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Speaker 1: You know, Hey, what's up?

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Speaker 2: Hey?

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Speaker 3: What's up? Is this the gick?

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Speaker 4: Yes?

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Speaker 1: Who is this?

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Speaker 4: Oh? Hi?

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Speaker 3: I I wouldn't like to say my name, but in

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Speaker 3: this case I will.

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Speaker 1: Okay, Diego Diego? Okay, you could just Diego, don't. You

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Speaker 1: could have just given me a fake name. I don't.

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Speaker 1: I don't need to know your real name.

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Speaker 3: Well, I don't think that we'll find me either, because

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Speaker 3: on social media and stuff, I'm not like my real name.

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Speaker 1: So yeah, even if your real name was Diego, we weren't.

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Speaker 1: They weren't going to be able to find you on

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Speaker 1: social media just based off the name, unless if your

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Speaker 1: Instagram handle would literally just be Diego, which is probably

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Speaker 1: taken by some guys.

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Speaker 3: And I only have one name. That's the weirdest part though.

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Speaker 1: Wait real quick, can you take me off of speakerphone?

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Speaker 3: Oh I'm sorry, Yeah, I'm I have my AirPods on,

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Speaker 3: so let me see.

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Speaker 1: Yeah, can you? Yeah, if you could just take me

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Speaker 1: off of the air pods and just throw me right

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Speaker 1: up on Yeah, where there you go? Great? So you

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Speaker 1: only have one name?

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Speaker 3: Yes, that's that's weird. And you know what's the weirdness part?

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Speaker 3: When I found my I don't want to say, so

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Speaker 3: made and be all sees you know that she only

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Speaker 3: has one name too?

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Speaker 1: You get out of here, like, legally you legally only

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Speaker 1: have one name?

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Speaker 3: Really, yes, and.

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Speaker 1: Your girlfriends only has one name? But how do you

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Speaker 1: legally only have one name?

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Speaker 3: Oh? Well, the good part of the story that I

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Speaker 3: didn't even tell you that I'm from Mexico, so it's

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Speaker 3: kind of legal right here.

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Speaker 1: Is that where you're calling me from right now?

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Speaker 2: Oh?

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Speaker 3: Yeah, yeah, I'm in Tijuana.

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Speaker 1: Just to be more exact, Oh, what's so, what's going

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Speaker 1: on to you want to be because sometimes I hear

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Speaker 1: it's awesome and then sometimes I hear it's crazy.

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Speaker 3: Yes, and I you know what, Uh, I knew that

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Speaker 3: you were going to ask about that, and I didn't

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Speaker 3: know how to just I mean, I'm not gonna go

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Speaker 3: bias just because I live here. But I think that

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Speaker 3: there is a misconception, you know, like, uh, some people

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Speaker 3: it's like, yes, like we should go to the Tijuana

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Speaker 3: is just drink alcohol and party and the whole of that.

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Speaker 4: But there's the other.

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Speaker 3: Part that there's you know, good coffee, there's the beach,

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Speaker 3: there is everything that people don't see. Obviously, there's some

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Speaker 3: bad neighborhoods as everywhere, but I think that there's some

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Speaker 3: nice places too that you you can just go.

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Speaker 1: By the way, just so you know, because you you

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Speaker 1: claimed that you are bias, and maybe maybe on maybe

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Speaker 1: on the technical definition of bias, you are, but I

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Speaker 1: don't think you're biased, Like that's not You're the person

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Speaker 1: I want to talk to about it, Like like bias

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Speaker 1: would be like a lady who's never been there that

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Speaker 1: read like an article or something AKA my mom. But

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Speaker 1: what what uh what part of t want to do

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Speaker 1: you have and do you live in a nice neighborhood

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Speaker 3: Uh, well, I'm gonna be one hundred percent honest and

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Speaker 3: well the true is that I don't think I was

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Speaker 3: still gonna be biased because I have lived I have

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Speaker 3: lived in every single part of it. Like I live

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Speaker 3: have lived in a house, I have lived in another

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Speaker 3: of that neighborhood. So yeah, dude, like it is just

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Speaker 3: like where you go to. I think that that's where

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Speaker 3: you're gonna get Like maybe not ROVs but they're gonna

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Speaker 3: take advantage of you, but it's not very often, to

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Speaker 3: be honest, Like when I came, I thought that they

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Speaker 3: I've been through, They've been very nice to me.

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Speaker 1: Where where are you originally from?

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Speaker 3: I'm originally from Sonora, but it's like an order another

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Speaker 1: Tecnaries, what do you do for work in Tijuana?

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Speaker 3: I do work in a call center as a QA.

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Speaker 1: Cool.

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Speaker 3: Yeah, pretty normal right here. And I'm gonna lie like

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Speaker 3: you're gonna work as a call center. I mean it's

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Speaker 3: not a musk. But me as I don't have a career,

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Speaker 3: have many studies, but I decided just to go that route.

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Speaker 3: This is the one that is going to be given me.

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Speaker 3: You know, medical coverage and all that.

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Speaker 1: So, yeah, what kind of career did you want to pursue?

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Speaker 3: And This is very tough for me because I don't

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Speaker 3: I don't want to claim myself as a I don't

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Speaker 3: like multi multi esthetic. Oh yeah, there you go, that's

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Speaker 3: the word. I wouldn't even know that word. But uh,

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Speaker 3: I used to like to do, you know, sports. I

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Speaker 3: kind of okay. I mean I really wasn't that good,

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Speaker 3: but I knew about animation. I wanted to go that route.

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Speaker 3: I started dancing. I was kind of good at breaking

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Speaker 3: but then.

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Speaker 1: I just just for some context, is you texted me,

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Speaker 1: and you texted me and you said, I am a

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Speaker 1: breakdancer who barely got into parenting, and I'm having a

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Speaker 1: tough decision to take in life. So let's let's back

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Speaker 1: up for a second. You're a breakdancer.

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Speaker 3: Yes, I am a bee boy. We're known as that,

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Speaker 3: a break boy.

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Speaker 1: Tell me more about how you got into that.

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Speaker 3: Yes, well I used to know what it was because

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Speaker 3: well I was in the border right and we used

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Speaker 3: I as a kid, enjoy it, but I didn't really

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Speaker 3: just to go straight to the point, I must say

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Speaker 3: that I just saw it like at sixteenth when I

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Speaker 3: And one day I just came to Tijuana, said there's

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Speaker 3: So then I just decided later when I finished my

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Speaker 1: Well how long have you been breakdancing for? In total?

