WEBVTT - Ep 276: Unicorning on Vacay 0:00:02.480 --> 0:00:08.800 Guess what decision We're about to make horrible decisions High 0:00:08.880 --> 0:00:14.400 horri Hid Welcome to yet another episode of horrid Blay. 0:00:14.840 --> 0:00:17.680 This is the old. Yeah, bitches, we bet from a 0:00:17.760 --> 0:00:20.720 motherfucking break. It's girl, don't look at me like that. 0:00:20.720 --> 0:00:22.440 Plus say that's always your girl. Mandy b a k 0:00:22.440 --> 0:00:25.239 A full corp bunks a k A debt bitch a 0:00:25.400 --> 0:00:29.880 k A fucking everybody this summer? What's the doubted you right? 0:00:30.680 --> 0:00:33.640 I'm not Mandy Is, but I did get that many 0:00:33.720 --> 0:00:36.680 like I did get it in, bitch, I did? I 0:00:36.720 --> 0:00:39.080 have been getting it in. And I'm gonna y'all know 0:00:39.080 --> 0:00:40.840 what you made it the horrible decision. I'm like, why 0:00:41.040 --> 0:00:44.199 just make it the goddamn no, because many want to. 0:00:45.120 --> 0:00:47.159 I'm gonna tell you all about my guest bitch. Were 0:00:47.159 --> 0:00:49.560 still gonna keep outline. We don't came back from a break. 0:00:49.600 --> 0:00:52.040 I said, let me let me set this up. Well, 0:00:52.320 --> 0:00:56.840 I'm whasy, what's up? I am kind of feeling sad, 0:00:57.080 --> 0:01:01.560 so I'm actually excited y'all Seattle K be here and 0:01:01.760 --> 0:01:04.520 this feeling it really is. This is about to bring 0:01:04.520 --> 0:01:06.840 the moved down. What bitch whatnot? No, I'm ready for 0:01:06.880 --> 0:01:09.560 your sex story. Well, that's gonna come into the horrible decision. 0:01:09.560 --> 0:01:11.560 I'm gonna hold it up. Don't really happen. It's just 0:01:11.600 --> 0:01:19.119 like you're sad about Nick. I just can't understand. Okay, 0:01:19.160 --> 0:01:21.480 I'm gonna tell you. Okay, you go tell the world. 0:01:21.480 --> 0:01:25.720 We'll go ahead. You know what's funny about this ship? 0:01:26.200 --> 0:01:27.880 And when people ask me like, why would you say 0:01:28.000 --> 0:01:29.559 X y Z in the podcast, I'm like, I feel 0:01:29.560 --> 0:01:31.120 like the reason I know how to do my job 0:01:31.120 --> 0:01:33.920 well because I forget that this, these cameras and these 0:01:33.959 --> 0:01:39.200 wires connect to people. So um, okay, no, I just 0:01:39.600 --> 0:01:41.559 you know, on our Pattren recently, I was talking about 0:01:41.600 --> 0:01:43.199 how I didn't know if I could talk about someone, 0:01:43.240 --> 0:01:45.679 and like it sucks not to talk about somebody does. 0:01:45.920 --> 0:01:48.240 And also I understand that I shouldn't be talking about 0:01:48.240 --> 0:01:51.000 someone being that people doesn't even matter if the public 0:01:51.040 --> 0:01:52.560 doesn't know who it is. It's people that you know, 0:01:52.600 --> 0:01:54.840 maybe around, So I want to respect that, so I 0:01:54.840 --> 0:01:57.520 won't talk about it. But the reason I'm sad here's tea. 0:01:59.640 --> 0:02:02.000 So one of my home girls and I be talking 0:02:02.040 --> 0:02:04.400 about psychics and astrology and she'd be kind of get 0:02:04.400 --> 0:02:08.000 me in my bag. So I went to this psychic 0:02:08.680 --> 0:02:12.560 on fucking Melrose and this bitch. Oh my god. So 0:02:12.600 --> 0:02:14.240 this is what happened, and I really feel like she 0:02:14.360 --> 0:02:15.919 was right and it's sucked me up for the last 0:02:15.960 --> 0:02:17.880 few days. She said, you about to have a baby? No, 0:02:18.200 --> 0:02:22.160 quite the opposite, quite the opposite, not quite just listening. Okay. 0:02:22.280 --> 0:02:23.880 So I went in there. I didn't even really have 0:02:23.880 --> 0:02:25.880 a real question, but I was like, let me just 0:02:25.919 --> 0:02:27.640 go because I sometimes I want to know what people 0:02:27.639 --> 0:02:32.560 reading on me and whatever. I'm walking the dollar. So uh, 0:02:32.639 --> 0:02:35.680 I go in there. And the reason I think she 0:02:35.840 --> 0:02:37.919 may have been into it like I looked like ship. 0:02:37.960 --> 0:02:39.519 So you know how sometimes people say you're going to 0:02:39.560 --> 0:02:42.560 be successful or you did da da da. She sat 0:02:42.600 --> 0:02:45.000 down with me for a few minutes, looks at my hands, 0:02:45.040 --> 0:02:47.760 looks at me, and again I looked bad. And she 0:02:47.919 --> 0:02:51.000 was like, who do you work? No, you work for yourself? 