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Speaker 2: Never goes on the line taking your phone calls every night,

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Speaker 2: never goes to just teaching you loud your.

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Speaker 1: Life an expert.

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Speaker 3: All from Alyssa.

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Speaker 1: Alyssa, Hello, Alyssa, Hi Alyssa.

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Speaker 4: Oh my god, I did it?

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Speaker 1: You did you did I don't know if you did it,

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Speaker 1: because I don't really know what you're referring to by it.

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Speaker 1: If by it you're referring to you made it on

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Speaker 1: to the to the to the call in show, that

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Speaker 1: is true. Do you what are your goals in life?

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Speaker 1: What do you want to do? What is the real it?

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Speaker 4: Yeah, the it I was referring to in this moment

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Speaker 4: But my bigger goals right now is just getting a

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Speaker 4: No, I agree at this point. At this point, I've

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Speaker 1: Beautiful, Thank you so much for sharing Alissa, I wish

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Speaker 4: Can you too, thank you again for having.

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Speaker 1: Me guy, of course, take care Lissa, you too have

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Speaker 1: a good night.

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Speaker 8: Bye all from Rennie.

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Speaker 1: Rennie.

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Speaker 11: I'm doing awesome?

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Speaker 1: Do you know I'm doing good? It took me a

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Speaker 11: Everything, I'm doing great. I've been wanting to get on

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Speaker 9: Because I want to. I want to show this boss.

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Speaker 9: And I've been through so much and she's always.

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Speaker 9: And oh man, it's been it's been great. It's been awesome,

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Speaker 11: So this is good.

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Speaker 1: Are you happy that you feel more free to be yourself?

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Speaker 1: Happy mainly that you're about to try to embark. It

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Speaker 11: I've I always had these feelings, like I've always liked

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Speaker 11: Absolutely absolutely, thank you so much.

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Speaker 1: No idea what I'm doing. The express purpose of this

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Speaker 13: Okay, how about I'm gonna say Elizabeth, you chime in

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Speaker 6: What do you think our real problem is here?

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Speaker 13: And I think you should be a grateful What do

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Speaker 10: Oh, they scare me because I'm just not used to kids.

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Speaker 13: Really, I think she's actually afraid this is what our

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Speaker 10: Don't want to ignore them and give them a complex either,

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Speaker 1: Look, you can't set yourself on fire just to make

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Speaker 10: Yeah, that's true, that's true.

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Speaker 1: You got I feel like you should have sort more

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Speaker 10: Oh I like that. What's the practical one practical tip

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Speaker 1: Well, don't hit any of them?

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Speaker 10: No oh, I could replace the matella with like something healthy.

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Speaker 1: This is what mindfulness is about. This is what mindfulness

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Speaker 10: Getto I kind of think to you tomorrow morning, beautiful.

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Speaker 1: Thank you guys so much for for for calling in.

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Speaker 1: The life is crazy, but I hope you though.

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Speaker 10: Thanks, you're the best.

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Speaker 1: You have a good I guess yeah.

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Speaker 6: I take care.

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Speaker 3: All from Max.

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Speaker 1: Max.

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Speaker 6: Yeah good.

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Speaker 12: Hey, how's it going.

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Speaker 1: Can something be anything?

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Speaker 14: Uh?

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Speaker 1: Do you know a lot about the physical properties of

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Speaker 12: No, not at all. And I'm not going to pretend

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Speaker 1: I appreciate it. Look, here's the thing. A guy, anyone

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Speaker 5: Dude?

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Speaker 12: Come on, No, I went to college and I incurred

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Speaker 1: Yes, what did you What did you go for?

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Speaker 12: Oh my god, you name it. I've I was. I

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Speaker 7: Uh.

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Speaker 12: Well, I was a music major that that didn't work

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Speaker 12: work out. Then I then I quit.

448
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Speaker 1: So yeah, the thing with the music major is like

449
00:23:21,040 --> 00:23:22,800
Speaker 1: all this shit you can just learn how to make

450
00:23:22,920 --> 00:23:24,840
Speaker 1: music on YouTube man for free.

451
00:23:26,359 --> 00:23:29,240
Speaker 12: I know, I know, yeah, I know, trust me. I

452
00:23:29,280 --> 00:23:32,160
Speaker 12: mean it's a it seemed like.

453
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Speaker 1: What were you going to say?

454
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Speaker 12: No, it just seemed like a big waste of my time.

455
00:23:38,359 --> 00:23:40,480
Speaker 12: But I was also a child. I mean, you know,

456
00:23:40,520 --> 00:23:43,560
Speaker 12: you're eighteen when you started in school or well, I

457
00:23:43,560 --> 00:23:45,320
Speaker 12: mean most people are when they start in college, and

458
00:23:45,359 --> 00:23:48,760
Speaker 12: it's just like I'm going to be this, and then

459
00:23:48,920 --> 00:23:51,120
Speaker 12: you know, you get there and you go, oh wait,

460
00:23:51,359 --> 00:23:53,359
Speaker 12: I just want to like get high all the time.

461
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Speaker 1: I you know, I was going to say, you don't

462
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Speaker 1: even need YouTube to make music. You can just go

463
00:24:01,040 --> 00:24:02,040
Speaker 1: la la la la.

464
00:24:02,000 --> 00:24:03,040
Speaker 8: La la la.

465
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Speaker 12: That's beautiful. Look at that.

466
00:24:05,720 --> 00:24:08,120
Speaker 1: Nailed it from the brain. Are you high right now?

467
00:24:08,960 --> 00:24:11,080
Speaker 12: No? No, I am not.

468
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Speaker 1: How much debt are you in?

469
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Speaker 6: Oh god?

470
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Speaker 12: Uh ballpark? I mean I don't know the exact number

471
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Speaker 12: off the top of my head. It's some some like

472
00:24:23,280 --> 00:24:27,440
Speaker 12: sixty five grand or something like that. Spent a whole

473
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Speaker 12: bunch of money I didn't have, they should not have

474
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Speaker 12: given to me. And then and now they ask for

475
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Speaker 12: it back all the time, and I try not to

476
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Speaker 12: answer the phone when they call.

477
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Speaker 1: Damn that. Actually that pisses me off, man, because you're

478
00:24:44,320 --> 00:24:47,520
Speaker 1: because you're right, and I'm about I've got a serious

479
00:24:47,640 --> 00:24:49,919
Speaker 1: rant in me that I won't go on for the

480
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Speaker 1: sake of time. But you're correct. At eighteen, you don't

481
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Speaker 1: know what the fuck you're doing. You're just you're hot

482
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Speaker 1: all the time.

483
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Speaker 12: Yeah, and you're.

484
00:24:59,840 --> 00:25:02,680
Speaker 1: Like I'm gonna and then all these people are like, hey,

485
00:25:02,760 --> 00:25:04,240
Speaker 1: you got to go to college now, and you're like

486
00:25:04,240 --> 00:25:05,840
Speaker 1: all right, sick, and they're like, all right, give us

487
00:25:06,480 --> 00:25:10,879
Speaker 1: sixty five thousand dollars and you're like, sure.

488
00:25:11,720 --> 00:25:15,280
Speaker 12: Yeah, fucked up. That money is made up. That's imaginary money,

489
00:25:15,359 --> 00:25:15,920
Speaker 12: that's right.

490
00:25:16,040 --> 00:25:19,960
Speaker 1: Yeah, yeah, I mean it's not it's not fucked if

491
00:25:20,000 --> 00:25:23,000
Speaker 1: you're going to do a real thing. Not to say that,

492
00:25:23,119 --> 00:25:26,919
Speaker 1: mutic okay, okay, not to say that music is not

493
00:25:27,000 --> 00:25:30,160
Speaker 1: a real thing. Music is a totally real thing. It's

494
00:25:30,200 --> 00:25:37,240
Speaker 1: a totally legitimate career. Yeah, music school is not real.

495
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Speaker 12: No, no, what are they teaching me?

496
00:25:42,760 --> 00:25:44,159
Speaker 1: I don't know? How do you play the guitar? You

497
00:25:44,160 --> 00:25:48,840
Speaker 1: could play learn how to play the piano on fucking YouTube,

498
00:25:49,000 --> 00:25:52,120
Speaker 1: you know. Anyway, I mean, what do you do now

499
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Speaker 1: with your life?

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Speaker 12: Well? Right now I am. I'm actually I just started

501
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Speaker 12: in your job in fast food. I won't name the place,

502
00:26:00,880 --> 00:26:04,879
Speaker 12: but weirdly enough, they sent me to like boot camp.

503
00:26:05,160 --> 00:26:07,760
Speaker 12: I mean, that's that's basically what it's akin to. I

504
00:26:08,400 --> 00:26:12,119
Speaker 12: am away from my homes, about roughly seventeen hundred miles

505
00:26:12,160 --> 00:26:16,639
Speaker 12: away from my home for like ten weeks, and then

506
00:26:16,680 --> 00:26:20,880
Speaker 12: when I go back home, I will be a certified

507
00:26:21,000 --> 00:26:26,679
Speaker 12: manager for this restaurant, for this brand. I've been in

508
00:26:26,720 --> 00:26:30,960
Speaker 12: restaurants for like twelve thirteen years now, and I've been

509
00:26:30,960 --> 00:26:36,040
Speaker 12: in management for probably eight years of that, and this

510
00:26:36,240 --> 00:26:42,800
Speaker 12: is pretty intense for what is essentially just fast food. Again,

511
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Speaker 12: I don't want to give too much away.

512
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Speaker 1: You're going to a ten week McDonald's boot camp.

513
00:26:50,040 --> 00:26:51,480
Speaker 12: Yeah, it's not McDonald's.

514
00:26:51,520 --> 00:26:52,280
Speaker 6: I will say that.

515
00:26:52,320 --> 00:26:54,800
Speaker 12: I'll tell you what it's not. It's not McDonald's.

516
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Speaker 1: But can I why are you so? I mean, it's

517
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Speaker 1: not the CIA, you know, why? What's the What I'm

518
00:27:04,080 --> 00:27:07,560
Speaker 1: more curious about than what the restaurant is is like,

519
00:27:07,960 --> 00:27:09,960
Speaker 1: why you can't tell us?

520
00:27:11,480 --> 00:27:16,040
Speaker 12: Well, I guess I don't want to be too descriptive

521
00:27:16,080 --> 00:27:22,760
Speaker 12: about my my actual identity more or less. So I mean,

522
00:27:22,800 --> 00:27:24,720
Speaker 12: it's not really out. I mean, now I'm not gonna

523
00:27:24,720 --> 00:27:26,320
Speaker 12: tell you what it is. I'm gonna leave. I'm only

524
00:27:26,400 --> 00:27:27,160
Speaker 12: be hanging on that one.

525
00:27:28,400 --> 00:27:29,639
Speaker 1: But why do you have to go to a ten?

526
00:27:29,880 --> 00:27:31,320
Speaker 1: I mean, I've never heard of that you have to

527
00:27:31,320 --> 00:27:34,600
Speaker 1: go to a ten? I don't know thing like, are

528
00:27:34,640 --> 00:27:36,359
Speaker 1: you out of town for ten weeks?

529
00:27:36,720 --> 00:27:41,320
Speaker 12: Yeah? My wife is at home with three kids, and

530
00:27:41,400 --> 00:27:46,080
Speaker 12: I am in Tucson, Arizona. Okay, so that I'll tell

531
00:27:46,119 --> 00:27:48,959
Speaker 12: you I'm in Tucson, Arizona. Obviously it's already too late.

532
00:27:49,000 --> 00:27:49,640
Speaker 12: I've already told.

533
00:27:49,560 --> 00:27:55,680
Speaker 1: You that's more personal than what the restaurant is. That's

534
00:27:55,800 --> 00:27:59,360
Speaker 1: more private information than the information that you're withholding.

535
00:27:59,600 --> 00:28:04,159
Speaker 12: But but you don't know where I'm like from. You

536
00:28:04,160 --> 00:28:08,439
Speaker 12: don't know where where I came from the physical place

537
00:28:08,520 --> 00:28:10,800
Speaker 12: that I well, you do know I'm seventeen hundred miles

538
00:28:10,880 --> 00:28:13,280
Speaker 12: away from my home and I'm in Tucson. So you

539
00:28:13,320 --> 00:28:15,880
Speaker 12: pull out a compass, you might be able to figure

540
00:28:15,880 --> 00:28:16,160
Speaker 12: it out.

541
00:28:16,240 --> 00:28:19,119
Speaker 1: But that's a large enough radius that it's I mean, looking,

542
00:28:19,480 --> 00:28:21,200
Speaker 1: what's your name again? You told me your name. What's

543
00:28:21,200 --> 00:28:21,640
Speaker 1: your name?

544
00:28:22,040 --> 00:28:22,639
Speaker 12: It's Max.

545
00:28:23,359 --> 00:28:24,480
Speaker 1: No one's coming after you.

546
00:28:25,400 --> 00:28:25,880
Speaker 12: That's fair.

547
00:28:28,160 --> 00:28:29,600
Speaker 6: What I mean, what are we going.

548
00:28:29,600 --> 00:28:31,000
Speaker 1: To do is steal your identity.

549
00:28:31,880 --> 00:28:33,600
Speaker 12: I don't know. You might come to Tucson and.

550
00:28:35,000 --> 00:28:35,320
Speaker 6: Kill me.

551
00:28:35,400 --> 00:28:37,600
Speaker 12: I don't know. There might be people listening that area.

552
00:28:38,080 --> 00:28:38,880
Speaker 1: I want to kill you.

553
00:28:39,480 --> 00:28:42,880
Speaker 12: Well, that's not for me to say. I don't want

554
00:28:42,880 --> 00:28:46,360
Speaker 12: to kill me, but somebody might want to kill me.

555
00:28:46,400 --> 00:28:49,000
Speaker 12: And if they do, they now know where I'm at,

556
00:28:49,040 --> 00:28:50,600
Speaker 12: and that's on me. That's my fault.

557
00:28:51,280 --> 00:28:54,160
Speaker 1: Let me. I here's the thing. If someone wanted to

558
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Speaker 1: kill if someone wanted to just kill someone, the only

559
00:28:57,680 --> 00:29:00,560
Speaker 1: reason I think someone listening to this right now, would

560
00:29:00,560 --> 00:29:03,480
Speaker 1: want to kill you is just because they just wanted

561
00:29:03,480 --> 00:29:06,600
Speaker 1: to kill someone. They just had a bloodlust, and yeah,

562
00:29:06,840 --> 00:29:12,600
Speaker 1: find it and the and the challenge of finding you

563
00:29:12,800 --> 00:29:17,880
Speaker 1: based off of this information alone is impossible. The only

564
00:29:18,280 --> 00:29:19,959
Speaker 1: thing I could think of is if someone had not

565
00:29:20,000 --> 00:29:25,040
Speaker 1: only a bloodlust, but they wanted the challenge of killing you, Yeah,

566
00:29:25,200 --> 00:29:26,480
Speaker 1: that was appealing to them.

567
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Speaker 12: I'll start with all that. I'll wear a shirt that says,

568
00:29:30,760 --> 00:29:34,320
Speaker 12: like I was on therapy, get go Monday night. I'm

569
00:29:34,360 --> 00:29:35,880
Speaker 12: the guy that works in fast food, but I won't

570
00:29:35,880 --> 00:29:40,080
Speaker 12: tell you where. That might make it easier, but then

571
00:29:40,080 --> 00:29:42,480
Speaker 12: they'd still have to wade through all the meth heads

572
00:29:42,480 --> 00:29:45,360
Speaker 12: in Tucson, Arizona to find me. Not that I'm a

573
00:29:45,400 --> 00:29:47,080
Speaker 12: meth head, but there's a ton of them here.

574
00:29:48,760 --> 00:29:50,080
Speaker 1: Okay, So.

575
00:29:52,520 --> 00:29:55,520
Speaker 12: Max, Yeah that's me all right.

576
00:29:55,600 --> 00:29:57,400
Speaker 1: So you're at boot camp. What do you do?

