm

619
00:36:33,440 --> 00:36:35,640
Speaker 2: gonna give me a little context. I was. I went

620
00:36:35,680 --> 00:36:38,680
Speaker 2: homeless for him. I went homeless for him. That's how

621
00:36:38,719 --> 00:36:41,359
Speaker 2: much I loved him. He had nowhere to go, he

622
00:36:41,440 --> 00:36:45,359
Speaker 2: was on drugs. He his mom threw him out because

623
00:36:45,400 --> 00:36:48,160
Speaker 2: of all of it. She didn't want that around her

624
00:36:48,239 --> 00:36:50,880
Speaker 2: kids and everything. So like I totally understand. I let

625
00:36:50,960 --> 00:36:55,680
Speaker 2: him come here. He started stealing. My mom has diabetes,

626
00:36:55,719 --> 00:36:59,160
Speaker 2: so he would take her needles and he would go

627
00:36:59,200 --> 00:37:02,279
Speaker 2: through the bins in the back and like he has

628
00:37:02,400 --> 00:37:05,600
Speaker 2: like a lot of old expired debit cards. One time

629
00:37:05,680 --> 00:37:08,520
Speaker 2: and he like he stole one of my old iPods.

630
00:37:08,560 --> 00:37:11,640
Speaker 2: So it was just awful. So like, now I'm with

631
00:37:11,719 --> 00:37:14,759
Speaker 2: this guy. He actually took me to go get my

632
00:37:14,840 --> 00:37:18,840
Speaker 2: stuff that was in the storage like bin like out there.

633
00:37:19,440 --> 00:37:21,719
Speaker 2: So I'm like, I'm pretty happy with this guy.

634
00:37:21,760 --> 00:37:25,520
Speaker 4: He's like seems to care really really nice.

635
00:37:25,920 --> 00:37:31,759
Speaker 2: Yeah, he really cares. And but like, I mean, I

636
00:37:31,800 --> 00:37:34,239
Speaker 2: know I can do things that might upset him, Like

637
00:37:34,280 --> 00:37:37,920
Speaker 2: I never keep my fucking room clean, like ever, I

638
00:37:37,960 --> 00:37:41,080
Speaker 2: have five dogs. It's a little hard to keep my

639
00:37:41,120 --> 00:37:46,759
Speaker 2: little room clean. But I just like I would like

640
00:37:46,840 --> 00:37:48,960
Speaker 2: to play with him sometimes, you know, like play video

641
00:37:48,960 --> 00:37:52,880
Speaker 2: games like I like, but it's always like, oh, I

642
00:37:52,920 --> 00:37:57,759
Speaker 2: can't because I'm with the boys, and I've played with

643
00:37:57,880 --> 00:38:06,719
Speaker 2: his brother's friends. My personality is very let's stay out there.

644
00:38:06,800 --> 00:38:09,520
Speaker 1: So jo I just if I if I could error

645
00:38:09,520 --> 00:38:11,360
Speaker 1: for just one second, I guess I want to ask you, like,

646
00:38:11,920 --> 00:38:13,920
Speaker 1: if you could pin it to anything, what would you

647
00:38:13,960 --> 00:38:17,759
Speaker 1: say would be like if there is anything? And and

648
00:38:17,960 --> 00:38:20,319
Speaker 1: I guess I'm sensing that because you called there might

649
00:38:20,320 --> 00:38:23,239
Speaker 1: be what would you say if if anything at all

650
00:38:23,480 --> 00:38:27,319
Speaker 1: is like the main point of contention between you and

651
00:38:27,400 --> 00:38:33,160
Speaker 1: this guy that maybe you wanted some perspective on if

652
00:38:33,160 --> 00:38:33,920
Speaker 1: you had to narrow.

653
00:38:33,719 --> 00:38:37,000
Speaker 2: It down with you And why can't you come over,

654
00:38:37,400 --> 00:38:41,319
Speaker 2: like when it's like an emotional thing, like he's like

655
00:38:41,480 --> 00:38:43,800
Speaker 2: emotionally unavailable sometimes.

656
00:38:43,440 --> 00:38:46,720
Speaker 1: Like do you feel like he's not giving you is enough? Attention,

657
00:38:46,920 --> 00:38:49,440
Speaker 1: that that that you that you want out of the relationship.

658
00:38:51,800 --> 00:38:56,320
Speaker 2: Sometimes yeah, genuinely, Like if I felt like in distress

659
00:38:56,320 --> 00:38:59,640
Speaker 2: and I just feel like he wouldn't be here, you know,

660
00:39:00,480 --> 00:39:02,520
Speaker 2: and then if I want to spend time with him

661
00:39:02,520 --> 00:39:05,320
Speaker 2: and his friends, like it'll just never happen.

662
00:39:06,280 --> 00:39:10,640
Speaker 3: There's a lot of distance between you guys. Do you

663
00:39:11,320 --> 00:39:13,239
Speaker 3: do you tell him that are you honest about that.

664
00:39:14,920 --> 00:39:20,879
Speaker 2: I have? And with the friend thing I've told him, Like,

665
00:39:20,960 --> 00:39:25,480
Speaker 2: I just like, it's just it's just like your friends, Like,

666
00:39:25,600 --> 00:39:28,120
Speaker 2: what's the worst thing that's going to happen, Like you

667
00:39:28,120 --> 00:39:30,560
Speaker 2: think they're going to say something bad towards me because

668
00:39:32,160 --> 00:39:39,080
Speaker 2: they aren't, let's say, pec his friends, they never have.

669
00:39:39,440 --> 00:39:43,440
Speaker 2: They aren't very accepting of like people like me. So

670
00:39:44,320 --> 00:39:48,640
Speaker 2: like I think that's maybe what he's scared about. But

671
00:39:48,719 --> 00:39:52,080
Speaker 2: then sometimes he said it's something else, like I'm not

672
00:39:52,280 --> 00:39:55,440
Speaker 2: sure what it is, but I just kind of want

673
00:39:55,480 --> 00:40:00,160
Speaker 2: to be able to play with him, and I don't.

674
00:40:00,040 --> 00:40:03,760
Speaker 1: Would I guess, I guess, I guess Joe. I would?

675
00:40:03,760 --> 00:40:06,680
Speaker 1: I would I would say this, are you I mean

676
00:40:07,320 --> 00:40:11,320
Speaker 1: to Joe? To Doe's point, were you being honest with him?

677
00:40:11,760 --> 00:40:15,520
Speaker 1: And are you getting what you want out of uh,

678
00:40:16,480 --> 00:40:18,560
Speaker 1: you know, is this expression.

679
00:40:18,600 --> 00:40:20,960
Speaker 3: Is there any progress being made when you guys speak

680
00:40:21,000 --> 00:40:24,480
Speaker 3: about your your issues? Does is he willing to change

681
00:40:24,880 --> 00:40:29,440
Speaker 3: things about his situation in order to make you happy

682
00:40:30,160 --> 00:40:32,960
Speaker 3: or better the relationship or benefit it in any way?

683
00:40:34,880 --> 00:40:37,520
Speaker 2: He has made a lot of progress. Yeah, he was

684
00:40:37,560 --> 00:40:44,280
Speaker 2: never out and somewhat out now. I think that's complete

685
00:40:44,280 --> 00:40:49,040
Speaker 2: progress coming from like a very conservative family, very very conservative.

686
00:40:49,280 --> 00:40:52,440
Speaker 3: So he's willing to he's willing to make leaps for you.

687
00:40:53,280 --> 00:40:55,240
Speaker 4: Yeah, Okay, it's.

688
00:40:55,120 --> 00:40:57,640
Speaker 3: Great, that's good. I think that that's all that kind

689
00:40:57,680 --> 00:41:01,279
Speaker 3: of matters, right when somebody is willing to work. I

690
00:41:01,320 --> 00:41:05,600
Speaker 3: think that a relationship is a it's a two way street,

691
00:41:05,640 --> 00:41:10,040
Speaker 3: and it's a lot about you know, working on you know,

692
00:41:11,040 --> 00:41:15,480
Speaker 3: on uh being together and uh, most of the time

693
00:41:15,520 --> 00:41:20,400
Speaker 3: it's not work because you love being together. But yeah,

694
00:41:20,760 --> 00:41:24,520
Speaker 3: there should be a mutual respect of each other's feelings.

695
00:41:24,560 --> 00:41:28,399
Speaker 3: And as long as he's meeting the needs that you have,

696
00:41:29,640 --> 00:41:33,640
Speaker 3: then I think you know it's worth continuing.

697
00:41:35,640 --> 00:41:41,200
Speaker 11: Definitely, definitely, Joe, Is there is there anything else that

698
00:41:41,239 --> 00:41:43,040
Speaker 11: you want to say to the people of the computer

699
00:41:43,239 --> 00:41:46,080
Speaker 11: or anything at all that you want to mention about

700
00:41:46,080 --> 00:41:46,960
Speaker 11: this before we go.

701
00:41:49,120 --> 00:41:52,440
Speaker 2: Something off topic? My friend wanted to wanted me to

702
00:41:52,480 --> 00:41:54,719
Speaker 2: say something that doja cat, she said, ask her to

703
00:41:54,760 --> 00:41:57,200
Speaker 2: Readmaster's suckered Punch. I don't know what that means, but.

704
00:41:59,160 --> 00:42:00,480
Speaker 1: Mastered punch.

705
00:42:00,760 --> 00:42:03,040
Speaker 3: They want me to remaster a song that I'm never

706
00:42:03,080 --> 00:42:03,719
Speaker 3: gonna put out.

707
00:42:03,960 --> 00:42:07,719
Speaker 9: Oh yeah, that's it.

708
00:42:08,120 --> 00:42:09,439
Speaker 2: I just want to do that for my best friend.

709
00:42:09,520 --> 00:42:11,840
Speaker 3: But okay, Teller, I said, take it easy.

710
00:42:12,440 --> 00:42:14,640
Speaker 9: Thank you, Joe, Thank you so much.

711
00:42:15,520 --> 00:42:17,680
Speaker 2: I love you guys, and I love like your work.

712
00:42:18,120 --> 00:42:21,680
Speaker 2: And you guys really make me laugh a lot.

713
00:42:22,080 --> 00:42:23,640
Speaker 12: Have a good night, dude, Thank you for that.

714
00:42:24,200 --> 00:42:24,560
Speaker 9: You too.

715
00:42:29,480 --> 00:42:32,160
Speaker 3: What was the song called again, sucker Punch said, an

716
00:42:32,200 --> 00:42:37,200
Speaker 3: old one, Yeah, very old, maybe like four five years

717
00:42:37,480 --> 00:42:38,680
Speaker 3: maybe even six years old.

718
00:42:38,760 --> 00:42:40,440
Speaker 1: Did you look at the past a lot or do

719
00:42:40,520 --> 00:42:47,120
Speaker 1: you like to stay present? I just jen and I

720
00:42:47,120 --> 00:42:48,120
Speaker 1: even musically.

721
00:42:48,040 --> 00:42:54,680
Speaker 3: Sometimes I revisit the past. Uh yeah, I leave a

722
00:42:54,719 --> 00:42:57,400
Speaker 3: lot of things behind, though I know how to forget

723
00:42:57,440 --> 00:43:00,520
Speaker 3: about things. I know how to just close things out.

724
00:43:01,320 --> 00:43:08,359
Speaker 3: I'm very good at that. Yeah, but I don't know.

725
00:43:08,920 --> 00:43:13,520
Speaker 1: You know what do you not even music? Just in general?

726
00:43:13,600 --> 00:43:15,840
Speaker 1: What are you the most excited about for the future?

727
00:43:16,760 --> 00:43:20,080
Speaker 3: What am I most excited about for the future? Uh?

728
00:43:20,840 --> 00:43:21,160
Speaker 10: Uh?

729
00:43:23,200 --> 00:43:30,719
Speaker 3: Expanding my brain musically and trying things that I'm not used.

730
00:43:30,520 --> 00:43:32,760
Speaker 1: To, and.

731
00:43:33,920 --> 00:43:37,880
Speaker 3: Uh, going to jazz clubs.

732
00:43:39,440 --> 00:43:41,359
Speaker 1: I've been trying to go to a I just moved

733
00:43:41,360 --> 00:43:43,799
Speaker 1: to New York and I know they have like all

734
00:43:43,840 --> 00:43:45,919
Speaker 1: these jazz clubs at some point.

735
00:43:46,200 --> 00:43:50,880
Speaker 3: Yeah, God, New York has really good bar culture and

736
00:43:51,080 --> 00:43:54,160
Speaker 3: jazz culture and just art culture.

737
00:43:54,200 --> 00:43:57,719
Speaker 1: I think in general, do you, I'm like, do you?

738
00:43:58,239 --> 00:44:00,879
Speaker 1: Is it hard for you to like go out and

739
00:44:00,960 --> 00:44:03,360
Speaker 1: like bar hop and do all these things just because

740
00:44:03,440 --> 00:44:08,600
Speaker 1: like of who you are? Uh?

741
00:44:08,680 --> 00:44:11,640
Speaker 3: Yeah, sometimes it is. Sometimes I'm very very paranoid. I

742
00:44:11,719 --> 00:44:16,640
Speaker 3: am generally just very very very paranoid about stuff because

743
00:44:16,640 --> 00:44:20,120
Speaker 3: of what I do. And but you know, I make

744
00:44:20,160 --> 00:44:24,760
Speaker 3: it work. I think also just even if I wasn't famous,

745
00:44:24,840 --> 00:44:26,400
Speaker 3: it would still suck sometimes.

746
00:44:26,600 --> 00:44:29,960
Speaker 1: Really, what do you think? Like how what do you well?

747
00:44:30,000 --> 00:44:30,160
Speaker 12: There?

748
00:44:30,840 --> 00:44:35,640
Speaker 3: There's like there's like creepy like men and like I

749
00:44:36,080 --> 00:44:39,560
Speaker 3: I my like ass hangs out when I go to

750
00:44:39,640 --> 00:44:42,040
Speaker 3: the club or I go to the bar, like I'm

751
00:44:42,080 --> 00:44:48,719
Speaker 3: always wearing something very sexy, like I dress crazy. But

752
00:44:49,000 --> 00:44:51,960
Speaker 3: you know, there's like stuff then people people react in

753
00:44:52,040 --> 00:44:55,040
Speaker 3: certain ways and like you know, guys are just like drunk,

754
00:44:55,160 --> 00:45:00,880
Speaker 3: Like drunk people are awful, you know. I just like, I, yeah,

755
00:45:02,680 --> 00:45:05,080
Speaker 3: people react to the way that I am, men react

756
00:45:05,120 --> 00:45:07,040
Speaker 3: to the way that I dress. That's fine, It's like

757
00:45:07,160 --> 00:45:13,440
Speaker 3: it's gonna happen. But like, dude, drunk, drunk men and

758
00:45:13,520 --> 00:45:17,200
Speaker 3: drunk women. I think honestly, drunk everybody really is not

759
00:45:17,480 --> 00:45:18,759
Speaker 3: a vibe most of the.

760
00:45:18,719 --> 00:45:22,759
Speaker 1: Time, even when you yourself are drunk.

761
00:45:22,600 --> 00:45:27,799
Speaker 3: Like drunk strangers, Like, I'm fine, but it's like strangers

762
00:45:27,840 --> 00:45:31,320
Speaker 3: who are like trying to talk about their astrology signs

763
00:45:31,400 --> 00:45:34,879
Speaker 3: and stuff. There's already happened. That just happened to me.

764
00:45:36,400 --> 00:45:36,960
Speaker 1: This conversation.

765
00:45:37,120 --> 00:45:39,759
Speaker 3: Some woman came up to our table and was like,

766
00:45:40,600 --> 00:45:43,640
Speaker 3: you all for like, okay, to be fair, this was

767
00:45:43,719 --> 00:45:46,920
Speaker 3: like very nice what she was saying and positive, but like,

768
00:45:47,120 --> 00:45:50,280
Speaker 3: don't do this. She like came up to the table

769
00:45:50,400 --> 00:45:52,080
Speaker 3: and was like, I.

770
00:45:52,040 --> 00:45:54,920
Speaker 5: Just want to let you guys know that you are

771
00:45:55,040 --> 00:46:00,359
Speaker 5: also loved and you're also special and some when out

772
00:46:00,360 --> 00:46:03,360
Speaker 5: there loves you and you're incredible.

773
00:46:03,960 --> 00:46:07,680
Speaker 3: I'm a cancer. So I just like I get like

774
00:46:07,800 --> 00:46:10,759
Speaker 3: this and I just can't help myself, Like and I'm

775
00:46:10,800 --> 00:46:13,720
Speaker 3: sitting there looking at her like like I don't exist.

776
00:46:13,880 --> 00:46:17,000
Speaker 3: I'm I'm watching her like she's like a screen, like

777
00:46:17,040 --> 00:46:19,520
Speaker 3: a thing on a screen. I can't believe that. Like

778
00:46:20,640 --> 00:46:23,040
Speaker 3: some people just get to that point and it's it's

779
00:46:23,120 --> 00:46:23,720
Speaker 3: you know whatever.

780
00:46:24,200 --> 00:46:26,319
Speaker 1: She sounded like she was on Molly.

781
00:46:26,800 --> 00:46:28,160
Speaker 3: Yeah, could have been, could have been some.

782
00:46:28,120 --> 00:46:31,960
Speaker 1: Mall like I do. I something like that would be

783
00:46:32,040 --> 00:46:36,600
Speaker 1: hard for me because like I typically like if any

784
00:46:36,719 --> 00:46:40,000
Speaker 1: stranger talks to me, like I have a lot of

785
00:46:40,080 --> 00:46:43,880
Speaker 1: respects for people who are willing to approach strangers and

786
00:46:44,000 --> 00:46:46,160
Speaker 1: talk to them. It's like, if someone ever does that

787
00:46:46,200 --> 00:46:49,640
Speaker 1: to me, I want to like reward it by by

788
00:46:49,920 --> 00:46:54,440
Speaker 1: being like, oh, yes, of course and yeah, but but

789
00:46:54,880 --> 00:46:57,000
Speaker 1: that does that does sound extremely intense.

790
00:46:57,080 --> 00:46:59,560
Speaker 3: I think I'm quite closed off. So I think when

791
00:46:59,560 --> 00:47:03,560
Speaker 3: that stuff happens, it's just like stop it.

792
00:47:05,000 --> 00:47:07,080
Speaker 1: You know, are you into astrology at all?

793
00:47:07,120 --> 00:47:10,520
Speaker 3: Or I'm really like I'm I get it, Like I know,

794
00:47:10,640 --> 00:47:14,040
Speaker 3: I understand the signs. I understand because my mom's really

795
00:47:14,080 --> 00:47:17,040
Speaker 3: really into it, so I just can deep dive into

796
00:47:17,080 --> 00:47:19,799
Speaker 3: like different signs and stuff. But I don't. I don't

797
00:47:19,880 --> 00:47:20,320
Speaker 3: like it.

798
00:47:20,400 --> 00:47:22,960
Speaker 1: I have Okay, here's my take on astrology. I'm curious

799
00:47:22,960 --> 00:47:24,879
Speaker 1: when you think about this, I don't I think there's

800
00:47:25,000 --> 00:47:28,080
Speaker 1: like I don't like the idea that somebody's like, oh,

801
00:47:28,239 --> 00:47:30,680
Speaker 1: I am this sign, and so they go to a

802
00:47:30,719 --> 00:47:33,880
Speaker 1: website and they read like, because you're the sign, you

803
00:47:33,960 --> 00:47:39,040
Speaker 1: are like this, like because you're a Gemini, you get

804
00:47:39,120 --> 00:47:42,759
Speaker 1: emotional easy or something. And then they take that and

805
00:47:42,800 --> 00:47:45,440
Speaker 1: then it just becomes like a self fulfilling prophecy. They

806
00:47:45,480 --> 00:47:46,680
Speaker 1: have to they have.

807
00:47:46,680 --> 00:47:49,360
Speaker 3: To live by it, and so it.

808
00:47:48,680 --> 00:47:53,440
Speaker 1: Causes all this like unnecessary negative personality.

809
00:47:54,000 --> 00:47:57,359
Speaker 3: Some people. You can you can abuse astrology. You can

810
00:47:57,719 --> 00:48:03,840
Speaker 3: you can abuse like pseudo science absolutely, just like anything

811
00:48:03,920 --> 00:48:10,560
Speaker 3: that is kind of a vice. Uh you know, it's yeah, man,

812
00:48:11,840 --> 00:48:15,640
Speaker 3: I I like talking about it. And I actually have

813
00:48:15,680 --> 00:48:18,600
Speaker 3: a friend who's really good at readings, like doing readings.

814
00:48:18,920 --> 00:48:22,200
Speaker 3: He's like fantastic. You like give him your your date

815
00:48:22,239 --> 00:48:24,840
Speaker 3: of birth and then like your time, your time of

816
00:48:24,880 --> 00:48:28,600
Speaker 3: birth and like all this like specific information about you,

817
00:48:28,640 --> 00:48:31,000
Speaker 3: like where you were born and blah blah blah, and

818
00:48:31,040 --> 00:48:37,719
Speaker 3: he'll like he'll just unust. Yeah, can I unwrap? He

819
00:48:37,840 --> 00:48:41,680
Speaker 3: said that. Right now. My life is all about kind

820
00:48:41,680 --> 00:48:44,239
Speaker 3: of pleasure and just kind of just going for it

821
00:48:44,440 --> 00:48:46,960
Speaker 3: and just like doing the thing, even if it's like

822
00:48:47,120 --> 00:48:50,879
Speaker 3: kind of dumb, enjoy it and like lean into it.

823
00:48:52,920 --> 00:48:57,880
Speaker 3: Don't be ashamed there's like a massive like Saturn return

824
00:48:58,120 --> 00:49:02,960
Speaker 3: situation happening for me, and that like that's supposed to.

825
00:49:04,440 --> 00:49:04,520
Speaker 7: It.

826
00:49:04,760 --> 00:49:07,160
Speaker 3: There's a time in my life that's happening right now

827
00:49:07,800 --> 00:49:09,880
Speaker 3: for there's a couple signs that are going through it

828
00:49:09,960 --> 00:49:13,440
Speaker 3: right now. But it's it's almost like the planets are

829
00:49:13,480 --> 00:49:17,799
Speaker 3: asking you, do you really want this? This is what

830
00:49:17,840 --> 00:49:20,960
Speaker 3: you asked for? Here it is? Do you actually want this?