0:02:51.040 --> 0:02:54.040 How many people work for you? And I was like, okay, 0:02:54.120 --> 0:02:56.280 what's she reading? She was like, You're gonna have a 0:02:56.280 --> 0:02:59.360 lot of success in work. And she was like, because 0:02:59.760 --> 0:03:02.640 you been what did she say? That's the karmic debt 0:03:02.919 --> 0:03:05.639 that money has owed you. She was like, you fulfilled 0:03:05.639 --> 0:03:07.760 a duty and I was like, maybe she's talking about 0:03:07.760 --> 0:03:10.560 helping my parents and like maybe that's brought me good luck. 0:03:10.600 --> 0:03:12.760 I don't know. She's like, you fulfilled a duty that 0:03:12.800 --> 0:03:15.080 will always keep your prosperous. She was like, but I 0:03:15.080 --> 0:03:18.560 know your love life is bad. And I was like, um, 0:03:18.639 --> 0:03:22.120 I wouldn't say that. She said, it's because you had 0:03:22.120 --> 0:03:25.440 an abortion. She said, you took love out of your body. No, 0:03:25.600 --> 0:03:29.200 you went to the wrong as to Republicans like you 0:03:29.320 --> 0:03:32.640 went to She said, I took a love out of 0:03:32.680 --> 0:03:35.640 my body, and it means that I will keep finding 0:03:35.640 --> 0:03:38.120 it and it'll be right here in my hands. And 0:03:38.280 --> 0:03:41.280 every time, um, I think I can hold onto the love, 0:03:41.280 --> 0:03:43.440 it'll be taken for me, just like as the bitch, 0:03:43.440 --> 0:03:45.960 How old was that? Since you act like she knew 0:03:46.120 --> 0:03:49.280 that it was more than ten years ago, okay, And 0:03:49.520 --> 0:03:52.320 I was very surprised that she like got it on 0:03:52.360 --> 0:03:53.840 the note, I mean on the on the dot. She 0:03:53.880 --> 0:03:55.920 was like, doesn't matter that you were younger. She came 0:03:55.960 --> 0:04:01.240 across our abortion episode honestly because she because she's so 0:04:01.320 --> 0:04:04.200 pro life, she came across that ship, knew who the 0:04:04.200 --> 0:04:08.120 funk you was? Told me that he like she knew. 0:04:08.520 --> 0:04:11.040 I was like, no, she didn't bro but and I 0:04:11.120 --> 0:04:12.720 was like, even if she did, I was like, and 0:04:12.760 --> 0:04:15.400 he was like, no, maybe knowing demographics and ship, and 0:04:15.480 --> 0:04:18.839 he was I was like, you're have an abortion horror. Look, 0:04:19.360 --> 0:04:21.120 actually I'm not gonna lie. You look like you've had 0:04:21.160 --> 0:04:24.279 more than one, so I'm actually surprised you've only had one? 0:04:25.200 --> 0:04:27.320 Wait wait, wait, what the real question? That's why I 0:04:27.360 --> 0:04:30.400 was like, which one? No? No, no, no, let's go 0:04:30.440 --> 0:04:36.799 into abortion. Look, I was wearing shorts. I was wearing um, 0:04:36.839 --> 0:04:40.000 just like a slab, cheeks out, No like Jim close 0:04:40.040 --> 0:04:45.720 kind of swe no makeup, big tea. That's abortion for it. 0:04:47.120 --> 0:04:50.720 Probably just looked just the reason I said to horror 0:04:50.720 --> 0:04:52.760 because obviously abortions of it your horror. But I'm saying 0:04:52.760 --> 0:04:55.640 abortion horror because the way she judged me, hope you 0:04:55.640 --> 0:04:58.039 think you're gonna find love with those abortions? Was this 0:04:58.080 --> 0:05:01.520 a white woman? You're going to to a white wo 0:05:01.520 --> 0:05:03.520 want to let her read you? Oh? Bit, I just 0:05:03.560 --> 0:05:05.520 walked into place, But I'm gonna be red with you. 0:05:05.560 --> 0:05:08.600 That hold on. So learning a little bit more about 0:05:08.680 --> 0:05:11.720 like sex, magic and who do and voodoo and witchcraft 0:05:11.760 --> 0:05:16.080 and astro ship. What I've seen from like real deal people. 