WEBVTT - Danielle Dances! (Week 7) 0:00:14.480 --> 0:00:20.800 Hello from home. That's right, new location. But I'm still 0:00:20.920 --> 0:00:27.560 Danielle Fischel, podcaster, TV director, mother of two, vengeful, murdered bride, 0:00:28.120 --> 0:00:30.600 and to most anyone between the ages of thirty to 0:00:30.640 --> 0:00:34.720 fifty to Panga from Boy Meets World, But most importantly 0:00:34.840 --> 0:00:38.240 right now, I am just one of the hard working 0:00:38.320 --> 0:00:43.040 contestants pushing my body and spirit to the limit on 0:00:43.159 --> 0:00:46.279 season thirty four of Dancing with the Stars, and I'm 0:00:46.320 --> 0:00:50.919 not gonna lie. I am currently tired as heck. It 0:00:50.960 --> 0:00:54.120 was Halloween night, which we will get to. We then 0:00:54.640 --> 0:01:00.080 drafted dancers for next week's team dance, and then I 0:01:00.080 --> 0:01:05.839 did a press line, and then I went to Julianne 0:01:05.880 --> 0:01:12.480 and Alfonso's Halloween mid season party. It was a dance party, 0:01:13.080 --> 0:01:17.200 and then I ate lots of food and I had 0:01:17.200 --> 0:01:20.840 a milkshake on the way home. And now here I 0:01:20.880 --> 0:01:28.000 am in my office recording this podcast for you. I 0:01:28.000 --> 0:01:32.560 absolutely love this crazy schedule. I mean, I got up 0:01:32.560 --> 0:01:36.560 this morning at five am. I left my house at 0:01:36.680 --> 0:01:40.640 about six forty five, got to work at eight, went 0:01:40.760 --> 0:01:43.240 right into makeup, was in makeup for about an hour 0:01:43.280 --> 0:01:45.240 and a half and then went right into hair. Was 0:01:45.240 --> 0:01:48.240 in hair for about an hour and a half. As 0:01:48.240 --> 0:01:50.320 you can see here, I have taken down my hair. 0:01:50.840 --> 0:01:56.240 It was really beautifully done today. It was bridal hair 0:01:57.240 --> 0:02:01.280 because I was supposed to seem like a beautiful bride 0:02:01.320 --> 0:02:04.920 on her wedding day. It ended up because it's Halloween night, 0:02:05.080 --> 0:02:08.639 it ended up with there being lots of blood. And 0:02:08.680 --> 0:02:12.840 the blood is very sticky and very crunchy, and it 0:02:12.919 --> 0:02:17.240 is all over my hair. I actually am not sure 0:02:17.280 --> 0:02:20.040 how I'm going to get it out of my hair. 0:02:20.680 --> 0:02:24.000 I'm going to start with my Beefree by Daniel Official 0:02:24.240 --> 0:02:27.239 leave in conditioner. That's always the first thing to do 0:02:27.360 --> 0:02:31.120 with the kind of hair spray and like stuff they 0:02:31.240 --> 0:02:33.200 use to make our hair make sure it doesn't like 0:02:33.280 --> 0:02:34.400 fall out while we're dancing. 0:02:35.000 --> 0:02:35.960 Is so. 0:02:37.760 --> 0:02:41.520 Intense. It's like straight up glue. And one of the 0:02:41.520 --> 0:02:42.840 tricks they told me when I was like, how am 0:02:42.840 --> 0:02:44.320 I supposed to get this stuff out of my hair? 0:02:44.360 --> 0:02:45.760 One of the tricks they told me is that you 0:02:45.800 --> 0:02:48.920 start with conditioner. You put conditioner all over it. So 0:02:50.240 --> 0:02:52.560 I will use my Beefree by Daniel Fishal leave in conditioner. 0:02:52.560 --> 0:02:53.760 I'm going to spray it all over. I'm going to 0:02:53.800 --> 0:02:55.239 try to brush through it as much as I can. 0:02:55.720 --> 0:02:57.760 Then I'm going to get in the shower. Then I'm 0:02:57.760 --> 0:03:00.720 going to use the Beufree by Daniel Fisher hair mask. 0:03:00.800 --> 0:03:02.560 I'm going to put that all over my hair, and 0:03:02.600 --> 0:03:04.880 then once I feel like I have most of the chunky, 0:03:04.960 --> 0:03:07.880 sticky blood out of my hair, I will do two 0:03:08.040 --> 0:03:11.840 rounds of shampoo and we'll go back to conditioner. Anyway, 