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Speaker 1: Wake that ass up in the morning.

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Speaker 2: Breakfast Club Morning, everybody's tej n V.

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Speaker 3: Just hilarious.

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Speaker 4: Chelamine the guy. We are the Breakfast Club. We got

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Speaker 4: a special guest in the building. Good sister, Tiffany Haddish

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Speaker 4: is back.

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Speaker 5: Welcome.

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Speaker 1: Hey boo. Yeah, I'm feeling fantastic. How are you feeling bless.

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Speaker 5: Yeah?

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Speaker 1: I feel good.

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Speaker 5: There you go. Yeah, new book. I curse you with joy.

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Speaker 5: Talk to me about it.

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Speaker 1: But you know, it's funny. Everybody's calling it, I curse

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Speaker 1: you with joy. But I call it because at the

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Speaker 1: top of the page, if you look at the front

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Speaker 1: page and say, Tiffany Hattish, I curse you with joy?

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Speaker 5: Got you?

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Speaker 1: Yeah, Yeah, because I think that's important to be I

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Speaker 1: need to say it. I need to say that. But

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Speaker 1: you can say I curse you with joy.

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Speaker 6: You've been saying that since I've known you. You always

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Speaker 6: do that, like curse people with joy.

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Speaker 1: Yeah, because there's a lot of unhappy people. And I mean,

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Speaker 1: if you look at the internet, you can see it's

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Speaker 1: a lot of like it's a lot of hate and

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Speaker 1: anger and sadness out there. And I could, like, you know,

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Speaker 1: combat that with the same thing. Or I could say

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Speaker 1: you know what, I curt you with some joy because

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Speaker 1: you obviously are not happy. So I'm sharing some stories

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Speaker 1: in this book. It's it's a series of essays, if

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Speaker 1: you will. And then I'm sharing some dark things about

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Speaker 1: my existence and how I find the bright side of it.

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Speaker 4: You know what got you to the point to write

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Speaker 4: the book? Was it a particular comment? Was it something

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Speaker 4: that somebody said, or you just was all of the above.

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Speaker 5: No.

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Speaker 1: I had always wanted to do that, but because the

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Speaker 1: first book, Tiffany hottis the Last Black Unicorn, that first

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Speaker 1: one I had edited down when I had took a

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Speaker 1: lot of stuff out because it was too long. I

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Speaker 1: don't like super long, but I don't like them too

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Speaker 1: long personally. If I'm not gonna read it, why would

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Speaker 1: I expect somebody else to read it? Right? So I

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Speaker 1: took a lot out on this next book. I curt

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Speaker 1: you with joy. I you know, all the stuff that

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Speaker 1: I had took out the first book I put in

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Speaker 1: this book, plus more of the journey of being this,

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Speaker 1: you know, shot out of a cannon star. I guess

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Speaker 1: you would say, uh, it's it's been an interesting journey.

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Speaker 1: You know. You guys have known me since the beginning

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Speaker 1: of the journey. You guys have seen the whole ups

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Speaker 1: and downs and all of that, and I'm like, this

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Speaker 1: is the craziest roller coaster. And nobody gives you a

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Speaker 1: manual on how to be famous. Nobody gives you a

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Speaker 1: manual on how to handle certain things. And you have

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Speaker 1: to figure that. You got to figure it out, and

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Speaker 1: it's it is hard. It is very hard, but I'm

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Speaker 1: having fun doing it.

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Speaker 3: What was the most difficult part, you said you figured

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Speaker 3: it out.

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Speaker 1: The most difficult part was not rolling up on somebody

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Speaker 1: and whipping the ass, right, because I'm from the nineteen

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Speaker 1: old days.

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Speaker 6: You know.

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Speaker 1: Oh you're talking shit. Okay, I'm gonna come over there

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Speaker 1: and beat you up. But you know one of my

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Speaker 4: You were Actually I guess you found an app that

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Speaker 4: you could actually find out where these people live or

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Speaker 4: find their number.

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Speaker 1: Yeah, yeah, you can find you can find people. You know.

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Speaker 1: I used to be married to a private investigator, so

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Speaker 1: I know how to get your business if I want to.

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Speaker 1: And so when the lady in the red dress show up,

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Speaker 1: I become a little evil and I'll be having time.

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Speaker 1: your business out there, not like docks you or nothing

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Speaker 1: like that, but you know, I'll call you or I'll

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Speaker 1: make comments on your page and you you won't know

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Speaker 1: it's me, but I'll make comments about you know, police

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Speaker 5: So when you call these the trolls, you call saying

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Speaker 5: this is Tiffany Hattis.

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Speaker 1: Yeah, yeah, I'll be like, h is this blah blah blah,

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Speaker 1: and they'd be like, yep, I'll be like this Tiffany Hattish.

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Speaker 1: They'd be like what nah what, no, No, this is

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Speaker 1: Tiffany Hattish. I saw. First of all, I want to say, uh,

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Speaker 1: I know you loved me because you spent three hours

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Speaker 1: your whole YouTube pages about me. So I just wanted

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Speaker 1: know that I'm about to monetize your videos because you know,

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Speaker 1: need to get paid too. And they be like you crazy,

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Speaker 1: ain't no way.

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Speaker 5: This is you.

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Speaker 1: No no, no, no no no, I'm not crazy. I'm

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Speaker 1: not crazy. I have endometriosis. And so I'm telling you

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Speaker 1: I'm using it. I'm using it. I'm using the energy

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Speaker 7: I know you let me be therapeutic for you, don't

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Speaker 1: I've been therapy so long. I don't know. I don't

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Speaker 1: way of sharing. For others, Uh, some parts are a

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Speaker 1: and that they're not there's not good days. There's good days,

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Speaker 1: but there's not like bad days. There's sometimes it's more

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Speaker 1: That'll be all of that. All of those are rest

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Speaker 1: stories will be in the next book. Tiffany had it.

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Speaker 1: I'm still here, Bitch.

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Speaker 5: Was the daddy issues chapter. Hard.

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Speaker 1: That was the hardest one. That was the hard That

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Speaker 1: That was the hardest one because I realized, like, man,

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Speaker 1: like when I met my dad, it was like I

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Speaker 1: remember everything about him, and you know, even though I

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Speaker 1: soul lit up, like nobody sound like my daddy. Nobody

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Speaker 1: I was trying to find my dad, like, you know,

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Speaker 1: I was done. And it's a lot of us out

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Speaker 5: Is it true? Women really look for that? And men like,

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Speaker 5: do they look like look for somebody that's like their daddy?

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Speaker 1: I don't know. I don't know what other women looking for.

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Speaker 1: I know what I was looking for. I was looking for.

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Speaker 1: I wanted to feel like no fear. For so many

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Speaker 1: common courtesy, right, But I don't have to I don't

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Speaker 6: If the man ain't making that kind of commitment, you

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Speaker 1: Yeah, you need to be like my has been. Then

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Speaker 1: I might be like, Okay, I'm gonna be, not even

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Speaker 1: But the fact that I'm saying mold myself means it's

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Speaker 1: being how I am and who I am, and if

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Speaker 1: you don't like something I'm doing, inspire me to do different.

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Speaker 7: So you've never had that type of relationship yet where

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Speaker 7: you would be like, Okay, I'm gonna let this man lead.

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Speaker 8: Like no one has ever shown you that they that

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Speaker 8: I let.

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Speaker 1: Men lead all the time. I let them lead, But

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Speaker 1: that don't mean I'm gonna follow all the way. I'm

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Speaker 1: start saying like this is not going I don't feel safe.

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Speaker 1: This is where I'm gonna be. Like spiritually, I need

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Speaker 1: to feel safe. Emotionally, I need to feel safe. Physically,

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Speaker 1: I need to feel safe. Financially, I need to feel safe.

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Speaker 4: Yeah, How was it affecting your comedy? You know, sometimes

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Speaker 5: To God, what do you think I got you more focused?

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Speaker 1: Keep you focused.

435
00:19:58,920 --> 00:20:01,000
Speaker 3: Good, you think about something.

436
00:20:02,359 --> 00:20:08,720
Speaker 1: I just had a flash of dicks in my head

437
00:20:10,720 --> 00:20:18,280
Speaker 1: and I'm just like mediums, stop smoking now I'm back

438
00:20:18,320 --> 00:20:24,560
Speaker 1: smoking weed. I started after my court date. I'm not

439
00:20:24,680 --> 00:20:26,840
Speaker 1: I'm not gonna drink no more. I decided I'm never

440
00:20:27,400 --> 00:20:31,000
Speaker 1: I probably will never drink alcohol again until like I'm

441
00:20:31,040 --> 00:20:33,680
Speaker 1: engaged to get married just so he could see like

442
00:20:33,840 --> 00:20:38,520
Speaker 1: my full crazy Yeah, like there's no with like no restrictions.

443
00:20:38,760 --> 00:20:41,359
Speaker 1: I feel like though I have more restrictions. I was

444
00:20:41,480 --> 00:20:44,760
Speaker 1: like I was way too nice. I feel like when

445
00:20:44,760 --> 00:20:46,880
Speaker 1: I would be drinking, I'd be way too nice, way

446
00:20:46,920 --> 00:20:50,840
Speaker 1: too accommodating, and probably way too loud because alcohol make

447
00:20:50,880 --> 00:20:56,600
Speaker 1: you death. Uh but uh yeah, and I think I'm

448
00:20:56,600 --> 00:20:58,960
Speaker 1: a little meaner now. I'm quick to tell people no.

449
00:20:59,080 --> 00:21:01,240
Speaker 5: Now you just the boundaries.

450
00:21:01,480 --> 00:21:05,280
Speaker 1: Yeah, boundaries. I feel like boundaries is mean. Now it

451
00:21:05,320 --> 00:21:05,560
Speaker 1: can be.

452
00:21:05,960 --> 00:21:06,359
Speaker 5: It can be.

453
00:21:07,160 --> 00:21:10,000
Speaker 1: I know I'm protecting it. I'm protecting it, and it

454
00:21:10,119 --> 00:21:11,239
Speaker 1: may have be. It may have been.

455
00:21:11,280 --> 00:21:14,200
Speaker 7: Something that you learned is that it's okay to have

456
00:21:14,440 --> 00:21:17,840
Speaker 7: boundaries and be selfless, I mean, be selfish sometimes, because

457
00:21:17,840 --> 00:21:21,400
Speaker 7: when you're too selfless, that's how people take advantage of you. Yeah,

458
00:21:21,440 --> 00:21:24,680
Speaker 7: you're saying you're too nice. No, that's that's you actually

459
00:21:24,720 --> 00:21:25,920
Speaker 7: putting that boundary in place.

460
00:21:26,320 --> 00:21:26,760
Speaker 1: That's good.

461
00:21:27,200 --> 00:21:28,399
Speaker 8: It's hard to be mean a little bit.

462
00:21:28,520 --> 00:21:30,480
Speaker 1: M Like I talked to dude last night that was

463
00:21:30,520 --> 00:21:33,560
Speaker 1: trying to take a picture with me. Hell no, taking

464
00:21:33,600 --> 00:21:35,240
Speaker 1: no picture with you. You was talking ship about me

465
00:21:36,400 --> 00:21:39,639
Speaker 1: somebody you know, somebody I've seen online talking ship and like,

466
00:21:39,680 --> 00:21:43,479
Speaker 1: oh my god, get a picture. I was like, no, now,

467
00:21:43,520 --> 00:21:45,360
Speaker 1: I don't want to take no picture with you. Where

468
00:21:45,480 --> 00:21:47,240
Speaker 1: was you at? None of your.

469
00:21:51,880 --> 00:21:54,920
Speaker 5: Boundaries? But this is somebody you remember from seeing on Instagram.

