WEBVTT - Emotional Support Dick

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<v Speaker 1>Forever.

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<v Speaker 2>Wow, whoa I am? I feel like I'm delirious right now?

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<v Speaker 3>Did you just wake up before we started recording this episode?

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<v Speaker 4>Yeah, but this is a different type of feeling discombobulated.

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<v Speaker 4>M I'm serious one because my MIC's situation is fucked up.

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<v Speaker 2>But also, yeah, I just feel out of it.

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<v Speaker 4>I like, I know today is well when this comes out,

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<v Speaker 4>it's Friday, but today is actually Wednesday. But all of

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<v Speaker 4>Monday I thought it was Tuesday. All of Tuesday I

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<v Speaker 4>thought it was Wednesday. I've just been I don't know.

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<v Speaker 4>I'm given real drug addict energy right now?

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<v Speaker 2>Well, friend, have you.

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<v Speaker 3>Been outside in the last three days?

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<v Speaker 4>Yeah, of course, of course. I went to the bank yesterday. Okay,

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<v Speaker 4>you want to tell the listeners what happened at the bank?

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<v Speaker 4>Send it robbed the bank.

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<v Speaker 2>Let's tell imagine. Send it all. Never robbed the bank.

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<v Speaker 2>I robbed it for the podcast.

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<v Speaker 3>Oh you robbed it for yourself.

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<v Speaker 4>Don't put me in there, no mayams God. I went

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<v Speaker 4>to the bank because y'all don't know this, but I've

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<v Speaker 4>been banking with Vemo for several years now, several several years.

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<v Speaker 4>I could not have a bank account because I owed

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<v Speaker 4>the government money, and I finally I'm in a good place,

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<v Speaker 4>good standing. But people knew you banked with Vemo because

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<v Speaker 4>you always say you banked with Venmo.

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<v Speaker 2>You listeners say, Andrew.

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<v Speaker 1>I just I completely forgot until you brought it up again.

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<v Speaker 1>I completely forgotten you too.

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<v Speaker 3>She says it on Instagram, she says it on her

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<v Speaker 3>She says it all the time.

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<v Speaker 1>But I do recall that you haven't like done your

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<v Speaker 1>taxes since two thousand and nine or something.

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<v Speaker 2>A long time ago Reagan administration got up, Marie.

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<v Speaker 4>But yeah, I'm I'm finally am I'm finally in the

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<v Speaker 4>process of, you know, paying everything that I owe off

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<v Speaker 4>and I can have a bank account now. And I

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<v Speaker 4>went to the bank and they said, in order to

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<v Speaker 4>open up a bank account, not only do you have

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<v Speaker 4>to have one form of ID, you have to have

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<v Speaker 4>two forms of ID. That's bullshit, is it. Yes, if

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<v Speaker 4>you have a passport, that's enough.

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<v Speaker 1>Don't you have like a driver's license? No?

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<v Speaker 4>No, No, Sydney's passport is her ID.

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<v Speaker 3>Wait, So in order to open.

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<v Speaker 4>An account to put money in it, you need two

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<v Speaker 4>forms of ID.

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<v Speaker 2>Yes.

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<v Speaker 4>When I was little and my parents opened a bank

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<v Speaker 4>account for me, I didn't have any ID, or maybe

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<v Speaker 4>I did.

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<v Speaker 3>Maybe they might with buys like social Security card.

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<v Speaker 2>As they did. They did, so I didn't.

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<v Speaker 4>So I came back to the house and I was

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<v Speaker 4>freaking out because I could not find my Social I

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<v Speaker 4>couldn't find my birth certificate, and I was like, somebody

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<v Speaker 4>is walking around with Sydney Washington identity. But they would

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<v Speaker 4>have been thrown in jail by now because they were like,

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<v Speaker 4>you know all the money I owed, but but Adrian

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<v Speaker 4>had it. So I'm good, I'm in better. I feel

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<v Speaker 4>better now.

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<v Speaker 3>But Adrian has your ID stull No.

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<v Speaker 2>What she still has your ID?

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<v Speaker 4>No, she has my Social Security card and birth certificate.

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<v Speaker 2>Why wait?

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<v Speaker 3>When you said no, you should have said yes. Why

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<v Speaker 3>did he have that?

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<v Speaker 4>It was mixed in with her papers and she moved,

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<v Speaker 4>You're sending it to me today?

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<v Speaker 2>Girl?

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<v Speaker 3>The mess?

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<v Speaker 4>This is?

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<v Speaker 2>How are you doing? Marie?

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<v Speaker 4>You know where my social and my birth certificate are

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<v Speaker 4>at my family's house.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, you don't have it on you.

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<v Speaker 4>I never have had that stuff on me. I know

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<v Speaker 4>where it is because at first my dad wouldn't give

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<v Speaker 4>it to me. And now I'm afraid to have that

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<v Speaker 4>stuff in my house. I mean, I lost my headphones

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<v Speaker 4>for this podcast, So we're gonna who But the last

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<v Speaker 4>time I was at my mom's house, I found my

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<v Speaker 4>birth certificate and I was looking at it and it

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<v Speaker 4>said September twenty ninth on it, and I.

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<v Speaker 3>Was like, whoa, is that my birthday?

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<v Speaker 4>And no, it's I was born on the twenty third,

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<v Speaker 4>but it was issued on the twenty ninth or something

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<v Speaker 4>like that.

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<v Speaker 3>I don't know. It's something weird, but oh my gosh,

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<v Speaker 3>I almost had a little breakdown. I've been celebrating on

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<v Speaker 3>the twenty third all the year.

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<v Speaker 2>Wait, what if your birthday is on the twenty ninth.

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<v Speaker 3>My birth certificate says the twenty third, babe, is what

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<v Speaker 3>I'm saying to you.

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<v Speaker 4>But next year, I got to hit you on the

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<v Speaker 4>twenty ninth. Happy birthday, babe. You know I was I

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<v Speaker 4>was due in October, but I came early, so yo.

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<v Speaker 2>I was supposed to be born on Valentine's.

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<v Speaker 4>Day, but I was born on Groundhowk's Day. But they

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<v Speaker 4>I got out of the hospital on Valentine's Day because

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<v Speaker 4>I ate my mother's placenta starting early. Okay, gay, I

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<v Speaker 4>ate the placenta and the you know, the poo poo

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<v Speaker 4>and I got really sick. They had to shave my

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<v Speaker 4>hair off. I was they kept me in the hospital

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<v Speaker 4>also starting early hair and and I do like eating

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<v Speaker 4>ass so oh wait, what placenta and being bald because

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<v Speaker 4>I got sick?

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<v Speaker 3>Help people? You like eats?

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<v Speaker 2>No check up? Okay, whatever, Marie, how are you doing?

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<v Speaker 3>I'm okay, friends.

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<v Speaker 4>I was just telling Andrew I woke up before my

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<v Speaker 4>alarm today, which always makes me feel like yay, but

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<v Speaker 4>I'm already tired and i've been What time.

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<v Speaker 2>Was your alarm?

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, your alarm isn't that early.

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<v Speaker 3>My alarm was for a forty five. But Andrew, you

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<v Speaker 3>didn't ask.

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<v Speaker 4>Me what's on?

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<v Speaker 2>Okay? Okay?

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<v Speaker 1>What time did you go to bed?

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<v Speaker 3>At? Two am?

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<v Speaker 2>Okay?

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<v Speaker 3>I like to do what like?

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<v Speaker 4>I like my sleep to be like a round number,

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<v Speaker 4>like six and a half hours, seven hours.

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<v Speaker 3>But I woke up at like seven something, and now

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<v Speaker 3>I'm tired.

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<v Speaker 4>So I've been up for four hours and I'm already done.

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<v Speaker 2>Okay, Well what did you do in the four hours?

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<v Speaker 2>I shot a.

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<v Speaker 4>Video for Instagram, that is I was trying to put

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<v Speaker 4>up before we recorded this episode, but I didn't put

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<v Speaker 4>it up yet, so I'm gonna put it up after

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<v Speaker 4>we get off this thing. It's about skincare. Really, yeah,

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<v Speaker 4>because I told you I was going to post about

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<v Speaker 4>meeting stuff from my face.

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<v Speaker 3>I told you about this. This is not new information.

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<v Speaker 4>But uh yeah, So that's and I trying to do

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<v Speaker 4>it like in front of my window because you know,

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<v Speaker 4>it's about to rain, and I couldn't post anything or

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<v Speaker 4>shoot anything for the last couple of days because they've

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<v Speaker 4>been doing construction right below my window in front of

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<v Speaker 4>my building. So it's like Caribbean people down there, drilling

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<v Speaker 4>in sandals. It's very it's very West Indian down there.

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<v Speaker 2>The same thing, the same thing.

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<v Speaker 3>You're saying, the same thing, but we can see that

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<v Speaker 3>you're looking at your phone.

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<v Speaker 4>So no, no, no, I meant like the same thing that's

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<v Speaker 4>going on over here. They're doing construction in the actual building,

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<v Speaker 4>not across the street in the basement. Yeah, mine is

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<v Speaker 4>in like the front of my building. She's doing a

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<v Speaker 4>step or something coming into the building. So it's at

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<v Speaker 4>the front door, and you know, my windows are right

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<v Speaker 4>above the front of the building.

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<v Speaker 2>So well, you look, you look great, Murray, you do

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<v Speaker 2>look really great.

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<v Speaker 3>Thank you, friend.

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<v Speaker 2>Did you put some makeup on?

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<v Speaker 4>No? Sydney, stop asking me if I have one makeup

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<v Speaker 4>and you do it, and it's always it's a backhand compliment.

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<v Speaker 3>It's what are you wearing makeup? Like asking me that

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<v Speaker 3>because you asked.

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<v Speaker 4>Me before and I ignored you and you asked me,

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<v Speaker 4>and it's like, bitch, please go lay down. That's just

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<v Speaker 4>because you're not slick and you do it all the time. No, bitch,

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<v Speaker 4>it's just like what, Sydney, what is it like? Okay, well,

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<v Speaker 4>let's let's if you want to be real. You know,

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<v Speaker 4>we all have a little darkness under our eyes, and

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<v Speaker 4>you don't have any today. So that's the only reason

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<v Speaker 4>why I know your skin is perfect.

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<v Speaker 2>Your skin is perfect.

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<v Speaker 4>You are perfect, But I don't see no darkness under

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<v Speaker 4>your eyes.

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<v Speaker 2>So you have a little bit of good sealer your eyes.

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<v Speaker 2>I know you.

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<v Speaker 3>So, Sydney, stop asking me that question. This is what

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<v Speaker 3>I'm getting at. You do this all the time. Recorded

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<v Speaker 3>the Patreon a couple of days ago, and you're.

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<v Speaker 4>Like Marie's wearing concealer Like it was, bro what what's happening?

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<v Speaker 3>What's wrong?

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<v Speaker 1>I was thinking? And then this also might be a

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<v Speaker 1>backhanded clock.

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<v Speaker 2>Please don't add it if it's not.

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<v Speaker 3>So we can.

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<v Speaker 1>I was thinking earlier and I refrained from saying it.

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<v Speaker 1>Your boobs look huge today? Is that a backhanded COMPLIMENTE?

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<v Speaker 3>No, I'm wearing a sports bra and there's like these weird.

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<v Speaker 1>Oh okay, I was like, wow, where have they been?

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<v Speaker 3>They do look big today.

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<v Speaker 4>But you know, I'm wearing a sports bra with the

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<v Speaker 4>I don't know, half a cup in it or something.

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<v Speaker 4>But you could have said that that's that's nice. Your

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<v Speaker 4>boobs look huge today is a different thing than you

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<v Speaker 4>are you wearing makeup, especially if you you know the

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<v Speaker 4>answer to the question.

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<v Speaker 3>It's like you're just saying it because you want me

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<v Speaker 3>to say what which you want me to sayher M,

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<v Speaker 3>that's true. It's like anyway, whatever, I'm not gonna sorry,

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<v Speaker 3>bring me down to.

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<v Speaker 2>I'm jealous, sorry a mess.

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<v Speaker 3>I'm not gonna let you ruin my Wednesday or.

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<v Speaker 2>Our Wednesday Friday. Okay.

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<v Speaker 4>So we're ten minutes in and you know, as you know,

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<v Speaker 4>Biden is the president or projected president.

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<v Speaker 2>I don't like that. I'm a projected president. I don't

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<v Speaker 2>like that bullshit.

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<v Speaker 1>Wait, that's that's how it is every time he's the

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<v Speaker 1>president elect until he's actually no, no, no, no, no,

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<v Speaker 1>are you saying because the count?

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah? Okay, yeah, that's what I'm saying. I don't like that.

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<v Speaker 3>So what happens if Trump never concedes?

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<v Speaker 1>I don't think you cady? Well yeah they didn't. Someone

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<v Speaker 1>on Biden's team say like, we will use force if

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<v Speaker 1>he doesn't like actually want to leave the White House.

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<v Speaker 3>Well, you know what I was just doing.

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<v Speaker 4>I was reading about the whole George Bush al Gore situation,

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<v Speaker 4>and because people are comparing the two to that, and

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<v Speaker 4>so what I don't remember what year that was.

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<v Speaker 3>It was like two thousand. What a year was that?

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<v Speaker 1>I think I was like maybe in late nineties now.

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<v Speaker 3>Because Obama became president in like eight.

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<v Speaker 4>Yes, so George Bush was like two thousand to two

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<v Speaker 4>thousand and eight, right because he was president.

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<v Speaker 1>Oh yes, okay, so al.

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<v Speaker 4>Gore and George Bush, Uh there was George Bush won

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<v Speaker 4>Florida by five hundred and seventy votes something real little

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<v Speaker 4>like that. And when it's that low, you're allowed to

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<v Speaker 4>like it's an automatic recount. And they and George Bush's

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<v Speaker 4>brother was the governor of Florida.

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<v Speaker 3>So I was like, oh, this is fishy.

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<v Speaker 4>So they were recounting the votes and the Supreme Court

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<v Speaker 4>stopped it. And that's how George Push became president in

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<v Speaker 4>the year two thousand wow. Right, So that's why people

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<v Speaker 4>are like, well, because Gore won the popular vote. So

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<v Speaker 4>it was like, well, isn't that the state where your

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<v Speaker 4>brother works is the state where it's the anyway, this

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<v Speaker 4>is not that Joe Biden is beating him by like

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<v Speaker 4>hundreds and thousands of votes, right, and he's still like.

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<v Speaker 3>It's a scam, it's fake. I'm still president.

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<v Speaker 2>And it's like, and.

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<v Speaker 4>The thing that makes me so upset, so upset, even

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<v Speaker 4>though Joe Biden was winning by so many votes, right,

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<v Speaker 4>we still looked at the map and we still saw

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<v Speaker 4>the percentages and they took their Tory birch flats, and

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<v Speaker 4>these white women came in stronger this fucking time around.

