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Speaker 1: We talked back. It's your girl, tam Ball. Hey, hey,

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Speaker 1: and it's a it's a j. Get into the voices, please,

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Speaker 1: se y'all can know who talking to ship and who ain't. Please.

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Speaker 1: I'm usually the one talk to the ship. It's a

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Speaker 1: and don't give a fuck. Okay. I guess I'm a

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Speaker 1: on it. And look at you. Curson is therapeutic for me, Okay.

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Speaker 1: It's like meditation a little bit, just to get them

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Speaker 1: out some time. Um Memorial Day weekend, y'all just chilled out.

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Speaker 1: I didn't go into the beach. I noticed that Charleston's

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Speaker 1: I don't know, but the beach was really packed, a

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Speaker 1: basically was taking their pictures like this, one to three racists,

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Speaker 1: and this is how they were blatantly being disrespectful. They

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Speaker 1: this motherfucking book bag, and it's for this type of activity. Okay,

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Speaker 1: So where were you at? Were you on Sullivan's Island,

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Speaker 1: on Sullivan's Island on the beach. You know, we got

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Speaker 1: I went to Atlanta, where I was in McDonough. I

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Speaker 1: think um from my nieces. My niece graduated from high

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Speaker 1: I've never seen this at a graduation in my life.

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Speaker 1: And it was about four hundred thirty seven graduates. It

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Speaker 1: it was a lot of goddamn students. They're trying to

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Speaker 1: I never heard of it. I know it was crazy,

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Speaker 1: Toby the blue jean that blue jean shirt in the woods.

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Speaker 1: And she got on that slave own her head. Yes,

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Speaker 1: concerned about generational wealth, not for just generational wealth for

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Speaker 1: so there's an imbalance in our relationship. He explained. One

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Speaker 1: of the ideas that popped into my mind it was

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Speaker 1: You I, I just fucking know it. It ain't no

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Speaker 1: That ship broke my heart. I tag out ya vzon

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Speaker 1: And it's like a real case of kids being raised

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Speaker 1: who to believe. Y'all all got fucking mental health issues

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Speaker 1: as far as I'm concerned, they just do not have

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Speaker 1: that could not be my last. It couldn't be my

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Speaker 1: with him. Ultimately, did he put her on? Cassie? Was

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Speaker 1: the day? My space? Is that your whole life? Yeah?

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Speaker 1: I thought Cassie was kind of already out here before,

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Speaker 1: Like did he put her on? Yeah? I used to

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Speaker 1: like that song. I ain't gonna laugh, but it was

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Speaker 1: like she was blowing you stupid else having a bit anything.

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Speaker 1: Joscelyn and her motherfucking titties Jostle. You remember she was

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Speaker 1: on our show, Josly did we talked back last year.

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Speaker 1: She definitely flashed up, flashed us with them titties, right,

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Speaker 1: But those are good titties. Those are yeah, those are

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Speaker 1: to help us, um, you know, dissect this. Why are

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Speaker 1: Big you can't. Big can't tell us nothing about himself

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Speaker 1: Understandably so, because we are about to go there. And

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Speaker 1: They don't be out in public like trade, or come

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Speaker 1: I start a conversation with you. A lot of times

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Speaker 1: man a lot of times. I'm in a lot of

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Speaker 1: I like trades. I like I it's wrong. I prefer like.

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Speaker 1: I don't want nobody like switching and popping in you

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Speaker 1: me too. That's that's my preference, not saying that. Um.

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Speaker 1: You know, just I don't know what you call me

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Speaker 1: in my gig. If I like fuck girls when I

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Speaker 1: drink tequila sometime lipstick, they call your lipstick lesbians because

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Speaker 1: more acceptable for you for accidentally end up eating her

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Speaker 1: couchievn one night. But then I'm you know that don't

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Speaker 1: make me gay? Why was it? Because you know I

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Speaker 1: even dry snails. One day, I'm thirty five. When I

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Speaker 1: girl had, I remember, I remember that this Thingly she

422
00:25:50,880 --> 00:25:53,960
Speaker 1: had glasses and she had a shrimp cocktail, not a ponytail,

423
00:25:54,000 --> 00:25:57,520
Speaker 1: but a shrimp cocktail. That was okay, that's a bitch

424
00:25:57,640 --> 00:25:59,639
Speaker 1: that had to strip you. You needed to go to

425
00:25:59,640 --> 00:26:03,080
Speaker 1: someplace for women who really like do this ship, because

426
00:26:03,080 --> 00:26:06,600
Speaker 1: that sounds like somebody who got a strip to eat.

427
00:26:06,320 --> 00:26:10,000
Speaker 1: I have, since then you was gonna find a problem

428
00:26:10,000 --> 00:26:16,200
Speaker 1: with Couci anyway, want or not. She could have been

429
00:26:16,359 --> 00:26:19,439
Speaker 1: beautiful pussy, looking like a rainbow and the sky. You're like,

430
00:26:20,400 --> 00:26:25,000
Speaker 1: that's how I always tell people that my fascination when women,

431
00:26:25,680 --> 00:26:28,440
Speaker 1: or even my idea of thinking of dating women or

432
00:26:28,480 --> 00:26:30,840
Speaker 1: whatever died with Alia and the plane crash, because she

433
00:26:30,920 --> 00:26:34,679
Speaker 1: was definitely like my ideal, like a woman that's like

434
00:26:34,720 --> 00:26:36,640
Speaker 1: the only woman I could say, like I really actually

435
00:26:36,640 --> 00:26:43,480
Speaker 1: had like attracted too, and I had sexual thoughts about pictures, posters,

436
00:26:43,480 --> 00:26:45,840
Speaker 1: like I was like literally obsessed with and then that's it.

437
00:26:45,960 --> 00:26:49,159
Speaker 1: No other woman. It's not a beautiful on thing. But

438
00:26:49,200 --> 00:26:51,639
Speaker 1: I'm just saying like from that point and then you know,

439
00:26:51,680 --> 00:26:55,960
Speaker 1: of course I just started discovering the trade that I

440
00:26:56,000 --> 00:26:58,200
Speaker 1: want to go back to that I love it too. Yeah,

441
00:26:58,240 --> 00:26:59,919
Speaker 1: me too, Okay, but I want to go back to that.

442
00:27:00,000 --> 00:27:01,800
Speaker 1: So I do have a friend who did confide in

443
00:27:01,880 --> 00:27:04,679
Speaker 1: me once that you know, when he was a little younger,

444
00:27:04,920 --> 00:27:08,760
Speaker 1: he would funk with DL men a lot, and it

445
00:27:08,960 --> 00:27:11,480
Speaker 1: was more so about like the sneakiness of it all,

446
00:27:12,240 --> 00:27:14,679
Speaker 1: like the that's what turned them on about it, Like

447
00:27:14,760 --> 00:27:18,679
Speaker 1: them having a sneak to do it. You had the

448
00:27:18,720 --> 00:27:22,280
Speaker 1: thrill of it for me a boy in your house

449
00:27:22,520 --> 00:27:26,480
Speaker 1: when you a kid, like you know, when you're sneaking around. No,

450
00:27:26,560 --> 00:27:29,159
Speaker 1: just that's with a guy who has a wife. I

451
00:27:29,240 --> 00:27:31,879
Speaker 1: snuck out. No, I don't do that. I didn't sneak in.

452
00:27:31,960 --> 00:27:33,720
Speaker 1: I snuck out not to sneak of me and I

453
00:27:33,720 --> 00:27:39,560
Speaker 1: snuck out. Yeah, I was out. The weed man is

454
00:27:39,600 --> 00:27:43,920
Speaker 1: always the weed man, right, But the thrills, the thrill

455
00:27:43,960 --> 00:27:46,959
Speaker 1: of it for me, that's kind of non existent for me,

456
00:27:47,080 --> 00:27:49,640
Speaker 1: just simply because, um, gay you feel what I'm saying,

457
00:27:49,680 --> 00:27:51,440
Speaker 1: so you know, thrill or for me, you know what

458
00:27:51,480 --> 00:27:53,200
Speaker 1: I'm saying, I'm going what I need to do. For you,

459
00:27:53,520 --> 00:27:55,920
Speaker 1: it may be adrenaline rush in the thrill because you

460
00:27:55,960 --> 00:27:59,120
Speaker 1: know you've got all this riding on it. But I'm

461
00:27:59,119 --> 00:28:02,080
Speaker 1: a little different though, So I may be a little

462
00:28:02,080 --> 00:28:06,439
Speaker 1: different from a lot of gay guys because, um, you know,

463
00:28:06,480 --> 00:28:08,880
Speaker 1: a lot of the mass stories about like getting bullied

464
00:28:09,040 --> 00:28:10,920
Speaker 1: and you know, coming up a certain kind of way,

465
00:28:10,960 --> 00:28:12,680
Speaker 1: and that just wasn't never my story, Like you know

466
00:28:12,680 --> 00:28:14,879
Speaker 1: what I'm saying. If anything, I was the bully, you

467
00:28:14,920 --> 00:28:16,520
Speaker 1: know what I'm saying. Growing up and stuff like that,

468
00:28:16,560 --> 00:28:18,840
Speaker 1: so I didn't really necessarily have to deal with that.

469
00:28:19,480 --> 00:28:21,879
Speaker 1: So a lot of my straight friends and tim probably

470
00:28:21,920 --> 00:28:23,919
Speaker 1: to contested this, Like a lot of my friends my

471
00:28:23,960 --> 00:28:25,840
Speaker 1: homeboards are straight guys, you know what I mean. And

472
00:28:26,080 --> 00:28:28,159
Speaker 1: you know, I really I don't really have any gay friends.

473
00:28:28,160 --> 00:28:29,960
Speaker 1: My only gay friend lives in New York, so I

474
00:28:30,000 --> 00:28:32,280
Speaker 1: don't see him a lot, and I don't I don't

475
00:28:32,280 --> 00:28:34,600
Speaker 1: go to gay clubs, and you know, for me having

476
00:28:34,600 --> 00:28:37,600
Speaker 1: to find the kind of guys that I like, it,

477
00:28:37,600 --> 00:28:39,360
Speaker 1: it will technically have to they would have to find

478
00:28:39,360 --> 00:28:41,920
Speaker 1: me in the streets. So they would have to, you know,

479
00:28:42,000 --> 00:28:45,360
Speaker 1: be bold enough to hit me up because I'm not

480
00:28:45,440 --> 00:28:48,320
Speaker 1: like in the arenas, in the areas where the guys

481
00:28:48,320 --> 00:28:51,040
Speaker 1: are openly gay, yard you know, they will be willing

482
00:28:51,080 --> 00:28:52,520
Speaker 1: to come talk to me because I'm not in the

483
00:28:52,520 --> 00:28:58,640
Speaker 1: clubs or anything like that. So it's difficult and a

484
00:28:58,640 --> 00:29:00,440
Speaker 1: lot of times, like some of my friends ends, they'd

485
00:29:00,440 --> 00:29:02,960
Speaker 1: be like, oh, you know this guy is gay. Because

486
00:29:02,960 --> 00:29:05,760
Speaker 1: I meet a lot of friends, right because I do

487
00:29:06,160 --> 00:29:09,720
Speaker 1: things in entertainment, A lot of people come for my

488
00:29:09,800 --> 00:29:12,920
Speaker 1: services on my advice and things like that. You know,

489
00:29:13,040 --> 00:29:15,560
Speaker 1: with what I do entertainment, and you know, we start

490
00:29:15,600 --> 00:29:17,560
Speaker 1: off these friendships, and then my friends were like, he

491
00:29:17,680 --> 00:29:19,720
Speaker 1: like you, He's not gonna sit on the phone with

492
00:29:19,760 --> 00:29:22,120
Speaker 1: you for three or four hours if he didn't like you.

493
00:29:22,320 --> 00:29:24,720
Speaker 1: He's gay, he's this, he's that, and I'm like, no, no,

494
00:29:24,840 --> 00:29:29,600
Speaker 1: it's not true. And then months months later he's like, oh, yeah,

495
00:29:29,640 --> 00:29:32,760
Speaker 1: I like you the type ship. So it literally always happened.

496
00:29:32,800 --> 00:29:35,440
Speaker 1: So now it's just like I've been looking for the signs.

497
00:29:36,040 --> 00:29:39,720
Speaker 1: The signs be the questions started to come about, like whatso,

498
00:29:40,800 --> 00:29:44,760
Speaker 1: why why are you gay? Or like how does it feel?