831
00:49:21,280 --> 00:49:24,279
Speaker 3: Is this really the life that you want to lead

832
00:49:24,360 --> 00:49:28,480
Speaker 3: for forever? And it's so it's like it's crazy when

833
00:49:28,520 --> 00:49:30,640
Speaker 3: he said that, because I've been going through like all

834
00:49:30,680 --> 00:49:36,640
Speaker 3: this crazy fucking just like, oh my god, dude, Like

835
00:49:37,560 --> 00:49:39,840
Speaker 3: I don't know, it's just yeah, it's been a wild

836
00:49:39,920 --> 00:49:45,319
Speaker 3: year publicly, you know. So I think it's a little

837
00:49:45,400 --> 00:49:49,120
Speaker 3: poetic and cool and interesting, and you know, sometimes I

838
00:49:49,160 --> 00:49:51,040
Speaker 3: ask him for a reading because.

839
00:49:50,760 --> 00:49:53,680
Speaker 1: Of that, I'm curious And you might not have an

840
00:49:53,680 --> 00:49:55,399
Speaker 1: answer or have an answer that you want to share,

841
00:49:55,520 --> 00:50:00,360
Speaker 1: but when faced with the planets are giving you this

842
00:50:00,600 --> 00:50:02,840
Speaker 1: is this what you really really wanted? Like when he

843
00:50:02,920 --> 00:50:05,520
Speaker 1: said that to you, did you have an answer?

844
00:50:08,480 --> 00:50:11,160
Speaker 3: Like if somebody asked me, is this what you really want?

845
00:50:11,239 --> 00:50:12,239
Speaker 3: What's my answer to that?

846
00:50:12,440 --> 00:50:14,840
Speaker 1: Yeah?

847
00:50:15,360 --> 00:50:19,480
Speaker 3: No, probably not really This is probably not what I want. Really,

848
00:50:20,080 --> 00:50:23,719
Speaker 3: it's what I wanted. Really, it's what I used to want.

849
00:50:24,280 --> 00:50:27,080
Speaker 3: It's what I think I needed to be in a

850
00:50:27,120 --> 00:50:29,800
Speaker 3: safe place. I needed to get the fuck out of

851
00:50:29,840 --> 00:50:32,960
Speaker 3: whatever situation I was in. And now that I have

852
00:50:33,080 --> 00:50:37,480
Speaker 3: this freedom, I have a I have this like physical

853
00:50:37,520 --> 00:50:41,160
Speaker 3: freedom and physical autonomy, and now I'm more in like

854
00:50:41,239 --> 00:50:44,840
Speaker 3: the like the mental autonomy of it all, like like

855
00:50:45,320 --> 00:50:48,920
Speaker 3: taking back my power and kind of doing what I

856
00:50:49,080 --> 00:50:53,879
Speaker 3: want to do creatively, regardless of like this very uh

857
00:50:54,800 --> 00:51:01,080
Speaker 3: marketable thing that I've created. I'm kind of tearing it

858
00:51:01,120 --> 00:51:01,640
Speaker 3: all down.

859
00:51:02,000 --> 00:51:04,880
Speaker 1: But like I mean, that's the thing is if if

860
00:51:04,960 --> 00:51:09,200
Speaker 1: you were to be uh beholden to it, you know,

861
00:51:09,239 --> 00:51:11,160
Speaker 1: it doesn't matter if it was like the most marketable,

862
00:51:11,280 --> 00:51:13,360
Speaker 1: successful thing ever, you'd just be fucking miserable.

863
00:51:13,680 --> 00:51:17,240
Speaker 3: Yeah exactly. I'd be doing the same thing every single day. Yeah,

864
00:51:17,520 --> 00:51:20,040
Speaker 3: And I cannot do that. I just can't.

865
00:51:20,160 --> 00:51:21,759
Speaker 1: And like, and like I said, I think the cool

866
00:51:21,760 --> 00:51:23,000
Speaker 1: I think the coolest thing about you is that you

867
00:51:23,000 --> 00:51:24,080
Speaker 1: always seem like you're having fun.

868
00:51:24,440 --> 00:51:28,480
Speaker 3: Yeah. Fuck it rock and roll. That's honestly, that's what I.

869
00:51:27,960 --> 00:51:29,839
Speaker 1: Fuck it, rock and roll, fuck it rock and roll.

870
00:51:29,880 --> 00:51:33,879
Speaker 3: Fuck it, rock and roll. So I've Yeah, I've been

871
00:51:33,920 --> 00:51:36,560
Speaker 3: having a lot of fun creatively. I've been painting a

872
00:51:36,560 --> 00:51:39,319
Speaker 3: lot more. I'm like, yeah, it's nice.

873
00:51:39,400 --> 00:51:41,120
Speaker 1: Yeah, I see you're painting a I see you on

874
00:51:41,360 --> 00:51:42,640
Speaker 1: Instagram all the time painting a wall.

875
00:51:42,760 --> 00:51:44,400
Speaker 3: No, I painted, and people said, I look like an

876
00:51:44,440 --> 00:51:46,880
Speaker 3: old grandma with fat ankles.

877
00:51:47,880 --> 00:51:48,839
Speaker 1: You want to take another call?

878
00:51:49,320 --> 00:51:53,440
Speaker 3: Yeah, that's who we got, fat ankle.

879
00:51:54,840 --> 00:51:55,120
Speaker 6: Hello.

880
00:51:55,280 --> 00:51:57,120
Speaker 3: I heard myself say, fat ankles.

881
00:51:57,200 --> 00:51:57,560
Speaker 9: Hello.

882
00:51:58,280 --> 00:51:59,919
Speaker 1: How are you?

883
00:52:00,640 --> 00:52:01,160
Speaker 12: I'm good.

884
00:52:01,160 --> 00:52:06,160
Speaker 1: How are you hanging in there? What's uh? What's going on, Lauren?

885
00:52:06,840 --> 00:52:07,520
Speaker 1: How's life?

886
00:52:08,080 --> 00:52:11,000
Speaker 12: Uh not, it's pretty good.

887
00:52:11,920 --> 00:52:13,320
Speaker 2: How's y'all's life going?

888
00:52:15,840 --> 00:52:27,879
Speaker 3: Skip? Nick Man. We're trying to talk about things, We're

889
00:52:27,880 --> 00:52:29,279
Speaker 3: trying to solve problems.

890
00:52:29,719 --> 00:52:31,200
Speaker 12: Eddie.

891
00:52:31,719 --> 00:52:32,080
Speaker 6: What's that.

892
00:52:33,800 --> 00:52:35,680
Speaker 13: Eddie?

893
00:52:35,320 --> 00:52:35,440
Speaker 4: Hi?

894
00:52:36,000 --> 00:52:39,880
Speaker 1: Hi Eddie. It says here that you have an intense

895
00:52:40,000 --> 00:52:40,960
Speaker 1: fear of death.

896
00:52:41,640 --> 00:52:49,000
Speaker 6: Oh no, yes, yes, it is. It's it's really oh god,

897
00:52:50,040 --> 00:52:57,480
Speaker 6: it's intends to to a certain degree. For example, I

898
00:52:58,239 --> 00:53:00,279
Speaker 6: you know, fear of death is an every one. I

899
00:53:00,280 --> 00:53:01,920
Speaker 6: don't know if y'all feel the same way I do,

900
00:53:02,000 --> 00:53:06,400
Speaker 6: But like for me, it's just been like every little

901
00:53:06,400 --> 00:53:10,200
Speaker 6: thing I do is just oh, this is so cool

902
00:53:10,239 --> 00:53:13,080
Speaker 6: in the moment, But then I I for some reason,

903
00:53:13,120 --> 00:53:15,680
Speaker 6: I just flash to, oh what if I can't do

904
00:53:15,680 --> 00:53:18,400
Speaker 6: this anymore? And like so insole amount of time, and

905
00:53:18,760 --> 00:53:20,920
Speaker 6: but I don't know if I if I'm making any sense.

906
00:53:21,200 --> 00:53:30,560
Speaker 6: It sounds dumb, but like I feel like i'm it's just.

907
00:53:30,480 --> 00:53:34,480
Speaker 1: Like, yeah, go ahead, what's your no.

908
00:53:34,560 --> 00:53:37,680
Speaker 3: I think it's fine, don't I continue?

909
00:53:37,920 --> 00:53:43,080
Speaker 4: But I'm just validating, all right, than I appreciate it,

910
00:53:43,239 --> 00:53:47,719
Speaker 4: but like I don't know, I shit, but like I'm

911
00:53:47,719 --> 00:53:48,720
Speaker 4: trying to formulate words.

912
00:53:48,719 --> 00:53:52,920
Speaker 6: So I A good example is like I sit in bed,

913
00:53:53,239 --> 00:53:56,000
Speaker 6: let's say three in the morning, four in the morning,

914
00:53:56,040 --> 00:53:59,279
Speaker 6: rolls around, and first thought that comes to mind is

915
00:53:59,280 --> 00:54:03,240
Speaker 6: me dying, and then like, oh shit, like it settles

916
00:54:03,239 --> 00:54:05,359
Speaker 6: in it's going to happen something. Of course, I'm far

917
00:54:05,400 --> 00:54:06,920
Speaker 6: away from it right now, by the way, I'm like

918
00:54:06,960 --> 00:54:11,200
Speaker 6: barely bad at her nineteen, Like I'm far away from

919
00:54:11,200 --> 00:54:15,200
Speaker 6: that time coming. But still it's like a very like

920
00:54:15,239 --> 00:54:19,240
Speaker 6: a very valid thing that like I just can't stop

921
00:54:19,320 --> 00:54:21,719
Speaker 6: thinking about it, can't stop thinking about it always comes

922
00:54:21,719 --> 00:54:22,440
Speaker 6: in to her patients.

923
00:54:23,080 --> 00:54:25,520
Speaker 3: Is it of old age, is it of natural causes?

924
00:54:25,640 --> 00:54:28,560
Speaker 3: Or is it of an immediate thing that's like happening

925
00:54:28,800 --> 00:54:32,239
Speaker 3: in the room, Or is it a you just think

926
00:54:32,280 --> 00:54:36,080
Speaker 3: of do you think of like something falling on you,

927
00:54:36,120 --> 00:54:39,400
Speaker 3: for example, or like is it where does that the

928
00:54:39,440 --> 00:54:41,760
Speaker 3: fear stem from?

929
00:54:41,920 --> 00:54:46,480
Speaker 6: So it just comes So I there is a one

930
00:54:46,480 --> 00:54:49,880
Speaker 6: of the fears that this fear comes from. My grandma

931
00:54:49,920 --> 00:54:52,879
Speaker 6: basically got into dementia and like dying really really young,

932
00:54:53,040 --> 00:54:55,600
Speaker 6: like I say really really because like she died in

933
00:54:55,640 --> 00:54:57,319
Speaker 6: her fifties, and like.

934
00:54:59,040 --> 00:54:59,399
Speaker 4: It runs.

935
00:54:59,440 --> 00:55:01,400
Speaker 6: It's a thing that into the family, like her sister's

936
00:55:01,440 --> 00:55:07,000
Speaker 6: like has it really really bad? And I'm afraid of

937
00:55:07,120 --> 00:55:09,680
Speaker 6: me getting that. I'm afraid more of my mom getting

938
00:55:09,719 --> 00:55:11,640
Speaker 6: it because you know, she's like the she's like the

939
00:55:11,800 --> 00:55:15,080
Speaker 6: direct descendant of my grandma and stuff like. That's but

940
00:55:15,200 --> 00:55:17,200
Speaker 6: that's where that fear sprawled out of. Like first it

941
00:55:17,280 --> 00:55:20,680
Speaker 6: started off with mental you know, decline. Then it moved

942
00:55:20,680 --> 00:55:24,840
Speaker 6: on to death itself, and then my own like the

943
00:55:24,880 --> 00:55:27,800
Speaker 6: thought of my own death then sparked the question like

944
00:55:28,960 --> 00:55:31,520
Speaker 6: hit fuck my dad getting old as hell?

945
00:55:32,120 --> 00:55:34,120
Speaker 12: What do I do about that? Hit fucked?

946
00:55:34,480 --> 00:55:38,840
Speaker 6: My sister probably will outlive us, like and then and

947
00:55:38,880 --> 00:55:43,200
Speaker 6: then I just like yeah, and I want to say

948
00:55:43,320 --> 00:55:47,000
Speaker 6: and I want to say that it started like it

949
00:55:47,120 --> 00:55:48,960
Speaker 6: probably started for then in twenty twenty because it's like

950
00:55:49,120 --> 00:55:54,560
Speaker 6: just a shit year, like twenty twenty. I was convinced

951
00:55:54,600 --> 00:55:58,120
Speaker 6: for the longest time made twenty fifth, Made twenty fifth

952
00:55:58,160 --> 00:56:01,239
Speaker 6: exactly we were gonna hit by an asteroid and we're

953
00:56:01,239 --> 00:56:04,080
Speaker 6: all gonna die. Come make in twenty fifth no one

954
00:56:04,120 --> 00:56:07,839
Speaker 6: died and just the thought of dying, like Okay, yay,

955
00:56:08,440 --> 00:56:13,200
Speaker 6: no lasteroid. But you know, I'm gonna die still. I'm

956
00:56:13,200 --> 00:56:13,759
Speaker 6: gonna die still.

957
00:56:13,880 --> 00:56:17,560
Speaker 3: I'm gonna die still something constantly.

958
00:56:18,120 --> 00:56:24,120
Speaker 6: Yeah, it's Penny. And I've been trying to, like I've

959
00:56:24,120 --> 00:56:26,160
Speaker 6: been trying to get into therapy and stuff. I've been

960
00:56:26,160 --> 00:56:29,320
Speaker 6: trying to, you know, like make appointments and stuff to

961
00:56:29,800 --> 00:56:34,680
Speaker 6: talk with someone about it. But like I'll be honest

962
00:56:34,719 --> 00:56:37,759
Speaker 6: with y'all, I'm in college right now, twenty thousand dollars

963
00:56:37,800 --> 00:56:40,480
Speaker 6: in debt freshman year. I don't got time for anything,

964
00:56:40,719 --> 00:56:43,000
Speaker 6: like and if I do got time for anything, I

965
00:56:43,400 --> 00:56:47,040
Speaker 6: just I use what I can to sleep because God

966
00:56:47,600 --> 00:56:53,880
Speaker 6: working a job to this book an economy. Yeah, so

967
00:56:53,880 --> 00:56:57,160
Speaker 6: so like I really just I try to pull myself

968
00:56:57,200 --> 00:57:00,440
Speaker 6: out of that hole, like I try to strap myself

969
00:57:00,480 --> 00:57:04,319
Speaker 6: with any little thing that there is, but I will

970
00:57:04,400 --> 00:57:08,680
Speaker 6: always end up coming back to fuck. I'm gonna die.

971
00:57:08,920 --> 00:57:12,240
Speaker 3: Yeah, you're working to support yourself in order to support yourself.

972
00:57:12,800 --> 00:57:16,360
Speaker 3: You're you're working to support to support yourself enough to

973
00:57:17,240 --> 00:57:22,040
Speaker 3: afford therapy and to even begin to Yeah, it's it's

974
00:57:22,440 --> 00:57:29,640
Speaker 3: the battle of the monetary and the physical that health

975
00:57:29,720 --> 00:57:31,400
Speaker 3: the body, Like what you need to do to take

976
00:57:31,400 --> 00:57:32,200
Speaker 3: care of yourself.

977
00:57:33,800 --> 00:57:34,200
Speaker 12: Yeah.

978
00:57:34,760 --> 00:57:37,800
Speaker 1: Yeah, I don't know how you guys feel, but I

979
00:57:37,800 --> 00:57:41,360
Speaker 1: think the cool thing about dying is that it happens.

980
00:57:41,400 --> 00:57:44,640
Speaker 1: It's like this unifying thing that happens to everyone, Like

981
00:57:44,760 --> 00:57:47,560
Speaker 1: nobody's above it. You know, it would be way worse.

982
00:57:48,120 --> 00:57:51,960
Speaker 1: You know what's way worse than dying living forever. That

983
00:57:52,000 --> 00:57:52,880
Speaker 1: would be horrible.

984
00:57:52,960 --> 00:57:54,520
Speaker 3: It would It would fucking suck.

985
00:57:54,600 --> 00:57:56,080
Speaker 1: It would suck so bad.

986
00:57:56,040 --> 00:57:58,000
Speaker 3: It would be so shit. Imagine that.

987
00:57:59,160 --> 00:58:00,800
Speaker 4: Think about think, yeah, I.

988
00:58:02,320 --> 00:58:05,680
Speaker 6: I forever, you know, as a little as a little

989
00:58:05,800 --> 00:58:08,360
Speaker 6: kid like and it's gonna sound cliche as fuck, but

990
00:58:08,560 --> 00:58:11,120
Speaker 6: as a little kid, like, you know, one thinks they're

991
00:58:11,120 --> 00:58:13,320
Speaker 6: gonna live forever. One thinks nothing's gonna kill him, like,

992
00:58:13,480 --> 00:58:16,120
Speaker 6: believe me, Like that thought of like immortality as a

993
00:58:16,240 --> 00:58:19,800
Speaker 6: kid was like, oh like nothing, like I'm invincible and stuff.

994
00:58:20,120 --> 00:58:24,600
Speaker 6: Now like as a you know, maturing adult, like I

995
00:58:24,640 --> 00:58:27,760
Speaker 6: don't believe me. I don't want to be Like, as

996
00:58:27,840 --> 00:58:30,640
Speaker 6: much as I'm afraid of dying, I wouldn't want to

997
00:58:30,680 --> 00:58:33,480
Speaker 6: stay alive after it to see that friends die.

998
00:58:33,840 --> 00:58:36,280
Speaker 1: That's what you should do, is you should if you

999
00:58:36,280 --> 00:58:39,400
Speaker 1: you see, you should replace this fear with the fear

1000
00:58:39,440 --> 00:58:45,120
Speaker 1: of living forever, and then you can satiate your new

1001
00:58:45,160 --> 00:58:48,200
Speaker 1: fear with your old one, which is, oh, thank god,

1002
00:58:48,240 --> 00:58:53,880
Speaker 1: I'm gonna die, and it becomes a meditative good thing. Yeah,

1003
00:58:54,800 --> 00:58:57,439
Speaker 1: are you afraid of at all? How do you feel

1004
00:58:57,440 --> 00:58:59,200
Speaker 1: about your mortality to.

1005
00:58:59,200 --> 00:59:02,320
Speaker 3: An extent, Yeah, because I know that, like I couldn't

1006
00:59:02,360 --> 00:59:04,600
Speaker 3: defend myself in a specific situation.

1007
00:59:05,120 --> 00:59:08,920
Speaker 1: I'm talking mainly about like the inevitability, not likevitability. Yeah,

1008
00:59:09,000 --> 00:59:10,440
Speaker 1: not like, oh I'm going to get murdered.

1009
00:59:10,520 --> 00:59:12,560
Speaker 3: No, I don't think that I am. I think I

1010
00:59:12,680 --> 00:59:19,720
Speaker 3: just yeah, yeah, I don't think I am.

1011
00:59:19,880 --> 00:59:21,200
Speaker 1: I hope you don't die anytime soon.

1012
00:59:22,680 --> 00:59:25,480
Speaker 4: I oh, yeah, I'm I don't think you.

1013
00:59:25,560 --> 00:59:26,400
Speaker 3: I don't think you will.

1014
00:59:29,000 --> 00:59:31,240
Speaker 1: Saying that that is kind of saying that's kind of

1015
00:59:31,280 --> 00:59:32,320
Speaker 1: like jinxing it a little bit.

1016
00:59:32,520 --> 00:59:33,320
Speaker 4: Yeah, I don't know.

1017
00:59:34,600 --> 00:59:36,840
Speaker 1: That would suck if you just died.

1018
00:59:37,320 --> 00:59:39,200
Speaker 3: I think I'm half of a forty ounce in me,

1019
00:59:39,280 --> 00:59:41,160
Speaker 3: So don't maybe take what I say with a grain

1020
00:59:41,200 --> 00:59:43,760
Speaker 3: of salt.

1021
00:59:44,400 --> 00:59:46,000
Speaker 1: Eddie, how do you before we go, how do you

1022
00:59:46,000 --> 00:59:48,120
Speaker 1: want to die? Like if you could pick anything?

1023
00:59:49,680 --> 00:59:53,120
Speaker 6: Okay, well, I've thought there has been a few ways

1024
00:59:53,360 --> 00:59:55,960
Speaker 6: of me dying. I if I don't die in my sleep,

1025
00:59:56,520 --> 00:59:59,560
Speaker 6: I want to just be killed fat, like quickly, like

1026
00:59:59,720 --> 01:00:02,360
Speaker 6: so I quick and painless as painless as can be,

1027
01:00:02,360 --> 01:00:04,080
Speaker 6: because I don't I don't want to feel shit when

1028
01:00:04,080 --> 01:00:10,480
Speaker 6: I die. Get that, and you know, or let's you know,

1029
01:00:10,560 --> 01:00:13,480
Speaker 6: let's see in what course this country takes, Like you know,

1030
01:00:14,320 --> 01:00:16,600
Speaker 6: let's say they legalize youth in Asia. Like if I'm

1031
01:00:16,640 --> 01:00:20,680
Speaker 6: like in a really bad condition, like i'd i'd rather

1032
01:00:20,800 --> 01:00:24,000
Speaker 6: go out like literally getting euthanized, And it sounds like

1033
01:00:24,240 --> 01:00:28,080
Speaker 6: it sounds barbaric, it sounds like whatever, But like I

1034
01:00:28,080 --> 01:00:30,600
Speaker 6: I wouldn't want to, like if I'm in a state

1035
01:00:30,600 --> 01:00:32,840
Speaker 6: of suffering, and like I'm asking all this too, I

1036
01:00:33,000 --> 01:00:34,680
Speaker 6: like as a question, like if you're in a state

1037
01:00:34,680 --> 01:00:37,920
Speaker 6: of suffering, you really think it's like ethical for you

1038
01:00:37,960 --> 01:00:40,640
Speaker 6: to hang around longer? Like you know what I'm saying, Like.

1039
01:00:41,000 --> 01:00:43,760
Speaker 1: I think you should put across, Like I think you

1040
01:00:43,760 --> 01:00:47,200
Speaker 1: should play some Tetris. Man, I think you need something.

1041
01:00:46,920 --> 01:00:49,240
Speaker 3: That just gets your digits.

1042
01:00:49,400 --> 01:00:52,840
Speaker 1: Yeah, just something that fully just gets you out of you.

