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Speaker 3: The whole trip. I was like, are we adults?

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Speaker 4: Welcome back to good Mom's Bad Choices. I'm Erica and

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Speaker 4: I'm Mila. Happy hump day, bitches, Happy motherfucking hump day.

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Speaker 4: How are you feeling? I'm great If you're watching this

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Speaker 3: Thank you.

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Speaker 4: We're actually live right now. We have our phone on

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Speaker 1: We have an audience, Hello audience, Hello Instagram tribe.

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Speaker 2: It's November. We've left October behind.

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Speaker 4: I feel like we had a pretty epic October seat

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Speaker 1: If anyone's getting married, it has a bachelorette party of

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Speaker 4: I endorse Rico one hundred percent. I put my money

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Speaker 4: I'm put We're gonna I'm gonna share Rico's ig in

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Speaker 3: I was like, he's our guy, Erica, I know it.

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Speaker 1: And boy was that intuition right, because he came with this,

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Speaker 4: I was like, okay, Rico, I thought you were a

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Speaker 3: He's not small. Now he picked your ass up.

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Speaker 2: He just did.

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Speaker 1: We also had a nice gentleman come be Erica's sub.

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Speaker 1: It was so good and I really wanted to I

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Speaker 3: What best friend gives you gifts like this?

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Speaker 1: But now we need to have a sub in every city.

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Speaker 1: So if you're listening and you like to be humiliated,

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Speaker 1: So, first we're hitting my hometown of Philadelphia.

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Speaker 2: I was like, why are you put the going freestyle?

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Speaker 2: You remember the day you're.

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Speaker 1: Gonna be fucking it up that we're going to be

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Speaker 3: Woo, d C March fourteenth, whoop, whoop, New York March sixteen, Hey, Ay,

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Speaker 4: Hey, So we are and we have more dates pending.

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Speaker 2: So that's just what we got so far.

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Speaker 2: Baby, Oh that's the day before four twenty.

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Speaker 2: We're gonna get the fuck out of there.

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Speaker 4: You know, like even if you okay, maybe it's maybe

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Speaker 3: That goes to show you how like.

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Speaker 3: I just I don't want to see anybody's joy.

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Speaker 2: No, That's how I was feeling that night. Fuck your joy, Yeah,

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Speaker 3: But sad, you can come, but only it's sad.

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Speaker 3: Where do you fall?

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Speaker 2: Oh? Four? Okay, five?

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Speaker 3: A little bit too much joy for me?

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Speaker 2: Yeah.

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Speaker 4: But then I emailed the airbnb host and I said

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Speaker 3: Packed the car up?

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Speaker 2: And did we pack the car up?

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Speaker 3: Did we pack?

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Speaker 2: Thought we were leaving? For we thought we were moving?

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Speaker 3: We were moving there. I wish we could move because

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Speaker 1: I wouldn't release like an Airbnb secret list, okay, because

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Speaker 2: It's gonna be on Patreon.

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Speaker 4: I told people we're releasing this airbnb on Patreon because

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Speaker 4: because it was perfect.

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Speaker 2: It was like the.

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Speaker 4: Perfect compound for a friend circle party, chill, whatever the

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Speaker 4: fuck you want to do, mushrooms whatever, Like sister Circle

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Speaker 4: that told him to build this structure because he said

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Speaker 2: He ended up dying.

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00:19:43,800 --> 00:19:45,680
Speaker 3: Eie way, there's no real answers.

449
00:19:45,760 --> 00:19:47,879
Speaker 4: And then all his all the all his work was

450
00:19:47,880 --> 00:19:51,600
Speaker 4: like deleted and show was missing, and like the files

451
00:19:51,600 --> 00:19:53,600
Speaker 4: were taken there. Did you say he knew something like

452
00:19:54,520 --> 00:19:56,719
Speaker 4: maybe the aliens they deleted everything.

453
00:19:56,880 --> 00:19:59,359
Speaker 1: No, they told him to free us, and then the government,

454
00:19:59,359 --> 00:20:00,280
Speaker 1: the government said that.

455
00:20:00,600 --> 00:20:02,400
Speaker 3: The government said, fucked up. He's not going to free

456
00:20:02,400 --> 00:20:04,000
Speaker 3: everybody from fucking getting old.

457
00:20:04,200 --> 00:20:06,919
Speaker 4: So anyway, now it's a sound healing the place and

458
00:20:07,600 --> 00:20:10,320
Speaker 4: it's just hypnotizing when you go in there. And I

459
00:20:10,359 --> 00:20:12,399
Speaker 4: got a lot of downloads in that space, and that

460
00:20:12,520 --> 00:20:14,720
Speaker 4: was like the way we started the trip. And then

461
00:20:14,880 --> 00:20:18,159
Speaker 4: we went to the house, which when I got to

462
00:20:18,160 --> 00:20:19,240
Speaker 4: the house, I was super high.

463
00:20:19,320 --> 00:20:22,040
Speaker 2: I was just like, oh my god, it's so aby,

464
00:20:22,840 --> 00:20:24,359
Speaker 2: which it was, but I think also I was, I

465
00:20:24,400 --> 00:20:26,119
Speaker 2: think we're all kind of high.

466
00:20:27,080 --> 00:20:32,600
Speaker 4: Yeah, yeah, and yeah, I just had such an amazing

467
00:20:32,720 --> 00:20:34,560
Speaker 4: time with you guys, and.

468
00:20:34,560 --> 00:20:36,600
Speaker 1: Oh my god, even though maybe our happiness was above

469
00:20:36,640 --> 00:20:40,200
Speaker 1: a four point five, yeah crazy. I really being around

470
00:20:40,240 --> 00:20:43,480
Speaker 1: your happy friends can be nice, isn't that crazy?

471
00:20:44,160 --> 00:20:45,320
Speaker 3: I needed breaking news.

472
00:20:45,640 --> 00:20:48,960
Speaker 4: I needed that, and also I also spent a lot

473
00:20:49,000 --> 00:20:52,320
Speaker 4: of time. I feel like I was romanticizing myself, and

474
00:20:52,320 --> 00:20:53,920
Speaker 4: that's what I've kind of been doing over the last

475
00:20:54,040 --> 00:20:57,239
Speaker 4: since that, since that trip, I realized that part of

476
00:20:57,440 --> 00:21:01,919
Speaker 4: my healing in this space that I'm in is romancing

477
00:21:01,960 --> 00:21:05,720
Speaker 4: myself and like doing things for myself that I would

478
00:21:05,760 --> 00:21:10,240
Speaker 4: want my partner to do for me. Yeah, and that's

479
00:21:10,240 --> 00:21:13,159
Speaker 4: been really good. And it started there. I took a

480
00:21:13,200 --> 00:21:15,680
Speaker 4: lot of baths with coconut milk and.

481
00:21:15,800 --> 00:21:20,000
Speaker 2: Rose petals in essences, and I already.