499
00:29:44,960 --> 00:29:50,440
Speaker 1: Or they start asking questions like that. It's you know,

500
00:29:51,400 --> 00:29:54,840
Speaker 1: they're trying to like experience different parts of their own sexuality.

501
00:29:54,880 --> 00:29:57,440
Speaker 1: It's not wrong with that. I don't right, right, but

502
00:29:57,520 --> 00:29:59,719
Speaker 1: I don't heard you know, stole a couple of my niggas.

503
00:29:59,760 --> 00:30:03,560
Speaker 1: So I don't like that. I said, I don't heard

504
00:30:03,560 --> 00:30:08,080
Speaker 1: you know a couple of my niggas out here. Okay,

505
00:30:08,760 --> 00:30:12,440
Speaker 1: big seat, not the little one. Okay, listen, y'all. It's

506
00:30:12,480 --> 00:30:16,360
Speaker 1: so crazy because I don't have the in an NBA player,

507
00:30:17,120 --> 00:30:20,840
Speaker 1: I don't have the dope boy street, you know what

508
00:30:20,840 --> 00:30:24,880
Speaker 1: I'm saying. So it's just it's there everywhere and every producer,

509
00:30:25,920 --> 00:30:28,680
Speaker 1: the rapper. No, you're going, okay, we're gonna leave that

510
00:30:28,720 --> 00:30:38,520
Speaker 1: one along. We'll talk because it was about three rappers. No,

511
00:30:38,640 --> 00:30:42,480
Speaker 1: let me see, yeah about three. I can't believe it, yeld,

512
00:30:42,560 --> 00:30:46,960
Speaker 1: I believe it because all right, you for me, like

513
00:30:47,400 --> 00:30:50,800
Speaker 1: you're a beautiful man, like you still give like some

514
00:30:50,960 --> 00:30:53,880
Speaker 1: masculine energy, but you still have a beautifulness like a

515
00:30:53,920 --> 00:30:56,960
Speaker 1: woman kind of in your like pretty face and stuff

516
00:30:57,040 --> 00:30:58,960
Speaker 1: like that. I can see where a nigga be like.

517
00:30:59,040 --> 00:31:01,640
Speaker 1: I like that. So my friend, right, the guy who

518
00:31:01,680 --> 00:31:04,720
Speaker 1: I said, um used the only funk with DL niggas,

519
00:31:04,840 --> 00:31:08,400
Speaker 1: he stopped because you know, he wasn't being chose. These

520
00:31:08,440 --> 00:31:12,760
Speaker 1: men are planning on never coming out the closet, the

521
00:31:12,880 --> 00:31:14,960
Speaker 1: d L. We're not talking about the trade right now, right,

522
00:31:15,480 --> 00:31:19,560
Speaker 1: they don't plan on ever coming out, So they'll never

523
00:31:19,680 --> 00:31:21,640
Speaker 1: choose you to be with them. You know what I'm saying,

524
00:31:21,640 --> 00:31:25,440
Speaker 1: You'll always be in the shadows. Yeah, I mean, that's

525
00:31:25,600 --> 00:31:28,080
Speaker 1: that's what he was tired of. That's definitely has happened

526
00:31:28,120 --> 00:31:31,000
Speaker 1: to me, you know, obviously a bunch of times. But

527
00:31:31,160 --> 00:31:33,600
Speaker 1: on the flip side, like I get some guys and

528
00:31:33,600 --> 00:31:36,440
Speaker 1: they're like, who do you No, why do you know,

529
00:31:37,160 --> 00:31:40,160
Speaker 1: don't be acting crazy and it ain't know they're like

530
00:31:41,520 --> 00:31:43,680
Speaker 1: grabbing me by my shirt, calling in the club and

531
00:31:43,680 --> 00:31:46,560
Speaker 1: stuff like that, Like you don't want acting crazy now

532
00:31:47,000 --> 00:31:49,120
Speaker 1: it's weird now that that made you fall in love

533
00:31:49,160 --> 00:31:51,320
Speaker 1: with me. Now you're in the club snatching me up,

534
00:31:51,440 --> 00:31:56,880
Speaker 1: like and we supposed to be right. I want to

535
00:31:56,880 --> 00:32:01,640
Speaker 1: tell y'all so bad about the NBA guy because he

536
00:32:01,840 --> 00:32:06,600
Speaker 1: was a weird. He was a weird. Okay, so he

537
00:32:06,640 --> 00:32:10,720
Speaker 1: played for the Hawks, right, so this is like mm

538
00:32:10,840 --> 00:32:19,640
Speaker 1: hmm circa two thousand nineteens to like two thousand twenty

539
00:32:19,840 --> 00:32:24,520
Speaker 1: one ish. That was the range, right, And uh, we

540
00:32:24,600 --> 00:32:28,600
Speaker 1: had the same trainer in Atlanta. I was doing some

541
00:32:28,600 --> 00:32:31,680
Speaker 1: things in Atlanta. We had the same trainers, you know, yeah,

542
00:32:34,040 --> 00:32:39,160
Speaker 1: our trainer and uh, you know I would see him

543
00:32:39,280 --> 00:32:42,480
Speaker 1: at the at training all the time. And he was

544
00:32:42,520 --> 00:32:46,280
Speaker 1: having this party. And he never said anything to me

545
00:32:46,680 --> 00:32:48,880
Speaker 1: prior to this. It would just be like, hey about

546
00:32:48,920 --> 00:32:52,959
Speaker 1: you know when we see each other, um, and he

547
00:32:53,000 --> 00:32:55,000
Speaker 1: would uh, he was having this party. So he was

548
00:32:55,080 --> 00:32:56,960
Speaker 1: kind of going around and inviting people to the party,

549
00:32:57,000 --> 00:33:01,640
Speaker 1: like Regenated Carter and uh was any door name Zonique.

550
00:33:02,080 --> 00:33:05,160
Speaker 1: They were they were in the class he can't restraining

551
00:33:05,160 --> 00:33:07,480
Speaker 1: them as well, and so he was like, yeah, y'all

552
00:33:07,480 --> 00:33:08,560
Speaker 1: need to come in he to come. So then he

553
00:33:08,640 --> 00:33:11,800
Speaker 1: was like, you want to come to my apart too? Somebody? Okay? Cool?

554
00:33:11,960 --> 00:33:13,840
Speaker 1: So it's like, what's your number? So I got a

555
00:33:13,920 --> 00:33:15,240
Speaker 1: number that he sends to me like did a little

556
00:33:15,240 --> 00:33:18,080
Speaker 1: invitation and all that. So the day of the party comes,

557
00:33:18,400 --> 00:33:21,040
Speaker 1: so he hits me like are you coming sure? So

558
00:33:21,240 --> 00:33:22,760
Speaker 1: my home girl she didn't want to go with me

559
00:33:22,920 --> 00:33:25,920
Speaker 1: to his party, so I was like, damn, I gotta

560
00:33:25,960 --> 00:33:28,400
Speaker 1: go by myself. So I ended up like catching the

561
00:33:28,600 --> 00:33:30,760
Speaker 1: uber there or if I get there, and the party

562
00:33:30,840 --> 00:33:33,400
Speaker 1: is a vibe, like everybody's vibing and chilling or whatever.

563
00:33:33,760 --> 00:33:36,280
Speaker 1: So he ended up getting like a later and like

564
00:33:36,320 --> 00:33:39,160
Speaker 1: people were starting to leave and everything. So you know,

565
00:33:39,480 --> 00:33:41,600
Speaker 1: like I don't know if you guys like take ubers

566
00:33:41,600 --> 00:33:43,960
Speaker 1: to live with a lot of times, the later it gets,

567
00:33:44,040 --> 00:33:47,360
Speaker 1: the harder, the harder is to find a ride expensive

568
00:33:48,240 --> 00:33:51,320
Speaker 1: and more expensive. Right, he didn't live in Atlanta, like,

569
00:33:51,360 --> 00:33:53,760
Speaker 1: he stayed like in Woodstock or something like that, which

570
00:33:53,800 --> 00:33:57,479
Speaker 1: is like far, and so I would get like an

571
00:33:57,600 --> 00:33:59,320
Speaker 1: uber and then I guess they would see how far

572
00:33:59,320 --> 00:34:01,360
Speaker 1: it is and they would can so, so it just

573
00:34:01,440 --> 00:34:06,000
Speaker 1: was like, just spend a night. So I'm like, okay,

574
00:34:06,040 --> 00:34:10,280
Speaker 1: you know it's a sizeable houses. You know, it's cool.

575
00:34:11,560 --> 00:34:14,240
Speaker 1: Not catching any vibes. So the same friend that wouldn't

576
00:34:14,239 --> 00:34:18,120
Speaker 1: go with me was like, bitch, he's trying to Yeah.

577
00:34:18,480 --> 00:34:23,440
Speaker 1: I'm like, no, I can't be. So he goes, uh, well,

578
00:34:23,760 --> 00:34:27,280
Speaker 1: I'm hospitable. You can sleep in my bed and I'll

579
00:34:27,320 --> 00:34:30,960
Speaker 1: sleep downstairs on the couch. I'm like, no, bro, because

580
00:34:31,520 --> 00:34:33,560
Speaker 1: the thing is I barely knew him at this point,

581
00:34:33,640 --> 00:34:35,319
Speaker 1: you know what I mean, just hanging by and uh,

582
00:34:35,600 --> 00:34:37,520
Speaker 1: you know, at the gym, and you didn't get the

583
00:34:37,560 --> 00:34:40,640
Speaker 1: gay vibes from him. I didn't get the vibes. I didn't.

584
00:34:40,680 --> 00:34:43,640
Speaker 1: I didn't get the vibe. He's an official dl A trade.

585
00:34:44,440 --> 00:34:47,000
Speaker 1: I didn't get the back. So um, it was like,

586
00:34:47,000 --> 00:34:48,359
Speaker 1: now I want to put you to bed. I'll sleep

587
00:34:48,360 --> 00:34:50,560
Speaker 1: on the couch. He's like, no, she get in the bed.

588
00:34:51,000 --> 00:34:54,840
Speaker 1: This man changed the sheets everything. So I sleep in

589
00:34:54,840 --> 00:34:57,600
Speaker 1: the bed. I wake up. He's in the bed the

590
00:34:57,640 --> 00:35:01,040
Speaker 1: next morning, did not try anything, didn't do anything. He

591
00:35:01,120 --> 00:35:04,520
Speaker 1: just was in the bed. I felt like that was weird,

592
00:35:04,840 --> 00:35:08,719
Speaker 1: but nothing happened. So stay I was able to get

593
00:35:08,719 --> 00:35:12,440
Speaker 1: a ride out of there left right, So see him

594
00:35:12,440 --> 00:35:15,400
Speaker 1: again at the gym, like maybe two days later. He

595
00:35:15,520 --> 00:35:20,280
Speaker 1: said nothing to me, not hey, not by, not anything.

596
00:35:20,320 --> 00:35:23,640
Speaker 1: So now it's like weird, like why don't you say anything?

597
00:35:24,200 --> 00:35:26,279
Speaker 1: And I don't want to say nothing to me. But

598
00:35:26,320 --> 00:35:28,359
Speaker 1: it wasn't like romantic. It wasn't anything like he didn't

599
00:35:28,400 --> 00:35:30,960
Speaker 1: touch me, was nothing sexual, which just was I just

600
00:35:31,000 --> 00:35:33,680
Speaker 1: woke up and he was spinning bed dude. Uh and

601
00:35:33,800 --> 00:35:36,120
Speaker 1: so um, he didn't say anything to me. So me

602
00:35:36,200 --> 00:35:39,000
Speaker 1: and that same friend say her name again, I mean

603
00:35:39,040 --> 00:35:43,280
Speaker 1: that same friend. We ended up going to uh sweet Lounge,

604
00:35:43,280 --> 00:35:44,640
Speaker 1: just place called sweet, and I was saying like R

605
00:35:44,680 --> 00:35:47,440
Speaker 1: and B R and B Wednesdays, and I'm cool with

606
00:35:47,920 --> 00:35:50,600
Speaker 1: the producer who is kind of like the promoter for

607
00:35:50,640 --> 00:35:54,919
Speaker 1: that event. So we go. He's the guys there right,

608
00:35:55,960 --> 00:36:00,120
Speaker 1: Um he's there with um, y'all know his boyfriend has

609
00:36:00,160 --> 00:36:06,800
Speaker 1: been now they're like that's friends. I'm telling everything Google.

