Speaker 1: The moment everyone has been begging for Merch is being
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Speaker 3: I don't want to know. Didn't really have that?
Speaker 4: I probably see No, I have a scer.
Speaker 3: Oh really from what give your head last time?
Speaker 5: Right?
Speaker 1: Oh, to yourself because you went to your room alone
Speaker 1: and you fell asleep after giving yourself had.
Speaker 3: Yeah, you know you guys a couple of ribs removed.
Speaker 2: Yeah, wow, you have been looking really skinny.
Speaker 5: Yeah, I have a snatched ways I got my ribs
Speaker 5: removed like Marilyn Manson.
Speaker 4: Yeah, and it's actually really really special.
Speaker 3: Is that real?
Speaker 2: Did he actually do that?
Speaker 6: No?
Speaker 3: Yeah, that's why he's wearing that hoodie. It's like covering up.
Speaker 5: You really, I'm covering it up with this hoodie. That
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Speaker 3: Probably we have this too as well. We handmade this
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Speaker 1: Yes, my girls know me so. Yeah, so we had
Speaker 1: to get her right. Also, we did it intro. But
Speaker 1: welcome back to Emergency Intercom.
Speaker 7: Long awaited guests, the most asked for person by a
Speaker 7: fucking landslide by Fleetwood Mac on the episode today, which
Speaker 7: is really crazy, o'rian.
Speaker 3: They had to fight tooth and nail for this, I
Speaker 3: really did.
Speaker 2: And you know what it is too is even I like,
Speaker 2: this is just annoying.
Speaker 3: But I'm like, I don't want them to see how
Speaker 3: well we get long, like I know exactly, like you're
Speaker 3: getting too much of me right now and it's terrifying
Speaker 3: to be.
Speaker 4: Perceived, So like keep that in line.
Speaker 3: No, actually don't. Don't I need a reality chat? Yeah
Speaker 3: exactly at this point in my life, I need a
Speaker 3: major one.
Speaker 2: Don't ask for that because to be funny, people will
Speaker 2: be like, okay, fine.
Speaker 3: And I actually don't, like I actually don't mean that.
Speaker 1: Once you finished watching this act like you've never seen
Speaker 1: Oryan and like you've never heard our voice exactly.
Speaker 3: Yeah, thank you. Have you done a podcast before? Yeah
Speaker 3: you yeah I have. But like a were serious normal
Speaker 3: people asking me very like serious questions. So when even
Speaker 3: like thinking about this, I'm like fuck, Like.
Speaker 5: Here I go like, okay, well I have a serious
Speaker 5: question for you. Okay, was that your first love?
Speaker 3: Actually?
Speaker 2: Why why does it always have to go here? Like Okay, no,
Speaker 2: go I want like, well, if.
Speaker 3: I'm being honest and it might hurt your feelings.
Speaker 8: No, okay, wow, it's oh god, I haven't wow and
Speaker 8: you don't understand actually no, no, no, if we're being
Speaker 8: realistic here, Drew low key was I.
Speaker 4: Was going to bring that story up. I was going
Speaker 4: to bring that story up.
Speaker 2: Okay, okay, oh wait, oh playlist or.
Speaker 4: Or something.
Speaker 5: Yeah, I got from your point of view.
Speaker 3: Yeah, from my point of view, I only knew Drew
Speaker 3: from the online sphere and I never had met him
Speaker 3: in person, and he had walked in the room. We
Speaker 3: were all in like a hotel like party, and it
Speaker 3: was there weren't that many people. No, there was enough
Speaker 3: people to be embarrassed by the situation, but like it
Speaker 3: wasn't like filled to the brand.
Speaker 5: Also, it was like the first time, like I have
Speaker 5: ever seen other people on the internet that I like
Speaker 5: kind of look up to. Like I walked into this
Speaker 5: room and I was like, holy shit, Like there's like
Speaker 5: Ricky and Denzel in here, and like blah blah blah
Speaker 5: blah blah, like these are people that I like love
Speaker 5: on the internet and you see on the internet, so
Speaker 5: fucking jar But.
Speaker 3: Keep going anyway, Drew walked in and he's a new face.
Speaker 3: I hadn't seen him before, and you just looked so
Speaker 3: shy and so don't like and it was a precious
Speaker 3: moment to witness. And I turned to a friend and
Speaker 3: I said, oh, Drew's here, He's so cute, and like
Speaker 3: the friend in question wasn't a real friend for screaming
Speaker 3: at the top of her lungs. She like, Drew passed
Speaker 3: by and she screams, hey, Drew, O'Ryan thinks you're really
Speaker 3: cute it and like darted away. I was so embarrassed,
Speaker 3: Like it was so humiliating because like it felt like.
Speaker 2: You're like ran.
Speaker 4: No, I literally did ran.
Speaker 3: And I'm like stuck in this position where I'm like, oh, no, no,
Speaker 3: I did not see.
Speaker 4: You're not cute. You're not I don't think you're cute.
Speaker 4: You're ugly.
Speaker 3: That's what I would say that no. And then Drew.
Speaker 4: Left and she was like, y'all should make out, y'all
Speaker 4: should kiss right now in front of everybody, like kiss kiss, kissing, And.
Speaker 2: He was obsessed with watching people cads.
Speaker 4: Yes, And I was like in my head because I
Speaker 4: was like, oh, I've never been in this space before,
Speaker 4: like I'm like petrified, and then I walk in and
Speaker 4: I'm immediately like in my head being made fun of.
Speaker 2: A girl calls out.
Speaker 4: Then I invited her to my room later, but we won't.
Speaker 1: Talk about that about Oh y'all, Okay, Well, I don't
Speaker 1: want to know.
Speaker 2: The less I know, the better it was.
Speaker 3: It was sweet, it was simment. It was like something
Speaker 3: that's kept between us for a reason.
Speaker 2: I mean, now it's not between y'all.
Speaker 4: I mean, was it that?
Speaker 1: So it's probably just like like at a necessity, like
Speaker 1: human nature.
Speaker 2: It's not even like emotional.
Speaker 4: When was the first time we all met?
Speaker 2: I don't remember the first time we hung out.
Speaker 4: I don't either in La like y'all. I remember, there
Speaker 4: was like a.
Speaker 1: Moment I remember for first time hanging out in La
Speaker 1: like that I remember, but like the very first time
Speaker 1: we met, I could not even tell you.
Speaker 2: I couldn't tell you.
Speaker 3: I think we were just in such different worlds. Yeah,
Speaker 3: and even it was probably in a similar situation, like
Speaker 3: we were in a group of a bunch of people
Speaker 3: passing like high Hello. The reason why I don't remember
Speaker 3: is probably because it's not as traumatizing as like my
Speaker 3: brain at this point only like remembers the horrible or
Speaker 3: the really good things.
Speaker 1: Yeah, I remember the first time we like had a
Speaker 1: moment where we were like, oh my god, we're like
Speaker 1: gonna be fri.
Speaker 3: It was so good. It's because and I think it
Speaker 3: is especially good because we didn't like really know each other.
Speaker 2: Yeah, because we were.
Speaker 1: Being put in We were all on a social media
Speaker 1: tour when we were younger, and me and O'Ryan started
Speaker 1: being put in rooms together. But even then we would
Speaker 1: not interact. I don't even remember, like and it's not
Speaker 1: even like I was like I don't want to.
Speaker 2: Be friends with this girl.
Speaker 3: It was literally just you just had your group of friends.
Speaker 3: I had my group of friends, and it was just
Speaker 3: the convenience of us staying the same.
Speaker 4: It was just the two girls.
Speaker 3: It was just the two the.
Speaker 2: Two girls on tours, like they're getting.
Speaker 4: Their room, like, oh, you're a girl, you're a girl,
Speaker 4: Like y'all will get.
Speaker 3: Along, And we did accidentally by kiss met Drew left tour.
Speaker 2: Yeah you like when you quit, And so it was
Speaker 2: Nie and.
Speaker 3: I were there left, and I remember we were it
Speaker 3: was like three in the morning. We were both in
Speaker 3: our separate beds and we had like our backs turned
Speaker 3: from each other, like keep in mind, like we didn't.
Speaker 2: Really know we like literally I we hadn't. I don't
Speaker 2: think we had ever.
Speaker 4: It was like college roommates.
Speaker 1: The one time we had spoken before that was when
Speaker 1: we took that god awful fucking picture because we found
Speaker 1: out it was going to bring up Durham and we
Speaker 1: were like, oh my god, like I don't have any girl.
Speaker 1: And it's literally like saying on TikTok like cannon event.
Speaker 1: That was our canonicture.
Speaker 3: It was like we just met at the stairwells, took
Speaker 3: a photo, and then it was like hey bye see yeah,
Speaker 3: but like.
Speaker 5: I was gonna say, do you remember the fucking picture
Speaker 5: of you and I? Like the first picture we took
Speaker 5: together and it's my giant, fucking nasty hair, Like.
Speaker 3: Gross, I remember I remember that actually, Like I mean
Speaker 3: just like that trip. I don't really what city were
Speaker 3: we in.
Speaker 2: I don't even literally don't know.
Speaker 3: Like do you remember your last one? Like what city
Speaker 3: you're in at all?
Speaker 4: Okay, well or or something like that.
Speaker 3: Maybe I don't know, maybe.
Speaker 4: It was Atlanta.
Speaker 1: No, we literally all have brain fog because we were
Speaker 1: being like like like.
Speaker 3: Baby fed alcohol exactly.
Speaker 9: That was like our college experience literally but a yeah,
Speaker 9: and I we I was like crying because I was
Speaker 9: like in a relationship and the person I was dating
Speaker 9: was being really fucking mean to me.
Speaker 3: Scary, scary, terrifying.
Speaker 4: It was.
Speaker 3: It was like actually purgatory for me. So I was
Speaker 3: silently crying because throughout that entire relationship, let's actually just start.
Speaker 3: I was silently crying and I hear like Enya also
Speaker 3: silently crying, and I like turn around and she's like
Speaker 3: crying into her pillow and I'm also crying into my pillow,
Speaker 3: and I just like I think I said something. First,
Speaker 3: I turned to you and I was like, are you crying? Yeah?
Speaker 3: Then she's like yeah, and then I just like got
Speaker 3: up and went to her bed and like held her.
Speaker 2: Yeah.
Speaker 1: I literally just know each other. We didn't know each other,
Speaker 1: and we just sat there and cried together, and it.
Speaker 10: Was like, I'm so fucking so that is literally.
Speaker 1: So fun is at the time, I was like not
Speaker 1: an emotionally open person, Like I didn't even cry to
Speaker 1: you about it.
Speaker 2: When you left, like I acted all chill. I was like.
Speaker 5: Bye, like dude, Ice, Yeah, I wasn't emotionally available, and
Speaker 5: I fucking sobbed on the way to the airport. I
Speaker 5: think it was like New Jersey or something, because like
Speaker 5: it was it was because I was with Jake and
Speaker 5: Dana and I was sobbing in the back seat of
Speaker 5: the car and they were in the front seat like
Speaker 5: giving like side eyes to me, because like a grown
Speaker 5: man is crying in.
Speaker 4: The backseat of this car right now, it's like, hell awkward.
Speaker 3: And I was a good drown man seventeen. Well he's
Speaker 3: still sixteen. Yeah, well you just turned seventeen.
Speaker 4: Yeah, exactly, exactly.
Speaker 5: But no, it was like that was like the first
Speaker 5: time I was emotionally available too. But I think it
Speaker 5: was like a New Jersey.
Speaker 1: That makes sense because also, you know what's funny is
Speaker 1: I just remembered thinking about this.
Speaker 2: I remember the next morning we did.
Speaker 1: Start talking because we started telling each other why we
Speaker 1: were crying, and you were explaining your whole situation. I mean,
Speaker 1: you were talking about moving to l A because that
Speaker 1: was before you moved to LA and you were like, yeah,
Speaker 1: I don't know, like I don't know if I want
Speaker 1: to do that move. And I was just like I'm
Speaker 1: going to do that move, like sooner than later, and
Speaker 1: we were just like yeah, and we were really talking
Speaker 1: about it because I had just started.
Speaker 2: Seeing someone at the time, so I was like telling you.
Speaker 1: About that, but I just we were getting oh, because
Speaker 1: you said I was crying over you because since I
Speaker 1: wasn't going to see you, I want to get to
Speaker 1: see your mom stinky.
Speaker 2: Yeah, I would get to have sex.
Speaker 1: Like, yeah, it's funny because you just said you were
Speaker 1: a grown man sobbing in the back of a car
Speaker 1: with two other people.
Speaker 2: I got bitch, see I probably and I got.
Speaker 3: Yeah, I she got wet and it could have escalated control.
Speaker 4: This is why.
