Speaker 1: All from geck, go pick up my fucking phone call.
Speaker 2: All right, I picked up your phone call. What now?
Speaker 3: How is your relationship with your father?
Speaker 2: What do you do? You're doing like the jigsaw voice?
Speaker 3: Is that what it is?
Speaker 2: I don't know you you Why are you asking me
Speaker 2: what it is? It's your voice?
Speaker 4: It is?
Speaker 3: Why are you evading the question?
Speaker 2: I'm not evading the question I'm trying to have with you,
Speaker 2: you know, because even I don't do that, I don't know.
Speaker 2: I won't start off. I'll start off at least, you
Speaker 2: know what. At least I'll start off talking to you.
Speaker 2: I'll acknowledge that you exist first, and then I'll do
Speaker 2: the question.
Speaker 3: I'm very sorry. I apologize. It was very rude of meaning.
Speaker 3: Consider it. I apologize. How are you no?
Speaker 5: No?
Speaker 2: Listen? Listen man, listen man. I think we got no
Speaker 2: listen man. What's your name?
Speaker 3: Jesus Christ?
Speaker 2: Listen Jesus Christ. I think we got off to the
Speaker 2: wrong foot here. I think that you know, I don't think.
Speaker 2: I don't think that needs to happen. I think I
Speaker 2: think that you seem like a pleasant, he human being,
Speaker 2: and I think that we can we can, we can
Speaker 2: do this over correctly.
Speaker 3: I wholeheartedly agree.
Speaker 2: What is your relationship like with your father?
Speaker 3: You know, I'll have to think it's pretty normal. No,
Speaker 3: it's not too bad. It could be better, could be worse.
Speaker 3: You know, it's just how it is.
Speaker 2: In what ways do you think it could be better?
Speaker 3: You don't. I could be a forty year old man
Speaker 3: and my dad could be seventy and we could still
Speaker 3: be in the backyard throwing baseballs. I think that'd be
Speaker 3: absolutely wonderful.
Speaker 2: Well, how old are you now?
Speaker 4: Right now?
Speaker 3: I am a thirty two all right.
Speaker 2: So in eight years you can hang out with you
Speaker 2: can go back and live with your dad, and you
Speaker 2: guys can play baseball together, and that will be great.
Speaker 2: I mean, here's the thing about the thing that you
Speaker 2: want to happen, is that it physically can't happen for
Speaker 2: another The conditions of your dream require you to be
Speaker 2: forty years old, right, That is correct, just and you
Speaker 2: will not be forty years old for eight more years.
Speaker 2: So I mean you just kind of have to be
Speaker 2: patient with this one.
Speaker 3: That is absolutely true. You know what, Honestly, I think
Speaker 3: I think it's more of a drive to live, you know,
Speaker 3: it gives me something to look forward to at the
Speaker 3: end of the tunnel.
Speaker 2: Oh yeah, absolutely, Here you're saying, I think that it's
Speaker 2: good to have goals. It's good to have things like
Speaker 2: that to look forward to, or else life just becomes like,
Speaker 2: you know what, am I even waking up every day for?
Speaker 2: Unless if I don't have this dream of playing baseball
Speaker 2: with my dad at forty years old and you're only
Speaker 2: thirty two, you have so much more to live for.
Speaker 3: I could not agree more. Greko, So how is your
Speaker 3: relationship with your father?
Speaker 2: I'll talk to you soon, Jesus Christ. You have a
Speaker 2: good rest of the night.
Speaker 6: Okay, goes on the line.
Speaker 7: Call from Morgan.
Speaker 8: Morgan, Oh, hi, hey, I was looking for a bit
Speaker 8: of therapeutic advice, mister Gek.
Speaker 5: I was hoping you could help me out.
Speaker 2: I will. I can promise absolutely nothing. I can promise
Speaker 2: no satisfaction with therapeutic advice, but I can promise you
Speaker 2: that I will do my best to provide it.
Speaker 9: Okay, that's all I need.
Speaker 2: Am I on speakerphone right now?
Speaker 8: Uh?
Speaker 5: You are? Would you prefer to not be?
Speaker 2: Yeah, it's a little bit easier to hear you.
Speaker 5: Yeah, okay. So basically, I've been in love with this
Speaker 5: boy for probably thirteen years now, and I've kind of
Speaker 5: just been chasing him forever. And he's actually sitting next
Speaker 5: to me right now, and I just have to I
Speaker 5: just I just don't really know what to do in
Speaker 5: this situation.
Speaker 2: You are in love with a boy for thirteen years,
Speaker 2: you've been chasing him. Are you guys together?
Speaker 5: I have no, we're not. We are not as a couple.
Speaker 2: So you're just friends. We are just friends, and you
Speaker 2: would like to be more than friends. Yeah, And does
Speaker 2: he know this?
Speaker 5: I think so.
Speaker 2: I just said it to his face, and how did
Speaker 2: he respond?
Speaker 5: He's laughing. I think he's really nervous because he knows
Speaker 5: you're prone to talking to other people on the phone.
Speaker 2: Oh of course, I mightn't want to talk to him.
Speaker 2: Oh of course, But before we do that. I mean,
Speaker 2: this is I'm very curious about the nature of this relationship.
Speaker 2: I mean, first of all, thirteen years. How old are you, guys?
Speaker 2: We're twenty one, I mean thirteen years. It's a long time.
Speaker 2: That means that you've known each other since you were eight,
Speaker 2: my Matthew. So I feel like by now he has
Speaker 2: to know that you have romantic feelings for him.
Speaker 1: I hope.
Speaker 2: So no, I talked to him real quick.
Speaker 8: Sure.
Speaker 5: Oh, he said he'll hang up.
Speaker 2: He said, he'll hang up if you if you give
Speaker 2: me the phone, if I give him the phone.
Speaker 5: Yeah, he's pretty shy. But we have a mutual friend here.
Speaker 5: If you'd like to talk to our mutual friend who's been,
Speaker 5: you know, observant of this thing for quite.
Speaker 2: A while, Sure, I'll talk to mutual friends. Faba, Hello,
Speaker 2: hey man, what's your name?
Speaker 10: Fabia?
Speaker 2: Fabia? What the hell's going on? Dude?
Speaker 4: All right?
Speaker 11: So so, so okay, So I'm a of these two
Speaker 11: in seventh grade and from then on, I've like she's
Speaker 11: been chasing after him, but he's always just been like no.
Speaker 11: But now recently we kind of just like started talking
Speaker 11: to Morgan a little bit, and like we've been playing
Speaker 11: video games and every now and like every now and
Speaker 11: then we just hung out. And then she came back
Speaker 11: from college. So now she's kind of just living here
Speaker 11: and we're kind of like just chilling all of us
Speaker 11: and both of them. Honestly, recently, like they've both have
Speaker 11: gone very close and they've hung out alone together what
Speaker 11: like one or two times.
Speaker 2: Now, yeah, only one or two times.
Speaker 11: Yeah, one or two times.
Speaker 2: She's like, man been she like claiming she's been in
Speaker 2: love with him for thirteen years. They've only hung over
Speaker 2: the thirteen years that she's been in love with him,
Speaker 2: they've hung out alone one or two time times.
Speaker 11: Look, he was hold on. How do I it was?
Speaker 11: He was the base mold of every other boyfriend that
Speaker 11: she's had.
Speaker 2: So every other boyfriend she's had, its just her trying
Speaker 2: to substitute.
Speaker 11: Yes, yes, exactly.
Speaker 2: So what's what's his deal?
Speaker 12: Is he?
Speaker 2: Like? I mean, look, I'm gonna be honest. I don't
Speaker 2: even know what she sees in him at this point.
Speaker 2: I mean he's he seems very shy and bashful he is, Yes,
Speaker 2: maybe she likes that he's like sweet and sensitive.
Speaker 11: I maybe also his hair.
Speaker 2: H I bet he does have nice hair.
Speaker 10: He does. It's very fluffy.
Speaker 2: So, I mean, I don't know. What do you? What
Speaker 2: do you make of all this?
Speaker 11: I mean, I'm fine with it. If there, If that's
Speaker 11: that's them, if they want to be together, that's okay.
Speaker 6: Mm hmm.
Speaker 2: Let me talk to uh, what's her name again?
Speaker 10: Her name is Morgan?
Speaker 2: Morgan? Let me talk to Morgan again?
Speaker 10: All right, Thanks meeting you mane me you too, dude.
Speaker 2: Hello, listen, Morgan, I think you should stop chasing this guy, Okay,
Speaker 2: you know, I mean, look, I wanted to. I really
Speaker 2: wanted to talk to him on the phone. In fact,
Speaker 2: can I can I talk to him on the phone.
Speaker 5: I can try again, all right, try again? Yeah, pretty please, Chris.
Speaker 5: It's just the internet.
Speaker 11: No one cares about the internet.
Speaker 2: Marian Morgan, Chris mar Marian, Marian Margan Morgan. There, look Morgan,
Speaker 2: yes see right there. You know, I tried to get
Speaker 2: Chris talking on the phone with me. He didn't want
Speaker 2: to do it. You know, I'm gonna do Morgan, Yeah,
Speaker 2: what I want to move on? Okay, you know what
Speaker 2: I'm saying. Yeah, you feel me on this.
Speaker 13: I understand.
Speaker 7: I'm picking up what you're putting down down.
Speaker 3: You know.
Speaker 2: I tried to get it to move on. I try.
Speaker 2: I try. Look, I tried. I try. I even I
Speaker 2: even tried twice to get him too. But you know,
Speaker 2: he he made it clear to me that he's not
Speaker 2: interested in speaking on the phone. And you know, look,
Speaker 2: there's a lot of other people calling in. You know, uh,
Speaker 2: there's there's a lot of other people out in the world.
Speaker 2: You know, for for me to talk on the phone
Speaker 2: with Morgan.
Speaker 8: Yeah, yeah, you know.
Speaker 2: Now, you know, sure, Chris might have some qualities about
Speaker 2: him that I'd really like to talk to him about.
Speaker 2: But you know, there's all these other people that probably
Speaker 2: have really interesting things to talk about, uh, that I
Speaker 2: can talk to on the phone. And so instead of
Speaker 2: you know, I'm not going to sit here and and
Speaker 2: and try with all my might to get Chris to
Speaker 2: talk with me on the phone, But instead I'll look
Speaker 2: forward to all the other possible people out there there
Speaker 2: are to talk with on the phone.
Speaker 13: Yeah.
Speaker 5: That's that's some really solid I needed to hear that.
Speaker 13: Well.
Speaker 2: Good luck to you, Morgan.
Speaker 5: Thank you very much, mister gig.
Speaker 2: You have a good rest of the night, you too, Oh.
Speaker 1: Paul From Tyler.
Speaker 3: Tyler, you think, baby, what's up? Buddy?
Speaker 2: What's ever up? Tyler? What does that even be?
Speaker 14: Just tuned into your stream for the first time and thought,
Speaker 14: Chuck call him?
Speaker 2: Ah, how what were you? How did you find it?
Speaker 14: I was just scrolling on Reddit after work, sitting on
Speaker 14: the couch, and my girlfriend thought pop up.
Speaker 2: Ah, Well, well, Tyler, what's how did you and your
Speaker 2: girlfriend meet?
Speaker 10: We actually met online.
Speaker 14: We met through a dating app and she moved States
Speaker 14: to be with me.
Speaker 2: She moved States to be with you.
Speaker 14: After six months, she moved States, uprooted her whole life,
Speaker 14: and came out here to be with me.
Speaker 2: Wow, now it's interesting. You said she uprooted her whole life.
Speaker 2: What was she leaving behind in her her?
Speaker 5: Can?
Speaker 2: I can I ask where she went from to.
