1 00:00:03,760 --> 00:00:06,000 Speaker 1: My family was very religious, So this kind of stealth 2 00:00:06,080 --> 00:00:10,239 Speaker 1: and astrology and numerology and the planets and just all 3 00:00:10,360 --> 00:00:14,440 Speaker 1: it's just very outside the box. Like if all things 4 00:00:14,480 --> 00:00:16,720 Speaker 1: are based on numbers, if if the universe is like 5 00:00:16,800 --> 00:00:18,599 Speaker 1: has a code to it, which I learned in Cabala, 6 00:00:18,760 --> 00:00:22,560 Speaker 1: Why wouldn't people have code? Can it really be that 7 00:00:22,640 --> 00:00:25,599 Speaker 1: your birthdate and your name has anything to do with 8 00:00:25,640 --> 00:00:34,760 Speaker 1: your life? It's so arbitrary. Hello, Hello, Happy Monday, everyone. 9 00:00:35,159 --> 00:00:38,879 Speaker 1: Welcome to this week's episode of Cheeks and Chill. I'm 10 00:00:38,920 --> 00:00:41,480 Speaker 1: having such a great day, Thank goodness, and I hope 11 00:00:41,520 --> 00:00:43,760 Speaker 1: you guys are too. Today's episode is going to be 12 00:00:43,800 --> 00:00:47,680 Speaker 1: super interesting. It's about numerology, that's right. We're gonna find 13 00:00:47,680 --> 00:00:51,760 Speaker 1: out what numerology is exactly and what it isn't. This 14 00:00:51,880 --> 00:01:00,080 Speaker 1: is checks and Chill, alright, So numerology, this is a 15 00:01:00,120 --> 00:01:03,600 Speaker 1: topic I'm really fascinated by. I've always been fascinated by 16 00:01:03,680 --> 00:01:06,640 Speaker 1: numbers and the meaning behind it. So I'm so excited 17 00:01:06,680 --> 00:01:09,840 Speaker 1: to speak to our guest today, Josh Siegel. He's been 18 00:01:09,880 --> 00:01:13,560 Speaker 1: a numerologist for more than twenty years, so he has 19 00:01:13,600 --> 00:01:17,200 Speaker 1: a lot of experience. He also has worked with celebrities 20 00:01:17,240 --> 00:01:20,959 Speaker 1: and fortune executives, So he knows a thing or two 21 00:01:21,040 --> 00:01:24,600 Speaker 1: about this stuff and I can't wait to learn more. Hi, Josh, 22 00:01:24,640 --> 00:01:27,880 Speaker 1: how are you? Hey? How are you nice to be here? 23 00:01:28,360 --> 00:01:31,600 Speaker 1: Thank you? I'm so happy um that you're here, and 24 00:01:31,319 --> 00:01:33,680 Speaker 1: I'm I'm excited. I'm excited to talk to you. I 25 00:01:33,680 --> 00:01:35,559 Speaker 1: know we have a lot to impact today, but maybe 26 00:01:35,560 --> 00:01:38,560 Speaker 1: we can start with how you got into numerology. Is 27 00:01:38,640 --> 00:01:41,360 Speaker 1: this something friends or family were also into or is 28 00:01:41,400 --> 00:01:45,400 Speaker 1: it just something that interests you? No, they complete opposite. Actually, Oh, 29 00:01:45,520 --> 00:01:49,880 Speaker 1: I was adopted and my parents, my mother who raised me, 30 00:01:50,040 --> 00:01:53,600 Speaker 1: was was from Germany regionally, and she was an intellectual 31 00:01:53,920 --> 00:01:56,080 Speaker 1: and academic, a professor as a matter of fact, in 32 00:01:56,120 --> 00:02:00,560 Speaker 1: a major university. Total skeptic. I mean, this was not 33 00:02:00,680 --> 00:02:03,720 Speaker 1: in her wheelhouse at all. My father was an attorney. 34 00:02:04,000 --> 00:02:07,040 Speaker 1: I grew up in a Jewish family and very old 35 00:02:07,120 --> 00:02:09,880 Speaker 1: school and so this had nothing to do with my 36 00:02:09,919 --> 00:02:13,359 Speaker 1: background at all. But I had just kind of inherent, 37 00:02:13,800 --> 00:02:17,520 Speaker 1: kind of just incessant need to know why things are 38 00:02:17,560 --> 00:02:20,440 Speaker 1: the way they are. And my mom is like, you know, 39 00:02:20,639 --> 00:02:23,680 Speaker 1: very sort of fact based and science based, and but 40 00:02:23,720 --> 00:02:25,120 Speaker 1: I just felt like there was more to life than 41 00:02:25,120 --> 00:02:27,600 Speaker 1: when I was seeing so because I grew up in 42 00:02:27,639 --> 00:02:30,760 Speaker 1: a Jewish family. I started studying more of the mystical 43 00:02:30,840 --> 00:02:38,840 Speaker 1: aspects of Judaism, so which was called Kabbala. Kabala is 44 00:02:39,400 --> 00:02:43,800 Speaker 1: a very sort of philosophical, mystical system of how things 45 00:02:43,840 --> 00:02:46,840 Speaker 1: are the way they are. It's a very powerful system 46 00:02:46,880 --> 00:02:50,240 Speaker 1: spiritual and you know, there's different writings over you know, 47 00:02:50,400 --> 00:02:53,160 Speaker 1: over two thousand years. But I started sending that and 48 00:02:53,200 --> 00:02:56,560 Speaker 1: I started realizing that a lot of their teachings were 49 00:02:56,600 --> 00:02:59,600 Speaker 1: connected to numbers. I thought, well, that's kind of well. 50 00:03:00,320 --> 00:03:04,040 Speaker 1: It made it a lot of sense to me because 51 00:03:04,720 --> 00:03:07,799 Speaker 1: it was sort of like I came from this mathematical background, right, 52 00:03:08,240 --> 00:03:11,520 Speaker 1: meaning that my parents were intellectuals and they're into like science, right. 53 00:03:11,840 --> 00:03:14,840 Speaker 1: But it was signed like numbers connected to spirituality. And 54 00:03:14,840 --> 00:03:16,760 Speaker 1: I was like, wow, this this works for me. It's 55 00:03:16,800 --> 00:03:19,239 Speaker 1: like best of both worlds. So that's how I got 56 00:03:19,320 --> 00:03:22,040 Speaker 1: started in this. And then it was only a matter 57 00:03:22,080 --> 00:03:23,920 Speaker 1: of time before I found a book one day at 58 00:03:23,960 --> 00:03:26,959 Speaker 1: a at a spiritual bookstore here in Los Angeles. It's 59 00:03:26,960 --> 00:03:28,680 Speaker 1: no longer there, but it was sort of this famous 60 00:03:28,760 --> 00:03:32,320 Speaker 1: hub of the community, and and it was like, if 61 00:03:32,360 --> 00:03:34,800 Speaker 1: all things are based on numbers, if if the universe 62 00:03:34,920 --> 00:03:36,440 Speaker 1: is like has a code to it, which I learned 63 00:03:36,480 --> 00:03:39,160 Speaker 1: in Cabala. Why wouldn't people have a code. Why wouldn't 64 00:03:39,200 --> 00:03:41,760 Speaker 1: we have like a code to who we are? And so, 65 00:03:41,960 --> 00:03:44,240 Speaker 1: I mean I thought about it, like, well, we have DNA. 66 00:03:44,760 --> 00:03:48,040 Speaker 1: We have a mathematical code that says what our eye 67 00:03:48,040 --> 00:03:50,600 Speaker 1: color and hair color is going to be, you know, 68 00:03:50,920 --> 00:03:53,120 Speaker 1: in our DNA stran Why wouldn't there be a mathematical 69 00:03:53,120 --> 00:03:55,640 Speaker 1: code or like our personality or how our lives go, 70 00:03:56,000 --> 00:03:59,560 Speaker 1: you know. And so I read this book and I 71 00:03:59,640 --> 00:04:02,680 Speaker 1: was like, God, can it really be that your birth 72 00:04:02,760 --> 00:04:05,720 Speaker 1: date and your name has anything to do with your life? 73 00:04:05,720 --> 00:04:09,400 Speaker 1: It's so arbitrary. So remember I grew up in a 74 00:04:09,440 --> 00:04:12,640 Speaker 1: skeptic environment, so I didn't take this at face value. 75 00:04:13,760 --> 00:04:17,080 Speaker 1: It spoke to me like it like interested me. Kind 76 00:04:17,080 --> 00:04:19,640 Speaker 1: of made sense to me, but I had to verify this. 77 00:04:20,680 --> 00:04:27,400 Speaker 1: So I I spent literally years reading every book, every 78 00:04:27,400 --> 00:04:31,240 Speaker 1: different system, every different opinion on it. Like if I traveled, 79 00:04:31,640 --> 00:04:33,560 Speaker 1: I'd go to like old libraries and try to find 80 00:04:33,560 --> 00:04:35,239 Speaker 1: books that are out of print that no one knows about. 