WEBVTT - MisTori Liquids 0:00:08.680 --> 0:00:17.200 Misspelling with Tori Spelling and iHeartRadio podcast. So I think, no, no, no, 0:00:17.560 --> 0:00:21.960 I don't think. I know I have issues with liquids, 0:00:22.560 --> 0:00:25.759 and this is going like a lifetime back. First of all, 0:00:25.800 --> 0:00:28.240 I don't drink water, which if you know me, you 0:00:28.320 --> 0:00:33.199 know me, and you know that's just crazy weird. I 0:00:33.240 --> 0:00:37.519 think the factual numbers are percentage are our body is 0:00:37.560 --> 0:00:44.440 comprised of seventy five percent water. So I like to 0:00:44.479 --> 0:00:47.519 say I'm anomaly because I don't drink water. And when 0:00:47.520 --> 0:00:49.720 I say I don't drink water, I don't drink water. 0:00:49.880 --> 0:00:53.800 Like how I'm still living. No one knows. I'm like 0:00:53.840 --> 0:00:56.600 a CACTI like just water me once in a while, 0:00:56.640 --> 0:00:57.880 and I somehow survive. 0:00:58.520 --> 0:01:00.520 But I have an aversion into it. 0:01:01.360 --> 0:01:04.800 But this is the reason I decided to talk about 0:01:05.080 --> 0:01:10.280 liquids today, is because everyone knows I'm going through a divorced, 0:01:10.280 --> 0:01:14.280 single mom of five now co parenting very well with 0:01:14.360 --> 0:01:19.560 my ex Dean, which I got to say is super challenging. 0:01:20.319 --> 0:01:23.039 I don't know if anyone has gone through this, but 0:01:23.440 --> 0:01:24.679 I've never called him dean. 0:01:25.080 --> 0:01:28.120 I've called him babe for twenty years. 0:01:28.800 --> 0:01:35.280 So it is super hard to remind myself that like, oh, okay, 0:01:35.480 --> 0:01:38.880 you guys aren't together anymore. So when we're doing you know, 0:01:39.000 --> 0:01:43.080 kid drop off and switch a roose and he's overhelping, 0:01:43.680 --> 0:01:47.440 I'm like, oh, babe, And I'm thinking to myself, is 0:01:47.480 --> 0:01:51.559 that okay? I just called him babe and he's cool 0:01:51.560 --> 0:01:55.040 with it. It has slipped a couple times in front 0:01:55.040 --> 0:01:58.880 of his girlfriend, Lily, who I adore and we have 0:01:58.920 --> 0:02:02.480 a great relationship, and I'm just like, oh, old to 0:02:02.480 --> 0:02:05.120 have this die hard. But to me, it's like, you know, 0:02:05.320 --> 0:02:08.400 that's his name, Like, it's not d E A N 0:02:08.480 --> 0:02:13.400 it's ba b E, It's babe. So anyway, so he 0:02:13.560 --> 0:02:17.040 was over last night and he was helping me get 0:02:17.080 --> 0:02:21.320 the kids ready for bed and help me shower bow 0:02:21.600 --> 0:02:24.120 and get them all situated. And then he was heading 0:02:24.160 --> 0:02:28.600 home and I had a migraine, which, if you know, 0:02:28.720 --> 0:02:36.040 you know, I get migraines historically, notoriously, and uh yeah. 0:02:35.840 --> 0:02:36.680 I had a doozy. 0:02:36.760 --> 0:02:39.400 I had a doozy you know, take a lock and 0:02:39.440 --> 0:02:42.200 keep on ticking. But he was like, oh, can I 0:02:42.200 --> 0:02:45.720 get you anything before I go? I said, oh, can 0:02:45.760 --> 0:02:49.680 you grab me a drink? And he said, uh sure. 0:02:50.400 --> 0:02:53.519 I said coconut water because I'm trying this new thing. 