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Speaker 1: Welcome to Carefully Reckless, the production of our Heart Radio

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Speaker 1: and the Black Effects, And just like that, we're back

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Speaker 1: on the air. Welcome back to get another carefully Reckless

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Speaker 1: episode with your girl Jess Lari's And today I got

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Speaker 1: my big sister back in the house. Say what up?

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Speaker 1: What's up? Y'all? You could probably hear the smile on

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Speaker 1: my face. Oh my god, it's killing me. Listen to

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Speaker 1: the last time she was with us, she was not smiling, okay,

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Speaker 1: but today she is. And that's all her funk that matters.

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Speaker 1: Tell us how you got to this place? So, y'all.

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Speaker 1: A's y'all. No, I was single, but I ain't no more.

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Speaker 1: Oh my lord Jesus Christ, she ain't no more, y'all.

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Speaker 1: I got me amends now, and I'm gonna tell you

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Speaker 1: how I got him and where he came from. I

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Speaker 1: decided to go back out there. I've never been into

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Speaker 1: like dating abs and stuff like that, but I saw

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Speaker 1: that Facebook had a dating section. It's not like you

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Speaker 1: went on a dating section of Facebook. Yeah, it's a

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Speaker 1: date so it's like an old dating chat room. It

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Speaker 1: really is. They next to the messages, what is it is?

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Speaker 1: Next to the memories? It's next to the memories, y'all. Yeah, alright,

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Speaker 1: go ahead, I ain't never know. All listen, you're always

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Speaker 1: leaving some shout out and then surprising me on the podcast.

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Speaker 1: I ain't know they had a dating department. Yeah, they

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Speaker 1: they got a dating department and took over every thing

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Speaker 1: mark Berg, get your money, baby. Anyway, Um, I went

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Speaker 1: into the dating section of Facebook and I created a profile.

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Speaker 1: You can create a profile using the same profile picture

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Speaker 1: that you have, you know, just up on your regular profile.

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Speaker 1: So this is separate from your regular profile. Yeah. So

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Speaker 1: it doesn't give people your last name. It literally just

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Speaker 1: gives them your first name and your age. You update

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Speaker 1: your interests, ad age range, all the personal and things

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Speaker 1: that you're interested in. You update that. So before I

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Speaker 1: actually updated minds properly as far as like the age

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Speaker 1: range that I'm willing to deal with, the height range

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Speaker 1: I'm willing to deal with. You can pick if you

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Speaker 1: want to smoke or non smoker, drinker, non drink or whatever.

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Speaker 1: It was a whole bunch of young niggas that was

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Speaker 1: like coming at me, and I'm like, how the fun

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Speaker 1: did these little nigga slip through the cracks? Because, first

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Speaker 1: of all, I don't. I don't like younger guys. Notice

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Speaker 1: slipped through the cracks like it ain't motherfucking Facebook chat. Yeah,

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Speaker 1: they definitely slipped through the fucking bites or whatever the fun.

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Speaker 1: So you can filter your ship based on what you prefer,

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Speaker 1: what you prefer, okay, So that means niggas was lying. No,

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Speaker 1: I forgot to set that ship. That ship was like

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Speaker 1: twenty six or something, and the young niggas on there like,

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Speaker 1: what's up my wear you out? Oh yeah, first of all, oh,

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Speaker 1: first of all, little motherfucker, how did you get here?

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Speaker 1: So anyway, I was talking at like seventy five niggas

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Speaker 1: at one time, Dial seventy five niggas. It was seventy

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Speaker 1: niggas Like that ship was like hitting, like somebody came

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Speaker 1: through the block with the motherfucking chopper like that ship

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Speaker 1: and she was like, Yo, how the fund did you

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Speaker 1: keep up with seventy niggas? I didn't. I ended up

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Speaker 1: getting five of these guys my number out of the

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Speaker 1: seventy seventy niggas did not make the cutch. I gave

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Speaker 1: five niggas my number, and this one guy, he was younger,

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Speaker 1: he slipped through the craigs. He was like, keep trying

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Speaker 1: to slip the another. So they say like they were cool.