81 00:04:35,520 --> 00:04:39,119 Speaker 1: So you really dug in, Oh, because I'm a totally 82 00:04:39,120 --> 00:04:42,080 Speaker 1: obsessive mind, I love that. Well, thank goodness, because now 83 00:04:42,120 --> 00:04:43,479 Speaker 1: I get to speak to you, and it seems like 84 00:04:43,480 --> 00:04:45,039 Speaker 1: you know everything and anything that I need to know 85 00:04:45,040 --> 00:04:48,800 Speaker 1: about it. I've been into numerology, but I don't obviously 86 00:04:48,880 --> 00:04:50,960 Speaker 1: know everything. I feel that I should know or I 87 00:04:51,000 --> 00:04:53,719 Speaker 1: could know, should I say? Um? And of course me too. 88 00:04:53,760 --> 00:04:56,080 Speaker 1: I came my family is very religious, so this kind 89 00:04:56,080 --> 00:05:00,320 Speaker 1: of stuff astrology and numerology and the plan it's and 90 00:05:00,400 --> 00:05:03,799 Speaker 1: just all it's just very outside the box. It's outside 91 00:05:03,800 --> 00:05:07,359 Speaker 1: the box exactly. So I've always been a little different. Um, 92 00:05:07,480 --> 00:05:10,680 Speaker 1: So this is why I'm like, well, I I truly 93 00:05:10,720 --> 00:05:13,719 Speaker 1: do believe you know the importance of signing certain papers 94 00:05:13,720 --> 00:05:16,400 Speaker 1: and documents on on certain days, you know, like the 95 00:05:16,440 --> 00:05:19,040 Speaker 1: power that that has or you know. So anyways, this 96 00:05:19,080 --> 00:05:20,920 Speaker 1: is why we're talking to you. But if you can 97 00:05:20,960 --> 00:05:25,560 Speaker 1: tell myself and my listeners what is numerology? I know 98 00:05:25,640 --> 00:05:28,240 Speaker 1: that there are a lot of a lot of misunderstanding 99 00:05:28,240 --> 00:05:31,400 Speaker 1: around it. So you tell us, Josh, what is numerology? Well, 100 00:05:31,520 --> 00:05:35,960 Speaker 1: simple definition of it without going into its origins. All 101 00:05:36,040 --> 00:05:39,960 Speaker 1: things have a vibration to it, and we're talking right now. 102 00:05:40,000 --> 00:05:41,760 Speaker 1: And you can measure that in a computer. You can 103 00:05:41,800 --> 00:05:45,160 Speaker 1: record that and it will show a sound wave and 104 00:05:45,160 --> 00:05:48,719 Speaker 1: and that's a numeracle sound how many hurts? So all 105 00:05:48,760 --> 00:05:51,719 Speaker 1: things vibrate to its own energy. And the idea is 106 00:05:51,760 --> 00:05:55,279 Speaker 1: that people, human beings vibrate to their own energy, just 107 00:05:55,320 --> 00:05:58,400 Speaker 1: like everything else in this universe. The concept is that 108 00:05:58,520 --> 00:06:02,200 Speaker 1: your birthdate and your name, every letter equals a number. Okay, 109 00:06:02,440 --> 00:06:04,680 Speaker 1: so A is one, B is two. It's a chronology, 110 00:06:04,839 --> 00:06:08,520 Speaker 1: right that you could calculate a series of numbers to 111 00:06:08,640 --> 00:06:12,280 Speaker 1: break down the code the numeros the vibration of your 112 00:06:12,320 --> 00:06:14,200 Speaker 1: code as to who you are and why you're here. 113 00:06:14,920 --> 00:06:18,040 Speaker 1: And it's that numbers have a deeper meaning to them. 114 00:06:18,080 --> 00:06:21,280 Speaker 1: It's not just for accounting with your accountant. That they 115 00:06:21,279 --> 00:06:24,440 Speaker 1: have qualities to them. And so then numbers that relate 116 00:06:24,480 --> 00:06:28,039 Speaker 1: to you, specifically your name and your birthday, show what 117 00:06:28,279 --> 00:06:30,960 Speaker 1: your qualities are. What that you know, Like everyone has 118 00:06:30,960 --> 00:06:35,320 Speaker 1: a unique thumb print, right, it's like your numerical thumb print, 119 00:06:35,480 --> 00:06:38,599 Speaker 1: and it tells your storyline. My mother was such a 120 00:06:38,640 --> 00:06:43,080 Speaker 1: skeptic that she thought skeptics weren't skeptical enough, you know. 121 00:06:43,880 --> 00:06:46,760 Speaker 1: I mean, if you could improve things empirically through science, 122 00:06:46,839 --> 00:06:48,640 Speaker 1: like you can get the hell out of the house. 123 00:06:49,520 --> 00:06:52,640 Speaker 1: So so I understand that mentality better than anybody as 124 00:06:52,640 --> 00:06:55,720 Speaker 1: a matter of fact, my mom. It's so funny. My 125 00:06:55,720 --> 00:06:58,200 Speaker 1: mom's last name was Einstein. She was a German Jew, 126 00:06:58,920 --> 00:07:02,320 Speaker 1: and I we never knew whether she was actually related 127 00:07:02,360 --> 00:07:05,479 Speaker 1: to Albert Einstein until much later. Um, and I actually 128 00:07:05,520 --> 00:07:08,680 Speaker 1: someone did a family tree and did the research and 129 00:07:08,680 --> 00:07:12,360 Speaker 1: connected the dots. Now she was distantly related. But my 130 00:07:12,440 --> 00:07:15,400 Speaker 1: mom literally was a descendant of Albert Einstein, flat out 131 00:07:15,520 --> 00:07:20,000 Speaker 1: wow and uh. And she kept her maiden name so 132 00:07:20,760 --> 00:07:23,200 Speaker 1: she taught it U. C. L A. So my mother 133 00:07:23,400 --> 00:07:29,040 Speaker 1: literally was known as Professor Einstein. That's cool, Oh my goodness. 134 00:07:29,480 --> 00:07:30,840 Speaker 1: I mean, I didn't go to college. I wish I 135 00:07:30,840 --> 00:07:33,440 Speaker 1: would have. But the thing is is, what I've seen 136 00:07:33,680 --> 00:07:36,280 Speaker 1: is that people that are very book smart, they're they're 137 00:07:36,280 --> 00:07:38,480 Speaker 1: a little bit more narrow minded in the sense of 138 00:07:39,000 --> 00:07:41,040 Speaker 1: I just I'm going based on what I have read, 139 00:07:41,040 --> 00:07:42,880 Speaker 1: what I have learned in school, and they don't really 140 00:07:42,960 --> 00:07:45,440 Speaker 1: want to hear anything else. So maybe that's what you're saying. 141 00:07:45,440 --> 00:07:48,960 Speaker 1: Your mom was that way. Yes, my mom was an 142 00:07:49,000 --> 00:07:53,640 Speaker 1: expert in whatever she studied. But you know, academia is 143 00:07:53,680 --> 00:07:55,840 Speaker 1: only like and this is what I'm talking about science 144 00:07:55,960 --> 00:08:00,560 Speaker 1: versus spiritual science, because the scientific community looks at what 145 00:08:00,640 --> 00:08:05,240 Speaker 1: I do probably and thinks it's complete pseudoscience, unproven, it's arbitrary, 146 00:08:05,520 --> 00:08:07,520 Speaker 1: and trust me, I understand that because I grew up 147 00:08:07,520 --> 00:08:11,120 Speaker 1: with a massive skeptic as a mother, right. But but 148 00:08:11,320 --> 00:08:14,720 Speaker 1: it's it isn't a new age concept. Someone didn't come 149 00:08:14,800 --> 00:08:17,040 Speaker 1: up with this in the last hundred years. What people 150 00:08:17,120 --> 00:08:21,360 Speaker 1: need to understand is that using numbers in the philosophical 151 00:08:21,400 --> 00:08:25,520 Speaker 1: mystical way dates back literally thousands of years. You know, 152 00:08:25,600 --> 00:08:28,280 Speaker 1: I'm writing a book on it. I did research I 153 00:08:28,320 --> 00:08:31,960 Speaker 1: can date back to the Egyptians, the Babylonians, you know 154 00:08:32,000 --> 00:08:35,320 Speaker 1: what I mean, the Indians where they connected numbers to 155 00:08:35,360 --> 00:08:38,520 Speaker 1: their gods and but it was all about nature and astrology. 156 00:08:38,800 --> 00:08:42,400 Speaker 1: And you know, before astronomy, there was astrology, mathematics and 157 00:08:42,440 --> 00:08:45,040 Speaker 1: the divine and how things work in this world were connected. 