Speaker 14: I'll tell you where she came from. She came from
Speaker 14: Illinois and we live in Iowa. I guess it's not
Speaker 14: a big secret. And she uprooted her chicken. She was
Speaker 14: hand raising chicken and she had a leading move.
Speaker 2: She had to leave them behind. She didn't bring them
Speaker 2: with you. You didn't start a farm in your own place.
Speaker 14: No, Unfortunately, I don't think they would have probably liked
Speaker 14: the move. And we also couldn't find like a cheap
Speaker 14: farm to rent that we would have access to.
Speaker 4: That.
Speaker 2: Now, why did you? Why did she come to you
Speaker 2: instead of you going to her.
Speaker 14: I have kids that lived in this state with me
Speaker 14: in Iowa, Okay, I don't want to give them up.
Speaker 2: Interesting, Uh, I feel I would if see if someone
Speaker 2: did that for me, I would feel all like like obligate.
Speaker 2: I feel obligated to give them a fantastic relationship experience.
Speaker 2: I'd be like, all right, the life I am going
Speaker 2: to give you I already see the life you have,
Speaker 2: and I now have to give you a life that
Speaker 2: is as good, if not a little bit better than
Speaker 2: that life.
Speaker 14: Yeah, and I do what I can to try to,
Speaker 14: you know, make her happy.
Speaker 2: What what app did you guys meet on?
Speaker 14: It's a pretty obscure dating app that actually doesn't exist anymore.
Speaker 14: It's called Better. It was specifically for BDSM relationships.
Speaker 2: Mhmm. Are you are you a sub or a dom?
Speaker 10: We both switched okay with each other.
Speaker 2: Do you have like a preference though?
Speaker 10: I prefer to be downinant?
Speaker 1: Yeah, it's cool.
Speaker 2: How old are your kids?
Speaker 14: My older son is five and my younger son is
Speaker 14: almost three.
Speaker 2: How old do you think you'll wait until they are
Speaker 2: to tell them that you guys met on a BDSM
Speaker 2: dating site.
Speaker 14: I've never been asked that question. I'd say maybe when
Speaker 14: they're old enough to understand what that all entailed.
Speaker 2: You know, I'm not one hundred percent sure I'm old
Speaker 2: enough that I understand one hundred percent of what that entails.
Speaker 14: Yeah, but there's obviously, you know, a stigma around what bdsmen.
Speaker 14: People think abusive. Some people, you know, enjoy it very much.
Speaker 14: I'd like to think I'm going to explain things to
Speaker 14: my children in a way that they can.
Speaker 10: See it from both sides.
Speaker 6: I'm not going to.
Speaker 14: Force any use upon them. I just want them to
Speaker 14: understand this exists, this is how I feel about it,
Speaker 14: and you are free to feel how you feel about it.
Speaker 2: That's good you have. You're sort of are the first
Speaker 2: line of defense in explaining you know, this community that
Speaker 2: you appear to be passionate about people having an appropriate
Speaker 2: understanding of.
Speaker 14: Yeah, it's a huge pet peeve, especially of hers, when
Speaker 14: people will say that it's abusive or it's just a
Speaker 14: rape thing or something like that. It's a big pet pew.
Speaker 2: Well, listen, would you say your name was?
Speaker 14: I didn't, but her name is Lucy?
Speaker 2: Oh you're name?
Speaker 14: Oh my name?
Speaker 11: Sorry?
Speaker 14: My name is Tyler.
Speaker 2: Well, Tyler, I have I have one cool question for
Speaker 2: you why.
Speaker 14: I was trying to figure that out myself. Man, I
Speaker 14: saw that was the question of the day. I guess
Speaker 14: my answer would be because.
Speaker 2: M hm, you know, uh, that's a legit. That's a
Speaker 2: legitimate answer to that question. It is kind of.
Speaker 6: No.
Speaker 2: I like that. I like the ethos of that because
Speaker 2: it sort of goes back to what I was talking
Speaker 2: about at the very beginning of the stream, with you know,
Speaker 2: not really needing any sort of a justification for doing anything.
Speaker 2: You know why, because I like that.
Speaker 15: Exactly.
Speaker 14: I feel like you and I would be pretty cool,
Speaker 14: pretty cool friends.
Speaker 2: I think we would too.
Speaker 14: Well, Hey, thanks for answering my call. This is actually
Speaker 14: really cool and uh yeah, I'm definitely gonna be a subscriber.
Speaker 2: I love you, Tyler. I appreciate you so much for
Speaker 2: calling in and tell Lucy. I said, Hi, Tell the kids,
Speaker 2: I said Hi, tell the dogs and the chickens. I
Speaker 2: said Hi, And I'll talk to you soon.
Speaker 14: Firt Sure, love you too, buddy.
Speaker 2: You know, normally I'm a sub, but I'm a DOM
Speaker 2: for Tyler. No that I got that switch type and
Speaker 2: that's not what I meant to say. I want to
Speaker 2: say normally I'm a DOM when I'm a sub for Tyler.
Speaker 4: All from Hey, Coco Puffs, Coco Puffs, Hey, Coco Puff.
Speaker 2: What's up?
Speaker 4: Uh? You know what I wanted to tell you something.
Speaker 2: I'm nervous.
Speaker 4: Well, don't be you know, I thought I would be nervous,
Speaker 4: but you know, I'm taking it one second head of time.
Speaker 4: How are you doing?
Speaker 2: Uh? What did you want to tell me? Hold on
Speaker 2: before you tell me, before you tell me? This thing?
Speaker 2: Is it? I? Is it one of these two things?
Speaker 2: Really horrible or really nice?
Speaker 4: I don't know if it's either definitely more nice?
Speaker 2: All right, all right? What's up? So?
Speaker 4: I passed my driving test today?
Speaker 2: Oh? How old are you?
Speaker 13: Yeah?
Speaker 4: I'm thirty one?
Speaker 2: Okay, cool?
Speaker 4: Yeah, yeah, No, it's really exciting. And I wanted to
Speaker 4: tell you.
Speaker 2: You passed your driving test. What are you gonna do now?
Speaker 2: You know?
Speaker 4: I don't know. You know, Well, that's the hope. You know,
Speaker 4: I've been pretty good saving my money so I can
Speaker 4: suppuy some new outright. Whether that's a good idea or not.
Speaker 4: But the idea is get a car, and then I
Speaker 4: feel like I have a lot more freedom in my life.
Speaker 2: Now, this newfound freedom that you have, what are you
Speaker 2: going to do with it? Where are you going to go?
Speaker 4: You know, that's a good question. I am. The bad
Speaker 4: thing about me is I'm already pretty content with my life.
Speaker 4: So a lot of other people they have drive and ambition,
Speaker 4: they have things they want to get done. I don't
Speaker 4: really have that, but I do have a feeling that
Speaker 4: I don't want to be here anymore, which might be
Speaker 4: even better.
Speaker 2: Be here as in where you currently are location wise, location.
Speaker 4: Wise, and maybe even in my life, but generally just
Speaker 4: dissatisfaction right now.
Speaker 2: Sure, you know, I don't think there's anything I know,
Speaker 2: you just said that this is a bad thing, but like,
Speaker 2: I don't think there's anything inherently wrong with not with
Speaker 2: being content with your life.
Speaker 4: And you know, I agree. The problem has been when
Speaker 4: it comes to other people, because then they have these
Speaker 4: expectations of you know, well, what's wrong with you that
Speaker 4: you don't want to do anything? And it's not that
Speaker 4: I don't want to do anything. My friend told me.
Speaker 4: It's more like you got your checklist and you've already
Speaker 4: checked everything off. So yeah, no, it's interesting. But I
Speaker 4: am glad to hear you say that.
Speaker 2: No, I mean, I totally understand what you're saying, but
Speaker 2: I do think that you have no obligation to live
Speaker 2: your life for other people or in a way that
Speaker 2: satisfies other people's expectations. I mean, it's funny because at
Speaker 2: the beginning of this stream, we were talking about, oh,
Speaker 2: people have all these expectations of if you're going to
Speaker 2: do something, you need a reason to do it. But right,
Speaker 2: also on that coin is if you're not going to
Speaker 2: do anything, you don't need a reason to not do
Speaker 2: anything either, Right, you don't need to justify anything you
Speaker 2: do or do not do to other people as long
Speaker 2: as you're content with the things that you're doing or
Speaker 2: not doing.
Speaker 4: Right, No, that's one hundred percent sure, I agree.
Speaker 2: But yet you got a license for a reason. I
Speaker 2: don't think you went out and just got it just
Speaker 2: to spend money and for a no fucking reason. You
Speaker 2: obviously wanted to go do things you obviously want to.
Speaker 4: You know, it's it's kind of complicated, like a lot
Speaker 4: of stuff in life is. But I would say, yeah,
Speaker 4: I agree.
Speaker 2: Do you have a sort of a concrete list of
Speaker 2: I mean, where are you now? If you don't mind sharing,
Speaker 2: you know, like.
Speaker 4: What, I'm in northern California.
Speaker 2: Northern California, and we're in the part of the state
Speaker 2: where they call Ammon's Ammen's Ammon's amens. Where are you
Speaker 2: going to go?
Speaker 4: You know, I don't know. I thought, you know, I
Speaker 4: don't want to go to la I don't want to
Speaker 4: go to San Francisco. It's fucking expensive, you know, but
Speaker 4: it's the same thing. You know, There's not really a
Speaker 4: place I want to be, but there's lots of places
Speaker 4: I don't want to be. I once learned in one
Speaker 4: of my philosophy classes that if you don't know what
Speaker 4: something is, start with what it isn't and you'll eventually
Speaker 4: get close.
Speaker 2: M that's kind of know what something is, start with
Speaker 2: what it isn't. Yeah, what are you trying to figure out?
Speaker 4: I don't know, just a place that I'll be okay
Speaker 4: being in?
Speaker 2: Okay, And you've decided that you don't know the place
Speaker 2: that you're okay with being in, but you know that
Speaker 2: it isn't where you are.
Speaker 4: Yeah, And something that's for me, you know, my whole life,
Speaker 4: I've kind of been displaced by other things, you know,
Speaker 4: just control of my life hasn't been my own. I've
Speaker 4: done things and things that I want I go after,
Speaker 4: but overall, the majority of my life's kind of been
Speaker 4: outside of my control. So I'm kind of over that,
Speaker 4: but also it's kind of left me kind of apathetic,
Speaker 4: sometimes too.
Speaker 2: Apathetic. Can I ask why your life? Why you feel
Speaker 2: like your life has been out of your control.
Speaker 4: Uh, you know, well, probably most of the stints from
Speaker 4: when I was younger, things that just when you're a child,
Speaker 4: you don't really you get subjected to things you don't
Speaker 4: really you know, get to tell your parents, I don't
Speaker 4: like this, or I don't want to live here. I
Speaker 4: ended up going to foster care for a little bit.
Speaker 4: I had a younger brother who had a terminal disease,
Speaker 4: and I was very lucky that I was able to
Speaker 4: take care of them in his like later years. But
Speaker 4: just lots of things that are kind of bigger than you.
Speaker 2: Yeah, but now you find yourself, you know, pretty young.
Speaker 2: You got your license, and it sounds like you don't
Speaker 2: have a ton of you know, you don't have kids
Speaker 2: or I don't know if you have a wife or
Speaker 2: a girlfriend or whatever, but it sounds like you no,
Speaker 2: I had a responsibilities.
Speaker 4: I had a five year relationship that ended this last Christmas.
Speaker 4: I have a I had at a tight one hundred
Speaker 4: and twenty thousand dollars worth of doge coin, but I
Speaker 4: don't know the fucking password. So it's all, it doesn't matter.
Speaker 2: You don't know the password or your cat what do
Speaker 2: you mean like your seed phrase?