0:05:16.560 --> 0:05:19.400 They're those Romanian gypsy kinds. I've watched them really dope 0:05:19.480 --> 0:05:22.760 vice land ship about like them going to Romani and 0:05:22.800 --> 0:05:26.640 like seeing how witchcraft works and stuff like that, and 0:05:27.240 --> 0:05:32.520 or the islands like Cuban, Euroba all if all of 0:05:32.560 --> 0:05:36.599 those anyway is either Romania or islands. And so what 0:05:36.640 --> 0:05:38.880 I'm saying is when I saw her, look, I'm like, Okay, 0:05:38.880 --> 0:05:40.440 she got a little the gypsy looks. She looked like 0:05:40.480 --> 0:05:42.159 somebody that come up to in the grocery store, like 0:05:42.200 --> 0:05:44.839 I want to tell you a fortune. Oh my goodness. 0:05:44.839 --> 0:05:47.400 So anyway, it's really fucked me up, and honestly, I 0:05:47.480 --> 0:05:49.760 kind of feel like it's true. Bro. She said, your 0:05:49.800 --> 0:05:52.200 love life sucked now or your love life is going 0:05:52.240 --> 0:05:55.800 to forever. She said, it's going to forever suck. Like 0:05:55.839 --> 0:05:58.720 it's going to be basically saying every time I'm getting there, 0:05:59.080 --> 0:06:01.440 it'll be like pulled from me. And I believe, Like 0:06:01.480 --> 0:06:03.920 I hated that I believed it, but it felt real. 0:06:03.960 --> 0:06:06.000 And she told me I had to like basically like, well, 0:06:06.040 --> 0:06:08.880 you can't put the baby back in you. She told 0:06:08.880 --> 0:06:11.520 me I had to like repent and like put it in. 0:06:12.560 --> 0:06:15.440 She did someone you went to the wrong big. She 0:06:15.520 --> 0:06:18.360 is not a professional. She's magazine. She's been around for 0:06:18.440 --> 0:06:24.159 seventeen years. So she told me like, um, it's like, 0:06:24.240 --> 0:06:27.040 got my chakra blocked. I'm not going back to her. 0:06:27.279 --> 0:06:29.599 But there's a woman that was she'd recommended me to 0:06:29.640 --> 0:06:31.680 in Atlanta that I booked a flight to go see 0:06:31.800 --> 0:06:34.599 for like a chakra cleansing. Because that whole fucked me up. Dog, 0:06:34.680 --> 0:06:36.240 I got a shocker in the shape of a dick. 0:06:36.520 --> 0:06:38.599 You can have it. I never used it. Is that 0:06:38.600 --> 0:06:40.840 that's not a chakra. You're talking about shock rubs? Yeah, 0:06:40.920 --> 0:06:43.039 that's what it is. Shout out to the Latina chick 0:06:43.120 --> 0:06:44.920 who makes it. I just want to shout out a 0:06:45.000 --> 0:06:47.120 deal of color. It looks like a crystal. It's a 0:06:47.120 --> 0:06:50.000 woman on company. You don't want it. I know you 0:06:50.120 --> 0:06:51.560 just pray on it. I didn't. I didn't put it. 0:06:52.760 --> 0:06:54.880 Why what you do to it? It's a crystals. You 0:06:54.960 --> 0:06:58.880 don't pray on crystals. They just do. You charge the 0:06:59.200 --> 0:07:02.760 charge them in this sign you So I'm not gonna go. 0:07:04.279 --> 0:07:05.720 We should have her on though. I think her name 0:07:05.760 --> 0:07:07.640 is Vanessa from Chakras. I would love I would love 0:07:07.640 --> 0:07:10.640 to which you went to Atlanta. I'm going to Atlanta. 