1 00:00:01,000 --> 00:00:03,840 Speaker 1: This call is from a correction facility and it's subject 2 00:00:03,840 --> 00:00:05,880 Speaker 1: to monitoring and recording. 3 00:00:08,920 --> 00:00:09,280 Speaker 2: Eleven. 4 00:00:16,360 --> 00:00:17,919 Speaker 1: And it hasn't. 5 00:00:17,640 --> 00:00:21,000 Speaker 2: Been easy a hundred years. That'sad man. 6 00:00:21,280 --> 00:00:21,800 Speaker 1: I'm a kid. 7 00:00:21,880 --> 00:00:25,079 Speaker 3: I didn't do anything, you know, and uh, you know 8 00:00:25,160 --> 00:00:29,120 Speaker 3: that was ah, that was real painful, man, No, because 9 00:00:29,800 --> 00:00:32,559 Speaker 3: my life was discarded as if you know, like I 10 00:00:32,600 --> 00:00:34,360 Speaker 3: was a piece of trash or something, you know, a 11 00:00:34,479 --> 00:00:37,600 Speaker 3: hundred years and I had dreams I wanted to do 12 00:00:37,720 --> 00:00:39,199 Speaker 3: things I wouldn't committing crimes. 13 00:00:39,560 --> 00:00:39,760 Speaker 2: You know. 14 00:00:40,159 --> 00:00:42,159 Speaker 3: I was a very good young man. 15 00:00:42,479 --> 00:00:45,159 Speaker 4: That is what happens in so many cases. The cops 16 00:00:45,479 --> 00:00:48,200 Speaker 4: have a hunch because they're so smart at the scene, 17 00:00:49,080 --> 00:00:51,960 Speaker 4: they have a hunch, and once they act on that hunch, 18 00:00:52,440 --> 00:00:55,440 Speaker 4: they sort of developed tunnel vision and they take off 19 00:00:55,520 --> 00:00:58,040 Speaker 4: marching in the wrong direction. And that happens in so 20 00:00:58,160 --> 00:00:59,680 Speaker 4: many of these wrongful convictions. 21 00:01:00,120 --> 00:01:03,840 Speaker 1: They open it to sell door and I'll walk down 22 00:01:03,920 --> 00:01:08,000 Speaker 1: STI and I actually walked down Stas to be outside. 23 00:01:08,360 --> 00:01:11,399 Speaker 1: It felt very strange to be, like I said, to 24 00:01:11,440 --> 00:01:14,040 Speaker 1: be walking without no shackles on my feet. I thought 25 00:01:14,040 --> 00:01:16,440 Speaker 1: it was a dream. But then again it wasn't a dream. 26 00:01:17,400 --> 00:01:30,880 Speaker 2: This is wrongful conviction. Welcome back to wrongful conviction. This 27 00:01:30,959 --> 00:01:33,920 Speaker 2: is Jason Flamm. I'm your host, and today we have 28 00:01:34,080 --> 00:01:39,600 Speaker 2: an extraordinary episode. I mean, I am, I don't even 29 00:01:39,680 --> 00:01:41,520 Speaker 2: I'm at a loss for words, but I'm going to 30 00:01:41,560 --> 00:01:45,320 Speaker 2: introduce our guests right now. Fred Clay was wrongfully imprisoned 31 00:01:45,319 --> 00:01:48,639 Speaker 2: at the age of sixteen and served thirty eight years 32 00:01:48,640 --> 00:01:52,320 Speaker 2: for a murder he didn't commit. Fred, welcome to the show. 33 00:01:53,800 --> 00:01:56,440 Speaker 1: Thank you very much, better on I appreciate it very much. 34 00:01:56,560 --> 00:01:59,320 Speaker 2: I always say I'm I'm sorry you're here, but I'm 35 00:01:59,320 --> 00:02:02,360 Speaker 2: glad you're here. And I want to start off by 36 00:02:02,360 --> 00:02:05,800 Speaker 2: apologizing to you on behalf of the human race and 37 00:02:05,880 --> 00:02:10,480 Speaker 2: America and people and just there's nothing that can be said, 38 00:02:10,520 --> 00:02:14,720 Speaker 2: but let me just put that out there for starters 39 00:02:14,800 --> 00:02:19,519 Speaker 2: and with us. Today is Chris Barrell. Chris Barrell is 40 00:02:19,560 --> 00:02:22,920 Speaker 2: an investigative reporter with the nonprofit New England Center for 41 00:02:23,000 --> 00:02:29,880 Speaker 2: Investigative Reporting, a WGBH News partner who does work on well, 42 00:02:29,919 --> 00:02:32,440 Speaker 2: he's worked on your case. You're telling your story and 43 00:02:32,560 --> 00:02:35,160 Speaker 2: as many other as well as many others. So Chris, welcome, 44 00:02:35,160 --> 00:02:35,760 Speaker 2: Glad you're here. 45 00:02:35,840 --> 00:02:37,640 Speaker 5: Thanks very much, glad to be here. 46 00:02:38,000 --> 00:02:40,919 Speaker 2: Chris, how did you first come across this story? And 47 00:02:41,000 --> 00:02:43,360 Speaker 2: why did it impact you so much that you wanted 48 00:02:43,400 --> 00:02:45,040 Speaker 2: to do an article about it? 49 00:02:45,240 --> 00:02:46,840 Speaker 5: Yeah, well, I work for the New England Center for 50 00:02:46,840 --> 00:02:51,639 Speaker 5: Investigative Reporting. We've done several stories on wrongful conviction cases 51 00:02:52,680 --> 00:02:57,200 Speaker 5: and specifically this issue of you know, what happens afterwards, 52 00:02:57,280 --> 00:02:58,880 Speaker 5: because we do know there's a fair amount of media 53 00:02:58,880 --> 00:03:02,200 Speaker 5: attention when this happen and somebody's served a long amount 54 00:03:02,240 --> 00:03:05,079 Speaker 5: of time for a crime that they that they didn't 55 00:03:05,080 --> 00:03:07,639 Speaker 5: do and they're released and it's you know, a lot 56 00:03:07,680 --> 00:03:09,920 Speaker 5: of applause and a lot of TV cameras. So I 57 00:03:10,000 --> 00:03:11,840 Speaker 5: was there the day got out, as was a lot 58 00:03:11,840 --> 00:03:15,360 Speaker 5: of other media. But the question came up, well, what 59 00:03:15,480 --> 00:03:18,160 Speaker 5: is what is life really like? You know, once this 60 00:03:18,320 --> 00:03:21,040 Speaker 5: kind of once the applause fades, what is what is 61 00:03:21,080 --> 00:03:24,840 Speaker 5: what is a person's life really like? So initially Fred 62 00:03:24,919 --> 00:03:28,639 Speaker 5: was not that keen on me proffering this idea of 63 00:03:28,680 --> 00:03:31,160 Speaker 5: following him around at different points over the course of 64 00:03:31,160 --> 00:03:33,840 Speaker 5: about a year, but I met with him on a 65 00:03:33,840 --> 00:03:37,800 Speaker 5: couple occasions and he seemed open to it, and so 66 00:03:37,840 --> 00:03:41,840 Speaker 5: we just struck up this this intervals of trying to 67 00:03:41,880 --> 00:03:44,880 Speaker 5: meet up and I wanted to see him in different situations, 68 00:03:45,200 --> 00:03:49,800 Speaker 5: trying to navigate again the basic survival, the blocks, the 69 00:03:49,840 --> 00:03:52,200 Speaker 5: basic blocks of survival. How do you, how do you 70 00:03:52,200 --> 00:03:54,120 Speaker 5: find shelter, how do you? How do you feed yourself? 71 00:03:54,480 --> 00:03:56,880 Speaker 5: And so for the first few months he didn't he 72 00:03:56,880 --> 00:03:59,400 Speaker 5: didn't have a job. He had a little bit of 73 00:03:59,400 --> 00:04:03,520 Speaker 5: money from from a go Fundme site and he had 74 00:04:03,520 --> 00:04:07,640 Speaker 5: food stamps. And his first job was working for UPS, 75 00:04:07,720 --> 00:04:10,160 Speaker 5: which was very uneven work. He'd show up for a 76 00:04:10,200 --> 00:04:12,080 Speaker 5: shift and they'd be telling them, well, we've only got 77 00:04:12,080 --> 00:04:14,200 Speaker 5: a couple hours work instead of a full shift. And 78 00:04:14,240 --> 00:04:17,760 Speaker 5: he'd walk home through the snow in the street because 79 00:04:17,839 --> 00:04:19,800 Speaker 5: people didn't show their sidewalks, and we get a lot 80 00:04:19,800 --> 00:04:23,640 Speaker 5: of snow up in northern Massachusetts. And it wasn't until 81 00:04:24,640 --> 00:04:27,760 Speaker 5: sometime late winter, early spring that he got this job 82 00:04:28,760 --> 00:04:34,599 Speaker 5: precision grinding aviation parts, grinding metal, and he seemed really 83 00:04:34,600 --> 00:04:38,279 Speaker 5: grateful to have that work. But as everybody knows, rent 84 00:04:38,440 --> 00:04:41,360 Speaker 5: in most cities in America is really high, and the 85 00:04:41,360 --> 00:04:45,839 Speaker 5: most he could afford was basically a room and a basement. 86 00:04:46,320 --> 00:04:49,640 Speaker 5: And he said at least once that that room kind 87 00:04:49,640 --> 00:04:52,400 Speaker 5: of reminded him, reminded him of prison. All it had 88 00:04:52,520 --> 00:04:56,000 Speaker 5: was a tiny window, not a whole lot of light 89 00:04:56,080 --> 00:04:59,320 Speaker 5: coming into it and that was the best that his 90 00:04:59,400 --> 00:05:00,680 Speaker 5: circumstance this can allow. 91 00:05:01,200 --> 00:05:05,680 Speaker 2: So, Frederick, this is such an insane story because even 92 00:05:05,720 --> 00:05:09,800 Speaker 2: though we're in our eighth season of Wrongful Conviction, we've 93 00:05:09,839 --> 00:05:13,920 Speaker 2: told over seventy stories already. Uh and just and I've 94 00:05:13,920 --> 00:05:17,760 Speaker 2: been working for twenty five years in this struggle. I'm 95 00:05:17,760 --> 00:05:20,360 Speaker 2: the founding board member of the Innocence Project. I thought 96 00:05:20,400 --> 00:05:25,159 Speaker 2: I heard everything until I heard your story. And you know, 97 00:05:25,279 --> 00:05:28,320 Speaker 2: seeing the pictures of you as a sixteen year old 98 00:05:29,279 --> 00:05:33,520 Speaker 2: child really just scared out of your mind faced with 99 00:05:33,600 --> 00:05:37,120 Speaker 2: this nightmare situation. It almost it almost reminded me of 100 00:05:37,120 --> 00:05:40,159 Speaker 2: Emmett Till or something. It was just so it just 101 00:05:40,240 --> 00:05:44,039 Speaker 2: hurts my heart. But let's go back to that time. 102 00:05:44,160 --> 00:05:47,279 Speaker 2: You were living in a foster home at that time, right, Yes. 103 00:05:47,200 --> 00:05:49,200 Speaker 1: I was living a foster home. I was placed in 104 00:05:49,200 --> 00:05:52,880 Speaker 1: it by DYS. I have some juvenile cases and I 105 00:05:52,920 --> 00:05:57,200 Speaker 1: got convicted too. I got sentenced to like to DYS 106 00:05:58,120 --> 00:06:00,840 Speaker 1: and he sent me to Boys to Center and a 107 00:06:01,000 --> 00:06:05,240 Speaker 1: state that a little while month from there to program 108 00:06:05,520 --> 00:06:09,719 Speaker 1: State of Football six months, I believe, and they decided 109 00:06:09,720 --> 00:06:11,520 Speaker 1: that I need to be in a fosseter home. So 110 00:06:11,560 --> 00:06:13,480 Speaker 1: I was in a fossil home at that time. 111 00:06:13,920 --> 00:06:17,000 Speaker 2: And you were not a big guy either. You were 112 00:06:17,040 --> 00:06:19,000 Speaker 2: like I mean, I remember reading that when this happened, 113 00:06:19,000 --> 00:06:22,000 Speaker 2: you were like five four, about one hundred pounds. You 114 00:06:22,040 --> 00:06:26,560 Speaker 2: were obviously ill prepared for any type of scenario like 115 00:06:26,600 --> 00:06:29,120 Speaker 2: this is. No one's prepared for it. But let's go 116 00:06:29,279 --> 00:06:32,080 Speaker 2: back to it and Chris jump in anytime. I mean, 117 00:06:32,200 --> 00:06:33,880 Speaker 2: how did this happen? 