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Speaker 1: Wind Down with Janet Kramer, an Imheart Radio podcast.

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Speaker 2: Welcome to the New wind Down. We're so professional, So

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Speaker 2: we're gonna have a sign here. There's gonna be a sign.

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Speaker 2: There's no who's listening right now, There's there's no sign behind.

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Speaker 2: But we're gonna put the sign up in Easton, come on,

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Speaker 2: show your face. He's in the corner over here. Nobody

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Speaker 2: puts Easton in the corner.

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Speaker 1: But with his Channa shirt.

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Speaker 2: On, I know he comes. He comes walking up the

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Speaker 2: driveway like and someone's like, I love it. There was

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Speaker 2: a little kid coming home from school and like walking

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Speaker 2: up the driveway. But yeah, ladies, how does it feel?

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Speaker 2: It's so great. I feel like a professional. I feel underqualified,

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Speaker 2: but I'm just going with it.

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Speaker 1: But it's so cozy great at the same time, I

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Speaker 1: love it and.

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Speaker 2: I'm here for the light. Can I say that as

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Speaker 2: a forty two year old tired mom. I just love

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Speaker 2: the natural light at the view is beautiful. Well, we

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Speaker 2: had in the last set up the ring light would

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Speaker 2: keep like I had to tape I had to tape down,

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Speaker 2: yeah all the time. And so this is this is

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Speaker 2: nice to be able to have. I mean, I'm going

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Speaker 2: to put some blinds up there because it can be

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Speaker 2: a little it might be a little hard times for

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Speaker 2: my little Alabaster, the Alabaster team. But yeah, and then

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Speaker 2: just like the view, like we can like take in

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Speaker 2: the view. It's stunning. Thank you love it. Colors are great.

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Speaker 2: What you got over there, kab Well, I'm not a

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Speaker 2: champagne fan, so I'm using your pregnancy as an excuse.

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Speaker 2: But this is just sparkling grape juice. It's organic, so

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Speaker 2: it makes us feel good. But I think we should

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Speaker 2: like have a little cheers to the new space. Is

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Speaker 2: it going to like blow up everywhere? I don't know,

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Speaker 2: my gosh, that would be hilarious. Have the time that

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Speaker 2: I spilled red wine on your cow, but I was

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Speaker 2: dancing on your bar. You don't know about it because

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Speaker 2: Cat is my little ace in the hole over there,

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Speaker 2: grab the phone and I danced.

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Speaker 1: On the bar and I but and you're pretty sure

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Speaker 1: there was a lot of people that saw that.

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Speaker 2: Cleaned it right up for me?

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Speaker 3: Was it me?

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Speaker 4: Was it me?

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Speaker 3: Ye?

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Speaker 2: Credit to you and my brain. I'll take it. Was

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Speaker 2: I'll take it. You handled it, Michelle is the reason

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Speaker 2: I spilled it. We were all having fun that night. Yeah,

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Speaker 2: it was fun. Yeah, so I have a question answer.

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Speaker 1: We haven't canceled everything, have we have?

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Speaker 2: We canceled everything? Oh like on wedding Welcome to jan

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Speaker 2: on birthdays. See, in real life, when we talk on

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Speaker 2: the couches, we she can tell us that she doesn't

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Speaker 2: want to answer. But when we have heart in the world,

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Speaker 2: well done, thank you. I know what I want to

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Speaker 2: do for my fortieth Oh you always have what she

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Speaker 2: just came up? Well, well, well change, but I did you?

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Speaker 2: Did you hear what I want to do now in

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Speaker 2: my fortieth No, I'm nervous. Okay, well now that we're

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Speaker 2: not doing a private island with fireworks like and you know,

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Speaker 2: dancing and just just blowing it all the old budget

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Speaker 2: cut back, we got a house in a baby instead.

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Speaker 2: She act yes because I was just like, yeah, Catherine

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Speaker 2: over here blowing all the money, because I'll just never

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Speaker 2: forget my thirtieth birthday. You walked in. I was like,

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Speaker 2: covers over my face, like I was like, I'm single,

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Speaker 2: I'm alone, I'm like I've got I'm just whatever. I

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Speaker 2: think Eastwood and I had just split up or whatever. Yeah,

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Speaker 2: oh that was bad for me too. It was your

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Speaker 2: own personal bat Era, San Diego anyways, but why are

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Speaker 2: lose my train? I thought, oh yeah, because she had

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Speaker 2: a baby in your belly where at forty? Because like

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Speaker 2: the irony, I'm like, okay, I get it all right,

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Speaker 2: And so I want to do a murder Mystery party

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Speaker 2: where we're all like our own characters in the murder Mystery.

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Speaker 2: Like you can have someone christinates it, are you? I

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Speaker 2: just want to put DIBs on my character because I

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Speaker 2: feel like character. I'm from Michigan and sometimes it sneaks

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Speaker 2: out when I say snacks and Kiaki's I've just never

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Speaker 2: heard I do it, but like I've never heard because

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Speaker 2: I'm I was like Joly Snack and every morning I

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Speaker 2: was like Gregor Snack. I just don't want to get

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Speaker 2: I don't want to get the stock character. Yeah, I

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Speaker 2: just need like, can we have like a character draft

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Speaker 2: or something. So that's stuck because I feel like, you

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Speaker 2: just always go with whatever, like characters are a good actor. Yeah,

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Speaker 2: sence doesn't matter, do you know what I mean? And

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Speaker 2: this is right before you assign me Colonel Mustard. I've

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Speaker 2: seen this before. Grammar if never. I've never been to

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Speaker 2: a murder mystery either. Is it going to be too scary? Oh?

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Speaker 2: Come on, christ, I don't like haunted houses. It's not

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Speaker 2: a hard somebody has to die. Who's the murder? Well,

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Speaker 2: murder somebody. I actually would like to. I would like someone.

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Speaker 3: To die.

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Speaker 2: This what anyway? So I think is it like a

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Speaker 2: but isn't there like like a well someone will know

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Speaker 2: that they're the murderer. But like it's like in clue,

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Speaker 2: like you know that you're the person, right, someone will

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Speaker 2: come here and run it for us, like yeah, yeah,

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Speaker 2: like a little chalcout. I haven't really done doing some research.

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Speaker 2: Yeah I have. So do they listen? And I care

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Speaker 2: you do and cares like I don't want to do it. No,

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Speaker 2: I was like the best idea ever, let's go. I

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Speaker 2: do like it. I just didn't. I just didn't because

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Speaker 2: I like to. I like to solve things, so that

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Speaker 2: feels good to me. I think, just to see all

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Speaker 2: the different personalities, and like the husbands too, like how

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Speaker 2: like I mean Alan like his like he kind of

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Speaker 2: always wanted to be an actor too, like, and he's

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Speaker 2: like non professional playing soccer world. I hope I'm the murderer.

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Speaker 1: We have to be careful for the non We would

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Speaker 1: have to see how it works with those that can't act.

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Speaker 2: But like, I feel like we all can't. I feel

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Speaker 2: like we all do in a way in life. Oh

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Speaker 2: that's deep but right, and we all can act. I'm

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Speaker 2: going to do it. I can't. I am going to

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Speaker 2: bring home this Emmy for U Kramer. I'm so proud

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Speaker 1: Okay, so we know what you want for your fortieth yep,

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Speaker 1: so that's them great.

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Speaker 2: Now I can't. I'm so excited. Murder mystery wedding. I don't.

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Speaker 2: I don't. I just don't. We're still trying to figure

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Speaker 2: it out. It's just so expensive. It's a really bad

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Speaker 2: need to have Alan on the podcast to talk about this,

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Speaker 2: so I'll save it. But to me, it's one of

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Speaker 2: was like, he's the only one I actually would love

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Speaker 2: the wedding with, right, So I want that. I'm just

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Speaker 2: trying to it's it's it'd be costly for the guests,

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Speaker 2: back on the table again. We were held at two

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Speaker 2: a piece of me I'm like, what do I really want?

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Speaker 2: almost I'm like I want to call him. I cannot

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Speaker 2: mean it's definitely gonna mean Scotland. So Scotland to me

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Speaker 2: Sure it's expensive, but we're getting the heads up. And

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Speaker 1: Think that, like we probably would never do, right, it's

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Speaker 2: So Sanna's getting married again. I wasn't at the other weddings.

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Speaker 2: This is my first Jane to do it too.

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Speaker 1: So Yeaine, right, Yeah, you just don't worry about us.

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Speaker 1: And in the day, if we can't do it, we.

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Speaker 2: Would go, well we'll have a zoom meeting. But that

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Speaker 1: I mean, if we actually could not, like it is

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Speaker 1: We can't go. That would be a conversation. It's you know,

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Speaker 2: Yeah, so that's where we're I think we just need

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Speaker 2: to you know, and and you know, everything just we

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Speaker 2: just need I would say, slow and steady. It's been

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Speaker 2: baby step, no pun intended at a time. Yeah, just

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Speaker 2: nice and calm. We've got some boxes to unpack. The

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Speaker 2: good news is all of our unpacking seems to be

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Speaker 2: physical for once in Jana kramer Land, and that means good,

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Speaker 2: not emotional unpacking. It feels good emotionally unpacked. Now we

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Speaker 2: just got to move in with regular cardboard boxes. Different

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Speaker 2: and it's been great too, like it was. It was.

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Speaker 2: It was such a different experience with Alan. Yeah, it

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Speaker 2: felt really like a partner. That's right, a partner, that's right.

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Speaker 2: It was. It was really it's been really nice. And

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Speaker 2: time like we got time. It's your house forever. Yeah

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Speaker 3: of had this thing where we would uh call each

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Speaker 3: other on Skype or on Zoom and then we would

435
00:22:14,160 --> 00:22:16,400
Speaker 3: record for an hour and it was basically just kind

436
00:22:16,400 --> 00:22:18,960
Speaker 3: of catching up with each other's lives. But I gotten

437
00:22:18,960 --> 00:22:22,399
Speaker 3: to a point where I was really after everything that

438
00:22:22,520 --> 00:22:25,879
Speaker 3: was happening in my life. I felt like Sean and I,

439
00:22:25,880 --> 00:22:28,719
Speaker 3: I know, when we get into conversations with other people

440
00:22:28,960 --> 00:22:34,200
Speaker 3: on their podcasts or in whatever form, we very much

441
00:22:34,440 --> 00:22:39,320
Speaker 3: enjoy talking about life and what we've learned and lessons

442
00:22:39,320 --> 00:22:43,640
Speaker 3: that are out there and sharing sharing things that we've experienced.

