WEBVTT - Crip Mack, now Crip Mack's Father, Has The Hood Gone Crazy?

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<v Speaker 2>of the Gainst the Chronicles podcast and I am Norm Steele.

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<v Speaker 2>Jill No, we had a pretty good weekend This weekend. Man,

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<v Speaker 2>we celebrated the thirtieth anniversary of Minister Society. Man had

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<v Speaker 2>tiring the homeboy. The homies showed up, Man, what's happening?

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<v Speaker 2>Partner Samuel Monroe, And it was pretty good.

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<v Speaker 3>That was pretty cool, little turn little hang out. You know,

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<v Speaker 3>nothing nothing big, nothing major, just you know, really just

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<v Speaker 3>a gang of homies just kicking it well.

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<v Speaker 2>Yang homies, Yeah, gang homies, homegirls. It was cool man.

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<v Speaker 2>You know what though, Bro, that's the second time we

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<v Speaker 2>don't put something together in a few days, man, and

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<v Speaker 2>we get a decent little turnout. Man, I'm thinking. Man,

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<v Speaker 2>I was talking to Homie Man from eighty five South Man.

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<v Speaker 2>He was telling me he think we need to go

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<v Speaker 2>on to go on the road, man, Man, real stuff.

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<v Speaker 2>We'll see how it work, you know what I'm saying.

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<v Speaker 2>If we get support, you know what I'm saying, that's all,

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<v Speaker 2>and do it on your own. Man. Oh for shure,

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<v Speaker 2>for sure, man, for sure. You know it's been a

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<v Speaker 2>the thing everybody been talking about the internet. Man. Is

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<v Speaker 2>the woman in Chicago, man who had got you know

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<v Speaker 2>who was assaulted in that wrisk rant but the dude

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<v Speaker 2>punched on her, Carlicia Hood, her and her son they

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<v Speaker 2>got off. Man.

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<v Speaker 3>I've been following the story A little bit started, A

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<v Speaker 3>little video whatever do anybody like what was they even

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<v Speaker 3>arguing about.

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<v Speaker 2>I don't know, man, I know he was punching on

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<v Speaker 2>her like she was a punching bag.

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<v Speaker 1>Well I saw the video.

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<v Speaker 3>They was arguing about something and he was like, man,

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<v Speaker 3>just get your food and go. Just get your food

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<v Speaker 3>and go. Lady, just get your food and go. So

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<v Speaker 3>is that, like? I don't know what that was, because

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<v Speaker 3>you know, you gotta be able to let me tell

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<v Speaker 3>you something. I say this shit all the time, and

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<v Speaker 3>this as far as miss far as nils. You feel me,

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<v Speaker 3>you can't hang with no female when it comes to

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<v Speaker 3>that mouth man. A female won't let them bombs, drop

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<v Speaker 3>you down, kick you under the table, roll you in

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<v Speaker 3>some flour, nigga, and put you into hot grease. You

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<v Speaker 3>feel me. You cannot hang with no If you ain't

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<v Speaker 3>got no control you you gonna get pissed the hell

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<v Speaker 3>off because a woman can dig deep. When it comes

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<v Speaker 3>to talking shit, we can't. I don't give a fuck

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<v Speaker 3>who you are. You be the best shit talker of

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<v Speaker 3>the world, nigga. I get paid to talk shit, you

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<v Speaker 3>feel me. But when it comes to arguing, when the female,

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<v Speaker 3>you cannot motherfucking go toe to toe So that being said,

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<v Speaker 3>you got to have a high level of tolerance and control, man,

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<v Speaker 3>because you already know what it is when you touch

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<v Speaker 3>on a woman and you get me, You're going down.

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<v Speaker 3>You just can't do it. So what I'm saying is

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<v Speaker 3>he I don't know he being provoked. I don't know

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<v Speaker 3>he yelling and screaming, get your food, lady, and.

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<v Speaker 1>Get out of here. I'm telling you you better get

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<v Speaker 1>your food.

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<v Speaker 3>And you say one and he was like, if you

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<v Speaker 3>say one more thing, I'm finna take off. But why

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<v Speaker 3>you know what I'm saying, because let's face it, even

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<v Speaker 3>if even if the situation, let's say the situation didn't

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<v Speaker 3>result in him getting popped, right, you beating on a

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<v Speaker 3>woman on camera, right, You're not finna get away with

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<v Speaker 3>that situation. You get me, and then when you get

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<v Speaker 3>arrested and you get thrown in jail, motherfucker's in jail

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<v Speaker 3>probably like, oh damn, you beat on the nigga's mama.

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<v Speaker 4>They asking for paper?

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<v Speaker 3>Are we finna get your You know what I'm saying.

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<v Speaker 3>So I wonder what, like you said, still, I don't know,

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<v Speaker 3>Maybe it's another story to it, because why did they

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<v Speaker 3>just start? What are they just you know how motherfuckers

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<v Speaker 3>get into it all the time. You know what I'm saying.

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<v Speaker 3>You customers in line, and you see it. You see

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<v Speaker 3>it all the time, see it all the time. And

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<v Speaker 3>they got motherfucking little show right now where you see

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<v Speaker 3>motherfuckers and walmarts and stores and restaurants, gas stations and

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<v Speaker 3>they customers and they getting into it with each other.

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<v Speaker 2>They got Curvillians video of this man, and they say

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<v Speaker 2>the civilians. Video outside of the restaurant shows the team

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<v Speaker 2>into the restaurant. I guess she had been texting her

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<v Speaker 2>son while they were in there arguing, and cell phone

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<v Speaker 2>video from inside shows Brown punching Hood at least three

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<v Speaker 2>times in the head and face. Prosecute to see it

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<v Speaker 2>that when the team pulled out a gun from its

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<v Speaker 2>hoodie and shot Brown the back. Brown fled the restaurant,

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<v Speaker 2>but the team followed them outside the five more shots

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<v Speaker 2>at the hood told them to shoot and kill him.

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<v Speaker 2>He was shut twice in the back and later died

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<v Speaker 2>miss injuries. See that's that's where it gets kind of

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<v Speaker 2>a slippery slope. That that's where it's kind of a

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<v Speaker 2>slippery slope because the threat is at that time no

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<v Speaker 2>more threat. This dude, don't ran off the restaurant, but ship,

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<v Speaker 2>that's the same situation. Like my nigga who who?

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<v Speaker 1>Who?

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<v Speaker 3>The female sent the niggas over to his crib and

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<v Speaker 3>after he ran in the house, they ran away, right,

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<v Speaker 3>they ran away, jumped in their car, he came out dumping. So,

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<v Speaker 3>like I said, at what level do you consider like, okay,

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<v Speaker 3>them them them, them dudes is gone, so fucking I'm

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<v Speaker 3>gonna let off in the heat of in the heat

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<v Speaker 3>of the motherfucking moment, and that's your mama. I'm about

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<v Speaker 3>to chase this motherfucker from here to the fucking next

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<v Speaker 3>corners dumping, you get me, especially if the nigga socking

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<v Speaker 3>on my mama like a dude. Man, sure, man, I'm

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<v Speaker 3>about to chase this nigga down.

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<v Speaker 1>Man.

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<v Speaker 4>When you see that, alrighttionale goes out.

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<v Speaker 3>There, Yeah, it goes out And Okay, she texting em

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<v Speaker 3>like get the gun or something. Yeah, cause the nigga

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<v Speaker 3>in here hollering and fucking screaming at me telling me

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<v Speaker 3>you say one more motherfucking thing, I'm gonna sock the

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<v Speaker 3>shit out of you. Okay, let me just texting, motherfucker

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<v Speaker 3>right quick? Hey, uh, get the pistol out the glove

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<v Speaker 3>compartment and come on in here. And then I walk

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<v Speaker 3>through the door and I see my mom on the

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<v Speaker 3>ground and the nigga standing.

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<v Speaker 4>Over Popop Pop Pop.

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<v Speaker 3>I'm letting, I'm letting all they all going, they all going.

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<v Speaker 2>And it's so you know the thing is, man, it's

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<v Speaker 2>very dangerous, man. That's why I tell people, man, it's

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<v Speaker 2>best to play the high power cover. Man. I don't

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<v Speaker 2>do no kind of extra talking man when I'm in

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<v Speaker 2>places where I don't know people, man, because it can

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<v Speaker 2>go down that quick. You could lose your life or

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<v Speaker 2>wound up taking somebody's life that quick.

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<v Speaker 3>You don't know who carry pistols, That's the whole thing.

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<v Speaker 3>That's ship man. You emails carry pistols too. So and

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<v Speaker 3>like I said, you don't know what the story is.

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<v Speaker 3>But if it's just some random ass motherfuckers is in

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<v Speaker 3>the rec the little shit, you know what I'm saying.

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<v Speaker 3>And I don't know a wrong look or whatever, I mean,

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<v Speaker 3>what caused them to get into it, you know what

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<v Speaker 3>I'm saying, Especially when you look at it as a

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<v Speaker 3>female and a dude. It wasn't like it was two

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<v Speaker 3>dudes in there. Arguing her two females. So is there

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<v Speaker 3>another story behind you know, him being that motherfucking furious

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<v Speaker 3>to where he ready to take off on her because

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<v Speaker 3>of words she talking and she didn't seem like, you know,

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<v Speaker 3>she didn't seem sister irate.

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<v Speaker 1>You know what I'm saying.

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<v Speaker 3>She wasn't doing She wasn't doing the neck you know,

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<v Speaker 3>and the pointing and like you know, nigga, you this,

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<v Speaker 3>I don't know. It seemed pretty car He was pretty

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<v Speaker 3>motherfucking adamant.

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<v Speaker 4>From what I understand. The brother got man. He was

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<v Speaker 4>telling her to her up and get her riot order,

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<v Speaker 4>and she was. She just basically told him like do it,

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<v Speaker 4>I'm not finishing order and hold on, you know what

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<v Speaker 4>I mean. So he got pissed off and got to talking.

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<v Speaker 2>Ship that due piss you off sometimes though when you're hongry, man,

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<v Speaker 2>it's somebody. Because I'm gonna tell you women got that good.

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<v Speaker 2>Because I'm gonna tell you this, bro, my girl on

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<v Speaker 2>been to Windy's a million times or make Donalds. But

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<v Speaker 2>she get up there in front of that thing and

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<v Speaker 2>will do this. But like, man, you don't know if.

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<v Speaker 3>You want to Hamburger Maria slap the back of your

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<v Speaker 3>deck when you walk at the door tonight talking about

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<v Speaker 3>what you're talking about before you with these trips, what

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<v Speaker 3>they do.

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<v Speaker 2>They say they don't want nothing, But then be over

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<v Speaker 2>that reaching for your French for us and all that.

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<v Speaker 1>Ship that Nigga said Maria going there and she'll be like.

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<v Speaker 2>Just looking at that. You know, we got to introduce

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<v Speaker 2>our guests today, man. We got to introduce our guests

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<v Speaker 2>because a lot of the stems back to mental health, man,

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<v Speaker 2>to mental health, and I think in the black community, man,

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<v Speaker 2>we definitely definitely you know, if you look at the

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<v Speaker 2>stuff that's just online, man, in the common section, you

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<v Speaker 2>will see a lot of people down there need help, man.

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<v Speaker 4>You know. Yeah. And and first of all, my name

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<v Speaker 4>is the ball Game Thanker from San Diego, California. I

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<v Speaker 4>really appreciate a sure still for having me on the show. Man.

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<v Speaker 4>It's a blessing to be here, you know what I'm saying.

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<v Speaker 4>And to all the gangs, the chronicle goons out there,

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<v Speaker 4>and much respect to you guys as well. My professional background,

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<v Speaker 4>you know, I went to school, went to Ohio State

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<v Speaker 4>for a little bit, got out Ohio State. I ended

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<v Speaker 4>up going to Liberty University in Virginia, I got my degree.

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<v Speaker 4>Then I ended up getting my master's degree from Liberty

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<v Speaker 4>University as well in communication and human services. And currently

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<v Speaker 4>right now, I'm a licensed clinical social worker and mental health.

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<v Speaker 4>Mental health is always been, as always been at the

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<v Speaker 4>forefront of the black communities. The problem with the black

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<v Speaker 4>community is that we don't think that we that were crazy.

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<v Speaker 4>They don't think they don't think that they don't think

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<v Speaker 4>that they need help, you know. You and I was

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<v Speaker 4>talking earlier today about you know, especially black men. You

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<v Speaker 4>know what I'm saying, if you tell a brother, hey man,

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<v Speaker 4>once you go talk to somebody, you once you go

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<v Speaker 4>seek some therapy, you know what I'm saying, get some

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<v Speaker 4>cognitive behavioral therapy or something to go to some group sessions,

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<v Speaker 4>you know, first thing or brother. You know. And I've

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<v Speaker 4>had some of the hommies tell me, you know, ball

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<v Speaker 4>fuck that you know, I ain't crazy, you know what

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<v Speaker 4>I mean, I don't need that, you know what I'm saying.

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<v Speaker 4>But they not realizing that they're dealing with all sorts

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<v Speaker 4>of traumas. You know what I'm saying. You got a

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<v Speaker 4>lot of black men, they deal with trauma in their

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<v Speaker 4>lives just from being a black man. You know, in society,

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<v Speaker 4>you know, we don't realize that, you know, shit, when

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<v Speaker 4>the police do you guys get a little anxiety when

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<v Speaker 4>the police get behind y'all. I always say, yeah, you

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<v Speaker 4>know what I'm saying.

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<v Speaker 3>I would say, you know, in my early days of

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<v Speaker 3>of stomping the neighborhood, you know, or you know, typically

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<v Speaker 3>hell yeah, it would be you get them butterflies in

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<v Speaker 3>that nervousness when you see them boys get behind you,

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<v Speaker 3>and especially when they ain't even ran the lights yet,

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<v Speaker 3>they just following you for a minute. You start anticipating

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<v Speaker 3>to pull over. You feel me.

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<v Speaker 4>But see what that's trauma right there. You did what

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<v Speaker 4>I'm saying. We go outside the path.

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<v Speaker 2>You know.

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<v Speaker 4>One of the things that I tell my son all

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<v Speaker 4>the time is that, you know, make sure you keep

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<v Speaker 4>your head on the swivel. And I teach him how

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<v Speaker 4>to deal with the police if they do fuck with him.

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<v Speaker 4>You know, he's a productive young brother. He ain't never

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<v Speaker 4>been in no trouble or nothing. You know, me, myself

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<v Speaker 4>and all his uncles. You know what I'm saying. We

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<v Speaker 4>was gang bangers, not gang members. Gang bangers. There's a difference.

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<v Speaker 4>You know what I'm saying, I'm part of the Zipper club,

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<v Speaker 4>you know what I mean, and kind of you know,

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<v Speaker 4>dish it out myself. A lot of people don't realize

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<v Speaker 4>that all that shit that we used to do back

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<v Speaker 4>in the days is affecting us mentally today, you know

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<v Speaker 4>what I'm saying, And we refuse to seek help for

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<v Speaker 4>our traumas that we've been dealing with, deaths, fucked up relationships.

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<v Speaker 4>I can go on. You know, racism, systemic racism. You

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<v Speaker 4>understand what I'm saying. These are traumas that Black men

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<v Speaker 4>and women deal with. Black women are dealing with trauma

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<v Speaker 4>right now. They don't even realize it. You know, they

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<v Speaker 4>talking this shit right now. That's why I used to

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<v Speaker 4>love the brother Kevin Samuel's rest in peace. You know that.

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<v Speaker 4>You know a lot of these independent black women right

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<v Speaker 4>now Black well, let me say this, Black women demographically.

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<v Speaker 4>You know, these sisters out here doing their thing. So

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<v Speaker 4>we got to tip our hats off to them. They

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<v Speaker 4>out here getting educated, getting their master's degrees, They out

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<v Speaker 4>here getting this money, They doing what they do. You

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<v Speaker 4>understand what I'm saying. They talk that shit. They don't

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<v Speaker 4>need a man, But what happens is they not realizing

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<v Speaker 4>that they're dealing with the traumas of fucked up relationships

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<v Speaker 4>with us?

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<v Speaker 2>And oftentimes you know, I notice in the black community,

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<v Speaker 2>black women that's taught by their mothers, Oh you don't

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<v Speaker 2>need a man. I know you know me and are producer.

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<v Speaker 2>We was talking earlier. Were both from Cleveland, and I

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<v Speaker 2>would have generation it was generations of people. Man. I

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<v Speaker 2>would see generations of people man where the grandma stayed

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<v Speaker 2>in the house, didn't have no man. Then she have

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<v Speaker 2>a daughter, the daughter grew up, have kids, they don't

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<v Speaker 2>have no man in there. They all live together, but

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<v Speaker 2>they all got a whole church full of kids. Right,

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<v Speaker 2>there's a bunch of kids in their man and they

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<v Speaker 2>all kind of talk that they don't need a man

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<v Speaker 2>in their life.

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<v Speaker 4>Well, I think this is the thing still, it's you know,

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<v Speaker 4>the thing is you do have those particular situations where

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<v Speaker 4>some sisters grew up in households where like as you're

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<v Speaker 4>saying that they seen that their grandmother didn't have a man,

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<v Speaker 4>probably died alone. But you still have a bunch of

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<v Speaker 4>brothers and sisters who actually grew up in two parent

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<v Speaker 4>household two grandmother and grandfather households like I did you

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<v Speaker 4>understand what I'm saying? So I understand what a traditional

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<v Speaker 4>healthy relation ship looks like.

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<v Speaker 3>I grew up in I grew up in a single

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<v Speaker 3>family house. I mean, my parents were together for a

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<v Speaker 3>time before they got divorced. You know what I'm saying.

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<v Speaker 3>But I don't know how it was for you growing up.

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<v Speaker 3>You know what I'm saying, what you saw in the household?

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<v Speaker 3>Or I grew up in the two parent household, and

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<v Speaker 3>how was it for you? I had a stepfather, see

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<v Speaker 3>my stepdad. I got my stepdad's last name, okay, because

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<v Speaker 3>I went to school one day and I kept wondering

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<v Speaker 3>while my last name was one thing and my brothers

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<v Speaker 3>and I asked my mama one day, I said, Hey,

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<v Speaker 3>how come they last name is this? How come we

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<v Speaker 3>don't all have the same last name?

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<v Speaker 4>How old were you when you asked her? That?

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<v Speaker 2>Man? I was about eight years old. And then with

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<v Speaker 2>my stepdaddy did he heard that? And my mama just

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<v Speaker 2>told me this man that my stepdad he winning the

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<v Speaker 2>newspaper and win his little cigar box where he kept

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<v Speaker 2>his money at And when it got an attorney went

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<v Speaker 2>and ran to ad and Ohio where my real dad

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<v Speaker 2>was at. He went to Agron and ran add in

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<v Speaker 2>Summer County so he could see and contested if he

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<v Speaker 2>wanted to. Then nobody ever contested. So he took me

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<v Speaker 2>to place and all I remember is putting my hands up,

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<v Speaker 2>making this oath my last My last name has been

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<v Speaker 2>Steel from then on.