Speaker 5: See, this is why men don't cry and shouldn't cry.
Speaker 5: Because I cried and it was embarrassing.
Speaker 3: Yeah, it's funny. You consider yourself a man?
Speaker 4: Oh wow, I was. I was a man last night.
Speaker 4: I was a man last night.
Speaker 2: It's funny because I thought you were a man, but
Speaker 2: you're just a little boy.
Speaker 10: And hunger herds like, oh, hunger does hurt?
Speaker 5: Should we talk about those little escapades a little bit,
Speaker 5: not into detail, but the pch moments oh our vibes?
Speaker 3: Yeah, but I'm like, what is there to discuss other
Speaker 3: like crying?
Speaker 4: Crying despair driving up pH Listen.
Speaker 1: We literally made all three of us so much closer
Speaker 1: and also, like me and a Ryan, I feel like
Speaker 1: without COVID would not be this close.
Speaker 3: Yeah, we were, we were hanging out consistently, but I
Speaker 3: think there was like this emotional level that we couldn't
Speaker 3: break past because there was just, honestly, just how much
Speaker 3: things surrounding it. There was like shame and fear and
Speaker 3: it was just like awkward. Yeah, and we also, I
Speaker 3: mean I've had really close female friendships before, but I
Speaker 3: had hadn't. Yeah, so it was like navigating Trying to
Speaker 3: navigate that with you was honestly it was hard. But
Speaker 3: then like you came around.
Speaker 2: You know what it was too.
Speaker 1: I think, Yeah, it's just I didn't have a lot
Speaker 1: of I don't I still don't have a lot of
Speaker 1: close like female relationship are definitely the most intimate female
Speaker 1: relationship I have.
Speaker 2: In my life.
Speaker 1: Neither do it and yeah, because you get no bitches
Speaker 1: that's like separates besides the boy.
Speaker 2: But yeah, I think it's because of that. It's just
Speaker 2: I didn't know how to do it.
Speaker 1: Also, I don't think I was like super emotionally open
Speaker 1: with the whole friend group like anybody, Yeah, until like
Speaker 1: late twenty nineteen, early twenty twenty, because I just had
Speaker 1: reached a point where, like I was going to therapy so.
Speaker 2: Much I could talk. Also, I was like a fucking annoying.
Speaker 3: Bitch, Like you didn't you literally couldn't.
Speaker 2: Talk to me about anything without being like, actually.
Speaker 4: Yeah, you had it right.
Speaker 3: Yeah.
Speaker 2: Literally, like I was just kind of an annoying brat and.
Speaker 4: Then life happened, and that's what happened.
Speaker 3: I do feel like I am probably the only person
Speaker 3: in your life that can like argue against.
Speaker 4: Oh my god, I literally can't. I know what you're
Speaker 4: talking about. We have to bring it up. We have
Speaker 4: to bring it up.
Speaker 3: But that will argue against you, but you'll like actually
Speaker 3: listen to me, yeah, like more so, but so.
Speaker 5: No literally, so like we went to Texas like for
Speaker 5: Easter to like see my family, and like we got
Speaker 5: a hotel room and we were just like there's nothing
Speaker 5: to do in Grandberry. So we were just like mobbing
Speaker 5: around hanging out with my family and then like going
Speaker 5: to fucking Walmart and ship and one of the times
Speaker 5: we went, we went there just literally to key because
Speaker 5: that's what you're doing, gra like literally and like we
Speaker 5: are like I don't know what you'll are budding heads about,
Speaker 5: but in you know, over the ship, and it's not
Speaker 5: even worse.
Speaker 2: I'm not gonna mention, like it was literally just semantics.
Speaker 3: Yeah, it was like it like it was solved with
Speaker 3: a Google search. But even the Google search proved that
Speaker 3: Enya had to be right.
Speaker 2: It was I still am like I'm right, but that's okay.
Speaker 4: We like know, we moved on.
Speaker 10: We moved on.
Speaker 5: But they were fighting like I've never seen anybody in
Speaker 5: their group like literally debating.
Speaker 3: We like that.
Speaker 1: It was genuinely like you would have swore one of
Speaker 1: us was gonna walk away with.
Speaker 4: A nob something about me, Like I literally like debates.
Speaker 3: Like walking with his head down behind us, Like really,
Speaker 3: like so small was you felt so small?
Speaker 4: It was insane crazy and like.
Speaker 3: Trying not to laugh throughout the whole thing because like
Speaker 3: I'm like, who were you?
Speaker 4: I was laughing, Yeah, you were like you was so
Speaker 4: uncomfortable right now, and I was like, I was so scared.
Speaker 1: Girls are also why we were like, wait, okay, we
Speaker 1: gotta cut this, because freaking.
Speaker 2: Making our child in the.
Speaker 3: Car uncomfortable to choose between which divorced parents will go
Speaker 3: with no, no. But genuinely, it was for me so
Speaker 3: comical that I kept laughing because Drew's in the corner
Speaker 3: of like my left eye, like like a sad puppy,
Speaker 3: and Ennya's on this side like debating me. And then
Speaker 3: eventually y'all.
Speaker 4: Are like master debaters. Though like y'all are like really
Speaker 4: good at master debating.
Speaker 3: You have like two people who have like such strong
Speaker 3: opinions who think they're like moral, like their morals will
Speaker 3: change the zeitgeist of the fucking crazy.
Speaker 4: It was really crazy, and like it.
Speaker 2: Was exactly, like exactly.
Speaker 5: No.
Speaker 4: Literally, when you get two dumb bitches in the room
Speaker 4: saying exactly to each other, is.
Speaker 3: Like no, literally no, no, That's what I did say
Speaker 3: this whole time. Ye like, and I'm so glad you
Speaker 3: met me there, because like I was here and where
Speaker 3: were you?
Speaker 5: And you're not rying could be the most wrong about
Speaker 5: something anybody has ever been wrong about, and if one
Speaker 5: of them agrees with them, it's they're the right person,
Speaker 5: the right.
Speaker 2: And we're gonna agree at this point, we are going
Speaker 2: to agree. There was a time where I was.
Speaker 1: Like like no, just like no, but.
Speaker 3: But I've taken her moral cus and matched it to
Speaker 3: my moral compass, and even if you put the two together,
Speaker 3: it still wouldn't be right. No, no, no, like it is though.
Speaker 4: No, it is like I'm on ironically some of the ship,
Speaker 4: like y'all like are wrong right about I'm like, no,
Speaker 4: like y'all are right about but it's probably because y'all
Speaker 4: have skewed my moral compass as well, but like put it.
Speaker 1: On paper from only my perspective and then we're all like, yes, yes,
Speaker 1: that is so true. But that's I think that's the
Speaker 1: only like real argument we've gotten into. Yeah, and it
Speaker 1: wasn't even real head's over other ship, but like we
Speaker 1: never argued over it.
Speaker 3: It was just like, like I will say, like, one
Speaker 3: thing I really love about our dynamic is that there
Speaker 3: isn't room for arguing. Like if I'm upset, you will
Speaker 3: text me like a dissertation to be like I don't
Speaker 3: know what I did, but I'm sorry, or like vice versa, yeah,
Speaker 3: or like I can't even get to the point of
Speaker 3: arguing because it's like, what's the fucking point.
Speaker 4: Y'all are communicators?
Speaker 3: Yeah, we're women.
Speaker 2: What'd you say? We are? Master Bay?
Speaker 4: Yeah?
Speaker 2: Master debaters.
Speaker 4: Yeah, minus the d Yeah, exactly. Whoa the wing girls.
Speaker 4: Let's talk about let's talk about the wing Ba. Like
Speaker 4: the creator of Wingba is.
Speaker 3: Here, founder of Yeah. I don't know how it happened,
Speaker 3: but it just did. It felt right, you know.
Speaker 1: Like it's literally because I went to your house one
Speaker 1: day and I saw it and I was like, I
Speaker 1: literally have that.
Speaker 2: And then You're like, oh, my wing Ba and I
Speaker 2: was like, that's what you call that.
Speaker 3: I was like, let me give you the full name.
Speaker 3: It's Wingbot two in your three thousand. Yeah. Yeah, And
Speaker 3: I haven't shied away from her since I haven't gone
Speaker 3: strong yeah literally twenty seventeen. Yeah, No, she's like built,
Speaker 3: I have another travel she has like a buddy.
Speaker 4: And used that what's her name she doesn't have.
Speaker 3: Her name isra And.
Speaker 1: With Josie we were like in the car trying to
Speaker 1: almost explain that, and it probably sounds like the craziest audio.
Speaker 3: Wait, like the whole, like the whole.
Speaker 1: We didn't go into it, but we were just like, well, Manama,
Speaker 1: Sandra started dating Winglee and then that was a problem
Speaker 1: because she was with Pilot Jones a lot.
Speaker 3: She was dating Mamma Bertram.
Speaker 4: No, No, Mama Bram and Pilot Jones are dating.
Speaker 2: Yeah, but then Pilot Jones got with Manama Sandra.
Speaker 4: Okay, but let's talk about Harley Davidson being a home wrecord,
Speaker 4: Like that's the Harley Dadavis.
Speaker 3: I don't really talk about her that much.
Speaker 2: Yeah, she's happened when we talk about her.
Speaker 3: Actually, you know, I don't ever talk about Harley. Yeah,
Speaker 3: it's just like that's like she like lives in your world.
Speaker 3: But like I respect.
Speaker 5: Her, yeah, and I brought her in and like I
Speaker 5: really regret it, like she's really talkic.
Speaker 3: Yeah yeah, I mean that's probably we might have to
Speaker 3: kill away. Yeah, well you have to say.
Speaker 5: I was just going to talk about, uh so, like,
Speaker 5: did y'all ever have teachers that y'all thought were like
Speaker 5: extremely hot, like really really okay? Like specifically, was it
Speaker 5: a history teacher with those goddamn kakis and bulging the
Speaker 5: fuck out because.
Speaker 4: They knew what they were doing. They were pervy, bro,
Speaker 4: They're pervs.
Speaker 5: They do that ship on purpose, like they know their
Speaker 5: bulge looks fucking great.
Speaker 3: And they like the basketball coach, yes, or like the
Speaker 3: mine was the baseball No, mine was the basketball coach.
Speaker 3: The other one was the baseball coach. But like I,
Speaker 3: it was real, it was visceral, and I loved them.
Speaker 2: They're also always too nice and we need to like
Speaker 2: put them in jail.
Speaker 5: Now.
Speaker 3: I actually agree with that because one, Oh my god,
Speaker 3: I had a lot of weird experience with like male teachers.
Speaker 3: Actually yeah, Like I had a math teacher who he
Speaker 3: was like it was like airport syndrome where he wasn't hot,
Speaker 3: but like he's the hottest person at the school by
Speaker 3: proxy bike because he's you know, a man, and but
Speaker 3: it wasn't weird like that let me step away. But
Speaker 3: he would let me cheat on all my math tests.
Speaker 3: I'm so bad at maths, so like he would let
Speaker 3: me get away with things. But I remember, like the
Speaker 3: day before graduation, I'd like, maybe I was enabling this.
Speaker 4: You were a child.
Speaker 3: You were a child him on on a social media
Speaker 3: platform and he never followed me back. But I never
Speaker 3: said anything about it. But the day before graduation, I
Speaker 3: was like walking to my car and he was just like,
Speaker 3: after graduation, I can follow you back. The day oh shit, sorry,
Speaker 3: the day of graduation, after I walked that fucking stage,
Speaker 3: followed me.
Speaker 4: Oh my god.
Speaker 3: Then the best part is a couple of years ago,
Speaker 3: I made a joke on Twitter is going to do Yeah,
Speaker 3: I know he's going to chill. Actually I made a
Speaker 3: joke on Twitter where I was like, uh, the best
Speaker 3: thing about I don't remember what it was, but it
Speaker 3: was something along the lines like the best thing about
Speaker 3: Twitter is I mean not Twitter. The best thing about
Speaker 3: Tinder is that you could get free dinner or something
Speaker 3: of the sorts. And he d m me the tweet
Speaker 3: and was just like, I just don't find this really
Speaker 3: funny because like men, Like really.
Speaker 4: I thought he was going to.
Speaker 1: I just don't take this sea like he's still see
Speaker 1: even post high school.
Speaker 3: No, soully no. But it was like in a way
Speaker 3: where he's just like respect men, because I take I
Speaker 3: take this serious and like I go here to find
Speaker 3: people and like whatever. And I was like, listen, it
Speaker 3: was a joke. And then he responds he was like,
Speaker 3: but for the record, i'd swipe right, hello bro, why not.
Speaker 2: Like let me take you to dinner?
Speaker 1: I had that's how you like win, like let me
Speaker 1: take you, let me take you to dinner.
