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Speaker 1: The moment everyone has been begging for Merch is being

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Speaker 1: released next week for our second year anniversary.

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Speaker 2: Time flies when you are sexy, young and free.

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Speaker 3: Take a look.

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Speaker 2: Let me know if you like anything. Actually, don't let

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Speaker 2: me know.

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Speaker 3: I don't want to know. Didn't really have that?

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Speaker 4: I probably see No, I have a scer.

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Speaker 3: Oh really from what give your head last time?

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Speaker 5: Right?

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Speaker 1: Oh, to yourself because you went to your room alone

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Speaker 1: and you fell asleep after giving yourself had.

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Speaker 3: Yeah, you know you guys a couple of ribs removed.

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Speaker 2: Yeah, wow, you have been looking really skinny.

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Speaker 5: Yeah, I have a snatched ways I got my ribs

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Speaker 5: removed like Marilyn Manson.

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Speaker 4: Yeah, and it's actually really really special.

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Speaker 3: Is that real?

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Speaker 2: Did he actually do that?

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Speaker 6: No?

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Speaker 3: Yeah, that's why he's wearing that hoodie. It's like covering up.

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Speaker 5: You really, I'm covering it up with this hoodie. That

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Speaker 5: is Emergency in Or Come Merch that is out July seventh.

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Speaker 3: Probably we have this too as well. We handmade this

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Speaker 3: for the cut version.

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Speaker 1: Yes, my girls know me so. Yeah, so we had

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Speaker 1: to get her right. Also, we did it intro. But

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Speaker 1: welcome back to Emergency Intercom.

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Speaker 7: Long awaited guests, the most asked for person by a

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Speaker 7: fucking landslide by Fleetwood Mac on the episode today, which

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Speaker 7: is really crazy, o'rian.

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Speaker 3: They had to fight tooth and nail for this, I

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Speaker 3: really did.

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Speaker 2: And you know what it is too is even I like,

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Speaker 2: this is just annoying.

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Speaker 3: But I'm like, I don't want them to see how

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Speaker 3: well we get long, like I know exactly, like you're

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Speaker 3: getting too much of me right now and it's terrifying

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Speaker 3: to be.

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Speaker 4: Perceived, So like keep that in line.

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Speaker 3: No, actually don't. Don't I need a reality chat? Yeah

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Speaker 3: exactly at this point in my life, I need a

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Speaker 3: major one.

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Speaker 2: Don't ask for that because to be funny, people will

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Speaker 2: be like, okay, fine.

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Speaker 3: And I actually don't, like I actually don't mean that.

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Speaker 1: Once you finished watching this act like you've never seen

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Speaker 1: Oryan and like you've never heard our voice exactly.

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Speaker 3: Yeah, thank you. Have you done a podcast before? Yeah

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Speaker 3: you yeah I have. But like a were serious normal

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Speaker 3: people asking me very like serious questions. So when even

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Speaker 3: like thinking about this, I'm like fuck, Like.

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Speaker 5: Here I go like, okay, well I have a serious

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Speaker 5: question for you. Okay, was that your first love?

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Speaker 3: Actually?

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Speaker 2: Why why does it always have to go here? Like Okay, no,

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Speaker 2: go I want like, well, if.

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Speaker 3: I'm being honest and it might hurt your feelings.

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Speaker 8: No, okay, wow, it's oh god, I haven't wow and

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Speaker 8: you don't understand actually no, no, no, if we're being

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Speaker 8: realistic here, Drew low key was I.

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Speaker 4: Was going to bring that story up. I was going

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Speaker 4: to bring that story up.

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Speaker 2: Okay, okay, oh wait, oh playlist or.

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Speaker 4: Or something.

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Speaker 5: Yeah, I got from your point of view.

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Speaker 3: Yeah, from my point of view, I only knew Drew

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Speaker 3: from the online sphere and I never had met him

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Speaker 3: in person, and he had walked in the room. We

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Speaker 3: were all in like a hotel like party, and it

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Speaker 5: Also, it was like the first time, like I have

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Speaker 5: ever seen other people on the internet that I like

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Speaker 5: kind of look up to. Like I walked into this

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Speaker 5: on the internet and you see on the internet, so

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Speaker 3: Keep going anyway, Drew walked in and he's a new face.

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Speaker 3: I hadn't seen him before, and you just looked so

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Speaker 3: Like it was so humiliating because like it felt like.

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Speaker 2: You're like ran.

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Speaker 4: No, I literally did ran.

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Speaker 3: And I'm like stuck in this position where I'm like, oh, no, no,

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Speaker 3: I did not see.

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Speaker 4: You're not cute. You're not I don't think you're cute.

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Speaker 4: You're ugly.

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Speaker 3: That's what I would say that no. And then Drew.

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Speaker 4: Left and she was like, y'all should make out, y'all

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Speaker 2: He was obsessed with watching people cads.

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Speaker 4: Yes, And I was like in my head because I

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Speaker 2: A girl calls out.

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Speaker 4: Then I invited her to my room later, but we won't.

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Speaker 1: Talk about that about Oh y'all, Okay, Well, I don't

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Speaker 2: The less I know, the better it was.

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Speaker 3: It was sweet, it was simment. It was like something

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Speaker 3: that's kept between us for a reason.

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Speaker 2: I mean, now it's not between y'all.

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Speaker 4: I mean, was it that?

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Speaker 1: So it's probably just like like at a necessity, like

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Speaker 2: It's not even like emotional.

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Speaker 4: When was the first time we all met?

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Speaker 2: I don't remember the first time we hung out.

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Speaker 4: I don't either in La like y'all. I remember, there

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Speaker 1: Moment I remember for first time hanging out in La

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Speaker 3: I think we were just in such different worlds. Yeah,

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Speaker 1: Yeah, I remember the first time we like had a

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Speaker 3: It was so good. It's because and I think it

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Speaker 2: Yeah, because we were.

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Speaker 1: Being put in We were all on a social media

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Speaker 1: tour when we were younger, and me and O'Ryan started

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Speaker 2: Be friends with this girl.

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Speaker 3: It was literally just you just had your group of friends.

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Speaker 4: It was just the two girls.

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Speaker 3: It was just the two the.

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Speaker 2: Two girls on tours, like they're getting.

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Speaker 4: Their room, like, oh, you're a girl, you're a girl,

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Speaker 4: Like y'all will get.

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Speaker 3: Along, And we did accidentally by kiss met Drew left tour.

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Speaker 2: Yeah you like when you quit, And so it was

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Speaker 2: Nie and.

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Speaker 3: I were there left, and I remember we were it

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Speaker 2: Really know we like literally I we hadn't. I don't

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Speaker 4: It was like college roommates.

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Speaker 1: The one time we had spoken before that was when

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Speaker 1: we took that god awful fucking picture because we found

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Speaker 1: And it's literally like saying on TikTok like cannon event.

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Speaker 1: That was our canonicture.

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Speaker 3: It was like we just met at the stairwells, took

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Speaker 5: I was gonna say, do you remember the fucking picture

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Speaker 5: of you and I? Like the first picture we took

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Speaker 5: together and it's my giant, fucking nasty hair, Like.

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Speaker 3: Gross, I remember I remember that actually, Like I mean

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Speaker 3: just like that trip. I don't really what city were

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Speaker 2: I don't even literally don't know.

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Speaker 3: Like do you remember your last one? Like what city

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Speaker 4: Okay, well or or something like that.

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Speaker 4: It was Atlanta.

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Speaker 1: No, we literally all have brain fog because we were

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Speaker 3: Baby fed alcohol exactly.

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Speaker 9: That was like our college experience literally but a yeah,

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Speaker 9: and I we I was like crying because I was

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Speaker 9: was being really fucking mean to me.

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Speaker 3: Scary, scary, terrifying.

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Speaker 4: It was.

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Speaker 3: It was like actually purgatory for me. So I was

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Speaker 3: silently crying because throughout that entire relationship, let's actually just start.

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Speaker 3: I was silently crying and I hear like Enya also

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Speaker 3: and I just like I think I said something. First,

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Speaker 2: Yeah.

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Speaker 1: I literally just know each other. We didn't know each other,

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Speaker 1: and we just sat there and cried together, and it.

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Speaker 10: Was like, I'm so fucking so that is literally.

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Speaker 1: So fun is at the time, I was like not

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Speaker 1: an emotionally open person, Like I didn't even cry to

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Speaker 2: When you left, like I acted all chill. I was like.

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Speaker 5: Bye, like dude, Ice, Yeah, I wasn't emotionally available, and

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Speaker 5: I fucking sobbed on the way to the airport. I

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Speaker 5: think it was like New Jersey or something, because like

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Speaker 5: it was it was because I was with Jake and

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Speaker 5: Dana and I was sobbing in the back seat of

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Speaker 5: giving like side eyes to me, because like a grown

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Speaker 5: man is crying in.

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Speaker 4: The backseat of this car right now, it's like, hell awkward.

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Speaker 3: And I was a good drown man seventeen. Well he's

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Speaker 3: still sixteen. Yeah, well you just turned seventeen.

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Speaker 4: Yeah, exactly, exactly.

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Speaker 5: But no, it was like that was like the first

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Speaker 5: was like a New Jersey.

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Speaker 1: That makes sense because also, you know what's funny is

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Speaker 2: Yeah, I would get to have sex.

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Speaker 1: Like, yeah, it's funny because you just said you were

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Speaker 2: I got bitch, see I probably and I got.

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Speaker 3: Yeah, I she got wet and it could have escalated control.

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Speaker 4: This is why.

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Speaker 3: Yeah, it's funny. You consider yourself a man?

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Speaker 4: Oh wow, I was. I was a man last night.

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Speaker 5: Should we talk about those little escapades a little bit,

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Speaker 3: Yeah, but I'm like, what is there to discuss other

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Speaker 1: We literally made all three of us so much closer

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Speaker 3: Yeah, we were, we were hanging out consistently, but I

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Speaker 1: I think, Yeah, it's just I didn't have a lot

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Speaker 2: In my life.

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Speaker 1: Neither do it and yeah, because you get no bitches

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Speaker 2: But yeah, I think it's because of that. It's just

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Speaker 2: Much I could talk. Also, I was like a fucking annoying.

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Speaker 3: Bitch, Like you didn't you literally couldn't.

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Speaker 4: Yeah, you had it right.

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Speaker 2: Literally, like I was just kind of an annoying brat and.

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Speaker 4: Then life happened, and that's what happened.

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Speaker 3: I do feel like I am probably the only person

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Speaker 3: But that will argue against you, but you'll like actually

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Speaker 5: No literally, so like we went to Texas like for

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Speaker 5: we went, we went there just literally to key because

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Speaker 2: I'm not gonna mention, like it was literally just semantics.

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Speaker 3: Yeah, it was like it like it was solved with

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Speaker 3: a Google search. But even the Google search proved that

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Speaker 3: Enya had to be right.

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Speaker 2: It was I still am like I'm right, but that's okay.

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Speaker 4: We like know, we moved on.

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Speaker 10: We moved on.

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Speaker 5: But they were fighting like I've never seen anybody in

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Speaker 3: We like that.

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Speaker 1: It was genuinely like you would have swore one of

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Speaker 4: A nob something about me, Like I literally like debates.

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Speaker 3: Like walking with his head down behind us, Like really,

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Speaker 3: like so small was you felt so small?

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Speaker 4: It was insane crazy and like.

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Speaker 4: I was laughing, Yeah, you were like you was so

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Speaker 4: uncomfortable right now, and I was like, I was so scared.

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Speaker 1: Girls are also why we were like, wait, okay, we

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Speaker 1: gotta cut this, because freaking.

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Speaker 2: Making our child in the.

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Speaker 3: Car uncomfortable to choose between which divorced parents will go

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Speaker 3: with no, no. But genuinely, it was for me so

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Speaker 3: comical that I kept laughing because Drew's in the corner

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Speaker 3: of like my left eye, like like a sad puppy,

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Speaker 3: and Ennya's on this side like debating me. And then

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Speaker 3: eventually y'all.

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Speaker 4: Are like master debaters. Though like y'all are like really

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Speaker 4: good at master debating.

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Speaker 3: You have like two people who have like such strong

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Speaker 3: opinions who think they're like moral, like their morals will

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Speaker 4: It was really crazy, and like it.

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Speaker 2: Was exactly, like exactly.

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Speaker 5: No.

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Speaker 4: Literally, when you get two dumb bitches in the room

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Speaker 3: Like no, literally no, no, That's what I did say

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Speaker 3: this whole time. Ye like, and I'm so glad you

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Speaker 3: met me there, because like I was here and where

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Speaker 3: were you?

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Speaker 5: And you're not rying could be the most wrong about

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Speaker 5: something anybody has ever been wrong about, and if one

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Speaker 2: And we're gonna agree at this point, we are going

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Speaker 1: Like like no, just like no, but.

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Speaker 3: But I've taken her moral cus and matched it to

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Speaker 3: it still wouldn't be right. No, no, no, like it is though.

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Speaker 4: No, it is like I'm on ironically some of the ship,

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Speaker 4: like y'all like are wrong right about I'm like, no,

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Speaker 4: like y'all are right about but it's probably because y'all

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Speaker 4: have skewed my moral compass as well, but like put it.

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Speaker 1: On paper from only my perspective and then we're all like, yes, yes,

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Speaker 1: that is so true. But that's I think that's the

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Speaker 1: only like real argument we've gotten into. Yeah, and it

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Speaker 1: wasn't even real head's over other ship, but like we

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Speaker 3: It was just like, like I will say, like, one

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Speaker 3: thing I really love about our dynamic is that there

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Speaker 3: text me like a dissertation to be like I don't

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Speaker 3: know what I did, but I'm sorry, or like vice versa, yeah,

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Speaker 4: Y'all are communicators?

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Speaker 3: Yeah, we're women.

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Speaker 2: What'd you say? We are? Master Bay?

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Speaker 4: Yeah?

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Speaker 2: Master debaters.

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Speaker 4: Yeah, minus the d Yeah, exactly. Whoa the wing girls.

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Speaker 4: Let's talk about let's talk about the wing Ba. Like

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Speaker 4: the creator of Wingba is.

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Speaker 3: Here, founder of Yeah. I don't know how it happened,

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Speaker 3: but it just did. It felt right, you know.

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Speaker 1: Like it's literally because I went to your house one

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Speaker 1: day and I saw it and I was like, I

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Speaker 2: And then You're like, oh, my wing Ba and I

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Speaker 3: I was like, let me give you the full name.

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Speaker 3: It's Wingbot two in your three thousand. Yeah. Yeah, And

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Speaker 3: I haven't shied away from her since I haven't gone

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Speaker 3: I have another travel she has like a buddy.

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Speaker 4: And used that what's her name she doesn't have.

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Speaker 3: Her name isra And.

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Speaker 1: With Josie we were like in the car trying to

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Speaker 3: Wait, like the whole, like the whole.

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Speaker 1: We didn't go into it, but we were just like, well, Manama,

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Speaker 1: Sandra started dating Winglee and then that was a problem

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Speaker 1: because she was with Pilot Jones a lot.

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Speaker 3: She was dating Mamma Bertram.

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Speaker 4: No, No, Mama Bram and Pilot Jones are dating.

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Speaker 2: Yeah, but then Pilot Jones got with Manama Sandra.

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Speaker 4: Okay, but let's talk about Harley Davidson being a home wrecord,

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Speaker 4: Like that's the Harley Dadavis.

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Speaker 3: I don't really talk about her that much.

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Speaker 2: Yeah, she's happened when we talk about her.

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Speaker 3: Actually, you know, I don't ever talk about Harley. Yeah,

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Speaker 3: it's just like that's like she like lives in your world.

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Speaker 3: But like I respect.

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Speaker 5: Her, yeah, and I brought her in and like I

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Speaker 3: Yeah yeah, I mean that's probably we might have to

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Speaker 3: kill away. Yeah, well you have to say.

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Speaker 5: I was just going to talk about, uh so, like,

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Speaker 5: did y'all ever have teachers that y'all thought were like

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Speaker 5: fuck out because.

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Speaker 4: They knew what they were doing. They were pervy, bro,

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Speaker 4: They're pervs.

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Speaker 5: They do that ship on purpose, like they know their

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Speaker 3: And they like the basketball coach, yes, or like the

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Speaker 3: mine was the baseball No, mine was the basketball coach.

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Speaker 3: The other one was the baseball coach. But like I,

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Speaker 3: it was real, it was visceral, and I loved them.

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Speaker 2: They're also always too nice and we need to like

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Speaker 2: put them in jail.

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Speaker 5: Now.

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Speaker 3: I actually agree with that because one, Oh my god,

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Speaker 3: I had a lot of weird experience with like male teachers.

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Speaker 3: I'm so bad at maths, so like he would let

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00:20:22,320 --> 00:20:26,560
Speaker 3: me get away with things. But I remember, like the

450
00:20:26,640 --> 00:20:31,080
Speaker 3: day before graduation, I'd like, maybe I was enabling this.

451
00:20:32,680 --> 00:20:34,120
Speaker 4: You were a child.

452
00:20:34,320 --> 00:20:37,439
Speaker 3: You were a child him on on a social media

453
00:20:38,520 --> 00:20:40,800
Speaker 3: platform and he never followed me back. But I never

454
00:20:40,800 --> 00:20:42,959
Speaker 3: said anything about it. But the day before graduation, I

455
00:20:43,000 --> 00:20:44,679
Speaker 3: was like walking to my car and he was just like,

456
00:20:45,040 --> 00:20:49,399
Speaker 3: after graduation, I can follow you back. The day oh shit, sorry,

457
00:20:49,440 --> 00:20:52,800
Speaker 3: the day of graduation, after I walked that fucking stage,

458
00:20:53,080 --> 00:20:53,600
Speaker 3: followed me.

459
00:20:54,480 --> 00:20:55,480
Speaker 4: Oh my god.

460
00:20:55,760 --> 00:20:58,400
Speaker 3: Then the best part is a couple of years ago,

461
00:20:58,440 --> 00:21:01,040
Speaker 3: I made a joke on Twitter is going to do Yeah,

462
00:21:01,040 --> 00:21:03,639
Speaker 3: I know he's going to chill. Actually I made a

463
00:21:03,720 --> 00:21:06,640
Speaker 3: joke on Twitter where I was like, uh, the best

464
00:21:06,680 --> 00:21:08,439
Speaker 3: thing about I don't remember what it was, but it

465
00:21:08,440 --> 00:21:10,120
Speaker 3: was something along the lines like the best thing about

466
00:21:10,160 --> 00:21:12,560
Speaker 3: Twitter is I mean not Twitter. The best thing about

467
00:21:12,560 --> 00:21:15,560
Speaker 3: Tinder is that you could get free dinner or something

468
00:21:15,600 --> 00:21:18,920
Speaker 3: of the sorts. And he d m me the tweet

469
00:21:19,359 --> 00:21:21,240
Speaker 3: and was just like, I just don't find this really

470
00:21:21,280 --> 00:21:23,640
Speaker 3: funny because like men, Like really.

471
00:21:24,600 --> 00:21:25,359
Speaker 4: I thought he was going to.

472
00:21:28,320 --> 00:21:30,720
Speaker 1: I just don't take this sea like he's still see

473
00:21:30,760 --> 00:21:31,720
Speaker 1: even post high school.

474
00:21:31,760 --> 00:21:33,520
Speaker 3: No, soully no. But it was like in a way

475
00:21:33,520 --> 00:21:36,680
Speaker 3: where he's just like respect men, because I take I

476
00:21:36,760 --> 00:21:39,120
Speaker 3: take this serious and like I go here to find

477
00:21:39,119 --> 00:21:40,679
Speaker 3: people and like whatever. And I was like, listen, it

478
00:21:40,720 --> 00:21:43,480
Speaker 3: was a joke. And then he responds he was like,

479
00:21:43,520 --> 00:21:48,360
Speaker 3: but for the record, i'd swipe right, hello bro, why not.

480
00:21:49,400 --> 00:21:50,600
Speaker 2: Like let me take you to dinner?

481
00:21:50,800 --> 00:21:52,959
Speaker 1: I had that's how you like win, like let me

482
00:21:53,000 --> 00:21:54,639
Speaker 1: take you, let me take you to dinner.

483
00:21:54,960 --> 00:21:58,760
Speaker 3: That also doesn't sound right. I always to jail, but

484
00:21:58,880 --> 00:22:02,040
Speaker 3: like but to like.

485
00:22:01,240 --> 00:22:04,119
Speaker 2: Like drill you about your joke and then be like,

486
00:22:04,440 --> 00:22:05,440
Speaker 2: but for the record.

487
00:22:05,200 --> 00:22:06,320
Speaker 4: I would I'll take you.

488
00:22:06,680 --> 00:22:10,160
Speaker 3: I would yeah do that. And I don't know where

489
00:22:10,160 --> 00:22:13,320
Speaker 3: he's at today. He's in jail. We need to find

490
00:22:13,400 --> 00:22:14,479
Speaker 3: he's in federal prison.

491
00:22:14,680 --> 00:22:17,840
Speaker 5: We're going to find him on my Raya account one day.