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Speaker 3: Well, I had two sides, Like when I started dancing,

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Speaker 3: I would say like seventeen seventeen sixteen, But when I

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Speaker 3: like twenty eighteen. I would say, how old.

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Speaker 1: Are you now?

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Speaker 3: I'm thirty?

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Speaker 1: Very nice, very nice. What's the scene like in Tijuana?

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Speaker 1: Is it like cool? Are you meeting a lot of people?

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Speaker 1: Are you going to crazy breakdance parties? Like it sounds

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Speaker 1: like a sounds like kind of a crazy interesting community

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Speaker 2: It?

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Speaker 3: Is it actually is? However, I did came and there

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Speaker 3: But COVID just just got I don't know, rid of

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Speaker 3: all of that, meaning that both from now and then,

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Speaker 3: there haven't been much events. And I actually am a

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Speaker 3: part of a community that well, not not just breaking

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Speaker 3: but I promote dancing because there is no promotions anymore,

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Speaker 3: and I do work in that.

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Speaker 1: So his breakdown was break dancing at one point like

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Speaker 1: kind of like a main career choice for you.

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Speaker 3: Yes, I will say that.

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Speaker 1: That sounds fucking awesome though, like promoting, so you you

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Speaker 1: kind of did? You were putting on these events.

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Speaker 3: I'm doing like they're they're called open style, like wherever

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Speaker 3: just do their thing with the music. Because breaking part

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Speaker 3: know what, why would I just leave everyone aside? Like

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Speaker 3: to learn another thing. I'm just gonna promote dancing, like

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Speaker 3: And one friend of mine just had that ideal, you know,

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Speaker 1: That's fucking awesome. I so, uh, you alluded to in

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Speaker 1: And I'm sorry if I haven't gleaned it already, but

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Speaker 1: what exactly would you say? Is this tough decision?

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Speaker 4: Yes?

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Speaker 3: Well, as I said, right too, I'm parenting right now.

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Speaker 3: My child is barely just one one year old. It's

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Speaker 3: been tough. But that tracked me into thinking, you know,

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Speaker 3: if if this is all I want to you know, like,

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Speaker 3: and I'm not saying like, uh, just do another hobby

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Speaker 3: and just go to another thing, like like I used

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Speaker 3: to say, right, I used to like an a mat

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Speaker 3: doesn't let me leave, like very likely?

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Speaker 1: Interesting? Why so you're deciding whether or not you want

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Speaker 1: to quit breakdancing and pursue something else?

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Speaker 2: Correct?

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Speaker 4: Yes?

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Speaker 1: Why did having a kid make you wonder if you

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Speaker 1: should quit and pursue something else because you already have?

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Speaker 1: Because I guess I was thinking it's like, well, if

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Speaker 1: you had a kid and you're kind of like, oh

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Speaker 1: should I keep? But you have a solid job for money,

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Speaker 1: and this is I guess, like, why are you debating

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Speaker 1: if you should drop? Why did have a kid make

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Speaker 1: you debate if you should drop one hobby for another?

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Speaker 2: Right?

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Speaker 3: And I'm not dropping all the blame. I'm him right, definitely, No.

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Speaker 1: No, no, no, I don't I don't take it as

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Speaker 4: You know?

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Speaker 1: So why is I guess the idea that you're you

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Speaker 1: You don't wanna, you don't let you don't want to,

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Speaker 3: Yeah, I feel you definitely, yes.

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Speaker 1: Yeah, okay, okay, well so your kids won right, Yes?

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Speaker 3: No, not at all. I think that when I do it,

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Speaker 1: But yeah, well do you have another I mean, what

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Speaker 3: I think main one, I've been kind of enjoying doing videos,

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Speaker 3: but just kind of like uh, cinematic kind of looking videos,

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Speaker 1: That could be cool. Yeah, that could be cool. I

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Speaker 1: don't think that. I think that like the whole pressure

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Speaker 1: I don't know. I don't think that's a compelling reason

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Speaker 1: the way, also, I'm gonna, I'm I bet the chat

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Speaker 1: has some questions for you. So I'm gonna, if you're down,

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Speaker 3: Because I'm on my phone.

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Speaker 1: But here, yeah, you can you can keep you can

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Speaker 1: keep twitch closed. I'm gonna I'll read the the questions

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Speaker 1: if i'm.

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Speaker 3: Let's just override the Raygun questions.

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Speaker 1: Please Rey Gun.

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Speaker 4: Oh the girl the meme?

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Speaker 3: You know the the girl that is a meme that

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Speaker 1: I have no idea what you're talking about.

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Speaker 3: Thank god you don't know about it. Shot will know.

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Speaker 3: Shot will know. Definitely, they will know.

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Speaker 2: Uh.

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Speaker 1: Someone someone wants to know what your favorite? I have

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Speaker 1: no hold on I what what do you? I'm not

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Speaker 1: gonna ask. Someone wants to know. Do you do you

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Speaker 3: I mean, I I play the music definitely not very

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Speaker 3: it's him doing it right? It's but I think that

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Speaker 1: Someone wants to know what your favorite beat is. I

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Speaker 1: guess I don't know how you would even answer that question,

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Speaker 1: like would you would you just kind of like beat

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Speaker 3: To us my favorite beat, like like a song?

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Speaker 1: Yeah?

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Speaker 3: Mmm, I don't know. That's like kind of asking like

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Speaker 3: best of all time?

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Speaker 2: Right?

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Speaker 3: I don't know, bro, I think I'm gonna skip that.

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Speaker 3: But but there's a ton of them, like I cannot

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Speaker 1: Oh this was Oh I like this question. If you

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Speaker 3: Hudos to the guy that or whoever is the person

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Speaker 3: that has like, I never had thought of that, to

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Speaker 1: That is the last animal I thought that you would say,

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Speaker 1: why my back forever?

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Speaker 3: Bro like that. I think that that's the biggest advantage

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Speaker 1: Oh well yeah, I go, oh yeah, you can just

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Speaker 4: Yeah.

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Speaker 3: I can just go home into die and just be

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Speaker 3: there all day, all night between.

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Speaker 1: Yeah. But then your problem is is if you want

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Speaker 3: Oh my god, that's true. They die right? Oh no,

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Speaker 3: I can I just take my answer.