470
00:21:55,080 --> 00:21:58,840
Speaker 1: I've seen them on Instagram talk of ship. I started

471
00:21:58,880 --> 00:22:01,399
Speaker 1: doing a report on them. I was gonna call, but

472
00:22:01,480 --> 00:22:06,080
Speaker 1: I decided not to. I got busy. I got photos

473
00:22:06,119 --> 00:22:06,600
Speaker 1: on niggas.

474
00:22:07,280 --> 00:22:08,280
Speaker 5: Do you get what you give? Chapter?

475
00:22:08,720 --> 00:22:11,760
Speaker 1: M oh yeah, so do you get what you give? Chapter?

476
00:22:11,800 --> 00:22:15,040
Speaker 1: It's all about, like, you know, whatever you're giving out,

477
00:22:15,119 --> 00:22:17,239
Speaker 1: that's what's coming back. And it's really about I think

478
00:22:17,280 --> 00:22:20,760
Speaker 1: what you're giving to yourself, like how you talk to yourself,

479
00:22:20,800 --> 00:22:25,040
Speaker 1: how you treat yourself. I notice, like things go bad

480
00:22:25,240 --> 00:22:27,240
Speaker 1: or people attack me in the world when I've been

481
00:22:27,280 --> 00:22:29,760
Speaker 1: already attacking me for like a week. I already been

482
00:22:29,800 --> 00:22:32,440
Speaker 1: talking mess about myself and like and then I'm like, dang,

483
00:22:32,480 --> 00:22:34,480
Speaker 1: why the world going on for me? I'm like, oh wait, wait,

484
00:22:34,480 --> 00:22:37,280
Speaker 1: wait wait, I started this. I started it. I started

485
00:22:37,320 --> 00:22:39,879
Speaker 1: going off on me. First, I was upset, you know,

486
00:22:40,200 --> 00:22:42,800
Speaker 1: or going you know, ham on me, talking crazy to

487
00:22:42,880 --> 00:22:44,719
Speaker 1: myself in the mirror, like oh, look at you. Your

488
00:22:44,800 --> 00:22:47,200
Speaker 1: nose is big. This is that, you know? Like oh

489
00:22:47,320 --> 00:22:49,720
Speaker 1: your eyes this? Yeah, you know, like just going off.

490
00:22:50,200 --> 00:22:54,439
Speaker 1: And one I noticed when I start talking positive about myself,

491
00:22:54,480 --> 00:22:56,919
Speaker 1: when I start saying, get up in the morning, look

492
00:22:56,920 --> 00:22:58,960
Speaker 1: at myself in the mirror, and go, I love you, Tiffany.

493
00:22:59,320 --> 00:23:01,800
Speaker 1: I'm proud of you. You, Tiffany, you are killing it girl.

494
00:23:02,160 --> 00:23:04,320
Speaker 1: I love and approve of you, Tiffany. How this you

495
00:23:04,400 --> 00:23:07,320
Speaker 1: are doing very well today? Yes, you are. When I

496
00:23:07,400 --> 00:23:09,760
Speaker 1: go outside, that's what I'm getting back, and that's what

497
00:23:09,880 --> 00:23:13,000
Speaker 1: I'm seeing online. But I can always tell. I can

498
00:23:13,040 --> 00:23:15,120
Speaker 1: always tell, like, oh yeah, my cycle coming. Because I'm

499
00:23:15,119 --> 00:23:17,560
Speaker 1: being mean to me, I'm being mean to others. Like

500
00:23:17,640 --> 00:23:20,359
Speaker 1: when I figure out the cure to endometriosis, I'm going

501
00:23:20,400 --> 00:23:22,280
Speaker 1: to be a much happier person. What is that again,

502
00:23:22,800 --> 00:23:30,400
Speaker 1: endometrio si? I forgot inflammation of the uterirow extra lining. Yes, yes,

503
00:23:30,600 --> 00:23:31,760
Speaker 1: that's why I likes mediums.

504
00:23:32,800 --> 00:23:34,640
Speaker 5: But don't that make all penises feel big?

505
00:23:35,520 --> 00:23:40,960
Speaker 1: Mm hmm, yeah, I got Well, yeah I don't. I

506
00:23:41,040 --> 00:23:42,040
Speaker 1: haven't had all penises.

507
00:23:42,200 --> 00:23:50,320
Speaker 3: Yeah, that with your hand when as that question.

508
00:23:50,400 --> 00:23:57,160
Speaker 1: Man times that sex hurts, Yes, it could be painful.

509
00:23:57,560 --> 00:23:59,080
Speaker 5: Little guys out there, you don't moan for it, and

510
00:23:59,119 --> 00:24:00,639
Speaker 5: they think they got it.

511
00:24:01,160 --> 00:24:02,159
Speaker 1: They do got it with me?

512
00:24:02,680 --> 00:24:05,240
Speaker 5: Okay, okay, okay.

513
00:24:04,440 --> 00:24:05,280
Speaker 1: Yeah he got it with me.

514
00:24:05,520 --> 00:24:06,320
Speaker 5: I get it. I get it.

515
00:24:06,920 --> 00:24:08,160
Speaker 1: It's somebody for everybody.

516
00:24:08,280 --> 00:24:09,800
Speaker 5: You remember when you was doing a little dick joke.

517
00:24:10,640 --> 00:24:12,480
Speaker 6: Remember you was when you was gonna stay saying how

518
00:24:12,560 --> 00:24:15,639
Speaker 6: much you loved this medium, keep bringing the pen.

519
00:24:17,320 --> 00:24:19,200
Speaker 5: Was the person you were dealing with at that time upset.

520
00:24:21,680 --> 00:24:22,399
Speaker 1: I don't think so.

521
00:24:23,040 --> 00:24:24,880
Speaker 8: M she ain't even checked.

522
00:24:26,240 --> 00:24:30,240
Speaker 1: That's that's part of my problem in relationship. I'm doing

523
00:24:30,320 --> 00:24:33,000
Speaker 1: my job. I don't ask you, you know up commenting

524
00:24:33,000 --> 00:24:34,840
Speaker 1: on how you're doing your job. I'm doing my job.

525
00:24:35,960 --> 00:24:40,480
Speaker 1: I did not ask. I do not know U. I'm

526
00:24:40,480 --> 00:24:44,280
Speaker 1: gonna ask him. He's still trying to come around. So

527
00:24:44,280 --> 00:24:47,560
Speaker 1: I don't think it was Oh yeah really yeah yeah,

528
00:24:47,560 --> 00:24:52,000
Speaker 1: apartment building manager, that's right. I can't do it. His

529
00:24:52,160 --> 00:24:54,720
Speaker 1: credit is going to get enough. No more car. This

530
00:24:54,840 --> 00:24:56,639
Speaker 1: car got repossessed. I to close.

531
00:24:58,160 --> 00:24:59,840
Speaker 5: Damn you on.

532
00:25:00,080 --> 00:25:03,000
Speaker 1: No, no, I'll never spend more than twenty dollars on

533
00:25:03,080 --> 00:25:03,400
Speaker 1: a man.

534
00:25:03,920 --> 00:25:05,399
Speaker 3: Damn, that wasn't gonna get his car.

535
00:25:05,880 --> 00:25:07,960
Speaker 1: No, I ain't gonna get his car. But he got it.

536
00:25:08,040 --> 00:25:08,920
Speaker 1: He got it out on his own.

537
00:25:08,960 --> 00:25:10,600
Speaker 5: You never spend more than twenty dollars on a man.

538
00:25:11,920 --> 00:25:15,760
Speaker 1: Yeah, because he a man. I'm a woman, and I

539
00:25:15,840 --> 00:25:16,800
Speaker 1: want him to feel like a man.

540
00:25:17,440 --> 00:25:19,680
Speaker 6: Even when you, Tiffany had his who you are and

541
00:25:19,760 --> 00:25:23,480
Speaker 6: he's the apartment manager, you got more than him, You

542
00:25:23,560 --> 00:25:24,800
Speaker 6: still want to spend twenty dollars.

543
00:25:24,880 --> 00:25:27,320
Speaker 1: You still want I'm gonna make sure I look good, Okay,

544
00:25:27,680 --> 00:25:30,560
Speaker 1: I'm gonna make sure I'm pretty. So that's expensive. He

545
00:25:30,720 --> 00:25:32,760
Speaker 1: not buying my clothes and getting my nails done and stuff,

546
00:25:32,840 --> 00:25:34,440
Speaker 1: and buying all these wigs and shit.

547
00:25:34,760 --> 00:25:37,600
Speaker 5: I am So what does he have to take you? Like?

548
00:25:37,680 --> 00:25:40,360
Speaker 5: What do you expect from him as the apartment.

549
00:25:40,119 --> 00:25:43,000
Speaker 1: I expect fun and adventures. So like we went to

550
00:25:43,160 --> 00:25:47,360
Speaker 1: like our boretums, we went to like Island's restaurant, cool

551
00:25:47,359 --> 00:25:51,479
Speaker 1: little you know, family restaurants and stuff. Whatever he can afford.

552
00:25:51,760 --> 00:25:52,240
Speaker 1: That's fun.

553
00:25:52,440 --> 00:25:55,560
Speaker 7: And then if you want an apartment manager, a building manager,

554
00:25:55,600 --> 00:25:56,680
Speaker 7: why you can't get your car up.

555
00:25:57,320 --> 00:25:59,280
Speaker 1: Because he didn't pay his rent. I mean he didn't

556
00:25:59,280 --> 00:26:00,040
Speaker 1: pay his car though.

557
00:26:01,040 --> 00:26:02,200
Speaker 5: Because you don't own the building.

558
00:26:02,640 --> 00:26:05,600
Speaker 1: No, you don't own the building. He live in rent

559
00:26:05,680 --> 00:26:14,480
Speaker 1: Free Oh wow yeah yeah, Oh my god.

560
00:26:14,920 --> 00:26:16,719
Speaker 5: Why still be trying to come around? Then?

561
00:26:17,119 --> 00:26:20,600
Speaker 8: So although you are celeivent, you don't you don't talk

562
00:26:20,640 --> 00:26:21,240
Speaker 8: to nobody right now?

563
00:26:21,280 --> 00:26:22,720
Speaker 1: You know, I'm talking to like five dudes.

564
00:26:22,800 --> 00:26:27,280
Speaker 8: Okay, okay, So how is that?

565
00:26:27,680 --> 00:26:28,160
Speaker 1: It's fun?

566
00:26:28,320 --> 00:26:28,600
Speaker 5: Okay?

567
00:26:28,720 --> 00:26:31,040
Speaker 8: We have a good time, good and they know like, no,

568
00:26:31,119 --> 00:26:32,320
Speaker 8: I'm not getting no ways like I'm not.

569
00:26:33,480 --> 00:26:36,119
Speaker 1: They know that. Well, there's always a potential. I mean,

570
00:26:36,320 --> 00:26:39,120
Speaker 1: but I'm not like I'm not putting myself in positions

571
00:26:39,160 --> 00:26:41,320
Speaker 1: to do that either. Okay. I mean I tried one

572
00:26:41,359 --> 00:26:43,040
Speaker 1: of them. I've been trying to fuck for a long time,

573
00:26:43,119 --> 00:26:44,639
Speaker 1: and then it was like, you know what, let me

574
00:26:44,800 --> 00:26:46,119
Speaker 1: just stop. Okay.

575
00:26:46,200 --> 00:26:49,320
Speaker 8: And that's because you're like no, sometimes you get timpted.

576
00:26:49,359 --> 00:26:52,800
Speaker 8: But then you're like no, no, no, no.

577
00:26:53,240 --> 00:26:54,800
Speaker 1: I don't know if he gay or not. I don't know,

578
00:26:55,680 --> 00:27:00,400
Speaker 1: So you still got to I'm confused. Okay, he said

579
00:27:00,400 --> 00:27:03,320
Speaker 1: you not Okay, you asked him? Mm hmmm.

