WEBVTT - GECKIN' IT UP BIG

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<v Speaker 1>All from geck, go pick up my fucking phone call.

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<v Speaker 2>All right, I picked up your phone call. What now?

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<v Speaker 3>How is your relationship with your father?

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<v Speaker 2>What do you do? You're doing like the jigsaw voice?

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<v Speaker 3>Is that what it is?

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<v Speaker 2>I don't know you you Why are you asking me

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<v Speaker 2>what it is? It's your voice?

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<v Speaker 4>It is?

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<v Speaker 3>Why are you evading the question?

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<v Speaker 2>I'm not evading the question I'm trying to have with you,

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<v Speaker 2>you know, because even I don't do that, I don't know.

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<v Speaker 2>I won't start off. I'll start off at least, you

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<v Speaker 2>know what. At least I'll start off talking to you.

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<v Speaker 2>I'll acknowledge that you exist first, and then I'll do

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<v Speaker 2>the question.

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<v Speaker 3>I'm very sorry. I apologize. It was very rude of meaning.

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<v Speaker 3>Consider it. I apologize. How are you no?

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<v Speaker 5>No?

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<v Speaker 2>Listen? Listen man, listen man. I think we got no

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<v Speaker 2>listen man. What's your name?

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<v Speaker 3>Jesus Christ?

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<v Speaker 2>Listen Jesus Christ. I think we got off to the

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<v Speaker 2>wrong foot here. I think that you know, I don't think.

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<v Speaker 2>I don't think that needs to happen. I think I

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<v Speaker 2>think that you seem like a pleasant, he human being,

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<v Speaker 2>and I think that we can we can, we can

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<v Speaker 2>do this over correctly.

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<v Speaker 3>I wholeheartedly agree.

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<v Speaker 2>What is your relationship like with your father?

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<v Speaker 3>You know, I'll have to think it's pretty normal. No,

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<v Speaker 3>it's not too bad. It could be better, could be worse.

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<v Speaker 3>You know, it's just how it is.

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<v Speaker 2>In what ways do you think it could be better?

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<v Speaker 3>You don't. I could be a forty year old man

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<v Speaker 3>and my dad could be seventy and we could still

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<v Speaker 3>be in the backyard throwing baseballs. I think that'd be

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<v Speaker 3>absolutely wonderful.

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<v Speaker 2>Well, how old are you now?

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<v Speaker 4>Right now?

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<v Speaker 3>I am a thirty two all right.

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<v Speaker 2>So in eight years you can hang out with you

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<v Speaker 2>can go back and live with your dad, and you

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<v Speaker 2>guys can play baseball together, and that will be great.

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<v Speaker 2>I mean, here's the thing about the thing that you

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<v Speaker 2>want to happen, is that it physically can't happen for

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<v Speaker 2>another The conditions of your dream require you to be

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<v Speaker 2>forty years old, right, That is correct, just and you

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<v Speaker 2>will not be forty years old for eight more years.

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<v Speaker 2>So I mean you just kind of have to be

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<v Speaker 2>patient with this one.

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<v Speaker 3>That is absolutely true. You know what, Honestly, I think

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<v Speaker 3>I think it's more of a drive to live, you know,

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<v Speaker 3>it gives me something to look forward to at the

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<v Speaker 3>end of the tunnel.

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<v Speaker 2>Oh yeah, absolutely, Here you're saying, I think that it's

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<v Speaker 2>good to have goals. It's good to have things like

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<v Speaker 2>that to look forward to, or else life just becomes like,

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<v Speaker 2>you know what, am I even waking up every day for?

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<v Speaker 2>Unless if I don't have this dream of playing baseball

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<v Speaker 2>with my dad at forty years old and you're only

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<v Speaker 2>thirty two, you have so much more to live for.

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<v Speaker 3>I could not agree more. Greko, So how is your

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<v Speaker 3>relationship with your father?

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<v Speaker 2>I'll talk to you soon, Jesus Christ. You have a

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<v Speaker 2>good rest of the night.

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<v Speaker 6>Okay, goes on the line.

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<v Speaker 7>Call from Morgan.

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<v Speaker 8>Morgan, Oh, hi, hey, I was looking for a bit

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<v Speaker 8>of therapeutic advice, mister Gek.

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<v Speaker 5>I was hoping you could help me out.

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<v Speaker 2>I will. I can promise absolutely nothing. I can promise

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<v Speaker 2>no satisfaction with therapeutic advice, but I can promise you

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<v Speaker 2>that I will do my best to provide it.

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<v Speaker 9>Okay, that's all I need.

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<v Speaker 2>Am I on speakerphone right now?

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<v Speaker 8>Uh?

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<v Speaker 5>You are? Would you prefer to not be?

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, it's a little bit easier to hear you.

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<v Speaker 5>Yeah, okay. So basically, I've been in love with this

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<v Speaker 5>boy for probably thirteen years now, and I've kind of

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<v Speaker 5>just been chasing him forever. And he's actually sitting next

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<v Speaker 5>to me right now, and I just have to I

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<v Speaker 5>just I just don't really know what to do in

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<v Speaker 5>this situation.

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<v Speaker 2>You are in love with a boy for thirteen years,

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<v Speaker 2>you've been chasing him. Are you guys together?

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<v Speaker 5>I have no, we're not. We are not as a couple.

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<v Speaker 2>So you're just friends. We are just friends, and you

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<v Speaker 2>would like to be more than friends. Yeah, And does

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<v Speaker 2>he know this?

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<v Speaker 5>I think so.

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<v Speaker 2>I just said it to his face, and how did

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<v Speaker 2>he respond?

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<v Speaker 5>He's laughing. I think he's really nervous because he knows

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<v Speaker 5>you're prone to talking to other people on the phone.

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<v Speaker 2>Oh of course, I mightn't want to talk to him.

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<v Speaker 2>Oh of course, But before we do that. I mean,

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<v Speaker 2>this is I'm very curious about the nature of this relationship.

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<v Speaker 2>I mean, first of all, thirteen years. How old are you, guys?

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<v Speaker 2>We're twenty one, I mean thirteen years. It's a long time.

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<v Speaker 2>That means that you've known each other since you were eight,

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<v Speaker 2>my Matthew. So I feel like by now he has

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<v Speaker 2>to know that you have romantic feelings for him.

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<v Speaker 1>I hope.

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<v Speaker 2>So no, I talked to him real quick.

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<v Speaker 8>Sure.

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<v Speaker 5>Oh, he said he'll hang up.

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<v Speaker 2>He said, he'll hang up if you if you give

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<v Speaker 2>me the phone, if I give him the phone.

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<v Speaker 5>Yeah, he's pretty shy. But we have a mutual friend here.

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<v Speaker 5>If you'd like to talk to our mutual friend who's been,

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<v Speaker 5>you know, observant of this thing for quite.

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<v Speaker 2>A while, Sure, I'll talk to mutual friends. Faba, Hello,

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<v Speaker 2>hey man, what's your name?

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<v Speaker 10>Fabia?

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<v Speaker 2>Fabia? What the hell's going on? Dude?

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<v Speaker 4>All right?

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<v Speaker 11>So so, so okay, So I'm a of these two

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<v Speaker 11>in seventh grade and from then on, I've like she's

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<v Speaker 11>been chasing after him, but he's always just been like no.

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<v Speaker 11>But now recently we kind of just like started talking

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<v Speaker 11>to Morgan a little bit, and like we've been playing

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<v Speaker 11>video games and every now and like every now and

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<v Speaker 11>then we just hung out. And then she came back

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<v Speaker 11>from college. So now she's kind of just living here

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<v Speaker 11>and we're kind of like just chilling all of us

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<v Speaker 11>and both of them. Honestly, recently, like they've both have

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<v Speaker 11>gone very close and they've hung out alone together what

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<v Speaker 11>like one or two times.

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<v Speaker 2>Now, yeah, only one or two times.

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<v Speaker 11>Yeah, one or two times.

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<v Speaker 2>She's like, man been she like claiming she's been in

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<v Speaker 2>love with him for thirteen years. They've only hung over

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<v Speaker 2>the thirteen years that she's been in love with him,

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<v Speaker 2>they've hung out alone one or two time times.

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<v Speaker 11>Look, he was hold on. How do I it was?

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<v Speaker 11>He was the base mold of every other boyfriend that

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<v Speaker 11>she's had.

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<v Speaker 2>So every other boyfriend she's had, its just her trying

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<v Speaker 2>to substitute.

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<v Speaker 11>Yes, yes, exactly.

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<v Speaker 2>So what's what's his deal?

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<v Speaker 12>Is he?

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<v Speaker 2>Like? I mean, look, I'm gonna be honest. I don't

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<v Speaker 2>even know what she sees in him at this point.

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<v Speaker 2>I mean he's he seems very shy and bashful he is, Yes,

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<v Speaker 2>maybe she likes that he's like sweet and sensitive.

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<v Speaker 11>I maybe also his hair.

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<v Speaker 2>H I bet he does have nice hair.

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<v Speaker 10>He does. It's very fluffy.

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<v Speaker 2>So, I mean, I don't know. What do you? What

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<v Speaker 2>do you make of all this?

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<v Speaker 11>I mean, I'm fine with it. If there, If that's

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<v Speaker 11>that's them, if they want to be together, that's okay.

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<v Speaker 6>Mm hmm.

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<v Speaker 2>Let me talk to uh, what's her name again?

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<v Speaker 10>Her name is Morgan?

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<v Speaker 2>Morgan? Let me talk to Morgan again?

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<v Speaker 10>All right, Thanks meeting you mane me you too, dude.

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<v Speaker 2>Hello, listen, Morgan, I think you should stop chasing this guy, Okay,

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<v Speaker 2>you know, I mean, look, I wanted to. I really

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<v Speaker 2>wanted to talk to him on the phone. In fact,

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<v Speaker 2>can I can I talk to him on the phone.

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<v Speaker 5>I can try again, all right, try again? Yeah, pretty please, Chris.

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<v Speaker 5>It's just the internet.

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<v Speaker 11>No one cares about the internet.

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<v Speaker 2>Marian Morgan, Chris mar Marian, Marian Margan Morgan. There, look Morgan,

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<v Speaker 2>yes see right there. You know, I tried to get

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<v Speaker 2>Chris talking on the phone with me. He didn't want

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<v Speaker 2>to do it. You know, I'm gonna do Morgan, Yeah,

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<v Speaker 2>what I want to move on? Okay, you know what

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<v Speaker 2>I'm saying. Yeah, you feel me on this.

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<v Speaker 13>I understand.

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<v Speaker 7>I'm picking up what you're putting down down.

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<v Speaker 3>You know.

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<v Speaker 2>I tried to get it to move on. I try.

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<v Speaker 2>I try. Look, I tried. I try. I even I

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<v Speaker 2>even tried twice to get him too. But you know,

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<v Speaker 2>he he made it clear to me that he's not

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<v Speaker 2>interested in speaking on the phone. And you know, look,

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<v Speaker 2>there's a lot of other people calling in. You know, uh,

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<v Speaker 2>there's there's a lot of other people out in the world.

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<v Speaker 2>You know, for for me to talk on the phone

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<v Speaker 2>with Morgan.

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<v Speaker 8>Yeah, yeah, you know.

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<v Speaker 2>Now, you know, sure, Chris might have some qualities about

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<v Speaker 2>him that I'd really like to talk to him about.

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<v Speaker 2>But you know, there's all these other people that probably

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<v Speaker 2>have really interesting things to talk about, uh, that I

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<v Speaker 2>can talk to on the phone. And so instead of

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<v Speaker 2>you know, I'm not going to sit here and and

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<v Speaker 2>and try with all my might to get Chris to

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<v Speaker 2>talk with me on the phone, But instead I'll look

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<v Speaker 2>forward to all the other possible people out there there

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<v Speaker 2>are to talk with on the phone.

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<v Speaker 13>Yeah.

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<v Speaker 5>That's that's some really solid I needed to hear that.

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<v Speaker 13>Well.

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<v Speaker 2>Good luck to you, Morgan.

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<v Speaker 5>Thank you very much, mister gig.

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<v Speaker 2>You have a good rest of the night, you too, Oh.

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<v Speaker 1>Paul From Tyler.

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<v Speaker 3>Tyler, you think, baby, what's up? Buddy?

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<v Speaker 2>What's ever up? Tyler? What does that even be?

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<v Speaker 14>Just tuned into your stream for the first time and thought,

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<v Speaker 14>Chuck call him?

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<v Speaker 2>Ah, how what were you? How did you find it?

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<v Speaker 14>I was just scrolling on Reddit after work, sitting on

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<v Speaker 14>the couch, and my girlfriend thought pop up.

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<v Speaker 2>Ah, Well, well, Tyler, what's how did you and your

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<v Speaker 2>girlfriend meet?

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<v Speaker 10>We actually met online.

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<v Speaker 14>We met through a dating app and she moved States

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<v Speaker 14>to be with me.

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<v Speaker 2>She moved States to be with you.

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<v Speaker 14>After six months, she moved States, uprooted her whole life,

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<v Speaker 14>and came out here to be with me.

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<v Speaker 2>Wow, now it's interesting. You said she uprooted her whole life.

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<v Speaker 2>What was she leaving behind in her her?

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<v Speaker 5>Can?

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<v Speaker 2>I can I ask where she went from to.

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<v Speaker 14>I'll tell you where she came from. She came from

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<v Speaker 14>Illinois and we live in Iowa. I guess it's not

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<v Speaker 14>a big secret. And she uprooted her chicken. She was

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<v Speaker 14>hand raising chicken and she had a leading move.

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<v Speaker 2>She had to leave them behind. She didn't bring them

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<v Speaker 2>with you. You didn't start a farm in your own place.

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<v Speaker 14>No, Unfortunately, I don't think they would have probably liked

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<v Speaker 14>the move. And we also couldn't find like a cheap

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<v Speaker 14>farm to rent that we would have access to.

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<v Speaker 4>That.

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<v Speaker 2>Now, why did you? Why did she come to you

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<v Speaker 2>instead of you going to her.

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<v Speaker 14>I have kids that lived in this state with me

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<v Speaker 14>in Iowa, Okay, I don't want to give them up.

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<v Speaker 2>Interesting, Uh, I feel I would if see if someone

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<v Speaker 2>did that for me, I would feel all like like obligate.

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<v Speaker 2>I feel obligated to give them a fantastic relationship experience.

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<v Speaker 2>I'd be like, all right, the life I am going

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<v Speaker 2>to give you I already see the life you have,

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<v Speaker 2>and I now have to give you a life that

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<v Speaker 2>is as good, if not a little bit better than

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<v Speaker 2>that life.

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<v Speaker 14>Yeah, and I do what I can to try to,

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<v Speaker 14>you know, make her happy.

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<v Speaker 2>What what app did you guys meet on?

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<v Speaker 14>It's a pretty obscure dating app that actually doesn't exist anymore.

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<v Speaker 14>It's called Better. It was specifically for BDSM relationships.

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<v Speaker 2>Mhmm. Are you are you a sub or a dom?

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<v Speaker 10>We both switched okay with each other.

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<v Speaker 2>Do you have like a preference though?

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<v Speaker 10>I prefer to be downinant?

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, it's cool.

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<v Speaker 2>How old are your kids?

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<v Speaker 14>My older son is five and my younger son is

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<v Speaker 14>almost three.

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<v Speaker 2>How old do you think you'll wait until they are

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<v Speaker 2>to tell them that you guys met on a BDSM

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<v Speaker 2>dating site.

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<v Speaker 14>I've never been asked that question. I'd say maybe when

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<v Speaker 14>they're old enough to understand what that all entailed.

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<v Speaker 2>You know, I'm not one hundred percent sure I'm old

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<v Speaker 2>enough that I understand one hundred percent of what that entails.

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<v Speaker 14>Yeah, but there's obviously, you know, a stigma around what bdsmen.

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<v Speaker 14>People think abusive. Some people, you know, enjoy it very much.

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<v Speaker 14>I'd like to think I'm going to explain things to

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<v Speaker 14>my children in a way that they can.

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<v Speaker 10>See it from both sides.

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<v Speaker 6>I'm not going to.

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<v Speaker 14>Force any use upon them. I just want them to

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<v Speaker 14>understand this exists, this is how I feel about it,

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<v Speaker 14>and you are free to feel how you feel about it.

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<v Speaker 2>That's good you have. You're sort of are the first

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<v Speaker 2>line of defense in explaining you know, this community that

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<v Speaker 2>you appear to be passionate about people having an appropriate

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<v Speaker 2>understanding of.

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<v Speaker 14>Yeah, it's a huge pet peeve, especially of hers, when

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<v Speaker 14>people will say that it's abusive or it's just a

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<v Speaker 14>rape thing or something like that. It's a big pet pew.

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<v Speaker 2>Well, listen, would you say your name was?

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<v Speaker 14>I didn't, but her name is Lucy?

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<v Speaker 2>Oh you're name?

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<v Speaker 14>Oh my name?

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<v Speaker 11>Sorry?

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<v Speaker 14>My name is Tyler.