118 00:06:34,360 --> 00:06:34,480 Speaker 1: Was? 119 00:06:34,720 --> 00:06:37,760 Speaker 2: Why was Fred targeted for? This was the murder of 120 00:06:37,760 --> 00:06:41,560 Speaker 2: a taxi driver in Massachusetts? Right? And can you give 121 00:06:41,640 --> 00:06:43,480 Speaker 2: us a little background on that? Yeah? 122 00:06:43,560 --> 00:06:46,039 Speaker 5: Yeah, I mean, the way I understand it is. Fred 123 00:06:46,120 --> 00:06:49,200 Speaker 5: was arrested just a few weeks after turning sixteen, charged 124 00:06:49,240 --> 00:06:52,680 Speaker 5: with the murder of a cab driver. The really crazy 125 00:06:52,720 --> 00:06:55,880 Speaker 5: part of the story was that one of another cab 126 00:06:55,960 --> 00:07:00,960 Speaker 5: driver who saw three young Africa American men get into 127 00:07:00,960 --> 00:07:03,720 Speaker 5: a cab, said he was able to id one of 128 00:07:03,760 --> 00:07:07,200 Speaker 5: them another the second person he couldn't id, And the 129 00:07:07,240 --> 00:07:11,320 Speaker 5: police used the practice they used back then of hypnotizing 130 00:07:11,360 --> 00:07:14,680 Speaker 5: a witness in a case, believing that the brain functioned 131 00:07:14,720 --> 00:07:17,280 Speaker 5: a lot like a videotape, and that you could put 132 00:07:17,320 --> 00:07:20,360 Speaker 5: a witness under hypnosis and ask them to rewind to 133 00:07:20,440 --> 00:07:23,880 Speaker 5: a certain date and time, and suddenly your brain would 134 00:07:23,880 --> 00:07:27,400 Speaker 5: see things that hadn't recalled before. And that was one 135 00:07:27,440 --> 00:07:32,520 Speaker 5: of the pieces that led police to arrest and charge 136 00:07:32,520 --> 00:07:35,400 Speaker 5: Fred and ultimately for prosecutors to convict him. 137 00:07:35,640 --> 00:07:39,080 Speaker 2: But this Fred, this witness, how did he come to 138 00:07:39,320 --> 00:07:42,640 Speaker 2: identify you? Were you anywhere near the scene at the time? 139 00:07:42,680 --> 00:07:43,720 Speaker 2: Did you know these people? 140 00:07:43,720 --> 00:07:46,680 Speaker 1: I was not in the scene. I was in the 141 00:07:46,720 --> 00:07:50,080 Speaker 1: Foster home and sleeping in the bed. I really don't 142 00:07:50,160 --> 00:07:54,520 Speaker 1: know how he became to identify me. I really can't 143 00:07:54,560 --> 00:07:59,520 Speaker 1: answer that question. He claims he saw the picture of 144 00:07:59,560 --> 00:08:02,320 Speaker 1: the cab driver of the cab in the front page 145 00:08:02,320 --> 00:08:06,480 Speaker 1: of the Boston Globe, and he recognized the cap number. 146 00:08:06,520 --> 00:08:09,040 Speaker 1: I guess one of his friends used to break that 147 00:08:09,200 --> 00:08:15,520 Speaker 1: cap and he thought he's the perpetrators get into the 148 00:08:15,560 --> 00:08:18,960 Speaker 1: cap the previous night, and I guess he just went 149 00:08:19,040 --> 00:08:23,520 Speaker 1: to the police station and tried to cooperate with the police. 150 00:08:24,560 --> 00:08:28,760 Speaker 1: There was hypnosis involved. I think he was showing my 151 00:08:28,840 --> 00:08:31,640 Speaker 1: picture a few times, like four or five, six times, 152 00:08:32,240 --> 00:08:37,360 Speaker 1: and when they hypnotized them, instead of him actually placing it, 153 00:08:37,480 --> 00:08:40,439 Speaker 1: you know, actually viewing the people the perpetrator at the 154 00:08:40,480 --> 00:08:43,960 Speaker 1: scene of crime. He's sort of like mugshot. Sort of 155 00:08:44,600 --> 00:08:47,520 Speaker 1: my face from the mug shot was in his mind. 156 00:08:48,160 --> 00:08:50,720 Speaker 2: Right, So yeah, I mean what we know that hypnosis 157 00:08:50,720 --> 00:08:52,600 Speaker 2: is going back to what Chris was saying, hypnosis will 158 00:08:52,600 --> 00:08:54,800 Speaker 2: make you see things you haven't seen before, but they 159 00:08:54,840 --> 00:08:57,719 Speaker 2: will may not have any collection to reality. Right, that's 160 00:08:57,760 --> 00:08:58,160 Speaker 2: the problem. 161 00:08:58,360 --> 00:09:00,560 Speaker 1: I don't think. I don't think the hypnosi had anything 162 00:09:00,640 --> 00:09:03,720 Speaker 1: to do with when someone shows you a photograph five 163 00:09:03,800 --> 00:09:07,480 Speaker 1: or six times, their face is somewhat imprinted in your mind. 164 00:09:07,840 --> 00:09:09,480 Speaker 2: Of course. I mean, that's one thing we do know 165 00:09:09,480 --> 00:09:12,960 Speaker 2: about the mind is if you keep getting repeated the 166 00:09:13,000 --> 00:09:15,960 Speaker 2: same image repeated over and over again, it's going to 167 00:09:16,360 --> 00:09:18,320 Speaker 2: play tricks on your mind, and your mind will start 168 00:09:18,360 --> 00:09:19,200 Speaker 2: to go to that place. 169 00:09:19,679 --> 00:09:22,160 Speaker 1: And was this That's why I think what happened? He 170 00:09:22,320 --> 00:09:25,160 Speaker 1: just does your mind played his mind played tricks on something. 171 00:09:25,160 --> 00:09:27,440 Speaker 1: I really can't I really can't answer that question how 172 00:09:27,480 --> 00:09:28,720 Speaker 1: he picked me out? But he did. 173 00:09:29,120 --> 00:09:30,920 Speaker 2: Was there was this robbery at night? 174 00:09:31,160 --> 00:09:33,400 Speaker 1: Yes, it's four o'clock in the morning, four o'clock. 175 00:09:33,160 --> 00:09:35,200 Speaker 2: In the morning, so it's pitch dark outside, right, and 176 00:09:35,240 --> 00:09:38,200 Speaker 2: this guy supposedly saw the robbery, right, But we know 177 00:09:38,400 --> 00:09:40,240 Speaker 2: how I mean, and we also know that the brain 178 00:09:40,400 --> 00:09:43,520 Speaker 2: when you witness a violent crime, I wouldn't. Identification is 179 00:09:43,640 --> 00:09:48,200 Speaker 2: notoriously unreliable in the first place. If somebody busts into 180 00:09:48,240 --> 00:09:50,160 Speaker 2: the studio now and attacks one of us, and then 181 00:09:50,200 --> 00:09:52,440 Speaker 2: they put us in a lineup, there's almost just as 182 00:09:52,520 --> 00:09:54,959 Speaker 2: much chance that someone who wasn't here will identify the 183 00:09:54,960 --> 00:09:57,880 Speaker 2: correct perpetrator or not get the wrong perpetrator the same 184 00:09:57,880 --> 00:10:00,400 Speaker 2: way that we will, which is a crazy and people 185 00:10:00,440 --> 00:10:02,160 Speaker 2: listening going, that's not true, but it has been proven 186 00:10:02,200 --> 00:10:07,800 Speaker 2: over and over again. But it's the brain goes crazy, 187 00:10:08,040 --> 00:10:10,800 Speaker 2: so to speak, because of adrenaline and other factors when 188 00:10:10,800 --> 00:10:13,480 Speaker 2: you're in the presence when you're actually in danger. Right, So, 189 00:10:13,520 --> 00:10:17,040 Speaker 2: when you're either the victim or when your witness to 190 00:10:17,240 --> 00:10:20,280 Speaker 2: a violent crime, as this one was, we know that 191 00:10:20,440 --> 00:10:27,400 Speaker 2: your senses are altered because of the fact that you're 192 00:10:27,440 --> 00:10:30,760 Speaker 2: just scared out of your brain literally. So and this 193 00:10:30,920 --> 00:10:33,000 Speaker 2: was one of those cases, right, this was a shooting. 194 00:10:33,400 --> 00:10:35,600 Speaker 5: Yeah, there's two. I'll jump in here to help clarify this. 195 00:10:35,880 --> 00:10:38,720 Speaker 5: So the witness we're talking about, who was hypnotized by police, 196 00:10:38,960 --> 00:10:43,360 Speaker 5: had claimed that he'd seen these these young African American 197 00:10:43,679 --> 00:10:46,760 Speaker 5: males get into this cab. Then the cab goes to 198 00:10:48,080 --> 00:10:51,880 Speaker 5: or allegedly goes to a housing project a little bit 199 00:10:51,960 --> 00:10:54,959 Speaker 5: south of the city in Roslindale. And then there was 200 00:10:55,000 --> 00:10:58,640 Speaker 5: another witness that also had pretty serious question marks around 201 00:10:59,320 --> 00:11:01,960 Speaker 5: how the police interacted with this witness, and this other 202 00:11:02,000 --> 00:11:05,240 Speaker 5: witness claimed that he did actually see the shooting out 203 00:11:05,240 --> 00:11:08,960 Speaker 5: of a window of an apartment in the housing project. 204 00:11:09,720 --> 00:11:13,679 Speaker 5: What Fred's attorneys later found out and really stressed and 205 00:11:13,720 --> 00:11:16,880 Speaker 5: trying to re engage with this case and prove that 206 00:11:16,920 --> 00:11:21,000 Speaker 5: Fred didn't do it, was see that this witness was 207 00:11:21,080 --> 00:11:25,240 Speaker 5: I think a teenager. He had pretty severe developmental, you know, 208 00:11:25,320 --> 00:11:30,080 Speaker 5: cognitive issues, and that police furthermore told him and his 209 00:11:30,200 --> 00:11:35,320 Speaker 5: family that if they testified against Fred that they would 210 00:11:35,320 --> 00:11:38,840 Speaker 5: be moved out of this project housing project which was 211 00:11:38,880 --> 00:11:42,319 Speaker 5: mostly African American, into a housing project which was mostly white. 212 00:11:42,400 --> 00:11:45,360 Speaker 5: And again this witness was white. 213 00:11:45,640 --> 00:11:50,520 Speaker 2: Wow, So you talk about coercion or you know, and 214 00:11:50,600 --> 00:11:52,880 Speaker 2: isn't not a crazy thing to Chris and Fred is 215 00:11:52,880 --> 00:11:57,439 Speaker 2: that everyone, even the most casual TV watcher right who 216 00:11:57,440 --> 00:12:00,000 Speaker 2: watched his crime shows, knows that you cannot bribe a witness. 217 00:12:00,080 --> 00:12:02,240 Speaker 2: You go to prison for riving witness in America, right, 218 00:12:02,800 --> 00:12:06,439 Speaker 2: But the government is able to offer the best bribe 219 00:12:06,440 --> 00:12:08,320 Speaker 2: that there is. I mean, in this case, it was 220 00:12:08,440 --> 00:12:10,520 Speaker 2: a new home, right, It's almost like a game show. 221 00:12:10,520 --> 00:12:12,839 Speaker 2: Here's a new home. Just testify the way we want 222 00:12:12,880 --> 00:12:16,360 Speaker 2: you to. Or they can threaten you. Or they can 223 00:12:16,400 --> 00:12:17,880 Speaker 2: threaten you, and they do that very often, will take 224 00:12:17,880 --> 00:12:20,720 Speaker 2: your kids away, will lock you up for some prior 225 00:12:20,840 --> 00:12:24,439 Speaker 2: thing whatever. Or they can also agree to vacate charges 226 00:12:24,559 --> 00:12:26,800 Speaker 2: or reduce charges that they have against you. So it's 227 00:12:27,080 --> 00:12:28,880 Speaker 2: it's amazing that the weapons that they have in there 228 00:12:28,880 --> 00:12:30,720 Speaker 2: are so it's really not a fair fight whatsoever. But 229 00:12:30,760 --> 00:12:33,040 Speaker 2: what were you going to say? Fred? 230 00:12:34,120 --> 00:12:38,920 Speaker 1: Also, the witness that Chris was talking about, they happened 231 00:12:38,960 --> 00:12:41,960 Speaker 1: to us in their projects. This witness, I sort of 232 00:12:42,320 --> 00:12:45,320 Speaker 1: I didn't know him personally, but we've seen each other 233 00:12:45,320 --> 00:12:47,880 Speaker 1: from time to time in the projects, so he was 234 00:12:47,880 --> 00:12:51,480 Speaker 1: familiar with my faith. That's another thing that was really 235 00:12:52,160 --> 00:12:55,280 Speaker 1: that was really not really mentioned a little bit, but 236 00:12:55,320 --> 00:12:58,640 Speaker 1: it wasn't really focused on. So when someone recognized your 237 00:12:58,679 --> 00:13:01,560 Speaker 1: face and they see your your picture in the in 238 00:13:01,640 --> 00:13:06,440 Speaker 1: the photo array, then they're not really picking out the perpetrated, 239 00:13:06,480 --> 00:13:09,679 Speaker 1: they're picking out a familiar face. So just because he 240 00:13:10,080 --> 00:13:12,240 Speaker 1: was familiar with by face, he sort of just placed 241 00:13:12,240 --> 00:13:14,840 Speaker 1: me at the scene of crime based on the fact 242 00:13:14,880 --> 00:13:16,760 Speaker 1: that he was familiar with my face, not because he 243 00:13:16,800 --> 00:13:18,040 Speaker 1: saw me at the scene of the crime. 