610
00:36:10,560 --> 00:36:18,799
Speaker 1: So they were there, so, um, I see him so right,

611
00:36:19,160 --> 00:36:22,799
Speaker 1: it's this guy that we we go. We was gonna

612
00:36:22,800 --> 00:36:24,560
Speaker 1: we go with like he got like this section, like

613
00:36:24,680 --> 00:36:27,120
Speaker 1: he has a section every R and B wins that

614
00:36:27,239 --> 00:36:28,799
Speaker 1: he got a sex in this lockland and we just

615
00:36:28,800 --> 00:36:30,360
Speaker 1: go there and tell his name and they let us in.

616
00:36:30,840 --> 00:36:33,440
Speaker 1: So we was with him. Yeah, I was talking to

617
00:36:33,560 --> 00:36:36,120
Speaker 1: him and he was bringing me drinks and stuff like that.

618
00:36:36,600 --> 00:36:40,640
Speaker 1: So I get a text from oh, boy, I'm gonna

619
00:36:40,640 --> 00:36:43,360
Speaker 1: tell y'all after after after this who he was or whatever.

620
00:36:43,560 --> 00:36:45,719
Speaker 1: But I gotta set some boy, thank you, because I

621
00:36:45,719 --> 00:36:47,400
Speaker 1: would have been one of the motherfucker's google and the

622
00:36:47,520 --> 00:36:50,480
Speaker 1: carry on you nobody seeing. And at this point, I

623
00:36:50,480 --> 00:36:53,080
Speaker 1: still don't know what he does, right, let's keep that

624
00:36:53,120 --> 00:36:55,040
Speaker 1: in mind. I still don't know he played in the NBA.

625
00:36:55,960 --> 00:36:58,680
Speaker 1: I didn't know anything. That's all I knew. So so

626
00:36:58,840 --> 00:37:01,200
Speaker 1: he texted me. He was like he was like, oh,

627
00:37:01,320 --> 00:37:03,560
Speaker 1: are you Are you with that guy? I know him?

628
00:37:03,800 --> 00:37:05,560
Speaker 1: And and I was like, you know, basically like what

629
00:37:05,600 --> 00:37:07,520
Speaker 1: you mean with He was like like, oh, y'all like

630
00:37:08,520 --> 00:37:10,919
Speaker 1: in a relationship and I'm saying, no, that's my own boy.

631
00:37:11,000 --> 00:37:12,759
Speaker 1: Like the man, the man that I was with, like

632
00:37:12,800 --> 00:37:14,600
Speaker 1: he got a whole wife and whish. I don't mean anything,

633
00:37:14,640 --> 00:37:18,120
Speaker 1: but it was nothing like that, Like he's really just cool.

634
00:37:18,480 --> 00:37:21,640
Speaker 1: He really was. He really was on my friend the

635
00:37:21,719 --> 00:37:24,319
Speaker 1: other guy. So he was like okay, because I heard

636
00:37:24,320 --> 00:37:27,800
Speaker 1: some things about him. He's like, okay, whatever that means.

637
00:37:28,160 --> 00:37:30,239
Speaker 1: So I'm just finally weird that you're texting me and

638
00:37:30,239 --> 00:37:31,680
Speaker 1: didn't even say nothing to me when I see you

639
00:37:31,719 --> 00:37:33,520
Speaker 1: at the gym, and you know, it was just weird.

640
00:37:33,840 --> 00:37:37,120
Speaker 1: So that was another weird part. So after that he

641
00:37:37,320 --> 00:37:39,759
Speaker 1: started to hit me up, started and invite me out

642
00:37:40,040 --> 00:37:42,439
Speaker 1: and do things. So we started hanging out. So then

643
00:37:42,440 --> 00:37:47,320
Speaker 1: the question started to come like yes, your dad, like

644
00:37:47,320 --> 00:37:50,920
Speaker 1: like does it hurt? Um? What made you that way?

645
00:37:51,320 --> 00:37:53,560
Speaker 1: Where you were listed like all of these different questions

646
00:37:53,600 --> 00:37:56,680
Speaker 1: or whatever. So now now being case since ninety six,

647
00:37:57,400 --> 00:38:00,000
Speaker 1: you start to see the signs of okay, well he's

648
00:38:00,160 --> 00:38:03,400
Speaker 1: too inquisitive because the real straight guy don't care. They

649
00:38:03,400 --> 00:38:04,759
Speaker 1: don't want to know if it hurt. They don't want

650
00:38:04,760 --> 00:38:06,080
Speaker 1: to know how to get down. They don't want to

651
00:38:06,640 --> 00:38:08,440
Speaker 1: And so we started some questions and that's one of

652
00:38:08,520 --> 00:38:12,160
Speaker 1: the light bulbs out coming off. So he was like, um,

653
00:38:13,280 --> 00:38:15,640
Speaker 1: that light bud would have been off when he when

654
00:38:15,640 --> 00:38:17,040
Speaker 1: he I woke up and he was in the bed

655
00:38:17,160 --> 00:38:19,120
Speaker 1: next to me, I would have been like, okay, I

656
00:38:19,200 --> 00:38:24,799
Speaker 1: see what time it is. Booboo. You're in a very

657
00:38:25,000 --> 00:38:28,920
Speaker 1: very dangerous position, right you don't ever want to assume.

658
00:38:30,760 --> 00:38:34,080
Speaker 1: So I never I. You will not find one guy

659
00:38:34,440 --> 00:38:38,239
Speaker 1: on planet Earth that had said that Big C came

660
00:38:38,320 --> 00:38:41,800
Speaker 1: on to them first. Big C put it out there first.

661
00:38:42,080 --> 00:38:45,680
Speaker 1: I always let them come to me. I always let

662
00:38:45,719 --> 00:38:50,960
Speaker 1: them because I say, you beat in your eyelashes at

663
00:38:50,960 --> 00:38:53,600
Speaker 1: the club looking about cut and smiling and joking with

664
00:38:53,680 --> 00:39:00,600
Speaker 1: these niggas, don't even I just say I didn't do that.

665
00:39:00,719 --> 00:39:07,320
Speaker 1: What I said was, I don't like I don't like April.

666
00:39:07,360 --> 00:39:10,600
Speaker 1: I wanna you know what I'm saying, April, I don't.

667
00:39:10,640 --> 00:39:13,040
Speaker 1: I don't do that because it can backfire on you

668
00:39:14,040 --> 00:39:16,080
Speaker 1: and you will never have fruit for evidence that I

669
00:39:16,280 --> 00:39:18,319
Speaker 1: came onto you and not none of that ship. So

670
00:39:18,480 --> 00:39:20,080
Speaker 1: I always allowed him to come first, so we can

671
00:39:20,080 --> 00:39:22,080
Speaker 1: play this game like I literally played the game with

672
00:39:22,239 --> 00:39:25,920
Speaker 1: with some guys for a year or two. Because you

673
00:39:25,960 --> 00:39:27,480
Speaker 1: don't want to say nothing, and I know what you

674
00:39:27,719 --> 00:39:29,560
Speaker 1: I know how you feel, but I'm not going to

675
00:39:29,600 --> 00:39:31,440
Speaker 1: say nothing. You're never gonna catch me in that space.

676
00:39:31,840 --> 00:39:35,879
Speaker 1: So boom. So then now he's like, um, one day

677
00:39:35,920 --> 00:39:38,160
Speaker 1: he's like, um, you know I gotta go out of town,

678
00:39:38,200 --> 00:39:41,359
Speaker 1: you know, work or whatever. Whatever. So he was like, Hey,

679
00:39:41,960 --> 00:39:46,399
Speaker 1: what's your Instagram, m m I gave my Instagram, so

680
00:39:46,480 --> 00:39:48,719
Speaker 1: he followed me, and I feel like he only did

681
00:39:48,760 --> 00:39:52,440
Speaker 1: that for me to see what he does. So I

682
00:39:52,680 --> 00:39:56,960
Speaker 1: followed him with him like, Okay, I never said nothing,

683
00:39:57,120 --> 00:39:59,520
Speaker 1: never said nothing, never said nothing. But the thing is

684
00:39:59,640 --> 00:40:02,200
Speaker 1: he he probably had a bad But here's me, here's

685
00:40:02,200 --> 00:40:05,120
Speaker 1: my thing. I'm not a basketball fan, right so if

686
00:40:05,160 --> 00:40:08,040
Speaker 1: you ain't like Kobe Lebron Michael, I don't know. You

687
00:40:08,960 --> 00:40:12,520
Speaker 1: know what I'm saying, So you play, but I don't.

688
00:40:12,920 --> 00:40:17,040
Speaker 1: I don't know. I don't clearly because you said Michael Michael,

689
00:40:17,080 --> 00:40:19,399
Speaker 1: like Michael Jordan's as. We're talking about a whole bunch

690
00:40:19,400 --> 00:40:21,759
Speaker 1: of niggas right now. I played basketball, this Nikkel bring

691
00:40:21,760 --> 00:40:25,600
Speaker 1: you know, Michael Jordan, what you what you know? Like

692
00:40:26,320 --> 00:40:30,760
Speaker 1: you know, like the staples of basketball, like the Michaels.

693
00:40:31,480 --> 00:40:34,480
Speaker 1: I'm not watching. So I don't know this guy and

694
00:40:34,520 --> 00:40:36,200
Speaker 1: that guy and this guy you know that's on the

695
00:40:36,200 --> 00:40:41,720
Speaker 1: team he cut. That's all I don't know. Um so

696
00:40:41,719 --> 00:40:45,400
Speaker 1: so um so I'm like, okay, you know, play basketball,

697
00:40:45,560 --> 00:40:49,839
Speaker 1: didn't mention anything of it. So then one faithful down

698
00:40:51,120 --> 00:40:54,799
Speaker 1: he was like, you never invite me to what you do.

699
00:40:55,360 --> 00:40:59,000
Speaker 1: So I'm like, so I invited him to a place

700
00:40:59,040 --> 00:41:02,680
Speaker 1: where I was working and he came and he was like, oh,

701
00:41:02,719 --> 00:41:05,480
Speaker 1: this is hot you dope. No, no, no no, no, or whatever.

702
00:41:05,920 --> 00:41:08,000
Speaker 1: Do you want to go back to my house tonight?

703
00:41:09,760 --> 00:41:12,120
Speaker 1: We could cook on the grill to chill, you know,

704
00:41:12,440 --> 00:41:14,040
Speaker 1: smoker little man, I wanna because you know, I'm a

705
00:41:14,080 --> 00:41:17,640
Speaker 1: pot head. And I'm like, okay, so I'll go back

706
00:41:17,680 --> 00:41:23,360
Speaker 1: to the house and we're listening to music and stuff

707
00:41:23,400 --> 00:41:25,200
Speaker 1: like that, and he's telling me his opinions on things

708
00:41:25,280 --> 00:41:29,080
Speaker 1: and all that, and so he's like, um. He was like,

709
00:41:29,120 --> 00:41:32,239
Speaker 1: so are you like involved with anyone right now? And

710
00:41:32,280 --> 00:41:34,799
Speaker 1: I'm like, I'm talking to people. He was like, so

711
00:41:35,040 --> 00:41:41,960
Speaker 1: when the last time you gave head? And I'm like, man,

712
00:41:41,960 --> 00:41:43,480
Speaker 1: a minute, because I don't really like doing that, Like

713
00:41:43,520 --> 00:41:46,040
Speaker 1: I'm not affer, that ain't my thing. I'll do it

714
00:41:47,280 --> 00:41:52,920
Speaker 1: either I love you, hell, I don't like it. And

715
00:41:52,960 --> 00:41:55,480
Speaker 1: if I'm very like that at it, I'd like to

716
00:41:55,520 --> 00:41:57,920
Speaker 1: do it because it makes me seething powerful in that moment,

717
00:41:57,920 --> 00:41:59,920
Speaker 1: like I feel like I got your whole life in mine.

718
00:42:00,040 --> 00:42:02,880
Speaker 1: That that's the true statement. Later, if I really like you,

719
00:42:02,960 --> 00:42:07,080
Speaker 1: then you know it's going down. I may suck you

720
00:42:07,120 --> 00:42:10,600
Speaker 1: into me. You know what I mean, but right, I

721
00:42:10,640 --> 00:42:12,600
Speaker 1: just I just ain't doing it. You just you know,

722
00:42:12,680 --> 00:42:14,719
Speaker 1: and if you pre come, right, you're just not giving

723
00:42:14,719 --> 00:42:17,359
Speaker 1: out ran If you pre come, no, I don't think

724
00:42:17,360 --> 00:42:20,040
Speaker 1: nobody forget about it. If you pre come, forget about it,

725
00:42:20,120 --> 00:42:28,480
Speaker 1: like it's not going to even if even if you

726
00:42:28,560 --> 00:42:30,360
Speaker 1: do it, you're not gonna You're not gonna later go

727
00:42:30,440 --> 00:42:36,600
Speaker 1: on my mouth. Even if you really like them, I

728
00:42:36,600 --> 00:42:39,239
Speaker 1: don't because I would throw up that ain't known but

729
00:42:39,320 --> 00:42:49,160
Speaker 1: a little LOVEX. Yeah, It's like I would not swallow that.

