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Speaker 2: of the Gainst the Chronicles podcast and I am Norm Steele.

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Speaker 2: Jill No, we had a pretty good weekend This weekend. Man,

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Speaker 2: we celebrated the thirtieth anniversary of Minister Society. Man had

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Speaker 2: tiring the homeboy. The homies showed up, Man, what's happening?

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Speaker 2: Partner Samuel Monroe, And it was pretty good.

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Speaker 3: That was pretty cool, little turn little hang out. You know,

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Speaker 3: nothing nothing big, nothing major, just you know, really just

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Speaker 3: a gang of homies just kicking it well.

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Speaker 2: Yang homies, Yeah, gang homies, homegirls. It was cool man.

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Speaker 2: You know what though, Bro, that's the second time we

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Speaker 2: don't put something together in a few days, man, and

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Speaker 2: we get a decent little turnout. Man, I'm thinking. Man,

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Speaker 2: I was talking to Homie Man from eighty five South Man.

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Speaker 2: He was telling me he think we need to go

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Speaker 2: on to go on the road, man, Man, real stuff.

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Speaker 2: We'll see how it work, you know what I'm saying.

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Speaker 2: If we get support, you know what I'm saying, that's all,

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Speaker 2: and do it on your own. Man. Oh for shure,

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Speaker 2: for sure, man, for sure. You know it's been a

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Speaker 2: the thing everybody been talking about the internet. Man. Is

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Speaker 2: the woman in Chicago, man who had got you know

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Speaker 2: punched on her, Carlicia Hood, her and her son they

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Speaker 2: got off. Man.

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Speaker 3: I've been following the story A little bit started, A

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Speaker 3: little video whatever do anybody like what was they even

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Speaker 2: I don't know, man, I know he was punching on

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Speaker 3: They was arguing about something and he was like, man,

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Speaker 3: just get your food and go. Just get your food

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Speaker 3: is that, like? I don't know what that was, because

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Speaker 3: you can't hang with no female when it comes to

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Speaker 3: I'm letting, I'm letting all they all going, they all going.

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Speaker 2: And it's so you know the thing is, man, it's

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Speaker 3: You don't know who carry pistols, That's the whole thing.

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Speaker 4: From what I understand. The brother got man. He was

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Speaker 4: You know. Yeah. And and first of all, my name

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Speaker 4: And to all the gangs, the chronicle goons out there,

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Speaker 4: Mental health is always been, as always been at the

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Speaker 4: One of the things that I tell my son all

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Speaker 2: And oftentimes you know, I notice in the black community,

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Speaker 3: I grew up in I grew up in a single

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Speaker 3: But I don't know how it was for you growing up.

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Speaker 4: How old were you when you asked her? That?

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Speaker 2: Man? I was about eight years old. And then with

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Speaker 1: But so was that because.

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Speaker 2: I'm gonna tell you it wasn't you know me. And

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Speaker 2: You know, he was a young dude when all this

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Speaker 2: You know, my pops liked to put this, you know

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Speaker 1: You know, a lot of a lot, but a lot

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Speaker 3: You know, my father, you know, went to the military,

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Speaker 1: My sister was older.

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Speaker 3: The attitude wasn't fucking nigga in the household because we

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Speaker 4: She didn't want to convey that myss moms.

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Speaker 3: It wasn't like, you know, the dude left the household

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Speaker 2: It looked like my house either.

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Speaker 3: My sister, you know, she's been married to her husband

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Speaker 4: But see, some of these relationships teaches us. You understand,

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Speaker 2: Same thing to even do. My dad is probably the

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Speaker 2: And that's what it is. And to this day they

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Speaker 2: I always said, I'm not gonna I tried my best

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Speaker 2: knew that once I had my woman, we was gonna

434
00:22:24,440 --> 00:22:27,480
Speaker 2: stay together through thick and thing, no matter what happened.

435
00:22:27,680 --> 00:22:29,960
Speaker 4: But but see, but but like I said, and I'm

436
00:22:29,960 --> 00:22:32,520
Speaker 4: an interject back off, what they was saying is that

437
00:22:33,040 --> 00:22:36,520
Speaker 4: you you you you saw some things, and you seen

438
00:22:36,560 --> 00:22:39,320
Speaker 4: some things and you and you and subconsciously you said,

439
00:22:39,359 --> 00:22:41,880
Speaker 4: you know what, that's what I'm not going to be.

440
00:22:41,880 --> 00:22:44,679
Speaker 4: Because one thing that my father did teach me, he

441
00:22:44,800 --> 00:22:49,399
Speaker 4: taught me my my my biological dad actually made me

442
00:22:49,400 --> 00:22:51,560
Speaker 4: into the man that I am today. You did what

443
00:22:51,560 --> 00:22:53,480
Speaker 4: I'm saying, right, because I didn't want to be like

444
00:22:53,560 --> 00:22:55,880
Speaker 4: this smoke exactly. You know what I'm saying. He wasn't ship,

445
00:22:56,520 --> 00:22:58,159
Speaker 4: you know what I mean. And I told myself that

446
00:22:58,200 --> 00:23:00,600
Speaker 4: I wasn't that I wasn't gonna be like him. And

447
00:23:00,640 --> 00:23:02,359
Speaker 4: I'm kind of like you. You know what I'm saying,

448
00:23:02,400 --> 00:23:04,520
Speaker 4: All three of my kids just by the same chick.

449
00:23:04,920 --> 00:23:06,600
Speaker 4: You know what I'm saying. I wasn't just out there

450
00:23:06,960 --> 00:23:10,400
Speaker 4: slinging Weenie and and and and you know, having these

451
00:23:10,480 --> 00:23:13,320
Speaker 4: kids by all these different personalities. You did you know

452
00:23:13,320 --> 00:23:15,720
Speaker 4: what I'm saying. I was responsible, you know, had a

453
00:23:15,920 --> 00:23:17,760
Speaker 4: I mean, did did my thing, did my you know,

454
00:23:17,840 --> 00:23:20,439
Speaker 4: jumping through windows and sliding up in some brawls and

455
00:23:20,480 --> 00:23:22,920
Speaker 4: all that. But I always was responsible. My older brother

456
00:23:22,920 --> 00:23:25,640
Speaker 4: would always tell me, might keep a raincoat on your shit.

457
00:23:25,720 --> 00:23:28,359
Speaker 4: You did what I'm saying, and all those types of things,

458
00:23:28,400 --> 00:23:30,560
Speaker 4: you know what I'm saying. So my older brother, Anthony,

459
00:23:30,600 --> 00:23:31,200
Speaker 4: rest in peace.

460
00:23:31,240 --> 00:23:31,400
Speaker 2: Man.

461
00:23:31,440 --> 00:23:33,680
Speaker 4: I miss you, my brother. You know that brother taught

462
00:23:33,760 --> 00:23:36,520
Speaker 4: me a hole like he. My older brother Anthony was

463
00:23:36,600 --> 00:23:39,720
Speaker 4: my dad man. And my older brother Levan followed shut

464
00:23:39,800 --> 00:23:42,680
Speaker 4: once my l once my brother passed away from cancer.

465
00:23:43,200 --> 00:23:46,800
Speaker 4: My older brother Levan, he followed suit and uh and

466
00:23:46,800 --> 00:23:50,000
Speaker 4: and I had five brothers and six of us, and

467
00:23:50,400 --> 00:23:53,600
Speaker 4: you know, and we kept a tight knitch, such as

468
00:23:53,680 --> 00:23:56,040
Speaker 4: your uncles and his siblings as well. You did what

469
00:23:56,040 --> 00:23:59,560
Speaker 4: I'm saying. And my family was a bunch of females.

470
00:24:00,119 --> 00:24:03,919
Speaker 4: But all my aunts were married and they all they

471
00:24:03,960 --> 00:24:06,359
Speaker 4: are all my uncles. They they they were married and

472
00:24:06,560 --> 00:24:08,920
Speaker 4: some of them, some of them the ones that are living.

473
00:24:08,960 --> 00:24:10,919
Speaker 4: You know what I'm saying, they're still with their husbands today.

474
00:24:10,960 --> 00:24:14,320
Speaker 4: So I know what it's like to be in a

475
00:24:14,400 --> 00:24:18,159
Speaker 4: healthy and long lasting relationship, you know what I mean.

476
00:24:18,280 --> 00:24:21,200
Speaker 4: My only problem is that, you know, before I got

477
00:24:21,200 --> 00:24:23,800
Speaker 4: into a relationship with my kids mother. You know what

478
00:24:23,880 --> 00:24:26,360
Speaker 4: I'm saying, I you know, me being a sagittariust man.

479
00:24:26,359 --> 00:24:28,720
Speaker 4: I just like women, man. And then you know what

480
00:24:28,760 --> 00:24:30,040
Speaker 4: I'm saying, it was shit. If it was a shit,

481
00:24:30,119 --> 00:24:32,200
Speaker 4: if I could shit, I've had three or four wives

482
00:24:32,240 --> 00:24:32,680
Speaker 4: in the house.

483
00:24:34,960 --> 00:24:38,960
Speaker 2: You know what though, Man. The thing is, I had

484
00:24:39,000 --> 00:24:42,800
Speaker 2: a very strong female presence in my life too. Like

485
00:24:42,960 --> 00:24:46,480
Speaker 2: my grandmama had a pistols. So when my dad did

486
00:24:46,600 --> 00:24:48,480
Speaker 2: come over there because he would be on some stuff

487
00:24:48,480 --> 00:24:50,480
Speaker 2: to where I'm coming. I'm coming to get my son,

488
00:24:51,200 --> 00:24:53,879
Speaker 2: and my grandmother was like the pistol, like, no, niggas,

489
00:24:53,880 --> 00:24:56,760
Speaker 2: you ain't coming up here with that, you know, because

490
00:24:56,800 --> 00:24:58,879
Speaker 2: my dad, let me know what, they wasn't all innocent.

491
00:24:58,960 --> 00:25:01,760
Speaker 2: They shot at me, my grandmother because at the time

492
00:25:02,160 --> 00:25:03,719
Speaker 2: I don't know if you all remember back in the day.

493
00:25:03,760 --> 00:25:05,919
Speaker 2: I'm from the Midwest, they used to have what you

494
00:25:06,000 --> 00:25:09,920
Speaker 2: call outhouses. Yeah, yeah, you know the bathroom Mississippi too.

495
00:25:10,040 --> 00:25:13,000
Speaker 2: You know, my grandmother threw the pists pot on my

496
00:25:13,080 --> 00:25:15,399
Speaker 2: dad before he came up there talking, and they timed

497
00:25:15,400 --> 00:25:17,000
Speaker 2: it as soon as he get to the door. They

498
00:25:17,080 --> 00:25:19,840
Speaker 2: just opened up the door and they threw that's fucked up.

499
00:25:20,040 --> 00:25:20,200
Speaker 1: You know.

500
00:25:20,560 --> 00:25:22,680
Speaker 4: They did some crazy stuff to my brother that can

501
00:25:22,720 --> 00:25:23,919
Speaker 4: cause hepatitis.

502
00:25:23,920 --> 00:25:25,280
Speaker 1: Man, man, they give a fuck.

503
00:25:25,400 --> 00:25:27,680
Speaker 3: They was like, getting your ass up out of here,

504
00:25:28,560 --> 00:25:36,280
Speaker 3: coming around here with that ship. Why why why are

505
00:25:36,280 --> 00:25:40,359
Speaker 3: you running off with pitts with pists all? Did he

506
00:25:40,520 --> 00:25:43,720
Speaker 3: right it off with pints and getting popped? That's fund

507
00:25:43,880 --> 00:25:48,040
Speaker 3: up with ye where they wasn't playing weddy. Let me

508
00:25:48,080 --> 00:25:50,280
Speaker 3: tell you right now that calls him. That caused brother

509
00:25:50,359 --> 00:25:51,520
Speaker 3: some mental health issues.

510
00:25:51,840 --> 00:25:54,200
Speaker 2: You know. So I just thinking about all this, but

511
00:25:54,240 --> 00:25:56,639
Speaker 2: I'm gonna tell you this. My mama will tell me

512
00:25:56,680 --> 00:25:58,920
Speaker 2: to this day. She said, your dad was just young.

513
00:25:58,960 --> 00:26:01,760
Speaker 2: He loved you. He just didn't know. He trying to

514
00:26:01,800 --> 00:26:04,720
Speaker 2: process a situation that he don't know nothing about. Right.

515
00:26:04,760 --> 00:26:06,600
Speaker 4: That's good that moms told you that. You know, my

516
00:26:06,640 --> 00:26:07,679
Speaker 4: mom's never told me.

517
00:26:07,840 --> 00:26:10,080
Speaker 2: Like my mom, she wanted me to have a relationship

518
00:26:10,119 --> 00:26:12,320
Speaker 2: with my day right, And I respect her for that

519
00:26:12,400 --> 00:26:14,600
Speaker 2: because she could have easily been like, no, you ain't

520
00:26:14,640 --> 00:26:17,240
Speaker 2: going to go see him. She never she always wanted

521
00:26:17,320 --> 00:26:18,360
Speaker 2: us to have a relationship.

522
00:26:18,400 --> 00:26:20,360
Speaker 4: Well, you know what. My mother never said nothing bad

523
00:26:20,359 --> 00:26:22,760
Speaker 4: about my dad either. And at one point in time,

524
00:26:22,760 --> 00:26:25,000
Speaker 4: my mother had told me one day, and I think

525
00:26:25,040 --> 00:26:27,199
Speaker 4: I was about twelve thirteen years old, I had just

526
00:26:27,240 --> 00:26:30,560
Speaker 4: start stealing cars for the homies, and she was like,

527
00:26:30,680 --> 00:26:32,720
Speaker 4: my dad came through and I was really eager and

528
00:26:32,720 --> 00:26:34,800
Speaker 4: happy to see him at that particular time because I

529
00:26:34,840 --> 00:26:37,440
Speaker 4: hadn't seen him in a while. And my mother said,

530
00:26:37,440 --> 00:26:40,000
Speaker 4: you really love your dad, don't you you know? I mean, yeah,

531
00:26:40,240 --> 00:26:42,320
Speaker 4: you know it's my dad, you know. And she said,

532
00:26:42,320 --> 00:26:44,719
Speaker 4: but you're gonna find out one of these days. She

533
00:26:45,000 --> 00:26:47,280
Speaker 4: that's the only that's the only time that I remember

534
00:26:47,320 --> 00:26:49,880
Speaker 4: my mother kind of putting a hypothetical on my head

535
00:26:49,920 --> 00:26:52,560
Speaker 4: about this motherfucker, you know what I mean, you know,

536
00:26:52,640 --> 00:26:55,880
Speaker 4: But she never said nothing bad about him, never said

537
00:26:55,920 --> 00:26:58,879
Speaker 4: nothing bad about him. It wasn't until I started getting

538
00:26:58,880 --> 00:27:01,480
Speaker 4: older and I started seeing when I had my daughters

539
00:27:01,480 --> 00:27:03,440
Speaker 4: and I have my sons. Hey, man, come on down.

540
00:27:03,480 --> 00:27:06,440
Speaker 4: My daughter's about to graduate from sixth grade. Okay, son,

541
00:27:06,480 --> 00:27:09,040
Speaker 4: I'll be there. This motherfucker don't show up. You know

542
00:27:09,040 --> 00:27:11,119
Speaker 4: what I'm saying, Hey, Dad, come on damn mikey my

543
00:27:11,480 --> 00:27:14,040
Speaker 4: young my only boy. You know, he's having a birthday,

544
00:27:14,040 --> 00:27:16,640
Speaker 4: partly having his third fourth birthday party. Come on down,

545
00:27:16,760 --> 00:27:19,160
Speaker 4: Dad would like to see you. Okay, son, I'm gonna

546
00:27:19,160 --> 00:27:22,200
Speaker 4: show up. He never show you know, motherfucker never show up.

547
00:27:22,480 --> 00:27:24,119
Speaker 4: You know what I'm saying. Back to the mental health

548
00:27:24,119 --> 00:27:25,440
Speaker 4: part of it. You know what I'm saying. That shit

549
00:27:25,440 --> 00:27:28,800
Speaker 4: can cause motherfucker some mental health issues. Right there? You did?

550
00:27:28,840 --> 00:27:30,960
Speaker 4: You know what I'm saying. And when you know, and then

551
00:27:30,960 --> 00:27:33,000
Speaker 4: when he did want to come around, come to find out,

552
00:27:33,040 --> 00:27:35,399
Speaker 4: this motherfucker putting his shit up his nose, he broke.

553
00:27:35,720 --> 00:27:37,800
Speaker 4: And then when he calling, he asked for something. Nigga,

554
00:27:37,800 --> 00:27:39,600
Speaker 4: I ain't seen you in ten years. What the fuck?

555
00:27:39,680 --> 00:27:41,840
Speaker 4: Why are you calling me asking me? You know what

556
00:27:41,840 --> 00:27:45,480
Speaker 4: I mean? You know? And then I started realizing, I'm like, Mike,

557
00:27:45,520 --> 00:27:47,280
Speaker 4: you know what, don't let this motherfucker take you out

558
00:27:47,320 --> 00:27:49,959
Speaker 4: of character. I always like to think about my actions

559
00:27:50,000 --> 00:27:53,159
Speaker 4: before I do shit, So I just stopped fucking with

560
00:27:53,200 --> 00:27:56,560
Speaker 4: my dad altogether. My brothers in aw I have a

561
00:27:56,560 --> 00:27:59,040
Speaker 4: brother named Elly as well. He living in Atlanta, Georgia,

562
00:27:59,080 --> 00:28:01,560
Speaker 4: and my brother Milly, would always say man. I'd ask, man,

563
00:28:01,600 --> 00:28:03,639
Speaker 4: how do you continue to fuck with this nigga? And

564
00:28:03,680 --> 00:28:05,560
Speaker 4: my brother said, man, because I don't give a fuck

565
00:28:05,560 --> 00:28:10,320
Speaker 4: a body, you don't FaZe me. But but but his

566
00:28:10,440 --> 00:28:11,439
Speaker 4: actions fucked with me.

567
00:28:15,200 --> 00:28:20,000
Speaker 3: I think, you know, still, I think I came, you know,

568
00:28:20,040 --> 00:28:23,439
Speaker 3: a little bit similar to your situation where you know,

569
00:28:23,960 --> 00:28:27,480
Speaker 3: you ended up having a cool relationship with your pops

570
00:28:27,680 --> 00:28:31,480
Speaker 3: after the fact, I mean, same situation with me. I mean,

571
00:28:31,520 --> 00:28:35,119
Speaker 3: I guess anybody, though, you know, the presence of your

572
00:28:35,680 --> 00:28:40,240
Speaker 3: dad is supposed to be like just oh man, my dad.

573
00:28:40,360 --> 00:28:46,000
Speaker 3: You know what I'm saying. So, but it gets to

574
00:28:46,040 --> 00:28:49,680
Speaker 3: a point to where I was like, like, you like,

575
00:28:49,760 --> 00:28:53,600
Speaker 3: I don't fuck with dude. I don't saw from the

576
00:28:53,680 --> 00:28:58,719
Speaker 3: transition of me starting a gang bang and all of that,

577
00:28:59,200 --> 00:29:01,680
Speaker 3: I didn't. I didn't fuck with my pops at all.