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<v Speaker 2>Well, Tyler, I have I have one cool question for

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<v Speaker 2>you why.

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<v Speaker 14>I was trying to figure that out myself. Man, I

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<v Speaker 14>saw that was the question of the day. I guess

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<v Speaker 14>my answer would be because.

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<v Speaker 2>M hm, you know, uh, that's a legit. That's a

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<v Speaker 2>legitimate answer to that question. It is kind of.

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<v Speaker 6>No.

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<v Speaker 2>I like that. I like the ethos of that because

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<v Speaker 2>it sort of goes back to what I was talking

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<v Speaker 2>about at the very beginning of the stream, with you know,

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<v Speaker 2>not really needing any sort of a justification for doing anything.

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<v Speaker 2>You know why, because I like that.

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<v Speaker 15>Exactly.

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<v Speaker 14>I feel like you and I would be pretty cool,

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<v Speaker 14>pretty cool friends.

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<v Speaker 2>I think we would too.

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<v Speaker 14>Well, Hey, thanks for answering my call. This is actually

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<v Speaker 14>really cool and uh yeah, I'm definitely gonna be a subscriber.

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<v Speaker 2>I love you, Tyler. I appreciate you so much for

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<v Speaker 2>calling in and tell Lucy. I said, Hi, Tell the kids,

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<v Speaker 2>I said Hi, tell the dogs and the chickens. I

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<v Speaker 2>said Hi, And I'll talk to you soon.

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<v Speaker 14>Firt Sure, love you too, buddy.

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<v Speaker 2>You know, normally I'm a sub, but I'm a DOM

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<v Speaker 2>for Tyler. No that I got that switch type and

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<v Speaker 2>that's not what I meant to say. I want to

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<v Speaker 2>say normally I'm a DOM when I'm a sub for Tyler.

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<v Speaker 4>All from Hey, Coco Puffs, Coco Puffs, Hey, Coco Puff.

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<v Speaker 2>What's up?

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<v Speaker 4>Uh? You know what I wanted to tell you something.

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<v Speaker 2>I'm nervous.

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<v Speaker 4>Well, don't be you know, I thought I would be nervous,

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<v Speaker 4>but you know, I'm taking it one second head of time.

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<v Speaker 4>How are you doing?

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<v Speaker 2>Uh? What did you want to tell me? Hold on

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<v Speaker 2>before you tell me, before you tell me? This thing?

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<v Speaker 2>Is it? I? Is it one of these two things?

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<v Speaker 2>Really horrible or really nice?

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<v Speaker 4>I don't know if it's either definitely more nice?

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<v Speaker 2>All right, all right? What's up? So?

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<v Speaker 4>I passed my driving test today?

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<v Speaker 2>Oh? How old are you?

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<v Speaker 13>Yeah?

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<v Speaker 4>I'm thirty one?

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<v Speaker 2>Okay, cool?

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<v Speaker 4>Yeah, yeah, No, it's really exciting. And I wanted to

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<v Speaker 4>tell you.

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<v Speaker 2>You passed your driving test. What are you gonna do now?

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<v Speaker 2>You know?

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<v Speaker 4>I don't know. You know, Well, that's the hope. You know,

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<v Speaker 4>I've been pretty good saving my money so I can

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<v Speaker 4>suppuy some new outright. Whether that's a good idea or not.

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<v Speaker 4>But the idea is get a car, and then I

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<v Speaker 4>feel like I have a lot more freedom in my life.

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<v Speaker 2>Now, this newfound freedom that you have, what are you

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<v Speaker 2>going to do with it? Where are you going to go?

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<v Speaker 4>You know, that's a good question. I am. The bad

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<v Speaker 4>thing about me is I'm already pretty content with my life.

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<v Speaker 4>So a lot of other people they have drive and ambition,

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<v Speaker 4>they have things they want to get done. I don't

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<v Speaker 4>really have that, but I do have a feeling that

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<v Speaker 4>I don't want to be here anymore, which might be

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<v Speaker 4>even better.

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<v Speaker 2>Be here as in where you currently are location wise, location.

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<v Speaker 4>Wise, and maybe even in my life, but generally just

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<v Speaker 4>dissatisfaction right now.

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<v Speaker 2>Sure, you know, I don't think there's anything I know,

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<v Speaker 2>you just said that this is a bad thing, but like,

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<v Speaker 2>I don't think there's anything inherently wrong with not with

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<v Speaker 2>being content with your life.

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<v Speaker 4>And you know, I agree. The problem has been when

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<v Speaker 4>it comes to other people, because then they have these

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<v Speaker 4>expectations of you know, well, what's wrong with you that

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<v Speaker 4>you don't want to do anything? And it's not that

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<v Speaker 4>I don't want to do anything. My friend told me.

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<v Speaker 4>It's more like you got your checklist and you've already

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<v Speaker 4>checked everything off. So yeah, no, it's interesting. But I

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<v Speaker 4>am glad to hear you say that.

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<v Speaker 2>No, I mean, I totally understand what you're saying, but

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<v Speaker 2>I do think that you have no obligation to live

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<v Speaker 2>your life for other people or in a way that

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<v Speaker 2>satisfies other people's expectations. I mean, it's funny because at

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<v Speaker 2>the beginning of this stream, we were talking about, oh,

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<v Speaker 2>people have all these expectations of if you're going to

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<v Speaker 2>do something, you need a reason to do it. But right,

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<v Speaker 2>also on that coin is if you're not going to

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<v Speaker 2>do anything, you don't need a reason to not do

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<v Speaker 2>anything either, Right, you don't need to justify anything you

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<v Speaker 2>do or do not do to other people as long

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<v Speaker 2>as you're content with the things that you're doing or

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<v Speaker 2>not doing.

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<v Speaker 4>Right, No, that's one hundred percent sure, I agree.

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<v Speaker 2>But yet you got a license for a reason. I

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<v Speaker 2>don't think you went out and just got it just

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<v Speaker 2>to spend money and for a no fucking reason. You

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<v Speaker 2>obviously wanted to go do things you obviously want to.

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<v Speaker 4>You know, it's it's kind of complicated, like a lot

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<v Speaker 4>of stuff in life is. But I would say, yeah,

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<v Speaker 4>I agree.

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<v Speaker 2>Do you have a sort of a concrete list of

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<v Speaker 2>I mean, where are you now? If you don't mind sharing,

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<v Speaker 2>you know, like.

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<v Speaker 4>What, I'm in northern California.

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<v Speaker 2>Northern California, and we're in the part of the state

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<v Speaker 2>where they call Ammon's Ammen's Ammon's amens. Where are you

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<v Speaker 2>going to go?

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<v Speaker 4>You know, I don't know. I thought, you know, I

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<v Speaker 4>don't want to go to la I don't want to

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<v Speaker 4>go to San Francisco. It's fucking expensive, you know, but

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<v Speaker 4>it's the same thing. You know, There's not really a

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<v Speaker 4>place I want to be, but there's lots of places

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<v Speaker 4>I don't want to be. I once learned in one

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<v Speaker 4>of my philosophy classes that if you don't know what

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<v Speaker 4>something is, start with what it isn't and you'll eventually

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<v Speaker 4>get close.

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<v Speaker 2>M that's kind of know what something is, start with

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<v Speaker 2>what it isn't. Yeah, what are you trying to figure out?

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<v Speaker 4>I don't know, just a place that I'll be okay

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<v Speaker 4>being in?

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<v Speaker 2>Okay, And you've decided that you don't know the place

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<v Speaker 2>that you're okay with being in, but you know that

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<v Speaker 2>it isn't where you are.

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<v Speaker 4>Yeah, And something that's for me, you know, my whole life,

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<v Speaker 4>I've kind of been displaced by other things, you know,

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<v Speaker 4>just control of my life hasn't been my own. I've

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<v Speaker 4>done things and things that I want I go after,

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<v Speaker 4>but overall, the majority of my life's kind of been

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<v Speaker 4>outside of my control. So I'm kind of over that,

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<v Speaker 4>but also it's kind of left me kind of apathetic,

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<v Speaker 4>sometimes too.

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<v Speaker 2>Apathetic. Can I ask why your life? Why you feel

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<v Speaker 2>like your life has been out of your control.

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<v Speaker 4>Uh, you know, well, probably most of the stints from

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<v Speaker 4>when I was younger, things that just when you're a child,

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<v Speaker 4>you don't really you get subjected to things you don't

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<v Speaker 4>really you know, get to tell your parents, I don't

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<v Speaker 4>like this, or I don't want to live here. I

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<v Speaker 4>ended up going to foster care for a little bit.

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<v Speaker 4>I had a younger brother who had a terminal disease,

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<v Speaker 4>and I was very lucky that I was able to

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<v Speaker 4>take care of them in his like later years. But

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<v Speaker 4>just lots of things that are kind of bigger than you.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, but now you find yourself, you know, pretty young.

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<v Speaker 2>You got your license, and it sounds like you don't

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<v Speaker 2>have a ton of you know, you don't have kids

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<v Speaker 2>or I don't know if you have a wife or

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<v Speaker 2>a girlfriend or whatever, but it sounds like you no,

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<v Speaker 2>I had a responsibilities.

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<v Speaker 4>I had a five year relationship that ended this last Christmas.

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<v Speaker 4>I have a I had at a tight one hundred

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<v Speaker 4>and twenty thousand dollars worth of doge coin, but I

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<v Speaker 4>don't know the fucking password. So it's all, it doesn't matter.

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<v Speaker 2>You don't know the password or your cat what do

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<v Speaker 2>you mean like your seed phrase?

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<v Speaker 4>So yeah, the fucking thing fucking the password. So they're like, oh,

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<v Speaker 4>make it so no one else can guess it. Make

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<v Speaker 4>it like twenty four characters like, oh, that's cool. So

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<v Speaker 4>I did that eight nine years ago when I fucking

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<v Speaker 4>mind the doge coin and fuck, I don't know what

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<v Speaker 4>it is. I even got like some scripts to go

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<v Speaker 4>to brute force it. I went over seventy five thousand

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<v Speaker 4>different versions of what I thought it would be. I

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<v Speaker 4>don't think it's that fucking password anymore. So, you know,

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<v Speaker 4>I was pretty wealthy, but who cares? Isn't that fun?

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<v Speaker 2>Damn? That's That's the fucking thing about that is the

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<v Speaker 2>one thing about cryptocurrency is that there's just so many

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<v Speaker 2>ways to lose it or like get fucked with it.

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<v Speaker 2>It's not like a bank where you can like you know,

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<v Speaker 2>call them and get your ship back exactly.

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<v Speaker 4>I have so many people tell me, can't you just

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<v Speaker 4>reset your pass? Like it doesn't fucking much. This is

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<v Speaker 4>an anarchistic banking. There's no fucking centralized system to this.

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<v Speaker 2>This gets us into an entirely different conversation. But uh

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<v Speaker 2>oh yeah, I feel like that that's the that's the improblem,

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<v Speaker 2>Like I wanted to move my ship off of They're like, hey,

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<v Speaker 2>you got to move your ship off of a coin

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<v Speaker 2>base because coinbase is like centralized and shit. And I'm like,

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<v Speaker 2>well what I'm I'm too, I'm stupid. I can't keep

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<v Speaker 2>my thing in a thing, no for real.

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<v Speaker 4>Yeah, and then besides that, like fucking let's say I

0:24:08.560 --> 0:24:10.399
<v Speaker 4>did have my password, I don't how to fuck to

0:24:10.440 --> 0:24:12.960
<v Speaker 4>cash out diage coin. It's in a fucking imaginary money.

0:24:13.160 --> 0:24:15.400
<v Speaker 4>I have to buy bitcoin with it exchange and then

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<v Speaker 4>cash out through that, and like there's all this little

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<v Speaker 4>shit that I don't know about.

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<v Speaker 2>All right, enough talk about the cryptocurrency though. You have

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<v Speaker 2>your online all right, So tell me, now, what are

0:24:25.440 --> 0:24:27.480
<v Speaker 2>you gonna do now that you have this this freedom?

0:24:27.520 --> 0:24:30.520
<v Speaker 2>You don't have any responsibilities. You have your car, you know,

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<v Speaker 2>where do you want to go?

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<v Speaker 4>So that's the name I'm trying to figure out, first

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<v Speaker 4>and foremost figuring out a car, and that's gonna sit

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<v Speaker 4>my lifestyle. I found out I really like biking, so

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<v Speaker 4>I kind of want to just get on my fucking

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<v Speaker 4>bike and go on some nice trails. Yeah, I can't

0:24:44.400 --> 0:24:46.000
<v Speaker 4>do mountain biking because I don't know how, and I'll

0:24:46.040 --> 0:24:49.679
<v Speaker 4>probably fucking die. So but you know, nice slowly trails.

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<v Speaker 4>The first time I did that, I went through our

0:24:51.000 --> 0:24:53.320
<v Speaker 4>Lower Park down in my city, and it's like a

0:24:53.320 --> 0:24:56.440
<v Speaker 4>horse trail, just really mellow during the fucking spring. It

0:24:56.480 --> 0:24:58.879
<v Speaker 4>looks like a jungle and there's all these wines and

0:24:58.960 --> 0:25:01.320
<v Speaker 4>hills and shit. And I just rode that and when

0:25:01.359 --> 0:25:03.760
<v Speaker 4>I came off, I fucking giggled. I was the happiest

0:25:03.760 --> 0:25:04.680
<v Speaker 4>sucker I've ever been.

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<v Speaker 2>Hell yeah, man, So that's what I'm trying to hold on.

0:25:09.440 --> 0:25:11.280
<v Speaker 4>Yeah, that's what I'm hoping to start with.

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<v Speaker 2>Who knows, man, maybe you, maybe you, just maybe you

0:25:15.080 --> 0:25:16.880
<v Speaker 2>somewhere a line line. You ditch the car, you buy

0:25:16.880 --> 0:25:18.560
<v Speaker 2>a bike, you go across the country.

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<v Speaker 4>I'm thinking about it. Already got me a pretty okay bike,

0:25:21.720 --> 0:25:23.080
<v Speaker 4>and you know it served me well.

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<v Speaker 10>I appreciate it.

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<v Speaker 4>You want to know something funny?

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<v Speaker 2>Tell me?

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<v Speaker 13>So.

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<v Speaker 4>You know there's that series Dead or Alive, Beach Volleyball whatever,

0:25:30.640 --> 0:25:33.200
<v Speaker 4>big old anime titties playing volleyball.

0:25:33.240 --> 0:25:33.399
<v Speaker 2>I know.

0:25:34.240 --> 0:25:36.159
<v Speaker 4>So there was a trailer for one of the new games.

0:25:36.280 --> 0:25:39.280
<v Speaker 4>I was watching it and I knew when that big

0:25:39.359 --> 0:25:41.359
<v Speaker 4>titty girl came out she was riding a bike. I

0:25:41.440 --> 0:25:44.080
<v Speaker 4>knew at that moment, I liked other things because I

0:25:44.080 --> 0:25:45.639
<v Speaker 4>looked at that fucking bike and I was like, that's

0:25:45.640 --> 0:25:46.680
<v Speaker 4>a nice fucking bike.

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<v Speaker 2>Right right. You were less focused on the titties and

0:25:51.720 --> 0:25:55.520
<v Speaker 2>your attention went straight to the bikes. One guy, you

0:25:55.640 --> 0:25:56.400
<v Speaker 2>got something there.

0:25:57.040 --> 0:25:59.920
<v Speaker 4>Yeah, that's exactly. Everyone used to listen to that thing,

0:26:00.040 --> 0:26:04.159
<v Speaker 4>evenside them that just you know, just fucking makes noise

0:26:04.200 --> 0:26:04.879
<v Speaker 4>in you.

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<v Speaker 2>You know, well listen, man, keep following the dream. And

0:26:08.000 --> 0:26:08.640
<v Speaker 2>would you say your.

0:26:08.560 --> 0:26:10.640
<v Speaker 4>Name was Cocoa Puffs.

0:26:11.040 --> 0:26:13.399
<v Speaker 2>Cocoa Puffs. Well, hell, yeah, man, I'm excited for you.

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<v Speaker 2>Good luck out there.

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<v Speaker 4>Thank you, Gek. I'm so glad I got through to you.

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<v Speaker 2>Man, absolutely, man, thank you so much for coming on.

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<v Speaker 4>Cashay one more thing hit me. So the bad thing

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<v Speaker 4>about all of this, I said, it's kind of funny

0:26:25.520 --> 0:26:27.600
<v Speaker 4>is today's also the day I get to see my

0:26:27.640 --> 0:26:30.640
<v Speaker 4>best friend for the last time, and it really sucks.

0:26:31.160 --> 0:26:33.960
<v Speaker 4>I just kind of want everybody listening to don't push

0:26:34.080 --> 0:26:38.080
<v Speaker 4>it off. See your best friend, Tom hums, thinking to

0:26:38.080 --> 0:26:41.719
<v Speaker 4>talk to your family, you know, just be good.

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<v Speaker 6>That's all.

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<v Speaker 2>Hell yeah, Well, thank you, thank you so much, Coco Puffs.

