WEBVTT - “I’M A BREAKDANCER IN MEXICO” 0:00:00.120 --> 0:00:01.520 You know, Hey, what's up? 0:00:01.600 --> 0:00:01.840 Hey? 0:00:01.840 --> 0:00:03.760 What's up? Is this the gick? 0:00:04.440 --> 0:00:04.640 Yes? 0:00:04.800 --> 0:00:05.320 Who is this? 0:00:06.960 --> 0:00:07.360 Oh? Hi? 0:00:08.920 --> 0:00:13.360 I I wouldn't like to say my name, but in 0:00:13.400 --> 0:00:14.640 this case I will. 0:00:16.040 --> 0:00:21.360 Okay, Diego Diego? Okay, you could just Diego, don't. You 0:00:21.400 --> 0:00:23.160 could have just given me a fake name. I don't. 0:00:23.200 --> 0:00:24.480 I don't need to know your real name. 0:00:26.880 --> 0:00:29.320 Well, I don't think that we'll find me either, because 0:00:29.760 --> 0:00:33.360 on social media and stuff, I'm not like my real name. 0:00:34.600 --> 0:00:38.120 So yeah, even if your real name was Diego, we weren't. 0:00:38.360 --> 0:00:39.720 They weren't going to be able to find you on 0:00:39.760 --> 0:00:43.200 social media just based off the name, unless if your 0:00:43.280 --> 0:00:47.200 Instagram handle would literally just be Diego, which is probably 0:00:47.240 --> 0:00:49.720 taken by some guys. 0:00:49.720 --> 0:00:53.160 And I only have one name. That's the weirdest part though. 0:00:54.320 --> 0:00:56.440 Wait real quick, can you take me off of speakerphone? 0:00:57.480 --> 0:01:01.240 Oh I'm sorry, Yeah, I'm I have my AirPods on, 0:01:01.360 --> 0:01:02.280 so let me see. 0:01:02.160 --> 0:01:03.680 Yeah, can you? Yeah, if you could just take me 0:01:03.720 --> 0:01:05.280 off of the air pods and just throw me right 0:01:05.360 --> 0:01:11.840 up on Yeah, where there you go? Great? So you 0:01:11.920 --> 0:01:13.000 only have one name? 0:01:14.600 --> 0:01:17.679 Yes, that's that's weird. And you know what's the weirdness part? 0:01:17.800 --> 0:01:19.880 When I found my I don't want to say, so 0:01:20.160 --> 0:01:23.679 made and be all sees you know that she only 0:01:23.760 --> 0:01:24.920 has one name too? 0:01:25.520 --> 0:01:28.800 You get out of here, like, legally you legally only 0:01:28.920 --> 0:01:30.080 have one name? 0:01:31.000 --> 0:01:34.720 Really, yes, and. 0:01:35.080 --> 0:01:37.959 Your girlfriends only has one name? But how do you 0:01:38.040 --> 0:01:39.480 legally only have one name? 0:01:40.920 --> 0:01:44.600 Oh? Well, the good part of the story that I 0:01:45.000 --> 0:01:48.320 didn't even tell you that I'm from Mexico, so it's 0:01:48.400 --> 0:01:49.400 kind of legal right here. 0:01:50.240 --> 0:01:51.880 Is that where you're calling me from right now? 0:01:53.200 --> 0:01:53.400 Oh? 0:01:53.480 --> 0:01:55.120 Yeah, yeah, I'm in Tijuana. 0:01:55.680 --> 0:01:59.080 Just to be more exact, Oh, what's so, what's going 0:01:59.120 --> 0:02:02.320 on to you want to be because sometimes I hear 0:02:02.360 --> 0:02:04.240 it's awesome and then sometimes I hear it's crazy. 0:02:06.040 --> 0:02:09.640 Yes, and I you know what, Uh, I knew that 0:02:09.680 --> 0:02:12.520 you were going to ask about that, and I didn't 0:02:12.560 --> 0:02:15.359 know how to just I mean, I'm not gonna go 0:02:15.440 --> 0:02:19.520 bias just because I live here. But I think that 0:02:19.639 --> 0:02:23.040 there is a misconception, you know, like, uh, some people 0:02:23.040 --> 0:02:26.919 it's like, yes, like we should go to the Tijuana 0:02:27.360 --> 0:02:30.959 is just drink alcohol and party and the whole of that. 0:02:31.800 --> 0:02:32.840 But there's the other. 0:02:32.720 --> 0:02:37.000 Part that there's you know, good coffee, there's the beach, 0:02:37.680 --> 0:02:43.079 there is everything that people don't see. Obviously, there's some 0:02:43.200 --> 0:02:47.720 bad neighborhoods as everywhere, but I think that there's some 0:02:47.880 --> 0:02:50.480 nice places too that you you can just go. 0:02:51.919 --> 0:02:53.639 By the way, just so you know, because you you 0:02:53.800 --> 0:02:57.640 claimed that you are bias, and maybe maybe on maybe 0:02:57.639 --> 0:02:59.799 on the technical definition of bias, you are, but I 0:02:59.800 --> 0:03:02.720 don't think you're biased, Like that's not You're the person 0:03:02.800 --> 0:03:05.320 I want to talk to about it, Like like bias 0:03:05.440 --> 0:03:07.680 would be like a lady who's never been there that 0:03:07.880 --> 0:03:12.280 read like an article or something AKA my mom. But 0:03:14.000 --> 0:03:17.720 what what uh what part of t want to do 0:03:17.720 --> 0:03:19.160 you have and do you live in a nice neighborhood 0:03:19.240 --> 0:03:20.840 or do you live in like a crazy place? 0:03:22.240 --> 0:03:24.720 Uh, well, I'm gonna be one hundred percent honest and 0:03:25.480 --> 0:03:28.640 well the true is that I don't think I was 0:03:28.720 --> 0:03:31.679 still gonna be biased because I have lived I have 0:03:31.880 --> 0:03:34.480 lived in every single part of it. Like I live 0:03:34.560 --> 0:03:37.240 in some of the toughest neighborhoods. I live in the 0:03:37.480 --> 0:03:40.560 you know, the mediums, I live in a condle, I 0:03:40.600 --> 0:03:42.960 have lived in a house, I have lived in another 0:03:42.960 --> 0:03:46.920 of that neighborhood. So yeah, dude, like it is just 0:03:47.160 --> 0:03:50.839 like where you go to. I think that that's where 0:03:50.840 --> 0:03:54.160 you're gonna get Like maybe not ROVs but they're gonna 0:03:54.160 --> 0:03:58.560 take advantage of you, but it's not very often, to 0:03:58.600 --> 0:04:00.840 be honest, Like when I came, I thought that they 0:04:00.840 --> 0:04:03.400 were gonna do that to me because I'm not originally 0:04:03.440 --> 0:04:06.920 from Tijuana and not do it. Like the experiences that 0:04:06.960 --> 0:04:10.840 I've been through, They've been very nice to me. 0:04:12.480 --> 0:04:14.800 Where where are you originally from? 0:04:15.200 --> 0:04:18.720 I'm originally from Sonora, but it's like an order another 0:04:18.839 --> 0:04:24.080 border which is called Douglas, Arizona, so I used to 0:04:24.120 --> 0:04:24.479 live there. 0:04:25.000 --> 0:04:30.440 Tecnaries, what do you do for work in Tijuana? 0:04:32.080 --> 0:04:35.080 I do work in a call center as a QA. 0:04:36.080 --> 0:04:36.359 Cool. 0:04:38.520 --> 0:04:41.160 Yeah, pretty normal right here. And I'm gonna lie like 0:04:41.200 --> 0:04:44.920 you if you were in a border, it's pretty much 0:04:45.040 --> 0:04:48.280 like nine percent of the science. If you speak English, 0:04:48.480 --> 0:04:51.159 you're gonna work as a call center. I mean it's 0:04:51.200 --> 0:04:54.480 not a musk. But me as I don't have a career, 0:04:54.960 --> 0:04:58.839 which is kind of part of the of the context 0:04:58.839 --> 0:05:02.040 that I gave you on the message, right, I don't 0:05:02.040 --> 0:05:06.480 have many studies, but I decided just to go that route. 0:05:06.560 --> 0:05:09.279 This is the one that is going to be given me. 0:05:09.400 --> 0:05:11.359 You know, medical coverage and all that. 0:05:11.560 --> 0:05:18.719 So, yeah, what kind of career did you want to pursue? 0:05:21.000 --> 0:05:24.800 And This is very tough for me because I don't 0:05:25.279 --> 0:05:28.160 I don't want to claim myself as a I don't 0:05:28.160 --> 0:05:31.520 even know the word. But like you have many towns 0:05:31.600 --> 0:05:36.719 like multi multi esthetic. Oh yeah, there you go, that's 0:05:36.760 --> 0:05:40.120 the word. I wouldn't even know that word. But uh, 0:05:40.839 --> 0:05:43.200 I used to like to do, you know, sports. I 0:05:43.279 --> 0:05:45.719 used to like to do art. Like my drawing was 0:05:46.440 --> 0:05:50.000 kind of okay. I mean I really wasn't that good, 0:05:50.040 --> 0:05:53.240 but I knew about animation. I wanted to go that route. 0:05:53.760 --> 0:05:57.239 I started dancing. I was kind of good at breaking 0:05:57.800 --> 0:05:59.880 but then. 0:05:59.520 --> 0:06:02.719 I just just for some context, is you texted me, 0:06:02.800 --> 0:06:05.600 and you texted me and you said, I am a 0:06:05.640 --> 0:06:11.279 breakdancer who barely got into parenting, and I'm having a 0:06:11.320 --> 0:06:14.800 tough decision to take in life. So let's let's back 0:06:14.880 --> 0:06:16.440 up for a second. You're a breakdancer. 0:06:17.640 --> 0:06:21.400 Yes, I am a bee boy. We're known as that, 0:06:22.080 --> 0:06:22.760 a break boy. 0:06:25.279 --> 0:06:26.800 Tell me more about how you got into that. 0:06:28.440 --> 0:06:33.680 Yes, well I used to know what it was because 0:06:33.720 --> 0:06:36.240 well I was in the border right and we used 0:06:36.240 --> 0:06:39.039 to just get people from the other side just to 0:06:39.120 --> 0:06:41.719 come here and just do their showcases and all that. 0:06:42.360 --> 0:06:45.279 I as a kid, enjoy it, but I didn't really 0:06:45.320 --> 0:06:48.640 got into it since I was just trying everything. But 0:06:49.400 --> 0:06:52.320 just to go straight to the point, I must say 0:06:52.360 --> 0:06:56.640 that I just saw it like at sixteenth when I 0:06:56.760 --> 0:07:00.240 was just practicing in Mma, and I was like, you 0:07:00.279 --> 0:07:02.839 know what did this shit is tied? Like EG used 0:07:02.839 --> 0:07:05.560 your body to just spin all way around and all 0:07:05.600 --> 0:07:09.320 of that, and I just started. However, I didn't have 0:07:09.360 --> 0:07:14.280 any like person that taught me, like in in my city. 0:07:15.120 --> 0:07:18.440 And one day I just came to Tijuana, said there's 0:07:18.480 --> 0:07:21.000 a trip, and then I saw that there was a 0:07:21.040 --> 0:07:25.000 bunch of dudes and well again I used to look 0:07:25.000 --> 0:07:26.880 at a lot of YouTube videos and all that, and 0:07:26.920 --> 0:07:30.160 I noticed that a lot of people, famous people was here. 0:07:31.280 --> 0:07:35.920 So then I just decided later when I finished my 0:07:35.920 --> 0:07:38.600 my university, well I'm not finish it. But when I 0:07:38.680 --> 0:07:41.440 started and then decided to quit, I just came here 0:07:41.480 --> 0:07:44.040 to Tijuana and I noticed that there was a lot 0:07:44.080 --> 0:07:46.880 of level like a lot of dough breakers, and I 0:07:46.920 --> 0:07:51.200 stood here, hmm. 0:07:51.800 --> 0:07:54.480 Well how long have you been breakdancing for? In total? 0:07:56.480 --> 0:08:00.360 Well, I had two sides, Like when I started dancing, 0:08:00.400 --> 0:08:06.000 I would say like seventeen seventeen sixteen, But when I 0:08:06.000 --> 0:08:09.240 got into breaking, it's when I just got here in Tijuana, 0:08:09.360 --> 0:08:12.560 like twenty eighteen. I would say, how old. 0:08:12.400 --> 0:08:12.840 Are you now? 0:08:14.240 --> 0:08:14.920 I'm thirty? 0:08:15.760 --> 0:08:18.720 Very nice, very nice. What's the scene like in Tijuana? 0:08:18.800 --> 0:08:20.800 Is it like cool? Are you meeting a lot of people? 