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<v Speaker 2>And it's like, yo, I remember when y'all.

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<v Speaker 4>Bitches were putting up all these black squares and all

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<v Speaker 4>this ship and then come to find out, come to

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<v Speaker 4>find out, y'all came back and vote. Is your husband

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<v Speaker 4>beating you? Why are you voting for? I'm no, I'm

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<v Speaker 4>I'm I'm flabbergascid. I just could not believe it.

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<v Speaker 3>It doesn't make any sense to it does.

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<v Speaker 2>Not make any sense. Tell me that the numbers are wrong.

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<v Speaker 3>Please, no more white women voted for him this time

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<v Speaker 3>around than last time. But also, Matt Latinos.

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<v Speaker 1>Trump Trump, your post brought to my attention to Eva

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<v Speaker 1>Longoria of it all. I had to look that up

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<v Speaker 1>and I was like, oh my god, this is crazy.

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<v Speaker 4>She got her She got her a Zobo ass on

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<v Speaker 4>MSNBC or whatever, the website, whatever the you.

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<v Speaker 2>No, she still used Goya.

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<v Speaker 3>You know, she still used Goya prob you know, she's

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<v Speaker 3>still using them free from Goya.

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<v Speaker 4>And she said, yeah, we see what black women did

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<v Speaker 4>in Georgia, but Latinas were the real heroines of this election.

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<v Speaker 3>And it's like, first of all, you didn't have to

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<v Speaker 3>talk about black women at all.

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<v Speaker 4>You could have cheap And then she tried to fix

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<v Speaker 4>it and say she was talking about Latino women compared

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<v Speaker 4>to Latino men, and it's like, you could you didn't

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<v Speaker 4>have to include black people in that at all. You

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<v Speaker 4>could have just started the sentence with Latino women are

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<v Speaker 4>the first lies, and it's like lies FLRDA. Then well,

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<v Speaker 4>don't backtrack and don't gaslight. Also, what happened to the

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<v Speaker 4>Cubans because they didn't vote for uh, they didn't vote

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<v Speaker 4>for who you saying they voted for?

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<v Speaker 2>She said, she said Latinas. That's different from Cuban.

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<v Speaker 4>Latina is not a Cuban, it is, but you know

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<v Speaker 4>she's talking about like Puerto Rican, Oh, Latinos, Latinas are

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<v Speaker 4>I thought Hispanic people as.

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<v Speaker 2>A whole or Latinas.

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<v Speaker 4>But she's they you know, they don't they don't want

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<v Speaker 4>to claim the Cubans right now.

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<v Speaker 3>It doesn't matter. Cubans belong to them. Cubans are theirs.

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<v Speaker 4>That's they're riding with Cubans on a bus like that's

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<v Speaker 4>they're that's, it's hand in hand.

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<v Speaker 2>I'm still upset.

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<v Speaker 4>I'm still like, babe, how how Jesse, how how did you?

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<v Speaker 2>How did you do that?

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<v Speaker 4>How did you go down there and thought that it

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<v Speaker 4>was the smartest idea? Like we're not going to see

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<v Speaker 4>that you bitches are voting for him.

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<v Speaker 2>I'm upset. I'm upset.

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<v Speaker 4>It's just like y'all talk about women's rights and X,

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<v Speaker 4>Y and Z and blah blah blah, and it's it's

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<v Speaker 4>all for it's all for clout.

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<v Speaker 2>It's all social media and then the real, the real, tea.

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<v Speaker 2>Is that.

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<v Speaker 4>No, Trump being president benefits you as well, So sorry.

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<v Speaker 3>Right, but it's like ultimately it hurts you and people like.

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<v Speaker 4>Well Biden is this, and Butden is that, and it's

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<v Speaker 4>like we're not celebrating Biden winning truly Trump losing.

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<v Speaker 2>I just really truly.

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<v Speaker 4>Needed him and his family to feel like garbage, like

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<v Speaker 4>los like losers for the weekend, because people were dancing

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<v Speaker 4>in the street on Saturday, like honking horns, going ham

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<v Speaker 4>eyeing with strangers, and you know, internationally people were like

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<v Speaker 4>joyous partying because he lost. Paris rang bells, Germany had fireworks,

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<v Speaker 4>like everybody in the world was.

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<v Speaker 3>Like, oh my god, thank you so much. Like people

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<v Speaker 3>were happy.

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<v Speaker 4>Everybody was happy. But there was still it was still

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<v Speaker 4>like not a far off race. People still voted for him.

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<v Speaker 4>It just doesn't if all these people hate him per se,

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<v Speaker 4>then how was he still How is the race still.

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<v Speaker 2>Not far off?

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<v Speaker 3>Well, because it's not that all these people hate him.

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<v Speaker 4>Seventy five million people hate him, but seventy people seventy.

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<v Speaker 3>One million or whatever the number is, million.

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<v Speaker 4>People love him and they agree with him, and they're

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<v Speaker 4>like Trump, you know, Latinos for Trump, but also like

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<v Speaker 4>square states with no lakes for Trump, like all those

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<v Speaker 4>If you look at the map, it's all red.

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<v Speaker 2>Oh, and then the.

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<v Speaker 4>Major cities are blue. And yeah, there's thirteen million people

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<v Speaker 4>in and there's.

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<v Speaker 2>Only a few major cities.

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<v Speaker 4>Everything else is fucking east bumblefuck, middle of the ball,

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<v Speaker 4>sketcher ass mountain.

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<v Speaker 2>Dude drinking like, Oh, I can't stand it. I'm so mad.

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<v Speaker 3>But if you look at.

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<v Speaker 4>Like a map of Pennsylvania, it's all red and then

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<v Speaker 4>there's blue in like the big cities.

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<v Speaker 2>Oh and let's let's get the realty.

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<v Speaker 4>New York City, yes, blue, upstate New York, fucking red, Syracuse, Albany,

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<v Speaker 4>all those places.

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<v Speaker 2>That you're like, I got a cabin for the weekend.

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<v Speaker 2>Them niggas, they don't want no parts them niggas.

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<v Speaker 3>Thank you. Oh I love NSNBCCD.

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<v Speaker 2>Oh my god. I just could not believe it. I

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<v Speaker 2>just couldn't.

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<v Speaker 4>I just was like, are we really serious here? And

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<v Speaker 4>then the main one, it's a it's a bad abortion.

0:18:17.400 --> 0:18:19.720
<v Speaker 4>It's a bad abortion. It's like, is it a bad abortion?

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<v Speaker 4>Because the ones who are voting this, SI, you are

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<v Speaker 4>fifty five, fifty five, hidden sixty.

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<v Speaker 2>You can't even get pregnant no more, what do you.

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<v Speaker 3>Get that metopause vote?

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<v Speaker 4>But also, now, why do people care so much about

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<v Speaker 4>what other women choose to do with their bodies? Like, basically,

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<v Speaker 4>I can sit on sixteen dirty dicks and that's my business,

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<v Speaker 4>you know what I mean. I've never had an abortion,

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<v Speaker 4>but like I would drive myself to an abortion if

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<v Speaker 4>I needed it. Well, I wouldn't drive myself. I would

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<v Speaker 4>hope that the person to me would have a car.

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<v Speaker 4>You know, That's that's the only way that would work

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<v Speaker 4>for me. But like, let people do what people want

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<v Speaker 4>to do, because when that baby is born, you don't

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<v Speaker 4>give a damn about that kid when he's here. Also,

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<v Speaker 4>y'all don't really care about lives, because if y'all did

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<v Speaker 4>care about lives when it said black lives matter, you

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<v Speaker 4>wouldn't be.

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<v Speaker 2>Like no, no, no, no, no, all lives matter.

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<v Speaker 4>It's like, well, these are the lives that I'm not

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<v Speaker 4>saying are more important than the baby. And someone's stemming,

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<v Speaker 4>but this person was actually like living. This person is

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<v Speaker 4>here and you're out of the uterus, living for several years,

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<v Speaker 4>for so many years, and you don't care about them.

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<v Speaker 3>Speaking of uterus.

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<v Speaker 4>Uh, No, I was I spent the night at somebody's

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<v Speaker 4>house on Friday, God bless, thank you.

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<v Speaker 3>And it was cute, and in the morning it was different.

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<v Speaker 4>I don't know if this has happened to you guys,

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<v Speaker 4>but like at night the night before, it's like, you know,

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<v Speaker 4>it's affection, it's hot, sweaty six, And in the morning

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<v Speaker 4>it was like distant.

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<v Speaker 3>It was like.

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<v Speaker 4>And I'm not saying that we need to like cuddle.

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<v Speaker 4>I'm not saying that we got to sleep spooned up

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<v Speaker 4>in a sport, but I'm saying that, like, like, I

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<v Speaker 4>know what it feels like when somebody wants you at

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<v Speaker 4>their house, and it felt like this person did not

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<v Speaker 4>want me at their house.

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<v Speaker 3>So I woke up in the.

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<v Speaker 4>Morning and he was like, oh, I gotta do I

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<v Speaker 4>gotta send out some emails, and I was like, okay, cool.

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<v Speaker 3>I stayed in the bed.

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<v Speaker 4>This person went into the living room, and after a

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<v Speaker 4>while I was like, well, I guess I'll go into

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<v Speaker 4>the living room too, like I'm lonely. So I get

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<v Speaker 4>up and I go into the living room and he's like, oh,

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<v Speaker 4>I got to go to Target to go pick something

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<v Speaker 4>up for somebody.

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<v Speaker 3>And I was like, right now, we're doing runs to target.

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<v Speaker 3>Oh I didn't know you did door dash.

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<v Speaker 4>But he left and I was like all right, Well,

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<v Speaker 4>he was like, do you need anything from the store.

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<v Speaker 3>I was like, yes, I need this, this, this because

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<v Speaker 3>I was hungry.

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<v Speaker 4>And then he brings me a snack and he's like, oh,

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<v Speaker 4>I got a walk my dog.

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<v Speaker 3>And it was like, wait, I have.

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<v Speaker 1>Not asked you to leave at this point or is

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<v Speaker 1>he just kidding me to leave?

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<v Speaker 3>But he didn't ask me to like walk the dog with.

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<v Speaker 4>I was watching a movie in his living room and

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<v Speaker 4>it was a terrible movie. It was the Keanu Reeves

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<v Speaker 4>Knock Knock. If you haven't seen it, you don't watch it.

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<v Speaker 4>It's trash. But it was like I was in the house,

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<v Speaker 4>like am I going crazy? Like should I have gone

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<v Speaker 4>with him to walk the dog?

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<v Speaker 3>Or I left?

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<v Speaker 4>Like usually he drops me off at my house, like

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<v Speaker 4>he'll be like, all right, let's let's go, or he'll

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<v Speaker 4>get me a car or whatever. But I was just

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<v Speaker 4>in his house and the longer I'm in the house,

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<v Speaker 4>the angrier I'm getting. And I'm like, I'm putting my

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<v Speaker 4>clothes on, I'm putting my my ass lists panties one

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<v Speaker 4>because I'm like, I've spent the night at people's houses before,

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<v Speaker 4>and it's completely different. You wake up in the morning,

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<v Speaker 4>you know, maybe it's a little you know, it's a

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<v Speaker 4>little morning sex, or it's like some kissing, or it's

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<v Speaker 4>like you want some tea? Do you want some coffee?

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<v Speaker 2>I pretended to act like I'm a cook for you, right, But.

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<v Speaker 3>We're having a conversation.

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<v Speaker 4>It's like, well, what you are planning for the day, okay, Well,

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<v Speaker 4>like I gotta get to work, so like I'll see

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<v Speaker 4>you x whatever day, you know what I mean.

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<v Speaker 3>But this was none of that. And me and this

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<v Speaker 3>person have been doing this.

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<v Speaker 4>For long enough that it's it wouldn't have been a

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<v Speaker 4>problem if he was like, oh, I gotta do this,

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<v Speaker 4>or I gotta do that, or can I get you

0:22:24.440 --> 0:22:25.000
<v Speaker 4>a car home?

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<v Speaker 3>But I was like, well this is what I get

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<v Speaker 3>because I knew I shouldn't spend the night. So I'm

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<v Speaker 3>like angrily putting my clothes on.

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<v Speaker 4>And I'm stomping down the stairs and on my way

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<v Speaker 4>out of the building, him and the dog are coming

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<v Speaker 4>back inside.

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<v Speaker 3>He's like, where are you going. I was like, I'm

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<v Speaker 3>going home. You were gone for mad law and he's like, oh,

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<v Speaker 3>you know, my dog is old, and you know I

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<v Speaker 3>gotta wait for him. And it was like it doesn't matter,

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<v Speaker 3>I'm just gonna leave.

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<v Speaker 1>Wait, So did he want you to say or not?

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<v Speaker 4>It didn't feel like he wanted me to stay. He

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<v Speaker 4>was gone for like, I want to say, a full hour,

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<v Speaker 4>because I watched the whole movie. I mean I watched

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<v Speaker 4>an hour of it, and then I skipped to the

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<v Speaker 4>end because I was like, this show is pissing me off.

0:23:07.440 --> 0:23:09.919
<v Speaker 3>But he was like, wheare you're going? And it was like,

0:23:09.960 --> 0:23:12.560
<v Speaker 3>it doesn't matter what you're saying with your face right now.

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<v Speaker 4>Everything that you did this morning didn't feel like what

0:23:15.920 --> 0:23:18.680
<v Speaker 4>you're trying to give me at this doorway right now.

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<v Speaker 4>And then I left, and I and also I again

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<v Speaker 4>we you know that word gas light. I don't like

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<v Speaker 4>when someone is like not acknowledging like how I feel

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<v Speaker 4>or what I think is going on, Like just say,

0:23:33.480 --> 0:23:33.760
<v Speaker 4>you know.

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<v Speaker 2>What I did? Take a while? My bad?

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<v Speaker 4>You know the time slipped. I didn't know that. I like,

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<v Speaker 4>I just you know, the.

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<v Speaker 2>Dog was slow. I don't know.

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<v Speaker 4>It just feels like you could see the time that

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<v Speaker 4>this person left, and.

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<v Speaker 2>Like when you came back, it was a long time.

0:23:51.200 --> 0:23:54.280
<v Speaker 4>It's not just that him and the dog took mad long.

0:23:54.400 --> 0:23:57.119
<v Speaker 4>It was every little thing like I'm butt making in

0:23:57.160 --> 0:24:00.680
<v Speaker 4>your bed. This is priority number one booboo, Like, I'm

0:24:00.800 --> 0:24:04.920
<v Speaker 4>in your bed right now with my cities out, So

0:24:05.400 --> 0:24:06.399
<v Speaker 4>what are we.

0:24:06.920 --> 0:24:07.880
<v Speaker 1>Can I can?

0:24:07.920 --> 0:24:08.280
<v Speaker 2>I ask?

0:24:08.400 --> 0:24:11.000
<v Speaker 1>What did he get? Like a morning? Not what?

