WEBVTT - Ep 72  "The Trade Show"

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<v Speaker 1>We're just too unapologetically black women with an opinion. Who

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<v Speaker 1>talks back? You're what I'm saying me? Hey girl, thank

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<v Speaker 1>you all for tuning in again for a new episode.

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<v Speaker 1>We talked back. It's your girl, tam Ball. Hey, hey,

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<v Speaker 1>and it's a it's a j. Get into the voices, please,

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<v Speaker 1>se y'all can know who talking to ship and who ain't. Please.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm usually the one talk to the ship. It's a

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<v Speaker 1>J talking to ship, and I'm just crack okay, look

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<v Speaker 1>and don't give a fuck. Okay. I guess I'm a

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<v Speaker 1>South person as much, so I'm gonna try to work

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<v Speaker 1>on it. And look at you. Curson is therapeutic for me, Okay.

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<v Speaker 1>It's like meditation a little bit, just to get them

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<v Speaker 1>out some time. Um Memorial Day weekend, y'all just chilled out.

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<v Speaker 1>I didn't go into the beach. I noticed that Charleston's

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<v Speaker 1>water is getting a little bit prettier, so I might

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<v Speaker 1>go down and one day and put my feet in.

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<v Speaker 1>I don't know, but the beach was really packed, a

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<v Speaker 1>lot of nice families. But I went out. I went

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<v Speaker 1>to the bathroom, and when I came back to where

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<v Speaker 1>we were seated, we went to Coconut Joe's. Though, the

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<v Speaker 1>white people that was up there taking pictures and ship

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<v Speaker 1>basically was taking their pictures like this, one to three racists,

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<v Speaker 1>and this is how they were blatantly being disrespectful. They

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<v Speaker 1>were saying racist like you know, I traveled the city

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<v Speaker 1>with a book bag. Every place I go, I got

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<v Speaker 1>this motherfucking book bag, and it's for this type of activity. Okay,

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<v Speaker 1>So where were you at? Were you on Sullivan's Island,

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<v Speaker 1>on Sullivan's Island on the beach. You know, we got

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<v Speaker 1>different islands, and y'all you got Sullivan's, you got um

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<v Speaker 1>Ala Palms, so there's also Sullivan's Island. We were actually

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<v Speaker 1>on Ali Palms at Coconut Joe's. Y'all be careful a

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<v Speaker 1>lot here because these motherfucker's they're getting real and they

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<v Speaker 1>don't even really want no problems for real. They just

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<v Speaker 1>want to be disrespectful. And a lot of times people

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<v Speaker 1>only respect disrespect, so they'd be waiting, they'd be waiting

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<v Speaker 1>to get spanked. That's all I can say. But other

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<v Speaker 1>than that, I enjoyed my weekend. I had fun. Well,

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<v Speaker 1>I went to Atlanta, where I was in McDonough. I

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<v Speaker 1>think um from my nieces. My niece graduated from high

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<v Speaker 1>school and this was the biggest high school graduation I

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<v Speaker 1>ever seen in my life. We got there. First of all,

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<v Speaker 1>it was at a race car track. It was at

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<v Speaker 1>a race track. There was selling hot dogs and peanuts

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<v Speaker 1>and everything that you would have at a race track.

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<v Speaker 1>I've never seen this at a graduation in my life.

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<v Speaker 1>And it was about four hundred thirty seven graduates. It

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<v Speaker 1>was so many. We was out there from seven thirty

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<v Speaker 1>or ten o'clock watching the graduation. Was it hot? It was?

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<v Speaker 1>Luckily it was a nice evening and then had a

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<v Speaker 1>fireworks show at the end of the graduation, so it

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<v Speaker 1>was lit. But that's a lot of students. God damn. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>it was a lot of goddamn students. They're trying to

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<v Speaker 1>get these about it here now. I said, I was like,

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<v Speaker 1>am I should have brought my flask I have a

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<v Speaker 1>little awake right because I thought i'd be out there

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<v Speaker 1>by nine thirty. You know, it's at the ten o'clock.

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<v Speaker 1>Were still calling names. We're still in the w It

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<v Speaker 1>was an NP and we got out of there. It

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<v Speaker 1>was Yeah, it was an evening graduation, seven thirty to ten.

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<v Speaker 1>I never heard of it. I know it was crazy,

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<v Speaker 1>but we had a good time. You know, all the

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<v Speaker 1>family came out, had on T shirts with a little

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<v Speaker 1>face on it and stuff like that. I didn't have

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<v Speaker 1>one because I didn't order it any time. You know,

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<v Speaker 1>it was the last minute, right, And then I flew

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<v Speaker 1>back to Charlotte and then uh no, no, I'm lying.

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<v Speaker 1>I drove back to Charlotte and then I went to

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<v Speaker 1>a slipping slide party at my friend's house. It was

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<v Speaker 1>that was a lot of fun. I didn't slip north

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<v Speaker 1>that I slide because I was moving around. I ain't

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<v Speaker 1>gonna get wet. But that was a good time. And

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<v Speaker 1>then the next day, um, I went to the Omni

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<v Speaker 1>Hotel to their pool and just sat out with my

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<v Speaker 1>gud baby and stuff like that. So it was kind

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<v Speaker 1>of like a chill vibes. It sounds funny. Family. I

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<v Speaker 1>remember having a slipping slide as a kid. I used

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<v Speaker 1>to love that fucking slipping slide. Yeah. That ship, that ship.

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<v Speaker 1>I wanted to get on it. If I didn't have

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<v Speaker 1>other plans after, I would have loved my my ass

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<v Speaker 1>down there. But but the Niggas was just like it

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<v Speaker 1>was like a lot of niggas kind of just like

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<v Speaker 1>standing around talking too. I ain't want to take my

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<v Speaker 1>cover up. All yeah, you have to flop that big

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<v Speaker 1>booty on the ground and a shake. I know that

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<v Speaker 1>was waiting on me to slide my ass down that

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<v Speaker 1>thing debit card reader at the end of the slipping

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<v Speaker 1>slide and fall. Y'all. Okay, what we got going on

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<v Speaker 1>is stupid ass internet news this week. Oh gosh, um,

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<v Speaker 1>what's the football player Ricky Ricky Um Williams. His name

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<v Speaker 1>Ricky will Ms and his wife. He's married to a

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<v Speaker 1>white woman. And there's a picture of him circulating and

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<v Speaker 1>looks kind of like get out to me, looks like

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<v Speaker 1>Toby the blue jean that blue jean shirt in the woods.

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<v Speaker 1>And she got on that slave own her head. Yes,

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<v Speaker 1>so his wife and he took Yeah, he took her

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<v Speaker 1>last name apparently to uh create balance and harmony in

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<v Speaker 1>their marriage. Gender equality. So instead of her taking his name,

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<v Speaker 1>he took his. And I just want somebody to find

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<v Speaker 1>that nigga and get a cup of tea and then

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<v Speaker 1>take the spoon and spending a bit and see if

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<v Speaker 1>y'all can help that nigga. Wake up, dog, This is

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<v Speaker 1>what Okay, how are we expect I guess he's not

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<v Speaker 1>concerned about generational wealth, not for just generational wealth for

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<v Speaker 1>individual black families. He's not of that thing, right, And

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<v Speaker 1>and the taken on this woman's this white woman's last name, dog,

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<v Speaker 1>that's really weird to me. A hundred years from now,

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<v Speaker 1>people are gonna be trying to figure out whether or

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<v Speaker 1>not you were black or white. Sir, that's really where

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<v Speaker 1>you headed at when you're doing something like this like

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<v Speaker 1>you have now do you do you exist anymore? Because

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<v Speaker 1>what he said was people kind of forgot that she exists,

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<v Speaker 1>so there's an imbalance in our relationship. He explained. One

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<v Speaker 1>of the ideas that popped into my mind it was

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<v Speaker 1>to take her last name. They the witchcraft on him.

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<v Speaker 1>You I, I just fucking know it. It ain't no

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<v Speaker 1>way because now you're non existent. Yeah, yeah, that's really weird.

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<v Speaker 1>But to each his own. But you know what, right

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<v Speaker 1>won't power to them? If you want to be uh

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<v Speaker 1>Mr mssrs I don't know what Mr mus not the

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<v Speaker 1>Mr business uhl did you see the We're Christian? Uh?

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<v Speaker 1>Chashan Rock and um blue face faced his mother and sister.

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<v Speaker 1>That ship broke my heart. I tag out ya vzon

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<v Speaker 1>under that ship so many yes, y'all love, we need you,

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<v Speaker 1>bit we don't need her, they need her them Listen

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<v Speaker 1>those motherfucker's this is a ship made me say yeah.

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<v Speaker 1>And it's like a real case of kids being raised

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<v Speaker 1>by the unraised, because why is your mother out there?

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<v Speaker 1>Then he put another video out her, out of his

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<v Speaker 1>mom slapping um, his pregnant baby mom at the time,

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<v Speaker 1>slapping food off the table in front of her like

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<v Speaker 1>this is just what they do. So I don't know

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<v Speaker 1>who to believe. Y'all all got fucking mental health issues

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<v Speaker 1>as far as I'm concerned, they just do not have

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<v Speaker 1>good conflict resolution. Seals clearly this little girl, like where

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<v Speaker 1>is your family? She needs to get far away from

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<v Speaker 1>him because what I did notice is how he put

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<v Speaker 1>her on camera to essentially incrimine herself. And he's gonna

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<v Speaker 1>play like he he didn't know what happened. You got this,

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<v Speaker 1>your sister's husband knocked out, sleeping on the ground. You're

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<v Speaker 1>trying to say to that who did it? So now

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<v Speaker 1>she doesn't even realize she's being played. He's putting her

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<v Speaker 1>on front streets to incriminate herself. So if there's any

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<v Speaker 1>fucking legal case that comes up. She admitted to do anything.

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<v Speaker 1>I see no other videos of no other man or

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<v Speaker 1>a woman aside from the mom and a sister saying

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<v Speaker 1>how they got beat up. Nobody else said. And this

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<v Speaker 1>girl already got cases traveling across the country with drugs

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<v Speaker 1>in his car and all this crazy stealing his range Rover,

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<v Speaker 1>so all the stuff she already got penned in. He

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<v Speaker 1>don't give a funk about her, like her family needs

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<v Speaker 1>to get her. This is a little girl, she's like

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<v Speaker 1>two years old. She just she just tatooed his whole

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<v Speaker 1>likeness girl right under her chin as far as up

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<v Speaker 1>to her. She's being trafficked. Okay, that's really I feel

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<v Speaker 1>that could not be my last. It couldn't be my

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<v Speaker 1>little sister. It couldn't be. But anyway, moving along from that,

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<v Speaker 1>stupidit each other, Gina V did He's Forever Side bitch.

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<v Speaker 1>She did an interview with the brands, the Jasmine brand, uh,

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<v Speaker 1>and she was talking about you know, she said that

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<v Speaker 1>Puff was so charming when they first met, and she

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<v Speaker 1>was she was so young and naive and just crazy

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<v Speaker 1>in love and it was so hard not to talk

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<v Speaker 1>to him. Um, she said she felt really, really bad,

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<v Speaker 1>and she did apologize to Cassie because she was cheating

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<v Speaker 1>with Diddy when him and Cassie were in a relationship. Um,

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<v Speaker 1>as far as a concerned did, he has always been

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<v Speaker 1>in open relationships. But I never felt like Diddy was

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<v Speaker 1>ever really with you. I never felt that way. And

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<v Speaker 1>then I mean, she still hasn't been upgraded to main

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<v Speaker 1>yet because now you just beefing with um young Miami

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<v Speaker 1>on the internet a couple of weeks ago. So Um,

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<v Speaker 1>she talked about you know, her being a girl girl

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<v Speaker 1>and women empowerment, and that's why she wanted to apologize

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<v Speaker 1>to Cassie. Girl Bye, we'll be having some fake as

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<v Speaker 1>women empowerment out here because women keep cheating going. Your

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<v Speaker 1>nigga cannot cheat unless there's a woman willing to compete,

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<v Speaker 1>unless there's a woman willing to compete. That's what it is.

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<v Speaker 1>I said what I said, Your man can't cheat unless

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<v Speaker 1>there's a woman willing to compete. That's just it. So

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<v Speaker 1>maybe we need to be like we're telling Nina that

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<v Speaker 1>they need to be, you know, my brother's keeper. We

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<v Speaker 1>need to be our sister's keeper. If we really for

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<v Speaker 1>women environment, while are you doing something that's gonna make

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<v Speaker 1>another woman cry. She ain't gonna know. This is our nigga.

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<v Speaker 1>She just don't know. But is not a monogamous man,

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<v Speaker 1>like never ever, So I expect all that ship out

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<v Speaker 1>of him, like and it's okay. I guess I feel

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<v Speaker 1>like he'd probably be pretty honest. I feel like casting

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<v Speaker 1>probably just got tied out of riggulmar row and got

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<v Speaker 1>the funk up out of there because right she wasn't

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<v Speaker 1>going to have the type of relationship she probably wanted

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<v Speaker 1>with him. Ultimately, did he put her on? Cassie? Was

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<v Speaker 1>he met her on? What was that platform back in

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<v Speaker 1>the day? My space? Is that your whole life? Yeah?

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<v Speaker 1>I thought Cassie was kind of already out here before,

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<v Speaker 1>did he? I mean, like acting she wasn't. No, I

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<v Speaker 1>had to look into that. I don't know. I wait

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<v Speaker 1>for you the answer. My cool Like that couldn't be saved.

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<v Speaker 1>Like did he put her on? Yeah? I used to

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<v Speaker 1>like that song. I ain't gonna laugh, but it was

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<v Speaker 1>like she was blowing you stupid else having a bit anything.

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<v Speaker 1>Joscelyn and her motherfucking titties Jostle. You remember she was

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<v Speaker 1>on our show, Josly did we talked back last year.

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<v Speaker 1>She definitely flashed up, flashed us with them titties, right,

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<v Speaker 1>y'all go check it out on YouTube. We blurred it now.

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<v Speaker 1>But those are good titties. Those are yeah, those are

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<v Speaker 1>very nice breast. Okay, I would be in my titties

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<v Speaker 1>look like that. I might be going them out there

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<v Speaker 1>every down. Yeah. She wear these little uh crop a

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<v Speaker 1>little half button up little shirts. So the tennis just

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<v Speaker 1>set up so she could just left him up right quick.

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<v Speaker 1>You got good titties too, should go ahead. These titties

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<v Speaker 1>are pretty nice now. But when we happening, when I

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<v Speaker 1>lose weight, they get deflated. They start, they like it's

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<v Speaker 1>the first thing that starts. My ship grew in, My

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<v Speaker 1>ship grew in low. I don't know what happened. I'm

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<v Speaker 1>gonna start doing push ups right now, because man, the

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<v Speaker 1>t start. How do you do? Mark Simpson, that's about titties.