158 00:08:45,080 --> 00:08:48,120 Speaker 1: Back then, spirituality and science were together, and then at 159 00:08:48,120 --> 00:08:52,240 Speaker 1: some point they separated them. Because do you think that 160 00:08:52,520 --> 00:08:56,000 Speaker 1: it was even more so back then? Like even I 161 00:08:56,000 --> 00:08:58,840 Speaker 1: don't know, I feel because it's a scary thing for 162 00:08:58,960 --> 00:09:01,559 Speaker 1: us to tap into that that maybe some folks and 163 00:09:01,600 --> 00:09:04,480 Speaker 1: I don't want to say who, but certain people don't 164 00:09:04,559 --> 00:09:08,080 Speaker 1: want that force because it's it's just too strong. So 165 00:09:08,120 --> 00:09:11,920 Speaker 1: it's better to just separate them both. Well, listen, I 166 00:09:11,960 --> 00:09:13,880 Speaker 1: have a I have, I have opinions on that. And 167 00:09:13,960 --> 00:09:16,640 Speaker 1: first of all, I grew up under you under the 168 00:09:16,720 --> 00:09:20,280 Speaker 1: Judeo Christian background I got. My parents were Jews. The 169 00:09:20,320 --> 00:09:22,880 Speaker 1: Jews were the chosen people, as a Christian says, as 170 00:09:22,880 --> 00:09:25,440 Speaker 1: I should say, all the early Church fathers, most of 171 00:09:25,440 --> 00:09:28,599 Speaker 1: them were Jews. I believe in God, I believe in 172 00:09:28,679 --> 00:09:32,079 Speaker 1: morality and ethics. And so the funny thing about this 173 00:09:32,520 --> 00:09:35,200 Speaker 1: or the irony is anyone studies the Bible. We have 174 00:09:35,320 --> 00:09:37,560 Speaker 1: the book of numbers. We if you, if you read 175 00:09:37,760 --> 00:09:41,880 Speaker 1: the Revelations of John, I mean, it's like a numerological piece. 176 00:09:42,000 --> 00:09:45,400 Speaker 1: I mean it's numbers everywhere, twelve, this, seven, that nine, 177 00:09:45,440 --> 00:09:48,320 Speaker 1: miss you know, I mean, all through the Bible, the 178 00:09:48,360 --> 00:09:51,840 Speaker 1: Old Testament and the New Testament is filled with numerology. 179 00:09:52,240 --> 00:09:54,959 Speaker 1: Jesus has given thirty pieces of silver. Enoch lived three 180 00:09:55,000 --> 00:09:58,080 Speaker 1: hundred and sixty five years, but we know that three 181 00:09:58,440 --> 00:10:00,959 Speaker 1: sixty five is the days in the year. You see, 182 00:10:00,960 --> 00:10:03,800 Speaker 1: a lot of this stuff that's in the Bible is 183 00:10:03,880 --> 00:10:08,480 Speaker 1: connected also to astrological and spiritual things. So there's different 184 00:10:08,520 --> 00:10:11,400 Speaker 1: levels of it. So when I do numerology, I'm not 185 00:10:11,440 --> 00:10:14,959 Speaker 1: doing some sort of weird, strange things some weird people 186 00:10:15,000 --> 00:10:18,079 Speaker 1: came up with. I'm talking about knowledge. It's been around 187 00:10:18,120 --> 00:10:21,520 Speaker 1: for thousands of years. I think numerology proves the existence 188 00:10:21,559 --> 00:10:24,839 Speaker 1: of God. Yeah, I don't think it's I don't think 189 00:10:24,880 --> 00:10:27,320 Speaker 1: it's anti God. I think it proves God. I think 190 00:10:27,320 --> 00:10:31,200 Speaker 1: that shows that all this. We'll talk about Einstein earlier. 191 00:10:31,240 --> 00:10:36,120 Speaker 1: Einstein said something to the effect that all this couldn't 192 00:10:36,160 --> 00:10:38,600 Speaker 1: be here for random, all the things that I'm seeing 193 00:10:38,679 --> 00:10:42,040 Speaker 1: when he studied things in physics, right, you know, he 194 00:10:42,080 --> 00:10:43,680 Speaker 1: came up with the theory of relativity and all this 195 00:10:43,760 --> 00:10:46,080 Speaker 1: kind of stuff. But he said that there was an 196 00:10:46,320 --> 00:10:50,640 Speaker 1: intelligent mind behind the universe. Yes, And he said, people 197 00:10:50,760 --> 00:10:52,400 Speaker 1: who say that I don't believe in God, they don't 198 00:10:52,440 --> 00:10:55,560 Speaker 1: know me. Basically. You know, I've read all these quotes 199 00:10:55,600 --> 00:10:57,440 Speaker 1: from him, and by the way, I checked my sources 200 00:10:57,440 --> 00:10:59,800 Speaker 1: to make sure they were proper sources and not fake sources. 201 00:10:59,800 --> 00:11:02,680 Speaker 1: But he said these things, And the reason being is 202 00:11:02,760 --> 00:11:05,440 Speaker 1: it's that he realized, Hey, this is this isn't just 203 00:11:05,480 --> 00:11:09,400 Speaker 1: some coincidence. Something's behind all this. Yes, I think it's 204 00:11:09,440 --> 00:11:11,679 Speaker 1: all connected. And I'm so glad that I'm so to 205 00:11:11,840 --> 00:11:15,120 Speaker 1: you because there are probably people out there that don't 206 00:11:15,120 --> 00:11:18,840 Speaker 1: believe this. But see, look, I respect everyone's opinions, everyone's beliefs, 207 00:11:18,880 --> 00:11:20,760 Speaker 1: but I truly I'm on the same page with you. 208 00:11:20,880 --> 00:11:23,880 Speaker 1: I think it is all definitely connected. And I have 209 00:11:23,920 --> 00:11:26,720 Speaker 1: seen numbers forever in the Bible. Oh my god, it's 210 00:11:26,760 --> 00:11:31,080 Speaker 1: it's literally everywhere. It's undeniable. I do believe in God. 211 00:11:31,200 --> 00:11:33,160 Speaker 1: I do believe in being a good person. I do 212 00:11:33,240 --> 00:11:34,920 Speaker 1: believe in that BECs. I do believe in the Christian 213 00:11:35,000 --> 00:11:37,520 Speaker 1: you do back around. I am a product of that, 214 00:11:37,880 --> 00:11:41,880 Speaker 1: and what I do is not inconsistent with with that 215 00:11:42,000 --> 00:11:44,959 Speaker 1: at all. And I respect religion. I respect people who 216 00:11:44,960 --> 00:11:48,120 Speaker 1: believe in God, and I'm down with it. But I'm 217 00:11:48,160 --> 00:11:50,720 Speaker 1: telling you that when you sit down with these numbers, 218 00:11:50,880 --> 00:11:53,240 Speaker 1: I'm telling you that it's a language that was set 219 00:11:53,320 --> 00:11:55,600 Speaker 1: up for us to learn more about things. I just 220 00:11:55,640 --> 00:12:00,000 Speaker 1: think at some point, probably because of control, probably because 221 00:12:00,000 --> 00:12:02,280 Speaker 1: as of people not wanting people to have access to this, 222 00:12:02,320 --> 00:12:04,440 Speaker 1: because they wanted to control the information. There you go, 223 00:12:04,480 --> 00:12:08,439 Speaker 1: that's the word control. Yeah, looking for But that's not God, 224 00:12:09,160 --> 00:12:12,360 Speaker 1: that's not God, that's not that's not true true religion. 225 00:12:12,480 --> 00:12:16,800 Speaker 1: That's that's political. Yes, Josh, you're my guy. Man, Oh 226 00:12:16,840 --> 00:12:19,160 Speaker 1: my goodness, this is so crazy. It's still so good 227 00:12:19,280 --> 00:12:22,560 Speaker 1: to know that I'm not crazy, because I've been told before, 228 00:12:22,640 --> 00:12:24,120 Speaker 1: you know, like oh that sounds a little too far 229 00:12:24,160 --> 00:12:26,240 Speaker 1: fetched or I don't know about that, or you know 230 00:12:26,240 --> 00:12:28,480 Speaker 1: what I mean. So this is this makes me feel good. 231 00:12:35,240 --> 00:12:37,400 Speaker 1: And Josh, tell me, how can we use numbers today 232 00:12:37,440 --> 00:12:39,960 Speaker 1: to understand our lives? So I use it in a 233 00:12:40,040 --> 00:12:43,320 Speaker 1: very modern context, okay, um, I use it in a 234 00:12:43,400 --> 00:12:47,480 Speaker 1: in a semi psychological way. Okay, it depends on how 235 00:12:47,480 --> 00:12:48,880 Speaker 1: long your name is. And you know, I use a 236 00:12:48,960 --> 00:12:53,200 Speaker 1: very sophisticated version of numerology and that you know, I've 237 00:12:53,320 --> 00:12:57,960 Speaker 1: estimated that I've done over twenty thousand sessions. Okay, you 238 00:12:58,000 --> 00:13:00,360 Speaker 1: know I'm actually fifty two going on fifth d three. 