1 00:00:15,240 --> 00:00:21,279 Speaker 1: Oh, brother, welcome to this. 2 00:00:21,640 --> 00:00:24,200 Speaker 2: That don't sit right with me. 3 00:00:25,520 --> 00:00:29,960 Speaker 1: Letting letting Kay get the class camera one time, and 4 00:00:29,960 --> 00:00:31,160 Speaker 1: he wants to take charge. 5 00:00:31,160 --> 00:00:32,960 Speaker 3: I wanted I've always wanted to do the cloud. 6 00:00:33,040 --> 00:00:34,120 Speaker 2: I get the last class. 7 00:00:34,120 --> 00:00:36,160 Speaker 1: Oh, before we start every episode, we have to clap 8 00:00:36,200 --> 00:00:39,640 Speaker 1: each other's cheeks so that the audio and like video 9 00:00:39,880 --> 00:00:43,120 Speaker 1: is like aligned, so we do spank each other. And 10 00:00:43,200 --> 00:00:45,360 Speaker 1: Ki wanted to get spanked, but we can't let him 11 00:00:45,360 --> 00:00:45,559 Speaker 1: have it. 12 00:00:45,680 --> 00:00:52,920 Speaker 2: Anyways, Okay, I'm gonna actually go. And I literally hate 13 00:00:53,000 --> 00:00:58,200 Speaker 2: open cabinets so much. The reason why they have doors, 14 00:00:58,200 --> 00:01:01,520 Speaker 2: it's because they're supposed to be shut. Wow, that was 15 00:01:02,280 --> 00:01:03,120 Speaker 2: me that left it open. 16 00:01:05,200 --> 00:01:08,720 Speaker 1: Well, welcome to this episode of Emergency Intercolm. If you 17 00:01:08,800 --> 00:01:12,360 Speaker 1: feel like the funk shue is a little off, I 18 00:01:12,360 --> 00:01:15,880 Speaker 1: don't know why that word is in my vocabulary. I 19 00:01:15,920 --> 00:01:17,880 Speaker 1: think it's because that lady literally fucking yelled at me 20 00:01:17,920 --> 00:01:21,040 Speaker 1: over my bag. She barked at me, but I liked it, 21 00:01:21,080 --> 00:01:21,640 Speaker 1: like it felt good? 22 00:01:22,040 --> 00:01:24,720 Speaker 2: Did it actually feel good? No? It was really she 23 00:01:24,760 --> 00:01:26,600 Speaker 2: said it. It was like really disrespectful to me. 24 00:01:26,640 --> 00:01:28,679 Speaker 1: I was like, no, it fully was, but like I 25 00:01:28,720 --> 00:01:30,080 Speaker 1: was like, you know what, I could get down with this. 26 00:01:30,240 --> 00:01:34,560 Speaker 2: She was like very neurotic of the backstory. This girl 27 00:01:34,600 --> 00:01:37,640 Speaker 2: at this event, like random person was sitting next to 28 00:01:37,680 --> 00:01:39,640 Speaker 2: in you at this table and and you put her 29 00:01:39,640 --> 00:01:41,760 Speaker 2: purse on the ground and she was like, that's bad 30 00:01:42,040 --> 00:01:43,880 Speaker 2: functuay to put it on the ground. And I don't 31 00:01:43,880 --> 00:01:45,720 Speaker 2: want you to bring that energy around me, so like 32 00:01:46,160 --> 00:01:48,000 Speaker 2: just like pick up your purse and so and you 33 00:01:48,120 --> 00:01:50,640 Speaker 2: like put it on her seat or something, and like 34 00:01:51,000 --> 00:01:52,880 Speaker 2: she was like just kept going about how like she 35 00:01:52,920 --> 00:01:54,520 Speaker 2: didn't want that bad energy around us. 36 00:01:54,520 --> 00:01:56,400 Speaker 1: And I was like, well, I carry bad energy everywhere 37 00:01:56,440 --> 00:01:58,000 Speaker 1: I go, so I don't plan on changing that. 38 00:01:58,240 --> 00:02:01,080 Speaker 3: Yeah, are you guys gonna introduce me or. 39 00:02:01,040 --> 00:02:02,040 Speaker 1: Oh I forgot you were here? 40 00:02:02,120 --> 00:02:02,720 Speaker 2: Yeah, that was weird. 41 00:02:03,160 --> 00:02:05,080 Speaker 3: It did seem like you guys completely No. 42 00:02:05,080 --> 00:02:07,360 Speaker 2: No, we were just talking about the bad functioning. We 43 00:02:07,440 --> 00:02:09,840 Speaker 2: have really bad mental issues, and I was going to 44 00:02:09,880 --> 00:02:11,520 Speaker 2: get to it eventually. 45 00:02:11,000 --> 00:02:13,639 Speaker 1: Okay, at some point, maybe like thirty minutes into the episode, 46 00:02:13,680 --> 00:02:15,640 Speaker 1: we'd be like, oh right, I also Kai here wa? 47 00:02:15,840 --> 00:02:18,960 Speaker 2: Kai is here? This is Kay's episode the intro. 48 00:02:19,440 --> 00:02:23,160 Speaker 1: Yeah, Well, as you can tell, what I was trying 49 00:02:23,160 --> 00:02:25,480 Speaker 1: to say is if the ora is like a little different, 50 00:02:25,760 --> 00:02:28,720 Speaker 1: it's because Kai is on camera today, which is something 51 00:02:28,760 --> 00:02:31,600 Speaker 1: everyone begs for, Like, but they beg for KAIKM. 52 00:02:32,120 --> 00:02:34,240 Speaker 2: Yeah, they beg for KAIKM. But we're giving you a 53 00:02:34,320 --> 00:02:37,120 Speaker 2: Kai episode because I feel like it's it's like only 54 00:02:37,280 --> 00:02:40,240 Speaker 2: right to just like get to know Kai a little 55 00:02:40,280 --> 00:02:43,239 Speaker 2: bit more. I feel like you guys kind of don't 56 00:02:43,320 --> 00:02:46,400 Speaker 2: know him, and I think it's important to the whole 57 00:02:47,919 --> 00:02:51,240 Speaker 2: ecosystem that is Emergency Intercom for you to learn about 58 00:02:51,280 --> 00:02:51,880 Speaker 2: each of us. 59 00:02:52,120 --> 00:02:54,520 Speaker 1: Well more importantly, we don't have the budget for another 60 00:02:54,560 --> 00:02:57,480 Speaker 1: fucking camera, Like, we don't have two cameras. This camera 61 00:02:57,520 --> 00:03:00,000 Speaker 1: isn't even ours, it's Josh's the one who for the podcast. 62 00:03:00,080 --> 00:03:02,120 Speaker 3: People still don't even know how to spell my name. 63 00:03:02,680 --> 00:03:03,720 Speaker 2: Oh do you want to? 64 00:03:03,800 --> 00:03:07,080 Speaker 1: That could be your introduction break under introduction? Who are you? 65 00:03:07,520 --> 00:03:08,160 Speaker 2: What do you do? 66 00:03:08,240 --> 00:03:08,760 Speaker 1: What do you do? 67 00:03:09,040 --> 00:03:11,000 Speaker 2: How you filtrade Emergency in or Com? 68 00:03:11,160 --> 00:03:14,200 Speaker 3: So my name is Kai Newman. It's spelled k Y. 69 00:03:14,960 --> 00:03:18,560 Speaker 3: My parents just decided that they wanted it to be 70 00:03:18,680 --> 00:03:19,520 Speaker 3: like that. 71 00:03:19,520 --> 00:03:20,720 Speaker 2: That was fuzzy as hell. 72 00:03:20,960 --> 00:03:22,480 Speaker 3: Sorry I was in the middle of Oh yeah, no, 73 00:03:22,520 --> 00:03:26,160 Speaker 3: I know. Sorry, I infiltrated Emergency in or Com by 74 00:03:27,600 --> 00:03:31,280 Speaker 3: talking to Druid a party about ketamine therapy for depression. 75 00:03:31,440 --> 00:03:33,960 Speaker 1: You always forget that I was a part of that conversation, but. 76 00:03:33,919 --> 00:03:35,640 Speaker 3: I you were a part of it, but I didn't. 77 00:03:35,680 --> 00:03:37,080 Speaker 3: I thought that you didn't remember that you were a 78 00:03:37,080 --> 00:03:37,400 Speaker 3: part of it. 79 00:03:37,480 --> 00:03:39,360 Speaker 2: Yeah, I didn't. I didn't even actually remember that you were. 80 00:03:39,560 --> 00:03:41,160 Speaker 1: No, I was fully a part of it because we 81 00:03:41,160 --> 00:03:43,240 Speaker 1: were all talking about depression, and I think that's when 82 00:03:43,240 --> 00:03:47,920 Speaker 1: I was still in my really really dark depression depressive episode, 83 00:03:48,280 --> 00:03:49,880 Speaker 1: and then I tapped out because I was like, Oh, 84 00:03:49,920 --> 00:03:51,600 Speaker 1: this for real isn't going to stop, and it's actually 85 00:03:51,640 --> 00:03:53,520 Speaker 1: going to make me like end my life tonight, So 86 00:03:53,560 --> 00:03:54,160 Speaker 1: I'm tapping out. 87 00:03:54,200 --> 00:03:56,040 Speaker 3: I thought you didn't remember, because when I talked to 88 00:03:56,080 --> 00:03:58,920 Speaker 3: you like a year later, you were like, oh, it's 89 00:03:58,920 --> 00:04:00,520 Speaker 3: so cool meeting you for the first time. 90 00:04:00,600 --> 00:04:04,720 Speaker 1: Because I didn't like put that together like be bodied immediately. 91 00:04:05,760 --> 00:04:08,600 Speaker 4: That was the first one out of many that conversation 92 00:04:08,680 --> 00:04:11,400 Speaker 4: stuck with me for a very very long time. Really, Yeah, 93 00:04:11,480 --> 00:04:13,960 Speaker 4: the one outside yeah on the balcony, because me and 94 00:04:14,040 --> 00:04:16,640 Speaker 4: Kai literally talked for like, I feel like three hours, 95 00:04:16,640 --> 00:04:20,760 Speaker 4: and then we also like like invited other people into 96 00:04:20,760 --> 00:04:23,880 Speaker 4: our discussions and it like became like this big circle 97 00:04:24,120 --> 00:04:29,159 Speaker 4: of people. We commanded Yeah, Chautau on the balcony. 98 00:04:29,160 --> 00:04:30,920 Speaker 3: I don't remember who else it was, though, I feel 99 00:04:30,920 --> 00:04:33,080 Speaker 3: like like Nick. 100 00:04:32,839 --> 00:04:35,080 Speaker 2: When I was there, and then three or four other 101 00:04:35,160 --> 00:04:37,640 Speaker 2: random people that I still to this day don't know. 102 00:04:37,920 --> 00:04:42,120 Speaker 3: Yeah, I remember you talking about getting like in an 103 00:04:42,240 --> 00:04:44,599 Speaker 3: uber and then talking about needing to ship really bad. 104 00:04:45,560 --> 00:04:48,719 Speaker 2: I don't remember that was your first introduction to India. 105 00:04:48,760 --> 00:04:51,120 Speaker 2: I remember needing to ship. I feel like that's like 106 00:04:51,360 --> 00:04:52,599 Speaker 2: most people's introduction. 107 00:04:52,760 --> 00:04:56,120 Speaker 1: Most introductions to me are like people walking away and 108 00:04:56,120 --> 00:04:57,640 Speaker 1: being like I still have no idea who that is. 109 00:04:57,680 --> 00:05:00,000 Speaker 1: And that's good. That is good. You should block yourself 110 00:05:00,040 --> 00:05:06,320 Speaker 1: fall from strangers. Everyone is scary, Yeah, exactly. But yeah, 111 00:05:06,360 --> 00:05:10,560 Speaker 1: I I genuinely when I when we spoke. The next 112 00:05:10,600 --> 00:05:13,880 Speaker 1: time I saw Kai was outside in the front of 113 00:05:13,960 --> 00:05:14,800 Speaker 1: the house. 114 00:05:15,400 --> 00:05:16,400 Speaker 3: Like a year later too. 115 00:05:16,480 --> 00:05:17,920 Speaker 1: Yeah, it was like a long time. 116 00:05:17,960 --> 00:05:19,520 Speaker 2: It was almost like a year and a half later. 117 00:05:19,600 --> 00:05:20,760 Speaker 2: It was a peak pandemic. 118 00:05:20,800 --> 00:05:23,880 Speaker 3: Within that time, the pandemic started and then the protests 119 00:05:24,000 --> 00:05:26,159 Speaker 3: in La yeah, like all over the country. 120 00:05:26,400 --> 00:05:28,159 Speaker 1: Yeah, and that's when I was like riding my bike 121 00:05:28,200 --> 00:05:30,040 Speaker 1: and that's why I saw you, because I came back 122 00:05:30,080 --> 00:05:31,039 Speaker 1: from my bike ride. 123 00:05:31,200 --> 00:05:33,120 Speaker 2: Yeah, and it looked like me and Kai had just 124 00:05:33,160 --> 00:05:33,680 Speaker 2: hooked up. 125 00:05:34,200 --> 00:05:36,719 Speaker 1: I genuinely thought y'all were hooking up when he first 126 00:05:36,760 --> 00:05:38,720 Speaker 1: started coming over. Like I don't know if I'm allowed 127 00:05:38,760 --> 00:05:41,080 Speaker 1: to say that on the podcast, but that's genuinely what 128 00:05:41,160 --> 00:05:44,599 Speaker 1: I thought. Like I was, like I did. I never 129 00:05:44,680 --> 00:05:46,400 Speaker 1: once went to go check what you guys were doing. 130 00:05:46,400 --> 00:05:47,960 Speaker 1: I don't know if you know. I never like I 131 00:05:48,040 --> 00:05:51,800 Speaker 1: never stepped foot. I never like Kai never introduced himself 132 00:05:51,800 --> 00:05:53,360 Speaker 1: to me. So I was like, oh, this is something 133 00:05:53,440 --> 00:05:56,600 Speaker 1: I shouldn't like glance twice at and like I can 134 00:05:56,680 --> 00:05:58,279 Speaker 1: respect that, and like I was just like, I'm not 135 00:05:59,120 --> 00:05:59,880 Speaker 1: this this man. 136 00:06:00,040 --> 00:06:01,880 Speaker 2: I mean, we were hooking up, but you should have 137 00:06:02,000 --> 00:06:03,120 Speaker 2: just like said you thought I. 138 00:06:03,160 --> 00:06:05,520 Speaker 3: Was pulling up at three pm on like a Wednesday. 139 00:06:05,800 --> 00:06:07,560 Speaker 1: Yeah, I was like, yeah, they're really about it. 140 00:06:07,640 --> 00:06:10,880 Speaker 2: Like I'll never for kick I've been wearing his mask 141 00:06:11,040 --> 00:06:15,880 Speaker 2: through the house that I was like, this motherfucker thinks 142 00:06:15,920 --> 00:06:16,560 Speaker 2: were dirty. 143 00:06:16,839 --> 00:06:20,800 Speaker 3: It was so that was I think about that, like 144 00:06:21,200 --> 00:06:22,960 Speaker 3: That'll be an intrusive thought that I have when I'm 145 00:06:23,000 --> 00:06:27,279 Speaker 3: driving gogere what happens For those of you that don't know, 146 00:06:27,320 --> 00:06:29,159 Speaker 3: I pulled up to their apartment. This is the first 147 00:06:29,200 --> 00:06:31,440 Speaker 3: time I'd ever like I feel like it's the first 148 00:06:31,440 --> 00:06:34,679 Speaker 3: time I ever like hung out with everybody at once. Yeah, 149 00:06:34,720 --> 00:06:36,480 Speaker 3: And it was like if you could even call it 150 00:06:36,520 --> 00:06:39,320 Speaker 3: hanging out, because like I walked in, Drew was like 151 00:06:39,360 --> 00:06:41,240 Speaker 3: gonna give me I think it was like a vase 152 00:06:41,360 --> 00:06:41,760 Speaker 3: or something. 153 00:06:41,839 --> 00:06:42,400 Speaker 2: Yeah. 154 00:06:42,440 --> 00:06:44,840 Speaker 3: And then I walked in and you guys were all 155 00:06:44,839 --> 00:06:47,440 Speaker 3: sitting on the couch without your masks because you all 156 00:06:47,440 --> 00:06:49,520 Speaker 3: like lived together and like hang out all the time. 157 00:06:49,760 --> 00:06:51,880 Speaker 3: And I was wearing my masks. It was like peak 158 00:06:52,000 --> 00:06:57,320 Speaker 3: or it was like mid pandemic. And then I was like, oh, hey, 159 00:06:57,360 --> 00:06:59,600 Speaker 3: what's up. I like said hi in a really weird way. 160 00:06:59,640 --> 00:07:01,960 Speaker 3: You guys are watching Dave or something. You're like, oh, 161 00:07:02,040 --> 00:07:03,280 Speaker 3: it's a like random person. 162 00:07:03,440 --> 00:07:06,880 Speaker 1: Did I literally it was. I remember it was like you, Me, Josh, 163 00:07:07,360 --> 00:07:10,640 Speaker 1: o'rian and maybe Lucas or Christian it was like one 164 00:07:10,680 --> 00:07:12,720 Speaker 1: of them. Like it was like just all of us 165 00:07:12,760 --> 00:07:13,520 Speaker 1: like sitting around. 166 00:07:13,600 --> 00:07:17,600 Speaker 3: I think, yeah, it was definitely Ryan was there. Yeah, 167 00:07:18,080 --> 00:07:19,600 Speaker 3: and then I was just like I don't know what 168 00:07:19,720 --> 00:07:22,000 Speaker 3: to do. I think I'm just gonna keep my mask on. 169 00:07:22,120 --> 00:07:24,600 Speaker 2: Dude. I felt so bad because I was like, Dude, 170 00:07:24,600 --> 00:07:27,240 Speaker 2: I like brought him into this environment where like it's 171 00:07:27,280 --> 00:07:29,200 Speaker 2: just a bunch of people, like not a bunch like 172 00:07:29,200 --> 00:07:30,960 Speaker 2: five people without a mask, and like I was like, 173 00:07:31,000 --> 00:07:33,640 Speaker 2: oh my god, he's like freaking out because he's gonna 174 00:07:33,640 --> 00:07:35,760 Speaker 2: get COVID from us. But we hadn't been anywhere in 175 00:07:35,800 --> 00:07:37,040 Speaker 2: two weeks, so I was just. 176 00:07:36,960 --> 00:07:39,280 Speaker 1: Like, yeah, no, you know what it was. It was 177 00:07:39,320 --> 00:07:42,440 Speaker 1: like that funny time during the pandemic where everyone's like 178 00:07:42,600 --> 00:07:47,680 Speaker 1: logical sentences about like our ideas about how to maneuver 179 00:07:47,880 --> 00:07:51,120 Speaker 1: through groups made no sense because it wasn't like you 180 00:07:51,200 --> 00:07:53,520 Speaker 1: being in a mask. That bothered me because I was like, girl, like, yeah, 181 00:07:53,600 --> 00:07:56,440 Speaker 1: get yours, like I get it, Like although we're being safe, 182 00:07:56,520 --> 00:07:57,840 Speaker 1: like everybody was really. 183 00:07:57,600 --> 00:08:00,320 Speaker 3: Concerned with everyone was like just in there apartment. 184 00:08:00,680 --> 00:08:02,480 Speaker 1: Yeah, So like I was like, oh, I get it, 185 00:08:02,520 --> 00:08:05,280 Speaker 1: Like you haven't like been out. You're in like this 186 00:08:05,400 --> 00:08:07,480 Speaker 1: home where like you don't know me and Josh, you 187 00:08:07,520 --> 00:08:09,640 Speaker 1: don't know if we've been safe. Like that makes sense. 