482
00:21:19,720 --> 00:21:22,480
Speaker 4: Like buy my self flowers every week and stuff anyway,

483
00:21:22,560 --> 00:21:26,639
Speaker 4: but I realize, like that's I feel like this is

484
00:21:26,760 --> 00:21:29,800
Speaker 4: part of the medicine that's going to help me move

485
00:21:29,880 --> 00:21:34,480
Speaker 4: through this with more ease, because it's felt very rough

486
00:21:35,080 --> 00:21:38,760
Speaker 4: trying to get through this. And so if you're listening

487
00:21:38,880 --> 00:21:43,760
Speaker 4: and you're going through something difficult, try romanticizing yourself, like

488
00:21:43,840 --> 00:21:47,720
Speaker 4: really do the romantic things that you would hope your

489
00:21:47,760 --> 00:21:52,159
Speaker 4: partner would do, like literally set up your room or

490
00:21:52,200 --> 00:21:55,639
Speaker 4: set up dinner for yourself exactly how you hoped your

491
00:21:55,680 --> 00:22:00,000
Speaker 4: partner would do with rose petals incense, like set the tone,

492
00:22:00,280 --> 00:22:03,960
Speaker 4: set the mood, and just see what happens, because I

493
00:22:03,960 --> 00:22:06,399
Speaker 4: don't know, it's been it's been feeling really good. To

494
00:22:06,480 --> 00:22:10,840
Speaker 4: do that, and I like look forward to it. So

495
00:22:11,760 --> 00:22:14,480
Speaker 4: that trip I got a lot of downloads, and one

496
00:22:14,520 --> 00:22:20,480
Speaker 4: of the downloads was was that romanticizing my life more intentionally, like.

497
00:22:21,920 --> 00:22:23,040
Speaker 2: Trying to get in my own pants.

498
00:22:23,080 --> 00:22:26,199
Speaker 1: Basically you have to. I remember doing this when I

499
00:22:26,280 --> 00:22:29,520
Speaker 1: was like realizing I'm a people addict and I'd moved

500
00:22:29,560 --> 00:22:31,399
Speaker 1: too my own place, and like even when Luna wasn't there,

501
00:22:31,520 --> 00:22:33,199
Speaker 1: usually I would try to go out, like let me

502
00:22:33,240 --> 00:22:35,760
Speaker 1: go do something, get into something, and finally I was like, bitch,

503
00:22:35,800 --> 00:22:38,199
Speaker 1: cook yourself a meal. And then when I started to

504
00:22:38,240 --> 00:22:40,399
Speaker 1: do it, I'm like, I can cook really good and

505
00:22:40,880 --> 00:22:44,120
Speaker 1: I'm fun. Like sometimes I started to notice I would

506
00:22:44,119 --> 00:22:46,600
Speaker 1: get around people, and then I was just like, this

507
00:22:46,720 --> 00:22:48,640
Speaker 1: is not that fun, Like I don't want to force

508
00:22:48,680 --> 00:22:50,480
Speaker 1: myself to talk to someone that doesn't come naturally, or

509
00:22:50,480 --> 00:22:52,480
Speaker 1: I feel like I have to fill up space. Even

510
00:22:52,480 --> 00:22:55,600
Speaker 1: when like love songs come on, start to address them

511
00:22:55,600 --> 00:22:58,680
Speaker 1: to yourself instead of them making you feel sad when

512
00:22:58,720 --> 00:23:01,239
Speaker 1: you hear like love songs start, I started to like

513
00:23:01,640 --> 00:23:05,000
Speaker 1: relate them to loving myself and then I always it

514
00:23:05,000 --> 00:23:08,359
Speaker 1: always made sense, So that's always fun, and I think women.

515
00:23:08,800 --> 00:23:13,160
Speaker 1: I've had this major download this weekend and just from

516
00:23:13,160 --> 00:23:15,680
Speaker 1: like a number of women in my life and also

517
00:23:15,720 --> 00:23:17,640
Speaker 1: reading this book that I've been reading for so long

518
00:23:18,800 --> 00:23:20,159
Speaker 1: called Communion.

519
00:23:19,640 --> 00:23:20,359
Speaker 3: By Bell Hooks.

520
00:23:20,560 --> 00:23:24,120
Speaker 1: But it's all about like how society fucks women from

521
00:23:24,119 --> 00:23:27,760
Speaker 1: the jump about like like just our worth, our belief system.

522
00:23:27,880 --> 00:23:33,680
Speaker 1: But I just know so many smart women who get

523
00:23:33,720 --> 00:23:38,240
Speaker 1: caught up with like guys that are not on their level.

524
00:23:38,440 --> 00:23:42,679
Speaker 2: And I am her, and I am her.

525
00:23:42,840 --> 00:23:45,080
Speaker 1: I had this epiphany, like a couple of my friends

526
00:23:45,080 --> 00:23:47,680
Speaker 1: have called me. My mom had called me talking about

527
00:23:47,720 --> 00:23:49,560
Speaker 1: her friends not being her friend no more because she's

528
00:23:49,560 --> 00:23:50,600
Speaker 1: still married to my dad.

529
00:23:50,680 --> 00:23:52,480
Speaker 3: I'm thinking, what are you talking about?

530
00:23:53,200 --> 00:23:55,159
Speaker 1: I was literally had this epiphany, and I'm like, so

531
00:23:55,560 --> 00:23:59,160
Speaker 1: many women will like don't even fuck around in their

532
00:23:59,200 --> 00:24:04,040
Speaker 1: power because they are so caught up with niggas that

533
00:24:04,080 --> 00:24:05,840
Speaker 1: are not on their level. And like it's literally it's

534
00:24:05,840 --> 00:24:08,760
Speaker 1: our kryptonite and if we don't catch it, we will

535
00:24:08,760 --> 00:24:11,760
Speaker 1: like fuck around and miss our purpose. So it's just

536
00:24:11,800 --> 00:24:16,480
Speaker 1: like I feel like it's super important to romanticize yourself

537
00:24:16,680 --> 00:24:18,320
Speaker 1: and to really chase the money.

538
00:24:18,720 --> 00:24:20,240
Speaker 3: Chase the mother fucking money.

539
00:24:20,280 --> 00:24:24,760
Speaker 4: It's the money weed. OHT know, Yeah, I was about

540
00:24:24,760 --> 00:24:27,480
Speaker 4: the weed, not chase the money. But I'm happy that

541
00:24:27,520 --> 00:24:29,440
Speaker 4: you were ready to co sign that with me though.

542
00:24:30,359 --> 00:24:31,280
Speaker 3: Yeah, fuck these niggas.

543
00:24:31,320 --> 00:24:33,400
Speaker 4: Chase the money I was talking about, Chase the money

544
00:24:33,440 --> 00:24:35,480
Speaker 4: gave us this weed, but.

545
00:24:35,480 --> 00:24:40,199
Speaker 1: Also chase the money true, like for real, Yeah, but

546
00:24:40,240 --> 00:24:44,520
Speaker 1: it's just like it's so diabolical the self destruction that happens.

547
00:24:44,520 --> 00:24:46,840
Speaker 1: And I only feel like we can only make the

548
00:24:46,880 --> 00:24:50,920
Speaker 1: men raise up if we withhold the relationships from the

549
00:24:50,960 --> 00:24:53,240
Speaker 1: ones that are not worthy. That's the only way they're

550
00:24:53,240 --> 00:24:56,640
Speaker 1: going to embrace their their fucking healing vibes.

551
00:24:57,760 --> 00:25:01,520
Speaker 3: And it's just like there's just it's every woman listening.

552
00:25:01,560 --> 00:25:03,960
Speaker 1: You've been that bitch, you know a friend who's being

553
00:25:03,960 --> 00:25:08,080
Speaker 1: that bitch right now, or you're being the bitch right now.

554
00:25:08,560 --> 00:25:12,159
Speaker 1: But there's always like it's women. Women do this specifically.

555
00:25:12,560 --> 00:25:14,760
Speaker 1: I don't think men get caught up on women as

556
00:25:14,840 --> 00:25:18,320
Speaker 1: much as women. Right you are the healers and nurtures

557
00:25:18,400 --> 00:25:18,840
Speaker 1: of the world.

558
00:25:18,960 --> 00:25:21,200
Speaker 2: All we want to do is be is fucking beloved

559
00:25:21,200 --> 00:25:25,320
Speaker 2: and nurtured and healed. People love me, let me heal you.