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<v Speaker 4>Yeah, thank you. Good night, everybody.

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<v Speaker 2>Good night, ma'am.

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<v Speaker 11>Awesome.

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<v Speaker 2>Pickte Hello, rit kah rit Hello, Hey Rebecca, I'm gonna

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<v Speaker 2>I feel like I'm trying to think of a name

0:27:07.560 --> 0:27:10.600
<v Speaker 2>that starts with the rit, and it's Rebecca.

0:27:12.080 --> 0:27:14.640
<v Speaker 7>Uh, that's my name.

0:27:15.359 --> 0:27:16.240
<v Speaker 2>Your name is Rebecca.

0:27:17.320 --> 0:27:20.800
<v Speaker 8>Yeah, that's that's that's what it is, Rebecca.

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<v Speaker 2>Where are you you soundly? It sounds crowded.

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<v Speaker 16>Uh, I'm I'm in my brother's room.

0:27:27.840 --> 0:27:29.120
<v Speaker 7>Yeah, I'm sitting on his bed.

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<v Speaker 2>Well, it's your relationship, like with your brother.

0:27:34.480 --> 0:27:37.439
<v Speaker 9>I would say great, but he thinks I bully him.

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<v Speaker 15>I don't think I bully him.

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<v Speaker 9>I think we have a great relationship.

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<v Speaker 2>Can't talk to him?

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<v Speaker 9>Maybe actually maybe.

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<v Speaker 8>Room?

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<v Speaker 2>Where is he? Do you guys like to switch rooms

0:27:50.720 --> 0:27:51.440
<v Speaker 2>every other night?

0:27:53.040 --> 0:27:56.160
<v Speaker 16>Well, I mean no in his.

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<v Speaker 2>Room without him?

0:27:56.960 --> 0:27:57.040
<v Speaker 6>Is?

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<v Speaker 2>Do you have his permission to be there?

0:28:00.119 --> 0:28:02.280
<v Speaker 15>Have your permission to be here?

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<v Speaker 13>He doesn't care.

0:28:03.320 --> 0:28:05.359
<v Speaker 6>See, it's great, all right?

0:28:05.359 --> 0:28:06.040
<v Speaker 2>Can't talk to him?

0:28:06.880 --> 0:28:10.640
<v Speaker 13>Nathan say something? No?

0:28:10.640 --> 0:28:19.359
<v Speaker 2>No, hand Hand on the phone. Hand on the phone, Nathan, Nathan,

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<v Speaker 2>This won't take long. Nathan. I promise I won't let you.

0:28:24.400 --> 0:28:26.440
<v Speaker 2>I promise I'll let you go back your food very soon. Nathan,

0:28:26.480 --> 0:28:32.119
<v Speaker 2>can you hear me? Can you take me off speakerphone. Nathan,

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<v Speaker 2>I promise, I promise, Nathan, I won't take that long.

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<v Speaker 13>Right all right?

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<v Speaker 9>Here, what.

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<v Speaker 2>Nathan, why do you feel like your sister bullies you.

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<v Speaker 13>I don't know how to answer that.

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<v Speaker 2>So you haven't so you're able to make the accusation,

0:28:54.800 --> 0:28:59.080
<v Speaker 2>but you're not able to back it up. No, So

0:28:59.280 --> 0:29:02.000
<v Speaker 2>I feel like that and the validity of the accusation

0:29:02.960 --> 0:29:03.840
<v Speaker 2>sort of dwindles.

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<v Speaker 7>Not really all.

0:29:10.000 --> 0:29:11.680
<v Speaker 2>But Nathan, you haven't given me one good reason as

0:29:11.720 --> 0:29:14.200
<v Speaker 2>to why you believe your sister bullies you. It sounds

0:29:14.200 --> 0:29:18.280
<v Speaker 2>like you do have a much better relationship than you realize. Yeah,

0:29:18.480 --> 0:29:32.360
<v Speaker 2>but she still why does she bully you? Nathan? Uh,

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<v Speaker 2>Nathan Nahing, go eat your chicken tenders. I'm done with you.

0:29:35.360 --> 0:29:38.440
<v Speaker 2>Go eat your chicken tenders. I'm gonna bully you. Now,

0:29:38.480 --> 0:29:39.960
<v Speaker 2>go eat your sicken tender. Nath that I'm done with you.

0:29:41.160 --> 0:29:44.120
<v Speaker 9>He gave me the phone bash.

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<v Speaker 2>Look, continue to bully him. It's the only way he

0:29:46.880 --> 0:29:51.680
<v Speaker 2>will gain positive character traits through harsh life experiences. I

0:29:51.680 --> 0:29:56.240
<v Speaker 2>think he will emerge from this a tougher, stronger, more

0:29:56.240 --> 0:30:00.600
<v Speaker 2>emotionally resilient person because of the stress that you Uh

0:30:00.920 --> 0:30:03.200
<v Speaker 2>put onto him. Diamonds are formed in the rough. Rebackup.

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<v Speaker 2>Thank you so much for your service to America. You

0:30:05.520 --> 0:30:06.480
<v Speaker 2>ever wonder for us of the night?

0:30:07.240 --> 0:30:08.800
<v Speaker 7>Me too?

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<v Speaker 2>All from American spirits, Black American spirits?

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<v Speaker 13>Oh it works? Yeah?

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<v Speaker 2>Hi? Hey, what's going on? American spirit? American spirit?

0:30:27.440 --> 0:30:34.120
<v Speaker 13>Yeah, not that kind of spirit. No spirit, no spirit

0:30:34.200 --> 0:30:35.080
<v Speaker 13>for this American.

0:30:35.560 --> 0:30:36.640
<v Speaker 2>Why do you have no spirit?

0:30:37.920 --> 0:30:39.680
<v Speaker 13>Because I'm broken and dead inside.

0:30:40.680 --> 0:30:45.640
<v Speaker 2>You're broken and dead inside? Damn you should write music.

0:30:46.000 --> 0:30:47.520
<v Speaker 2>A lot of people, a lot of people write music

0:30:47.520 --> 0:30:49.440
<v Speaker 2>about being broken and dead inside, and they use it

0:30:50.080 --> 0:30:51.760
<v Speaker 2>to a lot of people have made a lot of

0:30:51.760 --> 0:30:54.080
<v Speaker 2>money making music about how broken and dead inside they are.

0:30:54.960 --> 0:30:58.400
<v Speaker 13>See, everyone I know makes music, but I'm just not inclined.

0:30:58.920 --> 0:31:01.280
<v Speaker 2>Everyone you know, everyone you know makes music.

0:31:02.080 --> 0:31:03.880
<v Speaker 13>Yeah, I don't make I don't know a lot of people.

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<v Speaker 2>So how many people do you know?

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<v Speaker 1>Oh?

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<v Speaker 13>Uh? Personally?

0:31:11.080 --> 0:31:12.040
<v Speaker 10>Like close?

0:31:12.280 --> 0:31:16.120
<v Speaker 13>I guess uh five?

0:31:17.120 --> 0:31:19.520
<v Speaker 2>You know you only know five? Do you count family

0:31:19.680 --> 0:31:20.479
<v Speaker 2>as people? You know?

0:31:22.360 --> 0:31:22.560
<v Speaker 12>Eight?

0:31:24.200 --> 0:31:29.320
<v Speaker 2>Okay? I mean yeah, when you say you are you

0:31:29.360 --> 0:31:31.400
<v Speaker 2>are these friends? Are these people? You just people?

0:31:31.480 --> 0:31:31.840
<v Speaker 1>You know?

0:31:33.200 --> 0:31:39.440
<v Speaker 13>Like my my roommates and my my partners and.

0:31:38.160 --> 0:31:45.880
<v Speaker 2>And uh yeah you said partners partner. Okay, I thought

0:31:45.920 --> 0:31:48.000
<v Speaker 2>you were like polygamous.

0:31:48.000 --> 0:31:50.840
<v Speaker 13>No single partner.

0:31:50.960 --> 0:31:54.760
<v Speaker 2>They're sitting polyamory, something you would ever seeously considered trying.

0:31:56.160 --> 0:32:00.680
<v Speaker 13>No, No, it's it's not something for me. I I

0:32:00.720 --> 0:32:03.760
<v Speaker 13>find myself, I find myself getting too jealous. And I

0:32:03.760 --> 0:32:07.720
<v Speaker 13>also feel like I'd hate myself if I ever, you know,

0:32:08.040 --> 0:32:10.680
<v Speaker 13>stepped outside of the one person who I say I love.

0:32:11.400 --> 0:32:13.560
<v Speaker 2>Mm hmm. So you have found a person that you

0:32:13.640 --> 0:32:16.920
<v Speaker 2>that you you truly do feel as though you love. Yeah,

0:32:17.800 --> 0:32:19.840
<v Speaker 2>why do you love them?

0:32:19.880 --> 0:32:24.920
<v Speaker 13>Oh Jesus Christ. You know they've been there with me

0:32:25.160 --> 0:32:31.680
<v Speaker 13>for a very very long time. I have been able

0:32:31.720 --> 0:32:35.800
<v Speaker 13>to depend on them too. I've been able to depend

0:32:35.840 --> 0:32:39.880
<v Speaker 13>on them to, you know, stand up for me and

0:32:40.840 --> 0:32:41.560
<v Speaker 13>things like that.

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<v Speaker 2>What's your name again? Oh? American Spirit?

0:32:47.000 --> 0:32:47.680
<v Speaker 13>Yeah?

0:32:47.360 --> 0:32:50.800
<v Speaker 2>But you know American Spirit? For how for? How like

0:32:50.920 --> 0:32:52.880
<v Speaker 2>broken inside you are? I mean you sound as though

0:32:52.880 --> 0:32:55.959
<v Speaker 2>you're surrounded by I just heard the giggles of some

0:32:56.000 --> 0:33:00.000
<v Speaker 2>school girls. It sounded like you were like surrounded by

0:33:00.040 --> 0:33:01.000
<v Speaker 2>my friends right now.

0:33:02.240 --> 0:33:06.680
<v Speaker 13>Yeah, I'm quite a I'm quite a nihilist. I kind

0:33:06.680 --> 0:33:09.400
<v Speaker 13>of kind of you know, I don't I don't take

0:33:09.440 --> 0:33:10.600
<v Speaker 13>what I what I what I have.

0:33:10.720 --> 0:33:12.800
<v Speaker 2>But yet you're at But yet you're at this this

0:33:12.800 --> 0:33:17.760
<v Speaker 2>this wild social gathering as we speak, sitting in a

0:33:18.160 --> 0:33:23.240
<v Speaker 2>living room at the party, my partner in their roommate. Okay,

0:33:23.520 --> 0:33:26.760
<v Speaker 2>all right, so you are not you're watching the stream

0:33:26.800 --> 0:33:30.720
<v Speaker 2>on the phone. Not one hundred you know, I'm not

0:33:30.720 --> 0:33:34.080
<v Speaker 2>a hundred human beings that you're interacting with and pro

0:33:34.160 --> 0:33:35.080
<v Speaker 2>social I.

0:33:35.040 --> 0:33:38.280
<v Speaker 13>Have, I have decent social skills. I'm just. I'm just.

0:33:38.600 --> 0:33:41.680
<v Speaker 13>I'm just. I don't know, I'm I'm very I'm pretty young.

0:33:41.840 --> 0:33:46.680
<v Speaker 13>I'm lost. I'm only nineteen, so I don't have everything

0:33:46.680 --> 0:33:49.880
<v Speaker 13>figured out yet. I do stupid shast of the time.

0:33:50.600 --> 0:33:52.600
<v Speaker 2>You do stupid ship. Well, first of all, everything that

0:33:52.640 --> 0:33:56.960
<v Speaker 2>you're listening, I mean, for how for how broken? Uh? Inside?

0:33:57.000 --> 0:33:59.960
<v Speaker 2>You claim to be you? You're in, you know, because

0:34:00.080 --> 0:34:03.000
<v Speaker 2>ession of some fantastic gifts. You're the gift of youth,

0:34:03.080 --> 0:34:05.760
<v Speaker 2>the gift of love, the gift of friendship, the gift

0:34:05.760 --> 0:34:08.880
<v Speaker 2>of positive social skills. I think things are looking for you,

0:34:08.920 --> 0:34:11.040
<v Speaker 2>American spirits.

0:34:11.080 --> 0:34:14.719
<v Speaker 13>Not for nothing. I I was, I was pretty. I

0:34:14.760 --> 0:34:19.720
<v Speaker 13>was pretty jarred by the fact that you answered I

0:34:19.800 --> 0:34:23.600
<v Speaker 13>you know, you know, I have I have my my

0:34:23.719 --> 0:34:27.520
<v Speaker 13>mental health issues, but I definitely appreciate what I have

0:34:27.760 --> 0:34:30.000
<v Speaker 13>in my life, and I don't I don't want to

0:34:30.080 --> 0:34:32.319
<v Speaker 13>knock any of the things that are positive for me,

0:34:33.160 --> 0:34:35.800
<v Speaker 13>especially on on live live stream.

0:34:36.640 --> 0:34:38.239
<v Speaker 2>No, I don't think you. I don't think anyone would

0:34:38.239 --> 0:34:39.799
<v Speaker 2>get the sense of you as being ungrateful.

0:34:41.800 --> 0:34:45.520
<v Speaker 13>Yeah, well I am grateful as they're sitting near me.

0:34:45.640 --> 0:34:48.319
<v Speaker 1>I want good to know that good.

0:34:49.360 --> 0:34:53.160
<v Speaker 2>You say you do stupid ship to pass the time. Yeah,

0:34:53.480 --> 0:34:54.960
<v Speaker 2>what kind of stupid ship do you do to pass

0:34:55.000 --> 0:34:55.279
<v Speaker 2>the time?

0:34:56.920 --> 0:35:01.680
<v Speaker 13>M Yeah, I don't get I write graffiti.

0:35:03.080 --> 0:35:04.000
<v Speaker 2>You write graffiti?

0:35:04.960 --> 0:35:06.560
<v Speaker 13>Yeah, that's my main stupid ship.

0:35:08.040 --> 0:35:13.480
<v Speaker 2>Where uh, where do you go to write graffiti?

0:35:15.480 --> 0:35:17.080
<v Speaker 15>Uh?

0:35:17.640 --> 0:35:21.160
<v Speaker 13>Honestly, you know anywhere and everywhere, but to do the

0:35:21.200 --> 0:35:25.880
<v Speaker 13>big things like abandoned places and train tracks and trains

0:35:25.920 --> 0:35:26.400
<v Speaker 13>and whatnot.

0:35:29.480 --> 0:35:31.320
<v Speaker 2>Your your partner just moaned.

0:35:33.280 --> 0:35:35.759
<v Speaker 13>Did they know that was their roommate. I think it was.

0:35:35.840 --> 0:35:39.040
<v Speaker 13>We're reading chat and we're noticing the other people that

0:35:39.080 --> 0:35:42.520
<v Speaker 13>write graffiti. What's up, y'all? Throw up your set?

0:35:43.800 --> 0:35:47.320
<v Speaker 2>So you write graffiti? Now, what what do you write?

0:35:47.320 --> 0:35:50.440
<v Speaker 2>Do you just write your name? Do you write you know,

0:35:51.480 --> 0:35:52.480
<v Speaker 2>political graffiti?

0:35:52.640 --> 0:35:52.880
<v Speaker 15>Is it?

0:35:52.920 --> 0:35:54.520
<v Speaker 2>I mean, what's what do you what's the message you're

0:35:54.520 --> 0:35:55.279
<v Speaker 2>trying to get out there?

0:35:56.560 --> 0:36:00.440
<v Speaker 13>Yeah, it's you know, it's definitely I consider my myself.

0:36:00.960 --> 0:36:03.719
<v Speaker 13>You know, I'm not an I'm not an anarchist, but

0:36:03.800 --> 0:36:08.200
<v Speaker 13>I definitely have more anarchist views than any other. Uh

0:36:08.360 --> 0:36:10.719
<v Speaker 13>but I don't agree with all of them, or enough

0:36:10.760 --> 0:36:11.840
<v Speaker 13>of them to call myself that.

0:36:12.960 --> 0:36:18.480
<v Speaker 2>But uh I yeah, your friends giggling in the back,

0:36:18.520 --> 0:36:21.439
<v Speaker 2>you're the most adorable little anarchist I have ever spoken with.

0:36:22.320 --> 0:36:26.279
<v Speaker 13>Thank you? You can? You know, you could pet my

0:36:26.320 --> 0:36:27.640
<v Speaker 13>hair if you wanted anytime?

0:36:28.200 --> 0:36:29.279
<v Speaker 2>That sounds beautiful.

0:36:30.160 --> 0:36:31.800
<v Speaker 13>Yeah, it's nice and curly and fluffy.

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<v Speaker 2>American Spirits. I mean it sounds like, can I speak

0:36:38.320 --> 0:36:40.839
<v Speaker 2>with your partner or or the room I speak with

0:36:40.840 --> 0:36:42.160
<v Speaker 2>with with one of your friends?

0:36:42.880 --> 0:36:44.000
<v Speaker 13>Yeah, here's my partner.

