WEBVTT - S3:EP 7 - Manhunt

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<v Speaker 1>And I was like trying to grab these books out

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<v Speaker 1>of her hand because I didn't want her to get

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<v Speaker 1>rid of them. I didn't want her to burn them.

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<v Speaker 1>And I was like please, no, please, no, please no,

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<v Speaker 1>and she's like, yes, this is what we're going to do.

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<v Speaker 1>Then she took them from me, she took them out

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<v Speaker 1>of my hands, and then she threw them all in

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<v Speaker 1>the woodstove. So she closed the door and that was that.

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<v Speaker 1>Couldn't retrieve them. They were on fire.

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<v Speaker 2>Christa Lester Pitch peered over a man's shoulder to see

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<v Speaker 2>the computer screen. There was a news report on it,

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<v Speaker 2>and there was Jess, Jess with her red hair, wearing

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<v Speaker 2>a bright red coat and black gloves. She was saying

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<v Speaker 2>something to a man with a microphone, but Krista couldn't

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<v Speaker 2>hear what she said.

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<v Speaker 1>It was kind of real, honestly.

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<v Speaker 2>Christa was the girl whose mom once burned her books

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<v Speaker 2>to cast away Devil Spirits. She was in her twenties,

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<v Speaker 2>now standing in a house in spoke Anne, Washington, where

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<v Speaker 2>Victor's followers had relocated. She lived there with other River

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<v Speaker 2>Road members, all clustered around the screen. Victor's right hand woman,

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<v Speaker 2>Jan had warned Christa this news story was coming, but

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<v Speaker 2>she wouldn't give her details about what was in it.

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<v Speaker 2>She just told her none of it's true. Jan's husband

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<v Speaker 2>had his headphones plugged into a computer, so the mouths

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<v Speaker 2>on the screen moved, but no sound came out.

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<v Speaker 1>And then immediately I went into my room.

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<v Speaker 2>She pulled out a tablet she kept hidden there against

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<v Speaker 2>the rules, her secret window to the outside world.

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<v Speaker 1>Plugged in my headphones and watched it myself.

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<v Speaker 2>The tall man with a microphone was Tom Lyden, an

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<v Speaker 2>investigative journalist who'd reached out to Lindsay and Jess. Jess

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<v Speaker 2>led the reporter to the grounds of the shepherd's camp,

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<v Speaker 2>where they had all once lived. Large pine trees looked

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<v Speaker 2>black against the snow. Lindsay and Jess talked openly about

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<v Speaker 2>what had happened to them as maidens, about the sexual

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<v Speaker 2>abuse they had experienced when their parents gave them away

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<v Speaker 2>to Victor. Jess explained she had never gotten the talk

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<v Speaker 2>about sex, but that she knew something was wrong. She

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<v Speaker 2>looked straight to the camera and said, my young impressions

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<v Speaker 2>of him was he was a scary person because he

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<v Speaker 2>yelled a lot, and I was afraid of him when

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<v Speaker 2>I said to my parents, this man that you support,

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<v Speaker 2>Victor Bernard, raped your daughter. My mom said, the blood

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<v Speaker 2>of the lamp covers it all. Jesus Christ forgives.

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<v Speaker 1>And I was really, really sad. I didn't know Lindsay

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<v Speaker 1>very well, but I knew Jess. I knew Jess very

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<v Speaker 1>very well. She was like a sister to me. Watching

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<v Speaker 1>Lindsay's story and watching Jess around my hometown and showing

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<v Speaker 1>the Shepherd's camp and seeing the places that I grew up.

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<v Speaker 1>At the time, the band aid was starting to get

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<v Speaker 1>ripped off for me, like my childhood was suddenly tarnished,

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<v Speaker 1>and that's a hard thing to bounce back from.

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<v Speaker 3>You know.

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<v Speaker 1>It was shocking, but I wasn't surprised. I grew up

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<v Speaker 1>in this church. I knew how Victor behaved with young women,

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<v Speaker 1>and I knew how they behaved with him. I always

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<v Speaker 1>thought it was weird, so old.

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<v Speaker 2>And Krista knew how he behaved with her. She thought

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<v Speaker 2>about encounters she'd had with Victor, like when she was

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<v Speaker 2>fifteen and he slapped her butt when she walked by,

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<v Speaker 2>or another time when she and some girls and their

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<v Speaker 2>moms had invited Victor on a picnic.

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<v Speaker 1>And one of the moms thought, what a good idea

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<v Speaker 1>would be if after lunch the moms leave and we

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<v Speaker 1>stay and we lay on blankets with Victor under the trees.

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<v Speaker 1>And I did not like that idea. I thought it

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<v Speaker 1>was weird. I was just like laying there, not touching anything.

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<v Speaker 1>I was not enjoying myself whatsoever. And the other two

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<v Speaker 1>girls were like cuddled up next to Victor, and it

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<v Speaker 1>was like, what are we even doing?

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<v Speaker 2>Started raining, so Krista got to leave, but she always

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<v Speaker 2>wondered what would have happened if the rain hadn't come.

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<v Speaker 1>And so, you know, it's not hard for me to

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<v Speaker 1>believe that he went much further with some girls, and

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<v Speaker 1>that type of stuff was normal. It was so normal.

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<v Speaker 1>We weren't all raped, but we were all. I can

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<v Speaker 1>honestly say, beyond all shadow of doubt, that every last

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<v Speaker 1>one of us young girls in that church was in

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<v Speaker 1>some type of situation like that at least one time

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<v Speaker 1>in our childhood.

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<v Speaker 2>But the people around Christa had just one reaction to

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<v Speaker 2>the news story.

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<v Speaker 1>Everybody around me was saying, it's all lies, even the maiden,

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<v Speaker 1>it's all lies. It's all lies. It's all lies. And

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<v Speaker 1>I was like but it makes sense though. These girls

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<v Speaker 1>they had every thing to lose and they lost it.

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<v Speaker 1>They lost the respect of their peers, they lost their families,

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<v Speaker 1>and they still came out and told their stories. I

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<v Speaker 1>was just like, there's no possible way that they're lying.

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<v Speaker 1>These girls had been raped. It was definitely a marked

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<v Speaker 1>moment in my life watching these girls. These women, they

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<v Speaker 1>did something so strong, and I knew in my soul

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<v Speaker 1>that they were telling the truth. What's crazy, this is

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<v Speaker 1>really crazy, is Victor had already taken off to Brazil.

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<v Speaker 4>Victor was on the run.

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<v Speaker 2>From a cocoa punch and iHeart podcasts This is the

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<v Speaker 2>Turning River Road, I'm Erica Lance.

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<v Speaker 5>And I'm Alan Lance Lesser Part seven Manhunt. While Krista

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<v Speaker 5>lived in the tightly sealed River Road community in Washington,

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<v Speaker 5>Lindsay was on the other side of the country with

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<v Speaker 5>a lot more freedom. Lindsay didn't live with her parents anymore,

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<v Speaker 5>and by now she'd been out of the cult for years.

