1 00:00:00,320 --> 00:00:07,000 Speaker 1: Hey, James Still and eight, I need you to tell 2 00:00:07,040 --> 00:00:10,320 Speaker 1: me what the word on the streets is. What the 3 00:00:10,360 --> 00:00:14,520 Speaker 1: hell is going on? Ship? Welcome to the Gangster Chronicles podcast, 4 00:00:14,560 --> 00:00:17,680 Speaker 1: the production of i Heeart Radio and Black Effect Podcast Network. 5 00:00:18,079 --> 00:00:20,360 Speaker 1: Make sure you download the i Heart app and subscribe 6 00:00:20,360 --> 00:00:22,880 Speaker 1: to the Gangster Chronicles. For my Apple users, hit the 7 00:00:22,880 --> 00:00:25,119 Speaker 1: purple mic on your front screen, subscribe to the Gainst 8 00:00:25,239 --> 00:00:27,520 Speaker 1: Chronicles and leave a five star rating and comment. We 9 00:00:27,680 --> 00:00:30,360 Speaker 1: like to welcome everyone to another episode of the Gangster 10 00:00:30,480 --> 00:00:34,720 Speaker 1: Chronicles podcast. And I have my homeboys, but Jake Tonight, Man, 11 00:00:34,760 --> 00:00:38,480 Speaker 1: we have some special individuals man coming from the Fort 12 00:00:38,560 --> 00:00:42,239 Speaker 1: Worth area. Man. We have Mr Jesse Taylor, politician man 13 00:00:42,280 --> 00:00:44,760 Speaker 1: for Tarran fort Worth, Texas man pretty much running the 14 00:00:44,760 --> 00:00:47,520 Speaker 1: show down there. And we have our homeboys, the man 15 00:00:47,600 --> 00:00:51,000 Speaker 1: around town, the Mother of the South Charleston Blue. What's 16 00:00:51,000 --> 00:00:56,200 Speaker 1: going on us doing? Dallas area has a huge gang 17 00:00:56,280 --> 00:00:59,240 Speaker 1: problem down there, and I know you guys are pretty 18 00:00:59,280 --> 00:01:00,760 Speaker 1: much the after key to the study. You know, help 19 00:01:00,800 --> 00:01:03,560 Speaker 1: a lot of different people in different situations. So when 20 00:01:03,600 --> 00:01:07,640 Speaker 1: we still, well, we we actually started with the juvenile system, man. Uh. 21 00:01:07,640 --> 00:01:11,680 Speaker 1: From the juvenile system, Uh, we kind of transcended into 22 00:01:11,680 --> 00:01:14,840 Speaker 1: the doge prison system man, where I would teach classes 23 00:01:15,520 --> 00:01:18,319 Speaker 1: uh at the Central Parole Office, the main parole officer 24 00:01:18,560 --> 00:01:23,200 Speaker 1: in Tarron County. So every brother, at least from sixteen, 25 00:01:23,200 --> 00:01:25,680 Speaker 1: whenever they got out of prison, it was mandatory that 26 00:01:25,720 --> 00:01:27,800 Speaker 1: they would have to come to my class every Tuesday 27 00:01:27,800 --> 00:01:30,839 Speaker 1: and Thursday. Uh. Me and Mr Taylor would go inside 28 00:01:30,880 --> 00:01:33,440 Speaker 1: the juvenile system man and and connect with the young 29 00:01:33,520 --> 00:01:36,360 Speaker 1: killers on the inside where they go to prison or not. 30 00:01:36,959 --> 00:01:39,200 Speaker 1: We haven't already made the connection on the inside. So 31 00:01:39,240 --> 00:01:42,040 Speaker 1: when they transition back to the re entry part of 32 00:01:42,400 --> 00:01:45,880 Speaker 1: coming back into our society, we're there to able to 33 00:01:45,959 --> 00:01:48,800 Speaker 1: provide alternatives and resources, man, when they make the transition 34 00:01:48,840 --> 00:01:52,320 Speaker 1: from lock up to back the free world. Okay, okay, 35 00:01:52,360 --> 00:01:55,400 Speaker 1: so pretty much you to bridge for those guys. We 36 00:01:55,400 --> 00:01:58,200 Speaker 1: we we try to be man uh uh for black 37 00:01:58,280 --> 00:02:00,920 Speaker 1: children right now. Not not that we don't with all children, 38 00:02:01,520 --> 00:02:03,520 Speaker 1: but there's not a lot of resources for our children 39 00:02:03,520 --> 00:02:05,880 Speaker 1: when they come back to our communities. There's a lot 40 00:02:05,880 --> 00:02:08,960 Speaker 1: of resources for the adults, but man, they don't have 41 00:02:09,040 --> 00:02:11,560 Speaker 1: the support system to be able to access the resources. 42 00:02:11,639 --> 00:02:15,280 Speaker 1: Right the bus fare money that the gas money, uh, 43 00:02:15,520 --> 00:02:19,040 Speaker 1: the comfort of being able to sleep somewhere, uh, peacefully 44 00:02:19,040 --> 00:02:21,560 Speaker 1: without the stress of having to go out and take 45 00:02:21,600 --> 00:02:23,679 Speaker 1: penitentiary chance to just to bring some money and to 46 00:02:23,760 --> 00:02:26,440 Speaker 1: feed the family. Man. So we try to help connect 47 00:02:26,440 --> 00:02:29,200 Speaker 1: the adults as well as the juveniles to the resources 48 00:02:29,240 --> 00:02:31,920 Speaker 1: in the communities from the connection that we have. So 49 00:02:31,960 --> 00:02:34,639 Speaker 1: he got into the politic game. Man. So he worked 50 00:02:34,639 --> 00:02:37,799 Speaker 1: more as a national delegate. Uh, he's sit down more 51 00:02:37,880 --> 00:02:41,079 Speaker 1: with your your U S congressman, your state congressman. Uh. 52 00:02:41,120 --> 00:02:44,840 Speaker 1: He's either been uh he's been in close proximity with 53 00:02:44,919 --> 00:02:47,280 Speaker 1: the president for the last four years and actually dealing 54 00:02:47,360 --> 00:02:50,360 Speaker 1: and working directly with President Trump man to get certain 55 00:02:50,440 --> 00:02:53,560 Speaker 1: laws of bodised and passed in this country. Oh wow. 56 00:02:53,680 --> 00:02:56,720 Speaker 1: So you guys are pretty much Briggs just from the youth, 57 00:02:56,960 --> 00:03:02,760 Speaker 1: so they could transition out, Yes, sir, yes, sir. Um 58 00:03:02,800 --> 00:03:06,840 Speaker 1: and Charleston he's being modest though, man. But Charles Charleston 59 00:03:07,000 --> 00:03:11,480 Speaker 1: created programs that we that we actually talk inside the 60 00:03:11,600 --> 00:03:14,960 Speaker 1: halfway houses for these kids. Um. They had like an 61 00:03:14,960 --> 00:03:17,480 Speaker 1: eight week course that he would actually go inside man 62 00:03:17,480 --> 00:03:20,239 Speaker 1: and and try to transform these uh, these young these 63 00:03:20,240 --> 00:03:23,160 Speaker 1: young guys. Man. So I tipped my hat off to 64 00:03:23,200 --> 00:03:25,000 Speaker 1: him though, man for for him to go inside and 65 00:03:25,200 --> 00:03:28,160 Speaker 1: and create programs to help these young kids out. Man, 66 00:03:28,160 --> 00:03:30,120 Speaker 1: I couldn't do nothing but but jump on board and 67 00:03:30,160 --> 00:03:33,200 Speaker 1: try to help him out with that now. But during that, 68 00:03:33,360 --> 00:03:36,560 Speaker 1: during that process of him creating a program, man he 69 00:03:37,000 --> 00:03:40,000 Speaker 1: at the end of this this course just a curriculum. Uh, 70 00:03:40,080 --> 00:03:42,720 Speaker 1: we've supposed to been teaching of UM showing a movie 71 00:03:43,040 --> 00:03:46,920 Speaker 1: UM ministers society and the white folks want to let 72 00:03:47,000 --> 00:03:49,760 Speaker 1: us play the movie. And Ms Charleson got mad because 73 00:03:49,800 --> 00:03:53,160 Speaker 1: it was approved by the state. So I asked him 74 00:03:53,160 --> 00:03:55,320 Speaker 1: and said, what we gotta do to uh to baby 75 00:03:55,360 --> 00:03:58,040 Speaker 1: show this movie. They said, well, you gotta change the policy. 76 00:03:58,560 --> 00:04:01,000 Speaker 1: But how we changed the said this time, I don't. 77 00:04:01,280 --> 00:04:04,360 Speaker 1: I wasn't in the politics at allice UM, but like, 78 00:04:04,400 --> 00:04:07,440 Speaker 1: you gotta change the policies. So I figured out what 79 00:04:07,440 --> 00:04:09,520 Speaker 1: I had to do to go change the policies. And 80 00:04:09,560 --> 00:04:11,800 Speaker 1: you had to miss with politicians to change the policies. 81 00:04:12,120 --> 00:04:15,000 Speaker 1: So it went from showing a movie to me being 82 00:04:15,040 --> 00:04:19,159 Speaker 1: able to be elected, from being a presecture to being 83 00:04:19,160 --> 00:04:22,600 Speaker 1: a state delegate to being elected on the Tech of 84 00:04:22,680 --> 00:04:26,440 Speaker 1: State Criminity Legislative Board member and also UM I was 85 00:04:26,560 --> 00:04:29,680 Speaker 1: this year I was nominated as a national delegated sire 86 00:04:30,120 --> 00:04:32,880 Speaker 1: UM is like like, what's going on with the electoral 87 00:04:32,920 --> 00:04:36,160 Speaker 1: College votes? Well one of those PaperWorks got my signature 88 00:04:36,200 --> 00:04:39,080 Speaker 1: on it and Mr Charleston paperwork on it also. So 89 00:04:39,520 --> 00:04:42,000 Speaker 1: all that went from just trying to still a movie 90 00:04:42,040 --> 00:04:45,320 Speaker 1: to where we are today. Oh whilst you guys just 91 00:04:45,360 --> 00:04:48,320 Speaker 1: became the change that you wanted to see. Yes, yes, sir, 92 00:04:49,560 --> 00:04:52,200 Speaker 1: yes sir, and and and and the bridge that goat 93 00:04:52,240 --> 00:04:56,360 Speaker 1: because like politician, but I'm a politician in the Republican 94 00:04:56,400 --> 00:04:59,240 Speaker 1: Party now. And that's another thing I can kind of 95 00:04:59,279 --> 00:05:03,320 Speaker 1: give a piggy back with you, Mr Charleston on um. 96 00:05:03,440 --> 00:05:05,400 Speaker 1: He forced me to do my homework on on on 97 00:05:05,880 --> 00:05:08,279 Speaker 1: politicians because I was a great up Democrats like pretty 98 00:05:08,320 --> 00:05:10,839 Speaker 1: much everybody else was. You know, you couldn't say nothing 99 00:05:10,839 --> 00:05:13,760 Speaker 1: to me about no Republican at all. But once i 100 00:05:13,800 --> 00:05:16,680 Speaker 1: started doing my homework and my research, and I've seen 101 00:05:16,800 --> 00:05:18,720 Speaker 1: the way the nation was headed, you know where the 102 00:05:18,760 --> 00:05:22,039 Speaker 1: where the Democrats was headed, you know, um, forwards towards 103 00:05:22,120 --> 00:05:25,320 Speaker 1: that you know, masculinity of of of young men, young 104 00:05:25,360 --> 00:05:27,120 Speaker 1: black men. I was like, when that ain't that's not 105 00:05:27,200 --> 00:05:29,440 Speaker 1: what That's not what I was brought up to be. 106 00:05:30,040 --> 00:05:33,600 Speaker 1: And so I switched, man, I I switched. And Um. 107 00:05:33,839 --> 00:05:35,719 Speaker 1: From from that point on, you know, I've been doing 108 00:05:35,760 --> 00:05:38,159 Speaker 1: my thing, you know, trying to change lots. They have 109 00:05:38,200 --> 00:05:40,160 Speaker 1: one law here to Texas, man called house bill for 110 00:05:40,360 --> 00:05:41,800 Speaker 1: yourself and this is this about this house to be 111 00:05:41,839 --> 00:05:46,040 Speaker 1: around here was Man, it had many guys with a 112 00:05:46,120 --> 00:05:50,400 Speaker 1: driver license revoked. Um, they was changing us twice on 113 00:05:50,400 --> 00:05:52,200 Speaker 1: on the traffic chicken. But Man, I was able to 114 00:05:52,240 --> 00:05:54,240 Speaker 1: go in. Man, we found out where the money was going. 115 00:05:54,520 --> 00:05:56,880 Speaker 1: It wasn't going back to our community at all. Man. 116 00:05:56,960 --> 00:05:59,440 Speaker 1: With me sitting on the resolution committee, I was able 117 00:05:59,440 --> 00:06:01,240 Speaker 1: to write up a be a house bill for each other, 118 00:06:01,360 --> 00:06:03,480 Speaker 1: like I said, many and it got passed and so 119 00:06:03,560 --> 00:06:06,640 Speaker 1: everybody got all those search charges wiped off. So now 120 00:06:06,680 --> 00:06:10,680 Speaker 1: the nigga don't go to jail for send niggas used 121 00:06:10,680 --> 00:06:13,520 Speaker 1: to immediately go to jail from driving on suspended license 122 00:06:13,560 --> 00:06:17,160 Speaker 1: because he got that bill passed through legislation to the state. Man, 123 00:06:17,279 --> 00:06:24,480 Speaker 1: niggas can drive and leaving again. Look comfortably that God 124 00:06:25,080 --> 00:06:27,200 Speaker 1: and what we do Man, I'm not doing it for myself. Man, 125 00:06:27,240 --> 00:06:28,960 Speaker 1: I do it for the for the youngsters to see 126 00:06:29,000 --> 00:06:32,320 Speaker 1: what we're doing. So that way, you know, they can 127 00:06:32,360 --> 00:06:34,400 Speaker 1: have some some guidance along the way because we got 128 00:06:34,400 --> 00:06:37,040 Speaker 1: to show them early, but we learned later and like, Man, 129 00:06:37,080 --> 00:06:39,360 Speaker 1: I ain't on about no politics, So I'm giving him 130 00:06:39,400 --> 00:06:42,080 Speaker 1: feeding all this to these young men. That what we're 131 00:06:42,160 --> 00:06:44,800 Speaker 1: doing right now. So with this legislative session coming up, 132 00:06:44,839 --> 00:06:50,240 Speaker 1: man uh uh. Surprisingly the Texas Republican parties of the 133 00:06:50,279 --> 00:06:53,320 Speaker 1: Republican Party of Texas, they're pushing forth the bill or 134 00:06:53,360 --> 00:06:55,279 Speaker 1: were they trying to stop niggas from going to jail 135 00:06:55,279 --> 00:06:58,760 Speaker 1: on child support? So he's gonna be pushing that bill. 136 00:06:59,360 --> 00:07:01,560 Speaker 1: Not only that, man, we were we're partnered with with 137 00:07:01,560 --> 00:07:04,479 Speaker 1: with local lobbyists and other policy makers to try to 138 00:07:04,520 --> 00:07:06,920 Speaker 1: get a bill that we're trying to push through this 139 00:07:07,040 --> 00:07:09,479 Speaker 1: called raised the age with seventeen year old don't go 140 00:07:09,560 --> 00:07:11,800 Speaker 1: to the printentiary in the county jails no more. So 141 00:07:11,840 --> 00:07:15,200 Speaker 1: we're trying to raise the age of juvenile jurisdiction. Man, 142 00:07:15,200 --> 00:07:17,840 Speaker 1: back up to Twente, where even if a nineteen year 143 00:07:17,840 --> 00:07:20,680 Speaker 1: old nigga do something it's not too extreme and violent 144 00:07:21,320 --> 00:07:24,120 Speaker 1: and violence that he can still remain in You have 145 00:07:24,240 --> 00:07:26,960 Speaker 1: to remain in the juvenile system with his family court 146 00:07:27,040 --> 00:07:29,120 Speaker 1: man and have a second chance of getting this record. 147 00:07:29,480 --> 00:07:32,000 Speaker 1: Uh a sponge that twenty one man, So a lot 148 00:07:32,040 --> 00:07:34,160 Speaker 1: of the ship that they said they're doing on Facebook. Man, 149 00:07:34,160 --> 00:07:36,440 Speaker 1: that's just the that's the dolo my game. You know, 150 00:07:36,520 --> 00:07:38,920 Speaker 1: the acting, and you know to make motherfuckers say, hey, man, 151 00:07:38,960 --> 00:07:41,040 Speaker 1: look at this. But if a nigga can get past 152 00:07:41,160 --> 00:07:43,440 Speaker 1: the act and really look at what I'm saying and 153 00:07:43,480 --> 00:07:46,360 Speaker 1: then look at what the nigga really do in real life, uh, 154 00:07:46,400 --> 00:07:49,880 Speaker 1: they'll see, Man, this for our people home exactly. And 155 00:07:49,920 --> 00:07:52,360 Speaker 1: that's a perfect segue and it's something that I wanted 156 00:07:52,360 --> 00:07:56,240 Speaker 1: to discuss today. Um, these young guys going to the 157 00:07:56,280 --> 00:07:59,520 Speaker 1: penitentiary system. They're going to the penitentiary system. They're seventeen 158 00:07:59,600 --> 00:08:07,880 Speaker 1: years old. They babies, They literally just younger than yeah. Man, Uh, 159 00:08:08,080 --> 00:08:11,280 Speaker 1: most people don't know. Man. Up until sixteen, Uh, the 160 00:08:11,400 --> 00:08:14,440 Speaker 1: United States, along with Sudan, and and and and and 161 00:08:14,560 --> 00:08:17,800 Speaker 1: North Korea or was was three of the only countries 162 00:08:17,840 --> 00:08:19,760 Speaker 1: who would take a twelve year old child man and 163 00:08:19,920 --> 00:08:22,840 Speaker 1: sinished them to ju what they called juvenile life j 164 00:08:23,120 --> 00:08:26,640 Speaker 1: L walk juvenile life without parole. Right, So men in 165 00:08:26,680 --> 00:08:30,240 Speaker 1: Texas fourteen year old go to prison. And in California, 166 00:08:30,280 --> 00:08:33,120 Speaker 1: I mean not California and Florida, nigga twelve year old 167 00:08:33,200 --> 00:08:35,760 Speaker 1: can walk beyond the reck yard and Niga in Florida. 168 00:08:36,040 --> 00:08:38,520 Speaker 1: And I don't want to say no names because some 169 00:08:38,679 --> 00:08:41,679 Speaker 1: things happened to this young individual while in prison. Uh 170 00:08:41,760 --> 00:08:45,760 Speaker 1: for for a very very historical juvenile murder right him 171 00:08:45,760 --> 00:08:48,320 Speaker 1: and his sister. But he was brutally raped in prison. 172 00:08:48,360 --> 00:08:52,400 Speaker 1: Man as a baby, he was brutally raped. So uh, 173 00:08:52,480 --> 00:08:54,800 Speaker 1: you know a lot of time man, Our little niggas 174 00:08:54,800 --> 00:08:57,480 Speaker 1: as hard as seventeen and eighteen, but they are seventeen 175 00:08:57,559 --> 00:09:01,640 Speaker 1: eighteen heartened. Little street nigga. Don't compare a man to 176 00:09:01,679 --> 00:09:04,880 Speaker 1: a year old hard and prisoner. So they are seventeen 177 00:09:04,960 --> 00:09:07,320 Speaker 1: year old and eighteen year old. They might not go 178 00:09:07,440 --> 00:09:09,480 Speaker 1: with the forty fifty year old nigga, but they go 179 00:09:09,559 --> 00:09:13,520 Speaker 1: with the older year old prisoners. And they just as 180 00:09:13,559 --> 00:09:16,160 Speaker 1: dangerous than anybody else. So that's where they put our 181 00:09:16,240 --> 00:09:20,160 Speaker 1: kids amongst the most dangerous population of prisoners, and then 182 00:09:20,280 --> 00:09:22,120 Speaker 1: expect for them to go in at such a young 183 00:09:22,160 --> 00:09:24,679 Speaker 1: age and do right in order to make parole. Then 184 00:09:24,720 --> 00:09:26,640 Speaker 1: the first thing the kid you gotta do in prisoners 185 00:09:26,640 --> 00:09:30,480 Speaker 1: try to survive. He can't try to, he can't even 186 00:09:30,520 --> 00:09:36,439 Speaker 1: go into rehabilitate mode. He gotta try to survive. Most people, 187 00:09:36,679 --> 00:09:39,760 Speaker 1: most people that send you to prison, ain't never been 188 00:09:39,800 --> 00:09:43,480 Speaker 1: the prison, and they don't know or live the conditions 189 00:09:44,040 --> 00:09:47,000 Speaker 1: of a of an inmate, so they have no clue. 190 00:09:47,120 --> 00:09:50,800 Speaker 1: What what is about I've been to prison. I seen 191 00:09:50,880 --> 00:09:54,120 Speaker 1: cash get raped in prison. I'm talking about the hardcore 192 00:09:54,240 --> 00:09:58,480 Speaker 1: game members get raped in prison. So anybody is subject 193 00:09:58,520 --> 00:10:00,760 Speaker 1: to be raped. I mean it is the rules and 194 00:10:00,800 --> 00:10:05,640 Speaker 1: the guidelines. A prison is enough for especially a twelve 195 00:10:05,720 --> 00:10:09,240 Speaker 1: year old that don't have the mind or the capacity 196 00:10:09,320 --> 00:10:12,720 Speaker 1: of an adult to really survive. Don't know how to 197 00:10:12,800 --> 00:10:15,800 Speaker 1: make that shape. Let let mask you behind me. So 198 00:10:16,000 --> 00:10:18,640 Speaker 1: what as a as a youth developer and as someone 199 00:10:18,679 --> 00:10:21,800 Speaker 1: who go off inside the juvenile detention center? What what 200 00:10:21,840 --> 00:10:23,960 Speaker 1: do we tell the youth workers? What do we tell 201 00:10:24,000 --> 00:10:26,800 Speaker 1: the parents? How how do you prepare a kid who 202 00:10:26,880 --> 00:10:29,120 Speaker 1: don't belong in this environment? How do you how do 203 00:10:29,200 --> 00:10:33,480 Speaker 1: you prepare him for that? Well, you came preparing him 204 00:10:33,480 --> 00:10:36,320 Speaker 1: for that, because once he hear that door closed, now 205 00:10:37,040 --> 00:10:39,560 Speaker 1: this is real life now and he's on survival mode. 206 00:10:39,920 --> 00:10:43,520 Speaker 1: You came preparing for that. A twelve year old cannot 207 00:10:43,559 --> 00:10:49,040 Speaker 1: go to a penitentiary and and and survive. I'm talking 208 00:10:49,080 --> 00:10:53,200 Speaker 1: about without being raped, without being beaten, without being you know, 209 00:10:53,240 --> 00:10:56,800 Speaker 1: getting his commissary jock in. You know, he's subject to 210 00:10:56,840 --> 00:10:59,679 Speaker 1: be somebody bitch. You know what I'm saying, And it's 211 00:10:59,720 --> 00:11:04,080 Speaker 1: sad to say. So what I'm saying is that people 212 00:11:04,200 --> 00:11:06,520 Speaker 1: that haven't been to prison don't mind sending you to 213 00:11:06,640 --> 00:11:10,439 Speaker 1: prison only because they don't got to go to prison 214 00:11:10,520 --> 00:11:13,800 Speaker 1: and deal with the conditions or the image that's in prison. 