WEBVTT - EP 89: "Under The Influence" w/Charleston White

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<v Speaker 1>Hey, James Still and eight, I need you to tell

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<v Speaker 1>like to welcome everyone to another episode of the Gangster

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<v Speaker 1>Chronicles podcast. And I have my homeboys, but Jake Tonight, Man,

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<v Speaker 1>we have some special individuals man coming from the Fort

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<v Speaker 1>Worth area. Man. We have Mr Jesse Taylor, politician man

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<v Speaker 1>for Tarran fort Worth, Texas man pretty much running the

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<v Speaker 1>show down there. And we have our homeboys, the man

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<v Speaker 1>around town, the Mother of the South Charleston Blue. What's

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<v Speaker 1>going on us doing? Dallas area has a huge gang

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<v Speaker 1>problem down there, and I know you guys are pretty

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<v Speaker 1>much the after key to the study. You know, help

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<v Speaker 1>a lot of different people in different situations. So when

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<v Speaker 1>we still, well, we we actually started with the juvenile system, man. Uh.

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<v Speaker 1>From the juvenile system, Uh, we kind of transcended into

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<v Speaker 1>the doge prison system man, where I would teach classes

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<v Speaker 1>uh at the Central Parole Office, the main parole officer

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<v Speaker 1>in Tarron County. So every brother, at least from sixteen,

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<v Speaker 1>whenever they got out of prison, it was mandatory that

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<v Speaker 1>they would have to come to my class every Tuesday

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<v Speaker 1>and Thursday. Uh. Me and Mr Taylor would go inside

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<v Speaker 1>the juvenile system man and and connect with the young

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<v Speaker 1>killers on the inside where they go to prison or not.

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<v Speaker 1>We haven't already made the connection on the inside. So

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<v Speaker 1>when they transition back to the re entry part of

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<v Speaker 1>coming back into our society, we're there to able to

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<v Speaker 1>provide alternatives and resources, man, when they make the transition

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<v Speaker 1>from lock up to back the free world. Okay, okay,

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<v Speaker 1>so pretty much you to bridge for those guys. We

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<v Speaker 1>we we try to be man uh uh for black

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<v Speaker 1>children right now. Not not that we don't with all children,

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<v Speaker 1>but there's not a lot of resources for our children

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<v Speaker 1>when they come back to our communities. There's a lot

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<v Speaker 1>of resources for the adults, but man, they don't have

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<v Speaker 1>the support system to be able to access the resources.

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<v Speaker 1>Right the bus fare money that the gas money, uh,

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<v Speaker 1>the comfort of being able to sleep somewhere, uh, peacefully

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<v Speaker 1>without the stress of having to go out and take

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<v Speaker 1>penitentiary chance to just to bring some money and to

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<v Speaker 1>feed the family. Man. So we try to help connect

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<v Speaker 1>the adults as well as the juveniles to the resources

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<v Speaker 1>in the communities from the connection that we have. So

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<v Speaker 1>he got into the politic game. Man. So he worked

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<v Speaker 1>more as a national delegate. Uh, he's sit down more

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<v Speaker 1>with your your U S congressman, your state congressman. Uh.

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<v Speaker 1>He's either been uh he's been in close proximity with

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<v Speaker 1>the president for the last four years and actually dealing

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<v Speaker 1>and working directly with President Trump man to get certain

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<v Speaker 1>laws of bodised and passed in this country. Oh wow.

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<v Speaker 1>So you guys are pretty much Briggs just from the youth,

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<v Speaker 1>so they could transition out, Yes, sir, yes, sir. Um

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<v Speaker 1>and Charleston he's being modest though, man. But Charles Charleston

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<v Speaker 1>created programs that we that we actually talk inside the

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<v Speaker 1>halfway houses for these kids. Um. They had like an

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<v Speaker 1>eight week course that he would actually go inside man

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<v Speaker 1>and and try to transform these uh, these young these

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<v Speaker 1>young guys. Man. So I tipped my hat off to

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<v Speaker 1>him though, man for for him to go inside and

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<v Speaker 1>and create programs to help these young kids out. Man,

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<v Speaker 1>I couldn't do nothing but but jump on board and

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<v Speaker 1>try to help him out with that now. But during that,

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<v Speaker 1>during that process of him creating a program, man he

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<v Speaker 1>at the end of this this course just a curriculum. Uh,

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<v Speaker 1>we've supposed to been teaching of UM showing a movie

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<v Speaker 1>UM ministers society and the white folks want to let

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<v Speaker 1>us play the movie. And Ms Charleson got mad because

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<v Speaker 1>it was approved by the state. So I asked him

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<v Speaker 1>and said, what we gotta do to uh to baby

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<v Speaker 1>show this movie. They said, well, you gotta change the policy.

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<v Speaker 1>But how we changed the said this time, I don't.

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<v Speaker 1>I wasn't in the politics at allice UM, but like,

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<v Speaker 1>you gotta change the policies. So I figured out what

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<v Speaker 1>I had to do to go change the policies. And

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<v Speaker 1>you had to miss with politicians to change the policies.

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<v Speaker 1>So it went from showing a movie to me being

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<v Speaker 1>able to be elected, from being a presecture to being

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<v Speaker 1>a state delegate to being elected on the Tech of

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<v Speaker 1>State Criminity Legislative Board member and also UM I was

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<v Speaker 1>this year I was nominated as a national delegated sire

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<v Speaker 1>UM is like like, what's going on with the electoral

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<v Speaker 1>College votes? Well one of those PaperWorks got my signature

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<v Speaker 1>on it and Mr Charleston paperwork on it also. So

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<v Speaker 1>all that went from just trying to still a movie

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<v Speaker 1>to where we are today. Oh whilst you guys just

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<v Speaker 1>became the change that you wanted to see. Yes, yes, sir,

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<v Speaker 1>yes sir, and and and and the bridge that goat

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<v Speaker 1>because like politician, but I'm a politician in the Republican

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<v Speaker 1>Party now. And that's another thing I can kind of

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<v Speaker 1>give a piggy back with you, Mr Charleston on um.

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<v Speaker 1>He forced me to do my homework on on on

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<v Speaker 1>politicians because I was a great up Democrats like pretty

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<v Speaker 1>much everybody else was. You know, you couldn't say nothing

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<v Speaker 1>to me about no Republican at all. But once i

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<v Speaker 1>started doing my homework and my research, and I've seen

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<v Speaker 1>the way the nation was headed, you know where the

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<v Speaker 1>where the Democrats was headed, you know, um, forwards towards

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<v Speaker 1>that you know, masculinity of of of young men, young

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<v Speaker 1>black men. I was like, when that ain't that's not

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<v Speaker 1>what That's not what I was brought up to be.

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<v Speaker 1>And so I switched, man, I I switched. And Um.

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<v Speaker 1>From from that point on, you know, I've been doing

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<v Speaker 1>my thing, you know, trying to change lots. They have

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<v Speaker 1>one law here to Texas, man called house bill for

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<v Speaker 1>yourself and this is this about this house to be

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<v Speaker 1>around here was Man, it had many guys with a

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<v Speaker 1>driver license revoked. Um, they was changing us twice on

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<v Speaker 1>on the traffic chicken. But Man, I was able to

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<v Speaker 1>go in. Man, we found out where the money was going.

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<v Speaker 1>It wasn't going back to our community at all. Man.

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<v Speaker 1>With me sitting on the resolution committee, I was able

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<v Speaker 1>to write up a be a house bill for each other,

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<v Speaker 1>like I said, many and it got passed and so

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<v Speaker 1>everybody got all those search charges wiped off. So now

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<v Speaker 1>the nigga don't go to jail for send niggas used

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<v Speaker 1>to immediately go to jail from driving on suspended license

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<v Speaker 1>because he got that bill passed through legislation to the state. Man,

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<v Speaker 1>niggas can drive and leaving again. Look comfortably that God

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<v Speaker 1>and what we do Man, I'm not doing it for myself. Man,

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<v Speaker 1>I do it for the for the youngsters to see

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<v Speaker 1>what we're doing. So that way, you know, they can

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<v Speaker 1>have some some guidance along the way because we got

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<v Speaker 1>to show them early, but we learned later and like, Man,

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<v Speaker 1>I ain't on about no politics, So I'm giving him

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<v Speaker 1>feeding all this to these young men. That what we're

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<v Speaker 1>doing right now. So with this legislative session coming up,

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<v Speaker 1>man uh uh. Surprisingly the Texas Republican parties of the

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<v Speaker 1>Republican Party of Texas, they're pushing forth the bill or

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<v Speaker 1>were they trying to stop niggas from going to jail

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<v Speaker 1>on child support? So he's gonna be pushing that bill.

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<v Speaker 1>Not only that, man, we were we're partnered with with

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<v Speaker 1>with local lobbyists and other policy makers to try to

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<v Speaker 1>get a bill that we're trying to push through this

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<v Speaker 1>called raised the age with seventeen year old don't go

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<v Speaker 1>to the printentiary in the county jails no more. So

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<v Speaker 1>we're trying to raise the age of juvenile jurisdiction. Man,

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<v Speaker 1>back up to Twente, where even if a nineteen year

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<v Speaker 1>old nigga do something it's not too extreme and violent

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<v Speaker 1>and violence that he can still remain in You have

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<v Speaker 1>to remain in the juvenile system with his family court

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<v Speaker 1>man and have a second chance of getting this record.

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<v Speaker 1>Uh a sponge that twenty one man, So a lot

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<v Speaker 1>of the ship that they said they're doing on Facebook. Man,

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<v Speaker 1>that's just the that's the dolo my game. You know,

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<v Speaker 1>the acting, and you know to make motherfuckers say, hey, man,

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<v Speaker 1>look at this. But if a nigga can get past

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<v Speaker 1>the act and really look at what I'm saying and

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<v Speaker 1>then look at what the nigga really do in real life, uh,

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<v Speaker 1>they'll see, Man, this for our people home exactly. And

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<v Speaker 1>that's a perfect segue and it's something that I wanted

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<v Speaker 1>to discuss today. Um, these young guys going to the

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<v Speaker 1>penitentiary system. They're going to the penitentiary system. They're seventeen

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<v Speaker 1>years old. They babies, They literally just younger than yeah. Man, Uh,

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<v Speaker 1>most people don't know. Man. Up until sixteen, Uh, the

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<v Speaker 1>United States, along with Sudan, and and and and and

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<v Speaker 1>North Korea or was was three of the only countries

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<v Speaker 1>who would take a twelve year old child man and

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<v Speaker 1>sinished them to ju what they called juvenile life j

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<v Speaker 1>L walk juvenile life without parole. Right, So men in

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<v Speaker 1>Texas fourteen year old go to prison. And in California,

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<v Speaker 1>I mean not California and Florida, nigga twelve year old

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<v Speaker 1>can walk beyond the reck yard and Niga in Florida.

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<v Speaker 1>And I don't want to say no names because some

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<v Speaker 1>things happened to this young individual while in prison. Uh

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<v Speaker 1>for for a very very historical juvenile murder right him

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<v Speaker 1>and his sister. But he was brutally raped in prison.

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<v Speaker 1>Man as a baby, he was brutally raped. So uh,

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<v Speaker 1>you know a lot of time man, Our little niggas

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<v Speaker 1>as hard as seventeen and eighteen, but they are seventeen

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<v Speaker 1>eighteen heartened. Little street nigga. Don't compare a man to

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<v Speaker 1>a year old hard and prisoner. So they are seventeen

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<v Speaker 1>year old and eighteen year old. They might not go

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<v Speaker 1>with the forty fifty year old nigga, but they go

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<v Speaker 1>with the older year old prisoners. And they just as

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<v Speaker 1>dangerous than anybody else. So that's where they put our

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<v Speaker 1>kids amongst the most dangerous population of prisoners, and then

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<v Speaker 1>expect for them to go in at such a young

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<v Speaker 1>age and do right in order to make parole. Then

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<v Speaker 1>the first thing the kid you gotta do in prisoners

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<v Speaker 1>try to survive. He can't try to, he can't even

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<v Speaker 1>go into rehabilitate mode. He gotta try to survive. Most people,

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<v Speaker 1>most people that send you to prison, ain't never been

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<v Speaker 1>the prison, and they don't know or live the conditions

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<v Speaker 1>of a of an inmate, so they have no clue.

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<v Speaker 1>What what is about I've been to prison. I seen

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<v Speaker 1>cash get raped in prison. I'm talking about the hardcore

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<v Speaker 1>game members get raped in prison. So anybody is subject

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<v Speaker 1>to be raped. I mean it is the rules and

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<v Speaker 1>the guidelines. A prison is enough for especially a twelve

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<v Speaker 1>year old that don't have the mind or the capacity

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<v Speaker 1>of an adult to really survive. Don't know how to

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<v Speaker 1>make that shape. Let let mask you behind me. So

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<v Speaker 1>what as a as a youth developer and as someone

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<v Speaker 1>who go off inside the juvenile detention center? What what

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<v Speaker 1>do we tell the youth workers? What do we tell

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<v Speaker 1>the parents? How how do you prepare a kid who

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<v Speaker 1>don't belong in this environment? How do you how do

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<v Speaker 1>you prepare him for that? Well, you came preparing him

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<v Speaker 1>for that, because once he hear that door closed, now

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<v Speaker 1>this is real life now and he's on survival mode.

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<v Speaker 1>You came preparing for that. A twelve year old cannot

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<v Speaker 1>go to a penitentiary and and and survive. I'm talking

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<v Speaker 1>about without being raped, without being beaten, without being you know,

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<v Speaker 1>getting his commissary jock in. You know, he's subject to

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<v Speaker 1>be somebody bitch. You know what I'm saying, And it's

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<v Speaker 1>sad to say. So what I'm saying is that people

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<v Speaker 1>that haven't been to prison don't mind sending you to

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<v Speaker 1>prison only because they don't got to go to prison

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<v Speaker 1>and deal with the conditions or the image that's in prison.

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<v Speaker 1>And why are we imprisoned Because you've got some murderers,

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<v Speaker 1>some some guys that's raped drug You've got all different

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<v Speaker 1>types of men in prison. So what you're doing today,

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<v Speaker 1>which is something I want to do, is get them

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<v Speaker 1>before they get to that point. And we don't have

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<v Speaker 1>to discuss a twelve year old going to prison. See

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<v Speaker 1>what I'm saying. That's what that's and go ahead, what

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<v Speaker 1>what what you just said? Uh? In the justice system uh?

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<v Speaker 1>And and in public safety law enforcement? Uh? Public safety?

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<v Speaker 1>Right what you just said. I want to prevent them.

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<v Speaker 1>So they have crime prevention and crime intervention programs. So

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<v Speaker 1>that's where the money comes in. That's where the money

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<v Speaker 1>comes into play. When when when you look at California's

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<v Speaker 1>l A Police department, the album's got a billion dollar budget.

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<v Speaker 1>They gotta billion the albums got a billion dollar budget.

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<v Speaker 1>Those that's money that you give to a military, right,

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<v Speaker 1>that's what you get to a military, a billion dollar budget,

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<v Speaker 1>and out of that billion dollars is given to them

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<v Speaker 1>on the public safety, crime prevention and crime intervention, half

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<v Speaker 1>of that money is ours. But we don't know that.

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<v Speaker 1>For one, we don't want to even funk with the

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<v Speaker 1>police to go get the money. That money falls through

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<v Speaker 1>under their umbrella and supposed to trinkle down to our

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<v Speaker 1>programs are father The Father's program is supposed to have

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<v Speaker 1>a hundred million dollars out of that budget. When you

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<v Speaker 1>look at the prison statistics, almost eighty five percent of

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<v Speaker 1>prisoners convicted of a crime come from a followers home.

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<v Speaker 1>Those are national statistics where we're gonna beat the kids. Man,

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<v Speaker 1>at these facilities, I don't I don't care if it's

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<v Speaker 1>a thousand kids out there, we're speaking to a hundred

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<v Speaker 1>or a team. Man, it's always gonna be the same

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<v Speaker 1>percentage of when I asked this question, how many of

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<v Speaker 1>you got your fathers at home, it's gonna be one

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<v Speaker 1>or two of them raising hand, and pretty much everybody

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<v Speaker 1>else ain't got no dog and father at home. So

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<v Speaker 1>what he said is right. That's that's the beginning of

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<v Speaker 1>it right there. And we haven't we haven't created a system.

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<v Speaker 1>So when we can go inside of a single parent

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<v Speaker 1>home and and help that woman with a with a kid,

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<v Speaker 1>yeah we don't do that. But exactly one one thing

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<v Speaker 1>I need my sisters to do though, man, and I

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<v Speaker 1>appreciate them the depth because they'd be doing the best

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<v Speaker 1>they can do. But one thing they need to stop

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<v Speaker 1>saying is their mother and daddy. Their mama and their dad,

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<v Speaker 1>you know they be dead. Because what happens in some

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<v Speaker 1>of these these correctional facilities, Man, I see it over

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<v Speaker 1>it over the time and time again when these kids

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<v Speaker 1>come out of there, When these kids come out and

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<v Speaker 1>they go into the head with house and they're waiting

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<v Speaker 1>on their mama's or their dad is grandmama's or somebody

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<v Speaker 1>to pick them up in there, they're they're they're holding

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<v Speaker 1>there for like five six months. But what happens is, man,

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<v Speaker 1>they stayed there far most a year or so because

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<v Speaker 1>why Mama don't even want them no more? Man, the

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<v Speaker 1>same mama that don't say, hey, look mom, I'm dad,

0:14:03.360 --> 0:14:06.800
<v Speaker 1>my mom daddy. No, you ain't daddy, You're not daddy,

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<v Speaker 1>your mother. You know, you need people like you need

0:14:09.960 --> 0:14:12.720
<v Speaker 1>people like myself, you know, to step in and you know,

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<v Speaker 1>like you said, that program to go inside the house

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<v Speaker 1>of that single parent mother. That's definitely what we need, man,

0:14:17.400 --> 0:14:19.080
<v Speaker 1>and that's what we do. We do some of that also,

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<v Speaker 1>man right now, So you all the money on that, man, right,

0:14:24.240 --> 0:14:28.440
<v Speaker 1>That's that's our beginning as black man, to to figure

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<v Speaker 1>out a way how to get to our younger brothers,

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<v Speaker 1>because truth be told, sometimes you can't get across to

0:14:35.840 --> 0:14:39.400
<v Speaker 1>that year old brother because he already set in his

0:14:39.440 --> 0:14:43.480
<v Speaker 1>ways and you're talking about they think they know more

0:14:44.320 --> 0:14:47.320
<v Speaker 1>than you do, which they don't. They don't know Jack

0:14:47.400 --> 0:14:50.040
<v Speaker 1>Ship until the day they wind up in prison. And

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<v Speaker 1>then they say, then they say this, just like I said,

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<v Speaker 1>if I know what I know now, I wouldn't have

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<v Speaker 1>never took that road. But let's get them before that.