0:08:20.840 --> 0:08:24.559 Are you going to crazy breakdance parties? Like it sounds 0:08:24.560 --> 0:08:27.840 like a sounds like kind of a crazy interesting community 0:08:27.880 --> 0:08:28.520 to be part of? 0:08:29.840 --> 0:08:30.000 It? 0:08:30.080 --> 0:08:35.400 Is it actually is? However, I did came and there 0:08:35.400 --> 0:08:37.720 were a lot of events, and since LA is just 0:08:38.480 --> 0:08:41.280 right here in the corner, people used to come and 0:08:41.640 --> 0:08:44.800 just compete and we used to have high level events. 0:08:45.280 --> 0:08:49.360 But COVID just just got I don't know, rid of 0:08:49.600 --> 0:08:53.840 all of that, meaning that both from now and then, 0:08:54.000 --> 0:08:58.560 there haven't been much events. And I actually am a 0:08:58.600 --> 0:09:02.040 part of a community that well, not not just breaking 0:09:02.480 --> 0:09:05.960 but I promote dancing because there is no promotions anymore, 0:09:06.200 --> 0:09:07.199 and I do work in that. 0:09:08.480 --> 0:09:12.720 So his breakdown was break dancing at one point like 0:09:12.840 --> 0:09:14.760 kind of like a main career choice for you. 0:09:16.320 --> 0:09:20.240 Yes, I will say that. 0:09:18.920 --> 0:09:21.840 That sounds fucking awesome though, like promoting, so you you 0:09:21.960 --> 0:09:27.600 kind of did? You were putting on these events. 0:09:26.440 --> 0:09:30.920 I'm doing like they're they're called open style, like wherever 0:09:31.040 --> 0:09:34.120 people just whichever start. I'm sorry, it just comes and 0:09:34.320 --> 0:09:39.400 just do their thing with the music. Because breaking part 0:09:39.400 --> 0:09:43.400 of the scene, like you're at least in Tijuana. It's uh, 0:09:44.679 --> 0:09:47.520 since there are there are a few of them, they 0:09:47.760 --> 0:09:52.360 just don't like to share maybe that much anymore, and 0:09:53.559 --> 0:09:56.800 they just leave us aside. So I said, like, you 0:09:56.880 --> 0:09:59.720 know what, why would I just leave everyone aside? Like 0:10:00.120 --> 0:10:02.760 kids want to learn maybe not breaking, but they want 0:10:02.760 --> 0:10:06.920 to learn another thing. I'm just gonna promote dancing, like 0:10:07.240 --> 0:10:10.880 whichever the r form it is, I'm just gonna promote it. 0:10:11.120 --> 0:10:14.360 And one friend of mine just had that ideal, you know, 0:10:14.440 --> 0:10:16.000 and I said, you know what, we should do this 0:10:16.120 --> 0:10:18.520 and he's like, fuck yeah, Like they's just do it 0:10:18.600 --> 0:10:19.000 right away. 0:10:20.360 --> 0:10:27.320 That's fucking awesome. I so, uh, you alluded to in 0:10:27.360 --> 0:10:30.720 your text having a tough decision to make what exactly 0:10:31.360 --> 0:10:33.200 And I'm sorry if I haven't gleaned it already, but 0:10:33.240 --> 0:10:35.640 what exactly would you say? Is this tough decision? 0:10:36.720 --> 0:10:36.960 Yes? 0:10:37.760 --> 0:10:42.080 Well, as I said, right too, I'm parenting right now. 0:10:42.600 --> 0:10:47.119 My child is barely just one one year old. It's 0:10:47.160 --> 0:10:51.200 been tough. But that tracked me into thinking, you know, 0:10:51.400 --> 0:10:54.400 like really go outside of the box. And I was like, 0:10:55.240 --> 0:10:58.480 you know what, maybe this whole thing, even if I'm 0:10:58.520 --> 0:11:03.000 promoting it or if I'm just breaking I don't know 0:11:03.120 --> 0:11:06.840 if if this is all I want to you know, like, 0:11:07.400 --> 0:11:10.920 and I'm not saying like, uh, just do another hobby 0:11:11.080 --> 0:11:14.000 or do anything else, but just quit them for all 0:11:14.640 --> 0:11:16.800 and just go to another thing, like like I used 0:11:16.840 --> 0:11:18.760 to say, right, I used to like an a mat 0:11:18.880 --> 0:11:21.920 and just go for that. But should I just quit 0:11:22.240 --> 0:11:25.040 or not? I was just having that decision and it 0:11:25.080 --> 0:11:27.000 doesn't let me leave, like very likely? 0:11:28.080 --> 0:11:32.280 Interesting? Why so you're deciding whether or not you want 0:11:32.320 --> 0:11:36.199 to quit breakdancing and pursue something else? 0:11:37.559 --> 0:11:38.040 Correct? 0:11:38.240 --> 0:11:38.480 Yes? 0:11:39.280 --> 0:11:43.839 Why did having a kid make you wonder if you 0:11:43.880 --> 0:11:47.200 should quit and pursue something else because you already have? 0:11:47.840 --> 0:11:49.840 Because I guess I was thinking it's like, well, if 0:11:49.840 --> 0:11:51.520 you had a kid and you're kind of like, oh 0:11:51.520 --> 0:11:55.880 should I keep? But you have a solid job for money, 0:11:56.440 --> 0:12:00.760 and this is I guess, like, why are you debating 0:12:00.800 --> 0:12:02.520 if you should drop? Why did have a kid make 0:12:02.520 --> 0:12:04.440 you debate if you should drop one hobby for another? 0:12:05.640 --> 0:12:05.880 Right? 0:12:06.040 --> 0:12:09.760 And I'm not dropping all the blame. I'm him right, definitely, No. 0:12:09.520 --> 0:12:11.120 No, no, no, I don't I don't take it as 0:12:11.240 --> 0:12:12.880 I don't take it as but I don't take it 0:12:12.880 --> 0:12:14.760 as blaming your kid for something. I just take it 0:12:14.800 --> 0:12:18.080 as a life event making you reevaluate your. 0:12:17.960 --> 0:12:21.480 Life yet definitely right. I just wanted to say that 0:12:21.520 --> 0:12:23.520 out loud, it because you know, we all have a 0:12:23.600 --> 0:12:26.680 talk like, oh shit, I had a cable, it's all over, right, 0:12:27.120 --> 0:12:31.400 but it is not. It just gave me another point 0:12:31.440 --> 0:12:35.120 of view that maybe I wasn't just looking at. And 0:12:36.960 --> 0:12:40.680 why am I asking this is because you know, like 0:12:41.840 --> 0:12:45.080 I well, breaking in all of the community gave me 0:12:45.120 --> 0:12:48.400 so much and I think I really owe him. I 0:12:48.400 --> 0:12:51.320 think it's just to be accountable, right. But in the 0:12:51.360 --> 0:12:53.800 other hand, I'm like, you know what, I just want 0:12:53.800 --> 0:12:58.440 to do this. But then if I keep breaking, like 0:12:59.200 --> 0:13:04.000 my kids wouldn't attention, you know, and I didn't. I 0:13:04.120 --> 0:13:06.959 used to didn't have a job like this stable, I 0:13:07.000 --> 0:13:09.839 would say. I used to do street shows. I used 0:13:09.880 --> 0:13:14.000 to do uh, you know, working at hotels, just dancing 0:13:14.280 --> 0:13:17.160 and do all of that. Like I didn't have a 0:13:17.200 --> 0:13:21.560 stable job until I got with my partner. So I 0:13:21.600 --> 0:13:26.400 am thinking I won't have like enough time now just 0:13:26.440 --> 0:13:29.959 to do my arm form anymore. And I don't think 0:13:30.000 --> 0:13:32.679 I'm enjoying it that much. But I don't know if 0:13:32.720 --> 0:13:36.400 it's just because of that. I'm very like kind of 0:13:36.440 --> 0:13:39.240 stressed with my mind, like why don't you just decide 0:13:39.280 --> 0:13:40.240 and go for something? 0:13:41.400 --> 0:13:41.640 You know? 0:13:42.760 --> 0:13:46.920 So why is I guess the idea that you're you 0:13:46.920 --> 0:13:50.320 don't have enough time. Is it that you don't have 0:13:50.440 --> 0:13:54.040 enough time to break dance and so you because you 0:13:54.040 --> 0:13:56.520 have spend more time with your kid and with your job. 0:13:56.600 --> 0:13:58.760 Or is that you're simply just not enjoying breakdancing. 0:14:00.840 --> 0:14:03.880 Hmm, that's a great question. I think that that is 0:14:03.920 --> 0:14:07.080 that I don't have the time. But other thing, though, 0:14:07.240 --> 0:14:12.240 is that the type of people that they always tell me, right, well, 0:14:12.400 --> 0:14:15.840 you can just organize yourself when you can have time. 0:14:16.880 --> 0:14:21.040 But at least for me, like it's like when when 0:14:21.120 --> 0:14:24.120 you're creating a song, right, like you get this motivation 0:14:24.280 --> 0:14:27.440 and you're like, oh, yeah, I'm gonna write the biggest 0:14:27.440 --> 0:14:30.360 and best song ever. I I kind of feel that 0:14:30.360 --> 0:14:33.440 we're breaking. But when it's a moment like I don't know, 0:14:33.920 --> 0:14:36.440 my kids needs attention, I need to do this, I 0:14:36.480 --> 0:14:37.120 need to do this. 0:14:37.200 --> 0:14:38.960 You don't wanna, you don't let you don't want to, 0:14:39.000 --> 0:14:41.120 you don't like the half assed things. You only want 0:14:41.120 --> 0:14:42.600 to do something you can really do it. 0:14:42.720 --> 0:14:45.120 Yeah, I feel you definitely, yes. 0:14:45.200 --> 0:14:50.440 Yeah, okay, okay, well so your kids won right, Yes? 0:14:51.080 --> 0:14:54.680 Does there exist a universe where like, I mean fun 0:14:54.760 --> 0:14:56.560 because he so you're I mean, your kid's not even 0:14:56.640 --> 0:15:00.520 like in school anymore. No, I mean not not fucking 0:15:00.720 --> 0:15:02.920 not anymore. But yet I don't know why I said anymore. 0:15:03.480 --> 0:15:06.240 Yeah, yes, yes. 0:15:05.960 --> 0:15:10.480 He's graduated already. So your kid's not even in school yet. 0:15:10.480 --> 0:15:12.640 So I mean, yeah, you're at a phase I guess 0:15:12.680 --> 0:15:19.960 of parenthood that demands all of your attention. But one 0:15:19.960 --> 0:15:24.040 could say that in the future it'll demand it'll of 0:15:24.080 --> 0:15:26.920 course demand a lot of attention for a long time, 0:15:26.960 --> 0:15:28.800 but you could say in the future that I won't 0:15:28.800 --> 0:15:32.760 demand as much attention. Are you? But it has nothing 0:15:32.800 --> 0:15:35.440 to do with not enjoying breakdancing. 0:15:35.920 --> 0:15:38.520 No, not at all. I think that when I do it, 0:15:38.600 --> 0:15:42.080 even the slightest time I have and I find that motivation, 0:15:42.880 --> 0:15:46.080 I'm like, oh the fuck, I remember now why I 0:15:46.200 --> 0:15:47.440 used to love to do this shit. 0:15:48.400 --> 0:15:51.640 Okay, I don't think there's the whole idea of like, 0:15:51.680 --> 0:15:53.920 oh I don't want to do it unless if I 0:15:53.960 --> 0:15:58.920 can full send it is like, well, it doesn't make 0:15:58.920 --> 0:16:01.160 a lot of sense if you just enjoy the process 0:16:01.160 --> 0:16:03.560 of doing it. If you enjoy the process of doing it, 0:16:03.640 --> 0:16:08.560 then fucking just do it, right, you know, put pressure 0:16:08.600 --> 0:16:11.520 on yourself for it to be the most amazing breakdance 0:16:11.600 --> 0:16:13.440 routine of all time. You don't have to do that. 0:16:13.480 --> 0:16:16.040 You can just enjoy it, you know. 0:16:17.480 --> 0:16:22.920 Fuck that's true. Another thing is that I used to 0:16:24.360 --> 0:16:28.480 say that, well, you know what if I didn't do it, 0:16:28.520 --> 0:16:32.200 but I didn't want want it to be a parent. 