Speaker 1: We're just too unapologetically black women with an opinion. Who
Speaker 1: talks back? You're what I'm saying me? Hey girl, thank
Speaker 1: you all for tuning in again for a new episode.
Speaker 1: We talked back. It's your girl, tam Ball. Hey, hey,
Speaker 1: and it's a it's a j. Get into the voices, please,
Speaker 1: se y'all can know who talking to ship and who ain't. Please.
Speaker 1: I'm usually the one talk to the ship. It's a
Speaker 1: J talking to ship, and I'm just crack okay, look
Speaker 1: and don't give a fuck. Okay. I guess I'm a
Speaker 1: South person as much, so I'm gonna try to work
Speaker 1: on it. And look at you. Curson is therapeutic for me, Okay.
Speaker 1: It's like meditation a little bit, just to get them
Speaker 1: out some time. Um Memorial Day weekend, y'all just chilled out.
Speaker 1: I didn't go into the beach. I noticed that Charleston's
Speaker 1: water is getting a little bit prettier, so I might
Speaker 1: go down and one day and put my feet in.
Speaker 1: I don't know, but the beach was really packed, a
Speaker 1: lot of nice families. But I went out. I went
Speaker 1: to the bathroom, and when I came back to where
Speaker 1: we were seated, we went to Coconut Joe's. Though, the
Speaker 1: white people that was up there taking pictures and ship
Speaker 1: basically was taking their pictures like this, one to three racists,
Speaker 1: and this is how they were blatantly being disrespectful. They
Speaker 1: were saying racist like you know, I traveled the city
Speaker 1: with a book bag. Every place I go, I got
Speaker 1: this motherfucking book bag, and it's for this type of activity. Okay,
Speaker 1: So where were you at? Were you on Sullivan's Island,
Speaker 1: on Sullivan's Island on the beach. You know, we got
Speaker 1: different islands, and y'all you got Sullivan's, you got um
Speaker 1: Ala Palms, so there's also Sullivan's Island. We were actually
Speaker 1: on Ali Palms at Coconut Joe's. Y'all be careful a
Speaker 1: lot here because these motherfucker's they're getting real and they
Speaker 1: don't even really want no problems for real. They just
Speaker 1: want to be disrespectful. And a lot of times people
Speaker 1: only respect disrespect, so they'd be waiting, they'd be waiting
Speaker 1: to get spanked. That's all I can say. But other
Speaker 1: than that, I enjoyed my weekend. I had fun. Well,
Speaker 1: I went to Atlanta, where I was in McDonough. I
Speaker 1: think um from my nieces. My niece graduated from high
Speaker 1: school and this was the biggest high school graduation I
Speaker 1: ever seen in my life. We got there. First of all,
Speaker 1: it was at a race car track. It was at
Speaker 1: a race track. There was selling hot dogs and peanuts
Speaker 1: and everything that you would have at a race track.
Speaker 1: I've never seen this at a graduation in my life.
Speaker 1: And it was about four hundred thirty seven graduates. It
Speaker 1: was so many. We was out there from seven thirty
Speaker 1: or ten o'clock watching the graduation. Was it hot? It was?
Speaker 1: Luckily it was a nice evening and then had a
Speaker 1: fireworks show at the end of the graduation, so it
Speaker 1: was lit. But that's a lot of students. God damn. Yeah,
Speaker 1: it was a lot of goddamn students. They're trying to
Speaker 1: get these about it here now. I said, I was like,
Speaker 1: am I should have brought my flask I have a
Speaker 1: little awake right because I thought i'd be out there
Speaker 1: by nine thirty. You know, it's at the ten o'clock.
Speaker 1: Were still calling names. We're still in the w It
Speaker 1: was an NP and we got out of there. It
Speaker 1: was Yeah, it was an evening graduation, seven thirty to ten.
Speaker 1: I never heard of it. I know it was crazy,
Speaker 1: but we had a good time. You know, all the
Speaker 1: family came out, had on T shirts with a little
Speaker 1: face on it and stuff like that. I didn't have
Speaker 1: one because I didn't order it any time. You know,
Speaker 1: it was the last minute, right, And then I flew
Speaker 1: back to Charlotte and then uh no, no, I'm lying.
Speaker 1: I drove back to Charlotte and then I went to
Speaker 1: a slipping slide party at my friend's house. It was
Speaker 1: that was a lot of fun. I didn't slip north
Speaker 1: that I slide because I was moving around. I ain't
Speaker 1: gonna get wet. But that was a good time. And
Speaker 1: then the next day, um, I went to the Omni
Speaker 1: Hotel to their pool and just sat out with my
Speaker 1: gud baby and stuff like that. So it was kind
Speaker 1: of like a chill vibes. It sounds funny. Family. I
Speaker 1: remember having a slipping slide as a kid. I used
Speaker 1: to love that fucking slipping slide. Yeah. That ship, that ship.
Speaker 1: I wanted to get on it. If I didn't have
Speaker 1: other plans after, I would have loved my my ass
Speaker 1: down there. But but the Niggas was just like it
Speaker 1: was like a lot of niggas kind of just like
Speaker 1: standing around talking too. I ain't want to take my
Speaker 1: cover up. All yeah, you have to flop that big
Speaker 1: booty on the ground and a shake. I know that
Speaker 1: was waiting on me to slide my ass down that
Speaker 1: thing debit card reader at the end of the slipping
Speaker 1: slide and fall. Y'all. Okay, what we got going on
Speaker 1: is stupid ass internet news this week. Oh gosh, um,
Speaker 1: what's the football player Ricky Ricky Um Williams. His name
Speaker 1: Ricky will Ms and his wife. He's married to a
Speaker 1: white woman. And there's a picture of him circulating and
Speaker 1: looks kind of like get out to me, looks like
Speaker 1: Toby the blue jean that blue jean shirt in the woods.
Speaker 1: And she got on that slave own her head. Yes,
Speaker 1: so his wife and he took Yeah, he took her
Speaker 1: last name apparently to uh create balance and harmony in
Speaker 1: their marriage. Gender equality. So instead of her taking his name,
Speaker 1: he took his. And I just want somebody to find
Speaker 1: that nigga and get a cup of tea and then
Speaker 1: take the spoon and spending a bit and see if
Speaker 1: y'all can help that nigga. Wake up, dog, This is
Speaker 1: what Okay, how are we expect I guess he's not
Speaker 1: concerned about generational wealth, not for just generational wealth for
Speaker 1: individual black families. He's not of that thing, right, And
Speaker 1: and the taken on this woman's this white woman's last name, dog,
Speaker 1: that's really weird to me. A hundred years from now,
Speaker 1: people are gonna be trying to figure out whether or
Speaker 1: not you were black or white. Sir, that's really where
Speaker 1: you headed at when you're doing something like this like
Speaker 1: you have now do you do you exist anymore? Because
Speaker 1: what he said was people kind of forgot that she exists,
Speaker 1: so there's an imbalance in our relationship. He explained. One
Speaker 1: of the ideas that popped into my mind it was
Speaker 1: to take her last name. They the witchcraft on him.
Speaker 1: You I, I just fucking know it. It ain't no
Speaker 1: way because now you're non existent. Yeah, yeah, that's really weird.
Speaker 1: But to each his own. But you know what, right
Speaker 1: won't power to them? If you want to be uh
Speaker 1: Mr mssrs I don't know what Mr mus not the
Speaker 1: Mr business uhl did you see the We're Christian? Uh?
Speaker 1: Chashan Rock and um blue face faced his mother and sister.
Speaker 1: That ship broke my heart. I tag out ya vzon
Speaker 1: under that ship so many yes, y'all love, we need you,
Speaker 1: bit we don't need her, they need her them Listen
Speaker 1: those motherfucker's this is a ship made me say yeah.
Speaker 1: And it's like a real case of kids being raised
Speaker 1: by the unraised, because why is your mother out there?
Speaker 1: Then he put another video out her, out of his
Speaker 1: mom slapping um, his pregnant baby mom at the time,
Speaker 1: slapping food off the table in front of her like
Speaker 1: this is just what they do. So I don't know
Speaker 1: who to believe. Y'all all got fucking mental health issues
Speaker 1: as far as I'm concerned, they just do not have
Speaker 1: good conflict resolution. Seals clearly this little girl, like where
Speaker 1: is your family? She needs to get far away from
Speaker 1: him because what I did notice is how he put
Speaker 1: her on camera to essentially incrimine herself. And he's gonna
Speaker 1: play like he he didn't know what happened. You got this,
Speaker 1: your sister's husband knocked out, sleeping on the ground. You're
Speaker 1: trying to say to that who did it? So now
Speaker 1: she doesn't even realize she's being played. He's putting her
Speaker 1: on front streets to incriminate herself. So if there's any
Speaker 1: fucking legal case that comes up. She admitted to do anything.
Speaker 1: I see no other videos of no other man or
Speaker 1: a woman aside from the mom and a sister saying
Speaker 1: how they got beat up. Nobody else said. And this
Speaker 1: girl already got cases traveling across the country with drugs
Speaker 1: in his car and all this crazy stealing his range Rover,
Speaker 1: so all the stuff she already got penned in. He
Speaker 1: don't give a funk about her, like her family needs
Speaker 1: to get her. This is a little girl, she's like
Speaker 1: two years old. She just she just tatooed his whole
Speaker 1: likeness girl right under her chin as far as up
Speaker 1: to her. She's being trafficked. Okay, that's really I feel
Speaker 1: that could not be my last. It couldn't be my
Speaker 1: little sister. It couldn't be. But anyway, moving along from that,
Speaker 1: stupidit each other, Gina V did He's Forever Side bitch.