730
00:42:49,320 --> 00:42:56,960
Speaker 1: It just makes me. I can't do it. So so

731
00:42:57,160 --> 00:43:00,319
Speaker 1: he was like, um, so he was like we you know,

732
00:43:00,360 --> 00:43:05,359
Speaker 1: they say guys give the best head. And I said, oh,

733
00:43:05,360 --> 00:43:07,840
Speaker 1: I said who was they? He was like, oh, my

734
00:43:07,840 --> 00:43:14,840
Speaker 1: home boy said the homeboy, the same home boy. Remember

735
00:43:14,840 --> 00:43:17,200
Speaker 1: I say, I saw with the homeboy at the Sweet

736
00:43:17,280 --> 00:43:22,160
Speaker 1: Lound that homeboy told him right, So I'm like, well,

737
00:43:22,200 --> 00:43:25,719
Speaker 1: what y'all just doing discussing that for He was like, well,

738
00:43:26,200 --> 00:43:29,120
Speaker 1: there's some interest there. I don't know if I'll go

739
00:43:29,239 --> 00:43:32,640
Speaker 1: the whole way as far as intercourse, but I'm enterested.

740
00:43:33,000 --> 00:43:36,360
Speaker 1: I have been interested. And then he said that he

741
00:43:36,719 --> 00:43:41,719
Speaker 1: you know, watched the corn um you know. Side are

742
00:43:41,719 --> 00:43:43,520
Speaker 1: a lot of guys that I meet to say then

743
00:43:43,719 --> 00:43:45,359
Speaker 1: I'm like, well, what get you? What? What made you

744
00:43:45,400 --> 00:43:48,840
Speaker 1: want to walk this way? And they were like, I

745
00:43:49,000 --> 00:43:51,840
Speaker 1: s and I clicked on it and I've seen it

746
00:43:51,840 --> 00:43:54,279
Speaker 1: and it was interesting. I promised you. I've heard that

747
00:43:54,400 --> 00:43:57,240
Speaker 1: a thousand times. So a lot of these porn tabs

748
00:43:57,360 --> 00:44:01,080
Speaker 1: turning niggas out you. I mean, that's what it's meant

749
00:44:01,080 --> 00:44:03,480
Speaker 1: to do. That's why you're young. Kids should not be

750
00:44:03,520 --> 00:44:07,560
Speaker 1: watching porn and just desensitize you and just a bunch

751
00:44:07,600 --> 00:44:10,000
Speaker 1: of ships you ain't ready for. So that's what it's

752
00:44:10,000 --> 00:44:13,120
Speaker 1: supposed to do. So so so I'm like, so basically

753
00:44:13,160 --> 00:44:16,440
Speaker 1: you want me to do that? And she was like,

754
00:44:17,040 --> 00:44:23,319
Speaker 1: I mean, if you're down, like not really to it,

755
00:44:23,800 --> 00:44:25,279
Speaker 1: I would have been like, I like to get my

756
00:44:25,320 --> 00:44:29,040
Speaker 1: dick sucks, sir, but I don't. I'm gonna teest me

757
00:44:29,120 --> 00:44:38,960
Speaker 1: not okay, are you don't? Like? What do that mean that?

758
00:44:39,960 --> 00:44:44,200
Speaker 1: And if you and with intercourse, with intercourse, you know

759
00:44:44,360 --> 00:44:46,800
Speaker 1: everybody knows the G spot is in the name is

760
00:44:47,160 --> 00:44:50,600
Speaker 1: for a male. So if you know you're doing what

761
00:44:50,600 --> 00:44:56,240
Speaker 1: you're supposed to do out, you know, naturally have a

762
00:44:57,239 --> 00:45:04,480
Speaker 1: explosion without even touch, so I prefer to get mine

763
00:45:04,600 --> 00:45:09,600
Speaker 1: that way, you know. So uh so I was like,

764
00:45:10,840 --> 00:45:14,160
Speaker 1: I don't do it. So like he kept asking me, y'all,

765
00:45:14,200 --> 00:45:20,000
Speaker 1: so I feel bad for him. You gave him some

766
00:45:20,080 --> 00:45:35,080
Speaker 1: pity head. Yeah yeah, y'all. After that, that hooked. After

767
00:45:35,120 --> 00:45:39,120
Speaker 1: that like on me every day, sending car services for

768
00:45:39,200 --> 00:45:42,040
Speaker 1: me to come to the house or at this point,

769
00:45:42,080 --> 00:45:44,040
Speaker 1: it was like we can go out together, we can

770
00:45:44,080 --> 00:45:46,880
Speaker 1: go get something like it wasn't even nothing because like

771
00:45:46,960 --> 00:45:51,080
Speaker 1: she said, like I don't do too much, so you know, cool.

772
00:45:51,160 --> 00:45:54,680
Speaker 1: So you know a lot of guys gonna mind being y'all,

773
00:45:54,719 --> 00:45:58,520
Speaker 1: just comfortable. A lot of guys don't mind out with

774
00:45:58,600 --> 00:46:01,680
Speaker 1: me like that, even old, especially in my hometown, Like

775
00:46:01,719 --> 00:46:04,360
Speaker 1: everybody knows me from just being out and you know,

776
00:46:04,520 --> 00:46:07,600
Speaker 1: just being popular around the city. So it's not abnormal

777
00:46:07,920 --> 00:46:09,960
Speaker 1: for a straight guy to be communicated with me or

778
00:46:10,040 --> 00:46:12,319
Speaker 1: hanging with me, so people don't never think about it

779
00:46:12,360 --> 00:46:14,120
Speaker 1: like that. So that's why I say I've got a

780
00:46:14,160 --> 00:46:16,600
Speaker 1: little different because you know, when I talk to the

781
00:46:16,680 --> 00:46:20,560
Speaker 1: I talk to this one guy that does here out here, um,

782
00:46:20,600 --> 00:46:22,840
Speaker 1: and he was basically saying to me, like you know

783
00:46:22,840 --> 00:46:24,880
Speaker 1: what I mean. It's like i'd be ostracized, Like I

784
00:46:24,920 --> 00:46:26,960
Speaker 1: don't see how you get the coexists and go to

785
00:46:27,000 --> 00:46:28,840
Speaker 1: these clubs and stuff like that and be comfortable and

786
00:46:28,840 --> 00:46:30,759
Speaker 1: it's like it's just how it's always been, and like

787
00:46:30,800 --> 00:46:36,920
Speaker 1: I don't, I don't know. So a lot of stereotypes

788
00:46:37,800 --> 00:46:40,920
Speaker 1: in the ways that you know, gay people operating stuff.

789
00:46:40,920 --> 00:46:44,960
Speaker 1: It's a little different sometimes for me because it's different,

790
00:46:45,080 --> 00:46:46,840
Speaker 1: you know what I mean, Like I haven't, I haven't.

791
00:46:47,520 --> 00:46:49,000
Speaker 1: I don't have to move like I don't have to

792
00:46:49,040 --> 00:46:51,600
Speaker 1: move up like that. A lot of times it's not

793
00:46:51,640 --> 00:46:54,600
Speaker 1: that I didn't have to, you know. Sometimes like sometimes

794
00:46:54,600 --> 00:46:56,359
Speaker 1: you see somebody you like, whatever you want to try

795
00:46:56,400 --> 00:46:58,200
Speaker 1: to make yourself know this or whatever and put yourself

796
00:46:58,239 --> 00:47:02,960
Speaker 1: in the arena. But a lot of times, like especially

797
00:47:03,000 --> 00:47:08,440
Speaker 1: when Snapchat came around. M hmmm. When Snapchat came, it

798
00:47:08,520 --> 00:47:13,440
Speaker 1: was like a d L trade Man hit because it

799
00:47:13,560 --> 00:47:17,320
Speaker 1: was a delete right after you. That's where it goes down.

800
00:47:18,080 --> 00:47:24,600
Speaker 1: I get some of everything, like big buttholes, titts, pussies,

801
00:47:25,480 --> 00:47:31,120
Speaker 1: you name. I had a Hispanic guy I used to

802
00:47:31,160 --> 00:47:34,440
Speaker 1: work with right who I befriended, and we started like

803
00:47:34,520 --> 00:47:37,399
Speaker 1: chatting on the phone and stuff like that, and this

804
00:47:37,480 --> 00:47:41,640
Speaker 1: nigga would always send me asked shots and I'm like,

805
00:47:41,680 --> 00:47:44,040
Speaker 1: I'm a woman, why are you sitting in your ass?

806
00:47:44,560 --> 00:47:46,440
Speaker 1: Like how I would get in the mirror and take

807
00:47:46,760 --> 00:47:50,000
Speaker 1: a butt shot. He would send me pictures like that.

808
00:47:50,560 --> 00:47:54,640
Speaker 1: Is that a look? Is that a cute? Was confused?

809
00:47:54,719 --> 00:47:58,000
Speaker 1: I mean, I guess now everybody don't like you ain't

810
00:47:58,000 --> 00:48:01,120
Speaker 1: picked the nigga before? I never I never pegged anyone

811
00:48:02,120 --> 00:48:09,400
Speaker 1: the fingers. No, not yet, what you're doing after this?

812
00:48:12,640 --> 00:48:14,759
Speaker 1: But I was trying to get a guy on that

813
00:48:14,840 --> 00:48:19,839
Speaker 1: I met online who's into that, and he actually said

814
00:48:19,840 --> 00:48:22,320
Speaker 1: he was with a trans guy once, but he doesn't

815
00:48:22,360 --> 00:48:25,279
Speaker 1: like it, so he does do like the pegging with women, though.

816
00:48:26,280 --> 00:48:27,640
Speaker 1: I was trying to get him on so he can

817
00:48:27,680 --> 00:48:32,040
Speaker 1: talk about that ship. Really, I'll do some fingers, but

818
00:48:32,400 --> 00:48:35,640
Speaker 1: now I'm not strapping up on me. I don't want

819
00:48:35,640 --> 00:48:40,040
Speaker 1: to to eat his own you know, you know what

820
00:48:40,120 --> 00:48:42,520
Speaker 1: I'm saying, because I just want to. I just want

821
00:48:42,560 --> 00:48:45,719
Speaker 1: to feel that powerful like you, I'm sucking this ship

822
00:48:45,800 --> 00:48:48,880
Speaker 1: out of you. But are you gonna like him afterwards?

823
00:48:49,160 --> 00:48:51,080
Speaker 1: Like you're gonna smut him out and not talk to

824
00:48:51,160 --> 00:48:52,960
Speaker 1: him again. Well, I don't think it will be the

825
00:48:54,560 --> 00:48:57,200
Speaker 1: type of minute. I like what want that, you know,

826
00:48:57,800 --> 00:49:00,640
Speaker 1: it would just be like for Nix, the type of

827
00:49:00,640 --> 00:49:04,720
Speaker 1: man I want. They don't. They wouldn't. Yeah, they wouldn't

828
00:49:04,719 --> 00:49:08,080
Speaker 1: want to do that. They they want to throw the penis.

829
00:49:08,520 --> 00:49:15,439
Speaker 1: But back to the guy, right, because he turned out

830
00:49:15,480 --> 00:49:22,120
Speaker 1: to be very obsessive and the fucking weird. Right. So

831
00:49:23,800 --> 00:49:28,400
Speaker 1: I'm popping, I'm hot, like I'm in Atlanta and I'm

832
00:49:28,400 --> 00:49:33,840
Speaker 1: with the Who's Who doing the Who's what? And he

833
00:49:33,840 --> 00:49:36,319
Speaker 1: started being like, oh, I don't like you going there.

834
00:49:36,440 --> 00:49:38,560
Speaker 1: I don't like you going to that place, that studio

835
00:49:38,640 --> 00:49:40,640
Speaker 1: that Why are you with them? I know them? How

836
00:49:40,719 --> 00:49:45,120
Speaker 1: you know them? Huh. Then he would do things like

837
00:49:46,840 --> 00:49:48,600
Speaker 1: I'll be just casually mentioned that I want to go

838
00:49:48,640 --> 00:49:51,600
Speaker 1: to this concert, Oh this concert coming, Oh I come

839
00:49:51,600 --> 00:49:55,560
Speaker 1: back to Columbia um for totally forget about the concert.