0:02:53.800 --> 0:02:57.200 Since I don't like water. I'm like, okay, I actually 0:02:57.400 --> 0:03:01.239 enjoy the taste of coconut water. And I'm like, okay, 0:03:01.560 --> 0:03:04.680 maybe that'll help. You know, that's hydrating. And he said, oh, 0:03:04.680 --> 0:03:06.960 there's no coconut water left. And I said, oh my gosh, 0:03:07.040 --> 0:03:09.760 what's in the fridge. What's down there? And he's like, 0:03:09.800 --> 0:03:10.920 there's ginger ail. 0:03:11.440 --> 0:03:11.880 Oh. 0:03:12.040 --> 0:03:16.280 I love a good ginger Ale. Another thing you should 0:03:16.280 --> 0:03:19.320 know about me is there's two sodas I like. They're 0:03:19.400 --> 0:03:24.359 ginger Ale and Diet Doctor Pepper. They're my jam And 0:03:24.639 --> 0:03:27.680 at any given time, if you see me, you know 0:03:27.720 --> 0:03:31.120 what I'm going through because if I am with a 0:03:31.160 --> 0:03:36.840 Diet Doctor Pepper, I'm thriving, Like things are going and 0:03:37.000 --> 0:03:40.119 I'm just kicking butt. If I have a ginger Ale 0:03:40.160 --> 0:03:45.800 in hand, Yeah, things are stressful. Yeah. Like my reality 0:03:45.880 --> 0:03:51.440 show True Torri, which kind of kind of it chronicled 0:03:51.760 --> 0:03:55.440 the in real time the infidelity between Dean and I 0:03:55.520 --> 0:03:58.880 on his part, and we had four kids and what 0:03:58.960 --> 0:04:01.400 we were going through and trying to put a marriage 0:04:01.440 --> 0:04:02.360 back together. 0:04:02.520 --> 0:04:07.080 Which we did at the time, but I was going 0:04:07.160 --> 0:04:07.600 through it. 0:04:07.760 --> 0:04:10.960 I was so stressed and I just, oh my gosh, 0:04:11.000 --> 0:04:17.240 all the fields, and I remember people for Halloween were 0:04:17.279 --> 0:04:20.760 wearing whatever I would wear in the show, Like, I 0:04:20.760 --> 0:04:23.160 don't know what was that time period in my life? 0:04:23.200 --> 0:04:26.840 Was I wearing momos thun kaffhandsnow, eh, I don't know, 0:04:27.040 --> 0:04:29.760 so whatever my jam was back then. And they would 0:04:29.839 --> 0:04:33.440 carry a ginger rail can. There were several girls blonde 0:04:33.440 --> 0:04:36.880 wig ginger ale can because in every single scene I 0:04:36.920 --> 0:04:40.440 have a ginger ale can in my hand, and I'm like, yep, well, 0:04:40.600 --> 0:04:44.360 I was going through it anyway, had in Migrain. So 0:04:44.640 --> 0:04:46.840 he said there's ginger ale I said, okay, oh that 0:04:46.920 --> 0:04:50.080 sounds good. Actually that'll be soothing and calming. That's my 0:04:50.200 --> 0:04:57.560 go to and things are feeling it physically or emotionally anyway. 0:04:57.680 --> 0:04:59.480 He was down there for a long time. 0:04:59.520 --> 0:05:04.839 I was upse and I'm all ears, No, not literally, 0:05:04.920 --> 0:05:07.919 but I was like, I'm a detective at heart. I 0:05:07.920 --> 0:05:11.159 always talk about I mean, I create the show Mystery Girls, 0:05:11.480 --> 0:05:15.760 no coincidence, my dad created tons of mystery shows, fascinated 0:05:15.839 --> 0:05:19.120 by the world, and I'm always I call myself a 0:05:19.200 --> 0:05:24.599 life detective because or DIY detective or dream detective because 0:05:24.600 --> 0:05:27.120 I can really break down your dreams for you. But anyway, 0:05:27.600 --> 0:05:32.280 I could hear and I heard the can open that sound, 0:05:33.160 --> 0:05:36.480 and then I heard ice, heard a cup coming from 0:05:36.520 --> 0:05:40.240 the cupboard. It took a long time. Though it took 0:05:40.240 --> 0:05:42.080 a long time. I heard a second crack of a can. 0:05:43.360 --> 0:05:46.760 More ice. Anyway, he was down there for like a 0:05:46.800 --> 0:05:49.880 good solid I'm gonna say seven and a half minutes, 0:05:50.200 --> 0:05:53.039 and I was like, wow, well he's a man. You know, 0:05:53.160 --> 0:05:55.800 women do it faster because we don't have time. 0:05:55.839 --> 0:05:59.640 We're like, go, oh, go. But he finally comes in. 0:06:00.040 --> 0:06:02.440 He brings me the cup and he said, oh, it's 0:06:02.480 --> 0:06:06.000 a tall cup. We have We have these like Target 0:06:06.160 --> 0:06:09.080 like cups that are really cool. Every season they come 0:06:09.080 --> 0:06:10.479 out with like a new color and they're like a 0:06:10.520 --> 0:06:13.560 dollar ninety