577
00:29:57,520 --> 00:29:57,800
Speaker 6: All right?

578
00:29:57,840 --> 00:29:59,880
Speaker 1: So it's is this like is this like an upper

579
00:30:00,080 --> 00:30:01,680
Speaker 1: management thing or is it like you're in you're in

580
00:30:01,720 --> 00:30:04,520
Speaker 1: the restaurant doing They.

581
00:30:03,800 --> 00:30:07,240
Speaker 12: Yeah, man, it's operations like I'm I'm in the Yeah,

582
00:30:07,280 --> 00:30:12,040
Speaker 12: I'm in the restaurants. And they say their training locations

583
00:30:12,080 --> 00:30:16,840
Speaker 12: are like in Arizona and Nevada, and I ended up

584
00:30:16,880 --> 00:30:21,200
Speaker 12: in Arizona, where it's one hundred and fifteen degrees every day,

585
00:30:22,280 --> 00:30:24,880
Speaker 12: which everybody keeps saying, but it's a dry heat, but

586
00:30:24,960 --> 00:30:28,280
Speaker 12: it's it's still one hundred and fifteen fucking degrees part

587
00:30:28,280 --> 00:30:33,200
Speaker 12: of my language. But that's where I'm at. And every

588
00:30:33,280 --> 00:30:35,160
Speaker 12: day I go and I get to stand over grills

589
00:30:35,160 --> 00:30:38,600
Speaker 12: and fryers, not every day, five days a week, about

590
00:30:38,600 --> 00:30:42,680
Speaker 12: fifty hours of my week, I'm in a restaurant, just

591
00:30:42,840 --> 00:30:46,080
Speaker 12: learning how to make food and how to manage people

592
00:30:46,160 --> 00:30:49,520
Speaker 12: and how to lead a team, which again I've got

593
00:30:49,600 --> 00:30:54,600
Speaker 12: experience already in doing those things. But I genuinely believe

594
00:30:54,760 --> 00:30:57,960
Speaker 12: that this is just like a brainwash, like a corporate

595
00:30:58,040 --> 00:31:02,240
Speaker 12: brainwash tactic to get me to think about nothing but

596
00:31:02,880 --> 00:31:06,080
Speaker 12: this brand and this business for ten weeks.

597
00:31:06,680 --> 00:31:07,400
Speaker 5: This sounds like a.

598
00:31:07,360 --> 00:31:09,520
Speaker 1: Pain in the ass, Like why would you go through

599
00:31:09,640 --> 00:31:12,320
Speaker 1: Like if you have the experience, why would you go

600
00:31:12,360 --> 00:31:15,080
Speaker 1: through this instead of just you know, being a manager

601
00:31:15,120 --> 00:31:16,000
Speaker 1: at somewhere.

602
00:31:15,640 --> 00:31:20,840
Speaker 12: That because I had, because I have a bloated salary,

603
00:31:21,200 --> 00:31:23,959
Speaker 12: like I have my income and not that it's like insane,

604
00:31:24,560 --> 00:31:27,840
Speaker 12: but like my last job paid me quite a bit

605
00:31:27,840 --> 00:31:31,720
Speaker 12: of money, so it was nearly impossible to find anything

606
00:31:32,960 --> 00:31:36,480
Speaker 12: that was even equal to that pay. But I really

607
00:31:36,520 --> 00:31:38,840
Speaker 12: hated that job and I wanted to get away from it.

608
00:31:38,840 --> 00:31:42,360
Speaker 12: It was making me absolutely miserable. So when I was

609
00:31:42,400 --> 00:31:46,800
Speaker 12: approached by this brand that I'm currently training for and

610
00:31:46,840 --> 00:31:50,120
Speaker 12: they offered me more than what I was making, it

611
00:31:50,200 --> 00:31:52,120
Speaker 12: was hard for me to say no, especially because I, like,

612
00:31:52,160 --> 00:31:53,760
Speaker 12: I don't know if you heard me earlier, I got

613
00:31:53,960 --> 00:31:57,840
Speaker 12: three children, one to three of them, and they they

614
00:31:57,840 --> 00:32:02,240
Speaker 12: are expensive, so I bet yeh money man.

615
00:32:03,920 --> 00:32:07,120
Speaker 1: Well look, Max, it sounds like you're the very least

616
00:32:07,120 --> 00:32:08,240
Speaker 1: taking this on stride.

617
00:32:09,280 --> 00:32:11,880
Speaker 12: Yeah, I do you do what you can? Go see

618
00:32:11,880 --> 00:32:16,000
Speaker 12: the Tucson Botanical Gardens. It's very hot, but it's pretty.

619
00:32:16,080 --> 00:32:17,840
Speaker 12: If you're ever in Tucson, just so you know, that's

620
00:32:17,840 --> 00:32:20,800
Speaker 12: like the only pretty thing in the city. I apologize

621
00:32:20,800 --> 00:32:26,200
Speaker 12: to anybody from Tucson, but your city is awful and

622
00:32:27,160 --> 00:32:28,440
Speaker 12: I cannot wait to go home.

623
00:32:30,440 --> 00:32:32,040
Speaker 1: Best of luck, Max. I keep calling in.

624
00:32:33,280 --> 00:32:38,840
Speaker 12: Zionora all from Nick.

625
00:32:41,760 --> 00:32:49,920
Speaker 6: Nick Hey, Hello, Hello, Hey. I don't know if I

626
00:32:49,960 --> 00:32:52,200
Speaker 6: can follow up after Max from Chick fil A.

627
00:32:53,560 --> 00:32:55,880
Speaker 1: But but you thought he was from you? You're is

628
00:32:55,920 --> 00:32:58,280
Speaker 1: that what you're assuming he is? Is chick fil.

629
00:32:58,080 --> 00:33:00,280
Speaker 6: A gotta be chick fil A?

630
00:33:00,880 --> 00:33:02,760
Speaker 1: You know what, it's probably chick fil.

631
00:33:02,560 --> 00:33:04,400
Speaker 6: A gotta be.

632
00:33:06,080 --> 00:33:08,440
Speaker 1: Chick fil A? Is interesting. Chick fil A is interesting

633
00:33:08,520 --> 00:33:13,840
Speaker 1: because like their brand, the way that they've like branded

634
00:33:13,880 --> 00:33:17,440
Speaker 1: everything is is that it's like, you know, there's like

635
00:33:17,560 --> 00:33:20,280
Speaker 1: fast casual and then there's fast food.

636
00:33:21,440 --> 00:33:22,400
Speaker 6: Yeah, they're in the middle.

637
00:33:22,760 --> 00:33:25,280
Speaker 1: They're kind of in the middle. But I mean, all

638
00:33:25,280 --> 00:33:27,640
Speaker 1: the shit is this, It's all gonna kill you. But

639
00:33:28,040 --> 00:33:33,080
Speaker 1: they've successfully branded themselves as fast casual while being fast food.

640
00:33:33,560 --> 00:33:39,680
Speaker 6: Yes, So I stumbled across your channel on Reddit late

641
00:33:39,840 --> 00:33:45,000
Speaker 6: at night here and I'm thinking about leaving my job,

642
00:33:45,080 --> 00:33:47,360
Speaker 6: and I was wondering how you came up with a

643
00:33:47,440 --> 00:33:52,520
Speaker 6: gecko on a microphone.

644
00:33:52,680 --> 00:33:53,160
Speaker 12: Therapy.

645
00:33:54,600 --> 00:33:56,840
Speaker 1: I wish I had a clean origin story for you,

646
00:33:56,920 --> 00:33:59,800
Speaker 1: but it's really a culmination of a lot of different things.

647
00:34:00,080 --> 00:34:07,200
Speaker 1: Got I got a little lucky as well, because I

648
00:34:07,240 --> 00:34:12,560
Speaker 1: stumbled upon our Pan and I've since you know, moved

649
00:34:12,560 --> 00:34:17,640
Speaker 1: on to other places on the internet, but our Pan.

650
00:34:17,920 --> 00:34:23,400
Speaker 1: I was like, this is a thing that it's like,

651
00:34:23,440 --> 00:34:25,920
Speaker 1: you know, on Twitch, if you're going Twitch, you know

652
00:34:25,920 --> 00:34:27,719
Speaker 1: no one will ever watch you do anything. But if

653
00:34:27,719 --> 00:34:30,400
Speaker 1: you go on our Pan, you know, it's got a

654
00:34:30,400 --> 00:34:32,480
Speaker 1: good community there. So I just started streaming on our

655
00:34:32,520 --> 00:34:37,080
Speaker 1: pan as a lizard and uh and and I just

656
00:34:37,120 --> 00:34:39,600
Speaker 1: didn't stop and now I'm here and I did not

657
00:34:39,680 --> 00:34:43,520
Speaker 1: expect it. But but okay, but enough about me. I

658
00:34:44,360 --> 00:34:47,560
Speaker 1: want to hear about you. You're thinking about leaving your job.

659
00:34:48,440 --> 00:34:50,800
Speaker 6: Yeah, yeah, probably a good.

660
00:34:52,000 --> 00:34:54,200
Speaker 1: Yeah, probably you're probably not you say.

661
00:34:54,239 --> 00:34:57,600
Speaker 6: I probably am? Probably am yep, sick?

662
00:34:57,640 --> 00:34:59,160
Speaker 1: Why well maybe why do you want to leave?

663
00:35:01,400 --> 00:35:06,280
Speaker 6: Uh? Without getting too specific about what I do.

664
00:35:06,640 --> 00:35:08,279
Speaker 1: Real quick, I'm out on speakerphone right now.

665
00:35:08,920 --> 00:35:10,319
Speaker 6: Yes, apologies, could you.

666
00:35:10,320 --> 00:35:11,720
Speaker 1: Take me off? But it's slightly hard.

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00:35:11,560 --> 00:35:14,919
Speaker 6: To hear you without getting into is that a little better?

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Speaker 1: Much better?

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Speaker 5: Thank you?

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Speaker 6: Without getting into specifically what I do, I will say

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Speaker 6: that a series of societal events have led to the

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Speaker 6: degeneration of the type of work that I do, which

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Speaker 6: no longer makes it possible or safe to continue. So

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Speaker 6: just looking for other work and uh, yeah, yep, interesting,

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Speaker 6: that's about it.

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Speaker 1: So your job has become and then you know, look,

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Speaker 1: you know, it sounds like you're you have this is

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Speaker 1: not something you want to go super in depth into,

679
00:35:55,760 --> 00:35:58,520
Speaker 1: so you don't feel like you are, don't feel pressured too,

680
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Speaker 1: But you feel like you're not Your job is not

681
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Speaker 1: safe anymore.

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Speaker 6: No, nope, nope, no longer safe, uh like physically safe,

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Speaker 6: and or uh like viability sake.

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Speaker 1: Viability, it's no longer. It's no longer safe.

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Speaker 6: Lucrative or like the liability is involved in too high.

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Speaker 1: Okay, well I want to I'm proud of you, dude,

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Speaker 1: Thank you for getting out of there, you know, and

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Speaker 1: really hope happen that you're prioritizing your health. I'm sorry,

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Speaker 1: what did you say?

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Speaker 6: You really hoping this AMC stuck takes off? So if

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Speaker 6: you're not in it, you should know.

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Speaker 1: Better than following AMC.

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Speaker 6: It's it's only fifty eight bucks. Get one of them

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Speaker 6: about twenty eight?

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Speaker 1: Yeah, twenty eight. Have you ever thought about because here's

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Speaker 1: what I would do if I I fucking if everything

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00:37:01,800 --> 00:37:04,120
Speaker 1: goes wrong in my life, if I, you know, run

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Speaker 1: out of money, I would probably just scrape together I

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Speaker 1: would try to scrape together enough money to move to

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Speaker 1: like like Vietnam or something like that, anyway, somewhere where,

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Speaker 1: somewhere where the purchasing power of my dollar it like

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Speaker 1: increases by a lot, like.

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Speaker 6: The Thailand or Costa Rica.

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Speaker 1: Yeah, yeah, something like that you think about doing that.

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Speaker 12: I've thought about it.

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Speaker 6: Probably Alaska just to Alaska.

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Speaker 1: Is Alaska cheap?

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Speaker 8: Yeah?

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Speaker 6: Not only is Alaska cheap, but after you've lived there

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Speaker 6: from December to December a calendar year. You can't live

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Speaker 6: there from like July to July. If you live there

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Speaker 6: from December to December, you and your family are eligible

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Speaker 6: for oil money, so you can. Yeah, you get a

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Speaker 6: certain amount of money per person and it's like up

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Speaker 6: to ten thousand dollars per person per year. And then

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Speaker 6: in March, the government also does like a survey of

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Speaker 6: how much people make in March, so all the little

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Speaker 6: business is shut down, and then they give you more

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Speaker 6: money based on you not having income in the month

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Speaker 6: of March. So it's it's cheap and they give you

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Speaker 6: tons of money and you can final land out there.

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Speaker 1: It sounds like you've done a lot of research into

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Speaker 1: moving to Alaska.

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Speaker 6: Yeah, a little bit, are you are?

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Speaker 1: Is that what you're thinking? How do you have a family?

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Speaker 6: Yeah? Yeah, that's the whole moving to Alaska so far

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Speaker 6: from family. That's the only problem.

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Speaker 1: They wouldn't come with.

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Speaker 6: No, no, they they don't want to leave their family.

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Speaker 1: By the way, this is the plot of the Simpsons movie.

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Speaker 1: Oh really, yeah, i Ame wants to move to Alaska,

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Speaker 1: but the family doesn't want to go anyway, it.

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Speaker 6: Was it was nice. It was nice meeting you. I

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Speaker 6: I was interested in the Gecko story and I look

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Speaker 6: forward to, uh maybe a live show since I.

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Speaker 1: Oh sure, sure, I didn't know if you you wanted

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Speaker 1: to keep talking about this though, I'm I'm interested in

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Speaker 1: I'm oh sure, why what what are you leaning towards doing?

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Speaker 4: So?

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Speaker 6: I'm I'm kind of handy in a lot of ways.

741
00:39:32,360 --> 00:39:37,040
Speaker 6: I've I've kept my cars running forever. I do some carpentry,

742
00:39:37,120 --> 00:39:41,680
Speaker 6: I do photography, a number of just little things that

743
00:39:41,760 --> 00:39:47,520
Speaker 6: I'm halfway decent at. So probably a YouTube channel or something.

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Speaker 6: I'm not sure exactly yet.

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Speaker 1: Oh I'm not trying to do like some like content internet.

746
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Speaker 6: Ship, but yeah, potentially, I'm kind of tired of working

747
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Speaker 6: for other people. And I'm not going to school to

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Speaker 6: get yeah, more debt, because I've already got I've been

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Speaker 6: down to ten grand on that, so I'm not trying

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Speaker 6: to get in more of that.

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Speaker 1: Uh huh, but mm hmm, what what what? What would

752
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Speaker 1: it be like your ideal sort of business to.

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Speaker 6: Have, like just straight up business. I've actually started buying

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Speaker 6: materials and making things and putting them on Amazon, like

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Speaker 6: manufacturing and and that's that's doing pretty well, Like carpentry

756
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Speaker 6: stuff like American made stuff I'm into. I'd be down.

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Speaker 6: I really love photography, like landscape photography, like wildlife photography,

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Speaker 6: so kind of doing some of that.

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Speaker 1: Can I ask this the stuff that you're putting on Amazon,

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Speaker 1: is it more practical stuff or like art.

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00:40:57,120 --> 00:41:00,920
Speaker 6: More more practical stuff like, uh, it's it's it's small

762
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Speaker 6: right now. I have some like for board games like

763
00:41:04,440 --> 00:41:07,760
Speaker 6: dice rolling trays, and I'm working on some cutting boards

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Speaker 6: and charcuterie boards and things like that, like, uh, just

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Speaker 6: quality made American stuff that uh like. I'd like to

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Speaker 6: have a couple of employees doing making things at some point,

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Speaker 6: but have like a YouTube side of it that was

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Speaker 6: marketing and also making money for the business as well.