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<v Speaker 1>Just say that you got to get these babies. Now.

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<v Speaker 1>You can show niggas. You can give niggas a lot

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<v Speaker 1>of examples and ships just like well, just like we

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<v Speaker 1>was as as youngsters, we had to we have the

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<v Speaker 1>mentality that you can't tell me nothing. That's the whole problem.

0:15:19.800 --> 0:15:23.640
<v Speaker 1>A lot of young mentality that you can't tell me nothing.

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<v Speaker 1>So all that ship, all that ship you're talking is good,

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<v Speaker 1>and yeah, I hear you, and it worked for you.

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<v Speaker 1>But nigga, I'm still on the block every fucking day

0:15:33.400 --> 0:15:36.200
<v Speaker 1>and I'm still this and I'm still that, So that

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<v Speaker 1>ship don't apply to me. And that's what the problem

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<v Speaker 1>that we have is that a lot of young niggas

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<v Speaker 1>don't want to listen to nothing that older or other

0:15:47.880 --> 0:15:50.920
<v Speaker 1>niggas have been through. They just don't want to listen.

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<v Speaker 1>So how so how do you change that mentality from

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<v Speaker 1>a dude you're trying to get to change the ways

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<v Speaker 1>and he deep off an it and he telling you,

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<v Speaker 1>I don't want to hear nothing. You saying you show

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<v Speaker 1>the naw you show that nigga how to fish. Let

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<v Speaker 1>me tell you this is where, this is where we

0:16:11.040 --> 0:16:15.520
<v Speaker 1>make mistakes that to even get you that point. First,

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<v Speaker 1>we gotta stop call it the way we talked to

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<v Speaker 1>each other. Cats want to hear that type of talk. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>what's up, nigga, what's up? We gotta start respecting ourselves

0:16:27.880 --> 0:16:31.080
<v Speaker 1>as black man. Once we start respecting ourselves and they

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<v Speaker 1>see us with respect and care and respect to the quillets.

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<v Speaker 1>Then they already know they're gonna come at you with

0:16:38.600 --> 0:16:42.160
<v Speaker 1>straight respect because they see you you ain't giving nothing

0:16:42.200 --> 0:16:47.160
<v Speaker 1>but respect. We talked ship to each other, and we

0:16:47.160 --> 0:16:51.280
<v Speaker 1>we we talked bad about each other. I got the

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<v Speaker 1>words for it. I was listening to a But it

0:16:54.240 --> 0:16:57.680
<v Speaker 1>starts off with respect. We gotta respect and understand each

0:16:57.680 --> 0:17:02.360
<v Speaker 1>other as black man. Well, I'm not gonna keep blaming

0:17:02.520 --> 0:17:06.200
<v Speaker 1>what my father did to me. I'm not gonna let

0:17:06.200 --> 0:17:08.760
<v Speaker 1>that be an excuse for me not to get to

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<v Speaker 1>the next level. And we gotta understand that because there's

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<v Speaker 1>a lot of us that grew up in the house

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<v Speaker 1>without a father, and they gotta understand you can make

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<v Speaker 1>it without a father. You as long as you've got

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<v Speaker 1>positive black men in your life, you can make it.

0:17:22.440 --> 0:17:24.720
<v Speaker 1>And this is through the program. You don't have to

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<v Speaker 1>have that father figure in the household to do that.

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<v Speaker 1>And if we can reach the young kids and let

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<v Speaker 1>him understand that and teach them that it's a better

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<v Speaker 1>way to dress, it's a better way to do, you know,

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<v Speaker 1>to groom yourself. You know what I'm saying, father's your

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<v Speaker 1>hair and all of that other stuff. We have to

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<v Speaker 1>like really put our foot in it to get them

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<v Speaker 1>to understand, because the younger generation today don't want to

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<v Speaker 1>hear nothing. They want to see, They want to feel,

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<v Speaker 1>They want to really know that I care. And just

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<v Speaker 1>talking on the phone or just coming at them and

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<v Speaker 1>the certain kind of way you gotta really be in

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<v Speaker 1>their in their life. That's a program. Yeah, you gotta

0:18:07.720 --> 0:18:11.080
<v Speaker 1>let them know. And I think for the most part, man, Uh,

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<v Speaker 1>I don't think our young people think the older people

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<v Speaker 1>really care. Brother that's in the home, whether that's when

0:18:17.600 --> 0:18:19.720
<v Speaker 1>they go to church, the preacher don't never have a

0:18:19.760 --> 0:18:23.320
<v Speaker 1>message for the children is always for the adults. Uh.

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<v Speaker 1>They really don't even have a voice other than what

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<v Speaker 1>hip hop, what the hip hop platform give them. So

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<v Speaker 1>as I'm sitting here listening to you talk, man, do

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<v Speaker 1>our young people really know if we care or not.

0:18:35.040 --> 0:18:38.480
<v Speaker 1>They don't. I don't think they do. They don't. Reinsurance,

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<v Speaker 1>that's what we want. When we got a mom and

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<v Speaker 1>our fathers in the household, we know they're there to

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<v Speaker 1>protect this. That's reinsurance. But if I can get a

0:18:46.640 --> 0:18:49.080
<v Speaker 1>brother on the street that come in this house with

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<v Speaker 1>our absent father, and this man could come in and

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<v Speaker 1>come pick me up and show me how to fish,

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<v Speaker 1>show me how to hunt, and and he genuinely cared

0:18:58.720 --> 0:19:01.320
<v Speaker 1>about me, not just drop in me off because of

0:19:01.320 --> 0:19:03.720
<v Speaker 1>a check. Are picking me up and doing this for

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<v Speaker 1>a check? No, I got you. You know what I'm saying.

0:19:06.720 --> 0:19:09.120
<v Speaker 1>That's all they want to hear, is I got you. Well,

0:19:09.160 --> 0:19:11.119
<v Speaker 1>that's what the big homie. That's what the big homie

0:19:11.119 --> 0:19:14.320
<v Speaker 1>giving me. That that fatherless affirmation, that's what the that's

0:19:14.359 --> 0:19:16.680
<v Speaker 1>what the big homie give me. And them boys looking

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<v Speaker 1>for it. Them boys, they gravitate to it. Let's gravitate

0:19:19.880 --> 0:19:21.359
<v Speaker 1>to it. Man, it really will if you're showing that

0:19:21.400 --> 0:19:24.080
<v Speaker 1>love like you're talking about, man, gravitate to it. Man,

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<v Speaker 1>they're really doing me and Mrs Chaules empty Men's men

0:19:27.920 --> 0:19:29.800
<v Speaker 1>and Ms Charleson around a summer camp and around about

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<v Speaker 1>maybe about three or four years about three or four

0:19:31.680 --> 0:19:36.200
<v Speaker 1>years ago, Man, a guy um gave his club. But

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<v Speaker 1>for us man to tell you true. Um, So we

0:19:39.640 --> 0:19:41.960
<v Speaker 1>were doing the summertime. Man, we closed the whole club.

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<v Speaker 1>Now Man, we had the kids coming over the one

0:19:43.960 --> 0:19:47.080
<v Speaker 1>the daytime. Man feed the kids breathless lunch and a halftime.

0:19:47.119 --> 0:19:49.679
<v Speaker 1>They took the food home for dinner to feed the

0:19:49.680 --> 0:19:52.679
<v Speaker 1>families and everything though, man. But what I did was

0:19:52.760 --> 0:19:54.520
<v Speaker 1>when we showed them, man, we just showed them boys

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<v Speaker 1>love man. And then all these boys was was across

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<v Speaker 1>the street at the projects. I mean the projects are

0:19:59.359 --> 0:20:01.520
<v Speaker 1>the directly cross the streets. So they just walked over

0:20:01.560 --> 0:20:03.879
<v Speaker 1>to the club and had these some camp with us.

0:20:03.880 --> 0:20:05.840
<v Speaker 1>But man, that love that we showed them, and their

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<v Speaker 1>father they loved and sometimes he had to be the

0:20:08.320 --> 0:20:11.199
<v Speaker 1>tough look. But they're respected it though. Man. You know.

0:20:11.320 --> 0:20:13.200
<v Speaker 1>And once you show them to love them and you

0:20:13.320 --> 0:20:15.800
<v Speaker 1>clonel for him, and you show them how to eat,

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<v Speaker 1>you show them how to because I would take the

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<v Speaker 1>kids to to the house, man, I will show them

0:20:20.080 --> 0:20:22.880
<v Speaker 1>how to how to change brakes, how to change starters

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<v Speaker 1>on cars. Now, I mean he's a twelve thirteen year

0:20:25.320 --> 0:20:27.560
<v Speaker 1>old boys, man, and they gravitated to it. But you

0:20:27.600 --> 0:20:29.080
<v Speaker 1>just gotta show them that you love them though. Man.

0:20:29.119 --> 0:20:32.840
<v Speaker 1>They'll listen to you. You're right, You're right. And I

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<v Speaker 1>was I was just gonna touch on that I've been

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<v Speaker 1>thinking and wanting to do this for a long time.

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<v Speaker 1>Just just get a lot and get some of the

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<v Speaker 1>guys that I know that certified and breaks and all

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<v Speaker 1>of that, and how the kids come buy breaks for

0:20:47.520 --> 0:20:51.520
<v Speaker 1>the for their mom's car, whatever. And let them help

0:20:51.760 --> 0:20:56.080
<v Speaker 1>fix those brakes, let them learn how to change the battery. Uh,

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<v Speaker 1>do anything, you know, I got friends that anything just

0:21:02.000 --> 0:21:05.399
<v Speaker 1>to get them, let them learn something, you know what

0:21:05.480 --> 0:21:08.480
<v Speaker 1>I'm saying. So and and and it goes, it goes

0:21:08.520 --> 0:21:11.480
<v Speaker 1>a long way. And man, I commend with y'all doing.

0:21:12.200 --> 0:21:14.520
<v Speaker 1>And I wish we had that out here like that

0:21:14.520 --> 0:21:20.040
<v Speaker 1>where we can just actually get into the politics. We're

0:21:20.080 --> 0:21:23.040
<v Speaker 1>braging into you. We we we were bragging into you.

0:21:23.880 --> 0:21:27.399
<v Speaker 1>What what what we're doing? Uh, it's like we're gonna

0:21:27.440 --> 0:21:30.159
<v Speaker 1>barter right. Uh, there's a lot of resources that we

0:21:30.280 --> 0:21:33.359
<v Speaker 1>offer to two guys in California homey. Texas is a

0:21:33.400 --> 0:21:36.800
<v Speaker 1>fatherly friendly state. So we're trying to create an underground railroad.

0:21:36.840 --> 0:21:39.680
<v Speaker 1>But we got jobs. Niggas in California can't get down here, Hume.

0:21:40.160 --> 0:21:42.800
<v Speaker 1>So hey, man, y'all niggas ain't got nothing to do. Man, say,

0:21:42.840 --> 0:21:44.720
<v Speaker 1>we got some nigga that a high y'all down here

0:21:44.720 --> 0:21:49.600
<v Speaker 1>with the murderications nigga General Motors, Bell helicopter like Keeed Martin, say,

0:21:49.680 --> 0:21:52.639
<v Speaker 1>man toward deep people, hard killers. Man, you didn't come

0:21:52.680 --> 0:21:54.320
<v Speaker 1>down here and get a dog and we will help

0:21:54.400 --> 0:21:57.080
<v Speaker 1>assist y'all while y'all get along the way, saying with

0:21:57.160 --> 0:22:00.560
<v Speaker 1>y'all got some gang programs from gang intervention and prevention

0:22:00.640 --> 0:22:04.080
<v Speaker 1>program that can benefit here, and you guys can come

0:22:04.119 --> 0:22:07.840
<v Speaker 1>down here and facilitate those programs and get money from us,

0:22:07.920 --> 0:22:11.000
<v Speaker 1>from our county officials to come facilitate those programs. So

0:22:11.040 --> 0:22:16.440
<v Speaker 1>we're trying to open up underground railroad of exchange of resources, man,

0:22:16.480 --> 0:22:19.159
<v Speaker 1>for the community. So the program that you're asking for

0:22:19.400 --> 0:22:21.960
<v Speaker 1>is being created through the Fathers, the Father's Program, which

0:22:22.000 --> 0:22:25.120
<v Speaker 1>is coming to California, you know, Baba uncle Henny Man.

0:22:25.160 --> 0:22:28.120
<v Speaker 1>So we're just trying to get all the the statistics,

0:22:28.160 --> 0:22:31.080
<v Speaker 1>the numbers, get the data, uh, and get the research.

0:22:31.119 --> 0:22:33.280
<v Speaker 1>So when we present it, man, we got all our

0:22:33.320 --> 0:22:36.280
<v Speaker 1>eyes dotted in the tea's cross. Or are we bringing

0:22:36.280 --> 0:22:40.200
<v Speaker 1>some news right now, Charles? Yeah, yeah, yeah, we're breaking

0:22:40.200 --> 0:22:44.480
<v Speaker 1>some news, man, uh, Hendy noted man. So we got

0:22:44.520 --> 0:22:46.680
<v Speaker 1>the father of the Father's Program. Man, it's it's coming

0:22:46.720 --> 0:22:50.600
<v Speaker 1>to California, you know, and that's going to be um,

0:22:50.640 --> 0:22:54.600
<v Speaker 1>you know, through Uncle hen that Father's the Father's Program

0:22:54.800 --> 0:22:59.000
<v Speaker 1>is gonna be you know, facilitated through James myself and eight.

0:22:59.359 --> 0:23:02.800
<v Speaker 1>Because you know three figures. UM eight is very active

0:23:02.840 --> 0:23:04.960
<v Speaker 1>in the community. He don't brag onto a lot. He's

0:23:05.040 --> 0:23:07.040
<v Speaker 1>you know, out there messing with the youth. He's a

0:23:07.080 --> 0:23:09.880
<v Speaker 1>grounds here with the youth. He choots the coach football,

0:23:10.359 --> 0:23:13.240
<v Speaker 1>you know, he shoot the football, you know the football.

0:23:13.760 --> 0:23:16.680
<v Speaker 1>Very passionate about it, um And it's something that I'm

0:23:16.720 --> 0:23:19.159
<v Speaker 1>looking forward to, and I know James and James alluded

0:23:19.200 --> 0:23:22.800
<v Speaker 1>to earlier. He's looking forward to doing stuff like that

0:23:22.840 --> 0:23:25.600
<v Speaker 1>because we have to become proactive as black men in

0:23:25.600 --> 0:23:28.359
<v Speaker 1>our community and we have to stop waiting all the

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<v Speaker 1>time for that come and help me. Because I kind

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<v Speaker 1>of feel the same way my man was speaking earlier

0:23:33.320 --> 0:23:36.359
<v Speaker 1>was about the Democratic Party. That party teaches us to

0:23:36.400 --> 0:23:38.959
<v Speaker 1>be co dependent on people to set up and just

0:23:39.040 --> 0:23:40.720
<v Speaker 1>wait to set up and get you know, wait on

0:23:40.720 --> 0:23:44.360
<v Speaker 1>the welfare check or uh some kind of check every month.

0:23:44.440 --> 0:23:46.240
<v Speaker 1>We're waiting for somebody to come and help us. But

0:23:46.280 --> 0:23:52.800
<v Speaker 1>the only people that can help us as us us. Well,

0:23:52.840 --> 0:23:54.960
<v Speaker 1>you know what one thing I want to shave man.

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<v Speaker 1>We have to look at the world and the way

0:23:57.680 --> 0:24:00.520
<v Speaker 1>the world is today. I'm looking at this at the

0:24:00.520 --> 0:24:02.720
<v Speaker 1>news and I see all these people at the Capitol,

0:24:04.000 --> 0:24:07.959
<v Speaker 1>but Donald Trump if that was black people, this is

0:24:08.040 --> 0:24:09.879
<v Speaker 1>this is just my point of view. If that was

0:24:09.920 --> 0:24:13.679
<v Speaker 1>black people, all hell would have broke loose. Uh, you know,

0:24:13.760 --> 0:24:16.879
<v Speaker 1>where's the dogs, where's the gas, the tear gas? Where's

0:24:17.000 --> 0:24:20.720
<v Speaker 1>the military, where's the police knocking them down? Get the

0:24:20.720 --> 0:24:24.960
<v Speaker 1>funk off my off this line. If we don't see

0:24:25.000 --> 0:24:29.280
<v Speaker 1>what the world is becoming, then we we we're wasting

0:24:29.280 --> 0:24:32.560
<v Speaker 1>our time as black man. Because at the end of

0:24:32.600 --> 0:24:36.320
<v Speaker 1>the day, we lost already if if you really look

0:24:36.359 --> 0:24:39.440
<v Speaker 1>at it, we already at a loss. So the way

0:24:39.440 --> 0:24:41.480
<v Speaker 1>that we are treated, in the way that other people

0:24:41.520 --> 0:24:45.159
<v Speaker 1>are treated, we really have to pay attention. This is

0:24:45.200 --> 0:24:49.000
<v Speaker 1>why I really want a change, for us to change,

0:24:49.000 --> 0:24:52.720
<v Speaker 1>for us to see change, because if we don't do it,

0:24:53.800 --> 0:24:56.520
<v Speaker 1>they're not gonna do it for us. We gotta do

0:24:56.600 --> 0:24:59.119
<v Speaker 1>it well. This is this is the perfect time for

0:24:59.200 --> 0:25:01.800
<v Speaker 1>us to get it together. But why they're fighting each other. Never,

0:25:02.040 --> 0:25:05.199
<v Speaker 1>never in our lifetime, never in our lifetime, have we

0:25:05.280 --> 0:25:08.040
<v Speaker 1>seen the white boy fight the white boy like there

0:25:08.200 --> 0:25:10.080
<v Speaker 1>last time they fought each other like this, this was

0:25:10.119 --> 0:25:12.800
<v Speaker 1>over us and they were mad the motherfucker. But by

0:25:12.440 --> 0:25:15.399
<v Speaker 1>the albumst wiped out their country right that was the

0:25:15.440 --> 0:25:18.520
<v Speaker 1>Civil War. So now here it is. They're back at

0:25:18.560 --> 0:25:21.919
<v Speaker 1>this same problem again. But this don't have nothing to

0:25:21.960 --> 0:25:24.880
<v Speaker 1>do with us. This fight isn't about us. This fight

0:25:25.240 --> 0:25:27.720
<v Speaker 1>is about all the other foreugners that they have let

0:25:27.760 --> 0:25:30.360
<v Speaker 1>coming to their country, who don't speak their language, who

0:25:30.359 --> 0:25:33.400
<v Speaker 1>don't eat at their restaurants, who don't depend on them.