Speaker 3: That also doesn't sound right. I always to jail, but
Speaker 3: like but to like.
Speaker 2: Like drill you about your joke and then be like,
Speaker 2: but for the record.
Speaker 4: I would I'll take you.
Speaker 3: I would yeah do that. And I don't know where
Speaker 3: he's at today. He's in jail. We need to find
Speaker 3: he's in federal prison.
Speaker 5: We're going to find him on my Raya account one day.
Speaker 7: Ya.
Speaker 3: Yeah, I love playing, right.
Speaker 5: That's like the best game ever is like to get
Speaker 5: on my Raya account, lay in a circle and we
Speaker 5: all giggle about the people on Raya.
Speaker 1: Everybody everybody cheats these games, like these apps like a game.
Speaker 2: It's not a game, literally what that man was saying,
Speaker 2: and we're.
Speaker 1: Like yeah, and it is literally, like it's so funny,
Speaker 1: it's and like you.
Speaker 3: Know what, Actually, at that time, I had no money,
Speaker 3: So yeah, I was going on Tinder to get free.
Speaker 4: He was starving.
Speaker 2: You genuinely had you were like, because you had.
Speaker 3: I was still living in Georgia and my rent at
Speaker 3: the time was like I think, like three hundred dollars,
Speaker 3: but like all I was making at the time working
Speaker 3: at American was like three hundred dollars.
Speaker 4: I was going to say, we need to talk about
Speaker 4: that era.
Speaker 3: All of my money was going towards rent, and I
Speaker 3: didn't want to ask my parents for money because like
Speaker 3: they didn't have any fucking money to give me. So
Speaker 3: I went on Tinder and I that's such a way
Speaker 3: to say. I did actually tell a guy.
Speaker 4: It's your little doggy bottom.
Speaker 3: I did tell a guy. I was like, you know,
Speaker 3: like I am on this for dinner. And then he
Speaker 3: just like kind of laughed it off, and I like
Speaker 3: laughed it off and I didn't say anything, but because
Speaker 3: I was like being serious, I was I was starving.
Speaker 1: I was like please very or shaking getting ready because
Speaker 1: you had it had your like proper meal.
Speaker 3: I was broke and I lived with a roommate who
Speaker 3: was actually.
Speaker 4: Say I was going to say, if we can talk
Speaker 4: about that, we can tell we can talk about it literally,
Speaker 4: we won't mention names, but like you.
Speaker 5: Just literally fucking crazy I've ever heard, Like to preface
Speaker 5: the story, orian had like a nightmare fucking roommate and
Speaker 5: like I know what you think, like oh, like over dramatic,
Speaker 5: but like no, like y'all like literally psycho boots, like dangerous.
Speaker 4: Like the killer behavior, but like behavior.
Speaker 3: So I met this girl, Okay, I'm just like clearly,
Speaker 3: like I said, no moral compass because there were multiple
Speaker 3: reasons as to why I should not have moved in
Speaker 3: with her in the first place, and yet I still
Speaker 3: did it because I granted forgiveness. But I met her
Speaker 3: through an ex boyfriend he was dating or his roommate
Speaker 3: was dating her. Long story short, they broke up because
Speaker 3: she was lying about her age the whole time, Like
Speaker 3: he was like a grown man and she was lying
Speaker 3: about her age. He found out on Facebook because her
Speaker 3: dad posted like, well, no she I think like three
Speaker 3: months and she told him like I needed like tell you, like,
Speaker 3: I'm not twenty three, I'm actually eighteen. And he's like
Speaker 3: fucking shell shocked by that, and he's like, whoa. I
Speaker 3: think he was like twenty four at the time or something,
Speaker 3: and he was just like, Okay, this is really weird,
Speaker 3: but like I guess. And then they kept dating I think,
Speaker 3: like only for like a couple of weeks. And then
Speaker 3: her birthday rolls around and he sees on Facebook her
Speaker 3: dad post on her wall like happy sixteenth or happy
Speaker 3: seventeenth birthday or something like that, and he was like
Speaker 3: fucking like what And I was like, oh, but she
Speaker 3: was cool.
Speaker 2: She had to do.
Speaker 3: She was like so cool, and so eventually like that
Speaker 3: like I was no longer dating and that person. So
Speaker 3: I became friends with her, and it was this like
Speaker 3: strange way I felt like me becoming closer to her
Speaker 3: felt like I don't know. We both were dating roommates
Speaker 3: and they both broke up.
Speaker 2: Yeah, so it was almost like you guys won something
Speaker 2: in the end.
Speaker 3: Yeah exactly.
Speaker 4: It's a TV show the two husbands leaving their wives
Speaker 4: for you love.
Speaker 3: Yeah, I knowed it, yeah exactly. So it was like
Speaker 3: this gorgeous moment of this crazy person who I tried
Speaker 3: to look past their behaviors. And so she was at
Speaker 3: this time, like seventeen and I was like nineteen, and
Speaker 3: she told me. We like sat down for lunch a
Speaker 3: day and she's like, oh, can you my mom's coming,
Speaker 3: Like I got this guy to like get this lease
Speaker 3: on this house. Can you lied to my mom and
Speaker 3: say that you're moving in with me and that like
Speaker 3: you basically are on this lease. And I was like yeah, totally.
Speaker 3: So we go to this house to see it and
Speaker 3: it's this beautiful house and I'm like, oh my god, wait,
Speaker 3: actually can I live here? Like I'm not kidding, like,
Speaker 3: can I live here? She's like, yeah, you could take
Speaker 3: any room. You want three hundred dollars a month, Like
Speaker 3: that's whatever.
Speaker 4: Oh deal.
Speaker 3: As I'm moving in, it's my birthday. We're going out.
Speaker 3: I see this guy from across the room. I'm like
Speaker 3: in the most heartbroken state of my fucking life. I
Speaker 3: just like got over a devastating breakup and I see
Speaker 3: this guy who for the first time in a long
Speaker 3: time that was I ever tracked anyone else. And I
Speaker 3: was like this guy over here, and she's like, oh,
Speaker 3: I thought he was cute too, and like I wanted
Speaker 3: to get his number, and I was like, not on
Speaker 3: my fucking birthday, dude. But I'm also not going to
Speaker 3: have this conversation with anyone, like that's all yours. I
Speaker 3: don't care. And she's like, no, I don't want to.
Speaker 3: I don't want to. Long story short, I ended up
Speaker 3: seeing this guy. She I came home and I told
Speaker 3: her about it. I was like, you know that guy
Speaker 3: that we saw, I ran into him at a coffee
Speaker 3: shop and we're you know, we went on a date.
Speaker 3: She's like that's so great. I'm so happy for you.
Speaker 3: And like it was like this moment where I was like, Wow,
Speaker 3: this girl's like she's just as as I am. She's
Speaker 3: so sweet, so mind you, I wasn't fully moved in yet.
Speaker 3: I went to go stay at my mom's house and
Speaker 3: I wake up one morning and I had a miscall
Speaker 3: from her and I had a miscall from him. Wait
Speaker 3: did she go see him? At the time, her only
Speaker 3: like form of social media that she was really active
Speaker 3: on was Facebook, and same with him. He didn't like
Speaker 3: have an Instagram or anything. So my first instinct, I
Speaker 3: have a miss call on the both of them. This
Speaker 3: is really weird. And I think he texted me like
Speaker 3: we need to talk about something. I went on The
Speaker 3: first thing I did was go on Facebook and went
Speaker 3: on his Facebook, and we had, all of a sudden,
Speaker 3: one mutual friend and it was her and we had
Speaker 3: never had any mutual friends. And I was like, you
Speaker 3: don't even need to tell me what happened, Like I
Speaker 3: know what happened. Anyways, I give him a call and
Speaker 3: he's like, so she invited me over to y'all's house
Speaker 3: at the crib I was living. I invited or she
Speaker 3: invited me over and like and like he was like
Speaker 3: beating around the bush and I was like, okay, well
Speaker 3: did you guys have sex? Like all that's all I
Speaker 3: need to know. Because I hadn't even had sex with
Speaker 3: this guy yet, and she she got bones before you know, folly.
Speaker 3: We were seeing each other for like about a month,
Speaker 3: but we hadn't like, like I said, it was very
Speaker 3: sensitive time for me. I wasn't ready to be you know,
Speaker 3: respect promiscuous. And turns out as he was about to
Speaker 3: answer that, like there was like a prolonged silence and
Speaker 3: I was like, no, I just hung up the phone.
Speaker 3: I drove my ass to that house as fast as
Speaker 3: I could. I opened up the door. I hadn't spoken
Speaker 3: to her all day because she like knows that she
Speaker 3: did something wrong. And I busted the door open and
Speaker 3: I charged upstairs. I started like packing all my vinyls
Speaker 3: back into like the box, open the door. She's like,
Speaker 3: I'm so sorry, and I'm like.
Speaker 4: Why would you?
Speaker 3: And we're just like yelling at each other, and then
Speaker 3: she convinces me, and I don't know if it's so
Speaker 3: much convincing me, because like I knew deep down that
Speaker 3: like this wasn't the case, but like I just wanted
Speaker 3: to forgive.
Speaker 1: Her friend and you live with her, and it's like
Speaker 1: way easier to just be like whatever.
Speaker 3: And she basically was the story being like he's doing
Speaker 3: this to us. Look at what he did to us,
Speaker 3: Like he's playing the both of us, Like this man
Speaker 3: is like terrorizing her lives. So I was like, okay, word.
Speaker 3: So I ended up moving and that was where it
Speaker 3: all goes downhill. And I don't know how I didn't.
Speaker 2: Know that happened.
Speaker 5: But before you moved, Yeah, I thought that you were
Speaker 5: already living there when that happened before I moved in.
Speaker 2: Oh my god, the last thing you moved in was
Speaker 2: your vinyls.
Speaker 3: Yeah.
Speaker 4: Girl, she was working as American Apparel and she was
Speaker 4: famous on Tumblin all of yours and she was the
Speaker 4: Tumblr girl.
Speaker 2: I am so jealous of the fact that you worked
Speaker 2: at American Apparel.
Speaker 4: That is so sick. Such a lit like I mean,
Speaker 4: it was awful, but like it's.
Speaker 3: Orally amazing, but like was it though? Like actually were you?
Speaker 4: Were you a good worker a bad work both?
Speaker 3: I was just saying, I mean to it, but let
Speaker 3: me finish a swimming story really quick. No, she's I'm
Speaker 3: trying to make this as short as possible, Like I am. Also,
Speaker 3: I heard that you said that I was a scorpio,
Speaker 3: which is blasting.
Speaker 1: I know, I know, but see how I corrected myself
Speaker 1: immediately I used virgo. No, yeah, because after I go, oh,
Speaker 1: my fucking god, she's a virgo. She's gonna be so mad.
Speaker 3: No, here's I. Yeah, that's trifling and that's blasphemous.
Speaker 4: And why would you do.
Speaker 3: Think if someone I had sex with.
Speaker 2: I was like, oh, I want to have sex with
Speaker 2: the ride, and I was like, I.
Speaker 5: Thought that the stars are pitting these two beautiful women
Speaker 5: against each other right now, like they're doing something demonic.
Speaker 2: Yeah, it will.
Speaker 3: Happen, it'll happen. Anyways, I have the ability to turn
Speaker 3: like the shortest story in the world into a fucking
Speaker 3: again dissertation. Because you're right, She like, I didn't have
Speaker 3: any friends period, so I was kind of her only friend.
Speaker 3: But I had other friends, so I would start hanging
Speaker 3: out with other people and she would get really upset
Speaker 3: and like text me and be like why didn't you
Speaker 3: invite me? Or like why aren't you Oh.
Speaker 4: My god, she's literally the killing.
Speaker 3: And like just became like really angry anytime I wouldn't
Speaker 3: involve her in things. So keep in mind, this is
Speaker 3: when we start going on this tour and I'm out
Speaker 3: of town. And she also she was just filthy. She
Speaker 3: let her dogs ship all over the house. She would
Speaker 3: leave like cereal bulls filled.
Speaker 4: This is mad.
Speaker 2: This is me talking about Josh.
Speaker 3: It was humiliating. They invite someone over and there's dog
Speaker 3: shit on the floor and like a ferret running loose
Speaker 3: like and that fucking ferret would slip under my door
Speaker 3: in the middle of the night, like it didn't have
Speaker 3: a cage.
Speaker 4: Jills really staying.
Speaker 3: And she told me. I was like, I will move
Speaker 3: in if I could bring my cats, and she was
Speaker 3: like no, no, she was like, no, that's perfect, that's
Speaker 3: totally fine. I couldn't bring my cats. All of a sudden,
Speaker 3: she's allergic to cats, and I have to keep my
Speaker 3: cats in my room with the litteral like everything. All
Speaker 3: my cats are being locked in the room. A week later,
Speaker 3: her mother gives her mother like three cats that she
Speaker 3: found off the street, and so we have three other cats.