nine. That's a lot. I think they're like 0:06:14.000 --> 0:06:19.280 ninety nine cents, but they're they're gray and they're plastic, 0:06:19.360 --> 0:06:22.280 which is very conducive in my house because I have 0:06:22.400 --> 0:06:27.680 really chic vintage like glassware and I have oh god, 0:06:27.680 --> 0:06:31.119 it is such a passion for a cut crystal, but uh, 0:06:31.240 --> 0:06:34.640 you know, it's not everyday used. So we have like melomine, 0:06:34.880 --> 0:06:37.800 you know, plates and like plastic cups for the kids 0:06:37.800 --> 0:06:40.599 and everything, and Target always does it well. And gray 0:06:40.680 --> 0:06:43.039 is neutral, so I'm all about it. I gotta switch 0:06:43.120 --> 0:06:47.320 that up spring heading into summer. Got to make a change. Anyway, 0:06:47.760 --> 0:06:51.640 we have short like the high ball, the low ball. Yeah, 0:06:51.720 --> 0:06:53.719 it was a high ball, so it did. It did 0:06:53.880 --> 0:06:55.640 need a lot of ice. And he brought it to 0:06:55.680 --> 0:06:58.080 me and I looked down at it and he said 0:06:58.080 --> 0:07:01.200 what And I said, it took you a long time. 0:07:02.320 --> 0:07:03.920 And I'm the kindest person. 0:07:04.360 --> 0:07:08.360 You guys know that, and I would never say anything mean, 0:07:08.440 --> 0:07:10.960 but I was just like joking, like but not joking. 0:07:11.000 --> 0:07:13.120 I was like, what were you doing? Took a long time, 0:07:13.360 --> 0:07:17.200 and he said, well, the ice took a long time 0:07:17.240 --> 0:07:19.000 to scoop into there. It was a high cup. I 0:07:19.000 --> 0:07:21.080 had to put two ginger ails to fill it up. 0:07:21.120 --> 0:07:24.840 And then he stopped and he goes, why do you 0:07:24.880 --> 0:07:30.280 think I poisoned you? And I said yeah, I said yeah, 0:07:30.440 --> 0:07:32.960 because that's my go to And I don't know where 0:07:32.960 --> 0:07:33.640 this comes from. 0:07:33.720 --> 0:07:35.800 This is weird, you guys, but. 0:07:35.800 --> 0:07:38.160 I thought I should talk about this today because it's 0:07:38.200 --> 0:07:41.280 like a running thing. And he knew exactly what I 0:07:41.320 --> 0:07:43.560 was thinking. I'm too honest to ever tell a lie, 0:07:44.200 --> 0:07:48.880 and it's exactly what was going through my mind, like 0:07:49.000 --> 0:07:50.920 Why did he take so long? What was he putting 0:07:50.960 --> 0:07:54.840 in there? You know? Oh my gosh, he was dribbling 0:07:54.880 --> 0:07:57.480 some cyanide in there, some bleach, Like what's going to happen? 0:07:57.520 --> 0:08:00.840 I see all these true crime stories and I was like, 0:08:00.880 --> 0:08:06.120 oh god. He said, why it's been twenty years and 0:08:06.200 --> 0:08:07.640 I've yet to poison you? 0:08:08.280 --> 0:08:10.480 And I said, well, keyword there. 0:08:10.600 --> 0:08:14.080 Yet I was convinced he poisoned you too when you 0:08:14.160 --> 0:08:18.640 were talking about oh my gosh, see I'm not crazy. 0:08:19.600 --> 0:08:24.239 Well it's beautiful, but creatives are crazy anyway. 0:08:24.320 --> 0:08:29.760 Why why do you both think? I don't understand why 0:08:29.800 --> 0:08:31.840 that was like an okay, rational move on. 0:08:32.960 --> 0:08:34.719 I was like, yeah, I thought the same thing. Chrissy's like, 0:08:34.760 --> 0:08:36.679 wait wait flag in the play. 0:08:37.400 --> 0:08:39.520 My thought was literally like, oh, one of the kids 0:08:39.559 --> 0:08:41.480 must have like interrupted him. But that's why it took 0:08:41.600 --> 0:08:46.520 so long that you like, Nope, I was not like, 0:08:46.640 --> 0:08:49.640 oh yeah he was, but. 0:08:49.640 --> 0:08:52.440 It's not deemed specific. I think that's important to know. 0:08:52.800 --> 0:08:55.640 It's like, anybody who took that long we would assume 0:08:55.840 --> 0:08:57.640 is poisoning what while. 