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Speaker 1: I like, I like your voice. By the way, you

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Speaker 1: should definitely be in these videos because right just now,

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Speaker 1: I don't know if anyone heard it when when you

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Speaker 1: said quality made American, like you sounded like a voice

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Speaker 1: and a commercial saying it.

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Speaker 6: That's that's funny. I I've I've told my uh My

775
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Speaker 6: wife's that quite a few times that I should do

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Speaker 6: voice acting. She she finds it funny but also irritating

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00:41:55,920 --> 00:41:58,040
Speaker 6: when I do different accents. Don't don't put me on

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Speaker 6: the spot right here. But but I appreciate the boats.

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Speaker 1: Confidence absolutely, man. I I think I think you should

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Speaker 1: double down on these things. It sounds like you have

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Speaker 1: it sounds like you have directions to go, you know,

782
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Speaker 1: so I think you should totally double down on them.

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Speaker 6: Appreciate that, man, of course, Thank.

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Speaker 1: You, Alaska. I'm gonna have to look into looking because

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Speaker 1: I also try to think of, you know, plan B

786
00:42:25,160 --> 00:42:27,960
Speaker 1: if I you don't have to, you know, ditch out

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Speaker 1: off the grid. I've never I'm gonna look that up now.

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Speaker 6: Yeah, Alaska's Alaska is probably number one place, and there's

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Speaker 6: tons of work.

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Speaker 3: Man.

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Speaker 6: There's lots of fishing and uh tons of like construction

792
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Speaker 6: and maintenance. Like, there's just tons and tons of work there. Disappear.

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Speaker 6: I don't know if i'd go up there as a gecko, but.

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Speaker 1: Well I might. I might. I might see in Alaska

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Speaker 1: some day my friends.

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Speaker 6: All right, all right, man, well I appreciate the talk.

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Speaker 1: Yeah, dude, it's a pleasure talking to you. I wish

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Speaker 1: you the best of luck. Oh one more thing, one

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00:43:06,480 --> 00:43:08,920
Speaker 1: more thing, more thing, And everyone in the chat fucking

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00:43:08,960 --> 00:43:10,480
Speaker 1: makes fun of me when I talk about this, but

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Speaker 1: I don't care because it will change your life potentially.

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Speaker 14: Uh huh.

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Speaker 1: You is, if you're going to do any sort of

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00:43:16,360 --> 00:43:21,480
Speaker 1: like content like YouTube, whatever, make a TikTok, do double

805
00:43:21,520 --> 00:43:24,560
Speaker 1: down on TikTok is TikTok because the way that YouTube works,

806
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Speaker 1: it's really hard to build a channel, but it's not

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Speaker 1: as hard to build a TikTok thing. So if you're

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Speaker 1: going to do any sort of content shit like that,

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Speaker 1: focus on.

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Speaker 6: TikTok Okay do they have do they have any like

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Speaker 6: other than like advertisements? Do they do?

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Speaker 13: Spot?

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00:43:40,719 --> 00:43:40,799
Speaker 1: Like?

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Speaker 6: Can you make money on TikTok? I haven't even looked

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Speaker 6: at TikTok never use it before?

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Speaker 1: Well would you you can? Well, if you want to,

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Speaker 1: like you said that, you want to make like these

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Speaker 1: like advertisements for these these practical things, what you would

819
00:43:53,000 --> 00:43:56,200
Speaker 1: do is you would make tiktoks talking about these things,

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Speaker 1: showing yourself making these things blah blah like sort of

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Speaker 1: you know, gain off following is who you are, and

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Speaker 1: then sort of use that to be like, hey, here's

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Speaker 1: where I sell these things that I make, these videos

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00:44:06,360 --> 00:44:08,319
Speaker 1: about me making, so you would sort of use it

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Speaker 1: as advertising.

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Speaker 6: That's a good idea. Yeah, I might, I might do that.

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Speaker 1: You should. I believe in you.

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Speaker 6: I appreciate that. Man. Thank you, and actually thanks for

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Speaker 6: the idea, of course.

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Speaker 1: Man, I hope you do it. I hope to see

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Speaker 1: you on the FYP baby.

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Speaker 6: Absolutely all right, broad taking, Yeah this guy.

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Speaker 1: for me to do more therapy Gecko in the future,

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Speaker 3: All right, back to the calls from Sam.

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Speaker 1: Why do you wind up? Why do you want me

847
00:45:19,520 --> 00:45:20,200
Speaker 1: to not pick up?

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Speaker 12: What?

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Speaker 15: No, no, no, no, no, my dog?

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00:45:25,719 --> 00:45:27,120
Speaker 1: Your dog pissed on the floor.

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Speaker 15: That that's what I said.

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Speaker 1: Yep, just now? Am I on speakerphone?

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Speaker 12: No?

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Speaker 3: Why?

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Speaker 1: Why you am?

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Speaker 6: I do you?

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00:45:35,760 --> 00:45:38,920
Speaker 1: I mean, I assume you set the phone down to

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Speaker 1: clean up the piss?

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00:45:40,520 --> 00:45:42,359
Speaker 6: No, I got I got an air pot in.

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Speaker 1: Sound very can you guys hear Sam? You sound very faint?

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Speaker 5: Oh, I can put you on speaker and at really

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Speaker 5: hear me better?

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00:45:52,440 --> 00:45:52,800
Speaker 6: How's that?

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Speaker 1: How's the music? How's the music? Is the chat? Is

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Speaker 1: the music too loud?

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Speaker 6: I think this is.

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Speaker 5: More important than cleaning up piss?

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Speaker 8: Well?

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Speaker 1: I mean, look, if you need to, I mean we

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Speaker 1: can talk while you pick clean up.

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Speaker 5: It's fine.

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Speaker 6: It's just all that.

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Speaker 5: It's so can I'm used to.

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Speaker 1: It, you're used to it. How often did your dog

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Speaker 1: be on the bey on the floor?

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Speaker 5: I can't count past five?

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Speaker 1: So what do you want? What do you what? What

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Speaker 1: do you want from it?

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00:46:31,760 --> 00:46:32,120
Speaker 6: With this?

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Speaker 1: I don't know.

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Speaker 5: I just I just wanted to call in it seemed cool.

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Speaker 12: Okay, any therapy right here's because there's.

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Speaker 1: I feel like I can only go so far with Okay.

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Speaker 6: Speaker, you could therapy my dog.

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Speaker 5: I think she had anxious piss on the floor.

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Speaker 1: Because you can your dog talk.

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Speaker 6: So Brian Grilson's situation.

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Speaker 1: Now, Sam, listen, Sam, listen to me. I have a

889
00:47:03,880 --> 00:47:09,040
Speaker 1: question for you. All right, Are you okay?

890
00:47:09,760 --> 00:47:11,520
Speaker 5: That's a real philosophical question.

891
00:47:13,400 --> 00:47:15,680
Speaker 1: It can be depending on how how you want to

892
00:47:15,680 --> 00:47:19,239
Speaker 1: interpret it.

893
00:47:19,280 --> 00:47:21,080
Speaker 15: Is that how you want me to interpret it.

894
00:47:21,680 --> 00:47:23,400
Speaker 1: I don't want you. I don't want anything from you.

895
00:47:24,840 --> 00:47:28,880
Speaker 6: Okay.

896
00:47:29,480 --> 00:47:31,400
Speaker 5: I just saw someone chat say therapist.

897
00:47:31,520 --> 00:47:32,080
Speaker 16: I'm sorry.

898
00:47:32,200 --> 00:47:35,319
Speaker 1: Don't look at it, Sam, Sam, focus on me. Don't

899
00:47:35,320 --> 00:47:37,400
Speaker 1: look at chat, don't look at the puddle of piss

900
00:47:37,400 --> 00:47:39,719
Speaker 1: on your floor. Just let's listen to my voice. You

901
00:47:39,719 --> 00:47:41,160
Speaker 1: know what I lied. I do want something from you.

902
00:47:41,280 --> 00:47:42,719
Speaker 1: I want you to answer a question for me.

903
00:47:43,239 --> 00:47:44,560
Speaker 15: Okay, I'll answer, I'll answer.

904
00:47:45,320 --> 00:47:46,920
Speaker 1: Can something be anything?

905
00:47:49,280 --> 00:47:51,759
Speaker 16: So we're going back to philosophical.

906
00:47:53,960 --> 00:47:58,360
Speaker 5: Uh, in essence, In theory, anything could be something, and

907
00:47:58,440 --> 00:48:01,080
Speaker 5: something could be anything, but in that moment, it is

908
00:48:01,160 --> 00:48:05,200
Speaker 5: not that anything. It has the potential to become anything.

909
00:48:06,160 --> 00:48:07,880
Speaker 1: Well, who the fuck is this? We're talking to a

910
00:48:07,920 --> 00:48:12,279
Speaker 1: new guy here, because that was that was not That

911
00:48:12,440 --> 00:48:14,759
Speaker 1: did not sound like anything else you've said through the

912
00:48:14,840 --> 00:48:17,400
Speaker 1: duration that I'm talking to you. That sounded like you

913
00:48:17,480 --> 00:48:20,680
Speaker 1: really thought it through. I know it was in you.

914
00:48:22,520 --> 00:48:27,640
Speaker 5: I think it's some mental issues. It signs through the anxiety,

915
00:48:27,719 --> 00:48:30,520
Speaker 5: you know. It kind of like it lets you live

916
00:48:30,520 --> 00:48:33,640
Speaker 5: with multiple lives and you don't realize it until you

917
00:48:33,719 --> 00:48:37,200
Speaker 5: know it gives it to you. When a scenario you

918
00:48:37,200 --> 00:48:39,759
Speaker 5: thought through in your head you didn't even realize you did,

919
00:48:40,680 --> 00:48:42,560
Speaker 5: and now you realize you're a philosopher.

920
00:48:43,800 --> 00:48:45,759
Speaker 1: Is this a scenario that you thought through in your

921
00:48:45,760 --> 00:48:46,440
Speaker 1: head previously?

922
00:48:48,040 --> 00:48:49,960
Speaker 5: I might guess. So it just kind of showed up.

923
00:48:52,280 --> 00:48:54,640
Speaker 1: Do you Are you referring to the scenario of us

924
00:48:54,680 --> 00:48:55,640
Speaker 1: being on the phone right now?

925
00:48:56,840 --> 00:48:57,040
Speaker 6: Oh?

926
00:48:57,120 --> 00:49:03,759
Speaker 1: Yeah, Yeah, when you played out sort of a simulation

927
00:49:03,840 --> 00:49:05,239
Speaker 1: in your head of what it might be like to

928
00:49:05,280 --> 00:49:09,520
Speaker 1: be on the phone with me, How did that play

929
00:49:09,560 --> 00:49:11,680
Speaker 1: out in your head? And then how did that differentiate

930
00:49:11,680 --> 00:49:14,320
Speaker 1: from how it played out in reality? If you consider

931
00:49:14,360 --> 00:49:19,120
Speaker 1: this reality.

932
00:49:17,520 --> 00:49:21,840
Speaker 5: I didn't expect you to pick up, So that's a

933
00:49:21,880 --> 00:49:33,120
Speaker 5: pretty big difference. Sure, the piss is leaking into the floorboards, Sam, Yeah.

934
00:49:33,360 --> 00:49:38,200
Speaker 1: For your benefit, I'm gonna let you. I'm gonna let

935
00:49:38,200 --> 00:49:40,919
Speaker 1: you clean up your dog's piss. If I were there

936
00:49:40,920 --> 00:49:42,480
Speaker 1: in the room with you, I promise I would help

937
00:49:43,480 --> 00:49:43,920
Speaker 1: but I'm not.

938
00:49:44,160 --> 00:49:46,759
Speaker 5: That's that's that's that's kind of you to say thank

939
00:49:46,800 --> 00:49:49,799
Speaker 5: you for that's. I really needed to hear that as

940
00:49:49,800 --> 00:49:52,200
Speaker 5: I see the piss during into the floorboards.

941
00:49:55,560 --> 00:49:57,200
Speaker 1: How are we gonna are just using paper towels or

942
00:49:57,200 --> 00:49:59,040
Speaker 1: do you have like a you know, at least just

943
00:49:59,080 --> 00:50:00,719
Speaker 1: on the it's just on the hard wood floor. The

944
00:50:00,719 --> 00:50:01,239
Speaker 1: worst of it wrong.

945
00:50:02,239 --> 00:50:03,560
Speaker 5: I think I might have to lift it up to

946
00:50:03,680 --> 00:50:06,839
Speaker 5: clean up, to play with underneath, because there's a it's

947
00:50:06,880 --> 00:50:09,319
Speaker 5: it's a small dog, but the amount of piss that

948
00:50:09,360 --> 00:50:13,319
Speaker 5: they release is incomprehensible. It really looks like they took

949
00:50:13,320 --> 00:50:15,279
Speaker 5: like a two liter bottle and just dumped it out

950
00:50:15,880 --> 00:50:18,920
Speaker 5: in its entirety.

951
00:50:20,680 --> 00:50:22,799
Speaker 1: Do you think that will rumin the Do you think

952
00:50:22,800 --> 00:50:24,840
Speaker 1: it'll little like grow mold or something?

953
00:50:26,640 --> 00:50:28,359
Speaker 5: Probably not, hasn't yet.

954
00:50:31,160 --> 00:50:32,600
Speaker 1: Thank you for calling, Sam. I'll talk to you soon.

955
00:50:32,680 --> 00:50:34,120
Speaker 1: And good luck with cleaning up your dog's pace.

956
00:50:34,680 --> 00:50:36,799
Speaker 5: All right, I'll call it back and figure it cleaned up?

957
00:50:37,560 --> 00:50:38,840
Speaker 1: Beautiful sounds good.

958
00:50:41,080 --> 00:50:43,400
Speaker 12: Dog? Is it your dog?

959
00:50:45,920 --> 00:50:48,120
Speaker 14: Toall docs and mix.

960
00:50:51,280 --> 00:50:52,800
Speaker 1: I kind of have to I don't know why, but

961
00:50:52,840 --> 00:50:55,000
Speaker 1: this conversation is kind of making me have to piss.

962
00:50:58,040 --> 00:51:00,880
Speaker 5: You could just turn around on the stream. Maybe go

963
00:51:00,960 --> 00:51:04,880
Speaker 5: behind his chair, just squat down or something. You're not

964
00:51:05,080 --> 00:51:07,439
Speaker 5: crapping now, I'm like, you don't need a squat Why

965
00:51:07,600 --> 00:51:08,200
Speaker 5: is this squad?

966
00:51:10,880 --> 00:51:13,160
Speaker 1: Have a goodnight, sim.

967
00:51:12,320 --> 00:51:14,520
Speaker 5: Good night, have a good one, thinks.

968
00:51:17,000 --> 00:51:27,319
Speaker 3: Aw from Erwin, Erwin, Hello, what's up?

969
00:51:27,560 --> 00:51:29,279
Speaker 12: Win? Hi?

970
00:51:30,040 --> 00:51:31,080
Speaker 6: This is a therapy gecko.

971
00:51:31,200 --> 00:51:35,040
Speaker 5: Right, yep, Well, it's a pleasure to talk to you.

972
00:51:36,040 --> 00:51:38,160
Speaker 5: I never thought i'd actually talk to someone who has

973
00:51:38,200 --> 00:51:39,720
Speaker 5: who has relative decent fame.

974
00:51:40,200 --> 00:51:42,480
Speaker 6: It's crazy, alright.

975
00:51:43,080 --> 00:51:49,200
Speaker 1: I don't think. I don't I'm I. I'm just uh,

976
00:51:50,520 --> 00:51:51,840
Speaker 1: I don't know. I don't know what I'm doing. I

977
00:51:51,880 --> 00:51:54,040
Speaker 1: don't I don't know if I'm famous. I think I'm

978
00:51:54,040 --> 00:51:57,920
Speaker 1: more just. I mean, how do you how would you

979
00:51:57,960 --> 00:51:59,040
Speaker 1: even define famous?