239 00:13:00,800 --> 00:13:05,160 Speaker 1: Actually been doing well. I got my all my hair. Yeah, 240 00:13:05,240 --> 00:13:08,800 Speaker 1: it's a great thing. So I've actually been doing this 241 00:13:08,880 --> 00:13:12,480 Speaker 1: technically for twenty five years, right, and I just stopped 242 00:13:12,480 --> 00:13:14,480 Speaker 1: counting after twenty because I don't want to date myself, 243 00:13:14,640 --> 00:13:16,320 Speaker 1: you know what I mean, Like I don't want to 244 00:13:16,320 --> 00:13:18,200 Speaker 1: people thinking like I was hanging out with mc hammer 245 00:13:18,280 --> 00:13:22,000 Speaker 1: or something like this guy. So I've been doing this 246 00:13:22,040 --> 00:13:24,160 Speaker 1: a very long time and people need to know that 247 00:13:24,559 --> 00:13:27,959 Speaker 1: I have a very discriminating mind. And it took years 248 00:13:27,960 --> 00:13:30,320 Speaker 1: of testing, and I did trial and error, and I 249 00:13:30,360 --> 00:13:32,880 Speaker 1: basically were like case studies. I would test a formula, 250 00:13:33,000 --> 00:13:34,559 Speaker 1: I would add up a number of certain way. I'd 251 00:13:34,559 --> 00:13:36,280 Speaker 1: ask them what happened in their life. I tried and 252 00:13:36,280 --> 00:13:39,920 Speaker 1: I started taking notes. It was painstaking research. So when 253 00:13:39,920 --> 00:13:42,680 Speaker 1: I talk about things, I'm not just coming up with 254 00:13:42,720 --> 00:13:47,280 Speaker 1: this stuff. You know. It's a mathematical formula. Yeah, it's 255 00:13:47,320 --> 00:13:49,360 Speaker 1: just what it gets interesting is if you have five 256 00:13:49,440 --> 00:13:52,440 Speaker 1: six numbers in the chart, I have to combine those 257 00:13:52,520 --> 00:13:56,240 Speaker 1: numbers to make the unique You tell me my number, 258 00:13:56,280 --> 00:13:58,760 Speaker 1: I'm like, oh my god, it takes a minute. Right, 259 00:13:59,760 --> 00:14:03,040 Speaker 1: Oh my gosh, is that me? That is geez, Louise. 260 00:14:03,080 --> 00:14:04,520 Speaker 1: I wish you guys could see this piece of paper. 261 00:14:04,520 --> 00:14:06,520 Speaker 1: There is like, yeah, there's a lot going on on 262 00:14:06,520 --> 00:14:09,640 Speaker 1: that paper. Okay, Like it's like a beautiful mind, you know. 263 00:14:10,960 --> 00:14:14,880 Speaker 1: So it gets complicated because no one's a one dimensional person, right, 264 00:14:15,840 --> 00:14:18,760 Speaker 1: Everyone has different aspects to them. Right. If you look 265 00:14:18,760 --> 00:14:21,120 Speaker 1: at my chart, you'll notice I have some fours in there, 266 00:14:21,160 --> 00:14:24,240 Speaker 1: which makes me very analytical and practical. And then you'll 267 00:14:24,240 --> 00:14:26,240 Speaker 1: see elevens, which makes me a little bit, you know, 268 00:14:26,760 --> 00:14:30,160 Speaker 1: alternative thinking, right, and then there's a little bit of 269 00:14:30,160 --> 00:14:31,840 Speaker 1: the healer in there, and then you you kind of 270 00:14:31,840 --> 00:14:34,600 Speaker 1: put it together. I used sort of an analytical system 271 00:14:34,640 --> 00:14:38,240 Speaker 1: that's alternative and maybe spiritual or unique in its way 272 00:14:38,560 --> 00:14:41,840 Speaker 1: that helps people. It's like you have to you have 273 00:14:41,920 --> 00:14:44,200 Speaker 1: to put it all together. And what I'm reading here 274 00:14:44,240 --> 00:14:46,040 Speaker 1: is your higher purpose. So let me get a little 275 00:14:46,040 --> 00:14:47,920 Speaker 1: bit more into this with people understand what it means. 276 00:14:47,920 --> 00:14:50,480 Speaker 1: When you get a session, it can take. I mean 277 00:14:50,720 --> 00:14:53,160 Speaker 1: I tell people I could spend three hours in an 278 00:14:53,240 --> 00:14:56,520 Speaker 1: analysis of your numbers. Very easy? Three hours? Can you? 279 00:14:56,680 --> 00:15:00,600 Speaker 1: And yeah, now we would both hang ourselves. But that's 280 00:15:00,600 --> 00:15:04,200 Speaker 1: how much information I can get, right. And so there 281 00:15:04,240 --> 00:15:08,560 Speaker 1: are three numbers that describe your characteristics. There's like a 282 00:15:08,640 --> 00:15:11,040 Speaker 1: natural ability number. These are talents and abilities that you 283 00:15:11,120 --> 00:15:14,600 Speaker 1: have that come come easy for you. And then your's 284 00:15:14,600 --> 00:15:16,880 Speaker 1: your inner drive number, what motivates you. It's kind of 285 00:15:17,080 --> 00:15:20,200 Speaker 1: like a driving force that behind your actions because this 286 00:15:20,280 --> 00:15:22,440 Speaker 1: is something important to It's kind of how your mind thinks, 287 00:15:22,480 --> 00:15:25,800 Speaker 1: what drives you. And then there's your your personality number, 288 00:15:26,240 --> 00:15:29,440 Speaker 1: which will exhibit certain characteris is that characteristics that people 289 00:15:29,520 --> 00:15:33,160 Speaker 1: see okay or how how you interact with people, how 290 00:15:33,200 --> 00:15:35,880 Speaker 1: they interact with you. Okay, now, now those you can't 291 00:15:35,920 --> 00:15:39,480 Speaker 1: do a reading without those three numbers, right. However, there's 292 00:15:39,520 --> 00:15:45,120 Speaker 1: either two or three lesson numbers, okay, and in your case, 293 00:15:45,360 --> 00:15:48,640 Speaker 1: you have two. One is in the life path, what's 294 00:15:48,680 --> 00:15:50,680 Speaker 1: one is called the life path number derives solely from 295 00:15:50,720 --> 00:15:53,200 Speaker 1: your birthday. And then one I one I call the 296 00:15:53,280 --> 00:15:57,120 Speaker 1: ultimate goal number, which not many numerologists are aware of 297 00:15:57,200 --> 00:15:59,000 Speaker 1: or understanding. I've never heard of that when I was 298 00:15:59,040 --> 00:16:00,600 Speaker 1: about to tell you that, I've only heard of path 299 00:16:00,680 --> 00:16:04,800 Speaker 1: number and your destiny number. Right, So the destiny numbers 300 00:16:05,000 --> 00:16:07,920 Speaker 1: is what I call your natural ability number, because it 301 00:16:07,960 --> 00:16:10,120 Speaker 1: has nothing to do with your destiny. You know, I 302 00:16:10,160 --> 00:16:13,160 Speaker 1: had to spend all these years with all these different 303 00:16:13,240 --> 00:16:15,840 Speaker 1: authors and different systems out there and go through it 304 00:16:15,880 --> 00:16:17,520 Speaker 1: and say what worked and didn't work. And I had 305 00:16:17,520 --> 00:16:21,280 Speaker 1: to throw out what didn't work, Yeah, because I wasn't 306 00:16:21,280 --> 00:16:22,960 Speaker 1: gonna take it at phase about you know, I'm still 307 00:16:23,000 --> 00:16:25,920 Speaker 1: you know, my adopted mom's gone. She passed in and 308 00:16:26,000 --> 00:16:28,960 Speaker 1: ninety three years old. She never full I think towards 309 00:16:28,960 --> 00:16:31,560 Speaker 1: the end of her life she started going, well, I 310 00:16:31,600 --> 00:16:33,560 Speaker 1: don't know what the hell he's doing but he's passionate 311 00:16:33,600 --> 00:16:36,680 Speaker 1: about it. I think she saw me on Diane Sawyer 312 00:16:36,760 --> 00:16:38,360 Speaker 1: the News Hour once and that kind of gave me 313 00:16:38,400 --> 00:16:40,320 Speaker 1: some credibility. And she's like, you know, Diane Sawyer is 314 00:16:40,320 --> 00:16:44,720 Speaker 1: a credible news hour. But then you became clear. Yeah, 315 00:16:44,760 --> 00:16:47,000 Speaker 1: She's like, how did you get on Diane Sawyer? You 316 00:16:47,040 --> 00:16:51,400 Speaker 1: know with your voodoo? You know? So yeah. I was like, mom, 317 00:16:51,560 --> 00:16:54,720 Speaker 1: you know this this is real. So um. But anyways, 318 00:16:54,880 --> 00:16:58,840 Speaker 1: the ultimate goal number is something I discovered. Uh, there's 319 00:16:58,840 --> 00:17:02,000 Speaker 1: only a few people knew about that, and one of 320 00:17:02,000 --> 00:17:05,040 Speaker 1: them was, well, it came. It actually came from a 321 00:17:05,040 --> 00:17:07,919 Speaker 1: woman named Jean who wrote books in the sort of 322 00:17:07,960 --> 00:17:11,240 Speaker 1: the eighties really nineties, and she was an a five 323 00:17:11,280 --> 00:17:12,879 Speaker 1: year old woman who lived in Salem, Oregon, and the 324 00:17:13,119 --> 00:17:14,480 Speaker 1: phone number in the back of the book, and I 325 00:17:14,560 --> 00:17:17,000 Speaker 1: called her and she would stay on the phone for 326 00:17:17,040 --> 00:17:19,480 Speaker 1: me for hours because I had all these questions, and 327 00:17:19,560 --> 00:17:23,359 Speaker 1: she became kind of my quasi teacher. Oh you know, 328 00:17:24,040 --> 00:17:25,560 Speaker 1: I never met the woman. I never knew what you 329 00:17:25,600 --> 00:17:27,960 Speaker 1: look like or anything. I just called her and she 330 00:17:27,960 --> 00:17:30,600 Speaker 1: would stay on the phone for hours with me. Wow. 331 00:17:30,800 --> 00:17:33,800 Speaker 1: So you guys had a very deep connection. We we