443
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Speaker 5: And so I did.

444
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Speaker 3: Uh. There was a there was a radio show called

445
00:22:48,720 --> 00:22:51,360
Speaker 3: Loveline when I was a kid here in Los Angeles.

446
00:22:51,400 --> 00:22:54,520
Speaker 3: It was on k Rock, and I did about a

447
00:22:54,560 --> 00:22:58,880
Speaker 3: dozen of them, honestly because the k Rock studios were

448
00:22:59,000 --> 00:23:01,280
Speaker 3: so close to my house so I could get there

449
00:23:01,280 --> 00:23:03,200
Speaker 3: in like five minutes. So they would just reached out

450
00:23:03,200 --> 00:23:04,920
Speaker 3: to me and be like, hey, you want to come by,

451
00:23:05,000 --> 00:23:08,040
Speaker 3: and so I would. And it was Doctor Drew. Adam

452
00:23:08,119 --> 00:23:12,400
Speaker 3: Carolla was on it, but before Adam, this guy poor

453
00:23:12,480 --> 00:23:15,760
Speaker 3: Man was on, and the show was basically that we

454
00:23:15,800 --> 00:23:19,240
Speaker 3: would talk about things and then they would have callers

455
00:23:19,240 --> 00:23:23,280
Speaker 3: and people sort of email. It wasn't even email. They

456
00:23:23,320 --> 00:23:27,520
Speaker 3: would they would fact, they would fax in questions and

457
00:23:27,560 --> 00:23:29,679
Speaker 3: we would read them on the show. And so I

458
00:23:29,720 --> 00:23:32,840
Speaker 3: had this random idea one night of like God, it'd

459
00:23:32,880 --> 00:23:37,080
Speaker 3: be really fun in this new medium to do something

460
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Speaker 3: similar to that, and I had been following Randy for

461
00:23:39,680 --> 00:23:43,480
Speaker 3: a while on Instagram and I know that he's he's

462
00:23:43,480 --> 00:23:46,639
Speaker 3: been a professional life coach for the past fifteen years.

463
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Speaker 5: So I reached out to.

464
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Speaker 3: Him initially and I was like, hey, you know, we

465
00:23:51,280 --> 00:23:57,040
Speaker 3: hadn't we hadn't talked in fifteen plus years, and so

466
00:23:57,080 --> 00:23:59,080
Speaker 3: I said, hey, how's everything going. You know, I've been

467
00:23:59,119 --> 00:24:04,120
Speaker 3: following your your your Instagram account, and I was thinking

468
00:24:04,200 --> 00:24:07,119
Speaker 3: about a podcast and I think that you and I

469
00:24:07,160 --> 00:24:10,520
Speaker 3: could do something really interesting, and so he was into it.

470
00:24:10,600 --> 00:24:12,960
Speaker 3: And then I had spoken to Sharna about it. She

471
00:24:13,080 --> 00:24:15,080
Speaker 3: was like, God, I would really love to be a

472
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Speaker 3: part of a podcast like that. And so then when

473
00:24:17,480 --> 00:24:22,159
Speaker 3: I when I talked to Amy u b at iHeart.

474
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Speaker 5: She said to me, she was like yeah.

475
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Speaker 3: She was like, oh, well, would Sharna like to be

476
00:24:27,920 --> 00:24:29,960
Speaker 3: on this podcast with you and Randy as well? And

477
00:24:30,000 --> 00:24:33,760
Speaker 3: I was like, you know, funny enough, we spoke about

478
00:24:33,760 --> 00:24:35,560
Speaker 3: it like two nights ago, and she was saying how

479
00:24:35,600 --> 00:24:37,520
Speaker 3: much she would love to do something like this. So

480
00:24:38,240 --> 00:24:41,320
Speaker 3: I think, without question, did you just leave me?

481
00:24:41,520 --> 00:24:45,720
Speaker 2: She just left me, That's that's fine.

482
00:24:46,440 --> 00:24:49,920
Speaker 3: So uh so I ended up sitting down with her

483
00:24:50,000 --> 00:24:51,160
Speaker 3: and I was, oh, Look who's back.

484
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Speaker 4: I deeply disagree.

485
00:24:52,200 --> 00:24:54,280
Speaker 5: Look who decided? Look who decided to show?

486
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Speaker 2: Is that her signal for your getting long winded or something?

487
00:24:57,760 --> 00:24:58,480
Speaker 2: Is that what that was?

488
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Speaker 4: Apparently I'm gonna go say quick, I'm going to go

489
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Speaker 4: get a coffee.

490
00:25:10,800 --> 00:25:12,320
Speaker 5: Minutes are you done yet?

491
00:25:16,280 --> 00:25:19,359
Speaker 3: So then we, uh, the three of us ended up

492
00:25:19,400 --> 00:25:23,040
Speaker 3: talking and then we're on very similar paths and so

493
00:25:23,840 --> 00:25:26,960
Speaker 3: that that's sort of what the podcast has come out of.

494
00:25:27,320 --> 00:25:28,560
Speaker 5: So enough of me talking now.

495
00:25:30,160 --> 00:25:32,680
Speaker 2: I'm curious though, like, is there anything off limits that

496
00:25:32,720 --> 00:25:35,280
Speaker 2: you're like, listen, We're not going to go there, because

497
00:25:35,320 --> 00:25:36,679
Speaker 2: I know there's things that like when I did my

498
00:25:36,720 --> 00:25:39,320
Speaker 2: podcast with Max husband, I wish we could go back

499
00:25:39,359 --> 00:25:42,480
Speaker 2: and go man, I wish we didn't share certain things

500
00:25:42,960 --> 00:25:47,840
Speaker 2: because the media just runs with things, and then then

501
00:25:47,880 --> 00:25:49,840
Speaker 2: you feel like you have to why I did. I

502
00:25:49,840 --> 00:25:51,639
Speaker 2: feel like I had to then over explain it, or

503
00:25:51,680 --> 00:25:53,800
Speaker 2: not over explain it, but just kind of defend it maybe.

504
00:25:53,840 --> 00:25:55,760
Speaker 2: And then there were certain things too. We were still

505
00:25:55,800 --> 00:25:58,240
Speaker 2: going through things while sharing an open wound, and it's

506
00:25:58,240 --> 00:25:59,960
Speaker 2: like that wasn't healthy for us as a couple.

507
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Speaker 4: Yeah, I can't imagine that that would be healthy. We

508
00:26:04,240 --> 00:26:07,439
Speaker 4: haven't really had like a boundaries conversation. I feel like

509
00:26:07,480 --> 00:26:10,240
Speaker 4: we're very open transparent people, but we haven't had anything

510
00:26:10,320 --> 00:26:13,000
Speaker 4: come up for us that feels like that doesn't feel

511
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Speaker 4: good to share.

512
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Speaker 5: You know.

513
00:26:14,040 --> 00:26:17,919
Speaker 4: Our most recent episode was on co parenting, and obviously

514
00:26:17,960 --> 00:26:20,239
Speaker 4: there's always going to be things you choose not to

515
00:26:20,320 --> 00:26:22,960
Speaker 4: share because some things should stay in that personal space

516
00:26:23,040 --> 00:26:26,000
Speaker 4: and they involve other people. But I think we very

517
00:26:26,040 --> 00:26:30,479
Speaker 4: openly shared what our experiences are, and always with that

518
00:26:30,560 --> 00:26:33,560
Speaker 4: intention of love and kindness and not trying to ever

519
00:26:33,720 --> 00:26:36,879
Speaker 4: take other people down or make things more dramatic.

520
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Speaker 5: Than they are.

521
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Speaker 4: But I don't think anything has come up for us

522
00:26:40,200 --> 00:26:44,199
Speaker 4: that feels like I don't feel comfortable sharing that.

523
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Speaker 3: I feel like with a podcast like we're doing, it's

524
00:26:49,400 --> 00:26:54,760
Speaker 3: incredibly it's invaluable really for us to be as open

525
00:26:54,840 --> 00:26:56,640
Speaker 3: and honest about.

526
00:26:56,640 --> 00:26:58,320
Speaker 5: Our life and what's going on.

527
00:26:58,480 --> 00:27:02,920
Speaker 3: I think I think we just naturally will not get

528
00:27:02,960 --> 00:27:05,840
Speaker 3: into the weeds on things that we don't want to share,

529
00:27:06,440 --> 00:27:10,160
Speaker 3: but we take absolute ownership of what it is we

530
00:27:10,200 --> 00:27:13,840
Speaker 3: do share, so then if the media reports on it afterwards,

531
00:27:14,040 --> 00:27:17,359
Speaker 3: I don't necessarily feel a need to then defend what

532
00:27:17,560 --> 00:27:20,479
Speaker 3: I said because I said it, and I said it

533
00:27:20,480 --> 00:27:23,520
Speaker 3: for the purpose of feeling like it was okay to

534
00:27:23,680 --> 00:27:27,359
Speaker 3: share at that time. So I sort of feel like

535
00:27:28,440 --> 00:27:30,760
Speaker 3: we share what it is we share, media picks it up,

536
00:27:30,800 --> 00:27:33,040
Speaker 3: they say whatever they say about it, and then it

537
00:27:33,119 --> 00:27:36,240
Speaker 3: sort of goes away because then our next episode comes, yeah,

538
00:27:36,280 --> 00:27:39,280
Speaker 3: and we're onto a new topic. And honestly, the media

539
00:27:39,359 --> 00:27:40,840
Speaker 3: is going to have a field day with all of

540
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Speaker 3: the stuff. I'm sure we're going to end up talking about.

541
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Speaker 3: But that's just part of the world we live in

542
00:27:46,520 --> 00:27:48,640
Speaker 3: and part of what it is we do that's not the.