1043
01:00:52,880 --> 01:00:55,440
Speaker 1: But you're thinking too much. Yeah, you think way too much.

1044
01:00:55,800 --> 01:00:59,440
Speaker 3: To stimulate, to just keep stimulating your brain with just

1045
01:00:59,480 --> 01:01:04,200
Speaker 3: like shit, like play something, play, play a game, play

1046
01:01:04,240 --> 01:01:04,760
Speaker 3: some games.

1047
01:01:04,920 --> 01:01:07,560
Speaker 1: Video games really are a great way to forget about death.

1048
01:01:09,840 --> 01:01:16,040
Speaker 1: Thank you for calling Eddie. Any final words, Uh, yeah,

1049
01:01:16,720 --> 01:01:17,280
Speaker 1: you're awesome.

1050
01:01:17,480 --> 01:01:21,360
Speaker 6: Those are You're fucking amazing. And thank you the show.

1051
01:01:21,960 --> 01:01:24,840
Speaker 6: I'm glad I got to talk with Thanks, ma'am.

1052
01:01:25,320 --> 01:01:32,080
Speaker 1: Take care Eddie. You there really is like that's all

1053
01:01:32,120 --> 01:01:34,320
Speaker 1: I'm looking for, man, that's all I want. That's all.

1054
01:01:34,360 --> 01:01:36,320
Speaker 1: That's all I want is just to be just to

1055
01:01:36,440 --> 01:01:39,800
Speaker 1: be in the moment, to not be with my fucking thoughts.

1056
01:01:39,840 --> 01:01:41,800
Speaker 1: Because when you're depressed, you're thinking about the past and

1057
01:01:41,840 --> 01:01:43,840
Speaker 1: possible the future, when you're anxious, thinking about the future,

1058
01:01:43,840 --> 01:01:48,400
Speaker 1: But when you're just playing Tetris and getting drunk, you're right,

1059
01:01:48,440 --> 01:01:51,200
Speaker 1: you're there, you know you don't you don't. You're not

1060
01:01:51,200 --> 01:01:53,840
Speaker 1: afraid of death at all. You're like, you've accepted it.

1061
01:01:54,320 --> 01:01:55,680
Speaker 3: Yeah, I think I've accepted it.

1062
01:01:55,760 --> 01:01:57,960
Speaker 1: How would you if somebody if you got diagnosed with

1063
01:01:58,000 --> 01:01:59,400
Speaker 1: like a terminal thing and it was like you have

1064
01:01:59,400 --> 01:02:00,840
Speaker 1: a week would be like I'd be.

1065
01:02:00,760 --> 01:02:02,640
Speaker 3: Like, oh, let me prep my brain for this. I

1066
01:02:02,680 --> 01:02:04,400
Speaker 3: would be like, yeah, I mean fuck it, Like what

1067
01:02:04,440 --> 01:02:08,080
Speaker 3: am I gonna do? Let me like do something. I Like,

1068
01:02:09,320 --> 01:02:11,000
Speaker 3: I'd be like, what's a fun thing I can do

1069
01:02:11,120 --> 01:02:17,200
Speaker 3: right now? Like, hey, this sucks, but like what's a

1070
01:02:17,480 --> 01:02:21,640
Speaker 3: what's a cool cool thing to get into while this sucks?

1071
01:02:21,800 --> 01:02:22,720
Speaker 1: A death hobby?

1072
01:02:23,520 --> 01:02:26,120
Speaker 3: Yeah, death rally hobby, death rally hobby?

1073
01:02:26,200 --> 01:02:28,600
Speaker 1: Like I'm trying to think of something. Well, I assume

1074
01:02:28,640 --> 01:02:31,560
Speaker 1: a death rally hobby would be something dangerous? Would it?

1075
01:02:32,760 --> 01:02:33,560
Speaker 1: Oh my god?

1076
01:02:33,640 --> 01:02:35,919
Speaker 3: It will uh breaking bad?

1077
01:02:36,320 --> 01:02:40,160
Speaker 1: Kind of yeah? No, selling math just as a hobby.

1078
01:02:40,120 --> 01:02:44,920
Speaker 3: Yeah no, not for me. But you know I think

1079
01:02:44,960 --> 01:02:48,160
Speaker 3: I would just like, uh yeah I would. I would

1080
01:02:48,240 --> 01:02:51,040
Speaker 3: just be creative as I can in that in that time?

1081
01:02:51,760 --> 01:02:56,560
Speaker 1: Are you tis? The concept of legacy? Is that a

1082
01:02:56,600 --> 01:02:58,480
Speaker 1: thing that you think about or do you think about?

1083
01:02:58,520 --> 01:02:59,439
Speaker 3: Like not at all?

1084
01:02:59,600 --> 01:03:01,720
Speaker 1: It's good, Not at all, that's good.

1085
01:03:02,040 --> 01:03:03,479
Speaker 3: Like I don't want kids ever?

1086
01:03:03,840 --> 01:03:05,400
Speaker 1: Really no never?

1087
01:03:05,880 --> 01:03:11,480
Speaker 3: Yeah no really because the thing about life is when

1088
01:03:11,560 --> 01:03:15,200
Speaker 3: you have kids, like you're gonna destroy them, like you're

1089
01:03:15,200 --> 01:03:17,800
Speaker 3: gonna ship Yeah, you're gonna fuck them up, like there's

1090
01:03:17,800 --> 01:03:20,320
Speaker 3: you don't have a choice. So I just I don't

1091
01:03:20,320 --> 01:03:21,880
Speaker 3: feel like fucking anybody up.

1092
01:03:23,440 --> 01:03:25,360
Speaker 1: I don't know, dude, it's a lot of responsibility.

1093
01:03:25,480 --> 01:03:27,760
Speaker 3: Yeah, no judgment towards people who have kids. It's just

1094
01:03:27,800 --> 01:03:31,360
Speaker 3: like that. Don't want to do that.

1095
01:03:32,480 --> 01:03:36,240
Speaker 1: Do you ever fantasize about domesticated life? Just like, like,

1096
01:03:36,320 --> 01:03:38,480
Speaker 1: are you like I want a ranch in Wyoming?

1097
01:03:38,520 --> 01:03:38,640
Speaker 14: Oh?

1098
01:03:38,680 --> 01:03:40,920
Speaker 3: Yeah, I want like dogs?

1099
01:03:41,200 --> 01:03:43,680
Speaker 1: Yeah yeah, hard to fuck up dogs?

1100
01:03:44,080 --> 01:03:47,440
Speaker 3: Yeah? I want dogs. I want to be responsible enough

1101
01:03:47,480 --> 01:03:50,400
Speaker 3: to take care of dogs. I like animals, Like, if

1102
01:03:50,400 --> 01:03:54,760
Speaker 3: I'm gonna have kids, they're just gonna be like hairy animals.

1103
01:03:55,960 --> 01:04:02,520
Speaker 3: Four legged, quadrut pedal. What's the four four legs on,

1104
01:04:02,600 --> 01:04:10,840
Speaker 3: four legs, quadruped quadrupedal, quadrupedal Q Yeah, quadrupedal puppies is

1105
01:04:10,840 --> 01:04:11,480
Speaker 3: what I would have.

1106
01:04:13,200 --> 01:04:15,840
Speaker 1: Is there a breed of dog that you're particularly interested in?

1107
01:04:16,040 --> 01:04:19,920
Speaker 3: I really like Scottie dogs, and I like anything that

1108
01:04:20,120 --> 01:04:28,280
Speaker 3: just can't kill me. So I had before I readopted

1109
01:04:28,560 --> 01:04:32,040
Speaker 3: my dog to my one of my best friends, I

1110
01:04:32,080 --> 01:04:35,640
Speaker 3: had a h what's his name or sorry, what is it?

1111
01:04:35,640 --> 01:04:39,080
Speaker 3: What is it called? It's called the American Bully. But

1112
01:04:39,120 --> 01:04:41,200
Speaker 3: I don't think that he was like pure bred. I

1113
01:04:41,200 --> 01:04:43,160
Speaker 3: think he had like a mixture of a couple of things.

1114
01:04:44,200 --> 01:04:46,200
Speaker 3: I don't know what the deal was over there with that.

1115
01:04:46,480 --> 01:04:49,520
Speaker 3: They didn't have really the right information. I don't think

1116
01:04:50,160 --> 01:04:56,000
Speaker 3: about his uh yeah, his mixture, but he was He's

1117
01:04:56,200 --> 01:05:03,200
Speaker 3: the perfect dog. He's like textbook gorgeo, just like perfect proportions,

1118
01:05:03,280 --> 01:05:07,960
Speaker 3: like beautiful, like best personality that I've ever seen in

1119
01:05:08,040 --> 01:05:11,160
Speaker 3: a dog. A little like jumpy, still in his puppy mode,

1120
01:05:11,520 --> 01:05:14,080
Speaker 3: but he has these moments where he sits there and

1121
01:05:14,120 --> 01:05:17,320
Speaker 3: he just looks into your eyes and he just like

1122
01:05:17,880 --> 01:05:18,640
Speaker 3: takes you in.

1123
01:05:21,160 --> 01:05:23,000
Speaker 1: Are you a cat person?

1124
01:05:23,400 --> 01:05:25,960
Speaker 3: I am a cat person. I have four cats.

1125
01:05:26,160 --> 01:05:27,000
Speaker 1: You have four cats.

1126
01:05:27,040 --> 01:05:29,880
Speaker 3: I have four cats. I have two babies, one sixteen

1127
01:05:29,920 --> 01:05:30,520
Speaker 3: year old.

1128
01:05:30,520 --> 01:05:33,320
Speaker 1: They come with you, and yet, uh no.

1129
01:05:33,320 --> 01:05:35,960
Speaker 3: They don't, because cats get stressed out and they like

1130
01:05:36,000 --> 01:05:41,400
Speaker 3: to be in one spot forever. They like routine. So

1131
01:05:41,600 --> 01:05:44,080
Speaker 3: I wouldn't do that to my babies. But I sometimes

1132
01:05:44,120 --> 01:05:45,640
Speaker 3: I do wish that I could bring them with me.

1133
01:05:48,760 --> 01:05:51,600
Speaker 1: Yeah, you know, I've always said that, Like the thing

1134
01:05:51,640 --> 01:05:55,720
Speaker 1: about kids is it's really the only thing, really, the

1135
01:05:55,720 --> 01:06:01,880
Speaker 1: only anything could happen to you, and you could figure

1136
01:06:01,920 --> 01:06:06,520
Speaker 1: out a way to deal with it except like grievous injury, death,

1137
01:06:07,280 --> 01:06:10,760
Speaker 1: going to prison, or having children. It's like the four

1138
01:06:10,840 --> 01:06:13,480
Speaker 1: things that like you can't you can't.

1139
01:06:13,280 --> 01:06:15,520
Speaker 3: Hustle your way out of Yeah, yeah, yeah.

1140
01:06:15,400 --> 01:06:17,280
Speaker 1: I mean you can, like it is fround up. I

1141
01:06:17,320 --> 01:06:20,240
Speaker 1: mean you can abandon your child, but that's that's frowned upon.

1142
01:06:21,440 --> 01:06:23,720
Speaker 1: That's not cool. Those are like the four permanent things.

1143
01:06:23,760 --> 01:06:25,640
Speaker 1: Anything else that you can quit your job, you can

1144
01:06:25,640 --> 01:06:28,960
Speaker 1: get divorced, you can do you have pets. I have

1145
01:06:29,000 --> 01:06:33,720
Speaker 1: a dog, but it's not my dog. It's like my

1146
01:06:33,960 --> 01:06:38,080
Speaker 1: family's dog. My dog. Wait, earlier, you said you had

1147
01:06:38,120 --> 01:06:39,280
Speaker 1: two questions for me.

1148
01:06:39,480 --> 01:06:41,040
Speaker 3: Oh, I do have two questions for you.

1149
01:06:41,160 --> 01:06:42,240
Speaker 1: What were your two questions?

1150
01:06:44,600 --> 01:06:48,760
Speaker 3: Is it is it still gay? If you come? And

1151
01:06:51,520 --> 01:06:51,880
Speaker 3: hold on?

1152
01:06:51,920 --> 01:06:55,439
Speaker 1: Wait before I want to think? Is is it still gay?

1153
01:06:56,800 --> 01:06:59,120
Speaker 1: Wouldn't wouldn't wouldn't it wouldn't it be? Is it still

1154
01:06:59,120 --> 01:07:03,720
Speaker 1: gay if you don't come? Because if you come, that

1155
01:07:03,760 --> 01:07:05,040
Speaker 1: would make it more gay?

1156
01:07:05,880 --> 01:07:06,120
Speaker 2: Is it?

1157
01:07:06,800 --> 01:07:07,000
Speaker 3: Oh?

1158
01:07:07,040 --> 01:07:07,360
Speaker 15: Sorry?

1159
01:07:07,560 --> 01:07:13,520
Speaker 3: Is it gay if you don't come? Is it still gay?

1160
01:07:13,560 --> 01:07:14,400
Speaker 3: If you don't come?

1161
01:07:15,200 --> 01:07:16,320
Speaker 1: Is it still wait?

1162
01:07:16,760 --> 01:07:16,920
Speaker 6: Are you?

1163
01:07:17,200 --> 01:07:17,400
Speaker 4: Are you?

1164
01:07:17,640 --> 01:07:21,200
Speaker 1: And I assume the context is gay sex?

1165
01:07:21,400 --> 01:07:24,000
Speaker 3: I wrote it correctly, and I don't remember how I

1166
01:07:24,040 --> 01:07:24,440
Speaker 3: wrote it.

1167
01:07:24,760 --> 01:07:29,680
Speaker 1: The question is is it gay? Is it still gay

1168
01:07:29,720 --> 01:07:31,479
Speaker 1: to have gay sex if you don't come?

1169
01:07:31,760 --> 01:07:34,360
Speaker 3: Yeah?

1170
01:07:34,920 --> 01:07:37,400
Speaker 1: Is it gay to have gay sex? If you don't come?

1171
01:07:41,120 --> 01:07:42,560
Speaker 3: Do you want to know what the other question was?

1172
01:07:43,720 --> 01:07:44,040
Speaker 1: Yes?

1173
01:07:44,760 --> 01:07:47,480
Speaker 3: Why isn't your face red if you're the mouth, If

1174
01:07:47,520 --> 01:07:50,640
Speaker 3: it's the mouth, like your face is inside of the mouth,

1175
01:07:52,360 --> 01:07:55,680
Speaker 3: like you should be like it should be red or

1176
01:07:55,720 --> 01:07:59,080
Speaker 3: like black or something.

1177
01:08:08,040 --> 01:08:08,840
Speaker 1: It's probably gay.

1178
01:08:09,400 --> 01:08:10,600
Speaker 3: Yeah, it's probably gay.

1179
01:08:10,760 --> 01:08:20,000
Speaker 1: Let's take another call. Hello, how any Oh? I like it? Howdy?

1180
01:08:20,400 --> 01:08:22,080
Speaker 1: How's it going, Carlos? What's up?

1181
01:08:24,360 --> 01:08:29,720
Speaker 9: I'm doing well. I have a lot going on, but

1182
01:08:31,360 --> 01:08:35,479
Speaker 9: I am trying to wonder how to attract a dominant

1183
01:08:35,479 --> 01:08:38,160
Speaker 9: woman into my life.

1184
01:08:38,520 --> 01:08:45,920
Speaker 3: I can help you with that. Oh yeah, okay, how

1185
01:08:45,960 --> 01:08:46,400
Speaker 3: old are you?

1186
01:08:48,479 --> 01:08:49,240
Speaker 9: I'm thirty eight?

1187
01:08:51,720 --> 01:08:55,120
Speaker 3: Uh?

1188
01:08:55,320 --> 01:08:55,559
Speaker 1: Fuck?

1189
01:08:55,600 --> 01:08:56,559
Speaker 3: Maybe I can't help.

1190
01:08:56,400 --> 01:08:56,720
Speaker 12: You with that.

1191
01:08:59,080 --> 01:08:59,760
Speaker 1: Because he's OK.

1192
01:09:00,040 --> 01:09:01,920
Speaker 3: You went through it. Yeah, I don't know. I don't

1193
01:09:01,960 --> 01:09:04,080
Speaker 3: know what older women are doing that that that like

1194
01:09:04,120 --> 01:09:05,600
Speaker 3: in your bracket.

1195
01:09:05,800 --> 01:09:08,519
Speaker 1: Vibes, that would be like a like at a cougar

1196
01:09:08,600 --> 01:09:10,000
Speaker 1: for you at this point, would be like a woman

1197
01:09:10,000 --> 01:09:10,559
Speaker 1: in her six Well.

1198
01:09:10,680 --> 01:09:12,519
Speaker 3: I also don't know what type, what what? What's your

1199
01:09:12,560 --> 01:09:13,480
Speaker 3: age preference?

1200
01:09:19,720 --> 01:09:23,479
Speaker 9: I tried and I don't know, like mid twenties to

1201
01:09:24,200 --> 01:09:24,839
Speaker 9: mid forties.

1202
01:09:24,880 --> 01:09:26,080
Speaker 7: I guess okay, cool?

1203
01:09:26,720 --> 01:09:33,360
Speaker 3: Uh damn, how would you attract Okay, how to attract?

1204
01:09:34,160 --> 01:09:37,160
Speaker 3: How to attract a dominant woman?

1205
01:09:41,280 --> 01:09:44,519
Speaker 1: Where wear one of those rainbow hats with a spinner

1206
01:09:44,560 --> 01:09:44,840
Speaker 1: on it?

1207
01:09:45,560 --> 01:09:49,719
Speaker 3: Yeah, you could do that. You could also you could

1208
01:09:49,720 --> 01:09:50,080
Speaker 3: do that.

1209
01:09:53,560 --> 01:09:55,280
Speaker 1: Damn a big lollipop.

1210
01:09:55,760 --> 01:10:03,880
Speaker 3: I'm like really struggling trying to karaoke.

1211
01:10:06,360 --> 01:10:07,760
Speaker 1: I don't know where do you Where do you think

1212
01:10:07,760 --> 01:10:08,960
Speaker 1: dominant women hang out?

1213
01:10:09,360 --> 01:10:09,559
Speaker 7: Yeah?

1214
01:10:09,560 --> 01:10:11,080
Speaker 3: Where do dominant women hang out?

1215
01:10:11,160 --> 01:10:13,280
Speaker 1: What about those acts throwing places?

1216
01:10:13,840 --> 01:10:20,919
Speaker 3: You could know? Because that's oh, maybe at a shooting range,

1217
01:10:21,280 --> 01:10:24,320
Speaker 3: at an axe throwing range.

1218
01:10:24,640 --> 01:10:24,920
Speaker 7: Go to.

1219
01:10:26,520 --> 01:10:31,519
Speaker 1: You're you're in Texas, right, I I am go to

1220
01:10:31,560 --> 01:10:32,320
Speaker 1: a gun range.

1221
01:10:34,720 --> 01:10:37,800
Speaker 9: Oh, I'm gonna dominant women.

1222
01:10:38,160 --> 01:10:43,559
Speaker 3: Dominant women want to go to a place where they

1223
01:10:43,600 --> 01:10:50,400
Speaker 3: feel damn it. And what does a dominant woman want?

1224
01:10:50,840 --> 01:10:54,000
Speaker 3: So I'm trying. I'm trying to start from from from

1225
01:10:54,080 --> 01:10:54,880
Speaker 3: the bottom here.

1226
01:10:55,000 --> 01:10:55,559
Speaker 1: I don't know.

1227
01:10:57,040 --> 01:11:01,400
Speaker 3: I'm not sure I know where that is. Like where

1228
01:11:04,760 --> 01:11:06,360
Speaker 3: go to like a like a bar that has a

1229
01:11:06,360 --> 01:11:08,559
Speaker 3: pool table in it. They like leaning up against pool

1230
01:11:08,600 --> 01:11:11,240
Speaker 3: tables and like playing. I don't know, honestly, man, I'm

1231
01:11:12,080 --> 01:11:15,400
Speaker 3: he might, he might be a while, might be a

1232
01:11:15,400 --> 01:11:17,840
Speaker 3: better help to you.

1233
01:11:18,040 --> 01:11:23,760
Speaker 1: Are you do you consider do you consider yourself? Are

1234
01:11:23,840 --> 01:11:29,000
Speaker 1: you a docile boy? I guess, I guess. I guess.

1235
01:11:29,000 --> 01:11:33,479
Speaker 1: A dominant woman, I assume if you want a dominant woman,

1236
01:11:34,080 --> 01:11:39,439
Speaker 1: you're a submissive man. Or I assume dominant women would

1237
01:11:39,439 --> 01:11:42,680
Speaker 1: be Would a dominant woman typically be attracted to a

1238
01:11:42,840 --> 01:11:47,519
Speaker 1: more even more dominant man, or to a submissive man.

1239
01:11:48,640 --> 01:11:52,519
Speaker 3: People are too complex for me to even like answer

1240
01:11:52,560 --> 01:11:54,799
Speaker 3: that do you use do you use dating apps?

1241
01:11:56,800 --> 01:12:01,080
Speaker 9: I try to, but like I'm already with the fact

1242
01:12:01,320 --> 01:12:05,879
Speaker 9: that around here people are just not my type generally.

1243
01:12:06,400 --> 01:12:08,000
Speaker 3: Yeah, I get that.

1244
01:12:10,600 --> 01:12:14,960
Speaker 9: There are a lot of people here that like they

1245
01:12:15,880 --> 01:12:20,479
Speaker 9: hold values that I don't. And then like, I'm also

1246
01:12:20,560 --> 01:12:22,720
Speaker 9: like you where I don't really want kids and there

1247
01:12:22,760 --> 01:12:24,719
Speaker 9: are a lot of people that really want to start

1248
01:12:24,720 --> 01:12:26,519
Speaker 9: families and it's not for me.

1249
01:12:27,840 --> 01:12:32,439
Speaker 3: Maybe a creative woman. I think creative women they paint

1250
01:12:32,479 --> 01:12:35,679
Speaker 3: their own they paint their own reality in some way,

1251
01:12:36,360 --> 01:12:41,360
Speaker 3: they kind of have control over over. They have a

1252
01:12:42,760 --> 01:12:45,760
Speaker 3: they have a vision, and I think you have to

1253
01:12:45,800 --> 01:12:51,559
Speaker 3: have a vision in order to be dominant or somewhat

1254
01:12:51,560 --> 01:12:55,960
Speaker 3: in control. Right, So somebody with a vision creatively.