0:25:33.440 --> 0:25:35.480
<v Speaker 1>So this had nothing. So this is the perfect time

0:25:35.520 --> 0:25:37.840
<v Speaker 1>for us to let them kill each other. I let

0:25:37.880 --> 0:25:40.920
<v Speaker 1>them take over the White House and come getting our

0:25:41.000 --> 0:25:43.320
<v Speaker 1>stuff together. By time they look up, we might haven't

0:25:43.320 --> 0:25:48.640
<v Speaker 1>got our nation fix. They losing their nation. They right

0:25:48.680 --> 0:25:51.800
<v Speaker 1>now we're watching them lose their nation. So now we

0:25:51.880 --> 0:25:54.760
<v Speaker 1>can't say, man, they got they focused on us. They can't.

0:25:54.760 --> 0:25:56.840
<v Speaker 1>They ain't got time to focus on us now. So

0:25:56.880 --> 0:25:59.199
<v Speaker 1>now this time for us to put it out their

0:25:59.560 --> 0:26:02.879
<v Speaker 1>politics and man go to fixing on what we can fix.

0:26:03.119 --> 0:26:04.879
<v Speaker 1>And by time they look up, man, we don't got

0:26:04.920 --> 0:26:07.600
<v Speaker 1>a little stronger and we can stick our chest out

0:26:07.640 --> 0:26:10.080
<v Speaker 1>and say, hey, these are our demands and we stand

0:26:10.080 --> 0:26:16.479
<v Speaker 1>on what we demand. Right. I follow that exactly. It

0:26:16.520 --> 0:26:19.400
<v Speaker 1>has to be that way, because I honestly feel like this.

0:26:20.400 --> 0:26:22.280
<v Speaker 1>You know, we have all of these people that sit

0:26:22.400 --> 0:26:25.040
<v Speaker 1>up in these offices and these places, and they write

0:26:25.080 --> 0:26:27.880
<v Speaker 1>this programming. Right, they write this program and to tell

0:26:28.000 --> 0:26:31.080
<v Speaker 1>us what they think that what they think our children

0:26:31.119 --> 0:26:33.960
<v Speaker 1>need and what our communities need. The only ones that

0:26:34.040 --> 0:26:37.280
<v Speaker 1>can heal our community and thoroughly go through there is us.

0:26:38.240 --> 0:26:41.520
<v Speaker 1>We have to go through there, people like James McDonald's,

0:26:41.520 --> 0:26:44.520
<v Speaker 1>people like yourself, Charles. Because Charles, let let's go back

0:26:44.640 --> 0:26:48.840
<v Speaker 1>Charleston for the record. You spend time in the penitentiary system. Correct.

0:26:49.320 --> 0:26:51.239
<v Speaker 1>Oh no, I mean I went to do and I'm

0:26:51.280 --> 0:26:55.919
<v Speaker 1>i'm I'm I'm a steak baby, I'm gonna that. That's

0:26:55.960 --> 0:27:01.320
<v Speaker 1>what I meant to say that you've spent telling Yeah,

0:27:01.320 --> 0:27:03.439
<v Speaker 1>when I left, I was the longest kid locked up

0:27:03.440 --> 0:27:06.480
<v Speaker 1>in t y C. What was that for? For the

0:27:06.520 --> 0:27:09.320
<v Speaker 1>people that don't know, for murder? We killed the white

0:27:09.320 --> 0:27:13.840
<v Speaker 1>man in the South. Yeah, in the South. I want

0:27:13.840 --> 0:27:16.600
<v Speaker 1>the only niggas I know there's alive right now today

0:27:16.880 --> 0:27:19.080
<v Speaker 1>and say, man, I've done time for killing the white man.

0:27:19.840 --> 0:27:23.520
<v Speaker 1>Most niggas killed niggas and they're proud of it. Look,

0:27:23.600 --> 0:27:26.760
<v Speaker 1>let me ask you this man, because you know it's

0:27:26.760 --> 0:27:29.199
<v Speaker 1>supposed to be reformed, right, You're supposed to go to

0:27:29.320 --> 0:27:31.920
<v Speaker 1>prison and jail to get reformed, to get yourself right.

0:27:32.200 --> 0:27:33.960
<v Speaker 1>And get ready to go acclimate, to go out and

0:27:34.000 --> 0:27:37.000
<v Speaker 1>become a productive member of society. When you say that

0:27:37.040 --> 0:27:39.040
<v Speaker 1>your time spent in the chive in our system helps

0:27:39.080 --> 0:27:41.639
<v Speaker 1>you or hurt you, it helped me, help me. It

0:27:41.720 --> 0:27:46.359
<v Speaker 1>was uh, keep in mind I called a murder caatione.

0:27:47.160 --> 0:27:50.000
<v Speaker 1>Prior to that, outside of California, that was no such

0:27:50.040 --> 0:27:53.560
<v Speaker 1>thing as a kid of killing. You nigga started in California,

0:27:53.560 --> 0:27:56.320
<v Speaker 1>you'all start killing in seventy two. I think the Balue

0:27:56.400 --> 0:28:00.479
<v Speaker 1>murders right outside of that, it wasn't black black children

0:28:00.520 --> 0:28:05.240
<v Speaker 1>wasn't committing murder around the country. So almost twenty years later,

0:28:05.280 --> 0:28:11.199
<v Speaker 1>after California, juvenile started killing late eighties nineties, Texas created

0:28:11.240 --> 0:28:13.840
<v Speaker 1>this juvenile the terms just this juvenile law is called

0:28:13.840 --> 0:28:16.640
<v Speaker 1>Texas juvenile the term of sentencing law where a kid

0:28:16.680 --> 0:28:19.639
<v Speaker 1>could be sentenced up to forty years for committing violent

0:28:19.680 --> 0:28:23.719
<v Speaker 1>crimes such as capital murder, murder, attempted capital murder, aggravated

0:28:23.760 --> 0:28:27.919
<v Speaker 1>sexual assault. So I went into a juvenile system when

0:28:28.000 --> 0:28:30.680
<v Speaker 1>we had a governor by the name of and Richards.

0:28:30.720 --> 0:28:35.080
<v Speaker 1>And Richards was a recovering alcoholic and recovering drug at it,

0:28:35.359 --> 0:28:37.960
<v Speaker 1>and so a lot of her, a lot of money,

0:28:38.000 --> 0:28:40.480
<v Speaker 1>and the policy that she had in the early nineties

0:28:40.960 --> 0:28:47.160
<v Speaker 1>was geared towards not just rehabilitation, but resocialization. Now noticed

0:28:47.200 --> 0:28:52.360
<v Speaker 1>I said rehabilitation and re socialization with two different things

0:28:52.400 --> 0:28:57.120
<v Speaker 1>in two different terms. Resocialization is teaching you when you

0:28:57.320 --> 0:29:00.880
<v Speaker 1>walk up to somebody, instead of taking they toyed, you

0:29:00.920 --> 0:29:03.520
<v Speaker 1>say can I play with that? Well, most black children

0:29:03.560 --> 0:29:05.560
<v Speaker 1>don't know you have to ask. They say, hey, man,

0:29:05.640 --> 0:29:07.240
<v Speaker 1>let me see that, and they take it from you,

0:29:07.560 --> 0:29:09.360
<v Speaker 1>and if you can't whoop them, you can't ever get

0:29:09.360 --> 0:29:12.680
<v Speaker 1>it back. There's not mostly was socialized like that. Most

0:29:12.680 --> 0:29:15.440
<v Speaker 1>people when you give them something, they wasn't talked to

0:29:15.440 --> 0:29:18.560
<v Speaker 1>say thank you. So resocialization take you back to how

0:29:19.000 --> 0:29:22.440
<v Speaker 1>you're being resocialized. So I literally grew up in a

0:29:22.760 --> 0:29:24.959
<v Speaker 1>in a system home that gave us all the tools

0:29:24.960 --> 0:29:27.480
<v Speaker 1>and all the skills and all the things necessary for

0:29:27.560 --> 0:29:29.760
<v Speaker 1>us to come out here and be successful. So this

0:29:30.160 --> 0:29:32.360
<v Speaker 1>is the product of what I'm a product of a

0:29:32.440 --> 0:29:36.080
<v Speaker 1>juvenile system articulation. I was able to go to college

0:29:36.120 --> 0:29:40.400
<v Speaker 1>and excel. Uh Man, my childhood issues were resolved. We

0:29:40.440 --> 0:29:42.600
<v Speaker 1>had some of the best psychiatrist, some of the world's

0:29:42.600 --> 0:29:45.480
<v Speaker 1>best psychologists. Uh We was co ed so it was

0:29:45.640 --> 0:29:48.200
<v Speaker 1>boys and girls. We had an in ground swimming pool,

0:29:48.520 --> 0:29:51.520
<v Speaker 1>We had off campus jobs. We can take college courses

0:29:51.840 --> 0:29:56.440
<v Speaker 1>off campus, we had weekend passes. So I was really uh,

0:29:56.560 --> 0:29:59.280
<v Speaker 1>I grew up in and more like a boarding school,

0:29:59.520 --> 0:30:03.160
<v Speaker 1>but we were just you know, child merdles real. Now

0:30:03.160 --> 0:30:07.240
<v Speaker 1>I'm gonna ask you this question. I kind of want.

0:30:08.600 --> 0:30:13.000
<v Speaker 1>I'm sorry, it's not kind of woman. Go ahead, cause

0:30:13.000 --> 0:30:15.120
<v Speaker 1>I think we gotta de ley go ahead, you gotta yeah, yeah, no, no,

0:30:15.200 --> 0:30:17.520
<v Speaker 1>you gott you gotta go here. Okay, what I was

0:30:17.520 --> 0:30:19.400
<v Speaker 1>gonna say it was I want to go to James. Now,

0:30:19.440 --> 0:30:21.520
<v Speaker 1>then I'm gonna come to you. Eight ate. You did

0:30:21.560 --> 0:30:25.000
<v Speaker 1>time in jail, right, yeah, a little bit. You did

0:30:25.040 --> 0:30:27.120
<v Speaker 1>a little bit of time, So I won't really ask

0:30:27.120 --> 0:30:30.160
<v Speaker 1>you this. This is the question work here for James. James,

0:30:30.200 --> 0:30:32.400
<v Speaker 1>but you say that your time in the penitentiary system

0:30:32.440 --> 0:30:37.480
<v Speaker 1>actually help you. The only thing to Vina Ginger dropped

0:30:37.520 --> 0:30:38.920
<v Speaker 1>me is I didn't want to go back to the

0:30:39.040 --> 0:30:48.120
<v Speaker 1>motherfuck and that that's that's for most nigger from from

0:30:48.160 --> 0:30:53.000
<v Speaker 1>from our way like that. It does us that we

0:30:53.080 --> 0:30:55.320
<v Speaker 1>don't want to go back to fucking jail. That's what

0:30:55.480 --> 0:30:58.040
<v Speaker 1>going to jail. Are going to the pends. It teaches you,

0:30:58.360 --> 0:31:00.040
<v Speaker 1>It teaches you. Now don't want to come back, and

0:31:00.160 --> 0:31:05.400
<v Speaker 1>this motherfucker that's it, So I gotta do something differently. Well,

0:31:05.440 --> 0:31:10.880
<v Speaker 1>I paid attention to the fifteen fourteen cent work in

0:31:10.920 --> 0:31:15.360
<v Speaker 1>the yard. I paid attention too, you know, you basically

0:31:15.400 --> 0:31:19.560
<v Speaker 1>a slave, and that motherfucker I paid attention to, you know,

0:31:19.680 --> 0:31:22.720
<v Speaker 1>being told what to do when to do it. And

0:31:22.760 --> 0:31:26.080
<v Speaker 1>I'm a grown ass man. Those those I didn't want

0:31:26.120 --> 0:31:29.600
<v Speaker 1>to live like that. Uh you know, the majority of

0:31:29.640 --> 0:31:31.600
<v Speaker 1>the people that was on the street that I ran

0:31:31.640 --> 0:31:39.200
<v Speaker 1>into that were that that hardcore wasn't as hard hardcore

0:31:40.160 --> 0:31:43.840
<v Speaker 1>in prison, and and it was like, what the funk

0:31:43.880 --> 0:31:46.960
<v Speaker 1>am I here for? I'm when I get out, I'm

0:31:46.960 --> 0:31:50.000
<v Speaker 1>not coming back. So getting out of prison, I had

0:31:50.080 --> 0:31:53.600
<v Speaker 1>to prove a point to not only my mother, uh

0:31:53.680 --> 0:31:57.200
<v Speaker 1>my baby mama's, you know, everybody that said I was

0:31:57.240 --> 0:31:59.880
<v Speaker 1>going back. I had to show them I ain't going

0:32:00.120 --> 0:32:02.920
<v Speaker 1>back to prison. And and then the motherfucker but the knife.

0:32:02.960 --> 0:32:05.040
<v Speaker 1>You make a knife and you walk around with it

0:32:05.120 --> 0:32:08.080
<v Speaker 1>all day just to keep the motherfuck off your ass.

0:32:08.400 --> 0:32:12.480
<v Speaker 1>So I used all of that to say, I'm not

0:32:12.600 --> 0:32:15.920
<v Speaker 1>coming back to this motherfucker no more. It wasn't worth it.

0:32:15.920 --> 0:32:18.400
<v Speaker 1>It was a waste of time of my life. And

0:32:19.760 --> 0:32:21.560
<v Speaker 1>I was better off on the street and then setting

0:32:21.600 --> 0:32:24.080
<v Speaker 1>up in that motherfucker in the top romin and you know,

0:32:24.160 --> 0:32:27.920
<v Speaker 1>smoking camera cigarettes. So some of the ship I can't

0:32:28.120 --> 0:32:30.120
<v Speaker 1>some of the habits I had in there, I can't

0:32:30.160 --> 0:32:32.240
<v Speaker 1>get rid of them. I've been out of prison this

0:32:34.080 --> 0:32:39.080
<v Speaker 1>and I'm good, you know. So it taught me something,

0:32:39.080 --> 0:32:41.080
<v Speaker 1>But it taught me what I wanted to know or

0:32:41.360 --> 0:32:43.320
<v Speaker 1>or gave me the reasons why I didn't want to

0:32:43.360 --> 0:32:49.680
<v Speaker 1>come back. And I did that. Yeah. Well, one thing

0:32:49.720 --> 0:32:51.720
<v Speaker 1>that tripped me out about Charleston Man used to hearing

0:32:51.800 --> 0:32:54.000
<v Speaker 1>when he was speaking, and he would tell me some

0:32:54.160 --> 0:32:56.920
<v Speaker 1>young men they actually wanted to go to prison because

0:32:56.920 --> 0:32:59.760
<v Speaker 1>they wanted to slider by their manhood by going to prison. It.

0:33:00.120 --> 0:33:04.640
<v Speaker 1>I want to help me. I was a young nigga.

0:33:04.720 --> 0:33:07.960
<v Speaker 1>I inspired. I inspired to get to me a prison

0:33:08.040 --> 0:33:10.720
<v Speaker 1>yard and walk down there and do all that ship

0:33:10.840 --> 0:33:14.040
<v Speaker 1>that I heard uncle uncle curtis bragging. Nov I wanted

0:33:14.040 --> 0:33:17.120
<v Speaker 1>to go make some nigga wash my draws too. Uh Yeah,

0:33:17.200 --> 0:33:19.680
<v Speaker 1>I want to hold a cigarette behind my earra. I

0:33:19.680 --> 0:33:22.120
<v Speaker 1>wanted the road a cigarette pack up in my sleeve.

0:33:22.720 --> 0:33:26.000
<v Speaker 1>Because it was propagated to me that way, right, uh

0:33:26.080 --> 0:33:28.920
<v Speaker 1>nigga from I saw all the penitentiary movies with Too

0:33:28.960 --> 0:33:31.880
<v Speaker 1>Sweet or The Midnight Though. Man, I saw all that ship.

0:33:32.480 --> 0:33:35.000
<v Speaker 1>Uh So, Man, when I was in the six and

0:33:35.000 --> 0:33:37.360
<v Speaker 1>seven grade and recess, me and my little fellas were

0:33:37.520 --> 0:33:39.880
<v Speaker 1>practicing prison. We were talking about what we're gonna do,

0:33:40.080 --> 0:33:42.880
<v Speaker 1>how we would go walk. Uh So, now, man, I

0:33:42.920 --> 0:33:45.400
<v Speaker 1>inspired to go to prison. I just didn't know they

0:33:45.400 --> 0:33:47.840
<v Speaker 1>could keep you forever. Because I've seen Uncle Curtains go.