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Speaker 1: With someone said, uh, what's your signature move? If you

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Speaker 3: Technically every every single move is invented by this point.

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Speaker 4: But like a move.

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Speaker 3: But I would say that my signature move is doing

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Speaker 3: when you cross your legs. Mmm, so yeah, you don't

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Speaker 3: have those legs, Yes, a halo And then I crossed

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Speaker 1: I google, if I google this, will it will it shut?

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Speaker 1: Like a like? Is that a type of dance? A halo?

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Speaker 4: That looks do you like?

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Speaker 1: Oh that looks crazy? Do you like spin on your

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Speaker 3: Yes I do? And my hands and on my bag,

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Speaker 3: you know, all the package.

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Speaker 1: Uh, someone wants to know. Have you ever had to

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Speaker 1: dance to protect your turf from an opposing dance group

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Speaker 1: like in that movie?

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Speaker 3: Oh shit, yes I have?

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Speaker 1: And and are you really you have?

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Speaker 4: Yes?

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Speaker 3: Okay, sorry no, no, no, no, it's actually I was just

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Speaker 3: gonna tell you, like, yes I have, and now thinking

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Speaker 3: Not you lost, right, But it's like I don't know,

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Speaker 3: like like trailer No no, not like Tiller, like beat

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Speaker 3: it like that thing with nice they do up with dancing.

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Speaker 3: So that's how it feels.

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Speaker 4: Mm hmm.

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Speaker 1: Wait, so is it this is where you had to

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Speaker 1: People like roll up on you? Like, what what does

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Speaker 1: break dance battle.

442
00:24:16,560 --> 00:24:21,240
Speaker 3: Well, actually it's just like that, like they they threw

443
00:24:21,280 --> 00:24:25,080
Speaker 3: some moves at you and you're you're just like, oh yeah,

444
00:24:25,119 --> 00:24:28,520
Speaker 3: well shake this out. And then you keep going until

445
00:24:28,560 --> 00:24:33,119
Speaker 3: someone just does a whack move and what that technically

446
00:24:33,200 --> 00:24:35,760
Speaker 3: makes you win the battle? Right or just like if

447
00:24:35,800 --> 00:24:39,000
Speaker 3: you hit a beat on point, well that makes you

448
00:24:39,000 --> 00:24:39,639
Speaker 3: win the battle.

449
00:24:39,720 --> 00:24:40,240
Speaker 4: And they're like.

450
00:24:40,160 --> 00:24:45,560
Speaker 1: Whoa, but who, like who is the judge of who?

451
00:24:45,800 --> 00:24:48,959
Speaker 1: Who is hitting a beat on point? Like how is this?

452
00:24:49,200 --> 00:24:52,000
Speaker 1: Like that's decided?

453
00:24:53,240 --> 00:24:56,720
Speaker 3: Right, that's there's two points like in a competition, in

454
00:24:56,760 --> 00:25:02,240
Speaker 3: a battle, there's judges, right, But like we call it ciphers,

455
00:25:02,280 --> 00:25:05,320
Speaker 3: Like there's circles, like you know in a party that

456
00:25:05,480 --> 00:25:08,320
Speaker 3: when I don't know, maybe Ron DMC comes on and

457
00:25:08,400 --> 00:25:11,520
Speaker 3: everybody goes on on the circle, Like that's called a cipher.

458
00:25:12,080 --> 00:25:15,960
Speaker 3: So if you go one on one again someone, there's

459
00:25:16,000 --> 00:25:19,440
Speaker 3: no judge, but you start to see.

460
00:25:19,119 --> 00:25:21,360
Speaker 4: Like maybe if you.

461
00:25:21,280 --> 00:25:24,439
Speaker 3: Don't know many moves or anything, but you can feel it,

462
00:25:24,880 --> 00:25:28,680
Speaker 3: maybe you're like, oh, yeah, that dude is owning him.

463
00:25:28,760 --> 00:25:32,280
Speaker 1: Okay. So it's just it's like a it's a vibe

464
00:25:32,520 --> 00:25:35,520
Speaker 1: as to who won, like you exactly know whether or

465
00:25:35,560 --> 00:25:38,520
Speaker 1: not you want okay, that makes sense. That makes sense.

466
00:25:38,880 --> 00:25:41,000
Speaker 1: Have you ever ever lost? What does it feel like

467
00:25:41,040 --> 00:25:41,560
Speaker 1: to lose that?

468
00:25:41,920 --> 00:25:47,560
Speaker 3: Oh? As a b boys, as a break break boy,

469
00:25:48,119 --> 00:25:51,440
Speaker 3: you need to experience losing quite a lot of times

470
00:25:51,560 --> 00:25:55,000
Speaker 3: before it just winning like everything else, right, but it

471
00:25:55,040 --> 00:25:58,639
Speaker 3: feels rough, not gonna lie like you sometimes think that

472
00:25:58,720 --> 00:26:02,480
Speaker 3: you want and then sometimes they do a bad call

473
00:26:03,080 --> 00:26:06,200
Speaker 3: and they just let win the other dude, But it happens.

474
00:26:06,240 --> 00:26:10,560
Speaker 3: I just finally understood it, like maybe one year and

475
00:26:10,680 --> 00:26:14,359
Speaker 3: a half ago. I cannot endure it now I'm like,

476
00:26:15,040 --> 00:26:19,360
Speaker 3: oh yeah, man, it's the moment another day, next day,

477
00:26:19,400 --> 00:26:22,520
Speaker 3: another person is going to be a shamp. So I

478
00:26:22,600 --> 00:26:23,520
Speaker 3: used to feel it that way.

479
00:26:23,560 --> 00:26:27,119
Speaker 1: Now, so this person said, and this is I'm curious

480
00:26:27,160 --> 00:26:31,600
Speaker 1: about this. What's the penalty for losing the turf war dance?

481
00:26:31,680 --> 00:26:34,000
Speaker 1: Do you do? You do they like take your turf? Like,

482
00:26:34,080 --> 00:26:36,239
Speaker 1: what do you do? You have to move out? Are

483
00:26:36,240 --> 00:26:39,280
Speaker 1: you not allowed to go there anymore? What's that look like?