188 00:08:09,720 --> 00:08:12,280 Speaker 1: But what annoyed me was Kai would come into the 189 00:08:12,320 --> 00:08:14,480 Speaker 1: house and then go into Jerw's room and take off 190 00:08:14,480 --> 00:08:16,480 Speaker 1: his mask. And I was like, that's when it makes 191 00:08:16,480 --> 00:08:18,480 Speaker 1: no sense. But I don't blame you because again, I 192 00:08:18,480 --> 00:08:20,760 Speaker 1: feel like that was like it's like the restaurant thing 193 00:08:20,800 --> 00:08:22,840 Speaker 1: where it's like they have you fucking wear your mask 194 00:08:22,960 --> 00:08:24,600 Speaker 1: going to the bathroom, but then you could go back 195 00:08:24,600 --> 00:08:26,760 Speaker 1: out and like sit in the middle of our restaurant. 196 00:08:26,480 --> 00:08:28,280 Speaker 2: And like pray your viruses everywhere. 197 00:08:28,440 --> 00:08:30,120 Speaker 1: Yeah, and spray spit everywhere. 198 00:08:30,520 --> 00:08:34,560 Speaker 2: I remember you. You made us work outside too, like the. 199 00:08:34,600 --> 00:08:35,960 Speaker 3: First time I made us. 200 00:08:36,080 --> 00:08:37,880 Speaker 2: Yeah, oh my god, you. 201 00:08:37,880 --> 00:08:39,160 Speaker 1: Don't remind him of that. He's going to have like 202 00:08:39,200 --> 00:08:39,559 Speaker 1: a panica. 203 00:08:40,720 --> 00:08:42,839 Speaker 3: Well, I just I felt so bad. I was just like, 204 00:08:43,720 --> 00:08:45,920 Speaker 3: first of all, it's stressful, like enter an apartment with 205 00:08:45,960 --> 00:08:47,800 Speaker 3: a bunch of people that all know each other and 206 00:08:47,840 --> 00:08:48,120 Speaker 3: like you. 207 00:08:48,240 --> 00:08:51,600 Speaker 1: It's our group was like the worst like group to 208 00:08:51,760 --> 00:08:54,400 Speaker 1: like assimilate, and because we're. 209 00:08:54,720 --> 00:08:59,080 Speaker 2: So loud, Like we're loud as fuck. And also we 210 00:08:59,200 --> 00:09:02,839 Speaker 2: are relentless and merciless and like if you can't catch 211 00:09:02,880 --> 00:09:05,760 Speaker 2: on to like the jokes that we're throwing at you, 212 00:09:05,800 --> 00:09:08,439 Speaker 2: like they don't stop until you either figure it out 213 00:09:08,520 --> 00:09:09,199 Speaker 2: or you leave. 214 00:09:09,160 --> 00:09:12,440 Speaker 1: Or you tap out. Most people tap in though, because. 215 00:09:12,240 --> 00:09:13,880 Speaker 2: It's turn people out. 216 00:09:13,960 --> 00:09:16,439 Speaker 1: Yeah, it's literally just like I guess we're not saying 217 00:09:16,520 --> 00:09:19,280 Speaker 1: none of I know, none of our conversations are ever 218 00:09:19,480 --> 00:09:24,520 Speaker 1: like like super like it's like we're saying nothing when 219 00:09:24,559 --> 00:09:26,800 Speaker 1: we speak, like that's it, and you either like get it. 220 00:09:26,840 --> 00:09:30,440 Speaker 1: You either get it or you don't, or you don't because. 221 00:09:30,400 --> 00:09:33,000 Speaker 3: I still I just like vividly remember sitting on the 222 00:09:33,000 --> 00:09:36,080 Speaker 3: couch while everybody was watching Dave and just wearing my 223 00:09:36,160 --> 00:09:38,160 Speaker 3: mask and everybody else wasn't and they were like, who 224 00:09:38,160 --> 00:09:40,760 Speaker 3: the fuck is this dude, because it was like at 225 00:09:40,760 --> 00:09:42,640 Speaker 3: that point too, we just didn't even know how dangerous 226 00:09:42,679 --> 00:09:46,240 Speaker 3: COVID was, you know. We were like, We're like, this 227 00:09:46,360 --> 00:09:49,679 Speaker 3: is pretty bad. We don't know, we don't even know 228 00:09:49,720 --> 00:09:50,800 Speaker 3: like how it spreads. 229 00:09:50,920 --> 00:09:54,199 Speaker 2: It was honestly like respectful and you're in like almost 230 00:09:54,240 --> 00:09:57,120 Speaker 2: if you like think back on it, because it was respectful. 231 00:09:57,200 --> 00:10:02,840 Speaker 1: Yeah, when you ill like really latching onto that. But 232 00:10:02,960 --> 00:10:05,400 Speaker 1: when you mentioned that, I'd even remember that day. That 233 00:10:05,480 --> 00:10:08,440 Speaker 1: day was such a like just one of those days 234 00:10:08,760 --> 00:10:12,280 Speaker 1: during the pandemic where it was just like absolute nothing, 235 00:10:12,400 --> 00:10:14,680 Speaker 1: like mindless nothing. I think I was straightening my hair 236 00:10:16,280 --> 00:10:18,439 Speaker 1: or something. I don't know, I might be thinking of 237 00:10:18,440 --> 00:10:20,040 Speaker 1: a different day. There were just so many days where 238 00:10:20,080 --> 00:10:21,920 Speaker 1: all we did was sit on the fucking country douic shit. 239 00:10:22,160 --> 00:10:24,000 Speaker 1: But yeah, I do remember you being in the house and. 240 00:10:23,920 --> 00:10:30,040 Speaker 2: Wearing smoking blunts, eating cheese and crackers, that was your pandemic. 241 00:10:30,280 --> 00:10:35,840 Speaker 3: Yeahs cheese and crackers. 242 00:10:36,080 --> 00:10:39,800 Speaker 2: For eating cheese and crackers, you were smoking goat cheese 243 00:10:40,000 --> 00:10:42,400 Speaker 2: cream creamy goat cheese. 244 00:10:42,480 --> 00:10:45,080 Speaker 1: I think I gave myself a tapeworm, but that's not 245 00:10:45,160 --> 00:10:46,640 Speaker 1: here there girl. 246 00:10:47,080 --> 00:10:52,760 Speaker 2: Recently, we need to get tapeworms. Looky I should I 247 00:10:50,880 --> 00:10:53,520 Speaker 2: think you got a tapeworm? 248 00:10:53,960 --> 00:10:56,800 Speaker 1: Yeah, I do too. It's literally in my hole right now. 249 00:10:56,880 --> 00:10:58,959 Speaker 1: Like I'm not kidding, I don't know what I don't know. 250 00:10:59,360 --> 00:11:01,599 Speaker 2: Let me let me, let me see your excrem in 251 00:11:01,720 --> 00:11:03,240 Speaker 2: after you shit and let me sick. 252 00:11:03,240 --> 00:11:05,360 Speaker 1: Oh gonna imagine I go and like take a little 253 00:11:05,360 --> 00:11:07,440 Speaker 1: turn right now, and there's little worms like crawling in 254 00:11:07,480 --> 00:11:09,720 Speaker 1: and out of it. No, I straight up think there's 255 00:11:09,720 --> 00:11:12,160 Speaker 1: something wrong with my stomach. Like just for everybody to 256 00:11:12,440 --> 00:11:14,160 Speaker 1: as an update is because all I do is talk 257 00:11:14,160 --> 00:11:17,440 Speaker 1: about my fucking shit on this podcast. Oh I thought 258 00:11:17,440 --> 00:11:20,079 Speaker 1: I was gonna burpen it almost to throw up. But 259 00:11:21,120 --> 00:11:25,600 Speaker 1: I've been that would not be good. I've been every 260 00:11:25,600 --> 00:11:28,880 Speaker 1: time I go to poop, it hurts so fucking bad 261 00:11:29,320 --> 00:11:32,679 Speaker 1: that like I get like really cold and like shake 262 00:11:32,760 --> 00:11:35,560 Speaker 1: a little, and it's like a really really gnarly pain 263 00:11:35,640 --> 00:11:38,160 Speaker 1: and it's like cramping. Up and it's like it literally 264 00:11:38,200 --> 00:11:40,280 Speaker 1: feels like I'm gonna throw up as I'm pooping because 265 00:11:40,320 --> 00:11:42,480 Speaker 1: I'm putting so much strain on my body. 266 00:11:42,720 --> 00:11:44,599 Speaker 3: That's how you get hemorrhoids. 267 00:11:45,880 --> 00:11:48,440 Speaker 1: No, but that's the thing. I'm not pushing. It's literally 268 00:11:48,480 --> 00:11:51,240 Speaker 1: like I have to poop, but like to put any 269 00:11:51,280 --> 00:11:53,880 Speaker 1: pressure on my body, it like sends shocks of like 270 00:11:54,000 --> 00:11:57,600 Speaker 1: really intense pain in my actual stomach, not even like 271 00:11:57,640 --> 00:12:00,520 Speaker 1: my abdomen. It's it's not in my intestine. It's in 272 00:12:00,559 --> 00:12:03,679 Speaker 1: my stomach up here. It really hurts. And I spent. 273 00:12:05,480 --> 00:12:08,480 Speaker 2: Cry baby cry a little. 274 00:12:09,280 --> 00:12:11,439 Speaker 1: It is it is my period. I think I think 275 00:12:11,440 --> 00:12:14,280 Speaker 1: it's just my period. 276 00:12:15,640 --> 00:12:25,040 Speaker 2: I was saying earlier. My new saying is immediately I 277 00:12:25,240 --> 00:12:27,119 Speaker 2: rolls from India because. 278 00:12:27,160 --> 00:12:30,160 Speaker 1: I was trying to get this out earlier. We were walking. 279 00:12:30,320 --> 00:12:34,360 Speaker 2: Let's get some boots, but hold the house. Boots, house 280 00:12:34,360 --> 00:12:34,960 Speaker 2: on the side. 281 00:12:35,600 --> 00:12:36,800 Speaker 3: Oh that's really good. 282 00:12:36,920 --> 00:12:39,440 Speaker 2: Let me get some boots. House on the side. Maybe 283 00:12:40,679 --> 00:12:46,319 Speaker 2: down it, put it on the down low. 284 00:12:46,920 --> 00:12:48,480 Speaker 1: Maybe put it on the down payment of the house. 285 00:12:48,880 --> 00:12:49,840 Speaker 1: What side of the boots. 286 00:12:50,360 --> 00:12:52,200 Speaker 2: Let me get a side of boots. Hold the house. 287 00:12:52,440 --> 00:12:53,920 Speaker 2: That's it. Let me get a side of the boots. 288 00:12:53,960 --> 00:12:54,400 Speaker 2: Hold the house. 289 00:12:54,480 --> 00:12:57,920 Speaker 3: That's cool. Like when you said that, I feel like 290 00:12:57,960 --> 00:12:58,640 Speaker 3: I lit up. 291 00:13:00,160 --> 00:13:05,000 Speaker 1: That was like, that was you lighting up? 292 00:13:06,360 --> 00:13:07,439 Speaker 3: I have depression. 293 00:13:08,240 --> 00:13:13,760 Speaker 1: Yeah, but that you know how that fucking came up 294 00:13:14,080 --> 00:13:16,480 Speaker 1: is I illegally parked my car in this one street 295 00:13:16,520 --> 00:13:19,560 Speaker 1: all the time. Today I finally was faced with the 296 00:13:19,559 --> 00:13:21,960 Speaker 1: repercussions and I got a ticket, A big, hefty, fat 297 00:13:21,960 --> 00:13:24,040 Speaker 1: stinking ticket. To be fair, I pushed it. I left 298 00:13:24,080 --> 00:13:26,120 Speaker 1: that car there for like two hours, like I was really. 299 00:13:25,960 --> 00:13:28,959 Speaker 2: Feeling myself unreal. We went in eate for an hour 300 00:13:29,000 --> 00:13:31,240 Speaker 2: and we came back and like, oh, like no ticket, 301 00:13:31,400 --> 00:13:33,320 Speaker 2: and we went in for another hour. 302 00:13:33,600 --> 00:13:35,120 Speaker 1: Yeah, we went to a different. 303 00:13:36,640 --> 00:13:39,280 Speaker 2: Power went out today. 304 00:13:40,400 --> 00:13:42,160 Speaker 1: This came up is because when I was parking my car, 305 00:13:42,240 --> 00:13:43,840 Speaker 1: I was like, I wonder if they would tow my 306 00:13:43,840 --> 00:13:45,760 Speaker 1: car put a boot on it? And then I was like, 307 00:13:45,760 --> 00:13:48,560 Speaker 1: why have no companies gone out of their way to 308 00:13:48,720 --> 00:13:50,959 Speaker 1: make like portable boots that you could put on your 309 00:13:50,960 --> 00:13:53,880 Speaker 1: own car, to trick towing companies and ship into thinking 310 00:13:53,880 --> 00:13:55,640 Speaker 1: that you just have a boot on your car already 311 00:13:55,720 --> 00:13:57,000 Speaker 1: so you can legal. 312 00:13:56,880 --> 00:13:58,840 Speaker 2: Or fake tickets, put fakes. 313 00:13:58,840 --> 00:14:00,800 Speaker 1: Literally, I think about all the if I get a 314 00:14:00,800 --> 00:14:02,760 Speaker 1: ticket and I'm like, bitch, I'm just committing to it, 315 00:14:02,800 --> 00:14:04,160 Speaker 1: and I leave the ticket on there for the rest 316 00:14:04,200 --> 00:14:05,640 Speaker 1: of the day because I'm like, what are you gonna 317 00:14:05,640 --> 00:14:06,240 Speaker 1: double me up? 318 00:14:06,440 --> 00:14:08,120 Speaker 3: My friend would just do that. He just had a 319 00:14:08,120 --> 00:14:10,319 Speaker 3: ticket that he would just put on his windshield. 320 00:14:10,679 --> 00:14:14,040 Speaker 1: I'm going to keep the one put it there. Really, yeah, 321 00:14:14,080 --> 00:14:15,240 Speaker 1: I'm just going to do that too. 322 00:14:15,240 --> 00:14:15,400 Speaker 2: Then. 323 00:14:15,480 --> 00:14:17,600 Speaker 1: But yeah, I was like saying that, and then I 324 00:14:17,679 --> 00:14:19,960 Speaker 1: was like, should I put boots on all four of 325 00:14:20,000 --> 00:14:23,360 Speaker 1: my wheels and give my car up hair? It's literally 326 00:14:23,440 --> 00:14:27,640 Speaker 1: boots And then Jerry get stuttered like insanely to try 327 00:14:27,640 --> 00:14:29,560 Speaker 1: to get that sentence out. He was like, oh wait, 328 00:14:29,680 --> 00:14:31,640 Speaker 1: he was like, no, no, I'm gonna say this for 329 00:14:31,680 --> 00:14:32,480 Speaker 1: the podcast. 330 00:14:32,560 --> 00:14:35,480 Speaker 2: No wait, no I should say. I was like, can 331 00:14:35,480 --> 00:14:38,240 Speaker 2: I get some boots? And then he was like, Drew, 332 00:14:38,280 --> 00:14:40,400 Speaker 2: shut the fuck up and just say it on the podcast. 333 00:14:40,560 --> 00:14:43,160 Speaker 2: But with that said, we thought our power went out. 334 00:14:43,000 --> 00:14:44,480 Speaker 1: Today, Yeah, we thought our bill. 335 00:14:44,440 --> 00:14:46,160 Speaker 3: How long was it out? For? Like three hours? 336 00:14:46,200 --> 00:14:46,880 Speaker 2: Like two hours? 337 00:14:46,960 --> 00:14:47,120 Speaker 3: Yeah? 338 00:14:47,280 --> 00:14:50,320 Speaker 2: Yeah, And we were doing the same naughty thing. It's 339 00:14:50,320 --> 00:14:53,080 Speaker 2: like literally an addiction, like we're addicted to seeing how 340 00:14:53,160 --> 00:14:55,720 Speaker 2: high the number can go. And we like we've ever 341 00:14:55,760 --> 00:14:58,800 Speaker 2: since we paid it last like we haven't paid it again. 342 00:14:58,880 --> 00:15:00,800 Speaker 1: You know what it is is like power going out. 343 00:15:01,000 --> 00:15:04,480 Speaker 1: Paying It reminds me of my childhood. It just reminds 344 00:15:04,520 --> 00:15:07,400 Speaker 1: me of that fear, like of like being home and 345 00:15:07,440 --> 00:15:09,520 Speaker 1: feeling safe, but then the power going out and being 346 00:15:09,520 --> 00:15:11,640 Speaker 1: like what happened and my dad being like put all 347 00:15:11,640 --> 00:15:13,000 Speaker 1: the food in the cooler with dice. 348 00:15:13,640 --> 00:15:13,840 Speaker 2: Dude. 349 00:15:13,880 --> 00:15:16,080 Speaker 3: The power going out when you were younger was the 350 00:15:16,160 --> 00:15:16,760 Speaker 3: coolest thing. 351 00:15:17,120 --> 00:15:19,360 Speaker 2: Lighting candles, Yeah, you'll light candles. 352 00:15:20,160 --> 00:15:22,080 Speaker 3: Yeah, we would like candles. And I remember like one 353 00:15:22,080 --> 00:15:24,960 Speaker 3: time it went out and my neighbor at the time 354 00:15:25,040 --> 00:15:27,120 Speaker 3: I had like a crush on. I was like we 355 00:15:27,160 --> 00:15:32,880 Speaker 3: were both like thirteen boned. No, we didn't bone. I 356 00:15:33,520 --> 00:15:38,320 Speaker 3: just remember like she like moved in like six months 357 00:15:38,320 --> 00:15:40,120 Speaker 3: earlier or something, and I was like so afraid to 358 00:15:40,160 --> 00:15:43,040 Speaker 3: ever like even like talk to them. I remember like 359 00:15:43,080 --> 00:15:45,120 Speaker 3: the power went out and we all, like all the 360 00:15:45,160 --> 00:15:47,920 Speaker 3: neighbors like went out and we're like standing in the street. 361 00:15:47,720 --> 00:15:48,800 Speaker 2: Just talking about it. 362 00:15:48,840 --> 00:15:50,760 Speaker 3: And I remember like she was there and I was like, 363 00:15:50,840 --> 00:15:52,560 Speaker 3: oh my god, this is so exciting. 364 00:15:52,720 --> 00:15:54,360 Speaker 1: Wait, what's the point of telling a story if y'all 365 00:15:54,360 --> 00:15:55,360 Speaker 1: don't have sex in it? 366 00:15:56,480 --> 00:15:59,680 Speaker 3: Stories can like it's not about the destinations, about the 367 00:15:59,720 --> 00:16:00,960 Speaker 3: journey facts. 368 00:16:01,200 --> 00:16:03,120 Speaker 1: No, it's about the climate when. 369 00:16:05,560 --> 00:16:06,960 Speaker 2: When we went to it, and. 370 00:16:06,960 --> 00:16:08,640 Speaker 3: It's all about busting I know. 371 00:16:08,680 --> 00:16:11,560 Speaker 1: It's all about games getting to that peak of pleasure. 372 00:16:11,840 --> 00:16:14,560 Speaker 2: When we had that recent power outage, I felt like 373 00:16:14,600 --> 00:16:16,480 Speaker 2: such a dad. Like I went outside and stood in 374 00:16:16,520 --> 00:16:19,880 Speaker 2: the road with my hands off my side like this, 375 00:16:20,000 --> 00:16:22,040 Speaker 2: and I was like trying to like communicate with the 376 00:16:22,080 --> 00:16:25,600 Speaker 2: other neighbors and none of them they were all dubbing 377 00:16:25,640 --> 00:16:27,320 Speaker 2: the fuck out of me. I was like, so, is 378 00:16:27,400 --> 00:16:29,760 Speaker 2: y'all's power out too, I'm assuming and they were like 379 00:16:30,360 --> 00:16:32,440 Speaker 2: they were just like look at me. And I was like, Okay, 380 00:16:32,480 --> 00:16:33,360 Speaker 2: I'm going inside. 