Speaker 1: She did an interview with the brands, the Jasmine brand, uh,
Speaker 1: and she was talking about you know, she said that
Speaker 1: Puff was so charming when they first met, and she
Speaker 1: was she was so young and naive and just crazy
Speaker 1: in love and it was so hard not to talk
Speaker 1: to him. Um, she said she felt really, really bad,
Speaker 1: and she did apologize to Cassie because she was cheating
Speaker 1: with Diddy when him and Cassie were in a relationship. Um,
Speaker 1: as far as a concerned did, he has always been
Speaker 1: in open relationships. But I never felt like Diddy was
Speaker 1: ever really with you. I never felt that way. And
Speaker 1: then I mean, she still hasn't been upgraded to main
Speaker 1: yet because now you just beefing with um young Miami
Speaker 1: on the internet a couple of weeks ago. So Um,
Speaker 1: she talked about you know, her being a girl girl
Speaker 1: and women empowerment, and that's why she wanted to apologize
Speaker 1: to Cassie. Girl Bye, we'll be having some fake as
Speaker 1: women empowerment out here because women keep cheating going. Your
Speaker 1: nigga cannot cheat unless there's a woman willing to compete,
Speaker 1: unless there's a woman willing to compete. That's what it is.
Speaker 1: I said what I said, Your man can't cheat unless
Speaker 1: there's a woman willing to compete. That's just it. So
Speaker 1: maybe we need to be like we're telling Nina that
Speaker 1: they need to be, you know, my brother's keeper. We
Speaker 1: need to be our sister's keeper. If we really for
Speaker 1: women environment, while are you doing something that's gonna make
Speaker 1: another woman cry. She ain't gonna know. This is our nigga.
Speaker 1: She just don't know. But is not a monogamous man,
Speaker 1: like never ever, So I expect all that ship out
Speaker 1: of him, like and it's okay. I guess I feel
Speaker 1: like he'd probably be pretty honest. I feel like casting
Speaker 1: probably just got tied out of riggulmar row and got
Speaker 1: the funk up out of there because right she wasn't
Speaker 1: going to have the type of relationship she probably wanted
Speaker 1: with him. Ultimately, did he put her on? Cassie? Was
Speaker 1: he met her on? What was that platform back in
Speaker 1: the day? My space? Is that your whole life? Yeah?
Speaker 1: I thought Cassie was kind of already out here before,
Speaker 1: did he? I mean, like acting she wasn't. No, I
Speaker 1: had to look into that. I don't know. I wait
Speaker 1: for you the answer. My cool Like that couldn't be saved.
Speaker 1: Like did he put her on? Yeah? I used to
Speaker 1: like that song. I ain't gonna laugh, but it was
Speaker 1: like she was blowing you stupid else having a bit anything.
Speaker 1: Joscelyn and her motherfucking titties Jostle. You remember she was
Speaker 1: on our show, Josly did we talked back last year.
Speaker 1: She definitely flashed up, flashed us with them titties, right,
Speaker 1: y'all go check it out on YouTube. We blurred it now.
Speaker 1: But those are good titties. Those are yeah, those are
Speaker 1: very nice breast. Okay, I would be in my titties
Speaker 1: look like that. I might be going them out there
Speaker 1: every down. Yeah. She wear these little uh crop a
Speaker 1: little half button up little shirts. So the tennis just
Speaker 1: set up so she could just left him up right quick.
Speaker 1: You got good titties too, should go ahead. These titties
Speaker 1: are pretty nice now. But when we happening, when I
Speaker 1: lose weight, they get deflated. They start, they like it's
Speaker 1: the first thing that starts. My ship grew in, My
Speaker 1: ship grew in low. I don't know what happened. I'm
Speaker 1: gonna start doing push ups right now, because man, the
Speaker 1: t start. How do you do? Mark Simpson, that's about titties.
Speaker 1: Be sad so sad um so. Also the listen soldier
Speaker 1: Boys said that he feels like the older generation failed
Speaker 1: the younger generation by not sharing knowledge. He said, y'all
Speaker 1: not kicking back no knowledge to the young niggas. I
Speaker 1: agree with him, but are these young niggas. That's not
Speaker 1: just in the music industry, that's all over the world. Ramp. Yeah,
Speaker 1: do these young niggas even want to hear it? That's
Speaker 1: what I was about to say, like all y'all, y'all
Speaker 1: young men out here acting like y'all are above reproach,
Speaker 1: reproach like nobody can say nothing, y'all. And because what's that?
Speaker 1: What's that podcast? Million dollars worth? The game? He always
Speaker 1: be trying to drop jewels and niggas there like yeah,
Speaker 1: whatever exactly. And this is a man who spent twenty
Speaker 1: five years in prison from doing dumb, so he'd really
Speaker 1: be all head trying to speak to the youth, trying
Speaker 1: to save save these niggas lives. But listen, them don't
Speaker 1: want to be saved. I feel like that look at
Speaker 1: the look at Gunna then he was, wasn't he talking
Speaker 1: to them? Episode? Now they are saying that young Thug
Speaker 1: is connected to fifty homicides in Atlanta. Yeah fifty all right,
Speaker 1: all right. As much as I want to be holling
Speaker 1: free thug, if he killed, if he's connected, if he
Speaker 1: really had fifty niggas killed, he's a minister society. Honestly,
Speaker 1: and I also, um, I know people you know online
Speaker 1: is based on that's a lot of niggas online. I
Speaker 1: know it's based off probably a tax records and stuff
Speaker 1: like that. But it's saying that he's young thugs only
Speaker 1: worth like eight million dollars or something like that. I
Speaker 1: really don't feel like that's enough money to get off,
Speaker 1: not with this type of ship, but not with not
Speaker 1: fifty people. And y'all be like, well, what did those
Speaker 1: people do? Fifty people? Fuck y'all, they ain't doing enough
Speaker 1: for him to be out in free right if it's true,
Speaker 1: it's allegedly, if it's true, like it's not, okay, can
Speaker 1: just be out here killing people, taking people children away.
Speaker 1: That's a bit much. It's a bit much for me.
Speaker 1: Um oh. And one other thing I wanted to mention.
Speaker 1: Um but it is free thug until he's been proven guilty. Nigga,
Speaker 1: Your nigga got thirty years. You're gonna be saying that
Speaker 1: until y'all and got damn uh nursing home and you're
Speaker 1: nigga coming home in the future. Okay, they just coming
Speaker 1: home like life. Like I hate that movie. It makes
Speaker 1: me cry, it makes I love it, but it exposes
Speaker 1: like how we went from slavery to now we still
Speaker 1: got the thirteenth Amendment? What makes it? What makes it up?
Speaker 1: What makes it okay to give black men this type
Speaker 1: of time. Those men on that movie they went to
Speaker 1: prison for nothing, right, and that happens and it's still
Speaker 1: happening to Yes, like a lot of men end up
Speaker 1: in jail over some real bullshit, like petty crimes, Like
Speaker 1: America has the biggest jail population at the world and
Speaker 1: we're not the biggest slavery. Yes, that's all it is.
Speaker 1: But one nigga that does need to be in jail
Speaker 1: is this fool at Popeye's and Georgia who punched a
Speaker 1: sixteen year old worker in the face. Did you see that? Yes?
Speaker 1: She she was trying to clock out apparently, and I
Speaker 1: guess he's said it one time for her to go
Speaker 1: because he punched her in her mouth. And I was
Speaker 1: so upset when I seen that, Like what kind of
Speaker 1: who are they hiring that? Exactly? So, this guy, Marquez J.
Speaker 1: Shawn Smith, he's been arrested for cruelty to children in
Speaker 1: the first degree in Georgia, as he should because it
Speaker 1: couldn't be my child, because I'll be arrested for damn
Speaker 1: murder pull. I'm put right up to that Popeyees and
Speaker 1: beat your ass up and give you a two piece.
Speaker 1: I ain't come to get two pieces of dry. Look.
Speaker 1: First of all, Popeyes get on my damn nerves. I
Speaker 1: literally only eat the apple pies from Popeyes. And why
Speaker 1: every time I go to Popeyes, I gotta wait seven minutes?
Speaker 1: Always got y'all sllies are not. I don't never go
Speaker 1: to Popeyes. Girls don't. Don't apple pies be busting? Okay,
Speaker 1: I can see you that drive to putting your phone
Speaker 1: on meat because you want nobody know you ordered apple
Speaker 1: pies from pop Eyes. Like, and I'd be like, listen,
Speaker 1: y'all fried this in the chicken grease because if so,
Speaker 1: it's still because if so, I'm not buying that ship.
Speaker 1: Because some of these people be putting their French fries
Speaker 1: in the chicken grease. Popeyes put their French fries in
Speaker 1: the chicken grease. I don't know if y'all know any
Speaker 1: vegans out there who'll be trying trying to just get
Speaker 1: fries from somewhere. You bet only eat Chick fil A.
Speaker 1: I'm sick of y'all vegans, some of y'all be lying.
Speaker 1: Steve sneaking meat out the pot everything. I went to
Speaker 1: the post like I would. Yeah, because it's true that
Speaker 1: she was hilarious. Because it's true. I went to a
Speaker 1: football game with my vegan friend and she had a
Speaker 1: saucer dog with me. I'm like, I didn't say that,
Speaker 1: but I was looking like eating the whole sauce dog.
Speaker 1: But you had never seen me eat no chicken. You
Speaker 1: had never seen me eating no real live meat like that.
Speaker 1: Now some shrimp fish easy, now, Okay, Now that's different.
Speaker 1: That's some different meat I do. I do like that
Speaker 1: type of meat. But let's get into today show, y'all.
