Speaker 1: Welcome to Carefully Reckless, the production of our Heart Radio
Speaker 1: and the Black Effects, And just like that, we're back
Speaker 1: on the air. Welcome back to get another carefully Reckless
Speaker 1: episode with your girl Jess Lari's And today I got
Speaker 1: my big sister back in the house. Say what up?
Speaker 1: What's up? Y'all? You could probably hear the smile on
Speaker 1: my face. Oh my god, it's killing me. Listen to
Speaker 1: the last time she was with us, she was not smiling, okay,
Speaker 1: but today she is. And that's all her funk that matters.
Speaker 1: Tell us how you got to this place? So, y'all.
Speaker 1: A's y'all. No, I was single, but I ain't no more.
Speaker 1: Oh my lord Jesus Christ, she ain't no more, y'all.
Speaker 1: I got me amends now, and I'm gonna tell you
Speaker 1: how I got him and where he came from. I
Speaker 1: decided to go back out there. I've never been into
Speaker 1: like dating abs and stuff like that, but I saw
Speaker 1: that Facebook had a dating section. It's not like you
Speaker 1: went on a dating section of Facebook. Yeah, it's a
Speaker 1: date so it's like an old dating chat room. It
Speaker 1: really is. They next to the messages, what is it is?
Speaker 1: Next to the memories? It's next to the memories, y'all. Yeah, alright,
Speaker 1: go ahead, I ain't never know. All listen, you're always
Speaker 1: leaving some shout out and then surprising me on the podcast.
Speaker 1: I ain't know they had a dating department. Yeah, they
Speaker 1: they got a dating department and took over every thing
Speaker 1: mark Berg, get your money, baby. Anyway, Um, I went
Speaker 1: into the dating section of Facebook and I created a profile.
Speaker 1: You can create a profile using the same profile picture
Speaker 1: that you have, you know, just up on your regular profile.
Speaker 1: So this is separate from your regular profile. Yeah. So
Speaker 1: it doesn't give people your last name. It literally just
Speaker 1: gives them your first name and your age. You update
Speaker 1: your interests, ad age range, all the personal and things
Speaker 1: that you're interested in. You update that. So before I
Speaker 1: actually updated minds properly as far as like the age
Speaker 1: range that I'm willing to deal with, the height range
Speaker 1: I'm willing to deal with. You can pick if you
Speaker 1: want to smoke or non smoker, drinker, non drink or whatever.
Speaker 1: It was a whole bunch of young niggas that was
Speaker 1: like coming at me, and I'm like, how the fun
Speaker 1: did these little nigga slip through the cracks? Because, first
Speaker 1: of all, I don't. I don't like younger guys. Notice
Speaker 1: slipped through the cracks like it ain't motherfucking Facebook chat. Yeah,
Speaker 1: they definitely slipped through the fucking bites or whatever the fun.
Speaker 1: So you can filter your ship based on what you prefer,
Speaker 1: what you prefer, okay, So that means niggas was lying. No,
Speaker 1: I forgot to set that ship. That ship was like
Speaker 1: twenty six or something, and the young niggas on there like,
Speaker 1: what's up my wear you out? Oh yeah, first of all, oh,
Speaker 1: first of all, little motherfucker, how did you get here?
Speaker 1: So anyway, I was talking at like seventy five niggas
Speaker 1: at one time, Dial seventy five niggas. It was seventy
Speaker 1: niggas Like that ship was like hitting, like somebody came
Speaker 1: through the block with the motherfucking chopper like that ship
Speaker 1: and she was like, Yo, how the fund did you
Speaker 1: keep up with seventy niggas? I didn't. I ended up
Speaker 1: getting five of these guys my number out of the
Speaker 1: seventy seventy niggas did not make the cutch. I gave
Speaker 1: five niggas my number, and this one guy, he was younger,
Speaker 1: he slipped through the craigs. He was like, keep trying
Speaker 1: to slip the another. So they say like they were cool.
