1 00:00:04,000 --> 00:00:08,280 Speaker 1: What's app is Angela. Ye, I'm Stephanie Santiago, I'm Ggi Maguire. 2 00:00:08,440 --> 00:00:10,920 Speaker 1: It's live service and listen. We are super excited because 3 00:00:10,920 --> 00:00:13,000 Speaker 1: we have been dying and I mean dying to get 4 00:00:13,000 --> 00:00:16,800 Speaker 1: her on the show. We got the baddest bitch Hi. 5 00:00:17,600 --> 00:00:19,440 Speaker 1: And this is fun because we've actually been talking a 6 00:00:19,440 --> 00:00:22,400 Speaker 1: lot about fifty shades because we all saw fifty shades 7 00:00:22,440 --> 00:00:24,800 Speaker 1: of gray and not fifty shades doctors coming out. So 8 00:00:24,840 --> 00:00:27,160 Speaker 1: we're kind of gonna do some S and M themes here. 9 00:00:27,560 --> 00:00:30,720 Speaker 1: I'm sure you're don't tie some guys up, okay, So 10 00:00:30,920 --> 00:00:32,599 Speaker 1: um our tip of the day, because we always start 11 00:00:32,640 --> 00:00:33,760 Speaker 1: with the tip of the day where we give our 12 00:00:33,800 --> 00:00:36,640 Speaker 1: own advice in a in a scenario, how do you 13 00:00:36,720 --> 00:00:39,839 Speaker 1: introduce senm into a relationship? How can you get a 14 00:00:39,840 --> 00:00:42,559 Speaker 1: guy to experiment a little bit and get him to 15 00:00:42,600 --> 00:00:45,159 Speaker 1: try something he's never done before? Maybe you tie him up? 16 00:00:45,320 --> 00:00:47,760 Speaker 1: Or um. I just think, like, you know, just like 17 00:00:47,880 --> 00:00:50,680 Speaker 1: you know, a little sexy conversation and you just kind 18 00:00:50,720 --> 00:00:52,400 Speaker 1: of say, hey, I just want to kind of do something. 19 00:00:52,400 --> 00:00:54,200 Speaker 1: You don't really tell exactly what you want to do, 20 00:00:54,320 --> 00:00:56,280 Speaker 1: but it's not nothing crazy, nothing like that. You know, 21 00:00:56,320 --> 00:00:58,320 Speaker 1: maybe I got you just you know, and then you 22 00:00:58,360 --> 00:01:02,120 Speaker 1: do whatever's time up, I'm pancuff from blindfolding whatever. No, 23 00:01:02,160 --> 00:01:06,039 Speaker 1: it's just a problem. You know. You have to kind of, 24 00:01:06,040 --> 00:01:07,800 Speaker 1: like I think, smooth them into it because some guys 25 00:01:07,840 --> 00:01:08,960 Speaker 1: be like what are you about to do? Like I 26 00:01:09,000 --> 00:01:10,200 Speaker 1: don't want to be tired, Like you know, you don't 27 00:01:10,200 --> 00:01:12,240 Speaker 1: want them to think that you're just gonna be crazy. 28 00:01:12,440 --> 00:01:16,120 Speaker 1: How do you ever tied a guy up? Yeah? Okay, 29 00:01:16,480 --> 00:01:19,760 Speaker 1: see that's a lot of trust though, Yeah, that what 30 00:01:19,840 --> 00:01:21,600 Speaker 1: you're gonna untie him? Yes, it's where I got to 31 00:01:21,720 --> 00:01:23,600 Speaker 1: let you tie him up. He has to really trust 32 00:01:23,600 --> 00:01:26,000 Speaker 1: you because that has to be like has a guy 33 00:01:26,040 --> 00:01:28,200 Speaker 1: ever tied you up? But you're in a relationship and 34 00:01:28,240 --> 00:01:29,800 Speaker 1: it's just like fun, like hey, I just want to 35 00:01:29,840 --> 00:01:31,800 Speaker 1: just try something. I just want to see you know. 36 00:01:31,959 --> 00:01:33,360 Speaker 1: I used to do it on stage in my show. 37 00:01:33,400 --> 00:01:35,440 Speaker 1: Actually we tied this gap on stage in the chair 38 00:01:35,520 --> 00:01:36,959 Speaker 1: and so it was like one of the things like 39 00:01:37,040 --> 00:01:40,840 Speaker 1: I'm gonna try this, you know, would you let um? 40 00:01:41,840 --> 00:01:44,119 Speaker 1: I don't know. That's when you say that's trusted really 41 00:01:44,160 --> 00:01:46,000 Speaker 1: because then I don't know if you want to play 42 00:01:46,080 --> 00:01:48,120 Speaker 1: a game and you might not untie me up or 43 00:01:48,840 --> 00:01:51,320 Speaker 1: like I don't know how much leverage I have. We've 44 00:01:51,400 --> 00:01:54,480 Speaker 1: been tying up like we on Instagram, Like I need 45 00:01:54,520 --> 00:01:57,040 Speaker 1: to have a little bit of control. Like you know, 46 00:01:57,640 --> 00:01:59,440 Speaker 1: what about you step You ever tied a guy up? 47 00:02:00,040 --> 00:02:02,640 Speaker 1: Haven't tied a guy up? I like, Um, you know, 48 00:02:02,680 --> 00:02:05,160 Speaker 1: I'm more of a submissive lover, so I like for 49 00:02:05,160 --> 00:02:09,960 Speaker 1: the guy to be in control. You know that's interesting? Yeah, Um, 50 00:02:10,120 --> 00:02:12,840 Speaker 1: most of the time, I think. The only time like 51 00:02:12,960 --> 00:02:17,720 Speaker 1: I want to be the aggressor is when I'm drinking. 52 00:02:19,600 --> 00:02:27,400 Speaker 1: Then I'm like, yes, exactly what about you? G You 53 00:02:27,400 --> 00:02:32,440 Speaker 1: ever tie somebody up? I have blindfolded a lot or 54 00:02:32,560 --> 00:02:34,880 Speaker 1: just I've done it before, not a lot, but I've 55 00:02:34,880 --> 00:02:38,120 Speaker 1: been tied up, like she's the only one that's been 56 00:02:38,160 --> 00:02:39,920 Speaker 1: tied up in the room. No, like tied to the 57 00:02:39,960 --> 00:02:43,720 Speaker 1: bed with the gag and the ball and gag and everything. 58 00:02:44,040 --> 00:02:45,919 Speaker 1: So was that like a real rush and real high 59 00:02:46,000 --> 00:02:49,040 Speaker 1: for you? It was fun? You would do it again? 60 00:02:49,200 --> 00:02:53,839 Speaker 1: I want to do it again. See some Maybe let's 61 00:02:53,880 --> 00:02:55,680 Speaker 1: keep it around. Maybe because only one person in this 62 00:02:55,760 --> 00:02:57,400 Speaker 1: room has done that, maybe it is something that we 63 00:02:57,400 --> 00:03:00,160 Speaker 1: all need to try. I wouldn't mind getting tied up. 64 00:03:00,200 --> 00:03:02,200 Speaker 1: I wouldn't I wouldn't let. I wouldn't let as far 65 00:03:02,240 --> 00:03:04,359 Speaker 1: as going, don't be pulling out no whips and ship 66 00:03:04,440 --> 00:03:09,280 Speaker 1: and no people, and I don't want because guys like, okay, 67 00:03:09,320 --> 00:03:11,560 Speaker 1: you're gonna tie me up and that white yeah, well 68 00:03:11,840 --> 00:03:14,960 Speaker 1: with me, he had like the vibrator and he was 69 00:03:15,040 --> 00:03:17,280 Speaker 1: just like you know, I couldn't stop, you could move 70 00:03:18,240 --> 00:03:19,520 Speaker 1: and then I mean he tooked me like that too. 71 00:03:19,560 --> 00:03:21,800 Speaker 1: It was great, like I just had to later air 72 00:03:21,840 --> 00:03:27,920 Speaker 1: and just like to put your ticket. I love it. 73 00:03:27,960 --> 00:03:30,000 Speaker 1: But okay, so no whips, not even like you know 74 00:03:30,000 --> 00:03:32,720 Speaker 1: they had their little leather feathery kind of whips. That's 75 00:03:32,760 --> 00:03:35,840 Speaker 1: not too crazy, No, no, no, that's the next level. 76 00:03:36,040 --> 00:03:38,360 Speaker 1: You gotta started out with just you know, you gotta 77 00:03:38,360 --> 00:03:42,120 Speaker 1: take it and sipping moderation like well to it up 78 00:03:42,120 --> 00:03:43,600 Speaker 1: and stuff like they don't got to be no wealth, 79 00:03:44,000 --> 00:03:46,120 Speaker 1: like a little fun beats like hits and like come 80 00:03:46,120 --> 00:03:48,440 Speaker 1: here and like smack it like a little light like 81 00:03:48,480 --> 00:03:50,920 Speaker 1: you were like a little collar and just everything just 82 00:03:51,000 --> 00:03:54,600 Speaker 1: being like that. Dam I never thought about you gotta 83 00:03:54,680 --> 00:03:58,320 Speaker 1: just collar, yeah, collar, releash And he's smacking you and 84 00:03:58,360 --> 00:04:01,520 Speaker 1: whipping you and you're like Stephanie, I'm that you can't 85 00:04:01,520 --> 00:04:05,119 Speaker 1: tell me, ain't nobody whip you because you like beenmissive, right, 86 00:04:05,240 --> 00:04:09,720 Speaker 1: I like and I like the abuse to you know so, 87 00:04:10,600 --> 00:04:13,000 Speaker 1: But I don't want him to take off his belt 88 00:04:13,040 --> 00:04:15,240 Speaker 1: and start beating me up. We're not talking about a 89 00:04:15,240 --> 00:04:18,360 Speaker 1: belt that we're talking about those whips that are made specifically. No, 90 00:04:18,400 --> 00:04:22,440 Speaker 1: I don't like the way they I don't like the 91 00:04:22,440 --> 00:04:24,680 Speaker 1: way it feels. I don't like I like to get 92 00:04:24,760 --> 00:04:27,520 Speaker 1: hit with hands, with your hand, daddy. I'm Puerto Rican, 93 00:04:28,560 --> 00:04:31,039 Speaker 1: you know, we like to get beat up sometimes. Have 94 00:04:31,200 --> 00:04:34,160 Speaker 1: you ever had marks on you like? Yes, absolutely, I've 95 00:04:34,160 --> 00:04:36,599 Speaker 1: had bite marks, um, because I like to get bit 96 00:04:36,760 --> 00:04:39,200 Speaker 1: a lot to me, just like I've had bite marks. 97 00:04:39,320 --> 00:04:42,839 Speaker 1: I've had spank marks on my face, slot marks on 98 00:04:42,880 --> 00:04:45,400 Speaker 1: my face. I've had choke marks on my neck. I've 99 00:04:45,440 --> 00:04:50,200 Speaker 1: had spank marks on my button, I've had I've had 100 00:04:50,279 --> 00:04:55,560 Speaker 1: bruises on the on my aner. Guys, I get marked up, yes, 101 00:04:56,080 --> 00:04:59,000 Speaker 1: like honestly, Um, you ain't ever be a black guy 102 00:04:58,560 --> 00:05:05,160 Speaker 1: and no actually no, no, no, no, no wait wait wait, 103 00:05:05,520 --> 00:05:08,960 Speaker 1: one time I did have an eye jammy from having sex. 104 00:05:09,040 --> 00:05:11,200 Speaker 1: It wasn't a black eye, but it was a fat 105 00:05:11,279 --> 00:05:17,599 Speaker 1: I know. No, I I got hit in the eye. Yeah, 106 00:05:17,680 --> 00:05:20,000 Speaker 1: being rough I woke up the next day with a 107 00:05:20,040 --> 00:05:22,200 Speaker 1: swollen eye. I don't know how it happened. It was 108 00:05:22,240 --> 00:05:25,320 Speaker 1: a whole move when you having sex, and then unfortunate 109 00:05:25,440 --> 00:05:28,680 Speaker 1: thing happened, and oh my god, you want to hear it. 110 00:05:28,800 --> 00:05:32,839 Speaker 1: One time this I was having I was, I was 111 00:05:32,920 --> 00:05:37,880 Speaker 1: really I was really under the influence and I had 112 00:05:37,920 --> 00:05:40,560 Speaker 1: this guy and we were we were having like this 113 00:05:40,760 --> 00:05:46,360 Speaker 1: amazing incredible, you know, like really powerful sex and he 114 00:05:46,440 --> 00:05:49,159 Speaker 1: was biting my lip. He kept biting my lip and 115 00:05:49,200 --> 00:05:53,040 Speaker 1: it felt so good. It felt so good, and I 116 00:05:53,120 --> 00:05:57,279 Speaker 1: kept wanting him to bite my lip. And then and 117 00:05:57,320 --> 00:06:04,160 Speaker 1: then my lips swoll so big. I was actually in Atlanta, 118 00:06:04,440 --> 00:06:07,159 Speaker 1: and I um, I was supposed to do a video 119 00:06:07,240 --> 00:06:09,599 Speaker 1: the next day and I couldn't do the video because 120 00:06:10,120 --> 00:06:14,720 Speaker 1: my lips was so swollen. I looked like I looked 121 00:06:14,800 --> 00:06:18,240 Speaker 1: like the colleenner Ryla. Oh my god, it looked really bad. 122 00:06:18,360 --> 00:06:20,800 Speaker 1: It looked like you know, rest and peace, big and 123 00:06:21,480 --> 00:06:25,680 Speaker 1: big and just lives. And it took forever to go down. 124 00:06:25,800 --> 00:06:28,359 Speaker 1: I'm talking about I looked like that for like a week. 125 00:06:28,720 --> 00:06:31,480 Speaker 1: But it felt great, but it during it worth it, no. 126 00:06:31,640 --> 00:06:34,719 Speaker 1: But and what's funny is is that I realized because 127 00:06:34,720 --> 00:06:36,960 Speaker 1: I felt it, you know, I felt that my lip 128 00:06:37,080 --> 00:06:39,920 Speaker 1: was swollen while he was biting it. So when I went, 129 00:06:40,000 --> 00:06:42,120 Speaker 1: I got up and I went to the bathroom and 130 00:06:42,160 --> 00:06:44,640 Speaker 1: I looked at it, and I was hystorical. I was 131 00:06:44,680 --> 00:06:51,159 Speaker 1: in tears, crying, like what I looked at you, I swear, 132 00:06:51,440 --> 00:06:53,840 Speaker 1: but I really liked it at the time. I'll tell 133 00:06:53,839 --> 00:06:55,520 Speaker 1: you this, I didn't learn my lesson from that. I 134 00:06:55,560 --> 00:06:58,520 Speaker 1: don't let anybody bite my lips right just to kiss. 135 00:06:58,720 --> 00:07:03,760 Speaker 1: Lets learn, Like, yeah, you like a bad accident during 136 00:07:03,800 --> 00:07:07,040 Speaker 1: sex that you had an injury from. No, I don't 137 00:07:07,040 --> 00:07:10,160 Speaker 1: have no injuries, Thank God for that. But just like 138 00:07:10,200 --> 00:07:11,840 Speaker 1: I mean, like you said, like awkward moments, like you 139 00:07:11,880 --> 00:07:13,960 Speaker 1: don't want to just do nothing that's awkward and like 140 00:07:14,000 --> 00:07:16,400 Speaker 1: it just ruins the whole moment. Like you're just like 141 00:07:16,600 --> 00:07:19,520 Speaker 1: having great sex and you're just like damn about to 142 00:07:19,520 --> 00:07:22,800 Speaker 1: be smashing the headboard. You just like hit your head 143 00:07:22,880 --> 00:07:25,520 Speaker 1: so hard to you like fall almost off the bad 144 00:07:26,480 --> 00:07:31,360 Speaker 1: the whole moment. Yeah, that is awkward when you're you're 145 00:07:31,400 --> 00:07:37,880 Speaker 1: gotting and you hit your hat on that halfbard but 146 00:07:37,960 --> 00:07:43,000 Speaker 1: he's still You're like You're like, yeah, I definitely felt 147 00:07:43,000 --> 00:07:46,200 Speaker 1: off the bed or slipping the shower or something big 148 00:07:46,240 --> 00:07:54,080 Speaker 1: dick girl, bust my ass off. The bab makes you run. 149 00:07:55,080 --> 00:07:57,559 Speaker 1: All right, now, let's talk about this. Dating an older 150 00:07:57,600 --> 00:08:00,200 Speaker 1: man or a younger man. It's two different things. You'd 151 00:08:00,320 --> 00:08:05,520 Speaker 1: rather be a teacher or a student in the bedroom. 