840
00:49:56,520 --> 00:49:59,239
Speaker 1: Then he's like, oh, you ain't you hit me? Mind

841
00:49:59,280 --> 00:50:01,919
Speaker 1: you We're talking whole time I'm back in Columbia. He's

842
00:50:01,920 --> 00:50:05,560
Speaker 1: talking to me every day. Nothing changed, was still on

843
00:50:05,560 --> 00:50:08,600
Speaker 1: the vibe. And then he goes, oh, yes, so you're

844
00:50:08,640 --> 00:50:10,799
Speaker 1: not coming back today, And I'm like, why would I

845
00:50:10,800 --> 00:50:12,560
Speaker 1: be coming back today? I told you I'm coming back

846
00:50:12,600 --> 00:50:14,200
Speaker 1: next week. Oh yeah, because you said you want to

847
00:50:14,200 --> 00:50:17,400
Speaker 1: get that concert I got taken. You would tell me

848
00:50:17,440 --> 00:50:20,400
Speaker 1: that now at like seven o'clock. The concert started eight,

849
00:50:20,400 --> 00:50:21,800
Speaker 1: and I'm in Columbia start climb, and you're in the

850
00:50:21,880 --> 00:50:28,880
Speaker 1: lad stupid ship. Then, um, my birthday was coming up

851
00:50:29,080 --> 00:50:31,000
Speaker 1: and it was the Supreme hoodie that I want. It

852
00:50:31,080 --> 00:50:32,640
Speaker 1: was so dope. It was like pink and the hair

853
00:50:32,760 --> 00:50:34,840
Speaker 1: like the Supreme. It was different from all the Supreme

854
00:50:34,840 --> 00:50:36,760
Speaker 1: hoodies at the time, anybody was getting the same basic

855
00:50:36,800 --> 00:50:39,160
Speaker 1: one and I wanted that one, right, So I showed

856
00:50:39,200 --> 00:50:41,160
Speaker 1: him just like, oh I see it could have I think,

857
00:50:41,160 --> 00:50:42,640
Speaker 1: I want this for my birthday. So I'm gonna trying

858
00:50:42,640 --> 00:50:45,759
Speaker 1: to get him ony on my birthday. That's ugly, Like

859
00:50:45,800 --> 00:50:48,600
Speaker 1: why the fuck? No, Like, no, you can get better

860
00:50:48,640 --> 00:50:50,839
Speaker 1: dripped than the blah bla blah blah blah blah blah

861
00:50:51,360 --> 00:50:54,520
Speaker 1: weeks old later you face time me with the hoodie

862
00:50:54,560 --> 00:50:58,840
Speaker 1: on the one that I wanted to win. That was

863
00:50:58,840 --> 00:51:04,920
Speaker 1: so ugly. Oh no, see what the fun it was?

864
00:51:04,960 --> 00:51:07,239
Speaker 1: So it was so weird. It was so weird. And

865
00:51:07,239 --> 00:51:08,920
Speaker 1: then he ended up getting like cut and they have

866
00:51:09,000 --> 00:51:15,360
Speaker 1: to go play overseas and all that, and he was

867
00:51:15,360 --> 00:51:17,279
Speaker 1: trying to give me to go to Turkey. I'm not

868
00:51:17,280 --> 00:51:21,640
Speaker 1: coming to Turkey, like no, I'm not coming over there,

869
00:51:21,880 --> 00:51:26,560
Speaker 1: and ain'tbody man. And then he started like pages to

870
00:51:26,719 --> 00:51:28,680
Speaker 1: like stop me because I had blot them. And then

871
00:51:29,400 --> 00:51:35,440
Speaker 1: what was that sign? He was a scorpion? I think, yeah, no,

872
00:51:35,560 --> 00:51:40,040
Speaker 1: motherfucking nuts and nasty they like that. He just he

873
00:51:40,200 --> 00:51:43,719
Speaker 1: just became weird, like where this funk? Where is hell?

874
00:51:43,920 --> 00:51:48,160
Speaker 1: Like mad when he's seen people liking my pictures or

875
00:51:48,520 --> 00:51:51,799
Speaker 1: just people that he might make No, hey you got

876
00:51:51,840 --> 00:51:58,719
Speaker 1: jealous of t cam like my trainer like that. Yeah,

877
00:51:58,760 --> 00:52:01,240
Speaker 1: he's like huge. I don't like huge big as guys

878
00:52:01,280 --> 00:52:03,040
Speaker 1: like that because I got a smart amount and I

879
00:52:03,040 --> 00:52:07,239
Speaker 1: don't want to get here. So I try to tend

880
00:52:07,280 --> 00:52:08,960
Speaker 1: to talk to guys that I feel like I can,

881
00:52:09,360 --> 00:52:17,440
Speaker 1: we can, we might can you know right, I want to.

882
00:52:17,840 --> 00:52:20,680
Speaker 1: I want to be able to talk. So it just

883
00:52:20,760 --> 00:52:23,000
Speaker 1: it just got weird. So it's so I would consider

884
00:52:23,040 --> 00:52:25,160
Speaker 1: him a trade because I don't know. Guys don't get

885
00:52:25,160 --> 00:52:28,000
Speaker 1: in their feelings. So I said all that to say,

886
00:52:28,320 --> 00:52:31,239
Speaker 1: I think that's the difference between the A d L

887
00:52:31,360 --> 00:52:35,839
Speaker 1: guys strictly about the late night encounter and we're out,

888
00:52:37,080 --> 00:52:39,400
Speaker 1: we're not texting, we're not talking, we're not communicating with

889
00:52:39,440 --> 00:52:42,640
Speaker 1: a trade. They'll literally have a relationship with you, a

890
00:52:42,760 --> 00:52:46,440
Speaker 1: relationship that's just not a public or non and the thing.

891
00:52:46,680 --> 00:52:48,439
Speaker 1: And it's so easy for me to have those types

892
00:52:48,440 --> 00:52:50,600
Speaker 1: of relationship. I know, I know you're saying that your

893
00:52:50,640 --> 00:52:52,440
Speaker 1: friend was saying that he never got packed, and that's

894
00:52:52,480 --> 00:52:54,440
Speaker 1: how you feel like that. I mean, I've been through

895
00:52:54,480 --> 00:52:57,920
Speaker 1: that before. But I want to be pee. A lot

896
00:52:57,920 --> 00:52:59,600
Speaker 1: of guys be weird, like when the deal guys do

897
00:52:59,680 --> 00:53:01,600
Speaker 1: talk to them like, oh, you know, I'm deal, we

898
00:53:01,640 --> 00:53:03,319
Speaker 1: can't do this, we can't do this, we can't say this.

899
00:53:04,040 --> 00:53:05,680
Speaker 1: But before they can say that to me nowadays, i'

900
00:53:05,680 --> 00:53:07,920
Speaker 1: be like, well, you know, I don't really want to

901
00:53:08,000 --> 00:53:09,560
Speaker 1: run in my business. We can't do this, we can't.

902
00:53:09,560 --> 00:53:11,080
Speaker 1: They're looking at me like, God, damn, I was ready

903
00:53:11,120 --> 00:53:17,360
Speaker 1: to tell you the same ship. So you're very discreet

904
00:53:17,600 --> 00:53:22,239
Speaker 1: whenever you ever know me to publicly speak on what

905
00:53:22,280 --> 00:53:24,720
Speaker 1: I'm dating now and people may have figured out and

906
00:53:25,000 --> 00:53:26,759
Speaker 1: put us on blasts and all that. You know what

907
00:53:26,800 --> 00:53:30,200
Speaker 1: I'm talking about. But other than that, you can't that

908
00:53:30,560 --> 00:53:34,840
Speaker 1: you can't, you can't, right, I like? I like that.

909
00:53:35,120 --> 00:53:37,840
Speaker 1: It's like and to be honest, it's a lot of

910
00:53:37,840 --> 00:53:40,600
Speaker 1: scrutiny with with coming out with somebody and being in

911
00:53:40,600 --> 00:53:42,759
Speaker 1: the relationship. Notw that I'm afraid of it, because it's

912
00:53:42,760 --> 00:53:44,920
Speaker 1: not like people don't know what how I get now,

913
00:53:45,440 --> 00:53:47,040
Speaker 1: but I just kind of felt like I haven't really

914
00:53:47,080 --> 00:53:49,319
Speaker 1: meant the guy that's worth going through the scrutiny with.

915
00:53:49,520 --> 00:53:51,279
Speaker 1: Like if I meet a guy that's like, Okay, we

916
00:53:51,320 --> 00:53:52,759
Speaker 1: want to go public and we want to do this,

917
00:53:53,040 --> 00:53:55,160
Speaker 1: and I feel like you're worth it, and that's one thing,

918
00:53:55,200 --> 00:53:56,800
Speaker 1: but it's like, well, I want to be arguing with

919
00:53:56,840 --> 00:53:58,440
Speaker 1: people on Internet and all kind of ship about a

920
00:53:58,480 --> 00:54:03,200
Speaker 1: nigger that ain't ship three that's my life basically. So

921
00:54:03,200 --> 00:54:08,200
Speaker 1: so my question, So niggas ain't shipped on the heterosexual side,

922
00:54:08,200 --> 00:54:11,600
Speaker 1: so they ain't ship over there either, because the heterosexual

923
00:54:11,640 --> 00:54:15,160
Speaker 1: men be acting like women tripping, right, So there's still men,

924
00:54:15,280 --> 00:54:18,480
Speaker 1: So how what are the treats better on the other side?

925
00:54:19,080 --> 00:54:22,200
Speaker 1: They are, And it's it's even worse because still just

926
00:54:22,239 --> 00:54:26,200
Speaker 1: people worse because they have they don't They don't just

927
00:54:26,239 --> 00:54:28,279
Speaker 1: have women, you know what I mean. Now they can

928
00:54:28,320 --> 00:54:32,399
Speaker 1: pick men and trends and whatever whatever flows their boat,

929
00:54:32,680 --> 00:54:34,720
Speaker 1: you know what I mean. So it's like a wilder

930
00:54:34,840 --> 00:54:37,759
Speaker 1: spectrum of who they have to pick from, and I

931
00:54:37,800 --> 00:54:40,000
Speaker 1: tend to realize and find out what it is that

932
00:54:40,200 --> 00:54:44,359
Speaker 1: gay men, um, what about sexual deal or whatever? Are

933
00:54:44,560 --> 00:54:51,840
Speaker 1: very super sexual, Like everything is sex and everything is sexualized.

934
00:54:52,320 --> 00:54:54,480
Speaker 1: I should say, like you know what I mean, Like

935
00:54:55,960 --> 00:54:58,520
Speaker 1: you said, well, gay men are download with gay men,

936
00:54:58,560 --> 00:55:02,320
Speaker 1: I said, to download the trade off download is gay

937
00:55:02,400 --> 00:55:05,920
Speaker 1: trade Let's be very clear. I had just one guy,

938
00:55:06,000 --> 00:55:12,680
Speaker 1: y'all that um that I was communicating with, right, and

939
00:55:12,719 --> 00:55:15,040
Speaker 1: we were just communicating and we're just having a regular conversation,

940
00:55:15,080 --> 00:55:19,320
Speaker 1: and um, we didn't last long. We literally was talking

941
00:55:19,320 --> 00:55:22,839
Speaker 1: for like two weeks and he said something. I can't

942
00:55:22,840 --> 00:55:27,160
Speaker 1: remember exactly what he said, but um, he was like yeah,

943
00:55:27,160 --> 00:55:30,839
Speaker 1: but I'm straight out of that. So I was like, well,

944
00:55:31,360 --> 00:55:34,000
Speaker 1: you've had sex with men before. He was like yeah,

945
00:55:34,160 --> 00:55:36,719
Speaker 1: And I was like, well you're not straight. You gotta

946
00:55:36,760 --> 00:55:40,959
Speaker 1: send it and never talked to me again. And see,

947
00:55:41,000 --> 00:55:43,560
Speaker 1: because there are men out there that identified look at me,

948
00:55:43,600 --> 00:55:45,200
Speaker 1: I'll be saying I ain't gay and then be even

949
00:55:45,200 --> 00:55:48,759
Speaker 1: pushy sometimes on the weekend. But that's different men, Like

950
00:55:48,800 --> 00:55:54,400
Speaker 1: I mean, it's not never mean, it's different. It's different. Different.