0:36:44.800 --> 0:36:46.640
<v Speaker 2>Hi, Hi, what's your name?

0:36:49.800 --> 0:36:50.160
<v Speaker 8>Olive?

0:36:51.239 --> 0:36:56.360
<v Speaker 2>Olive? Olive? What's olive? American Spirits claims to be a nihilist.

0:36:56.440 --> 0:36:59.560
<v Speaker 2>They claim to be broken and dead inside. But yet

0:36:59.600 --> 0:37:02.800
<v Speaker 2>you mean you're sitting with them, You're you're you're laughing

0:37:04.560 --> 0:37:07.400
<v Speaker 2>at uh at at you know with them? You know

0:37:07.920 --> 0:37:12.759
<v Speaker 2>you do you consider American spirits perception of themselves to

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<v Speaker 2>be accurate?

0:37:15.280 --> 0:37:21.920
<v Speaker 7>You know, I think they're pretty sweet, They're they're good kids.

0:37:22.640 --> 0:37:28.040
<v Speaker 13>You think kill us? Yeah, we're a.

0:37:30.440 --> 0:37:32.400
<v Speaker 2>Group like a band or just like a group.

0:37:33.200 --> 0:37:35.560
<v Speaker 7>Oh no, just a group according to Chat.

0:37:36.040 --> 0:37:40.480
<v Speaker 13>All right, he said American edge Lord Spirit Black. That

0:37:40.640 --> 0:37:44.080
<v Speaker 13>was a really good fucking That took that person a

0:37:44.080 --> 0:37:45.080
<v Speaker 13>long time to come up with.

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<v Speaker 2>You guys in my head, like when I think of

0:37:47.920 --> 0:37:49.759
<v Speaker 2>what you are on the I imagine you guys as

0:37:49.800 --> 0:37:54.520
<v Speaker 2>the emo the goth kids from South Park, do you imagine?

0:37:54.600 --> 0:37:55.880
<v Speaker 10>Not so accurate?

0:37:57.880 --> 0:38:01.280
<v Speaker 13>That's that's kind of what I styled everything after.

0:38:01.440 --> 0:38:03.560
<v Speaker 2>I'm the little be wearing while black.

0:38:03.640 --> 0:38:07.680
<v Speaker 13>Right now, my shirt's red, but everything else is black,

0:38:07.960 --> 0:38:12.000
<v Speaker 13>but it's like really dark red, so it's still cost God.

0:38:12.080 --> 0:38:14.359
<v Speaker 2>I mean, you guys are so for God kids. You're

0:38:14.360 --> 0:38:16.080
<v Speaker 2>so smiling, you're so giggly.

0:38:17.760 --> 0:38:18.560
<v Speaker 13>Drugs are sick.

0:38:21.800 --> 0:38:25.440
<v Speaker 2>You just said two. You just said two extremely random

0:38:25.520 --> 0:38:30.160
<v Speaker 2>non sequiturs. Just now, well, I said, adorable God. One

0:38:30.160 --> 0:38:32.279
<v Speaker 2>of you guys said I work at the zoo, and

0:38:32.320 --> 0:38:33.600
<v Speaker 2>then you said drugs are sick.

0:38:34.600 --> 0:38:38.600
<v Speaker 13>Yeah, drugs are sick and they work at the zoo.

0:38:38.840 --> 0:38:40.400
<v Speaker 13>Do drugs and work at the zoo?

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<v Speaker 7>Yeah.

0:38:41.360 --> 0:38:46.120
<v Speaker 2>I like the philosophies that you guys have, you know, Yeah,

0:38:46.160 --> 0:38:48.960
<v Speaker 2>I'm not gonna lie. I think that like seventies goth

0:38:49.040 --> 0:38:51.040
<v Speaker 2>kids would be really pissed off at you guys for

0:38:51.120 --> 0:38:53.200
<v Speaker 2>how happy you seem to be as goth people.

0:38:54.360 --> 0:38:57.960
<v Speaker 13>I agree, but I think that they're the posers because

0:38:58.400 --> 0:39:03.600
<v Speaker 13>they forced themselves to not feel things in the art

0:39:03.880 --> 0:39:10.000
<v Speaker 13>of trying to look edgy and goth. I just like

0:39:10.080 --> 0:39:16.000
<v Speaker 13>the color black and it doesn't show off the figure

0:39:16.160 --> 0:39:18.879
<v Speaker 13>of who I am, so I can do sketchy shit

0:39:19.000 --> 0:39:20.160
<v Speaker 13>and not get caught on camera.

0:39:23.239 --> 0:39:26.000
<v Speaker 2>Well, I mean it sounds like the subculture is working

0:39:26.000 --> 0:39:27.920
<v Speaker 2>out for you guys. I'm happy to hear that you're

0:39:27.920 --> 0:39:29.680
<v Speaker 2>redefining in a positive.

0:39:29.440 --> 0:39:33.799
<v Speaker 13>Like thank you. Yeah, of course, I mean, you know

0:39:34.400 --> 0:39:36.640
<v Speaker 13>it is what it is. I don't know if it's

0:39:36.640 --> 0:39:38.840
<v Speaker 13>a definition. I don't know how many people pay attention

0:39:38.920 --> 0:39:43.320
<v Speaker 13>to us like that.

0:39:43.320 --> 0:39:50.120
<v Speaker 2>That's an appropriately goth answer. Well, thank you so much,

0:39:50.120 --> 0:39:53.120
<v Speaker 2>American spirits and olive and olives. Room mate, you guys

0:39:53.120 --> 0:39:54.160
<v Speaker 2>have a wonder for us to the night.

0:39:56.000 --> 0:40:00.400
<v Speaker 13>Bye, have a good one. The roommate is your is

0:40:00.440 --> 0:40:03.520
<v Speaker 13>the big giant fan. I just kind of started blowing

0:40:03.520 --> 0:40:06.000
<v Speaker 13>your phone up because they're watching your stream, so you

0:40:06.000 --> 0:40:07.920
<v Speaker 13>should let them say something to you real quick.

0:40:08.840 --> 0:40:10.440
<v Speaker 2>Sure cool?

0:40:11.719 --> 0:40:13.360
<v Speaker 7>Hello, Lyle, how are you tonight?

0:40:13.880 --> 0:40:14.880
<v Speaker 2>I'm doing good? How are you.

0:40:15.880 --> 0:40:19.200
<v Speaker 7>I'm doing very good. This is this is amazing that

0:40:19.280 --> 0:40:23.279
<v Speaker 7>this is happening. I've been watching you for like, man,

0:40:23.440 --> 0:40:27.680
<v Speaker 7>probably like eight nine months, so this means a lot

0:40:27.719 --> 0:40:29.279
<v Speaker 7>to finally be able to talk to you.

0:40:30.200 --> 0:40:32.040
<v Speaker 2>Hell yah, I'm happy to talk to you too. I'm

0:40:32.040 --> 0:40:33.960
<v Speaker 2>glad I got to speak with your friends. I like

0:40:34.000 --> 0:40:34.560
<v Speaker 2>what they're doing.

0:40:36.120 --> 0:40:37.120
<v Speaker 7>Yeah, yeah, they're great.

0:40:39.040 --> 0:40:41.399
<v Speaker 2>Real quick, Timy. Has the show gotten better or worse

0:40:41.440 --> 0:40:43.359
<v Speaker 2>over the past nine months or has it just kind

0:40:43.400 --> 0:40:44.080
<v Speaker 2>of stayed the same.

0:40:45.840 --> 0:40:48.960
<v Speaker 7>I think it's better. I think the calls have gotten better.

0:40:49.120 --> 0:40:52.400
<v Speaker 7>There's more interaction. The chat is amazing.

0:40:53.080 --> 0:40:53.279
<v Speaker 11>There.

0:40:53.400 --> 0:40:55.799
<v Speaker 7>You know, we're getting bigger and better every time. You

0:40:55.840 --> 0:41:01.520
<v Speaker 7>have great ideas. I'm so excited for game across America.

0:41:01.600 --> 0:41:03.560
<v Speaker 7>That's oh my gosh, that's gonna be so cool.

0:41:03.960 --> 0:41:05.759
<v Speaker 2>Hey, you should apply to don't I want? I want

0:41:05.760 --> 0:41:07.200
<v Speaker 2>to come do graffiti with you guys.

0:41:08.200 --> 0:41:10.880
<v Speaker 7>Oh beat, okay, I'll follow up the form right.

0:41:10.760 --> 0:41:16.640
<v Speaker 2>All right, rock and roll. You're gonna right, GHEK, no

0:41:16.680 --> 0:41:17.520
<v Speaker 2>way for me to come.

0:41:17.400 --> 0:41:20.640
<v Speaker 13>Over, gek. We'll throw you up rock and wrong.

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<v Speaker 2>All right, Thank you guys so much. You guys, have

0:41:22.239 --> 0:41:23.759
<v Speaker 2>a good night. It was a pleasure talking to you.

0:41:24.920 --> 0:41:30.520
<v Speaker 2>Thank you so much, of course, man. You It's a

0:41:30.560 --> 0:41:34.440
<v Speaker 2>good guys, it's a good group of people. Are you

0:41:34.440 --> 0:41:42.080
<v Speaker 2>still there? You guys gone? Yeah, they're gone. They're not

0:41:42.120 --> 0:41:49.560
<v Speaker 2>They're not here anymore, all right, I don't hang out. First, Hey, folks,

0:41:49.560 --> 0:41:52.080
<v Speaker 2>this is Lyle here with a very quick message, just

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<v Speaker 2>back to the.

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<v Speaker 13>Calls a.

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<v Speaker 2>Strompy No way the way?

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<v Speaker 10>Hey man?

0:42:42.000 --> 0:42:42.520
<v Speaker 3>What's good?

0:42:43.360 --> 0:42:44.640
<v Speaker 2>Not much? Strompy? How are you?

0:42:47.920 --> 0:42:48.600
<v Speaker 10>How you doing to that?

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<v Speaker 1>Man?

0:42:48.920 --> 0:42:49.319
<v Speaker 3>How you doing?

0:42:49.400 --> 0:42:50.879
<v Speaker 2>Strompy? Can you can you do me a favorite Stromp?

0:42:50.920 --> 0:42:51.840
<v Speaker 2>I don't know if you have the I don't know

0:42:51.880 --> 0:42:54.480
<v Speaker 2>if you have the stream on in the background, but

0:42:54.520 --> 0:42:55.400
<v Speaker 2>could you turn that off on me?

0:42:56.200 --> 0:42:56.399
<v Speaker 3>Yeah?

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<v Speaker 17>I got you there. It's all who you with my wife,

0:43:02.880 --> 0:43:05.600
<v Speaker 17>which is Scrumpy. I'm actually Scruffy.

0:43:06.320 --> 0:43:08.600
<v Speaker 2>Uh, your wife's name is scruff your your name is

0:43:08.640 --> 0:43:10.280
<v Speaker 2>all right, so it's Scrumpy and Scruffy.

0:43:11.400 --> 0:43:11.720
<v Speaker 3>Yeah.

0:43:13.360 --> 0:43:14.160
<v Speaker 2>How did you two meet?

0:43:16.160 --> 0:43:17.320
<v Speaker 10>We went to high school together.

0:43:18.360 --> 0:43:21.000
<v Speaker 2>Mm hmm. Uh do you remember the do you remember?

0:43:21.000 --> 0:43:23.280
<v Speaker 2>Do you remember the day you laid eyes on on Scrumpy?

0:43:24.760 --> 0:43:25.400
<v Speaker 17>Absolutely?

0:43:25.480 --> 0:43:27.080
<v Speaker 2>Man, tell me about that day.

0:43:29.920 --> 0:43:34.040
<v Speaker 17>Well, you see, we went to high school together, but

0:43:34.080 --> 0:43:36.560
<v Speaker 17>we didn't really talk a lot in school, but you know,

0:43:36.760 --> 0:43:40.560
<v Speaker 17>I hit her up on Snapchat, so uh, I went

0:43:40.600 --> 0:43:42.760
<v Speaker 17>and picked her up, and I went to the address

0:43:42.800 --> 0:43:46.360
<v Speaker 17>you sent me, which actually ended up being her aunt's house, yeah,

0:43:46.400 --> 0:43:48.920
<v Speaker 17>and not hers, and uh yeah. She had to come

0:43:48.960 --> 0:43:51.120
<v Speaker 17>like running down the road, and it was just like

0:43:52.120 --> 0:43:54.279
<v Speaker 17>seeing an angel from heaven. Man, I'll tell you, just

0:43:54.320 --> 0:43:56.839
<v Speaker 17>running down the road frantically trying to get there before

0:43:56.840 --> 0:44:01.640
<v Speaker 17>I went to her aunts door, and there was from

0:44:02.719 --> 0:44:03.280
<v Speaker 17>were you.

0:44:03.200 --> 0:44:04.680
<v Speaker 2>Were you dangerously close to?

0:44:05.080 --> 0:44:05.160
<v Speaker 18>Like?

0:44:07.680 --> 0:44:10.680
<v Speaker 2>What was she not allowed to come see you? And

0:44:10.760 --> 0:44:13.520
<v Speaker 2>she was sneaking out so that her aunt wouldn't see.

0:44:14.880 --> 0:44:17.359
<v Speaker 16>No, it's not exactly like that.

0:44:20.040 --> 0:44:23.200
<v Speaker 15>She me and my aunt weren't exactly close at that time,

0:44:23.560 --> 0:44:27.400
<v Speaker 15>and my uncle he wasn't a very nice dude, and

0:44:27.440 --> 0:44:30.120
<v Speaker 15>if he hadn't shown up at the step asking for me,

0:44:30.280 --> 0:44:32.120
<v Speaker 15>he probably would have had a problem with it.

0:44:33.480 --> 0:44:35.680
<v Speaker 2>Really, your your uncle would have like wanted to pick

0:44:35.680 --> 0:44:36.040
<v Speaker 2>a fight.

0:44:37.160 --> 0:44:43.400
<v Speaker 17>Yeah, yes, I'm glad that glad that she saved me

0:44:43.480 --> 0:44:45.200
<v Speaker 17>before I got Yeah.

0:44:47.120 --> 0:44:50.560
<v Speaker 2>All right, so you said that your aunt you're scrumpy

0:44:50.560 --> 0:44:51.880
<v Speaker 2>and she's scruffy.

0:44:51.640 --> 0:44:53.480
<v Speaker 3>Right, No opposite.

0:44:54.200 --> 0:44:58.080
<v Speaker 16>I caught him scruffy because of his girl, and you're scrumpy.

0:44:58.080 --> 0:45:00.520
<v Speaker 2>Why does she Okay, so what you're scruffy? The scuff

0:45:00.520 --> 0:45:01.360
<v Speaker 2>Why she's scrumpy?

0:45:03.040 --> 0:45:05.640
<v Speaker 17>She scrumpy because I had a thing when we first

0:45:05.640 --> 0:45:07.719
<v Speaker 17>started debating that I didn't want to call her, you know,

0:45:07.760 --> 0:45:10.680
<v Speaker 17>like beautiful or anything, because that's just the most typical thing.

0:45:11.160 --> 0:45:12.240
<v Speaker 17>So I called her scrump.

0:45:12.239 --> 0:45:17.120
<v Speaker 2>Billy Ish called her an angel running down like U

0:45:17.800 --> 0:45:19.640
<v Speaker 2>coming from heaven with the running thing.

0:45:20.800 --> 0:45:24.200
<v Speaker 17>Yeah, I'd just like to mix it up a little bit,

0:45:24.320 --> 0:45:25.760
<v Speaker 17>not just you know, the typical.

0:45:26.320 --> 0:45:29.440
<v Speaker 2>All right, So you're scruffy, she's scrumpy. So scrumpy you

0:45:29.440 --> 0:45:32.440
<v Speaker 2>said that you were close with your aunt, You're not.

0:45:32.520 --> 0:45:35.640
<v Speaker 2>Weren't close, but are you close now?

0:45:36.440 --> 0:45:36.640
<v Speaker 3>Yes?

0:45:36.880 --> 0:45:38.480
<v Speaker 9>And they actually love him?

0:45:38.800 --> 0:45:43.400
<v Speaker 17>Yeah, everybody? Yeah, absolutely.

0:45:43.960 --> 0:45:45.880
<v Speaker 2>Do you remember the day that you met her uncle?

0:45:45.920 --> 0:45:46.320
<v Speaker 15>Finally?

0:45:47.520 --> 0:45:47.759
<v Speaker 17>Yeah?

0:45:47.760 --> 0:45:48.080
<v Speaker 3>I did.

0:45:48.239 --> 0:45:49.680
<v Speaker 17>And we're actually really good friends.

0:45:49.680 --> 0:45:55.319
<v Speaker 2>Now that's awesome. You were saying you got married. When

0:45:55.320 --> 0:45:56.040
<v Speaker 2>did you get married?

0:45:57.600 --> 0:45:59.200
<v Speaker 15>October eighth? His birthday?