215 00:11:14,520 --> 00:11:18,040 Speaker 1: And why are we imprisoned Because you've got some murderers, 216 00:11:18,080 --> 00:11:21,559 Speaker 1: some some guys that's raped drug You've got all different 217 00:11:21,600 --> 00:11:26,200 Speaker 1: types of men in prison. So what you're doing today, 218 00:11:26,240 --> 00:11:28,319 Speaker 1: which is something I want to do, is get them 219 00:11:28,360 --> 00:11:31,240 Speaker 1: before they get to that point. And we don't have 220 00:11:31,320 --> 00:11:35,360 Speaker 1: to discuss a twelve year old going to prison. See 221 00:11:35,360 --> 00:11:42,200 Speaker 1: what I'm saying. That's what that's and go ahead, what 222 00:11:42,200 --> 00:11:45,440 Speaker 1: what what you just said? Uh? In the justice system uh? 223 00:11:45,520 --> 00:11:50,000 Speaker 1: And and in public safety law enforcement? Uh? Public safety? 224 00:11:50,080 --> 00:11:52,640 Speaker 1: Right what you just said. I want to prevent them. 225 00:11:52,720 --> 00:11:56,800 Speaker 1: So they have crime prevention and crime intervention programs. So 226 00:11:56,840 --> 00:11:58,640 Speaker 1: that's where the money comes in. That's where the money 227 00:11:58,640 --> 00:12:02,120 Speaker 1: comes into play. When when when you look at California's 228 00:12:02,520 --> 00:12:05,319 Speaker 1: l A Police department, the album's got a billion dollar budget. 229 00:12:06,000 --> 00:12:08,439 Speaker 1: They gotta billion the albums got a billion dollar budget. 230 00:12:08,440 --> 00:12:11,320 Speaker 1: Those that's money that you give to a military, right, 231 00:12:11,400 --> 00:12:14,400 Speaker 1: that's what you get to a military, a billion dollar budget, 232 00:12:14,600 --> 00:12:17,360 Speaker 1: and out of that billion dollars is given to them 233 00:12:17,400 --> 00:12:21,439 Speaker 1: on the public safety, crime prevention and crime intervention, half 234 00:12:21,440 --> 00:12:23,400 Speaker 1: of that money is ours. But we don't know that. 235 00:12:23,520 --> 00:12:25,000 Speaker 1: For one, we don't want to even funk with the 236 00:12:25,000 --> 00:12:27,720 Speaker 1: police to go get the money. That money falls through 237 00:12:28,080 --> 00:12:31,240 Speaker 1: under their umbrella and supposed to trinkle down to our 238 00:12:31,280 --> 00:12:34,640 Speaker 1: programs are father The Father's program is supposed to have 239 00:12:34,640 --> 00:12:36,920 Speaker 1: a hundred million dollars out of that budget. When you 240 00:12:36,920 --> 00:12:40,040 Speaker 1: look at the prison statistics, almost eighty five percent of 241 00:12:40,080 --> 00:12:42,880 Speaker 1: prisoners convicted of a crime come from a followers home. 242 00:12:43,280 --> 00:12:49,079 Speaker 1: Those are national statistics where we're gonna beat the kids. Man, 243 00:12:49,400 --> 00:12:51,480 Speaker 1: at these facilities, I don't I don't care if it's 244 00:12:51,480 --> 00:12:53,840 Speaker 1: a thousand kids out there, we're speaking to a hundred 245 00:12:53,960 --> 00:12:56,400 Speaker 1: or a team. Man, it's always gonna be the same 246 00:12:56,440 --> 00:12:58,680 Speaker 1: percentage of when I asked this question, how many of 247 00:12:58,679 --> 00:13:00,840 Speaker 1: you got your fathers at home, it's gonna be one 248 00:13:00,920 --> 00:13:03,040 Speaker 1: or two of them raising hand, and pretty much everybody 249 00:13:03,040 --> 00:13:05,280 Speaker 1: else ain't got no dog and father at home. So 250 00:13:05,320 --> 00:13:08,480 Speaker 1: what he said is right. That's that's the beginning of 251 00:13:08,480 --> 00:13:13,239 Speaker 1: it right there. And we haven't we haven't created a system. 252 00:13:13,280 --> 00:13:16,760 Speaker 1: So when we can go inside of a single parent 253 00:13:16,840 --> 00:13:19,720 Speaker 1: home and and help that woman with a with a kid, 254 00:13:20,200 --> 00:13:23,960 Speaker 1: yeah we don't do that. But exactly one one thing 255 00:13:24,000 --> 00:13:26,040 Speaker 1: I need my sisters to do though, man, and I 256 00:13:26,080 --> 00:13:28,079 Speaker 1: appreciate them the depth because they'd be doing the best 257 00:13:28,160 --> 00:13:29,760 Speaker 1: they can do. But one thing they need to stop 258 00:13:29,840 --> 00:13:33,280 Speaker 1: saying is their mother and daddy. Their mama and their dad, 259 00:13:33,800 --> 00:13:38,160 Speaker 1: you know they be dead. Because what happens in some 260 00:13:38,200 --> 00:13:40,560 Speaker 1: of these these correctional facilities, Man, I see it over 261 00:13:40,600 --> 00:13:43,199 Speaker 1: it over the time and time again when these kids 262 00:13:43,240 --> 00:13:45,079 Speaker 1: come out of there, When these kids come out and 263 00:13:45,120 --> 00:13:47,360 Speaker 1: they go into the head with house and they're waiting 264 00:13:47,400 --> 00:13:49,880 Speaker 1: on their mama's or their dad is grandmama's or somebody 265 00:13:49,880 --> 00:13:51,600 Speaker 1: to pick them up in there, they're they're they're holding 266 00:13:51,600 --> 00:13:54,800 Speaker 1: there for like five six months. But what happens is, man, 267 00:13:55,040 --> 00:13:57,200 Speaker 1: they stayed there far most a year or so because 268 00:13:57,200 --> 00:13:59,839 Speaker 1: why Mama don't even want them no more? Man, the 269 00:14:00,720 --> 00:14:03,360 Speaker 1: same mama that don't say, hey, look mom, I'm dad, 270 00:14:03,360 --> 00:14:06,800 Speaker 1: my mom daddy. No, you ain't daddy, You're not daddy, 271 00:14:06,880 --> 00:14:09,920 Speaker 1: your mother. You know, you need people like you need 272 00:14:09,960 --> 00:14:12,720 Speaker 1: people like myself, you know, to step in and you know, 273 00:14:12,920 --> 00:14:14,880 Speaker 1: like you said, that program to go inside the house 274 00:14:14,920 --> 00:14:17,360 Speaker 1: of that single parent mother. That's definitely what we need, man, 275 00:14:17,400 --> 00:14:19,080 Speaker 1: and that's what we do. We do some of that also, 276 00:14:19,200 --> 00:14:22,640 Speaker 1: man right now, So you all the money on that, man, right, 277 00:14:24,240 --> 00:14:28,440 Speaker 1: That's that's our beginning as black man, to to figure 278 00:14:28,440 --> 00:14:30,680 Speaker 1: out a way how to get to our younger brothers, 279 00:14:31,040 --> 00:14:35,760 Speaker 1: because truth be told, sometimes you can't get across to 280 00:14:35,840 --> 00:14:39,400 Speaker 1: that year old brother because he already set in his 281 00:14:39,440 --> 00:14:43,480 Speaker 1: ways and you're talking about they think they know more 282 00:14:44,320 --> 00:14:47,320 Speaker 1: than you do, which they don't. They don't know Jack 283 00:14:47,400 --> 00:14:50,040 Speaker 1: Ship until the day they wind up in prison. And 284 00:14:50,440 --> 00:14:54,160 Speaker 1: then they say, then they say this, just like I said, 285 00:14:54,400 --> 00:14:56,600 Speaker 1: if I know what I know now, I wouldn't have 286 00:14:56,600 --> 00:14:59,600 Speaker 1: never took that road. But let's get them before that. 287 00:15:00,120 --> 00:15:05,640 Speaker 1: Just say that you got to get these babies. Now. 288 00:15:07,080 --> 00:15:09,320 Speaker 1: You can show niggas. You can give niggas a lot 289 00:15:09,360 --> 00:15:12,040 Speaker 1: of examples and ships just like well, just like we 290 00:15:12,080 --> 00:15:15,720 Speaker 1: was as as youngsters, we had to we have the 291 00:15:15,720 --> 00:15:19,320 Speaker 1: mentality that you can't tell me nothing. That's the whole problem. 292 00:15:19,800 --> 00:15:23,640 Speaker 1: A lot of young mentality that you can't tell me nothing. 293 00:15:24,000 --> 00:15:27,520 Speaker 1: So all that ship, all that ship you're talking is good, 294 00:15:27,800 --> 00:15:30,000 Speaker 1: and yeah, I hear you, and it worked for you. 295 00:15:30,320 --> 00:15:33,160 Speaker 1: But nigga, I'm still on the block every fucking day 296 00:15:33,400 --> 00:15:36,200 Speaker 1: and I'm still this and I'm still that, So that 297 00:15:36,320 --> 00:15:39,280 Speaker 1: ship don't apply to me. And that's what the problem 298 00:15:39,360 --> 00:15:42,280 Speaker 1: that we have is that a lot of young niggas 299 00:15:42,360 --> 00:15:47,760 Speaker 1: don't want to listen to nothing that older or other 300 00:15:47,880 --> 00:15:50,920 Speaker 1: niggas have been through. They just don't want to listen. 301 00:15:51,320 --> 00:15:55,080 Speaker 1: So how so how do you change that mentality from 302 00:15:55,120 --> 00:15:57,440 Speaker 1: a dude you're trying to get to change the ways 303 00:15:57,880 --> 00:16:00,080 Speaker 1: and he deep off an it and he telling you, 304 00:16:00,160 --> 00:16:02,680 Speaker 1: I don't want to hear nothing. You saying you show 305 00:16:02,760 --> 00:16:08,040 Speaker 1: the naw you show that nigga how to fish. Let 306 00:16:08,040 --> 00:16:10,880 Speaker 1: me tell you this is where, this is where we 307 00:16:11,040 --> 00:16:15,520 Speaker 1: make mistakes that to even get you that point. First, 308 00:16:15,640 --> 00:16:18,360 Speaker 1: we gotta stop call it the way we talked to 309 00:16:18,400 --> 00:16:23,440 Speaker 1: each other. Cats want to hear that type of talk. Yeah, 310 00:16:23,480 --> 00:16:27,280 Speaker 1: what's up, nigga, what's up? We gotta start respecting ourselves 311 00:16:27,880 --> 00:16:31,080 Speaker 1: as black man. Once we start respecting ourselves and they 312 00:16:31,120 --> 00:16:34,880 Speaker 1: see us with respect and care and respect to the quillets. 313 00:16:35,200 --> 00:16:38,560 Speaker 1: Then they already know they're gonna come at you with 314 00:16:38,600 --> 00:16:42,160 Speaker 1: straight respect because they see you you ain't giving nothing 315 00:16:42,200 --> 00:16:47,160 Speaker 1: but respect. We talked ship to each other, and we 316 00:16:47,160 --> 00:16:51,280 Speaker 1: we we talked bad about each other. I got the 317 00:16:51,320 --> 00:16:54,160 Speaker 1: words for it. I was listening to a But it 318 00:16:54,240 --> 00:16:57,680 Speaker 1: starts off with respect. We gotta respect and understand each 319 00:16:57,680 --> 00:17:02,360 Speaker 1: other as black man. Well, I'm not gonna keep blaming 320 00:17:02,520 --> 00:17:06,200 Speaker 1: what my father did to me. I'm not gonna let 321 00:17:06,200 --> 00:17:08,760 Speaker 1: that be an excuse for me not to get to 322 00:17:08,800 --> 00:17:11,920 Speaker 1: the next level. And we gotta understand that because there's 323 00:17:11,920 --> 00:17:13,560 Speaker 1: a lot of us that grew up in the house 324 00:17:13,800 --> 00:17:17,320 Speaker 1: without a father, and they gotta understand you can make 325 00:17:17,359 --> 00:17:20,000 Speaker 1: it without a father. You as long as you've got 326 00:17:20,000 --> 00:17:22,160 Speaker 1: positive black men in your life, you can make it. 327 00:17:22,440 --> 00:17:24,720 Speaker 1: And this is through the program. You don't have to 328 00:17:24,800 --> 00:17:27,120 Speaker 1: have that father figure in the household to do that. 329 00:17:27,560 --> 00:17:30,439 Speaker 1: And if we can reach the young kids and let 330 00:17:30,520 --> 00:17:33,760 Speaker 1: him understand that and teach them that it's a better 331 00:17:33,760 --> 00:17:36,240 Speaker 1: way to dress, it's a better way to do, you know, 332 00:17:36,640 --> 00:17:38,920 Speaker 1: to groom yourself. You know what I'm saying, father's your 333 00:17:38,920 --> 00:17:41,800 Speaker 1: hair and all of that other stuff. We have to 334 00:17:42,480 --> 00:17:45,680 Speaker 1: like really put our foot in it to get them 335 00:17:45,680 --> 00:17:49,919 Speaker 1: to understand, because the younger generation today don't want to 336 00:17:49,960 --> 00:17:52,399 Speaker 1: hear nothing. They want to see, They want to feel, 337 00:17:52,720 --> 00:17:57,159 Speaker 1: They want to really know that I care. And just 338 00:17:57,359 --> 00:17:59,800 Speaker 1: talking on the phone or just coming at them and 339 00:17:59,840 --> 00:18:01,919 Speaker 1: the certain kind of way you gotta really be in 340 00:18:01,960 --> 00:18:07,640 Speaker 1: their in their life. That's a program. Yeah, you gotta 341 00:18:07,720 --> 00:18:11,080 Speaker 1: let them know. And I think for the most part, man, Uh, 342 00:18:11,200 --> 00:18:13,960 Speaker 1: I don't think our young people think the older people 343 00:18:14,000 --> 00:18:17,600 Speaker 1: really care. Brother that's in the home, whether that's when 344 00:18:17,600 --> 00:18:19,720 Speaker 1: they go to church, the preacher don't never have a 345 00:18:19,760 --> 00:18:23,320 Speaker 1: message for the children is always for the adults. Uh. 346 00:18:23,359 --> 00:18:25,520 Speaker 1: They really don't even have a voice other than what 347 00:18:25,680 --> 00:18:28,640 Speaker 1: hip hop, what the hip hop platform give them. So 348 00:18:28,960 --> 00:18:31,720 Speaker 1: as I'm sitting here listening to you talk, man, do 349 00:18:31,760 --> 00:18:33,639 Speaker 1: our young people really know if we care or not. 350 00:18:35,040 --> 00:18:38,480 Speaker 1: They don't. I don't think they do. They don't. Reinsurance, 351 00:18:39,280 --> 00:18:41,000 Speaker 1: that's what we want. When we got a mom and 352 00:18:41,040 --> 00:18:43,240 Speaker 1: our fathers in the household, we know they're there to 353 00:18:43,240 --> 00:18:46,639 Speaker 1: protect this. That's reinsurance. But if I can get a 354 00:18:46,640 --> 00:18:49,080 Speaker 1: brother on the street that come in this house with 355 00:18:49,240 --> 00:18:52,479 Speaker 1: our absent father, and this man could come in and 356 00:18:52,560 --> 00:18:55,000 Speaker 1: come pick me up and show me how to fish, 357 00:18:55,160 --> 00:18:58,680 Speaker 1: show me how to hunt, and and he genuinely cared 358 00:18:58,720 --> 00:19:01,320 Speaker 1: about me, not just drop in me off because of 359 00:19:01,320 --> 00:19:03,720 Speaker 1: a check. Are picking me up and doing this for 360 00:19:03,880 --> 00:19:06,720 Speaker 1: a check? No, I got you. You know what I'm saying. 361 00:19:06,720 --> 00:19:09,120 Speaker 1: That's all they want to hear, is I got you. Well, 362 00:19:09,160 --> 00:19:11,119 Speaker 1: that's what the big homie. That's what the big homie 363 00:19:11,119 --> 00:19:14,320 Speaker 1: giving me. That that fatherless affirmation, that's what the that's 364 00:19:14,359 --> 00:19:16,680 Speaker 1: what the big homie give me. And them boys looking 365 00:19:16,720 --> 00:19:19,840 Speaker 1: for it. Them boys, they gravitate to it. Let's gravitate 366 00:19:19,880 --> 00:19:21,359 Speaker 1: to it. Man, it really will if you're showing that 367 00:19:21,400 --> 00:19:24,080 Speaker 1: love like you're talking about, man, gravitate to it. Man, 368 00:19:24,080 --> 00:19:27,919 Speaker 1: they're really doing me and Mrs Chaules empty Men's men 369 00:19:27,920 --> 00:19:29,800 Speaker 1: and Ms Charleson around a summer camp and around about 370 00:19:29,800 --> 00:19:31,640 Speaker 1: maybe about three or four years about three or four 371 00:19:31,680 --> 00:19:36,200 Speaker 1: years ago, Man, a guy um gave his club. But 372 00:19:36,359 --> 00:19:39,560 Speaker 1: for us man to tell you true. Um, So we 373 00:19:39,640 --> 00:19:41,960 Speaker 1: were doing the summertime. Man, we closed the whole club. 374 00:19:42,040 --> 00:19:43,919 Speaker 1: Now Man, we had the kids coming over the one 375 00:19:43,960 --> 00:19:47,080 Speaker 1: the daytime. Man feed the kids breathless lunch and a halftime. 376 00:19:47,119 --> 00:19:49,679 Speaker 1: They took the food home for dinner to feed the 377 00:19:49,680 --> 00:19:52,679 Speaker 1: families and everything though, man. But what I did was 378 00:19:52,760 --> 00:19:54,520 Speaker 1: when we showed them, man, we just showed them boys 379 00:19:54,560 --> 00:19:56,760 Speaker 1: love man. And then all these boys was was across 380 00:19:56,800 --> 00:19:59,359 Speaker 1: the street at the projects. I mean the projects are 381 00:19:59,359 --> 00:20:01,520 Speaker 1: the directly cross the streets. So they just walked over 382 00:20:01,560 --> 00:20:03,879 Speaker 1: to the club and had these some camp with us. 383 00:20:03,880 --> 00:20:05,840 Speaker 1: But man, that love that we showed them, and their 384 00:20:05,920 --> 00:20:08,200 Speaker 1: father they loved and sometimes he had to be the 385 00:20:08,320 --> 00:20:11,199 Speaker 1: tough look. But they're respected it though. Man. You know. 386 00:20:11,320 --> 00:20:13,200 Speaker 1: And once you show them to love them and you 387 00:20:13,320 --> 00:20:15,800 Speaker 1: clonel for him, and you show them how to eat, 388 00:20:16,040 --> 00:20:17,720 Speaker 1: you show them how to because I would take the 389 00:20:17,800 --> 00:20:20,080 Speaker 1: kids to to the house, man, I will show them 390 00:20:20,080 --> 00:20:22,880 Speaker 1: how to how to change brakes, how to change starters 391 00:20:22,920 --> 00:20:25,280 Speaker 1: on cars. Now, I mean he's a twelve thirteen year 392 00:20:25,320 --> 00:20:27,560 Speaker 1: old boys, man, and they gravitated to it. But you 393 00:20:27,600 --> 00:20:29,080 Speaker 1: just gotta show them that you love them though. Man. 394 00:20:29,119 --> 00:20:32,840 Speaker 1: They'll listen to you. You're right, You're right. And I 395 00:20:32,880 --> 00:20:35,080 Speaker 1: was I was just gonna touch on that I've been 396 00:20:35,160 --> 00:20:38,160 Speaker 1: thinking and wanting to do this for a long time. 397 00:20:38,920 --> 00:20:42,080 Speaker 1: Just just get a lot and get some of the 398 00:20:42,160 --> 00:20:44,760 Speaker 1: guys that I know that certified and breaks and all 399 00:20:44,800 --> 00:20:47,480 Speaker 1: of that, and how the kids come buy breaks for 400 00:20:47,520 --> 00:20:51,520 Speaker 1: the for their mom's car, whatever. And let them help 401 00:20:51,760 --> 00:20:56,080 Speaker 1: fix those brakes, let them learn how to change the battery. Uh, 402 00:20:56,600 --> 00:21:01,840 Speaker 1: do anything, you know, I got friends that anything just 403 00:21:02,000 --> 00:21:05,399 Speaker 1: to get them, let them learn something, you know what 404 00:21:05,480 --> 00:21:08,480 Speaker 1: I'm saying. So and and and it goes, it goes 405 00:21:08,520 --> 00:21:11,480 Speaker 1: a long way. And man, I commend with y'all doing. 