580
00:27:04,080 --> 00:27:05,600
Speaker 2: Do you try to hollerlight at me? Wouldn't even be

581
00:27:05,680 --> 00:27:06,280
Speaker 2: like are you gay?

582
00:27:07,119 --> 00:27:10,440
Speaker 5: No? No, y'all go out?

583
00:27:11,000 --> 00:27:13,800
Speaker 1: Yeah, trips and all kind of stuff.

584
00:27:14,119 --> 00:27:15,080
Speaker 8: Is there mannorisms?

585
00:27:15,160 --> 00:27:16,159
Speaker 5: Is this something that you know?

586
00:27:16,280 --> 00:27:18,680
Speaker 1: We be in the same bed. I'm like, why, like you, oh,

587
00:27:18,800 --> 00:27:19,480
Speaker 1: why haven't.

588
00:27:20,960 --> 00:27:21,600
Speaker 5: You know a little?

589
00:27:21,760 --> 00:27:25,119
Speaker 1: You know, put my booty on him and then everything

590
00:27:25,119 --> 00:27:27,000
Speaker 1: and I walk around but naked and stuff. I'm like,

591
00:27:27,240 --> 00:27:27,680
Speaker 1: is he gay?

592
00:27:27,800 --> 00:27:28,920
Speaker 3: He put his head up. What do you walking around?

593
00:27:28,920 --> 00:27:31,840
Speaker 1: But the look he looked, he'd be looking.

594
00:27:32,640 --> 00:27:34,920
Speaker 5: If you a screen for a person, you ask everybody everything.

595
00:27:34,960 --> 00:27:37,119
Speaker 5: Why you asked him? I'm sure I asked him and

596
00:27:37,200 --> 00:27:38,399
Speaker 5: what did he say? What was his answer?

597
00:27:38,480 --> 00:27:42,320
Speaker 1: And he said he respects me and he values our

598
00:27:42,440 --> 00:27:46,320
Speaker 1: friendship and that, you know, like he don't want to

599
00:27:46,320 --> 00:27:51,080
Speaker 1: mess up our friendship. And I'm like, mess this friendship up.

600
00:27:54,080 --> 00:27:59,000
Speaker 1: Fuck this friendship, this friendship hard. I could tell you

601
00:27:59,080 --> 00:28:02,680
Speaker 1: it's medium. Oh my god, I could tell I can

602
00:28:02,720 --> 00:28:04,399
Speaker 1: look at his hands to tell this medium.

603
00:28:06,880 --> 00:28:08,840
Speaker 5: That is so interesting. I wonder why you don't want

604
00:28:08,840 --> 00:28:10,159
Speaker 5: to take things to the next level. But you got

605
00:28:10,280 --> 00:28:10,720
Speaker 5: to respect it.

606
00:28:11,040 --> 00:28:14,119
Speaker 1: I respect it, I respect it, and so so now

607
00:28:14,200 --> 00:28:17,320
Speaker 1: I'm like, okay, and then I start doing that with everybody.

608
00:28:18,240 --> 00:28:23,680
Speaker 5: So that line the guy gave you, yeah, respect our friends.

609
00:28:24,840 --> 00:28:26,879
Speaker 1: I don't want to respect our friendship. We have so

610
00:28:27,000 --> 00:28:30,800
Speaker 1: much fun together. We do all kinds of fun adventurers stuff.

611
00:28:31,359 --> 00:28:35,160
Speaker 1: We go cool places like come on, let's not fuck

612
00:28:35,200 --> 00:28:35,879
Speaker 1: that friendship.

613
00:28:37,119 --> 00:28:39,640
Speaker 5: So you're not celibate, you just I just haven't.

614
00:28:39,880 --> 00:28:42,040
Speaker 1: I just haven't. I mean I've been making out and stuff.

615
00:28:42,840 --> 00:28:44,160
Speaker 1: I got fingered. Does that come?

616
00:28:50,800 --> 00:28:52,640
Speaker 8: Oh my god, I got fingered.

617
00:29:02,320 --> 00:29:04,800
Speaker 1: I haven't seen this e I n number yet. I

618
00:29:04,840 --> 00:29:07,520
Speaker 1: don't know. You know, I need to do a full

619
00:29:07,640 --> 00:29:09,320
Speaker 1: background check. I can't just let him in.

620
00:29:10,080 --> 00:29:11,680
Speaker 8: So he didn't want to do nothing else.

621
00:29:11,720 --> 00:29:20,880
Speaker 1: No, he wanted to do us stuff. But I was like, no, man.

622
00:29:23,200 --> 00:29:23,520
Speaker 5: About it.

623
00:29:23,520 --> 00:29:25,960
Speaker 1: I don't like the way you did that, Like that

624
00:29:26,760 --> 00:29:30,640
Speaker 1: first boy, that looks painful, and your nails might be

625
00:29:30,680 --> 00:29:37,200
Speaker 1: a little too long for me right here. That's not

626
00:29:37,600 --> 00:29:40,040
Speaker 1: that's not giving. That's not giving at all. That's not

627
00:29:40,200 --> 00:29:43,360
Speaker 1: that's definitely that's not getting. That's not gonna make me

628
00:29:43,400 --> 00:29:44,320
Speaker 1: take my panties off.

629
00:29:44,440 --> 00:29:44,960
Speaker 5: That's for sure.

630
00:29:45,560 --> 00:29:47,240
Speaker 1: They to the side, and now I'm gonna pulling them

631
00:29:47,320 --> 00:29:58,800
Speaker 1: back over clothed. This ship, no bring big tip energy

632
00:29:58,880 --> 00:30:01,400
Speaker 1: is about where the I was doing stand up and

633
00:30:01,440 --> 00:30:04,960
Speaker 1: I was struggling and I did this one podcast and

634
00:30:05,160 --> 00:30:10,000
Speaker 1: the guy gave me a prosthetic penis. Uh, and it

635
00:30:10,160 --> 00:30:12,280
Speaker 1: was like a limp point and I was like, what

636
00:30:12,360 --> 00:30:13,720
Speaker 1: the hell am I gonna I'm gonna do with this?

637
00:30:13,840 --> 00:30:15,800
Speaker 1: And he's like, oh, just take it. Like so I

638
00:30:15,880 --> 00:30:20,000
Speaker 1: took it. And I started noticing like, just like the

639
00:30:20,120 --> 00:30:22,640
Speaker 1: comedy scene is so male dominated, right, and the men

640
00:30:22,720 --> 00:30:24,840
Speaker 1: always looking out for the other men, And I'm like,

641
00:30:24,880 --> 00:30:27,040
Speaker 1: why they not looking out for me? Like I'm cool,

642
00:30:27,080 --> 00:30:29,920
Speaker 1: I show up on time. I know I'm I might

643
00:30:30,000 --> 00:30:33,000
Speaker 1: not be the funniest, but I'm definitely funny. And it's like,

644
00:30:33,080 --> 00:30:36,160
Speaker 1: but they look out for their whomever, right, And so

645
00:30:36,760 --> 00:30:38,560
Speaker 1: one day I was just like, I'm gonna just I'm

646
00:30:38,600 --> 00:30:40,520
Speaker 1: gonna just see what's up. And so I don't know

647
00:30:40,600 --> 00:30:42,400
Speaker 1: why I did it, but I know why I did it,

648
00:30:42,480 --> 00:30:43,960
Speaker 1: but it's in the book where I did it. But

649
00:30:44,040 --> 00:30:47,280
Speaker 1: I put the prosthetic limp penis in my panties and

650
00:30:47,480 --> 00:30:49,360
Speaker 1: I started walking around with it and I would go

651
00:30:49,840 --> 00:30:52,160
Speaker 1: to the comedy club with it in. Now I didn't

652
00:30:52,200 --> 00:30:54,000
Speaker 1: tell nobody was in. It's just like, I don't know,

653
00:30:54,080 --> 00:30:55,520
Speaker 1: maybe I walked different, I don't know, but the men

654
00:30:55,560 --> 00:30:57,800
Speaker 1: start treating me different. Everybody started treating me a little different,

655
00:30:58,160 --> 00:31:01,000
Speaker 1: booking me for more and stuff like you know, just

656
00:31:01,120 --> 00:31:03,120
Speaker 1: like what up tip giving me better hugs. I don't

657
00:31:03,120 --> 00:31:04,840
Speaker 1: know if they're trying to fill my dick. I don't

658
00:31:04,880 --> 00:31:07,239
Speaker 1: know if they could feel the energy. Maybe I had

659
00:31:07,280 --> 00:31:08,960
Speaker 1: big dick energy. I don't know, so we call big

660
00:31:09,000 --> 00:31:11,880
Speaker 1: tip energy. And maybe I was just walking different. My

661
00:31:11,960 --> 00:31:14,640
Speaker 1: confidence was different. My comedy got funnier. And I don't

662
00:31:14,680 --> 00:31:17,120
Speaker 1: know if it's because I had some dangling there, but

663
00:31:17,680 --> 00:31:22,480
Speaker 1: it's just that's what I'm talking about. That flame, No,

664
00:31:22,760 --> 00:31:25,440
Speaker 1: I had already met flame, flame, flak, flame, TITTI is

665
00:31:25,440 --> 00:31:27,000
Speaker 1: the only female titties I ever like touched.

666
00:31:28,240 --> 00:31:32,640
Speaker 7: That wasn't my own, of my mama's soft They was nice.

667
00:31:32,720 --> 00:31:35,720
Speaker 1: I was jealous. I was like, it's my titties. Ever,

668
00:31:35,800 --> 00:31:39,360
Speaker 1: don't grow that big never never flames titties is nice.

669
00:31:40,760 --> 00:31:48,160
Speaker 1: Flames got really nice titties. I think my dick bigger

670
00:31:48,200 --> 00:31:49,400
Speaker 1: than flamestick.

671
00:31:49,880 --> 00:31:55,720
Speaker 6: Yours isn't real. So have you and Monique had a

672
00:31:55,720 --> 00:31:58,080
Speaker 6: conversation since she was on a club station.

673
00:31:58,800 --> 00:32:02,880
Speaker 1: No, we have not had no conversation. We barely ever

674
00:32:02,960 --> 00:32:06,479
Speaker 1: had a conversation ever. I've you know, tried to talk

675
00:32:06,520 --> 00:32:07,840
Speaker 1: to her here and there or whatever, but no, we

676
00:32:07,920 --> 00:32:10,040
Speaker 1: haven't had no conversation. I slid in nor DM since

677
00:32:10,040 --> 00:32:10,840
Speaker 1: she got my number if.

678
00:32:10,800 --> 00:32:13,880
Speaker 5: She checked, mhm, oh you just sent her your number.

679
00:32:14,640 --> 00:32:19,880
Speaker 1: I said to her, statement, Yeah, and here's my number

680
00:32:19,920 --> 00:32:21,320
Speaker 1: two and here's my number if you want to talk

681
00:32:21,320 --> 00:32:21,640
Speaker 1: about it.

682
00:32:22,400 --> 00:32:23,440
Speaker 5: What do you think? What do you think of that?

683
00:32:23,720 --> 00:32:25,480
Speaker 6: The whole state of black comedy since the top of

684
00:32:25,560 --> 00:32:27,280
Speaker 6: the year, it's like, since kat Wims did that interview,

685
00:32:27,320 --> 00:32:29,920
Speaker 6: it feels like everybody just been kind of at each other.

686
00:32:30,200 --> 00:32:33,240
Speaker 5: Like it's almost like you go to club just to

687
00:32:33,320 --> 00:32:34,360
Speaker 5: get that other comedians.