0:46:00.640 --> 0:46:03.600
<v Speaker 2>That's so nice? And so has to have things gotten

0:46:03.680 --> 0:46:05.839
<v Speaker 2>better or worse since you've gotten married or have they

0:46:05.840 --> 0:46:06.719
<v Speaker 2>said the same.

0:46:08.040 --> 0:46:09.080
<v Speaker 17>They've gotten a lot better.

0:46:10.040 --> 0:46:12.480
<v Speaker 16>Yeah, we actually have a baby now, a.

0:46:12.400 --> 0:46:16.440
<v Speaker 17>Four month congratulations, thank you very much.

0:46:16.480 --> 0:46:19.560
<v Speaker 2>Difficult sounds difficult to have a baby.

0:46:20.600 --> 0:46:22.600
<v Speaker 17>It's not an easy path, but it's worth the.

0:46:22.520 --> 0:46:23.480
<v Speaker 2>Hardest part about it.

0:46:25.280 --> 0:46:29.640
<v Speaker 17>No sleep man, my back, Yeah, on the back.

0:46:31.400 --> 0:46:33.400
<v Speaker 2>We had another guy. I don't know if you've been listening,

0:46:33.480 --> 0:46:37.040
<v Speaker 2>but we had another guy called in similar amount of

0:46:37.120 --> 0:46:40.000
<v Speaker 2>back from carrying a kid.

0:46:40.080 --> 0:46:44.520
<v Speaker 16>Well, yeah, I'm for eleven and ninety pounds dock and wet,

0:46:44.520 --> 0:46:46.920
<v Speaker 16>and my baby has ever been at twenty pounds at

0:46:46.960 --> 0:46:49.400
<v Speaker 16>four months, so.

0:46:49.400 --> 0:46:52.319
<v Speaker 2>Holy shit, you're ninety pounds. I'm like, I'm two of you.

0:46:54.920 --> 0:46:55.799
<v Speaker 13>That's my same here.

0:46:56.880 --> 0:47:01.400
<v Speaker 2>That's crazy, all right? Another kid, just the one.

0:47:01.960 --> 0:47:05.160
<v Speaker 17>Oh uh, just just the one from now, but we're

0:47:05.280 --> 0:47:08.279
<v Speaker 17>hoping to have another one in the future. Get a

0:47:08.320 --> 0:47:11.240
<v Speaker 17>little bit more settled in, more financially stable.

0:47:11.880 --> 0:47:13.719
<v Speaker 2>That's nice. I like you guys. I think you guys

0:47:13.760 --> 0:47:15.120
<v Speaker 2>are all right.

0:47:15.120 --> 0:47:15.239
<v Speaker 5>Now.

0:47:15.239 --> 0:47:17.560
<v Speaker 2>How are you gonna how are you gonna feel when

0:47:17.600 --> 0:47:19.040
<v Speaker 2>you're is your kid a boy or girl?

0:47:20.360 --> 0:47:20.759
<v Speaker 3>The girl?

0:47:21.640 --> 0:47:25.040
<v Speaker 2>How are you gonna feel when uh, when when her

0:47:25.160 --> 0:47:29.279
<v Speaker 2>scruffy comes to pick her up for a tea? You're

0:47:29.320 --> 0:47:30.919
<v Speaker 2>not going to try to pick a fight with the guy,

0:47:30.960 --> 0:47:31.719
<v Speaker 2>are you?

0:47:31.760 --> 0:47:32.360
<v Speaker 13>No?

0:47:32.360 --> 0:47:35.279
<v Speaker 17>No, man, I mean, as long as he's respect to her,

0:47:35.440 --> 0:47:38.919
<v Speaker 17>you know, I don't know, I might she's the one

0:47:38.960 --> 0:47:39.600
<v Speaker 17>to worry about.

0:47:41.719 --> 0:47:43.560
<v Speaker 2>Listen before we go, Before we go, guys, have a

0:47:43.640 --> 0:47:44.319
<v Speaker 2>question for you?

0:47:45.200 --> 0:47:45.480
<v Speaker 17>What's that?

0:47:47.160 --> 0:47:49.719
<v Speaker 2>Why?

0:47:49.719 --> 0:47:50.000
<v Speaker 16>Man?

0:47:50.160 --> 0:47:53.680
<v Speaker 17>I have been asking myself that every morning. I don't

0:47:53.719 --> 0:47:56.239
<v Speaker 17>know what about I don't know.

0:47:56.960 --> 0:47:57.359
<v Speaker 2>I just.

0:48:00.520 --> 0:48:01.960
<v Speaker 15>Why do we do things?

0:48:02.880 --> 0:48:04.480
<v Speaker 10>I feel like for a lot of anything.

0:48:04.480 --> 0:48:06.000
<v Speaker 17>I feel like for a lot of people, it's just

0:48:06.040 --> 0:48:09.439
<v Speaker 17>because because like not trying to step on any toes,

0:48:09.440 --> 0:48:12.080
<v Speaker 17>but just because somebody in a book written thousands of

0:48:12.160 --> 0:48:14.600
<v Speaker 17>years ago told them to. I don't I don't see

0:48:14.600 --> 0:48:16.359
<v Speaker 17>how you can you.

0:48:16.320 --> 0:48:18.480
<v Speaker 2>Think a lot of people do things because of Jesus Christ,

0:48:18.480 --> 0:48:20.520
<v Speaker 2>the Lord's Savior of America.

0:48:20.719 --> 0:48:23.919
<v Speaker 17>Yeah, I mean, not necessarily just Jesus. I mean, there's

0:48:23.920 --> 0:48:25.239
<v Speaker 17>a lot of things, and I mean I'm not down

0:48:25.280 --> 0:48:27.840
<v Speaker 17>on anybody, you know, respect to you for believing what

0:48:27.920 --> 0:48:31.440
<v Speaker 17>you different God, but myself personally, you know, I just

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<v Speaker 17>I don't.

0:48:32.000 --> 0:48:32.400
<v Speaker 3>I couldn't.

0:48:32.440 --> 0:48:34.760
<v Speaker 17>I couldn't put myself behind that. So that question still

0:48:35.280 --> 0:48:36.080
<v Speaker 17>close out for me.

0:48:36.920 --> 0:48:40.040
<v Speaker 2>Sounds like she likes God, but not every like a

0:48:40.040 --> 0:48:42.000
<v Speaker 2>different God, like an old God.

0:48:43.000 --> 0:48:44.520
<v Speaker 15>No, I like myself.

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<v Speaker 2>Well, listen, good luck to you too, and thank you

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<v Speaker 2>so much for calling in.

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<v Speaker 17>I thinks h talk to you soon.

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<v Speaker 2>Love you, Jack, talk to you soon.

0:48:58.760 --> 0:48:59.920
<v Speaker 1>Call from Yeah.

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<v Speaker 10>Jem, Jeff.

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<v Speaker 2>Jem, Jeff Jem.

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<v Speaker 1>Yes, how are you so sorry? I'm doing great.

0:49:18.400 --> 0:49:20.680
<v Speaker 2>That's such a dumb question. I'm sorry, how are you

0:49:20.840 --> 0:49:23.239
<v Speaker 2>such a dumb question? I'm sorry for asking you that.

0:49:23.320 --> 0:49:25.680
<v Speaker 2>I feel like you deserve better because I started this

0:49:25.719 --> 0:49:27.960
<v Speaker 2>off with doing that stupid thing with your name, and

0:49:28.000 --> 0:49:29.960
<v Speaker 2>then I asked you a dumb question. If I've just

0:49:30.000 --> 0:49:32.120
<v Speaker 2>done one of those things, i'd feel less bad. But

0:49:32.160 --> 0:49:34.640
<v Speaker 2>I did both of them, and that you didn't deserve that.

0:49:35.520 --> 0:49:39.399
<v Speaker 1>I think a better version of that is it could

0:49:39.440 --> 0:49:40.719
<v Speaker 1>be how is your day going.

0:49:43.160 --> 0:49:43.560
<v Speaker 2>Interesting?

0:49:43.680 --> 0:49:44.640
<v Speaker 1>What's your day been like?

0:49:45.960 --> 0:49:49.000
<v Speaker 2>What's your day been like? What do you what do

0:49:49.040 --> 0:49:50.680
<v Speaker 2>you feel like? At The key difference is between those

0:49:50.719 --> 0:49:54.160
<v Speaker 2>two questions how are you and how is your day been?

0:49:54.920 --> 0:49:57.279
<v Speaker 2>I feel like both could be answered with good and you.

0:49:59.000 --> 0:50:01.800
<v Speaker 1>That's true think asking boll No, I mean, look.

0:50:01.640 --> 0:50:03.560
<v Speaker 2>Don't don't just you know you can fight back on

0:50:03.600 --> 0:50:05.799
<v Speaker 2>me with this one. I clearly had an argument planned

0:50:05.800 --> 0:50:08.160
<v Speaker 2>with this, and I would love to hear it. I'm

0:50:08.160 --> 0:50:10.440
<v Speaker 2>totally open minded to being convinced on you on your

0:50:10.440 --> 0:50:12.480
<v Speaker 2>way of looking at things.

0:50:12.800 --> 0:50:15.560
<v Speaker 1>Uh. Usually I ask you know, people I talked to

0:50:15.640 --> 0:50:17.439
<v Speaker 1>how they are day spent? I think I can get

0:50:17.880 --> 0:50:20.680
<v Speaker 1>it's more specific than how are you? Like if there's

0:50:20.719 --> 0:50:23.440
<v Speaker 1>anything going on particular with that day?

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<v Speaker 8>M hm.

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<v Speaker 2>I alwayst feel like maybe if you use those two

0:50:29.120 --> 0:50:34.000
<v Speaker 2>questions together, like if I were like say, uh, uh, John,

0:50:34.120 --> 0:50:41.799
<v Speaker 2>which your name is? John? Joy? Joe? Yes to which one?

0:50:43.480 --> 0:50:49.560
<v Speaker 1>Uh? Jeremy, Jim?

0:50:49.640 --> 0:50:50.120
<v Speaker 2>How are you?

0:50:52.920 --> 0:50:56.120
<v Speaker 1>I'm doing fantastic? This is uh, this is great. I'm

0:50:56.120 --> 0:50:57.759
<v Speaker 1>glad I was able to get in today.

0:50:57.960 --> 0:51:00.600
<v Speaker 2>How are you? How? No ship does the same question

0:51:00.719 --> 0:51:01.640
<v Speaker 2>how has your day been?

0:51:03.160 --> 0:51:06.280
<v Speaker 1>My day has been great. It's the same answer, except

0:51:06.640 --> 0:51:08.880
<v Speaker 1>my day. I was able to get things done. I

0:51:08.920 --> 0:51:11.880
<v Speaker 1>was able to see my kids for a little bit.

0:51:11.920 --> 0:51:13.279
<v Speaker 1>I was able to see my best friend for a

0:51:13.280 --> 0:51:13.640
<v Speaker 1>little bit.

0:51:14.160 --> 0:51:16.960
<v Speaker 2>Mm hmm. You got something that you saw your friend,

0:51:17.000 --> 0:51:18.520
<v Speaker 2>you saw your kid. What did you get done?

0:51:20.320 --> 0:51:23.560
<v Speaker 1>I got some work done earlier in the day, and

0:51:23.840 --> 0:51:25.280
<v Speaker 1>I got some errands done.

0:51:25.760 --> 0:51:26.440
<v Speaker 10>A little after that.

0:51:27.120 --> 0:51:27.960
<v Speaker 2>What do you do for work?

0:51:29.840 --> 0:51:34.520
<v Speaker 1>I am self employed. I sell things on eBay?

0:51:34.680 --> 0:51:37.239
<v Speaker 2>You sell things under me? Is it like arbitrage? Or

0:51:37.280 --> 0:51:38.280
<v Speaker 2>you have like a store?

0:51:39.800 --> 0:51:44.520
<v Speaker 1>It's a store. What do you sell whenever I can

0:51:44.560 --> 0:51:48.960
<v Speaker 1>get my hands on some figures, some books, some DVDs,

0:51:49.000 --> 0:51:51.040
<v Speaker 1>some light bulbs.

0:51:51.640 --> 0:51:53.759
<v Speaker 2>Do you buy anything? I have some shit that I

0:51:54.000 --> 0:51:54.520
<v Speaker 2>I don't need.

0:51:55.719 --> 0:51:58.200
<v Speaker 1>You got ship you don't need? Yeah, I'll take shit

0:51:58.239 --> 0:52:01.319
<v Speaker 1>you don't need, don't need it, somebody needs it.

0:52:02.560 --> 0:52:06.319
<v Speaker 2>A year or two ago, I was just like, I'm

0:52:06.360 --> 0:52:10.400
<v Speaker 2>selling everything I own, and I sold like I just

0:52:10.400 --> 0:52:12.600
<v Speaker 2>sold all my video games I sold.

0:52:14.239 --> 0:52:14.440
<v Speaker 13>To me.

0:52:14.520 --> 0:52:16.520
<v Speaker 2>It's like, I want to liquidate as much of my

0:52:16.680 --> 0:52:19.960
<v Speaker 2>possessions as I possibly can, because if I need any

0:52:20.000 --> 0:52:22.040
<v Speaker 2>of them back, I'll just buy them. If they don't

0:52:22.040 --> 0:52:24.919
<v Speaker 2>have like sentimental value, then if I doesn't have any

0:52:24.920 --> 0:52:28.239
<v Speaker 2>sentimental value, or I don't use it at least one

0:52:28.400 --> 0:52:30.479
<v Speaker 2>or if I haven't used it in the last month,

0:52:30.560 --> 0:52:31.839
<v Speaker 2>I could probably just liquidate it.

0:52:33.480 --> 0:52:35.560
<v Speaker 1>I agree. I've been trying to get rid of a

0:52:35.560 --> 0:52:38.719
<v Speaker 1>good amount of stuff that I have, which has been

0:52:38.760 --> 0:52:42.600
<v Speaker 1>a lot of my own pop pop figures.

0:52:43.080 --> 0:52:45.759
<v Speaker 2>Pop pop figures like Funkel Pops.

0:52:46.320 --> 0:52:51.239
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, I had an obscene Harley Quinn pop collection, and

0:52:51.320 --> 0:52:53.799
<v Speaker 1>I've been trying to get rid of those and just

0:52:53.840 --> 0:52:55.520
<v Speaker 1>a you know, a whole bunch of other series, just

0:52:55.520 --> 0:52:57.080
<v Speaker 1>things that I've liked throughout the years.

0:52:57.920 --> 0:52:59.560
<v Speaker 2>Wait, so you didn't you have a pot? You have

0:52:59.600 --> 0:53:04.320
<v Speaker 2>a funk pop. Apparently in the community, they're just called pops.

0:53:05.160 --> 0:53:07.520
<v Speaker 1>That's just how I say it, just because it's shorter

0:53:08.000 --> 0:53:08.319
<v Speaker 1>you or.

0:53:08.840 --> 0:53:10.400
<v Speaker 2>Is the thing and the like if I like, if

0:53:10.400 --> 0:53:12.200
<v Speaker 2>I go on the Funkle Pops, subredd is ever going

0:53:12.239 --> 0:53:15.480
<v Speaker 2>to be talking about their Funkle pops or their pops?

0:53:16.600 --> 0:53:19.680
<v Speaker 1>I couldn't tell you. I wouldn't say I'm in any

0:53:19.760 --> 0:53:22.480
<v Speaker 1>kind of community related to Funko pops.

0:53:24.160 --> 0:53:25.880
<v Speaker 2>I feel like you own enough of them that you

0:53:25.960 --> 0:53:28.120
<v Speaker 2>that you could be in the community. You've never posted

0:53:28.120 --> 0:53:29.960
<v Speaker 2>a picture of your Harley Quinn Funkle Pops on the

0:53:30.040 --> 0:53:31.439
<v Speaker 2>ar slash funkle Pop.

0:53:32.600 --> 0:53:33.920
<v Speaker 1>No, not really.

0:53:33.960 --> 0:53:34.719
<v Speaker 10>I had to do it for.

0:53:36.600 --> 0:53:37.040
<v Speaker 1>Myself.

0:53:39.680 --> 0:53:43.440
<v Speaker 2>I'm curious about the fact that you have because it's

0:53:43.440 --> 0:53:45.960
<v Speaker 2>not just it's not just a punkle pop collection of

0:53:46.239 --> 0:53:50.719
<v Speaker 2>varied amount of funkle Pops. It's what percentage of the

0:53:50.760 --> 0:53:52.320
<v Speaker 2>funkle Pops you own are Harley Quinn.

0:53:56.000 --> 0:54:00.120
<v Speaker 1>Well, at my at the height of my collection, I

0:54:00.120 --> 0:54:03.239
<v Speaker 1>I would say half. I didn't have too too many.

0:54:03.440 --> 0:54:08.760
<v Speaker 1>I mean I had maybe fourteen or fifteen Harley Quinn

0:54:08.880 --> 0:54:11.960
<v Speaker 1>ones and then really about the same amount of other ones.