560
00:25:25,680 --> 00:25:26,320
Speaker 3: Are you okay?

561
00:25:26,359 --> 00:25:27,520
Speaker 2: I know you just beat my ass?

562
00:25:27,560 --> 00:25:28,400
Speaker 3: But are you okay?

563
00:25:28,560 --> 00:25:30,199
Speaker 2: I know'd I should have made you do that?

564
00:25:30,720 --> 00:25:32,600
Speaker 3: Yeah, Like I know you, I know you're going through a

565
00:25:32,640 --> 00:25:34,479
Speaker 3: tough time right now because you ain't paid the bills.

566
00:25:35,800 --> 00:25:39,879
Speaker 1: God, yeah, that's my Publix service announcement. But yeah, we

567
00:25:39,880 --> 00:25:44,320
Speaker 1: had a really really, really really epic time in Joshua Tree,

568
00:25:44,359 --> 00:25:47,119
Speaker 1: Like it was just perfect and beautiful and like friends

569
00:25:47,160 --> 00:25:50,280
Speaker 1: came in and now shout out to Brittany trap Yoga

570
00:25:50,320 --> 00:25:53,040
Speaker 1: Bay who came and when we say we like, we

571
00:25:53,119 --> 00:25:55,240
Speaker 1: did some sambals on the side of a fucking desert

572
00:25:55,240 --> 00:26:00,960
Speaker 1: mountain under the fucking full moon eclips and took the

573
00:26:01,000 --> 00:26:03,440
Speaker 1: fuck off, took off.

574
00:26:03,560 --> 00:26:06,399
Speaker 3: Okay, thanks you solely magic bitch.

575
00:26:06,760 --> 00:26:10,119
Speaker 4: Yeah, shout out to Solly Magic. Those mushrooms were wonderful,

576
00:26:10,359 --> 00:26:13,440
Speaker 4: and you know that part of what really special to me.

577
00:26:13,560 --> 00:26:16,119
Speaker 4: That was like the gift to myself. I really was

578
00:26:16,160 --> 00:26:20,760
Speaker 4: so happy to be able to like be lead the

579
00:26:20,760 --> 00:26:23,679
Speaker 4: circle for my friends, Like I really I needed to

580
00:26:23,720 --> 00:26:27,240
Speaker 4: do that to kind of like remember who the fuck

581
00:26:27,280 --> 00:26:31,960
Speaker 4: I am for a second, you know, and like sit

582
00:26:32,160 --> 00:26:34,720
Speaker 4: and create the space for all of us to share

583
00:26:34,840 --> 00:26:36,840
Speaker 4: and talk. And like god, I was just like God,

584
00:26:36,880 --> 00:26:40,520
Speaker 4: I love women, I love Orlando. I just love our friends.

585
00:26:40,560 --> 00:26:43,960
Speaker 4: Like how we can just we can do the party

586
00:26:44,000 --> 00:26:46,040
Speaker 4: whatever the fuck thing, but then we can also sit

587
00:26:46,119 --> 00:26:51,600
Speaker 4: here and have real conversations and really connect to all

588
00:26:51,640 --> 00:26:55,000
Speaker 4: of the elements earth, water, bitch. We connected every element

589
00:26:55,160 --> 00:26:59,440
Speaker 4: out there, space space. I went to spire Layer, oh

590
00:27:00,080 --> 00:27:04,720
Speaker 4: and and it was just so soul filling for me.

591
00:27:05,000 --> 00:27:08,640
Speaker 4: And I feel like I've been on a high since then,

592
00:27:09,200 --> 00:27:12,320
Speaker 4: and I just feel like things are really already starting

593
00:27:12,359 --> 00:27:15,160
Speaker 4: to like reveal themselves to me because I finally am

594
00:27:15,280 --> 00:27:18,920
Speaker 4: like letting moving through something that I've needed to move through,

595
00:27:19,040 --> 00:27:19,760
Speaker 4: you know, And.

596
00:27:21,640 --> 00:27:23,720
Speaker 2: It's it's It doesn't make it any easier.

597
00:27:23,840 --> 00:27:26,320
Speaker 1: I know it's not easy, but it feels like even

598
00:27:26,359 --> 00:27:30,199
Speaker 1: being next to you feels different, Like I feel the

599
00:27:30,280 --> 00:27:33,560
Speaker 1: difference in your energy, Like I feel like not your happiness,

600
00:27:33,680 --> 00:27:38,000
Speaker 1: but like you're inner, like you coming back out to play,

601
00:27:38,080 --> 00:27:40,280
Speaker 1: you know. I feel that, And it's like in little ways,

602
00:27:40,320 --> 00:27:42,320
Speaker 1: but it's like it's so crazy when you're close to

603
00:27:42,400 --> 00:27:46,400
Speaker 1: somebody and like when they're energy, like just like we're

604
00:27:46,480 --> 00:27:48,159
Speaker 1: so close, like if something's wrong with me and I

605
00:27:48,200 --> 00:27:50,439
Speaker 1: try to lie, like the bitch knows I'm lying, you know,

606
00:27:50,520 --> 00:27:51,360
Speaker 1: and it's vice versa.

607
00:27:51,440 --> 00:27:53,080
Speaker 3: I'm like, are you good? And we don't have to

608
00:27:53,119 --> 00:27:55,280
Speaker 3: say anything, but we know. But it's just like.

609
00:27:55,240 --> 00:27:57,760
Speaker 1: Seeing you emerge from that it feels good and like

610
00:27:58,119 --> 00:28:00,800
Speaker 1: having that be like the trip for that felt good

611
00:28:00,800 --> 00:28:02,959
Speaker 1: and being able to We always talk about bringing our

612
00:28:02,960 --> 00:28:05,320
Speaker 1: friends into our circles because we go away and we retreat,

613
00:28:05,560 --> 00:28:07,119
Speaker 1: but it was really nice to like spend time with

614
00:28:07,119 --> 00:28:09,720
Speaker 1: people we haven't spent time with, bring our like our

615
00:28:09,760 --> 00:28:12,920
Speaker 1: friend family to our space that way, you know, and

616
00:28:13,480 --> 00:28:14,440
Speaker 1: no like and you.

617
00:28:14,400 --> 00:28:17,200
Speaker 4: Know, I like, when was the last time you had

618
00:28:17,359 --> 00:28:19,959
Speaker 4: a circle with your friends and had an intentional moment.

619
00:28:20,400 --> 00:28:22,080
Speaker 3: Yeah, like let's take a moment and said, hey, we're

620
00:28:22,119 --> 00:28:22,679
Speaker 3: gonna take.

621
00:28:22,520 --> 00:28:26,520
Speaker 1: This moment right now, and you're free. You're free to cry,

622
00:28:27,040 --> 00:28:29,119
Speaker 1: you're free to be honest, you're free to say like

623
00:28:29,200 --> 00:28:30,960
Speaker 1: this like this is what fucked me up this year,

624
00:28:31,040 --> 00:28:32,520
Speaker 1: or like I'm just taking.

625
00:28:32,280 --> 00:28:33,800
Speaker 3: A break, like you're free.

626
00:28:33,920 --> 00:28:35,639
Speaker 1: That was I think that was the most beautiful thing

627
00:28:35,680 --> 00:28:37,840
Speaker 1: about this experience, And like we know this about our

628
00:28:37,880 --> 00:28:41,720
Speaker 1: friend group, but it was a confirmation of like the

629
00:28:41,800 --> 00:28:43,800
Speaker 1: space that we hold for each other and just how

630
00:28:43,920 --> 00:28:45,920
Speaker 1: genuinely good it feels.