0:16:32.960 --> 0:16:36.640 But I also since I have all all of these things, 0:16:36.680 --> 0:16:40.120 like physical things that I can do, I was like, well, 0:16:40.200 --> 0:16:44.320 I'm well I was twenty nine, right, but well twenty 0:16:44.360 --> 0:16:46.560 eight kind of twenty nine. But I said, you know what, 0:16:46.680 --> 0:16:49.400 I don't want to be like at that at thirty five, 0:16:49.520 --> 0:16:52.400 at least myself, right, that's my opinion. I don't want 0:16:52.440 --> 0:16:54.320 to be at that at thirty five, and then my 0:16:54.800 --> 0:16:58.120 chyle it's like twenty or seventeen and want to learn 0:16:58.320 --> 0:17:01.800 to do all of this and I cannot even stand 0:17:02.080 --> 0:17:05.359 or just run anymore. I just I just want to 0:17:05.400 --> 0:17:09.080 give that to him. So maybe that's why I Yeah, 0:17:09.280 --> 0:17:13.119 I'm struggling with that, but at the very end, I 0:17:13.119 --> 0:17:15.840 I was just considered to quitting it because because of that. 0:17:16.080 --> 0:17:18.840 But yeah, well do you have another I mean, what 0:17:18.880 --> 0:17:20.280 other hobbies would you even want to do? 0:17:22.200 --> 0:17:30.960 I think main one, I've been kind of enjoying doing videos, 0:17:31.200 --> 0:17:34.800 but I don't want to say the worst that. I mean, 0:17:34.840 --> 0:17:37.120 I don't know many many English just to say a word, 0:17:37.640 --> 0:17:44.520 but just kind of like uh, cinematic kind of looking videos, 0:17:44.640 --> 0:17:50.720 but for for a dance, you know, hmhmm. 0:17:51.359 --> 0:17:53.520 That could be cool. Yeah, that could be cool. I 0:17:53.640 --> 0:17:55.400 like that idea. Yeah, man, I don't know. I don't 0:17:55.920 --> 0:17:58.680 that you you want to make videos. It's like it's 0:17:58.720 --> 0:18:01.359 like the skateboarding universe, like you're a skateboarder, but you 0:18:01.400 --> 0:18:05.280 also make skateboarding videos, or you kind of uh uh 0:18:06.600 --> 0:18:09.000 take a step back from the physical toll of the 0:18:09.080 --> 0:18:12.560 thing and get into uh, you know, supporting the community 0:18:12.600 --> 0:18:14.439 in other ways. But look, man, I think if you 0:18:14.560 --> 0:18:17.080 like doing this and you feel like you can balance 0:18:17.560 --> 0:18:19.800 doing this when you can then taking care of your 0:18:19.880 --> 0:18:23.119 kid and making making money at your regular job, I 0:18:23.160 --> 0:18:26.479 don't think that. I think that like the whole pressure 0:18:26.520 --> 0:18:28.119 of like, oh I don't want to do it unless 0:18:28.119 --> 0:18:32.000 if I can be amazing all the time, is uh. 0:18:33.520 --> 0:18:35.320 I don't know. I don't think that's a compelling reason 0:18:35.359 --> 0:18:39.840 to not do something that you like to do. By 0:18:39.880 --> 0:18:44.840 the way, also, I'm gonna, I'm I bet the chat 0:18:45.160 --> 0:18:48.760 has some questions for you. So I'm gonna, if you're down, 0:18:49.640 --> 0:18:50.040 take some. 0:18:51.960 --> 0:18:53.000 Because I'm on my phone. 0:18:53.040 --> 0:18:55.479 But here, yeah, you can you can keep you can 0:18:55.560 --> 0:18:59.000 keep twitch closed. I'm gonna I'll read the the questions 0:18:59.520 --> 0:19:00.080 if i'm. 0:19:01.560 --> 0:19:04.840 Let's just override the Raygun questions. 0:19:04.880 --> 0:19:06.360 Please Rey Gun. 0:19:07.760 --> 0:19:09.520 Oh the girl the meme? 0:19:10.080 --> 0:19:12.520 You know the the girl that is a meme that 0:19:12.600 --> 0:19:14.360 is from Australia. 0:19:14.680 --> 0:19:16.639 I have no idea what you're talking about. 0:19:16.680 --> 0:19:21.000 Thank god you don't know about it. Shot will know. 0:19:21.240 --> 0:19:23.199 Shot will know. Definitely, they will know. 0:19:24.200 --> 0:19:24.360 Uh. 0:19:24.440 --> 0:19:26.960 Someone someone wants to know what your favorite? I have 0:19:27.040 --> 0:19:28.960 no hold on I what what do you? I'm not 0:19:29.000 --> 0:19:34.159 gonna ask. Someone wants to know. Do you do you 0:19:34.240 --> 0:19:37.080 teach your kid hip hop? I assume because he's one 0:19:37.160 --> 0:19:40.680 years old the answer is no. But a breakdancing baby 0:19:40.680 --> 0:19:41.760 would look pretty funny. 0:19:42.760 --> 0:19:47.880 I mean, I I play the music definitely not very 0:19:47.920 --> 0:19:52.480 loud because well he's a kid still, but but he 0:19:52.720 --> 0:19:57.520 kind of like you know, like not his head the 0:19:57.640 --> 0:20:00.600 the kind of bounds and I'm like, fuck, he's doing 0:20:00.800 --> 0:20:03.760 or maybe I'm just like right there thinking that is 0:20:04.359 --> 0:20:06.960 it's him doing it right? It's but I think that 0:20:07.359 --> 0:20:10.800 I have I have teached him, but now I don't 0:20:10.800 --> 0:20:12.800 know if he has learned that yet. 0:20:13.800 --> 0:20:16.879 Someone wants to know what your favorite beat is. I 0:20:16.880 --> 0:20:18.720 guess I don't know how you would even answer that question, 0:20:18.880 --> 0:20:21.960 like would you would you just kind of like beat 0:20:22.000 --> 0:20:22.480 box it. 0:20:22.480 --> 0:20:27.040 To us my favorite beat, like like a song? 0:20:28.320 --> 0:20:28.679 Yeah? 0:20:30.000 --> 0:20:34.399 Mmm, I don't know. That's like kind of asking like 0:20:34.520 --> 0:20:39.639 a a person. I like movies, like what is their 0:20:39.880 --> 0:20:40.760 best of all time? 0:20:40.840 --> 0:20:41.000 Right? 0:20:43.760 --> 0:20:45.879 I don't know, bro, I think I'm gonna skip that. 0:20:46.119 --> 0:20:49.560 But but there's a ton of them, like I cannot 0:20:49.560 --> 0:20:51.960 even just name one, but there's a lot of good 0:20:52.000 --> 0:20:52.960 breakbeats right there. 0:20:54.840 --> 0:20:57.320 Oh this was Oh I like this question. If you 0:20:57.359 --> 0:21:02.040 could be any animal so that you could dance differently 0:21:02.240 --> 0:21:05.000 as that animal, what animal would you want to be 0:21:05.320 --> 0:21:06.440 the dance as. 0:21:07.880 --> 0:21:11.000 Hudos to the guy that or whoever is the person 0:21:11.040 --> 0:21:13.520 that has like, I never had thought of that, to 0:21:13.560 --> 0:21:17.040 be honest, But if I can use it to dance, 0:21:17.760 --> 0:21:20.800 m I think that that will be a turtle. 0:21:22.600 --> 0:21:27.000 That is the last animal I thought that you would say, 0:21:27.040 --> 0:21:29.159 why my back forever? 0:21:29.280 --> 0:21:33.400 Bro like that. I think that that's the biggest advantage 0:21:33.440 --> 0:21:33.720 of all. 0:21:35.920 --> 0:21:37.520 Oh well yeah, I go, oh yeah, you can just 0:21:37.560 --> 0:21:39.920 get on your back and and spin and spin and spin. 0:21:41.080 --> 0:21:41.280 Yeah. 0:21:41.320 --> 0:21:43.760 I can just go home into die and just be 0:21:43.880 --> 0:21:46.159 there all day, all night between. 0:21:47.240 --> 0:21:49.240 Yeah. But then your problem is is if you want 0:21:49.240 --> 0:21:50.439 to get back up, you're fucked. 0:21:51.359 --> 0:21:54.720 Oh my god, that's true. They die right? Oh no, 0:21:54.960 --> 0:21:57.200 I can I just take my answer. 0:21:56.880 --> 0:22:02.760 With someone said, uh, what's your signature move? If you 0:22:02.800 --> 0:22:03.280 have one? 0:22:04.280 --> 0:22:08.520 Mmm, that's that's a great question too. Well, just to 0:22:08.560 --> 0:22:10.800 have a little bit of context for you file a 0:22:10.880 --> 0:22:14.240 signature move. It's like a really good move that you own. 0:22:14.560 --> 0:22:17.760 Technically every every single move is invented by this point. 0:22:17.800 --> 0:22:19.000 But like a move. 0:22:20.600 --> 0:22:24.000 But I would say that my signature move is doing 0:22:24.440 --> 0:22:29.040 a halo, called a move called halo to loadus, like 0:22:29.080 --> 0:22:34.680 when you cross your legs. Mmm, so yeah, you don't 0:22:34.720 --> 0:22:38.359 have those legs, Yes, a halo And then I crossed 0:22:38.359 --> 0:22:41.080 my legs and hold it into a freeze like you 0:22:41.480 --> 0:22:42.200 if if. 0:22:41.960 --> 0:22:44.520 I google, if I google this, will it will it shut? 0:22:44.560 --> 0:22:46.919 Like a like? Is that a type of dance? A halo? 0:22:48.720 --> 0:22:51.440 You can put like b boy like b as and 0:22:51.520 --> 0:22:56.360 boy b as and boy all why and then and 0:22:56.400 --> 0:22:59.120 then halo. Maybe it's but. 0:22:59.480 --> 0:23:00.600 That looks do you like? 0:23:00.640 --> 0:23:03.320 Oh that looks crazy? Do you like spin on your 0:23:03.359 --> 0:23:03.960 head and ship? 0:23:05.280 --> 0:23:08.879 Yes I do? And my hands and on my bag, 0:23:09.520 --> 0:23:10.560 you know, all the package. 0:23:12.200 --> 0:23:14.960 Uh, someone wants to know. Have you ever had to 0:23:15.119 --> 0:23:18.680 dance to protect your turf from an opposing dance group 0:23:18.840 --> 0:23:19.560 like in that movie? 0:23:21.400 --> 0:23:25.120 Oh shit, yes I have? 0:23:25.240 --> 0:23:28.359 And and are you really you have? 0:23:29.880 --> 0:23:30.080 Yes? 0:23:30.840 --> 0:23:35.159 Okay, sorry no, no, no, no, it's actually I was just 0:23:35.200 --> 0:23:39.399 gonna tell you, like, yes I have, and now thinking 0:23:39.400 --> 0:23:41.280 about it, it kind of feels like a movie. But 0:23:41.400 --> 0:23:45.400 when you're there, you feel the adrenaline like you you're 0:23:45.440 --> 0:23:49.600 just gonna get the whole night getting booed because you lost. 0:23:50.080 --> 0:23:53.439 Not you lost, right, But it's like I don't know, 0:23:53.760 --> 0:23:56.920 like like trailer No no, not like Tiller, like beat 0:23:56.920 --> 0:24:00.760 it like that thing with nice they do up with dancing. 0:24:00.920 --> 0:24:02.119 So that's how it feels. 0:24:02.640 --> 0:24:03.040 Mm hmm. 0:24:04.040 --> 0:24:05.800 Wait, so is it this is where you had to 0:24:05.800 --> 0:24:08.199 protect your turf? Like what does that look like like? 0:24:08.280 --> 0:24:11.640 People like roll up on you? Like, what what does 0:24:11.640 --> 0:24:14.080 it look like to be protecting your turf in a 0:24:14.119 --> 0:24:15.000 break dance battle. 0:24:16.560 --> 0:24:21.240 Well, actually it's just like that, like they they threw 0:24:21.280 --> 0:24:25.080 some moves at you and you're you're just like, oh yeah, 0:24:25.119 --> 0:24:28.520 well shake this out. And then you keep going until 0:24:28.560 --> 0:24:33.119 someone just does a whack move and what that technically 0:24:33.200 --> 0:24:35.760 makes you win the battle? Right or just like if 0:24:35.800 --> 0:24:39.000 you hit a beat on point, well that makes you 0:24:39.000 --> 0:24:39.639 win the battle. 0:24:39.720 --> 0:24:40.240 And they're like. 0:24:40.160 --> 0:24:45.560 Whoa, but who, like who is the judge of who? 0:24:45.800 --> 0:24:48.959 Who is hitting a beat on point? Like how is this? 0:24:49.200 --> 0:24:52.000 Like that's decided? 0:24:53.240 --> 0:24:56.720 Right, that's there's two points like in a competition, in 0:24:56.760 --> 0:25:02.240 a battle, there's judges, right, But like we call it ciphers, 0:25:02.280 --> 0:25:05.320 Like there's circles, like you know in a party that 0:25:05.480 --> 0:25:08.320 when I don't know, maybe Ron DMC comes on and 0:25:08.400 --> 0:25:11.520 everybody goes on on the circle, Like that's called a cipher. 