0:33:48.240 --> 0:33:50.400
<v Speaker 1>He'd be gone for three or four months, come out

0:33:50.560 --> 0:33:52.320
<v Speaker 1>on Wayne and go for a little while. So I

0:33:52.400 --> 0:33:54.600
<v Speaker 1>thought you could come and go kind of as you please.

0:33:54.720 --> 0:33:57.160
<v Speaker 1>As as a kid, I didn't know they keep you

0:33:57.240 --> 0:34:02.560
<v Speaker 1>for us home a long time. I don't do that. Yeah.

0:34:02.760 --> 0:34:06.680
<v Speaker 1>So as I started getting older, oh as I started

0:34:06.680 --> 0:34:10.040
<v Speaker 1>getting older men, and I say this, I say this

0:34:10.160 --> 0:34:14.440
<v Speaker 1>with a I can't say. I'm ashamous said, but is man,

0:34:14.480 --> 0:34:16.400
<v Speaker 1>it's pitiful that I it's a part of me that

0:34:16.480 --> 0:34:18.080
<v Speaker 1>feel like I missed out on some of them because

0:34:18.080 --> 0:34:21.000
<v Speaker 1>I didn't go to prison. I haven't done everything out

0:34:21.000 --> 0:34:22.520
<v Speaker 1>here in these streets home, and I can sell and

0:34:22.560 --> 0:34:24.160
<v Speaker 1>done this and I got but say when I get

0:34:24.200 --> 0:34:26.480
<v Speaker 1>around certain niggas. I can't talk ton of tankly talk,

0:34:26.680 --> 0:34:29.960
<v Speaker 1>and I feel loved out sometimes sometimes when I'll be

0:34:30.000 --> 0:34:32.680
<v Speaker 1>looking at on, hold on, let me send some time

0:34:32.719 --> 0:34:36.279
<v Speaker 1>when I'll be looking at your motherfucking nigga sending them

0:34:36.280 --> 0:34:38.920
<v Speaker 1>pictures home for prison from them Feds, and I'll be

0:34:38.960 --> 0:34:43.520
<v Speaker 1>looking at them, nigga, the nigga stands the body language

0:34:43.719 --> 0:34:47.719
<v Speaker 1>and then just the camaradderie homie that that picture gives off. Man,

0:34:47.800 --> 0:34:49.840
<v Speaker 1>you want to be a part of that home that

0:34:49.880 --> 0:34:51.960
<v Speaker 1>shouldn't look good? Man? I want, man, I want to

0:34:51.960 --> 0:34:54.080
<v Speaker 1>be a part of that prison ship, my nigga. So

0:34:54.120 --> 0:34:56.759
<v Speaker 1>I see how it can be so appealing to the

0:34:56.840 --> 0:34:59.439
<v Speaker 1>young niggas, because at forty three years old, I feel

0:34:59.480 --> 0:35:01.520
<v Speaker 1>like I missed stating. So what the hell do we

0:35:01.560 --> 0:35:04.319
<v Speaker 1>say to young boys thinking like that? Think? What would

0:35:04.320 --> 0:35:06.439
<v Speaker 1>we say to them? Young boys like that? Man they're

0:35:06.440 --> 0:35:11.040
<v Speaker 1>thinking like that. You tell him this, You tell him

0:35:11.080 --> 0:35:15.239
<v Speaker 1>everything that looked like his gold ain't gold. That's food,

0:35:16.480 --> 0:35:20.520
<v Speaker 1>because you know what happens, just like myself. Going to

0:35:20.600 --> 0:35:23.759
<v Speaker 1>the county jail is to start you. You better be

0:35:23.800 --> 0:35:27.759
<v Speaker 1>a gladiator going to the county jail in California. You're

0:35:27.800 --> 0:35:31.000
<v Speaker 1>going that gang module. You have to do what you

0:35:31.120 --> 0:35:34.520
<v Speaker 1>have to do. It prepares you for prison. If you

0:35:34.560 --> 0:35:36.879
<v Speaker 1>don't make it in the county jail, you damn sure

0:35:36.880 --> 0:35:39.480
<v Speaker 1>ain't gonna make it in prison. And a lot of cats,

0:35:39.920 --> 0:35:42.080
<v Speaker 1>just like you said, I want to go to prison

0:35:42.160 --> 0:35:45.400
<v Speaker 1>because they the homies went to prison, but some of

0:35:45.440 --> 0:35:48.520
<v Speaker 1>them and they don't realize going to prison, you ain't

0:35:48.520 --> 0:35:53.799
<v Speaker 1>gonna be like the big homie. Yeah, yeah, you ain't

0:35:53.800 --> 0:35:56.839
<v Speaker 1>known like him. So your prison days is gonna be

0:35:56.880 --> 0:36:00.360
<v Speaker 1>lived way harder than where he had to live. In prison.

0:36:01.360 --> 0:36:03.360
<v Speaker 1>Your survival move is gonna have to be on a

0:36:05.400 --> 0:36:09.399
<v Speaker 1>opposed to mind being at the sixty. So it ain't

0:36:09.440 --> 0:36:12.040
<v Speaker 1>what you think it is. It's when you get in

0:36:12.040 --> 0:36:15.560
<v Speaker 1>there you really see what prison is is either gonna

0:36:15.600 --> 0:36:18.840
<v Speaker 1>build you or break you down. And I've seen a

0:36:18.840 --> 0:36:23.040
<v Speaker 1>lot of kids really really immaturity is like not being taught,

0:36:23.120 --> 0:36:24.440
<v Speaker 1>you know what I'm saying. Like you said, a lot

0:36:24.440 --> 0:36:26.560
<v Speaker 1>of dudes and grow up with fathers and the homes,

0:36:26.880 --> 0:36:29.799
<v Speaker 1>you know, so, uh, it was the status. A lot

0:36:29.840 --> 0:36:32.480
<v Speaker 1>of us joined the gangs as young dudes, so our

0:36:32.600 --> 0:36:35.120
<v Speaker 1>role models was the O G S who was in prison.

0:36:35.520 --> 0:36:39.640
<v Speaker 1>So basically a lot of cats were, you know, had

0:36:39.719 --> 0:36:45.720
<v Speaker 1>that feeling of of prison authenticated them. You feel met

0:36:45.800 --> 0:36:49.320
<v Speaker 1>solidified my status by going to prison, of going to

0:36:49.600 --> 0:36:54.080
<v Speaker 1>y E back then. You know, so trying to tell

0:36:54.239 --> 0:36:57.399
<v Speaker 1>like I said again, in some aspects, it's just like

0:36:57.800 --> 0:37:01.239
<v Speaker 1>you know, um with with the music or with any

0:37:01.280 --> 0:37:04.720
<v Speaker 1>influence that we have as youngsters. You know what I'm saying,

0:37:04.960 --> 0:37:09.160
<v Speaker 1>when we don't have those role models present, you get me. Uh.

0:37:09.320 --> 0:37:10.840
<v Speaker 1>You know, I didn't grow up with a father and

0:37:10.960 --> 0:37:14.239
<v Speaker 1>the home. I talked to my father every day almost

0:37:14.560 --> 0:37:17.640
<v Speaker 1>you know, he lived in Oklahoma, moved to Oklahoma to

0:37:17.719 --> 0:37:20.520
<v Speaker 1>go to work for General Motors. You know, I grew

0:37:20.600 --> 0:37:23.200
<v Speaker 1>up in a home with just moms and my sister.

0:37:23.640 --> 0:37:27.920
<v Speaker 1>It was gang banging everywhere, So I felt like I

0:37:27.960 --> 0:37:30.960
<v Speaker 1>had the gang bang you get me. I don't have

0:37:31.080 --> 0:37:34.640
<v Speaker 1>the I didn't feel like we had the family backbone

0:37:34.760 --> 0:37:39.319
<v Speaker 1>structure that uh, So to speak, I could survive in

0:37:39.440 --> 0:37:43.720
<v Speaker 1>South Central just being a regular motherfucker. You get me. Uh,

0:37:44.360 --> 0:37:48.600
<v Speaker 1>I had to join the game, so uh to change

0:37:48.680 --> 0:37:54.720
<v Speaker 1>that influence would probably have been somebody to tell me, O, motherfucker,

0:37:54.760 --> 0:37:58.120
<v Speaker 1>going to prison ain't fun. Like it might look fun,

0:37:58.200 --> 0:38:01.720
<v Speaker 1>but it ain't fun. But out of us as youths

0:38:02.000 --> 0:38:07.640
<v Speaker 1>don't or didn't have those dudes to tell us you

0:38:07.640 --> 0:38:10.239
<v Speaker 1>don't want to go to prison, you get me, Uh,

0:38:10.480 --> 0:38:13.759
<v Speaker 1>stay in school, you know, try to maintain, get you

0:38:13.840 --> 0:38:16.120
<v Speaker 1>a job or whatever. We didn't have a lot of

0:38:16.160 --> 0:38:18.319
<v Speaker 1>that because a lot of us, you know, single file,

0:38:18.440 --> 0:38:22.480
<v Speaker 1>single mothers, you know Fithers was out on drugs somewhere,

0:38:22.640 --> 0:38:25.520
<v Speaker 1>just didn't give a damn so uh to try to

0:38:25.640 --> 0:38:29.680
<v Speaker 1>change the influence of telling dudes, hey, I know you

0:38:29.719 --> 0:38:31.920
<v Speaker 1>see it on TV, or you might hear it in

0:38:31.960 --> 0:38:34.600
<v Speaker 1>one of my rap songs, or you might see so

0:38:34.760 --> 0:38:38.279
<v Speaker 1>and so glorified the status, but prison ain't the way

0:38:38.280 --> 0:38:44.280
<v Speaker 1>to go. Um my my. I sometimes question that too,

0:38:44.440 --> 0:38:47.640
<v Speaker 1>to see what can change the minds of some of

0:38:47.680 --> 0:38:51.759
<v Speaker 1>these young dudes who were influenced by just whatever it

0:38:51.920 --> 0:38:55.320
<v Speaker 1>is negative you get me. They feel like you said,

0:38:55.520 --> 0:38:57.799
<v Speaker 1>should I feel like I missed out when I look

0:38:57.840 --> 0:39:00.480
<v Speaker 1>at prison pictures and see niggas in the holes is

0:39:00.520 --> 0:39:03.200
<v Speaker 1>and they all clicked up, and the homies all whatever,

0:39:03.560 --> 0:39:05.840
<v Speaker 1>and then niggas be trying model. I did fire the

0:39:05.920 --> 0:39:08.439
<v Speaker 1>ten or I walked this yard or I walked that yard,

0:39:08.480 --> 0:39:10.799
<v Speaker 1>and we did this, and we did that, and you

0:39:10.840 --> 0:39:13.640
<v Speaker 1>don't have no teals of that. So some dudes feel

0:39:13.719 --> 0:39:16.440
<v Speaker 1>like I got my doctor go through that program to

0:39:16.600 --> 0:39:20.440
<v Speaker 1>authenticate myself. You feel me, yeah, and and and and man.

0:39:20.560 --> 0:39:24.080
<v Speaker 1>The the thing I'm sitting her listening to you guys talk, man,

0:39:24.120 --> 0:39:27.080
<v Speaker 1>and I'm sitting her saying, men, at all the motherfucking

0:39:27.160 --> 0:39:30.160
<v Speaker 1>prison stories I heard. It wasn't until I got grown

0:39:30.160 --> 0:39:34.279
<v Speaker 1>and I actually heard something bad about prison all the see,

0:39:34.600 --> 0:39:37.759
<v Speaker 1>we really Uncle Curtis really wasn't no street nigga. Man,

0:39:37.800 --> 0:39:39.840
<v Speaker 1>he laid up on I ain't being got high. He

0:39:39.880 --> 0:39:44.400
<v Speaker 1>was the dope finguh. Uncle Wayne. Uncle Wayne was the

0:39:44.440 --> 0:39:47.520
<v Speaker 1>pimp nigga who got off on dope. So I didn't

0:39:47.560 --> 0:39:49.640
<v Speaker 1>get to see the real give niggers. Who would who

0:39:49.640 --> 0:39:52.719
<v Speaker 1>would come tell me Uncle Uncle curtin nigga telling me

0:39:52.800 --> 0:39:54.879
<v Speaker 1>we had a nigga Washington growls. If I really look

0:39:54.960 --> 0:39:58.480
<v Speaker 1>at my things back, he really telling me what you

0:39:58.520 --> 0:40:01.080
<v Speaker 1>see what I'm saying. He was young, So most of

0:40:01.120 --> 0:40:04.560
<v Speaker 1>the niggas that's hearing about prison, being and exposed to

0:40:04.680 --> 0:40:07.040
<v Speaker 1>prison or even the streets is really getting it from

0:40:07.040 --> 0:40:09.440
<v Speaker 1>a weenie nigga. And he and the weenie nigga to

0:40:09.480 --> 0:40:11.839
<v Speaker 1>make the ship sound like they were niggas, and it's

0:40:11.880 --> 0:40:15.040
<v Speaker 1>an easy cake walk. So we think it's an easy

0:40:15.120 --> 0:40:19.000
<v Speaker 1>cake walk getting a second hand information from these niggas, right,

0:40:19.320 --> 0:40:21.440
<v Speaker 1>So that's what I'm when you hear me say, man,

0:40:21.520 --> 0:40:24.319
<v Speaker 1>niggas them tricked? Does so? Now the young niggas is

0:40:24.360 --> 0:40:27.080
<v Speaker 1>being tricked. And to think about them being tricked compared

0:40:27.120 --> 0:40:30.200
<v Speaker 1>to us, Homie, they don't give second chances no more, Nigga,

0:40:30.239 --> 0:40:33.400
<v Speaker 1>we got a chance to come home before thirty and forty.

0:40:33.480 --> 0:40:36.080
<v Speaker 1>These young niggas who shoot them guns, now, Homie, they

0:40:36.200 --> 0:40:39.560
<v Speaker 1>down there guaranteed to be locked up to their forty

0:40:39.680 --> 0:40:43.400
<v Speaker 1>when the eighteen nineteen because the whole objective of the

0:40:43.440 --> 0:40:46.279
<v Speaker 1>criminal justice system is to take you and put you

0:40:46.320 --> 0:40:49.920
<v Speaker 1>away during what they call your prime crime years. It

0:40:50.040 --> 0:40:52.719
<v Speaker 1>used to be fifteen and twenty five. They figured you'd

0:40:52.760 --> 0:40:55.759
<v Speaker 1>be twenty five. You good. Now nigga gets twelve to

0:40:55.840 --> 0:40:58.640
<v Speaker 1>forty For the young nigga, they're gonna keep them the

0:40:58.680 --> 0:41:01.880
<v Speaker 1>fifty because they think if they are really super predators,

0:41:01.920 --> 0:41:03.920
<v Speaker 1>so they ain't letting them nicks come home today almore

0:41:04.000 --> 0:41:07.120
<v Speaker 1>fifty from the charges that they're making today at eighteen

0:41:07.239 --> 0:41:12.560
<v Speaker 1>nineteen and twenty. So that's why I believe gangster chronicles. Uh.

0:41:12.600 --> 0:41:15.520
<v Speaker 1>In this podcast, man, and not just with this podcast.

0:41:15.800 --> 0:41:18.920
<v Speaker 1>You guys coming down off into the communities are walking

0:41:18.920 --> 0:41:21.200
<v Speaker 1>that path of redemption and try to undo some of

0:41:21.200 --> 0:41:24.000
<v Speaker 1>the wrongs so they can get the full story and

0:41:24.000 --> 0:41:27.719
<v Speaker 1>and see these real life action figures, uh who the

0:41:27.760 --> 0:41:30.719
<v Speaker 1>rappers rapped by, and they can get the hotel in

0:41:30.719 --> 0:41:33.440
<v Speaker 1>in in real life. They're not getting it in the movies.

0:41:34.520 --> 0:41:36.880
<v Speaker 1>They're not getting it on wax, they're not getting it

0:41:36.920 --> 0:41:39.440
<v Speaker 1>in the house, they're not getting it in the streets.

0:41:39.480 --> 0:41:42.279
<v Speaker 1>So it's it's up to those of us who who

0:41:42.360 --> 0:41:46.560
<v Speaker 1>who've made it out overcame went through and are now

0:41:46.719 --> 0:41:50.040
<v Speaker 1>doing to go back man, and and undo some things.

0:41:50.520 --> 0:41:51.960
<v Speaker 1>And the only way you can't do that, that's just

0:41:52.080 --> 0:41:53.920
<v Speaker 1>about telling the truth. I'm sitting here and listening to

0:41:53.960 --> 0:41:56.000
<v Speaker 1>y'all talk, man, Ain't they can tell me nothing bad

0:41:56.000 --> 0:41:58.400
<v Speaker 1>about prison to even make me not reconsidered to go,

0:41:59.600 --> 0:42:03.160
<v Speaker 1>m Yeah, what the thing is? It takes a real person,

0:42:03.239 --> 0:42:05.480
<v Speaker 1>see a person that really cared about you gonna tell

0:42:05.520 --> 0:42:07.960
<v Speaker 1>you the real I had two uncles that came up

0:42:07.960 --> 0:42:10.160
<v Speaker 1>in the penitemporary system. And that's the reason why I

0:42:10.160 --> 0:42:13.399
<v Speaker 1>can probably say I ain't never done no prison time,

0:42:13.960 --> 0:42:17.600
<v Speaker 1>you know. But it was because it was because I

0:42:17.640 --> 0:42:19.680
<v Speaker 1>had uncles who was in that prison system, and they

0:42:19.719 --> 0:42:21.719
<v Speaker 1>used to tell me, like, you know, that's not a

0:42:21.719 --> 0:42:27.640
<v Speaker 1>place that you want to go, because let me say that, No,

0:42:27.719 --> 0:42:36.640
<v Speaker 1>I didn't doe you was James. Hey, I'm gonna be

0:42:36.680 --> 0:42:39.200
<v Speaker 1>honest with you. A lot of gas went to prison

0:42:39.280 --> 0:42:43.160
<v Speaker 1>just to get the buzine niggas one of the live

0:42:43.239 --> 0:42:45.440
<v Speaker 1>weights because the big homie or the homie came out,

0:42:45.520 --> 0:42:48.960
<v Speaker 1>showed and they went to prison. But they found out

0:42:49.040 --> 0:42:54.960
<v Speaker 1>when they got there that no, motherfucker, this ain't no

0:42:55.080 --> 0:42:57.600
<v Speaker 1>motherfucking l a fitting. It's coming up in here, mother

0:42:59.280 --> 0:43:04.359
<v Speaker 1>live with liable to not make it. You're not. You

0:43:04.480 --> 0:43:07.160
<v Speaker 1>might you might get some waste dropped on your head.