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<v Speaker 5>Then she learned she was pregnant. It wasn't something she

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<v Speaker 5>planned for. The father was a friend and didn't really

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<v Speaker 5>want to be involved. If Lindsay was going to have

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<v Speaker 5>this baby, it be up to her to raise it

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<v Speaker 5>on her own.

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<v Speaker 6>And I was in no position to have a kid,

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<v Speaker 6>you know, like I was dealing with so much my

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<v Speaker 6>own uncle and Bethesda and my cousin at that point,

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<v Speaker 6>like did not support me having my daughter and wanted

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<v Speaker 6>me to give her up for adoption and took me

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<v Speaker 6>to an adoption agency. And I remember like sitting in

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<v Speaker 6>the office and looking at these books. Couples made books

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<v Speaker 6>of their travels and adventures and their families and what

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<v Speaker 6>they did, how they would raise kids. And I just

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<v Speaker 6>keep thinking, my parents gave me up the firstborn. I

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<v Speaker 6>could never give my firstborn up. I remember it was

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<v Speaker 6>seven weeks and four days when I went to the

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<v Speaker 6>clinic and confirmed the pregnancy, and it was just this tiny,

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<v Speaker 6>tiny little seed on the screen, and I knew. I

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<v Speaker 6>was like, I'm gonna keep you and I want to

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<v Speaker 6>be your mommy.

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<v Speaker 5>She was pregnant. When the story broke, she watched herself

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<v Speaker 5>on the screen.

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<v Speaker 6>It didn't feel real because we'd waited for two years

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<v Speaker 6>for anything to happen, and then now everything was blowing

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<v Speaker 6>up and it almost seemed like a train that had

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<v Speaker 6>gone off its tracks. It was just rolling full speed ahead,

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<v Speaker 6>and it was like, Okay, people are hearing this, people

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<v Speaker 6>are believing me. Finally, you know, like something is going

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<v Speaker 6>to come out of this.

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<v Speaker 5>Before the story was on TV, Lindsay and Jess's case

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<v Speaker 5>set for two years, seemingly without any decision or movement

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<v Speaker 5>or updates. But after the news things started to change.

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<v Speaker 5>More media wanted to interview Lindsay, and the US Marshals

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<v Speaker 5>wanted to meet with her.

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<v Speaker 6>They wanted to meet me and give them, like all

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<v Speaker 6>the information I had about Brazil, all the places I

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<v Speaker 6>had visited, and I was like, okay, like we are

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<v Speaker 6>going somewhere now.

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<v Speaker 5>We went back out to Minnesota for the meeting. Jess

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<v Speaker 5>was there too. Lindsay hadn't seen her for seven years.

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<v Speaker 5>They'd both been interviewed for the news report, but they

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<v Speaker 5>hadn't actually seen each other in person, not since Lindsay

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<v Speaker 5>was a Maideness as long red hair was now cropped

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<v Speaker 5>to a pixie and bleached blonde.

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<v Speaker 6>And of course our clothes were different because we made

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<v Speaker 6>most of our clothes. But I still remember like she

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<v Speaker 6>had that great smile that I loved so much, and

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<v Speaker 6>I remember thinking how good it was to see her smile.

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<v Speaker 6>I remember just hugging each other and crying. We just

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<v Speaker 6>hugged and cried. She seemed more free and more expressive

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<v Speaker 6>from what I had remembered living in the coult and

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<v Speaker 6>having to not really be our true selves.

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<v Speaker 5>Jess lived in Wisconsin now in a small town called

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<v Speaker 5>River Falls, built around a trickling waterfall. She worked at

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<v Speaker 5>a liquor store and had a partner named Mike. Lindsay

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<v Speaker 5>showed her pictures of her daughter.

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<v Speaker 1>They laughed about the old days.

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<v Speaker 5>Remembered how much they loved the sound of new guitar strings.

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<v Speaker 5>They started hanging out more, drank beer and watch Netflix,

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<v Speaker 5>and Jess showed Lindsay Unbreakable Kimmy Schmidt, a comedy about

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<v Speaker 5>a young woman who leaves an underground bunker when she's

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<v Speaker 5>rescued from a doomsday cult leader. In the opening credits,

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<v Speaker 5>she steps out into the sun for the first time

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<v Speaker 5>in a long prairie dress, the kind Lindsay and Jess

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<v Speaker 5>used to wear.

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<v Speaker 6>I at the time was not a fan because I

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<v Speaker 6>thought it minimized everything I was feeling. But she really

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<v Speaker 6>liked it. Oh, it was so fun. It was almost

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<v Speaker 6>not that we were like sneaking around doing this, but like,

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<v Speaker 6>oh my gosh, I can't believe. Could you ever imagine

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<v Speaker 6>that we'd be here, like having some beers and watching

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<v Speaker 6>this comedy show together. It was surreal. It was like,

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<v Speaker 6>after all this time and all the terrible stuff that

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<v Speaker 6>had happened, we're here, like actively trying to put Victor

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<v Speaker 6>in jail, but then also having this bonding time together.

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<v Speaker 1>It was It was pretty special.

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<v Speaker 6>But I honestly don't think we dove in to deep

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<v Speaker 6>memories of even the good times, because I think we

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<v Speaker 6>both during that time were just still suffering so much

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<v Speaker 6>from all the bad stuff that happened that at times

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<v Speaker 6>it was really hard to remember even the good stuff,

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<v Speaker 6>if that makes any sense.

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<v Speaker 5>Yeah, just had a happy life in River Falls. But

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<v Speaker 5>she had dark times too. Could relate.

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<v Speaker 6>Yeah, a lot of dark times. She almost ended up

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<v Speaker 6>in the hospital from trying to commit suicide a couple

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<v Speaker 6>of times. I think we both had feelings of abandonment

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<v Speaker 6>from our parents and betrayal. We both had common reactions

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<v Speaker 6>with wanting to hurt ourselves and just feeling that almost

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<v Speaker 6>the pain was too big to handle. I would just

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<v Speaker 6>try to encourage her, and I was hoping that, you know,

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<v Speaker 6>going through all of this would really help, would help

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<v Speaker 6>in some way. I mean, it doesn't take away what

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<v Speaker 6>we went through and the pain, the reality of it all.

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<v Speaker 6>But I was hoping that Victor going to jail and

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<v Speaker 6>some justice being served would help her.

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<v Speaker 7>It was kind of devastating being as that we were

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<v Speaker 7>in the community, that it was all going on, and

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<v Speaker 7>nobody was really aware of it until us, you know,

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<v Speaker 7>burst out into flames.

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<v Speaker 2>Eileen rad Dunn's works at Petrie's Bach, the convenience store

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<v Speaker 2>in Finlassen that sells everything you need in this small town,

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<v Speaker 2>gas and groceries and fishing and hunting and camping supplies.

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<v Speaker 2>Even though River Road members kept to themselves, they did

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<v Speaker 2>go into town.

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<v Speaker 4>Sometimes they would.

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<v Speaker 8>Come into the store. It was Pete here from time

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<v Speaker 8>to time.