951
00:55:54,600 --> 00:55:58,839
Speaker 1: Although I don't subscribed to that but it's different. It's

952
00:55:58,880 --> 00:56:00,920
Speaker 1: different in the way of society looks at it. It's different.

953
00:56:00,920 --> 00:56:03,520
Speaker 1: It's just different, you know what I mean. It's ill

954
00:56:03,600 --> 00:56:06,600
Speaker 1: when two guys and this opal sexy when it's two girls,

955
00:56:06,680 --> 00:56:09,600
Speaker 1: you know what I mean? There was just drunk girls

956
00:56:09,640 --> 00:56:17,960
Speaker 1: with girls with girls. What about guys and guys thing

957
00:56:22,120 --> 00:56:25,560
Speaker 1: just having just having a good time watching the game,

958
00:56:25,680 --> 00:56:27,319
Speaker 1: sucking a little bit, And that does get on my

959
00:56:27,440 --> 00:56:30,200
Speaker 1: nerve When niggas you act like you can't eat a banana,

960
00:56:30,640 --> 00:56:33,719
Speaker 1: you can't eat a pop the hot dog, I'd be

961
00:56:33,800 --> 00:56:35,840
Speaker 1: like Lizzy, like I'll be breaking it too, because it

962
00:56:35,920 --> 00:56:38,839
Speaker 1: just feels weird to be putting that type of ship

963
00:56:39,000 --> 00:56:42,040
Speaker 1: is homophobic. That's homophobic if you can't just do regular ship,

964
00:56:42,080 --> 00:56:44,800
Speaker 1: because it's why, why, why is your brain even thinking

965
00:56:44,840 --> 00:56:46,759
Speaker 1: in that way? And I had a conversation with a

966
00:56:46,800 --> 00:56:48,920
Speaker 1: friend last night. He's a hetero sexual man, nothing, but

967
00:56:48,960 --> 00:56:51,239
Speaker 1: I told him what we were doing the show one today, right,

968
00:56:51,719 --> 00:56:54,920
Speaker 1: and he was like, you know, um, he said he

969
00:56:54,960 --> 00:56:57,040
Speaker 1: has a cousin. Every time he speaks to him, he's

970
00:56:57,080 --> 00:57:00,279
Speaker 1: like saying, somebody's dropping F bombs and stuff like that.

971
00:57:01,000 --> 00:57:02,719
Speaker 1: And he was like, half the time, I don't even

972
00:57:02,760 --> 00:57:04,839
Speaker 1: be knowing who's gay, I said, because you don't care.

973
00:57:05,160 --> 00:57:07,360
Speaker 1: You don't care whether or not a man is gay.

974
00:57:07,560 --> 00:57:10,920
Speaker 1: Men who like go out their way to care to me,

975
00:57:12,440 --> 00:57:16,240
Speaker 1: I've been or when they mean or like don't want

976
00:57:16,280 --> 00:57:19,600
Speaker 1: the server to be because they gay, Like I've been

977
00:57:19,720 --> 00:57:23,640
Speaker 1: with a man where he always recognized gay ship that's

978
00:57:23,680 --> 00:57:26,320
Speaker 1: not even on my radar. Like two gay men taking

979
00:57:26,320 --> 00:57:28,720
Speaker 1: a picture and kissing off in the cut somewhere, like

980
00:57:28,760 --> 00:57:30,840
Speaker 1: how did you even notice that? Like I sighed, but

981
00:57:30,880 --> 00:57:33,160
Speaker 1: it didn't register my mind because I don't don't care,

982
00:57:33,480 --> 00:57:36,720
Speaker 1: like these are just always But why do you care

983
00:57:36,800 --> 00:57:39,080
Speaker 1: so much? Why does it always say these? Too many

984
00:57:39,200 --> 00:57:43,600
Speaker 1: straight guys concerned about gay people's bedroom. One thing about

985
00:57:43,640 --> 00:57:45,640
Speaker 1: it as it's great. Man, you don't go to your

986
00:57:45,640 --> 00:57:47,280
Speaker 1: homeboard and be like, hey did your funk your wife

987
00:57:47,360 --> 00:57:49,480
Speaker 1: last night? You know what I'm saying. So why does

988
00:57:49,520 --> 00:57:52,160
Speaker 1: it matter what I need in my bedroom? Right? Why

989
00:57:52,160 --> 00:57:56,080
Speaker 1: does it matter? Exactly? And also another thing I want

990
00:57:56,160 --> 00:57:59,880
Speaker 1: heterosexual men are supposed heterosexual sexual men to understand is

991
00:58:00,320 --> 00:58:03,360
Speaker 1: gay men have preference just because this is a gay man.

992
00:58:03,400 --> 00:58:04,920
Speaker 1: I don't mean he want to that you want to

993
00:58:04,920 --> 00:58:08,080
Speaker 1: suck you? Oh my, like a thousand words with that one,

994
00:58:08,080 --> 00:58:10,520
Speaker 1: because that's that's annoying, Like damn, he not trying to

995
00:58:11,680 --> 00:58:17,960
Speaker 1: like you, and I'm thinking don't want you exactly. Yes,

996
00:58:20,160 --> 00:58:22,680
Speaker 1: have preference gave told me one time she was like

997
00:58:22,760 --> 00:58:25,959
Speaker 1: listening to like, guys are definitely going to come. Guy's

998
00:58:26,000 --> 00:58:29,080
Speaker 1: gonna come for you. Why because you're all your home

999
00:58:29,120 --> 00:58:31,520
Speaker 1: girls are bad bitches, So why wouldn't you beat the

1000
00:58:31,520 --> 00:58:33,960
Speaker 1: bad homeboy that's with the bad bitches. We're all bad bitches.

1001
00:58:34,360 --> 00:58:36,720
Speaker 1: So it's like you're no difference, man. So it's just

1002
00:58:36,760 --> 00:58:38,400
Speaker 1: like I didn't look at it like that, you know

1003
00:58:38,440 --> 00:58:42,400
Speaker 1: what I'm saying. But I definitely understand that thing about preference,

1004
00:58:42,400 --> 00:58:44,480
Speaker 1: Like you don't have to be homof bro, I wouldn't

1005
00:58:44,480 --> 00:58:46,680
Speaker 1: suck you with a ten for economy three ten foot

1006
00:58:46,720 --> 00:58:48,400
Speaker 1: poll with three condoms paths at the end of it,

1007
00:58:50,000 --> 00:58:51,640
Speaker 1: so you know about your business like and a lot

1008
00:58:51,640 --> 00:58:56,680
Speaker 1: of them be fed with body. Are you able to

1009
00:58:56,680 --> 00:59:01,280
Speaker 1: give us like some signs women can look for. Um

1010
00:59:02,560 --> 00:59:07,160
Speaker 1: y'all definitely picked up on the constant gay bashon the

1011
00:59:07,240 --> 00:59:12,280
Speaker 1: constant gay conversation, the homophobia, and just anything that they do,

1012
00:59:13,400 --> 00:59:16,840
Speaker 1: like I can't watch it see something on a movie

1013
00:59:16,960 --> 00:59:20,280
Speaker 1: or a TV show or you know it's that's that's

1014
00:59:20,360 --> 00:59:25,120
Speaker 1: definitely won't watch p Valley with me. Come on back,

1015
00:59:25,160 --> 00:59:27,880
Speaker 1: watch Valley is a bit much. I can understand why

1016
00:59:28,000 --> 00:59:31,400
Speaker 1: a heterosexual man wouldn't want to them watch boy watch

1017
00:59:31,440 --> 00:59:33,680
Speaker 1: that ship with me dog when that nigg is spit

1018
00:59:33,800 --> 00:59:38,880
Speaker 1: in his hand. To put that that spit, I was like,

1019
00:59:40,800 --> 00:59:42,640
Speaker 1: why you can't watch it? You ain't gotta put it up.

1020
00:59:44,920 --> 00:59:47,720
Speaker 1: The only the only reason why that you wouldn't want

1021
00:59:47,720 --> 00:59:51,560
Speaker 1: to watch that is because you don't want to be aroused. No,

1022
00:59:51,680 --> 00:59:58,440
Speaker 1: I'm saying, not me the one, okay, right, Like why

1023
00:59:58,560 --> 01:00:00,560
Speaker 1: because it's not like it's not like they'd be like,

1024
01:00:00,560 --> 01:00:04,200
Speaker 1: I'm just not homosexual sex all the time. If you

1025
01:00:04,240 --> 01:00:06,920
Speaker 1: get a scene or two, you know what I mean, Like,

1026
01:00:07,000 --> 01:00:09,080
Speaker 1: come on, you can you can get past this thirty

1027
01:00:09,080 --> 01:00:11,240
Speaker 1: second scene, right, It's not the end of your life,

1028
01:00:12,880 --> 01:00:14,840
Speaker 1: right for the big picture of the show, because it's

1029
01:00:14,880 --> 01:00:17,840
Speaker 1: not just because honestly, that's what's going on in the world.

1030
01:00:17,840 --> 01:00:20,720
Speaker 1: They're gay people in the world, so why would that

1031
01:00:20,800 --> 01:00:24,640
Speaker 1: be depicted on There's always my thing, that's all. Now.

1032
01:00:24,680 --> 01:00:27,200
Speaker 1: I don't agree with the old changing cartoon characters and

1033
01:00:27,240 --> 01:00:30,000
Speaker 1: all that and making cartoon characters game, the gay characters

1034
01:00:30,000 --> 01:00:31,840
Speaker 1: on set from the street, and I leave well enough alone.

1035
01:00:32,040 --> 01:00:34,440
Speaker 1: If you want to create a new cartoon that's gay,

1036
01:00:34,560 --> 01:00:36,720
Speaker 1: and you know you want to push that, and the

1037
01:00:37,240 --> 01:00:39,680
Speaker 1: parents or the children that choose to watch that are

1038
01:00:39,840 --> 01:00:42,120
Speaker 1: allowed the children to watch that, then that's true. But

1039
01:00:42,160 --> 01:00:44,080
Speaker 1: don't do a tie classics, you know what I mean?

1040
01:00:44,200 --> 01:00:46,480
Speaker 1: Leave that alone. Now. I will agree with the straight

1041
01:00:46,520 --> 01:00:48,680
Speaker 1: people when they say leave Spider Man and all these

1042
01:00:48,680 --> 01:00:52,960
Speaker 1: people alone. I get it. But I just feel like

1043
01:00:54,040 --> 01:00:56,240
Speaker 1: people just act like it's not going on in the world,

1044
01:00:56,240 --> 01:01:01,680
Speaker 1: like it's definitely gay and it's two definitely is. I

1045
01:01:01,720 --> 01:01:04,840
Speaker 1: don't like that they turn old characters gay or something

1046
01:01:04,880 --> 01:01:06,960
Speaker 1: like that. They could create a new character and make

1047
01:01:07,000 --> 01:01:10,240
Speaker 1: them gay. That's what I feel like, like a gay

1048
01:01:10,320 --> 01:01:14,040
Speaker 1: muppet baby. You can't make burden now, like come on now.

1049
01:01:14,360 --> 01:01:17,520
Speaker 1: But but what they were saying was they were always gay,

1050
01:01:18,000 --> 01:01:28,560
Speaker 1: They just wasn't they did. Yes. Look, here's another sign

1051
01:01:28,680 --> 01:01:31,520
Speaker 1: I want to point out. Did y'all do y'all watch um?

1052
01:01:31,600 --> 01:01:34,720
Speaker 1: Have y'all watched the current season of Real Housewives of Atlanta?

1053
01:01:36,680 --> 01:01:40,360
Speaker 1: There was a clip uh online It might have been

1054
01:01:40,360 --> 01:01:43,280
Speaker 1: on the sheet recently, but it was all of them

1055
01:01:43,280 --> 01:01:46,080
Speaker 1: at a table, but the spotlight was on Drew Sa

1056
01:01:46,080 --> 01:01:50,040
Speaker 1: Dora and her husband, Ralph Pittman. And we've had Drew

1057
01:01:50,080 --> 01:01:53,280
Speaker 1: Sa Dora on we talked back before. Right, he's a

1058
01:01:53,520 --> 01:01:57,520
Speaker 1: super he's just nasty towards her. Oftentimes he's real narcissistic.