543
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Speaker 4: Hot pot of it is that vulnerable share, Like you know,

544
00:27:51,280 --> 00:27:54,480
Speaker 4: I recently shared even two of the episodes we did,

545
00:27:54,520 --> 00:27:57,000
Speaker 4: that just gets made into clickbait headlines and it's a

546
00:27:57,520 --> 00:27:59,640
Speaker 4: it's a it's a headline, and then it's an edited

547
00:27:59,720 --> 00:28:02,480
Speaker 4: trend script and you're taking out specific words or lines

548
00:28:02,520 --> 00:28:04,040
Speaker 4: and you don't have the tone in there, and it

549
00:28:04,080 --> 00:28:07,240
Speaker 4: can be read a completely different way. And that's hard

550
00:28:07,480 --> 00:28:09,920
Speaker 4: that I've had that realization of like, oh my gosh,

551
00:28:10,000 --> 00:28:13,800
Speaker 4: anything I say ken and will be used in a

552
00:28:13,840 --> 00:28:18,399
Speaker 4: public platform. But again, I know what I said, I

553
00:28:18,440 --> 00:28:21,359
Speaker 4: speak very clearly, and I know my intention behind it,

554
00:28:21,400 --> 00:28:23,679
Speaker 4: and anyone that truly wants to know the real story

555
00:28:23,720 --> 00:28:26,800
Speaker 4: can always come and listen to it to actually understand.

556
00:28:26,840 --> 00:28:29,439
Speaker 4: But we will never just from simply being in the

557
00:28:29,480 --> 00:28:31,639
Speaker 4: public eye, whether we do it on a podcast or

558
00:28:31,640 --> 00:28:35,000
Speaker 4: an interview or people photograph us somewhere else. We're never

559
00:28:35,080 --> 00:28:38,000
Speaker 4: going to get out of that part of life where

560
00:28:38,000 --> 00:28:39,920
Speaker 4: people are going to fill the gaps with their own

561
00:28:39,960 --> 00:28:42,280
Speaker 4: story and their own narrative. Oh they're not holding hands,

562
00:28:42,360 --> 00:28:44,200
Speaker 4: or they're not looking at each other or whatever it is.

563
00:28:44,200 --> 00:28:47,080
Speaker 4: Someone's always going to make drama out of nothing, or

564
00:28:47,120 --> 00:28:50,120
Speaker 4: make it bigger than what it is at the very least.

565
00:28:50,160 --> 00:28:52,880
Speaker 4: And so I think that's just part of accepting that

566
00:28:52,920 --> 00:28:55,720
Speaker 4: we are we're on this journey. We've said we want

567
00:28:55,720 --> 00:28:58,600
Speaker 4: to be transparent and vulnerable and share, and that is

568
00:28:58,640 --> 00:29:01,280
Speaker 4: going to come with That opens up to people having

569
00:29:01,280 --> 00:29:05,480
Speaker 4: an opinion and filling it with their own experiences and narrative,

570
00:29:05,640 --> 00:29:08,280
Speaker 4: and we've got to be okay with that. But if

571
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Speaker 4: what we are talking about helps a few people, then

572
00:29:11,320 --> 00:29:12,920
Speaker 4: they can relate to it, or it's a source of

573
00:29:12,920 --> 00:29:17,760
Speaker 4: inspirational motivation for them, then that's awesome too. And we're

574
00:29:17,800 --> 00:29:19,600
Speaker 4: never going to have one without the other. That is

575
00:29:19,640 --> 00:29:21,560
Speaker 4: the balance of life. That is the ying and Yang,

576
00:29:21,600 --> 00:29:24,360
Speaker 4: and so we have to accept that all of those

577
00:29:24,400 --> 00:29:25,800
Speaker 4: things can and will happen.

578
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Speaker 2: So for people that are listening, Alsh is the name

579
00:29:40,680 --> 00:29:42,880
Speaker 2: of the podcast, which I can really relate to. I

580
00:29:43,000 --> 00:29:44,840
Speaker 2: just I'm turning forty two in a couple of months.

581
00:29:44,840 --> 00:29:48,560
Speaker 2: It feels very accurate. Grew up watching you, which matters,

582
00:29:48,680 --> 00:29:51,480
Speaker 2: you know, Like this is it's a really cool. It's

583
00:29:51,520 --> 00:29:53,640
Speaker 2: just really neat to watch people that we grew up

584
00:29:53,640 --> 00:29:57,120
Speaker 2: with actually get vulnerable and talk about real life a bit.

585
00:29:57,360 --> 00:30:00,000
Speaker 2: So it's the two of you Randy Spelling, which is

586
00:30:00,040 --> 00:30:03,360
Speaker 2: pretty dynamite trio. So what can what can they expect

587
00:30:03,400 --> 00:30:05,120
Speaker 2: when they tune in to listen to Oldish? Like what

588
00:30:05,200 --> 00:30:08,280
Speaker 2: is is there one I guess one demographic of a

589
00:30:08,320 --> 00:30:10,800
Speaker 2: person that you're you think of when you're speaking, is

590
00:30:10,840 --> 00:30:13,520
Speaker 2: it what's your main goal in doing it?

591
00:30:14,240 --> 00:30:14,320
Speaker 4: No?

592
00:30:14,720 --> 00:30:19,080
Speaker 3: Are for me personally, there is no demographic. I feel

593
00:30:19,080 --> 00:30:22,880
Speaker 3: like the things that we are talking about, we're we're

594
00:30:22,920 --> 00:30:28,440
Speaker 3: only sharing our perspective, which is an Oldish perspective. We

595
00:30:28,440 --> 00:30:32,360
Speaker 3: we have gone the full distance with some of these things,

596
00:30:32,400 --> 00:30:35,920
Speaker 3: and we have we have experienced hard situations and we've

597
00:30:35,960 --> 00:30:38,320
Speaker 3: come out the back end of it. And so for

598
00:30:38,480 --> 00:30:41,880
Speaker 3: us to then share with people what the entire experience was.

599
00:30:43,240 --> 00:30:46,320
Speaker 3: I think makes makes it easier for some people that

600
00:30:46,360 --> 00:30:50,360
Speaker 3: are just newly in something to realize like, oh, there

601
00:30:50,480 --> 00:30:52,960
Speaker 3: is an end to this, Like this doesn't as much

602
00:30:53,000 --> 00:30:56,800
Speaker 3: as this feels like this is an end all situation

603
00:30:57,040 --> 00:30:59,040
Speaker 3: and I'm just going to give up and I don't

604
00:30:59,040 --> 00:31:03,160
Speaker 3: know what to do. They realize from the from the

605
00:31:03,160 --> 00:31:07,040
Speaker 3: stories that we're sharing and what it is we've experienced

606
00:31:07,160 --> 00:31:12,960
Speaker 3: that the problems in life aren't They are much more

607
00:31:13,000 --> 00:31:17,920
Speaker 3: common than people would realize, and there is a beginning, middle,

608
00:31:18,080 --> 00:31:20,560
Speaker 3: and the possible end for these things. So you kind

609
00:31:20,600 --> 00:31:23,720
Speaker 3: of have to open your eyes a bit more and

610
00:31:24,200 --> 00:31:26,360
Speaker 3: see that. And I think if we can help people

611
00:31:26,520 --> 00:31:30,840
Speaker 3: of all ages deal with that, then we can't. The

612
00:31:30,880 --> 00:31:32,840
Speaker 3: only thing that's put us, I think, in this space

613
00:31:33,200 --> 00:31:36,360
Speaker 3: is the fact that we are oldish, that we have

614
00:31:36,640 --> 00:31:39,880
Speaker 3: gone we've lived as much life as we've had, and

615
00:31:39,920 --> 00:31:44,560
Speaker 3: we've come out the back end of it. Randy same thing.

616
00:31:44,840 --> 00:31:49,520
Speaker 3: He has lived so much life. He's now a life coach.

617
00:31:49,640 --> 00:31:53,520
Speaker 3: Like he's he's able to help people from experience in

618
00:31:53,600 --> 00:31:56,080
Speaker 3: dealing with things, not just in a sense of like

619
00:31:56,160 --> 00:31:58,560
Speaker 3: he reads books and so he knows what to say

620
00:31:59,560 --> 00:32:03,360
Speaker 3: he can really ask those questions because he asked them

621
00:32:03,440 --> 00:32:04,200
Speaker 3: of himself.

622
00:32:04,400 --> 00:32:06,920
Speaker 4: Yeah, which is really cool. And like, as far as

623
00:32:06,920 --> 00:32:09,760
Speaker 4: the name goes, oldish doesn't mean even a number. I

624
00:32:09,800 --> 00:32:12,400
Speaker 4: think in your twenties you can feel oldish in comparison

625
00:32:12,400 --> 00:32:14,080
Speaker 4: to where you've come from, or it's a part of

626
00:32:14,120 --> 00:32:16,800
Speaker 4: your life. Maybe for those in their twenties that already

627
00:32:16,800 --> 00:32:19,880
Speaker 4: have three kids, you know, and they're living that experience,

628
00:32:19,960 --> 00:32:23,680
Speaker 4: it's age again. Oldish again. It's not a number. It

629
00:32:23,800 --> 00:32:26,480
Speaker 4: is a moment where you are have reached in your

630
00:32:26,520 --> 00:32:28,680
Speaker 4: life and what you've got in front of you. It's

631
00:32:28,400 --> 00:32:30,760
Speaker 4: the things that you're facing, which is the stuff that

632
00:32:30,760 --> 00:32:33,040
Speaker 4: we talk about. I think, you know, people in the

633
00:32:33,120 --> 00:32:36,040
Speaker 4: twenties can listen to us and have questions about disappointment

634
00:32:36,160 --> 00:32:38,400
Speaker 4: or we're talking about addiction this week, and relate to

635
00:32:38,440 --> 00:32:41,160
Speaker 4: them and maybe find some really great advice from people

636
00:32:41,240 --> 00:32:44,640
Speaker 4: that have been through stuff and found their way to

637
00:32:44,680 --> 00:32:48,240
Speaker 4: that ending that Brian is talking about. So every week

638
00:32:48,280 --> 00:32:50,120
Speaker 4: we do an episode, we pick a subject and we

639
00:32:50,160 --> 00:32:53,200
Speaker 4: talk about it, and then we follow up with questions

640
00:32:53,200 --> 00:32:55,360
Speaker 4: that fans have sent in that week with our second

641
00:32:55,400 --> 00:33:00,200
Speaker 4: episode and have live people people call in live and

642
00:33:00,240 --> 00:33:02,320
Speaker 4: I think that's a really cool element, like the love

643
00:33:02,360 --> 00:33:04,480
Speaker 4: line thing, that we get to speak to people and

644
00:33:04,520 --> 00:33:08,200
Speaker 4: they can air their concerns and situations with us and

645
00:33:08,600 --> 00:33:11,800
Speaker 4: chat to people that they probably never thought went through

646
00:33:11,840 --> 00:33:15,200
Speaker 4: things like this and find a commonality and find almost

647
00:33:15,320 --> 00:33:18,480
Speaker 4: community within what they're going through and experiencing and not

648
00:33:18,640 --> 00:33:21,200
Speaker 4: feeling alone, because I think there is also so much

649
00:33:21,240 --> 00:33:24,520
Speaker 4: power in that and feeling support and finding a commonality

650
00:33:24,560 --> 00:33:25,040
Speaker 4: with people.