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<v Speaker 1>Be sad so sad um so. Also the listen soldier

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<v Speaker 1>Boys said that he feels like the older generation failed

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<v Speaker 1>the younger generation by not sharing knowledge. He said, y'all

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<v Speaker 1>not kicking back no knowledge to the young niggas. I

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<v Speaker 1>agree with him, but are these young niggas. That's not

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<v Speaker 1>just in the music industry, that's all over the world. Ramp. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>do these young niggas even want to hear it? That's

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<v Speaker 1>what I was about to say, like all y'all, y'all

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<v Speaker 1>young men out here acting like y'all are above reproach,

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<v Speaker 1>reproach like nobody can say nothing, y'all. And because what's that?

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<v Speaker 1>What's that podcast? Million dollars worth? The game? He always

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<v Speaker 1>be trying to drop jewels and niggas there like yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>whatever exactly. And this is a man who spent twenty

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<v Speaker 1>five years in prison from doing dumb, so he'd really

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<v Speaker 1>be all head trying to speak to the youth, trying

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<v Speaker 1>to save save these niggas lives. But listen, them don't

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<v Speaker 1>want to be saved. I feel like that look at

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<v Speaker 1>the look at Gunna then he was, wasn't he talking

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<v Speaker 1>to them? Episode? Now they are saying that young Thug

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<v Speaker 1>is connected to fifty homicides in Atlanta. Yeah fifty all right,

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<v Speaker 1>all right. As much as I want to be holling

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<v Speaker 1>free thug, if he killed, if he's connected, if he

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<v Speaker 1>really had fifty niggas killed, he's a minister society. Honestly,

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<v Speaker 1>and I also, um, I know people you know online

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<v Speaker 1>is based on that's a lot of niggas online. I

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<v Speaker 1>know it's based off probably a tax records and stuff

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<v Speaker 1>like that. But it's saying that he's young thugs only

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<v Speaker 1>worth like eight million dollars or something like that. I

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<v Speaker 1>really don't feel like that's enough money to get off,

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<v Speaker 1>not with this type of ship, but not with not

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<v Speaker 1>fifty people. And y'all be like, well, what did those

0:14:52.280 --> 0:14:55.400
<v Speaker 1>people do? Fifty people? Fuck y'all, they ain't doing enough

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<v Speaker 1>for him to be out in free right if it's true,

0:14:59.040 --> 0:15:02.520
<v Speaker 1>it's allegedly, if it's true, like it's not, okay, can

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<v Speaker 1>just be out here killing people, taking people children away.

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<v Speaker 1>That's a bit much. It's a bit much for me.

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<v Speaker 1>Um oh. And one other thing I wanted to mention.

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<v Speaker 1>Um but it is free thug until he's been proven guilty. Nigga,

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<v Speaker 1>Your nigga got thirty years. You're gonna be saying that

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<v Speaker 1>until y'all and got damn uh nursing home and you're

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<v Speaker 1>nigga coming home in the future. Okay, they just coming

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<v Speaker 1>home like life. Like I hate that movie. It makes

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<v Speaker 1>me cry, it makes I love it, but it exposes

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<v Speaker 1>like how we went from slavery to now we still

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<v Speaker 1>got the thirteenth Amendment? What makes it? What makes it up?

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<v Speaker 1>What makes it okay to give black men this type

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<v Speaker 1>of time. Those men on that movie they went to

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<v Speaker 1>prison for nothing, right, and that happens and it's still

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<v Speaker 1>happening to Yes, like a lot of men end up

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<v Speaker 1>in jail over some real bullshit, like petty crimes, Like

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<v Speaker 1>America has the biggest jail population at the world and

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<v Speaker 1>we're not the biggest slavery. Yes, that's all it is.

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<v Speaker 1>But one nigga that does need to be in jail

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<v Speaker 1>is this fool at Popeye's and Georgia who punched a

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<v Speaker 1>sixteen year old worker in the face. Did you see that? Yes?

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<v Speaker 1>She she was trying to clock out apparently, and I

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<v Speaker 1>guess he's said it one time for her to go

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<v Speaker 1>because he punched her in her mouth. And I was

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<v Speaker 1>so upset when I seen that, Like what kind of

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<v Speaker 1>who are they hiring that? Exactly? So, this guy, Marquez J.

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<v Speaker 1>Shawn Smith, he's been arrested for cruelty to children in

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<v Speaker 1>the first degree in Georgia, as he should because it

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<v Speaker 1>couldn't be my child, because I'll be arrested for damn

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<v Speaker 1>murder pull. I'm put right up to that Popeyees and

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<v Speaker 1>beat your ass up and give you a two piece.

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<v Speaker 1>I ain't come to get two pieces of dry. Look.

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<v Speaker 1>First of all, Popeyes get on my damn nerves. I

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<v Speaker 1>literally only eat the apple pies from Popeyes. And why

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<v Speaker 1>every time I go to Popeyes, I gotta wait seven minutes?

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<v Speaker 1>Always got y'all sllies are not. I don't never go

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<v Speaker 1>to Popeyes. Girls don't. Don't apple pies be busting? Okay,

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<v Speaker 1>I can see you that drive to putting your phone

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<v Speaker 1>on meat because you want nobody know you ordered apple

0:17:30.800 --> 0:17:33.879
<v Speaker 1>pies from pop Eyes. Like, and I'd be like, listen,

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<v Speaker 1>y'all fried this in the chicken grease because if so,

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<v Speaker 1>it's still because if so, I'm not buying that ship.

0:17:40.520 --> 0:17:42.359
<v Speaker 1>Because some of these people be putting their French fries

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<v Speaker 1>in the chicken grease. Popeyes put their French fries in

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<v Speaker 1>the chicken grease. I don't know if y'all know any

0:17:46.720 --> 0:17:48.760
<v Speaker 1>vegans out there who'll be trying trying to just get

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<v Speaker 1>fries from somewhere. You bet only eat Chick fil A.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm sick of y'all vegans, some of y'all be lying.

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<v Speaker 1>Steve sneaking meat out the pot everything. I went to

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<v Speaker 1>the post like I would. Yeah, because it's true that

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<v Speaker 1>she was hilarious. Because it's true. I went to a

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<v Speaker 1>football game with my vegan friend and she had a

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<v Speaker 1>saucer dog with me. I'm like, I didn't say that,

0:18:12.880 --> 0:18:16.040
<v Speaker 1>but I was looking like eating the whole sauce dog.

0:18:16.359 --> 0:18:18.520
<v Speaker 1>But you had never seen me eat no chicken. You

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<v Speaker 1>had never seen me eating no real live meat like that.

0:18:21.680 --> 0:18:26.680
<v Speaker 1>Now some shrimp fish easy, now, Okay, Now that's different.

0:18:26.720 --> 0:18:29.240
<v Speaker 1>That's some different meat I do. I do like that

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<v Speaker 1>type of meat. But let's get into today show, y'all.

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<v Speaker 1>This is the trade show today, okay, And we didn't

0:18:37.720 --> 0:18:41.920
<v Speaker 1>talk about stocks, all right, so come back, we're about

0:18:41.920 --> 0:18:44.600
<v Speaker 1>to go to commercial. Come back and listen to the

0:18:44.640 --> 0:18:54.240
<v Speaker 1>trade show. M all right, y'all, So remember what we

0:18:54.320 --> 0:18:56.960
<v Speaker 1>mentioned before the break. Let's get into it. We do

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<v Speaker 1>have a special guest on we talked back this week

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<v Speaker 1>to help us, um, you know, dissect this. Why are

0:19:05.520 --> 0:19:09.879
<v Speaker 1>you covering your face? See, yall, we got got a

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<v Speaker 1>friend of the show, Big Ce, not to be confused

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<v Speaker 1>with the little one. Okay, introduce yourself, Big c h Um,

0:19:21.000 --> 0:19:27.920
<v Speaker 1>Big you can't. Big can't tell us nothing about himself

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<v Speaker 1>because he wants to remain anonymous in this whole conversation.

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<v Speaker 1>Understandably so, because we are about to go there. And

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<v Speaker 1>when it comes to the trade, Yeah, my personal trade

0:19:39.960 --> 0:19:42.680
<v Speaker 1>told me I had to go in anonymously. Oh your

0:19:42.760 --> 0:19:45.320
<v Speaker 1>personal trade. And see that's the thing. We can't even

0:19:45.400 --> 0:19:48.080
<v Speaker 1>get any trade to join us. And how why do

0:19:48.080 --> 0:19:51.080
<v Speaker 1>you think that this ship from the sideline trade? Right?

0:19:51.760 --> 0:19:54.720
<v Speaker 1>I'm confused for all our listeners who don't know what

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<v Speaker 1>a trade or the trade is, can you explain that? Um? Well,

0:20:00.520 --> 0:20:02.879
<v Speaker 1>I know that I heard earlier you say something about

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<v Speaker 1>what's the difference between the yell and trade? It's pretty

0:20:04.880 --> 0:20:08.639
<v Speaker 1>much the same thing. Um. I think that trade is

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<v Speaker 1>a little friendlier, like a little more uh. They kind

0:20:14.440 --> 0:20:17.440
<v Speaker 1>of they go after it a little more. D L

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<v Speaker 1>is kind of like in the cuts in the crevices

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<v Speaker 1>of the internet like that, you know what I mean.

0:20:23.480 --> 0:20:25.639
<v Speaker 1>They don't be out in public like trade, or come

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<v Speaker 1>up to me in public or you know what I mean.

0:20:27.119 --> 0:20:29.640
<v Speaker 1>I start a conversation with you. A lot of times

0:20:30.000 --> 0:20:33.800
<v Speaker 1>the trade sales weed and that's how they ringing or

0:20:34.160 --> 0:20:38.359
<v Speaker 1>you know, little things like that. Yeah, try to weed

0:20:38.480 --> 0:20:40.440
<v Speaker 1>man a lot of times. I'm in a lot of

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<v Speaker 1>trade weaving. Yo. Okay, let's be clear. So a trade

0:20:47.080 --> 0:20:50.879
<v Speaker 1>is generally a man who is gay. He may just

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<v Speaker 1>be a little bit more discreet. Is that a matter

0:20:55.760 --> 0:20:59.960
<v Speaker 1>where you're putting it? And tail man oftentimes probably had

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<v Speaker 1>the family, a girlfriend. He doesn't want He's insecure about

0:21:03.400 --> 0:21:08.359
<v Speaker 1>his sexuality. He doesn't want to know he's gay. But

0:21:08.440 --> 0:21:10.600
<v Speaker 1>trade don't want nobody to know that gay either. They

0:21:10.600 --> 0:21:12.160
<v Speaker 1>don't want about to know the game either. But they're

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<v Speaker 1>not as hyper paranoid and hyper like you know. I mean,

0:21:15.400 --> 0:21:18.280
<v Speaker 1>they'll be friends with your they'll talk to you. They're

0:21:18.280 --> 0:21:21.280
<v Speaker 1>just discreet about what they do. Where does the term

0:21:21.320 --> 0:21:23.520
<v Speaker 1>trade come from though, Because someone told me that it

0:21:23.560 --> 0:21:26.600
<v Speaker 1>means like they if you out them, they'll trade your life,

0:21:26.640 --> 0:21:32.239
<v Speaker 1>their life for yours. I've never heard that. Yeah, so

0:21:32.280 --> 0:21:35.000
<v Speaker 1>what what do you know where the term comes from? Um?

0:21:35.040 --> 0:21:37.840
<v Speaker 1>I'm pretty sure the gay community came up with it,

0:21:38.400 --> 0:21:41.320
<v Speaker 1>but I don't necessarily know like the original of it,

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<v Speaker 1>Like I don't like, yeah, I don't have the gay

0:21:43.760 --> 0:21:50.359
<v Speaker 1>history books. I was just boring into this ship. Ivan

0:21:50.400 --> 0:21:59.000
<v Speaker 1>gates his okay right and saw another definition of trade.

0:21:59.200 --> 0:22:02.600
<v Speaker 1>I also was that, um, it may be a man

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<v Speaker 1>that again is gay, right but doesn't appear to be gay. Again,

0:22:07.800 --> 0:22:11.600
<v Speaker 1>leaning too more is being more discreet. I don't want

0:22:11.640 --> 0:22:15.920
<v Speaker 1>women take a fuse trade with download because download men

0:22:16.880 --> 0:22:21.560
<v Speaker 1>are the scary ones, right because he down like you said,

0:22:21.560 --> 0:22:24.800
<v Speaker 1>Downlotle men can have family and children and active their women.

0:22:24.840 --> 0:22:28.679
<v Speaker 1>A lot of trade men they may miss with women,

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<v Speaker 1>but they don't. They have families and they don't go

0:22:33.720 --> 0:22:36.199
<v Speaker 1>that far with it. They kind of they kind of

0:22:36.200 --> 0:22:37.879
<v Speaker 1>like the straight guy that don't got a girlfriend, you

0:22:37.920 --> 0:22:42.399
<v Speaker 1>know what I'm saying. So, as a gay man, do

0:22:42.600 --> 0:22:49.400
<v Speaker 1>you deal with bisexual women men out about okay? Because

0:22:49.520 --> 0:22:54.080
<v Speaker 1>I think openly bisexual? Are they typically not openly bial

0:22:55.560 --> 0:22:57.880
<v Speaker 1>black man in our community? I feel like it's hard

0:22:57.920 --> 0:23:00.040
<v Speaker 1>to be openly bisexual. You have to be one of

0:23:00.119 --> 0:23:06.000
<v Speaker 1>the other typically not Um. I know it's probably gonna

0:23:06.000 --> 0:23:08.679
<v Speaker 1>sound crazy, but the kind of guy that I like

0:23:09.680 --> 0:23:13.480
<v Speaker 1>isn't the guy that is open and you know what

0:23:13.520 --> 0:23:17.880
<v Speaker 1>I mean. So it's kind of hard to date and

0:23:17.880 --> 0:23:22.000
<v Speaker 1>stuff because you don't typically want the guy to be

0:23:22.960 --> 0:23:27.000
<v Speaker 1>on know own game. I just like a I like mascaling.

0:23:27.640 --> 0:23:34.399
<v Speaker 1>I like trades. I like I it's wrong. I prefer like.

0:23:34.440 --> 0:23:37.439
<v Speaker 1>I don't want nobody like switching and popping in you

0:23:37.480 --> 0:23:41.520
<v Speaker 1>know what you want mascal man. I like masculinity, yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>but that's the purpose of me and day like if

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<v Speaker 1>I wanted a female the same way about Like if

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<v Speaker 1>I were to be a lesbian, right I would get

0:23:49.480 --> 0:23:51.760
<v Speaker 1>I don't know do I don't even want a woman

0:23:51.800 --> 0:23:53.720
<v Speaker 1>that's pretending to be a man. I would just want

0:23:53.720 --> 0:23:57.200
<v Speaker 1>the man, right, But I guess if I would like woman,

0:23:57.280 --> 0:23:59.040
<v Speaker 1>That's what I'm saying. If I were a gay woman,

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<v Speaker 1>I would like a woman, a regular woman. If I would, yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>me too. That's that's my preference, not saying that. Um.