0:24:11.160 --> 0:24:16.119
<v Speaker 3>Or not? No? Next, I gotta send out stuff. And

0:24:16.119 --> 0:24:19.640
<v Speaker 3>it was like, okay, well, I'm I'm a hang and.

0:24:19.520 --> 0:24:21.960
<v Speaker 1>Then he was like, but like, did you not have

0:24:22.000 --> 0:24:23.360
<v Speaker 1>anything to do today that day?

0:24:23.640 --> 0:24:25.120
<v Speaker 2>Or Andrew?

0:24:25.440 --> 0:24:30.520
<v Speaker 4>I'm sorry against Saturday Andrew Saturday day morning.

0:24:30.760 --> 0:24:34.240
<v Speaker 2>He was a Saturday morning cartoon. How dare you you.

0:24:34.240 --> 0:24:37.240
<v Speaker 4>Woke up at nine am on a Saturday? Okay, funny,

0:24:37.480 --> 0:24:38.080
<v Speaker 4>I had stuff to.

0:24:38.080 --> 0:24:40.040
<v Speaker 1>Do with these Sorry, it was an honest question.

0:24:40.160 --> 0:24:45.080
<v Speaker 2>I just worse than me. You weren't, Marie jump on him.

0:24:45.240 --> 0:24:49.280
<v Speaker 1>Andrew's like, you've unemployed, wealthy, like you have time to

0:24:49.280 --> 0:24:52.240
<v Speaker 1>watch this movie? Just be naked in this man's bed.

0:24:53.480 --> 0:24:56.199
<v Speaker 3>Literally the alarm went off at nine o'clock in the morning.

0:24:56.920 --> 0:24:59.840
<v Speaker 4>And the thing about this person is they're also like

0:25:00.240 --> 0:25:02.359
<v Speaker 4>very much in their phone all the time.

0:25:02.440 --> 0:25:04.800
<v Speaker 3>And it's like when I like, I'll be.

0:25:04.800 --> 0:25:06.600
<v Speaker 4>On my phone when I'm in my house by myself,

0:25:06.800 --> 0:25:09.400
<v Speaker 4>but when people are at my house, I'm not staring

0:25:09.440 --> 0:25:13.000
<v Speaker 4>at my phone the entire time. I'm like being present

0:25:13.119 --> 0:25:16.679
<v Speaker 4>with my friends or my lover or whoever. But like,

0:25:18.800 --> 0:25:22.720
<v Speaker 4>but also I didn't need to be there, and honestly

0:25:22.720 --> 0:25:23.480
<v Speaker 4>that that's on me.

0:25:24.640 --> 0:25:26.440
<v Speaker 3>But I text him in.

0:25:26.440 --> 0:25:29.600
<v Speaker 4>The car because I was so mad, and I was like,

0:25:29.640 --> 0:25:31.040
<v Speaker 4>am I being crazy?

0:25:31.200 --> 0:25:33.320
<v Speaker 2>Damn it sounds it sounds like he's still mad.

0:25:34.000 --> 0:25:35.520
<v Speaker 4>Well, I mean, I'm talking about it now and I

0:25:35.520 --> 0:25:39.680
<v Speaker 4>am still upset, not upset, but like it's irritating. But anyway,

0:25:39.840 --> 0:25:41.159
<v Speaker 4>I text him and I was like, I shouldn't have

0:25:41.160 --> 0:25:45.399
<v Speaker 4>spend the night. Take care and he was like emoji

0:25:45.560 --> 0:25:49.440
<v Speaker 4>peace sign. I said take care because this is not

0:25:49.560 --> 0:25:54.920
<v Speaker 4>something that like I'm we're not together. So he was like,

0:25:55.240 --> 0:25:58.240
<v Speaker 4>he's something along the lines of being with me is stressful.

0:25:57.800 --> 0:26:00.360
<v Speaker 3>And I was like, I I'm not going to fun.

0:26:00.400 --> 0:26:02.480
<v Speaker 4>I'm going to turn to the council, to the group

0:26:02.560 --> 0:26:05.720
<v Speaker 4>chat and they'll talk me off this ledge. And that's

0:26:06.000 --> 0:26:08.520
<v Speaker 4>what you know Sydney and Mina and Carolina did for me,

0:26:08.560 --> 0:26:11.760
<v Speaker 4>because I was like, am I insane?

0:26:11.920 --> 0:26:14.160
<v Speaker 3>Is this a lifetime movie that I'm in right now?

0:26:14.240 --> 0:26:19.840
<v Speaker 4>Like girl, no, girl, It's like okay, but like backstory

0:26:20.119 --> 0:26:23.400
<v Speaker 4>is I mean you you kind of had ended things

0:26:23.440 --> 0:26:26.080
<v Speaker 4>with this person, yes, and so bruck up like two

0:26:26.119 --> 0:26:30.680
<v Speaker 4>weeks ago, three right, the backstory, Okay, that's what happened.

0:26:30.720 --> 0:26:35.560
<v Speaker 4>And then we had been sixteen yes, a week right. Well,

0:26:35.600 --> 0:26:37.280
<v Speaker 4>I guess because I knew I was going to see

0:26:37.359 --> 0:26:39.239
<v Speaker 4>him before the end of the year, because you have

0:26:39.760 --> 0:26:42.480
<v Speaker 4>you have to go back one time when you say

0:26:42.480 --> 0:26:45.600
<v Speaker 4>something is done, at least once you go back and then.

0:26:45.440 --> 0:26:48.920
<v Speaker 3>You say oh, or you say this is why I left,

0:26:49.359 --> 0:26:53.080
<v Speaker 3>And that's what That's what it was. You know.

0:26:53.440 --> 0:26:56.280
<v Speaker 4>The Friday night was cool and then the Saturday morning

0:26:56.400 --> 0:26:59.880
<v Speaker 4>was not, and I was like, m and I'll never

0:26:59.880 --> 0:27:00.639
<v Speaker 4>be here again.

0:27:01.800 --> 0:27:03.640
<v Speaker 3>This is that's why I was like, take care.

0:27:04.720 --> 0:27:11.560
<v Speaker 4>And then he was like it's stressful and I was like, okay,

0:27:11.600 --> 0:27:16.040
<v Speaker 4>well I will say Marie that one You're not stressful,

0:27:16.440 --> 0:27:19.920
<v Speaker 4>but it does feel like, I mean, you know, we've

0:27:19.920 --> 0:27:22.720
<v Speaker 4>been we've been friends for a minute now, and like

0:27:23.640 --> 0:27:26.840
<v Speaker 4>you're that kind of person. Yeah, I don't really want

0:27:26.840 --> 0:27:29.920
<v Speaker 4>to let you down, Like, yeah, I could. I could

0:27:30.000 --> 0:27:32.840
<v Speaker 4>let down tons of people, but you're one of the

0:27:33.080 --> 0:27:35.879
<v Speaker 4>You're one of the people that I'm like, fuck, I

0:27:35.880 --> 0:27:37.120
<v Speaker 4>would hate for you to.

0:27:37.160 --> 0:27:40.000
<v Speaker 2>Be disappointed with me.

0:27:40.520 --> 0:27:44.800
<v Speaker 4>That's so so that is that is a little stressful

0:27:44.920 --> 0:27:47.159
<v Speaker 4>at times.

0:27:47.200 --> 0:27:47.640
<v Speaker 3>Interesting.

0:27:49.560 --> 0:27:51.560
<v Speaker 1>I just think, I mean, it's I think it's good

0:27:51.560 --> 0:27:54.040
<v Speaker 1>that you you did this. You have this experience as

0:27:54.119 --> 0:27:56.840
<v Speaker 1>like sort of closure, and like, uh, it's validating. It

0:27:56.880 --> 0:28:00.960
<v Speaker 1>seems that it's just like, Okay, this person doesn't.

0:28:00.800 --> 0:28:06.159
<v Speaker 3>But I feel like Eva Longoria butt coming. But but

0:28:06.280 --> 0:28:06.960
<v Speaker 3>I don't know.

0:28:06.880 --> 0:28:09.320
<v Speaker 1>If you needed to stay as long as you did

0:28:09.359 --> 0:28:11.040
<v Speaker 1>to be like infuriated.

0:28:11.080 --> 0:28:16.600
<v Speaker 4>And I mean, Andrew, we were having sex all night long, yes,

0:28:16.720 --> 0:28:21.639
<v Speaker 4>but holl out, I'm supposed to run like a whore

0:28:21.680 --> 0:28:24.080
<v Speaker 4>in the night at five o'clock in the morning or whatever.

0:28:24.480 --> 0:28:26.800
<v Speaker 1>What it's not at five o'clock in the morning. It's

0:28:26.920 --> 0:28:28.240
<v Speaker 1>nine a m. And I think that's it.

0:28:28.680 --> 0:28:29.239
<v Speaker 3>I'm telling you.

0:28:29.320 --> 0:28:33.240
<v Speaker 4>When we stopped having it was like four a in Okay,

0:28:33.240 --> 0:28:36.600
<v Speaker 4>So you're telling me that at that time, me, my

0:28:36.800 --> 0:28:41.160
<v Speaker 4>bra my ze rag. Everything has to leave after right.

0:28:42.080 --> 0:28:44.440
<v Speaker 1>I'm just saying that I would be rather be pissed

0:28:44.480 --> 0:28:47.640
<v Speaker 1>in my own apartment than someone someone's apartment while they're

0:28:47.640 --> 0:28:49.600
<v Speaker 1>at Target. I don't know, that's just me.

0:28:49.840 --> 0:28:52.280
<v Speaker 3>Yeah, I mean, I guess you're right, but I honestly

0:28:52.400 --> 0:28:52.920
<v Speaker 3>I didn't think.

0:28:54.400 --> 0:28:56.840
<v Speaker 4>I don't know, it doesn't matter because I don't want

0:28:56.880 --> 0:28:58.720
<v Speaker 4>to be with this person and I didn't want to

0:28:58.720 --> 0:29:01.400
<v Speaker 4>be with the like. But you know, sometimes it be

0:29:01.440 --> 0:29:06.440
<v Speaker 4>people's ego though, because I will say that before I

0:29:06.720 --> 0:29:09.280
<v Speaker 4>was all the way gay, you know, I was in

0:29:09.280 --> 0:29:11.400
<v Speaker 4>a relationship with a man for I don't know, like

0:29:11.400 --> 0:29:13.920
<v Speaker 4>a year and a half or two, and I broke

0:29:14.000 --> 0:29:16.640
<v Speaker 4>up with him because I didn't like his moves and

0:29:16.760 --> 0:29:19.040
<v Speaker 4>I felt like he needed to do better. And then

0:29:19.120 --> 0:29:21.320
<v Speaker 4>of course I hit him up I don't know, like

0:29:21.560 --> 0:29:24.000
<v Speaker 4>a month after and with the you.

0:29:23.880 --> 0:29:25.320
<v Speaker 2>Know, let's hook up.

0:29:25.880 --> 0:29:28.800
<v Speaker 4>And the next morning he was like distant, he was

0:29:28.840 --> 0:29:32.400
<v Speaker 4>like okay, he wasn't treated me the same because in

0:29:32.480 --> 0:29:34.920
<v Speaker 4>his eyes, it's like, well, you don't want to be

0:29:35.000 --> 0:29:37.200
<v Speaker 4>with me, and now you're just coming over here because

0:29:37.200 --> 0:29:39.440
<v Speaker 4>you want to hook up, so I'm supposed to be

0:29:39.440 --> 0:29:40.040
<v Speaker 4>all over you.

0:29:40.200 --> 0:29:42.800
<v Speaker 3>But like, I still think I think that there's some

0:29:42.960 --> 0:29:43.160
<v Speaker 3>of that.

0:29:43.600 --> 0:29:46.040
<v Speaker 4>He's like, I still feel a type of way you

0:29:46.240 --> 0:29:50.760
<v Speaker 4>leaving me out to dry. Yeah, I get that, and

0:29:50.800 --> 0:29:52.880
<v Speaker 4>I think that there could have been some ego there

0:29:52.880 --> 0:29:56.280
<v Speaker 4>as well. But like I mean, if you're trying to

0:29:56.280 --> 0:30:00.000
<v Speaker 4>get back with me, which is what the situation was.

0:30:00.680 --> 0:30:03.000
<v Speaker 3>Then you should orders for, which is what I thought

0:30:03.000 --> 0:30:03.720
<v Speaker 3>the situation was.

0:30:03.720 --> 0:30:05.680
<v Speaker 2>That's what you thought, didn't that what he said?

0:30:06.640 --> 0:30:09.240
<v Speaker 3>Girl? We don't have conversations like that no more because

0:30:09.880 --> 0:30:10.600
<v Speaker 3>we're not together.

0:30:10.920 --> 0:30:14.719
<v Speaker 4>So it's like I went there on Friday thinking, Oh,

0:30:14.720 --> 0:30:16.840
<v Speaker 4>we're gonna have a conversation, like we're gonna talk. And

0:30:16.880 --> 0:30:18.520
<v Speaker 4>when I was at his house, I was like, I

0:30:18.560 --> 0:30:21.760
<v Speaker 4>don't actually, I don't want to talk about this because

0:30:21.800 --> 0:30:23.840
<v Speaker 4>I don't want to get back together, like I just

0:30:24.680 --> 0:30:25.640
<v Speaker 4>I was literally.

0:30:25.360 --> 0:30:27.760
<v Speaker 3>There just to have sex. So Andrew's right, I should have.

0:30:27.720 --> 0:30:31.600
<v Speaker 4>Left at four am, like thank you, yes, like Mary,

0:30:32.400 --> 0:30:35.560
<v Speaker 4>Andrew does have a point. He does and I and

0:30:35.600 --> 0:30:37.560
<v Speaker 4>I think that's why I was so mad in the morning,

0:30:37.560 --> 0:30:41.200
<v Speaker 4>because I was like, I shouldn't be here. I should

0:30:41.320 --> 0:30:44.160
<v Speaker 4>not be here, and I'm like putting my stuff on

0:30:44.280 --> 0:30:49.680
<v Speaker 4>to leave, and I'm like, I'm like, well, I'm not

0:30:49.720 --> 0:30:50.239
<v Speaker 4>gonna see him.

0:30:50.240 --> 0:30:51.840
<v Speaker 3>I'm not gonna say that I'm leaving. I'm just gonna leave.

0:30:52.120 --> 0:30:54.080
<v Speaker 4>And then I bummed into him at the front door

0:30:54.080 --> 0:30:56.080
<v Speaker 4>and I was like god damn, Like I didn't have

0:30:56.120 --> 0:30:57.120
<v Speaker 4>nothing prepared to say.

0:30:57.200 --> 0:30:58.040
<v Speaker 3>I was just mad.

0:30:59.560 --> 0:31:01.120
<v Speaker 1>You know, how do you spend the rest of your day?

0:31:01.240 --> 0:31:02.840
<v Speaker 1>I mean, it was Saturday, we got.

