1 00:00:08,560 --> 00:00:12,520 Speaker 1: Welcome, Welcome, welcome back to the Bob West Podcast. My 2 00:00:12,680 --> 00:00:15,360 Speaker 1: guest today he is the one to know me, Judy Collin, 3 00:00:15,880 --> 00:00:18,920 Speaker 1: you'd be glad to have I'm thrilled to be here, Bob, 4 00:00:18,960 --> 00:00:22,640 Speaker 1: thanks for inviting me. Okay, you actually played a gig 5 00:00:22,720 --> 00:00:25,840 Speaker 1: last night at City Winery. How did that come together? Well? 6 00:00:25,840 --> 00:00:29,880 Speaker 1: It was wonderful. I'm an old City Winery performer, and 7 00:00:30,000 --> 00:00:34,919 Speaker 1: so I've already performed twice since uh, March or April 8 00:00:35,200 --> 00:00:38,520 Speaker 1: May one, I guess May first. So it's been wonderful 9 00:00:38,760 --> 00:00:41,159 Speaker 1: to get back. And I was also in New Jersey 10 00:00:41,520 --> 00:00:45,800 Speaker 1: last week at a wonderful engagement in Eatontown. So I'm 11 00:00:45,840 --> 00:00:49,199 Speaker 1: back on the boards and my book is full again 12 00:00:49,760 --> 00:00:53,160 Speaker 1: of all those dozens and hundreds of concerts that were 13 00:00:53,159 --> 00:00:57,240 Speaker 1: booked last year when we went into lockdown, and so 14 00:00:57,280 --> 00:01:00,920 Speaker 1: they're all coming up now like Roses. Uh. So what 15 00:01:00,960 --> 00:01:06,080 Speaker 1: do you do during lockdown? I practice the piano, I 16 00:01:06,160 --> 00:01:09,880 Speaker 1: made lunch and dinner for the most part, looked for movies, 17 00:01:10,400 --> 00:01:16,240 Speaker 1: had had zooms with friends and with various business enterprise. 18 00:01:16,280 --> 00:01:20,160 Speaker 1: Started my own podcast called Since You've Asked, which is 19 00:01:20,200 --> 00:01:23,240 Speaker 1: coming into being I think in July July, the eight 20 00:01:24,480 --> 00:01:27,200 Speaker 1: and I have interviewed a number of people that I 21 00:01:27,240 --> 00:01:30,600 Speaker 1: have enjoyed being with. It's it's you know, I think 22 00:01:30,640 --> 00:01:34,040 Speaker 1: you will agree. I think I'm very attracted to your 23 00:01:34,120 --> 00:01:41,400 Speaker 1: podcast and to your wonderful array of exploratory talks with people. 24 00:01:41,480 --> 00:01:43,640 Speaker 1: And it is kind of a way of socialize, don't 25 00:01:43,640 --> 00:01:47,800 Speaker 1: you think, among other you know, I talked to my 26 00:01:47,880 --> 00:01:50,320 Speaker 1: shrink and I say, listen, I'm in a bad I'm 27 00:01:50,360 --> 00:01:52,280 Speaker 1: in a bad mood. And all of a sudden, no 28 00:01:52,280 --> 00:01:55,120 Speaker 1: matter what moods I start to podcast, it completely changes one. 29 00:01:55,400 --> 00:01:58,440 Speaker 1: It changes your mood. It's wonderful. So it's good to 30 00:01:58,480 --> 00:02:02,120 Speaker 1: be back on the wards and uh so that's what 31 00:02:02,200 --> 00:02:05,840 Speaker 1: I did in the in the lockdown here in New York. 32 00:02:05,920 --> 00:02:09,760 Speaker 1: We were here, I think we have I'm I'm terribly 33 00:02:09,840 --> 00:02:13,119 Speaker 1: unhappy about the losses and the deaths that we've had here, 34 00:02:13,160 --> 00:02:15,920 Speaker 1: and I know you've had them there, and I have 35 00:02:16,080 --> 00:02:18,760 Speaker 1: to say that we've in that in the light of 36 00:02:18,800 --> 00:02:22,119 Speaker 1: that that was going on, we've had a very privileged lockdown. 37 00:02:22,120 --> 00:02:24,359 Speaker 1: In fact, I've had a rest. I haven't had a 38 00:02:24,440 --> 00:02:28,080 Speaker 1: rest in about sixty years, so except for being sick 39 00:02:28,120 --> 00:02:31,760 Speaker 1: a couple of times. So it's been a real strange 40 00:02:32,480 --> 00:02:34,600 Speaker 1: kind of a gift for me. I've worked on all 41 00:02:34,639 --> 00:02:37,919 Speaker 1: my own songs which are going to come out soon 42 00:02:38,000 --> 00:02:42,560 Speaker 1: in an album, probably next year. So that's been very 43 00:02:42,639 --> 00:02:48,080 Speaker 1: totalizing to me. Wow. So, uh, he's not very busy, 44 00:02:48,760 --> 00:02:52,560 Speaker 1: you know, I'm busy. Okay, So what kind of movies 45 00:02:52,639 --> 00:02:56,040 Speaker 1: did you watch during the lockdown? Oh? Everything you can 46 00:02:56,080 --> 00:03:03,560 Speaker 1: think of the favorites. We just watched thirty episodes of Yellowstone. Now. 47 00:03:03,600 --> 00:03:07,440 Speaker 1: I'm a Western girl, so I love Kevin Cosner, I 48 00:03:07,480 --> 00:03:11,080 Speaker 1: love the rodeos, I love the mountains in Montana, I 49 00:03:11,160 --> 00:03:14,280 Speaker 1: love the Indians. I love the fights about land and 50 00:03:14,320 --> 00:03:17,480 Speaker 1: water and uh so that was a big part of it. 51 00:03:17,520 --> 00:03:21,280 Speaker 1: We watched all of a couple of big We watched 52 00:03:21,320 --> 00:03:26,560 Speaker 1: The Queen. We watched What's What's the early series about 53 00:03:26,639 --> 00:03:28,520 Speaker 1: King Henry the eight and the guy who played in 54 00:03:28,639 --> 00:03:31,400 Speaker 1: was very sin so it was distracting for a while. 55 00:03:33,200 --> 00:03:36,240 Speaker 1: We have one of our favorites, which I really recommend 56 00:03:36,240 --> 00:03:39,680 Speaker 1: to everybody, is called The Night Manager, and it's I 57 00:03:39,760 --> 00:03:43,040 Speaker 1: think six or eight episodes and it's a John Lacarae 58 00:03:43,320 --> 00:03:48,440 Speaker 1: book of course, taken into the into the theater of television, 59 00:03:48,560 --> 00:03:51,000 Speaker 1: and it is superb. I must say that was one 60 00:03:51,000 --> 00:03:53,160 Speaker 1: of our favorites. I would go back and watch. In fact, 61 00:03:53,280 --> 00:03:55,480 Speaker 1: we did, I think watched that twice. We had a 62 00:03:55,480 --> 00:03:59,240 Speaker 1: whole year, and then we went back and picked the highlights, 63 00:03:59,440 --> 00:04:02,120 Speaker 1: and we're giving them another run. I even watched my 64 00:04:02,200 --> 00:04:05,880 Speaker 1: I even watched my own movie. I can't listen to myself, 65 00:04:05,920 --> 00:04:08,360 Speaker 1: so good credit for that. Let me ask you something, 66 00:04:08,440 --> 00:04:13,680 Speaker 1: you so so upbeat invaluable. I'm kind of stunned. Is 67 00:04:13,720 --> 00:04:18,039 Speaker 1: this your normal personality? Yes, this is me. This is me, 68 00:04:18,560 --> 00:04:20,760 Speaker 1: you know. I was born an optimist, and my sister 69 00:04:20,839 --> 00:04:25,000 Speaker 1: always accuses me of taking on that that costume at 70 00:04:25,000 --> 00:04:28,159 Speaker 1: all times, not taking it off very often. No, I 71 00:04:28,240 --> 00:04:31,760 Speaker 1: have to be well. The first thing that you have 72 00:04:31,880 --> 00:04:35,760 Speaker 1: to do as a singer. I think the practicing is 73 00:04:35,960 --> 00:04:39,560 Speaker 1: initially the daily routine has to be done once a 74 00:04:39,640 --> 00:04:42,120 Speaker 1: day because you're a pianist, so you have to keep 75 00:04:42,120 --> 00:04:44,600 Speaker 1: the fingers in shape. You have to keep doing your 76 00:04:44,680 --> 00:04:47,320 Speaker 1: chair and doing your motort, and you have to keep 77 00:04:47,360 --> 00:04:50,520 Speaker 1: writing because if you're writing poems, you might see that 78 00:04:50,600 --> 00:04:52,360 Speaker 1: one or two of them come out as a sound, 79 00:04:52,480 --> 00:04:55,760 Speaker 1: so sometimes they are poems and they won't fit into 80 00:04:55,839 --> 00:04:58,680 Speaker 1: the lyric quality that has to be there for a song. 81 00:04:59,279 --> 00:05:02,280 Speaker 1: So they then you have to eat well. You're breathing 82 00:05:02,360 --> 00:05:05,200 Speaker 1: when you're singing, so that's good. That keeps your spirits up. 83 00:05:05,480 --> 00:05:08,880 Speaker 1: And I have to keep my My routine involves having 84 00:05:08,920 --> 00:05:13,920 Speaker 1: to exercise at least five times a weekend, usually uh 85 00:05:13,960 --> 00:05:17,719 Speaker 1: three or four miles of walking, sometimes five. So it's 86 00:05:17,760 --> 00:05:21,359 Speaker 1: the exercise and I eat well. I can't eat junk. 87 00:05:22,120 --> 00:05:25,560 Speaker 1: I don't Oh, we don't smoke anymore. I don't drink anymore. 88 00:05:25,560 --> 00:05:29,880 Speaker 1: So what's left but to have fun. Let's go back 89 00:05:29,880 --> 00:05:32,480 Speaker 1: a chapter. You say you're a Western girl. You certainly 90 00:05:32,480 --> 00:05:36,320 Speaker 1: grew up in the West, but you know, having you 91 00:05:36,360 --> 00:05:38,760 Speaker 1: pretty much lived in the city since then, is your 92 00:05:38,839 --> 00:05:42,120 Speaker 1: mind in the Western? Do you actually go visit the West? 93 00:05:42,720 --> 00:05:45,880 Speaker 1: For years, I have visited. I've gone on ski trips, 94 00:05:45,920 --> 00:05:50,080 Speaker 1: I've gone hiking ventures. I usually go to Colorado. That's 95 00:05:50,120 --> 00:05:53,719 Speaker 1: the place that my heart lies, and I've and I 96 00:05:53,760 --> 00:05:57,560 Speaker 1: have so such strong pull to Colorado a lot of 97 00:05:57,560 --> 00:05:59,200 Speaker 1: a lot of my writing. I just wrote a new 98 00:05:59,279 --> 00:06:01,719 Speaker 1: called new song called Girl from when I was a 99 00:06:01,760 --> 00:06:04,159 Speaker 1: girl in Colorado, and I think it's going to actually 100 00:06:04,200 --> 00:06:08,039 Speaker 1: be very strong piece in the album. I'm starting to 101 00:06:08,080 --> 00:06:10,200 Speaker 1: do it in public now and a few other things. 102 00:06:10,800 --> 00:06:13,800 Speaker 1: So yes, I live in the city. I've lived in 103 00:06:13,839 --> 00:06:16,800 Speaker 1: New York since nineteen sixty three when I moved here, 104 00:06:17,400 --> 00:06:19,159 Speaker 1: and I've been in the same apartment here in New 105 00:06:19,240 --> 00:06:23,520 Speaker 1: York for fifty years. But people associate me, Oh, I 106 00:06:23,560 --> 00:06:28,160 Speaker 1: love Los Angeles. I have roots there too, certainly musical roots. 107 00:06:28,240 --> 00:06:31,760 Speaker 1: And I've done a number of recordings there. And so 108 00:06:32,200 --> 00:06:36,680 Speaker 1: I think the ocean and the West. Uh, the West 109 00:06:37,200 --> 00:06:39,760 Speaker 1: in all its glory, has a great pulp. But I'll 110 00:06:39,760 --> 00:06:42,960 Speaker 1: tell you there's nowhere. There's nowhere like New York. Yesterday 111 00:06:43,080 --> 00:06:46,479 Speaker 1: night before last, we went to Monday night, we went 112 00:06:46,560 --> 00:06:52,560 Speaker 1: to an opening of a Renaissance exhibition of the Medici paintings, 113 00:06:52,600 --> 00:06:56,720 Speaker 1: portraits really and the The few days before that, we 114 00:06:56,760 --> 00:06:59,560 Speaker 1: went over to the met and we wandered for a 115 00:06:59,640 --> 00:07:02,200 Speaker 1: number of hours through the Asian Wing, which is one 116 00:07:02,200 --> 00:07:06,080 Speaker 1: of the great treasures of this city. And of course 117 00:07:06,120 --> 00:07:08,640 Speaker 1: I have friends here. I have roots here. I know 118 00:07:08,760 --> 00:07:11,640 Speaker 1: all where all the good restaurants are, and some of 119 00:07:11,680 --> 00:07:15,240 Speaker 1: them are still open by God, and so that's been 120 00:07:15,240 --> 00:07:19,080 Speaker 1: a treat um I have. I have all kinds of friends, 121 00:07:19,120 --> 00:07:21,800 Speaker 1: you know, in l A. Well, the truth is, I 122 00:07:21,840 --> 00:07:24,720 Speaker 1: didn't move to Los Angeles I did work there. I 123 00:07:24,760 --> 00:07:27,920 Speaker 1: had an affair there was a very important affair with 124 00:07:27,960 --> 00:07:31,040 Speaker 1: Steven Stills. But I never moved there. I think I 125 00:07:31,040 --> 00:07:34,200 Speaker 1: would be dead if I'd moved there. I'm too susceptible 126 00:07:34,280 --> 00:07:36,760 Speaker 1: to the rhythms there. And it was the age of 127 00:07:36,840 --> 00:07:40,480 Speaker 1: drugs and overdoses, and I would have been right there 128 00:07:40,520 --> 00:07:42,600 Speaker 1: in the middle of it. And I in New York. 129 00:07:42,680 --> 00:07:46,800 Speaker 1: I had my therapist, I had my my lovers, and 130 00:07:46,880 --> 00:07:49,920 Speaker 1: my husband now of well, my my life partner, but 131 00:07:50,400 --> 00:07:54,160 Speaker 1: and my husband and my life partner of forty three years. 132 00:07:54,240 --> 00:07:56,920 Speaker 1: So New York is where it's at for me. There's 133 00:07:56,960 --> 00:08:00,480 Speaker 1: nothing like it. It's stimulating. My friends are not all decisions. 134 00:08:00,560 --> 00:08:02,680 Speaker 1: Some of them are painters, some of them are writers. 135 00:08:02,720 --> 00:08:07,880 Speaker 1: Some of them are just weird. So you know, Colorado, 136 00:08:08,000 --> 00:08:10,240 Speaker 1: Denver's in the flats and then in the mountains. Are 137 00:08:10,240 --> 00:08:12,120 Speaker 1: you more of a mountain girl or do you like 138 00:08:12,160 --> 00:08:15,200 Speaker 1: to see the mountains in the distance. I'm a mountain girl. 139 00:08:15,240 --> 00:08:20,360 Speaker 1: I had when I was a teenager. I was living 140 00:08:20,400 --> 00:08:23,200 Speaker 1: in Denver, of course, and when I was starting to 141 00:08:24,280 --> 00:08:28,560 Speaker 1: have those summer jobs, I started out working at a 142 00:08:28,600 --> 00:08:31,080 Speaker 1: place called Sportsland Valley guest Ranch over on the other 143 00:08:31,120 --> 00:08:33,920 Speaker 1: side of birth it well, I started skiing. Of course, 144 00:08:34,280 --> 00:08:36,760 Speaker 1: my brother's skied all the time. I had to practice, 145 00:08:37,000 --> 00:08:39,400 Speaker 1: so I was not up on the slopes as often 146 00:08:39,600 --> 00:08:42,880 Speaker 1: as they were. So I'm not as great as skiers there, 147 00:08:42,920 --> 00:08:46,000 Speaker 1: but I'm a very I'm fifty five or sixty years 148 00:08:46,000 --> 00:08:47,880 Speaker 1: of skiing, and you know, it does teach you how 149 00:08:47,920 --> 00:08:52,360 Speaker 1: to ski. So I'm a mountain girl and working in 150 00:08:52,360 --> 00:08:58,760 Speaker 1: in the mountains, uh at at guest ranches, and then 151 00:08:58,960 --> 00:09:02,320 Speaker 1: after I got out of high school and went to 152 00:09:02,360 --> 00:09:05,480 Speaker 1: college for a year, had a job in Rocky Mountain 153 00:09:05,520 --> 00:09:11,559 Speaker 1: National Park running running a wilderness site in the Rocky 154 00:09:11,600 --> 00:09:14,600 Speaker 1: Mountain National Park which was called Friend Lake Lodge. It 155 00:09:14,720 --> 00:09:17,960 Speaker 1: was a lodge which had been in existence since nineteen ten, 156 00:09:18,760 --> 00:09:21,480 Speaker 1: and when we got there, we were the first people 157 00:09:21,520 --> 00:09:23,480 Speaker 1: to run it for a couple of years because nobody 158 00:09:23,480 --> 00:09:26,240 Speaker 1: wanted to live there without electricity, which we didn't care. 159 00:09:27,160 --> 00:09:31,439 Speaker 1: And I can live by starlight or moonlight or firelight anytime. 160 00:09:32,280 --> 00:09:35,640 Speaker 1: And it was really the event of a lifetime. Really. 161 00:09:35,679 --> 00:09:39,280 Speaker 1: I had to bake pies and bread on a wood stove, 162 00:09:39,360 --> 00:09:41,240 Speaker 1: and I got by the end of the summer, We're saying, 163 00:09:41,280 --> 00:09:44,400 Speaker 1: you know, you really can't get a decent meal without 164 00:09:44,480 --> 00:09:49,400 Speaker 1: cooking it in a was so so I'm very I 165 00:09:49,679 --> 00:09:53,200 Speaker 1: very much romanticized the Rockies. Yes, things have changed. I 166 00:09:53,280 --> 00:09:57,079 Speaker 1: tried to buy that place, but the government had started 167 00:09:57,120 --> 00:10:01,120 Speaker 1: Operation sixty four, which was intend to move all of 168 00:10:01,160 --> 00:10:05,960 Speaker 1: the commercial quotes commercial enterprises out of the National Park. 169 00:10:06,040 --> 00:10:08,679 Speaker 1: So we lost that and I would have wound up 170 00:10:09,400 --> 00:10:11,680 Speaker 1: working for the parks. I was probably if I hadn't 171 00:10:11,679 --> 00:10:15,320 Speaker 1: started singing songs for money. So when was lost? Time 172 00:10:15,360 --> 00:10:18,760 Speaker 1: you skied? I'm a big skier in Colorado. I love 173 00:10:18,840 --> 00:10:21,960 Speaker 1: I love skis, you know. I I skied pretty much 174 00:10:21,960 --> 00:10:25,360 Speaker 1: every year either either Veil or Aspen or Winter Park 175 00:10:26,000 --> 00:10:29,920 Speaker 1: and primarily those places. And about four or five I 176 00:10:29,920 --> 00:10:33,760 Speaker 1: have I decided that I really had to give it 177 00:10:33,840 --> 00:10:37,000 Speaker 1: up because I couldn't afford to have another injury, frankly 178 00:10:37,400 --> 00:10:40,439 Speaker 1: because of my schedule, because I'm on the road. Because 179 00:10:41,200 --> 00:10:44,079 Speaker 1: I just couldn't do it anymore. It's too dangerous. It's 180 00:10:44,120 --> 00:10:49,079 Speaker 1: a dangerous sport. And I have I have a um 181 00:10:49,120 --> 00:10:53,679 Speaker 1: A replacement shoulder, I have lots of pins in my legs. 182 00:10:53,880 --> 00:10:57,800 Speaker 1: And uh, I really said to myself, it's after the 183 00:10:57,880 --> 00:10:59,960 Speaker 1: last big one. And I went back after the show 184 00:11:00,080 --> 00:11:03,160 Speaker 1: to replacement, and I skied for a few more years. 185 00:11:03,240 --> 00:11:06,000 Speaker 1: But I love it, love it, love it. But I'm 186 00:11:06,000 --> 00:11:08,839 Speaker 1: not going to ski across country. It's there's no no 187 00:11:09,760 --> 00:11:12,920 Speaker 1: fair comparison. And I like the speed and the wind, 188 00:11:13,080 --> 00:11:16,200 Speaker 1: and I couldn't agree more. The freedom. You know. The 189 00:11:16,200 --> 00:11:18,520 Speaker 1: great thing about skiing, I'm like tennis or something. At 190 00:11:18,520 --> 00:11:21,840 Speaker 1: any ability level, you can reach your limit and both 191 00:11:21,920 --> 00:11:29,080 Speaker 1: enjoy it and be scared. Right exactly, So these injuries 192 00:11:29,120 --> 00:11:32,960 Speaker 1: were all as results of skiing. Yes, but that's why 193 00:11:33,000 --> 00:11:35,760 Speaker 1: I think so. Yes, I'd like to go back, and 194 00:11:35,800 --> 00:11:38,720 Speaker 1: who knows? I may, I may, I may go back 195 00:11:38,800 --> 00:11:41,440 Speaker 1: because I have a brother who's a ski instructor still 196 00:11:41,480 --> 00:11:45,560 Speaker 1: at Veil, and oh yes, Dave has hung in there. 197 00:11:45,600 --> 00:11:48,800 Speaker 1: You know, Dave's life consists of getting injured in the 198 00:11:48,840 --> 00:11:52,880 Speaker 1: winter and then spending the summer rehabbing. That's his life. 199 00:11:53,000 --> 00:11:55,640 Speaker 1: He's in another one. They've taken one of his shoulders 200 00:11:55,640 --> 00:11:58,400 Speaker 1: apart three or four times. They're giving up trying to 201 00:11:58,440 --> 00:12:01,840 Speaker 1: find place, think places to put all this gear that 202 00:12:01,920 --> 00:12:04,560 Speaker 1: has to go back there when he gets an injury. 203 00:12:04,559 --> 00:12:06,560 Speaker 1: But he's still at it Veil and he still has 204 00:12:06,679 --> 00:12:09,800 Speaker 1: has clients. I mean, he's got to be seven years 205 00:12:09,840 --> 00:12:12,240 Speaker 1: younger than I I am. I thinking I made it too. 206 00:12:12,280 --> 00:12:16,040 Speaker 1: So he's whatever that is, seventies something. But he also 207 00:12:16,200 --> 00:12:18,560 Speaker 1: works all the time because he's a great builder. He 208 00:12:18,720 --> 00:12:22,680 Speaker 1: built about ninety of the maybe you know them, the 209 00:12:22,760 --> 00:12:29,120 Speaker 1: pine Um houses in Veil in the early sixties, and 210 00:12:29,160 --> 00:12:30,839 Speaker 1: then he went off to went off the tracks for 211 00:12:30,920 --> 00:12:33,320 Speaker 1: one then he came back and they all they all 212 00:12:33,400 --> 00:12:36,439 Speaker 1: have to keep Dave Collins on board because he knows everything, 213 00:12:36,480 --> 00:12:39,160 Speaker 1: you know, he has the he's like being a national 214 00:12:39,200 --> 00:12:42,080 Speaker 1: treasure in Japan. He knows all the things to do 215 00:12:42,160 --> 00:12:44,640 Speaker 1: with all the building tricks and all the things that 216 00:12:44,720 --> 00:12:47,800 Speaker 1: people need to have done when they're building or rebuilding. 217 00:12:48,480 --> 00:12:51,480 Speaker 1: And so he promised me that maybe next year he 218 00:12:51,520 --> 00:12:53,240 Speaker 1: is going to retire, but I don't believe it, and 219 00:12:53,320 --> 00:12:57,080 Speaker 1: certainly not from skiing. Okay, so you say that you're 220 00:12:57,120 --> 00:13:00,080 Speaker 1: eighty two. We live in a world where every but 221 00:13:00,120 --> 00:13:03,280 Speaker 1: he's lying about the rangel though now you can look 222 00:13:03,280 --> 00:13:08,080 Speaker 1: at you're so upfront. So how do you feel about aging? Well, 223 00:13:08,120 --> 00:13:12,080 Speaker 1: it's a fortunate journey because you could get off anywhere 224 00:13:12,080 --> 00:13:19,080 Speaker 1: along the way, and I haven't. I I like what's 225 00:13:19,120 --> 00:13:21,320 Speaker 1: going on in my life a lot. I like it 226 00:13:21,720 --> 00:13:27,600 Speaker 1: I am always willing to say that somebody might be 227 00:13:27,720 --> 00:13:32,560 Speaker 1: right instead of wrong. So I'm open to improvement, and 228 00:13:32,600 --> 00:13:36,040 Speaker 1: I think that's never ending. Learning is never ending, and 229 00:13:36,400 --> 00:13:40,080 Speaker 1: curiosity is never ending. And I live in a very 230 00:13:40,080 --> 00:13:45,040 Speaker 1: interesting world which we all do challenging, certainly as challenging 231 00:13:45,120 --> 00:13:49,200 Speaker 1: as the sixties world, though, I mean, nothing nothing comes 232 00:13:49,280 --> 00:13:52,040 Speaker 1: up to Vietnam. Nothing does. There was a big piece 233 00:13:52,040 --> 00:13:53,800 Speaker 1: in the Times, I don't know if you saw it 234 00:13:53,880 --> 00:13:59,720 Speaker 1: last week about it was. It was about ten pages, 235 00:14:00,000 --> 00:14:04,080 Speaker 1: well pages, uh, and about the big report that was 236 00:14:05,400 --> 00:14:08,200 Speaker 1: came out in nine one about all of the lies 237 00:14:08,360 --> 00:14:12,840 Speaker 1: and all of the horrible Anyway, nothing really beats Vietnam, 238 00:14:12,960 --> 00:14:16,280 Speaker 1: and frankly, we'll never get over paying for it. I 239 00:14:16,360 --> 00:14:19,080 Speaker 1: said all the time as we were marching against the war, 240 00:14:19,120 --> 00:14:21,320 Speaker 1: I said, you know, this is this comes with the price. 