0:25:12.080 --> 0:25:15.960 So if you go one on one again someone, there's 0:25:16.000 --> 0:25:19.440 no judge, but you start to see. 0:25:19.119 --> 0:25:21.360 Like maybe if you. 0:25:21.280 --> 0:25:24.439 Don't know many moves or anything, but you can feel it, 0:25:24.880 --> 0:25:28.680 maybe you're like, oh, yeah, that dude is owning him. 0:25:28.760 --> 0:25:32.280 Okay. So it's just it's like a it's a vibe 0:25:32.520 --> 0:25:35.520 as to who won, like you exactly know whether or 0:25:35.560 --> 0:25:38.520 not you want okay, that makes sense. That makes sense. 0:25:38.880 --> 0:25:41.000 Have you ever ever lost? What does it feel like 0:25:41.040 --> 0:25:41.560 to lose that? 0:25:41.920 --> 0:25:47.560 Oh? As a b boys, as a break break boy, 0:25:48.119 --> 0:25:51.440 you need to experience losing quite a lot of times 0:25:51.560 --> 0:25:55.000 before it just winning like everything else, right, but it 0:25:55.040 --> 0:25:58.639 feels rough, not gonna lie like you sometimes think that 0:25:58.720 --> 0:26:02.480 you want and then sometimes they do a bad call 0:26:03.080 --> 0:26:06.200 and they just let win the other dude, But it happens. 0:26:06.240 --> 0:26:10.560 I just finally understood it, like maybe one year and 0:26:10.680 --> 0:26:14.359 a half ago. I cannot endure it now I'm like, 0:26:15.040 --> 0:26:19.360 oh yeah, man, it's the moment another day, next day, 0:26:19.400 --> 0:26:22.520 another person is going to be a shamp. So I 0:26:22.600 --> 0:26:23.520 used to feel it that way. 0:26:23.560 --> 0:26:27.119 Now, so this person said, and this is I'm curious 0:26:27.160 --> 0:26:31.600 about this. What's the penalty for losing the turf war dance? 0:26:31.680 --> 0:26:34.000 Do you do? You do they like take your turf? Like, 0:26:34.080 --> 0:26:36.239 what do you do? You have to move out? Are 0:26:36.240 --> 0:26:39.280 you not allowed to go there anymore? What's that look like? 0:26:40.920 --> 0:26:45.720 No, well, I'm not very familiar with with turf Like 0:26:45.840 --> 0:26:48.919 turfing is like another dance, but at least in breaking 0:26:49.000 --> 0:26:52.280 when you lose, like when you call someone out and 0:26:52.280 --> 0:26:56.159 then you lose, like well you simply lose, right, and 0:26:56.200 --> 0:26:59.920 they can just call you whack. This is you surely 0:27:00.240 --> 0:27:04.240 calling someone out and then losing. It's like when you are, 0:27:04.400 --> 0:27:07.800 I don't know, good at math and then you're like, well, 0:27:07.800 --> 0:27:10.399 I'm better than you're at math, and then someone comes 0:27:10.440 --> 0:27:13.480 in this is better than you. You're like, oh, shaid, 0:27:13.520 --> 0:27:16.520 I'm gonna just shut my mouth. So it's kind of 0:27:16.640 --> 0:27:18.639 just like that intense. 0:27:18.680 --> 0:27:21.600 Okay, so it's it's uh, it's just very embarrassing. But 0:27:21.640 --> 0:27:31.000 you're you're not like spanned from embarrassing. Okay, someone said this, 0:27:31.000 --> 0:27:33.800 this has a bit. The last question, somebody said, what's 0:27:33.840 --> 0:27:36.480 the best food going on in Tijuana? 0:27:37.680 --> 0:27:42.560 Oh okay, well, uh, I'm gonna be honest. There's only 0:27:42.680 --> 0:27:47.280 one food that can be like very that the one 0:27:47.440 --> 0:27:50.920 is very known for, which is called Bria. 0:27:51.119 --> 0:27:52.200 Oh yeah, sure that thing. 0:27:53.200 --> 0:27:54.560 Oh you know it's perfect. 0:27:54.880 --> 0:27:57.560 Well, yeah, we have like Berria taco stands and all 0:27:57.600 --> 0:27:58.080 that ship. 0:27:58.840 --> 0:28:02.000 Yes, like they do have the best ones right here, 0:28:02.800 --> 0:28:07.200 but a personal one. And I'm gonna get this, you know, 0:28:07.440 --> 0:28:11.600 just because saying this, But I think fo right here 0:28:12.000 --> 0:28:15.600 because there's there there's a lot of Vietnamese people right here, 0:28:16.680 --> 0:28:20.040 but legit Vietnamese. It's not like you know a Mexican 0:28:20.080 --> 0:28:22.680 person is just doing them. No, it's just like Vietnamese 0:28:22.760 --> 0:28:25.600 people doing them. It's pretty fucking nice. 0:28:26.920 --> 0:28:28.760 Oh that's cool. 0:28:28.840 --> 0:28:29.200 Is there ever? 0:28:29.320 --> 0:28:34.359 Did they ever do like Vietnamese Mexican fusion like a 0:28:34.800 --> 0:28:37.520 bond me taco or whatever. 0:28:38.560 --> 0:28:41.800 They I haven't tried it, but they did one with 0:28:43.120 --> 0:28:46.160 what's it called with chorriso. I don't know if you're 0:28:46.160 --> 0:28:48.680 familiar with that. It's the kind of meat. 0:28:49.160 --> 0:28:49.320 But. 0:28:50.920 --> 0:28:53.240 I haven't tried it, to be honest, even though if 0:28:53.280 --> 0:28:58.120 I'm from here, I never had my thoughts on you know, 0:28:58.200 --> 0:28:59.960 I should try that. No, I just stick with the 0:29:00.640 --> 0:29:02.560 beef and shrimp. 0:29:04.760 --> 0:29:09.440 Diego can people. I know you're trying to stay under 0:29:09.480 --> 0:29:12.800 the wraps, but like, do you want to promote your 0:29:13.440 --> 0:29:16.720 break dancing stuff at all? I'm I'm I'm certainly curious. 0:29:16.720 --> 0:29:19.360 But if you want to stay anonymous, that's cool. 0:29:22.000 --> 0:29:26.240 I just rather not, just because I don't want to 0:29:26.240 --> 0:29:29.160 be like, you know, just because of this well that 0:29:29.200 --> 0:29:32.840 went viral. I just want like the community for its 0:29:32.880 --> 0:29:36.320 own name, just to be viral and then whenever you 0:29:36.360 --> 0:29:38.400 come to Tijuana you can be like, oh it's that 0:29:39.040 --> 0:29:41.200 that community, bro. 0:29:41.360 --> 0:29:45.320 I would I would I've never been to Tijuana. I 0:29:45.400 --> 0:29:48.240 really want to go. If you're still putting on these events, 0:29:49.240 --> 0:29:52.200 fucking please let me know, or even if you want 0:29:52.240 --> 0:29:55.280 to send me a DM on Instagram so I can see, 0:29:55.480 --> 0:29:58.200 uh see what's going on, because I would. I don't. 0:29:58.480 --> 0:30:00.480 I don't have plans to go to Tijuana, but it's 0:30:00.480 --> 0:30:03.400 definitely a place I may end up at some point. 0:30:03.440 --> 0:30:05.440 I fucking love to go to one of these breakdance 0:30:05.480 --> 0:30:06.560 events that sounds awesome. 0:30:07.920 --> 0:30:11.000 Definitely, dude, as soon as I see that you are 0:30:11.240 --> 0:30:14.200 heading down here or you're having planned I definitely will. 0:30:14.360 --> 0:30:16.800 But if if anyone else from right here in the 0:30:16.880 --> 0:30:20.560 chat just wants to come, definitely. You guys can just 0:30:20.840 --> 0:30:22.960 see the whole vibe right here in Tijuana, and I'm 0:30:22.960 --> 0:30:25.560 pretty sure that you're gonna end up having a nice 0:30:25.600 --> 0:30:26.200 time right here. 0:30:26.760 --> 0:30:30.080 Fuck yeah, Well, thanks for sharing all this, Diego is 0:30:30.200 --> 0:30:34.600 uh hmmmm. Is there anything else you want to say 0:30:34.680 --> 0:30:36.480 to the people of the computer before we go? 0:30:37.840 --> 0:30:42.040 Yes, I think that I would never talk that. I'll 0:30:42.320 --> 0:30:46.080 just get in one of your calls, but just into 0:30:46.120 --> 0:30:49.880 the other side. Don't let uh if you ever come, 0:30:50.640 --> 0:30:54.640 if you ever are going to become a parent, just 0:30:54.680 --> 0:30:57.880 don't let that suck you up like it's just part 0:30:57.880 --> 0:31:00.840 of the process, and you're gonna love your kids like 0:31:00.880 --> 0:31:04.479 when you see them grown. It's it's a pretty fucking 0:31:04.480 --> 0:31:05.520 good moment to see. 0:31:06.480 --> 0:31:09.200 Hey, thanks so much, Diego. Hopefully I'll see in Tijuana on. 0:31:09.320 --> 0:31:12.000 That sure is it? Goodbye? 0:31:12.120 --> 0:31:12.360 Thank you? 0:31:12.360 --> 0:31:19.240 Good bye? Oh that was so nice. That was cool, man. 0:31:19.320 --> 0:31:22.640 Hell yeah, I got to you know, so, I just 0:31:22.880 --> 0:31:26.320 finished doing this big ass tour and I'm kind of 0:31:26.360 --> 0:31:30.440 like trying to stay put for a significant amount of time, 0:31:30.560 --> 0:31:33.560 but uh, I got I'd love to go back to 0:31:33.640 --> 0:31:36.560 making those those for those for those of you who 0:31:36.760 --> 0:31:38.960 just listened to this on podcasts, although actually I guess 0:31:39.000 --> 0:31:42.720 I've I've put audio versions of this kind of stuff 0:31:43.120 --> 0:31:48.160 out there, but I love doing the in person gecko shit. 0:31:49.120 --> 0:31:51.920 So maybe I'm a little too tired to do it 0:31:52.440 --> 0:31:55.800 for the time being, but I'm definitely I want to 0:31:55.840 --> 0:31:58.520 return to doing that kind of shit, you know, just 0:31:58.520 --> 0:32:01.080 fucking hit up this guy the egg oh and be 0:32:01.200 --> 0:32:04.000 like and do being a gecko at a t you 0:32:04.080 --> 0:32:10.960 wanna breakdance event? That sounds awesome. Shout out Diego, Shout 0:32:10.960 --> 0:32:16.920 out Life, shout out to Juanna, and uh God, bless 0:32:18.120 --> 0:32:24.680 uh God. Bless the universe? Hello, Hello, Hey, what's up? 0:32:24.720 --> 0:32:24.880 Man? 0:32:24.880 --> 0:32:26.560 What's who are you? What's your name? 0:32:27.200 --> 0:32:28.200 Yo? It's crazy. 0:32:28.280 --> 0:32:30.880 Well it's my first time calling you and you actually answered. 0:32:31.320 --> 0:32:32.520 What's up? How you doing? 0:32:32.760 --> 0:32:34.880 What's up? My name is Eddie. Nice to meet you. 0:32:35.280 --> 0:32:38.280 Nice to meet you to Eddie. What's uh? What what's 0:32:38.320 --> 0:32:39.600 you up to? How's life? 0:32:41.280 --> 0:32:41.760 Not much? 0:32:41.840 --> 0:32:42.040 Man? 0:32:42.520 --> 0:32:45.720 You know, just graduated high school. I just got into 0:32:45.720 --> 0:32:50.720 trade school. I mean trying to trying to become age, 0:32:50.920 --> 0:32:52.560 you know. Cool? 0:32:52.680 --> 0:32:54.440 I like that. Well, how was high school? 0:32:54.440 --> 0:32:54.680 Did you? 0:32:54.840 --> 0:32:56.840 Did you? Did you have a Are you gonna miss it? 0:32:56.960 --> 0:33:00.360 Or are you excited to be moving? Moving on in 0:33:00.400 --> 0:33:01.000 the universe? 0:33:02.680 --> 0:33:04.480 Well, you know, sometimes when I scroll through my phone, 0:33:05.080 --> 0:33:09.880 I uh yeah, I think about the old times. You know, 0:33:10.720 --> 0:33:12.560 it feels like it was a decade ago, but it 0:33:12.600 --> 0:33:14.680 was just like a couple couple of months ago. You know. 0:33:16.440 --> 0:33:18.000 Did you have a lot of friends? 0:33:18.000 --> 0:33:21.280 I'm admitted for sure. Yeah I had a couple of friends, 0:33:21.320 --> 0:33:23.800 but you know, you know how it is when you 0:33:23.840 --> 0:33:29.360 graduate kind of stop stalking song. But yeah, I think 0:33:29.360 --> 0:33:31.720 I only have like one actual friend that I talked 0:33:31.760 --> 0:33:36.160 to and we hang out like when I'm when I'm 0:33:36.200 --> 0:33:37.000 not busy. 0:33:39.840 --> 0:33:42.120 Do you do you like this friend? Are they someone 0:33:42.120 --> 0:33:44.400 you think you're gonna spend a lot of time with, Like, 0:33:44.600 --> 0:33:46.720 like you still do you see yourself still being friends 0:33:46.760 --> 0:33:47.960 with them a long time from now? 0:33:50.000 --> 0:33:50.560 Yeah, I hope. 0:33:50.600 --> 0:33:52.320 So, I hope so, man, because I try to. I 0:33:52.320 --> 0:33:53.920 try to hang out with the people that have kind 0:33:53.960 --> 0:33:56.120 of the same mentality as me, you know, because that's 0:33:56.120 --> 0:33:58.280 what they tell you, know, you are who you like 0:33:58.280 --> 0:34:00.240 to hang out with. That's what they told me since 0:34:00.280 --> 0:34:01.240 I was little. 