381 00:16:33,520 --> 00:16:34,800 Speaker 1: Do you live in this area? 382 00:16:35,120 --> 00:16:38,360 Speaker 3: Like image of you standing with your hands like against 383 00:16:38,360 --> 00:16:39,640 Speaker 3: her back is so. 384 00:16:39,920 --> 00:16:40,920 Speaker 2: I'm going inside now. 385 00:16:41,000 --> 00:16:42,760 Speaker 1: And then I was at Airwon and I bought a 386 00:16:42,840 --> 00:16:45,840 Speaker 1: million of the most probably expensive little candles ever because 387 00:16:45,840 --> 00:16:47,320 Speaker 1: I was like, Oh, it's just gonna be cute, like 388 00:16:47,320 --> 00:16:48,840 Speaker 1: I want to rush back home and light them up 389 00:16:48,840 --> 00:16:50,920 Speaker 1: for the for like all of our friends at are 390 00:16:50,960 --> 00:16:53,680 Speaker 1: at home, and the light went out on right when 391 00:16:53,720 --> 00:16:54,200 Speaker 1: I paid for that. 392 00:16:54,320 --> 00:16:59,000 Speaker 2: Dude, I used one of those randomly one day when 393 00:16:59,000 --> 00:17:01,600 Speaker 2: you were gone, and it burnt And I'm not kidding 394 00:17:01,680 --> 00:17:04,160 Speaker 2: the entire thing burnt and went out in five minutes, 395 00:17:04,200 --> 00:17:08,520 Speaker 2: and that I'm not exaggerating, like it melted. You gone, Yeah, 396 00:17:08,680 --> 00:17:10,680 Speaker 2: all of the wax was gone. I was like, what 397 00:17:10,720 --> 00:17:12,840 Speaker 2: the fuck. I like went to and took a shower, 398 00:17:12,880 --> 00:17:14,479 Speaker 2: and I came back and it was already out and 399 00:17:14,520 --> 00:17:15,919 Speaker 2: all the wax was gone, And I was like, did 400 00:17:15,960 --> 00:17:19,560 Speaker 2: Josh drink the wax? I swear to God winn through 401 00:17:19,560 --> 00:17:21,639 Speaker 2: my head, but power. 402 00:17:21,840 --> 00:17:25,280 Speaker 1: I the reason I was watching that Sly Cooper thing yesterday. 403 00:17:25,359 --> 00:17:28,719 Speaker 1: That video game is literally because one of my fondest 404 00:17:28,760 --> 00:17:31,119 Speaker 1: memories of playing that is like our godfamily used to 405 00:17:31,160 --> 00:17:34,760 Speaker 1: live across the street from us, and then when not 406 00:17:34,960 --> 00:17:37,919 Speaker 1: I think it was Hurricane Katrina, it wasn't Hurricane or 407 00:17:38,080 --> 00:17:41,720 Speaker 1: it wasn't Hurricane Andrew. Maybe it was whatever hurricane hit Miami, 408 00:17:41,720 --> 00:17:43,520 Speaker 1: and it was like pretty gnarly, like it was one 409 00:17:43,520 --> 00:17:46,240 Speaker 1: of the bad hurricanes when I was younger. After I 410 00:17:46,320 --> 00:17:50,959 Speaker 1: hit Miami, our godfamily's house actually got like really fucked up, 411 00:17:51,000 --> 00:17:52,800 Speaker 1: like the roof so they couldn't stay there. And when 412 00:17:52,800 --> 00:17:55,639 Speaker 1: the power finally came back on, we were all talking 413 00:17:55,680 --> 00:17:58,880 Speaker 1: and like all of my god siblings like came over 414 00:17:58,960 --> 00:18:01,320 Speaker 1: and we were all hanging out and like we finally 415 00:18:01,320 --> 00:18:01,680 Speaker 1: got to. 416 00:18:01,600 --> 00:18:03,480 Speaker 2: Play we have siblings that are gods. 417 00:18:03,840 --> 00:18:05,880 Speaker 1: Yeah wait, we didn't know that. 418 00:18:06,400 --> 00:18:07,359 Speaker 3: No nobody knew that. 419 00:18:07,440 --> 00:18:10,640 Speaker 1: Oh okay, Well, when God actually likes you and cares 420 00:18:10,680 --> 00:18:13,080 Speaker 1: about you, he like gives you even more family because 421 00:18:13,080 --> 00:18:14,920 Speaker 1: he wants you to be surrounded by extra love. Y'all 422 00:18:14,920 --> 00:18:18,480 Speaker 1: don't have that. No, Oh my God, you should speak 423 00:18:18,520 --> 00:18:18,800 Speaker 1: to him. 424 00:18:19,080 --> 00:18:20,280 Speaker 3: So you guys were all just playing. 425 00:18:20,680 --> 00:18:23,080 Speaker 1: We were playing Sally Cooper, like when the Power Came Back. 426 00:18:23,119 --> 00:18:24,840 Speaker 1: That was like the first video game we were playing. 427 00:18:24,960 --> 00:18:27,439 Speaker 1: And I was so happy because I was my favorite 428 00:18:27,440 --> 00:18:29,160 Speaker 1: game and I was like, so I get to play 429 00:18:29,200 --> 00:18:30,399 Speaker 1: this game again. Because I thought I was going to 430 00:18:30,480 --> 00:18:32,600 Speaker 1: die during the hurricane, because it was just like anytime 431 00:18:32,600 --> 00:18:35,600 Speaker 1: a hurricane kit hit and it was that crazy. I 432 00:18:35,800 --> 00:18:37,600 Speaker 1: like swore I was gonna die and it was a 433 00:18:37,600 --> 00:18:41,040 Speaker 1: crazy hurricane, Like our backyard was full of trees and 434 00:18:41,240 --> 00:18:42,680 Speaker 1: all the trees got knocked down. 435 00:18:43,040 --> 00:18:46,760 Speaker 2: You had hurricanes, I had tornadoes, and KAI had fires. 436 00:18:47,200 --> 00:18:50,880 Speaker 3: I had fires. Yeah, my parents' house has My parents 437 00:18:50,920 --> 00:18:53,600 Speaker 3: live in northern California, and my parents house have almost 438 00:18:53,680 --> 00:18:55,000 Speaker 3: burned down like five times. 439 00:18:55,640 --> 00:18:59,159 Speaker 2: Have y'all ever had like a fire experience of like 440 00:18:59,200 --> 00:19:01,760 Speaker 2: our house burning or like something close to. 441 00:19:02,000 --> 00:19:06,360 Speaker 3: Yeah. No, In twenty eighteen, the fire like reached almost 442 00:19:06,359 --> 00:19:08,879 Speaker 3: our backyard. My parents could see it and then they 443 00:19:09,040 --> 00:19:10,080 Speaker 3: evacuated everything. 444 00:19:10,320 --> 00:19:14,040 Speaker 1: Dude, that's insane. That's literally my nightmare is because of like, Oh, 445 00:19:14,160 --> 00:19:15,200 Speaker 1: I'm like literally if. 446 00:19:15,040 --> 00:19:16,840 Speaker 2: Our house burnt down, I would actually, I'm not kidding, 447 00:19:16,840 --> 00:19:19,160 Speaker 2: would kill myself. And that's like not a joke, Like, I. 448 00:19:19,240 --> 00:19:19,760 Speaker 1: Yeah, I don't think. 449 00:19:19,800 --> 00:19:21,800 Speaker 2: I have my little trinkets that I've collected over the 450 00:19:21,880 --> 00:19:24,119 Speaker 2: last three years, Like what am I going to do? 451 00:19:24,480 --> 00:19:26,640 Speaker 1: Yeah, that's my thing is. I'm like I got all my. 452 00:19:26,560 --> 00:19:29,399 Speaker 2: Little like grimlins, like we're literally goblins and we have 453 00:19:29,480 --> 00:19:30,119 Speaker 2: our little No. 454 00:19:30,200 --> 00:19:32,080 Speaker 1: Yeah, I have my trinkets that I like, go and 455 00:19:32,119 --> 00:19:33,720 Speaker 1: I collect and I and I add them to my 456 00:19:33,840 --> 00:19:35,680 Speaker 1: room and I can't stop. Every time I'm out I 457 00:19:35,720 --> 00:19:37,320 Speaker 1: see a little trinket, I'm like, this needs to be 458 00:19:37,359 --> 00:19:38,159 Speaker 1: at it to my collection. 459 00:19:38,440 --> 00:19:41,800 Speaker 3: If my house burned down. Ketamine treatment has worked so 460 00:19:41,840 --> 00:19:45,879 Speaker 3: well for me that even that wouldn't affect me, and 461 00:19:45,920 --> 00:19:47,080 Speaker 3: I would just like turn. 462 00:19:46,920 --> 00:19:49,840 Speaker 2: It into advanced Who do you like more mirror in you? 463 00:19:50,080 --> 00:19:51,760 Speaker 1: I was going to say something so mean and you 464 00:19:51,800 --> 00:19:53,359 Speaker 1: were going to win it. I was gonna be like, bro, 465 00:19:53,440 --> 00:19:55,200 Speaker 1: you wouldn't care because the clothes on your back is 466 00:19:55,240 --> 00:19:56,400 Speaker 1: like the same thing you wear every day. 467 00:19:56,600 --> 00:19:58,480 Speaker 3: Okay, cut that. 468 00:19:59,119 --> 00:20:01,400 Speaker 1: I'm sorry, K, You're awesome. That was a joke. 469 00:20:01,520 --> 00:20:02,119 Speaker 3: I thank you. 470 00:20:02,200 --> 00:20:03,159 Speaker 2: Do you like more mirror in you? 471 00:20:04,280 --> 00:20:07,400 Speaker 3: Okay? So he's always talking to you guys at chateau. 472 00:20:07,720 --> 00:20:11,240 Speaker 3: That's how wes that's how we first met, right like, yeah, yeah, 473 00:20:11,280 --> 00:20:13,040 Speaker 3: so we can just go back to that story if 474 00:20:13,040 --> 00:20:14,400 Speaker 3: you want, just like circle back. 475 00:20:14,520 --> 00:20:15,520 Speaker 2: Yeah, okay, cool. 476 00:20:15,600 --> 00:20:17,240 Speaker 1: What does it have to do with oh, you're you're 477 00:20:17,240 --> 00:20:18,159 Speaker 1: awarding the pussion. 478 00:20:18,320 --> 00:20:19,359 Speaker 3: I'm not avoiding anything. 479 00:20:19,359 --> 00:20:21,400 Speaker 1: I was just like, you could be honest, you're you're 480 00:20:21,560 --> 00:20:23,280 Speaker 1: I feel like you're closer to Drew. It make more 481 00:20:23,320 --> 00:20:24,280 Speaker 1: sense if you picked true. 482 00:20:24,400 --> 00:20:27,160 Speaker 2: Well, he's hesitating, which makes me good that he likes 483 00:20:27,200 --> 00:20:28,920 Speaker 2: you more. Let me down. 484 00:20:29,000 --> 00:20:32,080 Speaker 3: I'm closer to Drew, but I do like you guys equally. 485 00:20:32,160 --> 00:20:34,159 Speaker 3: Are the reason why I say that, even though I'm 486 00:20:34,160 --> 00:20:37,560 Speaker 3: closer to drews because I am afraid of women. So 487 00:20:38,880 --> 00:20:41,480 Speaker 3: even though it seems like I like Drew more. See, 488 00:20:41,520 --> 00:20:44,320 Speaker 3: I can't even look at you. Even it seems like 489 00:20:44,359 --> 00:20:47,600 Speaker 3: I like Drew more, I actually like you guys perfectly equally. 490 00:20:47,920 --> 00:20:49,520 Speaker 2: And which is disrespectful to me. 491 00:20:50,200 --> 00:20:50,920 Speaker 3: No, it's not. 492 00:20:51,160 --> 00:20:52,480 Speaker 1: Why do you have to like? 493 00:20:52,640 --> 00:20:55,760 Speaker 3: People can see a little. I'm actually glad that people 494 00:20:55,760 --> 00:20:59,000 Speaker 3: can see the manipulation and gaslighting in real time. 495 00:20:59,680 --> 00:21:03,920 Speaker 2: You're one manipulating in gas lighting. No, I'm not saying 496 00:21:03,960 --> 00:21:05,199 Speaker 2: you like Inya more than me. 497 00:21:05,359 --> 00:21:07,560 Speaker 1: It's also funny because you're just asked you a question 498 00:21:07,600 --> 00:21:10,159 Speaker 1: and you're making it this whole thing, and you're gas lighting. 499 00:21:10,119 --> 00:21:11,720 Speaker 2: And then you just said you like Inya more and 500 00:21:11,720 --> 00:21:12,480 Speaker 2: now I'm trying to get you. 501 00:21:12,600 --> 00:21:14,720 Speaker 3: No, No, I know I didn't say that I liked anymore. 502 00:21:14,880 --> 00:21:15,840 Speaker 3: I like you, guys. 503 00:21:15,920 --> 00:21:17,200 Speaker 1: I hate that I'm doing this to you. 504 00:21:17,440 --> 00:21:20,480 Speaker 2: Said that he wants me and my family to burn it. 505 00:21:21,840 --> 00:21:24,320 Speaker 1: I've caused like violence like this between two men. 506 00:21:24,440 --> 00:21:26,800 Speaker 2: Said his backyard caught on fire and he thought about 507 00:21:26,840 --> 00:21:28,159 Speaker 2: throwing me into the fire. 508 00:21:29,359 --> 00:21:31,200 Speaker 3: I didn't. I never said that, you guys. 509 00:21:30,960 --> 00:21:33,480 Speaker 1: Because because you get final cut, you're gonna cut that out. 510 00:21:34,000 --> 00:21:37,639 Speaker 3: You guys are seeing this. You guys are saying this mmmmm. 511 00:21:39,760 --> 00:21:43,240 Speaker 3: Look as the third to this polyamorous relationship. 512 00:21:43,359 --> 00:21:46,000 Speaker 2: We haven't talked about that. Come on, lockhands, everybody, hold 513 00:21:46,000 --> 00:21:47,480 Speaker 2: my hands, really sweaty. 514 00:21:47,160 --> 00:21:49,160 Speaker 1: But my hands have pea on them. 515 00:21:49,200 --> 00:21:53,520 Speaker 2: I can't hold his wrist, hold his wrist, no other wrist. Yeah, 516 00:21:53,560 --> 00:21:54,920 Speaker 2: we need to make a circle because. 517 00:21:54,880 --> 00:21:56,440 Speaker 1: We're making a triangle right now. 518 00:21:58,600 --> 00:22:05,040 Speaker 2: Okay, we are in a three way polyamorous relationship. Yeah, 519 00:22:05,240 --> 00:22:08,480 Speaker 2: this is the cannot look you in the eyes though. 520 00:22:08,600 --> 00:22:11,119 Speaker 3: I am still afraid of women, but partially. 521 00:22:11,840 --> 00:22:12,600 Speaker 1: In the eyes I think. 522 00:22:13,040 --> 00:22:18,200 Speaker 3: Yeah, I just you guys saw that I did it, 523 00:22:18,280 --> 00:22:18,920 Speaker 3: and she went. 524 00:22:20,440 --> 00:22:21,800 Speaker 1: It was like, you're like too close? 525 00:22:22,000 --> 00:22:23,199 Speaker 2: Can you make eye contact with me? 526 00:22:23,480 --> 00:22:26,080 Speaker 3: Yeah? Easy? You have hunter eyes. 527 00:22:26,560 --> 00:22:37,240 Speaker 5: Yeah, I I kill my arms are and Kay's blocking 528 00:22:37,280 --> 00:22:39,600 Speaker 5: on my good light, Like I need to, like, I like, 529 00:22:39,800 --> 00:22:42,880 Speaker 5: y'all get and you think about saying sentimental things. 530 00:22:42,920 --> 00:22:44,520 Speaker 1: I get on here and I'm like I need to 531 00:22:44,520 --> 00:22:45,479 Speaker 1: look good and get clipped. 532 00:22:45,960 --> 00:22:48,760 Speaker 2: The polyamorous relationship, it has its ups and downs, but 533 00:22:48,840 --> 00:22:50,600 Speaker 2: like at the end of the day, like we make 534 00:22:50,680 --> 00:22:51,119 Speaker 2: it work. 535 00:22:51,359 --> 00:22:54,600 Speaker 1: It's good because since Kai is like not brave enough 536 00:22:54,640 --> 00:22:56,760 Speaker 1: to say that he wants more love and affection from us, 537 00:22:56,880 --> 00:22:59,080 Speaker 1: we can just like be really dismissive and like forget 538 00:22:59,160 --> 00:23:01,200 Speaker 1: Kay's in the relationship sometimes and then we're like, oh. 539 00:23:01,200 --> 00:23:04,440 Speaker 2: My god, k like yeah, pick up the slack kind 540 00:23:04,520 --> 00:23:08,520 Speaker 2: of builds forts for us, and he like he buys 541 00:23:08,600 --> 00:23:10,160 Speaker 2: things and drives us around. 542 00:23:10,520 --> 00:23:15,880 Speaker 3: Okay, here's my take on polyamorous relationships. Okay, everyone's like. 543 00:23:16,000 --> 00:23:18,879 Speaker 1: Be careful, you're walking into public scrutiny. Now, you know 544 00:23:18,960 --> 00:23:20,080 Speaker 1: how hard it is to be us. 545 00:23:20,359 --> 00:23:23,240 Speaker 3: Yeah. I just like looked into the camera and had 546 00:23:23,280 --> 00:23:28,399 Speaker 3: an excize how many people are talking. Yeah, okay, so 547 00:23:28,440 --> 00:23:31,280 Speaker 3: people are like they can't work. It's like, oh, it's 548 00:23:31,320 --> 00:23:32,040 Speaker 3: like that shit. 549 00:23:32,200 --> 00:23:33,199 Speaker 1: Yeah, there are a lot of people who are like 550 00:23:33,200 --> 00:23:33,520 Speaker 1: that shit. 551 00:23:33,840 --> 00:23:35,919 Speaker 3: Yeah. Yeah, Like I feel like a lot of people. 552 00:23:36,600 --> 00:23:38,919 Speaker 3: I feel like after thirty, all of a sudden, like 553 00:23:39,000 --> 00:23:41,320 Speaker 3: people just have the urge to become polyamorous now, but 554 00:23:41,359 --> 00:23:44,200 Speaker 3: like before that, most people are pretty skeptical of it. Yeah, 555 00:23:44,920 --> 00:23:47,280 Speaker 3: and I've heard people just be like, no, that shit 556 00:23:47,359 --> 00:23:50,040 Speaker 3: can't work, Like if you have like seven people, like 557 00:23:50,160 --> 00:23:54,760 Speaker 3: fucking yeah. But look at us right, like we're we're 558 00:23:54,800 --> 00:23:57,680 Speaker 3: a perfect example of how polyamory can work. 559 00:23:57,720 --> 00:23:58,720 Speaker 1: And it could be beautiful. 560 00:23:58,960 --> 00:24:04,080 Speaker 3: But my real, my real, like thing is that what 561 00:24:04,200 --> 00:24:07,879 Speaker 3: like ninety eight percent of monogamous relationships fail, Like what 562 00:24:08,200 --> 00:24:13,520 Speaker 3: are we comparing that to ninety of every relationship? 563 00:24:13,720 --> 00:24:15,520 Speaker 1: But then I guess you're not you're not taking into 564 00:24:15,560 --> 00:24:18,320 Speaker 1: account of like how much how much research has there 565 00:24:18,560 --> 00:24:21,639 Speaker 1: actually been about like the longevity of polyamorous. 566 00:24:21,040 --> 00:24:23,840 Speaker 2: Or relationships or phone No one was ever meant to 567 00:24:23,880 --> 00:24:25,639 Speaker 2: be in a relationship. We were all just meant to 568 00:24:25,680 --> 00:24:28,240 Speaker 2: like have sex and make babies and then move on. 569 00:24:28,760 --> 00:24:31,680 Speaker 2: But like, I'm not disagreeing with it. I think it's 570 00:24:31,720 --> 00:24:34,880 Speaker 2: really cute to be in love. But I think polyamory 571 00:24:35,000 --> 00:24:37,240 Speaker 2: is like biologically like what we were supposed to do. 572 00:24:37,720 --> 00:24:40,840 Speaker 2: I agree with it, but I genuine yourself for right 573 00:24:40,920 --> 00:24:43,480 Speaker 2: now in my life, I used to be like, oh, yeah, 574 00:24:43,520 --> 00:24:45,199 Speaker 2: I could be like poly like of course, like I 575 00:24:45,200 --> 00:24:47,840 Speaker 2: could figure that out. But like the more I think 576 00:24:47,880 --> 00:24:50,159 Speaker 2: about it, it literally scares of fogotomy that like I 577 00:24:50,200 --> 00:24:51,439 Speaker 2: don't have full possession of. 578 00:24:51,480 --> 00:24:54,119 Speaker 1: Her, Yeah I don't. I like, okay, two things is 579 00:24:54,200 --> 00:24:57,280 Speaker 1: like I think, like I think it's done for anybody 580 00:24:57,320 --> 00:24:59,679 Speaker 1: to like look at any kind of like relationship like 581 00:25:01,960 --> 00:25:04,280 Speaker 1: structure and be like, oh that shit doesn't make sense. 