0:07:10.840 --> 0:07:15.160 It's crazy. No. I booked an appointment for this last 0:07:15.240 --> 0:07:17.760 year to get my chakras clans and we ended up 0:07:17.760 --> 0:07:19.480 doing something else. I couldn't get it done. And after 0:07:19.520 --> 0:07:21.600 this bitch told me this ship, I was like, I 0:07:21.640 --> 0:07:23.560 need to do it because honestly, I do have a 0:07:23.600 --> 0:07:27.400 major block about like finding love, about deserving love, about 0:07:27.440 --> 0:07:31.200 not understanding that all niggas aren't ship like, because like 0:07:31.440 --> 0:07:34.520 I had, I look, I'm just sucked up about niggas 0:07:34.560 --> 0:07:38.280 to the point where like I wanted some pussy because 0:07:38.280 --> 0:07:41.000 I really believe, like I mean, I didn't think. I 0:07:41.000 --> 0:07:44.000 don't know, Yeah, that's not how that works. I think 0:07:44.000 --> 0:07:46.760 that men are just like fucking me up. But women 0:07:46.840 --> 0:07:48.520 will too. Question how much do you pay for this 0:07:48.640 --> 0:07:53.920 chakra cleetan? I don't know. You're lying, you know, don't 0:07:53.920 --> 0:08:00.080 look at it can't be more than two right, it 0:08:00.080 --> 0:08:04.320 could be fifty? What judge, man, I'm just saying, how 0:08:04.360 --> 0:08:05.920 are you just pulling up to someone unless you need 0:08:06.120 --> 0:08:10.840 people spend on therapy. Let's talk about that as the episode. 0:08:10.880 --> 0:08:12.280 And you don't want to do a little codes. It's 0:08:12.320 --> 0:08:14.960 only like six dollars a session. That's a lot. So 0:08:15.080 --> 0:08:19.040 if I could do one broke. We all know who 0:08:19.520 --> 0:08:23.640 advertising in this episode. Man, Look, I feel more connected 0:08:23.720 --> 0:08:27.480 with spirituality and energy and chakras and you know what 0:08:27.680 --> 0:08:30.000 I've been Okay, this is all also gonna be like 0:08:30.040 --> 0:08:31.600 I realized how this sounds. I know, I've been hanging 0:08:31.600 --> 0:08:34.040 out in l A. I just want to say, the 0:08:34.080 --> 0:08:37.840 more hollywood Ish friends I meet because I hang around niggas, 0:08:37.880 --> 0:08:40.880 they're not like scientologists, but almost all of them, Mandy, 0:08:40.920 --> 0:08:47.880 I swear to God, have no type of broke. They 0:08:47.960 --> 0:08:49.880 have serious No, no, not broke. I'm talking about like 0:08:49.960 --> 0:08:52.800 hot like celebrities, or like celebrities be broke to they'd 0:08:52.800 --> 0:08:55.920 be talking about fucking full moon energy cleansing, getting your 0:08:55.920 --> 0:08:59.720 ship right. And I got invited to Peru, you know, 0:09:00.120 --> 0:09:03.680 bird to do like fully Waska ship, Like I don't 0:09:03.720 --> 0:09:05.040 know if I'm gonna sign an India. I don't know 0:09:05.040 --> 0:09:06.679 how this is gonna go. But basically it was like, no, 0:09:06.720 --> 0:09:08.280 we're getting like a small group of people and we're 0:09:08.280 --> 0:09:10.160 going and like trying to figure out of the right now. 0:09:10.240 --> 0:09:12.319 I actually we talked about this on Patreon. There's a 0:09:12.360 --> 0:09:17.760 whole cult that that and we got to stop her. Now, 0:09:19.559 --> 0:09:22.520 you guys, they're talking about to join this. She's gonna 0:09:22.520 --> 0:09:24.960 come in here talking some bullshit and I'm gonna be like, run, 0:09:25.559 --> 0:09:28.320 we can't. It's crazy because even though you like brought 0:09:28.360 --> 0:09:31.800 it like the crystals the stars in the moons. Someone said, 0:09:31.880 --> 0:09:35.600 I'm experiencing true libra energy at this moment in dating 0:09:35.720 --> 0:09:41.840 lib Libra energy because I'm having this like weird thing 0:09:42.040 --> 0:09:46.200 right where it's like I'm flirting and I found this 0:09:46.280 --> 0:09:49.120 like I did a little TikTok on my Graham. I 0:09:49.200 --> 0:09:52.680 have all of this energy to flirt and get numbers 0:09:52.800 --> 0:09:54.480 and entertaining because I don't really sit a n new 0:09:54.559 --> 0:09:56.640 yet because that's too much work. But I am like 0:09:56.880 --> 0:09:59.760 entertaining some some good nis. I got some raffles, some 0:10:00.080 --> 0:10:03.760 like just some good not rappers. Why the rappers are 0:10:03.760 --> 0:10:05.600 on my phone, but the rappers are on my phone? 