Speaker 3: Like it was I was living in a horderhouse. It
Speaker 3: was insane. And anyways, we go on tour and this
Speaker 3: other roommate comes in and he moves in. They get
Speaker 3: really close, and I was like, you know what, fine, Like,
Speaker 3: thank god, like she's kind of off my back and
Speaker 3: like with this guy, and then I'm like, he's gonna
Speaker 3: come around, though he's gonna I started seeing her crazy.
Speaker 3: I'm like, he's going to come around and see it,
Speaker 3: and she, Oh my god. So many moments when we
Speaker 3: went out of town. I forget really what was the
Speaker 3: like like the kicker of what it all? But she
Speaker 3: would just to name a few, She'd broke into my
Speaker 3: room because I had a dead bowl on my door.
Speaker 3: She broke in my room, stole my lingerie.
Speaker 4: That's my favorite.
Speaker 3: And like being.
Speaker 1: Dound so bad that you don't have time to go
Speaker 1: just pick some shit up from Goodwill, you're busting open
Speaker 1: this girl's door.
Speaker 3: The worst thing about it is I found out about
Speaker 3: the launderie because once she posted Instagram photos of her
Speaker 3: wearing my entree, like I followed, you dude, like literally
Speaker 3: mean safe. And two I came home and she, like
Speaker 3: I said, very filthy, would leave like dirty clothes on
Speaker 3: the bathroom floor and I'm just like using the bathroom
Speaker 3: and I'm like looking and I'm like, my panties are
Speaker 3: soiled on the ground right now, Like what.
Speaker 4: Like I hadn't You're just lying?
Speaker 3: You The thing is I hadn't. It was like nice laudree,
Speaker 3: like I had no business wearing lingerie in this like
Speaker 3: moment in time. And she was just like denied every
Speaker 3: part of it, like fully denied.
Speaker 1: And then honestly, there's something so awesome about somebody living
Speaker 1: like that, because how.
Speaker 3: Like at one nile she was like, I didn't know
Speaker 3: these were yours? They weren't. They were in my drawer.
Speaker 4: Yeah, in the room that you broke it.
Speaker 3: Down, I literally broke into God what else? She The
Speaker 3: day that I moved out, I went on I went
Speaker 3: on a live stream to talk about her, but I
Speaker 3: never said her name, and no one knew who I
Speaker 3: was living with, and like no one was really on
Speaker 3: this live stream, but she was clocked in. I don't
Speaker 3: know how the fuck she was clocked.
Speaker 2: In, but back like did she's literally the killer keep going.
Speaker 3: Up and no, you're fine, and she I had a
Speaker 3: friend over and Katie and I are in the room,
Speaker 3: like and I just hear the front door open and
Speaker 3: then the front door slam, and I hear her barging
Speaker 3: up the stairs, and I look at Katie and I'm like,
Speaker 3: this isn't good because I have no idea what she's
Speaker 3: about to yell let me about and she she does
Speaker 3: like she's like cointisential white woman where they when they
Speaker 3: get mad, they go can I talk to you for
Speaker 3: a second? Pa set outside, like can you open the door,
Speaker 3: like I just want to talk to you and that no, no, no,
Speaker 3: I've been off and she basically opened the door and
Speaker 3: was like, why are you online saying that I'm moral worson?
Speaker 3: And I'm like I just like had to like laugh
Speaker 3: in her face, like like I maybe under it was
Speaker 3: that situations where I'm in arguing with I'm arguing with people,
Speaker 3: I like have to laugh because it is because it's
Speaker 3: and I'm like, listen, I never said your name, I
Speaker 3: never said anything bad about I'm only like telling the truth.
Speaker 3: I said something. Really, her mom was behind her the
Speaker 3: whole time. Actually, I forgot to mention the fact that
Speaker 3: her mom was behind her. And I was being really
Speaker 3: respectful because her mom was behind her. But it wasn't
Speaker 3: until her mother said something and her mom was like, well,
Speaker 3: maybe if you learned how to pay rent all time,
Speaker 3: you wouldn't be getting kicked out. And I was like, oh,
Speaker 3: so this is the lie. Oh she's telling people that
Speaker 3: I wasn't paying rent, so therefore I'm getting kicked out
Speaker 3: and I did something really horrible and I said something
Speaker 3: about her life that her mother does not know about,
Speaker 3: you know what. And actually I don't feel bad for
Speaker 3: this because she she literally cares again. I just said, well,
Speaker 3: how about you ask your daughter how she makes her
Speaker 3: rent money? And then I didn't say what it was.
Speaker 3: I just said, just ask her about it, and she
Speaker 3: fucking god damn it O'Ryan slams the door in my
Speaker 3: face and then Katie, Katie's filming this whole thing, also
Speaker 3: like laughing, and I'm like, what is and She's like,
Speaker 3: that night, I just packed up everything and I left.
Speaker 3: That literally would have.
Speaker 2: Fucking stabbed you in sep.
Speaker 3: And another reason why I don't feel bad for saying
Speaker 3: this because a year later she texted me and was like,
Speaker 3: I just wanted to reach out and apologize to you
Speaker 3: for everything I did. So I wasn't technically the bad
Speaker 3: guy for.
Speaker 4: Saying anything money is going on.
Speaker 3: She also was didn't have a study job, and so
Speaker 3: she was pocketing my rent money. She was pocketing my
Speaker 3: roommates rent money, and then was like asking us for
Speaker 3: more money being like, oh, we actually need like money
Speaker 3: for the security deposit.
Speaker 4: Babe.
Speaker 3: We've been in this house for six months. What do
Speaker 3: you mean we need the security right now?
Speaker 2: Crazy, It's like, hey, the security deposit fell through, so
Speaker 2: we like need more.
Speaker 3: And no, it was just to make sure it was absurd.
Speaker 3: Oh and one time when I was out of town
Speaker 3: on a press play, it was Halloween, she threw a
Speaker 3: Halloween party at her house and she invited over my
Speaker 3: ex boyfriend, who I was so devastated over, who she
Speaker 3: knew I was devastated over, and he came probably thinking,
Speaker 3: I mean for the hopes. I'm hoping that he thought
Speaker 3: that I would be there, but he went to our house.
Speaker 3: And oh, also the guy that she ended up having
Speaker 3: sex with, who I was seeing before, she told him
Speaker 3: to not be with me or to not date me
Speaker 3: because I'm like, I'm so emotionally unavailable, which like she
Speaker 3: might have been right about that.
Speaker 4: But also, y'all have known each other for like, yeah,
Speaker 4: two days.
Speaker 1: Yeah, it was also she literally went after somebody who
Speaker 1: you were actively seeing, Like that is so insane.
Speaker 3: She's a marvel.
Speaker 2: No, I'm I'm like, it's.
Speaker 1: Literally like brave people who live that lifestyle and genuinely
Speaker 1: can do it fearlessly, are genuinely soldiers.
Speaker 3: So I have the utmost respect for her in the
Speaker 3: craziest way because she has managed to live her life
Speaker 3: this way and like even like I moved to LA
Speaker 3: and a year and a half into moving, I get
Speaker 3: an email from someone who's living with her at the
Speaker 3: time being like, I live with blank and I need pointers.
Speaker 3: She told me all this about you. I believed it.
Speaker 3: Now she's doing the same shit to me and she's
Speaker 3: taking me to court like blah blah blah. So taking
Speaker 3: me to like she like needed a witness, and I'm like, babe,
Speaker 3: I'm so sorry you're going through this, but I'm not
Speaker 3: evolving myself with this. Yeah, she was a piece, but
Speaker 3: I respect it because at the end of the day,
Speaker 3: she ended up getting everything, living life and in her
Speaker 3: own way she is she has a girl boss.
Speaker 2: Yeah, so insane.
Speaker 1: Like I also, since we've lived together and with Josh,
Speaker 1: it's crazy. I'm never gonna have a crazy roommate story
Speaker 1: because oh that can.
Speaker 4: Change, like that that will change.
Speaker 2: Oh, you know what, It's funny that I said that
Speaker 2: behind your back.
Speaker 1: I'm always like, I'm like my fucking roommate. Actually, it's
Speaker 1: not really wrong to call you my roommate.
Speaker 3: But it doesn't feel when people are like my life
Speaker 3: partner that I live with.
Speaker 4: No, I literally say I live with my friends. That's
Speaker 4: I can't say roommate.
Speaker 1: It's disrespectful roommate, and then immediately go it's he's my
Speaker 1: best friend, but we live together my room.
Speaker 5: That herd you found on your floor like two or
Speaker 5: three days ago, and we thought it was Les, Yeah,
Speaker 5: it was actually me shitting on your floor.
Speaker 1: Oh why would you and you let me clean it?
Speaker 1: You watched me clean your ship, Yeah, because I was
Speaker 1: do for you to do that.
Speaker 4: I just you didn't do anything. I just like get
Speaker 4: off on that. Like it's just like this thing.
Speaker 3: She has this thing.
Speaker 1: Yeah, yeah, he's so awesome.
Speaker 2: He's perfect.
Speaker 3: But there's one thing. There's this one he loves sitting
Speaker 3: on the floor watching ship. It's really trying.
Speaker 1: I don't think I told you that. I woke up
Speaker 1: and Aol had pooped on my floor because the turd
Speaker 1: got stuck to her butt, and I think before she
Speaker 1: got on the bed, she like shook it off and
Speaker 1: then jumped on my bed, slept right next to my
Speaker 1: fucking head, and I had taken a bunch of night
Speaker 1: quill because I was like, I've been super sick and congested,
Speaker 1: so I went to go get off my bed and
Speaker 1: I wear slippers in the house, Thank fucking God, because
Speaker 1: I stepped on the show. And then the next morning,
Speaker 1: because I'm so congested, I didn't smell it and you
Speaker 1: were was like, oh, it stinks in here, and I was.
Speaker 2: Like, does it though, because I.
Speaker 3: Was selling anything. It's like immune to the smell of
Speaker 3: the litter up this way makes me sleep on the
Speaker 3: other side of the bed closest to the litter and
Speaker 3: I have to like sleep like that when.
Speaker 5: You sleep in INA's room, like Azul for some reason
Speaker 5: takes the loudest, stinkiest, grossest ship.
Speaker 2: Someone else is in the room.
Speaker 1: Because when Sabrina was staying here, it was the first
Speaker 1: night I walked to go shower and Sabrina started freaking
Speaker 1: out because it started to smell so bad in my
Speaker 1: room because his little.
Speaker 2: Just immediately the second I left the room ran into
Speaker 2: the litter box.
Speaker 3: It took a big ship. Panic.
Speaker 5: Yeah.
Speaker 3: Literally, he's learning some traits from Drew exactly.
Speaker 4: He watches his dad.
Speaker 3: He gets some anxiety and he has to like let
Speaker 3: it out. How about this, well, she has scarlet fever.
Speaker 2: Yeah, I literally have a scarlet fever golf Sorry sorry, sorry, sorry,
Speaker 2: right sorry. Thing like that is so embarrassing.
Speaker 3: It's really humiliating.
Speaker 4: What else you got, right, not much? You got something
Speaker 4: special working.
Speaker 3: The devil loves idle hands. That's why I'm here.
Speaker 5: Guys Orian has like something seriously wrong with her and
Speaker 5: like she found out about it, like was it yesterday?
Speaker 3: Found out about it yesterday? Yeah, And I'm self like.
Speaker 4: Sing, by the way, it's really sad.
Speaker 3: It's major. I think I'm dyslexic. I'm so serious. I
Speaker 3: found out that I have been paying taxes to the
Speaker 3: wrong under the wrong social Security number.
Speaker 1: It's funny because you've definitely you're committing fraud and you're
Speaker 1: just trying to like cover it up with.
Speaker 3: The you know, like I might be in federal prison
Speaker 3: next Like no one's talking about that I go to
Speaker 3: prison because then I.
Speaker 2: Have to go to prison.
Speaker 4: Hang out federal prison.
Speaker 3: Yeah, well, okay, I switched up two numbers on accident,
Speaker 3: and I'm working on it. But then I was like,
Speaker 3: this is a serious problem because I was so convinced
Speaker 3: that that was you know, my social Security number?
Speaker 2: Is it? Like you just remembered it wrong and you would.
Speaker 4: Yeah, what is your social Security number? Can you say
Speaker 4: it out loud?
Speaker 3: Should I the SA space?
Speaker 4: Space?
Speaker 2: Okay?