241 00:14:21,560 --> 00:14:23,920 Speaker 1: This it's not just the people that are dying, both 242 00:14:23,960 --> 00:14:30,160 Speaker 1: in Vietnam and our American soldiers. It's it's it's a price, 243 00:14:30,560 --> 00:14:33,880 Speaker 1: and it's gonna it's gonna come to one of these days. Okay, 244 00:14:33,920 --> 00:14:37,320 Speaker 1: So how is your health other than these physical injuries 245 00:14:37,480 --> 00:14:40,960 Speaker 1: with h you know, the shoulder, etcetera. Perfect for a 246 00:14:41,080 --> 00:14:42,720 Speaker 1: check out. Okay, So you could you can live for 247 00:14:42,760 --> 00:14:45,920 Speaker 1: another twenty years? Twenty years is what I'm counting on. 248 00:14:46,160 --> 00:14:49,320 Speaker 1: Maybe I come from also a line of people who 249 00:14:49,400 --> 00:14:52,640 Speaker 1: live a long time, and I have an aunt who's 250 00:14:52,680 --> 00:14:56,080 Speaker 1: a hundred now, and some of my mother's aunts and 251 00:14:56,200 --> 00:15:00,800 Speaker 1: uncles from uh the Bird line, in the Cope line 252 00:15:00,840 --> 00:15:03,360 Speaker 1: of her family. The Birds and the Copes live a 253 00:15:03,360 --> 00:15:07,040 Speaker 1: long time hundred and four hundred and five. So who knows. However, 254 00:15:07,280 --> 00:15:10,680 Speaker 1: I'm getting I'm in the game for today. That's plenty 255 00:15:10,840 --> 00:15:13,640 Speaker 1: for me. Well how do you feel, I mean, I'm 256 00:15:13,680 --> 00:15:16,400 Speaker 1: fourteen years younger than you and I'm experiencing it. How 257 00:15:16,400 --> 00:15:20,040 Speaker 1: do you feel about your friends and people you know? Passing? 258 00:15:20,720 --> 00:15:24,160 Speaker 1: I hated, I hated. I lost a couple of friends 259 00:15:24,160 --> 00:15:29,800 Speaker 1: to the COVID Dynamic. Wonderful writer named Patty Bosworth was 260 00:15:29,840 --> 00:15:31,520 Speaker 1: a very close friend of mine. She was one of 261 00:15:31,520 --> 00:15:35,240 Speaker 1: the first to could leave. She was finishing a book 262 00:15:35,280 --> 00:15:41,080 Speaker 1: on UH Paul Robeson. I'm hoping that it's coming out. 263 00:15:41,120 --> 00:15:44,400 Speaker 1: I think her publishes. Her publishers said in her oh 264 00:15:44,520 --> 00:15:47,880 Speaker 1: bit that she was that it was ready to roll. 265 00:15:48,040 --> 00:15:51,080 Speaker 1: I haven't seen any announcements about it. And that was 266 00:15:51,120 --> 00:15:52,960 Speaker 1: a year ago that she died A little over a 267 00:15:53,040 --> 00:15:57,640 Speaker 1: year ago. But of course, yeah, it's terrible. I mean, 268 00:15:57,680 --> 00:16:00,960 Speaker 1: people die and the ones you don't expect to die, 269 00:16:01,640 --> 00:16:08,120 Speaker 1: and you know, only the only the young die young. Okay, now, 270 00:16:08,240 --> 00:16:10,560 Speaker 1: needless to say, just talking about the music business, it's 271 00:16:10,600 --> 00:16:14,960 Speaker 1: completely changed from the sixties and seventies from today. And 272 00:16:15,000 --> 00:16:18,920 Speaker 1: one of the big things is stars were much bigger 273 00:16:19,160 --> 00:16:23,000 Speaker 1: back then. Without going into all the technology, why does 274 00:16:23,080 --> 00:16:26,720 Speaker 1: this affect your outlook? It's like, okay, you have all 275 00:16:26,760 --> 00:16:31,440 Speaker 1: this visibility in the sixties and seventies and nobody has 276 00:16:31,480 --> 00:16:34,560 Speaker 1: that level of visibility or do you just put your 277 00:16:34,560 --> 00:16:38,040 Speaker 1: eyes forward and keep going. Well, the work is what 278 00:16:38,240 --> 00:16:42,400 Speaker 1: it's all about, of course, the contact. It's interesting because 279 00:16:42,560 --> 00:16:50,480 Speaker 1: during the pandemic I did too viral full fully operational shows. 280 00:16:50,560 --> 00:16:54,560 Speaker 1: I went to UH September twenty three. We got in 281 00:16:54,560 --> 00:16:59,040 Speaker 1: the car in our masks and we drove to We 282 00:16:59,040 --> 00:17:02,920 Speaker 1: were driven to Norfolk, Virginia, where I sang to an 283 00:17:02,960 --> 00:17:06,479 Speaker 1: empty theater. It's called the Chrysler Theater, gorgeous theater. And 284 00:17:06,520 --> 00:17:09,120 Speaker 1: we stayed in a hotel. There was a hilton there 285 00:17:08,720 --> 00:17:12,040 Speaker 1: was full. Fully, we didn't eat any food there. We 286 00:17:12,080 --> 00:17:14,680 Speaker 1: took all of our food with us, but we had 287 00:17:14,680 --> 00:17:18,119 Speaker 1: a wonderful time, and I sang into this gorgeous, gorgeous theater. 288 00:17:18,600 --> 00:17:21,640 Speaker 1: I don't have a problem with that. I love my audiences. 289 00:17:21,720 --> 00:17:26,200 Speaker 1: But frankly, after all the years of television and recordings 290 00:17:26,240 --> 00:17:29,520 Speaker 1: in recruit recording studios where you don't have an audience, 291 00:17:29,800 --> 00:17:32,160 Speaker 1: and I'm a radio girl. I grew up my father 292 00:17:32,320 --> 00:17:34,520 Speaker 1: was in the radio. He had a radio show for 293 00:17:34,600 --> 00:17:37,199 Speaker 1: thirty years, and so I was on the show and 294 00:17:37,240 --> 00:17:39,040 Speaker 1: I listened to the show, and I was used to 295 00:17:39,320 --> 00:17:42,159 Speaker 1: I'm used to singing wherever it is that I am, 296 00:17:42,200 --> 00:17:44,880 Speaker 1: with or without an audience. Then I did a big 297 00:17:44,920 --> 00:17:48,280 Speaker 1: town Hall show which I just signed about a hundred 298 00:17:48,280 --> 00:17:51,240 Speaker 1: and fifty posters from that show, which I did here 299 00:17:51,320 --> 00:17:55,119 Speaker 1: at town Hall in January, again empty theater. Well, I've 300 00:17:55,160 --> 00:17:58,480 Speaker 1: been in town Hall since nineteen sixty four. I've been 301 00:17:58,480 --> 00:18:02,800 Speaker 1: singing there, and town How asked me, would I repeat 302 00:18:03,200 --> 00:18:06,040 Speaker 1: some of the material that I did in nine, which 303 00:18:06,080 --> 00:18:10,560 Speaker 1: involved a number of songs by Tom Paxton, Billiatt Wheeler, 304 00:18:11,119 --> 00:18:14,000 Speaker 1: Bob Dylan, and so we did a repeat of a 305 00:18:14,080 --> 00:18:16,040 Speaker 1: number of those things. Of course, we mixed in the 306 00:18:16,440 --> 00:18:20,960 Speaker 1: current some of the current songs, but it was fantastic 307 00:18:21,000 --> 00:18:24,440 Speaker 1: and of course, town Hall is a gorgeous theater with 308 00:18:24,560 --> 00:18:27,119 Speaker 1: or without people in it, and it's historic, and it 309 00:18:27,240 --> 00:18:30,640 Speaker 1: sort of resonates. It gave me a chance to talk 310 00:18:30,680 --> 00:18:34,880 Speaker 1: about to change, to sort of upgrade my my spield, 311 00:18:35,560 --> 00:18:39,960 Speaker 1: you know my spield. I'm funny on stage. I take 312 00:18:40,160 --> 00:18:43,040 Speaker 1: the time and the energy to be funny. I have 313 00:18:43,280 --> 00:18:46,000 Speaker 1: done this for a long time, and to tell stories, 314 00:18:46,480 --> 00:18:50,159 Speaker 1: because it came through working at the Carlisle in New 315 00:18:50,240 --> 00:18:53,840 Speaker 1: York a lot and having that weekly you know, seven 316 00:18:54,000 --> 00:18:57,520 Speaker 1: six or seven days, six days a week, going in 317 00:18:57,680 --> 00:19:00,679 Speaker 1: and talking while you're working. And of course I have 318 00:19:00,720 --> 00:19:03,439 Speaker 1: a lot of stories having lived all this time and 319 00:19:03,560 --> 00:19:06,000 Speaker 1: known a lot of people, and had a lot of lovers, 320 00:19:06,080 --> 00:19:10,000 Speaker 1: and and had a lot of strange things happened to me. 321 00:19:10,600 --> 00:19:14,320 Speaker 1: And so I was very comfortable. But I also went 322 00:19:14,400 --> 00:19:17,960 Speaker 1: back through the history of town Hall and talked about 323 00:19:18,040 --> 00:19:20,760 Speaker 1: some of the people. The people that first open town 324 00:19:20,760 --> 00:19:24,280 Speaker 1: Hall in New York was the Suffragettes. They hired the 325 00:19:24,280 --> 00:19:28,760 Speaker 1: theater and they started out in nineteen one. Was it 326 00:19:28,880 --> 00:19:31,919 Speaker 1: twenty one? I think so. And then everybody you can 327 00:19:32,000 --> 00:19:36,400 Speaker 1: think of performed there, saying they're played in the my 328 00:19:36,560 --> 00:19:39,359 Speaker 1: my teacher, Dr Brico, when I say that I watched 329 00:19:39,359 --> 00:19:42,199 Speaker 1: one of my watched my movie during the lockdown. I 330 00:19:42,240 --> 00:19:44,919 Speaker 1: meant it. I made a movie which was nominated for 331 00:19:44,920 --> 00:19:48,920 Speaker 1: an Academy Award in nineteen seventy five, about my teacher, 332 00:19:49,080 --> 00:19:53,080 Speaker 1: Antonio Brico, and she I'm on the stage there where 333 00:19:53,119 --> 00:19:57,080 Speaker 1: I had been in nineteen sixty four, almost fifty years before, 334 00:19:57,720 --> 00:19:59,960 Speaker 1: and she had been on the stage during the war 335 00:20:00,040 --> 00:20:03,280 Speaker 1: because she had her own orchestra in New York which 336 00:20:03,359 --> 00:20:06,680 Speaker 1: played at Town Hall and at Carnegie Hall. So it 337 00:20:06,760 --> 00:20:11,920 Speaker 1: was a wonderful experience, and I'll tell you it's draw 338 00:20:12,240 --> 00:20:15,119 Speaker 1: It was a very successful experience, and it gave me, 339 00:20:15,600 --> 00:20:19,040 Speaker 1: referring to your idea about exposure. A lot of people 340 00:20:19,119 --> 00:20:21,840 Speaker 1: have watched it, and town Halls got very excited. In fact, 341 00:20:21,840 --> 00:20:24,720 Speaker 1: they made not a CD but a vinyl. So I 342 00:20:24,800 --> 00:20:29,200 Speaker 1: just saw beside vinyls and and posters. I mean, can 343 00:20:29,280 --> 00:20:32,639 Speaker 1: it get any better? I don't know. Okay, let's go 344 00:20:32,680 --> 00:20:35,600 Speaker 1: back to the beginning. You're you know, and some of 345 00:20:35,600 --> 00:20:38,800 Speaker 1: this I know from Wikipedia, as opposed to just living 346 00:20:38,800 --> 00:20:41,800 Speaker 1: and knowing your career from having experienced it. So you 347 00:20:41,920 --> 00:20:45,480 Speaker 1: grow up in Seattle at age four, you move right. 348 00:20:45,520 --> 00:20:49,960 Speaker 1: We moved to to Los Angeles where my dad got 349 00:20:49,960 --> 00:20:55,359 Speaker 1: a job at the CBS radio station in Hollywood. And 350 00:20:55,440 --> 00:21:02,800 Speaker 1: so those years from from already five to forty nine, 351 00:21:03,359 --> 00:21:07,399 Speaker 1: we're in in Hollywood and in the midst of stardom, 352 00:21:07,480 --> 00:21:12,640 Speaker 1: and that's where he met got got all kinds of 353 00:21:12,680 --> 00:21:17,000 Speaker 1: stars that he met. But he also got um involved 354 00:21:17,040 --> 00:21:22,320 Speaker 1: with people who what's the diet guru Gaylord Houser. So 355 00:21:22,440 --> 00:21:25,160 Speaker 1: from then on we ate right, you know, we didn't 356 00:21:25,200 --> 00:21:27,960 Speaker 1: need any white things. We didn't need any any white 357 00:21:28,040 --> 00:21:31,840 Speaker 1: rice or white bread. And he was always on a 358 00:21:31,880 --> 00:21:35,640 Speaker 1: health kick, so that I'm sure that helped everybody. And 359 00:21:35,680 --> 00:21:40,760 Speaker 1: then after Denver, after Seattle and then Hollywood, we moved 360 00:21:40,760 --> 00:21:45,399 Speaker 1: to Denver in n Now, your father was blind. He 361 00:21:45,600 --> 00:21:48,960 Speaker 1: was he was blind from the age of four, and 362 00:21:49,200 --> 00:21:55,720 Speaker 1: he had I think, a stunning career and really life. 363 00:21:55,720 --> 00:21:58,399 Speaker 1: He was He was brilliant, he was funny. He he 364 00:21:58,520 --> 00:22:01,240 Speaker 1: read everything in Braille. He thought, if you hadn't read 365 00:22:01,440 --> 00:22:03,399 Speaker 1: Moby Dick by the time you were seven, there was 366 00:22:03,440 --> 00:22:07,359 Speaker 1: something fundamentally wrong with you. And so I got rid 367 00:22:07,600 --> 00:22:13,520 Speaker 1: the Russians and Ruskolnikov and and Mark Twain, and I 368 00:22:13,560 --> 00:22:16,959 Speaker 1: grew up in a literate and musical household that was. 369 00:22:17,160 --> 00:22:19,199 Speaker 1: There was none like it. And I played the piano 370 00:22:19,320 --> 00:22:22,200 Speaker 1: from the age of about five, maybe four and a half. 371 00:22:22,480 --> 00:22:26,840 Speaker 1: But let's go back at chapter how did your parents meet? Ah? 372 00:22:27,240 --> 00:22:31,000 Speaker 1: They I had my mother right out her a story 373 00:22:31,320 --> 00:22:34,880 Speaker 1: of her meeting my father. And and she was in Seattle. 374 00:22:34,880 --> 00:22:40,520 Speaker 1: They broth in Seattle. She was one of nine kids. 375 00:22:41,320 --> 00:22:45,480 Speaker 1: She was in her early twenties, well I think she was. 376 00:22:46,280 --> 00:22:50,879 Speaker 1: She was twenty two, maybe three, and she was in college. 377 00:22:51,200 --> 00:22:55,480 Speaker 1: And she got on a bus to go home, and 378 00:22:55,960 --> 00:23:00,080 Speaker 1: this fellow was there, she said, dressed nicely, dressed in 379 00:23:01,240 --> 00:23:04,840 Speaker 1: and she noticed he sat down and began pulled out 380 00:23:04,880 --> 00:23:07,560 Speaker 1: a very large book and began running his hands over 381 00:23:07,880 --> 00:23:10,280 Speaker 1: at which at which point she realized he was blind. 382 00:23:10,720 --> 00:23:12,520 Speaker 1: He didn't have a dog, he didn't have a cane. 383 00:23:12,560 --> 00:23:16,480 Speaker 1: So there was only his appearance with the Briale book 384 00:23:16,520 --> 00:23:20,879 Speaker 1: that gave her the clue. And when she got up 385 00:23:20,920 --> 00:23:23,480 Speaker 1: to get off, he got up, got up to get off, 386 00:23:23,520 --> 00:23:26,960 Speaker 1: it's the same spot. And she tried to help him, 387 00:23:27,000 --> 00:23:28,760 Speaker 1: you know, she said, can I give you a hand 388 00:23:28,840 --> 00:23:32,439 Speaker 1: or something? And he brusquely refused that. He said, I 389 00:23:32,440 --> 00:23:34,760 Speaker 1: don't need any help or something. Then it turned out 390 00:23:34,800 --> 00:23:38,320 Speaker 1: that he was walking in her directions, and he was 391 00:23:38,359 --> 00:23:41,480 Speaker 1: going to a club called Kenny's, which was on Queen 392 00:23:41,560 --> 00:23:45,760 Speaker 1: Anne Hill, right near her parents home. And they started 393 00:23:45,800 --> 00:23:48,760 Speaker 1: talking and he said, why don't you come and see me? 394 00:23:49,040 --> 00:23:52,200 Speaker 1: And they did, the family and her sisters and her 395 00:23:52,240 --> 00:23:54,919 Speaker 1: best friend, Eleene. They started to go to Kenny's to 396 00:23:54,960 --> 00:23:57,159 Speaker 1: hear daddy play the piano and say. My father had 397 00:23:57,200 --> 00:23:59,639 Speaker 1: a gorgeous voice, and he sang all the Rodgers and 398 00:23:59,760 --> 00:24:04,360 Speaker 1: heart wonderful hits of the day. And he said to her, now, 399 00:24:04,520 --> 00:24:09,119 Speaker 1: I'm having my radio debut next Saturday night, so I 400 00:24:09,160 --> 00:24:11,800 Speaker 1: hope that you and your friends and your family will listen. 401 00:24:12,600 --> 00:24:15,760 Speaker 1: So Eileen and she and Aline, her best friend, sat 402 00:24:15,800 --> 00:24:22,840 Speaker 1: down in front of the old Pine Emerson Walnut radio. 403 00:24:22,960 --> 00:24:26,280 Speaker 1: You know, the huge thing that you should fill up, Yeah, 404 00:24:26,320 --> 00:24:30,800 Speaker 1: the console. And in the middle of this performance that 405 00:24:30,880 --> 00:24:34,280 Speaker 1: my father did, he was singing, U been so long 406 00:24:34,560 --> 00:24:39,720 Speaker 1: since yo, you went away. I think about you every day. 407 00:24:39,840 --> 00:24:45,159 Speaker 1: My body, my body remember it. Your buddy misses you. 408 00:24:45,760 --> 00:24:48,760 Speaker 1: And my my mother is in tears. And Aline said, 409 00:24:48,800 --> 00:24:51,480 Speaker 1: what is wrong with you? And my mother said, that's 410 00:24:51,480 --> 00:24:54,080 Speaker 1: the man I'm going to marry, and she did. She 411 00:24:54,119 --> 00:24:56,080 Speaker 1: went home and told her parents, I think she told 412 00:24:56,080 --> 00:25:01,320 Speaker 1: her parents before she told my father, and so, so 413 00:25:01,359 --> 00:25:04,359 Speaker 1: then you, uh, you start to take piano lessons. Do 414 00:25:04,440 --> 00:25:07,960 Speaker 1: you like playing the piano? Do you practice? I practice 415 00:25:08,000 --> 00:25:11,359 Speaker 1: all the time. I have to. I practice as I 416 00:25:11,400 --> 00:25:13,480 Speaker 1: once asked my mother if she had to force me 417 00:25:14,080 --> 00:25:17,239 Speaker 1: to to play, to practice, and she said no, I 418 00:25:17,280 --> 00:25:22,040 Speaker 1: had to remind you to wash your hands. Because I 419 00:25:22,160 --> 00:25:24,720 Speaker 1: was also a tomboy. I mean I was out in 420 00:25:24,840 --> 00:25:27,000 Speaker 1: it all the time, you know. I was always a 421 00:25:27,080 --> 00:25:30,199 Speaker 1: running around town. Okay, And when did you start to 422 00:25:30,240 --> 00:25:34,560 Speaker 1: be singing? I sang right away, I have. My first 423 00:25:34,640 --> 00:25:41,200 Speaker 1: performance was in Butte, Montana. My dad was a big 424 00:25:41,280 --> 00:25:44,760 Speaker 1: hit on the radio, and when he lost he lost 425 00:25:44,880 --> 00:25:48,040 Speaker 1: his job on on the on the Seattle radio station, 426 00:25:48,080 --> 00:25:52,240 Speaker 1: but immediately was out on the road with something called 427 00:25:52,359 --> 00:25:55,919 Speaker 1: National School Assemblies, which was something devised by f dr 428 00:25:56,880 --> 00:26:03,640 Speaker 1: Um to accommodate music Asians and communities which needed entertainment, 429 00:26:03,680 --> 00:26:05,439 Speaker 1: and so it was a whole big deal. It was 430 00:26:05,520 --> 00:26:08,000 Speaker 1: something that operated all over the country. But he was 431 00:26:08,119 --> 00:26:13,280 Speaker 1: doing the north western route and so I was in 432 00:26:13,320 --> 00:26:17,399 Speaker 1: the car in the big Buick which my father named Claudia. 433 00:26:17,560 --> 00:26:19,119 Speaker 1: From the age of two and a half or so 434 00:26:19,280 --> 00:26:22,600 Speaker 1: and three and we would drive every place and we 435 00:26:22,880 --> 00:26:25,760 Speaker 1: wound up. I mean, the Northwest goes only so far, 436 00:26:26,200 --> 00:26:28,800 Speaker 1: but we wound up in Butte, Montana. And one night 437 00:26:28,840 --> 00:26:31,280 Speaker 1: he was singing and we came to the intermission and 438 00:26:31,320 --> 00:26:33,400 Speaker 1: he said, do you want to sing something? Because I 439 00:26:33,440 --> 00:26:36,360 Speaker 1: was already singing, he would play the piano for me 440 00:26:36,400 --> 00:26:38,760 Speaker 1: and I would sing. So I said sure. I was 441 00:26:38,880 --> 00:26:42,679 Speaker 1: very excited and I've never been asked to do that before. 442 00:26:42,880 --> 00:26:47,600 Speaker 1: And I said, so what should I sing? And he said, well, 443 00:26:47,880 --> 00:26:50,280 Speaker 1: you should sing something, you know, which is always a 444 00:26:50,280 --> 00:26:55,760 Speaker 1: good idea. So I sang I'll be I'll be hung 445 00:26:56,240 --> 00:27:00,800 Speaker 1: for Christmas. You can count on me. And of course 446 00:27:00,920 --> 00:27:03,440 Speaker 1: it was a big hit. And it was also April, 447 00:27:03,840 --> 00:27:08,480 Speaker 1: but that was the first of my performances and about 448 00:27:08,520 --> 00:27:13,000 Speaker 1: three maybe, yeah, close to three. So you're in school. 449 00:27:13,720 --> 00:27:16,359 Speaker 1: You go to regular public school? Oh yeah, oh yeah, 450 00:27:16,400 --> 00:27:20,159 Speaker 1: oh the best public schools, by the way, I did 451 00:27:20,400 --> 00:27:23,120 Speaker 1: go to them. Were you known as the singer? Did 452 00:27:23,160 --> 00:27:25,880 Speaker 1: people say, oh that to Judy, she's the singer. Yes, 453 00:27:26,760 --> 00:27:29,600 Speaker 1: oh yes, I sang at the school shows. I sang. 454 00:27:29,640 --> 00:27:32,520 Speaker 1: I played the piano and sang on my father's radio show. 455 00:27:32,600 --> 00:27:36,239 Speaker 1: At my school whatever I was in the choir as, 456 00:27:36,320 --> 00:27:39,280 Speaker 1: the church choir, the school choir. I sang in the 457 00:27:39,320 --> 00:27:42,359 Speaker 1: opera courses I got when I when we moved from 458 00:27:42,520 --> 00:27:45,520 Speaker 1: l A to Denver, my father found me a new 459 00:27:45,560 --> 00:27:48,760 Speaker 1: teacher and it just turned out to be Dr Antonio Brico, 460 00:27:48,800 --> 00:27:55,520 Speaker 1: who was this wildly famous dynamo conductor and pianist. And 461 00:27:55,960 --> 00:27:58,159 Speaker 1: she did, of course, was always doing opera. So I 462 00:27:58,200 --> 00:28:03,639 Speaker 1: was sang in the operas y Poachi and Onyagan and 463 00:28:03,680 --> 00:28:07,360 Speaker 1: so forth. And I played the piano, and I of 464 00:28:07,400 --> 00:28:10,879 Speaker 1: course was going to be a great pianist, she thought. 