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Speaker 1: So this one motherfucker, Lord, forgive me, and please do

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Speaker 1: not think that I have anything against anybody with any

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Speaker 1: kind of health conditions or whatever. But this one guy

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Speaker 1: he was I told him, I'm like, look, I'm not

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Speaker 1: looking for nothing, you know, I'm just looking for people

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Speaker 1: I ain't trying to funk none of y'all. Like, so

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Speaker 1: don't come at me. I'm not looking for no sexual hookups,

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Speaker 1: none of that. So one guy he was cool, So

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Speaker 1: I was chick chatting with him, and um, he had

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Speaker 1: an underlying health condition. And then this nigga talking about

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Speaker 1: some gel I don't even work no more because it's

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Speaker 1: health condition. I was like, well, you know, I wish

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Speaker 1: you all the blessings with your health condition and everything. Um,

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Speaker 1: we just were cool. And then one day this nigga

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Speaker 1: back like I ain't even gonna hold you. I'm not

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Speaker 1: communicating because they look like it means something to you,

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Speaker 1: And is it because of his health condition? No, because

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Speaker 1: I just wasn't. I wasn't looking for nothing. Then I

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Speaker 1: kidney failure. Oh man, he had kidney failure. You know.

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Speaker 1: I have you know, tons of family members and stuff

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Speaker 1: like I said, blessings to everyone with any kind of

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Speaker 1: you know, renal failure, Blessings to you all. But I'm

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Speaker 1: a mother, a single mother of three children. Even if

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Speaker 1: I was interested in somebody, I don't want to just

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Speaker 1: have him to take care of somebody. That. Yeah, that's

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Speaker 1: a lot. With three kids, that's a lot. I can

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Speaker 1: see if I was with someone and you know when

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Speaker 1: that happened while we were together, and of course you know,

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Speaker 1: his kids was good and then they failed. Yeah, But

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Speaker 1: like I, I can't just go into I can't. I

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Speaker 1: can't see myself it's already failed. Yeah, I can't see

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Speaker 1: myself going into that. But anyway, I had to cut

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Speaker 1: him off and he act like he didn't get it,

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Speaker 1: so I just stopped answering the text. So then this

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Speaker 1: other guy, he was like Hispanic or whatever, and he

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Speaker 1: ship he was older, didn't he saying like he was cool.

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Speaker 1: over some fun teeth. Damn. He smiled. He had the

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Speaker 1: all of his pictures. But he says like he was cool.

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Speaker 1: And I agreed to link with him to get coffee,

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Speaker 1: and I gave him my number and I was like,

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Speaker 1: I gave him my number one on a Thursday, and

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Speaker 1: so we can, you know, set up when we're gonna

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Speaker 1: go and you know, grab coffee next week. This motherfucker

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Speaker 1: didn't even give me a chance. Didn't get the weekend

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Speaker 1: a chance to even roll around. I ain't working. This

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Speaker 1: motherfucker goes and finds me on Instagram and he see him,

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Speaker 1: you know, going off on my Instagram or whatever, and

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Speaker 1: over to Instagram? Where defind me? First of all, you

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Speaker 1: gotta boyfriend? No, not nothing. Okay, So we're talking about

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Speaker 1: the old neg kiss, I'm gonna say, hold on, now

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Speaker 1: I'm missing the whole light now, no, no, no, no,

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Speaker 1: I got you. I got you. I know what's going on. Okay,

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Speaker 1: So I'm like, all right, you gotta know how that

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Speaker 1: just sounded. No, remember the old dude that I was kissing?

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Speaker 1: Sound like? Yeah, oh my god, hold up, hold up,

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Speaker 1: I know the ship getting good. But listen to just

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Speaker 1: a couple of seconds of a commercial. If you love me,

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Speaker 1: you'll listen. Okay, go ahead. So, um, I just stopped

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Speaker 1: just being nosy because who told you I'm over here?

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Speaker 1: Then it was this other guy. Every time you turn around,

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Speaker 1: have a joke. And then one met on Facebook chat. Yeah,

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Speaker 1: Facebook dating section. So then sometimes he would answer the

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Speaker 1: I'm not looking for nothing, but don't lie. That was

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Speaker 1: another one, and then this other guy. It was just

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Speaker 1: and I'm like, look, my hands are I'm always doing

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Speaker 1: And you know, they like, well, I don't know, right,

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Speaker 1: Like I don't know if you'd be busy. I'm like, okay,

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Speaker 1: well the only way you'll know is if you actually call.