Speaker 3: Cool? Anyway, I it was just I was doing it
Speaker 3: right for years. I think it started in twenty twenty
Speaker 3: is when I checked my W two and it was
Speaker 3: like things were swapped and I'm like, oh fuck. And
Speaker 3: also I just like, I have a hard time phonetically sometimes.
Speaker 4: And so all the best writers in the world are dyslexic.
Speaker 3: Well of Scott Fitzgerald and Yates, you know they're dyslexic.
Speaker 4: So you're basically that.
Speaker 3: That was the first thing I looked at after taking this.
Speaker 4: We'll answer the screenshot after I took.
Speaker 3: My dyslexia test online, which I think I need to
Speaker 3: get tested in person because I don't know. You and
Speaker 3: jew should go together.
Speaker 4: That's what I said. I was like, we need to
Speaker 4: go do that together.
Speaker 3: And then I looked up writers with dyslexia, and then
Speaker 3: you know, up became a bunch of ours and my
Speaker 3: name is and it's like they are the most brilliant
Speaker 3: writers of all time. They can craft a story better
Speaker 3: than anyone who doesn't have dyslexia. So even if I
Speaker 3: don't have dyslexia, I'm going to lie and right exactly.
Speaker 1: Yeah, me and a Ryan are going on a slacation
Speaker 1: together and it's going to be awesome.
Speaker 3: It's gonna be awesome.
Speaker 4: The girls are going to be scissoring on the beach.
Speaker 3: Yeah, We're going to be tripping and scissoring on the beach.
Speaker 3: Beautiful scissoring on the beach. Weird but beautiful is that
Speaker 3: the album Snow on the Beach Taylor Swift, it's actually
Speaker 3: oh yeah that on your Riot as your song.
Speaker 2: Yeah, that is.
Speaker 5: Also I told them and Indya and everybody in my
Speaker 5: life about this. But I don't know if you know
Speaker 5: about this. But like around the same time we first met,
Speaker 5: Taylor Swift wrote a.
Speaker 4: Song about me. Oh really, Yeah, Drew looks at me, smiles.
Speaker 3: It's just like unreleased.
Speaker 2: She actually does say, Drew literally.
Speaker 4: Looks at me, big mouse.
Speaker 3: He see that was me at the party when you
Speaker 3: woke exactly. It. Actually, Taylor Swift notoriously write songs about,
Speaker 3: you know, other couples, Jack Antonofflena Dunham. We did sign
Speaker 3: an Nda, but like I think I think it's fire now. Yeah,
Speaker 3: I will say I told her all about that night
Speaker 3: and you're a legend because of it. Wow, yeah, okay, fine, Yeah,
Speaker 3: oh my god, she wrote like love story about us.
Speaker 3: You know what I should give you is the.
Speaker 1: Letter I wrote to you in twenty twenty for your birthday,
Speaker 1: because it's in my.
Speaker 3: Room right now because I don't know.
Speaker 1: Right now because it's I like read through it, and
Speaker 1: it was it was before, right before we cracked the
Speaker 1: code of being really intimate. Yeah, because we were closer
Speaker 1: in COVID, but I feel like the end of twenty
Speaker 1: by the end of twenty twenty, we were like inseparable.
Speaker 3: Yeah, oh totally. Because it was for.
Speaker 1: Your birthday twenty twenty that I wrote this and I
Speaker 1: still didn't know how to write.
Speaker 2: Something out to you and be like emotional and be serious.
Speaker 1: But I bought that for you, and I have the
Speaker 1: Florence Final because I got you the Florence.
Speaker 2: Final on that.
Speaker 1: But then I never gave it to you because I
Speaker 1: think I got embarrassed because I read the letter. I
Speaker 1: was like, it's like I'm like not being fully real here,
Speaker 1: like it's I'm still like have all my shame on
Speaker 1: my morality scale that I can't move fast, Like, no,
Speaker 1: it's so bad.
Speaker 3: I feel like anytime we've written each other letter, it's
Speaker 3: like it just ends in crying, like last last this
Speaker 3: year on your birthday, that was major.
Speaker 2: Yeah, and then Drew watches in the corner.
Speaker 4: Yeah, then I'm just here watching.
Speaker 3: I actually tell Drew first what I'm going to get you,
Speaker 3: and then Drew's like, oh, she's gonna cry, and then
Speaker 3: she cried, and she cries.
Speaker 2: I am also a cry baby.
Speaker 3: Babies, if you sit us down in a table with
Speaker 3: two glasses of wine and the topic of death, it's.
Speaker 5: Just sit y'all down at the table with two glasses
Speaker 5: of wines, and y'all will tell the same story y'all
Speaker 5: have told for the past six years to each other
Speaker 5: and love and eat it.
Speaker 3: Up every time, and like it's usually like the same
Speaker 3: stories that we still need to rehash because it's like
Speaker 3: I'm not done.
Speaker 2: It can never end. It's like I can dig through
Speaker 2: the same story. There's so many words in the story.
Speaker 4: We just have to get to the psycho.
Speaker 3: Recently it has been about like youth and it's been bad,
Speaker 3: Like we went to the chateau and we had a
Speaker 3: couple of drinks and on the Uber ride home we
Speaker 3: were his.
Speaker 2: Like, actually, I have the I think I have a
Speaker 2: picture I never.
Speaker 3: Be young again, and like it wasn't even will never
Speaker 3: be the.
Speaker 2: It was like it was it it started to stem off.
Speaker 1: We were talking about how scary it is to think
Speaker 1: that we are so comfortable in the life we have
Speaker 1: now and it feels so good, like the mundane we
Speaker 1: have now feel so good. Even though sometimes it's tiring,
Speaker 1: it feels so good. And I think what started to
Speaker 1: trigger it is we were sitting in the car and
Speaker 1: I was just thinking of all the times we've been
Speaker 1: leaving the chateau and going back to like this apartment
Speaker 1: to like sleep together. And that started freaking me out
Speaker 1: because I was like, dude, one.
Speaker 3: Day we won't live here. Yeah, so and it was
Speaker 3: I remember, really, this has kind of just been like
Speaker 3: on my mind lately. It's I'm not so much like
Speaker 3: worried or afraid of aging like I think, obviously it's
Speaker 3: like a privilege to age, and I'm really excited to
Speaker 3: see what that looks like for myself.
Speaker 1: But you're literally going to be so I know you're
Speaker 1: going to be the sexiest lady ever, I hope. So
Speaker 1: it's going to be really bad because I'm going to
Speaker 1: like be like, fuck, I can't have sex with her.
Speaker 3: You can't, she can't.
Speaker 2: Maybe when we're like older, we'll just like have sex again.
Speaker 4: No, that's literally what I think.
Speaker 5: I'm just like, someone's gonna have to have sex with
Speaker 5: each other in this group and ruin it and it
Speaker 5: might as well be y'all.
Speaker 2: It's I think we could at this probably live.
Speaker 3: I think we could live past. Like if it's going
Speaker 3: to be anyone, it'll probably make me who does it anyways,
Speaker 3: But I feel I think I just have this like
Speaker 3: vision of I've had this face for as long as
Speaker 3: I can remember, even like as a child, Like I
Speaker 3: don't know, like I've always I'm used to looking at
Speaker 3: this face. Yeah, and at one point in my life
Speaker 3: I'm going to look in the mirror and it's going
Speaker 3: to be a different face. And it's and that is
Speaker 3: so I don't, like, lack of better words, scary, to
Speaker 3: just know that life.
Speaker 5: I think about that a lot too, and especially with
Speaker 5: like I don't know if y'all ever saw those videos
Speaker 5: of those people using like that filter where it made
Speaker 5: like the younger version of themselves and they would be
Speaker 5: like sobbing, and that's like that was really scaring me
Speaker 5: because I was like, then I started looking at old
Speaker 5: pictures of myself, like from like four years ago and
Speaker 5: like seeing the change, and I still see myself as
Speaker 5: that person. And then like then I like have to
Speaker 5: re get comfortable with this version, and I know in
Speaker 5: four years I'll like look back and be like, oh
Speaker 5: my god. And then also I'm just like so hard
Speaker 5: on myself, like with my appearance and like my body
Speaker 5: and everything, and I'm just like, why can't I in
Speaker 5: this moment just love what I have because in four
Speaker 5: years it's gonna be even worse, and like I'm gonna
Speaker 5: be like.
Speaker 4: I wish I still look like that. I don't know,
Speaker 4: it's just yeah, yeah.
Speaker 3: I mean. And it's also just the phenomenon of like
Speaker 3: you look back at photos from four years ago and
Speaker 3: you're like, oh, I look so great here, but in
Speaker 3: that moment you didn't feel but also like, yeah, I
Speaker 3: don't know, like I'm not so much like it feels arbitrary,
Speaker 3: like I'm not so much worried about like wrinkles or
Speaker 3: like you know, the signs of aging. Wait, this is
Speaker 3: an amazing phook.
Speaker 2: Eh, what.
Speaker 5: You look like the girl from the chest movie like saw, Yeah,
Speaker 5: you look like on your tailored joy.
Speaker 3: Yeah, I'm not so much worried about I think it's
Speaker 3: just yeah, something to get used to and thinking of
Speaker 3: the girl I used to be, like I will be.
Speaker 3: I know, like I'm technically a woman right now, but
Speaker 3: I feel so much like a girl. I still feel
Speaker 3: like a girl.
Speaker 4: And well, you are the girl.
Speaker 3: I'm the girl. Yea, the girl. So I don't know.
Speaker 3: I was reading which you need to read Annie or no,
Speaker 3: she's I'm reading a girl's story right now. And she
Speaker 3: talks about this summer in her life of this like
Speaker 3: love affair that she or like, yeah, this love affair,
Speaker 3: I guess, And she keeps referring to herself as in
Speaker 3: the girl of fifty eight of the year fifty eight,
Speaker 3: and she's like, I don't know how to write about this,
Speaker 3: Like it feels like I'll give myself more freedom if
Speaker 3: I refer to her as she rather than I. And
Speaker 3: it's like I'm like reading this in real time while
Speaker 3: thinking these thoughts of like oh my god, yeah, like
Speaker 3: she there's this version of her that exists, that was
Speaker 3: so important, that is no longer her because she's older now,
Speaker 3: and so she feels so disassociated with it but still
Speaker 3: so attached to it and wants to write about it,
Speaker 3: but doesn't know if she'll you know, like grant herself
Speaker 3: more freedom too, if she refers to that version herself
Speaker 3: as you know, a third party.
Speaker 1: Yeah, one hundred percent. It's also insane because I think
Speaker 1: we're all at the age too where we definitely could
Speaker 1: do that with our tea nave selves. Yeah, because all
Speaker 1: three of us suffer from like nostalgia so bad. Yeah,
Speaker 1: it's like debilitating. All you can do is look back
Speaker 1: at yourself and think about the way you felt the thing,
Speaker 1: the way you saw things, the way you understood and
Speaker 1: perceived the world and you. But I'm hoping that the
Speaker 1: way I feel about my teenage self translates when I'm
Speaker 1: like fifty, I'm thinking about myself in my twenties where
Speaker 1: it's as much as I have this craving to go back,
Speaker 1: I'm like, oh my god, I would literally do anything
Speaker 1: I was like, even though I was fucking miserable, sad,
Speaker 1: like upset, confused. I want to go like part of
Speaker 1: me wants to go back, but I don't think I
Speaker 1: would if I could, because it was such a tumultuous
Speaker 1: time that it literally is terrifying to me at this age.
Speaker 1: And I'm hoping and praying to God that by the
Speaker 1: time we're in our fifties, that's how I feel about
Speaker 1: my twenties. But I feel like our tinies are literally so.
Speaker 5: Funies are like we are living like such an incredible life,
Speaker 5: Like I literally have my girls here, And what freaks
Speaker 5: me out so fucking much is like you kind of
Speaker 5: touched on it. But there's going to be a time
Speaker 5: when like we don't see each other for months at a.
Speaker 8: Time, and I don't want that.
Speaker 5: I know, Like I genuinely like when we talk about
Speaker 5: like I've seen it as a joke, but like I
Speaker 5: genuinely believe that at some point in our lives, like
Speaker 5: we will literally live on a compound together, and we
Speaker 5: will have our own spaces, with our own families, with
Speaker 5: our own land.
Speaker 4: But like we'll be a golf cart right away. Like
Speaker 4: that's what I need and I believe it.
Speaker 3: I mean, like I cannot imagine not being a drive
Speaker 3: away from you guys. And like, also we've talked about
Speaker 3: this too, and it's hard I think in the sense
Speaker 3: of like because we both we think we want children. Yeah,
Speaker 3: and like I think about having like our twenties are
Speaker 3: so fun, and I'm sure our thirties are going to
Speaker 3: be even more fun.
Speaker 2: I don't.