0:24:07.480 --> 0:24:09.479
<v Speaker 1>You know, just I don't know what you call me

0:24:09.560 --> 0:24:11.879
<v Speaker 1>in my gig. If I like fuck girls when I

0:24:11.920 --> 0:24:17.879
<v Speaker 1>drink tequila sometime lipstick, they call your lipstick lesbians because

0:24:17.880 --> 0:24:20.280
<v Speaker 1>you're you're like your girly and you already you know,

0:24:20.720 --> 0:24:23.680
<v Speaker 1>get dressed up a nice on this. It's so much

0:24:23.720 --> 0:24:27.040
<v Speaker 1>more acceptable for you for accidentally end up eating her

0:24:27.080 --> 0:24:30.480
<v Speaker 1>couchievn one night. But then I'm you know that don't

0:24:30.480 --> 0:24:32.760
<v Speaker 1>make me gay? Why was it? Because you know I

0:24:32.800 --> 0:24:42.040
<v Speaker 1>never tried it before, so you haven't had oysters. But

0:24:42.119 --> 0:24:45.560
<v Speaker 1>I don't like slimery ship like oyster and clams. The

0:24:45.680 --> 0:24:48.640
<v Speaker 1>only like slimery ship I'm about to eat. I might

0:24:48.720 --> 0:24:54.879
<v Speaker 1>even dry snails. One day, I'm thirty five. When I

0:24:54.920 --> 0:24:58.600
<v Speaker 1>turned eighteen, this guy named Said took me to a

0:24:58.680 --> 0:25:03.400
<v Speaker 1>strip club. Um, I just I shouldn't have been with said,

0:25:03.560 --> 0:25:05.840
<v Speaker 1>But I went to the strip club said. It was

0:25:05.840 --> 0:25:12.120
<v Speaker 1>Studio fifty four. You remember that town, definitely remember. And

0:25:12.800 --> 0:25:14.800
<v Speaker 1>it was the first time my life actually seeing like

0:25:20.880 --> 0:25:25.000
<v Speaker 1>and I don't know if it was the right because

0:25:25.119 --> 0:25:31.119
<v Speaker 1>it was like black in it like baking strips. After

0:25:31.160 --> 0:25:36.680
<v Speaker 1>that it was you know, no, you stopped eating baking.

0:25:37.440 --> 0:25:41.040
<v Speaker 1>I traded a baking infa sausage. Now you should have

0:25:41.080 --> 0:25:43.360
<v Speaker 1>went to a better strip club now out of town somewhere.

0:25:44.200 --> 0:25:48.000
<v Speaker 1>She had glasses too, and was sp cute girls this

0:25:48.040 --> 0:25:50.800
<v Speaker 1>girl had, I remember, I remember that this Thingly she

0:25:50.880 --> 0:25:53.960
<v Speaker 1>had glasses and she had a shrimp cocktail, not a ponytail,

0:25:54.000 --> 0:25:57.520
<v Speaker 1>but a shrimp cocktail. That was okay, that's a bitch

0:25:57.640 --> 0:25:59.639
<v Speaker 1>that had to strip you. You needed to go to

0:25:59.640 --> 0:26:03.080
<v Speaker 1>someplace for women who really like do this ship, because

0:26:03.080 --> 0:26:06.600
<v Speaker 1>that sounds like somebody who got a strip to eat.

0:26:06.320 --> 0:26:10.000
<v Speaker 1>I have, since then you was gonna find a problem

0:26:10.000 --> 0:26:16.200
<v Speaker 1>with Couci anyway, want or not. She could have been

0:26:16.359 --> 0:26:19.439
<v Speaker 1>beautiful pussy, looking like a rainbow and the sky. You're like,

0:26:20.400 --> 0:26:25.000
<v Speaker 1>that's how I always tell people that my fascination when women,

0:26:25.680 --> 0:26:28.440
<v Speaker 1>or even my idea of thinking of dating women or

0:26:28.480 --> 0:26:30.840
<v Speaker 1>whatever died with Alia and the plane crash, because she

0:26:30.920 --> 0:26:34.679
<v Speaker 1>was definitely like my ideal, like a woman that's like

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<v Speaker 1>the only woman I could say, like I really actually

0:26:36.640 --> 0:26:43.480
<v Speaker 1>had like attracted too, and I had sexual thoughts about pictures, posters,

0:26:43.480 --> 0:26:45.840
<v Speaker 1>like I was like literally obsessed with and then that's it.

0:26:45.960 --> 0:26:49.159
<v Speaker 1>No other woman. It's not a beautiful on thing. But

0:26:49.200 --> 0:26:51.639
<v Speaker 1>I'm just saying like from that point and then you know,

0:26:51.680 --> 0:26:55.960
<v Speaker 1>of course I just started discovering the trade that I

0:26:56.000 --> 0:26:58.200
<v Speaker 1>want to go back to that I love it too. Yeah,

0:26:58.240 --> 0:26:59.919
<v Speaker 1>me too, Okay, but I want to go back to that.

0:27:00.000 --> 0:27:01.800
<v Speaker 1>So I do have a friend who did confide in

0:27:01.880 --> 0:27:04.679
<v Speaker 1>me once that you know, when he was a little younger,

0:27:04.920 --> 0:27:08.760
<v Speaker 1>he would funk with DL men a lot, and it

0:27:08.960 --> 0:27:11.480
<v Speaker 1>was more so about like the sneakiness of it all,

0:27:12.240 --> 0:27:14.679
<v Speaker 1>like the that's what turned them on about it, Like

0:27:14.760 --> 0:27:18.679
<v Speaker 1>them having a sneak to do it. You had the

0:27:18.720 --> 0:27:22.280
<v Speaker 1>thrill of it for me a boy in your house

0:27:22.520 --> 0:27:26.480
<v Speaker 1>when you a kid, like you know, when you're sneaking around. No,

0:27:26.560 --> 0:27:29.159
<v Speaker 1>just that's with a guy who has a wife. I

0:27:29.240 --> 0:27:31.879
<v Speaker 1>snuck out. No, I don't do that. I didn't sneak in.

0:27:31.960 --> 0:27:33.720
<v Speaker 1>I snuck out not to sneak of me and I

0:27:33.720 --> 0:27:39.560
<v Speaker 1>snuck out. Yeah, I was out. The weed man is

0:27:39.600 --> 0:27:43.920
<v Speaker 1>always the weed man, right, But the thrills, the thrill

0:27:43.960 --> 0:27:46.959
<v Speaker 1>of it for me, that's kind of non existent for me,

0:27:47.080 --> 0:27:49.640
<v Speaker 1>just simply because, um, gay you feel what I'm saying,

0:27:49.680 --> 0:27:51.440
<v Speaker 1>so you know, thrill or for me, you know what

0:27:51.480 --> 0:27:53.200
<v Speaker 1>I'm saying, I'm going what I need to do. For you,

0:27:53.520 --> 0:27:55.920
<v Speaker 1>it may be adrenaline rush in the thrill because you

0:27:55.960 --> 0:27:59.120
<v Speaker 1>know you've got all this riding on it. But I'm

0:27:59.119 --> 0:28:02.080
<v Speaker 1>a little different though, So I may be a little

0:28:02.080 --> 0:28:06.439
<v Speaker 1>different from a lot of gay guys because, um, you know,

0:28:06.480 --> 0:28:08.880
<v Speaker 1>a lot of the mass stories about like getting bullied

0:28:09.040 --> 0:28:10.920
<v Speaker 1>and you know, coming up a certain kind of way,

0:28:10.960 --> 0:28:12.680
<v Speaker 1>and that just wasn't never my story, Like you know

0:28:12.680 --> 0:28:14.879
<v Speaker 1>what I'm saying. If anything, I was the bully, you

0:28:14.920 --> 0:28:16.520
<v Speaker 1>know what I'm saying. Growing up and stuff like that,

0:28:16.560 --> 0:28:18.840
<v Speaker 1>so I didn't really necessarily have to deal with that.

0:28:19.480 --> 0:28:21.879
<v Speaker 1>So a lot of my straight friends and tim probably

0:28:21.920 --> 0:28:23.919
<v Speaker 1>to contested this, Like a lot of my friends my

0:28:23.960 --> 0:28:25.840
<v Speaker 1>homeboards are straight guys, you know what I mean. And

0:28:26.080 --> 0:28:28.159
<v Speaker 1>you know, I really I don't really have any gay friends.

0:28:28.160 --> 0:28:29.960
<v Speaker 1>My only gay friend lives in New York, so I

0:28:30.000 --> 0:28:32.280
<v Speaker 1>don't see him a lot, and I don't I don't

0:28:32.280 --> 0:28:34.600
<v Speaker 1>go to gay clubs, and you know, for me having

0:28:34.600 --> 0:28:37.600
<v Speaker 1>to find the kind of guys that I like, it,

0:28:37.600 --> 0:28:39.360
<v Speaker 1>it will technically have to they would have to find

0:28:39.360 --> 0:28:41.920
<v Speaker 1>me in the streets. So they would have to, you know,

0:28:42.000 --> 0:28:45.360
<v Speaker 1>be bold enough to hit me up because I'm not

0:28:45.440 --> 0:28:48.320
<v Speaker 1>like in the arenas, in the areas where the guys

0:28:48.320 --> 0:28:51.040
<v Speaker 1>are openly gay, yard you know, they will be willing

0:28:51.080 --> 0:28:52.520
<v Speaker 1>to come talk to me because I'm not in the

0:28:52.520 --> 0:28:58.640
<v Speaker 1>clubs or anything like that. So it's difficult and a

0:28:58.640 --> 0:29:00.440
<v Speaker 1>lot of times, like some of my friends ends, they'd

0:29:00.440 --> 0:29:02.960
<v Speaker 1>be like, oh, you know this guy is gay. Because

0:29:02.960 --> 0:29:05.760
<v Speaker 1>I meet a lot of friends, right because I do

0:29:06.160 --> 0:29:09.720
<v Speaker 1>things in entertainment, A lot of people come for my

0:29:09.800 --> 0:29:12.920
<v Speaker 1>services on my advice and things like that. You know,

0:29:13.040 --> 0:29:15.560
<v Speaker 1>with what I do entertainment, and you know, we start

0:29:15.600 --> 0:29:17.560
<v Speaker 1>off these friendships, and then my friends were like, he

0:29:17.680 --> 0:29:19.720
<v Speaker 1>like you, He's not gonna sit on the phone with

0:29:19.760 --> 0:29:22.120
<v Speaker 1>you for three or four hours if he didn't like you.

0:29:22.320 --> 0:29:24.720
<v Speaker 1>He's gay, he's this, he's that, and I'm like, no, no,

0:29:24.840 --> 0:29:29.600
<v Speaker 1>it's not true. And then months months later he's like, oh, yeah,

0:29:29.640 --> 0:29:32.760
<v Speaker 1>I like you the type ship. So it literally always happened.

0:29:32.800 --> 0:29:35.440
<v Speaker 1>So now it's just like I've been looking for the signs.

0:29:36.040 --> 0:29:39.720
<v Speaker 1>The signs be the questions started to come about, like whatso,

0:29:40.800 --> 0:29:44.760
<v Speaker 1>why why are you gay? Or like how does it feel?

0:29:44.960 --> 0:29:50.440
<v Speaker 1>Or they start asking questions like that. It's you know,

0:29:51.400 --> 0:29:54.840
<v Speaker 1>they're trying to like experience different parts of their own sexuality.

0:29:54.880 --> 0:29:57.440
<v Speaker 1>It's not wrong with that. I don't right, right, but

0:29:57.520 --> 0:29:59.719
<v Speaker 1>I don't heard you know, stole a couple of my niggas.

0:29:59.760 --> 0:30:03.560
<v Speaker 1>So I don't like that. I said, I don't heard

0:30:03.560 --> 0:30:08.080
<v Speaker 1>you know a couple of my niggas out here. Okay,

0:30:08.760 --> 0:30:12.440
<v Speaker 1>big seat, not the little one. Okay, listen, y'all. It's

0:30:12.480 --> 0:30:16.360
<v Speaker 1>so crazy because I don't have the in an NBA player,

0:30:17.120 --> 0:30:20.840
<v Speaker 1>I don't have the dope boy street, you know what

0:30:20.840 --> 0:30:24.880
<v Speaker 1>I'm saying. So it's just it's there everywhere and every producer,

0:30:25.920 --> 0:30:28.680
<v Speaker 1>the rapper. No, you're going, okay, we're gonna leave that

0:30:28.720 --> 0:30:38.520
<v Speaker 1>one along. We'll talk because it was about three rappers. No,

0:30:38.640 --> 0:30:42.480
<v Speaker 1>let me see, yeah about three. I can't believe it, yeld,

0:30:42.560 --> 0:30:46.960
<v Speaker 1>I believe it because all right, you for me, like

0:30:47.400 --> 0:30:50.800
<v Speaker 1>you're a beautiful man, like you still give like some

0:30:50.960 --> 0:30:53.880
<v Speaker 1>masculine energy, but you still have a beautifulness like a

0:30:53.920 --> 0:30:56.960
<v Speaker 1>woman kind of in your like pretty face and stuff

0:30:57.040 --> 0:30:58.960
<v Speaker 1>like that. I can see where a nigga be like.

0:30:59.040 --> 0:31:01.640
<v Speaker 1>I like that. So my friend, right, the guy who

0:31:01.680 --> 0:31:04.720
<v Speaker 1>I said, um used the only funk with DL niggas,

0:31:04.840 --> 0:31:08.400
<v Speaker 1>he stopped because you know, he wasn't being chose. These

0:31:08.440 --> 0:31:12.760
<v Speaker 1>men are planning on never coming out the closet, the

0:31:12.880 --> 0:31:14.960
<v Speaker 1>d L. We're not talking about the trade right now, right,

0:31:15.480 --> 0:31:19.560
<v Speaker 1>they don't plan on ever coming out, So they'll never

0:31:19.680 --> 0:31:21.640
<v Speaker 1>choose you to be with them. You know what I'm saying,

0:31:21.640 --> 0:31:25.440
<v Speaker 1>You'll always be in the shadows. Yeah, I mean, that's

0:31:25.600 --> 0:31:28.080
<v Speaker 1>that's what he was tired of. That's definitely has happened

0:31:28.120 --> 0:31:31.000
<v Speaker 1>to me, you know, obviously a bunch of times. But

0:31:31.160 --> 0:31:33.600
<v Speaker 1>on the flip side, like I get some guys and

0:31:33.600 --> 0:31:36.440
<v Speaker 1>they're like, who do you No, why do you know,

0:31:37.160 --> 0:31:40.160
<v Speaker 1>don't be acting crazy and it ain't know they're like

0:31:41.520 --> 0:31:43.680
<v Speaker 1>grabbing me by my shirt, calling in the club and

0:31:43.680 --> 0:31:46.560
<v Speaker 1>stuff like that, Like you don't want acting crazy now

0:31:47.000 --> 0:31:49.120
<v Speaker 1>it's weird now that that made you fall in love

0:31:49.160 --> 0:31:51.320
<v Speaker 1>with me. Now you're in the club snatching me up,

0:31:51.440 --> 0:31:56.880
<v Speaker 1>like and we supposed to be right. I want to

0:31:56.880 --> 0:32:01.640
<v Speaker 1>tell y'all so bad about the NBA guy because he

0:32:01.840 --> 0:32:06.600
<v Speaker 1>was a weird. He was a weird. Okay, so he

0:32:06.640 --> 0:32:10.720
<v Speaker 1>played for the Hawks, right, so this is like mm

0:32:10.840 --> 0:32:19.640
<v Speaker 1>hmm circa two thousand nineteens to like two thousand twenty

0:32:19.840 --> 0:32:24.520
<v Speaker 1>one ish. That was the range, right, And uh, we

0:32:24.600 --> 0:32:28.600
<v Speaker 1>had the same trainer in Atlanta. I was doing some

0:32:28.600 --> 0:32:31.680
<v Speaker 1>things in Atlanta. We had the same trainers, you know, yeah,

0:32:34.040 --> 0:32:39.160
<v Speaker 1>our trainer and uh, you know I would see him

0:32:39.280 --> 0:32:42.480
<v Speaker 1>at the at training all the time. And he was

0:32:42.520 --> 0:32:46.280
<v Speaker 1>having this party. And he never said anything to me

0:32:46.680 --> 0:32:48.880
<v Speaker 1>prior to this. It would just be like, hey about

0:32:48.920 --> 0:32:52.959
<v Speaker 1>you know when we see each other, um, and he

0:32:53.000 --> 0:32:55.000
<v Speaker 1>would uh, he was having this party. So he was

0:32:55.080 --> 0:32:56.960
<v Speaker 1>kind of going around and inviting people to the party,

0:32:57.000 --> 0:33:01.640
<v Speaker 1>like Regenated Carter and uh was any door name Zonique.