578
00:29:02,520 --> 00:29:06,760
Speaker 3: My sister she was one of them, like talk to

579
00:29:06,880 --> 00:29:10,400
Speaker 3: him every day. But I don't know. I guess because

580
00:29:10,440 --> 00:29:13,720
Speaker 3: of what I witnessed as a kid, you know, and

581
00:29:13,760 --> 00:29:17,240
Speaker 3: the stuff that happened with moms and you know that,

582
00:29:17,960 --> 00:29:21,640
Speaker 3: like you said, it'd be like some motherfucking PTSD shit,

583
00:29:22,120 --> 00:29:24,680
Speaker 3: you know what I'm saying to where you be like, oh,

584
00:29:24,760 --> 00:29:26,280
Speaker 3: I don't even want to go around, you know what

585
00:29:26,320 --> 00:29:29,200
Speaker 3: I'm saying, because you know, they do they thing you

586
00:29:29,280 --> 00:29:31,760
Speaker 3: feel me, they might have them a little drink or

587
00:29:31,760 --> 00:29:34,880
Speaker 3: a little smoke or whatever was. They vices and shit,

588
00:29:35,520 --> 00:29:39,360
Speaker 3: and as a youngster you don't really know how to

589
00:29:39,400 --> 00:29:43,040
Speaker 3: cope with that shit. You get me to see, you know,

590
00:29:43,760 --> 00:29:47,600
Speaker 3: the trauma in the household. So it really kind of

591
00:29:47,760 --> 00:29:51,680
Speaker 3: it could take you all in whatever direction. You know,

592
00:29:51,920 --> 00:29:56,959
Speaker 3: some people can overcome from it and then some niggas.

593
00:29:56,760 --> 00:30:03,200
Speaker 3: It makes that generation in no transition to where now

594
00:30:03,480 --> 00:30:07,240
Speaker 3: you you getting on you know, your broads and you

595
00:30:07,360 --> 00:30:10,040
Speaker 3: getting into it with your baby moms or your woman

596
00:30:10,240 --> 00:30:15,920
Speaker 3: or whatever. So yeah, I took because I was a

597
00:30:16,120 --> 00:30:20,360
Speaker 3: you know, lover of my mom. So my sister was

598
00:30:20,400 --> 00:30:23,120
Speaker 3: more like you know, once she got a little older,

599
00:30:23,760 --> 00:30:27,280
Speaker 3: she was able to be neutral with it. But me,

600
00:30:29,120 --> 00:30:31,600
Speaker 3: I didn't want to fuck with I didn't want to

601
00:30:31,600 --> 00:30:35,040
Speaker 3: fuck with him at all. And so the whole time

602
00:30:35,160 --> 00:30:39,000
Speaker 3: I was you know, from the time of like the twelves,

603
00:30:39,040 --> 00:30:43,479
Speaker 3: and thirteen and fourteen and fifteen, and I'm gang banging

604
00:30:43,600 --> 00:30:46,560
Speaker 3: and all that. Didn't I didn't. I didn't talk to

605
00:30:46,640 --> 00:30:49,800
Speaker 3: my pops at all. My sister would. Yeah, I talked

606
00:30:49,800 --> 00:30:52,200
Speaker 3: to Dad today and blah blah blah. But me and

607
00:30:52,240 --> 00:30:55,360
Speaker 3: then once I started rapping, and I think I got

608
00:30:55,360 --> 00:31:01,120
Speaker 3: to about maybe my fourth album, I started communicating because

609
00:31:01,120 --> 00:31:03,800
Speaker 3: you know, I was going places, and sometimes I would

610
00:31:03,800 --> 00:31:06,200
Speaker 3: be in the same town where, you know, because he

611
00:31:06,320 --> 00:31:10,000
Speaker 3: was living in Oklahoma and then he moved to Louisiana

612
00:31:10,120 --> 00:31:11,160
Speaker 3: and so you know.

613
00:31:11,640 --> 00:31:13,080
Speaker 2: Was he familiar with your REP career?

614
00:31:13,680 --> 00:31:14,080
Speaker 1: Yeah?

615
00:31:14,920 --> 00:31:21,320
Speaker 3: When I when I finally went to see him, he

616
00:31:21,400 --> 00:31:24,760
Speaker 3: had newspaper clippings and ads and all kinds of shit,

617
00:31:25,240 --> 00:31:28,200
Speaker 3: you know, Jet magazine shit I have been in. And

618
00:31:28,720 --> 00:31:31,760
Speaker 3: you know, when I did Minace and awards and all that,

619
00:31:31,840 --> 00:31:34,880
Speaker 3: he had paper clippings of all that shit. So so

620
00:31:34,920 --> 00:31:40,120
Speaker 3: he was definitely watching. I'm pretty sure you know what

621
00:31:40,120 --> 00:31:43,800
Speaker 3: I'm saying. I had no regrets, though you know what

622
00:31:43,840 --> 00:31:47,520
Speaker 3: I'm saying. I don't know, man, You know I held

623
00:31:47,680 --> 00:31:50,640
Speaker 3: you know, you hold grudges because, like I said, again,

624
00:31:51,960 --> 00:31:56,000
Speaker 3: that's moms. You get me, and you know your moms

625
00:31:56,080 --> 00:31:59,400
Speaker 3: do so much for you as as as a as

626
00:31:59,440 --> 00:32:03,600
Speaker 3: a kid. They kind of take the motherfucking the punches

627
00:32:03,680 --> 00:32:08,600
Speaker 3: on the chin and fuck it, nigga, knock me down.

628
00:32:08,600 --> 00:32:10,640
Speaker 3: I'm gonna get up, but I still gotta go do

629
00:32:10,760 --> 00:32:13,720
Speaker 3: the shit. You feel me, whether whether or not you're

630
00:32:13,800 --> 00:32:17,000
Speaker 3: gonna help or do something or not. You know, they

631
00:32:17,120 --> 00:32:19,120
Speaker 3: kind of take it on the chin. So when you

632
00:32:19,240 --> 00:32:24,160
Speaker 3: a kid, that's like, motherfucking that's all for you. Like

633
00:32:24,920 --> 00:32:28,800
Speaker 3: that's why I said that the situation, like we was

634
00:32:28,840 --> 00:32:33,440
Speaker 3: talking before, like you can't overstep that boundary when it

635
00:32:33,560 --> 00:32:36,360
Speaker 3: comes to your moms. Like niggas will go through whatever,

636
00:32:36,880 --> 00:32:39,800
Speaker 3: You'll go through, whatever level it is. You know, when

637
00:32:39,880 --> 00:32:43,640
Speaker 3: you see somebody offending even just offending your mom.

638
00:32:43,720 --> 00:32:46,120
Speaker 4: That's the reason why the young brother popped this motherfucker.

639
00:32:46,160 --> 00:32:46,800
Speaker 4: I was still in there.

640
00:32:46,840 --> 00:32:48,959
Speaker 3: You'd be ready to take a nigga's head off, like

641
00:32:49,240 --> 00:32:52,080
Speaker 3: I like, if you had that relationship with your mom,

642
00:32:52,240 --> 00:32:54,640
Speaker 3: you know, and a person like me, like I said,

643
00:32:55,800 --> 00:32:59,240
Speaker 3: once mom's and pops split, it was just me and

644
00:32:59,280 --> 00:33:03,880
Speaker 3: moms and so whether we had to go through the struggle,

645
00:33:04,360 --> 00:33:07,400
Speaker 3: the grind of you know, trying to figure out what

646
00:33:07,640 --> 00:33:11,480
Speaker 3: where the bread was coming from or eating and all

647
00:33:11,560 --> 00:33:15,880
Speaker 3: that shit, and you know, even the trials a nigga

648
00:33:15,960 --> 00:33:19,080
Speaker 3: had to go through with turning a young man and

649
00:33:19,480 --> 00:33:22,880
Speaker 3: there is no father around. You give me, so now

650
00:33:23,320 --> 00:33:26,400
Speaker 3: you have to try to learn a little bit on

651
00:33:26,440 --> 00:33:29,520
Speaker 3: your own and watch niggas in the streets. And then

652
00:33:29,560 --> 00:33:34,280
Speaker 3: there's Moms and you know she's always with the positive eye.

653
00:33:34,320 --> 00:33:37,120
Speaker 3: But you know, as a slick little nigga, you think

654
00:33:37,160 --> 00:33:40,400
Speaker 3: you're gonna get away with some shit, so you test

655
00:33:40,560 --> 00:33:43,480
Speaker 3: and test, but Mom is still there. Every time I

656
00:33:43,520 --> 00:33:46,480
Speaker 3: went to fucking jail, she came to bail me out.

657
00:33:46,600 --> 00:33:49,440
Speaker 3: Every time I stole a motherfucking car and it went

658
00:33:49,480 --> 00:33:53,000
Speaker 3: to the impound, she got that motherfucker out, you know.

659
00:33:53,200 --> 00:33:58,880
Speaker 3: So you don't you know the situation of that is

660
00:33:59,000 --> 00:34:01,120
Speaker 3: just like, you know, what the fuck you want me

661
00:34:01,160 --> 00:34:01,400
Speaker 3: to do?

662
00:34:01,800 --> 00:34:03,320
Speaker 1: This nigga socking my mom?

663
00:34:03,640 --> 00:34:07,600
Speaker 3: Of course he was fit to die, of course, and

664
00:34:07,720 --> 00:34:11,600
Speaker 3: not to disrespect you know, the dead and his family,

665
00:34:11,719 --> 00:34:15,520
Speaker 3: because I'm knowing they feeling something right now. But that

666
00:34:15,560 --> 00:34:19,600
Speaker 3: comes to the level of how how far can you

667
00:34:19,719 --> 00:34:23,239
Speaker 3: let a motherfucker push you? You give me like you

668
00:34:23,320 --> 00:34:26,000
Speaker 3: got to be in some coinntrol of your actions. Man,

669
00:34:26,160 --> 00:34:29,359
Speaker 3: Sometimes you get me and I come from that too.

670
00:34:30,040 --> 00:34:32,440
Speaker 3: I come from that. Fuck you, I don't give fucking

671
00:34:33,520 --> 00:34:37,120
Speaker 3: you get me. But still, you know you have to

672
00:34:37,160 --> 00:34:40,239
Speaker 3: come to a level of control because you know, you

673
00:34:40,280 --> 00:34:43,200
Speaker 3: don't know what a motherfucker gonna do. Like you said,

674
00:34:43,239 --> 00:34:45,680
Speaker 3: you gotta have your head on the swivel. His head

675
00:34:45,719 --> 00:34:48,160
Speaker 3: ain't on the swivel because you're in there. First of all,

676
00:34:48,200 --> 00:34:51,120
Speaker 3: because he in there having confrontations with a female, so

677
00:34:51,160 --> 00:34:54,120
Speaker 3: his head ain't on the swift knowing who she with exactly.

678
00:34:54,120 --> 00:34:56,560
Speaker 3: And then like you said, it ain't like she looking

679
00:34:56,680 --> 00:34:59,600
Speaker 3: like the homegirl from the hood where you know it

680
00:34:59,680 --> 00:35:03,080
Speaker 3: might be niggas in the car. She looking like somebody mama.

681
00:35:03,320 --> 00:35:08,560
Speaker 3: So it's gonna escalate if you that type of nigga

682
00:35:08,600 --> 00:35:10,360
Speaker 3: and got that attitude.

683
00:35:09,880 --> 00:35:12,279
Speaker 2: Well you know what real quick. They saying that the

684
00:35:12,360 --> 00:35:16,239
Speaker 2: woman told her son to hit the witness, I guess

685
00:35:16,280 --> 00:35:18,440
Speaker 2: it was a witness in their hood. Then that averts

686
00:35:18,480 --> 00:35:19,359
Speaker 2: her intention.

687
00:35:19,120 --> 00:35:21,160
Speaker 1: To the witness, that it was somebody in there filming.

688
00:35:21,840 --> 00:35:25,600
Speaker 2: Yeah, where she instructed her son to shoot them. Wow,

689
00:35:26,040 --> 00:35:29,439
Speaker 2: the dude with the camera, because the court to take

690
00:35:29,440 --> 00:35:31,480
Speaker 2: the gun from the boy, but he pushed her off

691
00:35:31,760 --> 00:35:33,960
Speaker 2: to paarody into the vehicle. Sound like the son had

692
00:35:34,000 --> 00:35:35,640
Speaker 2: more sense than the Mama was like, let's go. You

693
00:35:35,640 --> 00:35:38,520
Speaker 2: ain't got to shoot this man, you know, going back

694
00:35:38,560 --> 00:35:42,960
Speaker 2: to your pops. Eight. The biggest memory I got, man,

695
00:35:43,000 --> 00:35:44,960
Speaker 2: and I think and for a long time I had

696
00:35:45,000 --> 00:35:48,040
Speaker 2: a lot of hatred in my heart towards my pops

697
00:35:48,360 --> 00:35:50,480
Speaker 2: is I remember when I was real little, and I

698
00:35:50,480 --> 00:35:54,839
Speaker 2: remember this vividly. I probably had to be about eight

699
00:35:55,000 --> 00:35:58,439
Speaker 2: nine something like that. It's me waiting at the house

700
00:35:58,440 --> 00:36:00,760
Speaker 2: for him to come, right, I remember, have my little

701
00:36:00,800 --> 00:36:03,719
Speaker 2: bag of clothes ready, man, and I would just have

702
00:36:03,880 --> 00:36:06,480
Speaker 2: my coat on already. This niggaspost come at six o'clock.

703
00:36:06,520 --> 00:36:09,719
Speaker 2: I'm three o'clock. I'm all come on, got my coat on,

704
00:36:09,840 --> 00:36:12,839
Speaker 2: I'm ready to bail, right, And he would never come.

705
00:36:12,880 --> 00:36:14,520
Speaker 2: I would go in the couch. I would go to

706
00:36:14,520 --> 00:36:16,120
Speaker 2: sleep on a couch. Wouldn't want to go to bed

707
00:36:16,120 --> 00:36:18,120
Speaker 2: because my MoMA. No, he might come. I'm gonna miss him.

708
00:36:18,880 --> 00:36:21,080
Speaker 2: That's trauma right there. Just never show up though.

709
00:36:21,160 --> 00:36:24,200
Speaker 4: That's trauma right there. That's trauma right there.

710
00:36:24,440 --> 00:36:26,279
Speaker 2: It's never come. I would wait by the window if

711
00:36:26,320 --> 00:36:29,839
Speaker 2: we stayed, you know, me being the Midwest, they got apartments,

712
00:36:29,840 --> 00:36:32,279
Speaker 2: some of them in the basement, right. I remember I

713
00:36:32,320 --> 00:36:33,759
Speaker 2: was staying up on the back of the couch and

714
00:36:33,800 --> 00:36:35,759
Speaker 2: be by the window, and I would just wait to

715
00:36:35,760 --> 00:36:36,800
Speaker 2: see that van coming.

716
00:36:36,840 --> 00:36:44,680
Speaker 3: Bro Man, my pops would come get me and my sister.

717
00:36:45,200 --> 00:36:49,040
Speaker 3: You know, when he moved and you know, you know

718
00:36:50,000 --> 00:36:53,960
Speaker 3: got you know, was dealing with another lady, and you know,

719
00:36:54,239 --> 00:36:56,840
Speaker 3: he used to come get us and we used to

720
00:36:56,960 --> 00:36:59,719
Speaker 3: spend the week ends and go to church with him

721
00:36:59,719 --> 00:37:03,400
Speaker 3: and all of that. I mean, for the record, my

722
00:37:03,640 --> 00:37:07,920
Speaker 3: pops tried to be you know, I guess the best

723
00:37:08,000 --> 00:37:11,680
Speaker 3: he could. I mean, his faults from you know, the

724
00:37:11,719 --> 00:37:14,879
Speaker 3: abusive shit and who knows what.

725
00:37:15,040 --> 00:37:16,879
Speaker 1: I don't know what my.

726
00:37:16,920 --> 00:37:21,440
Speaker 3: Pops was going through in his head. He had a

727
00:37:21,560 --> 00:37:25,239
Speaker 3: job at General Motors, so he wasn't like just a

728
00:37:25,360 --> 00:37:29,840
Speaker 3: dead beat motherfucker. But you never know, he was in

729
00:37:29,920 --> 00:37:32,400
Speaker 3: the military, you know what I'm saying. He was a

730
00:37:32,400 --> 00:37:35,040
Speaker 3: productive He probably got you know, he probably got on

731
00:37:35,120 --> 00:37:39,560
Speaker 3: that shit. Who knows when you know what I'm saying.

732
00:37:39,640 --> 00:37:44,040
Speaker 3: He was educated, motherfucker smart, had a great job. He

733
00:37:44,040 --> 00:37:46,920
Speaker 3: had a job at General Motors for probably over thirty years,

734
00:37:47,360 --> 00:37:50,319
Speaker 3: you know what I'm saying. But who knows what the

735
00:37:50,400 --> 00:37:52,759
Speaker 3: trauma of that shit is. You know, a lot of

736
00:37:52,840 --> 00:37:57,840
Speaker 3: motherfuckers went through, you know, the physical fighting and abusive

737
00:37:57,880 --> 00:38:01,799
Speaker 3: shit in the household around them seventies you get me.

738
00:38:03,640 --> 00:38:07,319
Speaker 3: For us who are or seventies or sixties kids, a

739
00:38:07,360 --> 00:38:10,399
Speaker 3: lot of that shit went down and it was overlooked,

740
00:38:10,640 --> 00:38:13,080
Speaker 3: you get me. But you know, for the most part,

741
00:38:13,200 --> 00:38:18,000
Speaker 3: my pops tried to you know, it was just it

742
00:38:18,160 --> 00:38:21,320
Speaker 3: was just the incidents. You get me. As a kid,

743
00:38:21,440 --> 00:38:24,759
Speaker 3: you can't, you really can't function with that shit. And

744
00:38:24,880 --> 00:38:27,200
Speaker 3: even when I would go over to that ways the good,

745
00:38:27,440 --> 00:38:30,800
Speaker 3: even when I would, you know, sometimes go over there,

746
00:38:31,480 --> 00:38:35,800
Speaker 3: it was still the shit cracking. You get me to where, Nigga,

747
00:38:35,840 --> 00:38:39,520
Speaker 3: I'm in the motherfucking room listening to yelling and shit

748
00:38:39,680 --> 00:38:41,960
Speaker 3: going down, Like I don't want to come over to

749
00:38:42,040 --> 00:38:45,480
Speaker 3: this motherfucker no more, man, And so you start distancing

750
00:38:45,520 --> 00:38:48,640
Speaker 3: yourself because not that you you know, you trying to

751
00:38:48,760 --> 00:38:52,520
Speaker 3: like now, you know Pops, like I said, every kid

752
00:38:52,600 --> 00:38:55,840
Speaker 3: growing up had that sense. I want to you know,

753
00:38:55,960 --> 00:38:58,160
Speaker 3: my father is supposed to be everything.

754
00:38:58,320 --> 00:38:58,960
Speaker 1: You get me.