244 00:13:19,120 --> 00:13:21,839 Speaker 2: So we have a couple of factors here that are 245 00:13:21,920 --> 00:13:25,360 Speaker 2: very common and wrong for convictions. We have police misconduct, 246 00:13:25,960 --> 00:13:30,240 Speaker 2: we have wrong flight witness identification, two of those in fact, 247 00:13:31,040 --> 00:13:35,520 Speaker 2: and then it gets worse. So you were were you 248 00:13:35,679 --> 00:13:37,760 Speaker 2: at home when you were arrested? How did this all 249 00:13:37,800 --> 00:13:39,679 Speaker 2: go down? And how long did you have to wait 250 00:13:39,720 --> 00:13:41,760 Speaker 2: for trial? Who was your I assume you had a 251 00:13:41,760 --> 00:13:44,199 Speaker 2: public defender. Can you fill in some of those blanks 252 00:13:44,200 --> 00:13:44,440 Speaker 2: for us? 253 00:13:44,480 --> 00:13:47,600 Speaker 1: Fred, Yes, I was at the foster home when I 254 00:13:47,640 --> 00:13:51,840 Speaker 1: got it. I was actually when I went. I was 255 00:13:51,880 --> 00:13:55,599 Speaker 1: on probation because I had some juvenile cases, so I 256 00:13:56,760 --> 00:13:59,360 Speaker 1: had some issuons with the foster parent. I really didn't. 257 00:14:00,160 --> 00:14:03,080 Speaker 1: She claims I ran away, but I never really ran away. 258 00:14:03,120 --> 00:14:06,240 Speaker 1: I just vanished from time to time and came back. 259 00:14:06,520 --> 00:14:10,439 Speaker 1: But anyway, I showed up on November fifteen to her 260 00:14:10,440 --> 00:14:14,079 Speaker 1: house and I didn't know that, but she had previously 261 00:14:14,240 --> 00:14:17,240 Speaker 1: reported me for running. So when I showed up on 262 00:14:17,280 --> 00:14:21,480 Speaker 1: November fifteen, she informed me that I can stay that night. 263 00:14:22,040 --> 00:14:26,480 Speaker 1: But at the same time, she didn't want me to 264 00:14:26,520 --> 00:14:29,000 Speaker 1: do the next morning. I had to leave the next morning. 265 00:14:29,640 --> 00:14:32,880 Speaker 1: So the next morning came and she told me I 266 00:14:32,920 --> 00:14:34,880 Speaker 1: had to leave because she reported me running. She didn't 267 00:14:34,880 --> 00:14:37,640 Speaker 1: want the police at are out, so I left and 268 00:14:37,760 --> 00:14:39,680 Speaker 1: I was on probation, so I went to the probation 269 00:14:39,800 --> 00:14:42,760 Speaker 1: officer and sort of told her what was going on, 270 00:14:43,760 --> 00:14:47,760 Speaker 1: and based on that, they sent me back to another 271 00:14:47,800 --> 00:14:52,359 Speaker 1: facility that I was previously held at before, a juvenile facility, 272 00:14:53,040 --> 00:14:55,640 Speaker 1: and I was there for a few football a little 273 00:14:55,680 --> 00:14:58,480 Speaker 1: over a couple of weeks, I believe, and to playing 274 00:14:58,520 --> 00:15:01,240 Speaker 1: Cozy Tutus came in one evening and they went up 275 00:15:01,280 --> 00:15:04,080 Speaker 1: to the main desk to talk to the counsel of 276 00:15:04,080 --> 00:15:06,960 Speaker 1: work there, and maybe about two minutes after that, they 277 00:15:07,120 --> 00:15:09,680 Speaker 1: called my name and I went to the desk and 278 00:15:09,720 --> 00:15:11,320 Speaker 1: they asked me my name. I told my name is 279 00:15:11,320 --> 00:15:13,800 Speaker 1: Frederick Claim. They told me they needed to speak with me, 280 00:15:14,240 --> 00:15:16,880 Speaker 1: so they took me to like a little room off 281 00:15:16,880 --> 00:15:19,840 Speaker 1: to the side, and in that room they informed me 282 00:15:19,880 --> 00:15:23,640 Speaker 1: that DA was arrested me for murder. So I really 283 00:15:23,680 --> 00:15:26,280 Speaker 1: didn't know anything about the murder until it actually they 284 00:15:26,320 --> 00:15:30,080 Speaker 1: came there and arrest me for it, and my attorney 285 00:15:30,160 --> 00:15:32,600 Speaker 1: at the time when I went to trial was Thomas Saperro. 286 00:15:33,640 --> 00:15:39,480 Speaker 1: So it's kind of crazy how I was somewhat informed 287 00:15:39,480 --> 00:15:40,280 Speaker 1: about the murder. 288 00:15:40,680 --> 00:15:43,320 Speaker 2: How long were you in jail awaiting trial, because I'm 289 00:15:43,320 --> 00:15:46,480 Speaker 2: assuming that there was either new years two years wait. Wow, 290 00:15:46,680 --> 00:15:49,360 Speaker 2: So that whole thing about it in the constitution. 291 00:15:49,640 --> 00:15:52,440 Speaker 1: Arrested November seventy nine and I didn't go to trial 292 00:15:52,520 --> 00:15:53,600 Speaker 1: until nineteen eighty one. 293 00:15:53,840 --> 00:15:56,040 Speaker 2: Right, that whole thing in the constitution about your right 294 00:15:56,080 --> 00:15:59,040 Speaker 2: to a speedy trial, we really don't see that very 295 00:15:59,080 --> 00:16:01,120 Speaker 2: often in this country. It's kind of weird. I don't 296 00:16:01,160 --> 00:16:05,400 Speaker 2: know how that can be so routinely ignored or violated, 297 00:16:05,440 --> 00:16:09,200 Speaker 2: but it is, and your case is sadly not atypical 298 00:16:09,240 --> 00:16:11,880 Speaker 2: in that sense. So you're in jail for two years 299 00:16:11,880 --> 00:16:15,400 Speaker 2: of waiting trial, and let's go to the trial, because 300 00:16:18,200 --> 00:16:20,880 Speaker 2: it's always I think for our listeners and even for 301 00:16:21,040 --> 00:16:26,040 Speaker 2: me an eye opener, to hear how these things go, 302 00:16:26,240 --> 00:16:28,400 Speaker 2: especially in a case as serious as this one where 303 00:16:28,480 --> 00:16:31,280 Speaker 2: you were facing life in prison. Tell us what you 304 00:16:31,280 --> 00:16:34,760 Speaker 2: can remember about the trial, for instance, did you think 305 00:16:35,760 --> 00:16:37,840 Speaker 2: if you can remember, and again, you were in prison 306 00:16:37,880 --> 00:16:40,600 Speaker 2: for so long. I mean, it's actually crazy. You went 307 00:16:40,640 --> 00:16:42,440 Speaker 2: to prison at sixteen, and you were in for thirty 308 00:16:42,440 --> 00:16:45,840 Speaker 2: eight years, which means you were in prison for almost 309 00:16:45,840 --> 00:16:47,520 Speaker 2: two and a half times as long as you had 310 00:16:47,560 --> 00:16:50,800 Speaker 2: been alive, right, and your life experience as a sixteen 311 00:16:50,880 --> 00:16:52,680 Speaker 2: year old, Let's face it, the first three or four years, 312 00:16:52,720 --> 00:16:55,000 Speaker 2: we're not even really sentient beings. We're kind of just 313 00:16:55,000 --> 00:16:58,600 Speaker 2: stumbling around, eating animal crackers or doing whatever we're doing, right, 314 00:16:58,800 --> 00:17:00,560 Speaker 2: and playing with toys and having I'm gonna read us 315 00:17:00,560 --> 00:17:02,560 Speaker 2: a book and hug us or if we're lucky. So 316 00:17:03,360 --> 00:17:06,480 Speaker 2: you know, for you, your life experience was so brief 317 00:17:06,640 --> 00:17:08,719 Speaker 2: before you entered the system, and you had already been 318 00:17:08,760 --> 00:17:11,960 Speaker 2: in and out of the system. So here you are 319 00:17:12,200 --> 00:17:18,800 Speaker 2: at trial, and did you, if you can recall, did 320 00:17:18,880 --> 00:17:21,600 Speaker 2: you feel like when the jury went out that you 321 00:17:21,680 --> 00:17:24,080 Speaker 2: were going to be convicted or did you still have 322 00:17:24,200 --> 00:17:26,639 Speaker 2: hope that you the justice would be done. 323 00:17:27,440 --> 00:17:30,120 Speaker 1: I wasn't really sure there was a fifty fifty chance 324 00:17:30,160 --> 00:17:32,439 Speaker 1: that I was going to get convicted. I thought, well, 325 00:17:32,480 --> 00:17:35,600 Speaker 1: once I get understand and tell the truth and so 326 00:17:36,080 --> 00:17:39,760 Speaker 1: sort of present my case and present the evidence that 327 00:17:39,840 --> 00:17:43,960 Speaker 1: actually proved that I was innocent and have present my otheribi, 328 00:17:44,640 --> 00:17:47,640 Speaker 1: I thought I was I might have a chance of 329 00:17:48,400 --> 00:17:51,760 Speaker 1: being found not guilty. So I was I was hoping 330 00:17:51,760 --> 00:17:54,040 Speaker 1: that I was going to be found not guilty. But 331 00:17:54,560 --> 00:17:57,120 Speaker 1: at the back of my mind, according to my attorneys, 332 00:17:57,600 --> 00:17:59,440 Speaker 1: you know, there was a possible chance that I could 333 00:17:59,760 --> 00:18:03,679 Speaker 1: get convicted. So I was positive, hopefully that I was 334 00:18:03,680 --> 00:18:06,800 Speaker 1: going to get found not guilty, but at the same time, 335 00:18:07,560 --> 00:18:11,880 Speaker 1: I was concerned that I will be found guilty. So 336 00:18:12,000 --> 00:18:13,280 Speaker 1: I had a fifty to fifty chance. 337 00:18:14,119 --> 00:18:17,679 Speaker 2: And just backtracking for a second, the witnesses against you, 338 00:18:17,760 --> 00:18:18,879 Speaker 2: were they white or black? 339 00:18:20,200 --> 00:18:22,760 Speaker 1: Well, a couple of them was black, I mean white, 340 00:18:22,800 --> 00:18:25,520 Speaker 1: and one of them was black. But the one was 341 00:18:25,560 --> 00:18:28,800 Speaker 1: black really didn't really really didn't really hurt me that much. 342 00:18:28,920 --> 00:18:31,560 Speaker 1: But the two name was that yes, they was white. 343 00:18:31,960 --> 00:18:35,400 Speaker 2: And the reason I raised that question is because we 344 00:18:35,480 --> 00:18:40,280 Speaker 2: know from decades of experience, research, studies, et cetera, that 345 00:18:40,840 --> 00:18:47,639 Speaker 2: cross racial identifications are just notoriously unreliable, much more so 346 00:18:47,760 --> 00:18:51,400 Speaker 2: than when people are, you know, trying to identify someone 347 00:18:51,440 --> 00:18:53,679 Speaker 2: of their own race. I think there's a lot of 348 00:18:53,680 --> 00:18:55,239 Speaker 2: reasons for that. We don't have to get into all 349 00:18:55,280 --> 00:18:58,320 Speaker 2: of them, but it's worth knowing because everyone that's listening 350 00:18:58,400 --> 00:19:00,399 Speaker 2: right now, as I always say on this always a 351 00:19:00,400 --> 00:19:03,399 Speaker 2: potential juror, and someday they may be faced with a 352 00:19:03,440 --> 00:19:07,439 Speaker 2: situation like yours, where there will be I mean, there 353 00:19:07,480 --> 00:19:09,240 Speaker 2: was no evidence against you, so it was only the 354 00:19:09,600 --> 00:19:13,560 Speaker 2: witness's word. And if it is a cross racial identification, 355 00:19:13,680 --> 00:19:15,840 Speaker 2: and it doesn't matter whether that's why white person testifying 356 00:19:15,840 --> 00:19:19,680 Speaker 2: against a black person, a Hispanic person testify against a 357 00:19:19,680 --> 00:19:22,760 Speaker 2: white person, whatever it might be, it's just not reliable. 358 00:19:23,040 --> 00:19:27,360 Speaker 2: And so your case is an important one to highlight 359 00:19:27,840 --> 00:19:30,960 Speaker 2: that particular factor, because again, the reason why I do 360 00:19:31,080 --> 00:19:32,960 Speaker 2: this show, Fred is because I want to help to 361 00:19:33,000 --> 00:19:35,679 Speaker 2: prevent these things from happening to other people in the future, 362 00:19:35,680 --> 00:19:36,600 Speaker 2: as I'm sure you do. 363 00:19:37,080 --> 00:19:39,320 Speaker 1: I'm not sure if there was a well known fact 364 00:19:39,400 --> 00:19:43,119 Speaker 1: back in nineteen eighty one, the cross racial identification issue, 365 00:19:43,320 --> 00:19:45,040 Speaker 1: but it's a well known fact. 366 00:19:44,760 --> 00:19:47,359 Speaker 2: Now, right, and I'm glad you brought that up. So 367 00:19:48,600 --> 00:19:50,720 Speaker 2: the jury comes back and it had to be the 368 00:19:52,160 --> 00:19:56,119 Speaker 2: worst feeling in the world, and you were sentenced to 369 00:19:56,240 --> 00:19:59,920 Speaker 2: life in prison, which is again a bizarre Yeah. 370 00:20:00,520 --> 00:20:03,200 Speaker 1: A natural life, not just in life, a natural life. 371 00:20:03,280 --> 00:20:05,600 Speaker 1: Life sort of means like a second degree life, but 372 00:20:05,840 --> 00:20:08,840 Speaker 1: natural means a first to be life sentence with a 373 00:20:08,960 --> 00:20:12,639 Speaker 1: chance no parole, which means like a you go to 374 00:20:12,680 --> 00:20:14,359 Speaker 1: spend invest in your life in prison, you go and 375 00:20:14,400 --> 00:20:15,040 Speaker 1: die in prison. 