0:08:57.640 --> 0:09:00.880 Is it poisoning? Off the bat? I understand how we 0:09:00.960 --> 0:09:02.840 go from like they're trying to get me a nice 0:09:02.880 --> 0:09:05.120 glass of something to like, they're trying to kill me. 0:09:06.000 --> 0:09:09.440 I mean, I'm Aaron Spelling's daughter. Hello, the creator of 0:09:10.000 --> 0:09:14.959 drama Rama Storytelling. Hello. Yeah, of course I go there. 0:09:15.040 --> 0:09:18.960 My mind goes there. But this has been a lifelong thing. 0:09:19.559 --> 0:09:25.160 Just to finish up the dean part, he said, he said, 0:09:25.200 --> 0:09:27.560 I can't and I said, hello, have you met me? 0:09:27.679 --> 0:09:30.240 Like you know this is my thing? And he's like, 0:09:30.280 --> 0:09:32.600 I know, but this is just crazier. The mother of 0:09:32.720 --> 0:09:37.800 my children. Why would I want to poison you? And 0:09:37.840 --> 0:09:41.440 I was like, listen, it's not personal. I think this 0:09:41.720 --> 0:09:45.480 about everybody. And he kind of got offended. He goes, 0:09:46.080 --> 0:09:49.720 but I'm not everyone, and I said, I know. I know. 0:09:50.120 --> 0:09:53.280 Again it's not personal. I don't know where it comes from. 0:09:53.760 --> 0:09:56.680 I need to go back and do like some regression 0:09:56.760 --> 0:10:01.080 into a past life that I was poisoned or something. Anyway, 0:10:01.679 --> 0:10:03.840 he gives it to me and I'm like, okay, bye, 0:10:04.000 --> 0:10:06.640 my closing and locking the door and I'm holding it 0:10:06.880 --> 0:10:10.160 and again, talk about knowing someone so well and you do, 0:10:10.360 --> 0:10:13.320 I mean twenty year partnership, you know someone well? And 0:10:13.360 --> 0:10:17.160 he goes, okay, he goes, You're gonna close the door 0:10:17.160 --> 0:10:19.480 and walk to the sink. And pour that cup out. 0:10:19.760 --> 0:10:24.160 And I was like, yes, correct, I was gonna pour 0:10:24.160 --> 0:10:26.800 the entire cup out and not drink it. And again 0:10:26.920 --> 0:10:32.400 I was like, oh foiled again. You're right got me 0:10:32.640 --> 0:10:37.000 and he's like tea. I was like, yes, babe, no, 0:10:37.080 --> 0:10:41.080 I'm just kidding. Ah. I was like yeah. I was like, 0:10:41.320 --> 0:10:44.200 I know, I know. I said, I don't know where 0:10:44.200 --> 0:10:46.880 it comes from. It comes from something, and I go again, 0:10:46.920 --> 0:10:49.200 it has nothing to do with you, and I said 0:10:49.240 --> 0:10:53.240 watch watch, oh you guys, I forgot the part. I 0:10:53.320 --> 0:10:55.360 forgot the part that when he handed it to me, 0:10:56.040 --> 0:10:59.839 and I've done this forever with him, I handed it 0:11:00.080 --> 0:11:07.280 back to him and I said you first, and he's like, 0:11:08.480 --> 0:11:12.199 oh my gosh, listen, we had a lot of issues 0:11:12.240 --> 0:11:15.080 in our marriage. But I mean, good on him that 0:11:15.120 --> 0:11:16.960 he put up with that. I mean, that's just a 0:11:17.320 --> 0:11:21.360 that is irrational to the max. Oh my god, remember 0:11:21.400 --> 0:11:24.840 Grody to the Max? That was such like an eighties saying, huh, anyway, 0:11:25.559 --> 0:11:31.080 he never threatened your life. So in reality, never this man. 0:11:31.320 --> 0:11:34.960 You know, he's sober now, so he had a temper 0:11:35.000 --> 0:11:37.800 which he's really worked on. In no way, shape or 0:11:37.840 --> 0:11:41.920 form did I ever feel physically threatened by Dean. Ever, 0:11:42.600 --> 0:11:45.240 so this has nothing to do with it. So I 0:11:45.280 --> 0:11:47.880 said you first, and he was like oh. He kind 0:11:47.880 --> 0:11:49.960 of rolled his eyes like oh, how many times have 0:11:50.040 --> 0:11:53.760 I done this? A