465 00:28:11,560 --> 00:28:13,760 Speaker 1: And so the first thing I did was the first 466 00:28:13,760 --> 00:28:17,000 Speaker 1: thing she did was to hand me the the manuscript. 467 00:28:17,080 --> 00:28:19,600 Speaker 1: I was going to say, the manuscript, the whatever they 468 00:28:19,640 --> 00:28:23,560 Speaker 1: call it, uh to the Mozart to piano concerto. This 469 00:28:23,600 --> 00:28:26,040 Speaker 1: was when I was eleven, and she said, I want 470 00:28:26,040 --> 00:28:30,320 Speaker 1: you to start memorizing this immediately. And so I played 471 00:28:30,359 --> 00:28:34,880 Speaker 1: with her orchestra two years later and played the Mozart. 472 00:28:34,960 --> 00:28:38,920 Speaker 1: So I had to practice all the time. Okay, but 473 00:28:39,000 --> 00:28:42,200 Speaker 1: when you were practicing, what kind of student were you 474 00:28:42,280 --> 00:28:44,360 Speaker 1: and how did you fit in in school? Were you 475 00:28:44,400 --> 00:28:46,920 Speaker 1: a loner? Were the leader of the group where you're popular? 476 00:28:47,920 --> 00:28:52,640 Speaker 1: I was very popular for lots of reasons. Um, I 477 00:28:52,800 --> 00:28:56,040 Speaker 1: was fun, I had liked people, I got along with people, 478 00:28:56,600 --> 00:29:00,600 Speaker 1: and I was always doing something about me, playing in 479 00:29:00,640 --> 00:29:03,600 Speaker 1: the shows or and I liked my teachers. I was 480 00:29:03,720 --> 00:29:11,040 Speaker 1: not great in algebra, but I was very good in geometry, 481 00:29:11,120 --> 00:29:14,640 Speaker 1: which I think is the clue of why I do 482 00:29:14,760 --> 00:29:19,160 Speaker 1: what I do today, because geometry is really about finding 483 00:29:19,200 --> 00:29:21,040 Speaker 1: your way, and a lot of what I do is 484 00:29:21,080 --> 00:29:24,800 Speaker 1: I travel, and I travel. Of course, I do about 485 00:29:26,200 --> 00:29:29,280 Speaker 1: a hundred and twenty shows a year normally, that's my normal, 486 00:29:29,840 --> 00:29:35,160 Speaker 1: uh routine, and I've done that for years, well since 487 00:29:35,320 --> 00:29:38,880 Speaker 1: two thousand and eight. Before that, before the crash, I 488 00:29:39,360 --> 00:29:43,920 Speaker 1: was probably se shows a year, and now it's twenty. 489 00:29:44,080 --> 00:29:48,120 Speaker 1: That's because finances have changed in the music business. And 490 00:29:48,200 --> 00:29:51,480 Speaker 1: so I was. But my two friends, my two best 491 00:29:51,560 --> 00:29:54,720 Speaker 1: friends who are still I'm still in touch with, and 492 00:29:54,760 --> 00:29:57,360 Speaker 1: we're all the same age, which makes it easier. But 493 00:29:57,480 --> 00:30:00,000 Speaker 1: they live in different places. Ones on the West Coast, 494 00:30:00,040 --> 00:30:04,880 Speaker 1: ones in Tacoma, ones in Norfolk, not Norfolk, but we're 495 00:30:04,920 --> 00:30:10,840 Speaker 1: all uh, I don't remember, it's a Confederate town and uh. 496 00:30:10,920 --> 00:30:13,800 Speaker 1: And so we've been friends since we were in grade 497 00:30:13,800 --> 00:30:16,880 Speaker 1: school in Denver and then in junior high in high school, 498 00:30:16,880 --> 00:30:21,080 Speaker 1: we formed a group, a trio, and we called ourselves 499 00:30:21,120 --> 00:30:24,280 Speaker 1: the Little Reds. Oh, everybody else called us the Little Reds. Two. 500 00:30:24,640 --> 00:30:28,000 Speaker 1: It wasn't it wasn't political as it would have been 501 00:30:28,040 --> 00:30:30,840 Speaker 1: if we were here in New York. But we were 502 00:30:30,880 --> 00:30:33,560 Speaker 1: called the Little Reds because we did a version of 503 00:30:33,760 --> 00:30:35,960 Speaker 1: Little Red Riding Hood. And I sat at the piano 504 00:30:36,520 --> 00:30:39,040 Speaker 1: and I made up the themes of Red Riding Hood 505 00:30:39,080 --> 00:30:44,480 Speaker 1: and the wolf and the grandmother, and and the girls 506 00:30:44,600 --> 00:30:48,239 Speaker 1: danced the story, and I played it and told it 507 00:30:48,320 --> 00:30:52,160 Speaker 1: on the on the piano, and that's what led. And 508 00:30:52,200 --> 00:30:55,320 Speaker 1: I'm I'm at this late date in my career, in 509 00:30:55,360 --> 00:31:00,360 Speaker 1: my life, I have put together that really it was all. 510 00:31:00,400 --> 00:31:02,880 Speaker 1: The rest of the music was going to be there anyway. 511 00:31:02,920 --> 00:31:04,920 Speaker 1: I was always going to be playing the piano. I 512 00:31:05,000 --> 00:31:08,600 Speaker 1: was now. I was learning rockmaninof to play with my 513 00:31:08,640 --> 00:31:15,200 Speaker 1: teacher's orchestra. And but the girls and I needed a 514 00:31:15,200 --> 00:31:18,240 Speaker 1: new piece of of of we needed a new story 515 00:31:18,600 --> 00:31:21,720 Speaker 1: because we've done this everywhere and done at the all 516 00:31:21,760 --> 00:31:24,520 Speaker 1: the clubs, you know, the Elks Club and the Kawana's Club, 517 00:31:24,680 --> 00:31:29,520 Speaker 1: and the and Lowry Air Force Base and for Simmons 518 00:31:29,520 --> 00:31:32,200 Speaker 1: General Hospital, and we even went to the Brown Palace 519 00:31:32,240 --> 00:31:35,840 Speaker 1: where we met one of those famous movie stars. Can't 520 00:31:35,880 --> 00:31:38,760 Speaker 1: remember his name right now. That's the only thing I 521 00:31:38,840 --> 00:31:40,880 Speaker 1: have to complain about this. Once in a while a 522 00:31:41,040 --> 00:31:44,240 Speaker 1: name slips my mind. It wasn't Tony Curtis. Maybe it 523 00:31:44,280 --> 00:31:48,840 Speaker 1: was Tony Curtis. So we needed some new material and 524 00:31:48,880 --> 00:31:52,560 Speaker 1: I was supposed to be playing this rock mining off 525 00:31:52,800 --> 00:31:55,320 Speaker 1: piano concerto, which I was gonna do with my orchestra. 526 00:31:55,360 --> 00:31:58,520 Speaker 1: I was about fifteen and a half now, and uh, 527 00:31:58,640 --> 00:32:01,480 Speaker 1: but I got up and went over to the radio 528 00:32:01,600 --> 00:32:05,200 Speaker 1: and turned it on. And you know, my father sang 529 00:32:05,240 --> 00:32:09,160 Speaker 1: all of the great American songbook material, but he also 530 00:32:09,320 --> 00:32:14,840 Speaker 1: every once in a while he'd break into, oh oh, 531 00:32:15,120 --> 00:32:20,720 Speaker 1: Danny boy, the pipes, the pipes are called. He'd do 532 00:32:21,200 --> 00:32:25,800 Speaker 1: a little Irish or English melody. And I turned on 533 00:32:25,800 --> 00:32:31,680 Speaker 1: the radio and I heard the Gypsy Rover, and I 534 00:32:31,840 --> 00:32:35,200 Speaker 1: heard the next week, I heard Barbara Allen. So those 535 00:32:35,240 --> 00:32:39,840 Speaker 1: two songs locked it into my brain that this was 536 00:32:39,880 --> 00:32:41,680 Speaker 1: the music I was going to go after. I didn't 537 00:32:41,680 --> 00:32:45,440 Speaker 1: know anything about folk music, or about the folk revival, 538 00:32:45,640 --> 00:32:48,640 Speaker 1: or about any of these people. But down at Wells 539 00:32:48,760 --> 00:32:51,600 Speaker 1: Music when I went to buy this record of the 540 00:32:51,680 --> 00:32:54,800 Speaker 1: Gypsy Rover, which was It was in the soundtrack of 541 00:32:54,840 --> 00:32:57,600 Speaker 1: an Allen lab movie called The Black Night, so it 542 00:32:57,680 --> 00:33:03,600 Speaker 1: was very popular. It was movie great success. And when 543 00:33:03,640 --> 00:33:06,239 Speaker 1: I went into Wells Music, the guy said, well, you 544 00:33:06,240 --> 00:33:08,320 Speaker 1: know what you're looking for? You here it is. I 545 00:33:08,400 --> 00:33:10,800 Speaker 1: have it. Yeah, I have it. So I bought it 546 00:33:10,840 --> 00:33:14,400 Speaker 1: with my babysitting money and he said, we'll see you 547 00:33:14,440 --> 00:33:17,040 Speaker 1: around on the walls. See all these albums this is 548 00:33:17,600 --> 00:33:22,640 Speaker 1: there's the Classy Brothers, and there's Josh White over there, 549 00:33:22,680 --> 00:33:26,120 Speaker 1: and there's Pete Seeger and there's Gene Richie. I said, 550 00:33:26,160 --> 00:33:29,920 Speaker 1: what is that and he said his folk music? And 551 00:33:29,960 --> 00:33:33,560 Speaker 1: I said what he said, it's folk music. And that's 552 00:33:33,560 --> 00:33:39,080 Speaker 1: where I began to see my life opening up before me. 553 00:33:45,560 --> 00:33:49,480 Speaker 1: You graduate from high school, then what do you do? Well, 554 00:33:49,520 --> 00:33:52,360 Speaker 1: this was before that, I understand, but I want to 555 00:33:52,360 --> 00:33:55,080 Speaker 1: get back to that with context, into the full folk music. 556 00:33:56,080 --> 00:33:59,720 Speaker 1: So by the time I had graduated from high school, 557 00:33:59,840 --> 00:34:04,480 Speaker 1: I had, first of all, I been um, my boyfriend 558 00:34:04,560 --> 00:34:07,360 Speaker 1: was this guy that I married, and we've been having 559 00:34:07,800 --> 00:34:11,200 Speaker 1: our love affair for a couple of years already. But 560 00:34:11,360 --> 00:34:14,279 Speaker 1: I had already memorized and learned and gone to the 561 00:34:15,239 --> 00:34:18,720 Speaker 1: gotten that my calluses on my fingers to play the guitar. 562 00:34:18,760 --> 00:34:21,040 Speaker 1: And I had a guitar now, and I went to 563 00:34:21,160 --> 00:34:24,640 Speaker 1: all the folk music meetings in the folk Folklore Center, 564 00:34:24,680 --> 00:34:27,239 Speaker 1: and I met Lingo, the drifter who played all the 565 00:34:27,280 --> 00:34:30,399 Speaker 1: songs of Witdy Guthrie. So I had that in my 566 00:34:30,719 --> 00:34:32,759 Speaker 1: bag of tricks, so to speak, and I sang it 567 00:34:32,880 --> 00:34:35,440 Speaker 1: every place I went. I took the guitar, I sang. 568 00:34:35,920 --> 00:34:39,719 Speaker 1: I went off to a year of college in this 569 00:34:39,920 --> 00:34:44,880 Speaker 1: dreary little well. I shouldn't say that, insulting a college 570 00:34:44,920 --> 00:34:46,600 Speaker 1: in southern Illinois. I don't know how I got there. 571 00:34:46,600 --> 00:34:49,040 Speaker 1: I think my mother got me a scholarship from one 572 00:34:49,040 --> 00:34:54,480 Speaker 1: of her peo groups, some some Unitarian gathering of souls 573 00:34:54,520 --> 00:34:57,640 Speaker 1: who had who got together and got me some sort 574 00:34:57,640 --> 00:35:01,040 Speaker 1: of a scholarship. Anyway, came back from that at and 575 00:35:01,080 --> 00:35:03,560 Speaker 1: that's when I went to the mountains with my husband 576 00:35:03,560 --> 00:35:07,480 Speaker 1: to be, and we got married in the mountains. And uh, 577 00:35:07,640 --> 00:35:10,680 Speaker 1: I just would make bread and pies on a woodstove, 578 00:35:10,719 --> 00:35:12,400 Speaker 1: and then I sit on the porch and play this 579 00:35:12,480 --> 00:35:16,360 Speaker 1: land is your land. So that's how it all began 580 00:35:16,440 --> 00:35:19,080 Speaker 1: to unfold. So how did you get from the mountains 581 00:35:19,120 --> 00:35:24,200 Speaker 1: to the east coast? I had uh when we were 582 00:35:24,200 --> 00:35:27,239 Speaker 1: finished with the mountains, and we tried to buy the 583 00:35:27,239 --> 00:35:31,839 Speaker 1: fernlike Lodge. My husband was now in graduate school at 584 00:35:31,840 --> 00:35:34,520 Speaker 1: the University of Colorado. We moved back down to Boulder. 585 00:35:34,880 --> 00:35:38,520 Speaker 1: We got a little apartment in the basement. I had 586 00:35:38,560 --> 00:35:43,280 Speaker 1: my first my only son, Clark, who was a little baby. 587 00:35:43,480 --> 00:35:47,040 Speaker 1: And I had a job. I worked at the university 588 00:35:47,120 --> 00:35:50,239 Speaker 1: in the filing department. And my husband, of course, was 589 00:35:50,280 --> 00:35:53,400 Speaker 1: in school, and he had a job. He had a 590 00:35:53,480 --> 00:35:56,880 Speaker 1: paper route at four in the morning, and it was February, 591 00:35:57,000 --> 00:36:00,760 Speaker 1: and he said he came in put on his boots. 592 00:36:00,800 --> 00:36:04,200 Speaker 1: It was snowing. Of course, it's always snowing in Colorado. 593 00:36:05,320 --> 00:36:07,680 Speaker 1: And he came in and he said, he looked at me, 594 00:36:07,719 --> 00:36:09,759 Speaker 1: and he said, you know, I was going off to 595 00:36:10,080 --> 00:36:14,160 Speaker 1: file papers at the university later that day, and Mrs 596 00:36:14,200 --> 00:36:16,440 Speaker 1: Chingley was going to take care of the baby. And 597 00:36:16,520 --> 00:36:19,000 Speaker 1: he said to me, why don't you get a job 598 00:36:19,160 --> 00:36:22,799 Speaker 1: doing something you know how to do. You've always been 599 00:36:22,840 --> 00:36:26,560 Speaker 1: a musician. You have all these songs. Look, I had 600 00:36:26,600 --> 00:36:30,640 Speaker 1: no clue that you could get a job singing these songs. 601 00:36:30,680 --> 00:36:33,560 Speaker 1: I mean, there was no indications that I didn't know 602 00:36:33,600 --> 00:36:36,480 Speaker 1: anything about that world. I knew all those people that 603 00:36:36,520 --> 00:36:40,320 Speaker 1: made records, But I thought records were for learning songs. 604 00:36:40,400 --> 00:36:44,400 Speaker 1: That's what I figured. And so I called my father 605 00:36:44,440 --> 00:36:47,160 Speaker 1: and I said, what about this? Do you know anybody 606 00:36:47,280 --> 00:36:49,759 Speaker 1: up here and Boulder that Do you know anybody who 607 00:36:49,760 --> 00:36:52,640 Speaker 1: knows anything about this? And he said, yeah, let me 608 00:36:52,960 --> 00:36:56,880 Speaker 1: let me make some calls. So people will tell you 609 00:36:56,920 --> 00:36:58,759 Speaker 1: that all the time. Let me make some calls. But 610 00:36:58,880 --> 00:37:02,160 Speaker 1: he did, and he found this friend of ours from 611 00:37:02,200 --> 00:37:04,840 Speaker 1: Denver who knew all about the clubs and Boulder and 612 00:37:04,880 --> 00:37:07,680 Speaker 1: had this connection with a couple of the owners of 613 00:37:08,280 --> 00:37:12,040 Speaker 1: bars and restaurants. And so I got a job at 614 00:37:12,120 --> 00:37:17,799 Speaker 1: Michael's Pub in March of nineteen fifty nine. And I 615 00:37:18,040 --> 00:37:20,680 Speaker 1: came home with a job and a hundred bucks a week, 616 00:37:21,520 --> 00:37:24,120 Speaker 1: which was a lot of money in nineteen fifty nine, 617 00:37:24,760 --> 00:37:28,120 Speaker 1: when I'd been making forty five cents and a bottle 618 00:37:28,160 --> 00:37:35,000 Speaker 1: of Coors beer for working in the college. So I started. 619 00:37:35,120 --> 00:37:40,040 Speaker 1: And in those days, you know this, you know a 620 00:37:40,080 --> 00:37:43,279 Speaker 1: lot about this, this business, Bob. So you know that 621 00:37:43,640 --> 00:37:45,640 Speaker 1: in those days it was really a matter of word 622 00:37:45,640 --> 00:37:50,200 Speaker 1: of mouth. It wasn't even agents or gatherings. It wasn't 623 00:37:50,239 --> 00:37:52,560 Speaker 1: really morse. It was you know, you're saying at the 624 00:37:52,600 --> 00:37:55,080 Speaker 1: club for a few weeks. And the guy who owned 625 00:37:55,080 --> 00:37:57,880 Speaker 1: the club told the next people down the road, oh, 626 00:37:57,960 --> 00:38:00,239 Speaker 1: you know, she we got we sold some tickets since 627 00:38:00,320 --> 00:38:03,120 Speaker 1: she did well, and so on. So that started it. 628 00:38:03,320 --> 00:38:08,040 Speaker 1: And right away I was singing at the Gilded Garter 629 00:38:08,719 --> 00:38:12,600 Speaker 1: in CenTra City. There was Bob Bob Dylan who was 630 00:38:13,160 --> 00:38:18,640 Speaker 1: then called Robert whatever his name is, Zimmerman. He was homeless. 631 00:38:18,680 --> 00:38:21,520 Speaker 1: He was trying to get a job singing at everybody's 632 00:38:21,560 --> 00:38:24,000 Speaker 1: hooting atis. You know, you'd get to sing three songs 633 00:38:24,480 --> 00:38:28,759 Speaker 1: in a row. Uh. And then I when I got 634 00:38:28,760 --> 00:38:30,960 Speaker 1: to New York a couple of years later, he was 635 00:38:31,200 --> 00:38:35,000 Speaker 1: there in New York, same homeless as well. It was 636 00:38:35,160 --> 00:38:37,439 Speaker 1: six one when I got here, so he still had 637 00:38:37,520 --> 00:38:40,920 Speaker 1: not changed his name, and I thought he was pathetic. 638 00:38:41,080 --> 00:38:44,040 Speaker 1: I thought, oh my god, he's singing these old witty 639 00:38:44,080 --> 00:38:49,640 Speaker 1: Guthrie blues. I thought, badly, badly chosen, badly sung. I 640 00:38:49,640 --> 00:38:53,480 Speaker 1: couldn't believe it. Then one day I opened up the 641 00:38:53,520 --> 00:38:56,480 Speaker 1: Bible of folk music that's called sing Out. It was 642 00:38:56,520 --> 00:39:00,439 Speaker 1: a little tiny pamphlet in those days. Now it's a great, 643 00:39:00,440 --> 00:39:06,240 Speaker 1: big piece of literature. It looks like a life magazine, 644 00:39:06,280 --> 00:39:08,279 Speaker 1: compared to what it used to look like. Anyway, there 645 00:39:08,320 --> 00:39:11,880 Speaker 1: was a song after I have a few drinks with 646 00:39:11,960 --> 00:39:14,239 Speaker 1: him and heard him sing at the hooting Nanny and 647 00:39:14,520 --> 00:39:18,600 Speaker 1: I think he was opening for uh Robert Johnson or 648 00:39:18,719 --> 00:39:21,279 Speaker 1: one of the one of the blue singers. After I 649 00:39:21,320 --> 00:39:24,840 Speaker 1: had closed at Girty's Folk City and uh, so I 650 00:39:24,880 --> 00:39:26,680 Speaker 1: looked at this little book and there was this song 651 00:39:26,760 --> 00:39:30,560 Speaker 1: printed out. It said blowing in the Wind. Nice title, 652 00:39:30,600 --> 00:39:34,160 Speaker 1: I thought, and I read the lyric and I was 653 00:39:35,000 --> 00:39:37,759 Speaker 1: then the Then they printed the melody. I said, oh 654 00:39:37,800 --> 00:39:41,480 Speaker 1: my god, this is this is brilliant. And at the 655 00:39:41,480 --> 00:39:45,680 Speaker 1: bottom it said Bob Dylan. And I had known that 656 00:39:45,760 --> 00:39:47,600 Speaker 1: he had changed his name to Bob Dylan, and I 657 00:39:47,640 --> 00:39:53,799 Speaker 1: thought there has to be some mistake here, so I 658 00:39:53,840 --> 00:39:56,839 Speaker 1: wrote him a fan letter, which of course he didn't 659 00:39:56,880 --> 00:40:01,560 Speaker 1: get because he was homeless. But still, but of course 660 00:40:01,600 --> 00:40:08,799 Speaker 1: I became a complete um wreck over his music. I mean, 661 00:40:08,840 --> 00:40:11,200 Speaker 1: I just thought he was and I recorded him right away. 662 00:40:11,360 --> 00:40:14,640 Speaker 1: I recorded well. One of the songs that I sang 663 00:40:14,640 --> 00:40:18,080 Speaker 1: at town Hall in January was the Lonesome Death of 664 00:40:18,080 --> 00:40:23,120 Speaker 1: Hattie Carroll, which when I heard it in sixty two, 665 00:40:24,000 --> 00:40:26,000 Speaker 1: I said, well, I have to sing that song. It 666 00:40:26,160 --> 00:40:28,160 Speaker 1: is one of the great songs of all times, and 667 00:40:28,200 --> 00:40:31,040 Speaker 1: it is, and of course it's as appropriate today as 668 00:40:31,080 --> 00:40:35,960 Speaker 1: it ever was. Okay, let's go back. The folk scene 669 00:40:36,000 --> 00:40:39,480 Speaker 1: has really been lost to time. Most people think popular 670 00:40:39,560 --> 00:40:42,200 Speaker 1: music started with the Beatles, but for those of us 671 00:40:42,200 --> 00:40:44,360 Speaker 1: who were older and you certainly lived through it and 672 00:40:44,400 --> 00:40:48,000 Speaker 1: were part of it and uh before me. But it 673 00:40:48,080 --> 00:40:50,680 Speaker 1: was such a big scene. They even had a show 674 00:40:50,719 --> 00:40:54,000 Speaker 1: on TV hood Nanny, So can he give us a 675 00:40:54,200 --> 00:40:57,640 Speaker 1: feel of what the folk music scene was like and 676 00:40:57,719 --> 00:41:03,880 Speaker 1: how that developed? It was amazing. There was a shift 677 00:41:04,080 --> 00:41:08,279 Speaker 1: in the culture which had to do I sink with 678 00:41:09,960 --> 00:41:14,280 Speaker 1: the guitar and the singer songwriter, and thus because previous 679 00:41:14,320 --> 00:41:16,960 Speaker 1: to that, in the fifties you had to have a band. 680 00:41:17,000 --> 00:41:19,120 Speaker 1: I mean I had a job with the with the 681 00:41:19,160 --> 00:41:24,200 Speaker 1: band singing Rogers and Heart when I was sixteen getting dressed. 682 00:41:24,280 --> 00:41:25,960 Speaker 1: I was under age, so they had to get rid 683 00:41:26,000 --> 00:41:27,600 Speaker 1: of me. But because I had to sing in bars 684 00:41:27,640 --> 00:41:31,920 Speaker 1: and I wasn't able to go in. But before fifty 685 00:41:32,000 --> 00:41:36,800 Speaker 1: nine sixty, before the Newport Festival which started in fifty nine, 686 00:41:37,840 --> 00:41:39,520 Speaker 1: you had to if you if you were going to 687 00:41:39,640 --> 00:41:42,040 Speaker 1: go anywhere, do anything, you had to have a band. 688 00:41:42,080 --> 00:41:45,840 Speaker 1: You had to have a uh, one of the Rogers 689 00:41:45,880 --> 00:41:48,680 Speaker 1: and Hart songs, one of the new songs from the 690 00:41:48,719 --> 00:41:51,279 Speaker 1: shows in New York. And you had to have all 691 00:41:51,360 --> 00:41:59,840 Speaker 1: the accouterments that surrounded you, orchestras, soloists, long dresses, and 692 00:42:00,040 --> 00:42:04,080 Speaker 1: all of a sudden there's this crop of kids playing 693 00:42:04,080 --> 00:42:06,960 Speaker 1: guitars and singing songs. You remember that Woody Guthrie and 694 00:42:07,000 --> 00:42:11,520 Speaker 1: Pete Seegers started their lives as protesters, as people on 695 00:42:11,560 --> 00:42:15,319 Speaker 1: the edge, on the outside of the inner circle. And 696 00:42:15,600 --> 00:42:20,760 Speaker 1: they were originally writing songs to raise money for the unions. 