492
00:22:18,080 --> 00:22:18,240
Speaker 7: Ya.

493
00:22:18,600 --> 00:22:19,880
Speaker 3: Yeah, I love playing, right.

494
00:22:19,960 --> 00:22:22,560
Speaker 5: That's like the best game ever is like to get

495
00:22:22,560 --> 00:22:24,560
Speaker 5: on my Raya account, lay in a circle and we

496
00:22:24,600 --> 00:22:26,479
Speaker 5: all giggle about the people on Raya.

497
00:22:26,880 --> 00:22:30,720
Speaker 1: Everybody everybody cheats these games, like these apps like a game.

498
00:22:30,760 --> 00:22:32,520
Speaker 2: It's not a game, literally what that man was saying,

499
00:22:32,520 --> 00:22:32,960
Speaker 2: and we're.

500
00:22:32,840 --> 00:22:35,719
Speaker 1: Like yeah, and it is literally, like it's so funny,

501
00:22:35,760 --> 00:22:36,680
Speaker 1: it's and like you.

502
00:22:36,640 --> 00:22:39,600
Speaker 3: Know what, Actually, at that time, I had no money,

503
00:22:39,640 --> 00:22:42,200
Speaker 3: So yeah, I was going on Tinder to get free.

504
00:22:43,440 --> 00:22:44,440
Speaker 4: He was starving.

505
00:22:46,480 --> 00:22:50,760
Speaker 2: You genuinely had you were like, because you had.

506
00:22:52,560 --> 00:22:55,080
Speaker 3: I was still living in Georgia and my rent at

507
00:22:55,080 --> 00:22:57,160
Speaker 3: the time was like I think, like three hundred dollars,

508
00:22:57,160 --> 00:22:59,360
Speaker 3: but like all I was making at the time working

509
00:22:59,400 --> 00:23:01,760
Speaker 3: at American was like three hundred dollars.

510
00:23:01,840 --> 00:23:03,080
Speaker 4: I was going to say, we need to talk about

511
00:23:03,119 --> 00:23:03,480
Speaker 4: that era.

512
00:23:04,200 --> 00:23:09,040
Speaker 3: All of my money was going towards rent, and I

513
00:23:09,040 --> 00:23:11,000
Speaker 3: didn't want to ask my parents for money because like

514
00:23:11,040 --> 00:23:13,600
Speaker 3: they didn't have any fucking money to give me. So

515
00:23:14,280 --> 00:23:18,400
Speaker 3: I went on Tinder and I that's such a way

516
00:23:18,440 --> 00:23:26,320
Speaker 3: to say. I did actually tell a guy.

517
00:23:26,000 --> 00:23:28,760
Speaker 4: It's your little doggy bottom.

518
00:23:29,119 --> 00:23:31,359
Speaker 3: I did tell a guy. I was like, you know,

519
00:23:31,400 --> 00:23:32,960
Speaker 3: like I am on this for dinner. And then he

520
00:23:33,160 --> 00:23:34,480
Speaker 3: just like kind of laughed it off, and I like

521
00:23:34,560 --> 00:23:36,320
Speaker 3: laughed it off and I didn't say anything, but because

522
00:23:36,359 --> 00:23:40,800
Speaker 3: I was like being serious, I was I was starving.

523
00:23:40,880 --> 00:23:45,280
Speaker 1: I was like please very or shaking getting ready because

524
00:23:45,280 --> 00:23:48,280
Speaker 1: you had it had your like proper meal.

525
00:23:48,400 --> 00:23:50,520
Speaker 3: I was broke and I lived with a roommate who

526
00:23:50,840 --> 00:23:51,760
Speaker 3: was actually.

527
00:23:52,320 --> 00:23:54,000
Speaker 4: Say I was going to say, if we can talk

528
00:23:54,040 --> 00:23:56,880
Speaker 4: about that, we can tell we can talk about it literally,

529
00:23:57,080 --> 00:23:59,920
Speaker 4: we won't mention names, but like you.

530
00:24:00,440 --> 00:24:04,840
Speaker 5: Just literally fucking crazy I've ever heard, Like to preface

531
00:24:04,880 --> 00:24:09,439
Speaker 5: the story, orian had like a nightmare fucking roommate and

532
00:24:09,480 --> 00:24:11,840
Speaker 5: like I know what you think, like oh, like over dramatic,

533
00:24:12,000 --> 00:24:17,679
Speaker 5: but like no, like y'all like literally psycho boots, like dangerous.

534
00:24:17,119 --> 00:24:20,040
Speaker 4: Like the killer behavior, but like behavior.

535
00:24:20,119 --> 00:24:25,080
Speaker 3: So I met this girl, Okay, I'm just like clearly,

536
00:24:25,920 --> 00:24:28,280
Speaker 3: like I said, no moral compass because there were multiple

537
00:24:28,280 --> 00:24:30,879
Speaker 3: reasons as to why I should not have moved in

538
00:24:30,920 --> 00:24:32,840
Speaker 3: with her in the first place, and yet I still

539
00:24:32,880 --> 00:24:36,120
Speaker 3: did it because I granted forgiveness. But I met her

540
00:24:36,200 --> 00:24:41,400
Speaker 3: through an ex boyfriend he was dating or his roommate

541
00:24:41,480 --> 00:24:44,359
Speaker 3: was dating her. Long story short, they broke up because

542
00:24:44,359 --> 00:24:46,879
Speaker 3: she was lying about her age the whole time, Like

543
00:24:46,920 --> 00:24:48,840
Speaker 3: he was like a grown man and she was lying

544
00:24:48,840 --> 00:24:52,160
Speaker 3: about her age. He found out on Facebook because her

545
00:24:52,280 --> 00:24:55,600
Speaker 3: dad posted like, well, no she I think like three

546
00:24:55,600 --> 00:24:58,960
Speaker 3: months and she told him like I needed like tell you, like,

547
00:24:59,000 --> 00:25:01,679
Speaker 3: I'm not twenty three, I'm actually eighteen. And he's like

548
00:25:01,720 --> 00:25:05,840
Speaker 3: fucking shell shocked by that, and he's like, whoa. I

549
00:25:05,840 --> 00:25:07,919
Speaker 3: think he was like twenty four at the time or something,

550
00:25:08,600 --> 00:25:10,840
Speaker 3: and he was just like, Okay, this is really weird,

551
00:25:10,960 --> 00:25:15,960
Speaker 3: but like I guess. And then they kept dating I think,

552
00:25:16,040 --> 00:25:17,680
Speaker 3: like only for like a couple of weeks. And then

553
00:25:17,720 --> 00:25:22,400
Speaker 3: her birthday rolls around and he sees on Facebook her

554
00:25:22,520 --> 00:25:26,240
Speaker 3: dad post on her wall like happy sixteenth or happy

555
00:25:26,280 --> 00:25:29,239
Speaker 3: seventeenth birthday or something like that, and he was like

556
00:25:30,320 --> 00:25:34,000
Speaker 3: fucking like what And I was like, oh, but she

557
00:25:34,119 --> 00:25:34,600
Speaker 3: was cool.

558
00:25:36,240 --> 00:25:37,720
Speaker 2: She had to do.

559
00:25:37,840 --> 00:25:41,320
Speaker 3: She was like so cool, and so eventually like that

560
00:25:41,480 --> 00:25:45,080
Speaker 3: like I was no longer dating and that person. So

561
00:25:45,200 --> 00:25:46,639
Speaker 3: I became friends with her, and it was this like

562
00:25:46,880 --> 00:25:49,600
Speaker 3: strange way I felt like me becoming closer to her

563
00:25:49,680 --> 00:25:53,600
Speaker 3: felt like I don't know. We both were dating roommates

564
00:25:53,640 --> 00:25:54,600
Speaker 3: and they both broke up.

565
00:25:54,840 --> 00:25:57,280
Speaker 2: Yeah, so it was almost like you guys won something

566
00:25:57,359 --> 00:25:57,760
Speaker 2: in the end.

567
00:25:57,880 --> 00:25:58,560
Speaker 3: Yeah exactly.

568
00:25:58,640 --> 00:26:02,240
Speaker 4: It's a TV show the two husbands leaving their wives

569
00:26:02,320 --> 00:26:03,560
Speaker 4: for you love.

570
00:26:04,560 --> 00:26:08,439
Speaker 3: Yeah, I knowed it, yeah exactly. So it was like

571
00:26:08,520 --> 00:26:13,960
Speaker 3: this gorgeous moment of this crazy person who I tried

572
00:26:14,000 --> 00:26:19,240
Speaker 3: to look past their behaviors. And so she was at

573
00:26:19,240 --> 00:26:22,920
Speaker 3: this time, like seventeen and I was like nineteen, and

574
00:26:23,440 --> 00:26:25,879
Speaker 3: she told me. We like sat down for lunch a

575
00:26:25,960 --> 00:26:29,119
Speaker 3: day and she's like, oh, can you my mom's coming,

576
00:26:29,200 --> 00:26:31,360
Speaker 3: Like I got this guy to like get this lease

577
00:26:31,400 --> 00:26:34,439
Speaker 3: on this house. Can you lied to my mom and

578
00:26:34,440 --> 00:26:35,919
Speaker 3: say that you're moving in with me and that like

579
00:26:35,960 --> 00:26:38,439
Speaker 3: you basically are on this lease. And I was like yeah, totally.

580
00:26:38,960 --> 00:26:40,159
Speaker 3: So we go to this house to see it and

581
00:26:40,200 --> 00:26:42,600
Speaker 3: it's this beautiful house and I'm like, oh my god, wait,

582
00:26:42,640 --> 00:26:44,600
Speaker 3: actually can I live here? Like I'm not kidding, like,

583
00:26:44,640 --> 00:26:46,520
Speaker 3: can I live here? She's like, yeah, you could take

584
00:26:46,560 --> 00:26:48,520
Speaker 3: any room. You want three hundred dollars a month, Like

585
00:26:49,000 --> 00:26:49,840
Speaker 3: that's whatever.

586
00:26:49,960 --> 00:26:50,800
Speaker 4: Oh deal.

587
00:26:51,520 --> 00:26:55,920
Speaker 3: As I'm moving in, it's my birthday. We're going out.

588
00:26:56,160 --> 00:26:58,240
Speaker 3: I see this guy from across the room. I'm like

589
00:26:58,280 --> 00:27:00,520
Speaker 3: in the most heartbroken state of my fucking life. I

590
00:27:00,680 --> 00:27:04,240
Speaker 3: just like got over a devastating breakup and I see

591
00:27:04,240 --> 00:27:05,800
Speaker 3: this guy who for the first time in a long

592
00:27:05,840 --> 00:27:08,000
Speaker 3: time that was I ever tracked anyone else. And I

593
00:27:08,040 --> 00:27:10,480
Speaker 3: was like this guy over here, and she's like, oh,

594
00:27:10,960 --> 00:27:12,600
Speaker 3: I thought he was cute too, and like I wanted

595
00:27:12,600 --> 00:27:13,960
Speaker 3: to get his number, and I was like, not on

596
00:27:13,960 --> 00:27:15,800
Speaker 3: my fucking birthday, dude. But I'm also not going to

597
00:27:15,840 --> 00:27:18,720
Speaker 3: have this conversation with anyone, like that's all yours. I

598
00:27:18,760 --> 00:27:20,879
Speaker 3: don't care. And she's like, no, I don't want to.

599
00:27:21,000 --> 00:27:23,280
Speaker 3: I don't want to. Long story short, I ended up

600
00:27:23,320 --> 00:27:26,240
Speaker 3: seeing this guy. She I came home and I told

601
00:27:26,280 --> 00:27:27,400
Speaker 3: her about it. I was like, you know that guy

602
00:27:27,440 --> 00:27:30,280
Speaker 3: that we saw, I ran into him at a coffee

603
00:27:30,280 --> 00:27:33,320
Speaker 3: shop and we're you know, we went on a date.

604
00:27:33,359 --> 00:27:35,800
Speaker 3: She's like that's so great. I'm so happy for you.

605
00:27:35,840 --> 00:27:38,440
Speaker 3: And like it was like this moment where I was like, Wow,

606
00:27:38,480 --> 00:27:41,920
Speaker 3: this girl's like she's just as as I am. She's

607
00:27:42,320 --> 00:27:45,960
Speaker 3: so sweet, so mind you, I wasn't fully moved in yet.

608
00:27:46,000 --> 00:27:48,720
Speaker 3: I went to go stay at my mom's house and

609
00:27:48,920 --> 00:27:50,600
Speaker 3: I wake up one morning and I had a miscall

610
00:27:50,680 --> 00:27:54,880
Speaker 3: from her and I had a miscall from him. Wait

611
00:27:54,880 --> 00:27:59,280
Speaker 3: did she go see him? At the time, her only

612
00:27:59,359 --> 00:28:01,639
Speaker 3: like form of social media that she was really active

613
00:28:01,680 --> 00:28:03,879
Speaker 3: on was Facebook, and same with him. He didn't like

614
00:28:03,920 --> 00:28:06,560
Speaker 3: have an Instagram or anything. So my first instinct, I

615
00:28:06,600 --> 00:28:08,040
Speaker 3: have a miss call on the both of them. This

616
00:28:08,119 --> 00:28:10,040
Speaker 3: is really weird. And I think he texted me like

617
00:28:10,080 --> 00:28:12,600
Speaker 3: we need to talk about something. I went on The

618
00:28:12,640 --> 00:28:14,000
Speaker 3: first thing I did was go on Facebook and went

619
00:28:14,040 --> 00:28:16,760
Speaker 3: on his Facebook, and we had, all of a sudden,

620
00:28:16,760 --> 00:28:19,040
Speaker 3: one mutual friend and it was her and we had

621
00:28:19,040 --> 00:28:21,239
Speaker 3: never had any mutual friends. And I was like, you

622
00:28:21,320 --> 00:28:23,120
Speaker 3: don't even need to tell me what happened, Like I

623
00:28:23,160 --> 00:28:26,439
Speaker 3: know what happened. Anyways, I give him a call and

624
00:28:26,440 --> 00:28:29,440
Speaker 3: he's like, so she invited me over to y'all's house

625
00:28:30,359 --> 00:28:35,359
Speaker 3: at the crib I was living. I invited or she

626
00:28:35,400 --> 00:28:37,840
Speaker 3: invited me over and like and like he was like

627
00:28:37,880 --> 00:28:39,520
Speaker 3: beating around the bush and I was like, okay, well

628
00:28:39,560 --> 00:28:41,400
Speaker 3: did you guys have sex? Like all that's all I

629
00:28:41,400 --> 00:28:42,960
Speaker 3: need to know. Because I hadn't even had sex with

630
00:28:43,040 --> 00:28:48,240
Speaker 3: this guy yet, and she she got bones before you know, folly.

631
00:28:48,720 --> 00:28:51,280
Speaker 3: We were seeing each other for like about a month,

632
00:28:51,480 --> 00:28:53,959
Speaker 3: but we hadn't like, like I said, it was very

633
00:28:53,960 --> 00:28:56,000
Speaker 3: sensitive time for me. I wasn't ready to be you know,

634
00:28:56,200 --> 00:29:02,080
Speaker 3: respect promiscuous. And turns out as he was about to

635
00:29:02,120 --> 00:29:04,440
Speaker 3: answer that, like there was like a prolonged silence and

636
00:29:04,440 --> 00:29:06,040
Speaker 3: I was like, no, I just hung up the phone.

637
00:29:06,200 --> 00:29:08,600
Speaker 3: I drove my ass to that house as fast as

638
00:29:08,600 --> 00:29:11,000
Speaker 3: I could. I opened up the door. I hadn't spoken

639
00:29:11,000 --> 00:29:12,640
Speaker 3: to her all day because she like knows that she

640
00:29:12,760 --> 00:29:15,080
Speaker 3: did something wrong. And I busted the door open and

641
00:29:15,080 --> 00:29:17,800
Speaker 3: I charged upstairs. I started like packing all my vinyls

642
00:29:17,840 --> 00:29:21,280
Speaker 3: back into like the box, open the door. She's like,

643
00:29:21,320 --> 00:29:23,240
Speaker 3: I'm so sorry, and I'm like.

644
00:29:23,320 --> 00:29:23,840
Speaker 4: Why would you?

645
00:29:23,880 --> 00:29:25,960
Speaker 3: And we're just like yelling at each other, and then

646
00:29:26,000 --> 00:29:29,280
Speaker 3: she convinces me, and I don't know if it's so

647
00:29:29,360 --> 00:29:31,280
Speaker 3: much convincing me, because like I knew deep down that

648
00:29:31,440 --> 00:29:33,840
Speaker 3: like this wasn't the case, but like I just wanted

649
00:29:34,520 --> 00:29:35,600
Speaker 3: to forgive.

650
00:29:35,240 --> 00:29:39,959
Speaker 1: Her friend and you live with her, and it's like

651
00:29:40,200 --> 00:29:42,120
Speaker 1: way easier to just be like whatever.

652
00:29:42,000 --> 00:29:45,200
Speaker 3: And she basically was the story being like he's doing

653
00:29:45,240 --> 00:29:46,800
Speaker 3: this to us. Look at what he did to us,

654
00:29:46,840 --> 00:29:50,440
Speaker 3: Like he's playing the both of us, Like this man

655
00:29:50,560 --> 00:29:53,160
Speaker 3: is like terrorizing her lives. So I was like, okay, word.

656
00:29:53,200 --> 00:29:56,280
Speaker 3: So I ended up moving and that was where it

657
00:29:56,320 --> 00:29:58,720
Speaker 3: all goes downhill. And I don't know how I didn't.

658
00:29:58,400 --> 00:29:59,760
Speaker 2: Know that happened.

659
00:29:59,840 --> 00:30:02,600
Speaker 5: But before you moved, Yeah, I thought that you were

660
00:30:02,600 --> 00:30:06,200
Speaker 5: already living there when that happened before I moved in.

661
00:30:06,720 --> 00:30:08,440
Speaker 2: Oh my god, the last thing you moved in was

662
00:30:08,480 --> 00:30:09,440
Speaker 2: your vinyls.

663
00:30:09,720 --> 00:30:09,920
Speaker 3: Yeah.

664
00:30:10,000 --> 00:30:14,960
Speaker 4: Girl, she was working as American Apparel and she was

665
00:30:15,000 --> 00:30:19,160
Speaker 4: famous on Tumblin all of yours and she was the

666
00:30:19,320 --> 00:30:20,240
Speaker 4: Tumblr girl.

667
00:30:21,440 --> 00:30:23,720
Speaker 2: I am so jealous of the fact that you worked

668
00:30:23,720 --> 00:30:24,600
Speaker 2: at American Apparel.

669
00:30:24,760 --> 00:30:27,920
Speaker 4: That is so sick. Such a lit like I mean,

670
00:30:27,920 --> 00:30:29,240
Speaker 4: it was awful, but like it's.

671
00:30:29,400 --> 00:30:33,479
Speaker 3: Orally amazing, but like was it though? Like actually were you?

672
00:30:33,720 --> 00:30:36,240
Speaker 4: Were you a good worker a bad work both?

673
00:30:37,280 --> 00:30:40,320
Speaker 3: I was just saying, I mean to it, but let

674
00:30:40,400 --> 00:30:44,120
Speaker 3: me finish a swimming story really quick. No, she's I'm

675
00:30:44,120 --> 00:30:46,360
Speaker 3: trying to make this as short as possible, Like I am. Also,

676
00:30:46,400 --> 00:30:48,400
Speaker 3: I heard that you said that I was a scorpio,

677
00:30:48,640 --> 00:30:49,600
Speaker 3: which is blasting.

678
00:30:49,720 --> 00:30:51,600
Speaker 1: I know, I know, but see how I corrected myself

679
00:30:51,600 --> 00:30:55,600
Speaker 1: immediately I used virgo. No, yeah, because after I go, oh,

680
00:30:55,600 --> 00:30:57,600
Speaker 1: my fucking god, she's a virgo. She's gonna be so mad.

681
00:30:57,800 --> 00:31:01,320
Speaker 3: No, here's I. Yeah, that's trifling and that's blasphemous.

682
00:31:01,440 --> 00:31:04,000
Speaker 4: And why would you do.

683
00:31:04,120 --> 00:31:05,200
Speaker 3: Think if someone I had sex with.

684
00:31:05,240 --> 00:31:06,400
Speaker 2: I was like, oh, I want to have sex with

685
00:31:06,400 --> 00:31:07,880
Speaker 2: the ride, and I was like, I.

686
00:31:07,920 --> 00:31:13,960
Speaker 5: Thought that the stars are pitting these two beautiful women

687
00:31:13,960 --> 00:31:16,880
Speaker 5: against each other right now, like they're doing something demonic.

688
00:31:17,360 --> 00:31:19,880
Speaker 2: Yeah, it will.

689
00:31:19,760 --> 00:31:22,640
Speaker 3: Happen, it'll happen. Anyways, I have the ability to turn

690
00:31:22,680 --> 00:31:24,320
Speaker 3: like the shortest story in the world into a fucking

691
00:31:24,400 --> 00:31:31,360
Speaker 3: again dissertation. Because you're right, She like, I didn't have

692
00:31:31,400 --> 00:31:33,720
Speaker 3: any friends period, so I was kind of her only friend.