Speaker 1: So this one motherfucker, Lord, forgive me, and please do
Speaker 1: not think that I have anything against anybody with any
Speaker 1: kind of health conditions or whatever. But this one guy
Speaker 1: he was I told him, I'm like, look, I'm not
Speaker 1: looking for nothing, you know, I'm just looking for people
Speaker 1: to chit chat with so I can just you know,
Speaker 1: get by. I was like, I'm not get get by.
Speaker 1: I ain't trying to funk none of y'all. Like, so
Speaker 1: don't come at me. I'm not looking for no sexual hookups,
Speaker 1: none of that. So one guy he was cool, So
Speaker 1: I was chick chatting with him, and um, he had
Speaker 1: an underlying health condition. And then this nigga talking about
Speaker 1: some gel I don't even work no more because it's
Speaker 1: health condition. I was like, well, you know, I wish
Speaker 1: you all the blessings with your health condition and everything. Um,
Speaker 1: we just were cool. And then one day this nigga
Speaker 1: sent me a long age poem and I texted him
Speaker 1: back like I ain't even gonna hold you. I'm not
Speaker 1: about to read that ship. But maybe we should stop
Speaker 1: communicating because they look like it means something to you,
Speaker 1: and I don't want to mean anything to you, damn.
Speaker 1: And is it because of his health condition? No, because
Speaker 1: I just wasn't. I wasn't looking for nothing. Then I
Speaker 1: told him that and he pretended that he understood, but
Speaker 1: he just wasn't what his health condition. Um, he had
Speaker 1: kidney failure. Oh man, he had kidney failure. You know.
Speaker 1: I have you know, tons of family members and stuff
Speaker 1: like that and loved ones that had kidney failure. So,
Speaker 1: like I said, blessings to everyone with any kind of
Speaker 1: you know, renal failure, Blessings to you all. But I'm
Speaker 1: a mother, a single mother of three children. Even if
Speaker 1: I was interested in somebody, I don't want to just
Speaker 1: go into or relationship or something like that trying to
Speaker 1: have him to take care of somebody. That. Yeah, that's
Speaker 1: a lot. With three kids, that's a lot. I can
Speaker 1: see if I was with someone and you know when
Speaker 1: that happened while we were together, and of course you know,
Speaker 1: his kids was good and then they failed. Yeah, But
Speaker 1: like I, I can't just go into I can't. I
Speaker 1: can't see myself it's already failed. Yeah, I can't see
Speaker 1: myself going into that. But anyway, I had to cut
Speaker 1: him off and he act like he didn't get it,
Speaker 1: so I just stopped answering the text. So then this
Speaker 1: other guy, he was like Hispanic or whatever, and he
Speaker 1: seemed like he was cool. He didn't slip through the
Speaker 1: cracks like he came after I changed my preferences and
Speaker 1: ship he was older, didn't he saying like he was cool.
Speaker 1: I think his teeth might have been sucked up or something,
Speaker 1: because oh my god, I would take Kenney fail you
Speaker 1: over some fun teeth. Damn. He smiled. He had the
Speaker 1: I can't come to get the mother, I can see
Speaker 1: your teeth. He had the uncomfortable white people smile like
Speaker 1: all of his pictures. But he says like he was cool.
Speaker 1: And I agreed to link with him to get coffee,
Speaker 1: and I gave him my number and I was like,
Speaker 1: you know, i'll chat with you over the weekend, mind you.
Speaker 1: I gave him my number one on a Thursday, and
Speaker 1: I was like, I'll chat with you over the weekend,
Speaker 1: so we can, you know, set up when we're gonna
Speaker 1: go and you know, grab coffee next week. This motherfucker
Speaker 1: didn't even give me a chance. Didn't get the weekend
Speaker 1: a chance to even roll around. I ain't working. This
Speaker 1: motherfucker goes and finds me on Instagram and he see him,
Speaker 1: you know, going off on my Instagram or whatever, and
Speaker 1: he texts me like, oh, I see you haven't texted
Speaker 1: me because you're so busy with your new boyfriend kissing
Speaker 1: your feet. First of all, sir, what told you come
Speaker 1: over to Instagram? Where defind me? First of all, you
Speaker 1: gotta boyfriend? No, not nothing. Okay, So we're talking about
Speaker 1: kissing your v the old dude when I was putting
Speaker 1: the old neg kiss, I'm gonna say, hold on, now
Speaker 1: I'm missing the whole light now, no, no, no, no,
Speaker 1: I got you. I got you. I know what's going on. Okay,
Speaker 1: So I'm like, all right, you gotta know how that
Speaker 1: just sounded. No, remember the old dude that I was kissing?