755
00:38:59,280 --> 00:39:02,200
Speaker 3: When you look at the motherfucker shit that they portray

756
00:39:02,320 --> 00:39:05,440
Speaker 3: on the TVs and you read in the books, you know,

757
00:39:05,520 --> 00:39:08,640
Speaker 3: the father's supposed to be everything. He's the supporter He's

758
00:39:08,719 --> 00:39:12,760
Speaker 3: the motherfucking provider. You know, He's the motherfucker that's gonna

759
00:39:12,760 --> 00:39:15,520
Speaker 3: come whoop a nigga's ass when they come fuck with you.

760
00:39:15,960 --> 00:39:18,680
Speaker 3: And so I didn't have that, you know what I'm saying,

761
00:39:18,719 --> 00:39:20,880
Speaker 3: That's why gang banging started.

762
00:39:20,960 --> 00:39:21,720
Speaker 1: You know what I'm saying.

763
00:39:21,760 --> 00:39:24,759
Speaker 3: I had the homies and shit like that, and then

764
00:39:24,840 --> 00:39:28,839
Speaker 3: you start growing immune to it to where it got

765
00:39:28,880 --> 00:39:30,479
Speaker 3: to the point to I was like, now I don't

766
00:39:30,480 --> 00:39:33,719
Speaker 3: do no summer vacations out there no more. Nah, I

767
00:39:33,719 --> 00:39:37,000
Speaker 3: don't want to pick up the phone and call I'm cool. Nah,

768
00:39:37,000 --> 00:39:40,160
Speaker 3: I'm good because now shit, nigga got the I'm from

769
00:39:40,160 --> 00:39:43,200
Speaker 3: the hood. I don't need shit else, Nigga, I got

770
00:39:43,200 --> 00:39:45,600
Speaker 3: the homies from the hood. I got me a strap

771
00:39:45,640 --> 00:39:49,040
Speaker 3: in a sack and a father. Can't tell me shit

772
00:39:49,200 --> 00:39:49,640
Speaker 3: right now?

773
00:39:49,719 --> 00:39:52,560
Speaker 2: Your way, Hey, Mike, I wanted to ask you this,

774
00:39:53,560 --> 00:39:55,840
Speaker 2: what the way the internet he is right now? Like

775
00:39:57,480 --> 00:39:59,359
Speaker 2: I see a lot of people, man, like a lot

776
00:39:59,400 --> 00:40:03,359
Speaker 2: of adult men and women that look like they caught

777
00:40:03,440 --> 00:40:06,319
Speaker 2: up in the lives of all these online different these

778
00:40:06,320 --> 00:40:10,319
Speaker 2: different online personalities and even the people that watch your

779
00:40:10,360 --> 00:40:14,480
Speaker 2: shows sometimes right, it's like almost you got peopless invested

780
00:40:14,520 --> 00:40:18,160
Speaker 2: in this like, this is their reality? Where would that

781
00:40:18,200 --> 00:40:21,359
Speaker 2: stem from? You know, you know, you got to think

782
00:40:21,400 --> 00:40:21,719
Speaker 2: about it.

783
00:40:21,760 --> 00:40:24,480
Speaker 4: Man. Social media is real powerful man, you know what

784
00:40:24,560 --> 00:40:27,040
Speaker 4: I'm saying. Just the influences. You got a lot of

785
00:40:27,080 --> 00:40:31,439
Speaker 4: people that watch these shows, watch y'all, you know, watch

786
00:40:31,480 --> 00:40:33,520
Speaker 4: a lot of the platform. Shout out to my homeboy,

787
00:40:33,600 --> 00:40:36,920
Speaker 4: Meley Mail out of Santana Block, you know, the hood

788
00:40:36,960 --> 00:40:39,600
Speaker 4: Postman in his situation. You got a lot of people

789
00:40:39,640 --> 00:40:43,560
Speaker 4: that listen to what we say. They depend on they

790
00:40:43,600 --> 00:40:47,200
Speaker 4: depend on these shows. You understand what I'm saying, because

791
00:40:47,239 --> 00:40:50,440
Speaker 4: what happens is it's not that people are living their

792
00:40:50,440 --> 00:40:52,400
Speaker 4: lives through the shows, you know what I'm saying, But

793
00:40:52,440 --> 00:40:55,440
Speaker 4: they won't answers to questions that they just can't you

794
00:40:55,480 --> 00:40:58,719
Speaker 4: know that they can't answer, you know, And sometimes these

795
00:40:58,719 --> 00:41:02,239
Speaker 4: shows they provide that. You understand what I'm saying. You know,

796
00:41:03,160 --> 00:41:08,600
Speaker 4: for me, I like you know, you know there's there's

797
00:41:08,640 --> 00:41:13,080
Speaker 4: a podcast Tim Wise. You know the white boy. You

798
00:41:13,120 --> 00:41:15,879
Speaker 4: ever heard of him? Look, you got to look him up, man.

799
00:41:15,880 --> 00:41:18,320
Speaker 4: He you know what he does is he talks about

800
00:41:18,360 --> 00:41:21,759
Speaker 4: how white people. What he does is he just roast

801
00:41:21,800 --> 00:41:23,960
Speaker 4: his own people, you know what I'm saying. And he

802
00:41:24,080 --> 00:41:27,120
Speaker 4: and he talks about, you know, how you know, how

803
00:41:27,160 --> 00:41:32,000
Speaker 4: white people has done the indigenous peoples over the years,

804
00:41:32,000 --> 00:41:35,440
Speaker 4: and how they how they've benefited off our labor and

805
00:41:35,480 --> 00:41:37,080
Speaker 4: all these types of things. You know, I like to

806
00:41:37,120 --> 00:41:39,520
Speaker 4: listen to those types of things, those types of podcasts

807
00:41:39,520 --> 00:41:42,760
Speaker 4: and what so forth. I listened to Lewis May, the Minister,

808
00:41:42,840 --> 00:41:45,759
Speaker 4: the Honorable Louis fair Count all the time. And you know,

809
00:41:45,920 --> 00:41:48,520
Speaker 4: some of these podcasts they get they they not only

810
00:41:48,520 --> 00:41:50,840
Speaker 4: do they give vindication to the mind of the people

811
00:41:50,880 --> 00:41:53,520
Speaker 4: that watches them, you understand what I'm saying, it also

812
00:41:53,600 --> 00:41:56,520
Speaker 4: gives validation. That's why a lot of these That's why

813
00:41:56,560 --> 00:41:58,799
Speaker 4: these kids are so fucked up right now, because they

814
00:41:58,840 --> 00:42:02,360
Speaker 4: watched these they watch these podcasts that that that deliver

815
00:42:02,440 --> 00:42:05,239
Speaker 4: all these fucked up messages, you understand what I'm saying.

816
00:42:05,280 --> 00:42:07,520
Speaker 4: And then these kids are knitny. They're not getting groomed

817
00:42:07,520 --> 00:42:10,160
Speaker 4: at home. Why because there is no father in the home.

818
00:42:10,239 --> 00:42:13,239
Speaker 4: The mothers and the mothers at work working all damn day.

819
00:42:13,280 --> 00:42:15,200
Speaker 4: When the mother come home, she don't feel like dealing

820
00:42:15,239 --> 00:42:17,560
Speaker 4: with the kid or talking to the kid. Don't even

821
00:42:17,600 --> 00:42:19,399
Speaker 4: ask the kid how his or her day was doing.

822
00:42:19,440 --> 00:42:21,680
Speaker 4: So the kid, you know what I'm saying they get

823
00:42:21,719 --> 00:42:24,040
Speaker 4: a lot of their lessons from these podcasts, man, And

824
00:42:24,120 --> 00:42:25,560
Speaker 4: unfortunately that's fucked.

825
00:42:28,280 --> 00:42:31,160
Speaker 2: Because I see people, man, you know in the comments section.

826
00:42:32,440 --> 00:42:35,600
Speaker 2: I had a guy one day, Man tell me, he said,

827
00:42:35,680 --> 00:42:40,040
Speaker 2: still SMD, Well, this is a man. I go back

828
00:42:40,080 --> 00:42:44,520
Speaker 2: to his page. Man, this dude is probably about like

829
00:42:44,600 --> 00:42:46,240
Speaker 2: twenty one two years old.

830
00:42:46,520 --> 00:42:46,880
Speaker 4: SMD.

831
00:42:47,520 --> 00:42:49,080
Speaker 2: You know, you know, suck my you know.

832
00:42:53,200 --> 00:42:55,760
Speaker 1: What the hell is Ryan?

833
00:42:56,280 --> 00:43:04,640
Speaker 3: They still hold up before you. I let you speak

834
00:43:04,719 --> 00:43:07,920
Speaker 3: on that. But that's why they always fucking with you still.

835
00:43:10,320 --> 00:43:10,520
Speaker 1: You know.

836
00:43:10,640 --> 00:43:14,839
Speaker 2: The cold thing about it is, Man, again, that has

837
00:43:14,880 --> 00:43:18,600
Speaker 2: to be a mental problem. It has to be a

838
00:43:18,640 --> 00:43:19,240
Speaker 2: mental problem.

839
00:43:19,280 --> 00:43:22,840
Speaker 3: That just that just ain't a nigga bad you talking

840
00:43:22,880 --> 00:43:23,600
Speaker 3: about that.

841
00:43:24,560 --> 00:43:25,560
Speaker 2: He didn't like, he didn't like.

842
00:43:26,560 --> 00:43:28,960
Speaker 1: Like like they ain't been through it.

843
00:43:29,320 --> 00:43:32,080
Speaker 4: Just don't like, I ain't never seen that one.

844
00:43:32,920 --> 00:43:37,440
Speaker 3: That's what that's that's that's that's another supporter from the

845
00:43:37,480 --> 00:43:43,040
Speaker 3: other side. That's why he said, let.

846
00:43:42,960 --> 00:43:46,560
Speaker 2: Me get this off. Even if he was a supporter

847
00:43:46,640 --> 00:43:50,040
Speaker 2: from the other side. You inserting yourself into something that

848
00:43:50,080 --> 00:43:53,960
Speaker 2: you don't know nothing about, you know nothing about, you

849
00:43:53,960 --> 00:43:56,360
Speaker 2: don't know what's going on. You just taking size and

850
00:43:56,520 --> 00:43:59,239
Speaker 2: stuff that you don't know nothing about. Right, And then

851
00:43:59,360 --> 00:44:04,600
Speaker 2: I even saw this, Right, I've seen people come in

852
00:44:04,760 --> 00:44:08,320
Speaker 2: under different things, right, under different names. Right, it be

853
00:44:08,400 --> 00:44:11,279
Speaker 2: the same person, but they got different names. They make

854
00:44:11,360 --> 00:44:14,120
Speaker 2: up all these different profiles. Though, when they send messages

855
00:44:14,160 --> 00:44:17,799
Speaker 2: to theyself. You know what I'm saying, just like this

856
00:44:17,960 --> 00:44:22,560
Speaker 2: crazy they like they come and comment on their own thing, right, yeah,

857
00:44:22,680 --> 00:44:24,799
Speaker 2: on their own posts, and it'd be like, man, these

858
00:44:24,840 --> 00:44:25,960
Speaker 2: people gotta be crazy.

859
00:44:26,000 --> 00:44:26,200
Speaker 1: Man.

860
00:44:26,360 --> 00:44:30,440
Speaker 3: Well, no, that's the Internet game. People know that, you know.

861
00:44:30,920 --> 00:44:35,160
Speaker 3: The more support that they get for bullshit, it's gonna

862
00:44:35,160 --> 00:44:39,560
Speaker 3: make it relevant. So if I got if I go,

863
00:44:39,840 --> 00:44:43,840
Speaker 3: if I send you a text and I say SMD,

864
00:44:44,600 --> 00:44:49,000
Speaker 3: I'm gonna I'll go, gonna make twenty profiles, fake profiles

865
00:44:49,000 --> 00:44:53,080
Speaker 3: to come in to comment on that SMD shit, and

866
00:44:53,360 --> 00:44:55,680
Speaker 3: all of the comments gonna be like, yeah, that's right,

867
00:44:55,800 --> 00:44:56,239
Speaker 3: so and.

868
00:44:56,200 --> 00:45:00,280
Speaker 1: So yeah man yeah, I man, what is still done?

869
00:45:00,360 --> 00:45:01,959
Speaker 1: He ain't this or that? Yeah?

870
00:45:02,000 --> 00:45:04,799
Speaker 3: Man, he can SMB for me too, you get me.

871
00:45:05,480 --> 00:45:10,359
Speaker 3: That makes it. That makes the motherfucking quote relevant.

872
00:45:10,560 --> 00:45:13,400
Speaker 2: And then he come back and say this, give homeboy

873
00:45:13,440 --> 00:45:16,640
Speaker 2: his money, Ryan, this.

874
00:45:16,880 --> 00:45:20,040
Speaker 3: Is still kill it big. Look, this is what I

875
00:45:20,120 --> 00:45:24,279
Speaker 3: say about people. Then people ain't motherfucking mental. They just

876
00:45:24,360 --> 00:45:28,759
Speaker 3: motherfucking They just haters and and and the thing is

877
00:45:28,840 --> 00:45:33,279
Speaker 3: what I say about shit like that. We got this

878
00:45:33,360 --> 00:45:40,560
Speaker 3: thing where it's supposed to be freedom of speech, and

879
00:45:40,600 --> 00:45:43,719
Speaker 3: this is it. This is what I used to go

880
00:45:43,800 --> 00:45:47,759
Speaker 3: through that ship. And still do you put up a

881
00:45:47,840 --> 00:45:50,640
Speaker 3: quote a nigga gonna come in and go he gonna

882
00:45:50,640 --> 00:45:54,480
Speaker 3: say something slick or something whatever, whatever it could be

883
00:45:54,480 --> 00:45:58,839
Speaker 3: from an anonymous page whatever, which means that somebody who

884
00:45:58,880 --> 00:46:02,320
Speaker 3: really know you, they just don't want to expose themselves

885
00:46:02,560 --> 00:46:05,080
Speaker 3: for saying what they really want to say, but they

886
00:46:05,200 --> 00:46:08,560
Speaker 3: not they cowards or whatever, or they want to still

887
00:46:08,560 --> 00:46:11,040
Speaker 3: be able to smile in your face and laugh behind

888
00:46:11,080 --> 00:46:15,960
Speaker 3: your back. Okay, so there's something you can do about it.

889
00:46:16,520 --> 00:46:18,319
Speaker 3: I used to get pissed off and want to go

890
00:46:18,440 --> 00:46:21,319
Speaker 3: back word for word with a nigga and motherfucker like

891
00:46:22,239 --> 00:46:24,759
Speaker 3: for what, Wow, you want to say that. All you

892
00:46:24,800 --> 00:46:27,799
Speaker 3: can do from there is block a motherfucker or leave

893
00:46:27,880 --> 00:46:30,520
Speaker 3: it up, because like I said, that's your up here,

894
00:46:30,560 --> 00:46:33,080
Speaker 3: that's what you feel about it. But you're still here

895
00:46:33,520 --> 00:46:38,160
Speaker 3: and you're making comments. That's the world of the Internet today, man,

896
00:46:38,239 --> 00:46:41,440
Speaker 3: and people with you know what I'm saying with just

897
00:46:42,360 --> 00:46:44,600
Speaker 3: a nigga don't like you, and you got that, you

898
00:46:44,640 --> 00:46:47,400
Speaker 3: got you got that right, whatever you get me.

899
00:46:47,520 --> 00:46:49,239
Speaker 4: You got some people that all sit up there, sit

900
00:46:49,320 --> 00:46:50,520
Speaker 4: up here and fuck with you all day.

901
00:46:50,560 --> 00:46:53,520
Speaker 3: If you allow them to, man, a nigga will go it.

902
00:46:53,680 --> 00:46:57,800
Speaker 3: Make it to me, this is what this what a

903
00:46:57,880 --> 00:47:01,520
Speaker 3: person told me. You ain't doing nothing but giving them

904
00:47:01,560 --> 00:47:04,359
Speaker 3: what they want if you take because you know what

905
00:47:04,400 --> 00:47:07,640
Speaker 3: they gonna do. They gonna take all your responses and

906
00:47:07,680 --> 00:47:11,280
Speaker 3: go post that shit and go Look. I meant look,

907
00:47:11,560 --> 00:47:16,280
Speaker 3: I'm into it with Stele. Look he's responding. He's responding

908
00:47:16,440 --> 00:47:19,200
Speaker 3: to me. Oh, I got him so mad and in

909
00:47:19,239 --> 00:47:21,799
Speaker 3: the back of the nigga mine. He really don't got

910
00:47:21,880 --> 00:47:25,399
Speaker 3: no beef with you. It's just making him look good

911
00:47:25,560 --> 00:47:29,440
Speaker 3: because half the niggas that start talking shit the minute

912
00:47:29,520 --> 00:47:32,799
Speaker 3: I come on and go fuck you or he oh

913
00:47:32,880 --> 00:47:35,160
Speaker 3: I didn't Oh it ain't really like oh man, I'm

914
00:47:35,160 --> 00:47:38,279
Speaker 3: a true fan. Really, I'm a fan with They do

915
00:47:38,360 --> 00:47:40,640
Speaker 3: that because they really don't think they gonna get a.

916
00:47:40,600 --> 00:47:41,600
Speaker 1: Respond out of you.

917
00:47:42,520 --> 00:47:45,799
Speaker 3: That's why they just want to be the negative motherfucker

918
00:47:45,840 --> 00:47:48,960
Speaker 3: out of all the people who going yeah, still keeping

919
00:47:49,080 --> 00:47:51,560
Speaker 3: cracking and keep want they want. I'm gonna come in

920
00:47:51,680 --> 00:47:55,719
Speaker 3: nig nigga SMD and pay a nigga his money and

921
00:47:55,719 --> 00:47:57,960
Speaker 3: then it really you'll never see the nigga or the

922
00:47:58,040 --> 00:48:00,480
Speaker 3: nigga could be a motherfucker that you see every and

923
00:48:00,520 --> 00:48:03,359
Speaker 3: you'll never know it. That's just the world that we

924
00:48:03,400 --> 00:48:05,440
Speaker 3: live in, especially with the Internet.

925
00:48:05,680 --> 00:48:08,160
Speaker 4: Especially the motherfuckers that ain't got no profile picks.

926
00:48:08,239 --> 00:48:10,040
Speaker 3: Yeah, no, I ain't got nothing to do but fuck

927
00:48:10,080 --> 00:48:12,040
Speaker 3: with this nigga all day. I ain't got nothing to

928
00:48:12,040 --> 00:48:13,960
Speaker 3: do with fuck with them all day. And it was

929
00:48:14,000 --> 00:48:16,880
Speaker 3: so bad about it. You bite half of the time.

930
00:48:17,120 --> 00:48:20,120
Speaker 3: You're gonna bite on it because it's just because first

931
00:48:20,160 --> 00:48:22,320
Speaker 3: of all, you don't like the shit on your page,

932
00:48:22,640 --> 00:48:24,600
Speaker 3: so you're gonna look at it and be like, who

933
00:48:24,680 --> 00:48:27,799
Speaker 3: is this motherfucker and a minute you go, ah, man,

934
00:48:27,920 --> 00:48:30,719
Speaker 3: shut the fuck up or mind your business. He go,

935
00:48:30,880 --> 00:48:33,040
Speaker 3: I got him now, I'm finna go back and forth

936
00:48:33,080 --> 00:48:35,239
Speaker 3: with him all day and bade him in me.