651
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Speaker 2: The connection piece is really important.

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Speaker 4: That.

653
00:33:29,080 --> 00:33:31,120
Speaker 2: Yeah, the being able to call in. I mean I

654
00:33:31,120 --> 00:33:35,720
Speaker 2: can imagine sometimes when you're listening you find that great

655
00:33:35,720 --> 00:33:37,920
Speaker 2: deal of comfort, and I know, like we've shared here,

656
00:33:37,960 --> 00:33:40,560
Speaker 2: there's sometimes I leave the podcast and I'm like vulnerability

657
00:33:40,560 --> 00:33:43,360
Speaker 2: hangover I said too much. I can almost feel it.

658
00:33:43,480 --> 00:33:45,320
Speaker 2: I'm like, oh, it's al so good in the minute,

659
00:33:45,360 --> 00:33:46,760
Speaker 2: and now I'm like, do I need to call a

660
00:33:46,760 --> 00:33:49,760
Speaker 2: couple of people and let them know or But I

661
00:33:49,800 --> 00:33:51,720
Speaker 2: do think when they get to call and actually talk

662
00:33:51,760 --> 00:33:53,680
Speaker 2: to you, that's like a really important piece. That's the

663
00:33:53,680 --> 00:33:57,600
Speaker 2: old school radio piece I think we all miss totally. Yeah,

664
00:33:58,080 --> 00:34:01,400
Speaker 2: it's a real human connection. Yeah, yeah, it's called connection

665
00:34:01,520 --> 00:34:02,280
Speaker 2: and we need it.

666
00:34:02,920 --> 00:34:06,200
Speaker 3: Yeah, It's it's amazing because then you have these real

667
00:34:06,440 --> 00:34:10,040
Speaker 3: genuine conversations with people. There there's so many times where

668
00:34:10,080 --> 00:34:12,960
Speaker 3: I hear somebody speak and one of the things in

669
00:34:13,000 --> 00:34:15,879
Speaker 3: my mind is a question will pop up right away

670
00:34:15,880 --> 00:34:18,799
Speaker 3: and you're like, God, I wonder what this experience was like.

671
00:34:18,920 --> 00:34:21,720
Speaker 3: And so for people then to be able to call

672
00:34:21,760 --> 00:34:24,640
Speaker 3: in or send in questions and get answers to those

673
00:34:25,080 --> 00:34:28,240
Speaker 3: burning things that pop into their mind while they're listening

674
00:34:28,239 --> 00:34:30,719
Speaker 3: to an episode is really fun. I mean, what we

675
00:34:30,840 --> 00:34:35,080
Speaker 3: do is really has been really fun so far, doing

676
00:34:35,120 --> 00:34:38,799
Speaker 3: these follow up episodes the same the same week and

677
00:34:38,840 --> 00:34:44,400
Speaker 3: getting and really finishing these discussions for the week not

678
00:34:44,480 --> 00:34:49,080
Speaker 3: finished for I mean, honestly, we may revisit topics a

679
00:34:49,160 --> 00:34:51,640
Speaker 3: dozen times within the lifetime we.

680
00:34:51,560 --> 00:34:52,080
Speaker 6: Talked about me.

681
00:34:53,120 --> 00:34:56,440
Speaker 2: Yeah, we revisit Brian. For you, though, what is what

682
00:34:56,520 --> 00:34:58,480
Speaker 2: is something that's a common thread like that you could

683
00:34:58,600 --> 00:35:01,400
Speaker 2: that you are feel like you always not always struggle with,

684
00:35:01,400 --> 00:35:04,040
Speaker 2: but it has been a struggle for you in your past,

685
00:35:04,080 --> 00:35:06,960
Speaker 2: and that's something that you have to continue to work on.

686
00:35:07,480 --> 00:35:09,759
Speaker 2: That you might that that that you might share on

687
00:35:09,840 --> 00:35:20,440
Speaker 2: the podcast. We know you're not good at dancing.

688
00:35:21,320 --> 00:35:23,000
Speaker 5: I'm gonna go get water real fast.

689
00:35:27,080 --> 00:35:31,840
Speaker 3: I think the thing that I'm always uh pushing myself

690
00:35:32,360 --> 00:35:39,919
Speaker 3: being is recognizing like my authentic feelings in a moment.

691
00:35:41,239 --> 00:35:42,640
Speaker 5: And and then.

692
00:35:43,120 --> 00:35:47,920
Speaker 3: Talking myself through those and sharing those. I so much

693
00:35:47,920 --> 00:35:50,480
Speaker 3: of the time when I was younger in life, I

694
00:35:50,480 --> 00:35:54,560
Speaker 3: would have these feelings and then automatically you kind of

695
00:35:54,600 --> 00:35:57,279
Speaker 3: go to this place in your mind of judging those

696
00:35:57,320 --> 00:36:00,000
Speaker 3: feelings and is it appropriate for me to be feeling

697
00:36:00,160 --> 00:36:02,600
Speaker 3: this way. Oh I should hide the fact that I'm

698
00:36:02,600 --> 00:36:05,719
Speaker 3: feeling that way, or oh it's you. You end up

699
00:36:05,719 --> 00:36:08,759
Speaker 3: with all these like dirty little secrets because you're not.

700
00:36:08,840 --> 00:36:10,920
Speaker 2: I feel like anxiety too. That might stem like.

701
00:36:11,000 --> 00:36:15,960
Speaker 3: Yeah, it it affects everything across the board. Yeah, you start.

702
00:36:16,200 --> 00:36:18,880
Speaker 3: I would start feeling anxiety in all sorts of ways.

703
00:36:18,920 --> 00:36:22,080
Speaker 3: I would feel anxiety. If I would be walking into

704
00:36:22,080 --> 00:36:24,160
Speaker 3: a Starbucks and ordering a drink. I didn't want to

705
00:36:24,160 --> 00:36:26,720
Speaker 3: look the person uh behind the counter in the eyes

706
00:36:26,800 --> 00:36:29,799
Speaker 3: because I thought right away, oh, my god, they're judging me,

707
00:36:29,880 --> 00:36:32,319
Speaker 3: or they're judging something I did, or And and it

708
00:36:32,400 --> 00:36:37,359
Speaker 3: was because I wasn't I hadn't really been authentic with

709
00:36:37,440 --> 00:36:40,440
Speaker 3: myself in dealing with those and figuring out what it

710
00:36:40,480 --> 00:36:42,120
Speaker 3: is that was going on and what I was feeling

711
00:36:42,160 --> 00:36:46,040
Speaker 3: insecure about and why and as soon as I as

712
00:36:46,040 --> 00:36:48,560
Speaker 3: soon as I did, and as soon as I started

713
00:36:49,800 --> 00:36:54,760
Speaker 3: conversing with people around me, it's amazing how many similarities

714
00:36:54,800 --> 00:36:57,480
Speaker 3: there were. And and then you start going to Starbucks

715
00:36:57,520 --> 00:36:59,600
Speaker 3: and realizing like, oh my god, the guy behind the

716
00:36:59,600 --> 00:37:02,520
Speaker 3: counter has just as much, if not more, going on

717
00:37:02,600 --> 00:37:05,759
Speaker 3: in his life than I do. So the last thing

718
00:37:05,920 --> 00:37:09,520
Speaker 3: that he's thinking is, oh, it's this guy, and oh boy,

719
00:37:09,680 --> 00:37:11,080
Speaker 3: the last project he did, but.

720
00:37:11,400 --> 00:37:13,720
Speaker 5: He could care less and he's.

721
00:37:13,760 --> 00:37:15,759
Speaker 3: You know, nine times out of ten, he's much more

722
00:37:15,840 --> 00:37:18,400
Speaker 3: judgmental of himself of like, oh my god, it's this

723
00:37:18,440 --> 00:37:21,080
Speaker 3: guy and I'm standing behind the counter in a Starbucks

724
00:37:21,080 --> 00:37:22,239
Speaker 3: and this is not where I want to be in

725
00:37:22,239 --> 00:37:22,680
Speaker 3: my life.

726
00:37:22,719 --> 00:37:25,400
Speaker 5: And so what you start.

727
00:37:26,239 --> 00:37:30,760
Speaker 3: I'm constantly trying to find the commonalities in my life

728
00:37:31,400 --> 00:37:36,000
Speaker 3: with other people that are around me and create as

729
00:37:36,080 --> 00:37:41,600
Speaker 3: much of a sense of belonging as possible, and sort

730
00:37:41,600 --> 00:37:46,200
Speaker 3: of you build that core that tribe around you. And

731
00:37:47,160 --> 00:37:50,080
Speaker 3: I find the more that I do that, the bigger

732
00:37:50,800 --> 00:37:57,320
Speaker 3: that tribe gets. The more I share, the more people

733
00:37:57,600 --> 00:38:00,200
Speaker 3: feel like they have things in common with me, and

734
00:38:00,200 --> 00:38:03,560
Speaker 3: they realize that they do. And then I'm not on

735
00:38:03,600 --> 00:38:05,120
Speaker 3: an island of one, you know.

736
00:38:05,320 --> 00:38:07,440
Speaker 2: Yeah, Well, then you have people that will lean in.

737
00:38:07,480 --> 00:38:10,279
Speaker 2: And I feel like Sharna is the best partner because

738
00:38:10,280 --> 00:38:13,920
Speaker 2: she's a very friendly You lean in, You're always so

739
00:38:14,120 --> 00:38:18,319
Speaker 2: kind and nice, and you wanted to have the conversations right,

740
00:38:18,320 --> 00:38:20,960
Speaker 2: and you wanted to be are you okay? And you

741
00:38:21,440 --> 00:38:25,000
Speaker 2: genuinely care about other people. So to have that person

742
00:38:25,040 --> 00:38:27,239
Speaker 2: in your life too, when you're going through anxiety or

743
00:38:27,280 --> 00:38:29,480
Speaker 2: whatever you're feeling, to have someone that actually listens to

744
00:38:29,520 --> 00:38:31,359
Speaker 2: you and that makes you and not make you feel

745
00:38:31,360 --> 00:38:34,520
Speaker 2: crazy for whatever your feeling or thinking about.