406 00:21:12,200 --> 00:21:14,520 Speaker 1: And I wish we had that out here like that 407 00:21:14,520 --> 00:21:20,040 Speaker 1: where we can just actually get into the politics. We're 408 00:21:20,080 --> 00:21:23,040 Speaker 1: braging into you. We we we were bragging into you. 409 00:21:23,880 --> 00:21:27,399 Speaker 1: What what what we're doing? Uh, it's like we're gonna 410 00:21:27,440 --> 00:21:30,159 Speaker 1: barter right. Uh, there's a lot of resources that we 411 00:21:30,280 --> 00:21:33,359 Speaker 1: offer to two guys in California homey. Texas is a 412 00:21:33,400 --> 00:21:36,800 Speaker 1: fatherly friendly state. So we're trying to create an underground railroad. 413 00:21:36,840 --> 00:21:39,680 Speaker 1: But we got jobs. Niggas in California can't get down here, Hume. 414 00:21:40,160 --> 00:21:42,800 Speaker 1: So hey, man, y'all niggas ain't got nothing to do. Man, say, 415 00:21:42,840 --> 00:21:44,720 Speaker 1: we got some nigga that a high y'all down here 416 00:21:44,720 --> 00:21:49,600 Speaker 1: with the murderications nigga General Motors, Bell helicopter like Keeed Martin, say, 417 00:21:49,680 --> 00:21:52,639 Speaker 1: man toward deep people, hard killers. Man, you didn't come 418 00:21:52,680 --> 00:21:54,320 Speaker 1: down here and get a dog and we will help 419 00:21:54,400 --> 00:21:57,080 Speaker 1: assist y'all while y'all get along the way, saying with 420 00:21:57,160 --> 00:22:00,560 Speaker 1: y'all got some gang programs from gang intervention and prevention 421 00:22:00,640 --> 00:22:04,080 Speaker 1: program that can benefit here, and you guys can come 422 00:22:04,119 --> 00:22:07,840 Speaker 1: down here and facilitate those programs and get money from us, 423 00:22:07,920 --> 00:22:11,000 Speaker 1: from our county officials to come facilitate those programs. So 424 00:22:11,040 --> 00:22:16,440 Speaker 1: we're trying to open up underground railroad of exchange of resources, man, 425 00:22:16,480 --> 00:22:19,159 Speaker 1: for the community. So the program that you're asking for 426 00:22:19,400 --> 00:22:21,960 Speaker 1: is being created through the Fathers, the Father's Program, which 427 00:22:22,000 --> 00:22:25,120 Speaker 1: is coming to California, you know, Baba uncle Henny Man. 428 00:22:25,160 --> 00:22:28,120 Speaker 1: So we're just trying to get all the the statistics, 429 00:22:28,160 --> 00:22:31,080 Speaker 1: the numbers, get the data, uh, and get the research. 430 00:22:31,119 --> 00:22:33,280 Speaker 1: So when we present it, man, we got all our 431 00:22:33,320 --> 00:22:36,280 Speaker 1: eyes dotted in the tea's cross. Or are we bringing 432 00:22:36,280 --> 00:22:40,200 Speaker 1: some news right now, Charles? Yeah, yeah, yeah, we're breaking 433 00:22:40,200 --> 00:22:44,480 Speaker 1: some news, man, uh, Hendy noted man. So we got 434 00:22:44,520 --> 00:22:46,680 Speaker 1: the father of the Father's Program. Man, it's it's coming 435 00:22:46,720 --> 00:22:50,600 Speaker 1: to California, you know, and that's going to be um, 436 00:22:50,640 --> 00:22:54,600 Speaker 1: you know, through Uncle hen that Father's the Father's Program 437 00:22:54,800 --> 00:22:59,000 Speaker 1: is gonna be you know, facilitated through James myself and eight. 438 00:22:59,359 --> 00:23:02,800 Speaker 1: Because you know three figures. UM eight is very active 439 00:23:02,840 --> 00:23:04,960 Speaker 1: in the community. He don't brag onto a lot. He's 440 00:23:05,040 --> 00:23:07,040 Speaker 1: you know, out there messing with the youth. He's a 441 00:23:07,080 --> 00:23:09,880 Speaker 1: grounds here with the youth. He choots the coach football, 442 00:23:10,359 --> 00:23:13,240 Speaker 1: you know, he shoot the football, you know the football. 443 00:23:13,760 --> 00:23:16,680 Speaker 1: Very passionate about it, um And it's something that I'm 444 00:23:16,720 --> 00:23:19,159 Speaker 1: looking forward to, and I know James and James alluded 445 00:23:19,200 --> 00:23:22,800 Speaker 1: to earlier. He's looking forward to doing stuff like that 446 00:23:22,840 --> 00:23:25,600 Speaker 1: because we have to become proactive as black men in 447 00:23:25,600 --> 00:23:28,359 Speaker 1: our community and we have to stop waiting all the 448 00:23:28,440 --> 00:23:30,440 Speaker 1: time for that come and help me. Because I kind 449 00:23:30,440 --> 00:23:33,159 Speaker 1: of feel the same way my man was speaking earlier 450 00:23:33,320 --> 00:23:36,359 Speaker 1: was about the Democratic Party. That party teaches us to 451 00:23:36,400 --> 00:23:38,959 Speaker 1: be co dependent on people to set up and just 452 00:23:39,040 --> 00:23:40,720 Speaker 1: wait to set up and get you know, wait on 453 00:23:40,720 --> 00:23:44,360 Speaker 1: the welfare check or uh some kind of check every month. 454 00:23:44,440 --> 00:23:46,240 Speaker 1: We're waiting for somebody to come and help us. But 455 00:23:46,280 --> 00:23:52,800 Speaker 1: the only people that can help us as us us. Well, 456 00:23:52,840 --> 00:23:54,960 Speaker 1: you know what one thing I want to shave man. 457 00:23:55,119 --> 00:23:57,640 Speaker 1: We have to look at the world and the way 458 00:23:57,680 --> 00:24:00,520 Speaker 1: the world is today. I'm looking at this at the 459 00:24:00,520 --> 00:24:02,720 Speaker 1: news and I see all these people at the Capitol, 460 00:24:04,000 --> 00:24:07,959 Speaker 1: but Donald Trump if that was black people, this is 461 00:24:08,040 --> 00:24:09,879 Speaker 1: this is just my point of view. If that was 462 00:24:09,920 --> 00:24:13,679 Speaker 1: black people, all hell would have broke loose. Uh, you know, 463 00:24:13,760 --> 00:24:16,879 Speaker 1: where's the dogs, where's the gas, the tear gas? Where's 464 00:24:17,000 --> 00:24:20,720 Speaker 1: the military, where's the police knocking them down? Get the 465 00:24:20,720 --> 00:24:24,960 Speaker 1: funk off my off this line. If we don't see 466 00:24:25,000 --> 00:24:29,280 Speaker 1: what the world is becoming, then we we we're wasting 467 00:24:29,280 --> 00:24:32,560 Speaker 1: our time as black man. Because at the end of 468 00:24:32,600 --> 00:24:36,320 Speaker 1: the day, we lost already if if you really look 469 00:24:36,359 --> 00:24:39,440 Speaker 1: at it, we already at a loss. So the way 470 00:24:39,440 --> 00:24:41,480 Speaker 1: that we are treated, in the way that other people 471 00:24:41,520 --> 00:24:45,159 Speaker 1: are treated, we really have to pay attention. This is 472 00:24:45,200 --> 00:24:49,000 Speaker 1: why I really want a change, for us to change, 473 00:24:49,000 --> 00:24:52,720 Speaker 1: for us to see change, because if we don't do it, 474 00:24:53,800 --> 00:24:56,520 Speaker 1: they're not gonna do it for us. We gotta do 475 00:24:56,600 --> 00:24:59,119 Speaker 1: it well. This is this is the perfect time for 476 00:24:59,200 --> 00:25:01,800 Speaker 1: us to get it together. But why they're fighting each other. Never, 477 00:25:02,040 --> 00:25:05,199 Speaker 1: never in our lifetime, never in our lifetime, have we 478 00:25:05,280 --> 00:25:08,040 Speaker 1: seen the white boy fight the white boy like there 479 00:25:08,200 --> 00:25:10,080 Speaker 1: last time they fought each other like this, this was 480 00:25:10,119 --> 00:25:12,800 Speaker 1: over us and they were mad the motherfucker. But by 481 00:25:12,440 --> 00:25:15,399 Speaker 1: the albumst wiped out their country right that was the 482 00:25:15,440 --> 00:25:18,520 Speaker 1: Civil War. So now here it is. They're back at 483 00:25:18,560 --> 00:25:21,919 Speaker 1: this same problem again. But this don't have nothing to 484 00:25:21,960 --> 00:25:24,880 Speaker 1: do with us. This fight isn't about us. This fight 485 00:25:25,240 --> 00:25:27,720 Speaker 1: is about all the other foreugners that they have let 486 00:25:27,760 --> 00:25:30,360 Speaker 1: coming to their country, who don't speak their language, who 487 00:25:30,359 --> 00:25:33,400 Speaker 1: don't eat at their restaurants, who don't depend on them. 488 00:25:33,440 --> 00:25:35,480 Speaker 1: So this had nothing. So this is the perfect time 489 00:25:35,520 --> 00:25:37,840 Speaker 1: for us to let them kill each other. I let 490 00:25:37,880 --> 00:25:40,920 Speaker 1: them take over the White House and come getting our 491 00:25:41,000 --> 00:25:43,320 Speaker 1: stuff together. By time they look up, we might haven't 492 00:25:43,320 --> 00:25:48,640 Speaker 1: got our nation fix. They losing their nation. They right 493 00:25:48,680 --> 00:25:51,800 Speaker 1: now we're watching them lose their nation. So now we 494 00:25:51,880 --> 00:25:54,760 Speaker 1: can't say, man, they got they focused on us. They can't. 495 00:25:54,760 --> 00:25:56,840 Speaker 1: They ain't got time to focus on us now. So 496 00:25:56,880 --> 00:25:59,199 Speaker 1: now this time for us to put it out their 497 00:25:59,560 --> 00:26:02,879 Speaker 1: politics and man go to fixing on what we can fix. 498 00:26:03,119 --> 00:26:04,879 Speaker 1: And by time they look up, man, we don't got 499 00:26:04,920 --> 00:26:07,600 Speaker 1: a little stronger and we can stick our chest out 500 00:26:07,640 --> 00:26:10,080 Speaker 1: and say, hey, these are our demands and we stand 501 00:26:10,080 --> 00:26:16,479 Speaker 1: on what we demand. Right. I follow that exactly. It 502 00:26:16,520 --> 00:26:19,400 Speaker 1: has to be that way, because I honestly feel like this. 503 00:26:20,400 --> 00:26:22,280 Speaker 1: You know, we have all of these people that sit 504 00:26:22,400 --> 00:26:25,040 Speaker 1: up in these offices and these places, and they write 505 00:26:25,080 --> 00:26:27,880 Speaker 1: this programming. Right, they write this program and to tell 506 00:26:28,000 --> 00:26:31,080 Speaker 1: us what they think that what they think our children 507 00:26:31,119 --> 00:26:33,960 Speaker 1: need and what our communities need. The only ones that 508 00:26:34,040 --> 00:26:37,280 Speaker 1: can heal our community and thoroughly go through there is us. 509 00:26:38,240 --> 00:26:41,520 Speaker 1: We have to go through there, people like James McDonald's, 510 00:26:41,520 --> 00:26:44,520 Speaker 1: people like yourself, Charles. Because Charles, let let's go back 511 00:26:44,640 --> 00:26:48,840 Speaker 1: Charleston for the record. You spend time in the penitentiary system. Correct. 512 00:26:49,320 --> 00:26:51,239 Speaker 1: Oh no, I mean I went to do and I'm 513 00:26:51,280 --> 00:26:55,919 Speaker 1: i'm I'm I'm a steak baby, I'm gonna that. That's 514 00:26:55,960 --> 00:27:01,320 Speaker 1: what I meant to say that you've spent telling Yeah, 515 00:27:01,320 --> 00:27:03,439 Speaker 1: when I left, I was the longest kid locked up 516 00:27:03,440 --> 00:27:06,480 Speaker 1: in t y C. What was that for? For the 517 00:27:06,520 --> 00:27:09,320 Speaker 1: people that don't know, for murder? We killed the white 518 00:27:09,320 --> 00:27:13,840 Speaker 1: man in the South. Yeah, in the South. I want 519 00:27:13,840 --> 00:27:16,600 Speaker 1: the only niggas I know there's alive right now today 520 00:27:16,880 --> 00:27:19,080 Speaker 1: and say, man, I've done time for killing the white man. 521 00:27:19,840 --> 00:27:23,520 Speaker 1: Most niggas killed niggas and they're proud of it. Look, 522 00:27:23,600 --> 00:27:26,760 Speaker 1: let me ask you this man, because you know it's 523 00:27:26,760 --> 00:27:29,199 Speaker 1: supposed to be reformed, right, You're supposed to go to 524 00:27:29,320 --> 00:27:31,920 Speaker 1: prison and jail to get reformed, to get yourself right. 525 00:27:32,200 --> 00:27:33,960 Speaker 1: And get ready to go acclimate, to go out and 526 00:27:34,000 --> 00:27:37,000 Speaker 1: become a productive member of society. When you say that 527 00:27:37,040 --> 00:27:39,040 Speaker 1: your time spent in the chive in our system helps 528 00:27:39,080 --> 00:27:41,639 Speaker 1: you or hurt you, it helped me, help me. It 529 00:27:41,720 --> 00:27:46,359 Speaker 1: was uh, keep in mind I called a murder caatione. 530 00:27:47,160 --> 00:27:50,000 Speaker 1: Prior to that, outside of California, that was no such 531 00:27:50,040 --> 00:27:53,560 Speaker 1: thing as a kid of killing. You nigga started in California, 532 00:27:53,560 --> 00:27:56,320 Speaker 1: you'all start killing in seventy two. I think the Balue 533 00:27:56,400 --> 00:28:00,479 Speaker 1: murders right outside of that, it wasn't black black children 534 00:28:00,520 --> 00:28:05,240 Speaker 1: wasn't committing murder around the country. So almost twenty years later, 535 00:28:05,280 --> 00:28:11,199 Speaker 1: after California, juvenile started killing late eighties nineties, Texas created 536 00:28:11,240 --> 00:28:13,840 Speaker 1: this juvenile the terms just this juvenile law is called 537 00:28:13,840 --> 00:28:16,640 Speaker 1: Texas juvenile the term of sentencing law where a kid 538 00:28:16,680 --> 00:28:19,639 Speaker 1: could be sentenced up to forty years for committing violent 539 00:28:19,680 --> 00:28:23,719 Speaker 1: crimes such as capital murder, murder, attempted capital murder, aggravated 540 00:28:23,760 --> 00:28:27,919 Speaker 1: sexual assault. So I went into a juvenile system when 541 00:28:28,000 --> 00:28:30,680 Speaker 1: we had a governor by the name of and Richards. 542 00:28:30,720 --> 00:28:35,080 Speaker 1: And Richards was a recovering alcoholic and recovering drug at it, 543 00:28:35,359 --> 00:28:37,960 Speaker 1: and so a lot of her, a lot of money, 544 00:28:38,000 --> 00:28:40,480 Speaker 1: and the policy that she had in the early nineties 545 00:28:40,960 --> 00:28:47,160 Speaker 1: was geared towards not just rehabilitation, but resocialization. Now noticed 546 00:28:47,200 --> 00:28:52,360 Speaker 1: I said rehabilitation and re socialization with two different things 547 00:28:52,400 --> 00:28:57,120 Speaker 1: in two different terms. Resocialization is teaching you when you 548 00:28:57,320 --> 00:29:00,880 Speaker 1: walk up to somebody, instead of taking they toyed, you 549 00:29:00,920 --> 00:29:03,520 Speaker 1: say can I play with that? Well, most black children 550 00:29:03,560 --> 00:29:05,560 Speaker 1: don't know you have to ask. They say, hey, man, 551 00:29:05,640 --> 00:29:07,240 Speaker 1: let me see that, and they take it from you, 552 00:29:07,560 --> 00:29:09,360 Speaker 1: and if you can't whoop them, you can't ever get 553 00:29:09,360 --> 00:29:12,680 Speaker 1: it back. There's not mostly was socialized like that. Most 554 00:29:12,680 --> 00:29:15,440 Speaker 1: people when you give them something, they wasn't talked to 555 00:29:15,440 --> 00:29:18,560 Speaker 1: say thank you. So resocialization take you back to how 556 00:29:19,000 --> 00:29:22,440 Speaker 1: you're being resocialized. So I literally grew up in a 557 00:29:22,760 --> 00:29:24,959 Speaker 1: in a system home that gave us all the tools 558 00:29:24,960 --> 00:29:27,480 Speaker 1: and all the skills and all the things necessary for 559 00:29:27,560 --> 00:29:29,760 Speaker 1: us to come out here and be successful. So this 560 00:29:30,160 --> 00:29:32,360 Speaker 1: is the product of what I'm a product of a 561 00:29:32,440 --> 00:29:36,080 Speaker 1: juvenile system articulation. I was able to go to college 562 00:29:36,120 --> 00:29:40,400 Speaker 1: and excel. Uh Man, my childhood issues were resolved. We 563 00:29:40,440 --> 00:29:42,600 Speaker 1: had some of the best psychiatrist, some of the world's 564 00:29:42,600 --> 00:29:45,480 Speaker 1: best psychologists. Uh We was co ed so it was 565 00:29:45,640 --> 00:29:48,200 Speaker 1: boys and girls. We had an in ground swimming pool, 566 00:29:48,520 --> 00:29:51,520 Speaker 1: We had off campus jobs. We can take college courses 567 00:29:51,840 --> 00:29:56,440 Speaker 1: off campus, we had weekend passes. So I was really uh, 568 00:29:56,560 --> 00:29:59,280 Speaker 1: I grew up in and more like a boarding school, 569 00:29:59,520 --> 00:30:03,160 Speaker 1: but we were just you know, child merdles real. Now 570 00:30:03,160 --> 00:30:07,240 Speaker 1: I'm gonna ask you this question. I kind of want. 571 00:30:08,600 --> 00:30:13,000 Speaker 1: I'm sorry, it's not kind of woman. Go ahead, cause 572 00:30:13,000 --> 00:30:15,120 Speaker 1: I think we gotta de ley go ahead, you gotta yeah, yeah, no, no, 573 00:30:15,200 --> 00:30:17,520 Speaker 1: you gott you gotta go here. Okay, what I was 574 00:30:17,520 --> 00:30:19,400 Speaker 1: gonna say it was I want to go to James. Now, 575 00:30:19,440 --> 00:30:21,520 Speaker 1: then I'm gonna come to you. Eight ate. You did 576 00:30:21,560 --> 00:30:25,000 Speaker 1: time in jail, right, yeah, a little bit. You did 577 00:30:25,040 --> 00:30:27,120 Speaker 1: a little bit of time, So I won't really ask 578 00:30:27,120 --> 00:30:30,160 Speaker 1: you this. This is the question work here for James. James, 579 00:30:30,200 --> 00:30:32,400 Speaker 1: but you say that your time in the penitentiary system 580 00:30:32,440 --> 00:30:37,480 Speaker 1: actually help you. The only thing to Vina Ginger dropped 581 00:30:37,520 --> 00:30:38,920 Speaker 1: me is I didn't want to go back to the 582 00:30:39,040 --> 00:30:48,120 Speaker 1: motherfuck and that that's that's for most nigger from from 583 00:30:48,160 --> 00:30:53,000 Speaker 1: from our way like that. It does us that we 584 00:30:53,080 --> 00:30:55,320 Speaker 1: don't want to go back to fucking jail. That's what 585 00:30:55,480 --> 00:30:58,040 Speaker 1: going to jail. Are going to the pends. It teaches you, 586 00:30:58,360 --> 00:31:00,040 Speaker 1: It teaches you. Now don't want to come back, and 587 00:31:00,160 --> 00:31:05,400 Speaker 1: this motherfucker that's it, So I gotta do something differently. Well, 588 00:31:05,440 --> 00:31:10,880 Speaker 1: I paid attention to the fifteen fourteen cent work in 589 00:31:10,920 --> 00:31:15,360 Speaker 1: the yard. I paid attention too, you know, you basically 590 00:31:15,400 --> 00:31:19,560 Speaker 1: a slave, and that motherfucker I paid attention to, you know, 591 00:31:19,680 --> 00:31:22,720 Speaker 1: being told what to do when to do it. And 592 00:31:22,760 --> 00:31:26,080 Speaker 1: I'm a grown ass man. Those those I didn't want 593 00:31:26,120 --> 00:31:29,600 Speaker 1: to live like that. Uh you know, the majority of 594 00:31:29,640 --> 00:31:31,600 Speaker 1: the people that was on the street that I ran 595 00:31:31,640 --> 00:31:39,200 Speaker 1: into that were that that hardcore wasn't as hard hardcore 596 00:31:40,160 --> 00:31:43,840 Speaker 1: in prison, and and it was like, what the funk 597 00:31:43,880 --> 00:31:46,960 Speaker 1: am I here for? I'm when I get out, I'm 598 00:31:46,960 --> 00:31:50,000 Speaker 1: not coming back. So getting out of prison, I had 599 00:31:50,080 --> 00:31:53,600 Speaker 1: to prove a point to not only my mother, uh 600 00:31:53,680 --> 00:31:57,200 Speaker 1: my baby mama's, you know, everybody that said I was 601 00:31:57,240 --> 00:31:59,880 Speaker 1: going back. I had to show them I ain't going 602 00:32:00,120 --> 00:32:02,920 Speaker 1: back to prison. And and then the motherfucker but the knife. 