0:43:07.680 --> 0:43:11.120
<v Speaker 1>You might have somebody coming and and poke your as

0:43:11.160 --> 0:43:13.960
<v Speaker 1>because you don't there some file on the streets and

0:43:14.000 --> 0:43:16.640
<v Speaker 1>that paperwork came in there. So you had a lot

0:43:16.680 --> 0:43:19.160
<v Speaker 1>of cats trying to get the physique but didn't make it.

0:43:20.280 --> 0:43:21.839
<v Speaker 1>You had a lot of cats that coming in and

0:43:21.880 --> 0:43:24.000
<v Speaker 1>thought they was gonna be this type of person, but

0:43:24.280 --> 0:43:27.080
<v Speaker 1>wind up during the majority of their time and a

0:43:27.160 --> 0:43:29.600
<v Speaker 1>hole and a little bit of your ass. Sell ain't

0:43:29.600 --> 0:43:32.239
<v Speaker 1>no walking around no nothing. They let you out when

0:43:32.239 --> 0:43:35.360
<v Speaker 1>they want to that hour a day. A lot of

0:43:35.400 --> 0:43:37.800
<v Speaker 1>people broke behind that ship. They couldn't sit in the

0:43:37.920 --> 0:43:41.200
<v Speaker 1>selle twenty three hours a day and talk to their selves.

0:43:41.680 --> 0:43:45.040
<v Speaker 1>So a lot of motherfucker's doesn't understand prison until they

0:43:45.080 --> 0:43:48.560
<v Speaker 1>got there. And now your asses broke down. Now you're like,

0:43:48.600 --> 0:43:52.200
<v Speaker 1>what the fuck is this ship? Now you got listen

0:43:52.239 --> 0:43:55.160
<v Speaker 1>to me. Now you got five big old your motherfucker's

0:43:55.200 --> 0:43:58.160
<v Speaker 1>coming at you and raping ebody on in one leg.

0:43:58.719 --> 0:44:04.040
<v Speaker 1>And and now they they're spreading jelly on your booty

0:44:04.400 --> 0:44:11.440
<v Speaker 1>and talking about for that ship. Yeah your ass why.

0:44:12.520 --> 0:44:15.279
<v Speaker 1>So you know a lot of these cats they learned

0:44:15.320 --> 0:44:20.560
<v Speaker 1>their lessons. They don't want to go to you feel

0:44:20.719 --> 0:44:23.399
<v Speaker 1>You heard them stories and was like, fuck, no, huh,

0:44:23.480 --> 0:44:26.719
<v Speaker 1>I'm not going no prison ni jelly on the nig

0:44:27.040 --> 0:44:36.760
<v Speaker 1>asshole I've got going on. Pri Hey, motherfucker's was getting

0:44:36.760 --> 0:44:39.040
<v Speaker 1>was straight getting jelly. And you can tell who the

0:44:39.040 --> 0:44:44.040
<v Speaker 1>booty vantage was got more like fuck that ship. I

0:44:44.120 --> 0:44:47.760
<v Speaker 1>heard stories like that for my uncle's and I was like, hell, dog,

0:44:48.080 --> 0:44:50.240
<v Speaker 1>that's a trip. I am not going to be taken.

0:44:51.000 --> 0:44:53.279
<v Speaker 1>I'm gonna give your one true story and I'm gonna

0:44:53.280 --> 0:44:56.480
<v Speaker 1>make it quick. I got a homeboy named Smiley, been

0:44:56.520 --> 0:45:02.280
<v Speaker 1>in the penitentric this nineteen seventy four for murder every

0:45:02.480 --> 0:45:04.600
<v Speaker 1>all the homies that he knew that was coming in there,

0:45:04.680 --> 0:45:06.800
<v Speaker 1>besides the ones that he knew it was bona fide.

0:45:07.080 --> 0:45:13.160
<v Speaker 1>He sucked them. When when the motherfucker, when the motherfucker

0:45:13.239 --> 0:45:18.560
<v Speaker 1>got when the mother Yeah, that's how he was breaking

0:45:18.560 --> 0:45:21.759
<v Speaker 1>it down and keeping it in the hood. Yeah, it's

0:45:21.800 --> 0:45:23.720
<v Speaker 1>called breaking it down and keeping you in the hood.

0:45:24.160 --> 0:45:28.440
<v Speaker 1>So this dude, the police would get him. Anytime a

0:45:28.560 --> 0:45:32.200
<v Speaker 1>motherfucker like pisched the police off, they would put them,

0:45:32.320 --> 0:45:35.680
<v Speaker 1>put that person in his cell, and and Smiley would

0:45:35.680 --> 0:45:37.320
<v Speaker 1>go to work on that ass. He don't got a

0:45:37.360 --> 0:45:41.640
<v Speaker 1>problem telling you. Yeah, fun niggers, he tell you, I

0:45:41.640 --> 0:45:43.719
<v Speaker 1>don't got a problem with it. If you're coming this

0:45:43.840 --> 0:45:46.200
<v Speaker 1>motherfucking you, ain't you ain't the homie or the homie

0:45:46.280 --> 0:45:49.600
<v Speaker 1>I know, nigger, your little ass's mind. And he was sucking.

0:45:49.640 --> 0:45:52.520
<v Speaker 1>He broke a whole lot of homies down by just

0:45:52.920 --> 0:45:55.359
<v Speaker 1>winding up in the same prison with this nigga. So

0:45:55.760 --> 0:46:00.560
<v Speaker 1>you have predators inside of prison that that don't listen.

0:46:00.880 --> 0:46:03.759
<v Speaker 1>The little niggas, the little niggas go on prison looking

0:46:03.800 --> 0:46:05.880
<v Speaker 1>for the big homie, say I'm such and such, and

0:46:05.880 --> 0:46:08.520
<v Speaker 1>he'll play on them kind of young niggas. Come on

0:46:08.600 --> 0:46:11.239
<v Speaker 1>in there, gentlemen, to put you in my shell. And

0:46:11.239 --> 0:46:13.320
<v Speaker 1>the next thing you know, you're here howling and ship

0:46:13.960 --> 0:46:16.759
<v Speaker 1>nigga holland and and and broke his fingernails in that

0:46:16.920 --> 0:46:20.719
<v Speaker 1>in that still door, the knock, the play off, that

0:46:20.800 --> 0:46:24.440
<v Speaker 1>motherfucker trying to get out of there. But them niggas been,

0:46:24.680 --> 0:46:27.000
<v Speaker 1>them niggas been in up seventy fold of stretch. They

0:46:27.040 --> 0:46:30.200
<v Speaker 1>dick the eighteen inches long, putting on that mothfa and

0:46:30.239 --> 0:46:33.439
<v Speaker 1>they dropping that dick off in your back, say say

0:46:33.480 --> 0:46:40.880
<v Speaker 1>we got tell ya true man, Yeah, God damn remembers

0:46:40.920 --> 0:46:44.160
<v Speaker 1>the stories that I heard. So then was the stories

0:46:44.200 --> 0:46:46.239
<v Speaker 1>I heard how Jamie's broke it down. That's how I

0:46:46.280 --> 0:46:49.200
<v Speaker 1>heard nothing new because my uncle Steve, I'm gonna tell

0:46:49.200 --> 0:46:50.520
<v Speaker 1>you what a lot of these niggas don't tell you

0:46:50.560 --> 0:46:52.320
<v Speaker 1>a lot of niggas see what happens in the hood.

0:46:52.960 --> 0:46:55.239
<v Speaker 1>These cats go to the prison, right and they go

0:46:55.320 --> 0:46:57.800
<v Speaker 1>to prison, they get they either become a Muslim, and

0:46:57.840 --> 0:46:59.720
<v Speaker 1>ain't not wrong with that. Some of them is authentic

0:46:59.719 --> 0:47:02.840
<v Speaker 1>with them some lilimes. They become a Muslim, they become

0:47:02.840 --> 0:47:05.040
<v Speaker 1>a Christian, or they joined one of them groups, or

0:47:05.080 --> 0:47:06.919
<v Speaker 1>I don't want my problems. That's gonna do my time.

0:47:07.280 --> 0:47:09.360
<v Speaker 1>So they do their live two years or three years

0:47:09.440 --> 0:47:12.719
<v Speaker 1>like that, hiding right, and they come home like I

0:47:12.800 --> 0:47:15.080
<v Speaker 1>was this big nigke of walking around the yard. But

0:47:15.200 --> 0:47:20.360
<v Speaker 1>you hear the truth. The truth eventually always comes out. Hey,

0:47:20.320 --> 0:47:23.640
<v Speaker 1>yeah all, you all, y'all have to do. It's looked at.

0:47:23.920 --> 0:47:26.960
<v Speaker 1>We can. We can bleep his name out when we

0:47:26.960 --> 0:47:29.920
<v Speaker 1>can edit this part. Look him up on the internet

0:47:30.280 --> 0:47:34.080
<v Speaker 1>and you're gonna come up booty bandit, and you'll be

0:47:34.160 --> 0:47:37.160
<v Speaker 1>surprised at the things he did. And these kids need

0:47:37.239 --> 0:47:40.360
<v Speaker 1>to learn and understand. Just because you think you hard,

0:47:40.800 --> 0:47:44.719
<v Speaker 1>it's somebody harder than your ass. And when you go

0:47:44.840 --> 0:47:47.920
<v Speaker 1>to prison, you're gonna run into that motherfucker that's harder

0:47:47.920 --> 0:47:51.800
<v Speaker 1>than you, that got them squabbles at sixty five years old.

0:47:53.000 --> 0:47:56.000
<v Speaker 1>The motherfucker's been in jail twenty thirty years. They didn't shape,

0:47:56.000 --> 0:47:59.320
<v Speaker 1>they're ready. You're going there with that little attitude you

0:47:59.400 --> 0:48:02.160
<v Speaker 1>had on the street and get tapped, because if they

0:48:02.280 --> 0:48:06.040
<v Speaker 1>knocked y'all, they're gonna fu some of them. So it's

0:48:06.120 --> 0:48:10.439
<v Speaker 1>unfortunate or it's unfortunate that we got you know still

0:48:10.480 --> 0:48:12.759
<v Speaker 1>because you know, we all were young men at one

0:48:12.800 --> 0:48:16.960
<v Speaker 1>point in time, so you know how our mentalities was.

0:48:17.360 --> 0:48:20.360
<v Speaker 1>You know, James, you when you was banging, uh, you

0:48:20.400 --> 0:48:23.440
<v Speaker 1>know my mentality as a youngster, you know, joining the

0:48:23.560 --> 0:48:27.160
<v Speaker 1>gang or whatever. But you know, and I could say

0:48:27.160 --> 0:48:28.839
<v Speaker 1>it was a lot of the times it was trying

0:48:28.880 --> 0:48:32.279
<v Speaker 1>to be uh belonged to something, like I said, no

0:48:32.440 --> 0:48:37.880
<v Speaker 1>father in the house, no older brother, no ship like that. So, um,

0:48:37.920 --> 0:48:40.600
<v Speaker 1>it's unfortunate that some of our youth have to go

0:48:40.680 --> 0:48:44.520
<v Speaker 1>through the situation of having to take that path. And uh,

0:48:44.600 --> 0:48:48.960
<v Speaker 1>if there were opportunities presented, hopefully that's some of these

0:48:49.080 --> 0:48:51.880
<v Speaker 1>used that you can catch them young. You know, I

0:48:52.239 --> 0:48:55.040
<v Speaker 1>coach football. You know I see a lot of you know,

0:48:55.120 --> 0:48:57.120
<v Speaker 1>I go from the age of five all the way

0:48:57.160 --> 0:48:59.400
<v Speaker 1>up to four team. So you know, you see some

0:48:59.480 --> 0:49:01.840
<v Speaker 1>of the boys who you know a little rough around

0:49:01.880 --> 0:49:05.279
<v Speaker 1>the edges, you know, cussing that eleven years old and

0:49:05.360 --> 0:49:08.080
<v Speaker 1>fuck you this and your mama this, and you know,

0:49:08.320 --> 0:49:10.799
<v Speaker 1>so you could tell the motherfucker's who have already been

0:49:11.400 --> 0:49:15.200
<v Speaker 1>uh around or familiar with with the ship, you know,

0:49:15.280 --> 0:49:17.600
<v Speaker 1>go to school and they hanging with the rough kids

0:49:17.719 --> 0:49:21.680
<v Speaker 1>or whatever, you know, So I would have problems sometimes

0:49:21.719 --> 0:49:23.839
<v Speaker 1>with some of the kids wanting to fight each other,

0:49:24.360 --> 0:49:27.319
<v Speaker 1>some of the kids being from different areas, you know,

0:49:28.080 --> 0:49:30.760
<v Speaker 1>or just some of the kids just not liking motherfucker's period.

0:49:31.040 --> 0:49:33.760
<v Speaker 1>So we'll just try to bring them to a point

0:49:33.800 --> 0:49:36.160
<v Speaker 1>of just going. You know, we all in this ship,

0:49:36.560 --> 0:49:40.319
<v Speaker 1>you know, different side, different motherfucking areas. You know, some

0:49:40.360 --> 0:49:42.799
<v Speaker 1>of y'all got dads at home, some of y'all don't,

0:49:43.239 --> 0:49:47.680
<v Speaker 1>you know. But the banging ship, I would give them

0:49:47.680 --> 0:49:50.920
<v Speaker 1>incorporate stories about me banging and what I saw and

0:49:51.000 --> 0:49:56.359
<v Speaker 1>what I went through, and uh, there's opportunities that are

0:49:56.400 --> 0:49:59.440
<v Speaker 1>given to you kids nowadays that you should take the

0:49:59.480 --> 0:50:02.080
<v Speaker 1>opportunity un of these because like when I was growing up,

0:50:02.400 --> 0:50:04.400
<v Speaker 1>it was hard to play youth football, you know what

0:50:04.480 --> 0:50:07.719
<v Speaker 1>I'm saying, because to the affiliations with gangs and where

0:50:07.760 --> 0:50:10.120
<v Speaker 1>you lived at you know, where I lived. I couldn't

0:50:10.120 --> 0:50:12.200
<v Speaker 1>go play for a team because they was across the

0:50:12.280 --> 0:50:16.000
<v Speaker 1>tracks in the enemy neighborhood. So you know, moms had

0:50:16.040 --> 0:50:18.520
<v Speaker 1>a fear of taking me over there to sign me up.

0:50:18.640 --> 0:50:20.479
<v Speaker 1>You know, a lot of that's what we went through,

0:50:20.520 --> 0:50:24.160
<v Speaker 1>but it's presented now a little differently, and a lot

0:50:24.200 --> 0:50:26.799
<v Speaker 1>of us, you know, try to set up examples for

0:50:26.840 --> 0:50:29.960
<v Speaker 1>the youth. So that's what one of the things I do, um,

0:50:30.040 --> 0:50:33.040
<v Speaker 1>you know, coach football and try to show kids even

0:50:33.040 --> 0:50:36.360
<v Speaker 1>though um, you know, they see me in movies and

0:50:36.400 --> 0:50:39.160
<v Speaker 1>they hear the row coach, you did woopy woop, and

0:50:39.160 --> 0:50:41.360
<v Speaker 1>you did this and you did that, you know, and

0:50:41.400 --> 0:50:44.719
<v Speaker 1>I always try to tell them, you know, everybody has

0:50:44.760 --> 0:50:47.080
<v Speaker 1>a choice and a different path to take, and don't

0:50:47.080 --> 0:50:49.640
<v Speaker 1>always look at the dude that's ahead of you to go.

0:50:50.320 --> 0:50:53.080
<v Speaker 1>You know, you gotta take his path. You get me

0:50:53.400 --> 0:50:57.239
<v Speaker 1>because I didn't have nobody who gang banged in my

0:50:57.400 --> 0:51:02.320
<v Speaker 1>family at all. I did have no brothers or cousins

0:51:02.400 --> 0:51:06.880
<v Speaker 1>or uncle influences or my people stayed down south in Mississippi,

0:51:07.200 --> 0:51:11.879
<v Speaker 1>so my parents, my mom moved to California. So you know,

0:51:12.080 --> 0:51:15.839
<v Speaker 1>that's that's the introduction where that came from. So you know,

0:51:16.280 --> 0:51:20.480
<v Speaker 1>my sisters and my girl cousins, they fucked with all

0:51:20.520 --> 0:51:23.759
<v Speaker 1>the gang bangers. It's how I got introduced because I

0:51:23.800 --> 0:51:27.880
<v Speaker 1>wanted to. I want to have ship. I felt the protection,

0:51:28.000 --> 0:51:32.440
<v Speaker 1>I felt, the affiliation, I felt that you know, the belonging.