484
00:26:40,920 --> 00:26:45,720
Speaker 3: No, well, I'm not very familiar with with turf Like

485
00:26:45,840 --> 00:26:48,919
Speaker 3: turfing is like another dance, but at least in breaking

486
00:26:49,000 --> 00:26:52,280
Speaker 3: when you lose, like when you call someone out and

487
00:26:52,280 --> 00:26:56,159
Speaker 3: then you lose, like well you simply lose, right, and

488
00:26:56,200 --> 00:26:59,920
Speaker 3: they can just call you whack. This is you surely

489
00:27:00,240 --> 00:27:04,240
Speaker 3: calling someone out and then losing. It's like when you are,

490
00:27:04,400 --> 00:27:07,800
Speaker 3: I don't know, good at math and then you're like, well,

491
00:27:07,800 --> 00:27:10,399
Speaker 3: I'm better than you're at math, and then someone comes

492
00:27:10,440 --> 00:27:13,480
Speaker 3: in this is better than you. You're like, oh, shaid,

493
00:27:13,520 --> 00:27:16,520
Speaker 3: I'm gonna just shut my mouth. So it's kind of

494
00:27:16,640 --> 00:27:18,639
Speaker 3: just like that intense.

495
00:27:18,680 --> 00:27:21,600
Speaker 1: Okay, so it's it's uh, it's just very embarrassing. But

496
00:27:21,640 --> 00:27:31,000
Speaker 1: you're you're not like spanned from embarrassing. Okay, someone said this,

497
00:27:31,000 --> 00:27:33,800
Speaker 1: this has a bit. The last question, somebody said, what's

498
00:27:33,840 --> 00:27:36,480
Speaker 1: the best food going on in Tijuana?

499
00:27:37,680 --> 00:27:42,560
Speaker 3: Oh okay, well, uh, I'm gonna be honest. There's only

500
00:27:42,680 --> 00:27:47,280
Speaker 3: one food that can be like very that the one

501
00:27:47,440 --> 00:27:50,920
Speaker 3: is very known for, which is called Bria.

502
00:27:51,119 --> 00:27:52,200
Speaker 1: Oh yeah, sure that thing.

503
00:27:53,200 --> 00:27:54,560
Speaker 2: Oh you know it's perfect.

504
00:27:54,880 --> 00:27:57,560
Speaker 1: Well, yeah, we have like Berria taco stands and all

505
00:27:57,600 --> 00:27:58,080
Speaker 1: that ship.

506
00:27:58,840 --> 00:28:02,000
Speaker 3: Yes, like they do have the best ones right here,

507
00:28:02,800 --> 00:28:07,200
Speaker 3: but a personal one. And I'm gonna get this, you know,

508
00:28:07,440 --> 00:28:11,600
Speaker 3: just because saying this, But I think fo right here

509
00:28:12,000 --> 00:28:15,600
Speaker 3: because there's there there's a lot of Vietnamese people right here,

510
00:28:16,680 --> 00:28:20,040
Speaker 3: but legit Vietnamese. It's not like you know a Mexican

511
00:28:20,080 --> 00:28:22,680
Speaker 3: person is just doing them. No, it's just like Vietnamese

512
00:28:22,760 --> 00:28:25,600
Speaker 3: people doing them. It's pretty fucking nice.

513
00:28:26,920 --> 00:28:28,760
Speaker 1: Oh that's cool.

514
00:28:28,840 --> 00:28:29,200
Speaker 4: Is there ever?

515
00:28:29,320 --> 00:28:34,359
Speaker 1: Did they ever do like Vietnamese Mexican fusion like a

516
00:28:34,800 --> 00:28:37,520
Speaker 1: bond me taco or whatever.

517
00:28:38,560 --> 00:28:41,800
Speaker 3: They I haven't tried it, but they did one with

518
00:28:43,120 --> 00:28:46,160
Speaker 3: what's it called with chorriso. I don't know if you're

519
00:28:46,160 --> 00:28:48,680
Speaker 3: familiar with that. It's the kind of meat.

520
00:28:49,160 --> 00:28:49,320
Speaker 2: But.

521
00:28:50,920 --> 00:28:53,240
Speaker 3: I haven't tried it, to be honest, even though if

522
00:28:53,280 --> 00:28:58,120
Speaker 3: I'm from here, I never had my thoughts on you know,

523
00:28:58,200 --> 00:28:59,960
Speaker 3: I should try that. No, I just stick with the

524
00:29:00,640 --> 00:29:02,560
Speaker 3: beef and shrimp.

525
00:29:04,760 --> 00:29:09,440
Speaker 1: Diego can people. I know you're trying to stay under

526
00:29:09,480 --> 00:29:12,800
Speaker 1: the wraps, but like, do you want to promote your

527
00:29:13,440 --> 00:29:16,720
Speaker 1: break dancing stuff at all? I'm I'm I'm certainly curious.

528
00:29:16,720 --> 00:29:19,360
Speaker 1: But if you want to stay anonymous, that's cool.

529
00:29:22,000 --> 00:29:26,240
Speaker 3: I just rather not, just because I don't want to

530
00:29:26,240 --> 00:29:29,160
Speaker 3: be like, you know, just because of this well that

531
00:29:29,200 --> 00:29:32,840
Speaker 3: went viral. I just want like the community for its

532
00:29:32,880 --> 00:29:36,320
Speaker 3: own name, just to be viral and then whenever you

533
00:29:36,360 --> 00:29:38,400
Speaker 3: come to Tijuana you can be like, oh it's that

534
00:29:39,040 --> 00:29:41,200
Speaker 3: that community, bro.

535
00:29:41,360 --> 00:29:45,320
Speaker 1: I would I would I've never been to Tijuana. I

536
00:29:45,400 --> 00:29:48,240
Speaker 1: really want to go. If you're still putting on these events,

537
00:29:49,240 --> 00:29:52,200
Speaker 1: fucking please let me know, or even if you want

538
00:29:52,240 --> 00:29:55,280
Speaker 1: to send me a DM on Instagram so I can see,

539
00:29:55,480 --> 00:29:58,200
Speaker 1: uh see what's going on, because I would. I don't.

540
00:29:58,480 --> 00:30:00,480
Speaker 1: I don't have plans to go to Tijuana, but it's

541
00:30:00,480 --> 00:30:03,400
Speaker 1: definitely a place I may end up at some point.

542
00:30:03,440 --> 00:30:05,440
Speaker 1: I fucking love to go to one of these breakdance

543
00:30:05,480 --> 00:30:06,560
Speaker 1: events that sounds awesome.