603 00:32:02,960 --> 00:32:05,040 Speaker 1: You make a knife and you walk around with it 604 00:32:05,120 --> 00:32:08,080 Speaker 1: all day just to keep the motherfuck off your ass. 605 00:32:08,400 --> 00:32:12,480 Speaker 1: So I used all of that to say, I'm not 606 00:32:12,600 --> 00:32:15,920 Speaker 1: coming back to this motherfucker no more. It wasn't worth it. 607 00:32:15,920 --> 00:32:18,400 Speaker 1: It was a waste of time of my life. And 608 00:32:19,760 --> 00:32:21,560 Speaker 1: I was better off on the street and then setting 609 00:32:21,600 --> 00:32:24,080 Speaker 1: up in that motherfucker in the top romin and you know, 610 00:32:24,160 --> 00:32:27,920 Speaker 1: smoking camera cigarettes. So some of the ship I can't 611 00:32:28,120 --> 00:32:30,120 Speaker 1: some of the habits I had in there, I can't 612 00:32:30,160 --> 00:32:32,240 Speaker 1: get rid of them. I've been out of prison this 613 00:32:34,080 --> 00:32:39,080 Speaker 1: and I'm good, you know. So it taught me something, 614 00:32:39,080 --> 00:32:41,080 Speaker 1: But it taught me what I wanted to know or 615 00:32:41,360 --> 00:32:43,320 Speaker 1: or gave me the reasons why I didn't want to 616 00:32:43,360 --> 00:32:49,680 Speaker 1: come back. And I did that. Yeah. Well, one thing 617 00:32:49,720 --> 00:32:51,720 Speaker 1: that tripped me out about Charleston Man used to hearing 618 00:32:51,800 --> 00:32:54,000 Speaker 1: when he was speaking, and he would tell me some 619 00:32:54,160 --> 00:32:56,920 Speaker 1: young men they actually wanted to go to prison because 620 00:32:56,920 --> 00:32:59,760 Speaker 1: they wanted to slider by their manhood by going to prison. It. 621 00:33:00,120 --> 00:33:04,640 Speaker 1: I want to help me. I was a young nigga. 622 00:33:04,720 --> 00:33:07,960 Speaker 1: I inspired. I inspired to get to me a prison 623 00:33:08,040 --> 00:33:10,720 Speaker 1: yard and walk down there and do all that ship 624 00:33:10,840 --> 00:33:14,040 Speaker 1: that I heard uncle uncle curtis bragging. Nov I wanted 625 00:33:14,040 --> 00:33:17,120 Speaker 1: to go make some nigga wash my draws too. Uh Yeah, 626 00:33:17,200 --> 00:33:19,680 Speaker 1: I want to hold a cigarette behind my earra. I 627 00:33:19,680 --> 00:33:22,120 Speaker 1: wanted the road a cigarette pack up in my sleeve. 628 00:33:22,720 --> 00:33:26,000 Speaker 1: Because it was propagated to me that way, right, uh 629 00:33:26,080 --> 00:33:28,920 Speaker 1: nigga from I saw all the penitentiary movies with Too 630 00:33:28,960 --> 00:33:31,880 Speaker 1: Sweet or The Midnight Though. Man, I saw all that ship. 631 00:33:32,480 --> 00:33:35,000 Speaker 1: Uh So, Man, when I was in the six and 632 00:33:35,000 --> 00:33:37,360 Speaker 1: seven grade and recess, me and my little fellas were 633 00:33:37,520 --> 00:33:39,880 Speaker 1: practicing prison. We were talking about what we're gonna do, 634 00:33:40,080 --> 00:33:42,880 Speaker 1: how we would go walk. Uh So, now, man, I 635 00:33:42,920 --> 00:33:45,400 Speaker 1: inspired to go to prison. I just didn't know they 636 00:33:45,400 --> 00:33:47,840 Speaker 1: could keep you forever. Because I've seen Uncle Curtains go. 637 00:33:48,240 --> 00:33:50,400 Speaker 1: He'd be gone for three or four months, come out 638 00:33:50,560 --> 00:33:52,320 Speaker 1: on Wayne and go for a little while. So I 639 00:33:52,400 --> 00:33:54,600 Speaker 1: thought you could come and go kind of as you please. 640 00:33:54,720 --> 00:33:57,160 Speaker 1: As as a kid, I didn't know they keep you 641 00:33:57,240 --> 00:34:02,560 Speaker 1: for us home a long time. I don't do that. Yeah. 642 00:34:02,760 --> 00:34:06,680 Speaker 1: So as I started getting older, oh as I started 643 00:34:06,680 --> 00:34:10,040 Speaker 1: getting older men, and I say this, I say this 644 00:34:10,160 --> 00:34:14,440 Speaker 1: with a I can't say. I'm ashamous said, but is man, 645 00:34:14,480 --> 00:34:16,400 Speaker 1: it's pitiful that I it's a part of me that 646 00:34:16,480 --> 00:34:18,080 Speaker 1: feel like I missed out on some of them because 647 00:34:18,080 --> 00:34:21,000 Speaker 1: I didn't go to prison. I haven't done everything out 648 00:34:21,000 --> 00:34:22,520 Speaker 1: here in these streets home, and I can sell and 649 00:34:22,560 --> 00:34:24,160 Speaker 1: done this and I got but say when I get 650 00:34:24,200 --> 00:34:26,480 Speaker 1: around certain niggas. I can't talk ton of tankly talk, 651 00:34:26,680 --> 00:34:29,960 Speaker 1: and I feel loved out sometimes sometimes when I'll be 652 00:34:30,000 --> 00:34:32,680 Speaker 1: looking at on, hold on, let me send some time 653 00:34:32,719 --> 00:34:36,279 Speaker 1: when I'll be looking at your motherfucking nigga sending them 654 00:34:36,280 --> 00:34:38,920 Speaker 1: pictures home for prison from them Feds, and I'll be 655 00:34:38,960 --> 00:34:43,520 Speaker 1: looking at them, nigga, the nigga stands the body language 656 00:34:43,719 --> 00:34:47,719 Speaker 1: and then just the camaradderie homie that that picture gives off. Man, 657 00:34:47,800 --> 00:34:49,840 Speaker 1: you want to be a part of that home that 658 00:34:49,880 --> 00:34:51,960 Speaker 1: shouldn't look good? Man? I want, man, I want to 659 00:34:51,960 --> 00:34:54,080 Speaker 1: be a part of that prison ship, my nigga. So 660 00:34:54,120 --> 00:34:56,759 Speaker 1: I see how it can be so appealing to the 661 00:34:56,840 --> 00:34:59,439 Speaker 1: young niggas, because at forty three years old, I feel 662 00:34:59,480 --> 00:35:01,520 Speaker 1: like I missed stating. So what the hell do we 663 00:35:01,560 --> 00:35:04,319 Speaker 1: say to young boys thinking like that? Think? What would 664 00:35:04,320 --> 00:35:06,439 Speaker 1: we say to them? Young boys like that? Man they're 665 00:35:06,440 --> 00:35:11,040 Speaker 1: thinking like that. You tell him this, You tell him 666 00:35:11,080 --> 00:35:15,239 Speaker 1: everything that looked like his gold ain't gold. That's food, 667 00:35:16,480 --> 00:35:20,520 Speaker 1: because you know what happens, just like myself. Going to 668 00:35:20,600 --> 00:35:23,759 Speaker 1: the county jail is to start you. You better be 669 00:35:23,800 --> 00:35:27,759 Speaker 1: a gladiator going to the county jail in California. You're 670 00:35:27,800 --> 00:35:31,000 Speaker 1: going that gang module. You have to do what you 671 00:35:31,120 --> 00:35:34,520 Speaker 1: have to do. It prepares you for prison. If you 672 00:35:34,560 --> 00:35:36,879 Speaker 1: don't make it in the county jail, you damn sure 673 00:35:36,880 --> 00:35:39,480 Speaker 1: ain't gonna make it in prison. And a lot of cats, 674 00:35:39,920 --> 00:35:42,080 Speaker 1: just like you said, I want to go to prison 675 00:35:42,160 --> 00:35:45,400 Speaker 1: because they the homies went to prison, but some of 676 00:35:45,440 --> 00:35:48,520 Speaker 1: them and they don't realize going to prison, you ain't 677 00:35:48,520 --> 00:35:53,799 Speaker 1: gonna be like the big homie. Yeah, yeah, you ain't 678 00:35:53,800 --> 00:35:56,839 Speaker 1: known like him. So your prison days is gonna be 679 00:35:56,880 --> 00:36:00,360 Speaker 1: lived way harder than where he had to live. In prison. 680 00:36:01,360 --> 00:36:03,360 Speaker 1: Your survival move is gonna have to be on a 681 00:36:05,400 --> 00:36:09,399 Speaker 1: opposed to mind being at the sixty. So it ain't 682 00:36:09,440 --> 00:36:12,040 Speaker 1: what you think it is. It's when you get in 683 00:36:12,040 --> 00:36:15,560 Speaker 1: there you really see what prison is is either gonna 684 00:36:15,600 --> 00:36:18,840 Speaker 1: build you or break you down. And I've seen a 685 00:36:18,840 --> 00:36:23,040 Speaker 1: lot of kids really really immaturity is like not being taught, 686 00:36:23,120 --> 00:36:24,440 Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying. Like you said, a lot 687 00:36:24,440 --> 00:36:26,560 Speaker 1: of dudes and grow up with fathers and the homes, 688 00:36:26,880 --> 00:36:29,799 Speaker 1: you know, so, uh, it was the status. A lot 689 00:36:29,840 --> 00:36:32,480 Speaker 1: of us joined the gangs as young dudes, so our 690 00:36:32,600 --> 00:36:35,120 Speaker 1: role models was the O G S who was in prison. 691 00:36:35,520 --> 00:36:39,640 Speaker 1: So basically a lot of cats were, you know, had 692 00:36:39,719 --> 00:36:45,720 Speaker 1: that feeling of of prison authenticated them. You feel met 693 00:36:45,800 --> 00:36:49,320 Speaker 1: solidified my status by going to prison, of going to 694 00:36:49,600 --> 00:36:54,080 Speaker 1: y E back then. You know, so trying to tell 695 00:36:54,239 --> 00:36:57,399 Speaker 1: like I said again, in some aspects, it's just like 696 00:36:57,800 --> 00:37:01,239 Speaker 1: you know, um with with the music or with any 697 00:37:01,280 --> 00:37:04,720 Speaker 1: influence that we have as youngsters. You know what I'm saying, 698 00:37:04,960 --> 00:37:09,160 Speaker 1: when we don't have those role models present, you get me. Uh. 699 00:37:09,320 --> 00:37:10,840 Speaker 1: You know, I didn't grow up with a father and 700 00:37:10,960 --> 00:37:14,239 Speaker 1: the home. I talked to my father every day almost 701 00:37:14,560 --> 00:37:17,640 Speaker 1: you know, he lived in Oklahoma, moved to Oklahoma to 702 00:37:17,719 --> 00:37:20,520 Speaker 1: go to work for General Motors. You know, I grew 703 00:37:20,600 --> 00:37:23,200 Speaker 1: up in a home with just moms and my sister. 704 00:37:23,640 --> 00:37:27,920 Speaker 1: It was gang banging everywhere, So I felt like I 705 00:37:27,960 --> 00:37:30,960 Speaker 1: had the gang bang you get me. I don't have 706 00:37:31,080 --> 00:37:34,640 Speaker 1: the I didn't feel like we had the family backbone 707 00:37:34,760 --> 00:37:39,319 Speaker 1: structure that uh, So to speak, I could survive in 708 00:37:39,440 --> 00:37:43,720 Speaker 1: South Central just being a regular motherfucker. You get me. Uh, 709 00:37:44,360 --> 00:37:48,600 Speaker 1: I had to join the game, so uh to change 710 00:37:48,680 --> 00:37:54,720 Speaker 1: that influence would probably have been somebody to tell me, O, motherfucker, 711 00:37:54,760 --> 00:37:58,120 Speaker 1: going to prison ain't fun. Like it might look fun, 712 00:37:58,200 --> 00:38:01,720 Speaker 1: but it ain't fun. But out of us as youths 713 00:38:02,000 --> 00:38:07,640 Speaker 1: don't or didn't have those dudes to tell us you 714 00:38:07,640 --> 00:38:10,239 Speaker 1: don't want to go to prison, you get me, Uh, 715 00:38:10,480 --> 00:38:13,759 Speaker 1: stay in school, you know, try to maintain, get you 716 00:38:13,840 --> 00:38:16,120 Speaker 1: a job or whatever. We didn't have a lot of 717 00:38:16,160 --> 00:38:18,319 Speaker 1: that because a lot of us, you know, single file, 718 00:38:18,440 --> 00:38:22,480 Speaker 1: single mothers, you know Fithers was out on drugs somewhere, 719 00:38:22,640 --> 00:38:25,520 Speaker 1: just didn't give a damn so uh to try to 720 00:38:25,640 --> 00:38:29,680 Speaker 1: change the influence of telling dudes, hey, I know you 721 00:38:29,719 --> 00:38:31,920 Speaker 1: see it on TV, or you might hear it in 722 00:38:31,960 --> 00:38:34,600 Speaker 1: one of my rap songs, or you might see so 723 00:38:34,760 --> 00:38:38,279 Speaker 1: and so glorified the status, but prison ain't the way 724 00:38:38,280 --> 00:38:44,280 Speaker 1: to go. Um my my. I sometimes question that too, 725 00:38:44,440 --> 00:38:47,640 Speaker 1: to see what can change the minds of some of 726 00:38:47,680 --> 00:38:51,759 Speaker 1: these young dudes who were influenced by just whatever it 727 00:38:51,920 --> 00:38:55,320 Speaker 1: is negative you get me. They feel like you said, 728 00:38:55,520 --> 00:38:57,799 Speaker 1: should I feel like I missed out when I look 729 00:38:57,840 --> 00:39:00,480 Speaker 1: at prison pictures and see niggas in the holes is 730 00:39:00,520 --> 00:39:03,200 Speaker 1: and they all clicked up, and the homies all whatever, 731 00:39:03,560 --> 00:39:05,840 Speaker 1: and then niggas be trying model. I did fire the 732 00:39:05,920 --> 00:39:08,439 Speaker 1: ten or I walked this yard or I walked that yard, 733 00:39:08,480 --> 00:39:10,799 Speaker 1: and we did this, and we did that, and you 734 00:39:10,840 --> 00:39:13,640 Speaker 1: don't have no teals of that. So some dudes feel 735 00:39:13,719 --> 00:39:16,440 Speaker 1: like I got my doctor go through that program to 736 00:39:16,600 --> 00:39:20,440 Speaker 1: authenticate myself. You feel me, yeah, and and and and man. 737 00:39:20,560 --> 00:39:24,080 Speaker 1: The the thing I'm sitting her listening to you guys talk, man, 738 00:39:24,120 --> 00:39:27,080 Speaker 1: and I'm sitting her saying, men, at all the motherfucking 739 00:39:27,160 --> 00:39:30,160 Speaker 1: prison stories I heard. It wasn't until I got grown 740 00:39:30,160 --> 00:39:34,279 Speaker 1: and I actually heard something bad about prison all the see, 741 00:39:34,600 --> 00:39:37,759 Speaker 1: we really Uncle Curtis really wasn't no street nigga. Man, 742 00:39:37,800 --> 00:39:39,840 Speaker 1: he laid up on I ain't being got high. He 743 00:39:39,880 --> 00:39:44,400 Speaker 1: was the dope finguh. Uncle Wayne. Uncle Wayne was the 744 00:39:44,440 --> 00:39:47,520 Speaker 1: pimp nigga who got off on dope. So I didn't 745 00:39:47,560 --> 00:39:49,640 Speaker 1: get to see the real give niggers. Who would who 746 00:39:49,640 --> 00:39:52,719 Speaker 1: would come tell me Uncle Uncle curtin nigga telling me 747 00:39:52,800 --> 00:39:54,879 Speaker 1: we had a nigga Washington growls. If I really look 748 00:39:54,960 --> 00:39:58,480 Speaker 1: at my things back, he really telling me what you 749 00:39:58,520 --> 00:40:01,080 Speaker 1: see what I'm saying. He was young, So most of 750 00:40:01,120 --> 00:40:04,560 Speaker 1: the niggas that's hearing about prison, being and exposed to 751 00:40:04,680 --> 00:40:07,040 Speaker 1: prison or even the streets is really getting it from 752 00:40:07,040 --> 00:40:09,440 Speaker 1: a weenie nigga. And he and the weenie nigga to 753 00:40:09,480 --> 00:40:11,839 Speaker 1: make the ship sound like they were niggas, and it's 754 00:40:11,880 --> 00:40:15,040 Speaker 1: an easy cake walk. So we think it's an easy 755 00:40:15,120 --> 00:40:19,000 Speaker 1: cake walk getting a second hand information from these niggas, right, 756 00:40:19,320 --> 00:40:21,440 Speaker 1: So that's what I'm when you hear me say, man, 757 00:40:21,520 --> 00:40:24,319 Speaker 1: niggas them tricked? Does so? Now the young niggas is 758 00:40:24,360 --> 00:40:27,080 Speaker 1: being tricked. And to think about them being tricked compared 759 00:40:27,120 --> 00:40:30,200 Speaker 1: to us, Homie, they don't give second chances no more, Nigga, 760 00:40:30,239 --> 00:40:33,400 Speaker 1: we got a chance to come home before thirty and forty. 761 00:40:33,480 --> 00:40:36,080 Speaker 1: These young niggas who shoot them guns, now, Homie, they 762 00:40:36,200 --> 00:40:39,560 Speaker 1: down there guaranteed to be locked up to their forty 763 00:40:39,680 --> 00:40:43,400 Speaker 1: when the eighteen nineteen because the whole objective of the 764 00:40:43,440 --> 00:40:46,279 Speaker 1: criminal justice system is to take you and put you 765 00:40:46,320 --> 00:40:49,920 Speaker 1: away during what they call your prime crime years. It 766 00:40:50,040 --> 00:40:52,719 Speaker 1: used to be fifteen and twenty five. They figured you'd 767 00:40:52,760 --> 00:40:55,759 Speaker 1: be twenty five. You good. Now nigga gets twelve to 768 00:40:55,840 --> 00:40:58,640 Speaker 1: forty For the young nigga, they're gonna keep them the 769 00:40:58,680 --> 00:41:01,880 Speaker 1: fifty because they think if they are really super predators, 770 00:41:01,920 --> 00:41:03,920 Speaker 1: so they ain't letting them nicks come home today almore 771 00:41:04,000 --> 00:41:07,120 Speaker 1: fifty from the charges that they're making today at eighteen 772 00:41:07,239 --> 00:41:12,560 Speaker 1: nineteen and twenty. So that's why I believe gangster chronicles. Uh. 773 00:41:12,600 --> 00:41:15,520 Speaker 1: In this podcast, man, and not just with this podcast. 774 00:41:15,800 --> 00:41:18,920 Speaker 1: You guys coming down off into the communities are walking 775 00:41:18,920 --> 00:41:21,200 Speaker 1: that path of redemption and try to undo some of 776 00:41:21,200 --> 00:41:24,000 Speaker 1: the wrongs so they can get the full story and 777 00:41:24,000 --> 00:41:27,719 Speaker 1: and see these real life action figures, uh who the 778 00:41:27,760 --> 00:41:30,719 Speaker 1: rappers rapped by, and they can get the hotel in 779 00:41:30,719 --> 00:41:33,440 Speaker 1: in in real life. They're not getting it in the movies. 780 00:41:34,520 --> 00:41:36,880 Speaker 1: They're not getting it on wax, they're not getting it 781 00:41:36,920 --> 00:41:39,440 Speaker 1: in the house, they're not getting it in the streets. 782 00:41:39,480 --> 00:41:42,279 Speaker 1: So it's it's up to those of us who who 783 00:41:42,360 --> 00:41:46,560 Speaker 1: who've made it out overcame went through and are now 784 00:41:46,719 --> 00:41:50,040 Speaker 1: doing to go back man, and and undo some things. 