did. 332 00:17:33,960 --> 00:17:37,040 Speaker 1: We did, and she she turned me onto the ultimate goal. 333 00:17:37,119 --> 00:17:40,040 Speaker 1: But my research showed and this is the most powerful 334 00:17:40,080 --> 00:17:43,639 Speaker 1: thing I've learned. The ultimate goal number shows you what 335 00:17:43,680 --> 00:17:46,359 Speaker 1: your deepest lessons are. That you'll grow up in a family, 336 00:17:46,400 --> 00:17:49,440 Speaker 1: in an environment that is a direct connection between your 337 00:17:49,480 --> 00:17:51,679 Speaker 1: parents and you, which is kind of very kind of 338 00:17:51,720 --> 00:17:54,879 Speaker 1: dovetails into psychology today. You know how your pal mommy 339 00:17:54,880 --> 00:17:58,040 Speaker 1: and Daddy screwed you up right, and even and the 340 00:17:58,119 --> 00:18:00,680 Speaker 1: and the best of families, how they you know, how 341 00:18:00,720 --> 00:18:05,159 Speaker 1: they're unresolved wounds downloaded into you right, and how you 342 00:18:05,200 --> 00:18:07,600 Speaker 1: were destined to go through certain events, that we're going 343 00:18:07,640 --> 00:18:10,919 Speaker 1: to shape your wounds and challenges, and that later on 344 00:18:11,000 --> 00:18:13,639 Speaker 1: in life you were going to repeat these wounds and 345 00:18:13,720 --> 00:18:16,560 Speaker 1: challenges by attracting people into your life to play them 346 00:18:16,600 --> 00:18:20,439 Speaker 1: out like a Shakespearean drama. Now, what I discovered is, 347 00:18:20,680 --> 00:18:23,640 Speaker 1: and again this is not a theory anymore. I've had 348 00:18:24,040 --> 00:18:28,760 Speaker 1: over cases. Right, what I discovered is your deepest wound 349 00:18:28,800 --> 00:18:30,600 Speaker 1: now in your life path as well. You gotta look 350 00:18:30,640 --> 00:18:32,760 Speaker 1: at the life path and the ultimate life path. You 351 00:18:32,840 --> 00:18:35,240 Speaker 1: learned a little bit sooner, but it's still a lesson. 352 00:18:35,800 --> 00:18:37,679 Speaker 1: You know, you've got to combine the two. But what 353 00:18:37,760 --> 00:18:40,040 Speaker 1: I found particularly with the ultimate goal, is that once 354 00:18:40,080 --> 00:18:42,679 Speaker 1: you start to wake up, because here's something else that's 355 00:18:42,760 --> 00:18:45,159 Speaker 1: kind of deep. At this stage in my life and 356 00:18:45,200 --> 00:18:47,960 Speaker 1: working with as many people as I have from all 357 00:18:48,040 --> 00:18:52,280 Speaker 1: walks of life, this I realized that I think God 358 00:18:52,320 --> 00:18:55,240 Speaker 1: sends us down here to learn, you know, some things, 359 00:18:55,640 --> 00:18:58,119 Speaker 1: and it's kind of like a setup. It's kind of 360 00:18:58,160 --> 00:19:02,080 Speaker 1: like a boot camp for souls, you know, like we're 361 00:19:02,080 --> 00:19:04,240 Speaker 1: just here like in a like a soul and a 362 00:19:04,280 --> 00:19:06,440 Speaker 1: body on a spinning planet, and all this ship's going 363 00:19:06,480 --> 00:19:08,680 Speaker 1: at us and we got the crazy uncle and the 364 00:19:08,760 --> 00:19:11,240 Speaker 1: mom and the dad left, and then we're going up 365 00:19:11,240 --> 00:19:13,199 Speaker 1: and we're trying to figure this out. And then you 366 00:19:13,240 --> 00:19:14,720 Speaker 1: try to find your way, and then you have a 367 00:19:14,760 --> 00:19:16,879 Speaker 1: relationship with this person you think you find love, but 368 00:19:16,960 --> 00:19:19,639 Speaker 1: this person is you know, throwing you for a loop. 369 00:19:19,760 --> 00:19:21,000 Speaker 1: And then you go you know what I mean, And 370 00:19:21,000 --> 00:19:24,840 Speaker 1: then this person becomes an alcoholic or this person runs 371 00:19:24,880 --> 00:19:27,399 Speaker 1: away and then or does you know, I gotta make 372 00:19:27,440 --> 00:19:29,320 Speaker 1: as much money as I can only find out it's 373 00:19:29,359 --> 00:19:31,159 Speaker 1: not that's not what life is. And you go through 374 00:19:31,200 --> 00:19:33,119 Speaker 1: these series. I mean, I've heard, don't you understand how 375 00:19:33,160 --> 00:19:35,639 Speaker 1: many stories I've heard? I feel like I feel like 376 00:19:35,720 --> 00:19:37,560 Speaker 1: you like you just like I don't know, Like we 377 00:19:37,640 --> 00:19:39,920 Speaker 1: talked before this conversation, and you know everything about me, 378 00:19:40,000 --> 00:19:43,440 Speaker 1: like you literally named almost, if not everything that I 379 00:19:43,560 --> 00:19:46,440 Speaker 1: have had to deal with. Well, well, that's that's because 380 00:19:46,480 --> 00:19:48,000 Speaker 1: I got your child. Oh you got my charts. A 381 00:19:48,040 --> 00:19:51,200 Speaker 1: whole lot of numbers there, guys. Yeah, so yes, what 382 00:19:51,320 --> 00:19:53,560 Speaker 1: I just talked about part of it is there. We'll 383 00:19:53,560 --> 00:19:55,920 Speaker 1: talk about your eight in your ultimate goal and what 384 00:19:56,040 --> 00:19:57,840 Speaker 1: you know. But what happens is when you start to 385 00:19:57,920 --> 00:20:00,960 Speaker 1: wake up out of it, the same number that represented 386 00:20:01,000 --> 00:20:03,280 Speaker 1: your deepest issue, how you got set up, you know, 387 00:20:03,440 --> 00:20:07,120 Speaker 1: because you have to learn something down here. It becomes 388 00:20:07,160 --> 00:20:12,399 Speaker 1: your higher purpose. Okay, see that. That's I honestly truly 389 00:20:12,480 --> 00:20:16,160 Speaker 1: believe that. Yes, I I believe in reincarnation. I feel 390 00:20:16,200 --> 00:20:23,680 Speaker 1: that I've been here many times in different forms. But 391 00:20:23,840 --> 00:20:25,560 Speaker 1: I do have a question before we move on to 392 00:20:25,640 --> 00:20:28,199 Speaker 1: my reading. I see a lot of what I call 393 00:20:28,320 --> 00:20:30,720 Speaker 1: angel numbers. I see a lot of eleven, eleven, I 394 00:20:30,800 --> 00:20:33,160 Speaker 1: see two, two, I see three three all the time, 395 00:20:33,240 --> 00:20:35,480 Speaker 1: I've been seeing twelve, twelve a lot for the past 396 00:20:35,560 --> 00:20:40,479 Speaker 1: like two weeks. Are those What do you think about that? All? Right, 397 00:20:40,520 --> 00:20:42,159 Speaker 1: so you said you've been seeing all right, all right, 398 00:20:42,240 --> 00:20:44,360 Speaker 1: So so let's talk about the first thing you want 399 00:20:44,400 --> 00:20:46,320 Speaker 1: to do is see is there any correlation to the 400 00:20:46,440 --> 00:20:49,480 Speaker 1: chart in the six numbers or five numbers in your case, 401 00:20:50,040 --> 00:20:53,639 Speaker 1: are any of these numbers present? Okay? So you know 402 00:20:53,760 --> 00:20:57,080 Speaker 1: I've I've already calculated your chart. Yes, I haven't written anything, 403 00:20:57,119 --> 00:21:00,920 Speaker 1: because you're watching me. Okay, you'll notice that you have 404 00:21:01,240 --> 00:21:06,240 Speaker 1: a right here eleven. You see how I circled the eleven? 405 00:21:06,880 --> 00:21:12,840 Speaker 1: Hold on, yes, yes, got it? Okay, Yes, see circled eleven. Okay, 406 00:21:13,119 --> 00:21:16,719 Speaker 1: So eleven is your personality number. In other words, one 407 00:21:16,800 --> 00:21:20,719 Speaker 1: of your main numbers isn't eleven. So if you see eleven, 408 00:21:21,560 --> 00:21:24,520 Speaker 1: it's it's part of your chart number one. Okay, here's 409 00:21:24,520 --> 00:21:26,919 Speaker 1: another thing I didn't get to. I didn't even tell 410 00:21:26,920 --> 00:21:30,080 Speaker 1: you about this yet. How I figure out where you 411 00:21:30,160 --> 00:21:34,080 Speaker 1: are in your path to learning your lessons? Right as 412 00:21:34,160 --> 00:21:38,040 Speaker 1: I go back in time and using something called numerological cycles. 