152 00:08:05,680 --> 00:08:08,200 Speaker 1: I feel like you know what I feel like when 153 00:08:08,200 --> 00:08:12,280 Speaker 1: you're when you're dating an older man. There's it's just 154 00:08:12,520 --> 00:08:15,720 Speaker 1: it's so different. Having sex is so different. It's so 155 00:08:15,800 --> 00:08:19,560 Speaker 1: much more passionate and you can tell the experience. It's 156 00:08:20,480 --> 00:08:23,440 Speaker 1: it's a it's a different level of sex. Is like 157 00:08:23,480 --> 00:08:25,240 Speaker 1: I don't like, I mean, I don't know. I mean, 158 00:08:25,240 --> 00:08:28,080 Speaker 1: because I I like a younger guy. It's almost like 159 00:08:28,240 --> 00:08:30,720 Speaker 1: super experienced. I'm almost thinking, have you been here before? 160 00:08:31,040 --> 00:08:32,760 Speaker 1: Because there's no way that you can know how to 161 00:08:32,800 --> 00:08:35,800 Speaker 1: do all the things that you're doing, either beyond some 162 00:08:36,000 --> 00:08:38,319 Speaker 1: guy that was older. And I'm like, this guy is 163 00:08:38,320 --> 00:08:40,760 Speaker 1: so I know you have the juice, but you're not 164 00:08:40,840 --> 00:08:43,800 Speaker 1: even it. But this younger guy is like too much sauce, 165 00:08:44,120 --> 00:08:46,520 Speaker 1: too much, you know, Like that's so, I mean, it's 166 00:08:46,520 --> 00:08:47,760 Speaker 1: a difference. I mean, I think, I don't know. It 167 00:08:47,760 --> 00:08:49,760 Speaker 1: depends on where you I feel like there's a difference too. 168 00:08:49,840 --> 00:08:53,400 Speaker 1: And I before before these past couple of weeks, I said, 169 00:08:53,520 --> 00:08:56,520 Speaker 1: my favorite, the best lover I ever had is a 170 00:08:56,640 --> 00:09:01,920 Speaker 1: man in his forties. But currently I'm dating someone and 171 00:09:02,040 --> 00:09:06,400 Speaker 1: I feel like sleeping with him is like way better 172 00:09:06,440 --> 00:09:08,600 Speaker 1: than sleeping with the guy in his sport. It's like 173 00:09:08,640 --> 00:09:13,280 Speaker 1: sleeping with him but with that young to him. Okay, 174 00:09:13,679 --> 00:09:15,560 Speaker 1: you know what, do you like to teach somebody what 175 00:09:15,600 --> 00:09:16,920 Speaker 1: to do? Or do you like to be the one 176 00:09:17,000 --> 00:09:21,160 Speaker 1: that's learning? Oh? And you know what that's um, That's 177 00:09:21,200 --> 00:09:23,720 Speaker 1: something that I always hated about dating younger guys is 178 00:09:23,720 --> 00:09:25,680 Speaker 1: that I always have to teach somehow to eat pussy. 179 00:09:26,720 --> 00:09:28,559 Speaker 1: And you get tired of teaching guys how to eat 180 00:09:28,600 --> 00:09:30,599 Speaker 1: pussy and then knowing that you told him how to 181 00:09:30,600 --> 00:09:35,160 Speaker 1: eat pussy, Now he's gonna go eat everybody. Right made you, 182 00:09:35,640 --> 00:09:39,520 Speaker 1: I made you that you're gonna go spread my knowledge. 183 00:09:39,840 --> 00:09:45,000 Speaker 1: So currently I'm overreaching and learning to know what you know. 184 00:09:45,080 --> 00:09:47,080 Speaker 1: Like I want to see something you though, and I 185 00:09:47,120 --> 00:09:49,199 Speaker 1: want to I want you to teach it to me. Great, 186 00:09:49,480 --> 00:09:52,240 Speaker 1: that's the last thing that you learned. What's the last 187 00:09:52,240 --> 00:09:54,000 Speaker 1: thing that you ladies learned in the bedroom that you 188 00:09:54,000 --> 00:09:56,680 Speaker 1: could think of? Like I never did this before, but 189 00:09:56,800 --> 00:09:59,400 Speaker 1: he taught me something the last thing, because what is 190 00:09:59,440 --> 00:10:02,400 Speaker 1: there left me? I can't even think of that. The 191 00:10:02,480 --> 00:10:04,400 Speaker 1: last thing I learned is that you know, you can 192 00:10:04,440 --> 00:10:16,040 Speaker 1: stretch all your throat. You said, train it right, Yeah, exactly, 193 00:10:16,320 --> 00:10:19,480 Speaker 1: Like there's a whole other part of your throat behind 194 00:10:19,559 --> 00:10:22,040 Speaker 1: the bone. And he was very glad to teach you 195 00:10:22,120 --> 00:10:29,520 Speaker 1: about it. Practice it opens up, and if you don't practice, 196 00:10:29,559 --> 00:10:32,920 Speaker 1: it closes up. That's something I learned. What about your channing? 197 00:10:32,960 --> 00:10:36,559 Speaker 1: What's the last thing you would say that you learned? Um, 198 00:10:36,559 --> 00:10:39,520 Speaker 1: you know what I would say it would be. It 199 00:10:39,559 --> 00:10:42,840 Speaker 1: would be it's like it's like having oral sex, and 200 00:10:43,000 --> 00:10:45,599 Speaker 1: it's this thing. It's almost like no gag reflect like 201 00:10:45,640 --> 00:10:48,439 Speaker 1: this gag thing. And I realized, like you really have 202 00:10:48,559 --> 00:10:50,720 Speaker 1: to like put it all the way in your mouth 203 00:10:50,760 --> 00:10:52,400 Speaker 1: to like get past that, so it's could be real 204 00:10:52,480 --> 00:10:54,640 Speaker 1: speedy to come back up, so we can really be done, 205 00:10:54,880 --> 00:10:57,360 Speaker 1: right you talk about this Otherwise it's like just trying. 206 00:10:57,360 --> 00:10:59,520 Speaker 1: It's almost like you're gonna like throw up, but you're not. 207 00:10:59,640 --> 00:11:01,319 Speaker 1: You have to control, like it's one of those things. 208 00:11:01,360 --> 00:11:05,000 Speaker 1: Have to relax. How do you do that? You haven't. 209 00:11:05,040 --> 00:11:06,920 Speaker 1: It's mine, it's mine thing. I don't know. I think 210 00:11:06,920 --> 00:11:09,320 Speaker 1: if you're thinking about it too hard, you're thinking about 211 00:11:09,960 --> 00:11:11,800 Speaker 1: it being too far, You're not thinking about it, your 212 00:11:11,880 --> 00:11:16,480 Speaker 1: your your whole mouth. Everything gets so relaxed. It's like 213 00:11:16,520 --> 00:11:19,560 Speaker 1: almost you're about to swallow him, and you can't imagine 214 00:11:20,600 --> 00:11:24,160 Speaker 1: things you can put amazing. It's amazing what can fit 215 00:11:24,200 --> 00:11:29,640 Speaker 1: down there. A baby can come out of the right 216 00:11:30,120 --> 00:11:33,360 Speaker 1: But I think one of the best things that you 217 00:11:33,360 --> 00:11:38,679 Speaker 1: can do is have like an orgasm together both come 218 00:11:38,720 --> 00:11:42,040 Speaker 1: at the same time. I think that's a whole another 219 00:11:42,160 --> 00:11:46,880 Speaker 1: level mentally, like body to body experience, opposed to him 220 00:11:46,960 --> 00:11:49,280 Speaker 1: having an orgasm first, you after, Like it's totally different. 221 00:11:49,320 --> 00:11:51,520 Speaker 1: Are you first and him after? I think it's really 222 00:11:51,520 --> 00:11:53,679 Speaker 1: great if you guys can both come at the same time, 223 00:11:53,760 --> 00:11:57,040 Speaker 1: that's like the most amazing. I think that's very rare. 224 00:11:57,520 --> 00:12:01,240 Speaker 1: It is very rare, but I could probably three times 225 00:12:01,240 --> 00:12:03,160 Speaker 1: I thought ever happened to me? I just thought about 226 00:12:03,160 --> 00:12:05,640 Speaker 1: the last time that that happened to me. I love 227 00:12:05,720 --> 00:12:09,839 Speaker 1: ago with that to make it like it's a timy thing, 228 00:12:09,880 --> 00:12:12,719 Speaker 1: you know, it happened at the same time, just happened 229 00:12:12,760 --> 00:12:15,160 Speaker 1: like I said I was coming and he was like 230 00:12:15,200 --> 00:12:18,160 Speaker 1: me too, and then it was because I also feel 231 00:12:18,200 --> 00:12:22,000 Speaker 1: like when when you come and makes him come. Oh 232 00:12:22,040 --> 00:12:28,600 Speaker 1: my god, it does anything anything close to even than 233 00:12:28,960 --> 00:12:32,000 Speaker 1: him thinking that you're coming makes him come, like any 234 00:12:32,160 --> 00:12:34,120 Speaker 1: extra mone It's like, no, one didn't come. I was 235 00:12:34,160 --> 00:12:37,960 Speaker 1: just feeling good, like we know. The worst is if 236 00:12:38,000 --> 00:12:40,679 Speaker 1: you're about to come and he do something different, like 237 00:12:40,720 --> 00:12:44,719 Speaker 1: he's switch it, switch it up, most horrible, like I 238 00:12:44,760 --> 00:12:48,520 Speaker 1: was right there. Yeah that's horrible, you know, and then 239 00:12:48,559 --> 00:12:50,480 Speaker 1: when he goes back there, you got to build it 240 00:12:50,600 --> 00:12:53,000 Speaker 1: up again to get to that point, you think that 241 00:12:53,000 --> 00:12:56,959 Speaker 1: though I don't think they realized sometimes as if a 242 00:12:57,000 --> 00:12:59,280 Speaker 1: guy thinks that you're about to come, because you're you're 243 00:12:59,360 --> 00:13:01,640 Speaker 1: in that moment, it that he feels like he's got 244 00:13:01,640 --> 00:13:03,199 Speaker 1: to like go harder, and then it suck it and 245 00:13:03,240 --> 00:13:06,800 Speaker 1: sucks it up like I just keep doing and you're 246 00:13:06,800 --> 00:13:09,480 Speaker 1: about to come, and then he changes his time and 247 00:13:09,480 --> 00:13:12,200 Speaker 1: you keep the same thing going. And sometimes I don't 248 00:13:12,200 --> 00:13:13,880 Speaker 1: want to come from oral sex, like I want to 249 00:13:13,880 --> 00:13:16,800 Speaker 1: actually have sex. I want to come from oral sex 250 00:13:16,840 --> 00:13:17,920 Speaker 1: and I want to have sex and I want to 251 00:13:17,960 --> 00:13:20,680 Speaker 1: come again, right, and then I'll not come again. Sometimes 252 00:13:20,720 --> 00:13:23,160 Speaker 1: I'm not gonna dude, Like if I come, I'm done. No, 253 00:13:23,240 --> 00:13:26,960 Speaker 1: not mean, are you? Sometimes yeah, sometimes every single time. 254 00:13:27,200 --> 00:13:30,440 Speaker 1: I'm just doing it so you can finish too. That's 255 00:13:30,440 --> 00:13:34,480 Speaker 1: how I felt that way before. Yeah, yeah, every time 256 00:13:34,480 --> 00:13:36,440 Speaker 1: I call mom Dawn. But you know, you just have 257 00:13:36,640 --> 00:13:40,880 Speaker 1: to be a team coming there and Dream stay in 258 00:13:40,920 --> 00:13:43,560 Speaker 1: the game. I mean, I'm fine like to keep going, 259 00:13:43,679 --> 00:13:46,199 Speaker 1: but I'm also fine if we stop after. And that's 260 00:13:50,720 --> 00:13:53,720 Speaker 1: before him or after if it's not together, I would 261 00:13:53,440 --> 00:13:56,080 Speaker 1: ask if it's not together, I would prefer to come first, 262 00:13:56,720 --> 00:14:01,600 Speaker 1: like do you stop yourself from coming. I've tried, like 263 00:14:01,679 --> 00:14:05,360 Speaker 1: I've tried, like, okay, just not right now, but it's you, 264 00:14:05,360 --> 00:14:08,040 Speaker 1: you don't I don't know really too. I think I've 265 00:14:08,040 --> 00:14:10,240 Speaker 1: stopped it before, but I don't know. I don't know 266 00:14:10,240 --> 00:14:11,520 Speaker 1: if that really worked at it. And I think you 267 00:14:11,600 --> 00:14:13,600 Speaker 1: kind of messed up the whole like or between us 268 00:14:13,600 --> 00:14:15,640 Speaker 1: because I was just sobo trying to stop it. I 269 00:14:15,640 --> 00:14:18,240 Speaker 1: think it still happened, but not as much. It wasn't 270 00:14:18,280 --> 00:14:20,160 Speaker 1: as much of a bank and yeah, it just kind 271 00:14:20,160 --> 00:14:23,320 Speaker 1: of like was missing and then now he's going crazy. 272 00:14:23,960 --> 00:14:27,000 Speaker 1: I'm over there like that. And sometimes you try to 273 00:14:27,040 --> 00:14:28,680 Speaker 1: stop yourself and then you don't end up coming it 274 00:14:28,720 --> 00:14:30,880 Speaker 1: on you be mad as hell, So you'd be like, 275 00:14:30,880 --> 00:14:32,800 Speaker 1: I let me just come just in case of ship 276 00:14:32,880 --> 00:14:37,680 Speaker 1: don't work out later puts eating really good. I always 277 00:14:37,680 --> 00:14:40,320 Speaker 1: try to hold it back as long as I can 278 00:14:40,400 --> 00:14:42,840 Speaker 1: because it feels so good. And the guy gets so 279 00:14:42,880 --> 00:14:45,440 Speaker 1: mad because you're doing they're doing it too long. Yes, 280 00:14:45,800 --> 00:14:48,040 Speaker 1: they're like tired, but it just feels so good. I 281 00:14:48,040 --> 00:14:50,600 Speaker 1: don't want it to stop. And then he stopped to me, like, 282 00:14:50,600 --> 00:14:53,080 Speaker 1: why did that would do that? Yeah, it's like damn, 283 00:14:53,640 --> 00:14:57,320 Speaker 1: I should have just came, all right. Could you have 284 00:14:57,360 --> 00:15:00,680 Speaker 1: a purely sexual relationship with no feelings? We know that 285 00:15:00,800 --> 00:15:04,120 Speaker 1: men can do that traditionally, but as a woman, do 286 00:15:04,160 --> 00:15:06,640 Speaker 1: you think you could have a relationship that's purely sexual? 