582 00:25:04,280 --> 00:25:06,439 Speaker 1: Fuck that, Like it's stupid, it doesn't work, because I 583 00:25:06,480 --> 00:25:09,080 Speaker 1: genuinely do think like every single person you meet, like 584 00:25:09,080 --> 00:25:11,960 Speaker 1: even your closest friends, like the deeper you get into it, 585 00:25:12,160 --> 00:25:14,520 Speaker 1: like within your friendships. I think you find that like 586 00:25:15,240 --> 00:25:18,800 Speaker 1: everybody has such a specific way about in which they 587 00:25:19,480 --> 00:25:23,520 Speaker 1: cater to like romantic or like intimate relationships. It's just 588 00:25:23,560 --> 00:25:25,399 Speaker 1: like such a different playing field, and it really is 589 00:25:25,520 --> 00:25:28,239 Speaker 1: by person, it's very different. Like you can have two 590 00:25:28,280 --> 00:25:31,360 Speaker 1: people who are very monogamous, but or like you can 591 00:25:31,400 --> 00:25:33,080 Speaker 1: have too like not two people in a relationship, but 592 00:25:33,119 --> 00:25:34,560 Speaker 1: like put two people in a room who are really 593 00:25:34,640 --> 00:25:37,159 Speaker 1: monogamous believe in monogamy, but then there are ideas of 594 00:25:37,200 --> 00:25:42,199 Speaker 1: sex and like how like like important or how like 595 00:25:43,920 --> 00:25:47,399 Speaker 1: how much they let sex like affect their idea of monogamy, 596 00:25:47,480 --> 00:25:49,160 Speaker 1: Like does that make sense? Like there are people who 597 00:25:49,200 --> 00:25:52,480 Speaker 1: like like for me, like I personally, especially at this 598 00:25:52,520 --> 00:25:55,680 Speaker 1: point in my life, Like I see like sexual relationships 599 00:25:55,760 --> 00:25:58,520 Speaker 1: as like a big thing, Like I don't I'm not somebody. 600 00:25:59,280 --> 00:26:01,400 Speaker 2: I'm not somebody. 601 00:26:00,680 --> 00:26:02,960 Speaker 1: Partake and like, yeah, I'm not someone who could be 602 00:26:03,040 --> 00:26:06,000 Speaker 1: like a dirty little slut like Drew. It's like disgusting, Like. 603 00:26:07,359 --> 00:26:12,280 Speaker 2: Yeah, and Drew ship a whole. I'm literally trying to 604 00:26:12,320 --> 00:26:14,119 Speaker 2: like have as much sex as. 605 00:26:13,960 --> 00:26:16,800 Speaker 1: Possible, see, and I can't do that, Like I'm just 606 00:26:16,840 --> 00:26:19,320 Speaker 1: like I genuinely like I physically can't get myself to 607 00:26:19,359 --> 00:26:21,280 Speaker 1: do that, because I'm just not someone who, like, at 608 00:26:21,320 --> 00:26:24,679 Speaker 1: the end of the day, is that interested in sex. Actually, 609 00:26:24,720 --> 00:26:26,440 Speaker 1: that's literally a line. I'm so horny. 610 00:26:26,560 --> 00:26:29,160 Speaker 2: Every rose literally does have its thorns. 611 00:26:29,280 --> 00:26:31,199 Speaker 3: Oh my god, he said this yesterday. 612 00:26:31,200 --> 00:26:33,479 Speaker 1: I'm gonna shove your mic up your ass and it's 613 00:26:33,520 --> 00:26:35,159 Speaker 1: gonna come out your mouth, and I'm gonna put you 614 00:26:35,200 --> 00:26:36,720 Speaker 1: on a fucking fire like a little skewer. 615 00:26:36,840 --> 00:26:39,000 Speaker 2: I would actually love that. 616 00:26:39,040 --> 00:26:40,080 Speaker 3: I'm going to watch. 617 00:26:41,640 --> 00:26:42,480 Speaker 1: Or are you gonna watch? 618 00:26:42,920 --> 00:26:43,720 Speaker 3: I'm just gonna. 619 00:26:43,480 --> 00:26:45,720 Speaker 1: Watch pants on or off. 620 00:26:47,080 --> 00:26:49,760 Speaker 3: They will start on and then they will come off 621 00:26:50,600 --> 00:26:51,600 Speaker 3: about three minutes in. 622 00:26:51,800 --> 00:26:53,679 Speaker 1: Oh well, I forgot the super serious thing I was 623 00:26:53,680 --> 00:26:56,240 Speaker 1: trying to say because Drew literally interrupted me by yelling. 624 00:26:56,560 --> 00:26:57,639 Speaker 2: Something so important. 625 00:26:59,480 --> 00:27:03,119 Speaker 3: I was like, totally, it's so crazy, like being up 626 00:27:03,160 --> 00:27:05,600 Speaker 3: here and seeing it happen, or like you like talking 627 00:27:05,600 --> 00:27:08,440 Speaker 3: about like expressing something, and then Drew just screaming, I'm 628 00:27:08,440 --> 00:27:09,080 Speaker 3: a whore. 629 00:27:09,440 --> 00:27:11,959 Speaker 1: Like just to break it. But basically I always saying, like, 630 00:27:12,359 --> 00:27:14,760 Speaker 1: I think the same thing goes in with polyamory. I'm 631 00:27:14,760 --> 00:27:18,120 Speaker 1: sure there's people who are a part of polyamorous situations 632 00:27:18,320 --> 00:27:22,199 Speaker 1: and like do have tinges of believing in monogamy, but 633 00:27:22,400 --> 00:27:25,280 Speaker 1: like it's just everybody is there on their own spectrum 634 00:27:25,359 --> 00:27:27,800 Speaker 1: of like where they fall. So like being like polyamory 635 00:27:27,840 --> 00:27:30,440 Speaker 1: doesn't fucking work is so stupid because it really does 636 00:27:30,520 --> 00:27:33,159 Speaker 1: work for some people. But I think relationships in general, 637 00:27:33,200 --> 00:27:37,520 Speaker 1: whether they be like polygamous, monogamous, platonic, like no matter what, like, 638 00:27:37,800 --> 00:27:41,280 Speaker 1: relationships are meant to like for the most part, sizzle 639 00:27:41,320 --> 00:27:43,160 Speaker 1: out and like go in and out of your life 640 00:27:43,200 --> 00:27:45,680 Speaker 1: because like that's what. Yeah, like you were saying, bitch, 641 00:27:45,680 --> 00:27:47,760 Speaker 1: we're fucking what the fuck are you saying? You're saying, 642 00:27:47,800 --> 00:27:51,480 Speaker 1: like religions, I'm gonna smack the shit, but you were saying, like, yeah, 643 00:27:51,520 --> 00:27:53,679 Speaker 1: we are just fucking animals, And like, I think the 644 00:27:53,720 --> 00:27:56,680 Speaker 1: reason humans like partnership is because it's like a really 645 00:27:56,720 --> 00:27:58,840 Speaker 1: big growing thing and you can lean on someone emotionally 646 00:27:59,480 --> 00:28:00,760 Speaker 1: l But like. 647 00:28:00,920 --> 00:28:05,359 Speaker 2: We're just animals on a spinning rock floating in outer 648 00:28:05,520 --> 00:28:07,320 Speaker 2: space at terminal velocity. 649 00:28:07,359 --> 00:28:09,560 Speaker 1: That's literally every thirteen year old who refuses to do that. 650 00:28:09,880 --> 00:28:14,119 Speaker 2: That's ironically now, Like I literally like think about that 651 00:28:14,160 --> 00:28:15,919 Speaker 2: sometimes and it freaks me the funk out, but it 652 00:28:15,960 --> 00:28:16,399 Speaker 2: is grounding. 653 00:28:16,440 --> 00:28:19,320 Speaker 3: I'm like, what what's your guys' body count? 654 00:28:20,200 --> 00:28:20,840 Speaker 1: Oh my god? 655 00:28:20,960 --> 00:28:23,600 Speaker 2: Later they actually on. Ironically, I don't know, it's like 656 00:28:24,000 --> 00:28:26,720 Speaker 2: that's not enough. Yeah, when I go back to Texas. 657 00:28:27,600 --> 00:28:31,160 Speaker 2: When I go back to Texas, I literally turn up. 658 00:28:31,600 --> 00:28:35,440 Speaker 2: Turn the fuck up. You turn like literally. 659 00:28:35,560 --> 00:28:37,959 Speaker 1: Literally turns the fuck up. He turns it out. 660 00:28:38,400 --> 00:28:42,560 Speaker 2: I will actually send you a detailed account of every 661 00:28:42,680 --> 00:28:44,360 Speaker 2: time I hook up with someone if you want. 662 00:28:44,240 --> 00:28:46,080 Speaker 1: Me to do that for Yes, why I got to 663 00:28:46,080 --> 00:28:46,600 Speaker 1: be a part of that. 664 00:28:47,000 --> 00:28:48,400 Speaker 2: You can be a part of it too. Yeah, I 665 00:28:48,560 --> 00:28:49,800 Speaker 2: just asked the body count question. 666 00:28:50,720 --> 00:28:52,520 Speaker 1: I always ask the body count. 667 00:28:52,520 --> 00:28:55,120 Speaker 2: The emergency we have the emergency intercom group chat, and 668 00:28:55,160 --> 00:28:57,160 Speaker 2: then we have Drew's body count. 669 00:28:57,280 --> 00:29:00,520 Speaker 3: You should discord for us, No, we're only you can 670 00:29:00,560 --> 00:29:04,640 Speaker 3: talk discord. Did not bring discord. 671 00:29:06,880 --> 00:29:09,920 Speaker 2: But yeah, I'll just give you a very detailed account 672 00:29:09,960 --> 00:29:12,960 Speaker 2: of every I mean, there was one recently that I 673 00:29:13,080 --> 00:29:16,120 Speaker 2: had to tell you about. Yeah, that was just crazy. 674 00:29:16,160 --> 00:29:16,840 Speaker 2: I told you about it. 675 00:29:17,320 --> 00:29:20,320 Speaker 1: That one was what then was I gonna say? 676 00:29:20,360 --> 00:29:20,479 Speaker 3: Well? 677 00:29:20,520 --> 00:29:21,000 Speaker 2: There were two? 678 00:29:21,120 --> 00:29:25,280 Speaker 1: Actually I always brings up guy always brings up body count. 679 00:29:25,360 --> 00:29:26,760 Speaker 1: And literally when I met you, I thought you were 680 00:29:26,760 --> 00:29:28,520 Speaker 1: a fucking slut. But that's because I think every man 681 00:29:28,600 --> 00:29:29,680 Speaker 1: is a slut, and I do believe. 682 00:29:35,000 --> 00:29:41,320 Speaker 3: All Right, we're gonna photo. You actually look so fucking sexy. 683 00:29:41,400 --> 00:29:43,280 Speaker 2: I know, I'm like a sexy hot That is the. 684 00:29:43,320 --> 00:29:46,880 Speaker 3: Sexiest man I've ever seen such a man photo, I know, and. 685 00:29:46,840 --> 00:29:49,360 Speaker 2: I look good as when I saw I'm not this 686 00:29:49,480 --> 00:29:51,720 Speaker 2: is like actually airing myself out. But when I saw 687 00:29:51,720 --> 00:29:53,920 Speaker 2: this photo, it turned me on. Do you ever see 688 00:29:53,920 --> 00:29:56,960 Speaker 2: yourself and you see it like the time, like damn. 689 00:29:58,720 --> 00:30:00,440 Speaker 1: All the time when for the most part, when I'm 690 00:30:00,440 --> 00:30:01,840 Speaker 1: looking in the mirror, I'm like, damn, I'm so hot. And 691 00:30:01,880 --> 00:30:03,840 Speaker 1: I immediately turned around and I want to cry because 692 00:30:03,880 --> 00:30:05,720 Speaker 1: I'm like, I can't believe what I just fucking witnessed. 693 00:30:07,880 --> 00:30:10,480 Speaker 2: But Drew Moji coming soon, like and share tech. 694 00:30:10,360 --> 00:30:13,320 Speaker 1: Notes, You've said that forever Drew Moji is coming as 695 00:30:13,360 --> 00:30:15,719 Speaker 1: soon as like You've also been like I'm gonna get 696 00:30:15,720 --> 00:30:18,640 Speaker 1: a Tesla for like eight years, Like can I fucking live? 697 00:30:18,800 --> 00:30:22,800 Speaker 2: I cannot live around anybody anymore. I'm busting out the 698 00:30:22,800 --> 00:30:26,720 Speaker 2: notes already, girls, girls, two types of people in the world, 699 00:30:26,760 --> 00:30:28,800 Speaker 2: those guys bagel bites and those who like pizza. 700 00:30:28,840 --> 00:30:30,880 Speaker 3: But they supposed to prepare for this. 701 00:30:31,720 --> 00:30:35,280 Speaker 2: What no like notes? Why are you on? 702 00:30:35,480 --> 00:30:37,880 Speaker 1: Like You're like literally out of a hole right now? 703 00:30:37,920 --> 00:30:38,840 Speaker 1: You're like freaking out. 704 00:30:39,400 --> 00:30:41,160 Speaker 2: Oh should we talk about that? Do you want to 705 00:30:41,200 --> 00:30:44,160 Speaker 2: talk about that a little bit? Yeah, sure, you're ketamine treatments. 706 00:30:44,200 --> 00:30:46,240 Speaker 2: I don't know if that's like private to you, but no, Yeah, 707 00:30:46,320 --> 00:30:48,680 Speaker 2: I'm down. That ship is so fascinating to me, and 708 00:30:48,720 --> 00:30:52,000 Speaker 2: I'm sure someone out there will really love it or 709 00:30:52,040 --> 00:30:52,720 Speaker 2: relate to it. 710 00:30:52,840 --> 00:30:56,680 Speaker 3: Yeah, this was our first conversation ever was basically like 711 00:30:57,160 --> 00:31:00,520 Speaker 3: I also think about this, like when we first started talking, 712 00:31:00,640 --> 00:31:02,920 Speaker 3: I think about the fact that like, somehow, within thirty 713 00:31:02,960 --> 00:31:05,840 Speaker 3: seconds we were just both talking about being violently depressed. 714 00:31:06,040 --> 00:31:08,800 Speaker 2: No, it's I've said this before. Literally, people have orias 715 00:31:08,800 --> 00:31:10,480 Speaker 2: and energy so that you can trust and like you're 716 00:31:10,480 --> 00:31:13,120 Speaker 2: a very trusting person, and I feel like I have 717 00:31:13,200 --> 00:31:15,680 Speaker 2: the same trusting orga like look at me, I. 718 00:31:15,640 --> 00:31:18,480 Speaker 1: Do kill I also think because during the time we 719 00:31:18,520 --> 00:31:21,720 Speaker 1: met you, literally it was in twenty nineteen, like earlier 720 00:31:21,760 --> 00:31:24,200 Speaker 1: in the year of twenty nineteen, and that is when 721 00:31:24,240 --> 00:31:28,000 Speaker 1: I was literally so depressed. That's all I would talk about. Like, 722 00:31:28,040 --> 00:31:31,440 Speaker 1: that's all I talked about, is like, it's so fucking sad. 723 00:31:33,640 --> 00:31:38,160 Speaker 3: Yeah, So what we essentially talked about is, uh, when 724 00:31:38,160 --> 00:31:41,040 Speaker 3: I turned like fourteen, I just felt like I was 725 00:31:41,120 --> 00:31:45,520 Speaker 3: getting very chemically depressed, like the type of shit where 726 00:31:45,520 --> 00:31:47,280 Speaker 3: you wake up in the morning you're like, oh wow, 727 00:31:47,520 --> 00:31:50,280 Speaker 3: like this is gonna be a fucking very hard day. 728 00:31:51,000 --> 00:31:56,640 Speaker 3: And I started the whole like prescription drug saga over 729 00:31:56,720 --> 00:31:59,600 Speaker 3: like ten years of just trying basically every SSR I 730 00:32:00,600 --> 00:32:04,400 Speaker 3: like like antipsychotics, like anti you know, I was on 731 00:32:04,520 --> 00:32:06,720 Speaker 3: lithium at one point, which is like kind of insane, 732 00:32:07,240 --> 00:32:11,000 Speaker 3: but uh yeah, Like that went on until I would 733 00:32:11,000 --> 00:32:14,920 Speaker 3: think I was like twenty three or twenty four, so 734 00:32:14,920 --> 00:32:16,120 Speaker 3: this was like twenty years ago. 735 00:32:16,680 --> 00:32:18,600 Speaker 2: But ma, you're forty seven right now? 736 00:32:19,000 --> 00:32:20,720 Speaker 3: Yeah what Yeah, I'm forty seven. 737 00:32:21,280 --> 00:32:24,120 Speaker 1: Oh that's kind of you look really good for forty seven, 738 00:32:24,400 --> 00:32:28,560 Speaker 1: thank you. Yeah, you look really good for unless you're 739 00:32:28,600 --> 00:32:30,800 Speaker 1: lying and you're like actually like twenty seven. Because if 740 00:32:30,800 --> 00:32:33,240 Speaker 1: that's the case, then you look really bad for seven. 741 00:32:33,480 --> 00:32:36,640 Speaker 3: They can move on. But yeah, So when I was 742 00:32:36,680 --> 00:32:41,680 Speaker 3: like twenty four, I I was like, I don't know 743 00:32:41,720 --> 00:32:44,960 Speaker 3: what else to do. I had never done a psychedelic drug. 744 00:32:46,120 --> 00:32:48,400 Speaker 3: I had never like I was very much I had 745 00:32:48,440 --> 00:32:51,480 Speaker 3: heard of ketamine, but I had never like I was 746 00:32:51,480 --> 00:32:54,880 Speaker 3: like very skeptical of it. I just kind of felt like, 747 00:32:55,640 --> 00:32:59,959 Speaker 3: how can this drug that like gabbers in like London 748 00:33:00,040 --> 00:33:03,320 Speaker 3: and do at raves like help you with your depression and. 749 00:33:03,840 --> 00:33:05,680 Speaker 2: It gives you crystals and your bladder. 750 00:33:05,920 --> 00:33:09,720 Speaker 3: Yeah, yeah, exactly. And my parents were just like, well, 751 00:33:09,720 --> 00:33:11,320 Speaker 3: if you want to do this, like we'll support you. 752 00:33:11,960 --> 00:33:14,960 Speaker 3: And I'm really fucking lucky to have parents that have 753 00:33:15,120 --> 00:33:17,960 Speaker 3: stuck with me over like a total like fifteen years 754 00:33:18,000 --> 00:33:22,120 Speaker 3: at this point, trying everything and supporting me through this. 755 00:33:22,920 --> 00:33:26,520 Speaker 3: And I did it, and I was really skeptical of it. 756 00:33:28,080 --> 00:33:30,280 Speaker 3: I was skeptical to say whether or not it worked 757 00:33:30,400 --> 00:33:33,600 Speaker 3: until like a year after I started it. 758 00:33:34,160 --> 00:33:36,040 Speaker 2: But damn at those new treatments. 759 00:33:36,120 --> 00:33:38,280 Speaker 3: Is that like I don't know, I think it was 760 00:33:38,400 --> 00:33:43,240 Speaker 3: like twelve or thirteen damn. Yeah. 761 00:33:43,320 --> 00:33:44,680 Speaker 1: Were you getta get like once a month? 