413 00:21:38,760 --> 00:21:42,440 Speaker 1: So you know, there's predictive elements in astrology, right, and 414 00:21:42,560 --> 00:21:44,480 Speaker 1: they use the planets to see where you know what's 415 00:21:44,480 --> 00:21:46,199 Speaker 1: going on? You know, you know when you're born. They 416 00:21:46,320 --> 00:21:48,520 Speaker 1: just take a snapshot of your chart, but the planets 417 00:21:48,560 --> 00:21:52,040 Speaker 1: are are still moving, right, so that's how they how 418 00:21:52,119 --> 00:21:54,480 Speaker 1: the planets, how they when they move around hit planets 419 00:21:54,520 --> 00:21:56,320 Speaker 1: in your in your chart when you were born with 420 00:21:56,640 --> 00:21:59,360 Speaker 1: that's how they predict certain things right at the time 421 00:21:59,400 --> 00:22:02,000 Speaker 1: of your how A line. Yeah, And then so now 422 00:22:02,440 --> 00:22:05,840 Speaker 1: in numerology, it turns out that there's I wouldn't call 423 00:22:05,880 --> 00:22:08,000 Speaker 1: a prediction like psychic stuff. I don't work with that 424 00:22:08,080 --> 00:22:11,119 Speaker 1: kind of stuff. In fact, I asked questions about certain 425 00:22:11,160 --> 00:22:14,800 Speaker 1: time frames because I'm not sure exactly what happened. I 426 00:22:14,920 --> 00:22:18,000 Speaker 1: have a feeling, I have a an idea of what 427 00:22:18,160 --> 00:22:21,600 Speaker 1: may have happened. Because of this, every year we come 428 00:22:21,640 --> 00:22:24,399 Speaker 1: into a different number that's separate from the our numbers 429 00:22:24,480 --> 00:22:27,280 Speaker 1: were born with. There's temporary numbers, their cycles, and they 430 00:22:27,320 --> 00:22:29,560 Speaker 1: work in cycles of nine years, just like nine months 431 00:22:29,640 --> 00:22:33,119 Speaker 1: to a pregnancy. And so every nine years you finish 432 00:22:33,200 --> 00:22:35,160 Speaker 1: a nine year cycle and then you start over again 433 00:22:35,160 --> 00:22:37,959 Speaker 1: another nine year cycle. And so depending on what your 434 00:22:38,000 --> 00:22:39,800 Speaker 1: birthday it is, you're gonna be one through nine for 435 00:22:39,880 --> 00:22:42,880 Speaker 1: whatever year you're talking about, Right, So it turns out 436 00:22:42,920 --> 00:22:44,760 Speaker 1: that you're in eleven year, which is a two if 437 00:22:44,800 --> 00:22:46,119 Speaker 1: you had one, and one breaks down to it too, 438 00:22:46,680 --> 00:22:50,760 Speaker 1: So you're you're you're getting this reading understand something. Eleven 439 00:22:50,880 --> 00:22:52,560 Speaker 1: is your is one of your numbers, and you're in 440 00:22:52,560 --> 00:22:55,439 Speaker 1: an eleven year and you're telling me saying eleven. Now 441 00:22:55,600 --> 00:22:59,560 Speaker 1: what comes after eleven is twelve, and you just that's 442 00:22:59,600 --> 00:23:01,760 Speaker 1: your next you're coming up and you just told me 443 00:23:01,960 --> 00:23:05,800 Speaker 1: recently you've been seeing twelve twelve. Now this is yeah, okay, 444 00:23:05,880 --> 00:23:09,080 Speaker 1: so you'll see that it says two, and it says 445 00:23:11,440 --> 00:23:14,640 Speaker 1: and then it says twelve three. It just means I'm 446 00:23:14,680 --> 00:23:19,639 Speaker 1: adding it down. Okay. So you're telling me in your 447 00:23:19,720 --> 00:23:22,760 Speaker 1: eleven year that you see eleven elevens in your chart. 448 00:23:22,800 --> 00:23:24,960 Speaker 1: You were born with eleven, and you're saying just recently 449 00:23:24,960 --> 00:23:27,479 Speaker 1: you've been seeing twelve. You're literally going into twelve as 450 00:23:27,520 --> 00:23:32,239 Speaker 1: a cycle next year. So I'm connecting. Yeah, I mean 451 00:23:32,320 --> 00:23:35,320 Speaker 1: you're on point. You're on point. So these numbers have 452 00:23:35,480 --> 00:23:37,800 Speaker 1: meanings and they're there. There are thousands of years old, 453 00:23:37,880 --> 00:23:42,439 Speaker 1: but you know they're being translated into modern psychological tools. Right. 454 00:23:43,480 --> 00:23:47,240 Speaker 1: This is beautiful and yeah it is and it ain't 455 00:23:47,320 --> 00:23:52,680 Speaker 1: new age. This ship is old ages, ancient history, y'all. Yeah, yeah, 456 00:23:53,400 --> 00:23:55,040 Speaker 1: this idea is like, oh that's a new age. I'm 457 00:23:55,040 --> 00:23:58,399 Speaker 1: like what wait a minute. The Babylonian era is the 458 00:23:58,680 --> 00:24:03,320 Speaker 1: Egyptians that used early Hebrews and all this used I'm 459 00:24:03,359 --> 00:24:06,280 Speaker 1: telling you guys way back and you know, like they're 460 00:24:06,359 --> 00:24:09,000 Speaker 1: on the Pyramids. I mean, there are so many things 461 00:24:09,119 --> 00:24:11,639 Speaker 1: that show like numbers and how they counted and how 462 00:24:11,760 --> 00:24:15,000 Speaker 1: like this was used way back when. So yes, I 463 00:24:15,040 --> 00:24:17,880 Speaker 1: don't want to hear about this this age stuff. Oh man, 464 00:24:18,000 --> 00:24:20,200 Speaker 1: this this is so old. It's you know, you can't 465 00:24:20,200 --> 00:24:22,600 Speaker 1: even believe it, you know what I mean. So what 466 00:24:22,720 --> 00:24:24,600 Speaker 1: we're gonna do is we're gonna go I'm gonna go 467 00:24:24,680 --> 00:24:27,520 Speaker 1: back in time. So you already know something. You already 468 00:24:27,560 --> 00:24:30,159 Speaker 1: know that eight is the you know, to be exacted 469 00:24:30,240 --> 00:24:32,360 Speaker 1: to seventeen. It we use double digits when you're using 470 00:24:32,960 --> 00:24:36,359 Speaker 1: more detailed demerology. Okay, so we called a seventeen eight 471 00:24:36,400 --> 00:24:38,960 Speaker 1: one plus seven is eight and eight two plus six 472 00:24:39,000 --> 00:24:40,840 Speaker 1: and eight. The double digites tells what kind of an 473 00:24:40,880 --> 00:24:43,560 Speaker 1: eight it is. But you're an eight making simple ultimate goal. 474 00:24:43,800 --> 00:24:47,040 Speaker 1: So hey, I told you that cycles working cycles of 475 00:24:47,119 --> 00:24:49,360 Speaker 1: nine years. I'm going to go back to the last 476 00:24:49,400 --> 00:24:51,720 Speaker 1: times you're in an eight year because I know you're 477 00:24:51,760 --> 00:24:55,159 Speaker 1: an eight. I'm gonna see I'm gonna ask you what happened, right, 478 00:24:55,600 --> 00:24:57,680 Speaker 1: and then I know the next year after that is 479 00:24:57,720 --> 00:24:59,639 Speaker 1: a nine, which means you're ending a nine year cycle. 480 00:25:00,119 --> 00:25:01,760 Speaker 1: So I'm gonna ask it because we know there's going 481 00:25:01,800 --> 00:25:05,720 Speaker 1: to be completions, endings. You know, there might be a shift, right, 482 00:25:05,800 --> 00:25:08,320 Speaker 1: you may transition out of one thing into another, you 483 00:25:08,440 --> 00:25:10,680 Speaker 1: might release some things, and then the following year after 484 00:25:10,760 --> 00:25:12,280 Speaker 1: that you're gonna be back in one again and there 485 00:25:12,560 --> 00:25:15,159 Speaker 1: could be some new starts and new beginnings, right, you know. 486 00:25:15,840 --> 00:25:18,520 Speaker 1: So I'm going to be looking at three year cycles 487 00:25:18,600 --> 00:25:21,159 Speaker 1: for you eight nine, and it turns out that your 488 00:25:21,200 --> 00:25:23,880 Speaker 1: life path is a one right the other remember there's 489 00:25:23,880 --> 00:25:26,680 Speaker 1: another lesson, right, So I gotta I'm gonna I'm just 490 00:25:26,680 --> 00:25:30,200 Speaker 1: gonna say eight nine one, eight nine one. You know 491 00:25:30,240 --> 00:25:33,399 Speaker 1: what I'm saying. And now I'm going to tell you 492 00:25:33,520 --> 00:25:35,480 Speaker 1: what this stuff means. First, I'm gonna do analysis. If 493 00:25:35,480 --> 00:25:37,480 Speaker 1: you're trying to try to keep as brief as possible 494 00:25:37,520 --> 00:25:40,720 Speaker 1: with my big mouth, okay, and all right, now you 495 00:25:40,800 --> 00:25:43,040 Speaker 1: can you can you can let me have it, all right, 496 00:25:43,119 --> 00:25:46,439 Speaker 1: you let me have it. Okay. Now here's the thing. 497 00:25:46,640 --> 00:25:49,240 Speaker 1: I want to say one thing really quick that's really important. 