697 00:42:21,600 --> 00:42:24,000 Speaker 1: And that's what where their hearts were, and that's what 698 00:42:24,040 --> 00:42:28,120 Speaker 1: they were doing. Sometimes people forgot about that in those esoteric, 699 00:42:28,239 --> 00:42:31,960 Speaker 1: pristine years of some of the some of the Newport years. 700 00:42:32,040 --> 00:42:36,040 Speaker 1: Because I even was on the board of Newport. As 701 00:42:36,080 --> 00:42:38,200 Speaker 1: I said, I moved to New York in sixty three. 702 00:42:39,360 --> 00:42:41,440 Speaker 1: Just one second. What was the motivation to moved to 703 00:42:41,480 --> 00:42:48,239 Speaker 1: New York? I had? Um, I was in the hospital. 704 00:42:48,440 --> 00:42:52,360 Speaker 1: My my marriage broke up in sixty two. And what 705 00:42:52,520 --> 00:42:55,680 Speaker 1: happened was that the marriage broke up and I also 706 00:42:55,760 --> 00:42:59,000 Speaker 1: got sick. Just just since we're getting there, why did 707 00:42:59,040 --> 00:43:05,600 Speaker 1: the marriage break up? Um? Well, we were awfully young 708 00:43:05,719 --> 00:43:09,000 Speaker 1: when we met and I think that over the course 709 00:43:09,040 --> 00:43:13,360 Speaker 1: of my growing career and the fact that it was 710 00:43:13,760 --> 00:43:18,920 Speaker 1: very hard on on motherhood and being married, I just 711 00:43:18,960 --> 00:43:21,600 Speaker 1: think we didn't get along anymore and we weren't going 712 00:43:21,640 --> 00:43:24,600 Speaker 1: to stay together. And I left New York to go 713 00:43:24,640 --> 00:43:27,680 Speaker 1: out to Tucson to sing after I opened actually for 714 00:43:28,080 --> 00:43:32,080 Speaker 1: Theodore macall at Carnegie Hall in sixty two in October, 715 00:43:32,920 --> 00:43:35,000 Speaker 1: and then I got on a plane for Tucson. And 716 00:43:35,040 --> 00:43:38,600 Speaker 1: when I got to Tucson, I was working at a 717 00:43:38,640 --> 00:43:42,040 Speaker 1: little club called ash Alley, and I was already having 718 00:43:42,160 --> 00:43:46,120 Speaker 1: trouble breathing. My lungs were gurgling, and I didn't want 719 00:43:46,120 --> 00:43:48,040 Speaker 1: to do anything about it because I didn't want to 720 00:43:48,040 --> 00:43:50,280 Speaker 1: go to the doctor because I thought that a doctor 721 00:43:50,320 --> 00:43:53,640 Speaker 1: would tell me to slow down and stop running around 722 00:43:53,680 --> 00:43:57,840 Speaker 1: and working. So the people that ran the club also 723 00:43:57,920 --> 00:44:01,120 Speaker 1: were interns at the two on Clinic, and they worked 724 00:44:01,120 --> 00:44:04,400 Speaker 1: for a doctor who was a long specialist, and they 725 00:44:04,440 --> 00:44:06,680 Speaker 1: took one look at me when I got in that night, 726 00:44:07,040 --> 00:44:10,040 Speaker 1: and they said, we're taking you to the hospital tomorrow, 727 00:44:10,280 --> 00:44:13,279 Speaker 1: and which he did, and Dr Schneida took one look 728 00:44:13,320 --> 00:44:16,279 Speaker 1: at me and said, you have TV and you're not 729 00:44:16,320 --> 00:44:20,760 Speaker 1: going anywhere. And so there I was with my guitar 730 00:44:21,239 --> 00:44:25,920 Speaker 1: and my notebooks and a court of kalua and a 731 00:44:26,000 --> 00:44:30,200 Speaker 1: case of of course beer, no it was, I'm sorry, 732 00:44:30,200 --> 00:44:33,919 Speaker 1: it was a Canadian beer. And there I stayed for 733 00:44:34,719 --> 00:44:40,319 Speaker 1: the beginning of what became five months of hospitalization, and 734 00:44:40,680 --> 00:44:44,719 Speaker 1: my husband came to see me and brought my son 735 00:44:44,880 --> 00:44:48,839 Speaker 1: to Denver, where my mother lived. Then I went from 736 00:44:48,880 --> 00:44:52,800 Speaker 1: Tucson for a month to Denver to National Jewish Hospital. 737 00:44:53,000 --> 00:44:56,719 Speaker 1: I got in there only because because C. Bickell was 738 00:44:56,760 --> 00:44:58,799 Speaker 1: on the board of directors and he got me in 739 00:44:58,840 --> 00:45:01,480 Speaker 1: there or I don't know where i'd be actually, but 740 00:45:01,600 --> 00:45:04,040 Speaker 1: they were great. And I was in Denver with my 741 00:45:04,120 --> 00:45:06,239 Speaker 1: mother and my son was there, which was fabulous, and 742 00:45:06,320 --> 00:45:10,920 Speaker 1: my husband and I broke the knot and said this 743 00:45:11,120 --> 00:45:15,520 Speaker 1: is not gonna work, which it wasn't, and so then 744 00:45:15,560 --> 00:45:22,520 Speaker 1: of course I was stranded in in National Jewish Hospital. 745 00:45:22,960 --> 00:45:26,319 Speaker 1: And when I left National Jewish Hospital, I went to 746 00:45:26,360 --> 00:45:29,080 Speaker 1: New York. New York was the place we had lived 747 00:45:29,120 --> 00:45:31,360 Speaker 1: in Connecticut for a while, and I had worked in 748 00:45:31,400 --> 00:45:35,000 Speaker 1: New York at Gertie's Folk City, driven two or three 749 00:45:35,000 --> 00:45:37,719 Speaker 1: hours back and forth for a while. So that was 750 00:45:37,880 --> 00:45:42,520 Speaker 1: part of probably my health breakdown, was that stress of 751 00:45:42,560 --> 00:45:45,640 Speaker 1: traveling and working and driving and singing and so on. 752 00:45:46,440 --> 00:45:50,080 Speaker 1: So I knew when you moved to New York, where 753 00:45:50,080 --> 00:45:54,200 Speaker 1: are your ex husband and your son? In uh in Connecticut, 754 00:45:55,160 --> 00:45:58,480 Speaker 1: in stores, Connecticut where he was teaching. And you know, 755 00:45:58,560 --> 00:46:00,479 Speaker 1: he was a good guy. I mean, there's nothing wrong 756 00:46:00,520 --> 00:46:04,080 Speaker 1: with him really, except that we didn't mesh anymore and 757 00:46:04,160 --> 00:46:10,399 Speaker 1: that was just the problem. And did you get along thereafter? No? No, No, 758 00:46:10,480 --> 00:46:13,560 Speaker 1: he was he was great. He was great, He was 759 00:46:13,800 --> 00:46:21,560 Speaker 1: very generous. He uh specifically wanted to have custody, and 760 00:46:21,600 --> 00:46:25,680 Speaker 1: I fought him for it. I the custody battle was hard, 761 00:46:26,560 --> 00:46:29,080 Speaker 1: and I lost it, which you know, my lawyer said, 762 00:46:29,120 --> 00:46:33,240 Speaker 1: you can't lose women never lose custody in nineteen sixty three, 763 00:46:33,800 --> 00:46:36,279 Speaker 1: that's out of the question. But I lost custody. I 764 00:46:36,320 --> 00:46:39,279 Speaker 1: was told by my lawyer that the reason that I 765 00:46:39,320 --> 00:46:41,759 Speaker 1: lost custody was that I was in therapy, which is 766 00:46:41,760 --> 00:46:43,680 Speaker 1: the first thing I did when I got to New 767 00:46:43,760 --> 00:46:46,319 Speaker 1: York was to get into therapy, which was the best 768 00:46:46,360 --> 00:46:51,279 Speaker 1: thing I could have possibly done and probably saved my sanity. 769 00:46:51,480 --> 00:46:56,200 Speaker 1: And uh So, nowadays, if you weren't in custody, if 770 00:46:56,200 --> 00:46:58,799 Speaker 1: you weren't in therapy, you'd lose custody. But in those 771 00:46:58,880 --> 00:47:01,600 Speaker 1: days it was so unique that that, you know, the 772 00:47:01,719 --> 00:47:05,800 Speaker 1: judge in Connecticut couldn't conceive of anybody being in custody 773 00:47:05,800 --> 00:47:09,920 Speaker 1: who wasn't totally crazy and who certainly didn't have the 774 00:47:10,000 --> 00:47:11,759 Speaker 1: right to have a child. Anyway, a couple of years 775 00:47:11,840 --> 00:47:16,440 Speaker 1: later I got got full custy. But even though that happened, 776 00:47:17,000 --> 00:47:20,080 Speaker 1: I was always he was Peter was always generous with 777 00:47:20,280 --> 00:47:22,560 Speaker 1: everything about I mean, I could have he could have 778 00:47:22,640 --> 00:47:25,919 Speaker 1: lived with me, actually if I hadn't had the tour. 779 00:47:26,560 --> 00:47:29,400 Speaker 1: But he was very good. He's a good guy. He 780 00:47:29,520 --> 00:47:32,600 Speaker 1: was always a good guy. Okay, so take us back. 781 00:47:32,680 --> 00:47:34,600 Speaker 1: You know, we're in the early days. You're talking about 782 00:47:34,600 --> 00:47:37,040 Speaker 1: the folk scene. So suddenly you could play with the guitar, 783 00:47:37,120 --> 00:47:41,319 Speaker 1: you didn't need a complete orchestra and play out how 784 00:47:41,360 --> 00:47:46,920 Speaker 1: that scene goes. It was amazing. It was just amazing. 785 00:47:47,120 --> 00:47:49,680 Speaker 1: I landed. I knew that I had to be in 786 00:47:49,719 --> 00:47:53,400 Speaker 1: New York. I knew that the village was the hotbed 787 00:47:53,520 --> 00:47:57,080 Speaker 1: of all the writers and all of the extraordinary music 788 00:47:57,120 --> 00:48:01,000 Speaker 1: that was coming out into that world. And I didn't. 789 00:48:01,000 --> 00:48:03,080 Speaker 1: By the way, one of the pieces of this which 790 00:48:03,120 --> 00:48:08,680 Speaker 1: I've which I think is fundamental to my career, and 791 00:48:08,760 --> 00:48:11,360 Speaker 1: to my fortune, the good fortune that I've had is 792 00:48:11,400 --> 00:48:15,560 Speaker 1: that my skill. I was never a great guitarist, please, 793 00:48:16,239 --> 00:48:18,840 Speaker 1: but I did know how to choose songs. My father 794 00:48:18,920 --> 00:48:21,239 Speaker 1: had really taught me that. My mother always reminded me. 795 00:48:21,360 --> 00:48:23,920 Speaker 1: She would say, you know, you didn't invent this. He 796 00:48:24,040 --> 00:48:27,000 Speaker 1: taught you how to how to choose a song. And 797 00:48:27,160 --> 00:48:33,080 Speaker 1: I had that innate ability to to to know when 798 00:48:33,120 --> 00:48:35,960 Speaker 1: I heard the right song that it was right for me, 799 00:48:36,040 --> 00:48:39,160 Speaker 1: and if it wasn't, I didn't go near it. And 800 00:48:39,239 --> 00:48:42,520 Speaker 1: so there I was among people a lot of whom 801 00:48:42,560 --> 00:48:46,120 Speaker 1: were writing songs, but many of whom didn't have contracts. 802 00:48:46,120 --> 00:48:49,000 Speaker 1: So quite often I would be the first person to 803 00:48:49,200 --> 00:48:52,040 Speaker 1: record the songs of an artist to who I would 804 00:48:52,040 --> 00:48:54,279 Speaker 1: help to launch. I would help because I had the 805 00:48:54,680 --> 00:49:00,560 Speaker 1: recording contract. How did I get the recording contract? When 806 00:49:00,600 --> 00:49:07,360 Speaker 1: I started singing in Colorado, I was I moved from 807 00:49:07,520 --> 00:49:12,000 Speaker 1: Michael's Pub to the Gilded Garter in Central City, and 808 00:49:12,000 --> 00:49:14,319 Speaker 1: then I went to Denver to a place called the Exodus, 809 00:49:14,360 --> 00:49:18,400 Speaker 1: and that was a very, very fundamental club to the 810 00:49:18,440 --> 00:49:22,240 Speaker 1: folk movement. There were clubs like that all over the country. 811 00:49:22,760 --> 00:49:28,279 Speaker 1: They were hugely influential for anybody who was playing the 812 00:49:28,280 --> 00:49:32,000 Speaker 1: guitar and singing songs. I opened for Josh White, I 813 00:49:32,120 --> 00:49:36,399 Speaker 1: opened for the Terriers. I opened for a guy named 814 00:49:36,400 --> 00:49:40,480 Speaker 1: Bob Gibson. Bob Gibson played the guitar, played the banjo, 815 00:49:40,640 --> 00:49:44,600 Speaker 1: and sang and was a recording artist with Electra. A 816 00:49:44,920 --> 00:49:47,760 Speaker 1: number of those artists had recorded with the Elector, including 817 00:49:48,040 --> 00:49:54,960 Speaker 1: the Terriers and and Josh White. And Bob Gibson had 818 00:49:55,000 --> 00:49:58,160 Speaker 1: been the one who heard Joan Bias in Boston and 819 00:49:58,360 --> 00:50:04,640 Speaker 1: called p Seeger and Uh, the fellow who started the 820 00:50:04,640 --> 00:50:07,960 Speaker 1: Newport Festival, and said, I have found your star. I'm 821 00:50:07,960 --> 00:50:10,839 Speaker 1: going to bring her to the Newport Festival, which he did. 822 00:50:11,200 --> 00:50:15,279 Speaker 1: That was September of fifty nine August of fifty nine. 823 00:50:15,600 --> 00:50:19,400 Speaker 1: He then came to Denver and I opened for him. 824 00:50:19,480 --> 00:50:24,600 Speaker 1: He called Jack Holsman and said to Jack Holsman, who 825 00:50:24,640 --> 00:50:27,719 Speaker 1: was president of Elector, I have found your Joan Bias 826 00:50:29,040 --> 00:50:31,200 Speaker 1: and Jack and I only found this out two years 827 00:50:31,280 --> 00:50:33,799 Speaker 1: two years later, two years ago. I mean I only 828 00:50:33,840 --> 00:50:37,200 Speaker 1: found this out how much? At least sixty years later? 829 00:50:38,400 --> 00:50:43,360 Speaker 1: Jack went to Denver, but he didn't He listened, but 830 00:50:43,400 --> 00:50:46,160 Speaker 1: he didn't introduce himself and he didn't show himself to 831 00:50:46,239 --> 00:50:49,120 Speaker 1: me and when he told me this a couple of 832 00:50:49,200 --> 00:50:52,400 Speaker 1: years ago, he said, you know, I went and I 833 00:50:52,480 --> 00:50:55,000 Speaker 1: heard you, and I said, you know she has talent. 834 00:50:55,400 --> 00:50:59,239 Speaker 1: That he said, I didn't know if you had the 835 00:50:59,360 --> 00:51:02,279 Speaker 1: mileage you, if you had the commitment in you. I 836 00:51:02,320 --> 00:51:04,799 Speaker 1: said to him, you should have asked me. I was 837 00:51:04,880 --> 00:51:09,480 Speaker 1: in for it from the very beginning. And when I 838 00:51:09,560 --> 00:51:13,359 Speaker 1: was in New York two years later in sixty one, 839 00:51:13,440 --> 00:51:17,120 Speaker 1: when I opened at the at Gurneys, Folk City, which 840 00:51:17,120 --> 00:51:22,440 Speaker 1: again was one of these clubs which was a um 841 00:51:22,560 --> 00:51:26,319 Speaker 1: what do they call it, a magnet for artists of 842 00:51:26,360 --> 00:51:29,719 Speaker 1: all kinds, starting with with Dylan. Dylan worked there and 843 00:51:29,880 --> 00:51:32,680 Speaker 1: so many many artists worked there, and I worked there. 844 00:51:33,239 --> 00:51:36,480 Speaker 1: And the clubs were scattered, as I said, around the country. 845 00:51:36,880 --> 00:51:40,240 Speaker 1: In in the on the West Coast, there was a Troubador. 846 00:51:40,360 --> 00:51:46,319 Speaker 1: There was that place I never worked in um I 847 00:51:46,360 --> 00:51:49,400 Speaker 1: can't remember who started. There was the Hungry Eye in 848 00:51:49,480 --> 00:51:53,480 Speaker 1: San Francisco. In in Chicago, there was the Gate of Horn, 849 00:51:53,520 --> 00:51:56,319 Speaker 1: where I worked in nineteen sixty for weeks on end 850 00:51:56,320 --> 00:51:58,719 Speaker 1: I opened for the Terriers there again I opened for 851 00:51:59,040 --> 00:52:01,759 Speaker 1: I met O'Dell to there. I met Sonny Terry and 852 00:52:01,760 --> 00:52:08,680 Speaker 1: Brownie McGee there everywhere there was this burgeoning gathering storm, 853 00:52:08,880 --> 00:52:12,480 Speaker 1: so to speak, of singer songwriters and of all kinds, 854 00:52:12,520 --> 00:52:17,160 Speaker 1: of all all sorts. The old blues singers used to 855 00:52:17,160 --> 00:52:22,040 Speaker 1: show come to the to the Newport Festival. Uh, the 856 00:52:22,040 --> 00:52:29,000 Speaker 1: the religious bands from from New Orleans would come. Uh, 857 00:52:29,160 --> 00:52:33,440 Speaker 1: all of the pickers and fiddlers from Boston, you know, 858 00:52:33,520 --> 00:52:37,759 Speaker 1: the New York City ramblers would come. There was a 859 00:52:37,920 --> 00:52:41,480 Speaker 1: gathering as I it is like a gathering storm, but 860 00:52:41,640 --> 00:52:44,200 Speaker 1: of the good kind. And so by the time I 861 00:52:44,239 --> 00:52:47,719 Speaker 1: got to New York in sixte I was booked to 862 00:52:48,239 --> 00:52:50,960 Speaker 1: do a couple of weeks or three weeks I think 863 00:52:51,000 --> 00:52:52,880 Speaker 1: at gurnie S Folks City, and then I went across 864 00:52:52,920 --> 00:52:56,440 Speaker 1: the street to the gate of the village gate and 865 00:52:56,480 --> 00:52:59,719 Speaker 1: I did a movie. I did a recording there for 866 00:52:59,760 --> 00:53:03,520 Speaker 1: a film, and the Clancy brothers were in it, and 867 00:53:03,719 --> 00:53:06,560 Speaker 1: Josh White, uh not Josh Pa. Theodore McCall was in it, 868 00:53:07,160 --> 00:53:11,640 Speaker 1: and the and a girl named Lynn Gold was And 869 00:53:11,920 --> 00:53:16,520 Speaker 1: when it was finished, Jack Holsman, president of Electra, walked 870 00:53:16,600 --> 00:53:19,480 Speaker 1: up to me and said, dear, you're ready to make 871 00:53:19,560 --> 00:53:22,640 Speaker 1: a record. So he had waited those two years to 872 00:53:22,760 --> 00:53:26,040 Speaker 1: find out what would happen with me. Where I would 873 00:53:26,080 --> 00:53:30,360 Speaker 1: be going and so on a handshake, and John Hammond 874 00:53:30,480 --> 00:53:32,759 Speaker 1: called me a week later and said, would you like 875 00:53:32,840 --> 00:53:35,200 Speaker 1: to sign with Columbia? Said, I just made a deal 876 00:53:35,200 --> 00:53:37,520 Speaker 1: with Jack Holseman on a handshake, So I'm sorry I 877 00:53:37,560 --> 00:53:43,400 Speaker 1: have to pass. Okay. So now you have a record deal. 878 00:53:43,840 --> 00:53:47,120 Speaker 1: You cut a record that separates you from so many 879 00:53:47,160 --> 00:53:52,480 Speaker 1: in the village. Okay, So you start to make records 880 00:53:52,880 --> 00:53:57,719 Speaker 1: forgetting the inner scene of the people in New York. Uh. 881 00:53:58,160 --> 00:54:00,399 Speaker 1: After you make a record to what to We? Does 882 00:54:00,400 --> 00:54:05,600 Speaker 1: that change your career? Change your life? It helps because 883 00:54:05,600 --> 00:54:09,000 Speaker 1: it's a calling card in a way, and it opened up, 884 00:54:09,840 --> 00:54:15,600 Speaker 1: uh further the stream of clubs and by sixties and 885 00:54:15,640 --> 00:54:18,319 Speaker 1: I would make a record basically throughout my career, I've 886 00:54:18,320 --> 00:54:20,920 Speaker 1: made a record either every year or every year and 887 00:54:20,920 --> 00:54:25,680 Speaker 1: a half, every eighteen months or so pretty much regularly. Uh. 888 00:54:26,400 --> 00:54:30,000 Speaker 1: And because I started, and because it was the time 889 00:54:30,120 --> 00:54:32,959 Speaker 1: that it was. If you made a record, you didn't 890 00:54:33,000 --> 00:54:36,399 Speaker 1: have to sell a million records to make an impression. 891 00:54:37,280 --> 00:54:40,160 Speaker 1: And you also didn't have to sell a million records 892 00:54:40,200 --> 00:54:45,440 Speaker 1: to to um convinced your record company to keep putting 893 00:54:45,480 --> 00:54:47,920 Speaker 1: money in you. You know, I I have had my 894 00:54:47,960 --> 00:54:50,400 Speaker 1: own record label now for a few years, and I 895 00:54:50,560 --> 00:54:53,480 Speaker 1: understand I signed a lot of artists that I really 896 00:54:53,520 --> 00:54:58,200 Speaker 1: care about, but I understand what record labels were up against. 897 00:54:58,920 --> 00:55:02,360 Speaker 1: They had they had to be sure if they signed 898 00:55:02,400 --> 00:55:05,520 Speaker 1: an artist that the artist was going to tour, because 899 00:55:05,560 --> 00:55:09,520 Speaker 1: there was no other way to sell records really, And 900 00:55:09,600 --> 00:55:13,160 Speaker 1: so I was a touring I was a queen of 901 00:55:13,200 --> 00:55:15,840 Speaker 1: the touring. I loved it. I did it. I wanted 902 00:55:15,880 --> 00:55:17,800 Speaker 1: to do it. I knew I was going to be 903 00:55:17,920 --> 00:55:20,759 Speaker 1: able to make a living that way, and that impressed 904 00:55:20,760 --> 00:55:25,480 Speaker 1: me a lot that making a living was possible, and 905 00:55:25,560 --> 00:55:28,920 Speaker 1: so it was helpful. And also it meant that I 906 00:55:28,960 --> 00:55:31,400 Speaker 1: could go on. And of course, because I didn't write 907 00:55:31,440 --> 00:55:35,080 Speaker 1: my own songs, I was gathering together the songs of 908 00:55:35,480 --> 00:55:38,080 Speaker 1: many artists who couldn't get a record. As you said, 909 00:55:38,120 --> 00:55:41,800 Speaker 1: you know that everybody didn't have a record record deal 910 00:55:42,239 --> 00:55:44,799 Speaker 1: in those days. So I was one of the first. 911 00:55:44,840 --> 00:55:48,160 Speaker 1: I even was the first person to record Brandy Newman. 912 00:55:49,200 --> 00:55:55,440 Speaker 1: Strangely enough, it's a it's a great somebody sent us 913 00:55:55,840 --> 00:55:59,160 Speaker 1: a copy. I mean, this happens in my career many times, 914 00:55:59,680 --> 00:56:01,839 Speaker 1: the little bit slower. So how did you get the song? 915 00:56:02,680 --> 00:56:06,440 Speaker 1: I was about ready to record an album called In 916 00:56:06,520 --> 00:56:14,000 Speaker 1: My Life, and I had sort of jumped the fence 917 00:56:14,120 --> 00:56:17,440 Speaker 1: with that album because I had already made five albums 918 00:56:18,760 --> 00:56:24,360 Speaker 1: and uh, the last one was called the fifth Album. 919 00:56:24,440 --> 00:56:26,480 Speaker 1: I think we didn't have a name for it, and 920 00:56:26,680 --> 00:56:32,160 Speaker 1: somebody sent us then my my producer, Jack Mark Abramson 921 00:56:32,200 --> 00:56:34,920 Speaker 1: and I and I think Jack had something to do 922 00:56:35,000 --> 00:56:38,279 Speaker 1: with it. To Jack was always involved completely. He's like 923 00:56:38,360 --> 00:56:40,520 Speaker 1: the chef who goes into the kitchen all the time 924 00:56:40,560 --> 00:56:42,759 Speaker 1: and checks out all the recipes and make sure you're 925 00:56:42,800 --> 00:56:45,839 Speaker 1: doing it right. And he had great taste and has 926 00:56:45,920 --> 00:56:48,680 Speaker 1: great taste, and Uh, it's a great fellow to know 927 00:56:48,800 --> 00:56:55,160 Speaker 1: and be with. And we decided, Okay, enough guitars, enough 928 00:56:55,200 --> 00:57:02,680 Speaker 1: Bob Dylan, enough, Tom Paxton, enough, even Richard Frena, enough 929 00:57:02,760 --> 00:57:05,400 Speaker 1: Pete and Woody. We're going to jump the fence and 930 00:57:05,520 --> 00:57:09,439 Speaker 1: do things that are from a whole different point of view. 931 00:57:09,520 --> 00:57:14,719 Speaker 1: So I wanted to record songs from Uh. I wanted 932 00:57:14,719 --> 00:57:17,560 Speaker 1: to record Pirate Jenny. I wanted to record the songs 933 00:57:17,600 --> 00:57:24,880 Speaker 1: from Mark the Maratsad and have them orchestrated by Josh Rifkin. 