0:03:12.040 --> 0:03:15.400 I digress. That was quite a workaround, but I'm going 0:03:15.480 --> 0:03:17.639 to be distracted by this blood in my hair for 0:03:18.080 --> 0:03:23.880 quite a while. So this week Halloween Night, Pasha and I. 0:03:24.000 --> 0:03:26.919 You heard us joke last week about the fact that 0:03:27.040 --> 0:03:30.720 we had a very close call during our camera blocking 0:03:30.800 --> 0:03:34.079 where I almost slipped out of his hands, And that 0:03:34.200 --> 0:03:36.839 close call was not even the closest call. We had 0:03:36.920 --> 0:03:41.400 a real close call in rehearsals, which I should post 0:03:41.400 --> 0:03:45.360 the pictures of because it's pretty crazy. And we joked 0:03:45.680 --> 0:03:50.520 last week that if Pasha did drop me on my face, 0:03:50.560 --> 0:03:54.880 which he would never do, but if he did, he 0:03:55.040 --> 0:03:58.080 said he would pay for my nose job. And we 0:03:58.240 --> 0:04:02.080 joked about that, Oh haha, worst case scenario, You pay 0:04:02.120 --> 0:04:06.920 for my nose job, wouldn't you know it. Just a 0:04:06.960 --> 0:04:12.840 few days later, Danny, Pasha's wife, incredible pro on Dancing 0:04:12.840 --> 0:04:17.799 with the Stars, Daniella Kara gosh Uh broke Dylan's nose. 0:04:18.680 --> 0:04:21.080 Pasha and I were in the room next door and 0:04:21.200 --> 0:04:23.800 we were we finished up, we went and we're having 0:04:23.839 --> 0:04:26.160 a conversation with some other people who work there, and 0:04:26.200 --> 0:04:29.680 then Pasha and I said, let's say goodbye to Dylan 0:04:29.720 --> 0:04:33.240 and Danny, and we opened the door and Dylan was 0:04:33.279 --> 0:04:35.560 sitting on the couch with his head back and an 0:04:35.600 --> 0:04:39.479 ice pack on his nose, and Danny looked at us, 0:04:40.279 --> 0:04:46.839 just horrified, and we went, what's wrong. And we found 0:04:46.839 --> 0:04:50.480 out that they had been working on something and Danny 0:04:50.560 --> 0:04:52.200 was like on the ground and Dylan went to go 0:04:52.240 --> 0:04:56.840 lift her up, and Danny accidentally elbowed him in the 0:04:56.920 --> 0:05:01.279 nose and it made a sound. It sounded like a slap, 0:05:01.520 --> 0:05:05.719 and Danny actually thought like her bicep or her tricep 0:05:06.200 --> 0:05:09.039 must have hit Dylan's cheek because it just made such 0:05:09.080 --> 0:05:12.919 like a slap sound, and he was like, that's not 0:05:13.040 --> 0:05:19.920 my cheek. So anyway, we sat there with Dylan and 0:05:20.279 --> 0:05:23.479 you know, we filled up some paperwork and I was like, 0:05:23.520 --> 0:05:25.400 I'll take you to the emergency room right now, like 0:05:25.440 --> 0:05:27.960 I've got you know, I'll take you, and then Danny 0:05:28.000 --> 0:05:30.160 and Pasha were like, we will take him too, Like 0:05:30.600 --> 0:05:33.400 everyone was fighting over who was going to take Dylan 0:05:33.440 --> 0:05:37.080 to the emergency room. We didn't want to leave his side. 0:05:37.120 --> 0:05:41.960 We uh. It's just that when that kind of stuff happens, 0:05:41.760 --> 0:05:45.120 it's it's crazy how much you are just like, no, 0:05:45.640 --> 0:05:48.359 we're your family, we're your people. We're not going anywhere, 0:05:48.760 --> 0:05:53.640 not leaving you alone. You're going to be You're with us. 0:05:53.720 --> 0:06:00.880 Just crazy. And then today during camera blocking, Pasha and 0:06:00.920 --> 0:06:04.520 I were going right after Alan and Elane, and so 0:06:05.080 --> 0:06:08.239 we were in the area we call the breezeway, which 0:06:08.279 --> 0:06:11.120 is the pass through area where the elephant doors are 0:06:11.360 --> 0:06:14.080 and it's where close by where press sits when they 0:06:14.160 --> 0:06:16.599 watch the show from the press