0:31:02.800 --> 0:31:04.320
<v Speaker 3>This Saturday, we got the news.

0:31:04.440 --> 0:31:06.160
<v Speaker 4>Well, when I was waiting for my uber, I heard

0:31:06.160 --> 0:31:09.280
<v Speaker 4>all the horns honking and people screaming in the street,

0:31:09.720 --> 0:31:12.160
<v Speaker 4>and I was like, what's happening? And then my uber

0:31:12.240 --> 0:31:14.520
<v Speaker 4>driver was like, what's up? And I was like, I

0:31:14.560 --> 0:31:17.400
<v Speaker 4>think maybe the Trump thing, and he turned the radio on.

0:31:18.800 --> 0:31:21.840
<v Speaker 4>We started screaming in the car together. So the rest

0:31:21.840 --> 0:31:23.240
<v Speaker 4>of my Saturday was lovely.

0:31:23.760 --> 0:31:24.960
<v Speaker 2>It was a good Saturday.

0:31:25.360 --> 0:31:25.920
<v Speaker 3>Yeah.

0:31:27.160 --> 0:31:29.800
<v Speaker 1>Oh my god, Sydney's name on on you know, I

0:31:29.960 --> 0:31:36.040
<v Speaker 1>just noticed, did you just change it?

0:31:38.880 --> 0:31:43.080
<v Speaker 4>I'm gonna change And then went to uh the SNL

0:31:43.160 --> 0:31:44.360
<v Speaker 4>taping to see Chappelle.

0:31:44.960 --> 0:31:46.000
<v Speaker 1>Oh my god, how was that?

0:31:47.920 --> 0:31:50.400
<v Speaker 4>First of all, they made us do our own I

0:31:50.480 --> 0:31:52.520
<v Speaker 4>changed my name too. They made us do our own

0:31:53.240 --> 0:31:54.320
<v Speaker 4>COVID tests.

0:31:55.360 --> 0:31:56.640
<v Speaker 2>Oh that ship was.

0:31:56.680 --> 0:32:00.520
<v Speaker 4>I don't want to do stuff to I don't be honest.

0:32:01.120 --> 0:32:04.080
<v Speaker 4>I don't really like masturbating. I want somebody else to

0:32:04.120 --> 0:32:05.880
<v Speaker 4>do it. So that's how I felt.

0:32:06.760 --> 0:32:08.720
<v Speaker 2>I felt like I had to take care of myself

0:32:08.760 --> 0:32:09.920
<v Speaker 2>and I didn't. I didn't want.

0:32:09.800 --> 0:32:17.240
<v Speaker 4>That said, what do I have to do it?

0:32:19.760 --> 0:32:22.000
<v Speaker 2>Yow all the way off.

0:32:22.360 --> 0:32:27.560
<v Speaker 1>Does anybody prefer masturbating over actual intercourse? Right?

0:32:30.440 --> 0:32:32.640
<v Speaker 2>I want somebody else to do it. I don't really want,

0:32:33.200 --> 0:32:35.240
<v Speaker 2>you know, to do it myself.

0:32:35.440 --> 0:32:37.920
<v Speaker 3>Anybody prefers masturbating.

0:32:37.360 --> 0:32:41.560
<v Speaker 2>Over I don't know. I've talked to some men and

0:32:41.600 --> 0:32:43.200
<v Speaker 2>they're like, yeah.

0:32:43.520 --> 0:32:45.960
<v Speaker 3>Rather masturbate than have sex with a human being.

0:32:46.280 --> 0:32:48.560
<v Speaker 1>There are a lot of people that don't know what

0:32:48.560 --> 0:32:50.440
<v Speaker 1>they're doing, so it's like, let me just finish the job.

0:32:51.240 --> 0:32:53.960
<v Speaker 4>M and it's like, you know what you want and

0:32:54.000 --> 0:32:56.680
<v Speaker 4>it's gonna be like boom boom, thank you, bam, mam, mam.

0:32:56.720 --> 0:33:02.560
<v Speaker 2>You know, no, not me AnyWho. Yeah, we went to

0:33:02.680 --> 0:33:03.720
<v Speaker 2>SNL and that was dope.

0:33:03.880 --> 0:33:06.840
<v Speaker 4>That was cool, you know, just to get to see

0:33:07.080 --> 0:33:11.320
<v Speaker 4>comedy again and people doing what they love or they're

0:33:11.400 --> 0:33:15.320
<v Speaker 4>actual getting paid to do a career based thing that

0:33:15.560 --> 0:33:17.440
<v Speaker 4>isn't in the confines of their home.

0:33:17.600 --> 0:33:19.120
<v Speaker 2>It was It was nice to see that.

0:33:20.440 --> 0:33:22.480
<v Speaker 4>But also it was just great to be with my

0:33:22.600 --> 0:33:27.040
<v Speaker 4>friends and like hug each other. Yeah, and it was

0:33:27.080 --> 0:33:29.640
<v Speaker 4>a nice night and we had a nice little group together.

0:33:30.400 --> 0:33:32.240
<v Speaker 4>But you know, we had to leave our mests on

0:33:32.360 --> 0:33:35.480
<v Speaker 4>the entire time from like when we walked into thirty

0:33:35.560 --> 0:33:39.680
<v Speaker 4>rock to. When we left, I was like, but you

0:33:39.760 --> 0:33:42.400
<v Speaker 4>made me like a test, like I should be able

0:33:42.440 --> 0:33:43.120
<v Speaker 4>to take this off.

0:33:43.160 --> 0:33:46.360
<v Speaker 3>Everybody in here is negative. And it was like, no,

0:33:46.680 --> 0:33:47.280
<v Speaker 3>put it on.

0:33:48.440 --> 0:33:51.360
<v Speaker 4>And then they sat us in the nosebleeds in the

0:33:51.440 --> 0:33:55.239
<v Speaker 4>dark corner shadows of snls and I was like, well,

0:33:55.240 --> 0:33:56.480
<v Speaker 4>I'm not going to collap for any of this.

0:33:58.680 --> 0:34:03.120
<v Speaker 2>We was so mad. She was like, I'm glad I

0:34:03.160 --> 0:34:04.240
<v Speaker 2>didn't waste an outfit.

0:34:07.320 --> 0:34:10.600
<v Speaker 1>How many people are there in this in the audience.

0:34:11.880 --> 0:34:12.880
<v Speaker 2>It seemed like a lot.

0:34:13.440 --> 0:34:14.960
<v Speaker 4>It wasn't a lot because they took a bunch of

0:34:14.960 --> 0:34:18.279
<v Speaker 4>the seats out, but everybody that was there had to

0:34:18.320 --> 0:34:22.359
<v Speaker 4>be in a group of eight, So I don't know,

0:34:22.360 --> 0:34:23.960
<v Speaker 4>maybe there was like eight groups of eight.

0:34:24.040 --> 0:34:24.919
<v Speaker 3>I don't have no idea.

0:34:25.400 --> 0:34:27.000
<v Speaker 2>You don't know. I don't do numbers.

0:34:28.239 --> 0:34:33.120
<v Speaker 4>Yeah, I'm not really a numerologist's ma'am. I'm make me quit,

0:34:34.680 --> 0:34:37.120
<v Speaker 4>you know, but I want to go back to Marie.

0:34:37.640 --> 0:34:40.400
<v Speaker 4>You know, this is this is a great time for

0:34:40.560 --> 0:34:43.359
<v Speaker 4>you and other people like yourself.

0:34:44.080 --> 0:34:45.879
<v Speaker 2>It's like the holidays are coming up.

0:34:46.360 --> 0:34:49.759
<v Speaker 4>We don't need to pretend that things are closer than

0:34:49.800 --> 0:34:50.280
<v Speaker 4>they are.

0:34:50.880 --> 0:34:54.320
<v Speaker 2>You know, either either I'm gonna run free or I'll

0:34:54.400 --> 0:34:55.200
<v Speaker 2>be by myself.

0:34:55.239 --> 0:34:59.920
<v Speaker 4>But this is like that grey area during the hellish

0:35:00.160 --> 0:35:02.239
<v Speaker 4>year that we have we don't need.

0:35:02.760 --> 0:35:03.879
<v Speaker 2>We can pick pick.

0:35:04.480 --> 0:35:08.920
<v Speaker 4>You know that dating relationship thing back up in February

0:35:08.920 --> 0:35:12.320
<v Speaker 4>the sixteenth, you know, says cuffing season is among us,

0:35:12.360 --> 0:35:15.279
<v Speaker 4>and uh, you know we uh, I am back to

0:35:15.320 --> 0:35:17.359
<v Speaker 4>getting my little roster together for the twenty twenty one

0:35:17.400 --> 0:35:17.919
<v Speaker 4>school years.

0:35:17.960 --> 0:35:19.279
<v Speaker 3>So don't don't say that.

0:35:20.239 --> 0:35:24.600
<v Speaker 4>You know that's different, because that that's you're like openly dating,

0:35:24.719 --> 0:35:27.320
<v Speaker 4>but you're not looking for the one.

0:35:27.520 --> 0:35:29.200
<v Speaker 3>But I don't think that I was ever looking for

0:35:29.440 --> 0:35:29.919
<v Speaker 3>the one.

0:35:30.280 --> 0:35:33.680
<v Speaker 4>I was having fun with one and it was like, oh,

0:35:33.760 --> 0:35:36.240
<v Speaker 4>this is cool, and then it wasn't cool no more,

0:35:36.480 --> 0:35:37.800
<v Speaker 4>and then he went to Target.

0:35:38.200 --> 0:35:43.080
<v Speaker 3>So that is what happened with that. But I and

0:35:43.200 --> 0:35:43.960
<v Speaker 3>I also.

0:35:43.840 --> 0:35:46.520
<v Speaker 4>Like that text about it being stressful and not knowing

0:35:46.520 --> 0:35:48.239
<v Speaker 4>what I want and not knowing what I need.

0:35:48.320 --> 0:35:50.120
<v Speaker 3>It's like, well you should.

0:35:50.200 --> 0:35:53.200
<v Speaker 4>If it's stressful to be with somebody, why are you

0:35:53.239 --> 0:35:57.040
<v Speaker 4>with that person? Can we be adults about this, Like

0:35:57.080 --> 0:36:00.320
<v Speaker 4>if somebody is like any time you're getting ready to

0:36:00.360 --> 0:36:02.560
<v Speaker 4>see somebody, you're like your heart is beating and your

0:36:02.600 --> 0:36:05.280
<v Speaker 4>palms are sweaty, and you feel like eminem in eight miles.

0:36:05.280 --> 0:36:08.399
<v Speaker 4>Then maybe you need to sit and think about why

0:36:08.480 --> 0:36:12.600
<v Speaker 4>you feel like that before you link up with somebody. No, friend,

0:36:12.719 --> 0:36:16.360
<v Speaker 4>I don't think I think he is stressful, and it

0:36:16.480 --> 0:36:18.520
<v Speaker 4>might have been the moment that he was talking to you,

0:36:18.560 --> 0:36:21.399
<v Speaker 4>but I don't think he means like I'm anxious when

0:36:21.400 --> 0:36:24.960
<v Speaker 4>I'm around you. I think that Sydney, that's exactly what

0:36:25.040 --> 0:36:26.960
<v Speaker 4>he meant, because in the text he was like, I

0:36:27.000 --> 0:36:29.080
<v Speaker 4>feel like I'm gonna disappoint you and blah blah blah

0:36:29.080 --> 0:36:30.719
<v Speaker 4>blah blah, and it's like, well, the language.

0:36:30.440 --> 0:36:32.880
<v Speaker 3>Is wrong here. You would have just said I'm not

0:36:33.040 --> 0:36:34.120
<v Speaker 3>going to disappoint you.

0:36:34.440 --> 0:36:36.920
<v Speaker 4>I'm going to try my best to bla like, but

0:36:36.960 --> 0:36:39.520
<v Speaker 4>the language was ah, this is hard.

0:36:40.160 --> 0:36:41.560
<v Speaker 3>You are hard.

0:36:41.880 --> 0:36:45.160
<v Speaker 4>This is hard, and it's like, okay, well if it's hard,

0:36:45.200 --> 0:36:49.520
<v Speaker 4>then stop doing it because I'm done. It's really not that,

0:36:49.920 --> 0:36:54.440
<v Speaker 4>it's actually quite easy. Like, yes, relationships overall take work.

0:36:54.840 --> 0:36:57.920
<v Speaker 4>But if all you feel like is ah, I'm afraid

0:36:57.920 --> 0:36:59.520
<v Speaker 4>to do this because that might be the wrong move,

0:36:59.680 --> 0:37:01.479
<v Speaker 4>or I don't want to say the wrong thing because

0:37:01.480 --> 0:37:05.480
<v Speaker 4>that might upset her, or is this okay, then that's

0:37:05.600 --> 0:37:07.960
<v Speaker 4>not the person that you're supposed to be with, dude,

0:37:08.000 --> 0:37:13.520
<v Speaker 4>like relax and step back, stand by and step back,

0:37:13.800 --> 0:37:16.879
<v Speaker 4>like what do you what are you doing to see yourself.

0:37:16.560 --> 0:37:19.279
<v Speaker 2>For I mean, I will say I will say.

0:37:19.600 --> 0:37:23.000
<v Speaker 4>You know you guys, remember when I was in a long,

0:37:23.239 --> 0:37:27.080
<v Speaker 4>long relationship and I felt like that, But it had

0:37:27.120 --> 0:37:29.839
<v Speaker 4>nothing to do with her. It was just like I

0:37:29.960 --> 0:37:34.920
<v Speaker 4>was mismanaging my life and my emotions.

0:37:34.360 --> 0:37:36.560
<v Speaker 2>And it was like, I can't really be in a

0:37:36.600 --> 0:37:37.520
<v Speaker 2>relationship right now.

0:37:37.520 --> 0:37:41.239
<v Speaker 4>I need to focus on me and work the work

0:37:41.280 --> 0:37:45.040
<v Speaker 4>that I have to do within myself. So I don't

0:37:45.080 --> 0:37:48.680
<v Speaker 4>necessarily think that like the last person that I was

0:37:48.719 --> 0:37:56.040
<v Speaker 4>with was stressful, but me trying to make someone, not

0:37:56.120 --> 0:37:58.160
<v Speaker 4>make them happy, but me just trying to be a

0:37:58.239 --> 0:38:01.120
<v Speaker 4>present person when I I really couldn't.

0:38:01.200 --> 0:38:02.280
<v Speaker 2>That is stressful.

0:38:02.880 --> 0:38:09.280
<v Speaker 4>Okay, I received that friend, but I also don't care.

0:38:10.120 --> 0:38:16.360
<v Speaker 4>I mean, you know, these things happen, and we have

0:38:17.080 --> 0:38:20.720
<v Speaker 4>instincts and intuition and we have them for a reason.