376 00:20:15,880 --> 00:20:18,200 Speaker 2: And Chris, let's talk about that. I mean, I mean, 377 00:20:18,680 --> 00:20:22,040 Speaker 2: what kind of a system do we have where we 378 00:20:22,080 --> 00:20:24,359 Speaker 2: can sent in someone who was really a child and 379 00:20:24,440 --> 00:20:29,280 Speaker 2: adolescent when this happened, a young teenager to life in prison. 380 00:20:29,800 --> 00:20:30,480 Speaker 1: Yeah, I mean it. 381 00:20:30,800 --> 00:20:35,480 Speaker 5: It's just shocking. And you know, thankfully there were later, 382 00:20:35,680 --> 00:20:39,399 Speaker 5: much later, the Supreme Court decisions that tried to undo 383 00:20:39,520 --> 00:20:41,680 Speaker 5: some of that. So it did, at a very much 384 00:20:41,760 --> 00:20:45,480 Speaker 5: later stage, did make Fred eligible for parole. But we're 385 00:20:45,480 --> 00:20:49,560 Speaker 5: talking again, decades later that there was some understanding of 386 00:20:50,080 --> 00:20:53,960 Speaker 5: just how wrong that is. That obviously, to charge someone 387 00:20:54,640 --> 00:20:58,720 Speaker 5: at sixteen, put and put them to adult trial raises 388 00:20:58,760 --> 00:21:03,520 Speaker 5: a lot of really serious questions, but then to make 389 00:21:03,560 --> 00:21:08,240 Speaker 5: that same person prone to being convicted and sentenced to 390 00:21:08,320 --> 00:21:12,760 Speaker 5: life without any chance of parole is all the more shocking. 391 00:21:13,280 --> 00:21:18,199 Speaker 1: Yeah, just think about it, a judge telling you, a 392 00:21:18,240 --> 00:21:21,399 Speaker 1: sixteen year old kid, that you are incapable of changing, 393 00:21:21,960 --> 00:21:23,919 Speaker 1: so therefore you need to spend the rest of your 394 00:21:23,960 --> 00:21:28,560 Speaker 1: life in adults prison. You know, and often think about that. 395 00:21:29,119 --> 00:21:32,399 Speaker 1: And they took me out of a bad situation and 396 00:21:32,480 --> 00:21:35,960 Speaker 1: they put me in even a worse situation because a 397 00:21:36,000 --> 00:21:39,040 Speaker 1: lot of people don't survive prison, and I was thinking 398 00:21:39,080 --> 00:21:41,560 Speaker 1: about a lot of that stuff and how I was 399 00:21:41,600 --> 00:21:44,040 Speaker 1: going to survive that, whether I was going to end 400 00:21:44,080 --> 00:21:48,959 Speaker 1: up being murdered, raped, killed, whatever. So just to have 401 00:21:49,080 --> 00:21:52,720 Speaker 1: someone tell you at the age of sixteen that we 402 00:21:52,880 --> 00:21:55,000 Speaker 1: think that you are incapable of changing. 403 00:22:00,840 --> 00:22:04,479 Speaker 2: And when you went to prison, this was you know, 404 00:22:05,280 --> 00:22:07,320 Speaker 2: this was the reality, right, I mean, this was a 405 00:22:07,440 --> 00:22:11,320 Speaker 2: very violent place and you were in amongst people who 406 00:22:11,320 --> 00:22:14,960 Speaker 2: were much older than you, stronger, you know, and here 407 00:22:15,000 --> 00:22:20,480 Speaker 2: you are like thrust into this unimaginable nightmare. How did 408 00:22:20,520 --> 00:22:24,400 Speaker 2: you manage to survive as a young not a particularly 409 00:22:24,400 --> 00:22:28,680 Speaker 2: big tough guy, but you know, a young, skinny guy 410 00:22:29,280 --> 00:22:31,400 Speaker 2: in that situation. How did you manage to survive? 411 00:22:32,040 --> 00:22:35,600 Speaker 1: Well, personally, I just paid attention to my surroundings. A 412 00:22:35,640 --> 00:22:38,920 Speaker 1: lot of older gentleman that was doing natural life sentence 413 00:22:39,760 --> 00:22:42,360 Speaker 1: sort of took a liking to me, and they just 414 00:22:42,400 --> 00:22:46,600 Speaker 1: sort of just gave me, just told me the way 415 00:22:46,640 --> 00:22:51,200 Speaker 1: of prison life. Mind your business. If you see something cheap, 416 00:22:51,240 --> 00:22:56,119 Speaker 1: it to yourself. Don't talk to corrections officers. Try to 417 00:22:56,119 --> 00:23:00,280 Speaker 1: stay out of trouble, get into programs, try to use 418 00:23:00,359 --> 00:23:03,439 Speaker 1: that time to benefit me as a person, to change 419 00:23:03,440 --> 00:23:07,600 Speaker 1: things about myself that I did not like, to sort 420 00:23:07,600 --> 00:23:11,520 Speaker 1: of use that time to work on me as a 421 00:23:11,560 --> 00:23:14,800 Speaker 1: human being. And they also let me. They also told 422 00:23:14,840 --> 00:23:17,840 Speaker 1: me I had to figure out how to do the 423 00:23:17,880 --> 00:23:20,480 Speaker 1: time and not let the time do me. And it 424 00:23:20,560 --> 00:23:24,320 Speaker 1: took me quite a while to understand that. So, like 425 00:23:24,359 --> 00:23:26,000 Speaker 1: what you mean, due to time and not let the 426 00:23:26,040 --> 00:23:28,080 Speaker 1: time do me. So basically what they was telling me, 427 00:23:28,359 --> 00:23:31,040 Speaker 1: just what I was telling you, is just try to 428 00:23:31,160 --> 00:23:34,960 Speaker 1: use just bad experience and focus on the things that 429 00:23:35,000 --> 00:23:37,919 Speaker 1: I do do not like about myself and the things 430 00:23:37,960 --> 00:23:41,600 Speaker 1: that I can change to make me feel good about 431 00:23:41,640 --> 00:23:44,639 Speaker 1: myself and to make other people see me in a 432 00:23:44,680 --> 00:23:47,760 Speaker 1: way that I want them to see me. So I 433 00:23:48,920 --> 00:23:50,760 Speaker 1: it was a little bit of that, And it was 434 00:23:50,800 --> 00:23:53,680 Speaker 1: just a little bit of me just figuring out who 435 00:23:53,800 --> 00:23:56,359 Speaker 1: I can trust and who I can't trust, and also 436 00:23:57,000 --> 00:24:01,080 Speaker 1: not to put myself in a certain position to have 437 00:24:01,280 --> 00:24:05,800 Speaker 1: some of these bad things happened to me. Just you know, 438 00:24:05,960 --> 00:24:09,639 Speaker 1: make sure that whoever I'm dealing with be upfront with 439 00:24:09,680 --> 00:24:15,200 Speaker 1: them about my situation and just be aware of their motives, 440 00:24:15,400 --> 00:24:15,680 Speaker 1: you know. 441 00:24:17,280 --> 00:24:21,320 Speaker 2: And then there was a sort of a hero emerged. 442 00:24:21,440 --> 00:24:23,320 Speaker 2: If you could call it that. From this situation, a 443 00:24:23,359 --> 00:24:26,600 Speaker 2: guy named Roosevelt Pickett really helped to pull you out 444 00:24:26,680 --> 00:24:30,159 Speaker 2: of this right and introduced you to a very unlikely 445 00:24:30,359 --> 00:24:34,520 Speaker 2: character who became almost like, I don't use too strong 446 00:24:34,560 --> 00:24:37,280 Speaker 2: of a word, but almost like your savior, right, And 447 00:24:37,320 --> 00:24:38,320 Speaker 2: can you talk about that? 448 00:24:38,480 --> 00:24:39,040 Speaker 1: Oh much? 449 00:24:39,119 --> 00:24:42,040 Speaker 2: Yeah, that whole situation is so interesting to me, So 450 00:24:42,160 --> 00:24:43,640 Speaker 2: can you talk about that a little bit? 451 00:24:44,440 --> 00:24:47,439 Speaker 1: Well. Roosevelt Picket was as an old gentleman I think 452 00:24:47,480 --> 00:24:50,080 Speaker 1: he was like in the sixties, and I knew him 453 00:24:50,280 --> 00:24:52,480 Speaker 1: at that time. I knew of for about twelve years, 454 00:24:52,560 --> 00:24:55,520 Speaker 1: thirteen years, and he was also doing a life bit 455 00:24:56,200 --> 00:24:59,520 Speaker 1: and he had he was he was walking the King 456 00:25:00,000 --> 00:25:02,680 Speaker 1: he had an accident. He used to do cariding works 457 00:25:02,720 --> 00:25:04,880 Speaker 1: and stuff like that, so he fell off the roof 458 00:25:04,920 --> 00:25:07,440 Speaker 1: and he used to walk around with a game. So 459 00:25:07,600 --> 00:25:11,040 Speaker 1: h Anyway, I used to work and if I was 460 00:25:11,080 --> 00:25:13,520 Speaker 1: in Bay State Prison at this time, and I was 461 00:25:13,560 --> 00:25:16,480 Speaker 1: working downstairs on the first floor in the day room, 462 00:25:16,720 --> 00:25:18,879 Speaker 1: and he lived on the first floor. And he was 463 00:25:18,920 --> 00:25:22,760 Speaker 1: down there cooking in the dayroom one afternoon and I 464 00:25:22,840 --> 00:25:25,000 Speaker 1: was I was down there doing my job and everything, 465 00:25:25,520 --> 00:25:28,720 Speaker 1: and he was. So we started talking about visits and 466 00:25:28,720 --> 00:25:31,879 Speaker 1: stuff like that. And he asked me, do I have 467 00:25:31,960 --> 00:25:34,639 Speaker 1: anybody that you know, family members and friends that visit me? 468 00:25:35,160 --> 00:25:37,959 Speaker 1: And I told him, uh, not really, I had my 469 00:25:38,040 --> 00:25:41,200 Speaker 1: great aunt. She visited me like every two years, three 470 00:25:41,320 --> 00:25:44,520 Speaker 1: years a year, whenever she can find time to do it. 471 00:25:45,119 --> 00:25:48,600 Speaker 1: So then he asked me if I was if I 472 00:25:48,600 --> 00:25:50,760 Speaker 1: wanted somebody to visit me, like from a church and 473 00:25:50,800 --> 00:25:53,080 Speaker 1: stuff like that, and I said, sure, why not. I 474 00:25:53,359 --> 00:25:55,560 Speaker 1: grew up in the opportunity to meet somebody from church 475 00:25:55,600 --> 00:25:58,960 Speaker 1: and just have a friend to come visit me. So 476 00:25:59,000 --> 00:26:03,160 Speaker 1: he put me in touch with prison ministry. I think 477 00:26:03,200 --> 00:26:06,680 Speaker 1: it was called Candlelight Ministries. And I had to fill 478 00:26:06,720 --> 00:26:09,240 Speaker 1: out some forms and stuff like that, and I filled 479 00:26:09,280 --> 00:26:12,000 Speaker 1: out the forms and he sent it in and I'm 480 00:26:12,000 --> 00:26:15,879 Speaker 1: not quite sure how long after that then I met 481 00:26:16,480 --> 00:26:20,960 Speaker 1: Reverend Fred Small. He came to visit me and I 482 00:26:21,040 --> 00:26:23,480 Speaker 1: was back in I think that was like in ninety seven, 483 00:26:23,800 --> 00:26:27,560 Speaker 1: nineteen ninety seven, ninety eight, And once he came to 484 00:26:27,640 --> 00:26:33,320 Speaker 1: Bay State to visit me. We so our friendship developed 485 00:26:33,320 --> 00:26:36,320 Speaker 1: and got stronger and stronger, and the more he visited me, 486 00:26:36,359 --> 00:26:39,840 Speaker 1: the more I started talking about my case and me 487 00:26:39,880 --> 00:26:42,240 Speaker 1: as a person and things I like and dislike and 488 00:26:43,320 --> 00:26:48,000 Speaker 1: I just take this interest. And so he helped me 489 00:26:48,080 --> 00:26:49,480 Speaker 1: somewhat get out of prison. 