688
00:32:34,440 --> 00:32:38,440
Speaker 1: Yeah, I don't know about that. Uh, Godfrey didn't go

689
00:32:38,680 --> 00:32:43,120
Speaker 1: at other Brell didn't go at other comedians just a

690
00:32:43,160 --> 00:32:46,160
Speaker 1: little bit, just a little bit. I don't know. I

691
00:32:47,560 --> 00:32:49,520
Speaker 1: I feel like that's something we do in the club,

692
00:32:50,120 --> 00:32:52,080
Speaker 1: Like if you got some beef with somebody, you like

693
00:32:52,720 --> 00:32:54,520
Speaker 1: tell them to they face. I mean, I know I have.

694
00:32:55,120 --> 00:32:57,520
Speaker 1: I've definitely gone up to people in their face and

695
00:32:57,560 --> 00:32:59,960
Speaker 1: said I don't like you, you know, or what you

696
00:33:00,160 --> 00:33:03,600
Speaker 1: did was fucked up. I ain't feeling that, Like I

697
00:33:03,680 --> 00:33:05,800
Speaker 1: haven't had to do it too often because there's not

698
00:33:05,880 --> 00:33:08,440
Speaker 1: too many people that like really get on my nerves

699
00:33:08,520 --> 00:33:11,600
Speaker 1: like that. Just a few people, just a few people

700
00:33:11,640 --> 00:33:14,960
Speaker 1: but I mean that's comedy like you're supposed to. It's

701
00:33:15,400 --> 00:33:17,360
Speaker 1: a little challenge. But I don't know about doing it

702
00:33:17,440 --> 00:33:18,760
Speaker 1: in front of the world like that. I don't know

703
00:33:18,800 --> 00:33:19,240
Speaker 1: about all that.

704
00:33:20,120 --> 00:33:21,920
Speaker 4: It seemed like it was a bunch this weekend. I

705
00:33:21,920 --> 00:33:26,400
Speaker 4: think a Netflix brunch. Yeah, I was dead, like everybody

706
00:33:26,480 --> 00:33:28,560
Speaker 4: that that was beefing with each other were all in

707
00:33:28,640 --> 00:33:29,160
Speaker 4: the same room.

708
00:33:29,320 --> 00:33:31,640
Speaker 1: Yeah, but you know what was crazy. You know what

709
00:33:31,800 --> 00:33:34,440
Speaker 1: was crazy. We was outside, Okay, so we wasn't in

710
00:33:34,520 --> 00:33:37,560
Speaker 1: the same room. We was outside, and everybody was there,

711
00:33:38,040 --> 00:33:40,640
Speaker 1: and Kat was there, and he was looking very interesting.

712
00:33:42,560 --> 00:33:44,840
Speaker 1: He was looking very interesting, very shiny, and it was

713
00:33:45,000 --> 00:33:47,840
Speaker 1: super cool, and he's talking to everybody, moving around, moving

714
00:33:47,880 --> 00:33:50,560
Speaker 1: around the room and stuff, talking to everybody. And then

715
00:33:50,600 --> 00:33:53,720
Speaker 1: as soon as Kevin got there, nobody could find Kat.

716
00:33:54,600 --> 00:33:56,640
Speaker 1: I don't know where Kat went, but then he did

717
00:33:56,760 --> 00:34:01,240
Speaker 1: perform live. So but it was like like one.

718
00:34:02,680 --> 00:34:03,360
Speaker 5: In the afternoon.

719
00:34:03,880 --> 00:34:06,760
Speaker 1: Yeah, the brush started at twelve and then I think

720
00:34:06,840 --> 00:34:11,280
Speaker 1: Kevin got there like one one in then cav was gone.

721
00:34:11,880 --> 00:34:14,640
Speaker 2: I see you, I see Dave Chappelle, I see Cat,

722
00:34:14,760 --> 00:34:16,520
Speaker 2: I see keV, I seen.

723
00:34:16,400 --> 00:34:18,680
Speaker 4: I seemed like all the comedians that were quote unquote

724
00:34:18,719 --> 00:34:20,200
Speaker 4: beef we were all in the same place where I

725
00:34:20,320 --> 00:34:21,120
Speaker 4: was like, oh, maybe they all.

726
00:34:21,840 --> 00:34:22,680
Speaker 3: Yeah, we took a.

727
00:34:22,680 --> 00:34:24,840
Speaker 1: Big class picture too. We took a big old picture,

728
00:34:25,640 --> 00:34:30,080
Speaker 1: but no Cat was not there. Kat left, okay, mm hmm,

729
00:34:30,719 --> 00:34:32,120
Speaker 1: right as Kevin pulled up.

730
00:34:32,280 --> 00:34:35,560
Speaker 7: Yeah, if y'all took a picture before Cat, before Kevin

731
00:34:35,680 --> 00:34:37,000
Speaker 7: got there, you think he.

732
00:34:37,000 --> 00:34:37,960
Speaker 8: Would have been in the picture.

733
00:34:39,880 --> 00:34:40,719
Speaker 3: Did you speak the cat?

734
00:34:41,320 --> 00:34:45,439
Speaker 1: No? No, I smiled and waved you cursed him with joy.

735
00:34:47,719 --> 00:34:49,600
Speaker 1: He looked at me. I don't think he recognized me

736
00:34:49,640 --> 00:34:51,440
Speaker 1: because I had a wig on, so I don't think

737
00:34:51,480 --> 00:34:53,960
Speaker 1: he realized it was me. That's what I'm telling myself.

738
00:34:54,520 --> 00:34:56,799
Speaker 1: Or he just was like, I ain't fucking with her

739
00:34:56,880 --> 00:34:58,080
Speaker 1: right now? Talk crazy too.

740
00:34:58,560 --> 00:35:01,360
Speaker 6: But that's fine though. Yeah, everybody put their boundaries up.

741
00:35:01,400 --> 00:35:04,239
Speaker 6: I rather y'all not speak than see each other in

742
00:35:04,280 --> 00:35:05,240
Speaker 6: public and be cursinate.

743
00:35:05,600 --> 00:35:07,640
Speaker 1: I wouldn't. First of all, I love me some cat.

744
00:35:07,719 --> 00:35:09,440
Speaker 1: Me and Cat ain't got no beef. I mean, he

745
00:35:09,560 --> 00:35:11,439
Speaker 1: do like saying my name, and I think it's because

746
00:35:11,520 --> 00:35:14,960
Speaker 1: my name garnishes clicks for some reason, especially if you

747
00:35:15,040 --> 00:35:17,440
Speaker 1: say like one negative thing around my name. Everybody's clicking

748
00:35:17,480 --> 00:35:18,719
Speaker 1: on like, oh fuck, what the fuck she do?

749
00:35:18,800 --> 00:35:18,920
Speaker 6: Now?

750
00:35:19,000 --> 00:35:21,000
Speaker 1: What she do now what she do now? So like,

751
00:35:21,520 --> 00:35:23,800
Speaker 1: and I think he knows that he's a genius. So

752
00:35:24,000 --> 00:35:25,799
Speaker 1: he's like, Okay, what's gonna get me the clicks? What's

753
00:35:25,800 --> 00:35:28,279
Speaker 1: gonna get the you know, she's just randomly say my

754
00:35:28,400 --> 00:35:31,759
Speaker 1: name and don't say shit else, just tiviny hattish and

755
00:35:32,160 --> 00:35:34,720
Speaker 1: live aftery and then let me tell you about this nigga.

756
00:35:34,760 --> 00:35:42,480
Speaker 1: Kenny's like, he's like, I'm the one that put her

757
00:35:42,520 --> 00:35:44,600
Speaker 1: on she was in school dance for me. And I'm like,

758
00:35:44,800 --> 00:35:47,400
Speaker 1: I never said that you that you didn't put me

759
00:35:47,520 --> 00:35:49,680
Speaker 1: on it that you did, But Nick Cannon did put

760
00:35:49,719 --> 00:35:52,840
Speaker 1: me in school dance for that road, not Cat Williams.

761
00:35:52,880 --> 00:35:55,400
Speaker 1: But we did kill that shit together. Like we did

762
00:35:55,440 --> 00:35:57,880
Speaker 1: that together and that was fucking awesome and it's like

763
00:35:58,000 --> 00:36:02,120
Speaker 1: a viral moment online and and I love Cat. I

764
00:36:02,200 --> 00:36:04,279
Speaker 1: sent him a script and he's like, we gotta we

765
00:36:04,360 --> 00:36:06,239
Speaker 1: gotta work on that, writing on this script. Okay, let's

766
00:36:06,239 --> 00:36:08,160
Speaker 1: work on it. Who do you want to write? Like whatever, Like,

767
00:36:08,280 --> 00:36:10,719
Speaker 1: let's make it happen, let's make a movie. Like I

768
00:36:10,840 --> 00:36:13,440
Speaker 1: love him. I think he's super talented. It is strange

769
00:36:13,440 --> 00:36:15,239
Speaker 1: when people try he do get on my motherfucking nerves

770
00:36:15,280 --> 00:36:16,759
Speaker 1: sometimes It.

771
00:36:16,800 --> 00:36:18,200
Speaker 5: Is strange when people act like you didn't.

772
00:36:18,840 --> 00:36:21,200
Speaker 6: You didn't come come up, come up like everybody else,

773
00:36:21,280 --> 00:36:23,640
Speaker 6: like you was in the comedy clubs. You busted your ass,

774
00:36:23,719 --> 00:36:24,320
Speaker 6: you did all of that.

775
00:36:24,520 --> 00:36:26,839
Speaker 1: Yeah, I mean, can't put me out, can't put me out?

776
00:36:26,880 --> 00:36:30,920
Speaker 1: The club TOLLI Withoo Parkerssino. I was underage and he

777
00:36:31,080 --> 00:36:34,360
Speaker 1: was doing the Hollywood Parkasino every week, and I was

778
00:36:34,440 --> 00:36:35,680
Speaker 1: too young to be in there, and he put me

779
00:36:35,719 --> 00:36:38,120
Speaker 1: out like you ain't got no idy, you can't be

780
00:36:38,160 --> 00:36:39,920
Speaker 1: in here, and like you put me out there. Finally

781
00:36:40,360 --> 00:36:42,799
Speaker 1: I gotta you know, I was old enough and uh,

782
00:36:42,960 --> 00:36:45,759
Speaker 1: he let me perform, and then he commenced to roast

783
00:36:45,880 --> 00:36:48,480
Speaker 1: me for like probably twenty minutes after I got off stage,

784
00:36:48,880 --> 00:36:51,239
Speaker 1: and I felt so proud. I was like, God, what

785
00:36:51,560 --> 00:36:56,560
Speaker 1: is this talking about? He was roasting me back then

786
00:36:56,840 --> 00:36:58,320
Speaker 1: he roasted the ship out of me, and I'm like,

787
00:36:58,400 --> 00:37:01,080
Speaker 1: do you remember this? He's like, no, I remember this.

788
00:37:01,360 --> 00:37:02,719
Speaker 1: I showed them a picture. He was like, oh that

789
00:37:02,840 --> 00:37:07,800
Speaker 1: was your skinny ass. Yeah that was me, bro Like

790
00:37:08,640 --> 00:37:11,160
Speaker 1: so I feel honored. You know. It's funny because some

791
00:37:11,200 --> 00:37:13,799
Speaker 1: people don't even like I remember them, but they don't

792
00:37:13,800 --> 00:37:17,120
Speaker 1: remember me. They like, no, we just met. I'm like, no,

793
00:37:17,840 --> 00:37:20,880
Speaker 1: we met back in two thousand and one at this

794
00:37:21,000 --> 00:37:22,880
Speaker 1: place and they're like no. And then I show them

795
00:37:22,920 --> 00:37:26,640
Speaker 1: a picture and they're like, oh shit, like yeah, and

796
00:37:26,760 --> 00:37:28,919
Speaker 1: you were kind of mean, but now you're nice.

797
00:37:28,960 --> 00:37:31,239
Speaker 5: So I'm cool a nice because you are who you

798
00:37:31,320 --> 00:37:32,760
Speaker 5: are exactly.