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<v Speaker 2>Eileen says she saw the women in long dresses walking

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<v Speaker 2>through the store with their heads down, no eye contact,

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<v Speaker 2>not talking to anyone else. They'd get what they needed

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<v Speaker 2>and leave. She says people knew it was a religious

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<v Speaker 2>cult because of how closed they were, but they didn't

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<v Speaker 2>really know what was going on inside. Eileen helped clean

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<v Speaker 2>the camp after River Road left. She says she saw

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<v Speaker 2>the house where Victor took the maidens.

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<v Speaker 8>When you know what happened.

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<v Speaker 7>It just gives you a creepy feeling.

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<v Speaker 2>And you know what happened, It just gives you a

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<v Speaker 2>creepy feeling.

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<v Speaker 4>She says.

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<v Speaker 2>Peetrees was the store Lindsay and Jess once daydreamed they'd

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<v Speaker 2>run away to when they were little girls. Now they

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<v Speaker 2>were on tea and everyone in the store learned what

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<v Speaker 2>had really happened. People in Pine County often saw River

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<v Speaker 2>Road followers over the years. The cult members had a

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<v Speaker 2>cabinet business, a butcher shop. Some ran a construction company too.

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<v Speaker 2>The local hairdresser gave followers haircuts a few times. She

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<v Speaker 2>noticed how they always came two by two and didn't talk.

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<v Speaker 2>It gave her an eerie feeling. Now these girls in

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<v Speaker 2>prairie dresses were on the news. A lot of people

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<v Speaker 2>in Pine County and across Minnesota saw the news story

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<v Speaker 2>about River Road found out what was happening right next door.

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<v Speaker 2>Many of them might have seen the broadcasts in their

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<v Speaker 2>homes and gone on with their day, ate dinner, went

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<v Speaker 2>to work, moved on. But there was one person who

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<v Speaker 2>couldn't let the story go, who felt like something needed

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<v Speaker 2>to be done, And before long that person would become

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<v Speaker 2>a central part of the story.

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<v Speaker 9>Well, the primary images that come back for me are

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<v Speaker 9>Lindsay and Jess. That's always my strongest memory of this case.

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<v Speaker 2>Rehese Frederickson was a lawyer in his late thirties when

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<v Speaker 2>Jesson Lindsay came on TV. He had prosecuted drug crimes, burglaries,

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<v Speaker 2>and domestic assaults, but he'd never seen a case like

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<v Speaker 2>this in Pine County, and he'd always been interested in cults.

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<v Speaker 9>I don't know why I'm so fascinated by them. How

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<v Speaker 9>one person can control so many people and change their will,

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<v Speaker 9>you know, and change their allegiance to their families and

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<v Speaker 9>their community.

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<v Speaker 2>Rees swears her members when at three or four years

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<v Speaker 2>old he saw the Jonestown cult on the news, the

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<v Speaker 2>aerial images with hundreds of dead bodies stuck with him.

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<v Speaker 2>When he grew up, Reese got to meet the prosecutor

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<v Speaker 2>on the Manson family cult case. That meeting inspired Reese

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<v Speaker 2>to become a prosecutor himself.

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<v Speaker 9>I mean, it's like, how many tests do these leaders

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<v Speaker 9>push on these people and they cantinue to acquiesce. And

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<v Speaker 9>that's kind of what fascinated me too about the River

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<v Speaker 9>Road Fellowship. As Victor Bernard just incrementally kind of went

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<v Speaker 9>beyond those boundaries that everybody else is expected to live by,

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<v Speaker 9>and they overlooked it, overlooked it, overlooked it until it

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<v Speaker 9>just got to be too much for somebody.

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<v Speaker 2>And this cult was in Reese's backyard. He trained for

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<v Speaker 2>canoe races in the lakes and rivers close to the

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<v Speaker 2>Shepherd's camp. He had birthday parties for his kids there.

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<v Speaker 2>It struck him that here was this news story, but

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<v Speaker 2>Victor hadn't even been arrested. Reese is a private person.

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<v Speaker 2>He describes himself as an introvert, but he wanted to

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<v Speaker 2>do something. He wanted to go after Victor, and he

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<v Speaker 2>decided to run for election to be the county attorney

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<v Speaker 2>in Pine County that was.

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<v Speaker 9>Meant to be on this path, that was meant to

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<v Speaker 9>have this case.

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<v Speaker 2>Reese was the underdog in the election for county attorney,

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<v Speaker 2>but after campaigning and a series of three debates, he won.

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<v Speaker 2>He knew what he had to do next time to

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<v Speaker 2>find Victor. Victor's name went on the US Marshal's fifteen

0:18:08.600 --> 0:18:11.560
<v Speaker 2>most wanted list, an Inner Pool red notice was put

0:18:11.560 --> 0:18:14.439
<v Speaker 2>out for him. The marshals surveilled river road houses in

0:18:14.560 --> 0:18:19.960
<v Speaker 2>Washington State. They watched maidens covertly tracked their movements. The

0:18:20.000 --> 0:18:22.960
<v Speaker 2>maidens caught on and began to take circuitous roots, flying

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<v Speaker 2>to multiple cities in roundabout ways when they had to travel. Then,

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<v Speaker 2>one day, when a maiden was coming from Brazil back

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<v Speaker 2>to the US, officials searched her baggage and customs they found.

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<v Speaker 10>A card, and a card.

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<v Speaker 9>Was a handwritten and it was signed just with a

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<v Speaker 9>V at the bottom. And that was when the light

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<v Speaker 9>went off and said, Okay, that's got to be Victor Bernard,

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<v Speaker 9>and if she has that card on her for returning

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<v Speaker 9>from Brazil, that means he's in Brazil.

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<v Speaker 2>So they contacted local authorities in Brazil who started to

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<v Speaker 2>tail a maiden down there, and she.

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<v Speaker 9>Knew she was being followed. At times, she was very careful.

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<v Speaker 9>She would pull over to the side of the road

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<v Speaker 9>and just wave and kind of watch to see if

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<v Speaker 9>there were people tailing her. My understanding was that it

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<v Speaker 9>was a lone Brazilian cop that was doing surveillance on

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<v Speaker 9>a condo and that's when they spotted Victor Bernard.

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<v Speaker 2>Law enforcement tore through the condo, seizing documents, usb drives, diaries,

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<v Speaker 2>and electronics. There's a picture of Victor during the arrest.

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<v Speaker 2>He's on a cream leather couch wearing a tank top.

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<v Speaker 2>He looks tan. His gray beard covers much of his

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<v Speaker 2>thin face. His eyes looked tired, almost squinting, and his

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<v Speaker 2>hands are behind his back like he's handcuffed.

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<v Speaker 9>I just a vision of him knocking his doors out.

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<v Speaker 9>Here's this international fugitive, you know, thinking he's cooling his

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<v Speaker 9>heels next to the beach and look and relax like

0:19:52.920 --> 0:19:57.679
<v Speaker 9>he's on sulpification. Some rational part of him had to

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<v Speaker 9>know that his time was up.