498 00:25:49,760 --> 00:25:54,040 Speaker 1: All my sessions unless they're very known people, right, you know, 499 00:25:54,080 --> 00:25:56,480 Speaker 1: of course I know who they are because everybody knows 500 00:25:56,520 --> 00:26:00,119 Speaker 1: who they are. But the majority of my sessions off 501 00:26:00,160 --> 00:26:02,159 Speaker 1: for people I have literally no idea who they are, 502 00:26:03,400 --> 00:26:06,240 Speaker 1: no clue. Same here, you didn't know who I was, right, Josh, 503 00:26:06,359 --> 00:26:08,680 Speaker 1: So I mean this is this is but I do 504 00:26:08,880 --> 00:26:11,399 Speaker 1: know you know that you were a singer that you 505 00:26:11,480 --> 00:26:13,840 Speaker 1: know Grammy. I know that your Latin music. You know. 506 00:26:13,880 --> 00:26:16,200 Speaker 1: I know that much because I was told that you 507 00:26:16,280 --> 00:26:17,680 Speaker 1: know so, but I had to know who I do 508 00:26:17,920 --> 00:26:19,480 Speaker 1: you you know are? I mean I did talk to 509 00:26:19,520 --> 00:26:21,800 Speaker 1: a couple of Latin friends are like, oh, ship, I 510 00:26:21,880 --> 00:26:23,800 Speaker 1: know who she is, so they know who you are, 511 00:26:24,560 --> 00:26:26,280 Speaker 1: but I don't know who the hell you are. And 512 00:26:26,440 --> 00:26:30,560 Speaker 1: so but I like, Josh, yeah, I love it. Yeah, 513 00:26:30,800 --> 00:26:32,480 Speaker 1: it's better this way that you didn't know who I was. 514 00:26:32,560 --> 00:26:34,800 Speaker 1: That now I'm like, Okay, this is legit, and I 515 00:26:34,880 --> 00:26:36,720 Speaker 1: know it's legit because I really do believe in numbers 516 00:26:36,760 --> 00:26:38,840 Speaker 1: in all of this. I really do, right, So, so 517 00:26:38,960 --> 00:26:41,239 Speaker 1: what I'll say is, you know, you know, it's kind 518 00:26:41,240 --> 00:26:44,240 Speaker 1: of starting off here that I said, well, you know, 519 00:26:44,240 --> 00:26:46,000 Speaker 1: if I were to turn around and say, well, your 520 00:26:46,080 --> 00:26:48,119 Speaker 1: chart to suggested you would be a singer and have 521 00:26:48,400 --> 00:26:51,080 Speaker 1: you know, fame from that in the Latin market, you'd 522 00:26:51,119 --> 00:26:55,040 Speaker 1: be like, please, are you kidding me? You know to 523 00:26:55,080 --> 00:26:59,760 Speaker 1: be kidding? Yeah, so so so I'm just telling you 524 00:27:00,200 --> 00:27:02,919 Speaker 1: the things I'm going to say. Right. First of all, 525 00:27:02,960 --> 00:27:05,560 Speaker 1: I wouldn't have pegged you necessarily for a musician. Now 526 00:27:05,720 --> 00:27:11,840 Speaker 1: it doesn't a singer's not communications, yes, but not necessarily 527 00:27:11,960 --> 00:27:15,560 Speaker 1: that because as much as you've had great success in 528 00:27:15,640 --> 00:27:20,520 Speaker 1: that department, it suggested that you could use that as 529 00:27:20,600 --> 00:27:26,760 Speaker 1: a vehicle. It's not your higher purpose. Josh, oh my gosh, dude, 530 00:27:26,760 --> 00:27:28,479 Speaker 1: You're blowing my fucking mind right now. I'm gonna tell 531 00:27:28,480 --> 00:27:31,200 Speaker 1: you why because I know this, I don't know, but 532 00:27:31,200 --> 00:27:34,840 Speaker 1: don't tell me anything. Okay, I'm not gonna tell anything. Okay, 533 00:27:34,840 --> 00:27:37,440 Speaker 1: So I do want to ask you something. Do you 534 00:27:37,640 --> 00:27:40,760 Speaker 1: feel that, yes, we are born at a certain time 535 00:27:41,000 --> 00:27:43,480 Speaker 1: and the planet's aligned, and there's nothing that we can 536 00:27:43,520 --> 00:27:45,000 Speaker 1: do about that. It is what it is. But I 537 00:27:45,320 --> 00:27:48,040 Speaker 1: I believe that depending on the choices that we make 538 00:27:48,080 --> 00:27:52,360 Speaker 1: on a daily basis, um, we can change our destiny 539 00:27:52,640 --> 00:27:56,480 Speaker 1: or if we are aligned, right, I mean, okay, the 540 00:27:56,600 --> 00:27:59,840 Speaker 1: whole point. Listen, let's get this straight. Tell me these 541 00:28:00,080 --> 00:28:03,439 Speaker 1: numbers or code. You're here to break the code. Okay, 542 00:28:04,520 --> 00:28:06,800 Speaker 1: there are some aspects of life that are going to 543 00:28:06,920 --> 00:28:09,720 Speaker 1: be a part of your karma or your destiny. And 544 00:28:10,040 --> 00:28:11,520 Speaker 1: you say, well, how can you prove that? And I go, 545 00:28:11,600 --> 00:28:13,560 Speaker 1: I don't have to prove a damn thing. All I 546 00:28:13,600 --> 00:28:15,840 Speaker 1: gotta look at is what happened to you when you 547 00:28:15,920 --> 00:28:18,119 Speaker 1: were born? Where were you born, who were your parents, 548 00:28:18,200 --> 00:28:22,000 Speaker 1: what was your socio economic background, and how what were 549 00:28:22,000 --> 00:28:24,920 Speaker 1: your challenges? Because right there you had no control. You're 550 00:28:25,080 --> 00:28:28,080 Speaker 1: just a baby. You're a child. So whatever your karma is, 551 00:28:28,480 --> 00:28:31,040 Speaker 1: whatever your destiny is. You know, you know, my dad 552 00:28:31,119 --> 00:28:35,480 Speaker 1: was an attorney. It's like, I deal with facts. It's 553 00:28:35,480 --> 00:28:37,800 Speaker 1: so funny. I'm not I'm not a like this out 554 00:28:37,880 --> 00:28:39,760 Speaker 1: of you know, new a g person where I'm up 555 00:28:39,760 --> 00:28:42,760 Speaker 1: in the stratosphere and like talking silliness. I'm dealing with 556 00:28:42,880 --> 00:28:46,640 Speaker 1: real ship. You know. I'm fact based. That's what happened 557 00:28:46,680 --> 00:28:49,400 Speaker 1: to you. Now you can say, but that's you know, 558 00:28:49,560 --> 00:28:51,400 Speaker 1: who can say why that I came in under that? 559 00:28:51,400 --> 00:28:54,280 Speaker 1: And I go, that's right, who can say? Because we 560 00:28:54,400 --> 00:28:57,840 Speaker 1: can only know factually that's what you experience. That right 561 00:28:57,920 --> 00:29:00,239 Speaker 1: there you had no control of. But when you grow up, 562 00:29:01,080 --> 00:29:03,280 Speaker 1: when you become an adult, when you start to realize 563 00:29:03,320 --> 00:29:05,080 Speaker 1: you can make your own decisions when you start to 564 00:29:05,480 --> 00:29:09,160 Speaker 1: realize your patterns, Like whatever happened to you made you 565 00:29:09,360 --> 00:29:13,440 Speaker 1: feel something about yourself that wasn't true. It's literally conditioning. 566 00:29:14,080 --> 00:29:16,200 Speaker 1: The numbers just tell us what the conditioning was, and 567 00:29:16,280 --> 00:29:19,680 Speaker 1: it says, here's the pathway to break that conditioning and 568 00:29:19,800 --> 00:29:23,600 Speaker 1: create your own future. I don't I'm all about free will, 569 00:29:23,720 --> 00:29:26,280 Speaker 1: funk all that other stuff. The people that come to 570 00:29:26,400 --> 00:29:29,920 Speaker 1: me are about changing their life for the better, not 571 00:29:30,040 --> 00:29:32,160 Speaker 1: about saying, oh, this is this is what I'm born 572 00:29:32,240 --> 00:29:34,640 Speaker 1: with and this is the way it is. Yeah, because see, 573 00:29:34,760 --> 00:29:38,840 Speaker 1: I mean, okay, here's another question. Sorry, I'm like, you know, 574 00:29:38,960 --> 00:29:41,520 Speaker 1: bombarding you with questions. But it all just sort of 575 00:29:41,600 --> 00:29:43,200 Speaker 1: just doubts and things that I think about, and sometimes 576 00:29:43,240 --> 00:29:45,040 Speaker 1: I don't speak about it out loud because I feel 577 00:29:45,080 --> 00:29:47,680 Speaker 1: like it's going to just be you know, I'm not 578 00:29:47,720 --> 00:29:50,080 Speaker 1: gonna be undertood. But anyways, okay, So, yes, we were 579 00:29:50,120 --> 00:29:52,720 Speaker 1: born a certain day, and then people say you're born 580 00:29:52,760 --> 00:29:54,640 Speaker 1: on a certain day and you're going to die on 581 00:29:54,640 --> 00:29:57,480 Speaker 1: a certain day, and everything in between is what it is, 582 00:29:57,680 --> 00:29:59,080 Speaker 1: you know what I mean. Like, so that's why people 583 00:29:59,080 --> 00:30:01,440 Speaker 1: I feel are like, you know, and I believe, Yes, 584 00:30:01,480 --> 00:30:03,040 Speaker 1: you were born on a certain day, and I feel 585 00:30:03,080 --> 00:30:04,920 Speaker 1: like depending on the choices is just is that you 586 00:30:05,000 --> 00:30:08,520 Speaker 1: make how you live your life karma. Then it determines Okay, 587 00:30:08,560 --> 00:30:11,440 Speaker 1: does your death come sooner or later? Or am I tripping? 