980
00:51:59,840 --> 00:52:02,520
Speaker 5: If I had to say, if you have what would

981
00:52:02,520 --> 00:52:06,240
Speaker 5: be considered a small army, so around two thousand watching

982
00:52:06,239 --> 00:52:07,640
Speaker 5: you on a daily basis.

983
00:52:07,280 --> 00:52:10,399
Speaker 6: I'd say that's quite famous.

984
00:52:11,600 --> 00:52:13,839
Speaker 5: I mean, let's be honest, like, how many of your

985
00:52:13,880 --> 00:52:17,520
Speaker 5: average Joe's get two thousand people on a minimum the

986
00:52:18,120 --> 00:52:24,280
Speaker 5: daily possibly watching them?

987
00:52:22,840 --> 00:52:28,040
Speaker 1: I mean, having like a I don't know. I guess,

988
00:52:28,200 --> 00:52:32,160
Speaker 1: but I don't know. I guess, well famous relative, I guess,

989
00:52:33,440 --> 00:52:36,960
Speaker 1: like you know, like the popular kid in high school

990
00:52:37,080 --> 00:52:40,040
Speaker 1: or whatever is is? Are they famous in a way

991
00:52:40,840 --> 00:52:44,200
Speaker 1: because they have? Like if you have three friends, you know,

992
00:52:44,280 --> 00:52:47,200
Speaker 1: are you? Are you famous because three people know you?

993
00:52:47,200 --> 00:52:51,080
Speaker 1: If I have you know, five hundred people who you

994
00:52:51,120 --> 00:52:54,799
Speaker 1: know watch my you know stuff in my But then

995
00:52:55,000 --> 00:52:56,680
Speaker 1: there's other famous people who have like you know, it's

996
00:52:56,680 --> 00:53:00,920
Speaker 1: all it's all relative. Anyone you're famous.

997
00:53:00,920 --> 00:53:05,800
Speaker 5: Sorry, what you're saying, Well, what you're saying reminds me

998
00:53:05,880 --> 00:53:08,280
Speaker 5: of a quote of being the biggest fish in the pond,

999
00:53:08,400 --> 00:53:11,200
Speaker 5: but being nothing in the ocean. I just remember that quote.

1000
00:53:12,040 --> 00:53:13,400
Speaker 5: You ever watched the movie big Fish?

1001
00:53:14,680 --> 00:53:14,839
Speaker 8: No?

1002
00:53:14,920 --> 00:53:17,320
Speaker 1: I have not heard of. That is what is big Fish.

1003
00:53:17,320 --> 00:53:19,439
Speaker 5: It's basically about a movie of like this guy whose

1004
00:53:19,520 --> 00:53:22,920
Speaker 5: grandpa basically tells them all these exotic stories about his

1005
00:53:23,040 --> 00:53:26,319
Speaker 5: life and and then based and that's basically it. And

1006
00:53:26,880 --> 00:53:28,840
Speaker 5: it turns out these stories were kind of true but

1007
00:53:29,040 --> 00:53:31,759
Speaker 5: a little exaggerated. That's just what I remember off the

1008
00:53:31,760 --> 00:53:33,960
Speaker 5: top of my head. I'm sure you're ready. I'm sure

1009
00:53:34,000 --> 00:53:36,120
Speaker 5: the chat knows exactly what the movie big Fish is.

1010
00:53:38,560 --> 00:53:42,480
Speaker 1: Someone in the chat just said big Fish is the

1011
00:53:42,520 --> 00:53:43,919
Speaker 1: greatest movie ever made.

1012
00:53:45,600 --> 00:53:50,560
Speaker 5: Well, congratulations for them. I'm glad they find something they enjoy.

1013
00:53:50,719 --> 00:53:53,080
Speaker 1: I okay, I'll have to check that out. Do you

1014
00:53:53,120 --> 00:53:55,239
Speaker 1: think I would like it? Like knowing like I don't

1015
00:53:55,280 --> 00:53:57,239
Speaker 1: know if the like? Do you think I would like it?

1016
00:53:58,000 --> 00:53:59,920
Speaker 1: I mean, what if you ever information you know about me?

1017
00:54:00,719 --> 00:54:03,279
Speaker 5: I mean, what is your favorite genre of movies if

1018
00:54:03,320 --> 00:54:05,320
Speaker 5: you're okay to divulge that information.

1019
00:54:07,840 --> 00:54:19,120
Speaker 1: I like videos on YouTube of like chiptune. It's like

1020
00:54:19,160 --> 00:54:22,200
Speaker 1: old like video music, video game music from when I

1021
00:54:22,280 --> 00:54:24,799
Speaker 1: was a kid. My my favorite movie right now is

1022
00:54:24,800 --> 00:54:27,000
Speaker 1: is a long play of Shadow of the Hedgehog.

1023
00:54:28,120 --> 00:54:28,480
Speaker 6: Hm hmm.

1024
00:54:29,280 --> 00:54:31,160
Speaker 1: That's the most recent movie that I watched.

1025
00:54:32,120 --> 00:54:35,319
Speaker 5: I mean, based off the information I based off the

1026
00:54:35,320 --> 00:54:38,160
Speaker 5: information I have available. I don't know if you like

1027
00:54:38,200 --> 00:54:41,520
Speaker 5: big Fish, but you know everyone everyone has her likes,

1028
00:54:41,520 --> 00:54:44,239
Speaker 5: and so I don't know. I don't know you, so

1029
00:54:44,280 --> 00:54:47,000
Speaker 5: I don't know what you like. But yeah, I mean I.

1030
00:54:47,080 --> 00:54:49,280
Speaker 1: Do like it that something can be anything.

1031
00:54:51,560 --> 00:54:53,880
Speaker 5: I mean, if you disassemble it on a on an

1032
00:54:53,920 --> 00:54:58,120
Speaker 5: atomic level, yes, very much so. If you're to take

1033
00:54:58,120 --> 00:55:01,239
Speaker 5: a part in the atoms and rearrange them, yeah, absolutely.

1034
00:55:02,520 --> 00:55:05,000
Speaker 1: You know somebody else gave that exact answer, and then

1035
00:55:05,040 --> 00:55:06,719
Speaker 1: once they said that that made perfect sense to me

1036
00:55:06,880 --> 00:55:10,280
Speaker 1: that if you like all right, So this fucking water bottle,

1037
00:55:10,560 --> 00:55:12,560
Speaker 1: you know, I asked, I said, can this water bottle

1038
00:55:12,600 --> 00:55:16,120
Speaker 1: be a dog? And theoretically it can't because it's made

1039
00:55:16,160 --> 00:55:21,239
Speaker 1: of matter and energy. Matter cannot be created nor destroyed,

1040
00:55:24,600 --> 00:55:30,720
Speaker 1: and so theoretically the matter from this could be transmuted

1041
00:55:30,760 --> 00:55:33,400
Speaker 1: into the matter that makes a dog.

1042
00:55:34,800 --> 00:55:36,720
Speaker 6: Right, Yeah, that is correct.

1043
00:55:36,800 --> 00:55:38,360
Speaker 5: I mean, I don't know if water bottles have evolved

1044
00:55:38,360 --> 00:55:42,439
Speaker 5: been necessary molecule atoms to make a dog, but I'm

1045
00:55:42,440 --> 00:55:45,600
Speaker 5: sure that. I'm sure, Kevin. I don't know if they

1046
00:55:45,600 --> 00:55:47,960
Speaker 5: have carbon in them, but I do know carbon is

1047
00:55:47,960 --> 00:55:49,759
Speaker 5: one of the basic elements to make life.

1048
00:55:51,520 --> 00:55:53,120
Speaker 1: So you need carbon to make a dog?

1049
00:55:54,320 --> 00:55:56,200
Speaker 6: Yes, part of it? Yes, you do need carbon. I

1050
00:55:56,239 --> 00:55:59,960
Speaker 6: do know that. I mean, we're all carbon based life forms.

1051
00:56:01,520 --> 00:56:03,359
Speaker 1: You know what? I understand? How come we can't make

1052
00:56:03,440 --> 00:56:05,319
Speaker 1: living things? I feel like we should be. I feel

1053
00:56:05,320 --> 00:56:07,439
Speaker 1: like the technology should exist by now to be able

1054
00:56:07,480 --> 00:56:08,280
Speaker 1: to make a dog.

1055
00:56:09,120 --> 00:56:11,520
Speaker 6: Of course, I couldn't tell you that.

1056
00:56:13,000 --> 00:56:15,120
Speaker 1: Can you just get that? Can you just buy carbon?

1057
00:56:15,200 --> 00:56:15,879
Speaker 1: How do you get it?

1058
00:56:16,920 --> 00:56:19,360
Speaker 5: I don't exactly know all I all I know is

1059
00:56:19,360 --> 00:56:22,839
Speaker 5: carbon is an element that exists, and that and that

1060
00:56:22,880 --> 00:56:26,719
Speaker 5: we and us every life form is carbon base and

1061
00:56:26,760 --> 00:56:28,560
Speaker 5: that is one of the building blocks of life. And

1062
00:56:28,760 --> 00:56:31,480
Speaker 5: this as far as we know in the universe. Now,

1063
00:56:31,520 --> 00:56:32,520
Speaker 5: I'm not a scientist.

1064
00:56:32,560 --> 00:56:33,080
Speaker 6: I'd have to ask.

1065
00:56:33,120 --> 00:56:35,719
Speaker 5: My grandfather's a nuclear engineer, and he knows maybe more

1066
00:56:35,760 --> 00:56:38,120
Speaker 5: than I do. I'm just kind of spouting what he's

1067
00:56:38,120 --> 00:56:39,120
Speaker 5: told me over the years.

1068
00:56:42,719 --> 00:56:44,480
Speaker 1: How do you know all of that that's is off

1069
00:56:44,520 --> 00:56:45,200
Speaker 1: of your grandfather.

1070
00:56:46,239 --> 00:56:50,160
Speaker 5: Yes, yes, he's a he's a retired nuclear engineer. He work,

1071
00:56:50,320 --> 00:56:52,319
Speaker 5: he's done, He's basically spent most of his life doing

1072
00:56:52,360 --> 00:56:54,200
Speaker 5: all this, and so I'm just kind of kind of

1073
00:56:54,200 --> 00:56:56,319
Speaker 5: spouting off what I remember him telling me when I

1074
00:56:56,360 --> 00:56:58,880
Speaker 5: was when I was younger, and then also from my

1075
00:56:59,000 --> 00:57:03,080
Speaker 5: watching of YouTube and also just that or when.

1076
00:57:03,080 --> 00:57:04,919
Speaker 1: I have a lot of respect for you, because if

1077
00:57:04,960 --> 00:57:08,600
Speaker 1: I were thirteen and my dad, my grandfather, was telling

1078
00:57:08,640 --> 00:57:11,799
Speaker 1: me about nuclear physics, I would not listen to a

1079
00:57:11,800 --> 00:57:12,560
Speaker 1: word he was saying.

1080
00:57:13,880 --> 00:57:16,200
Speaker 5: I don't blame you. I mean, I mean, even I

1081
00:57:16,200 --> 00:57:18,160
Speaker 5: mean even at my young age, I didn't. I didn't

1082
00:57:18,160 --> 00:57:20,760
Speaker 5: listen to everything he said. I mean when I mean,

1083
00:57:20,760 --> 00:57:22,280
Speaker 5: when I was thirteen years old, I just wanted to

1084
00:57:22,280 --> 00:57:24,640
Speaker 5: play video games all day.

1085
00:57:24,800 --> 00:57:26,200
Speaker 1: Did you ever play Shadow of the Hedgehog?

1086
00:57:27,000 --> 00:57:27,200
Speaker 16: Oh?

1087
00:57:27,280 --> 00:57:29,760
Speaker 6: Yes, I did it got PEMA game?

1088
00:57:30,000 --> 00:57:31,480
Speaker 1: You know what you know the game? You know when

1089
00:57:31,520 --> 00:57:33,520
Speaker 1: a game you play when you're a kid, you grow

1090
00:57:33,600 --> 00:57:35,600
Speaker 1: up and like everyone didn't like it, but you're like,

1091
00:57:35,600 --> 00:57:36,680
Speaker 1: oh that I thought the game is sick.

1092
00:57:37,680 --> 00:57:37,880
Speaker 13: Yeah.

1093
00:57:37,920 --> 00:57:40,240
Speaker 5: I never I never really had. I never really accessed

1094
00:57:40,240 --> 00:57:41,920
Speaker 5: internet much when I was thirteen, so I didn't really

1095
00:57:42,000 --> 00:57:44,640
Speaker 5: know much about about the dislike of Shadow of the Hedgehog.

1096
00:57:44,640 --> 00:57:46,600
Speaker 5: I mean everyone's I mean, they're all just opinions in

1097
00:57:46,600 --> 00:57:48,040
Speaker 5: the end. I mean, if you like it, who cares

1098
00:57:48,040 --> 00:57:49,600
Speaker 5: what anyone else thinks.

1099
00:57:50,200 --> 00:57:51,440
Speaker 1: I think it's a good mentality to have.

1100
00:57:52,600 --> 00:57:57,960
Speaker 5: Yeah, I mean you know, oh you remember that guy

1101
00:57:57,960 --> 00:58:00,320
Speaker 5: who was talking about moving up to Alaska on your

1102
00:58:00,360 --> 00:58:03,480
Speaker 5: call a little while ago. I do, Well, there's another

1103
00:58:03,520 --> 00:58:05,840
Speaker 5: place that would probably be better than Alaska if you know

1104
00:58:05,920 --> 00:58:08,480
Speaker 5: the language, and that would be Russia. And I'll tell

1105
00:58:08,480 --> 00:58:12,600
Speaker 5: you why, if you'd be interested, please. In twenty sixteen

1106
00:58:12,760 --> 00:58:15,640
Speaker 5: of Vladimir Putin signed into law a Russian version of

1107
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Speaker 5: the Homestead Act, giving giving any Russian citizen and I

1108
00:58:19,680 --> 00:58:21,800
Speaker 5: believe foreign nationals been living in Russia for at least

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00:58:21,800 --> 00:58:27,400
Speaker 5: five years. One free hectaker of land in Siberia and

1110
00:58:27,560 --> 00:58:29,360
Speaker 5: the only requirement really is you just got to make

1111
00:58:29,360 --> 00:58:30,120
Speaker 5: it better.

1112
00:58:30,040 --> 00:58:33,480
Speaker 6: Than what it was. It's literally free land.

1113
00:58:34,880 --> 00:58:42,760
Speaker 1: So wait, so the requirement a better But would they

1114
00:58:42,800 --> 00:58:45,640
Speaker 1: any more specific, like make it better in what web does?

1115
00:58:45,640 --> 00:58:49,120
Speaker 5: That's subjective from my from my from what I remember

1116
00:58:49,120 --> 00:58:51,200
Speaker 5: on Wikipedia and whatnot. You need to basically have a

1117
00:58:51,280 --> 00:58:54,280
Speaker 5: house and like in like a decent like like like

1118
00:58:54,280 --> 00:58:56,480
Speaker 5: a small farm on our garden of some kind.

1119
00:58:57,080 --> 00:58:58,120
Speaker 6: And I don't I don't.

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00:58:57,920 --> 00:58:59,600
Speaker 5: Know if you have to have utilities hooked up, but

1121
00:58:59,800 --> 00:59:01,320
Speaker 5: it does. You do have to have a house that's

1122
00:59:01,400 --> 00:59:02,840
Speaker 5: you know, liveable, and I can get to have a

1123
00:59:02,880 --> 00:59:03,439
Speaker 5: small farm.

1124
00:59:04,840 --> 00:59:05,720
Speaker 6: But the whole point of.

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00:59:05,640 --> 00:59:08,240
Speaker 5: This loss is to repopulate, like Siberia in some of

1126
00:59:08,240 --> 00:59:10,040
Speaker 5: the areas, to put more people back in there.

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00:59:13,040 --> 00:59:13,680
Speaker 6: Yeah, I mean if.