799
00:37:33,120 --> 00:37:35,759
Speaker 1: Yeah, exactly. But I've been around a long time since

800
00:37:35,840 --> 00:37:42,560
Speaker 1: nineteen ninety six. Yeah yea, or damn I could have

801
00:37:42,600 --> 00:37:46,279
Speaker 1: been your babysitter. I would have. I would have braided

802
00:37:46,360 --> 00:37:49,440
Speaker 1: your hair. And I've been like, girl, let's we finla go,

803
00:37:49,560 --> 00:37:52,319
Speaker 1: we finla go to the swap meat. Okay, we think

804
00:37:52,320 --> 00:37:54,400
Speaker 1: of the swat meat. I need you to be like,

805
00:37:54,760 --> 00:37:56,399
Speaker 1: hold on my hand and say, I'm a good mom.

806
00:37:58,760 --> 00:37:59,959
Speaker 8: What's up with this adult problem?

807
00:38:00,360 --> 00:38:02,320
Speaker 1: Are you throwing an adult Yeah, I'm throwing an adult

808
00:38:02,480 --> 00:38:06,759
Speaker 1: prom May thirty first for the she Ready Foundation. And

809
00:38:06,920 --> 00:38:10,320
Speaker 1: it's now like our gala, that's our thing, like we

810
00:38:10,400 --> 00:38:12,839
Speaker 1: did it last year. It was super dope. Snoop came,

811
00:38:13,360 --> 00:38:17,279
Speaker 1: Paris Hilton came, Mario showed up and sang like in

812
00:38:17,440 --> 00:38:22,239
Speaker 1: a Snoop performed and Paris DJ and Jimmy Kimmel was there,

813
00:38:22,480 --> 00:38:27,440
Speaker 1: and Burt Kreischer and Joe Croy and like all my favorite,

814
00:38:27,480 --> 00:38:30,319
Speaker 1: like some of many of my favorite people, Jason Lee

815
00:38:30,480 --> 00:38:32,440
Speaker 1: was there. We honored him for like all the work

816
00:38:32,480 --> 00:38:35,640
Speaker 1: he'd been doing in the community, and we had so

817
00:38:35,760 --> 00:38:37,080
Speaker 1: much fun. We raised a bunch of money.

818
00:38:37,160 --> 00:38:37,600
Speaker 3: Rail was there.

819
00:38:37,640 --> 00:38:39,360
Speaker 1: He bought a trip to Africa. I don't even know

820
00:38:39,400 --> 00:38:41,120
Speaker 1: if he took the trip to Africa yet or not.

821
00:38:41,560 --> 00:38:44,080
Speaker 1: But we auction off these really cool trips and fun things,

822
00:38:44,239 --> 00:38:47,320
Speaker 1: and it's a good time. It's a good time, and

823
00:38:47,600 --> 00:38:50,040
Speaker 1: it's for all the people. Like I decided to go

824
00:38:50,120 --> 00:38:53,080
Speaker 1: with the prom thing because I've been to three Primes.

825
00:38:53,080 --> 00:38:54,919
Speaker 1: I've been a Prime bunch of times. But a bunch

826
00:38:55,000 --> 00:38:57,320
Speaker 1: of people in this industry, in the Hollywood industry and

827
00:38:57,400 --> 00:39:00,719
Speaker 1: adults just in general, have never been Prime. They never

828
00:39:00,760 --> 00:39:02,640
Speaker 1: got to go. Maybe they was gay and they couldn't

829
00:39:02,640 --> 00:39:07,279
Speaker 1: go with they love No seriously, in nineteen hundreds, like

830
00:39:07,600 --> 00:39:09,920
Speaker 1: you know, they couldn't like when by the time you

831
00:39:09,960 --> 00:39:11,160
Speaker 1: went to Prime, it probably.

832
00:39:11,000 --> 00:39:15,000
Speaker 7: Was cool, right, It wasn't really many geese, It wasn't

833
00:39:15,040 --> 00:39:17,840
Speaker 7: that many gays. Twenty ten, I guess people were still scared.

834
00:39:18,239 --> 00:39:19,640
Speaker 1: Okay, Okay.

835
00:39:20,400 --> 00:39:21,440
Speaker 7: When I was in high school, I went to a

836
00:39:21,480 --> 00:39:24,320
Speaker 7: predominantly white high school. How many people were gay that

837
00:39:24,400 --> 00:39:25,000
Speaker 7: I knew of that?

838
00:39:25,120 --> 00:39:28,440
Speaker 1: You knew? Yeah? Okay, well in California, for sure, there

839
00:39:28,560 --> 00:39:31,760
Speaker 1: was it was some gas. Yeah, you was in Baltimore.

840
00:39:32,239 --> 00:39:32,480
Speaker 5: I was.

841
00:39:32,640 --> 00:39:35,240
Speaker 8: Yeah, I grew up Baltimore, born in Rieze.

842
00:39:35,280 --> 00:39:37,160
Speaker 7: But then my mom I got into a lot of

843
00:39:37,200 --> 00:39:40,839
Speaker 7: trouble when she sent me to school in Pennsylvania. Yea,

844
00:39:40,920 --> 00:39:42,560
Speaker 7: so I went to a predominantly white house. You was

845
00:39:42,600 --> 00:39:45,520
Speaker 7: in a boarding school Pennsylvania. It was a college preparatory school.

846
00:39:45,719 --> 00:39:50,279
Speaker 1: So you was I boortant school. No where did you

847
00:39:50,360 --> 00:39:53,440
Speaker 1: sleep at in my house? And I woke up and

848
00:39:53,480 --> 00:39:58,040
Speaker 1: went to school? Okay? Pennsylvania is right there next to

849
00:39:58,120 --> 00:40:01,120
Speaker 1: Baltimore like that, Like how way you're Pensylvania. It was

850
00:40:01,280 --> 00:40:03,360
Speaker 1: like an hour away straight up there, So you have

851
00:40:03,440 --> 00:40:04,759
Speaker 1: to go hour to school every day.

852
00:40:05,360 --> 00:40:07,440
Speaker 7: No, my mom, we moved up there. She bought a

853
00:40:07,480 --> 00:40:09,480
Speaker 7: house there and they and she still had a house

854
00:40:09,600 --> 00:40:11,920
Speaker 7: in Baltimore. She and my dad would commute back and

855
00:40:12,000 --> 00:40:13,759
Speaker 7: forth from Baltimore Pennsylvania.

856
00:40:14,040 --> 00:40:17,560
Speaker 1: I love that, Yeah, because there's homeowners. Yes, so you

857
00:40:17,680 --> 00:40:18,640
Speaker 1: got an inheritance?

858
00:40:19,960 --> 00:40:21,320
Speaker 8: Yes, I guess.

859
00:40:23,840 --> 00:40:26,239
Speaker 1: Why are you upset about your inheritance?

860
00:40:26,719 --> 00:40:28,959
Speaker 8: Because now I'm thinking about it like, no, I ain't

861
00:40:29,080 --> 00:40:30,359
Speaker 8: hairy ship like from them.

862
00:40:30,520 --> 00:40:36,480
Speaker 1: No, I ain't got no. No, they still they're still alive, yeah, both.

863
00:40:36,320 --> 00:40:36,759
Speaker 8: Of my parents.

864
00:40:37,080 --> 00:40:38,600
Speaker 1: Yeah, and they still own the homes, right.

865
00:40:38,719 --> 00:40:39,719
Speaker 8: Yeah, they still own them.

866
00:40:39,800 --> 00:40:43,200
Speaker 1: Yeah yeah yeah, so if something happens to them, it's

867
00:40:43,239 --> 00:40:45,880
Speaker 1: gonna come to you hopefully. Yes, let's see. I don't

868
00:40:45,880 --> 00:40:50,000
Speaker 1: feel about that. They give me something? Did they did?

869
00:40:50,040 --> 00:40:52,400
Speaker 1: They do a living will and trust? I bet they?

870
00:40:52,600 --> 00:40:54,360
Speaker 1: I bet they have. Yeah, as long as they did

871
00:40:54,400 --> 00:40:55,839
Speaker 1: the living will and they left it to you got

872
00:40:55,920 --> 00:41:01,000
Speaker 1: sisters and brothers two you you was thinking about that.

873
00:41:01,080 --> 00:41:03,560
Speaker 1: I was thinking about it. There's three of us all together.

874
00:41:03,560 --> 00:41:04,560
Speaker 1: I just don't know who.

875
00:41:04,600 --> 00:41:04,759
Speaker 5: You know.

876
00:41:04,960 --> 00:41:08,120
Speaker 7: Sometimes when people died, the people who think they're gonna

877
00:41:08,120 --> 00:41:09,040
Speaker 7: get something, they probably don't.

878
00:41:09,640 --> 00:41:15,000
Speaker 1: Yeah, are you the oldest, No, you're the middle child. Okay,

879
00:41:15,200 --> 00:41:18,480
Speaker 1: so then so then what happens usually is it's like, uh,

880
00:41:19,560 --> 00:41:21,520
Speaker 1: you know, yeah, you want to make sure that get

881
00:41:21,560 --> 00:41:25,280
Speaker 1: a wheel or like a not a whell, but a trust,

882
00:41:25,840 --> 00:41:28,080
Speaker 1: because if it's a will, that can still go to probate. Right,

883
00:41:28,640 --> 00:41:31,200
Speaker 1: but if it's a trust, now whatever they say. They

884
00:41:31,239 --> 00:41:33,799
Speaker 1: control the money from the grave, okay, control it from

885
00:41:33,800 --> 00:41:35,400
Speaker 1: gravy and then whatever they say in there, that's who

886
00:41:35,440 --> 00:41:38,480
Speaker 1: we go to, right, and then you and your sister

887
00:41:38,480 --> 00:41:40,360
Speaker 1: and brother because they decided to sell it, but y'all shuld't.

888
00:41:40,400 --> 00:41:42,640
Speaker 1: Y'all shoul turn it into income property. And then y'all

889
00:41:42,680 --> 00:41:44,920
Speaker 1: have money coming in all the time, no matter what.

890
00:41:45,600 --> 00:41:48,480
Speaker 1: And when y'all struggling or whatever, y'all can always pull

891
00:41:48,520 --> 00:41:50,399
Speaker 1: a heet lock out, or you know, a more little

892
00:41:50,400 --> 00:41:52,520
Speaker 1: mortgage is something out on that house, and then y'all

893
00:41:52,560 --> 00:41:58,759
Speaker 1: always have somebody go to jail. Boom boom. We got

894
00:41:58,800 --> 00:42:00,600
Speaker 1: a house here that we can put up, you know

895
00:42:00,640 --> 00:42:02,200
Speaker 1: what I'm saying, and we can keep you up out

896
00:42:02,200 --> 00:42:04,040
Speaker 1: of here and get you a good lawyer, you know

897
00:42:04,080 --> 00:42:06,040
Speaker 1: what I'm saying, and then if you beat the case,

898
00:42:06,080 --> 00:42:08,919
Speaker 1: maybe we might get some of that money back. Trying

899
00:42:08,960 --> 00:42:11,160
Speaker 1: not to, you know, I try to. You know, you

900
00:42:11,800 --> 00:42:16,120
Speaker 1: like no no bail bonds. You put the money up

901
00:42:16,719 --> 00:42:18,120
Speaker 1: like that. If the money is in the family, we

902
00:42:18,200 --> 00:42:20,839
Speaker 1: put the money up, and then we can get that back, teach.

903
00:42:21,000 --> 00:42:22,640
Speaker 1: And then then when we get that back, then we

904
00:42:22,719 --> 00:42:24,759
Speaker 1: put that in your hands and you better not go

905
00:42:24,840 --> 00:42:25,640
Speaker 1: to jail again, bitch.

906
00:42:25,680 --> 00:42:30,239
Speaker 2: And we're jumping you right uptract you.