Speaker 1: That's the problem is, especially now as we're getting older,
Speaker 1: I feel like all of us know a lot of
Speaker 1: people in their thirties who are still like running around.
Speaker 1: They don't have kids, they don't have this like stable
Speaker 1: life that.
Speaker 2: We were all taught that would be the imagine life.
Speaker 3: For our thirties.
Speaker 1: And also as we inch closer to our thirties, it
Speaker 1: becomes more prevalent that realistically, in four to six years,
Speaker 1: none of us are going to be like, yeah, I
Speaker 1: just have to be home.
Speaker 3: I want to just really yea say, not realistic. I
Speaker 3: can realistic. I can see us having children and like
Speaker 3: having a life like outside of a friendship, like with
Speaker 3: a partner or whatever that may look like. But I
Speaker 3: don't see us as the type of people to just
Speaker 3: like live in that.
Speaker 4: Yeah.
Speaker 3: Just it's not it's just not realistic.
Speaker 5: It makes person it's no same, Like it literally makes
Speaker 5: no sense to me that, like I mean, it's different
Speaker 5: from me than y'all because like literally, like and this
Speaker 5: isn't like me being funny. Y'all have like a biological
Speaker 5: clock and that's just like scientific and like that's why
Speaker 5: a lot of people in their thirties are having children
Speaker 5: at that age. But like for me, it's kind of different,
Speaker 5: like I can wait until my late thirties to have children,
Speaker 5: like I'll be an old fucking dad. But like, I
Speaker 5: don't know, that's something else I think about a lot,
Speaker 5: because I'm like, also, who the fuck am I gonna
Speaker 5: have kids with? Because like literally I've literally yeah, you know,
Speaker 5: like I genuinely.
Speaker 3: Like beg one of us to just do it, and.
Speaker 5: Like no, it's for real, like I want kids and
Speaker 5: I will probably be raising them alone because like, girl,
Speaker 5: I've never been in a long.
Speaker 4: Term relation child. God, you are raising a child.
Speaker 3: Alone, Drew.
Speaker 4: Guys, No, I'm like a good person.
Speaker 3: No, No, I'm just kidding.
Speaker 4: They'll get red forty for you.
Speaker 3: It's amazing though, Like I've thought about that, Like I
Speaker 3: thought about the fact that for me, like a peaceful
Speaker 3: life life also sounds like getting a sperm donor and
Speaker 3: having a child on my own and just being like
Speaker 3: you have ever seen like Matilda, like miss Honey, and
Speaker 3: she's like raising Matilda basically, like that doesn't sound half bad.
Speaker 5: And also like literally all men fucking suck genuinely, and
Speaker 5: that's literally how it is, like except.
Speaker 3: Pinkeeping, babes, no, for real, I cannot part. You know
Speaker 3: what it is to.
Speaker 2: So kinkeeping is when you have a child with a fucking, disgusting,
Speaker 2: god forsaken man.
Speaker 1: And every man loves to be I want to be
Speaker 1: a dad. I want to be a dad until the
Speaker 1: dadding has to start dadding.
Speaker 4: The dad is not daddy.
Speaker 1: The dad cannot function without the mother, who is literally
Speaker 1: building the foundation of this home, whether that be by
Speaker 1: like cooking, cleaning, caretaking, caretaking not only.
Speaker 2: The kids, a husband making sharving. One's been making sharvone's clean,
Speaker 2: and there.
Speaker 3: Are like little things of that too. I saw this
Speaker 3: TikTok of this girl being like, oh, me and my
Speaker 3: husband we split our chores like he does a dishes
Speaker 3: and I go grocery shopping. Grocery shopping requires thinking about
Speaker 3: what you're gonna buy, planning for dinner. Like there's like
Speaker 3: so much that goes into just grocery shopping versus doing
Speaker 3: you know what I mean, like, like.
Speaker 2: It is so insane, and.
Speaker 1: Yeah, you just end up up keeping a whole household
Speaker 1: all on your own without realizing.
Speaker 5: And then and then the dude is like, well, I
Speaker 5: provide for this family. I go work, and I work
Speaker 5: eight hours a day. And it's like, girl, it doesn't
Speaker 5: fucking matter.
Speaker 3: But men are providing.
Speaker 10: I know they are making There's no real men, no
Speaker 10: real men.
Speaker 3: On phones build a fucking house. Very seriously mean that.
Speaker 4: And I was saying, get back to the fucking steel
Speaker 4: beams in New York City, get back on those, and
Speaker 4: so well, then that ship back together.
Speaker 3: You want children, but you don't want to like literally
Speaker 3: making took The other thing is at this point.
Speaker 2: I genuinely like, God bless whoever.
Speaker 1: I if I had ended up having kids, whoever have
Speaker 1: kids with, I genuinely also suffer from if it's going
Speaker 1: to be done right, it's going to be done by me.
Speaker 1: And I just don't see a world where anybody could
Speaker 1: raise my kid because that's my fucking kid. Let's get
Speaker 1: that right now.
Speaker 5: You are so protective over like your creative babies that
Speaker 5: like I literally think like if you have a kid
Speaker 5: with a man like it is your kid.
Speaker 4: It's not that, it's no question.
Speaker 1: It's like, get the fuck away from my child. That's
Speaker 1: my child, and I don't know, it's just like literally
Speaker 1: get away. Also, but when you were saying how we
Speaker 1: don't at you.
Speaker 4: I was just gonna say, also, it's different because like
Speaker 4: girls can twork fock you.
Speaker 3: And that's the first thing I'm teaching my daughter is
Speaker 3: she has to be able to I'm gonna make an
Speaker 3: honest woman out of her.
Speaker 1: My kids can't dance, That's gonna be really embarrassing. And
Speaker 1: that's just something I thought about them going to a
Speaker 1: party and not being able to dance, Like why does
Speaker 1: that sound really embarrassing?
Speaker 2: Like not knowing how to like just like have fun,
Speaker 2: Like that's really embarrassing.
Speaker 3: So you need to like raise your children somewhere that's
Speaker 3: like in Miami basically.
Speaker 2: So that they know how to like run around and
Speaker 2: like have fun. But I think the reason.
Speaker 1: Too, although we are all like I want kids, whatever,
Speaker 1: we have so much fulfillment in our friendships. Yeah, that
Speaker 1: it is really really really hard to imagine a life
Speaker 1: with not only a partner, but like just just imagining
Speaker 1: a whole life where our friendships aren't so coming first,
Speaker 1: because it's literally no matter what relationship I will be in,
Speaker 1: my top priority is I'm like, that's cool, but but
Speaker 1: my how am I going to be able to have
Speaker 1: my friendships and maintain them because they're so like of course,
Speaker 1: any romantic relationship I get into is going to be.
Speaker 2: Important to me. But you're not my fucking girls.
Speaker 1: Like you, like you were simply not my friends, Like there.
Speaker 2: Is no one else. I want to just sit on
Speaker 2: a couch.
Speaker 1: And watch random YouTube videos and screenplay tiktoks with more
Speaker 1: than my fucking friends, Like I just wanna it's so different.
Speaker 4: You should know it really is. Is we should all
Speaker 4: have a child together.
Speaker 3: There say we should all find one sperm donor me? Yeah, actually.
Speaker 4: Pregnant?
Speaker 3: Oh god, could you imagine is a twin? Imagine we
Speaker 3: got drew sperm and and both of us had to Oh.
Speaker 4: We can do that, we can arrange that. We can
Speaker 4: do that, Like, let's do it right.
Speaker 3: Like I don't think we should do it like with
Speaker 3: a doctor, Like let's just go to.
Speaker 2: Your room yea yeah, yeah yeah yeah, take money, take
Speaker 2: so much money?
Speaker 3: Why would we would?
Speaker 4: And I can do that because I'm straight medical.
Speaker 2: Professional I mean, you've proved it for sure.
Speaker 4: Yeah, right, but what were you saying?
Speaker 3: I forgot, Oh, I was at the same time, I
Speaker 3: was having this thought when I was washing my face
Speaker 3: because this is our second year in a row. We're
Speaker 3: doing a location. Yeah, and it's so fun, And I
Speaker 3: thought about it. I was like, oh, like it was
Speaker 3: a sweet moment where I was like, oh, like in
Speaker 3: ten years, like imagine us like bringing our like little
Speaker 3: toddlers with us, and it's just like And then that
Speaker 3: also got me on the next thought, where I was
Speaker 3: like the fact that I'm thinking of planning a vacation
Speaker 3: with my friend and her baby and my baby, and
Speaker 3: there is no like my partner is not involved in
Speaker 3: this whoever I end up with, like, I'm not thinking
Speaker 3: about us having a family vacation, Like I'm thinking about
Speaker 3: me my friends would get away for fucking fun.
Speaker 2: If we were in our home, which we're.
Speaker 3: Making her home from home, our vacation home.
Speaker 1: If we like had that with our little babies in
Speaker 1: that kitchen like running around.
Speaker 3: Like and then we should Why would a man be there?
Speaker 3: Why wouldn't man be there?
Speaker 2: No, it's actually pressing me off. Oh my god, it
Speaker 2: pisses me off, why would a man be there? Why
Speaker 2: do you want to be there? Like you're literally in
Speaker 2: my fucking snake. He's like, oh my god, I'm really
Speaker 2: gonna freak out. I'm not kidding.
Speaker 10: Cry, Oh my god, Like.
Speaker 2: Why do you want to be involved?
Speaker 4: So that's just God, no.
Speaker 3: Like you're kind of like in my business.
Speaker 9: No, you were literally oh my god, like there is
Speaker 9: the killer in the house.
Speaker 2: Killer is at the house. Like I'm gonna call the police.
Speaker 3: And like, I think we should also like arrange our
Speaker 3: kids to get married.
Speaker 1: Like mother in law live like like our kids related.
Speaker 3: Yeah, we're gonna like arrange the marriage. We'll make it happen.
Speaker 2: Yeah, well, okay, we'll keep them like.
Speaker 1: Friends growing up and then let them date around because
Speaker 1: we have to make sure that like they get together
Speaker 1: in like they're thirty. So it's like okay, y, yeah,
Speaker 1: I'm really down for this, and we'll just when.
Speaker 3: We'll always break up their relationships and then be like,
Speaker 3: oh my god, have you ever thought of I think
Speaker 3: what I'll do is if I have a daughter, I'll
Speaker 3: just raise her in my hometown and make her believe
Speaker 3: that she has to be abstinate, just like I thought,
Speaker 3: and then she'll save I'll let my daughter save myself.
Speaker 5: I'm gonna yeah, I think I'm gonna raise my child,
Speaker 5: my able bodied child in a wheelchair.
Speaker 4: And you know what's crazy full of chemicals and ship.
Speaker 2: Okay, first of all, you want Gypsy Rose?
Speaker 6: Yeah?
Speaker 5: Yeah, the podcast so fucking badil this year, I think.
Speaker 4: Yeah, and like the end of this fourth.
Speaker 3: We should have a party for it.
Speaker 2: I'm not even kidding, like we need.
Speaker 3: To go to the prison. The thing is, we should
Speaker 3: go see her.
Speaker 5: She's the girl like for real life. I genuinely think,
Speaker 5: like she did nothing wrong and I don't give up.
Speaker 2: Fuck yeah, free her.
Speaker 1: Tell are like what insane scenario she literally like what
Speaker 1: would her life be if she didn't do that?
Speaker 3: She would literally still be held captive.
Speaker 4: Yeah, no fun, and she would probably be dead.
Speaker 1: But yeah, she probably would be dead from being like
Speaker 1: pumped with medications she didn't need.
Speaker 2: But you know, it's crazy.
Speaker 1: Before I knew Gypsy Rose was a person, I literally
Speaker 1: made a joke to my brother. We're probably gonna have
Speaker 1: to cut this where I told Dante like we were
Speaker 1: literally I think I was like fourteen, and this was
Speaker 1: my humor. I was sitting in his room, and I
Speaker 1: look at him and go, if I have kids, I'm
Speaker 1: literally just gonna have one of them stay in a
Speaker 1: wheelchair and convince them they can't fucking walk and never
Speaker 1: let them have friends over and never let them out
Speaker 1: of my sight so that they never attempt to walk,
Speaker 1: and really convince.
Speaker 2: Them of that.
Speaker 1: And then one day I'm gonna let them have a
Speaker 1: friend over and I'm gonna leave them in the room
Speaker 1: and I know the friend's gonna.
Speaker 3: Be like, have you ever trying to walk?
Speaker 1: And it's gonna come up and the kid's gonna stand,
Speaker 1: and I'm gonna walk into the room and see the
Speaker 1: kids standing and I'm gonna have to break its legs.
Speaker 4: Oh my god, my god. And you're scary somethings, Like.