287 00:15:07,160 --> 00:15:09,520 Speaker 1: Great in bed, but you don't really have any feelings 288 00:15:09,520 --> 00:15:13,000 Speaker 1: for him. I haven't done it. I haven't tried because 289 00:15:13,320 --> 00:15:15,240 Speaker 1: I don't know if it's it's I don't know, just 290 00:15:16,120 --> 00:15:19,000 Speaker 1: I guess. I don't know. This sex is too emotional, 291 00:15:19,160 --> 00:15:20,600 Speaker 1: I guess. I don't know. I guess maybe if you 292 00:15:20,680 --> 00:15:22,680 Speaker 1: just felt like this is how I want to just 293 00:15:22,840 --> 00:15:24,440 Speaker 1: bang you right now and I'm not done, there's no 294 00:15:24,440 --> 00:15:25,880 Speaker 1: strings attached. Don't want to se your face. I don't 295 00:15:25,880 --> 00:15:27,280 Speaker 1: want you to see mine, you know what I mean? Like, 296 00:15:27,280 --> 00:15:29,080 Speaker 1: but it could be a funk buddy that you normally 297 00:15:29,120 --> 00:15:31,200 Speaker 1: fun like she's fun buddies, you end up start having 298 00:15:31,280 --> 00:15:34,680 Speaker 1: feelings and eventually, if you keep sucking the same person 299 00:15:34,720 --> 00:15:36,680 Speaker 1: over and over, some type of something that's going to 300 00:15:36,800 --> 00:15:39,560 Speaker 1: happen unless it's strictly off limits. And it's no way 301 00:15:39,600 --> 00:15:41,600 Speaker 1: you want to be attached to this person, right, but 302 00:15:41,680 --> 00:15:44,240 Speaker 1: you're not sucking the same person forty times and like 303 00:15:44,400 --> 00:15:46,560 Speaker 1: don't feel a thing. What if he's really ugly and 304 00:15:46,600 --> 00:15:56,200 Speaker 1: you would never bring him around anybody? But yeah, but 305 00:15:56,360 --> 00:15:59,280 Speaker 1: that means you like something about them, because you're still 306 00:15:59,400 --> 00:16:02,520 Speaker 1: sneaking to him, right, but you don't want nothing else. 307 00:16:02,600 --> 00:16:08,120 Speaker 1: But have you ever dated anybody you were ashamed? Know for? 308 00:16:08,360 --> 00:16:10,440 Speaker 1: Have you ever dated anybody that you were ashamed like? 309 00:16:10,480 --> 00:16:13,720 Speaker 1: I cannot bring him around? I haven't, honestly, I haven't. 310 00:16:14,000 --> 00:16:16,840 Speaker 1: I actually like a long time ago out here, actually 311 00:16:16,880 --> 00:16:19,000 Speaker 1: like met a god. It was like I talked to 312 00:16:19,120 --> 00:16:21,520 Speaker 1: for a little bit, but I was just so uninterested 313 00:16:21,560 --> 00:16:26,320 Speaker 1: and so the conversation was not anything about like for 314 00:16:26,360 --> 00:16:28,240 Speaker 1: me to want to be even engaged with you. So 315 00:16:28,680 --> 00:16:30,080 Speaker 1: I didn't even want my friends to know like I 316 00:16:30,120 --> 00:16:32,520 Speaker 1: even met you. It was one of those things you're 317 00:16:32,520 --> 00:16:34,960 Speaker 1: a nice person, but I don't see this happening, and 318 00:16:35,040 --> 00:16:36,440 Speaker 1: no type of way. I don't know. He was good 319 00:16:36,440 --> 00:16:38,520 Speaker 1: on paper or something. No, he was just at first 320 00:16:38,520 --> 00:16:40,800 Speaker 1: I met like a cool person. But then one little 321 00:16:40,880 --> 00:16:42,960 Speaker 1: corny thing. I think he used to make this noise, 322 00:16:43,000 --> 00:16:44,800 Speaker 1: like he'll just talk on the phone and just make 323 00:16:44,840 --> 00:16:47,040 Speaker 1: this weird noise, and I was like, so turned off. 324 00:16:47,040 --> 00:16:50,080 Speaker 1: You are like some just a funny kind of growling 325 00:16:50,160 --> 00:16:53,720 Speaker 1: noise ground but I don't even and I'm not looking 326 00:16:53,720 --> 00:16:55,600 Speaker 1: at you, not even attractive. And then it's like I 327 00:16:55,640 --> 00:16:57,760 Speaker 1: just can't see myself sucking it Like it was that 328 00:16:58,120 --> 00:17:00,160 Speaker 1: he was a ground. What he would talk that he 329 00:17:00,200 --> 00:17:02,160 Speaker 1: would just be like like He'll be like, oh, you 330 00:17:02,200 --> 00:17:04,000 Speaker 1: know what, I just really think, you know, maybe if 331 00:17:04,000 --> 00:17:05,119 Speaker 1: you have a little time, I want to see you 332 00:17:05,520 --> 00:17:08,720 Speaker 1: like some But like every time he would talk, it 333 00:17:08,720 --> 00:17:10,560 Speaker 1: would be like this after thing he would ground and 334 00:17:10,560 --> 00:17:13,439 Speaker 1: I was just like, you know what, but a nice person, 335 00:17:13,520 --> 00:17:17,040 Speaker 1: but just stay far. You know that's corny. Now back 336 00:17:17,080 --> 00:17:19,760 Speaker 1: to fifty Shades right in the movie that's coming out, 337 00:17:20,840 --> 00:17:23,000 Speaker 1: Christian gets a second chance. Now, what are some good 338 00:17:23,000 --> 00:17:27,600 Speaker 1: reasons for giving an X a second chance? Have never 339 00:17:27,680 --> 00:17:30,119 Speaker 1: given a second chance? I think it depends I have, 340 00:17:30,480 --> 00:17:33,159 Speaker 1: and I think it depends on what the situation is. 341 00:17:33,240 --> 00:17:35,199 Speaker 1: You know that the reason he's your ex, you know, 342 00:17:35,359 --> 00:17:38,480 Speaker 1: probably things didn't work out. You just was over for 343 00:17:38,480 --> 00:17:41,439 Speaker 1: a moment. Were young. Yeah, and then maybe that. I mean, 344 00:17:41,480 --> 00:17:44,879 Speaker 1: it's certain limits to give a second chance, right, I mean, 345 00:17:44,920 --> 00:17:47,240 Speaker 1: I don't know about as far as I only depends 346 00:17:47,240 --> 00:17:48,760 Speaker 1: on the person, you know. I don't think if somebody 347 00:17:48,760 --> 00:17:50,879 Speaker 1: did you wrong or cheated crazy and makes you like 348 00:17:50,960 --> 00:17:52,560 Speaker 1: a fool, you want to go give him a second chance. 349 00:17:52,760 --> 00:17:55,200 Speaker 1: But people do all because you think I'm in love 350 00:17:55,400 --> 00:17:57,159 Speaker 1: this the sex is so great, I don't care what 351 00:17:57,200 --> 00:17:59,040 Speaker 1: nobody say. I'm gonna go back and back and back. 352 00:17:59,320 --> 00:18:01,359 Speaker 1: So it depends on person. What do you say, g 353 00:18:02,000 --> 00:18:05,399 Speaker 1: I'm living in my second chance right now. So what 354 00:18:05,480 --> 00:18:07,240 Speaker 1: made you say, let's do it, Let's do it again, 355 00:18:07,280 --> 00:18:09,720 Speaker 1: let me give him a second chance? What are the reason? 356 00:18:09,840 --> 00:18:12,280 Speaker 1: We had the fakest break up and break up history. 357 00:18:12,520 --> 00:18:15,359 Speaker 1: We broke up and I moved out, but we still 358 00:18:15,480 --> 00:18:18,280 Speaker 1: having sex every week, and then I eventually was home 359 00:18:18,359 --> 00:18:21,360 Speaker 1: four days out of every week, home back home four 360 00:18:21,440 --> 00:18:22,840 Speaker 1: days out every week, and then I was like, I 361 00:18:22,880 --> 00:18:24,040 Speaker 1: might as well just spoop back in and we might 362 00:18:24,040 --> 00:18:26,280 Speaker 1: a would just be together. Who are we fooling? So 363 00:18:26,280 --> 00:18:28,919 Speaker 1: you don't have a real breakup, like a reason? No, 364 00:18:29,040 --> 00:18:31,679 Speaker 1: we were. We were broken up four months before I 365 00:18:31,760 --> 00:18:34,840 Speaker 1: moved out. We were just living in separate wings of 366 00:18:34,880 --> 00:18:36,919 Speaker 1: the house. Sometimes I think you gotta break up in 367 00:18:37,040 --> 00:18:40,000 Speaker 1: order to regroup and get back together. Because there's people 368 00:18:40,000 --> 00:18:42,240 Speaker 1: that have all kinds of issues in relationships and they 369 00:18:42,240 --> 00:18:45,960 Speaker 1: won't break up and they just like right. But sometimes 370 00:18:46,000 --> 00:18:48,800 Speaker 1: you gotta break up, spend some time apart and be like, Okay, 371 00:18:48,960 --> 00:18:52,439 Speaker 1: let me just get some more perspective. I feel like 372 00:18:52,480 --> 00:18:57,080 Speaker 1: the second chance is always wrong every time. Every time 373 00:18:57,080 --> 00:18:59,760 Speaker 1: I'm going back when the access just ends up ending 374 00:18:59,840 --> 00:19:03,960 Speaker 1: I anyway, it's just a way some time. I don't 375 00:19:04,000 --> 00:19:06,919 Speaker 1: really I don't really think. Um, I just feel like 376 00:19:06,920 --> 00:19:09,440 Speaker 1: you don't want somebody ships on. You know how many 377 00:19:09,520 --> 00:19:13,280 Speaker 1: chances you're gonna give somebody to, you know, but you 378 00:19:13,320 --> 00:19:16,560 Speaker 1: don't think sometimes guys do learn their lesson. Maybe not 379 00:19:16,720 --> 00:19:19,840 Speaker 1: in my experience, you know, yeah, I agree with that, 380 00:19:19,880 --> 00:19:21,920 Speaker 1: Like if you didn't do nothing and we just broke 381 00:19:22,000 --> 00:19:23,760 Speaker 1: up because you know what, I don't know, maybe we're 382 00:19:23,840 --> 00:19:28,159 Speaker 1: arguing something. I'm just like, we fall out. We need space. 383 00:19:28,400 --> 00:19:31,360 Speaker 1: But if you do wrong and crazy the second time 384 00:19:31,440 --> 00:19:34,760 Speaker 1: you break, it's not the same because now it's even 385 00:19:34,800 --> 00:19:36,520 Speaker 1: worse than it was the first time. And I'm already 386 00:19:36,520 --> 00:19:38,240 Speaker 1: looking at you like I'm giving you a second chance, 387 00:19:38,560 --> 00:19:41,680 Speaker 1: and you steal my ecka food. I just can't deal. Yeah, 388 00:19:41,720 --> 00:19:44,360 Speaker 1: Like petty breakups don't count on you're in a real relationship. 389 00:19:44,400 --> 00:19:46,080 Speaker 1: You have a fighting and you hate each other for 390 00:19:46,119 --> 00:19:48,040 Speaker 1: two days and then you get back together. That's not 391 00:19:48,200 --> 00:19:50,920 Speaker 1: But if he if he cheated, because there are guys 392 00:19:50,920 --> 00:19:55,120 Speaker 1: who cheat and then you get back together and they 393 00:19:55,200 --> 00:19:57,920 Speaker 1: learn their lesson. No, they don't know. I don't believe that. 394 00:19:58,240 --> 00:20:00,960 Speaker 1: They never do. They never learn, saying I don't think 395 00:20:00,960 --> 00:20:03,639 Speaker 1: so they don't because I because the lesson is to cheat. 396 00:20:03,680 --> 00:20:05,760 Speaker 1: Why in the beginning, Because what you're doing is going 397 00:20:05,840 --> 00:20:08,280 Speaker 1: to affect me. And because you did that, that's not 398 00:20:08,800 --> 00:20:10,720 Speaker 1: that's not a lesson you learned. That's like you really 399 00:20:10,720 --> 00:20:12,879 Speaker 1: didn't care how even if you didn't think about it. 400 00:20:12,960 --> 00:20:15,040 Speaker 1: You I'm looking at you like you didn't care that 401 00:20:15,040 --> 00:20:16,720 Speaker 1: that was gonna affect me. But if you have kids, 402 00:20:16,760 --> 00:20:18,159 Speaker 1: is it different if you have kids. I hear that. 403 00:20:18,240 --> 00:20:19,920 Speaker 1: I don't have kids, so I don't know but I'm 404 00:20:19,960 --> 00:20:22,040 Speaker 1: still saying I'm not living with the situation because of 405 00:20:22,040 --> 00:20:24,200 Speaker 1: the kids, because then like I'm just trying to put 406 00:20:24,200 --> 00:20:26,320 Speaker 1: this front off for the kids and there the kids 407 00:20:26,320 --> 00:20:28,760 Speaker 1: are good, but me and you are, Like have you 408 00:20:28,800 --> 00:20:30,879 Speaker 1: ever thought like cheating when you were in a relationship. 409 00:20:31,760 --> 00:20:33,639 Speaker 1: I had, I did feel like cheating, but I just 410 00:20:33,760 --> 00:20:37,040 Speaker 1: left like it was it even just a feeling because 411 00:20:37,040 --> 00:20:39,679 Speaker 1: I think at some point everybody it was because I 412 00:20:39,680 --> 00:20:41,600 Speaker 1: got cheated on. It was because I didn't do bad 413 00:20:41,640 --> 00:20:43,240 Speaker 1: thing and you cheated on me. And I just felt 414 00:20:43,280 --> 00:20:47,840 Speaker 1: like I got so many opportunities to just be reckless, 415 00:20:48,480 --> 00:20:51,959 Speaker 1: and I want, like really, I'm sitting here like like 416 00:20:52,040 --> 00:20:54,840 Speaker 1: sitting behind the closed doors of the world, like thinking 417 00:20:54,840 --> 00:20:57,280 Speaker 1: about what you did to me, and I was just 418 00:20:57,400 --> 00:20:59,040 Speaker 1: crushed and I was thinking like I could just do 419 00:20:59,080 --> 00:21:00,480 Speaker 1: it back, and you're a man, You're not gonna be 420 00:21:00,520 --> 00:21:03,639 Speaker 1: able to really accept it, like I have to deal 421 00:21:03,720 --> 00:21:06,280 Speaker 1: with it like you you wasn't, And I thought, you 422 00:21:06,359 --> 00:21:08,320 Speaker 1: know what, before I even tell you, I know that 423 00:21:08,359 --> 00:21:10,840 Speaker 1: you cheat it. I have to like get the nerve 424 00:21:10,880 --> 00:21:12,720 Speaker 1: because I know once I let this cat out the back, 425 00:21:12,760 --> 00:21:15,480 Speaker 1: it's over between me you. Because I'm visionary, I'm gonna 426 00:21:15,560 --> 00:21:18,000 Speaker 1: I vision you fucking her and I'm not gonna see 427 00:21:18,080 --> 00:21:20,399 Speaker 1: no other way. That is very true because when somebody 428 00:21:20,440 --> 00:21:22,159 Speaker 1: just that, every time you're in bed, you're thinking, like, 429 00:21:22,200 --> 00:21:24,880 Speaker 1: so what you're like that? Yeah, Like I just every 430 00:21:24,920 --> 00:21:26,720 Speaker 1: time you leave the house, you're thinking, so you're calling 431 00:21:26,720 --> 00:21:29,640 Speaker 1: that bits when you leave the house texting her, Yeah, 432 00:21:29,720 --> 00:21:32,639 Speaker 1: I just yeah, so I have her around you. I 433 00:21:32,680 --> 00:21:34,520 Speaker 1: just left because I don't want to play the same 434 00:21:34,560 --> 00:21:37,679 Speaker 1: game that you're playing, because now we're both like slows. Right. 