Speaker 1: Sound like? Yeah, oh my god, hold up, hold up,
Speaker 1: I know the ship getting good. But listen to just
Speaker 1: a couple of seconds of a commercial. If you love me,
Speaker 1: you'll listen. Okay, go ahead. So, um, I just stopped
Speaker 1: communicating with him because I don't hear time, because you're
Speaker 1: just being nosy because who told you I'm over here?
Speaker 1: Then it was this other guy. Every time you turn around,
Speaker 1: he was always in the house. I'm like, nid, you
Speaker 1: have a joke. And then one met on Facebook chat. Yeah,
Speaker 1: on the Facebook dating net or not at but the
Speaker 1: Facebook dating section. So then sometimes he would answer the
Speaker 1: phone and sometimes he wasn't. But I'm like, yo, if
Speaker 1: you're always in the house, like what you're doing, like
Speaker 1: you must have got a situation. And it's cool because
Speaker 1: I'm not looking for nothing, but don't lie. That was
Speaker 1: another one, and then this other guy. It was just
Speaker 1: like a brief chit chat hand that he would text
Speaker 1: and I'm like, look, my hands are I'm always doing
Speaker 1: something with my hands. It's better to just you know.
Speaker 1: And you know, they like, well, I don't know, right,
Speaker 1: Like I don't know if you'd be busy. I'm like, okay,
Speaker 1: well the only way you'll know is if you actually call.
Speaker 1: And if I if I can't talk, I'll let you
Speaker 1: know that I can't talk, all right. So then that
Speaker 1: was that guy. And then there was this other guy
Speaker 1: and he was moving my preference because you know, I
Speaker 1: like the light skins. So out of all of these guys,
Speaker 1: the light skinned one was like the most persistent. We
Speaker 1: communicated like regularly, more than I communicated with the other
Speaker 1: people that I met on there. And then one day
Speaker 1: he was like I got a confession, but not really
Speaker 1: saying he got a confession. I was like, oh, lor
Speaker 1: like what he was like, I try to highlight at
Speaker 1: you on my Space bag in the day and you
Speaker 1: curved me. And I was like, what my Space? He
Speaker 1: was like, yeah, so I just basically I, you know,
Speaker 1: admired you from before, like because basically I tell you
Speaker 1: like this occurred me. Oh wow, okay, so he slipped
Speaker 1: through the cracks on my Space. He slipped, you know, cracks,
Speaker 1: he just was on there because I don't even remember him.
Speaker 1: Told then when I look at a picture of him
Speaker 1: from back then, you have your logging. Hell no, that's saying,
Speaker 1: oh I I don't hand my log in. That's crazy.
Speaker 1: If you got your log in, you'll let me know.
Speaker 1: If you got your log in, let me hold your
Speaker 1: up profile and look this nigg up real quick, right,
Speaker 1: look hold up because he probably just said that. No. Go.
Speaker 1: Then when I go and I look at pictures of
Speaker 1: him from back then, I'm like, well, damn, why the
Speaker 1: funk that kind of him? Because he was kid of ship.
Speaker 1: You know, he light skinned, told it is a little model,
Speaker 1: chisel looking face. She was looking over the good niggas
Speaker 1: going to the bad niggas, the niggas that tregger like
Speaker 1: some ship straight poop poop. It's always the niggas they
Speaker 1: want you that you don't want though. But I honestly,
Speaker 1: I feel like we linked at the right time because
Speaker 1: us being younger, you know, I had a lot of
Speaker 1: growing to do, get a lot of you had to
Speaker 1: get a lot of playout, just sys because probably if
Speaker 1: I would have talked to him back then, you probably
Speaker 1: would have broke my heart. And I probably would have
Speaker 1: tried to let us throat because he looked like he
Speaker 1: was a player most definitely, like look like he probably
Speaker 1: should have like ten kids right now, the country rain.