693
00:31:33,720 --> 00:31:35,720
Speaker 3: But I had other friends, so I would start hanging

694
00:31:35,720 --> 00:31:37,680
Speaker 3: out with other people and she would get really upset

695
00:31:37,760 --> 00:31:39,880
Speaker 3: and like text me and be like why didn't you

696
00:31:39,960 --> 00:31:41,680
Speaker 3: invite me? Or like why aren't you Oh.

697
00:31:41,600 --> 00:31:43,040
Speaker 4: My god, she's literally the killing.

698
00:31:42,920 --> 00:31:45,560
Speaker 3: And like just became like really angry anytime I wouldn't

699
00:31:45,640 --> 00:31:47,760
Speaker 3: involve her in things. So keep in mind, this is

700
00:31:47,800 --> 00:31:51,720
Speaker 3: when we start going on this tour and I'm out

701
00:31:51,760 --> 00:31:55,280
Speaker 3: of town. And she also she was just filthy. She

702
00:31:55,400 --> 00:31:57,960
Speaker 3: let her dogs ship all over the house. She would

703
00:31:58,040 --> 00:31:59,560
Speaker 3: leave like cereal bulls filled.

704
00:32:00,160 --> 00:32:00,600
Speaker 4: This is mad.

705
00:32:01,720 --> 00:32:03,480
Speaker 2: This is me talking about Josh.

706
00:32:03,520 --> 00:32:05,920
Speaker 3: It was humiliating. They invite someone over and there's dog

707
00:32:06,000 --> 00:32:08,080
Speaker 3: shit on the floor and like a ferret running loose

708
00:32:08,240 --> 00:32:11,560
Speaker 3: like and that fucking ferret would slip under my door

709
00:32:11,680 --> 00:32:13,480
Speaker 3: in the middle of the night, like it didn't have

710
00:32:13,520 --> 00:32:13,960
Speaker 3: a cage.

711
00:32:14,200 --> 00:32:17,880
Speaker 4: Jills really staying.

712
00:32:17,800 --> 00:32:20,160
Speaker 3: And she told me. I was like, I will move

713
00:32:20,200 --> 00:32:22,680
Speaker 3: in if I could bring my cats, and she was

714
00:32:22,720 --> 00:32:24,480
Speaker 3: like no, no, she was like, no, that's perfect, that's

715
00:32:24,480 --> 00:32:26,480
Speaker 3: totally fine. I couldn't bring my cats. All of a sudden,

716
00:32:26,520 --> 00:32:29,160
Speaker 3: she's allergic to cats, and I have to keep my

717
00:32:29,240 --> 00:32:32,120
Speaker 3: cats in my room with the litteral like everything. All

718
00:32:32,160 --> 00:32:35,240
Speaker 3: my cats are being locked in the room. A week later,

719
00:32:35,520 --> 00:32:39,160
Speaker 3: her mother gives her mother like three cats that she

720
00:32:39,200 --> 00:32:41,880
Speaker 3: found off the street, and so we have three other cats.

721
00:32:41,920 --> 00:32:44,560
Speaker 3: Like it was I was living in a horderhouse. It

722
00:32:44,640 --> 00:32:49,240
Speaker 3: was insane. And anyways, we go on tour and this

723
00:32:49,320 --> 00:32:51,760
Speaker 3: other roommate comes in and he moves in. They get

724
00:32:51,800 --> 00:32:53,800
Speaker 3: really close, and I was like, you know what, fine, Like,

725
00:32:53,840 --> 00:32:55,640
Speaker 3: thank god, like she's kind of off my back and

726
00:32:55,680 --> 00:32:58,080
Speaker 3: like with this guy, and then I'm like, he's gonna

727
00:32:58,080 --> 00:33:00,000
Speaker 3: come around, though he's gonna I started seeing her crazy.

728
00:33:00,040 --> 00:33:01,479
Speaker 3: I'm like, he's going to come around and see it,

729
00:33:02,120 --> 00:33:05,600
Speaker 3: and she, Oh my god. So many moments when we

730
00:33:05,640 --> 00:33:09,200
Speaker 3: went out of town. I forget really what was the

731
00:33:09,240 --> 00:33:12,840
Speaker 3: like like the kicker of what it all? But she

732
00:33:12,920 --> 00:33:15,680
Speaker 3: would just to name a few, She'd broke into my

733
00:33:15,760 --> 00:33:17,320
Speaker 3: room because I had a dead bowl on my door.

734
00:33:17,640 --> 00:33:19,680
Speaker 3: She broke in my room, stole my lingerie.

735
00:33:20,360 --> 00:33:22,040
Speaker 4: That's my favorite.

736
00:33:22,240 --> 00:33:23,240
Speaker 3: And like being.

737
00:33:23,080 --> 00:33:25,360
Speaker 1: Dound so bad that you don't have time to go

738
00:33:25,480 --> 00:33:27,880
Speaker 1: just pick some shit up from Goodwill, you're busting open

739
00:33:27,920 --> 00:33:28,720
Speaker 1: this girl's door.

740
00:33:28,840 --> 00:33:30,560
Speaker 3: The worst thing about it is I found out about

741
00:33:30,560 --> 00:33:33,040
Speaker 3: the launderie because once she posted Instagram photos of her

742
00:33:33,080 --> 00:33:37,080
Speaker 3: wearing my entree, like I followed, you dude, like literally

743
00:33:37,240 --> 00:33:41,280
Speaker 3: mean safe. And two I came home and she, like

744
00:33:41,320 --> 00:33:45,240
Speaker 3: I said, very filthy, would leave like dirty clothes on

745
00:33:45,280 --> 00:33:47,800
Speaker 3: the bathroom floor and I'm just like using the bathroom

746
00:33:47,840 --> 00:33:51,400
Speaker 3: and I'm like looking and I'm like, my panties are

747
00:33:51,400 --> 00:33:54,280
Speaker 3: soiled on the ground right now, Like what.

748
00:33:55,040 --> 00:33:59,719
Speaker 4: Like I hadn't You're just lying?

749
00:33:57,160 --> 00:34:02,400
Speaker 3: You The thing is I hadn't. It was like nice laudree,

750
00:34:02,440 --> 00:34:04,680
Speaker 3: like I had no business wearing lingerie in this like

751
00:34:04,840 --> 00:34:08,360
Speaker 3: moment in time. And she was just like denied every

752
00:34:08,440 --> 00:34:10,560
Speaker 3: part of it, like fully denied.

753
00:34:10,640 --> 00:34:14,120
Speaker 1: And then honestly, there's something so awesome about somebody living

754
00:34:14,200 --> 00:34:16,600
Speaker 1: like that, because how.

755
00:34:16,640 --> 00:34:19,120
Speaker 3: Like at one nile she was like, I didn't know

756
00:34:19,160 --> 00:34:21,760
Speaker 3: these were yours? They weren't. They were in my drawer.

757
00:34:22,160 --> 00:34:23,759
Speaker 4: Yeah, in the room that you broke it.

758
00:34:23,800 --> 00:34:30,560
Speaker 3: Down, I literally broke into God what else? She The

759
00:34:30,640 --> 00:34:34,080
Speaker 3: day that I moved out, I went on I went

760
00:34:34,120 --> 00:34:36,040
Speaker 3: on a live stream to talk about her, but I

761
00:34:36,200 --> 00:34:38,200
Speaker 3: never said her name, and no one knew who I

762
00:34:38,280 --> 00:34:41,319
Speaker 3: was living with, and like no one was really on

763
00:34:41,360 --> 00:34:43,520
Speaker 3: this live stream, but she was clocked in. I don't

764
00:34:43,520 --> 00:34:45,200
Speaker 3: know how the fuck she was clocked.

765
00:34:44,880 --> 00:34:48,040
Speaker 2: In, but back like did she's literally the killer keep going.

766
00:34:47,920 --> 00:34:50,480
Speaker 3: Up and no, you're fine, and she I had a

767
00:34:50,480 --> 00:34:52,880
Speaker 3: friend over and Katie and I are in the room,

768
00:34:53,040 --> 00:34:55,440
Speaker 3: like and I just hear the front door open and

769
00:34:55,480 --> 00:34:57,760
Speaker 3: then the front door slam, and I hear her barging

770
00:34:57,840 --> 00:34:59,400
Speaker 3: up the stairs, and I look at Katie and I'm like,

771
00:35:00,040 --> 00:35:01,520
Speaker 3: this isn't good because I have no idea what she's

772
00:35:01,520 --> 00:35:03,359
Speaker 3: about to yell let me about and she she does

773
00:35:03,400 --> 00:35:06,279
Speaker 3: like she's like cointisential white woman where they when they

774
00:35:06,280 --> 00:35:08,680
Speaker 3: get mad, they go can I talk to you for

775
00:35:08,719 --> 00:35:11,560
Speaker 3: a second? Pa set outside, like can you open the door,

776
00:35:11,600 --> 00:35:16,080
Speaker 3: like I just want to talk to you and that no, no, no,

777
00:35:16,120 --> 00:35:20,040
Speaker 3: I've been off and she basically opened the door and

778
00:35:20,160 --> 00:35:22,360
Speaker 3: was like, why are you online saying that I'm moral worson?

779
00:35:22,400 --> 00:35:23,919
Speaker 3: And I'm like I just like had to like laugh

780
00:35:23,920 --> 00:35:26,200
Speaker 3: in her face, like like I maybe under it was

781
00:35:26,480 --> 00:35:29,320
Speaker 3: that situations where I'm in arguing with I'm arguing with people,

782
00:35:29,360 --> 00:35:31,279
Speaker 3: I like have to laugh because it is because it's

783
00:35:33,760 --> 00:35:35,920
Speaker 3: and I'm like, listen, I never said your name, I

784
00:35:35,920 --> 00:35:38,640
Speaker 3: never said anything bad about I'm only like telling the truth.

785
00:35:40,680 --> 00:35:43,320
Speaker 3: I said something. Really, her mom was behind her the

786
00:35:43,360 --> 00:35:45,279
Speaker 3: whole time. Actually, I forgot to mention the fact that

787
00:35:45,280 --> 00:35:48,920
Speaker 3: her mom was behind her. And I was being really

788
00:35:48,960 --> 00:35:51,640
Speaker 3: respectful because her mom was behind her. But it wasn't

789
00:35:51,719 --> 00:35:54,319
Speaker 3: until her mother said something and her mom was like, well,

790
00:35:54,320 --> 00:35:56,080
Speaker 3: maybe if you learned how to pay rent all time,

791
00:35:56,160 --> 00:35:59,320
Speaker 3: you wouldn't be getting kicked out. And I was like, oh,

792
00:35:59,719 --> 00:36:03,799
Speaker 3: so this is the lie. Oh she's telling people that

793
00:36:03,920 --> 00:36:06,560
Speaker 3: I wasn't paying rent, so therefore I'm getting kicked out

794
00:36:07,520 --> 00:36:11,960
Speaker 3: and I did something really horrible and I said something

795
00:36:12,000 --> 00:36:15,080
Speaker 3: about her life that her mother does not know about,

796
00:36:16,480 --> 00:36:18,000
Speaker 3: you know what. And actually I don't feel bad for

797
00:36:18,040 --> 00:36:22,000
Speaker 3: this because she she literally cares again. I just said, well,

798
00:36:22,239 --> 00:36:24,080
Speaker 3: how about you ask your daughter how she makes her

799
00:36:24,080 --> 00:36:26,880
Speaker 3: rent money? And then I didn't say what it was.

800
00:36:27,000 --> 00:36:28,759
Speaker 3: I just said, just ask her about it, and she

801
00:36:29,080 --> 00:36:33,279
Speaker 3: fucking god damn it O'Ryan slams the door in my

802
00:36:33,360 --> 00:36:36,680
Speaker 3: face and then Katie, Katie's filming this whole thing, also

803
00:36:36,760 --> 00:36:40,080
Speaker 3: like laughing, and I'm like, what is and She's like,

804
00:36:40,840 --> 00:36:42,799
Speaker 3: that night, I just packed up everything and I left.

805
00:36:42,800 --> 00:36:44,000
Speaker 3: That literally would have.

806
00:36:44,000 --> 00:36:45,200
Speaker 2: Fucking stabbed you in sep.

807
00:36:45,280 --> 00:36:47,160
Speaker 3: And another reason why I don't feel bad for saying

808
00:36:47,200 --> 00:36:49,080
Speaker 3: this because a year later she texted me and was like,

809
00:36:49,160 --> 00:36:50,759
Speaker 3: I just wanted to reach out and apologize to you

810
00:36:50,800 --> 00:36:53,600
Speaker 3: for everything I did. So I wasn't technically the bad

811
00:36:53,600 --> 00:36:53,920
Speaker 3: guy for.

812
00:36:53,840 --> 00:36:57,160
Speaker 4: Saying anything money is going on.

813
00:36:57,760 --> 00:37:02,279
Speaker 3: She also was didn't have a study job, and so

814
00:37:02,400 --> 00:37:04,600
Speaker 3: she was pocketing my rent money. She was pocketing my

815
00:37:04,680 --> 00:37:08,319
Speaker 3: roommates rent money, and then was like asking us for

816
00:37:08,360 --> 00:37:11,360
Speaker 3: more money being like, oh, we actually need like money

817
00:37:11,360 --> 00:37:12,360
Speaker 3: for the security deposit.

818
00:37:12,440 --> 00:37:12,680
Speaker 4: Babe.

819
00:37:12,760 --> 00:37:14,239
Speaker 3: We've been in this house for six months. What do

820
00:37:14,280 --> 00:37:16,520
Speaker 3: you mean we need the security right now?

821
00:37:16,600 --> 00:37:19,880
Speaker 2: Crazy, It's like, hey, the security deposit fell through, so

822
00:37:20,000 --> 00:37:20,719
Speaker 2: we like need more.

823
00:37:21,160 --> 00:37:23,320
Speaker 3: And no, it was just to make sure it was absurd.

824
00:37:23,400 --> 00:37:25,640
Speaker 3: Oh and one time when I was out of town

825
00:37:25,920 --> 00:37:29,800
Speaker 3: on a press play, it was Halloween, she threw a

826
00:37:29,840 --> 00:37:33,160
Speaker 3: Halloween party at her house and she invited over my

827
00:37:33,280 --> 00:37:36,000
Speaker 3: ex boyfriend, who I was so devastated over, who she

828
00:37:36,080 --> 00:37:39,479
Speaker 3: knew I was devastated over, and he came probably thinking,

829
00:37:39,520 --> 00:37:41,520
Speaker 3: I mean for the hopes. I'm hoping that he thought

830
00:37:41,560 --> 00:37:44,680
Speaker 3: that I would be there, but he went to our house.

831
00:37:45,280 --> 00:37:47,120
Speaker 3: And oh, also the guy that she ended up having

832
00:37:47,200 --> 00:37:50,839
Speaker 3: sex with, who I was seeing before, she told him

833
00:37:51,560 --> 00:37:53,400
Speaker 3: to not be with me or to not date me

834
00:37:53,480 --> 00:37:56,640
Speaker 3: because I'm like, I'm so emotionally unavailable, which like she

835
00:37:56,719 --> 00:37:57,719
Speaker 3: might have been right about that.

836
00:37:58,040 --> 00:38:00,239
Speaker 4: But also, y'all have known each other for like, yeah,

837
00:38:00,239 --> 00:38:00,840
Speaker 4: two days.

838
00:38:01,160 --> 00:38:06,719
Speaker 1: Yeah, it was also she literally went after somebody who

839
00:38:06,800 --> 00:38:09,760
Speaker 1: you were actively seeing, Like that is so insane.

840
00:38:09,920 --> 00:38:10,680
Speaker 3: She's a marvel.

841
00:38:10,760 --> 00:38:12,640
Speaker 2: No, I'm I'm like, it's.

842
00:38:12,480 --> 00:38:16,600
Speaker 1: Literally like brave people who live that lifestyle and genuinely

843
00:38:16,640 --> 00:38:19,880
Speaker 1: can do it fearlessly, are genuinely soldiers.

844
00:38:20,040 --> 00:38:24,360
Speaker 3: So I have the utmost respect for her in the

845
00:38:24,480 --> 00:38:27,680
Speaker 3: craziest way because she has managed to live her life

846
00:38:27,680 --> 00:38:30,759
Speaker 3: this way and like even like I moved to LA

847
00:38:30,920 --> 00:38:33,120
Speaker 3: and a year and a half into moving, I get

848
00:38:33,120 --> 00:38:35,440
Speaker 3: an email from someone who's living with her at the

849
00:38:35,480 --> 00:38:39,120
Speaker 3: time being like, I live with blank and I need pointers.

850
00:38:39,560 --> 00:38:41,759
Speaker 3: She told me all this about you. I believed it.

851
00:38:41,880 --> 00:38:43,799
Speaker 3: Now she's doing the same shit to me and she's

852
00:38:43,840 --> 00:38:47,360
Speaker 3: taking me to court like blah blah blah. So taking

853
00:38:47,440 --> 00:38:49,880
Speaker 3: me to like she like needed a witness, and I'm like, babe,

854
00:38:50,040 --> 00:38:53,640
Speaker 3: I'm so sorry you're going through this, but I'm not

855
00:38:54,120 --> 00:38:57,600
Speaker 3: evolving myself with this. Yeah, she was a piece, but

856
00:38:57,719 --> 00:39:00,960
Speaker 3: I respect it because at the end of the day,

857
00:39:01,000 --> 00:39:05,600
Speaker 3: she ended up getting everything, living life and in her

858
00:39:05,680 --> 00:39:08,200
Speaker 3: own way she is she has a girl boss.

859
00:39:08,280 --> 00:39:09,400
Speaker 2: Yeah, so insane.

860
00:39:09,600 --> 00:39:14,360
Speaker 1: Like I also, since we've lived together and with Josh,

861
00:39:14,680 --> 00:39:17,800
Speaker 1: it's crazy. I'm never gonna have a crazy roommate story

862
00:39:18,040 --> 00:39:19,600
Speaker 1: because oh that can.

863
00:39:19,560 --> 00:39:22,239
Speaker 4: Change, like that that will change.

864
00:39:22,520 --> 00:39:24,080
Speaker 2: Oh, you know what, It's funny that I said that

865
00:39:24,080 --> 00:39:24,839
Speaker 2: behind your back.

866
00:39:24,880 --> 00:39:28,319
Speaker 1: I'm always like, I'm like my fucking roommate. Actually, it's

867
00:39:28,360 --> 00:39:30,320
Speaker 1: not really wrong to call you my roommate.

868
00:39:30,920 --> 00:39:33,759
Speaker 3: But it doesn't feel when people are like my life

869
00:39:33,840 --> 00:39:34,759
Speaker 3: partner that I live with.

870
00:39:34,920 --> 00:39:37,959
Speaker 4: No, I literally say I live with my friends. That's

871
00:39:38,000 --> 00:39:38,960
Speaker 4: I can't say roommate.

872
00:39:39,000 --> 00:39:43,880
Speaker 1: It's disrespectful roommate, and then immediately go it's he's my

873
00:39:43,960 --> 00:39:46,640
Speaker 1: best friend, but we live together my room.

874
00:39:46,760 --> 00:39:50,040
Speaker 5: That herd you found on your floor like two or

875
00:39:50,040 --> 00:39:53,040
Speaker 5: three days ago, and we thought it was Les, Yeah,

876
00:39:53,080 --> 00:39:54,720
Speaker 5: it was actually me shitting on your floor.

877
00:39:54,880 --> 00:39:56,920
Speaker 1: Oh why would you and you let me clean it?

878
00:39:56,960 --> 00:39:59,239
Speaker 1: You watched me clean your ship, Yeah, because I was

879
00:39:59,719 --> 00:40:00,920
Speaker 1: do for you to do that.

880
00:40:01,040 --> 00:40:02,719
Speaker 4: I just you didn't do anything. I just like get

881
00:40:02,719 --> 00:40:04,799
Speaker 4: off on that. Like it's just like this thing.

882
00:40:05,080 --> 00:40:06,120
Speaker 3: She has this thing.

883
00:40:06,360 --> 00:40:09,480
Speaker 1: Yeah, yeah, he's so awesome.

884
00:40:09,480 --> 00:40:10,080
Speaker 2: He's perfect.

885
00:40:10,080 --> 00:40:12,680
Speaker 3: But there's one thing. There's this one he loves sitting

886
00:40:12,719 --> 00:40:15,520
Speaker 3: on the floor watching ship. It's really trying.