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<v Speaker 1>But so was that because.

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<v Speaker 3>Moms and original Pops was never and it was just

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<v Speaker 3>what it or was it was it abuse?

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<v Speaker 1>Was it?

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<v Speaker 3>Moms was like, I got to get the hell away

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<v Speaker 3>from this, dude.

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<v Speaker 2>I'm gonna tell you it wasn't you know me. And

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<v Speaker 2>just for the record, me and my biological father have

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<v Speaker 2>a great relationship. You now, he a whole different man.

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<v Speaker 2>You know, he was a young dude when all this

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<v Speaker 2>was happening. So we ben forgave him for all that, right,

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<v Speaker 2>But at the time it was some abuse.

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<v Speaker 1>Okay.

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<v Speaker 2>You know, my pops liked to put this, you know

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<v Speaker 2>what I'm saying, that's what they did.

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<v Speaker 1>You know, a lot of a lot, but a lot

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<v Speaker 1>of us.

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<v Speaker 3>I mean, you know what I'm saying, there's a lot

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<v Speaker 3>of uh us that came from that.

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<v Speaker 1>You get me.

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<v Speaker 3>You know, my father, you know, went to the military,

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<v Speaker 3>was in the Navy, you know what I'm saying. You know,

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<v Speaker 3>worked at General Motors and all of that, but sometimes

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<v Speaker 3>you know, it'd be situations to where you know, it

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<v Speaker 3>just don't work. So Mom's left, you know what I'm saying,

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<v Speaker 3>Like you said, it might have been physical and abusive.

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<v Speaker 3>And even though Mom's left and it was me and

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<v Speaker 3>my sister and my brother, and you know, you never

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<v Speaker 3>saw any significant like I didn't get no stepdaddy, you

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<v Speaker 3>get me. Uh, you know it was I was on

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<v Speaker 3>the block, man, So I don't know if I saw,

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<v Speaker 3>you know, or took what I saw as a kid

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<v Speaker 3>in the household with my parents, and and that reflected

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<v Speaker 3>on me because.

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<v Speaker 1>I didn't.

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<v Speaker 3>I didn't take that route you know some dudes took

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<v Speaker 3>when it came to females and my my household, it

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<v Speaker 3>was my mama.

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<v Speaker 1>My sister was older.

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<v Speaker 3>The attitude wasn't fucking nigga in the household because we

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<v Speaker 3>came from a different generation parents.

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<v Speaker 4>She didn't want to convey that myss moms.

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<v Speaker 3>You know, like my parents, My moms came from Mississippi.

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<v Speaker 3>So you gotta understand growing up in that time, you know,

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<v Speaker 3>in the in the forties and fifties and shit, definitely.

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<v Speaker 1>It was different.

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<v Speaker 3>It wasn't like, you know, the dude left the household

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<v Speaker 3>or whatever, and it became this, I don't need a

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<v Speaker 3>motherfucking nigga or fucking nigga WHOOPI woo. It didn't have

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<v Speaker 3>that that. It didn't have that attitude. So I didn't

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<v Speaker 3>see that, you know, growing up where even though it

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<v Speaker 3>didn't work out, it was like, oh no, my sister

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<v Speaker 3>was taught, you know, fucking.

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<v Speaker 1>Nigga out there, you don't need no nigga.

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<v Speaker 2>It looked like my house either.

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<v Speaker 3>My sister, you know, she's been married to her husband

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<v Speaker 3>for decades.

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<v Speaker 4>But see, some of these relationships teaches us. You understand,

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<v Speaker 4>I'm saying how to how to actually go into a

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<v Speaker 4>relationship and learn how to deal with not only the

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<v Speaker 4>good but the adversities of the relationships. A lot of

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<v Speaker 4>people are staying together longer. I'm glad that eight said

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<v Speaker 4>that because I grew up in a household like you

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<v Speaker 4>still were. My younger brother's dad was a stepdad, but

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<v Speaker 4>I was never really receptive to this motherfucker, you know

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<v Speaker 4>what I mean. And because I had two older brothers

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<v Speaker 4>who kind of who I looked up to as a

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<v Speaker 4>dad because our father wasn't worth the fuck did what

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<v Speaker 4>I'm saying, So my dad taught me what not to be,

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<v Speaker 4>and that's the.

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<v Speaker 2>Same thing to even do. My dad is probably the

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<v Speaker 2>greatest grand in the world now, right, And.

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<v Speaker 1>Why but why did we have that though?

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<v Speaker 3>Why do you think that generation and era of men

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<v Speaker 3>and fathers were like you said, it wasn't fucking shit.

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<v Speaker 2>Like, We're gonna tell you what I learned, what I

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<v Speaker 2>got from it, and this is how I got the right, right, yeah,

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<v Speaker 2>And this is how I got to get to being

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<v Speaker 2>cool with my dad, right, What I found out that

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<v Speaker 2>my dad. You gotta understand my grandmother, Well, my first

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<v Speaker 2>of all, well, my grandfather came from Memphis, Tennessee. He

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<v Speaker 2>had a whole nother family down there, and he came

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<v Speaker 2>up north, met my grandmother and I think had fourteen kids.

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<v Speaker 2>They fourteen kids from my dad and them. So it

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<v Speaker 2>was a time to where Grandpa would just disappear sometimes

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<v Speaker 2>I'm talking about six months a year, So my grandmother

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<v Speaker 2>trying to take care of eighteen kids, right, and they

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<v Speaker 2>all like a year apart, and in some cases nine

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<v Speaker 2>ten months. You know what I'm saying, It's crazy, right.

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<v Speaker 2>So what I found out about my dad is that

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<v Speaker 2>they a lot of time and you know, they would

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<v Speaker 2>go to the boys home, the foster system. And what

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<v Speaker 2>I found out is that my dad's older one of

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<v Speaker 2>the older brothers, my uncle Bookie, had went and got

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<v Speaker 2>all of them because they was all separated. So he

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<v Speaker 2>broke out of his spot the foster home he was in.

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<v Speaker 2>He left and went and got all his brothers and

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<v Speaker 2>sisters and took them out the acting because you know,

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<v Speaker 2>he had started running the streets. My uncles was hardcore pimps.

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<v Speaker 2>You know, during that time I had uncles. I ain't

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<v Speaker 2>gonna name all their names, but you know they was pimping, right,

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<v Speaker 2>So once they started getting their money up, they went

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<v Speaker 2>and got all their brothers and sisters and went back.

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<v Speaker 2>So I would have to say that my father was

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<v Speaker 2>only doing He was better than his father now, but

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<v Speaker 2>they didn't know no better because with example that they

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<v Speaker 2>draw from.

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<v Speaker 4>Well, well, your uncle man, he had to know something, man,

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<v Speaker 4>because you don't get too many people that go back

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<v Speaker 4>and get all their siblings to keep everybody together.

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<v Speaker 2>And that's what it is. And to this day they

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<v Speaker 2>all like you, but not say nothing about his brother's

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<v Speaker 2>and sisters. Jay would get into a fight with you.

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<v Speaker 2>And and the thing I learned is I knew what

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<v Speaker 2>I didn't want as far as me being a man.

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<v Speaker 2>I always said, I'm not gonna I tried my best

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<v Speaker 2>not to have no just a bunch of kids running around, right.

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<v Speaker 2>And I knew that when I did have kids, I

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<v Speaker 2>always gonna be in their lives right right. And I

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<v Speaker 2>knew that once I had my woman, we was gonna

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<v Speaker 2>stay together through thick and thing, no matter what happened.

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<v Speaker 4>But but see, but but like I said, and I'm

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<v Speaker 4>an interject back off, what they was saying is that

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<v Speaker 4>you you you you saw some things, and you seen

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<v Speaker 4>some things and you and you and subconsciously you said,

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<v Speaker 4>you know what, that's what I'm not going to be.

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<v Speaker 4>Because one thing that my father did teach me, he

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<v Speaker 4>taught me my my my biological dad actually made me

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<v Speaker 4>into the man that I am today. You did what

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<v Speaker 4>I'm saying, right, because I didn't want to be like

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<v Speaker 4>this smoke exactly. You know what I'm saying. He wasn't ship,

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<v Speaker 4>you know what I mean. And I told myself that

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<v Speaker 4>I wasn't that I wasn't gonna be like him. And

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<v Speaker 4>I'm kind of like you. You know what I'm saying,

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<v Speaker 4>All three of my kids just by the same chick.

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<v Speaker 4>You know what I'm saying. I wasn't just out there

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<v Speaker 4>slinging Weenie and and and and you know, having these

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<v Speaker 4>kids by all these different personalities. You did you know

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<v Speaker 4>what I'm saying. I was responsible, you know, had a

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<v Speaker 4>I mean, did did my thing, did my you know,

0:23:17.840 --> 0:23:20.439
<v Speaker 4>jumping through windows and sliding up in some brawls and

0:23:20.480 --> 0:23:22.920
<v Speaker 4>all that. But I always was responsible. My older brother

0:23:22.920 --> 0:23:25.640
<v Speaker 4>would always tell me, might keep a raincoat on your shit.

0:23:25.720 --> 0:23:28.359
<v Speaker 4>You did what I'm saying, and all those types of things,

0:23:28.400 --> 0:23:30.560
<v Speaker 4>you know what I'm saying. So my older brother, Anthony,

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<v Speaker 4>rest in peace.

0:23:31.240 --> 0:23:31.400
<v Speaker 2>Man.

0:23:31.440 --> 0:23:33.680
<v Speaker 4>I miss you, my brother. You know that brother taught

0:23:33.760 --> 0:23:36.520
<v Speaker 4>me a hole like he. My older brother Anthony was

0:23:36.600 --> 0:23:39.720
<v Speaker 4>my dad man. And my older brother Levan followed shut

0:23:39.800 --> 0:23:42.680
<v Speaker 4>once my l once my brother passed away from cancer.

0:23:43.200 --> 0:23:46.800
<v Speaker 4>My older brother Levan, he followed suit and uh and

0:23:46.800 --> 0:23:50.000
<v Speaker 4>and I had five brothers and six of us, and

0:23:50.400 --> 0:23:53.600
<v Speaker 4>you know, and we kept a tight knitch, such as

0:23:53.680 --> 0:23:56.040
<v Speaker 4>your uncles and his siblings as well. You did what

0:23:56.040 --> 0:23:59.560
<v Speaker 4>I'm saying. And my family was a bunch of females.

0:24:00.119 --> 0:24:03.919
<v Speaker 4>But all my aunts were married and they all they

0:24:03.960 --> 0:24:06.359
<v Speaker 4>are all my uncles. They they they were married and

0:24:06.560 --> 0:24:08.920
<v Speaker 4>some of them, some of them the ones that are living.

0:24:08.960 --> 0:24:10.919
<v Speaker 4>You know what I'm saying, they're still with their husbands today.

0:24:10.960 --> 0:24:14.320
<v Speaker 4>So I know what it's like to be in a

0:24:14.400 --> 0:24:18.159
<v Speaker 4>healthy and long lasting relationship, you know what I mean.

0:24:18.280 --> 0:24:21.200
<v Speaker 4>My only problem is that, you know, before I got

0:24:21.200 --> 0:24:23.800
<v Speaker 4>into a relationship with my kids mother. You know what

0:24:23.880 --> 0:24:26.360
<v Speaker 4>I'm saying, I you know, me being a sagittariust man.

0:24:26.359 --> 0:24:28.720
<v Speaker 4>I just like women, man. And then you know what

0:24:28.760 --> 0:24:30.040
<v Speaker 4>I'm saying, it was shit. If it was a shit,

0:24:30.119 --> 0:24:32.200
<v Speaker 4>if I could shit, I've had three or four wives

0:24:32.240 --> 0:24:32.680
<v Speaker 4>in the house.

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<v Speaker 2>You know what though, Man. The thing is, I had

0:24:39.000 --> 0:24:42.800
<v Speaker 2>a very strong female presence in my life too. Like

0:24:42.960 --> 0:24:46.480
<v Speaker 2>my grandmama had a pistols. So when my dad did

0:24:46.600 --> 0:24:48.480
<v Speaker 2>come over there because he would be on some stuff

0:24:48.480 --> 0:24:50.480
<v Speaker 2>to where I'm coming. I'm coming to get my son,

0:24:51.200 --> 0:24:53.879
<v Speaker 2>and my grandmother was like the pistol, like, no, niggas,

0:24:53.880 --> 0:24:56.760
<v Speaker 2>you ain't coming up here with that, you know, because

0:24:56.800 --> 0:24:58.879
<v Speaker 2>my dad, let me know what, they wasn't all innocent.

0:24:58.960 --> 0:25:01.760
<v Speaker 2>They shot at me, my grandmother because at the time

0:25:02.160 --> 0:25:03.719
<v Speaker 2>I don't know if you all remember back in the day.

0:25:03.760 --> 0:25:05.919
<v Speaker 2>I'm from the Midwest, they used to have what you

0:25:06.000 --> 0:25:09.920
<v Speaker 2>call outhouses. Yeah, yeah, you know the bathroom Mississippi too.

0:25:10.040 --> 0:25:13.000
<v Speaker 2>You know, my grandmother threw the pists pot on my

0:25:13.080 --> 0:25:15.399
<v Speaker 2>dad before he came up there talking, and they timed

0:25:15.400 --> 0:25:17.000
<v Speaker 2>it as soon as he get to the door. They

0:25:17.080 --> 0:25:19.840
<v Speaker 2>just opened up the door and they threw that's fucked up.

0:25:20.040 --> 0:25:20.200
<v Speaker 1>You know.

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<v Speaker 4>They did some crazy stuff to my brother that can

0:25:22.720 --> 0:25:23.919
<v Speaker 4>cause hepatitis.

0:25:23.920 --> 0:25:25.280
<v Speaker 1>Man, man, they give a fuck.

0:25:25.400 --> 0:25:27.680
<v Speaker 3>They was like, getting your ass up out of here,

0:25:28.560 --> 0:25:36.280
<v Speaker 3>coming around here with that ship. Why why why are

0:25:36.280 --> 0:25:40.359
<v Speaker 3>you running off with pitts with pists all? Did he

0:25:40.520 --> 0:25:43.720
<v Speaker 3>right it off with pints and getting popped? That's fund

0:25:43.880 --> 0:25:48.040
<v Speaker 3>up with ye where they wasn't playing weddy. Let me

0:25:48.080 --> 0:25:50.280
<v Speaker 3>tell you right now that calls him. That caused brother

0:25:50.359 --> 0:25:51.520
<v Speaker 3>some mental health issues.

0:25:51.840 --> 0:25:54.200
<v Speaker 2>You know. So I just thinking about all this, but

0:25:54.240 --> 0:25:56.639
<v Speaker 2>I'm gonna tell you this. My mama will tell me

0:25:56.680 --> 0:25:58.920
<v Speaker 2>to this day. She said, your dad was just young.

0:25:58.960 --> 0:26:01.760
<v Speaker 2>He loved you. He just didn't know. He trying to

0:26:01.800 --> 0:26:04.720
<v Speaker 2>process a situation that he don't know nothing about. Right.

0:26:04.760 --> 0:26:06.600
<v Speaker 4>That's good that moms told you that. You know, my

0:26:06.640 --> 0:26:07.679
<v Speaker 4>mom's never told me.

0:26:07.840 --> 0:26:10.080
<v Speaker 2>Like my mom, she wanted me to have a relationship

0:26:10.119 --> 0:26:12.320
<v Speaker 2>with my day right, And I respect her for that

0:26:12.400 --> 0:26:14.600
<v Speaker 2>because she could have easily been like, no, you ain't

0:26:14.640 --> 0:26:17.240
<v Speaker 2>going to go see him. She never she always wanted

0:26:17.320 --> 0:26:18.360
<v Speaker 2>us to have a relationship.

0:26:18.400 --> 0:26:20.360
<v Speaker 4>Well, you know what. My mother never said nothing bad

0:26:20.359 --> 0:26:22.760
<v Speaker 4>about my dad either. And at one point in time,

0:26:22.760 --> 0:26:25.000
<v Speaker 4>my mother had told me one day, and I think

0:26:25.040 --> 0:26:27.199
<v Speaker 4>I was about twelve thirteen years old, I had just

0:26:27.240 --> 0:26:30.560
<v Speaker 4>start stealing cars for the homies, and she was like,

0:26:30.680 --> 0:26:32.720
<v Speaker 4>my dad came through and I was really eager and

0:26:32.720 --> 0:26:34.800
<v Speaker 4>happy to see him at that particular time because I

0:26:34.840 --> 0:26:37.440
<v Speaker 4>hadn't seen him in a while. And my mother said,

0:26:37.440 --> 0:26:40.000
<v Speaker 4>you really love your dad, don't you you know? I mean, yeah,

0:26:40.240 --> 0:26:42.320
<v Speaker 4>you know it's my dad, you know. And she said,

0:26:42.320 --> 0:26:44.719
<v Speaker 4>but you're gonna find out one of these days. She

0:26:45.000 --> 0:26:47.280
<v Speaker 4>that's the only that's the only time that I remember

0:26:47.320 --> 0:26:49.880
<v Speaker 4>my mother kind of putting a hypothetical on my head

0:26:49.920 --> 0:26:52.560
<v Speaker 4>about this motherfucker, you know what I mean, you know,

0:26:52.640 --> 0:26:55.880
<v Speaker 4>But she never said nothing bad about him, never said

0:26:55.920 --> 0:26:58.879
<v Speaker 4>nothing bad about him. It wasn't until I started getting

0:26:58.880 --> 0:27:01.480
<v Speaker 4>older and I started seeing when I had my daughters

0:27:01.480 --> 0:27:03.440
<v Speaker 4>and I have my sons. Hey, man, come on down.

0:27:03.480 --> 0:27:06.440
<v Speaker 4>My daughter's about to graduate from sixth grade. Okay, son,

0:27:06.480 --> 0:27:09.040
<v Speaker 4>I'll be there. This motherfucker don't show up. You know

0:27:09.040 --> 0:27:11.119
<v Speaker 4>what I'm saying, Hey, Dad, come on damn mikey my

0:27:11.480 --> 0:27:14.040
<v Speaker 4>young my only boy. You know, he's having a birthday,

0:27:14.040 --> 0:27:16.640
<v Speaker 4>partly having his third fourth birthday party. Come on down,

0:27:16.760 --> 0:27:19.160
<v Speaker 4>Dad would like to see you. Okay, son, I'm gonna

0:27:19.160 --> 0:27:22.200
<v Speaker 4>show up. He never show you know, motherfucker never show up.