Speaker 4: So yeah, the fucking thing fucking the password. So they're like, oh,
Speaker 4: make it so no one else can guess it. Make
Speaker 4: it like twenty four characters like, oh, that's cool. So
Speaker 4: I did that eight nine years ago when I fucking
Speaker 4: mind the doge coin and fuck, I don't know what
Speaker 4: it is. I even got like some scripts to go
Speaker 4: to brute force it. I went over seventy five thousand
Speaker 4: different versions of what I thought it would be. I
Speaker 4: don't think it's that fucking password anymore. So, you know,
Speaker 4: I was pretty wealthy, but who cares? Isn't that fun?
Speaker 2: Damn? That's That's the fucking thing about that is the
Speaker 2: one thing about cryptocurrency is that there's just so many
Speaker 2: ways to lose it or like get fucked with it.
Speaker 2: It's not like a bank where you can like you know,
Speaker 2: call them and get your ship back exactly.
Speaker 4: I have so many people tell me, can't you just
Speaker 4: reset your pass? Like it doesn't fucking much. This is
Speaker 4: an anarchistic banking. There's no fucking centralized system to this.
Speaker 2: This gets us into an entirely different conversation. But uh
Speaker 2: oh yeah, I feel like that that's the that's the improblem,
Speaker 2: Like I wanted to move my ship off of They're like, hey,
Speaker 2: you got to move your ship off of a coin
Speaker 2: base because coinbase is like centralized and shit. And I'm like,
Speaker 2: well what I'm I'm too, I'm stupid. I can't keep
Speaker 2: my thing in a thing, no for real.
Speaker 4: Yeah, and then besides that, like fucking let's say I
Speaker 4: did have my password, I don't how to fuck to
Speaker 4: cash out diage coin. It's in a fucking imaginary money.
Speaker 4: I have to buy bitcoin with it exchange and then
Speaker 4: cash out through that, and like there's all this little
Speaker 4: shit that I don't know about.
Speaker 2: All right, enough talk about the cryptocurrency though. You have
Speaker 2: your online all right, So tell me, now, what are
Speaker 2: you gonna do now that you have this this freedom?
Speaker 2: You don't have any responsibilities. You have your car, you know,
Speaker 2: where do you want to go?
Speaker 4: So that's the name I'm trying to figure out, first
Speaker 4: and foremost figuring out a car, and that's gonna sit
Speaker 4: my lifestyle. I found out I really like biking, so
Speaker 4: I kind of want to just get on my fucking
Speaker 4: bike and go on some nice trails. Yeah, I can't
Speaker 4: do mountain biking because I don't know how, and I'll
Speaker 4: probably fucking die. So but you know, nice slowly trails.
Speaker 4: The first time I did that, I went through our
Speaker 4: Lower Park down in my city, and it's like a
Speaker 4: horse trail, just really mellow during the fucking spring. It
Speaker 4: looks like a jungle and there's all these wines and
Speaker 4: hills and shit. And I just rode that and when
Speaker 4: I came off, I fucking giggled. I was the happiest
Speaker 4: sucker I've ever been.
Speaker 2: Hell yeah, man, So that's what I'm trying to hold on.
Speaker 4: Yeah, that's what I'm hoping to start with.
Speaker 2: Who knows, man, maybe you, maybe you, just maybe you
Speaker 2: somewhere a line line. You ditch the car, you buy
Speaker 2: a bike, you go across the country.
Speaker 4: I'm thinking about it. Already got me a pretty okay bike,
Speaker 4: and you know it served me well.
Speaker 10: I appreciate it.
Speaker 4: You want to know something funny?
Speaker 2: Tell me?
Speaker 13: So.
Speaker 4: You know there's that series Dead or Alive, Beach Volleyball whatever,
Speaker 4: big old anime titties playing volleyball.
Speaker 2: I know.
Speaker 4: So there was a trailer for one of the new games.
Speaker 4: I was watching it and I knew when that big
Speaker 4: titty girl came out she was riding a bike. I
Speaker 4: knew at that moment, I liked other things because I
Speaker 4: looked at that fucking bike and I was like, that's
Speaker 4: a nice fucking bike.
Speaker 2: Right right. You were less focused on the titties and
Speaker 2: your attention went straight to the bikes. One guy, you
Speaker 2: got something there.
Speaker 4: Yeah, that's exactly. Everyone used to listen to that thing,
Speaker 4: evenside them that just you know, just fucking makes noise
Speaker 4: in you.
Speaker 2: You know, well listen, man, keep following the dream. And
Speaker 2: would you say your.
Speaker 4: Name was Cocoa Puffs.
Speaker 2: Cocoa Puffs. Well, hell, yeah, man, I'm excited for you.
Speaker 2: Good luck out there.
Speaker 4: Thank you, Gek. I'm so glad I got through to you.
Speaker 2: Man, absolutely, man, thank you so much for coming on.
Speaker 4: Cashay one more thing hit me. So the bad thing
Speaker 4: about all of this, I said, it's kind of funny
Speaker 4: is today's also the day I get to see my
Speaker 4: best friend for the last time, and it really sucks.
Speaker 4: I just kind of want everybody listening to don't push
Speaker 4: it off. See your best friend, Tom hums, thinking to
Speaker 4: talk to your family, you know, just be good.
Speaker 6: That's all.
Speaker 2: Hell yeah, Well, thank you, thank you so much, Coco Puffs.
Speaker 4: Yeah, thank you. Good night, everybody.
Speaker 2: Good night, ma'am.
Speaker 11: Awesome.
Speaker 2: Pickte Hello, rit kah rit Hello, Hey Rebecca, I'm gonna
Speaker 2: I feel like I'm trying to think of a name
Speaker 2: that starts with the rit, and it's Rebecca.
Speaker 7: Uh, that's my name.
Speaker 2: Your name is Rebecca.
Speaker 8: Yeah, that's that's that's what it is, Rebecca.
Speaker 2: Where are you you soundly? It sounds crowded.
Speaker 16: Uh, I'm I'm in my brother's room.
Speaker 7: Yeah, I'm sitting on his bed.
Speaker 2: Well, it's your relationship, like with your brother.
Speaker 9: I would say great, but he thinks I bully him.
Speaker 15: I don't think I bully him.
Speaker 9: I think we have a great relationship.
Speaker 2: Can't talk to him?
Speaker 9: Maybe actually maybe.
Speaker 8: Room?
Speaker 2: Where is he? Do you guys like to switch rooms
Speaker 2: every other night?
Speaker 16: Well, I mean no in his.
Speaker 2: Room without him?
Speaker 6: Is?
Speaker 2: Do you have his permission to be there?
Speaker 15: Have your permission to be here?
Speaker 13: He doesn't care.
Speaker 6: See, it's great, all right?
Speaker 2: Can't talk to him?
Speaker 13: Nathan say something? No?
Speaker 2: No, hand Hand on the phone. Hand on the phone, Nathan, Nathan,
Speaker 2: This won't take long. Nathan. I promise I won't let you.
Speaker 2: I promise I'll let you go back your food very soon. Nathan,
Speaker 2: can you hear me? Can you take me off speakerphone. Nathan,
Speaker 2: I promise, I promise, Nathan, I won't take that long.
Speaker 13: Right all right?
Speaker 9: Here, what.
Speaker 2: Nathan, why do you feel like your sister bullies you.
Speaker 13: I don't know how to answer that.
Speaker 2: So you haven't so you're able to make the accusation,
Speaker 2: but you're not able to back it up. No, So
Speaker 2: I feel like that and the validity of the accusation
Speaker 2: sort of dwindles.
Speaker 7: Not really all.
Speaker 2: But Nathan, you haven't given me one good reason as
Speaker 2: to why you believe your sister bullies you. It sounds
Speaker 2: like you do have a much better relationship than you realize. Yeah,
Speaker 2: but she still why does she bully you? Nathan? Uh,
Speaker 2: Nathan Nahing, go eat your chicken tenders. I'm done with you.
Speaker 2: Go eat your chicken tenders. I'm gonna bully you. Now,
Speaker 2: go eat your sicken tender. Nath that I'm done with you.
Speaker 9: He gave me the phone bash.
Speaker 2: Look, continue to bully him. It's the only way he
Speaker 2: will gain positive character traits through harsh life experiences. I
Speaker 2: think he will emerge from this a tougher, stronger, more
Speaker 2: emotionally resilient person because of the stress that you Uh
Speaker 2: put onto him. Diamonds are formed in the rough. Rebackup.
Speaker 2: Thank you so much for your service to America. You
Speaker 2: ever wonder for us of the night?
Speaker 7: Me too?
Speaker 2: All from American spirits, Black American spirits?
Speaker 13: Oh it works? Yeah?
Speaker 2: Hi? Hey, what's going on? American spirit? American spirit?
Speaker 13: Yeah, not that kind of spirit. No spirit, no spirit
Speaker 13: for this American.
Speaker 2: Why do you have no spirit?
Speaker 13: Because I'm broken and dead inside.
Speaker 2: You're broken and dead inside? Damn you should write music.
Speaker 2: A lot of people, a lot of people write music
Speaker 2: about being broken and dead inside, and they use it
Speaker 2: to a lot of people have made a lot of
Speaker 2: money making music about how broken and dead inside they are.
Speaker 13: See, everyone I know makes music, but I'm just not inclined.
Speaker 2: Everyone you know, everyone you know makes music.
Speaker 13: Yeah, I don't make I don't know a lot of people.
Speaker 2: So how many people do you know?
Speaker 1: Oh?
Speaker 13: Uh? Personally?
Speaker 10: Like close?
Speaker 13: I guess uh five?
Speaker 2: You know you only know five? Do you count family
Speaker 2: as people? You know?
Speaker 12: Eight?
Speaker 2: Okay? I mean yeah, when you say you are you
Speaker 2: are these friends? Are these people? You just people?
Speaker 1: You know?
Speaker 13: Like my my roommates and my my partners and.
Speaker 2: And uh yeah you said partners partner. Okay, I thought
Speaker 2: you were like polygamous.
Speaker 13: No single partner.
Speaker 2: They're sitting polyamory, something you would ever seeously considered trying.
Speaker 13: No, No, it's it's not something for me. I I
Speaker 13: find myself, I find myself getting too jealous. And I
Speaker 13: also feel like I'd hate myself if I ever, you know,
Speaker 13: stepped outside of the one person who I say I love.
Speaker 2: Mm hmm. So you have found a person that you
Speaker 2: that you you truly do feel as though you love. Yeah,
Speaker 2: why do you love them?
Speaker 13: Oh Jesus Christ. You know they've been there with me
Speaker 13: for a very very long time. I have been able
Speaker 13: to depend on them too. I've been able to depend
Speaker 13: on them to, you know, stand up for me and
Speaker 13: things like that.
Speaker 2: What's your name again? Oh? American Spirit?
Speaker 13: Yeah?
Speaker 2: But you know American Spirit? For how for? How like
Speaker 2: broken inside you are? I mean you sound as though
Speaker 2: you're surrounded by I just heard the giggles of some
Speaker 2: school girls. It sounded like you were like surrounded by
Speaker 2: my friends right now.
Speaker 13: Yeah, I'm quite a I'm quite a nihilist. I kind
Speaker 13: of kind of you know, I don't I don't take
Speaker 13: what I what I what I have.
Speaker 2: But yet you're at But yet you're at this this
Speaker 2: this wild social gathering as we speak, sitting in a
Speaker 2: living room at the party, my partner in their roommate. Okay,
Speaker 2: all right, so you are not you're watching the stream
Speaker 2: on the phone. Not one hundred you know, I'm not
Speaker 2: a hundred human beings that you're interacting with and pro
Speaker 2: social I.