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<v Speaker 6>After basically living my life thinking that I would die

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<v Speaker 6>being a maiden, the reality that he was now being

0:20:15.920 --> 0:20:20.159
<v Speaker 6>hunted and then finally found. I don't remember crying. I

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<v Speaker 6>think I remember being almost like you know when you

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<v Speaker 6>have the wind taken out of you. It was almost like,

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<v Speaker 6>oh my gosh, it happened. It's real. Like in the

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<v Speaker 6>midst of all of my hurting, I was like, he

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<v Speaker 6>is not going to get away with this. I know

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<v Speaker 6>it won't be easy, but bring it on, We're going

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<v Speaker 6>to get this bucker.

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<v Speaker 5>Victor Bernard was in a Brazilian jail cell, but now

0:21:17.520 --> 0:21:20.400
<v Speaker 5>they had to get him back to Minnesota. It took

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<v Speaker 5>a year and a half of political and legal maneuvering,

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<v Speaker 5>but finally in June of twenty sixteen, he was extradited

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<v Speaker 5>back to Minnesota. The US Marshalls had him.

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<v Speaker 9>I think they flew down there on the commercial plane,

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<v Speaker 9>and I remember one of the marshals said that when

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<v Speaker 9>they got him on the plane, he sat there for

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<v Speaker 9>eighteen hours or twenty hours or whatever it is that

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<v Speaker 9>takes Gole from Brazil to the United States. Didn't use

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<v Speaker 9>the restroom once. She thought was extremely odd. And they

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<v Speaker 9>had a cup of water in front of him, both

0:21:56.240 --> 0:21:58.919
<v Speaker 9>hands or on the cup, and he just kept staring

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<v Speaker 9>at the water and taking sit for like eighteen hours.

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<v Speaker 5>Reese knew there were a lot of eyes on them now.

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<v Speaker 5>Lindsay knew it too. She was told to be careful

0:22:10.680 --> 0:22:13.480
<v Speaker 5>to watch her surroundings and be vigilant while she was out,

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<v Speaker 5>and a family member warned her some cult members might

0:22:17.920 --> 0:22:20.360
<v Speaker 5>reach out to see if she would say anything incriminating

0:22:21.200 --> 0:22:25.120
<v Speaker 5>information they could pass on to Victor's lawyers.

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<v Speaker 6>So I remember I also felt a little like scared.

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<v Speaker 6>I got off of social media for a while because

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<v Speaker 6>I was like, I just to be safe, you know,

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<v Speaker 6>I have a two year old.

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<v Speaker 2>It does seem a little scary to try to take

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<v Speaker 2>down a man who a lot of people see as

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<v Speaker 2>practically God as a christ figure.

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<v Speaker 5>Were you worried about.

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<v Speaker 2>People who still believed in him actually feeling like very

0:22:53.280 --> 0:22:55.959
<v Speaker 2>threatened by your actions, and then taking action in some

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<v Speaker 2>way themselves.

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<v Speaker 6>I would lock up the house like Knox. I remember

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<v Speaker 6>just always being on guard. Every door, every window was locked.

0:23:06.280 --> 0:23:09.359
<v Speaker 6>I remember driving and looking out the rear view mirror

0:23:09.359 --> 0:23:12.800
<v Speaker 6>making sure nobody was ever following me, just because I

0:23:12.840 --> 0:23:17.679
<v Speaker 6>didn't know what Victor's friends would do, like some of

0:23:17.680 --> 0:23:20.040
<v Speaker 6>the elders, because as far as I knew, they all

0:23:20.080 --> 0:23:24.320
<v Speaker 6>still supported him, including my mother and most of my siblings.

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<v Speaker 6>I had no idea what was going to happen, what

0:23:27.760 --> 0:23:28.439
<v Speaker 6>people would do.

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<v Speaker 5>Reese got to work at the County Courthouse, a modern

0:23:34.480 --> 0:23:39.119
<v Speaker 5>building with long glass windows, surrounded by Pine County farmland.

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<v Speaker 2>Where is the jail, the Pine County jail, It's right

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<v Speaker 2>underneath you.

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<v Speaker 9>The jail is in I don't know if you call

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<v Speaker 9>it the basement, but it's the floor below us.

0:23:51.000 --> 0:23:55.120
<v Speaker 5>So Victor Bernard was being held literally below where we're

0:23:55.160 --> 0:23:56.000
<v Speaker 5>sitting right now.

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<v Speaker 10>That's correct, Yes, that must.

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<v Speaker 2>Have been so so surreal.

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<v Speaker 10>Surreal is a good word for it.

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<v Speaker 5>Fellowship members started visiting Victor in jail. They couldn't meet

0:24:09.359 --> 0:24:11.000
<v Speaker 5>with him face to face, but they could talk to

0:24:11.040 --> 0:24:12.600
<v Speaker 5>him through a video system.

0:24:13.119 --> 0:24:16.280
<v Speaker 9>Some of this diehard followers showed up and we're talking

0:24:16.320 --> 0:24:18.480
<v Speaker 9>to them. It was just interesting to see what is

0:24:18.520 --> 0:24:21.480
<v Speaker 9>the dynamic between a follower and their cult leader and

0:24:21.480 --> 0:24:23.440
<v Speaker 9>how do they interact with each other.

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<v Speaker 3>Good morning, good morning, did you give your voice? It's

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<v Speaker 3>good to.

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<v Speaker 6>Hear yours too.

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<v Speaker 4>This morning.

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<v Speaker 3>I am how about you?

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<v Speaker 11>Thankful to being in this where growing interest that that's

0:24:43.080 --> 0:24:46.840
<v Speaker 11>where we'll be forever. I just want to say this that,

0:24:46.960 --> 0:24:48.640
<v Speaker 11>you know, I think we just need to trust God

0:24:48.720 --> 0:24:51.400
<v Speaker 11>because I don't believe that this was what was supposed

0:24:51.400 --> 0:24:55.440
<v Speaker 11>to happen, and I think that it is my fault,

0:24:56.040 --> 0:24:57.200
<v Speaker 11>my responsibility.

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<v Speaker 8>But we will trust God because he is so good

0:25:04.560 --> 0:25:07.280
<v Speaker 8>and so big, and he works all things together for

0:25:07.400 --> 0:25:09.399
<v Speaker 8>good even if even if we make.

0:25:09.320 --> 0:25:16.240
<v Speaker 5>Mistakes or you know, there are dozens of recorded phone

0:25:16.280 --> 0:25:20.119
<v Speaker 5>calls between Victor and his followers. He speaks regularly to

0:25:20.200 --> 0:25:23.600
<v Speaker 5>two maidens, to jan and there's a call with Lindsay's sister.

0:25:24.520 --> 0:25:28.280
<v Speaker 5>Victor tells them to avoid names and specific details. He

0:25:28.440 --> 0:25:31.520
<v Speaker 5>knows the calls are being recorded. From time to time,

0:25:31.560 --> 0:25:34.840
<v Speaker 5>he talks about his mistakes, but never exactly what those

0:25:34.960 --> 0:25:38.600
<v Speaker 5>mistakes are. In those moments, the callers comfort him.