0:27:22.480 --> 0:27:24.119
<v Speaker 4>You know what I'm saying. Back to the mental health

0:27:24.119 --> 0:27:25.440
<v Speaker 4>part of it. You know what I'm saying. That shit

0:27:25.440 --> 0:27:28.800
<v Speaker 4>can cause motherfucker some mental health issues. Right there? You did?

0:27:28.840 --> 0:27:30.960
<v Speaker 4>You know what I'm saying. And when you know, and then

0:27:30.960 --> 0:27:33.000
<v Speaker 4>when he did want to come around, come to find out,

0:27:33.040 --> 0:27:35.399
<v Speaker 4>this motherfucker putting his shit up his nose, he broke.

0:27:35.720 --> 0:27:37.800
<v Speaker 4>And then when he calling, he asked for something. Nigga,

0:27:37.800 --> 0:27:39.600
<v Speaker 4>I ain't seen you in ten years. What the fuck?

0:27:39.680 --> 0:27:41.840
<v Speaker 4>Why are you calling me asking me? You know what

0:27:41.840 --> 0:27:45.480
<v Speaker 4>I mean? You know? And then I started realizing, I'm like, Mike,

0:27:45.520 --> 0:27:47.280
<v Speaker 4>you know what, don't let this motherfucker take you out

0:27:47.320 --> 0:27:49.959
<v Speaker 4>of character. I always like to think about my actions

0:27:50.000 --> 0:27:53.159
<v Speaker 4>before I do shit, So I just stopped fucking with

0:27:53.200 --> 0:27:56.560
<v Speaker 4>my dad altogether. My brothers in aw I have a

0:27:56.560 --> 0:27:59.040
<v Speaker 4>brother named Elly as well. He living in Atlanta, Georgia,

0:27:59.080 --> 0:28:01.560
<v Speaker 4>and my brother Milly, would always say man. I'd ask, man,

0:28:01.600 --> 0:28:03.639
<v Speaker 4>how do you continue to fuck with this nigga? And

0:28:03.680 --> 0:28:05.560
<v Speaker 4>my brother said, man, because I don't give a fuck

0:28:05.560 --> 0:28:10.320
<v Speaker 4>a body, you don't FaZe me. But but but his

0:28:10.440 --> 0:28:11.439
<v Speaker 4>actions fucked with me.

0:28:15.200 --> 0:28:20.000
<v Speaker 3>I think, you know, still, I think I came, you know,

0:28:20.040 --> 0:28:23.439
<v Speaker 3>a little bit similar to your situation where you know,

0:28:23.960 --> 0:28:27.480
<v Speaker 3>you ended up having a cool relationship with your pops

0:28:27.680 --> 0:28:31.480
<v Speaker 3>after the fact, I mean, same situation with me. I mean,

0:28:31.520 --> 0:28:35.119
<v Speaker 3>I guess anybody, though, you know, the presence of your

0:28:35.680 --> 0:28:40.240
<v Speaker 3>dad is supposed to be like just oh man, my dad.

0:28:40.360 --> 0:28:46.000
<v Speaker 3>You know what I'm saying. So, but it gets to

0:28:46.040 --> 0:28:49.680
<v Speaker 3>a point to where I was like, like, you like,

0:28:49.760 --> 0:28:53.600
<v Speaker 3>I don't fuck with dude. I don't saw from the

0:28:53.680 --> 0:28:58.719
<v Speaker 3>transition of me starting a gang bang and all of that,

0:28:59.200 --> 0:29:01.680
<v Speaker 3>I didn't. I didn't fuck with my pops at all.

0:29:02.520 --> 0:29:06.760
<v Speaker 3>My sister she was one of them, like talk to

0:29:06.880 --> 0:29:10.400
<v Speaker 3>him every day. But I don't know. I guess because

0:29:10.440 --> 0:29:13.720
<v Speaker 3>of what I witnessed as a kid, you know, and

0:29:13.760 --> 0:29:17.240
<v Speaker 3>the stuff that happened with moms and you know that,

0:29:17.960 --> 0:29:21.640
<v Speaker 3>like you said, it'd be like some motherfucking PTSD shit,

0:29:22.120 --> 0:29:24.680
<v Speaker 3>you know what I'm saying to where you be like, oh,

0:29:24.760 --> 0:29:26.280
<v Speaker 3>I don't even want to go around, you know what

0:29:26.320 --> 0:29:29.200
<v Speaker 3>I'm saying, because you know, they do they thing you

0:29:29.280 --> 0:29:31.760
<v Speaker 3>feel me, they might have them a little drink or

0:29:31.760 --> 0:29:34.880
<v Speaker 3>a little smoke or whatever was. They vices and shit,

0:29:35.520 --> 0:29:39.360
<v Speaker 3>and as a youngster you don't really know how to

0:29:39.400 --> 0:29:43.040
<v Speaker 3>cope with that shit. You get me to see, you know,

0:29:43.760 --> 0:29:47.600
<v Speaker 3>the trauma in the household. So it really kind of

0:29:47.760 --> 0:29:51.680
<v Speaker 3>it could take you all in whatever direction. You know,

0:29:51.920 --> 0:29:56.959
<v Speaker 3>some people can overcome from it and then some niggas.

0:29:56.760 --> 0:30:03.200
<v Speaker 3>It makes that generation in no transition to where now

0:30:03.480 --> 0:30:07.240
<v Speaker 3>you you getting on you know, your broads and you

0:30:07.360 --> 0:30:10.040
<v Speaker 3>getting into it with your baby moms or your woman

0:30:10.240 --> 0:30:15.920
<v Speaker 3>or whatever. So yeah, I took because I was a

0:30:16.120 --> 0:30:20.360
<v Speaker 3>you know, lover of my mom. So my sister was

0:30:20.400 --> 0:30:23.120
<v Speaker 3>more like you know, once she got a little older,

0:30:23.760 --> 0:30:27.280
<v Speaker 3>she was able to be neutral with it. But me,

0:30:29.120 --> 0:30:31.600
<v Speaker 3>I didn't want to fuck with I didn't want to

0:30:31.600 --> 0:30:35.040
<v Speaker 3>fuck with him at all. And so the whole time

0:30:35.160 --> 0:30:39.000
<v Speaker 3>I was you know, from the time of like the twelves,

0:30:39.040 --> 0:30:43.479
<v Speaker 3>and thirteen and fourteen and fifteen, and I'm gang banging

0:30:43.600 --> 0:30:46.560
<v Speaker 3>and all that. Didn't I didn't. I didn't talk to

0:30:46.640 --> 0:30:49.800
<v Speaker 3>my pops at all. My sister would. Yeah, I talked

0:30:49.800 --> 0:30:52.200
<v Speaker 3>to Dad today and blah blah blah. But me and

0:30:52.240 --> 0:30:55.360
<v Speaker 3>then once I started rapping, and I think I got

0:30:55.360 --> 0:31:01.120
<v Speaker 3>to about maybe my fourth album, I started communicating because

0:31:01.120 --> 0:31:03.800
<v Speaker 3>you know, I was going places, and sometimes I would

0:31:03.800 --> 0:31:06.200
<v Speaker 3>be in the same town where, you know, because he

0:31:06.320 --> 0:31:10.000
<v Speaker 3>was living in Oklahoma and then he moved to Louisiana

0:31:10.120 --> 0:31:11.160
<v Speaker 3>and so you know.

0:31:11.640 --> 0:31:13.080
<v Speaker 2>Was he familiar with your REP career?

0:31:13.680 --> 0:31:14.080
<v Speaker 1>Yeah?

0:31:14.920 --> 0:31:21.320
<v Speaker 3>When I when I finally went to see him, he

0:31:21.400 --> 0:31:24.760
<v Speaker 3>had newspaper clippings and ads and all kinds of shit,

0:31:25.240 --> 0:31:28.200
<v Speaker 3>you know, Jet magazine shit I have been in. And

0:31:28.720 --> 0:31:31.760
<v Speaker 3>you know, when I did Minace and awards and all that,

0:31:31.840 --> 0:31:34.880
<v Speaker 3>he had paper clippings of all that shit. So so

0:31:34.920 --> 0:31:40.120
<v Speaker 3>he was definitely watching. I'm pretty sure you know what

0:31:40.120 --> 0:31:43.800
<v Speaker 3>I'm saying. I had no regrets, though you know what

0:31:43.840 --> 0:31:47.520
<v Speaker 3>I'm saying. I don't know, man, You know I held

0:31:47.680 --> 0:31:50.640
<v Speaker 3>you know, you hold grudges because, like I said, again,

0:31:51.960 --> 0:31:56.000
<v Speaker 3>that's moms. You get me, and you know your moms

0:31:56.080 --> 0:31:59.400
<v Speaker 3>do so much for you as as as a as

0:31:59.440 --> 0:32:03.600
<v Speaker 3>a kid. They kind of take the motherfucking the punches

0:32:03.680 --> 0:32:08.600
<v Speaker 3>on the chin and fuck it, nigga, knock me down.

0:32:08.600 --> 0:32:10.640
<v Speaker 3>I'm gonna get up, but I still gotta go do

0:32:10.760 --> 0:32:13.720
<v Speaker 3>the shit. You feel me, whether whether or not you're

0:32:13.800 --> 0:32:17.000
<v Speaker 3>gonna help or do something or not. You know, they

0:32:17.120 --> 0:32:19.120
<v Speaker 3>kind of take it on the chin. So when you

0:32:19.240 --> 0:32:24.160
<v Speaker 3>a kid, that's like, motherfucking that's all for you. Like

0:32:24.920 --> 0:32:28.800
<v Speaker 3>that's why I said that the situation, like we was

0:32:28.840 --> 0:32:33.440
<v Speaker 3>talking before, like you can't overstep that boundary when it

0:32:33.560 --> 0:32:36.360
<v Speaker 3>comes to your moms. Like niggas will go through whatever,

0:32:36.880 --> 0:32:39.800
<v Speaker 3>You'll go through, whatever level it is. You know, when

0:32:39.880 --> 0:32:43.640
<v Speaker 3>you see somebody offending even just offending your mom.

0:32:43.720 --> 0:32:46.120
<v Speaker 4>That's the reason why the young brother popped this motherfucker.

0:32:46.160 --> 0:32:46.800
<v Speaker 4>I was still in there.

0:32:46.840 --> 0:32:48.959
<v Speaker 3>You'd be ready to take a nigga's head off, like

0:32:49.240 --> 0:32:52.080
<v Speaker 3>I like, if you had that relationship with your mom,

0:32:52.240 --> 0:32:54.640
<v Speaker 3>you know, and a person like me, like I said,

0:32:55.800 --> 0:32:59.240
<v Speaker 3>once mom's and pops split, it was just me and

0:32:59.280 --> 0:33:03.880
<v Speaker 3>moms and so whether we had to go through the struggle,

0:33:04.360 --> 0:33:07.400
<v Speaker 3>the grind of you know, trying to figure out what

0:33:07.640 --> 0:33:11.480
<v Speaker 3>where the bread was coming from or eating and all

0:33:11.560 --> 0:33:15.880
<v Speaker 3>that shit, and you know, even the trials a nigga

0:33:15.960 --> 0:33:19.080
<v Speaker 3>had to go through with turning a young man and

0:33:19.480 --> 0:33:22.880
<v Speaker 3>there is no father around. You give me, so now

0:33:23.320 --> 0:33:26.400
<v Speaker 3>you have to try to learn a little bit on

0:33:26.440 --> 0:33:29.520
<v Speaker 3>your own and watch niggas in the streets. And then

0:33:29.560 --> 0:33:34.280
<v Speaker 3>there's Moms and you know she's always with the positive eye.

0:33:34.320 --> 0:33:37.120
<v Speaker 3>But you know, as a slick little nigga, you think

0:33:37.160 --> 0:33:40.400
<v Speaker 3>you're gonna get away with some shit, so you test

0:33:40.560 --> 0:33:43.480
<v Speaker 3>and test, but Mom is still there. Every time I

0:33:43.520 --> 0:33:46.480
<v Speaker 3>went to fucking jail, she came to bail me out.

0:33:46.600 --> 0:33:49.440
<v Speaker 3>Every time I stole a motherfucking car and it went

0:33:49.480 --> 0:33:53.000
<v Speaker 3>to the impound, she got that motherfucker out, you know.

0:33:53.200 --> 0:33:58.880
<v Speaker 3>So you don't you know the situation of that is

0:33:59.000 --> 0:34:01.120
<v Speaker 3>just like, you know, what the fuck you want me

0:34:01.160 --> 0:34:01.400
<v Speaker 3>to do?

0:34:01.800 --> 0:34:03.320
<v Speaker 1>This nigga socking my mom?

0:34:03.640 --> 0:34:07.600
<v Speaker 3>Of course he was fit to die, of course, and

0:34:07.720 --> 0:34:11.600
<v Speaker 3>not to disrespect you know, the dead and his family,

0:34:11.719 --> 0:34:15.520
<v Speaker 3>because I'm knowing they feeling something right now. But that

0:34:15.560 --> 0:34:19.600
<v Speaker 3>comes to the level of how how far can you

0:34:19.719 --> 0:34:23.239
<v Speaker 3>let a motherfucker push you? You give me like you

0:34:23.320 --> 0:34:26.000
<v Speaker 3>got to be in some coinntrol of your actions. Man,

0:34:26.160 --> 0:34:29.359
<v Speaker 3>Sometimes you get me and I come from that too.

0:34:30.040 --> 0:34:32.440
<v Speaker 3>I come from that. Fuck you, I don't give fucking

0:34:33.520 --> 0:34:37.120
<v Speaker 3>you get me. But still, you know you have to

0:34:37.160 --> 0:34:40.239
<v Speaker 3>come to a level of control because you know, you

0:34:40.280 --> 0:34:43.200
<v Speaker 3>don't know what a motherfucker gonna do. Like you said,

0:34:43.239 --> 0:34:45.680
<v Speaker 3>you gotta have your head on the swivel. His head

0:34:45.719 --> 0:34:48.160
<v Speaker 3>ain't on the swivel because you're in there. First of all,

0:34:48.200 --> 0:34:51.120
<v Speaker 3>because he in there having confrontations with a female, so

0:34:51.160 --> 0:34:54.120
<v Speaker 3>his head ain't on the swift knowing who she with exactly.

0:34:54.120 --> 0:34:56.560
<v Speaker 3>And then like you said, it ain't like she looking

0:34:56.680 --> 0:34:59.600
<v Speaker 3>like the homegirl from the hood where you know it

0:34:59.680 --> 0:35:03.080
<v Speaker 3>might be niggas in the car. She looking like somebody mama.

0:35:03.320 --> 0:35:08.560
<v Speaker 3>So it's gonna escalate if you that type of nigga

0:35:08.600 --> 0:35:10.360
<v Speaker 3>and got that attitude.

0:35:09.880 --> 0:35:12.279
<v Speaker 2>Well you know what real quick. They saying that the

0:35:12.360 --> 0:35:16.239
<v Speaker 2>woman told her son to hit the witness, I guess

0:35:16.280 --> 0:35:18.440
<v Speaker 2>it was a witness in their hood. Then that averts

0:35:18.480 --> 0:35:19.359
<v Speaker 2>her intention.

0:35:19.120 --> 0:35:21.160
<v Speaker 1>To the witness, that it was somebody in there filming.

0:35:21.840 --> 0:35:25.600
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, where she instructed her son to shoot them. Wow,

0:35:26.040 --> 0:35:29.439
<v Speaker 2>the dude with the camera, because the court to take

0:35:29.440 --> 0:35:31.480
<v Speaker 2>the gun from the boy, but he pushed her off

0:35:31.760 --> 0:35:33.960
<v Speaker 2>to paarody into the vehicle. Sound like the son had

0:35:34.000 --> 0:35:35.640
<v Speaker 2>more sense than the Mama was like, let's go. You

0:35:35.640 --> 0:35:38.520
<v Speaker 2>ain't got to shoot this man, you know, going back

0:35:38.560 --> 0:35:42.960
<v Speaker 2>to your pops. Eight. The biggest memory I got, man,

0:35:43.000 --> 0:35:44.960
<v Speaker 2>and I think and for a long time I had

0:35:45.000 --> 0:35:48.040
<v Speaker 2>a lot of hatred in my heart towards my pops

0:35:48.360 --> 0:35:50.480
<v Speaker 2>is I remember when I was real little, and I

0:35:50.480 --> 0:35:54.839
<v Speaker 2>remember this vividly. I probably had to be about eight

0:35:55.000 --> 0:35:58.439
<v Speaker 2>nine something like that. It's me waiting at the house

0:35:58.440 --> 0:36:00.760
<v Speaker 2>for him to come, right, I remember, have my little

0:36:00.800 --> 0:36:03.719
<v Speaker 2>bag of clothes ready, man, and I would just have

0:36:03.880 --> 0:36:06.480
<v Speaker 2>my coat on already. This niggaspost come at six o'clock.

0:36:06.520 --> 0:36:09.719
<v Speaker 2>I'm three o'clock. I'm all come on, got my coat on,

0:36:09.840 --> 0:36:12.839
<v Speaker 2>I'm ready to bail, right, And he would never come.

0:36:12.880 --> 0:36:14.520
<v Speaker 2>I would go in the couch. I would go to

0:36:14.520 --> 0:36:16.120
<v Speaker 2>sleep on a couch. Wouldn't want to go to bed

0:36:16.120 --> 0:36:18.120
<v Speaker 2>because my MoMA. No, he might come. I'm gonna miss him.

0:36:18.880 --> 0:36:21.080
<v Speaker 2>That's trauma right there. Just never show up though.

0:36:21.160 --> 0:36:24.200
<v Speaker 4>That's trauma right there. That's trauma right there.

0:36:24.440 --> 0:36:26.279
<v Speaker 2>It's never come. I would wait by the window if

0:36:26.320 --> 0:36:29.839
<v Speaker 2>we stayed, you know, me being the Midwest, they got apartments,

0:36:29.840 --> 0:36:32.279
<v Speaker 2>some of them in the basement, right. I remember I

0:36:32.320 --> 0:36:33.759
<v Speaker 2>was staying up on the back of the couch and

0:36:33.800 --> 0:36:35.759
<v Speaker 2>be by the window, and I would just wait to

0:36:35.760 --> 0:36:36.800
<v Speaker 2>see that van coming.

0:36:36.840 --> 0:36:44.680
<v Speaker 3>Bro Man, my pops would come get me and my sister.

0:36:45.200 --> 0:36:49.040
<v Speaker 3>You know, when he moved and you know, you know

0:36:50.000 --> 0:36:53.960
<v Speaker 3>got you know, was dealing with another lady, and you know,

0:36:54.239 --> 0:36:56.840
<v Speaker 3>he used to come get us and we used to

0:36:56.960 --> 0:36:59.719
<v Speaker 3>spend the week ends and go to church with him

0:36:59.719 --> 0:37:03.400
<v Speaker 3>and all of that. I mean, for the record, my

0:37:03.640 --> 0:37:07.920
<v Speaker 3>pops tried to be you know, I guess the best

0:37:08.000 --> 0:37:11.680
<v Speaker 3>he could. I mean, his faults from you know, the

0:37:11.719 --> 0:37:14.879
<v Speaker 3>abusive shit and who knows what.