544
00:30:07,920 --> 00:30:11,000
Speaker 3: Definitely, dude, as soon as I see that you are

545
00:30:11,240 --> 00:30:14,200
Speaker 3: heading down here or you're having planned I definitely will.

546
00:30:14,360 --> 00:30:16,800
Speaker 3: But if if anyone else from right here in the

547
00:30:16,880 --> 00:30:20,560
Speaker 3: chat just wants to come, definitely. You guys can just

548
00:30:20,840 --> 00:30:22,960
Speaker 3: see the whole vibe right here in Tijuana, and I'm

549
00:30:22,960 --> 00:30:25,560
Speaker 3: pretty sure that you're gonna end up having a nice

550
00:30:25,600 --> 00:30:26,200
Speaker 3: time right here.

551
00:30:26,760 --> 00:30:30,080
Speaker 1: Fuck yeah, Well, thanks for sharing all this, Diego is

552
00:30:30,200 --> 00:30:34,600
Speaker 1: uh hmmmm. Is there anything else you want to say

553
00:30:34,680 --> 00:30:36,480
Speaker 1: to the people of the computer before we go?

554
00:30:37,840 --> 00:30:42,040
Speaker 3: Yes, I think that I would never talk that. I'll

555
00:30:42,320 --> 00:30:46,080
Speaker 3: just get in one of your calls, but just into

556
00:30:46,120 --> 00:30:49,880
Speaker 3: the other side. Don't let uh if you ever come,

557
00:30:50,640 --> 00:30:54,640
Speaker 3: if you ever are going to become a parent, just

558
00:30:54,680 --> 00:30:57,880
Speaker 3: don't let that suck you up like it's just part

559
00:30:57,880 --> 00:31:00,840
Speaker 3: of the process, and you're gonna love your kids like

560
00:31:00,880 --> 00:31:04,479
Speaker 3: when you see them grown. It's it's a pretty fucking

561
00:31:04,480 --> 00:31:05,520
Speaker 3: good moment to see.

562
00:31:06,480 --> 00:31:09,200
Speaker 1: Hey, thanks so much, Diego. Hopefully I'll see in Tijuana on.

563
00:31:09,320 --> 00:31:12,000
Speaker 2: That sure is it? Goodbye?

564
00:31:12,120 --> 00:31:12,360
Speaker 4: Thank you?

565
00:31:12,360 --> 00:31:19,240
Speaker 1: Good bye? Oh that was so nice. That was cool, man.

566
00:31:19,320 --> 00:31:22,640
Speaker 1: Hell yeah, I got to you know, so, I just

567
00:31:22,880 --> 00:31:26,320
Speaker 1: finished doing this big ass tour and I'm kind of

568
00:31:26,360 --> 00:31:30,440
Speaker 1: like trying to stay put for a significant amount of time,

569
00:31:30,560 --> 00:31:33,560
Speaker 1: but uh, I got I'd love to go back to

570
00:31:33,640 --> 00:31:36,560
Speaker 1: making those those for those for those of you who

571
00:31:36,760 --> 00:31:38,960
Speaker 1: just listened to this on podcasts, although actually I guess

572
00:31:39,000 --> 00:31:42,720
Speaker 1: I've I've put audio versions of this kind of stuff

573
00:31:43,120 --> 00:31:48,160
Speaker 1: out there, but I love doing the in person gecko shit.

574
00:31:49,120 --> 00:31:51,920
Speaker 1: So maybe I'm a little too tired to do it

575
00:31:52,440 --> 00:31:55,800
Speaker 1: for the time being, but I'm definitely I want to

576
00:31:55,840 --> 00:31:58,520
Speaker 1: return to doing that kind of shit, you know, just

577
00:31:58,520 --> 00:32:01,080
Speaker 1: fucking hit up this guy the egg oh and be

578
00:32:01,200 --> 00:32:04,000
Speaker 1: like and do being a gecko at a t you

579
00:32:04,080 --> 00:32:10,960
Speaker 1: wanna breakdance event? That sounds awesome. Shout out Diego, Shout

580
00:32:10,960 --> 00:32:16,920
Speaker 1: out Life, shout out to Juanna, and uh God, bless

581
00:32:18,120 --> 00:32:24,680
Speaker 1: uh God. Bless the universe? Hello, Hello, Hey, what's up?

582
00:32:24,720 --> 00:32:24,880
Speaker 2: Man?

583
00:32:24,880 --> 00:32:26,560
Speaker 1: What's who are you? What's your name?

584
00:32:27,200 --> 00:32:28,200
Speaker 2: Yo? It's crazy.

585
00:32:28,280 --> 00:32:30,880
Speaker 4: Well it's my first time calling you and you actually answered.

586
00:32:31,320 --> 00:32:32,520
Speaker 1: What's up? How you doing?

587
00:32:32,760 --> 00:32:34,880
Speaker 4: What's up? My name is Eddie. Nice to meet you.

588
00:32:35,280 --> 00:32:38,280
Speaker 1: Nice to meet you to Eddie. What's uh? What what's

589
00:32:38,320 --> 00:32:39,600
Speaker 1: you up to? How's life?

590
00:32:41,280 --> 00:32:41,760
Speaker 4: Not much?

591
00:32:41,840 --> 00:32:42,040
Speaker 2: Man?

592
00:32:42,520 --> 00:32:45,720
Speaker 4: You know, just graduated high school. I just got into

593
00:32:45,720 --> 00:32:50,720
Speaker 4: trade school. I mean trying to trying to become age,

594
00:32:50,920 --> 00:32:52,560
Speaker 4: you know. Cool?

595
00:32:52,680 --> 00:32:54,440
Speaker 1: I like that. Well, how was high school?

596
00:32:54,440 --> 00:32:54,680
Speaker 2: Did you?

597
00:32:54,840 --> 00:32:56,840
Speaker 1: Did you? Did you have a Are you gonna miss it?

598
00:32:56,960 --> 00:33:00,360
Speaker 1: Or are you excited to be moving? Moving on in

599
00:33:00,400 --> 00:33:01,000
Speaker 1: the universe?