490 00:26:50,280 --> 00:26:53,520 Speaker 2: And then he spoke to his parishioners and asked if 491 00:26:53,560 --> 00:26:58,240 Speaker 2: anybody would like to get involved in this, you know, 492 00:26:58,480 --> 00:27:02,720 Speaker 2: helping out I guess, you know, volunteering to make friends 493 00:27:02,760 --> 00:27:05,440 Speaker 2: with someone on the inside. And it's interesting because people 494 00:27:05,480 --> 00:27:08,359 Speaker 2: ask me that question a lot, and I'm always trying 495 00:27:08,359 --> 00:27:12,720 Speaker 2: to connect people as best I can. And in fact, 496 00:27:13,480 --> 00:27:17,639 Speaker 2: a software engineer named Doran Dibble, which is sort of 497 00:27:17,680 --> 00:27:20,040 Speaker 2: an unusual name, right, it's sort of an interesting If 498 00:27:20,040 --> 00:27:22,000 Speaker 2: I was writing a movie about your story, I would 499 00:27:22,080 --> 00:27:26,159 Speaker 2: name the guy Doran Dibble. So Dorian Dibble shows up 500 00:27:26,200 --> 00:27:28,600 Speaker 2: some sort of a sort of a very square looking 501 00:27:28,640 --> 00:27:31,680 Speaker 2: white guy, right, sort of comes in out of nowhere. 502 00:27:32,000 --> 00:27:33,760 Speaker 2: What was your reaction when you met this guy? 503 00:27:34,480 --> 00:27:37,760 Speaker 1: Well, he was funny, he was very smart, he was kind, 504 00:27:37,880 --> 00:27:42,040 Speaker 1: he was very kind, he was generous, he was sincere, 505 00:27:43,040 --> 00:27:49,040 Speaker 1: he was empathetic, he told he told some jokes. I 506 00:27:49,080 --> 00:27:51,119 Speaker 1: thought he was a very nice guy, and I thought, 507 00:27:51,600 --> 00:27:53,320 Speaker 1: this is the kind of person that I need in 508 00:27:53,320 --> 00:27:56,800 Speaker 1: my life to sort of help me take me out 509 00:27:56,840 --> 00:27:59,080 Speaker 1: of my comfort zone, so to speak, because I wasn't 510 00:27:59,119 --> 00:28:03,600 Speaker 1: really that social with in prison, so he sort of 511 00:28:03,760 --> 00:28:05,600 Speaker 1: sort of brought me out of my shell a little bit. 512 00:28:05,760 --> 00:28:08,439 Speaker 1: So I thought he was a very nice person something 513 00:28:08,480 --> 00:28:10,600 Speaker 1: that is, someone that I needed to have in my 514 00:28:10,680 --> 00:28:16,399 Speaker 1: life to help me grow socially anyway, you know, and 515 00:28:16,560 --> 00:28:19,680 Speaker 1: in many other ways after that to be ezact. 516 00:28:19,920 --> 00:28:23,080 Speaker 2: And how important was that relationship to you? 517 00:28:23,600 --> 00:28:26,639 Speaker 1: It was very important. I mean, how many people do 518 00:28:27,040 --> 00:28:31,159 Speaker 1: you know will bring their their young, small children in 519 00:28:31,240 --> 00:28:35,280 Speaker 1: to see a person in prison that's non family. So 520 00:28:36,480 --> 00:28:39,480 Speaker 1: he became uh, I know I used this phrase before. 521 00:28:41,600 --> 00:28:43,960 Speaker 1: He was a stranger in the beginning, but he became 522 00:28:44,080 --> 00:28:47,240 Speaker 1: family to me, and and he's still family right now. 523 00:28:48,120 --> 00:28:52,320 Speaker 1: So his friendship and him being part of my life 524 00:28:52,440 --> 00:28:55,400 Speaker 1: was very very important then and it's very important now. 525 00:28:55,960 --> 00:28:57,520 Speaker 1: He's still live my life right now. 526 00:28:58,560 --> 00:29:01,480 Speaker 2: And Chris, in the article that you wrote about the case, 527 00:29:01,520 --> 00:29:05,240 Speaker 2: I was really moved by this quote from mister Dibble 528 00:29:05,840 --> 00:29:09,200 Speaker 2: where he said, and I'm quoting, one of the amazing 529 00:29:09,240 --> 00:29:12,560 Speaker 2: things for me is given his circumstances we're talking life 530 00:29:12,560 --> 00:29:17,560 Speaker 2: without parole, his resilience, determination, and his decency through all that. 531 00:29:18,160 --> 00:29:21,440 Speaker 2: It's a model to me. He didn't hate the establishment. 532 00:29:21,760 --> 00:29:26,280 Speaker 2: We're white, he didn't care. I'm getting the chills just 533 00:29:26,360 --> 00:29:28,560 Speaker 2: reading that. And you actually did the interview with him. 534 00:29:28,600 --> 00:29:30,880 Speaker 2: I mean, can you share some insight into this guy, 535 00:29:30,880 --> 00:29:33,160 Speaker 2: because he really does emerge as a hero in this story. 536 00:29:33,880 --> 00:29:37,840 Speaker 5: Yeah, no, it is and was an incredible part of 537 00:29:38,000 --> 00:29:41,520 Speaker 5: the whole story. And just sitting here honestly listening to 538 00:29:41,520 --> 00:29:45,080 Speaker 5: Fred again, I really enjoyed every minute hanging out with 539 00:29:45,160 --> 00:29:49,040 Speaker 5: Fred over the course of the last year. And I'm 540 00:29:49,040 --> 00:29:51,160 Speaker 5: guessing that listeners can kind of get a feel as 541 00:29:51,200 --> 00:29:53,960 Speaker 5: to how Fred talks and that people are kind of 542 00:29:54,000 --> 00:29:57,880 Speaker 5: drawn to the way he talks and understands things about 543 00:29:58,240 --> 00:30:01,680 Speaker 5: this really awful experience he had he had to go through. 544 00:30:01,720 --> 00:30:05,560 Speaker 5: And so Dorian Dibble and his wife Jackie, and his 545 00:30:05,600 --> 00:30:07,880 Speaker 5: two kids. I met one of his kids who's now, 546 00:30:08,040 --> 00:30:10,760 Speaker 5: you know, in his twenties, and I hung out with 547 00:30:10,800 --> 00:30:13,720 Speaker 5: them over dinner that they invited Fred over, and I 548 00:30:13,760 --> 00:30:19,560 Speaker 5: asked to come along back in July. And yeah, Doran 549 00:30:19,800 --> 00:30:24,720 Speaker 5: and his wife Jackie just are really big hearted people 550 00:30:24,960 --> 00:30:31,440 Speaker 5: and just showed up there in prison, you know, frequently 551 00:30:31,640 --> 00:30:33,880 Speaker 5: during the year, like every few months, they would drive 552 00:30:33,920 --> 00:30:36,240 Speaker 5: down and and go through. It's not easy to get 553 00:30:36,240 --> 00:30:38,880 Speaker 5: into a prison. You gotta sit there and wait and 554 00:30:38,920 --> 00:30:41,960 Speaker 5: get frisked down and go through metal detectors and wear 555 00:30:42,120 --> 00:30:45,160 Speaker 5: exactly the right clothing or they turn you away, and 556 00:30:46,600 --> 00:30:50,760 Speaker 5: you know they again they brought their little kids in 557 00:30:50,920 --> 00:30:52,400 Speaker 5: to kind of hang out friend and sit there and 558 00:30:52,400 --> 00:30:57,400 Speaker 5: play cards, and just the whole dynamic and relationship that 559 00:30:57,840 --> 00:31:00,480 Speaker 5: was related to me really kind of me away. 560 00:31:00,840 --> 00:31:03,360 Speaker 2: It's almost like the family that Fred couldn't have, and 561 00:31:03,360 --> 00:31:05,040 Speaker 2: now all of a sudden he has sort of an 562 00:31:05,080 --> 00:31:08,720 Speaker 2: adoptive family inside. And you know, it was a long 563 00:31:08,840 --> 00:31:13,160 Speaker 2: drive and they would come every couple of months. And 564 00:31:13,200 --> 00:31:14,800 Speaker 2: there's one more quote, and I want to get back 565 00:31:14,800 --> 00:31:16,920 Speaker 2: to the story because again this really touched me and 566 00:31:16,960 --> 00:31:18,600 Speaker 2: I got the chills reading the last one. I'm going 567 00:31:18,680 --> 00:31:24,440 Speaker 2: to get him again because mister Dibble said, quote, we'd 568 00:31:24,480 --> 00:31:26,440 Speaker 2: all pile back in the car when our visit was 569 00:31:26,480 --> 00:31:28,680 Speaker 2: over and it was just dead silence in the car. 570 00:31:29,120 --> 00:31:31,920 Speaker 2: Because that's where it really hit everybody. Oh, this is 571 00:31:31,960 --> 00:31:34,600 Speaker 2: from Jackie Dibble. Let me say we start again, and 572 00:31:34,920 --> 00:31:38,640 Speaker 2: missus Dibble. Jackie Dibble said, quote, we'd all pile back 573 00:31:38,680 --> 00:31:40,440 Speaker 2: in the car when our visit was over and it 574 00:31:40,520 --> 00:31:42,760 Speaker 2: was just dead silence in the car. Because that's where 575 00:31:42,760 --> 00:31:46,160 Speaker 2: it really hit everybody. We'd walk out of there under 576 00:31:46,200 --> 00:31:49,880 Speaker 2: the barbed wire. We get to go home, and he doesn't, 577 00:31:50,520 --> 00:31:53,920 Speaker 2: and it was just nobody would say anything on the 578 00:31:53,960 --> 00:31:57,720 Speaker 2: way home and end quote. And I've had that feeling 579 00:31:57,920 --> 00:32:00,360 Speaker 2: so many times now visiting people in prison and who 580 00:32:00,360 --> 00:32:05,680 Speaker 2: I know are innocent, and then when I leave and 581 00:32:05,760 --> 00:32:08,960 Speaker 2: that door slams behind and you can't take them with you. 582 00:32:09,440 --> 00:32:12,840 Speaker 2: It's a horrible feeling. It's it's a sick feeling, actually, 583 00:32:12,960 --> 00:32:16,960 Speaker 2: And Chris is nodding his head because he knows, and 584 00:32:17,200 --> 00:32:21,200 Speaker 2: you know, it does drive me and I think all 585 00:32:21,240 --> 00:32:23,760 Speaker 2: of us every day to try to do more to 586 00:32:23,840 --> 00:32:28,720 Speaker 2: help people like yourself, Fred, because it's if you've once 587 00:32:28,720 --> 00:32:31,520 Speaker 2: you've experienced that. And I brought four people with me 588 00:32:31,600 --> 00:32:34,920 Speaker 2: up to Sing Sing this weekend where we met many 589 00:32:35,040 --> 00:32:39,000 Speaker 2: of the men who are stuck there, some of whom 590 00:32:39,040 --> 00:32:43,760 Speaker 2: are innocent, some are not. But you know, I would 591 00:32:43,760 --> 00:32:45,920 Speaker 2: say that ninety percent of the people that we met 592 00:32:45,920 --> 00:32:48,080 Speaker 2: there don't belong there. You know, they've served their time, 593 00:32:48,200 --> 00:32:52,440 Speaker 2: they made a mistake. I'm of the Brian Stevenson school. 594 00:32:52,520 --> 00:32:55,840 Speaker 2: He's one of my heroes, and you know, he said, 595 00:32:56,000 --> 00:32:58,080 Speaker 2: I believe everyone is better than the worst thing they've 596 00:32:58,120 --> 00:33:01,480 Speaker 2: ever done. You know, I think in our system we 597 00:33:01,520 --> 00:33:06,080 Speaker 2: overincarcerate to such an extreme degree, we over punish. The 598 00:33:06,320 --> 00:33:09,160 Speaker 2: institutions that we have that are called correctional institutions are 599 00:33:09,440 --> 00:33:12,640 Speaker 2: not by and large, and all of it needs to change. 600 00:33:12,640 --> 00:33:14,720 Speaker 2: And that's why it's so important that you're here, Fred 601 00:33:14,720 --> 00:33:17,440 Speaker 2: to tell your story. So I really appreciate that, and 602 00:33:17,520 --> 00:33:22,560 Speaker 2: you too, Chris, So Fred tell us how this situation changed. 