Speaker 1: But I say, als, oh my god, y go ahead.
Speaker 1: So he was, you know, persistent. Our communication grew stronger,
Speaker 1: and one day I'm out, you know, selling my drinks
Speaker 1: or whatever. He came to support. He literally like got
Speaker 1: like every one of the drinks that I had in
Speaker 1: my cooler and he hugged me. And this was the
Speaker 1: first time that I had a hug from a man
Speaker 1: in a little while. And the hug felt so good,
Speaker 1: like it just it felt like it was supposed to
Speaker 1: like it was supposed to be and I'm just like, damn,
Speaker 1: I want another hug like it's it just felt right.
Speaker 1: I know you're probably like, what is this been talking about?
Speaker 1: How you know how it is? And you know how
Speaker 1: it is when you get that hug and then they
Speaker 1: hold you a little tight. He squeezed your littless sad.
Speaker 1: I was just like, oh man, I felt like that
Speaker 1: was a comfort hook. It felt like he was squeezing
Speaker 1: juices out for real quick. Yeah, so anyway, I might
Speaker 1: work one day and he pulled up and he surprised
Speaker 1: me with the plants. Normally guys you know, get you flowers,
Speaker 1: you know, but he surprised me with actual potted plants.
Speaker 1: Didn't know you like plants, no, but he loves plants.
Speaker 1: So that's some weird ship. You don't think that's weird. No,
Speaker 1: he just got me the ship that he liked. Do
Speaker 1: you like it? Yeah? Did a diet? No. He told
Speaker 1: me how to take care of it. And I felt
Speaker 1: like from jump he was trying to give a lasting impression,
Speaker 1: because you know when you buy somebody bluecat flowers and
Speaker 1: stuff like that people, and people don't even take them
Speaker 1: on and put them in water. They just like him
Speaker 1: take a picture and pulled them and then throw them
Speaker 1: away even whatever the fun that. Yeah, I put my
Speaker 1: shtion in water too, But yeah, no, I feel okay.
Speaker 1: But I'm just saying, it's just something different about a
Speaker 1: nigga coming to your job with a m like but
Speaker 1: it's all good, quay. She has a hating that is
Speaker 1: loose somebody because nigga ain't never bought her plant. No, y'all,
Speaker 1: shut up, because keep buying her them temporary, y'all. That's
Speaker 1: why she keep cutting these niggas off. Anyway, whatever for
Speaker 1: the next episode. No, so you know, I have plants
Speaker 1: that are in my room already. I added the two
Speaker 1: plants that he you know, he purchased with my plants,
Speaker 1: and I was just like, oh my god, that was
Speaker 1: really thoughtful. And then my overthinking this. I'm just like, man,
Speaker 1: he's trying to make a lasting impression, you know. That's
Speaker 1: why he bought plants, like something that if you take
Speaker 1: care of it, it'll grow. That's like a relationship. If
Speaker 1: you take care of relationship and it'll grow. I don't know,
Speaker 1: mess that's how I took it. Oh so we didn't
Speaker 1: say that you like that? Yeah, but that's good as
Speaker 1: manifestation also, so why yeah but not oh my god?
Speaker 1: First as all. So hey, y'all, So over the weeks,
Speaker 1: we've gotten closer and closer and closer. Obviously I couldn't
Speaker 1: keep my legs closed. I mean, well, and your woman,
Speaker 1: you have sexual needs, you know, and bitch who it's
Speaker 1: a first of all, tony. So what we don't need
Speaker 1: for her to go in depth with is because we
Speaker 1: know just how she keeps laughing and just chuckling. And
Speaker 1: I know y'all can actually imagine how her face is
Speaker 1: right now, like she is like moving, she can't keep still.
Speaker 1: She really is feeling this, dude, Yeah, ain't feeling me too?