0:25:39.600 --> 0:25:44.359
<v Speaker 7>In the end, Jesus Christ is the hero. And you

0:25:44.480 --> 0:25:48.600
<v Speaker 7>know what, God knew that we were human and we

0:25:48.720 --> 0:25:52.800
<v Speaker 7>were not going to walk with him perfectly, and sometimes

0:25:52.880 --> 0:25:56.160
<v Speaker 7>we were going to blow it don't work.

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<v Speaker 4>So your friends, no matter what, they're.

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<v Speaker 9>Fawning language over him. Oh victory, he looked great, and

0:26:05.000 --> 0:26:07.920
<v Speaker 9>he really didn't look great, but they thought he looked great,

0:26:08.040 --> 0:26:13.240
<v Speaker 9>and he didn't say a whole lot. What also stood

0:26:13.280 --> 0:26:15.760
<v Speaker 9>out to me was just what a narcissist he is,

0:26:16.480 --> 0:26:19.480
<v Speaker 9>especially with regard to when his mugshot hit the media

0:26:20.240 --> 0:26:23.000
<v Speaker 9>and of course social media. I mean, people are often cruel,

0:26:23.040 --> 0:26:25.080
<v Speaker 9>but he deserves to be cruel against him, I suppose.

0:26:25.160 --> 0:26:26.560
<v Speaker 10>But his mugshot is terrible.

0:26:26.680 --> 0:26:29.680
<v Speaker 9>He looks awful, you know, with his squinted eyes, and

0:26:31.119 --> 0:26:33.400
<v Speaker 9>it was just it was a bad picture of him.

0:26:34.000 --> 0:26:36.960
<v Speaker 9>And I remember him asking one of I believe she

0:26:37.080 --> 0:26:40.760
<v Speaker 9>was one of the maidens about his mugshot and expressing

0:26:40.840 --> 0:26:44.000
<v Speaker 9>disapproval of it and asking her how he looked, and

0:26:45.080 --> 0:26:46.920
<v Speaker 9>so it told me that he was more concerned about

0:26:46.960 --> 0:26:50.400
<v Speaker 9>his image than anything else. She said, oh, Victory, you're

0:26:50.440 --> 0:26:51.760
<v Speaker 9>so handsome in your picture.

0:26:52.200 --> 0:26:55.800
<v Speaker 10>You look great. A lot of it was especially with her.

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<v Speaker 9>She would come in with the Bible and just read

0:26:58.080 --> 0:27:02.399
<v Speaker 9>read passages of the Bible, hours of this boring stuff.

0:27:04.560 --> 0:27:09.639
<v Speaker 7>Let us stand together. Who is mine adversary? Who would

0:27:09.680 --> 0:27:14.639
<v Speaker 7>see that shall condemn me? Well, they all fall wax

0:27:14.800 --> 0:27:18.840
<v Speaker 7>old as a garment. The moth shall eat the mouth?

0:27:20.920 --> 0:27:23.680
<v Speaker 9>And he went say much he would just kind of

0:27:23.760 --> 0:27:28.360
<v Speaker 9>nod and maybe just kind of an incomprehensible gruntsy yes,

0:27:28.520 --> 0:27:29.240
<v Speaker 9>or something like that.

0:27:33.320 --> 0:27:35.719
<v Speaker 5>Victor asked his followers to help him through his new

0:27:35.800 --> 0:27:39.080
<v Speaker 5>life in jail, and they did. They help him figure

0:27:39.080 --> 0:27:41.960
<v Speaker 5>out which lotion to order. They tell him he's been

0:27:42.040 --> 0:27:44.760
<v Speaker 5>on the news. Helped him choose what food to order

0:27:44.800 --> 0:27:45.560
<v Speaker 5>from the canteen.

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<v Speaker 8>Do you know what.

0:27:51.840 --> 0:27:52.000
<v Speaker 11>You have?

0:27:52.160 --> 0:27:52.679
<v Speaker 3>The fudle?

0:27:53.680 --> 0:27:59.840
<v Speaker 1>Okay, they have like pepperoni or vice like.

0:28:03.160 --> 0:28:06.200
<v Speaker 7>Ooh, the summer saus This is how you really good.

0:28:07.560 --> 0:28:17.560
<v Speaker 7>That's gonna give you good protein too. We're going to heaven.

0:28:18.400 --> 0:28:22.679
<v Speaker 7>Just don't forget it. And it's bigger. It could be tonight.

0:28:24.359 --> 0:28:28.600
<v Speaker 7>You might you might never even wake up because you're

0:28:28.640 --> 0:28:31.160
<v Speaker 7>going to fly away and be at rest.

0:28:31.240 --> 0:28:32.480
<v Speaker 3>But Jesus Christ when.

0:28:34.160 --> 0:28:34.359
<v Speaker 7>With this.

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<v Speaker 9>One thing that really stood out for me is just

0:28:48.040 --> 0:28:51.240
<v Speaker 9>kind of watching the facial expressions of the followers when

0:28:51.280 --> 0:28:57.720
<v Speaker 9>they interact with Victor. Just this happiness, this weird, gleaming,

0:28:58.200 --> 0:29:02.080
<v Speaker 9>kind of superficial happiness and glow in their eyes like

0:29:02.240 --> 0:29:06.160
<v Speaker 9>they are in the presence of a savior. I don't

0:29:06.160 --> 0:29:08.200
<v Speaker 9>know how to describe it, but it's it's like if

0:29:08.240 --> 0:29:12.320
<v Speaker 9>you see somebody that's pretending to be happy. I wouldn't

0:29:12.360 --> 0:29:14.200
<v Speaker 9>call it that, and I wouldn't call it somebody that's

0:29:14.480 --> 0:29:18.120
<v Speaker 9>genuinely happy. It seems like somebody who is kind of

0:29:19.080 --> 0:29:22.640
<v Speaker 9>convinced themselves that they're happy. It felt kind of force

0:29:23.320 --> 0:29:26.640
<v Speaker 9>just you're happy, you're happy, you have to be happy

0:29:26.680 --> 0:29:29.720
<v Speaker 9>around me, And eventually it just kind of gets frozen.

0:29:31.080 --> 0:29:32.520
<v Speaker 4>Have you been frozen on your face?

0:29:32.800 --> 0:29:35.640
<v Speaker 10>Yeah? Exactly. It felt kind of frozen on their faces.

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<v Speaker 4>I mine.

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<v Speaker 3>Well.

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<v Speaker 7>This morning, when I got up, I was humming a

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<v Speaker 7>song to myself, and I thought it might bless you

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<v Speaker 7>to hear it too.

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<v Speaker 3>Okay, peace, peace, wonderful, oh peace, coming down from the

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<v Speaker 3>Father of sleep over my spears forever crazy.

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<v Speaker 7>In fad mistill.

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<v Speaker 11>So thank you, thank you.

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah, he will give it to us today.

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<v Speaker 1>We have that piece.

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<v Speaker 3>I love you, Thank you.

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<v Speaker 7>Okay.

