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Speaker 1: The Nicky Laser Podcast Naser, here's Nikki. Hello here I am.

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Speaker 1: It's a Nicky Laser podcast. Welcome to the show. It's Monday.

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Speaker 1: We had last week off. Thank you for hanging in

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Speaker 1: with us and allows us to have a vacation. Um,

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Speaker 1: it was nice. It was nice to take a break.

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Speaker 1: It it's good to be back, very good to be back. Um,

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Speaker 1: what did you guys get into. NOA, you went to Florida.

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Speaker 1: Eventually you made it there. You had trouble getting there.

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Speaker 1: My my flight was canceled on Monday, so I like

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Speaker 1: lost a day of vacation, the entire day. Did you

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Speaker 1: leave later Monday? Well, the flight was scheduled for like

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Speaker 1: five thirty in the morning, and then they're like, we're

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Speaker 1: canceling all flights for that day because it was the

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Speaker 1: weekend of flight mcgeddon or whatever they were calling it. Yeah, yeah, so, uh,

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Speaker 1: actually it worked out in our favor because we had

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Speaker 1: we wouldn't have taken the day. I mean, I guess

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Speaker 1: it was. It was Juneteenth, so it was like a

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Speaker 1: federal holiday. But we had the day off. But we

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Speaker 1: just like just had our bed for the first time.

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Speaker 1: My bag was packed early. I had a whole day

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Speaker 1: with a packed luggage that I just dread packing all

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Speaker 1: the time, and we were able to just like that

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Speaker 1: was the only time you've ever had a day before

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Speaker 1: you leave for a trip where you literally have nothing

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Speaker 1: to do. The only way I ever have nothing to do,

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Speaker 1: as if something gets canceled. Yes, so I I really

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Speaker 1: understood it because I always wait until the night before

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Speaker 1: and then I have like no sleep, but I'm just groggy,

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Speaker 1: and my whole first days ruin a vacation. So we

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Speaker 1: just like gallivanted around town, just had sex. We were

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Speaker 1: just like they had nothing to do. Was awesome. What

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Speaker 1: a great day that was. Seemed to be so devastating

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Speaker 1: when you got the message. Did you get the message

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Speaker 1: at the airport or like before then? It was it

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Speaker 1: was canceled at like three in the morning, it was

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Speaker 1: the So we got an email at six thirty, but

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Speaker 1: like no text, and of course we didn't check our

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Speaker 1: email until nine o'clock at night, so that's when we

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Speaker 1: were like, we gotta change the car. At least they'd

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Speaker 1: let you knew a little bit ahead of before getting

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Speaker 1: to the airport, which was nice. Yes, that is so nice. Yeah,

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Speaker 1: Florida was great. Yeah, Florida was really great. Um, like, Tan, thanks,

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Speaker 1: I do catch son very easily. Yeah, I'm no longer

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Speaker 1: glow translucent? Were then versus? I don't understand, like collecting

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Speaker 1: sun in a natural way, Like what setting did you

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Speaker 1: use at the versa? Um, yeah it looks really good.

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Speaker 1: Um would you do? Andrew um golf so much? I

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Speaker 1: literally played I think I'm not kidding. Maybe holes addict, Like,

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Speaker 1: but I shot the best shot I've ever shot in

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Speaker 1: my life. I shot a seventies six at like a

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Speaker 1: hardass course. What does that mean to people who don't know?

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Speaker 1: Only four over par? Damn? Like it's insane. Don't like

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Speaker 1: it was insane? Came together amount of shots that would

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Speaker 1: take you to shoot you hit par. It's like so

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Speaker 1: par is like they give you an allotted amount of hole.

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Speaker 1: No pars a A Why do they make part? Why

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Speaker 1: is it something like wow? He if someone's subpart means

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Speaker 1: they're below average, part means right, Yeah, I guess, I

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Speaker 1: guess in golf terms though, par Yeah he's on part. Yeah,

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Speaker 1: you're on par whatever. It's the allotted amount of strokes

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Speaker 1: they give you per whole, Like the best players on

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Speaker 1: earth might shoot in the sixties like every once in

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Speaker 1: a while, so like, yeah, it was a big deal.

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Speaker 1: That's huge. Where were you at? This place is called

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Speaker 1: the Landings, which it's right next to a private airport,

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Speaker 1: so you just see like the richest landings. Yeah. Yeah,

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Speaker 1: they just watched me. Fucking they're not watching you at all.

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Speaker 1: They're watching you. Think they're watching you. You love that

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Speaker 1: they might be watching Yeah they saw me. No, I

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Speaker 1: don't give a ship I I It's funny. Apparently there's

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Speaker 1: like a a hangar where they just parked there, like

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Speaker 1: very expensive cars. But then they have they've turned them

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Speaker 1: in the man caves. So it's like how can I

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Speaker 1: avoid my family? Like, yeah, I gotta get to my flight,

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Speaker 1: you know, it's at nine am, and they're just at

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Speaker 1: their man cave like fucking someone else, like until they

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Speaker 1: get on there. I'm sure private plane like private anger

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Speaker 1: hangers or like the lounge area when I've been in

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Speaker 1: private when I won private, like the lounge area, it

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Speaker 1: seems like there's it's a place people go to escape

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Speaker 1: all these places. Yeah, so yeah, I mean it's just

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Speaker 1: it was. It was. It was pretty amazing because it's

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Speaker 1: next to an airport. People are landing probably or my

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Speaker 1: landing strip maybe you know, I like, yeah, they named

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Speaker 1: it after you, your pubic care situation. It was fucking

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Speaker 1: awesome though we played with It's funny. So I go,

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Speaker 1: so this guy from golf gut. I made a friend

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Speaker 1: that works at golf Galaxy. Friend, what do you get off?

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Speaker 1: I don't know yet. I'm gonna go back in today

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Speaker 1: and see. He's a very good player. So when you know,

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Speaker 1: like anything like he's he shot a seventy two, he

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Speaker 1: shot part so like I tried to keep up with him. Yes,

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Speaker 1: so I learned, you know, just fucking play with people

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Speaker 1: that are better than you. But like, so I go

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Speaker 1: to these golf plays a lot by myself and they

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Speaker 1: pair you up. So I've been paired up with them

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Speaker 1: as random strangers. It's a good way to meet people,

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Speaker 1: get stories. One of the guy was from Vera Beach, Florida,

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Speaker 1: from my town. And did he care because this is

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Speaker 1: the thing that happens a lot when you go, oh

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Speaker 1: my god, I'm from there, and then they keep just

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Speaker 1: talking about themselves. That's exactly what happened. I knew it.

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Speaker 1: I'm so tired I witnessed this happening. Wait, wait, what

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Speaker 1: do you mean, wait, what do you mean this thing

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Speaker 1: that people do where it's like I will meet someone

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Speaker 1: go from Kirkwood and they go, yeah, I went to

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Speaker 1: you parents live? They tell me, oh, my parents live

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Speaker 1: out there. It's like they don't ever acknowledge that. It's cool.

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Speaker 1: It's so weird what happened all the time, and I

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Speaker 1: see it happened to you chronically on the road of

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Speaker 1: being like, oh, I'm from Vero Beach, like you know,

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Speaker 1: they'll say Port St. Louis were like you'll say, and

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Speaker 1: they have They will not acknowledge what you just said

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Speaker 1: to be like, oh my god, really, where did you

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Speaker 1: They don't ask. People have a problem where they don't

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Speaker 1: care about anyone else. Well, no one's from Vera. Vero

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Speaker 1: Beach is a small and he goes, he goes, he

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Speaker 1: So he goes, he goes Vero Beach, Florida. I go,

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Speaker 1: are you fucking serious? And he goes, yeah, so I'm

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Speaker 1: from Like like, gave me absolutely why you were excited. Yeah,

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Speaker 1: this is this is honestly antidepressants, whatever in the water.

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Speaker 1: Just depression. Like people have no spike of curiosity, no

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Speaker 1: You got to ask about other people at some point

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Speaker 1: in your life. This has nothing to do with the

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Speaker 1: fact that I just got off the road. With most

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Speaker 1: And it's not all men for sure, but man, it's

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Speaker 1: Men need to be more curious and complimentary and kind

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Speaker 1: to each other. But there is no Men are so

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Speaker 1: scared to share anything a little bit personal that it

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Speaker 1: anything personal from anyone else. And I'm not getting personal

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Speaker 1: like you know your mom sick? No, but I mean

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Speaker 1: they've just become muted to any any kind of curiosity

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Speaker 1: this at all. It is cultural. It's um, it's not

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Speaker 1: Even once I played with another uh random strangers and

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Speaker 1: like fun weekend. It was the most adorable thing. Yeah,

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Speaker 1: Louis is this Illinois is the sixteen year old was

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Speaker 1: of Cubs were playing the Cardinals this weekend, so we

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Speaker 1: were like, going, he's playing like he got shot, playing terrible.

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Speaker 1: he said to his uncle, He's like, I couldn't imagine

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Speaker 1: the Cubs do suck, so it's so sweet. I don't know,

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Speaker 1: were on the Cubs suck because I'm from St. Louis,

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Speaker 1: And that's just what I have to say. If I'm

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Speaker 1: Florida and you like the Dallas Cowboys, people are like,

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Speaker 1: from Florida, How could you? Because it's just as random

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Speaker 1: soon as they get cut from the team. So you

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Speaker 1: were on a you were on a bus. No, but

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Speaker 1: you also went to color Oh yeah, I did go

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Speaker 1: to Colorado first. Um. Yeah, I went on a girl's

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Speaker 1: trip to Colorado. I was there. Um Sunday, I flew

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Speaker 1: from Toronto to Colorado. Toronto not Toronto. I learned the

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Speaker 1: hard way. There were a lot of I said Toronto.