0:54:12.880 --> 0:54:14.960
<v Speaker 2>I can't what are there? I mean, I'm not a

0:54:14.960 --> 0:54:17.680
<v Speaker 2>big like pop culture guy, but are there fifteen? How

0:54:17.719 --> 0:54:21.000
<v Speaker 2>are there fifteen different Harley Quinn's like what like her

0:54:21.040 --> 0:54:23.360
<v Speaker 2>like alt costumes offers to me?

0:54:23.520 --> 0:54:28.080
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, different one of them, different costumes from different comics

0:54:28.160 --> 0:54:32.680
<v Speaker 1>or cartoons or movies. They've black and white ones. I

0:54:32.719 --> 0:54:34.600
<v Speaker 1>think I had maybe one or two black and white

0:54:34.600 --> 0:54:35.319
<v Speaker 1>ones at some point.

0:54:36.320 --> 0:54:38.239
<v Speaker 2>Which is your favorite one, like the one that you're like,

0:54:38.280 --> 0:54:40.760
<v Speaker 2>I don't care if I we they have to foreclothes

0:54:40.800 --> 0:54:43.760
<v Speaker 2>in my house. I am not selling this particular Harley

0:54:43.840 --> 0:54:44.680
<v Speaker 2>Quinn uncle pop.

0:54:46.719 --> 0:54:48.960
<v Speaker 1>This one kind of a cheap answer, because I gave

0:54:49.000 --> 0:54:51.080
<v Speaker 1>it to my daughter, so I can't really get rid

0:54:51.120 --> 0:54:53.680
<v Speaker 1>of it further. But the one that I liked the

0:54:53.719 --> 0:54:57.080
<v Speaker 1>most even before before that is a Valentine Today edition

0:54:57.120 --> 0:54:58.799
<v Speaker 1>where it was she was pink and white.

0:55:00.040 --> 0:55:01.399
<v Speaker 2>That's sweet that you give it to your daughter.

0:55:03.040 --> 0:55:07.280
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, sure, favorite colors. Think so she had to have it.

0:55:07.280 --> 0:55:08.800
<v Speaker 1>It's gonna be a monster to say.

0:55:08.600 --> 0:55:12.359
<v Speaker 2>No, that's that's nice. I like is she a fan

0:55:12.400 --> 0:55:14.279
<v Speaker 2>of Harley Quinn or does she just like it because pink?

0:55:14.320 --> 0:55:14.959
<v Speaker 2>Because it's pink.

0:55:16.280 --> 0:55:19.160
<v Speaker 1>She's a fan of Harley Quinn from from what she's seen,

0:55:19.200 --> 0:55:23.560
<v Speaker 1>which is they have like a kid's kid's superhero girls show.

0:55:24.080 --> 0:55:24.800
<v Speaker 1>She likes her in that?

0:55:26.120 --> 0:55:26.279
<v Speaker 10>Hell?

0:55:26.360 --> 0:55:30.839
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, well, what's her name was? Jim?

0:55:30.920 --> 0:55:32.520
<v Speaker 10>Jim?

0:55:32.680 --> 0:55:41.840
<v Speaker 2>Oh Jim Sure some gym. I like it. I like

0:55:41.880 --> 0:55:44.920
<v Speaker 2>it like a good kid. You're a good guy. Thank you,

0:55:45.000 --> 0:55:46.319
<v Speaker 2>and I hope you have a good rest of You're

0:55:46.320 --> 0:55:47.840
<v Speaker 2>a good guess A lot of light bulbs.

0:55:48.840 --> 0:55:52.040
<v Speaker 1>Thanks, love you man, Love you too. Baby rock on

0:55:52.960 --> 0:55:59.560
<v Speaker 1>oh aw from Bronson Bronson Drake me whiskey we're doing

0:55:59.600 --> 0:56:00.080
<v Speaker 1>it at bit.

0:56:01.960 --> 0:56:02.160
<v Speaker 6>Hell?

0:56:02.360 --> 0:56:05.400
<v Speaker 2>Hello, how old are you?

0:56:07.160 --> 0:56:09.000
<v Speaker 19>I'm thirty eight?

0:56:09.680 --> 0:56:10.560
<v Speaker 2>Do you like being thirty?

0:56:10.600 --> 0:56:10.759
<v Speaker 10>Eight.

0:56:12.480 --> 0:56:16.760
<v Speaker 19>I mean I feel like I feel like I'm dying

0:56:16.840 --> 0:56:17.399
<v Speaker 19>a little bit.

0:56:19.520 --> 0:56:20.960
<v Speaker 2>You feel like you're dying.

0:56:21.960 --> 0:56:25.200
<v Speaker 19>Yeah, like my body's dying a little bit. But other

0:56:25.280 --> 0:56:28.359
<v Speaker 19>than that, it's pretty good. And I make good decisions

0:56:28.400 --> 0:56:32.080
<v Speaker 19>and financially secure, you know, shit like that. So that's good.

0:56:32.080 --> 0:56:33.680
<v Speaker 2>How much? How what's your net worth?

0:56:35.320 --> 0:56:37.000
<v Speaker 19>About nine hundred and fifty thousand?

0:56:38.040 --> 0:56:41.760
<v Speaker 2>That's awesome. That's fucking sick. Do you own a house?

0:56:42.760 --> 0:56:43.120
<v Speaker 4>I do?

0:56:43.840 --> 0:56:44.880
<v Speaker 2>That's so sick, dude.

0:56:46.360 --> 0:56:47.120
<v Speaker 10>Yeah, it's great.

0:56:47.200 --> 0:56:48.000
<v Speaker 19>I like the house.

0:56:49.120 --> 0:56:50.600
<v Speaker 2>Is it full? Is it paid off in full?

0:56:52.480 --> 0:56:52.560
<v Speaker 1>No?

0:56:52.960 --> 0:56:55.279
<v Speaker 19>Have a I have about forty percent equity in it.

0:56:55.760 --> 0:56:59.800
<v Speaker 2>That's pretty it's pretty good. Yeah, I think being thirty

0:56:59.800 --> 0:57:02.720
<v Speaker 2>eight rocks. Dude. You have nine hundred and fifty dollars,

0:57:03.840 --> 0:57:05.359
<v Speaker 2>that's like, yeah, it's a millionaire, dude.

0:57:06.239 --> 0:57:08.239
<v Speaker 19>I'm so close. I was a millionaire the other week.

0:57:09.280 --> 0:57:13.520
<v Speaker 19>And then the market yeah yeah, I don't have too

0:57:13.600 --> 0:57:15.680
<v Speaker 19>much crypto I have, but the market was up, so

0:57:15.719 --> 0:57:18.000
<v Speaker 19>I was My network was over a million, and like

0:57:18.840 --> 0:57:22.000
<v Speaker 19>I was like, I was like, I'm a fucking millionaire

0:57:22.240 --> 0:57:24.680
<v Speaker 19>but not anymore. So that's how it goes.

0:57:24.680 --> 0:57:28.960
<v Speaker 2>I guess were you holding what? What were you holding? Dog?

0:57:30.640 --> 0:57:34.120
<v Speaker 19>I have a bunch of stock in at tech company

0:57:36.040 --> 0:57:39.800
<v Speaker 19>and it was up and it's not I mean still up,

0:57:39.840 --> 0:57:41.400
<v Speaker 19>but it's not like it was like really up.

0:57:42.040 --> 0:57:43.920
<v Speaker 2>So why is your body dying? I feel like you

0:57:43.920 --> 0:57:46.360
<v Speaker 2>have enough money, you can just fix whatever's dying in there.

0:57:48.000 --> 0:57:51.720
<v Speaker 19>I probably could do that, but you know, like it's

0:57:51.760 --> 0:57:57.080
<v Speaker 19>just not like when I have a couple like out,

0:57:57.160 --> 0:58:02.080
<v Speaker 19>you know, like beers or wine or whatever, I just

0:58:02.320 --> 0:58:06.000
<v Speaker 19>you know, it takes like two days to my body

0:58:06.040 --> 0:58:08.680
<v Speaker 19>to recover from that. Like I can't even process, Like

0:58:08.800 --> 0:58:10.600
<v Speaker 19>I'm not even like getting like going out, and like

0:58:10.640 --> 0:58:13.520
<v Speaker 19>time went on like literally like I'll have a couple

0:58:13.560 --> 0:58:17.680
<v Speaker 19>of drinks after dinner and uh and then I'm just

0:58:17.720 --> 0:58:19.680
<v Speaker 19>like hurting for a couple of days.

0:58:20.360 --> 0:58:23.040
<v Speaker 2>So really just just like a couple.

0:58:23.600 --> 0:58:26.520
<v Speaker 19>Yeah, like like I'm not Yeah, like if I just

0:58:26.600 --> 0:58:30.800
<v Speaker 19>have two glasses of wine, I will feel that for

0:58:31.600 --> 0:58:34.760
<v Speaker 19>multiple days after I know it because I write I

0:58:34.760 --> 0:58:41.960
<v Speaker 19>write software, so like my brain has to focus and yeah,

0:58:42.000 --> 0:58:43.240
<v Speaker 19>so it sucks it up.

0:58:44.520 --> 0:58:47.040
<v Speaker 2>If I I mean, if if two glasses of wine

0:58:47.080 --> 0:58:49.560
<v Speaker 2>caused me to be out of commission, I mean not

0:58:49.600 --> 0:58:51.520
<v Speaker 2>out of commission, but if you were feeling the effects

0:58:51.520 --> 0:58:53.520
<v Speaker 2>of it for two days, I would just stop drinking.

0:58:54.600 --> 0:58:57.640
<v Speaker 19>Yeah, no, I don't drink very much at all. Yeah, yeah,

0:58:58.320 --> 0:58:58.920
<v Speaker 19>definitely not.

0:58:59.640 --> 0:59:00.640
<v Speaker 2>Do you do cocaine?

0:59:02.360 --> 0:59:05.440
<v Speaker 19>Uh no, not not anymore. It's been a while, but

0:59:05.960 --> 0:59:16.360
<v Speaker 19>I don't know. Maybe probably at least five years ago.

0:59:16.960 --> 0:59:20.040
<v Speaker 19>In mysel I think it was over thirty, but not

0:59:20.080 --> 0:59:21.000
<v Speaker 19>in the last five years.

0:59:21.040 --> 0:59:22.920
<v Speaker 2>I don't think was it was it your did you

0:59:22.960 --> 0:59:25.400
<v Speaker 2>buy it? Or like, were you with someone else and

0:59:25.440 --> 0:59:28.000
<v Speaker 2>they were like, hey, I've got some cocaine, let's do.

0:59:28.000 --> 0:59:32.040
<v Speaker 19>Some, or was it yeah, you know, yeah, I have

0:59:32.040 --> 0:59:35.280
<v Speaker 19>an old friend and then I hang out with him.

0:59:36.520 --> 0:59:39.840
<v Speaker 19>He always he probably still parties like that, but so

0:59:39.960 --> 0:59:43.000
<v Speaker 19>you know, it's like an old old college friend and uh,

0:59:43.520 --> 0:59:45.760
<v Speaker 19>you know, had a good night. But uh yeah, I

0:59:45.760 --> 0:59:47.840
<v Speaker 19>don't even think I could touch it at all.

0:59:47.840 --> 0:59:48.360
<v Speaker 6>At this point.

0:59:48.400 --> 0:59:51.440
<v Speaker 19>I think I have a heart attack, right.

0:59:51.480 --> 0:59:55.320
<v Speaker 2>I wonder if two glasses of wine, yeah fucks you

0:59:55.360 --> 0:59:57.479
<v Speaker 2>up for two days, how long would you be sucked

0:59:57.520 --> 0:59:59.960
<v Speaker 2>up after doing some cocaine? Well, because then, I mean,

1:00:00.200 --> 1:00:01.640
<v Speaker 2>how long do you think you would feel the effects

1:00:01.640 --> 1:00:02.200
<v Speaker 2>in your system?

1:00:02.920 --> 1:00:03.200
<v Speaker 8>Really?

1:00:03.400 --> 1:00:06.640
<v Speaker 19>At least a week, I would think, Wow, not at

1:00:06.720 --> 1:00:08.200
<v Speaker 19>least a week, that's the most a week. I mean,

1:00:08.240 --> 1:00:10.120
<v Speaker 19>I think a few days definitely. I mean like if

1:00:10.120 --> 1:00:12.880
<v Speaker 19>you're like really like you really go at it, like

1:00:12.960 --> 1:00:16.000
<v Speaker 19>have a good night of it, you know probably you

1:00:16.040 --> 1:00:18.200
<v Speaker 19>know on the tail end of seven days, you're probably

1:00:18.200 --> 1:00:21.920
<v Speaker 19>still feeling it. That's that's my that's mass.

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<v Speaker 2>So what I mean real quick, like what exactly could

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<v Speaker 2>I hear something specific? Maybe something that worked well about

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<v Speaker 2>your body ten years ago but now works a little

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<v Speaker 2>less well. Are you talking penis or do you mean

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<v Speaker 2>like you're like legs and ship.

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<v Speaker 19>No, my penis works fine. My legs uh yeah, my

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<v Speaker 19>back hurts a lot.

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<v Speaker 8>More I had.

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<v Speaker 19>I've had three kids, so like like carrying babies around

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<v Speaker 19>I feel like kind of fucks with your back and

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<v Speaker 19>then just like lugging all their ship around all the time.

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<v Speaker 19>Like but it's like kind of like Mexic. I feel

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<v Speaker 19>like my back I need to do. I was a

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<v Speaker 19>couple of years ago I was doing hot yoga and

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<v Speaker 19>that was like that was vibeing really good. But then

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<v Speaker 19>you know, there was a pandemic, so that didn't happen

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<v Speaker 19>for a little while. So I'd like to get back

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<v Speaker 19>on that horse.

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<v Speaker 2>I think did you could just buy a sauna?

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<v Speaker 19>I could buy a sauna.

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<v Speaker 6>Yep.

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<v Speaker 17>To do that.

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<v Speaker 2>Your life is sick, dude? Would you your name?

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<v Speaker 10>Yeah?

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<v Speaker 19>Bronson?

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<v Speaker 2>Bronson? Really quickly, I have a question for you.

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<v Speaker 13>Yeah?

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<v Speaker 2>Why?

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<v Speaker 6>Why?

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<v Speaker 5>What?

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<v Speaker 2>You have a right? Good rest of the night, Bronze.

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<v Speaker 2>I'll talk to you soon.

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<v Speaker 4>All from Briell.

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<v Speaker 2>Brill.

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<v Speaker 1>Yes, what's up? Oh?

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<v Speaker 13>My on the thing?

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<v Speaker 2>You're on the thing?

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<v Speaker 20>Oh my god, I'm I'm the same.

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<v Speaker 21>Hi.

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<v Speaker 2>What are you doing?

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<v Speaker 5>Bro?

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<v Speaker 9>I was making a video for YouTube?

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<v Speaker 2>You're making a video for YouTube? Are you a YouTuber?

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<v Speaker 2>Are you David Dobrik? Are you Smash Aaron? Don't remember Fred?

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<v Speaker 20>Right?

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<v Speaker 9>I say?

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<v Speaker 2>What kind of YouTube video you're making? Brill?

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<v Speaker 9>Well, I'm setting like some original poetry.

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<v Speaker 2>To music, some original poetry to music.

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<v Speaker 13>Is this?

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<v Speaker 2>Uh uh? You're setting a video of you reciting the

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<v Speaker 2>poetry or is it a text to speech video?

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<v Speaker 9>No, it's it's me reciting it. M.

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<v Speaker 2>What are the subjects of these poems?

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<v Speaker 7>Oh?

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<v Speaker 9>They're pretty dark?

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<v Speaker 2>Do you exclusively write dark poetry? M?

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<v Speaker 9>It just always happens to work out that way.

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<v Speaker 2>Interesting, you know real? I mean, you have a very

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<v Speaker 2>sort of bubbly energy. Do you feel as though you're

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<v Speaker 2>able to project an outward energy of light because you

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<v Speaker 2>expel so much darkness in your art.

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<v Speaker 9>Well, I'm a music therapist, so yeah. My personal mantra

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<v Speaker 9>is who better to lead up through the fire than

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<v Speaker 9>someone who's already been burned?

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<v Speaker 2>I like that.

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<v Speaker 1>I like that.

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<v Speaker 2>Do you come into a lot of scenarios in which

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<v Speaker 2>your clients are dealing with certain things that you've dealt

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<v Speaker 2>with before and that gives you a, uh a greater

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<v Speaker 2>perspective on them?

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<v Speaker 9>Absolutely? I work with veterans in Manhattan, so I definitely

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<v Speaker 9>find that. I think they don't know how relatable they

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<v Speaker 9>are to me.

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<v Speaker 2>Are you a veteran?

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<v Speaker 9>No, not personally, but you know, we all have our trauma.

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<v Speaker 20>I have a question for you, Brielle, Yes, Why What

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<v Speaker 20>do you mean why Brielle?

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<v Speaker 2>Yes, I have a question for you.

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<v Speaker 18>Yes.

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<v Speaker 9>Why Why do I have trauma?

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<v Speaker 2>Briell? Why? Brielle? Tell me why?

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<v Speaker 9>Why work with veterans because they deserve it?