0:34:01.600 --> 0:34:04.000 So what's how would you describe this mentality? 0:34:04.280 --> 0:34:07.200 Well, you know, just trying to progress and you know, 0:34:07.320 --> 0:34:12.879 keep moving in life however you can. And it's better 0:34:12.920 --> 0:34:15.360 if it's like however you like it to be. 0:34:15.440 --> 0:34:21.560 You know, what, in what ways are you trying to progress? 0:34:23.040 --> 0:34:26.840 Well? I have older brothers, like way older brothers, because 0:34:27.160 --> 0:34:29.440 my family kind of had me, Like my mom and 0:34:29.520 --> 0:34:31.520 dad had me when they were pretty like oh, like 0:34:31.719 --> 0:34:35.839 they were like thirty five when they had me, and 0:34:36.200 --> 0:34:37.680 so I grew up with a lot of role models 0:34:37.719 --> 0:34:42.680 and stuff like that. So they like made me feel sorry. 0:34:43.480 --> 0:34:46.120 They made me feel like I had a lot to 0:34:46.200 --> 0:34:48.840 prove because they all have good families and good jobs. 0:34:49.080 --> 0:34:50.480 So I'm just trying to be like them, you know, 0:34:51.520 --> 0:34:52.200 you know how it is? 0:34:53.360 --> 0:34:56.759 Sure? Yeah? What can I hear? Any Like, who's a 0:34:56.840 --> 0:34:59.640 role model that you had growing up where you're like, 0:34:59.680 --> 0:35:02.040 I like, I like that guy's life. I want his life. 0:35:03.200 --> 0:35:06.560 My brother, my brother, his name is Oscar Oscar. He 0:35:06.600 --> 0:35:10.000 has he has three kids and a wife, and he 0:35:10.040 --> 0:35:13.080 has his own house. He's got a brand new truck 0:35:15.280 --> 0:35:17.600 and every day, like I'm like, damn, I want to 0:35:17.640 --> 0:35:21.560 be like him. He's like he's always he always like 0:35:22.200 --> 0:35:23.600 he always has a goal in his head. 0:35:23.600 --> 0:35:24.080 Like he's never. 0:35:24.120 --> 0:35:25.919 He can't be still, you know, he can't be laying 0:35:25.960 --> 0:35:28.439 down watching TV. He's got to be doing something every day. 0:35:29.280 --> 0:35:30.600 That's what I like about him. 0:35:30.800 --> 0:35:35.680 Mhm, Like what's he doing? What's his uh what's his 0:35:35.840 --> 0:35:38.359 like job or a business. 0:35:38.400 --> 0:35:45.400 He's a he's a contractor and he has he's a 0:35:45.440 --> 0:35:49.759 supervisor for uh, for the district. So he's he's got 0:35:49.800 --> 0:35:52.719 like he made he maintains the schools like he's a 0:35:53.040 --> 0:35:56.359 he's a paint specialist, so he he has his own 0:35:56.400 --> 0:35:59.400 crewerning around like schools and stuff like that, painting, and 0:35:59.400 --> 0:36:00.880 he makes a key. He makes good money. 0:36:03.640 --> 0:36:05.400 That's cool. Do you have a good relationship with him? 0:36:05.440 --> 0:36:06.879 Do you get to see him pretty often? It sounds 0:36:06.920 --> 0:36:08.640 like he's like a little yeah, yeah, we live. 0:36:09.160 --> 0:36:09.480 We live. 0:36:09.960 --> 0:36:13.239 Yeah, we live close to each other. I actually had 0:36:13.239 --> 0:36:16.239 to live with them a couple like maybe two years 0:36:16.239 --> 0:36:19.319 because my mom passed away from COVID. 0:36:19.840 --> 0:36:20.839 Oh I'm sorry to hear that. 0:36:21.760 --> 0:36:26.400 Yeah, she passed away from COVID New Year of twenty 0:36:26.480 --> 0:36:32.120 nineteen when I was when I was sixteen, she passed away. 0:36:32.840 --> 0:36:33.680 How's your dad doing? 0:36:35.200 --> 0:36:37.960 My dad? He, well, he's doing fine. You know, he's 0:36:38.000 --> 0:36:43.040 in disability because because he has our tartist on his 0:36:43.239 --> 0:36:46.440 on his knee, So he pretty much just stayed at 0:36:46.440 --> 0:36:51.839 home and I lived with him to me him and 0:36:51.880 --> 0:36:59.520 my other brother. His name is Robert. He's a trucker. Yeah, 0:36:59.520 --> 0:37:03.720 he pretty mus just he's doing all right. He doesn't 0:37:03.719 --> 0:37:07.799 tell me a lot. He's a he like he likes 0:37:07.800 --> 0:37:10.399 to hide his feelings with jokes and stuff like that, 0:37:11.080 --> 0:37:12.680 so it's kind of hard to get. But I know 0:37:12.719 --> 0:37:15.600 he I know he keeps stuff deep down that he 0:37:15.640 --> 0:37:21.439 doesn't tell me. And yeah, pretty much, I'll just try 0:37:21.480 --> 0:37:25.799 to make his day, you know, when every time he's 0:37:25.800 --> 0:37:28.600 in town, because he's he's like pretty much out all weekend, 0:37:28.600 --> 0:37:30.960 comes back on the weekends, And how's. 0:37:30.800 --> 0:37:33.239 Your dad doing doing since your mom died? What's he 0:37:33.400 --> 0:37:37.440 what's he been up to? Has he been like working 0:37:37.480 --> 0:37:39.600 through all that? Like how's how's he been? 0:37:41.360 --> 0:37:43.160 Yeah, I mean he's been, he's been. I guess you 0:37:43.200 --> 0:37:45.440 could say he's been working through it, but you know 0:37:46.280 --> 0:37:50.719 it gets him sometimes. But how can I explain this? 0:37:50.800 --> 0:37:57.239 So my dad, he he like he's not a very 0:37:57.320 --> 0:38:02.440 like hmm, like a responsible person. You know, he likes 0:38:02.480 --> 0:38:04.759 to he likes for you to help him out a lot. 0:38:05.080 --> 0:38:07.160 And yet like, of course, like I have I help him. 0:38:07.200 --> 0:38:09.000 He's my dad and all that. But then again, like 0:38:10.080 --> 0:38:12.239 there's a there's a point where like you gotta you know, 0:38:12.280 --> 0:38:18.200 step it down a little bit because like if he like, 0:38:18.239 --> 0:38:21.520 there's points sometimes when I come home and he hasn't 0:38:21.680 --> 0:38:26.200 ate like he doesn't he hasn't ate no food, he 0:38:26.239 --> 0:38:29.520 hasn't nothing, Like he just lays down in bed, and 0:38:29.560 --> 0:38:32.120 I know he has the strength to do it. He's 0:38:32.160 --> 0:38:35.359 not that he's like just his mentality is just all 0:38:35.480 --> 0:38:39.040 like wrong, you know, like he doesn't try himself, like 0:38:39.160 --> 0:38:42.799 push himself, like get up from bed. Every day when 0:38:42.800 --> 0:38:45.239 I come back from school and I see him in bed, 0:38:45.239 --> 0:38:46.640 I'm like, man, you could have at least got up 0:38:46.680 --> 0:38:49.359 and stretched your legs, you know, walked around a little bit, 0:38:49.760 --> 0:38:53.960 try to move those old bones. But it's kind of 0:38:53.960 --> 0:38:57.520 hard to make him because he doesn't like to take criticism. 0:38:57.760 --> 0:39:00.480 He starts, he he got to cry, or he gets mad. 0:39:01.280 --> 0:39:08.960 But yeah, I'm just trying to pretty much like stay 0:39:09.480 --> 0:39:12.640 in my lane, like trying to progress myself well, helping 0:39:12.680 --> 0:39:16.400 my dad. And I mean, I know I'm not alone. 0:39:16.400 --> 0:39:18.560 I have a big family, but still, like I know, 0:39:18.600 --> 0:39:21.239 it mostly falls on me because if like stuff were 0:39:21.360 --> 0:39:23.720 to get worse, I think I would be the one 0:39:23.960 --> 0:39:25.600 that would happen to take care of him. 0:39:25.600 --> 0:39:29.560 You know, That's that's really noble of you. Do you have? 0:39:29.640 --> 0:39:31.759 You said you have a big family. Who else is 0:39:32.040 --> 0:39:33.040 helping you out? Is it? I? 0:39:33.520 --> 0:39:33.799 Is it? 0:39:34.280 --> 0:39:36.560 Oscar? Well show? What's the name of the other one? 0:39:37.960 --> 0:39:38.320 Robert? 0:39:38.400 --> 0:39:38.760 Oscar? 0:39:38.840 --> 0:39:39.120 Robert? 0:39:39.200 --> 0:39:40.960 Are are those two? Are those two helping you out 0:39:40.960 --> 0:39:42.400 at all? Or do you have someone out like an 0:39:42.480 --> 0:39:43.919 uncle or an aunt helping you out? 0:39:45.080 --> 0:39:47.600 Oh? It's it's mostly just me and my brother. But 0:39:47.800 --> 0:39:52.080 my sister in law, my my brother, Oscar's wife, she's 0:39:52.120 --> 0:39:53.600 like a mom to me pretty much. She called me 0:39:53.680 --> 0:39:59.719 every day and she she she makes me feel like 0:39:59.719 --> 0:40:03.280 like the still somebody that cares about me sometimes because 0:40:03.320 --> 0:40:05.000 you know, I lived with them. We got pretty close. 0:40:05.360 --> 0:40:07.040 I got pretty pretty much. I got close with all 0:40:07.080 --> 0:40:12.520 of them, are close with my nephew and my two nieces. 0:40:12.640 --> 0:40:18.200 But yeah, others than that, that's pretty much it. Man, 0:40:18.280 --> 0:40:23.600 Like I got, I got my dad, I got my family, 0:40:25.680 --> 0:40:29.920 and I got well relationship wise. I'm talking to a 0:40:29.960 --> 0:40:32.480 girl right now. You know, I like to go to 0:40:32.520 --> 0:40:37.400 Mexico a lot because I'm from Mexico, Chihuahua, Mexico, and 0:40:37.719 --> 0:40:38.960 I like to go a lot. I have a lot 0:40:39.000 --> 0:40:40.920 of family over there too. I have a big family, man, 0:40:40.960 --> 0:40:43.480 you name you name a place I might have family there, 0:40:43.560 --> 0:40:49.960 like Oklahoma, Tulsa. I have a family in Oklahoma or Pasto. 0:40:51.080 --> 0:40:56.719 Pretty much in a lot of places, man, Kansas. We 0:40:56.920 --> 0:41:00.319 we like spread out from Mexico. We say, came over 0:41:00.320 --> 0:41:01.239 here and we expanded. 0:41:04.719 --> 0:41:06.440 You go to Mexico a lot to visit your family. 0:41:06.440 --> 0:41:07.440 When's the last time you went? 0:41:07.640 --> 0:41:12.600 Yeah, uh, summer, last summer was summer. 0:41:13.200 --> 0:41:15.120 Well, and this girl that you're talking to, she liveing 0:41:15.160 --> 0:41:15.680 in Mexico. 0:41:16.400 --> 0:41:18.600 Yeah, where it's kind of like a long distance thing. 0:41:19.200 --> 0:41:22.160 But it's it's kind of that thing has been kind 0:41:22.200 --> 0:41:25.160 of driving me crazy too. Man. That was the main 0:41:25.160 --> 0:41:26.719 reason why I called you. I know you don't really 0:41:26.719 --> 0:41:33.600 like to do like relationship advice, but but like, yeah, 0:41:33.640 --> 0:41:36.839 we you know I I I I like you Atti. 0:41:36.880 --> 0:41:38.520 You gotta you got a real good vibe about you. 0:41:38.600 --> 0:41:40.319 I'm I'm happy to talk to you about whatever you 0:41:40.320 --> 0:41:41.000 want to talk about. 0:41:42.000 --> 0:41:44.640 Oh, thank you so much. Man. Yeah, you know what, bro, 0:41:44.960 --> 0:41:47.959 every time I fight with her, sometimes I can't sleep. 