934 00:57:25,040 --> 00:57:28,000 Speaker 1: And Josh Rifkin was a part of the Electric family 935 00:57:28,040 --> 00:57:30,320 Speaker 1: because he did a lot of things for None Such. 936 00:57:30,720 --> 00:57:34,200 Speaker 1: He found that Scott Joplin rags and he translated them 937 00:57:34,240 --> 00:57:39,080 Speaker 1: and started playing them. He orchestrated handle he put wonderful, 938 00:57:39,120 --> 00:57:42,880 Speaker 1: wonderful music together for the None Such album, and he 939 00:57:42,880 --> 00:57:46,640 Speaker 1: he was our friends. So Mark and I said, oh, okay, 940 00:57:46,760 --> 00:57:52,520 Speaker 1: let's get Josh to record and orchestrate the things from 941 00:57:52,560 --> 00:57:57,800 Speaker 1: the uh marasad pirate. Jenny and we actually went to 942 00:57:57,920 --> 00:58:00,800 Speaker 1: England to record, and we got a choir that we 943 00:58:00,920 --> 00:58:04,920 Speaker 1: liked over there, and we were just about finished with 944 00:58:05,120 --> 00:58:10,120 Speaker 1: the album when uh somebody came to our door and 945 00:58:10,240 --> 00:58:12,080 Speaker 1: dropped a tape off and it was a tape of 946 00:58:12,120 --> 00:58:19,680 Speaker 1: Randy Newman singing Broken Windows and Empty Star Wars, and 947 00:58:19,720 --> 00:58:23,800 Speaker 1: we said, oh my god. So we put the album 948 00:58:23,840 --> 00:58:27,160 Speaker 1: together and we recorded that song, and Randy heard it 949 00:58:29,160 --> 00:58:34,200 Speaker 1: and he said, oh, I see, I'm not gonna spend 950 00:58:34,240 --> 00:58:37,880 Speaker 1: my life doing music for movies. I'm going to be 951 00:58:37,920 --> 00:58:41,000 Speaker 1: a singer's all writer. He says that he did that, 952 00:58:41,000 --> 00:58:44,240 Speaker 1: that he knew that I had recorded it and put 953 00:58:44,320 --> 00:58:46,120 Speaker 1: and I had been doing that with a lot of 954 00:58:46,240 --> 00:58:50,400 Speaker 1: artists whose material, as you pointed out, was getting out 955 00:58:50,600 --> 00:58:54,160 Speaker 1: when they didn't have record labels, and by that time 956 00:58:54,240 --> 00:58:56,760 Speaker 1: I was sort of I was paying the bills at Elector, 957 00:58:56,880 --> 00:59:00,280 Speaker 1: I was working, I was selling albums. I was courting 958 00:59:00,400 --> 00:59:04,680 Speaker 1: artists that would become very, very very famous, and in 959 00:59:04,720 --> 00:59:09,080 Speaker 1: a way I was contributing to this folk music revival 960 00:59:09,160 --> 00:59:14,960 Speaker 1: in in my Own Way. And the next album was 961 00:59:15,560 --> 00:59:18,640 Speaker 1: On On On The On, The in my Life album 962 00:59:18,960 --> 00:59:21,800 Speaker 1: was when I had discovered No. I didn't discover him. 963 00:59:22,000 --> 00:59:26,120 Speaker 1: Leonard Cohen found me, and he found a little bit slower. 964 00:59:26,160 --> 00:59:28,600 Speaker 1: Tell us how we found you. I had a friend 965 00:59:28,920 --> 00:59:32,520 Speaker 1: in the city that I would have dinner with. There 966 00:59:32,520 --> 00:59:35,200 Speaker 1: were a bunch of us, Lily Tomlin and Jane Wagner 967 00:59:35,280 --> 00:59:40,720 Speaker 1: and my friend Linda. Oh this is long before laughing. Yeah, 968 00:59:40,720 --> 00:59:44,760 Speaker 1: how do you know Lily Tomlin and Jane Wagner Because 969 00:59:44,760 --> 00:59:49,720 Speaker 1: they were friends of my friend Linda Gottlieb Linda. I'll 970 00:59:49,760 --> 00:59:51,720 Speaker 1: think of her name in a minute. Anyway, they were 971 00:59:51,800 --> 00:59:55,120 Speaker 1: They were just social friends that I met and somehow 972 00:59:55,480 --> 00:59:57,560 Speaker 1: we bonded and we would have dinner once in a while. 973 00:59:57,600 --> 01:00:01,440 Speaker 1: And Mary Martin was one of these women. She was 974 01:00:01,600 --> 01:00:05,520 Speaker 1: working in the music business. She was working for Warner Brothers, 975 01:00:05,560 --> 01:00:11,320 Speaker 1: and she was working for um Al Grossman Albert who 976 01:00:11,400 --> 01:00:13,960 Speaker 1: also owned the club I had sung it in Chicago. 977 01:00:14,200 --> 01:00:16,480 Speaker 1: He owned the Gate of the Gate of Horn. Yeah, 978 01:00:17,400 --> 01:00:20,000 Speaker 1: and so and so we would go out for dinner. 979 01:00:20,320 --> 01:00:22,240 Speaker 1: I go out to dinner with the girls. And we 980 01:00:22,280 --> 01:00:24,760 Speaker 1: would just hang out and have dinner and go to 981 01:00:24,840 --> 01:00:33,360 Speaker 1: the various clubs. And Mary would talk about Leonard. She'd say, 982 01:00:33,560 --> 01:00:37,520 Speaker 1: you know, there's this guy. I went to McGill with him, 983 01:00:37,840 --> 01:00:39,840 Speaker 1: I grew up with him in Montreal, and he's just 984 01:00:39,920 --> 01:00:43,280 Speaker 1: a brilliant poet. He's a wonderful guy. But we're also 985 01:00:44,000 --> 01:00:47,520 Speaker 1: really upset because he's not He really is not going anywhere. 986 01:00:47,920 --> 01:00:49,760 Speaker 1: And I would say, well, that's too bad. You know, 987 01:00:49,840 --> 01:00:52,720 Speaker 1: I didn't know him, I never met I said, that's 988 01:00:52,760 --> 01:00:55,480 Speaker 1: too bad. I said, why do you feel this way better? 989 01:00:56,320 --> 01:01:00,320 Speaker 1: And Mary said, you know these poems that her sow. 990 01:01:00,360 --> 01:01:02,720 Speaker 1: He gets published and we buy his books and we 991 01:01:02,800 --> 01:01:05,680 Speaker 1: go to the readings, but you know the problem is 992 01:01:05,760 --> 01:01:09,600 Speaker 1: that they are so obscure. Nobody knows what he's really 993 01:01:09,640 --> 01:01:16,720 Speaker 1: talking about, and so we're worried. I said, well, sounds 994 01:01:16,760 --> 01:01:19,560 Speaker 1: like a sad story to me. Then one day in 995 01:01:19,640 --> 01:01:22,920 Speaker 1: sixties six, she called me up and she said, guess what, 996 01:01:23,240 --> 01:01:25,160 Speaker 1: Leonard wants to come and see you. He wants to 997 01:01:25,160 --> 01:01:29,120 Speaker 1: sing you his songs. So I said to her, are 998 01:01:29,160 --> 01:01:34,920 Speaker 1: they obscure? And she said, oh yes, oh yes they're obscure. 999 01:01:35,640 --> 01:01:39,280 Speaker 1: That's we'll see. But he's coming to see you. He 1000 01:01:39,400 --> 01:01:41,480 Speaker 1: wants to see you. So he came, you know, and 1001 01:01:41,520 --> 01:01:44,280 Speaker 1: I thought, I opened the door, and I thought, I 1002 01:01:44,280 --> 01:01:47,080 Speaker 1: don't care if he doesn't write songs. He was very 1003 01:01:47,120 --> 01:01:52,400 Speaker 1: good looking man and very smart and very charming, darling, 1004 01:01:52,600 --> 01:01:57,760 Speaker 1: absolutely wonderful man and amazing man. And he came in 1005 01:01:57,800 --> 01:01:59,560 Speaker 1: and he said, I can't sing and I can't play 1006 01:01:59,600 --> 01:02:01,880 Speaker 1: the guitar, and I don't know if these are songs. 1007 01:02:02,360 --> 01:02:05,240 Speaker 1: And then he sang me the Stranger Song and dress 1008 01:02:05,280 --> 01:02:11,360 Speaker 1: rehearsal rag and Suzanne, and I said, these are great, 1009 01:02:11,920 --> 01:02:17,600 Speaker 1: these are wonderful. I said, I'll record them tomorrow. And 1010 01:02:17,640 --> 01:02:19,400 Speaker 1: I did two out of three. I didn't do the 1011 01:02:19,440 --> 01:02:22,920 Speaker 1: Stranger song. I still will have to have the Stranger 1012 01:02:23,000 --> 01:02:26,120 Speaker 1: song somewhere on an album. I'll do it. And so 1013 01:02:26,600 --> 01:02:29,720 Speaker 1: that's how we became friends. That's how I recorded his songs. 1014 01:02:29,800 --> 01:02:35,880 Speaker 1: And after I recorded Susanne on my fifth fifth album, 1015 01:02:35,880 --> 01:02:39,840 Speaker 1: on my sixth album, in my Life, he said he 1016 01:02:39,960 --> 01:02:42,680 Speaker 1: called me up and he said, you've made me famous. 1017 01:02:42,920 --> 01:02:47,439 Speaker 1: And I said, well, that's wonderful. That's good. It's good 1018 01:02:47,480 --> 01:02:51,000 Speaker 1: for you, good for us. It's a great song, Susanne, 1019 01:02:51,000 --> 01:02:55,400 Speaker 1: it's a great song. And uh, he said, but there's 1020 01:02:55,440 --> 01:02:58,920 Speaker 1: one thing I don't understand, which is I don't understand 1021 01:02:58,960 --> 01:03:03,880 Speaker 1: why you're not what writing your own songs. And I 1022 01:03:03,960 --> 01:03:06,960 Speaker 1: didn't have any answer. Dylan had always said to me, 1023 01:03:09,960 --> 01:03:12,760 Speaker 1: you should. You know people who say that you should 1024 01:03:12,960 --> 01:03:14,920 Speaker 1: do such, and you don't want to ever listen to 1025 01:03:14,920 --> 01:03:20,160 Speaker 1: those people. And but it was the way that the 1026 01:03:20,240 --> 01:03:24,640 Speaker 1: way that Leonard asked it was different. There was the 1027 01:03:24,680 --> 01:03:29,160 Speaker 1: difference between some kind of socratic method and the other way. 1028 01:03:29,160 --> 01:03:31,480 Speaker 1: I don't know what the difference is exactly, but it's 1029 01:03:31,520 --> 01:03:35,480 Speaker 1: not it's not the same as saying you should. And 1030 01:03:35,800 --> 01:03:38,680 Speaker 1: he said, I just don't know why you don't. So 1031 01:03:38,720 --> 01:03:42,400 Speaker 1: I came home. I already had my Steinway. I had 1032 01:03:42,400 --> 01:03:46,000 Speaker 1: already moved uptown because I needed more room because now 1033 01:03:46,040 --> 01:03:47,720 Speaker 1: I had to have custody of my son. I had 1034 01:03:47,720 --> 01:03:51,080 Speaker 1: to have a bigger apartment, and I had my Steinway, 1035 01:03:51,800 --> 01:03:54,920 Speaker 1: and I sat down and I started fiddling around, and 1036 01:03:54,960 --> 01:03:57,000 Speaker 1: I wrote a song called since You've asked. That was 1037 01:03:57,040 --> 01:04:00,280 Speaker 1: the first. Now you know, my books and my study 1038 01:04:00,320 --> 01:04:02,800 Speaker 1: are filled with attempt, some of which have made it 1039 01:04:02,840 --> 01:04:07,680 Speaker 1: to the stage. And so I've been writing ever since then. 1040 01:04:14,320 --> 01:04:16,640 Speaker 1: So what is your technique today for writing a song? 1041 01:04:16,960 --> 01:04:19,560 Speaker 1: It's twofold. First of all, I have to practice every day. 1042 01:04:19,600 --> 01:04:23,560 Speaker 1: That's essential. And when I finished with my hand and 1043 01:04:23,600 --> 01:04:28,360 Speaker 1: my charny and my exercises, I can usually listen to 1044 01:04:28,400 --> 01:04:31,880 Speaker 1: something or read something while I do hand and charny, 1045 01:04:32,800 --> 01:04:35,320 Speaker 1: and thank god I can do that. So then I 1046 01:04:35,400 --> 01:04:37,880 Speaker 1: put that aside, and then I take the copies of 1047 01:04:38,520 --> 01:04:41,160 Speaker 1: poetry that I've written in the past day or day 1048 01:04:41,240 --> 01:04:43,360 Speaker 1: or two or week, and I put it up in 1049 01:04:43,400 --> 01:04:47,560 Speaker 1: front of the piano. Wa wa. The poetry is that 1050 01:04:47,800 --> 01:04:51,200 Speaker 1: something you write on inspiration? Is it something you force 1051 01:04:51,240 --> 01:04:53,120 Speaker 1: yourself to write? How does the how do the words 1052 01:04:53,160 --> 01:04:56,640 Speaker 1: come to be? Well, it's both. It's a chore and 1053 01:04:56,720 --> 01:05:00,320 Speaker 1: a pleasure, but it's also a responsibility. Is if I 1054 01:05:00,400 --> 01:05:05,040 Speaker 1: don't write things down. I've written a number of books 1055 01:05:05,080 --> 01:05:11,080 Speaker 1: over the years, and I've written a lot of songs 1056 01:05:11,160 --> 01:05:14,040 Speaker 1: that some of which have been recorded in some of 1057 01:05:14,040 --> 01:05:17,440 Speaker 1: which have, you know, sit there waiting for more attention. 1058 01:05:18,000 --> 01:05:22,920 Speaker 1: Sometimes it is I have a friend who says that 1059 01:05:23,000 --> 01:05:26,200 Speaker 1: writing is like is like laying pipe. If you don't 1060 01:05:26,280 --> 01:05:28,480 Speaker 1: do it every day, you're not going to be there 1061 01:05:28,560 --> 01:05:30,720 Speaker 1: when the muse comes through the window. At least that's 1062 01:05:30,720 --> 01:05:33,800 Speaker 1: true for me. Some people it doesn't matter. They can 1063 01:05:33,800 --> 01:05:36,320 Speaker 1: write any time of day or night, it doesn't matter. 1064 01:05:36,440 --> 01:05:39,200 Speaker 1: There are me, I have to find the time in 1065 01:05:39,240 --> 01:05:42,800 Speaker 1: the day to get it done, and then when it's done, 1066 01:05:42,840 --> 01:05:44,600 Speaker 1: it's done, and then I can look at it and 1067 01:05:44,640 --> 01:05:48,840 Speaker 1: listen to it. I also have times when I'm able 1068 01:05:48,960 --> 01:05:50,720 Speaker 1: to do what I did in the early years, which 1069 01:05:50,800 --> 01:05:53,880 Speaker 1: is to sit a noodle at the piano until something 1070 01:05:53,920 --> 01:06:01,560 Speaker 1: comes through. It's not necessarily something that is going to 1071 01:06:01,720 --> 01:06:03,800 Speaker 1: make it, but if there are a few lines and 1072 01:06:03,880 --> 01:06:08,120 Speaker 1: a few melody, and sometimes it's the melody, sometimes it's 1073 01:06:08,160 --> 01:06:11,600 Speaker 1: the lyric, it's the hook. But sometimes it will tighten 1074 01:06:11,600 --> 01:06:14,160 Speaker 1: itself up into a song actually while you're sitting there 1075 01:06:14,160 --> 01:06:18,000 Speaker 1: at the piano. And sometimes you'll write something that I 1076 01:06:18,160 --> 01:06:21,640 Speaker 1: have made it u For instance, in I wrote a 1077 01:06:21,680 --> 01:06:23,960 Speaker 1: poem every day, and so at the end of the 1078 01:06:24,000 --> 01:06:28,440 Speaker 1: year had three poems, a number of which made it 1079 01:06:28,480 --> 01:06:32,000 Speaker 1: into song form. Most you know, two thirds of the 1080 01:06:32,080 --> 01:06:35,680 Speaker 1: poems have wound up in the poem patch, so to speak, 1081 01:06:36,080 --> 01:06:38,480 Speaker 1: but some of them make it make it to the piano, 1082 01:06:38,560 --> 01:06:40,640 Speaker 1: and they make it through the test of whether this 1083 01:06:40,760 --> 01:06:44,280 Speaker 1: is really singable or workable. Now, I've got a whole 1084 01:06:44,320 --> 01:06:46,919 Speaker 1: batch of new songs on this album that's coming out 1085 01:06:46,960 --> 01:06:53,880 Speaker 1: in uh twenty two, probably the early part, and they're 1086 01:06:53,920 --> 01:06:59,160 Speaker 1: all kinds of subjects. It's it's very interesting. It's uh 1087 01:06:59,440 --> 01:07:03,360 Speaker 1: you know, there's me about language and being able to 1088 01:07:03,400 --> 01:07:07,240 Speaker 1: hear language, and writers who hear language in songs have 1089 01:07:07,360 --> 01:07:12,600 Speaker 1: a great gift uh lingua franca. They used to call it. 1090 01:07:12,600 --> 01:07:15,520 Speaker 1: It's the common knowledge of people around you and the 1091 01:07:15,560 --> 01:07:19,240 Speaker 1: phrases that they say that are memorable and jump right 1092 01:07:19,280 --> 01:07:23,080 Speaker 1: off the page, and something that will jump right into 1093 01:07:23,120 --> 01:07:26,800 Speaker 1: a melodic structure easily and lead you to then finish 1094 01:07:26,840 --> 01:07:30,160 Speaker 1: the story. But it is a job. It's not I 1095 01:07:30,200 --> 01:07:34,600 Speaker 1: don't think for most people. I don't think you can 1096 01:07:34,640 --> 01:07:36,800 Speaker 1: say that it's something you do. It's like falling off 1097 01:07:36,800 --> 01:07:38,320 Speaker 1: a log. No, it's a job. You have to do 1098 01:07:38,360 --> 01:07:42,360 Speaker 1: it every day. Okay, So you work and you get 1099 01:07:42,360 --> 01:07:46,720 Speaker 1: more notoriety having covered Susanne? How do you end up 1100 01:07:46,760 --> 01:07:51,200 Speaker 1: knowing Joni Mitchell and doing both sides? Now, another miracle 1101 01:07:51,560 --> 01:07:55,560 Speaker 1: coming through the window, an angel at the window. I 1102 01:07:57,400 --> 01:08:00,840 Speaker 1: it was I had, of course recorded Nerd and anyway, 1103 01:08:00,840 --> 01:08:06,080 Speaker 1: I loved the Canadians. I recorded and worked worked with 1104 01:08:06,280 --> 01:08:09,320 Speaker 1: and recorded songs by Fred Ed mccurty. At the beginning 1105 01:08:10,200 --> 01:08:15,400 Speaker 1: UM Last Night, I had this strange dream. I recorded 1106 01:08:15,440 --> 01:08:20,120 Speaker 1: him very early on Ian and Sylvia Canadians of whom 1107 01:08:20,160 --> 01:08:24,519 Speaker 1: from whom I learned some day soon, which I would 1108 01:08:24,520 --> 01:08:28,760 Speaker 1: do on my UM who Knows Where the Time Goes album? 1109 01:08:28,800 --> 01:08:33,439 Speaker 1: So I loved I loved Canadians and Gordie Lightfoot I 1110 01:08:33,520 --> 01:08:38,880 Speaker 1: recorded him on that fifth album, and so Canadians were. 1111 01:08:39,240 --> 01:08:43,320 Speaker 1: There was something fresh and different about the way they wrote, 1112 01:08:44,240 --> 01:08:48,400 Speaker 1: probably the wide open plains or something, or the English influence, 1113 01:08:48,400 --> 01:08:52,960 Speaker 1: I don't know, maybe, But then Leonard came along, and 1114 01:08:53,080 --> 01:08:57,080 Speaker 1: Leonard Leonard blew my mind and of course started my writing. 1115 01:08:57,680 --> 01:09:01,679 Speaker 1: So the next year, in in sixties Heaven, I'm asleep 1116 01:09:01,680 --> 01:09:05,200 Speaker 1: one night and I get the phone rings and it's 1117 01:09:05,240 --> 01:09:08,639 Speaker 1: three in the morning, and it's my friend Al Cooper. 1118 01:09:08,680 --> 01:09:11,040 Speaker 1: Now I knew Al Cooper because he was hanging around 1119 01:09:11,040 --> 01:09:13,080 Speaker 1: the village. I was hanging around the village. I would 1120 01:09:13,080 --> 01:09:15,439 Speaker 1: always go I loved blood, sweat and tears, so I'd 1121 01:09:15,439 --> 01:09:18,479 Speaker 1: go down to hear them play, and I think I 1122 01:09:18,560 --> 01:09:25,320 Speaker 1: was half half in love with I forget the guitar player. Uh. 1123 01:09:25,400 --> 01:09:28,840 Speaker 1: And so he knew my phone number by by heart, 1124 01:09:29,479 --> 01:09:31,760 Speaker 1: and it was him on the phone at three in 1125 01:09:31,800 --> 01:09:36,280 Speaker 1: the morning. And I and I had no romantic involvement 1126 01:09:36,320 --> 01:09:38,040 Speaker 1: with al. I just knew him and liked him and 1127 01:09:38,120 --> 01:09:41,000 Speaker 1: hung out with him. And so he called me up, 1128 01:09:41,000 --> 01:09:42,840 Speaker 1: and he knew I was recording, and he knew that 1129 01:09:42,880 --> 01:09:45,799 Speaker 1: I was involved with the new with the new album, 1130 01:09:45,960 --> 01:09:49,320 Speaker 1: and that I had started to write my own songs. 1131 01:09:50,160 --> 01:09:53,120 Speaker 1: I had written since you've asked, I'd written Albatross and 1132 01:09:53,160 --> 01:09:59,080 Speaker 1: another song which died in early deserved death. And so 1133 01:09:59,439 --> 01:10:02,920 Speaker 1: he said, Hi, how are you? And I said, I'm fine, 1134 01:10:03,600 --> 01:10:07,600 Speaker 1: how are you? It's three in the morning. Well, it 1135 01:10:07,640 --> 01:10:09,519 Speaker 1: could have been in those days I could have been 1136 01:10:09,680 --> 01:10:13,080 Speaker 1: up still or getting ready because I could have been drunk. 1137 01:10:13,200 --> 01:10:17,479 Speaker 1: I probably was surprising that I woke up. But he said, 1138 01:10:17,520 --> 01:10:19,960 Speaker 1: you know, I ran into this girl. She came to 1139 01:10:20,040 --> 01:10:22,720 Speaker 1: the show and she's I think she's in love of 1140 01:10:22,760 --> 01:10:25,320 Speaker 1: the drummer and she was hanging out and I asked 1141 01:10:25,360 --> 01:10:27,400 Speaker 1: her what she did and she said, I'm a songwriter. 1142 01:10:27,520 --> 01:10:30,519 Speaker 1: So he said she was good looking, and so I 1143 01:10:30,560 --> 01:10:33,559 Speaker 1: decided to follow her home, but he said When I 1144 01:10:33,600 --> 01:10:36,320 Speaker 1: got here, I thought, oh my god, Judy has to 1145 01:10:36,320 --> 01:10:40,920 Speaker 1: hear this. So then he turned the telephone in the 1146 01:10:41,000 --> 01:10:44,519 Speaker 1: direction of Joanie and she sang me both sides now, 1147 01:10:46,000 --> 01:10:49,200 Speaker 1: and I said, oh my god, what a song. Oh 1148 01:10:49,360 --> 01:10:51,680 Speaker 1: be right over, So I was. I went to her 1149 01:10:51,680 --> 01:10:55,040 Speaker 1: house at three in the morning. No, I didn't go 1150 01:10:55,160 --> 01:10:57,760 Speaker 1: right over. I went over the next day. I called Jack. 1151 01:10:57,840 --> 01:11:01,120 Speaker 1: I said, you have to meet me Joni's apartment, and 1152 01:11:01,160 --> 01:11:03,400 Speaker 1: you have to hear the song, because I'm telling you 1153 01:11:03,840 --> 01:11:07,519 Speaker 1: this is it. And I we got there and she 1154 01:11:07,560 --> 01:11:12,120 Speaker 1: played the song and we recorded it and Josh, Josh Rifkin, 1155 01:11:12,200 --> 01:11:16,280 Speaker 1: made a beautiful, wonderful arrangement. And you know he's the one. 1156 01:11:16,320 --> 01:11:19,839 Speaker 1: We were sitting in this studio in New York, the Columbia, 1157 01:11:19,880 --> 01:11:25,520 Speaker 1: the big fat Columbia Orchestra recording studio. We had a 1158 01:11:25,640 --> 01:11:29,080 Speaker 1: nice sized orchestra. But then Josh said, you know, I 1159 01:11:29,160 --> 01:11:32,360 Speaker 1: need a harpsichord. I said, what do you need a 1160 01:11:32,400 --> 01:11:35,519 Speaker 1: harpsichord for. You have a whole orchestra here. He said, no, 1161 01:11:35,960 --> 01:11:40,519 Speaker 1: there's something here in this orchestra that needs to come 1162 01:11:40,520 --> 01:11:45,360 Speaker 1: out in a different way. So it's that do that 1163 01:11:46,439 --> 01:11:49,000 Speaker 1: and that's where we did it and how we did 1164 01:11:49,200 --> 01:11:51,520 Speaker 1: And then of course I got to know Jony in California. 