0:37:15.040 --> 0:37:16.879
<v Speaker 1>I don't know what my.

0:37:16.920 --> 0:37:21.440
<v Speaker 3>Pops was going through in his head. He had a

0:37:21.560 --> 0:37:25.239
<v Speaker 3>job at General Motors, so he wasn't like just a

0:37:25.360 --> 0:37:29.840
<v Speaker 3>dead beat motherfucker. But you never know, he was in

0:37:29.920 --> 0:37:32.400
<v Speaker 3>the military, you know what I'm saying. He was a

0:37:32.400 --> 0:37:35.040
<v Speaker 3>productive He probably got you know, he probably got on

0:37:35.120 --> 0:37:39.560
<v Speaker 3>that shit. Who knows when you know what I'm saying.

0:37:39.640 --> 0:37:44.040
<v Speaker 3>He was educated, motherfucker smart, had a great job. He

0:37:44.040 --> 0:37:46.920
<v Speaker 3>had a job at General Motors for probably over thirty years,

0:37:47.360 --> 0:37:50.319
<v Speaker 3>you know what I'm saying. But who knows what the

0:37:50.400 --> 0:37:52.759
<v Speaker 3>trauma of that shit is. You know, a lot of

0:37:52.840 --> 0:37:57.840
<v Speaker 3>motherfuckers went through, you know, the physical fighting and abusive

0:37:57.880 --> 0:38:01.799
<v Speaker 3>shit in the household around them seventies you get me.

0:38:03.640 --> 0:38:07.319
<v Speaker 3>For us who are or seventies or sixties kids, a

0:38:07.360 --> 0:38:10.399
<v Speaker 3>lot of that shit went down and it was overlooked,

0:38:10.640 --> 0:38:13.080
<v Speaker 3>you get me. But you know, for the most part,

0:38:13.200 --> 0:38:18.000
<v Speaker 3>my pops tried to you know, it was just it

0:38:18.160 --> 0:38:21.320
<v Speaker 3>was just the incidents. You get me. As a kid,

0:38:21.440 --> 0:38:24.759
<v Speaker 3>you can't, you really can't function with that shit. And

0:38:24.880 --> 0:38:27.200
<v Speaker 3>even when I would go over to that ways the good,

0:38:27.440 --> 0:38:30.800
<v Speaker 3>even when I would, you know, sometimes go over there,

0:38:31.480 --> 0:38:35.800
<v Speaker 3>it was still the shit cracking. You get me to where, Nigga,

0:38:35.840 --> 0:38:39.520
<v Speaker 3>I'm in the motherfucking room listening to yelling and shit

0:38:39.680 --> 0:38:41.960
<v Speaker 3>going down, Like I don't want to come over to

0:38:42.040 --> 0:38:45.480
<v Speaker 3>this motherfucker no more, man, And so you start distancing

0:38:45.520 --> 0:38:48.640
<v Speaker 3>yourself because not that you you know, you trying to

0:38:48.760 --> 0:38:52.520
<v Speaker 3>like now, you know Pops, like I said, every kid

0:38:52.600 --> 0:38:55.840
<v Speaker 3>growing up had that sense. I want to you know,

0:38:55.960 --> 0:38:58.160
<v Speaker 3>my father is supposed to be everything.

0:38:58.320 --> 0:38:58.960
<v Speaker 1>You get me.

0:38:59.280 --> 0:39:02.200
<v Speaker 3>When you look at the motherfucker shit that they portray

0:39:02.320 --> 0:39:05.440
<v Speaker 3>on the TVs and you read in the books, you know,

0:39:05.520 --> 0:39:08.640
<v Speaker 3>the father's supposed to be everything. He's the supporter He's

0:39:08.719 --> 0:39:12.760
<v Speaker 3>the motherfucking provider. You know, He's the motherfucker that's gonna

0:39:12.760 --> 0:39:15.520
<v Speaker 3>come whoop a nigga's ass when they come fuck with you.

0:39:15.960 --> 0:39:18.680
<v Speaker 3>And so I didn't have that, you know what I'm saying,

0:39:18.719 --> 0:39:20.880
<v Speaker 3>That's why gang banging started.

0:39:20.960 --> 0:39:21.720
<v Speaker 1>You know what I'm saying.

0:39:21.760 --> 0:39:24.759
<v Speaker 3>I had the homies and shit like that, and then

0:39:24.840 --> 0:39:28.839
<v Speaker 3>you start growing immune to it to where it got

0:39:28.880 --> 0:39:30.479
<v Speaker 3>to the point to I was like, now I don't

0:39:30.480 --> 0:39:33.719
<v Speaker 3>do no summer vacations out there no more. Nah, I

0:39:33.719 --> 0:39:37.000
<v Speaker 3>don't want to pick up the phone and call I'm cool. Nah,

0:39:37.000 --> 0:39:40.160
<v Speaker 3>I'm good because now shit, nigga got the I'm from

0:39:40.160 --> 0:39:43.200
<v Speaker 3>the hood. I don't need shit else, Nigga, I got

0:39:43.200 --> 0:39:45.600
<v Speaker 3>the homies from the hood. I got me a strap

0:39:45.640 --> 0:39:49.040
<v Speaker 3>in a sack and a father. Can't tell me shit

0:39:49.200 --> 0:39:49.640
<v Speaker 3>right now?

0:39:49.719 --> 0:39:52.560
<v Speaker 2>Your way, Hey, Mike, I wanted to ask you this,

0:39:53.560 --> 0:39:55.840
<v Speaker 2>what the way the internet he is right now? Like

0:39:57.480 --> 0:39:59.359
<v Speaker 2>I see a lot of people, man, like a lot

0:39:59.400 --> 0:40:03.359
<v Speaker 2>of adult men and women that look like they caught

0:40:03.440 --> 0:40:06.319
<v Speaker 2>up in the lives of all these online different these

0:40:06.320 --> 0:40:10.319
<v Speaker 2>different online personalities and even the people that watch your

0:40:10.360 --> 0:40:14.480
<v Speaker 2>shows sometimes right, it's like almost you got peopless invested

0:40:14.520 --> 0:40:18.160
<v Speaker 2>in this like, this is their reality? Where would that

0:40:18.200 --> 0:40:21.359
<v Speaker 2>stem from? You know, you know, you got to think

0:40:21.400 --> 0:40:21.719
<v Speaker 2>about it.

0:40:21.760 --> 0:40:24.480
<v Speaker 4>Man. Social media is real powerful man, you know what

0:40:24.560 --> 0:40:27.040
<v Speaker 4>I'm saying. Just the influences. You got a lot of

0:40:27.080 --> 0:40:31.439
<v Speaker 4>people that watch these shows, watch y'all, you know, watch

0:40:31.480 --> 0:40:33.520
<v Speaker 4>a lot of the platform. Shout out to my homeboy,

0:40:33.600 --> 0:40:36.920
<v Speaker 4>Meley Mail out of Santana Block, you know, the hood

0:40:36.960 --> 0:40:39.600
<v Speaker 4>Postman in his situation. You got a lot of people

0:40:39.640 --> 0:40:43.560
<v Speaker 4>that listen to what we say. They depend on they

0:40:43.600 --> 0:40:47.200
<v Speaker 4>depend on these shows. You understand what I'm saying, because

0:40:47.239 --> 0:40:50.440
<v Speaker 4>what happens is it's not that people are living their

0:40:50.440 --> 0:40:52.400
<v Speaker 4>lives through the shows, you know what I'm saying, But

0:40:52.440 --> 0:40:55.440
<v Speaker 4>they won't answers to questions that they just can't you

0:40:55.480 --> 0:40:58.719
<v Speaker 4>know that they can't answer, you know, And sometimes these

0:40:58.719 --> 0:41:02.239
<v Speaker 4>shows they provide that. You understand what I'm saying. You know,

0:41:03.160 --> 0:41:08.600
<v Speaker 4>for me, I like you know, you know there's there's

0:41:08.640 --> 0:41:13.080
<v Speaker 4>a podcast Tim Wise. You know the white boy. You

0:41:13.120 --> 0:41:15.879
<v Speaker 4>ever heard of him? Look, you got to look him up, man.

0:41:15.880 --> 0:41:18.320
<v Speaker 4>He you know what he does is he talks about

0:41:18.360 --> 0:41:21.759
<v Speaker 4>how white people. What he does is he just roast

0:41:21.800 --> 0:41:23.960
<v Speaker 4>his own people, you know what I'm saying. And he

0:41:24.080 --> 0:41:27.120
<v Speaker 4>and he talks about, you know, how you know, how

0:41:27.160 --> 0:41:32.000
<v Speaker 4>white people has done the indigenous peoples over the years,

0:41:32.000 --> 0:41:35.440
<v Speaker 4>and how they how they've benefited off our labor and

0:41:35.480 --> 0:41:37.080
<v Speaker 4>all these types of things. You know, I like to

0:41:37.120 --> 0:41:39.520
<v Speaker 4>listen to those types of things, those types of podcasts

0:41:39.520 --> 0:41:42.760
<v Speaker 4>and what so forth. I listened to Lewis May, the Minister,

0:41:42.840 --> 0:41:45.759
<v Speaker 4>the Honorable Louis fair Count all the time. And you know,

0:41:45.920 --> 0:41:48.520
<v Speaker 4>some of these podcasts they get they they not only

0:41:48.520 --> 0:41:50.840
<v Speaker 4>do they give vindication to the mind of the people

0:41:50.880 --> 0:41:53.520
<v Speaker 4>that watches them, you understand what I'm saying, it also

0:41:53.600 --> 0:41:56.520
<v Speaker 4>gives validation. That's why a lot of these That's why

0:41:56.560 --> 0:41:58.799
<v Speaker 4>these kids are so fucked up right now, because they

0:41:58.840 --> 0:42:02.360
<v Speaker 4>watched these they watch these podcasts that that that deliver

0:42:02.440 --> 0:42:05.239
<v Speaker 4>all these fucked up messages, you understand what I'm saying.

0:42:05.280 --> 0:42:07.520
<v Speaker 4>And then these kids are knitny. They're not getting groomed

0:42:07.520 --> 0:42:10.160
<v Speaker 4>at home. Why because there is no father in the home.

0:42:10.239 --> 0:42:13.239
<v Speaker 4>The mothers and the mothers at work working all damn day.

0:42:13.280 --> 0:42:15.200
<v Speaker 4>When the mother come home, she don't feel like dealing

0:42:15.239 --> 0:42:17.560
<v Speaker 4>with the kid or talking to the kid. Don't even

0:42:17.600 --> 0:42:19.399
<v Speaker 4>ask the kid how his or her day was doing.

0:42:19.440 --> 0:42:21.680
<v Speaker 4>So the kid, you know what I'm saying they get

0:42:21.719 --> 0:42:24.040
<v Speaker 4>a lot of their lessons from these podcasts, man, And

0:42:24.120 --> 0:42:25.560
<v Speaker 4>unfortunately that's fucked.

0:42:28.280 --> 0:42:31.160
<v Speaker 2>Because I see people, man, you know in the comments section.

0:42:32.440 --> 0:42:35.600
<v Speaker 2>I had a guy one day, Man tell me, he said,

0:42:35.680 --> 0:42:40.040
<v Speaker 2>still SMD, Well, this is a man. I go back

0:42:40.080 --> 0:42:44.520
<v Speaker 2>to his page. Man, this dude is probably about like

0:42:44.600 --> 0:42:46.240
<v Speaker 2>twenty one two years old.

0:42:46.520 --> 0:42:46.880
<v Speaker 4>SMD.

0:42:47.520 --> 0:42:49.080
<v Speaker 2>You know, you know, suck my you know.

0:42:53.200 --> 0:42:55.760
<v Speaker 1>What the hell is Ryan?

0:42:56.280 --> 0:43:04.640
<v Speaker 3>They still hold up before you. I let you speak

0:43:04.719 --> 0:43:07.920
<v Speaker 3>on that. But that's why they always fucking with you still.

0:43:10.320 --> 0:43:10.520
<v Speaker 1>You know.

0:43:10.640 --> 0:43:14.839
<v Speaker 2>The cold thing about it is, Man, again, that has

0:43:14.880 --> 0:43:18.600
<v Speaker 2>to be a mental problem. It has to be a

0:43:18.640 --> 0:43:19.240
<v Speaker 2>mental problem.

0:43:19.280 --> 0:43:22.840
<v Speaker 3>That just that just ain't a nigga bad you talking

0:43:22.880 --> 0:43:23.600
<v Speaker 3>about that.

0:43:24.560 --> 0:43:25.560
<v Speaker 2>He didn't like, he didn't like.

0:43:26.560 --> 0:43:28.960
<v Speaker 1>Like like they ain't been through it.

0:43:29.320 --> 0:43:32.080
<v Speaker 4>Just don't like, I ain't never seen that one.

0:43:32.920 --> 0:43:37.440
<v Speaker 3>That's what that's that's that's that's another supporter from the

0:43:37.480 --> 0:43:43.040
<v Speaker 3>other side. That's why he said, let.

0:43:42.960 --> 0:43:46.560
<v Speaker 2>Me get this off. Even if he was a supporter

0:43:46.640 --> 0:43:50.040
<v Speaker 2>from the other side. You inserting yourself into something that

0:43:50.080 --> 0:43:53.960
<v Speaker 2>you don't know nothing about, you know nothing about, you

0:43:53.960 --> 0:43:56.360
<v Speaker 2>don't know what's going on. You just taking size and

0:43:56.520 --> 0:43:59.239
<v Speaker 2>stuff that you don't know nothing about. Right, And then

0:43:59.360 --> 0:44:04.600
<v Speaker 2>I even saw this, Right, I've seen people come in

0:44:04.760 --> 0:44:08.320
<v Speaker 2>under different things, right, under different names. Right, it be

0:44:08.400 --> 0:44:11.279
<v Speaker 2>the same person, but they got different names. They make

0:44:11.360 --> 0:44:14.120
<v Speaker 2>up all these different profiles. Though, when they send messages

0:44:14.160 --> 0:44:17.799
<v Speaker 2>to theyself. You know what I'm saying, just like this

0:44:17.960 --> 0:44:22.560
<v Speaker 2>crazy they like they come and comment on their own thing, right, yeah,

0:44:22.680 --> 0:44:24.799
<v Speaker 2>on their own posts, and it'd be like, man, these

0:44:24.840 --> 0:44:25.960
<v Speaker 2>people gotta be crazy.

0:44:26.000 --> 0:44:26.200
<v Speaker 1>Man.

0:44:26.360 --> 0:44:30.440
<v Speaker 3>Well, no, that's the Internet game. People know that, you know.

0:44:30.920 --> 0:44:35.160
<v Speaker 3>The more support that they get for bullshit, it's gonna

0:44:35.160 --> 0:44:39.560
<v Speaker 3>make it relevant. So if I got if I go,

0:44:39.840 --> 0:44:43.840
<v Speaker 3>if I send you a text and I say SMD,

0:44:44.600 --> 0:44:49.000
<v Speaker 3>I'm gonna I'll go, gonna make twenty profiles, fake profiles

0:44:49.000 --> 0:44:53.080
<v Speaker 3>to come in to comment on that SMD shit, and

0:44:53.360 --> 0:44:55.680
<v Speaker 3>all of the comments gonna be like, yeah, that's right,

0:44:55.800 --> 0:44:56.239
<v Speaker 3>so and.

0:44:56.200 --> 0:45:00.280
<v Speaker 1>So yeah man yeah, I man, what is still done?

0:45:00.360 --> 0:45:01.959
<v Speaker 1>He ain't this or that? Yeah?

0:45:02.000 --> 0:45:04.799
<v Speaker 3>Man, he can SMB for me too, you get me.

0:45:05.480 --> 0:45:10.359
<v Speaker 3>That makes it. That makes the motherfucking quote relevant.

0:45:10.560 --> 0:45:13.400
<v Speaker 2>And then he come back and say this, give homeboy

0:45:13.440 --> 0:45:16.640
<v Speaker 2>his money, Ryan, this.

0:45:16.880 --> 0:45:20.040
<v Speaker 3>Is still kill it big. Look, this is what I

0:45:20.120 --> 0:45:24.279
<v Speaker 3>say about people. Then people ain't motherfucking mental. They just

0:45:24.360 --> 0:45:28.759
<v Speaker 3>motherfucking They just haters and and and the thing is

0:45:28.840 --> 0:45:33.279
<v Speaker 3>what I say about shit like that. We got this

0:45:33.360 --> 0:45:40.560
<v Speaker 3>thing where it's supposed to be freedom of speech, and

0:45:40.600 --> 0:45:43.719
<v Speaker 3>this is it. This is what I used to go

0:45:43.800 --> 0:45:47.759
<v Speaker 3>through that ship. And still do you put up a

0:45:47.840 --> 0:45:50.640
<v Speaker 3>quote a nigga gonna come in and go he gonna

0:45:50.640 --> 0:45:54.480
<v Speaker 3>say something slick or something whatever, whatever it could be

0:45:54.480 --> 0:45:58.839
<v Speaker 3>from an anonymous page whatever, which means that somebody who

0:45:58.880 --> 0:46:02.320
<v Speaker 3>really know you, they just don't want to expose themselves

0:46:02.560 --> 0:46:05.080
<v Speaker 3>for saying what they really want to say, but they

0:46:05.200 --> 0:46:08.560
<v Speaker 3>not they cowards or whatever, or they want to still

0:46:08.560 --> 0:46:11.040
<v Speaker 3>be able to smile in your face and laugh behind

0:46:11.080 --> 0:46:15.960
<v Speaker 3>your back. Okay, so there's something you can do about it.

0:46:16.520 --> 0:46:18.319
<v Speaker 3>I used to get pissed off and want to go

0:46:18.440 --> 0:46:21.319
<v Speaker 3>back word for word with a nigga and motherfucker like

0:46:22.239 --> 0:46:24.759
<v Speaker 3>for what, Wow, you want to say that. All you

0:46:24.800 --> 0:46:27.799
<v Speaker 3>can do from there is block a motherfucker or leave

0:46:27.880 --> 0:46:30.520
<v Speaker 3>it up, because like I said, that's your up here,

0:46:30.560 --> 0:46:33.080
<v Speaker 3>that's what you feel about it. But you're still here

0:46:33.520 --> 0:46:38.160
<v Speaker 3>and you're making comments. That's the world of the Internet today, man,

0:46:38.239 --> 0:46:41.440
<v Speaker 3>and people with you know what I'm saying with just

0:46:42.360 --> 0:46:44.600
<v Speaker 3>a nigga don't like you, and you got that, you

0:46:44.640 --> 0:46:47.400
<v Speaker 3>got you got that right, whatever you get me.