600
00:33:02,680 --> 00:33:04,480
Speaker 4: Well, you know, sometimes when I scroll through my phone,

601
00:33:05,080 --> 00:33:09,880
Speaker 4: I uh yeah, I think about the old times. You know,

602
00:33:10,720 --> 00:33:12,560
Speaker 4: it feels like it was a decade ago, but it

603
00:33:12,600 --> 00:33:14,680
Speaker 4: was just like a couple couple of months ago. You know.

604
00:33:16,440 --> 00:33:18,000
Speaker 1: Did you have a lot of friends?

605
00:33:18,000 --> 00:33:21,280
Speaker 4: I'm admitted for sure. Yeah I had a couple of friends,

606
00:33:21,320 --> 00:33:23,800
Speaker 4: but you know, you know how it is when you

607
00:33:23,840 --> 00:33:29,360
Speaker 4: graduate kind of stop stalking song. But yeah, I think

608
00:33:29,360 --> 00:33:31,720
Speaker 4: I only have like one actual friend that I talked

609
00:33:31,760 --> 00:33:36,160
Speaker 4: to and we hang out like when I'm when I'm

610
00:33:36,200 --> 00:33:37,000
Speaker 4: not busy.

611
00:33:39,840 --> 00:33:42,120
Speaker 1: Do you do you like this friend? Are they someone

612
00:33:42,120 --> 00:33:44,400
Speaker 1: you think you're gonna spend a lot of time with, Like,

613
00:33:44,600 --> 00:33:46,720
Speaker 1: like you still do you see yourself still being friends

614
00:33:46,760 --> 00:33:47,960
Speaker 1: with them a long time from now?

615
00:33:50,000 --> 00:33:50,560
Speaker 2: Yeah, I hope.

616
00:33:50,600 --> 00:33:52,320
Speaker 4: So, I hope so, man, because I try to. I

617
00:33:52,320 --> 00:33:53,920
Speaker 4: try to hang out with the people that have kind

618
00:33:53,960 --> 00:33:56,120
Speaker 4: of the same mentality as me, you know, because that's

619
00:33:56,120 --> 00:33:58,280
Speaker 4: what they tell you, know, you are who you like

620
00:33:58,280 --> 00:34:00,240
Speaker 4: to hang out with. That's what they told me since

621
00:34:00,280 --> 00:34:01,240
Speaker 4: I was little.

622
00:34:01,600 --> 00:34:04,000
Speaker 1: So what's how would you describe this mentality?

623
00:34:04,280 --> 00:34:07,200
Speaker 4: Well, you know, just trying to progress and you know,

624
00:34:07,320 --> 00:34:12,879
Speaker 4: keep moving in life however you can. And it's better

625
00:34:12,920 --> 00:34:15,360
Speaker 4: if it's like however you like it to be.

626
00:34:15,440 --> 00:34:21,560
Speaker 1: You know, what, in what ways are you trying to progress?

627
00:34:23,040 --> 00:34:26,840
Speaker 4: Well? I have older brothers, like way older brothers, because

628
00:34:27,160 --> 00:34:29,440
Speaker 4: my family kind of had me, Like my mom and

629
00:34:29,520 --> 00:34:31,520
Speaker 4: dad had me when they were pretty like oh, like

630
00:34:31,719 --> 00:34:35,839
Speaker 4: they were like thirty five when they had me, and

631
00:34:36,200 --> 00:34:37,680
Speaker 4: so I grew up with a lot of role models

632
00:34:37,719 --> 00:34:42,680
Speaker 4: and stuff like that. So they like made me feel sorry.

633
00:34:43,480 --> 00:34:46,120
Speaker 4: They made me feel like I had a lot to

634
00:34:46,200 --> 00:34:48,840
Speaker 4: prove because they all have good families and good jobs.

635
00:34:49,080 --> 00:34:50,480
Speaker 4: So I'm just trying to be like them, you know,

636
00:34:51,520 --> 00:34:52,200
Speaker 4: you know how it is?

637
00:34:53,360 --> 00:34:56,759
Speaker 1: Sure? Yeah? What can I hear? Any Like, who's a

638
00:34:56,840 --> 00:34:59,640
Speaker 1: role model that you had growing up where you're like,

639
00:34:59,680 --> 00:35:02,040
Speaker 1: I like, I like that guy's life. I want his life.

640
00:35:03,200 --> 00:35:06,560
Speaker 4: My brother, my brother, his name is Oscar Oscar. He

641
00:35:06,600 --> 00:35:10,000
Speaker 4: has he has three kids and a wife, and he

642
00:35:10,040 --> 00:35:13,080
Speaker 4: has his own house. He's got a brand new truck

643
00:35:15,280 --> 00:35:17,600
Speaker 4: and every day, like I'm like, damn, I want to

644
00:35:17,640 --> 00:35:21,560
Speaker 4: be like him. He's like he's always he always like

645
00:35:22,200 --> 00:35:23,600
Speaker 4: he always has a goal in his head.

646
00:35:23,600 --> 00:35:24,080
Speaker 2: Like he's never.

647
00:35:24,120 --> 00:35:25,919
Speaker 4: He can't be still, you know, he can't be laying

648
00:35:25,960 --> 00:35:28,439
Speaker 4: down watching TV. He's got to be doing something every day.

649
00:35:29,280 --> 00:35:30,600
Speaker 4: That's what I like about him.

650
00:35:30,800 --> 00:35:35,680
Speaker 1: Mhm, Like what's he doing? What's his uh what's his

651
00:35:35,840 --> 00:35:38,359
Speaker 1: like job or a business.

652
00:35:38,400 --> 00:35:45,400
Speaker 4: He's a he's a contractor and he has he's a

653
00:35:45,440 --> 00:35:49,759
Speaker 4: supervisor for uh, for the district. So he's he's got

654
00:35:49,800 --> 00:35:52,719
Speaker 4: like he made he maintains the schools like he's a

655
00:35:53,040 --> 00:35:56,359
Speaker 4: he's a paint specialist, so he he has his own

656
00:35:56,400 --> 00:35:59,400
Speaker 4: crewerning around like schools and stuff like that, painting, and

657
00:35:59,400 --> 00:36:00,880
Speaker 4: he makes a key. He makes good money.

658
00:36:03,640 --> 00:36:05,400
Speaker 1: That's cool. Do you have a good relationship with him?

659
00:36:05,440 --> 00:36:06,879
Speaker 1: Do you get to see him pretty often? It sounds

660
00:36:06,920 --> 00:36:08,640
Speaker 1: like he's like a little yeah, yeah, we live.