gazillion? And so he did it 0:11:53.800 --> 0:11:58.320 and he's like glug, glug glug, and he's like and 0:11:58.320 --> 0:12:00.320 then he's like, just kidding. I'm like, I know, old 0:12:00.400 --> 0:12:02.720 joke and different same shit, different day. 0:12:02.880 --> 0:12:03.280 Got it. 0:12:03.640 --> 0:12:06.160 So then I took it. So as he was leaving 0:12:06.240 --> 0:12:08.720 and pulling out of the driveway, I was like, wait, wait, 0:12:08.840 --> 0:12:13.800 and I go watch Tory two point zero and I 0:12:13.800 --> 0:12:17.640 did like the cheers to him, and I started guzzling it, 0:12:19.400 --> 0:12:21.120 and really I was like holding in my mouth and 0:12:21.200 --> 0:12:22.960 I was gonna spit it out afterwards, but I was 0:12:23.000 --> 0:12:24.640 trying to make peace with the situation. 0:12:25.040 --> 0:12:25.640 Now I'm kidding. 0:12:25.840 --> 0:12:28.319 I drank it. I drank it, and anyway, I went 0:12:28.400 --> 0:12:30.959 upstairs and I proceeded to drink that, you know, sip 0:12:31.000 --> 0:12:33.800 on that ginger ale throughout my night. And then this 0:12:34.000 --> 0:12:37.040 morning he came and he picked the kids up for 0:12:37.120 --> 0:12:40.560 school and he goes, oh hey, and I go, Hi, 0:12:41.000 --> 0:12:44.640 how's it going. And he goes, look who's still alive? 0:12:46.000 --> 0:12:48.920 And I go, I know, I go, you know what, 0:12:49.040 --> 0:12:51.520 and he goes, oh, he goes, guess that's sign I 0:12:51.559 --> 0:12:52.120 didn't work. 0:12:52.480 --> 0:12:53.959 I should put more next time. 0:12:54.200 --> 0:12:57.760 And I was like ha ha, And I was like, look, no, seriously, 0:12:57.880 --> 0:13:00.000 I drank all of it all nights. The new meat, 0:13:00.040 --> 0:13:09.720 it's the new e. It's been something going on my 0:13:09.960 --> 0:13:14.400 entire life. When I was little, my mom would mash 0:13:14.480 --> 0:13:17.560 up because I guess back then, you know, we had 0:13:17.559 --> 0:13:19.960 to take like aspirin and it wasn't like we had 0:13:20.000 --> 0:13:22.520 all the liquids back then, so she would have to 0:13:22.559 --> 0:13:26.280 mash up a baby aspirin because I couldn't swallow it 0:13:26.400 --> 0:13:28.360 or chew it yet, like I was little, not I 0:13:28.360 --> 0:13:30.640 could chew it, but I was like five, and she 0:13:30.720 --> 0:13:33.240 would always put it I don't even know why in 0:13:33.280 --> 0:13:38.120 a spoonful of coca cola. It's just so random. 0:13:38.600 --> 0:13:41.679 It's not random. They had the coke syrup and all 0:13:41.720 --> 0:13:43.439 that stuff that the parents used to give us back 0:13:43.440 --> 0:13:44.599 in the day, or they would put it in the 0:13:44.640 --> 0:13:47.319 apple sauce, but coca cola was a way that they 0:13:47.440 --> 0:13:50.240 served it. There was an actual coke syrup that they 0:13:50.280 --> 0:13:53.199 would use because it settled your stomach and you took 0:13:53.200 --> 0:13:53.760 the medicine. 0:13:53.800 --> 0:13:56.559 Oh wait, what's the origin of that. 0:13:57.040 --> 0:13:59.400 The origin of the coke syrup is there was actual 0:13:59.400 --> 0:14:02.240 cocaine back in it like one day, like one day. 0:14:02.960 --> 0:14:05.560 Yeah, no, maybe that. 0:14:06.600 --> 0:14:11.120 Was probably fun. Imagine it was in there like that. 0:14:11.120 --> 0:14:13.080 That takes like you know when you like crush up 0:14:13.080 --> 0:14:14.880 ben and dry and give it to your kids like that. 0:14:14.960 --> 0:14:17.840 So no, because no one wants their kids going up. 0:14:17.880 --> 0:14:22.440 You want to go down, like down calming. I'm just kidding. 0:14:22.520 --> 0:14:24.200 You're like this, we'll take care of your fever. 0:14:25.200 --> 0:14:29.480 Can here you go have fun? No, they would just 0:14:29.520 --> 0:14:31.720 like talk your ear off even more and ask more questions. 