0:41:48.000 --> 0:41:50.080 I put you on and I go to sleep. I'm 0:41:50.080 --> 0:41:53.120 not gonna lie. So yeah, man, so. 0:41:53.120 --> 0:41:55.400 You wanted to call it to talk specifically about something 0:41:55.440 --> 0:41:58.080 that's going on with her? What's what's? What's up? 0:42:00.120 --> 0:42:02.440 It's because we tend to find a lot right now. 0:42:02.440 --> 0:42:05.000 We're not together. We used to be together. We broke up, 0:42:05.040 --> 0:42:08.480 but we always end up finding our way back to 0:42:08.520 --> 0:42:11.160 each other in a way and we end up talking again. 0:42:11.239 --> 0:42:14.520 Right now, we're talking again. But I'm like, she always 0:42:14.520 --> 0:42:18.440 makes me feel like what I have to say means nothing, 0:42:18.480 --> 0:42:22.560 because sometimes like let's say, there's been a couple of 0:42:22.560 --> 0:42:24.960 minutes or like you know, a couple hours, actually she 0:42:25.000 --> 0:42:30.200 doesn't answer. I start to text it too much because yeah, 0:42:30.280 --> 0:42:32.680 I guess you could say I might have trust issues. 0:42:32.719 --> 0:42:35.200 I don't know, but she says like I don't trust 0:42:35.200 --> 0:42:36.960 her and all. But I mean it's it's kind of 0:42:36.960 --> 0:42:38.920 hard to trust somebody, you know, when they're further away. 0:42:39.600 --> 0:42:41.759 But I mean, she might not be doing nothing. It 0:42:41.840 --> 0:42:42.399 might just be mean. 0:42:42.440 --> 0:42:44.000 Well let me let me let me ask you just 0:42:44.440 --> 0:42:47.680 some like how long have you been dating this girl for? 0:42:47.880 --> 0:42:49.560 Because you're you're what eighteen. 0:42:50.560 --> 0:42:52.000 I'm twenty twenty. 0:42:52.960 --> 0:42:54.040 How long you guys were dating for? 0:42:56.280 --> 0:42:57.160 We've been dating for? 0:42:58.920 --> 0:43:00.759 You could say, you know, I've been with her for 0:43:00.760 --> 0:43:02.319 a little more than a year, but we started dating 0:43:02.320 --> 0:43:04.440 a year a year from now, because. 0:43:04.160 --> 0:43:05.839 I know you said it's been like on and off 0:43:05.880 --> 0:43:07.160 and stuff. So like, I guess when did you get 0:43:07.200 --> 0:43:11.040 help you guys meet You could. 0:43:10.920 --> 0:43:14.879 Say maybe a year and a half ago. We met 0:43:15.520 --> 0:43:16.760 Still we met at a party. 0:43:17.719 --> 0:43:19.680 But tell me what you mean when you say that 0:43:19.760 --> 0:43:21.480 she makes you feel like what you have to say 0:43:21.560 --> 0:43:22.360 doesn't matter. 0:43:24.480 --> 0:43:27.000 Like every time I express myself she gets mad, you know, 0:43:27.080 --> 0:43:29.320 and she says it's the same thing over and over again, 0:43:29.960 --> 0:43:34.120 like everything you say is just like the same, and 0:43:35.680 --> 0:43:37.279 like pretty much every time I try to talk to her, 0:43:37.360 --> 0:43:39.880 she was just like end up making me feel like 0:43:39.920 --> 0:43:47.839 I'm the bad guy, you know, and I don't know. 0:43:48.080 --> 0:43:52.000 Maybe it might be me or it might be her. 0:43:52.960 --> 0:43:54.640 I don't know. Then again, it's hard to tell because 0:43:54.680 --> 0:43:57.279 you know it's long distance. But you know, I like 0:43:57.360 --> 0:44:01.799 the girl and if you and the crazy thing is, 0:44:01.800 --> 0:44:03.400 she's the only girl I talk to that's not like 0:44:04.000 --> 0:44:04.840 part of my family. 0:44:05.880 --> 0:44:06.240 Mhm. 0:44:08.400 --> 0:44:11.360 I haven't really like try to go out, you know, 0:44:12.600 --> 0:44:14.919 I've been really spoken in school and work. 0:44:15.840 --> 0:44:21.200 I guess that Well, maybe the reason I don't give 0:44:22.160 --> 0:44:27.160 a relationship advices because it's a kind of a I 0:44:27.480 --> 0:44:30.400 don't have my mind made up about a lot of 0:44:30.440 --> 0:44:36.640 things about that sphere sphere of life, but my gut 0:44:36.719 --> 0:44:42.759 tells me a few things, and one of them would 0:44:42.840 --> 0:44:48.279 be this girl who lives in Mexico. I mean, what's 0:44:48.280 --> 0:44:51.520 her life, like, what's she what's her universe? Because we 0:44:51.600 --> 0:44:54.680 know we know a little about yours. 0:44:54.920 --> 0:44:58.360 She's going to college right now, she's she wants to 0:44:58.400 --> 0:45:03.800 be a psychologist m hm. And she has her mom, 0:45:03.920 --> 0:45:11.120 her dad, nice family, you know, like she seems real 0:45:11.200 --> 0:45:18.080 happy like with her family. And maybe maybe the thing 0:45:18.200 --> 0:45:23.200 is that makes me feel like insecurity to say is 0:45:23.239 --> 0:45:25.840 that I know it's something to happen between us, it 0:45:25.840 --> 0:45:28.360 would be easier for her to like move on and 0:45:28.400 --> 0:45:31.440 find somebody else, you know. M hm. 0:45:33.040 --> 0:45:40.399 Why do you where's that like insecurity coming from? 0:45:40.800 --> 0:45:46.560 Mm hm hm. Maybe with I don't know, to be honest, man, 0:45:50.520 --> 0:45:53.920 maybe because I don't feel like, you know, I deserve her. 0:45:54.040 --> 0:45:59.520 You could say that maybe yeah, but no, no, I know, 0:46:00.280 --> 0:46:02.360 I know, I'm I know, I'm I know my worst 0:46:02.360 --> 0:46:05.319 you know, like I know, there's not many people out 0:46:05.320 --> 0:46:10.200 here doing it like me because because you know, there's 0:46:10.239 --> 0:46:13.000 like where I went to where I went, where I 0:46:13.040 --> 0:46:15.440 went to high school, it was a you could say 0:46:15.440 --> 0:46:17.560 it was a pretty bad high school, a public high school, 0:46:17.800 --> 0:46:22.640 oak Cliffe, Texas. And if the schools called Kimball just 0:46:22.680 --> 0:46:25.720 a f Kimball, I'm not sure if you know that school. 0:46:26.600 --> 0:46:30.319 But uh, yeah, I know a couple of my friends 0:46:30.360 --> 0:46:33.680 that passed away due to you know, choosing the wrong side, 0:46:35.360 --> 0:46:41.120 like like SPM said what he said he said, living 0:46:41.480 --> 0:46:45.600 living your life about the curse, I think something like that. 0:46:47.440 --> 0:46:51.719 But yeah, pretty much like most of them are, well 0:46:51.760 --> 0:46:54.760 not most of them, but like a couple of them, 0:46:55.040 --> 0:46:56.920 and they passed away due to doing some stuff that 0:46:56.920 --> 0:47:06.000 they weren't supposed to be doing. And sometimes I feel 0:47:06.160 --> 0:47:09.840 like that could have been me, you know. But I'm 0:47:09.920 --> 0:47:12.319 just glad I chose the right, the right like right 0:47:12.360 --> 0:47:13.040 path in life. 0:47:15.000 --> 0:47:15.200 Yeah. 0:47:15.239 --> 0:47:16.960 You should be really proud of yourself about that. 0:47:20.840 --> 0:47:24.319 Yeah, But then again, so I'm not. Another thing that 0:47:24.360 --> 0:47:27.120 bothers me is that I feel pressured. 0:47:27.160 --> 0:47:27.319 Man. 0:47:27.760 --> 0:47:31.600 So like this, this one time when I went over 0:47:31.640 --> 0:47:34.000 there to I was gonna go over there to Mexico, right, 0:47:34.280 --> 0:47:36.920 I was gonna go visit her. So where I'm from, 0:47:37.440 --> 0:47:41.880 it's it's just spark in Mexico, and then she's from Shihuahua, 0:47:41.920 --> 0:47:45.080 Chiawa City, so it's kind of it's not that close. 0:47:45.400 --> 0:47:48.680 But she went over there to to because she has 0:47:48.719 --> 0:47:51.239 family two over there, and that's how we met. And 0:47:51.320 --> 0:47:52.920 the planet was for me to go over there and 0:47:53.160 --> 0:47:55.839 visit her, but my brother. I was gonna go with 0:47:55.840 --> 0:47:58.040 my brother and at that time, I didn't have a 0:47:58.120 --> 0:48:03.520 vehicle and we crashed. We crashed his car, and I 0:48:03.560 --> 0:48:06.799 told her, I'm still gonna go. I'm just not gonna 0:48:06.800 --> 0:48:08.600 be able to go over there. So maybe you could 0:48:08.600 --> 0:48:13.719 come over here to where I'm from, since you have 0:48:13.880 --> 0:48:16.080 family and I don't have family over there, because the 0:48:16.080 --> 0:48:17.680 plan with my brother was gonna take me and see 0:48:17.680 --> 0:48:20.680 her like for like maybe two days and then come back. 0:48:21.840 --> 0:48:24.719 But that didn't work out. And I told her, I'm 0:48:24.719 --> 0:48:26.920 gonna be over here so if you can't come see me, 0:48:27.320 --> 0:48:30.680 you know, pretty much like we're both doing the like 0:48:30.760 --> 0:48:34.839 we're both putting the work to see each other, you know. Yeah, 0:48:34.840 --> 0:48:39.560 And she ended up telling me that I never go 0:48:39.640 --> 0:48:43.480 through with what I say, and she got mad. She 0:48:43.920 --> 0:48:47.239 did end up come seeing me, but then again, she 0:48:47.280 --> 0:48:50.320 always used it against me whenever I don't like follow 0:48:50.400 --> 0:48:53.400 through with something. But then again, she doesn't understand that 0:48:53.520 --> 0:48:56.880 when I'm like that, I don't have the luxury, you know, 0:48:57.080 --> 0:49:00.680 like I'm trying to work on myself to get my 0:49:00.680 --> 0:49:03.040 life right so I can have a life with you, 0:49:03.040 --> 0:49:05.960 you know, But she just doesn't see that. She just 0:49:06.000 --> 0:49:09.000 sees the now like she's like if she if there's 0:49:09.040 --> 0:49:11.560 like love and you can do anything and all that, 0:49:11.880 --> 0:49:14.279 you don't love me like she she just pretty much 0:49:14.280 --> 0:49:17.560 makes me feel like shit, you know what I'm trying 0:49:17.560 --> 0:49:17.879 to say. 0:49:18.360 --> 0:49:20.840 Yeah, so Eddie, what I will look. What I was 0:49:20.880 --> 0:49:28.720 gonna say to you is I think, especially at at twenty, 0:49:29.280 --> 0:49:32.680 is so like young. It's like, I think you should 0:49:32.680 --> 0:49:36.759 do a little bit of an audit, right, and then 0:49:36.960 --> 0:49:44.200 really think to yourself, because you you want the people 0:49:45.320 --> 0:49:51.560 who are around you to energize you and make you 0:49:51.600 --> 0:49:55.239 feel good about yourself, and you want to be excited 0:49:55.280 --> 0:50:02.480 about putting energy into them, and I really feel like 0:50:02.560 --> 0:50:07.120 you shouldn't settle for anything less than that. And so 0:50:07.440 --> 0:50:11.879 you really got to kind of ask yourself if your 0:50:11.960 --> 0:50:19.759 relationships are making your life better and adding to it, 0:50:20.760 --> 0:50:26.560 or if they're making your life more stressful or more 0:50:26.560 --> 0:50:34.319 difficult and detracting from it. Especially you know, you man, 0:50:34.320 --> 0:50:38.680 because you got a you know, one of the things 0:50:38.800 --> 0:50:41.080 I really like about your talking to you is that 0:50:41.160 --> 0:50:45.520 you clearly have a a real fire in you to 0:50:45.640 --> 0:50:48.480 make your to make a good life for yourself. Ry 0:50:48.560 --> 0:50:51.080 that's really I think that's really cool. I really I 0:50:51.120 --> 0:50:55.880 really admire that. I think that's awesome, and I I 0:50:55.920 --> 0:50:59.439 think you'll do it because you just have that thing 0:51:00.400 --> 0:51:08.840 and whatever, whatever, it wouldn't be the worst thing in 0:51:08.880 --> 0:51:14.359 the world. Two just see, like focus on that and 0:51:14.480 --> 0:51:22.000 be focused on yourself and building the life that you want. Right. 