0:10:05.640 --> 0:10:08.000 Maybe they want their ass a. I don't know. I'm 0:10:08.000 --> 0:10:11.280 telling you rapper energy. I cannot bro I'm trying to like, 0:10:11.480 --> 0:10:13.680 I'm gonna all a love with the ship that we 0:10:13.760 --> 0:10:15.520 do for two days while you're in love with me 0:10:15.520 --> 0:10:17.400 and dump me to the next person. And I wanted 0:10:17.880 --> 0:10:20.280 I'm not here, boy, I got I got an athlete. 0:10:20.280 --> 0:10:22.600 I gotta wrapper up I got another little regular knit. 0:10:22.720 --> 0:10:25.400 Is it a rapper that you listen to? Oh, girl, 0:10:25.440 --> 0:10:28.559 it's not a rapper. There's a at the end. It's rapper. 0:10:29.520 --> 0:10:33.840 There's multiple that you listen to. No, that's the crazy 0:10:33.880 --> 0:10:38.680 pro Yeah, I don't really listen to now. Um. And 0:10:38.720 --> 0:10:40.480 then there's one I really want to just give all 0:10:40.520 --> 0:10:42.760 my fucking couchie too. And I just, I mean, like, 0:10:42.760 --> 0:10:44.640 I guess we just gotta like each other's pictures forever. 0:10:44.640 --> 0:10:47.840 It's so annoying. But Larry, yes, you all love, but 0:10:47.920 --> 0:10:50.000 we just I wanted to go say, Nate, we just 0:10:50.040 --> 0:10:52.520 like each all these pictures. And I'm like, but the 0:10:52.559 --> 0:10:54.599 other but the other ones that are like really in 0:10:54.679 --> 0:10:57.040 my phone trying to see me. I realized it's like 0:10:58.840 --> 0:11:02.920 I'm nine. No no no, no no no no no, 0:11:03.320 --> 0:11:05.240 only the girls I fucking come on the pot. No 0:11:05.320 --> 0:11:08.640 niggas can come on this right, No, So what I 0:11:08.679 --> 0:11:10.440 want to so I'm not having him on the pot? 0:11:10.679 --> 0:11:15.400 Who cares? Bro? I care have some leader in arg Yeah. 0:11:15.520 --> 0:11:18.840 But as much as I'm a hypocrite often I say often, 0:11:19.440 --> 0:11:21.760 I don't ship where I sleep or eat where whatever 0:11:21.760 --> 0:11:26.440 the fun? How if this is my job? What if 0:11:28.720 --> 0:11:33.600 no because then all, no, no, I'm not you meet 0:11:33.640 --> 0:11:37.000 your husband. My husband is not gonna be on here 0:11:37.080 --> 0:11:39.520 meeting you while you're asking if he likes that's eight 0:11:39.840 --> 0:11:42.200 and balls ligged and all that's all about. You're a 0:11:42.200 --> 0:11:44.520 fucking ex boyfriend who cares. I do, But I don't 0:11:44.520 --> 0:11:45.680 want a nigga that I don't want to suck on 0:11:45.679 --> 0:11:48.440 this pot. It's not this pot. I mean like you're saying, like, oh, 0:11:48.480 --> 0:11:51.320 I don't want I work and I do this. You've 0:11:51.320 --> 0:11:53.240 been saying this for so long. It's probably gonna be 0:11:53.320 --> 0:11:55.400 how you meet your mate. No, I don't want nigga 0:11:55.480 --> 0:11:57.680 in the industry. You probably gonna get him. Bit well, 0:11:57.720 --> 0:11:59.400 I'm saying, no, you don't want my niggan industry. But 0:11:59.440 --> 0:12:03.120 I've got wrapped first. I do at my line athletes 0:12:03.120 --> 0:12:05.240 are not my Ann Street Larry June and ends up 0:12:05.280 --> 0:12:07.600 going amazing. You can't be his girl. I just want 0:12:07.600 --> 0:12:13.959 to be your girl. No, don't knowing. Yeah, I'm getting 0:12:14.000 --> 0:12:16.319 I'm getting to the point where I just like realized 0:12:16.640 --> 0:12:20.160 I want to see someone. Then I just don't like 0:12:20.240 --> 0:12:24.160 I'll flirt with them, I mean face timing with them, 0:12:24.360 --> 0:12:26.199 and it's like you can't wait to see him. Niggas 0:12:26.160 --> 0:12:28.160 will be like ready, like what you're doing, I can 0:12:28.200 --> 0:12:32.720 come over. I'm free today, and I'm like okay, And 0:12:32.720 --> 0:12:34.679 then like my friends asked me to go out or 0:12:34.720 --> 0:12:36.400 something and I'm like okay, I'm too busy now. And 0:12:36.400 --> 0:12:37.600 then by the time I get home, I don't want 0:12:37.640 --> 0:12:39.640 to be bothered. I just don't want to be bothered. 0:12:40.080 --> 0:12:42.079 I don't want that's just because you don't have anyone. 