762 00:33:45,000 --> 00:33:46,520 Speaker 3: Yeah, it was like once a month that you go 763 00:33:46,600 --> 00:33:49,400 Speaker 3: in and it's like two doctors, you talk to them 764 00:33:49,440 --> 00:33:52,720 Speaker 3: for like thirty minutes, and then you get an intramuscular 765 00:33:52,840 --> 00:33:59,400 Speaker 3: injection of it, and it's like basically what people do 766 00:33:59,440 --> 00:34:02,840 Speaker 3: when they makes me into k hole. I think they're 767 00:34:02,880 --> 00:34:07,960 Speaker 3: doing like a fraction of what they inject you with. 768 00:34:08,080 --> 00:34:10,600 Speaker 3: And also you metabolize it really fucking quickly. 769 00:34:10,520 --> 00:34:12,840 Speaker 2: So you're doing like it's like a k hole. 770 00:34:12,719 --> 00:34:18,000 Speaker 3: Times a thousand, like like credulous. You really like destroys 771 00:34:18,120 --> 00:34:20,759 Speaker 3: your sense of ego within, Like you go from one 772 00:34:20,800 --> 00:34:23,960 Speaker 3: minute of being completely sober to like minute three of 773 00:34:24,560 --> 00:34:28,120 Speaker 3: questioning if I'm me or if I'm my dad, Like 774 00:34:28,200 --> 00:34:29,320 Speaker 3: I truly don't know. 775 00:34:29,440 --> 00:34:31,960 Speaker 2: Dude, that's so scary. Yeah, that would fuck me up forever. 776 00:34:32,040 --> 00:34:33,239 Speaker 2: I don't know if I could ever do that. 777 00:34:33,560 --> 00:34:36,160 Speaker 1: Also, to preface this, because I don't want any of 778 00:34:36,239 --> 00:34:38,080 Speaker 1: y'all watching this to be like, oh my god, that's awesome. 779 00:34:38,120 --> 00:34:40,600 Speaker 1: I'm gonna go do like street kenemye. This is like 780 00:34:40,760 --> 00:34:43,920 Speaker 1: all medical grade. Yeah, this is all like medical grade, 781 00:34:43,960 --> 00:34:46,640 Speaker 1: like going into by doctor. Yeah, we're seen by doctors. 782 00:34:46,640 --> 00:34:49,879 Speaker 1: Like it's very like medically advised. Yeah. I just don't 783 00:34:49,880 --> 00:34:51,399 Speaker 1: want I don't I don't want any. 784 00:34:51,280 --> 00:34:55,120 Speaker 2: Of you don't want the ketymine rats. We don't need 785 00:34:55,200 --> 00:34:55,839 Speaker 2: ketmine rats. 786 00:34:56,280 --> 00:34:59,880 Speaker 3: Street Keademine is also like not pure keademy Yeah, it's 787 00:34:59,880 --> 00:35:02,640 Speaker 3: like angus fall. And there's also two different types of ketamene, 788 00:35:02,680 --> 00:35:05,960 Speaker 3: And one of them is like actually better from neurogenesis 789 00:35:06,040 --> 00:35:08,919 Speaker 3: and like growing your brain and whatever. The other one 790 00:35:08,960 --> 00:35:10,200 Speaker 3: is like I don't think. 791 00:35:10,200 --> 00:35:12,160 Speaker 1: And you started taking it. Also because you heard that 792 00:35:12,200 --> 00:35:14,200 Speaker 1: it grows your balls too, right. 793 00:35:14,160 --> 00:35:18,160 Speaker 3: Oh yeah, yeah, it grows your balls. Yeah, so now 794 00:35:18,200 --> 00:35:19,480 Speaker 3: my balls are really big. 795 00:35:19,960 --> 00:35:25,520 Speaker 1: Yeah in the morning he has to like you know why, 796 00:35:26,080 --> 00:35:29,640 Speaker 1: we don't have to know, just like I just keep 797 00:35:29,680 --> 00:35:30,839 Speaker 1: going because I'm gonna get. 798 00:35:33,680 --> 00:35:38,920 Speaker 3: Poly vibes. But yeah, so I was really skeptical of it. 799 00:35:38,960 --> 00:35:42,480 Speaker 3: I was really skeptical of any psychedelics in general because 800 00:35:42,480 --> 00:35:45,719 Speaker 3: I was just like honestly just fucking afraid of like 801 00:35:45,800 --> 00:35:47,759 Speaker 3: all of the horror stories that you hear growing up. 802 00:35:47,760 --> 00:35:53,080 Speaker 3: But yeah, like after a year, I essentially I can 803 00:35:53,120 --> 00:35:57,080 Speaker 3: look back at that time of when I started the treatment, 804 00:35:57,239 --> 00:36:01,320 Speaker 3: and so much of my life is better. I can't. 805 00:36:01,360 --> 00:36:05,200 Speaker 3: I will never say like this is for everyone, because 806 00:36:05,200 --> 00:36:05,719 Speaker 3: I don't know. 807 00:36:05,920 --> 00:36:10,000 Speaker 1: It's it's just like some people have like super good experiences. 808 00:36:09,800 --> 00:36:12,080 Speaker 2: Some people like experiences. 809 00:36:12,400 --> 00:36:15,719 Speaker 3: Some people get super horny on Will Buttrin and are 810 00:36:15,760 --> 00:36:19,360 Speaker 3: able to have an infinite When I was on Will Buttrin, 811 00:36:19,440 --> 00:36:23,040 Speaker 3: my penis essentially fell off. So it's very different. 812 00:36:23,120 --> 00:36:24,759 Speaker 2: It's really weird down there now. 813 00:36:24,920 --> 00:36:26,040 Speaker 3: Yeah, it's super weird. 814 00:36:26,320 --> 00:36:31,040 Speaker 2: It's beautiful. What is like the average session look like 815 00:36:31,680 --> 00:36:32,759 Speaker 2: that's like interesting, Like. 816 00:36:33,800 --> 00:36:36,279 Speaker 3: It's like three hours and you go in you talk 817 00:36:36,600 --> 00:36:40,000 Speaker 3: about your intentions about like what you've been struggling with. 818 00:36:40,080 --> 00:36:41,520 Speaker 2: So it's like an intentions thing. 819 00:36:41,719 --> 00:36:45,440 Speaker 3: Yeah, and then you get the injection and yeah, you 820 00:36:45,480 --> 00:36:51,040 Speaker 3: slip into a completely different dimension that I don't. I 821 00:36:51,080 --> 00:36:53,439 Speaker 3: feel like if I try to explain it, it might 822 00:36:53,480 --> 00:36:59,840 Speaker 3: be really abstract and honestly, give okay. It feels like 823 00:36:59,840 --> 00:37:02,080 Speaker 3: like the first time I did it, it felt like 824 00:37:02,200 --> 00:37:05,920 Speaker 3: I was being pressed in between the pages of a book, 825 00:37:05,960 --> 00:37:08,960 Speaker 3: and every page was like a different universe, and I 826 00:37:09,040 --> 00:37:12,640 Speaker 3: was like moving between each of these different universes. 827 00:37:13,480 --> 00:37:15,640 Speaker 1: I had, like wead ship, I was gonna say, because 828 00:37:15,640 --> 00:37:18,719 Speaker 1: I've literally had a like a read and do psychosist 829 00:37:18,760 --> 00:37:21,479 Speaker 1: that literally feels like flipping through pages of a book, 830 00:37:21,520 --> 00:37:24,640 Speaker 1: but in like a really bad way. Yeah, and like 831 00:37:24,680 --> 00:37:26,640 Speaker 1: a way where I'm like I had that too, or 832 00:37:26,760 --> 00:37:29,919 Speaker 1: like traumatizing. Yeah, I had like I don't know who 833 00:37:29,960 --> 00:37:31,960 Speaker 1: I am. Like I've had to ask people. 834 00:37:32,800 --> 00:37:37,160 Speaker 3: Ego death or close to ego death experience mine, give me, 835 00:37:37,239 --> 00:37:37,960 Speaker 3: I can't go together? 836 00:37:38,120 --> 00:37:42,719 Speaker 2: Isn't real if you if you no, you can, you can? 837 00:37:43,000 --> 00:37:46,239 Speaker 3: You can you can end that That was that was 838 00:37:46,320 --> 00:37:47,399 Speaker 3: actually that was the. 839 00:37:47,840 --> 00:37:51,879 Speaker 2: Death isn't technically real because if you experienced ego death, 840 00:37:51,960 --> 00:37:55,160 Speaker 2: your ego wouldn't be there to be active after the fact. 841 00:37:55,320 --> 00:37:59,480 Speaker 2: To explain that you had ego death, Well, I came 842 00:37:59,480 --> 00:38:01,920 Speaker 2: out kind of logical, that does make sense. 843 00:38:02,040 --> 00:38:04,560 Speaker 1: I came out with bigger boobs after my psychosis though, 844 00:38:04,680 --> 00:38:08,040 Speaker 1: oh really, yeah, one was heavier than the other. So 845 00:38:08,120 --> 00:38:10,719 Speaker 1: I had to induce myself in psychosis again from weeds 846 00:38:10,760 --> 00:38:13,480 Speaker 1: so that they could even app out. Yeah, they're still 847 00:38:13,480 --> 00:38:14,680 Speaker 1: a little uneven, but like you. 848 00:38:14,640 --> 00:38:22,680 Speaker 3: Know that, that's really cool. But yeah, yeah, sometimes sometimes 849 00:38:22,680 --> 00:38:27,520 Speaker 3: the experience is really like obtuse and really hard to 850 00:38:27,560 --> 00:38:32,080 Speaker 3: like grasp. And sometimes it's very clear, like I had. 851 00:38:31,960 --> 00:38:33,799 Speaker 2: What the universe is trying to tell you to do. 852 00:38:34,120 --> 00:38:39,279 Speaker 3: Yeah, like I had this this really visceral experience of 853 00:38:39,320 --> 00:38:41,400 Speaker 3: like doing it. And then all of a sudden, I 854 00:38:41,400 --> 00:38:44,000 Speaker 3: was just in a room and I was in like 855 00:38:44,040 --> 00:38:48,120 Speaker 3: my childhood bedroom, and I was playing Toontown and I 856 00:38:48,200 --> 00:38:54,080 Speaker 3: was standing behind myself, like playing Toontown like as an adult, 857 00:38:54,600 --> 00:38:55,160 Speaker 3: and I was. 858 00:38:55,120 --> 00:38:58,600 Speaker 2: Like that you should play Tunetown as an adult, and 859 00:38:58,640 --> 00:38:58,960 Speaker 2: I was. 860 00:38:58,920 --> 00:39:00,759 Speaker 3: Like, I need to get back in the tune town 861 00:39:00,880 --> 00:39:03,319 Speaker 3: and you rotted your life. Yeah no, But I was 862 00:39:03,360 --> 00:39:05,560 Speaker 3: just like observing myself as a child and just like 863 00:39:05,600 --> 00:39:07,439 Speaker 3: seeing how much pain I was in. And I think 864 00:39:07,520 --> 00:39:09,960 Speaker 3: like that is kind of like an overarching theme of 865 00:39:10,000 --> 00:39:13,040 Speaker 3: the treatment of just opening yourself up to like a 866 00:39:13,080 --> 00:39:17,960 Speaker 3: sense of empathy towards yourself. If that makes sense. 867 00:39:18,040 --> 00:39:20,000 Speaker 1: Yeah, No, it does make sense, because I think like 868 00:39:20,160 --> 00:39:23,200 Speaker 1: that's why therapy was like good for me. But that's 869 00:39:23,200 --> 00:39:26,120 Speaker 1: obviously a different experience because that's like literally vocalizing it. 870 00:39:26,200 --> 00:39:29,000 Speaker 1: But I think about like, oh, I'm sure being like 871 00:39:29,200 --> 00:39:32,480 Speaker 1: medically induced into this position where you are vulnerable and 872 00:39:32,480 --> 00:39:34,720 Speaker 1: you don't have a choice of being vulnerable with yourself. 873 00:39:35,000 --> 00:39:37,120 Speaker 1: But like when I first started therapy, like I ran 874 00:39:37,160 --> 00:39:39,360 Speaker 1: away from it for like ever, because like being that 875 00:39:39,480 --> 00:39:42,400 Speaker 1: vulnerable and like forcing yourself over those gaps was like 876 00:39:43,160 --> 00:39:45,520 Speaker 1: almost impossible. And then it made it more comfortable to 877 00:39:45,560 --> 00:39:48,080 Speaker 1: be depressed because I was like, well, I don't have 878 00:39:48,120 --> 00:39:50,839 Speaker 1: to like be like really uncomfortable and vulnerable and like 879 00:39:50,960 --> 00:39:52,880 Speaker 1: face all this pain that I have. I can just 880 00:39:52,920 --> 00:39:55,279 Speaker 1: like sulk and be sad and be like I know 881 00:39:55,360 --> 00:39:56,799 Speaker 1: what this feeling is, like I don't care. 882 00:39:57,440 --> 00:40:00,560 Speaker 3: Yeah, I think that's that's when you get re into 883 00:40:00,600 --> 00:40:05,279 Speaker 3: like a cyclical spiral depression where you're like behavior your 884 00:40:05,320 --> 00:40:07,640 Speaker 3: behavior is wrong. So then you're like, life gets kind 885 00:40:07,680 --> 00:40:10,080 Speaker 3: of worse. You're waking up like you're eating shitty, so 886 00:40:10,120 --> 00:40:11,240 Speaker 3: you feel bad about eating shitty. 887 00:40:11,320 --> 00:40:13,360 Speaker 1: Yeah, and it's just like digs you deeper. 888 00:40:13,560 --> 00:40:17,040 Speaker 3: Yeah, when you get really like ten years into that process. 889 00:40:18,239 --> 00:40:20,200 Speaker 3: For me, I didn't know how to get out of it. 890 00:40:20,239 --> 00:40:23,719 Speaker 3: I had no clue. I did the research, but like 891 00:40:24,280 --> 00:40:28,000 Speaker 3: every time the Internet, yeah, this was pre this was 892 00:40:28,080 --> 00:40:29,360 Speaker 3: in the eighties. 893 00:40:30,000 --> 00:40:32,000 Speaker 1: The way that I was kind of like, oh my god. 894 00:40:31,840 --> 00:40:34,399 Speaker 3: It was when you said that, I don't know why. 895 00:40:34,440 --> 00:40:36,360 Speaker 3: I was just like, yeah, it was pre internet. 896 00:40:37,000 --> 00:40:38,840 Speaker 1: It was oh, we're not recording. 897 00:40:39,440 --> 00:40:41,120 Speaker 2: Oh my god, give me with my own joke. 898 00:40:41,800 --> 00:40:44,040 Speaker 1: Eh. 899 00:40:44,080 --> 00:40:46,960 Speaker 2: Look, I just have nothing to add to this conversation. 900 00:40:47,160 --> 00:40:49,239 Speaker 2: So I'm just sitting over here in my own head 901 00:40:49,320 --> 00:40:51,920 Speaker 2: being like, oh my god, like I don't even know 902 00:40:52,400 --> 00:40:55,759 Speaker 2: who I am. So y'all are triggering me. 903 00:40:56,080 --> 00:40:59,520 Speaker 1: Well, I'm sorry that. I'm sorry that our self exploration 904 00:40:59,600 --> 00:41:03,400 Speaker 1: and self growth that we've taken on is harming you. 905 00:41:03,600 --> 00:41:06,359 Speaker 1: Like you're you're just like you're gaslighting us, threatening, Yeah, 906 00:41:06,360 --> 00:41:09,520 Speaker 1: you're gaslighting us. It's feeling bad for feeling good about ourselves. 907 00:41:09,680 --> 00:41:12,040 Speaker 2: I know where both of your families live. 908 00:41:12,640 --> 00:41:15,000 Speaker 1: You could not say my family's address if your life 909 00:41:15,000 --> 00:41:15,840 Speaker 1: depended on it. 910 00:41:15,920 --> 00:41:19,400 Speaker 2: But I know where they live and I am capable. 911 00:41:19,640 --> 00:41:21,960 Speaker 1: Yeah, I'm sure you spent like ten days in Miami. 912 00:41:22,040 --> 00:41:23,239 Speaker 1: You can maybe figure it out. 913 00:41:23,600 --> 00:41:24,320 Speaker 2: I'm a killer. 914 00:41:25,280 --> 00:41:26,080 Speaker 1: The killer is here. 915 00:41:26,239 --> 00:41:29,040 Speaker 2: I'm a killer. You're gonna die soon? 916 00:41:29,239 --> 00:41:31,120 Speaker 1: Do you think you walk out of every academy? 917 00:41:34,080 --> 00:41:36,000 Speaker 3: Drew the other day it was like I had this 918 00:41:36,080 --> 00:41:39,080 Speaker 3: really morbid time. It's really really bad, but I don't 919 00:41:39,080 --> 00:41:42,200 Speaker 3: want to ruin the five And I was like, dude, 920 00:41:42,200 --> 00:41:43,960 Speaker 3: just fucking say it. Got it out of your system, 921 00:41:44,080 --> 00:41:46,600 Speaker 3: like you have to process this like whatever. And he 922 00:41:46,760 --> 00:41:50,279 Speaker 3: was like, our group's so big, and I just feel 923 00:41:50,320 --> 00:41:52,239 Speaker 3: like there's no way that all of us make it. 924 00:41:53,480 --> 00:41:57,040 Speaker 3: I was like, what the fuck? Like we were on 925 00:41:57,080 --> 00:41:59,480 Speaker 3: our way to the aquarium to go look at fish 926 00:41:59,560 --> 00:42:00,640 Speaker 3: and then I'm not kidding. 927 00:42:01,040 --> 00:42:05,200 Speaker 1: I think about that actually all the time, but more 928 00:42:05,239 --> 00:42:07,959 Speaker 1: so recently, I've really felt like I'm gonna die soon, 929 00:42:08,120 --> 00:42:11,120 Speaker 1: like really recently, Like I'm not kidding and I'm not 930 00:42:11,160 --> 00:42:13,920 Speaker 1: being dramatic. Every time I say bye to people, I'm like, oh, 931 00:42:13,920 --> 00:42:15,560 Speaker 1: I got to get in like and I love you 932 00:42:15,640 --> 00:42:18,120 Speaker 1: because like they're gonna remember me. And then I'm like, oh, like, 933 00:42:18,520 --> 00:42:21,400 Speaker 1: I have to like make sure that, like I just 934 00:42:21,440 --> 00:42:22,719 Speaker 1: like say a proper goal. 935 00:42:22,960 --> 00:42:25,040 Speaker 2: Three nights ago, you didn't say I love you before 936 00:42:25,120 --> 00:42:27,000 Speaker 2: bad I always say it. 937 00:42:27,280 --> 00:42:28,240 Speaker 1: I stayed in the hallway. 938 00:42:29,080 --> 00:42:31,440 Speaker 2: Oh yeah, and I did not forget it. 939 00:42:31,480 --> 00:42:33,520 Speaker 1: But also I say good night every year. 940 00:42:33,520 --> 00:42:34,319 Speaker 2: So I didn't say it. 941 00:42:34,400 --> 00:42:36,040 Speaker 1: So do you I know you did it? 942 00:42:36,600 --> 00:42:39,120 Speaker 3: Do you kind of feel like something big is coming? 943 00:42:41,920 --> 00:42:44,560 Speaker 2: Is about to literally coming? 944 00:42:45,160 --> 00:42:47,840 Speaker 3: I figured out what the big thing is. It's me 945 00:42:47,960 --> 00:42:50,080 Speaker 3: being on the podcast. You know it's me. 946 00:42:50,280 --> 00:42:51,719 Speaker 1: Well, I guess it is a big, bad thing. 947 00:42:51,760 --> 00:42:54,120 Speaker 2: So yeah, you're right, the ultimate big thing is me 948 00:42:54,239 --> 00:43:00,400 Speaker 2: heeling over. But if I actually do okay, if I 949 00:43:00,440 --> 00:43:05,200 Speaker 2: do die legitimately, I want a funeral world tour. Have 950 00:43:05,280 --> 00:43:06,320 Speaker 2: I talked about that before? 