0:14:31.760 --> 0:14:34.760 It would be bad. So yeah, And she would do 0:14:34.800 --> 0:14:37.680 it and I'd always look at her weird and be 0:14:37.800 --> 0:14:40.520 like I was like sussing out, like what is she 0:14:40.640 --> 0:14:43.080 giving me? Why is she giving it to me? And 0:14:43.120 --> 0:14:46.280 then when I was old enough to swallow pills, she 0:14:46.320 --> 0:14:48.400 would give it to me and I'd be like, what 0:14:48.440 --> 0:14:50.440 are you giving it to me with? And She's like, 0:14:50.480 --> 0:14:53.320 you know, it was like juice or something or water 0:14:53.480 --> 0:14:56.640 maybe I don't know, I don't remember. And I would 0:14:56.680 --> 0:14:59.000 say would you put in here? Like what are you 0:14:59.000 --> 0:15:00.920 giving me? And she'd goes she would say the same thing, 0:15:00.960 --> 0:15:03.640 what you think I'm trying to poison you. So this 0:15:03.680 --> 0:15:07.800 goes back to childhood. So this is crazy. This like 0:15:07.920 --> 0:15:13.640 a rational fear of hands, it over liquids from other people. 0:15:14.080 --> 0:15:18.960 But it ties into my fear of water because I 0:15:18.960 --> 0:15:22.440 don't drink water. I don't call it a fear of water. 0:15:22.880 --> 0:15:25.120 I just call it. I like to say, ah, you know, 0:15:25.160 --> 0:15:27.600 I hate water. I have an allergy at of water. 0:15:29.400 --> 0:15:31.840 And I don't know what it is, but I literally 0:15:32.360 --> 0:15:34.480 when people are like, oh, you know you're supposed to have, 0:15:34.600 --> 0:15:36.840 like here, I have water right here. 0:15:37.960 --> 0:15:39.560 I mean there's like you can't. 0:15:39.360 --> 0:15:44.120 See, but I have a bottle of arrowhead water ayounces right, no, 0:15:44.360 --> 0:15:48.120 sixteen point nine fluid ounces, and it's it's been here 0:15:48.200 --> 0:15:50.920 and I think there's like maybe I would say two 0:15:51.080 --> 0:15:53.840 SIPs out of it. It's been here about three days. 0:15:53.840 --> 0:15:56.440 It'll sit here for another month. I'll look at it 0:15:56.520 --> 0:15:59.200 daily and be like I should drink a sip of that. 0:15:59.480 --> 0:16:02.240 And then I'll go like, yeah, I don't know what 0:16:02.280 --> 0:16:06.200 it is, but like water, it just I hate the 0:16:06.240 --> 0:16:09.640 taste of it. I know there's no taste in water. 0:16:10.360 --> 0:16:12.720 It's the lack of taste. And then I tell people that, 0:16:12.760 --> 0:16:15.560 and God bless everyone do you know how many times 0:16:15.600 --> 0:16:18.040 people have said to me, oh, you should try putting 0:16:18.040 --> 0:16:21.280 a little lemon in it, or a little flavoring. They 0:16:21.280 --> 0:16:24.720 have flavoring packets and you know, and I'm so nice. 0:16:24.760 --> 0:16:27.480 I just say, oh my gosh, I never thought of that. 0:16:27.600 --> 0:16:30.680 Thank you. No, I don't say that. I just say 0:16:30.680 --> 0:16:34.440 thank you. But it's like, you know, everyone's trying to help, 0:16:34.520 --> 0:16:37.920 like maybe if you put I've tried all that, you guys. 0:16:38.080 --> 0:16:40.480 I have gone to the point where I bought every 0:16:40.560 --> 0:16:43.520 different kind of water because I thought like, okay, you know, 0:16:43.760 --> 0:16:45.560 and they have so many now they have. 0:16:46.960 --> 0:16:49.040 I mean, this is going like way back. 0:16:49.080 --> 0:16:52.040 They have you know, lemon water, they have coconut water, 0:16:52.520 --> 0:16:54.960 they have oh my gosh, what was the one that 0:16:55.120 --> 0:16:55.800 is black. 0:16:57.320 --> 0:16:59.520 It's like black water is charcoal water. 0:16:59.560 --> 0:17:01.800 I don't know. That was a fad for a while. 