603 00:33:22,600 --> 00:33:25,520 Speaker 2: Because you were sentenced to life in prison, you had 604 00:33:25,560 --> 00:33:27,920 Speaker 2: no hope to get out. You found this inner strength, 605 00:33:28,120 --> 00:33:32,600 Speaker 2: this grace, this courage that always mystifies me and amazes 606 00:33:32,680 --> 00:33:35,040 Speaker 2: me and makes me, you know, draws me two people 607 00:33:35,200 --> 00:33:39,760 Speaker 2: like yourself because I get so much out of just 608 00:33:39,800 --> 00:33:45,960 Speaker 2: talking to you and spending time. And so how did 609 00:33:46,000 --> 00:33:49,320 Speaker 2: you ultimately? I mean, we know how you survived because 610 00:33:49,360 --> 00:33:51,920 Speaker 2: you explain that, But how did you get out? Because 611 00:33:52,080 --> 00:33:55,320 Speaker 2: you're here now and that's a fantastic thing, and I know, 612 00:33:55,400 --> 00:33:57,120 Speaker 2: and I want to talk about the struggle of being 613 00:33:57,200 --> 00:34:00,240 Speaker 2: out as Well's what I call the second punishment. But 614 00:34:00,520 --> 00:34:02,640 Speaker 2: how did that? Let's get to the happy stuff. How'd 615 00:34:02,640 --> 00:34:03,080 Speaker 2: you get out? 616 00:34:03,640 --> 00:34:07,200 Speaker 1: Well? I got out on a new trial motion. Lisa 617 00:34:07,280 --> 00:34:12,279 Speaker 1: Cavanaugh from the CPCs innocent program. She's my attorney, she 618 00:34:12,440 --> 00:34:19,600 Speaker 1: was my attorney on my pill We drafted and critique 619 00:34:19,880 --> 00:34:23,719 Speaker 1: and finally finalized a new trial motion, and we followed that. 620 00:34:24,800 --> 00:34:28,799 Speaker 1: I think when I was in Concuent Farm, probably late 621 00:34:30,120 --> 00:34:37,320 Speaker 1: twenty sixteen. I believe it took a while, but between 622 00:34:37,800 --> 00:34:49,000 Speaker 1: by witness identification, the hypnosis, cross racial identification, somewhat mug 623 00:34:49,080 --> 00:34:55,040 Speaker 1: shot exposure, some police reports that the detectives somewhat I 624 00:34:55,080 --> 00:35:00,560 Speaker 1: mean obviously overlooked. It was a combination of all that 625 00:35:00,640 --> 00:35:05,080 Speaker 1: stuff together that helped me get out of prison. Also 626 00:35:06,160 --> 00:35:11,240 Speaker 1: in twenty thirteen, I will say, late December twenty thirteen, 627 00:35:11,840 --> 00:35:16,640 Speaker 1: the Juveeile Life of law change which gave juveniles and 628 00:35:16,719 --> 00:35:20,680 Speaker 1: opportunities juveniles under the age of eighteen an opportunity to 629 00:35:20,680 --> 00:35:24,839 Speaker 1: see the parole board. So once that law changed, that 630 00:35:24,920 --> 00:35:28,600 Speaker 1: law allowed me to see the parole board. So at 631 00:35:28,640 --> 00:35:32,160 Speaker 1: that particular time, I was not I was still thinking 632 00:35:32,200 --> 00:35:35,520 Speaker 1: about and preparing for my Rule thirty emotion, but I 633 00:35:35,560 --> 00:35:42,520 Speaker 1: was also preparing for my parole hearing. So I ended 634 00:35:42,600 --> 00:35:48,880 Speaker 1: up going to parole May twenty first, twenty fifteen, I 635 00:35:48,880 --> 00:35:53,319 Speaker 1: should say, and the results of that I ended up 636 00:35:53,360 --> 00:35:58,080 Speaker 1: getting presented my case. The parole board, stating that I 637 00:35:58,160 --> 00:36:01,840 Speaker 1: was innocent, but at the same time taking responsibility for 638 00:36:01,880 --> 00:36:05,200 Speaker 1: the crimes that I did do. For the juvenile issue, 639 00:36:05,200 --> 00:36:08,000 Speaker 1: the cases that I had previous of me getting arrested 640 00:36:08,000 --> 00:36:11,840 Speaker 1: for this murder case, I took responsibility for all that stuff, 641 00:36:12,080 --> 00:36:15,120 Speaker 1: but I did not take responsibility for the current case 642 00:36:15,120 --> 00:36:17,080 Speaker 1: that I was doing time for with much the murder. 643 00:36:17,840 --> 00:36:21,400 Speaker 1: And I let them know that if I did do it, 644 00:36:21,440 --> 00:36:24,000 Speaker 1: I would have no problem taking responsibility to meet and guilt. 645 00:36:24,200 --> 00:36:27,880 Speaker 1: But that's not the case. So I did not admit 646 00:36:27,960 --> 00:36:30,600 Speaker 1: to something I did not do. But at the same time, 647 00:36:30,640 --> 00:36:34,160 Speaker 1: I was letting them know that prison so you I 648 00:36:34,200 --> 00:36:36,840 Speaker 1: mean by be being in prison, I was not the 649 00:36:36,880 --> 00:36:39,800 Speaker 1: same person I was when I first went to prison. 650 00:36:40,600 --> 00:36:42,560 Speaker 1: I was a different person sitting in front of them. 651 00:36:42,760 --> 00:36:45,279 Speaker 1: So I just explained to them how different I was 652 00:36:45,760 --> 00:36:52,040 Speaker 1: through programs and education and stuff like that. So basically 653 00:36:52,239 --> 00:36:54,160 Speaker 1: I got up. I was going I was set to 654 00:36:54,160 --> 00:36:57,759 Speaker 1: get out on parole anyway. I was scheduled to get 655 00:36:57,800 --> 00:37:01,960 Speaker 1: out on parole August twelfth, but August twelfth was on 656 00:37:02,000 --> 00:37:06,080 Speaker 1: a Saturday, so they pushed it to August fourteenth, was 657 00:37:06,080 --> 00:37:10,760 Speaker 1: on Monday. And tell you the truth, I'm not quite 658 00:37:10,840 --> 00:37:14,319 Speaker 1: sure how this happened, but I ended up getting is 659 00:37:14,360 --> 00:37:17,880 Speaker 1: generated a week before I was scheduled to get released 660 00:37:17,880 --> 00:37:18,440 Speaker 1: our parole. 661 00:37:20,120 --> 00:37:23,319 Speaker 2: That is very unusual, and there's so many unusual things 662 00:37:23,320 --> 00:37:24,920 Speaker 2: about your case. I mean, let's go back to the 663 00:37:25,000 --> 00:37:29,120 Speaker 2: hypnosis thing, because even even though back then we you know, 664 00:37:29,200 --> 00:37:30,759 Speaker 2: we didn't, we didn't know a lot of the things 665 00:37:30,760 --> 00:37:33,440 Speaker 2: that we know now. But even back then, Walter Cronkite 666 00:37:33,480 --> 00:37:36,160 Speaker 2: was on TV talking about how this hypnosis thing was 667 00:37:36,160 --> 00:37:39,600 Speaker 2: a disaster and it didn't make any sense. Walter Cronkite 668 00:37:39,640 --> 00:37:42,080 Speaker 2: were the most respected people in America at that time, 669 00:37:42,360 --> 00:37:46,080 Speaker 2: one of the most respected journalists of all time. So 670 00:37:46,600 --> 00:37:50,760 Speaker 2: what was it like, Fred walking out into the fresh 671 00:37:50,840 --> 00:37:56,200 Speaker 2: air after spending a longer time than most of the 672 00:37:56,239 --> 00:37:59,480 Speaker 2: people that are listening to the show have even been alive, right, 673 00:37:59,560 --> 00:38:01,759 Speaker 2: I mean two people in the studio here who haven't 674 00:38:01,800 --> 00:38:04,040 Speaker 2: been alive that long thirty eight years. 675 00:38:04,320 --> 00:38:07,840 Speaker 1: Well, the first thing I did was hug my attorneys, 676 00:38:08,600 --> 00:38:14,400 Speaker 1: thanked them very much, hugged Shacking and Dorn Dibbles and 677 00:38:14,440 --> 00:38:19,440 Speaker 1: their family, and Victim Izario he was there. I hugged him. 678 00:38:20,000 --> 00:38:22,520 Speaker 1: And once I did that, I started talking to the 679 00:38:22,520 --> 00:38:24,560 Speaker 1: media sa. That was the first thing I did start 680 00:38:24,600 --> 00:38:28,960 Speaker 1: talking to the media after I hugged my friends and stuff. 681 00:38:29,800 --> 00:38:32,120 Speaker 1: But to answer your question what it was like, it 682 00:38:32,160 --> 00:38:38,960 Speaker 1: was felt very strange to be walking without outside of prison, 683 00:38:39,080 --> 00:38:43,520 Speaker 1: without no shackles on my feet. That felt very strange. 684 00:38:44,280 --> 00:38:46,560 Speaker 1: Every time I left prison, no matter to go to 685 00:38:46,560 --> 00:38:50,759 Speaker 1: the hospital or whatever, to court, whatever, they always had 686 00:38:50,880 --> 00:38:56,160 Speaker 1: shackles on your feet. And once they actually said that 687 00:38:57,000 --> 00:38:59,880 Speaker 1: you're free to go, and they put me in the 688 00:39:00,200 --> 00:39:02,200 Speaker 1: in the in the like the whole itself for a 689 00:39:02,239 --> 00:39:06,360 Speaker 1: little while, for like an hour to finalize everything. So 690 00:39:06,440 --> 00:39:11,120 Speaker 1: once everything was finalized and they opened it, uh the 691 00:39:11,160 --> 00:39:15,080 Speaker 1: cell door, and I walked downstairs, and I actually walked 692 00:39:15,080 --> 00:39:20,200 Speaker 1: downstairs to be outside. It felt very strange to be, 693 00:39:20,280 --> 00:39:22,560 Speaker 1: like I said, to be walking without thrown shackles on 694 00:39:22,640 --> 00:39:25,880 Speaker 1: my feet. I thought it was a dream. But then again, 695 00:39:25,920 --> 00:39:29,279 Speaker 1: it wasn't a dream, but it was kind of overwhelming. 696 00:39:29,320 --> 00:39:36,640 Speaker 1: It was I was happy, I was somewhat cautious, and 697 00:39:36,680 --> 00:39:40,600 Speaker 1: I was like in shocked to some degree. So it 698 00:39:40,640 --> 00:39:43,080 Speaker 1: was it was a combination of all those things. 699 00:39:51,600 --> 00:39:55,000 Speaker 2: Yeah, I mean, it's a it's a joyous uh, you know, 700 00:39:55,239 --> 00:39:57,400 Speaker 2: just thinking about it and envisioning it is such a 701 00:39:57,480 --> 00:40:04,040 Speaker 2: joyous thing. But I think that people get the idea 702 00:40:04,680 --> 00:40:07,839 Speaker 2: that you know, everyone sees on the on the news, 703 00:40:08,560 --> 00:40:12,080 Speaker 2: the photographs or the video of someone like yourself coming 704 00:40:12,120 --> 00:40:14,680 Speaker 2: out and there's all this joy and you have if 705 00:40:15,040 --> 00:40:17,560 Speaker 2: if you're fortunate enough like you were, to have some 706 00:40:17,680 --> 00:40:20,799 Speaker 2: friends and family around and there's news media and there's 707 00:40:20,800 --> 00:40:26,600 Speaker 2: cameras and maybe the sun is shining. But there's another 708 00:40:26,719 --> 00:40:29,120 Speaker 2: side to that too, right, I mean, you come out 709 00:40:29,480 --> 00:40:33,319 Speaker 2: and you get nothing like most of the people. And 710 00:40:33,440 --> 00:40:36,160 Speaker 2: this is crazy because for twenty five years I've been 711 00:40:36,200 --> 00:40:40,160 Speaker 2: doing this work and anyone I talk to that's not awhere. 712 00:40:40,400 --> 00:40:41,960 Speaker 2: You know, when I meet somebody new and I'm talking 713 00:40:41,960 --> 00:40:44,760 Speaker 2: about decision because I talk about it everywhere, the first 714 00:40:44,760 --> 00:40:47,120 Speaker 2: thing they want to know is does the exonery you 715 00:40:47,160 --> 00:40:50,160 Speaker 2: get paid? Like, just tell me they get money, And 716 00:40:50,960 --> 00:40:53,200 Speaker 2: I have to tell them that in most cases no, 717 00:40:53,960 --> 00:40:56,279 Speaker 2: and even in the cases when they do, it takes 718 00:40:56,360 --> 00:41:00,680 Speaker 2: an unconscionably long time, years and years. This is something 719 00:41:00,680 --> 00:41:03,960 Speaker 2: that the Interests Project has been deeply involved with. Recently, 720 00:41:04,000 --> 00:41:06,399 Speaker 2: we just passed the compensation statute in Kansas, so it's 721 00:41:06,400 --> 00:41:09,200 Speaker 2: a thirty first state actually have compensation statues. There's still 722 00:41:09,239 --> 00:41:15,480 Speaker 2: nineteen states that have none, no compensation statues. And for you, Fred, 723 00:41:15,560 --> 00:41:19,160 Speaker 2: coming out of prison after thirty eight years, having gone 724 00:41:19,200 --> 00:41:23,719 Speaker 2: in as a sixteen year old kid, you know, trying 725 00:41:23,760 --> 00:41:25,880 Speaker 2: to rebuild your life. I want to focus for a 726 00:41:25,920 --> 00:41:28,680 Speaker 2: minute on those challenges, which I don't think get the 727 00:41:28,719 --> 00:41:31,000 Speaker 2: type of attention that they deserve. And I think we 728 00:41:31,080 --> 00:41:34,840 Speaker 2: as a society owe you and every man and woman 729 00:41:34,880 --> 00:41:38,000 Speaker 2: that has been through this type of ordeal, we owe 730 00:41:38,040 --> 00:41:41,520 Speaker 2: you more than a fresh start. I mean, we owe 731 00:41:41,520 --> 00:41:44,040 Speaker 2: you a debt. And I think that as soon as 732 00:41:44,040 --> 00:41:46,480 Speaker 2: you get out that should start to be getting repaid. 