Speaker 1: From Facebook? You know. Him and I had a conversation
Speaker 1: and he was just like, you know, he feeling me.
Speaker 1: I'm feeling him. We're like overly feeling each other, and
Speaker 1: I'm just like, all right, I deleted that Facebook dating ship,
Speaker 1: I deleted my profile. I want you to lete yours too,
Speaker 1: And he was down. I love that. I love that.
Speaker 1: That's how you none the mother's telling anything that right,
Speaker 1: So he and neither are you. No, we ain't on that.
Speaker 1: We ain't on that. We deleted that ship. Now we
Speaker 1: got a commercial and if you click off of this podcast,
Speaker 1: I swear I'm gonna beat your ass. Listen. I went
Speaker 1: on vacation for a bachelorette celebration because I'm in my
Speaker 1: best friend's wedding and I met the club with the
Speaker 1: girls or whatever we're celebrating, and I just happened to
Speaker 1: click on Instagram and I clicked on his little story
Speaker 1: bubble because I saw it. You know, he had posted
Speaker 1: some things and he posted me and I choked on
Speaker 1: the food that was eating the club, like, wait a minute,
Speaker 1: this nigga and posted me. I was like, Nigga's don't
Speaker 1: post me? What was it though? What was it? It
Speaker 1: was screenshots to me and him on FaceTime, first of all,
Speaker 1: and then it's not creepy to me, but I just
Speaker 1: didn't know that he'd be screenshotting us while we're on FaceTime.
Speaker 1: It was cute at least. I wasn't looking all up
Speaker 1: or nothing like that, but I was surprised. I was like, oh, ship, Like,
Speaker 1: what was the first thing to go to your mind?
Speaker 1: Did you? I know you didn't think it was creepy,
Speaker 1: but did you Like I was just like, oh, Ship,
Speaker 1: like this nigked these bitches about to be made on
Speaker 1: his page and he don't give a fuck. I was
Speaker 1: flattered him and I share locations. Really, we shared locations.
Speaker 1: We shared locations, and he was just like, you know,
Speaker 1: I don't have anything to hide, and I don't want
Speaker 1: you to think that I'm working with these bitches. I
Speaker 1: never had a nigger share location with me, So that
Speaker 1: right there was like, kudos to your heads off to you, sir.
Speaker 1: That's some real grown man ship because I you know,
Speaker 1: I only shared locations with my home girls and my
Speaker 1: kids and Ship. Yeah, everything that I'm experiencing with him
Speaker 1: is new for me just from being posted. Just like, oh, Ship,
Speaker 1: like you're showing me off. This one bitch was hating
Speaker 1: big time talk about something. Oh you're only sucking her
Speaker 1: because that's us hilarious, sister, Like, then shut the funk up,
Speaker 1: because like that means you came to my page to
Speaker 1: come look, yeah, to see to see who you know
Speaker 1: I was related to you, because you know, he was
Speaker 1: trying to get at me back in the two thousand's,
Speaker 1: the early two thousands, So like don't hate bitch. What
Speaker 1: if she came back like in bitch you didn't even
Speaker 1: want to give him no raps, So get the funk
Speaker 1: out of anyway. You know, I slave a bit. No,
Speaker 1: we can't go there around no more. You're saying, yeah,
Speaker 1: speak for yourself, nobody playing, but either way, so you
Speaker 1: are in like a honeymoon phase right now. And boyfriend,
Speaker 1: oh my god, I don't but now it's all listening.
Speaker 1: My thing is I was with you, like on the
Speaker 1: phone with you every day, calling to make sure you
Speaker 1: were good. You never know how long it takes for
Speaker 1: your heart to heal, Ny, You never know whose treasure
Speaker 1: you really are. Like if you get so stuck in
Speaker 1: one place and you you think it's like not like
Speaker 1: really the end of the world, but you feel that
Speaker 1: way because the heartbreak is upon you. Listen, I'm telling
Speaker 1: you it's always somebody winning on a treasure and that you,
Speaker 1: you definitely is what this man was praying for it
Speaker 1: because he told you that, yes he did. He told me.