0:17:02.800 --> 0:17:05.720 It's kind of cool looking. I can drink sparkling a 0:17:05.760 --> 0:17:09.879 little bit, but not much, and it's just like it 0:17:10.240 --> 0:17:15.000 goes into my mouth, you guys, and instantly repulses me. 0:17:15.680 --> 0:17:19.280 And when people try to get me to hydrate and 0:17:19.320 --> 0:17:22.920 they say like I'm a child, watch me like I've 0:17:22.920 --> 0:17:25.480 had a makeup artists, you know, while I'm filming. She'd 0:17:25.520 --> 0:17:27.280 be like, you need to drink water. It's a long 0:17:27.359 --> 0:17:29.879 dance set. I'm okay, I have a water for you. 0:17:29.960 --> 0:17:32.800 I'm like, no, no, like a child, and she's like, okay, 0:17:32.920 --> 0:17:35.280 take a few SIPs. I'm gonna watch you and I'll 0:17:35.400 --> 0:17:42.080 drink it. I literally feel instantly nauseous, nauseous. Now, I'm 0:17:42.119 --> 0:17:47.000 sure it's psychological, Like is the water really making me nauseous? 0:17:47.040 --> 0:17:49.960 Like I can guzzle like a wine, like a glass 0:17:50.000 --> 0:17:53.679 of wine in like two seconds, like no problem. But 0:17:54.800 --> 0:17:57.840 I take a few SIPs of water and swallow gently, 0:17:57.920 --> 0:17:59.880 and all of a sudden, I'm like, oh, I want 0:17:59.880 --> 0:18:03.600 to puke, Like I just don't know what it is. 0:18:03.880 --> 0:18:07.119 And my best friend Maron always says. 0:18:08.240 --> 0:18:11.680 He's like, h your thirties would have been a whole 0:18:11.720 --> 0:18:15.600 different story if you had drink water. Hey said that 0:18:15.640 --> 0:18:18.280 one one day and walked out, and I thought, hmm, 0:18:19.800 --> 0:18:23.600 dead on, yeah, in my forties now a fifties, but 0:18:23.800 --> 0:18:25.960 you know it is Tory two point zero. So so 0:18:26.000 --> 0:18:28.320 I'm trying to change I am. I am drinking a 0:18:28.320 --> 0:18:34.600 little coconut water, And funny enough, the only time I 0:18:34.680 --> 0:18:38.800 really did drink water is during my pregnancies because you 0:18:38.880 --> 0:18:42.880 have to hydrate the baby growing in you. But in 0:18:42.920 --> 0:18:48.320 my mind, I was like, I'm drinking for them, not myself. 0:18:49.119 --> 0:18:51.560 So I would always have a glass of water in 0:18:51.640 --> 0:18:56.200 hand with lemon in it, and usually sparkling, but even 0:18:56.280 --> 0:18:59.800 flat sometimes because ugh, like you go to a restaurant 0:18:59.800 --> 0:19:03.840 there flatter sparkling, I'm like, oh my gosh. And then 0:19:03.880 --> 0:19:06.639 when people say I'll just have the tap water, I'm like, 0:19:07.000 --> 0:19:10.320 what are you trying to prove? Come on anyway, I'm 0:19:10.320 --> 0:19:15.000 always like, sparkling, please, But it still sits on the table, 0:19:15.400 --> 0:19:18.119 you know, it just sits. Sorry, I politely take a 0:19:18.160 --> 0:19:22.320 sip and then that's it. But lots of lemon. So 0:19:22.520 --> 0:19:26.399 all of my kids came out and loving sour, and 0:19:26.560 --> 0:19:30.960 I attribute it to the fact that I drink lemon 0:19:31.040 --> 0:19:35.320 water so often. And I don't even know if that's 0:19:35.320 --> 0:19:37.760 a thing, but they say like sometimes like your kids 0:19:37.760 --> 0:19:40.159 crave things. It's what you ate a lot during your pregnancy. 