951 00:43:06,920 --> 00:43:09,280 Speaker 3: What you talked about? 952 00:43:09,280 --> 00:43:12,360 Speaker 2: This in a casket in fly me across the world 953 00:43:12,360 --> 00:43:14,879 Speaker 2: to different stadiums and tour my fucking body. I will 954 00:43:14,960 --> 00:43:16,240 Speaker 2: be the first. 955 00:43:17,680 --> 00:43:20,960 Speaker 1: And we're going across these with him. We're going to Milan. 956 00:43:21,160 --> 00:43:28,080 Speaker 2: Yeah, fashion fucking runway for why. 957 00:43:28,080 --> 00:43:30,960 Speaker 3: Is that giving the same energy as that insane Michael 958 00:43:31,040 --> 00:43:32,040 Speaker 3: Jackson video. 959 00:43:32,160 --> 00:43:36,040 Speaker 1: You know that's me and Drew? Yeah, me and Drew, 960 00:43:36,200 --> 00:43:38,360 Speaker 1: Like we were only going up we only need to 961 00:43:38,480 --> 00:43:41,600 Speaker 1: like we need to just like make enough money off 962 00:43:41,600 --> 00:43:43,759 Speaker 1: of this so that we can become like the most 963 00:43:43,840 --> 00:43:46,360 Speaker 1: like out of world performers ever. Like that's like my 964 00:43:46,520 --> 00:43:49,320 Speaker 1: plan is, like we're gonna do live podcasts, but like 965 00:43:49,400 --> 00:43:51,920 Speaker 1: you're gonna expect us to sit, but we're gonna dance. 966 00:43:52,040 --> 00:43:57,160 Speaker 2: We're gonna be fucking floating above the stage. Legitimately, it's 967 00:43:57,160 --> 00:44:00,279 Speaker 2: gonna be Righteous jim Stones Tour, but like and I'm 968 00:44:00,360 --> 00:44:01,840 Speaker 2: like literally floating. 969 00:44:04,480 --> 00:44:07,680 Speaker 1: But yeah, recently I've been feeling like I'm gonna die. 970 00:44:07,719 --> 00:44:10,200 Speaker 1: I don't know why. I'm just like, you know what 971 00:44:10,280 --> 00:44:12,320 Speaker 1: I think it is. I've been on too many planes recently, 972 00:44:12,360 --> 00:44:14,759 Speaker 1: and I'm like, I'm really upping the chances of me 973 00:44:14,880 --> 00:44:20,640 Speaker 1: being on a fatal flight. And like you think you're funny. 974 00:44:20,680 --> 00:44:23,239 Speaker 1: I've been looking at it the whole time, Yeah, because 975 00:44:23,280 --> 00:44:25,360 Speaker 1: usually I would look at your boner, but it's blocking it. 976 00:44:25,840 --> 00:44:27,200 Speaker 3: You guys saw that. You guys saw that. 977 00:44:27,360 --> 00:44:34,600 Speaker 1: Saw what you also before anybody comments on my outfit, 978 00:44:34,880 --> 00:44:37,320 Speaker 1: like I know everyone is having a key saying I 979 00:44:37,440 --> 00:44:40,600 Speaker 1: look like Catholics, like, but I'm in my Friendly Boys era, 980 00:44:40,800 --> 00:44:41,319 Speaker 1: I'm just like. 981 00:44:43,840 --> 00:44:48,080 Speaker 2: Oh my god, Okay, are you are you chasing pleasure. 982 00:44:49,160 --> 00:44:54,080 Speaker 3: Oh interesting, I'm in the middle. I am probably. I 983 00:44:54,160 --> 00:44:56,160 Speaker 3: think I used to be chasing pleasure a lot more 984 00:44:56,360 --> 00:44:59,239 Speaker 3: thinking that it would bring me peace. But in the 985 00:44:59,320 --> 00:45:02,200 Speaker 3: last like six months, I feel like I've been better 986 00:45:02,239 --> 00:45:06,560 Speaker 3: at evaluating what peace actually is for me. But I'm 987 00:45:06,600 --> 00:45:08,440 Speaker 3: not fully there yet. Like I think I'm like three 988 00:45:08,560 --> 00:45:11,200 Speaker 3: quarters of the way of being like no, not even that, 989 00:45:11,320 --> 00:45:14,320 Speaker 3: I'm like a quarter of the way to actually chasing 990 00:45:14,360 --> 00:45:19,080 Speaker 3: it successfully. But I'm still mostly chasing pleasure chasing peace. 991 00:45:19,600 --> 00:45:22,319 Speaker 2: I double my game plan, y'all know my game plan. 992 00:45:22,640 --> 00:45:24,440 Speaker 1: Yeah, I double them both. I think I need to 993 00:45:24,480 --> 00:45:26,600 Speaker 1: take up more sessions of therapy so that it can 994 00:45:26,640 --> 00:45:28,759 Speaker 1: be closer to piece again, because I haven't been talking 995 00:45:28,800 --> 00:45:29,680 Speaker 1: to my therapists enough. 996 00:45:30,760 --> 00:45:32,880 Speaker 2: The past two weeks were scary for me. But I'm 997 00:45:32,920 --> 00:45:35,480 Speaker 2: coming back around. I'm coming three weeks and I'm coming 998 00:45:35,520 --> 00:45:36,920 Speaker 2: back around three weeks. 999 00:45:37,440 --> 00:45:39,759 Speaker 1: Yeah, Mexico hurt. 1000 00:45:39,840 --> 00:45:43,840 Speaker 2: You just pre Mexico, I just was like in a 1001 00:45:43,920 --> 00:45:47,880 Speaker 2: bad place, oh mentally, I and no one seems to notice. 1002 00:45:48,200 --> 00:45:51,120 Speaker 1: That's the craziest thing about the craziest thing is everybody notices. 1003 00:45:51,200 --> 00:45:52,840 Speaker 1: It's all anybody talking about. 1004 00:45:52,760 --> 00:45:55,200 Speaker 2: When I'm in a bad place. And no one seems 1005 00:45:55,239 --> 00:45:56,960 Speaker 2: to ask Drew, how are you? How are you doing? 1006 00:45:57,000 --> 00:45:59,840 Speaker 2: It's always because can we go here? Can we do this? 1007 00:46:00,080 --> 00:46:02,359 Speaker 2: Is Drew? Can you buy this for me? Both? 1008 00:46:02,840 --> 00:46:04,880 Speaker 1: No one has ever asked you to go anywhere. You 1009 00:46:05,080 --> 00:46:08,399 Speaker 1: don't have a car. Where are you taking anyone to hell? 1010 00:46:08,680 --> 00:46:10,480 Speaker 3: I honestly do you ask her to buy me things 1011 00:46:10,560 --> 00:46:13,320 Speaker 3: all the time? And he does spoil me sometimes. 1012 00:46:13,000 --> 00:46:14,920 Speaker 2: I spoiled them again. I'm getting them a burkey. 1013 00:46:15,480 --> 00:46:19,600 Speaker 1: Yes, you're getting guy of burking back. 1014 00:46:20,440 --> 00:46:23,920 Speaker 2: Baby wants green one green green green bookie. 1015 00:46:24,160 --> 00:46:27,520 Speaker 3: Baby wants a little green burkey inwood bookie. 1016 00:46:27,800 --> 00:46:29,520 Speaker 2: Yeah owl Gato Squint. 1017 00:46:34,760 --> 00:46:35,440 Speaker 3: Still recording. 1018 00:46:37,360 --> 00:46:39,880 Speaker 2: Okay, well this is awkward. 1019 00:46:39,560 --> 00:46:41,840 Speaker 1: Now because you like, why did y'all do that? It 1020 00:46:41,880 --> 00:46:44,359 Speaker 1: went on for so fucking long because it was real. 1021 00:46:45,120 --> 00:46:47,040 Speaker 2: You're fucking jealous of us what we have. 1022 00:46:47,520 --> 00:46:50,440 Speaker 3: You're just you're not in a baby daddy relationship. 1023 00:46:50,640 --> 00:46:52,600 Speaker 1: I don't have anything else to say to you fucking freaks. 1024 00:46:52,600 --> 00:46:53,879 Speaker 1: Oh yeah, I didn't even finish my thought. 1025 00:46:53,920 --> 00:46:56,719 Speaker 2: I'm in podcast has been fifteen minutes long. Like we've 1026 00:46:56,760 --> 00:46:58,440 Speaker 2: been talking for like eight minutes. 1027 00:46:58,239 --> 00:46:59,960 Speaker 1: And every time we like talk on here, I get 1028 00:47:00,040 --> 00:47:01,640 Speaker 1: freak dug because I'm like I can never tell if 1029 00:47:01,680 --> 00:47:04,680 Speaker 1: I'm talking for five minutes or like three hours, but 1030 00:47:04,760 --> 00:47:06,960 Speaker 1: I could go on forever. Oh. Also, we did not 1031 00:47:07,120 --> 00:47:10,080 Speaker 1: watch Being John Malcolmic, like not even like close, like 1032 00:47:10,160 --> 00:47:12,640 Speaker 1: we watched I watched like three other movies and it 1033 00:47:12,760 --> 00:47:15,640 Speaker 1: didn't even cross my mind. But we'll we'll bring it 1034 00:47:15,760 --> 00:47:17,440 Speaker 1: up next week, and then next week we'll be like, 1035 00:47:17,480 --> 00:47:18,480 Speaker 1: oh my god, we still haven't watch it. 1036 00:47:18,520 --> 00:47:20,879 Speaker 2: Sorry, like it's just such a hard movie to watch. 1037 00:47:20,920 --> 00:47:24,600 Speaker 2: And Wrequiem for a Dream is Yeah, I have I. 1038 00:47:24,640 --> 00:47:25,400 Speaker 3: Have some notes. 1039 00:47:26,120 --> 00:47:27,440 Speaker 2: Okauly, your time. 1040 00:47:27,400 --> 00:47:29,080 Speaker 1: Is on camera, so you better have You don't have 1041 00:47:29,239 --> 00:47:30,160 Speaker 1: like sex coming up? 1042 00:47:30,680 --> 00:47:33,200 Speaker 3: I don't have. I don't have sex on my phone 1043 00:47:33,280 --> 00:47:35,360 Speaker 3: right now? Do you think I have like porn on 1044 00:47:35,480 --> 00:47:36,720 Speaker 3: my phone during the podcast? 1045 00:47:37,320 --> 00:47:37,560 Speaker 4: Yeah? 1046 00:47:38,320 --> 00:47:42,160 Speaker 3: Yeah, okay, I have a note that says we have 1047 00:47:42,360 --> 00:47:44,920 Speaker 3: Jester's privilege. Do you guys know what that is? Oh? 1048 00:47:45,000 --> 00:47:50,360 Speaker 2: Yeah, where you can like our friend Jester nor you 1049 00:47:50,400 --> 00:47:54,120 Speaker 2: can say and then get away with it because no 1050 00:47:54,200 --> 00:47:56,200 Speaker 2: one cares what you're saying, because you've never said in 1051 00:47:56,280 --> 00:47:56,600 Speaker 2: your life. 1052 00:47:56,800 --> 00:47:58,840 Speaker 1: I say real things all the time on this podcast. 1053 00:47:59,040 --> 00:48:02,799 Speaker 1: I'm saying important. I'm serving politics, I'm serving news, I'm 1054 00:48:02,800 --> 00:48:04,080 Speaker 1: serving That's a good joke. 1055 00:48:04,120 --> 00:48:06,880 Speaker 3: That's a good joke because she's always, she's always. 1056 00:48:07,680 --> 00:48:09,600 Speaker 1: That's it for your note. 1057 00:48:10,120 --> 00:48:14,239 Speaker 3: No, I have I have other ones, Drew. When are 1058 00:48:14,280 --> 00:48:15,120 Speaker 3: you gonna let me hit? 1059 00:48:15,480 --> 00:48:17,759 Speaker 1: Oh my god, baby. 1060 00:48:19,160 --> 00:48:20,040 Speaker 3: After this? 1061 00:48:21,040 --> 00:48:23,479 Speaker 2: Maybe not after Oh my god. 1062 00:48:23,560 --> 00:48:26,360 Speaker 3: I actually love it when you play games with me. 1063 00:48:26,600 --> 00:48:28,520 Speaker 3: Maybe sometimes I come over and I just feel like 1064 00:48:28,719 --> 00:48:30,840 Speaker 3: I'm a little ball of yarn and you're like a 1065 00:48:30,920 --> 00:48:32,800 Speaker 3: cat and you're just like pawing me around. 1066 00:48:33,000 --> 00:48:36,920 Speaker 2: Yeah no, that's ex exactly what's happening. I mean, buy 1067 00:48:37,000 --> 00:48:38,759 Speaker 2: me something nice, Okay, treat me. 1068 00:48:38,840 --> 00:48:43,399 Speaker 3: I'll buy you something. I'll buy you some ethereum eth. Yeah. 1069 00:48:48,280 --> 00:48:50,600 Speaker 1: So oh I'm sorry. Yeah, let me fucking let me. 1070 00:48:51,040 --> 00:48:53,719 Speaker 1: Let me say something. Y'all are literally sexting. You're being 1071 00:48:53,760 --> 00:48:57,239 Speaker 1: fucking sluts on camera, Like, get a grip, have some 1072 00:48:57,280 --> 00:48:57,840 Speaker 1: self respect. 1073 00:48:57,920 --> 00:48:59,880 Speaker 2: You're both going to Jealousy is coming out, girl, This 1074 00:49:00,000 --> 00:49:02,600 Speaker 2: polyamorous relationship is not gonna work if you keep getting 1075 00:49:02,640 --> 00:49:03,120 Speaker 2: jealous of me. 1076 00:49:03,160 --> 00:49:04,800 Speaker 1: I don't give a fuck. I actually don't give a 1077 00:49:04,840 --> 00:49:06,400 Speaker 1: fuck about that. Break Up with me, Oh, break up 1078 00:49:06,440 --> 00:49:07,880 Speaker 1: with me, break up with me. You're not gonna do it, 1079 00:49:07,960 --> 00:49:08,439 Speaker 1: fuck you bitch. 1080 00:49:08,640 --> 00:49:09,680 Speaker 2: Okay, Yeah, we're dying. 1081 00:49:09,760 --> 00:49:14,200 Speaker 3: We're dumb. Okay, that's relationship is now a. 1082 00:49:14,239 --> 00:49:16,200 Speaker 1: Monogamous if I if I ever get broken up with 1083 00:49:16,280 --> 00:49:18,160 Speaker 1: I've said this before, but like, I'm gonna just keep 1084 00:49:18,200 --> 00:49:20,759 Speaker 1: playing the motherfucker just despite them, like break up with me, 1085 00:49:20,880 --> 00:49:22,719 Speaker 1: like I'm gonna lie, Like I'm literally gonna lie and 1086 00:49:22,719 --> 00:49:24,239 Speaker 1: make you look like a cheeter sod. You want to 1087 00:49:24,239 --> 00:49:25,759 Speaker 1: break up with me? And you know what's funny is 1088 00:49:25,880 --> 00:49:29,640 Speaker 1: I always get dumped, Like I'm always the dumpy. I'm 1089 00:49:29,680 --> 00:49:32,520 Speaker 1: always getting dumped. Yeah, I don't. I've never broken up 1090 00:49:32,520 --> 00:49:36,080 Speaker 1: with somebody like I always get dumped. Really, it's probably 1091 00:49:36,120 --> 00:49:38,600 Speaker 1: because I'm just so good in every person who dates me. 1092 00:49:38,640 --> 00:49:40,200 Speaker 2: It's like, oh my gosh, oh you are the common 1093 00:49:40,239 --> 00:49:41,600 Speaker 2: denominator in that situation. 1094 00:49:41,800 --> 00:49:45,000 Speaker 3: That's very surprising. I wouldn't have assumed that that. 1095 00:49:45,120 --> 00:49:48,239 Speaker 2: She gets dumb. Oh I get dumb is like in 1096 00:49:48,360 --> 00:49:50,879 Speaker 2: love and will like stick out a toxic relationship until 1097 00:49:50,880 --> 00:49:51,359 Speaker 2: the end of time. 1098 00:49:51,400 --> 00:49:53,520 Speaker 1: If she had, I'm like, I can fix you, go back, 1099 00:49:55,040 --> 00:49:55,960 Speaker 1: you can fix us. 1100 00:49:58,239 --> 00:49:59,680 Speaker 2: Are you not begging for us to come back? 1101 00:50:00,160 --> 00:50:02,759 Speaker 1: Yeah, because y'all are fucking sluts and you'll be here 1102 00:50:02,840 --> 00:50:04,959 Speaker 1: no matter what I could. I could fucking do whatever 1103 00:50:05,000 --> 00:50:05,279 Speaker 1: I want. 1104 00:50:05,320 --> 00:50:06,640 Speaker 3: To y'all ran through. 1105 00:50:07,120 --> 00:50:09,040 Speaker 1: Yeah, y'aller ran through your sluts. 1106 00:50:09,280 --> 00:50:12,920 Speaker 2: I am ran through and I run through. 1107 00:50:14,400 --> 00:50:17,800 Speaker 1: I run through meadows and I pray to Jesus and 1108 00:50:17,920 --> 00:50:19,920 Speaker 1: I with your other notes, you had like twenty there, 1109 00:50:21,000 --> 00:50:23,839 Speaker 1: and he's like, insecure, I'm not gonna lie. 1110 00:50:23,840 --> 00:50:25,359 Speaker 3: I've been No, I don't want you to read them 1111 00:50:25,360 --> 00:50:26,879 Speaker 3: because I feel like they're kind of dope. 1112 00:50:26,960 --> 00:50:28,480 Speaker 1: I'll read them. No, I won't make fun of you. 1113 00:50:30,160 --> 00:50:35,920 Speaker 3: Okay, okay. Before Google, it really meant something to know something, 1114 00:50:36,719 --> 00:50:39,880 Speaker 3: Like before you could google something, it was actually like 1115 00:50:39,920 --> 00:50:42,600 Speaker 3: if somebody had a piece of knowledge about like whatever, 1116 00:50:42,760 --> 00:50:46,200 Speaker 3: like for example, in a style of like knitting, like that, 1117 00:50:46,400 --> 00:50:48,720 Speaker 3: you really had to go and seek out that person. 1118 00:50:48,960 --> 00:50:50,480 Speaker 1: And now you could just watch you TikTok and like 1119 00:50:50,800 --> 00:50:51,759 Speaker 1: seconds and like. 1120 00:50:51,840 --> 00:50:55,240 Speaker 3: There used to really be a wait in having knowledge 1121 00:50:55,360 --> 00:50:57,239 Speaker 3: and like passing that on to somebody else, And now 1122 00:50:57,320 --> 00:50:58,000 Speaker 3: that's like gone. 1123 00:50:58,239 --> 00:51:00,800 Speaker 2: Yeah, I feel the burden of that leaving because I 1124 00:51:00,880 --> 00:51:05,880 Speaker 2: am the last with the knowledge to get I'm like Google, 1125 00:51:06,239 --> 00:51:13,600 Speaker 2: if it was personified, Google personified, that's me, girl. There's 1126 00:51:13,640 --> 00:51:16,360 Speaker 2: a photo. There's a doppelganger of me as a shaman. 1127 00:51:16,440 --> 00:51:18,760 Speaker 2: It's the scariest thing I've ever seen, Well insert it now. 1128 00:51:19,320 --> 00:51:22,160 Speaker 1: There's a doppelganger of me, but it's just every other 1129 00:51:22,280 --> 00:51:25,640 Speaker 1: Latina girl with like a wider face and brown eyes 1130 00:51:26,719 --> 00:51:29,759 Speaker 1: is my doppelganger. Like, I also look like every girl 1131 00:51:29,840 --> 00:51:32,560 Speaker 1: on the internet. You look like every other bitch. I 1132 00:51:32,800 --> 00:51:34,399 Speaker 1: literally do girl. 1133 00:51:34,480 --> 00:51:37,239 Speaker 2: Someone called me the default human and actually fucked me 1134 00:51:37,400 --> 00:51:38,560 Speaker 2: up for like three weeks. 1135 00:51:38,880 --> 00:51:42,880 Speaker 3: Oh. One of the best roasts I've ever received is 1136 00:51:43,560 --> 00:51:45,239 Speaker 3: I had some guys say that I look like a 1137 00:51:45,320 --> 00:51:46,360 Speaker 3: default Sims character. 1138 00:51:47,440 --> 00:51:49,680 Speaker 2: I really doing. 