937
00:48:35,320 --> 00:48:37,080
Speaker 2: It's all I'm doing. His block and delete me.

938
00:48:37,120 --> 00:48:38,200
Speaker 1: And I don't. I don't think you.

939
00:48:39,760 --> 00:48:42,880
Speaker 3: D You can say niggas is mental, but that ain't

940
00:48:42,920 --> 00:48:45,799
Speaker 3: really no mentally ill. We got people out here with

941
00:48:45,920 --> 00:48:47,240
Speaker 3: real mental issues.

942
00:48:47,640 --> 00:48:50,600
Speaker 2: No, that's what I was gonna ask you, Mike, A

943
00:48:50,640 --> 00:48:53,160
Speaker 2: lot of these characters that pop up online and they

944
00:48:53,280 --> 00:48:56,120
Speaker 2: usually wind up on a White Boys platforms, right, right,

945
00:48:56,960 --> 00:48:59,160
Speaker 2: do you think some of these brothers got not putting

946
00:48:59,160 --> 00:49:01,200
Speaker 2: no names out there, nobody in particular, but do you

947
00:49:01,239 --> 00:49:03,000
Speaker 2: think some of these dudes got mental problems?

948
00:49:03,000 --> 00:49:03,200
Speaker 1: Though?

949
00:49:03,440 --> 00:49:07,000
Speaker 4: Well, you know they you know, I mean we First

950
00:49:07,000 --> 00:49:08,840
Speaker 4: of all, I would have to make an assessment. But

951
00:49:08,880 --> 00:49:11,560
Speaker 4: any motherfucker had to sit on the internet all damn

952
00:49:11,640 --> 00:49:13,440
Speaker 4: day and go back and forth with somebody. There's some

953
00:49:13,480 --> 00:49:17,160
Speaker 4: type of mental name somebody.

954
00:49:17,320 --> 00:49:19,000
Speaker 2: You think krip Met got something wrong with him?

955
00:49:19,000 --> 00:49:21,799
Speaker 4: Come on, man, I mean, I mean, bless the brother's heart,

956
00:49:21,840 --> 00:49:23,640
Speaker 4: you did what I'm saying, but yeah, you know, it's

957
00:49:23,640 --> 00:49:25,920
Speaker 4: only it's only obvious that brother got some type of

958
00:49:25,920 --> 00:49:27,360
Speaker 4: cognitive issues going on.

959
00:49:27,960 --> 00:49:30,560
Speaker 2: Now we talk about cognitive issues because I see, now

960
00:49:30,680 --> 00:49:32,799
Speaker 2: you gotta do this. His father look just like him.

961
00:49:32,800 --> 00:49:36,200
Speaker 2: But he a blood, right, Oh, I saw that. That

962
00:49:36,360 --> 00:49:40,840
Speaker 2: is daddy for your vice lord.

963
00:49:40,960 --> 00:49:43,279
Speaker 4: Well, he he posed as a blood at one time,

964
00:49:43,800 --> 00:49:46,399
Speaker 4: and then he did say something about the vice Lord.

965
00:49:46,400 --> 00:49:49,279
Speaker 4: Brian's right. I saw that, you know what I'm saying,

966
00:49:49,320 --> 00:49:50,600
Speaker 4: But I don't know, I don't know if that dude

967
00:49:50,719 --> 00:49:52,800
Speaker 4: is his daddy or not, But that dude is crazy,

968
00:49:53,920 --> 00:49:55,800
Speaker 4: you know what I'm saying, Especially if he's not his

969
00:49:55,920 --> 00:49:58,440
Speaker 4: biological father. If he's getting on there just for attention,

970
00:49:58,520 --> 00:50:01,320
Speaker 4: you gotta you gotta take in the consideration. This motherfucker

971
00:50:01,360 --> 00:50:02,799
Speaker 4: might be mental, you know what I'm saying.

972
00:50:02,880 --> 00:50:04,840
Speaker 2: Yeah, because he just make it up, said I'm his daddy.

973
00:50:04,880 --> 00:50:07,600
Speaker 2: But height told me your story about Kedy. He knew

974
00:50:07,640 --> 00:50:11,680
Speaker 2: they thought he was easy. He thought he was easy.

975
00:50:11,600 --> 00:50:15,359
Speaker 3: Rest in drugs, don't that ain't just a motherfucker who

976
00:50:15,920 --> 00:50:17,960
Speaker 3: you know what I'm saying, that's a that's that's what

977
00:50:18,200 --> 00:50:22,960
Speaker 3: the one of the homies who you know continuously was

978
00:50:23,000 --> 00:50:26,360
Speaker 3: doing them drugs. And like I try to tell niggas,

979
00:50:26,440 --> 00:50:29,759
Speaker 3: you know, was he out of contence? Yeah, he was

980
00:50:29,760 --> 00:50:33,480
Speaker 3: from the neighborhood, you get me. He got a bad

981
00:50:33,560 --> 00:50:37,279
Speaker 3: batch of a dose of some some water water and

982
00:50:38,560 --> 00:50:42,080
Speaker 3: if it firs, it fucked your brain up. It's in

983
00:50:42,280 --> 00:50:46,960
Speaker 3: bombing fluid. It fucks your brain up. So of course,

984
00:50:47,520 --> 00:50:50,600
Speaker 3: a motherfucker if if if he was a fan of

985
00:50:50,719 --> 00:50:54,080
Speaker 3: fucking Batman, he probably would have been walking around in

986
00:50:54,160 --> 00:50:58,440
Speaker 3: the Halloween costume going Nigga, I'm going to motherfucking Wayne

987
00:50:58,560 --> 00:51:01,360
Speaker 3: Manor and I'm waiting on Alfred to come pick me

988
00:51:01,480 --> 00:51:05,719
Speaker 3: up right now, you get me. That's real, that's real

989
00:51:05,840 --> 00:51:10,200
Speaker 3: mental issues. Or just like, I'm watching the program on

990
00:51:10,320 --> 00:51:15,640
Speaker 3: the sister who was I don't know how long ago.

991
00:51:15,719 --> 00:51:21,480
Speaker 3: This was the sister who was at the restaurant and

992
00:51:21,960 --> 00:51:24,520
Speaker 3: the lost heel sheriffs picked her up and then let

993
00:51:24,560 --> 00:51:27,279
Speaker 3: her out at like motherfucking twelve one o'clock in the

994
00:51:27,320 --> 00:51:31,560
Speaker 3: morning by herself. Right, it was a story like and

995
00:51:31,760 --> 00:51:35,960
Speaker 3: they had the program on TV and I'm watching and

996
00:51:37,480 --> 00:51:40,480
Speaker 3: they say, baby was in there talking like you know,

997
00:51:40,719 --> 00:51:43,760
Speaker 3: she was from Mars and she knew how to read

998
00:51:43,960 --> 00:51:47,680
Speaker 3: numbers and all that. That's somebody mental, you get me,

999
00:51:48,120 --> 00:51:49,960
Speaker 3: that's somebody who has an issue.

1000
00:51:50,239 --> 00:51:50,720
Speaker 1: They said.

1001
00:51:50,719 --> 00:51:54,719
Speaker 3: She she showed she walked into the restaurant and just

1002
00:51:55,040 --> 00:51:58,040
Speaker 3: just say, we in there having a motherfucking corporate dinner.

1003
00:51:58,440 --> 00:52:01,120
Speaker 3: She come to our table and just sit down and

1004
00:52:01,160 --> 00:52:04,280
Speaker 3: she kicking it and just start talking to people. Nobody

1005
00:52:04,320 --> 00:52:07,319
Speaker 3: knew her. She was talking strange and all that. That's

1006
00:52:07,520 --> 00:52:10,960
Speaker 3: mental shits, mental hit me, delusions. Were talking about audience.

1007
00:52:11,280 --> 00:52:17,160
Speaker 3: Some of these motherfuckers do this ship for for likes

1008
00:52:17,520 --> 00:52:21,359
Speaker 3: and for content and to be because right about now,

1009
00:52:21,560 --> 00:52:23,520
Speaker 3: being stupid is popular.

1010
00:52:24,440 --> 00:52:25,040
Speaker 1: You get me.

1011
00:52:25,760 --> 00:52:29,000
Speaker 3: If I can get on the motherfucking internet that crazy

1012
00:52:29,080 --> 00:52:32,359
Speaker 3: and say I'm missing, I'm not and next thing you know,

1013
00:52:32,480 --> 00:52:35,760
Speaker 3: you look up, I have a motherfucking million hits.

1014
00:52:35,840 --> 00:52:38,960
Speaker 2: Man. That's why I really think some of these people,

1015
00:52:39,080 --> 00:52:41,200
Speaker 2: like you know, that's how they got these what they

1016
00:52:41,239 --> 00:52:46,919
Speaker 2: call them, these beckies, bed the Karens. It's just coming

1017
00:52:47,000 --> 00:52:49,239
Speaker 2: up on people like me and Ramley and doing shit.

1018
00:52:49,320 --> 00:52:51,520
Speaker 4: Though I think the people that wanted to those are

1019
00:52:51,600 --> 00:52:53,759
Speaker 4: moren some some of those people have mental.

1020
00:52:53,520 --> 00:52:57,840
Speaker 3: Is now some of their motherfuckers bes I say, people

1021
00:52:57,880 --> 00:53:00,960
Speaker 3: that want to have content is like people you just

1022
00:53:01,000 --> 00:53:04,880
Speaker 3: talking about, like you know, niggas just just that be

1023
00:53:05,280 --> 00:53:09,200
Speaker 3: just yelling and screaming for no reason and just all

1024
00:53:09,280 --> 00:53:13,400
Speaker 3: kind of outlied this bullshit like shit, like you be

1025
00:53:13,520 --> 00:53:16,960
Speaker 3: really like, why does motherfucker do this? A lot of

1026
00:53:17,040 --> 00:53:21,240
Speaker 3: them motherfuckers are phonies and do shit because they looking

1027
00:53:21,360 --> 00:53:26,359
Speaker 3: for fame. And like I said, now, being stupid and

1028
00:53:26,440 --> 00:53:30,040
Speaker 3: doing crazy shit it gets you fame.

1029
00:53:31,320 --> 00:53:31,920
Speaker 1: You get me.

1030
00:53:32,120 --> 00:53:35,440
Speaker 3: You ain't gotta go, you know, write no good song

1031
00:53:36,040 --> 00:53:39,480
Speaker 3: or motherfucking get in there and work hard and practice

1032
00:53:39,560 --> 00:53:41,840
Speaker 3: and do no shit. A nigga could get on the

1033
00:53:41,920 --> 00:53:45,080
Speaker 3: internet and do some dumb shit and next thing you know,

1034
00:53:45,160 --> 00:53:50,480
Speaker 3: he got a million followers and motherfuckers sending him Lamborghinis

1035
00:53:50,520 --> 00:53:53,279
Speaker 3: and he pulling up with chains and you be like

1036
00:53:53,719 --> 00:54:00,319
Speaker 3: this nigga dumb as a motherfucker. But Timmy, that's the

1037
00:54:00,320 --> 00:54:03,960
Speaker 3: world today, man, Like you'll think a nigga like this

1038
00:54:04,080 --> 00:54:06,239
Speaker 3: nigga's really crazy, but no he's not.

1039
00:54:06,440 --> 00:54:07,239
Speaker 4: You know what he's doing.

1040
00:54:07,360 --> 00:54:09,279
Speaker 3: I know what I'm doing. I'm gonna act like a

1041
00:54:09,320 --> 00:54:12,239
Speaker 3: motherfucking fool. You get me, I'm a run around and

1042
00:54:12,280 --> 00:54:15,960
Speaker 3: a motherfucking diaper with some motherfucking bullshit on my head,

1043
00:54:16,200 --> 00:54:20,279
Speaker 3: and watch tomorrow, I have a million fucking followers. Did

1044
00:54:20,320 --> 00:54:23,120
Speaker 3: you see this stupid nigga wearing a diaper and he

1045
00:54:23,320 --> 00:54:26,960
Speaker 3: was going around doing crazy shit and just fucking with people,

1046
00:54:27,400 --> 00:54:31,000
Speaker 3: Like you'll think a motherfucker crazy. That's how man got

1047
00:54:31,000 --> 00:54:34,160
Speaker 3: his fulling. Man, come on, you know what do you

1048
00:54:34,800 --> 00:54:41,080
Speaker 3: do crazy shit? You do crazy shit for content. Motherfucker

1049
00:54:41,200 --> 00:54:44,440
Speaker 3: you were And like, like, I come from the saying

1050
00:54:46,200 --> 00:54:50,480
Speaker 3: there's no such thing as bad publicity. All publicity is

1051
00:54:50,600 --> 00:54:54,680
Speaker 3: good publicity. That's where I come from. That's what motherfuckers

1052
00:54:54,760 --> 00:54:58,759
Speaker 3: used to tell me all publicity is good publicity, whether

1053
00:54:58,800 --> 00:55:02,520
Speaker 3: it's good or bad. Your fucking name and your image

1054
00:55:02,719 --> 00:55:07,280
Speaker 3: is out there and millions or people of talking, whether

1055
00:55:07,320 --> 00:55:11,440
Speaker 3: they going that nigga stupid or whether they going damn,

1056
00:55:11,520 --> 00:55:12,320
Speaker 3: that's cracking.

1057
00:55:12,680 --> 00:55:15,239
Speaker 2: Like you know, you being a dude from the neighborhood. Man,

1058
00:55:15,239 --> 00:55:17,000
Speaker 2: what makes you want to get into mental health?

1059
00:55:17,040 --> 00:55:17,120
Speaker 4: Like?

1060
00:55:17,160 --> 00:55:18,839
Speaker 2: How did you get into that? Well?

1061
00:55:18,880 --> 00:55:20,840
Speaker 4: I went to school, like I said, Man, you know,

1062
00:55:21,360 --> 00:55:23,760
Speaker 4: one of my attributes, man, was I was a reader.

1063
00:55:24,760 --> 00:55:25,439
Speaker 2: You know what I mean.

1064
00:55:25,600 --> 00:55:29,440
Speaker 4: You know, I'd read when when other motherfuckers is watching TV,

1065
00:55:29,560 --> 00:55:32,120
Speaker 4: I'm reading a book, you know what I mean. And

1066
00:55:33,200 --> 00:55:35,440
Speaker 4: you know, you know I used to try to understand

1067
00:55:35,480 --> 00:55:39,080
Speaker 4: why I would have certain feelings about certain things, and

1068
00:55:39,160 --> 00:55:41,680
Speaker 4: I would go do my research on it, and it

1069
00:55:41,760 --> 00:55:45,640
Speaker 4: always led me to something something mental. So then when

1070
00:55:45,640 --> 00:55:47,400
Speaker 4: I when I when I went to school and I

1071
00:55:47,440 --> 00:55:49,520
Speaker 4: was trying to figure out what I wanted to be

1072
00:55:49,600 --> 00:55:52,200
Speaker 4: in life, you know what I mean, I was like,

1073
00:55:52,239 --> 00:55:54,239
Speaker 4: you know, what, what the fuck am I really gonna do?

1074
00:55:54,680 --> 00:55:56,000
Speaker 4: Be cause I'm you know, I'm a kind of a

1075
00:55:56,040 --> 00:55:58,399
Speaker 4: boogie nigga. Man, I'm not I'm not gonna go work

1076
00:55:58,400 --> 00:56:01,000
Speaker 4: for the city and dig no fucking homes and phil

1077
00:56:01,120 --> 00:56:03,360
Speaker 4: potholes and none of that type of shit. You know

1078
00:56:03,400 --> 00:56:05,760
Speaker 4: what I mean. You know, I really was thinking about

1079
00:56:05,760 --> 00:56:07,839
Speaker 4: what am I gonna do? And then when I got

1080
00:56:07,840 --> 00:56:10,279
Speaker 4: into mentoring kids, and when I got into coaching, I

1081
00:56:10,280 --> 00:56:12,439
Speaker 4: got a job at the City of San Diego Parking Wreck.

1082
00:56:12,520 --> 00:56:16,960
Speaker 4: I became a center director. And when I started coaching

1083
00:56:17,000 --> 00:56:19,680
Speaker 4: these kids and dealing and dealing with a lot of

1084
00:56:19,680 --> 00:56:24,280
Speaker 4: the homeboys in the neighborhood game banging motherfucker's losing their lives.

1085
00:56:24,560 --> 00:56:26,160
Speaker 4: People will say, Man, go over there and talk to

1086
00:56:26,280 --> 00:56:29,319
Speaker 4: ball game. People would direct people to come and just

1087
00:56:29,360 --> 00:56:31,960
Speaker 4: holler at me. We got homies right now. You know,

1088
00:56:32,440 --> 00:56:36,680
Speaker 4: I say, the homeboys slick out of Campanilla Park. You

1089
00:56:36,719 --> 00:56:39,360
Speaker 4: know what I'm saying. He'll literally say, Man, let me

1090
00:56:39,360 --> 00:56:41,800
Speaker 4: call a ball game because he always gives me good advice,

1091
00:56:42,640 --> 00:56:44,520
Speaker 4: you know what I'm saying. A lot of the homeboys,

1092
00:56:44,520 --> 00:56:46,279
Speaker 4: you know, they call me like Mike, what you think

1093
00:56:46,320 --> 00:56:49,080
Speaker 4: about this? So you know, when I got my degree,

1094
00:56:49,080 --> 00:56:51,400
Speaker 4: I got my degree in business administration. So when I

1095
00:56:51,480 --> 00:56:54,720
Speaker 4: was going into grad school, that's when I start thinking,

1096
00:56:54,760 --> 00:56:56,920
Speaker 4: you know, people like Mike, you'll be a good social

1097
00:56:56,960 --> 00:57:00,440
Speaker 4: worker because you're already doing that, you know what I mean. So,

1098
00:57:00,520 --> 00:57:02,359
Speaker 4: and I didn't realize that I was doing it when

1099
00:57:02,360 --> 00:57:04,120
Speaker 4: I would go to the high schools and talk to

1100
00:57:04,160 --> 00:57:07,279
Speaker 4: the kids about game Bang, when I would coach the

1101
00:57:07,400 --> 00:57:10,040
Speaker 4: kids and and all these types of things. When I

1102
00:57:10,160 --> 00:57:13,680
Speaker 4: was sitting on the city down in San Diego City Hall,

1103
00:57:14,080 --> 00:57:15,640
Speaker 4: I go to the council and I would talk to

1104
00:57:15,680 --> 00:57:17,680
Speaker 4: the council about you know, hey, we need some funding

1105
00:57:17,720 --> 00:57:20,120
Speaker 4: over here. This is why I didn't realize that I

1106
00:57:20,200 --> 00:57:22,960
Speaker 4: was already doing the social work. So when I went

1107
00:57:23,000 --> 00:57:24,800
Speaker 4: to school to get my master's degree, you know what

1108
00:57:24,800 --> 00:57:28,080
Speaker 4: I'm saying, that's that's when I decided I wanted to

1109
00:57:28,080 --> 00:57:30,320
Speaker 4: be a social worker still and end up working out

1110
00:57:30,360 --> 00:57:33,600
Speaker 4: for me. You know, social workers make a lot of money.