Speaker 13: Have, I have decent social skills. I'm just. I'm just.
Speaker 13: I'm just. I don't know, I'm I'm very I'm pretty young.
Speaker 13: I'm lost. I'm only nineteen, so I don't have everything
Speaker 13: figured out yet. I do stupid shast of the time.
Speaker 2: You do stupid ship. Well, first of all, everything that
Speaker 2: you're listening, I mean, for how for how broken? Uh? Inside?
Speaker 2: You claim to be you? You're in, you know, because
Speaker 2: ession of some fantastic gifts. You're the gift of youth,
Speaker 2: the gift of love, the gift of friendship, the gift
Speaker 2: of positive social skills. I think things are looking for you,
Speaker 2: American spirits.
Speaker 13: Not for nothing. I I was, I was pretty. I
Speaker 13: was pretty jarred by the fact that you answered I
Speaker 13: you know, you know, I have I have my my
Speaker 13: mental health issues, but I definitely appreciate what I have
Speaker 13: in my life, and I don't I don't want to
Speaker 13: knock any of the things that are positive for me,
Speaker 13: especially on on live live stream.
Speaker 2: No, I don't think you. I don't think anyone would
Speaker 2: get the sense of you as being ungrateful.
Speaker 13: Yeah, well I am grateful as they're sitting near me.
Speaker 1: I want good to know that good.
Speaker 2: You say you do stupid ship to pass the time. Yeah,
Speaker 2: what kind of stupid ship do you do to pass
Speaker 2: the time?
Speaker 13: M Yeah, I don't get I write graffiti.
Speaker 2: You write graffiti?
Speaker 13: Yeah, that's my main stupid ship.
Speaker 2: Where uh, where do you go to write graffiti?
Speaker 15: Uh?
Speaker 13: Honestly, you know anywhere and everywhere, but to do the
Speaker 13: big things like abandoned places and train tracks and trains
Speaker 13: and whatnot.
Speaker 2: Your your partner just moaned.
Speaker 13: Did they know that was their roommate. I think it was.
Speaker 13: We're reading chat and we're noticing the other people that
Speaker 13: write graffiti. What's up, y'all? Throw up your set?
Speaker 2: So you write graffiti? Now, what what do you write?
Speaker 2: Do you just write your name? Do you write you know,
Speaker 2: political graffiti?
Speaker 15: Is it?
Speaker 2: I mean, what's what do you what's the message you're
Speaker 2: trying to get out there?
Speaker 13: Yeah, it's you know, it's definitely I consider my myself.
Speaker 13: You know, I'm not an I'm not an anarchist, but
Speaker 13: I definitely have more anarchist views than any other. Uh
Speaker 13: but I don't agree with all of them, or enough
Speaker 13: of them to call myself that.
Speaker 2: But uh I yeah, your friends giggling in the back,
Speaker 2: you're the most adorable little anarchist I have ever spoken with.
Speaker 13: Thank you? You can? You know, you could pet my
Speaker 13: hair if you wanted anytime?
Speaker 2: That sounds beautiful.
Speaker 13: Yeah, it's nice and curly and fluffy.
Speaker 2: American Spirits. I mean it sounds like, can I speak
Speaker 2: with your partner or or the room I speak with
Speaker 2: with with one of your friends?
Speaker 13: Yeah, here's my partner.
Speaker 2: Hi, Hi, what's your name?
Speaker 8: Olive?
Speaker 2: Olive? Olive? What's olive? American Spirits claims to be a nihilist.
Speaker 2: They claim to be broken and dead inside. But yet
Speaker 2: you mean you're sitting with them, You're you're you're laughing
Speaker 2: at uh at at you know with them? You know
Speaker 2: you do you consider American spirits perception of themselves to
Speaker 2: be accurate?
Speaker 7: You know, I think they're pretty sweet, They're they're good kids.
Speaker 13: You think kill us? Yeah, we're a.
Speaker 2: Group like a band or just like a group.
Speaker 7: Oh no, just a group according to Chat.
Speaker 13: All right, he said American edge Lord Spirit Black. That
Speaker 13: was a really good fucking That took that person a
Speaker 13: long time to come up with.
Speaker 2: You guys in my head, like when I think of
Speaker 2: what you are on the I imagine you guys as
Speaker 2: the emo the goth kids from South Park, do you imagine?
Speaker 10: Not so accurate?
Speaker 13: That's that's kind of what I styled everything after.
Speaker 2: I'm the little be wearing while black.
Speaker 13: Right now, my shirt's red, but everything else is black,
Speaker 13: but it's like really dark red, so it's still cost God.
Speaker 2: I mean, you guys are so for God kids. You're
Speaker 2: so smiling, you're so giggly.
Speaker 13: Drugs are sick.
Speaker 2: You just said two. You just said two extremely random
Speaker 2: non sequiturs. Just now, well, I said, adorable God. One
Speaker 2: of you guys said I work at the zoo, and
Speaker 2: then you said drugs are sick.
Speaker 13: Yeah, drugs are sick and they work at the zoo.
Speaker 13: Do drugs and work at the zoo?
Speaker 7: Yeah.
Speaker 2: I like the philosophies that you guys have, you know, Yeah,
Speaker 2: I'm not gonna lie. I think that like seventies goth
Speaker 2: kids would be really pissed off at you guys for
Speaker 2: how happy you seem to be as goth people.
Speaker 13: I agree, but I think that they're the posers because
Speaker 13: they forced themselves to not feel things in the art
Speaker 13: of trying to look edgy and goth. I just like
Speaker 13: the color black and it doesn't show off the figure
Speaker 13: of who I am, so I can do sketchy shit
Speaker 13: and not get caught on camera.
Speaker 2: Well, I mean it sounds like the subculture is working
Speaker 2: out for you guys. I'm happy to hear that you're
Speaker 2: redefining in a positive.
Speaker 13: Like thank you. Yeah, of course, I mean, you know
Speaker 13: it is what it is. I don't know if it's
Speaker 13: a definition. I don't know how many people pay attention
Speaker 13: to us like that.
Speaker 2: That's an appropriately goth answer. Well, thank you so much,
Speaker 2: American spirits and olive and olives. Room mate, you guys
Speaker 2: have a wonder for us to the night.
Speaker 13: Bye, have a good one. The roommate is your is
Speaker 13: the big giant fan. I just kind of started blowing
Speaker 13: your phone up because they're watching your stream, so you
Speaker 13: should let them say something to you real quick.
Speaker 2: Sure cool?
Speaker 7: Hello, Lyle, how are you tonight?
Speaker 2: I'm doing good? How are you.
Speaker 7: I'm doing very good. This is this is amazing that
Speaker 7: this is happening. I've been watching you for like, man,
Speaker 7: probably like eight nine months, so this means a lot
Speaker 7: to finally be able to talk to you.
Speaker 2: Hell yah, I'm happy to talk to you too. I'm
Speaker 2: glad I got to speak with your friends. I like
Speaker 2: what they're doing.
Speaker 7: Yeah, yeah, they're great.
Speaker 2: Real quick, Timy. Has the show gotten better or worse
Speaker 2: over the past nine months or has it just kind
Speaker 2: of stayed the same.
Speaker 7: I think it's better. I think the calls have gotten better.
Speaker 7: There's more interaction. The chat is amazing.
Speaker 11: There.
Speaker 7: You know, we're getting bigger and better every time. You
Speaker 7: have great ideas. I'm so excited for game across America.
Speaker 7: That's oh my gosh, that's gonna be so cool.
Speaker 2: Hey, you should apply to don't I want? I want
Speaker 2: to come do graffiti with you guys.
Speaker 7: Oh beat, okay, I'll follow up the form right.
Speaker 2: All right, rock and roll. You're gonna right, GHEK, no
Speaker 2: way for me to come.
Speaker 13: Over, gek. We'll throw you up rock and wrong.
Speaker 2: All right, Thank you guys so much. You guys, have
Speaker 2: a good night. It was a pleasure talking to you.
Speaker 2: Thank you so much, of course, man. You It's a
Speaker 2: good guys, it's a good group of people. Are you
Speaker 2: still there? You guys gone? Yeah, they're gone. They're not
Speaker 2: They're not here anymore, all right, I don't hang out. First, Hey, folks,
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Speaker 13: Calls a.
Speaker 2: Strompy No way the way?
Speaker 10: Hey man?
Speaker 3: What's good?
Speaker 2: Not much? Strompy? How are you?
Speaker 10: How you doing to that?
Speaker 1: Man?
Speaker 3: How you doing?
Speaker 2: Strompy? Can you can you do me a favorite Stromp?
Speaker 2: I don't know if you have the I don't know
Speaker 2: if you have the stream on in the background, but
Speaker 2: could you turn that off on me?
Speaker 3: Yeah?
Speaker 17: I got you there. It's all who you with my wife,
Speaker 17: which is Scrumpy. I'm actually Scruffy.
Speaker 2: Uh, your wife's name is scruff your your name is
Speaker 2: all right, so it's Scrumpy and Scruffy.
Speaker 3: Yeah.
Speaker 2: How did you two meet?
Speaker 10: We went to high school together.
Speaker 2: Mm hmm. Uh do you remember the do you remember?
Speaker 2: Do you remember the day you laid eyes on on Scrumpy?
Speaker 17: Absolutely?
Speaker 2: Man, tell me about that day.
Speaker 17: Well, you see, we went to high school together, but
Speaker 17: we didn't really talk a lot in school, but you know,
Speaker 17: I hit her up on Snapchat, so uh, I went
Speaker 17: and picked her up, and I went to the address
Speaker 17: you sent me, which actually ended up being her aunt's house, yeah,
Speaker 17: and not hers, and uh yeah. She had to come
Speaker 17: like running down the road, and it was just like
Speaker 17: seeing an angel from heaven. Man, I'll tell you, just
Speaker 17: running down the road frantically trying to get there before
Speaker 17: I went to her aunts door, and there was from
Speaker 17: were you.
Speaker 2: Were you dangerously close to?
Speaker 18: Like?
Speaker 2: What was she not allowed to come see you? And
Speaker 2: she was sneaking out so that her aunt wouldn't see.
Speaker 16: No, it's not exactly like that.
Speaker 15: She me and my aunt weren't exactly close at that time,
Speaker 15: and my uncle he wasn't a very nice dude, and
Speaker 15: if he hadn't shown up at the step asking for me,
Speaker 15: he probably would have had a problem with it.
Speaker 2: Really, your your uncle would have like wanted to pick
Speaker 2: a fight.
Speaker 17: Yeah, yes, I'm glad that glad that she saved me
Speaker 17: before I got Yeah.
Speaker 2: All right, so you said that your aunt you're scrumpy
Speaker 2: and she's scruffy.
Speaker 3: Right, No opposite.
Speaker 16: I caught him scruffy because of his girl, and you're scrumpy.
Speaker 2: Why does she Okay, so what you're scruffy? The scuff
Speaker 2: Why she's scrumpy?
Speaker 17: She scrumpy because I had a thing when we first
Speaker 17: started debating that I didn't want to call her, you know,
Speaker 17: like beautiful or anything, because that's just the most typical thing.
Speaker 17: So I called her scrump.
Speaker 2: Billy Ish called her an angel running down like U
Speaker 2: coming from heaven with the running thing.
Speaker 17: Yeah, I'd just like to mix it up a little bit,
Speaker 17: not just you know, the typical.
Speaker 2: All right, So you're scruffy, she's scrumpy. So scrumpy you
Speaker 2: said that you were close with your aunt, You're not.
Speaker 2: Weren't close, but are you close now?
Speaker 3: Yes?
Speaker 9: And they actually love him?
Speaker 17: Yeah, everybody? Yeah, absolutely.