746
00:38:34,760 --> 00:38:36,879
Speaker 4: Yeah, I think that's true for both of us, though

747
00:38:36,920 --> 00:38:41,720
Speaker 4: you know, I've had my own share of anxiety and insecurities.

748
00:38:42,480 --> 00:38:45,080
Speaker 4: Definitely went through my space of not knowing how to

749
00:38:45,120 --> 00:38:47,600
Speaker 4: voice my feelings or my wants and needs.

750
00:38:48,400 --> 00:38:51,600
Speaker 2: In this relationship and before or just not with.

751
00:38:51,600 --> 00:38:53,799
Speaker 4: Brian in the all the work that I trade off

752
00:38:53,840 --> 00:38:58,719
Speaker 4: to my previous relationships. But it's still every now. Even

753
00:38:58,760 --> 00:39:02,000
Speaker 4: though Brian is a amazing listener and a wonderful supporter

754
00:39:02,120 --> 00:39:05,680
Speaker 4: and partner and we do life really well together, my

755
00:39:06,280 --> 00:39:08,480
Speaker 4: things can still come up every now and then if

756
00:39:08,520 --> 00:39:10,839
Speaker 4: I'm not staying on top of them and on top

757
00:39:10,880 --> 00:39:13,399
Speaker 4: of you know, watching my own self talk or making

758
00:39:13,440 --> 00:39:16,080
Speaker 4: sure that I'm honoring my wants and needs, or taking

759
00:39:16,120 --> 00:39:18,360
Speaker 4: time for me to recharge, like all these things that

760
00:39:18,400 --> 00:39:21,080
Speaker 4: I know that help me be my best and communicate

761
00:39:21,120 --> 00:39:23,799
Speaker 4: my best. But what is so incredible is because we

762
00:39:23,880 --> 00:39:27,600
Speaker 4: are so transparent with each other and have those wonderful conversations,

763
00:39:28,000 --> 00:39:31,680
Speaker 4: the hard conversations. I can go to him and say,

764
00:39:31,800 --> 00:39:36,520
Speaker 4: I am feeling completely depleted and oversensitive and I just

765
00:39:36,680 --> 00:39:39,239
Speaker 4: need I just need a day or two and I

766
00:39:39,280 --> 00:39:41,000
Speaker 4: need to do this, and he can help me stay

767
00:39:41,000 --> 00:39:46,439
Speaker 4: accountable for that for myself, and it's really wonderful. If

768
00:39:46,440 --> 00:39:48,879
Speaker 4: he's feeling some type of way, I can always check

769
00:39:48,880 --> 00:39:50,920
Speaker 4: in with him and say, hey, here's this going on,

770
00:39:51,080 --> 00:39:53,439
Speaker 4: or I'm feeling this coming from you, where are you at?

771
00:39:53,840 --> 00:39:56,439
Speaker 4: And we have really amazing check ins with each other

772
00:39:56,560 --> 00:39:59,839
Speaker 4: instead of feeling reactive to what the other person's going

773
00:39:59,840 --> 00:40:03,719
Speaker 4: for Because certainly, when I'm feeling depleted and over sensitive,

774
00:40:03,840 --> 00:40:06,160
Speaker 4: like hyper sensitive, I can come off as a dick,

775
00:40:06,280 --> 00:40:08,279
Speaker 4: you know what I mean. I can my energy can

776
00:40:08,360 --> 00:40:12,120
Speaker 4: just feel wrong because I'm again, I'm just reactive to things.

777
00:40:12,160 --> 00:40:13,520
Speaker 4: I've got nothing left.

778
00:40:13,640 --> 00:40:15,719
Speaker 2: And it's not I mean, that's me, that's me too,

779
00:40:17,000 --> 00:40:19,680
Speaker 2: That's like, yeah, yeah, I mean, and it's nothing, it's

780
00:40:19,680 --> 00:40:22,240
Speaker 2: no reflection, you know, to Bri like you're not meaning

781
00:40:22,320 --> 00:40:25,279
Speaker 2: for And I literally just had this conversation with Alan

782
00:40:25,320 --> 00:40:27,279
Speaker 2: before we moved into the house. I'm like, I know

783
00:40:27,400 --> 00:40:29,000
Speaker 2: we haven't done this yet. I was like, can we

784
00:40:29,000 --> 00:40:30,840
Speaker 2: do a check in because I was like, I'm just

785
00:40:30,880 --> 00:40:33,000
Speaker 2: gonna I need to just kind of tell you, like

786
00:40:33,280 --> 00:40:35,560
Speaker 2: I needed to affirm him how amazing he's been and

787
00:40:35,760 --> 00:40:38,719
Speaker 2: just you know how incredible he is. But also like

788
00:40:39,480 --> 00:40:42,640
Speaker 2: I know how I get in stressful situations, I lash

789
00:40:42,680 --> 00:40:44,400
Speaker 2: out at the ones closest to me, And I was like,

790
00:40:44,400 --> 00:40:47,600
Speaker 2: and I don't want to do that and be like

791
00:40:47,760 --> 00:40:50,000
Speaker 2: for you to be on the receiving end. So if

792
00:40:50,040 --> 00:40:52,600
Speaker 2: almost you can help me, like and just kind of

793
00:40:52,640 --> 00:40:55,000
Speaker 2: like if you can see like an hour, I'm gonna

794
00:40:55,000 --> 00:40:56,360
Speaker 2: come grab your hand and you're gonna know that this

795
00:40:56,440 --> 00:40:57,840
Speaker 2: means I just need to take a breath with you

796
00:40:57,920 --> 00:41:01,000
Speaker 2: and just like yeah, because I don't don't want to

797
00:41:01,040 --> 00:41:03,359
Speaker 2: be hurtful with my works. I don't mean to be

798
00:41:03,840 --> 00:41:05,120
Speaker 2: to that person, you know.

799
00:41:05,320 --> 00:41:09,720
Speaker 4: Yes, yes, absolutely, I think it's so important to open

800
00:41:09,800 --> 00:41:13,600
Speaker 4: up that conversation, and truly, I think everyone wants to

801
00:41:13,640 --> 00:41:16,560
Speaker 4: have that conversation. You just don't feel safe or confident

802
00:41:16,600 --> 00:41:19,879
Speaker 4: in approaching it right because by doing that, you are

803
00:41:20,360 --> 00:41:23,600
Speaker 4: airing some of your own feelings in dirty laundry, maybe

804
00:41:23,640 --> 00:41:26,280
Speaker 4: that you're still trying to not really dirty laundry, but feelings,

805
00:41:26,320 --> 00:41:29,600
Speaker 4: feelings and insecurities right that you're still working through and

806
00:41:29,680 --> 00:41:31,560
Speaker 4: to show those to your partner. I think, no matter

807
00:41:31,600 --> 00:41:33,640
Speaker 4: how long you've been together, if you're not in the

808
00:41:33,680 --> 00:41:36,359
Speaker 4: practice of sharing those things, it can be really hard.

809
00:41:36,760 --> 00:41:38,839
Speaker 4: But it is one of the most beautiful helpful things

810
00:41:38,880 --> 00:41:42,640
Speaker 4: in a relationship. That and also I think acknowledging and

811
00:41:42,680 --> 00:41:45,680
Speaker 4: this is something that we do but still are working on,

812
00:41:45,920 --> 00:41:48,799
Speaker 4: is when you are listening to that other person, it's

813
00:41:48,840 --> 00:41:52,000
Speaker 4: really helpful to ask how would you like me to

814
00:41:52,920 --> 00:41:54,840
Speaker 4: best be for you in this situation? Would you like

815
00:41:54,880 --> 00:41:56,399
Speaker 4: me to help you through it and help you find

816
00:41:56,680 --> 00:41:59,040
Speaker 4: a solution, or would you like me to just listen?

817
00:42:00,280 --> 00:42:02,800
Speaker 4: Is also a really big thing when you're sharing. Sometimes

818
00:42:02,800 --> 00:42:05,440
Speaker 4: you just need to share and don't give me solutions yet.

819
00:42:05,440 --> 00:42:07,440
Speaker 4: I'm not ready to hear how to fix it. I

820
00:42:07,560 --> 00:42:09,279
Speaker 4: just want to share it with you so you can

821
00:42:09,360 --> 00:42:11,520
Speaker 4: be just in this boat with me for a second,

822
00:42:11,600 --> 00:42:13,520
Speaker 4: or on this island with me for a second, because

823
00:42:13,560 --> 00:42:14,600
Speaker 4: I feel like I'm on my arm.

824
00:42:14,719 --> 00:42:18,440
Speaker 3: The practice that we've learned that we've been really trying

825
00:42:18,480 --> 00:42:22,920
Speaker 3: to implement is is the concept of when somebody is

826
00:42:22,960 --> 00:42:25,840
Speaker 3: going through something and they just need to speak and

827
00:42:25,880 --> 00:42:28,160
Speaker 3: they need to talk to you about stuff, to then

828
00:42:29,560 --> 00:42:32,960
Speaker 3: reiterate what it is you heard so they hear it

829
00:42:33,360 --> 00:42:34,640
Speaker 3: and they know whether you.

830
00:42:34,719 --> 00:42:36,680
Speaker 5: Actually heard correctly or not.

831
00:42:36,800 --> 00:42:40,799
Speaker 3: It's really important because sometimes you'll say all of these

832
00:42:40,840 --> 00:42:44,240
Speaker 3: things and then the other person just just didn't really

833
00:42:45,120 --> 00:42:49,280
Speaker 3: ingest what it is you said. So it's good to know, like, okay,

834
00:42:49,360 --> 00:42:51,279
Speaker 3: So not only am I going to share with you

835
00:42:51,360 --> 00:42:54,080
Speaker 3: what's going on, but we're then going to share the

836
00:42:54,160 --> 00:42:57,600
Speaker 3: concept of okay, so what is it that you heard?