Speaker 3: I thought this was going to take a pause, like
Speaker 3: this is a bit yeah, right, yeah, something crying about
Speaker 3: the idea of a man being next to our kids
Speaker 3: while we're on vacation, so maybe I do need help. No,
Speaker 3: it's no, but you're like, it's real though, because I
Speaker 3: don't even want a man there when we don't have kids,
Speaker 3: Like the thought of like the only man that's allowed
Speaker 3: to be in my presence at the time is that
Speaker 3: sweet little old man putting treats at the front door, right,
Speaker 3: I know, like I love him and I'll do anything
Speaker 3: for him. Really truly, I think I would. But a
Speaker 3: man on vacation with.
Speaker 1: Us, and you know what's annoying is then it's like
Speaker 1: it's gonna be like a situation where he's like, oh,
Speaker 1: like let's.
Speaker 2: Go to dinner, like Oryan is gonna stay.
Speaker 3: I'm like, you know, saying home. You know what it
Speaker 3: is to at of the day. It's because we won't
Speaker 3: be able to share a head. No, literally, that's exactly
Speaker 3: what it is. Because the house that we say out
Speaker 3: on vacation has six bedrooms and we managed to sleep
Speaker 3: in the same bed. Are going to bed this night? Maybe? Yeah?
Speaker 3: Maybe that one was a little It hurt my back
Speaker 3: a little bit. Yeah, those pillars were mad uncomfortable the
Speaker 3: beds there. Literally, I don't think you have actually for looking.
Speaker 2: But yeah, wow, what and when an episode we've been
Speaker 2: at it for an hour?
Speaker 3: M gorgeous?
Speaker 4: Well, well I have one more thing to say. Oriana,
Speaker 4: Yeah that's the name.
Speaker 3: Was that our ship name?
Speaker 7: Yeah?
Speaker 4: Ranya.
Speaker 5: But I had a dream last I had a fortnight
Speaker 5: dream last night. I'm not kidding, and it was a nightmare. Actually,
Speaker 5: let me listen to the audio message I sent because
Speaker 5: I don't remember it, but I sent it to Josiah
Speaker 5: at like four am, like this, it's.
Speaker 6: Like cyber right outside of it, like the city was
Speaker 6: this mountain boy, and we were at.
Speaker 3: The top of the mountain, and I thought it ended
Speaker 3: up the squad.
Speaker 6: Randomly, just like, let's chump late jump, get on my back.
Speaker 6: So I got on one of the randoms back. They
Speaker 6: were younger than me, and we tove off the mountain
Speaker 6: and like ten seconds past and we had to play bearachute.
Speaker 6: I was like, what the fuck?
Speaker 4: And then you splatted on the ground.
Speaker 3: It was so scary.
Speaker 4: Jumped off a fucking mountain, jumped mountain in Fortnite and
Speaker 4: splatted on the ground. That's the dream.
Speaker 2: In the dream, were you like a Fortnite character? You
Speaker 2: were real?
Speaker 4: I was a Fortnite character. It was like the Fortnite map, right.
Speaker 1: I had a Fortnite dream with Belladine in it. Oh,
Speaker 1: I really started, yeah with your girl.
Speaker 4: Yeah, that's my friend, guys, Bella. I know Bella.
Speaker 3: Remember my dream where I thought I had a dream
Speaker 3: that CARDI b posted a photo of my cow story.
Speaker 4: I feel like you had like a crazy dream recently.
Speaker 3: They are multiple, like like my brain Like if I
Speaker 3: ever had access to Black Tar heroine, I do not
Speaker 3: know where my brain would go.
Speaker 4: No, that's me so wow, girl, we need to try
Speaker 4: ag together.
Speaker 3: No, like you, my brain terrorizes me. In the astral
Speaker 3: realm of dreaming, where would I what would I start
Speaker 3: speaking about?
Speaker 4: Actually I don't know.
Speaker 5: You would start pointing out the stars and like communicating
Speaker 5: with the star.
Speaker 4: Probably Okay, That's something I did think about. Is like the.
Speaker 5: First time I, like, uh heard about astrology was through you,
Speaker 5: like you were really obsessed with it, and like back then,
Speaker 5: I was like, girl, this shit is bullshit, but like
Speaker 5: I'm gonna do it because people like are really into
Speaker 5: it and like there might be something to it and
Speaker 5: I still like never ever fully believed. And then I
Speaker 5: started thinking about it and like, girl, like look at
Speaker 5: the fucking mo Like the moon literally controls like giant
Speaker 5: bodies of fucking water, like makes waves, like lowers the tide,
Speaker 5: raises the tide. We're made of like a lot of
Speaker 5: fucking water. So it's just like giving like it has
Speaker 5: to do something to us, Like the lunar cycle has.
Speaker 3: To also my I hate the thing about astrology is
Speaker 3: especially Australia. Australia is when you start like especially oh
Speaker 3: my god, this is just like an anti Men episode.
Speaker 3: But like the multiple times that I've like started seeing
Speaker 3: a guy and been like too afraid to be like,
Speaker 3: when's your birthday? Because I fear if I asked him
Speaker 3: on his birthday? Is like, oh, well, you're gonna guess,
Speaker 3: like what starts? Yeah, you know what I am. But
Speaker 3: you know what I also do. I sit there and
Speaker 3: I fucking pretend that I like, whatever goddamn sport is
Speaker 3: on your mind. I'm like, go Ravens, go dogs, whatever
Speaker 3: it is. Like I'm pretending I'm lying, and you can't
Speaker 3: like lil suck and lie to me that like I'm
Speaker 3: having fun when you are a.
Speaker 1: What what's so annoying about it is? Why don't you
Speaker 1: just take it as a fucking compliment. This person is
Speaker 1: interesting to you that they want to look, they want
Speaker 1: to read about you, Like.
Speaker 5: Literally, it might come from a place of insecurity, like
Speaker 5: if it says they're y'all aren't compatible, that like you'd
Speaker 5: leave or some shit. I don't know, but I am
Speaker 5: a pisces. Gemini, what do you know about.
Speaker 3: That you're emotional? And well, I guess like Pisces would
Speaker 3: be like very I mean I'm not I'm not a
Speaker 3: fucking expert on this, but like what I do know
Speaker 3: about Pisces is that they're emotional and Gemini men are
Speaker 3: very wish washy from my experience or like not only.
Speaker 4: In the context of like relationships. Is that what everybody.
Speaker 3: Bases kind of yeah, but not also like no, like
Speaker 3: Pisces are notoriously like emotional creatures. I think I'm not
Speaker 3: an expert. I like, I'm just self.
Speaker 4: Oh, you would be an astrology expert. Like I'm sure
Speaker 4: you know a lot about it.
Speaker 3: Yeah, I'm self or have ton't know anything only about
Speaker 3: me though, Well before we.
Speaker 1: End the episode, I actually do have two serious questions
Speaker 1: that I thought of last night.
Speaker 2: One is are you writing right now?
Speaker 3: Which I feel like you already answered, and you're you know.
Speaker 3: I was actually thinking about this on the couch where
Speaker 3: I don't know how this thought got popped in my brain.
Speaker 3: But I am writing, but there is no like book
Speaker 3: that there is like an active destination like theme. Yeah,
Speaker 3: like I'm writing towards something, but like I don't know
Speaker 3: what that something is writ's escapade? Well, what was crazy? Well,
Speaker 3: that's it's crazy, as I think, like I used to
Speaker 3: write so so much, and I think it was mostly
Speaker 3: because I didn't have anyone to tell these things to,
Speaker 3: whereas like now our emotion, like our relationship has become
Speaker 3: so emotionally like there, it's just so strong that like
Speaker 3: I don't fear telling you anything, so like there, the
Speaker 3: thoughts don't resort to paper anymore, they almost resort it
Speaker 3: to you.
Speaker 2: I was thinking about that the other.
Speaker 1: Day because I was like, I had this notebook that
Speaker 1: I started writing it in January and I haven't written
Speaker 1: in it since. And it's literally because I've been telling
Speaker 1: you everything. So then when I go to write, I
Speaker 1: feel kind of silly because I'm just thinking, okay, I've
Speaker 1: just explained this. Also, it sucks because we get into
Speaker 1: these like really deep conversations. I feel like what we're saying,
Speaker 1: I'm like, oh, I wish this was like written down,
Speaker 1: And when I like, when you get to a paper,
Speaker 1: it's like, am I about to repeat myself to myself?
Speaker 3: Like I literally but I don't know. I feel like
Speaker 3: we went to Big Sir and we all wrote and
Speaker 3: that was like the first time in a long time
Speaker 3: where I was just really like writing towards something which
Speaker 3: felt really good. And I don't know, I think that
Speaker 3: for the first time in my life, I can like
Speaker 3: confidently say I'm genuinely proud about what I'm writing about
Speaker 3: because I see that I'm getting better. Yeah, what I
Speaker 3: like growth, which is super nice. Which is also strange
Speaker 3: because then I'll read back some things and I'm like
Speaker 3: it almost feels like fake. I'm like, did I like
Speaker 3: make it? Like did I like plagiarize this? Like it's
Speaker 3: actually kind of good and like it doesn't like no like,
Speaker 3: which I've never ever ever had that with anything that
Speaker 3: I've written before.
Speaker 1: Yeah, you read I remember, even like twenty twenty one,
Speaker 1: when we were in well where were we for Christian's birthday?
Speaker 2: You read something that you had written.
Speaker 1: Even I was shocked because you hadn't read anything you've
Speaker 1: written in a long time, and it was more of
Speaker 1: like a personal essay. It was right next to fucking
Speaker 1: mountain Baldy or Baldy or whatever the fuck, and you
Speaker 1: read it and you didn't tell me it was yours
Speaker 1: and you read it, and I was like, dude, that
Speaker 1: was so good?
Speaker 3: What is that? And you were like I wrote.
Speaker 1: That, and I remember being like, obnestly I like your writing,
Speaker 1: but that was like a moment where it's.
Speaker 3: Like, oh, there's just like an obviously growth thing. Yeah,
Speaker 3: it was like a huge jump.
Speaker 1: And then my second question is what is your ideal
Speaker 1: writing set up that actually works?
Speaker 3: Like when are when is that? Where are you?
Speaker 1: Because I feel like for a lot of people, and
Speaker 1: just like this goes to any like creative work in general,
Speaker 1: there's this idea like Drew and me have like our
Speaker 1: desk with all our pens and papers and all these things,
Speaker 1: But how often do you actually sit there and like
Speaker 1: use all those things in that space you've gathered. What
Speaker 1: is your actual set up? Like do you feel like
Speaker 1: you have to set up the moment or does it
Speaker 1: just usually.
Speaker 3: It usually like I feel like on a day to
Speaker 3: day things will pop in my head and I'll like
Speaker 3: jot it down, and whether it's my notebook or like
Speaker 3: my notes app and my phone. But if I'm like
Speaker 3: really wanting to write, I try not to sit at
Speaker 3: my desk because or I try it even to be
Speaker 3: home period because there's so many distractions. I mean, like
Speaker 3: literally when I was finishing film for her, I went
Speaker 3: to Paris. At the time, I didn't know anyone in Paris,
Speaker 3: and I was like, there is nothing to distract me
Speaker 3: here because I'm you know, you fucking text me and
Speaker 3: You're like, let's go to Whole Foods and I'm on
Speaker 3: my way. Yeah, like any little thing I'll go to.
Speaker 3: So it's usually not home. My desk is more reserved
Speaker 3: for like revising and putting it into something. But if
Speaker 3: if I am writing at home, it's usually at night
Speaker 3: in my bed before I go to sleep, just to
Speaker 3: kind of like wrap up the day.
Speaker 2: Yeah, that makes sense.
Speaker 4: Who are your favorite authors?
Speaker 3: I mean, right now, I've said it before. I love
Speaker 3: Annie Arno, right now, Sylvia Plath, I love Annie Snin. Also,
Speaker 3: that's another thing I've realized in the past, like two years,
Speaker 3: I've not read a book written by a man. I
Speaker 3: read either. No, I've literally read like one Noble CoV
Speaker 3: book that wasn't Lolita, and that's it, Like I was
Speaker 3: written by a man. Yeah, and you know, actually it
Speaker 3: was his first He's Russian and Russian is his first language,
Speaker 3: and Lolita was the first book that he wrote in English,
Speaker 3: which is why it's like genuinely so, like such an
Speaker 3: intense book, because the verbiage in that book is insane,
Speaker 3: like even somebody whose first language is English, Like a
Speaker 3: lot of the words that he is using is like
Speaker 3: what the fuck? Holy, Like you are insane.
Speaker 2: No.
Speaker 3: I read a book of his called Mary, but no,
Speaker 3: everything I've been Like. Patricia Highsmith is also really good.