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Speaker 1: Why, like is why I feel like it's running away

1129
00:59:17,960 --> 00:59:21,760
Speaker 1: is so easy. I don't know why more people don't

1130
00:59:21,800 --> 00:59:23,200
Speaker 1: just run away from life.

1131
00:59:24,480 --> 00:59:26,720
Speaker 5: Well, I mean, when you when you feel like you

1132
00:59:26,760 --> 00:59:28,600
Speaker 5: have too much to lose, it's hard to run away.

1133
00:59:28,640 --> 00:59:30,480
Speaker 5: I mean a lot of people have families and they

1134
00:59:30,480 --> 00:59:33,560
Speaker 5: can't just it's very difficult to just abandon your family.

1135
00:59:34,280 --> 00:59:37,400
Speaker 1: It is. I mean the reason why you know, having

1136
00:59:37,480 --> 00:59:39,080
Speaker 1: kids is a big decision, because once you have kids,

1137
00:59:39,120 --> 00:59:42,640
Speaker 1: you can't really peace out. You could piece out from anyway.

1138
00:59:42,640 --> 00:59:45,120
Speaker 1: You can piece out from like your wife or your husband,

1139
00:59:47,120 --> 00:59:49,720
Speaker 1: but it's it's harder to piece out from a child.

1140
00:59:50,440 --> 00:59:52,120
Speaker 5: I mean in North Korea, I mean, they have a

1141
00:59:52,160 --> 00:59:55,080
Speaker 5: program where certain citizens get to work in Russia, but

1142
00:59:55,600 --> 00:59:57,240
Speaker 5: nor to be eligibly have to have a family. So

1143
00:59:57,400 --> 01:00:00,720
Speaker 5: to basically discourage the people in Russia is running away,

1144
01:00:02,400 --> 01:00:03,960
Speaker 5: and it seems to be pretty effective.

1145
01:00:05,520 --> 01:00:07,200
Speaker 1: Bourban, Would you ever run away? Would you ever go

1146
01:00:07,240 --> 01:00:07,720
Speaker 1: off the grid?

1147
01:00:09,000 --> 01:00:09,120
Speaker 17: Uh?

1148
01:00:09,480 --> 01:00:12,360
Speaker 5: Yeah, since I have nothing really to lose, Yeah, if

1149
01:00:12,440 --> 01:00:14,960
Speaker 5: I if I knew what to do, absolutely.

1150
01:00:15,200 --> 01:00:16,120
Speaker 1: Do you have nothing to lose?

1151
01:00:17,200 --> 01:00:19,040
Speaker 5: Pretty much? I mean, I mean I have like a

1152
01:00:19,120 --> 01:00:21,280
Speaker 5: life that I care about, and I have a job,

1153
01:00:21,560 --> 01:00:23,720
Speaker 5: but I I have a roommate, but I don't like

1154
01:00:23,840 --> 01:00:25,760
Speaker 5: you know, I don't have family. I don't like to

1155
01:00:25,760 --> 01:00:28,440
Speaker 5: have my own family, and I don't have a partner,

1156
01:00:28,480 --> 01:00:30,640
Speaker 5: and I don't really have anything really holding me down.

1157
01:00:31,040 --> 01:00:32,240
Speaker 5: So if I really wanted to, I.

1158
01:00:32,400 --> 01:00:33,040
Speaker 12: Could do it.

1159
01:00:33,720 --> 01:00:35,400
Speaker 1: I hope you take advantage of that. I'm being kind

1160
01:00:35,400 --> 01:00:39,600
Speaker 1: of serious. You know, there's a lot of opportunity in

1161
01:00:39,640 --> 01:00:40,880
Speaker 1: having no responsibilities.

1162
01:00:41,840 --> 01:00:43,800
Speaker 5: Yeah, I mean It's kind of why I'm interested in

1163
01:00:43,840 --> 01:00:46,120
Speaker 5: living in Russia one day. It'd be kind of cool

1164
01:00:46,160 --> 01:00:49,600
Speaker 5: having your own land and making it something cool.

1165
01:00:50,560 --> 01:00:52,040
Speaker 1: I hope to visit your land one day. Irwin.

1166
01:00:53,000 --> 01:00:55,800
Speaker 5: Yeah, it was cool talking to you. I mean, t

1167
01:00:56,400 --> 01:01:00,200
Speaker 5: tell the redit chat that. Irwin says, Hi, and uh,

1168
01:01:00,360 --> 01:01:02,680
Speaker 5: well it was great talking me, man, take care and

1169
01:01:03,320 --> 01:01:04,800
Speaker 5: sorry about all the trolls, man.

1170
01:01:05,680 --> 01:01:09,560
Speaker 1: Todd, Well, I appreciate that. I have a good night one.

1171
01:01:10,160 --> 01:01:10,960
Speaker 16: Al right, you too, man?

1172
01:01:11,200 --> 01:01:11,439
Speaker 6: Bye?

1173
01:01:15,840 --> 01:01:21,600
Speaker 1: Wait what trolls? Urban's a very sweet.

1174
01:01:21,320 --> 01:01:32,720
Speaker 8: Guy call from Mint Julip, Mint Julip, Hello, Hi, how

1175
01:01:32,760 --> 01:01:33,120
Speaker 8: are you.

1176
01:01:37,080 --> 01:01:37,400
Speaker 1: Good?

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01:01:38,960 --> 01:01:39,440
Speaker 4: Excellent?

1178
01:01:39,600 --> 01:01:42,640
Speaker 17: I'm so happy I'm talking with you right now. I'm

1179
01:01:42,640 --> 01:01:45,400
Speaker 17: a little starstruck, but I'm going to contain myself.

1180
01:01:46,840 --> 01:01:50,800
Speaker 1: Uh Mint Julip, Minchella, have we ever spoken before?

1181
01:01:51,800 --> 01:01:51,960
Speaker 5: Uh?

1182
01:01:52,200 --> 01:01:54,640
Speaker 17: Not once. I've tried a bunch of times, but I've

1183
01:01:54,680 --> 01:01:55,440
Speaker 17: never gotten through.

1184
01:01:56,480 --> 01:01:59,960
Speaker 1: Mmmm. Well tell me, Minchula. So you tell me that

1185
01:02:00,080 --> 01:02:02,600
Speaker 1: you've tried a bunch of times. And so I'm sort

1186
01:02:02,600 --> 01:02:10,000
Speaker 1: of inferring that you potentially had something in that. It's

1187
01:02:10,040 --> 01:02:12,320
Speaker 1: okay if you didn't, but I assume that maybe you

1188
01:02:12,440 --> 01:02:20,640
Speaker 1: had something in particular. You wanted to talk about birds birds.

1189
01:02:20,640 --> 01:02:21,360
Speaker 1: What about birds?

1190
01:02:22,680 --> 01:02:26,520
Speaker 17: I've recently learned that I really like birds. I've been

1191
01:02:26,560 --> 01:02:29,560
Speaker 17: watching them. I'm trying to learn more about them, and

1192
01:02:29,640 --> 01:02:32,880
Speaker 17: I'm curious if you have any advice about how to

1193
01:02:32,920 --> 01:02:34,840
Speaker 17: befriend wild birds.

1194
01:02:35,400 --> 01:02:40,400
Speaker 1: How to befriend wild birds? Well, before I, you know,

1195
01:02:41,240 --> 01:02:43,440
Speaker 1: try to give you any advice, I want to know

1196
01:02:44,800 --> 01:02:48,320
Speaker 1: what your interest is in befriending wild birds. What do

1197
01:02:48,320 --> 01:02:50,520
Speaker 1: you hope to gain from these birds?

1198
01:02:52,360 --> 01:03:00,200
Speaker 17: I guess just being a little bit closer to nature,

1199
01:03:00,240 --> 01:03:03,440
Speaker 17: being a little bit closer to about that freedom. I

1200
01:03:03,480 --> 01:03:06,400
Speaker 17: guess about a bird that it can fly away at

1201
01:03:06,440 --> 01:03:09,160
Speaker 17: any moment, but if it chooses to sit on my

1202
01:03:09,280 --> 01:03:12,200
Speaker 17: hand and eat food out of my hand, that I've

1203
01:03:12,200 --> 01:03:16,000
Speaker 17: been chosen by a wild, free creature.

1204
01:03:17,240 --> 01:03:17,760
Speaker 5: Mm hmmm.

1205
01:03:18,000 --> 01:03:20,640
Speaker 1: So you feel as though for a bird accepting you

1206
01:03:20,680 --> 01:03:23,160
Speaker 1: as its friend is more valuable than a human doing so,

1207
01:03:23,200 --> 01:03:25,600
Speaker 1: because the bird can go anywhere, but it chooses.

1208
01:03:25,240 --> 01:03:27,880
Speaker 3: To be with you, I guess.

1209
01:03:28,000 --> 01:03:31,240
Speaker 17: But also I'd like to think that a person could

1210
01:03:31,280 --> 01:03:32,000
Speaker 17: do the same thing.

1211
01:03:33,000 --> 01:03:37,760
Speaker 1: Yes, exactly they could. They could. So you know, your

1212
01:03:37,760 --> 01:03:41,360
Speaker 1: friendship with people is valuable as well, because exactly like

1213
01:03:41,360 --> 01:03:42,720
Speaker 1: you said, they could do the same thing. They could

1214
01:03:42,720 --> 01:03:45,440
Speaker 1: go anywhere, they could people. You could take a train

1215
01:03:45,560 --> 01:03:50,200
Speaker 1: to cold take a flight to Japan, but they're they're

1216
01:03:50,200 --> 01:03:53,200
Speaker 1: hanging out with you in your basement in you know, Sterling, Virginia.

1217
01:03:54,440 --> 01:03:54,920
Speaker 10: Exactly.

1218
01:03:58,080 --> 01:04:02,480
Speaker 1: Birds. Birds. Here's the thing is that my actual, my

1219
01:04:02,520 --> 01:04:07,080
Speaker 1: actual genuine advice for you is, you know, min Juli,

1220
01:04:07,080 --> 01:04:09,959
Speaker 1: I can tell that you're very excited to go into

1221
01:04:10,000 --> 01:04:12,400
Speaker 1: the world and be friend birds, but I would be

1222
01:04:12,400 --> 01:04:14,760
Speaker 1: a little bit less excited. I would keep your expectations

1223
01:04:14,800 --> 01:04:22,160
Speaker 1: low because these birds, you can't hinge your similar to

1224
01:04:22,240 --> 01:04:26,240
Speaker 1: human friendships, not everyone's gonna like you inherently. You have

1225
01:04:26,280 --> 01:04:29,320
Speaker 1: to get over that the idea that everyone will like

1226
01:04:29,400 --> 01:04:33,000
Speaker 1: you if you just, you know, show them whatever side

1227
01:04:33,000 --> 01:04:35,040
Speaker 1: of you you think will make them make them like you.

1228
01:04:35,320 --> 01:04:38,360
Speaker 1: So I would lower your expectations. I would go in

1229
01:04:38,560 --> 01:04:41,240
Speaker 1: expecting the birds not to want to be your friends.

1230
01:04:41,320 --> 01:04:43,440
Speaker 1: So that way, if in the event that it happens,

1231
01:04:43,480 --> 01:04:45,920
Speaker 1: I'm not saying it will won't, I don't. I'm not

1232
01:04:45,920 --> 01:04:47,880
Speaker 1: gonna make a call in either way. But in the

1233
01:04:47,920 --> 01:04:52,160
Speaker 1: event that it happens, you won't be crushed because you

1234
01:04:52,240 --> 01:04:55,320
Speaker 1: had such high expectations. So I understand that these birds

1235
01:04:55,360 --> 01:05:02,160
Speaker 1: they owe you nothing, but that's good because it sets

1236
01:05:02,160 --> 01:05:04,520
Speaker 1: a sort of good tone for how you're going to

1237
01:05:04,560 --> 01:05:05,960
Speaker 1: want to approach the situation.

1238
01:05:08,440 --> 01:05:09,160
Speaker 17: Wonderful advice.

1239
01:05:09,440 --> 01:05:12,320
Speaker 1: Thank you so much, of course, of course. But Julip,

1240
01:05:14,000 --> 01:05:15,600
Speaker 1: I want to know, is there a particular type of

1241
01:05:15,640 --> 01:05:17,560
Speaker 1: bird that you would most like to be friends with?

1242
01:05:19,200 --> 01:05:24,720
Speaker 17: Uh? Well, my favorite bird is the blue jay. A

1243
01:05:24,760 --> 01:05:30,800
Speaker 17: little bit, I guess cliche, but I really do enjoy

1244
01:05:30,840 --> 01:05:37,360
Speaker 17: the blue jay. And I'm also into woodpeckers. But I'm

1245
01:05:37,360 --> 01:05:40,960
Speaker 17: not really sure I would be happy if any bird

1246
01:05:41,080 --> 01:05:43,440
Speaker 17: sat in my hands, you know.

1247
01:05:43,480 --> 01:05:46,200
Speaker 1: But that's great, that's great. That's another thing. Having low

1248
01:05:46,280 --> 01:05:52,080
Speaker 1: standards right to any type of bird is going to

1249
01:05:52,120 --> 01:05:54,640
Speaker 1: set you up for happiness. Are you truly believe.

1250
01:05:56,280 --> 01:05:58,160
Speaker 17: Do you like birds? I know that's kind of a

1251
01:05:58,160 --> 01:06:01,280
Speaker 17: weird thing to like, but I mean, have you ever

1252
01:06:01,360 --> 01:06:04,280
Speaker 17: observed a bird? Or do you enjoy birds? They're kind

1253
01:06:04,280 --> 01:06:05,800
Speaker 17: of like dinosaurs are kind of cool.

1254
01:06:06,760 --> 01:06:10,840
Speaker 1: I I have, I have observed a bird before. I'm

1255
01:06:10,840 --> 01:06:12,920
Speaker 1: not gonna say I have any particular affinity for birds,

1256
01:06:12,920 --> 01:06:15,680
Speaker 1: but I have stopped and looked at a bird.

1257
01:06:19,760 --> 01:06:21,360
Speaker 4: Nothing special about it though, right.

1258
01:06:25,400 --> 01:06:27,240
Speaker 1: They're too skittish for me, Like if you go up

1259
01:06:27,240 --> 01:06:29,040
Speaker 1: and try to pet one, they'll they'll run away. I

1260
01:06:29,120 --> 01:06:32,000
Speaker 1: like dogs because dogs can't fly away, you know, yeah,

1261
01:06:32,120 --> 01:06:44,439
Speaker 1: they're too big and fat. But Julip, you know no, please,

1262
01:06:44,440 --> 01:06:45,120
Speaker 1: where are you gonna say?

1263
01:06:46,000 --> 01:06:46,960
Speaker 17: I thank you for your time?

1264
01:06:47,800 --> 01:06:48,760
Speaker 1: Oh of course, of course.

1265
01:06:49,360 --> 01:06:50,520
Speaker 17: A little bird.

1266
01:06:50,600 --> 01:06:53,720
Speaker 1: Now, thank you so much for for coming by. Yes,

1267
01:06:53,880 --> 01:06:56,720
Speaker 1: exactly this call. You're like a little bird coming in,

1268
01:06:57,040 --> 01:07:00,280
Speaker 1: sitting on my uh my phone line, and we're having

1269
01:07:00,280 --> 01:07:03,000
Speaker 1: a little chats. And now you're gonna fly away, right.

1270
01:07:04,040 --> 01:07:06,000
Speaker 17: I hope maybe we'll cross paths again.

1271
01:07:05,840 --> 01:07:09,600
Speaker 1: Soon, maybe someday, maybe someday. Thank you so much, Minjilip.

1272
01:07:09,600 --> 01:07:10,480
Speaker 1: It is a pleasure talking to you.

1273
01:07:11,200 --> 01:07:13,120
Speaker 17: Thank you, get go take care.

1274
01:07:13,760 --> 01:07:14,240
Speaker 4: Good night.

1275
01:07:16,320 --> 01:07:20,520
Speaker 3: Call from Ryan Ryan.