0:51:32.719 --> 0:51:35.759
<v Speaker 1>So that's what I saw as a kid because my

0:51:35.920 --> 0:51:40.040
<v Speaker 1>father wasn't around. I wasn't part of no programs or nothing,

0:51:40.120 --> 0:51:44.120
<v Speaker 1>or sports or nothing. And when you got sister and

0:51:44.200 --> 0:51:47.720
<v Speaker 1>cousins pulling up after school with the latest drug dealers

0:51:47.760 --> 0:51:50.439
<v Speaker 1>and they in the fancy cars and ship, there goes

0:51:50.480 --> 0:51:54.399
<v Speaker 1>my influence. You give me, that's my influence. Even though

0:51:54.480 --> 0:51:56.840
<v Speaker 1>moms was walking in the house every day, working the

0:51:56.960 --> 0:51:59.440
<v Speaker 1>nine to five and struggling and trying to put food

0:51:59.480 --> 0:52:02.440
<v Speaker 1>on the table. But my influences was the niggas down

0:52:02.480 --> 0:52:04.920
<v Speaker 1>the corner with the fancy cars and who my sister

0:52:05.000 --> 0:52:08.000
<v Speaker 1>and then was pulling up with. So it could take

0:52:08.040 --> 0:52:11.440
<v Speaker 1>your turn. Because even though like I said, myns was

0:52:11.480 --> 0:52:15.520
<v Speaker 1>in the church, put food on the table every day,

0:52:15.719 --> 0:52:19.800
<v Speaker 1>work two jobs. You get me. You know, wasn't no

0:52:20.040 --> 0:52:23.080
<v Speaker 1>rats and roaches and all that type of ship. But

0:52:23.160 --> 0:52:29.000
<v Speaker 1>I still felt growing up in Compton because gang banging

0:52:29.239 --> 0:52:35.040
<v Speaker 1>was that connection I felt to be longing. You feel me, Uh,

0:52:35.160 --> 0:52:38.279
<v Speaker 1>niggas watching my back, I'm watching a back and that ship.

0:52:38.360 --> 0:52:42.360
<v Speaker 1>So as a youth, you couldn't You couldn't tell me ship.

0:52:43.000 --> 0:52:46.120
<v Speaker 1>As a as a thirteen year old, you couldn't tell

0:52:46.239 --> 0:52:50.400
<v Speaker 1>me now have had my father been at home and

0:52:50.480 --> 0:52:55.360
<v Speaker 1>it's been a different lifestyle than I probably saw things differently,

0:52:55.680 --> 0:52:59.600
<v Speaker 1>like kids, do you know our typical kid when they

0:52:59.640 --> 0:53:02.360
<v Speaker 1>grow I'm gonna be I'm gonna be a football player,

0:53:02.400 --> 0:53:06.160
<v Speaker 1>I'm gonna be a basketball player. I'm gonna be a fireman.

0:53:06.640 --> 0:53:11.600
<v Speaker 1>You know, I didn't fuck that ship. I was gonna

0:53:11.640 --> 0:53:13.600
<v Speaker 1>be one of the niggas down the street on the corner.

0:53:13.800 --> 0:53:17.640
<v Speaker 1>That's what I was for the big at twelve years old. Hey,

0:53:17.719 --> 0:53:20.319
<v Speaker 1>I got a question for you. So if one of

0:53:20.360 --> 0:53:23.719
<v Speaker 1>those guys that was driving them nice cars are in

0:53:23.840 --> 0:53:27.520
<v Speaker 1>that low rider that just say when your sister was David,

0:53:28.320 --> 0:53:31.239
<v Speaker 1>if he would have came at you and told you

0:53:31.320 --> 0:53:33.600
<v Speaker 1>that this is not for you gang banging. Don't you

0:53:33.680 --> 0:53:36.320
<v Speaker 1>never gang bang and all of this other ship, would

0:53:36.320 --> 0:53:38.359
<v Speaker 1>you to believe in? Would you to follow that path

0:53:39.120 --> 0:53:42.760
<v Speaker 1>or listen to Probably because I didn't have no father

0:53:42.920 --> 0:53:46.120
<v Speaker 1>figures at the time, and I was a young kid

0:53:46.120 --> 0:53:50.560
<v Speaker 1>basically wanting to gravitate to who any any motherfucker who

0:53:50.600 --> 0:53:55.319
<v Speaker 1>took the time you feel me was banging and was

0:53:55.360 --> 0:53:58.160
<v Speaker 1>a hard ass nigga, and you knew he was in

0:53:58.200 --> 0:54:01.759
<v Speaker 1>the streets with the sacking he was affiliated, and the

0:54:01.880 --> 0:54:04.200
<v Speaker 1>nigga walked up to me and said, motherfucker, you bet not,

0:54:04.360 --> 0:54:07.759
<v Speaker 1>gang bang. I went off to start playing football or

0:54:07.760 --> 0:54:10.600
<v Speaker 1>some ship like that, because the nigga is telling me

0:54:10.960 --> 0:54:15.440
<v Speaker 1>that's affiliated. You noticed, nigga, he will don't know that.

0:54:15.560 --> 0:54:18.440
<v Speaker 1>Nigga say you bet not. I was one of the

0:54:18.560 --> 0:54:20.880
<v Speaker 1>motherfucker's that go oh O G said you bet not.

0:54:21.640 --> 0:54:23.560
<v Speaker 1>Let me go do something else then, because now I

0:54:23.600 --> 0:54:26.000
<v Speaker 1>got the word about O G fucking with me every

0:54:26.080 --> 0:54:28.799
<v Speaker 1>day that I'm out here trying to be something that

0:54:28.960 --> 0:54:31.960
<v Speaker 1>he said, I can't fucking be. I didn't have that.

0:54:32.560 --> 0:54:36.480
<v Speaker 1>I had niggas in my own age group. There was

0:54:36.600 --> 0:54:39.800
<v Speaker 1>no older niggas around. I was hanging around the twelve

0:54:39.880 --> 0:54:43.640
<v Speaker 1>thirteen year old niggas who wanted to bang too. So

0:54:44.600 --> 0:54:48.000
<v Speaker 1>the niggas that came over with the sister in them,

0:54:48.719 --> 0:54:51.160
<v Speaker 1>they was like, yeah, little nigga, what's haping it? Blah

0:54:51.160 --> 0:54:53.520
<v Speaker 1>blah blah. I'm gonna take you to the hood next thing,

0:54:53.560 --> 0:54:56.800
<v Speaker 1>you know, I'm accorded in. That's how I started banging.

0:54:57.960 --> 0:55:02.359
<v Speaker 1>So that's where we need today. Encouragement supposed to say,

0:55:02.440 --> 0:55:05.480
<v Speaker 1>come on join us, Come on, nigga, you can get everything.

0:55:05.600 --> 0:55:09.080
<v Speaker 1>You really benefits being a game. A gang banger you got,

0:55:09.120 --> 0:55:11.080
<v Speaker 1>I'm gonna give you for one K. You don't get

0:55:11.120 --> 0:55:15.279
<v Speaker 1>none of that ship exactly in the good. And then

0:55:15.320 --> 0:55:19.160
<v Speaker 1>after as a youth, you're influenced by you know, anybody,

0:55:19.200 --> 0:55:21.920
<v Speaker 1>You could be fluenced by, anybody that you feel is official.

0:55:22.120 --> 0:55:25.000
<v Speaker 1>You feel me, whether that's the local drug dealer, the

0:55:25.040 --> 0:55:28.240
<v Speaker 1>local policeman, or the nigga on the corner who owned

0:55:28.239 --> 0:55:32.520
<v Speaker 1>the motherfucking neighborhood store. You know, as a young kid,

0:55:32.719 --> 0:55:37.680
<v Speaker 1>before you reach those depths of hell, if there's somebody

0:55:37.800 --> 0:55:40.799
<v Speaker 1>significant that can put you on the right path. And

0:55:40.800 --> 0:55:42.680
<v Speaker 1>that's what I try to do as far as with

0:55:42.760 --> 0:55:45.400
<v Speaker 1>the football ship, because you see it, you know, you

0:55:45.440 --> 0:55:48.200
<v Speaker 1>see niggas wanted the bang and they get there. You

0:55:48.320 --> 0:55:51.440
<v Speaker 1>hear them whispering it or something because what's some blood?

0:55:51.800 --> 0:55:54.439
<v Speaker 1>And you know you have to ask them. I check

0:55:54.480 --> 0:55:59.160
<v Speaker 1>a nigger who said that ship? Where are you from? Motherfucker?

0:55:59.160 --> 0:56:01.440
<v Speaker 1>If you don't take your that's home and study some

0:56:01.480 --> 0:56:03.920
<v Speaker 1>books and go learn your fucking football plays for this

0:56:04.000 --> 0:56:07.839
<v Speaker 1>game Saturday. And and that's what I try to you know,

0:56:07.920 --> 0:56:11.200
<v Speaker 1>because it's not the right path, you know what I'm saying.

0:56:11.200 --> 0:56:13.680
<v Speaker 1>And even though it's you know, like I said, I'm

0:56:13.719 --> 0:56:17.960
<v Speaker 1>not wanting to talk because I was affiliated our gang bang.

0:56:18.360 --> 0:56:22.280
<v Speaker 1>I sold drugs, I did it all, carried traps, bug

0:56:22.360 --> 0:56:25.759
<v Speaker 1>did whatever. But the whole point about it is if

0:56:25.800 --> 0:56:30.040
<v Speaker 1>there was a different lifestyle that I thought that would

0:56:30.040 --> 0:56:33.320
<v Speaker 1>have gave me the same gratification as making money, feeling

0:56:33.360 --> 0:56:36.920
<v Speaker 1>like I'm important a nigger from the hood representing, then

0:56:37.400 --> 0:56:39.640
<v Speaker 1>I would have probably made that choice. But when you

0:56:39.640 --> 0:56:42.120
<v Speaker 1>ain't got no dad in the house, your mom is

0:56:42.160 --> 0:56:45.280
<v Speaker 1>working from eleven o'clock at night to seven in the morning.

0:56:45.600 --> 0:56:51.600
<v Speaker 1>Ship Uh man, Uh, it's a man named Mr Davis

0:56:51.600 --> 0:56:54.000
<v Speaker 1>and Mr Davis working t y C for forty years.

0:56:54.040 --> 0:56:56.920
<v Speaker 1>Do last right now? I just said Mr David's name. Man.

0:56:57.000 --> 0:56:59.759
<v Speaker 1>Mr Davis was a uh. He was strict, but he

0:56:59.840 --> 0:57:02.560
<v Speaker 1>was fair and we knew he cared and he wouldn't

0:57:02.640 --> 0:57:05.279
<v Speaker 1>let the staff mistreat us, right, so we could so

0:57:05.440 --> 0:57:08.040
<v Speaker 1>if if he man, man, we could go tell the

0:57:08.080 --> 0:57:10.080
<v Speaker 1>staff on Mr Davis and man, he go jump on

0:57:10.160 --> 0:57:12.560
<v Speaker 1>him like their students and I used to hear them

0:57:12.600 --> 0:57:16.160
<v Speaker 1>always tell the staff members, y'all can't correct these kids.

0:57:16.160 --> 0:57:18.400
<v Speaker 1>If you ain't got no relationship with you, first have

0:57:18.520 --> 0:57:21.880
<v Speaker 1>to establish a relationship with the motherfucker you trying to

0:57:21.920 --> 0:57:26.120
<v Speaker 1>correct and tell something too if you think that person

0:57:26.320 --> 0:57:29.840
<v Speaker 1>receive what you're saying. So without no, without no relationship,

0:57:29.920 --> 0:57:31.720
<v Speaker 1>there's no connection. Man, I don't want to hear not

0:57:31.880 --> 0:57:33.560
<v Speaker 1>what you're about to say. Nick, you can't come home

0:57:33.640 --> 0:57:36.520
<v Speaker 1>with me if you and my face chip. As a

0:57:36.560 --> 0:57:39.960
<v Speaker 1>young nigga, I resent it because I want you to

0:57:39.960 --> 0:57:43.680
<v Speaker 1>come home with me the same discipline, the same chastising,

0:57:44.080 --> 0:57:47.440
<v Speaker 1>the same correction that you've given me. Man, you're just

0:57:47.440 --> 0:57:49.880
<v Speaker 1>getting it to me right here, or youth counsel or

0:57:49.880 --> 0:57:52.400
<v Speaker 1>writer here on a football field. Man, come home with me, Man,

0:57:52.680 --> 0:57:54.800
<v Speaker 1>bring me home with you. Those are the type of

0:57:54.840 --> 0:57:56.480
<v Speaker 1>things I would be saying as a young nig in

0:57:56.560 --> 0:58:00.479
<v Speaker 1>my head, get my ass chewed out, mad any ting

0:58:00.520 --> 0:58:02.360
<v Speaker 1>me out. But man, just what I've been wrolling all

0:58:02.360 --> 0:58:04.080
<v Speaker 1>my life a man, and jump on me and tell

0:58:04.120 --> 0:58:10.840
<v Speaker 1>me I'm doing wrong right now and and and that's

0:58:10.840 --> 0:58:14.960
<v Speaker 1>something you do. Five six kids been in the night

0:58:15.000 --> 0:58:17.840
<v Speaker 1>at my house. You know every weekend. You didn't know

0:58:18.760 --> 0:58:21.800
<v Speaker 1>because of a lot of the kids didn't have dads

0:58:22.280 --> 0:58:26.480
<v Speaker 1>or you know, dads didn't show up to practice or games.

0:58:26.480 --> 0:58:29.120
<v Speaker 1>And you know, and I have my son playing with

0:58:29.160 --> 0:58:31.880
<v Speaker 1>me because I want to show motherfucker's that we as

0:58:31.960 --> 0:58:34.760
<v Speaker 1>black men do have that connection with with our sons

0:58:34.800 --> 0:58:37.560
<v Speaker 1>in the household. So that was one of my reasons

0:58:37.600 --> 0:58:42.080
<v Speaker 1>for coaching and coaching with my son, uh, is to

0:58:42.200 --> 0:58:46.040
<v Speaker 1>show that you know, there's a father, there's a son,

0:58:46.160 --> 0:58:49.520
<v Speaker 1>You got that lifestyle here. So and then I wouldn't

0:58:49.560 --> 0:58:53.920
<v Speaker 1>want kids to feel alienated by that. Either. You get

0:58:54.240 --> 0:58:57.840
<v Speaker 1>a ship. Karan got coached eight here, you know, with

0:58:58.000 --> 0:59:00.200
<v Speaker 1>his dad, and they get to go home every day

0:59:00.200 --> 0:59:02.800
<v Speaker 1>and you see our coach eight always on him and

0:59:03.000 --> 0:59:05.560
<v Speaker 1>you know with his shoes and his he carry his

0:59:05.640 --> 0:59:10.680
<v Speaker 1>equipment after practice and you know, so kids with Coach eight,

0:59:10.720 --> 0:59:12.960
<v Speaker 1>can I come spend the night over your house this weekend?

0:59:13.040 --> 0:59:15.080
<v Speaker 1>Or I'll be like, yeah, jump in the car, can

0:59:15.120 --> 0:59:17.720
<v Speaker 1>I come? So I have five six kids at the house,

0:59:18.000 --> 0:59:20.320
<v Speaker 1>you know what I'm saying. And and I've never been

0:59:20.640 --> 0:59:25.120
<v Speaker 1>um one to brag about it, but these kids are sixteen,

0:59:25.200 --> 0:59:28.200
<v Speaker 1>seventeen years old and I got four of them in

0:59:28.240 --> 0:59:30.680
<v Speaker 1>the room right now with my son. You give me.

0:59:30.720 --> 0:59:34.720
<v Speaker 1>So that's the connection that I've had to where that

0:59:34.920 --> 0:59:38.040
<v Speaker 1>as these kids grow up, they still have the connection

0:59:38.120 --> 0:59:41.000
<v Speaker 1>to me as a father figure in the coach that

0:59:41.080 --> 0:59:43.880
<v Speaker 1>they still even that they're in high schools and they

0:59:43.920 --> 0:59:47.160
<v Speaker 1>all go to different high schools. Now ship every weekend,

0:59:47.280 --> 0:59:49.840
<v Speaker 1>these kids is at my house chilling. You get me

0:59:51.200 --> 0:59:54.720
<v Speaker 1>that that's the connection that I feel that I had

0:59:54.760 --> 0:59:57.720
<v Speaker 1>to give back to as far as knowing the way

0:59:57.760 --> 1:00:00.200
<v Speaker 1>I grew up. Not to say I was fi their

1:00:00.240 --> 1:00:02.959
<v Speaker 1>list because my father was still around, but he wasn't

1:00:03.040 --> 1:00:06.840
<v Speaker 1>in the home and it made a significant difference. Say, ay, now,

1:00:06.920 --> 1:00:08.040
<v Speaker 1>this is what I want to say to all the

1:00:08.040 --> 1:00:13.360
<v Speaker 1>football coaches. Man, you say, man, you niggas are you

1:00:13.360 --> 1:00:17.640
<v Speaker 1>guys are the ones who stopped the future violence? Right? Uh,

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<v Speaker 1>there's a guy by the name of Big Dome Or

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<v Speaker 1>He coach litt league football in this city for a

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<v Speaker 1>long time and once he got into politics, our local

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<v Speaker 1>mayor and a few of our city council members went

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<v Speaker 1>to California and they got this this v IP gang

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<v Speaker 1>programs and does with gang bollers. So man, they don't

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<v Speaker 1>realize all the young niggas that's doing the shooting and killing,

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<v Speaker 1>all the ones play little league football together, so they

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<v Speaker 1>wouldn't got done. Man, Big don't can show up anywhere

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<v Speaker 1>and ain't what's up coach. Don't all the young niggas

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<v Speaker 1>know him, so he didn't been proven to be one

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<v Speaker 1>of the most effective youth engagement people in the city

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<v Speaker 1>from having coach little league football because you know, I

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<v Speaker 1>met all the young niggles. It's a good start, and

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<v Speaker 1>especially if you could get programs like that, because let's

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<v Speaker 1>face it, you know, we we were kind of uh

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<v Speaker 1>are are our nation is gifted at at sports, you know,

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<v Speaker 1>in those areas. You know, so if you can catch

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<v Speaker 1>them young five six years old. And the whole thing

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<v Speaker 1>about it is, we should have programs like that in

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<v Speaker 1>the city. I mean, we we have them, but like

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<v Speaker 1>I said, when I grew up, it was difficult because

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<v Speaker 1>of neighborhood boundaries in areas dudes affiliated. But I think

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<v Speaker 1>if that was something, uh that could be brought to

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<v Speaker 1>the forefront in the city, and it could be you know,

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<v Speaker 1>to the point because it's real big among kids. You

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<v Speaker 1>you just don't know how kids light up when they

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<v Speaker 1>get to put on uniforms or be participants in the

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<v Speaker 1>team or whatever. So I encourage a lot of single parents,

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<v Speaker 1>whether their moms or dad's you know, try to sign

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<v Speaker 1>your son up or kids up or daughters up. For

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<v Speaker 1>some kind of its activities. It gets them out the house.