785 00:41:50,520 --> 00:41:51,960 Speaker 1: And the only way you can't do that, that's just 786 00:41:52,080 --> 00:41:53,920 Speaker 1: about telling the truth. I'm sitting here and listening to 787 00:41:53,960 --> 00:41:56,000 Speaker 1: y'all talk, man, Ain't they can tell me nothing bad 788 00:41:56,000 --> 00:41:58,400 Speaker 1: about prison to even make me not reconsidered to go, 789 00:41:59,600 --> 00:42:03,160 Speaker 1: m Yeah, what the thing is? It takes a real person, 790 00:42:03,239 --> 00:42:05,480 Speaker 1: see a person that really cared about you gonna tell 791 00:42:05,520 --> 00:42:07,960 Speaker 1: you the real I had two uncles that came up 792 00:42:07,960 --> 00:42:10,160 Speaker 1: in the penitemporary system. And that's the reason why I 793 00:42:10,160 --> 00:42:13,399 Speaker 1: can probably say I ain't never done no prison time, 794 00:42:13,960 --> 00:42:17,600 Speaker 1: you know. But it was because it was because I 795 00:42:17,640 --> 00:42:19,680 Speaker 1: had uncles who was in that prison system, and they 796 00:42:19,719 --> 00:42:21,719 Speaker 1: used to tell me, like, you know, that's not a 797 00:42:21,719 --> 00:42:27,640 Speaker 1: place that you want to go, because let me say that, No, 798 00:42:27,719 --> 00:42:36,640 Speaker 1: I didn't doe you was James. Hey, I'm gonna be 799 00:42:36,680 --> 00:42:39,200 Speaker 1: honest with you. A lot of gas went to prison 800 00:42:39,280 --> 00:42:43,160 Speaker 1: just to get the buzine niggas one of the live 801 00:42:43,239 --> 00:42:45,440 Speaker 1: weights because the big homie or the homie came out, 802 00:42:45,520 --> 00:42:48,960 Speaker 1: showed and they went to prison. But they found out 803 00:42:49,040 --> 00:42:54,960 Speaker 1: when they got there that no, motherfucker, this ain't no 804 00:42:55,080 --> 00:42:57,600 Speaker 1: motherfucking l a fitting. It's coming up in here, mother 805 00:42:59,280 --> 00:43:04,359 Speaker 1: live with liable to not make it. You're not. You 806 00:43:04,480 --> 00:43:07,160 Speaker 1: might you might get some waste dropped on your head. 807 00:43:07,680 --> 00:43:11,120 Speaker 1: You might have somebody coming and and poke your as 808 00:43:11,160 --> 00:43:13,960 Speaker 1: because you don't there some file on the streets and 809 00:43:14,000 --> 00:43:16,640 Speaker 1: that paperwork came in there. So you had a lot 810 00:43:16,680 --> 00:43:19,160 Speaker 1: of cats trying to get the physique but didn't make it. 811 00:43:20,280 --> 00:43:21,839 Speaker 1: You had a lot of cats that coming in and 812 00:43:21,880 --> 00:43:24,000 Speaker 1: thought they was gonna be this type of person, but 813 00:43:24,280 --> 00:43:27,080 Speaker 1: wind up during the majority of their time and a 814 00:43:27,160 --> 00:43:29,600 Speaker 1: hole and a little bit of your ass. Sell ain't 815 00:43:29,600 --> 00:43:32,239 Speaker 1: no walking around no nothing. They let you out when 816 00:43:32,239 --> 00:43:35,360 Speaker 1: they want to that hour a day. A lot of 817 00:43:35,400 --> 00:43:37,800 Speaker 1: people broke behind that ship. They couldn't sit in the 818 00:43:37,920 --> 00:43:41,200 Speaker 1: selle twenty three hours a day and talk to their selves. 819 00:43:41,680 --> 00:43:45,040 Speaker 1: So a lot of motherfucker's doesn't understand prison until they 820 00:43:45,080 --> 00:43:48,560 Speaker 1: got there. And now your asses broke down. Now you're like, 821 00:43:48,600 --> 00:43:52,200 Speaker 1: what the fuck is this ship? Now you got listen 822 00:43:52,239 --> 00:43:55,160 Speaker 1: to me. Now you got five big old your motherfucker's 823 00:43:55,200 --> 00:43:58,160 Speaker 1: coming at you and raping ebody on in one leg. 824 00:43:58,719 --> 00:44:04,040 Speaker 1: And and now they they're spreading jelly on your booty 825 00:44:04,400 --> 00:44:11,440 Speaker 1: and talking about for that ship. Yeah your ass why. 826 00:44:12,520 --> 00:44:15,279 Speaker 1: So you know a lot of these cats they learned 827 00:44:15,320 --> 00:44:20,560 Speaker 1: their lessons. They don't want to go to you feel 828 00:44:20,719 --> 00:44:23,399 Speaker 1: You heard them stories and was like, fuck, no, huh, 829 00:44:23,480 --> 00:44:26,719 Speaker 1: I'm not going no prison ni jelly on the nig 830 00:44:27,040 --> 00:44:36,760 Speaker 1: asshole I've got going on. Pri Hey, motherfucker's was getting 831 00:44:36,760 --> 00:44:39,040 Speaker 1: was straight getting jelly. And you can tell who the 832 00:44:39,040 --> 00:44:44,040 Speaker 1: booty vantage was got more like fuck that ship. I 833 00:44:44,120 --> 00:44:47,760 Speaker 1: heard stories like that for my uncle's and I was like, hell, dog, 834 00:44:48,080 --> 00:44:50,240 Speaker 1: that's a trip. I am not going to be taken. 835 00:44:51,000 --> 00:44:53,279 Speaker 1: I'm gonna give your one true story and I'm gonna 836 00:44:53,280 --> 00:44:56,480 Speaker 1: make it quick. I got a homeboy named Smiley, been 837 00:44:56,520 --> 00:45:02,280 Speaker 1: in the penitentric this nineteen seventy four for murder every 838 00:45:02,480 --> 00:45:04,600 Speaker 1: all the homies that he knew that was coming in there, 839 00:45:04,680 --> 00:45:06,800 Speaker 1: besides the ones that he knew it was bona fide. 840 00:45:07,080 --> 00:45:13,160 Speaker 1: He sucked them. When when the motherfucker, when the motherfucker 841 00:45:13,239 --> 00:45:18,560 Speaker 1: got when the mother Yeah, that's how he was breaking 842 00:45:18,560 --> 00:45:21,759 Speaker 1: it down and keeping it in the hood. Yeah, it's 843 00:45:21,800 --> 00:45:23,720 Speaker 1: called breaking it down and keeping you in the hood. 844 00:45:24,160 --> 00:45:28,440 Speaker 1: So this dude, the police would get him. Anytime a 845 00:45:28,560 --> 00:45:32,200 Speaker 1: motherfucker like pisched the police off, they would put them, 846 00:45:32,320 --> 00:45:35,680 Speaker 1: put that person in his cell, and and Smiley would 847 00:45:35,680 --> 00:45:37,320 Speaker 1: go to work on that ass. He don't got a 848 00:45:37,360 --> 00:45:41,640 Speaker 1: problem telling you. Yeah, fun niggers, he tell you, I 849 00:45:41,640 --> 00:45:43,719 Speaker 1: don't got a problem with it. If you're coming this 850 00:45:43,840 --> 00:45:46,200 Speaker 1: motherfucking you, ain't you ain't the homie or the homie 851 00:45:46,280 --> 00:45:49,600 Speaker 1: I know, nigger, your little ass's mind. And he was sucking. 852 00:45:49,640 --> 00:45:52,520 Speaker 1: He broke a whole lot of homies down by just 853 00:45:52,920 --> 00:45:55,359 Speaker 1: winding up in the same prison with this nigga. So 854 00:45:55,760 --> 00:46:00,560 Speaker 1: you have predators inside of prison that that don't listen. 855 00:46:00,880 --> 00:46:03,759 Speaker 1: The little niggas, the little niggas go on prison looking 856 00:46:03,800 --> 00:46:05,880 Speaker 1: for the big homie, say I'm such and such, and 857 00:46:05,880 --> 00:46:08,520 Speaker 1: he'll play on them kind of young niggas. Come on 858 00:46:08,600 --> 00:46:11,239 Speaker 1: in there, gentlemen, to put you in my shell. And 859 00:46:11,239 --> 00:46:13,320 Speaker 1: the next thing you know, you're here howling and ship 860 00:46:13,960 --> 00:46:16,759 Speaker 1: nigga holland and and and broke his fingernails in that 861 00:46:16,920 --> 00:46:20,719 Speaker 1: in that still door, the knock, the play off, that 862 00:46:20,800 --> 00:46:24,440 Speaker 1: motherfucker trying to get out of there. But them niggas been, 863 00:46:24,680 --> 00:46:27,000 Speaker 1: them niggas been in up seventy fold of stretch. They 864 00:46:27,040 --> 00:46:30,200 Speaker 1: dick the eighteen inches long, putting on that mothfa and 865 00:46:30,239 --> 00:46:33,439 Speaker 1: they dropping that dick off in your back, say say 866 00:46:33,480 --> 00:46:40,880 Speaker 1: we got tell ya true man, Yeah, God damn remembers 867 00:46:40,920 --> 00:46:44,160 Speaker 1: the stories that I heard. So then was the stories 868 00:46:44,200 --> 00:46:46,239 Speaker 1: I heard how Jamie's broke it down. That's how I 869 00:46:46,280 --> 00:46:49,200 Speaker 1: heard nothing new because my uncle Steve, I'm gonna tell 870 00:46:49,200 --> 00:46:50,520 Speaker 1: you what a lot of these niggas don't tell you 871 00:46:50,560 --> 00:46:52,320 Speaker 1: a lot of niggas see what happens in the hood. 872 00:46:52,960 --> 00:46:55,239 Speaker 1: These cats go to the prison, right and they go 873 00:46:55,320 --> 00:46:57,800 Speaker 1: to prison, they get they either become a Muslim, and 874 00:46:57,840 --> 00:46:59,720 Speaker 1: ain't not wrong with that. Some of them is authentic 875 00:46:59,719 --> 00:47:02,840 Speaker 1: with them some lilimes. They become a Muslim, they become 876 00:47:02,840 --> 00:47:05,040 Speaker 1: a Christian, or they joined one of them groups, or 877 00:47:05,080 --> 00:47:06,919 Speaker 1: I don't want my problems. That's gonna do my time. 878 00:47:07,280 --> 00:47:09,360 Speaker 1: So they do their live two years or three years 879 00:47:09,440 --> 00:47:12,719 Speaker 1: like that, hiding right, and they come home like I 880 00:47:12,800 --> 00:47:15,080 Speaker 1: was this big nigke of walking around the yard. But 881 00:47:15,200 --> 00:47:20,360 Speaker 1: you hear the truth. The truth eventually always comes out. Hey, 882 00:47:20,320 --> 00:47:23,640 Speaker 1: yeah all, you all, y'all have to do. It's looked at. 883 00:47:23,920 --> 00:47:26,960 Speaker 1: We can. We can bleep his name out when we 884 00:47:26,960 --> 00:47:29,920 Speaker 1: can edit this part. Look him up on the internet 885 00:47:30,280 --> 00:47:34,080 Speaker 1: and you're gonna come up booty bandit, and you'll be 886 00:47:34,160 --> 00:47:37,160 Speaker 1: surprised at the things he did. And these kids need 887 00:47:37,239 --> 00:47:40,360 Speaker 1: to learn and understand. Just because you think you hard, 888 00:47:40,800 --> 00:47:44,719 Speaker 1: it's somebody harder than your ass. And when you go 889 00:47:44,840 --> 00:47:47,920 Speaker 1: to prison, you're gonna run into that motherfucker that's harder 890 00:47:47,920 --> 00:47:51,800 Speaker 1: than you, that got them squabbles at sixty five years old. 891 00:47:53,000 --> 00:47:56,000 Speaker 1: The motherfucker's been in jail twenty thirty years. They didn't shape, 892 00:47:56,000 --> 00:47:59,320 Speaker 1: they're ready. You're going there with that little attitude you 893 00:47:59,400 --> 00:48:02,160 Speaker 1: had on the street and get tapped, because if they 894 00:48:02,280 --> 00:48:06,040 Speaker 1: knocked y'all, they're gonna fu some of them. So it's 895 00:48:06,120 --> 00:48:10,439 Speaker 1: unfortunate or it's unfortunate that we got you know still 896 00:48:10,480 --> 00:48:12,759 Speaker 1: because you know, we all were young men at one 897 00:48:12,800 --> 00:48:16,960 Speaker 1: point in time, so you know how our mentalities was. 898 00:48:17,360 --> 00:48:20,360 Speaker 1: You know, James, you when you was banging, uh, you 899 00:48:20,400 --> 00:48:23,440 Speaker 1: know my mentality as a youngster, you know, joining the 900 00:48:23,560 --> 00:48:27,160 Speaker 1: gang or whatever. But you know, and I could say 901 00:48:27,160 --> 00:48:28,839 Speaker 1: it was a lot of the times it was trying 902 00:48:28,880 --> 00:48:32,279 Speaker 1: to be uh belonged to something, like I said, no 903 00:48:32,440 --> 00:48:37,880 Speaker 1: father in the house, no older brother, no ship like that. So, um, 904 00:48:37,920 --> 00:48:40,600 Speaker 1: it's unfortunate that some of our youth have to go 905 00:48:40,680 --> 00:48:44,520 Speaker 1: through the situation of having to take that path. And uh, 906 00:48:44,600 --> 00:48:48,960 Speaker 1: if there were opportunities presented, hopefully that's some of these 907 00:48:49,080 --> 00:48:51,880 Speaker 1: used that you can catch them young. You know, I 908 00:48:52,239 --> 00:48:55,040 Speaker 1: coach football. You know I see a lot of you know, 909 00:48:55,120 --> 00:48:57,120 Speaker 1: I go from the age of five all the way 910 00:48:57,160 --> 00:48:59,400 Speaker 1: up to four team. So you know, you see some 911 00:48:59,480 --> 00:49:01,840 Speaker 1: of the boys who you know a little rough around 912 00:49:01,880 --> 00:49:05,279 Speaker 1: the edges, you know, cussing that eleven years old and 913 00:49:05,360 --> 00:49:08,080 Speaker 1: fuck you this and your mama this, and you know, 914 00:49:08,320 --> 00:49:10,799 Speaker 1: so you could tell the motherfucker's who have already been 915 00:49:11,400 --> 00:49:15,200 Speaker 1: uh around or familiar with with the ship, you know, 916 00:49:15,280 --> 00:49:17,600 Speaker 1: go to school and they hanging with the rough kids 917 00:49:17,719 --> 00:49:21,680 Speaker 1: or whatever, you know, So I would have problems sometimes 918 00:49:21,719 --> 00:49:23,839 Speaker 1: with some of the kids wanting to fight each other, 919 00:49:24,360 --> 00:49:27,319 Speaker 1: some of the kids being from different areas, you know, 920 00:49:28,080 --> 00:49:30,760 Speaker 1: or just some of the kids just not liking motherfucker's period. 921 00:49:31,040 --> 00:49:33,760 Speaker 1: So we'll just try to bring them to a point 922 00:49:33,800 --> 00:49:36,160 Speaker 1: of just going. You know, we all in this ship, 923 00:49:36,560 --> 00:49:40,319 Speaker 1: you know, different side, different motherfucking areas. You know, some 924 00:49:40,360 --> 00:49:42,799 Speaker 1: of y'all got dads at home, some of y'all don't, 925 00:49:43,239 --> 00:49:47,680 Speaker 1: you know. But the banging ship, I would give them 926 00:49:47,680 --> 00:49:50,920 Speaker 1: incorporate stories about me banging and what I saw and 927 00:49:51,000 --> 00:49:56,359 Speaker 1: what I went through, and uh, there's opportunities that are 928 00:49:56,400 --> 00:49:59,440 Speaker 1: given to you kids nowadays that you should take the 929 00:49:59,480 --> 00:50:02,080 Speaker 1: opportunity un of these because like when I was growing up, 930 00:50:02,400 --> 00:50:04,400 Speaker 1: it was hard to play youth football, you know what 931 00:50:04,480 --> 00:50:07,719 Speaker 1: I'm saying, because to the affiliations with gangs and where 932 00:50:07,760 --> 00:50:10,120 Speaker 1: you lived at you know, where I lived. I couldn't 933 00:50:10,120 --> 00:50:12,200 Speaker 1: go play for a team because they was across the 934 00:50:12,280 --> 00:50:16,000 Speaker 1: tracks in the enemy neighborhood. So you know, moms had 935 00:50:16,040 --> 00:50:18,520 Speaker 1: a fear of taking me over there to sign me up. 936 00:50:18,640 --> 00:50:20,479 Speaker 1: You know, a lot of that's what we went through, 937 00:50:20,520 --> 00:50:24,160 Speaker 1: but it's presented now a little differently, and a lot 938 00:50:24,200 --> 00:50:26,799 Speaker 1: of us, you know, try to set up examples for 939 00:50:26,840 --> 00:50:29,960 Speaker 1: the youth. So that's what one of the things I do, um, 940 00:50:30,040 --> 00:50:33,040 Speaker 1: you know, coach football and try to show kids even 941 00:50:33,040 --> 00:50:36,360 Speaker 1: though um, you know, they see me in movies and 942 00:50:36,400 --> 00:50:39,160 Speaker 1: they hear the row coach, you did woopy woop, and 943 00:50:39,160 --> 00:50:41,360 Speaker 1: you did this and you did that, you know, and 944 00:50:41,400 --> 00:50:44,719 Speaker 1: I always try to tell them, you know, everybody has 945 00:50:44,760 --> 00:50:47,080 Speaker 1: a choice and a different path to take, and don't 946 00:50:47,080 --> 00:50:49,640 Speaker 1: always look at the dude that's ahead of you to go. 947 00:50:50,320 --> 00:50:53,080 Speaker 1: You know, you gotta take his path. You get me 948 00:50:53,400 --> 00:50:57,239 Speaker 1: because I didn't have nobody who gang banged in my 949 00:50:57,400 --> 00:51:02,320 Speaker 1: family at all. I did have no brothers or cousins 950 00:51:02,400 --> 00:51:06,880 Speaker 1: or uncle influences or my people stayed down south in Mississippi, 951 00:51:07,200 --> 00:51:11,879 Speaker 1: so my parents, my mom moved to California. So you know, 952 00:51:12,080 --> 00:51:15,839 Speaker 1: that's that's the introduction where that came from. So you know, 953 00:51:16,280 --> 00:51:20,480 Speaker 1: my sisters and my girl cousins, they fucked with all 954 00:51:20,520 --> 00:51:23,759 Speaker 1: the gang bangers. It's how I got introduced because I 955 00:51:23,800 --> 00:51:27,880 Speaker 1: wanted to. I want to have ship. I felt the protection, 956 00:51:28,000 --> 00:51:32,440 Speaker 1: I felt, the affiliation, I felt that you know, the belonging. 957 00:51:32,719 --> 00:51:35,759 Speaker 1: So that's what I saw as a kid because my 958 00:51:35,920 --> 00:51:40,040 Speaker 1: father wasn't around. I wasn't part of no programs or nothing, 959 00:51:40,120 --> 00:51:44,120 Speaker 1: or sports or nothing. And when you got sister and 960 00:51:44,200 --> 00:51:47,720 Speaker 1: cousins pulling up after school with the latest drug dealers 961 00:51:47,760 --> 00:51:50,439 Speaker 1: and they in the fancy cars and ship, there goes 962 00:51:50,480 --> 00:51:54,399 Speaker 1: my influence. You give me, that's my influence. Even though 963 00:51:54,480 --> 00:51:56,840 Speaker 1: moms was walking in the house every day, working the 964 00:51:56,960 --> 00:51:59,440 Speaker 1: nine to five and struggling and trying to put food 965 00:51:59,480 --> 00:52:02,440 Speaker 1: on the table. But my influences was the niggas down 966 00:52:02,480 --> 00:52:04,920 Speaker 1: the corner with the fancy cars and who my sister 967 00:52:05,000 --> 00:52:08,000 Speaker 1: and then was pulling up with. So it could take 968 00:52:08,040 --> 00:52:11,440 Speaker 1: your turn. Because even though like I said, myns was 969 00:52:11,480 --> 00:52:15,520 Speaker 1: in the church, put food on the table every day, 970 00:52:15,719 --> 00:52:19,800 Speaker 1: work two jobs. You get me. You know, wasn't no 971 00:52:20,040 --> 00:52:23,080 Speaker 1: rats and roaches and all that type of ship. But 972 00:52:23,160 --> 00:52:29,000 Speaker 1: I still felt growing up in Compton because gang banging 973 00:52:29,239 --> 00:52:35,040 Speaker 1: was that connection I felt to be longing. You feel me, Uh, 974 00:52:35,160 --> 00:52:38,279 Speaker 1: niggas watching my back, I'm watching a back and that ship. 975 00:52:38,360 --> 00:52:42,360 Speaker 1: So as a youth, you couldn't You couldn't tell me ship. 976 00:52:43,000 --> 00:52:46,120 Speaker 1: As a as a thirteen year old, you couldn't tell 977 00:52:46,239 --> 00:52:50,400 Speaker 1: me now have had my father been at home and 978 00:52:50,480 --> 00:52:55,360 Speaker 1: it's been a different lifestyle than I probably saw things differently, 979 00:52:55,680 --> 00:52:59,600 Speaker 1: like kids, do you know our typical kid when they 980 00:52:59,640 --> 00:53:02,360 Speaker 1: grow I'm gonna be I'm gonna be a football player, 981 00:53:02,400 --> 00:53:06,160 Speaker 1: I'm gonna be a basketball player. I'm gonna be a fireman. 