631
00:28:45,600 --> 00:28:48,160
Speaker 3: To be free with other people.

632
00:28:48,200 --> 00:28:51,120
Speaker 1: Like when I say we played, we played and we

633
00:28:51,280 --> 00:28:54,560
Speaker 1: laughed and we were naked and like there was no

634
00:28:54,840 --> 00:28:57,200
Speaker 1: nothing sexual or weird about it, and it was just

635
00:28:57,240 --> 00:28:59,600
Speaker 1: like and we cried and we did all these things.

636
00:28:59,680 --> 00:29:01,600
Speaker 1: But like there was a moment where we sat at

637
00:29:01,600 --> 00:29:03,040
Speaker 1: the top of the hill and we were like, how

638
00:29:03,040 --> 00:29:06,160
Speaker 1: are you doing this year? How like because this eclipse

639
00:29:06,240 --> 00:29:08,240
Speaker 1: was about like the last eighteen months of last year,

640
00:29:08,800 --> 00:29:11,360
Speaker 1: two years, So you know, like when have you sat

641
00:29:11,400 --> 00:29:13,960
Speaker 1: with your friends and asked how the last two years

642
00:29:13,960 --> 00:29:14,360
Speaker 1: been for you?

643
00:29:14,480 --> 00:29:16,680
Speaker 3: Really? How are you feeling now?

644
00:29:17,080 --> 00:29:18,800
Speaker 2: You know, and like it's like where were you at then?

645
00:29:18,960 --> 00:29:20,840
Speaker 4: And like really having to even think about that, because

646
00:29:20,840 --> 00:29:23,400
Speaker 4: that's why we're in that circle. I was like thinking

647
00:29:23,600 --> 00:29:25,400
Speaker 4: when I was setting up those bulls and I was

648
00:29:25,760 --> 00:29:28,280
Speaker 4: like thinking about that, I really had to think, like

649
00:29:28,320 --> 00:29:30,600
Speaker 4: where the fuck was I. It was asking us to

650
00:29:30,680 --> 00:29:33,440
Speaker 4: think about this cycle of time where I had to

651
00:29:33,520 --> 00:29:35,000
Speaker 4: really think about where was I?

652
00:29:35,920 --> 00:29:37,800
Speaker 2: Where was I at that time, and where am I now?

653
00:29:38,520 --> 00:29:41,920
Speaker 2: And it's been a motherfucking journey of.

654
00:29:41,920 --> 00:29:44,880
Speaker 4: A lot of a lot of shit, a lot of

655
00:29:45,480 --> 00:29:50,880
Speaker 4: deep reckonings of my soul feels like and realizations and

656
00:29:51,080 --> 00:29:56,240
Speaker 4: having to really reflect on who I am at this

657
00:29:56,320 --> 00:29:59,680
Speaker 4: moment versus now was like, oh shit, a lot has changed,

658
00:29:59,720 --> 00:30:01,880
Speaker 4: but you know, like.

659
00:30:04,440 --> 00:30:06,200
Speaker 2: Ultimately you are who you are. Though.

660
00:30:06,200 --> 00:30:08,480
Speaker 4: That's also the thing too, It's like you also have

661
00:30:08,520 --> 00:30:10,400
Speaker 4: those realizations like oh, no, bitch, that's just you.

662
00:30:11,480 --> 00:30:12,840
Speaker 3: Yeah and yeah.

663
00:30:13,280 --> 00:30:16,200
Speaker 1: But also I think it's an opportunity because so often

664
00:30:16,280 --> 00:30:19,480
Speaker 1: we are moving so quickly, we don't give ourselves permission

665
00:30:19,520 --> 00:30:21,680
Speaker 1: to be like, damn, bitch, you got through a lot

666
00:30:21,680 --> 00:30:23,920
Speaker 1: of shit this year, or damn you've accomplished a lot,

667
00:30:24,360 --> 00:30:26,320
Speaker 1: you know, or you have changed a lot. You know,

668
00:30:26,360 --> 00:30:28,280
Speaker 1: Like we're so busy looking forward that we forget to

669
00:30:28,320 --> 00:30:30,920
Speaker 1: look back, and sometimes looking back and sitting in it

670
00:30:30,960 --> 00:30:33,520
Speaker 1: and saying it out loud, it's worth it, you know,

671
00:30:33,840 --> 00:30:36,920
Speaker 1: like you've come out of some shit, you've accomplished some shit.

672
00:30:37,560 --> 00:30:43,160
Speaker 1: So yeah, I really thoroughly enjoyed that. And like Orlando

673
00:30:43,280 --> 00:30:45,760
Speaker 1: was the only guy until Sebastian got there for twenty seconds,

674
00:30:46,240 --> 00:30:48,520
Speaker 1: but he cooked for us and it felt good. You know.

675
00:30:48,600 --> 00:30:50,880
Speaker 1: It's like, I know it's not always it's probably not

676
00:30:50,880 --> 00:30:52,640
Speaker 1: always fun for him to be the only man amongst

677
00:30:52,640 --> 00:30:55,800
Speaker 1: six women, but did he really showed up for us

678
00:30:55,800 --> 00:30:57,840
Speaker 1: in big ways, and it made me so grateful for him.

679
00:30:57,840 --> 00:31:00,240
Speaker 1: It was like as my friend, as my lover, just

680
00:31:00,280 --> 00:31:03,320
Speaker 1: like it's nice to have some man hands around and

681
00:31:03,400 --> 00:31:05,760
Speaker 1: he cooked for us and he watered us, and it

682
00:31:05,840 --> 00:31:08,480
Speaker 1: was like a really nice balance of like an exemple

683
00:31:08,480 --> 00:31:11,200
Speaker 1: of like an example of having like the divine masculine,

684
00:31:11,280 --> 00:31:13,840
Speaker 1: a space full of women, especially of space where women

685
00:31:13,920 --> 00:31:15,840
Speaker 1: are free to be, you know.

686
00:31:15,920 --> 00:31:17,000
Speaker 3: And like when I say.

687
00:31:16,800 --> 00:31:19,760
Speaker 1: We were literally being like bitch was sitting, We're four

688
00:31:19,800 --> 00:31:23,880
Speaker 1: people in jacuzzi, one bawling, one laughing, all naked and

689
00:31:23,920 --> 00:31:24,479
Speaker 1: not talking.

690
00:31:25,680 --> 00:31:27,960
Speaker 4: That was the best because you know, like sometimes you

691
00:31:28,000 --> 00:31:30,040
Speaker 4: just need to cry and not be asked if you're okay, no,

692
00:31:30,320 --> 00:31:31,720
Speaker 4: you don't interrupt me.

693
00:31:32,240 --> 00:31:35,400
Speaker 2: I am fucking crying, leave me alone, like, and that

694
00:31:35,520 --> 00:31:36,080
Speaker 2: was the vibe.

695
00:31:36,080 --> 00:31:37,880
Speaker 4: There was no there was no question, no one like

696
00:31:38,160 --> 00:31:40,520
Speaker 4: it was like are we talking to each other?

697
00:31:40,840 --> 00:31:43,080
Speaker 1: I don't think so, with the words okay, and then

698
00:31:43,080 --> 00:31:46,200
Speaker 1: you come back like sorry, I float on you like

699
00:31:46,280 --> 00:31:48,880
Speaker 1: you would think the jacuzzie was six feet long like

700
00:31:49,040 --> 00:31:55,080
Speaker 1: it was. It was a very beautiful, powerful, lovely birthday.

701
00:31:55,320 --> 00:31:55,560
Speaker 2: Yeah.