1165 01:11:51,640 --> 01:11:54,000 Speaker 1: First I hung out with her here and listened to 1166 01:11:54,040 --> 01:11:57,840 Speaker 1: her sing her songs to me, and she's just the 1167 01:11:57,880 --> 01:12:01,240 Speaker 1: most splendid writer. She's got an for that thing we 1168 01:12:01,240 --> 01:12:04,599 Speaker 1: were saying about the lingua franca, that that that that 1169 01:12:04,840 --> 01:12:11,240 Speaker 1: sense about saying things that are in the conversation, things 1170 01:12:11,280 --> 01:12:19,200 Speaker 1: that are unusual language that's unusual. It's partly it's partly Canadian, 1171 01:12:19,200 --> 01:12:21,519 Speaker 1: it's partly a thing that's a twist that they have 1172 01:12:21,760 --> 01:12:27,320 Speaker 1: on communication. It's different than ours and charming and fresh 1173 01:12:27,360 --> 01:12:35,000 Speaker 1: and very powerful. Okay, suddenly the stars aligned and both 1174 01:12:35,040 --> 01:12:39,920 Speaker 1: sides now is a gigantic kit. You're recording for years, 1175 01:12:40,479 --> 01:12:43,559 Speaker 1: but this How does your life change when suddenly you 1176 01:12:43,640 --> 01:12:47,280 Speaker 1: have a worldwide hit. I'd like to say that the 1177 01:12:47,360 --> 01:12:54,599 Speaker 1: big change was that everybody answered my phone calls. They 1178 01:12:54,680 --> 01:12:58,760 Speaker 1: really did, They really did. That That was a big change. 1179 01:12:58,840 --> 01:13:01,040 Speaker 1: I didn't. I mean, I started to make some money 1180 01:13:01,120 --> 01:13:04,960 Speaker 1: at that point. I gave my mother a trip, my 1181 01:13:05,000 --> 01:13:10,280 Speaker 1: mother and father trip to uh to Hawaii that Christmas, 1182 01:13:10,360 --> 01:13:13,400 Speaker 1: and so you know, that was I had a little money, 1183 01:13:14,000 --> 01:13:17,240 Speaker 1: not a lot, but I've never had a lot of money, 1184 01:13:17,240 --> 01:13:22,320 Speaker 1: so that's not a big miss. But it did help. 1185 01:13:22,439 --> 01:13:27,479 Speaker 1: It certainly helped was my working because then I could 1186 01:13:27,479 --> 01:13:32,519 Speaker 1: pretty much work wherever and did and and have and will. 1187 01:13:33,640 --> 01:13:35,960 Speaker 1: But it was a huge thing to have a hit 1188 01:13:36,280 --> 01:13:41,240 Speaker 1: in nineteen sixty. You're a single woman with a recording 1189 01:13:41,360 --> 01:13:47,640 Speaker 1: contract with history, with a hit record, your upbeat, you're talkative, 1190 01:13:47,960 --> 01:13:52,040 Speaker 1: you're beautiful. I would think that you'd be fending off 1191 01:13:52,160 --> 01:13:58,000 Speaker 1: men over their basis. I'm also very picky. Well, there 1192 01:13:58,000 --> 01:14:02,240 Speaker 1: are two separate issues here. What has been approaching. The 1193 01:14:02,280 --> 01:14:04,160 Speaker 1: other issue is whether you open the door or not 1194 01:14:05,280 --> 01:14:08,920 Speaker 1: men Even to this day, you know, an attractive woman, 1195 01:14:09,000 --> 01:14:12,080 Speaker 1: never mind successful with a personality and optimism, you know, 1196 01:14:12,840 --> 01:14:20,679 Speaker 1: men are very aggressive. I yeah, well I've been lucky, 1197 01:14:20,880 --> 01:14:25,400 Speaker 1: was guys. I'm also you know, the thing that we 1198 01:14:25,479 --> 01:14:29,479 Speaker 1: haven't talked about is that I'm a recovering alcoholic. And 1199 01:14:29,680 --> 01:14:36,240 Speaker 1: I was starting in nineteen starting in in uh. When 1200 01:14:36,240 --> 01:14:39,120 Speaker 1: I first started, I already knew I was an alcoholic, 1201 01:14:39,200 --> 01:14:42,000 Speaker 1: So I figured that that also was a job. The 1202 01:14:42,240 --> 01:14:46,479 Speaker 1: job was to drink and to work hard. And if 1203 01:14:46,520 --> 01:14:48,960 Speaker 1: I worked hard and I was successful, I had the 1204 01:14:49,040 --> 01:14:52,720 Speaker 1: right to drink. Don't you think. So I felt that 1205 01:14:52,760 --> 01:14:56,840 Speaker 1: way about it, and I, of course I didn't know 1206 01:14:56,880 --> 01:14:58,960 Speaker 1: I had a choice anyway. I didn't have a choice, 1207 01:14:59,160 --> 01:15:02,599 Speaker 1: because an alcoholic, an addict who is in their cups 1208 01:15:02,640 --> 01:15:05,960 Speaker 1: and in their addiction does not have a choice that 1209 01:15:06,080 --> 01:15:08,519 Speaker 1: they know about until they finally know about it, and 1210 01:15:08,560 --> 01:15:11,400 Speaker 1: then they have a choice. So this went on for 1211 01:15:11,479 --> 01:15:13,720 Speaker 1: the years. All these years were talking about I was 1212 01:15:13,800 --> 01:15:16,320 Speaker 1: drinking like a fish all the time, but I showed 1213 01:15:16,400 --> 01:15:19,240 Speaker 1: up on time. I did exactly what my father did. 1214 01:15:19,439 --> 01:15:22,519 Speaker 1: He never missed a job. He was always on time. 1215 01:15:23,040 --> 01:15:26,400 Speaker 1: He was a professional. And that was me. That's where 1216 01:15:26,400 --> 01:15:29,599 Speaker 1: I learned to do that, you know, working alcoholic and 1217 01:15:29,680 --> 01:15:32,599 Speaker 1: as it was pretty I was pretty much a blackout 1218 01:15:32,680 --> 01:15:39,519 Speaker 1: drinker also, So I managed throughout that horrible part of 1219 01:15:39,560 --> 01:15:42,840 Speaker 1: it was horrible, But I do know that I developed 1220 01:15:42,880 --> 01:15:45,000 Speaker 1: something and I think now that I might have been 1221 01:15:45,040 --> 01:15:50,960 Speaker 1: a snob. I think that probably explains my uh situation 1222 01:15:51,040 --> 01:15:54,600 Speaker 1: with men. I was very picky. I was also very 1223 01:15:54,400 --> 01:15:59,040 Speaker 1: I was always um, very aware of the space that 1224 01:15:59,120 --> 01:16:01,360 Speaker 1: I was in a I don't know what happened when 1225 01:16:01,360 --> 01:16:04,640 Speaker 1: I was in blackouts. It was very dangerous territory to me. 1226 01:16:05,160 --> 01:16:08,440 Speaker 1: For for anybody who's who's a blackout drinker there there. 1227 01:16:08,479 --> 01:16:12,160 Speaker 1: We are vulnerable in every way because we don't know 1228 01:16:12,200 --> 01:16:13,840 Speaker 1: what we were doing, we don't know who we're with, 1229 01:16:14,000 --> 01:16:16,400 Speaker 1: we don't know what happened last night. I would call 1230 01:16:16,520 --> 01:16:18,320 Speaker 1: friends and they would say, you know, you told me 1231 01:16:18,360 --> 01:16:21,320 Speaker 1: that last night at length, so I don't need to 1232 01:16:21,360 --> 01:16:27,880 Speaker 1: hear this again this morning. And uh, but luck was 1233 01:16:27,920 --> 01:16:29,880 Speaker 1: with me and I was with a couple of guys. 1234 01:16:29,880 --> 01:16:33,400 Speaker 1: I mean, of course, Stephen, Stephen such an angel, and 1235 01:16:33,439 --> 01:16:37,160 Speaker 1: we had one of those angelic kind of uh stories, 1236 01:16:37,200 --> 01:16:41,160 Speaker 1: which is that we remained friends after the affair, even 1237 01:16:41,200 --> 01:16:45,360 Speaker 1: though Sweet Jut Blue Eyes was such a huge hit, 1238 01:16:46,160 --> 01:16:50,040 Speaker 1: and that, of course came after I recorded both sides 1239 01:16:50,120 --> 01:16:54,519 Speaker 1: Now and it was the album that followed that album. 1240 01:16:54,960 --> 01:16:58,720 Speaker 1: And that was when I met Stephen. I didn't know 1241 01:16:58,800 --> 01:17:00,400 Speaker 1: he was a fan. He was a and he used 1242 01:17:00,400 --> 01:17:02,800 Speaker 1: to go home at night and play my records after 1243 01:17:02,880 --> 01:17:06,799 Speaker 1: he'd been to all the basket clubs in the city 1244 01:17:06,840 --> 01:17:10,439 Speaker 1: and come home, like Elaine May would say, you know, 1245 01:17:10,560 --> 01:17:15,800 Speaker 1: the the the basket wouldn't even come back. Not only 1246 01:17:15,840 --> 01:17:18,000 Speaker 1: did it not come back with money, it didn't come 1247 01:17:18,000 --> 01:17:20,759 Speaker 1: back at all. And he put on Judy Collins records 1248 01:17:20,760 --> 01:17:23,040 Speaker 1: and would put him to sleep, which is I'm not 1249 01:17:23,120 --> 01:17:25,760 Speaker 1: sure if that's a compliment, but it helped him get 1250 01:17:25,800 --> 01:17:28,840 Speaker 1: through some of these nights. And so David Anderley, who 1251 01:17:28,880 --> 01:17:33,440 Speaker 1: was my producer on Who Knows Where the Time Goes? Um, 1252 01:17:33,560 --> 01:17:35,840 Speaker 1: he came and played on that album. That's how we met, 1253 01:17:35,880 --> 01:17:39,479 Speaker 1: and we fell in love and had this affair, and uh, 1254 01:17:39,640 --> 01:17:43,919 Speaker 1: you know, he's one. He's wonderful. He's such a incredible musician. 1255 01:17:44,640 --> 01:17:46,960 Speaker 1: And then of course it was heartbreaking because the song 1256 01:17:47,080 --> 01:17:49,120 Speaker 1: was so beautiful and it was played every time I 1257 01:17:49,200 --> 01:17:51,840 Speaker 1: turned around. I couldn't get away from it. It was 1258 01:17:51,920 --> 01:17:55,519 Speaker 1: like a shield of armor in a way. It just 1259 01:17:55,640 --> 01:17:59,760 Speaker 1: kind of prevented my movement in any direction. And I 1260 01:17:59,800 --> 01:18:02,040 Speaker 1: had in a long affair with Stacy Keach for a 1261 01:18:02,080 --> 01:18:06,360 Speaker 1: few years, and then with a couple of other people 1262 01:18:06,520 --> 01:18:10,519 Speaker 1: short lived, and then on the brink of losing my 1263 01:18:10,560 --> 01:18:14,280 Speaker 1: mind and my career and everything else, I met Lewis 1264 01:18:14,520 --> 01:18:17,160 Speaker 1: and I met him, uh four days before I went 1265 01:18:17,160 --> 01:18:22,600 Speaker 1: into treatment for alcoholism in nine and with the I 1266 01:18:22,640 --> 01:18:27,439 Speaker 1: don't know, some fortunate piece of luck, I went to 1267 01:18:27,479 --> 01:18:31,000 Speaker 1: the right place. I was finished, I was done, I 1268 01:18:31,040 --> 01:18:33,679 Speaker 1: was wiped out. I had no money, I had no 1269 01:18:34,040 --> 01:18:37,160 Speaker 1: way to work. I couldn't sing, I couldn't do anything 1270 01:18:37,200 --> 01:18:41,599 Speaker 1: but collapse into the arms of a A and gets over, 1271 01:18:41,800 --> 01:18:45,360 Speaker 1: which I did and which I've done. And so then 1272 01:18:45,479 --> 01:18:50,640 Speaker 1: the second half of my life actually started. When was 1273 01:18:50,680 --> 01:18:53,840 Speaker 1: the first time you heard Sweet Judy Blue Eyes? I 1274 01:18:53,920 --> 01:18:58,599 Speaker 1: heard it in a hotel room in May of sixty nine. 1275 01:18:58,720 --> 01:19:01,360 Speaker 1: We had we had split up. Well, you know, he 1276 01:19:01,400 --> 01:19:03,240 Speaker 1: lives in l A. I live in New York. He 1277 01:19:03,720 --> 01:19:07,000 Speaker 1: we had one big, two big problems. He didn't like 1278 01:19:07,240 --> 01:19:09,720 Speaker 1: l A and he didn't like therapy, and I was 1279 01:19:09,760 --> 01:19:14,080 Speaker 1: in both. I was not about to stay in l A. 1280 01:19:14,960 --> 01:19:18,120 Speaker 1: I couldn't. I couldn't handle it. It was really too 1281 01:19:18,200 --> 01:19:21,679 Speaker 1: much for me. Hell a, as I said, I would 1282 01:19:21,680 --> 01:19:25,360 Speaker 1: be deentified lived there. I really would. I have been 1283 01:19:25,400 --> 01:19:32,040 Speaker 1: too much. So so I heard it. He came to UH. 1284 01:19:32,160 --> 01:19:34,640 Speaker 1: I was doing a concert in Santa Monica, and he 1285 01:19:34,680 --> 01:19:38,200 Speaker 1: came to the hotel some place on on the beach, 1286 01:19:38,960 --> 01:19:43,080 Speaker 1: and uh he brought me a birthday present of a 1287 01:19:43,160 --> 01:19:48,360 Speaker 1: beautiful Martin guitar, which I have still, and a bunch 1288 01:19:48,400 --> 01:19:51,080 Speaker 1: of flowers, and then he said, I have to sing 1289 01:19:51,120 --> 01:19:53,280 Speaker 1: you a song. And then he sang me Sweet Judy Boys, 1290 01:19:53,520 --> 01:19:56,919 Speaker 1: and we were both sobbing, and when it was finished, 1291 01:19:56,920 --> 01:19:59,200 Speaker 1: I said, it is so gorgeous, but it is not 1292 01:19:59,240 --> 01:20:04,240 Speaker 1: going to get me. However, we made we've made it 1293 01:20:04,320 --> 01:20:07,040 Speaker 1: a point of staying friends and being friends. We liked 1294 01:20:07,080 --> 01:20:09,519 Speaker 1: each other, not just having an affair, but we liked 1295 01:20:09,520 --> 01:20:11,960 Speaker 1: each other, and we liked each other's music. I like 1296 01:20:12,360 --> 01:20:15,240 Speaker 1: his music as well as I liked anybody's music in 1297 01:20:15,320 --> 01:20:20,839 Speaker 1: my life. It's spectacularly. He's a spectacular writer and performing 1298 01:20:21,120 --> 01:20:25,320 Speaker 1: what a guitar player doesn't get his due unfortunately anyway, 1299 01:20:25,360 --> 01:20:27,439 Speaker 1: they don't talk about it a lot, but he is. 1300 01:20:27,520 --> 01:20:30,360 Speaker 1: He's one of the best. So we remained friends all 1301 01:20:30,400 --> 01:20:31,920 Speaker 1: that time. Every once in a while we see each 1302 01:20:31,920 --> 01:20:34,240 Speaker 1: other or we talk, or we have a long back 1303 01:20:34,280 --> 01:20:37,360 Speaker 1: back and forth. He'd be in China or Japan or 1304 01:20:37,400 --> 01:20:42,200 Speaker 1: something and we'd be texting each other and in in 1305 01:20:42,360 --> 01:20:45,920 Speaker 1: about I think about seven years ago, we were we 1306 01:20:45,920 --> 01:20:49,320 Speaker 1: were both on a big show in Orlando. It was 1307 01:20:49,360 --> 01:20:54,679 Speaker 1: an a a RP huge festival show at the theater 1308 01:20:54,760 --> 01:21:00,280 Speaker 1: out there and uh it was unfortunately, um the last show, 1309 01:21:00,520 --> 01:21:02,720 Speaker 1: live show that Richie Havens did, So he was on that. 1310 01:21:02,800 --> 01:21:05,680 Speaker 1: Richie was on the show c S and n was was. 1311 01:21:06,160 --> 01:21:10,680 Speaker 1: I don't think Neil was, I'm not sure, C S C. 1312 01:21:10,680 --> 01:21:12,920 Speaker 1: Crosby Stills and Nash was on and we were on, 1313 01:21:13,720 --> 01:21:17,679 Speaker 1: and when it was finished, we looked at each other 1314 01:21:17,840 --> 01:21:21,000 Speaker 1: and we said, what's the matter with us? Are we 1315 01:21:21,080 --> 01:21:24,240 Speaker 1: chopped liver? We should be out there doing our thing together. 1316 01:21:25,840 --> 01:21:30,439 Speaker 1: So it took a lot of doing, but in six 1317 01:21:34,120 --> 01:21:37,360 Speaker 1: we did a hundred and fifteen shows together over a 1318 01:21:37,400 --> 01:21:41,799 Speaker 1: period of a year and a half. They were well. 1319 01:21:42,280 --> 01:21:44,599 Speaker 1: Steven says they were the top of his career, that 1320 01:21:44,640 --> 01:21:47,320 Speaker 1: they were the best time he ever had on stage. 1321 01:21:47,640 --> 01:21:49,000 Speaker 1: And you know, most of the time, if you go 1322 01:21:49,080 --> 01:21:51,840 Speaker 1: to a show with two artists, it'll be a half 1323 01:21:51,880 --> 01:21:53,800 Speaker 1: and half thing, and then if you're lucky, you'll get 1324 01:21:53,800 --> 01:21:56,000 Speaker 1: a song at the end. But maybe not, not if 1325 01:21:56,000 --> 01:21:58,240 Speaker 1: they don't not if the artists don't know each other 1326 01:21:58,280 --> 01:22:02,479 Speaker 1: too well. So we were on the stage for two 1327 01:22:02,479 --> 01:22:07,719 Speaker 1: hours solid together. We each had a solo, but other 1328 01:22:07,800 --> 01:22:10,519 Speaker 1: than that, we sang everything together. And each night I 1329 01:22:10,520 --> 01:22:17,280 Speaker 1: would be listening to this extraordinary guitar player, unbelievable, and 1330 01:22:17,560 --> 01:22:20,080 Speaker 1: I was a girl singer in a rock and roll band. 1331 01:22:20,360 --> 01:22:23,479 Speaker 1: I mean, just think of that, as I mean, that's 1332 01:22:23,520 --> 01:22:25,680 Speaker 1: the top of the world. I always wanted to be 1333 01:22:25,760 --> 01:22:30,280 Speaker 1: a rock and roll singer. I just couldn't play that 1334 01:22:30,360 --> 01:22:34,080 Speaker 1: electric guitar. I could not get that together. Okay, will 1335 01:22:34,120 --> 01:22:38,680 Speaker 1: it happen again? I don't think so. For me. Yes, anytime, 1336 01:22:38,960 --> 01:22:47,439 Speaker 1: any time he has said, well we will see, we'll see. 1337 01:22:47,600 --> 01:22:55,919 Speaker 1: Life is long and uh. Anyway, we had a dreamy 1338 01:22:56,000 --> 01:23:01,160 Speaker 1: time at best time ever, incredible, incredible time. Okay. Now, 1339 01:23:01,200 --> 01:23:05,080 Speaker 1: another interesting thing in your career is you know Bob 1340 01:23:05,200 --> 01:23:07,960 Speaker 1: Dylan had all the success and he had the Woodstock years. 1341 01:23:08,040 --> 01:23:10,640 Speaker 1: Then he took a left turn with Self Portrait and 1342 01:23:10,680 --> 01:23:14,680 Speaker 1: then regained his form with New Morning, which was a 1343 01:23:14,760 --> 01:23:19,160 Speaker 1: great record. But you recorded Time Passes Slowly from that album, 1344 01:23:19,160 --> 01:23:22,880 Speaker 1: which I love, before that album came out. How did 1345 01:23:22,880 --> 01:23:27,320 Speaker 1: that come together? If you remember? I don't know. I 1346 01:23:27,439 --> 01:23:35,280 Speaker 1: think maybe UM our mutual lawyer, uh, David Braun, who 1347 01:23:35,360 --> 01:23:40,240 Speaker 1: was my lawyer from the first Electra uh contract in 1348 01:23:42,479 --> 01:23:46,320 Speaker 1: David represented Dylan for a long long time. In fact, 1349 01:23:46,720 --> 01:23:51,120 Speaker 1: when when David Braun went to UM Polygraph, David Brown 1350 01:23:51,400 --> 01:23:56,680 Speaker 1: represented everybody, represented Barbara streisand he represented Neil Diamond, he 1351 01:23:56,760 --> 01:24:01,280 Speaker 1: represented Bob Dylan, he represented me and but he got 1352 01:24:01,320 --> 01:24:05,639 Speaker 1: a job with Polygraph, being the president of polygraph, big mistake. 1353 01:24:06,479 --> 01:24:10,839 Speaker 1: All the artists left him, but Dylan stayed, and I stayed. 1354 01:24:11,400 --> 01:24:13,840 Speaker 1: And I think Neil over the year's state. I mean 1355 01:24:13,880 --> 01:24:17,880 Speaker 1: Neil was at his funeral. I think Neil stayed. But 1356 01:24:19,960 --> 01:24:23,800 Speaker 1: David always had an end on what Dylan was recording, 1357 01:24:24,840 --> 01:24:27,960 Speaker 1: and I'm sure that that's where it happened. I think 1358 01:24:28,000 --> 01:24:31,960 Speaker 1: I had a you know, elite costy. This may be 1359 01:24:32,040 --> 01:24:35,040 Speaker 1: a left turn, but what Dylan has been been as 1360 01:24:35,080 --> 01:24:39,040 Speaker 1: successful without Albert Grossman as his manager, I don't know. 1361 01:24:39,240 --> 01:24:42,160 Speaker 1: I loved Albert, and I think Albert was a brilliant man. 1362 01:24:42,400 --> 01:24:45,759 Speaker 1: Is wasn't brilliant man. Unfortunately he's not with us anymore. 1363 01:24:46,320 --> 01:24:50,639 Speaker 1: But Dylan, Dylan, He's NonStop. I think this this last 1364 01:24:50,720 --> 01:24:56,480 Speaker 1: album is one of the best things they've ever done. Uh. 1365 01:24:56,640 --> 01:25:03,400 Speaker 1: The song about Kennedy's murder is really one of the 1366 01:25:03,439 --> 01:25:07,000 Speaker 1: finest pieces of art that I've run into in a 1367 01:25:07,040 --> 01:25:11,559 Speaker 1: long time. That's pretty that's pretty damned impressive to come 1368 01:25:11,600 --> 01:25:15,200 Speaker 1: around that circle. I did an album of of Dylan 1369 01:25:15,320 --> 01:25:19,360 Speaker 1: songs and I listened to everything. This was in ninety two. 1370 01:25:19,479 --> 01:25:22,040 Speaker 1: I listened to everything you ever made up to that point, 1371 01:25:23,320 --> 01:25:28,840 Speaker 1: and uh, you know, in chronicles he writes about why 1372 01:25:29,080 --> 01:25:32,599 Speaker 1: he had those ten years of writing those incredible songs, 1373 01:25:32,640 --> 01:25:34,760 Speaker 1: and he doesn't know how it happened. He doesn't know 1374 01:25:34,960 --> 01:25:37,920 Speaker 1: why it stopped. He doesn't know why it started. I 1375 01:25:38,040 --> 01:25:41,320 Speaker 1: have a clue though about it, and I'm not sure 1376 01:25:41,400 --> 01:25:44,479 Speaker 1: what he has said, probably said some things about it. 1377 01:25:45,080 --> 01:25:47,080 Speaker 1: But when he got to New York and when he 1378 01:25:47,280 --> 01:25:50,320 Speaker 1: changed his name to Dylan and he was still homeless, 1379 01:25:50,439 --> 01:25:53,639 Speaker 1: he spent a lot of time sleeping on people's couches. 1380 01:25:53,720 --> 01:25:57,920 Speaker 1: And I mean Dave En Ronks and and probably David 1381 01:25:58,000 --> 01:26:02,599 Speaker 1: Blues and probably who knows, certainly Jack Ramlan, Jack Elliott. 