733 00:41:46,600 --> 00:41:48,800 Speaker 2: But that's not the way it works, and your case 734 00:41:49,080 --> 00:41:53,640 Speaker 2: is a very strong example of that. So can you 735 00:41:53,719 --> 00:41:56,319 Speaker 2: talk about the challenges? I mean, you haven't gotten any 736 00:41:56,360 --> 00:41:58,719 Speaker 2: money yet, right well. 737 00:41:59,120 --> 00:42:03,359 Speaker 1: My attorneys working on that right now. So it's still 738 00:42:03,480 --> 00:42:06,680 Speaker 1: to be remained, to be still being rocked on. 739 00:42:07,440 --> 00:42:08,959 Speaker 2: And how how long have you been out? 740 00:42:09,840 --> 00:42:13,720 Speaker 1: Not all the year now, so it's been August eighth, 741 00:42:13,800 --> 00:42:14,640 Speaker 1: so it's been. 742 00:42:15,520 --> 00:42:18,880 Speaker 5: Good over year, fifteen to sixteen months. 743 00:42:18,640 --> 00:42:19,880 Speaker 1: Fifteen months much like that? 744 00:42:20,040 --> 00:42:22,239 Speaker 5: Yeah, yeah, I can jump in here a little bit. 745 00:42:22,280 --> 00:42:24,480 Speaker 5: I mean, this was this was this was the focus 746 00:42:24,480 --> 00:42:27,279 Speaker 5: of my reporting for the last year was to kind 747 00:42:27,320 --> 00:42:30,040 Speaker 5: of answer that question, what's life like when you get 748 00:42:30,080 --> 00:42:35,240 Speaker 5: out of prison? His his his, Fred's murder conviction was vacated. 749 00:42:35,800 --> 00:42:39,680 Speaker 5: And you know, my editor has suggested, why do we 750 00:42:39,719 --> 00:42:41,960 Speaker 5: see what life's like in the first thirty days? And 751 00:42:42,000 --> 00:42:43,440 Speaker 5: that turned into what are we? 752 00:42:43,960 --> 00:42:44,080 Speaker 2: Uh? 753 00:42:44,560 --> 00:42:46,960 Speaker 5: Why don't I check in with Fred from time to 754 00:42:47,000 --> 00:42:50,879 Speaker 5: time over the course of a year, and and Fred 755 00:42:50,960 --> 00:42:52,280 Speaker 5: can kind of fill in a lot of this stuff, 756 00:42:52,280 --> 00:42:54,959 Speaker 5: but that a lot of it was, you know, what 757 00:42:54,960 --> 00:42:57,920 Speaker 5: what do you do to survive? You need you need housing, 758 00:42:57,960 --> 00:43:00,920 Speaker 5: you need shelter, and you need some income to provide 759 00:43:00,920 --> 00:43:04,160 Speaker 5: that shelter and food. Just the base bear basics of survival, 760 00:43:04,719 --> 00:43:08,040 Speaker 5: and that was what you know, Fred and I would 761 00:43:08,080 --> 00:43:10,919 Speaker 5: kind of meet up and he would very graciously let 762 00:43:10,920 --> 00:43:14,919 Speaker 5: me tag along with him as he talked to people 763 00:43:14,960 --> 00:43:18,440 Speaker 5: about filling out job applications and trying to work on 764 00:43:18,480 --> 00:43:21,880 Speaker 5: a resume, and watched him move from one apartment to 765 00:43:21,920 --> 00:43:25,400 Speaker 5: another apartment, and I think, you know, maybe Fred, you 766 00:43:25,680 --> 00:43:27,879 Speaker 5: talk a little bit about what those experiences like. 767 00:43:27,920 --> 00:43:34,319 Speaker 1: Not really apartment, it's a room, but yeah, it's been 768 00:43:34,400 --> 00:43:38,880 Speaker 1: kind of challenging when you've been in prison for I long. Obviously, 769 00:43:38,960 --> 00:43:41,840 Speaker 1: technology has changed, and technology definitely has changed to the 770 00:43:41,880 --> 00:43:45,200 Speaker 1: point where it's all new to me. I all often 771 00:43:45,320 --> 00:43:48,160 Speaker 1: make this phrase, It's like I've been reborn again and 772 00:43:48,200 --> 00:43:51,879 Speaker 1: I have to learn everything all over again, including technology. 773 00:43:52,480 --> 00:43:55,319 Speaker 1: So and even how do you fill out job applications now? 774 00:43:55,360 --> 00:43:58,040 Speaker 1: It's different compared to when I was back in the 775 00:43:58,080 --> 00:44:01,040 Speaker 1: seventies and stuff. A lot of stuff you got to 776 00:44:01,080 --> 00:44:04,320 Speaker 1: fill out online now, as far as pretty much everything, 777 00:44:04,400 --> 00:44:09,560 Speaker 1: housing application, job applications, everything. So the challenge of learning 778 00:44:09,760 --> 00:44:15,040 Speaker 1: the technology is still the challenge. I'm still I know 779 00:44:15,120 --> 00:44:17,120 Speaker 1: a little bit, but there's a whole lot more that 780 00:44:17,120 --> 00:44:21,600 Speaker 1: I need to learn. And that's been kind of frustrating 781 00:44:21,719 --> 00:44:27,200 Speaker 1: and exciting at the same time and aggravating. But at 782 00:44:27,200 --> 00:44:30,800 Speaker 1: the same time, I've been reminding myself that hopefully, eventually 783 00:44:30,880 --> 00:44:33,960 Speaker 1: I get there. I just need to be patient with myself. 784 00:44:34,600 --> 00:44:37,719 Speaker 1: But trying to survive out here when you've been in 785 00:44:37,760 --> 00:44:45,879 Speaker 1: prison that law, it's kind of difficult. Even maintaining a job. 786 00:44:48,560 --> 00:44:51,040 Speaker 1: It's been kind of challenging. I'm still dealing with that. 787 00:44:52,120 --> 00:44:55,920 Speaker 2: Oh what what part of Massachusetts are you living in now. 788 00:44:55,800 --> 00:44:59,720 Speaker 1: Fred, I'm living in Lowell, Massachusetts. 789 00:44:58,960 --> 00:45:00,440 Speaker 2: So that's right by Boston, right. 790 00:45:02,560 --> 00:45:05,600 Speaker 1: It's not it's it's it's by Boston. But I wouldn't 791 00:45:05,600 --> 00:45:09,720 Speaker 1: call it right by. It's some distances, but it is by. 792 00:45:09,600 --> 00:45:11,600 Speaker 5: Boston, about an hour north of Boston. 793 00:45:11,880 --> 00:45:12,160 Speaker 2: Okay. 794 00:45:12,360 --> 00:45:16,799 Speaker 1: Well wow. And when you don't drive, that's another thing. 795 00:45:17,040 --> 00:45:21,239 Speaker 1: I really I haven't really started driving yet. And when 796 00:45:21,320 --> 00:45:25,680 Speaker 1: you when you don't know how to drive, you're very limited. 797 00:45:26,200 --> 00:45:29,000 Speaker 1: So I'm sort of restricted to a certain area and 798 00:45:29,120 --> 00:45:32,680 Speaker 1: low and that's been kind of challenging. The public transportation 799 00:45:32,800 --> 00:45:35,279 Speaker 1: here is not that great. It's shuts down at seven 800 00:45:35,280 --> 00:45:38,520 Speaker 1: o'clock in the evening, and that's been an issue that 801 00:45:39,000 --> 00:45:44,080 Speaker 1: I still struggle with today. So I need to learn 802 00:45:44,080 --> 00:45:49,000 Speaker 1: how to drive. In order to get more access to resources, jobs, housing, 803 00:45:50,000 --> 00:45:52,920 Speaker 1: just to get around, I need to learn how to drive. 804 00:45:52,960 --> 00:45:56,839 Speaker 1: And people been offering their help, and I've even been 805 00:45:56,840 --> 00:46:01,440 Speaker 1: thinking about going through driving school. But it's just the 806 00:46:01,520 --> 00:46:04,040 Speaker 1: thought of it is fine. It's just putting an action, 807 00:46:04,560 --> 00:46:06,880 Speaker 1: you know, trying to figure out when the right time is. 808 00:46:07,360 --> 00:46:09,359 Speaker 1: Maybe there is no right timing. I just need to 809 00:46:09,400 --> 00:46:12,120 Speaker 1: just jump into it and do it. But all that's 810 00:46:12,160 --> 00:46:15,239 Speaker 1: been kind of challenging to me to figure out what's important, 811 00:46:15,640 --> 00:46:20,200 Speaker 1: what's not important, trying to prioritize things. That's been a 812 00:46:20,239 --> 00:46:20,880 Speaker 1: big issue. 813 00:46:21,040 --> 00:46:23,920 Speaker 2: And I can tell just from the way you know 814 00:46:24,040 --> 00:46:26,560 Speaker 2: you are and the way that you've dealt with this 815 00:46:26,719 --> 00:46:31,680 Speaker 2: situation that I think anybody I know accept the exounre 816 00:46:31,680 --> 00:46:34,560 Speaker 2: reason I know actually would have crumbled under the weight 817 00:46:34,640 --> 00:46:42,120 Speaker 2: of this unreal ordeal. So I know you're going to 818 00:46:42,160 --> 00:46:44,440 Speaker 2: be successful, but I think all of us just need 819 00:46:44,440 --> 00:46:46,440 Speaker 2: a little boost every once in a while. So I'm 820 00:46:46,480 --> 00:46:49,479 Speaker 2: happy to say that that's something I'm gonna be able 821 00:46:49,520 --> 00:46:55,680 Speaker 2: to to provide. So I do want to I want 822 00:46:55,719 --> 00:46:59,560 Speaker 2: to ask you also, what if you can think of it, 823 00:46:59,719 --> 00:47:03,200 Speaker 2: what's been your happiest moment since you got out. It's 824 00:47:03,200 --> 00:47:06,080 Speaker 2: interesting I'm seeing I'm looking at a picture right now 825 00:47:06,120 --> 00:47:11,000 Speaker 2: of you with the with the dibbles, with Dorin and Jackie. 826 00:47:11,400 --> 00:47:13,279 Speaker 2: It's really sort of a funny picture. I mean, you 827 00:47:13,320 --> 00:47:17,440 Speaker 2: have this giant smile on your face and the glasses 828 00:47:17,480 --> 00:47:21,000 Speaker 2: on and they, you know, they're obviously smiling too, but 829 00:47:21,080 --> 00:47:25,200 Speaker 2: I mean they're really white, these people are. You know, 830 00:47:25,640 --> 00:47:31,719 Speaker 2: It's really just an interesting, you know, photograph because it's 831 00:47:31,800 --> 00:47:38,920 Speaker 2: just such an unusual, uh you know, combination of different backgrounds. 832 00:47:38,600 --> 00:47:41,239 Speaker 2: But there's a lot of humanity in that right, And 833 00:47:41,280 --> 00:47:43,400 Speaker 2: there's a lot of beauty in it. There's a lot 834 00:47:43,440 --> 00:47:46,920 Speaker 2: of beauty in it. So, I mean, aside from the 835 00:47:46,920 --> 00:47:49,359 Speaker 2: moment when you first stepped out, which must have been 836 00:47:49,400 --> 00:47:52,879 Speaker 2: as much of a shock as anything else, what's been 837 00:47:53,080 --> 00:47:57,080 Speaker 2: your happiest memory since in the fifteen sixteen months since 838 00:47:57,120 --> 00:47:58,000 Speaker 2: you got out. 839 00:47:58,840 --> 00:48:04,640 Speaker 1: Well, a few visionly my mother's grave. That was very happy. 840 00:48:05,200 --> 00:48:10,359 Speaker 1: But I would say right now, the skydiving. 841 00:48:10,960 --> 00:48:13,239 Speaker 2: Who you went skydiving? 842 00:48:14,400 --> 00:48:15,680 Speaker 1: I went skydiving twice. 843 00:48:16,000 --> 00:48:16,239 Speaker 2: Wow. 844 00:48:17,360 --> 00:48:20,759 Speaker 1: And I would say that. I said that because some 845 00:48:20,840 --> 00:48:23,600 Speaker 1: guys that I was in prison with that end up 846 00:48:23,640 --> 00:48:27,040 Speaker 1: passing away in prison often. You know, we often talked 847 00:48:27,040 --> 00:48:32,920 Speaker 1: about skydiving, and we watched some programs on Double GBH 848 00:48:32,960 --> 00:48:36,000 Speaker 1: about skydiving and stuff like that, and we said to 849 00:48:36,040 --> 00:48:37,719 Speaker 1: ourselves that they looked a lot of fun. You know, 850 00:48:37,719 --> 00:48:40,040 Speaker 1: it looked like fun, and I looked like the people 851 00:48:40,160 --> 00:48:43,640 Speaker 1: was enjoying themselves. So when I went skydiving, I was 852 00:48:43,680 --> 00:48:46,520 Speaker 1: sort of like dedicating that moment to them because they 853 00:48:46,640 --> 00:48:49,640 Speaker 1: sort of helped me change who I was as a person. 