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Speaker 1: There is did you watch my act? So, um Toronto.

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Speaker 1: It's the way I was saying it because there is

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Speaker 1: a second tea and I like hard tease, um hard

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Speaker 1: Seltzer's hard tease. And uh. Then I was saying it,

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Speaker 1: could just sense they're just like there was a hesitation

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Speaker 1: Toronto or Toronto? And they're like Toronto, and I'm like, wait,

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Speaker 1: And they were just like it was so funny. And

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Speaker 1: then I went off on a whole Drake tangent where

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Speaker 1: had a part to play in Columbine because when the

425
00:22:26,600 --> 00:22:29,240
Speaker 1: kids sprinted away from the school, they were like, triage

426
00:22:29,280 --> 00:22:31,200
Speaker 1: you and it's set up like in all of these

427
00:22:31,320 --> 00:22:33,199
Speaker 1: houses in the in the front yard. So I like

428
00:22:33,240 --> 00:22:36,680
Speaker 1: recognized the front yards, I know, like I'm like zillowing,

429
00:22:36,720 --> 00:22:38,480
Speaker 1: So I can maybe buy one of these houses just

430
00:22:38,520 --> 00:22:40,880
Speaker 1: because I just they're just such I don't know why

431
00:22:40,880 --> 00:22:46,479
Speaker 1: I'm so obsessed with it, but um we park if

432
00:22:46,480 --> 00:22:49,640
Speaker 1: you had to, like honestly, like because something happened there

433
00:22:49,680 --> 00:22:53,880
Speaker 1: that changed everything for me and for any My high

434
00:22:53,920 --> 00:22:58,520
Speaker 1: school was book ended by columbne On in my ninth

435
00:22:58,560 --> 00:23:02,840
Speaker 1: grade Yearstember eleven my senior year, Like it was just

436
00:23:03,160 --> 00:23:05,399
Speaker 1: it was the first time to me where it was

437
00:23:05,440 --> 00:23:09,800
Speaker 1: like I was an adult processing the news like with

438
00:23:09,880 --> 00:23:12,280
Speaker 1: the nation and like shock and horror and just like

439
00:23:12,359 --> 00:23:13,959
Speaker 1: I don't know, I just really got into it in

440
00:23:14,040 --> 00:23:16,640
Speaker 1: terms of like I remember all my friends being like

441
00:23:17,000 --> 00:23:19,679
Speaker 1: over it immediately. Same with September eleven. I'm not joking

442
00:23:19,720 --> 00:23:22,800
Speaker 1: you friends over it, just like, oh god, that was weird.

443
00:23:23,520 --> 00:23:26,560
Speaker 1: Weeks later, I was still like captivated by it, Like

444
00:23:26,560 --> 00:23:28,679
Speaker 1: I couldn't understand why I was falling out of the news,

445
00:23:28,760 --> 00:23:31,080
Speaker 1: like it just seems so catasted. I don't know, I

446
00:23:31,160 --> 00:23:33,360
Speaker 1: just I guess it's for me. It's the same thing

447
00:23:33,400 --> 00:23:36,399
Speaker 1: of like why I feel like I'm drawn to comedy,

448
00:23:36,440 --> 00:23:38,440
Speaker 1: it's because I feel like or the things I talked

449
00:23:38,440 --> 00:23:40,360
Speaker 1: about on stage, it's stuff that I'm like, why isn't

450
00:23:40,400 --> 00:23:44,720
Speaker 1: everyone talking about this. It's really important. Sex is really important.

451
00:23:44,760 --> 00:23:47,360
Speaker 1: Why does everyone act like we're not doing it. It's

452
00:23:47,400 --> 00:23:49,080
Speaker 1: just weird to me. It doesn't make sense and it

453
00:23:49,119 --> 00:23:52,480
Speaker 1: bothers me, and so I don't know what it is.

454
00:23:52,520 --> 00:23:54,320
Speaker 1: But I we go and we walk this trail and

455
00:23:55,440 --> 00:23:57,600
Speaker 1: we're walking and be it's behind the school that you

456
00:23:57,680 --> 00:23:58,840
Speaker 1: have to like go up a hill to even see

457
00:23:58,880 --> 00:24:00,600
Speaker 1: the school. And I'm kind of annoyed because I can't

458
00:24:00,600 --> 00:24:02,480
Speaker 1: see the school and I don't really know where we are.

459
00:24:02,520 --> 00:24:05,000
Speaker 1: I can't get my bearings right. I'm looking at the maps.

460
00:24:05,040 --> 00:24:07,280
Speaker 1: None of it's making sense. And then we walk up

461
00:24:07,280 --> 00:24:11,960
Speaker 1: this trail that says Columbine Memorial and um uh there.

462
00:24:12,240 --> 00:24:14,720
Speaker 1: I took a picture of the like sign that was

463
00:24:14,800 --> 00:24:19,040
Speaker 1: like all the NOVI no loud music, no smoking, no drugs,

464
00:24:19,119 --> 00:24:22,600
Speaker 1: no trust, you know, loitering and it said the no

465
00:24:22,840 --> 00:24:24,840
Speaker 1: was crashed out on no drugs and it said only

466
00:24:25,040 --> 00:24:28,919
Speaker 1: so I was like kill. And so we climbed up

467
00:24:28,960 --> 00:24:32,080
Speaker 1: this little hill that took us to the Columbine Memorial,

468
00:24:32,240 --> 00:24:34,640
Speaker 1: which snaked, which is beautiful, and then we snake around

469
00:24:34,680 --> 00:24:37,800
Speaker 1: and it goes down to this amazing memorial that is

470
00:24:37,840 --> 00:24:39,840
Speaker 1: made with all these plaques, and I'm the only story

471
00:24:39,840 --> 00:24:42,040
Speaker 1: I'm gonna tell from Columbine at this moment because it's

472
00:24:42,119 --> 00:24:46,640
Speaker 1: a little um long. So we go to Columbine, all

473
00:24:46,640 --> 00:24:51,280
Speaker 1: these plaques, um thirteen plaques for each kid that died.

474
00:24:51,359 --> 00:24:54,600
Speaker 1: And then you know Eric and Dylan, the perpetrators, they

475
00:24:54,640 --> 00:24:56,920
Speaker 1: don't have a plaque. But so the fifteen total thirteen

476
00:24:57,320 --> 00:25:00,480
Speaker 1: twelve students, one teacher, and each student as a plaque

477
00:25:00,520 --> 00:25:03,160
Speaker 1: each in the one teacher that their loved ones wrote

478
00:25:03,200 --> 00:25:06,840
Speaker 1: from them of like and they're all just like biblical references,

479
00:25:06,960 --> 00:25:09,800
Speaker 1: mostly like she loved the Bible. Jesus loved her, like

480
00:25:09,880 --> 00:25:11,920
Speaker 1: every single one of them. It was it's like, it's

481
00:25:11,960 --> 00:25:16,359
Speaker 1: kind of painful. Um. And then except one kids made

482
00:25:16,359 --> 00:25:18,560
Speaker 1: me cry so much. He was the only one that

483
00:25:18,560 --> 00:25:20,399
Speaker 1: made me cry. Forget which which one he was, but

484
00:25:20,480 --> 00:25:22,280
Speaker 1: he was at the end, Matt, I think his name was.

485
00:25:22,440 --> 00:25:24,520
Speaker 1: His plaque was the best. If you ever go. But

486
00:25:24,680 --> 00:25:26,920
Speaker 1: we go there, it's me and my sister and Catherine.

487
00:25:27,400 --> 00:25:31,959
Speaker 1: I'm sorry, it's me Catherine, and his his wasn't like

488
00:25:32,040 --> 00:25:34,840
Speaker 1: Jesus will love you, You'll walk in the garden. It

489
00:25:34,920 --> 00:25:38,960
Speaker 1: was like you you made everyone laugh, you could always

490
00:25:39,320 --> 00:25:42,159
Speaker 1: will miss you. So much whenever there's someone talking to

491
00:25:42,200 --> 00:25:45,359
Speaker 1: a dead person and like you like in first person

492
00:25:45,400 --> 00:25:48,240
Speaker 1: talking to a dead person like they're still there, or

493
00:25:48,320 --> 00:25:51,840
Speaker 1: it's a dead person talking to people from like in

494
00:25:51,880 --> 00:25:55,080
Speaker 1: a letter like I'll miss you guys. Like if it's

495
00:25:55,119 --> 00:25:59,080
Speaker 1: ever that either those situations water works for me immediately.

496
00:25:59,119 --> 00:26:02,119
Speaker 1: It's first happened in Forrest Gump. Jenny, you'd be so proud.