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<v Speaker 1>It teaches them team you know, teamwork. It teaches them

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<v Speaker 1>how to uh, It teaches them how to uh a

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<v Speaker 1>deal with certain situations adversity. It teaches you how to

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<v Speaker 1>get along with people outside of your own area, you

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<v Speaker 1>get me. So it's a good thing. Sometimes it's costly,

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<v Speaker 1>but that's another thing I believe in. You know, sports

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<v Speaker 1>can get our kids out of a lot of situations

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<v Speaker 1>because as you see, a lot of these kids that's

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<v Speaker 1>coming up now come from these situations. You know, a

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<v Speaker 1>lot of our sports figures, you know, come from a

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<v Speaker 1>lot of broken homes and poverty areas and gang infested situations.

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<v Speaker 1>So if that was offered to a lot, you know,

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<v Speaker 1>it's costly, a lot of people can't afford it. But

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<v Speaker 1>we gotta find a way to be able to bring

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<v Speaker 1>that to the forefront too, because if we can give

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<v Speaker 1>kids a different influence in a different path than what

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<v Speaker 1>they see. Like I said, I'm I'm I'm I'm a musician.

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<v Speaker 1>You know, I made records you know, drive by Miss

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<v Speaker 1>Daisy and where We from the Hood and all that

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<v Speaker 1>type of ship because it was an expression of what

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<v Speaker 1>I saw growing up. So that's why I made those

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<v Speaker 1>type of records. But if you give you an opportunity,

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<v Speaker 1>then what they see because you know, a lot of

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<v Speaker 1>the music is pop, some pills, pop a gun, you know,

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<v Speaker 1>stroke your woman, fuck your bitch, let's go get money,

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<v Speaker 1>and I get it, you know, free mus three E

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<v Speaker 1>suppression or whatever. But a lot of these kids gravitate

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<v Speaker 1>to it. I got a son, you know, he listened

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<v Speaker 1>to a lot of that ship. He's influenced. Not that

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<v Speaker 1>he's going to go out and pick up a gun

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<v Speaker 1>or think that you gotta drive a Lamborghini to be somebody,

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<v Speaker 1>but they are influenced. That's why I put him in

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<v Speaker 1>football at five. His influences football, you get me. He

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<v Speaker 1>still listen to rap music and he still listened to

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<v Speaker 1>it and whatever whatever. But it's number one influences football.

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<v Speaker 1>You know, it's not uh, it's it's not who's hanging

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<v Speaker 1>on the block, or let's go over here and hang

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<v Speaker 1>or whatever his ship is. Let's go train, go work,

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<v Speaker 1>let's go through some passes, let's go get you know. Sorry,

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<v Speaker 1>If if the kids are put on a path of

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<v Speaker 1>something that can catch their influence young, then I think

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<v Speaker 1>it could keep a lot of them out of that lifestyle. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>and he says earlier, he said some I'm earlier about

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<v Speaker 1>the you know, little league football being costly and most

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<v Speaker 1>of the time it's either have to be on the

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<v Speaker 1>parents or the the little league organization to take the

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<v Speaker 1>supplement right the cost. So with our challenge most people

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<v Speaker 1>in the hood, in the black community, man, uh, let's

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<v Speaker 1>create a booster club. Why black folks ain't got no

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<v Speaker 1>booster club man for the for the little leg sporting

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<v Speaker 1>sports teams. Whether that's your your local, whether that's the

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<v Speaker 1>local h black businesses that's in that area, or if

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<v Speaker 1>there's just the people we know who know we coach

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<v Speaker 1>little league football to know there's a little league football

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<v Speaker 1>team in our community. Were Man, we make monthly donation

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<v Speaker 1>to a little league team. So man, that we all

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<v Speaker 1>don't have it to give a lot one time, but

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<v Speaker 1>we all gave something. Uh some of the time. Man,

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<v Speaker 1>we'll take a burden off these coaches and these single

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<v Speaker 1>mothers just trying to get their kids, Uh in some

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<v Speaker 1>programs that's viable. Well, it's a question I got for Jesse, Like, um,

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<v Speaker 1>you know they talked about a lot of money that

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<v Speaker 1>takes the supplement, you know, the programs to get you know,

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<v Speaker 1>kids out of the house. I'm pretty sure the government

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<v Speaker 1>has some kind of money for that man, some kind

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<v Speaker 1>of granted something like that. The way you can go

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<v Speaker 1>cover costs something like that. We talked about that earlier.

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<v Speaker 1>And here for worth they call a CCPD is funny um.

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<v Speaker 1>And that's through your your local police department, your sheriff department. Actually,

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<v Speaker 1>just just a while ago, I got a phone call.

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<v Speaker 1>I missed the phone call from the sriff because I

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<v Speaker 1>call him earlier to talk to him about the Father

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<v Speaker 1>of the Father program. I just missed his call up

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<v Speaker 1>here while we were while we were talking. But that's

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<v Speaker 1>what you have to do. You have to get in

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<v Speaker 1>there with those politicians like you sl Nobody would ever

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<v Speaker 1>think about, I need to go to the sheriff to

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<v Speaker 1>get some help. That's your county jail. Right then the

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<v Speaker 1>niggers in the county, you create program for them niggers.

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<v Speaker 1>And there's where you're your local funding comes from. That's

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<v Speaker 1>that's your county funding. Right then you got state funding.

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<v Speaker 1>That's your state government. Whoever your local state congressman is

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<v Speaker 1>over whatever districut. That's when when when when you hear

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<v Speaker 1>politicians say, well, they earmark fifty million dollars for uh

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<v Speaker 1>chicken FECs project. I mean, they gave fifty million dollars

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<v Speaker 1>to somebody to go to study chicken ships. So so

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<v Speaker 1>so when I told, when I said earlier that the

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<v Speaker 1>California Police Department has a nine hundred million dollar budget

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<v Speaker 1>for a police department, they're not spending all that money.

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<v Speaker 1>So a lot of that money is just sitting that

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<v Speaker 1>belongs to us, but we don't know how to go

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<v Speaker 1>solicit those funds. So with this new stimulus package, right

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<v Speaker 1>that that they just put the forwards is nine hundred

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<v Speaker 1>billion dollars. Man, four hundred four hundred billion is for

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<v Speaker 1>inner city projects. It's for but we don't know about it, right,

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<v Speaker 1>We ain't read the twenty three page stimulus package bill. Man,

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<v Speaker 1>they got money it for us just to go create

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<v Speaker 1>a community garden. So just say, if I got a

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<v Speaker 1>football team called the east Side Falcons, the east Side

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<v Speaker 1>Falcons can go create a community garden in their community

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<v Speaker 1>and just plant greens and in all opinios and get

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<v Speaker 1>down there. Forty fifty tho dollars for just an inner

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<v Speaker 1>city community grant. Niggas who like growing weed. They can

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<v Speaker 1>also go up under that nine hundred billion dollars. So

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<v Speaker 1>we're not we two bars to squabbling about the social

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<v Speaker 1>injustices that would happen to us. So we forget to

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<v Speaker 1>try to follow the money, how to get to the money,

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<v Speaker 1>and we get to the money, we cry about them

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<v Speaker 1>kicking this and I asked, we got some money. But yeah, man,

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<v Speaker 1>So uh, that's the idea of the people with the

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<v Speaker 1>non profits. Uh, the people, uh, the the young ladies

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<v Speaker 1>in the community who work at the banks, your local banks. Uh.

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<v Speaker 1>If you gotta Chick fil A, you gotta Subway McDonald's. Man.

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<v Speaker 1>McDonald's is one of the biggest corporate sponsorships of hip

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<v Speaker 1>hop music and black radio. Man. That's supposed to those

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<v Speaker 1>local businesses supposed to be giving something back to it.

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<v Speaker 1>That's why they're sitting in our communities, but in the

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<v Speaker 1>churches as well. But we don't know how to go

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<v Speaker 1>ask for the money. So that's so that's because there's

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<v Speaker 1>there's not too many edges. That's like you said, there's

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<v Speaker 1>not too many of there's not too many educated brothers

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<v Speaker 1>on the subject of the matter. You know, we're so

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<v Speaker 1>diff be worried about that six hundred dollar check instead

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<v Speaker 1>of worrying about going to create a fund. Yeah. So

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<v Speaker 1>so that's where So that's where we're coming in, Uncle

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<v Speaker 1>hitting up, come in with the corporate ships in the

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<v Speaker 1>Brandon game. We got the political game, we got the

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<v Speaker 1>criminal justice game. So now we got everything we need. Okay,

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<v Speaker 1>we can go get the funds. And now when we

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<v Speaker 1>submit the grand proposals, we got, uh, we got a

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<v Speaker 1>collaboration of a network of people, not just in one state,

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<v Speaker 1>but the two states. So they're just gonna leave us

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<v Speaker 1>on a on on our state. For man, we get

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<v Speaker 1>federal phones, how we call how we collaborate now with

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<v Speaker 1>this gang intervention, gang prevention, public safety between Texas and

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<v Speaker 1>California program exactly. Man, you know, but before we before

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<v Speaker 1>we cut it, man, because this is a very interesting

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<v Speaker 1>and needed conversation that we all have. And Man, I

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<v Speaker 1>gotta ask you something, man, because I noticed and it's

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<v Speaker 1>become you know, we talk about young people being you know,

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<v Speaker 1>admiring those you know, hood figures, the major figures in

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<v Speaker 1>their neighborhoods. Right. I know, it's a trend, man, of

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<v Speaker 1>what these young people. Man um the words snitch has

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<v Speaker 1>become like a defense mechanism for them. As soon as

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<v Speaker 1>somebody do something they like that they have an enemy

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<v Speaker 1>of confrontation with somebody. Oh you're a snitch. They call

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<v Speaker 1>the grandma. They called their grandmama. Snitches. You called the polia.

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<v Speaker 1>Granted you snitch, don't know, so they think they grandmama. Yeah.

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<v Speaker 1>So so that's the thing. And I think, like I said,

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<v Speaker 1>it's become the go to defend mechanism for a young person,

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<v Speaker 1>not even a young person, because I see some of

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<v Speaker 1>these other days, Oh here is snitch. I won't establishment

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<v Speaker 1>you don't here because we don't talk about this multiple times,

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<v Speaker 1>and it seems like that these knuckleheads still out they

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<v Speaker 1>don't get it. The only way you can be first

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<v Speaker 1>of all, the only way you can be considered as

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<v Speaker 1>a snick is if you are a person engaged in crime.

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<v Speaker 1>If you are a criminal and choose to the the

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<v Speaker 1>um devote yourself to underworld activities. Me and Charleston go

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<v Speaker 1>rob a bank, I get caught, Charleston get away here

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<v Speaker 1>back in Texas, chilling, and they tell me, oh man,

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<v Speaker 1>you know what what we know you wouldn't buy yourself.

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<v Speaker 1>Oh man, eight was with me, um and Charleston with me.

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<v Speaker 1>As a matter of fact, ain't got the majority of

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<v Speaker 1>the money. Yeah, you know what I'm saying. I work

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<v Speaker 1>a deal out, not get out and they come and

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<v Speaker 1>get y'all right, that is snising. If I am a

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<v Speaker 1>law abiding citizen and I am walking into my house

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<v Speaker 1>and somebody's following me home, they put a pistol in

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<v Speaker 1>the back of mine. He had tied me up and

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<v Speaker 1>take everything out, and I know it's the nigga up

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<v Speaker 1>the street. Police come to my house and call me, right,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, they come over and take it. Report man,

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<v Speaker 1>that nigga John Do up the street tied me up

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<v Speaker 1>to do it. That dude is not a snitch. He

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<v Speaker 1>is not asking for that. He's not a thing. So

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<v Speaker 1>we recently had a situation where you have what's the

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<v Speaker 1>cast name to where the rents in his hair and

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<v Speaker 1>dressed like a girl. Uh yeah, south sau sauthy walking

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<v Speaker 1>south walker. Yeah, you and him just had a thing

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<v Speaker 1>to where he accused you with some stuff, didn't he. Yeah? Yeah, man,

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<v Speaker 1>you know I've been man, I've been community active and

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<v Speaker 1>right I'm I've been I've been community leader. Uh Man.

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<v Speaker 1>I do training for the U. S. Department of Homeland Security.

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<v Speaker 1>I trained the States doing the correction officers I work

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<v Speaker 1>with man, so you know what I do the community thing,

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<v Speaker 1>right with the politicians and stuff. So a lot of

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<v Speaker 1>times when I do, I'm very vocal about the shootings

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<v Speaker 1>and the depths and that in the overdose that take

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<v Speaker 1>place in in the city and in my community. So

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<v Speaker 1>I'm vocal about it. So a lot of times I'm

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<v Speaker 1>gonna Facebook talking and it's you know, some niggers to

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<v Speaker 1>get on there. They want a gang bang on me,

1:12:07.960 --> 1:12:09.519
<v Speaker 1>hold me on the internet. You know. They get on

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<v Speaker 1>there telling me they about the some ninety three bloods

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<v Speaker 1>and I'm some killers dish and they barking real loud

1:12:15.160 --> 1:12:18.000
<v Speaker 1>and they scared me. Well, man, I'm a law bidy citizen. Man,

1:12:18.000 --> 1:12:19.680
<v Speaker 1>I don't want no problem with no gangs. And I'm

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<v Speaker 1>just talking about community activism. So motherfucker telling me, nigga,

1:12:23.439 --> 1:12:26.040
<v Speaker 1>I'm gonna hurt you, I'm gonna do this to you. Well, man,

1:12:26.080 --> 1:12:28.200
<v Speaker 1>I'm a law bidy citizen. You can't threaten me and

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<v Speaker 1>tell me what you're gonna do. Now. I don't watch

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<v Speaker 1>enough for for the eight where if I got to

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<v Speaker 1>go kill that nigger. People want to know what if

1:12:34.760 --> 1:12:36.479
<v Speaker 1>he threatened you and you fear for your life? But

1:12:36.560 --> 1:12:39.080
<v Speaker 1>why didn't you make a report? So so I don't

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<v Speaker 1>have to use no bond money, so I don't have

1:12:41.200 --> 1:12:42.800
<v Speaker 1>to go get no lawyer, didn't have to wait for

1:12:42.880 --> 1:12:45.120
<v Speaker 1>the grand jury to know building or have to go

1:12:45.240 --> 1:12:47.519
<v Speaker 1>to trial and try to prove I would self defense

1:12:47.840 --> 1:12:50.080
<v Speaker 1>men rather than killing the black man is on the

1:12:50.280 --> 1:12:53.519
<v Speaker 1>internet threatened me to couple my tracks. I wonna just

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<v Speaker 1>go make a report. I ain't gonna press no charge

1:12:55.520 --> 1:12:57.880
<v Speaker 1>with no terroristic thread. I'm gonna go tell them. People

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<v Speaker 1>say that bad motherfucker over the threat me and he said,

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<v Speaker 1>what are you gonna do to me? So next time? Man? Yeah? Man,

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<v Speaker 1>So that's all I'm doing. Man, I want to stand here,

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<v Speaker 1>tell you what you're you're a smart man, because what

1:13:12.640 --> 1:13:16.080
<v Speaker 1>that does and people ain't understanding it creates a paper

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<v Speaker 1>track and over there Jeff defense like a motherfucker. So

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<v Speaker 1>that's that's where didn't get that from. You know, nigga

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<v Speaker 1>do all the threat and so I don't take threats

1:13:31.520 --> 1:13:34.120
<v Speaker 1>light me, nig then you can't play with me by threatning.

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<v Speaker 1>So I'm gonna go because I gotta keep doing the

1:13:36.240 --> 1:13:38.000
<v Speaker 1>community world. How I'm gonna let the nigg in the

1:13:38.040 --> 1:13:40.559
<v Speaker 1>streets tricked me to come in the streets and play

1:13:40.680 --> 1:13:44.920
<v Speaker 1>his street route. I'm gonna lose. I made it out,

1:13:45.240 --> 1:13:47.559
<v Speaker 1>so how I'm gonna let them nigga tricked me into

1:13:47.640 --> 1:13:50.600
<v Speaker 1>going back. So what happened was I got tired of

1:13:50.840 --> 1:13:53.760
<v Speaker 1>making them complaints. It's going down, They're fetting out the paperwork.

1:13:54.000 --> 1:13:56.720
<v Speaker 1>So I had like five blood niggas drive from three

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<v Speaker 1>cities and come down off of my neighborhood playing super

1:14:00.439 --> 1:14:03.320
<v Speaker 1>lowedown bloods right, and what they gonna do to me?

1:14:03.400 --> 1:14:06.160
<v Speaker 1>They brought guns and everything, and they called and told

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<v Speaker 1>me they would go do it. So I beat them

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<v Speaker 1>down there and got set up, and when they showed up,

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<v Speaker 1>I jumped out the bushes and two days later I'm

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<v Speaker 1>the only one in jail would would aggravate the salt

1:14:18.000 --> 1:14:19.560
<v Speaker 1>with it, that the weather man. So I'm not on

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<v Speaker 1>three bones right now because I left some niggers on

1:14:21.880 --> 1:14:24.599
<v Speaker 1>the internet tricked me and the playing gangster. And when

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<v Speaker 1>I got gangster, oh man, I got to spend all

1:14:27.320 --> 1:14:30.040
<v Speaker 1>this money now man, So yeah, so now man, I'm

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<v Speaker 1>gonna tell it. Man, fun you, I'm gonna go tell

1:14:34.520 --> 1:14:37.320
<v Speaker 1>it's a bad, bad, bad thing. He would go do

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<v Speaker 1>something to me bad. So I wanna let you choke man.