Speaker 1: This is the trade show today, okay, And we didn't
Speaker 1: talk about stocks, all right, so come back, we're about
Speaker 1: to go to commercial. Come back and listen to the
Speaker 1: trade show. M all right, y'all, So remember what we
Speaker 1: mentioned before the break. Let's get into it. We do
Speaker 1: have a special guest on we talked back this week
Speaker 1: to help us, um, you know, dissect this. Why are
Speaker 1: you covering your face? See, yall, we got got a
Speaker 1: friend of the show, Big Ce, not to be confused
Speaker 1: with the little one. Okay, introduce yourself, Big c h Um,
Speaker 1: Big you can't. Big can't tell us nothing about himself
Speaker 1: because he wants to remain anonymous in this whole conversation.
Speaker 1: Understandably so, because we are about to go there. And
Speaker 1: when it comes to the trade, Yeah, my personal trade
Speaker 1: told me I had to go in anonymously. Oh your
Speaker 1: personal trade. And see that's the thing. We can't even
Speaker 1: get any trade to join us. And how why do
Speaker 1: you think that this ship from the sideline trade? Right?
Speaker 1: I'm confused for all our listeners who don't know what
Speaker 1: a trade or the trade is, can you explain that? Um? Well,
Speaker 1: I know that I heard earlier you say something about
Speaker 1: what's the difference between the yell and trade? It's pretty
Speaker 1: much the same thing. Um. I think that trade is
Speaker 1: a little friendlier, like a little more uh. They kind
Speaker 1: of they go after it a little more. D L
Speaker 1: is kind of like in the cuts in the crevices
Speaker 1: of the internet like that, you know what I mean.
Speaker 1: They don't be out in public like trade, or come
Speaker 1: up to me in public or you know what I mean.
Speaker 1: I start a conversation with you. A lot of times
Speaker 1: the trade sales weed and that's how they ringing or
Speaker 1: you know, little things like that. Yeah, try to weed
Speaker 1: man a lot of times. I'm in a lot of
Speaker 1: trade weaving. Yo. Okay, let's be clear. So a trade
Speaker 1: is generally a man who is gay. He may just
Speaker 1: be a little bit more discreet. Is that a matter
Speaker 1: where you're putting it? And tail man oftentimes probably had
Speaker 1: the family, a girlfriend. He doesn't want He's insecure about
Speaker 1: his sexuality. He doesn't want to know he's gay. But
Speaker 1: trade don't want nobody to know that gay either. They
Speaker 1: don't want about to know the game either. But they're
Speaker 1: not as hyper paranoid and hyper like you know. I mean,
Speaker 1: they'll be friends with your they'll talk to you. They're
Speaker 1: just discreet about what they do. Where does the term
Speaker 1: trade come from though, Because someone told me that it
Speaker 1: means like they if you out them, they'll trade your life,
Speaker 1: their life for yours. I've never heard that. Yeah, so
Speaker 1: what what do you know where the term comes from? Um?
Speaker 1: I'm pretty sure the gay community came up with it,
Speaker 1: but I don't necessarily know like the original of it,
Speaker 1: Like I don't like, yeah, I don't have the gay
Speaker 1: history books. I was just boring into this ship. Ivan
Speaker 1: gates his okay right and saw another definition of trade.
Speaker 1: I also was that, um, it may be a man
Speaker 1: that again is gay, right but doesn't appear to be gay. Again,
Speaker 1: leaning too more is being more discreet. I don't want
Speaker 1: women take a fuse trade with download because download men
Speaker 1: are the scary ones, right because he down like you said,
Speaker 1: Downlotle men can have family and children and active their women.
Speaker 1: A lot of trade men they may miss with women,
Speaker 1: but they don't. They have families and they don't go
Speaker 1: that far with it. They kind of they kind of
Speaker 1: like the straight guy that don't got a girlfriend, you
Speaker 1: know what I'm saying. So, as a gay man, do
Speaker 1: you deal with bisexual women men out about okay? Because
Speaker 1: I think openly bisexual? Are they typically not openly bial
Speaker 1: black man in our community? I feel like it's hard
Speaker 1: to be openly bisexual. You have to be one of
Speaker 1: the other typically not Um. I know it's probably gonna
Speaker 1: sound crazy, but the kind of guy that I like
Speaker 1: isn't the guy that is open and you know what
Speaker 1: I mean. So it's kind of hard to date and
Speaker 1: stuff because you don't typically want the guy to be
Speaker 1: on know own game. I just like a I like mascaling.
Speaker 1: I like trades. I like I it's wrong. I prefer like.
Speaker 1: I don't want nobody like switching and popping in you
Speaker 1: know what you want mascal man. I like masculinity, yeah,
Speaker 1: but that's the purpose of me and day like if
Speaker 1: I wanted a female the same way about Like if
Speaker 1: I were to be a lesbian, right I would get
Speaker 1: I don't know do I don't even want a woman
Speaker 1: that's pretending to be a man. I would just want
Speaker 1: the man, right, But I guess if I would like woman,
Speaker 1: That's what I'm saying. If I were a gay woman,
Speaker 1: I would like a woman, a regular woman. If I would, yeah,
Speaker 1: me too. That's that's my preference, not saying that. Um.
Speaker 1: You know, just I don't know what you call me
Speaker 1: in my gig. If I like fuck girls when I
Speaker 1: drink tequila sometime lipstick, they call your lipstick lesbians because
Speaker 1: you're you're like your girly and you already you know,
Speaker 1: get dressed up a nice on this. It's so much
Speaker 1: more acceptable for you for accidentally end up eating her
Speaker 1: couchievn one night. But then I'm you know that don't
Speaker 1: make me gay? Why was it? Because you know I
Speaker 1: never tried it before, so you haven't had oysters. But
Speaker 1: I don't like slimery ship like oyster and clams. The
Speaker 1: only like slimery ship I'm about to eat. I might
Speaker 1: even dry snails. One day, I'm thirty five. When I
Speaker 1: turned eighteen, this guy named Said took me to a
Speaker 1: strip club. Um, I just I shouldn't have been with said,
Speaker 1: But I went to the strip club said. It was
Speaker 1: Studio fifty four. You remember that town, definitely remember. And
Speaker 1: it was the first time my life actually seeing like
Speaker 1: and I don't know if it was the right because
Speaker 1: it was like black in it like baking strips. After
Speaker 1: that it was you know, no, you stopped eating baking.
Speaker 1: I traded a baking infa sausage. Now you should have
Speaker 1: went to a better strip club now out of town somewhere.
Speaker 1: She had glasses too, and was sp cute girls this
Speaker 1: girl had, I remember, I remember that this Thingly she
Speaker 1: had glasses and she had a shrimp cocktail, not a ponytail,
Speaker 1: but a shrimp cocktail. That was okay, that's a bitch
Speaker 1: that had to strip you. You needed to go to
Speaker 1: someplace for women who really like do this ship, because
Speaker 1: that sounds like somebody who got a strip to eat.
Speaker 1: I have, since then you was gonna find a problem
Speaker 1: with Couci anyway, want or not. She could have been
Speaker 1: beautiful pussy, looking like a rainbow and the sky. You're like,
Speaker 1: that's how I always tell people that my fascination when women,
Speaker 1: or even my idea of thinking of dating women or
Speaker 1: whatever died with Alia and the plane crash, because she
Speaker 1: was definitely like my ideal, like a woman that's like
Speaker 1: the only woman I could say, like I really actually
Speaker 1: had like attracted too, and I had sexual thoughts about pictures, posters,
Speaker 1: like I was like literally obsessed with and then that's it.
Speaker 1: No other woman. It's not a beautiful on thing. But
Speaker 1: I'm just saying like from that point and then you know,
Speaker 1: of course I just started discovering the trade that I
Speaker 1: want to go back to that I love it too. Yeah,
Speaker 1: me too, Okay, but I want to go back to that.
Speaker 1: So I do have a friend who did confide in
Speaker 1: me once that you know, when he was a little younger,
Speaker 1: he would funk with DL men a lot, and it
Speaker 1: was more so about like the sneakiness of it all,
Speaker 1: like the that's what turned them on about it, Like
Speaker 1: them having a sneak to do it. You had the
Speaker 1: thrill of it for me a boy in your house
Speaker 1: when you a kid, like you know, when you're sneaking around. No,
Speaker 1: just that's with a guy who has a wife. I
Speaker 1: snuck out. No, I don't do that. I didn't sneak in.
Speaker 1: I snuck out not to sneak of me and I
Speaker 1: snuck out. Yeah, I was out. The weed man is
Speaker 1: always the weed man, right, But the thrills, the thrill
Speaker 1: of it for me, that's kind of non existent for me,
Speaker 1: just simply because, um, gay you feel what I'm saying,
Speaker 1: so you know, thrill or for me, you know what
Speaker 1: I'm saying, I'm going what I need to do. For you,
Speaker 1: it may be adrenaline rush in the thrill because you
Speaker 1: know you've got all this riding on it. But I'm
Speaker 1: a little different though, So I may be a little
Speaker 1: different from a lot of gay guys because, um, you know,
Speaker 1: a lot of the mass stories about like getting bullied
Speaker 1: and you know, coming up a certain kind of way,
Speaker 1: and that just wasn't never my story, Like you know
Speaker 1: what I'm saying. If anything, I was the bully, you
Speaker 1: know what I'm saying. Growing up and stuff like that,
Speaker 1: so I didn't really necessarily have to deal with that.
Speaker 1: So a lot of my straight friends and tim probably
Speaker 1: to contested this, Like a lot of my friends my
Speaker 1: homeboards are straight guys, you know what I mean. And
Speaker 1: you know, I really I don't really have any gay friends.