497
00:26:02,520 --> 00:26:05,600
Speaker 1: He's real smart boy, Jenny, like that, like talking to

498
00:26:05,640 --> 00:26:08,920
Speaker 1: a dead person about them being proud or I don't

499
00:26:08,960 --> 00:26:11,439
Speaker 1: know what get means, so I'm I'm crying. But before

500
00:26:11,560 --> 00:26:17,120
Speaker 1: his is this girl, Cassie Bernal her plaque And as

501
00:26:17,160 --> 00:26:18,919
Speaker 1: we get there, let me just say that there's a

502
00:26:18,960 --> 00:26:21,160
Speaker 1: woman there talking to like a family, and I didn't

503
00:26:21,200 --> 00:26:23,080
Speaker 1: really know the dynamic until later, So some of this

504
00:26:23,080 --> 00:26:24,800
Speaker 1: is piece together afterwards. But there's like a group of

505
00:26:24,800 --> 00:26:27,240
Speaker 1: people talking. And then as we make our way around

506
00:26:27,240 --> 00:26:29,439
Speaker 1: the black Yes at nine thirty at night, there's a

507
00:26:29,480 --> 00:26:32,960
Speaker 1: family of four two kids, two younger kids and two

508
00:26:33,040 --> 00:26:35,920
Speaker 1: adults and then another woman. I don't really see the

509
00:26:35,960 --> 00:26:37,520
Speaker 1: makeup of them. This is after that I put it

510
00:26:37,560 --> 00:26:41,360
Speaker 1: all together. But we get there and met Catherine person

511
00:26:41,400 --> 00:26:44,000
Speaker 1: really quietly reading each plaque as we make our way along,

512
00:26:44,119 --> 00:26:46,760
Speaker 1: and Cassie's, which is where these people are kind of situated,

513
00:26:46,880 --> 00:26:49,800
Speaker 1: is like the eleventh out of thirteen. So we're making

514
00:26:49,880 --> 00:26:53,320
Speaker 1: our way around. While we're doing that, like we're trying

515
00:26:53,359 --> 00:26:55,520
Speaker 1: to read the plaques, but we keep overhearing their conversation

516
00:26:55,560 --> 00:26:57,800
Speaker 1: because it's like weird and it's very quiet. All you

517
00:26:57,800 --> 00:26:59,960
Speaker 1: can hear there's like four fountains going. I don't know

518
00:27:00,000 --> 00:27:02,280
Speaker 1: what they symbolize, but there's like, you know, water trickling,

519
00:27:02,320 --> 00:27:06,359
Speaker 1: but it's quiet. And the girl there, I thought they

520
00:27:06,359 --> 00:27:09,359
Speaker 1: were talking about a person they both know, because she

521
00:27:09,480 --> 00:27:11,919
Speaker 1: kept saying, well, he is always going to be with us,

522
00:27:11,920 --> 00:27:14,480
Speaker 1: and he cares about us and he's trying his best.

523
00:27:14,600 --> 00:27:16,840
Speaker 1: And like I thought they were honestly talking about like

524
00:27:16,840 --> 00:27:18,960
Speaker 1: planning an intervention for someone, because the way they're talking

525
00:27:18,960 --> 00:27:20,760
Speaker 1: about this person that they love but that is like

526
00:27:21,040 --> 00:27:23,120
Speaker 1: sometimes not there in their lives. But then it turns

527
00:27:23,119 --> 00:27:25,960
Speaker 1: out they were talking about God. Okay, so he oftentimes

528
00:27:26,400 --> 00:27:28,880
Speaker 1: is not a person. I I don't assume people dream

529
00:27:28,880 --> 00:27:30,879
Speaker 1: about God when they say He. That's why I always say,

530
00:27:30,880 --> 00:27:32,480
Speaker 1: if you want to know what a Christian rock song is,

531
00:27:32,480 --> 00:27:34,000
Speaker 1: if you want to be able but be able to

532
00:27:34,040 --> 00:27:36,120
Speaker 1: identify the song you're listening to. If it's Christian rock,

533
00:27:36,359 --> 00:27:40,080
Speaker 1: if it's a man singing about he, it's Christian rock,

534
00:27:40,119 --> 00:27:43,679
Speaker 1: because otherwise it's gay rock. No one's ever like he

535
00:27:43,760 --> 00:27:48,119
Speaker 1: will be the one, he will walk with me. That is,

536
00:27:48,400 --> 00:27:52,520
Speaker 1: it's either Christian rock or gay or both, so probably both.

537
00:27:52,840 --> 00:27:56,520
Speaker 1: So um, she's saying he a lot. Then she goes,

538
00:27:56,640 --> 00:27:58,679
Speaker 1: can I get a hug? I just really feel like

539
00:27:58,720 --> 00:28:02,000
Speaker 1: connected to you and I can hear them no to

540
00:28:01,800 --> 00:28:03,840
Speaker 1: the people couple she was talking to, and then they

541
00:28:03,840 --> 00:28:06,159
Speaker 1: part ways, and Katherine and Curson are also piecing to

542
00:28:06,200 --> 00:28:08,440
Speaker 1: other more parts of their conversation. I'm really trying to

543
00:28:08,440 --> 00:28:10,199
Speaker 1: focus on the victims and read their plaques and not

544
00:28:10,280 --> 00:28:12,639
Speaker 1: hear this woman talking this family. We finally, so the

545
00:28:12,640 --> 00:28:14,960
Speaker 1: family leaves. Finally it's just this woman in front of

546
00:28:15,040 --> 00:28:17,000
Speaker 1: Cassie's plaque, and by like twenty five minutes later, we

547
00:28:17,000 --> 00:28:18,800
Speaker 1: get to her plaqu because the plaques are allowed to read,

548
00:28:19,359 --> 00:28:21,000
Speaker 1: and we get to her black and this one is

549
00:28:21,000 --> 00:28:22,880
Speaker 1: standing in front of it. Now, this is a giant

550
00:28:23,880 --> 00:28:29,119
Speaker 1: it's a pretty big, rotund gazebo type cement that you know,

551
00:28:29,359 --> 00:28:32,080
Speaker 1: stone thing with all these plaques there's no reason to

552
00:28:32,119 --> 00:28:34,440
Speaker 1: block the plaque that you know we're about to read,

553
00:28:34,880 --> 00:28:36,560
Speaker 1: because we've been making our way around. It's like a

554
00:28:36,600 --> 00:28:38,800
Speaker 1: circle of plaques, and we're making our way around, and

555
00:28:38,840 --> 00:28:40,400
Speaker 1: we're right at the end and she's standing in front

556
00:28:40,400 --> 00:28:44,040
Speaker 1: of Cassie's. Now, the story with Cassie is Cassie is

557
00:28:45,000 --> 00:28:47,760
Speaker 1: the martyr of Columbine. She was the one that you know,

558
00:28:48,880 --> 00:28:50,360
Speaker 1: Eric Harris put a gun to her head and said

559
00:28:50,400 --> 00:28:52,200
Speaker 1: do you believe in God? And she said yes, and

560
00:28:52,240 --> 00:28:54,280
Speaker 1: then he blew her head off. Okay, but guess what

561
00:28:54,480 --> 00:28:56,360
Speaker 1: I read a Columbine. That's not what happened at all.

562
00:28:56,400 --> 00:28:58,320
Speaker 1: And if you've ever heard that story, it was it's

563
00:28:58,640 --> 00:29:01,280
Speaker 1: fake news. She got attributed that story because there was

564
00:29:01,280 --> 00:29:03,960
Speaker 1: an eyewitness who heard Eric say that in the library.

565
00:29:04,000 --> 00:29:05,360
Speaker 1: But the thing is it didn't happen to her. It

566
00:29:05,400 --> 00:29:07,400
Speaker 1: happened to another girl, and that girl did get shot

567
00:29:07,440 --> 00:29:10,360
Speaker 1: when she said yes, but she survived. Cassie got that

568
00:29:10,360 --> 00:29:12,520
Speaker 1: story attributed to her. He never asked her she believed

569
00:29:12,520 --> 00:29:14,240
Speaker 1: in God. She wasn't a martyr. She probably would have

570
00:29:14,240 --> 00:29:16,080
Speaker 1: said yes had she been asked, because she was a

571
00:29:16,160 --> 00:29:18,720
Speaker 1: huge Christian. But her mom got a book deal afterwards

572
00:29:18,720 --> 00:29:21,600
Speaker 1: any like she became this martyr of Columbine, literally the

573
00:29:21,920 --> 00:29:25,160
Speaker 1: only living martyr that we have as as or that

574
00:29:25,200 --> 00:29:28,440
Speaker 1: the Christians have not since you know, biblical times. Had

575
00:29:28,480 --> 00:29:30,880
Speaker 1: someone had someone go do you believe in God? I'm

576
00:29:30,920 --> 00:29:33,160
Speaker 1: gonna kill you if you say yes? And they say yes.

577
00:29:33,200 --> 00:29:38,080
Speaker 1: Like she was this new driving force and she was cute, pretty,

578
00:29:38,240 --> 00:29:40,560
Speaker 1: she had been saved by Jesus. She was this great

579
00:29:40,640 --> 00:29:45,400
Speaker 1: story that the Christian Church now had to push its agenda.

580
00:29:45,800 --> 00:29:48,240
Speaker 1: She's the face of it, especially in Columbine where it's

581
00:29:48,280 --> 00:29:50,239
Speaker 1: like all these kids and they wanted to really get

582
00:29:50,280 --> 00:29:53,800
Speaker 1: a lot of kids into the into religion, and so

583
00:29:53,840 --> 00:29:56,200
Speaker 1: everyone wants to be like Cassie, you she was a

584
00:29:56,200 --> 00:29:59,239
Speaker 1: crusader for christ you know, then it comes out as

585
00:29:59,480 --> 00:30:01,640
Speaker 1: investing Asians, like she wasn't the one that said it.