0:33:02.080 --> 0:33:05.160
<v Speaker 1>They were they were in the class he can't restraining

0:33:05.160 --> 0:33:07.480
<v Speaker 1>them as well, and so he was like, yeah, y'all

0:33:07.480 --> 0:33:08.560
<v Speaker 1>need to come in he to come. So then he

0:33:08.640 --> 0:33:11.800
<v Speaker 1>was like, you want to come to my apart too? Somebody? Okay? Cool?

0:33:11.960 --> 0:33:13.840
<v Speaker 1>So it's like, what's your number? So I got a

0:33:13.920 --> 0:33:15.240
<v Speaker 1>number that he sends to me like did a little

0:33:15.240 --> 0:33:18.080
<v Speaker 1>invitation and all that. So the day of the party comes,

0:33:18.400 --> 0:33:21.040
<v Speaker 1>so he hits me like are you coming sure? So

0:33:21.240 --> 0:33:22.760
<v Speaker 1>my home girl she didn't want to go with me

0:33:22.920 --> 0:33:25.920
<v Speaker 1>to his party, so I was like, damn, I gotta

0:33:25.960 --> 0:33:28.400
<v Speaker 1>go by myself. So I ended up like catching the

0:33:28.600 --> 0:33:30.760
<v Speaker 1>uber there or if I get there, and the party

0:33:30.840 --> 0:33:33.400
<v Speaker 1>is a vibe, like everybody's vibing and chilling or whatever.

0:33:33.760 --> 0:33:36.280
<v Speaker 1>So he ended up getting like a later and like

0:33:36.320 --> 0:33:39.160
<v Speaker 1>people were starting to leave and everything. So you know,

0:33:39.480 --> 0:33:41.600
<v Speaker 1>like I don't know if you guys like take ubers

0:33:41.600 --> 0:33:43.960
<v Speaker 1>to live with a lot of times, the later it gets,

0:33:44.040 --> 0:33:47.360
<v Speaker 1>the harder, the harder is to find a ride expensive

0:33:48.240 --> 0:33:51.320
<v Speaker 1>and more expensive. Right, he didn't live in Atlanta, like,

0:33:51.360 --> 0:33:53.760
<v Speaker 1>he stayed like in Woodstock or something like that, which

0:33:53.800 --> 0:33:57.479
<v Speaker 1>is like far, and so I would get like an

0:33:57.600 --> 0:33:59.320
<v Speaker 1>uber and then I guess they would see how far

0:33:59.320 --> 0:34:01.360
<v Speaker 1>it is and they would can so, so it just

0:34:01.440 --> 0:34:06.000
<v Speaker 1>was like, just spend a night. So I'm like, okay,

0:34:06.040 --> 0:34:10.280
<v Speaker 1>you know it's a sizeable houses. You know, it's cool.

0:34:11.560 --> 0:34:14.240
<v Speaker 1>Not catching any vibes. So the same friend that wouldn't

0:34:14.239 --> 0:34:18.120
<v Speaker 1>go with me was like, bitch, he's trying to Yeah.

0:34:18.480 --> 0:34:23.440
<v Speaker 1>I'm like, no, I can't be. So he goes, uh, well,

0:34:23.760 --> 0:34:27.280
<v Speaker 1>I'm hospitable. You can sleep in my bed and I'll

0:34:27.320 --> 0:34:30.960
<v Speaker 1>sleep downstairs on the couch. I'm like, no, bro, because

0:34:31.520 --> 0:34:33.560
<v Speaker 1>the thing is I barely knew him at this point,

0:34:33.640 --> 0:34:35.319
<v Speaker 1>you know what I mean, just hanging by and uh,

0:34:35.600 --> 0:34:37.520
<v Speaker 1>you know, at the gym, and you didn't get the

0:34:37.560 --> 0:34:40.640
<v Speaker 1>gay vibes from him. I didn't get the vibes. I didn't.

0:34:40.680 --> 0:34:43.640
<v Speaker 1>I didn't get the vibe. He's an official dl A trade.

0:34:44.440 --> 0:34:47.000
<v Speaker 1>I didn't get the back. So um, it was like,

0:34:47.000 --> 0:34:48.359
<v Speaker 1>now I want to put you to bed. I'll sleep

0:34:48.360 --> 0:34:50.560
<v Speaker 1>on the couch. He's like, no, she get in the bed.

0:34:51.000 --> 0:34:54.840
<v Speaker 1>This man changed the sheets everything. So I sleep in

0:34:54.840 --> 0:34:57.600
<v Speaker 1>the bed. I wake up. He's in the bed the

0:34:57.640 --> 0:35:01.040
<v Speaker 1>next morning, did not try anything, didn't do anything. He

0:35:01.120 --> 0:35:04.520
<v Speaker 1>just was in the bed. I felt like that was weird,

0:35:04.840 --> 0:35:08.719
<v Speaker 1>but nothing happened. So stay I was able to get

0:35:08.719 --> 0:35:12.440
<v Speaker 1>a ride out of there left right, So see him

0:35:12.440 --> 0:35:15.400
<v Speaker 1>again at the gym, like maybe two days later. He

0:35:15.520 --> 0:35:20.280
<v Speaker 1>said nothing to me, not hey, not by, not anything.

0:35:20.320 --> 0:35:23.640
<v Speaker 1>So now it's like weird, like why don't you say anything?

0:35:24.200 --> 0:35:26.279
<v Speaker 1>And I don't want to say nothing to me. But

0:35:26.320 --> 0:35:28.359
<v Speaker 1>it wasn't like romantic. It wasn't anything like he didn't

0:35:28.400 --> 0:35:30.960
<v Speaker 1>touch me, was nothing sexual, which just was I just

0:35:31.000 --> 0:35:33.680
<v Speaker 1>woke up and he was spinning bed dude. Uh and

0:35:33.800 --> 0:35:36.120
<v Speaker 1>so um, he didn't say anything to me. So me

0:35:36.200 --> 0:35:39.000
<v Speaker 1>and that same friend say her name again, I mean

0:35:39.040 --> 0:35:43.280
<v Speaker 1>that same friend. We ended up going to uh sweet Lounge,

0:35:43.280 --> 0:35:44.640
<v Speaker 1>just place called sweet, and I was saying like R

0:35:44.680 --> 0:35:47.440
<v Speaker 1>and B R and B Wednesdays, and I'm cool with

0:35:47.920 --> 0:35:50.600
<v Speaker 1>the producer who is kind of like the promoter for

0:35:50.640 --> 0:35:54.919
<v Speaker 1>that event. So we go. He's the guys there right,

0:35:55.960 --> 0:36:00.120
<v Speaker 1>Um he's there with um, y'all know his boyfriend has

0:36:00.160 --> 0:36:06.800
<v Speaker 1>been now they're like that's friends. I'm telling everything Google.

0:36:10.560 --> 0:36:18.799
<v Speaker 1>So they were there, so, um, I see him so right,

0:36:19.160 --> 0:36:22.799
<v Speaker 1>it's this guy that we we go. We was gonna

0:36:22.800 --> 0:36:24.560
<v Speaker 1>we go with like he got like this section, like

0:36:24.680 --> 0:36:27.120
<v Speaker 1>he has a section every R and B wins that

0:36:27.239 --> 0:36:28.799
<v Speaker 1>he got a sex in this lockland and we just

0:36:28.800 --> 0:36:30.360
<v Speaker 1>go there and tell his name and they let us in.

0:36:30.840 --> 0:36:33.440
<v Speaker 1>So we was with him. Yeah, I was talking to

0:36:33.560 --> 0:36:36.120
<v Speaker 1>him and he was bringing me drinks and stuff like that.

0:36:36.600 --> 0:36:40.640
<v Speaker 1>So I get a text from oh, boy, I'm gonna

0:36:40.640 --> 0:36:43.360
<v Speaker 1>tell y'all after after after this who he was or whatever.

0:36:43.560 --> 0:36:45.719
<v Speaker 1>But I gotta set some boy, thank you, because I

0:36:45.719 --> 0:36:47.400
<v Speaker 1>would have been one of the motherfucker's google and the

0:36:47.520 --> 0:36:50.480
<v Speaker 1>carry on you nobody seeing. And at this point, I

0:36:50.480 --> 0:36:53.080
<v Speaker 1>still don't know what he does, right, let's keep that

0:36:53.120 --> 0:36:55.040
<v Speaker 1>in mind. I still don't know he played in the NBA.

0:36:55.960 --> 0:36:58.680
<v Speaker 1>I didn't know anything. That's all I knew. So so

0:36:58.840 --> 0:37:01.200
<v Speaker 1>he texted me. He was like he was like, oh,

0:37:01.320 --> 0:37:03.560
<v Speaker 1>are you Are you with that guy? I know him?

0:37:03.800 --> 0:37:05.560
<v Speaker 1>And and I was like, you know, basically like what

0:37:05.600 --> 0:37:07.520
<v Speaker 1>you mean with He was like like, oh, y'all like

0:37:08.520 --> 0:37:10.919
<v Speaker 1>in a relationship and I'm saying, no, that's my own boy.

0:37:11.000 --> 0:37:12.759
<v Speaker 1>Like the man, the man that I was with, like

0:37:12.800 --> 0:37:14.600
<v Speaker 1>he got a whole wife and whish. I don't mean anything,

0:37:14.640 --> 0:37:18.120
<v Speaker 1>but it was nothing like that, Like he's really just cool.

0:37:18.480 --> 0:37:21.640
<v Speaker 1>He really was. He really was on my friend the

0:37:21.719 --> 0:37:24.319
<v Speaker 1>other guy. So he was like okay, because I heard

0:37:24.320 --> 0:37:27.800
<v Speaker 1>some things about him. He's like, okay, whatever that means.

0:37:28.160 --> 0:37:30.239
<v Speaker 1>So I'm just finally weird that you're texting me and

0:37:30.239 --> 0:37:31.680
<v Speaker 1>didn't even say nothing to me when I see you

0:37:31.719 --> 0:37:33.520
<v Speaker 1>at the gym, and you know, it was just weird.

0:37:33.840 --> 0:37:37.120
<v Speaker 1>So that was another weird part. So after that he

0:37:37.320 --> 0:37:39.759
<v Speaker 1>started to hit me up, started and invite me out

0:37:40.040 --> 0:37:42.439
<v Speaker 1>and do things. So we started hanging out. So then

0:37:42.440 --> 0:37:47.320
<v Speaker 1>the question started to come like yes, your dad, like

0:37:47.320 --> 0:37:50.920
<v Speaker 1>like does it hurt? Um? What made you that way?

0:37:51.320 --> 0:37:53.560
<v Speaker 1>Where you were listed like all of these different questions

0:37:53.600 --> 0:37:56.680
<v Speaker 1>or whatever. So now now being case since ninety six,

0:37:57.400 --> 0:38:00.000
<v Speaker 1>you start to see the signs of okay, well he's

0:38:00.160 --> 0:38:03.400
<v Speaker 1>too inquisitive because the real straight guy don't care. They

0:38:03.400 --> 0:38:04.759
<v Speaker 1>don't want to know if it hurt. They don't want

0:38:04.760 --> 0:38:06.080
<v Speaker 1>to know how to get down. They don't want to

0:38:06.640 --> 0:38:08.440
<v Speaker 1>And so we started some questions and that's one of

0:38:08.520 --> 0:38:12.160
<v Speaker 1>the light bulbs out coming off. So he was like, um,

0:38:13.280 --> 0:38:15.640
<v Speaker 1>that light bud would have been off when he when

0:38:15.640 --> 0:38:17.040
<v Speaker 1>he I woke up and he was in the bed

0:38:17.160 --> 0:38:19.120
<v Speaker 1>next to me, I would have been like, okay, I

0:38:19.200 --> 0:38:24.799
<v Speaker 1>see what time it is. Booboo. You're in a very

0:38:25.000 --> 0:38:28.920
<v Speaker 1>very dangerous position, right you don't ever want to assume.

0:38:30.760 --> 0:38:34.080
<v Speaker 1>So I never I. You will not find one guy

0:38:34.440 --> 0:38:38.239
<v Speaker 1>on planet Earth that had said that Big C came

0:38:38.320 --> 0:38:41.800
<v Speaker 1>on to them first. Big C put it out there first.

0:38:42.080 --> 0:38:45.680
<v Speaker 1>I always let them come to me. I always let

0:38:45.719 --> 0:38:50.960
<v Speaker 1>them because I say, you beat in your eyelashes at

0:38:50.960 --> 0:38:53.600
<v Speaker 1>the club looking about cut and smiling and joking with

0:38:53.680 --> 0:39:00.600
<v Speaker 1>these niggas, don't even I just say I didn't do that.

0:39:00.719 --> 0:39:07.320
<v Speaker 1>What I said was, I don't like I don't like April.

0:39:07.360 --> 0:39:10.600
<v Speaker 1>I wanna you know what I'm saying, April, I don't.

0:39:10.640 --> 0:39:13.040
<v Speaker 1>I don't do that because it can backfire on you

0:39:14.040 --> 0:39:16.080
<v Speaker 1>and you will never have fruit for evidence that I

0:39:16.280 --> 0:39:18.319
<v Speaker 1>came onto you and not none of that ship. So

0:39:18.480 --> 0:39:20.080
<v Speaker 1>I always allowed him to come first, so we can

0:39:20.080 --> 0:39:22.080
<v Speaker 1>play this game like I literally played the game with

0:39:22.239 --> 0:39:25.920
<v Speaker 1>with some guys for a year or two. Because you

0:39:25.960 --> 0:39:27.480
<v Speaker 1>don't want to say nothing, and I know what you

0:39:27.719 --> 0:39:29.560
<v Speaker 1>I know how you feel, but I'm not going to

0:39:29.600 --> 0:39:31.440
<v Speaker 1>say nothing. You're never gonna catch me in that space.