area, and where we 0:06:16.640 --> 0:06:18.760 have our touchups, our get our hair and makeup touch ups. 0:06:18.800 --> 0:06:21.159 And then right on the other side is the stage 0:06:21.240 --> 0:06:24.360 and we were warming up there because immediately when Alan 0:06:24.400 --> 0:06:26.159 and Elaine are done, it's going to be our turn 0:06:26.200 --> 0:06:30.039 for our camera blocking. So we walk out there to 0:06:30.120 --> 0:06:32.400 go warm up, and I look up on the monitor 0:06:32.440 --> 0:06:35.880 and I see that Elaine is standing in the middle 0:06:35.880 --> 0:06:39.120 of the ballroom and she's got her arm around our 0:06:39.160 --> 0:06:42.440 stage manager and She's holding onto Alan and everybody looks 0:06:42.440 --> 0:06:47.280 pretty stressed, and I'm like, what's going on? And everyone 0:06:47.400 --> 0:06:49.919 kind of assumed it was about her foot, because you know, 0:06:50.000 --> 0:06:52.480 she did a contemporary last week and she was barefoot 0:06:52.800 --> 0:06:56.359 and she's got a titanium rod in her foot, and 0:06:56.400 --> 0:06:58.560 so everyone was like, ooh, like her foot must still 0:06:58.600 --> 0:07:01.560 be really bothering her, like some must have happened. And 0:07:01.600 --> 0:07:04.239 then she was in that position for just what felt 0:07:04.240 --> 0:07:07.000 like a really long time, like thirty minutes. I think 0:07:07.000 --> 0:07:09.520 it was like thirty minutes, and then I realized she 0:07:09.600 --> 0:07:11.560 still had her shoes on, and I was like, if 0:07:11.560 --> 0:07:14.840 this is about her foot, why would her shoes still 0:07:14.880 --> 0:07:19.040 be on? And then she laid down and you could 0:07:19.040 --> 0:07:21.840 just tell that she was in like so much pain, 0:07:22.000 --> 0:07:28.000 and everybody backstage was just standing around with baited breath, 0:07:28.160 --> 0:07:32.240 like what's going to happen? What is happening? And is 0:07:32.280 --> 0:07:35.120 she okay? And what are we going to do? And 0:07:35.200 --> 0:07:38.440 everybody was just so worried about her. I mean, this 0:07:38.520 --> 0:07:44.720 is such a close knit cast. Everybody really does love 0:07:44.760 --> 0:07:47.680 and encourage and support each other. But it would not 0:07:47.840 --> 0:07:51.400 be crazy for me to say that Elaine is one 0:07:51.440 --> 0:07:55.400 of the most beloved people like, she's just she's so 0:07:55.680 --> 0:07:59.560 kind to everybody. She's so sweet, she's really funny, she's 0:07:59.680 --> 0:08:04.800 so hard working, she loves being there so much. So 0:08:04.920 --> 0:08:09.840 everyone was just, you know, everyone was just worried about 0:08:09.880 --> 0:08:12.320 her and hoping that she was going to recover, and 0:08:12.360 --> 0:08:15.200 then we didn't know until they made the announcement during 0:08:15.200 --> 0:08:18.000 the show that her doctor had cleared her to continue. 0:08:18.000 --> 0:08:21.760 We didn't know what the update was. So I'm really 0:08:21.760 --> 0:08:24.840 looking forward to seeing her next week and just having 0:08:24.880 --> 0:08:30.840 her back out there and hopefully killing it for us. 0:08:34.600 --> 0:08:37.520 Halloween is around the corner, and your favorite podcaster are 0:08:37.640 --> 0:08:41.080 serving up episodes that are so good it's actually scary. 0:08:41.400 --> 0:08:44.040 Sex and the City meets Severance when Adam Scott joins 0:08:44.080 --> 0:08:47.439 Kristin Davis to discuss the haunting relationship between Big and 0:08:47.520 --> 0:08:50.719 Natasha on Are You a Charlotte? And nine one one? 0:08:50.720 --> 0:08:53.200 What's Your Emergency? The new episode of Call It What 0:08:53.280 --> 0:08:55.679 It Is? 