586
00:30:01,640 --> 00:30:03,280
Speaker 1: It was this other girl and the and the girl

587
00:30:03,360 --> 00:30:05,680
Speaker 1: is embarrassed that now she doesn't even want to say, hey,

588
00:30:05,720 --> 00:30:06,920
Speaker 1: I said it because she don't want to take this

589
00:30:06,960 --> 00:30:09,160
Speaker 1: from Cassie, this poor girl who died, she survived, Like,

590
00:30:09,200 --> 00:30:11,640
Speaker 1: give it to Cassie. Her mom's sold got a book deal,

591
00:30:11,720 --> 00:30:14,960
Speaker 1: million dollars that publishing company and put them on the map.

592
00:30:15,000 --> 00:30:17,520
Speaker 1: Because of this book, everyone's buying. It's still it still

593
00:30:17,520 --> 00:30:22,520
Speaker 1: sells very well. Eventually Cassie's family and it came out

594
00:30:22,560 --> 00:30:25,800
Speaker 1: that this other Cathy Cassie didn't say that, but it

595
00:30:25,920 --> 00:30:28,680
Speaker 1: never got anywhere because the store was already done. And

596
00:30:28,840 --> 00:30:31,640
Speaker 1: that's Cassie's legacy to everyone that knows and hasn't read

597
00:30:31,640 --> 00:30:33,840
Speaker 1: the book called Bye by David Cohen. So then I

598
00:30:33,880 --> 00:30:38,040
Speaker 1: get to the girl I live. I don't know, but

599
00:30:38,560 --> 00:30:42,000
Speaker 1: I get to the plaque, and it's a really into

600
00:30:42,000 --> 00:30:43,880
Speaker 1: story story of how that all comes to be and

601
00:30:43,880 --> 00:30:45,160
Speaker 1: how they find out that she was the one that

602
00:30:45,240 --> 00:30:47,320
Speaker 1: said that. So you should read the book. But that's

603
00:30:47,400 --> 00:30:49,520
Speaker 1: that's the fact. So this woman standing in front of

604
00:30:49,520 --> 00:30:51,320
Speaker 1: her plaque, and so we get up to it and

605
00:30:51,360 --> 00:30:53,760
Speaker 1: she goes, what do you guys do? It is your

606
00:30:53,800 --> 00:30:58,200
Speaker 1: first time to the memorial? Yeah, I'm visiting. We we

607
00:30:58,240 --> 00:31:00,680
Speaker 1: all like, you know, we're freshman when column it happened.

608
00:31:00,720 --> 00:31:03,520
Speaker 1: It means a lot to us, and we're paying our respects.

609
00:31:03,520 --> 00:31:07,000
Speaker 1: And she's like, you know, oh, yeah, I was in

610
00:31:07,240 --> 00:31:09,479
Speaker 1: I was in eighth grade and I'm from you know,

611
00:31:09,760 --> 00:31:13,240
Speaker 1: up Aurora area wherever she was, you know, some area

612
00:31:13,440 --> 00:31:15,920
Speaker 1: not too far away. So she wasn't a student. I

613
00:31:15,920 --> 00:31:17,720
Speaker 1: didn't feel like I need. I was trying to suss

614
00:31:17,760 --> 00:31:19,160
Speaker 1: it out to be like I don't want to say anything.

615
00:31:19,200 --> 00:31:21,080
Speaker 1: I want to respect if she's here, and like I

616
00:31:21,120 --> 00:31:22,960
Speaker 1: don't want to even be here if she's like having

617
00:31:22,960 --> 00:31:26,520
Speaker 1: a moment. And then she just keeps asking like, so

618
00:31:26,600 --> 00:31:28,720
Speaker 1: what brings you? Are you from here? Do you live

619
00:31:28,760 --> 00:31:31,000
Speaker 1: in Denver? And I'm like, no, I'm thinking about moving here,

620
00:31:31,000 --> 00:31:34,120
Speaker 1: though I love it. I go Catherine's from Denver. We're talking,

621
00:31:34,400 --> 00:31:36,880
Speaker 1: and then later on she's like calls back Catherine's name,

622
00:31:36,880 --> 00:31:38,280
Speaker 1: which were like, how did she know her name? But

623
00:31:38,280 --> 00:31:40,720
Speaker 1: she was paying attention to her names because she's a

624
00:31:40,800 --> 00:31:42,720
Speaker 1: fucking god freak that was trying to get us into

625
00:31:42,760 --> 00:31:45,000
Speaker 1: her cult, which is what we found out later. These

626
00:31:45,000 --> 00:31:48,120
Speaker 1: people stand in front. Anyone who goes to the Columbine

627
00:31:48,200 --> 00:31:51,959
Speaker 1: Memorial probably is a Christian looking for say, like they

628
00:31:51,960 --> 00:31:54,600
Speaker 1: go to visit Cassie's thing, because Cassie was the martyr

629
00:31:54,640 --> 00:31:56,920
Speaker 1: of Columbine. If you're religious at all, you've probably heard

630
00:31:56,960 --> 00:31:59,320
Speaker 1: of her if you were a Christian. So she waits

631
00:31:59,360 --> 00:32:03,360
Speaker 1: there ninth party on a Sunday night, and she waits

632
00:32:03,400 --> 00:32:07,280
Speaker 1: there for us to come up and probably every fucking day,

633
00:32:07,560 --> 00:32:10,080
Speaker 1: and she waits. She's probably she's younger than us, and

634
00:32:10,240 --> 00:32:12,040
Speaker 1: she tries to convert people, which is what she did

635
00:32:12,040 --> 00:32:14,280
Speaker 1: to the last family that kind of had it with her.

636
00:32:14,360 --> 00:32:15,719
Speaker 1: And we're kind of trying to get away, but she's

637
00:32:15,720 --> 00:32:17,240
Speaker 1: still like, can I give you a hug, Let's stay

638
00:32:17,280 --> 00:32:20,520
Speaker 1: in touch. Here's my number. So I don't realize any

639
00:32:20,520 --> 00:32:21,960
Speaker 1: of this, by the way, I just think she's a

640
00:32:22,040 --> 00:32:24,040
Speaker 1: random girl that didn't do to Columbine. I knew she

641
00:32:24,040 --> 00:32:26,000
Speaker 1: didn't have any family there. I knew she wasn't a

642
00:32:26,080 --> 00:32:28,680
Speaker 1: sister of Cassie's. So while we're reading the plaque, I

643
00:32:28,760 --> 00:32:32,160
Speaker 1: haven't told Kerson or Catherine the story of Cassie, but

644
00:32:32,240 --> 00:32:35,280
Speaker 1: it says on the plaque she said yes, blah blah,

645
00:32:35,280 --> 00:32:37,840
Speaker 1: and I go. Now she didn't, I go, she probably

646
00:32:37,840 --> 00:32:39,200
Speaker 1: would have, but you guys, and I told her the

647
00:32:39,200 --> 00:32:41,520
Speaker 1: whole story, and the girl goes, what and I go,

648
00:32:41,680 --> 00:32:43,920
Speaker 1: she didn't say yes. When they didn't ask her if

649
00:32:43,920 --> 00:32:46,920
Speaker 1: she believed in God. It was another girl across the room.

650
00:32:47,000 --> 00:32:49,160
Speaker 1: It was falsely attributed to her. It's been proven, it's

651
00:32:49,200 --> 00:32:52,640
Speaker 1: been like, you know, debunked completely. That's a completely false

652
00:32:52,720 --> 00:32:54,440
Speaker 1: But they let her have it, because why not she

653
00:32:54,440 --> 00:32:56,920
Speaker 1: probably would have said yes. And she's like, where did

654
00:32:56,960 --> 00:32:59,880
Speaker 1: you read this? And I'm like, there's this book Columbine

655
00:32:59,880 --> 00:33:02,880
Speaker 1: by Dave Collins. You know, it's a factual account and

656
00:33:02,960 --> 00:33:05,560
Speaker 1: which doesn't matter to religious people most of the time anyway.

657
00:33:05,600 --> 00:33:08,120
Speaker 1: But she I didn't even realize what I was doing.