0:46:47.520 --> 0:46:49.239
<v Speaker 4>You got some people that all sit up there, sit

0:46:49.320 --> 0:46:50.520
<v Speaker 4>up here and fuck with you all day.

0:46:50.560 --> 0:46:53.520
<v Speaker 3>If you allow them to, man, a nigga will go it.

0:46:53.680 --> 0:46:57.800
<v Speaker 3>Make it to me, this is what this what a

0:46:57.880 --> 0:47:01.520
<v Speaker 3>person told me. You ain't doing nothing but giving them

0:47:01.560 --> 0:47:04.359
<v Speaker 3>what they want if you take because you know what

0:47:04.400 --> 0:47:07.640
<v Speaker 3>they gonna do. They gonna take all your responses and

0:47:07.680 --> 0:47:11.280
<v Speaker 3>go post that shit and go Look. I meant look,

0:47:11.560 --> 0:47:16.280
<v Speaker 3>I'm into it with Stele. Look he's responding. He's responding

0:47:16.440 --> 0:47:19.200
<v Speaker 3>to me. Oh, I got him so mad and in

0:47:19.239 --> 0:47:21.799
<v Speaker 3>the back of the nigga mine. He really don't got

0:47:21.880 --> 0:47:25.399
<v Speaker 3>no beef with you. It's just making him look good

0:47:25.560 --> 0:47:29.440
<v Speaker 3>because half the niggas that start talking shit the minute

0:47:29.520 --> 0:47:32.799
<v Speaker 3>I come on and go fuck you or he oh

0:47:32.880 --> 0:47:35.160
<v Speaker 3>I didn't Oh it ain't really like oh man, I'm

0:47:35.160 --> 0:47:38.279
<v Speaker 3>a true fan. Really, I'm a fan with They do

0:47:38.360 --> 0:47:40.640
<v Speaker 3>that because they really don't think they gonna get a.

0:47:40.600 --> 0:47:41.600
<v Speaker 1>Respond out of you.

0:47:42.520 --> 0:47:45.799
<v Speaker 3>That's why they just want to be the negative motherfucker

0:47:45.840 --> 0:47:48.960
<v Speaker 3>out of all the people who going yeah, still keeping

0:47:49.080 --> 0:47:51.560
<v Speaker 3>cracking and keep want they want. I'm gonna come in

0:47:51.680 --> 0:47:55.719
<v Speaker 3>nig nigga SMD and pay a nigga his money and

0:47:55.719 --> 0:47:57.960
<v Speaker 3>then it really you'll never see the nigga or the

0:47:58.040 --> 0:48:00.480
<v Speaker 3>nigga could be a motherfucker that you see every and

0:48:00.520 --> 0:48:03.359
<v Speaker 3>you'll never know it. That's just the world that we

0:48:03.400 --> 0:48:05.440
<v Speaker 3>live in, especially with the Internet.

0:48:05.680 --> 0:48:08.160
<v Speaker 4>Especially the motherfuckers that ain't got no profile picks.

0:48:08.239 --> 0:48:10.040
<v Speaker 3>Yeah, no, I ain't got nothing to do but fuck

0:48:10.080 --> 0:48:12.040
<v Speaker 3>with this nigga all day. I ain't got nothing to

0:48:12.040 --> 0:48:13.960
<v Speaker 3>do with fuck with them all day. And it was

0:48:14.000 --> 0:48:16.880
<v Speaker 3>so bad about it. You bite half of the time.

0:48:17.120 --> 0:48:20.120
<v Speaker 3>You're gonna bite on it because it's just because first

0:48:20.160 --> 0:48:22.320
<v Speaker 3>of all, you don't like the shit on your page,

0:48:22.640 --> 0:48:24.600
<v Speaker 3>so you're gonna look at it and be like, who

0:48:24.680 --> 0:48:27.799
<v Speaker 3>is this motherfucker and a minute you go, ah, man,

0:48:27.920 --> 0:48:30.719
<v Speaker 3>shut the fuck up or mind your business. He go,

0:48:30.880 --> 0:48:33.040
<v Speaker 3>I got him now, I'm finna go back and forth

0:48:33.080 --> 0:48:35.239
<v Speaker 3>with him all day and bade him in me.

0:48:35.320 --> 0:48:37.080
<v Speaker 2>It's all I'm doing. His block and delete me.

0:48:37.120 --> 0:48:38.200
<v Speaker 1>And I don't. I don't think you.

0:48:39.760 --> 0:48:42.880
<v Speaker 3>D You can say niggas is mental, but that ain't

0:48:42.920 --> 0:48:45.799
<v Speaker 3>really no mentally ill. We got people out here with

0:48:45.920 --> 0:48:47.240
<v Speaker 3>real mental issues.

0:48:47.640 --> 0:48:50.600
<v Speaker 2>No, that's what I was gonna ask you, Mike, A

0:48:50.640 --> 0:48:53.160
<v Speaker 2>lot of these characters that pop up online and they

0:48:53.280 --> 0:48:56.120
<v Speaker 2>usually wind up on a White Boys platforms, right, right,

0:48:56.960 --> 0:48:59.160
<v Speaker 2>do you think some of these brothers got not putting

0:48:59.160 --> 0:49:01.200
<v Speaker 2>no names out there, nobody in particular, but do you

0:49:01.239 --> 0:49:03.000
<v Speaker 2>think some of these dudes got mental problems?

0:49:03.000 --> 0:49:03.200
<v Speaker 1>Though?

0:49:03.440 --> 0:49:07.000
<v Speaker 4>Well, you know they you know, I mean we First

0:49:07.000 --> 0:49:08.840
<v Speaker 4>of all, I would have to make an assessment. But

0:49:08.880 --> 0:49:11.560
<v Speaker 4>any motherfucker had to sit on the internet all damn

0:49:11.640 --> 0:49:13.440
<v Speaker 4>day and go back and forth with somebody. There's some

0:49:13.480 --> 0:49:17.160
<v Speaker 4>type of mental name somebody.

0:49:17.320 --> 0:49:19.000
<v Speaker 2>You think krip Met got something wrong with him?

0:49:19.000 --> 0:49:21.799
<v Speaker 4>Come on, man, I mean, I mean, bless the brother's heart,

0:49:21.840 --> 0:49:23.640
<v Speaker 4>you did what I'm saying, but yeah, you know, it's

0:49:23.640 --> 0:49:25.920
<v Speaker 4>only it's only obvious that brother got some type of

0:49:25.920 --> 0:49:27.360
<v Speaker 4>cognitive issues going on.

0:49:27.960 --> 0:49:30.560
<v Speaker 2>Now we talk about cognitive issues because I see, now

0:49:30.680 --> 0:49:32.799
<v Speaker 2>you gotta do this. His father look just like him.

0:49:32.800 --> 0:49:36.200
<v Speaker 2>But he a blood, right, Oh, I saw that. That

0:49:36.360 --> 0:49:40.840
<v Speaker 2>is daddy for your vice lord.

0:49:40.960 --> 0:49:43.279
<v Speaker 4>Well, he he posed as a blood at one time,

0:49:43.800 --> 0:49:46.399
<v Speaker 4>and then he did say something about the vice Lord.

0:49:46.400 --> 0:49:49.279
<v Speaker 4>Brian's right. I saw that, you know what I'm saying,

0:49:49.320 --> 0:49:50.600
<v Speaker 4>But I don't know, I don't know if that dude

0:49:50.719 --> 0:49:52.800
<v Speaker 4>is his daddy or not, But that dude is crazy,

0:49:53.920 --> 0:49:55.800
<v Speaker 4>you know what I'm saying, Especially if he's not his

0:49:55.920 --> 0:49:58.440
<v Speaker 4>biological father. If he's getting on there just for attention,

0:49:58.520 --> 0:50:01.320
<v Speaker 4>you gotta you gotta take in the consideration. This motherfucker

0:50:01.360 --> 0:50:02.799
<v Speaker 4>might be mental, you know what I'm saying.

0:50:02.880 --> 0:50:04.840
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, because he just make it up, said I'm his daddy.

0:50:04.880 --> 0:50:07.600
<v Speaker 2>But height told me your story about Kedy. He knew

0:50:07.640 --> 0:50:11.680
<v Speaker 2>they thought he was easy. He thought he was easy.

0:50:11.600 --> 0:50:15.359
<v Speaker 3>Rest in drugs, don't that ain't just a motherfucker who

0:50:15.920 --> 0:50:17.960
<v Speaker 3>you know what I'm saying, that's a that's that's what

0:50:18.200 --> 0:50:22.960
<v Speaker 3>the one of the homies who you know continuously was

0:50:23.000 --> 0:50:26.360
<v Speaker 3>doing them drugs. And like I try to tell niggas,

0:50:26.440 --> 0:50:29.759
<v Speaker 3>you know, was he out of contence? Yeah, he was

0:50:29.760 --> 0:50:33.480
<v Speaker 3>from the neighborhood, you get me. He got a bad

0:50:33.560 --> 0:50:37.279
<v Speaker 3>batch of a dose of some some water water and

0:50:38.560 --> 0:50:42.080
<v Speaker 3>if it firs, it fucked your brain up. It's in

0:50:42.280 --> 0:50:46.960
<v Speaker 3>bombing fluid. It fucks your brain up. So of course,

0:50:47.520 --> 0:50:50.600
<v Speaker 3>a motherfucker if if if he was a fan of

0:50:50.719 --> 0:50:54.080
<v Speaker 3>fucking Batman, he probably would have been walking around in

0:50:54.160 --> 0:50:58.440
<v Speaker 3>the Halloween costume going Nigga, I'm going to motherfucking Wayne

0:50:58.560 --> 0:51:01.360
<v Speaker 3>Manor and I'm waiting on Alfred to come pick me

0:51:01.480 --> 0:51:05.719
<v Speaker 3>up right now, you get me. That's real, that's real

0:51:05.840 --> 0:51:10.200
<v Speaker 3>mental issues. Or just like, I'm watching the program on

0:51:10.320 --> 0:51:15.640
<v Speaker 3>the sister who was I don't know how long ago.

0:51:15.719 --> 0:51:21.480
<v Speaker 3>This was the sister who was at the restaurant and

0:51:21.960 --> 0:51:24.520
<v Speaker 3>the lost heel sheriffs picked her up and then let

0:51:24.560 --> 0:51:27.279
<v Speaker 3>her out at like motherfucking twelve one o'clock in the

0:51:27.320 --> 0:51:31.560
<v Speaker 3>morning by herself. Right, it was a story like and

0:51:31.760 --> 0:51:35.960
<v Speaker 3>they had the program on TV and I'm watching and

0:51:37.480 --> 0:51:40.480
<v Speaker 3>they say, baby was in there talking like you know,

0:51:40.719 --> 0:51:43.760
<v Speaker 3>she was from Mars and she knew how to read

0:51:43.960 --> 0:51:47.680
<v Speaker 3>numbers and all that. That's somebody mental, you get me,

0:51:48.120 --> 0:51:49.960
<v Speaker 3>that's somebody who has an issue.

0:51:50.239 --> 0:51:50.720
<v Speaker 1>They said.

0:51:50.719 --> 0:51:54.719
<v Speaker 3>She she showed she walked into the restaurant and just

0:51:55.040 --> 0:51:58.040
<v Speaker 3>just say, we in there having a motherfucking corporate dinner.

0:51:58.440 --> 0:52:01.120
<v Speaker 3>She come to our table and just sit down and

0:52:01.160 --> 0:52:04.280
<v Speaker 3>she kicking it and just start talking to people. Nobody

0:52:04.320 --> 0:52:07.319
<v Speaker 3>knew her. She was talking strange and all that. That's

0:52:07.520 --> 0:52:10.960
<v Speaker 3>mental shits, mental hit me, delusions. Were talking about audience.

0:52:11.280 --> 0:52:17.160
<v Speaker 3>Some of these motherfuckers do this ship for for likes

0:52:17.520 --> 0:52:21.359
<v Speaker 3>and for content and to be because right about now,

0:52:21.560 --> 0:52:23.520
<v Speaker 3>being stupid is popular.

0:52:24.440 --> 0:52:25.040
<v Speaker 1>You get me.

0:52:25.760 --> 0:52:29.000
<v Speaker 3>If I can get on the motherfucking internet that crazy

0:52:29.080 --> 0:52:32.359
<v Speaker 3>and say I'm missing, I'm not and next thing you know,

0:52:32.480 --> 0:52:35.760
<v Speaker 3>you look up, I have a motherfucking million hits.

0:52:35.840 --> 0:52:38.960
<v Speaker 2>Man. That's why I really think some of these people,

0:52:39.080 --> 0:52:41.200
<v Speaker 2>like you know, that's how they got these what they

0:52:41.239 --> 0:52:46.919
<v Speaker 2>call them, these beckies, bed the Karens. It's just coming

0:52:47.000 --> 0:52:49.239
<v Speaker 2>up on people like me and Ramley and doing shit.

0:52:49.320 --> 0:52:51.520
<v Speaker 4>Though I think the people that wanted to those are

0:52:51.600 --> 0:52:53.759
<v Speaker 4>moren some some of those people have mental.

0:52:53.520 --> 0:52:57.840
<v Speaker 3>Is now some of their motherfuckers bes I say, people

0:52:57.880 --> 0:53:00.960
<v Speaker 3>that want to have content is like people you just

0:53:01.000 --> 0:53:04.880
<v Speaker 3>talking about, like you know, niggas just just that be

0:53:05.280 --> 0:53:09.200
<v Speaker 3>just yelling and screaming for no reason and just all

0:53:09.280 --> 0:53:13.400
<v Speaker 3>kind of outlied this bullshit like shit, like you be

0:53:13.520 --> 0:53:16.960
<v Speaker 3>really like, why does motherfucker do this? A lot of

0:53:17.040 --> 0:53:21.240
<v Speaker 3>them motherfuckers are phonies and do shit because they looking

0:53:21.360 --> 0:53:26.359
<v Speaker 3>for fame. And like I said, now, being stupid and

0:53:26.440 --> 0:53:30.040
<v Speaker 3>doing crazy shit it gets you fame.

0:53:31.320 --> 0:53:31.920
<v Speaker 1>You get me.

0:53:32.120 --> 0:53:35.440
<v Speaker 3>You ain't gotta go, you know, write no good song

0:53:36.040 --> 0:53:39.480
<v Speaker 3>or motherfucking get in there and work hard and practice

0:53:39.560 --> 0:53:41.840
<v Speaker 3>and do no shit. A nigga could get on the

0:53:41.920 --> 0:53:45.080
<v Speaker 3>internet and do some dumb shit and next thing you know,

0:53:45.160 --> 0:53:50.480
<v Speaker 3>he got a million followers and motherfuckers sending him Lamborghinis

0:53:50.520 --> 0:53:53.279
<v Speaker 3>and he pulling up with chains and you be like

0:53:53.719 --> 0:54:00.319
<v Speaker 3>this nigga dumb as a motherfucker. But Timmy, that's the

0:54:00.320 --> 0:54:03.960
<v Speaker 3>world today, man, Like you'll think a nigga like this

0:54:04.080 --> 0:54:06.239
<v Speaker 3>nigga's really crazy, but no he's not.

0:54:06.440 --> 0:54:07.239
<v Speaker 4>You know what he's doing.

0:54:07.360 --> 0:54:09.279
<v Speaker 3>I know what I'm doing. I'm gonna act like a

0:54:09.320 --> 0:54:12.239
<v Speaker 3>motherfucking fool. You get me, I'm a run around and

0:54:12.280 --> 0:54:15.960
<v Speaker 3>a motherfucking diaper with some motherfucking bullshit on my head,

0:54:16.200 --> 0:54:20.279
<v Speaker 3>and watch tomorrow, I have a million fucking followers. Did

0:54:20.320 --> 0:54:23.120
<v Speaker 3>you see this stupid nigga wearing a diaper and he

0:54:23.320 --> 0:54:26.960
<v Speaker 3>was going around doing crazy shit and just fucking with people,

0:54:27.400 --> 0:54:31.000
<v Speaker 3>Like you'll think a motherfucker crazy. That's how man got

0:54:31.000 --> 0:54:34.160
<v Speaker 3>his fulling. Man, come on, you know what do you

0:54:34.800 --> 0:54:41.080
<v Speaker 3>do crazy shit? You do crazy shit for content. Motherfucker

0:54:41.200 --> 0:54:44.440
<v Speaker 3>you were And like, like, I come from the saying

0:54:46.200 --> 0:54:50.480
<v Speaker 3>there's no such thing as bad publicity. All publicity is

0:54:50.600 --> 0:54:54.680
<v Speaker 3>good publicity. That's where I come from. That's what motherfuckers

0:54:54.760 --> 0:54:58.759
<v Speaker 3>used to tell me all publicity is good publicity, whether

0:54:58.800 --> 0:55:02.520
<v Speaker 3>it's good or bad. Your fucking name and your image

0:55:02.719 --> 0:55:07.280
<v Speaker 3>is out there and millions or people of talking, whether

0:55:07.320 --> 0:55:11.440
<v Speaker 3>they going that nigga stupid or whether they going damn,

0:55:11.520 --> 0:55:12.320
<v Speaker 3>that's cracking.

0:55:12.680 --> 0:55:15.239
<v Speaker 2>Like you know, you being a dude from the neighborhood. Man,

0:55:15.239 --> 0:55:17.000
<v Speaker 2>what makes you want to get into mental health?

0:55:17.040 --> 0:55:17.120
<v Speaker 4>Like?

0:55:17.160 --> 0:55:18.839
<v Speaker 2>How did you get into that? Well?

0:55:18.880 --> 0:55:20.840
<v Speaker 4>I went to school, like I said, Man, you know,

0:55:21.360 --> 0:55:23.760
<v Speaker 4>one of my attributes, man, was I was a reader.

0:55:24.760 --> 0:55:25.439
<v Speaker 2>You know what I mean.

0:55:25.600 --> 0:55:29.440
<v Speaker 4>You know, I'd read when when other motherfuckers is watching TV,

0:55:29.560 --> 0:55:32.120
<v Speaker 4>I'm reading a book, you know what I mean. And

0:55:33.200 --> 0:55:35.440
<v Speaker 4>you know, you know I used to try to understand

0:55:35.480 --> 0:55:39.080
<v Speaker 4>why I would have certain feelings about certain things, and

0:55:39.160 --> 0:55:41.680
<v Speaker 4>I would go do my research on it, and it

0:55:41.760 --> 0:55:45.640
<v Speaker 4>always led me to something something mental. So then when

0:55:45.640 --> 0:55:47.400
<v Speaker 4>I when I when I went to school and I

0:55:47.440 --> 0:55:49.520
<v Speaker 4>was trying to figure out what I wanted to be

0:55:49.600 --> 0:55:52.200
<v Speaker 4>in life, you know what I mean, I was like,

0:55:52.239 --> 0:55:54.239
<v Speaker 4>you know, what, what the fuck am I really gonna do?