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Speaker 1: And if I if I can't talk, I'll let you

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Speaker 1: know that I can't talk, all right. So then that

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Speaker 1: and he was moving my preference because you know, I

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Speaker 1: like the light skins. So out of all of these guys,

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Speaker 1: was like, yeah, so I just basically I, you know,

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Speaker 1: like this occurred me. Oh wow, okay, so he slipped

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Speaker 1: through the cracks on my Space. He slipped, you know, cracks,

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Speaker 1: he just was on there because I don't even remember him.

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Speaker 1: Told then when I look at a picture of him

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Speaker 1: from back then, you have your logging. Hell no, that's saying,

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Speaker 1: oh I I don't hand my log in. That's crazy.

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Speaker 1: If you got your log in, you'll let me know.

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Speaker 1: If you got your log in, let me hold your

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Speaker 1: look hold up because he probably just said that. No. Go.

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Speaker 1: Then when I go and I look at pictures of

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Speaker 1: him from back then, I'm like, well, damn, why the

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Speaker 1: funk that kind of him? Because he was kid of ship.

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Speaker 1: You know, he light skinned, told it is a little model,

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Speaker 1: chisel looking face. She was looking over the good niggas

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Speaker 1: going to the bad niggas, the niggas that tregger like

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Speaker 1: some ship straight poop poop. It's always the niggas they

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Speaker 1: want you that you don't want though. But I honestly,

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Speaker 1: I feel like we linked at the right time because

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Speaker 1: us being younger, you know, I had a lot of

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Speaker 1: growing to do, get a lot of you had to

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Speaker 1: get a lot of playout, just sys because probably if

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Speaker 1: I would have talked to him back then, you probably

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Speaker 1: would have broke my heart. And I probably would have

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Speaker 1: was a player most definitely, like look like he probably

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Speaker 1: should have like ten kids right now, the country rain.

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Speaker 1: But I say, als, oh my god, y go ahead.

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Speaker 1: So he was, you know, persistent. Our communication grew stronger,

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Speaker 1: and one day I'm out, you know, selling my drinks

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Speaker 1: or whatever. He came to support. He literally like got

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Speaker 1: like every one of the drinks that I had in

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Speaker 1: in a little while. And the hug felt so good,

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Speaker 1: like it just it felt like it was supposed to

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Speaker 1: flattered him and I share locations. Really, we shared locations.

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Speaker 1: right there was like, kudos to your heads off to you, sir.

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Speaker 1: like you're showing me off. This one bitch was hating

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Speaker 1: big time talk about something. Oh you're only sucking her

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Speaker 1: because that's us hilarious, sister, Like, then shut the funk up,

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Speaker 1: I was related to you, because you know, he was

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Speaker 1: want to give him no raps, So get the funk

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Speaker 1: we can't go there around no more. You're saying, yeah,

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Speaker 1: your heart to heal, Ny, You never know whose treasure

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Speaker 1: you definitely is what this man was praying for it

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Speaker 1: because he told you that, yes he did. He told me.

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Speaker 1: He told you that, he told me that he prayed

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Speaker 1: I didn't pray you know for you, you know, per

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Speaker 1: So that right there. For one, like just the fact

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Speaker 1: He prays. So it's just like you know, he golferd

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Speaker 1: golf you're not a girl friend. Fuck you're look bit

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Speaker 1: He a girl friend. Look, but y'all so he and

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Speaker 1: he loves his kids. I'm a sucker for that. I

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Speaker 1: many kids got He has two children, you have three,

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Speaker 1: So he already know he's done with that like whatever

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Speaker 1: that Yeah, he's all down for the Brady bunch. It.