Speaker 1: He told you that, he told me that he prayed
Speaker 1: for me. Yeah, and he that you know, he said,
Speaker 1: I didn't pray you know for you, you know, per
Speaker 1: se directly but I asked God to give me what
Speaker 1: I need, and he gave me you out of nowhere.
Speaker 1: So that right there. For one, like just the fact
Speaker 1: that he prays. Yeah, you know, I love that he's girlfriend.
Speaker 1: He prays. So it's just like you know, he golferd
Speaker 1: and hood nig like he going for like not golfriend. Yeah,
Speaker 1: golf you're not a girl friend. Fuck you're look bit
Speaker 1: just get all in love and want to be getting with.
Speaker 1: He a girl friend. Look, but y'all so he and
Speaker 1: he loves his kids. I'm a sucker for that. I
Speaker 1: many kids got He has two children, you have three,
Speaker 1: So he already know he's done with that like whatever
Speaker 1: that Yeah, he's all down for the Brady bunch. It.
Speaker 1: He's he's talking future. He's talking future. He's talking future,
Speaker 1: not the rap, but not that kind of future. Ool Jesus,
Speaker 1: I would hope that. But so what, oh my god,
Speaker 1: So what type of future ship is he talking? Like
Speaker 1: long term you know, marriage, meshing, families, family trips. You know,
Speaker 1: so this is something that he's already wonted then, Yeah,
Speaker 1: I mean niggas is getting over real, Like he about
Speaker 1: to be thirty nine. He's a virgal like men. You
Speaker 1: know I'm a Zodiac person. He's my Virgo lover. His
Speaker 1: birthday is a week after mine. Have you ever dated
Speaker 1: your son? Yeah, August one, so I'm I told you
Speaker 1: I'm so zodiac like. So I had I had it
Speaker 1: August in August virgo. I've never had a September one,
Speaker 1: but the August one was ain't right because that's what
Speaker 1: Michael Jackson was. First of all, big, don't ever try
Speaker 1: to there's no ever trying to play with Michael later
Speaker 1: because you didn't even know. You don't ever do that.
Speaker 1: You don't say yeah, not them, umgus, because that's what
Speaker 1: Michael was. Girl, Stop playing with Michael Jack's Okay. So
Speaker 1: it's safe to say that you have been completely hold
Speaker 1: off your heartbreak. I haven't. I did not think that
Speaker 1: it would happen so early. But I don't think about
Speaker 1: anybody else m but him, Like he is all I see.
Speaker 1: He's all I think of. When he calls my my
Speaker 1: day just brightens up. He makes my heart smile. I
Speaker 1: can't even explain how a heart smile feels. But like
Speaker 1: I literally have like butterflies, Like it feels like I
Speaker 1: have butterflies on my entire tour. So were you scared
Speaker 1: at first? I really, I really do a heartbreak, I
Speaker 1: really was granted happened quickly, yes, but it happened naturally.
Speaker 1: It wasn't a forced situation. It was just like a
Speaker 1: natural bond between two humans. And that's how your monkeys.
Speaker 1: I don't meddam not too goddamnit. Now you're trying to
Speaker 1: be too deep, bitch. Come on, come on back between
Speaker 1: two humans. What you thought you was aliens before? I mean,
Speaker 1: it's just amazing. He's extremely thoughtful. He sends me random
Speaker 1: cash apps and I'm not hold hold of funk up.
Speaker 1: That's what all this ship is like. No, it's not. No, oh,
Speaker 1: I know it's I'm coming. No, No, you don't never
Speaker 1: tell me that ship. I know that's right, man, Okay
Speaker 1: put it there. No, because it's just being thoughtful. Ain't
Speaker 1: know all the ship that matters, like my birthday, my
Speaker 1: cash ap? No, No, she plays all that's just added
Speaker 1: to the to the love that you know. Yeah, he's
Speaker 1: a sweetheart and he deserves everything that he gives that
Speaker 1: he's given to me. He deserves it. I had him
Speaker 1: a nice Father's day give oh, yes, and I took
Speaker 1: him on a date, our first official date, and you know,
Speaker 1: just to let you women know it is okay for
Speaker 1: you to take you're mad on a fucking date like
Speaker 1: because they deserved that ship too, especially when they're showing
Speaker 1: Hella love to you and they always there and doing
Speaker 1: stuff for you and reciprocate. Bitch. Yeah, first of all,
Speaker 1: what they gotta be bitches, were just crying off. These
Speaker 1: men deserve to be treated as kings like they treating
Speaker 1: us like queens and stuff like that. They deserved the same.