0:30:50.000 --> 0:30:53.840
<v Speaker 5>Lindsay knew many followers still supported Victor, but what hurt

0:30:53.920 --> 0:30:59.760
<v Speaker 5>Lindsay the most was what came from her own family. Well,

0:30:59.800 --> 0:31:03.360
<v Speaker 5>and Victor talked with her sisters and her mom, Peggy,

0:31:04.200 --> 0:31:06.600
<v Speaker 5>and she told Victor exactly where she stood.

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<v Speaker 7>Good morning, good morning, get there, God bless you. I

0:31:17.440 --> 0:31:20.960
<v Speaker 7>just thank God for you, Victor. I love you, and

0:31:21.520 --> 0:31:26.720
<v Speaker 7>You've been in my heart and prayers, and I know

0:31:27.040 --> 0:31:34.360
<v Speaker 7>and believe God called you. And where I was at

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<v Speaker 7>my life when you came because I was crying out

0:31:38.720 --> 0:31:43.040
<v Speaker 7>to God because my life was in such a miserable state.

0:31:44.440 --> 0:31:47.720
<v Speaker 7>And you showed up a couple of weeks later, and

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<v Speaker 7>I just remember over the years thinking how could one

0:31:54.240 --> 0:31:59.360
<v Speaker 7>man love and give so much to so many people?

0:32:00.240 --> 0:32:04.200
<v Speaker 7>Is only by the power of God in Christ, in you,

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<v Speaker 7>And I am forever thankful to God.

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<v Speaker 3>For you.

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<v Speaker 6>My mom and two of my sisters wrote letters to

0:32:24.640 --> 0:32:30.520
<v Speaker 6>the judge on Victor's behalf, totally trashing me and supporting Victor.

0:32:37.400 --> 0:32:40.760
<v Speaker 5>Lindsay's mom wrote in her letter, quote I have much

0:32:40.880 --> 0:32:43.480
<v Speaker 5>sorrow for Lindsay and the direction she's gone and turning

0:32:43.520 --> 0:32:46.880
<v Speaker 5>away from God, the Bible, and her minister. I do

0:32:47.000 --> 0:32:51.280
<v Speaker 5>not believe her accusations against Victor are true. They contradict

0:32:51.360 --> 0:32:53.840
<v Speaker 5>everything I have known in my daughter's life and Victor

0:32:53.880 --> 0:32:58.560
<v Speaker 5>Bernard's life. Victor Bernard is a man of integrity and honesty,

0:32:59.000 --> 0:33:01.680
<v Speaker 5>and I would trust him with my life or anyone else's.

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<v Speaker 2>These believers stood with Victor against Lindsay, but when police

0:33:10.920 --> 0:33:13.840
<v Speaker 2>interviewed a number of other River Road members, they corroborated

0:33:13.920 --> 0:33:17.560
<v Speaker 2>Lindsay's story. They claimed not to know about the sexual abuse,

0:33:17.760 --> 0:33:20.440
<v Speaker 2>but no one in the police recordings we heard doubted

0:33:20.480 --> 0:33:24.040
<v Speaker 2>Lindsay and Jess. One of them said they'd had suspicions.

0:33:24.280 --> 0:33:27.400
<v Speaker 2>Another said they could see red flags in retrospect, like

0:33:27.440 --> 0:33:30.080
<v Speaker 2>when Victor had a spiritual marriage ceremony with these young

0:33:30.160 --> 0:33:34.520
<v Speaker 2>girls and mentioned concubines in his sermon. Jan came up

0:33:34.560 --> 0:33:38.320
<v Speaker 2>in these interviews too. They said she was Victor's personal secretary,

0:33:38.560 --> 0:33:42.360
<v Speaker 2>his recruiter, and a house mother to the maidens. Even

0:33:42.440 --> 0:33:45.480
<v Speaker 2>with these other witnesses, though the case against Victor was

0:33:45.520 --> 0:33:49.240
<v Speaker 2>not a slam dunk, the county attorney Rhyes. Frederickson knew

0:33:49.280 --> 0:33:51.240
<v Speaker 2>any lawyer would be nervous about a case like this.

0:33:52.000 --> 0:33:54.400
<v Speaker 2>He wasn't sure whether people could believe that parents would

0:33:54.400 --> 0:33:56.600
<v Speaker 2>give their kids away to a sexual predator like that,

0:33:57.440 --> 0:34:00.480
<v Speaker 2>and maybe even more importantly, before he met Lindsay and Jess,

0:34:00.560 --> 0:34:03.640
<v Speaker 2>he wasn't sure how they'd come off, whether they'd be

0:34:03.760 --> 0:34:07.200
<v Speaker 2>believable to a jury, But he was about to find out.

0:34:07.960 --> 0:34:09.880
<v Speaker 2>He plans to meet them at the county courthouse.

0:34:10.920 --> 0:34:13.480
<v Speaker 9>I remember I walked out where you came out in

0:34:13.520 --> 0:34:16.200
<v Speaker 9>this hallway here, and they showed up early, like ten

0:34:16.239 --> 0:34:18.880
<v Speaker 9>minutes early, and I came around the corner. I mean,

0:34:18.920 --> 0:34:21.360
<v Speaker 9>he developed certain instincts in this job over the years,

0:34:21.400 --> 0:34:23.760
<v Speaker 9>and it was almost like kind of a gut punch

0:34:23.840 --> 0:34:27.080
<v Speaker 9>where I saw the two victims, and right away I

0:34:27.640 --> 0:34:30.800
<v Speaker 9>knew that they were completely trustworthy and believable. That was

0:34:30.840 --> 0:34:33.120
<v Speaker 9>one of the strongest instincts I've ever had when I

0:34:33.160 --> 0:34:36.399
<v Speaker 9>saw them. It was within five seconds, I said, Okay,

0:34:36.480 --> 0:34:40.000
<v Speaker 9>we won the case. Never had that feeling since that time,

0:34:40.080 --> 0:34:42.879
<v Speaker 9>but I I just it was weird. I just turned

0:34:42.880 --> 0:34:44.440
<v Speaker 9>around the corner and I just knew.

0:34:46.200 --> 0:34:48.960
<v Speaker 2>Reese and Victor's lawyer began to negotiate a plea deal.

0:34:49.719 --> 0:34:52.040
<v Speaker 2>Rees says they didn't think Jess and Lindsay would actually

0:34:52.080 --> 0:34:55.440
<v Speaker 2>want to testify about what they've been through, but Rees said, no,

0:34:56.120 --> 0:34:58.200
<v Speaker 2>they're not backing down no matter what.

0:34:59.040 --> 0:35:02.200
<v Speaker 9>These girls are very br and they're gonna sit up

0:35:02.239 --> 0:35:03.320
<v Speaker 9>there in the witness stand. They're going to look on

0:35:03.360 --> 0:35:05.360
<v Speaker 9>the eye and they're going to testify about what happened.

0:35:07.400 --> 0:35:10.600
<v Speaker 2>Victor's attorney came back with an offer eighteen years for

0:35:10.640 --> 0:35:15.200
<v Speaker 2>a guilty plea. Jess and Lindsay said no, twenty four years.