907
00:42:30,760 --> 00:42:35,920
Speaker 1: We're gonna jump you. Yeah, we got the.

908
00:42:37,719 --> 00:42:39,200
Speaker 3: You gotta get the book. I gotta ask you.

909
00:42:39,440 --> 00:42:39,759
Speaker 1: Uh huh.

910
00:42:40,560 --> 00:42:44,080
Speaker 2: A lot going on, Uh huh, Drake Kendricks got to

911
00:42:44,080 --> 00:42:46,359
Speaker 2: ask you to the court.

912
00:42:48,719 --> 00:42:49,759
Speaker 5: But then you Jewish too.

913
00:42:54,760 --> 00:42:58,120
Speaker 1: I'm a Jewish business woman, and I'm about what's entertaining,

914
00:42:58,719 --> 00:43:00,840
Speaker 1: and if I'm going with the entertain payment factor of

915
00:43:00,920 --> 00:43:04,000
Speaker 1: it all, Kendrick is killing that ass. Like I am,

916
00:43:04,200 --> 00:43:06,799
Speaker 1: very entertained. He got all the good punchlines. Drake got

917
00:43:06,800 --> 00:43:08,919
Speaker 1: good punchlines and all that too. And I just want

918
00:43:08,920 --> 00:43:11,760
Speaker 1: to give Drake you doing a good job. I'm proud

919
00:43:11,840 --> 00:43:14,040
Speaker 1: of you because you know he's sensitive. He went off

920
00:43:14,080 --> 00:43:19,319
Speaker 1: on me before. No, not in my DMS, in my face.

921
00:43:19,400 --> 00:43:24,239
Speaker 1: He told me. He told me, I didn't like that.

922
00:43:24,440 --> 00:43:25,480
Speaker 1: That hurt my feelings.

923
00:43:25,719 --> 00:43:25,920
Speaker 5: Is that.

924
00:43:26,160 --> 00:43:29,200
Speaker 1: I'm sorry, I will talk I will not talk about

925
00:43:29,239 --> 00:43:31,320
Speaker 1: that no more. Although I did tell you I was

926
00:43:31,360 --> 00:43:34,000
Speaker 1: gonna talk about that, and he said it hurt his feelings,

927
00:43:34,239 --> 00:43:35,400
Speaker 1: and I said, okay, I'm sorry.

928
00:43:35,880 --> 00:43:36,879
Speaker 5: What did you talk about him?

929
00:43:36,880 --> 00:43:38,400
Speaker 1: I talked about how his daddy. I told him I

930
00:43:38,400 --> 00:43:39,719
Speaker 1: wasn't gona talk about it no more, but I'm gonna

931
00:43:39,719 --> 00:43:43,600
Speaker 1: talk about him his daddy, his daddy be trying to Yeah,

932
00:43:43,600 --> 00:43:45,080
Speaker 1: his daddy be trying to holler. He don't like that.

933
00:43:45,239 --> 00:43:48,800
Speaker 1: I said, I much rather be your your baby mama

934
00:43:49,560 --> 00:43:55,120
Speaker 1: than your step mama. Mmm. That hurt his feelings.

935
00:43:55,239 --> 00:43:57,120
Speaker 6: That hurt his feeling That's kind of like playing hating

936
00:43:57,160 --> 00:43:58,680
Speaker 6: on your daddy though a little bit right, Like why

937
00:43:58,719 --> 00:44:00,520
Speaker 6: you caught blocking your daddy if you daddy trying to

938
00:44:00,560 --> 00:44:01,239
Speaker 6: holler while you mad.

939
00:44:01,560 --> 00:44:03,800
Speaker 1: I don't like it. I like his dad, but not

940
00:44:04,000 --> 00:44:04,239
Speaker 1: like that.

941
00:44:07,360 --> 00:44:08,200
Speaker 5: His feelings.

942
00:44:09,440 --> 00:44:13,759
Speaker 1: Because I talked about it on stage. I talked about it.

943
00:44:13,960 --> 00:44:16,480
Speaker 7: It was at comminat that then since you talked about

944
00:44:16,520 --> 00:44:17,840
Speaker 7: it on stage and it got back.

945
00:44:17,719 --> 00:44:26,120
Speaker 1: To his daddy's interesting but no, they interesting.

946
00:44:26,160 --> 00:44:26,200
Speaker 6: No.

947
00:44:26,239 --> 00:44:28,320
Speaker 1: I see him at different events and stuff in different

948
00:44:28,440 --> 00:44:30,320
Speaker 1: like he'd be at Jewish stuff and all that. His

949
00:44:30,440 --> 00:44:32,160
Speaker 1: daddy be around, Like I don't know if you're looking

950
00:44:32,200 --> 00:44:34,880
Speaker 1: for his next Jewish backend mother what but he outside,

951
00:44:35,480 --> 00:44:40,239
Speaker 1: he'd be outside so and uh, I don't know. But

952
00:44:40,440 --> 00:44:43,480
Speaker 1: as far as the beef goes, uh, the rap battle,

953
00:44:43,800 --> 00:44:46,359
Speaker 1: I'm loving it. I'm here for it. I think I'm

954
00:44:46,400 --> 00:44:50,279
Speaker 1: so proud of Kendrick. I'm so proud of him, Like, uh,

955
00:44:50,520 --> 00:44:52,960
Speaker 1: he's killing it and he's like in the lap, just

956
00:44:53,040 --> 00:44:56,520
Speaker 1: bringing it in. The punchlines are there, like he's killing it.

957
00:44:56,760 --> 00:44:58,520
Speaker 1: I'm proud of him. And I'm proud of Drake too.

958
00:44:59,040 --> 00:45:04,440
Speaker 1: He has a an airplane. Airplane. Now, I think it's

959
00:45:04,480 --> 00:45:06,520
Speaker 1: a little they're getting a little they going a little

960
00:45:06,520 --> 00:45:13,120
Speaker 1: blow the belt, but they're going. Yeah, it's it's deep. Yeah,

961
00:45:13,920 --> 00:45:16,360
Speaker 1: but it's it's like a real rat batter, you know

962
00:45:16,400 --> 00:45:18,239
Speaker 1: what I'm saying. Like we did it at a safe

963
00:45:18,320 --> 00:45:18,520
Speaker 1: for us.

964
00:45:19,040 --> 00:45:21,040
Speaker 8: Yeah, we had one of these in a long time.

965
00:45:21,280 --> 00:45:23,640
Speaker 1: Yeah, a real good one. Yeah. I feel like I'm

966
00:45:23,640 --> 00:45:27,840
Speaker 1: back on the school bus. And oh, that was a

967
00:45:27,880 --> 00:45:31,479
Speaker 1: great experience for me. I went there because I wanted

968
00:45:31,520 --> 00:45:33,279
Speaker 1: to see all the stuff I read about in the

969
00:45:33,360 --> 00:45:36,680
Speaker 1: Bible and the tour in the Kuran and so, and

970
00:45:36,800 --> 00:45:39,320
Speaker 1: I got to see all those things, all those places.

971
00:45:39,680 --> 00:45:43,520
Speaker 1: It's it's a very spiritual place. Everybody in their mama there.

972
00:45:44,239 --> 00:45:44,360
Speaker 5: You know.

973
00:45:44,440 --> 00:45:46,000
Speaker 1: I thought I was just gonna see like people that

974
00:45:46,160 --> 00:45:49,160
Speaker 1: look like you know, just you know, just you know,

975
00:45:49,280 --> 00:45:53,120
Speaker 1: Middle Easterns. But no, no, everybody. In a moment. I

976
00:45:53,160 --> 00:45:54,920
Speaker 1: saw Do making tacos on the side of the road.

977
00:45:54,920 --> 00:45:58,840
Speaker 1: He was Mexican and the tacos was fire. There's a

978
00:45:58,960 --> 00:46:01,960
Speaker 1: lot of black people. That the African American diaspora is

979
00:46:02,280 --> 00:46:05,200
Speaker 1: huge out there. A lot of them live in Demona

980
00:46:05,239 --> 00:46:07,880
Speaker 1: and they Jewish and so I was hanging out with

981
00:46:08,000 --> 00:46:12,560
Speaker 1: them and that was super awesome. You by yourself, Yeah,

982
00:46:12,600 --> 00:46:14,200
Speaker 1: I met up with some friends out there. I met

983
00:46:14,280 --> 00:46:17,560
Speaker 1: up with some people out there, and I went outside

984
00:46:17,600 --> 00:46:20,879
Speaker 1: with all the Ethiopian Jews and that was really good

985
00:46:20,960 --> 00:46:25,680
Speaker 1: and informative. And what I learned is that no matter

986
00:46:25,760 --> 00:46:27,880
Speaker 1: where you are, when you black, you get shitted on.

987
00:46:29,120 --> 00:46:31,279
Speaker 1: Because they going through the same things. It felt, the

988
00:46:31,360 --> 00:46:33,359
Speaker 1: weather and everything and the way things looked, it felt

989
00:46:33,400 --> 00:46:36,400
Speaker 1: kind of like California to me. And as they're describing

990
00:46:36,560 --> 00:46:39,520
Speaker 1: the lifestyle and what's going on over there for them,

991
00:46:40,320 --> 00:46:43,640
Speaker 1: it sounds like la It sounds like the same shit,

992
00:46:43,719 --> 00:46:48,000
Speaker 1: except they they game bankers come from another place and

993
00:46:48,120 --> 00:46:50,480
Speaker 1: they come over there. But it is what it is.

994
00:46:51,239 --> 00:46:55,640
Speaker 1: It's it's life. It's in the shit. I'm very disappointed

995
00:46:55,719 --> 00:47:00,720
Speaker 1: in like what's going on. I don't support that stuff.

996
00:47:01,239 --> 00:47:06,600
Speaker 1: I'm about peace and all these lives. It's just it's

997
00:47:06,719 --> 00:47:09,000
Speaker 1: kind of depressing. It's very depressed, and not even kinda

998
00:47:09,040 --> 00:47:11,600
Speaker 1: it's very depressed and it's very sad, but it's something

999
00:47:11,680 --> 00:47:13,839
Speaker 1: that's been going on for thousands of years over there.

1000
00:47:13,880 --> 00:47:16,560
Speaker 1: When I went, I learned about like how the Romans

1001
00:47:16,640 --> 00:47:18,920
Speaker 1: came in and did stuff, and how the Ottoman Empire

1002
00:47:19,000 --> 00:47:21,600
Speaker 1: came in and did what they did, and like even

1003
00:47:21,680 --> 00:47:24,440
Speaker 1: King David came over there, like when he got Jerusalem

1004
00:47:24,520 --> 00:47:26,479
Speaker 1: what he did, and I mean I remember reading about

1005
00:47:26,480 --> 00:47:28,759
Speaker 1: it in the Bible, but like actually seeing it and

1006
00:47:28,840 --> 00:47:31,120
Speaker 1: how he like went for the Canaanites heads and all that.

1007
00:47:31,280 --> 00:47:34,480
Speaker 1: Like I'm just like yo, to see it, it makes

1008
00:47:34,520 --> 00:47:37,560
Speaker 1: it resonate different, right, like and then everything I learned

1009
00:47:37,600 --> 00:47:41,040
Speaker 1: in world history, Like I went to Masada, I went

1010
00:47:41,160 --> 00:47:45,640
Speaker 1: to I went to Soknt. I went to the dead Sea.