0:12:42.160 --> 0:12:45.199 I don't want niggas to just like pull up. That's 0:12:45.240 --> 0:12:47.720 that's literally you just don't have anybody. Like. So I 0:12:47.800 --> 0:12:49.880 was saying the same thing met and nigga I liked 0:12:49.880 --> 0:12:51.679 in l A And now I'm just like, should we 0:12:51.760 --> 0:12:54.080 go here? But no, it's not. I feel like I 0:12:54.160 --> 0:12:56.120 also just don't have the time to day. I don't 0:12:56.120 --> 0:13:00.160 have the time to like you say that until you 0:13:00.320 --> 0:13:03.800 I don't want another job. And these niggas's jobs, like 0:13:04.280 --> 0:13:07.360 niggas's jobs, you gotta fucking fit them in. Niggas, we 0:13:07.400 --> 0:13:09.480 want to get fed. And I like cooking now and 0:13:09.480 --> 0:13:11.520 they know I cook good, so then there then I 0:13:11.520 --> 0:13:14.480 gotta feed them. Then if my cleaner ain't coming for 0:13:14.520 --> 0:13:17.080 the week, I gotta clean the house. I become like 0:13:17.160 --> 0:13:19.520 all these other little jobs and I'm too busy. Bitch. 0:13:19.800 --> 0:13:23.400 A bitch is booked. In the busy, I'd be rare 0:13:23.440 --> 0:13:26.199 with you, bro, like i'd be talking like that. And 0:13:26.559 --> 0:13:28.840 the busiest I had been was when I was filming 0:13:28.840 --> 0:13:31.080 season two of Sex Cells. That was really hard for 0:13:31.120 --> 0:13:33.640 me because we added narrative, which means you can't just 0:13:33.679 --> 0:13:36.000 interview anymore. Now you've got to create the story that 0:13:36.080 --> 0:13:38.400 leads up. They were wiring my car doing mad Ship 0:13:38.920 --> 0:13:40.439 and I still made time for dates and I was 0:13:40.520 --> 0:13:42.679 in full makeup, hair was done, and I'm like, all right, well, 0:13:42.760 --> 0:13:45.640 Seth's going this song today and niggas time different if 0:13:45.679 --> 0:13:49.280 you realize and you need sometimes, all right, I'll tell 0:13:49.280 --> 0:13:50.839 you what I need it. Since the two people in 0:13:50.880 --> 0:13:53.599 the People was trying the same a story, didn't you 0:13:54.240 --> 0:13:56.480 jumped on in because it's like sometimes you just be 0:13:57.240 --> 0:14:00.240 talking like in this box and you do to talk 0:14:00.320 --> 0:14:02.520 about No, you've done this for years and you've been 0:14:04.120 --> 0:14:06.120 You've said I don't want this, I don't want to cuddle, 0:14:06.120 --> 0:14:07.959 I'm not gonna cook for nigga, and you do it. Well, 0:14:08.000 --> 0:14:10.920 it changes over time. I know where I'm at this moment. 0:14:11.280 --> 0:14:13.840 All I'm saying to go. I said the other side 0:14:13.880 --> 0:14:15.680 of that, I didn't want what I wanted. I only 0:14:15.720 --> 0:14:17.760 speak in where I'm at right now, and I just said, 0:14:17.800 --> 0:14:19.960 I'm in this weird place. You're saying we different. I 0:14:20.000 --> 0:14:22.760 don't do this. All I'm saying is, Mandy, you cannot 0:14:22.800 --> 0:14:26.200 completely forced work into your life where you have no play. 0:14:26.480 --> 0:14:28.320 You make a lot of time for your friends when 0:14:28.320 --> 0:14:30.280 you meet someone you like. All I'm saying is you 0:14:30.320 --> 0:14:32.760 need to enjoy your life and stop saying like I 0:14:32.800 --> 0:14:34.280 can't do this right now because I'm working too much. 0:14:34.320 --> 0:14:36.480 Because when you talk like that, it's really hard to 0:14:36.560 --> 0:14:39.320 like bring blessings and people into your life. But I 0:14:39.480 --> 0:14:42.440 realize I like my friends. It's so right now. I'm 0:14:42.520 --> 0:14:45.240 realizing too, I don't want to make time for niggas. 