0:51:23.200 --> 0:51:25.799 Yeah, maybe I'm just like too focused on the wrong thing, 0:51:25.880 --> 0:51:26.200 you know. 0:51:27.080 --> 0:51:29.640 Or maybeeah, maybe And also and also and also and 0:51:29.640 --> 0:51:32.799 also also the whole because you said a bunch of things. 0:51:32.800 --> 0:51:36.560 You were like, this person makes me feel like shit, 0:51:37.520 --> 0:51:40.839 and uh, yeah said that You've kind of alluded to 0:51:40.920 --> 0:51:50.600 this like sense of insecurity that you're feeling, which I'm 0:51:50.920 --> 0:51:57.120 quite familiar with that insecurity and it's, uh, it'll really 0:51:57.160 --> 0:52:03.279 make your life worse. And it's especially uh it's that insecurity. 0:52:03.320 --> 0:52:07.480 You gotta really fucking take that out of your out 0:52:07.480 --> 0:52:11.480 of your fucking soul and put it on the counter 0:52:11.880 --> 0:52:13.880 and look at it and go, where the fuck is 0:52:13.880 --> 0:52:17.640 this coming from? And how do I deal with it 0:52:19.480 --> 0:52:23.759 so that I'm happier? You got to figure that out. 0:52:24.760 --> 0:52:28.080 And uh, because you and I don't. I don't have 0:52:28.200 --> 0:52:30.640 the answers and how to deal with insecurity. And I, 0:52:30.680 --> 0:52:32.080 you know, I'm still dealing with a lot of my 0:52:32.120 --> 0:52:37.280 own insecurity in my life. And uh, but you gotta, 0:52:37.360 --> 0:52:41.360 you gotta, you gotta make these audits because you can't 0:52:41.560 --> 0:52:47.960 just because if you just keep going without thinking about 0:52:47.960 --> 0:52:50.320 these things and without you know, like when you like 0:52:50.360 --> 0:52:54.000 when you text your girlfriend twice because you think that 0:52:54.239 --> 0:52:58.359 she's cheating on you or you need you need from her, 0:52:59.120 --> 0:53:02.480 you gotta, yeah, you got to understand why you're doing 0:53:02.480 --> 0:53:08.399 that because and again I'm telling you this because I've 0:53:08.440 --> 0:53:11.600 been in a lot of situations like that where where 0:53:12.040 --> 0:53:16.719 my insecurity has prompted me to I think act in 0:53:17.080 --> 0:53:20.640 ways that I'm like, I don't think that that's what 0:53:20.800 --> 0:53:26.880 a secure person would do. And so, yeah, so you 0:53:26.960 --> 0:53:30.759 really want to be very like, very fucking intentional and 0:53:30.800 --> 0:53:37.920 conscious about this so that you're moving forward more positive. 0:53:38.040 --> 0:53:38.279 You know what? 0:53:38.440 --> 0:53:39.440 Does that make sense? 0:53:40.560 --> 0:53:41.520 Yeah? Yeah, yeah, I get it. 0:53:41.560 --> 0:53:41.960 I get it. 0:53:41.960 --> 0:53:43.480 It's like why are you in It's like, it's like, 0:53:43.520 --> 0:53:45.520 why are you insecure? Well, you're like like the thing 0:53:45.520 --> 0:53:47.239 of like I don't deserve her. It's like, well, why 0:53:47.280 --> 0:53:48.799 do I think I don't deserve her? It's like, well, 0:53:48.800 --> 0:53:51.000 because I'm looking at my life and I'm like, oh, 0:53:51.040 --> 0:53:55.560 I'm actually lacking these things that I wish I had, 0:53:56.040 --> 0:53:58.600 And it's like, well, fuck man, you can have them. 0:53:59.280 --> 0:54:00.160 You can do whatever you want. 0:54:00.200 --> 0:54:00.680 Are You're right? 0:54:01.040 --> 0:54:02.040 You're Eddie right? 0:54:03.360 --> 0:54:03.640 Yep? 0:54:04.040 --> 0:54:06.960 I do whatever you want, Eddie. You can do whatever 0:54:07.000 --> 0:54:07.399 you want. 0:54:07.760 --> 0:54:11.319 Yeah I can. Yeah, I guess you're right. You're you're right. 0:54:11.360 --> 0:54:16.040 From cuse, I guess maybe where all that insecurity is 0:54:16.040 --> 0:54:20.160 coming from, is that she like, you know, how she 0:54:20.280 --> 0:54:24.040 tells me, I don't follow through, and maybe, like she 0:54:24.160 --> 0:54:27.160 tells me, I'm like, that makes me feel like I'm 0:54:27.200 --> 0:54:31.280 not like worth it, you know, And maybe the insecurity 0:54:31.320 --> 0:54:33.480 is coming from that she'll find somebody that she thinks 0:54:34.080 --> 0:54:34.759 is worth it. 0:54:36.760 --> 0:54:37.680 Then let her do that. 0:54:39.160 --> 0:54:41.400 You're right, at the end of the day, that's. 0:54:41.200 --> 0:54:45.239 What if that's what she wants to do. But your 0:54:45.400 --> 0:54:52.720 you're I don't. I don't. Yeah, I think. I think 0:54:53.960 --> 0:54:56.680 handling your own insecurity and dealing with is like a 0:54:56.719 --> 0:55:00.200 really important part of life. And for some people, bull 0:55:00.239 --> 0:55:03.279 it's a it's a longer journey than others, but it's 0:55:03.320 --> 0:55:06.600 something to check and not just it's it's something that 0:55:06.640 --> 0:55:09.920 you I don't think is good to let go unchecked. 0:55:11.200 --> 0:55:16.000 Yeah, yeah, I get you, man, But you're I I like. 0:55:16.440 --> 0:55:20.920 Really, Eddie, I think you've got a good path ahead 0:55:20.920 --> 0:55:25.799 of you. I hope you're not. Don't have fucking drive. 0:55:25.840 --> 0:55:29.760 You drive yourself insane, taking care of your your dad 0:55:30.000 --> 0:55:34.480 and and dealing with this girl in Mexico. Because you 0:55:34.560 --> 0:55:40.040 I think you deserve a little a little effort into 0:55:40.080 --> 0:55:43.279 yourself right, because you've got a good vision. You're looking 0:55:43.320 --> 0:55:45.240 at your brother you're like, oh, he's got a family, 0:55:45.320 --> 0:55:52.319 he's got a a he's he's financially self sufficient. And 0:55:52.400 --> 0:55:54.520 you you have strong goals. You want a good life 0:55:54.560 --> 0:55:58.560 for yourself, and you you seem like you're uh here 0:55:58.600 --> 0:56:01.840 to build it. And I makes I'm excited for you, Eddie. 0:56:03.360 --> 0:56:06.600 Yeah, thank you, man. Yeah, I only got three more 0:56:06.600 --> 0:56:08.680 and three more months to go and I graduate. I 0:56:08.760 --> 0:56:11.120 already have my certification. I just got to wait tonight 0:56:11.200 --> 0:56:14.640 graduate though. But every day he's looking good. 0:56:15.640 --> 0:56:17.120 Is there any Is there anything else that you wanted 0:56:17.120 --> 0:56:19.680 to talk about before we go or anything? 0:56:19.719 --> 0:56:22.319 No? No, no, man, that's it. It's really helped me. Man. 0:56:22.400 --> 0:56:22.960 I appreciate it. 0:56:22.960 --> 0:56:25.239 Okay, good, good, good. I'm really happy to hear that. 0:56:25.800 --> 0:56:26.520 Good luck, Eddie. 0:56:27.400 --> 0:56:28.799 I appreciate him. Man, you have a good one night. 0:56:29.080 --> 0:56:30.279 Stay take care, take care. 0:56:32.320 --> 0:56:34.160 I like to I like the guy a lot. He 0:56:34.280 --> 0:56:39.680 was cool. It gets it. It gets harder and harder 0:56:39.760 --> 0:56:45.719 to do this show. I think as a as a 0:56:46.920 --> 0:56:52.680 continue moving forward because I'm like, I don't, well, I do, 0:56:52.840 --> 0:56:57.560 I don't. I do feel like I know logically the 0:56:57.600 --> 0:57:05.319 correct answers to something, and that that guy was at 0:57:05.320 --> 0:57:13.399 a a an interesting stage of his life. But then 0:57:13.400 --> 0:57:19.520 sometimes I'm like, I've got him. I'm I'm crazy. This 0:57:19.640 --> 0:57:21.080 is boring. I don't, I don't, I don't. I don't 0:57:21.160 --> 0:57:23.840 like these post call thoughts. We're keeping them in, but uh, 0:57:24.200 --> 0:57:30.000 let's keep them in, and let's let's we're gonna keep 0:57:30.000 --> 0:57:32.400 these post call thoughts in. I thought, I I thought 0:57:32.400 --> 0:57:37.120 I had something vulnerable and sage to say at the 0:57:37.200 --> 0:57:40.200 end of this phone call. And I didn't. And so 0:57:40.280 --> 0:57:42.920 I'm gonna make a fart noise. No, I'm not. I'm 0:57:42.920 --> 0:57:47.160 not gonna make a fart noise. That sounded I felt weird. Okay, 0:57:47.400 --> 0:57:49.120 I'm sorry. I drank a lot of mountain I drank 0:57:49.120 --> 0:57:53.479 some mountain dew, but I feel good. I feel good. 0:57:54.800 --> 0:57:57.880 I drank some diet mountain dew. It's got I think 0:57:57.880 --> 0:58:00.600 it's got How many grams of caffeine is this Diamond 0:58:00.680 --> 0:58:02.920 Do have? This is not a sponsorship, by the way. 0:58:02.920 --> 0:58:05.960 I just I just like Diamond Do because it's got 0:58:05.960 --> 0:58:08.360 caffe you know, it's got ninety one milligrams. It's a lot. 0:58:08.400 --> 0:58:12.920 It's like a cup of think there's a cup of coffee. 0:58:16.360 --> 0:58:20.080 I'm not done with this post call thought. I'm not 0:58:20.120 --> 0:58:22.560 done with this post call thought. I feel like I 0:58:22.600 --> 0:58:26.160 still have something left to say. That was one of 0:58:26.200 --> 0:58:28.240 those phone calls. That was honestly one of those phone 0:58:28.240 --> 0:58:34.040 calls just now where I was like I was on 0:58:34.200 --> 0:58:39.160 my personal level, I as a participant in that conversation, 0:58:39.400 --> 0:58:43.640 was so much less interested in any advice I had 0:58:43.680 --> 0:58:45.720 to give to that guy, and I was more interested 0:58:45.720 --> 0:58:49.959 in just looking into the window of his life because 0:58:49.960 --> 0:58:55.840 he's got an interesting life. I hope it works out. 0:58:57.680 --> 0:59:03.320 It probably will, Yeah, he ranks. He ranks low on 0:59:03.440 --> 0:59:06.000 the list of callers where I hang up the phone 0:59:06.000 --> 0:59:07.880 and I'm like, I don't think that's things are going 0:59:07.960 --> 0:59:12.080 to work out for that person. I rarely think that though. 0:59:12.600 --> 0:59:18.720 I'm pretty optimistic because if if I can't be optimistic 0:59:18.840 --> 0:59:20.439 for other people, I can I don't think I could 0:59:20.440 --> 0:59:22.920 be opted. Like if I like if I called okay, 0:59:23.080 --> 0:59:24.800 what I'm meant to say. If I can't be optimistic 0:59:24.840 --> 0:59:26.400 for the people, I don't think I can be optimistic 0:59:26.440 --> 0:59:28.680 for myself, you know, Like if I was talking to 0:59:28.720 --> 0:59:32.600 myself on the phone and then I hung up, hopefully 0:59:32.760 --> 0:59:36.080 I'd be like, you know, I'm not worried about that guy. 0:59:37.520 --> 0:59:41.320 I think he's gonna be all right. So I gotta 0:59:41.360 --> 0:59:44.200 be optimistic for other people I talked to on the 0:59:44.200 --> 0:59:46.120 phone if I can't be optimistic for myself when I 0:59:46.120 --> 0:59:48.720 talk to myself on the phone, Does that make sense? 0:59:52.080 --> 0:59:54.520 This is good? This is good. All right, This is 0:59:54.560 --> 1:00:01.960 the end of my post call thought. Right now? Oh yeah, Hi, 1:00:02.080 --> 1:00:02.640 what's your name? 1:00:04.400 --> 1:00:04.600 Hi? 1:00:05.160 --> 1:00:06.120 My name is Clyde. 