Speaker 2: Do you remember the day that you met her uncle?
Speaker 15: Finally?
Speaker 17: Yeah?
Speaker 3: I did.
Speaker 17: And we're actually really good friends.
Speaker 2: Now that's awesome. You were saying you got married. When
Speaker 2: did you get married?
Speaker 15: October eighth? His birthday?
Speaker 2: That's so nice? And so has to have things gotten
Speaker 2: better or worse since you've gotten married or have they
Speaker 2: said the same.
Speaker 17: They've gotten a lot better.
Speaker 16: Yeah, we actually have a baby now, a.
Speaker 17: Four month congratulations, thank you very much.
Speaker 2: Difficult sounds difficult to have a baby.
Speaker 17: It's not an easy path, but it's worth the.
Speaker 2: Hardest part about it.
Speaker 17: No sleep man, my back, Yeah, on the back.
Speaker 2: We had another guy. I don't know if you've been listening,
Speaker 2: but we had another guy called in similar amount of
Speaker 2: back from carrying a kid.
Speaker 16: Well, yeah, I'm for eleven and ninety pounds dock and wet,
Speaker 16: and my baby has ever been at twenty pounds at
Speaker 16: four months, so.
Speaker 2: Holy shit, you're ninety pounds. I'm like, I'm two of you.
Speaker 13: That's my same here.
Speaker 2: That's crazy, all right? Another kid, just the one.
Speaker 17: Oh uh, just just the one from now, but we're
Speaker 17: hoping to have another one in the future. Get a
Speaker 17: little bit more settled in, more financially stable.
Speaker 2: That's nice. I like you guys. I think you guys
Speaker 2: are all right.
Speaker 5: Now.
Speaker 2: How are you gonna how are you gonna feel when
Speaker 2: you're is your kid a boy or girl?
Speaker 3: The girl?
Speaker 2: How are you gonna feel when uh, when when her
Speaker 2: scruffy comes to pick her up for a tea? You're
Speaker 2: not going to try to pick a fight with the guy,
Speaker 2: are you?
Speaker 13: No?
Speaker 17: No, man, I mean, as long as he's respect to her,
Speaker 17: you know, I don't know, I might she's the one
Speaker 17: to worry about.
Speaker 2: Listen before we go, Before we go, guys, have a
Speaker 2: question for you?
Speaker 17: What's that?
Speaker 2: Why?
Speaker 16: Man?
Speaker 17: I have been asking myself that every morning. I don't
Speaker 17: know what about I don't know.
Speaker 2: I just.
Speaker 15: Why do we do things?
Speaker 10: I feel like for a lot of anything.
Speaker 17: I feel like for a lot of people, it's just
Speaker 17: because because like not trying to step on any toes,
Speaker 17: but just because somebody in a book written thousands of
Speaker 17: years ago told them to. I don't I don't see
Speaker 17: how you can you.
Speaker 2: Think a lot of people do things because of Jesus Christ,
Speaker 2: the Lord's Savior of America.
Speaker 17: Yeah, I mean, not necessarily just Jesus. I mean, there's
Speaker 17: a lot of things, and I mean I'm not down
Speaker 17: on anybody, you know, respect to you for believing what
Speaker 17: you different God, but myself personally, you know, I just
Speaker 17: I don't.
Speaker 3: I couldn't.
Speaker 17: I couldn't put myself behind that. So that question still
Speaker 17: close out for me.
Speaker 2: Sounds like she likes God, but not every like a
Speaker 2: different God, like an old God.
Speaker 15: No, I like myself.
Speaker 2: Well, listen, good luck to you too, and thank you
Speaker 2: so much for calling in.
Speaker 17: I thinks h talk to you soon.
Speaker 2: Love you, Jack, talk to you soon.
Speaker 1: Call from Yeah.
Speaker 10: Jem, Jeff.
Speaker 2: Jem, Jeff Jem.
Speaker 1: Yes, how are you so sorry? I'm doing great.
Speaker 2: That's such a dumb question. I'm sorry, how are you
Speaker 2: such a dumb question? I'm sorry for asking you that.
Speaker 2: I feel like you deserve better because I started this
Speaker 2: off with doing that stupid thing with your name, and
Speaker 2: then I asked you a dumb question. If I've just
Speaker 2: done one of those things, i'd feel less bad. But
Speaker 2: I did both of them, and that you didn't deserve that.
Speaker 1: I think a better version of that is it could
Speaker 1: be how is your day going.
Speaker 2: Interesting?
Speaker 1: What's your day been like?
Speaker 2: What's your day been like? What do you what do
Speaker 2: you feel like? At The key difference is between those
Speaker 2: two questions how are you and how is your day been?
Speaker 2: I feel like both could be answered with good and you.
Speaker 1: That's true think asking boll No, I mean, look.
Speaker 2: Don't don't just you know you can fight back on
Speaker 2: me with this one. I clearly had an argument planned
Speaker 2: with this, and I would love to hear it. I'm
Speaker 2: totally open minded to being convinced on you on your
Speaker 2: way of looking at things.
Speaker 1: Uh. Usually I ask you know, people I talked to
Speaker 1: how they are day spent? I think I can get
Speaker 1: it's more specific than how are you? Like if there's
Speaker 1: anything going on particular with that day?
Speaker 8: M hm.
Speaker 2: I alwayst feel like maybe if you use those two
Speaker 2: questions together, like if I were like say, uh, uh, John,
Speaker 2: which your name is? John? Joy? Joe? Yes to which one?
Speaker 1: Uh? Jeremy, Jim?
Speaker 2: How are you?
Speaker 1: I'm doing fantastic? This is uh, this is great. I'm
Speaker 1: glad I was able to get in today.
Speaker 2: How are you? How? No ship does the same question
Speaker 2: how has your day been?
Speaker 1: My day has been great. It's the same answer, except
Speaker 1: my day. I was able to get things done. I
Speaker 1: was able to see my kids for a little bit.
Speaker 1: I was able to see my best friend for a
Speaker 1: little bit.
Speaker 2: Mm hmm. You got something that you saw your friend,
Speaker 2: you saw your kid. What did you get done?
Speaker 1: I got some work done earlier in the day, and
Speaker 1: I got some errands done.
Speaker 10: A little after that.
Speaker 2: What do you do for work?
Speaker 1: I am self employed. I sell things on eBay?
Speaker 2: You sell things under me? Is it like arbitrage? Or
Speaker 2: you have like a store?
Speaker 1: It's a store. What do you sell whenever I can
Speaker 1: get my hands on some figures, some books, some DVDs,
Speaker 1: some light bulbs.
Speaker 2: Do you buy anything? I have some shit that I
Speaker 2: I don't need.
Speaker 1: You got ship you don't need? Yeah, I'll take shit
Speaker 1: you don't need, don't need it, somebody needs it.
Speaker 2: A year or two ago, I was just like, I'm
Speaker 2: selling everything I own, and I sold like I just
Speaker 2: sold all my video games I sold.
Speaker 13: To me.
Speaker 2: It's like, I want to liquidate as much of my
Speaker 2: possessions as I possibly can, because if I need any
Speaker 2: of them back, I'll just buy them. If they don't
Speaker 2: have like sentimental value, then if I doesn't have any
Speaker 2: sentimental value, or I don't use it at least one
Speaker 2: or if I haven't used it in the last month,
Speaker 2: I could probably just liquidate it.
Speaker 1: I agree. I've been trying to get rid of a
Speaker 1: good amount of stuff that I have, which has been
Speaker 1: a lot of my own pop pop figures.
Speaker 2: Pop pop figures like Funkel Pops.
Speaker 1: Yeah, I had an obscene Harley Quinn pop collection, and
Speaker 1: I've been trying to get rid of those and just
Speaker 1: a you know, a whole bunch of other series, just
Speaker 1: things that I've liked throughout the years.
Speaker 2: Wait, so you didn't you have a pot? You have
Speaker 2: a funk pop. Apparently in the community, they're just called pops.
Speaker 1: That's just how I say it, just because it's shorter
Speaker 1: you or.
Speaker 2: Is the thing and the like if I like, if
Speaker 2: I go on the Funkle Pops, subredd is ever going
Speaker 2: to be talking about their Funkle pops or their pops?
Speaker 1: I couldn't tell you. I wouldn't say I'm in any
Speaker 1: kind of community related to Funko pops.
Speaker 2: I feel like you own enough of them that you
Speaker 2: that you could be in the community. You've never posted
Speaker 2: a picture of your Harley Quinn Funkle Pops on the
Speaker 2: ar slash funkle Pop.
Speaker 1: No, not really.
Speaker 10: I had to do it for.
Speaker 1: Myself.
Speaker 2: I'm curious about the fact that you have because it's
Speaker 2: not just it's not just a punkle pop collection of
Speaker 2: varied amount of funkle Pops. It's what percentage of the
Speaker 2: funkle Pops you own are Harley Quinn.
Speaker 1: Well, at my at the height of my collection, I
Speaker 1: I would say half. I didn't have too too many.
Speaker 1: I mean I had maybe fourteen or fifteen Harley Quinn
Speaker 1: ones and then really about the same amount of other ones.
Speaker 2: I can't what are there? I mean, I'm not a
Speaker 2: big like pop culture guy, but are there fifteen? How
Speaker 2: are there fifteen different Harley Quinn's like what like her
Speaker 2: like alt costumes offers to me?
Speaker 1: Yeah, different one of them, different costumes from different comics
Speaker 1: or cartoons or movies. They've black and white ones. I
Speaker 1: think I had maybe one or two black and white
Speaker 1: ones at some point.
Speaker 2: Which is your favorite one, like the one that you're like,
Speaker 2: I don't care if I we they have to foreclothes
Speaker 2: in my house. I am not selling this particular Harley
Speaker 2: Quinn uncle pop.
Speaker 1: This one kind of a cheap answer, because I gave
Speaker 1: it to my daughter, so I can't really get rid
Speaker 1: of it further. But the one that I liked the
Speaker 1: most even before before that is a Valentine Today edition
Speaker 1: where it was she was pink and white.
Speaker 2: That's sweet that you give it to your daughter.
Speaker 1: Yeah, sure, favorite colors. Think so she had to have it.
Speaker 1: It's gonna be a monster to say.
Speaker 2: No, that's that's nice. I like is she a fan
Speaker 2: of Harley Quinn or does she just like it because pink?
Speaker 2: Because it's pink.
Speaker 1: She's a fan of Harley Quinn from from what she's seen,
Speaker 1: which is they have like a kid's kid's superhero girls show.
Speaker 1: She likes her in that?
Speaker 10: Hell?
Speaker 2: Yeah, well, what's her name was? Jim?
Speaker 10: Jim?
Speaker 2: Oh Jim Sure some gym. I like it. I like
Speaker 2: it like a good kid. You're a good guy. Thank you,
Speaker 2: and I hope you have a good rest of You're
Speaker 2: a good guess A lot of light bulbs.
Speaker 1: Thanks, love you man, Love you too. Baby rock on
Speaker 1: oh aw from Bronson Bronson Drake me whiskey we're doing
Speaker 1: it at bit.
Speaker 6: Hell?
Speaker 2: Hello, how old are you?
Speaker 19: I'm thirty eight?
Speaker 2: Do you like being thirty?
Speaker 10: Eight.
Speaker 19: I mean I feel like I feel like I'm dying
Speaker 19: a little bit.
Speaker 2: You feel like you're dying.
Speaker 19: Yeah, like my body's dying a little bit. But other
Speaker 19: than that, it's pretty good. And I make good decisions
Speaker 19: and financially secure, you know, shit like that. So that's good.
Speaker 2: How much? How what's your net worth?
Speaker 19: About nine hundred and fifty thousand?
Speaker 2: That's awesome. That's fucking sick. Do you own a house?