982 00:53:06,640 --> 00:53:11,600 Speaker 1: You know, I didn't fuck that ship. I was gonna 983 00:53:11,640 --> 00:53:13,600 Speaker 1: be one of the niggas down the street on the corner. 984 00:53:13,800 --> 00:53:17,640 Speaker 1: That's what I was for the big at twelve years old. Hey, 985 00:53:17,719 --> 00:53:20,319 Speaker 1: I got a question for you. So if one of 986 00:53:20,360 --> 00:53:23,719 Speaker 1: those guys that was driving them nice cars are in 987 00:53:23,840 --> 00:53:27,520 Speaker 1: that low rider that just say when your sister was David, 988 00:53:28,320 --> 00:53:31,239 Speaker 1: if he would have came at you and told you 989 00:53:31,320 --> 00:53:33,600 Speaker 1: that this is not for you gang banging. Don't you 990 00:53:33,680 --> 00:53:36,320 Speaker 1: never gang bang and all of this other ship, would 991 00:53:36,320 --> 00:53:38,359 Speaker 1: you to believe in? Would you to follow that path 992 00:53:39,120 --> 00:53:42,760 Speaker 1: or listen to Probably because I didn't have no father 993 00:53:42,920 --> 00:53:46,120 Speaker 1: figures at the time, and I was a young kid 994 00:53:46,120 --> 00:53:50,560 Speaker 1: basically wanting to gravitate to who any any motherfucker who 995 00:53:50,600 --> 00:53:55,319 Speaker 1: took the time you feel me was banging and was 996 00:53:55,360 --> 00:53:58,160 Speaker 1: a hard ass nigga, and you knew he was in 997 00:53:58,200 --> 00:54:01,759 Speaker 1: the streets with the sacking he was affiliated, and the 998 00:54:01,880 --> 00:54:04,200 Speaker 1: nigga walked up to me and said, motherfucker, you bet not, 999 00:54:04,360 --> 00:54:07,759 Speaker 1: gang bang. I went off to start playing football or 1000 00:54:07,760 --> 00:54:10,600 Speaker 1: some ship like that, because the nigga is telling me 1001 00:54:10,960 --> 00:54:15,440 Speaker 1: that's affiliated. You noticed, nigga, he will don't know that. 1002 00:54:15,560 --> 00:54:18,440 Speaker 1: Nigga say you bet not. I was one of the 1003 00:54:18,560 --> 00:54:20,880 Speaker 1: motherfucker's that go oh O G said you bet not. 1004 00:54:21,640 --> 00:54:23,560 Speaker 1: Let me go do something else then, because now I 1005 00:54:23,600 --> 00:54:26,000 Speaker 1: got the word about O G fucking with me every 1006 00:54:26,080 --> 00:54:28,799 Speaker 1: day that I'm out here trying to be something that 1007 00:54:28,960 --> 00:54:31,960 Speaker 1: he said, I can't fucking be. I didn't have that. 1008 00:54:32,560 --> 00:54:36,480 Speaker 1: I had niggas in my own age group. There was 1009 00:54:36,600 --> 00:54:39,800 Speaker 1: no older niggas around. I was hanging around the twelve 1010 00:54:39,880 --> 00:54:43,640 Speaker 1: thirteen year old niggas who wanted to bang too. So 1011 00:54:44,600 --> 00:54:48,000 Speaker 1: the niggas that came over with the sister in them, 1012 00:54:48,719 --> 00:54:51,160 Speaker 1: they was like, yeah, little nigga, what's haping it? Blah 1013 00:54:51,160 --> 00:54:53,520 Speaker 1: blah blah. I'm gonna take you to the hood next thing, 1014 00:54:53,560 --> 00:54:56,800 Speaker 1: you know, I'm accorded in. That's how I started banging. 1015 00:54:57,960 --> 00:55:02,359 Speaker 1: So that's where we need today. Encouragement supposed to say, 1016 00:55:02,440 --> 00:55:05,480 Speaker 1: come on join us, Come on, nigga, you can get everything. 1017 00:55:05,600 --> 00:55:09,080 Speaker 1: You really benefits being a game. A gang banger you got, 1018 00:55:09,120 --> 00:55:11,080 Speaker 1: I'm gonna give you for one K. You don't get 1019 00:55:11,120 --> 00:55:15,279 Speaker 1: none of that ship exactly in the good. And then 1020 00:55:15,320 --> 00:55:19,160 Speaker 1: after as a youth, you're influenced by you know, anybody, 1021 00:55:19,200 --> 00:55:21,920 Speaker 1: You could be fluenced by, anybody that you feel is official. 1022 00:55:22,120 --> 00:55:25,000 Speaker 1: You feel me, whether that's the local drug dealer, the 1023 00:55:25,040 --> 00:55:28,240 Speaker 1: local policeman, or the nigga on the corner who owned 1024 00:55:28,239 --> 00:55:32,520 Speaker 1: the motherfucking neighborhood store. You know, as a young kid, 1025 00:55:32,719 --> 00:55:37,680 Speaker 1: before you reach those depths of hell, if there's somebody 1026 00:55:37,800 --> 00:55:40,799 Speaker 1: significant that can put you on the right path. And 1027 00:55:40,800 --> 00:55:42,680 Speaker 1: that's what I try to do as far as with 1028 00:55:42,760 --> 00:55:45,400 Speaker 1: the football ship, because you see it, you know, you 1029 00:55:45,440 --> 00:55:48,200 Speaker 1: see niggas wanted the bang and they get there. You 1030 00:55:48,320 --> 00:55:51,440 Speaker 1: hear them whispering it or something because what's some blood? 1031 00:55:51,800 --> 00:55:54,439 Speaker 1: And you know you have to ask them. I check 1032 00:55:54,480 --> 00:55:59,160 Speaker 1: a nigger who said that ship? Where are you from? Motherfucker? 1033 00:55:59,160 --> 00:56:01,440 Speaker 1: If you don't take your that's home and study some 1034 00:56:01,480 --> 00:56:03,920 Speaker 1: books and go learn your fucking football plays for this 1035 00:56:04,000 --> 00:56:07,839 Speaker 1: game Saturday. And and that's what I try to you know, 1036 00:56:07,920 --> 00:56:11,200 Speaker 1: because it's not the right path, you know what I'm saying. 1037 00:56:11,200 --> 00:56:13,680 Speaker 1: And even though it's you know, like I said, I'm 1038 00:56:13,719 --> 00:56:17,960 Speaker 1: not wanting to talk because I was affiliated our gang bang. 1039 00:56:18,360 --> 00:56:22,280 Speaker 1: I sold drugs, I did it all, carried traps, bug 1040 00:56:22,360 --> 00:56:25,759 Speaker 1: did whatever. But the whole point about it is if 1041 00:56:25,800 --> 00:56:30,040 Speaker 1: there was a different lifestyle that I thought that would 1042 00:56:30,040 --> 00:56:33,320 Speaker 1: have gave me the same gratification as making money, feeling 1043 00:56:33,360 --> 00:56:36,920 Speaker 1: like I'm important a nigger from the hood representing, then 1044 00:56:37,400 --> 00:56:39,640 Speaker 1: I would have probably made that choice. But when you 1045 00:56:39,640 --> 00:56:42,120 Speaker 1: ain't got no dad in the house, your mom is 1046 00:56:42,160 --> 00:56:45,280 Speaker 1: working from eleven o'clock at night to seven in the morning. 1047 00:56:45,600 --> 00:56:51,600 Speaker 1: Ship Uh man, Uh, it's a man named Mr Davis 1048 00:56:51,600 --> 00:56:54,000 Speaker 1: and Mr Davis working t y C for forty years. 1049 00:56:54,040 --> 00:56:56,920 Speaker 1: Do last right now? I just said Mr David's name. Man. 1050 00:56:57,000 --> 00:56:59,759 Speaker 1: Mr Davis was a uh. He was strict, but he 1051 00:56:59,840 --> 00:57:02,560 Speaker 1: was fair and we knew he cared and he wouldn't 1052 00:57:02,640 --> 00:57:05,279 Speaker 1: let the staff mistreat us, right, so we could so 1053 00:57:05,440 --> 00:57:08,040 Speaker 1: if if he man, man, we could go tell the 1054 00:57:08,080 --> 00:57:10,080 Speaker 1: staff on Mr Davis and man, he go jump on 1055 00:57:10,160 --> 00:57:12,560 Speaker 1: him like their students and I used to hear them 1056 00:57:12,600 --> 00:57:16,160 Speaker 1: always tell the staff members, y'all can't correct these kids. 1057 00:57:16,160 --> 00:57:18,400 Speaker 1: If you ain't got no relationship with you, first have 1058 00:57:18,520 --> 00:57:21,880 Speaker 1: to establish a relationship with the motherfucker you trying to 1059 00:57:21,920 --> 00:57:26,120 Speaker 1: correct and tell something too if you think that person 1060 00:57:26,320 --> 00:57:29,840 Speaker 1: receive what you're saying. So without no, without no relationship, 1061 00:57:29,920 --> 00:57:31,720 Speaker 1: there's no connection. Man, I don't want to hear not 1062 00:57:31,880 --> 00:57:33,560 Speaker 1: what you're about to say. Nick, you can't come home 1063 00:57:33,640 --> 00:57:36,520 Speaker 1: with me if you and my face chip. As a 1064 00:57:36,560 --> 00:57:39,960 Speaker 1: young nigga, I resent it because I want you to 1065 00:57:39,960 --> 00:57:43,680 Speaker 1: come home with me the same discipline, the same chastising, 1066 00:57:44,080 --> 00:57:47,440 Speaker 1: the same correction that you've given me. Man, you're just 1067 00:57:47,440 --> 00:57:49,880 Speaker 1: getting it to me right here, or youth counsel or 1068 00:57:49,880 --> 00:57:52,400 Speaker 1: writer here on a football field. Man, come home with me, Man, 1069 00:57:52,680 --> 00:57:54,800 Speaker 1: bring me home with you. Those are the type of 1070 00:57:54,840 --> 00:57:56,480 Speaker 1: things I would be saying as a young nig in 1071 00:57:56,560 --> 00:58:00,479 Speaker 1: my head, get my ass chewed out, mad any ting 1072 00:58:00,520 --> 00:58:02,360 Speaker 1: me out. But man, just what I've been wrolling all 1073 00:58:02,360 --> 00:58:04,080 Speaker 1: my life a man, and jump on me and tell 1074 00:58:04,120 --> 00:58:10,840 Speaker 1: me I'm doing wrong right now and and and that's 1075 00:58:10,840 --> 00:58:14,960 Speaker 1: something you do. Five six kids been in the night 1076 00:58:15,000 --> 00:58:17,840 Speaker 1: at my house. You know every weekend. You didn't know 1077 00:58:18,760 --> 00:58:21,800 Speaker 1: because of a lot of the kids didn't have dads 1078 00:58:22,280 --> 00:58:26,480 Speaker 1: or you know, dads didn't show up to practice or games. 1079 00:58:26,480 --> 00:58:29,120 Speaker 1: And you know, and I have my son playing with 1080 00:58:29,160 --> 00:58:31,880 Speaker 1: me because I want to show motherfucker's that we as 1081 00:58:31,960 --> 00:58:34,760 Speaker 1: black men do have that connection with with our sons 1082 00:58:34,800 --> 00:58:37,560 Speaker 1: in the household. So that was one of my reasons 1083 00:58:37,600 --> 00:58:42,080 Speaker 1: for coaching and coaching with my son, uh, is to 1084 00:58:42,200 --> 00:58:46,040 Speaker 1: show that you know, there's a father, there's a son, 1085 00:58:46,160 --> 00:58:49,520 Speaker 1: You got that lifestyle here. So and then I wouldn't 1086 00:58:49,560 --> 00:58:53,920 Speaker 1: want kids to feel alienated by that. Either. You get 1087 00:58:54,240 --> 00:58:57,840 Speaker 1: a ship. Karan got coached eight here, you know, with 1088 00:58:58,000 --> 00:59:00,200 Speaker 1: his dad, and they get to go home every day 1089 00:59:00,200 --> 00:59:02,800 Speaker 1: and you see our coach eight always on him and 1090 00:59:03,000 --> 00:59:05,560 Speaker 1: you know with his shoes and his he carry his 1091 00:59:05,640 --> 00:59:10,680 Speaker 1: equipment after practice and you know, so kids with Coach eight, 1092 00:59:10,720 --> 00:59:12,960 Speaker 1: can I come spend the night over your house this weekend? 1093 00:59:13,040 --> 00:59:15,080 Speaker 1: Or I'll be like, yeah, jump in the car, can 1094 00:59:15,120 --> 00:59:17,720 Speaker 1: I come? So I have five six kids at the house, 1095 00:59:18,000 --> 00:59:20,320 Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying. And and I've never been 1096 00:59:20,640 --> 00:59:25,120 Speaker 1: um one to brag about it, but these kids are sixteen, 1097 00:59:25,200 --> 00:59:28,200 Speaker 1: seventeen years old and I got four of them in 1098 00:59:28,240 --> 00:59:30,680 Speaker 1: the room right now with my son. You give me. 1099 00:59:30,720 --> 00:59:34,720 Speaker 1: So that's the connection that I've had to where that 1100 00:59:34,920 --> 00:59:38,040 Speaker 1: as these kids grow up, they still have the connection 1101 00:59:38,120 --> 00:59:41,000 Speaker 1: to me as a father figure in the coach that 1102 00:59:41,080 --> 00:59:43,880 Speaker 1: they still even that they're in high schools and they 1103 00:59:43,920 --> 00:59:47,160 Speaker 1: all go to different high schools. Now ship every weekend, 1104 00:59:47,280 --> 00:59:49,840 Speaker 1: these kids is at my house chilling. You get me 1105 00:59:51,200 --> 00:59:54,720 Speaker 1: that that's the connection that I feel that I had 1106 00:59:54,760 --> 00:59:57,720 Speaker 1: to give back to as far as knowing the way 1107 00:59:57,760 --> 01:00:00,200 Speaker 1: I grew up. Not to say I was fi their 1108 01:00:00,240 --> 01:00:02,959 Speaker 1: list because my father was still around, but he wasn't 1109 01:00:03,040 --> 01:00:06,840 Speaker 1: in the home and it made a significant difference. Say, ay, now, 1110 01:00:06,920 --> 01:00:08,040 Speaker 1: this is what I want to say to all the 1111 01:00:08,040 --> 01:00:13,360 Speaker 1: football coaches. Man, you say, man, you niggas are you 1112 01:00:13,360 --> 01:00:17,640 Speaker 1: guys are the ones who stopped the future violence? Right? Uh, 1113 01:00:17,680 --> 01:00:19,760 Speaker 1: there's a guy by the name of Big Dome Or 1114 01:00:19,800 --> 01:00:22,600 Speaker 1: He coach litt league football in this city for a 1115 01:00:22,600 --> 01:00:26,720 Speaker 1: long time and once he got into politics, our local 1116 01:00:26,760 --> 01:00:29,000 Speaker 1: mayor and a few of our city council members went 1117 01:00:29,040 --> 01:00:32,080 Speaker 1: to California and they got this this v IP gang 1118 01:00:32,160 --> 01:00:35,360 Speaker 1: programs and does with gang bollers. So man, they don't 1119 01:00:35,400 --> 01:00:38,880 Speaker 1: realize all the young niggas that's doing the shooting and killing, 1120 01:00:39,000 --> 01:00:41,520 Speaker 1: all the ones play little league football together, so they 1121 01:00:41,560 --> 01:00:44,200 Speaker 1: wouldn't got done. Man, Big don't can show up anywhere 1122 01:00:44,560 --> 01:00:47,000 Speaker 1: and ain't what's up coach. Don't all the young niggas 1123 01:00:47,040 --> 01:00:49,280 Speaker 1: know him, so he didn't been proven to be one 1124 01:00:49,320 --> 01:00:52,120 Speaker 1: of the most effective youth engagement people in the city 1125 01:00:52,400 --> 01:00:54,360 Speaker 1: from having coach little league football because you know, I 1126 01:00:54,440 --> 01:00:59,840 Speaker 1: met all the young niggles. It's a good start, and 1127 01:01:00,160 --> 01:01:03,000 Speaker 1: especially if you could get programs like that, because let's 1128 01:01:03,040 --> 01:01:06,080 Speaker 1: face it, you know, we we were kind of uh 1129 01:01:06,680 --> 01:01:11,640 Speaker 1: are are our nation is gifted at at sports, you know, 1130 01:01:11,920 --> 01:01:14,840 Speaker 1: in those areas. You know, so if you can catch 1131 01:01:14,880 --> 01:01:18,080 Speaker 1: them young five six years old. And the whole thing 1132 01:01:18,160 --> 01:01:20,680 Speaker 1: about it is, we should have programs like that in 1133 01:01:20,800 --> 01:01:24,120 Speaker 1: the city. I mean, we we have them, but like 1134 01:01:24,280 --> 01:01:27,480 Speaker 1: I said, when I grew up, it was difficult because 1135 01:01:27,560 --> 01:01:32,920 Speaker 1: of neighborhood boundaries in areas dudes affiliated. But I think 1136 01:01:33,000 --> 01:01:36,280 Speaker 1: if that was something, uh that could be brought to 1137 01:01:36,360 --> 01:01:39,720 Speaker 1: the forefront in the city, and it could be you know, 1138 01:01:39,920 --> 01:01:42,560 Speaker 1: to the point because it's real big among kids. You 1139 01:01:42,960 --> 01:01:45,760 Speaker 1: you just don't know how kids light up when they 1140 01:01:45,800 --> 01:01:48,480 Speaker 1: get to put on uniforms or be participants in the 1141 01:01:48,600 --> 01:01:52,240 Speaker 1: team or whatever. So I encourage a lot of single parents, 1142 01:01:52,720 --> 01:01:56,760 Speaker 1: whether their moms or dad's you know, try to sign 1143 01:01:56,880 --> 01:01:59,240 Speaker 1: your son up or kids up or daughters up. For 1144 01:01:59,360 --> 01:02:02,360 Speaker 1: some kind of its activities. It gets them out the house. 1145 01:02:02,840 --> 01:02:05,880 Speaker 1: It teaches them team you know, teamwork. It teaches them 1146 01:02:05,920 --> 01:02:09,000 Speaker 1: how to uh, It teaches them how to uh a 1147 01:02:09,200 --> 01:02:14,600 Speaker 1: deal with certain situations adversity. It teaches you how to 1148 01:02:14,680 --> 01:02:17,320 Speaker 1: get along with people outside of your own area, you 1149 01:02:17,440 --> 01:02:20,440 Speaker 1: get me. So it's a good thing. Sometimes it's costly, 1150 01:02:20,560 --> 01:02:23,600 Speaker 1: but that's another thing I believe in. You know, sports 1151 01:02:23,640 --> 01:02:26,000 Speaker 1: can get our kids out of a lot of situations 1152 01:02:26,000 --> 01:02:27,800 Speaker 1: because as you see, a lot of these kids that's 1153 01:02:27,840 --> 01:02:33,960 Speaker 1: coming up now come from these situations. You know, a 1154 01:02:34,040 --> 01:02:37,040 Speaker 1: lot of our sports figures, you know, come from a 1155 01:02:37,080 --> 01:02:41,040 Speaker 1: lot of broken homes and poverty areas and gang infested situations. 1156 01:02:41,120 --> 01:02:43,640 Speaker 1: So if that was offered to a lot, you know, 1157 01:02:43,720 --> 01:02:45,960 Speaker 1: it's costly, a lot of people can't afford it. But 1158 01:02:46,280 --> 01:02:48,560 Speaker 1: we gotta find a way to be able to bring 1159 01:02:48,680 --> 01:02:51,400 Speaker 1: that to the forefront too, because if we can give 1160 01:02:51,600 --> 01:02:55,880 Speaker 1: kids a different influence in a different path than what 1161 01:02:56,080 --> 01:02:59,480 Speaker 1: they see. Like I said, I'm I'm I'm I'm a musician. 1162 01:03:00,160 --> 01:03:03,360 Speaker 1: You know, I made records you know, drive by Miss 1163 01:03:03,520 --> 01:03:05,760 Speaker 1: Daisy and where We from the Hood and all that 1164 01:03:05,880 --> 01:03:08,000 Speaker 1: type of ship because it was an expression of what 1165 01:03:08,120 --> 01:03:10,400 Speaker 1: I saw growing up. So that's why I made those 1166 01:03:10,440 --> 01:03:14,240 Speaker 1: type of records. But if you give you an opportunity, 1167 01:03:14,640 --> 01:03:16,400 Speaker 1: then what they see because you know, a lot of 1168 01:03:16,440 --> 01:03:19,400 Speaker 1: the music is pop, some pills, pop a gun, you know, 1169 01:03:19,920 --> 01:03:23,400 Speaker 1: stroke your woman, fuck your bitch, let's go get money, 1170 01:03:23,720 --> 01:03:26,240 Speaker 1: and I get it, you know, free mus three E 1171 01:03:26,240 --> 01:03:28,880 Speaker 1: suppression or whatever. But a lot of these kids gravitate 1172 01:03:28,960 --> 01:03:31,440 Speaker 1: to it. I got a son, you know, he listened 1173 01:03:31,440 --> 01:03:33,320 Speaker 1: to a lot of that ship. He's influenced. Not that 1174 01:03:33,440 --> 01:03:34,919 Speaker 1: he's going to go out and pick up a gun 1175 01:03:35,360 --> 01:03:38,400 Speaker 1: or think that you gotta drive a Lamborghini to be somebody, 1176 01:03:38,720 --> 01:03:42,160 Speaker 1: but they are influenced. That's why I put him in 1177 01:03:42,200 --> 01:03:45,960 Speaker 1: football at five. His influences football, you get me. He 1178 01:03:46,080 --> 01:03:48,200 Speaker 1: still listen to rap music and he still listened to 1179 01:03:48,280 --> 01:03:51,360 Speaker 1: it and whatever whatever. But it's number one influences football. 