0:39:31.840 --> 0:39:35.879
<v Speaker 1>So boom. So then now he's like, um, one day

0:39:35.920 --> 0:39:38.160
<v Speaker 1>he's like, um, you know I gotta go out of town,

0:39:38.200 --> 0:39:41.359
<v Speaker 1>you know, work or whatever. Whatever. So he was like, Hey,

0:39:41.960 --> 0:39:46.399
<v Speaker 1>what's your Instagram, m m I gave my Instagram, so

0:39:46.480 --> 0:39:48.719
<v Speaker 1>he followed me, and I feel like he only did

0:39:48.760 --> 0:39:52.440
<v Speaker 1>that for me to see what he does. So I

0:39:52.680 --> 0:39:56.960
<v Speaker 1>followed him with him like, Okay, I never said nothing,

0:39:57.120 --> 0:39:59.520
<v Speaker 1>never said nothing, never said nothing. But the thing is

0:39:59.640 --> 0:40:02.200
<v Speaker 1>he he probably had a bad But here's me, here's

0:40:02.200 --> 0:40:05.120
<v Speaker 1>my thing. I'm not a basketball fan, right so if

0:40:05.160 --> 0:40:08.040
<v Speaker 1>you ain't like Kobe Lebron Michael, I don't know. You

0:40:08.960 --> 0:40:12.520
<v Speaker 1>know what I'm saying, So you play, but I don't.

0:40:12.920 --> 0:40:17.040
<v Speaker 1>I don't know. I don't clearly because you said Michael Michael,

0:40:17.080 --> 0:40:19.399
<v Speaker 1>like Michael Jordan's as. We're talking about a whole bunch

0:40:19.400 --> 0:40:21.759
<v Speaker 1>of niggas right now. I played basketball, this Nikkel bring

0:40:21.760 --> 0:40:25.600
<v Speaker 1>you know, Michael Jordan, what you what you know? Like

0:40:26.320 --> 0:40:30.760
<v Speaker 1>you know, like the staples of basketball, like the Michaels.

0:40:31.480 --> 0:40:34.480
<v Speaker 1>I'm not watching. So I don't know this guy and

0:40:34.520 --> 0:40:36.200
<v Speaker 1>that guy and this guy you know that's on the

0:40:36.200 --> 0:40:41.720
<v Speaker 1>team he cut. That's all I don't know. Um so

0:40:41.719 --> 0:40:45.400
<v Speaker 1>so um so I'm like, okay, you know, play basketball,

0:40:45.560 --> 0:40:49.839
<v Speaker 1>didn't mention anything of it. So then one faithful down

0:40:51.120 --> 0:40:54.799
<v Speaker 1>he was like, you never invite me to what you do.

0:40:55.360 --> 0:40:59.000
<v Speaker 1>So I'm like, so I invited him to a place

0:40:59.040 --> 0:41:02.680
<v Speaker 1>where I was working and he came and he was like, oh,

0:41:02.719 --> 0:41:05.480
<v Speaker 1>this is hot you dope. No, no, no no, no, or whatever.

0:41:05.920 --> 0:41:08.000
<v Speaker 1>Do you want to go back to my house tonight?

0:41:09.760 --> 0:41:12.120
<v Speaker 1>We could cook on the grill to chill, you know,

0:41:12.440 --> 0:41:14.040
<v Speaker 1>smoker little man, I wanna because you know, I'm a

0:41:14.080 --> 0:41:17.640
<v Speaker 1>pot head. And I'm like, okay, so I'll go back

0:41:17.680 --> 0:41:23.360
<v Speaker 1>to the house and we're listening to music and stuff

0:41:23.400 --> 0:41:25.200
<v Speaker 1>like that, and he's telling me his opinions on things

0:41:25.280 --> 0:41:29.080
<v Speaker 1>and all that, and so he's like, um. He was like,

0:41:29.120 --> 0:41:32.239
<v Speaker 1>so are you like involved with anyone right now? And

0:41:32.280 --> 0:41:34.799
<v Speaker 1>I'm like, I'm talking to people. He was like, so

0:41:35.040 --> 0:41:41.960
<v Speaker 1>when the last time you gave head? And I'm like, man,

0:41:41.960 --> 0:41:43.480
<v Speaker 1>a minute, because I don't really like doing that, Like

0:41:43.520 --> 0:41:46.040
<v Speaker 1>I'm not affer, that ain't my thing. I'll do it

0:41:47.280 --> 0:41:52.920
<v Speaker 1>either I love you, hell, I don't like it. And

0:41:52.960 --> 0:41:55.480
<v Speaker 1>if I'm very like that at it, I'd like to

0:41:55.520 --> 0:41:57.920
<v Speaker 1>do it because it makes me seething powerful in that moment,

0:41:57.920 --> 0:41:59.920
<v Speaker 1>like I feel like I got your whole life in mine.

0:42:00.040 --> 0:42:02.880
<v Speaker 1>That that's the true statement. Later, if I really like you,

0:42:02.960 --> 0:42:07.080
<v Speaker 1>then you know it's going down. I may suck you

0:42:07.120 --> 0:42:10.600
<v Speaker 1>into me. You know what I mean, but right, I

0:42:10.640 --> 0:42:12.600
<v Speaker 1>just I just ain't doing it. You just you know,

0:42:12.680 --> 0:42:14.719
<v Speaker 1>and if you pre come, right, you're just not giving

0:42:14.719 --> 0:42:17.359
<v Speaker 1>out ran If you pre come, no, I don't think

0:42:17.360 --> 0:42:20.040
<v Speaker 1>nobody forget about it. If you pre come, forget about it,

0:42:20.120 --> 0:42:28.480
<v Speaker 1>like it's not going to even if even if you

0:42:28.560 --> 0:42:30.360
<v Speaker 1>do it, you're not gonna You're not gonna later go

0:42:30.440 --> 0:42:36.600
<v Speaker 1>on my mouth. Even if you really like them, I

0:42:36.600 --> 0:42:39.239
<v Speaker 1>don't because I would throw up that ain't known but

0:42:39.320 --> 0:42:49.160
<v Speaker 1>a little LOVEX. Yeah, It's like I would not swallow that.

0:42:49.320 --> 0:42:56.960
<v Speaker 1>It just makes me. I can't do it. So so

0:42:57.160 --> 0:43:00.319
<v Speaker 1>he was like, um, so he was like we you know,

0:43:00.360 --> 0:43:05.359
<v Speaker 1>they say guys give the best head. And I said, oh,

0:43:05.360 --> 0:43:07.840
<v Speaker 1>I said who was they? He was like, oh, my

0:43:07.840 --> 0:43:14.840
<v Speaker 1>home boy said the homeboy, the same home boy. Remember

0:43:14.840 --> 0:43:17.200
<v Speaker 1>I say, I saw with the homeboy at the Sweet

0:43:17.280 --> 0:43:22.160
<v Speaker 1>Lound that homeboy told him right, So I'm like, well,

0:43:22.200 --> 0:43:25.719
<v Speaker 1>what y'all just doing discussing that for He was like, well,

0:43:26.200 --> 0:43:29.120
<v Speaker 1>there's some interest there. I don't know if I'll go

0:43:29.239 --> 0:43:32.640
<v Speaker 1>the whole way as far as intercourse, but I'm enterested.

0:43:33.000 --> 0:43:36.360
<v Speaker 1>I have been interested. And then he said that he

0:43:36.719 --> 0:43:41.719
<v Speaker 1>you know, watched the corn um you know. Side are

0:43:41.719 --> 0:43:43.520
<v Speaker 1>a lot of guys that I meet to say then

0:43:43.719 --> 0:43:45.359
<v Speaker 1>I'm like, well, what get you? What? What made you

0:43:45.400 --> 0:43:48.840
<v Speaker 1>want to walk this way? And they were like, I

0:43:49.000 --> 0:43:51.840
<v Speaker 1>s and I clicked on it and I've seen it

0:43:51.840 --> 0:43:54.279
<v Speaker 1>and it was interesting. I promised you. I've heard that

0:43:54.400 --> 0:43:57.240
<v Speaker 1>a thousand times. So a lot of these porn tabs

0:43:57.360 --> 0:44:01.080
<v Speaker 1>turning niggas out you. I mean, that's what it's meant

0:44:01.080 --> 0:44:03.480
<v Speaker 1>to do. That's why you're young. Kids should not be

0:44:03.520 --> 0:44:07.560
<v Speaker 1>watching porn and just desensitize you and just a bunch

0:44:07.600 --> 0:44:10.000
<v Speaker 1>of ships you ain't ready for. So that's what it's

0:44:10.000 --> 0:44:13.120
<v Speaker 1>supposed to do. So so so I'm like, so basically

0:44:13.160 --> 0:44:16.440
<v Speaker 1>you want me to do that? And she was like,

0:44:17.040 --> 0:44:23.319
<v Speaker 1>I mean, if you're down, like not really to it,

0:44:23.800 --> 0:44:25.279
<v Speaker 1>I would have been like, I like to get my

0:44:25.320 --> 0:44:29.040
<v Speaker 1>dick sucks, sir, but I don't. I'm gonna teest me

0:44:29.120 --> 0:44:38.960
<v Speaker 1>not okay, are you don't? Like? What do that mean that?

0:44:39.960 --> 0:44:44.200
<v Speaker 1>And if you and with intercourse, with intercourse, you know

0:44:44.360 --> 0:44:46.800
<v Speaker 1>everybody knows the G spot is in the name is

0:44:47.160 --> 0:44:50.600
<v Speaker 1>for a male. So if you know you're doing what

0:44:50.600 --> 0:44:56.240
<v Speaker 1>you're supposed to do out, you know, naturally have a

0:44:57.239 --> 0:45:04.480
<v Speaker 1>explosion without even touch, so I prefer to get mine

0:45:04.600 --> 0:45:09.600
<v Speaker 1>that way, you know. So uh so I was like,

0:45:10.840 --> 0:45:14.160
<v Speaker 1>I don't do it. So like he kept asking me, y'all,

0:45:14.200 --> 0:45:20.000
<v Speaker 1>so I feel bad for him. You gave him some

0:45:20.080 --> 0:45:35.080
<v Speaker 1>pity head. Yeah yeah, y'all. After that, that hooked. After

0:45:35.120 --> 0:45:39.120
<v Speaker 1>that like on me every day, sending car services for

0:45:39.200 --> 0:45:42.040
<v Speaker 1>me to come to the house or at this point,

0:45:42.080 --> 0:45:44.040
<v Speaker 1>it was like we can go out together, we can

0:45:44.080 --> 0:45:46.880
<v Speaker 1>go get something like it wasn't even nothing because like

0:45:46.960 --> 0:45:51.080
<v Speaker 1>she said, like I don't do too much, so you know, cool.

0:45:51.160 --> 0:45:54.680
<v Speaker 1>So you know a lot of guys gonna mind being y'all,

0:45:54.719 --> 0:45:58.520
<v Speaker 1>just comfortable. A lot of guys don't mind out with

0:45:58.600 --> 0:46:01.680
<v Speaker 1>me like that, even old, especially in my hometown, Like

0:46:01.719 --> 0:46:04.360
<v Speaker 1>everybody knows me from just being out and you know,

0:46:04.520 --> 0:46:07.600
<v Speaker 1>just being popular around the city. So it's not abnormal

0:46:07.920 --> 0:46:09.960
<v Speaker 1>for a straight guy to be communicated with me or

0:46:10.040 --> 0:46:12.319
<v Speaker 1>hanging with me, so people don't never think about it

0:46:12.360 --> 0:46:14.120
<v Speaker 1>like that. So that's why I say I've got a

0:46:14.160 --> 0:46:16.600
<v Speaker 1>little different because you know, when I talk to the

0:46:16.680 --> 0:46:20.560
<v Speaker 1>I talk to this one guy that does here out here, um,

0:46:20.600 --> 0:46:22.840
<v Speaker 1>and he was basically saying to me, like you know

0:46:22.840 --> 0:46:24.880
<v Speaker 1>what I mean. It's like i'd be ostracized, Like I

0:46:24.920 --> 0:46:26.960
<v Speaker 1>don't see how you get the coexists and go to

0:46:27.000 --> 0:46:28.840
<v Speaker 1>these clubs and stuff like that and be comfortable and

0:46:28.840 --> 0:46:30.759
<v Speaker 1>it's like it's just how it's always been, and like

0:46:30.800 --> 0:46:36.920
<v Speaker 1>I don't, I don't know. So a lot of stereotypes

0:46:37.800 --> 0:46:40.920
<v Speaker 1>in the ways that you know, gay people operating stuff.

0:46:40.920 --> 0:46:44.960
<v Speaker 1>It's a little different sometimes for me because it's different,

0:46:45.080 --> 0:46:46.840
<v Speaker 1>you know what I mean, Like I haven't, I haven't.

0:46:47.520 --> 0:46:49.000
<v Speaker 1>I don't have to move like I don't have to

0:46:49.040 --> 0:46:51.600
<v Speaker 1>move up like that. A lot of times it's not

0:46:51.640 --> 0:46:54.600
<v Speaker 1>that I didn't have to, you know. Sometimes like sometimes

0:46:54.600 --> 0:46:56.359
<v Speaker 1>you see somebody you like, whatever you want to try

0:46:56.400 --> 0:46:58.200
<v Speaker 1>to make yourself know this or whatever and put yourself

0:46:58.239 --> 0:47:02.960
<v Speaker 1>in the arena. But a lot of times, like especially

0:47:03.000 --> 0:47:08.440
<v Speaker 1>when Snapchat came around. M hmmm. When Snapchat came, it

0:47:08.520 --> 0:47:13.440
<v Speaker 1>was like a d L trade Man hit because it

0:47:13.560 --> 0:47:17.320
<v Speaker 1>was a delete right after you. That's where it goes down.

0:47:18.080 --> 0:47:24.600
<v Speaker 1>I get some of everything, like big buttholes, titts, pussies,

0:47:25.480 --> 0:47:31.120
<v Speaker 1>you name. I had a Hispanic guy I used to

0:47:31.160 --> 0:47:34.440
<v Speaker 1>work with right who I befriended, and we started like

0:47:34.520 --> 0:47:37.399
<v Speaker 1>chatting on the phone and stuff like that, and this

0:47:37.480 --> 0:47:41.640
<v Speaker 1>nigga would always send me asked shots and I'm like,

0:47:41.680 --> 0:47:44.040
<v Speaker 1>I'm a woman, why are you sitting in your ass?

0:47:44.560 --> 0:47:46.440
<v Speaker 1>Like how I would get in the mirror and take

0:47:46.760 --> 0:47:50.000
<v Speaker 1>a butt shot. He would send me pictures like that.

0:47:50.560 --> 0:47:54.640
<v Speaker 1>Is that a look? Is that a cute? Was confused?

0:47:54.719 --> 0:47:58.000
<v Speaker 1>I mean, I guess now everybody don't like you ain't

0:47:58.000 --> 0:48:01.120
<v Speaker 1>picked the nigga before? I never I never pegged anyone

0:48:02.120 --> 0:48:09.400
<v Speaker 1>the fingers. No, not yet, what you're doing after this?