1255
01:12:58,360 --> 01:13:00,920
Speaker 9: I was thinking that too, because I'm I'm trying to

1256
01:13:01,160 --> 01:13:05,439
Speaker 9: become a better artist, and I one of the jokes

1257
01:13:05,560 --> 01:13:09,400
Speaker 9: online is that you know, when people make art, they

1258
01:13:09,560 --> 01:13:13,920
Speaker 9: just this is their barely disguised fetish. And it's like, yes,

1259
01:13:14,000 --> 01:13:17,200
Speaker 9: I want to draw things that you know, turn me

1260
01:13:17,280 --> 01:13:21,519
Speaker 9: on and turn others on. Yeah, so maybe I should

1261
01:13:21,800 --> 01:13:24,160
Speaker 9: be the one to be drawing that as well.

1262
01:13:26,360 --> 01:13:31,160
Speaker 1: Yeah, are you do you draw like giant tesses?

1263
01:13:32,000 --> 01:13:33,240
Speaker 3: Yeah? Yeah, what do you draw?

1264
01:13:34,880 --> 01:13:41,719
Speaker 9: No, it's usually like bondage stuff and like muzzles and leeches.

1265
01:13:42,240 --> 01:13:49,080
Speaker 3: See your art, your art directly mirrors what you are seeking,

1266
01:13:50,680 --> 01:14:01,519
Speaker 3: quite literally to some extent. Okay, honestly, man, you might

1267
01:14:01,560 --> 01:14:06,160
Speaker 3: want to just be involved in a community that's into

1268
01:14:06,200 --> 01:14:11,760
Speaker 3: that sort of thing, right, Like you just you know,

1269
01:14:12,360 --> 01:14:16,080
Speaker 3: like poke around and see who's see who's into what,

1270
01:14:17,880 --> 01:14:20,240
Speaker 3: and uh, there's there's a lot of people. There's a

1271
01:14:20,240 --> 01:14:21,840
Speaker 3: lot of people that are that are into that.

1272
01:14:23,439 --> 01:14:26,240
Speaker 1: Brother, why don't you get on Uh once you get

1273
01:14:26,240 --> 01:14:28,920
Speaker 1: on fet life, you know, like get a life.

1274
01:14:29,520 --> 01:14:31,800
Speaker 3: I bet to go to fulsome have you gone to

1275
01:14:32,400 --> 01:14:34,080
Speaker 3: what's false? Fulsome street fair?

1276
01:14:36,800 --> 01:14:42,080
Speaker 1: Dude? I bet bet life in Texas is fucking crazy. Yeah,

1277
01:14:42,160 --> 01:14:45,639
Speaker 1: I bet this. I bet there's a scene of all

1278
01:14:45,760 --> 01:14:48,519
Speaker 1: kinds of people who would love to tie you up

1279
01:14:48,520 --> 01:14:50,800
Speaker 1: and piss in your mouth that you can find on

1280
01:14:50,880 --> 01:14:55,719
Speaker 1: fat life. He's not kidding.

1281
01:14:56,160 --> 01:14:57,360
Speaker 3: Yeah, try fet life.

1282
01:15:00,479 --> 01:15:01,360
Speaker 1: I would trust it.

1283
01:15:03,880 --> 01:15:05,840
Speaker 3: I would trust try that. Try poke around on the

1284
01:15:06,000 --> 01:15:08,280
Speaker 3: poke around the internet a little bit. Look at some

1285
01:15:08,600 --> 01:15:11,520
Speaker 3: look at some uh some forums.

1286
01:15:12,520 --> 01:15:15,240
Speaker 1: They go on the forums, you know, is that what

1287
01:15:15,320 --> 01:15:17,000
Speaker 1: you're looking for? Somebody to piss in your mouth?

1288
01:15:18,760 --> 01:15:20,360
Speaker 9: No? No, not really, No.

1289
01:15:21,800 --> 01:15:22,680
Speaker 3: So specific.

1290
01:15:22,760 --> 01:15:23,439
Speaker 9: I just want to.

1291
01:15:24,400 --> 01:15:27,000
Speaker 1: I mean, I mean he's looking if you're looking for

1292
01:15:27,040 --> 01:15:29,120
Speaker 1: someone to I feel like, isn't that the ultimate form

1293
01:15:29,160 --> 01:15:32,080
Speaker 1: of I mean, like domination is somebody peeing in your mouth?

1294
01:15:32,280 --> 01:15:35,799
Speaker 3: Yeah? Sure, But that's so specific because that's just water sports.

1295
01:15:35,880 --> 01:15:39,720
Speaker 3: That's not even that's water sports. That's like that, that's

1296
01:15:39,720 --> 01:15:40,640
Speaker 3: like a category.

1297
01:15:42,000 --> 01:15:43,920
Speaker 1: I've never heard heard it referred to water.

1298
01:15:43,960 --> 01:15:46,519
Speaker 3: It's literally called water sports, and it's a it's a

1299
01:15:46,560 --> 01:15:47,719
Speaker 3: specific category.

1300
01:15:47,800 --> 01:15:49,040
Speaker 1: Saying it like it's in the Olympics.

1301
01:15:49,600 --> 01:15:52,960
Speaker 3: I mean, it fucking kind of is with how how uh,

1302
01:15:54,520 --> 01:15:55,720
Speaker 3: with how intense.

1303
01:15:55,360 --> 01:15:57,040
Speaker 9: It can be Internet.

1304
01:15:57,800 --> 01:15:59,759
Speaker 3: No, I don't. I don't think he likes to gargle.

1305
01:16:00,360 --> 01:16:02,360
Speaker 3: I think he's more of like a I think you

1306
01:16:02,360 --> 01:16:05,720
Speaker 3: here more of like a cerebral a cerebral fucker.

1307
01:16:06,920 --> 01:16:08,240
Speaker 1: A cerebral fucker.

1308
01:16:08,479 --> 01:16:10,519
Speaker 3: Yeah, he's more an intellectual fucker.

1309
01:16:12,640 --> 01:16:15,639
Speaker 1: Yes, uh woom me with your mind.

1310
01:16:17,880 --> 01:16:19,640
Speaker 3: I think that it's part of I think it's like,

1311
01:16:20,000 --> 01:16:22,519
Speaker 3: do you do you feel you feel safe with someone

1312
01:16:22,520 --> 01:16:26,599
Speaker 3: who's dominant because you feel like there's somebody who is

1313
01:16:26,640 --> 01:16:30,720
Speaker 3: in control and and you you feel like you can

1314
01:16:30,800 --> 01:16:33,719
Speaker 3: lean on that a little bit and you can trust,

1315
01:16:34,360 --> 01:16:37,799
Speaker 3: Like you want to trust someone.

1316
01:16:38,760 --> 01:16:42,479
Speaker 9: I like the idea of being being vulnerable with another person,

1317
01:16:42,720 --> 01:16:45,400
Speaker 9: Like I really want that. I've just been alone for

1318
01:16:45,600 --> 01:16:46,320
Speaker 9: a while now.

1319
01:16:46,400 --> 01:16:53,519
Speaker 1: And yeah yeah, so okay, so this is not a

1320
01:16:53,680 --> 01:16:57,439
Speaker 1: sexual thing specifically. This is just you want someone to

1321
01:16:57,760 --> 01:16:59,799
Speaker 1: you want someone that you can trust to be vulnerable.

1322
01:16:59,840 --> 01:17:02,559
Speaker 3: Well, a lot of a lot of that BDSM stuff

1323
01:17:02,600 --> 01:17:09,559
Speaker 3: is like rooted in like a like a core saying

1324
01:17:09,640 --> 01:17:13,439
Speaker 3: that people people have been through different things in their

1325
01:17:13,479 --> 01:17:17,240
Speaker 3: life where they need to feel like they can open

1326
01:17:17,320 --> 01:17:20,080
Speaker 3: up to somebody or they can trust somebody, and like,

1327
01:17:20,320 --> 01:17:23,519
Speaker 3: for instance, like if you tie someone up, you're putting

1328
01:17:23,560 --> 01:17:25,960
Speaker 3: all of your it's like a trust fall, like you're

1329
01:17:26,080 --> 01:17:31,919
Speaker 3: just putting your You're just saying like hey.

1330
01:17:31,800 --> 01:17:31,960
Speaker 6: Like.

1331
01:17:34,160 --> 01:17:36,840
Speaker 3: Yeah, that's literally it. You're just like saying I trust

1332
01:17:36,880 --> 01:17:39,720
Speaker 3: you and and and and That's a huge part of

1333
01:17:39,840 --> 01:17:43,240
Speaker 3: relationships is trusting people. Some people have relationships where they

1334
01:17:43,280 --> 01:17:46,760
Speaker 3: don't trust each other, but there's nothing more ultimate than

1335
01:17:46,840 --> 01:17:52,759
Speaker 3: like being like being in trust with someone.

1336
01:17:54,240 --> 01:17:57,200
Speaker 1: That's a good way to look at it. It's import

1337
01:17:57,320 --> 01:17:59,879
Speaker 1: somebody who you can trust enough to tie.

1338
01:17:59,640 --> 01:18:02,720
Speaker 3: You up, yeah, because because once you're tied up, they

1339
01:18:02,720 --> 01:18:07,080
Speaker 3: could like put a cigarette on out on your nipple

1340
01:18:07,120 --> 01:18:10,680
Speaker 3: and you're like ow and then or they could they

1341
01:18:10,720 --> 01:18:14,160
Speaker 3: could they could throw you in a cold pool or

1342
01:18:15,000 --> 01:18:17,479
Speaker 3: something that you wouldn't like, but they won't do that

1343
01:18:17,640 --> 01:18:21,599
Speaker 3: because because they love because they love you, yeah, and

1344
01:18:21,640 --> 01:18:24,400
Speaker 3: you trust them not to do those things. Some people

1345
01:18:24,439 --> 01:18:26,080
Speaker 3: like cigarettes being done out on their nipples.

1346
01:18:26,160 --> 01:18:28,400
Speaker 1: I kind of want to get on fet life now, dude,

1347
01:18:28,400 --> 01:18:33,040
Speaker 1: make one. I'll make one. I run into Carlos, run

1348
01:18:33,080 --> 01:18:35,120
Speaker 1: wild Bill.

1349
01:18:35,200 --> 01:18:35,400
Speaker 9: Yeah.

1350
01:18:36,560 --> 01:18:37,400
Speaker 3: What would be your thing?

1351
01:18:38,120 --> 01:18:38,920
Speaker 1: Would be my thing?

1352
01:18:40,160 --> 01:18:41,960
Speaker 3: It would be would it be being a furry? Look

1353
01:18:42,000 --> 01:18:42,680
Speaker 3: at cosplay?

1354
01:18:42,920 --> 01:18:44,559
Speaker 1: Dude? All right, So a lot of people ask me,

1355
01:18:44,640 --> 01:18:47,960
Speaker 1: They're like, are you are? Am I a furrey? And

1356
01:18:48,720 --> 01:18:53,840
Speaker 1: if the defenit okay, if a furry is somebody, well,

1357
01:18:53,840 --> 01:18:54,920
Speaker 1: technically i'd be a scaley.

1358
01:18:55,280 --> 01:18:56,639
Speaker 3: You're such a fucking scaley.

1359
01:18:57,360 --> 01:19:03,280
Speaker 1: If a furry is merely somebody who is a human

1360
01:19:03,360 --> 01:19:07,760
Speaker 1: being that regularly dresses as an animal, I do fit

1361
01:19:07,840 --> 01:19:11,040
Speaker 1: that description. Yes, yeah, you.

1362
01:19:11,000 --> 01:19:14,680
Speaker 9: Know, there's nothing wrong with you.

1363
01:19:16,920 --> 01:19:21,160
Speaker 3: He's a coss player. He's a he's a Yeah, he's

1364
01:19:21,200 --> 01:19:22,000
Speaker 3: a he's a furry.

1365
01:19:22,760 --> 01:19:32,000
Speaker 9: Well you don't know what. Say that again, you have

1366
01:19:32,080 --> 01:19:34,599
Speaker 9: sex while you're in the first suit.

1367
01:19:36,160 --> 01:19:38,400
Speaker 1: Oh, what about it?

1368
01:19:39,800 --> 01:19:42,320
Speaker 3: That's what they do. They do that in the suit.

1369
01:19:42,680 --> 01:19:45,599
Speaker 3: By the way, no way that that lasts longer than

1370
01:19:45,640 --> 01:19:46,280
Speaker 3: five minutes.

1371
01:19:46,960 --> 01:19:49,000
Speaker 1: What having sex in a car in a first suit,

1372
01:19:50,080 --> 01:19:52,200
Speaker 1: you probably sweat your fucking balls off.

1373
01:19:52,240 --> 01:19:57,360
Speaker 3: Physically able, you have to be, not physically like just advanced.

1374
01:19:57,439 --> 01:19:59,080
Speaker 3: You have to be to be able to do something

1375
01:19:59,160 --> 01:20:02,280
Speaker 3: like that with like the gloves and like.

1376
01:20:04,040 --> 01:20:06,080
Speaker 1: It's like doing push ups with with like a weight

1377
01:20:06,120 --> 01:20:06,599
Speaker 1: on your bed.

1378
01:20:06,640 --> 01:20:08,680
Speaker 3: You're looking out of a mouth that has like a

1379
01:20:08,720 --> 01:20:13,160
Speaker 3: black mesh on it, probably and you can't see anything.

1380
01:20:13,240 --> 01:20:14,759
Speaker 9: Yeah, it just sounds absurd.

1381
01:20:14,800 --> 01:20:18,800
Speaker 3: Imagine I'm imagining it as the guy though, it's kind

1382
01:20:18,800 --> 01:20:21,960
Speaker 3: of like two glory holes having sex with each other.

1383
01:20:22,200 --> 01:20:28,479
Speaker 1: Oh wow, you're just you're right, because you're fully blocked off.

1384
01:20:29,080 --> 01:20:32,120
Speaker 1: You're like, you're just two walls. Yeah yeah, yeah, that

1385
01:20:32,200 --> 01:20:34,880
Speaker 1: are that are going at each other. Right. I've also

1386
01:20:34,960 --> 01:20:40,080
Speaker 1: heard that those costumes, like the real ones are like

1387
01:20:40,320 --> 01:20:43,559
Speaker 1: I mean people's people will drop ten geez.

1388
01:20:43,680 --> 01:20:47,680
Speaker 3: Oh yeah, they're so expensive. Oh my god, they're so expensive.

1389
01:20:48,520 --> 01:20:52,720
Speaker 1: Are you? Are you a fur suit guy?

1390
01:20:53,080 --> 01:20:56,200
Speaker 9: No? I consider myself a hurry, but I don't I

1391
01:20:56,200 --> 01:20:57,479
Speaker 9: don't have the money for the first seat.

1392
01:20:58,080 --> 01:21:03,000
Speaker 3: Oh you are a furry, but you don't have the suit, right?

1393
01:21:03,640 --> 01:21:05,080
Speaker 3: Oh okay, okay.

1394
01:21:06,160 --> 01:21:08,639
Speaker 1: What uh so? How do you how like you you're

1395
01:21:08,640 --> 01:21:11,720
Speaker 1: a phrase in you Like it's it's like mentally you're

1396
01:21:11,800 --> 01:21:14,640
Speaker 1: an animal or how does that work for you? No?

1397
01:21:14,960 --> 01:21:20,479
Speaker 9: I just I just like furry characters nice, and I.

1398
01:21:20,520 --> 01:21:26,880
Speaker 3: Like another identity, sorry, like you like to take on

1399
01:21:26,960 --> 01:21:31,080
Speaker 3: another identity other than yourself. It's the fantasy aspect of

1400
01:21:31,120 --> 01:21:32,559
Speaker 3: it like.

1401
01:21:33,240 --> 01:21:35,400
Speaker 9: That that that kind of goes along with like the

1402
01:21:36,320 --> 01:21:39,719
Speaker 9: BDSM stuff. It's like it's just role play with another person.

1403
01:21:40,520 --> 01:21:46,040
Speaker 3: Yeah. Yeah, you're you're building a scenario. Mm hmm, you're

1404
01:21:46,040 --> 01:21:48,920
Speaker 3: building a world. That's fun.

1405
01:21:49,720 --> 01:21:54,480
Speaker 1: Yeah, you should get like a what would the firstsona

1406
01:21:54,560 --> 01:21:57,200
Speaker 1: be of a dominant woman? Like a like a rhino.

1407
01:21:57,960 --> 01:22:02,160
Speaker 3: She'd be like a I don't know if i'd fuck

1408
01:22:02,160 --> 01:22:06,920
Speaker 3: a rhino. I don't know if she'd be a rhy

1409
01:22:06,960 --> 01:22:09,080
Speaker 3: I mean maybe she'd be a rhino. Fuck it, she'll

1410
01:22:09,080 --> 01:22:11,760
Speaker 3: be a rhino. But I mean whatever, dude, maybe like

1411
01:22:11,800 --> 01:22:15,439
Speaker 3: a like a horse or something. No, because you ride

1412
01:22:15,439 --> 01:22:19,760
Speaker 3: a horse. A horse is a submissive creature sometimes, but

1413
01:22:19,840 --> 01:22:25,080
Speaker 3: it's also a creature that runs wild, so to some extent,

1414
01:22:25,280 --> 01:22:27,839
Speaker 3: I don't know. They can go both ways.

1415
01:22:28,360 --> 01:22:33,360
Speaker 1: Uh yeah, I don't know, Grant, do you feel like

1416
01:22:33,360 --> 01:22:34,200
Speaker 1: this was helpful for you?

1417
01:22:37,880 --> 01:22:39,000
Speaker 9: A little bit?

1418
01:22:39,439 --> 01:22:40,160
Speaker 1: That's not good enough.

1419
01:22:40,680 --> 01:22:41,559
Speaker 3: That's good enough for me.

1420
01:22:43,120 --> 01:22:44,599
Speaker 9: I'll start a seed life account, I guess.

1421
01:22:45,120 --> 01:22:45,599
Speaker 1: Please do.

1422
01:22:50,240 --> 01:22:50,679
Speaker 9: All right?

1423
01:22:52,400 --> 01:22:55,680
Speaker 1: Have a good night, Grant you to wait? I don't know,

1424
01:22:55,720 --> 01:22:57,479
Speaker 1: like why the fun have been your name is Carlos.

1425
01:22:57,479 --> 01:22:58,400
Speaker 1: Why I've been calling you Grant?

1426
01:22:59,360 --> 01:23:02,479
Speaker 3: Maybe there's no called Grant whatever?

1427
01:23:04,000 --> 01:23:06,479
Speaker 1: By Carlos, by Carlos, love.

1428
01:23:06,320 --> 01:23:10,800
Speaker 9: You both, bye, good luck, dude.

1429
01:23:10,800 --> 01:23:11,639
Speaker 3: I have to piss.

1430
01:23:12,080 --> 01:23:14,760
Speaker 1: Go piss, really, yeah, go piss. I'll hang out. I'll

1431
01:23:14,760 --> 01:23:21,880
Speaker 1: talk to the chat. How is your bathroom break? Do

1432
01:23:21,880 --> 01:23:22,920
Speaker 1: you feel relieved?

1433
01:23:23,160 --> 01:23:25,720
Speaker 3: It was cool? I went barefoot and I stepped on

1434
01:23:25,760 --> 01:23:29,559
Speaker 3: something wet? Do you think I have athletes foot.

1435
01:23:29,560 --> 01:23:36,920
Speaker 1: Now you might have something well, I don't even know

1436
01:23:36,920 --> 01:23:37,840
Speaker 1: what athletes foot is.

1437
01:23:37,960 --> 01:23:41,559
Speaker 3: I definitely have something well, athletes foot is. Athlete's foot

1438
01:23:41,600 --> 01:23:44,960
Speaker 3: is more just like when like your feet are sweat

1439
01:23:44,960 --> 01:23:47,000
Speaker 3: it's like you got to be an athlete, but not really.

1440
01:23:47,040 --> 01:23:50,600
Speaker 3: It's like you're you like are wearing two tight of shoes.

1441
01:23:51,720 --> 01:23:54,360
Speaker 1: And you know, have you ever heard of foot in

1442
01:23:54,520 --> 01:23:56,000
Speaker 1: mouth disease?

1443
01:23:56,320 --> 01:23:57,720
Speaker 3: No, that sounds hot? What is that?

1444
01:23:57,920 --> 01:23:59,640
Speaker 1: I don't I was asking because that's something I've just

1445
01:23:59,640 --> 01:24:01,720
Speaker 1: heard of. I assume it's a disease that you get

1446
01:24:01,720 --> 01:24:05,640
Speaker 1: when you put your feet in your mouth. And then

1447
01:24:05,720 --> 01:24:08,320
Speaker 1: athlete's foot in mouth is the disease you get when

1448
01:24:08,360 --> 01:24:10,920
Speaker 1: you step in something wet in the bathroom and then

1449
01:24:10,960 --> 01:24:12,799
Speaker 1: you put your feet in your mouth.

1450
01:24:13,120 --> 01:24:15,640
Speaker 3: Okay, okay, so I could if I wanted to, I

1451
01:24:15,680 --> 01:24:18,879
Speaker 3: could have foot in mouth syndrome.

1452
01:24:19,160 --> 01:24:21,439
Speaker 1: Do you think people ever make themselves sick for fun?

1453
01:24:23,520 --> 01:24:23,600
Speaker 12: Me?

1454
01:24:25,080 --> 01:24:29,880
Speaker 1: Really? Yeah, that's gotta be someone's thing.

1455
01:24:30,520 --> 01:24:32,640
Speaker 3: Part of me likes to be sick. Absolutely. Do you

1456
01:24:32,680 --> 01:24:34,840
Speaker 3: ever get sick and you feel like.

1457
01:24:37,720 --> 01:24:39,920
Speaker 1: Yeah, you're a little you're a little high. Yeah, yeah,

1458
01:24:39,920 --> 01:24:40,280
Speaker 1: you get a.

1459
01:24:40,240 --> 01:24:42,800
Speaker 3: Little like you get a fever, like when you get

1460
01:24:42,800 --> 01:24:45,280
Speaker 3: the flu. Yeah, do you ever Well.

1461
01:24:45,200 --> 01:24:48,880
Speaker 1: It's a great excuse to not fucking do anything right, and.

1462
01:24:51,320 --> 01:24:51,720
Speaker 7: You are.

1463
01:24:52,200 --> 01:24:54,720
Speaker 3: But does it ever feel good? Like you know, when

1464
01:24:54,760 --> 01:24:56,680
Speaker 3: you're in bed and you're like out of body and

1465
01:24:56,720 --> 01:24:57,679
Speaker 3: you're like and you're.