1180 01:03:51,680 --> 01:03:54,840 Speaker 1: You know, it's not uh, it's it's not who's hanging 1181 01:03:54,920 --> 01:03:57,040 Speaker 1: on the block, or let's go over here and hang 1182 01:03:57,200 --> 01:04:00,520 Speaker 1: or whatever his ship is. Let's go train, go work, 1183 01:04:00,720 --> 01:04:03,680 Speaker 1: let's go through some passes, let's go get you know. Sorry, 1184 01:04:04,240 --> 01:04:06,800 Speaker 1: If if the kids are put on a path of 1185 01:04:07,280 --> 01:04:10,760 Speaker 1: something that can catch their influence young, then I think 1186 01:04:10,840 --> 01:04:14,040 Speaker 1: it could keep a lot of them out of that lifestyle. Yeah, 1187 01:04:14,520 --> 01:04:17,680 Speaker 1: and he says earlier, he said some I'm earlier about 1188 01:04:17,760 --> 01:04:20,720 Speaker 1: the you know, little league football being costly and most 1189 01:04:20,760 --> 01:04:22,400 Speaker 1: of the time it's either have to be on the 1190 01:04:22,520 --> 01:04:25,360 Speaker 1: parents or the the little league organization to take the 1191 01:04:25,640 --> 01:04:29,720 Speaker 1: supplement right the cost. So with our challenge most people 1192 01:04:29,760 --> 01:04:32,480 Speaker 1: in the hood, in the black community, man, uh, let's 1193 01:04:32,520 --> 01:04:35,400 Speaker 1: create a booster club. Why black folks ain't got no 1194 01:04:35,480 --> 01:04:38,120 Speaker 1: booster club man for the for the little leg sporting 1195 01:04:38,320 --> 01:04:41,800 Speaker 1: sports teams. Whether that's your your local, whether that's the 1196 01:04:41,960 --> 01:04:46,360 Speaker 1: local h black businesses that's in that area, or if 1197 01:04:46,440 --> 01:04:48,640 Speaker 1: there's just the people we know who know we coach 1198 01:04:48,720 --> 01:04:51,080 Speaker 1: little league football to know there's a little league football 1199 01:04:51,120 --> 01:04:54,520 Speaker 1: team in our community. Were Man, we make monthly donation 1200 01:04:54,600 --> 01:04:58,320 Speaker 1: to a little league team. So man, that we all 1201 01:04:58,360 --> 01:05:00,040 Speaker 1: don't have it to give a lot one time, but 1202 01:05:00,160 --> 01:05:02,960 Speaker 1: we all gave something. Uh some of the time. Man, 1203 01:05:03,040 --> 01:05:06,040 Speaker 1: we'll take a burden off these coaches and these single 1204 01:05:06,120 --> 01:05:08,280 Speaker 1: mothers just trying to get their kids, Uh in some 1205 01:05:08,440 --> 01:05:14,760 Speaker 1: programs that's viable. Well, it's a question I got for Jesse, Like, um, 1206 01:05:15,480 --> 01:05:17,040 Speaker 1: you know they talked about a lot of money that 1207 01:05:17,200 --> 01:05:19,960 Speaker 1: takes the supplement, you know, the programs to get you know, 1208 01:05:20,120 --> 01:05:24,000 Speaker 1: kids out of the house. I'm pretty sure the government 1209 01:05:24,200 --> 01:05:26,520 Speaker 1: has some kind of money for that man, some kind 1210 01:05:26,520 --> 01:05:28,160 Speaker 1: of granted something like that. The way you can go 1211 01:05:28,280 --> 01:05:31,760 Speaker 1: cover costs something like that. We talked about that earlier. 1212 01:05:32,200 --> 01:05:35,520 Speaker 1: And here for worth they call a CCPD is funny um. 1213 01:05:35,800 --> 01:05:39,480 Speaker 1: And that's through your your local police department, your sheriff department. Actually, 1214 01:05:39,600 --> 01:05:41,280 Speaker 1: just just a while ago, I got a phone call. 1215 01:05:41,640 --> 01:05:43,360 Speaker 1: I missed the phone call from the sriff because I 1216 01:05:43,520 --> 01:05:45,960 Speaker 1: call him earlier to talk to him about the Father 1217 01:05:46,040 --> 01:05:48,320 Speaker 1: of the Father program. I just missed his call up 1218 01:05:48,320 --> 01:05:50,440 Speaker 1: here while we were while we were talking. But that's 1219 01:05:50,440 --> 01:05:52,000 Speaker 1: what you have to do. You have to get in 1220 01:05:52,040 --> 01:05:54,560 Speaker 1: there with those politicians like you sl Nobody would ever 1221 01:05:54,680 --> 01:05:56,800 Speaker 1: think about, I need to go to the sheriff to 1222 01:05:56,920 --> 01:05:58,880 Speaker 1: get some help. That's your county jail. Right then the 1223 01:05:59,000 --> 01:06:02,160 Speaker 1: niggers in the county, you create program for them niggers. 1224 01:06:02,160 --> 01:06:04,200 Speaker 1: And there's where you're your local funding comes from. That's 1225 01:06:04,280 --> 01:06:07,240 Speaker 1: that's your county funding. Right then you got state funding. 1226 01:06:07,320 --> 01:06:11,400 Speaker 1: That's your state government. Whoever your local state congressman is 1227 01:06:11,520 --> 01:06:14,960 Speaker 1: over whatever districut. That's when when when when you hear 1228 01:06:15,040 --> 01:06:20,000 Speaker 1: politicians say, well, they earmark fifty million dollars for uh 1229 01:06:20,680 --> 01:06:23,760 Speaker 1: chicken FECs project. I mean, they gave fifty million dollars 1230 01:06:23,840 --> 01:06:26,600 Speaker 1: to somebody to go to study chicken ships. So so 1231 01:06:27,200 --> 01:06:29,120 Speaker 1: so when I told, when I said earlier that the 1232 01:06:29,200 --> 01:06:34,600 Speaker 1: California Police Department has a nine hundred million dollar budget 1233 01:06:35,000 --> 01:06:38,680 Speaker 1: for a police department, they're not spending all that money. 1234 01:06:39,080 --> 01:06:41,000 Speaker 1: So a lot of that money is just sitting that 1235 01:06:41,120 --> 01:06:43,640 Speaker 1: belongs to us, but we don't know how to go 1236 01:06:43,840 --> 01:06:47,560 Speaker 1: solicit those funds. So with this new stimulus package, right 1237 01:06:47,600 --> 01:06:50,040 Speaker 1: that that they just put the forwards is nine hundred 1238 01:06:50,080 --> 01:06:54,880 Speaker 1: billion dollars. Man, four hundred four hundred billion is for 1239 01:06:55,040 --> 01:06:57,800 Speaker 1: inner city projects. It's for but we don't know about it, right, 1240 01:06:57,840 --> 01:07:00,840 Speaker 1: We ain't read the twenty three page stimulus package bill. Man, 1241 01:07:00,880 --> 01:07:03,520 Speaker 1: they got money it for us just to go create 1242 01:07:03,600 --> 01:07:06,280 Speaker 1: a community garden. So just say, if I got a 1243 01:07:06,520 --> 01:07:09,520 Speaker 1: football team called the east Side Falcons, the east Side 1244 01:07:09,600 --> 01:07:12,920 Speaker 1: Falcons can go create a community garden in their community 1245 01:07:13,120 --> 01:07:16,520 Speaker 1: and just plant greens and in all opinios and get 1246 01:07:16,640 --> 01:07:19,160 Speaker 1: down there. Forty fifty tho dollars for just an inner 1247 01:07:19,200 --> 01:07:23,200 Speaker 1: city community grant. Niggas who like growing weed. They can 1248 01:07:23,320 --> 01:07:26,200 Speaker 1: also go up under that nine hundred billion dollars. So 1249 01:07:26,560 --> 01:07:29,520 Speaker 1: we're not we two bars to squabbling about the social 1250 01:07:30,000 --> 01:07:33,160 Speaker 1: injustices that would happen to us. So we forget to 1251 01:07:33,240 --> 01:07:35,280 Speaker 1: try to follow the money, how to get to the money, 1252 01:07:35,480 --> 01:07:37,600 Speaker 1: and we get to the money, we cry about them 1253 01:07:37,680 --> 01:07:40,040 Speaker 1: kicking this and I asked, we got some money. But yeah, man, 1254 01:07:40,160 --> 01:07:43,440 Speaker 1: So uh, that's the idea of the people with the 1255 01:07:43,560 --> 01:07:47,520 Speaker 1: non profits. Uh, the people, uh, the the young ladies 1256 01:07:47,560 --> 01:07:51,240 Speaker 1: in the community who work at the banks, your local banks. Uh. 1257 01:07:51,680 --> 01:07:55,400 Speaker 1: If you gotta Chick fil A, you gotta Subway McDonald's. Man. 1258 01:07:55,520 --> 01:07:59,160 Speaker 1: McDonald's is one of the biggest corporate sponsorships of hip 1259 01:07:59,200 --> 01:08:02,160 Speaker 1: hop music and black radio. Man. That's supposed to those 1260 01:08:02,280 --> 01:08:04,600 Speaker 1: local businesses supposed to be giving something back to it. 1261 01:08:04,760 --> 01:08:07,640 Speaker 1: That's why they're sitting in our communities, but in the 1262 01:08:07,800 --> 01:08:09,880 Speaker 1: churches as well. But we don't know how to go 1263 01:08:10,080 --> 01:08:16,040 Speaker 1: ask for the money. So that's so that's because there's 1264 01:08:16,840 --> 01:08:19,080 Speaker 1: there's not too many edges. That's like you said, there's 1265 01:08:19,120 --> 01:08:21,960 Speaker 1: not too many of there's not too many educated brothers 1266 01:08:22,080 --> 01:08:24,560 Speaker 1: on the subject of the matter. You know, we're so 1267 01:08:24,760 --> 01:08:27,799 Speaker 1: diff be worried about that six hundred dollar check instead 1268 01:08:27,840 --> 01:08:34,960 Speaker 1: of worrying about going to create a fund. Yeah. So 1269 01:08:35,160 --> 01:08:37,120 Speaker 1: so that's where So that's where we're coming in, Uncle 1270 01:08:37,240 --> 01:08:39,160 Speaker 1: hitting up, come in with the corporate ships in the 1271 01:08:39,240 --> 01:08:42,040 Speaker 1: Brandon game. We got the political game, we got the 1272 01:08:42,080 --> 01:08:45,639 Speaker 1: criminal justice game. So now we got everything we need. Okay, 1273 01:08:45,960 --> 01:08:48,120 Speaker 1: we can go get the funds. And now when we 1274 01:08:48,240 --> 01:08:51,880 Speaker 1: submit the grand proposals, we got, uh, we got a 1275 01:08:51,960 --> 01:08:55,240 Speaker 1: collaboration of a network of people, not just in one state, 1276 01:08:55,360 --> 01:08:58,080 Speaker 1: but the two states. So they're just gonna leave us 1277 01:08:58,160 --> 01:09:00,599 Speaker 1: on a on on our state. For man, we get 1278 01:09:00,640 --> 01:09:03,640 Speaker 1: federal phones, how we call how we collaborate now with 1279 01:09:03,800 --> 01:09:08,519 Speaker 1: this gang intervention, gang prevention, public safety between Texas and 1280 01:09:08,600 --> 01:09:14,479 Speaker 1: California program exactly. Man, you know, but before we before 1281 01:09:14,520 --> 01:09:17,360 Speaker 1: we cut it, man, because this is a very interesting 1282 01:09:17,400 --> 01:09:20,640 Speaker 1: and needed conversation that we all have. And Man, I 1283 01:09:20,720 --> 01:09:23,639 Speaker 1: gotta ask you something, man, because I noticed and it's 1284 01:09:23,680 --> 01:09:27,760 Speaker 1: become you know, we talk about young people being you know, 1285 01:09:27,920 --> 01:09:30,760 Speaker 1: admiring those you know, hood figures, the major figures in 1286 01:09:30,800 --> 01:09:34,000 Speaker 1: their neighborhoods. Right. I know, it's a trend, man, of 1287 01:09:34,080 --> 01:09:37,280 Speaker 1: what these young people. Man um the words snitch has 1288 01:09:37,360 --> 01:09:40,479 Speaker 1: become like a defense mechanism for them. As soon as 1289 01:09:40,560 --> 01:09:42,599 Speaker 1: somebody do something they like that they have an enemy 1290 01:09:42,640 --> 01:09:45,920 Speaker 1: of confrontation with somebody. Oh you're a snitch. They call 1291 01:09:46,000 --> 01:09:49,320 Speaker 1: the grandma. They called their grandmama. Snitches. You called the polia. 1292 01:09:49,400 --> 01:09:54,479 Speaker 1: Granted you snitch, don't know, so they think they grandmama. Yeah. 1293 01:09:54,560 --> 01:09:57,559 Speaker 1: So so that's the thing. And I think, like I said, 1294 01:09:57,960 --> 01:10:01,479 Speaker 1: it's become the go to defend mechanism for a young person, 1295 01:10:01,720 --> 01:10:03,720 Speaker 1: not even a young person, because I see some of 1296 01:10:03,800 --> 01:10:10,160 Speaker 1: these other days, Oh here is snitch. I won't establishment 1297 01:10:10,320 --> 01:10:12,679 Speaker 1: you don't here because we don't talk about this multiple times, 1298 01:10:12,680 --> 01:10:15,559 Speaker 1: and it seems like that these knuckleheads still out they 1299 01:10:15,600 --> 01:10:19,639 Speaker 1: don't get it. The only way you can be first 1300 01:10:19,680 --> 01:10:21,920 Speaker 1: of all, the only way you can be considered as 1301 01:10:21,960 --> 01:10:25,080 Speaker 1: a snick is if you are a person engaged in crime. 1302 01:10:25,640 --> 01:10:28,040 Speaker 1: If you are a criminal and choose to the the 1303 01:10:28,520 --> 01:10:33,320 Speaker 1: um devote yourself to underworld activities. Me and Charleston go 1304 01:10:33,600 --> 01:10:37,000 Speaker 1: rob a bank, I get caught, Charleston get away here 1305 01:10:37,120 --> 01:10:40,200 Speaker 1: back in Texas, chilling, and they tell me, oh man, 1306 01:10:40,360 --> 01:10:42,439 Speaker 1: you know what what we know you wouldn't buy yourself. 1307 01:10:42,800 --> 01:10:45,880 Speaker 1: Oh man, eight was with me, um and Charleston with me. 1308 01:10:45,920 --> 01:10:47,560 Speaker 1: As a matter of fact, ain't got the majority of 1309 01:10:47,560 --> 01:10:50,599 Speaker 1: the money. Yeah, you know what I'm saying. I work 1310 01:10:50,640 --> 01:10:52,400 Speaker 1: a deal out, not get out and they come and 1311 01:10:52,439 --> 01:10:56,240 Speaker 1: get y'all right, that is snising. If I am a 1312 01:10:56,360 --> 01:10:59,679 Speaker 1: law abiding citizen and I am walking into my house 1313 01:10:59,840 --> 01:11:01,960 Speaker 1: and somebody's following me home, they put a pistol in 1314 01:11:02,000 --> 01:11:03,479 Speaker 1: the back of mine. He had tied me up and 1315 01:11:03,560 --> 01:11:05,960 Speaker 1: take everything out, and I know it's the nigga up 1316 01:11:05,960 --> 01:11:08,680 Speaker 1: the street. Police come to my house and call me, right, 1317 01:11:09,000 --> 01:11:11,040 Speaker 1: you know, they come over and take it. Report man, 1318 01:11:11,120 --> 01:11:13,160 Speaker 1: that nigga John Do up the street tied me up 1319 01:11:13,160 --> 01:11:14,760 Speaker 1: to do it. That dude is not a snitch. He 1320 01:11:14,920 --> 01:11:17,800 Speaker 1: is not asking for that. He's not a thing. So 1321 01:11:18,800 --> 01:11:22,080 Speaker 1: we recently had a situation where you have what's the 1322 01:11:22,160 --> 01:11:23,920 Speaker 1: cast name to where the rents in his hair and 1323 01:11:24,000 --> 01:11:28,400 Speaker 1: dressed like a girl. Uh yeah, south sau sauthy walking 1324 01:11:28,479 --> 01:11:32,040 Speaker 1: south walker. Yeah, you and him just had a thing 1325 01:11:32,120 --> 01:11:35,240 Speaker 1: to where he accused you with some stuff, didn't he. Yeah? Yeah, man, 1326 01:11:35,760 --> 01:11:38,360 Speaker 1: you know I've been man, I've been community active and 1327 01:11:38,520 --> 01:11:41,599 Speaker 1: right I'm I've been I've been community leader. Uh Man. 1328 01:11:41,640 --> 01:11:44,879 Speaker 1: I do training for the U. S. Department of Homeland Security. 1329 01:11:44,920 --> 01:11:48,040 Speaker 1: I trained the States doing the correction officers I work 1330 01:11:48,120 --> 01:11:50,559 Speaker 1: with man, so you know what I do the community thing, 1331 01:11:50,720 --> 01:11:53,360 Speaker 1: right with the politicians and stuff. So a lot of 1332 01:11:53,439 --> 01:11:56,160 Speaker 1: times when I do, I'm very vocal about the shootings 1333 01:11:56,240 --> 01:11:58,240 Speaker 1: and the depths and that in the overdose that take 1334 01:11:58,280 --> 01:12:01,120 Speaker 1: place in in the city and in my community. So 1335 01:12:01,200 --> 01:12:02,920 Speaker 1: I'm vocal about it. So a lot of times I'm 1336 01:12:02,960 --> 01:12:05,640 Speaker 1: gonna Facebook talking and it's you know, some niggers to 1337 01:12:05,720 --> 01:12:07,840 Speaker 1: get on there. They want a gang bang on me, 1338 01:12:07,960 --> 01:12:09,519 Speaker 1: hold me on the internet. You know. They get on 1339 01:12:09,600 --> 01:12:12,120 Speaker 1: there telling me they about the some ninety three bloods 1340 01:12:12,160 --> 01:12:15,080 Speaker 1: and I'm some killers dish and they barking real loud 1341 01:12:15,160 --> 01:12:18,000 Speaker 1: and they scared me. Well, man, I'm a law bidy citizen. Man, 1342 01:12:18,000 --> 01:12:19,680 Speaker 1: I don't want no problem with no gangs. And I'm 1343 01:12:19,720 --> 01:12:23,280 Speaker 1: just talking about community activism. So motherfucker telling me, nigga, 1344 01:12:23,439 --> 01:12:26,040 Speaker 1: I'm gonna hurt you, I'm gonna do this to you. Well, man, 1345 01:12:26,080 --> 01:12:28,200 Speaker 1: I'm a law bidy citizen. You can't threaten me and 1346 01:12:28,280 --> 01:12:31,080 Speaker 1: tell me what you're gonna do. Now. I don't watch 1347 01:12:31,280 --> 01:12:32,760 Speaker 1: enough for for the eight where if I got to 1348 01:12:32,800 --> 01:12:34,720 Speaker 1: go kill that nigger. People want to know what if 1349 01:12:34,760 --> 01:12:36,479 Speaker 1: he threatened you and you fear for your life? But 1350 01:12:36,560 --> 01:12:39,080 Speaker 1: why didn't you make a report? So so I don't 1351 01:12:39,120 --> 01:12:41,120 Speaker 1: have to use no bond money, so I don't have 1352 01:12:41,200 --> 01:12:42,800 Speaker 1: to go get no lawyer, didn't have to wait for 1353 01:12:42,880 --> 01:12:45,120 Speaker 1: the grand jury to know building or have to go 1354 01:12:45,240 --> 01:12:47,519 Speaker 1: to trial and try to prove I would self defense 1355 01:12:47,840 --> 01:12:50,080 Speaker 1: men rather than killing the black man is on the 1356 01:12:50,280 --> 01:12:53,519 Speaker 1: internet threatened me to couple my tracks. I wonna just 1357 01:12:53,560 --> 01:12:55,439 Speaker 1: go make a report. I ain't gonna press no charge 1358 01:12:55,520 --> 01:12:57,880 Speaker 1: with no terroristic thread. I'm gonna go tell them. People 1359 01:12:57,920 --> 01:13:00,880 Speaker 1: say that bad motherfucker over the threat me and he said, 1360 01:13:00,920 --> 01:13:07,320 Speaker 1: what are you gonna do to me? So next time? Man? Yeah? Man, 1361 01:13:07,400 --> 01:13:09,200 Speaker 1: So that's all I'm doing. Man, I want to stand here, 1362 01:13:09,240 --> 01:13:12,479 Speaker 1: tell you what you're you're a smart man, because what 1363 01:13:12,640 --> 01:13:16,080 Speaker 1: that does and people ain't understanding it creates a paper 1364 01:13:16,120 --> 01:13:26,400 Speaker 1: track and over there Jeff defense like a motherfucker. So 1365 01:13:26,520 --> 01:13:29,120 Speaker 1: that's that's where didn't get that from. You know, nigga 1366 01:13:29,160 --> 01:13:31,400 Speaker 1: do all the threat and so I don't take threats 1367 01:13:31,520 --> 01:13:34,120 Speaker 1: light me, nig then you can't play with me by threatning. 