Speaker 4: I do?
Speaker 2: That's so sick, dude.
Speaker 10: Yeah, it's great.
Speaker 19: I like the house.
Speaker 2: Is it full? Is it paid off in full?
Speaker 1: No?
Speaker 19: Have a I have about forty percent equity in it.
Speaker 2: That's pretty it's pretty good. Yeah, I think being thirty
Speaker 2: eight rocks. Dude. You have nine hundred and fifty dollars,
Speaker 2: that's like, yeah, it's a millionaire, dude.
Speaker 19: I'm so close. I was a millionaire the other week.
Speaker 19: And then the market yeah yeah, I don't have too
Speaker 19: much crypto I have, but the market was up, so
Speaker 19: I was My network was over a million, and like
Speaker 19: I was like, I was like, I'm a fucking millionaire
Speaker 19: but not anymore. So that's how it goes.
Speaker 2: I guess were you holding what? What were you holding? Dog?
Speaker 19: I have a bunch of stock in at tech company
Speaker 19: and it was up and it's not I mean still up,
Speaker 19: but it's not like it was like really up.
Speaker 2: So why is your body dying? I feel like you
Speaker 2: have enough money, you can just fix whatever's dying in there.
Speaker 19: I probably could do that, but you know, like it's
Speaker 19: just not like when I have a couple like out,
Speaker 19: you know, like beers or wine or whatever, I just
Speaker 19: you know, it takes like two days to my body
Speaker 19: to recover from that. Like I can't even process, Like
Speaker 19: I'm not even like getting like going out, and like
Speaker 19: time went on like literally like I'll have a couple
Speaker 19: of drinks after dinner and uh and then I'm just
Speaker 19: like hurting for a couple of days.
Speaker 2: So really just just like a couple.
Speaker 19: Yeah, like like I'm not Yeah, like if I just
Speaker 19: have two glasses of wine, I will feel that for
Speaker 19: multiple days after I know it because I write I
Speaker 19: write software, so like my brain has to focus and yeah,
Speaker 19: so it sucks it up.
Speaker 2: If I I mean, if if two glasses of wine
Speaker 2: caused me to be out of commission, I mean not
Speaker 2: out of commission, but if you were feeling the effects
Speaker 2: of it for two days, I would just stop drinking.
Speaker 19: Yeah, no, I don't drink very much at all. Yeah, yeah,
Speaker 19: definitely not.
Speaker 2: Do you do cocaine?
Speaker 19: Uh no, not not anymore. It's been a while, but
Speaker 19: I don't know. Maybe probably at least five years ago.
Speaker 19: In mysel I think it was over thirty, but not
Speaker 19: in the last five years.
Speaker 2: I don't think was it was it your did you
Speaker 2: buy it? Or like, were you with someone else and
Speaker 2: they were like, hey, I've got some cocaine, let's do.
Speaker 19: Some, or was it yeah, you know, yeah, I have
Speaker 19: an old friend and then I hang out with him.
Speaker 19: He always he probably still parties like that, but so
Speaker 19: you know, it's like an old old college friend and uh,
Speaker 19: you know, had a good night. But uh yeah, I
Speaker 19: don't even think I could touch it at all.
Speaker 6: At this point.
Speaker 19: I think I have a heart attack, right.
Speaker 2: I wonder if two glasses of wine, yeah fucks you
Speaker 2: up for two days, how long would you be sucked
Speaker 2: up after doing some cocaine? Well, because then, I mean,
Speaker 2: how long do you think you would feel the effects
Speaker 2: in your system?
Speaker 8: Really?
Speaker 19: At least a week, I would think, Wow, not at
Speaker 19: least a week, that's the most a week. I mean,
Speaker 19: I think a few days definitely. I mean like if
Speaker 19: you're like really like you really go at it, like
Speaker 19: have a good night of it, you know probably you
Speaker 19: know on the tail end of seven days, you're probably
Speaker 19: still feeling it. That's that's my that's mass.
Speaker 2: So what I mean real quick, like what exactly could
Speaker 2: I hear something specific? Maybe something that worked well about
Speaker 2: your body ten years ago but now works a little
Speaker 2: less well. Are you talking penis or do you mean
Speaker 2: like you're like legs and ship.
Speaker 19: No, my penis works fine. My legs uh yeah, my
Speaker 19: back hurts a lot.
Speaker 8: More I had.
Speaker 19: I've had three kids, so like like carrying babies around
Speaker 19: I feel like kind of fucks with your back and
Speaker 19: then just like lugging all their ship around all the time.
Speaker 19: Like but it's like kind of like Mexic. I feel
Speaker 19: like my back I need to do. I was a
Speaker 19: couple of years ago I was doing hot yoga and
Speaker 19: that was like that was vibeing really good. But then
Speaker 19: you know, there was a pandemic, so that didn't happen
Speaker 19: for a little while. So I'd like to get back
Speaker 19: on that horse.
Speaker 2: I think did you could just buy a sauna?
Speaker 19: I could buy a sauna.
Speaker 6: Yep.
Speaker 17: To do that.
Speaker 2: Your life is sick, dude? Would you your name?
Speaker 10: Yeah?
Speaker 19: Bronson?
Speaker 2: Bronson? Really quickly, I have a question for you.
Speaker 13: Yeah?
Speaker 2: Why?
Speaker 6: Why?
Speaker 5: What?
Speaker 2: You have a right? Good rest of the night, Bronze.
Speaker 2: I'll talk to you soon.
Speaker 4: All from Briell.
Speaker 2: Brill.
Speaker 1: Yes, what's up? Oh?
Speaker 13: My on the thing?
Speaker 2: You're on the thing?
Speaker 20: Oh my god, I'm I'm the same.
Speaker 21: Hi.
Speaker 2: What are you doing?
Speaker 5: Bro?
Speaker 9: I was making a video for YouTube?
Speaker 2: You're making a video for YouTube? Are you a YouTuber?
Speaker 2: Are you David Dobrik? Are you Smash Aaron? Don't remember Fred?
Speaker 20: Right?
Speaker 9: I say?
Speaker 2: What kind of YouTube video you're making? Brill?
Speaker 9: Well, I'm setting like some original poetry.
Speaker 2: To music, some original poetry to music.
Speaker 13: Is this?
Speaker 2: Uh uh? You're setting a video of you reciting the
Speaker 2: poetry or is it a text to speech video?
Speaker 9: No, it's it's me reciting it. M.
Speaker 2: What are the subjects of these poems?
Speaker 7: Oh?
Speaker 9: They're pretty dark?
Speaker 2: Do you exclusively write dark poetry? M?
Speaker 9: It just always happens to work out that way.
Speaker 2: Interesting, you know real? I mean, you have a very
Speaker 2: sort of bubbly energy. Do you feel as though you're
Speaker 2: able to project an outward energy of light because you
Speaker 2: expel so much darkness in your art.
Speaker 9: Well, I'm a music therapist, so yeah. My personal mantra
Speaker 9: is who better to lead up through the fire than
Speaker 9: someone who's already been burned?
Speaker 2: I like that.
Speaker 1: I like that.
Speaker 2: Do you come into a lot of scenarios in which
Speaker 2: your clients are dealing with certain things that you've dealt
Speaker 2: with before and that gives you a, uh a greater
Speaker 2: perspective on them?
Speaker 9: Absolutely? I work with veterans in Manhattan, so I definitely
Speaker 9: find that. I think they don't know how relatable they
Speaker 9: are to me.
Speaker 2: Are you a veteran?
Speaker 9: No, not personally, but you know, we all have our trauma.
Speaker 20: I have a question for you, Brielle, Yes, Why What
Speaker 20: do you mean why Brielle?
Speaker 2: Yes, I have a question for you.
Speaker 18: Yes.
Speaker 9: Why Why do I have trauma?
Speaker 2: Briell? Why? Brielle? Tell me why?
Speaker 9: Why work with veterans because they deserve it?
Speaker 2: Well, you're doing a good service, brill You know where
Speaker 2: can we Where can I listen to your poetry?
Speaker 6: Oh?
Speaker 2: My YouTube poetry?
Speaker 16: Yeah, it's called fall Asleep with Brielle.
Speaker 9: And if you want to check out my music, I'm on.
Speaker 2: Fiber Is it a is it like an as Mr.
Speaker 2: Kind of thing like we're supposed to sleep to it?
Speaker 2: Is it supposed is it? Well, you said it was dark.
Speaker 2: Is it to like like a ship you listen to
Speaker 2: it to induce nightmares?
Speaker 9: No? I think it's more I try to focus on
Speaker 9: like reading it calmly. My hope is that it's like relatable.
Speaker 6: I don't know.
Speaker 9: Maybe I'll change the YouTube like name and just you know,
Speaker 9: call it reading stories.
Speaker 13: But I don't know.
Speaker 9: I just started it, all right, we figured it out
Speaker 9: as well.
Speaker 2: Look, good luck, Brielle. You know, thank you for injecting
Speaker 2: injecting us all with darkness. And I hope that it
Speaker 2: teaches us all to uh be stronger to handle uh
Speaker 2: you know, the future darknesses.
Speaker 9: Yes, there's so many resources. Just find the ones that
Speaker 9: work for you.
Speaker 2: You have a good night, Brio you too, Bye.
Speaker 6: All from to accept.
Speaker 2: Hello.
Speaker 10: Okay, what's going on?
Speaker 2: Not much? What's going on with you? Dude?
Speaker 10: Well? I have some tea to drop for.
Speaker 2: You, buddy, all right, you have some tea to drop
Speaker 2: for me?
Speaker 11: Yeah?
Speaker 10: So first off, I just want.
Speaker 2: Hey, man, I'm what's your What's I'm sorry, I can't
Speaker 2: I don't know. I'm on speakerphone or something I can't
Speaker 2: hear you.
Speaker 10: Super well, oh my dad, it might just be my
Speaker 10: phone case.
Speaker 2: Let's get that phone naked, dude, all.
Speaker 10: Right, let me strip her down real quick, beautiful. Can
Speaker 10: you hear me a little bit about that and hear
Speaker 10: you much better now? Okay?
Speaker 18: Well, well, so first off, we'll say about six months back,
Speaker 18: I was dating this girl and you know she it.
Speaker 10: Was a long distance relationship. It was about three years
Speaker 10: and I found out she had cheated on me with
Speaker 10: like a round ten different guys for the past six months. So,
Speaker 10: and she came up to visit me when I found out.
Speaker 10: So I told her. I was like, yeah, screw that,
Speaker 10: We're done. And then she sent me a video of
Speaker 10: a guy screwing her and I was like damn. And
Speaker 10: all my buddies were like, you know, she's a hoe, man,
Speaker 10: it's good that you let her go, and all this
Speaker 10: other stuff.
Speaker 2: And then yeah, that's that's that's a pretty fucking weird
Speaker 2: thing to do.
Speaker 10: Oh yeah. And then after all that, a bunch of
Speaker 10: my buddies are trying to hook me up with a
Speaker 10: bunch of girls. So I met up with this new
Speaker 10: girl that I've been talking to for a while, and I
Speaker 10: just kind of got where I really don't like her anymore.
Speaker 10: She just she just gets on my nerves and does
Speaker 10: like annoying ass ships. Okay, but here's where the real
Speaker 10: tea comes in, where the good stuff comes in. So
Speaker 10: when I was talking to one of my buddies about her,
Speaker 10: he said that she thinks he thinks that she's got
Speaker 10: like klimdia or something. Okay, And I was like, oh shit,
Speaker 10: because we've been I mean, we've been tearing about the sheets.
Speaker 10: Don't get me wrong.