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Speaker 1: He's he's talking future. He's talking future. He's talking future,

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Speaker 1: not the rap, but not that kind of future. Ool Jesus,

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Speaker 1: I would hope that. But so what, oh my god,

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Speaker 1: So what type of future ship is he talking? Like

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Speaker 1: so this is something that he's already wonted then, Yeah,

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Speaker 1: I mean niggas is getting over real, Like he about

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Speaker 1: to be thirty nine. He's a virgal like men. You

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Speaker 1: know I'm a Zodiac person. He's my Virgo lover. His

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Speaker 1: birthday is a week after mine. Have you ever dated

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Speaker 1: but the August one was ain't right because that's what

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Speaker 1: Michael Jackson was. First of all, big, don't ever try

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Speaker 1: to there's no ever trying to play with Michael later

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Speaker 1: because you didn't even know. You don't ever do that.

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Speaker 1: You don't say yeah, not them, umgus, because that's what

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Speaker 1: it's safe to say that you have been completely hold

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Speaker 1: He's all I think of. When he calls my my

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Speaker 1: day just brightens up. He makes my heart smile. I

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Speaker 1: at first? I really, I really do a heartbreak, I

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Speaker 1: It wasn't a forced situation. It was just like a

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Speaker 1: I don't meddam not too goddamnit. Now you're trying to

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Speaker 1: it's just amazing. He's extremely thoughtful. He sends me random

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Speaker 1: That's what all this ship is like. No, it's not. No, oh,

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Speaker 1: I know it's I'm coming. No, No, you don't never

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Speaker 1: tell me that ship. I know that's right, man, Okay

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Speaker 1: put it there. No, because it's just being thoughtful. Ain't

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Speaker 1: know all the ship that matters, like my birthday, my

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Speaker 1: cash ap? No, No, she plays all that's just added

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Speaker 1: to the to the love that you know. Yeah, he's

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Speaker 1: he's given to me. He deserves it. I had him

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Speaker 1: a nice Father's day give oh, yes, and I took

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Speaker 1: him on a date, our first official date, and you know,

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Speaker 1: just to let you women know it is okay for

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Speaker 1: you to take you're mad on a fucking date like

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Speaker 1: because they deserved that ship too, especially when they're showing

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Speaker 1: Hella love to you and they always there and doing

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Speaker 1: stuff for you and reciprocate. Bitch. Yeah, first of all,

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Speaker 1: what they gotta be bitches, were just crying off. These

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Speaker 1: men deserve to be treated as kings like they treating

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Speaker 1: us like queens and stuff like that. They deserved the same.

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Speaker 1: And all of them are not bad, Like, all of

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Speaker 1: them are not the same. Like stopped looking at every

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Speaker 1: man the same. All these niggas ain't no ancient niggas,

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Speaker 1: So yeah, I mean we were, all of us not

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Speaker 1: by no. Unfortunately I'm back for the streets y'all. So

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Speaker 1: it's like, no, I'm joking. I'm not I'm joking. I'm

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Speaker 1: in this bitch crying every night, It's all right, No,

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Speaker 1: not crying because I'm just I just need I just

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Speaker 1: need to get myself all the way together. It's just like,

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Speaker 1: Like this is just I feel like this is because

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Speaker 1: you got money. Yeah, I feel like it's because you

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Speaker 1: have money, your celebrity, and I feel like it's just

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Speaker 1: hard just being in the line. I'm like, I mean, ship,

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Speaker 1: my ship has always failed and I even got no

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Speaker 1: motherfucking money. So I don't know. I'm just scratched that

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Speaker 1: six years later, I am finally in a relationship where

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Speaker 1: someone is proud to have me and consistent with consistent,

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Speaker 1: proud to have me, not hiding me. And you know

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Speaker 1: as I get off, this is about the yes, you

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Speaker 1: end of yet another camfully Records episode What's Your Girl?

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Speaker 1: I'm the babies saying, oh I can't this shop is closed?

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Speaker 1: y'all love me, and I love y'all, and I love y'all.

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Speaker 1: Motherfucker's tooth for loving me because of y'all love her,

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Speaker 1: you guys. It was like that nigg and he was

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Speaker 1: just give you a chance to like let people know

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Speaker 1: you know, it's it's not easy going through a heartbreak,

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Speaker 1: you need to know that you need to love yourself

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Speaker 1: and it's abouter to let motherfucker's go to show you that,

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Speaker 1: you know, you just wasted your time and show you

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Speaker 1: And just like that, we out of here and make

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Speaker 1: sure you tune in next week every week, seven am,

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