887
00:40:15,520 --> 00:40:16,839
Speaker 1: I don't think I told you that. I woke up

888
00:40:16,840 --> 00:40:19,120
Speaker 1: and Aol had pooped on my floor because the turd

889
00:40:19,160 --> 00:40:20,960
Speaker 1: got stuck to her butt, and I think before she

890
00:40:21,000 --> 00:40:22,600
Speaker 1: got on the bed, she like shook it off and

891
00:40:22,640 --> 00:40:24,880
Speaker 1: then jumped on my bed, slept right next to my

892
00:40:24,920 --> 00:40:27,400
Speaker 1: fucking head, and I had taken a bunch of night

893
00:40:27,480 --> 00:40:30,680
Speaker 1: quill because I was like, I've been super sick and congested,

894
00:40:31,040 --> 00:40:33,759
Speaker 1: so I went to go get off my bed and

895
00:40:33,920 --> 00:40:36,640
Speaker 1: I wear slippers in the house, Thank fucking God, because

896
00:40:36,640 --> 00:40:39,360
Speaker 1: I stepped on the show. And then the next morning,

897
00:40:39,400 --> 00:40:41,520
Speaker 1: because I'm so congested, I didn't smell it and you

898
00:40:41,560 --> 00:40:43,120
Speaker 1: were was like, oh, it stinks in here, and I was.

899
00:40:43,040 --> 00:40:45,080
Speaker 2: Like, does it though, because I.

900
00:40:45,160 --> 00:40:49,200
Speaker 3: Was selling anything. It's like immune to the smell of

901
00:40:49,239 --> 00:40:52,560
Speaker 3: the litter up this way makes me sleep on the

902
00:40:52,600 --> 00:40:54,520
Speaker 3: other side of the bed closest to the litter and

903
00:40:54,560 --> 00:40:57,000
Speaker 3: I have to like sleep like that when.

904
00:40:56,880 --> 00:40:59,920
Speaker 5: You sleep in INA's room, like Azul for some reason

905
00:41:00,160 --> 00:41:02,840
Speaker 5: takes the loudest, stinkiest, grossest ship.

906
00:41:04,160 --> 00:41:05,040
Speaker 2: Someone else is in the room.

907
00:41:05,040 --> 00:41:07,560
Speaker 1: Because when Sabrina was staying here, it was the first

908
00:41:07,680 --> 00:41:10,840
Speaker 1: night I walked to go shower and Sabrina started freaking

909
00:41:10,840 --> 00:41:12,680
Speaker 1: out because it started to smell so bad in my

910
00:41:12,719 --> 00:41:13,640
Speaker 1: room because his little.

911
00:41:13,520 --> 00:41:16,279
Speaker 2: Just immediately the second I left the room ran into

912
00:41:16,320 --> 00:41:16,839
Speaker 2: the litter box.

913
00:41:16,840 --> 00:41:18,200
Speaker 3: It took a big ship. Panic.

914
00:41:18,320 --> 00:41:18,520
Speaker 5: Yeah.

915
00:41:18,880 --> 00:41:21,720
Speaker 3: Literally, he's learning some traits from Drew exactly.

916
00:41:21,760 --> 00:41:22,839
Speaker 4: He watches his dad.

917
00:41:22,960 --> 00:41:25,200
Speaker 3: He gets some anxiety and he has to like let

918
00:41:25,239 --> 00:41:29,240
Speaker 3: it out. How about this, well, she has scarlet fever.

919
00:41:29,440 --> 00:41:34,480
Speaker 2: Yeah, I literally have a scarlet fever golf Sorry sorry, sorry, sorry,

920
00:41:34,680 --> 00:41:37,440
Speaker 2: right sorry. Thing like that is so embarrassing.

921
00:41:37,480 --> 00:41:38,680
Speaker 3: It's really humiliating.

922
00:41:40,640 --> 00:41:44,800
Speaker 4: What else you got, right, not much? You got something

923
00:41:44,840 --> 00:41:45,640
Speaker 4: special working.

924
00:41:46,840 --> 00:41:49,359
Speaker 3: The devil loves idle hands. That's why I'm here.

925
00:41:49,760 --> 00:41:54,200
Speaker 5: Guys Orian has like something seriously wrong with her and

926
00:41:54,280 --> 00:41:57,280
Speaker 5: like she found out about it, like was it yesterday?

927
00:41:57,560 --> 00:42:00,000
Speaker 3: Found out about it yesterday? Yeah, And I'm self like.

928
00:42:00,120 --> 00:42:02,080
Speaker 4: Sing, by the way, it's really sad.

929
00:42:02,320 --> 00:42:06,920
Speaker 3: It's major. I think I'm dyslexic. I'm so serious. I

930
00:42:06,960 --> 00:42:09,759
Speaker 3: found out that I have been paying taxes to the

931
00:42:09,840 --> 00:42:12,800
Speaker 3: wrong under the wrong social Security number.

932
00:42:13,000 --> 00:42:15,960
Speaker 1: It's funny because you've definitely you're committing fraud and you're

933
00:42:16,000 --> 00:42:17,440
Speaker 1: just trying to like cover it up with.

934
00:42:17,440 --> 00:42:21,680
Speaker 3: The you know, like I might be in federal prison

935
00:42:21,760 --> 00:42:25,040
Speaker 3: next Like no one's talking about that I go to

936
00:42:25,040 --> 00:42:25,960
Speaker 3: prison because then I.

937
00:42:25,960 --> 00:42:26,720
Speaker 2: Have to go to prison.

938
00:42:27,480 --> 00:42:29,120
Speaker 4: Hang out federal prison.

939
00:42:29,920 --> 00:42:33,360
Speaker 3: Yeah, well, okay, I switched up two numbers on accident,

940
00:42:34,080 --> 00:42:36,799
Speaker 3: and I'm working on it. But then I was like,

941
00:42:36,920 --> 00:42:39,480
Speaker 3: this is a serious problem because I was so convinced

942
00:42:39,520 --> 00:42:41,840
Speaker 3: that that was you know, my social Security number?

943
00:42:42,200 --> 00:42:45,000
Speaker 2: Is it? Like you just remembered it wrong and you would.

944
00:42:44,800 --> 00:42:47,160
Speaker 4: Yeah, what is your social Security number? Can you say

945
00:42:47,160 --> 00:42:47,640
Speaker 4: it out loud?

946
00:42:48,080 --> 00:42:50,200
Speaker 3: Should I the SA space?

947
00:42:50,360 --> 00:42:50,600
Speaker 4: Space?

948
00:42:50,680 --> 00:42:50,919
Speaker 2: Okay?

949
00:42:50,920 --> 00:42:57,440
Speaker 3: Cool? Anyway, I it was just I was doing it

950
00:42:57,520 --> 00:43:00,000
Speaker 3: right for years. I think it started in twenty twenty

951
00:43:00,160 --> 00:43:01,799
Speaker 3: is when I checked my W two and it was

952
00:43:01,800 --> 00:43:04,120
Speaker 3: like things were swapped and I'm like, oh fuck. And

953
00:43:04,160 --> 00:43:09,719
Speaker 3: also I just like, I have a hard time phonetically sometimes.

954
00:43:09,560 --> 00:43:12,160
Speaker 4: And so all the best writers in the world are dyslexic.

955
00:43:12,239 --> 00:43:16,279
Speaker 3: Well of Scott Fitzgerald and Yates, you know they're dyslexic.

956
00:43:16,400 --> 00:43:17,719
Speaker 4: So you're basically that.

957
00:43:17,719 --> 00:43:20,799
Speaker 3: That was the first thing I looked at after taking this.

958
00:43:21,239 --> 00:43:24,680
Speaker 4: We'll answer the screenshot after I took.

959
00:43:24,600 --> 00:43:27,040
Speaker 3: My dyslexia test online, which I think I need to

960
00:43:27,040 --> 00:43:29,719
Speaker 3: get tested in person because I don't know. You and

961
00:43:29,800 --> 00:43:30,920
Speaker 3: jew should go together.

962
00:43:31,600 --> 00:43:32,960
Speaker 4: That's what I said. I was like, we need to

963
00:43:32,960 --> 00:43:33,920
Speaker 4: go do that together.

964
00:43:34,239 --> 00:43:38,439
Speaker 3: And then I looked up writers with dyslexia, and then

965
00:43:39,520 --> 00:43:43,520
Speaker 3: you know, up became a bunch of ours and my

966
00:43:43,600 --> 00:43:46,279
Speaker 3: name is and it's like they are the most brilliant

967
00:43:46,600 --> 00:43:49,560
Speaker 3: writers of all time. They can craft a story better

968
00:43:49,600 --> 00:43:52,279
Speaker 3: than anyone who doesn't have dyslexia. So even if I

969
00:43:52,360 --> 00:43:57,640
Speaker 3: don't have dyslexia, I'm going to lie and right exactly.

970
00:43:58,960 --> 00:44:01,279
Speaker 1: Yeah, me and a Ryan are going on a slacation

971
00:44:01,520 --> 00:44:03,680
Speaker 1: together and it's going to be awesome.

972
00:44:03,880 --> 00:44:04,680
Speaker 3: It's gonna be awesome.

973
00:44:05,360 --> 00:44:07,720
Speaker 4: The girls are going to be scissoring on the beach.

974
00:44:08,080 --> 00:44:10,800
Speaker 3: Yeah, We're going to be tripping and scissoring on the beach.

975
00:44:12,920 --> 00:44:16,319
Speaker 3: Beautiful scissoring on the beach. Weird but beautiful is that

976
00:44:16,400 --> 00:44:24,200
Speaker 3: the album Snow on the Beach Taylor Swift, it's actually

977
00:44:24,440 --> 00:44:27,200
Speaker 3: oh yeah that on your Riot as your song.

978
00:44:27,400 --> 00:44:32,719
Speaker 2: Yeah, that is.

979
00:44:30,680 --> 00:44:34,560
Speaker 5: Also I told them and Indya and everybody in my

980
00:44:34,640 --> 00:44:36,560
Speaker 5: life about this. But I don't know if you know

981
00:44:36,600 --> 00:44:39,359
Speaker 5: about this. But like around the same time we first met,

982
00:44:39,400 --> 00:44:40,319
Speaker 5: Taylor Swift wrote a.

983
00:44:40,320 --> 00:44:44,400
Speaker 4: Song about me. Oh really, Yeah, Drew looks at me, smiles.

984
00:44:44,440 --> 00:44:45,879
Speaker 3: It's just like unreleased.

985
00:44:47,200 --> 00:44:49,840
Speaker 2: She actually does say, Drew literally.

986
00:44:50,000 --> 00:44:54,280
Speaker 4: Looks at me, big mouse.

987
00:44:54,640 --> 00:44:57,360
Speaker 3: He see that was me at the party when you

988
00:44:57,400 --> 00:45:02,640
Speaker 3: woke exactly. It. Actually, Taylor Swift notoriously write songs about,

989
00:45:02,880 --> 00:45:08,359
Speaker 3: you know, other couples, Jack Antonofflena Dunham. We did sign

990
00:45:08,360 --> 00:45:11,479
Speaker 3: an Nda, but like I think I think it's fire now. Yeah,

991
00:45:11,520 --> 00:45:14,479
Speaker 3: I will say I told her all about that night

992
00:45:14,719 --> 00:45:19,759
Speaker 3: and you're a legend because of it. Wow, yeah, okay, fine, Yeah,

993
00:45:20,360 --> 00:45:24,680
Speaker 3: oh my god, she wrote like love story about us.

994
00:45:24,719 --> 00:45:26,560
Speaker 3: You know what I should give you is the.

995
00:45:26,680 --> 00:45:29,440
Speaker 1: Letter I wrote to you in twenty twenty for your birthday,

996
00:45:29,760 --> 00:45:30,520
Speaker 1: because it's in my.

997
00:45:30,560 --> 00:45:32,680
Speaker 3: Room right now because I don't know.

998
00:45:32,640 --> 00:45:36,040
Speaker 1: Right now because it's I like read through it, and

999
00:45:36,080 --> 00:45:38,480
Speaker 1: it was it was before, right before we cracked the

1000
00:45:38,480 --> 00:45:42,800
Speaker 1: code of being really intimate. Yeah, because we were closer

1001
00:45:42,840 --> 00:45:44,800
Speaker 1: in COVID, but I feel like the end of twenty

1002
00:45:45,000 --> 00:45:47,840
Speaker 1: by the end of twenty twenty, we were like inseparable.

1003
00:45:48,200 --> 00:45:50,120
Speaker 3: Yeah, oh totally. Because it was for.

1004
00:45:50,080 --> 00:45:53,200
Speaker 1: Your birthday twenty twenty that I wrote this and I

1005
00:45:53,200 --> 00:45:54,680
Speaker 1: still didn't know how to write.

1006
00:45:54,480 --> 00:45:57,040
Speaker 2: Something out to you and be like emotional and be serious.

1007
00:45:57,640 --> 00:45:59,160
Speaker 1: But I bought that for you, and I have the

1008
00:45:59,200 --> 00:46:02,240
Speaker 1: Florence Final because I got you the Florence.

1009
00:46:01,840 --> 00:46:02,359
Speaker 2: Final on that.

1010
00:46:02,560 --> 00:46:04,360
Speaker 1: But then I never gave it to you because I

1011
00:46:04,360 --> 00:46:06,200
Speaker 1: think I got embarrassed because I read the letter. I

1012
00:46:06,239 --> 00:46:09,479
Speaker 1: was like, it's like I'm like not being fully real here,

1013
00:46:09,600 --> 00:46:12,160
Speaker 1: like it's I'm still like have all my shame on

1014
00:46:12,200 --> 00:46:14,680
Speaker 1: my morality scale that I can't move fast, Like, no,

1015
00:46:14,760 --> 00:46:15,239
Speaker 1: it's so bad.

1016
00:46:15,239 --> 00:46:17,239
Speaker 3: I feel like anytime we've written each other letter, it's

1017
00:46:17,239 --> 00:46:19,640
Speaker 3: like it just ends in crying, like last last this

1018
00:46:19,719 --> 00:46:22,280
Speaker 3: year on your birthday, that was major.

1019
00:46:22,760 --> 00:46:24,920
Speaker 2: Yeah, and then Drew watches in the corner.

1020
00:46:25,040 --> 00:46:27,480
Speaker 4: Yeah, then I'm just here watching.

1021
00:46:28,000 --> 00:46:29,840
Speaker 3: I actually tell Drew first what I'm going to get you,

1022
00:46:29,880 --> 00:46:32,799
Speaker 3: and then Drew's like, oh, she's gonna cry, and then

1023
00:46:32,840 --> 00:46:34,280
Speaker 3: she cried, and she cries.

1024
00:46:34,360 --> 00:46:35,399
Speaker 2: I am also a cry baby.

1025
00:46:36,960 --> 00:46:40,520
Speaker 3: Babies, if you sit us down in a table with

1026
00:46:40,600 --> 00:46:49,399
Speaker 3: two glasses of wine and the topic of death, it's.

1027
00:46:47,040 --> 00:46:49,040
Speaker 5: Just sit y'all down at the table with two glasses

1028
00:46:49,080 --> 00:46:50,960
Speaker 5: of wines, and y'all will tell the same story y'all

1029
00:46:51,000 --> 00:46:53,919
Speaker 5: have told for the past six years to each other

1030
00:46:54,040 --> 00:46:55,080
Speaker 5: and love and eat it.

1031
00:46:55,080 --> 00:46:58,800
Speaker 3: Up every time, and like it's usually like the same

1032
00:46:58,920 --> 00:47:01,640
Speaker 3: stories that we still need to rehash because it's like

1033
00:47:01,640 --> 00:47:02,880
Speaker 3: I'm not done.

1034
00:47:02,960 --> 00:47:05,760
Speaker 2: It can never end. It's like I can dig through

1035
00:47:06,120 --> 00:47:09,240
Speaker 2: the same story. There's so many words in the story.

1036
00:47:09,280 --> 00:47:10,800
Speaker 4: We just have to get to the psycho.

1037
00:47:13,719 --> 00:47:19,400
Speaker 3: Recently it has been about like youth and it's been bad,

1038
00:47:19,920 --> 00:47:23,560
Speaker 3: Like we went to the chateau and we had a

1039
00:47:23,560 --> 00:47:26,960
Speaker 3: couple of drinks and on the Uber ride home we

1040
00:47:26,960 --> 00:47:27,560
Speaker 3: were his.

1041
00:47:29,800 --> 00:47:31,759
Speaker 2: Like, actually, I have the I think I have a

1042
00:47:31,760 --> 00:47:33,720
Speaker 2: picture I never.

1043
00:47:33,600 --> 00:47:36,440
Speaker 3: Be young again, and like it wasn't even will never

1044
00:47:36,480 --> 00:47:36,680
Speaker 3: be the.

1045
00:47:36,960 --> 00:47:40,080
Speaker 2: It was like it was it it started to stem off.

1046
00:47:40,080 --> 00:47:43,320
Speaker 1: We were talking about how scary it is to think

1047
00:47:43,440 --> 00:47:45,680
Speaker 1: that we are so comfortable in the life we have

1048
00:47:45,800 --> 00:47:48,520
Speaker 1: now and it feels so good, like the mundane we

1049
00:47:48,600 --> 00:47:51,640
Speaker 1: have now feel so good. Even though sometimes it's tiring,

1050
00:47:52,120 --> 00:47:54,840
Speaker 1: it feels so good. And I think what started to

1051
00:47:54,920 --> 00:47:57,279
Speaker 1: trigger it is we were sitting in the car and

1052
00:47:57,440 --> 00:47:59,120
Speaker 1: I was just thinking of all the times we've been

1053
00:47:59,200 --> 00:48:01,680
Speaker 1: leaving the chateau and going back to like this apartment

1054
00:48:02,080 --> 00:48:05,120
Speaker 1: to like sleep together. And that started freaking me out

1055
00:48:05,160 --> 00:48:06,360
Speaker 1: because I was like, dude, one.

1056
00:48:06,239 --> 00:48:09,880
Speaker 3: Day we won't live here. Yeah, so and it was

1057
00:48:09,960 --> 00:48:13,680
Speaker 3: I remember, really, this has kind of just been like

1058
00:48:13,719 --> 00:48:16,600
Speaker 3: on my mind lately. It's I'm not so much like

1059
00:48:16,760 --> 00:48:19,879
Speaker 3: worried or afraid of aging like I think, obviously it's

1060
00:48:19,880 --> 00:48:22,640
Speaker 3: like a privilege to age, and I'm really excited to

1061
00:48:22,640 --> 00:48:24,320
Speaker 3: see what that looks like for myself.

1062
00:48:24,960 --> 00:48:27,239
Speaker 1: But you're literally going to be so I know you're

1063
00:48:27,239 --> 00:48:29,719
Speaker 1: going to be the sexiest lady ever, I hope. So

1064
00:48:29,800 --> 00:48:31,480
Speaker 1: it's going to be really bad because I'm going to

1065
00:48:31,560 --> 00:48:32,960
Speaker 1: like be like, fuck, I can't have sex with her.

1066
00:48:33,239 --> 00:48:34,839
Speaker 3: You can't, she can't.

1067
00:48:35,320 --> 00:48:37,399
Speaker 2: Maybe when we're like older, we'll just like have sex again.

1068
00:48:37,560 --> 00:48:38,799
Speaker 4: No, that's literally what I think.

1069
00:48:38,840 --> 00:48:41,239
Speaker 5: I'm just like, someone's gonna have to have sex with

1070
00:48:41,320 --> 00:48:42,960
Speaker 5: each other in this group and ruin it and it

1071
00:48:43,040 --> 00:48:44,240
Speaker 5: might as well be y'all.

1072
00:48:44,120 --> 00:48:46,200
Speaker 2: It's I think we could at this probably live.

1073
00:48:46,440 --> 00:48:48,239
Speaker 3: I think we could live past. Like if it's going

1074
00:48:48,320 --> 00:48:51,200
Speaker 3: to be anyone, it'll probably make me who does it anyways,

1075
00:48:51,200 --> 00:48:54,160
Speaker 3: But I feel I think I just have this like

1076
00:48:54,280 --> 00:48:58,080
Speaker 3: vision of I've had this face for as long as

1077
00:48:58,080 --> 00:49:01,000
Speaker 3: I can remember, even like as a child, Like I

1078
00:49:01,040 --> 00:49:03,400
Speaker 3: don't know, like I've always I'm used to looking at

1079
00:49:03,400 --> 00:49:06,280
Speaker 3: this face. Yeah, and at one point in my life

1080
00:49:06,360 --> 00:49:07,960
Speaker 3: I'm going to look in the mirror and it's going

1081
00:49:07,960 --> 00:49:10,799
Speaker 3: to be a different face. And it's and that is

1082
00:49:11,600 --> 00:49:15,600
Speaker 3: so I don't, like, lack of better words, scary, to

1083
00:49:15,760 --> 00:49:16,600
Speaker 3: just know that life.