702
00:31:56,480 --> 00:31:59,560
Speaker 1: Yeah, it was like just like just the perfect mixture

703
00:31:59,560 --> 00:32:05,800
Speaker 1: of and healed ratchet healing, rat Shield, right shield, bat Shield, meet.

704
00:32:05,720 --> 00:32:08,960
Speaker 3: My love of ratchield. She's so fun.

705
00:32:09,000 --> 00:32:15,360
Speaker 4: And then I named her rat Shield my firstborn child.

706
00:32:15,400 --> 00:32:17,440
Speaker 3: It was great. Yeah, and I just feel like we

707
00:32:17,480 --> 00:32:17,880
Speaker 3: went to space.

708
00:32:17,960 --> 00:32:20,680
Speaker 1: Joshua Tree has that magical effect like you're going to

709
00:32:20,760 --> 00:32:22,120
Speaker 1: a space globe.

710
00:32:23,360 --> 00:32:25,080
Speaker 3: And you feel like this would be like the I

711
00:32:25,120 --> 00:32:27,120
Speaker 3: don't know, like the I felt the.

712
00:32:27,160 --> 00:32:29,440
Speaker 1: Energy and yeah, like the indigenous people that once lived

713
00:32:29,440 --> 00:32:31,760
Speaker 1: there before we came and took it and made it

714
00:32:31,760 --> 00:32:38,000
Speaker 1: the Airbnb land. Yeah, and no TVs, just music, vibes,

715
00:32:38,080 --> 00:32:44,320
Speaker 1: good food. So many backwoods hm hmm. So many backwards

716
00:32:44,400 --> 00:32:46,360
Speaker 1: sponsored Erica's birthday.

717
00:32:46,400 --> 00:32:48,520
Speaker 4: They didn't even know it. And they didn't even know

718
00:32:48,600 --> 00:32:50,680
Speaker 4: it crazy, and so did.

719
00:32:50,680 --> 00:32:54,280
Speaker 1: Honey Pot literally had honey pote in all the bathrooms.

720
00:32:54,320 --> 00:32:56,640
Speaker 3: I'm like, were I.

721
00:32:56,600 --> 00:32:58,720
Speaker 2: Felt very I was like, I am a mature woman.

722
00:32:58,840 --> 00:33:00,960
Speaker 3: I feel like Mary Kay of Honeypot.

723
00:33:01,200 --> 00:33:02,880
Speaker 4: I was like, this is how rich people have the

724
00:33:02,960 --> 00:33:05,640
Speaker 4: curated their homes, and I am rich. So every room

725
00:33:05,680 --> 00:33:08,680
Speaker 4: shall have honeypot in every bathroom for every bitch, there

726
00:33:08,680 --> 00:33:10,800
Speaker 4: will also be the honey pot foam.

727
00:33:10,880 --> 00:33:15,720
Speaker 3: Because we had films, we had wipes, why not poss

728
00:33:15,960 --> 00:33:16,560
Speaker 3: be taken care of.

729
00:33:16,720 --> 00:33:20,200
Speaker 4: They were very nourished. And we played games. We did

730
00:33:20,360 --> 00:33:22,600
Speaker 4: We made we played big Janga, we played pool.

731
00:33:23,840 --> 00:33:25,880
Speaker 1: You would have thought we were like came sounded like

732
00:33:25,880 --> 00:33:27,280
Speaker 1: a playground, like, let's go play this man.

733
00:33:27,320 --> 00:33:28,600
Speaker 3: We were and we're not.

734
00:33:28,600 --> 00:33:30,520
Speaker 2: In that house. We said, oh, they're bitch, there's too

735
00:33:30,560 --> 00:33:31,160
Speaker 2: much shit in here.

736
00:33:31,160 --> 00:33:32,280
Speaker 1: We got to try. It was like, we gotta get

737
00:33:32,280 --> 00:33:35,080
Speaker 1: our money's work. We need to schedule activities. We're gonna

738
00:33:35,160 --> 00:33:36,960
Speaker 1: start the jacuzzi. We're gonna move to the garage, but

739
00:33:36,960 --> 00:33:39,160
Speaker 1: there's a pool table. Then we're gonna do a dance party.

740
00:33:39,320 --> 00:33:41,080
Speaker 1: Then we're gonna we literally this is what we did.

741
00:33:41,160 --> 00:33:43,760
Speaker 4: And I was like, if we are not seven years old,

742
00:33:44,000 --> 00:33:45,840
Speaker 4: and then at some point we will have like a

743
00:33:45,840 --> 00:33:48,200
Speaker 4: two am barbecue. We said that, and then we did that.

744
00:33:48,640 --> 00:33:51,160
Speaker 4: We had a two thirty am barbecue, which I don't

745
00:33:51,160 --> 00:33:53,680
Speaker 4: know how Orlando did it, but he was fucking it

746
00:33:53,800 --> 00:33:54,360
Speaker 4: up over there.

747
00:33:55,080 --> 00:33:56,040
Speaker 3: After a mushroom, I.

748
00:33:56,000 --> 00:33:58,280
Speaker 4: Saw him with a little glass of water like sprinkling

749
00:33:58,320 --> 00:34:00,560
Speaker 4: the chicken. I said, at two thirty, nigg is not

750
00:34:00,600 --> 00:34:01,440
Speaker 4: playing games.

751
00:34:02,120 --> 00:34:02,400
Speaker 2: I don't know.

752
00:34:02,480 --> 00:34:03,480
Speaker 3: I woke up ate that food.

753
00:34:03,480 --> 00:34:03,960
Speaker 2: I messed up.

754
00:34:04,000 --> 00:34:05,400
Speaker 3: I think I left the plate right there, and.

755
00:34:05,440 --> 00:34:06,000
Speaker 2: Just we did.

756
00:34:06,240 --> 00:34:07,480
Speaker 3: I left everything.

757
00:34:07,840 --> 00:34:10,400
Speaker 2: We came out and all the chicken, the salmon, everything

758
00:34:10,440 --> 00:34:11,759
Speaker 2: was laid out. Everyone went to sleep.

759
00:34:11,840 --> 00:34:14,680
Speaker 1: No one had a single ounce of energy. But it

760
00:34:14,760 --> 00:34:16,640
Speaker 1: was like, I feel like a high school student who

761
00:34:16,680 --> 00:34:21,319
Speaker 1: had access to a luxury house and drugs. Honestly, my

762
00:34:21,360 --> 00:34:22,720
Speaker 1: friend was like, I wonder if you're a good kissing

763
00:34:22,800 --> 00:34:24,400
Speaker 1: and then like we like kiss and Erica's like that

764
00:34:24,520 --> 00:34:25,160
Speaker 1: was a no kiss.

765
00:34:25,200 --> 00:34:26,880
Speaker 2: And I was like, I forgot that happened.

766
00:34:26,960 --> 00:34:29,239
Speaker 4: That's wait, I forgot that happened until like a few

767
00:34:29,280 --> 00:34:31,400
Speaker 4: days ago, and I was like I had and I

768
00:34:31,480 --> 00:34:32,600
Speaker 4: meant to call you and be.

769
00:34:32,640 --> 00:34:35,000
Speaker 2: Like, bitch, do you remember this happening?

770
00:34:35,040 --> 00:34:37,560
Speaker 3: We never talked, but the whole thing is like, first

771
00:34:37,560 --> 00:34:39,719
Speaker 3: of all, why are you challenging me? Erica was like,

772
00:34:39,760 --> 00:34:41,719
Speaker 3: that is not no kiss. I was like.