658
00:33:08,320 --> 00:33:12,280
Speaker 1: I bet you anything. This girl, her whole reason for

659
00:33:12,360 --> 00:33:16,520
Speaker 1: Christ was probably because Cassie said yes like that, probably

660
00:33:16,560 --> 00:33:19,360
Speaker 1: when she was in eighth grade made her go, I

661
00:33:19,400 --> 00:33:21,600
Speaker 1: want to be like Cassie and like, I'm gonna be

662
00:33:21,640 --> 00:33:25,680
Speaker 1: into Christ. So I completely debunked within seconds of meeting

663
00:33:25,680 --> 00:33:29,760
Speaker 1: this girl. Her entire reason for loving God. I like

664
00:33:29,880 --> 00:33:32,280
Speaker 1: I because she just all of a sudden, I went

665
00:33:32,320 --> 00:33:34,840
Speaker 1: back to the plaque and she disappeared into the night,

666
00:33:35,080 --> 00:33:37,160
Speaker 1: and I, you know, a couple of minutes later, we're

667
00:33:37,160 --> 00:33:38,400
Speaker 1: looking at the plaque and then we look up and

668
00:33:38,440 --> 00:33:40,880
Speaker 1: I go, Christ, where did that ghost girl go? And

669
00:33:40,960 --> 00:33:42,760
Speaker 1: she disappeared into the night. You can't get to this

670
00:33:42,840 --> 00:33:46,320
Speaker 1: memorial without walking like a quarter mile, and she just

671
00:33:46,400 --> 00:33:48,800
Speaker 1: disappeared into the grassland. She was wearing an all black

672
00:33:48,880 --> 00:33:51,040
Speaker 1: She kind of just like slinked away. We thought she

673
00:33:51,080 --> 00:33:52,880
Speaker 1: was still right there because we didn't hear footsteps. She

674
00:33:52,920 --> 00:33:55,520
Speaker 1: was totally a ghost. But that was the first night

675
00:33:55,680 --> 00:33:58,520
Speaker 1: that we went to Columbine that this creepy woman tried

676
00:33:58,520 --> 00:34:00,720
Speaker 1: to convert us with our fucking standing in front of

677
00:34:00,800 --> 00:34:04,120
Speaker 1: blocking the plaque, acting like she's some ambassador for Cassie,

678
00:34:04,120 --> 00:34:06,800
Speaker 1: who she had nothing to do deal with. Like, this

679
00:34:06,880 --> 00:34:09,920
Speaker 1: is why I don't I think I love religion and

680
00:34:09,960 --> 00:34:12,640
Speaker 1: I love God for the fact that it did. This girl, Cassie,

681
00:34:12,840 --> 00:34:15,960
Speaker 1: she was like doing hardcore drugs. She was she was

682
00:34:15,960 --> 00:34:18,520
Speaker 1: about to be a runaway. She was totally fucked up.

683
00:34:18,560 --> 00:34:21,360
Speaker 1: And then she did find Christ and it gave her purpose,

684
00:34:21,440 --> 00:34:24,000
Speaker 1: It gave her a direction. She cleaned up her life.

685
00:34:24,480 --> 00:34:26,359
Speaker 1: That's why I love God and I love when people

686
00:34:26,400 --> 00:34:28,919
Speaker 1: find Jesus. That is a beautiful story. She probably really

687
00:34:28,960 --> 00:34:31,080
Speaker 1: did believe she had a connection with Christ. Like her

688
00:34:31,120 --> 00:34:34,960
Speaker 1: poems were like, good Lord. This girl, one of the girls, Lauren,

689
00:34:35,040 --> 00:34:37,480
Speaker 1: that was also murdered, she had they had um just

690
00:34:37,560 --> 00:34:39,880
Speaker 1: excerpts from her journal and it was all like I

691
00:34:39,960 --> 00:34:42,680
Speaker 1: cannot wait to meet Christ in heaven and bathe his

692
00:34:42,760 --> 00:34:45,000
Speaker 1: feet and kiss his head. And I'm like this girl

693
00:34:45,160 --> 00:34:47,000
Speaker 1: was so horny for God, like I think a lot

694
00:34:47,040 --> 00:34:49,719
Speaker 1: of girls get horny for Jesus, which he's kind of hot.

695
00:34:49,840 --> 00:34:52,160
Speaker 1: He's a good looking man. He's like you with a beard.

696
00:34:52,640 --> 00:34:59,200
Speaker 1: Thank you. That didn't feel bad, kind of Um oh

697
00:34:59,239 --> 00:35:01,520
Speaker 1: that's a good point. Okay, that's why. That's why you

698
00:35:01,600 --> 00:35:03,560
Speaker 1: said it. Okay, we gotta go to break. We'll come

699
00:35:03,560 --> 00:35:11,520
Speaker 1: back with top one, bottom one. So back to the show.

700
00:35:11,960 --> 00:35:13,759
Speaker 1: Let's do top one, bottom one. We got a good

701
00:35:13,800 --> 00:35:16,279
Speaker 1: one today. I think we've done one similar to this,

702
00:35:16,320 --> 00:35:18,719
Speaker 1: but I switched it up by making it our our

703
00:35:19,280 --> 00:35:22,440
Speaker 1: sex gender whatever if we're doing, if we're doing a

704
00:35:22,520 --> 00:35:27,520
Speaker 1: binary system male female, we're gonna talk about top one,

705
00:35:27,560 --> 00:35:34,200
Speaker 1: bottom one. Uh, fashion statements of our same sex, fashion statements,

706
00:35:34,440 --> 00:35:38,399
Speaker 1: Things we like, things we don't, trends, fashion trends, statements,

707
00:35:39,120 --> 00:35:41,440
Speaker 1: what annoys us? What, what do we like? What do

708
00:35:41,520 --> 00:35:44,960
Speaker 1: we do not like? Um, I'll go we'll start with

709
00:35:45,040 --> 00:35:51,000
Speaker 1: top from my bottom bottom bottom bottom. Yeah. I think

710
00:35:51,120 --> 00:35:55,960
Speaker 1: any guy, I mean, I just hate any rich branding,

711
00:35:56,000 --> 00:35:59,520
Speaker 1: whether it's like product versace or a guy's wearing a

712
00:35:59,600 --> 00:36:04,320
Speaker 1: specially like Balenciaga shoes that are that are about I

713
00:36:04,360 --> 00:36:06,719
Speaker 1: don't know if they look like they're the size of

714
00:36:07,120 --> 00:36:09,680
Speaker 1: a fucking yacht on his feet just to show how

715
00:36:09,760 --> 00:36:13,640
Speaker 1: rich he is. It just annoys me. Yes, does anything

716
00:36:13,719 --> 00:36:16,239
Speaker 1: showing how rich and how much better you are? And

717
00:36:16,360 --> 00:36:21,200
Speaker 1: people on fashion just annoys me, like just leaving price

718
00:36:21,239 --> 00:36:24,120
Speaker 1: tags on kind of thing. Uh, well, I guess you

719
00:36:24,160 --> 00:36:26,800
Speaker 1: leave the price tag one wearing a card art shirt

720
00:36:27,000 --> 00:36:32,600
Speaker 1: like you're wearing a T shirt the Belcia Shore thousand dollars. Oh,

721
00:36:32,640 --> 00:36:35,799
Speaker 1: it's about It's about saying I'm rich. Yeah, okay, Yes,

722
00:36:36,120 --> 00:36:39,000
Speaker 1: it's just the gaudiness of like thinking you're better and

723
00:36:39,040 --> 00:36:41,080
Speaker 1: just and I mean, look, you could talk to them

724
00:36:41,080 --> 00:36:42,360
Speaker 1: and then be like, no, I just really lived to

725
00:36:42,440 --> 00:36:44,040
Speaker 1: the shape of the shoe and that's not where I'm

726
00:36:44,080 --> 00:36:46,319
Speaker 1: coming from. But it bothers me that they I know,

727
00:36:46,360 --> 00:36:48,480
Speaker 1: they only wear it once and then it goes to

728
00:36:48,520 --> 00:36:52,279
Speaker 1: waste or they can't. I don't know any clothes where

729
00:36:52,280 --> 00:36:55,560
Speaker 1: it's like if I get increased, like they have certain

730
00:36:55,600 --> 00:36:58,160
Speaker 1: shoes that they can't get dirty, and it's just I

731
00:36:58,200 --> 00:37:00,919
Speaker 1: don't know. There's just something about like not being able

732
00:37:00,920 --> 00:37:03,920
Speaker 1: to live because you're just stuck in this rich, rigid

733
00:37:04,040 --> 00:37:08,120
Speaker 1: body of looking cool. Yes, doesn't do it for me,

734
00:37:08,640 --> 00:37:12,320
Speaker 1: But if you buy me a pair of wear um, Okay,

735
00:37:12,600 --> 00:37:20,080
Speaker 1: I hate um for myself, um bra straps showing when

736
00:37:20,120 --> 00:37:23,440
Speaker 1: they shouldn't be showing like a nude a dirty nude

737
00:37:23,520 --> 00:37:26,880
Speaker 1: bra strap, which is like most of my bras straps,

738
00:37:26,920 --> 00:37:30,320
Speaker 1: like I can't stand like showing on purpose or showing

739
00:37:30,320 --> 00:37:32,719
Speaker 1: on accident, like where it's supposed to like stay with

740
00:37:32,840 --> 00:37:35,400
Speaker 1: the strap, but it can't go, And then I hate.

741
00:37:35,440 --> 00:37:38,040
Speaker 1: Then I hate strap less bras because they also cut

742
00:37:38,120 --> 00:37:41,600
Speaker 1: you halfway through your boob and your boobs changed so

743
00:37:41,719 --> 00:37:45,200
Speaker 1: much that I feel like I just hate bras, but

744
00:37:45,280 --> 00:37:47,359
Speaker 1: I also love bras. I sleep in bras a lot

745
00:37:47,360 --> 00:37:52,200
Speaker 1: of times, but I feel like bras are burden and

746
00:37:52,239 --> 00:37:54,600
Speaker 1: you have to always consider, like when I'm packing, I

747
00:37:54,600 --> 00:37:56,359
Speaker 1: have to bring all different types of bras and all

748
00:37:56,360 --> 00:37:59,560
Speaker 1: different types of shirts because something's gonna go with something else.