0:38:21.160 --> 0:38:24.680
<v Speaker 4>And everything in my mind was like should I should

0:38:25.920 --> 0:38:28.960
<v Speaker 4>get in like I knew and I shouldn't have been

0:38:28.960 --> 0:38:29.880
<v Speaker 4>there on Friday.

0:38:30.000 --> 0:38:32.400
<v Speaker 3>I was just being a horny little Haitian.

0:38:32.080 --> 0:38:36.000
<v Speaker 2>And I was like, you were, lady.

0:38:36.560 --> 0:38:38.160
<v Speaker 3>I was like, I'm just sit on it and leave.

0:38:38.239 --> 0:38:39.600
<v Speaker 2>And then it was like you, we're ready.

0:38:40.440 --> 0:38:41.480
<v Speaker 3>I was fully prepared.

0:38:42.000 --> 0:38:45.600
<v Speaker 4>So like what you're saying about being in a relationship

0:38:45.600 --> 0:38:48.719
<v Speaker 4>with somebody and being you know, dealing with depression and

0:38:48.800 --> 0:38:52.480
<v Speaker 4>like being on edge about making somebody happy when you're.

0:38:52.320 --> 0:38:58.440
<v Speaker 3>Not happy is all valid. But and that may or

0:38:58.440 --> 0:39:01.120
<v Speaker 3>may not be the case here with him, but it

0:39:01.520 --> 0:39:03.560
<v Speaker 3>also doesn't matter. He's not my man no more.

0:39:03.680 --> 0:39:06.239
<v Speaker 4>And uh, we're you know, we're moving on working that

0:39:06.360 --> 0:39:08.040
<v Speaker 4>word friend and it is what it is.

0:39:08.200 --> 0:39:09.359
<v Speaker 3>You know, I'm a grown up.

0:39:09.880 --> 0:39:14.399
<v Speaker 4>I mean, you're taking this hit different, hit different, hy

0:39:14.560 --> 0:39:19.600
<v Speaker 4>different hit different. I I just right now, I mean,

0:39:19.840 --> 0:39:25.799
<v Speaker 4>just this would be tough for me to like let

0:39:25.880 --> 0:39:31.360
<v Speaker 4>go of somebody because it feels good to like know

0:39:31.480 --> 0:39:36.160
<v Speaker 4>that somebody is available and can talk to you and

0:39:36.280 --> 0:39:38.640
<v Speaker 4>eventually were like an available babe.

0:39:38.640 --> 0:39:42.160
<v Speaker 3>This person was at Targa, So that's unavailable to me,

0:39:42.719 --> 0:39:42.920
<v Speaker 3>you know.

0:39:44.400 --> 0:39:47.799
<v Speaker 4>And you, I mean, honey, if your emotions are still

0:39:47.840 --> 0:39:49.720
<v Speaker 4>in the uber, we can't work.

0:39:50.040 --> 0:39:51.000
<v Speaker 2>This is not gonna work.

0:39:52.120 --> 0:39:55.759
<v Speaker 4>If you forgot your emotions in the uber, just get

0:39:55.760 --> 0:39:58.640
<v Speaker 4>back in the uber, babe, babe.

0:39:58.560 --> 0:40:00.680
<v Speaker 3>Andrew, you have, that's what you do.

0:40:00.920 --> 0:40:04.279
<v Speaker 1>I don't know, I'm just like, I just think it's

0:40:04.280 --> 0:40:06.440
<v Speaker 1>really great that you had this experience where it's like

0:40:06.480 --> 0:40:08.200
<v Speaker 1>you're able to talk about it and be like, Okay,

0:40:08.480 --> 0:40:11.520
<v Speaker 1>it happened, and I know this is not what I like.

0:40:11.800 --> 0:40:15.880
<v Speaker 1>You know, he still left you at his apartment. He

0:40:15.920 --> 0:40:19.439
<v Speaker 1>didn't rightfully, like not rightfully, he didn't like tell you

0:40:19.640 --> 0:40:22.600
<v Speaker 1>to like leave his apartment, you know while he was gone,

0:40:23.120 --> 0:40:23.279
<v Speaker 1>you know.

0:40:23.440 --> 0:40:25.400
<v Speaker 3>So yes, okay, okay.

0:40:26.360 --> 0:40:29.760
<v Speaker 1>So I don't know. I don't think he's as villainous

0:40:30.000 --> 0:40:32.080
<v Speaker 1>as maybe we're making him out to be.

0:40:32.920 --> 0:40:34.760
<v Speaker 3>I'm not saying that he's the villain.

0:40:36.480 --> 0:40:38.719
<v Speaker 4>I'm saying that I knew I shouldn't have been there,

0:40:38.880 --> 0:40:43.440
<v Speaker 4>and I went after breaking this person to spin out

0:40:43.480 --> 0:40:43.640
<v Speaker 4>of the.

0:40:43.719 --> 0:40:46.920
<v Speaker 1>Night right because that's because that's less scary than meeting

0:40:47.000 --> 0:40:53.480
<v Speaker 1>up with someone else that would be insane. You know, I'm.

0:40:53.320 --> 0:40:53.839
<v Speaker 3>Back out here.

0:40:53.880 --> 0:40:55.640
<v Speaker 4>Wendy Williams says the best way to get over a

0:40:55.680 --> 0:40:56.920
<v Speaker 4>man is to get under another man.

0:40:57.160 --> 0:41:00.600
<v Speaker 1>So we are taking relationship advice from when Williams.

0:41:01.239 --> 0:41:04.759
<v Speaker 4>You won't no no offense. We just can't and we

0:41:04.800 --> 0:41:05.960
<v Speaker 4>won't and we shouldn't.

0:41:06.120 --> 0:41:09.759
<v Speaker 3>And I should take from Wendy Williams is that it's

0:41:09.760 --> 0:41:11.879
<v Speaker 3>how to get over somebody is to get under somebody else.

0:41:11.920 --> 0:41:14.040
<v Speaker 2>I say take I say take her tea.

0:41:14.080 --> 0:41:19.160
<v Speaker 4>And even that's like girl misinformation all the time.

0:41:21.000 --> 0:41:22.720
<v Speaker 3>Sources say that's wrong.

0:41:23.040 --> 0:41:26.280
<v Speaker 1>She doesn't even know how to pronounce corona. She pronounces

0:41:26.320 --> 0:41:28.120
<v Speaker 1>it cornova.

0:41:28.520 --> 0:41:30.279
<v Speaker 2>Hilarious, full mess.

0:41:30.960 --> 0:41:33.080
<v Speaker 3>Well, she's a mess. I hope she gets the help

0:41:33.080 --> 0:41:36.480
<v Speaker 3>that she needs. But these things happen, and it's fine.

0:41:37.560 --> 0:41:38.719
<v Speaker 2>Sometimes I wish that.

0:41:39.239 --> 0:41:45.680
<v Speaker 4>I wish I wasn't a serial monogamous person. I wish I, like,

0:41:46.239 --> 0:41:49.040
<v Speaker 4>I haven't had a well I did have a like

0:41:50.000 --> 0:41:55.000
<v Speaker 4>an eat prey local hoe situation, you know, years ago,

0:41:55.800 --> 0:41:59.919
<v Speaker 4>but I never really got to like go off as

0:42:00.080 --> 0:42:06.040
<v Speaker 4>an adult adults, like my own apartment, you know, just

0:42:06.080 --> 0:42:09.040
<v Speaker 4>having different people up in my in my crib doing

0:42:09.080 --> 0:42:11.960
<v Speaker 4>what I want. I didn't have a uh, she's gotta

0:42:12.040 --> 0:42:15.160
<v Speaker 4>have it, Nola Darling type of life.

0:42:15.280 --> 0:42:16.880
<v Speaker 2>And so sometimes I'm like damn.

0:42:17.680 --> 0:42:21.200
<v Speaker 4>But also I'm like yo, I'm tired, I am exhausted,

0:42:21.280 --> 0:42:24.719
<v Speaker 4>I can't and the apps are stupid and people are

0:42:24.880 --> 0:42:27.760
<v Speaker 4>dumb and not in good places.

0:42:27.840 --> 0:42:28.279
<v Speaker 3>Right now.

0:42:28.400 --> 0:42:31.239
<v Speaker 2>This is just I commend you. I salute you.

0:42:31.360 --> 0:42:34.759
<v Speaker 4>I am tipping my motherfucking hat Forrie because you're doing

0:42:34.840 --> 0:42:35.360
<v Speaker 4>the work.

0:42:35.640 --> 0:42:36.439
<v Speaker 2>You're doing the work.

0:42:36.600 --> 0:42:39.200
<v Speaker 4>No wording that you're using makes it seem like I

0:42:39.239 --> 0:42:41.560
<v Speaker 4>got a revolve and ass door of an.

0:42:41.640 --> 0:42:43.480
<v Speaker 2>No no no no no no no no no no

0:42:43.520 --> 0:42:44.000
<v Speaker 2>no no.

0:42:43.840 --> 0:42:45.920
<v Speaker 3>No, doing the work, babe.

0:42:45.920 --> 0:42:48.680
<v Speaker 4>And it's like, oh, I mean they're like you. Some

0:42:48.920 --> 0:42:51.920
<v Speaker 4>people act like, oh my god, I didn't.

0:42:51.640 --> 0:42:53.400
<v Speaker 2>Work out with somebody, What am I gonna do?

0:42:54.560 --> 0:42:58.360
<v Speaker 4>I'm stuck, And you were like, actually, no, I'm gonna

0:42:58.360 --> 0:43:02.280
<v Speaker 4>get Mike. I'm gonna get i HO adjacent cape back

0:43:02.320 --> 0:43:04.120
<v Speaker 4>on and get back in the streets.

0:43:04.239 --> 0:43:07.400
<v Speaker 3>It's a whole cloak. Uh well, yeah, I think it's.

0:43:07.239 --> 0:43:14.080
<v Speaker 4>Because, as we said, I stop seeing this person. I

0:43:14.120 --> 0:43:16.759
<v Speaker 4>broke up with this dude like three weeks ago, so

0:43:17.000 --> 0:43:20.160
<v Speaker 4>I've had time to think about why I needed to

0:43:20.200 --> 0:43:22.440
<v Speaker 4>do that before I did it, because it was like

0:43:22.480 --> 0:43:24.759
<v Speaker 4>a build up, and then after it happened, it was

0:43:24.800 --> 0:43:26.560
<v Speaker 4>like I felt lighter.

0:43:26.600 --> 0:43:28.839
<v Speaker 3>It was like, oh, that was what I needed to do.

0:43:29.280 --> 0:43:31.520
<v Speaker 3>It was like a weight had been lifted off my shoulders.

0:43:31.920 --> 0:43:34.040
<v Speaker 4>That doesn't mean that I didn't miss, you know, banging them,

0:43:34.200 --> 0:43:38.080
<v Speaker 4>but I ultimately like know that I did the right

0:43:38.120 --> 0:43:39.600
<v Speaker 4>thing by ending things.

0:43:39.840 --> 0:43:42.280
<v Speaker 3>He's not in the like we're not in the right place.

0:43:42.600 --> 0:43:46.160
<v Speaker 3>Our lives are in two completely different lanes right now,

0:43:46.200 --> 0:43:48.439
<v Speaker 3>and it's like I don't have to actually be here.

0:43:48.640 --> 0:43:50.800
<v Speaker 4>I chose to be here, and now I feel dumb

0:43:50.960 --> 0:43:52.880
<v Speaker 4>and I'm mad about it and I'm leaving.

0:43:53.120 --> 0:43:55.000
<v Speaker 3>So that's it's not that.

0:43:55.000 --> 0:43:59.360
<v Speaker 4>I'm like I'm more mature and also like I don't

0:43:59.480 --> 0:44:02.080
<v Speaker 4>when somebody shows you the true colors, you just gotta

0:44:02.120 --> 0:44:04.120
<v Speaker 4>believe them, siss. And it was like I knew what

0:44:04.239 --> 0:44:06.720
<v Speaker 4>you were when I got here on Friday.

0:44:07.840 --> 0:44:09.200
<v Speaker 2>What's that true colors?

0:44:10.719 --> 0:44:14.960
<v Speaker 3>Uh, it's like your aura is very shady. It's it's

0:44:14.960 --> 0:44:18.560
<v Speaker 3>in the air. Yeah, we talked full circle. Sys, Let's

0:44:18.560 --> 0:44:19.080
<v Speaker 3>go back.

0:44:18.880 --> 0:44:21.960
<v Speaker 4>To uh the beginning of the episode.

0:44:23.760 --> 0:44:28.440
<v Speaker 3>It's a little orange. But I mean, I don't know.

0:44:28.640 --> 0:44:31.080
<v Speaker 4>I feel like Sidney, you're a nice person and you

0:44:31.600 --> 0:44:36.040
<v Speaker 4>sometimes put people above yourself and you could take better

0:44:36.080 --> 0:44:39.640
<v Speaker 4>care of yourself but you don't want to. But I

0:44:39.680 --> 0:44:41.560
<v Speaker 4>feel like you're doing some of the work and you

0:44:41.640 --> 0:44:45.200
<v Speaker 4>just got to keep doing that work, that's all. And

0:44:45.239 --> 0:44:48.200
<v Speaker 4>you like being in relationships. You love a long ass relationship,

0:44:50.920 --> 0:44:54.560
<v Speaker 4>Sydney and miss Bitch.

0:44:55.600 --> 0:44:59.280
<v Speaker 2>I just it's not that I don't get complacent.

0:44:59.360 --> 0:45:02.480
<v Speaker 4>It's just like I know know that I have ADHD

0:45:02.640 --> 0:45:03.680
<v Speaker 4>and I can't.

0:45:03.960 --> 0:45:05.799
<v Speaker 2>I can't have all these you know that.

0:45:05.960 --> 0:45:07.560
<v Speaker 4>You know what I tried to do in the beginning

0:45:07.600 --> 0:45:09.240
<v Speaker 4>of the quarantine, and that was just dumb.

0:45:10.800 --> 0:45:13.160
<v Speaker 2>So I gotta stay more focused.

0:45:14.400 --> 0:45:16.640
<v Speaker 3>Well, we're not all built the same. Some people like

0:45:16.920 --> 0:45:18.080
<v Speaker 3>being in relationships.

0:45:18.080 --> 0:45:20.879
<v Speaker 4>They find what they like, they find what makes them

0:45:20.880 --> 0:45:23.880
<v Speaker 4>feel good, and they they're there. Other people, you know,

0:45:23.920 --> 0:45:26.319
<v Speaker 4>they it's like a buffet. They want a little bit

0:45:26.320 --> 0:45:28.359
<v Speaker 4>of everything. They want somebody to do this, They want

0:45:28.400 --> 0:45:31.040
<v Speaker 4>somebody to do that. They're like, well, I need this

0:45:31.080 --> 0:45:34.440
<v Speaker 4>person for that. This person eats my ass, this person

0:45:34.920 --> 0:45:36.960
<v Speaker 4>has a car, you know what I mean. Like people,

0:45:38.120 --> 0:45:39.960
<v Speaker 4>some people like to do a little bit of everything,

0:45:41.800 --> 0:45:44.280
<v Speaker 4>and some people like to one person to do everything

0:45:44.320 --> 0:45:44.719
<v Speaker 4>for them.