0:48:12.640 --> 0:48:14.759
<v Speaker 1>But I was trying to get a guy on that

0:48:14.840 --> 0:48:19.839
<v Speaker 1>I met online who's into that, and he actually said

0:48:19.840 --> 0:48:22.320
<v Speaker 1>he was with a trans guy once, but he doesn't

0:48:22.360 --> 0:48:25.279
<v Speaker 1>like it, so he does do like the pegging with women, though.

0:48:26.280 --> 0:48:27.640
<v Speaker 1>I was trying to get him on so he can

0:48:27.680 --> 0:48:32.040
<v Speaker 1>talk about that ship. Really, I'll do some fingers, but

0:48:32.400 --> 0:48:35.640
<v Speaker 1>now I'm not strapping up on me. I don't want

0:48:35.640 --> 0:48:40.040
<v Speaker 1>to to eat his own you know, you know what

0:48:40.120 --> 0:48:42.520
<v Speaker 1>I'm saying, because I just want to. I just want

0:48:42.560 --> 0:48:45.719
<v Speaker 1>to feel that powerful like you, I'm sucking this ship

0:48:45.800 --> 0:48:48.880
<v Speaker 1>out of you. But are you gonna like him afterwards?

0:48:49.160 --> 0:48:51.080
<v Speaker 1>Like you're gonna smut him out and not talk to

0:48:51.160 --> 0:48:52.960
<v Speaker 1>him again. Well, I don't think it will be the

0:48:54.560 --> 0:48:57.200
<v Speaker 1>type of minute. I like what want that, you know,

0:48:57.800 --> 0:49:00.640
<v Speaker 1>it would just be like for Nix, the type of

0:49:00.640 --> 0:49:04.720
<v Speaker 1>man I want. They don't. They wouldn't. Yeah, they wouldn't

0:49:04.719 --> 0:49:08.080
<v Speaker 1>want to do that. They they want to throw the penis.

0:49:08.520 --> 0:49:15.439
<v Speaker 1>But back to the guy, right, because he turned out

0:49:15.480 --> 0:49:22.120
<v Speaker 1>to be very obsessive and the fucking weird. Right. So

0:49:23.800 --> 0:49:28.400
<v Speaker 1>I'm popping, I'm hot, like I'm in Atlanta and I'm

0:49:28.400 --> 0:49:33.840
<v Speaker 1>with the Who's Who doing the Who's what? And he

0:49:33.840 --> 0:49:36.319
<v Speaker 1>started being like, oh, I don't like you going there.

0:49:36.440 --> 0:49:38.560
<v Speaker 1>I don't like you going to that place, that studio

0:49:38.640 --> 0:49:40.640
<v Speaker 1>that Why are you with them? I know them? How

0:49:40.719 --> 0:49:45.120
<v Speaker 1>you know them? Huh. Then he would do things like

0:49:46.840 --> 0:49:48.600
<v Speaker 1>I'll be just casually mentioned that I want to go

0:49:48.640 --> 0:49:51.600
<v Speaker 1>to this concert, Oh this concert coming, Oh I come

0:49:51.600 --> 0:49:55.560
<v Speaker 1>back to Columbia um for totally forget about the concert.

0:49:56.520 --> 0:49:59.239
<v Speaker 1>Then he's like, oh, you ain't you hit me? Mind

0:49:59.280 --> 0:50:01.919
<v Speaker 1>you We're talking whole time I'm back in Columbia. He's

0:50:01.920 --> 0:50:05.560
<v Speaker 1>talking to me every day. Nothing changed, was still on

0:50:05.560 --> 0:50:08.600
<v Speaker 1>the vibe. And then he goes, oh, yes, so you're

0:50:08.640 --> 0:50:10.799
<v Speaker 1>not coming back today, And I'm like, why would I

0:50:10.800 --> 0:50:12.560
<v Speaker 1>be coming back today? I told you I'm coming back

0:50:12.600 --> 0:50:14.200
<v Speaker 1>next week. Oh yeah, because you said you want to

0:50:14.200 --> 0:50:17.400
<v Speaker 1>get that concert I got taken. You would tell me

0:50:17.440 --> 0:50:20.400
<v Speaker 1>that now at like seven o'clock. The concert started eight,

0:50:20.400 --> 0:50:21.800
<v Speaker 1>and I'm in Columbia start climb, and you're in the

0:50:21.880 --> 0:50:28.880
<v Speaker 1>lad stupid ship. Then, um, my birthday was coming up

0:50:29.080 --> 0:50:31.000
<v Speaker 1>and it was the Supreme hoodie that I want. It

0:50:31.080 --> 0:50:32.640
<v Speaker 1>was so dope. It was like pink and the hair

0:50:32.760 --> 0:50:34.840
<v Speaker 1>like the Supreme. It was different from all the Supreme

0:50:34.840 --> 0:50:36.760
<v Speaker 1>hoodies at the time, anybody was getting the same basic

0:50:36.800 --> 0:50:39.160
<v Speaker 1>one and I wanted that one, right, So I showed

0:50:39.200 --> 0:50:41.160
<v Speaker 1>him just like, oh I see it could have I think,

0:50:41.160 --> 0:50:42.640
<v Speaker 1>I want this for my birthday. So I'm gonna trying

0:50:42.640 --> 0:50:45.759
<v Speaker 1>to get him ony on my birthday. That's ugly, Like

0:50:45.800 --> 0:50:48.600
<v Speaker 1>why the fuck? No, Like, no, you can get better

0:50:48.640 --> 0:50:50.839
<v Speaker 1>dripped than the blah bla blah blah blah blah blah

0:50:51.360 --> 0:50:54.520
<v Speaker 1>weeks old later you face time me with the hoodie

0:50:54.560 --> 0:50:58.840
<v Speaker 1>on the one that I wanted to win. That was

0:50:58.840 --> 0:51:04.920
<v Speaker 1>so ugly. Oh no, see what the fun it was?

0:51:04.960 --> 0:51:07.239
<v Speaker 1>So it was so weird. It was so weird. And

0:51:07.239 --> 0:51:08.920
<v Speaker 1>then he ended up getting like cut and they have

0:51:09.000 --> 0:51:15.360
<v Speaker 1>to go play overseas and all that, and he was

0:51:15.360 --> 0:51:17.279
<v Speaker 1>trying to give me to go to Turkey. I'm not

0:51:17.280 --> 0:51:21.640
<v Speaker 1>coming to Turkey, like no, I'm not coming over there,

0:51:21.880 --> 0:51:26.560
<v Speaker 1>and ain'tbody man. And then he started like pages to

0:51:26.719 --> 0:51:28.680
<v Speaker 1>like stop me because I had blot them. And then

0:51:29.400 --> 0:51:35.440
<v Speaker 1>what was that sign? He was a scorpion? I think, yeah, no,

0:51:35.560 --> 0:51:40.040
<v Speaker 1>motherfucking nuts and nasty they like that. He just he

0:51:40.200 --> 0:51:43.719
<v Speaker 1>just became weird, like where this funk? Where is hell?

0:51:43.920 --> 0:51:48.160
<v Speaker 1>Like mad when he's seen people liking my pictures or

0:51:48.520 --> 0:51:51.799
<v Speaker 1>just people that he might make No, hey you got

0:51:51.840 --> 0:51:58.719
<v Speaker 1>jealous of t cam like my trainer like that. Yeah,

0:51:58.760 --> 0:52:01.240
<v Speaker 1>he's like huge. I don't like huge big as guys

0:52:01.280 --> 0:52:03.040
<v Speaker 1>like that because I got a smart amount and I

0:52:03.040 --> 0:52:07.239
<v Speaker 1>don't want to get here. So I try to tend

0:52:07.280 --> 0:52:08.960
<v Speaker 1>to talk to guys that I feel like I can,

0:52:09.360 --> 0:52:17.440
<v Speaker 1>we can, we might can you know right, I want to.

0:52:17.840 --> 0:52:20.680
<v Speaker 1>I want to be able to talk. So it just

0:52:20.760 --> 0:52:23.000
<v Speaker 1>it just got weird. So it's so I would consider

0:52:23.040 --> 0:52:25.160
<v Speaker 1>him a trade because I don't know. Guys don't get

0:52:25.160 --> 0:52:28.000
<v Speaker 1>in their feelings. So I said all that to say,

0:52:28.320 --> 0:52:31.239
<v Speaker 1>I think that's the difference between the A d L

0:52:31.360 --> 0:52:35.839
<v Speaker 1>guys strictly about the late night encounter and we're out,

0:52:37.080 --> 0:52:39.400
<v Speaker 1>we're not texting, we're not talking, we're not communicating with

0:52:39.440 --> 0:52:42.640
<v Speaker 1>a trade. They'll literally have a relationship with you, a

0:52:42.760 --> 0:52:46.440
<v Speaker 1>relationship that's just not a public or non and the thing.

0:52:46.680 --> 0:52:48.439
<v Speaker 1>And it's so easy for me to have those types

0:52:48.440 --> 0:52:50.600
<v Speaker 1>of relationship. I know, I know you're saying that your

0:52:50.640 --> 0:52:52.440
<v Speaker 1>friend was saying that he never got packed, and that's

0:52:52.480 --> 0:52:54.440
<v Speaker 1>how you feel like that. I mean, I've been through

0:52:54.480 --> 0:52:57.920
<v Speaker 1>that before. But I want to be pee. A lot

0:52:57.920 --> 0:52:59.600
<v Speaker 1>of guys be weird, like when the deal guys do

0:52:59.680 --> 0:53:01.600
<v Speaker 1>talk to them like, oh, you know, I'm deal, we

0:53:01.640 --> 0:53:03.319
<v Speaker 1>can't do this, we can't do this, we can't say this.

0:53:04.040 --> 0:53:05.680
<v Speaker 1>But before they can say that to me nowadays, i'

0:53:05.680 --> 0:53:07.920
<v Speaker 1>be like, well, you know, I don't really want to

0:53:08.000 --> 0:53:09.560
<v Speaker 1>run in my business. We can't do this, we can't.

0:53:09.560 --> 0:53:11.080
<v Speaker 1>They're looking at me like, God, damn, I was ready

0:53:11.120 --> 0:53:17.360
<v Speaker 1>to tell you the same ship. So you're very discreet

0:53:17.600 --> 0:53:22.239
<v Speaker 1>whenever you ever know me to publicly speak on what

0:53:22.280 --> 0:53:24.720
<v Speaker 1>I'm dating now and people may have figured out and

0:53:25.000 --> 0:53:26.759
<v Speaker 1>put us on blasts and all that. You know what

0:53:26.800 --> 0:53:30.200
<v Speaker 1>I'm talking about. But other than that, you can't that

0:53:30.560 --> 0:53:34.840
<v Speaker 1>you can't, you can't, right, I like? I like that.

0:53:35.120 --> 0:53:37.840
<v Speaker 1>It's like and to be honest, it's a lot of

0:53:37.840 --> 0:53:40.600
<v Speaker 1>scrutiny with with coming out with somebody and being in

0:53:40.600 --> 0:53:42.759
<v Speaker 1>the relationship. Notw that I'm afraid of it, because it's

0:53:42.760 --> 0:53:44.920
<v Speaker 1>not like people don't know what how I get now,

0:53:45.440 --> 0:53:47.040
<v Speaker 1>but I just kind of felt like I haven't really

0:53:47.080 --> 0:53:49.319
<v Speaker 1>meant the guy that's worth going through the scrutiny with.

0:53:49.520 --> 0:53:51.279
<v Speaker 1>Like if I meet a guy that's like, Okay, we

0:53:51.320 --> 0:53:52.759
<v Speaker 1>want to go public and we want to do this,

0:53:53.040 --> 0:53:55.160
<v Speaker 1>and I feel like you're worth it, and that's one thing,

0:53:55.200 --> 0:53:56.800
<v Speaker 1>but it's like, well, I want to be arguing with

0:53:56.840 --> 0:53:58.440
<v Speaker 1>people on Internet and all kind of ship about a

0:53:58.480 --> 0:54:03.200
<v Speaker 1>nigger that ain't ship three that's my life basically. So

0:54:03.200 --> 0:54:08.200
<v Speaker 1>so my question, So niggas ain't shipped on the heterosexual side,

0:54:08.200 --> 0:54:11.600
<v Speaker 1>so they ain't ship over there either, because the heterosexual

0:54:11.640 --> 0:54:15.160
<v Speaker 1>men be acting like women tripping, right, So there's still men,

0:54:15.280 --> 0:54:18.480
<v Speaker 1>So how what are the treats better on the other side?

0:54:19.080 --> 0:54:22.200
<v Speaker 1>They are, And it's it's even worse because still just

0:54:22.239 --> 0:54:26.200
<v Speaker 1>people worse because they have they don't They don't just

0:54:26.239 --> 0:54:28.279
<v Speaker 1>have women, you know what I mean. Now they can

0:54:28.320 --> 0:54:32.399
<v Speaker 1>pick men and trends and whatever whatever flows their boat,

0:54:32.680 --> 0:54:34.720
<v Speaker 1>you know what I mean. So it's like a wilder

0:54:34.840 --> 0:54:37.759
<v Speaker 1>spectrum of who they have to pick from, and I

0:54:37.800 --> 0:54:40.000
<v Speaker 1>tend to realize and find out what it is that

0:54:40.200 --> 0:54:44.359
<v Speaker 1>gay men, um, what about sexual deal or whatever? Are

0:54:44.560 --> 0:54:51.840
<v Speaker 1>very super sexual, Like everything is sex and everything is sexualized.

0:54:52.320 --> 0:54:54.480
<v Speaker 1>I should say, like you know what I mean, Like

0:54:55.960 --> 0:54:58.520
<v Speaker 1>you said, well, gay men are download with gay men,

0:54:58.560 --> 0:55:02.320
<v Speaker 1>I said, to download the trade off download is gay

0:55:02.400 --> 0:55:05.920
<v Speaker 1>trade Let's be very clear. I had just one guy,

0:55:06.000 --> 0:55:12.680
<v Speaker 1>y'all that um that I was communicating with, right, and

0:55:12.719 --> 0:55:15.040
<v Speaker 1>we were just communicating and we're just having a regular conversation,

0:55:15.080 --> 0:55:19.320
<v Speaker 1>and um, we didn't last long. We literally was talking

0:55:19.320 --> 0:55:22.839
<v Speaker 1>for like two weeks and he said something. I can't

0:55:22.840 --> 0:55:27.160
<v Speaker 1>remember exactly what he said, but um, he was like yeah,

0:55:27.160 --> 0:55:30.839
<v Speaker 1>but I'm straight out of that. So I was like, well,

0:55:31.360 --> 0:55:34.000
<v Speaker 1>you've had sex with men before. He was like yeah,

0:55:34.160 --> 0:55:36.719
<v Speaker 1>And I was like, well you're not straight. You gotta

0:55:36.760 --> 0:55:40.959
<v Speaker 1>send it and never talked to me again. And see,

0:55:41.000 --> 0:55:43.560
<v Speaker 1>because there are men out there that identified look at me,

0:55:43.600 --> 0:55:45.200
<v Speaker 1>I'll be saying I ain't gay and then be even

0:55:45.200 --> 0:55:48.759
<v Speaker 1>pushy sometimes on the weekend. But that's different men, Like

0:55:48.800 --> 0:55:54.400
<v Speaker 1>I mean, it's not never mean, it's different. It's different. Different.