Speaker 1: And all of them are not bad, Like, all of
Speaker 1: them are not the same. Like stopped looking at every
Speaker 1: man the same. All these niggas ain't no ancient niggas,
Speaker 1: you know, and all of us are not hosed, you know.
Speaker 1: So yeah, I mean we were, all of us not
Speaker 1: by no. Unfortunately I'm back for the streets y'all. So
Speaker 1: it's like, no, I'm joking. I'm not I'm joking. I'm
Speaker 1: in this bitch crying every night, It's all right, No,
Speaker 1: not crying because I'm just I just need I just
Speaker 1: need to get myself all the way together. It's just like,
Speaker 1: you know, it never works like for me, Like I
Speaker 1: just be so upset, like because I have failed again,
Speaker 1: Like this is just I feel like this is because
Speaker 1: you got money. Yeah, I feel like it's because you
Speaker 1: have money, your celebrity, and I feel like it's just
Speaker 1: hard just being in the line. I'm like, I mean, ship,
Speaker 1: my ship has always failed and I even got no
Speaker 1: motherfucking money. So I don't know. I'm just scratched that
Speaker 1: because yeah, it ain't because you're a celebrity. Ship just
Speaker 1: don't be working. Yeah, it's not your time, That's what
Speaker 1: we're gonna say. It's things have not worked because it's
Speaker 1: not your time. Look at me, I'm pushing forty. When
Speaker 1: I was your age, I was fighting on Luther's talking
Speaker 1: lot at years old, just under the car. Yeah. But anyway, nonetheless,
Speaker 1: six years later, I am finally in a relationship where
Speaker 1: someone is proud to have me and consistent with consistent,
Speaker 1: proud to have me, not hiding me. And you know
Speaker 1: that is that's big dick energy. Okay, we're gonna initially
Speaker 1: right here, y'all because when you see your man soon
Speaker 1: as I get off, this is about the yes, you
Speaker 1: know why I y'all. Look, So we come to the
Speaker 1: end of yet another camfully Records episode What's Your Girl?
Speaker 1: Just hilarious, say by shake because we ain't got time.
Speaker 1: By y'all, y'all going to see the weapon princess one day.
Speaker 1: Oh my god, this girl about to go to panel
Speaker 1: town with her nigga real quick, listen, just don't hand
Speaker 1: I'm the babies saying, oh I can't this shop is closed?
Speaker 1: Why because you got your right? Yeah, but remember I
Speaker 1: got my utious burnt too, and remember hold up all right, damn,
Speaker 1: look we ship. I forgot about that. Yeah, they smoked
Speaker 1: at you. There's like a blunt they. I was like, damn, listen,
Speaker 1: y'all love me, and I love y'all, and I love y'all.
Speaker 1: Motherfucker's tooth for loving me because of y'all love her,
Speaker 1: and I appreciate and all of the support. Yeah from
Speaker 1: you guys. It was like that nigg and he was
Speaker 1: asking what was going on and all of that. So
Speaker 1: I just wanted to bring you back on hair and
Speaker 1: just give you a chance to like let people know
Speaker 1: you know, it's it's not easy going through a heartbreak,
Speaker 1: but it feels good when you get past it. And
Speaker 1: you need to know that you need to love yourself
Speaker 1: and it's abouter to let motherfucker's go to show you that,
Speaker 1: you know, you just wasted your time and show you
Speaker 1: that they didn't really love you like they most definitely
Speaker 1: you know what I mean, like they're really portrayed to
Speaker 1: And just like that, we out of here and make
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