1276
01:07:22,320 --> 01:07:23,520
Speaker 6: Holy shoot, this is the gecko.

1277
01:07:24,360 --> 01:07:25,040
Speaker 1: This is the gecko.

1278
01:07:27,080 --> 01:07:27,720
Speaker 6: What's up man?

1279
01:07:31,200 --> 01:07:32,400
Speaker 1: I'm a gecko on the computer.

1280
01:07:34,520 --> 01:07:35,600
Speaker 18: Yeah, I'm watching you.

1281
01:07:37,240 --> 01:07:37,520
Speaker 1: Nice.

1282
01:07:38,960 --> 01:07:39,480
Speaker 18: How are you.

1283
01:07:44,040 --> 01:07:45,560
Speaker 1: Brian? Can something be anything?

1284
01:07:48,520 --> 01:07:48,640
Speaker 4: Well?

1285
01:07:48,760 --> 01:08:08,000
Speaker 1: Yeah, thank you so much for calling in. Wait, no, right, Ryan,

1286
01:08:08,040 --> 01:08:08,480
Speaker 1: are you there?

1287
01:08:09,080 --> 01:08:10,040
Speaker 18: I am Can you hear me?

1288
01:08:10,640 --> 01:08:10,880
Speaker 13: Yeah?

1289
01:08:10,880 --> 01:08:11,320
Speaker 1: I can hear you.

1290
01:08:11,960 --> 01:08:12,520
Speaker 18: Okay, cool.

1291
01:08:13,200 --> 01:08:14,520
Speaker 1: For like a split second you thought I was going

1292
01:08:14,600 --> 01:08:18,160
Speaker 1: to hang up on you. I did, yeah, and you

1293
01:08:18,160 --> 01:08:23,000
Speaker 1: you seemed to be upset by that. I was, Yes,

1294
01:08:23,640 --> 01:08:25,320
Speaker 1: So let me ask you a thing in that moment

1295
01:08:25,960 --> 01:08:28,599
Speaker 1: when your mind was like, oh no, he's gonna hang

1296
01:08:28,640 --> 01:08:30,360
Speaker 1: up on me. But I wanted to tell him this

1297
01:08:30,400 --> 01:08:32,960
Speaker 1: one last thing. What was that thing?

1298
01:08:35,120 --> 01:08:38,280
Speaker 18: It was just going to be that I liked your thighole.

1299
01:08:39,720 --> 01:08:43,479
Speaker 1: You like my thighole?

1300
01:08:43,479 --> 01:08:44,040
Speaker 6: It suits you?

1301
01:08:45,720 --> 01:08:52,519
Speaker 1: Thanks of course? Anything else?

1302
01:08:53,479 --> 01:08:56,559
Speaker 18: No, that's oh a lot of things I like about you.

1303
01:08:57,360 --> 01:08:59,000
Speaker 18: But that was all I really just wanted to say.

1304
01:09:00,400 --> 01:09:01,320
Speaker 1: Do you like my eyes?

1305
01:09:03,439 --> 01:09:06,280
Speaker 18: I mean I haven't seen them?

1306
01:09:06,600 --> 01:09:07,240
Speaker 1: Do you want to quite?

1307
01:09:07,240 --> 01:09:07,800
Speaker 18: I'm sure there?

1308
01:09:09,000 --> 01:09:11,160
Speaker 5: Yeah?

1309
01:09:11,200 --> 01:09:11,719
Speaker 1: Are you looking?

1310
01:09:13,200 --> 01:09:13,880
Speaker 16: I mean going a one?

1311
01:09:15,840 --> 01:09:16,000
Speaker 4: Oh?

1312
01:09:16,080 --> 01:09:18,200
Speaker 6: Yeah, you have a very intense gaze.

1313
01:09:18,880 --> 01:09:22,240
Speaker 1: Thank you. I think a life is a very intense experience,

1314
01:09:22,240 --> 01:09:25,679
Speaker 1: and I treat it with a matching intensity.

1315
01:09:26,840 --> 01:09:27,640
Speaker 18: I would agree with that.

1316
01:09:29,080 --> 01:09:29,960
Speaker 1: Do you like my nose?

1317
01:09:32,280 --> 01:09:32,600
Speaker 11: You know what?

1318
01:09:32,840 --> 01:09:34,760
Speaker 18: There's not many things that don't like about you.

1319
01:09:36,520 --> 01:09:37,760
Speaker 1: Is there anything you don't like about me?

1320
01:09:39,200 --> 01:09:48,760
Speaker 18: Not that I can think of right now? No, is

1321
01:09:48,760 --> 01:09:49,920
Speaker 18: there anything you don't like about me?

1322
01:09:53,800 --> 01:09:54,519
Speaker 1: I don't know yet.

1323
01:09:56,280 --> 01:09:57,559
Speaker 6: Okay, that makes sense?

1324
01:10:00,200 --> 01:10:01,000
Speaker 12: H have it?

1325
01:10:01,320 --> 01:10:01,960
Speaker 15: Save a mile?

1326
01:10:02,640 --> 01:10:05,559
Speaker 18: Oh all right, hi, rank you for.

1327
01:10:05,600 --> 01:10:08,519
Speaker 1: Talking to you, sir, just now, when you thought I

1328
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Speaker 1: was gonna half on you yourself, I wanted to tell.

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Speaker 3: Him, well, now I'm not pull from Chris.

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Speaker 1: Chris, Hello, people need to stop telling me that my

1331
01:10:32,840 --> 01:10:34,599
Speaker 1: dick is showing. Because'm gonna believe the I'm gonna think

1332
01:10:34,600 --> 01:10:36,400
Speaker 1: I'm gonna get banned. It's freaking me out, So stop.

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Speaker 14: Whoa dude, dude, it's crazy what I can't believe it

1334
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Speaker 14: got through? Dude, dude, how's it going?

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01:10:58,439 --> 01:11:00,000
Speaker 1: I don't even know anymore? Man, I don't even know.

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Speaker 6: I don't know either.

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01:11:03,680 --> 01:11:07,360
Speaker 1: You said this is crazy? Why is this crazy?

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01:11:08,320 --> 01:11:09,639
Speaker 6: I don't know this thing.

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Speaker 14: I never thought I get two hundred times.

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Speaker 1: This is this. Look, this isn't a show, this isn't

1341
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Speaker 1: a stream, this is this is We're just on the

1342
01:11:19,920 --> 01:11:21,120
Speaker 1: We're just two people on the phone.

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Speaker 14: Oh, this is the rerun we're talking about everyone was

1344
01:11:24,040 --> 01:11:24,919
Speaker 14: talking about earlier.

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Speaker 1: What's your name, Chris? What do you do today?

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Speaker 16: Oh?

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01:11:31,680 --> 01:11:37,360
Speaker 14: I worked, and then I guess I restore electric pianos.

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Speaker 1: That's extremely specific.

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Speaker 8: I know.

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01:11:41,160 --> 01:11:42,040
Speaker 16: It's the weirdest thing.

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01:11:42,080 --> 01:11:43,240
Speaker 14: I don't even play piano.

1352
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Speaker 1: You don't even know how to play piano.

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01:11:46,000 --> 01:11:47,400
Speaker 14: No, I played drums.

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Speaker 1: So you're telling me that you know how to build

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01:11:50,840 --> 01:11:54,960
Speaker 1: a piano or fix a piano, but you don't know

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Speaker 1: how to play it.

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Speaker 14: It's it's not like the piano you think it is.

1358
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Speaker 14: It's like a specific kind of electronic like piano thing. Yeah,

1359
01:12:08,760 --> 01:12:10,599
Speaker 14: it's like uber uber specific.

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Speaker 16: It's weird.

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Speaker 1: Did you always want did you always want to fix pianos?

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Speaker 14: No? No, no, I've spent I've seen my whole entire

1363
01:12:19,600 --> 01:12:21,080
Speaker 14: life trying to figure out what to do.

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01:12:25,680 --> 01:12:33,120
Speaker 1: Yeah, is is my dick will actually show?

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01:12:34,280 --> 01:12:38,879
Speaker 14: Oh I'm not looking at this extreme. I walked away.

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01:12:40,200 --> 01:12:44,240
Speaker 1: It's just a it's a thought, it's my thigh.

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01:12:44,880 --> 01:12:47,759
Speaker 14: Well maybe you should have opened the whole vigor?

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01:12:50,040 --> 01:12:51,639
Speaker 1: Has everyone so sex with sex?

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Speaker 6: Gosh?

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Speaker 14: I don't know. That's a difficult question.

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01:12:58,280 --> 01:13:00,280
Speaker 1: Are people not having enough sex so they just think

1372
01:13:00,280 --> 01:13:05,719
Speaker 1: about it all the time? There's more to life than sex.

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01:13:06,400 --> 01:13:10,000
Speaker 1: It's an important part. Yeah, it's good life. Life begins

1374
01:13:10,000 --> 01:13:13,519
Speaker 1: at sex conception, but it's not everything.

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Speaker 14: Yeah, damn, I don't.

1376
01:13:19,479 --> 01:13:22,920
Speaker 1: Know how to say that you had sex, Chris.

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01:13:25,320 --> 01:13:29,080
Speaker 14: Hm three weeks ago.

1378
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Speaker 1: That's nice? What to you do? Was it? Was it nice?

1379
01:13:36,160 --> 01:13:36,759
Speaker 1: It was fun?

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Speaker 14: I mean, I don't know, I'm kind of uh, you know,

1381
01:13:42,280 --> 01:13:45,320
Speaker 14: you're you're you're plagued by that like sexual drive, but

1382
01:13:45,360 --> 01:13:48,160
Speaker 14: then you you finally have the chance to do it.

1383
01:13:48,160 --> 01:13:51,040
Speaker 14: And you're like, well, maybe you don't actually like that

1384
01:13:51,080 --> 01:13:54,439
Speaker 14: person as much as you wish, and you're kind of wishing, like,

1385
01:13:54,560 --> 01:13:59,000
Speaker 14: oh man, you want that person that you kind of

1386
01:13:59,600 --> 01:14:02,439
Speaker 14: you know, you love and it'll be a lot more fun.

1387
01:14:02,600 --> 01:14:05,439
Speaker 14: But then you know kind of waiting around to find

1388
01:14:05,439 --> 01:14:10,439
Speaker 14: that person you love and you never know if they're

1389
01:14:10,479 --> 01:14:17,160
Speaker 14: the right person, and you know, it's like it sucks, man,

1390
01:14:17,240 --> 01:14:17,439
Speaker 14: you know.

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01:14:18,920 --> 01:14:21,559
Speaker 1: To me, so it sounds to me that you were

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Speaker 1: driven by, you know, a natural sexual desire to just

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01:14:28,680 --> 01:14:31,800
Speaker 1: have sex with somebody, and so you had a a

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01:14:31,840 --> 01:14:38,280
Speaker 1: sort of casual fling. Yeah, you realized that it's just

1395
01:14:38,320 --> 01:14:40,760
Speaker 1: not as satisfying as you thought it might be, and

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01:14:40,840 --> 01:14:44,559
Speaker 1: that you would rather find something a little bit more

1397
01:14:45,200 --> 01:14:46,840
Speaker 1: emotional and committed.

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01:14:46,960 --> 01:14:50,880
Speaker 14: And that that might oh yeah, totally, like you want

1399
01:14:50,880 --> 01:14:53,679
Speaker 14: to be that cool kind of like hook up person.

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01:14:53,840 --> 01:14:56,320
Speaker 16: But then it just.

1401
01:14:56,439 --> 01:14:59,640
Speaker 14: Feels like that's not the right thing to do, and

1402
01:15:00,120 --> 01:15:01,760
Speaker 14: right and the right thing to do is to like,

1403
01:15:03,600 --> 01:15:05,320
Speaker 14: you know, find someone you care about and you want

1404
01:15:05,320 --> 01:15:08,560
Speaker 14: to like spend them home with the I don't know,

1405
01:15:08,600 --> 01:15:12,120
Speaker 14: it's hard to it's hard to know anybody.

1406
01:15:10,479 --> 01:15:10,559
Speaker 13: And.

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Speaker 1: Anyone charge to meet people.

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01:15:15,720 --> 01:15:17,720
Speaker 14: Yeah, yeah, sort I mean sort of I mean, it's

1409
01:15:17,720 --> 01:15:21,759
Speaker 14: like you anybody and like you're kind of like hoping,

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01:15:21,840 --> 01:15:23,200
Speaker 14: you know, you get to a certain age. I guess,

1411
01:15:23,200 --> 01:15:28,759
Speaker 14: at least for me, I'm like thirty two, and you're like, man,

1412
01:15:30,280 --> 01:15:32,840
Speaker 14: what are like each person that sort of comes in

1413
01:15:32,920 --> 01:15:37,960
Speaker 14: your life in that romantic in that romantic way, You're like, well,

1414
01:15:38,040 --> 01:15:40,000
Speaker 14: is this is this going to be the person that's

1415
01:15:40,040 --> 01:15:43,120
Speaker 14: going to be with me forever? You know, so you

1416
01:15:43,160 --> 01:15:46,639
Speaker 14: have the You're already you're already putting this person into

1417
01:15:46,680 --> 01:15:52,240
Speaker 14: this box, you know, are this level of expectation, and

1418
01:15:52,360 --> 01:15:54,320
Speaker 14: it's like, why, why the heck do you keep doing that?

1419
01:15:54,439 --> 01:15:59,599
Speaker 14: Like my head is just it projected projects too much.

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01:15:59,640 --> 01:16:04,840
Speaker 14: I guess I'm rambling. Man, I'm sorry.

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01:16:06,080 --> 01:16:08,479
Speaker 1: Who did who? How did you meet the person that

1422
01:16:08,520 --> 01:16:10,040
Speaker 1: you had sex with three weeks ago?

1423
01:16:11,400 --> 01:16:12,559
Speaker 5: Oh?

1424
01:16:13,320 --> 01:16:19,200
Speaker 14: We've been friends for a while, and uh we we

1425
01:16:19,400 --> 01:16:25,080
Speaker 14: were both not similar, Like we're not we're not we

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01:16:25,120 --> 01:16:28,439
Speaker 14: wouldn't we wouldn't be a good couple. We just sort

1427
01:16:28,439 --> 01:16:31,040
Speaker 14: of like don't want to hook up with strangers, so

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01:16:31,080 --> 01:16:33,880
Speaker 14: we just kind of figured we just keep this sort

1429
01:16:33,920 --> 01:16:37,240
Speaker 14: of relationship. But I'm like very weary of those like

1430
01:16:37,479 --> 01:16:40,720
Speaker 14: friends with benefit relationships because somebody is getting to end

1431
01:16:40,800 --> 01:16:45,519
Speaker 14: up having more feelings for the other person, and I know,

1432
01:16:45,680 --> 01:16:47,920
Speaker 14: like exactly how I feel about her, and and I've

1433
01:16:47,920 --> 01:16:52,840
Speaker 14: communicated like a lot about like hey, look like every

1434
01:16:52,880 --> 01:16:55,160
Speaker 14: I'm everywhere. Once in a while when we're hanging out,

1435
01:16:55,200 --> 01:16:56,800
Speaker 14: I'm like, hey, you just slow like, you know, like

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01:16:58,439 --> 01:17:00,439
Speaker 14: this is how I feel about you. Still like I

1437
01:17:00,479 --> 01:17:03,439
Speaker 14: don't I just want, you know, I don't want to Well.

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01:17:03,520 --> 01:17:06,000
Speaker 1: Look what you're describing by the way, is you know,

1439
01:17:06,040 --> 01:17:07,920
Speaker 1: to me, I mean, he's the curate of that anxiety.