Speaker 1: My only gay friend lives in New York, so I
Speaker 1: don't see him a lot, and I don't I don't
Speaker 1: go to gay clubs, and you know, for me having
Speaker 1: to find the kind of guys that I like, it,
Speaker 1: it will technically have to they would have to find
Speaker 1: me in the streets. So they would have to, you know,
Speaker 1: be bold enough to hit me up because I'm not
Speaker 1: like in the arenas, in the areas where the guys
Speaker 1: are openly gay, yard you know, they will be willing
Speaker 1: to come talk to me because I'm not in the
Speaker 1: clubs or anything like that. So it's difficult and a
Speaker 1: lot of times, like some of my friends ends, they'd
Speaker 1: be like, oh, you know this guy is gay. Because
Speaker 1: I meet a lot of friends, right because I do
Speaker 1: things in entertainment, A lot of people come for my
Speaker 1: services on my advice and things like that. You know,
Speaker 1: with what I do entertainment, and you know, we start
Speaker 1: off these friendships, and then my friends were like, he
Speaker 1: like you, He's not gonna sit on the phone with
Speaker 1: you for three or four hours if he didn't like you.
Speaker 1: He's gay, he's this, he's that, and I'm like, no, no,
Speaker 1: it's not true. And then months months later he's like, oh, yeah,
Speaker 1: I like you the type ship. So it literally always happened.
Speaker 1: So now it's just like I've been looking for the signs.
Speaker 1: The signs be the questions started to come about, like whatso,
Speaker 1: why why are you gay? Or like how does it feel?
Speaker 1: Or they start asking questions like that. It's you know,
Speaker 1: they're trying to like experience different parts of their own sexuality.
Speaker 1: It's not wrong with that. I don't right, right, but
Speaker 1: I don't heard you know, stole a couple of my niggas.
Speaker 1: So I don't like that. I said, I don't heard
Speaker 1: you know a couple of my niggas out here. Okay,
Speaker 1: big seat, not the little one. Okay, listen, y'all. It's
Speaker 1: so crazy because I don't have the in an NBA player,
Speaker 1: I don't have the dope boy street, you know what
Speaker 1: I'm saying. So it's just it's there everywhere and every producer,
Speaker 1: the rapper. No, you're going, okay, we're gonna leave that
Speaker 1: one along. We'll talk because it was about three rappers. No,
Speaker 1: let me see, yeah about three. I can't believe it, yeld,
Speaker 1: I believe it because all right, you for me, like
Speaker 1: you're a beautiful man, like you still give like some
Speaker 1: masculine energy, but you still have a beautifulness like a
Speaker 1: woman kind of in your like pretty face and stuff
Speaker 1: like that. I can see where a nigga be like.
Speaker 1: I like that. So my friend, right, the guy who
Speaker 1: I said, um used the only funk with DL niggas,
Speaker 1: he stopped because you know, he wasn't being chose. These
Speaker 1: men are planning on never coming out the closet, the
Speaker 1: d L. We're not talking about the trade right now, right,
Speaker 1: they don't plan on ever coming out, So they'll never
Speaker 1: choose you to be with them. You know what I'm saying,
Speaker 1: You'll always be in the shadows. Yeah, I mean, that's
Speaker 1: that's what he was tired of. That's definitely has happened
Speaker 1: to me, you know, obviously a bunch of times. But
Speaker 1: on the flip side, like I get some guys and
Speaker 1: they're like, who do you No, why do you know,
Speaker 1: don't be acting crazy and it ain't know they're like
Speaker 1: grabbing me by my shirt, calling in the club and
Speaker 1: stuff like that, Like you don't want acting crazy now
Speaker 1: it's weird now that that made you fall in love
Speaker 1: with me. Now you're in the club snatching me up,
Speaker 1: like and we supposed to be right. I want to
Speaker 1: tell y'all so bad about the NBA guy because he
Speaker 1: was a weird. He was a weird. Okay, so he
Speaker 1: played for the Hawks, right, so this is like mm
Speaker 1: hmm circa two thousand nineteens to like two thousand twenty
Speaker 1: one ish. That was the range, right, And uh, we
Speaker 1: had the same trainer in Atlanta. I was doing some
Speaker 1: things in Atlanta. We had the same trainers, you know, yeah,
Speaker 1: our trainer and uh, you know I would see him
Speaker 1: at the at training all the time. And he was
Speaker 1: having this party. And he never said anything to me
Speaker 1: prior to this. It would just be like, hey about
Speaker 1: you know when we see each other, um, and he
Speaker 1: would uh, he was having this party. So he was
Speaker 1: kind of going around and inviting people to the party,
Speaker 1: like Regenated Carter and uh was any door name Zonique.
Speaker 1: They were they were in the class he can't restraining
Speaker 1: them as well, and so he was like, yeah, y'all
Speaker 1: need to come in he to come. So then he
Speaker 1: was like, you want to come to my apart too? Somebody? Okay? Cool?
Speaker 1: So it's like, what's your number? So I got a
Speaker 1: number that he sends to me like did a little
Speaker 1: invitation and all that. So the day of the party comes,
Speaker 1: so he hits me like are you coming sure? So
Speaker 1: my home girl she didn't want to go with me
Speaker 1: to his party, so I was like, damn, I gotta
Speaker 1: go by myself. So I ended up like catching the
Speaker 1: uber there or if I get there, and the party
Speaker 1: is a vibe, like everybody's vibing and chilling or whatever.
Speaker 1: So he ended up getting like a later and like
Speaker 1: people were starting to leave and everything. So you know,
Speaker 1: like I don't know if you guys like take ubers
Speaker 1: to live with a lot of times, the later it gets,
Speaker 1: the harder, the harder is to find a ride expensive
Speaker 1: and more expensive. Right, he didn't live in Atlanta, like,
Speaker 1: he stayed like in Woodstock or something like that, which
Speaker 1: is like far, and so I would get like an
Speaker 1: uber and then I guess they would see how far
Speaker 1: it is and they would can so, so it just
Speaker 1: was like, just spend a night. So I'm like, okay,
Speaker 1: you know it's a sizeable houses. You know, it's cool.
Speaker 1: Not catching any vibes. So the same friend that wouldn't
Speaker 1: go with me was like, bitch, he's trying to Yeah.
Speaker 1: I'm like, no, I can't be. So he goes, uh, well,
Speaker 1: I'm hospitable. You can sleep in my bed and I'll
Speaker 1: sleep downstairs on the couch. I'm like, no, bro, because
Speaker 1: the thing is I barely knew him at this point,
Speaker 1: you know what I mean, just hanging by and uh,
Speaker 1: you know, at the gym, and you didn't get the
Speaker 1: gay vibes from him. I didn't get the vibes. I didn't.
Speaker 1: I didn't get the vibe. He's an official dl A trade.
Speaker 1: I didn't get the back. So um, it was like,
Speaker 1: now I want to put you to bed. I'll sleep
Speaker 1: on the couch. He's like, no, she get in the bed.
Speaker 1: This man changed the sheets everything. So I sleep in
Speaker 1: the bed. I wake up. He's in the bed the
Speaker 1: next morning, did not try anything, didn't do anything. He
Speaker 1: just was in the bed. I felt like that was weird,
Speaker 1: but nothing happened. So stay I was able to get
Speaker 1: a ride out of there left right, So see him
Speaker 1: again at the gym, like maybe two days later. He
Speaker 1: said nothing to me, not hey, not by, not anything.
Speaker 1: So now it's like weird, like why don't you say anything?
Speaker 1: And I don't want to say nothing to me. But
Speaker 1: it wasn't like romantic. It wasn't anything like he didn't
Speaker 1: touch me, was nothing sexual, which just was I just
Speaker 1: woke up and he was spinning bed dude. Uh and
Speaker 1: so um, he didn't say anything to me. So me
Speaker 1: and that same friend say her name again, I mean
Speaker 1: that same friend. We ended up going to uh sweet Lounge,
Speaker 1: just place called sweet, and I was saying like R
Speaker 1: and B R and B Wednesdays, and I'm cool with
Speaker 1: the producer who is kind of like the promoter for
Speaker 1: that event. So we go. He's the guys there right,
Speaker 1: Um he's there with um, y'all know his boyfriend has
Speaker 1: been now they're like that's friends. I'm telling everything Google.
Speaker 1: So they were there, so, um, I see him so right,
Speaker 1: it's this guy that we we go. We was gonna
Speaker 1: we go with like he got like this section, like
Speaker 1: he has a section every R and B wins that
Speaker 1: he got a sex in this lockland and we just
Speaker 1: go there and tell his name and they let us in.
Speaker 1: So we was with him. Yeah, I was talking to
Speaker 1: him and he was bringing me drinks and stuff like that.
Speaker 1: So I get a text from oh, boy, I'm gonna
Speaker 1: tell y'all after after after this who he was or whatever.
Speaker 1: But I gotta set some boy, thank you, because I
Speaker 1: would have been one of the motherfucker's google and the
Speaker 1: carry on you nobody seeing. And at this point, I
Speaker 1: still don't know what he does, right, let's keep that
Speaker 1: in mind. I still don't know he played in the NBA.
Speaker 1: I didn't know anything. That's all I knew. So so
Speaker 1: he texted me. He was like he was like, oh,
Speaker 1: are you Are you with that guy? I know him?
Speaker 1: And and I was like, you know, basically like what
Speaker 1: you mean with He was like like, oh, y'all like
Speaker 1: in a relationship and I'm saying, no, that's my own boy.
Speaker 1: Like the man, the man that I was with, like
Speaker 1: he got a whole wife and whish. I don't mean anything,
Speaker 1: but it was nothing like that, Like he's really just cool.
Speaker 1: He really was. He really was on my friend the
Speaker 1: other guy. So he was like okay, because I heard
Speaker 1: some things about him. He's like, okay, whatever that means.
Speaker 1: So I'm just finally weird that you're texting me and
Speaker 1: didn't even say nothing to me when I see you
Speaker 1: at the gym, and you know, it was just weird.