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I don't know like every 0:10:02.760 --> 0:10:06.440 song of hers, I don't have every album, but this 0:10:06.559 --> 0:10:12.120 song is just one of my favorites. And because it 0:10:12.160 --> 0:10:16.960 was a Halloween theme, we wrote a story me Pasha 0:10:17.240 --> 0:10:22.240 and husband of the podcast, Jensen, and it is a 0:10:22.320 --> 0:10:29.840 ghost story about a ghost bride returning to visit her husband, 0:10:30.559 --> 0:10:33.080 and though it may look like a love story at first, 0:10:33.640 --> 0:10:41.120 it was anything but that. Halfway through you realize Pasha 0:10:41.200 --> 0:10:45.800 has blood on his hands. It's revealed that I am dead, 0:10:45.920 --> 0:10:48.560 I have blood in the middle of my dress and 0:10:48.600 --> 0:10:51.280 I'm actually a ghost, and he murdered me, and I'm 0:10:51.320 --> 0:10:55.400 there for revenge. And it is a really fun week 0:10:55.480 --> 0:10:59.520 of being able to be collaborative and talk about ideas. 0:11:00.080 --> 0:11:04.120 Pasha always choreographs with a backstory. He always comes to 0:11:04.200 --> 0:11:06.200 a dance with an idea in his mind of what 0:11:06.280 --> 0:11:11.160 the story is, so the fact that this backstory was 0:11:11.240 --> 0:11:17.120 so detailed really helped him just choreograph something beautiful. He 0:11:17.400 --> 0:11:21.880 loves a Viennese waltz, and so do I. I mean 0:11:21.920 --> 0:11:26.440 now after having done them like Argentine Tango, I think 0:11:26.520 --> 0:11:30.120 is still my number one favorite dance, and then followed 0:11:30.200 --> 0:11:34.400 very closely with a Viennese waltz. I just I loved 0:11:34.440 --> 0:11:38.120 it so much. I love being in frame but being 0:11:38.120 --> 0:11:41.040 able to be very powerful and glide across the floor. 0:11:43.440 --> 0:11:46.679 I know it's not something the judges had really mentioned 0:11:46.760 --> 0:11:50.760 to me, but I have seen so much feedback from 0:11:51.120 --> 0:11:54.439 those of you online about wanting to see me breathe 0:11:54.520 --> 0:11:56.680 more and be more expressive in my face. And I 0:11:56.760 --> 0:12:00.599 generally have a very expressive face, but it hasn't necessarily 0:12:00.600 --> 0:12:03.320 been expressive in my dances, and so it was something 0:12:03.360 --> 0:12:06.000 I really brought to this week that that was like 0:12:06.080 --> 0:12:08.840 my number one goal. My number one goal for this 0:12:08.920 --> 0:12:11.839 week was to just emote and express with my face 0:12:11.880 --> 0:12:18.440 and to really breathe. And I one hundred percent feel 0:12:18.480 --> 0:12:22.120 like I did that. I accomplished my goal for the week. 0:12:22.400 --> 0:12:24.760 And like I said, I know it wasn't something the 0:12:24.840 --> 0:12:27.200 judges have said to me that they felt like, although 0:12:27.240 --> 0:12:29.160 they have said that they didn't feel like I was breathing, 0:12:29.679 --> 0:12:32.080 but nobody none of the judges have mentioned not seeing 0:12:32.080 --> 0:12:36.600 me emote on my face. But so then today when 0:12:36.880 --> 0:12:40.120 you know, the new feedback is kind of now about 0:12:40.160 --> 0:12:44.319 like my arms or moving from my body. I am 0:12:44.400 --> 0:12:47.559 looking forward to implementing that next week. Next week, I 0:12:47.600 --> 0:12:49.360 don't know if I'm allowed to say what dance we're 0:12:49.360 --> 0:12:52.280 doing yet, so I'm not going to. But we've got 0:12:52.280 --> 0:12:56.080 a really good dance next week for me to be 0:12:56.120 --> 0:13:00.360 able to put their feedback into play, which which is 0:13:00.480 --> 0:13:04.720 always my goal. My goal has been from the beginning 0:13:04.840 --> 0:13:08.520 to take one or two or maybe even three things 0:13:08.800 --> 0:13:11.920 that I can improve on, and there are endless numbers 0:13:11.960 --> 0:13:15.360 of things I can improve on because I'm not a dancer. 