0:14:45.280 --> 0:14:47.360 I don't want to like. That's where I'm at right now. 0:14:47.400 --> 0:14:50.200 I'm enjoying work so much, and I'm enjoying finally being 0:14:50.240 --> 0:14:52.080 around my friends with just my friends because for the 0:14:52.160 --> 0:14:55.360 last two years, my nigga joined me with my friends 0:14:55.360 --> 0:14:57.960 all the time in and out of the bedroom for 0:14:58.000 --> 0:15:00.320 the last two years, and for the first year, I 0:15:00.360 --> 0:15:02.520 wasn't seeing my friends. So I feel like I'm catching 0:15:02.560 --> 0:15:04.440 up on my friends, and I realized how much I 0:15:04.560 --> 0:15:07.360 enjoy being with them, and I enjoy working way more 0:15:07.400 --> 0:15:10.080 than entertaining these niggas. And it's not that I'm blocking 0:15:10.120 --> 0:15:12.960 my blessings at all. It's just I'm sharing where I'm at. 0:15:13.160 --> 0:15:15.760 It's in this very moment, a month and a half, 0:15:15.800 --> 0:15:18.400 almost two months out of being in love, being with 0:15:18.440 --> 0:15:21.400 who I thought my soul mate was, and literally spending 0:15:21.440 --> 0:15:24.520 the last two years every day with that nicko damn here, 0:15:24.840 --> 0:15:28.280 And so I realized not only how draining it was 0:15:28.320 --> 0:15:31.080 to show up as a partner and entertain a man, 0:15:32.080 --> 0:15:34.720 I did lose sight in a lot of things, or 0:15:34.800 --> 0:15:38.640 I over complicated my life and fitting him in. And 0:15:38.680 --> 0:15:40.880 I realized I do want to just focus on work 0:15:40.920 --> 0:15:43.360 and my friends. Right, it's getting as gay as your hat. 0:15:43.600 --> 0:15:46.520 Not time for you, not and gay at all. Remember 0:15:46.520 --> 0:15:50.600 when we were and we fucking made Vincent vote on 0:15:50.800 --> 0:15:53.920 look gayer your hair was we don't look you still 0:15:53.960 --> 0:15:56.760 look gay? Or bro? You have one bro, you still 0:15:57.160 --> 0:15:59.680 you look gayer? We just did vote a month ago. 0:16:00.080 --> 0:16:03.200 Have all way a crop top just so I'm wearing 0:16:03.200 --> 0:16:05.640 a pants. But that's what I'm saying is very gay. 0:16:05.880 --> 0:16:09.480 This is not a gay is it yummy? Thank you? Hello? 0:16:09.680 --> 0:16:17.880 Wives are so full of sheet. I'm wearing you you're not. 0:16:18.720 --> 0:16:21.480 I'm wearing a dress. We'll see the next outfit. You know. 0:16:23.720 --> 0:16:25.320 She always looks gay. I don't know why we keep 0:16:25.320 --> 0:16:26.960 talking about this. We have a short hair, it'll maybe 0:16:26.960 --> 0:16:30.880 look gay it dode. That's the first thing people do 0:16:30.960 --> 0:16:35.880 when they want to look like they couldn't you know? 0:16:35.960 --> 0:16:37.440 Can I be honest? I don't know why I do 0:16:38.080 --> 0:16:41.080 so much, but I recently did it in a restaurant. 0:16:41.080 --> 0:16:44.000 If people were staring at me because I was trying 0:16:44.000 --> 0:16:46.080 to be quiet, somebody was talking about someone. They were like, 0:16:46.120 --> 0:16:48.320 you know that's her? Girl was like is it noo? 0:16:48.440 --> 0:16:51.960 And they're like yeah. I was like, she'd be doing yes, 0:16:52.600 --> 0:16:55.880 And I fucking said out like they be doing like 0:16:55.920 --> 0:16:57.880 everybody looks and they knew exactly who I was talking about. 0:16:58.160 --> 0:17:00.520 It was so embarrassing watch on YouTube. But still you 0:17:01.920 --> 0:17:05.400 how are you doing? Y'allo here a little bit? H yeah? 0:17:05.480 --> 0:17:12.040 We want to get there all right? So the vanilla 0:17:12.080 --> 0:17:17.920 ship for this week, guys Um is a Brazilian influencer 0:17:18.800 --> 0:17:22.080 put in a wheelchair after holding in parts around boyfriend. 0:17:22.560 --> 0:17:27.440 Twenty twenty one year old Victoria known as v tube 0:17:28.000 --> 0:17:31.240 has been uh was seen being pushed in a wheelchair 0:17:31.560 --> 0:17:40.399 through a Portuguese airport. Don't like Portugi, little fitch. I know, 0:17:40.480 --> 0:17:42.560 I used to sell fucking a six to them, Nigga 0:17:42.560 --> 0:17:50.919 Sette champ O. God, they loved them, mother fucking running shoes. 