1:14:40.560 --> 1:14:45.320
<v Speaker 1>He's a bad man over there. So I'm law biding citizens.

1:14:45.360 --> 1:14:47.679
<v Speaker 1>I've got a bad bad he bore. I'm a good

1:14:48.800 --> 1:14:50.360
<v Speaker 1>I'm a p t a dad. And then I go

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<v Speaker 1>to the PTA meeting exactly like I go to PTA

1:14:53.720 --> 1:14:58.240
<v Speaker 1>meetings and kid football games. I'm not spending and you

1:14:58.320 --> 1:15:01.280
<v Speaker 1>talk about killing the digging good me up and fucking

1:15:01.360 --> 1:15:04.200
<v Speaker 1>hanging me at all comedy ship, let me put down.

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<v Speaker 1>Want to remind me of the worst days of our life,

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<v Speaker 1>nigger the nineties? You want to take me back to

1:15:09.960 --> 1:15:12.400
<v Speaker 1>the nineties when it was niced and then scattered them

1:15:12.479 --> 1:15:16.000
<v Speaker 1>kind of niggas from the nineties. Yeah, you know, that

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<v Speaker 1>just goes to me. That just goes to show the

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<v Speaker 1>ignorance of of of some Niggers who feel like, I

1:15:23.320 --> 1:15:25.400
<v Speaker 1>don't give funk. If you are a hundred years old,

1:15:26.000 --> 1:15:28.679
<v Speaker 1>you're still supposed to play by the street rules or where.

1:15:28.920 --> 1:15:31.800
<v Speaker 1>But I'm a hundred years old, you get me. I

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<v Speaker 1>ain't been in the streets in fifty years. Yeah, I'm

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<v Speaker 1>raising grandkids and I'm over here being being normal. Mr Rogers,

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<v Speaker 1>stop talking to me. About nigger. You're gonna bust on

1:15:44.479 --> 1:15:47.760
<v Speaker 1>me and you're gonna do and and douz blood I'm

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<v Speaker 1>from this and I'm like, dude, I'm walking on the

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<v Speaker 1>cane right now. You still got a problem with me?

1:15:54.000 --> 1:15:57.479
<v Speaker 1>Like what the funk? So I get it, But it's

1:15:57.520 --> 1:16:02.439
<v Speaker 1>the level of how people huts that you're still supposed

1:16:02.520 --> 1:16:06.639
<v Speaker 1>to be street affiliated. So if I tell you I'm

1:16:06.680 --> 1:16:10.400
<v Speaker 1>gonna kill you, nigga, you bet not gonna tell nobody,

1:16:16.040 --> 1:16:19.320
<v Speaker 1>especially want to sing yourself, because, like you said, the

1:16:19.520 --> 1:16:23.040
<v Speaker 1>niggas from wherever road down on you and appairly they

1:16:23.120 --> 1:16:24.800
<v Speaker 1>thought she was to play play nigga. And when you

1:16:24.880 --> 1:16:26.439
<v Speaker 1>came back out on him and showed him that it

1:16:26.600 --> 1:16:29.560
<v Speaker 1>wasn't the game. Now they running to the police and

1:16:29.680 --> 1:16:32.240
<v Speaker 1>telling on you. Oh he ain't that a trip? So

1:16:32.320 --> 1:16:34.320
<v Speaker 1>so they come to get you and you wind up

1:16:34.360 --> 1:16:37.320
<v Speaker 1>doing some time. Oh man, I'm not on bone right now. Man,

1:16:37.360 --> 1:16:39.640
<v Speaker 1>it's been over years, so I'm not on bone right now. Man,

1:16:39.720 --> 1:16:42.439
<v Speaker 1>Try and get And ain't that the situation that the

1:16:42.600 --> 1:16:45.599
<v Speaker 1>hardest motherfucker will try to test you. But then when

1:16:45.640 --> 1:16:47.720
<v Speaker 1>you show the motherfucker I ain't to be fucked with,

1:16:47.960 --> 1:16:50.040
<v Speaker 1>they be the ones who run and get the telling

1:16:50.080 --> 1:16:54.400
<v Speaker 1>the hole store tell a lot of motherfuckers too. You know.

1:16:54.600 --> 1:16:57.320
<v Speaker 1>Sometimes you just gotta watch who it is because the

1:16:57.720 --> 1:17:00.920
<v Speaker 1>hardest motherfucker be the weakest motherfucker in a in a

1:17:01.040 --> 1:17:04.680
<v Speaker 1>different situation. Yeah, man, so yeah, I'm I'm fighting in

1:17:04.800 --> 1:17:07.000
<v Speaker 1>cases right now. Man, So ship up. But it's looking

1:17:07.040 --> 1:17:10.439
<v Speaker 1>good on my behad though. Yeah, you know, And that's

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<v Speaker 1>the thing I just wanted to put that out there

1:17:12.280 --> 1:17:16.080
<v Speaker 1>for your young people. Man, you gotta be careful going

1:17:16.160 --> 1:17:19.799
<v Speaker 1>online making idle thrits because when you're threaten somebody online

1:17:19.800 --> 1:17:22.720
<v Speaker 1>and don't think because you press the delete button that's

1:17:22.760 --> 1:17:26.080
<v Speaker 1>going away. No, because like you said, First forty eight

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<v Speaker 1>and all the other shows and just detective work has

1:17:28.760 --> 1:17:31.360
<v Speaker 1>proven that you don't get away with nothing was done.

1:17:31.400 --> 1:17:34.519
<v Speaker 1>The dirt will always come to light, and I always

1:17:34.600 --> 1:17:36.639
<v Speaker 1>want that. I'm gonna say one thing to the youth

1:17:36.720 --> 1:17:39.960
<v Speaker 1>tool on that type of situation coming from that. Stop

1:17:40.240 --> 1:17:45.160
<v Speaker 1>stop feeling like you know, um, egos gotta put you

1:17:45.320 --> 1:17:47.280
<v Speaker 1>in the in the egos to put you in the

1:17:47.360 --> 1:17:52.040
<v Speaker 1>fucked up situation. So um, stop feeling like you gotta

1:17:52.120 --> 1:17:54.599
<v Speaker 1>test the motherfucker to prove your ship, because you could

1:17:54.600 --> 1:17:56.920
<v Speaker 1>be a humble, motherfucking cool too and still get a

1:17:56.960 --> 1:18:04.880
<v Speaker 1>lot of respect. Yeah, stop beefing with niggas you don't

1:18:04.960 --> 1:18:08.439
<v Speaker 1>know over this bullshit? So what fuck it? If for

1:18:08.520 --> 1:18:12.080
<v Speaker 1>nigga live across town, So what why you? Why are

1:18:12.120 --> 1:18:14.800
<v Speaker 1>you stop? Just stop beefing with niggas over because this

1:18:14.960 --> 1:18:17.479
<v Speaker 1>nigga put out a rap song and you gotta rap song,

1:18:17.840 --> 1:18:20.200
<v Speaker 1>or this nigga live over here and you live over here.

1:18:20.439 --> 1:18:22.960
<v Speaker 1>The young niggas gotta stop learning how to beef just

1:18:23.160 --> 1:18:26.640
<v Speaker 1>because it's in the air, like fuck it. Oh what

1:18:26.760 --> 1:18:29.720
<v Speaker 1>the nigga's over there wrapping two or nigga fuck their crew.

1:18:29.800 --> 1:18:32.000
<v Speaker 1>Nigga were harder than that next thing. You know, niggas

1:18:32.080 --> 1:18:35.439
<v Speaker 1>is beefing on but the internet ship. So just learning

1:18:35.479 --> 1:18:38.040
<v Speaker 1>to curve that ship. Man, Just learn to kirk because,

1:18:38.280 --> 1:18:40.000
<v Speaker 1>like I said, a lot of a lot of niggas

1:18:40.040 --> 1:18:42.040
<v Speaker 1>is getting killed and a lot of niggas is dying

1:18:42.120 --> 1:18:45.160
<v Speaker 1>and dropping because the egos. It ain't even because the

1:18:45.280 --> 1:18:48.240
<v Speaker 1>real beef, it's just because the egos. Nowadays, you know,

1:18:48.320 --> 1:18:50.640
<v Speaker 1>a month, nigga want to prove that they're harder than

1:18:50.720 --> 1:18:53.560
<v Speaker 1>the next nigga, whether it comes to music, sports or

1:18:53.640 --> 1:18:56.080
<v Speaker 1>just trying to hang in the month sucking neighborhood and ship.

1:18:56.600 --> 1:19:00.560
<v Speaker 1>You get me, we had we had real uh soociated

1:19:00.640 --> 1:19:03.080
<v Speaker 1>beef and ship when I was gang banging whatever you

1:19:03.200 --> 1:19:05.760
<v Speaker 1>want to call it, but it's still was was was

1:19:05.960 --> 1:19:10.200
<v Speaker 1>a lot of silliness. What's next for you guys, oh, man,

1:19:10.320 --> 1:19:13.040
<v Speaker 1>the father of the Father's program or there's being introduced.

1:19:13.080 --> 1:19:15.400
<v Speaker 1>So just as soon as we get off, man, Mr Taylor,

1:19:15.439 --> 1:19:17.439
<v Speaker 1>go be hitting up. Sure if be a waiver to

1:19:17.439 --> 1:19:20.280
<v Speaker 1>shout out to suff be awaiver man. Uh. Hopefully we

1:19:20.360 --> 1:19:23.479
<v Speaker 1>can get these programs introduced into the county jails. With

1:19:23.640 --> 1:19:25.960
<v Speaker 1>these father the Father's program, Man, we can be able

1:19:25.960 --> 1:19:29.320
<v Speaker 1>to offer young brothers, uh, some of the same assistance

1:19:29.400 --> 1:19:33.559
<v Speaker 1>that single mothers get by way of trying to introduce policies. Man.

1:19:33.960 --> 1:19:35.560
<v Speaker 1>And the first thing we need to do, man is

1:19:35.760 --> 1:19:38.800
<v Speaker 1>is is get the child support system out of the

1:19:38.880 --> 1:19:43.519
<v Speaker 1>criminal system. We have to stop criminalizing for that. So,

1:19:43.760 --> 1:19:47.160
<v Speaker 1>so that's dumb ship that they could have came up with.

1:19:47.320 --> 1:19:51.320
<v Speaker 1>It's taking prit people's licenses and all that ship downport.

1:19:52.080 --> 1:19:54.960
<v Speaker 1>You can't world that ship as dumb as hell? How

1:19:55.040 --> 1:19:56.720
<v Speaker 1>the funk am I supposed to get to work? If

1:19:56.720 --> 1:19:59.519
<v Speaker 1>you're gonna take my driver's license we'll be taking and

1:19:59.760 --> 1:20:02.519
<v Speaker 1>let for ninety percent of the jobs you get, you

1:20:02.600 --> 1:20:07.040
<v Speaker 1>gotta drive. The fucking don't get to work if you

1:20:07.120 --> 1:20:10.240
<v Speaker 1>want to take my drive. And then another thing, Now

1:20:10.280 --> 1:20:12.960
<v Speaker 1>you're going to create a whole bunch of fucking criminal

1:20:13.160 --> 1:20:16.840
<v Speaker 1>bullshit because how many niggas ain't for the fucking drive.

1:20:18.080 --> 1:20:22.559
<v Speaker 1>I'm still gonna get in my car and drive over.

1:20:23.000 --> 1:20:25.200
<v Speaker 1>And now I got a motherfucking ticket and got to

1:20:25.280 --> 1:20:29.599
<v Speaker 1>go to jail forfended license for not paying some money,

1:20:30.160 --> 1:20:33.360
<v Speaker 1>not because I was drunk and hit of motherfucker, not

1:20:33.560 --> 1:20:36.720
<v Speaker 1>because I didn't crashed on the highway or something. You

1:20:36.800 --> 1:20:39.519
<v Speaker 1>want to take my license because of some fucking money.

1:20:40.120 --> 1:20:43.080
<v Speaker 1>That was the dumbest ship ever. Whoever made that ship,

1:20:43.160 --> 1:20:49.600
<v Speaker 1>they need to get rid of that ship everywhere. So

1:20:49.720 --> 1:20:52.759
<v Speaker 1>that's the plan, man. So once we once week before,

1:20:52.760 --> 1:20:55.960
<v Speaker 1>once we feel like we can restore the fathers man,

1:20:56.040 --> 1:20:58.639
<v Speaker 1>then we can start working on the community. I'm gonna

1:20:58.640 --> 1:21:00.439
<v Speaker 1>ask you, guys, where can they find I know I

1:21:00.560 --> 1:21:03.800
<v Speaker 1>asked you first, where can they find you at? Online

1:21:03.920 --> 1:21:08.720
<v Speaker 1>Charleston Man, my my YouTube, the official Charleston White Instagram

1:21:09.080 --> 1:21:11.800
<v Speaker 1>or the official Charleston White and then Facebook, Charleston White.

1:21:12.760 --> 1:21:17.840
<v Speaker 1>Are your Instagram, Yes, Sir atles at Charleston J. White.

1:21:18.479 --> 1:21:21.840
<v Speaker 1>All right, sure, how about you sir on Facebook? Just

1:21:21.960 --> 1:21:28.040
<v Speaker 1>to table, Just to table, just so so people can't

1:21:28.080 --> 1:21:29.920
<v Speaker 1>reach out to you guys if they have any questions

1:21:29.960 --> 1:21:33.519
<v Speaker 1>about the program that you offer. Eight one seven seven

1:21:33.600 --> 1:21:36.880
<v Speaker 1>nine eight five one five three you just get a

1:21:36.960 --> 1:21:39.599
<v Speaker 1>number out on their hum Yeah. Man, he actually hey,

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<v Speaker 1>Mr Taylor actually has a whole youth a ranch, man.

1:21:42.880 --> 1:21:44.639
<v Speaker 1>You gotta he got about an acre and a half

1:21:44.680 --> 1:21:47.479
<v Speaker 1>of land. Uh. He got a facility where they can

1:21:47.600 --> 1:21:50.400
<v Speaker 1>learn to work on cars. You got another facility, man,

1:21:50.439 --> 1:21:52.840
<v Speaker 1>where they can dig their own a little low pond

1:21:52.920 --> 1:21:55.599
<v Speaker 1>and creek and do the water irrigation. He got another

1:21:55.800 --> 1:21:57.479
<v Speaker 1>low side where you can do your holder coach in

1:21:57.600 --> 1:22:00.200
<v Speaker 1>Landstadent do you some farming. Uh So he got a

1:22:00.240 --> 1:22:02.640
<v Speaker 1>whole little little facility for kids. Man. Were returned to

1:22:02.680 --> 1:22:05.160
<v Speaker 1>a summercount. So that's what we tried to do prior

1:22:05.280 --> 1:22:07.880
<v Speaker 1>to the coronavirus hitting at the start of this year.

1:22:09.040 --> 1:22:11.040
<v Speaker 1>You know, you as long as you teach your kids

1:22:11.400 --> 1:22:14.240
<v Speaker 1>and then you go a long way. Basically what I do, man,

1:22:14.280 --> 1:22:16.080
<v Speaker 1>I'm just sure trying to give back to some stuff

1:22:16.120 --> 1:22:18.240
<v Speaker 1>that I've done a long time ago. Man, I got

1:22:18.360 --> 1:22:20.800
<v Speaker 1>in this. I got this man, my son, I used

1:22:20.800 --> 1:22:22.599
<v Speaker 1>to be. I used to be a drug deal on myself. Man,

1:22:23.040 --> 1:22:25.600
<v Speaker 1>and my son seen some things as you at a

1:22:25.680 --> 1:22:28.559
<v Speaker 1>young age. Man, And I asked him when we got older,

1:22:28.560 --> 1:22:30.240
<v Speaker 1>because I see him started doing the same thing, and

1:22:30.280 --> 1:22:32.240
<v Speaker 1>he's seen some of the trouble I got into. And

1:22:32.320 --> 1:22:34.000
<v Speaker 1>I asked him one day, I say, son, Man, I said,

1:22:34.040 --> 1:22:36.040
<v Speaker 1>why do you why are you doing this? Why are

1:22:36.040 --> 1:22:37.800
<v Speaker 1>you going on the same road without going down? And

1:22:37.840 --> 1:22:39.840
<v Speaker 1>you've seen the trouble out that that that that it

1:22:39.920 --> 1:22:42.400
<v Speaker 1>caused me. He he cocked his head and he said, Dad,

1:22:42.760 --> 1:22:44.559
<v Speaker 1>He said, Man, when I was young, one day, he said,

1:22:44.560 --> 1:22:46.000
<v Speaker 1>you told me to going there and get that bag

1:22:46.200 --> 1:22:48.640
<v Speaker 1>duffel bag out. He said, you told me not looking it,

1:22:49.040 --> 1:22:50.519
<v Speaker 1>he said, But I looked in it, and I've seen

1:22:50.800 --> 1:22:53.120
<v Speaker 1>a bag full of money. He said, Dad. It was

1:22:53.200 --> 1:22:56.120
<v Speaker 1>just then, Man, I've been chasing that bag full of money.

1:22:56.479 --> 1:22:58.120
<v Speaker 1>So man, when he when he said it tim me, Man,

1:22:58.160 --> 1:23:00.680
<v Speaker 1>it touched me, you know. And that's when I was like, well,

1:23:00.720 --> 1:23:03.960
<v Speaker 1>if I influence my son you know this way, then

1:23:04.000 --> 1:23:05.640
<v Speaker 1>I don't influence a whole bunch of these other you

1:23:05.680 --> 1:23:08.120
<v Speaker 1>The young guys around here, you know, with the flashy

1:23:08.240 --> 1:23:10.320
<v Speaker 1>called the women to go, you know how how the

1:23:11.520 --> 1:23:13.720
<v Speaker 1>dope deal a go. You know. So from that part

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<v Speaker 1>on and I had to change everything. Man, I was like,

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<v Speaker 1>I gotta show, I gotta show my son. I don't

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<v Speaker 1>want the sun or something. All these other young boys

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<v Speaker 1>are heard something different too. Well. That concludes another episode

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