773
00:34:41,880 --> 00:34:44,400
Speaker 2: Then I was like, come here, bitch, why are you

774
00:34:44,440 --> 00:34:45,920
Speaker 2: so because I'm an instigator.

775
00:34:46,280 --> 00:34:48,799
Speaker 3: Then literally I was like, wow, we are sixteen years old.

776
00:34:49,239 --> 00:34:51,239
Speaker 2: This is like that was sixteen of me. That was

777
00:34:52,239 --> 00:34:53,280
Speaker 2: six The whole.

778
00:34:53,120 --> 00:34:55,120
Speaker 3: Trip, I was like, are we adults? Is this adulthood?

779
00:34:55,160 --> 00:34:58,319
Speaker 1: Like just being sixteen with a little bit of money.

780
00:34:58,960 --> 00:35:01,160
Speaker 1: But you know what, I was a reminder that like

781
00:35:01,200 --> 00:35:03,480
Speaker 1: you need to quarterly go play with your friends.

782
00:35:03,560 --> 00:35:05,759
Speaker 2: Well that was the thing that came up for me too.

783
00:35:05,880 --> 00:35:08,200
Speaker 4: I was sitting there with one of our friends and

784
00:35:08,239 --> 00:35:09,880
Speaker 4: I was sitting in front of my little fire that

785
00:35:09,920 --> 00:35:11,799
Speaker 4: I had in my room because I also made sure

786
00:35:11,800 --> 00:35:14,799
Speaker 4: that we used that part too, and we sat there

787
00:35:14,800 --> 00:35:17,800
Speaker 4: and we talked, and I was telling her that I realized,

788
00:35:17,840 --> 00:35:20,319
Speaker 4: like I had this download that we must play like

789
00:35:20,560 --> 00:35:22,720
Speaker 4: that I need to play with my daughter even more

790
00:35:23,360 --> 00:35:26,359
Speaker 4: to keep this connection in this time period where she's

791
00:35:26,400 --> 00:35:30,040
Speaker 4: at right now, and like because like she nevitly will

792
00:35:30,080 --> 00:35:31,560
Speaker 4: start to go play with other people, but I always

793
00:35:31,600 --> 00:35:33,160
Speaker 4: want her to know that she can come back here.

794
00:35:33,719 --> 00:35:37,520
Speaker 4: And also that just opens up I feel like more

795
00:35:37,800 --> 00:35:42,440
Speaker 4: opportunity for conversation and like just understanding at this age.

796
00:35:42,480 --> 00:35:44,160
Speaker 4: But then also I was thinking, well, look at what

797
00:35:44,160 --> 00:35:45,200
Speaker 4: I'm doing here with my friends.

798
00:35:45,239 --> 00:35:46,600
Speaker 2: I'm playing and this.

799
00:35:46,680 --> 00:35:49,759
Speaker 4: Is so healthy, and this feels so good and it

800
00:35:49,840 --> 00:35:56,160
Speaker 4: feels so nourishing and like pleasurable and like I feel

801
00:35:56,200 --> 00:35:58,640
Speaker 4: sexy and like it's for me and it's mine.

802
00:35:58,719 --> 00:36:01,120
Speaker 3: Right there's like we're not all and I'm.

803
00:36:00,960 --> 00:36:04,759
Speaker 4: Just saying and embodying this like sex the sexiness for ourselves,

804
00:36:04,840 --> 00:36:09,640
Speaker 4: you know, and and just opening our and when you

805
00:36:09,680 --> 00:36:11,720
Speaker 4: do that, you start to just your mind automatically starts

806
00:36:11,719 --> 00:36:12,080
Speaker 4: to open.

807
00:36:12,080 --> 00:36:13,000
Speaker 2: And that's why you get.

808
00:36:12,880 --> 00:36:14,799
Speaker 4: Those downloads when you go to those spaces because you're

809
00:36:14,800 --> 00:36:16,440
Speaker 4: also making a choice to do that.

810
00:36:16,560 --> 00:36:17,760
Speaker 3: And you're just at ease.

811
00:36:18,000 --> 00:36:20,759
Speaker 1: Like, you know, when we got there, we didn't talk

812
00:36:20,760 --> 00:36:23,600
Speaker 1: about work a computer of selfhe that shit came out

813
00:36:23,600 --> 00:36:25,480
Speaker 1: because we knew it wasn't possible to do both.

814
00:36:25,920 --> 00:36:28,400
Speaker 3: And like, but that's what I felt like. It like

815
00:36:28,520 --> 00:36:30,680
Speaker 3: it energized us in a way where you could literally

816
00:36:30,800 --> 00:36:33,560
Speaker 3: just be without worrying about what time it is and

817
00:36:33,600 --> 00:36:38,520
Speaker 3: what's next. And like, yeah, I think it's so necessary.

818
00:36:38,920 --> 00:36:42,240
Speaker 3: Adult recess, adult recess, adult recess.

819
00:36:42,400 --> 00:36:44,920
Speaker 1: You have to take breaks, but not just to do

820
00:36:45,000 --> 00:36:49,040
Speaker 1: like adult shit, to do like low key teenage shit.

821
00:36:51,560 --> 00:36:59,080
Speaker 3: It was very, very, very soul filling. What else am

822
00:36:59,120 --> 00:37:00,839
Speaker 3: I love? It's just about something else.

823
00:37:08,880 --> 00:37:10,239
Speaker 2: I don't know's it?

824
00:37:10,719 --> 00:37:11,560
Speaker 3: I think that's it.

825
00:37:11,719 --> 00:37:14,120
Speaker 2: I see that was so great.

826
00:37:14,360 --> 00:37:17,560
Speaker 1: That was so great. So I hope what you got

827
00:37:17,560 --> 00:37:19,560
Speaker 1: from this is adult recess. So that'd be the name

828
00:37:19,560 --> 00:37:24,560
Speaker 1: of the episode adult recess. Yes, I love that. It's

829
00:37:24,600 --> 00:37:30,200
Speaker 1: so necessary. Yeah, let you like tantalize all your senses

830
00:37:30,320 --> 00:37:36,200
Speaker 1: and do like silly shit, do silly shit, be naked, laugh,

831
00:37:36,320 --> 00:37:39,400
Speaker 1: don't care if anyone's looking, and only have friends that

832
00:37:39,480 --> 00:37:41,800
Speaker 1: you can not care if anybody's looking.

833
00:37:42,320 --> 00:37:44,399
Speaker 4: I mean, I think I think that's the thing. I'm

834
00:37:44,400 --> 00:37:46,040
Speaker 4: sure there's people listening that are like, I don't even

835
00:37:46,080 --> 00:37:48,080
Speaker 4: know who I can do that with. But you'd be surprised.

836
00:37:48,239 --> 00:37:50,280
Speaker 4: You'd be surprised how many of your friends are waiting

837
00:37:50,960 --> 00:37:52,239
Speaker 4: to do some of the shit like this.

838
00:37:52,400 --> 00:37:53,279
Speaker 2: It's not just you.

839
00:37:53,120 --> 00:37:55,160
Speaker 4: You guys just aren't talking about it, and you guys

840
00:37:55,200 --> 00:37:58,279
Speaker 4: and you guys have to like meet each other like

841
00:37:58,640 --> 00:38:00,359
Speaker 4: where you're at and have the converse.

842
00:38:00,520 --> 00:38:01,960
Speaker 1: And you have to take chances of the people you

843
00:38:02,000 --> 00:38:03,879
Speaker 1: may not always hang out with all the time. That's

844
00:38:03,880 --> 00:38:05,800
Speaker 1: true because there was people like literally one of my

845
00:38:05,880 --> 00:38:08,880
Speaker 1: friends that came we met in the DMS and we

846
00:38:08,960 --> 00:38:10,279
Speaker 1: never hung out with her before, and we had our

847
00:38:10,280 --> 00:38:12,600
Speaker 1: other friend pick her up, and I was like, have

848
00:38:12,680 --> 00:38:13,919
Speaker 1: you ever met her in real life?