1139 00:51:50,120 --> 00:51:51,839 Speaker 3: It hit me pretty hard, and then. 1140 00:51:51,800 --> 00:51:54,360 Speaker 1: Somebody was like, it's not many people look like default Sims, 1141 00:51:54,360 --> 00:51:55,240 Speaker 1: So you're kind of winning. 1142 00:51:55,600 --> 00:52:00,400 Speaker 2: What the hell were we fucking talking about? Yeah, me 1143 00:52:00,560 --> 00:52:02,040 Speaker 2: being a fucking book of knowledge, And. 1144 00:52:02,280 --> 00:52:04,279 Speaker 1: I was gonna have a fucking serious comment on that. 1145 00:52:04,880 --> 00:52:08,160 Speaker 3: No, no, no, we can bring it back. Let's circle back. 1146 00:52:08,680 --> 00:52:11,719 Speaker 1: But like, actually, also, I feel like now because like 1147 00:52:12,800 --> 00:52:15,919 Speaker 1: like knowledge like that is so attainable that more people 1148 00:52:16,000 --> 00:52:18,279 Speaker 1: are just like making a competition to know how to 1149 00:52:18,400 --> 00:52:21,200 Speaker 1: do random shit of like, oh I I also I 1150 00:52:21,280 --> 00:52:22,560 Speaker 1: know how to do this, this and that, And it's 1151 00:52:22,600 --> 00:52:25,600 Speaker 1: like nobody is really like catering to one thing and 1152 00:52:25,760 --> 00:52:32,000 Speaker 1: perfecting one simple craft. Instead, people are like, oh, like 1153 00:52:32,360 --> 00:52:34,719 Speaker 1: it's like quantity over quality now, Like I feel like 1154 00:52:34,760 --> 00:52:36,400 Speaker 1: that's a huge thing. It's like, oh, I do this, 1155 00:52:36,520 --> 00:52:37,880 Speaker 1: and I also do this, and I also do this, 1156 00:52:38,000 --> 00:52:40,080 Speaker 1: and it's like what happened to the good old days 1157 00:52:40,080 --> 00:52:42,480 Speaker 1: of everybody putting themselves in a box and staying in 1158 00:52:42,600 --> 00:52:46,000 Speaker 1: that box? Yeah, I feel like that's all I sound 1159 00:52:46,040 --> 00:52:48,560 Speaker 1: on this fucking podcast, Like what happened to the good 1160 00:52:48,560 --> 00:52:50,600 Speaker 1: old days of people not believing in themselves and just 1161 00:52:50,680 --> 00:52:51,239 Speaker 1: like shutting up? 1162 00:52:51,920 --> 00:52:54,480 Speaker 3: Like the one guy one jar or yeah, the one 1163 00:52:54,520 --> 00:52:57,640 Speaker 3: guy one jar guy, he only did that, Yeah, and 1164 00:52:57,760 --> 00:52:58,359 Speaker 3: he was good. 1165 00:52:58,960 --> 00:53:00,440 Speaker 1: And the girl who at the tampon she ate her 1166 00:53:00,480 --> 00:53:01,279 Speaker 1: fucking tampon and. 1167 00:53:01,600 --> 00:53:07,520 Speaker 3: Yeah, left. I am guilty of that though, because I've tampon. No, no, no, 1168 00:53:07,640 --> 00:53:09,840 Speaker 3: It's like doing a lot of things because I do 1169 00:53:10,000 --> 00:53:12,800 Speaker 3: like rendering three D rendering music production. 1170 00:53:13,840 --> 00:53:16,040 Speaker 1: But that's all like nerd ship on the computer, like 1171 00:53:17,160 --> 00:53:17,759 Speaker 1: you're keeping it. 1172 00:53:18,600 --> 00:53:22,400 Speaker 2: I'm just addicted to slang. Yeah, honestly, I. 1173 00:53:22,520 --> 00:53:25,040 Speaker 1: Am a serbaholic. Like it's actually like I talked to 1174 00:53:25,160 --> 00:53:27,520 Speaker 1: my therapists all the time, you know what it is. 1175 00:53:27,640 --> 00:53:29,560 Speaker 2: I auditioned, you know what I mean, And I actually 1176 00:53:29,560 --> 00:53:31,160 Speaker 2: do want to take the micro quick, just to talk 1177 00:53:31,160 --> 00:53:36,719 Speaker 2: about it. I can't leave the house without serving the 1178 00:53:36,880 --> 00:53:38,680 Speaker 2: boots holding the house. 1179 00:53:38,880 --> 00:53:40,400 Speaker 3: Oh really, yeah, it's. 1180 00:53:40,400 --> 00:53:42,480 Speaker 1: You're serving the boots and the house while you're leaving 1181 00:53:42,480 --> 00:53:42,759 Speaker 1: the house. 1182 00:53:43,080 --> 00:53:45,279 Speaker 3: True. Is that hard? Is that hard for you? No? 1183 00:53:45,560 --> 00:53:48,120 Speaker 2: I mean it's not easy. I wouldn't say it's. 1184 00:53:48,600 --> 00:53:50,040 Speaker 3: No, I'm sure that's not easy. 1185 00:53:50,280 --> 00:53:53,440 Speaker 2: Yeah, it's like really actually really fucking difficult to be 1186 00:53:53,560 --> 00:53:55,920 Speaker 2: addicted to serving, Like could you imagine? 1187 00:53:56,160 --> 00:53:58,760 Speaker 1: No, Yeah, you know what it is is, I've personally 1188 00:53:58,880 --> 00:54:01,960 Speaker 1: dedicated my life to the sleigh, and every now and 1189 00:54:02,080 --> 00:54:04,880 Speaker 1: then I find like some like sometime to squeeze in 1190 00:54:04,960 --> 00:54:07,799 Speaker 1: a serve. Like I'm committed to the sleigh. Every day 1191 00:54:07,840 --> 00:54:11,239 Speaker 1: I do have to slay, whether that be like in 1192 00:54:11,360 --> 00:54:15,680 Speaker 1: a serve degree or not. But sometimes yeah, I at night, 1193 00:54:15,760 --> 00:54:17,160 Speaker 1: I'm like, you know what, it's my time to go 1194 00:54:17,360 --> 00:54:17,800 Speaker 1: and serve. 1195 00:54:20,920 --> 00:54:25,040 Speaker 2: Serving to the degree of sleigh. Yeah, to the to 1196 00:54:25,160 --> 00:54:27,359 Speaker 2: the power of sleigh. It's given. 1197 00:54:27,480 --> 00:54:29,520 Speaker 1: Sometimes I look at you and like, I I like 1198 00:54:29,880 --> 00:54:32,000 Speaker 1: refuse to believe that you're like a human who's made 1199 00:54:32,000 --> 00:54:32,400 Speaker 1: it this far. 1200 00:54:32,800 --> 00:54:34,799 Speaker 2: Sometimes I genuinely look at you and I'm like, wait, 1201 00:54:34,880 --> 00:54:35,879 Speaker 2: that's like enough life. 1202 00:54:35,920 --> 00:54:37,320 Speaker 3: What do you guys think when you look at me? 1203 00:54:37,800 --> 00:54:38,600 Speaker 3: What do you guys think when you. 1204 00:54:38,640 --> 00:54:39,800 Speaker 1: Look absolutely nothing? 1205 00:54:40,040 --> 00:54:44,000 Speaker 2: I want to feel your rock heart muscles and just 1206 00:54:44,160 --> 00:54:46,320 Speaker 2: like just hold you sometimes. 1207 00:54:46,719 --> 00:54:48,480 Speaker 3: Really yeah, I think you need to. 1208 00:54:48,480 --> 00:54:48,920 Speaker 2: Be held some. 1209 00:54:51,080 --> 00:54:53,560 Speaker 1: We've we've both held given Kay a little hold. 1210 00:54:53,920 --> 00:54:55,920 Speaker 3: Ye not enough, but it could be more. 1211 00:54:56,000 --> 00:54:59,560 Speaker 1: Okay, we're not dating you free find a partner for that. 1212 00:54:59,680 --> 00:55:00,279 Speaker 2: Kai No. 1213 00:55:00,480 --> 00:55:02,520 Speaker 1: Literally me to Drew yesterday we were watching a movie 1214 00:55:02,600 --> 00:55:04,960 Speaker 1: and like this, like a person in the movie was 1215 00:55:05,000 --> 00:55:06,520 Speaker 1: getting like a lot of affection and Drew was like, 1216 00:55:06,600 --> 00:55:08,080 Speaker 1: why don't y'all do that to me? And I was like, bitch, 1217 00:55:08,080 --> 00:55:11,040 Speaker 1: because that's a partner's job, Like go get a partner. Oh, 1218 00:55:13,600 --> 00:55:15,520 Speaker 1: this is super dismissive of you, because it's like a 1219 00:55:15,560 --> 00:55:17,279 Speaker 1: sweet thing I'm saying to Drew. And I do love 1220 00:55:17,320 --> 00:55:18,520 Speaker 1: you and I don't want you to forget that I 1221 00:55:18,600 --> 00:55:20,800 Speaker 1: do love you. But all the time I think about this, 1222 00:55:21,280 --> 00:55:23,800 Speaker 1: like Drew is like my forever partner, Like does that 1223 00:55:23,880 --> 00:55:26,680 Speaker 1: make sense? Like I'm not kidding it, like I believe 1224 00:55:26,719 --> 00:55:30,080 Speaker 1: that because I was really really like for like serious, 1225 00:55:30,320 --> 00:55:32,680 Speaker 1: thinking about like moving to New York and how like 1226 00:55:33,080 --> 00:55:34,600 Speaker 1: much I want to do that, But I was like 1227 00:55:34,760 --> 00:55:38,680 Speaker 1: I cannot see myself like not living within the circumfence 1228 00:55:38,719 --> 00:55:39,040 Speaker 1: of Drew. 1229 00:55:39,400 --> 00:55:41,600 Speaker 2: Girl. We'll figure it out, We'll figure. 1230 00:55:41,360 --> 00:55:43,160 Speaker 1: It out, We'll figure it out, we will figure it 1231 00:55:43,239 --> 00:55:43,799 Speaker 1: outther out. 1232 00:55:44,040 --> 00:55:47,280 Speaker 2: But no, genuinely, I actually do believe that we're forever 1233 00:55:47,880 --> 00:55:50,279 Speaker 2: together no matter what we're in this I know, I 1234 00:55:50,360 --> 00:55:53,399 Speaker 2: think like on our own, we're not capable of doing 1235 00:55:53,480 --> 00:55:56,200 Speaker 2: this life, and we need each other as support as 1236 00:55:56,280 --> 00:55:57,400 Speaker 2: I think everybody needs. 1237 00:55:57,760 --> 00:55:59,920 Speaker 1: Everybody needs their support. But like, I'm like, do you 1238 00:56:00,120 --> 00:56:03,920 Speaker 1: have get this is We've known each other for almost 1239 00:56:04,000 --> 00:56:08,160 Speaker 1: eight for eight years psycho, but I was thinking about 1240 00:56:08,160 --> 00:56:09,800 Speaker 1: that day. I was like, oh my god, no, because 1241 00:56:09,840 --> 00:56:12,799 Speaker 1: Drew's like Drew and Oriyan Like when I think about 1242 00:56:12,840 --> 00:56:15,040 Speaker 1: like my like really like deep future, I'm like, oh 1243 00:56:15,080 --> 00:56:16,600 Speaker 1: my god, Like these are people who I'm going to 1244 00:56:16,640 --> 00:56:17,640 Speaker 1: be like an old hag. 1245 00:56:17,719 --> 00:56:19,440 Speaker 2: We're going to be raising our kids together. 1246 00:56:19,800 --> 00:56:23,200 Speaker 1: And then Ki will like, well, you don't have that 1247 00:56:23,320 --> 00:56:25,719 Speaker 1: much left, you don't have that much time left. Kyle. 1248 00:56:26,280 --> 00:56:29,759 Speaker 2: Oh Ryan proposed a very interesting idea last night that 1249 00:56:29,960 --> 00:56:33,160 Speaker 2: actually I was like, hmm. She was like, I'm not 1250 00:56:33,640 --> 00:56:35,759 Speaker 2: so let's just have one baby and we all raise 1251 00:56:35,840 --> 00:56:36,200 Speaker 2: it together. 1252 00:56:36,280 --> 00:56:38,479 Speaker 1: Oh Ryan would fucking take the baby and run away, 1253 00:56:38,680 --> 00:56:41,239 Speaker 1: like I would not let us take that baby. We'd 1254 00:56:41,239 --> 00:56:43,080 Speaker 1: put that baby in the wrong shirt and Ryan would 1255 00:56:43,120 --> 00:56:46,520 Speaker 1: be so pissed you put it in a five absolutely color. 1256 00:56:46,719 --> 00:56:48,120 Speaker 1: If we put it in a two shirt. 1257 00:56:48,840 --> 00:56:49,040 Speaker 3: Give me. 1258 00:56:49,640 --> 00:56:51,399 Speaker 2: We put it in a gap shirt and she runs, 1259 00:56:51,520 --> 00:56:52,719 Speaker 2: she hits us. 1260 00:56:53,600 --> 00:56:57,080 Speaker 3: You know, I've known Drew. I've known you for I 1261 00:56:57,200 --> 00:57:00,920 Speaker 3: think two or three years now three mm hmm, So 1262 00:57:01,160 --> 00:57:05,160 Speaker 3: that's like a long time. And maybe I also you 1263 00:57:05,239 --> 00:57:05,520 Speaker 3: will be. 1264 00:57:05,920 --> 00:57:09,399 Speaker 1: Competing, you will be in our life for a long time. 1265 00:57:09,640 --> 00:57:13,920 Speaker 1: But I mean like like it's a very like it's 1266 00:57:13,960 --> 00:57:17,080 Speaker 1: like an integral like almost it's like a very animalistic 1267 00:57:17,240 --> 00:57:18,440 Speaker 1: like love that I have. 1268 00:57:18,640 --> 00:57:20,520 Speaker 2: For Drew, where I'm like, this is like it's like 1269 00:57:20,600 --> 00:57:21,120 Speaker 2: a protection. 1270 00:57:21,440 --> 00:57:23,280 Speaker 1: Like I think if someone hit me over the head, 1271 00:57:23,400 --> 00:57:25,720 Speaker 1: like I would still recognize Drew. Like if someone hit 1272 00:57:25,760 --> 00:57:27,640 Speaker 1: me over the head, it'd be like Drew and like 1273 00:57:27,720 --> 00:57:29,960 Speaker 1: my family and maybe like two other people who like 1274 00:57:30,000 --> 00:57:31,360 Speaker 1: if you put them in front of me, I'd be like, oh, 1275 00:57:31,480 --> 00:57:33,160 Speaker 1: like I remember. And if you start singing to me 1276 00:57:33,240 --> 00:57:42,440 Speaker 1: like in Cocoa, I remember, dude. 1277 00:57:42,240 --> 00:57:46,440 Speaker 2: That being clipped is the most hor And everyone's like, 1278 00:57:46,480 --> 00:57:48,080 Speaker 2: what the fuck is this cracker saying? 1279 00:57:49,360 --> 00:57:50,640 Speaker 3: I'm sure, I'll find my person. 1280 00:57:51,320 --> 00:57:57,840 Speaker 2: You you have that, Yeah, you've found you have a 1281 00:57:57,920 --> 00:57:59,120 Speaker 2: place in our life forever. 1282 00:57:59,600 --> 00:58:03,120 Speaker 1: Yeah you, I honestly and if you, if you tend 1283 00:58:03,160 --> 00:58:03,440 Speaker 1: to it. 1284 00:58:03,880 --> 00:58:08,040 Speaker 3: To tie all of this together, I honestly do feel 1285 00:58:08,080 --> 00:58:13,560 Speaker 3: like so much of being a depressed little boy was 1286 00:58:13,760 --> 00:58:16,520 Speaker 3: like me being shut down and feeling like really sad 1287 00:58:16,560 --> 00:58:19,680 Speaker 3: that I wasn't going to find people that I was like, 1288 00:58:20,080 --> 00:58:22,320 Speaker 3: I wasn't gonna find that like really solid core group 1289 00:58:22,360 --> 00:58:24,640 Speaker 3: of friends. And I have like really great friends that 1290 00:58:24,680 --> 00:58:29,800 Speaker 3: I've made. But I do feel like part of like 1291 00:58:29,960 --> 00:58:33,520 Speaker 3: getting better allowed me to like open up and like 1292 00:58:33,880 --> 00:58:37,240 Speaker 3: at that party, talk to you guys, and I feel 1293 00:58:37,480 --> 00:58:41,400 Speaker 3: very fucking lucky because, on a very real note, I 1294 00:58:41,520 --> 00:58:45,560 Speaker 3: love you guys, and I do feel very lucky. 1295 00:58:45,880 --> 00:58:51,400 Speaker 2: We love you, We love you to Okay, I'll take. 1296 00:58:51,320 --> 00:58:53,920 Speaker 1: The foot, You'll take his fucking platform shoes anywhere so 1297 00:58:53,960 --> 00:58:54,640 Speaker 1: he can be taller. 1298 00:58:54,960 --> 00:58:58,360 Speaker 3: These aren't I'm actually done. I'm fucking done with you. 1299 00:58:58,400 --> 00:59:02,160 Speaker 1: You're not done, old, You're done. This is this is 1300 00:59:02,200 --> 00:59:02,840 Speaker 1: what friends are for. 1301 00:59:03,200 --> 00:59:06,520 Speaker 2: You're trapped, You're here forever. That's the thing is is 1302 00:59:06,640 --> 00:59:09,200 Speaker 2: like from the outside, like the rest of people in 1303 00:59:09,280 --> 00:59:11,640 Speaker 2: Los Angeles probably see us as a literal fucking cult, 1304 00:59:11,800 --> 00:59:13,960 Speaker 2: like we're I feel like we're scary to other people. 1305 00:59:15,800 --> 00:59:18,640 Speaker 1: It's just, you know what, we found love in a 1306 00:59:18,720 --> 00:59:19,720 Speaker 1: hopeless place. 1307 00:59:19,600 --> 00:59:20,560 Speaker 2: And we stayed there. 1308 00:59:21,480 --> 00:59:22,280 Speaker 1: But are. 1309 00:59:25,280 --> 00:59:26,600 Speaker 2: No I did. I wrote that. 1310 00:59:27,320 --> 00:59:31,520 Speaker 1: Sorry Dreus in his delusional phase because he's withdrawing, he's 1311 00:59:31,640 --> 00:59:32,560 Speaker 1: seeing things. 1312 00:59:34,920 --> 00:59:36,560 Speaker 3: All right, guys, you want to do media of the week. 1313 00:59:36,960 --> 00:59:40,560 Speaker 3: I've always wanted to say that. How long have we 1314 00:59:40,680 --> 00:59:40,960 Speaker 3: been going? 1315 00:59:41,320 --> 00:59:43,200 Speaker 2: I feel like we've been going for like eight minutes. 1316 00:59:46,760 --> 00:59:48,360 Speaker 2: Do you do you want to do media? You have 1317 00:59:48,440 --> 00:59:49,080 Speaker 2: media prepared? 1318 00:59:50,720 --> 00:59:52,959 Speaker 3: No, but I will. I'll prepare while you guys do yours. 1319 00:59:53,520 --> 00:59:54,080 Speaker 1: I want it. 1320 00:59:54,520 --> 00:59:58,560 Speaker 2: I want it. Okay, I'll go, I'll go go. 1321 00:59:58,720 --> 00:59:58,959 Speaker 1: Okay. 1322 01:00:00,040 --> 01:00:06,600 Speaker 2: Movie Media was the movie totally. We watched it last night. Um, 1323 01:00:07,600 --> 01:00:11,720 Speaker 2: I really really enjoyed that movie. I could have done 1324 01:00:11,760 --> 01:00:15,880 Speaker 2: without all the weird mermaid shit, but literally, I've never 1325 01:00:16,040 --> 01:00:20,400 Speaker 2: rooted for sex to happen in a movie so much 1326 01:00:20,440 --> 01:00:21,080 Speaker 2: of my entire. 1327 01:00:21,160 --> 01:00:23,400 Speaker 1: Watching that movie made me realize how fucking corny I am. 1328 01:00:23,440 --> 01:00:25,280 Speaker 1: Because that's the second piece of media that I've watched 1329 01:00:25,280 --> 01:00:27,720 Speaker 1: that I'm like really like pushing this narrative of like 1330 01:00:28,080 --> 01:00:31,080 Speaker 1: seeing people have sex, like in that Euphoria episode when 1331 01:00:31,080 --> 01:00:32,720 Speaker 1: they were in the hot tub and Shot. Okay, they 1332 01:00:32,720 --> 01:00:35,520 Speaker 1: were in a hot tub with Shot playing like are 1333 01:00:35,600 --> 01:00:38,720 Speaker 1: y'all knocking about? You're oh, you're knocking about? 