0:19:40.600 --> 0:19:45.280 And I remember my first Oh my gosh, I got 0:19:45.359 --> 0:19:48.320 used to it, but first, like we were eating I 0:19:48.320 --> 0:19:51.520 think Liam was like it was like five months maybe 0:19:51.640 --> 0:19:55.240 We're at a restaurant and they brought out lemon for 0:19:55.320 --> 0:19:57.680 the sparkling water that I was going to squeeze into 0:19:57.720 --> 0:19:59.159 and make a big show of it and take one 0:19:59.160 --> 0:20:03.240 step and not drink. But and he was reaching for it, 0:20:03.600 --> 0:20:07.320 and he got his hand on the lemon wedges and he, 0:20:07.400 --> 0:20:10.320 immediately before I could grab it from him, stuck in 0:20:10.359 --> 0:20:13.119 his mouth and started sucking on it. And I was like, 0:20:13.520 --> 0:20:16.239 oh my god. It was like that mom moment. We 0:20:16.240 --> 0:20:20.560 were like, oh, wait for it, and I'm like, oh 0:20:20.600 --> 0:20:23.760 my god, he's going to freak out, and he didn't. 0:20:24.080 --> 0:20:26.480 And he looks at me and he's like whoom and 0:20:26.680 --> 0:20:30.640 kept doing it. This proceeded with all five of my kids. 0:20:30.800 --> 0:20:33.520 The first time they ever sucked on a lemon, they 0:20:33.560 --> 0:20:37.199 loved it. Then I remembered that my mom when I 0:20:37.280 --> 0:20:41.240 was little, used to suck on lemons and she loved it. 0:20:41.440 --> 0:20:44.240 And she never like I was like, oh it's too sour. 0:20:44.640 --> 0:20:47.199 She like, yeah, she was a lemon sucker. And I 0:20:47.200 --> 0:20:49.159 don't know. I don't know where I'm going with this, 0:20:49.359 --> 0:20:54.280 but I think maybe I talked about it with therapists before. 0:20:55.480 --> 0:21:00.120 Everyone finds it super strange. Everyone wants to cure me, 0:21:00.640 --> 0:21:02.119 you know, I'm like, I don't know. I have a 0:21:02.119 --> 0:21:02.800 fear of water. 0:21:03.200 --> 0:21:06.040 I licked it up. It's like andy, it's called it 0:21:06.119 --> 0:21:07.800 sounds like this is what it's called. But of course 0:21:07.800 --> 0:21:11.480 I'm taking this from the internet. Contamination OCD is the issue, 0:21:11.800 --> 0:21:13.280 so like that's what it's called. 0:21:13.359 --> 0:21:15.800 Oh that wasn't sexy. I was like, I thought it 0:21:15.840 --> 0:21:17.080 was gonna be something phobia. 0:21:17.480 --> 0:21:20.600 You have, like an an OCD issue with anything that 0:21:20.680 --> 0:21:22.439 could be contaminated and handed to you. 0:21:23.200 --> 0:21:25.200 Okay. So I have two different things going on here. 0:21:25.800 --> 0:21:28.160 So that's the one thing where I think if someone 0:21:28.200 --> 0:21:30.960 gives me a drink or something, because that can be 0:21:31.160 --> 0:21:34.159 not water, I think that they're going to poison me. 0:21:34.320 --> 0:21:35.440 So I have what what's it. 0:21:35.400 --> 0:21:38.800 Called cosamination OCD? 0:21:39.480 --> 0:21:41.080 I have contamination OCD. 0:21:41.920 --> 0:21:44.840 Again, this is from Reddit, so like, you know, let's say, 0:21:45.560 --> 0:21:47.400 but there's a whole community there for you, Tori. 0:21:48.680 --> 0:21:54.959 Really contamination OCD? Okay? And is include food? Is include 0:21:55.040 --> 0:21:56.880 like everything just. 0:21:56.800 --> 0:21:59.320 Liquids according I mean again, read it, but. 0:22:00.200 --> 0:22:01.560 This says I'm here for it. 0:22:01.640 --> 0:22:04.520 These are all people who have fear of liquids and 0:22:04.560 --> 0:22:07.359 then most of them go to some kind of OCD 0:22:07.520 --> 0:22:10.840 therapy called ERP therapy. 0:22:10.960 --> 0:22:15.240 Write that down added to my list of helpful and 0:22:15.320 --> 0:22:21.679 never get thanks. Okay, but what is fear of water 0:22:21.920 --> 0:22:24.480 or like fear of drinking water? 0:22:24.880 --> 0:22:26.680 Yeah, I was looking that up too, And most of 0:22:26.720 --> 0:22:29.399 the fears of like water have to do with like 0:22:29.400 --> 0:22:34.080 you're afraid of pool of water, like baths, like oceans, 0:22:34.200 --> 0:22:36.879 Like I don't know if there's like an actual fear, 0:22:36.880 --> 0:22:37.520 I haven't found it. 0:22:37.720 --> 0:22:40.399 Okay, wait, we're weking it all back here today. 0:22:40.680 --> 0:22:44.560