837
00:42:58,160 --> 00:43:00,520
Speaker 3: What I heard you say? Is you need more time

838
00:43:00,560 --> 00:43:03,239
Speaker 3: with this, or you feel this way, or or I

839
00:43:03,360 --> 00:43:05,759
Speaker 3: made you feel this way in life. So you kind

840
00:43:05,800 --> 00:43:10,680
Speaker 3: of create this, You create this sort of bond in

841
00:43:11,719 --> 00:43:14,600
Speaker 3: speaking and listening to each other, which is the two

842
00:43:14,719 --> 00:43:16,920
Speaker 3: go hand in hand, and it's really important to build

843
00:43:17,000 --> 00:43:20,880
Speaker 3: the skills in both. I think it's important too for

844
00:43:21,000 --> 00:43:27,640
Speaker 3: people to realize that somebody that is further along that

845
00:43:27,760 --> 00:43:32,759
Speaker 3: path and better at some things than others they're they're

846
00:43:32,800 --> 00:43:36,560
Speaker 3: not just better people. Like everybody is constantly growing, everybody

847
00:43:36,640 --> 00:43:41,040
Speaker 3: is constantly building new skills and practicing new things. We

848
00:43:41,239 --> 00:43:46,520
Speaker 3: have just as many issues come up, we just through repetition,

849
00:43:47,320 --> 00:43:51,560
Speaker 3: have gotten better at working through things. But that's all

850
00:43:51,600 --> 00:43:54,759
Speaker 3: it is. It's not necessarily that somebody is more elevated

851
00:43:54,800 --> 00:43:58,799
Speaker 3: than another. You learn these tools and these tricks and

852
00:43:58,840 --> 00:44:02,640
Speaker 3: these things that you can use to help you communicate

853
00:44:02,760 --> 00:44:06,600
Speaker 3: better with the people that are around you. Yeah, listen better,

854
00:44:07,640 --> 00:44:11,319
Speaker 3: be be kinder, be more empathetic, and they're they're all

855
00:44:11,400 --> 00:44:15,840
Speaker 3: of these things that you honestly gain just in doing it.

856
00:44:15,840 --> 00:44:17,000
Speaker 5: It just living life.

857
00:44:17,239 --> 00:44:21,560
Speaker 3: So you know, be be kind to yourself as you're

858
00:44:21,600 --> 00:44:25,960
Speaker 3: going through this experience. Be be okay with the fact

859
00:44:25,960 --> 00:44:29,960
Speaker 3: that you're not great at things right away that nobody is.

860
00:44:30,040 --> 00:44:31,120
Speaker 5: It takes practice.

861
00:44:31,280 --> 00:44:32,759
Speaker 3: Just like when you were young and you were in

862
00:44:33,640 --> 00:44:39,759
Speaker 3: math class or science class or history class. Communication with

863
00:44:39,840 --> 00:44:43,319
Speaker 3: people is not something that that you learn readily at

864
00:44:43,320 --> 00:44:46,319
Speaker 3: home when you're younger, and so so it's okay to

865
00:44:46,400 --> 00:44:49,120
Speaker 3: then learn at a later age, but at least you're

866
00:44:49,120 --> 00:44:52,520
Speaker 3: open to learning. So it's like, yeah, you grow with

867
00:44:52,560 --> 00:44:54,839
Speaker 3: the people that are around you. Find people that are

868
00:44:54,880 --> 00:44:58,279
Speaker 3: on that similar path as you and are willing to

869
00:44:58,360 --> 00:45:00,680
Speaker 3: do that work with you and and then you grow

870
00:45:00,760 --> 00:45:03,760
Speaker 3: together and it can be it can create these bonds

871
00:45:03,800 --> 00:45:07,480
Speaker 3: with people that are that are just amazing and so

872
00:45:07,560 --> 00:45:09,800
Speaker 3: much deeper than you ever knew it was possible.

873
00:45:22,560 --> 00:45:24,080
Speaker 2: I mean, I even feel that for the women that

874
00:45:24,120 --> 00:45:26,880
Speaker 2: are with me here, I feel like we're so honest.

875
00:45:26,960 --> 00:45:30,000
Speaker 2: I feel like we even when we don't really want

876
00:45:30,040 --> 00:45:32,080
Speaker 2: to talk about things, we still talk about things. Are

877
00:45:32,080 --> 00:45:34,160
Speaker 2: we going to cry? No, okay, just check it out,

878
00:45:34,200 --> 00:45:36,919
Speaker 2: all right. It's just hard to the that's the hard

879
00:45:36,960 --> 00:45:39,360
Speaker 2: part for me. Well, like if there's a problem, he

880
00:45:39,440 --> 00:45:41,080
Speaker 2: always is like, I'm like, I just need you to

881
00:45:41,120 --> 00:45:43,160
Speaker 2: listen to me. I was like, and just to hear me.

882
00:45:43,480 --> 00:45:45,759
Speaker 2: You did nothing wrong. I'm just but he was like,

883
00:45:46,360 --> 00:45:47,800
Speaker 2: you know, always trying to fix.

884
00:45:47,760 --> 00:45:49,960
Speaker 1: Yeah, And that's usually a man thing too, And I

885
00:45:49,960 --> 00:45:51,680
Speaker 1: think it's a lot of me and you because of

886
00:45:51,800 --> 00:45:54,160
Speaker 1: like work. I'm like, okay, so how do we fix this?

887
00:45:54,360 --> 00:45:54,560
Speaker 2: Like what?

888
00:45:54,800 --> 00:45:57,000
Speaker 1: And then I'm like, okay, wait, she really just needs

889
00:45:57,040 --> 00:45:58,839
Speaker 1: to sit with this for a minute.

890
00:45:58,920 --> 00:46:00,480
Speaker 2: So I've tried to do better at that.

891
00:46:02,400 --> 00:46:02,800
Speaker 5: Fixing.

892
00:46:03,080 --> 00:46:06,920
Speaker 3: It's and a lot of times people the fixing that

893
00:46:07,840 --> 00:46:11,960
Speaker 3: is done is done internally with that person. Sometimes they

894
00:46:12,040 --> 00:46:14,040
Speaker 3: just needed to be heard and they just needed to

895
00:46:14,080 --> 00:46:16,440
Speaker 3: express and they need to hear it out loud, and

896
00:46:16,480 --> 00:46:19,000
Speaker 3: they needed to know that no matter what it is

897
00:46:19,040 --> 00:46:22,080
Speaker 3: they were thinking or feeling or how outrageous it felt,

898
00:46:22,120 --> 00:46:25,439
Speaker 3: that they're still loved as they're feeling that. So then

899
00:46:25,880 --> 00:46:27,879
Speaker 3: so then it sort of takes the sting out of it,

900
00:46:27,920 --> 00:46:30,400
Speaker 3: and you don't feel like such a freak in feeling

901
00:46:30,440 --> 00:46:33,240
Speaker 3: something in the first place. You feel like, oh god,

902
00:46:33,280 --> 00:46:36,480
Speaker 3: I could I had a terrible day, but I'm still

903
00:46:36,560 --> 00:46:38,640
Speaker 3: loved by the people that are around me. I was

904
00:46:38,680 --> 00:46:42,239
Speaker 3: able to share that, and I wasn't frowned upon it

905
00:46:42,320 --> 00:46:44,960
Speaker 3: was I shared that in a safe place and I'm

906
00:46:45,040 --> 00:46:48,440
Speaker 3: still absolutely loved and we were able to laugh afterwards

907
00:46:48,480 --> 00:46:51,440
Speaker 3: and have a drink or have dinner, or we continue

908
00:46:51,480 --> 00:46:56,560
Speaker 3: to be ourselves and you grow. You grow with that experience.

909
00:46:56,640 --> 00:46:59,120
Speaker 3: That one experience leads to another one because you felt

910
00:46:59,120 --> 00:47:01,960
Speaker 3: comfortable in doing it, and then you start feeling more

911
00:47:02,000 --> 00:47:04,160
Speaker 3: and more comfortable with the people that are around you

912
00:47:05,120 --> 00:47:07,359
Speaker 3: that listen and accept you for who you are.

913
00:47:07,680 --> 00:47:10,520
Speaker 4: I think the fixing thing I relate to because that

914
00:47:10,680 --> 00:47:13,560
Speaker 4: was me I grew up wanting to fix things, fixed relationships,

915
00:47:13,560 --> 00:47:15,920
Speaker 4: fix people. It was just to came from my childhood

916
00:47:15,920 --> 00:47:18,200
Speaker 4: and the things that are you know, the programming, right,

917
00:47:18,960 --> 00:47:22,160
Speaker 4: but the learning that it is not my job to

918
00:47:22,360 --> 00:47:25,319
Speaker 4: fix other people. It's not and it's not fair for

919
00:47:25,440 --> 00:47:28,680
Speaker 4: me to take that from them to fix their things

920
00:47:28,800 --> 00:47:31,399
Speaker 4: or to push it on them. I can ask them

921
00:47:31,520 --> 00:47:34,520
Speaker 4: in that conversation, how can I be how can I

922
00:47:34,520 --> 00:47:36,359
Speaker 4: be your best friend in this? Would you like me

923
00:47:36,400 --> 00:47:38,600
Speaker 4: to listen or help you fix it? But it is

924
00:47:38,640 --> 00:47:40,879
Speaker 4: not for me to take that from them. To help

925
00:47:40,880 --> 00:47:43,000
Speaker 4: them fix it, that is their journey to figure out

926
00:47:43,080 --> 00:47:45,759
Speaker 4: and I can of course be support in that, but

927
00:47:45,880 --> 00:47:47,880
Speaker 4: it is not for me to push that on them.

928
00:47:48,280 --> 00:47:50,120
Speaker 4: And so that's a really big that was a really

929
00:47:50,120 --> 00:47:52,480
Speaker 4: big thing for me to learn. And also fixing up

930
00:47:52,560 --> 00:47:54,879
Speaker 4: people's things was a way for me to deflect and

931
00:47:54,920 --> 00:47:57,279
Speaker 4: not look at myself, right, So that's there's also that

932
00:47:57,480 --> 00:48:00,480
Speaker 4: there's layers to it for me. But yeah, yeah, the

933
00:48:00,520 --> 00:48:03,799
Speaker 4: wanting to fix a problem is I totally get you,

934
00:48:03,880 --> 00:48:05,680
Speaker 4: I totally get you, like, but I can I can

935
00:48:05,719 --> 00:48:08,480
Speaker 4: help with this, but really it's not about you. It's

936
00:48:08,480 --> 00:48:12,160
Speaker 4: about them and them getting to it on their own time, right, And.