0:45:44.920 --> 0:45:47.040
<v Speaker 3>So I think that's who we are.

0:45:47.160 --> 0:45:50.879
<v Speaker 2>Friend. Yeah, Andrew, I'm surprised that you didn't change your name.

0:45:51.719 --> 0:45:55.040
<v Speaker 1>Oh, I'll change it right now. Let's see.

0:45:55.480 --> 0:45:57.760
<v Speaker 4>I think we name yeah, because you know, I'm taking

0:45:57.760 --> 0:45:58.399
<v Speaker 4>a picture of it.

0:46:04.080 --> 0:46:12.000
<v Speaker 1>There we go, Marie, Do.

0:46:13.920 --> 0:46:15.719
<v Speaker 2>I like that? I love that for you.

0:46:16.040 --> 0:46:18.160
<v Speaker 1>I'm gonna I'm gonna forget that I named myself this

0:46:18.239 --> 0:46:20.879
<v Speaker 1>and go into the next zoom and fully.

0:46:20.560 --> 0:46:23.239
<v Speaker 4>Be Marie no, No, I think it'll go back to

0:46:23.280 --> 0:46:23.840
<v Speaker 4>the default.

0:46:24.080 --> 0:46:27.959
<v Speaker 2>You'll go back to Is that true? Yeah, so it does.

0:46:29.239 --> 0:46:30.719
<v Speaker 1>I don't want an hr complain.

0:46:30.600 --> 0:46:33.200
<v Speaker 4>A zoom background. It don't come back for the next thing.

0:46:33.360 --> 0:46:35.000
<v Speaker 4>I actually don't know how to do background.

0:46:36.840 --> 0:46:39.759
<v Speaker 1>Wait does this man listen to the podcast? Still?

0:46:40.120 --> 0:46:43.719
<v Speaker 2>Surely do? Sure? Sure does?

0:46:44.400 --> 0:46:48.160
<v Speaker 1>Okay, just wanted to clarify. Okay, Well, I.

0:46:48.160 --> 0:46:52.200
<v Speaker 4>Didn't say anything bad, anything bad, and I said all

0:46:52.280 --> 0:46:54.839
<v Speaker 4>things that I would say to him if I ever

0:46:54.920 --> 0:47:00.280
<v Speaker 4>responded to his text. But you know, also he should

0:47:00.280 --> 0:47:02.040
<v Speaker 4>it be listening to the podcast because I'll stress you

0:47:02.040 --> 0:47:03.280
<v Speaker 4>about So why are you listening?

0:47:03.520 --> 0:47:05.040
<v Speaker 3>Why are you listening to me? At work?

0:47:05.840 --> 0:47:10.680
<v Speaker 4>Oh my god, Marie, Marie, you feel some type away?

0:47:11.120 --> 0:47:15.960
<v Speaker 2>Feel some type away? You feel some type away?

0:47:17.040 --> 0:47:21.960
<v Speaker 3>Anyway, I feel fine. Anything else on the docket for

0:47:22.040 --> 0:47:22.920
<v Speaker 3>the day? Andrew?

0:47:23.280 --> 0:47:27.040
<v Speaker 4>Uh, where are you in terms of single ass Marie

0:47:27.239 --> 0:47:28.320
<v Speaker 4>and monogamous?

0:47:28.640 --> 0:47:28.839
<v Speaker 2>Where?

0:47:29.000 --> 0:47:29.160
<v Speaker 4>Oh?

0:47:29.680 --> 0:47:32.560
<v Speaker 1>I'm leaning more toward the Sydney of it all.

0:47:32.920 --> 0:47:35.920
<v Speaker 4>Ay, let's go, let's go.

0:47:37.640 --> 0:47:40.799
<v Speaker 1>Okay, Yeah, no, it's been. It started off, like, you know,

0:47:40.880 --> 0:47:45.279
<v Speaker 1>a week before quarantine meeting up and I was like, oh,

0:47:45.360 --> 0:47:47.440
<v Speaker 1>I don't know if I would like typically like still

0:47:47.760 --> 0:47:51.680
<v Speaker 1>see that person. But like just the fact that you know,

0:47:51.800 --> 0:47:55.520
<v Speaker 1>we were like comforting each other during the craziness.

0:47:54.960 --> 0:47:58.680
<v Speaker 3>Of marchin comforting each other exactly.

0:47:58.960 --> 0:48:01.240
<v Speaker 1>Yes, And I love.

0:48:01.080 --> 0:48:04.280
<v Speaker 2>A support uh dog type of situation.

0:48:05.840 --> 0:48:13.359
<v Speaker 1>Yes, support dog Dick. Yes, I hate that visual. That's disgusting.

0:48:14.600 --> 0:48:17.719
<v Speaker 1>I will write it down if you'd like. But yeah, no,

0:48:17.840 --> 0:48:18.920
<v Speaker 1>it's it's going well.

0:48:19.600 --> 0:48:21.439
<v Speaker 2>Emotional support, Dick.

0:48:21.960 --> 0:48:23.160
<v Speaker 1>Emotional support Dick.

0:48:23.239 --> 0:48:24.640
<v Speaker 2>Okay, that's what it is.

0:48:26.600 --> 0:48:27.200
<v Speaker 3>We're talking about the.

0:48:27.200 --> 0:48:29.640
<v Speaker 1>Dogs, Dick, and we don't want to we don't want

0:48:29.640 --> 0:48:31.080
<v Speaker 1>to talk about that, but.

0:48:31.160 --> 0:48:34.320
<v Speaker 2>We do want people to click. So I'm just saying.

0:48:35.040 --> 0:48:37.360
<v Speaker 1>Emotional support, Dick. I think they'll come.

0:48:37.200 --> 0:48:42.000
<v Speaker 4>Out for Okay, Okay, so go ahead, Andrew, you were

0:48:42.000 --> 0:48:43.040
<v Speaker 4>comforting each other.

0:48:43.000 --> 0:48:48.279
<v Speaker 1>Emotional and and I don't know how much I want to, like,

0:48:48.360 --> 0:48:50.480
<v Speaker 1>I guess talk about it in a public format.

0:48:50.560 --> 0:48:52.720
<v Speaker 2>But wow, things have changed.

0:48:54.800 --> 0:48:57.560
<v Speaker 1>That's how you know. That's how you know? Like I care?

0:48:58.200 --> 0:49:02.080
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, yep, So what the fuck are me and Marie?

0:49:02.160 --> 0:49:02.600
<v Speaker 3>We care?

0:49:04.080 --> 0:49:07.799
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, Marie's pretty complacent about this man listening to this

0:49:07.960 --> 0:49:12.400
<v Speaker 1>entire episode. Uh so, yeah, no, it's going well. He

0:49:12.920 --> 0:49:15.080
<v Speaker 1>met my mom and sister the other day.

0:49:15.160 --> 0:49:19.840
<v Speaker 4>Oh bitch, Oh wow, you're beyond Sydney.

0:49:19.920 --> 0:49:22.359
<v Speaker 3>You are you getting a ring? He went to jail.

0:49:22.400 --> 0:49:24.000
<v Speaker 1>Okay, No, here's the thing I was.

0:49:24.120 --> 0:49:25.919
<v Speaker 2>I was, here's the thing. Here's the thing.

0:49:26.560 --> 0:49:30.160
<v Speaker 1>Over the weekend, while everyone was celebrating in their in

0:49:30.200 --> 0:49:33.720
<v Speaker 1>their giant cities, I was at home and in Red County,

0:49:33.880 --> 0:49:34.520
<v Speaker 1>you know what I mean.

0:49:34.719 --> 0:49:35.720
<v Speaker 2>I can't believe.

0:49:36.080 --> 0:49:38.600
<v Speaker 4>I'm blown away that you would take you would take

0:49:38.640 --> 0:49:41.280
<v Speaker 4>your gay ass all the way to Long Island.

0:49:42.320 --> 0:49:46.600
<v Speaker 1>I'm not from Long Island for the last time, Sydney,

0:49:47.680 --> 0:49:51.520
<v Speaker 1>from from New Jersey, Long Island from like the southern

0:49:51.600 --> 0:49:54.560
<v Speaker 1>point of New Jersey, and uh, and so like no

0:49:54.560 --> 0:49:57.600
<v Speaker 1>one was celebrating on Saturday. It's like another day, no one.

0:49:57.960 --> 0:49:59.839
<v Speaker 1>It was whatever, And so I wanted to come back.

0:50:00.280 --> 0:50:02.960
<v Speaker 1>Even Kathy, Kathy was Kathy.

0:50:03.160 --> 0:50:03.319
<v Speaker 4>Yeah.

0:50:03.360 --> 0:50:06.040
<v Speaker 1>I mean we went to the beach and we had

0:50:06.480 --> 0:50:08.160
<v Speaker 1>she had her first white claw on the beach. It

0:50:08.239 --> 0:50:12.120
<v Speaker 1>was cute, and so that was a celebration. Then on Sunday,

0:50:12.600 --> 0:50:14.520
<v Speaker 1>my mom obviously doesn't want to drive all the way

0:50:14.520 --> 0:50:15.920
<v Speaker 1>back to New York City. That's like a two and

0:50:15.960 --> 0:50:20.799
<v Speaker 1>a half hour drive one way, and so my you know,

0:50:21.400 --> 0:50:25.359
<v Speaker 1>emotional support. Dick. He texted and he said, I can

0:50:25.400 --> 0:50:26.759
<v Speaker 1>pick you up, and I was like, you're not coming

0:50:26.800 --> 0:50:27.320
<v Speaker 1>all the way.

0:50:27.200 --> 0:50:30.160
<v Speaker 2>Either, so we just can't pick you. Now that gets

0:50:30.200 --> 0:50:32.640
<v Speaker 2>me wet, I can pick you up.

0:50:33.200 --> 0:50:34.960
<v Speaker 1>Whoa, And so we met halfway.

0:50:35.280 --> 0:50:38.000
<v Speaker 3>Yeah, list so your mom drove you an hour, he

0:50:38.120 --> 0:50:38.759
<v Speaker 3>drove an hour.

0:50:39.440 --> 0:50:42.480
<v Speaker 2>Yes, Oh, you guys are in college. That's so cute.

0:50:43.440 --> 0:50:45.080
<v Speaker 3>You have laundry in the car.

0:50:45.440 --> 0:50:48.439
<v Speaker 1>Oh yeah, of course, yeah, one car to the other.

0:50:51.640 --> 0:50:55.320
<v Speaker 1>It's going well, oh he has a car. Well he's

0:50:55.760 --> 0:50:58.280
<v Speaker 1>here's he's from New Jersey. He lives in New Jersey.

0:50:58.600 --> 0:51:00.799
<v Speaker 1>That's a little bit of a dowd. But you know

0:51:01.040 --> 0:51:02.040
<v Speaker 1>that means he has a really.

0:51:01.960 --> 0:51:06.600
<v Speaker 2>Nice you say it, down grade.

0:51:06.400 --> 0:51:08.120
<v Speaker 3>Lower at a lower volume university.

0:51:08.719 --> 0:51:13.200
<v Speaker 2>Yes, that should be the title. Dating in New Jersey

0:51:13.280 --> 0:51:14.040
<v Speaker 2>is a downgrade.

0:51:15.280 --> 0:51:16.399
<v Speaker 1>It's getting a little long.

0:51:17.640 --> 0:51:19.480
<v Speaker 2>You're right, you're right, Okay, Sorry.

0:51:20.440 --> 0:51:23.520
<v Speaker 3>You're trying to alienate the New Jerseyans.

0:51:23.280 --> 0:51:26.040
<v Speaker 4>Absolutely, especially if they're voting for fucking drunk.

0:51:26.239 --> 0:51:27.760
<v Speaker 3>Did Jersey go blue or red?

0:51:28.040 --> 0:51:32.799
<v Speaker 1>Blue? But there's like, you know, it's there's parts that

0:51:32.840 --> 0:51:34.080
<v Speaker 1>are read obviously.

0:51:34.160 --> 0:51:36.239
<v Speaker 3>Yes, well, most of the country is red.

0:51:37.000 --> 0:51:42.000
<v Speaker 4>The major the majorly populated cities are blue, and that's

0:51:42.040 --> 0:51:43.439
<v Speaker 4>what turns the state red.

0:51:43.880 --> 0:51:48.160
<v Speaker 3>I mean, oh, Wow, what are time to be alive?

0:51:48.239 --> 0:51:53.040
<v Speaker 4>Everybody's in love and living their very best lives this week.

0:51:53.080 --> 0:51:53.960
<v Speaker 3>I love this for us.

0:51:55.200 --> 0:51:58.479
<v Speaker 4>I mean I saw Marie on Saturday and I was like, wow,

0:51:58.520 --> 0:51:59.600
<v Speaker 4>Marie looks so good.

0:52:00.239 --> 0:52:00.880
<v Speaker 2>I would date her.

0:52:02.160 --> 0:52:06.000
<v Speaker 3>Thank you Sidney emotionally support coach.

0:52:07.600 --> 0:52:11.160
<v Speaker 4>I was like, damn Saturday, I almost tried to try

0:52:11.280 --> 0:52:13.359
<v Speaker 4>tried to hold your hand when we were in the park.

0:52:14.280 --> 0:52:16.239
<v Speaker 3>Well, that's because your fingers were cold and you were.

0:52:17.640 --> 0:52:23.719
<v Speaker 2>And so I was holding Devin's hand. I was so cold.

0:52:24.120 --> 0:52:26.800
<v Speaker 3>First of all, watch it it was hot on Saturday.

0:52:26.880 --> 0:52:29.320
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, it wasn't cold. What are you talking about.

0:52:29.840 --> 0:52:34.920
<v Speaker 3>We were outside in no coats. The park felt very.

0:52:36.360 --> 0:52:40.320
<v Speaker 4>I am legend, but like instead of zombies, it was young,

0:52:40.600 --> 0:52:42.759
<v Speaker 4>drunk white people and at.

0:52:42.680 --> 0:52:44.520
<v Speaker 2>One point they started, which are also zombies.

0:52:48.000 --> 0:52:49.799
<v Speaker 4>This drunk girl came over to us and she's like,

0:52:49.840 --> 0:52:52.360
<v Speaker 4>when I say Biden, you say Harris.

0:52:52.440 --> 0:52:55.279
<v Speaker 3>And we just looked at her and she was like,

0:52:55.400 --> 0:52:56.240
<v Speaker 3>what the fuck?

0:52:56.760 --> 0:52:58.760
<v Speaker 2>Really? So you voted for Trump?

0:52:58.760 --> 0:53:00.520
<v Speaker 4>And it was like, bitch, if you don't take you

0:53:00.600 --> 0:53:03.440
<v Speaker 4>and your skippies out of here goodbye, you gonna.