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<v Speaker 2>Well, you're doing a good service, brill You know where

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<v Speaker 2>can we Where can I listen to your poetry?

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<v Speaker 6>Oh?

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<v Speaker 2>My YouTube poetry?

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<v Speaker 16>Yeah, it's called fall Asleep with Brielle.

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<v Speaker 9>And if you want to check out my music, I'm on.

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<v Speaker 2>Fiber Is it a is it like an as Mr.

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<v Speaker 2>Kind of thing like we're supposed to sleep to it?

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<v Speaker 2>Is it supposed is it? Well, you said it was dark.

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<v Speaker 2>Is it to like like a ship you listen to

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<v Speaker 2>it to induce nightmares?

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<v Speaker 9>No? I think it's more I try to focus on

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<v Speaker 9>like reading it calmly. My hope is that it's like relatable.

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<v Speaker 6>I don't know.

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<v Speaker 9>Maybe I'll change the YouTube like name and just you know,

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<v Speaker 9>call it reading stories.

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<v Speaker 13>But I don't know.

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<v Speaker 9>I just started it, all right, we figured it out

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<v Speaker 9>as well.

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<v Speaker 2>Look, good luck, Brielle. You know, thank you for injecting

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<v Speaker 2>injecting us all with darkness. And I hope that it

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<v Speaker 2>teaches us all to uh be stronger to handle uh

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<v Speaker 2>you know, the future darknesses.

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<v Speaker 9>Yes, there's so many resources. Just find the ones that

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<v Speaker 9>work for you.

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<v Speaker 2>You have a good night, Brio you too, Bye.

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<v Speaker 6>All from to accept.

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<v Speaker 2>Hello.

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<v Speaker 10>Okay, what's going on?

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<v Speaker 2>Not much? What's going on with you? Dude?

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<v Speaker 10>Well? I have some tea to drop for.

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<v Speaker 2>You, buddy, all right, you have some tea to drop

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<v Speaker 2>for me?

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<v Speaker 11>Yeah?

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<v Speaker 10>So first off, I just want.

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<v Speaker 2>Hey, man, I'm what's your What's I'm sorry, I can't

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<v Speaker 2>I don't know. I'm on speakerphone or something I can't

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<v Speaker 2>hear you.

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<v Speaker 10>Super well, oh my dad, it might just be my

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<v Speaker 10>phone case.

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<v Speaker 2>Let's get that phone naked, dude, all.

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<v Speaker 10>Right, let me strip her down real quick, beautiful. Can

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<v Speaker 10>you hear me a little bit about that and hear

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<v Speaker 10>you much better now? Okay?

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<v Speaker 18>Well, well, so first off, we'll say about six months back,

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<v Speaker 18>I was dating this girl and you know she it.

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<v Speaker 10>Was a long distance relationship. It was about three years

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<v Speaker 10>and I found out she had cheated on me with

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<v Speaker 10>like a round ten different guys for the past six months. So,

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<v Speaker 10>and she came up to visit me when I found out.

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<v Speaker 10>So I told her. I was like, yeah, screw that,

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<v Speaker 10>We're done. And then she sent me a video of

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<v Speaker 10>a guy screwing her and I was like damn. And

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<v Speaker 10>all my buddies were like, you know, she's a hoe, man,

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<v Speaker 10>it's good that you let her go, and all this

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<v Speaker 10>other stuff.

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<v Speaker 2>And then yeah, that's that's that's a pretty fucking weird

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<v Speaker 2>thing to do.

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<v Speaker 10>Oh yeah. And then after all that, a bunch of

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<v Speaker 10>my buddies are trying to hook me up with a

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<v Speaker 10>bunch of girls. So I met up with this new

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<v Speaker 10>girl that I've been talking to for a while, and I

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<v Speaker 10>just kind of got where I really don't like her anymore.

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<v Speaker 10>She just she just gets on my nerves and does

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<v Speaker 10>like annoying ass ships. Okay, but here's where the real

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<v Speaker 10>tea comes in, where the good stuff comes in. So

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<v Speaker 10>when I was talking to one of my buddies about her,

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<v Speaker 10>he said that she thinks he thinks that she's got

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<v Speaker 10>like klimdia or something. Okay, And I was like, oh shit,

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<v Speaker 10>because we've been I mean, we've been tearing about the sheets.

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<v Speaker 10>Don't get me wrong.

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<v Speaker 2>Look, by the way, I've talked about this on the

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<v Speaker 2>stream before. Chlamydia not that bad, had it twice. It's

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<v Speaker 2>a pill. You're done. It's not like you know herpes

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<v Speaker 2>or anything. I mean, committee is not that bad. You'll

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<v Speaker 2>be fine. If if the whole thing is that you

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<v Speaker 2>have comythia.

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<v Speaker 10>Oh yes, oh yes, I've read up on that. Appilled.

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<v Speaker 3>Wait a week.

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<v Speaker 10>I'm cool with it.

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<v Speaker 2>It's a pill. You wait a week. You're good, You're done.

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<v Speaker 10>Here's where the here's where the even crazier stuff comes in.

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<v Speaker 2>Tell me.

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<v Speaker 10>So we're kind of on a break right now, and

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<v Speaker 10>I kind of mess around with this baddie, right, she's

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<v Speaker 10>a sure, I mean, she's a baddie. Sure, and I

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<v Speaker 10>just found out that she's married.

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<v Speaker 2>Are you uh that's all? Do you stop seeing her?

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<v Speaker 10>Well, she's still like hit my line, and I'm kind

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<v Speaker 10>of like, but.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, you should, Well you should blow because don't want

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<v Speaker 2>to get involved. No, I mean you just don't want

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<v Speaker 2>to get involved in that. You don't want to do that.

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<v Speaker 2>That's that that will that will bring no peace to

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<v Speaker 2>your life, I believe.

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<v Speaker 10>Oh yeah, And it's really funny because all my buddies

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<v Speaker 10>always tell me. So I'm a biochemistry major and I'm

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<v Speaker 10>like studying to be a surgeon one day, and all

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<v Speaker 10>my buddies tell me that while I'm really incredibly book smart,

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<v Speaker 10>because I mean I have like a four point oh

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<v Speaker 10>GPA right now, I'm fucking sky high, I'm making all

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<v Speaker 10>as like the lowest grade. I got the ninety six,

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<v Speaker 10>all right, But they say that I am dumb as

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<v Speaker 10>fun when it comes to literal common.

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<v Speaker 2>Sense, I think you should stop seeing the married lady again.

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<v Speaker 2>Will bring no pleasure to anyone. Well, we'll do nothing

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<v Speaker 2>positive for your life.

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<v Speaker 10>Yeah, here's the crazy part.

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<v Speaker 2>Though, so we have we haven't got to the crazy

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<v Speaker 2>part yet. Where's the tea.

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<v Speaker 10>Oh, it gets crazier. So we'll just say I don't

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<v Speaker 10>want to say his real name because anybody watches your dreams,

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<v Speaker 10>but we'll just say Johnny here. Yeah, his best friend

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<v Speaker 10>is this girl's husband, So her husband knows me, and

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<v Speaker 10>I know him and I know his best friend because

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<v Speaker 10>we're best friends. And I didn't know that them two

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<v Speaker 10>gotten married.

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<v Speaker 2>So with all this being said, with all this being said,

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<v Speaker 2>with all the more potential for your involvement in this

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<v Speaker 2>to bring nothing but bad things to your life, why

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<v Speaker 2>the hesitation still to cease the activity?

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<v Speaker 10>Well, I mean, your booty is great now, don't get

1:11:56.960 --> 1:12:02.240
<v Speaker 10>me wrong, but I'm definitely like kind of blowing it off.

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<v Speaker 10>Like prime example, tonight, she's like, come over to my house,

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<v Speaker 10>Come over to my house. I was like, no, I

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<v Speaker 10>can't tonight. No, I got to pick up a boat

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<v Speaker 10>in the morning.

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<v Speaker 2>I'm getting no, what's your what's your name?

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<v Speaker 13>Man?

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<v Speaker 10>Well, you can just call me.

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<v Speaker 2>A fake name. What can I call you?

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<v Speaker 10>You can just call me a man. Only my family

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<v Speaker 10>knows that name.

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<v Speaker 2>Amen. Amen, Amen, Amen. You gotta break it off, You gotta.

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<v Speaker 2>I mean, either I would either cut contact with her

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<v Speaker 2>completely or just say hey, stop, we're not I can't

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<v Speaker 2>see you anymore, and then done. I feel like that

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<v Speaker 2>there's bread crumbing this. I can't tonight, I can't you

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<v Speaker 2>know anything other than this has got to stop. It's

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<v Speaker 2>this is not going to be good man, don't I

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<v Speaker 2>would recommend fully cutting the cord on this one. This

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<v Speaker 2>doesn't sound like good news for anyone.

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<v Speaker 10>I guess it's just I'm a really nice guy and

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<v Speaker 10>it's hard for me to do that. Like with the

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<v Speaker 10>past girl that I dated for three years, Like I

1:13:02.800 --> 1:13:05.519
<v Speaker 10>knew that she was cheating on me for a while,

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<v Speaker 10>and I didn't really say anything about it.

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<v Speaker 11>I just went with it.

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<v Speaker 10>And then when I found out that it was not

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<v Speaker 10>like one or two, but fucking ten, that's when I

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<v Speaker 10>ended up comming it off because it was just too

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<v Speaker 10>much for me.

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<v Speaker 6>At that time.

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<v Speaker 2>Okay, you didn't like it if your girl, Okay, you

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<v Speaker 2>didn't like your girlfriend was cheating on you, right, Yeah,

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<v Speaker 2>so then you shouldn't be an active part and this

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<v Speaker 2>girl cheating on this other guy.

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<v Speaker 10>Oh absolutely, I'm with you on that. No more sexy time.

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<v Speaker 2>With this girl, but so just cut her off. So

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<v Speaker 2>what's the problem.

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<v Speaker 10>The real dilemma is that I feel like that I

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<v Speaker 10>need to tell her husband.

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<v Speaker 2>Oh okay, you didn't mention that, because that wasn't the dilemma.

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<v Speaker 2>That was not the dilemma I feel like we were

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<v Speaker 2>working on here. I feel like the dilemma we were

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<v Speaker 2>working on was you know whether or not you should

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<v Speaker 2>stop seeing this person. It's been a while. You're just

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<v Speaker 2>now bringing up the idea of telling her husband.

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<v Speaker 10>Yeah, I mean, I mean, I guess I've been kind

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<v Speaker 10>of breadcrumbing it because I don't want to like hurt

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<v Speaker 10>her feelings or whatever. But at the same time, I

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<v Speaker 10>know it's wrong. But at the same time, I also

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<v Speaker 10>know that I need to tell her husband. But I

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<v Speaker 10>know if I do, I'm a dead man and I

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<v Speaker 10>will not be living.

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<v Speaker 2>Why are you a dead man?

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<v Speaker 10>Because her husband I know him.

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<v Speaker 2>Okay, well listen, he did you continue to Did you

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<v Speaker 2>continue to see this girl after knowing that she was married?

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<v Speaker 18>No?

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<v Speaker 10>Okay, that's when I cut it off, and I just

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<v Speaker 10>I guess.

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<v Speaker 2>Okay, so you cut it off.

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<v Speaker 10>Yeah, I don't.

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<v Speaker 2>Okay, I totally think you should cut it off. Personally,

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<v Speaker 2>I don't have an opinion as to whether or not

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<v Speaker 2>you should tell the husband. I totally think you should

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<v Speaker 2>just fucking stop talking to her. I don't know if

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<v Speaker 2>you should tell the husband that's where I I don't know,

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<v Speaker 2>because then it's like, I, I don't know. That's a

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<v Speaker 2>tough one because you don't want to be you don't

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<v Speaker 2>want to put yourself in that position. I don't you know,

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<v Speaker 2>you don't want to get involved on other peoples shit,

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<v Speaker 2>even though you kind of are. But you were unknowingly

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<v Speaker 2>involved in other people's shit, and hopefully stopped being involved

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<v Speaker 2>in other people' shit once you knew that you were

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<v Speaker 2>involved with people's shit that I don't know.

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<v Speaker 10>Yeah, and keep in mind when all this is going on,

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<v Speaker 10>this is during a break between the girl that I'm

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<v Speaker 10>currently talking to. We kind of had a break because

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<v Speaker 10>she was saying that she still loves me or whatever,

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<v Speaker 10>but she just kind of like feels like that she

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<v Speaker 10>needs time apart from me, and she said that it

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<v Speaker 10>was okay for us to see other people, all right,

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<v Speaker 10>And I just she's still kind of like crazy about me,

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<v Speaker 10>and it kind of gets on the nerves and she's

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<v Speaker 10>just not like the wifey type. I'll be honest with you.

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<v Speaker 2>I'm look, if you man, you're you're you're you're bringing

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<v Speaker 2>you're bringing up fifty different fifty different dilemmas here a

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<v Speaker 2>stop talking to the married woman. I don't have an

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<v Speaker 2>opinion on whether or not you should uh tell her husband,

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<v Speaker 2>But I mean, if this girl has a level of

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<v Speaker 2>investment in you that you do not share, uh, then yeah,

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<v Speaker 2>I don't think it would be too terrible for you

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<v Speaker 2>to sort of break things off, especially if you've already

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<v Speaker 2>been on a break Yeah, because look, if the level

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<v Speaker 2>of investment uh that you have in her is less

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<v Speaker 2>than what she has in you, and you won't see

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<v Speaker 2>that changing anytime soon, it's only going to get worse

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<v Speaker 2>as it goes on.

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<v Speaker 10>Absolutely so yeah, it gets there.

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<v Speaker 2>So if that's the case, I think that you should

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<v Speaker 2>you know her down easy now, as opposed to do

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<v Speaker 2>you know you notice preemptively that there is a differing

1:17:08.960 --> 1:17:12.320
<v Speaker 2>level of investment that you're not comfortable with, uh, and

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<v Speaker 2>that's only gonna get worse as it goes on. So

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<v Speaker 2>if this is a problem for you, I think you

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<v Speaker 2>should get to it immediately before it gets worse.

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<v Speaker 10>Absolutely Well. In that case, tomorrow I'm supposed to be

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<v Speaker 10>talking to her about things, and I guess I will be.

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<v Speaker 10>I'll probably just break it off. With her. That's the

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<v Speaker 10>best thing to do, and then to move on because like,

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<v Speaker 10>like I work at the hospital, and I mean there's

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<v Speaker 10>a bunch of women up there that really want to,

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<v Speaker 10>you know, be with me, but I really don't want

1:17:44.120 --> 1:17:46.000
<v Speaker 10>to be with them, Like I said, I really just

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<v Speaker 10>want like you're just You're just.

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<v Speaker 2>A medical soaproper in a box.

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<v Speaker 14>Man.

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<v Speaker 2>Well listen, I'm edy Amed Ahmed, I'm in just ahmen.

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<v Speaker 2>Well ah man. Look, you know, good luck to you,

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<v Speaker 2>good luck at the hospital, good luck with the biology,

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<v Speaker 2>and you know, your life's a soap opera. I wish

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<v Speaker 2>you less dilemmas in the future.

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<v Speaker 10>Thank you, you have a blessed night. He was what

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<v Speaker 10>I'm going to keep watching your stream.

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<v Speaker 3>Good night, Dougs, Good.

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<v Speaker 2>Night all from Lazarus, Lazarus.

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<v Speaker 13>Hey man, what's up?

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<v Speaker 2>How are you Lazarus?

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<v Speaker 10>Well?

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<v Speaker 2>Year were you born Lazarus?

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<v Speaker 21>Nineteen ninety five?

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<v Speaker 2>Was that a good year?

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<v Speaker 17>I mean, I can't speak on the state of it

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<v Speaker 17>from my own experience.

1:18:52.520 --> 1:18:52.600
<v Speaker 2>But.

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<v Speaker 13>I know a lot of people that.

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<v Speaker 21>Were born that year, so i'd assume.

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<v Speaker 2>So you sound shy.

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<v Speaker 21>Yeah, I'm a a little bit of an introverted person.

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<v Speaker 2>But how has this past year been for you as

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<v Speaker 2>an introverted person, with everyone else sort of being forced

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<v Speaker 2>to be an introverted person as well.

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<v Speaker 13>Well.

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<v Speaker 21>I mean, I feel like I kind of had a

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<v Speaker 21>like a little bit of a head started advantage. I guess,

1:19:26.880 --> 1:19:30.920
<v Speaker 21>you know, didn't really change much of anything for me,

1:19:31.160 --> 1:19:34.240
<v Speaker 21>but kind of forced a lot of other people to

1:19:36.720 --> 1:19:38.560
<v Speaker 21>live in a way that they're not used to and

1:19:39.439 --> 1:19:41.120
<v Speaker 21>kind of adapt to the rest of the world.