0:13:15.600 --> 0:13:18.600 I don't have any dance experience. If I were to 0:13:18.640 --> 0:13:21.800 take all of the things I have to improve on 0:13:22.080 --> 0:13:25.240 and try to work on them every single week, I 0:13:25.280 --> 0:13:29.920 would be very overwhelmed and probably wouldn't look very good 0:13:29.920 --> 0:13:32.280 out on the dance floor. So my goal has been 0:13:32.360 --> 0:13:34.640 this whole time to just improve on a couple of 0:13:34.679 --> 0:13:37.439 little things and take their feedback and try to make 0:13:37.480 --> 0:13:40.199 those some of the things I improve on. So next week, 0:13:40.920 --> 0:13:43.840 I'm going to try to take up more space, even 0:13:43.880 --> 0:13:46.480 though I don't have that much space to take up 0:13:46.520 --> 0:13:50.720 because I'm only five to one, But I'm going to try, 0:13:51.120 --> 0:13:54.120 and I know Pasha will help me, and I'm just 0:13:54.200 --> 0:13:56.760 gonna continue to do what I have been doing, which 0:13:56.840 --> 0:14:01.160 is listen to him and you guys, guys, thank you 0:14:01.320 --> 0:14:04.040 for continuing to do what you guys have been doing, 0:14:04.120 --> 0:14:09.040 which is supporting us and voting for us. As you 0:14:09.080 --> 0:14:14.920 can tell, without you, there is no show, there's no show, 0:14:14.960 --> 0:14:18.760 there's no contestants to stick around without your votes. And 0:14:19.440 --> 0:14:22.760 you know that's evident by the fact that I'm still 0:14:22.760 --> 0:14:25.720 in the competition, that Andy's still in the competition, that 0:14:25.760 --> 0:14:27.720 we're all still in the competition. Without your votes, we 0:14:27.720 --> 0:14:31.120 could all be gone. So if you want to continue 0:14:31.120 --> 0:14:34.040 to see us every week, keep voting for the people 0:14:34.080 --> 0:14:37.360 you want to see because that's your power. That's how 0:14:37.400 --> 0:14:41.240 you're a part of this show. I was really excited 0:14:41.280 --> 0:14:45.360 for tonight's dance. I love Halloween. I love Halloween Night 0:14:45.480 --> 0:14:48.320 on Dancing with the Stars. I think it's always so interesting. 0:14:48.840 --> 0:14:52.840 I think some of the pros do some of their 0:14:52.920 --> 0:14:58.240 best choreography on Halloween. I thought it was really great 0:14:58.720 --> 0:15:03.840 this night the Monster thon, which added a whole new 0:15:03.920 --> 0:15:08.720 element to our rehearsal because now on top of our 0:15:08.840 --> 0:15:12.720 four hour rehearsal where we had to learn whatever our 0:15:12.760 --> 0:15:15.360 current dance was, so in my case, the Viennese Waltz, 0:15:16.080 --> 0:15:19.680 we would have to then add extra time to learn 0:15:19.720 --> 0:15:21.760 two other dances because you don't know how long you're 0:15:21.800 --> 0:15:24.840 going to be doing those dances. There, it's like a 0:15:24.880 --> 0:15:30.360 four minute window of two dances. One is the Hustle 0:15:30.440 --> 0:15:33.280 and the other one is the Lindy Hop. And if 0:15:33.320 --> 0:15:36.080 you make it through the first round of dancing the Hustle, 0:15:36.320 --> 0:15:38.680 then you have to know the Lindy Hop, so you 0:15:38.760 --> 0:15:40.160 have to prepare as if you're going to be there 0:15:40.200 --> 0:15:43.040 until the very end, and those dances are done at 0:15:43.040 --> 0:15:45.320 the end of the night, and those rehearsals are done 0:15:45.360 --> 0:15:49.360 at the end of your rehearsal day, and you're just exhausted. 0:15:49.560 --> 0:15:54.720 You're total, You're physically exhausted, and then okay, time to 0:15:54.800 --> 0:15:58.000 put on a big happy face and lots of energy 0:15:58.120 --> 0:16:01.880 and jumping around and your feet hurt, and you're sweaty, 0:16:02.080 --> 0:16:05.840 and you're tired, and you're probably hungry and you're thirsty. 