1011
00:47:46,239 --> 00:47:53,839
Speaker 1: Uh not the dead sea. No, it's it's the saltwater. Yeah,

1012
00:47:53,840 --> 00:47:55,959
Speaker 1: that's the Dea sy but it ain't dead. That salt

1013
00:47:56,080 --> 00:47:58,279
Speaker 1: is growing up all kinds of stuff. But when I

1014
00:47:58,360 --> 00:48:00,000
Speaker 1: went there, it's like all the stuff that I would

1015
00:48:00,080 --> 00:48:02,879
Speaker 1: learned in World History, I'm seeing it for real life,

1016
00:48:03,239 --> 00:48:06,320
Speaker 1: and it made it hit different. Like I love listening to,

1017
00:48:06,920 --> 00:48:09,360
Speaker 1: uh the history teacher tell us stuff, but I did

1018
00:48:09,440 --> 00:48:11,360
Speaker 1: not like reading this stuff because I couldn't read that

1019
00:48:11,440 --> 00:48:13,040
Speaker 1: good in no ways. But I used to love to

1020
00:48:13,120 --> 00:48:16,360
Speaker 1: hear it right and you and it always stayed in

1021
00:48:16,440 --> 00:48:18,719
Speaker 1: my mind. And then when I go there, it's like, oh,

1022
00:48:18,880 --> 00:48:20,560
Speaker 1: this is where the Romans were and this is where

1023
00:48:20,600 --> 00:48:23,520
Speaker 1: this is. And like I read an article where they

1024
00:48:23,560 --> 00:48:26,480
Speaker 1: said Israel's paying all this money to build thousands of

1025
00:48:26,520 --> 00:48:28,920
Speaker 1: tunnels and stuff. I don't know about the thousands of

1026
00:48:28,960 --> 00:48:31,960
Speaker 1: tunnels in Israel, but I know about that one tunnel

1027
00:48:32,000 --> 00:48:35,960
Speaker 1: in Israel that they where they excavated the uh they

1028
00:48:36,120 --> 00:48:38,800
Speaker 1: excavated the Mikvah and the mikfah's like where they do,

1029
00:48:39,120 --> 00:48:41,279
Speaker 1: like where they would come and clean themselves, Like that's

1030
00:48:41,280 --> 00:48:44,960
Speaker 1: where baptism started. And it's two Olympic sized pools and

1031
00:48:45,000 --> 00:48:51,319
Speaker 1: they they the arche archaeology, archaeologist archaeologists, the archaeologists dug

1032
00:48:51,360 --> 00:48:54,000
Speaker 1: it up. And then there's this this walkway that you

1033
00:48:54,120 --> 00:48:55,920
Speaker 1: go up. There's kind of like a mall. It feels

1034
00:48:55,960 --> 00:48:58,080
Speaker 1: like you're in a mall, and it goes it leads

1035
00:48:58,160 --> 00:49:00,840
Speaker 1: up to the temple and that's the same path is

1036
00:49:00,920 --> 00:49:05,360
Speaker 1: where Jesus came every year. He would come there. Everybody,

1037
00:49:05,520 --> 00:49:07,960
Speaker 1: every Jew came there every year and they would jump

1038
00:49:08,040 --> 00:49:09,759
Speaker 1: in that migvh and they would share news and all that,

1039
00:49:09,840 --> 00:49:12,400
Speaker 1: and then they would go up, they would go up

1040
00:49:12,520 --> 00:49:16,879
Speaker 1: that trail to the temple, and that's the same path

1041
00:49:17,000 --> 00:49:19,800
Speaker 1: that Jesus was His real name is your Shua, the

1042
00:49:19,880 --> 00:49:22,600
Speaker 1: Romans name of Jesus like years later, his name is

1043
00:49:22,640 --> 00:49:25,280
Speaker 1: your Shua. It's the same path that your Shoa walked

1044
00:49:25,480 --> 00:49:29,120
Speaker 1: to go be assassinated. And it was really powerful for me.

1045
00:49:29,160 --> 00:49:30,680
Speaker 1: I don't know why. I felt like I was like

1046
00:49:30,920 --> 00:49:34,520
Speaker 1: in a mall, slash around a bunch of ancestors and

1047
00:49:34,600 --> 00:49:38,880
Speaker 1: it's something. There's a rock that the Muslim mosque is

1048
00:49:38,880 --> 00:49:41,000
Speaker 1: built around, and the walls up against where the Jews

1049
00:49:41,080 --> 00:49:44,839
Speaker 1: go pray in the Catholic Church, in the Protestant church,

1050
00:49:44,920 --> 00:49:47,640
Speaker 1: is like three different Christian churches right there is and

1051
00:49:47,760 --> 00:49:51,560
Speaker 1: the churches are built right where Jesus was crucified, and

1052
00:49:52,560 --> 00:49:55,440
Speaker 1: then the mosque in the wall is around this rock

1053
00:49:55,520 --> 00:49:59,640
Speaker 1: where Abraham was gonna sacrifice his son, right And I

1054
00:49:59,680 --> 00:50:02,760
Speaker 1: don't know what's in that rock, but it was so powerful,

1055
00:50:02,800 --> 00:50:05,120
Speaker 1: like I could feel it right now. And maybe I'm

1056
00:50:05,239 --> 00:50:08,640
Speaker 1: just you know, sensitive or whatever, but it's something there

1057
00:50:08,880 --> 00:50:12,680
Speaker 1: and they say it's God, and I'm not sure, but

1058
00:50:13,280 --> 00:50:17,360
Speaker 1: it feel like it is. Feel if it's with me,

1059
00:50:18,080 --> 00:50:21,879
Speaker 1: like it was so powerful, and I prayed at the wall,

1060
00:50:22,239 --> 00:50:23,920
Speaker 1: and I went by the mosque, and I went in

1061
00:50:24,000 --> 00:50:26,640
Speaker 1: all the churches, and they said, this is where Jesus

1062
00:50:26,840 --> 00:50:29,560
Speaker 1: was laid to rest when they put him down, like

1063
00:50:29,680 --> 00:50:31,719
Speaker 1: after they took them off the cross. I'm not sure

1064
00:50:31,760 --> 00:50:34,480
Speaker 1: if that's real or not, but there's some energy there.

1065
00:50:34,520 --> 00:50:36,359
Speaker 1: And I don't know if it's the energy of all

1066
00:50:36,560 --> 00:50:39,360
Speaker 1: the ancestors and all the people that went there, or

1067
00:50:39,480 --> 00:50:41,520
Speaker 1: if I felt the way I felt because I did

1068
00:50:41,560 --> 00:50:44,360
Speaker 1: all this research and I saw how black Jerusalem was,

1069
00:50:44,960 --> 00:50:49,040
Speaker 1: even I found videos in the library of the nineteen

1070
00:50:49,160 --> 00:50:51,880
Speaker 1: twenties in the thirties, and it was all black and

1071
00:50:51,960 --> 00:50:56,040
Speaker 1: they all looked like Ethiopians. They all Ethiopian. It was

1072
00:50:56,160 --> 00:51:01,080
Speaker 1: so beautiful and it's still beautiful, but you can see

1073
00:51:01,120 --> 00:51:02,880
Speaker 1: all the wars, you can see the stuff in it

1074
00:51:03,080 --> 00:51:05,880
Speaker 1: that I went to the ki boots where the three thousand,

1075
00:51:07,320 --> 00:51:11,000
Speaker 1: that three thousand Palestinians came in to take over, take

1076
00:51:11,040 --> 00:51:16,120
Speaker 1: the people and whatnot. And it's it's sad. Yeah, it's

1077
00:51:16,160 --> 00:51:19,120
Speaker 1: so sad that you know, we can't be better, Like

1078
00:51:20,480 --> 00:51:24,839
Speaker 1: like three thousands of years, it's the same thing, keep

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Speaker 1: repeating itself. Why why watch so much hate towards each other.

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Speaker 1: We all bled the same, we all whatever. We just

1081
00:51:31,480 --> 00:51:33,920
Speaker 1: worship God different. You hate me because of how I

1082
00:51:34,000 --> 00:51:40,040
Speaker 1: worship God, just because I don't get it. I don't

1083
00:51:40,160 --> 00:51:42,640
Speaker 1: understand it. I'm confused still. But I'm learning all the

1084
00:51:42,680 --> 00:51:44,239
Speaker 1: time and I want to go back and learn more.

1085
00:51:44,440 --> 00:51:47,600
Speaker 1: And I want to help. I want to help rebuild.

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00:51:47,719 --> 00:51:49,879
Speaker 1: I want to help in whatever way that I can.

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Speaker 1: And I don't know. The world got on me because

1088
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Speaker 1: I said what I always say when I leave the country.

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00:51:56,320 --> 00:51:58,040
Speaker 1: I always said, I've been saying that. When I went

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00:51:58,080 --> 00:52:00,000
Speaker 1: to Iraq to go do comedy for the troops, nobody

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00:52:00,080 --> 00:52:01,640
Speaker 1: he said, sh And I said the same thing. Maybe

1092
00:52:01,680 --> 00:52:04,799
Speaker 1: I'll meet a man. No, you know, but I went

1093
00:52:04,880 --> 00:52:07,120
Speaker 1: to go make the trups laugh, and nobody said nothing.

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00:52:07,160 --> 00:52:10,120
Speaker 1: In America was over there killing way more. We killed

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Speaker 1: a lot of people.

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Speaker 5: But what happened at Where were you at an outside

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Speaker 5: joke appearance?

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Speaker 1: Yeah, so I was at the Netflix is not a joke.

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Speaker 1: Netflix not a joke. I was at a show outside Netflix.

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Speaker 5: Went on college protest.

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Speaker 1: Yeah, I went off because people were saying, you know,

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Speaker 1: they were saying what they were saying, and they was like,

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Speaker 1: you got to support the colleges, and I'm like, I

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Speaker 1: don't want to. I don't want to support people tearing

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Speaker 1: up a school. I don't think that's the way to

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00:52:42,600 --> 00:52:44,200
Speaker 1: go about it. If you really want the if you

1107
00:52:44,360 --> 00:52:47,799
Speaker 1: want stuff like this to stop happening, if you're protesting

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00:52:47,960 --> 00:52:50,440
Speaker 1: the genocide that's going on and you want that to

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Speaker 1: stop happening, I think there's some better ways to go

1110
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Speaker 1: about making it stop happening. Blocking people from going to

1111
00:52:56,160 --> 00:52:58,520
Speaker 1: class is not going to be the thing. I don't

1112
00:52:58,520 --> 00:53:00,080
Speaker 1: think that's gonna be the thing, because that's what with

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00:53:00,160 --> 00:53:02,640
Speaker 1: the I mean, that's what the Nazis did. They blocked

1114
00:53:02,680 --> 00:53:06,200
Speaker 1: the Jews, they blocked the Jehovah witnesses. They killed a

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Speaker 1: lot of people. They didn't just kill Jews. They was

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00:53:08,680 --> 00:53:12,759
Speaker 1: killing everybody that was not like them. So like uh,

1117
00:53:13,040 --> 00:53:15,480
Speaker 1: and they were blocking them from getting their education, blocking

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Speaker 1: them from being able to have a living. They were

1119
00:53:17,840 --> 00:53:21,319
Speaker 1: they were hurting them and so like to me, if

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Speaker 1: if you really want to be changed, you want to

1121
00:53:23,160 --> 00:53:25,480
Speaker 1: make change, you really want to be effective, you really

1122
00:53:25,520 --> 00:53:29,760
Speaker 1: want this to stop, then start learning, get get yourself educated,

1123
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Speaker 1: and get in there and change the laws, change how

1124
00:53:32,640 --> 00:53:35,800
Speaker 1: we how get become get in NATO or whatever, the

1125
00:53:35,880 --> 00:53:39,480
Speaker 1: international or whatever. You got to be on Senate all that,

1126
00:53:39,800 --> 00:53:44,120
Speaker 1: like change the laws, change how we move. Yeah, that's

1127
00:53:44,560 --> 00:53:46,879
Speaker 1: that's what I would do. That's what if you really

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Speaker 1: wanted to change, Like be effective in get involved in government.

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Speaker 6: I think the protesting to get those legislators attention those legislators.