435 00:21:38,200 --> 00:21:40,680 Speaker 1: That's the main thing. Like when you when a guy 436 00:21:40,760 --> 00:21:43,720 Speaker 1: teaching you and it's disrespectful because his boys don't know. 437 00:21:43,920 --> 00:21:46,680 Speaker 1: They don't everybody know, your girls know. You don't know. 438 00:21:46,720 --> 00:21:51,080 Speaker 1: You're feeling crazy. You look like outside around your friends. 439 00:21:51,760 --> 00:21:56,280 Speaker 1: I had other bits around Yeah, yeah, all right. Now 440 00:21:56,720 --> 00:21:59,320 Speaker 1: has porn affected the way that you have sex in 441 00:21:59,359 --> 00:22:02,360 Speaker 1: any way? Because I know we all watch porn? Oh 442 00:22:02,520 --> 00:22:05,960 Speaker 1: I I honestly I love porn, you know because I 443 00:22:06,000 --> 00:22:08,200 Speaker 1: love porn because I'm always watching the stuff that like 444 00:22:08,400 --> 00:22:10,840 Speaker 1: if I don't do something, I'm like, damn, that's what 445 00:22:10,920 --> 00:22:14,720 Speaker 1: we say. I don't say I'm like googling stopping her 446 00:22:14,760 --> 00:22:18,119 Speaker 1: and him. But it just makes it more like it 447 00:22:18,200 --> 00:22:20,520 Speaker 1: just makes you. It makes me just want open like sexually, 448 00:22:20,560 --> 00:22:21,560 Speaker 1: like to just do what I want to do it 449 00:22:21,600 --> 00:22:23,119 Speaker 1: like this, Like you know a lot of my friends 450 00:22:23,160 --> 00:22:26,040 Speaker 1: they're they're like stuck in their ways, like, oh, I'm 451 00:22:26,080 --> 00:22:28,840 Speaker 1: not swallowing, I'm not deep, I'm not doing all these things. 452 00:22:28,960 --> 00:22:30,880 Speaker 1: And what's the first thing you said? You know, they're 453 00:22:30,880 --> 00:22:32,879 Speaker 1: not swallowing, they're not deep, they're not doing all of 454 00:22:32,880 --> 00:22:34,280 Speaker 1: these Oh my god, I'm not gonna ever do that. 455 00:22:34,720 --> 00:22:37,359 Speaker 1: And it's like you're being swallow though. Oh it's some 456 00:22:37,480 --> 00:22:39,800 Speaker 1: girls that says that they don't. They're not. They're just 457 00:22:39,800 --> 00:22:43,080 Speaker 1: stuck in the older frame like they're you know, that's 458 00:22:43,119 --> 00:22:46,040 Speaker 1: that's the disgusting. I think spitting is way more discussing this. No. 459 00:22:46,119 --> 00:22:49,240 Speaker 1: One girl who won't swallow, but she likes for her 460 00:22:49,280 --> 00:22:51,480 Speaker 1: man to come on her face. Do you might as 461 00:22:51,520 --> 00:22:54,600 Speaker 1: well drink it? I mean, which one is more Like 462 00:22:55,040 --> 00:22:57,960 Speaker 1: she's like, no, I could never that's disgusting. I'm like 463 00:22:58,480 --> 00:23:05,200 Speaker 1: coming their whole face, Like why you can't? This coming 464 00:23:05,200 --> 00:23:07,000 Speaker 1: on your face is the worst. If you have to 465 00:23:07,040 --> 00:23:09,840 Speaker 1: do something later, like if my makeup is done in 466 00:23:09,960 --> 00:23:14,480 Speaker 1: my last yeah, you ain't working. Come and don't get 467 00:23:14,520 --> 00:23:17,119 Speaker 1: that ship in my hair either, Do not want that 468 00:23:17,359 --> 00:23:20,960 Speaker 1: in my hair? That is disrespectful. If anybody tries to 469 00:23:20,960 --> 00:23:22,280 Speaker 1: come in and you gotta try to duck out the 470 00:23:22,320 --> 00:23:26,040 Speaker 1: way like whoa slow down. I'm not against getting come 471 00:23:26,200 --> 00:23:29,240 Speaker 1: on my face. I'm not against it, but that if 472 00:23:29,359 --> 00:23:32,000 Speaker 1: that has depends, it has it has to be a 473 00:23:32,160 --> 00:23:35,320 Speaker 1: lit night, like you have to be really really like 474 00:23:35,480 --> 00:23:38,159 Speaker 1: extra lit like. But what if they're about to go out, 475 00:23:38,200 --> 00:23:42,440 Speaker 1: because let's admits sex is different. When you got you 476 00:23:42,520 --> 00:23:47,560 Speaker 1: gotta go out later. You're not gonna that's to stay 477 00:23:47,600 --> 00:23:53,320 Speaker 1: in for the night. That's all that. We ain't got 478 00:23:53,320 --> 00:23:55,399 Speaker 1: nothing to do. The only time you're sucking up my 479 00:23:55,440 --> 00:23:57,560 Speaker 1: face my makeup is if I'm done with it for 480 00:23:57,600 --> 00:23:59,600 Speaker 1: the night. When I'm done using this for the night, 481 00:23:59,600 --> 00:24:02,840 Speaker 1: you can good up all you want. Get my lashes 482 00:24:02,880 --> 00:24:05,280 Speaker 1: off stiff. Now, after that guy comes in your mouth, 483 00:24:05,359 --> 00:24:06,960 Speaker 1: do you try to kiss him or do you feel 484 00:24:06,960 --> 00:24:09,879 Speaker 1: like I gotta brush my teeth after. I'm not gonna 485 00:24:09,920 --> 00:24:11,159 Speaker 1: try to kiss him, but I'm not gonna run and 486 00:24:11,160 --> 00:24:13,200 Speaker 1: brush my teeth right after either. Yeah, I'm not doing it. 487 00:24:13,200 --> 00:24:15,200 Speaker 1: I'm not gonna try to kiss him really after you 488 00:24:15,240 --> 00:24:17,719 Speaker 1: come in my mouth, Yeah, I don't want, but I'm 489 00:24:17,760 --> 00:24:19,960 Speaker 1: gonna definitely kiss him after after I come to his mouth, 490 00:24:20,080 --> 00:24:21,680 Speaker 1: I'm gonna go straight for his mouth because I want 491 00:24:21,720 --> 00:24:23,280 Speaker 1: to taste it. But I'm not about to What if 492 00:24:23,280 --> 00:24:25,040 Speaker 1: he's like, I want to taste my come No, okay, 493 00:24:25,040 --> 00:24:27,800 Speaker 1: that's I don't think so, I don't think. I think 494 00:24:27,800 --> 00:24:38,200 Speaker 1: that's like the end of the terminated that's right, yeah, 495 00:24:39,400 --> 00:24:42,360 Speaker 1: my keys at about what about? Right? Okay, we want 496 00:24:42,359 --> 00:24:44,960 Speaker 1: to taste that want to taste him side. I don't 497 00:24:45,000 --> 00:24:48,720 Speaker 1: think the time so I think it's over after them absolutely, 498 00:24:48,720 --> 00:24:50,480 Speaker 1: what that happens, you know, what both of us are 499 00:24:50,520 --> 00:24:54,879 Speaker 1: falling asleep is over, so you wouldn't kiss it. So 500 00:24:55,040 --> 00:24:56,480 Speaker 1: if you try to kiss your man after you came 501 00:24:56,520 --> 00:24:58,280 Speaker 1: in your mouth, would you be offended? If he's like, chill, 502 00:24:58,800 --> 00:25:03,720 Speaker 1: are you understand what's disrespectful? And I think like right 503 00:25:03,800 --> 00:25:07,520 Speaker 1: after no, I mean you mean like it's not in yours? 504 00:25:07,760 --> 00:25:10,119 Speaker 1: You mean swallow then lay down up on a pillow, 505 00:25:10,200 --> 00:25:12,119 Speaker 1: land with your back turn or whatever, like about to 506 00:25:12,119 --> 00:25:14,879 Speaker 1: fall just kissing him out like a good night or something. 507 00:25:15,000 --> 00:25:17,320 Speaker 1: That's fine. But I mean if the comb is still 508 00:25:17,440 --> 00:25:19,720 Speaker 1: lingering around in my mouth, I'm not about to put 509 00:25:19,800 --> 00:25:23,360 Speaker 1: my cou I'll ring around your mouth, lingering, okay, lingering 510 00:25:23,400 --> 00:25:28,080 Speaker 1: around in my mom I'm not about town. There's still 511 00:25:28,080 --> 00:25:31,840 Speaker 1: some hiss comeback in his mouth, like he said. That's 512 00:25:31,880 --> 00:25:33,960 Speaker 1: what I like. It's in your mouth. And you want 513 00:25:33,960 --> 00:25:38,160 Speaker 1: to kiss sometimes because I swear I'm hilarious. I'll swear 514 00:25:38,440 --> 00:25:40,439 Speaker 1: I'll like fake a guy out and be like, oh, 515 00:25:40,520 --> 00:25:42,479 Speaker 1: give me a kiss, give me a kiss, And if 516 00:25:42,520 --> 00:25:44,280 Speaker 1: they say yes, I'll be like, oh my god, you're 517 00:25:44,359 --> 00:25:49,159 Speaker 1: so nasty and telling me that like no, usually like 518 00:25:49,240 --> 00:25:53,320 Speaker 1: one like no, go wash your mouth. All right, So 519 00:25:53,359 --> 00:25:55,119 Speaker 1: now let's talk about in real life. I'm gonna throw 520 00:25:55,160 --> 00:25:57,160 Speaker 1: out a song title and I want everybody to give 521 00:25:57,600 --> 00:26:00,959 Speaker 1: a story that relates to this song title. All right, 522 00:26:01,000 --> 00:26:04,720 Speaker 1: I wish I never met you? M I wish I 523 00:26:04,760 --> 00:26:07,600 Speaker 1: never met you. A story is like I mean personally, yes, 524 00:26:07,680 --> 00:26:10,000 Speaker 1: a personal story. You don't gotta say no names obviously, 525 00:26:10,440 --> 00:26:12,320 Speaker 1: but somebody that you feel like I wish I never 526 00:26:12,359 --> 00:26:14,440 Speaker 1: met you. Oh yeah, I definitely feel like I wish 527 00:26:14,480 --> 00:26:16,200 Speaker 1: I never met somebody that was in a situation with 528 00:26:16,440 --> 00:26:19,560 Speaker 1: and um, this is like a four year situation and 529 00:26:19,640 --> 00:26:22,119 Speaker 1: your engagement, yeah, and like you really you know what 530 00:26:22,160 --> 00:26:23,800 Speaker 1: this this is the whole thing I can't get. I'm 531 00:26:23,840 --> 00:26:26,160 Speaker 1: so it's out of me. But like I was so 532 00:26:26,640 --> 00:26:28,359 Speaker 1: to not let you know for four months and I 533 00:26:28,400 --> 00:26:29,840 Speaker 1: held it. I'm looking at you every single day and 534 00:26:29,840 --> 00:26:31,960 Speaker 1: I'm watching but I don't care. What she was saying, 535 00:26:32,000 --> 00:26:35,720 Speaker 1: some freaky freaky ship you. Okay, so you read his 536 00:26:35,840 --> 00:26:39,160 Speaker 1: technologyes his his his message was going off. I never 537 00:26:39,280 --> 00:26:44,040 Speaker 1: ever checked his messages. And she was so extra thirsty. 538 00:26:44,160 --> 00:26:46,360 Speaker 1: I guess was trying to let other people know they 539 00:26:46,400 --> 00:26:49,160 Speaker 1: have been conversating again. And she was sending these messages 540 00:26:49,200 --> 00:26:52,560 Speaker 1: over from him and her, from her to somebody else 541 00:26:52,640 --> 00:26:56,159 Speaker 1: that I know, and she she sent the message that 542 00:26:56,240 --> 00:26:58,800 Speaker 1: came up, it like it just opened up. So I 543 00:26:58,880 --> 00:27:02,320 Speaker 1: was like, okay, now this is a little what was 544 00:27:02,359 --> 00:27:04,639 Speaker 1: she saying. What she was saying is like, you know what, 545 00:27:04,760 --> 00:27:07,400 Speaker 1: I'll just be so happy when you're done whatever you're 546 00:27:07,400 --> 00:27:09,520 Speaker 1: doing in this in your career, and you could just 547 00:27:09,640 --> 00:27:12,480 Speaker 1: have this office now and we could just suck on 548 00:27:12,680 --> 00:27:15,160 Speaker 1: the balcony of your office and you could just fuck 549 00:27:15,359 --> 00:27:17,840 Speaker 1: me and like sucking in the ask like you like 550 00:27:17,920 --> 00:27:20,159 Speaker 1: just like you like like how I like you to 551 00:27:20,200 --> 00:27:22,040 Speaker 1: do it. I'm like, you know you love that? And 552 00:27:22,040 --> 00:27:25,600 Speaker 1: then it was like his message was like he was 553 00:27:25,720 --> 00:27:27,720 Speaker 1: like it was like, hey baby, you got You're up, 554 00:27:28,000 --> 00:27:30,280 Speaker 1: and it was like, I just want to know how 555 00:27:30,280 --> 00:27:32,040 Speaker 1: many more times can I fuck you before I leave? 