0:53:03.239 --> 0:53:06.000
<v Speaker 3>Get them rolled up. Tori Birch flats up out my.

0:53:06.120 --> 0:53:10.400
<v Speaker 4>Face, but yeah, she she was very drunk. Everybody in

0:53:10.440 --> 0:53:14.000
<v Speaker 4>the park was wasted. And at one point somebody started

0:53:14.040 --> 0:53:15.440
<v Speaker 4>lighting fireworks and we were like.

0:53:15.400 --> 0:53:16.040
<v Speaker 3>We gotta go.

0:53:16.360 --> 0:53:19.200
<v Speaker 2>Some some white guy was burning a flag.

0:53:19.320 --> 0:53:22.160
<v Speaker 4>It was crazy. I was like, what is this? Are

0:53:22.160 --> 0:53:23.280
<v Speaker 4>we gonna die here tonight?

0:53:23.320 --> 0:53:25.960
<v Speaker 2>We gotta go. Sprinklers.

0:53:26.000 --> 0:53:28.160
<v Speaker 4>The sprinklers went on and caught people and that was

0:53:28.200 --> 0:53:32.240
<v Speaker 4>so funny. Yeah, that I loved. I love to see.

0:53:32.520 --> 0:53:36.560
<v Speaker 3>I do actually love that. All in all, a beautiful saturday.

0:53:37.600 --> 0:53:41.480
<v Speaker 4>Oh but before uh well not before we go, but oh,

0:53:41.520 --> 0:53:43.360
<v Speaker 4>I I have an update that.

0:53:45.160 --> 0:53:49.640
<v Speaker 2>You know, my lover is gonna be here for a while.

0:53:50.080 --> 0:53:55.439
<v Speaker 4>And I'm really excited because I think when I get

0:53:55.480 --> 0:53:58.400
<v Speaker 4>in the house by myself, like I love my space

0:53:59.120 --> 0:54:03.600
<v Speaker 4>because I know that I'm going to procrastinate, I'm gonna

0:54:04.120 --> 0:54:08.320
<v Speaker 4>bullshit procrastinate bullshit, I'm gonna get in a really dark

0:54:08.360 --> 0:54:11.160
<v Speaker 4>place and I don't have to worry about somebody hovering

0:54:11.200 --> 0:54:14.560
<v Speaker 4>over me, and so I think it's probably best that

0:54:14.960 --> 0:54:18.440
<v Speaker 4>somebody is here making sure I'm like getting up and

0:54:18.480 --> 0:54:22.200
<v Speaker 4>I'm eating and I'm making sure there's lights on in

0:54:22.239 --> 0:54:24.520
<v Speaker 4>the house and not being in the dark.

0:54:24.960 --> 0:54:26.640
<v Speaker 3>I feel like there's always lights on at your house.

0:54:26.719 --> 0:54:28.560
<v Speaker 3>Don't do that. You definitely don't need nobody, don't.

0:54:28.719 --> 0:54:31.160
<v Speaker 1>It wasn't like that pink like light.

0:54:31.480 --> 0:54:34.560
<v Speaker 3>He doesn't turn them off, So what do you say?

0:54:36.440 --> 0:54:37.920
<v Speaker 2>No? But I think I need to stop.

0:54:37.960 --> 0:54:40.440
<v Speaker 4>I like love when it hits five o'clock because then

0:54:40.480 --> 0:54:42.600
<v Speaker 4>it's like, hey, I can make it look like a

0:54:42.680 --> 0:54:45.560
<v Speaker 4>nightclurb in here, and it's just like, girl.

0:54:45.520 --> 0:54:47.719
<v Speaker 1>You're the only person that's getting excited about it being

0:54:47.719 --> 0:54:50.680
<v Speaker 1>pitch dark at five. I hate this. This is the world.

0:54:51.200 --> 0:54:54.040
<v Speaker 4>Yesterday I spent most of the day procrastinating because I

0:54:54.040 --> 0:54:55.600
<v Speaker 4>was like, oh, I'm gonna do this and then I'm

0:54:55.600 --> 0:54:58.400
<v Speaker 4>gonna go outside this And then I looked and I was.

0:54:58.360 --> 0:55:00.839
<v Speaker 3>Like, why is this so dark? It's nice time? And

0:55:00.880 --> 0:55:03.279
<v Speaker 3>it was five pm? And I was like, why did

0:55:03.280 --> 0:55:06.840
<v Speaker 3>anybody tell me? I mean, I guess it was a

0:55:06.880 --> 0:55:09.040
<v Speaker 3>little bit earlier than that. But the sun starts to

0:55:09.040 --> 0:55:11.520
<v Speaker 3>go down. I think at like three it does.

0:55:11.920 --> 0:55:13.040
<v Speaker 2>It really really does.

0:55:14.080 --> 0:55:18.080
<v Speaker 3>So Sidney, you're gonna have somebody to chaperone you, is

0:55:18.080 --> 0:55:18.680
<v Speaker 3>what you was saying.

0:55:19.280 --> 0:55:22.239
<v Speaker 4>Not chaperone, but just hold me accountable and make sure

0:55:22.280 --> 0:55:27.680
<v Speaker 4>that like you know, because I forgot that, like oh,

0:55:27.840 --> 0:55:32.720
<v Speaker 4>I was already depressed, right, So then there's like pandemic depression,

0:55:33.160 --> 0:55:35.960
<v Speaker 4>and then there's seasonal depression. So it's like a depression

0:55:36.080 --> 0:55:40.480
<v Speaker 4>sandwich in this bitch, and I can't have this. I'm

0:55:40.520 --> 0:55:45.839
<v Speaker 4>not on this time. I'm not on my watch. That's nonexistent. Yeah,

0:55:45.880 --> 0:55:48.959
<v Speaker 4>you're definitely doing with like double stuffed depression over there.

0:55:49.120 --> 0:55:53.600
<v Speaker 4>And I think that it's important to I mean, I

0:55:53.640 --> 0:55:55.880
<v Speaker 4>get it because I'm to be in the house by myself.

0:55:55.920 --> 0:55:58.520
<v Speaker 4>And then sometimes somebody will call me and they'll be

0:55:58.600 --> 0:56:01.080
<v Speaker 4>like or they'll text me and be like, girl, I'm

0:56:01.120 --> 0:56:04.080
<v Speaker 4>outside or are you home? And it's like I know

0:56:04.120 --> 0:56:05.399
<v Speaker 4>the person wants to come in.

0:56:05.440 --> 0:56:09.040
<v Speaker 2>Here, and it's like, yeah, yeah, this is my space.

0:56:11.280 --> 0:56:14.880
<v Speaker 4>I mean it's up and down, but usually I like

0:56:14.920 --> 0:56:16.680
<v Speaker 4>to be here by myself for.

0:56:16.560 --> 0:56:17.720
<v Speaker 3>The most part.

0:56:17.920 --> 0:56:19.759
<v Speaker 4>But every once in a while, like my cousin will

0:56:19.840 --> 0:56:23.000
<v Speaker 4>will be like, I'm downstairs with some banana pudding and

0:56:23.040 --> 0:56:26.000
<v Speaker 4>I'll be like, it's always nice to see him, you know,

0:56:26.040 --> 0:56:29.000
<v Speaker 4>he like always makes me feel better because he's just nice.

0:56:30.400 --> 0:56:32.080
<v Speaker 4>And then certain friends will come over and it's like,

0:56:32.080 --> 0:56:33.719
<v Speaker 4>I guess it's nice to see her too.

0:56:34.840 --> 0:56:36.040
<v Speaker 2>Is she talking about me?

0:56:36.239 --> 0:56:40.799
<v Speaker 4>Who knowsh You'll never know but you'll never fucking yo.

0:56:41.000 --> 0:56:43.120
<v Speaker 2>But yeah, I think.

0:56:43.000 --> 0:56:45.560
<v Speaker 4>It's important to not isolate ourselves. And I'm saying that

0:56:45.560 --> 0:56:47.760
<v Speaker 4>as somebody who likes to be in the house by myself.

0:56:47.800 --> 0:56:51.200
<v Speaker 4>But I think it's important too. Even if you're giving

0:56:51.239 --> 0:56:53.839
<v Speaker 4>yourself like maybe two days a week where you either

0:56:53.920 --> 0:56:55.920
<v Speaker 4>one you go to somebody else's house or two you

0:56:55.960 --> 0:56:58.799
<v Speaker 4>invite someone into your space. I think that that is

0:56:59.120 --> 0:57:03.759
<v Speaker 4>very important, you know, safely, of course. But I mean,

0:57:03.760 --> 0:57:05.920
<v Speaker 4>I'm having y'all come over this weekend. This weekend and

0:57:05.960 --> 0:57:07.000
<v Speaker 4>I'm cooking for my friends.

0:57:07.239 --> 0:57:13.319
<v Speaker 2>I can't wait. I'm going to kiss you on the mouth. What. Yeah,

0:57:13.400 --> 0:57:14.160
<v Speaker 2>I'm excited.

0:57:14.400 --> 0:57:17.320
<v Speaker 4>I don't know where you're cooking, but whatever, it is

0:57:17.360 --> 0:57:21.080
<v Speaker 4>going to be, like, m better. Yeah, I'm looking at

0:57:21.120 --> 0:57:25.000
<v Speaker 4>recipes on the Epicurious in the New York Times.

0:57:25.000 --> 0:57:26.120
<v Speaker 3>What should I cook for the week?

0:57:27.160 --> 0:57:27.480
<v Speaker 2>Do you have?

0:57:27.680 --> 0:57:30.680
<v Speaker 4>Do you have something that you a suggestion friend that

0:57:30.800 --> 0:57:33.680
<v Speaker 4>might get my creative cooking juices flowing?

0:57:35.080 --> 0:57:40.040
<v Speaker 2>Something with noodles? Okay, like Apasta?

0:57:40.840 --> 0:57:45.600
<v Speaker 1>When is sid can Cook coming back? We talk about it?

0:57:45.720 --> 0:57:49.600
<v Speaker 3>Or maybe when is it coming back?

0:57:49.840 --> 0:57:52.640
<v Speaker 2>Baby? Yeah?

0:57:52.680 --> 0:57:55.439
<v Speaker 4>I think I I think I've hit rock bottom right

0:57:55.480 --> 0:57:57.880
<v Speaker 4>now in the sense that like I don't want to

0:57:57.920 --> 0:58:01.600
<v Speaker 4>do anything, Like I stayed up all last night trying

0:58:01.600 --> 0:58:05.160
<v Speaker 4>to finish this writing packet and I just don't.

0:58:05.480 --> 0:58:08.680
<v Speaker 2>I don't have it any and so I want to

0:58:08.720 --> 0:58:12.240
<v Speaker 2>do sid can't cook, But I'm also like, I don't.

0:58:12.400 --> 0:58:14.240
<v Speaker 2>I don't have it. I don't have it.

0:58:14.920 --> 0:58:17.600
<v Speaker 4>If somebody, if Carolina came down here and helped me

0:58:17.640 --> 0:58:22.440
<v Speaker 4>set up, I could probably do it. But me having

0:58:22.440 --> 0:58:24.320
<v Speaker 4>to do it on my own and like go to

0:58:24.360 --> 0:58:27.560
<v Speaker 4>the grocery store and and then set everything. Marie, you

0:58:27.600 --> 0:58:30.160
<v Speaker 4>saw when you come here, Like I'm doing it all

0:58:30.240 --> 0:58:33.400
<v Speaker 4>day and I'm going crazy and I'm making sure everything

0:58:33.480 --> 0:58:38.040
<v Speaker 4>is on time, and and she's eating the oven at noon.

0:58:38.240 --> 0:58:43.280
<v Speaker 4>It's like this here oven is hot, but she's putting

0:58:43.320 --> 0:58:47.520
<v Speaker 4>on a look. She's encrusting her eyes with jewels.

0:58:47.640 --> 0:58:51.000
<v Speaker 3>She's sick, can't cook. Is an all day affair for real?

0:58:51.080 --> 0:58:51.600
<v Speaker 2>And I get it.

0:58:51.680 --> 0:58:55.360
<v Speaker 3>Yeah, I guess it's draining, but I mean not.

0:58:55.240 --> 0:58:57.880
<v Speaker 4>Really, It's just one day. It's like one day girl

0:58:57.920 --> 0:59:00.320
<v Speaker 4>that actually you enjoyed doing.

0:59:00.400 --> 0:59:02.320
<v Speaker 2>But I think I.

0:59:04.600 --> 0:59:07.480
<v Speaker 4>Definitely have to go get a therapist again, because I

0:59:07.520 --> 0:59:10.000
<v Speaker 4>think I'm in a I think I'm in a.

0:59:09.960 --> 0:59:14.080
<v Speaker 2>Really not a good place. I'm not. I don't think

0:59:14.120 --> 0:59:14.439
<v Speaker 2>I am.

0:59:15.320 --> 0:59:18.760
<v Speaker 4>Okay, actually, well, I mean I think that you just

0:59:18.800 --> 0:59:23.160
<v Speaker 4>said that you're in a double triple stuffed depression sandwich

0:59:23.400 --> 0:59:27.680
<v Speaker 4>a big mac if you will. But you know, I

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<v Speaker 4>had been doing a lot of research on depression recently

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<v Speaker 4>because of, you know, my current situation. And it's more

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<v Speaker 4>than just antidepressants. It's you have to make lifestyle changes.

0:59:39.640 --> 0:59:43.480
<v Speaker 4>The food that you eat affects your mood, the like

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<v Speaker 4>working out is also something that like makes people happy

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<v Speaker 4>when you're done doing it. Like it's stuff that's gonna

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<v Speaker 4>like give you dopamine and serotonin and like bring you joy.

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<v Speaker 4>But you have to change more than just you know,

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<v Speaker 4>whether or not you're on antidepressants in order to actually

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<v Speaker 4>be happy.

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<v Speaker 3>When it comes to depression.

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<v Speaker 4>Yeah, no, absolutely, And I know that from just like

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<v Speaker 4>personal experience, because yeah, I'm on antidepressants and.

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<v Speaker 2>I'm I'm doing better than I.

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<v Speaker 4>Was last year, but oh my god, like I'm still struggling.

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<v Speaker 4>So I don't even know how I was managing last year,

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<v Speaker 4>to be honest, And it's gracious, you know, like I

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<v Speaker 4>still feel blah, Like I got I got some kind

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<v Speaker 4>of good news yesterday, and I felt nothing. I was

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<v Speaker 4>just like, Okay, and yesterday, oh about that podcast for

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<v Speaker 4>Sydney is cheating on this podcast with yet another podcast.

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<v Speaker 2>I'm not cheating. I'm trying to double the numbers, honey.

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<v Speaker 3>Okay. I love that for us.

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<v Speaker 4>And I'm trying to get Marie more money.

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<v Speaker 3>I love that for me even more.