1111
00:57:33,720 --> 00:57:36,560
Speaker 4: It's a lot of burning out because you because you're

1112
00:57:36,600 --> 00:57:39,040
Speaker 4: dealing with people with mental health issues, You're dealing with

1113
00:57:39,080 --> 00:57:41,680
Speaker 4: people who are homeless. You're trying to help people get

1114
00:57:41,720 --> 00:57:46,240
Speaker 4: their sci payments, whatever it is that they need. You

1115
00:57:46,240 --> 00:57:48,840
Speaker 4: know what I'm saying, it's just all social services man

1116
00:57:49,280 --> 00:57:51,560
Speaker 4: and me myself, I enjoy it, you know what I'm saying.

1117
00:57:51,600 --> 00:57:54,520
Speaker 4: I actually picked a career that I enjoy and not

1118
00:57:54,600 --> 00:57:56,479
Speaker 4: only did I make money. You know what I'm saying.

1119
00:57:56,560 --> 00:57:58,520
Speaker 4: You know, I see it back now, you know what

1120
00:57:58,560 --> 00:58:02,600
Speaker 4: I mean? You know, just off my last year's salary alone, man,

1121
00:58:02,640 --> 00:58:05,520
Speaker 4: I spent sixty racks on a food trailer that I

1122
00:58:05,640 --> 00:58:09,480
Speaker 4: just bought because I don't need nothing. I don't buy nothing,

1123
00:58:10,240 --> 00:58:11,800
Speaker 4: you know what I'm saying. I own a couple of

1124
00:58:11,800 --> 00:58:15,280
Speaker 4: homes down there. You know, I don't give a fuck

1125
00:58:15,280 --> 00:58:17,280
Speaker 4: about no cars. I am working on a ride. I

1126
00:58:17,320 --> 00:58:19,680
Speaker 4: got a six six rag coming out. Putting a little

1127
00:58:19,680 --> 00:58:21,720
Speaker 4: bit of money into my yeah, putting a little bit

1128
00:58:21,800 --> 00:58:23,640
Speaker 4: of money into in a couple of things. But I

1129
00:58:23,640 --> 00:58:26,400
Speaker 4: don't spend no money still, and I like helping people,

1130
00:58:26,480 --> 00:58:29,560
Speaker 4: my brother, so that was my motivation right there. Man.

1131
00:58:30,160 --> 00:58:32,760
Speaker 4: You know, because one thing we did, man at least

1132
00:58:33,320 --> 00:58:36,240
Speaker 4: you said you and Brian from the Midwest. But one

1133
00:58:36,280 --> 00:58:38,280
Speaker 4: thing I think we did. But we wasted a lot

1134
00:58:38,320 --> 00:58:41,200
Speaker 4: of time game bank, you know what I'm saying. You know,

1135
00:58:41,360 --> 00:58:42,680
Speaker 4: and my brother and.

1136
00:58:42,640 --> 00:58:45,760
Speaker 3: I wasted all of my mid teens and all of

1137
00:58:45,760 --> 00:58:46,440
Speaker 3: my twenties.

1138
00:58:46,560 --> 00:58:48,360
Speaker 4: We wasted a lot of time game bank.

1139
00:58:48,400 --> 00:58:51,560
Speaker 3: And I was fucking I was fucking selling records and

1140
00:58:51,640 --> 00:58:53,880
Speaker 3: still didn't give a fuck. You didn't give a full

1141
00:58:54,200 --> 00:58:56,080
Speaker 3: all I wanted to do was go to the hood

1142
00:58:56,320 --> 00:58:59,400
Speaker 3: and just chill. I didn't know nothing else. Even when

1143
00:58:59,440 --> 00:59:03,320
Speaker 3: I started embedded. Yeah, even when I was making money

1144
00:59:03,680 --> 00:59:06,919
Speaker 3: and all on B E T and magazines and all

1145
00:59:06,960 --> 00:59:09,320
Speaker 3: that shit, Nigga, I was still going to the block.

1146
00:59:09,840 --> 00:59:13,360
Speaker 4: The things it's it's embedded in you. I don't know

1147
00:59:13,400 --> 00:59:15,760
Speaker 4: if you guys noticed, but I'm a musician. I play

1148
00:59:15,880 --> 00:59:19,000
Speaker 4: keys and drums, and Lou Silas Junior, who was the

1149
00:59:19,040 --> 00:59:22,000
Speaker 4: director of A and R for MCA Records back in

1150
00:59:22,040 --> 00:59:24,960
Speaker 4: the days, had hired me to play drums for when

1151
00:59:25,000 --> 00:59:27,560
Speaker 4: New Audition then first came out and all these types

1152
00:59:27,600 --> 00:59:29,920
Speaker 4: of things. So I was running back and forth from

1153
00:59:29,960 --> 00:59:32,360
Speaker 4: San Diego up to l A. You know what I'm saying,

1154
00:59:32,680 --> 00:59:34,880
Speaker 4: not trying to be an artist. I was a musician.

1155
00:59:34,920 --> 00:59:37,760
Speaker 4: I just wanted to play, you know what I'm saying.

1156
00:59:38,200 --> 00:59:40,440
Speaker 4: So I would, you know, I would go back and

1157
00:59:40,480 --> 00:59:45,280
Speaker 4: forth up here to come to l A and do

1158
00:59:45,360 --> 00:59:47,240
Speaker 4: a couple of gigs here, go out to the parties,

1159
00:59:47,320 --> 00:59:47,960
Speaker 4: have a good time.

1160
00:59:48,040 --> 00:59:48,160
Speaker 2: Eight.

1161
00:59:48,240 --> 00:59:51,040
Speaker 4: You and I have met a couple of times before, Homie,

1162
00:59:51,120 --> 00:59:53,560
Speaker 4: for sure, you know what I'm saying, back back and

1163
00:59:53,640 --> 00:59:57,160
Speaker 4: back in the days, and you didn't know who. I

1164
00:59:57,200 --> 00:59:59,240
Speaker 4: was a little skinny kid, had a flat top, little

1165
00:59:59,240 --> 01:00:01,440
Speaker 4: shag all that or top of you know what I'm saying.

1166
01:00:01,440 --> 01:00:03,040
Speaker 4: But I was, you know, I was on some different

1167
01:00:03,040 --> 01:00:05,080
Speaker 4: ship back then, right, you know what I'm saying.

1168
01:00:05,080 --> 01:00:05,320
Speaker 1: I was.

1169
01:00:05,320 --> 01:00:08,280
Speaker 4: I was a you know, I was. I was into

1170
01:00:08,320 --> 01:00:12,560
Speaker 4: some shit, you know what I'm saying. And and and

1171
01:00:12,600 --> 01:00:14,120
Speaker 4: the point that I was trying to make is that

1172
01:00:14,800 --> 01:00:18,160
Speaker 4: I end up. I started when I got shot. Me

1173
01:00:18,200 --> 01:00:19,600
Speaker 4: and me and the brother had a we had a

1174
01:00:19,600 --> 01:00:22,240
Speaker 4: car to car shootout. He hit me, I hit him,

1175
01:00:22,600 --> 01:00:24,200
Speaker 4: you know what I mean. Ended up getting a zip.

1176
01:00:24,240 --> 01:00:26,080
Speaker 4: I got stabbed a couple of times. I did my

1177
01:00:26,160 --> 01:00:28,720
Speaker 4: fair share of it. And uh, you know, when me

1178
01:00:28,760 --> 01:00:31,360
Speaker 4: and my brother Mellie got exonerated for a popping, these

1179
01:00:31,360 --> 01:00:33,480
Speaker 4: motherfuckers came to the house. They knew where moms lived

1180
01:00:33,480 --> 01:00:35,800
Speaker 4: because we stayed right on the front street thirty fifth Street,

1181
01:00:36,120 --> 01:00:37,880
Speaker 4: shot up the house. One time. We was waiting in

1182
01:00:37,920 --> 01:00:39,920
Speaker 4: the garage for the ass to come back showing up.

1183
01:00:39,920 --> 01:00:41,800
Speaker 4: The dumb asses came back, we got to pop and

1184
01:00:41,840 --> 01:00:44,720
Speaker 4: shoot out. My older brother had to slam my mama

1185
01:00:44,760 --> 01:00:46,800
Speaker 4: to the ground because her dumb asses come running out

1186
01:00:46,840 --> 01:00:49,080
Speaker 4: the house like what are you doing. Get on the ground.

1187
01:00:49,080 --> 01:00:50,440
Speaker 4: You know what I'm saying. Blah blah blah. Makeing a

1188
01:00:50,480 --> 01:00:53,520
Speaker 4: long story short. It was after I got stabbed and

1189
01:00:53,840 --> 01:00:56,440
Speaker 4: after I beat my case. I beat my case, and

1190
01:00:56,480 --> 01:00:58,440
Speaker 4: that was one that at that one particular time they

1191
01:00:58,440 --> 01:00:59,960
Speaker 4: were trying to give me twenty two years. I was

1192
01:01:00,040 --> 01:01:03,440
Speaker 4: scared as hell. You know what I'm saying. If anybody

1193
01:01:03,480 --> 01:01:05,120
Speaker 4: would sit here and tell you that they they that

1194
01:01:05,120 --> 01:01:07,880
Speaker 4: they ain't never been scared of anything, I was scared

1195
01:01:07,920 --> 01:01:09,680
Speaker 4: at the time. He told you, I try to run

1196
01:01:09,920 --> 01:01:11,120
Speaker 4: right right, Well.

1197
01:01:11,040 --> 01:01:17,480
Speaker 3: Your fucking mask, Yeah, this stick, I could get it it. Boy,

1198
01:01:17,880 --> 01:01:22,720
Speaker 3: get a fucking traffic violation, guy, go do fifteen days?

1199
01:01:22,720 --> 01:01:26,680
Speaker 1: Still like shit? I finished called by what run Sell.

1200
01:01:29,160 --> 01:01:31,400
Speaker 2: Was facing some time like that twenty year You gotta

1201
01:01:31,400 --> 01:01:35,200
Speaker 2: remember I'm fifty something. Dogs, that's the rest of your wife, crumb.

1202
01:01:35,320 --> 01:01:36,880
Speaker 4: Well, what't nothing but see at the time, I was

1203
01:01:36,920 --> 01:01:39,640
Speaker 4: only twenty two years old. Yeah, you know what I'm saying.

1204
01:01:39,680 --> 01:01:42,520
Speaker 4: So you know, but me, me and my brother, Me

1205
01:01:42,520 --> 01:01:44,520
Speaker 4: and my brother Millie. We end up beating the case.

1206
01:01:45,040 --> 01:01:48,840
Speaker 4: And when I got around twenty six years old, the

1207
01:01:48,920 --> 01:01:55,280
Speaker 4: red the red light literally went on like stop, you

1208
01:01:55,320 --> 01:01:57,360
Speaker 4: know what I mean, because the ship, the ship that

1209
01:01:57,400 --> 01:01:59,560
Speaker 4: I was into and the things that I was doing. Man,

1210
01:02:00,040 --> 01:02:02,280
Speaker 4: you know, my homeboy gains and earned rest in peace.

1211
01:02:02,360 --> 01:02:02,800
Speaker 2: Man.

1212
01:02:03,240 --> 01:02:05,800
Speaker 4: I know you guys heard of that name. You know

1213
01:02:05,880 --> 01:02:07,800
Speaker 4: what I'm saying. The shit that we was doing back

1214
01:02:07,840 --> 01:02:09,880
Speaker 4: in the hoods, back in the days. Man, you know

1215
01:02:09,880 --> 01:02:11,760
Speaker 4: what I'm saying, Some people lost their lives and some

1216
01:02:11,800 --> 01:02:14,080
Speaker 4: of us got lucky. I got lucky, man. So I

1217
01:02:14,160 --> 01:02:17,080
Speaker 4: decided that I was gonna turn my shit around, and a.

1218
01:02:17,040 --> 01:02:18,280
Speaker 1: Lot of us got lucky.

1219
01:02:18,360 --> 01:02:20,840
Speaker 4: Man, A lot of us got lucky, home boy, you know,

1220
01:02:20,960 --> 01:02:22,680
Speaker 4: because like I said, I'm part of the zipper.

1221
01:02:22,760 --> 01:02:28,320
Speaker 3: And then I'm saying, like, that's gotta be some form

1222
01:02:28,640 --> 01:02:34,640
Speaker 3: of of mental stress or health when you look up,

1223
01:02:35,080 --> 01:02:37,640
Speaker 3: like you said, some of us get to a point

1224
01:02:37,680 --> 01:02:42,240
Speaker 3: where we go, I can't do this shit no more.

1225
01:02:42,320 --> 01:02:45,200
Speaker 3: But then it's some of the homies who are still

1226
01:02:45,440 --> 01:02:50,120
Speaker 3: like they still there and they still in it, and

1227
01:02:50,160 --> 01:02:53,680
Speaker 3: that's all they know. And you know, you see a

1228
01:02:53,720 --> 01:02:57,400
Speaker 3: lot of dudes, you know, when you see niggas forty

1229
01:02:57,480 --> 01:03:03,040
Speaker 3: and over representing neighborhood to the fullest, it's a problem.

1230
01:03:03,080 --> 01:03:06,560
Speaker 3: You see a lot of dudes questioning like why y'all

1231
01:03:06,560 --> 01:03:07,080
Speaker 3: doing that?

1232
01:03:07,160 --> 01:03:07,640
Speaker 1: Why y'all.

1233
01:03:07,840 --> 01:03:12,760
Speaker 3: Come on, you're forty now, you're fifty now. Some of

1234
01:03:13,200 --> 01:03:20,160
Speaker 3: some some has the explanation of it's it's generational.

1235
01:03:20,480 --> 01:03:21,080
Speaker 1: It's like.

1236
01:03:22,760 --> 01:03:27,040
Speaker 3: It's a brotherhood. You know, you don't leave this behind.

1237
01:03:28,120 --> 01:03:31,480
Speaker 3: Our only way out is if you die or whatever.

1238
01:03:33,280 --> 01:03:33,520
Speaker 1: You know.

1239
01:03:33,800 --> 01:03:36,200
Speaker 3: They they so you know what I'm saying, because you

1240
01:03:36,280 --> 01:03:40,760
Speaker 3: see a lot of especially over here, you see a

1241
01:03:40,800 --> 01:03:45,000
Speaker 3: lot of niggas around our generation and our age that

1242
01:03:45,160 --> 01:03:46,160
Speaker 3: still repped the block.

1243
01:03:46,360 --> 01:03:47,080
Speaker 1: Yeah, they know.

1244
01:03:47,520 --> 01:03:49,760
Speaker 4: I know a motherfucker as sixty three years old, man,

1245
01:03:50,240 --> 01:03:52,760
Speaker 4: and you know still still still like, you know, pushing

1246
01:03:52,760 --> 01:03:54,840
Speaker 4: the line. I'm like, man, what type of motherfucker is you?

1247
01:03:55,680 --> 01:03:56,640
Speaker 2: There's a whole lot of them.

1248
01:03:56,720 --> 01:03:59,000
Speaker 3: So that's why I said that gotta be some kind

1249
01:03:59,000 --> 01:04:02,320
Speaker 3: of mental health meant, you know, some kind of stress

1250
01:04:02,840 --> 01:04:08,840
Speaker 3: for you to feel like at fifty or forty plus

1251
01:04:08,880 --> 01:04:15,720
Speaker 3: sixty plus that you still have to, you know, represent

1252
01:04:15,840 --> 01:04:17,560
Speaker 3: the block in that form.

1253
01:04:17,920 --> 01:04:20,320
Speaker 4: It's a much bullshit. Eight How old are you still?

1254
01:04:21,240 --> 01:04:21,320
Speaker 1: Me?

1255
01:04:21,440 --> 01:04:22,680
Speaker 2: I'm fifty three? How old are you?

1256
01:04:22,720 --> 01:04:26,320
Speaker 4: Eight? I'm fifty two and I'm fifty six, so I'm

1257
01:04:26,320 --> 01:04:29,000
Speaker 4: the senior in the house. You did what I'm saying.

1258
01:04:29,240 --> 01:04:33,200
Speaker 4: I would never tell at this point, man, Well it was.

1259
01:04:33,280 --> 01:04:35,360
Speaker 4: It started when I was thirty years old. I never

1260
01:04:35,440 --> 01:04:37,680
Speaker 4: did try to groom some young brother into coming to

1261
01:04:37,800 --> 01:04:41,240
Speaker 4: this bullshit. You know what I'm saying, always, man, man, man,

1262
01:04:41,320 --> 01:04:43,520
Speaker 4: go live your life and go go see some shit,

1263
01:04:43,600 --> 01:04:47,160
Speaker 4: Go do something, go to school, get educated. You understand

1264
01:04:47,200 --> 01:04:49,960
Speaker 4: what I'm saying. Live a productive life. This shit ain't productive.

1265
01:04:49,960 --> 01:04:52,040
Speaker 4: I used to have homeboys, used to be made man,

1266
01:04:52,080 --> 01:04:54,320
Speaker 4: Mike Man, Man, Homy. You don't even come kicking with

1267
01:04:54,400 --> 01:05:00,400
Speaker 4: us under the gazebo no more? Nigga? Fuck you?

1268
01:05:00,520 --> 01:05:05,000
Speaker 3: Why is it that a nigga? Why is it that

1269
01:05:05,080 --> 01:05:09,600
Speaker 3: they feel because you get that, you'll get like you

1270
01:05:09,600 --> 01:05:13,040
Speaker 3: don't represent no more. You don't you know, you don't

1271
01:05:13,080 --> 01:05:16,040
Speaker 3: do this no more. You ain't you know, you ain't

1272
01:05:16,200 --> 01:05:20,000
Speaker 3: claiming the hood no more? You know, like, why do

1273
01:05:20,120 --> 01:05:24,120
Speaker 3: you feel some dudes even address that?

1274
01:05:24,920 --> 01:05:27,800
Speaker 4: Man? You know, I still can't get it to you know,

1275
01:05:27,920 --> 01:05:32,040
Speaker 4: I normally can rational rationale some things, but this one

1276
01:05:32,080 --> 01:05:33,240
Speaker 4: I just can't rationale.

1277
01:05:33,440 --> 01:05:33,520
Speaker 2: One.

1278
01:05:33,640 --> 01:05:36,040
Speaker 4: Well, one thing for some of the brothers. So some

1279
01:05:36,080 --> 01:05:37,800
Speaker 4: of the brothers, they ain't never had ship, they ain't

1280
01:05:37,840 --> 01:05:39,800
Speaker 4: never went nowhere. You dig what I'm saying, The hood

1281
01:05:39,880 --> 01:05:41,840
Speaker 4: is the only thing that they've ever had. You know

1282
01:05:41,840 --> 01:05:43,680
Speaker 4: what I'm saying. What I'm saying, so they have they have

1283
01:05:43,800 --> 01:05:46,120
Speaker 4: this sense that they have a sense of loyalty.

1284
01:05:46,200 --> 01:05:46,720
Speaker 1: That is just.

1285
01:05:47,400 --> 01:05:49,680
Speaker 4: I always tell brothers, if you, if you, if you

1286
01:05:49,720 --> 01:05:53,920
Speaker 4: can have this much loyalty towards your own personal endeavors,

1287
01:05:54,480 --> 01:05:56,920
Speaker 4: the same loyalty that you have to this to this

1288
01:05:57,000 --> 01:05:59,200
Speaker 4: hood or to a block where you don't even own

1289
01:05:59,240 --> 01:06:00,680
Speaker 4: a house on the mother the fucker you dig. You

1290
01:06:00,680 --> 01:06:02,600
Speaker 4: know what I'm saying, You would be successful, my brother.