1382 01:26:03,240 --> 01:26:09,880 Speaker 1: So he was exposed to people's libraries in a way 1383 01:26:09,920 --> 01:26:14,560 Speaker 1: that is not always possible if you're sleeping on somebody's 1384 01:26:14,640 --> 01:26:19,000 Speaker 1: couch and there bookcase. And it's interesting in times of zoom, 1385 01:26:19,040 --> 01:26:25,600 Speaker 1: you look at people's bookcases behind there, their pictures, newscasters, 1386 01:26:25,640 --> 01:26:28,240 Speaker 1: people who are coming in with opinions, and they often 1387 01:26:28,320 --> 01:26:33,080 Speaker 1: have book book libraries behind them, and you always peer 1388 01:26:33,120 --> 01:26:34,960 Speaker 1: around and look, you know, what's That's why I don't 1389 01:26:35,000 --> 01:26:39,599 Speaker 1: do that here. But I think he read a lot. 1390 01:26:39,720 --> 01:26:42,080 Speaker 1: I think he I think he was exposed to things 1391 01:26:42,120 --> 01:26:46,200 Speaker 1: he hadn't seen, and things ideas he hadn't heard, and 1392 01:26:46,280 --> 01:26:50,960 Speaker 1: I think something wild and wonderful got stirred up that 1393 01:26:51,160 --> 01:26:55,439 Speaker 1: hadn't been stirred up. And I'm not saying that there 1394 01:26:55,520 --> 01:26:59,920 Speaker 1: was anything less about being homeless in Colorado and sleeping 1395 01:27:00,040 --> 01:27:05,320 Speaker 1: on the bed of one of our folk music lights 1396 01:27:05,360 --> 01:27:08,439 Speaker 1: in those days, but I think it was different. I 1397 01:27:08,439 --> 01:27:13,800 Speaker 1: think it jogged him. And do you you mentioned you 1398 01:27:13,880 --> 01:27:17,919 Speaker 1: stayed in touch with Steven Stills, those people who haven't passed. 1399 01:27:18,120 --> 01:27:20,920 Speaker 1: Do you stay in touch with the writers of the 1400 01:27:21,000 --> 01:27:22,920 Speaker 1: songs you've done or that was a moment more of 1401 01:27:22,960 --> 01:27:27,360 Speaker 1: a momentary thing. Oh. I've always had relationships with most 1402 01:27:27,400 --> 01:27:30,599 Speaker 1: of the people that I've that I've who's material i've 1403 01:27:30,760 --> 01:27:36,240 Speaker 1: I've I've worked on if they're on, if they're living, uh, 1404 01:27:36,280 --> 01:27:41,559 Speaker 1: And I've had I had a wonderful relationship with with Leonard. 1405 01:27:41,600 --> 01:27:44,479 Speaker 1: I mean it was he was so generous and he 1406 01:27:44,600 --> 01:27:48,320 Speaker 1: was so kind, and you know, he'd calling read me 1407 01:27:48,640 --> 01:27:51,960 Speaker 1: fifty verses of a song before he'd settled on the 1408 01:27:51,960 --> 01:27:57,640 Speaker 1: ones that he liked. I I'm a great fan of 1409 01:27:57,640 --> 01:28:00,360 Speaker 1: of Jimmy Webb, for instance, who's a good friend and 1410 01:28:00,840 --> 01:28:04,120 Speaker 1: just an amazing writer. I have such respect for him, 1411 01:28:04,240 --> 01:28:08,400 Speaker 1: and I'm always so moved by his writing. It's tremendous 1412 01:28:09,240 --> 01:28:13,080 Speaker 1: and most of the singer songwriters that I've known, I 1413 01:28:13,120 --> 01:28:16,679 Speaker 1: certainly knew Joni in the early years much better than 1414 01:28:16,720 --> 01:28:21,360 Speaker 1: I do today, but I knew her well and uh 1415 01:28:21,439 --> 01:28:25,080 Speaker 1: and people like Farina was a great friend of mine. 1416 01:28:25,520 --> 01:28:29,960 Speaker 1: I just was devastated by his death. And you know, 1417 01:28:29,960 --> 01:28:31,960 Speaker 1: it's kind of it's dangerous to get too close to 1418 01:28:32,000 --> 01:28:35,559 Speaker 1: people because they do leave the planet. Going back to 1419 01:28:35,600 --> 01:28:39,479 Speaker 1: the early days, did you feel in competition with Joan Baias, 1420 01:28:40,160 --> 01:28:43,439 Speaker 1: Oh God, No, I was very friendly with the whole family. 1421 01:28:43,479 --> 01:28:46,160 Speaker 1: You know. Mimi was a good friend her mother. I 1422 01:28:46,240 --> 01:28:49,720 Speaker 1: have more I often choked joked to her about this. 1423 01:28:49,880 --> 01:28:53,120 Speaker 1: I have more letters from her mother, from big Joan 1424 01:28:53,600 --> 01:28:57,240 Speaker 1: fan letters, and I do from her although she's wonderful. 1425 01:28:57,520 --> 01:29:02,759 Speaker 1: She came. I sang at her seventy fifth at the Beacon, 1426 01:29:02,800 --> 01:29:05,160 Speaker 1: and then she came to my eighties birthday party a 1427 01:29:05,200 --> 01:29:07,719 Speaker 1: couple of years ago. We had a great time, great 1428 01:29:07,720 --> 01:29:11,840 Speaker 1: time together. No, we love each other. We laugh. Mimi 1429 01:29:12,160 --> 01:29:15,800 Speaker 1: was the laugher Memi was hysterical, and she and Dick 1430 01:29:15,880 --> 01:29:19,640 Speaker 1: were good friends of mine, very good friends. Well. I 1431 01:29:19,720 --> 01:29:21,640 Speaker 1: loved the book that down so long it looks like 1432 01:29:21,880 --> 01:29:24,920 Speaker 1: up to me, he really made a huge impact upon me. 1433 01:29:25,360 --> 01:29:28,320 Speaker 1: You're so forthcoming and so many aspects of your life 1434 01:29:28,320 --> 01:29:31,839 Speaker 1: that therefore you talked about Steve and you talked about alcoholism. 1435 01:29:31,880 --> 01:29:35,000 Speaker 1: That a touchy subject for me, but maybe he is 1436 01:29:35,040 --> 01:29:38,840 Speaker 1: not for you. You know, your son took his own life. 1437 01:29:39,040 --> 01:29:43,320 Speaker 1: You also say that he said he had alcohol issues 1438 01:29:43,320 --> 01:29:46,960 Speaker 1: and depression issues. You've also gone on record that you've 1439 01:29:47,000 --> 01:29:51,639 Speaker 1: had depression issues. Can you talk a little bit about that. Well, 1440 01:29:51,720 --> 01:29:55,800 Speaker 1: this gene that was in both of our families. My 1441 01:29:55,880 --> 01:29:59,760 Speaker 1: father was an alcoholic, of course, and his his background, 1442 01:30:00,439 --> 01:30:04,759 Speaker 1: his his own father's father took his life. I don't 1443 01:30:04,800 --> 01:30:07,479 Speaker 1: say that because I think that that means that if 1444 01:30:07,479 --> 01:30:10,240 Speaker 1: it's in the family, then you you'll get it. It's 1445 01:30:10,280 --> 01:30:15,479 Speaker 1: not that, but the gene for addiction is certainly in 1446 01:30:15,600 --> 01:30:18,439 Speaker 1: the d n A, and we do get it at birth, 1447 01:30:18,479 --> 01:30:22,840 Speaker 1: and if we have any luck, it gets into our 1448 01:30:22,880 --> 01:30:27,719 Speaker 1: behavior or our behavior brings it into fruition. Perhaps. But Clark, 1449 01:30:28,040 --> 01:30:31,599 Speaker 1: when when he when he would turned ten eleven years old, 1450 01:30:31,840 --> 01:30:33,760 Speaker 1: I knew there was something off. He was a d 1451 01:30:34,520 --> 01:30:37,400 Speaker 1: d H D or he was um. They used to 1452 01:30:37,400 --> 01:30:41,439 Speaker 1: have different words for it. Uh. Anyway, he was antagonized. 1453 01:30:41,479 --> 01:30:45,479 Speaker 1: He was, he was short tempered, he was, but he 1454 01:30:45,600 --> 01:30:49,919 Speaker 1: was brilliant and his his focus. He was a wonderful musician. 1455 01:30:50,880 --> 01:30:54,040 Speaker 1: And he would have a short focus at times. But 1456 01:30:54,160 --> 01:30:57,519 Speaker 1: I knew he was. I knew in those days in seventies, 1457 01:30:57,560 --> 01:31:00,439 Speaker 1: seventy one seventy two, when he first got to New York, 1458 01:31:00,800 --> 01:31:06,439 Speaker 1: when he first was exhibiting the tendencies that I now 1459 01:31:06,479 --> 01:31:14,280 Speaker 1: associated with alcoholism and getting into trouble, and the schools 1460 01:31:14,320 --> 01:31:18,439 Speaker 1: that followed, you know, places like windsor Mountain up in Lennox, 1461 01:31:19,160 --> 01:31:22,240 Speaker 1: where the headmaster would say, oh, you know, we really 1462 01:31:22,720 --> 01:31:26,719 Speaker 1: we really focused on the drug issues and the substance issues. 1463 01:31:26,760 --> 01:31:28,799 Speaker 1: And then two weeks later he'd be in the hospital 1464 01:31:28,840 --> 01:31:33,600 Speaker 1: with an overdose. So I mean it was classic alcoholism. 1465 01:31:33,680 --> 01:31:36,960 Speaker 1: And had it happened in a later time, most people 1466 01:31:37,000 --> 01:31:39,960 Speaker 1: would be saying, and doctors included, you know, this kid 1467 01:31:40,000 --> 01:31:44,439 Speaker 1: needs to be in rehab. And I was not sober yet, 1468 01:31:44,840 --> 01:31:48,080 Speaker 1: I still had some years to go. So he was 1469 01:31:48,280 --> 01:31:51,439 Speaker 1: nineteen when I got sober, and he had actually cleaned 1470 01:31:51,439 --> 01:31:55,679 Speaker 1: his life up and and gone. He and his girlfriend 1471 01:31:55,720 --> 01:31:59,599 Speaker 1: both had had gotten clean, and they were both both 1472 01:31:59,760 --> 01:32:02,280 Speaker 1: at Colombia, and they decided to move up to Ristie 1473 01:32:02,320 --> 01:32:05,000 Speaker 1: and they were at school up there, and he was 1474 01:32:05,040 --> 01:32:09,200 Speaker 1: in very good shape. And then he came back to 1475 01:32:09,240 --> 01:32:12,400 Speaker 1: New York and he sort of fell apart. And I 1476 01:32:12,479 --> 01:32:17,120 Speaker 1: went into treatment in seventy eight and he was in 1477 01:32:17,200 --> 01:32:21,719 Speaker 1: bad trouble. So it was six years before he came 1478 01:32:21,760 --> 01:32:28,040 Speaker 1: and said to me, I okay, I give up or 1479 01:32:28,120 --> 01:32:31,160 Speaker 1: I surrender and win, which is actually the way we 1480 01:32:31,200 --> 01:32:33,760 Speaker 1: look at it. And he went into treatment in in 1481 01:32:34,280 --> 01:32:37,559 Speaker 1: at Hazelden and he was sober for seven years. What 1482 01:32:37,680 --> 01:32:39,360 Speaker 1: a life, you know. He had a little girl, He 1483 01:32:39,400 --> 01:32:43,640 Speaker 1: had a wife who is now my my daughter in 1484 01:32:43,720 --> 01:32:46,800 Speaker 1: law still, who's a widow, but she's still my daughter 1485 01:32:46,800 --> 01:32:49,240 Speaker 1: in law, and the mother of my granddaughter who is 1486 01:32:49,280 --> 01:32:52,280 Speaker 1: now in her forties. No whore now in her thirties. 1487 01:32:52,320 --> 01:33:00,240 Speaker 1: Forgive me, Hollis. And so his his his suicide just 1488 01:33:01,560 --> 01:33:04,920 Speaker 1: about destroyed me. And when I say that, because I'm 1489 01:33:04,920 --> 01:33:10,160 Speaker 1: giving you the background, because it shouldn't really have almost 1490 01:33:10,240 --> 01:33:15,040 Speaker 1: destroyed me, because suicide if you're an alcoholic and you're active. 1491 01:33:15,400 --> 01:33:19,160 Speaker 1: But he wasn't active. He was sober, and he relapsed 1492 01:33:20,000 --> 01:33:22,080 Speaker 1: and he called me, he said, you know, I'm I'm 1493 01:33:22,080 --> 01:33:24,479 Speaker 1: having trouble. I said, I know, and he went into 1494 01:33:24,520 --> 01:33:31,440 Speaker 1: another couple of rounds of of going to their retreat 1495 01:33:31,560 --> 01:33:35,000 Speaker 1: up there at Hazelton. But they said it they let him. 1496 01:33:35,320 --> 01:33:37,639 Speaker 1: I say, they let him loose. But he was an adult, 1497 01:33:37,680 --> 01:33:41,320 Speaker 1: he was thirty three years old, so mom really couldn't 1498 01:33:41,400 --> 01:33:45,120 Speaker 1: ride in on a white horse and fix it. And 1499 01:33:45,560 --> 01:33:49,600 Speaker 1: he drank, and in the conclusion of his life, he 1500 01:33:50,760 --> 01:33:55,320 Speaker 1: did the same thing as grandfather on his father's side, 1501 01:33:55,320 --> 01:33:58,120 Speaker 1: that he went into a car and turned on the engine. 1502 01:33:59,400 --> 01:34:03,320 Speaker 1: And you know, Joan Rivers called me about four days 1503 01:34:03,360 --> 01:34:07,000 Speaker 1: after Clark's death and she said, I know what you 1504 01:34:07,040 --> 01:34:09,559 Speaker 1: want to do. You want to close your life down. 1505 01:34:10,439 --> 01:34:14,320 Speaker 1: I had started to cancel concerts and she said, you 1506 01:34:14,360 --> 01:34:16,800 Speaker 1: can't do that because if you do that, you're not 1507 01:34:16,840 --> 01:34:19,479 Speaker 1: going to heal. And as you know, she had lost 1508 01:34:19,479 --> 01:34:22,599 Speaker 1: her husband to suicide a few a couple of years before, 1509 01:34:24,040 --> 01:34:29,280 Speaker 1: and she said, there are no guilts in suicide, which 1510 01:34:29,320 --> 01:34:32,120 Speaker 1: I knew on an intellectual basis, but you have to 1511 01:34:32,160 --> 01:34:35,120 Speaker 1: talk to other people about it, which I did and 1512 01:34:35,200 --> 01:34:39,360 Speaker 1: I got some important, important help from a lot of people. 1513 01:34:40,240 --> 01:34:43,800 Speaker 1: And I decided to write a book about suicide, which 1514 01:34:43,840 --> 01:34:51,200 Speaker 1: I did. Uh what is it called? I don't remember 1515 01:34:52,960 --> 01:34:55,960 Speaker 1: gratitude and grace, I think. But I wanted to get 1516 01:34:56,000 --> 01:34:58,680 Speaker 1: down everything that I knew about suicide. Having been an 1517 01:34:58,680 --> 01:35:01,800 Speaker 1: attempter at the age of fourteen, I tried to do 1518 01:35:01,920 --> 01:35:07,439 Speaker 1: myself in It was all those pills and and I 1519 01:35:07,520 --> 01:35:10,640 Speaker 1: was very determined. And I don't I still don't know, 1520 01:35:11,160 --> 01:35:13,880 Speaker 1: except that they made me sick at my stomach and 1521 01:35:13,880 --> 01:35:17,840 Speaker 1: that I was not going to I was perfectly happy dying. 1522 01:35:17,880 --> 01:35:22,479 Speaker 1: I was not happy being sick of my stomach. Um, 1523 01:35:22,680 --> 01:35:27,479 Speaker 1: So I think what we need to do. When Clark died, 1524 01:35:27,520 --> 01:35:31,000 Speaker 1: there were only two books that really were positive. There 1525 01:35:31,000 --> 01:35:34,240 Speaker 1: were no books that were positive except one. The other 1526 01:35:34,320 --> 01:35:39,840 Speaker 1: one was called The Savage God, which I would never read. 1527 01:35:39,960 --> 01:35:43,720 Speaker 1: I never would have read it until this happened. And 1528 01:35:43,720 --> 01:35:46,960 Speaker 1: of course it's all about silly plast's suicide and it 1529 01:35:47,000 --> 01:35:53,640 Speaker 1: has not one ounce of solution in it. And the 1530 01:35:53,720 --> 01:35:56,880 Speaker 1: other book was by Irish Bolton, who whose book is 1531 01:35:56,920 --> 01:35:59,559 Speaker 1: full of solutions, and it's a marvelous book and it 1532 01:35:59,640 --> 01:36:02,040 Speaker 1: was very healing. And then I read everything I could 1533 01:36:02,040 --> 01:36:05,040 Speaker 1: get ever that it's ever been written. I think about suicide, 1534 01:36:05,880 --> 01:36:08,280 Speaker 1: and A wrote about it because I needed to get 1535 01:36:08,280 --> 01:36:10,360 Speaker 1: it out of my system. And I think that's really 1536 01:36:10,400 --> 01:36:14,960 Speaker 1: the secret to this, you know, suicide. I often say 1537 01:36:15,000 --> 01:36:18,519 Speaker 1: that suicide is fascinating if it's not happening to you. 1538 01:36:19,920 --> 01:36:23,720 Speaker 1: But on the on the positive side, you go you 1539 01:36:23,880 --> 01:36:27,360 Speaker 1: cannot go over it. You have to go through it. 1540 01:36:27,439 --> 01:36:30,080 Speaker 1: So you have to go through the feelings, you have 1541 01:36:30,200 --> 01:36:34,240 Speaker 1: to go through the experiences. It's it's a it's an 1542 01:36:34,240 --> 01:36:43,320 Speaker 1: opportunity to completely overhaul your ideas about what's happened. And 1543 01:36:43,439 --> 01:36:49,599 Speaker 1: you can't take it personally because it's not personal. It's 1544 01:36:50,120 --> 01:36:56,200 Speaker 1: a universal as as as um Cock. It's not Cocktau. 1545 01:36:56,560 --> 01:37:00,360 Speaker 1: It's another writer that starts with a sea who says 1546 01:37:00,520 --> 01:37:05,640 Speaker 1: that it is a universal human conundrum because we can 1547 01:37:05,680 --> 01:37:08,920 Speaker 1: all get off the planet if we want to, and 1548 01:37:08,960 --> 01:37:11,080 Speaker 1: so then the question is do we want to stay? 1549 01:37:12,840 --> 01:37:15,439 Speaker 1: And if you haven't had a suicidal thought in your life, 1550 01:37:16,000 --> 01:37:21,040 Speaker 1: you're living on some other planet. I think. Well, put now, 1551 01:37:21,360 --> 01:37:24,719 Speaker 1: subsequent cleaning up with alcohol, do you still have issues 1552 01:37:24,720 --> 01:37:31,200 Speaker 1: of depression? No? No, alcohol is a depressant. Funny, but 1553 01:37:31,320 --> 01:37:34,280 Speaker 1: that's the truth. Now, I know you were you a 1554 01:37:34,400 --> 01:37:37,280 Speaker 1: drinker before you got to New York and got really 1555 01:37:37,320 --> 01:37:40,840 Speaker 1: heavily into the musical lifestyle. Oh yes, I always drank. 1556 01:37:41,000 --> 01:37:43,679 Speaker 1: I drank from the age of fifteen, and I drank 1557 01:37:43,720 --> 01:37:46,960 Speaker 1: for twenty three years solid, you know I was. And 1558 01:37:47,520 --> 01:37:51,400 Speaker 1: did you have other than personal bad experiences, meaning you know, 1559 01:37:51,479 --> 01:37:53,200 Speaker 1: you woke up where you didn't know you were black 1560 01:37:53,280 --> 01:37:57,240 Speaker 1: out whatever. Did you ever have people who disconnected from you, 1561 01:37:57,280 --> 01:38:00,120 Speaker 1: were business opportunities that fell away because of your the 1562 01:38:00,120 --> 01:38:04,920 Speaker 1: whole use? Well, I don't know. I was very protected 1563 01:38:04,920 --> 01:38:07,960 Speaker 1: in a lot of ways. I had a very strong career, 1564 01:38:08,080 --> 01:38:14,600 Speaker 1: I had strong management. I do think that I was distancing, 1565 01:38:16,680 --> 01:38:20,800 Speaker 1: but I don't think that that was no. I was 1566 01:38:20,840 --> 01:38:24,320 Speaker 1: just getting sicker and sicker and sicker and sicker. And 1567 01:38:24,640 --> 01:38:29,120 Speaker 1: it wasn't anybody else's problem but mine. The last year 1568 01:38:29,320 --> 01:38:33,120 Speaker 1: of my drinking in seventy seven, I and someone said 1569 01:38:33,160 --> 01:38:39,480 Speaker 1: this to me recently. They the guy who wrote um 1570 01:38:39,640 --> 01:38:43,320 Speaker 1: Vincent what's his name? Don said to me, you know, 1571 01:38:43,360 --> 01:38:46,360 Speaker 1: I was in l A during those years. That year 1572 01:38:47,080 --> 01:38:50,080 Speaker 1: I saw a big poster that said that you had 1573 01:38:50,120 --> 01:38:58,400 Speaker 1: canceled concerts that year, and yeah, that's a career killer you. 1574 01:38:58,400 --> 01:39:04,439 Speaker 1: You canceled forty five shows, so the industry, but it 1575 01:39:04,520 --> 01:39:07,559 Speaker 1: was me. I couldn't sing, and in a way that 1576 01:39:07,680 --> 01:39:11,599 Speaker 1: was my That was a blessing that that was the problem, 1577 01:39:11,640 --> 01:39:14,240 Speaker 1: because if you can't sing, you can't show up. So 1578 01:39:14,320 --> 01:39:16,720 Speaker 1: it's not your alcoholism that's in the way. It's the 1579 01:39:16,720 --> 01:39:20,080 Speaker 1: fact that you can't think, so you have to cancel. 1580 01:39:20,560 --> 01:39:23,559 Speaker 1: And people understand that in the music business, they don't 1581 01:39:24,160 --> 01:39:27,799 Speaker 1: get terribly upset. If it doesn't go on for years, 1582 01:39:28,320 --> 01:39:31,439 Speaker 1: they don't get upset. If if it had, they do 1583 01:39:31,520 --> 01:39:34,000 Speaker 1: get upset. But if it happens for one season or 1584 01:39:34,040 --> 01:39:37,200 Speaker 1: two seasons, it's a whole summer, it's a whole spring. 1585 01:39:37,560 --> 01:39:42,400 Speaker 1: It's that's not unusual. So thank god that was the 1586 01:39:42,640 --> 01:39:45,760 Speaker 1: end of that, because then everything was canceled. And then 1587 01:39:45,840 --> 01:39:47,760 Speaker 1: I went into treatment, and then I couldn't work, I 1588 01:39:47,760 --> 01:39:51,479 Speaker 1: couldn't sing, and but eventually, slowly, but surely, it all 1589 01:39:51,560 --> 01:39:54,200 Speaker 1: came back. Okay, So what was the final straw? Who 1590 01:39:54,320 --> 01:39:57,559 Speaker 1: or what got you to go to rehab? I went. 1591 01:39:57,720 --> 01:40:02,479 Speaker 1: I had what we call an s gamo I. There 1592 01:40:02,520 --> 01:40:04,280 Speaker 1: was a guy in New York who was a very 1593 01:40:04,400 --> 01:40:08,759 Speaker 1: big drinker. He's very famous actor, and he was always drinking. 1594 01:40:08,800 --> 01:40:12,280 Speaker 1: In His picture would be on the on the daily news, 1595 01:40:13,320 --> 01:40:17,280 Speaker 1: falling out of some bar somewhere with blood splashing all 1596 01:40:17,320 --> 01:40:20,080 Speaker 1: over his face. He'd been in a big fight, and 1597 01:40:20,160 --> 01:40:22,080 Speaker 1: that happened a lot, and I would sit and I 1598 01:40:22,120 --> 01:40:25,200 Speaker 1: didn't know him personally, but I thought, oh, that's it. He's, 1599 01:40:25,320 --> 01:40:28,640 Speaker 1: you know, somebody's carrying on the tradition here, somebody. And 1600 01:40:28,720 --> 01:40:32,679 Speaker 1: I got to know his wife through an exercise class 1601 01:40:32,720 --> 01:40:35,360 Speaker 1: that I was in. I didn't know him personally, but 1602 01:40:35,479 --> 01:40:41,920 Speaker 1: I knew her, and so one day I said to her, Um, 1603 01:40:42,080 --> 01:40:45,639 Speaker 1: what happened. I don't see him, he's not I don't 1604 01:40:45,680 --> 01:40:48,519 Speaker 1: see these photographs in the time, in the news or 1605 01:40:48,560 --> 01:40:52,559 Speaker 1: the post. What's going on? She said, well, he got sober, 1606 01:40:53,960 --> 01:40:59,040 Speaker 1: and I thought, oh, dear God, that's terrible news. Some 1607 01:40:59,160 --> 01:41:03,559 Speaker 1: police give up the fight. And she said, would you 1608 01:41:03,600 --> 01:41:06,360 Speaker 1: like to talk to him? I said yes, and he 1609 01:41:07,320 --> 01:41:12,439 Speaker 1: drink again, and so I I was at the end 1610 01:41:12,439 --> 01:41:15,439 Speaker 1: of my rope, really, and so I already I was 1611 01:41:15,439 --> 01:41:17,640 Speaker 1: already trying to go to meetings, but I was too 1612 01:41:17,720 --> 01:41:20,519 Speaker 1: drunk to really do much about it. So I called him. 1613 01:41:20,600 --> 01:41:24,000 Speaker 1: He was on he was on location somewhere in Arizona, 1614 01:41:24,360 --> 01:41:27,120 Speaker 1: and he called me back and we spent a couple 1615 01:41:27,200 --> 01:41:29,840 Speaker 1: hours on the phone, and he said, I should go 1616 01:41:29,920 --> 01:41:34,040 Speaker 1: see this doctor, dr get Low, and I should go 1617 01:41:34,120 --> 01:41:36,320 Speaker 1: to these places, these meetings, and so on, and so 1618 01:41:36,360 --> 01:41:39,160 Speaker 1: I went to get low and that's how it happened. 