0:16:06.680 --> 0:16:11.200 It's a lot. It's a This is definitely a physically 0:16:12.320 --> 0:16:21.440 demanding and physically grueling show. I happened to love it 0:16:22.040 --> 0:16:25.960 because I don't know. I had no idea how much 0:16:26.000 --> 0:16:29.560 I enjoyed being this physical. I just love it. I 0:16:29.600 --> 0:16:32.400 feel like I was in another life. I would have 0:16:32.480 --> 0:16:34.760 been an athlete if I had any of that talent. 0:16:35.280 --> 0:16:38.720 Does that make sense? Like I'd be an athlete if 0:16:38.800 --> 0:16:42.600 only I had talent. I know that sounds crazy, but 0:16:42.680 --> 0:16:45.880 that is how I feel like. If I could have changed, 0:16:46.000 --> 0:16:50.800 like shifted courses and not been an actor now, I 0:16:50.840 --> 0:16:54.240 would have been an athlete of some kind for sure. 0:16:54.320 --> 0:16:58.400 It's just so much fun. Overall tonight, I was really 0:16:58.440 --> 0:17:01.040 happy with our dance. I know Pasha was really happy 0:17:01.080 --> 0:17:04.119 with our dance. There's one moment that bums me out 0:17:04.359 --> 0:17:06.879 that I missed the timing on, and I think it 0:17:06.920 --> 0:17:10.320 had something to do with my dress reveal. During dress rehearsal, 0:17:10.400 --> 0:17:14.359 I couldn't get my dress reveal undone, and then during 0:17:14.359 --> 0:17:16.880 the live show I did it. I got it undone. 0:17:16.920 --> 0:17:19.040 And then when Pasha jumps up from his knees and 0:17:19.040 --> 0:17:21.399 I grab him by the neck right before we waltz 0:17:21.480 --> 0:17:24.520 across the floor, the timing of me grabbing him by 0:17:24.560 --> 0:17:27.000 the neck was so precise, and during all of our 0:17:27.040 --> 0:17:30.760 rehearsals it had been so good, and then the timing 0:17:30.840 --> 0:17:33.919 of me grabbing his neck just didn't happen on the 0:17:34.000 --> 0:17:36.320 right time, and I think I was just late to it, 0:17:36.840 --> 0:17:40.359 which kind of stinks. No one would ever know without 0:17:40.359 --> 0:17:42.520 me telling them that. I mean, unless they were just like, 0:17:42.560 --> 0:17:44.000 oh yeah, and you go back and watch it, and 0:17:44.000 --> 0:17:45.360 then you'll be like, yeah, that would have been better 0:17:45.400 --> 0:17:46.800 if it had been on the beat when it was 0:17:46.800 --> 0:17:50.280 supposed to be. But so that bummed me out. That's 0:17:50.280 --> 0:17:52.000 like the one thing I look back at the dance 0:17:52.000 --> 0:17:54.760 cup and I go, yeah, I mess that up, and 0:17:54.800 --> 0:17:57.760 I don't know. I hadn't messed that up basically all week, 0:17:57.840 --> 0:18:01.000 but then something always falls out out. You never know 0:18:01.040 --> 0:18:03.520 what it's going to be, and in this case, that 0:18:03.680 --> 0:18:06.199 was the one moment that I was like, oh, watching 0:18:06.240 --> 0:18:07.879 it back, I wish I could have done that better. 0:18:08.240 --> 0:18:10.680 But like I said, going into this week, my number 0:18:10.680 --> 0:18:15.040 one goal was just feeling more comfortable emoting and using 0:18:15.040 --> 0:18:17.639 my face, and I feel like I did that. So 0:18:17.680 --> 0:18:20.200 if I'm going to just look at my own personal goals, 0:18:20.840 --> 0:18:26.080 I feel like I accomplished that. Of course, I wish 0:18:26.240 --> 0:18:29.200 I would have kept four nines or even had more 0:18:29.240 --> 0:18:31.880 of a mix of eights and nines instead of three 0:18:32.040 --> 0:18:35.920 eighths and one nine. Thank you Bruno for your one nine. 0:18:36.440 --> 0:18:39.800 As always, I really do appreciate their feedback. Though I 0:18:39.840 --> 0:18:44.320 appreciated Cheryl starting it off by talking about my body, 0:18:44.400 --> 0:18:49.159 and you know, Derek and Carrie Anne contributing. I do 0:18:49.240 --> 0:18:53.360 always appreciate it. If they didn't give me any sort 0:18:53.400 --> 0:18:55.960 of feedback, it would just seem like they didn't care. 0:18:56.400 --> 0:18:58.320 So I appreciate that they care and that they think 0:18:58.359 --> 0:19:02.880 I'm capable. Cheryl Burke was there tonight as the guest judge. 