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<v Speaker 4>I'm trying to get and I'm trying to get Andrew

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<v Speaker 4>some work.

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<v Speaker 3>Okay, So Sydney, what are you gonna do? What are

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<v Speaker 3>I mean? Today? The week is almost over? What are

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<v Speaker 3>some things we're gonna do?

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<v Speaker 4>Maybe give me like two give me something you're gonna

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<v Speaker 4>do this week to combat this feeling of blindness.

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<v Speaker 2>I have to clean my house. Like my house is just.

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<v Speaker 4>I hate it, like it's probably the worst it's ever

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<v Speaker 4>been at this moment.

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<v Speaker 3>Really let me see.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, I feel like you just showed the other corner.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm like, Okay, it looks fine.

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<v Speaker 4>The living room is okay, but like the second bedroom,

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<v Speaker 4>oh my god, so rich the second bedroom is isn't

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<v Speaker 4>mess my bedroom?

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<v Speaker 2>I have like clothes on the floor.

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<v Speaker 4>Remember when I took those clothes out of my dresser,

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<v Speaker 4>They're still on the floor.

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<v Speaker 2>Well, no, I think I close.

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<v Speaker 3>I don't remember that, friend, when.

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<v Speaker 4>You came over for turkey burgers, I had clothes all

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<v Speaker 4>over the floor, right, But.

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<v Speaker 3>I don't remember you taking them out. I just feel

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<v Speaker 3>like that's.

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<v Speaker 2>Why I was on the phone with you when I

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<v Speaker 2>took them out of my dresser.

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<v Speaker 4>So to answer your question, remember when I took those

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<v Speaker 4>clothes out my dresser?

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<v Speaker 2>Remember?

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<v Speaker 3>I don't remember.

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<v Speaker 4>But Sydney, I feel like there's always clothes on your floor.

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<v Speaker 4>You you get back from a trip and the suitcase

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<v Speaker 4>be on the floor with the cat laying in it.

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<v Speaker 2>I think the cat broke the microphone. To be honest, do.

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<v Speaker 1>Not blame it on the cat. Don't do that.

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<v Speaker 2>Dam is heavy.

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<v Speaker 1>Jam also stole Marie's headphones to.

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<v Speaker 2>Wait.

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<v Speaker 3>So what you're saying that the cat laid on the microphone?

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<v Speaker 4>I think so or or I could have just stepped

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<v Speaker 4>on it by accident, But I think it's jam.

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<v Speaker 2>Wow, friend, Yeah, I was.

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<v Speaker 4>I think I I think I cried twice this week

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<v Speaker 4>and it's just Wednesday, so.

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<v Speaker 2>It's fine.

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<v Speaker 4>I'm going to give my period soon, so that's probably

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<v Speaker 4>what it is too.

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<v Speaker 3>But what are you crying about?

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<v Speaker 4>What am I crying about? Yes, like you want me

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<v Speaker 4>to be honest on the podcast.

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<v Speaker 3>Yes, that's all.

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<v Speaker 4>I want you to do on the podcast is be honest.

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<v Speaker 4>I'm honest here, what are you crying about?

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<v Speaker 3>This is a safe space.

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<v Speaker 4>Well, we got to wrap this up soon, so I

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<v Speaker 4>don't want to. I don't want to end on a

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<v Speaker 4>sad note. But like my existence, it was so sad.

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<v Speaker 2>I was like, why am I here? I'm like, oh

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<v Speaker 2>my god, I need crying about Sydney. Yeah, oh girl,

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<v Speaker 2>you got to.

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<v Speaker 4>Call a therapist tonight, like yesterday, Like, let's matter of fact,

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<v Speaker 4>let's zoo a therapist.

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<v Speaker 1>Maybe they'll have headphones.

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<v Speaker 4>Yeah maybe, okay, Andrew, he's a comedian, but also Sydney,

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<v Speaker 4>Like that's something that you can't that can't be your

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<v Speaker 4>every day.

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<v Speaker 3>You cried twice this week about your existence?

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah yeah.

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<v Speaker 4>I just was like, man, I can't get it together,

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<v Speaker 4>like I really, I really was like, let me.

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<v Speaker 2>It's not about me wanting this job.

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<v Speaker 4>I just wanted to prove to myself like oh I

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<v Speaker 4>can write this packet, you know. And so it just

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<v Speaker 4>took me forever to start, and then I started it

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<v Speaker 4>and then I was writing things down. I was like, Okay,

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<v Speaker 4>I'm not I'm not stupid, like I I do have ideas,

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<v Speaker 4>But then I was like, am I even funny anymore?

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<v Speaker 2>I feel like.

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<v Speaker 4>Such a different person than what I was maybe four

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<v Speaker 4>months ago. And we're all different people than we weren't

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<v Speaker 4>four months ago. We've all changed in the last year.

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<v Speaker 4>We're coming out different than we're going in. But I

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<v Speaker 4>think that the way that you're thinking about yourself is

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<v Speaker 4>obviously not.

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<v Speaker 3>The best way to think about yourself.

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<v Speaker 4>No, a lot of it's more normal right now than

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<v Speaker 4>you think it is. Yeah, but it just like like

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<v Speaker 4>today is gray and I'm just like and then I'm like,

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<v Speaker 4>it has nothing to do with my age, but I'm

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<v Speaker 4>just like, what am I doing?

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<v Speaker 2>Doude? I even want to do comedy anymore? Oh?

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah, girl, I think about I think that at least once.

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<v Speaker 4>A day people message me and they're like, hey, girl,

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<v Speaker 4>audition for and I'm like, I'm retired. I said that

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<v Speaker 4>I'm retired on Instagram and somebody was like why, and

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<v Speaker 4>I was like, girl, don't nobody.

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<v Speaker 3>Want to do a show outside in the ring on

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<v Speaker 3>a sidewalk.

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<v Speaker 2>And hearing the train pass by. Yeah?

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<v Speaker 4>No, but Sydney, please don't bring this energy to my house.

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<v Speaker 4>On Friday for this dinner.

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<v Speaker 2>I'm not I promise I won't.

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<v Speaker 3>But and I'm not saying that to be like insensitive.

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<v Speaker 4>If you feel like that, I think all of us

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<v Speaker 4>being together on Friday is gonna be good for us.

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<v Speaker 3>So you know, if that's how you feel, then when

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<v Speaker 3>then we'll deal with it when it gets here.

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<v Speaker 2>But no, no, no, I get it.

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<v Speaker 4>But also it's like you don't want to bring your

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<v Speaker 4>I don't want I don't want to bring nobody down

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<v Speaker 4>right now.

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<v Speaker 2>Everybody is already down where they are. I'm just yeah,

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<v Speaker 2>it sounds it sounds.

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<v Speaker 4>Like you need to call on Nicole Kidman and be undoing.

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<v Speaker 4>I feel like that she was like a therapist on

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<v Speaker 4>that show.

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<v Speaker 3>So maybe you need to.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, But you can't think of yourself as a burden though.

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<v Speaker 1>I feel like that's what you're thinking about yourself.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, I went down.

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<v Speaker 4>I went down a bad rabbit hole on Monday, and

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<v Speaker 4>so I'm still having the effects of that or rabbit hole.

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<v Speaker 3>What you were looking at stuff on social media?

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<v Speaker 4>Uh? Sometimes a friend of a friend, Okay, now it's

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<v Speaker 4>really getting dark. Wow, all right, a friend of a

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<v Speaker 4>friend had died and it was like the person died

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<v Speaker 4>of suicide, and then there was all this stuff on

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<v Speaker 4>the thread like this person is so selfish and how

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<v Speaker 4>could you Like now everybody is traumatized.

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<v Speaker 2>And they're thinking it's their fault.

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<v Speaker 4>Like I'm reading all these these comments and I was like,

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<v Speaker 4>oh my god, you don't even know, like you're being selfish?

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<v Speaker 2>Well you don't know what this person.

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<v Speaker 4>Was freaking going through or how they feel, Like do

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<v Speaker 4>you know how hard it is for somebody to get

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<v Speaker 4>the strength to feel like they don't want to be

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<v Speaker 4>here anymore?

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<v Speaker 2>Like, come on, dude.

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<v Speaker 4>So I'm just I guess I'm just feeling conflicted from

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<v Speaker 4>the stuff that I know. Okay, well, I don't want

1:08:00.840 --> 1:08:01.960
<v Speaker 4>to say the wrong thing, but.

1:08:03.960 --> 1:08:05.640
<v Speaker 2>You can never say the wrong thing.

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah, so I'm just going.

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<v Speaker 4>Guys, well I'm saying on behalf of my friend. She

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<v Speaker 4>doesn't say wrong things to me. She always makes me

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<v Speaker 4>feel like I'm listened to and loved, and she's only

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<v Speaker 4>going to say the thing that can push me in

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<v Speaker 4>the right direction. Except I feel like you called me

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<v Speaker 4>on Monday and I didn't kick up. I was watching

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<v Speaker 4>TV and I was like, I don't want to be

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<v Speaker 4>on FaceTime right now. I'm watching something but I also

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<v Speaker 4>didn't know you were, you know, going down a rabbit hole.

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<v Speaker 3>And I you know, didn't want to be on FaceTime.

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<v Speaker 2>But that's fine. You don't have to be on FaceTime.

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<v Speaker 2>It's good.

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<v Speaker 4>People need to take their time and they don't need

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<v Speaker 4>to push themselves too much. You deserve your time and

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<v Speaker 4>your space. And I like to have boundaries too. But

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<v Speaker 4>do you have someone that you can actually I mean,

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<v Speaker 4>I guess that's the thing about therapy, friend, you call

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<v Speaker 4>your therapist when you really need to speak to somebody.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, ok, yeah, right in the mic what I said?

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah, right in the mica.

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<v Speaker 2>Sorry.

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<v Speaker 4>I remember when someone wrote on the the iTunes reviewer

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<v Speaker 4>like when Sydney Yawn's ion too, but not because not

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<v Speaker 4>because the podcast is boring, but it just like it.

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<v Speaker 4>It's uh contagious.

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<v Speaker 3>Yeahous uh yeah.

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<v Speaker 4>Apparently sometimes there are some people that when they see

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<v Speaker 4>you yawn, it makes them yon too, But I am

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<v Speaker 4>not one people.

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<v Speaker 3>So I watched you do it with a straight face.

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<v Speaker 1>No, it does look really relaxing, it does seem nice,

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<v Speaker 1>but I'm not gonna yawn as a result.

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<v Speaker 4>No, okay, sorry, Well, yeah, I'm gonna try to get

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<v Speaker 4>to finding this therapist this week the rest of the week.

1:10:04.200 --> 1:10:07.000
<v Speaker 4>I'm I'm kind of just gonna give up on this

1:10:07.040 --> 1:10:12.680
<v Speaker 4>packet and just email my agent like, hey, I just

1:10:13.920 --> 1:10:16.280
<v Speaker 4>I'm pressuring myself. And it's like, if I don't want

1:10:16.280 --> 1:10:19.000
<v Speaker 4>to do something, it's okay. If I don't want to

1:10:19.040 --> 1:10:22.160
<v Speaker 4>do it, like there's other things that I do, then

1:10:22.320 --> 1:10:24.800
<v Speaker 4>it's fine. It's like, why am I breaking myself down

1:10:25.479 --> 1:10:27.800
<v Speaker 4>for something that I'm I just don't have it in

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<v Speaker 4>me right now exactly. I mean. Also, the packet that

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<v Speaker 4>you're talking about my friend, our friend I was telling

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<v Speaker 4>you the other day, that's the packet that he was

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<v Speaker 4>doing when he had a panic attack this weekend. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 4>and it's sitting in my inbox on on read because

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<v Speaker 4>because I'm not about to stress myself to like try

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<v Speaker 4>to do something that I wasn't really able to do

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<v Speaker 4>that well before the pandemic. So, you know, I think

1:10:56.280 --> 1:10:59.280
<v Speaker 4>that it's okay to say no toe stuff. If something

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<v Speaker 4>something's not working, don't force it, just let it go.

1:11:03.880 --> 1:11:04.120
<v Speaker 2>Yeah.

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<v Speaker 1>I think it's really really commendable that you tried it,

1:11:08.840 --> 1:11:11.280
<v Speaker 1>you know, in the first place. I think that you know,

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<v Speaker 1>that takes a lot of courage to even try it.

1:11:14.760 --> 1:11:17.000
<v Speaker 1>With the amount of things that you already have going on.

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<v Speaker 1>But like the fact that you already have so many

1:11:20.000 --> 1:11:22.120
<v Speaker 1>things I feel like in your bucket right now that

1:11:22.160 --> 1:11:26.280
<v Speaker 1>are positive. I just I would suggest holding on to

1:11:26.600 --> 1:11:30.320
<v Speaker 1>those and and like really catering to the things that

1:11:30.360 --> 1:11:34.120
<v Speaker 1>you already have going on instead of bringing in other forces.

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<v Speaker 2>Thank you, Andrew.

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<v Speaker 3>A word from the wise.

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<v Speaker 2>Thank you guys.

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<v Speaker 4>I guess yeah, all right, this has been a lovely podcast.

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<v Speaker 4>I'm glad we do this. We do this every Friday.

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<v Speaker 4>You know, hug your friends, tell them you love them.

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<v Speaker 4>Break up if you need to. Tomorrow is not guaranteed.

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<v Speaker 4>Break up now, break up now, and.

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<v Speaker 3>Only hug your friends. Don't hug your Trump supporter friends

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<v Speaker 3>that he said nice to them.

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<v Speaker 4>No, you don't have to be nice to them. If

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<v Speaker 4>they choose hate, then you can leave them. You can

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<v Speaker 4>hate them. They're dead to us.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, say no if you have to.

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<v Speaker 4>And you know, if you see someone that you have

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<v Speaker 4>been dating and you think it's going in a good place,

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<v Speaker 4>let them meet your mom.

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<v Speaker 3>Let them meet your mom.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, oh yes, yeah, yeah, it was nice. He was.

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<v Speaker 1>It was like a normal interaction. I was concerned, but

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<v Speaker 1>it was.

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<v Speaker 3>Good, like a freeway like a parking lot of Jenny's.

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<v Speaker 1>Like the parking lot of a you know, like the

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<v Speaker 1>the trucker stop, you know.

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<v Speaker 3>Yes, yeah, so there was a it was an Rby's.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah.

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<v Speaker 3>Okay, guys, we'll have a fabulous week.

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<v Speaker 4>Please bring the energy from Saturday, uh into the rest

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<v Speaker 4>of the week that you guys coming up.

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<v Speaker 3>Because at the end of the day, Trump did lose, and.

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<v Speaker 4>He's got the L. He's got to take that L.

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<v Speaker 4>And if he doesn't take the L, and I'm gonna

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<v Speaker 4>shove that L up his ass.

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<v Speaker 3>No, Okay, more button some emotional support, Dick, Bye, guys.

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