1619 01:41:39,200 --> 01:41:42,320 Speaker 1: He I sat there and told him my sob story 1620 01:41:42,600 --> 01:41:47,880 Speaker 1: and uh he said. He was laughing, and he said, well, 1621 01:41:47,920 --> 01:41:51,240 Speaker 1: there's nothing wrong with you. There's nothing wrong with you 1622 01:41:51,280 --> 01:41:55,080 Speaker 1: except you're an alcoholic and there is a solution to this, 1623 01:41:55,160 --> 01:41:58,880 Speaker 1: and I will help you. And so he got me. 1624 01:41:59,720 --> 01:42:02,040 Speaker 1: He want me to call this place where I went 1625 01:42:02,080 --> 01:42:05,680 Speaker 1: for treatment at chit Chat. It's called it's called the 1626 01:42:05,720 --> 01:42:08,920 Speaker 1: Care and Foundation now and it focuses well, people go 1627 01:42:09,040 --> 01:42:11,559 Speaker 1: there and get sober, but it also focuses on the 1628 01:42:11,560 --> 01:42:15,200 Speaker 1: family because it is a family illness, and if you're 1629 01:42:15,200 --> 01:42:18,120 Speaker 1: in a family with alcoholism, you have it, whether you 1630 01:42:18,200 --> 01:42:22,560 Speaker 1: drink or not. It's about the isms, it's about powerlessness. 1631 01:42:22,600 --> 01:42:26,120 Speaker 1: It's about about trying to tell somebody else what to 1632 01:42:26,160 --> 01:42:29,160 Speaker 1: do and getting nowhere, because you can't get anywhere with 1633 01:42:29,479 --> 01:42:34,400 Speaker 1: somebody who's using. You can't keep saying you, look at you, 1634 01:42:34,400 --> 01:42:36,320 Speaker 1: you'd be so much better if you didn't do X, 1635 01:42:36,479 --> 01:42:39,639 Speaker 1: Y and Z. You just can't do it. It's also 1636 01:42:39,680 --> 01:42:43,479 Speaker 1: a self diagnosed disease, and that's the difference. That's why 1637 01:42:43,760 --> 01:42:45,760 Speaker 1: the a m A has such a hard time with it. 1638 01:42:47,200 --> 01:42:51,599 Speaker 1: And of course, I'm very Doctors know a lot about 1639 01:42:51,920 --> 01:42:58,479 Speaker 1: building bridges and bone cures. I mean not the not 1640 01:42:58,600 --> 01:43:02,920 Speaker 1: the one that takes bis phosphonates, but putting them back together. 1641 01:43:02,960 --> 01:43:05,280 Speaker 1: They know a lot about that. They don't don't know 1642 01:43:05,760 --> 01:43:10,200 Speaker 1: squat about most emotional things. And one of the first 1643 01:43:10,200 --> 01:43:13,120 Speaker 1: things they don't know is that alcohol is a depressant, 1644 01:43:13,439 --> 01:43:16,000 Speaker 1: and that many of these medications that they hand around 1645 01:43:16,040 --> 01:43:22,879 Speaker 1: so freely, the uh, you know, the pills for sleeping. 1646 01:43:22,960 --> 01:43:25,160 Speaker 1: I had a lot of those, the pills for sleeping 1647 01:43:25,240 --> 01:43:28,680 Speaker 1: and the pills for feeling good, and they often have 1648 01:43:28,880 --> 01:43:31,280 Speaker 1: different reactions to different people that are not good at 1649 01:43:31,600 --> 01:43:35,280 Speaker 1: that are not healthy, that are not up there with 1650 01:43:35,800 --> 01:43:40,920 Speaker 1: clean and sober living. So how do you stay sober 1651 01:43:41,040 --> 01:43:43,840 Speaker 1: day to time? You just do it one day at 1652 01:43:43,880 --> 01:43:45,519 Speaker 1: a time, and you go to meetings every day and 1653 01:43:45,600 --> 01:43:50,519 Speaker 1: you have a miracle happen, and it's happening all around us, 1654 01:43:50,880 --> 01:43:57,040 Speaker 1: all around us. Okay, what are your two favorite songs 1655 01:43:57,160 --> 01:44:01,639 Speaker 1: to sing? My favorite song of all is the most 1656 01:44:01,680 --> 01:44:05,120 Speaker 1: recent one that I've written, and a Jimmy Web song 1657 01:44:05,360 --> 01:44:10,400 Speaker 1: called the Highwayman. Okay, And in the time you have 1658 01:44:10,520 --> 01:44:14,439 Speaker 1: left on the planet, anything specifically you want to do 1659 01:44:14,640 --> 01:44:18,480 Speaker 1: whether it be career wise or just personal, go someplace 1660 01:44:18,960 --> 01:44:21,960 Speaker 1: you know that you haven't been before. It looks like 1661 01:44:22,000 --> 01:44:24,040 Speaker 1: I'm going to go to China, which I've never been 1662 01:44:24,080 --> 01:44:26,160 Speaker 1: to in all these years. And I want to go 1663 01:44:26,200 --> 01:44:30,040 Speaker 1: back to Japan where I was with Mimi and Arlo 1664 01:44:30,320 --> 01:44:34,960 Speaker 1: and uh Bruce Langhorn in nineteen sixty six. And I 1665 01:44:35,000 --> 01:44:37,880 Speaker 1: wanted to take a walk in the park today. Okay, 1666 01:44:38,000 --> 01:44:42,160 Speaker 1: And you mentioned you know finances, So how are your finances. 1667 01:44:42,280 --> 01:44:48,640 Speaker 1: They're fine, They're wonderful. Okay. So you are working primarily 1668 01:44:48,760 --> 01:44:51,400 Speaker 1: to work, You're not working for the money is always good, 1669 01:44:51,439 --> 01:44:54,920 Speaker 1: but it's not like you literally need the money to live. Well, 1670 01:44:54,960 --> 01:44:59,760 Speaker 1: that doesn't matter. There's nothing embarrassing about working. I think 1671 01:44:59,760 --> 01:45:02,000 Speaker 1: we're working for a living is one of the highest 1672 01:45:02,040 --> 01:45:05,400 Speaker 1: achievements one can have. I don't believe in retirement. I 1673 01:45:05,439 --> 01:45:08,600 Speaker 1: think it was invented after the Industrial Revolution so that 1674 01:45:08,720 --> 01:45:12,040 Speaker 1: the top end of the management could make it all 1675 01:45:12,200 --> 01:45:15,800 Speaker 1: and send the rest of us home. So I don't 1676 01:45:15,840 --> 01:45:18,639 Speaker 1: believe in it. And I don't think many artists stopped 1677 01:45:18,680 --> 01:45:25,080 Speaker 1: working when they can continue doing their artistic adventures. And 1678 01:45:25,120 --> 01:45:28,080 Speaker 1: that's what I'm honest, an artistic adventure, which involves going 1679 01:45:28,120 --> 01:45:32,599 Speaker 1: in front of audiences and recreating and creating what makes 1680 01:45:32,640 --> 01:45:35,200 Speaker 1: them happy. And I think being part of art is 1681 01:45:35,320 --> 01:45:37,519 Speaker 1: part of what keeps the planet awake. I don't know 1682 01:45:37,560 --> 01:45:41,000 Speaker 1: why anybody would stay on the planet without art and music. 1683 01:45:41,080 --> 01:45:43,479 Speaker 1: I don't know why any of us would stick around. 1684 01:45:44,760 --> 01:45:47,519 Speaker 1: You're speaking my language. I feel the same way. You know. 1685 01:45:47,640 --> 01:45:49,840 Speaker 1: It's all these people work at these jobs they hate 1686 01:45:50,040 --> 01:45:53,360 Speaker 1: so they can watch to go to the movies tonst 1687 01:45:54,240 --> 01:45:56,519 Speaker 1: without that. And you know that I don't want to 1688 01:45:56,560 --> 01:45:59,680 Speaker 1: get on a soapbox myself. But the fact that we 1689 01:45:59,760 --> 01:46:02,080 Speaker 1: live a country where there's no money for the arch's 1690 01:46:02,120 --> 01:46:05,600 Speaker 1: no music in the schools is you know, the priorities 1691 01:46:05,600 --> 01:46:08,639 Speaker 1: are not right. No, they're not right. And the teachers 1692 01:46:08,680 --> 01:46:12,479 Speaker 1: don't get paid enough, and the the the workers in 1693 01:46:12,520 --> 01:46:16,320 Speaker 1: the hospitals don't get paid enough. Our educators don't get 1694 01:46:16,640 --> 01:46:20,280 Speaker 1: what they should have. And and we have all of 1695 01:46:20,320 --> 01:46:24,919 Speaker 1: this abundance, and we cannot take care of the homeless, 1696 01:46:24,960 --> 01:46:28,840 Speaker 1: we cannot take care of our medical costs. We what 1697 01:46:29,040 --> 01:46:32,679 Speaker 1: is the matter with us? We need to have a rejuvenation. Well, 1698 01:46:32,720 --> 01:46:35,680 Speaker 1: you know you're you're speaking my language. Unfortunately, I'm more 1699 01:46:35,720 --> 01:46:40,080 Speaker 1: of a glass half empty person than you, But I 1700 01:46:40,120 --> 01:46:45,760 Speaker 1: am not optimistic about where we're going. I'm optimistic about today, 1701 01:46:45,840 --> 01:46:50,160 Speaker 1: and I'm optimistic about doing the things you know I had. 1702 01:46:50,200 --> 01:46:54,360 Speaker 1: And I'm friendly with the Molly John Fast. I don't 1703 01:46:54,400 --> 01:46:57,040 Speaker 1: know if you know who she is, but she's she's 1704 01:46:57,120 --> 01:46:59,200 Speaker 1: she's my friend Erica's daughter, and I've known it for 1705 01:46:59,200 --> 01:47:02,400 Speaker 1: a long time and were talking the other day. I said, 1706 01:47:02,400 --> 01:47:06,599 Speaker 1: what do you suggest? What are the two since all 1707 01:47:06,640 --> 01:47:08,800 Speaker 1: this trouble is going on, and since we've we're up 1708 01:47:08,840 --> 01:47:16,320 Speaker 1: against this incredible wall of greed, insanity, misbehavior. Uh, people 1709 01:47:16,360 --> 01:47:20,719 Speaker 1: who are living in some foul dream that they're trying 1710 01:47:20,760 --> 01:47:24,799 Speaker 1: to shove on us. You know, they attack the capital 1711 01:47:24,800 --> 01:47:27,519 Speaker 1: and call it tourism. What is the matter with us? What? 1712 01:47:27,520 --> 01:47:30,439 Speaker 1: What is? What do we do? Individually? She said, Well, 1713 01:47:30,439 --> 01:47:34,680 Speaker 1: the first is subscribe to a great newspaper. Well, you 1714 01:47:34,720 --> 01:47:38,280 Speaker 1: and I probably do that, Bob, And three or four 1715 01:47:39,160 --> 01:47:43,080 Speaker 1: or more get get get a good newspaper into and 1716 01:47:43,120 --> 01:47:47,640 Speaker 1: also run for office. And so I am not going 1717 01:47:47,640 --> 01:47:52,360 Speaker 1: to run for office, but I'm gonna be as vocal 1718 01:47:52,400 --> 01:47:56,120 Speaker 1: as I can, which I've always been anyway, about what's 1719 01:47:56,240 --> 01:48:00,360 Speaker 1: going on, to take action. Get a goddamn facts scene, 1720 01:48:00,560 --> 01:48:03,840 Speaker 1: for instance, you know you're preaching to the converted. You know, 1721 01:48:03,880 --> 01:48:07,519 Speaker 1: I subscribe to four newspapers. I know you know what 1722 01:48:07,600 --> 01:48:10,360 Speaker 1: you're going But the frustration I have we grew up 1723 01:48:10,360 --> 01:48:14,200 Speaker 1: in a different era where there was a level of cohesiveness. 1724 01:48:14,240 --> 01:48:17,759 Speaker 1: Everyone tuned into one of the three networks for the news. 1725 01:48:18,040 --> 01:48:20,719 Speaker 1: If you're a news junkie, maybe get newspapers. In addition, 1726 01:48:22,000 --> 01:48:25,880 Speaker 1: now you cannot penetrate the other side. You can write 1727 01:48:25,880 --> 01:48:28,640 Speaker 1: the truth all day long. So I was of the 1728 01:48:28,760 --> 01:48:34,240 Speaker 1: belief that once they got rid of abortion, America would revolt. 1729 01:48:34,720 --> 01:48:37,160 Speaker 1: Now the truth is in a number of Southern states 1730 01:48:37,320 --> 01:48:41,040 Speaker 1: essentially there is no abortion. You know, there's one, you know, 1731 01:48:41,120 --> 01:48:45,360 Speaker 1: one clinic whatever. So the question becomes, what is the 1732 01:48:45,400 --> 01:48:48,400 Speaker 1: spark we saw last year with Black Lives Matter? You 1733 01:48:48,439 --> 01:48:51,599 Speaker 1: could have a lot of free flowing feelings and emotion. 1734 01:48:51,680 --> 01:48:54,800 Speaker 1: One spark can set it off. And it's not like 1735 01:48:54,840 --> 01:48:57,200 Speaker 1: I want. You know, maybe I'm a child of the sixties, 1736 01:48:57,800 --> 01:49:00,920 Speaker 1: but we're going to need a revel luction if things 1737 01:49:01,000 --> 01:49:04,680 Speaker 1: keep going in this way. And the question becomes, you know, 1738 01:49:04,880 --> 01:49:07,600 Speaker 1: will that it's so far it's just the minority on 1739 01:49:07,600 --> 01:49:14,040 Speaker 1: the other side rising up, Whereas listen, the vaccine thing 1740 01:49:14,800 --> 01:49:19,320 Speaker 1: is just insane. It's like I have I got the vaccine. 1741 01:49:19,320 --> 01:49:21,479 Speaker 1: It didn't work for me because I have this take 1742 01:49:21,520 --> 01:49:25,080 Speaker 1: this medication. I'm still home waiting for the medication last 1743 01:49:25,160 --> 01:49:28,200 Speaker 1: for two years, but six months intensely, and so it 1744 01:49:28,240 --> 01:49:30,080 Speaker 1: has to wear off so I can have B cells, 1745 01:49:30,080 --> 01:49:32,360 Speaker 1: so I can get the N bodies. But without being 1746 01:49:32,920 --> 01:49:37,080 Speaker 1: making it a personal thing that I'm still home. If 1747 01:49:37,120 --> 01:49:41,080 Speaker 1: you follow this BuzzFeed and they reprinted it in the 1748 01:49:41,120 --> 01:49:46,080 Speaker 1: week and CNN people are dying, the delta variant spreads 1749 01:49:46,160 --> 01:49:50,320 Speaker 1: faster and your number could come up. And it always happens. 1750 01:49:50,320 --> 01:49:52,800 Speaker 1: Oh if I if he knew, we would get a vaccine, 1751 01:49:53,760 --> 01:50:00,080 Speaker 1: and you know, it's just it's just I don't understand it. 1752 01:50:00,080 --> 01:50:04,000 Speaker 1: It's not to be understood. It's not to be understood. 1753 01:50:04,240 --> 01:50:07,200 Speaker 1: But we have to do our work. We have to 1754 01:50:07,320 --> 01:50:11,439 Speaker 1: believe in the present and take the actions that we can, 1755 01:50:12,200 --> 01:50:15,479 Speaker 1: and we have to let go the anger that comes 1756 01:50:15,560 --> 01:50:19,080 Speaker 1: up when we want to smash the windows in and 1757 01:50:19,520 --> 01:50:23,800 Speaker 1: trip up and poke into the spikes of the bikers 1758 01:50:23,880 --> 01:50:25,840 Speaker 1: on the street that are gonna kill me because they 1759 01:50:25,880 --> 01:50:29,760 Speaker 1: don't pay any attention to anything or anybody. I mean, 1760 01:50:29,840 --> 01:50:32,439 Speaker 1: let's start with that. You know, the person on the 1761 01:50:32,479 --> 01:50:39,080 Speaker 1: scooter last week. Absolutely, I think you know, uh, living 1762 01:50:39,080 --> 01:50:43,320 Speaker 1: in southern California where bird scooters started. On a raw 1763 01:50:43,680 --> 01:50:47,880 Speaker 1: physics level, it's got a very small wheel, so if 1764 01:50:47,920 --> 01:50:51,759 Speaker 1: you hit anything, you're gonna fall and you're gonna get injured. Forget, 1765 01:50:52,479 --> 01:50:56,920 Speaker 1: forget somebody else. This is not a good situation for 1766 01:50:57,080 --> 01:51:01,280 Speaker 1: a society at large. It isn't. It isn't solutely because 1767 01:51:01,320 --> 01:51:03,559 Speaker 1: you can't see. You know. It was one thing to 1768 01:51:03,600 --> 01:51:06,920 Speaker 1: go to London and have to look both ways. Right now, 1769 01:51:06,920 --> 01:51:09,360 Speaker 1: I'm in New York City enough I look up. I'm 1770 01:51:09,479 --> 01:51:14,080 Speaker 1: still in trouble. Listen. Everybody thinks they're in violent until 1771 01:51:14,080 --> 01:51:16,559 Speaker 1: it happens to them. And that's another thing, you know, 1772 01:51:18,080 --> 01:51:20,120 Speaker 1: you know, Paul Krugen said, the difference between the right 1773 01:51:20,160 --> 01:51:22,320 Speaker 1: and the left is the left believes in a social 1774 01:51:23,240 --> 01:51:29,720 Speaker 1: welfare and safety net, but bad things ultimately happen to everybody. 1775 01:51:29,880 --> 01:51:31,880 Speaker 1: You sit there and you say, well, that's not me. 1776 01:51:32,240 --> 01:51:34,240 Speaker 1: You know, they're giving all those people that money, or 1777 01:51:34,240 --> 01:51:37,599 Speaker 1: they're doing this whatever. One day, it's gonna be you 1778 01:51:37,880 --> 01:51:40,920 Speaker 1: and you're gonna be glad. It's like that building that 1779 01:51:41,080 --> 01:51:46,439 Speaker 1: collapsed or Florida. Right there has to be something going on, 1780 01:51:46,560 --> 01:51:49,519 Speaker 1: buildings just don't collapse. So we live in a country 1781 01:51:49,560 --> 01:51:52,800 Speaker 1: where they keep saying we want less and less regulation. No, 1782 01:51:53,640 --> 01:51:58,160 Speaker 1: we want regulation. Generally speaking, the buildings don't fall in 1783 01:51:58,160 --> 01:52:02,840 Speaker 1: the United States because of regulation. Rex Chillerson, who worked 1784 01:52:02,920 --> 01:52:07,599 Speaker 1: for Trump and was the head of the big company. 1785 01:52:07,600 --> 01:52:10,360 Speaker 1: In one of the general waters, he said, it's so 1786 01:52:10,479 --> 01:52:13,519 Speaker 1: much easier to deal with foreign countries where there are 1787 01:52:13,600 --> 01:52:15,840 Speaker 1: dictators because they don't have any rules. You can get 1788 01:52:15,840 --> 01:52:19,840 Speaker 1: a lot done. Well, you know, staying on the same point, 1789 01:52:19,840 --> 01:52:24,520 Speaker 1: because I think, you know, I think authoritarianism will ultimately 1790 01:52:24,640 --> 01:52:30,040 Speaker 1: triumph for one simple reason. It's easier. Yeah, they had 1791 01:52:30,040 --> 01:52:32,160 Speaker 1: a story in the news last week than in China 1792 01:52:32,240 --> 01:52:36,760 Speaker 1: they built a ten story building in a day. In 1793 01:52:36,880 --> 01:52:40,920 Speaker 1: China they can get things done. We have complete gridlock. 1794 01:52:41,080 --> 01:52:43,479 Speaker 1: I mean. And you as a world traveler. Though they 1795 01:52:43,520 --> 01:52:45,800 Speaker 1: keep saying America the greatest country in the world, I've 1796 01:52:45,800 --> 01:52:48,400 Speaker 1: bet a lot of places where it's really damn good. 1797 01:52:49,360 --> 01:52:51,560 Speaker 1: Not that we don't have some great things in America, 1798 01:52:52,800 --> 01:52:55,320 Speaker 1: but never mind. Free education, that's a good thing. Okay. 1799 01:52:55,360 --> 01:52:57,320 Speaker 1: We could go on about this, and I would like to, 1800 01:52:57,439 --> 01:53:00,720 Speaker 1: but we're all at length. Judy, you're wonderful. I mean, 1801 01:53:00,760 --> 01:53:03,120 Speaker 1: you know, it's knowing you only from Afar. It's just 1802 01:53:03,240 --> 01:53:06,559 Speaker 1: fascinating to actually talk to you because my impression was 1803 01:53:06,600 --> 01:53:12,240 Speaker 1: a someone more stayed or not exactly snobbish, but more stayed. 1804 01:53:12,680 --> 01:53:15,560 Speaker 1: And then to talk to me, we could literally talk 1805 01:53:16,120 --> 01:53:20,439 Speaker 1: all night. You're right, You're absolutely right. Well, I love 1806 01:53:20,479 --> 01:53:25,960 Speaker 1: it that you're you're on your your proper paths doing 1807 01:53:26,000 --> 01:53:29,240 Speaker 1: what you do because we need you. And it's a 1808 01:53:29,360 --> 01:53:31,880 Speaker 1: light that comes out of this kind of work that 1809 01:53:31,920 --> 01:53:35,479 Speaker 1: you do that helps everybody get through the rest. Don't 1810 01:53:35,479 --> 01:53:38,200 Speaker 1: forget that. Well, listen, you help me out in the 1811 01:53:38,280 --> 01:53:40,920 Speaker 1: nature of being a writer, especially because I'm home, you're 1812 01:53:40,920 --> 01:53:43,760 Speaker 1: alone a lot, and sometimes you write something or you 1813 01:53:43,840 --> 01:53:47,000 Speaker 1: do something and people are talking about it externally, but 1814 01:53:47,040 --> 01:53:50,120 Speaker 1: you're in the eye of the hurricane, so you're unaware. 1815 01:53:50,120 --> 01:53:52,280 Speaker 1: So when you tell me that, and there are other 1816 01:53:52,320 --> 01:53:55,880 Speaker 1: things you said through the podcast that really resonated certainly 1817 01:53:55,920 --> 01:53:59,400 Speaker 1: relative to continuing to do the work. So you're open 1818 01:54:00,040 --> 01:54:03,960 Speaker 1: when the inspiration. Absolutely, when the inspiration comes, you know 1819 01:54:04,040 --> 01:54:07,479 Speaker 1: you have the tool you'll be able to execute. Will 1820 01:54:07,520 --> 01:54:09,639 Speaker 1: I be able to write this? What's the first word? 1821 01:54:09,840 --> 01:54:15,519 Speaker 1: It's just flows right out. Absolutely, Thank you. It's been great. 1822 01:54:16,120 --> 01:54:19,360 Speaker 1: Till next time, My dear, have a beautiful I have 1823 01:54:19,400 --> 01:54:21,400 Speaker 1: a friend to says, you know, have a beautiful day. 1824 01:54:21,479 --> 01:54:28,600 Speaker 1: Unless you had other plans. Well, hopefully it'll be beautiful. Yeah. Good, Okay, 1825 01:54:28,720 --> 01:54:30,920 Speaker 1: Well you've got three hours more than I do in 1826 01:54:30,960 --> 01:54:34,800 Speaker 1: your life today. Absolutely well, i'b surely you've had the 1827 01:54:34,840 --> 01:54:38,640 Speaker 1: experience of you know, flying over the International dateline. You 1828 01:54:38,880 --> 01:54:43,160 Speaker 1: lose two days going that way and you left. Oh yeah, 1829 01:54:43,160 --> 01:54:47,720 Speaker 1: that's right, and I'll have that again soon. I'm sure. 1830 01:54:48,040 --> 01:54:51,280 Speaker 1: I can't wait. That's what everybody's talking about. I get 1831 01:54:51,320 --> 01:54:53,320 Speaker 1: from people here, from people over the world. I can't 1832 01:54:53,360 --> 01:54:57,360 Speaker 1: wait to get on a plane to Pace with good thought. 1833 01:54:57,880 --> 01:55:02,000 Speaker 1: It's a good thought, all right, thanks again, until next time. 1834 01:55:02,160 --> 01:55:20,160 Speaker 1: This is Bob left Sex m