588 00:30:11,600 --> 00:30:16,560 Speaker 1: You got it? Yeah? No, you're smart. Look, I don't 589 00:30:16,560 --> 00:30:18,320 Speaker 1: want to overstate because first of all, I want you 590 00:30:18,400 --> 00:30:20,280 Speaker 1: to know that there are limitations of what I can do. 591 00:30:20,920 --> 00:30:24,080 Speaker 1: I know what those limitations are. I'm not an infallible 592 00:30:24,160 --> 00:30:26,560 Speaker 1: computer where every word out of my mouth is perfect, 593 00:30:26,600 --> 00:30:28,400 Speaker 1: and you know, and so on and so forth. But 594 00:30:28,480 --> 00:30:31,040 Speaker 1: there is enough confirmation I can gather to prove I 595 00:30:31,160 --> 00:30:33,920 Speaker 1: believe that there is a system going on here. Look, 596 00:30:34,480 --> 00:30:36,560 Speaker 1: you're here to learn and to grow and evolve as 597 00:30:36,600 --> 00:30:41,520 Speaker 1: a soul. And yes, I believe in in reincarnation only 598 00:30:41,560 --> 00:30:44,520 Speaker 1: because to me, it's the most reasonable approach to this. 599 00:30:44,800 --> 00:30:47,520 Speaker 1: To me, it's the most logical thing, you know, because 600 00:30:47,520 --> 00:30:48,760 Speaker 1: I don't think we can get it all done in 601 00:30:48,800 --> 00:30:51,840 Speaker 1: one lifetime, you know, I know some people don't. Some 602 00:30:51,920 --> 00:30:53,760 Speaker 1: people may say, well I don't. I don't necessarily believe 603 00:30:53,760 --> 00:30:55,840 Speaker 1: in that, and that's okay, because we don't know for certain. 604 00:30:56,000 --> 00:30:59,200 Speaker 1: It's just a belief, right, you know, I can't. I 605 00:30:59,320 --> 00:31:01,680 Speaker 1: can't prove it either way. But but it's a logical 606 00:31:01,760 --> 00:31:04,680 Speaker 1: belief because I'm looking at people's lives and what we 607 00:31:04,760 --> 00:31:06,120 Speaker 1: have to learn, like, we're not going to get this 608 00:31:06,200 --> 00:31:09,680 Speaker 1: all done, you know, it's just an experience. The important 609 00:31:09,720 --> 00:31:14,560 Speaker 1: point is people change, grow and evolve. You're born with challenges, 610 00:31:14,960 --> 00:31:17,360 Speaker 1: but you can play that hand if you work on yourself, 611 00:31:17,520 --> 00:31:21,520 Speaker 1: if you take responsibility for your life, the numbers morph 612 00:31:21,920 --> 00:31:25,280 Speaker 1: metamorphosized into the higher levels of the numbers instead of 613 00:31:25,360 --> 00:31:27,840 Speaker 1: the lower unconscious where you're playing it out and you 614 00:31:27,920 --> 00:31:30,480 Speaker 1: don't even know why. You don't know why you're attracting 615 00:31:30,520 --> 00:31:33,200 Speaker 1: that because your program is going on. Once you break 616 00:31:33,240 --> 00:31:35,080 Speaker 1: the program, you break them. You know what it is. 617 00:31:35,160 --> 00:31:38,440 Speaker 1: It's a matrix you're living in kind of a matrix. 618 00:31:39,520 --> 00:31:41,680 Speaker 1: I truly believe that, and I know and this is 619 00:31:41,720 --> 00:31:44,600 Speaker 1: why I believe in reincarnation, because there are certain things 620 00:31:44,640 --> 00:31:46,920 Speaker 1: that just come to me so easily, and things that 621 00:31:46,960 --> 00:31:48,760 Speaker 1: I'm like, how do I know this? Like it's just 622 00:31:48,920 --> 00:31:51,280 Speaker 1: it comes to me. And I know that. I also 623 00:31:51,360 --> 00:31:53,760 Speaker 1: know that I'm hardheaded and that there are things that 624 00:31:53,800 --> 00:31:55,600 Speaker 1: I didn't learn my past lives that I'm learning now 625 00:31:55,680 --> 00:31:57,880 Speaker 1: that I'm like, I want to break generational curses. I 626 00:31:58,000 --> 00:31:59,720 Speaker 1: want to be better and I do my best every 627 00:31:59,760 --> 00:32:01,680 Speaker 1: single because I'm not trying to come back and do 628 00:32:01,800 --> 00:32:04,320 Speaker 1: the same ship over and I mean, I gotta learn 629 00:32:04,360 --> 00:32:07,000 Speaker 1: my damn lessons, you know. So that's why I truly 630 00:32:07,040 --> 00:32:09,280 Speaker 1: believe it. It's something that I'm like, I'm an old soul, 631 00:32:09,400 --> 00:32:15,960 Speaker 1: like I just know it because I know, as you 632 00:32:16,040 --> 00:32:19,360 Speaker 1: guys know, listeners, I always end all of my podcasts 633 00:32:19,520 --> 00:32:22,120 Speaker 1: with a motivational Monday quote, and I think I have 634 00:32:22,240 --> 00:32:23,760 Speaker 1: the perfect one for us today, So let me go 635 00:32:23,880 --> 00:32:26,960 Speaker 1: ahead and read it to you, guys. The quote for 636 00:32:27,000 --> 00:32:30,280 Speaker 1: the day is the two most important days in life 637 00:32:30,400 --> 00:32:32,520 Speaker 1: are the day you were born and the day you 638 00:32:32,680 --> 00:32:35,360 Speaker 1: find out why. You guys, the day you were born 639 00:32:35,480 --> 00:32:37,640 Speaker 1: and the day you find out why. I think it 640 00:32:37,720 --> 00:32:41,400 Speaker 1: goes all with what we've talked about today. And right, 641 00:32:41,600 --> 00:32:45,280 Speaker 1: that's a good one. Right you think you like that one? Okay? Awesome? Um? 642 00:32:45,400 --> 00:32:46,800 Speaker 1: And Josh, I don't know if you want to share 643 00:32:47,160 --> 00:32:50,680 Speaker 1: your social media or a website where people can find you. Yeah, 644 00:32:50,760 --> 00:32:53,600 Speaker 1: so I mean the websites, you know, Josh code, you know, 645 00:32:53,720 --> 00:32:56,080 Speaker 1: just because this is a mathematical code, you know, And 646 00:32:56,320 --> 00:32:59,680 Speaker 1: and the dude Josh is doing it. So so Josh 647 00:32:59,760 --> 00:33:01,520 Speaker 1: Code you know j S H C O D E 648 00:33:01,680 --> 00:33:05,680 Speaker 1: dot com. Um uh, My instagram is at Numerology Josh 649 00:33:06,120 --> 00:33:09,720 Speaker 1: at Numerology, Josh and so, and I post some things, 650 00:33:09,920 --> 00:33:12,040 Speaker 1: you know, I do interviews and articles and things like that, 651 00:33:12,160 --> 00:33:14,720 Speaker 1: answer questions from time to time and I love it. 652 00:33:15,080 --> 00:33:17,200 Speaker 1: Post picture myself when I was twenty and I had 653 00:33:17,240 --> 00:33:20,320 Speaker 1: long hair and it was a month myself. You gotta 654 00:33:20,360 --> 00:33:22,960 Speaker 1: follow you right now, so you got picture when I 655 00:33:23,000 --> 00:33:26,120 Speaker 1: was twenty. You gotta see it. Okay, So at Numerology 656 00:33:26,280 --> 00:33:30,200 Speaker 1: Josh right on Instagram okay perfect. And his website, you guys, 657 00:33:30,320 --> 00:33:34,440 Speaker 1: is Josh code dot com. Josh, thank you again, sending 658 00:33:34,520 --> 00:33:36,680 Speaker 1: you a big, big hug, and I'm gonna be talking 659 00:33:36,720 --> 00:33:40,960 Speaker 1: to you again. So it's been a pleasure. I loved it. 660 00:33:41,400 --> 00:33:43,720 Speaker 1: I loved it. You're you're you're a special soul and 661 00:33:43,800 --> 00:33:47,240 Speaker 1: I and I enjoyed working with you and I connected 662 00:33:47,280 --> 00:33:49,640 Speaker 1: to you. I liked it same here. Honestly, I feel 663 00:33:49,720 --> 00:33:51,360 Speaker 1: very connected to you, Josh. So thank you so much, 664 00:33:51,400 --> 00:33:53,640 Speaker 1: you guys. Which as you go, you guys know, I 665 00:33:53,720 --> 00:33:56,040 Speaker 1: love you. 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