0:17:50.960 --> 0:17:52.679 But I used to be a chance. I used to us. 0:17:53.760 --> 0:17:58.560 I used to know how to counting through. Um alright, anyways, um. 0:17:58.800 --> 0:18:02.160 She was seen being pushed through airport after reportedly holding 0:18:02.320 --> 0:18:06.560 in her farts. The YouTuber and Instagram influencer um or 0:18:06.640 --> 0:18:11.520 in Lisbon attending the Rock in Rio two thousand two 0:18:11.600 --> 0:18:17.400 music festival when she began experiencing severe abdominal pain. Moras 0:18:17.480 --> 0:18:20.439 had been too embarrassed to break wind in front of 0:18:20.440 --> 0:18:24.400 her boyfriend and decided to hold everything in. It wasn't 0:18:24.440 --> 0:18:26.439 until they had arrived at the airport that the that 0:18:26.520 --> 0:18:30.920 the that the pain, that the pain became, that the 0:18:30.960 --> 0:18:36.119 pain became unbearable quote unquote. At the airport, I started 0:18:36.119 --> 0:18:38.399 to feel horrible pain and I was even attended in 0:18:38.400 --> 0:18:44.720 a wheelchair and it was gas she experienced. Um And anyways, yeah, 0:18:44.760 --> 0:18:47.000 she wrote this and shared it with her over twenty 0:18:47.040 --> 0:18:50.600 three million followers. She is expected to make a full recovery. 0:18:50.920 --> 0:18:53.200 But I did want to bring up the fact that 0:18:53.280 --> 0:18:56.560 because we are dating new people, having new partners, not 0:18:56.680 --> 0:18:59.040 as comfortable with maybe new people as we have been 0:18:59.080 --> 0:19:01.440 with our previous part never been that comfortable. What are 0:19:01.520 --> 0:19:05.240 things you are not currently comfortable around new people? Yet? 0:19:06.240 --> 0:19:09.199 I don't ever fart in front of partners. That's been 0:19:09.200 --> 0:19:11.679 a thing. If I found out, like, hey, you'll be 0:19:11.720 --> 0:19:13.920 closer to dying if you hold it in, I'd be like, okay, 0:19:14.240 --> 0:19:16.520 well I would like to be buried in white. I 0:19:16.560 --> 0:19:18.840 will plan the whole thing out. I'm not gonna just 0:19:19.280 --> 0:19:22.600 fart in front of Are you serious? Bro? I never 0:19:22.640 --> 0:19:24.400 tell dudes when I like that I have to share. 0:19:24.480 --> 0:19:27.120 I don't talk about my bowel movement. It's just evanescences 0:19:27.160 --> 0:19:28.760 out of my body. That's what you need to think. 0:19:29.080 --> 0:19:33.960 I am not shifting farting you, bro? When I have 0:19:34.080 --> 0:19:36.640 to throw up, Like if I get wasted, I get 0:19:36.680 --> 0:19:39.239 so much anxiety because I'm like, holy shit, what am 0:19:39.280 --> 0:19:41.479 I going to do? No matter of fact, I'll tell 0:19:41.560 --> 0:19:43.919 y'all story, funk. I hope this isn't a clip, so 0:19:43.960 --> 0:19:47.320 basically to do that, I'm seeing we went to go 0:19:47.400 --> 0:19:51.160 eat and they accidentally gave me eggs, and I was like, yeah, 0:19:51.440 --> 0:19:54.720 he's he told us none others happened recently. Yeah, you 0:19:54.800 --> 0:19:58.320 told us on Patreon. I did, okay, I hold you 0:19:58.359 --> 0:20:01.960 tell myself. He was have it soon, Invatriana here to stop. 0:20:02.240 --> 0:20:05.000 It was bad. But what I'm saying is I remember 0:20:05.000 --> 0:20:07.879 the whole time thinking like because I really wanted to fuck. 0:20:08.040 --> 0:20:09.719 I mean yeah, it was like one o'clock in the afternoon, 0:20:10.920 --> 0:20:13.400 and at the same time, I'm just like like, can 0:20:13.440 --> 0:20:16.399 I hold it? Oh my god? Speaking of throw up, 0:20:16.720 --> 0:20:18.240 I almost threw up on a dick for the first 0:20:18.240 --> 0:20:20.960 time in my life that you threw up on a dick, 0:20:20.960 --> 0:20:22.639 and you shared the story here. It was with the rapper. 0:20:23.040 --> 0:20:26.960 Oh no, but that was bad. But she but you 0:20:27.000 --> 0:20:28.760 actually threw up on the dick. So this is your 0:20:28.760 --> 0:20:31.520