Speaker 2: Look, by the way, I've talked about this on the
Speaker 2: stream before. Chlamydia not that bad, had it twice. It's
Speaker 2: a pill. You're done. It's not like you know herpes
Speaker 2: or anything. I mean, committee is not that bad. You'll
Speaker 2: be fine. If if the whole thing is that you
Speaker 2: have comythia.
Speaker 10: Oh yes, oh yes, I've read up on that. Appilled.
Speaker 3: Wait a week.
Speaker 10: I'm cool with it.
Speaker 2: It's a pill. You wait a week. You're good, You're done.
Speaker 10: Here's where the here's where the even crazier stuff comes in.
Speaker 2: Tell me.
Speaker 10: So we're kind of on a break right now, and
Speaker 10: I kind of mess around with this baddie, right, she's
Speaker 10: a sure, I mean, she's a baddie. Sure, and I
Speaker 10: just found out that she's married.
Speaker 2: Are you uh that's all? Do you stop seeing her?
Speaker 10: Well, she's still like hit my line, and I'm kind
Speaker 10: of like, but.
Speaker 2: Yeah, you should, Well you should blow because don't want
Speaker 2: to get involved. No, I mean you just don't want
Speaker 2: to get involved in that. You don't want to do that.
Speaker 2: That's that that will that will bring no peace to
Speaker 2: your life, I believe.
Speaker 10: Oh yeah, And it's really funny because all my buddies
Speaker 10: always tell me. So I'm a biochemistry major and I'm
Speaker 10: like studying to be a surgeon one day, and all
Speaker 10: my buddies tell me that while I'm really incredibly book smart,
Speaker 10: because I mean I have like a four point oh
Speaker 10: GPA right now, I'm fucking sky high, I'm making all
Speaker 10: as like the lowest grade. I got the ninety six,
Speaker 10: all right, But they say that I am dumb as
Speaker 10: fun when it comes to literal common.
Speaker 2: Sense, I think you should stop seeing the married lady again.
Speaker 2: Will bring no pleasure to anyone. Well, we'll do nothing
Speaker 2: positive for your life.
Speaker 10: Yeah, here's the crazy part.
Speaker 2: Though, so we have we haven't got to the crazy
Speaker 2: part yet. Where's the tea.
Speaker 10: Oh, it gets crazier. So we'll just say I don't
Speaker 10: want to say his real name because anybody watches your dreams,
Speaker 10: but we'll just say Johnny here. Yeah, his best friend
Speaker 10: is this girl's husband, So her husband knows me, and
Speaker 10: I know him and I know his best friend because
Speaker 10: we're best friends. And I didn't know that them two
Speaker 10: gotten married.
Speaker 2: So with all this being said, with all this being said,
Speaker 2: with all the more potential for your involvement in this
Speaker 2: to bring nothing but bad things to your life, why
Speaker 2: the hesitation still to cease the activity?
Speaker 10: Well, I mean, your booty is great now, don't get
Speaker 10: me wrong, but I'm definitely like kind of blowing it off.
Speaker 10: Like prime example, tonight, she's like, come over to my house,
Speaker 10: Come over to my house. I was like, no, I
Speaker 10: can't tonight. No, I got to pick up a boat
Speaker 10: in the morning.
Speaker 2: I'm getting no, what's your what's your name?
Speaker 13: Man?
Speaker 10: Well, you can just call me.
Speaker 2: A fake name. What can I call you?
Speaker 10: You can just call me a man. Only my family
Speaker 10: knows that name.
Speaker 2: Amen. Amen, Amen, Amen. You gotta break it off, You gotta.
Speaker 2: I mean, either I would either cut contact with her
Speaker 2: completely or just say hey, stop, we're not I can't
Speaker 2: see you anymore, and then done. I feel like that
Speaker 2: there's bread crumbing this. I can't tonight, I can't you
Speaker 2: know anything other than this has got to stop. It's
Speaker 2: this is not going to be good man, don't I
Speaker 2: would recommend fully cutting the cord on this one. This
Speaker 2: doesn't sound like good news for anyone.
Speaker 10: I guess it's just I'm a really nice guy and
Speaker 10: it's hard for me to do that. Like with the
Speaker 10: past girl that I dated for three years, Like I
Speaker 10: knew that she was cheating on me for a while,
Speaker 10: and I didn't really say anything about it.
Speaker 11: I just went with it.
Speaker 10: And then when I found out that it was not
Speaker 10: like one or two, but fucking ten, that's when I
Speaker 10: ended up comming it off because it was just too
Speaker 10: much for me.
Speaker 6: At that time.
Speaker 2: Okay, you didn't like it if your girl, Okay, you
Speaker 2: didn't like your girlfriend was cheating on you, right, Yeah,
Speaker 2: so then you shouldn't be an active part and this
Speaker 2: girl cheating on this other guy.
Speaker 10: Oh absolutely, I'm with you on that. No more sexy time.
Speaker 2: With this girl, but so just cut her off. So
Speaker 2: what's the problem.
Speaker 10: The real dilemma is that I feel like that I
Speaker 10: need to tell her husband.
Speaker 2: Oh okay, you didn't mention that, because that wasn't the dilemma.
Speaker 2: That was not the dilemma I feel like we were
Speaker 2: working on here. I feel like the dilemma we were
Speaker 2: working on was you know whether or not you should
Speaker 2: stop seeing this person. It's been a while. You're just
Speaker 2: now bringing up the idea of telling her husband.
Speaker 10: Yeah, I mean, I mean, I guess I've been kind
Speaker 10: of breadcrumbing it because I don't want to like hurt
Speaker 10: her feelings or whatever. But at the same time, I
Speaker 10: know it's wrong. But at the same time, I also
Speaker 10: know that I need to tell her husband. But I
Speaker 10: know if I do, I'm a dead man and I
Speaker 10: will not be living.
Speaker 2: Why are you a dead man?
Speaker 10: Because her husband I know him.
Speaker 2: Okay, well listen, he did you continue to Did you
Speaker 2: continue to see this girl after knowing that she was married?
Speaker 18: No?
Speaker 10: Okay, that's when I cut it off, and I just
Speaker 10: I guess.
Speaker 2: Okay, so you cut it off.
Speaker 10: Yeah, I don't.
Speaker 2: Okay, I totally think you should cut it off. Personally,
Speaker 2: I don't have an opinion as to whether or not
Speaker 2: you should tell the husband. I totally think you should
Speaker 2: just fucking stop talking to her. I don't know if
Speaker 2: you should tell the husband that's where I I don't know,
Speaker 2: because then it's like, I, I don't know. That's a
Speaker 2: tough one because you don't want to be you don't
Speaker 2: want to put yourself in that position. I don't you know,
Speaker 2: you don't want to get involved on other peoples shit,
Speaker 2: even though you kind of are. But you were unknowingly
Speaker 2: involved in other people's shit, and hopefully stopped being involved
Speaker 2: in other people' shit once you knew that you were
Speaker 2: involved with people's shit that I don't know.
Speaker 10: Yeah, and keep in mind when all this is going on,
Speaker 10: this is during a break between the girl that I'm
Speaker 10: currently talking to. We kind of had a break because
Speaker 10: she was saying that she still loves me or whatever,
Speaker 10: but she just kind of like feels like that she
Speaker 10: needs time apart from me, and she said that it
Speaker 10: was okay for us to see other people, all right,
Speaker 10: And I just she's still kind of like crazy about me,
Speaker 10: and it kind of gets on the nerves and she's
Speaker 10: just not like the wifey type. I'll be honest with you.
Speaker 2: I'm look, if you man, you're you're you're you're bringing
Speaker 2: you're bringing up fifty different fifty different dilemmas here a
Speaker 2: stop talking to the married woman. I don't have an
Speaker 2: opinion on whether or not you should uh tell her husband,
Speaker 2: But I mean, if this girl has a level of
Speaker 2: investment in you that you do not share, uh, then yeah,
Speaker 2: I don't think it would be too terrible for you
Speaker 2: to sort of break things off, especially if you've already
Speaker 2: been on a break Yeah, because look, if the level
Speaker 2: of investment uh that you have in her is less
Speaker 2: than what she has in you, and you won't see
Speaker 2: that changing anytime soon, it's only going to get worse
Speaker 2: as it goes on.
Speaker 10: Absolutely so yeah, it gets there.
Speaker 2: So if that's the case, I think that you should
Speaker 2: you know her down easy now, as opposed to do
Speaker 2: you know you notice preemptively that there is a differing
Speaker 2: level of investment that you're not comfortable with, uh, and
Speaker 2: that's only gonna get worse as it goes on. So
Speaker 2: if this is a problem for you, I think you
Speaker 2: should get to it immediately before it gets worse.
Speaker 10: Absolutely Well. In that case, tomorrow I'm supposed to be
Speaker 10: talking to her about things, and I guess I will be.
Speaker 10: I'll probably just break it off. With her. That's the
Speaker 10: best thing to do, and then to move on because like,
Speaker 10: like I work at the hospital, and I mean there's
Speaker 10: a bunch of women up there that really want to,
Speaker 10: you know, be with me, but I really don't want
Speaker 10: to be with them, Like I said, I really just
Speaker 10: want like you're just You're just.
Speaker 2: A medical soaproper in a box.
Speaker 14: Man.
Speaker 2: Well listen, I'm edy Amed Ahmed, I'm in just ahmen.
Speaker 2: Well ah man. Look, you know, good luck to you,
Speaker 2: good luck at the hospital, good luck with the biology,
Speaker 2: and you know, your life's a soap opera. I wish
Speaker 2: you less dilemmas in the future.
Speaker 10: Thank you, you have a blessed night. He was what
Speaker 10: I'm going to keep watching your stream.
Speaker 3: Good night, Dougs, Good.
Speaker 2: Night all from Lazarus, Lazarus.
Speaker 13: Hey man, what's up?
Speaker 2: How are you Lazarus?
Speaker 10: Well?
Speaker 2: Year were you born Lazarus?
Speaker 21: Nineteen ninety five?
Speaker 2: Was that a good year?
Speaker 17: I mean, I can't speak on the state of it
Speaker 17: from my own experience.
Speaker 2: But.
Speaker 13: I know a lot of people that.
Speaker 21: Were born that year, so i'd assume.
Speaker 2: So you sound shy.
Speaker 21: Yeah, I'm a a little bit of an introverted person.
Speaker 2: But how has this past year been for you as
Speaker 2: an introverted person, with everyone else sort of being forced
Speaker 2: to be an introverted person as well.
Speaker 13: Well.
Speaker 21: I mean, I feel like I kind of had a
Speaker 21: like a little bit of a head started advantage. I guess,
Speaker 21: you know, didn't really change much of anything for me,
Speaker 21: but kind of forced a lot of other people to
Speaker 21: live in a way that they're not used to and
Speaker 21: kind of adapt to the rest of the world.
Speaker 2: So let me ask you something. As an introvert who
Speaker 2: you know, I didn't have to adapt that much when
Speaker 2: the pandemic started. How do you feel now that things
Speaker 2: are returning backish to normal? Do you feel any sort
Speaker 2: of pressure to be less of an introvert or do
Speaker 2: do you feel comfortable where you are still?
Speaker 21: I mean, I don't think it's gonna change a whole
Speaker 21: lot for me personally.
Speaker 3: I have a pretty.
Speaker 21: Like guaranteed job and stuff that hasn't stopped due to
Speaker 21: the pandemic.
Speaker 6: But I might nice, of.
Speaker 21: Course, a lot of other introverts that have to change
Speaker 21: up a lot. You know, maybe they're out of work
Speaker 21: and now they have to go back into it and
Speaker 21: they've been out of the game for a while, so
Speaker 21: it's gonna be kind of hard for them.
Speaker 2: Would you say your name was Lazarus?
Speaker 3: Yes, sir.