1059
01:01:58,000 --> 01:02:03,280
Speaker 1: Charay basically pulled out received eats from Dreusador's assistant that

1060
01:02:03,400 --> 01:02:08,240
Speaker 1: Ralph is gay. And I feel like assigned to women

1061
01:02:10,040 --> 01:02:12,480
Speaker 1: if I feel like when men are just overly mean

1062
01:02:12,600 --> 01:02:15,280
Speaker 1: to women, they fight right or they always got anything

1063
01:02:15,720 --> 01:02:19,280
Speaker 1: um issues with what women do or what women where,

1064
01:02:19,320 --> 01:02:21,720
Speaker 1: are just trying to control women? That's true to where

1065
01:02:21,760 --> 01:02:26,160
Speaker 1: also what I realized, or even hitting women, beating women,

1066
01:02:26,200 --> 01:02:28,000
Speaker 1: I feel like the men who beat women is like

1067
01:02:28,040 --> 01:02:30,360
Speaker 1: the last thing they can hold onto to prove that

1068
01:02:30,400 --> 01:02:33,960
Speaker 1: they're a man. I can see that too. Also, I've

1069
01:02:34,040 --> 01:02:38,400
Speaker 1: noticed that a lot of guys that are like bisexual

1070
01:02:38,640 --> 01:02:42,440
Speaker 1: or like you know, gay, and they want to front

1071
01:02:42,520 --> 01:02:44,320
Speaker 1: like they you know, still straight and they got the

1072
01:02:44,360 --> 01:02:46,720
Speaker 1: wives and the kids they always go for like white

1073
01:02:46,760 --> 01:02:52,200
Speaker 1: women are like others because they'd be down for that.

1074
01:02:52,320 --> 01:02:55,400
Speaker 1: And it's I've learned as of the last couple of weeks,

1075
01:02:55,480 --> 01:02:58,160
Speaker 1: because y'all not be on clubhouse and ship that there

1076
01:02:58,200 --> 01:03:00,720
Speaker 1: are a lot of black women out here. That's okay

1077
01:03:00,720 --> 01:03:03,880
Speaker 1: with bisexual men too. So to me, it's all about

1078
01:03:03,920 --> 01:03:06,320
Speaker 1: being upfront about what you want. But you first come

1079
01:03:07,520 --> 01:03:10,040
Speaker 1: and then you can find somebody that's fun that ship

1080
01:03:10,880 --> 01:03:13,919
Speaker 1: and see, y'all forgot the biggest sign and we talked

1081
01:03:13,960 --> 01:03:21,720
Speaker 1: about it. The white leader in different colors sign words.

1082
01:03:25,400 --> 01:03:31,160
Speaker 1: That's the way I never seen the blue white what

1083
01:03:31,320 --> 01:03:39,160
Speaker 1: you wanted to But now, okay, but no, bro, I'm

1084
01:03:39,160 --> 01:03:41,520
Speaker 1: telling you it's so many. But sometimes you just really

1085
01:03:41,600 --> 01:03:44,520
Speaker 1: can't tell. I mean, you know, people are just that good,

1086
01:03:44,720 --> 01:03:49,120
Speaker 1: just that good at you know what I mean, being discreet.

1087
01:03:49,720 --> 01:03:51,240
Speaker 1: I mean that's the point of being discreet. You nobody

1088
01:03:51,240 --> 01:03:54,160
Speaker 1: supposed to know, so you know, if you're not if

1089
01:03:54,200 --> 01:03:56,680
Speaker 1: people know what, then you're not discreet. So I mean,

1090
01:03:57,080 --> 01:04:01,320
Speaker 1: I think that a lot of people think that signs

1091
01:04:01,320 --> 01:04:03,800
Speaker 1: of gayness is always a switch or you know what

1092
01:04:03,840 --> 01:04:06,720
Speaker 1: I mean. And everybody's not that. Everybody's not. Don't everybody

1093
01:04:06,760 --> 01:04:09,440
Speaker 1: know operate like that? Everybody don't move like that every

1094
01:04:09,600 --> 01:04:12,200
Speaker 1: and another another thing I know, I'm jumping all over

1095
01:04:12,200 --> 01:04:14,080
Speaker 1: the place. But another thing I also want people to

1096
01:04:14,160 --> 01:04:20,480
Speaker 1: understand is femininity. Doesn't also doesn't mean game. You can

1097
01:04:20,520 --> 01:04:23,040
Speaker 1: be feminine and not be There a lot of people,

1098
01:04:23,080 --> 01:04:25,000
Speaker 1: a lot of people who quite feminine ment being gay.

1099
01:04:25,120 --> 01:04:28,320
Speaker 1: Some men are just feminine and you don't necessarily have

1100
01:04:28,360 --> 01:04:31,680
Speaker 1: to be gay. Um, so that's another misconception that I

1101
01:04:32,000 --> 01:04:34,040
Speaker 1: need people to clear up this. Could you see somebody femininely,

1102
01:04:34,040 --> 01:04:39,320
Speaker 1: I don't mean their game right. Um, I'm a firm

1103
01:04:39,360 --> 01:04:43,160
Speaker 1: believer in there don't be no gaysha come out about

1104
01:04:43,160 --> 01:04:46,200
Speaker 1: real nigga. So someone comes out, comes out about supposed

1105
01:04:46,280 --> 01:04:48,680
Speaker 1: hetero sexual man being gay nine times out of tend

1106
01:04:48,760 --> 01:04:54,880
Speaker 1: it's true. I found what I've learned around saying you're

1107
01:04:54,920 --> 01:04:59,520
Speaker 1: a gay. I've noticed that, like I've seen like some

1108
01:04:59,560 --> 01:05:03,160
Speaker 1: guys exposed and it's like, oh yeah, she's definitely get

1109
01:05:03,440 --> 01:05:07,440
Speaker 1: drying me. So that that person is not lying, you

1110
01:05:07,440 --> 01:05:09,880
Speaker 1: know what I'm saying. So it's just like I've never

1111
01:05:09,920 --> 01:05:14,160
Speaker 1: been the exposed type because you don't get you don't

1112
01:05:14,160 --> 01:05:18,120
Speaker 1: get new niggas. If he exposed, dumb, Yeah you weapon

1113
01:05:18,240 --> 01:05:23,000
Speaker 1: you weaponizing. That's not always because they could never say

1114
01:05:23,040 --> 01:05:26,760
Speaker 1: they see me putting the last one out? Can you

1115
01:05:26,800 --> 01:05:30,880
Speaker 1: feel what I'm saying? But it's definitely girls that don't

1116
01:05:30,880 --> 01:05:35,360
Speaker 1: care like my eggs right, it's no longer with us.

1117
01:05:35,760 --> 01:05:42,240
Speaker 1: But he at a point with his girl, baby mom

1118
01:05:42,320 --> 01:05:43,760
Speaker 1: or whatever. They was going back and forth. You know

1119
01:05:43,760 --> 01:05:45,800
Speaker 1: how that go. I hang with her, we just lived together.

1120
01:05:45,960 --> 01:05:48,760
Speaker 1: I was getting that type of vibes. So she put

1121
01:05:48,840 --> 01:05:52,520
Speaker 1: him out for whatever reason, I don't know. So he

1122
01:05:52,560 --> 01:05:54,760
Speaker 1: had up being here. He had not came and stayed

1123
01:05:54,800 --> 01:05:57,440
Speaker 1: with me, and it was going on like week two.

1124
01:05:58,280 --> 01:06:01,080
Speaker 1: Typically he would watch his kids during the day while

1125
01:06:01,080 --> 01:06:02,840
Speaker 1: she went to school or work or whatever she did.

1126
01:06:03,480 --> 01:06:06,480
Speaker 1: So while she put him out, she been she had,

1127
01:06:06,600 --> 01:06:08,400
Speaker 1: I guess, find an alternative and all that because she

1128
01:06:08,480 --> 01:06:10,880
Speaker 1: was still being upset. Man, So she didn't want to

1129
01:06:10,880 --> 01:06:13,560
Speaker 1: ask me to watch the baby. So I guess she

1130
01:06:13,640 --> 01:06:15,720
Speaker 1: got tired of trying to find babysitts and stuff. So

1131
01:06:16,160 --> 01:06:22,680
Speaker 1: she text him, I've seen being Pop on his phone.

1132
01:06:23,360 --> 01:06:25,600
Speaker 1: I had a picture of him on my phone. I

1133
01:06:25,680 --> 01:06:28,720
Speaker 1: put his picture on my phone up to his lock screen.

1134
01:06:30,200 --> 01:06:39,280
Speaker 1: Any work, pitch damn right, So you did his phone

1135
01:06:41,000 --> 01:06:44,080
Speaker 1: and are reading her text? Man, sitches. She's basically saying,

1136
01:06:44,320 --> 01:06:46,480
Speaker 1: I know you would, and I don't give a funk

1137
01:06:46,520 --> 01:06:50,920
Speaker 1: if you need to. I know you're gonna beat that

1138
01:06:51,200 --> 01:06:53,640
Speaker 1: I looked at his phone and she's like, oh, I

1139
01:06:53,680 --> 01:06:57,560
Speaker 1: know you would see Um. She was like, you can

1140
01:06:57,640 --> 01:07:02,880
Speaker 1: watch the sun over there. I don't care. That bitch

1141
01:07:02,880 --> 01:07:04,840
Speaker 1: had to go to work. She got she got tied

1142
01:07:04,840 --> 01:07:06,920
Speaker 1: to play with y'all like, get this baby, oh and

1143
01:07:06,960 --> 01:07:08,680
Speaker 1: take him over there. I don't give a damn y'all

1144
01:07:08,720 --> 01:07:12,439
Speaker 1: might complained, y'all have to blake. She ended up killing

1145
01:07:12,480 --> 01:07:17,200
Speaker 1: him last year. So it's been a year. In April

1146
01:07:17,360 --> 01:07:25,280
Speaker 1: last year she killed killed him. Room happen? Why it

1147
01:07:25,400 --> 01:07:30,120
Speaker 1: was because she found out he was gay. I made

1148
01:07:30,200 --> 01:07:32,880
Speaker 1: the differ because of the text messages I saw. She

1149
01:07:33,000 --> 01:07:35,920
Speaker 1: knew forward that was that happened like that happened like

1150
01:07:35,960 --> 01:07:39,880
Speaker 1: maybe a year prior to him being getting killed, so

1151
01:07:41,720 --> 01:07:46,040
Speaker 1: you knew. I feel like, I know what you're talking about.

1152
01:07:46,200 --> 01:07:51,400
Speaker 1: Was that in who's in South Carolina? And she was

1153
01:07:51,400 --> 01:07:54,240
Speaker 1: helping them look for everybody? I know what you're talking

1154
01:07:54,240 --> 01:07:56,919
Speaker 1: about though, Well, no, that wasn't it. This happened last

1155
01:07:57,000 --> 01:08:03,720
Speaker 1: last year, last April April fourteen. To be damn, that's crazy.

1156
01:08:04,600 --> 01:08:09,680
Speaker 1: That's crazy. Um My, my ex boyfriend the daycare his

1157
01:08:09,800 --> 01:08:13,360
Speaker 1: daughter went to, like you know, he would drop her off,

1158
01:08:13,400 --> 01:08:16,559
Speaker 1: so the kids like knew him as her daddy, like hey, whatever,

1159
01:08:16,600 --> 01:08:19,280
Speaker 1: they would all come. So I guess the mom saw

1160
01:08:19,360 --> 01:08:23,600
Speaker 1: how her son was interacting with him, so when he

1161
01:08:23,680 --> 01:08:26,560
Speaker 1: left the building, she ran out after him like distraught

1162
01:08:27,479 --> 01:08:31,240
Speaker 1: and asked him how did he know her son. He

1163
01:08:31,360 --> 01:08:33,160
Speaker 1: was like, I mean, your son is in the daycare

1164
01:08:33,200 --> 01:08:35,320
Speaker 1: with my daughter, like I see the kids every day.

1165
01:08:36,840 --> 01:08:39,400
Speaker 1: And she was like, um, you know, I've been going

1166
01:08:39,439 --> 01:08:42,080
Speaker 1: through stuff with his dad. She found out the dad

1167
01:08:42,200 --> 01:08:46,080
Speaker 1: was gay, So now she's trying to figure out who

1168
01:08:46,120 --> 01:08:48,760
Speaker 1: the man is that the daddy's sleeping went. So you're

1169
01:08:48,760 --> 01:08:52,960
Speaker 1: just gonna run up on every nigga that interacts with

1170
01:08:53,040 --> 01:08:55,040
Speaker 1: your child, like you think this man has had like

1171
01:08:55,160 --> 01:08:58,880
Speaker 1: the random niggas right your kid like that that ship.