661
00:36:09,160 --> 00:36:09,480
Speaker 2: We live.

662
00:36:09,960 --> 00:36:13,239
Speaker 4: Yeah, we live close to each other. I actually had

663
00:36:13,239 --> 00:36:16,239
Speaker 4: to live with them a couple like maybe two years

664
00:36:16,239 --> 00:36:19,319
Speaker 4: because my mom passed away from COVID.

665
00:36:19,840 --> 00:36:20,839
Speaker 1: Oh I'm sorry to hear that.

666
00:36:21,760 --> 00:36:26,400
Speaker 4: Yeah, she passed away from COVID New Year of twenty

667
00:36:26,480 --> 00:36:32,120
Speaker 4: nineteen when I was when I was sixteen, she passed away.

668
00:36:32,840 --> 00:36:33,680
Speaker 1: How's your dad doing?

669
00:36:35,200 --> 00:36:37,960
Speaker 4: My dad? He, well, he's doing fine. You know, he's

670
00:36:38,000 --> 00:36:43,040
Speaker 4: in disability because because he has our tartist on his

671
00:36:43,239 --> 00:36:46,440
Speaker 4: on his knee, So he pretty much just stayed at

672
00:36:46,440 --> 00:36:51,839
Speaker 4: home and I lived with him to me him and

673
00:36:51,880 --> 00:36:59,520
Speaker 4: my other brother. His name is Robert. He's a trucker. Yeah,

674
00:36:59,520 --> 00:37:03,720
Speaker 4: he pretty mus just he's doing all right. He doesn't

675
00:37:03,719 --> 00:37:07,799
Speaker 4: tell me a lot. He's a he like he likes

676
00:37:07,800 --> 00:37:10,399
Speaker 4: to hide his feelings with jokes and stuff like that,

677
00:37:11,080 --> 00:37:12,680
Speaker 4: so it's kind of hard to get. But I know

678
00:37:12,719 --> 00:37:15,600
Speaker 4: he I know he keeps stuff deep down that he

679
00:37:15,640 --> 00:37:21,439
Speaker 4: doesn't tell me. And yeah, pretty much, I'll just try

680
00:37:21,480 --> 00:37:25,799
Speaker 4: to make his day, you know, when every time he's

681
00:37:25,800 --> 00:37:28,600
Speaker 4: in town, because he's he's like pretty much out all weekend,

682
00:37:28,600 --> 00:37:30,960
Speaker 4: comes back on the weekends, And how's.

683
00:37:30,800 --> 00:37:33,239
Speaker 1: Your dad doing doing since your mom died? What's he

684
00:37:33,400 --> 00:37:37,440
Speaker 1: what's he been up to? Has he been like working

685
00:37:37,480 --> 00:37:39,600
Speaker 1: through all that? Like how's how's he been?

686
00:37:41,360 --> 00:37:43,160
Speaker 4: Yeah, I mean he's been, he's been. I guess you

687
00:37:43,200 --> 00:37:45,440
Speaker 4: could say he's been working through it, but you know

688
00:37:46,280 --> 00:37:50,719
Speaker 4: it gets him sometimes. But how can I explain this?

689
00:37:50,800 --> 00:37:57,239
Speaker 4: So my dad, he he like he's not a very

690
00:37:57,320 --> 00:38:02,440
Speaker 4: like hmm, like a responsible person. You know, he likes

691
00:38:02,480 --> 00:38:04,759
Speaker 4: to he likes for you to help him out a lot.

692
00:38:05,080 --> 00:38:07,160
Speaker 4: And yet like, of course, like I have I help him.

693
00:38:07,200 --> 00:38:09,000
Speaker 4: He's my dad and all that. But then again, like

694
00:38:10,080 --> 00:38:12,239
Speaker 4: there's a there's a point where like you gotta you know,

695
00:38:12,280 --> 00:38:18,200
Speaker 4: step it down a little bit because like if he like,

696
00:38:18,239 --> 00:38:21,520
Speaker 4: there's points sometimes when I come home and he hasn't

697
00:38:21,680 --> 00:38:26,200
Speaker 4: ate like he doesn't he hasn't ate no food, he

698
00:38:26,239 --> 00:38:29,520
Speaker 4: hasn't nothing, Like he just lays down in bed, and

699
00:38:29,560 --> 00:38:32,120
Speaker 4: I know he has the strength to do it. He's

700
00:38:32,160 --> 00:38:35,359
Speaker 4: not that he's like just his mentality is just all

701
00:38:35,480 --> 00:38:39,040
Speaker 4: like wrong, you know, like he doesn't try himself, like

702
00:38:39,160 --> 00:38:42,799
Speaker 4: push himself, like get up from bed. Every day when

703
00:38:42,800 --> 00:38:45,239
Speaker 4: I come back from school and I see him in bed,

704
00:38:45,239 --> 00:38:46,640
Speaker 4: I'm like, man, you could have at least got up

705
00:38:46,680 --> 00:38:49,359
Speaker 4: and stretched your legs, you know, walked around a little bit,

706
00:38:49,760 --> 00:38:53,960
Speaker 4: try to move those old bones. But it's kind of

707
00:38:53,960 --> 00:38:57,520
Speaker 4: hard to make him because he doesn't like to take criticism.

708
00:38:57,760 --> 00:39:00,480
Speaker 4: He starts, he he got to cry, or he gets mad.

709
00:39:01,280 --> 00:39:08,960
Speaker 4: But yeah, I'm just trying to pretty much like stay

710
00:39:09,480 --> 00:39:12,640
Speaker 4: in my lane, like trying to progress myself well, helping

711
00:39:12,680 --> 00:39:16,400
Speaker 4: my dad. And I mean, I know I'm not alone.

712
00:39:16,400 --> 00:39:18,560
Speaker 4: I have a big family, but still, like I know,

713
00:39:18,600 --> 00:39:21,239
Speaker 4: it mostly falls on me because if like stuff were

714
00:39:21,360 --> 00:39:23,720
Speaker 4: to get worse, I think I would be the one

715
00:39:23,960 --> 00:39:25,600
Speaker 4: that would happen to take care of him.

716
00:39:25,600 --> 00:39:29,560
Speaker 1: You know, That's that's really noble of you. Do you have?