0:55:54.600 --> 0:55:58.839
<v Speaker 1>Although I don't subscribed to that but it's different. It's

0:55:58.880 --> 0:56:00.920
<v Speaker 1>different in the way of society looks at it. It's different.

0:56:00.920 --> 0:56:03.520
<v Speaker 1>It's just different, you know what I mean. It's ill

0:56:03.600 --> 0:56:06.600
<v Speaker 1>when two guys and this opal sexy when it's two girls,

0:56:06.680 --> 0:56:09.600
<v Speaker 1>you know what I mean? There was just drunk girls

0:56:09.640 --> 0:56:17.960
<v Speaker 1>with girls with girls. What about guys and guys thing

0:56:22.120 --> 0:56:25.560
<v Speaker 1>just having just having a good time watching the game,

0:56:25.680 --> 0:56:27.319
<v Speaker 1>sucking a little bit, And that does get on my

0:56:27.440 --> 0:56:30.200
<v Speaker 1>nerve When niggas you act like you can't eat a banana,

0:56:30.640 --> 0:56:33.719
<v Speaker 1>you can't eat a pop the hot dog, I'd be

0:56:33.800 --> 0:56:35.840
<v Speaker 1>like Lizzy, like I'll be breaking it too, because it

0:56:35.920 --> 0:56:38.839
<v Speaker 1>just feels weird to be putting that type of ship

0:56:39.000 --> 0:56:42.040
<v Speaker 1>is homophobic. That's homophobic if you can't just do regular ship,

0:56:42.080 --> 0:56:44.800
<v Speaker 1>because it's why, why, why is your brain even thinking

0:56:44.840 --> 0:56:46.759
<v Speaker 1>in that way? And I had a conversation with a

0:56:46.800 --> 0:56:48.920
<v Speaker 1>friend last night. He's a hetero sexual man, nothing, but

0:56:48.960 --> 0:56:51.239
<v Speaker 1>I told him what we were doing the show one today, right,

0:56:51.719 --> 0:56:54.920
<v Speaker 1>and he was like, you know, um, he said he

0:56:54.960 --> 0:56:57.040
<v Speaker 1>has a cousin. Every time he speaks to him, he's

0:56:57.080 --> 0:57:00.279
<v Speaker 1>like saying, somebody's dropping F bombs and stuff like that.

0:57:01.000 --> 0:57:02.719
<v Speaker 1>And he was like, half the time, I don't even

0:57:02.760 --> 0:57:04.839
<v Speaker 1>be knowing who's gay, I said, because you don't care.

0:57:05.160 --> 0:57:07.360
<v Speaker 1>You don't care whether or not a man is gay.

0:57:07.560 --> 0:57:10.920
<v Speaker 1>Men who like go out their way to care to me,

0:57:12.440 --> 0:57:16.240
<v Speaker 1>I've been or when they mean or like don't want

0:57:16.280 --> 0:57:19.600
<v Speaker 1>the server to be because they gay, Like I've been

0:57:19.720 --> 0:57:23.640
<v Speaker 1>with a man where he always recognized gay ship that's

0:57:23.680 --> 0:57:26.320
<v Speaker 1>not even on my radar. Like two gay men taking

0:57:26.320 --> 0:57:28.720
<v Speaker 1>a picture and kissing off in the cut somewhere, like

0:57:28.760 --> 0:57:30.840
<v Speaker 1>how did you even notice that? Like I sighed, but

0:57:30.880 --> 0:57:33.160
<v Speaker 1>it didn't register my mind because I don't don't care,

0:57:33.480 --> 0:57:36.720
<v Speaker 1>like these are just always But why do you care

0:57:36.800 --> 0:57:39.080
<v Speaker 1>so much? Why does it always say these? Too many

0:57:39.200 --> 0:57:43.600
<v Speaker 1>straight guys concerned about gay people's bedroom. One thing about

0:57:43.640 --> 0:57:45.640
<v Speaker 1>it as it's great. Man, you don't go to your

0:57:45.640 --> 0:57:47.280
<v Speaker 1>homeboard and be like, hey did your funk your wife

0:57:47.360 --> 0:57:49.480
<v Speaker 1>last night? You know what I'm saying. So why does

0:57:49.520 --> 0:57:52.160
<v Speaker 1>it matter what I need in my bedroom? Right? Why

0:57:52.160 --> 0:57:56.080
<v Speaker 1>does it matter? Exactly? And also another thing I want

0:57:56.160 --> 0:57:59.880
<v Speaker 1>heterosexual men are supposed heterosexual sexual men to understand is

0:58:00.320 --> 0:58:03.360
<v Speaker 1>gay men have preference just because this is a gay man.

0:58:03.400 --> 0:58:04.920
<v Speaker 1>I don't mean he want to that you want to

0:58:04.920 --> 0:58:08.080
<v Speaker 1>suck you? Oh my, like a thousand words with that one,

0:58:08.080 --> 0:58:10.520
<v Speaker 1>because that's that's annoying, Like damn, he not trying to

0:58:11.680 --> 0:58:17.960
<v Speaker 1>like you, and I'm thinking don't want you exactly. Yes,

0:58:20.160 --> 0:58:22.680
<v Speaker 1>have preference gave told me one time she was like

0:58:22.760 --> 0:58:25.959
<v Speaker 1>listening to like, guys are definitely going to come. Guy's

0:58:26.000 --> 0:58:29.080
<v Speaker 1>gonna come for you. Why because you're all your home

0:58:29.120 --> 0:58:31.520
<v Speaker 1>girls are bad bitches, So why wouldn't you beat the

0:58:31.520 --> 0:58:33.960
<v Speaker 1>bad homeboy that's with the bad bitches. We're all bad bitches.

0:58:34.360 --> 0:58:36.720
<v Speaker 1>So it's like you're no difference, man. So it's just

0:58:36.760 --> 0:58:38.400
<v Speaker 1>like I didn't look at it like that, you know

0:58:38.440 --> 0:58:42.400
<v Speaker 1>what I'm saying. But I definitely understand that thing about preference,

0:58:42.400 --> 0:58:44.480
<v Speaker 1>Like you don't have to be homof bro, I wouldn't

0:58:44.480 --> 0:58:46.680
<v Speaker 1>suck you with a ten for economy three ten foot

0:58:46.720 --> 0:58:48.400
<v Speaker 1>poll with three condoms paths at the end of it,

0:58:50.000 --> 0:58:51.640
<v Speaker 1>so you know about your business like and a lot

0:58:51.640 --> 0:58:56.680
<v Speaker 1>of them be fed with body. Are you able to

0:58:56.680 --> 0:59:01.280
<v Speaker 1>give us like some signs women can look for. Um

0:59:02.560 --> 0:59:07.160
<v Speaker 1>y'all definitely picked up on the constant gay bashon the

0:59:07.240 --> 0:59:12.280
<v Speaker 1>constant gay conversation, the homophobia, and just anything that they do,

0:59:13.400 --> 0:59:16.840
<v Speaker 1>like I can't watch it see something on a movie

0:59:16.960 --> 0:59:20.280
<v Speaker 1>or a TV show or you know it's that's that's

0:59:20.360 --> 0:59:25.120
<v Speaker 1>definitely won't watch p Valley with me. Come on back,

0:59:25.160 --> 0:59:27.880
<v Speaker 1>watch Valley is a bit much. I can understand why

0:59:28.000 --> 0:59:31.400
<v Speaker 1>a heterosexual man wouldn't want to them watch boy watch

0:59:31.440 --> 0:59:33.680
<v Speaker 1>that ship with me dog when that nigg is spit

0:59:33.800 --> 0:59:38.880
<v Speaker 1>in his hand. To put that that spit, I was like,

0:59:40.800 --> 0:59:42.640
<v Speaker 1>why you can't watch it? You ain't gotta put it up.

0:59:44.920 --> 0:59:47.720
<v Speaker 1>The only the only reason why that you wouldn't want

0:59:47.720 --> 0:59:51.560
<v Speaker 1>to watch that is because you don't want to be aroused. No,

0:59:51.680 --> 0:59:58.440
<v Speaker 1>I'm saying, not me the one, okay, right, Like why

0:59:58.560 --> 1:00:00.560
<v Speaker 1>because it's not like it's not like they'd be like,

1:00:00.560 --> 1:00:04.200
<v Speaker 1>I'm just not homosexual sex all the time. If you

1:00:04.240 --> 1:00:06.920
<v Speaker 1>get a scene or two, you know what I mean, Like,

1:00:07.000 --> 1:00:09.080
<v Speaker 1>come on, you can you can get past this thirty

1:00:09.080 --> 1:00:11.240
<v Speaker 1>second scene, right, It's not the end of your life,

1:00:12.880 --> 1:00:14.840
<v Speaker 1>right for the big picture of the show, because it's

1:00:14.880 --> 1:00:17.840
<v Speaker 1>not just because honestly, that's what's going on in the world.

1:00:17.840 --> 1:00:20.720
<v Speaker 1>They're gay people in the world, so why would that

1:00:20.800 --> 1:00:24.640
<v Speaker 1>be depicted on There's always my thing, that's all. Now.

1:00:24.680 --> 1:00:27.200
<v Speaker 1>I don't agree with the old changing cartoon characters and

1:00:27.240 --> 1:00:30.000
<v Speaker 1>all that and making cartoon characters game, the gay characters

1:00:30.000 --> 1:00:31.840
<v Speaker 1>on set from the street, and I leave well enough alone.

1:00:32.040 --> 1:00:34.440
<v Speaker 1>If you want to create a new cartoon that's gay,

1:00:34.560 --> 1:00:36.720
<v Speaker 1>and you know you want to push that, and the

1:00:37.240 --> 1:00:39.680
<v Speaker 1>parents or the children that choose to watch that are

1:00:39.840 --> 1:00:42.120
<v Speaker 1>allowed the children to watch that, then that's true. But

1:00:42.160 --> 1:00:44.080
<v Speaker 1>don't do a tie classics, you know what I mean?

1:00:44.200 --> 1:00:46.480
<v Speaker 1>Leave that alone. Now. I will agree with the straight

1:00:46.520 --> 1:00:48.680
<v Speaker 1>people when they say leave Spider Man and all these

1:00:48.680 --> 1:00:52.960
<v Speaker 1>people alone. I get it. But I just feel like

1:00:54.040 --> 1:00:56.240
<v Speaker 1>people just act like it's not going on in the world,

1:00:56.240 --> 1:01:01.680
<v Speaker 1>like it's definitely gay and it's two definitely is. I

1:01:01.720 --> 1:01:04.840
<v Speaker 1>don't like that they turn old characters gay or something

1:01:04.880 --> 1:01:06.960
<v Speaker 1>like that. They could create a new character and make

1:01:07.000 --> 1:01:10.240
<v Speaker 1>them gay. That's what I feel like, like a gay

1:01:10.320 --> 1:01:14.040
<v Speaker 1>muppet baby. You can't make burden now, like come on now.

1:01:14.360 --> 1:01:17.520
<v Speaker 1>But but what they were saying was they were always gay,

1:01:18.000 --> 1:01:28.560
<v Speaker 1>They just wasn't they did. Yes. Look, here's another sign

1:01:28.680 --> 1:01:31.520
<v Speaker 1>I want to point out. Did y'all do y'all watch um?

1:01:31.600 --> 1:01:34.720
<v Speaker 1>Have y'all watched the current season of Real Housewives of Atlanta?

1:01:36.680 --> 1:01:40.360
<v Speaker 1>There was a clip uh online It might have been

1:01:40.360 --> 1:01:43.280
<v Speaker 1>on the sheet recently, but it was all of them

1:01:43.280 --> 1:01:46.080
<v Speaker 1>at a table, but the spotlight was on Drew Sa

1:01:46.080 --> 1:01:50.040
<v Speaker 1>Dora and her husband, Ralph Pittman. And we've had Drew

1:01:50.080 --> 1:01:53.280
<v Speaker 1>Sa Dora on we talked back before. Right, he's a

1:01:53.520 --> 1:01:57.520
<v Speaker 1>super he's just nasty towards her. Oftentimes he's real narcissistic.

1:01:58.000 --> 1:02:03.280
<v Speaker 1>Charay basically pulled out received eats from Dreusador's assistant that

1:02:03.400 --> 1:02:08.240
<v Speaker 1>Ralph is gay. And I feel like assigned to women

1:02:10.040 --> 1:02:12.480
<v Speaker 1>if I feel like when men are just overly mean

1:02:12.600 --> 1:02:15.280
<v Speaker 1>to women, they fight right or they always got anything

1:02:15.720 --> 1:02:19.280
<v Speaker 1>um issues with what women do or what women where,

1:02:19.320 --> 1:02:21.720
<v Speaker 1>are just trying to control women? That's true to where

1:02:21.760 --> 1:02:26.160
<v Speaker 1>also what I realized, or even hitting women, beating women,

1:02:26.200 --> 1:02:28.000
<v Speaker 1>I feel like the men who beat women is like

1:02:28.040 --> 1:02:30.360
<v Speaker 1>the last thing they can hold onto to prove that

1:02:30.400 --> 1:02:33.960
<v Speaker 1>they're a man. I can see that too. Also, I've

1:02:34.040 --> 1:02:38.400
<v Speaker 1>noticed that a lot of guys that are like bisexual

1:02:38.640 --> 1:02:42.440
<v Speaker 1>or like you know, gay, and they want to front

1:02:42.520 --> 1:02:44.320
<v Speaker 1>like they you know, still straight and they got the

1:02:44.360 --> 1:02:46.720
<v Speaker 1>wives and the kids they always go for like white

1:02:46.760 --> 1:02:52.200
<v Speaker 1>women are like others because they'd be down for that.

1:02:52.320 --> 1:02:55.400
<v Speaker 1>And it's I've learned as of the last couple of weeks,

1:02:55.480 --> 1:02:58.160
<v Speaker 1>because y'all not be on clubhouse and ship that there

1:02:58.200 --> 1:03:00.720
<v Speaker 1>are a lot of black women out here. That's okay

1:03:00.720 --> 1:03:03.880
<v Speaker 1>with bisexual men too. So to me, it's all about

1:03:03.920 --> 1:03:06.320
<v Speaker 1>being upfront about what you want. But you first come

1:03:07.520 --> 1:03:10.040
<v Speaker 1>and then you can find somebody that's fun that ship

1:03:10.880 --> 1:03:13.919
<v Speaker 1>and see, y'all forgot the biggest sign and we talked

1:03:13.960 --> 1:03:21.720
<v Speaker 1>about it. The white leader in different colors sign words.

1:03:25.400 --> 1:03:31.160
<v Speaker 1>That's the way I never seen the blue white what

1:03:31.320 --> 1:03:39.160
<v Speaker 1>you wanted to But now, okay, but no, bro, I'm

1:03:39.160 --> 1:03:41.520
<v Speaker 1>telling you it's so many. But sometimes you just really

1:03:41.600 --> 1:03:44.520
<v Speaker 1>can't tell. I mean, you know, people are just that good,

1:03:44.720 --> 1:03:49.120
<v Speaker 1>just that good at you know what I mean, being discreet.