Speaker 1: So that was another weird part. So after that he
Speaker 1: started to hit me up, started and invite me out
Speaker 1: and do things. So we started hanging out. So then
Speaker 1: the question started to come like yes, your dad, like
Speaker 1: like does it hurt? Um? What made you that way?
Speaker 1: Where you were listed like all of these different questions
Speaker 1: or whatever. So now now being case since ninety six,
Speaker 1: you start to see the signs of okay, well he's
Speaker 1: too inquisitive because the real straight guy don't care. They
Speaker 1: don't want to know if it hurt. They don't want
Speaker 1: to know how to get down. They don't want to
Speaker 1: And so we started some questions and that's one of
Speaker 1: the light bulbs out coming off. So he was like, um,
Speaker 1: that light bud would have been off when he when
Speaker 1: he I woke up and he was in the bed
Speaker 1: next to me, I would have been like, okay, I
Speaker 1: see what time it is. Booboo. You're in a very
Speaker 1: very dangerous position, right you don't ever want to assume.
Speaker 1: So I never I. You will not find one guy
Speaker 1: on planet Earth that had said that Big C came
Speaker 1: on to them first. Big C put it out there first.
Speaker 1: I always let them come to me. I always let
Speaker 1: them because I say, you beat in your eyelashes at
Speaker 1: the club looking about cut and smiling and joking with
Speaker 1: these niggas, don't even I just say I didn't do that.
Speaker 1: What I said was, I don't like I don't like April.
Speaker 1: I wanna you know what I'm saying, April, I don't.
Speaker 1: I don't do that because it can backfire on you
Speaker 1: and you will never have fruit for evidence that I
Speaker 1: came onto you and not none of that ship. So
Speaker 1: I always allowed him to come first, so we can
Speaker 1: play this game like I literally played the game with
Speaker 1: with some guys for a year or two. Because you
Speaker 1: don't want to say nothing, and I know what you
Speaker 1: I know how you feel, but I'm not going to
Speaker 1: say nothing. You're never gonna catch me in that space.
Speaker 1: So boom. So then now he's like, um, one day
Speaker 1: he's like, um, you know I gotta go out of town,
Speaker 1: you know, work or whatever. Whatever. So he was like, Hey,
Speaker 1: what's your Instagram, m m I gave my Instagram, so
Speaker 1: he followed me, and I feel like he only did
Speaker 1: that for me to see what he does. So I
Speaker 1: followed him with him like, Okay, I never said nothing,
Speaker 1: never said nothing, never said nothing. But the thing is
Speaker 1: he he probably had a bad But here's me, here's
Speaker 1: my thing. I'm not a basketball fan, right so if
Speaker 1: you ain't like Kobe Lebron Michael, I don't know. You
Speaker 1: know what I'm saying, So you play, but I don't.
Speaker 1: I don't know. I don't clearly because you said Michael Michael,
Speaker 1: like Michael Jordan's as. We're talking about a whole bunch
Speaker 1: of niggas right now. I played basketball, this Nikkel bring
Speaker 1: you know, Michael Jordan, what you what you know? Like
Speaker 1: you know, like the staples of basketball, like the Michaels.
Speaker 1: I'm not watching. So I don't know this guy and
Speaker 1: that guy and this guy you know that's on the
Speaker 1: team he cut. That's all I don't know. Um so
Speaker 1: so um so I'm like, okay, you know, play basketball,
Speaker 1: didn't mention anything of it. So then one faithful down
Speaker 1: he was like, you never invite me to what you do.
Speaker 1: So I'm like, so I invited him to a place
Speaker 1: where I was working and he came and he was like, oh,
Speaker 1: this is hot you dope. No, no, no no, no, or whatever.
Speaker 1: Do you want to go back to my house tonight?
Speaker 1: We could cook on the grill to chill, you know,
Speaker 1: smoker little man, I wanna because you know, I'm a
Speaker 1: pot head. And I'm like, okay, so I'll go back
Speaker 1: to the house and we're listening to music and stuff
Speaker 1: like that, and he's telling me his opinions on things
Speaker 1: and all that, and so he's like, um. He was like,
Speaker 1: so are you like involved with anyone right now? And
Speaker 1: I'm like, I'm talking to people. He was like, so
Speaker 1: when the last time you gave head? And I'm like, man,
Speaker 1: a minute, because I don't really like doing that, Like
Speaker 1: I'm not affer, that ain't my thing. I'll do it
Speaker 1: either I love you, hell, I don't like it. And
Speaker 1: if I'm very like that at it, I'd like to
Speaker 1: do it because it makes me seething powerful in that moment,
Speaker 1: like I feel like I got your whole life in mine.
Speaker 1: That that's the true statement. Later, if I really like you,
Speaker 1: then you know it's going down. I may suck you
Speaker 1: into me. You know what I mean, but right, I
Speaker 1: just I just ain't doing it. You just you know,
Speaker 1: and if you pre come, right, you're just not giving
Speaker 1: out ran If you pre come, no, I don't think
Speaker 1: nobody forget about it. If you pre come, forget about it,
Speaker 1: like it's not going to even if even if you
Speaker 1: do it, you're not gonna You're not gonna later go
Speaker 1: on my mouth. Even if you really like them, I
Speaker 1: don't because I would throw up that ain't known but
Speaker 1: a little LOVEX. Yeah, It's like I would not swallow that.
Speaker 1: It just makes me. I can't do it. So so
Speaker 1: he was like, um, so he was like we you know,
Speaker 1: they say guys give the best head. And I said, oh,
Speaker 1: I said who was they? He was like, oh, my
Speaker 1: home boy said the homeboy, the same home boy. Remember
Speaker 1: I say, I saw with the homeboy at the Sweet
Speaker 1: Lound that homeboy told him right, So I'm like, well,
Speaker 1: what y'all just doing discussing that for He was like, well,
Speaker 1: there's some interest there. I don't know if I'll go
Speaker 1: the whole way as far as intercourse, but I'm enterested.
Speaker 1: I have been interested. And then he said that he
Speaker 1: you know, watched the corn um you know. Side are
Speaker 1: a lot of guys that I meet to say then
Speaker 1: I'm like, well, what get you? What? What made you
Speaker 1: want to walk this way? And they were like, I
Speaker 1: s and I clicked on it and I've seen it
Speaker 1: and it was interesting. I promised you. I've heard that
Speaker 1: a thousand times. So a lot of these porn tabs
Speaker 1: turning niggas out you. I mean, that's what it's meant
Speaker 1: to do. That's why you're young. Kids should not be
Speaker 1: watching porn and just desensitize you and just a bunch
Speaker 1: of ships you ain't ready for. So that's what it's
Speaker 1: supposed to do. So so so I'm like, so basically
Speaker 1: you want me to do that? And she was like,
Speaker 1: I mean, if you're down, like not really to it,
Speaker 1: I would have been like, I like to get my
Speaker 1: dick sucks, sir, but I don't. I'm gonna teest me
Speaker 1: not okay, are you don't? Like? What do that mean that?
Speaker 1: And if you and with intercourse, with intercourse, you know
Speaker 1: everybody knows the G spot is in the name is
Speaker 1: for a male. So if you know you're doing what
Speaker 1: you're supposed to do out, you know, naturally have a
Speaker 1: explosion without even touch, so I prefer to get mine
Speaker 1: that way, you know. So uh so I was like,
Speaker 1: I don't do it. So like he kept asking me, y'all,
Speaker 1: so I feel bad for him. You gave him some
Speaker 1: pity head. Yeah yeah, y'all. After that, that hooked. After
Speaker 1: that like on me every day, sending car services for
Speaker 1: me to come to the house or at this point,
Speaker 1: it was like we can go out together, we can
Speaker 1: go get something like it wasn't even nothing because like
Speaker 1: she said, like I don't do too much, so you know, cool.
Speaker 1: So you know a lot of guys gonna mind being y'all,
Speaker 1: just comfortable. A lot of guys don't mind out with
Speaker 1: me like that, even old, especially in my hometown, Like
Speaker 1: everybody knows me from just being out and you know,
Speaker 1: just being popular around the city. So it's not abnormal
Speaker 1: for a straight guy to be communicated with me or
Speaker 1: hanging with me, so people don't never think about it
Speaker 1: like that. So that's why I say I've got a
Speaker 1: little different because you know, when I talk to the
Speaker 1: I talk to this one guy that does here out here, um,
Speaker 1: and he was basically saying to me, like you know
Speaker 1: what I mean. It's like i'd be ostracized, Like I
Speaker 1: don't see how you get the coexists and go to
Speaker 1: these clubs and stuff like that and be comfortable and
Speaker 1: it's like it's just how it's always been, and like
Speaker 1: I don't, I don't know. So a lot of stereotypes
Speaker 1: in the ways that you know, gay people operating stuff.
Speaker 1: It's a little different sometimes for me because it's different,
Speaker 1: you know what I mean, Like I haven't, I haven't.
Speaker 1: I don't have to move like I don't have to
Speaker 1: move up like that. A lot of times it's not
Speaker 1: that I didn't have to, you know. Sometimes like sometimes
Speaker 1: you see somebody you like, whatever you want to try
Speaker 1: to make yourself know this or whatever and put yourself
Speaker 1: in the arena. But a lot of times, like especially
Speaker 1: when Snapchat came around. M hmmm. When Snapchat came, it
Speaker 1: was like a d L trade Man hit because it
Speaker 1: was a delete right after you. That's where it goes down.
Speaker 1: I get some of everything, like big buttholes, titts, pussies,
Speaker 1: you name. I had a Hispanic guy I used to
Speaker 1: work with right who I befriended, and we started like
Speaker 1: chatting on the phone and stuff like that, and this
Speaker 1: nigga would always send me asked shots and I'm like,
Speaker 1: I'm a woman, why are you sitting in your ass?