556 00:27:32,840 --> 00:27:35,200 Speaker 1: And she knew he was in a relationship, of course, 557 00:27:37,240 --> 00:27:39,120 Speaker 1: and I was like, how but I don't even care 558 00:27:39,160 --> 00:27:40,679 Speaker 1: that she was saying all this free she say a 559 00:27:40,720 --> 00:27:42,639 Speaker 1: whole bunch of freaky stuff more than that. But he 560 00:27:43,000 --> 00:27:44,800 Speaker 1: just the fact that me knowing that you kept saying 561 00:27:44,800 --> 00:27:46,640 Speaker 1: I just want to know. I mean, how many times 562 00:27:46,680 --> 00:27:49,240 Speaker 1: can I fuck you before I leave? It's his response 563 00:27:49,240 --> 00:27:54,280 Speaker 1: that was really did it? But you're leaving coming to me? Well, 564 00:27:54,320 --> 00:27:56,080 Speaker 1: there's no coming back from that one. And I just 565 00:27:56,119 --> 00:27:58,440 Speaker 1: all I could just keep imagining this, how many more 566 00:27:58,480 --> 00:28:00,439 Speaker 1: times can I you before I leave? So you mean 567 00:28:00,480 --> 00:28:02,280 Speaker 1: somebody was sucking her all these days? You were there 568 00:28:02,320 --> 00:28:04,880 Speaker 1: like every single day, like Thursday, Friday, Saturday and coming 569 00:28:04,880 --> 00:28:06,680 Speaker 1: to me Sunday and if you want to get the 570 00:28:06,800 --> 00:28:10,400 Speaker 1: Sunday I was thinking like like how, like like how 571 00:28:10,440 --> 00:28:12,600 Speaker 1: do you conceal? How do you? I just really wish 572 00:28:12,640 --> 00:28:15,119 Speaker 1: I just never It's nothing I could do. I'm so mad. 573 00:28:15,160 --> 00:28:17,320 Speaker 1: I can't even do nothing, but just wish I never 574 00:28:17,359 --> 00:28:20,040 Speaker 1: met you. Like it's no coming back from that, because 575 00:28:20,040 --> 00:28:23,000 Speaker 1: now I can't even fuck you because I'm imagining you 576 00:28:23,040 --> 00:28:26,080 Speaker 1: fuck her and like, so you thought about trying to 577 00:28:26,119 --> 00:28:28,320 Speaker 1: make it work after that, No, it was like a 578 00:28:28,320 --> 00:28:30,359 Speaker 1: whole year after that no phone, no call, no text 579 00:28:30,400 --> 00:28:33,040 Speaker 1: or nothing, just nothing like no communication, no matter who 580 00:28:33,040 --> 00:28:34,560 Speaker 1: you reached out, it was no way to talk to me. 581 00:28:34,720 --> 00:28:37,439 Speaker 1: And then a year passed and someone contacted me to 582 00:28:37,640 --> 00:28:40,800 Speaker 1: speak to you, and really I think I was I was, 583 00:28:40,960 --> 00:28:43,640 Speaker 1: I was happy, but I was still thinking, like I 584 00:28:43,720 --> 00:28:46,200 Speaker 1: wondered when this day would come, like what I would say, 585 00:28:46,200 --> 00:28:48,080 Speaker 1: how I would be if I ever see you, and 586 00:28:48,120 --> 00:28:50,800 Speaker 1: I You're the only person I wanted that to Like 587 00:28:51,000 --> 00:28:52,720 Speaker 1: that was no closure to get that chance back to 588 00:28:52,720 --> 00:28:55,520 Speaker 1: see and I realized when I saw you, I talked 589 00:28:55,760 --> 00:28:57,880 Speaker 1: you apologize, you can't go on all this stuff. I 590 00:28:58,360 --> 00:29:00,239 Speaker 1: felt for that a little bit. I wanted to hear 591 00:29:00,280 --> 00:29:03,320 Speaker 1: all that within that year. But then I did make 592 00:29:03,360 --> 00:29:05,200 Speaker 1: a chance to go see you. And then when I 593 00:29:05,240 --> 00:29:07,480 Speaker 1: saw you, I realized, Damn, I'm like, I'm not even 594 00:29:07,520 --> 00:29:10,960 Speaker 1: missing nothing, You're not doing nothing that for a whole 595 00:29:11,040 --> 00:29:13,800 Speaker 1: year since I've not been here, Like I'll just be 596 00:29:13,800 --> 00:29:15,200 Speaker 1: come back to the same thing, so you'll be still 597 00:29:15,200 --> 00:29:16,720 Speaker 1: with me, still doing the same thing, going back, still 598 00:29:16,720 --> 00:29:19,280 Speaker 1: sucking her. It's not gonna happen, bro, That's right. And 599 00:29:19,320 --> 00:29:21,280 Speaker 1: I always feel like with guys, if you wait too long, 600 00:29:21,320 --> 00:29:23,800 Speaker 1: we don't moved on. Your window of opportunity is closed. 601 00:29:23,960 --> 00:29:27,120 Speaker 1: It's got you gotta try to get up back when 602 00:29:27,120 --> 00:29:29,840 Speaker 1: we're vulnerable right after, because if you wait too long, 603 00:29:29,920 --> 00:29:32,200 Speaker 1: we don't get over that. Yeah, we off of it. 604 00:29:32,880 --> 00:29:35,440 Speaker 1: So sometimes it's got to be like immediately you guys 605 00:29:35,520 --> 00:29:37,480 Speaker 1: want to wait, I wait till she calmed down. I'm 606 00:29:37,480 --> 00:29:40,640 Speaker 1: gonna do this and do that. It's yeah, it's done, Yeah, 607 00:29:40,680 --> 00:29:43,960 Speaker 1: it was done. Step wish I never met you. Wish 608 00:29:44,280 --> 00:29:47,400 Speaker 1: I mean for me, it's a little different because I've 609 00:29:47,400 --> 00:29:50,000 Speaker 1: ben't heard a lot in my lifetime with guys, you know, 610 00:29:50,160 --> 00:29:52,680 Speaker 1: just naturally as a woman moving around. And you heard 611 00:29:52,680 --> 00:29:54,680 Speaker 1: guys a lot too. Yeah, you know, I've had my 612 00:29:54,800 --> 00:29:58,640 Speaker 1: share of you know, breaking hearts. But you know, I 613 00:29:58,680 --> 00:30:01,640 Speaker 1: don't I take all of that like lesson. I don't 614 00:30:01,680 --> 00:30:04,280 Speaker 1: really try to stress that out for me. I wish 615 00:30:04,320 --> 00:30:07,400 Speaker 1: I never met the guys you know that are so amazing. 616 00:30:08,120 --> 00:30:10,680 Speaker 1: They make the other guys like it makes it hard 617 00:30:10,720 --> 00:30:12,960 Speaker 1: for me to date you know what I mean, because 618 00:30:13,400 --> 00:30:17,240 Speaker 1: this guy is just like so amazing. Every other guy 619 00:30:17,360 --> 00:30:20,120 Speaker 1: is just so trash compared time. You know what I mean. 620 00:30:20,560 --> 00:30:22,960 Speaker 1: This is the stand it's too high now, Yeah, I 621 00:30:22,960 --> 00:30:25,920 Speaker 1: mean it's that's those type of guys I wish I'll 622 00:30:25,920 --> 00:30:28,280 Speaker 1: never met. But if that's U G wish I never 623 00:30:28,320 --> 00:30:32,000 Speaker 1: met you, I'm gonna switch it up to it's a 624 00:30:32,000 --> 00:30:33,720 Speaker 1: bunch of bitches I wish I never met because the 625 00:30:33,720 --> 00:30:38,040 Speaker 1: host was trifling some of your friends. That I trifling girl, 626 00:30:38,400 --> 00:30:40,440 Speaker 1: some of my ex friends. That's exactly what I'm talking about. 627 00:30:40,960 --> 00:30:45,239 Speaker 1: The betrayal, the betrayal that I've experienced. It was at 628 00:30:45,280 --> 00:30:49,600 Speaker 1: a level of just ridiculousness, and it came from three people. 629 00:30:50,480 --> 00:30:53,200 Speaker 1: Um that I was thought I was really close to that. 630 00:30:53,320 --> 00:30:55,200 Speaker 1: I can find it in that I shared my home 631 00:30:55,240 --> 00:30:58,280 Speaker 1: with that, I was around my family with that. Uh, 632 00:30:58,320 --> 00:31:00,240 Speaker 1: you know, blessed what in tears? We made money together, 633 00:31:00,320 --> 00:31:02,240 Speaker 1: be cry together, he was broke together, he was up together. 634 00:31:02,560 --> 00:31:04,720 Speaker 1: You know, we wore each other clothes and burrow shoes 635 00:31:04,760 --> 00:31:08,120 Speaker 1: and ship. Fourteen years were of friendship. And you know, 636 00:31:08,160 --> 00:31:10,360 Speaker 1: I should have seen the coming, But I don't know 637 00:31:10,400 --> 00:31:11,680 Speaker 1: what made me think I was so special that it 638 00:31:11,680 --> 00:31:13,640 Speaker 1: wouldn't happen to me, and I did, but I did, 639 00:31:13,920 --> 00:31:16,040 Speaker 1: So that's that would be my I wish I never 640 00:31:16,120 --> 00:31:18,680 Speaker 1: met you because I never wanted well, actually you know what, 641 00:31:18,720 --> 00:31:19,960 Speaker 1: I wish I never met you. But at the same time, 642 00:31:19,960 --> 00:31:21,320 Speaker 1: I'm glad I did meet you because I learned that 643 00:31:21,400 --> 00:31:24,120 Speaker 1: lesson and I'll never in my life put myself in 644 00:31:24,120 --> 00:31:25,960 Speaker 1: a predictament where I'll allow somebody to do that to 645 00:31:26,000 --> 00:31:29,960 Speaker 1: me again. So you ever had one of your friends 646 00:31:30,240 --> 00:31:33,560 Speaker 1: your man, Yeah, that happened to me very like very 647 00:31:33,600 --> 00:31:36,240 Speaker 1: early early on. It was it was one of my 648 00:31:36,280 --> 00:31:39,320 Speaker 1: best friends. Wow. Yeah, and and it and it was 649 00:31:39,600 --> 00:31:41,080 Speaker 1: it's just one of them. Crazy because you know, like 650 00:31:41,080 --> 00:31:43,719 Speaker 1: you're your friends, you'll have your little secrets, like if 651 00:31:43,720 --> 00:31:45,920 Speaker 1: this is your friend, you're my friend, like you know, 652 00:31:46,040 --> 00:31:47,640 Speaker 1: if we went to a club and another guy try 653 00:31:47,680 --> 00:31:49,960 Speaker 1: to talk to me or somebody because you're my friends. 654 00:31:50,160 --> 00:31:52,280 Speaker 1: But so this is my friend and you're my friend, 655 00:31:52,400 --> 00:31:56,360 Speaker 1: and I'm your best friend. Is getting all this attention, 656 00:31:56,400 --> 00:31:59,600 Speaker 1: but you're not getting this attention, and you would risk 657 00:31:59,640 --> 00:32:01,880 Speaker 1: the French hip that we have so you could suck 658 00:32:01,960 --> 00:32:03,920 Speaker 1: the guy that I'm with, just so you can think 659 00:32:03,960 --> 00:32:07,360 Speaker 1: that you're gonna get the everything that I have, And 660 00:32:07,480 --> 00:32:10,120 Speaker 1: not only did you do that, but you also like 661 00:32:10,360 --> 00:32:12,800 Speaker 1: told all my secrets, like oh you know that like 662 00:32:12,840 --> 00:32:14,800 Speaker 1: that she said we was going to Bahamas. We wasn't 663 00:32:14,800 --> 00:32:18,880 Speaker 1: in Bahamas, were you remember the Like that was one 664 00:32:18,880 --> 00:32:21,080 Speaker 1: of those things. And I was like wow, like it 665 00:32:21,120 --> 00:32:22,840 Speaker 1: was a really wow. It was a hurtful thing. And 666 00:32:22,880 --> 00:32:26,320 Speaker 1: the thing about it is I was like I was devastated. 667 00:32:27,040 --> 00:32:29,200 Speaker 1: Not only did you suck my man, but you also 668 00:32:29,480 --> 00:32:36,120 Speaker 1: um told my secret like that that's one thing my 669 00:32:36,160 --> 00:32:38,560 Speaker 1: man and everything and keep it moving, but you're gonna 670 00:32:38,600 --> 00:32:42,080 Speaker 1: tell my ship. So that's somebody you obviously never spoke 671 00:32:42,120 --> 00:32:44,400 Speaker 1: to again after that. I actually and that's the thing 672 00:32:44,440 --> 00:32:47,360 Speaker 1: I did, because the thing what happened is we were 673 00:32:47,400 --> 00:32:49,360 Speaker 1: like this is somebody that I this is like my 674 00:32:49,400 --> 00:32:52,600 Speaker 1: best friend. I love you to death and I actually 675 00:32:52,600 --> 00:32:54,120 Speaker 1: look up to you because you're older than me and 676 00:32:54,160 --> 00:32:56,600 Speaker 1: I idolized you, so I'm never thinking that would ever 677 00:32:56,640 --> 00:32:59,719 Speaker 1: be mean you. And then you and him really was 678 00:32:59,800 --> 00:33:03,600 Speaker 1: like damn there like really sucking around and I would 679 00:33:03,640 --> 00:33:05,840 Speaker 1: have to see it and see it, and I remember 680 00:33:05,880 --> 00:33:08,680 Speaker 1: all my my other friends wanted to boyfriend and girlfriend 681 00:33:08,680 --> 00:33:10,400 Speaker 1: after that, but it was it was like it was 682 00:33:10,480 --> 00:33:12,800 Speaker 1: to It was to make me so like, you know what, 683 00:33:13,240 --> 00:33:15,240 Speaker 1: I know that you were talking to somebody else, so 684 00:33:15,280 --> 00:33:16,480 Speaker 1: I know that you didn't want to be a minimum. 685 00:33:16,480 --> 00:33:17,480 Speaker 1: You just didn't want to tell me. And I know 686 00:33:17,520 --> 00:33:20,200 Speaker 1: because she like you would text me everything that me 687 00:33:20,240 --> 00:33:21,600 Speaker 1: and her will talk about, so I know that that's 688 00:33:21,600 --> 00:33:24,320 Speaker 1: where you got it from. And but now I'm gonna 689 00:33:24,320 --> 00:33:26,360 Speaker 1: tell you something. I don't even really want this bitch. 690 00:33:26,360 --> 00:33:27,760 Speaker 1: I'm only wanted to get back at you because I 691 00:33:27,760 --> 00:33:29,640 Speaker 1: told you I'm gonna I'm gonna really really get you, 692 00:33:29,680 --> 00:33:31,400 Speaker 1: and that's how I got it. And then now you're 693 00:33:31,440 --> 00:33:33,920 Speaker 1: just dogging her. And then they got into this big altercation. 694 00:33:34,080 --> 00:33:36,760 Speaker 1: She's crying, going crazy, and she called me like fear 695 00:33:36,840 --> 00:33:38,640 Speaker 1: for her life, and I ran to come save her 696 00:33:39,400 --> 00:33:43,520 Speaker 1: because but I had to like realize to say that 697 00:33:43,600 --> 00:33:45,560 Speaker 1: we could not ever be friends like men. You could 698 00:33:45,600 --> 00:33:47,800 Speaker 1: never like be that again. We could like we don't 699 00:33:47,800 --> 00:33:50,600 Speaker 1: talk now, but I still like love her because she 700 00:33:50,680 --> 00:33:52,440 Speaker 1: was somebody that like I grew up with you like 701 00:33:52,800 --> 00:33:54,200 Speaker 1: your mom and my mom, like it was one of 702 00:33:54,240 --> 00:33:56,720 Speaker 1: them kind of like more than friends, like family. So 703 00:33:56,760 --> 00:33:59,520 Speaker 1: that was hurtful because my whole family and your family 704 00:33:59,600 --> 00:34:01,720 Speaker 1: knows each other. So I still have to see that. 705 00:34:01,800 --> 00:34:04,720 Speaker 1: My still families know what happened. Everybody know what happened. 