749
00:37:59,640 --> 00:38:02,840
Speaker 1: And and if you go brawl less, you are somehow

750
00:38:02,920 --> 00:38:05,680
Speaker 1: tempting men in a way that is inappropriate. And it's

751
00:38:05,719 --> 00:38:08,920
Speaker 1: like I'm just I mean, sorry to be on my

752
00:38:08,960 --> 00:38:11,560
Speaker 1: feminist high horse today, but ro Versus way lit something

753
00:38:11,640 --> 00:38:13,800
Speaker 1: up in me, even though it doesn't really affect me

754
00:38:13,840 --> 00:38:16,680
Speaker 1: anymore because I probably can't conceive because I'm old, But man,

755
00:38:17,520 --> 00:38:19,719
Speaker 1: the idea that like I, you know, hanging out with

756
00:38:19,800 --> 00:38:22,160
Speaker 1: men a lot this weekend. There are times where I

757
00:38:22,200 --> 00:38:23,680
Speaker 1: just didn't want to wear a brawl, but I had

758
00:38:23,719 --> 00:38:26,759
Speaker 1: to because it would have been a topic of discussion.

759
00:38:26,760 --> 00:38:29,200
Speaker 1: Like it would have been. It would have made them uncomfortable,

760
00:38:29,280 --> 00:38:32,359
Speaker 1: not me, really not me, but it would have not

761
00:38:32,400 --> 00:38:34,480
Speaker 1: them uncomfortable. It would have made them think that I

762
00:38:34,520 --> 00:38:36,160
Speaker 1: was trying to seduce them or something. Do you know

763
00:38:36,200 --> 00:38:41,400
Speaker 1: what I mean? Yeah, they're jiggling all over. It sends

764
00:38:41,400 --> 00:38:45,840
Speaker 1: a message. There's just this bus bounce and jays. It

765
00:38:45,960 --> 00:38:49,160
Speaker 1: just my my thing is like I hate when I

766
00:38:51,239 --> 00:38:54,200
Speaker 1: that that people think I'm doing something to be perceived

767
00:38:54,200 --> 00:38:57,399
Speaker 1: as hot, and like I'm just doing it for comfort. Yes,

768
00:38:57,440 --> 00:39:00,600
Speaker 1: my my nipples are showing, but it's because a strapless

769
00:39:00,600 --> 00:39:02,480
Speaker 1: bra that they had for me is too padded and

770
00:39:02,480 --> 00:39:05,000
Speaker 1: it makes my boobs look like a cone. So it's

771
00:39:05,000 --> 00:39:07,040
Speaker 1: not because I'm like I want men to think about

772
00:39:07,040 --> 00:39:10,239
Speaker 1: my heart nipples and masturbate. To me, it's like you're

773
00:39:10,280 --> 00:39:13,319
Speaker 1: made to be a horror for dressing skimpy, even though

774
00:39:13,320 --> 00:39:16,319
Speaker 1: it's a hundred and eleven degrees in Georgia, and it

775
00:39:16,360 --> 00:39:19,640
Speaker 1: also depends on your kids size, on if you're being

776
00:39:19,680 --> 00:39:21,360
Speaker 1: more of a horror not I feel like, if you

777
00:39:21,400 --> 00:39:24,120
Speaker 1: have bigger kids, you can't go bra less because people

778
00:39:24,160 --> 00:39:26,759
Speaker 1: are like, whoa bick your kids are at But a

779
00:39:26,760 --> 00:39:29,439
Speaker 1: little titty girl can go bra less all day long

780
00:39:29,600 --> 00:39:35,600
Speaker 1: comparatively and not be as horry. What oh yeah from

781
00:39:35,640 --> 00:39:37,719
Speaker 1: the new segment that men are more inclined to help

782
00:39:37,760 --> 00:39:41,800
Speaker 1: women whose nipples are showing through their shirt, whose nipples

783
00:39:41,800 --> 00:39:44,839
Speaker 1: are hard. Yes, but that's I guess you're gonna get

784
00:39:44,840 --> 00:39:47,919
Speaker 1: more help, but like the help you want. But guys

785
00:39:47,960 --> 00:39:49,920
Speaker 1: would go, oh, she's doing that so she can get

786
00:39:49,920 --> 00:39:52,400
Speaker 1: me to lift her suitcase, or she's using that to manipulate,

787
00:39:52,440 --> 00:39:54,480
Speaker 1: when it's really like, I'm doing it because bras are

788
00:39:54,560 --> 00:39:57,120
Speaker 1: uncomfortable and it's hot and I don't want to wear one.

789
00:39:57,239 --> 00:39:59,040
Speaker 1: But I was constantly, I mean, this is no one's

790
00:39:59,040 --> 00:40:03,680
Speaker 1: fault but my own, but constantly trying not to dress hot,

791
00:40:03,760 --> 00:40:05,640
Speaker 1: like being in a I bought a I didn't know

792
00:40:05,680 --> 00:40:07,840
Speaker 1: we were ever gonna go swimming on this trip with

793
00:40:07,880 --> 00:40:10,880
Speaker 1: a bunch of guys. Um, And I don't like my

794
00:40:10,920 --> 00:40:13,239
Speaker 1: guy friends to see me sexually at all, Like I

795
00:40:13,280 --> 00:40:17,360
Speaker 1: just don't ever want that. When I've if I'm in

796
00:40:17,400 --> 00:40:20,040
Speaker 1: the front, like friends. It's just like, I never want

797
00:40:20,120 --> 00:40:22,600
Speaker 1: any friends to sexualize me. Ever I can. It's fine

798
00:40:22,600 --> 00:40:24,239
Speaker 1: if they're like, you look nice tonight, But to be

799
00:40:24,280 --> 00:40:27,239
Speaker 1: like maybe whispering about me behind my back, We're like

800
00:40:27,280 --> 00:40:29,799
Speaker 1: thinking that I'm just looking at my body in any

801
00:40:29,800 --> 00:40:32,080
Speaker 1: way that makes me not a person. I just get

802
00:40:32,080 --> 00:40:34,040
Speaker 1: gross Upbout of course I want to be sexualized by

803
00:40:34,080 --> 00:40:35,799
Speaker 1: men that I want to have sex with. But you know,

804
00:40:35,880 --> 00:40:39,640
Speaker 1: on a comic trip, I bought this. I was in

805
00:40:40,000 --> 00:40:42,600
Speaker 1: Denver at Target, and night was like, I need a

806
00:40:42,760 --> 00:40:46,720
Speaker 1: simple black bikini. Mine are all like the frayed and terrible,

807
00:40:46,840 --> 00:40:48,520
Speaker 1: and so I was just like, oh, this one's on sale,

808
00:40:48,520 --> 00:40:50,680
Speaker 1: and I just bought it, not even thinking I would

809
00:40:50,680 --> 00:40:53,400
Speaker 1: ever wear it on this trip because I didn't think

810
00:40:53,400 --> 00:40:56,520
Speaker 1: we would go swimming. But Bert Kreischer had such an

811
00:40:56,520 --> 00:40:59,000
Speaker 1: amazing trip lined up for us, with all these activities

812
00:40:59,000 --> 00:41:01,000
Speaker 1: to do all day yesterday there was one there was

813
00:41:01,080 --> 00:41:03,279
Speaker 1: like a water slide thing, and it was the only

814
00:41:03,320 --> 00:41:07,000
Speaker 1: swimsuit I had that wasn't like wet from the day before.

815
00:41:07,000 --> 00:41:09,200
Speaker 1: Because there was another swimming thing that we did and

816
00:41:09,200 --> 00:41:12,719
Speaker 1: I had to wear this tiny, little skimpy bikini and

817
00:41:12,760 --> 00:41:15,319
Speaker 1: I thought, God, everyone probably thinks I'm trying to be

818
00:41:15,360 --> 00:41:19,279
Speaker 1: like so cute and like seductive, because I would think

819
00:41:19,320 --> 00:41:21,200
Speaker 1: that about a girl that had a tiny bikini like me.