1172
01:08:59,000 --> 01:09:02,479
Speaker 1: I was like, you know what, that's literally driving her crazy.

1173
01:09:02,680 --> 01:09:06,400
Speaker 1: It drove her. I listen, I can imagine. I can imagine.

1174
01:09:06,400 --> 01:09:09,519
Speaker 1: I never try to contribute to those situations, but a

1175
01:09:09,520 --> 01:09:11,240
Speaker 1: lot of times you don't know into it too late,

1176
01:09:11,880 --> 01:09:13,400
Speaker 1: you know what I mean. I was, you know, especially

1177
01:09:13,400 --> 01:09:15,439
Speaker 1: the situation I was just talking about, like he you know,

1178
01:09:15,520 --> 01:09:19,320
Speaker 1: basically said, And the thing is she will be online

1179
01:09:20,320 --> 01:09:22,800
Speaker 1: saying similar things like oh I ain't with my baby

1180
01:09:22,880 --> 01:09:25,000
Speaker 1: daddy just sleep on the cow cham blah blah blah blah.

1181
01:09:25,080 --> 01:09:26,320
Speaker 1: So I'm like, okay, well he must be telling me

1182
01:09:26,320 --> 01:09:27,840
Speaker 1: true because the same thing he's telling me. But then

1183
01:09:27,880 --> 01:09:29,960
Speaker 1: she ended up getting craignant, so I knew that was

1184
01:09:30,000 --> 01:09:34,880
Speaker 1: a lie. But yeah, so it's like and she got

1185
01:09:34,920 --> 01:09:36,880
Speaker 1: pregging after he was staying with me and all that,

1186
01:09:37,080 --> 01:09:40,960
Speaker 1: so beat you new. So that's what I to go

1187
01:09:41,040 --> 01:09:42,280
Speaker 1: back to what you was saying, like, it's a lot

1188
01:09:42,280 --> 01:09:46,200
Speaker 1: of girls that don't I guess that don't care. Right,

1189
01:09:46,439 --> 01:09:50,800
Speaker 1: did you stop sucking him after a while? Yeah, yeah,

1190
01:09:50,800 --> 01:09:57,320
Speaker 1: a lot. Yeah, we we will have to probably talk

1191
01:09:57,439 --> 01:09:59,800
Speaker 1: off off here about the rest of it. But I

1192
01:10:00,000 --> 01:10:04,760
Speaker 1: out it came to ahead and it caused me to

1193
01:10:04,760 --> 01:10:06,479
Speaker 1: be like cut him out, but he never left me alone.

1194
01:10:07,280 --> 01:10:09,559
Speaker 1: Bridge was fake number. It is fake page that trying

1195
01:10:09,600 --> 01:10:13,519
Speaker 1: to talk to the girl. I love them. He loved me.

1196
01:10:14,920 --> 01:10:18,400
Speaker 1: M y'all bitches would be surprised to all here having

1197
01:10:18,479 --> 01:10:23,320
Speaker 1: relationship issues with your nigga. What the that was? Money?

1198
01:10:24,240 --> 01:10:28,160
Speaker 1: He come in the house where the attitude that was

1199
01:10:28,200 --> 01:10:32,479
Speaker 1: a my nick un, I tell you don't do this

1200
01:10:34,080 --> 01:10:37,040
Speaker 1: like we like I promise you like you know how

1201
01:10:37,080 --> 01:10:38,559
Speaker 1: you can see like I was looking at up to day.

1202
01:10:38,760 --> 01:10:40,600
Speaker 1: You know, you can go to somebody cash out like

1203
01:10:40,640 --> 01:10:42,559
Speaker 1: your cashop. You can see it like your cashop history

1204
01:10:42,960 --> 01:10:46,559
Speaker 1: with someone like how much money they see you? Mm hmm,

1205
01:10:48,200 --> 01:10:50,719
Speaker 1: I might got penis envy right now? What the fuck

1206
01:10:51,240 --> 01:10:54,040
Speaker 1: like I want that? Why? Why don't you have me

1207
01:10:54,160 --> 01:10:58,599
Speaker 1: look at you? Your beauty markets, even your beauty markets

1208
01:10:59,360 --> 01:11:09,360
Speaker 1: talk about oh hey we're twins. So y'all. Uh, we're

1209
01:11:09,400 --> 01:11:12,559
Speaker 1: gonna go to commercial right quick, and when we come back,

1210
01:11:12,800 --> 01:11:14,760
Speaker 1: we're gonna see if Big Sea has a dumb bit

1211
01:11:14,880 --> 01:11:22,160
Speaker 1: story for us. Okay, sorry, but there's no real easy

1212
01:11:22,200 --> 01:11:30,920
Speaker 1: way to say this, but you could be a simple

1213
01:11:30,960 --> 01:11:32,880
Speaker 1: because you are a man, you could be a simple

1214
01:11:32,920 --> 01:11:35,360
Speaker 1: SIMP series is equivalent to a dumb bitch story. So

1215
01:11:35,520 --> 01:11:38,080
Speaker 1: we're not calling people dumb bitches. We're not calling nigga simps.

1216
01:11:38,080 --> 01:11:41,519
Speaker 1: It's just somebody who got taken advantage of a nice person,

1217
01:11:41,560 --> 01:11:44,200
Speaker 1: who got played right and maybe stayed a little bit

1218
01:11:44,240 --> 01:11:46,719
Speaker 1: too fucking long. So I know you got a story

1219
01:11:46,800 --> 01:11:50,160
Speaker 1: or three for us, Just one though, tell us about

1220
01:11:50,160 --> 01:11:53,519
Speaker 1: the time you got played Yah, got nigga got you

1221
01:11:53,560 --> 01:12:01,200
Speaker 1: out of some money, something hurt your feelings. Who you

1222
01:12:01,200 --> 01:12:07,719
Speaker 1: don't get some money too. So this was literally this year.

1223
01:12:11,560 --> 01:12:15,280
Speaker 1: It's June one. So first just got place to water.

1224
01:12:15,439 --> 01:12:20,120
Speaker 1: You got played. It's okay because the rest of the

1225
01:12:20,200 --> 01:12:23,120
Speaker 1: year gonna be a comeback. You don't worry about it

1226
01:12:23,240 --> 01:12:26,080
Speaker 1: when you got some of your p P pee. I

1227
01:12:26,080 --> 01:12:28,160
Speaker 1: wish I gotta people didn't let me. You didn't know me.

1228
01:12:28,200 --> 01:12:36,920
Speaker 1: I tried, okay. So I was communicating with this person, right,

1229
01:12:37,920 --> 01:12:43,720
Speaker 1: and he was curious but was afraid, and I was

1230
01:12:43,760 --> 01:12:48,000
Speaker 1: just like really liking him, and it was just like vibes.

1231
01:12:48,280 --> 01:12:52,320
Speaker 1: So I like, I wanted to what we said earlier

1232
01:12:52,840 --> 01:12:55,160
Speaker 1: that I didn't like knowing. I wanted to like I

1233
01:12:55,240 --> 01:12:57,920
Speaker 1: wanted to because I liked him, right, So he was like,

1234
01:12:58,000 --> 01:13:03,479
Speaker 1: oh no, no, I can't. I can't. So I was like,

1235
01:13:03,479 --> 01:13:08,640
Speaker 1: ILL paid you. So he was like okay. So I

1236
01:13:08,720 --> 01:13:11,479
Speaker 1: was like I had a hundred dollars. He was like no,

1237
01:13:12,600 --> 01:13:14,679
Speaker 1: he kept knowing me until we got to six hundred

1238
01:13:14,680 --> 01:13:24,880
Speaker 1: dollars you paid. I'm gonna let a guy y'all online,

1239
01:13:25,600 --> 01:13:33,439
Speaker 1: I got so that is a bad bit. Got. I

1240
01:13:33,479 --> 01:13:36,040
Speaker 1: gave him cash some six hundred dollars. So then they

1241
01:13:36,120 --> 01:13:38,519
Speaker 1: like took him forever. Like he wasn't like responding so

1242
01:13:38,520 --> 01:13:39,760
Speaker 1: I thought, you're trying to play me. So then I'm

1243
01:13:39,760 --> 01:13:41,800
Speaker 1: getting like threatening, like bitch, I know I'm gonna play

1244
01:13:41,840 --> 01:13:45,280
Speaker 1: with me, which I'll tell everybody like come back. Like

1245
01:13:46,760 --> 01:13:48,760
Speaker 1: he was like, oh, anybody's trying to check you. I know,

1246
01:13:48,800 --> 01:13:51,000
Speaker 1: six hundred dollars, ain't. I was like, bitch, please, you

1247
01:13:51,040 --> 01:13:53,160
Speaker 1: were asking for the money, so there for something, you

1248
01:13:53,200 --> 01:13:57,120
Speaker 1: know what I'm saying. So he came right, he came.

1249
01:13:57,200 --> 01:13:59,720
Speaker 1: He pulled up, so I get down to do it

1250
01:13:59,760 --> 01:14:07,640
Speaker 1: with doing it and he was not hard. Oh, he

1251
01:14:07,720 --> 01:14:10,160
Speaker 1: just wasn't into it. And he already got my sixstern

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Speaker 1: dollars and I didn't get something deep. And I don't

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Speaker 1: even like something deep. He was a little tardy. Yeah,

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Speaker 1: I used to turn deal for six hundred dollars. Turn

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Speaker 1: little like the White Party was coming up, talking like well,

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01:14:26,479 --> 01:14:30,160
Speaker 1: I want these prop shoes. They was like seven fifty

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Speaker 1: and I was looking at my account and I'm looking

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Speaker 1: trying to suck some tart as limp ass deep I

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01:14:43,640 --> 01:14:47,639
Speaker 1: swear to go how like And then like he texted

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Speaker 1: me like I'll buck you for fifteen hunt what like? Yeah,

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Speaker 1: I used to it's about we from him. He was

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Speaker 1: one of the guys. He was one of the guys. No,

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Speaker 1: he's not game this guy. No he did, I guess. Yeah,

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Speaker 1: but but he'll be gay for pay obviously, obviously. Okay,

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Speaker 1: that's another thing. We didn't talk about this trade deal,

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Speaker 1: and there's gay for pay apparently, right. I feel like

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Speaker 1: if you, I feel like, if you care, then you're

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Speaker 1: you're curious. But I think what I think. Well, a

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Speaker 1: lot of people, so should we keep in a past

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Speaker 1: if they're curious curious meeting the way? WHOA? Because curious

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01:15:47,200 --> 01:15:54,599
Speaker 1: means that you're exploring, right, No, No, no, it means

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Speaker 1: you're exploring, like like I'm curious about how like sucking

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Speaker 1: frall megs tasting I taste them. That I mean I'm

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Speaker 1: gonna frog Lake eater like I'm thirty seven after you

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Speaker 1: eat it one time you were frog. Yes, that's what

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Speaker 1: I'm saying. But I don't like you. I'm thirty seven.

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Speaker 1: I'm not about to eat. I'm not about to eat

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Speaker 1: pussy no time in my lifetime because I don't like vagina.

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Speaker 1: I don't like women in that way. And I know

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Speaker 1: that right. If I started in pussy tomorrow, that means

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Speaker 1: it's been on my mind my whole life. That's really

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Speaker 1: how I feel about it. I've been wanting to do

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Speaker 1: this thing. That's how I feel. No, because I just

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Speaker 1: kind of fell into some pussy how but you but

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Speaker 1: you were I was. I was drunk. I went the liquids.

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Speaker 1: My friend was like, come to the house. Came to

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Speaker 1: the house next to you know, I was getting Yeah,

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Speaker 1: you probably do. You know? We gotta get the funk

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Speaker 1: up out of here. I really enjoyed an episode. I

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Speaker 1: want you to come back ya game man, y'all. Motherfucker's

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Speaker 1: funny as hell. Man. Yes, the next time you come back,

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Speaker 1: you come back at yourself and we can just have conversation.

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01:17:09,920 --> 01:17:13,360
Speaker 1: Then you got a lot of stuff to promote all things.

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Speaker 1: This is your co host a J Holiday two point oh.

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Speaker 1: Y'all Follow me on Instagram. I wish Big he could

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Speaker 1: plug his ship right now, but he with that ship

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01:17:22,600 --> 01:17:25,360
Speaker 1: today now he can't. He can't, so I'll plug mine.

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Speaker 1: Y'all Follow me on Instagram. I'm official tam Bam. I

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Speaker 1: love y'all. Thank y'all for tuning in, and remember to

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Speaker 1: speak now and never hold your piece