1084
00:49:17,800 --> 00:49:20,319
Speaker 5: I think about that a lot too, and especially with

1085
00:49:20,400 --> 00:49:22,760
Speaker 5: like I don't know if y'all ever saw those videos

1086
00:49:22,760 --> 00:49:26,040
Speaker 5: of those people using like that filter where it made

1087
00:49:26,080 --> 00:49:27,960
Speaker 5: like the younger version of themselves and they would be

1088
00:49:28,000 --> 00:49:31,080
Speaker 5: like sobbing, and that's like that was really scaring me

1089
00:49:31,120 --> 00:49:33,239
Speaker 5: because I was like, then I started looking at old

1090
00:49:33,239 --> 00:49:36,120
Speaker 5: pictures of myself, like from like four years ago and

1091
00:49:36,200 --> 00:49:39,359
Speaker 5: like seeing the change, and I still see myself as

1092
00:49:39,440 --> 00:49:41,840
Speaker 5: that person. And then like then I like have to

1093
00:49:41,920 --> 00:49:44,000
Speaker 5: re get comfortable with this version, and I know in

1094
00:49:44,040 --> 00:49:46,120
Speaker 5: four years I'll like look back and be like, oh

1095
00:49:46,160 --> 00:49:48,120
Speaker 5: my god. And then also I'm just like so hard

1096
00:49:48,120 --> 00:49:50,840
Speaker 5: on myself, like with my appearance and like my body

1097
00:49:50,880 --> 00:49:53,160
Speaker 5: and everything, and I'm just like, why can't I in

1098
00:49:53,239 --> 00:49:55,759
Speaker 5: this moment just love what I have because in four

1099
00:49:55,840 --> 00:49:58,919
Speaker 5: years it's gonna be even worse, and like I'm gonna

1100
00:49:58,920 --> 00:49:59,200
Speaker 5: be like.

1101
00:49:59,160 --> 00:50:00,600
Speaker 4: I wish I still look like that. I don't know,

1102
00:50:00,680 --> 00:50:03,600
Speaker 4: it's just yeah, yeah.

1103
00:50:03,400 --> 00:50:05,839
Speaker 3: I mean. And it's also just the phenomenon of like

1104
00:50:05,880 --> 00:50:09,120
Speaker 3: you look back at photos from four years ago and

1105
00:50:09,840 --> 00:50:11,960
Speaker 3: you're like, oh, I look so great here, but in

1106
00:50:12,000 --> 00:50:15,880
Speaker 3: that moment you didn't feel but also like, yeah, I

1107
00:50:15,880 --> 00:50:20,279
Speaker 3: don't know, like I'm not so much like it feels arbitrary,

1108
00:50:20,320 --> 00:50:22,279
Speaker 3: like I'm not so much worried about like wrinkles or

1109
00:50:22,320 --> 00:50:26,200
Speaker 3: like you know, the signs of aging. Wait, this is

1110
00:50:26,239 --> 00:50:27,240
Speaker 3: an amazing phook.

1111
00:50:27,480 --> 00:50:28,120
Speaker 2: Eh, what.

1112
00:50:30,520 --> 00:50:36,040
Speaker 5: You look like the girl from the chest movie like saw, Yeah,

1113
00:50:36,040 --> 00:50:37,400
Speaker 5: you look like on your tailored joy.

1114
00:50:40,360 --> 00:50:43,319
Speaker 3: Yeah, I'm not so much worried about I think it's

1115
00:50:43,360 --> 00:50:46,239
Speaker 3: just yeah, something to get used to and thinking of

1116
00:50:48,200 --> 00:50:51,040
Speaker 3: the girl I used to be, like I will be.

1117
00:50:51,280 --> 00:50:53,120
Speaker 3: I know, like I'm technically a woman right now, but

1118
00:50:53,160 --> 00:50:55,040
Speaker 3: I feel so much like a girl. I still feel

1119
00:50:55,040 --> 00:50:55,520
Speaker 3: like a girl.

1120
00:50:56,200 --> 00:50:57,560
Speaker 4: And well, you are the girl.

1121
00:50:57,719 --> 00:51:02,080
Speaker 3: I'm the girl. Yea, the girl. So I don't know.

1122
00:51:02,160 --> 00:51:04,719
Speaker 3: I was reading which you need to read Annie or no,

1123
00:51:04,880 --> 00:51:08,400
Speaker 3: she's I'm reading a girl's story right now. And she

1124
00:51:08,520 --> 00:51:12,239
Speaker 3: talks about this summer in her life of this like

1125
00:51:12,320 --> 00:51:14,600
Speaker 3: love affair that she or like, yeah, this love affair,

1126
00:51:14,640 --> 00:51:17,200
Speaker 3: I guess, And she keeps referring to herself as in

1127
00:51:17,440 --> 00:51:19,399
Speaker 3: the girl of fifty eight of the year fifty eight,

1128
00:51:19,400 --> 00:51:21,879
Speaker 3: and she's like, I don't know how to write about this,

1129
00:51:22,760 --> 00:51:25,600
Speaker 3: Like it feels like I'll give myself more freedom if

1130
00:51:25,640 --> 00:51:28,920
Speaker 3: I refer to her as she rather than I. And

1131
00:51:29,200 --> 00:51:31,560
Speaker 3: it's like I'm like reading this in real time while

1132
00:51:31,600 --> 00:51:33,680
Speaker 3: thinking these thoughts of like oh my god, yeah, like

1133
00:51:33,760 --> 00:51:36,719
Speaker 3: she there's this version of her that exists, that was

1134
00:51:36,760 --> 00:51:40,080
Speaker 3: so important, that is no longer her because she's older now,

1135
00:51:40,120 --> 00:51:43,120
Speaker 3: and so she feels so disassociated with it but still

1136
00:51:43,160 --> 00:51:45,359
Speaker 3: so attached to it and wants to write about it,

1137
00:51:45,840 --> 00:51:49,360
Speaker 3: but doesn't know if she'll you know, like grant herself

1138
00:51:49,360 --> 00:51:53,280
Speaker 3: more freedom too, if she refers to that version herself

1139
00:51:53,360 --> 00:51:54,719
Speaker 3: as you know, a third party.

1140
00:51:54,800 --> 00:51:57,120
Speaker 1: Yeah, one hundred percent. It's also insane because I think

1141
00:51:57,160 --> 00:51:59,319
Speaker 1: we're all at the age too where we definitely could

1142
00:51:59,320 --> 00:52:03,040
Speaker 1: do that with our tea nave selves. Yeah, because all

1143
00:52:03,080 --> 00:52:08,200
Speaker 1: three of us suffer from like nostalgia so bad. Yeah,

1144
00:52:08,280 --> 00:52:10,600
Speaker 1: it's like debilitating. All you can do is look back

1145
00:52:10,640 --> 00:52:13,680
Speaker 1: at yourself and think about the way you felt the thing,

1146
00:52:13,760 --> 00:52:16,080
Speaker 1: the way you saw things, the way you understood and

1147
00:52:16,080 --> 00:52:20,279
Speaker 1: perceived the world and you. But I'm hoping that the

1148
00:52:20,320 --> 00:52:23,000
Speaker 1: way I feel about my teenage self translates when I'm

1149
00:52:23,000 --> 00:52:25,759
Speaker 1: like fifty, I'm thinking about myself in my twenties where

1150
00:52:25,800 --> 00:52:29,040
Speaker 1: it's as much as I have this craving to go back,

1151
00:52:29,080 --> 00:52:30,640
Speaker 1: I'm like, oh my god, I would literally do anything

1152
00:52:30,680 --> 00:52:32,840
Speaker 1: I was like, even though I was fucking miserable, sad,

1153
00:52:32,920 --> 00:52:36,440
Speaker 1: like upset, confused. I want to go like part of

1154
00:52:36,480 --> 00:52:39,560
Speaker 1: me wants to go back, but I don't think I

1155
00:52:39,600 --> 00:52:41,960
Speaker 1: would if I could, because it was such a tumultuous

1156
00:52:41,960 --> 00:52:44,800
Speaker 1: time that it literally is terrifying to me at this age.

1157
00:52:44,920 --> 00:52:47,480
Speaker 1: And I'm hoping and praying to God that by the

1158
00:52:47,520 --> 00:52:49,520
Speaker 1: time we're in our fifties, that's how I feel about

1159
00:52:49,560 --> 00:52:52,279
Speaker 1: my twenties. But I feel like our tinies are literally so.

1160
00:52:52,360 --> 00:52:58,080
Speaker 5: Funies are like we are living like such an incredible life,

1161
00:52:58,200 --> 00:53:00,720
Speaker 5: Like I literally have my girls here, And what freaks

1162
00:53:00,760 --> 00:53:03,040
Speaker 5: me out so fucking much is like you kind of

1163
00:53:03,080 --> 00:53:05,160
Speaker 5: touched on it. But there's going to be a time

1164
00:53:05,239 --> 00:53:08,560
Speaker 5: when like we don't see each other for months at a.

1165
00:53:08,520 --> 00:53:12,440
Speaker 8: Time, and I don't want that.

1166
00:53:12,520 --> 00:53:15,240
Speaker 5: I know, Like I genuinely like when we talk about

1167
00:53:15,239 --> 00:53:17,000
Speaker 5: like I've seen it as a joke, but like I

1168
00:53:17,200 --> 00:53:20,560
Speaker 5: genuinely believe that at some point in our lives, like

1169
00:53:20,880 --> 00:53:23,480
Speaker 5: we will literally live on a compound together, and we

1170
00:53:23,480 --> 00:53:26,480
Speaker 5: will have our own spaces, with our own families, with

1171
00:53:26,560 --> 00:53:27,680
Speaker 5: our own land.

1172
00:53:27,440 --> 00:53:29,719
Speaker 4: But like we'll be a golf cart right away. Like

1173
00:53:29,880 --> 00:53:33,360
Speaker 4: that's what I need and I believe it.

1174
00:53:33,400 --> 00:53:37,360
Speaker 3: I mean, like I cannot imagine not being a drive

1175
00:53:37,400 --> 00:53:40,560
Speaker 3: away from you guys. And like, also we've talked about

1176
00:53:40,600 --> 00:53:42,520
Speaker 3: this too, and it's hard I think in the sense

1177
00:53:42,520 --> 00:53:46,760
Speaker 3: of like because we both we think we want children. Yeah,

1178
00:53:46,800 --> 00:53:50,359
Speaker 3: and like I think about having like our twenties are

1179
00:53:50,440 --> 00:53:53,319
Speaker 3: so fun, and I'm sure our thirties are going to

1180
00:53:53,360 --> 00:53:54,200
Speaker 3: be even more fun.

1181
00:53:54,280 --> 00:53:54,560
Speaker 2: I don't.

1182
00:53:54,680 --> 00:53:57,200
Speaker 1: That's the problem is, especially now as we're getting older,

1183
00:53:57,200 --> 00:53:58,759
Speaker 1: I feel like all of us know a lot of

1184
00:53:58,800 --> 00:54:02,560
Speaker 1: people in their thirties who are still like running around.

1185
00:54:02,600 --> 00:54:04,720
Speaker 1: They don't have kids, they don't have this like stable

1186
00:54:04,800 --> 00:54:05,319
Speaker 1: life that.

1187
00:54:05,239 --> 00:54:08,800
Speaker 2: We were all taught that would be the imagine life.

1188
00:54:08,640 --> 00:54:09,320
Speaker 3: For our thirties.

1189
00:54:09,320 --> 00:54:11,719
Speaker 1: And also as we inch closer to our thirties, it

1190
00:54:11,760 --> 00:54:17,080
Speaker 1: becomes more prevalent that realistically, in four to six years,

1191
00:54:17,440 --> 00:54:19,359
Speaker 1: none of us are going to be like, yeah, I

1192
00:54:19,480 --> 00:54:20,440
Speaker 1: just have to be home.

1193
00:54:20,520 --> 00:54:23,600
Speaker 3: I want to just really yea say, not realistic. I

1194
00:54:23,640 --> 00:54:25,960
Speaker 3: can realistic. I can see us having children and like

1195
00:54:26,040 --> 00:54:29,120
Speaker 3: having a life like outside of a friendship, like with

1196
00:54:29,200 --> 00:54:31,480
Speaker 3: a partner or whatever that may look like. But I

1197
00:54:31,520 --> 00:54:33,920
Speaker 3: don't see us as the type of people to just

1198
00:54:34,000 --> 00:54:36,600
Speaker 3: like live in that.

1199
00:54:37,400 --> 00:54:37,600
Speaker 4: Yeah.

1200
00:54:38,040 --> 00:54:42,120
Speaker 3: Just it's not it's just not realistic.

1201
00:54:42,320 --> 00:54:45,520
Speaker 5: It makes person it's no same, Like it literally makes

1202
00:54:45,560 --> 00:54:47,920
Speaker 5: no sense to me that, like I mean, it's different

1203
00:54:47,920 --> 00:54:50,640
Speaker 5: from me than y'all because like literally, like and this

1204
00:54:50,680 --> 00:54:52,919
Speaker 5: isn't like me being funny. Y'all have like a biological

1205
00:54:52,960 --> 00:54:55,719
Speaker 5: clock and that's just like scientific and like that's why

1206
00:54:55,760 --> 00:54:58,440
Speaker 5: a lot of people in their thirties are having children

1207
00:54:58,520 --> 00:55:00,680
Speaker 5: at that age. But like for me, it's kind of different,

1208
00:55:00,719 --> 00:55:03,360
Speaker 5: like I can wait until my late thirties to have children,

1209
00:55:03,520 --> 00:55:05,759
Speaker 5: like I'll be an old fucking dad. But like, I

1210
00:55:05,800 --> 00:55:07,480
Speaker 5: don't know, that's something else I think about a lot,

1211
00:55:07,520 --> 00:55:10,000
Speaker 5: because I'm like, also, who the fuck am I gonna

1212
00:55:10,040 --> 00:55:14,279
Speaker 5: have kids with? Because like literally I've literally yeah, you know,

1213
00:55:14,400 --> 00:55:15,680
Speaker 5: like I genuinely.

1214
00:55:15,440 --> 00:55:17,440
Speaker 3: Like beg one of us to just do it, and.

1215
00:55:17,440 --> 00:55:19,880
Speaker 5: Like no, it's for real, like I want kids and

1216
00:55:19,960 --> 00:55:23,320
Speaker 5: I will probably be raising them alone because like, girl,

1217
00:55:23,560 --> 00:55:25,200
Speaker 5: I've never been in a long.

1218
00:55:25,120 --> 00:55:29,879
Speaker 4: Term relation child. God, you are raising a child.

1219
00:55:29,560 --> 00:55:30,319
Speaker 3: Alone, Drew.

1220
00:55:30,600 --> 00:55:32,240
Speaker 4: Guys, No, I'm like a good person.

1221
00:55:32,360 --> 00:55:33,360
Speaker 3: No, No, I'm just kidding.

1222
00:55:33,440 --> 00:55:34,480
Speaker 4: They'll get red forty for you.

1223
00:55:34,760 --> 00:55:37,239
Speaker 3: It's amazing though, Like I've thought about that, Like I

1224
00:55:37,320 --> 00:55:40,720
Speaker 3: thought about the fact that for me, like a peaceful

1225
00:55:40,760 --> 00:55:43,719
Speaker 3: life life also sounds like getting a sperm donor and

1226
00:55:43,760 --> 00:55:45,719
Speaker 3: having a child on my own and just being like

1227
00:55:46,000 --> 00:55:48,799
Speaker 3: you have ever seen like Matilda, like miss Honey, and

1228
00:55:48,840 --> 00:55:52,479
Speaker 3: she's like raising Matilda basically, like that doesn't sound half bad.

1229
00:55:52,719 --> 00:55:55,920
Speaker 5: And also like literally all men fucking suck genuinely, and

1230
00:55:55,960 --> 00:55:58,120
Speaker 5: that's literally how it is, like except.

1231
00:55:57,880 --> 00:56:04,360
Speaker 3: Pinkeeping, babes, no, for real, I cannot part. You know

1232
00:56:04,400 --> 00:56:05,000
Speaker 3: what it is to.

1233
00:56:07,080 --> 00:56:11,520
Speaker 2: So kinkeeping is when you have a child with a fucking, disgusting,

1234
00:56:11,560 --> 00:56:13,080
Speaker 2: god forsaken man.

1235
00:56:13,480 --> 00:56:15,239
Speaker 1: And every man loves to be I want to be

1236
00:56:15,239 --> 00:56:16,719
Speaker 1: a dad. I want to be a dad until the

1237
00:56:16,800 --> 00:56:18,320
Speaker 1: dadding has to start dadding.

1238
00:56:19,160 --> 00:56:20,320
Speaker 4: The dad is not daddy.

1239
00:56:20,920 --> 00:56:24,680
Speaker 1: The dad cannot function without the mother, who is literally

1240
00:56:24,719 --> 00:56:27,239
Speaker 1: building the foundation of this home, whether that be by

1241
00:56:27,280 --> 00:56:30,560
Speaker 1: like cooking, cleaning, caretaking, caretaking not only.

1242
00:56:30,400 --> 00:56:34,200
Speaker 2: The kids, a husband making sharving. One's been making sharvone's clean,

1243
00:56:34,360 --> 00:56:34,800
Speaker 2: and there.

1244
00:56:34,640 --> 00:56:36,239
Speaker 3: Are like little things of that too. I saw this

1245
00:56:36,280 --> 00:56:38,319
Speaker 3: TikTok of this girl being like, oh, me and my

1246
00:56:38,400 --> 00:56:40,520
Speaker 3: husband we split our chores like he does a dishes

1247
00:56:40,520 --> 00:56:45,080
Speaker 3: and I go grocery shopping. Grocery shopping requires thinking about

1248
00:56:45,080 --> 00:56:47,680
Speaker 3: what you're gonna buy, planning for dinner. Like there's like

1249
00:56:47,960 --> 00:56:51,680
Speaker 3: so much that goes into just grocery shopping versus doing

1250
00:56:53,040 --> 00:56:54,879
Speaker 3: you know what I mean, like, like.

1251
00:56:54,840 --> 00:56:57,800
Speaker 2: It is so insane, and.

1252
00:56:57,680 --> 00:57:00,759
Speaker 1: Yeah, you just end up up keeping a whole household

1253
00:57:00,880 --> 00:57:02,240
Speaker 1: all on your own without realizing.

1254
00:57:02,320 --> 00:57:05,080
Speaker 5: And then and then the dude is like, well, I

1255
00:57:05,160 --> 00:57:07,600
Speaker 5: provide for this family. I go work, and I work

1256
00:57:07,680 --> 00:57:10,240
Speaker 5: eight hours a day. And it's like, girl, it doesn't

1257
00:57:10,280 --> 00:57:10,799
Speaker 5: fucking matter.

1258
00:57:10,880 --> 00:57:12,040
Speaker 3: But men are providing.

1259
00:57:12,080 --> 00:57:16,560
Speaker 10: I know they are making There's no real men, no

1260
00:57:16,680 --> 00:57:17,280
Speaker 10: real men.

1261
00:57:17,160 --> 00:57:20,920
Speaker 3: On phones build a fucking house. Very seriously mean that.

1262
00:57:21,280 --> 00:57:23,800
Speaker 4: And I was saying, get back to the fucking steel

1263
00:57:23,840 --> 00:57:26,160
Speaker 4: beams in New York City, get back on those, and

1264
00:57:26,200 --> 00:57:27,640
Speaker 4: so well, then that ship back together.

1265
00:57:29,280 --> 00:57:32,400
Speaker 3: You want children, but you don't want to like literally

1266
00:57:32,520 --> 00:57:35,080
Speaker 3: making took The other thing is at this point.

1267
00:57:34,960 --> 00:57:38,080
Speaker 2: I genuinely like, God bless whoever.

1268
00:57:37,920 --> 00:57:39,720
Speaker 1: I if I had ended up having kids, whoever have

1269
00:57:39,840 --> 00:57:44,520
Speaker 1: kids with, I genuinely also suffer from if it's going

1270
00:57:44,600 --> 00:57:47,480
Speaker 1: to be done right, it's going to be done by me.

1271
00:57:48,240 --> 00:57:51,960
Speaker 1: And I just don't see a world where anybody could

1272
00:57:52,080 --> 00:57:55,600
Speaker 1: raise my kid because that's my fucking kid. Let's get

1273
00:57:55,600 --> 00:57:56,360
Speaker 1: that right now.

1274
00:57:57,320 --> 00:58:01,800
Speaker 5: You are so protective over like your creative babies that

1275
00:58:01,920 --> 00:58:04,680
Speaker 5: like I literally think like if you have a kid

1276
00:58:04,760 --> 00:58:06,560
Speaker 5: with a man like it is your kid.

1277
00:58:06,640 --> 00:58:08,720
Speaker 4: It's not that, it's no question.

1278
00:58:08,800 --> 00:58:11,840
Speaker 1: It's like, get the fuck away from my child. That's

1279
00:58:11,880 --> 00:58:15,520
Speaker 1: my child, and I don't know, it's just like literally

1280
00:58:15,560 --> 00:58:17,920
Speaker 1: get away. Also, but when you were saying how we

1281
00:58:18,000 --> 00:58:18,680
Speaker 1: don't at you.

1282
00:58:18,880 --> 00:58:20,720
Speaker 4: I was just gonna say, also, it's different because like

1283
00:58:20,760 --> 00:58:22,520
Speaker 4: girls can twork fock you.

1284
00:58:23,880 --> 00:58:26,120
Speaker 3: And that's the first thing I'm teaching my daughter is

1285
00:58:27,120 --> 00:58:28,960
Speaker 3: she has to be able to I'm gonna make an

1286
00:58:29,000 --> 00:58:30,160
Speaker 3: honest woman out of her.