820
00:41:21,239 --> 00:41:22,759
Speaker 1: But it was really because it was the only one

821
00:41:22,760 --> 00:41:25,880
Speaker 1: at Target that had a matching bottom and top that

822
00:41:25,960 --> 00:41:28,160
Speaker 1: I thought might fit me. And guess what, it's a

823
00:41:28,200 --> 00:41:30,960
Speaker 1: little bit smaller than the old glaze dog is right now,

824
00:41:31,280 --> 00:41:34,040
Speaker 1: and so the old time I'm just like, I have

825
00:41:34,120 --> 00:41:35,960
Speaker 1: to give the caveat of like, guys, this is so

826
00:41:36,040 --> 00:41:37,680
Speaker 1: much smaller than I thought it would be. I'm not

827
00:41:37,719 --> 00:41:41,200
Speaker 1: trying to be like I oop see seductive, but you

828
00:41:41,320 --> 00:41:45,200
Speaker 1: just I guess my my fashion statements are when I

829
00:41:45,239 --> 00:41:47,680
Speaker 1: want to dress slutty, and it has nothing to do

830
00:41:47,760 --> 00:41:49,839
Speaker 1: with you wanting to fuck me. It's just I want

831
00:41:49,840 --> 00:41:52,439
Speaker 1: to dress like Dualipa and it's not because I want

832
00:41:52,480 --> 00:41:54,839
Speaker 1: to be perceived as hot, even though that's a big

833
00:41:54,840 --> 00:41:59,720
Speaker 1: part of my life as well. Noah, So for bottom,

834
00:41:59,760 --> 00:42:03,879
Speaker 1: I guess just the current fashion trends we're coming to mind,

835
00:42:03,880 --> 00:42:07,719
Speaker 1: and I'm having a hard time choosing between bell bottoms

836
00:42:07,760 --> 00:42:13,240
Speaker 1: and crop tops. Oh god, Okay, so that crop tops

837
00:42:13,239 --> 00:42:16,200
Speaker 1: are dependent on what are we dealing with on the

838
00:42:16,239 --> 00:42:21,200
Speaker 1: bottom or is it low rise a gross yeah, so

839
00:42:21,320 --> 00:42:24,760
Speaker 1: crop tops. I just feel like I'm paying full price

840
00:42:24,800 --> 00:42:28,319
Speaker 1: for half a shut which annoys me right away. And

841
00:42:28,360 --> 00:42:30,680
Speaker 1: then when I put it on, I feel so conflicted

842
00:42:30,760 --> 00:42:34,040
Speaker 1: because I'm like, all right, I don't look that terrible

843
00:42:34,080 --> 00:42:40,799
Speaker 1: in this, But considering my age, is it think you're

844
00:42:40,800 --> 00:42:42,640
Speaker 1: doing the same thing I'm doing. You don't want to

845
00:42:42,680 --> 00:42:45,759
Speaker 1: be perceived as trying too hard, even though it's just

846
00:42:45,960 --> 00:42:48,040
Speaker 1: cute and it might just be what you want to wear.

847
00:42:48,480 --> 00:42:51,520
Speaker 1: I just I don't know if it's that. I just

848
00:42:51,600 --> 00:42:54,080
Speaker 1: feel like a like a like a dissonance of some

849
00:42:54,160 --> 00:42:57,719
Speaker 1: sort when I put it on, like, yes, this is

850
00:42:57,760 --> 00:43:01,120
Speaker 1: like for younger women to wear. And I don't know what,

851
00:43:01,160 --> 00:43:05,360
Speaker 1: but younger women equals sexually attractive, So we equate younger

852
00:43:05,400 --> 00:43:08,680
Speaker 1: women with like they there they should do this because

853
00:43:08,680 --> 00:43:13,160
Speaker 1: they're sexy and small, and we're old and don't deserve

854
00:43:13,200 --> 00:43:15,279
Speaker 1: to be looked at. And it's embarrassing for us wanting

855
00:43:15,320 --> 00:43:18,360
Speaker 1: to be perceived as young when we're not, because you know,

856
00:43:18,680 --> 00:43:22,520
Speaker 1: they're gross and old. I think where it comes from

857
00:43:22,800 --> 00:43:24,600
Speaker 1: is um. When I was a kid, I used to

858
00:43:24,640 --> 00:43:27,960
Speaker 1: love watching those makeover talk shows where like the girls

859
00:43:28,000 --> 00:43:30,760
Speaker 1: would bring their slutty moms on and would tell Jenny

860
00:43:30,880 --> 00:43:36,239
Speaker 1: Jones or whoever, please please have her um have a makeover. Mom. Yea,

861
00:43:36,640 --> 00:43:39,719
Speaker 1: my slutty mom needs a makeover. So I'm like my

862
00:43:40,360 --> 00:43:43,399
Speaker 1: at the age where if I get the slut mom

863
00:43:43,480 --> 00:43:46,000
Speaker 1: need a makeover because it's embarrassing that your mom would

864
00:43:46,040 --> 00:43:48,560
Speaker 1: be a slut, that she would be a sexual human, like,

865
00:43:48,880 --> 00:43:52,320
Speaker 1: that's shameful. Row versus weight is overturned because they hate

866
00:43:52,480 --> 00:43:55,120
Speaker 1: women beings. They think we're sluts if we have sex.

867
00:43:55,160 --> 00:43:58,719
Speaker 1: You guys, they think we're sluts. Men think women who

868
00:43:58,760 --> 00:44:01,600
Speaker 1: have sex are slots, even when we have sex with them.

869
00:44:01,640 --> 00:44:03,600
Speaker 1: They questioned, man, and it was so easy for me

870
00:44:03,640 --> 00:44:05,640
Speaker 1: to have sex with the She's probably it's not even

871
00:44:05,680 --> 00:44:09,919
Speaker 1: their fault. It's society's fault. It's their brains. It's it's

872
00:44:09,960 --> 00:44:13,240
Speaker 1: women being slutty. They want it so bad, they pay

873
00:44:13,320 --> 00:44:16,799
Speaker 1: for it, they encourage it, and then when you do it,

874
00:44:16,920 --> 00:44:19,399
Speaker 1: they shame you for it. And this isn't all men.

875
00:44:19,520 --> 00:44:22,279
Speaker 1: It's not men's. It's even even the men who are

876
00:44:22,680 --> 00:44:24,799
Speaker 1: out spoken about it. I'm not even mad at you.

877
00:44:25,200 --> 00:44:28,200
Speaker 1: It's it's inherent. It's like part of our DNA to

878
00:44:28,320 --> 00:44:31,200
Speaker 1: hate sluts and to think women who are pro sex

879
00:44:31,239 --> 00:44:33,359
Speaker 1: sex positive are sluts. When I took off my shirt

880
00:44:33,440 --> 00:44:37,279
Speaker 1: this weekend to emulate Bert Kreisher as a bit, which

881
00:44:37,280 --> 00:44:39,080
Speaker 1: is funny because I'm a woman and women don't take

882
00:44:39,120 --> 00:44:42,319
Speaker 1: up their shirts. It is part of the funniness of it.

883
00:44:42,680 --> 00:44:43,920
Speaker 1: If I was a man taking up my shirt, it

884
00:44:43,920 --> 00:44:46,560
Speaker 1: would not be like a thing there it was there.

885
00:44:46,640 --> 00:44:49,160
Speaker 1: I was so concerned about doing it because I didn't

886
00:44:49,200 --> 00:44:51,200
Speaker 1: want anyone to think I was trying to be sexy,

887
00:44:51,760 --> 00:44:53,719
Speaker 1: or I was doing it because I looked good, or

888
00:44:53,760 --> 00:44:55,920
Speaker 1: because I love this brawn and my boobs looks so

889
00:44:55,960 --> 00:44:57,840
Speaker 1: good and I went you to see it. It was

890
00:44:57,840 --> 00:45:01,839
Speaker 1: because I just wanted. Honestly, I did it. I got

891
00:45:01,840 --> 00:45:04,280
Speaker 1: inspired to do it because Bert does it. But also

892
00:45:04,719 --> 00:45:07,600
Speaker 1: it was kind of a fuck you to like to that.

893
00:45:07,760 --> 00:45:09,200
Speaker 1: I don't know. My friend rom Mean was like, I

894
00:45:09,200 --> 00:45:11,359
Speaker 1: can't stop watching your shirt taking off. She was like,

895
00:45:11,480 --> 00:45:15,600
Speaker 1: there's something about it that's so like in like response

896
00:45:15,640 --> 00:45:17,799
Speaker 1: to row versus way like oh you hate that when

897
00:45:17,840 --> 00:45:20,600
Speaker 1: we have sex, when we do sexual things, fuck you here,

898
00:45:20,640 --> 00:45:23,400
Speaker 1: it's kind of like burning your bra Like I really

899
00:45:23,440 --> 00:45:28,320
Speaker 1: feel nudity and sex and like sex shibitionists talking about

900
00:45:28,320 --> 00:45:30,879
Speaker 1: sex I'm even thinking about making a porn and I'm

901
00:45:30,920 --> 00:45:35,600
Speaker 1: not joking you. I really My only fear now, truly

902
00:45:36,000 --> 00:45:39,640
Speaker 1: is obviously losing my career and being ostracized from Hollywood,

903
00:45:39,680 --> 00:45:42,600
Speaker 1: which I already am so who cares, um, But really,

904
00:45:42,600 --> 00:45:44,560
Speaker 1: more than anything, it's that I will be put to

905
00:45:44,640 --> 00:45:47,560
Speaker 1: death when they like, if they if they end up

906
00:45:48,160 --> 00:45:50,080
Speaker 1: going as far as the religious right wants to. In

907
00:45:50,080 --> 00:45:53,520
Speaker 1: this country, if you have had sex on camera, you

908
00:45:53,560 --> 00:45:58,759
Speaker 1: could be literally imprisoned. I mean, women get women get

909
00:45:58,800 --> 00:46:02,520
Speaker 1: tried for being raped in certain places in certain countries

910
00:46:02,560 --> 00:46:05,080
Speaker 1: that aren't too far off from where we're we're headed.

911
00:46:05,800 --> 00:46:12,080
Speaker 1: But but back to fashion, final thought. Um, the top

912
00:46:12,200 --> 00:46:16,279
Speaker 1: thing for fashion for men, I mean probably just a

913
00:46:16,320 --> 00:46:18,840
Speaker 1: black T shirt, A simple black T shirt, because I

914
00:46:18,880 --> 00:46:21,799
Speaker 1: have thirty five of them, and there's a reason why

915
00:46:21,800 --> 00:46:24,080
Speaker 1: I do, because it just goes with everything. You can

916
00:46:24,120 --> 00:46:25,640
Speaker 1: wear it to work out, you could wear it to

917
00:46:25,800 --> 00:46:27,960
Speaker 1: do a show, you could wear it to dinner. No

918
00:46:28,000 --> 00:46:31,000
Speaker 1: one really questions it because it's maybe kind of classy.