1440
01:17:09,400 --> 01:17:11,200
Speaker 1: It sounds like you're doing the right thing to me

1441
01:17:11,560 --> 01:17:13,880
Speaker 1: of you know, I mean, the curate of the anxiety

1442
01:17:13,880 --> 01:17:16,040
Speaker 1: of you know. I don't want one person to you know,

1443
01:17:16,160 --> 01:17:18,080
Speaker 1: think that this is you know, telling the truth and

1444
01:17:18,160 --> 01:17:19,640
Speaker 1: checking in every once in a while and be like,

1445
01:17:19,640 --> 01:17:22,439
Speaker 1: you know, look, this is just just so you know,

1446
01:17:22,520 --> 01:17:27,160
Speaker 1: this is how I view things, you know, So I

1447
01:17:27,680 --> 01:17:31,560
Speaker 1: want you to have that information as you are. You know,

1448
01:17:31,600 --> 01:17:32,920
Speaker 1: I want to make sure that we're on the same

1449
01:17:32,960 --> 01:17:35,920
Speaker 1: page here, that we both you know, view things the

1450
01:17:35,960 --> 01:17:38,920
Speaker 1: same way, because that's very important. I think that's a

1451
01:17:38,920 --> 01:17:40,320
Speaker 1: good that's the check in to be doing.

1452
01:17:40,960 --> 01:17:43,599
Speaker 14: Yeah, I mean, I think really what it comes down

1453
01:17:43,640 --> 01:17:48,639
Speaker 14: to is like you have to have a completely open

1454
01:17:48,680 --> 01:17:50,920
Speaker 14: and honest relationship with every person that you keep in

1455
01:17:50,960 --> 01:17:55,839
Speaker 14: contact with, because I think like everyone, I guess deserves

1456
01:17:55,920 --> 01:17:59,599
Speaker 14: that chance of trust and it's up to that other

1457
01:17:59,640 --> 01:18:03,559
Speaker 14: person to abuse it or you know, take advantage. But

1458
01:18:04,000 --> 01:18:05,920
Speaker 14: I don't. I generally like to think. And then I

1459
01:18:06,000 --> 01:18:09,840
Speaker 14: used to be like a very misanthropic person, and I realized, like,

1460
01:18:09,880 --> 01:18:11,519
Speaker 14: what the hell is the point of that, and like

1461
01:18:12,120 --> 01:18:16,719
Speaker 14: I'm missing out on so many opportunities and and and whatnot.

1462
01:18:16,800 --> 01:18:20,040
Speaker 14: So I think, you know, everyone deserves that to see

1463
01:18:20,320 --> 01:18:24,519
Speaker 14: at least an honest representation of yourself, you know, and

1464
01:18:24,880 --> 01:18:26,400
Speaker 14: then you go from there.

1465
01:18:27,240 --> 01:18:34,439
Speaker 1: Do you find it difficult or easy to to be

1466
01:18:35,280 --> 01:18:37,559
Speaker 1: as honest as you are?

1467
01:18:39,680 --> 01:18:39,920
Speaker 8: Yeah?

1468
01:18:39,920 --> 01:18:40,200
Speaker 15: It took.

1469
01:18:40,520 --> 01:18:42,280
Speaker 14: It took a very long time, I think. I mean,

1470
01:18:42,320 --> 01:18:45,000
Speaker 14: I'm not like I've never really been a liar, but

1471
01:18:45,080 --> 01:18:50,640
Speaker 14: I feel like it's easier two deceive, I guess in

1472
01:18:50,680 --> 01:18:54,160
Speaker 14: like little ways. Instead of like someone's like, oh, you

1473
01:18:54,160 --> 01:18:57,479
Speaker 14: want to hang on, You're like, no, I'm not. I'm

1474
01:18:57,479 --> 01:18:59,360
Speaker 14: not feeling good even though you're not even though you're

1475
01:18:59,360 --> 01:19:01,040
Speaker 14: feeling okay, you just don't really want to hang out.

1476
01:19:01,080 --> 01:19:05,280
Speaker 14: I think that's sort of like deception in a certain way, and.

1477
01:19:05,200 --> 01:19:08,400
Speaker 1: Why not just be like, go on, oh I was.

1478
01:19:08,880 --> 01:19:12,080
Speaker 1: I don't mean in a you know, intentionally lying way.

1479
01:19:12,120 --> 01:19:16,479
Speaker 1: I mean in sort of a you know, it sounds

1480
01:19:16,479 --> 01:19:19,640
Speaker 1: like you're you're going out of your way to be

1481
01:19:21,439 --> 01:19:26,720
Speaker 1: very truthful and too. I think it's part of all

1482
01:19:28,120 --> 01:19:29,080
Speaker 1: authentically known.

1483
01:19:29,800 --> 01:19:30,000
Speaker 16: Yeah.

1484
01:19:30,080 --> 01:19:32,759
Speaker 14: Yeah, I think I'm a very vulnerable sort of person

1485
01:19:32,920 --> 01:19:38,120
Speaker 14: and very trusting worthy. But it's like I think having

1486
01:19:38,880 --> 01:19:42,439
Speaker 14: being I guess being vulnerable. It's like this person who

1487
01:19:42,479 --> 01:19:45,559
Speaker 14: is going to enter my life and you know it's

1488
01:19:45,600 --> 01:19:47,360
Speaker 14: going to obviously they're going to be They're going to

1489
01:19:47,439 --> 01:19:48,680
Speaker 14: know that, and they're going to be kind of like

1490
01:19:49,400 --> 01:19:52,920
Speaker 14: forceaid all of these insecurities and blah blah blah. It's

1491
01:19:52,960 --> 01:19:54,760
Speaker 14: like so if you can handle all that kind of stuff,

1492
01:19:54,800 --> 01:19:56,479
Speaker 14: then it's like, okay, we can be friends, because like

1493
01:19:57,000 --> 01:19:59,200
Speaker 14: you get to know all that right off the bat.

1494
01:20:00,280 --> 01:20:02,400
Speaker 14: So you have like that choice of like I can't

1495
01:20:02,400 --> 01:20:05,920
Speaker 14: handle this dude. He's too he's too he's too much.

1496
01:20:06,840 --> 01:20:10,200
Speaker 14: But I think, sorry, go on, oh.

1497
01:20:09,840 --> 01:20:11,400
Speaker 1: No, I don't mean there are but I mean that

1498
01:20:11,479 --> 01:20:13,880
Speaker 1: the way that you're talking about, you know, this vulnerability

1499
01:20:14,040 --> 01:20:18,200
Speaker 1: is such a great way to live. It's challenging as fuck.

1500
01:20:19,080 --> 01:20:22,000
Speaker 1: It's not easy, but it's a great way to live

1501
01:20:22,080 --> 01:20:24,000
Speaker 1: if if you can hack it. If you can, I

1502
01:20:24,040 --> 01:20:25,879
Speaker 1: mean not you don't have to be a full expert,

1503
01:20:25,920 --> 01:20:31,519
Speaker 1: but the more vulnerable and open you can be, things

1504
01:20:31,840 --> 01:20:34,840
Speaker 1: are just are just better for you. I think. You Yeah,

1505
01:20:35,160 --> 01:20:39,200
Speaker 1: it causes I mean, it's it's tough, but I think

1506
01:20:39,240 --> 01:20:42,600
Speaker 1: it eases anxiety a little bit. To be very comfortable

1507
01:20:43,200 --> 01:20:45,080
Speaker 1: being vulnerable in that way.

1508
01:20:45,880 --> 01:20:47,680
Speaker 14: Yeah, yeah, And I think a big part of that

1509
01:20:47,800 --> 01:20:50,519
Speaker 14: also is listening. And that's something I feel like you're

1510
01:20:50,800 --> 01:20:53,000
Speaker 14: very very good at, you know, as far as I've

1511
01:20:53,000 --> 01:20:55,880
Speaker 14: been following your your life streams and stuff. Is like

1512
01:20:55,960 --> 01:20:58,439
Speaker 14: you you allow the person to kind of like go

1513
01:20:58,560 --> 01:21:01,639
Speaker 14: on and then when then don't interrupt very often. And that's,

1514
01:21:01,720 --> 01:21:06,679
Speaker 14: like I think, a very important key to listening to somebody.

1515
01:21:06,680 --> 01:21:08,920
Speaker 14: You know, you allow that person to kind of explore

1516
01:21:09,000 --> 01:21:11,880
Speaker 14: what their thought was going to be, and then you

1517
01:21:11,960 --> 01:21:14,200
Speaker 14: chime in and you you know, you engage and you

1518
01:21:14,200 --> 01:21:18,280
Speaker 14: in proceed with the conversation and reactivate. You know. I

1519
01:21:18,320 --> 01:21:20,519
Speaker 14: don't know, it's just something that's I noticed about you.

1520
01:21:20,760 --> 01:21:21,479
Speaker 12: It's amazing.

1521
01:21:21,520 --> 01:21:25,960
Speaker 1: You should check out this this book. There's a book

1522
01:21:26,000 --> 01:21:29,680
Speaker 1: that I know it's you know, whatever people should on

1523
01:21:29,760 --> 01:21:32,479
Speaker 1: like dating books and whatever. But there's this one dating

1524
01:21:32,520 --> 01:21:38,200
Speaker 1: book that I read like three years ago that I

1525
01:21:38,240 --> 01:21:42,960
Speaker 1: really like that's about this. That's about like the whole

1526
01:21:43,000 --> 01:21:44,840
Speaker 1: kind of premise of it is that a lot of

1527
01:21:44,920 --> 01:21:50,040
Speaker 1: like dating advice is sort of is traditionally based on

1528
01:21:50,160 --> 01:21:55,360
Speaker 1: like deception and like stupid rules and things, and this

1529
01:21:55,439 --> 01:22:02,320
Speaker 1: is sort of talking about how vulnerable is the true

1530
01:22:02,360 --> 01:22:07,600
Speaker 1: way to build great relationships. It's called Models. Oh, a

1531
01:22:07,600 --> 01:22:09,680
Speaker 1: guy named Mark Manson. I don't know if you know

1532
01:22:09,720 --> 01:22:10,439
Speaker 1: who's heard of it.

1533
01:22:10,439 --> 01:22:14,200
Speaker 14: But no, no, I've been a big fan of this guy,

1534
01:22:14,320 --> 01:22:18,599
Speaker 14: Marshall Rosenberg. If you know him, he's a he's like

1535
01:22:18,640 --> 01:22:23,439
Speaker 14: the non violent communication guy. Uh yeah, he's definitely definitely

1536
01:22:23,560 --> 01:22:26,400
Speaker 14: check out of stuff. It's it's it's pretty, it's it's

1537
01:22:26,439 --> 01:22:28,160
Speaker 14: pretty astounding and all that.

1538
01:22:28,880 --> 01:22:33,320
Speaker 1: Rosenberg. Marshall Rosenberg, Marshall Rosenberg.

1539
01:22:33,880 --> 01:22:37,599
Speaker 14: Yeah, it's called non Violent Communication and it's about you know.

1540
01:22:37,560 --> 01:22:39,280
Speaker 5: He has these like two little puppets.

1541
01:22:39,400 --> 01:22:44,800
Speaker 14: One is like a giraffe and one is a not

1542
01:22:45,280 --> 01:22:50,040
Speaker 14: a dog. It's like, crap, I can't think of the

1543
01:22:50,280 --> 01:22:53,680
Speaker 14: other thing. It's kind of like a dog thing and

1544
01:22:53,720 --> 01:22:59,640
Speaker 14: it's a dog thing. Yeah, it's but once you have

1545
01:22:59,720 --> 01:23:01,880
Speaker 14: to listen saying with Diraft years because Drafts has the

1546
01:23:01,880 --> 01:23:03,920
Speaker 14: biggest heart and stuff like that, and it's all about

1547
01:23:03,960 --> 01:23:10,360
Speaker 14: like not taking other people's pain and sort of banking

1548
01:23:10,400 --> 01:23:12,759
Speaker 14: the person when they when they tell you something. It's

1549
01:23:12,760 --> 01:23:15,559
Speaker 14: it's all about wanting and needs and how everything between

1550
01:23:15,600 --> 01:23:18,880
Speaker 14: people is like what you want them to do, and

1551
01:23:18,880 --> 01:23:22,479
Speaker 14: how like raising children is sort of like no, you know,

1552
01:23:22,640 --> 01:23:24,720
Speaker 14: don't do that because I said so, and it's like,

1553
01:23:25,760 --> 01:23:29,400
Speaker 14: how are you gonna? It's it's all violent communication, but

1554
01:23:29,439 --> 01:23:30,800
Speaker 14: I know I'm taking them so much time.

1555
01:23:31,040 --> 01:23:34,719
Speaker 1: Listen, what do you say? Your name was? It's Chris, Chris.

1556
01:23:34,760 --> 01:23:36,880
Speaker 1: It was a pleasure talking to all the stuff with you,

1557
01:23:36,960 --> 01:23:39,320
Speaker 1: and I wish you the best the block in all

1558
01:23:39,360 --> 01:23:39,759
Speaker 1: the future.

1559
01:23:40,360 --> 01:23:41,640
Speaker 14: Yeah, man, I'll be it. I'll be at the New

1560
01:23:41,720 --> 01:23:42,280
Speaker 14: York City show.

1561
01:23:42,320 --> 01:23:42,559
Speaker 6: Dude.

1562
01:23:43,160 --> 01:23:47,960
Speaker 1: Oh hell yeah, I'll yeah. Man, we'll go crazy. Yeah,

1563
01:23:48,160 --> 01:23:50,040
Speaker 1: I gotta, I gotta, I gotta. We gotta do an

1564
01:23:50,040 --> 01:23:51,640
Speaker 1: after party. I don't know where the hell will do it,

1565
01:23:51,680 --> 01:23:52,519
Speaker 1: but we'll figure it out.

1566
01:23:52,600 --> 01:23:52,760
Speaker 8: Yeah.

1567
01:23:52,800 --> 01:23:54,280
Speaker 14: Yeah, I'm going to give it a shout out real

1568
01:23:54,320 --> 01:23:59,400
Speaker 14: quick quick to Tortilla corn hell a toast alligator, very

1569
01:23:59,560 --> 01:24:03,600
Speaker 14: damon and uh, I can't think of this there is

1570
01:24:03,600 --> 01:24:06,439
Speaker 14: another one, but yeah, I chat on there all the time,

1571
01:24:06,479 --> 01:24:07,760
Speaker 14: so it's nice to finally get beat.

1572
01:24:08,920 --> 01:24:11,040
Speaker 1: All right, all right, wait, what's your name in the chat?

1573
01:24:11,600 --> 01:24:11,800
Speaker 12: Oh?

1574
01:24:11,920 --> 01:24:12,639
Speaker 14: Not for utu?

1575
01:24:13,720 --> 01:24:14,880
Speaker 1: Ah?

1576
01:24:14,960 --> 01:24:19,680
Speaker 14: Yeah yeah yeah, I'm chirping around there a lot.

1577
01:24:20,560 --> 01:24:22,559
Speaker 1: Fuck. Yeah. Well, thank you so much, nas for outa.

1578
01:24:22,600 --> 01:24:25,960
Speaker 1: You have the rest of night, all right, dude, h.

1579
01:24:27,880 --> 01:24:30,480
Speaker 3: All from a digity.

1580
01:24:32,240 --> 01:24:37,519
Speaker 1: Aw diggity Yeah, Hey, hey, yeah, what's up?

1581
01:24:37,520 --> 01:24:37,720
Speaker 6: Man?

1582
01:24:38,560 --> 01:24:39,400
Speaker 1: How much was up with you?

1583
01:24:41,240 --> 01:24:41,559
Speaker 18: Nothing?

1584
01:24:42,280 --> 01:24:43,160
Speaker 6: What's going on tonight?

1585
01:24:45,240 --> 01:24:48,120
Speaker 1: You tell me? Ah, diggity, you tell me what's going

1586
01:24:48,160 --> 01:24:48,559
Speaker 1: on with you?

1587
01:24:50,280 --> 01:24:58,439
Speaker 16: I'm just wondering, uh, hypothetically, with political situation going on

1588
01:24:58,520 --> 01:25:01,439
Speaker 16: right now, what would you think hyperathetically if something came

1589
01:25:01,479 --> 01:25:03,320
Speaker 16: out of the Arizona audit?