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<v Speaker 2>So let me ask you something. As an introvert who

1:19:44.560 --> 1:19:47.599
<v Speaker 2>you know, I didn't have to adapt that much when

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<v Speaker 2>the pandemic started. How do you feel now that things

1:19:51.160 --> 1:19:54.680
<v Speaker 2>are returning backish to normal? Do you feel any sort

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<v Speaker 2>of pressure to be less of an introvert or do

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<v Speaker 2>do you feel comfortable where you are still?

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<v Speaker 21>I mean, I don't think it's gonna change a whole

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<v Speaker 21>lot for me personally.

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<v Speaker 3>I have a pretty.

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<v Speaker 21>Like guaranteed job and stuff that hasn't stopped due to

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<v Speaker 21>the pandemic.

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<v Speaker 6>But I might nice, of.

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<v Speaker 21>Course, a lot of other introverts that have to change

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<v Speaker 21>up a lot. You know, maybe they're out of work

1:20:26.439 --> 1:20:30.000
<v Speaker 21>and now they have to go back into it and

1:20:30.280 --> 1:20:32.040
<v Speaker 21>they've been out of the game for a while, so

1:20:32.160 --> 1:20:34.320
<v Speaker 21>it's gonna be kind of hard for them.

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<v Speaker 2>Would you say your name was Lazarus?

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<v Speaker 3>Yes, sir.

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<v Speaker 2>Do you like being an introvert or are you Do

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<v Speaker 2>you have desire to be less? Do you have a

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<v Speaker 2>desire to talk to more people, go out and do

1:20:53.720 --> 1:20:57.639
<v Speaker 2>more things? Or do you enjoy your current lifestyle?

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<v Speaker 21>I personally enjoy it most of the time. I really

1:21:06.920 --> 1:21:11.360
<v Speaker 21>like to read, and I enjoy, you know, quiet times

1:21:11.479 --> 1:21:17.720
<v Speaker 21>and being by myself and like a lot of introspection.

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<v Speaker 21>But there are other times, you know.

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<v Speaker 8>Where.

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<v Speaker 21>I have to be extroverted or I want to be

1:21:26.400 --> 1:21:29.880
<v Speaker 21>social and it can be difficult getting out there.

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<v Speaker 2>Do you have anything Do you remember the last time

1:21:37.560 --> 1:21:39.800
<v Speaker 2>that you put yourself out there in a way in

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<v Speaker 2>which it make you feeln comfortable?

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<v Speaker 5>What you did it?

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<v Speaker 2>Anyway?

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<v Speaker 21>Oh God, I mean I kind of have to do

1:21:51.000 --> 1:21:51.320
<v Speaker 21>it a lot.

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<v Speaker 8>With work.

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<v Speaker 21>I work with like a lot of people, but I'm

1:21:56.720 --> 1:21:59.200
<v Speaker 21>kind of used to that because I know all of them,

1:21:59.280 --> 1:22:03.919
<v Speaker 21>you know, I work with on a daily basis. Probably

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<v Speaker 21>the last time I can think of was the last

1:22:07.160 --> 1:22:11.560
<v Speaker 21>time I was back home because I work out of

1:22:11.640 --> 1:22:16.160
<v Speaker 21>state from where I'm originally from, and going to a

1:22:16.240 --> 1:22:20.759
<v Speaker 21>bonfire with an old buddy and having to meet a bunch.

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<v Speaker 13>Of new people.

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<v Speaker 2>Did you have a good time or was it stressful

1:22:27.240 --> 1:22:27.439
<v Speaker 2>for you?

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<v Speaker 21>I had a good time. It was pretty stressful because

1:22:34.040 --> 1:22:36.920
<v Speaker 21>you know, you as an introvert, you don't want.

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<v Speaker 18>To be.

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<v Speaker 21>Viewed as like the weird person at a party or

1:22:42.680 --> 1:22:49.000
<v Speaker 21>a bonfire. So that was a little difficult. And you know,

1:22:50.880 --> 1:22:56.120
<v Speaker 21>being over analytical and kind of overthinking things while you're

1:22:56.160 --> 1:22:59.880
<v Speaker 21>trying to enjoy yourself makes it a little difficult. But eventually,

1:23:00.040 --> 1:23:01.880
<v Speaker 21>you know, everyone kind of warmed up to me and

1:23:03.200 --> 1:23:06.479
<v Speaker 21>forced me to talk to them, so I ended up

1:23:06.479 --> 1:23:07.479
<v Speaker 21>having a pretty good time.

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<v Speaker 2>That's good. It's helpful when you're in a situation like

1:23:10.520 --> 1:23:13.840
<v Speaker 2>that when the other people around you are, you know,

1:23:14.040 --> 1:23:16.760
<v Speaker 2>trying to get to know you as well. You know,

1:23:17.200 --> 1:23:19.360
<v Speaker 2>because a lot of times, you know, if you if

1:23:19.560 --> 1:23:23.280
<v Speaker 2>if you're an introvert and the other person requires you

1:23:23.640 --> 1:23:25.439
<v Speaker 2>to make one hundred percent of the effort, it can

1:23:25.520 --> 1:23:27.280
<v Speaker 2>be difficult. But it's good when you get some effort

1:23:27.280 --> 1:23:28.280
<v Speaker 2>coming into your way as well.

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<v Speaker 21>Yeah, yeah, for sure, it's it's kind of shitty while

1:23:34.880 --> 1:23:38.320
<v Speaker 21>it's happening, but I think at the end of the day,

1:23:38.760 --> 1:23:42.800
<v Speaker 21>most introverts are kind of thankful for you know, having

1:23:42.920 --> 1:23:44.360
<v Speaker 21>other people force it on them.

1:23:47.600 --> 1:23:50.920
<v Speaker 2>I like, I like to try to do certain things

1:23:51.840 --> 1:23:54.240
<v Speaker 2>like that that'll make it easier for the other person.

1:23:54.360 --> 1:23:57.200
<v Speaker 2>Like if I'm like talking, like if I'm in a

1:23:57.240 --> 1:24:00.439
<v Speaker 2>group of people, uh, and like i know one person

1:24:00.560 --> 1:24:02.599
<v Speaker 2>and I know the other person I'm talking to codle

1:24:02.600 --> 1:24:04.479
<v Speaker 2>both of them at the same time or whatever, and

1:24:04.600 --> 1:24:06.599
<v Speaker 2>they don't know each other, I'll just say, like, hey,

1:24:06.680 --> 1:24:09.439
<v Speaker 2>have you met you know, if you just say, you know,

1:24:10.400 --> 1:24:11.920
<v Speaker 2>let the elephant in the room out of there, they

1:24:11.960 --> 1:24:13.920
<v Speaker 2>don't know each other, and you, you know, draw attention

1:24:14.040 --> 1:24:17.680
<v Speaker 2>to it. I feel like it it makes it a

1:24:17.720 --> 1:24:21.439
<v Speaker 2>little bit easier. Listen, Nazareth, before we go, I have

1:24:21.520 --> 1:24:24.639
<v Speaker 2>a question for you, go ahead.

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<v Speaker 21>Why I wasn't expecting that to end up coming on

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<v Speaker 21>this late in the call, but I think a better

1:24:35.400 --> 1:24:36.840
<v Speaker 21>question to ask is.

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<v Speaker 3>Why not.

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<v Speaker 2>Get out of here, Lazarus. I'll talk to you soon,

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<v Speaker 2>all right, have a good night.

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<v Speaker 1>All from Melvin.

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<v Speaker 2>Melvin.

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<v Speaker 10>Holy shit, are you okay?

1:24:53.040 --> 1:24:53.400
<v Speaker 2>Melvin?

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<v Speaker 12>No, yeah, I'm good.

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<v Speaker 2>Now that you sounded really nervous, like on the thing,

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<v Speaker 2>are you all right?

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<v Speaker 4>No?

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<v Speaker 12>Yeah, I'm good. It's just you know, I've been trying,

1:25:03.360 --> 1:25:06.240
<v Speaker 12>been trying a while and all my other all my

1:25:06.320 --> 1:25:07.240
<v Speaker 12>other ones sounded better.

1:25:07.320 --> 1:25:10.880
<v Speaker 2>But yeah, all your other ones, all your other what

1:25:11.000 --> 1:25:11.479
<v Speaker 2>sounded better?

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<v Speaker 18>Oh?

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<v Speaker 12>I try to you know when I said my name,

1:25:14.240 --> 1:25:16.799
<v Speaker 12>because I just like to come on my sixtieth time, honestly,

1:25:16.800 --> 1:25:19.080
<v Speaker 12>I just try to say you stamping immediately.

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<v Speaker 2>And and all right, So you've been very persistent over

1:25:22.320 --> 1:25:26.639
<v Speaker 2>the course of the year. Now, now that your persistence

1:25:26.920 --> 1:25:29.160
<v Speaker 2>has paid off in a sense, and we are currently

1:25:29.240 --> 1:25:32.080
<v Speaker 2>on the phone with one another, is there anything in

1:25:32.160 --> 1:25:34.400
<v Speaker 2>particular and it's okay If it's it's it's totally fine

1:25:34.439 --> 1:25:36.719
<v Speaker 2>if if not, But is there anything that you wanted

1:25:36.720 --> 1:25:37.120
<v Speaker 2>to talk about?

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<v Speaker 12>You know, honestly, therapy?

1:25:38.720 --> 1:25:39.080
<v Speaker 21>Get guy?

1:25:39.080 --> 1:25:40.280
<v Speaker 12>I just you know, I mean, all I wanted to

1:25:40.320 --> 1:25:44.040
<v Speaker 12>do was just talk to get ya. Yeah, I'm I'm

1:25:44.040 --> 1:25:44.400
<v Speaker 12>a reader.

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<v Speaker 10>Chilling.

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<v Speaker 2>What what does chilling mean to you?

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<v Speaker 12>He you know, I'm just sitting here back in my

1:25:51.240 --> 1:25:53.080
<v Speaker 12>my chair. Just the first three of the years I've

1:25:53.080 --> 1:25:56.320
<v Speaker 12>watched I TikTok and I always playing out stories of

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<v Speaker 12>you telling that's fun to watch. Yeah, I'm just over here.

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<v Speaker 2>This is your first time watching the stream from this TikTok.

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<v Speaker 2>You say, Yeah, how long have you been on the

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<v Speaker 2>have you long have you watching the stream floor like tonight?

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<v Speaker 12>Oh like two hours?

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<v Speaker 17>Oh?

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<v Speaker 2>Hell yeah? What do you do you feel like the

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<v Speaker 2>tick Do you feel like the tiktoks give an impression

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<v Speaker 2>of the stream that is not what the stream is.

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<v Speaker 1>Not at all?

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<v Speaker 12>No, because I think they do someone times they give

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<v Speaker 12>you the highlights of the streams and every here it's

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<v Speaker 12>just that's the full thing. I think this is better.

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<v Speaker 2>Well, thank you. I'm glad to hear that. Sometimes I

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<v Speaker 2>wonder if, like, because it's not always stories of people

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<v Speaker 2>shooting on their on their mom's face and stuff, but

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<v Speaker 2>it sometimes is.

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<v Speaker 12>Yeah, you know, I think if you did take my call,

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<v Speaker 12>I would have. I had a conundrum at a conundrum

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<v Speaker 12>for you.

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<v Speaker 2>Conlumb me up, come and on my face? What's up?

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<v Speaker 12>Listen.

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<v Speaker 2>So there's this.

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<v Speaker 13>A while back.

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<v Speaker 12>I'm not okay. So I was at school, right, and

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<v Speaker 12>then the steered he paid me ten dollars to drink

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<v Speaker 12>just a little bit of toilet water. And then everyone

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<v Speaker 12>that I told about it said is that, you know,

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<v Speaker 12>like ridiculous, like they would never do that, And personally,

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<v Speaker 12>I think it wasn't a dumb move. I don't know.

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<v Speaker 12>I think I think that's like a free ten bucks.

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<v Speaker 12>So I was just wondering, you're what would you have

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<v Speaker 12>done in that situation?

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<v Speaker 2>I h if I were in that situation, I would

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<v Speaker 2>not have drank the toilet water.

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<v Speaker 12>Really, yes, it's a free ten dollars though, well it's.

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<v Speaker 2>Not a free ten dollars. It's a ten dollars in

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<v Speaker 2>exchange for drinking toilet water.

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<v Speaker 12>Listen, in my mind, I did thinking about it. No,

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<v Speaker 12>I thought about it before. You might think, oh, yeah,

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<v Speaker 12>this kids sucking. Tell you now you know how many

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<v Speaker 12>germs are on your phone and on your on your hands,

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<v Speaker 12>and just like straight like pop bacteria and stuff, and

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<v Speaker 12>then you go and you eat a burger or whatever,

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<v Speaker 12>and then now you're ingesting all this shit bacteria going

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<v Speaker 12>all it aia. I think it's the same fucking difference

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<v Speaker 12>in my opinion. I am, and I didn't even get

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<v Speaker 12>sick or anything. I just was just a little sip

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<v Speaker 12>of a little toilet water and then bam, I got

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<v Speaker 12>ten bucks.

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<v Speaker 2>How big was the sip?

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<v Speaker 12>It was just a little, you know, it was the

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<v Speaker 12>slightest full nothing crazy.

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<v Speaker 2>Uh, I mean, what are you gonna do with the

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<v Speaker 2>ten dollars?

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<v Speaker 12>I don't know, give it my mom.

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<v Speaker 2>You're gonna give it to your mom.

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<v Speaker 12>Yeah, I love my mom.

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<v Speaker 2>That's very sweet. A all right, well, listen, here's the

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<v Speaker 2>thing is that? Okay? For me, here here's what I

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<v Speaker 2>actually think about this. For me, it would not be

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<v Speaker 2>worth it because I find the idea of drinking public

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<v Speaker 2>drinking water from a public toilet to be disgusting. But

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<v Speaker 2>for you, you don't find it disgusting.

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<v Speaker 1>I don't.

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<v Speaker 2>So for you, I actually it actually kind of is

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<v Speaker 2>free ten dollars because you didn't really have to do

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<v Speaker 2>anything that disgusts you. This was a pretty I would

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<v Speaker 2>you could say, nonchalant thing in your life. Yeah, so

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<v Speaker 2>for you, yes, it's a free ten dollars for me.

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<v Speaker 2>For anyone else who would be repulsed by the idea

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<v Speaker 2>of drinking toilet water, is a poor decision. But you know,

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<v Speaker 2>whether or not decision it's poor, it kind of depends

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<v Speaker 2>on the decision maker and how they feel about the thing.

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<v Speaker 2>I like that, so you know it's a decision. It

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<v Speaker 2>sounds as the you stand by your decision, and that's

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<v Speaker 2>what matters.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, yeah, you got go, Melvin.

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<v Speaker 12>Uh Okay, you know, can I just like sidetrack every

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<v Speaker 12>because I've been saying, you're watching this stream, and I was.

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<v Speaker 12>I was personally wondering. You know, I would if I

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<v Speaker 12>ever gotten the call, you know what else I'd ask him,

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<v Speaker 12>just because you're kind out of the topics, kind of

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<v Speaker 12>getting burnt. Sure, what's the craziest Okay, what's the craziest

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<v Speaker 12>thing anyone's ever seen?

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<v Speaker 11>Done?

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<v Speaker 12>I mean, I gotta assume that's just Yeah, people have what,

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<v Speaker 12>like told me some crazy as ship. I don't know,

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<v Speaker 12>maybe like done some crazy as ship. Well, I'm call

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<v Speaker 12>with you. And in your years of raprising as a

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<v Speaker 12>as a get.

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<v Speaker 2>Well, in the fifteen years that I've been doing this stream,

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<v Speaker 2>a lot has happened. You know what. It's funny you

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<v Speaker 2>ask me.

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<v Speaker 8>I don't have it.

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<v Speaker 2>I actually get asked that a lot, and I don't

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<v Speaker 2>have an answer for it. I really don't. I mean,

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<v Speaker 2>maybe that Donald Trump is a time traveler thing was

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<v Speaker 2>pretty pretty funny.

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<v Speaker 1>What's hot story?

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<v Speaker 2>Oh, this is a guy calling in to say that

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<v Speaker 2>he thought that Donald Trump was a time traveler. But

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<v Speaker 2>I don't really have an answer to that, Melvin. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 2>I mean, I'm sure it's somewhere on my TikTok, but

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<v Speaker 2>I really don't you know. Look, I take them as

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<v Speaker 2>I see them. These calls, I try not to think

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<v Speaker 2>about calls from the past. I try to think about

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<v Speaker 2>calls in the future. I try to think only about

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<v Speaker 2>the calls that I'm on right now. So I think

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<v Speaker 2>for me to bring up a past time would be

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<v Speaker 2>me not living in this current time.

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<v Speaker 12>Like that too, I like to live in the moment

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<v Speaker 12>as well.

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<v Speaker 10>Well.

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<v Speaker 2>Thank you so much for calling Melvin. I hope you

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<v Speaker 2>have a rest of the night, and I hope you

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<v Speaker 2>don't get sick from the toilet water.

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<v Speaker 12>You too, got you have a good night.

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<v Speaker 2>Good I.

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<v Speaker 6>Goes on the line, thinking of his own calls every night.

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<v Speaker 6>I was teaching you, but it's not really an expert