1334 01:00:39,200 --> 01:00:40,960 Speaker 2: Like our bronzins weren't gonna vibrate. 1335 01:00:41,080 --> 01:00:43,680 Speaker 1: Yeah, my bronzon was literally like sounding the alarm and 1336 01:00:43,800 --> 01:00:46,760 Speaker 1: like Hooter. The nerves were banging out my clips, so 1337 01:00:46,880 --> 01:00:47,440 Speaker 1: it was thumping. 1338 01:00:47,480 --> 01:00:52,400 Speaker 2: It was like girl the Cooter Bronson. Okay, my music 1339 01:00:52,640 --> 01:00:55,360 Speaker 2: of the week is Buttons VI Sia. 1340 01:00:56,560 --> 01:01:01,120 Speaker 1: You got me pushing imaginary school children stuff away from me. 1341 01:01:03,400 --> 01:01:05,120 Speaker 3: I'm sorry that sounded so good. 1342 01:01:05,400 --> 01:01:08,040 Speaker 2: Continue that was actually my song, and I tricked you 1343 01:01:08,120 --> 01:01:10,720 Speaker 2: into believing it was a song to a song, it's 1344 01:01:10,760 --> 01:01:15,160 Speaker 2: like a really like infamous a song infamous it was. 1345 01:01:15,320 --> 01:01:16,720 Speaker 2: It's a famous song. 1346 01:01:17,000 --> 01:01:17,920 Speaker 1: It was infamous. 1347 01:01:20,760 --> 01:01:23,200 Speaker 3: It's like when you're famous, but it's not for bad reason. 1348 01:01:23,360 --> 01:01:25,200 Speaker 1: Oh I always say infamous. 1349 01:01:25,560 --> 01:01:30,080 Speaker 2: Uh less talk more rock by Freeze pop classic, that's 1350 01:01:30,120 --> 01:01:33,560 Speaker 2: a classic. And then yeah yeah by Body Rocks. 1351 01:01:33,920 --> 01:01:36,920 Speaker 3: Okay, I was listening to that my. 1352 01:01:36,960 --> 01:01:40,080 Speaker 2: Indie slee ship. Yeah, I'm sleezed out. 1353 01:01:41,200 --> 01:01:45,000 Speaker 1: Well. My media of the week is for a movie 1354 01:01:45,200 --> 01:01:49,280 Speaker 1: Jackass Forever. Watching that literally made me so fucking happy 1355 01:01:49,360 --> 01:01:51,080 Speaker 1: we did it. Like, we didn't talk about this in 1356 01:01:51,120 --> 01:01:52,960 Speaker 1: the last episode, right, No, because we hadn't seen it 1357 01:01:53,080 --> 01:01:55,160 Speaker 1: yet when we did the last episode, I don't know, 1358 01:01:55,200 --> 01:01:56,760 Speaker 1: because we saw the movie on Friday, so we did 1359 01:01:56,840 --> 01:02:01,240 Speaker 1: not talk about it. But I seeing that movie literally 1360 01:02:01,280 --> 01:02:03,240 Speaker 1: made me so happy. We watch it with like a 1361 01:02:03,280 --> 01:02:05,760 Speaker 1: bunch of friends, and it literally was just like so 1362 01:02:06,040 --> 01:02:09,760 Speaker 1: fucking awesome, Like and seeing just like footage of like 1363 01:02:09,880 --> 01:02:12,040 Speaker 1: them when they were younger and like Jackass was such 1364 01:02:12,080 --> 01:02:14,800 Speaker 1: a big part of my childhood and I like have 1365 01:02:15,080 --> 01:02:17,680 Speaker 1: such a parasocial relationship to all of them, like I 1366 01:02:17,880 --> 01:02:22,160 Speaker 1: love all of them so fucking much. It really, yeah, 1367 01:02:22,280 --> 01:02:24,480 Speaker 1: really made me super fucking happy. And like the old 1368 01:02:24,560 --> 01:02:27,200 Speaker 1: footage inspiring too, Yeah, I was super inspiring. It was 1369 01:02:27,280 --> 01:02:28,760 Speaker 1: just like when you have a friend group who you 1370 01:02:28,880 --> 01:02:31,520 Speaker 1: like really love and like you like making things, whether 1371 01:02:31,560 --> 01:02:33,840 Speaker 1: it be like on a super serious note or just 1372 01:02:33,920 --> 01:02:36,040 Speaker 1: like for the fun of like making things with your friends, 1373 01:02:36,200 --> 01:02:40,520 Speaker 1: like it's bound to be beautiful and like, yeah, it 1374 01:02:40,680 --> 01:02:42,680 Speaker 1: was just me like saying all that when it's a 1375 01:02:42,720 --> 01:02:45,560 Speaker 1: movie that literally starts off with like Chris Pontius cock like, 1376 01:02:45,720 --> 01:02:48,400 Speaker 1: it's like it's literally like it's such a funny movie 1377 01:02:48,480 --> 01:02:52,600 Speaker 1: but likes on screen. But it also just had me 1378 01:02:52,760 --> 01:02:55,280 Speaker 1: cracking up, like yeah, it's a lot of wiener So 1379 01:02:55,320 --> 01:02:57,840 Speaker 1: if you go, like be re prepped, like it literally 1380 01:02:57,880 --> 01:03:01,920 Speaker 1: made everyone horny prepped. So yeah, like that was fucking 1381 01:03:05,560 --> 01:03:10,840 Speaker 1: that was fucking awesome. My uh songs of the week 1382 01:03:11,040 --> 01:03:16,680 Speaker 1: is low one by Lol Wayne your Mom. I'm sorry, 1383 01:03:16,920 --> 01:03:19,680 Speaker 1: it's a wrap, Mariah Carey watching You without Me, Kate 1384 01:03:19,800 --> 01:03:23,880 Speaker 1: Bush and the Devil is Loose Asha Poothley. I don't 1385 01:03:23,920 --> 01:03:26,400 Speaker 1: know how to say her name. Yeah that's my media 1386 01:03:26,440 --> 01:03:28,200 Speaker 1: of the week, baby, Okay. 1387 01:03:28,800 --> 01:03:30,240 Speaker 3: My media of the week is porn. 1388 01:03:32,800 --> 01:03:35,120 Speaker 1: The fucking turn it off because I'm gonna beat the 1389 01:03:35,120 --> 01:03:35,520 Speaker 1: shad of you. 1390 01:03:35,880 --> 01:03:41,360 Speaker 3: Okay, yeah, it's porn. 1391 01:03:42,240 --> 01:03:44,840 Speaker 1: Come on, like, come on, be real. This is this 1392 01:03:45,000 --> 01:03:47,880 Speaker 1: is your place to be vulnerable in front of people 1393 01:03:47,920 --> 01:03:50,040 Speaker 1: who will scognize you and being able to you. 1394 01:03:50,360 --> 01:03:54,480 Speaker 2: This is the new ketamine treatment podcasts, oh ship. It 1395 01:03:54,640 --> 01:03:56,480 Speaker 2: forces you to look at yourself. 1396 01:03:57,200 --> 01:03:58,680 Speaker 1: Its you to figure yourself. 1397 01:04:00,720 --> 01:04:08,080 Speaker 3: Okay. My media for music is fifty to fifty by Jockstrap. 1398 01:04:09,400 --> 01:04:13,520 Speaker 3: Very good song in a very cursed way, but it's good. Also, 1399 01:04:14,000 --> 01:04:15,360 Speaker 3: have you guys heard of Jockstrap? 1400 01:04:15,840 --> 01:04:15,880 Speaker 2: No? 1401 01:04:16,480 --> 01:04:19,480 Speaker 3: I didn't even I had never heard of them, but 1402 01:04:20,560 --> 01:04:25,480 Speaker 3: that is the most eclectic collection of sounds I've ever heard. 1403 01:04:25,560 --> 01:04:27,800 Speaker 3: Like that song is so different from like the next 1404 01:04:27,880 --> 01:04:30,440 Speaker 3: one down on their most popular and the next one 1405 01:04:30,480 --> 01:04:33,640 Speaker 3: down is like it sounds like old show tunes, like 1406 01:04:33,720 --> 01:04:35,800 Speaker 3: someone like rapping over show tunes. It's really weird. But 1407 01:04:36,600 --> 01:04:43,120 Speaker 3: that song is very good. And then the Yeat album Yeah, Yes, 1408 01:04:43,440 --> 01:04:45,680 Speaker 3: we go back, We go back what we were talking 1409 01:04:45,720 --> 01:04:51,200 Speaker 3: about like a year ago at least even longer. Yeah, dude, 1410 01:04:51,960 --> 01:04:54,720 Speaker 3: the new album is really good. I am Twizzy Rich, 1411 01:04:55,640 --> 01:05:01,880 Speaker 3: I'm Tonka Yeah, Andrew's Tonka Rich and we we like 1412 01:05:01,960 --> 01:05:03,200 Speaker 3: to put that on while we have sex. 1413 01:05:05,120 --> 01:05:06,440 Speaker 1: Okay, I'm done, Like I can. 1414 01:05:06,600 --> 01:05:07,400 Speaker 3: What do you mean you're done? 1415 01:05:07,600 --> 01:05:08,600 Speaker 2: You need one more song? 1416 01:05:08,960 --> 01:05:15,520 Speaker 3: One more song? Yeah, you don't actually have to Sparks 1417 01:05:15,560 --> 01:05:17,720 Speaker 3: by cold Play. Unironically, I have been listening. 1418 01:05:19,440 --> 01:05:22,120 Speaker 1: It's really good, a good album. It was randomly playing somewhere. 1419 01:05:22,160 --> 01:05:24,320 Speaker 1: I was, oh in Mexico. It was playing in a 1420 01:05:24,400 --> 01:05:27,120 Speaker 1: random cafe I was in with a friend, and I 1421 01:05:27,280 --> 01:05:29,040 Speaker 1: was like, I can't believe they're playing this. They were 1422 01:05:29,080 --> 01:05:31,120 Speaker 1: playing the album front two back, and I was like, 1423 01:05:31,240 --> 01:05:34,560 Speaker 1: this is really interesting because like not because it's cold 1424 01:05:34,600 --> 01:05:36,680 Speaker 1: Play playing in Mexico, but because why the fuck is 1425 01:05:36,720 --> 01:05:38,000 Speaker 1: someone playing that full album? 1426 01:05:38,240 --> 01:05:38,479 Speaker 2: Yeah? 1427 01:05:39,160 --> 01:05:42,360 Speaker 1: But yeah, I was like, really like depressing sad vibe. 1428 01:05:42,400 --> 01:05:46,160 Speaker 2: But have you watched any movies or shows just porn? 1429 01:05:46,240 --> 01:05:49,360 Speaker 1: Probably just porn VR like Oculus type. 1430 01:05:50,480 --> 01:05:52,360 Speaker 3: I actually did try that recently. 1431 01:05:53,360 --> 01:05:55,680 Speaker 2: That's just crazy VR porn. 1432 01:05:55,960 --> 01:05:56,160 Speaker 3: Yeah. 1433 01:05:56,440 --> 01:05:57,800 Speaker 2: Yeah, we did it in Josh's bed. 1434 01:05:57,960 --> 01:06:01,120 Speaker 1: Yeah, we all did it together and I wasn't invited 1435 01:06:01,400 --> 01:06:04,600 Speaker 1: a real story, but it was actually no, and I'm 1436 01:06:04,600 --> 01:06:05,040 Speaker 1: not kidding. 1437 01:06:05,080 --> 01:06:06,320 Speaker 2: I was in New York. 1438 01:06:06,760 --> 01:06:08,960 Speaker 3: Yeah, you miss out on all the good stuff when 1439 01:06:09,000 --> 01:06:09,120 Speaker 3: you go. 1440 01:06:09,320 --> 01:06:13,560 Speaker 1: I miss out on all the horny stuff. Yeah all right, Well, Kai, 1441 01:06:14,280 --> 01:06:15,160 Speaker 1: you haven't watched a movie. 1442 01:06:15,640 --> 01:06:17,640 Speaker 3: Sorry, I honestly I haven't watched it. 1443 01:06:17,720 --> 01:06:19,200 Speaker 1: Well, you watched Tony with us yesterday? 1444 01:06:19,200 --> 01:06:20,720 Speaker 3: What did you think? Totally was really good. I watched 1445 01:06:20,760 --> 01:06:23,520 Speaker 3: that in twenty eighteen. I went to the grove alone 1446 01:06:23,560 --> 01:06:25,680 Speaker 3: and watched it and it was really sad and it 1447 01:06:25,800 --> 01:06:28,880 Speaker 3: was so cool to like watch it again with a 1448 01:06:28,960 --> 01:06:31,480 Speaker 3: group of people and be like, I have friends now, 1449 01:06:32,160 --> 01:06:32,640 Speaker 3: not alone. 1450 01:06:33,160 --> 01:06:33,360 Speaker 2: Dude. 1451 01:06:33,440 --> 01:06:36,160 Speaker 1: Actually, I'm sorry to like literally gloss over that sad 1452 01:06:36,240 --> 01:06:39,200 Speaker 1: ass comment. But fun fact is, because I can't get 1453 01:06:39,240 --> 01:06:41,320 Speaker 1: over this is totally is a movie that I saw 1454 01:06:41,920 --> 01:06:44,840 Speaker 1: the fucking preview for in like late twenty seventeen before 1455 01:06:44,840 --> 01:06:47,439 Speaker 1: it came out, when I saw a random other movie 1456 01:06:47,520 --> 01:06:48,920 Speaker 1: and I saw a trailer for it, and I was like, 1457 01:06:48,960 --> 01:06:50,920 Speaker 1: oh my god, this movie looks awesome, Like I need 1458 01:06:51,040 --> 01:06:53,560 Speaker 1: to see this when it comes out. Because I have 1459 01:06:53,600 --> 01:06:55,320 Speaker 1: a pea brain, I fully forgot about it and I 1460 01:06:55,480 --> 01:06:57,600 Speaker 1: was still living in Miami, I think, when it came out, 1461 01:06:58,720 --> 01:07:00,760 Speaker 1: so I just never heard about it coming out, Like 1462 01:07:01,040 --> 01:07:04,560 Speaker 1: Miami doesn't like premiere like movies, like like indie movies 1463 01:07:04,640 --> 01:07:06,520 Speaker 1: or anything like that, like at theater, so like I 1464 01:07:06,680 --> 01:07:09,240 Speaker 1: just never saw anything for it. And then it's a 1465 01:07:09,320 --> 01:07:11,800 Speaker 1: movie that I've thought about pretty often, and I'm like, Okay, 1466 01:07:11,840 --> 01:07:13,840 Speaker 1: what is that movie about? Like it almost looks like 1467 01:07:13,880 --> 01:07:15,520 Speaker 1: it's about like a single mom. I guess that's where 1468 01:07:15,560 --> 01:07:17,280 Speaker 1: I was wrong, because it's not about a single mom, 1469 01:07:17,320 --> 01:07:19,040 Speaker 1: but from the trailer, that's what it looked like. And 1470 01:07:19,080 --> 01:07:21,080 Speaker 1: I was like, what is this movie about? Like a 1471 01:07:21,160 --> 01:07:23,760 Speaker 1: single mom? And she's like obviously struggling, And I could 1472 01:07:23,800 --> 01:07:27,200 Speaker 1: never find it until yesterday. High as a bag of Bones. 1473 01:07:27,280 --> 01:07:32,480 Speaker 1: I was fucking looking through HBO Max courtesy of Kai 1474 01:07:32,920 --> 01:07:36,160 Speaker 1: because I used his HBO Max and I found it. 1475 01:07:36,840 --> 01:07:42,160 Speaker 1: I have Kai's HBO Max tapped into my iPhone, my iPad, 1476 01:07:42,440 --> 01:07:45,560 Speaker 1: my iMac, my mac book, my TV, the living room TV. 1477 01:07:45,800 --> 01:07:48,880 Speaker 3: Like Hi, she was like, she's an HBO Max log 1478 01:07:48,960 --> 01:07:52,160 Speaker 3: in now and I sent it. Within like ten seconds, 1479 01:07:52,200 --> 01:07:54,439 Speaker 3: I got the notification that it has been logged into 1480 01:07:54,520 --> 01:07:57,480 Speaker 3: like five devices and like one of them's in Florida. 1481 01:07:57,600 --> 01:08:01,680 Speaker 2: You know, it's funny is that I haven't gotten You know? 1482 01:08:01,720 --> 01:08:03,480 Speaker 1: What it is is I demand what I need out 1483 01:08:03,520 --> 01:08:05,640 Speaker 1: of this relationship, and you seem to be lacking that 1484 01:08:05,880 --> 01:08:08,440 Speaker 1: like ability to communicate what you need. And that doesn't 1485 01:08:08,440 --> 01:08:10,880 Speaker 1: fall on your partners, that falls on you. If you 1486 01:08:10,960 --> 01:08:12,880 Speaker 1: can't express what you need, it is not up to 1487 01:08:13,000 --> 01:08:13,919 Speaker 1: us to read your mind. 1488 01:08:14,320 --> 01:08:15,920 Speaker 2: Actually that's literally what it is. 1489 01:08:16,240 --> 01:08:19,400 Speaker 1: That is actually how I feel in relationships. And I'm 1490 01:08:19,439 --> 01:08:21,880 Speaker 1: like why, like why aren't you reading my mind? Taking 1491 01:08:21,920 --> 01:08:23,360 Speaker 1: care of me, tucking me in at. 1492 01:08:23,320 --> 01:08:28,360 Speaker 2: Night, brush brushing my hair, brush me. 1493 01:08:29,360 --> 01:08:32,440 Speaker 1: It sounds a lot like we need parental figures. 1494 01:08:32,280 --> 01:08:32,519 Speaker 3: And not. 1495 01:08:34,360 --> 01:08:39,320 Speaker 2: Yeah, yeah, same difference, literally, like yep, we won't get 1496 01:08:39,320 --> 01:08:39,560 Speaker 2: into that. 1497 01:08:39,640 --> 01:08:40,000 Speaker 3: What is it? 1498 01:08:45,840 --> 01:08:49,040 Speaker 1: Okay, Well, thank you so much for being on Kay, 1499 01:08:50,200 --> 01:08:51,880 Speaker 1: you're gonna quit I'm gonna replace you with Kai. 1500 01:08:52,280 --> 01:08:54,040 Speaker 3: It was really easy, exciting. 1501 01:08:54,400 --> 01:08:56,920 Speaker 1: So next week tune in, it'll just be me and 1502 01:08:57,040 --> 01:08:58,200 Speaker 1: Kai and Drew will be dead. 1503 01:09:00,760 --> 01:09:02,640 Speaker 3: You're done, You're done. It's me now. 1504 01:09:02,760 --> 01:09:04,639 Speaker 1: Actually, now you're threatening him, and I really don't fuck 1505 01:09:04,640 --> 01:09:05,680 Speaker 1: with I'm gonna beat the ship out of you. 1506 01:09:05,840 --> 01:09:09,160 Speaker 2: No, no, you're out, You're I'm actually hell actually no, okay, 1507 01:09:09,280 --> 01:09:10,000 Speaker 2: I want to come back. 1508 01:09:10,439 --> 01:09:12,360 Speaker 1: Okay, thank you. Yeah, you're done, you're out. 1509 01:09:14,080 --> 01:09:16,040 Speaker 2: That I can give you the world and I can 1510 01:09:16,120 --> 01:09:16,439 Speaker 2: take it. 1511 01:09:17,640 --> 01:09:19,840 Speaker 1: All right, Well, thank you guys for watching, Thank you 1512 01:09:19,920 --> 01:09:22,360 Speaker 1: Kai for being on. It was a sweet sleigh. 1513 01:09:22,720 --> 01:09:26,160 Speaker 2: Yeah. Also, I don't think we like said who Kai 1514 01:09:26,520 --> 01:09:28,840 Speaker 2: was to us other than our friend. But he also 1515 01:09:29,040 --> 01:09:32,439 Speaker 2: like helps us with the podcast. He does like all 1516 01:09:32,479 --> 01:09:35,080 Speaker 2: the audio stuff and all the little edits and things. 1517 01:09:35,720 --> 01:09:37,439 Speaker 2: So yeah, try to us. 1518 01:09:38,280 --> 01:09:39,200 Speaker 1: Yeah, I think people know. 1519 01:09:39,320 --> 01:09:41,200 Speaker 2: Kay, do you want to shout anything out? 1520 01:09:43,560 --> 01:09:44,440 Speaker 3: Pout? 1521 01:09:45,080 --> 01:09:47,000 Speaker 1: All right? All right, bye, god bye