1590
01:25:03,320 --> 01:25:10,040
Speaker 1: What would happen the Arizona audit? Yeah, I'm not sure

1591
01:25:10,080 --> 01:25:10,559
Speaker 1: what that is.

1592
01:25:11,880 --> 01:25:14,040
Speaker 16: Oh, the twenty twenty election audit.

1593
01:25:15,840 --> 01:25:23,120
Speaker 1: What it was like like if to see if there

1594
01:25:23,160 --> 01:25:24,720
Speaker 1: was election fraud in Arizona?

1595
01:25:25,320 --> 01:25:27,800
Speaker 16: Yeah, you got it.

1596
01:25:27,880 --> 01:25:30,320
Speaker 1: Like, what would I think if something came out?

1597
01:25:30,640 --> 01:25:30,880
Speaker 14: Yeah?

1598
01:25:31,240 --> 01:25:34,040
Speaker 16: I mean, can something be anything? Or anything be something

1599
01:25:34,479 --> 01:25:35,439
Speaker 16: that's a pretty big deal?

1600
01:25:37,720 --> 01:25:41,519
Speaker 1: Uh? I mean I don't know anything. I don't really

1601
01:25:41,600 --> 01:25:42,719
Speaker 1: know anything about this audit?

1602
01:25:44,000 --> 01:25:48,880
Speaker 16: Got it all right? Well, we can get more ethereal

1603
01:25:48,920 --> 01:25:49,439
Speaker 16: if you'd like.

1604
01:25:52,120 --> 01:25:58,519
Speaker 1: Sure, do you believe something will come out of this audit?

1605
01:26:00,000 --> 01:26:02,560
Speaker 16: Personally I do, but I want to wait for the

1606
01:26:02,600 --> 01:26:03,519
Speaker 16: evidence for sure.

1607
01:26:05,760 --> 01:26:09,400
Speaker 1: Do you believe that there's a giant government conspiracy going on?

1608
01:26:11,040 --> 01:26:11,479
Speaker 6: Uh?

1609
01:26:11,800 --> 01:26:15,240
Speaker 16: Not necessarily government conspiracy, but I do think that there's

1610
01:26:15,360 --> 01:26:20,599
Speaker 16: a lot of questions that should be answered, for sure.

1611
01:26:23,520 --> 01:26:25,000
Speaker 1: When you say you'd like to talk about something more

1612
01:26:25,040 --> 01:26:29,560
Speaker 1: with rethrow, well, what do you affirming? What would you

1613
01:26:29,560 --> 01:26:31,439
Speaker 1: mean more rethrill for you to talk about?

1614
01:26:32,320 --> 01:26:35,679
Speaker 16: I just meant if the political stuff didn't really sit

1615
01:26:35,720 --> 01:26:39,960
Speaker 16: well with the audience, willing to speak about something a

1616
01:26:40,000 --> 01:26:41,519
Speaker 16: little bit more interesting.

1617
01:26:43,000 --> 01:26:51,640
Speaker 1: Sure, what is interesting to you?

1618
01:26:53,080 --> 01:27:00,840
Speaker 16: What is interesting to me? I would say the just

1619
01:27:01,520 --> 01:27:04,760
Speaker 16: some existential questions, but.

1620
01:27:04,880 --> 01:27:06,800
Speaker 12: I like the h m hm.

1621
01:27:07,439 --> 01:27:10,639
Speaker 16: So, so what do you think is uh at the

1622
01:27:10,640 --> 01:27:13,920
Speaker 16: the edge.

1623
01:27:13,720 --> 01:27:14,439
Speaker 12: Of the universe?

1624
01:27:17,439 --> 01:27:18,679
Speaker 1: The edge of the universe?

1625
01:27:19,320 --> 01:27:21,799
Speaker 16: Yeah?

1626
01:27:21,840 --> 01:27:22,920
Speaker 1: Are you a flat earther?

1627
01:27:24,040 --> 01:27:24,240
Speaker 14: No?

1628
01:27:29,840 --> 01:27:34,280
Speaker 1: H so the universe has no edge?

1629
01:27:36,160 --> 01:27:39,639
Speaker 16: Uh? Well, I mean if you look at the way

1630
01:27:39,680 --> 01:27:44,880
Speaker 16: that they map the universe, it would end uh three

1631
01:27:44,920 --> 01:27:47,559
Speaker 16: dimensional kind of doughnut shoot, but no, not.

1632
01:27:47,520 --> 01:27:48,160
Speaker 12: A flat earther.

1633
01:27:49,880 --> 01:27:51,920
Speaker 1: H You so you're a doughnut earther.

1634
01:27:54,080 --> 01:28:00,599
Speaker 16: No Earth is sphical. The universe has an end to it.

1635
01:28:03,760 --> 01:28:05,799
Speaker 1: What do you believe is at the edge of the universe?

1636
01:28:06,960 --> 01:28:09,519
Speaker 16: That is a good question. I have no idea. Recently,

1637
01:28:09,520 --> 01:28:13,800
Speaker 16: you're watching a documentary about black holes that states that

1638
01:28:14,680 --> 01:28:17,840
Speaker 16: all of the information and matter that goes into the

1639
01:28:17,840 --> 01:28:22,480
Speaker 16: black hole is actually contained, so it actually stores information

1640
01:28:23,120 --> 01:28:26,920
Speaker 16: and uh slowly emits it back out.

1641
01:28:28,200 --> 01:28:36,439
Speaker 1: Mhm. You know, I don't know anything about science or

1642
01:28:37,920 --> 01:28:43,400
Speaker 1: things going on. Kind of a dumb guy. Yeah, I

1643
01:28:43,520 --> 01:28:52,719
Speaker 1: don't care to really. Are you know dogs? I keep saying,

1644
01:28:52,880 --> 01:28:54,880
Speaker 1: I don't mind. I'm using dogs for everything. I think

1645
01:28:54,880 --> 01:28:58,000
Speaker 1: it's it's a funny word to say dog, but the

1646
01:28:58,040 --> 01:29:06,200
Speaker 1: animals dogs get a dogs inherited ethereal. Are you a

1647
01:29:06,240 --> 01:29:09,640
Speaker 1: big Do you believe in conspiracies? Do you believe in

1648
01:29:09,840 --> 01:29:12,479
Speaker 1: like that the world is against us in some way,

1649
01:29:12,520 --> 01:29:14,520
Speaker 1: that there are reptilian overlords?

1650
01:29:15,439 --> 01:29:19,760
Speaker 16: No, no, no, no. I don't think the reptilians are are

1651
01:29:19,920 --> 01:29:23,040
Speaker 16: are are realistic. I think they're as realistic as flatters.

1652
01:29:23,080 --> 01:29:27,200
Speaker 16: I would say that there's a big misdirection going on

1653
01:29:28,000 --> 01:29:30,599
Speaker 16: in mass and I think the vast majority of people

1654
01:29:30,640 --> 01:29:33,160
Speaker 16: are waking up to that. So I have a very

1655
01:29:33,200 --> 01:29:35,520
Speaker 16: optimistic view in humanity.

1656
01:29:37,520 --> 01:29:39,360
Speaker 1: Do you have a view that humanity is waking up

1657
01:29:39,360 --> 01:29:40,120
Speaker 1: to the misdirection?

1658
01:29:40,920 --> 01:29:41,280
Speaker 12: Yes?

1659
01:29:44,800 --> 01:29:48,960
Speaker 1: Do you think that? Do you think that's good?

1660
01:29:49,479 --> 01:29:49,839
Speaker 12: Yes?

1661
01:29:53,200 --> 01:29:56,559
Speaker 1: Do you do? You feel like you have been misdirected.

1662
01:29:57,720 --> 01:29:58,559
Speaker 14: Personally now?

1663
01:29:59,560 --> 01:30:02,439
Speaker 16: But I feel like a lot of people have been,

1664
01:30:02,640 --> 01:30:04,120
Speaker 16: and I feel like that's changing.

1665
01:30:04,520 --> 01:30:05,160
Speaker 12: Just based on.

1666
01:30:06,600 --> 01:30:10,360
Speaker 16: The area that I live in and small thoughts that

1667
01:30:10,360 --> 01:30:15,400
Speaker 16: I've had with people, The general consensus has changed significantly.

1668
01:30:16,160 --> 01:30:17,360
Speaker 1: Well what area do you live in?

1669
01:30:18,920 --> 01:30:19,599
Speaker 3: East Coast?

1670
01:30:21,640 --> 01:30:24,800
Speaker 1: Nice? Well, I look, I hope everything works out for you.

1671
01:30:25,720 --> 01:30:28,360
Speaker 16: Everything's great, beautiful.

1672
01:30:29,840 --> 01:30:32,960
Speaker 1: Uh damn, man, is there anything else you want to

1673
01:30:32,960 --> 01:30:33,439
Speaker 1: talk about?

1674
01:30:34,240 --> 01:30:34,519
Speaker 6: No?

1675
01:30:34,520 --> 01:30:36,960
Speaker 1: No, it has been fried after three hours.

1676
01:30:37,880 --> 01:30:41,639
Speaker 16: Well it's that thigh hole that's letting too much air out.

1677
01:30:41,760 --> 01:30:44,640
Speaker 1: It's the thigh hole. Yeah, of course I gotta get

1678
01:30:44,640 --> 01:30:45,639
Speaker 1: this baby sewed up.

1679
01:30:46,920 --> 01:30:49,000
Speaker 16: No, you're good, man, don't worry about them.

1680
01:30:50,080 --> 01:30:52,960
Speaker 1: Well, look, I appreciate you calling him. Man, it was

1681
01:30:52,960 --> 01:30:53,760
Speaker 1: a pleasure talking to you.

1682
01:30:54,600 --> 01:31:02,519
Speaker 16: Here you too, buddy, Take care, see you all from Caleb.

1683
01:31:04,720 --> 01:31:05,080
Speaker 1: Caleb.

1684
01:31:07,320 --> 01:31:09,320
Speaker 6: What's up, dude, Caleb?

1685
01:31:09,360 --> 01:31:10,280
Speaker 1: I can't hear you at all.

1686
01:31:12,320 --> 01:31:14,559
Speaker 3: What's up, dude, Caleb?

1687
01:31:14,560 --> 01:31:17,360
Speaker 1: Give me something good. What's going on, dude?

1688
01:31:17,400 --> 01:31:21,760
Speaker 15: What should I get for a midnight snack? I'm deciding

1689
01:31:22,120 --> 01:31:23,200
Speaker 15: I want to go to seven eleven.

1690
01:31:23,240 --> 01:31:24,320
Speaker 12: I want to get my suitie.

1691
01:31:25,040 --> 01:31:26,320
Speaker 15: I want to get a drink. I don't know what

1692
01:31:26,360 --> 01:31:27,240
Speaker 15: to do. I want your help.

1693
01:31:27,640 --> 01:31:28,240
Speaker 11: I want your help.

1694
01:31:29,000 --> 01:31:29,280
Speaker 14: Mmm.

1695
01:31:29,479 --> 01:31:31,080
Speaker 1: Okay, tell all right, I got I gotta hears a

1696
01:31:31,080 --> 01:31:32,720
Speaker 1: little bit about your preferences. First, what do you like?

1697
01:31:32,760 --> 01:31:34,680
Speaker 1: Do you like? What I like to do when I

1698
01:31:34,720 --> 01:31:39,000
Speaker 1: go to seven eleven? Is I'll get four things I get.

1699
01:31:39,080 --> 01:31:44,200
Speaker 1: I get sort of an entree food situation, a snack

1700
01:31:44,280 --> 01:31:47,160
Speaker 1: to go with it, a deserty item, and then a drink.

1701
01:31:49,080 --> 01:31:50,920
Speaker 6: Okay, here's the issue with that.

1702
01:31:51,040 --> 01:31:55,920
Speaker 15: I'm not that hungry, maybe like two hours ago, like Cayler, I.

1703
01:31:55,840 --> 01:31:57,800
Speaker 1: Can't am I on like speakerphone right now.

1704
01:31:58,600 --> 01:31:59,920
Speaker 15: No, you're not What the fuck?

1705
01:32:00,600 --> 01:32:03,520
Speaker 1: Okay? I got You're not that. You're not that hungry.

1706
01:32:04,520 --> 01:32:07,280
Speaker 15: I like blue Doritos, but I don't know if I

1707
01:32:07,320 --> 01:32:08,200
Speaker 15: want that right now.

1708
01:32:09,240 --> 01:32:11,680
Speaker 1: You like blue Doritos?

1709
01:32:12,040 --> 01:32:13,040
Speaker 6: Yeah, the blue ones?

1710
01:32:14,120 --> 01:32:18,280
Speaker 1: Mm uh so, I mean, so then get blue Doritos.

1711
01:32:18,640 --> 01:32:20,200
Speaker 12: Sounds like you are Okay.

1712
01:32:20,200 --> 01:32:22,400
Speaker 1: I already kind of knew what you wanted, which is

1713
01:32:22,600 --> 01:32:25,439
Speaker 1: I'm happy that I could like be here in support

1714
01:32:25,479 --> 01:32:26,920
Speaker 1: for you to like figure it out on your own.

1715
01:32:29,720 --> 01:32:33,479
Speaker 15: Okay, but Masul, do you know who Musuvi is? Nope,

1716
01:32:34,720 --> 01:32:39,519
Speaker 15: it's spam and rice with carryockey sauce. I'm torn, what

1717
01:32:39,680 --> 01:32:40,200
Speaker 15: do I do?

1718
01:32:41,439 --> 01:32:43,759
Speaker 1: I've never heard of I've never heard of that before.

1719
01:32:43,840 --> 01:32:48,040
Speaker 1: You're torn between what between Dorito's and MASSOULI yes, for

1720
01:32:48,200 --> 01:32:52,600
Speaker 1: surely get both. It sounds like one is more of

1721
01:32:52,600 --> 01:32:54,160
Speaker 1: a chip and one is more of a you know,

1722
01:32:54,280 --> 01:33:01,559
Speaker 1: sort of food thing. Thank you all of course, Caleb.

1723
01:33:01,840 --> 01:33:03,640
Speaker 1: I'm so happy to you're you're maybe I'll go to

1724
01:33:03,680 --> 01:33:05,880
Speaker 1: seven eleven after this. I always say I'm gonna go

1725
01:33:05,960 --> 01:33:07,840
Speaker 1: out and get food. After that, I always just go

1726
01:33:07,840 --> 01:33:09,519
Speaker 1: to bed and eat it to my kitchen.

1727
01:33:10,640 --> 01:33:13,280
Speaker 15: Got some here, all right?

1728
01:33:13,320 --> 01:33:14,960
Speaker 1: I might get myself some blue to Doritos. That sounds

1729
01:33:14,960 --> 01:33:17,479
Speaker 1: actually pretty good. I appreciate you inspiring me to do that.

1730
01:33:18,920 --> 01:33:19,600
Speaker 15: I appreciate it.

1731
01:33:21,280 --> 01:33:23,240
Speaker 1: Thank you, k Cale. I'm kind of losing you right now,

1732
01:33:23,240 --> 01:33:24,479
Speaker 1: but it was a pleasure speaking with you.

1733
01:33:25,160 --> 01:33:26,760
Speaker 6: It was a pleasure speaking with you too.

1734
01:33:26,840 --> 01:33:27,760
Speaker 15: Get thank you.

1735
01:33:27,760 --> 01:33:30,160
Speaker 1: You have a good rest of the night, you too, man.

1736
01:33:31,680 --> 01:33:33,960
Speaker 1: That was pleasant. That was very pleasant.

1737
01:33:34,120 --> 01:33:34,439
Speaker 13: Thank you.

1738
01:33:34,520 --> 01:33:36,639
Speaker 1: Thank you to Kayleb never.

1739
01:33:37,160 --> 01:33:40,360
Speaker 2: Goes on the line, thank you your phone calls every night,

1740
01:33:40,720 --> 01:33:43,400
Speaker 2: never goes he's teaching you.

1741
01:33:44,000 --> 01:33:44,840
Speaker 12: The interview line

1742
01:33:46,880 --> 01:33:47,280
Speaker 1: Exper