0:55:54.680 --> 0:55:56.000
<v Speaker 4>Be cause I'm you know, I'm a kind of a

0:55:56.040 --> 0:55:58.399
<v Speaker 4>boogie nigga. Man, I'm not I'm not gonna go work

0:55:58.400 --> 0:56:01.000
<v Speaker 4>for the city and dig no fucking homes and phil

0:56:01.120 --> 0:56:03.360
<v Speaker 4>potholes and none of that type of shit. You know

0:56:03.400 --> 0:56:05.760
<v Speaker 4>what I mean. You know, I really was thinking about

0:56:05.760 --> 0:56:07.839
<v Speaker 4>what am I gonna do? And then when I got

0:56:07.840 --> 0:56:10.279
<v Speaker 4>into mentoring kids, and when I got into coaching, I

0:56:10.280 --> 0:56:12.439
<v Speaker 4>got a job at the City of San Diego Parking Wreck.

0:56:12.520 --> 0:56:16.960
<v Speaker 4>I became a center director. And when I started coaching

0:56:17.000 --> 0:56:19.680
<v Speaker 4>these kids and dealing and dealing with a lot of

0:56:19.680 --> 0:56:24.280
<v Speaker 4>the homeboys in the neighborhood game banging motherfucker's losing their lives.

0:56:24.560 --> 0:56:26.160
<v Speaker 4>People will say, Man, go over there and talk to

0:56:26.280 --> 0:56:29.319
<v Speaker 4>ball game. People would direct people to come and just

0:56:29.360 --> 0:56:31.960
<v Speaker 4>holler at me. We got homies right now. You know,

0:56:32.440 --> 0:56:36.680
<v Speaker 4>I say, the homeboys slick out of Campanilla Park. You

0:56:36.719 --> 0:56:39.360
<v Speaker 4>know what I'm saying. He'll literally say, Man, let me

0:56:39.360 --> 0:56:41.800
<v Speaker 4>call a ball game because he always gives me good advice,

0:56:42.640 --> 0:56:44.520
<v Speaker 4>you know what I'm saying. A lot of the homeboys,

0:56:44.520 --> 0:56:46.279
<v Speaker 4>you know, they call me like Mike, what you think

0:56:46.320 --> 0:56:49.080
<v Speaker 4>about this? So you know, when I got my degree,

0:56:49.080 --> 0:56:51.400
<v Speaker 4>I got my degree in business administration. So when I

0:56:51.480 --> 0:56:54.720
<v Speaker 4>was going into grad school, that's when I start thinking,

0:56:54.760 --> 0:56:56.920
<v Speaker 4>you know, people like Mike, you'll be a good social

0:56:56.960 --> 0:57:00.440
<v Speaker 4>worker because you're already doing that, you know what I mean. So,

0:57:00.520 --> 0:57:02.359
<v Speaker 4>and I didn't realize that I was doing it when

0:57:02.360 --> 0:57:04.120
<v Speaker 4>I would go to the high schools and talk to

0:57:04.160 --> 0:57:07.279
<v Speaker 4>the kids about game Bang, when I would coach the

0:57:07.400 --> 0:57:10.040
<v Speaker 4>kids and and all these types of things. When I

0:57:10.160 --> 0:57:13.680
<v Speaker 4>was sitting on the city down in San Diego City Hall,

0:57:14.080 --> 0:57:15.640
<v Speaker 4>I go to the council and I would talk to

0:57:15.680 --> 0:57:17.680
<v Speaker 4>the council about you know, hey, we need some funding

0:57:17.720 --> 0:57:20.120
<v Speaker 4>over here. This is why I didn't realize that I

0:57:20.200 --> 0:57:22.960
<v Speaker 4>was already doing the social work. So when I went

0:57:23.000 --> 0:57:24.800
<v Speaker 4>to school to get my master's degree, you know what

0:57:24.800 --> 0:57:28.080
<v Speaker 4>I'm saying, that's that's when I decided I wanted to

0:57:28.080 --> 0:57:30.320
<v Speaker 4>be a social worker still and end up working out

0:57:30.360 --> 0:57:33.600
<v Speaker 4>for me. You know, social workers make a lot of money.

0:57:33.720 --> 0:57:36.560
<v Speaker 4>It's a lot of burning out because you because you're

0:57:36.600 --> 0:57:39.040
<v Speaker 4>dealing with people with mental health issues, You're dealing with

0:57:39.080 --> 0:57:41.680
<v Speaker 4>people who are homeless. You're trying to help people get

0:57:41.720 --> 0:57:46.240
<v Speaker 4>their sci payments, whatever it is that they need. You

0:57:46.240 --> 0:57:48.840
<v Speaker 4>know what I'm saying, it's just all social services man

0:57:49.280 --> 0:57:51.560
<v Speaker 4>and me myself, I enjoy it, you know what I'm saying.

0:57:51.600 --> 0:57:54.520
<v Speaker 4>I actually picked a career that I enjoy and not

0:57:54.600 --> 0:57:56.479
<v Speaker 4>only did I make money. You know what I'm saying.

0:57:56.560 --> 0:57:58.520
<v Speaker 4>You know, I see it back now, you know what

0:57:58.560 --> 0:58:02.600
<v Speaker 4>I mean? You know, just off my last year's salary alone, man,

0:58:02.640 --> 0:58:05.520
<v Speaker 4>I spent sixty racks on a food trailer that I

0:58:05.640 --> 0:58:09.480
<v Speaker 4>just bought because I don't need nothing. I don't buy nothing,

0:58:10.240 --> 0:58:11.800
<v Speaker 4>you know what I'm saying. I own a couple of

0:58:11.800 --> 0:58:15.280
<v Speaker 4>homes down there. You know, I don't give a fuck

0:58:15.280 --> 0:58:17.280
<v Speaker 4>about no cars. I am working on a ride. I

0:58:17.320 --> 0:58:19.680
<v Speaker 4>got a six six rag coming out. Putting a little

0:58:19.680 --> 0:58:21.720
<v Speaker 4>bit of money into my yeah, putting a little bit

0:58:21.800 --> 0:58:23.640
<v Speaker 4>of money into in a couple of things. But I

0:58:23.640 --> 0:58:26.400
<v Speaker 4>don't spend no money still, and I like helping people,

0:58:26.480 --> 0:58:29.560
<v Speaker 4>my brother, so that was my motivation right there. Man.

0:58:30.160 --> 0:58:32.760
<v Speaker 4>You know, because one thing we did, man at least

0:58:33.320 --> 0:58:36.240
<v Speaker 4>you said you and Brian from the Midwest. But one

0:58:36.280 --> 0:58:38.280
<v Speaker 4>thing I think we did. But we wasted a lot

0:58:38.320 --> 0:58:41.200
<v Speaker 4>of time game bank, you know what I'm saying. You know,

0:58:41.360 --> 0:58:42.680
<v Speaker 4>and my brother and.

0:58:42.640 --> 0:58:45.760
<v Speaker 3>I wasted all of my mid teens and all of

0:58:45.760 --> 0:58:46.440
<v Speaker 3>my twenties.

0:58:46.560 --> 0:58:48.360
<v Speaker 4>We wasted a lot of time game bank.

0:58:48.400 --> 0:58:51.560
<v Speaker 3>And I was fucking I was fucking selling records and

0:58:51.640 --> 0:58:53.880
<v Speaker 3>still didn't give a fuck. You didn't give a full

0:58:54.200 --> 0:58:56.080
<v Speaker 3>all I wanted to do was go to the hood

0:58:56.320 --> 0:58:59.400
<v Speaker 3>and just chill. I didn't know nothing else. Even when

0:58:59.440 --> 0:59:03.320
<v Speaker 3>I started embedded. Yeah, even when I was making money

0:59:03.680 --> 0:59:06.919
<v Speaker 3>and all on B E T and magazines and all

0:59:06.960 --> 0:59:09.320
<v Speaker 3>that shit, Nigga, I was still going to the block.

0:59:09.840 --> 0:59:13.360
<v Speaker 4>The things it's it's embedded in you. I don't know

0:59:13.400 --> 0:59:15.760
<v Speaker 4>if you guys noticed, but I'm a musician. I play

0:59:15.880 --> 0:59:19.000
<v Speaker 4>keys and drums, and Lou Silas Junior, who was the

0:59:19.040 --> 0:59:22.000
<v Speaker 4>director of A and R for MCA Records back in

0:59:22.040 --> 0:59:24.960
<v Speaker 4>the days, had hired me to play drums for when

0:59:25.000 --> 0:59:27.560
<v Speaker 4>New Audition then first came out and all these types

0:59:27.600 --> 0:59:29.920
<v Speaker 4>of things. So I was running back and forth from

0:59:29.960 --> 0:59:32.360
<v Speaker 4>San Diego up to l A. You know what I'm saying,

0:59:32.680 --> 0:59:34.880
<v Speaker 4>not trying to be an artist. I was a musician.

0:59:34.920 --> 0:59:37.760
<v Speaker 4>I just wanted to play, you know what I'm saying.

0:59:38.200 --> 0:59:40.440
<v Speaker 4>So I would, you know, I would go back and

0:59:40.480 --> 0:59:45.280
<v Speaker 4>forth up here to come to l A and do

0:59:45.360 --> 0:59:47.240
<v Speaker 4>a couple of gigs here, go out to the parties,

0:59:47.320 --> 0:59:47.960
<v Speaker 4>have a good time.

0:59:48.040 --> 0:59:48.160
<v Speaker 2>Eight.

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<v Speaker 4>You and I have met a couple of times before, Homie,

0:59:51.120 --> 0:59:53.560
<v Speaker 4>for sure, you know what I'm saying, back back and

0:59:53.640 --> 0:59:57.160
<v Speaker 4>back in the days, and you didn't know who. I

0:59:57.200 --> 0:59:59.240
<v Speaker 4>was a little skinny kid, had a flat top, little

0:59:59.240 --> 1:00:01.440
<v Speaker 4>shag all that or top of you know what I'm saying.

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<v Speaker 4>But I was, you know, I was on some different

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<v Speaker 4>ship back then, right, you know what I'm saying.

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<v Speaker 1>I was.

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<v Speaker 4>I was a you know, I was. I was into

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<v Speaker 4>some shit, you know what I'm saying. And and and

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<v Speaker 4>the point that I was trying to make is that

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<v Speaker 4>I end up. I started when I got shot. Me

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<v Speaker 4>and me and the brother had a we had a

1:00:19.600 --> 1:00:22.240
<v Speaker 4>car to car shootout. He hit me, I hit him,

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<v Speaker 4>you know what I mean. Ended up getting a zip.

1:00:24.240 --> 1:00:26.080
<v Speaker 4>I got stabbed a couple of times. I did my

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<v Speaker 4>fair share of it. And uh, you know, when me

1:00:28.760 --> 1:00:31.360
<v Speaker 4>and my brother Mellie got exonerated for a popping, these

1:00:31.360 --> 1:00:33.480
<v Speaker 4>motherfuckers came to the house. They knew where moms lived

1:00:33.480 --> 1:00:35.800
<v Speaker 4>because we stayed right on the front street thirty fifth Street,

1:00:36.120 --> 1:00:37.880
<v Speaker 4>shot up the house. One time. We was waiting in

1:00:37.920 --> 1:00:39.920
<v Speaker 4>the garage for the ass to come back showing up.

1:00:39.920 --> 1:00:41.800
<v Speaker 4>The dumb asses came back, we got to pop and

1:00:41.840 --> 1:00:44.720
<v Speaker 4>shoot out. My older brother had to slam my mama

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<v Speaker 4>to the ground because her dumb asses come running out

1:00:46.840 --> 1:00:49.080
<v Speaker 4>the house like what are you doing. Get on the ground.

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<v Speaker 4>You know what I'm saying. Blah blah blah. Makeing a

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<v Speaker 4>long story short. It was after I got stabbed and

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<v Speaker 4>after I beat my case. I beat my case, and

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<v Speaker 4>that was one that at that one particular time they

1:00:58.440 --> 1:00:59.960
<v Speaker 4>were trying to give me twenty two years. I was

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<v Speaker 4>scared as hell. You know what I'm saying. If anybody

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<v Speaker 4>would sit here and tell you that they they that

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<v Speaker 4>they ain't never been scared of anything, I was scared

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<v Speaker 4>at the time. He told you, I try to run

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<v Speaker 4>right right, Well.

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<v Speaker 3>Your fucking mask, Yeah, this stick, I could get it it. Boy,

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<v Speaker 3>get a fucking traffic violation, guy, go do fifteen days?

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<v Speaker 1>Still like shit? I finished called by what run Sell.

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<v Speaker 2>Was facing some time like that twenty year You gotta

1:01:31.400 --> 1:01:35.200
<v Speaker 2>remember I'm fifty something. Dogs, that's the rest of your wife, crumb.

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<v Speaker 4>Well, what't nothing but see at the time, I was

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<v Speaker 4>only twenty two years old. Yeah, you know what I'm saying.

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<v Speaker 4>So you know, but me, me and my brother, Me

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<v Speaker 4>and my brother Millie. We end up beating the case.

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<v Speaker 4>And when I got around twenty six years old, the

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<v Speaker 4>red the red light literally went on like stop, you

1:01:55.320 --> 1:01:57.360
<v Speaker 4>know what I mean, because the ship, the ship that

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<v Speaker 4>I was into and the things that I was doing. Man,

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<v Speaker 4>you know, my homeboy gains and earned rest in peace.

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<v Speaker 2>Man.

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<v Speaker 4>I know you guys heard of that name. You know

1:02:05.880 --> 1:02:07.800
<v Speaker 4>what I'm saying. The shit that we was doing back

1:02:07.840 --> 1:02:09.880
<v Speaker 4>in the hoods, back in the days. Man, you know

1:02:09.880 --> 1:02:11.760
<v Speaker 4>what I'm saying, Some people lost their lives and some

1:02:11.800 --> 1:02:14.080
<v Speaker 4>of us got lucky. I got lucky, man. So I

1:02:14.160 --> 1:02:17.080
<v Speaker 4>decided that I was gonna turn my shit around, and a.

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<v Speaker 1>Lot of us got lucky.

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<v Speaker 4>Man, A lot of us got lucky, home boy, you know,

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<v Speaker 4>because like I said, I'm part of the zipper.

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<v Speaker 3>And then I'm saying, like, that's gotta be some form

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<v Speaker 3>of of mental stress or health when you look up,

1:02:35.080 --> 1:02:37.640
<v Speaker 3>like you said, some of us get to a point

1:02:37.680 --> 1:02:42.240
<v Speaker 3>where we go, I can't do this shit no more.

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<v Speaker 3>But then it's some of the homies who are still

1:02:45.440 --> 1:02:50.120
<v Speaker 3>like they still there and they still in it, and

1:02:50.160 --> 1:02:53.680
<v Speaker 3>that's all they know. And you know, you see a

1:02:53.720 --> 1:02:57.400
<v Speaker 3>lot of dudes, you know, when you see niggas forty

1:02:57.480 --> 1:03:03.040
<v Speaker 3>and over representing neighborhood to the fullest, it's a problem.

1:03:03.080 --> 1:03:06.560
<v Speaker 3>You see a lot of dudes questioning like why y'all

1:03:06.560 --> 1:03:07.080
<v Speaker 3>doing that?

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<v Speaker 1>Why y'all.

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<v Speaker 3>Come on, you're forty now, you're fifty now. Some of

1:03:13.200 --> 1:03:20.160
<v Speaker 3>some some has the explanation of it's it's generational.

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<v Speaker 1>It's like.

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<v Speaker 3>It's a brotherhood. You know, you don't leave this behind.

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<v Speaker 3>Our only way out is if you die or whatever.

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<v Speaker 1>You know.

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<v Speaker 3>They they so you know what I'm saying, because you

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<v Speaker 3>see a lot of especially over here, you see a

1:03:40.800 --> 1:03:45.000
<v Speaker 3>lot of niggas around our generation and our age that

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<v Speaker 3>still repped the block.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, they know.

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<v Speaker 4>I know a motherfucker as sixty three years old, man,

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<v Speaker 4>and you know still still still like, you know, pushing

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<v Speaker 4>the line. I'm like, man, what type of motherfucker is you?

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<v Speaker 2>There's a whole lot of them.

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<v Speaker 3>So that's why I said that gotta be some kind

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<v Speaker 3>of mental health meant, you know, some kind of stress

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<v Speaker 3>for you to feel like at fifty or forty plus

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<v Speaker 3>sixty plus that you still have to, you know, represent

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<v Speaker 3>the block in that form.

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<v Speaker 4>It's a much bullshit. Eight How old are you still?

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<v Speaker 1>Me?

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<v Speaker 2>I'm fifty three? How old are you?

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<v Speaker 4>Eight? I'm fifty two and I'm fifty six, so I'm

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<v Speaker 4>the senior in the house. You did what I'm saying.

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<v Speaker 4>I would never tell at this point, man, Well it was.

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<v Speaker 4>It started when I was thirty years old. I never

1:04:35.440 --> 1:04:37.680
<v Speaker 4>did try to groom some young brother into coming to

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<v Speaker 4>this bullshit. You know what I'm saying, always, man, man, man,

1:04:41.320 --> 1:04:43.520
<v Speaker 4>go live your life and go go see some shit,

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<v Speaker 4>Go do something, go to school, get educated. You understand

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<v Speaker 4>what I'm saying. Live a productive life. This shit ain't productive.

1:04:49.960 --> 1:04:52.040
<v Speaker 4>I used to have homeboys, used to be made man,

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<v Speaker 4>Mike Man, Man, Homy. You don't even come kicking with

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<v Speaker 4>us under the gazebo no more? Nigga? Fuck you?

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<v Speaker 3>Why is it that a nigga? Why is it that

1:05:05.080 --> 1:05:09.600
<v Speaker 3>they feel because you get that, you'll get like you

1:05:09.600 --> 1:05:13.040
<v Speaker 3>don't represent no more. You don't you know, you don't

1:05:13.080 --> 1:05:16.040
<v Speaker 3>do this no more. You ain't you know, you ain't

1:05:16.200 --> 1:05:20.000
<v Speaker 3>claiming the hood no more? You know, like, why do

1:05:20.120 --> 1:05:24.120
<v Speaker 3>you feel some dudes even address that?

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<v Speaker 4>Man? You know, I still can't get it to you know,

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<v Speaker 4>I normally can rational rationale some things, but this one

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<v Speaker 4>I just can't rationale.

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<v Speaker 2>One.

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<v Speaker 4>Well, one thing for some of the brothers. So some

1:05:36.080 --> 1:05:37.800
<v Speaker 4>of the brothers, they ain't never had ship, they ain't

1:05:37.840 --> 1:05:39.800
<v Speaker 4>never went nowhere. You dig what I'm saying, The hood

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<v Speaker 4>is the only thing that they've ever had. You know

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<v Speaker 4>what I'm saying. What I'm saying, so they have they have

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<v Speaker 4>this sense that they have a sense of loyalty.