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Speaker 1: But become a lobbyist. Go be a lobbyist and get

1131
00:53:59,040 --> 00:54:01,719
Speaker 1: their attention. You get their attention better if you take

1132
00:54:01,760 --> 00:54:03,920
Speaker 1: them to dinner. You know what I'm saying. You can

1133
00:54:04,280 --> 00:54:06,440
Speaker 1: be a lot those lobbyists. And they make good money too.

1134
00:54:07,000 --> 00:54:11,240
Speaker 1: Like if you want to change things, like corporations hire

1135
00:54:11,320 --> 00:54:13,359
Speaker 1: lobbyists to change laws so they can do what they

1136
00:54:13,400 --> 00:54:16,600
Speaker 1: want to do. Right, So if you want to change something,

1137
00:54:17,040 --> 00:54:21,160
Speaker 1: go talk to them, show up at the office. Don't

1138
00:54:21,200 --> 00:54:23,240
Speaker 1: tear up the school and block somebody else from getting

1139
00:54:23,239 --> 00:54:26,120
Speaker 1: an education. And I'm looking they run around with you know,

1140
00:54:26,280 --> 00:54:28,880
Speaker 1: trash can shields, running into the police and stuff, and

1141
00:54:28,920 --> 00:54:32,480
Speaker 1: I'm just thinking to myself, this is our future. This

1142
00:54:32,680 --> 00:54:36,640
Speaker 1: is these are our future. Professors, our lawyers, our doctors, like,

1143
00:54:36,760 --> 00:54:39,239
Speaker 1: this is our future. And then they're yelling stuff. They

1144
00:54:39,239 --> 00:54:42,719
Speaker 1: don't even understand why the war is happening. They don't

1145
00:54:42,719 --> 00:54:45,680
Speaker 1: even know the history of it, what's behind it, like

1146
00:54:45,840 --> 00:54:47,640
Speaker 1: and they're just you know, in an outrage. And then

1147
00:54:47,680 --> 00:54:51,080
Speaker 1: you yelling for that for Gaza, but you ain't saying

1148
00:54:51,120 --> 00:54:54,680
Speaker 1: nothing for the Congo twelve million people being killed over there.

1149
00:54:55,080 --> 00:54:57,279
Speaker 1: You ain't saying shit about all these black people that's

1150
00:54:57,320 --> 00:55:00,440
Speaker 1: been getting culled for one hundred years. Let's just go

1151
00:55:00,560 --> 00:55:03,640
Speaker 1: the last hundred years we've been getting slaughtered over there

1152
00:55:04,080 --> 00:55:06,440
Speaker 1: and nobody saying anything. There was a war in my

1153
00:55:06,560 --> 00:55:11,080
Speaker 1: father's country for thirty years and nobody said shit about it.

1154
00:55:11,239 --> 00:55:14,640
Speaker 1: In America, y'all in protest, y'all in nothing because it

1155
00:55:14,760 --> 00:55:18,080
Speaker 1: was black people straight up and Cameroon nigs over there

1156
00:55:18,200 --> 00:55:21,719
Speaker 1: killing just just slaughtering them. Y'all didn't say shit. Y'all

1157
00:55:21,760 --> 00:55:25,279
Speaker 1: didn't do nothing. Nobody cared. It was on social media

1158
00:55:25,400 --> 00:55:28,600
Speaker 1: for a second, Like I pay attention to what's going

1159
00:55:28,640 --> 00:55:32,840
Speaker 1: on where we at, Like how were we doing like

1160
00:55:33,880 --> 00:55:36,600
Speaker 1: black people? We wasn't doing so good in gossip, Okay,

1161
00:55:36,840 --> 00:55:39,799
Speaker 1: we wasn't doing so good over there. There's slavery. They're

1162
00:55:39,840 --> 00:55:43,759
Speaker 1: is slavery still, there's slavery, and and it's a lot

1163
00:55:43,840 --> 00:55:47,279
Speaker 1: of us still in slavery and there's a lot of

1164
00:55:47,360 --> 00:55:50,520
Speaker 1: us being killed. So for me, I'm like, if you

1165
00:55:50,560 --> 00:55:52,160
Speaker 1: want to protest like that, I want to see you

1166
00:55:52,239 --> 00:55:55,839
Speaker 1: protesting like that for the twelve million that's being that's

1167
00:55:55,920 --> 00:55:58,200
Speaker 1: been killed just in the Congo.

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Speaker 5: Protest. Agree with how they protest.

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00:56:01,280 --> 00:56:03,600
Speaker 1: How they protesting is not don't. I don't agree with

1170
00:56:03,640 --> 00:56:07,040
Speaker 1: how they're protesting. Yeah, protests, yes, Protests yes. If you

1171
00:56:07,080 --> 00:56:09,319
Speaker 1: think that's gonna make it change. Yeah, if you think

1172
00:56:09,360 --> 00:56:11,160
Speaker 1: it's gonna make a difference, you're gonna it's gonna make

1173
00:56:11,160 --> 00:56:14,920
Speaker 1: people pay attention. Yeah, But the way y'all going about it,

1174
00:56:14,920 --> 00:56:16,120
Speaker 1: I don't think this is right. I don't think you're

1175
00:56:16,200 --> 00:56:19,479
Speaker 1: spray paying the library is gonna really make anything change.

1176
00:56:19,520 --> 00:56:21,720
Speaker 1: I know Nigga's been spray paying the library for years

1177
00:56:22,360 --> 00:56:25,520
Speaker 1: and they just shut the library down. That's all they did.

1178
00:56:26,040 --> 00:56:28,560
Speaker 1: Like so no, I don't think that's the way to

1179
00:56:28,640 --> 00:56:30,320
Speaker 1: go about it. I think the way to go about

1180
00:56:30,360 --> 00:56:33,200
Speaker 1: it is to get into legislation, to show up to

1181
00:56:33,320 --> 00:56:37,440
Speaker 1: your congressman's office, show up to your senator's office, show up,

1182
00:56:37,560 --> 00:56:40,520
Speaker 1: sit outside they office, and protest. Put the pressure on

1183
00:56:40,719 --> 00:56:42,960
Speaker 1: them doing it at the schools ain't putting no pressure

1184
00:56:43,000 --> 00:56:44,279
Speaker 1: on them. They're just like, oh, they up there at

1185
00:56:44,320 --> 00:56:48,480
Speaker 1: the school cutting up whatever, like and we like, as

1186
00:56:48,520 --> 00:56:52,279
Speaker 1: a twenty something year old, like do you invigorate it, teenager? Yeah,

1187
00:56:52,440 --> 00:56:57,360
Speaker 1: Like that's protest. It's been happening every decade. It's always happened.

1188
00:56:57,440 --> 00:56:59,759
Speaker 1: Women was out there burning they bras. But y'all out

1189
00:56:59,760 --> 00:57:02,960
Speaker 1: here angry about you know what's going on over there

1190
00:57:03,000 --> 00:57:05,839
Speaker 1: in Gaza, and it's genocide. When they're about to make

1191
00:57:06,000 --> 00:57:09,399
Speaker 1: pass laws over our bodies, women's bodies, we ain't gonna

1192
00:57:09,400 --> 00:57:11,120
Speaker 1: be able to have no choice in what we do,

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00:57:11,320 --> 00:57:16,600
Speaker 1: and like, yeah, like hello, we need to be paying

1194
00:57:16,640 --> 00:57:19,360
Speaker 1: attention to distraction is real, Like, you're not gonna it's

1195
00:57:19,360 --> 00:57:21,800
Speaker 1: gonna be Handmad's tail out here. When you start really

1196
00:57:21,880 --> 00:57:25,600
Speaker 1: read reading all the legislative read everything, like it's about

1197
00:57:25,640 --> 00:57:28,040
Speaker 1: to be Handmad's tail out here, You're about to be

1198
00:57:28,240 --> 00:57:30,720
Speaker 1: like it's gonna be crazy, Like you voluntarily want to

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00:57:30,760 --> 00:57:34,240
Speaker 1: be pregnant. Yeah, it's a voluntary thing, Like, but there's

1200
00:57:34,240 --> 00:57:37,680
Speaker 1: gonna be situations where it's gonna be involuntary, Like I mean,

1201
00:57:37,720 --> 00:57:41,040
Speaker 1: if you read the legislations and I'm not I might

1202
00:57:41,120 --> 00:57:43,760
Speaker 1: not be articulating it's the best, but I'm concerned. I'm

1203
00:57:43,840 --> 00:57:47,560
Speaker 1: concerned for our future, and I'm concerned when our youth

1204
00:57:47,760 --> 00:57:52,000
Speaker 1: are all their knowledges coming from TikTok and Instagram and

1205
00:57:52,120 --> 00:57:55,440
Speaker 1: they not really like doing the real research and really reading.

1206
00:57:55,840 --> 00:57:59,680
Speaker 1: They just taking some some bloggers word for it. It's like, no,

1207
00:58:00,400 --> 00:58:03,080
Speaker 1: go look the ship up, go to the go look

1208
00:58:03,160 --> 00:58:06,680
Speaker 1: up these legislations and if you want, like, there's no

1209
00:58:06,840 --> 00:58:09,000
Speaker 1: doubt there's a there is a genocide happening, there's no

1210
00:58:09,080 --> 00:58:11,560
Speaker 1: doubt about that. But like that's not the only one

1211
00:58:11,640 --> 00:58:14,840
Speaker 1: that's happening right now. So if we're gonna be protesting genocide,

1212
00:58:14,840 --> 00:58:16,720
Speaker 1: if we against genocide, we need to be against all

1213
00:58:16,760 --> 00:58:20,320
Speaker 1: the genocides, not just the lighter genocide, all the like

1214
00:58:20,760 --> 00:58:27,240
Speaker 1: the black, the the brow, everybody, everybody. We're not it.

1215
00:58:27,240 --> 00:58:28,760
Speaker 1: Don't need to just be from the river to this.

1216
00:58:28,960 --> 00:58:31,400
Speaker 1: You need to be like, uh, recycle these cell phones

1217
00:58:31,440 --> 00:58:36,160
Speaker 1: and stop can killing the Congolesese Like yeah, but don't

1218
00:58:36,200 --> 00:58:39,640
Speaker 1: get me stuny. I'm sorry, Okay, anyways, I curse you

1219
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Speaker 1: with Joyce's out today. Get it audio or a physical

1220
00:58:44,960 --> 00:58:48,240
Speaker 1: book hard copy at any local bookstore. The audio version

1221
00:58:48,400 --> 00:58:51,040
Speaker 1: is off the chain because I'm definitely bringing it and

1222
00:58:51,120 --> 00:58:54,080
Speaker 1: some of my music is on there, and I'm really

1223
00:58:54,120 --> 00:58:57,360
Speaker 1: excited about the music that's coming for you. So yeah,

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Speaker 1: I Curse You with Joy.

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Speaker 6: That's right right now, and listen, it's gonna end tomorrow.

1226
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Speaker 6: So tonight me and Tiffany will be at Barnes and

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Speaker 6: Noble Union Square at seven pm having a great discussion

1228
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Speaker 6: about I Curse You with Joy in New York City.

1229
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Speaker 1: Meet us there, Yeah, and it'll be a lot more fun.

1230
00:59:15,480 --> 00:59:17,040
Speaker 1: I won't be in my feelings so much.

1231
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Speaker 5: You are.

1232
00:59:19,960 --> 00:59:22,600
Speaker 1: I know it's good if you express yourself to.

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Speaker 6: Meet us tonight Union Square at seven pm Barnes and Nobles.

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Speaker 6: We'll be talking Tiffany Hattie's new book, I Curse You

1235
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Speaker 6: with Joy.

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Speaker 2: Here's the breakfast Club. Is Tiffany Haddish, Wake that ass.

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Speaker 5: Up in the morning. Breakfast Club