0:19:02.920 --> 0:19:06.440 I thought she did a really great job. I thought 0:19:06.480 --> 0:19:09.600 she delivered exactly what I thought she was going to deliver, 0:19:09.760 --> 0:19:16.000 which was very honest feedback. She knows her stuff, having 0:19:16.160 --> 0:19:18.560 been a ballroom dancer, having been a Dancing with the 0:19:18.560 --> 0:19:21.320 Stars pro for as many years as she was, having 0:19:21.359 --> 0:19:25.760 been a Mirror Ball champion. She knows her stuff, and 0:19:25.800 --> 0:19:30.280 she doesn't hesitate to tell you when and why. Maybe 0:19:30.320 --> 0:19:33.760 she's docking you a point for something, which I expected 0:19:33.760 --> 0:19:36.760 from her and I appreciate. I thought she gave really 0:19:37.080 --> 0:19:39.520 good feedback. I thought she was great. I thought she 0:19:39.560 --> 0:19:42.199 did a great job as a judge. Seeing her in 0:19:42.240 --> 0:19:46.840 that fourth chair was really good. I loved Robert and 0:19:46.840 --> 0:19:52.520 Whitney's dance. I know Roberts fans are thrilled, thrilled that 0:19:52.600 --> 0:19:56.480 he got his first tens. He deserved it. It was 0:19:56.560 --> 0:19:59.800 so great. I loved all that seeing I'll have blood 0:19:59.840 --> 0:20:03.679 on It's like, no, not our sweet Robert with blood 0:20:03.680 --> 0:20:07.679 all over his face. That was really great. I thought 0:20:07.720 --> 0:20:11.600 Andy's dance was really good when I saw it earlier 0:20:11.720 --> 0:20:14.200 in the day. Actually I think I did wasn't earlier 0:20:14.200 --> 0:20:16.359 in the day. I saw it the day before, and 0:20:16.400 --> 0:20:18.960 then I saw Emma in the hair and makeup room 0:20:19.359 --> 0:20:21.520 and I congratulated her and I told her what an 0:20:21.560 --> 0:20:24.240 incredible job I thought she did, and that I really 0:20:24.280 --> 0:20:28.639 felt like for Andy, this felt like kind of a 0:20:28.680 --> 0:20:32.560 breakthrough week. It really felt like he improved. I thought 0:20:33.080 --> 0:20:36.520 I was really super impressed, and I told Emma that 0:20:36.640 --> 0:20:40.760 I was really just really proud of them. I also, 0:20:41.280 --> 0:20:45.960 I really liked Jena and Yon's dance. I thought it 0:20:46.040 --> 0:20:50.399 was really good. Yan's contemporary is obviously, I mean, his 0:20:50.480 --> 0:20:54.679 choreography for contemporary is just out of this world. I 0:20:54.680 --> 0:20:57.200 think you guys probably saw the dance he did with 0:20:57.720 --> 0:21:02.439 Jenna during one of the bumpers. It's like just unbelievable. 0:21:03.040 --> 0:21:06.160 And I really when I saw Jen in her rehearsal 0:21:06.240 --> 0:21:08.480 dance yesterday, I said the same thing to her. I said, 0:21:08.480 --> 0:21:12.000 this was your week. Last week, you know, Carrie Ane 0:21:12.000 --> 0:21:13.920 told me I had a breakthrough dance, and I said, 0:21:13.920 --> 0:21:17.560 this is really your week, and I thought that that's 0:21:17.760 --> 0:21:19.639 how it was going to go. I really did. I 0:21:19.720 --> 0:21:22.840 was kind of then shocked when I saw and heard 0:21:23.000 --> 0:21:30.360 the feedback, and I hope that Yan doesn't allow kind 0:21:30.400 --> 0:21:34.800 of the negativity that has been floating around online this 0:21:34.840 --> 0:21:37.359 week on the internet, Like I hope it he doesn't 0:21:37.440 --> 0:21:42.160 let it taint this season and this experience for him, 0:21:42.800 --> 0:21:47.880 cause I know that the negativity that can be found online. 