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Speaker 1: De youar a beautiful listener. Here, I am at the

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Speaker 1: gas station at Chevron. No, they're not paying me. I

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Speaker 1: just love Chevron. Just put on my seat belt. I'm

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Speaker 1: sitting in the car. I'm not gonna drive yet, but

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Speaker 1: I want to send you guys this voice note because

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Speaker 1: I was on the freeway on my way to my appointment.

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Speaker 1: I'm going to my PAP spare, my annual PAP spare appointment. Ladies,

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Speaker 1: be responsible if you are sexually active. Oh this thing

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Speaker 1: cut off, But I was saying that it is important

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Speaker 1: that you get your PAP smeare annually. That's just a

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Speaker 1: little side note, but I am going there's nothing wrong

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Speaker 1: with it. Everything's good. I'm talking about my kiddie. It's

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Speaker 1: just I like to be a very responsible woman. And

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Speaker 1: my point is that I was on my way to

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Speaker 1: my appointment and I realized that I had eight miles

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Speaker 1: to go for my tank to be on empty. So

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Speaker 1: I quickly found a Chevron and I made it, thank goodness.

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Speaker 1: But it got me thinking how important it is for

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Speaker 1: us not to allow our personal gas tanks to get

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Speaker 1: that low, to get that empty. And I think that's

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Speaker 1: what's been happening for the past few days, I went

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Speaker 1: to right and I went to go see my doctor

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Speaker 1: in TJ.

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Speaker 2: I got some you know things done. I got the salmon.

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Speaker 1: Sprim facial that I'm sure you guys heard about if

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Speaker 1: you didn't look it up.

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Speaker 2: My first time trying it. Wow, love it. And then

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Speaker 2: I got my Morpheus. I just went and did all

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Speaker 2: the things.

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Speaker 1: And then we usually it's like a tradition that after

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Speaker 1: we do that, we go to I want to have Lobster,

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Speaker 1: one of our favorite places. I wasn't planning on drinking again.

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Speaker 1: I've been trying to stay away from alcohol. I had

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Speaker 1: stayed away from it for a while. But I was

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Speaker 1: with my best friend. I hadn't seen another friend that

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Speaker 1: lives in TJ, and we just freaking I got buzzed, guys,

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Speaker 1: I got buzzed. And that morning we woke up early.

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Speaker 1: I slept over my friend's house because she lives into

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Speaker 1: Mecula and I wanted to make it to our appointment.

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Speaker 2: Early because it was early in the morning.

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Speaker 1: So I just feel like I haven't been on my

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Speaker 1: routine as far as meditating and praying and doing like

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Speaker 1: my morning thing. And I just realized my personal freaking

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Speaker 1: tank is on empty and I have to replenish.

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Speaker 2: And that is okay.

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Speaker 1: It happens we fall off track, but the thing is

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Speaker 1: getting back on track and doing what we know makes

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Speaker 1: us feel good and do everything in our power not

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Speaker 1: to let anything or anyone get in the way. Because

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Speaker 1: that happened Saturday, made it to my appointment and I

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Speaker 1: got drunk, and then on Sunday we woke up and

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Speaker 1: I didn't come home. I'm supposed to come home that night,

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Speaker 1: and I ended up saying in TJ because it wasn't

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Speaker 1: safe to drive home. Obviously, we've got to be responsible people.

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Speaker 1: And woke up and I was like, oh my gosh,

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Speaker 1: it's seven o'clock.

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Speaker 2: We got to go. We have a birthday party to

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Speaker 2: make it too. So then I didn't pray, and then

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Speaker 2: this morning I didn't either.

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Speaker 1: Like I mean I prayed, I'm like, thank you God,

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Speaker 1: of course I always thank God, but for me to

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Speaker 1: sit down and really make that time, and it's not

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Speaker 1: like trying to fit God into my schedule. It's fitting

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Speaker 1: everything else around God. And I wasn't able to do that.

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Speaker 1: So I'm like, I feel some type of way today.

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Speaker 1: I feel off and just the way my tank is

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Speaker 1: that eight miles or was it eight miles?

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Speaker 2: Thank god, now it's full. I always thank god.

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Speaker 1: I'm like, oh, thank you, I'm able to like to

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Speaker 1: let my tank those little things that make the biggest difference.

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Speaker 1: But yeah, I mean, the point is is that I'm

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Speaker 1: a little bit on empty, like I need to get

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Speaker 1: my shit together, you know, And I just wanted to

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Speaker 1: show you guys that it happens to me, and it

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Speaker 1: is okay, It's okay, we.

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Speaker 2: Get off track a little bit.

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Speaker 1: But the point is is realizing, recognizing it, and getting.

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Speaker 2: Back on it. And that's what I'm gonna do.

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Speaker 1: And I just wanted to be accountable to myself, to

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Speaker 1: you guys, and this is my way of doing it.

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Speaker 2: So I just wanted to say.

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Speaker 1: It out loud, I guess because I realized as I

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Speaker 1: was pumping gas, I'm like, oh my gosh, Janey, your

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Speaker 1: tank is on empty.

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Speaker 2: Fill yourself up with.

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Speaker 1: All that good fuel, whatever it may be, so that

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Speaker 1: you can run smoothly, so that everything else runs smoothly.

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Speaker 2: You kid me. Anyway, guys, thank you, thank you for listening.

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Speaker 2: I appreciate you. And that's all for now. Sincerely, Janey