1466
01:24:57,520 --> 01:25:00,280
Speaker 1: Like floating, there's a little bit of like restract of

1467
01:25:00,320 --> 01:25:04,040
Speaker 1: oxygen to the brain. Yeah, it does feel good. Yeah.

1468
01:25:03,520 --> 01:25:03,720
Speaker 7: Yeah.

1469
01:25:04,120 --> 01:25:05,599
Speaker 1: Are you a night quill person?

1470
01:25:05,960 --> 01:25:07,439
Speaker 3: No, I don't take any of that stuff. I think

1471
01:25:07,479 --> 01:25:09,559
Speaker 3: I'm scared of it. I think I'm scared of Nike

1472
01:25:09,640 --> 01:25:13,000
Speaker 3: will or scared of or maybe I'm not scared of well,

1473
01:25:13,080 --> 01:25:15,840
Speaker 3: night quill is always a drink thing, if you always

1474
01:25:15,880 --> 01:25:20,960
Speaker 3: drink it, Okay, No, I yeah, I think I just

1475
01:25:20,960 --> 01:25:24,799
Speaker 3: avoid anything that's like a liquid medicine. So I just don't.

1476
01:25:25,520 --> 01:25:27,639
Speaker 1: Not to try to put you on a new vice.

1477
01:25:27,720 --> 01:25:31,360
Speaker 1: But fucking Nike quill is so awesome. I've never done

1478
01:25:31,640 --> 01:25:35,160
Speaker 1: I've never done Lean before, but I have I would

1479
01:25:35,160 --> 01:25:36,160
Speaker 1: probably love it.

1480
01:25:36,200 --> 01:25:37,240
Speaker 3: Is that like baby lean.

1481
01:25:38,240 --> 01:25:41,280
Speaker 1: I Lean is just if you're done night quill is

1482
01:25:41,280 --> 01:25:44,160
Speaker 1: baby lean. Lean is just ni quill And like I

1483
01:25:44,240 --> 01:25:46,400
Speaker 1: haven't but Lean is just nicquil.

1484
01:25:46,160 --> 01:25:53,160
Speaker 3: Right, Uh, yes, it's like very strong. That's that's big boy.

1485
01:25:53,240 --> 01:25:56,200
Speaker 3: Night Quill and then night Quill is Baby.

1486
01:25:55,920 --> 01:25:58,519
Speaker 1: Lean and they put Jolly Ranchers in it.

1487
01:25:59,080 --> 01:26:01,080
Speaker 3: Yeah, and then they put your Allie Rancher's in it,

1488
01:26:01,120 --> 01:26:03,559
Speaker 3: and then they rot their teeth and then they make

1489
01:26:03,600 --> 01:26:08,080
Speaker 3: it They're embarrassing. Sorry guys, Sorry, I'm sorry. Some people

1490
01:26:08,120 --> 01:26:10,240
Speaker 3: like really really like that shit and they can't even

1491
01:26:10,280 --> 01:26:13,559
Speaker 3: help themselves, and so I understand that. So that's you know,

1492
01:26:13,920 --> 01:26:16,920
Speaker 3: no no, no judgment, but like, but.

1493
01:26:19,439 --> 01:26:20,920
Speaker 1: I don't think that. Do you think? Are you afraid

1494
01:26:20,920 --> 01:26:22,360
Speaker 1: the Lean community is gonna.

1495
01:26:22,360 --> 01:26:24,400
Speaker 3: I think that the Lean community might come after me.

1496
01:26:24,439 --> 01:26:27,360
Speaker 1: I think r slash Lean is gonna via via.

1497
01:26:27,479 --> 01:26:30,280
Speaker 3: X dot com. I think that the Lean community is

1498
01:26:30,280 --> 01:26:32,080
Speaker 3: gonna be really upset about that one.

1499
01:26:33,400 --> 01:26:36,320
Speaker 1: Well, my message to Lean community if anyone wants to

1500
01:26:36,320 --> 01:26:39,400
Speaker 1: hook me up with some free linen, I would love

1501
01:26:39,439 --> 01:26:44,479
Speaker 1: to try it. Is there any like what's left for

1502
01:26:44,520 --> 01:26:46,360
Speaker 1: you to try that you haven't tried yet?

1503
01:26:46,560 --> 01:26:48,320
Speaker 3: Why isn't your face red?

1504
01:26:49,240 --> 01:26:50,559
Speaker 1: I'm never gonna answer that question.

1505
01:26:50,560 --> 01:26:54,799
Speaker 3: Why would you do that? Why would you not answer

1506
01:26:54,800 --> 01:26:55,320
Speaker 3: that question?

1507
01:27:00,080 --> 01:27:02,640
Speaker 1: M some things in life.

1508
01:27:04,200 --> 01:27:07,080
Speaker 3: You love that you that you painted your face screen

1509
01:27:07,120 --> 01:27:10,479
Speaker 3: and you're not following the norms of how geckos should

1510
01:27:10,520 --> 01:27:12,240
Speaker 3: anatomically add up.

1511
01:27:13,200 --> 01:27:14,360
Speaker 1: I mean a normal gecko.

1512
01:27:16,760 --> 01:27:22,679
Speaker 3: You're like a You're like a you're like a fuck

1513
01:27:22,720 --> 01:27:23,840
Speaker 3: it whatever. Moving on.

1514
01:27:23,920 --> 01:27:24,360
Speaker 1: What's up?

1515
01:27:24,560 --> 01:27:26,080
Speaker 3: So what was that? What were you gonna ask me?

1516
01:27:26,640 --> 01:27:29,120
Speaker 1: Oh, if there's anything you haven't tried yet that you

1517
01:27:29,120 --> 01:27:30,320
Speaker 1: want to try in.

1518
01:27:30,320 --> 01:27:32,840
Speaker 3: General, anything that in oh, like.

1519
01:27:32,880 --> 01:27:37,439
Speaker 1: Drugs, it could the question the question was spurred by

1520
01:27:37,439 --> 01:27:39,120
Speaker 1: a by a drug thing, but it does not have

1521
01:27:39,160 --> 01:27:39,679
Speaker 1: to be a drug.

1522
01:27:40,040 --> 01:27:42,840
Speaker 3: Okay, okay, something that I want to try. I want

1523
01:27:42,880 --> 01:27:56,200
Speaker 3: to try uh uh oh, I want to go to

1524
01:27:56,240 --> 01:27:56,799
Speaker 3: a raith.

1525
01:27:57,439 --> 01:27:58,719
Speaker 1: You've never been to a raise.

1526
01:27:58,800 --> 01:27:59,840
Speaker 3: I've never been to a raid.

1527
01:28:00,040 --> 01:28:01,120
Speaker 1: I would have thought you, like.

1528
01:28:01,360 --> 01:28:04,599
Speaker 3: I seem like that, don't Yeah, yeah, no, I haven't.

1529
01:28:04,640 --> 01:28:08,200
Speaker 3: I really want to go to a rave. I want

1530
01:28:08,200 --> 01:28:10,320
Speaker 3: to be sweaty. I think I would have never done

1531
01:28:10,320 --> 01:28:13,400
Speaker 3: that in the past, just because my my I would

1532
01:28:13,439 --> 01:28:15,360
Speaker 3: like wear wigs and stuff and they there'd be like

1533
01:28:15,439 --> 01:28:18,160
Speaker 3: glue on my head and like it was gross. And

1534
01:28:18,200 --> 01:28:19,880
Speaker 3: like to be in a sweaty environment.

1535
01:28:19,960 --> 01:28:22,439
Speaker 1: I feel like you could put together like a sick

1536
01:28:22,600 --> 01:28:23,360
Speaker 1: rave outfit.

1537
01:28:23,520 --> 01:28:28,400
Speaker 3: Oh my god, yeah, yeah, it would be so chill.

1538
01:28:28,520 --> 01:28:30,160
Speaker 3: First of all, it would be I have two I

1539
01:28:30,200 --> 01:28:32,760
Speaker 3: have a couple of different outfits. My one would be

1540
01:28:32,920 --> 01:28:37,879
Speaker 3: like some regular like windbreaker pants with like the stripes

1541
01:28:37,920 --> 01:28:41,040
Speaker 3: down the side, and like a little like a tiny

1542
01:28:41,080 --> 01:28:44,040
Speaker 3: little T shirt. I'd put fake nipples under so that

1543
01:28:44,080 --> 01:28:46,759
Speaker 3: it looked like I'm my nipples are erect the whole

1544
01:28:46,840 --> 01:28:49,760
Speaker 3: night and it's hot, and I got glitter on my

1545
01:28:49,880 --> 01:28:52,720
Speaker 3: face and I have on like maybe no makeup. I

1546
01:28:52,800 --> 01:28:56,479
Speaker 3: might put on some like some mascara, but just glitter

1547
01:28:56,960 --> 01:29:03,439
Speaker 3: and then uh in like yeah, and and some sneakers.

1548
01:29:04,800 --> 01:29:06,240
Speaker 1: I feel like you, would you ever would you ever

1549
01:29:06,320 --> 01:29:09,080
Speaker 1: like are you? I know you're like experimented different genres

1550
01:29:09,080 --> 01:29:11,040
Speaker 1: we have? Would you ever do like a DJ set?

1551
01:29:11,040 --> 01:29:12,720
Speaker 1: Would you like play a rave?

1552
01:29:13,680 --> 01:29:16,519
Speaker 3: I don't know, And I honestly I think that, like

1553
01:29:16,600 --> 01:29:19,920
Speaker 3: my focus isn't very great for something like that. I

1554
01:29:19,920 --> 01:29:23,960
Speaker 3: think I'd get distracted quite easily. I can see myself

1555
01:29:24,000 --> 01:29:28,400
Speaker 3: having too much fun and then like ruining the set.

1556
01:29:29,200 --> 01:29:33,200
Speaker 1: I actually I put on a rave uh for New

1557
01:29:33,280 --> 01:29:35,160
Speaker 1: Year's this year. It was called the it was called

1558
01:29:35,160 --> 01:29:38,439
Speaker 1: the Reptile Rave. No way, it's called the Reptile Rave.

1559
01:29:38,600 --> 01:29:42,240
Speaker 1: And we got a real We got a DJ and

1560
01:29:42,280 --> 01:29:44,880
Speaker 1: I stood on stage and just did this.

1561
01:29:45,040 --> 01:29:48,280
Speaker 3: Did I hear about this? Were there like, were there

1562
01:29:48,320 --> 01:29:49,439
Speaker 3: like folks there?

1563
01:29:50,240 --> 01:29:52,400
Speaker 1: Uh, there was like one hundred. There's no it was.

1564
01:29:52,560 --> 01:29:55,360
Speaker 1: It wasn't like a I don't think I would be

1565
01:29:55,640 --> 01:29:58,280
Speaker 1: if you had heard of this, I would be extremely surprised.

1566
01:29:58,360 --> 01:30:03,559
Speaker 1: Oh okay, no is the reptile rave. Niche folks, niche folks, Okay, people,

1567
01:30:03,640 --> 01:30:06,519
Speaker 1: some people shut up in crocodile costumes. I just wanted

1568
01:30:06,560 --> 01:30:09,240
Speaker 1: to do something different. I don't even like MD, I

1569
01:30:09,240 --> 01:30:12,040
Speaker 1: don't even I don't even like a m Yeah. Yeah,

1570
01:30:12,200 --> 01:30:13,080
Speaker 1: I just thought it'd be fun.

1571
01:30:13,720 --> 01:30:16,719
Speaker 3: That's dope. I love themed parties too.

1572
01:30:17,000 --> 01:30:19,160
Speaker 1: Would you ever go? You should go to a Shrek Rave?

1573
01:30:19,200 --> 01:30:20,559
Speaker 1: That's like taken over the days.

1574
01:30:20,600 --> 01:30:23,000
Speaker 3: That's what I heard about. That mixed up with what

1575
01:30:23,040 --> 01:30:27,880
Speaker 3: you were saying. Yeah, really, Shrek Rave? What's what does

1576
01:30:27,880 --> 01:30:31,040
Speaker 3: that entail? Does everyone look like Shrek?

1577
01:30:31,840 --> 01:30:36,880
Speaker 1: I think people dress up as characters from Shrek? Okay,

1578
01:30:37,000 --> 01:30:39,400
Speaker 1: and then the DJ plays I assume I've never been,

1579
01:30:39,439 --> 01:30:42,600
Speaker 1: but I assume the DJ would play music that like

1580
01:30:42,800 --> 01:30:45,880
Speaker 1: samples shrack. I want to go, I want to go,

1581
01:30:45,920 --> 01:30:47,400
Speaker 1: I want to go. I want to get to. Two

1582
01:30:47,400 --> 01:30:49,320
Speaker 1: of my homies goes to the Three Little Pigs.

1583
01:30:50,040 --> 01:30:51,080
Speaker 3: What the fuck.

1584
01:30:52,040 --> 01:30:54,760
Speaker 1: That's amazing there's also a SpongeBob rave.

1585
01:30:56,360 --> 01:30:58,800
Speaker 3: See now I would do that. I would do that,

1586
01:30:58,840 --> 01:31:02,000
Speaker 3: but I'm all a Shrek. I get the whole Shrek thing.

1587
01:31:03,160 --> 01:31:05,920
Speaker 3: I love that. Like the producers of Shrek did not

1588
01:31:06,120 --> 01:31:06,880
Speaker 3: see that coming.

1589
01:31:06,960 --> 01:31:11,200
Speaker 1: Probably I'm surprised they haven't gotten see indeed, what is

1590
01:31:11,280 --> 01:31:12,439
Speaker 1: that desist?

1591
01:31:12,680 --> 01:31:13,120
Speaker 7: Oh?

1592
01:31:13,200 --> 01:31:15,960
Speaker 1: Yeah, Like I don't know how that works? Yeah, yeah,

1593
01:31:16,600 --> 01:31:17,520
Speaker 1: are you a SpongeBob.

1594
01:31:17,960 --> 01:31:24,240
Speaker 3: I'm a big sponger and I sponge frequently. I love

1595
01:31:25,240 --> 01:31:30,800
Speaker 3: I love SpongeBob so much. It's sad because I think

1596
01:31:31,439 --> 01:31:33,800
Speaker 3: and no offense to Like, I know it's not easy

1597
01:31:33,840 --> 01:31:35,960
Speaker 3: to make a show. This is going to seem mean,

1598
01:31:36,640 --> 01:31:42,120
Speaker 3: but like it. It's been bad since after season three,

1599
01:31:42,160 --> 01:31:45,559
Speaker 3: I think, Yeah, there's only been three good seasons of

1600
01:31:45,600 --> 01:31:49,600
Speaker 3: SpongeBob in my opinion. I think something happened obviously. Yeah,

1601
01:31:49,640 --> 01:31:53,040
Speaker 3: but I do really love SpongeBob.

1602
01:31:53,120 --> 01:31:53,320
Speaker 16: Yeah.

1603
01:31:53,360 --> 01:31:54,720
Speaker 1: Well, if so, if you were going to go to

1604
01:31:54,760 --> 01:31:56,400
Speaker 1: the SpongeBob break, what character would.

1605
01:31:56,240 --> 01:31:58,760
Speaker 3: You I would be? Well, obviously I'd be Sandy because

1606
01:31:58,800 --> 01:31:59,759
Speaker 3: I just want to be sexy.

1607
01:32:01,640 --> 01:32:05,719
Speaker 1: I I don't understand the implication that you can't be sexy.

1608
01:32:05,840 --> 01:32:11,000
Speaker 1: Is I just as like squid word or mister crabs,

1609
01:32:11,080 --> 01:32:14,800
Speaker 1: thank you. Patrick. I think you could put. You could put,

1610
01:32:14,800 --> 01:32:16,040
Speaker 1: you could pull it, you could I could be.

1611
01:32:16,040 --> 01:32:18,360
Speaker 3: A sexy Patrick. I could be a sexy Patrick. But

1612
01:32:18,400 --> 01:32:21,200
Speaker 3: I honestly Sandy because I love wearing a little tiny

1613
01:32:21,200 --> 01:32:23,360
Speaker 3: bra and then put and then.

1614
01:32:23,439 --> 01:32:27,000
Speaker 1: Wow, you know what she's She's like kind of naked

1615
01:32:27,000 --> 01:32:27,400
Speaker 1: in that hole.

1616
01:32:27,520 --> 01:32:31,679
Speaker 3: She's like totally like naked, and like she's like, yeah,

1617
01:32:31,880 --> 01:32:33,479
Speaker 3: she's got like body and everything.

1618
01:32:35,040 --> 01:32:36,639
Speaker 1: Sandy. Not really, she's a squirrel.

1619
01:32:36,680 --> 01:32:39,120
Speaker 3: I shouldn't say that we.

1620
01:32:39,080 --> 01:32:40,160
Speaker 1: Need Carlos's opinion.

1621
01:32:40,920 --> 01:32:43,559
Speaker 3: We do. We need Carlos's opinion on Sandy Cheeks.

1622
01:32:47,600 --> 01:32:49,639
Speaker 1: Have you have you ever done MDMA?

1623
01:32:50,200 --> 01:32:50,559
Speaker 3: I have?

1624
01:32:51,040 --> 01:32:53,639
Speaker 1: Do you like it? Yeah, it's the bit I want

1625
01:32:53,680 --> 01:32:56,759
Speaker 1: to do it. Last time I did it was at

1626
01:32:57,040 --> 01:32:59,960
Speaker 1: Coachella two years ago. I haven't done it since.

1627
01:33:00,880 --> 01:33:06,920
Speaker 3: Yeah, I stop doing all of that stuff way back when.

1628
01:33:07,400 --> 01:33:12,479
Speaker 3: But I've had a great experience on it, and I

1629
01:33:12,520 --> 01:33:15,040
Speaker 3: really didn't need to do it more than more than

1630
01:33:16,000 --> 01:33:18,960
Speaker 3: once or twice. I think I did it twice. I

1631
01:33:18,960 --> 01:33:22,080
Speaker 3: think I felt pretty satisfied after the second time. I

1632
01:33:22,120 --> 01:33:24,400
Speaker 3: think it's just like intense and I have so much

1633
01:33:24,520 --> 01:33:27,800
Speaker 3: like I get like overstimulated. I have a lot of

1634
01:33:27,920 --> 01:33:30,400
Speaker 3: energy and like I just don't even need it. I

1635
01:33:30,439 --> 01:33:33,000
Speaker 3: don't even need it. I think I like naturally am

1636
01:33:33,040 --> 01:33:36,639
Speaker 3: just like people like really genuinely think that I do.

1637
01:33:37,600 --> 01:33:38,120
Speaker 1: Like coke.

1638
01:33:40,120 --> 01:33:41,519
Speaker 3: People think I'm like a cokehead.

1639
01:33:42,040 --> 01:33:43,200
Speaker 1: Why do you think people think that?

1640
01:33:46,160 --> 01:33:51,240
Speaker 3: I Maybe because like I'm like I have like corny

1641
01:33:51,320 --> 01:33:55,519
Speaker 3: moments about me, Like I can be quite corny and

1642
01:33:55,640 --> 01:33:59,840
Speaker 3: like outspoken or something, or like I'm loud or something

1643
01:34:00,160 --> 01:34:02,519
Speaker 3: like I can come off very angry sometimes and like

1644
01:34:02,560 --> 01:34:06,920
Speaker 3: on live and shit like that. I think that's a

1645
01:34:06,920 --> 01:34:10,599
Speaker 3: lot of what it is. And I'm I'm just I'm

1646
01:34:10,680 --> 01:34:12,479
Speaker 3: just a goofy. I'm just a goofy guy.

1647
01:34:12,720 --> 01:34:15,400
Speaker 1: I mean, it's just it's like a it's all a character.

1648
01:34:15,800 --> 01:34:18,519
Speaker 3: Yeah. I think sometimes when I'm a goofy babe, people get,

1649
01:34:18,600 --> 01:34:21,680
Speaker 3: you know, they get uncomfortable.

1650
01:34:22,200 --> 01:34:24,519
Speaker 1: Are you like, are you or where you ever like

1651
01:34:24,560 --> 01:34:25,479
Speaker 1: a shrooms acid?

1652
01:34:25,960 --> 01:34:27,840
Speaker 3: I did? I did my share of shrooms. I did

1653
01:34:27,880 --> 01:34:30,160
Speaker 3: my acid. I quit cigarettes on acid.

1654
01:34:31,000 --> 01:34:32,880
Speaker 1: I heard it. I forget what interview, but I heard

1655
01:34:32,920 --> 01:34:40,080
Speaker 1: you tell a story about how you quit nicotine through hypnosis.

1656
01:34:40,439 --> 01:34:44,280
Speaker 3: Yeah, and I quit. I quit nicotine through hypnosis recently

1657
01:34:44,560 --> 01:34:46,720
Speaker 3: nine months ago. Eight months ago, I.

1658
01:34:46,680 --> 01:34:48,160
Speaker 1: Heard that, and I was like, fuck, I gotta check out.

1659
01:34:48,640 --> 01:34:55,880
Speaker 3: Yeah, and I have some interesting uh is it prognosis?

1660
01:34:55,920 --> 01:34:58,679
Speaker 3: I don't know words very very much, but I uh,

1661
01:34:59,080 --> 01:35:03,960
Speaker 3: I quit cigarettes. I walked in, I walked into that hypnosuccession,

1662
01:35:04,560 --> 01:35:07,760
Speaker 3: walked out of that building and didn't smoke one cigarette

1663
01:35:07,840 --> 01:35:12,080
Speaker 3: or have one nicotine vape for nine months.

1664
01:35:12,479 --> 01:35:15,559
Speaker 1: Really, what you can and can you explain what went

1665
01:35:15,600 --> 01:35:16,240
Speaker 1: on in your brain?

1666
01:35:17,880 --> 01:35:20,240
Speaker 3: I just was like, fuck, I want a cigarette so bad.

1667
01:35:20,920 --> 01:35:24,040
Speaker 3: And then I was like, I don't smoke cigarettes, but

1668
01:35:24,080 --> 01:35:29,439
Speaker 3: I'm not a smoker. I don't smoke. I don't I

1669
01:35:29,479 --> 01:35:32,559
Speaker 3: don't want a cigarette. I don't smoke, but I do

1670
01:35:32,640 --> 01:35:35,200
Speaker 3: want a cigarette, but I don't smoke. So that's what.