1287
00:58:30,320 --> 00:58:33,560
Speaker 1: My kids can't dance, That's gonna be really embarrassing. And

1288
00:58:33,640 --> 00:58:35,440
Speaker 1: that's just something I thought about them going to a

1289
00:58:35,480 --> 00:58:37,160
Speaker 1: party and not being able to dance, Like why does

1290
00:58:37,160 --> 00:58:38,360
Speaker 1: that sound really embarrassing?

1291
00:58:38,920 --> 00:58:40,920
Speaker 2: Like not knowing how to like just like have fun,

1292
00:58:41,080 --> 00:58:42,160
Speaker 2: Like that's really embarrassing.

1293
00:58:42,160 --> 00:58:44,760
Speaker 3: So you need to like raise your children somewhere that's

1294
00:58:44,840 --> 00:58:47,000
Speaker 3: like in Miami basically.

1295
00:58:46,520 --> 00:58:47,960
Speaker 2: So that they know how to like run around and

1296
00:58:48,120 --> 00:58:52,120
Speaker 2: like have fun. But I think the reason.

1297
00:58:51,880 --> 00:58:55,680
Speaker 1: Too, although we are all like I want kids, whatever,

1298
00:58:55,960 --> 00:58:59,480
Speaker 1: we have so much fulfillment in our friendships. Yeah, that

1299
00:58:59,600 --> 00:59:03,920
Speaker 1: it is really really really hard to imagine a life

1300
00:59:04,000 --> 00:59:07,080
Speaker 1: with not only a partner, but like just just imagining

1301
00:59:07,080 --> 00:59:11,680
Speaker 1: a whole life where our friendships aren't so coming first,

1302
00:59:11,960 --> 00:59:15,680
Speaker 1: because it's literally no matter what relationship I will be in,

1303
00:59:16,200 --> 00:59:19,560
Speaker 1: my top priority is I'm like, that's cool, but but

1304
00:59:19,640 --> 00:59:21,520
Speaker 1: my how am I going to be able to have

1305
00:59:21,600 --> 00:59:26,040
Speaker 1: my friendships and maintain them because they're so like of course,

1306
00:59:26,120 --> 00:59:29,520
Speaker 1: any romantic relationship I get into is going to be.

1307
00:59:29,520 --> 00:59:33,240
Speaker 2: Important to me. But you're not my fucking girls.

1308
00:59:33,000 --> 00:59:36,760
Speaker 1: Like you, like you were simply not my friends, Like there.

1309
00:59:36,640 --> 00:59:38,880
Speaker 2: Is no one else. I want to just sit on

1310
00:59:38,920 --> 00:59:39,560
Speaker 2: a couch.

1311
00:59:39,320 --> 00:59:42,720
Speaker 1: And watch random YouTube videos and screenplay tiktoks with more

1312
00:59:42,760 --> 00:59:46,520
Speaker 1: than my fucking friends, Like I just wanna it's so different.

1313
00:59:46,720 --> 00:59:49,120
Speaker 4: You should know it really is. Is we should all

1314
00:59:49,360 --> 00:59:50,720
Speaker 4: have a child together.

1315
00:59:50,720 --> 00:59:56,760
Speaker 3: There say we should all find one sperm donor me? Yeah, actually.

1316
00:59:58,120 --> 00:59:58,480
Speaker 4: Pregnant?

1317
00:59:58,520 --> 01:00:01,640
Speaker 3: Oh god, could you imagine is a twin? Imagine we

1318
01:00:01,960 --> 01:00:04,760
Speaker 3: got drew sperm and and both of us had to Oh.

1319
01:00:04,640 --> 01:00:06,000
Speaker 4: We can do that, we can arrange that. We can

1320
01:00:06,000 --> 01:00:07,200
Speaker 4: do that, Like, let's do it right.

1321
01:00:07,120 --> 01:00:08,400
Speaker 3: Like I don't think we should do it like with

1322
01:00:08,440 --> 01:00:09,520
Speaker 3: a doctor, Like let's just go to.

1323
01:00:09,560 --> 01:00:12,040
Speaker 2: Your room yea yeah, yeah yeah yeah, take money, take

1324
01:00:12,120 --> 01:00:12,680
Speaker 2: so much money?

1325
01:00:12,680 --> 01:00:13,840
Speaker 3: Why would we would?

1326
01:00:14,280 --> 01:00:16,200
Speaker 4: And I can do that because I'm straight medical.

1327
01:00:15,880 --> 01:00:18,160
Speaker 2: Professional I mean, you've proved it for sure.

1328
01:00:19,280 --> 01:00:21,000
Speaker 4: Yeah, right, but what were you saying?

1329
01:00:22,320 --> 01:00:25,720
Speaker 3: I forgot, Oh, I was at the same time, I

1330
01:00:25,800 --> 01:00:27,520
Speaker 3: was having this thought when I was washing my face

1331
01:00:27,760 --> 01:00:29,280
Speaker 3: because this is our second year in a row. We're

1332
01:00:29,320 --> 01:00:33,480
Speaker 3: doing a location. Yeah, and it's so fun, And I

1333
01:00:33,480 --> 01:00:35,320
Speaker 3: thought about it. I was like, oh, like it was

1334
01:00:35,360 --> 01:00:37,160
Speaker 3: a sweet moment where I was like, oh, like in

1335
01:00:37,240 --> 01:00:39,600
Speaker 3: ten years, like imagine us like bringing our like little

1336
01:00:39,600 --> 01:00:41,640
Speaker 3: toddlers with us, and it's just like And then that

1337
01:00:41,760 --> 01:00:43,760
Speaker 3: also got me on the next thought, where I was

1338
01:00:43,840 --> 01:00:46,320
Speaker 3: like the fact that I'm thinking of planning a vacation

1339
01:00:46,520 --> 01:00:48,560
Speaker 3: with my friend and her baby and my baby, and

1340
01:00:49,080 --> 01:00:51,640
Speaker 3: there is no like my partner is not involved in

1341
01:00:51,680 --> 01:00:53,920
Speaker 3: this whoever I end up with, like, I'm not thinking

1342
01:00:53,920 --> 01:00:56,720
Speaker 3: about us having a family vacation, Like I'm thinking about

1343
01:00:56,720 --> 01:00:58,480
Speaker 3: me my friends would get away for fucking fun.

1344
01:00:58,480 --> 01:01:00,400
Speaker 2: If we were in our home, which we're.

1345
01:01:00,080 --> 01:01:02,720
Speaker 3: Making her home from home, our vacation home.

1346
01:01:03,360 --> 01:01:05,360
Speaker 1: If we like had that with our little babies in

1347
01:01:05,360 --> 01:01:06,760
Speaker 1: that kitchen like running around.

1348
01:01:07,240 --> 01:01:09,560
Speaker 3: Like and then we should Why would a man be there?

1349
01:01:09,640 --> 01:01:10,880
Speaker 3: Why wouldn't man be there?

1350
01:01:10,960 --> 01:01:13,600
Speaker 2: No, it's actually pressing me off. Oh my god, it

1351
01:01:13,760 --> 01:01:15,640
Speaker 2: pisses me off, why would a man be there? Why

1352
01:01:15,640 --> 01:01:18,120
Speaker 2: do you want to be there? Like you're literally in

1353
01:01:18,200 --> 01:01:20,400
Speaker 2: my fucking snake. He's like, oh my god, I'm really

1354
01:01:20,400 --> 01:01:22,000
Speaker 2: gonna freak out. I'm not kidding.

1355
01:01:24,040 --> 01:01:28,240
Speaker 10: Cry, Oh my god, Like.

1356
01:01:28,400 --> 01:01:30,080
Speaker 2: Why do you want to be involved?

1357
01:01:34,400 --> 01:01:40,320
Speaker 4: So that's just God, no.

1358
01:01:40,440 --> 01:01:42,320
Speaker 3: Like you're kind of like in my business.

1359
01:01:42,400 --> 01:01:45,240
Speaker 9: No, you were literally oh my god, like there is

1360
01:01:45,280 --> 01:01:46,360
Speaker 9: the killer in the house.

1361
01:01:47,080 --> 01:01:51,520
Speaker 2: Killer is at the house. Like I'm gonna call the police.

1362
01:01:53,080 --> 01:01:55,960
Speaker 3: And like, I think we should also like arrange our

1363
01:01:56,040 --> 01:01:57,400
Speaker 3: kids to get married.

1364
01:02:00,880 --> 01:02:05,520
Speaker 1: Like mother in law live like like our kids related.

1365
01:02:05,760 --> 01:02:08,480
Speaker 3: Yeah, we're gonna like arrange the marriage. We'll make it happen.

1366
01:02:08,600 --> 01:02:10,720
Speaker 2: Yeah, well, okay, we'll keep them like.

1367
01:02:11,400 --> 01:02:14,320
Speaker 1: Friends growing up and then let them date around because

1368
01:02:14,320 --> 01:02:16,360
Speaker 1: we have to make sure that like they get together

1369
01:02:16,400 --> 01:02:18,360
Speaker 1: in like they're thirty. So it's like okay, y, yeah,

1370
01:02:18,360 --> 01:02:21,120
Speaker 1: I'm really down for this, and we'll just when.

1371
01:02:21,400 --> 01:02:24,160
Speaker 3: We'll always break up their relationships and then be like,

1372
01:02:24,240 --> 01:02:26,480
Speaker 3: oh my god, have you ever thought of I think

1373
01:02:26,520 --> 01:02:28,200
Speaker 3: what I'll do is if I have a daughter, I'll

1374
01:02:28,240 --> 01:02:30,840
Speaker 3: just raise her in my hometown and make her believe

1375
01:02:30,880 --> 01:02:33,760
Speaker 3: that she has to be abstinate, just like I thought,

1376
01:02:34,520 --> 01:02:37,480
Speaker 3: and then she'll save I'll let my daughter save myself.

1377
01:02:37,920 --> 01:02:42,560
Speaker 5: I'm gonna yeah, I think I'm gonna raise my child,

1378
01:02:43,960 --> 01:02:46,640
Speaker 5: my able bodied child in a wheelchair.

1379
01:02:47,560 --> 01:02:49,959
Speaker 4: And you know what's crazy full of chemicals and ship.

1380
01:02:50,080 --> 01:02:51,960
Speaker 2: Okay, first of all, you want Gypsy Rose?

1381
01:02:52,120 --> 01:02:52,400
Speaker 6: Yeah?

1382
01:02:52,480 --> 01:02:58,480
Speaker 5: Yeah, the podcast so fucking badil this year, I think.

1383
01:02:58,400 --> 01:03:00,240
Speaker 4: Yeah, and like the end of this fourth.

1384
01:03:00,200 --> 01:03:01,600
Speaker 3: We should have a party for it.

1385
01:03:01,640 --> 01:03:02,960
Speaker 2: I'm not even kidding, like we need.

1386
01:03:02,840 --> 01:03:06,080
Speaker 3: To go to the prison. The thing is, we should

1387
01:03:06,080 --> 01:03:06,640
Speaker 3: go see her.

1388
01:03:06,880 --> 01:03:10,280
Speaker 5: She's the girl like for real life. I genuinely think,

1389
01:03:10,320 --> 01:03:12,040
Speaker 5: like she did nothing wrong and I don't give up.

1390
01:03:12,080 --> 01:03:13,040
Speaker 2: Fuck yeah, free her.

1391
01:03:13,120 --> 01:03:17,680
Speaker 1: Tell are like what insane scenario she literally like what

1392
01:03:17,720 --> 01:03:19,400
Speaker 1: would her life be if she didn't do that?

1393
01:03:19,480 --> 01:03:21,120
Speaker 3: She would literally still be held captive.

1394
01:03:21,200 --> 01:03:23,600
Speaker 4: Yeah, no fun, and she would probably be dead.

1395
01:03:23,800 --> 01:03:25,400
Speaker 1: But yeah, she probably would be dead from being like

1396
01:03:25,400 --> 01:03:26,800
Speaker 1: pumped with medications she didn't need.

1397
01:03:27,040 --> 01:03:27,920
Speaker 2: But you know, it's crazy.

1398
01:03:27,960 --> 01:03:30,440
Speaker 1: Before I knew Gypsy Rose was a person, I literally

1399
01:03:30,440 --> 01:03:32,880
Speaker 1: made a joke to my brother. We're probably gonna have

1400
01:03:32,880 --> 01:03:36,280
Speaker 1: to cut this where I told Dante like we were

1401
01:03:36,400 --> 01:03:39,400
Speaker 1: literally I think I was like fourteen, and this was

1402
01:03:39,440 --> 01:03:41,800
Speaker 1: my humor. I was sitting in his room, and I

1403
01:03:41,840 --> 01:03:44,320
Speaker 1: look at him and go, if I have kids, I'm

1404
01:03:44,360 --> 01:03:46,080
Speaker 1: literally just gonna have one of them stay in a

1405
01:03:46,120 --> 01:03:48,880
Speaker 1: wheelchair and convince them they can't fucking walk and never

1406
01:03:48,960 --> 01:03:50,600
Speaker 1: let them have friends over and never let them out

1407
01:03:50,600 --> 01:03:52,560
Speaker 1: of my sight so that they never attempt to walk,

1408
01:03:52,720 --> 01:03:53,959
Speaker 1: and really convince.

1409
01:03:53,640 --> 01:03:54,120
Speaker 2: Them of that.

1410
01:03:54,400 --> 01:03:56,600
Speaker 1: And then one day I'm gonna let them have a

1411
01:03:56,600 --> 01:03:58,320
Speaker 1: friend over and I'm gonna leave them in the room

1412
01:03:58,320 --> 01:03:59,640
Speaker 1: and I know the friend's gonna.

1413
01:03:59,400 --> 01:04:00,680
Speaker 3: Be like, have you ever trying to walk?

1414
01:04:00,760 --> 01:04:02,680
Speaker 1: And it's gonna come up and the kid's gonna stand,

1415
01:04:02,720 --> 01:04:04,120
Speaker 1: and I'm gonna walk into the room and see the

1416
01:04:04,200 --> 01:04:06,320
Speaker 1: kids standing and I'm gonna have to break its legs.

1417
01:04:06,440 --> 01:04:10,920
Speaker 4: Oh my god, my god. And you're scary somethings, Like.

1418
01:04:10,880 --> 01:04:13,160
Speaker 3: I thought this was going to take a pause, like

1419
01:04:13,240 --> 01:04:21,080
Speaker 3: this is a bit yeah, right, yeah, something crying about

1420
01:04:21,080 --> 01:04:23,200
Speaker 3: the idea of a man being next to our kids

1421
01:04:23,960 --> 01:04:26,160
Speaker 3: while we're on vacation, so maybe I do need help. No,

1422
01:04:26,480 --> 01:04:28,800
Speaker 3: it's no, but you're like, it's real though, because I

1423
01:04:28,840 --> 01:04:31,880
Speaker 3: don't even want a man there when we don't have kids,

1424
01:04:31,920 --> 01:04:35,120
Speaker 3: Like the thought of like the only man that's allowed

1425
01:04:35,120 --> 01:04:36,560
Speaker 3: to be in my presence at the time is that

1426
01:04:36,560 --> 01:04:38,800
Speaker 3: sweet little old man putting treats at the front door, right,

1427
01:04:38,840 --> 01:04:41,280
Speaker 3: I know, like I love him and I'll do anything

1428
01:04:41,280 --> 01:04:44,240
Speaker 3: for him. Really truly, I think I would. But a

1429
01:04:44,280 --> 01:04:45,840
Speaker 3: man on vacation with.

1430
01:04:45,800 --> 01:04:48,360
Speaker 1: Us, and you know what's annoying is then it's like

1431
01:04:49,040 --> 01:04:51,480
Speaker 1: it's gonna be like a situation where he's like, oh,

1432
01:04:51,560 --> 01:04:52,320
Speaker 1: like let's.

1433
01:04:52,160 --> 01:04:54,000
Speaker 2: Go to dinner, like Oryan is gonna stay.

1434
01:04:54,160 --> 01:04:56,840
Speaker 3: I'm like, you know, saying home. You know what it

1435
01:04:56,880 --> 01:04:59,400
Speaker 3: is to at of the day. It's because we won't

1436
01:04:59,400 --> 01:05:02,840
Speaker 3: be able to share a head. No, literally, that's exactly

1437
01:05:02,920 --> 01:05:04,680
Speaker 3: what it is. Because the house that we say out

1438
01:05:04,680 --> 01:05:07,800
Speaker 3: on vacation has six bedrooms and we managed to sleep

1439
01:05:07,800 --> 01:05:10,640
Speaker 3: in the same bed. Are going to bed this night? Maybe? Yeah?

1440
01:05:10,720 --> 01:05:12,600
Speaker 3: Maybe that one was a little It hurt my back

1441
01:05:12,640 --> 01:05:15,760
Speaker 3: a little bit. Yeah, those pillars were mad uncomfortable the

1442
01:05:15,840 --> 01:05:20,680
Speaker 3: beds there. Literally, I don't think you have actually for looking.

1443
01:05:21,160 --> 01:05:25,480
Speaker 2: But yeah, wow, what and when an episode we've been

1444
01:05:25,520 --> 01:05:26,240
Speaker 2: at it for an hour?

1445
01:05:26,880 --> 01:05:30,360
Speaker 3: M gorgeous?

1446
01:05:30,400 --> 01:05:34,720
Speaker 4: Well, well I have one more thing to say. Oriana,

1447
01:05:35,240 --> 01:05:36,640
Speaker 4: Yeah that's the name.

1448
01:05:36,880 --> 01:05:37,720
Speaker 3: Was that our ship name?

1449
01:05:37,800 --> 01:05:38,000
Speaker 7: Yeah?

1450
01:05:38,080 --> 01:05:38,520
Speaker 4: Ranya.

1451
01:05:38,640 --> 01:05:42,880
Speaker 5: But I had a dream last I had a fortnight

1452
01:05:43,000 --> 01:05:47,320
Speaker 5: dream last night. I'm not kidding, and it was a nightmare. Actually,

1453
01:05:47,400 --> 01:05:49,640
Speaker 5: let me listen to the audio message I sent because

1454
01:05:49,640 --> 01:05:52,240
Speaker 5: I don't remember it, but I sent it to Josiah

1455
01:05:52,240 --> 01:05:58,320
Speaker 5: at like four am, like this, it's.

1456
01:05:58,200 --> 01:06:02,520
Speaker 6: Like cyber right outside of it, like the city was

1457
01:06:02,560 --> 01:06:04,800
Speaker 6: this mountain boy, and we were at.

1458
01:06:04,640 --> 01:06:08,240
Speaker 3: The top of the mountain, and I thought it ended

1459
01:06:08,280 --> 01:06:09,360
Speaker 3: up the squad.

1460
01:06:10,840 --> 01:06:13,919
Speaker 6: Randomly, just like, let's chump late jump, get on my back.

1461
01:06:14,400 --> 01:06:16,840
Speaker 6: So I got on one of the randoms back. They

1462
01:06:16,840 --> 01:06:19,400
Speaker 6: were younger than me, and we tove off the mountain

1463
01:06:19,520 --> 01:06:24,600
Speaker 6: and like ten seconds past and we had to play bearachute.

1464
01:06:24,600 --> 01:06:25,400
Speaker 6: I was like, what the fuck?

1465
01:06:25,440 --> 01:06:27,040
Speaker 4: And then you splatted on the ground.

1466
01:06:27,640 --> 01:06:30,800
Speaker 3: It was so scary.

1467
01:06:31,200 --> 01:06:34,360
Speaker 4: Jumped off a fucking mountain, jumped mountain in Fortnite and

1468
01:06:34,520 --> 01:06:36,480
Speaker 4: splatted on the ground. That's the dream.

1469
01:06:36,800 --> 01:06:38,960
Speaker 2: In the dream, were you like a Fortnite character? You

1470
01:06:39,000 --> 01:06:39,360
Speaker 2: were real?

1471
01:06:39,440 --> 01:06:42,880
Speaker 4: I was a Fortnite character. It was like the Fortnite map, right.

1472
01:06:43,000 --> 01:06:45,880
Speaker 1: I had a Fortnite dream with Belladine in it. Oh,

1473
01:06:45,960 --> 01:06:47,840
Speaker 1: I really started, yeah with your girl.

1474
01:06:47,960 --> 01:06:50,680
Speaker 4: Yeah, that's my friend, guys, Bella. I know Bella.

1475
01:06:51,000 --> 01:06:53,439
Speaker 3: Remember my dream where I thought I had a dream

1476
01:06:53,440 --> 01:07:00,680
Speaker 3: that CARDI b posted a photo of my cow story.

1477
01:07:00,880 --> 01:07:03,080
Speaker 4: I feel like you had like a crazy dream recently.

1478
01:07:03,960 --> 01:07:08,120
Speaker 3: They are multiple, like like my brain Like if I

1479
01:07:08,320 --> 01:07:12,760
Speaker 3: ever had access to Black Tar heroine, I do not

1480
01:07:12,920 --> 01:07:14,000
Speaker 3: know where my brain would go.