854 00:48:49,680 --> 00:48:52,640 Speaker 1: They sort of helped me get back into my case 855 00:48:52,760 --> 00:48:58,160 Speaker 1: and make me stay focused on that. So when I 856 00:48:58,239 --> 00:49:01,800 Speaker 1: skydived the first time, it was just to honor them 857 00:49:02,120 --> 00:49:05,640 Speaker 1: and for me to thank them and to show respect 858 00:49:05,640 --> 00:49:09,080 Speaker 1: for them for what they did for me, because I 859 00:49:09,160 --> 00:49:11,840 Speaker 1: at that time and I still do now, I consider 860 00:49:11,880 --> 00:49:17,920 Speaker 1: myself very lucky. So that was a very special moment 861 00:49:18,040 --> 00:49:21,160 Speaker 1: the first time and the second time too because the 862 00:49:21,160 --> 00:49:24,160 Speaker 1: second time when I went skydiving, I went with a 863 00:49:24,160 --> 00:49:28,520 Speaker 1: lot of exorninary people, people that was in my somewhat 864 00:49:28,560 --> 00:49:32,520 Speaker 1: in my situation. We all had our individual cases that 865 00:49:32,640 --> 00:49:35,000 Speaker 1: end up that we end up in prison for, but 866 00:49:35,160 --> 00:49:39,680 Speaker 1: we all was innocent, and so it was kind of 867 00:49:39,719 --> 00:49:42,600 Speaker 1: special to be with them that way. I felt, you know, 868 00:49:42,719 --> 00:49:44,960 Speaker 1: that I was surrounded by people who actually knew what 869 00:49:45,000 --> 00:49:48,720 Speaker 1: I was going through, and they didn't have no problem 870 00:49:49,400 --> 00:49:53,040 Speaker 1: sharing what they was going through, what they went through 871 00:49:53,080 --> 00:49:55,640 Speaker 1: in prison, and what they're dealing with now out here 872 00:49:55,760 --> 00:49:59,000 Speaker 1: that you be shortage to share our experience and share 873 00:49:59,040 --> 00:50:01,440 Speaker 1: their knowledge and help you each other. So that was 874 00:50:01,520 --> 00:50:06,719 Speaker 1: kind of special. And also when I jump out the 875 00:50:06,760 --> 00:50:10,799 Speaker 1: plane a second time, it's sort of reminded me of life, 876 00:50:11,640 --> 00:50:13,520 Speaker 1: Like when you jump out the plane, there is no 877 00:50:13,560 --> 00:50:15,839 Speaker 1: turning back. You came to say, well, I changed my mind, 878 00:50:16,120 --> 00:50:19,120 Speaker 1: I want to go back. Once you jump out the plane, 879 00:50:19,920 --> 00:50:24,000 Speaker 1: you and the elements, and so you got to face 880 00:50:24,120 --> 00:50:28,279 Speaker 1: whatever there whatever fear you have, whatever there is, you 881 00:50:28,320 --> 00:50:30,680 Speaker 1: got to face that. And it sort of reminds me 882 00:50:30,840 --> 00:50:33,879 Speaker 1: about my life right now. Whatever it is in life 883 00:50:33,920 --> 00:50:37,319 Speaker 1: that I'm uncomfortable with I have fear about, I have 884 00:50:37,360 --> 00:50:39,480 Speaker 1: to try to face it and try to do the 885 00:50:39,480 --> 00:50:44,480 Speaker 1: best I can. So to answer your question, the skydivingd 886 00:50:44,600 --> 00:50:46,000 Speaker 1: was the most important thing to me. 887 00:50:47,560 --> 00:50:52,200 Speaker 2: Well, that's an incredible story and very moving and very 888 00:50:52,719 --> 00:50:54,920 Speaker 2: just amazing to think about. But I will say this, 889 00:50:55,880 --> 00:50:59,600 Speaker 2: if you can jump out of a plane, you can 890 00:50:59,640 --> 00:51:03,080 Speaker 2: definitely drive a car. And I'm gonna make you a 891 00:51:03,160 --> 00:51:06,000 Speaker 2: deal right here in front of however many one hundred 892 00:51:06,000 --> 00:51:08,879 Speaker 2: thousand people listening to this show, if you'll take your 893 00:51:08,960 --> 00:51:13,160 Speaker 2: driver's course, wrongful conviction will get you a car. So 894 00:51:13,960 --> 00:51:17,399 Speaker 2: that'll be our deal. You got to go make sure 895 00:51:17,400 --> 00:51:19,160 Speaker 2: you can drive it. But if you can do it, 896 00:51:19,200 --> 00:51:21,799 Speaker 2: we'll get you a car, all right. And then then 897 00:51:21,840 --> 00:51:23,160 Speaker 2: then me and Chris are coming and we're going to 898 00:51:23,200 --> 00:51:26,120 Speaker 2: take a ride with you. So because we're you jump 899 00:51:26,160 --> 00:51:28,759 Speaker 2: out of a plane, I'll get on the car with 900 00:51:28,800 --> 00:51:29,839 Speaker 2: you behind a wheel, no. 901 00:51:29,880 --> 00:51:32,680 Speaker 1: Problem, okay, okay, okay. 902 00:51:32,400 --> 00:51:34,279 Speaker 2: All right, we got a deal. We got a deal. 903 00:51:34,280 --> 00:51:36,480 Speaker 2: We have one hundred thousand witnesses, So there you go. 904 00:51:37,960 --> 00:51:40,719 Speaker 2: Well you know it's it's it's amazing, Fred, you know that. 905 00:51:42,640 --> 00:51:43,560 Speaker 2: And I am going to put you. 906 00:51:45,239 --> 00:51:48,840 Speaker 1: To say something. It'll take one witnesses to get someone convicted, 907 00:51:49,120 --> 00:51:50,280 Speaker 1: never mind one hundred thousand. 908 00:51:50,520 --> 00:51:54,640 Speaker 2: Right, Well, there you go. So we have a tradition 909 00:51:54,800 --> 00:51:58,160 Speaker 2: here on wrongful conviction, which is my favorite part of 910 00:51:58,160 --> 00:52:00,000 Speaker 2: the show. I think it's everybody's favorite part of the show, 911 00:52:00,719 --> 00:52:03,680 Speaker 2: which is that at the end of the show, which 912 00:52:03,719 --> 00:52:07,560 Speaker 2: is now, I always, of course thank both of you, 913 00:52:09,800 --> 00:52:14,000 Speaker 2: Chris and Fred for being here and sharing your your 914 00:52:14,080 --> 00:52:19,920 Speaker 2: story and your wisdom Chris and experience. So I'm thanking 915 00:52:20,000 --> 00:52:23,120 Speaker 2: you now. And then also at the end of the show, 916 00:52:24,320 --> 00:52:27,760 Speaker 2: the featured part is where I get to stop talking 917 00:52:28,000 --> 00:52:32,480 Speaker 2: and do all the listening. And how this works is 918 00:52:32,719 --> 00:52:35,479 Speaker 2: I just turned the microphone over to you for any 919 00:52:35,560 --> 00:52:39,240 Speaker 2: closing thoughts that you have, if you have any, no pressure, 920 00:52:40,520 --> 00:52:45,360 Speaker 2: but the microphone is yours, so let's start with you. Chris, 921 00:52:46,200 --> 00:52:47,760 Speaker 2: anything any last words. 922 00:52:47,960 --> 00:52:52,520 Speaker 5: Well as always like, it's really fascinating for me to 923 00:52:52,920 --> 00:52:56,680 Speaker 5: listen to Fred and was a real privilege as a 924 00:52:56,719 --> 00:52:59,799 Speaker 5: reporter to get to, you know, spend time with him 925 00:53:00,080 --> 00:53:02,959 Speaker 5: of work in a place and have editors that saw 926 00:53:03,000 --> 00:53:08,360 Speaker 5: how important that was to do it. And it's again, 927 00:53:09,320 --> 00:53:14,799 Speaker 5: I think Fred just went through something really awful and 928 00:53:14,960 --> 00:53:18,560 Speaker 5: has these amazing insights about what his experience was. And 929 00:53:19,000 --> 00:53:22,200 Speaker 5: it's not surprising that he drew the kind of support 930 00:53:22,239 --> 00:53:25,160 Speaker 5: to him that he did because again he's able to 931 00:53:25,239 --> 00:53:27,960 Speaker 5: kind of reflect and share. He has a great sense 932 00:53:28,000 --> 00:53:32,600 Speaker 5: of humor, and it's it's kind of brings me back 933 00:53:32,600 --> 00:53:34,600 Speaker 5: to what it was like talking with him over these 934 00:53:34,680 --> 00:53:37,919 Speaker 5: last many months. So happy to be here again. 935 00:53:38,640 --> 00:53:42,320 Speaker 2: Chris Barrell, thank you again for being here on Wrongful Conviction, 936 00:53:42,600 --> 00:53:46,080 Speaker 2: and now over to you Fred for your last words 937 00:53:46,080 --> 00:53:46,919 Speaker 2: and thoughts. 938 00:53:47,160 --> 00:53:51,360 Speaker 1: I want to thank you for the opportunity to speak 939 00:53:51,600 --> 00:53:55,760 Speaker 1: on the podcast, and I want to thank christ Barell 940 00:53:55,920 --> 00:53:59,520 Speaker 1: for bugging me to do this. I'm just choking, but 941 00:54:00,040 --> 00:54:03,600 Speaker 1: to come to me in the beginning when I first 942 00:54:03,680 --> 00:54:08,120 Speaker 1: got out and presented the opportunity for him to follow 943 00:54:08,160 --> 00:54:12,720 Speaker 1: me and talk about the person's life after the cameras 944 00:54:12,760 --> 00:54:16,600 Speaker 1: go away. I'm sort of glad that he did not, 945 00:54:16,880 --> 00:54:20,520 Speaker 1: because it made me stay true to who I was 946 00:54:20,600 --> 00:54:24,319 Speaker 1: and it made me more focused about my situation and 947 00:54:24,560 --> 00:54:26,360 Speaker 1: at the same time it brought me out of my 948 00:54:26,440 --> 00:54:30,520 Speaker 1: shell so to speak, too, And I want to say 949 00:54:30,600 --> 00:54:35,600 Speaker 1: that people sometimes ask me about why am I not 950 00:54:36,400 --> 00:54:42,640 Speaker 1: bitter about my situation. Don't get me wrong, I'm definitely 951 00:54:42,719 --> 00:54:45,640 Speaker 1: upset about what happened to me. But at the same time, 952 00:54:45,719 --> 00:54:49,279 Speaker 1: it's sort of made me aware of who I was 953 00:54:49,360 --> 00:54:51,640 Speaker 1: at that time as a person, and it made me 954 00:54:51,760 --> 00:54:54,359 Speaker 1: change who I was to who I am a right 955 00:54:54,400 --> 00:54:58,200 Speaker 1: now today. And I must say I liked the person 956 00:54:58,880 --> 00:55:02,839 Speaker 1: I become today. I didn't like myself back then, and 957 00:55:02,880 --> 00:55:07,200 Speaker 1: it made me think about those things. So in the 958 00:55:07,239 --> 00:55:11,279 Speaker 1: process of sharing my story with Chris, it sort of 959 00:55:11,719 --> 00:55:14,400 Speaker 1: made me realize that too. So I thank him for 960 00:55:14,440 --> 00:55:19,360 Speaker 1: the opportunity to make me aware of that. And I 961 00:55:19,360 --> 00:55:24,359 Speaker 1: won't thank my attorneys, Lisa Cavanaugh and Jeffrey Harris, and 962 00:55:24,719 --> 00:55:28,279 Speaker 1: my attorney who passed away, Emmanuel Howard. I want to 963 00:55:28,320 --> 00:55:31,120 Speaker 1: thank all three them for helping me get to where 964 00:55:31,120 --> 00:55:35,720 Speaker 1: I'm at today, and my supporters too. The Debil's Fred smiles. 965 00:55:36,800 --> 00:55:40,960 Speaker 1: These so many people, so many people help me. I 966 00:55:41,000 --> 00:55:42,160 Speaker 1: won't thank everybody for that. 967 00:55:43,719 --> 00:55:47,120 Speaker 2: Wow. Yeah, I just took me a minute to collect myself. 968 00:55:47,160 --> 00:55:52,560 Speaker 2: But well, once again, you've been listening to Wrongful Conviction 969 00:55:53,360 --> 00:55:59,000 Speaker 2: today's episode featuring investigative journalists Chris Barrell and Fred Play, 970 00:55:59,360 --> 00:56:02,560 Speaker 2: exonerated after thirty eight years in prison for a murder 971 00:56:02,600 --> 00:56:05,600 Speaker 2: he didn't commit. Gentlemen, thank you again for being on 972 00:56:05,640 --> 00:56:11,360 Speaker 2: the show. And I look forward to to taking a 973 00:56:11,480 --> 00:56:16,120 Speaker 2: ride through Lowell with the with the music blast and loud, 974 00:56:16,160 --> 00:56:19,120 Speaker 2: I hope with YouTube guys, and maybe we'll go and 975 00:56:19,120 --> 00:56:23,160 Speaker 2: pick up the dibbles along the way. So and that's 976 00:56:23,160 --> 00:56:27,080 Speaker 2: a and that's a that's a bet. So thanks again, 977 00:56:27,400 --> 00:56:30,320 Speaker 2: and we'll keep the conversation moving. 978 00:56:30,520 --> 00:56:33,239 Speaker 1: Thank you, Okay, I appreciate it very much. 979 00:56:33,680 --> 00:56:48,000 Speaker 6: Thanks Fred, don't forget to give us a fantastic review. 980 00:56:48,040 --> 00:56:50,280 Speaker 6: Wherever you get your podcasts. 981 00:56:49,719 --> 00:56:52,880 Speaker 2: It really helps. 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