1671
01:35:35,320 --> 01:35:39,840
Speaker 3: There's this internal dialogue over and over and over every

1672
01:35:39,880 --> 01:35:45,160
Speaker 3: single day, and in my mind I would scream. Inside

1673
01:35:45,160 --> 01:35:48,400
Speaker 3: my head, I would go, I'm not like, I'm not

1674
01:35:48,479 --> 01:35:49,080
Speaker 3: a smoker.

1675
01:35:49,120 --> 01:35:49,880
Speaker 1: I don't smoke.

1676
01:35:50,080 --> 01:35:53,000
Speaker 3: I'm a non smoker. I don't smoke. I really like,

1677
01:35:53,360 --> 01:35:54,880
Speaker 3: I wouldn't say I don't want to smoke, but I

1678
01:35:54,920 --> 01:35:57,599
Speaker 3: would say I'm a non smoker and I don't smoke.

1679
01:35:57,760 --> 01:35:59,680
Speaker 3: And I would say it in my head over and

1680
01:35:59,760 --> 01:36:01,960
Speaker 3: over every time I thought about cigarettes.

1681
01:36:02,000 --> 01:36:03,080
Speaker 1: You make it an identity.

1682
01:36:03,360 --> 01:36:07,080
Speaker 3: Yeah, yeah, sort of, or just like I just think

1683
01:36:07,160 --> 01:36:11,160
Speaker 3: about it occupies my mind that I don't smoke cigarettes.

1684
01:36:12,160 --> 01:36:15,280
Speaker 1: I just don't. I'm trying to get on that wave

1685
01:36:15,360 --> 01:36:17,840
Speaker 1: with a I've been addicted to candy. That's like my

1686
01:36:17,960 --> 01:36:21,720
Speaker 1: vice is like candy and like sugar, and like that's

1687
01:36:21,720 --> 01:36:24,760
Speaker 1: the problem is that it's it. See the fact that

1688
01:36:24,840 --> 01:36:28,639
Speaker 1: it's cute is a problem because it's like, uh, well

1689
01:36:28,640 --> 01:36:29,080
Speaker 1: it's bad.

1690
01:36:29,439 --> 01:36:31,320
Speaker 3: Well do you like do you brush your teeth and

1691
01:36:31,360 --> 01:36:32,120
Speaker 3: everything like that?

1692
01:36:34,360 --> 01:36:40,400
Speaker 1: Sometimes and this is embarrassing to say as an adult,

1693
01:36:41,040 --> 01:36:46,280
Speaker 1: but I'll say it. Sometimes I get too lazy and

1694
01:36:46,320 --> 01:36:49,000
Speaker 1: I don't brush at night. I brush it every morning.

1695
01:36:49,200 --> 01:36:50,800
Speaker 3: You know what. I don't brush at night either. I

1696
01:36:50,840 --> 01:36:56,080
Speaker 3: never do. I don't brush at night. Ever, sometimes I

1697
01:36:56,120 --> 01:36:58,519
Speaker 3: do sometimes I like, yeah, can't.

1698
01:36:58,520 --> 01:37:02,320
Speaker 1: All right? So like you fu all right, you go out,

1699
01:37:02,840 --> 01:37:07,000
Speaker 1: you play a fucking arena show. You're you throw your

1700
01:37:07,160 --> 01:37:12,160
Speaker 1: entire life and your throw it all out on the stage.

1701
01:37:12,680 --> 01:37:17,040
Speaker 1: Yeah you're exhausted. Yeah, you have nothing left to give. Yeah,

1702
01:37:17,360 --> 01:37:19,840
Speaker 1: you're not gonna brush your fucking teeth after that? No?

1703
01:37:20,000 --> 01:37:21,800
Speaker 3: Are you kidding me? I'm not gonna brush my teeth

1704
01:37:21,800 --> 01:37:25,320
Speaker 3: after a relaxing night of Fortnite, I'm not going to

1705
01:37:25,400 --> 01:37:25,920
Speaker 3: even do it.

1706
01:37:25,960 --> 01:37:27,559
Speaker 1: Then, do you brush your teeth at all?

1707
01:37:28,640 --> 01:37:28,720
Speaker 6: No?

1708
01:37:29,520 --> 01:37:29,760
Speaker 3: Yes?

1709
01:37:29,920 --> 01:37:30,120
Speaker 1: Yeah?

1710
01:37:30,160 --> 01:37:33,599
Speaker 3: Why did I just say, though, God fucking damn it.

1711
01:37:33,800 --> 01:37:36,559
Speaker 1: Do you that the teeth?

1712
01:37:36,680 --> 01:37:39,480
Speaker 3: Look at my teeth. You have a nice teeth there, gorgeous.

1713
01:37:39,640 --> 01:37:41,479
Speaker 1: Yeah yeah, but do you brush them twice?

1714
01:37:41,840 --> 01:37:43,720
Speaker 3: And I brush my so so my thing with my

1715
01:37:43,800 --> 01:37:46,400
Speaker 3: teeth is one of my exes used to brush their

1716
01:37:46,439 --> 01:37:49,840
Speaker 3: teeth for like ten minutes straight, NonStop, and I felt

1717
01:37:49,840 --> 01:37:51,680
Speaker 3: like he had like a moral high ground over me.

1718
01:37:52,120 --> 01:37:54,320
Speaker 3: And so I started brushing my teeth for a very

1719
01:37:54,360 --> 01:37:56,840
Speaker 3: long time. And then I brushed my tongue for like

1720
01:37:56,960 --> 01:37:59,000
Speaker 3: five minutes every single day.

1721
01:37:59,160 --> 01:38:02,880
Speaker 1: Is a little it's it's weird.

1722
01:38:03,000 --> 01:38:06,439
Speaker 3: I brush the absolute fucking life out of my tongue.

1723
01:38:07,280 --> 01:38:10,679
Speaker 3: I get everything off of that thing because I'm terrified

1724
01:38:10,680 --> 01:38:13,040
Speaker 3: of bad breath. I even mentioned it when you were

1725
01:38:13,040 --> 01:38:14,160
Speaker 3: doing my makeup earlier.

1726
01:38:14,960 --> 01:38:15,320
Speaker 1: You did.

1727
01:38:15,520 --> 01:38:19,040
Speaker 3: Yeah, you didn't have, really, you swear to God.

1728
01:38:19,320 --> 01:38:19,360
Speaker 12: No.

1729
01:38:19,960 --> 01:38:20,200
Speaker 2: Cool.

1730
01:38:21,120 --> 01:38:24,080
Speaker 1: Here's the thing I wouldn't tell you if you did.

1731
01:38:24,720 --> 01:38:26,240
Speaker 3: Why am I scary?

1732
01:38:26,479 --> 01:38:26,599
Speaker 12: No?

1733
01:38:26,600 --> 01:38:29,000
Speaker 1: I don't think you're scary, but you didn't.

1734
01:38:29,400 --> 01:38:33,000
Speaker 3: Okay, okay, Well that's what that's fucked up. Though, you

1735
01:38:33,000 --> 01:38:35,799
Speaker 3: should tell me that I have might have stinky breath.

1736
01:38:36,160 --> 01:38:38,960
Speaker 1: I don't remember you. I don't think you did. Do

1737
01:38:38,960 --> 01:38:40,360
Speaker 1: you feel like you have bad breath right now?

1738
01:38:40,479 --> 01:38:45,519
Speaker 3: Well, my mouth did taste questionable earlier. And I'm not sure.

1739
01:38:45,560 --> 01:38:47,040
Speaker 1: Why did you eat anything weird?

1740
01:38:47,280 --> 01:38:49,479
Speaker 3: No, I did, well, I had wine and lemonade. But

1741
01:38:49,479 --> 01:38:50,240
Speaker 3: that's not weird.

1742
01:38:50,360 --> 01:38:53,519
Speaker 1: It's not weird at all. Yeah, you brush your teeth,

1743
01:38:53,560 --> 01:38:56,439
Speaker 1: like during the wait you had to see your ex

1744
01:38:58,080 --> 01:39:01,960
Speaker 1: like he was like posturing about how he brushed this

1745
01:39:02,040 --> 01:39:02,479
Speaker 1: to you.

1746
01:39:02,479 --> 01:39:04,280
Speaker 3: No, like he would, I mean like he would just

1747
01:39:04,400 --> 01:39:07,920
Speaker 3: be He would like do things while he's brushing his teeth,

1748
01:39:08,120 --> 01:39:10,360
Speaker 3: and he would keep his mouth closed so it wasn't

1749
01:39:10,400 --> 01:39:15,760
Speaker 3: like a mess. And he he would just like walk

1750
01:39:15,800 --> 01:39:18,000
Speaker 3: around the house with the toothbrush in his mouth and

1751
01:39:18,080 --> 01:39:20,160
Speaker 3: just like sit with it and like lay down with

1752
01:39:20,240 --> 01:39:23,240
Speaker 3: it in bed with the toothbrush in his mouth. And

1753
01:39:23,320 --> 01:39:26,760
Speaker 3: so I would look at that and go, fuck, I've

1754
01:39:26,760 --> 01:39:28,760
Speaker 3: got to get my shit together. And so I got

1755
01:39:28,800 --> 01:39:34,120
Speaker 3: veneers and I started brushing my teeth like religiously ten

1756
01:39:34,160 --> 01:39:36,840
Speaker 3: minutes at a time, whatever, six minutes or something like that.

1757
01:39:36,960 --> 01:39:37,320
Speaker 1: Not ten.

1758
01:39:37,400 --> 01:39:39,840
Speaker 3: Ten is ten is insane.

1759
01:39:39,360 --> 01:39:44,680
Speaker 1: But you know, all right, let's get into this flossing.

1760
01:39:45,240 --> 01:39:47,080
Speaker 3: I don't do that. And I want me to tell

1761
01:39:47,080 --> 01:39:49,240
Speaker 3: you something right now. I went to the dentist the

1762
01:39:49,280 --> 01:39:51,320
Speaker 3: other day for a cleaning and they said, do you floss?

1763
01:39:51,320 --> 01:39:53,680
Speaker 3: And I went no, And I was like all like,

1764
01:39:53,800 --> 01:39:56,960
Speaker 3: you know, shy about it and guilty and then and

1765
01:39:57,160 --> 01:39:59,839
Speaker 3: she was like, you're good, You're fine.

1766
01:40:00,640 --> 01:40:02,960
Speaker 1: You don't have to like you're the dentist told you that.

1767
01:40:03,080 --> 01:40:05,439
Speaker 1: My one. It's so I never had a dentist in

1768
01:40:05,479 --> 01:40:06,120
Speaker 1: my fucking life.

1769
01:40:06,120 --> 01:40:08,960
Speaker 3: Tomy, not my dentist, but the what's the other the

1770
01:40:09,000 --> 01:40:09,920
Speaker 3: person that helps the.

1771
01:40:09,920 --> 01:40:11,640
Speaker 1: Dentist, dental assistant.

1772
01:40:11,320 --> 01:40:13,080
Speaker 3: Dental assistant or dentist.

1773
01:40:13,560 --> 01:40:16,000
Speaker 1: Fuck it wait, okay, here's that If the dental assistant

1774
01:40:16,000 --> 01:40:18,000
Speaker 1: says you're gonna be fine and then the dentist says

1775
01:40:18,000 --> 01:40:18,800
Speaker 1: you got a flaws.

1776
01:40:19,000 --> 01:40:21,719
Speaker 3: No, the dentist didn't even say that. He didn't even

1777
01:40:21,800 --> 01:40:23,760
Speaker 3: like like say, hey, make sure you folost when you go,

1778
01:40:23,960 --> 01:40:25,960
Speaker 3: like they'd like they were just like just brush your

1779
01:40:26,000 --> 01:40:28,160
Speaker 3: teeth and like get in there and like once it's smooth,

1780
01:40:28,200 --> 01:40:28,559
Speaker 3: you're good.

1781
01:40:28,720 --> 01:40:30,040
Speaker 1: I don't know if you feel like that every time

1782
01:40:30,080 --> 01:40:32,040
Speaker 1: I go to a dentist, even a doctor. I feel

1783
01:40:32,040 --> 01:40:34,559
Speaker 1: like I'm like talking to the assistance. The assistants doing

1784
01:40:34,680 --> 01:40:37,240
Speaker 1: ninety seven percent of the work, and the doctor or

1785
01:40:37,240 --> 01:40:38,439
Speaker 1: the dentist comes in, looks at.

1786
01:40:38,360 --> 01:40:40,640
Speaker 3: The teesser quick and just dip yeah, yeah, yeah.

1787
01:40:40,439 --> 01:40:42,640
Speaker 1: Fuck is that ship? Yeah, you're the dentist. Shouldn't you

1788
01:40:42,640 --> 01:40:43,200
Speaker 1: be doing most of it?

1789
01:40:43,240 --> 01:40:45,679
Speaker 3: I think that the dentists in a in a way

1790
01:40:45,760 --> 01:40:49,200
Speaker 3: is like a They're like a surgeon almost like they're

1791
01:40:49,280 --> 01:40:54,320
Speaker 3: like doing the real the real deal, like getting in

1792
01:40:54,360 --> 01:40:58,160
Speaker 3: there and taking those what is that called the root canal,

1793
01:40:58,439 --> 01:41:02,839
Speaker 3: taking those things out your teeth and redoing your teeth

1794
01:41:02,880 --> 01:41:07,520
Speaker 3: and opening them up and splasting them with crazy.

1795
01:41:07,120 --> 01:41:11,120
Speaker 1: Shit you ever? Have you ever? I think they're called

1796
01:41:11,160 --> 01:41:13,160
Speaker 1: tooth tunes. Do you know what I'm talking about?

1797
01:41:13,280 --> 01:41:13,479
Speaker 3: Yeah?

1798
01:41:13,479 --> 01:41:15,720
Speaker 1: I remember the things that like they would uh it

1799
01:41:15,720 --> 01:41:17,360
Speaker 1: would play like a Justin Bieber.

1800
01:41:17,120 --> 01:41:20,120
Speaker 3: Song like very y two K, very early, very much, and.

1801
01:41:20,160 --> 01:41:23,639
Speaker 1: It would like, uh, play for two because you're you're

1802
01:41:23,680 --> 01:41:26,799
Speaker 1: apparently supposed to brush your teeth for two whole minutes.

1803
01:41:26,840 --> 01:41:29,000
Speaker 1: Now that another thing I'll admit, And I brush my

1804
01:41:29,040 --> 01:41:32,680
Speaker 1: teeth every day at least once I don't do it.

1805
01:41:32,760 --> 01:41:35,519
Speaker 1: Do you know how long two minutes is it's pretty long.

1806
01:41:35,720 --> 01:41:38,640
Speaker 3: It's not long. You have to What you do is

1807
01:41:38,680 --> 01:41:42,000
Speaker 3: you take so you need like a laptop or something,

1808
01:41:42,280 --> 01:41:44,920
Speaker 3: and then you just like put on music and then

1809
01:41:44,960 --> 01:41:48,280
Speaker 3: you just like daydream while you tooth, while you brush

1810
01:41:48,280 --> 01:41:49,080
Speaker 3: your teeth.

1811
01:41:48,840 --> 01:41:51,040
Speaker 1: You daydream. What do you dream about when you brush

1812
01:41:51,080 --> 01:42:02,040
Speaker 1: your teeth? Is this? I'm thinking face or I don't

1813
01:42:02,080 --> 01:42:04,400
Speaker 1: know if I want to say it face men.

1814
01:42:05,720 --> 01:42:08,840
Speaker 3: My voice cracked when I said that.

1815
01:42:08,840 --> 01:42:12,400
Speaker 1: That's that's really sweet. Men you dream about men when

1816
01:42:12,439 --> 01:42:16,680
Speaker 1: you brush your teeth? Yeah, sometimes that's really sweet. Sometimes

1817
01:42:17,000 --> 01:42:21,200
Speaker 1: that's really nice. That would be this if somebody how much.

1818
01:42:21,120 --> 01:42:23,080
Speaker 3: They annoy me, how much they want, how much they

1819
01:42:23,080 --> 01:42:23,519
Speaker 3: annoy me?

1820
01:42:24,120 --> 01:42:25,040
Speaker 1: Why do men annoy you?

1821
01:42:26,640 --> 01:42:30,280
Speaker 3: I don't know, It's like, why why they annoy anyone?

1822
01:42:31,960 --> 01:42:35,559
Speaker 3: I love men? I'm sorry, I'm just kidding. Woo on.

1823
01:42:35,600 --> 01:42:36,600
Speaker 3: What were you going to say? What were you going

1824
01:42:36,680 --> 01:42:37,080
Speaker 3: to say?

1825
01:42:37,600 --> 01:42:39,479
Speaker 1: What was I going to say? I was going to say,

1826
01:42:39,479 --> 01:42:41,240
Speaker 1: if somebody told me they were thinking about me while

1827
01:42:41,240 --> 01:42:46,960
Speaker 1: brushing their teeth, I would be flattered. Yeah, But if

1828
01:42:46,960 --> 01:42:49,960
Speaker 1: they were, if somebody told me they were rushing their teeth,

1829
01:42:50,120 --> 01:42:51,479
Speaker 1: think about how annoying I was.

1830
01:42:52,200 --> 01:42:57,080
Speaker 3: Yeah. You think about life and you think about what

1831
01:42:57,120 --> 01:42:58,840
Speaker 3: you want. When you brush your teeth, it's like right

1832
01:42:58,880 --> 01:43:02,000
Speaker 3: before you fall asleep, So you lay in bed and

1833
01:43:02,040 --> 01:43:05,439
Speaker 3: you think about a thing, and then you slowly fall asleep.

1834
01:43:06,280 --> 01:43:08,000
Speaker 3: It's like the same with brushing your teeth.

1835
01:43:08,520 --> 01:43:09,880
Speaker 1: You do it for a full two minutes.

1836
01:43:09,920 --> 01:43:10,960
Speaker 3: What do you do in the shower?

1837
01:43:11,439 --> 01:43:12,479
Speaker 1: What do I do in the shower?

1838
01:43:12,680 --> 01:43:15,519
Speaker 3: Yeah, like when you shower, like, oh, you know what

1839
01:43:15,600 --> 01:43:17,000
Speaker 3: I do in the shit?

1840
01:43:18,720 --> 01:43:21,599
Speaker 1: I don't have a shower right now where I can

1841
01:43:21,640 --> 01:43:26,400
Speaker 1: do this, But normally I sit down. Really I every

1842
01:43:26,439 --> 01:43:29,240
Speaker 1: time I can, I will sit down in the shower

1843
01:43:29,240 --> 01:43:32,000
Speaker 1: and I'll let the water pour over me and it'll

1844
01:43:32,040 --> 01:43:34,200
Speaker 1: just be like a it's very meditative. Do you not

1845
01:43:34,240 --> 01:43:35,160
Speaker 1: sit down in the shower?

1846
01:43:35,680 --> 01:43:39,960
Speaker 3: I don't because it's different when there's like balls, nothing

1847
01:43:40,000 --> 01:43:43,320
Speaker 3: can get into your balls because there's no like hole there,

1848
01:43:43,880 --> 01:43:45,760
Speaker 3: like if you I don't have balls, So like if

1849
01:43:45,800 --> 01:43:46,679
Speaker 3: I sit if.

1850
01:43:46,600 --> 01:43:48,720
Speaker 1: You're afraid, if you sit down in the shower.

1851
01:43:48,520 --> 01:43:50,000
Speaker 3: I'm getting athletes pussy.

1852
01:43:50,160 --> 01:43:54,760
Speaker 1: You're getting athletes pussy. So I can't. I can't sit

1853
01:43:54,920 --> 01:43:59,200
Speaker 1: on the Can you get a vaginal infection from sitting down?

1854
01:44:00,040 --> 01:44:01,840
Speaker 3: Absolutely absolutely?

1855
01:44:02,560 --> 01:44:03,120
Speaker 1: In a tub?

1856
01:44:03,160 --> 01:44:03,759
Speaker 3: In a tub?

1857
01:44:03,960 --> 01:44:06,479
Speaker 1: Yeah? Well, I mean like if you're at home, right

1858
01:44:06,560 --> 01:44:08,960
Speaker 1: and you have a trusted tub, but that you know

1859
01:44:09,080 --> 01:44:11,479
Speaker 1: does not have any vagina back.

1860
01:44:11,560 --> 01:44:13,880
Speaker 3: Well, that's different. That's different. If it's a tub. Some

1861
01:44:14,000 --> 01:44:18,800
Speaker 3: showers have like a bench in it, and something about

1862
01:44:18,840 --> 01:44:22,439
Speaker 3: that puts me off. I don't like the vibe of, like,

1863
01:44:22,960 --> 01:44:24,040
Speaker 3: seat in the shower.

1864
01:44:24,120 --> 01:44:25,360
Speaker 1: You're afraid you're going to catch something.

1865
01:44:25,360 --> 01:44:27,800
Speaker 3: I'd rather sit down on the ground, which would be

1866
01:44:27,840 --> 01:44:31,080
Speaker 3: the tub. I'd rather be like this because then you

1867
01:44:31,080 --> 01:44:33,080
Speaker 3: see I'm angled in such a way.

1868
01:44:34,120 --> 01:44:36,400
Speaker 1: You're you're like cradling yourself.

1869
01:44:36,240 --> 01:44:38,240
Speaker 3: Right, And that's me in the shower.

1870
01:44:38,479 --> 01:44:41,519
Speaker 1: I wonder sometimes if it's a like is that like

1871
01:44:41,520 --> 01:44:43,720
Speaker 1: a depressed person thing to do to sit down in

1872
01:44:43,760 --> 01:44:44,280
Speaker 1: the shower?

1873
01:44:44,439 --> 01:44:46,439
Speaker 3: You think that it is, But really it's just like

1874
01:44:46,520 --> 01:44:48,840
Speaker 3: quite a nice feeling to like be. It's almost like

1875
01:44:48,880 --> 01:44:52,200
Speaker 3: there's rain. Yeah, it feels rain like it's like a

1876
01:44:52,240 --> 01:44:59,120
Speaker 3: simulation of rain. Yeah, it's sad, but it's cool. It's fine.

1877
01:44:59,320 --> 01:45:01,040
Speaker 1: Do you ever you're a pee in the shower?

1878
01:45:01,439 --> 01:45:04,000
Speaker 3: Absolutely all the time. I pass on my legs every day.

1879
01:45:04,200 --> 01:45:04,800
Speaker 1: Yeah, me too.

1880
01:45:05,560 --> 01:45:08,400
Speaker 3: Yeah. Do you ever feel guilty? Like why am I

1881
01:45:08,439 --> 01:45:09,880
Speaker 3: doing this? This is a bad thing to do?