0:35:15.280 --> 0:35:19.040
<v Speaker 2>Victor's attorney offered the victims wouldn't have to testify. Did

0:35:19.080 --> 0:35:20.200
<v Speaker 2>they really want to go through that?

0:35:20.960 --> 0:35:23.320
<v Speaker 9>And I thought, okay, that's not bad, and so I

0:35:23.440 --> 0:35:27.560
<v Speaker 9>contacted Jess. And my feeling from Jess is that she

0:35:27.760 --> 0:35:30.960
<v Speaker 9>wanted just to get this done with, put it behind her,

0:35:31.880 --> 0:35:34.279
<v Speaker 9>and that she was ready to testify. She had a

0:35:34.320 --> 0:35:37.680
<v Speaker 9>lot of courage, but preferred not to and so she

0:35:37.800 --> 0:35:40.880
<v Speaker 9>seemed okay with the twenty four years. And then I

0:35:40.960 --> 0:35:44.719
<v Speaker 9>talked to Lindsay, and Lindsay her perspective on this was

0:35:44.800 --> 0:35:48.240
<v Speaker 9>she wanted more exposure on Victor Bernard and his crimes

0:35:48.280 --> 0:35:52.000
<v Speaker 9>and what they did to her and Jess, and she said,

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<v Speaker 9>no way more than twenty four years.

0:35:58.040 --> 0:36:00.880
<v Speaker 2>Reese gave the attorney their answer and began to prepare

0:36:00.960 --> 0:36:01.440
<v Speaker 2>for trial.

0:36:05.760 --> 0:36:09.880
<v Speaker 9>And then I believe it was a Friday, his attorney

0:36:09.960 --> 0:36:11.640
<v Speaker 9>came up and he was wearing a T shirt and shorts.

0:36:11.719 --> 0:36:14.600
<v Speaker 9>It was in the summer, and I thought, well, that's

0:36:14.600 --> 0:36:16.759
<v Speaker 9>odd that he's up here in a Friday looking for me,

0:36:16.880 --> 0:36:18.480
<v Speaker 9>and I didn't even know he was in the building.

0:36:19.880 --> 0:36:23.160
<v Speaker 9>And he came into my office and said, okay, he'll

0:36:23.600 --> 0:36:27.360
<v Speaker 9>agree to plead to one count for each of the victims,

0:36:28.040 --> 0:36:29.680
<v Speaker 9>and agreed to the maximum.

0:36:29.280 --> 0:36:32.040
<v Speaker 10>Sentence of thirty years, which is unheard of.

0:36:32.520 --> 0:36:34.840
<v Speaker 9>It's completely unheard of, and I can't think of another

0:36:34.920 --> 0:36:36.680
<v Speaker 9>case of my career where that's happened.

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<v Speaker 6>I mean, in my opinion, he deserved life in prison

0:36:48.760 --> 0:36:50.640
<v Speaker 6>if we had gone to trial, I mean, all of

0:36:50.719 --> 0:36:53.920
<v Speaker 6>his dirty evil you know, that he had done, would

0:36:53.920 --> 0:36:58.720
<v Speaker 6>come to light. And I remember thinking what a coward

0:36:58.840 --> 0:37:01.560
<v Speaker 6>he was that he didn't want to go to trial.

0:37:01.760 --> 0:37:03.799
<v Speaker 6>You know that, basically in my mind, he was taking

0:37:03.840 --> 0:37:04.799
<v Speaker 6>the cowardly way out.

0:37:09.400 --> 0:37:12.680
<v Speaker 5>Lindsay had one more opportunity to face victor, and she

0:37:12.920 --> 0:37:17.120
<v Speaker 5>was not going to squander it. They showed up to

0:37:17.200 --> 0:37:21.279
<v Speaker 5>victor sentencing with prepared statements. They'd finally get to use

0:37:21.360 --> 0:37:23.960
<v Speaker 5>their own words to stand up to him, to tell

0:37:24.040 --> 0:37:28.080
<v Speaker 5>him how he'd hurt them. Jess made them matching bracelets

0:37:28.160 --> 0:37:34.239
<v Speaker 5>that said Survivor. Lindsay and Jess arrived at the courthouse.

0:37:34.560 --> 0:37:37.320
<v Speaker 5>They grabbed each other's hands. They followed Reese into the

0:37:37.360 --> 0:37:42.120
<v Speaker 5>courtroom and took their seats. Reporters were there, but Lindsay

0:37:42.200 --> 0:37:45.279
<v Speaker 5>tuned them out. She was focused on what she was

0:37:45.320 --> 0:37:49.160
<v Speaker 5>about to do. She stood up facing the judge to speak.

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<v Speaker 5>This is her reading the statement she read that day.

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<v Speaker 1>Hello, and get afternoon.

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<v Speaker 6>In your honor, I would like to share how the

0:37:58.520 --> 0:38:01.799
<v Speaker 6>terrible evil actions of mister Bernard impacted my life when

0:38:01.840 --> 0:38:04.720
<v Speaker 6>I was young, and how they still continued to impact

0:38:04.800 --> 0:38:09.440
<v Speaker 6>my life. Yeah, I remember, you know, my hands constantly

0:38:09.520 --> 0:38:13.480
<v Speaker 6>sweating and like just trying to take deep breaths. But

0:38:14.400 --> 0:38:16.680
<v Speaker 6>I think most of them were just like.

0:38:17.400 --> 0:38:18.439
<v Speaker 1>Short gulps of air.

0:38:20.600 --> 0:38:23.560
<v Speaker 6>I first recall mister Bernard sexually abusing me when I

0:38:23.719 --> 0:38:26.840
<v Speaker 6>was just thirteen years old. He started off by asking

0:38:26.920 --> 0:38:30.000
<v Speaker 6>me if I'd ever masturbated. I'd never even heard the

0:38:30.040 --> 0:38:32.759
<v Speaker 6>word before. For some reason, he thought I was lying.

0:38:33.040 --> 0:38:36.040
<v Speaker 6>I was so focused on what was going to happen.