1:03:49.720 --> 1:03:51.240
<v Speaker 1>I mean that's the point of being discreet. You nobody

1:03:51.240 --> 1:03:54.160
<v Speaker 1>supposed to know, so you know, if you're not if

1:03:54.200 --> 1:03:56.680
<v Speaker 1>people know what, then you're not discreet. So I mean,

1:03:57.080 --> 1:04:01.320
<v Speaker 1>I think that a lot of people think that signs

1:04:01.320 --> 1:04:03.800
<v Speaker 1>of gayness is always a switch or you know what

1:04:03.840 --> 1:04:06.720
<v Speaker 1>I mean. And everybody's not that. Everybody's not. Don't everybody

1:04:06.760 --> 1:04:09.440
<v Speaker 1>know operate like that? Everybody don't move like that every

1:04:09.600 --> 1:04:12.200
<v Speaker 1>and another another thing I know, I'm jumping all over

1:04:12.200 --> 1:04:14.080
<v Speaker 1>the place. But another thing I also want people to

1:04:14.160 --> 1:04:20.480
<v Speaker 1>understand is femininity. Doesn't also doesn't mean game. You can

1:04:20.520 --> 1:04:23.040
<v Speaker 1>be feminine and not be There a lot of people,

1:04:23.080 --> 1:04:25.000
<v Speaker 1>a lot of people who quite feminine ment being gay.

1:04:25.120 --> 1:04:28.320
<v Speaker 1>Some men are just feminine and you don't necessarily have

1:04:28.360 --> 1:04:31.680
<v Speaker 1>to be gay. Um, so that's another misconception that I

1:04:32.000 --> 1:04:34.040
<v Speaker 1>need people to clear up this. Could you see somebody femininely,

1:04:34.040 --> 1:04:39.320
<v Speaker 1>I don't mean their game right. Um, I'm a firm

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<v Speaker 1>believer in there don't be no gaysha come out about

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<v Speaker 1>real nigga. So someone comes out, comes out about supposed

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<v Speaker 1>hetero sexual man being gay nine times out of tend

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<v Speaker 1>it's true. I found what I've learned around saying you're

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<v Speaker 1>a gay. I've noticed that, like I've seen like some

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<v Speaker 1>guys exposed and it's like, oh yeah, she's definitely get

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<v Speaker 1>drying me. So that that person is not lying, you

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<v Speaker 1>know what I'm saying. So it's just like I've never

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<v Speaker 1>been the exposed type because you don't get you don't

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<v Speaker 1>get new niggas. If he exposed, dumb, Yeah you weapon

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<v Speaker 1>you weaponizing. That's not always because they could never say

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<v Speaker 1>they see me putting the last one out? Can you

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<v Speaker 1>feel what I'm saying? But it's definitely girls that don't

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<v Speaker 1>care like my eggs right, it's no longer with us.

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<v Speaker 1>But he at a point with his girl, baby mom

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<v Speaker 1>or whatever. They was going back and forth. You know

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<v Speaker 1>how that go. I hang with her, we just lived together.

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<v Speaker 1>I was getting that type of vibes. So she put

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<v Speaker 1>him out for whatever reason, I don't know. So he

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<v Speaker 1>had up being here. He had not came and stayed

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<v Speaker 1>with me, and it was going on like week two.

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<v Speaker 1>Typically he would watch his kids during the day while

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<v Speaker 1>she went to school or work or whatever she did.

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<v Speaker 1>So while she put him out, she been she had,

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<v Speaker 1>I guess, find an alternative and all that because she

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<v Speaker 1>was still being upset. Man, So she didn't want to

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<v Speaker 1>ask me to watch the baby. So I guess she

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<v Speaker 1>got tired of trying to find babysitts and stuff. So

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<v Speaker 1>she text him, I've seen being Pop on his phone.

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<v Speaker 1>I had a picture of him on my phone. I

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<v Speaker 1>put his picture on my phone up to his lock screen.

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<v Speaker 1>Any work, pitch damn right, So you did his phone

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<v Speaker 1>and are reading her text? Man, sitches. She's basically saying,

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<v Speaker 1>I know you would, and I don't give a funk

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<v Speaker 1>if you need to. I know you're gonna beat that

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<v Speaker 1>I looked at his phone and she's like, oh, I

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<v Speaker 1>know you would see Um. She was like, you can

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<v Speaker 1>watch the sun over there. I don't care. That bitch

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<v Speaker 1>had to go to work. She got she got tied

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<v Speaker 1>to play with y'all like, get this baby, oh and

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<v Speaker 1>take him over there. I don't give a damn y'all

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<v Speaker 1>might complained, y'all have to blake. She ended up killing

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<v Speaker 1>him last year. So it's been a year. In April

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<v Speaker 1>last year she killed killed him. Room happen? Why it

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<v Speaker 1>was because she found out he was gay. I made

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<v Speaker 1>the differ because of the text messages I saw. She

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<v Speaker 1>knew forward that was that happened like that happened like

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<v Speaker 1>maybe a year prior to him being getting killed, so

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<v Speaker 1>you knew. I feel like, I know what you're talking about.

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<v Speaker 1>Was that in who's in South Carolina? And she was

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<v Speaker 1>helping them look for everybody? I know what you're talking

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<v Speaker 1>about though, Well, no, that wasn't it. This happened last

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<v Speaker 1>last year, last April April fourteen. To be damn, that's crazy.

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<v Speaker 1>That's crazy. Um My, my ex boyfriend the daycare his

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<v Speaker 1>daughter went to, like you know, he would drop her off,

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<v Speaker 1>so the kids like knew him as her daddy, like hey, whatever,

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<v Speaker 1>they would all come. So I guess the mom saw

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<v Speaker 1>how her son was interacting with him, so when he

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<v Speaker 1>left the building, she ran out after him like distraught

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<v Speaker 1>and asked him how did he know her son. He

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<v Speaker 1>was like, I mean, your son is in the daycare

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<v Speaker 1>with my daughter, like I see the kids every day.

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<v Speaker 1>And she was like, um, you know, I've been going

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<v Speaker 1>through stuff with his dad. She found out the dad

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<v Speaker 1>was gay, So now she's trying to figure out who

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<v Speaker 1>the man is that the daddy's sleeping went. So you're

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<v Speaker 1>just gonna run up on every nigga that interacts with

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<v Speaker 1>your child, like you think this man has had like

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<v Speaker 1>the random niggas right your kid like that that ship.

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<v Speaker 1>I was like, you know what, that's literally driving her crazy.

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<v Speaker 1>It drove her. I listen, I can imagine. I can imagine.

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<v Speaker 1>I never try to contribute to those situations, but a

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<v Speaker 1>lot of times you don't know into it too late,

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<v Speaker 1>you know what I mean. I was, you know, especially

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<v Speaker 1>the situation I was just talking about, like he you know,

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<v Speaker 1>basically said, And the thing is she will be online

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<v Speaker 1>saying similar things like oh I ain't with my baby

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<v Speaker 1>daddy just sleep on the cow cham blah blah blah blah.

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<v Speaker 1>So I'm like, okay, well he must be telling me

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<v Speaker 1>true because the same thing he's telling me. But then

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<v Speaker 1>she ended up getting craignant, so I knew that was

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<v Speaker 1>a lie. But yeah, so it's like and she got

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<v Speaker 1>pregging after he was staying with me and all that,

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<v Speaker 1>so beat you new. So that's what I to go

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<v Speaker 1>back to what you was saying, like, it's a lot

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<v Speaker 1>of girls that don't I guess that don't care. Right,

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<v Speaker 1>did you stop sucking him after a while? Yeah, yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>a lot. Yeah, we we will have to probably talk

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<v Speaker 1>off off here about the rest of it. But I

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<v Speaker 1>out it came to ahead and it caused me to

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<v Speaker 1>be like cut him out, but he never left me alone.

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<v Speaker 1>Bridge was fake number. It is fake page that trying

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<v Speaker 1>to talk to the girl. I love them. He loved me.

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<v Speaker 1>M y'all bitches would be surprised to all here having

1:10:18.479 --> 1:10:23.320
<v Speaker 1>relationship issues with your nigga. What the that was? Money?

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<v Speaker 1>He come in the house where the attitude that was

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<v Speaker 1>a my nick un, I tell you don't do this

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<v Speaker 1>like we like I promise you like you know how

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<v Speaker 1>you can see like I was looking at up to day.

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<v Speaker 1>You know, you can go to somebody cash out like

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<v Speaker 1>your cashop. You can see it like your cashop history

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<v Speaker 1>with someone like how much money they see you? Mm hmm,

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<v Speaker 1>I might got penis envy right now? What the fuck

1:10:51.240 --> 1:10:54.040
<v Speaker 1>like I want that? Why? Why don't you have me

1:10:54.160 --> 1:10:58.599
<v Speaker 1>look at you? Your beauty markets, even your beauty markets

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<v Speaker 1>talk about oh hey we're twins. So y'all. Uh, we're

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<v Speaker 1>gonna go to commercial right quick, and when we come back,

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<v Speaker 1>we're gonna see if Big Sea has a dumb bit

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<v Speaker 1>story for us. Okay, sorry, but there's no real easy

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<v Speaker 1>way to say this, but you could be a simple

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<v Speaker 1>because you are a man, you could be a simple

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<v Speaker 1>SIMP series is equivalent to a dumb bitch story. So

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<v Speaker 1>we're not calling people dumb bitches. We're not calling nigga simps.

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<v Speaker 1>It's just somebody who got taken advantage of a nice person,

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<v Speaker 1>who got played right and maybe stayed a little bit

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<v Speaker 1>too fucking long. So I know you got a story

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<v Speaker 1>or three for us, Just one though, tell us about

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<v Speaker 1>the time you got played Yah, got nigga got you

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<v Speaker 1>out of some money, something hurt your feelings. Who you

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<v Speaker 1>don't get some money too. So this was literally this year.

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<v Speaker 1>It's June one. So first just got place to water.

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<v Speaker 1>You got played. It's okay because the rest of the

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<v Speaker 1>year gonna be a comeback. You don't worry about it

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<v Speaker 1>when you got some of your p P pee. I

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<v Speaker 1>wish I gotta people didn't let me. You didn't know me.

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<v Speaker 1>I tried, okay. So I was communicating with this person, right,

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<v Speaker 1>and he was curious but was afraid, and I was

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<v Speaker 1>just like really liking him, and it was just like vibes.

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<v Speaker 1>So I like, I wanted to what we said earlier

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<v Speaker 1>that I didn't like knowing. I wanted to like I

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<v Speaker 1>wanted to because I liked him, right, So he was like,

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<v Speaker 1>oh no, no, I can't. I can't. So I was like,

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<v Speaker 1>ILL paid you. So he was like okay. So I

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<v Speaker 1>was like I had a hundred dollars. He was like no,

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<v Speaker 1>he kept knowing me until we got to six hundred

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<v Speaker 1>dollars you paid. I'm gonna let a guy y'all online,

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<v Speaker 1>I got so that is a bad bit. Got. I

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<v Speaker 1>gave him cash some six hundred dollars. So then they

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<v Speaker 1>like took him forever. Like he wasn't like responding so

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<v Speaker 1>I thought, you're trying to play me. So then I'm

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<v Speaker 1>getting like threatening, like bitch, I know I'm gonna play

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<v Speaker 1>with me, which I'll tell everybody like come back. Like

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<v Speaker 1>he was like, oh, anybody's trying to check you. I know,

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<v Speaker 1>six hundred dollars, ain't. I was like, bitch, please, you

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<v Speaker 1>were asking for the money, so there for something, you

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<v Speaker 1>know what I'm saying. So he came right, he came.

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<v Speaker 1>He pulled up, so I get down to do it

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<v Speaker 1>with doing it and he was not hard. Oh, he

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<v Speaker 1>just wasn't into it. And he already got my sixstern

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<v Speaker 1>dollars and I didn't get something deep. And I don't

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<v Speaker 1>even like something deep. He was a little tardy. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>I used to turn deal for six hundred dollars. Turn

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<v Speaker 1>little like the White Party was coming up, talking like well,

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<v Speaker 1>I want these prop shoes. They was like seven fifty

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<v Speaker 1>and I was looking at my account and I'm looking

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<v Speaker 1>trying to suck some tart as limp ass deep I

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<v Speaker 1>swear to go how like And then like he texted

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<v Speaker 1>me like I'll buck you for fifteen hunt what like? Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>I used to it's about we from him. He was

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<v Speaker 1>one of the guys. He was one of the guys. No,

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<v Speaker 1>he's not game this guy. No he did, I guess. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>but but he'll be gay for pay obviously, obviously. Okay,

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<v Speaker 1>that's another thing. We didn't talk about this trade deal,

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<v Speaker 1>and there's gay for pay apparently, right. I feel like

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<v Speaker 1>if you, I feel like, if you care, then you're

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<v Speaker 1>you're curious. But I think what I think. Well, a

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<v Speaker 1>lot of people, so should we keep in a past

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<v Speaker 1>if they're curious curious meeting the way? WHOA? Because curious

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<v Speaker 1>means that you're exploring, right, No, No, no, it means

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<v Speaker 1>you're exploring, like like I'm curious about how like sucking

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<v Speaker 1>frall megs tasting I taste them. That I mean I'm

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<v Speaker 1>gonna frog Lake eater like I'm thirty seven after you

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<v Speaker 1>eat it one time you were frog. Yes, that's what

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<v Speaker 1>I'm saying. But I don't like you. I'm thirty seven.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm not about to eat. I'm not about to eat

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<v Speaker 1>pussy no time in my lifetime because I don't like vagina.

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<v Speaker 1>I don't like women in that way. And I know

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<v Speaker 1>that right. If I started in pussy tomorrow, that means

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<v Speaker 1>it's been on my mind my whole life. That's really

1:16:22.439 --> 1:16:25.479
<v Speaker 1>how I feel about it. I've been wanting to do

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<v Speaker 1>this thing. That's how I feel. No, because I just

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<v Speaker 1>kind of fell into some pussy how but you but

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<v Speaker 1>you were I was. I was drunk. I went the liquids.

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<v Speaker 1>My friend was like, come to the house. Came to

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<v Speaker 1>the house next to you know, I was getting Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>you probably do. You know? We gotta get the funk

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<v Speaker 1>up out of here. I really enjoyed an episode. I

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<v Speaker 1>want you to come back ya game man, y'all. Motherfucker's

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<v Speaker 1>funny as hell. Man. Yes, the next time you come back,

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<v Speaker 1>you come back at yourself and we can just have conversation.

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<v Speaker 1>Then you got a lot of stuff to promote all things.

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<v Speaker 1>This is your co host a J Holiday two point oh.

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<v Speaker 1>Y'all Follow me on Instagram. I wish Big he could

1:17:19.479 --> 1:17:22.519
<v Speaker 1>plug his ship right now, but he with that ship

1:17:22.600 --> 1:17:25.360
<v Speaker 1>today now he can't. He can't, so I'll plug mine.

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<v Speaker 1>Y'all Follow me on Instagram. I'm official tam Bam. I

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<v Speaker 1>love y'all. Thank y'all for tuning in, and remember to

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<v Speaker 1>speak now and never hold your piece