1368 01:13:34,160 --> 01:13:36,200 Speaker 1: So I'm gonna go because I gotta keep doing the 1369 01:13:36,240 --> 01:13:38,000 Speaker 1: community world. How I'm gonna let the nigg in the 1370 01:13:38,040 --> 01:13:40,559 Speaker 1: streets tricked me to come in the streets and play 1371 01:13:40,680 --> 01:13:44,920 Speaker 1: his street route. I'm gonna lose. I made it out, 1372 01:13:45,240 --> 01:13:47,559 Speaker 1: so how I'm gonna let them nigga tricked me into 1373 01:13:47,640 --> 01:13:50,600 Speaker 1: going back. So what happened was I got tired of 1374 01:13:50,840 --> 01:13:53,760 Speaker 1: making them complaints. It's going down, They're fetting out the paperwork. 1375 01:13:54,000 --> 01:13:56,720 Speaker 1: So I had like five blood niggas drive from three 1376 01:13:56,840 --> 01:14:00,360 Speaker 1: cities and come down off of my neighborhood playing super 1377 01:14:00,439 --> 01:14:03,320 Speaker 1: lowedown bloods right, and what they gonna do to me? 1378 01:14:03,400 --> 01:14:06,160 Speaker 1: They brought guns and everything, and they called and told 1379 01:14:06,240 --> 01:14:08,280 Speaker 1: me they would go do it. So I beat them 1380 01:14:08,320 --> 01:14:11,360 Speaker 1: down there and got set up, and when they showed up, 1381 01:14:11,800 --> 01:14:15,040 Speaker 1: I jumped out the bushes and two days later I'm 1382 01:14:15,040 --> 01:14:17,960 Speaker 1: the only one in jail would would aggravate the salt 1383 01:14:18,000 --> 01:14:19,560 Speaker 1: with it, that the weather man. So I'm not on 1384 01:14:19,680 --> 01:14:21,840 Speaker 1: three bones right now because I left some niggers on 1385 01:14:21,880 --> 01:14:24,599 Speaker 1: the internet tricked me and the playing gangster. And when 1386 01:14:24,600 --> 01:14:27,200 Speaker 1: I got gangster, oh man, I got to spend all 1387 01:14:27,320 --> 01:14:30,040 Speaker 1: this money now man, So yeah, so now man, I'm 1388 01:14:30,040 --> 01:14:32,200 Speaker 1: gonna tell it. Man, fun you, I'm gonna go tell 1389 01:14:34,520 --> 01:14:37,320 Speaker 1: it's a bad, bad, bad thing. He would go do 1390 01:14:37,520 --> 01:14:40,280 Speaker 1: something to me bad. So I wanna let you choke man. 1391 01:14:40,560 --> 01:14:45,320 Speaker 1: He's a bad man over there. So I'm law biding citizens. 1392 01:14:45,360 --> 01:14:47,679 Speaker 1: I've got a bad bad he bore. I'm a good 1393 01:14:48,800 --> 01:14:50,360 Speaker 1: I'm a p t a dad. And then I go 1394 01:14:50,479 --> 01:14:53,559 Speaker 1: to the PTA meeting exactly like I go to PTA 1395 01:14:53,720 --> 01:14:58,240 Speaker 1: meetings and kid football games. I'm not spending and you 1396 01:14:58,320 --> 01:15:01,280 Speaker 1: talk about killing the digging good me up and fucking 1397 01:15:01,360 --> 01:15:04,200 Speaker 1: hanging me at all comedy ship, let me put down. 1398 01:15:05,520 --> 01:15:07,960 Speaker 1: Want to remind me of the worst days of our life, 1399 01:15:08,080 --> 01:15:09,880 Speaker 1: nigger the nineties? You want to take me back to 1400 01:15:09,960 --> 01:15:12,400 Speaker 1: the nineties when it was niced and then scattered them 1401 01:15:12,479 --> 01:15:16,000 Speaker 1: kind of niggas from the nineties. Yeah, you know, that 1402 01:15:16,160 --> 01:15:18,200 Speaker 1: just goes to me. That just goes to show the 1403 01:15:18,360 --> 01:15:23,280 Speaker 1: ignorance of of of some Niggers who feel like, I 1404 01:15:23,320 --> 01:15:25,400 Speaker 1: don't give funk. If you are a hundred years old, 1405 01:15:26,000 --> 01:15:28,679 Speaker 1: you're still supposed to play by the street rules or where. 1406 01:15:28,920 --> 01:15:31,800 Speaker 1: But I'm a hundred years old, you get me. I 1407 01:15:31,840 --> 01:15:35,440 Speaker 1: ain't been in the streets in fifty years. Yeah, I'm 1408 01:15:35,560 --> 01:15:40,479 Speaker 1: raising grandkids and I'm over here being being normal. Mr Rogers, 1409 01:15:41,800 --> 01:15:44,320 Speaker 1: stop talking to me. About nigger. You're gonna bust on 1410 01:15:44,479 --> 01:15:47,760 Speaker 1: me and you're gonna do and and douz blood I'm 1411 01:15:47,800 --> 01:15:51,160 Speaker 1: from this and I'm like, dude, I'm walking on the 1412 01:15:51,320 --> 01:15:53,720 Speaker 1: cane right now. You still got a problem with me? 1413 01:15:54,000 --> 01:15:57,479 Speaker 1: Like what the funk? So I get it, But it's 1414 01:15:57,520 --> 01:16:02,439 Speaker 1: the level of how people huts that you're still supposed 1415 01:16:02,520 --> 01:16:06,639 Speaker 1: to be street affiliated. So if I tell you I'm 1416 01:16:06,680 --> 01:16:10,400 Speaker 1: gonna kill you, nigga, you bet not gonna tell nobody, 1417 01:16:16,040 --> 01:16:19,320 Speaker 1: especially want to sing yourself, because, like you said, the 1418 01:16:19,520 --> 01:16:23,040 Speaker 1: niggas from wherever road down on you and appairly they 1419 01:16:23,120 --> 01:16:24,800 Speaker 1: thought she was to play play nigga. And when you 1420 01:16:24,880 --> 01:16:26,439 Speaker 1: came back out on him and showed him that it 1421 01:16:26,600 --> 01:16:29,560 Speaker 1: wasn't the game. Now they running to the police and 1422 01:16:29,680 --> 01:16:32,240 Speaker 1: telling on you. Oh he ain't that a trip? So 1423 01:16:32,320 --> 01:16:34,320 Speaker 1: so they come to get you and you wind up 1424 01:16:34,360 --> 01:16:37,320 Speaker 1: doing some time. Oh man, I'm not on bone right now. Man, 1425 01:16:37,360 --> 01:16:39,640 Speaker 1: it's been over years, so I'm not on bone right now. Man, 1426 01:16:39,720 --> 01:16:42,439 Speaker 1: Try and get And ain't that the situation that the 1427 01:16:42,600 --> 01:16:45,599 Speaker 1: hardest motherfucker will try to test you. But then when 1428 01:16:45,640 --> 01:16:47,720 Speaker 1: you show the motherfucker I ain't to be fucked with, 1429 01:16:47,960 --> 01:16:50,040 Speaker 1: they be the ones who run and get the telling 1430 01:16:50,080 --> 01:16:54,400 Speaker 1: the hole store tell a lot of motherfuckers too. You know. 1431 01:16:54,600 --> 01:16:57,320 Speaker 1: Sometimes you just gotta watch who it is because the 1432 01:16:57,720 --> 01:17:00,920 Speaker 1: hardest motherfucker be the weakest motherfucker in a in a 1433 01:17:01,040 --> 01:17:04,680 Speaker 1: different situation. Yeah, man, so yeah, I'm I'm fighting in 1434 01:17:04,800 --> 01:17:07,000 Speaker 1: cases right now. Man, So ship up. But it's looking 1435 01:17:07,040 --> 01:17:10,439 Speaker 1: good on my behad though. Yeah, you know, And that's 1436 01:17:10,439 --> 01:17:12,240 Speaker 1: the thing I just wanted to put that out there 1437 01:17:12,280 --> 01:17:16,080 Speaker 1: for your young people. Man, you gotta be careful going 1438 01:17:16,160 --> 01:17:19,799 Speaker 1: online making idle thrits because when you're threaten somebody online 1439 01:17:19,800 --> 01:17:22,720 Speaker 1: and don't think because you press the delete button that's 1440 01:17:22,760 --> 01:17:26,080 Speaker 1: going away. No, because like you said, First forty eight 1441 01:17:26,160 --> 01:17:28,680 Speaker 1: and all the other shows and just detective work has 1442 01:17:28,760 --> 01:17:31,360 Speaker 1: proven that you don't get away with nothing was done. 1443 01:17:31,400 --> 01:17:34,519 Speaker 1: The dirt will always come to light, and I always 1444 01:17:34,600 --> 01:17:36,639 Speaker 1: want that. I'm gonna say one thing to the youth 1445 01:17:36,720 --> 01:17:39,960 Speaker 1: tool on that type of situation coming from that. Stop 1446 01:17:40,240 --> 01:17:45,160 Speaker 1: stop feeling like you know, um, egos gotta put you 1447 01:17:45,320 --> 01:17:47,280 Speaker 1: in the in the egos to put you in the 1448 01:17:47,360 --> 01:17:52,040 Speaker 1: fucked up situation. So um, stop feeling like you gotta 1449 01:17:52,120 --> 01:17:54,599 Speaker 1: test the motherfucker to prove your ship, because you could 1450 01:17:54,600 --> 01:17:56,920 Speaker 1: be a humble, motherfucking cool too and still get a 1451 01:17:56,960 --> 01:18:04,880 Speaker 1: lot of respect. Yeah, stop beefing with niggas you don't 1452 01:18:04,960 --> 01:18:08,439 Speaker 1: know over this bullshit? So what fuck it? If for 1453 01:18:08,520 --> 01:18:12,080 Speaker 1: nigga live across town, So what why you? Why are 1454 01:18:12,120 --> 01:18:14,800 Speaker 1: you stop? Just stop beefing with niggas over because this 1455 01:18:14,960 --> 01:18:17,479 Speaker 1: nigga put out a rap song and you gotta rap song, 1456 01:18:17,840 --> 01:18:20,200 Speaker 1: or this nigga live over here and you live over here. 1457 01:18:20,439 --> 01:18:22,960 Speaker 1: The young niggas gotta stop learning how to beef just 1458 01:18:23,160 --> 01:18:26,640 Speaker 1: because it's in the air, like fuck it. Oh what 1459 01:18:26,760 --> 01:18:29,720 Speaker 1: the nigga's over there wrapping two or nigga fuck their crew. 1460 01:18:29,800 --> 01:18:32,000 Speaker 1: Nigga were harder than that next thing. You know, niggas 1461 01:18:32,080 --> 01:18:35,439 Speaker 1: is beefing on but the internet ship. So just learning 1462 01:18:35,479 --> 01:18:38,040 Speaker 1: to curve that ship. Man, Just learn to kirk because, 1463 01:18:38,280 --> 01:18:40,000 Speaker 1: like I said, a lot of a lot of niggas 1464 01:18:40,040 --> 01:18:42,040 Speaker 1: is getting killed and a lot of niggas is dying 1465 01:18:42,120 --> 01:18:45,160 Speaker 1: and dropping because the egos. It ain't even because the 1466 01:18:45,280 --> 01:18:48,240 Speaker 1: real beef, it's just because the egos. Nowadays, you know, 1467 01:18:48,320 --> 01:18:50,640 Speaker 1: a month, nigga want to prove that they're harder than 1468 01:18:50,720 --> 01:18:53,560 Speaker 1: the next nigga, whether it comes to music, sports or 1469 01:18:53,640 --> 01:18:56,080 Speaker 1: just trying to hang in the month sucking neighborhood and ship. 1470 01:18:56,600 --> 01:19:00,560 Speaker 1: You get me, we had we had real uh soociated 1471 01:19:00,640 --> 01:19:03,080 Speaker 1: beef and ship when I was gang banging whatever you 1472 01:19:03,200 --> 01:19:05,760 Speaker 1: want to call it, but it's still was was was 1473 01:19:05,960 --> 01:19:10,200 Speaker 1: a lot of silliness. What's next for you guys, oh, man, 1474 01:19:10,320 --> 01:19:13,040 Speaker 1: the father of the Father's program or there's being introduced. 1475 01:19:13,080 --> 01:19:15,400 Speaker 1: So just as soon as we get off, man, Mr Taylor, 1476 01:19:15,439 --> 01:19:17,439 Speaker 1: go be hitting up. Sure if be a waiver to 1477 01:19:17,439 --> 01:19:20,280 Speaker 1: shout out to suff be awaiver man. Uh. Hopefully we 1478 01:19:20,360 --> 01:19:23,479 Speaker 1: can get these programs introduced into the county jails. With 1479 01:19:23,640 --> 01:19:25,960 Speaker 1: these father the Father's program, Man, we can be able 1480 01:19:25,960 --> 01:19:29,320 Speaker 1: to offer young brothers, uh, some of the same assistance 1481 01:19:29,400 --> 01:19:33,559 Speaker 1: that single mothers get by way of trying to introduce policies. Man. 1482 01:19:33,960 --> 01:19:35,560 Speaker 1: And the first thing we need to do, man is 1483 01:19:35,760 --> 01:19:38,800 Speaker 1: is is get the child support system out of the 1484 01:19:38,880 --> 01:19:43,519 Speaker 1: criminal system. We have to stop criminalizing for that. So, 1485 01:19:43,760 --> 01:19:47,160 Speaker 1: so that's dumb ship that they could have came up with. 1486 01:19:47,320 --> 01:19:51,320 Speaker 1: It's taking prit people's licenses and all that ship downport. 1487 01:19:52,080 --> 01:19:54,960 Speaker 1: You can't world that ship as dumb as hell? How 1488 01:19:55,040 --> 01:19:56,720 Speaker 1: the funk am I supposed to get to work? If 1489 01:19:56,720 --> 01:19:59,519 Speaker 1: you're gonna take my driver's license we'll be taking and 1490 01:19:59,760 --> 01:20:02,519 Speaker 1: let for ninety percent of the jobs you get, you 1491 01:20:02,600 --> 01:20:07,040 Speaker 1: gotta drive. The fucking don't get to work if you 1492 01:20:07,120 --> 01:20:10,240 Speaker 1: want to take my drive. And then another thing, Now 1493 01:20:10,280 --> 01:20:12,960 Speaker 1: you're going to create a whole bunch of fucking criminal 1494 01:20:13,160 --> 01:20:16,840 Speaker 1: bullshit because how many niggas ain't for the fucking drive. 1495 01:20:18,080 --> 01:20:22,559 Speaker 1: I'm still gonna get in my car and drive over. 1496 01:20:23,000 --> 01:20:25,200 Speaker 1: And now I got a motherfucking ticket and got to 1497 01:20:25,280 --> 01:20:29,599 Speaker 1: go to jail forfended license for not paying some money, 1498 01:20:30,160 --> 01:20:33,360 Speaker 1: not because I was drunk and hit of motherfucker, not 1499 01:20:33,560 --> 01:20:36,720 Speaker 1: because I didn't crashed on the highway or something. You 1500 01:20:36,800 --> 01:20:39,519 Speaker 1: want to take my license because of some fucking money. 1501 01:20:40,120 --> 01:20:43,080 Speaker 1: That was the dumbest ship ever. Whoever made that ship, 1502 01:20:43,160 --> 01:20:49,600 Speaker 1: they need to get rid of that ship everywhere. So 1503 01:20:49,720 --> 01:20:52,759 Speaker 1: that's the plan, man. So once we once week before, 1504 01:20:52,760 --> 01:20:55,960 Speaker 1: once we feel like we can restore the fathers man, 1505 01:20:56,040 --> 01:20:58,639 Speaker 1: then we can start working on the community. I'm gonna 1506 01:20:58,640 --> 01:21:00,439 Speaker 1: ask you, guys, where can they find I know I 1507 01:21:00,560 --> 01:21:03,800 Speaker 1: asked you first, where can they find you at? Online 1508 01:21:03,920 --> 01:21:08,720 Speaker 1: Charleston Man, my my YouTube, the official Charleston White Instagram 1509 01:21:09,080 --> 01:21:11,800 Speaker 1: or the official Charleston White and then Facebook, Charleston White. 1510 01:21:12,760 --> 01:21:17,840 Speaker 1: Are your Instagram, Yes, Sir atles at Charleston J. White. 1511 01:21:18,479 --> 01:21:21,840 Speaker 1: All right, sure, how about you sir on Facebook? Just 1512 01:21:21,960 --> 01:21:28,040 Speaker 1: to table, Just to table, just so so people can't 1513 01:21:28,080 --> 01:21:29,920 Speaker 1: reach out to you guys if they have any questions 1514 01:21:29,960 --> 01:21:33,519 Speaker 1: about the program that you offer. Eight one seven seven 1515 01:21:33,600 --> 01:21:36,880 Speaker 1: nine eight five one five three you just get a 1516 01:21:36,960 --> 01:21:39,599 Speaker 1: number out on their hum Yeah. Man, he actually hey, 1517 01:21:39,760 --> 01:21:42,800 Speaker 1: Mr Taylor actually has a whole youth a ranch, man. 1518 01:21:42,880 --> 01:21:44,639 Speaker 1: You gotta he got about an acre and a half 1519 01:21:44,680 --> 01:21:47,479 Speaker 1: of land. Uh. He got a facility where they can 1520 01:21:47,600 --> 01:21:50,400 Speaker 1: learn to work on cars. You got another facility, man, 1521 01:21:50,439 --> 01:21:52,840 Speaker 1: where they can dig their own a little low pond 1522 01:21:52,920 --> 01:21:55,599 Speaker 1: and creek and do the water irrigation. He got another 1523 01:21:55,800 --> 01:21:57,479 Speaker 1: low side where you can do your holder coach in 1524 01:21:57,600 --> 01:22:00,200 Speaker 1: Landstadent do you some farming. Uh So he got a 1525 01:22:00,240 --> 01:22:02,640 Speaker 1: whole little little facility for kids. Man. Were returned to 1526 01:22:02,680 --> 01:22:05,160 Speaker 1: a summercount. So that's what we tried to do prior 1527 01:22:05,280 --> 01:22:07,880 Speaker 1: to the coronavirus hitting at the start of this year. 1528 01:22:09,040 --> 01:22:11,040 Speaker 1: You know, you as long as you teach your kids 1529 01:22:11,400 --> 01:22:14,240 Speaker 1: and then you go a long way. Basically what I do, man, 1530 01:22:14,280 --> 01:22:16,080 Speaker 1: I'm just sure trying to give back to some stuff 1531 01:22:16,120 --> 01:22:18,240 Speaker 1: that I've done a long time ago. Man, I got 1532 01:22:18,360 --> 01:22:20,800 Speaker 1: in this. I got this man, my son, I used 1533 01:22:20,800 --> 01:22:22,599 Speaker 1: to be. I used to be a drug deal on myself. Man, 1534 01:22:23,040 --> 01:22:25,600 Speaker 1: and my son seen some things as you at a 1535 01:22:25,680 --> 01:22:28,559 Speaker 1: young age. Man, And I asked him when we got older, 1536 01:22:28,560 --> 01:22:30,240 Speaker 1: because I see him started doing the same thing, and 1537 01:22:30,280 --> 01:22:32,240 Speaker 1: he's seen some of the trouble I got into. And 1538 01:22:32,320 --> 01:22:34,000 Speaker 1: I asked him one day, I say, son, Man, I said, 1539 01:22:34,040 --> 01:22:36,040 Speaker 1: why do you why are you doing this? Why are 1540 01:22:36,040 --> 01:22:37,800 Speaker 1: you going on the same road without going down? And 1541 01:22:37,840 --> 01:22:39,840 Speaker 1: you've seen the trouble out that that that that it 1542 01:22:39,920 --> 01:22:42,400 Speaker 1: caused me. He he cocked his head and he said, Dad, 1543 01:22:42,760 --> 01:22:44,559 Speaker 1: He said, Man, when I was young, one day, he said, 1544 01:22:44,560 --> 01:22:46,000 Speaker 1: you told me to going there and get that bag 1545 01:22:46,200 --> 01:22:48,640 Speaker 1: duffel bag out. He said, you told me not looking it, 1546 01:22:49,040 --> 01:22:50,519 Speaker 1: he said, But I looked in it, and I've seen 1547 01:22:50,800 --> 01:22:53,120 Speaker 1: a bag full of money. He said, Dad. It was 1548 01:22:53,200 --> 01:22:56,120 Speaker 1: just then, Man, I've been chasing that bag full of money. 1549 01:22:56,479 --> 01:22:58,120 Speaker 1: So man, when he when he said it tim me, Man, 1550 01:22:58,160 --> 01:23:00,680 Speaker 1: it touched me, you know. And that's when I was like, well, 1551 01:23:00,720 --> 01:23:03,960 Speaker 1: if I influence my son you know this way, then 1552 01:23:04,000 --> 01:23:05,640 Speaker 1: I don't influence a whole bunch of these other you 1553 01:23:05,680 --> 01:23:08,120 Speaker 1: The young guys around here, you know, with the flashy 1554 01:23:08,240 --> 01:23:10,320 Speaker 1: called the women to go, you know how how the 1555 01:23:11,520 --> 01:23:13,720 Speaker 1: dope deal a go. You know. So from that part 1556 01:23:13,760 --> 01:23:15,760 Speaker 1: on and I had to change everything. Man, I was like, 1557 01:23:16,160 --> 01:23:17,800 Speaker 1: I gotta show, I gotta show my son. I don't 1558 01:23:17,800 --> 01:23:20,080 Speaker 1: want the sun or something. All these other young boys 1559 01:23:20,120 --> 01:23:23,120 Speaker 1: are heard something different too. Well. That concludes another episode 1560 01:23:23,160 --> 01:23:25,720 Speaker 1: of Against the Chronicles podcast. Be sure to download the 1561 01:23:25,800 --> 01:23:28,519 Speaker 1: I Heart app and subscribe to The Gangster Chronicles podcast 1562 01:23:28,880 --> 01:23:30,920 Speaker 1: For Apple users, find a purple mica on the front 1563 01:23:30,960 --> 01:23:33,080 Speaker 1: of your screen, subscribe to the show, leave a comment 1564 01:23:33,160 --> 01:23:36,400 Speaker 1: and rating. Executive producers for The Gangster Chronicles podcast and 1565 01:23:36,479 --> 01:23:39,720 Speaker 1: Norman Steve James McDonald, Aran m c a. 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