Speaker 3: God what's her name? She wrote The Price of Salt,
Speaker 3: which I couldn't finish reading for obvious reasons, the way
Speaker 3: like you read David Waight of the Earth Yeah that
Speaker 3: was like three years ago, Oh damn, Yeah, which was
Speaker 3: also really good, but it's he's a gay man.
Speaker 4: Yeah, I know that's not a man.
Speaker 3: He's a gay man and he has you know, some
Speaker 3: sensibilities there. Well.
Speaker 5: I like went on a deep dive of like nihilism
Speaker 5: and existentialism and all of that shit, like right after
Speaker 5: my brother died, and like it fucked me up, but
Speaker 5: also like it really did heal me in a crazy way.
Speaker 5: And I think like when I was like sixteen, if
Speaker 5: I picked that shit up and read that, I literally
Speaker 5: would have killed myself. I would not have been okay.
Speaker 5: But like I think that shit that's like okay for
Speaker 5: like a developed brain, especially when I was like, so
Speaker 5: I was hurting so badly and I was just like
Speaker 5: looking for answers and like it was just like a
Speaker 5: great Those were like great guides for me to like
Speaker 5: kind of just be like, oh, it kind of doesn't matter,
Speaker 5: and like if there is an afterlife, which I hope
Speaker 5: there is, I'll just see them there or I'll just
Speaker 5: wake up in this exact same fucking life and like
Speaker 5: I won't even know I died.
Speaker 4: Or like whatever. It is, Like there's so many different
Speaker 4: things that I think about it the afterlife but helped
Speaker 4: me a lot.
Speaker 3: Maybe I should revisit that because I read it and
Speaker 3: I was like it almost staligated the things that I
Speaker 3: was thinking. And I was like, fuck, like can I
Speaker 3: like read something that redirects my brain in a different scenario?
Speaker 5: What I things, like, you is you're gonna fucking read
Speaker 5: like I wish I could read.
Speaker 3: Yeah, you know, I want to read more fiction. Actually
Speaker 3: I can't do like like like no, like not real
Speaker 3: like a fictional like I mean, I guess like I'm
Speaker 3: trying to think in like recent I read twenty twenty.
Speaker 3: I read My Rest Relaxation, which is fiction, which I
Speaker 3: actually didn't think it was. I didn't know it was
Speaker 3: fiction because no one knew what that book was, and
Speaker 3: I had just like stumbled upon it, and I was like, oh,
Speaker 3: fun little memoir. And I'm like, I google the girl.
Speaker 3: I'm like, because like she describes herself as this like blonde,
Speaker 3: blue eyed, like gorgeous, beautiful girl, and I'm like, I
Speaker 3: need to know what this girl looks like. Halfway through
Speaker 3: the book, I look up O Tessa Moshfag and it
Speaker 3: is absolutely the opposite of like the way she had described,
Speaker 3: like the very opposite. And I was like, oh my god,
Speaker 3: this is not a real book. Like I went into
Speaker 3: this thinking that this was a memoir.
Speaker 2: Almost dude, I it is so annoying.
Speaker 1: I never finished that book because of my not finishing
Speaker 1: book syndrome.
Speaker 2: Which actually I two of the books.
Speaker 1: I just finished were books that I like had to
Speaker 1: finish because but.
Speaker 2: What's so annoying is like fucking star books.
Speaker 1: And I get like a third of the way in
Speaker 1: and then I move on to another book, get a
Speaker 1: third of the way in, and then.
Speaker 2: Once I revisit the other book to be like I'm gonna.
Speaker 3: Finish it, you forget I'm like, what the fuck is happening?
Speaker 1: Like I need to load on the page I've like started,
Speaker 1: and then I have to restart it and then I
Speaker 1: won't finish the book.
Speaker 2: But I didn't finish my year.
Speaker 1: Of rest and relaxation because I started it because of you,
Speaker 1: and it just reminded me of like my depression when
Speaker 1: I was not doing exactly what she was doing, but
Speaker 1: to an extent, just like drugging myself, sleeping all day,
Speaker 1: like being depressed.
Speaker 2: Yeah, and I started reading. I was like, damn, that
Speaker 2: was fun, Like why should I do this again?
Speaker 1: Because I'm literally like you're like no taking no dumb bitches,
Speaker 1: Like ain't that no?
Speaker 3: Literally yeah, it's also just such a repetitive book, so like, yeah,
Speaker 3: I could see you not finish. I think the only
Speaker 3: thing that you finish in a recent time was Consent.
Speaker 1: Yeah, that was like the book that was the only
Speaker 1: book that I like finished because I picked up and
Speaker 1: like drilled through everything else. I like have every book
Speaker 1: I own I've gotten a third of the way into
Speaker 1: and then just recently, I yeah, I did it with
Speaker 1: Milk Fed, I did it with Way.
Speaker 3: To the Earth. I still have the finished I think
Speaker 3: you just need a gripping story. Yeah, I because all
Speaker 3: of those the things. I mean, I haven't read milk Fed,
Speaker 3: but like I think because consent was like it was
Speaker 3: like tea, you're reading like the Bible. Yeah, I'm like,
Speaker 3: what's what's next? Yeah? Happened that book? I plowed through, but.
Speaker 1: I did finish like walking through a pool painted black
Speaker 1: and David's book, and then I had to restart bell
Speaker 1: Jar in Big Sir or no Big Star. Oh, I
Speaker 1: restarted it in Korea. See maybe that's why maybe on
Speaker 1: our chrip I'll read more. Because in Korea I finished
Speaker 1: cooking book and David's book on the fucking plane and
Speaker 1: just walking around and like reading to my and then
Speaker 1: I started.
Speaker 2: I had to restart fucking.
Speaker 1: Bell Jar because I picked up at like page sixty
Speaker 1: and I was reading it.
Speaker 2: I was like, literally, who the fuck is she talking.
Speaker 3: About right now?
Speaker 2: Like what is happening? So I had to restart it.
Speaker 1: And restarting a book is so annoying because like I
Speaker 1: hate reading a paragraph and I'm.
Speaker 3: Like, which, I know what you're about to say, Like
Speaker 3: I literally.
Speaker 2: Know what you're about to say. But I'm doing the
Speaker 2: thing where I pack too many books to bring.
Speaker 3: On our trip, I will be doing the same.
Speaker 1: But I'm oh, but see, like Annie's books from when
Speaker 1: you're telling me, I'm like, oh, that's.
Speaker 4: Good, I know.
Speaker 3: I think that you will finish her books. Yeah, I
Speaker 3: think that like her. Sorry this has gone on for
Speaker 3: so long this podcast, but no, literally, So I think
Speaker 3: also in the topic of even like going back when
Speaker 3: we're talking about getting older and like will change or
Speaker 3: whatever reading her talking about it, like some memoirs, she's
Speaker 3: like in her mid to late forties, and she has
Speaker 3: the same thought process as me in my twenties, and
Speaker 3: I'm like, holy fuck, I am never growing out of this,
Speaker 3: Like like I think that I'm going to have some
Speaker 3: money revelation one day. You're just going to wake up
Speaker 3: and be a new person, so wise and emotionally, emotionally
Speaker 3: kept exactly, but it's okay if you aren't. And also
Speaker 3: I really love writers like Sean tell Ackerman and Annie
Speaker 3: Orna who write such profound things with simple language, because
Speaker 3: I think that you assume in order to be a
Speaker 3: writer you have to like really woo the crowd with Yeah,
Speaker 3: you're like vocabulary almost, and they do a phenomenal job
Speaker 3: of making their work palatable but still profound in its
Speaker 3: own way.
Speaker 1: Yeah, it's also like then it's playing into the idea
Speaker 1: that you also are a woman and a writer, and
Speaker 1: there I feel like there's such a competition with yourself
Speaker 1: and the world and the way you want to be.
Speaker 1: You never want to be perceived as somebody who's lacking intelligence,
Speaker 1: So there's it's really easy to overcompensate and want.
Speaker 3: To be taken seriously exactly.
Speaker 1: So it's like I need to use big words, I
Speaker 1: need to explain this out in like extreme, like agonizing detail,
Speaker 1: so that it seems.
Speaker 2: Like I really have thought about this, but in reality
Speaker 2: it's not.
Speaker 3: And then you do read a book which is like
Speaker 3: very clearly like influenced by a phosaurus, and then you're like, oh,
Speaker 3: this is so pretentious. So it's like no one wins
Speaker 3: at the end of the day. Yeah, right right, Well,
Speaker 3: where you.
Speaker 4: Do that was emer in Sandcom.
Speaker 5: We're going to do some media we like, at the
Speaker 5: end of every episode, pick out a couple songs, books, movies, shows,
Speaker 5: whatever you've been consuming media wise, and we say them,
Speaker 5: I'll start it off when the sun hits slow dive,
Speaker 5: Ladies and gentlemen, we are floating in space spiritualized lover.
Speaker 5: You should have come over Jeff Buckley and then show
Speaker 5: what did we we watch something?
Speaker 2: Oh, y'all watch Black Mirror.
Speaker 5: Yeah, we like tuned into Black Mirror the first episode,
Speaker 5: and like, I don't think it was for me fully,
Speaker 5: like it was just giving, like everything everywhere all at once,
Speaker 5: like just trying to be something it's not.
Speaker 2: I've seen it.
Speaker 1: Yeah, and my dad posted a story he's in New
Speaker 1: York working. Listen to the fucking song he put on
Speaker 1: his story. This is like, I think my face, like,
Speaker 1: obviously we're on camera, so it.
Speaker 4: Showed you cannot have to wake up. Damn, he's with
Speaker 4: the shit. I was gonna talk about that this episode.
Speaker 4: I was gonna say. I literally, I was gonna say
Speaker 4: this what I was like, I'm just gonna say it
Speaker 4: for another episode. But since we're already here.
Speaker 5: When I was like seventeen, my buddy tag like knew
Speaker 5: about Playboy CARDI, I'm just gonna shut the fuck up.
Speaker 4: We'll just do media and then I'll tell it in
Speaker 4: a different episode.
Speaker 5: Sorry, got sees. Basically I went to Houston and that's
Speaker 5: all you get.
Speaker 2: But yeah, because if that's a long story, that does
Speaker 2: need to be told.
Speaker 1: I would try to say this in the last episode
Speaker 1: or the episode with Josiah, but I was high. And
Speaker 1: this is a song that's been sang by a bunch
Speaker 1: of people, but this is the version I like. Muskrat Love,
Speaker 1: Muskrat Candlelight by Willis Allen Ramsey, Take Control, count based
Speaker 1: d Wish that I could talk to you, The Silver
Speaker 1: The Silvers, t Tick Ticket Wears Off Todd Rundgren, and
Speaker 1: Hello It's Me by Todd run Grin.
Speaker 3: That's my media. Well, I didn't prepare for this, so
Speaker 3: you guys like really suck at your job. I feel
Speaker 3: like I've been listening to like Someone in Love by
Speaker 3: b York, I Wanted It To by ROBERTA. Flack, Valentine
Speaker 3: by Fiona Apple, and Lana's last album Like that is
Speaker 3: all I've really been like, truthfully've been listening.
Speaker 4: To respect you read anything that you're obsessed with?
Speaker 2: Mmm?
Speaker 3: Do I like media wise?
Speaker 4: Just book wise?
Speaker 3: I'm like, I will repeat it again. I'm in my
Speaker 3: Annie or No Kick. I've read like five of her
Speaker 3: books this year and I'm on my fifth at the moment.
Speaker 3: And yeah, well, thank you so much for being on
Speaker 3: Thanks having you.
Speaker 2: I feel bad because I feel like this is me
Speaker 2: and I yes.
Speaker 3: Yes, exactly exactly.
Speaker 4: It was. Well, that's the.
Speaker 3: Key why I was like hesitant because I'm like, that's what's.
Speaker 5: Kind of know that we talked about it before and
Speaker 5: I was like no, I'm literally so okay, Like literally,
Speaker 5: I just want to Ryan on so people can see
Speaker 5: her brain inside her head and see this version that
Speaker 5: we get to see and love. So I was more
Speaker 5: than happy to just sit back and chill. Also, y'all
Speaker 5: are just the girls, Like that's what it is.
Speaker 3: I know.
Speaker 2: I feel like that's most hang outs anyways, me and
Speaker 2: or I be.
Speaker 3: Like Andrew's like yeah, yeah, no I thought that too.
Speaker 8: Yeah exactly exactly literally.
Speaker 2: But yeah, thank you so much for being on. I
Speaker 2: think it was an awesome episode, and thank you guys
Speaker 2: for watching.
Speaker 4: Peace and love and unity and respect. Now let's go
Speaker 4: boom m