849
00:38:14,040 --> 00:38:15,919
Speaker 2: I thought, I was like, I've never met her before.

850
00:38:15,960 --> 00:38:16,360
Speaker 2: I think I was.

851
00:38:16,440 --> 00:38:18,759
Speaker 1: We met one time drunk, like leaving a party, but

852
00:38:18,960 --> 00:38:20,719
Speaker 1: we never like hung out but we're supposed to, but

853
00:38:20,760 --> 00:38:22,400
Speaker 1: we did it. And I was like it where we're

854
00:38:22,440 --> 00:38:24,560
Speaker 1: telling her to come for a four day trip not

855
00:38:24,680 --> 00:38:26,480
Speaker 1: at all, because you know who you can call when

856
00:38:26,520 --> 00:38:29,040
Speaker 1: you when you're open to just like plant like you know,

857
00:38:29,160 --> 00:38:31,919
Speaker 1: letting your guard down and not really giving a fuck,

858
00:38:32,280 --> 00:38:34,480
Speaker 1: you know, like what people think, or at least not

859
00:38:34,520 --> 00:38:38,040
Speaker 1: surrounding yourself with you with people who even vibe on

860
00:38:38,080 --> 00:38:40,719
Speaker 1: that that frequency you know, and you kind of know

861
00:38:40,760 --> 00:38:41,239
Speaker 1: who that is.

862
00:38:41,719 --> 00:38:43,960
Speaker 4: Well I think, I mean even I had that intention

863
00:38:44,080 --> 00:38:47,320
Speaker 4: when I was planning, I was really thinking like, okay,

864
00:38:48,120 --> 00:38:51,120
Speaker 4: I'm going I'm reflecting on all areas of my life currently,

865
00:38:51,160 --> 00:38:53,360
Speaker 4: not just my love space, but like my friend's space,

866
00:38:53,400 --> 00:38:55,560
Speaker 4: and if like how can I expand?

867
00:38:55,800 --> 00:38:58,200
Speaker 2: Like I have met all these amazing people, but I.

868
00:38:58,120 --> 00:39:01,120
Speaker 4: Haven't been able to really spend time with certain people

869
00:39:01,160 --> 00:39:04,959
Speaker 4: that I know even upon first meeting, like I've even

870
00:39:05,000 --> 00:39:07,080
Speaker 4: maybe not even meeting, just in our exchange and our

871
00:39:07,200 --> 00:39:10,279
Speaker 4: energy knowing I wanted to understand them better, like we

872
00:39:10,360 --> 00:39:14,279
Speaker 4: had things to exchange, and I was like, well, why

873
00:39:14,320 --> 00:39:15,799
Speaker 4: don't I just invite a few of those people on

874
00:39:15,800 --> 00:39:19,000
Speaker 4: my birthday in this intimate space where I can finally

875
00:39:19,000 --> 00:39:21,000
Speaker 4: do that and it's not like oh shit, like we

876
00:39:21,080 --> 00:39:23,040
Speaker 4: keep trying to get together or we're having coffee for

877
00:39:23,080 --> 00:39:25,520
Speaker 4: five minutes or like an hour, and then we don't

878
00:39:25,520 --> 00:39:27,319
Speaker 4: see each other again for another two month.

879
00:39:27,400 --> 00:39:27,600
Speaker 2: Years.

880
00:39:27,640 --> 00:39:30,279
Speaker 4: It's so hard to it's so hard to make a

881
00:39:30,360 --> 00:39:35,120
Speaker 4: friend's in adulthood and like continue to you know, not

882
00:39:35,160 --> 00:39:39,719
Speaker 4: feel like it's interrupting your regular scheduled programming, you know,

883
00:39:40,080 --> 00:39:45,040
Speaker 4: so really really getting out of that. And so yeah,

884
00:39:45,120 --> 00:39:47,239
Speaker 4: that's why I think it's like even just that's kind

885
00:39:47,239 --> 00:39:49,720
Speaker 4: of the vibe of the retreat too. It's like bringing

886
00:39:49,760 --> 00:39:54,239
Speaker 4: people in, people coming to have this adult recess and

887
00:39:55,200 --> 00:39:58,560
Speaker 4: really not knowing who's going to be there, you know, right,

888
00:39:58,600 --> 00:40:00,520
Speaker 4: And yeah, those I'm so like the people that come

889
00:40:00,600 --> 00:40:04,520
Speaker 4: to our retreat, Like it picks bravery to do that.

890
00:40:04,920 --> 00:40:08,200
Speaker 4: Like that's a big first step for a lot of

891
00:40:08,200 --> 00:40:10,640
Speaker 4: those women that come, and it's a big one and

892
00:40:10,680 --> 00:40:12,120
Speaker 4: it's a transformational one.

893
00:40:12,200 --> 00:40:14,520
Speaker 1: Well that's sometimes you need that big first step to

894
00:40:14,600 --> 00:40:16,200
Speaker 1: kind of know that you can do it, and then

895
00:40:16,239 --> 00:40:18,520
Speaker 1: all the other big steps don't feel as big as

896
00:40:18,840 --> 00:40:20,719
Speaker 1: and it's daunting and is scary because you're like, fuck it,

897
00:40:20,760 --> 00:40:22,960
Speaker 1: I did this one thing and it and it feels

898
00:40:22,960 --> 00:40:23,399
Speaker 1: so good.

899
00:40:23,880 --> 00:40:24,600
Speaker 3: Yeah.

900
00:40:24,640 --> 00:40:27,879
Speaker 1: We were talking about that last night, about like being

901
00:40:27,880 --> 00:40:33,560
Speaker 1: optimistic or being or being you know, optimistic or pestimistic

902
00:40:33,600 --> 00:40:35,960
Speaker 1: and like worrying about things happening, and I was like,

903
00:40:35,960 --> 00:40:39,040
Speaker 1: one of the things I've realized with like faith or

904
00:40:39,080 --> 00:40:42,239
Speaker 1: like magic or whatever. Is like, once you do that

905
00:40:42,480 --> 00:40:45,960
Speaker 1: one big thing, you start to kind of realize that,

906
00:40:46,120 --> 00:40:50,319
Speaker 1: like you do have this like this magic. And once

907
00:40:50,360 --> 00:40:52,520
Speaker 1: you've like kind of worked that way up, then you're

908
00:40:52,640 --> 00:40:55,319
Speaker 1: less fearful of things going wrong because you're like, well,

909
00:40:55,360 --> 00:40:58,000
Speaker 1: I've made if I've been and made a million dollars once,

910
00:40:58,120 --> 00:40:59,480
Speaker 1: even if I go broke, like I know I can

911
00:40:59,520 --> 00:41:01,280
Speaker 1: make it again, you know what I mean. But people

912
00:41:01,360 --> 00:41:04,759
Speaker 1: fear that instead of just like stepping into it because

913
00:41:04,760 --> 00:41:08,760
Speaker 1: you kind of build that tool of knowing that there's

914
00:41:08,760 --> 00:41:11,360
Speaker 1: something magical over the fear.

915
00:41:12,560 --> 00:41:19,080
Speaker 2: That's true, that believing your magic. Go for it.