Speaker 2: Do you like being an introvert or are you Do
Speaker 2: you have desire to be less? Do you have a
Speaker 2: desire to talk to more people, go out and do
Speaker 2: more things? Or do you enjoy your current lifestyle?
Speaker 21: I personally enjoy it most of the time. I really
Speaker 21: like to read, and I enjoy, you know, quiet times
Speaker 21: and being by myself and like a lot of introspection.
Speaker 21: But there are other times, you know.
Speaker 8: Where.
Speaker 21: I have to be extroverted or I want to be
Speaker 21: social and it can be difficult getting out there.
Speaker 2: Do you have anything Do you remember the last time
Speaker 2: that you put yourself out there in a way in
Speaker 2: which it make you feeln comfortable?
Speaker 5: What you did it?
Speaker 2: Anyway?
Speaker 21: Oh God, I mean I kind of have to do
Speaker 21: it a lot.
Speaker 8: With work.
Speaker 21: I work with like a lot of people, but I'm
Speaker 21: kind of used to that because I know all of them,
Speaker 21: you know, I work with on a daily basis. Probably
Speaker 21: the last time I can think of was the last
Speaker 21: time I was back home because I work out of
Speaker 21: state from where I'm originally from, and going to a
Speaker 21: bonfire with an old buddy and having to meet a bunch.
Speaker 13: Of new people.
Speaker 2: Did you have a good time or was it stressful
Speaker 2: for you?
Speaker 21: I had a good time. It was pretty stressful because
Speaker 21: you know, you as an introvert, you don't want.
Speaker 18: To be.
Speaker 21: Viewed as like the weird person at a party or
Speaker 21: a bonfire. So that was a little difficult. And you know,
Speaker 21: being over analytical and kind of overthinking things while you're
Speaker 21: trying to enjoy yourself makes it a little difficult. But eventually,
Speaker 21: you know, everyone kind of warmed up to me and
Speaker 21: forced me to talk to them, so I ended up
Speaker 21: having a pretty good time.
Speaker 2: That's good. It's helpful when you're in a situation like
Speaker 2: that when the other people around you are, you know,
Speaker 2: trying to get to know you as well. You know,
Speaker 2: because a lot of times, you know, if you if
Speaker 2: if you're an introvert and the other person requires you
Speaker 2: to make one hundred percent of the effort, it can
Speaker 2: be difficult. But it's good when you get some effort
Speaker 2: coming into your way as well.
Speaker 21: Yeah, yeah, for sure, it's it's kind of shitty while
Speaker 21: it's happening, but I think at the end of the day,
Speaker 21: most introverts are kind of thankful for you know, having
Speaker 21: other people force it on them.
Speaker 2: I like, I like to try to do certain things
Speaker 2: like that that'll make it easier for the other person.
Speaker 2: Like if I'm like talking, like if I'm in a
Speaker 2: group of people, uh, and like i know one person
Speaker 2: and I know the other person I'm talking to codle
Speaker 2: both of them at the same time or whatever, and
Speaker 2: they don't know each other, I'll just say, like, hey,
Speaker 2: have you met you know, if you just say, you know,
Speaker 2: let the elephant in the room out of there, they
Speaker 2: don't know each other, and you, you know, draw attention
Speaker 2: to it. I feel like it it makes it a
Speaker 2: little bit easier. Listen, Nazareth, before we go, I have
Speaker 2: a question for you, go ahead.
Speaker 21: Why I wasn't expecting that to end up coming on
Speaker 21: this late in the call, but I think a better
Speaker 21: question to ask is.
Speaker 3: Why not.
Speaker 2: Get out of here, Lazarus. I'll talk to you soon,
Speaker 2: all right, have a good night.
Speaker 1: All from Melvin.
Speaker 2: Melvin.
Speaker 10: Holy shit, are you okay?
Speaker 2: Melvin?
Speaker 12: No, yeah, I'm good.
Speaker 2: Now that you sounded really nervous, like on the thing,
Speaker 2: are you all right?
Speaker 4: No?
Speaker 12: Yeah, I'm good. It's just you know, I've been trying,
Speaker 12: been trying a while and all my other all my
Speaker 12: other ones sounded better.
Speaker 2: But yeah, all your other ones, all your other what
Speaker 2: sounded better?
Speaker 18: Oh?
Speaker 12: I try to you know when I said my name,
Speaker 12: because I just like to come on my sixtieth time, honestly,
Speaker 12: I just try to say you stamping immediately.
Speaker 2: And and all right, So you've been very persistent over
Speaker 2: the course of the year. Now, now that your persistence
Speaker 2: has paid off in a sense, and we are currently
Speaker 2: on the phone with one another, is there anything in
Speaker 2: particular and it's okay If it's it's it's totally fine
Speaker 2: if if not, But is there anything that you wanted
Speaker 2: to talk about?
Speaker 12: You know, honestly, therapy?
Speaker 21: Get guy?
Speaker 12: I just you know, I mean, all I wanted to
Speaker 12: do was just talk to get ya. Yeah, I'm I'm
Speaker 12: a reader.
Speaker 10: Chilling.
Speaker 2: What what does chilling mean to you?
Speaker 12: He you know, I'm just sitting here back in my
Speaker 12: my chair. Just the first three of the years I've
Speaker 12: watched I TikTok and I always playing out stories of
Speaker 12: you telling that's fun to watch. Yeah, I'm just over here.
Speaker 2: This is your first time watching the stream from this TikTok.
Speaker 2: You say, Yeah, how long have you been on the
Speaker 2: have you long have you watching the stream floor like tonight?
Speaker 12: Oh like two hours?
Speaker 17: Oh?
Speaker 2: Hell yeah? What do you do you feel like the
Speaker 2: tick Do you feel like the tiktoks give an impression
Speaker 2: of the stream that is not what the stream is.
Speaker 1: Not at all?
Speaker 12: No, because I think they do someone times they give
Speaker 12: you the highlights of the streams and every here it's
Speaker 12: just that's the full thing. I think this is better.
Speaker 2: Well, thank you. I'm glad to hear that. Sometimes I
Speaker 2: wonder if, like, because it's not always stories of people
Speaker 2: shooting on their on their mom's face and stuff, but
Speaker 2: it sometimes is.
Speaker 12: Yeah, you know, I think if you did take my call,
Speaker 12: I would have. I had a conundrum at a conundrum
Speaker 12: for you.
Speaker 2: Conlumb me up, come and on my face? What's up?
Speaker 12: Listen.
Speaker 2: So there's this.
Speaker 13: A while back.
Speaker 12: I'm not okay. So I was at school, right, and
Speaker 12: then the steered he paid me ten dollars to drink
Speaker 12: just a little bit of toilet water. And then everyone
Speaker 12: that I told about it said is that, you know,
Speaker 12: like ridiculous, like they would never do that, And personally,
Speaker 12: I think it wasn't a dumb move. I don't know.
Speaker 12: I think I think that's like a free ten bucks.
Speaker 12: So I was just wondering, you're what would you have
Speaker 12: done in that situation?
Speaker 2: I h if I were in that situation, I would
Speaker 2: not have drank the toilet water.
Speaker 12: Really, yes, it's a free ten dollars though, well it's.
Speaker 2: Not a free ten dollars. It's a ten dollars in
Speaker 2: exchange for drinking toilet water.
Speaker 12: Listen, in my mind, I did thinking about it. No,
Speaker 12: I thought about it before. You might think, oh, yeah,
Speaker 12: this kids sucking. Tell you now you know how many
Speaker 12: germs are on your phone and on your on your hands,
Speaker 12: and just like straight like pop bacteria and stuff, and
Speaker 12: then you go and you eat a burger or whatever,
Speaker 12: and then now you're ingesting all this shit bacteria going
Speaker 12: all it aia. I think it's the same fucking difference
Speaker 12: in my opinion. I am, and I didn't even get
Speaker 12: sick or anything. I just was just a little sip
Speaker 12: of a little toilet water and then bam, I got
Speaker 12: ten bucks.
Speaker 2: How big was the sip?
Speaker 12: It was just a little, you know, it was the
Speaker 12: slightest full nothing crazy.
Speaker 2: Uh, I mean, what are you gonna do with the
Speaker 2: ten dollars?
Speaker 12: I don't know, give it my mom.
Speaker 2: You're gonna give it to your mom.
Speaker 12: Yeah, I love my mom.
Speaker 2: That's very sweet. A all right, well, listen, here's the
Speaker 2: thing is that? Okay? For me, here here's what I
Speaker 2: actually think about this. For me, it would not be
Speaker 2: worth it because I find the idea of drinking public
Speaker 2: drinking water from a public toilet to be disgusting. But
Speaker 2: for you, you don't find it disgusting.
Speaker 1: I don't.
Speaker 2: So for you, I actually it actually kind of is
Speaker 2: free ten dollars because you didn't really have to do
Speaker 2: anything that disgusts you. This was a pretty I would
Speaker 2: you could say, nonchalant thing in your life. Yeah, so
Speaker 2: for you, yes, it's a free ten dollars for me.
Speaker 2: For anyone else who would be repulsed by the idea
Speaker 2: of drinking toilet water, is a poor decision. But you know,
Speaker 2: whether or not decision it's poor, it kind of depends
Speaker 2: on the decision maker and how they feel about the thing.
Speaker 2: I like that, so you know it's a decision. It
Speaker 2: sounds as the you stand by your decision, and that's
Speaker 2: what matters.
Speaker 1: Yeah, yeah, you got go, Melvin.
Speaker 12: Uh Okay, you know, can I just like sidetrack every
Speaker 12: because I've been saying, you're watching this stream, and I was.
Speaker 12: I was personally wondering. You know, I would if I
Speaker 12: ever gotten the call, you know what else I'd ask him,
Speaker 12: just because you're kind out of the topics, kind of
Speaker 12: getting burnt. Sure, what's the craziest Okay, what's the craziest
Speaker 12: thing anyone's ever seen?
Speaker 11: Done?
Speaker 12: I mean, I gotta assume that's just Yeah, people have what,
Speaker 12: like told me some crazy as ship. I don't know,
Speaker 12: maybe like done some crazy as ship. Well, I'm call
Speaker 12: with you. And in your years of raprising as a
Speaker 12: as a get.
Speaker 2: Well, in the fifteen years that I've been doing this stream,
Speaker 2: a lot has happened. You know what. It's funny you
Speaker 2: ask me.
Speaker 8: I don't have it.
Speaker 2: I actually get asked that a lot, and I don't
Speaker 2: have an answer for it. I really don't. I mean,
Speaker 2: maybe that Donald Trump is a time traveler thing was
Speaker 2: pretty pretty funny.
Speaker 1: What's hot story?
Speaker 2: Oh, this is a guy calling in to say that
Speaker 2: he thought that Donald Trump was a time traveler. But
Speaker 2: I don't really have an answer to that, Melvin. Yeah,
Speaker 2: I mean, I'm sure it's somewhere on my TikTok, but
Speaker 2: I really don't you know. Look, I take them as
Speaker 2: I see them. These calls, I try not to think
Speaker 2: about calls from the past. I try to think about
Speaker 2: calls in the future. I try to think only about
Speaker 2: the calls that I'm on right now. So I think
Speaker 2: for me to bring up a past time would be
Speaker 2: me not living in this current time.
Speaker 12: Like that too, I like to live in the moment
Speaker 12: as well.
Speaker 10: Well.
Speaker 2: Thank you so much for calling Melvin. I hope you
Speaker 2: have a rest of the night, and I hope you
Speaker 2: don't get sick from the toilet water.
Speaker 12: You too, got you have a good night.
Speaker 2: Good I.
Speaker 6: Goes on the line, thinking of his own calls every night.
Speaker 6: I was teaching you, but it's not really an expert