706 00:34:04,720 --> 00:34:07,600 Speaker 1: It was almost embarrassing, you know, it was like so embarrassing, 707 00:34:07,600 --> 00:34:09,240 Speaker 1: and it was just like, I mean, we were younger, 708 00:34:09,280 --> 00:34:11,920 Speaker 1: but it's still like you're older and I respected you 709 00:34:11,960 --> 00:34:13,799 Speaker 1: so much like a boss, and you did that and 710 00:34:13,840 --> 00:34:15,839 Speaker 1: took advantage. So I learned a lot from that growing 711 00:34:15,920 --> 00:34:18,080 Speaker 1: up to where now like I don't really like rock 712 00:34:18,120 --> 00:34:20,120 Speaker 1: with chicks like that, I don't trust like so many 713 00:34:20,160 --> 00:34:22,520 Speaker 1: people because of that issue, Like I don't understand what 714 00:34:22,560 --> 00:34:24,960 Speaker 1: makes women do stuff like that. Will be jealous, like 715 00:34:25,040 --> 00:34:26,680 Speaker 1: you know, we all if we down, we down, we up, 716 00:34:26,680 --> 00:34:28,200 Speaker 1: we up. Like you said, we're gonna do what we 717 00:34:28,239 --> 00:34:30,480 Speaker 1: need to do, but for that, because the sad part 718 00:34:30,600 --> 00:34:32,480 Speaker 1: is that's not even what. They don't even what what 719 00:34:32,600 --> 00:34:35,080 Speaker 1: you got, what what they think he's gonna do for them? 720 00:34:35,120 --> 00:34:39,359 Speaker 1: Because doing for you even work in the third let 721 00:34:39,360 --> 00:34:41,000 Speaker 1: me see if I if I'm gonna get the same thing. No, 722 00:34:41,080 --> 00:34:44,160 Speaker 1: it didn't happen. I was crushed. Yeah, all right, and 723 00:34:44,200 --> 00:34:46,440 Speaker 1: you know we gotta do a big old dick. We 724 00:34:46,480 --> 00:34:56,719 Speaker 1: need a big old dick story story. You first big story, 725 00:34:58,480 --> 00:35:05,680 Speaker 1: which one let me think. Um, my favorite in life. 726 00:35:06,280 --> 00:35:09,600 Speaker 1: I mean, I can't lie. You know, being single is 727 00:35:09,640 --> 00:35:15,279 Speaker 1: really amazing. But I've been dating one guy and his 728 00:35:15,400 --> 00:35:20,920 Speaker 1: dick is really really fucking big, and it's so much like, Okay, 729 00:35:21,080 --> 00:35:24,320 Speaker 1: this is a good story. I remember one right now. Okay, 730 00:35:24,840 --> 00:35:28,200 Speaker 1: So the other day we were, um, we were having sex, 731 00:35:28,320 --> 00:35:31,440 Speaker 1: right and we finished, and he went to get me 732 00:35:31,520 --> 00:35:34,239 Speaker 1: the wash cloth because I was dead. Usually I get 733 00:35:34,320 --> 00:35:36,760 Speaker 1: up and pee after I had sex, but I was dead, 734 00:35:37,920 --> 00:35:41,239 Speaker 1: so I was dead. I'm there waiting for them to 735 00:35:41,320 --> 00:35:44,000 Speaker 1: get me the wash cloth. And I was like, I 736 00:35:44,080 --> 00:35:46,799 Speaker 1: was like, wow, you know, like that was so intense, 737 00:35:46,960 --> 00:35:49,840 Speaker 1: Like I bet you if I close my eyes, I 738 00:35:49,880 --> 00:35:53,279 Speaker 1: could feel, you know, I could feel the um. I 739 00:35:53,280 --> 00:35:56,879 Speaker 1: could feel the pain my insides are going through right now, right, 740 00:35:57,560 --> 00:36:01,080 Speaker 1: So I closed my eyes. I swear, on on everything 741 00:36:01,120 --> 00:36:03,640 Speaker 1: I love, this is a true story. I closed my 742 00:36:03,719 --> 00:36:08,000 Speaker 1: eyes to feel deeper. And yo, I swear I could hear. 743 00:36:08,040 --> 00:36:12,520 Speaker 1: I could feel not here, I can feel my uterus throbbing. Wow. 744 00:36:13,040 --> 00:36:17,440 Speaker 1: Like it was like I'm gonna close my eyes like 745 00:36:17,520 --> 00:36:21,200 Speaker 1: he was killing my ship. Like he was killing my ship. 746 00:36:21,320 --> 00:36:24,600 Speaker 1: Like I swear, his dick is so big, Like if 747 00:36:24,680 --> 00:36:28,520 Speaker 1: I feel like it goes up to my rim down 748 00:36:29,280 --> 00:36:37,520 Speaker 1: that was too big. No, come on doing what was 749 00:36:37,560 --> 00:36:41,480 Speaker 1: defeated by a big dick? Y'all know, I think I'm 750 00:36:41,520 --> 00:36:44,480 Speaker 1: the dicks a queen of the universe. I mean, yeah, 751 00:36:44,480 --> 00:36:46,440 Speaker 1: I think that my head is very, very good. And 752 00:36:46,480 --> 00:36:48,960 Speaker 1: I heard I've heard by enough people that I believe 753 00:36:48,960 --> 00:36:52,360 Speaker 1: it to be true. So anyway, I was defeated by 754 00:36:52,360 --> 00:36:54,080 Speaker 1: a big dick because I couldn't fit it in my mouth. 755 00:36:54,600 --> 00:36:57,000 Speaker 1: You couldn't fit it in your actual It wouldn't it 756 00:36:57,040 --> 00:36:59,560 Speaker 1: was too it was too wide for you to open 757 00:36:59,600 --> 00:37:01,480 Speaker 1: your mouth. It hurt. So what do you do like 758 00:37:01,600 --> 00:37:05,399 Speaker 1: that situation? I took a deep breath and I just 759 00:37:05,960 --> 00:37:07,880 Speaker 1: you know, I tried my best. It was that, no, 760 00:37:08,040 --> 00:37:10,160 Speaker 1: I have a tip, I had a chest and the 761 00:37:10,280 --> 00:37:13,320 Speaker 1: dick is too big, right, Like I got a tip. 762 00:37:13,640 --> 00:37:16,719 Speaker 1: I gotta tip, guys. I mean, I still managed to 763 00:37:16,840 --> 00:37:22,680 Speaker 1: make it head, but I didn't give them I didn't 764 00:37:22,680 --> 00:37:27,080 Speaker 1: not say it. Just listen, when the dick is too 765 00:37:27,080 --> 00:37:29,840 Speaker 1: big and you feel like it's just not comfortable in 766 00:37:30,000 --> 00:37:33,719 Speaker 1: your mouth, what you do is just put like just 767 00:37:34,040 --> 00:37:36,480 Speaker 1: you don't suck on the tip of it, right, and 768 00:37:36,560 --> 00:37:38,680 Speaker 1: like make a you know, make sure your hand is 769 00:37:38,719 --> 00:37:42,719 Speaker 1: really wet and like make a like a suction from 770 00:37:42,800 --> 00:37:46,920 Speaker 1: your hand. Yeah, that's basically what I had. Your hand whatever, 771 00:37:47,320 --> 00:37:50,359 Speaker 1: I had a big and I'm crazy. I mean, that's 772 00:37:50,400 --> 00:37:52,400 Speaker 1: one of my movie. That's one of my anyway, but 773 00:37:52,400 --> 00:37:54,040 Speaker 1: I've been coming. We had to do that. That was 774 00:37:54,080 --> 00:37:57,279 Speaker 1: the only thing I can really say makes us. Yeah, 775 00:37:57,320 --> 00:38:00,839 Speaker 1: you like, yeah, you take that, and you like make 776 00:38:00,960 --> 00:38:05,680 Speaker 1: us Let you do this exactly and it makes a noise, 777 00:38:06,960 --> 00:38:10,040 Speaker 1: It makes a sucking noise, a hard sucking noise, and 778 00:38:10,080 --> 00:38:12,719 Speaker 1: it drives them. That's already one of my movies. But 779 00:38:12,760 --> 00:38:14,399 Speaker 1: that was like the only thing I really good them 780 00:38:14,400 --> 00:38:18,480 Speaker 1: with was that, because they would like my lips was like, 781 00:38:19,000 --> 00:38:21,759 Speaker 1: you know, your lively drive it and they crack. It's 782 00:38:21,800 --> 00:38:26,000 Speaker 1: like you're getting your wisdom teeth. It's like when you 783 00:38:26,080 --> 00:38:28,000 Speaker 1: when they put the thing to get your teeth. Yea, 784 00:38:29,000 --> 00:38:45,760 Speaker 1: like no, okay, shout out, okay, let's see. I already 785 00:38:45,840 --> 00:38:47,960 Speaker 1: have like a real big dig story. I think it 786 00:38:47,960 --> 00:38:49,440 Speaker 1: would just be more like for me, it would be 787 00:38:49,480 --> 00:38:52,120 Speaker 1: just like just having sex. It's like the whole big 788 00:38:52,160 --> 00:38:54,960 Speaker 1: like right now I have like you have a big, 789 00:38:55,200 --> 00:38:59,279 Speaker 1: big dick, me too, And it's like the thing is 790 00:38:59,320 --> 00:39:01,840 Speaker 1: with me. I'm I'm honestly, I'm one of those people. 791 00:39:01,960 --> 00:39:04,800 Speaker 1: I really, I am the I am the most remember 792 00:39:04,840 --> 00:39:08,120 Speaker 1: her legs because I don't I don't say that, I 793 00:39:08,160 --> 00:39:10,360 Speaker 1: don't get so relaxed to where I can just be 794 00:39:10,440 --> 00:39:13,120 Speaker 1: like I'm just about to fucking drive you crazy right now. 795 00:39:13,560 --> 00:39:15,759 Speaker 1: It's like I have to be so lit to like 796 00:39:15,920 --> 00:39:19,040 Speaker 1: get to that doing what I'm saying, like to get 797 00:39:19,080 --> 00:39:20,520 Speaker 1: that relaxed where I can just really like I'm going 798 00:39:20,560 --> 00:39:24,000 Speaker 1: to like I don't want I want every part of it, 799 00:39:24,040 --> 00:39:25,840 Speaker 1: like your whole fucking body to come on this. I 800 00:39:25,840 --> 00:39:27,880 Speaker 1: want all your But that's like a thing for me 801 00:39:27,920 --> 00:39:29,800 Speaker 1: to get so relaxed to get to that point for that. 802 00:39:29,920 --> 00:39:32,080 Speaker 1: So I'm still trying to adjust to this situation. Well, 803 00:39:32,080 --> 00:39:34,480 Speaker 1: make sure you pee after you'll get a urinary tract infection. 804 00:39:34,520 --> 00:39:37,600 Speaker 1: I always be after you have to. I don't want 805 00:39:37,640 --> 00:39:39,759 Speaker 1: no track. I don't want it to be like uncomfortably 806 00:39:39,880 --> 00:39:41,360 Speaker 1: like you know what I mean, Like I call that 807 00:39:41,400 --> 00:39:43,759 Speaker 1: a museum dick. It's great to look at. Yeah, I don't, 808 00:39:44,080 --> 00:39:45,719 Speaker 1: I don't really want it like that, but it's it's 809 00:39:45,719 --> 00:39:48,520 Speaker 1: really great. So do you like to um after you 810 00:39:48,560 --> 00:39:50,680 Speaker 1: have sex? Be like in pain? Like Dan that ship, 811 00:39:50,800 --> 00:39:55,680 Speaker 1: I'm still sore. No, not mean sometimes you do because 812 00:39:55,680 --> 00:39:58,279 Speaker 1: I want when I wake up, so I don't really 813 00:39:58,360 --> 00:40:01,000 Speaker 1: want to feel the pain. Yeah, you just need that 814 00:40:01,080 --> 00:40:04,480 Speaker 1: pounding that sometimes you just need that. Not not not 815 00:40:04,480 --> 00:40:06,919 Speaker 1: not you know you need that. And then the next 816 00:40:07,000 --> 00:40:11,160 Speaker 1: day you like, no, I'm telling you the next day 817 00:40:11,200 --> 00:40:14,960 Speaker 1: And then he was getting the and I might shoot, 818 00:40:15,000 --> 00:40:19,040 Speaker 1: was like boom boom boom boom boom, it's amazing. Maybe 819 00:40:19,040 --> 00:40:24,359 Speaker 1: there was a ghost having sex with you. What about okay, 820 00:40:24,440 --> 00:40:30,880 Speaker 1: sex in public? But I got a story. Okay, Houston's 821 00:40:30,920 --> 00:40:33,000 Speaker 1: in the bathroom, you know how to have like the 822 00:40:33,040 --> 00:40:35,239 Speaker 1: doors the restaurant. He since, yeah, you know how you 823 00:40:35,280 --> 00:40:36,880 Speaker 1: go in in the bathroom in Houston's and it's like 824 00:40:36,920 --> 00:40:38,920 Speaker 1: door door door, door door instead of stalls, it's like 825 00:40:38,920 --> 00:40:41,719 Speaker 1: actual doors. Yeah, we were behind the door and we 826 00:40:41,719 --> 00:40:43,799 Speaker 1: didn't lock the door, and this this white lady walked 827 00:40:43,800 --> 00:40:46,719 Speaker 1: in the door and she jumped in. She could have 828 00:40:46,840 --> 00:40:50,319 Speaker 1: but no, but yeah we got caught. But she ain't 829 00:40:50,360 --> 00:40:53,160 Speaker 1: say nothing. Yeah, I mean that would be whack, and 830 00:40:53,160 --> 00:40:54,840 Speaker 1: then closed the door and left out the bathroom. She 831 00:40:54,920 --> 00:40:58,480 Speaker 1: was like, man, but we kept going. Yeah, I was 832 00:40:58,520 --> 00:41:00,640 Speaker 1: real hot to That was the first time public. That 833 00:41:00,719 --> 00:41:02,200 Speaker 1: was the first time I ever ate an edible. We 834 00:41:02,239 --> 00:41:04,360 Speaker 1: was in California, and that was the first time I 835 00:41:04,400 --> 00:41:06,359 Speaker 1: ever ate edible and I ate the rice crispy tree 836 00:41:06,400 --> 00:41:08,880 Speaker 1: and I ate the whole thing, and I was so high. 837 00:41:09,080 --> 00:41:11,560 Speaker 1: I was so Before we started having sex in the bathroom, 838 00:41:11,600 --> 00:41:13,600 Speaker 1: I was actually sitting at the table with my sunglasses 839 00:41:13,600 --> 00:41:15,520 Speaker 1: on and I was sitting there to sleep, and then 840 00:41:15,520 --> 00:41:18,480 Speaker 1: he woked me up, like and I'm like to sleep. 841 00:41:18,520 --> 00:41:20,680 Speaker 1: I'm like, yeah, that's what he said. He's like, oh, 842 00:41:20,880 --> 00:41:22,200 Speaker 1: he's like, you've been a bathroom. I wake you up. 843 00:41:22,200 --> 00:41:24,279 Speaker 1: And I'm like, um, no, you meet me in the 844 00:41:24,280 --> 00:41:27,120 Speaker 1: bedroom because I'm not going in the mens room. You've 845 00:41:27,239 --> 00:41:30,800 Speaker 1: never had sex in public, not in like a bathroom stall, 846 00:41:31,000 --> 00:41:35,000 Speaker 1: not in the park, not be just I really like, 847 00:41:35,239 --> 00:41:37,080 Speaker 1: I think about a lot, like on the plane, I'm 848 00:41:37,120 --> 00:41:38,800 Speaker 1: just waiting till I can get the moment to do it. 849 00:41:39,840 --> 00:41:42,520 Speaker 1: So you want to do it on the plane public, 850 00:41:43,160 --> 00:41:44,759 Speaker 1: I don't know about on the plane, I mean, not 851 00:41:44,840 --> 00:41:47,399 Speaker 1: a regular plane. And we had to be provate. YEA. Yeah. 852 00:41:50,200 --> 00:41:52,560 Speaker 1: First of all, those bathrooms are way too small, like 853 00:41:54,000 --> 00:41:57,040 Speaker 1: like what if he was trying small glass bathroom when 854 00:41:57,080 --> 00:42:01,879 Speaker 1: we was going to New Orleans your up bathroom. Yeah, 855 00:42:03,719 --> 00:42:05,960 Speaker 1: so crazy, I gott it. You got it. You never 856 00:42:06,000 --> 00:42:09,000 Speaker 1: had sex in the car, at least I've never had 857 00:42:09,040 --> 00:42:11,640 Speaker 1: sex I did. I never did. Come on, now, I 858 00:42:11,719 --> 00:42:14,040 Speaker 1: did have sex in the sex with a girl in 859 00:42:14,080 --> 00:42:18,160 Speaker 1: the car. This girl raped me in the car one day. 860 00:42:19,400 --> 00:42:20,839 Speaker 1: I didn't even know that she liked girls. The next 861 00:42:20,840 --> 00:42:22,400 Speaker 1: thing I know, I was driving. The next thing I know, 862 00:42:22,480 --> 00:42:23,960 Speaker 1: she was eating my pussy. And I was like in 863 00:42:24,040 --> 00:42:26,120 Speaker 1: the car, in the car while you were driving, I 864 00:42:26,239 --> 00:42:28,399 Speaker 1: was driving as dangerous by the way I was driving. 