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<v Speaker 1>That is just.

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<v Speaker 4>I always tell brothers, if you, if you, if you

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<v Speaker 4>can have this much loyalty towards your own personal endeavors,

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<v Speaker 4>the same loyalty that you have to this to this

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<v Speaker 4>hood or to a block where you don't even own

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<v Speaker 4>a house on the mother the fucker you dig. You

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<v Speaker 4>know what I'm saying, You would be successful, my brother.

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<v Speaker 4>You understand what I'm saying. Your priorities is fucked up.

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<v Speaker 4>But then again, I've also called motherfuckers out. Hey, if

1:06:09.240 --> 1:06:11.200
<v Speaker 4>you got a problem with me, motherfucker, I'll meet you

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<v Speaker 4>at Ocean View Park. I meet you at South Chrest

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<v Speaker 4>Park down in the basement, and then we can talk

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<v Speaker 4>about it, because I'm gonna tell you right now, and

1:06:19.240 --> 1:06:21.800
<v Speaker 4>where the camera and all you motherfuckers out there in

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<v Speaker 4>the six one nine and elsewhere, No, good, God, damn

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<v Speaker 4>well that I'll pull up and if you want a

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<v Speaker 4>chunk on, I'm fifty six years old and I'll still

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<v Speaker 4>slay these motherfucking things. Now. Do I choose to do that?

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<v Speaker 2>Fuck? No?

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<v Speaker 4>You know why Because half of you motherfuckers ain't even

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<v Speaker 4>worth or they ain't even worth the waste of my

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<v Speaker 4>motherfucking time. And some of you clowns in the six

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<v Speaker 4>one nine know exactly who in the fuck I'm talking about.

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<v Speaker 4>So I'm not gonna even get these motherfuckers that I'm not.

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<v Speaker 4>I don't nowadays. I used to dignify that shit with responses,

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<v Speaker 4>motherfucking me, me, I'll pull up at the park. What's

1:06:54.000 --> 1:06:56.240
<v Speaker 4>now I don't even have to do that no more.

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<v Speaker 4>You dig what I'm saying. You know what I'm saying,

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<v Speaker 4>nahe fuck that. And I'm and and another thing I

1:07:01.480 --> 1:07:05.120
<v Speaker 4>got to say about about the city of San Diego. Man,

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<v Speaker 4>the city of San Diego. Man, Man, don't get the

1:07:09.480 --> 1:07:13.640
<v Speaker 4>six one nine fucked up because we started that ship

1:07:13.720 --> 1:07:16.439
<v Speaker 4>at the same time Compton and La and everybody else

1:07:16.760 --> 1:07:19.400
<v Speaker 4>was getting busy. You did, know what I'm saying. And mother,

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<v Speaker 4>and and every set in the six one nine, every

1:07:22.560 --> 1:07:24.480
<v Speaker 4>I don't get fucking if it's a crip set, if

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<v Speaker 4>it was a blood set, you got some riders out

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<v Speaker 4>of each motherfucking set in San Diego. There ain't no

1:07:29.360 --> 1:07:31.520
<v Speaker 4>punks in the sixth one nine. So I'm gonna give

1:07:31.520 --> 1:07:34.760
<v Speaker 4>a shout out to my city, especially after this bootsy bullshit.

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<v Speaker 4>You know what I'm saying. So whatever happened with Boosy

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<v Speaker 4>and San Diego, you dig what I'm saying, it was

1:07:40.280 --> 1:07:42.320
<v Speaker 4>just a flu It was. It was, it was, it was.

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<v Speaker 4>It was a fluke of the circumstances. And that brother

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<v Speaker 4>he's gonna have to deal with what he has to

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<v Speaker 4>deal with. But don't get it fucked up.

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<v Speaker 2>Man.

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<v Speaker 4>You come to San Diego, man, and you know somebody

1:07:51.040 --> 1:07:53.400
<v Speaker 4>you check in. Not only are you gonna get protected.

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<v Speaker 4>You dig what I'm saying, motherfuckers and San Diego's gonna

1:07:55.800 --> 1:07:58.000
<v Speaker 4>be able to provide security for you. You dig what

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<v Speaker 4>I'm saying, Move around the town and have a good time. Man,

1:08:00.960 --> 1:08:02.680
<v Speaker 4>you brought up Boozy. You know what I'm saying. I

1:08:02.680 --> 1:08:04.560
<v Speaker 4>think boys looking at it, I think he might. I

1:08:04.600 --> 1:08:07.120
<v Speaker 4>think I think I think I think with this gun case,

1:08:07.160 --> 1:08:09.840
<v Speaker 4>man Boosy might like, like they said, did they give

1:08:09.920 --> 1:08:11.800
<v Speaker 4>him ten, he might do what eight and a half

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<v Speaker 4>of his hen he looking at maybe eight? He in trouble.

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<v Speaker 4>He gonna he gonna go sit down.

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<v Speaker 3>You know, But especially if you got priors for firearms

1:08:20.479 --> 1:08:23.800
<v Speaker 3>and you on parole or parbation for firearms and you

1:08:23.880 --> 1:08:26.080
<v Speaker 3>get caught. I mean, there's no way you can deny

1:08:26.160 --> 1:08:29.759
<v Speaker 3>it because it's all on social media at the pistol,

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<v Speaker 3>and then they got the whatever the recording to where

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<v Speaker 3>he was telling the bodyguards that they should have took

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<v Speaker 3>the rap for the pistols or whatever.

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<v Speaker 4>So his problem is he talked too fucking much.

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<v Speaker 1>I mean, I get it.

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<v Speaker 3>Like I said, again, we live in these times where

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<v Speaker 3>a nigga will test you and then you know, if

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<v Speaker 3>you claiming to be that type of motherfucker, you might

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<v Speaker 3>go to some sections where a nigga feel like, hey, nigga,

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<v Speaker 3>you like like just like we was talking about last

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<v Speaker 3>you know with with the female, there's just motherfuckers who's

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<v Speaker 3>just gonna try to test you and see if you

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<v Speaker 3>that type of motherfuker. So you know, he he he

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<v Speaker 3>said it was for show. It was for the video.

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<v Speaker 3>You know what I'm saying. It was the it was

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<v Speaker 3>the Securities pistol, and he was.

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<v Speaker 4>Gets you a prop gun some of you got if

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<v Speaker 4>he had if he had a couple of prop guns.

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<v Speaker 3>In My thing is this when you get to a

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<v Speaker 3>certain level of of of MC artistry or whatever.

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<v Speaker 1>You don't even carry around no pistol.

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<v Speaker 4>No you don't.

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<v Speaker 3>You give me gotta be somebody else. I'm calmed in

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<v Speaker 3>I'm neighborhood. You know what I'm saying. If I'm in

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<v Speaker 3>a situation like that, the security gonna have a pistol

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<v Speaker 3>because I ain't finna try to go to jail for shooting. Now,

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<v Speaker 3>not saying that the nigga ain't been in situations, but nigga.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm not not trying to.

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<v Speaker 3>You know, I don't like if I've been there, done that,

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<v Speaker 3>you get me. I don't feel like I gotta I'm

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<v Speaker 3>not even finna be grabbing a.

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<v Speaker 1>Pistol for a video said.

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<v Speaker 3>This is the thing, man, shit, I did when I

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<v Speaker 3>was fucking twenty getting on a fucking video at fucking

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<v Speaker 3>fifty years You get me.

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<v Speaker 4>Hit about forty two, forty three years old. But this

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<v Speaker 4>is a thing. Another thing. Man, If if if you

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<v Speaker 4>got to pull up to a video shoot and have

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<v Speaker 4>a pistol, you might reconn, You might.

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<v Speaker 1>Want to re might not want to be at the video. Shit,

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<v Speaker 1>you might.

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<v Speaker 4>Want to reconsider where you're doing a video. Shit.

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<v Speaker 3>You Yeah, that's that's how I say. At a certain age,

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<v Speaker 3>not that you are punk, but you gotta avoid bullshit.

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<v Speaker 1>That shit.

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<v Speaker 3>I know, I'm going to a section where we might

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<v Speaker 3>have to add the pistols over here, Okay, we might

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<v Speaker 3>want to move the location.

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<v Speaker 1>Then you get me.

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<v Speaker 3>I don't need to go prove into a nigga that

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<v Speaker 3>I'm a hard nigga from Louisiana or content by jumping

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<v Speaker 3>out and all the fans and the niggas on the

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<v Speaker 3>block see me with the pistol, Like, yeah, nigga, You're like.

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<v Speaker 2>What the fuck real?

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<v Speaker 3>Why if that's the case, nigga, we need to move

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<v Speaker 3>our location. And if I'm in a spot where I'm accepted,

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<v Speaker 3>I damn show I ain't finna have no fucking I

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<v Speaker 3>don't need't.

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<v Speaker 4>Need one, you understand. But at the same time, but you,

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<v Speaker 4>but a motherfucker has to be privy enough. You understand

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<v Speaker 4>what I'm saying to put security on him or herself.

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<v Speaker 4>You understand what I'm saying. You have to make decisions

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<v Speaker 4>to where you don't have to have the pistol. As

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<v Speaker 4>eight was just saying, you know what I'm saying. If

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<v Speaker 4>if I'm coming up here to do the Gangs of Chronicles,

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<v Speaker 4>was invited to thank you my brothers again, if I

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<v Speaker 4>felt that I needed a pistol to come here, I'm not.

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<v Speaker 3>Coming exactly exactly like where y'all at and who y'all

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<v Speaker 3>fuck with? And then I feel like, hm, I might

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<v Speaker 3>need to take me a heater up there, when I

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<v Speaker 3>that already has letting me know maybe I shouldn't be

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<v Speaker 3>going to.

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<v Speaker 4>Do it, and and and not to cut you off

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<v Speaker 4>eight because I don't like to do that. I apologize

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<v Speaker 4>you good so. But before I came up here, I

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<v Speaker 4>called my homeboy, Mitchie Slick. I said, Slick was having

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<v Speaker 4>with this gangster chronicle they asking me to come up.

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<v Speaker 4>Slick said, Oh that's MCA He said, you cool, hummy,

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<v Speaker 4>that's my peoples. Yeah, just like that, you did what

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<v Speaker 4>I'm saying. I asked questions, you understand, And then you

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<v Speaker 4>called Melly when I was up in Lancaster to go

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<v Speaker 4>see him for an interview before I went, I mean

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<v Speaker 4>before I checked back down in LA to go to

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<v Speaker 4>see Drake get his award. And you know I always

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<v Speaker 4>ask questions. You know what I'm saying, right, and Melly

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<v Speaker 4>and Melly said the same Melly, Melly the Hood Postman

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<v Speaker 4>said the same thing. He said, man still in eight

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<v Speaker 4>he said, Mike, you good. As a matter of fact,

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<v Speaker 4>you want me to pull up with you?

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah?

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<v Speaker 4>People, you know, you know what I'm saying. You gotta

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<v Speaker 4>check your surround You gotta check your surroundings.

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<v Speaker 1>You know what I mean.

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<v Speaker 4>And and uh, you know, so you know, just just

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<v Speaker 4>getting I checked three references, and all three of the

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<v Speaker 4>and all three of their references had nothing but good

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<v Speaker 4>things to say about y'all. So I'm here, you know,

1:13:22.160 --> 1:13:23.880
<v Speaker 4>and I done being invited to do a couple of

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<v Speaker 4>other ones. In the first thing, man, what's going on

1:13:25.560 --> 1:13:28.000
<v Speaker 4>with thieves over there? And I've had some people say, well,

1:13:28.080 --> 1:13:30.040
<v Speaker 4>kind of be careful. This mother, forg got one foot in,

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<v Speaker 4>one foot out. You don't know who gonna pull up exactly.

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<v Speaker 4>You know what I'm saying, all those types of things,

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<v Speaker 4>You know what I mean. So you know, I ask questions. Man,

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<v Speaker 4>you know what I'm saying. I'm gonna put security on myself.

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<v Speaker 4>You did what I'm saying first and foremost. And then

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<v Speaker 4>when I come, I come in peace because you know,

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<v Speaker 4>we all brothers, man, and meet myself, you know, And

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<v Speaker 4>I'm extremely sincere when I say this. Man, you know,

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<v Speaker 4>somewhere down in line we gotta figure out how we're

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<v Speaker 4>gonna stop heart hurting and harming one another man in

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<v Speaker 4>our communities.

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<v Speaker 2>Man, God damn, I think it's possible to ever get

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<v Speaker 2>to that point, though, well, you know, I'll probably be

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<v Speaker 2>dead and go.

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<v Speaker 4>I was about to say, you know, I was just

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<v Speaker 4>about to say, before you ask me that question, that

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<v Speaker 4>I just hope that I can see that in my lifetime. Man,

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<v Speaker 4>you did what I'm saying. You know, because when I come,

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<v Speaker 4>I come with the utmost respect. Man. You know what

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<v Speaker 4>I'm saying. I don't care who you is. I don't

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<v Speaker 4>give a damn what set you from. I don't, I don't,

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<v Speaker 4>I don't you know, I don't care how big, how

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<v Speaker 4>small man. One thing I do. I have a genuine

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<v Speaker 4>concern for my people. Man, you did what I'm saying.

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<v Speaker 4>And and and and when I pull up, I normally

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<v Speaker 4>pull up solo bolo.

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<v Speaker 1>That's me.

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<v Speaker 4>I come by myself, you know what I'm saying. And

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<v Speaker 4>I and and and and I'm a very spiritual brother,

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<v Speaker 4>you know what I So I look up to the

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<v Speaker 4>sky and ask Joh, Joh, this is in your hands

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<v Speaker 4>now I'm here.

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<v Speaker 2>I ask your philosophy, man, if it's somewhere we're in

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<v Speaker 2>my spirit, I feel like I gotta take pistols and

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<v Speaker 2>do all this and that I'm just not gonna go.

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<v Speaker 4>Yeah, yeah, yeah, that's that's that's the point.

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<v Speaker 3>Like I said, you you ain't niggas, ain't no punks

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<v Speaker 3>or cowwarts or nothing like that. But being a grown man,

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<v Speaker 3>you have to learn how to choose your options better

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<v Speaker 3>to avoid drama. And that's your choice you give me,

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<v Speaker 3>regardless of what a motherfucker might say or what their opinion.

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<v Speaker 3>I'd rather be here than be locked up or laid up,

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<v Speaker 3>you feel me, And that's it. That's just the that's

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<v Speaker 3>just the end, motherfucking theory. You're gonna be locked up

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<v Speaker 3>or laid up straight up, you know what I'm saying.

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<v Speaker 3>So if I can avoid that, I damn should want

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<v Speaker 3>to avoid getting locked up.

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<v Speaker 1>You give me, especially.

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<v Speaker 3>At this point, man, come on, I ain't got time

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<v Speaker 3>to give me, and I'm damn showing in the position

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<v Speaker 3>to how I need to be laid up behind somebody

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<v Speaker 3>and some bullshit where nigga done laid me up? Because nigga,

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<v Speaker 3>why the fuck you even here? You know something, I

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<v Speaker 3>show shouldn't be here. I shouldn't be here. What's here

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<v Speaker 3>for me?

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<v Speaker 1>Nothing?

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<v Speaker 4>Nothing?

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<v Speaker 3>Your woman at the crib, your motherfucking kids is straight,

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<v Speaker 3>Your business is somewhere else, and your money is coming in.

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<v Speaker 3>What the fuck am I doing here to prove to what?

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<v Speaker 3>I'm still hard like?

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<v Speaker 1>Man?

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<v Speaker 3>Please, I'm beyond proving you get.

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<v Speaker 2>I just got that. The girl, the woman Carlicia Hood,

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<v Speaker 2>the woman whose son shot the guy. They're folling a

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<v Speaker 2>lawsuit against the City of Chicago, the resting officers.

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah, because they dropped the case. So now she wants

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<v Speaker 3>to file a civil lawsuit. But that that that ain't

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<v Speaker 3>I don't think it'll stick because you're gonna say what

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<v Speaker 3>you were wrongfully accused or wrongfully arrested, your son did

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<v Speaker 3>pop a motherfucker and whatever now we can, we'll claim

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<v Speaker 3>it was self defense and we'll give you that and

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<v Speaker 3>we'll let you out. But you ain't gonna turn around

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<v Speaker 3>to try to get no bread out of us. Come on,

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<v Speaker 3>we just let you off on a fucking murdered your hearts.

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<v Speaker 4>Yeah, that's what she should and.

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<v Speaker 3>Didn't even then give your son like inviolnce terry mannslaughter

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<v Speaker 3>and no shit, he did kill a motherfucker, like okay,

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<v Speaker 3>he was beating your mama. But still how many times

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<v Speaker 3>a a motherfucker? Go yeah, okay, but still, well, this

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<v Speaker 3>is what she said. I've experienced pain in many ways

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<v Speaker 3>that I would never have thought.

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<v Speaker 1>She said, that's.

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<v Speaker 3>The mental health. That's my mental health is fucked with

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<v Speaker 3>right now.

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<v Speaker 2>Hold on, She said, what happened to me was totally unnecessary.

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<v Speaker 2>Never in a million years would I have imagined being

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<v Speaker 2>brutally attacked, beaten and arrested.

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<v Speaker 4>But this is what I'll say to missus Hood. Keep going, yeah, yeah,

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<v Speaker 4>go ahead? Is that it it?

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<v Speaker 2>Meanwhile, Hood's attorney, Aary Williams, told the Chicago Sometimes and Monday,

1:17:45.040 --> 1:17:48.560
<v Speaker 2>miss Hood is ill and has always been a victim.

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<v Speaker 2>Brandon Brown, another lawyer for hood, Is, also hinted that

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<v Speaker 2>additional lawsuits will be forthcoming.

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<v Speaker 1>She's always what.

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<v Speaker 2>Happened to his Hood, likely there would be additional bossuits forthcoming.

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<v Speaker 4>Yeah. But the thing is, wonder what the lawyer. I

1:18:03.400 --> 1:18:05.040
<v Speaker 4>wonder what the lawyer. I wonder what lawyer is going

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<v Speaker 4>to take that case?

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<v Speaker 1>Program?

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<v Speaker 3>And what do you mean by that? She's always been

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<v Speaker 3>so she done?

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<v Speaker 1>Got her?

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<v Speaker 4>Asked what before?

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<v Speaker 3>Because if that's the case, ship, I've always been a

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<v Speaker 3>victim too shit. I done been pulled over and fucked

1:18:17.200 --> 1:18:20.679
<v Speaker 3>with by the police and fucking thrown and holding taints

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<v Speaker 3>and all kind of.