Speaker 1: Like how I would get in the mirror and take
Speaker 1: a butt shot. He would send me pictures like that.
Speaker 1: Is that a look? Is that a cute? Was confused?
Speaker 1: I mean, I guess now everybody don't like you ain't
Speaker 1: picked the nigga before? I never I never pegged anyone
Speaker 1: the fingers. No, not yet, what you're doing after this?
Speaker 1: But I was trying to get a guy on that
Speaker 1: I met online who's into that, and he actually said
Speaker 1: he was with a trans guy once, but he doesn't
Speaker 1: like it, so he does do like the pegging with women, though.
Speaker 1: I was trying to get him on so he can
Speaker 1: talk about that ship. Really, I'll do some fingers, but
Speaker 1: now I'm not strapping up on me. I don't want
Speaker 1: to to eat his own you know, you know what
Speaker 1: I'm saying, because I just want to. I just want
Speaker 1: to feel that powerful like you, I'm sucking this ship
Speaker 1: out of you. But are you gonna like him afterwards?
Speaker 1: Like you're gonna smut him out and not talk to
Speaker 1: him again. Well, I don't think it will be the
Speaker 1: type of minute. I like what want that, you know,
Speaker 1: it would just be like for Nix, the type of
Speaker 1: man I want. They don't. They wouldn't. Yeah, they wouldn't
Speaker 1: want to do that. They they want to throw the penis.
Speaker 1: But back to the guy, right, because he turned out
Speaker 1: to be very obsessive and the fucking weird. Right. So
Speaker 1: I'm popping, I'm hot, like I'm in Atlanta and I'm
Speaker 1: with the Who's Who doing the Who's what? And he
Speaker 1: started being like, oh, I don't like you going there.
Speaker 1: I don't like you going to that place, that studio
Speaker 1: that Why are you with them? I know them? How
Speaker 1: you know them? Huh. Then he would do things like
Speaker 1: I'll be just casually mentioned that I want to go
Speaker 1: to this concert, Oh this concert coming, Oh I come
Speaker 1: back to Columbia um for totally forget about the concert.
Speaker 1: Then he's like, oh, you ain't you hit me? Mind
Speaker 1: you We're talking whole time I'm back in Columbia. He's
Speaker 1: talking to me every day. Nothing changed, was still on
Speaker 1: the vibe. And then he goes, oh, yes, so you're
Speaker 1: not coming back today, And I'm like, why would I
Speaker 1: be coming back today? I told you I'm coming back
Speaker 1: next week. Oh yeah, because you said you want to
Speaker 1: get that concert I got taken. You would tell me
Speaker 1: that now at like seven o'clock. The concert started eight,
Speaker 1: and I'm in Columbia start climb, and you're in the
Speaker 1: lad stupid ship. Then, um, my birthday was coming up
Speaker 1: and it was the Supreme hoodie that I want. It
Speaker 1: was so dope. It was like pink and the hair
Speaker 1: like the Supreme. It was different from all the Supreme
Speaker 1: hoodies at the time, anybody was getting the same basic
Speaker 1: one and I wanted that one, right, So I showed
Speaker 1: him just like, oh I see it could have I think,
Speaker 1: I want this for my birthday. So I'm gonna trying
Speaker 1: to get him ony on my birthday. That's ugly, Like
Speaker 1: why the fuck? No, Like, no, you can get better
Speaker 1: dripped than the blah bla blah blah blah blah blah
Speaker 1: weeks old later you face time me with the hoodie
Speaker 1: on the one that I wanted to win. That was
Speaker 1: so ugly. Oh no, see what the fun it was?
Speaker 1: So it was so weird. It was so weird. And
Speaker 1: then he ended up getting like cut and they have
Speaker 1: to go play overseas and all that, and he was
Speaker 1: trying to give me to go to Turkey. I'm not
Speaker 1: coming to Turkey, like no, I'm not coming over there,
Speaker 1: and ain'tbody man. And then he started like pages to
Speaker 1: like stop me because I had blot them. And then
Speaker 1: what was that sign? He was a scorpion? I think, yeah, no,
Speaker 1: motherfucking nuts and nasty they like that. He just he
Speaker 1: just became weird, like where this funk? Where is hell?
Speaker 1: Like mad when he's seen people liking my pictures or
Speaker 1: just people that he might make No, hey you got
Speaker 1: jealous of t cam like my trainer like that. Yeah,
Speaker 1: he's like huge. I don't like huge big as guys
Speaker 1: like that because I got a smart amount and I
Speaker 1: don't want to get here. So I try to tend
Speaker 1: to talk to guys that I feel like I can,
Speaker 1: we can, we might can you know right, I want to.
Speaker 1: I want to be able to talk. So it just
Speaker 1: it just got weird. So it's so I would consider
Speaker 1: him a trade because I don't know. Guys don't get
Speaker 1: in their feelings. So I said all that to say,
Speaker 1: I think that's the difference between the A d L
Speaker 1: guys strictly about the late night encounter and we're out,
Speaker 1: we're not texting, we're not talking, we're not communicating with
Speaker 1: a trade. They'll literally have a relationship with you, a
Speaker 1: relationship that's just not a public or non and the thing.
Speaker 1: And it's so easy for me to have those types
Speaker 1: of relationship. I know, I know you're saying that your
Speaker 1: friend was saying that he never got packed, and that's
Speaker 1: how you feel like that. I mean, I've been through
Speaker 1: that before. But I want to be pee. A lot
Speaker 1: of guys be weird, like when the deal guys do
Speaker 1: talk to them like, oh, you know, I'm deal, we
Speaker 1: can't do this, we can't do this, we can't say this.
Speaker 1: But before they can say that to me nowadays, i'
Speaker 1: be like, well, you know, I don't really want to
Speaker 1: run in my business. We can't do this, we can't.
Speaker 1: They're looking at me like, God, damn, I was ready
Speaker 1: to tell you the same ship. So you're very discreet
Speaker 1: whenever you ever know me to publicly speak on what
Speaker 1: I'm dating now and people may have figured out and
Speaker 1: put us on blasts and all that. You know what
Speaker 1: I'm talking about. But other than that, you can't that
Speaker 1: you can't, you can't, right, I like? I like that.
Speaker 1: It's like and to be honest, it's a lot of
Speaker 1: scrutiny with with coming out with somebody and being in
Speaker 1: the relationship. Notw that I'm afraid of it, because it's
Speaker 1: not like people don't know what how I get now,
Speaker 1: but I just kind of felt like I haven't really
Speaker 1: meant the guy that's worth going through the scrutiny with.
Speaker 1: Like if I meet a guy that's like, Okay, we
Speaker 1: want to go public and we want to do this,
Speaker 1: and I feel like you're worth it, and that's one thing,
Speaker 1: but it's like, well, I want to be arguing with
Speaker 1: people on Internet and all kind of ship about a
Speaker 1: nigger that ain't ship three that's my life basically. So
Speaker 1: so my question, So niggas ain't shipped on the heterosexual side,
Speaker 1: so they ain't ship over there either, because the heterosexual
Speaker 1: men be acting like women tripping, right, So there's still men,
Speaker 1: So how what are the treats better on the other side?
Speaker 1: They are, And it's it's even worse because still just
Speaker 1: people worse because they have they don't They don't just
Speaker 1: have women, you know what I mean. Now they can
Speaker 1: pick men and trends and whatever whatever flows their boat,
Speaker 1: you know what I mean. So it's like a wilder
Speaker 1: spectrum of who they have to pick from, and I
Speaker 1: tend to realize and find out what it is that
Speaker 1: gay men, um, what about sexual deal or whatever? Are
Speaker 1: very super sexual, Like everything is sex and everything is sexualized.
Speaker 1: I should say, like you know what I mean, Like
Speaker 1: you said, well, gay men are download with gay men,
Speaker 1: I said, to download the trade off download is gay
Speaker 1: trade Let's be very clear. I had just one guy,
Speaker 1: y'all that um that I was communicating with, right, and
Speaker 1: we were just communicating and we're just having a regular conversation,
Speaker 1: and um, we didn't last long. We literally was talking
Speaker 1: for like two weeks and he said something. I can't
Speaker 1: remember exactly what he said, but um, he was like yeah,
Speaker 1: but I'm straight out of that. So I was like, well,
Speaker 1: you've had sex with men before. He was like yeah,
Speaker 1: And I was like, well you're not straight. You gotta
Speaker 1: send it and never talked to me again. And see,
Speaker 1: because there are men out there that identified look at me,
Speaker 1: I'll be saying I ain't gay and then be even
Speaker 1: pushy sometimes on the weekend. But that's different men, Like
Speaker 1: I mean, it's not never mean, it's different. It's different. Different.
Speaker 1: Although I don't subscribed to that but it's different. It's
Speaker 1: different in the way of society looks at it. It's different.
Speaker 1: It's just different, you know what I mean. It's ill
Speaker 1: when two guys and this opal sexy when it's two girls,
Speaker 1: you know what I mean? There was just drunk girls
Speaker 1: with girls with girls. What about guys and guys thing
Speaker 1: just having just having a good time watching the game,
Speaker 1: sucking a little bit, And that does get on my
Speaker 1: nerve When niggas you act like you can't eat a banana,
Speaker 1: you can't eat a pop the hot dog, I'd be
Speaker 1: like Lizzy, like I'll be breaking it too, because it
Speaker 1: just feels weird to be putting that type of ship
Speaker 1: is homophobic. That's homophobic if you can't just do regular ship,
Speaker 1: because it's why, why, why is your brain even thinking
Speaker 1: in that way? And I had a conversation with a
Speaker 1: friend last night. He's a hetero sexual man, nothing, but
Speaker 1: I told him what we were doing the show one today, right,
Speaker 1: and he was like, you know, um, he said he
Speaker 1: has a cousin. Every time he speaks to him, he's
Speaker 1: like saying, somebody's dropping F bombs and stuff like that.