919
00:46:31,080 --> 00:46:35,560
Speaker 1: It's just all around simple, you know, I'm just simple.

920
00:46:35,600 --> 00:46:38,120
Speaker 1: I'm boring. It sucks. My top one is new Tody.

921
00:46:38,239 --> 00:46:41,400
Speaker 1: My top one is women show show your bodies. Whenever

922
00:46:41,480 --> 00:46:43,920
Speaker 1: you can like make people uncomfortable with it. That's my

923
00:46:43,960 --> 00:46:48,919
Speaker 1: new thing. I really make people uncomfortable, be loud, Like,

924
00:46:49,360 --> 00:46:51,359
Speaker 1: you don't have to love your body to do it either.

925
00:46:51,360 --> 00:46:53,520
Speaker 1: You don't have to be like, God, I'm so beautiful

926
00:46:53,560 --> 00:46:56,200
Speaker 1: and this is me loving my body. No, you can

927
00:46:56,280 --> 00:46:58,080
Speaker 1: still like look in the mirror and go, oh God,

928
00:46:58,120 --> 00:46:59,759
Speaker 1: I hate my body. I want to change things because

929
00:46:59,800 --> 00:47:03,120
Speaker 1: that's the human condition. But honestly, take some chances to

930
00:47:03,160 --> 00:47:05,919
Speaker 1: put it out there and make people uncomfortable. Because I'm

931
00:47:05,960 --> 00:47:08,120
Speaker 1: really upset about Robert. I have not had time to

932
00:47:08,200 --> 00:47:10,279
Speaker 1: like let it in my heart what's happening in this

933
00:47:10,400 --> 00:47:14,279
Speaker 1: nation because I was on a bus with uh a

934
00:47:14,320 --> 00:47:16,120
Speaker 1: lot of men, and I was around a lot of

935
00:47:16,200 --> 00:47:19,640
Speaker 1: jokes about how it's not a big deal immediately before

936
00:47:19,680 --> 00:47:22,719
Speaker 1: I even found out about it. Um, but it is

937
00:47:22,880 --> 00:47:27,920
Speaker 1: the reversal of our rights that were so fundamental to like,

938
00:47:28,200 --> 00:47:30,040
Speaker 1: we don't even know what it's like without this right

939
00:47:30,120 --> 00:47:33,600
Speaker 1: a woman my age. Um, it's like taking away our

940
00:47:33,719 --> 00:47:36,239
Speaker 1: right to vote. It's it's on that continuum. It's like,

941
00:47:36,520 --> 00:47:41,359
Speaker 1: this isn't that far off. It's really bad, And I

942
00:47:41,400 --> 00:47:43,520
Speaker 1: get it. There are people that think that abortion is

943
00:47:43,600 --> 00:47:46,040
Speaker 1: killing a baby. And for those people, I totally agree

944
00:47:46,080 --> 00:47:49,279
Speaker 1: with you to be pro life because that's you think

945
00:47:49,280 --> 00:47:52,120
Speaker 1: it's murdered. But these men don't give a funk about lives.

946
00:47:52,400 --> 00:47:54,960
Speaker 1: They don't for people who are pro life because they

947
00:47:55,000 --> 00:47:57,600
Speaker 1: really care about lives, all the more power to you.

948
00:47:57,760 --> 00:47:59,640
Speaker 1: I get it. Let's all, well, we'll fight to the

949
00:47:59,640 --> 00:48:01,680
Speaker 1: death that and I'll let you fight on your side.

950
00:48:01,880 --> 00:48:04,360
Speaker 1: But you're just one of these fucking guys who doesn't

951
00:48:04,480 --> 00:48:07,200
Speaker 1: who would pay for an abortion from your fucking mistress

952
00:48:07,239 --> 00:48:09,879
Speaker 1: for your mistress, and you were trying to take aware

953
00:48:09,880 --> 00:48:12,200
Speaker 1: of it rights. It's not about that. It's not about

954
00:48:12,200 --> 00:48:14,600
Speaker 1: because you care about rights and or baby's lives. We

955
00:48:14,600 --> 00:48:17,719
Speaker 1: all know that. And that's my final that's my Yeah,

956
00:48:17,880 --> 00:48:25,640
Speaker 1: my um favorite fashion accessory is an abortion. Just kidding please, Okay.

957
00:48:25,640 --> 00:48:28,239
Speaker 1: I literally will be hung on the town square in

958
00:48:28,239 --> 00:48:32,600
Speaker 1: four years for that or whenever you know he comes back. Um, Noah,

959
00:48:32,640 --> 00:48:37,120
Speaker 1: what's your favorite fashion accessory? Uh? I don't know. It's

960
00:48:37,200 --> 00:48:40,080
Speaker 1: kind of hard to follow that, but uh well that's

961
00:48:40,120 --> 00:48:46,120
Speaker 1: why I was gonna. Actually I was thinking, um, like

962
00:48:46,200 --> 00:48:50,920
Speaker 1: the gold rim glasses or like coke bottle glasses, you

963
00:48:51,000 --> 00:48:54,840
Speaker 1: like those, like the grandma glasses. Grandma like nerves, like

964
00:48:55,120 --> 00:48:59,000
Speaker 1: hipster girls wear. There's Oh my god, they look so

965
00:48:59,000 --> 00:49:01,920
Speaker 1: good on you. I like those new John Lennon sunglasses too.

966
00:49:01,960 --> 00:49:05,319
Speaker 1: That a kind of looks something I know we gotta get.

967
00:49:05,440 --> 00:49:07,080
Speaker 1: I really want to follow up with your hatred of

968
00:49:07,080 --> 00:49:09,680
Speaker 1: bell bottoms because I love a good bell bottom. Reminds

969
00:49:09,719 --> 00:49:15,799
Speaker 1: me of the nineties mudeans, LII flares. Oh yeah, well,

970
00:49:15,840 --> 00:49:18,160
Speaker 1: you just gotta cut. Couldn't you just cut them? Because

971
00:49:18,200 --> 00:49:21,160
Speaker 1: then you look cool, We're the same age. Couldn't you

972
00:49:21,400 --> 00:49:25,120
Speaker 1: trim them? I just see just stump. I don't like

973
00:49:25,200 --> 00:49:27,919
Speaker 1: the stumpy look, which is why I like high rise jeans,

974
00:49:27,920 --> 00:49:30,239
Speaker 1: because they make my legs look long. They make you

975
00:49:30,280 --> 00:49:33,520
Speaker 1: look longer. And that's interesting because I would prefer to

976
00:49:33,560 --> 00:49:35,920
Speaker 1: cut my because I would always buy flares and they

977
00:49:35,920 --> 00:49:37,239
Speaker 1: wouldn't go all the way to the ground, so it

978
00:49:37,280 --> 00:49:39,960
Speaker 1: always looked like, oh, d name name the named name,

979
00:49:40,040 --> 00:49:42,520
Speaker 1: flood blood flood, like it looks like a ho down.

980
00:49:43,040 --> 00:49:47,000
Speaker 1: I rarely found one that perfectly cuffed over my sneakers.

981
00:49:47,960 --> 00:49:50,440
Speaker 1: Yeah it's bell bottoms just look like they were like

982
00:49:50,480 --> 00:49:54,600
Speaker 1: taller persons jeans and were I love the slouchy look. God,

983
00:49:54,600 --> 00:49:56,480
Speaker 1: I used to envy girls that had the perfect It

984
00:49:56,520 --> 00:49:58,360
Speaker 1: would just hit the bottom of the floor so that

985
00:49:58,400 --> 00:50:01,360
Speaker 1: it frayed just slightly, and it would almost get that

986
00:50:01,600 --> 00:50:06,200
Speaker 1: lighter color at the bottom on some slinky MUDs mud

987
00:50:06,280 --> 00:50:08,440
Speaker 1: m U D D l E. I. Those were like

988
00:50:08,480 --> 00:50:11,520
Speaker 1: the brands that were so in in the nineties. They're back, baby,

989
00:50:11,520 --> 00:50:13,120
Speaker 1: and so we're low Rise. And let me just say,

990
00:50:13,160 --> 00:50:14,680
Speaker 1: I'm getting on board with low Rise. And I never

991
00:50:14,719 --> 00:50:16,680
Speaker 1: thought I would say that we gotta go. I gotta

992
00:50:16,680 --> 00:50:18,560
Speaker 1: go to therapy. Clearly I needed. Thank you guys for

993
00:50:18,560 --> 00:50:21,640
Speaker 1: listening to the show. Uh, we will be here all week.

994
00:50:21,680 --> 00:50:27,239
Speaker 1: You'll hear my daytime Columbine story tomorrow. And UH, if

995
00:50:27,280 --> 00:50:29,520
Speaker 1: any of you agree with anything that I said, because

996
00:50:29,520 --> 00:50:32,160
Speaker 1: I feel like everyone in this podcast hates me, please

997
00:50:32,200 --> 00:50:34,000
Speaker 1: write me because I could really use the help today.

998
00:50:34,160 --> 00:50:41,080
Speaker 1: I love you so much. Just pod actually