1481
01:07:14,160 --> 01:07:19,040
Speaker 4: No, that's me so wow, girl, we need to try

1482
01:07:19,080 --> 01:07:19,720
Speaker 4: ag together.

1483
01:07:20,360 --> 01:07:24,080
Speaker 3: No, like you, my brain terrorizes me. In the astral

1484
01:07:24,120 --> 01:07:27,080
Speaker 3: realm of dreaming, where would I what would I start

1485
01:07:27,120 --> 01:07:27,760
Speaker 3: speaking about?

1486
01:07:28,240 --> 01:07:29,240
Speaker 4: Actually I don't know.

1487
01:07:29,320 --> 01:07:32,320
Speaker 5: You would start pointing out the stars and like communicating

1488
01:07:32,320 --> 01:07:33,040
Speaker 5: with the star.

1489
01:07:33,000 --> 01:07:36,360
Speaker 4: Probably Okay, That's something I did think about. Is like the.

1490
01:07:36,800 --> 01:07:42,000
Speaker 5: First time I, like, uh heard about astrology was through you,

1491
01:07:42,160 --> 01:07:45,600
Speaker 5: like you were really obsessed with it, and like back then,

1492
01:07:45,680 --> 01:07:47,560
Speaker 5: I was like, girl, this shit is bullshit, but like

1493
01:07:47,640 --> 01:07:49,960
Speaker 5: I'm gonna do it because people like are really into

1494
01:07:50,000 --> 01:07:52,040
Speaker 5: it and like there might be something to it and

1495
01:07:52,080 --> 01:07:55,160
Speaker 5: I still like never ever fully believed. And then I

1496
01:07:55,160 --> 01:07:59,280
Speaker 5: started thinking about it and like, girl, like look at

1497
01:07:59,280 --> 01:08:03,760
Speaker 5: the fucking mo Like the moon literally controls like giant

1498
01:08:03,920 --> 01:08:07,479
Speaker 5: bodies of fucking water, like makes waves, like lowers the tide,

1499
01:08:07,520 --> 01:08:10,440
Speaker 5: raises the tide. We're made of like a lot of

1500
01:08:10,600 --> 01:08:13,919
Speaker 5: fucking water. So it's just like giving like it has

1501
01:08:14,000 --> 01:08:16,160
Speaker 5: to do something to us, Like the lunar cycle has.

1502
01:08:16,040 --> 01:08:20,840
Speaker 3: To also my I hate the thing about astrology is

1503
01:08:20,960 --> 01:08:25,080
Speaker 3: especially Australia. Australia is when you start like especially oh

1504
01:08:25,080 --> 01:08:27,320
Speaker 3: my god, this is just like an anti Men episode.

1505
01:08:27,400 --> 01:08:30,679
Speaker 3: But like the multiple times that I've like started seeing

1506
01:08:30,720 --> 01:08:33,000
Speaker 3: a guy and been like too afraid to be like,

1507
01:08:33,200 --> 01:08:36,479
Speaker 3: when's your birthday? Because I fear if I asked him

1508
01:08:36,479 --> 01:08:38,280
Speaker 3: on his birthday? Is like, oh, well, you're gonna guess,

1509
01:08:38,280 --> 01:08:42,040
Speaker 3: like what starts? Yeah, you know what I am. But

1510
01:08:42,120 --> 01:08:43,640
Speaker 3: you know what I also do. I sit there and

1511
01:08:43,640 --> 01:08:46,160
Speaker 3: I fucking pretend that I like, whatever goddamn sport is

1512
01:08:46,200 --> 01:08:49,960
Speaker 3: on your mind. I'm like, go Ravens, go dogs, whatever

1513
01:08:50,000 --> 01:08:53,200
Speaker 3: it is. Like I'm pretending I'm lying, and you can't

1514
01:08:53,240 --> 01:08:57,280
Speaker 3: like lil suck and lie to me that like I'm

1515
01:08:57,320 --> 01:08:59,760
Speaker 3: having fun when you are a.

1516
01:09:00,080 --> 01:09:02,439
Speaker 1: What what's so annoying about it is? Why don't you

1517
01:09:02,520 --> 01:09:04,439
Speaker 1: just take it as a fucking compliment. This person is

1518
01:09:04,600 --> 01:09:07,120
Speaker 1: interesting to you that they want to look, they want

1519
01:09:07,120 --> 01:09:08,400
Speaker 1: to read about you, Like.

1520
01:09:08,560 --> 01:09:11,360
Speaker 5: Literally, it might come from a place of insecurity, like

1521
01:09:11,400 --> 01:09:13,920
Speaker 5: if it says they're y'all aren't compatible, that like you'd

1522
01:09:14,000 --> 01:09:17,200
Speaker 5: leave or some shit. I don't know, but I am

1523
01:09:17,560 --> 01:09:19,880
Speaker 5: a pisces. Gemini, what do you know about.

1524
01:09:19,600 --> 01:09:24,559
Speaker 3: That you're emotional? And well, I guess like Pisces would

1525
01:09:24,600 --> 01:09:27,479
Speaker 3: be like very I mean I'm not I'm not a

1526
01:09:27,640 --> 01:09:30,200
Speaker 3: fucking expert on this, but like what I do know

1527
01:09:30,200 --> 01:09:36,080
Speaker 3: about Pisces is that they're emotional and Gemini men are

1528
01:09:36,400 --> 01:09:41,799
Speaker 3: very wish washy from my experience or like not only.

1529
01:09:41,640 --> 01:09:44,720
Speaker 4: In the context of like relationships. Is that what everybody.

1530
01:09:44,400 --> 01:09:47,400
Speaker 3: Bases kind of yeah, but not also like no, like

1531
01:09:48,040 --> 01:09:52,280
Speaker 3: Pisces are notoriously like emotional creatures. I think I'm not

1532
01:09:52,320 --> 01:09:54,439
Speaker 3: an expert. I like, I'm just self.

1533
01:09:54,520 --> 01:09:57,439
Speaker 4: Oh, you would be an astrology expert. Like I'm sure

1534
01:09:57,479 --> 01:09:58,280
Speaker 4: you know a lot about it.

1535
01:09:59,080 --> 01:10:01,479
Speaker 3: Yeah, I'm self or have ton't know anything only about

1536
01:10:01,520 --> 01:10:04,000
Speaker 3: me though, Well before we.

1537
01:10:04,000 --> 01:10:07,160
Speaker 1: End the episode, I actually do have two serious questions

1538
01:10:07,160 --> 01:10:08,160
Speaker 1: that I thought of last night.

1539
01:10:08,600 --> 01:10:10,120
Speaker 2: One is are you writing right now?

1540
01:10:10,120 --> 01:10:13,360
Speaker 3: Which I feel like you already answered, and you're you know.

1541
01:10:13,479 --> 01:10:15,880
Speaker 3: I was actually thinking about this on the couch where

1542
01:10:16,800 --> 01:10:18,960
Speaker 3: I don't know how this thought got popped in my brain.

1543
01:10:19,439 --> 01:10:22,360
Speaker 3: But I am writing, but there is no like book

1544
01:10:22,439 --> 01:10:26,400
Speaker 3: that there is like an active destination like theme. Yeah,

1545
01:10:26,400 --> 01:10:28,519
Speaker 3: like I'm writing towards something, but like I don't know

1546
01:10:28,520 --> 01:10:33,800
Speaker 3: what that something is writ's escapade? Well, what was crazy? Well,

1547
01:10:33,840 --> 01:10:40,080
Speaker 3: that's it's crazy, as I think, like I used to

1548
01:10:40,160 --> 01:10:44,120
Speaker 3: write so so much, and I think it was mostly

1549
01:10:44,160 --> 01:10:49,120
Speaker 3: because I didn't have anyone to tell these things to,

1550
01:10:49,920 --> 01:10:52,960
Speaker 3: whereas like now our emotion, like our relationship has become

1551
01:10:53,040 --> 01:10:56,080
Speaker 3: so emotionally like there, it's just so strong that like

1552
01:10:56,160 --> 01:11:00,800
Speaker 3: I don't fear telling you anything, so like there, the

1553
01:11:00,880 --> 01:11:03,760
Speaker 3: thoughts don't resort to paper anymore, they almost resort it

1554
01:11:03,840 --> 01:11:04,040
Speaker 3: to you.

1555
01:11:04,280 --> 01:11:05,599
Speaker 2: I was thinking about that the other.

1556
01:11:05,479 --> 01:11:08,479
Speaker 1: Day because I was like, I had this notebook that

1557
01:11:08,520 --> 01:11:10,559
Speaker 1: I started writing it in January and I haven't written

1558
01:11:10,600 --> 01:11:13,839
Speaker 1: in it since. And it's literally because I've been telling

1559
01:11:14,040 --> 01:11:16,720
Speaker 1: you everything. So then when I go to write, I

1560
01:11:16,760 --> 01:11:19,719
Speaker 1: feel kind of silly because I'm just thinking, okay, I've

1561
01:11:19,800 --> 01:11:22,880
Speaker 1: just explained this. Also, it sucks because we get into

1562
01:11:22,880 --> 01:11:25,919
Speaker 1: these like really deep conversations. I feel like what we're saying,

1563
01:11:26,320 --> 01:11:28,439
Speaker 1: I'm like, oh, I wish this was like written down,

1564
01:11:29,240 --> 01:11:31,080
Speaker 1: And when I like, when you get to a paper,

1565
01:11:31,120 --> 01:11:34,759
Speaker 1: it's like, am I about to repeat myself to myself?

1566
01:11:34,840 --> 01:11:38,840
Speaker 3: Like I literally but I don't know. I feel like

1567
01:11:38,920 --> 01:11:42,240
Speaker 3: we went to Big Sir and we all wrote and

1568
01:11:42,360 --> 01:11:43,920
Speaker 3: that was like the first time in a long time

1569
01:11:43,960 --> 01:11:47,400
Speaker 3: where I was just really like writing towards something which

1570
01:11:47,439 --> 01:11:51,040
Speaker 3: felt really good. And I don't know, I think that

1571
01:11:51,240 --> 01:11:53,000
Speaker 3: for the first time in my life, I can like

1572
01:11:53,160 --> 01:11:56,040
Speaker 3: confidently say I'm genuinely proud about what I'm writing about

1573
01:11:56,720 --> 01:12:00,000
Speaker 3: because I see that I'm getting better. Yeah, what I

1574
01:12:00,200 --> 01:12:03,839
Speaker 3: like growth, which is super nice. Which is also strange

1575
01:12:03,840 --> 01:12:05,679
Speaker 3: because then I'll read back some things and I'm like

1576
01:12:06,120 --> 01:12:08,519
Speaker 3: it almost feels like fake. I'm like, did I like

1577
01:12:08,600 --> 01:12:11,240
Speaker 3: make it? Like did I like plagiarize this? Like it's

1578
01:12:11,240 --> 01:12:14,240
Speaker 3: actually kind of good and like it doesn't like no like,

1579
01:12:14,320 --> 01:12:17,040
Speaker 3: which I've never ever ever had that with anything that

1580
01:12:17,040 --> 01:12:17,840
Speaker 3: I've written before.

1581
01:12:18,560 --> 01:12:21,720
Speaker 1: Yeah, you read I remember, even like twenty twenty one,

1582
01:12:21,760 --> 01:12:25,759
Speaker 1: when we were in well where were we for Christian's birthday?

1583
01:12:26,360 --> 01:12:28,160
Speaker 2: You read something that you had written.

1584
01:12:28,400 --> 01:12:30,920
Speaker 1: Even I was shocked because you hadn't read anything you've

1585
01:12:30,920 --> 01:12:32,680
Speaker 1: written in a long time, and it was more of

1586
01:12:32,720 --> 01:12:36,439
Speaker 1: like a personal essay. It was right next to fucking

1587
01:12:36,560 --> 01:12:39,240
Speaker 1: mountain Baldy or Baldy or whatever the fuck, and you

1588
01:12:39,240 --> 01:12:41,160
Speaker 1: read it and you didn't tell me it was yours

1589
01:12:41,200 --> 01:12:42,280
Speaker 1: and you read it, and I was like, dude, that

1590
01:12:42,360 --> 01:12:42,960
Speaker 1: was so good?

1591
01:12:43,000 --> 01:12:44,679
Speaker 3: What is that? And you were like I wrote.

1592
01:12:44,479 --> 01:12:47,799
Speaker 1: That, and I remember being like, obnestly I like your writing,

1593
01:12:47,880 --> 01:12:49,200
Speaker 1: but that was like a moment where it's.

1594
01:12:49,120 --> 01:12:51,400
Speaker 3: Like, oh, there's just like an obviously growth thing. Yeah,

1595
01:12:51,439 --> 01:12:52,639
Speaker 3: it was like a huge jump.

1596
01:12:53,280 --> 01:12:57,320
Speaker 1: And then my second question is what is your ideal

1597
01:12:57,360 --> 01:12:59,240
Speaker 1: writing set up that actually works?

1598
01:12:59,600 --> 01:13:02,040
Speaker 3: Like when are when is that? Where are you?

1599
01:13:02,120 --> 01:13:05,200
Speaker 1: Because I feel like for a lot of people, and

1600
01:13:05,360 --> 01:13:09,240
Speaker 1: just like this goes to any like creative work in general,

1601
01:13:09,280 --> 01:13:11,720
Speaker 1: there's this idea like Drew and me have like our

1602
01:13:11,760 --> 01:13:14,519
Speaker 1: desk with all our pens and papers and all these things,

1603
01:13:14,560 --> 01:13:17,200
Speaker 1: But how often do you actually sit there and like

1604
01:13:17,320 --> 01:13:20,240
Speaker 1: use all those things in that space you've gathered. What

1605
01:13:20,439 --> 01:13:24,120
Speaker 1: is your actual set up? Like do you feel like

1606
01:13:24,160 --> 01:13:26,200
Speaker 1: you have to set up the moment or does it

1607
01:13:26,320 --> 01:13:27,320
Speaker 1: just usually.

1608
01:13:27,920 --> 01:13:30,000
Speaker 3: It usually like I feel like on a day to

1609
01:13:30,080 --> 01:13:32,920
Speaker 3: day things will pop in my head and I'll like

1610
01:13:33,000 --> 01:13:35,320
Speaker 3: jot it down, and whether it's my notebook or like

1611
01:13:35,320 --> 01:13:38,000
Speaker 3: my notes app and my phone. But if I'm like

1612
01:13:38,120 --> 01:13:41,559
Speaker 3: really wanting to write, I try not to sit at

1613
01:13:41,560 --> 01:13:44,240
Speaker 3: my desk because or I try it even to be

1614
01:13:44,280 --> 01:13:46,640
Speaker 3: home period because there's so many distractions. I mean, like

1615
01:13:46,680 --> 01:13:48,439
Speaker 3: literally when I was finishing film for her, I went

1616
01:13:48,479 --> 01:13:50,439
Speaker 3: to Paris. At the time, I didn't know anyone in Paris,

1617
01:13:50,920 --> 01:13:53,640
Speaker 3: and I was like, there is nothing to distract me

1618
01:13:53,720 --> 01:13:56,320
Speaker 3: here because I'm you know, you fucking text me and

1619
01:13:56,320 --> 01:13:57,880
Speaker 3: You're like, let's go to Whole Foods and I'm on

1620
01:13:57,920 --> 01:14:00,600
Speaker 3: my way. Yeah, like any little thing I'll go to.

1621
01:14:01,920 --> 01:14:04,559
Speaker 3: So it's usually not home. My desk is more reserved

1622
01:14:04,560 --> 01:14:10,080
Speaker 3: for like revising and putting it into something. But if

1623
01:14:10,320 --> 01:14:13,400
Speaker 3: if I am writing at home, it's usually at night

1624
01:14:13,560 --> 01:14:15,920
Speaker 3: in my bed before I go to sleep, just to

1625
01:14:16,040 --> 01:14:17,559
Speaker 3: kind of like wrap up the day.

1626
01:14:17,840 --> 01:14:18,800
Speaker 2: Yeah, that makes sense.

1627
01:14:18,880 --> 01:14:20,799
Speaker 4: Who are your favorite authors?

1628
01:14:23,920 --> 01:14:26,599
Speaker 3: I mean, right now, I've said it before. I love

1629
01:14:26,600 --> 01:14:32,240
Speaker 3: Annie Arno, right now, Sylvia Plath, I love Annie Snin. Also,

1630
01:14:32,280 --> 01:14:36,599
Speaker 3: that's another thing I've realized in the past, like two years,

1631
01:14:36,680 --> 01:14:39,120
Speaker 3: I've not read a book written by a man. I

1632
01:14:39,160 --> 01:14:43,639
Speaker 3: read either. No, I've literally read like one Noble CoV

1633
01:14:43,760 --> 01:14:48,280
Speaker 3: book that wasn't Lolita, and that's it, Like I was

1634
01:14:48,760 --> 01:14:51,240
Speaker 3: written by a man. Yeah, and you know, actually it

1635
01:14:51,280 --> 01:14:55,040
Speaker 3: was his first He's Russian and Russian is his first language,

1636
01:14:55,040 --> 01:14:58,160
Speaker 3: and Lolita was the first book that he wrote in English,

1637
01:14:58,320 --> 01:15:01,479
Speaker 3: which is why it's like genuinely so, like such an

1638
01:15:01,479 --> 01:15:06,640
Speaker 3: intense book, because the verbiage in that book is insane,

1639
01:15:06,680 --> 01:15:09,800
Speaker 3: like even somebody whose first language is English, Like a

1640
01:15:09,840 --> 01:15:12,439
Speaker 3: lot of the words that he is using is like

1641
01:15:12,760 --> 01:15:15,760
Speaker 3: what the fuck? Holy, Like you are insane.

1642
01:15:16,720 --> 01:15:16,760
Speaker 2: No.

1643
01:15:16,840 --> 01:15:19,160
Speaker 3: I read a book of his called Mary, but no,

1644
01:15:19,280 --> 01:15:23,000
Speaker 3: everything I've been Like. Patricia Highsmith is also really good.

1645
01:15:24,600 --> 01:15:27,240
Speaker 3: God what's her name? She wrote The Price of Salt,

1646
01:15:27,240 --> 01:15:31,599
Speaker 3: which I couldn't finish reading for obvious reasons, the way

1647
01:15:32,240 --> 01:15:36,960
Speaker 3: like you read David Waight of the Earth Yeah that

1648
01:15:37,040 --> 01:15:40,320
Speaker 3: was like three years ago, Oh damn, Yeah, which was

1649
01:15:40,400 --> 01:15:43,559
Speaker 3: also really good, but it's he's a gay man.

1650
01:15:43,920 --> 01:15:45,400
Speaker 4: Yeah, I know that's not a man.

1651
01:15:45,840 --> 01:15:48,080
Speaker 3: He's a gay man and he has you know, some

1652
01:15:48,160 --> 01:15:49,720
Speaker 3: sensibilities there. Well.

1653
01:15:49,760 --> 01:15:53,200
Speaker 5: I like went on a deep dive of like nihilism

1654
01:15:53,240 --> 01:15:56,599
Speaker 5: and existentialism and all of that shit, like right after

1655
01:15:56,640 --> 01:16:00,519
Speaker 5: my brother died, and like it fucked me up, but

1656
01:16:00,680 --> 01:16:03,559
Speaker 5: also like it really did heal me in a crazy way.

1657
01:16:03,560 --> 01:16:05,840
Speaker 5: And I think like when I was like sixteen, if

1658
01:16:05,840 --> 01:16:07,360
Speaker 5: I picked that shit up and read that, I literally

1659
01:16:07,400 --> 01:16:10,639
Speaker 5: would have killed myself. I would not have been okay.

1660
01:16:10,680 --> 01:16:13,360
Speaker 5: But like I think that shit that's like okay for

1661
01:16:13,439 --> 01:16:15,680
Speaker 5: like a developed brain, especially when I was like, so

1662
01:16:15,920 --> 01:16:18,040
Speaker 5: I was hurting so badly and I was just like

1663
01:16:18,400 --> 01:16:21,400
Speaker 5: looking for answers and like it was just like a

1664
01:16:21,439 --> 01:16:24,680
Speaker 5: great Those were like great guides for me to like

1665
01:16:25,720 --> 01:16:27,880
Speaker 5: kind of just be like, oh, it kind of doesn't matter,

1666
01:16:27,920 --> 01:16:29,840
Speaker 5: and like if there is an afterlife, which I hope

1667
01:16:29,840 --> 01:16:32,519
Speaker 5: there is, I'll just see them there or I'll just

1668
01:16:32,560 --> 01:16:34,880
Speaker 5: wake up in this exact same fucking life and like

1669
01:16:34,920 --> 01:16:36,120
Speaker 5: I won't even know I died.

1670
01:16:36,040 --> 01:16:38,280
Speaker 4: Or like whatever. It is, Like there's so many different

1671
01:16:38,280 --> 01:16:41,200
Speaker 4: things that I think about it the afterlife but helped

1672
01:16:41,200 --> 01:16:41,639
Speaker 4: me a lot.