0:21:47.920 --> 0:21:50.840 And listen, I'm going to talk a little bit about 0:21:50.880 --> 0:21:52.800 negativity and then I'm going to follow it up with 0:21:53.119 --> 0:21:56.480 talking about that. There's also a lot of positivity, but 0:21:56.520 --> 0:21:58.879 I'm going to stick with the negativity for right now. 0:21:59.800 --> 0:22:05.840 There is quite a bit of negativity online and it 0:22:05.920 --> 0:22:09.639 can really be very noisy, and if you aren't good 0:22:09.720 --> 0:22:13.280 about setting boundaries for yourself about how much of it 0:22:13.359 --> 0:22:16.920 you take in, it can really affect you. It's affected 0:22:17.320 --> 0:22:21.880 a lot of the cast and a lot of the pros. 0:22:22.600 --> 0:22:25.840 And I just my wish for Yan and I told 0:22:25.920 --> 0:22:30.920 him this is that he makes a decision about what 0:22:31.520 --> 0:22:36.280 whether or not he loved this experience based solely just 0:22:36.560 --> 0:22:40.880 on his feelings, like his feelings of having a partner, 0:22:41.000 --> 0:22:43.480 and his feelings of being on the ballroom floor and 0:22:43.560 --> 0:22:46.240 his feelings about putting together a dance every week, and 0:22:46.680 --> 0:22:48.800 you know it's a reality TV show. Of being a 0:22:48.800 --> 0:22:52.520 part of that and not let the outside noise of 0:22:52.760 --> 0:22:55.960 what people on the internet say kind of ruin the 0:22:56.000 --> 0:22:58.920 experience for him, because it would really make me very 0:22:58.960 --> 0:23:02.399 sad if he ended up walking away from it and 0:23:02.440 --> 0:23:06.080 thinking like I could never do that again because it's 0:23:06.200 --> 0:23:12.040 just too negative. So I will look forward to seeing 0:23:12.119 --> 0:23:15.480 Yahn's future and I think if he comes back for 0:23:15.520 --> 0:23:18.840 another season and he's paired with somebody, I know he 0:23:19.119 --> 0:23:22.320 is going to bust his butt as he did every 0:23:22.359 --> 0:23:26.680 week this first season, his first season, and he's only 0:23:26.680 --> 0:23:29.080 going to get better. That's what happens. You know, you 0:23:29.119 --> 0:23:32.359 work and you get better week after week, and you 0:23:32.400 --> 0:23:34.840 get better season after season. There's no pro who comes 0:23:34.880 --> 0:23:37.360 in is their first season and is like, well, that's it. 0:23:37.840 --> 0:23:39.960 Even if you win your first season, you're not a 0:23:39.960 --> 0:23:43.399 perfect pro. You're not a perfect pro. You don't the 0:23:43.440 --> 0:23:45.520 stars aligned, and you may have won your first season, 0:23:45.560 --> 0:23:48.480 but it doesn't make you perfect or you know, an 0:23:48.520 --> 0:23:53.040 a plus coach or pro just because you win. So 0:23:53.560 --> 0:23:56.280 we all have room for improvement. I would also like 0:23:56.320 --> 0:24:02.720 to mention about the negativity that if you are a 0:24:02.760 --> 0:24:11.120 fan of any person on this cast, I promise you 0:24:13.000 --> 0:24:18.439 they want you to be kind and supportive of the 0:24:18.480 --> 0:24:22.680 rest of the cast. You can have your favorite, you 0:24:22.800 --> 0:24:26.440 should have your favorite. Who's your favorite who you're voting for. 0:24:26.880 --> 0:24:29.640 How many favorites do you have? How many people are 0:24:29.640 --> 0:24:32.960 you voting for? You should be doing that. You should 0:24:32.960 --> 0:24:35.600 be curating who you want to see in the finale, 0:24:35.680 --> 0:24:38.040 and then vote for all those people. We don't know 0:24:38.040 --> 0:24:40.040 if it's a four person or a five person or 0:24:40.080 --> 0:24:43.320