865 00:42:28,480 --> 00:42:34,000 Speaker 1: Did you pull over? Yeah? Did you come? Absolutely? Okay? 866 00:42:34,680 --> 00:42:37,759 Speaker 1: Sex in public? Sex in public. I've had sex in 867 00:42:37,840 --> 00:42:42,960 Speaker 1: the park, um, but sex on the boat is in public, right, 868 00:42:43,320 --> 00:42:47,400 Speaker 1: that's public? Yeah? Yeah, se yeah, so yeah. I've had 869 00:42:47,440 --> 00:42:50,200 Speaker 1: sex like that outside the boat, like on the piter 870 00:42:50,280 --> 00:42:53,279 Speaker 1: when you're sitting nineteen and right there, like down in 871 00:42:53,440 --> 00:42:56,880 Speaker 1: the down in the boat and on top. But it 872 00:42:57,040 --> 00:43:00,720 Speaker 1: was in the night. Okay, need have sex in public. 873 00:43:01,080 --> 00:43:03,759 Speaker 1: And I had sex on a balcony. That's like a 874 00:43:03,840 --> 00:43:15,000 Speaker 1: balcony sex is in public yet open. I had hotel 875 00:43:15,080 --> 00:43:19,360 Speaker 1: balcony experience in Paris. Let's get behind watching the Eiffel 876 00:43:19,400 --> 00:43:23,080 Speaker 1: Tower sparkle. It was amazing. I love that. It was 877 00:43:23,239 --> 00:43:26,239 Speaker 1: so nice. I've done that, yes, all right, I know 878 00:43:26,320 --> 00:43:29,880 Speaker 1: this gonna man. We forgot about We always forget about her. 879 00:43:31,719 --> 00:43:34,200 Speaker 1: Of course I've had sex in Okay, Okay, of course 880 00:43:34,239 --> 00:43:36,279 Speaker 1: I had when I was in college. I had sex 881 00:43:36,320 --> 00:43:42,399 Speaker 1: in the park before and nobody was around. All right, Um, 882 00:43:43,080 --> 00:43:53,759 Speaker 1: funck boy, let's hear your fun boys story. Have a 883 00:43:53,920 --> 00:44:01,160 Speaker 1: fun boys story. Yes you do. We all do, funk 884 00:44:01,239 --> 00:44:03,640 Speaker 1: boy fun I'm gonna say what fun boys do. Okay, 885 00:44:04,719 --> 00:44:08,360 Speaker 1: funk boys suck your friends. Funk boys fuck your friends friends, 886 00:44:08,680 --> 00:44:11,759 Speaker 1: knowing that there's your friends friends. Fun friends do that too. 887 00:44:11,840 --> 00:44:14,919 Speaker 1: By the way, fun boys suck their ex girlfriend every 888 00:44:15,000 --> 00:44:20,080 Speaker 1: time y'all break up or have arguments. Funck boys allow 889 00:44:20,640 --> 00:44:23,880 Speaker 1: other females to put their clothing inside their luggage and 890 00:44:24,000 --> 00:44:29,920 Speaker 1: bring it home to their girlfriend. Fuck boys, it's like 891 00:44:30,000 --> 00:44:32,920 Speaker 1: a poem. I was like, I need to drink. If 892 00:44:32,960 --> 00:44:35,120 Speaker 1: you can keep your head, we're all about you are 893 00:44:35,239 --> 00:44:41,680 Speaker 1: losing their fun boys. Funk boys financially abuse you. They 894 00:44:41,840 --> 00:44:43,680 Speaker 1: use their money as power and they hold it over 895 00:44:43,760 --> 00:44:50,640 Speaker 1: your head. What else do fun boys do? Damn, he damn, 896 00:44:51,840 --> 00:44:56,839 Speaker 1: you have some experience. I think my funk Boy would 897 00:44:56,840 --> 00:44:58,560 Speaker 1: be like, you know, epiny me of like my story 898 00:44:58,680 --> 00:45:00,400 Speaker 1: I went through, the whole situation is stuff that you 899 00:45:00,480 --> 00:45:04,080 Speaker 1: did that was just so like you know, I still 900 00:45:04,400 --> 00:45:08,480 Speaker 1: just think about it like it's one of things, like really, 901 00:45:09,800 --> 00:45:11,279 Speaker 1: you know, it's just one else what I think. But 902 00:45:11,440 --> 00:45:13,120 Speaker 1: everything that g G said I think is the truth. 903 00:45:13,200 --> 00:45:16,520 Speaker 1: Like boys, especially guys that fuck your friends or your 904 00:45:16,560 --> 00:45:19,480 Speaker 1: friends friends or girls that know your friends and just 905 00:45:19,560 --> 00:45:23,759 Speaker 1: do a whole it's just like that's corn and get 906 00:45:23,880 --> 00:45:26,080 Speaker 1: anything to get back to you, anything that's gonna make it. Fact, 907 00:45:26,080 --> 00:45:28,839 Speaker 1: boys make women feel like it's okay, like they could 908 00:45:28,880 --> 00:45:32,319 Speaker 1: talk to you crazy, do whatever, get your house and check. Yeah, 909 00:45:32,960 --> 00:45:35,759 Speaker 1: that's the main thing. What about use that fun boys? Well, 910 00:45:36,080 --> 00:45:43,000 Speaker 1: um my fun boy. I'm grateful for him. Clearly I'm 911 00:45:43,520 --> 00:45:48,759 Speaker 1: a cupful today, huh. But anyway, I just my first relationship. 912 00:45:48,840 --> 00:45:50,520 Speaker 1: The first guy that I thought I was in love with. 913 00:45:50,520 --> 00:45:52,759 Speaker 1: I know today that I wasn't in love because I 914 00:45:52,880 --> 00:45:55,919 Speaker 1: was a kid, and you know I wasn't. I feel 915 00:45:55,960 --> 00:45:58,320 Speaker 1: like you have to be a little older to know 916 00:45:58,440 --> 00:46:01,279 Speaker 1: how to experience love. But anyway, the first guy that 917 00:46:01,360 --> 00:46:03,080 Speaker 1: I thought I was in love where he was terrible. 918 00:46:03,440 --> 00:46:05,759 Speaker 1: He was he was five six years older than me, 919 00:46:06,080 --> 00:46:08,960 Speaker 1: and you know, um, our relationship had to be on 920 00:46:09,080 --> 00:46:12,239 Speaker 1: the low. He um. He used to sleep with all 921 00:46:12,280 --> 00:46:15,600 Speaker 1: my friends. He um. He got one of my friends 922 00:46:15,719 --> 00:46:19,960 Speaker 1: pregnant friends. Yeah, he got one of my he um. 923 00:46:21,640 --> 00:46:26,160 Speaker 1: He was just really awful. He abused me mentally and physically, 924 00:46:26,719 --> 00:46:28,680 Speaker 1: you know. And this is my first boyfriend. This is 925 00:46:28,719 --> 00:46:30,840 Speaker 1: my first boyfriend. I say it all the time. I 926 00:46:30,920 --> 00:46:34,640 Speaker 1: feel like being when him was like whole training, you 927 00:46:34,719 --> 00:46:37,680 Speaker 1: know what I mean, like at a very young age, 928 00:46:38,080 --> 00:46:39,800 Speaker 1: and I don't feel like I feel like being with 929 00:46:39,960 --> 00:46:42,840 Speaker 1: him also damaged a lot of my relationships in my 930 00:46:42,880 --> 00:46:47,880 Speaker 1: adult life. So and closing, the reason I'm grateful for 931 00:46:48,040 --> 00:46:50,560 Speaker 1: him is because I feel him. I really I really 932 00:46:50,640 --> 00:46:55,640 Speaker 1: never dated anybody like him anymore. I didn't date anybody. Yeah, 933 00:46:55,920 --> 00:46:58,120 Speaker 1: I learned when I was when I was from when 934 00:46:58,120 --> 00:47:00,160 Speaker 1: I was fourteen to when I was eighteen. You know, 935 00:47:00,200 --> 00:47:02,480 Speaker 1: what you don't want is just as important as doing 936 00:47:02,520 --> 00:47:05,040 Speaker 1: what you're doing. Boys make you quit your job, right, 937 00:47:06,239 --> 00:47:09,000 Speaker 1: you know. And he um and you know, after him, 938 00:47:09,280 --> 00:47:11,560 Speaker 1: all the guys that I've dated, all the guys that 939 00:47:11,640 --> 00:47:15,000 Speaker 1: I've dated, have been like you know, have been in 940 00:47:15,160 --> 00:47:17,560 Speaker 1: a different level, not the same like he was really 941 00:47:17,920 --> 00:47:22,279 Speaker 1: he was really uneducated. He was a street guy. You know. 942 00:47:22,760 --> 00:47:25,799 Speaker 1: Um he was you know, raised by in a single 943 00:47:25,920 --> 00:47:29,160 Speaker 1: parent home. I never dated anybody like that afterwards, Like 944 00:47:29,719 --> 00:47:32,320 Speaker 1: in all my relationships after that, if anything, I was 945 00:47:32,400 --> 00:47:36,719 Speaker 1: the fun boy. So the boys teach you how to 946 00:47:36,760 --> 00:47:42,359 Speaker 1: be boys exactly. So we gotta ready to leave. Yet 947 00:47:43,120 --> 00:47:44,800 Speaker 1: they're saying you have other things. He's like, oh, we 948 00:47:44,880 --> 00:47:57,839 Speaker 1: gotta go, alright to my minutes. Two more minutes. Alright, alright, 949 00:47:57,880 --> 00:47:59,400 Speaker 1: we'll do. You want my question, and we're gonna let 950 00:47:59,440 --> 00:48:01,719 Speaker 1: you because we know that you have a lot going 951 00:48:01,760 --> 00:48:04,400 Speaker 1: on because you got the new single out Damn featuring 952 00:48:04,480 --> 00:48:11,480 Speaker 1: Tory Lanes. All right, two more questions? Two? Come on? 953 00:48:11,920 --> 00:48:14,040 Speaker 1: Have you earth to turn down a request from a lover? 954 00:48:14,200 --> 00:48:16,000 Speaker 1: Like somebody asked you to do something and you were like, 955 00:48:17,120 --> 00:48:19,799 Speaker 1: I'm not doing that. Yeah, that I happened to before 956 00:48:19,880 --> 00:48:22,719 Speaker 1: that was like a threesome. I turned it down only 957 00:48:22,840 --> 00:48:25,920 Speaker 1: I mean and honestly, and I a part of me 958 00:48:26,120 --> 00:48:28,400 Speaker 1: wanted to do it, but I thought about, like, I 959 00:48:28,440 --> 00:48:30,640 Speaker 1: didn't even really know if your fun boy tendencies will 960 00:48:30,680 --> 00:48:32,919 Speaker 1: come out after that, so I just thought like, that's 961 00:48:32,960 --> 00:48:36,319 Speaker 1: just pause right now, because we are not. I don't 962 00:48:36,320 --> 00:48:38,640 Speaker 1: know what's gonna happen. You don't deserve it, I'm yeah, 963 00:48:38,719 --> 00:48:40,719 Speaker 1: and I just it just didn't work out that way. 964 00:48:41,120 --> 00:48:43,480 Speaker 1: Have you ever had a threesome? No? Have you you 965 00:48:43,560 --> 00:48:45,360 Speaker 1: never been with a woman, never had a threesome. I 966 00:48:45,480 --> 00:48:47,719 Speaker 1: fantasized and having a threesome, but I'm I see this 967 00:48:47,880 --> 00:48:50,680 Speaker 1: is my threesome thing. I'm just I think, like, if 968 00:48:50,760 --> 00:48:54,880 Speaker 1: it's me and my man, and I really want you 969 00:48:55,040 --> 00:48:58,200 Speaker 1: to have like enjoyed this girl, right, But I don't 970 00:48:58,239 --> 00:48:59,719 Speaker 1: want to be the goofyer. I don't want something to 971 00:48:59,760 --> 00:49:01,480 Speaker 1: go wrong. And I just look and I have this 972 00:49:01,920 --> 00:49:04,640 Speaker 1: visionary thing and I'm looking at you and we're all 973 00:49:04,680 --> 00:49:06,879 Speaker 1: into this moment and you're sucking her, and I see 974 00:49:06,920 --> 00:49:09,640 Speaker 1: your faces in this You're it's you're in this. It's 975 00:49:09,719 --> 00:49:11,879 Speaker 1: so great thing, and I just lose it and fuck 976 00:49:11,920 --> 00:49:15,000 Speaker 1: the whole vibe up. I need to understand what I 977 00:49:15,160 --> 00:49:18,000 Speaker 1: need to do. I have to make sure I'm ready 978 00:49:18,080 --> 00:49:20,200 Speaker 1: to like or I want to know from him, like, 979 00:49:20,360 --> 00:49:21,920 Speaker 1: what is the pleasure for you out of this? Of 980 00:49:21,960 --> 00:49:24,560 Speaker 1: course somebody's gonna be great, feel good or whatever, But 981 00:49:25,480 --> 00:49:27,480 Speaker 1: how much of it is it's just physical? How much 982 00:49:27,560 --> 00:49:30,120 Speaker 1: is it will be like, or is the pleasure that 983 00:49:30,280 --> 00:49:32,359 Speaker 1: you're there and he gets to see another bitch eat 984 00:49:32,400 --> 00:49:34,320 Speaker 1: you out? And I feel like that's that's okay. He 985 00:49:34,360 --> 00:49:36,799 Speaker 1: will want that too, but that's I'm not even worried 986 00:49:36,800 --> 00:49:38,359 Speaker 1: about that because that's just me and a woman. That's 987 00:49:38,400 --> 00:49:40,600 Speaker 1: as far as it go. But you and her, I'm 988 00:49:40,680 --> 00:49:42,560 Speaker 1: worried about what you are. Like. I don't want to 989 00:49:42,600 --> 00:49:45,719 Speaker 1: look up and see like her eating me out and 990 00:49:45,760 --> 00:49:47,440 Speaker 1: you're sucking her from the bag and I'm looking or 991 00:49:47,480 --> 00:49:49,239 Speaker 1: anything or you. I just want to look at you 992 00:49:49,320 --> 00:49:51,160 Speaker 1: and her have no type of what men you have, 993 00:49:51,680 --> 00:49:54,440 Speaker 1: And I don't want to be the spoiler. I had 994 00:49:55,239 --> 00:49:59,040 Speaker 1: out like that with her husband while he was sucking me. See, 995 00:49:59,360 --> 00:50:00,680 Speaker 1: but how did you have do it? I would I'll 996 00:50:00,680 --> 00:50:03,880 Speaker 1: be freaked out. I mean I didn't care. He didn't 997 00:50:04,400 --> 00:50:07,200 Speaker 1: because it wasn't her many I was the other woman, 998 00:50:07,520 --> 00:50:10,879 Speaker 1: so I didn't care. She spassed out. They was getting 999 00:50:10,880 --> 00:50:13,120 Speaker 1: the married couple and she was like, what did you want? 1000 00:50:13,200 --> 00:50:15,760 Speaker 1: Why are you fucking what? Like she just got upset 1001 00:50:15,840 --> 00:50:18,360 Speaker 1: and like spassed out, like you can't be her like 1002 00:50:18,440 --> 00:50:22,279 Speaker 1: that happen jealousy. I don't think that. I don't think 1003 00:50:22,360 --> 00:50:24,279 Speaker 1: that she really really like she thought that that's what 1004 00:50:24,400 --> 00:50:26,200 Speaker 1: she wanted, but maybe it was then when it happened. 