Speaker 1: And he was like, half the time, I don't even
Speaker 1: be knowing who's gay, I said, because you don't care.
Speaker 1: You don't care whether or not a man is gay.
Speaker 1: Men who like go out their way to care to me,
Speaker 1: I've been or when they mean or like don't want
Speaker 1: the server to be because they gay, Like I've been
Speaker 1: with a man where he always recognized gay ship that's
Speaker 1: not even on my radar. Like two gay men taking
Speaker 1: a picture and kissing off in the cut somewhere, like
Speaker 1: how did you even notice that? Like I sighed, but
Speaker 1: it didn't register my mind because I don't don't care,
Speaker 1: like these are just always But why do you care
Speaker 1: so much? Why does it always say these? Too many
Speaker 1: straight guys concerned about gay people's bedroom. One thing about
Speaker 1: it as it's great. Man, you don't go to your
Speaker 1: homeboard and be like, hey did your funk your wife
Speaker 1: last night? You know what I'm saying. So why does
Speaker 1: it matter what I need in my bedroom? Right? Why
Speaker 1: does it matter? Exactly? And also another thing I want
Speaker 1: heterosexual men are supposed heterosexual sexual men to understand is
Speaker 1: gay men have preference just because this is a gay man.
Speaker 1: I don't mean he want to that you want to
Speaker 1: suck you? Oh my, like a thousand words with that one,
Speaker 1: because that's that's annoying, Like damn, he not trying to
Speaker 1: like you, and I'm thinking don't want you exactly. Yes,
Speaker 1: have preference gave told me one time she was like
Speaker 1: listening to like, guys are definitely going to come. Guy's
Speaker 1: gonna come for you. Why because you're all your home
Speaker 1: girls are bad bitches, So why wouldn't you beat the
Speaker 1: bad homeboy that's with the bad bitches. We're all bad bitches.
Speaker 1: So it's like you're no difference, man. So it's just
Speaker 1: like I didn't look at it like that, you know
Speaker 1: what I'm saying. But I definitely understand that thing about preference,
Speaker 1: Like you don't have to be homof bro, I wouldn't
Speaker 1: suck you with a ten for economy three ten foot
Speaker 1: poll with three condoms paths at the end of it,
Speaker 1: so you know about your business like and a lot
Speaker 1: of them be fed with body. Are you able to
Speaker 1: give us like some signs women can look for. Um
Speaker 1: y'all definitely picked up on the constant gay bashon the
Speaker 1: constant gay conversation, the homophobia, and just anything that they do,
Speaker 1: like I can't watch it see something on a movie
Speaker 1: or a TV show or you know it's that's that's
Speaker 1: definitely won't watch p Valley with me. Come on back,
Speaker 1: watch Valley is a bit much. I can understand why
Speaker 1: a heterosexual man wouldn't want to them watch boy watch
Speaker 1: that ship with me dog when that nigg is spit
Speaker 1: in his hand. To put that that spit, I was like,
Speaker 1: why you can't watch it? You ain't gotta put it up.
Speaker 1: The only the only reason why that you wouldn't want
Speaker 1: to watch that is because you don't want to be aroused. No,
Speaker 1: I'm saying, not me the one, okay, right, Like why
Speaker 1: because it's not like it's not like they'd be like,
Speaker 1: I'm just not homosexual sex all the time. If you
Speaker 1: get a scene or two, you know what I mean, Like,
Speaker 1: come on, you can you can get past this thirty
Speaker 1: second scene, right, It's not the end of your life,
Speaker 1: right for the big picture of the show, because it's
Speaker 1: not just because honestly, that's what's going on in the world.
Speaker 1: They're gay people in the world, so why would that
Speaker 1: be depicted on There's always my thing, that's all. Now.
Speaker 1: I don't agree with the old changing cartoon characters and
Speaker 1: all that and making cartoon characters game, the gay characters
Speaker 1: on set from the street, and I leave well enough alone.
Speaker 1: If you want to create a new cartoon that's gay,
Speaker 1: and you know you want to push that, and the
Speaker 1: parents or the children that choose to watch that are
Speaker 1: allowed the children to watch that, then that's true. But
Speaker 1: don't do a tie classics, you know what I mean?
Speaker 1: Leave that alone. Now. I will agree with the straight
Speaker 1: people when they say leave Spider Man and all these
Speaker 1: people alone. I get it. But I just feel like
Speaker 1: people just act like it's not going on in the world,
Speaker 1: like it's definitely gay and it's two definitely is. I
Speaker 1: don't like that they turn old characters gay or something
Speaker 1: like that. They could create a new character and make
Speaker 1: them gay. That's what I feel like, like a gay
Speaker 1: muppet baby. You can't make burden now, like come on now.
Speaker 1: But but what they were saying was they were always gay,
Speaker 1: They just wasn't they did. Yes. Look, here's another sign
Speaker 1: I want to point out. Did y'all do y'all watch um?
Speaker 1: Have y'all watched the current season of Real Housewives of Atlanta?
Speaker 1: There was a clip uh online It might have been
Speaker 1: on the sheet recently, but it was all of them
Speaker 1: at a table, but the spotlight was on Drew Sa
Speaker 1: Dora and her husband, Ralph Pittman. And we've had Drew
Speaker 1: Sa Dora on we talked back before. Right, he's a
Speaker 1: super he's just nasty towards her. Oftentimes he's real narcissistic.
Speaker 1: Charay basically pulled out received eats from Dreusador's assistant that
Speaker 1: Ralph is gay. And I feel like assigned to women
Speaker 1: if I feel like when men are just overly mean
Speaker 1: to women, they fight right or they always got anything
Speaker 1: um issues with what women do or what women where,
Speaker 1: are just trying to control women? That's true to where
Speaker 1: also what I realized, or even hitting women, beating women,
Speaker 1: I feel like the men who beat women is like
Speaker 1: the last thing they can hold onto to prove that
Speaker 1: they're a man. I can see that too. Also, I've
Speaker 1: noticed that a lot of guys that are like bisexual
Speaker 1: or like you know, gay, and they want to front
Speaker 1: like they you know, still straight and they got the
Speaker 1: wives and the kids they always go for like white
Speaker 1: women are like others because they'd be down for that.
Speaker 1: And it's I've learned as of the last couple of weeks,
Speaker 1: because y'all not be on clubhouse and ship that there
Speaker 1: are a lot of black women out here. That's okay
Speaker 1: with bisexual men too. So to me, it's all about
Speaker 1: being upfront about what you want. But you first come
Speaker 1: and then you can find somebody that's fun that ship
Speaker 1: and see, y'all forgot the biggest sign and we talked
Speaker 1: about it. The white leader in different colors sign words.
Speaker 1: That's the way I never seen the blue white what
Speaker 1: you wanted to But now, okay, but no, bro, I'm
Speaker 1: telling you it's so many. But sometimes you just really
Speaker 1: can't tell. I mean, you know, people are just that good,
Speaker 1: just that good at you know what I mean, being discreet.
Speaker 1: I mean that's the point of being discreet. You nobody
Speaker 1: supposed to know, so you know, if you're not if
Speaker 1: people know what, then you're not discreet. So I mean,
Speaker 1: I think that a lot of people think that signs
Speaker 1: of gayness is always a switch or you know what
Speaker 1: I mean. And everybody's not that. Everybody's not. Don't everybody
Speaker 1: know operate like that? Everybody don't move like that every
Speaker 1: and another another thing I know, I'm jumping all over
Speaker 1: the place. But another thing I also want people to
Speaker 1: understand is femininity. Doesn't also doesn't mean game. You can
Speaker 1: be feminine and not be There a lot of people,
Speaker 1: a lot of people who quite feminine ment being gay.
Speaker 1: Some men are just feminine and you don't necessarily have
Speaker 1: to be gay. Um, so that's another misconception that I
Speaker 1: need people to clear up this. Could you see somebody femininely,
Speaker 1: I don't mean their game right. Um, I'm a firm
Speaker 1: believer in there don't be no gaysha come out about
Speaker 1: real nigga. So someone comes out, comes out about supposed
Speaker 1: hetero sexual man being gay nine times out of tend
Speaker 1: it's true. I found what I've learned around saying you're
Speaker 1: a gay. I've noticed that, like I've seen like some
Speaker 1: guys exposed and it's like, oh yeah, she's definitely get
Speaker 1: drying me. So that that person is not lying, you
Speaker 1: know what I'm saying. So it's just like I've never
Speaker 1: been the exposed type because you don't get you don't
Speaker 1: get new niggas. If he exposed, dumb, Yeah you weapon
Speaker 1: you weaponizing. That's not always because they could never say
Speaker 1: they see me putting the last one out? Can you
Speaker 1: feel what I'm saying? But it's definitely girls that don't
Speaker 1: care like my eggs right, it's no longer with us.
Speaker 1: But he at a point with his girl, baby mom
Speaker 1: or whatever. They was going back and forth. You know
Speaker 1: how that go. I hang with her, we just lived together.
Speaker 1: I was getting that type of vibes. So she put
Speaker 1: him out for whatever reason, I don't know. So he
Speaker 1: had up being here. He had not came and stayed
Speaker 1: with me, and it was going on like week two.
Speaker 1: Typically he would watch his kids during the day while
Speaker 1: she went to school or work or whatever she did.
Speaker 1: So while she put him out, she been she had,
Speaker 1: I guess, find an alternative and all that because she
Speaker 1: was still being upset. Man, So she didn't want to
Speaker 1: ask me to watch the baby. So I guess she
Speaker 1: got tired of trying to find babysitts and stuff. So
Speaker 1: she text him, I've seen being Pop on his phone.