1673
01:16:43,080 --> 01:16:45,760
Speaker 3: Maybe I should revisit that because I read it and

1674
01:16:45,840 --> 01:16:48,840
Speaker 3: I was like it almost staligated the things that I

1675
01:16:48,880 --> 01:16:51,280
Speaker 3: was thinking. And I was like, fuck, like can I

1676
01:16:51,320 --> 01:16:55,200
Speaker 3: like read something that redirects my brain in a different scenario?

1677
01:16:55,360 --> 01:16:57,719
Speaker 5: What I things, like, you is you're gonna fucking read

1678
01:16:57,960 --> 01:16:59,400
Speaker 5: like I wish I could read.

1679
01:17:00,120 --> 01:17:04,360
Speaker 3: Yeah, you know, I want to read more fiction. Actually

1680
01:17:04,960 --> 01:17:08,840
Speaker 3: I can't do like like like no, like not real

1681
01:17:09,520 --> 01:17:12,040
Speaker 3: like a fictional like I mean, I guess like I'm

1682
01:17:12,080 --> 01:17:16,120
Speaker 3: trying to think in like recent I read twenty twenty.

1683
01:17:16,160 --> 01:17:19,640
Speaker 3: I read My Rest Relaxation, which is fiction, which I

1684
01:17:19,640 --> 01:17:21,439
Speaker 3: actually didn't think it was. I didn't know it was

1685
01:17:21,479 --> 01:17:23,599
Speaker 3: fiction because no one knew what that book was, and

1686
01:17:23,640 --> 01:17:26,880
Speaker 3: I had just like stumbled upon it, and I was like, oh,

1687
01:17:27,040 --> 01:17:30,160
Speaker 3: fun little memoir. And I'm like, I google the girl.

1688
01:17:30,240 --> 01:17:32,839
Speaker 3: I'm like, because like she describes herself as this like blonde,

1689
01:17:33,040 --> 01:17:35,320
Speaker 3: blue eyed, like gorgeous, beautiful girl, and I'm like, I

1690
01:17:35,360 --> 01:17:37,200
Speaker 3: need to know what this girl looks like. Halfway through

1691
01:17:37,240 --> 01:17:39,040
Speaker 3: the book, I look up O Tessa Moshfag and it

1692
01:17:39,120 --> 01:17:44,320
Speaker 3: is absolutely the opposite of like the way she had described,

1693
01:17:44,640 --> 01:17:47,120
Speaker 3: like the very opposite. And I was like, oh my god,

1694
01:17:47,200 --> 01:17:49,840
Speaker 3: this is not a real book. Like I went into

1695
01:17:49,840 --> 01:17:52,160
Speaker 3: this thinking that this was a memoir.

1696
01:17:52,200 --> 01:17:54,080
Speaker 2: Almost dude, I it is so annoying.

1697
01:17:54,160 --> 01:17:56,599
Speaker 1: I never finished that book because of my not finishing

1698
01:17:56,600 --> 01:17:57,800
Speaker 1: book syndrome.

1699
01:17:57,960 --> 01:18:00,920
Speaker 2: Which actually I two of the books.

1700
01:18:00,600 --> 01:18:03,800
Speaker 1: I just finished were books that I like had to

1701
01:18:03,840 --> 01:18:04,760
Speaker 1: finish because but.

1702
01:18:04,920 --> 01:18:06,840
Speaker 2: What's so annoying is like fucking star books.

1703
01:18:06,840 --> 01:18:08,320
Speaker 1: And I get like a third of the way in

1704
01:18:08,680 --> 01:18:10,360
Speaker 1: and then I move on to another book, get a

1705
01:18:10,360 --> 01:18:11,639
Speaker 1: third of the way in, and then.

1706
01:18:11,560 --> 01:18:13,559
Speaker 2: Once I revisit the other book to be like I'm gonna.

1707
01:18:13,360 --> 01:18:16,400
Speaker 3: Finish it, you forget I'm like, what the fuck is happening?

1708
01:18:16,600 --> 01:18:19,200
Speaker 1: Like I need to load on the page I've like started,

1709
01:18:19,400 --> 01:18:20,680
Speaker 1: and then I have to restart it and then I

1710
01:18:20,680 --> 01:18:21,519
Speaker 1: won't finish the book.

1711
01:18:21,560 --> 01:18:23,280
Speaker 2: But I didn't finish my year.

1712
01:18:23,160 --> 01:18:27,000
Speaker 1: Of rest and relaxation because I started it because of you,

1713
01:18:27,680 --> 01:18:31,240
Speaker 1: and it just reminded me of like my depression when

1714
01:18:31,280 --> 01:18:34,200
Speaker 1: I was not doing exactly what she was doing, but

1715
01:18:34,240 --> 01:18:36,960
Speaker 1: to an extent, just like drugging myself, sleeping all day,

1716
01:18:37,040 --> 01:18:38,000
Speaker 1: like being depressed.

1717
01:18:38,240 --> 01:18:42,800
Speaker 2: Yeah, and I started reading. I was like, damn, that

1718
01:18:42,880 --> 01:18:44,920
Speaker 2: was fun, Like why should I do this again?

1719
01:18:45,479 --> 01:18:49,599
Speaker 1: Because I'm literally like you're like no taking no dumb bitches,

1720
01:18:49,640 --> 01:18:51,160
Speaker 1: Like ain't that no?

1721
01:18:52,080 --> 01:18:57,200
Speaker 3: Literally yeah, it's also just such a repetitive book, so like, yeah,

1722
01:18:57,640 --> 01:18:59,240
Speaker 3: I could see you not finish. I think the only

1723
01:18:59,280 --> 01:19:02,200
Speaker 3: thing that you finish in a recent time was Consent.

1724
01:19:03,400 --> 01:19:05,240
Speaker 1: Yeah, that was like the book that was the only

1725
01:19:05,280 --> 01:19:07,519
Speaker 1: book that I like finished because I picked up and

1726
01:19:07,560 --> 01:19:12,240
Speaker 1: like drilled through everything else. I like have every book

1727
01:19:12,240 --> 01:19:13,880
Speaker 1: I own I've gotten a third of the way into

1728
01:19:14,000 --> 01:19:18,000
Speaker 1: and then just recently, I yeah, I did it with

1729
01:19:18,000 --> 01:19:19,880
Speaker 1: Milk Fed, I did it with Way.

1730
01:19:19,760 --> 01:19:21,960
Speaker 3: To the Earth. I still have the finished I think

1731
01:19:22,200 --> 01:19:24,720
Speaker 3: you just need a gripping story. Yeah, I because all

1732
01:19:24,760 --> 01:19:28,920
Speaker 3: of those the things. I mean, I haven't read milk Fed,

1733
01:19:29,000 --> 01:19:31,559
Speaker 3: but like I think because consent was like it was

1734
01:19:31,600 --> 01:19:34,000
Speaker 3: like tea, you're reading like the Bible. Yeah, I'm like,

1735
01:19:34,080 --> 01:19:37,559
Speaker 3: what's what's next? Yeah? Happened that book? I plowed through, but.

1736
01:19:37,600 --> 01:19:41,479
Speaker 1: I did finish like walking through a pool painted black

1737
01:19:41,880 --> 01:19:44,880
Speaker 1: and David's book, and then I had to restart bell

1738
01:19:44,960 --> 01:19:48,200
Speaker 1: Jar in Big Sir or no Big Star. Oh, I

1739
01:19:48,240 --> 01:19:51,160
Speaker 1: restarted it in Korea. See maybe that's why maybe on

1740
01:19:51,200 --> 01:19:53,960
Speaker 1: our chrip I'll read more. Because in Korea I finished

1741
01:19:53,960 --> 01:19:57,920
Speaker 1: cooking book and David's book on the fucking plane and

1742
01:19:58,000 --> 01:20:01,280
Speaker 1: just walking around and like reading to my and then

1743
01:20:01,320 --> 01:20:01,839
Speaker 1: I started.

1744
01:20:01,920 --> 01:20:03,240
Speaker 2: I had to restart fucking.

1745
01:20:02,960 --> 01:20:05,800
Speaker 1: Bell Jar because I picked up at like page sixty

1746
01:20:05,840 --> 01:20:06,400
Speaker 1: and I was reading it.

1747
01:20:06,439 --> 01:20:08,759
Speaker 2: I was like, literally, who the fuck is she talking.

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01:20:08,560 --> 01:20:09,200
Speaker 3: About right now?

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01:20:09,240 --> 01:20:11,360
Speaker 2: Like what is happening? So I had to restart it.

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01:20:11,400 --> 01:20:13,800
Speaker 1: And restarting a book is so annoying because like I

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01:20:13,880 --> 01:20:15,519
Speaker 1: hate reading a paragraph and I'm.

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01:20:15,360 --> 01:20:17,040
Speaker 3: Like, which, I know what you're about to say, Like

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01:20:17,080 --> 01:20:17,760
Speaker 3: I literally.

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01:20:17,520 --> 01:20:19,840
Speaker 2: Know what you're about to say. But I'm doing the

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01:20:19,880 --> 01:20:22,120
Speaker 2: thing where I pack too many books to bring.

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01:20:21,880 --> 01:20:23,559
Speaker 3: On our trip, I will be doing the same.

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01:20:24,400 --> 01:20:26,840
Speaker 1: But I'm oh, but see, like Annie's books from when

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01:20:26,880 --> 01:20:28,080
Speaker 1: you're telling me, I'm like, oh, that's.

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Speaker 4: Good, I know.

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01:20:28,600 --> 01:20:30,800
Speaker 3: I think that you will finish her books. Yeah, I

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01:20:30,840 --> 01:20:34,960
Speaker 3: think that like her. Sorry this has gone on for

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01:20:34,960 --> 01:20:38,040
Speaker 3: so long this podcast, but no, literally, So I think

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01:20:38,080 --> 01:20:42,280
Speaker 3: also in the topic of even like going back when

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01:20:42,280 --> 01:20:44,439
Speaker 3: we're talking about getting older and like will change or

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01:20:44,439 --> 01:20:48,679
Speaker 3: whatever reading her talking about it, like some memoirs, she's

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01:20:48,720 --> 01:20:52,040
Speaker 3: like in her mid to late forties, and she has

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01:20:52,200 --> 01:20:55,760
Speaker 3: the same thought process as me in my twenties, and

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01:20:55,800 --> 01:20:58,880
Speaker 3: I'm like, holy fuck, I am never growing out of this,

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01:20:59,080 --> 01:21:01,360
Speaker 3: Like like I think that I'm going to have some

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01:21:02,360 --> 01:21:04,960
Speaker 3: money revelation one day. You're just going to wake up

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01:21:04,960 --> 01:21:10,480
Speaker 3: and be a new person, so wise and emotionally, emotionally

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01:21:10,560 --> 01:21:15,920
Speaker 3: kept exactly, but it's okay if you aren't. And also

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01:21:17,120 --> 01:21:21,320
Speaker 3: I really love writers like Sean tell Ackerman and Annie

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01:21:21,400 --> 01:21:26,000
Speaker 3: Orna who write such profound things with simple language, because

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01:21:26,000 --> 01:21:28,160
Speaker 3: I think that you assume in order to be a

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01:21:28,160 --> 01:21:31,479
Speaker 3: writer you have to like really woo the crowd with Yeah,

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01:21:31,520 --> 01:21:36,080
Speaker 3: you're like vocabulary almost, and they do a phenomenal job

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01:21:36,160 --> 01:21:40,880
Speaker 3: of making their work palatable but still profound in its

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01:21:40,920 --> 01:21:41,719
Speaker 3: own way.

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01:21:41,840 --> 01:21:45,759
Speaker 1: Yeah, it's also like then it's playing into the idea

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01:21:45,760 --> 01:21:48,680
Speaker 1: that you also are a woman and a writer, and

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01:21:48,720 --> 01:21:51,240
Speaker 1: there I feel like there's such a competition with yourself

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01:21:51,280 --> 01:21:53,400
Speaker 1: and the world and the way you want to be.

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01:21:54,000 --> 01:21:57,400
Speaker 1: You never want to be perceived as somebody who's lacking intelligence,

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01:21:59,320 --> 01:22:02,920
Speaker 1: So there's it's really easy to overcompensate and want.

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01:22:02,760 --> 01:22:04,040
Speaker 3: To be taken seriously exactly.

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01:22:04,080 --> 01:22:06,080
Speaker 1: So it's like I need to use big words, I

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01:22:06,120 --> 01:22:10,599
Speaker 1: need to explain this out in like extreme, like agonizing detail,

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01:22:10,760 --> 01:22:12,760
Speaker 1: so that it seems.

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01:22:12,360 --> 01:22:14,680
Speaker 2: Like I really have thought about this, but in reality

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01:22:14,880 --> 01:22:15,360
Speaker 2: it's not.

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01:22:15,800 --> 01:22:17,519
Speaker 3: And then you do read a book which is like

1793
01:22:17,680 --> 01:22:20,720
Speaker 3: very clearly like influenced by a phosaurus, and then you're like, oh,

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01:22:20,760 --> 01:22:23,000
Speaker 3: this is so pretentious. So it's like no one wins

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01:22:23,000 --> 01:22:27,439
Speaker 3: at the end of the day. Yeah, right right, Well,

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01:22:27,560 --> 01:22:27,960
Speaker 3: where you.

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01:22:28,000 --> 01:22:30,320
Speaker 4: Do that was emer in Sandcom.

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01:22:30,360 --> 01:22:33,559
Speaker 5: We're going to do some media we like, at the

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01:22:33,600 --> 01:22:37,559
Speaker 5: end of every episode, pick out a couple songs, books, movies, shows,

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01:22:37,640 --> 01:22:42,960
Speaker 5: whatever you've been consuming media wise, and we say them,

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01:22:43,160 --> 01:22:47,439
Speaker 5: I'll start it off when the sun hits slow dive,

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01:22:47,680 --> 01:22:51,720
Speaker 5: Ladies and gentlemen, we are floating in space spiritualized lover.

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01:22:51,840 --> 01:22:57,800
Speaker 5: You should have come over Jeff Buckley and then show

1804
01:22:58,840 --> 01:22:59,960
Speaker 5: what did we we watch something?

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01:23:00,200 --> 01:23:02,360
Speaker 2: Oh, y'all watch Black Mirror.

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01:23:02,520 --> 01:23:05,520
Speaker 5: Yeah, we like tuned into Black Mirror the first episode,

1807
01:23:05,560 --> 01:23:08,639
Speaker 5: and like, I don't think it was for me fully,

1808
01:23:08,800 --> 01:23:12,400
Speaker 5: like it was just giving, like everything everywhere all at once,

1809
01:23:12,600 --> 01:23:15,000
Speaker 5: like just trying to be something it's not.

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01:23:15,280 --> 01:23:15,880
Speaker 2: I've seen it.

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01:23:16,240 --> 01:23:19,519
Speaker 1: Yeah, and my dad posted a story he's in New

1812
01:23:19,600 --> 01:23:21,960
Speaker 1: York working. Listen to the fucking song he put on

1813
01:23:22,000 --> 01:23:25,880
Speaker 1: his story. This is like, I think my face, like,

1814
01:23:25,880 --> 01:23:27,320
Speaker 1: obviously we're on camera, so it.

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01:23:27,400 --> 01:23:34,680
Speaker 4: Showed you cannot have to wake up. Damn, he's with

1816
01:23:34,760 --> 01:23:37,799
Speaker 4: the shit. I was gonna talk about that this episode.

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01:23:37,840 --> 01:23:42,439
Speaker 4: I was gonna say. I literally, I was gonna say

1818
01:23:42,439 --> 01:23:43,519
Speaker 4: this what I was like, I'm just gonna say it

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01:23:43,520 --> 01:23:45,120
Speaker 4: for another episode. But since we're already here.

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01:23:45,400 --> 01:23:51,080
Speaker 5: When I was like seventeen, my buddy tag like knew

1821
01:23:51,120 --> 01:23:53,599
Speaker 5: about Playboy CARDI, I'm just gonna shut the fuck up.

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01:23:53,600 --> 01:23:54,680
Speaker 4: We'll just do media and then I'll tell it in

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01:23:54,680 --> 01:23:55,439
Speaker 4: a different episode.

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01:23:55,439 --> 01:23:58,880
Speaker 5: Sorry, got sees. Basically I went to Houston and that's

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01:23:58,880 --> 01:23:59,360
Speaker 5: all you get.

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01:23:59,560 --> 01:24:02,120
Speaker 2: But yeah, because if that's a long story, that does

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01:24:02,240 --> 01:24:02,920
Speaker 2: need to be told.

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01:24:03,680 --> 01:24:05,519
Speaker 1: I would try to say this in the last episode

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01:24:05,600 --> 01:24:07,920
Speaker 1: or the episode with Josiah, but I was high. And

1830
01:24:08,280 --> 01:24:10,080
Speaker 1: this is a song that's been sang by a bunch

1831
01:24:10,080 --> 01:24:12,760
Speaker 1: of people, but this is the version I like. Muskrat Love,

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01:24:13,120 --> 01:24:17,559
Speaker 1: Muskrat Candlelight by Willis Allen Ramsey, Take Control, count based

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01:24:17,600 --> 01:24:19,519
Speaker 1: d Wish that I could talk to you, The Silver

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01:24:20,120 --> 01:24:24,920
Speaker 1: The Silvers, t Tick Ticket Wears Off Todd Rundgren, and

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01:24:25,000 --> 01:24:26,719
Speaker 1: Hello It's Me by Todd run Grin.

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01:24:27,320 --> 01:24:32,160
Speaker 3: That's my media. Well, I didn't prepare for this, so

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01:24:32,280 --> 01:24:35,960
Speaker 3: you guys like really suck at your job. I feel

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01:24:36,000 --> 01:24:38,160
Speaker 3: like I've been listening to like Someone in Love by

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01:24:38,200 --> 01:24:43,320
Speaker 3: b York, I Wanted It To by ROBERTA. Flack, Valentine

1840
01:24:43,560 --> 01:24:49,880
Speaker 3: by Fiona Apple, and Lana's last album Like that is

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01:24:50,640 --> 01:24:53,280
Speaker 3: all I've really been like, truthfully've been listening.

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01:24:53,000 --> 01:24:56,599
Speaker 4: To respect you read anything that you're obsessed with?

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01:24:57,280 --> 01:24:57,599
Speaker 2: Mmm?

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01:24:59,280 --> 01:25:01,679
Speaker 3: Do I like media wise?

1845
01:25:02,000 --> 01:25:02,679
Speaker 4: Just book wise?

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01:25:03,800 --> 01:25:05,800
Speaker 3: I'm like, I will repeat it again. I'm in my

1847
01:25:05,840 --> 01:25:07,840
Speaker 3: Annie or No Kick. I've read like five of her

1848
01:25:07,840 --> 01:25:10,519
Speaker 3: books this year and I'm on my fifth at the moment.

1849
01:25:11,160 --> 01:25:17,000
Speaker 3: And yeah, well, thank you so much for being on

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01:25:17,680 --> 01:25:18,600
Speaker 3: Thanks having you.

1851
01:25:19,520 --> 01:25:21,080
Speaker 2: I feel bad because I feel like this is me

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01:25:21,120 --> 01:25:22,519
Speaker 2: and I yes.

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01:25:22,400 --> 01:25:23,760
Speaker 3: Yes, exactly exactly.

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01:25:24,040 --> 01:25:25,880
Speaker 4: It was. Well, that's the.

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01:25:26,000 --> 01:25:28,719
Speaker 3: Key why I was like hesitant because I'm like, that's what's.

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01:25:28,520 --> 01:25:30,240
Speaker 5: Kind of know that we talked about it before and

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01:25:30,240 --> 01:25:32,719
Speaker 5: I was like no, I'm literally so okay, Like literally,

1858
01:25:32,800 --> 01:25:35,639
Speaker 5: I just want to Ryan on so people can see

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01:25:35,640 --> 01:25:38,080
Speaker 5: her brain inside her head and see this version that

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01:25:38,120 --> 01:25:41,679
Speaker 5: we get to see and love. So I was more

1861
01:25:41,680 --> 01:25:44,360
Speaker 5: than happy to just sit back and chill. Also, y'all

1862
01:25:44,360 --> 01:25:46,160
Speaker 5: are just the girls, Like that's what it is.

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01:25:46,439 --> 01:25:46,640
Speaker 3: I know.

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01:25:46,680 --> 01:25:49,000
Speaker 2: I feel like that's most hang outs anyways, me and

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01:25:49,080 --> 01:25:49,479
Speaker 2: or I be.

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01:25:49,439 --> 01:25:53,320
Speaker 3: Like Andrew's like yeah, yeah, no I thought that too.

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01:25:53,880 --> 01:25:57,680
Speaker 8: Yeah exactly exactly literally.

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01:25:57,640 --> 01:25:59,760
Speaker 2: But yeah, thank you so much for being on. I

1869
01:25:59,760 --> 01:26:02,360
Speaker 2: think it was an awesome episode, and thank you guys

1870
01:26:02,360 --> 01:26:02,920
Speaker 2: for watching.

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01:26:03,400 --> 01:26:06,720
Speaker 4: Peace and love and unity and respect. Now let's go

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Speaker 4: boom m