916
00:41:19,960 --> 00:41:22,799
Speaker 1: Just do it, words of Nike, Just do it. Keep

917
00:41:24,320 --> 00:41:26,040
Speaker 1: I picked a card. I don't know if I love

918
00:41:26,080 --> 00:41:30,759
Speaker 1: this card, but I'm don't reading anyone. Okay, it's a five, right,

919
00:41:30,840 --> 00:41:35,680
Speaker 1: that's five of ones. Reversed suggests that you are facing

920
00:41:35,880 --> 00:41:38,479
Speaker 1: internal conflict and are unclear on where you.

921
00:41:38,400 --> 00:41:39,800
Speaker 3: Stand on important issues.

922
00:41:40,200 --> 00:41:41,839
Speaker 1: You may try to work through your point of view

923
00:41:41,920 --> 00:41:47,239
Speaker 1: on contentious topics such as abortion, immigration, globalization, or the environment,

924
00:41:47,640 --> 00:41:50,400
Speaker 1: or you may navigate personal issues such as whether to

925
00:41:50,400 --> 00:41:53,560
Speaker 1: stay or leave a particular relationship or job you have

926
00:41:53,600 --> 00:41:55,840
Speaker 1: others around you who have strong views about what you

927
00:41:55,880 --> 00:41:58,080
Speaker 1: should do, and this is creating an enormous amount of

928
00:41:58,080 --> 00:41:59,120
Speaker 1: tension and disagreement.

929
00:42:01,480 --> 00:42:02,480
Speaker 3: Just when you think you have a.

930
00:42:02,440 --> 00:42:05,760
Speaker 1: Clear perspective, someone challenges you on it and you discover

931
00:42:05,880 --> 00:42:07,120
Speaker 1: new information.

932
00:42:08,840 --> 00:42:10,440
Speaker 3: And you change your standpoint again.

933
00:42:10,600 --> 00:42:12,480
Speaker 1: This process is beneficial and will help you come to

934
00:42:12,520 --> 00:42:15,600
Speaker 1: the well researched and well thought out viewpoint. Know too,

935
00:42:15,640 --> 00:42:19,000
Speaker 1: that there's no right answer, and someone will agree, someone

936
00:42:19,000 --> 00:42:22,600
Speaker 1: will disagree with your path you choose, with any path

937
00:42:22,640 --> 00:42:24,800
Speaker 1: that you choose, so find the option that sits best

938
00:42:24,840 --> 00:42:27,680
Speaker 1: with you. Align your head and your heart to discover

939
00:42:27,760 --> 00:42:29,360
Speaker 1: a sense of peace within yourself.

940
00:42:32,920 --> 00:42:38,120
Speaker 4: Sounds like an email I got today That sounds a

941
00:42:38,120 --> 00:42:40,680
Speaker 4: little someone has very strong opinions about what I should do.

942
00:42:42,080 --> 00:42:43,040
Speaker 3: Isn't that crazy to like?

943
00:42:44,680 --> 00:42:46,920
Speaker 1: When you think about someone having an opinion over what

944
00:42:47,000 --> 00:42:50,440
Speaker 1: you should do, It's just so strange, Like, but why

945
00:42:50,480 --> 00:42:54,759
Speaker 1: does it matter? I'm not even you, be you, I'll

946
00:42:54,800 --> 00:42:57,640
Speaker 1: be me yeah yeah, and then like to be mean

947
00:42:57,680 --> 00:42:58,120
Speaker 1: about it.

948
00:43:00,080 --> 00:43:01,880
Speaker 2: Just give me. Hurt people, hurt people.

949
00:43:02,680 --> 00:43:04,960
Speaker 1: It's a fact some of these old as quotes are

950
00:43:05,000 --> 00:43:06,200
Speaker 1: really hitten today.

951
00:43:06,880 --> 00:43:10,839
Speaker 2: Just do it. Hurt people, hurt people, not old ass cars.

952
00:43:10,960 --> 00:43:12,839
Speaker 3: They are not just do it bit.

953
00:43:13,920 --> 00:43:18,600
Speaker 4: I mean, you Knowikey's Nike's not like a new brand.

954
00:43:18,840 --> 00:43:19,520
Speaker 2: No, it's not.

955
00:43:22,760 --> 00:43:24,520
Speaker 3: Does that resonate resonate with you?

956
00:43:24,760 --> 00:43:29,440
Speaker 2: Or I feel like it does? I feel like it.

957
00:43:28,400 --> 00:43:32,799
Speaker 4: Represents where I'm at that, Yes, I have to be

958
00:43:33,080 --> 00:43:35,440
Speaker 4: in my mind and my body and spirit and like

959
00:43:35,480 --> 00:43:39,560
Speaker 4: be at peace with my choices and my decisions how

960
00:43:39,600 --> 00:43:42,680
Speaker 4: I want to present myself to the world and knowing

961
00:43:42,719 --> 00:43:45,360
Speaker 4: that not everyone is going to love that and saying

962
00:43:45,440 --> 00:43:48,319
Speaker 4: that's okay, you know, and I'm okay with that that

963
00:43:48,360 --> 00:43:50,279
Speaker 4: I'm not going to be able to please everyone. It's

964
00:43:50,320 --> 00:43:54,360
Speaker 4: fucking impossible. But I can please myself and that's what

965
00:43:54,440 --> 00:43:55,080
Speaker 4: I should.

966
00:43:54,840 --> 00:43:56,600
Speaker 2: Be doing anyway, right, you know?

967
00:43:56,800 --> 00:43:57,280
Speaker 3: Yeah?

968
00:43:57,719 --> 00:44:03,279
Speaker 2: And yeah that does resonate. Yeah, I agree.

969
00:44:04,080 --> 00:44:05,640
Speaker 3: Can't please everybody mine as well?

970
00:44:05,680 --> 00:44:09,600
Speaker 2: Please? Is that the affirmation of the day.

971
00:44:09,640 --> 00:44:13,520
Speaker 1: Oh yeah, can't please everybody mine might as well please you?

972
00:44:14,320 --> 00:44:14,560
Speaker 2: Yeah?

973
00:44:14,760 --> 00:44:18,160
Speaker 3: Beautiful? Well, thank you guys. So happy to see you

974
00:44:18,920 --> 00:44:20,600
Speaker 3: or you see me?

975
00:44:22,080 --> 00:44:25,120
Speaker 4: You see, we see you, I see you, I see

976
00:44:25,120 --> 00:44:27,719
Speaker 4: you there. Put that ponytail up. Just got back from

977
00:44:27,719 --> 00:44:30,680
Speaker 4: the gym. Huh it was hard you saw that hot

978
00:44:30,719 --> 00:44:35,919
Speaker 4: guy this time, but you did it anyway. I Love you.

979
00:44:36,320 --> 00:44:37,960
Speaker 4: Make sure you come see us on the road. Hit

980
00:44:38,000 --> 00:44:41,279
Speaker 4: the hit the link in this episode to check out

981
00:44:41,280 --> 00:44:45,760
Speaker 4: our tour dates. Go check out our website. Everything is there, retreats, merch,

982
00:44:46,040 --> 00:44:49,239
Speaker 4: Black Friday sales, Cyber Monday sales, fucking.

983
00:44:49,239 --> 00:44:53,239
Speaker 1: The play party is not there at the DMA secret.

984
00:44:53,320 --> 00:44:54,160
Speaker 3: That's not for the main.

985
00:44:57,320 --> 00:45:01,799
Speaker 4: Our newsletters kind of lit, and make sure you rate

986
00:45:01,840 --> 00:45:04,960
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987
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Speaker 4: faces as we recount our days, lives and opinions.

989
00:45:12,520 --> 00:45:13,480
Speaker 2: And we'll see you next week.

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Speaker 3: Bye bye, m

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