1005 00:50:26,400 --> 00:50:28,160 Speaker 1: It has to be hard to see somebody that you're 1006 00:50:28,200 --> 00:50:30,520 Speaker 1: with sucking somebody. Shouldn't just only be because this is 1007 00:50:30,560 --> 00:50:33,200 Speaker 1: physical right now, nothing means nothing after this? It should 1008 00:50:33,239 --> 00:50:35,880 Speaker 1: be But is it that? I mean it was physical 1009 00:50:35,920 --> 00:50:37,919 Speaker 1: for me. I didn't give a about the man. But okay, 1010 00:50:37,960 --> 00:50:40,120 Speaker 1: so what if it was your man and it was somebody? Well, 1011 00:50:40,120 --> 00:50:42,080 Speaker 1: I'm gonna tell you I've stopped the threesome from happening 1012 00:50:42,160 --> 00:50:43,920 Speaker 1: with my man and a close friend of mine one 1013 00:50:43,960 --> 00:50:46,520 Speaker 1: time because I felt like I couldn't go through with 1014 00:50:46,600 --> 00:50:48,560 Speaker 1: it because he was my man, Like I'm not about 1015 00:50:48,560 --> 00:50:50,279 Speaker 1: to watch you on her. I'm not about that. I 1016 00:50:50,360 --> 00:50:54,480 Speaker 1: can't stand there. Look at is being very liberal, No 1017 00:50:54,600 --> 00:50:56,600 Speaker 1: I am, But it was me and this one. Me 1018 00:50:56,680 --> 00:50:59,160 Speaker 1: and this particular person was just way too close. Like 1019 00:50:59,200 --> 00:51:00,680 Speaker 1: I wouldn't have a three corom you, I wouldn't have 1020 00:51:00,680 --> 00:51:02,120 Speaker 1: to through some of you, Like I'm too close to 1021 00:51:02,200 --> 00:51:04,080 Speaker 1: y'all for that with him, You know what I'm saying, 1022 00:51:04,120 --> 00:51:05,880 Speaker 1: Like you don't have to really Well, I know I 1023 00:51:06,000 --> 00:51:07,799 Speaker 1: know that, and I know that was two, but I'm 1024 00:51:07,840 --> 00:51:10,080 Speaker 1: just saying like you, I'll just get in that same 1025 00:51:10,120 --> 00:51:13,200 Speaker 1: friend category a friend like I put. I put both 1026 00:51:13,239 --> 00:51:15,200 Speaker 1: of y'all in the same friend category as set friend. 1027 00:51:15,480 --> 00:51:18,359 Speaker 1: So at the time, it was really about to go down, 1028 00:51:18,600 --> 00:51:20,799 Speaker 1: like about to happen, and I stopped the whole thing, 1029 00:51:20,880 --> 00:51:22,600 Speaker 1: like I just can't, Like I'm sorry, I just can't. 1030 00:51:22,760 --> 00:51:24,040 Speaker 1: And I had to explain to both of them, like 1031 00:51:24,640 --> 00:51:26,360 Speaker 1: I'm in love with this man, like I love this 1032 00:51:26,480 --> 00:51:28,200 Speaker 1: man like to the core, and this is one of 1033 00:51:28,280 --> 00:51:31,360 Speaker 1: my closest, closest, closest friends, and I just can't. I 1034 00:51:31,400 --> 00:51:33,160 Speaker 1: have to be somebody you're not that close with, basics, 1035 00:51:33,200 --> 00:51:35,040 Speaker 1: somebody I'm not that close with, or somebody I don't 1036 00:51:35,040 --> 00:51:36,600 Speaker 1: know from Kanda Bank. But do you think he's gonna 1037 00:51:36,640 --> 00:51:38,320 Speaker 1: make sneak around and go back and funk her, You're not. 1038 00:51:38,560 --> 00:51:42,480 Speaker 1: That happened to me. That happened to me. And I 1039 00:51:42,560 --> 00:51:44,839 Speaker 1: gave my ex boyfriend a threesome and then I came 1040 00:51:44,920 --> 00:51:47,040 Speaker 1: home and he was sucking the girl at my house. 1041 00:51:48,000 --> 00:51:54,200 Speaker 1: See so crazy, it's crazy from the era of threesomes. 1042 00:51:54,239 --> 00:51:56,080 Speaker 1: I think that's like a I don't know, it's just 1043 00:51:56,160 --> 00:51:58,160 Speaker 1: not something. I mean, I don't want to text with girls, 1044 00:51:58,360 --> 00:52:00,440 Speaker 1: so yeah, it's not particularly that I want to have 1045 00:52:00,520 --> 00:52:01,839 Speaker 1: sex with a girl and the guy at the same time. 1046 00:52:01,880 --> 00:52:03,279 Speaker 1: But if I like having sex with girls and my 1047 00:52:03,320 --> 00:52:04,960 Speaker 1: man knows that, of course he's gonna want to join in. 1048 00:52:06,600 --> 00:52:10,360 Speaker 1: Usually usually I you know, I'm the same like you guys, 1049 00:52:10,440 --> 00:52:12,399 Speaker 1: like I don't think that I want to bring other 1050 00:52:12,440 --> 00:52:18,640 Speaker 1: people into my relationship. But you know, lately, you know, 1051 00:52:18,760 --> 00:52:22,800 Speaker 1: I've been thinking about it, and you know, like the 1052 00:52:22,880 --> 00:52:25,839 Speaker 1: guy that I'm dating right now, he has so much dick, 1053 00:52:26,000 --> 00:52:31,319 Speaker 1: you know what I mean. Sare that all the time, 1054 00:52:31,760 --> 00:52:36,680 Speaker 1: So I need to break okay with bringing another woman it. 1055 00:52:40,440 --> 00:52:43,000 Speaker 1: Let me tag you in to this other girl, bring 1056 00:52:43,080 --> 00:52:45,040 Speaker 1: somebody else around. And you're like, but this is really 1057 00:52:45,120 --> 00:52:47,439 Speaker 1: my dick and my man. I may, I may feel 1058 00:52:47,440 --> 00:52:48,880 Speaker 1: like it's I don't want it right now, but I 1059 00:52:49,080 --> 00:52:51,920 Speaker 1: really don't want you fucking bit. No, I feel that. 1060 00:52:52,160 --> 00:52:54,600 Speaker 1: I feel that, but I feel like I feel like 1061 00:52:54,760 --> 00:52:57,360 Speaker 1: with him, I feel like he's gonna do it anyway. 1062 00:52:57,560 --> 00:53:01,120 Speaker 1: He's gonna anyway, my man. You can't find nobody else. 1063 00:53:02,160 --> 00:53:04,600 Speaker 1: The last time and him had am we were on 1064 00:53:04,680 --> 00:53:08,360 Speaker 1: our birthday trip in St. Martin and we had a 1065 00:53:08,440 --> 00:53:10,920 Speaker 1: threesome with the friend of mine and we're friends, but 1066 00:53:11,040 --> 00:53:13,239 Speaker 1: we're not as close close close close, but we're friends. 1067 00:53:13,239 --> 00:53:15,160 Speaker 1: And me and this girl had sex before without him 1068 00:53:15,239 --> 00:53:17,799 Speaker 1: or anybody else, and then so I kind of looked 1069 00:53:17,840 --> 00:53:19,760 Speaker 1: at it like, yeah, me and her, it's cool and everything, 1070 00:53:19,800 --> 00:53:24,000 Speaker 1: and I confident care I already here. But it was 1071 00:53:24,080 --> 00:53:28,080 Speaker 1: kind of just like okay, like it wasn't to do 1072 00:53:28,160 --> 00:53:29,719 Speaker 1: with somebody that you don't know, but if it was, 1073 00:53:29,880 --> 00:53:31,440 Speaker 1: but I would not have let that go down with 1074 00:53:31,880 --> 00:53:34,160 Speaker 1: the person I was talking about before, or you know, 1075 00:53:34,480 --> 00:53:37,960 Speaker 1: or it's rule sid is three ships. Basically, it's a lot. 1076 00:53:38,080 --> 00:53:41,759 Speaker 1: It's very because it's very complicated. I just feel like 1077 00:53:41,840 --> 00:53:44,920 Speaker 1: I have a good time on my mome. He was 1078 00:53:44,920 --> 00:53:48,160 Speaker 1: talking about time hisself. We were talking we worked speaking 1079 00:53:48,160 --> 00:53:50,319 Speaker 1: to three. So that's just what I'm saying. I might 1080 00:53:50,400 --> 00:53:53,040 Speaker 1: share my mind and I'm here could say three. We 1081 00:53:53,080 --> 00:53:55,400 Speaker 1: were talking about is it okay for the guy to 1082 00:53:55,480 --> 00:53:56,920 Speaker 1: bring the girl? Is it okay for your man that 1083 00:53:56,920 --> 00:53:59,120 Speaker 1: supprised you with a three? Something like me, I'm open 1084 00:53:59,280 --> 00:54:05,560 Speaker 1: with remember to come back. We had anything, don't surprise 1085 00:54:05,640 --> 00:54:08,120 Speaker 1: me with nothing like talking to the strip club and 1086 00:54:08,200 --> 00:54:11,040 Speaker 1: we was want you get your dance and everything, but 1087 00:54:11,239 --> 00:54:13,680 Speaker 1: just the fact of me seeing your finger like touch her, 1088 00:54:14,040 --> 00:54:17,160 Speaker 1: I thought, but it's cool, but you're not sucking her. 1089 00:54:17,200 --> 00:54:18,400 Speaker 1: But I'm saying, if this is a girl, like if 1090 00:54:18,440 --> 00:54:20,720 Speaker 1: it was a threesome, I don't know how I would react, 1091 00:54:20,760 --> 00:54:22,040 Speaker 1: And I don't want to be Like, even if you 1092 00:54:22,120 --> 00:54:23,759 Speaker 1: were to have a threesome, what do you want to 1093 00:54:23,800 --> 00:54:32,319 Speaker 1: be involved in choosing and making nothing supers? What about 1094 00:54:32,400 --> 00:54:34,200 Speaker 1: when you look at your man and it's looking like 1095 00:54:34,360 --> 00:54:37,280 Speaker 1: he's so engaged you're almost not not left out because 1096 00:54:37,280 --> 00:54:39,719 Speaker 1: you're it's gonna go down with you, of course, But 1097 00:54:39,840 --> 00:54:42,279 Speaker 1: do you feel like this bitch is flies, she's like me, 1098 00:54:42,480 --> 00:54:44,600 Speaker 1: she's this he's loving you, I'm loving I think I 1099 00:54:44,719 --> 00:54:50,120 Speaker 1: might feel like that. I might, yeah, actually finger like Yeah, 1100 00:54:52,560 --> 00:54:55,600 Speaker 1: I've never had that feeling. I've never felt like, oh, 1101 00:54:55,640 --> 00:54:57,719 Speaker 1: hel her better than he sucked me? Or I don't 1102 00:54:57,760 --> 00:55:00,480 Speaker 1: like to he look I'm gonna I've never felt that. Well, 1103 00:55:00,800 --> 00:55:03,960 Speaker 1: I haven't yet. I have yet, And I got three 1104 00:55:03,960 --> 00:55:10,800 Speaker 1: spots and spots something three is happening. And you're watching 1105 00:55:10,920 --> 00:55:13,120 Speaker 1: him like gaze into her face and give her the 1106 00:55:13,160 --> 00:55:18,080 Speaker 1: same You're not gonna feel no way, I haven't seen that. 1107 00:55:18,719 --> 00:55:23,640 Speaker 1: Maybe he no better? I don't know, see all right, 1108 00:55:23,680 --> 00:55:26,080 Speaker 1: so Traina, we want you to try some new things. Definitely, 1109 00:55:26,239 --> 00:55:30,360 Speaker 1: you gotta have second preslic. That's that's your that's your homework. Homework, 1110 00:55:31,440 --> 00:55:41,120 Speaker 1: A balcony, carry the balcony. And we don't see Traina 1111 00:55:41,200 --> 00:55:44,160 Speaker 1: on the block saying that she got core fucking in 1112 00:55:44,239 --> 00:55:47,279 Speaker 1: the car. Okay, but you don't have to don't have 1113 00:55:47,360 --> 00:55:49,600 Speaker 1: sex in the ocean needed or that saw and you're pussy. 1114 00:55:50,200 --> 00:55:52,560 Speaker 1: I mean like the car it texting the ocean and 1115 00:55:53,640 --> 00:55:56,000 Speaker 1: yeah no, I'm not having to train your car. You're 1116 00:55:56,040 --> 00:55:58,880 Speaker 1: just like vibing and it's a nice I also need 1117 00:55:58,920 --> 00:56:01,440 Speaker 1: you to get tied up. I need more. I need 1118 00:56:01,520 --> 00:56:04,359 Speaker 1: tuned to be trying to tie up a nice little leash. 1119 00:56:05,080 --> 00:56:07,879 Speaker 1: Let him tie you up, Let him plassure you while 1120 00:56:07,880 --> 00:56:09,640 Speaker 1: you laid bags. Wasn't that? I need to make sure 1121 00:56:09,640 --> 00:56:11,040 Speaker 1: I'm ready when I come to Amo. Are you okay 1122 00:56:11,080 --> 00:56:14,239 Speaker 1: with being choked? A little choke like pishing on y'all? 1123 00:56:14,360 --> 00:56:16,440 Speaker 1: A little choking is good? What about little slapping on 1124 00:56:16,520 --> 00:56:22,960 Speaker 1: that ass? I don't like to slept? What welke up? 1125 00:56:23,000 --> 00:56:25,040 Speaker 1: I don't want like all these scratches and my ass 1126 00:56:26,560 --> 00:56:31,279 Speaker 1: scratch A good open hand slap. This can just push 1127 00:56:31,360 --> 00:56:33,279 Speaker 1: me a little bit grabbed me, like be aggressive. But 1128 00:56:33,560 --> 00:56:35,120 Speaker 1: I don't know. I'm not really into the slapping of 1129 00:56:35,160 --> 00:56:38,480 Speaker 1: the ass part. But you as is made to be slapped. 1130 00:56:38,719 --> 00:56:42,560 Speaker 1: You think that's in particular, But that's particular. Finger Prints 1131 00:56:42,600 --> 00:56:45,640 Speaker 1: on the ass is read and scratched up, scratches. It 1132 00:56:45,719 --> 00:56:47,359 Speaker 1: looks good later on when you look at like damn 1133 00:56:47,640 --> 00:56:52,319 Speaker 1: crazy night last night, when you see I'll get so little, 1134 00:56:52,760 --> 00:56:54,360 Speaker 1: that's the best thing. When you wake up and you 1135 00:56:54,480 --> 00:57:01,160 Speaker 1: look all battered, like wow market. All right, so we're 1136 00:57:01,200 --> 00:57:02,759 Speaker 1: gonna let you know, let luc and be a little 1137 00:57:02,800 --> 00:57:06,040 Speaker 1: more vulnerable. Okay, Okay, So I'm ready, and next time 1138 00:57:06,040 --> 00:57:07,880 Speaker 1: you come back, we're going to talk about it. Okay, 1139 00:57:08,360 --> 00:57:13,879 Speaker 1: all right, you guys. We appreciate you. Appreciate you guys. 1140 00:57:13,960 --> 00:57:14,200 Speaker 1: Thank you.