937
00:48:12,080 --> 00:48:14,439
Speaker 2: That's good messages for kids too. You know, I'm sure

938
00:48:14,440 --> 00:48:16,920
Speaker 2: that's how really, you know sure, it's like you want

939
00:48:16,960 --> 00:48:20,080
Speaker 2: to fix your kid's heartbreak from not being able to

940
00:48:20,120 --> 00:48:22,799
Speaker 2: have his first kiss. I'm like, oh yeah, I mean

941
00:48:22,800 --> 00:48:24,799
Speaker 2: that's that's a still example. But you know what I mean, Like,

942
00:48:25,160 --> 00:48:28,239
Speaker 2: I'm sure, because what's how what's the oldest for you guys.

943
00:48:28,880 --> 00:48:31,400
Speaker 5: Twenty one and then the youngest is fifteen months?

944
00:48:31,840 --> 00:48:32,879
Speaker 2: Okay, yeah, but.

945
00:48:32,800 --> 00:48:35,959
Speaker 4: In the home, wak in the home cash is road

946
00:48:36,040 --> 00:48:38,879
Speaker 4: is living his best life. So we have eleven, nine,

947
00:48:39,080 --> 00:48:41,279
Speaker 4: seven and fifteen months in the house.

948
00:48:42,719 --> 00:48:45,880
Speaker 2: You know, I was I was angry as a parent

949
00:48:45,960 --> 00:48:47,680
Speaker 2: for you when I saw that stuff that hit on

950
00:48:48,239 --> 00:48:51,359
Speaker 2: you know, the stupid tabloids and stuff. And I'm like,

951
00:48:52,280 --> 00:48:54,760
Speaker 2: for me, that's that's my hardest piece. Like when someone

952
00:48:54,800 --> 00:48:57,359
Speaker 2: because when someone comes after my kids, that's where I

953
00:48:57,360 --> 00:48:58,960
Speaker 2: have an issue. Like that's where it's like.

954
00:48:58,920 --> 00:49:02,520
Speaker 5: Oh yeah, when someone is yeah.

955
00:49:01,760 --> 00:49:06,240
Speaker 2: Yeah, I'm like whether they did or didn't, who sing cares,

956
00:49:06,400 --> 00:49:09,040
Speaker 2: you know what I mean, Like, just let them be, like,

957
00:49:09,120 --> 00:49:11,080
Speaker 2: let them parent how they want a parent. Like I

958
00:49:11,320 --> 00:49:15,200
Speaker 2: just it sent me like I was so angry because

959
00:49:15,239 --> 00:49:18,080
Speaker 2: I'm like, again, I can look at the stories now

960
00:49:18,120 --> 00:49:19,560
Speaker 2: that they pick up and I'm like, yeah, okay, whatever,

961
00:49:19,680 --> 00:49:22,080
Speaker 2: Like they hate me, they hate me, it's fine, but

962
00:49:22,160 --> 00:49:24,400
Speaker 2: like when it comes to my kids, I'm like, don't

963
00:49:24,560 --> 00:49:27,840
Speaker 2: go there, Like and were then attacking your your parenting

964
00:49:27,840 --> 00:49:29,920
Speaker 2: where it's like you don't know the truth this this

965
00:49:30,080 --> 00:49:32,000
Speaker 2: random nanny that was that a thing might have you know,

966
00:49:32,080 --> 00:49:34,680
Speaker 2: I'm like, who like it? Just I hated every piece

967
00:49:34,719 --> 00:49:37,480
Speaker 2: of that article. I know you ended up I think

968
00:49:37,520 --> 00:49:40,719
Speaker 2: tweeting something, but I was just like, that's that's hard.

969
00:49:40,719 --> 00:49:42,520
Speaker 2: And then it's also probably hard for them too as

970
00:49:42,520 --> 00:49:45,000
Speaker 2: they're getting older, you know, be like, what the heck?

971
00:49:45,760 --> 00:49:48,640
Speaker 4: And then what's so hot about it is? Because it's

972
00:49:48,719 --> 00:49:51,719
Speaker 4: so public and those things live forever, and one day

973
00:49:51,760 --> 00:49:54,239
Speaker 4: these kids are guard to they don't right now have

974
00:49:54,480 --> 00:49:59,080
Speaker 4: access to the internet and be able to probably have

975
00:49:59,440 --> 00:50:02,560
Speaker 4: be one day and searched inding and see what comes up.

976
00:50:02,600 --> 00:50:04,920
Speaker 4: And I hate that that exists. I hate that one

977
00:50:05,000 --> 00:50:07,520
Speaker 4: day they're going to see these things because none of

978
00:50:07,600 --> 00:50:10,400
Speaker 4: it's real or fair. It's just made up for a

979
00:50:10,400 --> 00:50:13,040
Speaker 4: clickbait headline for people to get on and push their

980
00:50:13,040 --> 00:50:16,680
Speaker 4: own agenda of whatever they feel like, and it's all

981
00:50:16,760 --> 00:50:19,359
Speaker 4: just fluff and bullshit. But it's hurtful to kids. You know,

982
00:50:19,440 --> 00:50:22,000
Speaker 4: as adults, we can go they hate me whatever, I

983
00:50:22,000 --> 00:50:23,759
Speaker 4: don't care. But they're going to grow up and be

984
00:50:23,840 --> 00:50:26,040
Speaker 4: very vulnerable at some point in their life and these

985
00:50:26,080 --> 00:50:28,400
Speaker 4: things that they're going to read may negatively affect them

986
00:50:28,440 --> 00:50:29,920
Speaker 4: and that really sucks.

987
00:50:30,560 --> 00:50:33,480
Speaker 2: Well, it really works you guys as parents, and you know,

988
00:50:33,840 --> 00:50:35,560
Speaker 2: the co parenting side to you, guys will be able

989
00:50:35,600 --> 00:50:39,400
Speaker 2: to share your wisdom, everything that you've learned as well,

990
00:50:39,440 --> 00:50:42,359
Speaker 2: you know, And that's that's how it's tough.

991
00:50:42,920 --> 00:50:43,399
Speaker 5: We try.

992
00:50:43,520 --> 00:50:45,319
Speaker 3: I mean, that's that's the purpose of what it is

993
00:50:45,360 --> 00:50:49,560
Speaker 3: we're doing now. And honestly, I find genuine joy.

994
00:50:49,560 --> 00:50:50,160
Speaker 5: In doing it.

995
00:50:50,440 --> 00:50:52,800
Speaker 3: When when we get to the end of an episode

996
00:50:52,960 --> 00:50:56,160
Speaker 3: somebody has called in live with things to talk about

997
00:50:56,160 --> 00:50:59,120
Speaker 3: and concerns and things they're dealing with, and we've been

998
00:50:59,120 --> 00:51:00,560
Speaker 3: able to help them at all.

999
00:51:00,719 --> 00:51:04,640
Speaker 5: It just feels amazing. That's that.

1000
00:51:04,840 --> 00:51:10,760
Speaker 3: I love the feeling of sharing, sharing things that I've

1001
00:51:11,040 --> 00:51:15,719
Speaker 3: learned and it possibly helping anyone. I mean, we are

1002
00:51:15,760 --> 00:51:19,640
Speaker 3: in this crazy, crazy situation where.

1003
00:51:20,960 --> 00:51:22,080
Speaker 5: The media does.

1004
00:51:22,000 --> 00:51:25,359
Speaker 3: They do turn their eyes towards what it is we're

1005
00:51:25,400 --> 00:51:30,200
Speaker 3: going through and they report on it, and so we

1006
00:51:30,280 --> 00:51:34,879
Speaker 3: have this strange soapbox that that that we can use

1007
00:51:36,000 --> 00:51:42,440
Speaker 3: for good or just for for gossip and personal personal reasons.

1008
00:51:42,480 --> 00:51:45,359
Speaker 3: And I love the feeling of, oh, we're trying to

1009
00:51:45,880 --> 00:51:48,319
Speaker 3: use it for as much good as we possibly can.

1010
00:51:49,080 --> 00:51:53,279
Speaker 3: I've learned way more in life from my failures than

1011
00:51:53,280 --> 00:51:55,719
Speaker 3: I have for my successes, and so I think it's

1012
00:51:55,719 --> 00:51:58,680
Speaker 3: important to keep that in mind with people and help

1013
00:51:58,760 --> 00:52:01,839
Speaker 3: them understand that, like, what what it is you're going

1014
00:52:01,880 --> 00:52:06,200
Speaker 3: through right now is hard, but it's these hard things

1015
00:52:06,200 --> 00:52:08,120
Speaker 3: that you're going to look back on in life and

1016
00:52:08,160 --> 00:52:10,640
Speaker 3: you're going to realize these are the things that created

1017
00:52:10,680 --> 00:52:11,720
Speaker 3: who I am today.

1018
00:52:12,040 --> 00:52:13,160
Speaker 5: Successes are easy.

1019
00:52:13,520 --> 00:52:15,400
Speaker 3: You stumble into them, you go, oh my god, I

1020
00:52:15,400 --> 00:52:17,520
Speaker 3: can't believe it's going so well, and you learn nothing

1021
00:52:17,520 --> 00:52:19,360
Speaker 3: from it. You just continue to do what it is

1022
00:52:19,400 --> 00:52:23,960
Speaker 3: you're doing. It's the stumbles that you have in life

1023
00:52:24,400 --> 00:52:26,640
Speaker 3: that force you to look down and realize, like, Okay,

1024
00:52:26,640 --> 00:52:28,200
Speaker 3: what did I trip on in the first place?

1025
00:52:28,239 --> 00:52:30,000
Speaker 5: What's going on? What can I change?

1026
00:52:30,400 --> 00:52:33,400
Speaker 3: We're different shoes, you know, there are different ways of

1027
00:52:33,440 --> 00:52:37,600
Speaker 3: dealing with things, and it's those it's those experiences that

1028
00:52:37,760 --> 00:52:40,240
Speaker 3: create that that movement and that change.

1029
00:52:40,640 --> 00:52:43,360
Speaker 2: Yeah. I love that. Well, I'm excited to listen to

1030
00:52:43,360 --> 00:52:45,920
Speaker 2: the podcast. It's on iHeartRadio, so you know, got to

1031
00:52:45,960 --> 00:52:48,840
Speaker 2: support the whole team. But how to listen to Oldish

1032
00:52:48,880 --> 00:52:52,680
Speaker 2: on iHeartRadio with Sharna, Brian and Randy. Thank you guys

1033
00:52:52,719 --> 00:52:54,600
Speaker 2: so much for coming on the show. Appreciate it.