1291
01:06:03,480 --> 01:06:05,880
Speaker 4: You understand what I'm saying. Your priorities is fucked up.

1292
01:06:06,240 --> 01:06:09,240
Speaker 4: But then again, I've also called motherfuckers out. Hey, if

1293
01:06:09,240 --> 01:06:11,200
Speaker 4: you got a problem with me, motherfucker, I'll meet you

1294
01:06:11,200 --> 01:06:14,200
Speaker 4: at Ocean View Park. I meet you at South Chrest

1295
01:06:14,200 --> 01:06:16,560
Speaker 4: Park down in the basement, and then we can talk

1296
01:06:16,600 --> 01:06:18,800
Speaker 4: about it, because I'm gonna tell you right now, and

1297
01:06:19,240 --> 01:06:21,800
Speaker 4: where the camera and all you motherfuckers out there in

1298
01:06:21,880 --> 01:06:24,640
Speaker 4: the six one nine and elsewhere, No, good, God, damn

1299
01:06:24,720 --> 01:06:26,560
Speaker 4: well that I'll pull up and if you want a

1300
01:06:26,680 --> 01:06:28,560
Speaker 4: chunk on, I'm fifty six years old and I'll still

1301
01:06:28,560 --> 01:06:32,000
Speaker 4: slay these motherfucking things. Now. Do I choose to do that?

1302
01:06:32,200 --> 01:06:32,919
Speaker 2: Fuck? No?

1303
01:06:33,320 --> 01:06:35,480
Speaker 4: You know why Because half of you motherfuckers ain't even

1304
01:06:35,560 --> 01:06:37,560
Speaker 4: worth or they ain't even worth the waste of my

1305
01:06:37,640 --> 01:06:40,320
Speaker 4: motherfucking time. And some of you clowns in the six

1306
01:06:40,440 --> 01:06:43,320
Speaker 4: one nine know exactly who in the fuck I'm talking about.

1307
01:06:44,240 --> 01:06:46,880
Speaker 4: So I'm not gonna even get these motherfuckers that I'm not.

1308
01:06:47,000 --> 01:06:50,800
Speaker 4: I don't nowadays. I used to dignify that shit with responses,

1309
01:06:51,640 --> 01:06:53,919
Speaker 4: motherfucking me, me, I'll pull up at the park. What's

1310
01:06:54,000 --> 01:06:56,240
Speaker 4: now I don't even have to do that no more.

1311
01:06:56,640 --> 01:06:58,760
Speaker 4: You dig what I'm saying. You know what I'm saying,

1312
01:06:58,840 --> 01:07:01,440
Speaker 4: nahe fuck that. And I'm and and another thing I

1313
01:07:01,480 --> 01:07:05,120
Speaker 4: got to say about about the city of San Diego. Man,

1314
01:07:05,360 --> 01:07:09,440
Speaker 4: the city of San Diego. Man, Man, don't get the

1315
01:07:09,480 --> 01:07:13,640
Speaker 4: six one nine fucked up because we started that ship

1316
01:07:13,720 --> 01:07:16,439
Speaker 4: at the same time Compton and La and everybody else

1317
01:07:16,760 --> 01:07:19,400
Speaker 4: was getting busy. You did, know what I'm saying. And mother,

1318
01:07:19,920 --> 01:07:22,480
Speaker 4: and and every set in the six one nine, every

1319
01:07:22,560 --> 01:07:24,480
Speaker 4: I don't get fucking if it's a crip set, if

1320
01:07:24,480 --> 01:07:26,400
Speaker 4: it was a blood set, you got some riders out

1321
01:07:26,440 --> 01:07:29,280
Speaker 4: of each motherfucking set in San Diego. There ain't no

1322
01:07:29,360 --> 01:07:31,520
Speaker 4: punks in the sixth one nine. So I'm gonna give

1323
01:07:31,520 --> 01:07:34,760
Speaker 4: a shout out to my city, especially after this bootsy bullshit.

1324
01:07:35,200 --> 01:07:37,800
Speaker 4: You know what I'm saying. So whatever happened with Boosy

1325
01:07:38,120 --> 01:07:40,200
Speaker 4: and San Diego, you dig what I'm saying, it was

1326
01:07:40,280 --> 01:07:42,320
Speaker 4: just a flu It was. It was, it was, it was.

1327
01:07:42,360 --> 01:07:44,520
Speaker 4: It was a fluke of the circumstances. And that brother

1328
01:07:44,560 --> 01:07:45,960
Speaker 4: he's gonna have to deal with what he has to

1329
01:07:46,040 --> 01:07:47,920
Speaker 4: deal with. But don't get it fucked up.

1330
01:07:47,960 --> 01:07:48,080
Speaker 2: Man.

1331
01:07:48,120 --> 01:07:50,960
Speaker 4: You come to San Diego, man, and you know somebody

1332
01:07:51,040 --> 01:07:53,400
Speaker 4: you check in. Not only are you gonna get protected.

1333
01:07:53,440 --> 01:07:55,800
Speaker 4: You dig what I'm saying, motherfuckers and San Diego's gonna

1334
01:07:55,800 --> 01:07:58,000
Speaker 4: be able to provide security for you. You dig what

1335
01:07:58,040 --> 01:08:00,880
Speaker 4: I'm saying, Move around the town and have a good time. Man,

1336
01:08:00,960 --> 01:08:02,680
Speaker 4: you brought up Boozy. You know what I'm saying. I

1337
01:08:02,680 --> 01:08:04,560
Speaker 4: think boys looking at it, I think he might. I

1338
01:08:04,600 --> 01:08:07,120
Speaker 4: think I think I think I think with this gun case,

1339
01:08:07,160 --> 01:08:09,840
Speaker 4: man Boosy might like, like they said, did they give

1340
01:08:09,920 --> 01:08:11,800
Speaker 4: him ten, he might do what eight and a half

1341
01:08:11,840 --> 01:08:15,320
Speaker 4: of his hen he looking at maybe eight? He in trouble.

1342
01:08:15,400 --> 01:08:16,719
Speaker 4: He gonna he gonna go sit down.

1343
01:08:17,400 --> 01:08:20,400
Speaker 3: You know, But especially if you got priors for firearms

1344
01:08:20,479 --> 01:08:23,800
Speaker 3: and you on parole or parbation for firearms and you

1345
01:08:23,880 --> 01:08:26,080
Speaker 3: get caught. I mean, there's no way you can deny

1346
01:08:26,160 --> 01:08:29,759
Speaker 3: it because it's all on social media at the pistol,

1347
01:08:30,200 --> 01:08:33,439
Speaker 3: and then they got the whatever the recording to where

1348
01:08:33,880 --> 01:08:37,400
Speaker 3: he was telling the bodyguards that they should have took

1349
01:08:37,439 --> 01:08:39,479
Speaker 3: the rap for the pistols or whatever.

1350
01:08:39,840 --> 01:08:43,120
Speaker 4: So his problem is he talked too fucking much.

1351
01:08:43,280 --> 01:08:45,599
Speaker 1: I mean, I get it.

1352
01:08:45,680 --> 01:08:48,679
Speaker 3: Like I said, again, we live in these times where

1353
01:08:50,000 --> 01:08:52,960
Speaker 3: a nigga will test you and then you know, if

1354
01:08:53,000 --> 01:08:56,920
Speaker 3: you claiming to be that type of motherfucker, you might

1355
01:08:56,960 --> 01:09:00,719
Speaker 3: go to some sections where a nigga feel like, hey, nigga,

1356
01:09:00,760 --> 01:09:03,320
Speaker 3: you like like just like we was talking about last

1357
01:09:03,560 --> 01:09:08,760
Speaker 3: you know with with the female, there's just motherfuckers who's

1358
01:09:08,760 --> 01:09:10,479
Speaker 3: just gonna try to test you and see if you

1359
01:09:10,600 --> 01:09:15,680
Speaker 3: that type of motherfuker. So you know, he he he

1360
01:09:15,800 --> 01:09:18,160
Speaker 3: said it was for show. It was for the video.

1361
01:09:18,560 --> 01:09:20,280
Speaker 3: You know what I'm saying. It was the it was

1362
01:09:20,320 --> 01:09:22,800
Speaker 3: the Securities pistol, and he was.

1363
01:09:23,040 --> 01:09:25,439
Speaker 4: Gets you a prop gun some of you got if

1364
01:09:25,439 --> 01:09:27,280
Speaker 4: he had if he had a couple of prop guns.

1365
01:09:27,280 --> 01:09:30,000
Speaker 3: In My thing is this when you get to a

1366
01:09:30,000 --> 01:09:34,439
Speaker 3: certain level of of of MC artistry or whatever.

1367
01:09:35,360 --> 01:09:37,080
Speaker 1: You don't even carry around no pistol.

1368
01:09:37,160 --> 01:09:37,760
Speaker 4: No you don't.

1369
01:09:38,080 --> 01:09:40,840
Speaker 3: You give me gotta be somebody else. I'm calmed in

1370
01:09:41,040 --> 01:09:46,200
Speaker 3: I'm neighborhood. You know what I'm saying. If I'm in

1371
01:09:46,280 --> 01:09:50,439
Speaker 3: a situation like that, the security gonna have a pistol

1372
01:09:50,720 --> 01:09:54,120
Speaker 3: because I ain't finna try to go to jail for shooting. Now,

1373
01:09:54,240 --> 01:09:58,040
Speaker 3: not saying that the nigga ain't been in situations, but nigga.

1374
01:09:57,760 --> 01:09:59,960
Speaker 1: I'm not not trying to.

1375
01:10:00,439 --> 01:10:04,400
Speaker 3: You know, I don't like if I've been there, done that,

1376
01:10:04,560 --> 01:10:08,400
Speaker 3: you get me. I don't feel like I gotta I'm

1377
01:10:08,400 --> 01:10:10,639
Speaker 3: not even finna be grabbing a.

1378
01:10:10,600 --> 01:10:11,920
Speaker 1: Pistol for a video said.

1379
01:10:11,960 --> 01:10:14,080
Speaker 3: This is the thing, man, shit, I did when I

1380
01:10:14,160 --> 01:10:17,960
Speaker 3: was fucking twenty getting on a fucking video at fucking

1381
01:10:18,120 --> 01:10:19,599
Speaker 3: fifty years You get me.

1382
01:10:19,680 --> 01:10:21,640
Speaker 4: Hit about forty two, forty three years old. But this

1383
01:10:21,680 --> 01:10:25,560
Speaker 4: is a thing. Another thing. Man, If if if you

1384
01:10:25,680 --> 01:10:27,599
Speaker 4: got to pull up to a video shoot and have

1385
01:10:27,640 --> 01:10:30,320
Speaker 4: a pistol, you might reconn, You might.

1386
01:10:30,200 --> 01:10:32,360
Speaker 1: Want to re might not want to be at the video. Shit,

1387
01:10:32,479 --> 01:10:32,880
Speaker 1: you might.

1388
01:10:32,800 --> 01:10:34,840
Speaker 4: Want to reconsider where you're doing a video. Shit.

1389
01:10:35,040 --> 01:10:40,439
Speaker 3: You Yeah, that's that's how I say. At a certain age,

1390
01:10:41,080 --> 01:10:44,840
Speaker 3: not that you are punk, but you gotta avoid bullshit.

1391
01:10:44,920 --> 01:10:45,280
Speaker 1: That shit.

1392
01:10:45,560 --> 01:10:48,479
Speaker 3: I know, I'm going to a section where we might

1393
01:10:48,520 --> 01:10:51,080
Speaker 3: have to add the pistols over here, Okay, we might

1394
01:10:51,120 --> 01:10:52,200
Speaker 3: want to move the location.

1395
01:10:52,439 --> 01:10:53,639
Speaker 1: Then you get me.

1396
01:10:54,320 --> 01:10:57,439
Speaker 3: I don't need to go prove into a nigga that

1397
01:10:58,280 --> 01:11:02,559
Speaker 3: I'm a hard nigga from Louisiana or content by jumping

1398
01:11:02,640 --> 01:11:05,400
Speaker 3: out and all the fans and the niggas on the

1399
01:11:05,479 --> 01:11:09,160
Speaker 3: block see me with the pistol, Like, yeah, nigga, You're like.

1400
01:11:09,200 --> 01:11:10,240
Speaker 2: What the fuck real?

1401
01:11:10,920 --> 01:11:14,040
Speaker 3: Why if that's the case, nigga, we need to move

1402
01:11:14,120 --> 01:11:19,720
Speaker 3: our location. And if I'm in a spot where I'm accepted,

1403
01:11:20,400 --> 01:11:23,519
Speaker 3: I damn show I ain't finna have no fucking I

1404
01:11:23,520 --> 01:11:24,920
Speaker 3: don't need't.

1405
01:11:24,479 --> 01:11:27,719
Speaker 4: Need one, you understand. But at the same time, but you,

1406
01:11:27,760 --> 01:11:30,679
Speaker 4: but a motherfucker has to be privy enough. You understand

1407
01:11:30,720 --> 01:11:33,920
Speaker 4: what I'm saying to put security on him or herself.

1408
01:11:34,520 --> 01:11:36,960
Speaker 4: You understand what I'm saying. You have to make decisions

1409
01:11:36,960 --> 01:11:39,280
Speaker 4: to where you don't have to have the pistol. As

1410
01:11:39,320 --> 01:11:41,639
Speaker 4: eight was just saying, you know what I'm saying. If

1411
01:11:41,680 --> 01:11:44,360
Speaker 4: if I'm coming up here to do the Gangs of Chronicles,

1412
01:11:44,560 --> 01:11:47,200
Speaker 4: was invited to thank you my brothers again, if I

1413
01:11:47,240 --> 01:11:49,920
Speaker 4: felt that I needed a pistol to come here, I'm not.

1414
01:11:50,040 --> 01:11:55,639
Speaker 3: Coming exactly exactly like where y'all at and who y'all

1415
01:11:55,640 --> 01:11:58,320
Speaker 3: fuck with? And then I feel like, hm, I might

1416
01:11:58,360 --> 01:12:00,599
Speaker 3: need to take me a heater up there, when I

1417
01:12:00,680 --> 01:12:03,720
Speaker 3: that already has letting me know maybe I shouldn't be

1418
01:12:03,760 --> 01:12:04,200
Speaker 3: going to.

1419
01:12:04,120 --> 01:12:07,080
Speaker 4: Do it, and and and not to cut you off

1420
01:12:07,160 --> 01:12:09,400
Speaker 4: eight because I don't like to do that. I apologize

1421
01:12:09,439 --> 01:12:12,920
Speaker 4: you good so. But before I came up here, I

1422
01:12:12,960 --> 01:12:15,439
Speaker 4: called my homeboy, Mitchie Slick. I said, Slick was having

1423
01:12:15,520 --> 01:12:17,599
Speaker 4: with this gangster chronicle they asking me to come up.

1424
01:12:18,160 --> 01:12:20,759
Speaker 4: Slick said, Oh that's MCA He said, you cool, hummy,

1425
01:12:21,160 --> 01:12:25,519
Speaker 4: that's my peoples. Yeah, just like that, you did what

1426
01:12:25,520 --> 01:12:29,200
Speaker 4: I'm saying. I asked questions, you understand, And then you

1427
01:12:29,400 --> 01:12:33,599
Speaker 4: called Melly when I was up in Lancaster to go

1428
01:12:33,680 --> 01:12:37,120
Speaker 4: see him for an interview before I went, I mean

1429
01:12:37,280 --> 01:12:39,760
Speaker 4: before I checked back down in LA to go to

1430
01:12:40,120 --> 01:12:44,400
Speaker 4: see Drake get his award. And you know I always

1431
01:12:44,479 --> 01:12:49,080
Speaker 4: ask questions. You know what I'm saying, right, and Melly

1432
01:12:49,120 --> 01:12:53,160
Speaker 4: and Melly said the same Melly, Melly the Hood Postman

1433
01:12:53,200 --> 01:12:55,240
Speaker 4: said the same thing. He said, man still in eight

1434
01:12:55,320 --> 01:12:57,000
Speaker 4: he said, Mike, you good. As a matter of fact,

1435
01:12:57,000 --> 01:12:58,000
Speaker 4: you want me to pull up with you?

1436
01:12:59,360 --> 01:12:59,519
Speaker 1: Yeah?

1437
01:12:59,600 --> 01:13:01,639
Speaker 4: People, you know, you know what I'm saying. You gotta

1438
01:13:01,720 --> 01:13:03,520
Speaker 4: check your surround You gotta check your surroundings.

1439
01:13:03,600 --> 01:13:04,240
Speaker 1: You know what I mean.

1440
01:13:04,640 --> 01:13:10,080
Speaker 4: And and uh, you know, so you know, just just

1441
01:13:10,120 --> 01:13:14,360
Speaker 4: getting I checked three references, and all three of the

1442
01:13:14,920 --> 01:13:17,080
Speaker 4: and all three of their references had nothing but good

1443
01:13:17,120 --> 01:13:21,960
Speaker 4: things to say about y'all. So I'm here, you know,

1444
01:13:22,160 --> 01:13:23,880
Speaker 4: and I done being invited to do a couple of

1445
01:13:23,920 --> 01:13:25,519
Speaker 4: other ones. In the first thing, man, what's going on

1446
01:13:25,560 --> 01:13:28,000
Speaker 4: with thieves over there? And I've had some people say, well,

1447
01:13:28,080 --> 01:13:30,040
Speaker 4: kind of be careful. This mother, forg got one foot in,

1448
01:13:30,160 --> 01:13:33,360
Speaker 4: one foot out. You don't know who gonna pull up exactly.

1449
01:13:33,479 --> 01:13:35,360
Speaker 4: You know what I'm saying, all those types of things,

1450
01:13:35,400 --> 01:13:38,320
Speaker 4: You know what I mean. So you know, I ask questions. Man,

1451
01:13:38,360 --> 01:13:40,439
Speaker 4: you know what I'm saying. I'm gonna put security on myself.

1452
01:13:40,760 --> 01:13:43,320
Speaker 4: You did what I'm saying first and foremost. And then

1453
01:13:43,360 --> 01:13:45,960
Speaker 4: when I come, I come in peace because you know,

1454
01:13:46,040 --> 01:13:48,640
Speaker 4: we all brothers, man, and meet myself, you know, And

1455
01:13:48,680 --> 01:13:51,640
Speaker 4: I'm extremely sincere when I say this. Man, you know,

1456
01:13:52,000 --> 01:13:55,000
Speaker 4: somewhere down in line we gotta figure out how we're

1457
01:13:55,040 --> 01:13:58,680
Speaker 4: gonna stop heart hurting and harming one another man in

1458
01:13:58,720 --> 01:13:59,560
Speaker 4: our communities.

1459
01:13:59,600 --> 01:14:02,559
Speaker 2: Man, God damn, I think it's possible to ever get

1460
01:14:02,600 --> 01:14:04,640
Speaker 2: to that point, though, well, you know, I'll probably be

1461
01:14:04,720 --> 01:14:05,120
Speaker 2: dead and go.