0:38:37.320 --> 0:38:39.720
<v Speaker 6>One by one, we read ours and face the judge,

0:38:40.360 --> 0:38:42.040
<v Speaker 6>and I remember looking up at him at one point

0:38:42.040 --> 0:38:44.560
<v Speaker 6>when I was reading mine and he was wiping a

0:38:44.640 --> 0:38:50.000
<v Speaker 6>tear from his face. I have a little girl of

0:38:50.080 --> 0:38:52.760
<v Speaker 6>my own now, and I cannot even fathom how parents

0:38:52.800 --> 0:38:54.919
<v Speaker 6>can give up the most precious things in their life

0:38:55.000 --> 0:38:58.480
<v Speaker 6>to a cult leader and a sexual predator. She will

0:38:58.560 --> 0:39:01.560
<v Speaker 6>never know the feeling of abandoned me, and she will

0:39:01.600 --> 0:39:03.840
<v Speaker 6>never know the feeling that she's not good enough, or

0:39:03.920 --> 0:39:07.920
<v Speaker 6>pretty enough, or skinny enough. She will never be punished

0:39:07.960 --> 0:39:11.000
<v Speaker 6>for smiling too much. She will never be yelled at

0:39:11.120 --> 0:39:13.440
<v Speaker 6>and made to feel ashamed for being full of energy

0:39:13.719 --> 0:39:17.160
<v Speaker 6>and excitement. She will never be spit in the face

0:39:17.239 --> 0:39:20.160
<v Speaker 6>by someone for simply sharing her opinion and standing up

0:39:20.200 --> 0:39:23.640
<v Speaker 6>for herself. She will never feel that she can't be

0:39:23.760 --> 0:39:27.400
<v Speaker 6>anything she wants to be. She will always feel protected

0:39:27.520 --> 0:39:30.839
<v Speaker 6>and loved. I know all these things because I am

0:39:30.880 --> 0:39:36.160
<v Speaker 6>her mother. I didn't want Victor to remember me as

0:39:37.120 --> 0:39:41.759
<v Speaker 6>some person in the background who maybe was scared of him.

0:39:42.960 --> 0:39:45.800
<v Speaker 6>He did not see this coming. He did not expect

0:39:45.960 --> 0:39:50.319
<v Speaker 6>me who he had to make share at every meal.

0:39:50.440 --> 0:39:53.000
<v Speaker 6>Because I was afraid to talk, be the one to

0:39:53.120 --> 0:39:56.120
<v Speaker 6>bring him and the whole thing down to the ground.

0:39:59.200 --> 0:40:01.040
<v Speaker 6>I wanted him to hear my voice and hear my

0:40:01.120 --> 0:40:04.040
<v Speaker 6>words and know that I did this to him. I

0:40:04.280 --> 0:40:08.120
<v Speaker 6>helped put him in jail, and that Victor from then

0:40:08.239 --> 0:40:11.480
<v Speaker 6>on would forever be known as a pedophile. He wouldn't

0:40:11.480 --> 0:40:13.440
<v Speaker 6>be known anymore as a man of God, or a

0:40:13.520 --> 0:40:16.600
<v Speaker 6>shepherd or anything like that. He would be known as

0:40:16.600 --> 0:40:26.440
<v Speaker 6>a pedophile who did these horrific things to children. Because

0:40:26.480 --> 0:40:28.680
<v Speaker 6>of what mister Bernard did. I used to feel so

0:40:28.840 --> 0:40:31.680
<v Speaker 6>alone and helpless. But he is the one who is alone,

0:40:31.920 --> 0:40:36.319
<v Speaker 6>and he will die alone. My heart's beating so fast

0:40:36.440 --> 0:40:36.759
<v Speaker 6>right now.

0:40:40.520 --> 0:40:43.719
<v Speaker 5>Victor looked straight ahead while she talked. When it was

0:40:43.800 --> 0:40:47.400
<v Speaker 5>his turn to speak, he stood in handcuffs and shackles.

0:40:48.480 --> 0:40:48.799
<v Speaker 1>He said.

0:40:48.840 --> 0:40:53.239
<v Speaker 5>He was deeply sorrowful. God is good, he said, and

0:40:53.400 --> 0:40:56.600
<v Speaker 5>his word is faithful and true. I have not walked

0:40:56.640 --> 0:40:57.360
<v Speaker 5>in his goodness.

0:41:00.200 --> 0:41:02.239
<v Speaker 6>And then I think that's when the judge gave his

0:41:03.200 --> 0:41:06.200
<v Speaker 6>you know, handed out the sentence to him. I think

0:41:06.239 --> 0:41:10.520
<v Speaker 6>it was fifty nine counts of sexual abuse and he

0:41:10.719 --> 0:41:14.400
<v Speaker 6>was getting thirty years, which I mean fifty nine counts.

0:41:14.480 --> 0:41:16.439
<v Speaker 4>That is that number is so low.

0:41:17.800 --> 0:41:21.239
<v Speaker 6>Ten years of living in that Yeah, that number is

0:41:21.360 --> 0:41:21.799
<v Speaker 6>very low.

0:41:27.239 --> 0:41:31.120
<v Speaker 5>Victor was charged with fifty nine counts, but only pled

0:41:31.160 --> 0:41:37.520
<v Speaker 5>guilty to two. There was a press conference after the hearing.

0:41:38.120 --> 0:41:41.279
<v Speaker 5>Rees stood to one side, jessin Lindsay sat behind a

0:41:41.400 --> 0:41:44.600
<v Speaker 5>large wooden table, a cluster of microphones in front of them.

0:41:45.600 --> 0:41:48.760
<v Speaker 5>They often looked at each other as they talked. Sometimes

0:41:48.840 --> 0:41:50.200
<v Speaker 5>they exchanged a little smile.

0:41:52.719 --> 0:41:55.400
<v Speaker 11>You're explaining your emotions for.

0:41:57.440 --> 0:42:02.280
<v Speaker 5>It's an overwhelming feeling, you know, it's every day.

0:42:02.160 --> 0:42:03.480
<v Speaker 8>That we deal with us together.

0:42:04.320 --> 0:42:07.960
<v Speaker 6>But the truth, everyone knows the truth of what happened

0:42:07.960 --> 0:42:10.520
<v Speaker 6>to us, and I think that's what's most important to us.

0:42:11.600 --> 0:42:14.399
<v Speaker 10>Yeah, and now we can.

0:42:14.360 --> 0:42:15.240
<v Speaker 11>Move on completely.

0:42:20.280 --> 0:42:24.480
<v Speaker 6>I mainly just remember being so happy Jess and I

0:42:24.560 --> 0:42:28.400
<v Speaker 6>were together, knowing that we were the two youngest of

0:42:28.480 --> 0:42:29.400
<v Speaker 6>the maidens and.

0:42:31.000 --> 0:42:32.280
<v Speaker 1>Going through all of that together.

0:42:32.360 --> 0:42:35.520
<v Speaker 6>And then I remember looking at her and just being

0:42:35.719 --> 0:42:40.719
<v Speaker 6>so thankful that we had gotten through this together, we

0:42:42.080 --> 0:42:46.040
<v Speaker 6>had put him in jail together, that we survived all

0:42:46.080 --> 0:42:50.040
<v Speaker 6>of it. It almost gets me feeling even more powerful.

0:42:50.120 --> 0:42:52.440
<v Speaker 6>You know that Victor tried all those years and I

0:42:52.680 --> 0:42:53.440
<v Speaker 6>was his downfall.

0:43:09.760 --> 0:43:16.320
<v Speaker 1>Next time on the turning, I don't care what happens

0:43:17.239 --> 0:43:22.680
<v Speaker 1>when Jesus Christ comes back. Whatever happens to me, it

0:43:22.760 --> 0:43:27.360
<v Speaker 1>cannot possibly be worse than this. That thought scared me.

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<v Speaker 2>The Turning is a production of Rococo Punch and iHeart Podcasts.

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