1034
00:52:54,800 --> 00:52:56,360
Speaker 5: Thank you guys. Bye.

1035
00:52:57,040 --> 00:53:01,080
Speaker 2: It's nice to see couples that I like, been through it,

1036
00:53:01,880 --> 00:53:05,200
Speaker 2: go through it and like continue to work on things together.

1037
00:53:05,960 --> 00:53:09,400
Speaker 2: That makes sense. Like yes, it's like they both obviously

1038
00:53:09,440 --> 00:53:11,600
Speaker 2: have their things that come up from past, like we

1039
00:53:11,640 --> 00:53:14,840
Speaker 2: all do, but how they seem to at least communicate

1040
00:53:14,920 --> 00:53:18,120
Speaker 2: to each other is beautiful and I feel like that

1041
00:53:18,120 --> 00:53:19,759
Speaker 2: comes with age too, Like how I was saying some

1042
00:53:19,760 --> 00:53:22,759
Speaker 2: of the things like the check ins with Alan, you

1043
00:53:22,760 --> 00:53:26,040
Speaker 2: know that I don't. I know, I don't want to

1044
00:53:26,080 --> 00:53:29,240
Speaker 2: repeat things from my past, so I have to check myself.

1045
00:53:29,840 --> 00:53:33,000
Speaker 2: I've been checking myself a lot lately, have you. Yeah,

1046
00:53:33,120 --> 00:53:34,960
Speaker 2: well even till Jana. We walked the other day and

1047
00:53:35,000 --> 00:53:36,839
Speaker 2: she said, how are things with you? Impressed? And I said,

1048
00:53:36,920 --> 00:53:40,240
Speaker 2: actually good because I think I go to him first,

1049
00:53:40,440 --> 00:53:44,360
Speaker 2: which is so silly, but I caught. I got caught

1050
00:53:44,400 --> 00:53:47,360
Speaker 2: in this. Like even just to pray about it first

1051
00:53:47,440 --> 00:53:49,160
Speaker 2: is great, and I'll still do that, but there are

1052
00:53:49,239 --> 00:53:51,040
Speaker 2: times where I'm just like God moves the pieces, or

1053
00:53:51,080 --> 00:53:53,520
Speaker 2: I would save all my things and come into therapy

1054
00:53:53,560 --> 00:53:56,480
Speaker 2: with like the laundry list, and instead I'm just like

1055
00:53:56,600 --> 00:53:59,800
Speaker 2: I've I'm finding better times to maybe say it for

1056
00:54:00,040 --> 00:54:01,759
Speaker 2: both of us where we can both hear it, because

1057
00:54:01,760 --> 00:54:04,120
Speaker 2: that's been an issue before. I'm so like I either

1058
00:54:04,120 --> 00:54:07,040
Speaker 2: fly off the handle or bury it all or nothing.

1059
00:54:07,080 --> 00:54:09,600
Speaker 2: But I do a lot of what they're saying and

1060
00:54:09,680 --> 00:54:12,080
Speaker 2: have said. It resonates with me a lot, just the

1061
00:54:12,160 --> 00:54:14,719
Speaker 2: turning towards each other, the vulnerability. I don't like to

1062
00:54:14,719 --> 00:54:16,560
Speaker 2: be vulnerable, so that's why I usually am like a

1063
00:54:16,600 --> 00:54:20,800
Speaker 2: little bag razor blades and I don't go to him first. Yeah.

1064
00:54:21,040 --> 00:54:22,719
Speaker 2: Is there one thing that your partner though I don't

1065
00:54:22,719 --> 00:54:26,160
Speaker 2: know that does though that you guys, it's like the

1066
00:54:26,160 --> 00:54:28,040
Speaker 2: little thing so this is let's just be silly little

1067
00:54:28,560 --> 00:54:31,200
Speaker 2: that you're just like this annoys me about you popcorn

1068
00:54:32,880 --> 00:54:34,960
Speaker 2: so fat? Oh definitely it's the.

1069
00:54:34,880 --> 00:54:36,759
Speaker 1: One thing talked about this because I'm scared to eat

1070
00:54:36,800 --> 00:54:37,319
Speaker 1: around you.

1071
00:54:38,960 --> 00:54:41,400
Speaker 2: Because he chomps. She just doesn't.

1072
00:54:41,560 --> 00:54:45,160
Speaker 1: Yeah, when we were out on wind down.

1073
00:54:45,040 --> 00:54:48,480
Speaker 2: That's right because people chewing hmm, to chew hard for

1074
00:54:48,600 --> 00:54:51,279
Speaker 2: me and chumps and then are you like are you

1075
00:54:52,000 --> 00:54:54,640
Speaker 2: does he? I know I feel it down my spine

1076
00:54:54,640 --> 00:54:56,839
Speaker 2: while we talk about it. It's not his fault, he's

1077
00:54:56,960 --> 00:54:59,360
Speaker 2: just being a human. I can't do it though.

1078
00:55:00,080 --> 00:55:03,760
Speaker 1: Katin uh, probably just like remembering things or like asking

1079
00:55:03,840 --> 00:55:05,160
Speaker 1: like what are we doing? I don't know, look at

1080
00:55:05,160 --> 00:55:08,160
Speaker 1: the calendar, you know, like that just drives me crazy.

1081
00:55:09,000 --> 00:55:13,480
Speaker 2: Well, you, is there a reason you brought to go?

1082
00:55:14,000 --> 00:55:18,799
Speaker 2: It's just funny because again I love Alan listen, we

1083
00:55:20,280 --> 00:55:25,000
Speaker 2: love him so much. But I think there was one

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Speaker 2: thing that happened like last week where I was just like, oh,

1085
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Speaker 2: this is cute, like because it's it where you like

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Speaker 2: there it is, there it is, but it's like the

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Speaker 2: silliest thing. Okay, Like I don't want to go shopping

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Speaker 2: with him anymore. Oh tell me? Like he tries everything on.

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Speaker 2: This is why they took attendance away from the dressing rooms,

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Speaker 2: because no one needs to tried it on it like

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Speaker 2: a dicks. No.

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Speaker 1: I do have my kids try stuff on a Dix.

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Speaker 1: But it's very annoying.

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Speaker 2: Because your kids, because they're growing.

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Speaker 1: One door, you got to go find someone to go

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Speaker 1: open it.

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Speaker 2: Like how many times have you worn Nike and Adidas

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Speaker 2: in your life. Yeah, But I'm just like, I mean,

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Speaker 2: we're just going I thought we were just going in,

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Speaker 2: Like know what were we going in for? I can't

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Speaker 2: even remember. Oh, because he had to he flew back

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Speaker 2: because what he was dealing with the piece of stuff

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00:56:26,680 --> 00:56:29,120
Speaker 2: or whatever, and so he wanted to get some more

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Speaker 2: like running shorts or whatever, and so I'm just thinking

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00:56:33,360 --> 00:56:35,680
Speaker 2: and we had somewhere to go after that too, so

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Speaker 2: we had like a thirty minute window, well like forty

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Speaker 2: five minutes to an hour. I'm like, how are we

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Speaker 2: still in Dicks?

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Speaker 4: You know?

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Speaker 2: But I'm just trying to be like, hey, babe, like

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Speaker 2: where are you a He's like, I'm in the dressing room.

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Speaker 2: And I was like it took I mean, I didn't

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Speaker 2: say anything, but I was like, oh my god, I

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Speaker 2: never want to go shopping with Did you stay in

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Speaker 2: the car? Were you inside?

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Speaker 4: Well?

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00:56:54,560 --> 00:56:55,799
Speaker 2: At first, I was like, I'm going to go to

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Speaker 2: the car because it was taking a minute, and I

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Speaker 2: was just like I could I know, I was like

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Speaker 2: I don't want to. Yeah, Like, but they're wearing hard

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00:57:03,800 --> 00:57:05,799
Speaker 2: I'm like, what the hell is he doing in there?

1122
00:57:06,239 --> 00:57:08,360
Speaker 2: Like has there been a robbery? Can I get a

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Speaker 2: well check that something about it? And he's in the

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Speaker 2: dressing room like trying to find like Alan a little

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Speaker 2: mark polo with the Scottish guy, and then like he

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Speaker 2: goes to the shoes. Actually, no, we gotta go come on. Yeah,

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Speaker 2: I can you imagine if Cinderella popped off his little

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Speaker 2: man slipper and we went through that. It's just so

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Speaker 2: funny because I haven't like everything I've done that he's

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Speaker 2: done has been like so cute, not this one, you know,

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Speaker 2: And so I was just like, I think he says

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Speaker 2: he's going to go shopping. Yeah, he's so he's way

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Speaker 2: more stylish than I am. Like, well, he's just very

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Speaker 2: I what I've gained from my time with Alan is

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Speaker 2: he's a pretty thorough and intentional guy.

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Speaker 3: Yeah.

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Speaker 2: Is His pace seems not rushed ever, never rushed, never

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Speaker 2: ever rushed.

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Speaker 4: Yeah.

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Speaker 2: And I'm like, let's go go, go, go, go, go,

1141
00:57:49,960 --> 00:57:53,560
Speaker 2: go go go. Yeah. And I'm learning to slow down

1142
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Speaker 2: with him. But I think that's actually like his the

1143
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Speaker 2: culture over there is so much slower and calmer and

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Speaker 2: content and right and all so like now, like when

1145
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Speaker 2: he goes to like the gros Strum, like have a

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Speaker 2: great time, and I know I'll see him like an

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Speaker 2: hour and a half, you know, like that, like I

1148
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Speaker 2: just won't go now, yeah, yeah, I don't go because

1149
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Speaker 2: I'm like, this is but yeah. So it was just

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Speaker 2: funny because I was I was chuckling to myself and

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Speaker 2: I was just there it is. There's nothing again, nothing bad.

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00:58:20,320 --> 00:58:23,640
Speaker 2: It was just that that first thing that I was like, oh, yeah,

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Speaker 2: now I know. Yeah, I gotta tell you I have

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00:58:26,440 --> 00:58:29,280
Speaker 2: zero interest in ever being in my underwear under those

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Speaker 2: lights ever again. Ever, well, I think it might be

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Speaker 2: a female thing too, but maybe so I don't like yeah,

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Speaker 2: but anyways, sorry tangent. I just had to that's very interesting.

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Speaker 2: Did Well, this has been fun. We'll see you next week,

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Speaker 2: ya I