1462
01:14:05,240 --> 01:14:06,960
Speaker 4: I was about to say, you know, I was just

1463
01:14:07,040 --> 01:14:09,000
Speaker 4: about to say, before you ask me that question, that

1464
01:14:09,240 --> 01:14:12,120
Speaker 4: I just hope that I can see that in my lifetime. Man,

1465
01:14:12,840 --> 01:14:15,280
Speaker 4: you did what I'm saying. You know, because when I come,

1466
01:14:15,320 --> 01:14:18,000
Speaker 4: I come with the utmost respect. Man. You know what

1467
01:14:18,040 --> 01:14:19,720
Speaker 4: I'm saying. I don't care who you is. I don't

1468
01:14:19,720 --> 01:14:22,240
Speaker 4: give a damn what set you from. I don't, I don't,

1469
01:14:22,320 --> 01:14:24,000
Speaker 4: I don't you know, I don't care how big, how

1470
01:14:24,040 --> 01:14:26,719
Speaker 4: small man. One thing I do. I have a genuine

1471
01:14:26,760 --> 01:14:30,040
Speaker 4: concern for my people. Man, you did what I'm saying.

1472
01:14:30,280 --> 01:14:32,479
Speaker 4: And and and and when I pull up, I normally

1473
01:14:32,479 --> 01:14:33,679
Speaker 4: pull up solo bolo.

1474
01:14:35,000 --> 01:14:35,360
Speaker 1: That's me.

1475
01:14:35,680 --> 01:14:38,880
Speaker 4: I come by myself, you know what I'm saying. And

1476
01:14:38,920 --> 01:14:41,479
Speaker 4: I and and and and I'm a very spiritual brother,

1477
01:14:41,560 --> 01:14:42,880
Speaker 4: you know what I So I look up to the

1478
01:14:42,880 --> 01:14:45,639
Speaker 4: sky and ask Joh, Joh, this is in your hands

1479
01:14:45,680 --> 01:14:46,360
Speaker 4: now I'm here.

1480
01:14:47,000 --> 01:14:49,519
Speaker 2: I ask your philosophy, man, if it's somewhere we're in

1481
01:14:49,560 --> 01:14:52,040
Speaker 2: my spirit, I feel like I gotta take pistols and

1482
01:14:52,080 --> 01:14:53,880
Speaker 2: do all this and that I'm just not gonna go.

1483
01:14:54,320 --> 01:14:56,920
Speaker 4: Yeah, yeah, yeah, that's that's that's the point.

1484
01:14:57,000 --> 01:15:00,000
Speaker 3: Like I said, you you ain't niggas, ain't no punks

1485
01:15:00,160 --> 01:15:03,240
Speaker 3: or cowwarts or nothing like that. But being a grown man,

1486
01:15:04,800 --> 01:15:07,519
Speaker 3: you have to learn how to choose your options better

1487
01:15:07,680 --> 01:15:11,320
Speaker 3: to avoid drama. And that's your choice you give me,

1488
01:15:11,720 --> 01:15:15,520
Speaker 3: regardless of what a motherfucker might say or what their opinion.

1489
01:15:17,400 --> 01:15:21,240
Speaker 3: I'd rather be here than be locked up or laid up,

1490
01:15:21,600 --> 01:15:26,360
Speaker 3: you feel me, And that's it. That's just the that's

1491
01:15:26,520 --> 01:15:29,680
Speaker 3: just the end, motherfucking theory. You're gonna be locked up

1492
01:15:29,760 --> 01:15:32,040
Speaker 3: or laid up straight up, you know what I'm saying.

1493
01:15:32,120 --> 01:15:35,880
Speaker 3: So if I can avoid that, I damn should want

1494
01:15:35,920 --> 01:15:37,240
Speaker 3: to avoid getting locked up.

1495
01:15:37,640 --> 01:15:39,040
Speaker 1: You give me, especially.

1496
01:15:38,720 --> 01:15:41,120
Speaker 3: At this point, man, come on, I ain't got time

1497
01:15:41,200 --> 01:15:43,719
Speaker 3: to give me, and I'm damn showing in the position

1498
01:15:43,920 --> 01:15:46,640
Speaker 3: to how I need to be laid up behind somebody

1499
01:15:46,720 --> 01:15:51,280
Speaker 3: and some bullshit where nigga done laid me up? Because nigga,

1500
01:15:51,800 --> 01:15:54,320
Speaker 3: why the fuck you even here? You know something, I

1501
01:15:54,479 --> 01:15:57,760
Speaker 3: show shouldn't be here. I shouldn't be here. What's here

1502
01:15:57,800 --> 01:15:58,040
Speaker 3: for me?

1503
01:15:58,439 --> 01:15:58,799
Speaker 1: Nothing?

1504
01:15:58,920 --> 01:15:59,280
Speaker 4: Nothing?

1505
01:15:59,479 --> 01:16:03,040
Speaker 3: Your woman at the crib, your motherfucking kids is straight,

1506
01:16:03,400 --> 01:16:06,439
Speaker 3: Your business is somewhere else, and your money is coming in.

1507
01:16:06,680 --> 01:16:10,280
Speaker 3: What the fuck am I doing here to prove to what?

1508
01:16:10,520 --> 01:16:12,000
Speaker 3: I'm still hard like?

1509
01:16:12,160 --> 01:16:12,360
Speaker 1: Man?

1510
01:16:12,479 --> 01:16:15,080
Speaker 3: Please, I'm beyond proving you get.

1511
01:16:15,200 --> 01:16:18,200
Speaker 2: I just got that. The girl, the woman Carlicia Hood,

1512
01:16:18,200 --> 01:16:21,160
Speaker 2: the woman whose son shot the guy. They're folling a

1513
01:16:21,200 --> 01:16:24,280
Speaker 2: lawsuit against the City of Chicago, the resting officers.

1514
01:16:25,240 --> 01:16:27,599
Speaker 3: Yeah, because they dropped the case. So now she wants

1515
01:16:27,640 --> 01:16:30,400
Speaker 3: to file a civil lawsuit. But that that that ain't

1516
01:16:31,200 --> 01:16:34,519
Speaker 3: I don't think it'll stick because you're gonna say what

1517
01:16:35,439 --> 01:16:39,400
Speaker 3: you were wrongfully accused or wrongfully arrested, your son did

1518
01:16:39,520 --> 01:16:44,360
Speaker 3: pop a motherfucker and whatever now we can, we'll claim

1519
01:16:44,400 --> 01:16:46,800
Speaker 3: it was self defense and we'll give you that and

1520
01:16:46,840 --> 01:16:49,400
Speaker 3: we'll let you out. But you ain't gonna turn around

1521
01:16:49,400 --> 01:16:51,960
Speaker 3: to try to get no bread out of us. Come on,

1522
01:16:52,400 --> 01:16:55,439
Speaker 3: we just let you off on a fucking murdered your hearts.

1523
01:16:56,040 --> 01:16:57,559
Speaker 4: Yeah, that's what she should and.

1524
01:16:57,600 --> 01:17:01,280
Speaker 3: Didn't even then give your son like inviolnce terry mannslaughter

1525
01:17:01,360 --> 01:17:04,759
Speaker 3: and no shit, he did kill a motherfucker, like okay,

1526
01:17:04,800 --> 01:17:07,760
Speaker 3: he was beating your mama. But still how many times

1527
01:17:07,800 --> 01:17:11,400
Speaker 3: a a motherfucker? Go yeah, okay, but still, well, this

1528
01:17:11,479 --> 01:17:14,320
Speaker 3: is what she said. I've experienced pain in many ways

1529
01:17:14,320 --> 01:17:16,120
Speaker 3: that I would never have thought.

1530
01:17:17,800 --> 01:17:23,080
Speaker 1: She said, that's.

1531
01:17:20,720 --> 01:17:24,720
Speaker 3: The mental health. That's my mental health is fucked with

1532
01:17:24,920 --> 01:17:25,519
Speaker 3: right now.

1533
01:17:25,640 --> 01:17:28,560
Speaker 2: Hold on, She said, what happened to me was totally unnecessary.

1534
01:17:29,120 --> 01:17:31,559
Speaker 2: Never in a million years would I have imagined being

1535
01:17:31,600 --> 01:17:33,639
Speaker 2: brutally attacked, beaten and arrested.

1536
01:17:34,240 --> 01:17:38,760
Speaker 4: But this is what I'll say to missus Hood. Keep going, yeah, yeah,

1537
01:17:38,800 --> 01:17:40,800
Speaker 4: go ahead? Is that it it?

1538
01:17:41,000 --> 01:17:45,000
Speaker 2: Meanwhile, Hood's attorney, Aary Williams, told the Chicago Sometimes and Monday,

1539
01:17:45,040 --> 01:17:48,560
Speaker 2: miss Hood is ill and has always been a victim.

1540
01:17:49,240 --> 01:17:52,000
Speaker 2: Brandon Brown, another lawyer for hood, Is, also hinted that

1541
01:17:52,120 --> 01:17:54,360
Speaker 2: additional lawsuits will be forthcoming.

1542
01:17:54,880 --> 01:17:56,519
Speaker 1: She's always what.

1543
01:17:56,520 --> 01:17:59,880
Speaker 2: Happened to his Hood, likely there would be additional bossuits forthcoming.

1544
01:18:00,600 --> 01:18:03,320
Speaker 4: Yeah. But the thing is, wonder what the lawyer. I

1545
01:18:03,400 --> 01:18:05,040
Speaker 4: wonder what the lawyer. I wonder what lawyer is going

1546
01:18:05,120 --> 01:18:05,760
Speaker 4: to take that case?

1547
01:18:05,800 --> 01:18:06,160
Speaker 1: Program?

1548
01:18:06,160 --> 01:18:08,720
Speaker 3: And what do you mean by that? She's always been

1549
01:18:09,120 --> 01:18:09,599
Speaker 3: so she done?

1550
01:18:09,600 --> 01:18:09,840
Speaker 1: Got her?

1551
01:18:09,840 --> 01:18:10,639
Speaker 4: Asked what before?

1552
01:18:11,120 --> 01:18:13,360
Speaker 3: Because if that's the case, ship, I've always been a

1553
01:18:13,520 --> 01:18:17,160
Speaker 3: victim too shit. I done been pulled over and fucked

1554
01:18:17,200 --> 01:18:20,679
Speaker 3: with by the police and fucking thrown and holding taints

1555
01:18:20,720 --> 01:18:21,479
Speaker 3: and all kind of.

1556
01:18:21,840 --> 01:18:24,519
Speaker 2: She's paying for the for the son's college. She said

1557
01:18:24,560 --> 01:18:27,639
Speaker 2: that that fourteen year old boy that back to him

1558
01:18:27,720 --> 01:18:30,080
Speaker 2: routing neck groom ass man, punching his mother in the

1559
01:18:30,160 --> 01:18:32,840
Speaker 2: face as if she were a man, is a true hero.

1560
01:18:32,960 --> 01:18:35,080
Speaker 2: If he wants to go to college, I'd love to help.

1561
01:18:35,520 --> 01:18:37,679
Speaker 2: It's what any son should have done for their mother,

1562
01:18:38,240 --> 01:18:38,639
Speaker 2: I believe.

1563
01:18:39,560 --> 01:18:45,040
Speaker 3: I agree with I said that, like if if if

1564
01:18:45,080 --> 01:18:49,040
Speaker 3: I'm watching somebody socking on my mama and there's a

1565
01:18:49,080 --> 01:18:50,440
Speaker 3: burner handy.

1566
01:18:50,240 --> 01:18:53,559
Speaker 4: He's he's in trouble, he's in trouble.

1567
01:18:53,800 --> 01:18:56,679
Speaker 3: He might he might not make it, And like he said,

1568
01:18:57,040 --> 01:19:00,200
Speaker 3: I'm gonna chase him from here to the next block

1569
01:19:00,240 --> 01:19:04,880
Speaker 3: over rocket and I'm gonna empty the whole motherfucker. I mean,

1570
01:19:05,000 --> 01:19:06,920
Speaker 3: that's why I said, that's the love for mom. So

1571
01:19:06,960 --> 01:19:10,439
Speaker 3: I'm like, so that's what I said. They let you out.

1572
01:19:11,200 --> 01:19:13,800
Speaker 3: They're not gonna charge you with murder. They gonna say

1573
01:19:13,800 --> 01:19:21,960
Speaker 3: it was self defense. Okay, But this is another one

1574
01:19:21,960 --> 01:19:25,760
Speaker 3: of my my, my, my saying exactly how is this

1575
01:19:25,880 --> 01:19:32,400
Speaker 3: city responsible for some brandom dudes, just socking you.

1576
01:19:32,400 --> 01:19:34,559
Speaker 1: You know what are you saying?

1577
01:19:34,600 --> 01:19:34,880
Speaker 4: Still?

1578
01:19:35,600 --> 01:19:38,599
Speaker 2: Okay? Now tell me it's this mental health. She just stupid.

1579
01:19:39,439 --> 01:19:43,080
Speaker 2: Ohio mom charged with murder after infant dies while she

1580
01:19:43,200 --> 01:19:45,840
Speaker 2: left on eighth DA vacation without her. Yeah, she crazy

1581
01:19:45,840 --> 01:19:52,080
Speaker 2: as hell, say. Chrystal larry Are thirty one admitted to

1582
01:19:52,160 --> 01:19:55,160
Speaker 2: leaving the little girl Xaling at the Cleveland home alone

1583
01:19:55,240 --> 01:19:59,120
Speaker 2: for eight days, all alone and unattended, and after David

1584
01:19:59,200 --> 01:20:01,960
Speaker 2: a team by u K YC showed she had traveled

1585
01:20:01,960 --> 01:20:05,120
Speaker 2: without the child to vacation in Puerto Rico and Detroit.

1586
01:20:05,160 --> 01:20:07,519
Speaker 2: The child was not living without any food of water.

1587
01:20:08,240 --> 01:20:08,599
Speaker 2: The child.

1588
01:20:08,680 --> 01:20:10,880
Speaker 4: They found a child in the garage. The child and

1589
01:20:10,960 --> 01:20:13,000
Speaker 4: went out to the to the to the garage and

1590
01:20:13,000 --> 01:20:15,719
Speaker 4: I'm assuming getting and getting in the car thinking is mama,

1591
01:20:16,000 --> 01:20:17,960
Speaker 4: her mama was gonna come home and take her somewhere.

1592
01:20:18,080 --> 01:20:20,200
Speaker 4: She They found the poor child dead in the front

1593
01:20:20,200 --> 01:20:21,479
Speaker 4: seat of the truck in the garage.

1594
01:20:21,520 --> 01:20:24,720
Speaker 2: Yeah, this is what they said. Reportedly found Jalen unconscious

1595
01:20:25,240 --> 01:20:29,200
Speaker 2: and extremely dehydrated. The infant's body was allegedly located in

1596
01:20:29,240 --> 01:20:32,719
Speaker 2: the state of disarray. The girls play peeing hit soil.

1597
01:20:32,800 --> 01:20:35,400
Speaker 2: Blankets in the bottom line are saturated with here in

1598
01:20:35,439 --> 01:20:38,200
Speaker 2: the feces. She was pronounced dead at the scene.

1599
01:20:38,240 --> 01:20:41,240
Speaker 3: Now you know what broke So they saying, the mama

1600
01:20:41,520 --> 01:20:44,360
Speaker 3: went to Puerto Rico and just left her there, left

1601
01:20:44,400 --> 01:20:44,640
Speaker 3: her there.

1602
01:20:44,680 --> 01:20:45,479
Speaker 4: That's that's mentor.

1603
01:20:45,680 --> 01:20:49,400
Speaker 3: So yeah, that's steam my little baby though, that's the mentor.

1604
01:20:49,600 --> 01:20:54,160
Speaker 3: That's the mentor because you like it is some true,

1605
01:20:54,600 --> 01:21:00,320
Speaker 3: like I said, unfortunately, it's it's a serious problem. And

1606
01:21:00,840 --> 01:21:03,600
Speaker 3: mental health is real. And I know a lot of

1607
01:21:04,720 --> 01:21:08,519
Speaker 3: regular average motherfuckers. You know, the way we look at

1608
01:21:09,080 --> 01:21:12,880
Speaker 3: you know, people with problems, we'll call them crazy and

1609
01:21:12,880 --> 01:21:15,920
Speaker 3: and and hey, nigga, go you know what I'm saying,

1610
01:21:17,000 --> 01:21:21,000
Speaker 3: We don't really look at that too often about mental

1611
01:21:21,040 --> 01:21:25,479
Speaker 3: health and what real problems they are. But that should

1612
01:21:25,479 --> 01:21:28,040
Speaker 3: have been no way she should have been having a baby. Baby,

1613
01:21:28,120 --> 01:21:32,559
Speaker 3: You get me. If her if her motherfucking if her

1614
01:21:32,640 --> 01:21:36,479
Speaker 3: mentality is I could go to Puerto Rico and leave

1615
01:21:36,520 --> 01:21:39,879
Speaker 3: a sixteen month old in the play pin, you shouldn't

1616
01:21:39,880 --> 01:21:42,000
Speaker 3: have been having no kid, you get me.

1617
01:21:42,080 --> 01:21:43,960
Speaker 4: In the family, and the family should have made that

1618
01:21:44,000 --> 01:21:46,519
Speaker 4: assessment as well, if she had family around.

1619
01:21:46,760 --> 01:21:50,360
Speaker 2: The thing that make you question, like the neighbors respond

1620
01:21:50,439 --> 01:21:52,599
Speaker 2: to tragic news, I hope she pays what she did.

1621
01:21:52,680 --> 01:21:55,679
Speaker 3: Yeah, but that makes you question what kind of father

1622
01:21:55,960 --> 01:21:58,400
Speaker 3: who laid up and had sex with her to have

1623
01:21:58,520 --> 01:22:03,439
Speaker 3: a kid, Because you gotta know there's some issues there.

1624
01:22:03,760 --> 01:22:07,200
Speaker 3: You get me, You're not a normal motherfucking and you

1625
01:22:07,400 --> 01:22:09,640
Speaker 3: just wake up and decide, Oh, I'm gonna leave my

1626
01:22:09,720 --> 01:22:11,800
Speaker 3: baby in the play pin and I'm finna go to

1627
01:22:11,840 --> 01:22:12,559
Speaker 3: Puerto Rico.

1628
01:22:13,560 --> 01:22:15,160
Speaker 4: Well, the first the first news.

1629
01:22:15,000 --> 01:22:18,160
Speaker 3: Not not to the grocery stores. Don't shit like that,

1630
01:22:18,280 --> 01:22:21,479
Speaker 3: but thistle to play this what the neighbors is saying.

1631
01:22:21,520 --> 01:22:23,800
Speaker 3: They don't know why she didn't ask them for help before,

1632
01:22:23,920 --> 01:22:27,880
Speaker 3: because she said this. One neighbor said that the young

1633
01:22:28,000 --> 01:22:31,639
Speaker 3: mother would sometimes would go days and weeks without contacting them,

1634
01:22:31,680 --> 01:22:34,960
Speaker 3: while soon lem watch the infant. So the neighbors said they.

1635
01:22:34,920 --> 01:22:37,599
Speaker 2: Already maybe all the time, and the mom be gone

1636
01:22:38,120 --> 01:22:40,160
Speaker 2: weeks and days of the time without saying.