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<v Speaker 2>She's paying for the for the son's college. She said

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<v Speaker 2>that that fourteen year old boy that back to him

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<v Speaker 2>routing neck groom ass man, punching his mother in the

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<v Speaker 2>face as if she were a man, is a true hero.

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<v Speaker 2>If he wants to go to college, I'd love to help.

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<v Speaker 2>It's what any son should have done for their mother,

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<v Speaker 2>I believe.

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<v Speaker 3>I agree with I said that, like if if if

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<v Speaker 3>I'm watching somebody socking on my mama and there's a

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<v Speaker 3>burner handy.

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<v Speaker 4>He's he's in trouble, he's in trouble.

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<v Speaker 3>He might he might not make it, And like he said,

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<v Speaker 3>I'm gonna chase him from here to the next block

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<v Speaker 3>over rocket and I'm gonna empty the whole motherfucker. I mean,

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<v Speaker 3>that's why I said, that's the love for mom. So

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<v Speaker 3>I'm like, so that's what I said. They let you out.

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<v Speaker 3>They're not gonna charge you with murder. They gonna say

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<v Speaker 3>it was self defense. Okay, But this is another one

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<v Speaker 3>of my my, my, my saying exactly how is this

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<v Speaker 3>city responsible for some brandom dudes, just socking you.

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<v Speaker 1>You know what are you saying?

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<v Speaker 4>Still?

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<v Speaker 2>Okay? Now tell me it's this mental health. She just stupid.

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<v Speaker 2>Ohio mom charged with murder after infant dies while she

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<v Speaker 2>left on eighth DA vacation without her. Yeah, she crazy

1:19:45.840 --> 1:19:52.080
<v Speaker 2>as hell, say. Chrystal larry Are thirty one admitted to

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<v Speaker 2>leaving the little girl Xaling at the Cleveland home alone

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<v Speaker 2>for eight days, all alone and unattended, and after David

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<v Speaker 2>a team by u K YC showed she had traveled

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<v Speaker 2>without the child to vacation in Puerto Rico and Detroit.

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<v Speaker 2>The child was not living without any food of water.

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<v Speaker 2>The child.

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<v Speaker 4>They found a child in the garage. The child and

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<v Speaker 4>went out to the to the to the garage and

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<v Speaker 4>I'm assuming getting and getting in the car thinking is mama,

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<v Speaker 4>her mama was gonna come home and take her somewhere.

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<v Speaker 4>She They found the poor child dead in the front

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<v Speaker 4>seat of the truck in the garage.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, this is what they said. Reportedly found Jalen unconscious

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<v Speaker 2>and extremely dehydrated. The infant's body was allegedly located in

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<v Speaker 2>the state of disarray. The girls play peeing hit soil.

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<v Speaker 2>Blankets in the bottom line are saturated with here in

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<v Speaker 2>the feces. She was pronounced dead at the scene.

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<v Speaker 3>Now you know what broke So they saying, the mama

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<v Speaker 3>went to Puerto Rico and just left her there, left

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<v Speaker 3>her there.

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<v Speaker 4>That's that's mentor.

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<v Speaker 3>So yeah, that's steam my little baby though, that's the mentor.

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<v Speaker 3>That's the mentor because you like it is some true,

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<v Speaker 3>like I said, unfortunately, it's it's a serious problem. And

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<v Speaker 3>mental health is real. And I know a lot of

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<v Speaker 3>regular average motherfuckers. You know, the way we look at

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<v Speaker 3>you know, people with problems, we'll call them crazy and

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<v Speaker 3>and and hey, nigga, go you know what I'm saying,

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<v Speaker 3>We don't really look at that too often about mental

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<v Speaker 3>health and what real problems they are. But that should

1:21:25.479 --> 1:21:28.040
<v Speaker 3>have been no way she should have been having a baby. Baby,

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<v Speaker 3>You get me. If her if her motherfucking if her

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<v Speaker 3>mentality is I could go to Puerto Rico and leave

1:21:36.520 --> 1:21:39.879
<v Speaker 3>a sixteen month old in the play pin, you shouldn't

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<v Speaker 3>have been having no kid, you get me.

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<v Speaker 4>In the family, and the family should have made that

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<v Speaker 4>assessment as well, if she had family around.

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<v Speaker 2>The thing that make you question, like the neighbors respond

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<v Speaker 2>to tragic news, I hope she pays what she did.

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah, but that makes you question what kind of father

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<v Speaker 3>who laid up and had sex with her to have

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<v Speaker 3>a kid, Because you gotta know there's some issues there.

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<v Speaker 3>You get me, You're not a normal motherfucking and you

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<v Speaker 3>just wake up and decide, Oh, I'm gonna leave my

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<v Speaker 3>baby in the play pin and I'm finna go to

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<v Speaker 3>Puerto Rico.

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<v Speaker 4>Well, the first the first news.

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<v Speaker 3>Not not to the grocery stores. Don't shit like that,

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<v Speaker 3>but thistle to play this what the neighbors is saying.

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<v Speaker 3>They don't know why she didn't ask them for help before,

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<v Speaker 3>because she said this. One neighbor said that the young

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<v Speaker 3>mother would sometimes would go days and weeks without contacting them,

1:22:31.680 --> 1:22:34.960
<v Speaker 3>while soon lem watch the infant. So the neighbors said they.

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<v Speaker 2>Already maybe all the time, and the mom be gone

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<v Speaker 2>weeks and days of the time without saying.

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<v Speaker 3>Them drugs, drugs and mental health and mental health man

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<v Speaker 3>real talking.

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<v Speaker 4>Yeah, so she had a pattern. So she had a pattern.

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<v Speaker 4>I wonder, how come the neighbors and go over there

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<v Speaker 4>and try to do a welfare check and then and then,

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<v Speaker 4>but they probably don't know the babies.

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<v Speaker 3>That's why I say, shit, is left behind and shit

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<v Speaker 3>is is is put on desk skin and you don't

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<v Speaker 3>get because they already knew she was fucked up because,

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<v Speaker 3>like she said, she'd be leaving for days at a time.

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<v Speaker 3>So right then and there, somebody should have been contacted.

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<v Speaker 2>This woman was a teacher too, dog substitute elementary teacher.

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<v Speaker 3>She's mental. I don't give a fuck what you say.

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<v Speaker 3>You know, normal motherfucker leaving a kid. Now, yeah, now

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<v Speaker 3>I know a motherfucker go kick it and shit, But

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<v Speaker 3>at liasa motherfucker be back after at least a day.

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<v Speaker 1>You get me.

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<v Speaker 3>A motherfucker leaving a and done it several times. That

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<v Speaker 3>should have been like I said, why haven't the Why

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<v Speaker 3>wasn't the neighbors like, hey, this lady then left her

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<v Speaker 3>baby here and she been gone for three days. Somebody

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<v Speaker 3>should have been contacted. But you just let her walk

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<v Speaker 3>back up, hand her the baby and go, hey, she

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<v Speaker 3>does it all the time. If evidently you get me

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<v Speaker 3>because they said it, she's left the baby, he's here

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<v Speaker 3>and been gone for several days.

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<v Speaker 4>So, like I said, there's a pattern.

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<v Speaker 3>No social services was called, no nothing, no police, like

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<v Speaker 3>y'all let her do this at least two or three times,

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<v Speaker 3>you get me, so.

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<v Speaker 4>No account of building.

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<v Speaker 3>And then some motherfuckers don't want to get involved with shit,

1:24:19.520 --> 1:24:22.479
<v Speaker 3>but you're watching their kids, so like, oh, I don't

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<v Speaker 3>want to tell on her, or I don't want to

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<v Speaker 3>call and get her in trouble and shit like that.

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<v Speaker 3>You feel me, I don't want to get her in trouble.

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<v Speaker 3>So but now you telling what she used to do?

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<v Speaker 3>It's too late. Now you get me? Now you think

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<v Speaker 3>what we don't even want to hear from you? Now

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<v Speaker 3>what the fuck? Now you want to say, Well, she

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<v Speaker 3>used to leave the baby here for days at a

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<v Speaker 3>time and be gone. Okay, So why you're telling, motherfucker

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<v Speaker 3>two months ago that shit, or three months ago or

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<v Speaker 3>a year ago or whatever said the baby was only

1:24:52.400 --> 1:24:55.960
<v Speaker 3>sixteen months and you already got incidents where she's in

1:24:56.160 --> 1:24:59.960
<v Speaker 3>left the child there and been gone for several days.

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<v Speaker 3>That's a red fucking flag.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, yeah, social service, because I'm gonna tell you leave

1:25:06.600 --> 1:25:08.800
<v Speaker 2>your baby with somebody. For you leave your baby with

1:25:08.880 --> 1:25:12.240
<v Speaker 2>somebody for a day, your checking in something wrong. I'm

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<v Speaker 2>gonna tell.

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<v Speaker 3>You, man, you leave a baby in the fucking car.

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<v Speaker 3>You see how motherfuckers be all surrounding the car. You

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<v Speaker 3>mean to tell me you leave a baby for days

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<v Speaker 3>at the neighbor And nobody's like, I'm gonna tell you

1:25:23.439 --> 1:25:25.760
<v Speaker 3>this bitch, I got a job to go through. I'm

1:25:25.800 --> 1:25:27.960
<v Speaker 3>still sitting here watching this baby.

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<v Speaker 2>One year olds in the car. Dog, aren't you gonna

1:25:31.360 --> 1:25:35.320
<v Speaker 2>do something to see some kids? You don't know? I've

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<v Speaker 2>seen a couple of times. Dog, I saw like some kids.

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<v Speaker 2>They was probably like one probably like thirteen fourteen months

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<v Speaker 2>and the other one was a baby, and could tell

1:25:45.880 --> 1:25:47.559
<v Speaker 2>the little brother was in there trying to watch them.

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<v Speaker 2>They got the windows rolled up. Dog. I went and

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<v Speaker 2>got the mall security and had them open up the

1:25:55.840 --> 1:25:58.240
<v Speaker 2>motherfucking door. And I had to open up the door.

1:25:58.680 --> 1:26:01.519
<v Speaker 2>You know, I didn't just leave them there. Open the

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<v Speaker 2>door up and get leave the door open for the kids. Right.

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<v Speaker 2>Wife went and got them some waters out the mall, lemonades,

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<v Speaker 2>stuff like that, you know what I mean. And in

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<v Speaker 2>there waiting for the mom to come back. She come

1:26:12.040 --> 1:26:14.160
<v Speaker 2>out there, young girl, dog with a young but a

1:26:15.240 --> 1:26:18.679
<v Speaker 2>guy right and I said, oh, well, what is y'all

1:26:18.680 --> 1:26:20.880
<v Speaker 2>messing with my kids? For mind? You're on fucking business.

1:26:20.920 --> 1:26:22.519
<v Speaker 2>I said, these kids could have died out here. It's

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<v Speaker 2>about ninety degrees I here, so you know, if it's

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<v Speaker 2>eight degrees outside in the cars and cars a hundred

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<v Speaker 2>They black white Mexican shit young know, and I don't

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<v Speaker 2>know if they got them to do that. I just think,

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<v Speaker 2>but this with these young people. Dog, See when you

1:26:38.520 --> 1:26:41.320
<v Speaker 2>have a kid, man with people don't understand the moment

1:26:41.439 --> 1:26:44.720
<v Speaker 2>you have a child, the shit you got going on

1:26:44.760 --> 1:26:47.439
<v Speaker 2>over with, Yeah, real talk, it's over with all your

1:26:47.439 --> 1:26:50.120
<v Speaker 2>little dreams and aspirations. It's about what they got going

1:26:50.200 --> 1:26:53.040
<v Speaker 2>on now. So see a lot of these young kids

1:26:53.080 --> 1:26:55.840
<v Speaker 2>go out and have got babies and stuff. Dog, or

1:26:55.840 --> 1:27:00.200
<v Speaker 2>don't realize the responsibility that it is. You know what

1:27:00.240 --> 1:27:03.439
<v Speaker 2>I'm saying, responsibility. Fuck you going out and want to

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<v Speaker 2>have fun and kick it.

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<v Speaker 4>It's not about you.

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<v Speaker 1>Now.

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<v Speaker 2>She up there meeting the nigga at the mall, probably

1:27:07.720 --> 1:27:09.559
<v Speaker 2>don't want to the movies and everything else. Lift them

1:27:09.600 --> 1:27:13.880
<v Speaker 2>on the car with a water bottle. Take care of

1:27:13.880 --> 1:27:15.960
<v Speaker 2>your little brother while I was gone, And then you

1:27:16.040 --> 1:27:18.639
<v Speaker 2>gotta wonder where they daddy is that she probably ain't

1:27:18.640 --> 1:27:23.240
<v Speaker 2>evenletting the daddy see the babies. It's a lot of

1:27:23.240 --> 1:27:25.680
<v Speaker 2>fun up ship. But man, I appreciate you coming here

1:27:25.680 --> 1:27:26.720
<v Speaker 2>to sit down with his man.

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<v Speaker 4>Yah yay again man, yeah, man, I'm always recepted to

1:27:30.960 --> 1:27:33.120
<v Speaker 4>coming and sitting down with you good brothers man. And

1:27:34.560 --> 1:27:37.679
<v Speaker 4>you know, I really enjoyed myself. You know, the ride

1:27:37.800 --> 1:27:40.439
<v Speaker 4>was cool. Man bumping some so os band that's right,

1:27:40.560 --> 1:27:43.280
<v Speaker 4>call the men coming up, air conditioner on. And I

1:27:43.400 --> 1:27:45.720
<v Speaker 4>just you know, just in my thoughts, you know, so

1:27:46.280 --> 1:27:49.800
<v Speaker 4>you know, I you know, I want to give a

1:27:49.800 --> 1:27:51.599
<v Speaker 4>shout out again. I want to give a shout out

1:27:51.600 --> 1:27:55.160
<v Speaker 4>to my homeboy Mellie Mail, the hood Postman. I want

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<v Speaker 4>to give a shout out to Mitchill Slick. I want

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<v Speaker 4>to give a shout out to my younger brother Mail

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<v Speaker 4>up out of Atlanta. I want to get a shout

1:28:02.240 --> 1:28:04.639
<v Speaker 4>out to ce Low. I want to give a shout

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<v Speaker 4>out to the Goodie Mob. I want to give a

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<v Speaker 4>shout out to King Floatie up out of Atlanta. I

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<v Speaker 4>want to give a shout out to the young brother

1:28:11.680 --> 1:28:16.280
<v Speaker 4>that just passed away in Houston. What's his name? Oh yo,

1:28:16.439 --> 1:28:18.960
<v Speaker 4>big Poky, big Ques right, And I want to give

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<v Speaker 4>a shout out to, you know, blessings and peace to

1:28:22.400 --> 1:28:24.840
<v Speaker 4>that brother and his family. Man. And I want to

1:28:24.840 --> 1:28:27.120
<v Speaker 4>give a shout out to all the black communities across

1:28:27.120 --> 1:28:30.200
<v Speaker 4>this great United States. Man, I love you brothers and sisters, man,

1:28:30.800 --> 1:28:32.559
<v Speaker 4>and I just hope that one of these days we

1:28:32.680 --> 1:28:36.040
<v Speaker 4>as a community can get it together man and come together. Man,

1:28:36.120 --> 1:28:39.519
<v Speaker 4>and and and literally. You know I'm gonna say this, man,

1:28:39.560 --> 1:28:41.479
<v Speaker 4>practice what these white folks practice.

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<v Speaker 1>Man.

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<v Speaker 4>You did what I'm saying, so you know again still

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<v Speaker 4>eight Brian. You know, thank you for having me, man,

1:28:50.479 --> 1:28:53.240
<v Speaker 4>and you know I'm willing to come on any time.

1:28:53.360 --> 1:28:57.400
<v Speaker 2>Man. You brothers asked me for sure. Man, where can

1:28:57.520 --> 1:28:59.519
<v Speaker 2>people get at you on Instagram? Because I know you

1:28:59.600 --> 1:29:02.840
<v Speaker 2>glass catch DM you if y'all going through something may

1:29:03.720 --> 1:29:04.599
<v Speaker 2>hit the brother up.

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<v Speaker 3>Man.

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<v Speaker 2>What's your Instagram?

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<v Speaker 4>My Instagram is Michael with a Y M y c

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<v Speaker 4>h A E L the with a A the th

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<v Speaker 4>h A ball game. Yeah, man, it hit me up.

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<v Speaker 2>Man.

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<v Speaker 4>If your brothers and sisters need need to talk, man,

1:29:19.920 --> 1:29:22.080
<v Speaker 4>just to give me a hollow man, I am gonna start.

1:29:22.439 --> 1:29:25.720
<v Speaker 4>Everybody merely been on my hammet about starting my podcast.

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<v Speaker 4>I'm calling it the Platinum Carpet. You did what I'm saying,

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<v Speaker 4>so I'm gonna I'm gonna end up starting that and

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<v Speaker 4>I'm gonna start going live a little bit more on Instagram.

1:29:33.479 --> 1:29:36.640
<v Speaker 4>I'm really not into social media all like that, but

1:29:36.760 --> 1:29:39.559
<v Speaker 4>a lot of people has been talking to me saying, Mike,

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<v Speaker 4>you know, you can benefit a lot of people if you,

1:29:42.000 --> 1:29:45.040
<v Speaker 4>you know, kind of make yourself a little bit more available.

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<v Speaker 4>So you know, I am gonna start doing that, you know.

1:29:48.920 --> 1:29:52.439
<v Speaker 4>And you know, and and and all your brothers and

1:29:52.479 --> 1:29:55.519
<v Speaker 4>sisters out there. And what just when I say brothers

1:29:55.560 --> 1:29:58.160
<v Speaker 4>and sisters, I mean whites say, had a girl take

1:29:58.200 --> 1:30:00.639
<v Speaker 4>off of the body. You know, you guys take care

1:30:00.640 --> 1:30:03.160
<v Speaker 4>of yourselves, take care of your families, man, and be well,

1:30:03.560 --> 1:30:05.400
<v Speaker 4>you know what I mean. And and uh and and

1:30:05.479 --> 1:30:08.000
<v Speaker 4>I wish you all well man. And I really appreciate

1:30:08.040 --> 1:30:09.519
<v Speaker 4>this platform for sure.

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<v Speaker 1>Good looking family, they appreciate it.

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<v Speaker 4>You know what I mean.

1:30:13.479 --> 1:30:16.960
<v Speaker 2>So you guys make sure all to follow our Instagram page.

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<v Speaker 2>Against the Chronicles podcast The Homeboy ms paget Hey way.

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah, that's what we do. We out of here, Jill.

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<v Speaker 3>If my notes like Pinocchio, We're gonna tell you the

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<v Speaker 3>truth and nothing.

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<v Speaker 4>But your.

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<v Speaker 1>Well.

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<v Speaker 2>That concludes another episode of the Gainst the Chronicles podcast.

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