1:00:07.560 --> 1:00:15.440 Clyde. Sorry, you're you're you're you're a little nervous, a. 1:00:15.520 --> 1:00:17.960 Little nervous, little nervous guy. Right now. 1:00:18.200 --> 1:00:20.120 Well, let me tell you something. This is the This 1:00:20.200 --> 1:00:24.600 is my new thing that I say to people who 1:00:24.600 --> 1:00:27.520 are nervous talking on This is and because I really 1:00:27.560 --> 1:00:33.440 mean it, is that this is, this phone call right 1:00:33.480 --> 1:00:39.840 now is one of the least important things you will 1:00:39.880 --> 1:00:42.560 ever do in your life. You will you will do 1:00:42.640 --> 1:00:46.520 at least three hundred more important things in your life, 1:00:47.320 --> 1:00:51.360 hopefully many more than whatever this phone call is about 1:00:51.400 --> 1:00:57.440 to be. So the steaks, true, the steaks are incredibly 1:00:57.480 --> 1:00:58.960 low for this. 1:00:59.160 --> 1:01:02.240 It's not like objectively important. But it's kind of cool. 1:01:03.640 --> 1:01:06.840 It's kind of cool. It is kind of cool. It's 1:01:07.000 --> 1:01:09.400 it's cool to be it's cool that we're talking. But 1:01:09.520 --> 1:01:12.600 the stakes are low. There's no this is not you're 1:01:12.600 --> 1:01:19.720 not being graded for this. You're not this is you've 1:01:19.720 --> 1:01:24.320 already there's no there's no reason to be to be nervous. 1:01:25.040 --> 1:01:28.840 True true true. How's your day going? 1:01:30.280 --> 1:01:33.480 My day's actually going pretty good. I'm back in New 1:01:33.560 --> 1:01:36.360 York for the first time in like a month because 1:01:36.400 --> 1:01:42.120 I was away. I'm back in my actual studio office 1:01:42.320 --> 1:01:47.800 space thing, and I feel uh, I feel good. I'm 1:01:47.880 --> 1:01:52.720 very comfortable with uh where I am at in literally 1:01:53.240 --> 1:01:56.680 this specific moment talking to you. How was your day? 1:01:58.720 --> 1:02:02.400 Not bad? Not bad? My cat? My cat got sick 1:02:02.440 --> 1:02:07.400 this weekend, so that was that was a bit stressful, 1:02:08.400 --> 1:02:10.320 but uh, it took her. I took her to the 1:02:10.440 --> 1:02:12.720 vet today. She's kind of tweaking right now looking at 1:02:12.720 --> 1:02:16.280 the wall because there's something living in my walls, which 1:02:16.320 --> 1:02:22.120 is fun. But she's getting better, which is cool. But 1:02:22.160 --> 1:02:23.680 I gotta shoved stuff in her mouth. 1:02:26.040 --> 1:02:31.640 It's always fun to It's always fun to have a cat. Clyde, 1:02:31.640 --> 1:02:31.920 what's up? 1:02:31.960 --> 1:02:32.080 Man? 1:02:32.080 --> 1:02:33.600 Would want? Would you want to talk about today? 1:02:35.120 --> 1:02:41.680 Well, hmm, let's talk about Huh. I don't know, I 1:02:41.720 --> 1:02:44.320 forget I guess I kind of feel like I'm in 1:02:44.360 --> 1:02:48.560 the I'm in limbo right now. You know, I've been 1:02:49.400 --> 1:02:53.280 I got out of college about a year ago. Uh, 1:02:54.680 --> 1:02:59.120 I'm I'm in Ohio. Was born in Ohio, raised in Ohio, 1:02:59.320 --> 1:03:02.200 with the college in Ohio. Now I'm working in Ohio 1:03:03.720 --> 1:03:06.920 and I'm kind of just you know, doing enough to 1:03:07.680 --> 1:03:12.720 pay my bills and get by, but nothing really crazy 1:03:12.800 --> 1:03:13.600 has been going on. 1:03:14.920 --> 1:03:18.040 Do you desire for more crazy things to be going on? 1:03:20.160 --> 1:03:22.720 I want to travel more, like I got this. I got. 1:03:23.080 --> 1:03:26.240 I live with a roommate and he's traveling like all 1:03:26.280 --> 1:03:28.680 the time, like every month. He's like, Oh, I'm going 1:03:28.680 --> 1:03:32.200 to I'm going to a national park. I'm going to Minnesota, 1:03:32.320 --> 1:03:36.600 I'm going to Michigan, I'm going to go kayaking and Arizona. 1:03:36.640 --> 1:03:42.760 And I'm like, well, shit, I want to do that, but. 1:03:42.800 --> 1:03:47.760 I well, you know, is it a financial thing. 1:03:48.680 --> 1:03:50.640 It's such financial thing mostly. 1:03:52.200 --> 1:03:54.360 You know you so you grew up in Ohio, you 1:03:54.400 --> 1:03:57.280 went to college in Ohio, and you have a job 1:03:57.520 --> 1:03:58.160 in Ohio. 1:03:59.400 --> 1:04:00.280 Yeah? Yeah? 1:04:00.680 --> 1:04:00.840 Is it? 1:04:01.080 --> 1:04:01.760 Is it a good job? 1:04:04.000 --> 1:04:04.120 Uh? 1:04:04.240 --> 1:04:08.320 Yeah, it's pretty interesting. Actually I do. Uh, I do 1:04:08.440 --> 1:04:16.640 background investigations for the the Fed. Mister Biden, do. 1:04:16.680 --> 1:04:18.040 They pay you sufficiently? 1:04:20.200 --> 1:04:23.520 Well, the thing is it's my first year and they 1:04:24.280 --> 1:04:27.360 they like sponsored the stuff, so they're paying me low 1:04:27.440 --> 1:04:33.080 for the first year, but hopefully I will be getting 1:04:33.120 --> 1:04:34.520 paid more after this year. 1:04:35.240 --> 1:04:37.560 Are you making are you are you making enough that 1:04:37.600 --> 1:04:38.240 you can save? 1:04:41.440 --> 1:04:41.560 Uh? 1:04:45.680 --> 1:04:45.800 Kin? 1:04:46.080 --> 1:04:48.960 I am now at the point. Yes, I've recently uh 1:04:49.880 --> 1:04:51.880 did some financial magic. 1:04:52.400 --> 1:04:54.720 What is your roommate? What's your roommate do for a living? 1:04:55.840 --> 1:04:59.320 He's a server, you'd just be uh. He's sorts really 1:04:59.320 --> 1:05:03.520 good Italian food. But so it's like he got like 1:05:03.680 --> 1:05:08.040 his college all paid for okay mostly, and I did 1:05:08.120 --> 1:05:09.160 not act. 1:05:09.480 --> 1:05:12.480 So you have you have, you have debt and he's not. 1:05:14.000 --> 1:05:16.040 Yeah yeah, mm hmmm. 1:05:20.920 --> 1:05:22.120 Well where do you want to go? 1:05:24.240 --> 1:05:24.479 Oh? 1:05:24.560 --> 1:05:26.240 I want to go to I really want to go 1:05:26.280 --> 1:05:28.800 see the Grand Canyon. I really want to see the 1:05:28.800 --> 1:05:31.560 Grand Canyon. I want to go camping, and I want 1:05:31.560 --> 1:05:33.640 to kayak in the Grand Canyon. That's I want to 1:05:33.640 --> 1:05:35.000 see that great crack so bad. 1:05:35.560 --> 1:05:37.480 How much would it cost to go to the Grand Canyon? 1:05:39.000 --> 1:05:39.560 I don't know. 1:05:39.880 --> 1:05:43.160 See, that's that's my That's what that's that's where'm gonna 1:05:43.160 --> 1:05:49.360 that's where IM gonna stop you is because at least you, like, 1:05:49.680 --> 1:05:57.240 before you say that you can't do this thing, you 1:05:57.240 --> 1:06:01.600 should at least know how much you should at least 1:06:01.640 --> 1:06:05.400 look into it, you know what I mean? Yeah, Like, 1:06:05.600 --> 1:06:07.960 how are you, like, how are you gonna know whether 1:06:08.040 --> 1:06:10.120 or not you could afford to do something if you 1:06:10.120 --> 1:06:12.960 don't even know how much the thing costs to do. 1:06:15.200 --> 1:06:18.360 That's true because you because a lot of these because 1:06:18.400 --> 1:06:22.120 a lot of these things you can look into and 1:06:22.640 --> 1:06:26.080 realize that it. Sure, it's you're not gonna get there 1:06:26.080 --> 1:06:29.880 for free, and you will obviously have to save, but 1:06:30.240 --> 1:06:34.320 it's could be way less than you thought it was. 1:06:35.720 --> 1:06:40.040 Whereas to just say, oh, it's probably too expensive and 1:06:40.080 --> 1:06:44.760 I'm never gonna be able to go is can be 1:06:44.880 --> 1:06:45.560 kind of defeatist. 1:06:48.720 --> 1:06:52.480 That's true. That's yeah. I think that's just like my mindset, 1:06:52.520 --> 1:06:55.880 I guess, like growing up with my family, because they 1:06:55.880 --> 1:06:57.960 were always like like our vacations were like, let's go 1:06:58.000 --> 1:07:03.760 to Pennsylvania and see Grandpa Grandma and sure like the 1:07:03.800 --> 1:07:06.800 first time I ever got on a plane was like 1:07:07.360 --> 1:07:09.160 when I got this job and they flew me out 1:07:09.200 --> 1:07:12.120 to like go train and I was like, this is 1:07:12.160 --> 1:07:14.520 so cool. Oh my god, they give you a peanuts 1:07:14.560 --> 1:07:22.400 and water. This is crazy. But that's that's true, so true. 1:07:22.680 --> 1:07:25.400 I just here's the thing, man, is, if you're you're 1:07:26.080 --> 1:07:27.920 in Ohio, and you want to travel and you've never 1:07:28.000 --> 1:07:34.000 been out before. You know, you have a job. It's 1:07:34.000 --> 1:07:38.760 a bummer to have student debt. But like if I 1:07:38.800 --> 1:07:40.440 were you, I would just go on the internet and 1:07:40.440 --> 1:07:42.320 like figure out how much it costs to do these 1:07:42.320 --> 1:07:45.640 things and then like, like have you done the math 1:07:45.760 --> 1:07:50.000 of like how much you have to save and all that. 1:07:50.640 --> 1:07:55.080 Lately, I've been recovering my savings because my car like 1:07:55.200 --> 1:07:59.200 died this summer, right, and I've just I bought a 1:07:59.240 --> 1:08:03.200 car like out right, so my savings just like demolished, 1:08:03.840 --> 1:08:06.400 and I've been trying to build a back up. And 1:08:06.440 --> 1:08:09.960 then my cat just got sip sick this weekend and 1:08:10.080 --> 1:08:14.200 I just spent, like, man, I just I think I 1:08:14.240 --> 1:08:16.599 spent like thirteen hundred dollars in two days on her. 1:08:17.200 --> 1:08:19.120 That's okay, because I love her and she's great and 1:08:19.160 --> 1:08:21.920 she's pretty cool even though she's got any legs. 1:08:22.720 --> 1:08:23.800 Sounds like a nice cat. 1:08:25.360 --> 1:08:29.040 Nah, she's evil, but cool. 1:08:30.120 --> 1:08:32.080 Well look, man, yeah, that's that that That's That's all 1:08:32.120 --> 1:08:34.519 I would say, is just like some do some math 1:08:34.560 --> 1:08:38.719 on it. You'll get you if you do some math 1:08:38.800 --> 1:08:40.519 on it, you'll eventually get to go. 1:08:44.360 --> 1:08:44.559 Hell. 1:08:44.680 --> 1:08:49.000 Yeah, Okay, I think I'll take a look at the 1:08:49.000 --> 1:08:49.880 great crack. 1:08:51.280 --> 1:08:52.479 Is the Is there anything else you want to say 1:08:52.520 --> 1:08:55.040 to the people of the computer before we go? Cliente. 1:08:57.240 --> 1:09:02.439 Oh well, I hope everyone has a great day, and 1:09:02.479 --> 1:09:05.559 I hope everyone has a great Thanksgiving, and I hope 1:09:05.880 --> 1:09:08.479 everyone has a good further holiday venture. 1:09:10.000 --> 1:09:11.760 Good luck, Clyde. I hope, I hope you see the 1:09:11.760 --> 1:09:13.960 Grand Canyon. I hope you don't fall in. There's a 1:09:14.000 --> 1:09:14.960 lot of people who fall in. 1:09:17.400 --> 1:09:20.080 Nah, no, no, thank you, all. 1:09:20.040 --> 1:09:24.880 Right, see you, Clyde, see you get beacon goes on 1:09:25.000 --> 1:09:26.960 the line making your phone calls. 1:09:27.040 --> 1:09:27.599 Every night. 1:09:27.960 --> 1:09:30.680 Every beacon goes to what his im just teaching you, 1:09:30.800 --> 1:09:34.200 Cloud in the memory. Life's not mean.