Speaker 1: I had a picture of him on my phone. I
Speaker 1: put his picture on my phone up to his lock screen.
Speaker 1: Any work, pitch damn right, So you did his phone
Speaker 1: and are reading her text? Man, sitches. She's basically saying,
Speaker 1: I know you would, and I don't give a funk
Speaker 1: if you need to. I know you're gonna beat that
Speaker 1: I looked at his phone and she's like, oh, I
Speaker 1: know you would see Um. She was like, you can
Speaker 1: watch the sun over there. I don't care. That bitch
Speaker 1: had to go to work. She got she got tied
Speaker 1: to play with y'all like, get this baby, oh and
Speaker 1: take him over there. I don't give a damn y'all
Speaker 1: might complained, y'all have to blake. She ended up killing
Speaker 1: him last year. So it's been a year. In April
Speaker 1: last year she killed killed him. Room happen? Why it
Speaker 1: was because she found out he was gay. I made
Speaker 1: the differ because of the text messages I saw. She
Speaker 1: knew forward that was that happened like that happened like
Speaker 1: maybe a year prior to him being getting killed, so
Speaker 1: you knew. I feel like, I know what you're talking about.
Speaker 1: Was that in who's in South Carolina? And she was
Speaker 1: helping them look for everybody? I know what you're talking
Speaker 1: about though, Well, no, that wasn't it. This happened last
Speaker 1: last year, last April April fourteen. To be damn, that's crazy.
Speaker 1: That's crazy. Um My, my ex boyfriend the daycare his
Speaker 1: daughter went to, like you know, he would drop her off,
Speaker 1: so the kids like knew him as her daddy, like hey, whatever,
Speaker 1: they would all come. So I guess the mom saw
Speaker 1: how her son was interacting with him, so when he
Speaker 1: left the building, she ran out after him like distraught
Speaker 1: and asked him how did he know her son. He
Speaker 1: was like, I mean, your son is in the daycare
Speaker 1: with my daughter, like I see the kids every day.
Speaker 1: And she was like, um, you know, I've been going
Speaker 1: through stuff with his dad. She found out the dad
Speaker 1: was gay, So now she's trying to figure out who
Speaker 1: the man is that the daddy's sleeping went. So you're
Speaker 1: just gonna run up on every nigga that interacts with
Speaker 1: your child, like you think this man has had like
Speaker 1: the random niggas right your kid like that that ship.
Speaker 1: I was like, you know what, that's literally driving her crazy.
Speaker 1: It drove her. I listen, I can imagine. I can imagine.
Speaker 1: I never try to contribute to those situations, but a
Speaker 1: lot of times you don't know into it too late,
Speaker 1: you know what I mean. I was, you know, especially
Speaker 1: the situation I was just talking about, like he you know,
Speaker 1: basically said, And the thing is she will be online
Speaker 1: saying similar things like oh I ain't with my baby
Speaker 1: daddy just sleep on the cow cham blah blah blah blah.
Speaker 1: So I'm like, okay, well he must be telling me
Speaker 1: true because the same thing he's telling me. But then
Speaker 1: she ended up getting craignant, so I knew that was
Speaker 1: a lie. But yeah, so it's like and she got
Speaker 1: pregging after he was staying with me and all that,
Speaker 1: so beat you new. So that's what I to go
Speaker 1: back to what you was saying, like, it's a lot
Speaker 1: of girls that don't I guess that don't care. Right,
Speaker 1: did you stop sucking him after a while? Yeah, yeah,
Speaker 1: a lot. Yeah, we we will have to probably talk
Speaker 1: off off here about the rest of it. But I
Speaker 1: out it came to ahead and it caused me to
Speaker 1: be like cut him out, but he never left me alone.
Speaker 1: Bridge was fake number. It is fake page that trying
Speaker 1: to talk to the girl. I love them. He loved me.
Speaker 1: M y'all bitches would be surprised to all here having
Speaker 1: relationship issues with your nigga. What the that was? Money?
Speaker 1: He come in the house where the attitude that was
Speaker 1: a my nick un, I tell you don't do this
Speaker 1: like we like I promise you like you know how
Speaker 1: you can see like I was looking at up to day.
Speaker 1: You know, you can go to somebody cash out like
Speaker 1: your cashop. You can see it like your cashop history
Speaker 1: with someone like how much money they see you? Mm hmm,
Speaker 1: I might got penis envy right now? What the fuck
Speaker 1: like I want that? Why? Why don't you have me
Speaker 1: look at you? Your beauty markets, even your beauty markets
Speaker 1: talk about oh hey we're twins. So y'all. Uh, we're
Speaker 1: gonna go to commercial right quick, and when we come back,
Speaker 1: we're gonna see if Big Sea has a dumb bit
Speaker 1: story for us. Okay, sorry, but there's no real easy
Speaker 1: way to say this, but you could be a simple
Speaker 1: because you are a man, you could be a simple
Speaker 1: SIMP series is equivalent to a dumb bitch story. So
Speaker 1: we're not calling people dumb bitches. We're not calling nigga simps.
Speaker 1: It's just somebody who got taken advantage of a nice person,
Speaker 1: who got played right and maybe stayed a little bit
Speaker 1: too fucking long. So I know you got a story
Speaker 1: or three for us, Just one though, tell us about
Speaker 1: the time you got played Yah, got nigga got you
Speaker 1: out of some money, something hurt your feelings. Who you
Speaker 1: don't get some money too. So this was literally this year.
Speaker 1: It's June one. So first just got place to water.
Speaker 1: You got played. It's okay because the rest of the
Speaker 1: year gonna be a comeback. You don't worry about it
Speaker 1: when you got some of your p P pee. I
Speaker 1: wish I gotta people didn't let me. You didn't know me.
Speaker 1: I tried, okay. So I was communicating with this person, right,
Speaker 1: and he was curious but was afraid, and I was
Speaker 1: just like really liking him, and it was just like vibes.
Speaker 1: So I like, I wanted to what we said earlier
Speaker 1: that I didn't like knowing. I wanted to like I
Speaker 1: wanted to because I liked him, right, So he was like,
Speaker 1: oh no, no, I can't. I can't. So I was like,
Speaker 1: ILL paid you. So he was like okay. So I
Speaker 1: was like I had a hundred dollars. He was like no,
Speaker 1: he kept knowing me until we got to six hundred
Speaker 1: dollars you paid. I'm gonna let a guy y'all online,
Speaker 1: I got so that is a bad bit. Got. I
Speaker 1: gave him cash some six hundred dollars. So then they
Speaker 1: like took him forever. Like he wasn't like responding so
Speaker 1: I thought, you're trying to play me. So then I'm
Speaker 1: getting like threatening, like bitch, I know I'm gonna play
Speaker 1: with me, which I'll tell everybody like come back. Like
Speaker 1: he was like, oh, anybody's trying to check you. I know,
Speaker 1: six hundred dollars, ain't. I was like, bitch, please, you
Speaker 1: were asking for the money, so there for something, you
Speaker 1: know what I'm saying. So he came right, he came.
Speaker 1: He pulled up, so I get down to do it
Speaker 1: with doing it and he was not hard. Oh, he
Speaker 1: just wasn't into it. And he already got my sixstern
Speaker 1: dollars and I didn't get something deep. And I don't
Speaker 1: even like something deep. He was a little tardy. Yeah,
Speaker 1: I used to turn deal for six hundred dollars. Turn
Speaker 1: little like the White Party was coming up, talking like well,
Speaker 1: I want these prop shoes. They was like seven fifty
Speaker 1: and I was looking at my account and I'm looking
Speaker 1: trying to suck some tart as limp ass deep I
Speaker 1: swear to go how like And then like he texted
Speaker 1: me like I'll buck you for fifteen hunt what like? Yeah,
Speaker 1: I used to it's about we from him. He was
Speaker 1: one of the guys. He was one of the guys. No,
Speaker 1: he's not game this guy. No he did, I guess. Yeah,
Speaker 1: but but he'll be gay for pay obviously, obviously. Okay,
Speaker 1: that's another thing. We didn't talk about this trade deal,
Speaker 1: and there's gay for pay apparently, right. I feel like
Speaker 1: if you, I feel like, if you care, then you're
Speaker 1: you're curious. But I think what I think. Well, a
Speaker 1: lot of people, so should we keep in a past
Speaker 1: if they're curious curious meeting the way? WHOA? Because curious
Speaker 1: means that you're exploring, right, No, No, no, it means
Speaker 1: you're exploring, like like I'm curious about how like sucking
Speaker 1: frall megs tasting I taste them. That I mean I'm
Speaker 1: gonna frog Lake eater like I'm thirty seven after you
Speaker 1: eat it one time you were frog. Yes, that's what
Speaker 1: I'm saying. But I don't like you. I'm thirty seven.
Speaker 1: I'm not about to eat. I'm not about to eat
Speaker 1: pussy no time in my lifetime because I don't like vagina.
Speaker 1: I don't like women in that way. And I know
Speaker 1: that right. If I started in pussy tomorrow, that means
Speaker 1: it's been on my mind my whole life. That's really
Speaker 1: how I feel about it. I've been wanting to do
Speaker 1: this thing. That's how I feel. No, because I just
Speaker 1: kind of fell into some pussy how but you but
Speaker 1: you were I was. I was drunk. I went the liquids.
Speaker 1: My friend was like, come to the house. Came to
Speaker 1: the house next to you know, I was getting Yeah,
Speaker 1: you probably do. You know? We gotta get the funk
Speaker 1: up out of here. I really enjoyed an episode. I
Speaker 1: want you to come back ya game man, y'all. Motherfucker's
Speaker 1: funny as hell. Man. Yes, the next time you come back,
Speaker 1: you come back at yourself and we can just have conversation.
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