1637
01:22:39,880 --> 01:22:43,960
Speaker 3: Them drugs, drugs and mental health and mental health man

1638
01:22:44,439 --> 01:22:45,040
Speaker 3: real talking.

1639
01:22:45,120 --> 01:22:49,320
Speaker 4: Yeah, so she had a pattern. So she had a pattern.

1640
01:22:49,640 --> 01:22:51,240
Speaker 4: I wonder, how come the neighbors and go over there

1641
01:22:51,280 --> 01:22:53,639
Speaker 4: and try to do a welfare check and then and then,

1642
01:22:53,800 --> 01:22:55,040
Speaker 4: but they probably don't know the babies.

1643
01:22:55,120 --> 01:22:57,400
Speaker 3: That's why I say, shit, is left behind and shit

1644
01:22:57,600 --> 01:23:00,880
Speaker 3: is is is put on desk skin and you don't

1645
01:23:00,920 --> 01:23:05,880
Speaker 3: get because they already knew she was fucked up because,

1646
01:23:05,960 --> 01:23:09,400
Speaker 3: like she said, she'd be leaving for days at a time.

1647
01:23:09,920 --> 01:23:13,400
Speaker 3: So right then and there, somebody should have been contacted.

1648
01:23:13,479 --> 01:23:17,479
Speaker 2: This woman was a teacher too, dog substitute elementary teacher.

1649
01:23:17,720 --> 01:23:20,519
Speaker 3: She's mental. I don't give a fuck what you say.

1650
01:23:21,000 --> 01:23:26,280
Speaker 3: You know, normal motherfucker leaving a kid. Now, yeah, now

1651
01:23:26,360 --> 01:23:28,519
Speaker 3: I know a motherfucker go kick it and shit, But

1652
01:23:28,560 --> 01:23:31,400
Speaker 3: at liasa motherfucker be back after at least a day.

1653
01:23:31,720 --> 01:23:32,320
Speaker 1: You get me.

1654
01:23:32,640 --> 01:23:36,200
Speaker 3: A motherfucker leaving a and done it several times. That

1655
01:23:36,240 --> 01:23:40,400
Speaker 3: should have been like I said, why haven't the Why

1656
01:23:40,560 --> 01:23:44,160
Speaker 3: wasn't the neighbors like, hey, this lady then left her

1657
01:23:44,200 --> 01:23:47,639
Speaker 3: baby here and she been gone for three days. Somebody

1658
01:23:47,680 --> 01:23:50,679
Speaker 3: should have been contacted. But you just let her walk

1659
01:23:50,760 --> 01:23:54,400
Speaker 3: back up, hand her the baby and go, hey, she

1660
01:23:54,600 --> 01:23:57,559
Speaker 3: does it all the time. If evidently you get me

1661
01:23:57,720 --> 01:24:00,519
Speaker 3: because they said it, she's left the baby, he's here

1662
01:24:00,680 --> 01:24:02,719
Speaker 3: and been gone for several days.

1663
01:24:02,880 --> 01:24:04,880
Speaker 4: So, like I said, there's a pattern.

1664
01:24:04,960 --> 01:24:09,479
Speaker 3: No social services was called, no nothing, no police, like

1665
01:24:09,960 --> 01:24:12,519
Speaker 3: y'all let her do this at least two or three times,

1666
01:24:12,840 --> 01:24:13,760
Speaker 3: you get me, so.

1667
01:24:15,560 --> 01:24:16,400
Speaker 4: No account of building.

1668
01:24:16,479 --> 01:24:19,320
Speaker 3: And then some motherfuckers don't want to get involved with shit,

1669
01:24:19,520 --> 01:24:22,479
Speaker 3: but you're watching their kids, so like, oh, I don't

1670
01:24:22,520 --> 01:24:24,160
Speaker 3: want to tell on her, or I don't want to

1671
01:24:24,160 --> 01:24:26,559
Speaker 3: call and get her in trouble and shit like that.

1672
01:24:26,760 --> 01:24:29,160
Speaker 3: You feel me, I don't want to get her in trouble.

1673
01:24:29,280 --> 01:24:32,840
Speaker 3: So but now you telling what she used to do?

1674
01:24:32,920 --> 01:24:35,760
Speaker 3: It's too late. Now you get me? Now you think

1675
01:24:36,080 --> 01:24:37,760
Speaker 3: what we don't even want to hear from you? Now

1676
01:24:37,800 --> 01:24:40,080
Speaker 3: what the fuck? Now you want to say, Well, she

1677
01:24:40,240 --> 01:24:42,439
Speaker 3: used to leave the baby here for days at a

1678
01:24:42,520 --> 01:24:46,320
Speaker 3: time and be gone. Okay, So why you're telling, motherfucker

1679
01:24:46,840 --> 01:24:49,880
Speaker 3: two months ago that shit, or three months ago or

1680
01:24:49,880 --> 01:24:52,320
Speaker 3: a year ago or whatever said the baby was only

1681
01:24:52,400 --> 01:24:55,960
Speaker 3: sixteen months and you already got incidents where she's in

1682
01:24:56,160 --> 01:24:59,960
Speaker 3: left the child there and been gone for several days.

1683
01:25:00,400 --> 01:25:02,200
Speaker 3: That's a red fucking flag.

1684
01:25:02,360 --> 01:25:06,559
Speaker 2: Yeah, yeah, social service, because I'm gonna tell you leave

1685
01:25:06,600 --> 01:25:08,800
Speaker 2: your baby with somebody. For you leave your baby with

1686
01:25:08,880 --> 01:25:12,240
Speaker 2: somebody for a day, your checking in something wrong. I'm

1687
01:25:12,240 --> 01:25:12,799
Speaker 2: gonna tell.

1688
01:25:12,640 --> 01:25:14,679
Speaker 3: You, man, you leave a baby in the fucking car.

1689
01:25:14,800 --> 01:25:17,559
Speaker 3: You see how motherfuckers be all surrounding the car. You

1690
01:25:17,640 --> 01:25:20,120
Speaker 3: mean to tell me you leave a baby for days

1691
01:25:20,520 --> 01:25:23,400
Speaker 3: at the neighbor And nobody's like, I'm gonna tell you

1692
01:25:23,439 --> 01:25:25,760
Speaker 3: this bitch, I got a job to go through. I'm

1693
01:25:25,800 --> 01:25:27,960
Speaker 3: still sitting here watching this baby.

1694
01:25:28,000 --> 01:25:31,360
Speaker 2: One year olds in the car. Dog, aren't you gonna

1695
01:25:31,360 --> 01:25:35,320
Speaker 2: do something to see some kids? You don't know? I've

1696
01:25:35,360 --> 01:25:39,160
Speaker 2: seen a couple of times. Dog, I saw like some kids.

1697
01:25:39,160 --> 01:25:44,240
Speaker 2: They was probably like one probably like thirteen fourteen months

1698
01:25:44,240 --> 01:25:45,880
Speaker 2: and the other one was a baby, and could tell

1699
01:25:45,880 --> 01:25:47,559
Speaker 2: the little brother was in there trying to watch them.

1700
01:25:47,560 --> 01:25:51,840
Speaker 2: They got the windows rolled up. Dog. I went and

1701
01:25:51,880 --> 01:25:55,840
Speaker 2: got the mall security and had them open up the

1702
01:25:55,840 --> 01:25:58,240
Speaker 2: motherfucking door. And I had to open up the door.

1703
01:25:58,680 --> 01:26:01,519
Speaker 2: You know, I didn't just leave them there. Open the

1704
01:26:01,560 --> 01:26:03,400
Speaker 2: door up and get leave the door open for the kids. Right.

1705
01:26:04,280 --> 01:26:07,200
Speaker 2: Wife went and got them some waters out the mall, lemonades,

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01:26:07,320 --> 01:26:09,120
Speaker 2: stuff like that, you know what I mean. And in

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01:26:09,240 --> 01:26:12,000
Speaker 2: there waiting for the mom to come back. She come

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01:26:12,040 --> 01:26:14,160
Speaker 2: out there, young girl, dog with a young but a

1709
01:26:15,240 --> 01:26:18,679
Speaker 2: guy right and I said, oh, well, what is y'all

1710
01:26:18,680 --> 01:26:20,880
Speaker 2: messing with my kids? For mind? You're on fucking business.

1711
01:26:20,920 --> 01:26:22,519
Speaker 2: I said, these kids could have died out here. It's

1712
01:26:22,520 --> 01:26:24,360
Speaker 2: about ninety degrees I here, so you know, if it's

1713
01:26:24,400 --> 01:26:26,880
Speaker 2: eight degrees outside in the cars and cars a hundred

1714
01:26:27,120 --> 01:26:33,679
Speaker 2: They black white Mexican shit young know, and I don't

1715
01:26:33,720 --> 01:26:35,280
Speaker 2: know if they got them to do that. I just think,

1716
01:26:35,360 --> 01:26:38,400
Speaker 2: but this with these young people. Dog, See when you

1717
01:26:38,520 --> 01:26:41,320
Speaker 2: have a kid, man with people don't understand the moment

1718
01:26:41,439 --> 01:26:44,720
Speaker 2: you have a child, the shit you got going on

1719
01:26:44,760 --> 01:26:47,439
Speaker 2: over with, Yeah, real talk, it's over with all your

1720
01:26:47,439 --> 01:26:50,120
Speaker 2: little dreams and aspirations. It's about what they got going

1721
01:26:50,200 --> 01:26:53,040
Speaker 2: on now. So see a lot of these young kids

1722
01:26:53,080 --> 01:26:55,840
Speaker 2: go out and have got babies and stuff. Dog, or

1723
01:26:55,840 --> 01:27:00,200
Speaker 2: don't realize the responsibility that it is. You know what

1724
01:27:00,240 --> 01:27:03,439
Speaker 2: I'm saying, responsibility. Fuck you going out and want to

1725
01:27:03,479 --> 01:27:04,519
Speaker 2: have fun and kick it.

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01:27:04,520 --> 01:27:05,280
Speaker 4: It's not about you.

1727
01:27:05,280 --> 01:27:05,400
Speaker 1: Now.

1728
01:27:05,479 --> 01:27:07,679
Speaker 2: She up there meeting the nigga at the mall, probably

1729
01:27:07,720 --> 01:27:09,559
Speaker 2: don't want to the movies and everything else. Lift them

1730
01:27:09,600 --> 01:27:13,880
Speaker 2: on the car with a water bottle. Take care of

1731
01:27:13,880 --> 01:27:15,960
Speaker 2: your little brother while I was gone, And then you

1732
01:27:16,040 --> 01:27:18,639
Speaker 2: gotta wonder where they daddy is that she probably ain't

1733
01:27:18,640 --> 01:27:23,240
Speaker 2: evenletting the daddy see the babies. It's a lot of

1734
01:27:23,240 --> 01:27:25,680
Speaker 2: fun up ship. But man, I appreciate you coming here

1735
01:27:25,680 --> 01:27:26,720
Speaker 2: to sit down with his man.

1736
01:27:26,920 --> 01:27:30,960
Speaker 4: Yah yay again man, yeah, man, I'm always recepted to

1737
01:27:30,960 --> 01:27:33,120
Speaker 4: coming and sitting down with you good brothers man. And

1738
01:27:34,560 --> 01:27:37,679
Speaker 4: you know, I really enjoyed myself. You know, the ride

1739
01:27:37,800 --> 01:27:40,439
Speaker 4: was cool. Man bumping some so os band that's right,

1740
01:27:40,560 --> 01:27:43,280
Speaker 4: call the men coming up, air conditioner on. And I

1741
01:27:43,400 --> 01:27:45,720
Speaker 4: just you know, just in my thoughts, you know, so

1742
01:27:46,280 --> 01:27:49,800
Speaker 4: you know, I you know, I want to give a

1743
01:27:49,800 --> 01:27:51,599
Speaker 4: shout out again. I want to give a shout out

1744
01:27:51,600 --> 01:27:55,160
Speaker 4: to my homeboy Mellie Mail, the hood Postman. I want

1745
01:27:55,200 --> 01:27:58,080
Speaker 4: to give a shout out to Mitchill Slick. I want

1746
01:27:58,120 --> 01:28:00,520
Speaker 4: to give a shout out to my younger brother Mail

1747
01:28:00,640 --> 01:28:02,240
Speaker 4: up out of Atlanta. I want to get a shout

1748
01:28:02,240 --> 01:28:04,639
Speaker 4: out to ce Low. I want to give a shout

1749
01:28:04,680 --> 01:28:06,519
Speaker 4: out to the Goodie Mob. I want to give a

1750
01:28:06,560 --> 01:28:09,240
Speaker 4: shout out to King Floatie up out of Atlanta. I

1751
01:28:09,280 --> 01:28:11,639
Speaker 4: want to give a shout out to the young brother

1752
01:28:11,680 --> 01:28:16,280
Speaker 4: that just passed away in Houston. What's his name? Oh yo,

1753
01:28:16,439 --> 01:28:18,960
Speaker 4: big Poky, big Ques right, And I want to give

1754
01:28:19,000 --> 01:28:22,360
Speaker 4: a shout out to, you know, blessings and peace to

1755
01:28:22,400 --> 01:28:24,840
Speaker 4: that brother and his family. Man. And I want to

1756
01:28:24,840 --> 01:28:27,120
Speaker 4: give a shout out to all the black communities across

1757
01:28:27,120 --> 01:28:30,200
Speaker 4: this great United States. Man, I love you brothers and sisters, man,

1758
01:28:30,800 --> 01:28:32,559
Speaker 4: and I just hope that one of these days we

1759
01:28:32,680 --> 01:28:36,040
Speaker 4: as a community can get it together man and come together. Man,

1760
01:28:36,120 --> 01:28:39,519
Speaker 4: and and and literally. You know I'm gonna say this, man,

1761
01:28:39,560 --> 01:28:41,479
Speaker 4: practice what these white folks practice.

1762
01:28:41,520 --> 01:28:41,720
Speaker 1: Man.

1763
01:28:42,400 --> 01:28:46,639
Speaker 4: You did what I'm saying, so you know again still

1764
01:28:46,760 --> 01:28:50,439
Speaker 4: eight Brian. You know, thank you for having me, man,

1765
01:28:50,479 --> 01:28:53,240
Speaker 4: and you know I'm willing to come on any time.

1766
01:28:53,360 --> 01:28:57,400
Speaker 2: Man. You brothers asked me for sure. Man, where can

1767
01:28:57,520 --> 01:28:59,519
Speaker 2: people get at you on Instagram? Because I know you

1768
01:28:59,600 --> 01:29:02,840
Speaker 2: glass catch DM you if y'all going through something may

1769
01:29:03,720 --> 01:29:04,599
Speaker 2: hit the brother up.

1770
01:29:04,640 --> 01:29:04,840
Speaker 3: Man.

1771
01:29:05,120 --> 01:29:06,200
Speaker 2: What's your Instagram?

1772
01:29:06,240 --> 01:29:08,960
Speaker 4: My Instagram is Michael with a Y M y c

1773
01:29:09,400 --> 01:29:12,880
Speaker 4: h A E L the with a A the th

1774
01:29:13,120 --> 01:29:15,960
Speaker 4: h A ball game. Yeah, man, it hit me up.

1775
01:29:15,960 --> 01:29:16,120
Speaker 2: Man.

1776
01:29:16,120 --> 01:29:19,439
Speaker 4: If your brothers and sisters need need to talk, man,

1777
01:29:19,920 --> 01:29:22,080
Speaker 4: just to give me a hollow man, I am gonna start.

1778
01:29:22,439 --> 01:29:25,720
Speaker 4: Everybody merely been on my hammet about starting my podcast.

1779
01:29:25,760 --> 01:29:28,880
Speaker 4: I'm calling it the Platinum Carpet. You did what I'm saying,

1780
01:29:28,920 --> 01:29:30,840
Speaker 4: so I'm gonna I'm gonna end up starting that and

1781
01:29:30,880 --> 01:29:33,440
Speaker 4: I'm gonna start going live a little bit more on Instagram.

1782
01:29:33,479 --> 01:29:36,640
Speaker 4: I'm really not into social media all like that, but

1783
01:29:36,760 --> 01:29:39,559
Speaker 4: a lot of people has been talking to me saying, Mike,

1784
01:29:39,640 --> 01:29:42,000
Speaker 4: you know, you can benefit a lot of people if you,

1785
01:29:42,000 --> 01:29:45,040
Speaker 4: you know, kind of make yourself a little bit more available.

1786
01:29:45,120 --> 01:29:48,680
Speaker 4: So you know, I am gonna start doing that, you know.

1787
01:29:48,920 --> 01:29:52,439
Speaker 4: And you know, and and and all your brothers and

1788
01:29:52,479 --> 01:29:55,519
Speaker 4: sisters out there. And what just when I say brothers

1789
01:29:55,560 --> 01:29:58,160
Speaker 4: and sisters, I mean whites say, had a girl take

1790
01:29:58,200 --> 01:30:00,639
Speaker 4: off of the body. You know, you guys take care

1791
01:30:00,640 --> 01:30:03,160
Speaker 4: of yourselves, take care of your families, man, and be well,

1792
01:30:03,560 --> 01:30:05,400
Speaker 4: you know what I mean. And and uh and and

1793
01:30:05,479 --> 01:30:08,000
Speaker 4: I wish you all well man. And I really appreciate

1794
01:30:08,040 --> 01:30:09,519
Speaker 4: this platform for sure.

1795
01:30:09,720 --> 01:30:11,800
Speaker 1: Good looking family, they appreciate it.

1796
01:30:12,640 --> 01:30:13,280
Speaker 4: You know what I mean.

1797
01:30:13,479 --> 01:30:16,960
Speaker 2: So you guys make sure all to follow our Instagram page.

1798
01:30:17,040 --> 01:30:21,920
Speaker 2: Against the Chronicles podcast The Homeboy ms paget Hey way.

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01:30:23,400 --> 01:30:29,400
Speaker 3: Yeah, that's what we do. We out of here, Jill.

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01:30:31,640 --> 01:30:34,600
Speaker 3: If my notes like Pinocchio, We're gonna tell you the

1801
01:30:34,640 --> 01:30:35,600
Speaker 3: truth and nothing.

1802
01:30:35,360 --> 01:30:39,479
Speaker 4: But your.

1803
01:30:43,960 --> 01:30:44,120
Speaker 1: Well.

1804
01:30:44,120 --> 01:30:46,959
Speaker 2: That concludes another episode of the Gainst the Chronicles podcast.

1805
01:30:47,040 --> 01:30:49,240
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1806
01:30:49,240 --> 01:30:52,200
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1807
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Speaker 2: a purple Michael on the front of your screen, subscribe

1808
01:30:54,280 --> 01:30:57,120
Speaker 2: to the show, leave a comment and rating. Executive producers

1809
01:30:57,120 --> 01:31:00,679
Speaker 2: for the Gainst the Chronicles podcast Norman still Daring, Yate Tyler.

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01:31:01,000 --> 01:31:03,559
Speaker 2: Our visual media director is Brian Wyatt, and our audio

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01:31:03,680 --> 01:31:06,080
Speaker 2: editors tell It Hayes. The Gainst the Chronicles is a

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01:31:06,120 --> 01:31:09,599
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