1882
01:45:09,920 --> 01:45:11,800
Speaker 1: I should I feel guilty if I like, like, if

1883
01:45:11,800 --> 01:45:13,400
Speaker 1: I'm staying at a friend's house and I piss in

1884
01:45:13,400 --> 01:45:14,439
Speaker 1: the shower, I feel guilty.

1885
01:45:14,600 --> 01:45:20,680
Speaker 3: Really yeah, I don't. Does that say something about me?

1886
01:45:20,880 --> 01:45:20,920
Speaker 12: It?

1887
01:45:21,000 --> 01:45:22,799
Speaker 3: Does that mean that I'm like a bad person?

1888
01:45:23,360 --> 01:45:26,000
Speaker 1: I mean, if I had a friend, probably if I

1889
01:45:26,080 --> 01:45:30,120
Speaker 1: like any of my anyone who anyone who wants to

1890
01:45:30,320 --> 01:45:31,880
Speaker 1: can piss in my shower. I don't care.

1891
01:45:32,080 --> 01:45:33,920
Speaker 3: Yeah, that's why I wouldn't care if somebody peed in

1892
01:45:33,960 --> 01:45:34,559
Speaker 3: my shower.

1893
01:45:35,160 --> 01:45:38,000
Speaker 1: I had a guy call into the show once who

1894
01:45:38,160 --> 01:45:42,880
Speaker 1: said that. He he said, I pee in the shower,

1895
01:45:43,320 --> 01:45:44,920
Speaker 1: but I know everyone pees in the shower, but my

1896
01:45:45,040 --> 01:45:49,240
Speaker 1: thing is I only pee in the shower. Like like

1897
01:45:49,320 --> 01:45:53,240
Speaker 1: he'll like if he's like at someone's house, he holds

1898
01:45:53,280 --> 01:45:55,360
Speaker 1: it no no, no, no, Like like like if he's at

1899
01:45:55,360 --> 01:45:58,519
Speaker 1: someone's house and he's like, a hold on, I have

1900
01:45:58,600 --> 01:46:01,240
Speaker 1: to go to the bathroom. He goes to the bathroom,

1901
01:46:01,280 --> 01:46:02,560
Speaker 1: A piece in the shower.

1902
01:46:02,320 --> 01:46:03,400
Speaker 3: Would do that.

1903
01:46:03,640 --> 01:46:04,799
Speaker 1: I don't have no idea.

1904
01:46:05,200 --> 01:46:07,760
Speaker 3: He definitely should be calling you about that issue, because

1905
01:46:07,760 --> 01:46:08,839
Speaker 3: that's that's an issue.

1906
01:46:09,080 --> 01:46:11,559
Speaker 1: I don't know what I told him, but uh, yeah,

1907
01:46:11,600 --> 01:46:13,880
Speaker 1: I think I've started peeing the shower every time I

1908
01:46:14,160 --> 01:46:14,839
Speaker 1: take a shower.

1909
01:46:14,960 --> 01:46:16,000
Speaker 3: Yeah, you should.

1910
01:46:16,200 --> 01:46:19,720
Speaker 1: But then but then I'll be in the shower and

1911
01:46:19,760 --> 01:46:21,519
Speaker 1: then I sit down in the shower and I'm like,

1912
01:46:21,600 --> 01:46:23,000
Speaker 1: wait a minute, I'm sitting you pissed?

1913
01:46:23,040 --> 01:46:26,559
Speaker 3: Then you sit down immediately after? Or do you wait

1914
01:46:26,600 --> 01:46:27,879
Speaker 3: for the yellow to disappear?

1915
01:46:27,960 --> 01:46:29,320
Speaker 1: I wait for the yellow to disappear?

1916
01:46:29,400 --> 01:46:29,799
Speaker 3: Okay?

1917
01:46:29,840 --> 01:46:33,360
Speaker 1: Sometimes yeah, I'm gonna get like I'm gonna get out.

1918
01:46:33,439 --> 01:46:37,920
Speaker 1: Sometimes I'm gonna get athletes butthole athletes balls.

1919
01:46:38,160 --> 01:46:39,920
Speaker 3: You can't get infection in your booty ho it's a

1920
01:46:39,960 --> 01:46:43,160
Speaker 3: booty hole. You haven't seen that movie?

1921
01:46:43,840 --> 01:46:44,680
Speaker 1: Like, No, what movie is that?

1922
01:46:45,160 --> 01:46:50,800
Speaker 3: It's with Tiffany Hattish and uh and Jada Pinkett Smith.

1923
01:46:51,000 --> 01:46:52,960
Speaker 1: Is that there's no I feel like there's no science

1924
01:46:53,000 --> 01:46:53,200
Speaker 1: to them.

1925
01:46:53,400 --> 01:47:00,479
Speaker 3: Is it called girl? It's called Ladies Having Fun. I

1926
01:47:00,479 --> 01:47:02,799
Speaker 3: don't know what it's called, but the movie is Ladies

1927
01:47:02,840 --> 01:47:03,320
Speaker 3: having Fun.

1928
01:47:03,600 --> 01:47:05,559
Speaker 1: You can get all kinds of infections in your butthole.

1929
01:47:07,240 --> 01:47:11,519
Speaker 3: No, you can't google it right now? No, you can't google.

1930
01:47:11,560 --> 01:47:13,040
Speaker 3: Can you get an infection in your asshole?

1931
01:47:13,040 --> 01:47:18,280
Speaker 1: All right, I'm gonna actually do that. Can you get

1932
01:47:19,439 --> 01:47:35,800
Speaker 1: an infection in your asshole? Anal yeast infections are a

1933
01:47:35,960 --> 01:47:42,880
Speaker 1: common fungal inaction caused by a yeast called I should.

1934
01:47:42,560 --> 01:47:44,679
Speaker 3: Have been had that at one point in my life.

1935
01:47:44,720 --> 01:47:45,680
Speaker 3: I have not gotten that.

1936
01:47:45,960 --> 01:47:47,640
Speaker 1: Sorry to Tiffany Hattish.

1937
01:47:47,840 --> 01:47:55,520
Speaker 3: Intense itching sensation around your anu is called oh paritis Annie.

1938
01:47:55,920 --> 01:48:01,000
Speaker 1: But don't be alarmed. Treatments and they have anti fungal creams, ointments, suppositories,

1939
01:48:01,760 --> 01:48:05,080
Speaker 1: and you can prevent anal yeast infect this. I don't

1940
01:48:05,120 --> 01:48:07,720
Speaker 1: know why they wrote this. This is redundant. They said

1941
01:48:07,760 --> 01:48:13,640
Speaker 1: you can prevent anal yeast infections by keeping your purreianal

1942
01:48:14,280 --> 01:48:17,920
Speaker 1: area clean and dry, which probably includes not sitting and

1943
01:48:18,000 --> 01:48:20,280
Speaker 1: piss Yeah.

1944
01:48:20,360 --> 01:48:27,000
Speaker 3: Probably, but but but I'm not a doctor. But that's bullshit.

1945
01:48:27,160 --> 01:48:32,200
Speaker 3: You cannot get an infection in your asshole. I don't

1946
01:48:32,200 --> 01:48:33,160
Speaker 3: care what Google says.

1947
01:48:35,960 --> 01:48:37,080
Speaker 1: Hey, you want to take a phone call?

1948
01:48:37,320 --> 01:48:37,519
Speaker 4: Yeah?

1949
01:48:37,560 --> 01:48:46,000
Speaker 3: Yeah, ooh is any is anything standing out to you? Yeah?

1950
01:48:46,080 --> 01:48:48,519
Speaker 1: I kind of like Marco Marco. Let's talk to Marco

1951
01:48:49,479 --> 01:48:51,040
Speaker 1: Marco Marco.

1952
01:48:51,880 --> 01:48:57,240
Speaker 3: Yes, Hi, what's that baby?

1953
01:48:58,360 --> 01:48:58,519
Speaker 11: Oh?

1954
01:48:59,320 --> 01:49:02,280
Speaker 12: Not not my not much. I actually just uh, I

1955
01:49:02,400 --> 01:49:04,320
Speaker 12: just got done closing the store of my words.

1956
01:49:04,400 --> 01:49:07,400
Speaker 1: So all right, what's up?

1957
01:49:07,439 --> 01:49:07,599
Speaker 12: Man?

1958
01:49:07,640 --> 01:49:10,360
Speaker 1: Has life? Oh?

1959
01:49:10,560 --> 01:49:13,400
Speaker 12: Not too bad? Pretty good so far? Pretty chill? You

1960
01:49:13,439 --> 01:49:17,600
Speaker 12: know a vibean here, you know, chilling? Depressed.

1961
01:49:18,880 --> 01:49:20,799
Speaker 1: Yeah, depressed.

1962
01:49:21,240 --> 01:49:25,160
Speaker 12: I'm just kidious no, my mom al right, just a

1963
01:49:25,160 --> 01:49:28,599
Speaker 12: lot of stuff happening home life. But you know, things

1964
01:49:28,600 --> 01:49:30,120
Speaker 12: are going pretty okay so far.

1965
01:49:30,000 --> 01:49:34,960
Speaker 1: Though, can we Well, I guess I'll let you say

1966
01:49:34,960 --> 01:49:36,439
Speaker 1: it in your own words. What is it that you

1967
01:49:36,479 --> 01:49:38,759
Speaker 1: wanted to to to talk about with us today, Marco?

1968
01:49:40,520 --> 01:49:45,439
Speaker 12: Okay, so I was talking to I actually want to

1969
01:49:45,439 --> 01:49:47,720
Speaker 12: talk about it, Uh, something with one of my best

1970
01:49:47,760 --> 01:49:50,639
Speaker 12: friends I have done, uh, one of my best friends.

1971
01:49:50,800 --> 01:49:55,960
Speaker 12: I still talk to him to this day, but he actually, uh,

1972
01:49:56,920 --> 01:50:01,360
Speaker 12: we actually did stuff together, you know, like you know

1973
01:50:01,439 --> 01:50:04,479
Speaker 12: right now, I'm a I'm a I'm a I'm a

1974
01:50:04,520 --> 01:50:09,439
Speaker 12: straight man. You know, I'm a straight young man, and

1975
01:50:09,600 --> 01:50:13,880
Speaker 12: uh I have a girlfriend now, but I have a

1976
01:50:13,880 --> 01:50:17,479
Speaker 12: best friend that you know, me and him did stuff together.

1977
01:50:17,880 --> 01:50:21,800
Speaker 12: You know a couple of times, you know, I know

1978
01:50:21,840 --> 01:50:24,080
Speaker 12: there are times whenever he would grab my crotch and

1979
01:50:24,080 --> 01:50:27,479
Speaker 12: in the middle of the smith's store, there are times

1980
01:50:27,920 --> 01:50:33,439
Speaker 12: she would There was a time, yeah, yeah, there's there's

1981
01:50:33,479 --> 01:50:35,200
Speaker 12: a time whenever he was.

1982
01:50:35,160 --> 01:50:38,519
Speaker 9: A we were what was it.

1983
01:50:38,400 --> 01:50:40,839
Speaker 12: We were we were in a row. We were driving

1984
01:50:40,840 --> 01:50:43,880
Speaker 12: in his car one time and then out of nowhere. Uh,

1985
01:50:44,840 --> 01:50:46,479
Speaker 12: he was just kind of the crouch again and he

1986
01:50:46,600 --> 01:50:49,000
Speaker 12: was like, oh, your balls are so full, Oh my god,

1987
01:50:49,439 --> 01:50:51,920
Speaker 12: oh you're he was like, and I was just like,

1988
01:50:52,320 --> 01:50:54,839
Speaker 12: I kind of was just like, oh, okay, like normally

1989
01:50:54,880 --> 01:51:01,040
Speaker 12: I don't normally even dances like that. But but but I.

1990
01:51:04,360 --> 01:51:06,960
Speaker 1: Cool, man, you didn't want to hear the end of

1991
01:51:06,960 --> 01:51:07,479
Speaker 1: that story.

1992
01:51:07,640 --> 01:51:10,920
Speaker 3: If he really wanted to discuss that issue, he would

1993
01:51:10,960 --> 01:51:13,280
Speaker 3: have not described how full his balls were.

1994
01:51:13,840 --> 01:51:15,680
Speaker 1: He wasn't describing how full his balls, or he was

1995
01:51:15,720 --> 01:51:17,679
Speaker 1: describing somebody else describing how full.

1996
01:51:17,920 --> 01:51:21,000
Speaker 3: Well, right, no, but like whatever, still like he would have.

1997
01:51:21,640 --> 01:51:23,719
Speaker 3: I don't know. Maybe I'm more of like a reserved

1998
01:51:24,200 --> 01:51:28,880
Speaker 3: person sometimes, but I think he would have maybe gone

1999
01:51:28,920 --> 01:51:31,280
Speaker 3: about that differently if he was being dead ass serious.

2000
01:51:31,439 --> 01:51:32,920
Speaker 1: Do you think he was wait, do you like I

2001
01:51:32,960 --> 01:51:34,479
Speaker 1: think he was like? Do you I think he was

2002
01:51:34,479 --> 01:51:36,080
Speaker 1: playing it up? Or you think he was a straight line?

2003
01:51:36,160 --> 01:51:38,559
Speaker 3: I think he was fucking around or he was getting

2004
01:51:38,560 --> 01:51:40,760
Speaker 3: off on like telling us this publicly?

2005
01:51:40,960 --> 01:51:41,640
Speaker 1: Really you think? So?

2006
01:51:42,000 --> 01:51:44,520
Speaker 3: Yeah, a little bit, I don't.

2007
01:51:44,920 --> 01:51:47,200
Speaker 1: I want to respectfully disagree. I don't think he was

2008
01:51:47,240 --> 01:51:47,759
Speaker 1: doing that.

2009
01:51:47,760 --> 01:51:49,040
Speaker 3: That's fine, that's fine.

2010
01:51:48,840 --> 01:51:52,800
Speaker 1: But but you do you have I've I've relinquished upon

2011
01:51:52,840 --> 01:51:54,679
Speaker 1: you ultimate skipping power, dude.

2012
01:51:54,439 --> 01:51:57,200
Speaker 3: I don't I don't know, I don't know something about it,

2013
01:51:57,280 --> 01:51:59,479
Speaker 3: just being like yeah. And then he grabbed my nuts

2014
01:51:59,520 --> 01:52:05,880
Speaker 3: and he was like, fuck, your balls are so something

2015
01:52:05,920 --> 01:52:06,360
Speaker 3: about that?

2016
01:52:06,720 --> 01:52:09,920
Speaker 1: Does anything else anything else around here? Look? Look, look,

2017
01:52:10,080 --> 01:52:10,679
Speaker 1: look excited.

2018
01:52:12,040 --> 01:52:13,040
Speaker 3: Yeah, let me see.

2019
01:52:14,760 --> 01:52:14,920
Speaker 12: Hit.

2020
01:52:16,400 --> 01:52:25,480
Speaker 3: Wait mm hmmm.

2021
01:52:30,720 --> 01:52:42,880
Speaker 15: Uhh I kind of up up up, kind.

2022
01:52:43,000 --> 01:52:46,360
Speaker 3: Kind of cryan.

2023
01:52:48,720 --> 01:52:58,000
Speaker 1: Yeah, okay, cool, Let's talk to Ryan. Hello, Hello, Hi Ryan, Hello,

2024
01:52:58,200 --> 01:52:59,759
Speaker 1: what's up? Brian? Would you want to talk about today?

2025
01:53:00,400 --> 01:53:00,720
Speaker 12: What's not?

2026
01:53:01,120 --> 01:53:01,360
Speaker 6: Wow?

2027
01:53:01,479 --> 01:53:08,479
Speaker 7: I can't believe I'm on Wow, what's up? I guess,

2028
01:53:08,520 --> 01:53:14,920
Speaker 7: I told the screener. Uh yeah, yeah, I'm really nervous

2029
01:53:14,960 --> 01:53:15,240
Speaker 7: right now.

2030
01:53:17,200 --> 01:53:20,800
Speaker 3: If you don't feel comfortable doing it, don't, don't worry

2031
01:53:20,840 --> 01:53:24,000
Speaker 3: about it. Oh take your time.

2032
01:53:27,720 --> 01:53:33,960
Speaker 7: So oh yeah, so I guess, yeah, I get. I

2033
01:53:34,000 --> 01:53:37,320
Speaker 7: wanted to talk about like a couple of years ago,

2034
01:53:38,680 --> 01:53:49,280
Speaker 7: my dad died. I don't know why, but so, and

2035
01:53:49,360 --> 01:53:54,360
Speaker 7: I've been like doing really well since. And it's just interesting,

2036
01:53:54,920 --> 01:53:58,880
Speaker 7: Like I think about like a lot of people I

2037
01:53:58,920 --> 01:54:01,360
Speaker 7: know are like some people I know who were in

2038
01:54:01,720 --> 01:54:05,880
Speaker 7: they're like when of their parents passed away, they kind

2039
01:54:05,920 --> 01:54:10,920
Speaker 7: of like went into like a like a dark thing.

2040
01:54:12,040 --> 01:54:16,240
Speaker 7: But I'm like it's happened to me, like it's happened

2041
01:54:16,280 --> 01:54:19,360
Speaker 7: in my life now, and I'm like, I kind of

2042
01:54:19,400 --> 01:54:23,479
Speaker 7: just kind of just chilling. I know, I just thought

2043
01:54:23,479 --> 01:54:24,160
Speaker 7: it wasn't chilling.

2044
01:54:25,160 --> 01:54:27,080
Speaker 1: M hmm was it?

2045
01:54:27,120 --> 01:54:29,840
Speaker 3: And is there anything that you wanted to talk about

2046
01:54:29,880 --> 01:54:34,040
Speaker 3: regarding because I I it said that, pull that up

2047
01:54:35,840 --> 01:54:37,960
Speaker 3: something about your cousins or.

2048
01:54:41,040 --> 01:54:45,640
Speaker 1: Or I think the wrong one. Yeah, this is this

2049
01:54:45,720 --> 01:54:46,200
Speaker 1: is what he said.

2050
01:54:46,240 --> 01:54:51,320
Speaker 3: Oh I see, I see Okay, okay, okay, okay, sorry

2051
01:54:51,360 --> 01:54:55,520
Speaker 3: my my my eyesight is kind of fucked.

2052
01:54:55,800 --> 01:54:55,920
Speaker 12: Well.

2053
01:54:55,960 --> 01:54:58,920
Speaker 1: I guess I'll ask you this, Ryan, why do you

2054
01:54:58,920 --> 01:55:01,080
Speaker 1: feel like you're chilling so hard? Why do you feel

2055
01:55:01,080 --> 01:55:04,720
Speaker 1: like you're feeling feeling good? There's nothing wrong with feeling good.

2056
01:55:04,760 --> 01:55:06,720
Speaker 3: I don't think do you feel do you feel bad

2057
01:55:06,760 --> 01:55:07,480
Speaker 3: for feeling good?

2058
01:55:07,680 --> 01:55:08,600
Speaker 1: Yeah, that's a good question.

2059
01:55:12,080 --> 01:55:16,200
Speaker 7: I've thought about that a little bit. Like Yeah, but

2060
01:55:16,240 --> 01:55:18,280
Speaker 7: like I guess, like I said, like, I've been around

2061
01:55:18,360 --> 01:55:22,360
Speaker 7: some people and they're like, you know, like their dad

2062
01:55:22,600 --> 01:55:26,280
Speaker 7: passed away and like he was like someone I used

2063
01:55:26,280 --> 01:55:30,280
Speaker 7: to know. Yeah, and yeah, it like it like really

2064
01:55:31,160 --> 01:55:38,720
Speaker 7: fucked him up, like obviously, yeah, yeah, and it's I

2065
01:55:38,800 --> 01:55:44,920
Speaker 7: guess it's just interesting thinking about like someone else going

2066
01:55:44,960 --> 01:55:47,760
Speaker 7: through that and witnessing it and obviously like being there

2067
01:55:47,840 --> 01:55:53,040
Speaker 7: for him and you know, yeah, yeah, it's just it's

2068
01:55:53,080 --> 01:55:56,800
Speaker 7: just interesting, like what's up.

2069
01:55:57,560 --> 01:55:59,400
Speaker 3: Sorry, I was just I was saying that there's a

2070
01:55:59,400 --> 01:56:05,320
Speaker 3: lot of feeling that come with with something that uh

2071
01:56:05,760 --> 01:56:12,720
Speaker 3: kind of that big you know, so I think, yeah,

2072
01:56:12,960 --> 01:56:16,680
Speaker 3: you know, I haven't had that hasn't happened to me,

2073
01:56:16,840 --> 01:56:22,560
Speaker 3: but I yeah, I mean it's it's it's valid and

2074
01:56:22,560 --> 01:56:30,720
Speaker 3: and I think you should always strive to feel better

2075
01:56:31,040 --> 01:56:34,280
Speaker 3: and and just push forward. I think that that's kind

2076
01:56:34,320 --> 01:56:37,880
Speaker 3: of yeah, I think that that's that. I think you've

2077
01:56:37,960 --> 01:56:40,120
Speaker 3: you kind of got it you you kind of got

2078
01:56:40,160 --> 01:56:43,360
Speaker 3: it down, like I think, you know, but I think

2079
01:56:43,400 --> 01:56:51,480
Speaker 3: the guilt comes comes with with your situation, uh typically

2080
01:56:52,240 --> 01:56:58,000
Speaker 3: so and you know, yeah, I mean it's it's good

2081
01:56:58,040 --> 01:57:00,839
Speaker 3: that you feel good. It is good that you feel

2082
01:57:02,360 --> 01:57:06,560
Speaker 3: good unless you had some sort of some sort of

2083
01:57:06,640 --> 01:57:09,880
Speaker 3: issue like like it, I don't know, you know, it's

2084
01:57:10,080 --> 01:57:12,720
Speaker 3: it's just good that you're pushing forward. Period.

2085
01:57:13,240 --> 01:57:19,440
Speaker 16: So there's really yeah, yeah, yeah, like I don't know,

2086
01:57:19,480 --> 01:57:23,120
Speaker 16: it's it's obviously been you know, I felt I felt

2087
01:57:23,320 --> 01:57:25,000
Speaker 16: sad and have thought about it, you.

2088
01:57:24,960 --> 01:57:28,760
Speaker 13: Know since of course you know, yeah, but like, you know,

2089
01:57:28,800 --> 01:57:31,240
Speaker 13: it's always been like when I do, when I do,

2090
01:57:31,360 --> 01:57:34,560
Speaker 13: it's like pretty positive. Like I'm just thinking about like

2091
01:57:35,320 --> 01:57:39,480
Speaker 13: you know, i'm like late like snipering in on the

2092
01:57:39,520 --> 01:57:41,880
Speaker 13: good stuff, you know, and I'm like, yeah, you know

2093
01:57:42,120 --> 01:57:42,800
Speaker 13: he was good.

2094
01:57:43,080 --> 01:57:45,480
Speaker 1: Did you guys have did you guys have a good relationship?

2095
01:57:48,440 --> 01:57:52,520
Speaker 7: Yeah, I'd say I'd say, like through it it was

2096
01:57:52,600 --> 01:57:55,000
Speaker 7: pretty good. There was there was also like some not

2097
01:57:55,240 --> 01:57:59,600
Speaker 7: good stuff, but like and I think that kind of

2098
01:57:59,600 --> 01:58:02,880
Speaker 7: goes in to like kind of how I've felt since

2099
01:58:02,920 --> 01:58:06,400
Speaker 7: he hasn't been around to it's really interesting, like you know,

2100
01:58:06,960 --> 01:58:11,280
Speaker 7: there's like less tension. Yeah, but also you know I

2101
01:58:11,320 --> 01:58:14,280
Speaker 7: love him. I loved him, you know, to death, and

2102
01:58:15,240 --> 01:58:16,360
Speaker 7: you know he was cool as fuck.

2103
01:58:17,480 --> 01:58:20,440
Speaker 3: I think that it sounds like you have the tools

2104
01:58:20,480 --> 01:58:22,920
Speaker 3: to deal with the situation like this in a high

2105
01:58:22,920 --> 01:58:26,120
Speaker 3: stress In a high stress situation, your friend may not

2106
01:58:26,240 --> 01:58:28,919
Speaker 3: have known how to deal with this, and not everybody

2107
01:58:28,960 --> 01:58:31,160
Speaker 3: knows how to deal with this when this happens. It's

2108
01:58:31,320 --> 01:58:35,720
Speaker 3: very it's different with everyone. And I think you were

2109
01:58:35,760 --> 01:58:39,760
Speaker 3: just able to you you had some some sort of

2110
01:58:41,160 --> 01:58:48,000
Speaker 3: mechanism that allowed you to push through and you're and

2111
01:58:48,040 --> 01:58:50,560
Speaker 3: that's that's Yeah, i'd say a blessing.

2112
01:58:53,880 --> 01:58:56,520
Speaker 7: Yeah it's sam. Yeah, I do have that.

2113
01:58:56,800 --> 01:58:59,120
Speaker 8: I feel like I feel like i've I.

2114
01:58:59,080 --> 01:59:02,120
Speaker 7: Don't know, and also yeah, I don't know, just witnessing

2115
01:59:02,160 --> 01:59:04,480
Speaker 7: a lot of stuff and then I'm like, Okay, this

2116
01:59:04,920 --> 01:59:06,800
Speaker 7: might happen to me at some point, and.

2117
01:59:06,760 --> 01:59:08,720
Speaker 12: Then it doesn't. I'm like, okay, so.

2118
01:59:10,320 --> 01:59:18,040
Speaker 7: Kind of prepared, you know, pretty prepared somehow, but like, yeah, yeah,

2119
01:59:18,040 --> 01:59:20,440
Speaker 7: you're right. And and and you know, the person I

2120
01:59:20,480 --> 01:59:25,480
Speaker 7: knew that where that happened, and I was like, you know,

2121
01:59:25,680 --> 01:59:28,800
Speaker 7: pretty close to them in their life. It was, you know,

2122
01:59:28,840 --> 01:59:31,760
Speaker 7: we were all we were like twenty and I'm you know,

2123
01:59:31,800 --> 01:59:36,120
Speaker 7: that was ten years ago now, yeah, like in that area.

2124
01:59:36,280 --> 01:59:39,800
Speaker 7: So I don't know, it makes sense. And I you know,

2125
01:59:39,920 --> 01:59:44,640
Speaker 7: that is also valid too. I guess it's just weird,

2126
01:59:44,880 --> 01:59:47,960
Speaker 7: like having it Whitney see it happening to me now,

2127
01:59:48,200 --> 01:59:51,160
Speaker 7: you know, or having it have happened in the past

2128
01:59:51,160 --> 01:59:54,640
Speaker 7: now to me and I'm like, huh, I'm still out

2129
01:59:54,640 --> 01:59:57,360
Speaker 7: here kicking and I'm just moving. You know.

2130
01:59:58,200 --> 01:59:58,840
Speaker 9: It's just weird.

2131
01:59:59,720 --> 02:00:03,200
Speaker 1: But and I don't I'm not sensing I'm not even

2132
02:00:03,240 --> 02:00:05,760
Speaker 1: sensing that you do. But I don't. I don't think

2133
02:00:05,800 --> 02:00:08,600
Speaker 1: you should feel guilty about that.

2134
02:00:11,800 --> 02:00:16,520
Speaker 3: Yeah, there's an there's an uneasiness I think about. Yeah,

2135
02:00:16,520 --> 02:00:19,760
Speaker 3: there's an uneasiness or an unsureness about it, like do

2136
02:00:19,840 --> 02:00:21,800
Speaker 3: I act this way? Do I do this? And do

2137
02:00:21,880 --> 02:00:24,960
Speaker 3: should I feel this way? But I think that that

2138
02:00:25,000 --> 02:00:29,880
Speaker 3: bottom line, it's about it's about overcoming any sort of

2139
02:00:30,600 --> 02:00:33,880
Speaker 3: that kind of that kind of feeling. And it's and

2140
02:00:33,920 --> 02:00:38,040
Speaker 3: that it's also okay to have those feelings as long

2141
02:00:38,080 --> 02:00:40,800
Speaker 3: as they're balanced to you know what I mean to

2142
02:00:40,840 --> 02:00:47,000
Speaker 3: some degree. You know, when it becomes imbalanced and you

2143
02:00:47,040 --> 02:00:52,720
Speaker 3: feel it and you know you need answers, you know,

2144
02:00:52,920 --> 02:00:57,280
Speaker 3: ask and and that's kind of I don't know, that's

2145
02:00:57,280 --> 02:01:01,000
Speaker 3: how I view it. I also think like knowing that

2146
02:01:01,360 --> 02:01:04,840
Speaker 3: you loved him, and he probably loved you, he would

2147
02:01:04,880 --> 02:01:07,560
Speaker 3: love to see that you're okay.

2148
02:01:07,800 --> 02:01:09,280
Speaker 1: Yeah, yeah, you're doing good?

2149
02:01:10,960 --> 02:01:11,200
Speaker 4: You know.

2150
02:01:11,880 --> 02:01:14,400
Speaker 3: Yeah, that's that's that's the great part about it.

2151
02:01:15,720 --> 02:01:15,920
Speaker 6: You know.

2152
02:01:17,440 --> 02:01:23,800
Speaker 1: Oh yeah, how you feeling right now? Will I got

2153
02:01:23,920 --> 02:01:25,320
Speaker 1: h Hell?

2154
02:01:25,440 --> 02:01:29,720
Speaker 7: Yeah, I'm sound pretty good, mister geto.

2155
02:01:30,400 --> 02:01:37,200
Speaker 1: Hell yeah, what are you doing right now? Where are you?

2156
02:01:40,520 --> 02:01:44,920
Speaker 7: I'm just I'm just doing my apartment, just chilling. I'm

2157
02:01:44,960 --> 02:01:48,800
Speaker 7: just sitting on my couch. I just said the remainder

2158
02:01:48,840 --> 02:01:54,400
Speaker 7: of some popcorn. It was this cinnamon cinnamon bunon popcorn.

2159
02:01:54,880 --> 02:01:56,360
Speaker 1: Hell, yeah, that sounds awesome.

2160
02:01:57,160 --> 02:01:58,600
Speaker 7: H that's about it.

2161
02:01:59,840 --> 02:02:06,040
Speaker 3: You beat pop chips, pop corners, hop chips, pop corners.

2162
02:02:06,640 --> 02:02:13,040
Speaker 7: Pop corner, pop corn corner. Yeah the place. Yeah, that

2163
02:02:13,160 --> 02:02:15,160
Speaker 7: is literally what I have right now.

2164
02:02:15,720 --> 02:02:19,040
Speaker 3: Yeah, that's with the cinnamon and they taste like okay,

2165
02:02:19,160 --> 02:02:23,680
Speaker 3: put put that on vanilla ice cream?

2166
02:02:23,760 --> 02:02:27,760
Speaker 12: Oh my god, is this.

2167
02:02:29,840 --> 02:02:31,440
Speaker 1: From a store? Is just like a place that you

2168
02:02:31,520 --> 02:02:31,800
Speaker 1: go to?

2169
02:02:31,960 --> 02:02:35,880
Speaker 3: No, no, no, it's a brand popcorn pop Corners.

2170
02:02:36,680 --> 02:02:38,640
Speaker 1: Oh it's different from pop chips. Do you know what

2171
02:02:38,680 --> 02:02:40,160
Speaker 1: I used to do.

2172
02:02:40,240 --> 02:02:43,600
Speaker 3: I used to take the I used to take them

2173
02:02:43,600 --> 02:02:45,600
Speaker 3: and crush them up, the cinnamon ones and put them

2174
02:02:45,600 --> 02:02:48,600
Speaker 3: in a bowl with protein shake, the chocolate fair Life

2175
02:02:49,640 --> 02:02:52,720
Speaker 3: and literally cinnamon toast crunch. But like the health vibe,

2176
02:02:52,840 --> 02:03:00,200
Speaker 3: the health versions. Yeah, it's amazing. You can't stop though,

2177
02:03:00,280 --> 02:03:01,000
Speaker 3: that's the problem.

2178
02:03:02,040 --> 02:03:03,320
Speaker 7: Popcorn.

2179
02:03:04,440 --> 02:03:06,560
Speaker 3: Put that. Put that bitch in a bowl with some

2180
02:03:06,760 --> 02:03:10,160
Speaker 3: with some uh, with some protein shake. But it has

2181
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Speaker 3: to be chocolate.

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Speaker 1: What could be? You could try vanilla if you're feeling.

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Speaker 3: I don't know. I don't trust that crazy, I don't

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Speaker 3: trust that.

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02:03:21,560 --> 02:03:22,680
Speaker 2: I have I have cooked.

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Speaker 7: I have cookies and cream ice cream in my freezer

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Speaker 7: right now.

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Speaker 3: Hit that.

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Speaker 1: Okay, kind of what kind of cookies and cream ice

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Speaker 1: cream is? It? Was it Ben and Jerry's.

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Speaker 7: I think it's just like, uh, you know, like Kroger

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Speaker 7: Proger brand. Oh yeah, don't you know the good the

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Speaker 7: good cheap kind.

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Speaker 1: You know nice.

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Speaker 7: That's that's crazy. You literally pinpointed the fucking popcorn I

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Speaker 7: was eating.

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Speaker 3: That's that's great, Yeah, because that's like the only cinnamon

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Speaker 3: popcorn that's worth it.

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Speaker 1: I don't know why. In my head, I thought you were.

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Speaker 7: A little white buckets like the icing.

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Speaker 1: I thought you had like a bucket. I thought you

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Speaker 1: had a bucket with like cheddar, caramel, cinnamon.

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02:04:19,240 --> 02:04:19,480
Speaker 4: Yeah.

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02:04:19,600 --> 02:04:23,760
Speaker 7: No, there's this is like a it's like a bag.

2205
02:04:25,560 --> 02:04:27,280
Speaker 3: There's some snacks that I want to put you onto.

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02:04:27,320 --> 02:04:28,320
Speaker 3: I don't know the name of them.

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02:04:29,160 --> 02:04:30,080
Speaker 1: How would you?

2208
02:04:30,080 --> 02:04:33,760
Speaker 3: Can you discribe their tiny little little like patty circular

2209
02:04:33,840 --> 02:04:34,800
Speaker 3: like rice.

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02:04:34,840 --> 02:04:39,280
Speaker 1: Crack, Quaker Quaker oats, fucking rice cake.

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02:04:41,080 --> 02:04:48,440
Speaker 3: No, it's it's birthday cake flavored, birthday cake like funfetti flavored,

2212
02:04:48,680 --> 02:04:52,640
Speaker 3: like drizzled over with like little rainbow sprinkles on top

2213
02:04:52,680 --> 02:04:53,800
Speaker 3: of a rice cake.

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Speaker 1: That sounds yeah.

2215
02:04:56,520 --> 02:05:02,000
Speaker 9: Oh yeah, gosh darn it.

2216
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Speaker 7: I need to go to the fucking grocery store.

2217
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Speaker 2: And get me some snack.

2218
02:05:09,320 --> 02:05:11,440
Speaker 3: That's right, you know what best snack.

2219
02:05:12,760 --> 02:05:15,480
Speaker 1: I'm feeling like everything is going to be all right.

2220
02:05:16,000 --> 02:05:18,480
Speaker 3: Yeah, me too, You.

2221
02:05:21,000 --> 02:05:21,800
Speaker 9: I think so too?

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02:05:22,640 --> 02:05:26,760
Speaker 1: Oh yeah, Well, is there is there anything else you

2223
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Speaker 1: want to say to the people of the computer before

2224
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Speaker 1: we go.

2225
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Speaker 8: Those your gek.

2226
02:05:33,840 --> 02:05:38,120
Speaker 7: Gek and I love you.

2227
02:05:38,680 --> 02:05:39,400
Speaker 3: I love you both.

2228
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Speaker 7: This is crazy. I'm talking to y'all.

2229
02:05:44,920 --> 02:05:45,440
Speaker 6: Everybody.

2230
02:05:45,480 --> 02:05:47,240
Speaker 12: I love you, I love you.

2231
02:05:47,760 --> 02:05:56,160
Speaker 16: Take care about about being by.

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02:05:53,720 --> 02:05:56,680
Speaker 7: Ryan Boom, by the being so you.

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02:06:03,800 --> 02:06:05,800
Speaker 1: How you doing good?

2234
02:06:06,200 --> 02:06:10,080
Speaker 3: This is so relaxing, probably because I've had a half

2235
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Speaker 3: of a fucking a forty. Oh I haven't even had

2236
02:06:13,360 --> 02:06:15,560
Speaker 3: half of the forty Honestly, I said that earlier and

2237
02:06:15,640 --> 02:06:17,640
Speaker 3: I did not. I was like, not even close.

2238
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Speaker 1: To that, does you? Kat? Thank you very very very

2239
02:06:29,440 --> 02:06:31,480
Speaker 1: much for coming on the show.

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Speaker 3: Thank you, thanks for hanging out.

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Speaker 1: Sincerely. I really appreciate you coming on. Is there anything

2242
02:06:41,840 --> 02:06:47,120
Speaker 1: that you would like to a plug or talk about

2243
02:06:48,720 --> 02:06:51,600
Speaker 1: you wise, and then be just say in general and

2244
02:06:52,160 --> 02:06:54,880
Speaker 1: final parting thoughts feeling sentiments.

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Speaker 3: Yeah, if anyone out there feels like they're struggling with

2246
02:07:07,760 --> 02:07:15,919
Speaker 3: with figuring out maybe who they are or with their

2247
02:07:16,120 --> 02:07:21,600
Speaker 3: creativity in some form. Just fucking just do whatever you

2248
02:07:21,680 --> 02:07:25,000
Speaker 3: want and stop listening to other people unless you really

2249
02:07:25,040 --> 02:07:28,800
Speaker 3: trust their opinion, and like I mean really really really

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Speaker 3: really trust their opinion and you know that they're dope.

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02:07:33,120 --> 02:07:45,240
Speaker 3: Other than that, yeah, love yourself and that's it. Oh

2252
02:07:45,320 --> 02:07:46,120
Speaker 3: what else do I have?

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02:07:46,400 --> 02:07:46,560
Speaker 1: Oh?

2254
02:07:46,600 --> 02:07:48,920
Speaker 3: I have my European leg of my tour coming up.

2255
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Speaker 3: I'm gonna be going to all the Peans, just a

2256
02:07:58,120 --> 02:08:00,560
Speaker 3: lot of Peans. There's a lot of places on to London,

2257
02:08:01,000 --> 02:08:04,600
Speaker 3: going to London. I'm not going to Germany, unfortunately, I

2258
02:08:04,600 --> 02:08:07,839
Speaker 3: am not going to Ireland. Oh am I going to Ireland?

2259
02:08:08,080 --> 02:08:09,800
Speaker 3: I don't know. I don't know a lot of things

2260
02:08:09,800 --> 02:08:11,600
Speaker 3: off the top of my head when it comes to like,

2261
02:08:12,560 --> 02:08:18,640
Speaker 3: you know, the plan of Yeah, things changed around actually too.

2262
02:08:18,680 --> 02:08:26,960
Speaker 3: I think I'm touring with Hemlock Springs and uh, she's fantastic,

2263
02:08:27,080 --> 02:08:36,440
Speaker 3: She's an amazing talent, and uh what else that's kind

2264
02:08:36,440 --> 02:08:37,800
Speaker 3: of it? Oh, I have a Oh, I have a

2265
02:08:37,800 --> 02:08:41,240
Speaker 3: thing coming out. I've also a deluxe uh scarlet.

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02:08:42,120 --> 02:08:44,400
Speaker 1: O what's in the deluxe scarlet?

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02:08:44,440 --> 02:08:48,600
Speaker 3: It's called it's S two. Uh Claude Fralo is the

2268
02:08:48,680 --> 02:08:51,520
Speaker 3: name of the The Deluxe, but it's it's just like

2269
02:08:51,560 --> 02:08:54,000
Speaker 3: an eight song, seven song something like that.

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Speaker 1: Roughly, Okay, I'm gonna this might sound stupid. It's Claude Fralo,

2271
02:08:57,400 --> 02:09:01,080
Speaker 1: the guy from Yes, Yeah, I did you name it

2272
02:09:01,120 --> 02:09:02,280
Speaker 1: after Claude Fralo.

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02:09:02,440 --> 02:09:06,280
Speaker 3: Because he is like A is he a tyrant? He's

2274
02:09:06,360 --> 02:09:11,760
Speaker 3: just like a He's like a. I feel like it

2275
02:09:11,800 --> 02:09:16,640
Speaker 3: connects to the story of Scarlet to some in some way.

2276
02:09:17,040 --> 02:09:23,400
Speaker 3: And if you look up his personality traits and like

2277
02:09:23,880 --> 02:09:27,600
Speaker 3: who he is and his story, you'll understand kind of

2278
02:09:28,560 --> 02:09:33,360
Speaker 3: the whole the whole connection. There's like a control aspect,

2279
02:09:33,440 --> 02:09:37,080
Speaker 3: like he just abuses his power and his control and

2280
02:09:37,280 --> 02:09:43,360
Speaker 3: is just like dogmatic and like is just a total cunt.

2281
02:09:43,400 --> 02:09:48,640
Speaker 3: And all Esmurelda wanted to do was just be creative

2282
02:09:48,680 --> 02:09:54,640
Speaker 3: and sang and dance. But nasty old Claude Fralo is

2283
02:09:54,760 --> 02:09:58,480
Speaker 3: just having a field day on her and just being

2284
02:09:58,960 --> 02:10:03,200
Speaker 3: awful and bad guy, a sninky man. And this isn't

2285
02:10:03,240 --> 02:10:07,240
Speaker 3: about anyone in like, there's not anything very personal happening

2286
02:10:07,320 --> 02:10:11,040
Speaker 3: to me with one person. Claude follow doesn't depict a

2287
02:10:11,080 --> 02:10:14,200
Speaker 3: single person in my life. It's like a it's like

2288
02:10:14,600 --> 02:10:22,480
Speaker 3: a metaphor for the people that creatives endure on a

2289
02:10:23,480 --> 02:10:26,320
Speaker 3: kind of a yeah, on like a daily basis and

2290
02:10:26,440 --> 02:10:32,720
Speaker 3: like a bigger picture, a bigger scale, And that's kind

2291
02:10:32,760 --> 02:10:35,440
Speaker 3: of what that is. It's a if you just read

2292
02:10:35,520 --> 02:10:37,480
Speaker 3: up on him, it's kind of it makes sense with

2293
02:10:37,560 --> 02:10:39,520
Speaker 3: the other stuff that I was doing on the other album.

2294
02:10:39,720 --> 02:10:42,880
Speaker 3: The music isn't as angry on this one though.

2295
02:10:43,000 --> 02:10:44,640
Speaker 1: Check Out that song hell Fi, you know the one

2296
02:10:44,680 --> 02:10:47,720
Speaker 1: he goes fire hell Fire?

2297
02:10:48,320 --> 02:10:51,640
Speaker 3: Yes, yeah, oh my god, Yeah, that's a great song.

2298
02:10:52,640 --> 02:10:52,720
Speaker 12: Oh.

2299
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Speaker 1: You're also headlining Coachella soon.

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02:10:55,920 --> 02:10:57,720
Speaker 3: I am. I'm headlining Code.

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02:10:57,960 --> 02:10:58,200
Speaker 12: Oh.

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Speaker 1: I think we're good. I thought the fire alarm.

2303
02:11:00,800 --> 02:11:03,720
Speaker 3: Was Yeah, you you summoned a fire by singing that

2304
02:11:04,000 --> 02:11:04,400
Speaker 3: I did?

2305
02:11:04,640 --> 02:11:05,000
Speaker 1: He did?

2306
02:11:07,960 --> 02:11:11,600
Speaker 3: Yeah, I have Coachella. I'm headlining Coachella and that's gonna

2307
02:11:11,640 --> 02:11:15,920
Speaker 3: be fun times. Get your booties down there, let's do

2308
02:11:16,000 --> 02:11:21,160
Speaker 3: some dancing and uh yeah, you'll enjoy it. I think I.

2309
02:11:21,120 --> 02:11:25,080
Speaker 1: Hope dog a Cat. You're a legend with a voice

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02:11:25,080 --> 02:11:28,120
Speaker 1: of a generation. I'm a big fan. Thank you, appreciate

2311
02:11:28,160 --> 02:11:28,640
Speaker 1: you coming on.

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02:11:30,000 --> 02:11:33,480
Speaker 14: Never big goes on the line, making your phone calls

2313
02:11:33,560 --> 02:11:37,200
Speaker 14: every night, never goes to on his Eide's teaching you

2314
02:11:37,280 --> 02:11:40,240
Speaker 14: cloud the end of your life, but he's not ready.

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Speaker 3: An expert