717
00:39:29,640 --> 00:39:31,759
Speaker 1: You said you have a big family. Who else is

718
00:39:32,040 --> 00:39:33,040
Speaker 1: helping you out? Is it? I?

719
00:39:33,520 --> 00:39:33,799
Speaker 4: Is it?

720
00:39:34,280 --> 00:39:36,560
Speaker 1: Oscar? Well show? What's the name of the other one?

721
00:39:37,960 --> 00:39:38,320
Speaker 4: Robert?

722
00:39:38,400 --> 00:39:38,760
Speaker 2: Oscar?

723
00:39:38,840 --> 00:39:39,120
Speaker 4: Robert?

724
00:39:39,200 --> 00:39:40,960
Speaker 1: Are are those two? Are those two helping you out

725
00:39:40,960 --> 00:39:42,400
Speaker 1: at all? Or do you have someone out like an

726
00:39:42,480 --> 00:39:43,919
Speaker 1: uncle or an aunt helping you out?

727
00:39:45,080 --> 00:39:47,600
Speaker 4: Oh? It's it's mostly just me and my brother. But

728
00:39:47,800 --> 00:39:52,080
Speaker 4: my sister in law, my my brother, Oscar's wife, she's

729
00:39:52,120 --> 00:39:53,600
Speaker 4: like a mom to me pretty much. She called me

730
00:39:53,680 --> 00:39:59,719
Speaker 4: every day and she she she makes me feel like

731
00:39:59,719 --> 00:40:03,280
Speaker 4: like the still somebody that cares about me sometimes because

732
00:40:03,320 --> 00:40:05,000
Speaker 4: you know, I lived with them. We got pretty close.

733
00:40:05,360 --> 00:40:07,040
Speaker 4: I got pretty pretty much. I got close with all

734
00:40:07,080 --> 00:40:12,520
Speaker 4: of them, are close with my nephew and my two nieces.

735
00:40:12,640 --> 00:40:18,200
Speaker 4: But yeah, others than that, that's pretty much it. Man,

736
00:40:18,280 --> 00:40:23,600
Speaker 4: Like I got, I got my dad, I got my family,

737
00:40:25,680 --> 00:40:29,920
Speaker 4: and I got well relationship wise. I'm talking to a

738
00:40:29,960 --> 00:40:32,480
Speaker 4: girl right now. You know, I like to go to

739
00:40:32,520 --> 00:40:37,400
Speaker 4: Mexico a lot because I'm from Mexico, Chihuahua, Mexico, and

740
00:40:37,719 --> 00:40:38,960
Speaker 4: I like to go a lot. I have a lot

741
00:40:39,000 --> 00:40:40,920
Speaker 4: of family over there too. I have a big family, man,

742
00:40:40,960 --> 00:40:43,480
Speaker 4: you name you name a place I might have family there,

743
00:40:43,560 --> 00:40:49,960
Speaker 4: like Oklahoma, Tulsa. I have a family in Oklahoma or Pasto.

744
00:40:51,080 --> 00:40:56,719
Speaker 4: Pretty much in a lot of places, man, Kansas. We

745
00:40:56,920 --> 00:41:00,319
Speaker 4: we like spread out from Mexico. We say, came over

746
00:41:00,320 --> 00:41:01,239
Speaker 4: here and we expanded.

747
00:41:04,719 --> 00:41:06,440
Speaker 1: You go to Mexico a lot to visit your family.

748
00:41:06,440 --> 00:41:07,440
Speaker 1: When's the last time you went?

749
00:41:07,640 --> 00:41:12,600
Speaker 4: Yeah, uh, summer, last summer was summer.

750
00:41:13,200 --> 00:41:15,120
Speaker 1: Well, and this girl that you're talking to, she liveing

751
00:41:15,160 --> 00:41:15,680
Speaker 1: in Mexico.

752
00:41:16,400 --> 00:41:18,600
Speaker 4: Yeah, where it's kind of like a long distance thing.

753
00:41:19,200 --> 00:41:22,160
Speaker 4: But it's it's kind of that thing has been kind

754
00:41:22,200 --> 00:41:25,160
Speaker 4: of driving me crazy too. Man. That was the main

755
00:41:25,160 --> 00:41:26,719
Speaker 4: reason why I called you. I know you don't really

756
00:41:26,719 --> 00:41:33,600
Speaker 4: like to do like relationship advice, but but like, yeah,

757
00:41:33,640 --> 00:41:36,839
Speaker 4: we you know I I I I like you Atti.

758
00:41:36,880 --> 00:41:38,520
Speaker 1: You gotta you got a real good vibe about you.

759
00:41:38,600 --> 00:41:40,319
Speaker 1: I'm I'm happy to talk to you about whatever you

760
00:41:40,320 --> 00:41:41,000
Speaker 1: want to talk about.

761
00:41:42,000 --> 00:41:44,640
Speaker 4: Oh, thank you so much. Man. Yeah, you know what, bro,

762
00:41:44,960 --> 00:41:47,959
Speaker 4: every time I fight with her, sometimes I can't sleep.

763
00:41:48,000 --> 00:41:50,080
Speaker 4: I put you on and I go to sleep. I'm

764
00:41:50,080 --> 00:41:53,120
Speaker 4: not gonna lie. So yeah, man, so.

765
00:41:53,120 --> 00:41:55,400
Speaker 1: You wanted to call it to talk specifically about something

766
00:41:55,440 --> 00:41:58,080
Speaker 1: that's going on with her? What's what's? What's up?

767
00:42:00,120 --> 00:42:02,440
Speaker 4: It's because we tend to find a lot right now.

768
00:42:02,440 --> 00:42:05,000
Speaker 4: We're not together. We used to be together. We broke up,

769
00:42:05,040 --> 00:42:08,480
Speaker 4: but we always end up finding our way back to

770
00:42:08,520 --> 00:42:11,160
Speaker 4: each other in a way and we end up talking again.

771
00:42:11,239 --> 00:42:14,520
Speaker 4: Right now, we're talking again. But I'm like, she always

772
00:42:14,520 --> 00:42:18,440
Speaker 4: makes me feel like what I have to say means nothing,

773
00:42:18,480 --> 00:42:22,560
Speaker 4: because sometimes like let's say, there's been a couple of

774
00:42:22,560 --> 00:42:24,960
Speaker 4: minutes or like you know, a couple hours, actually she

775
00:42:25,000 --> 00:42:30,200
Speaker 4: doesn't answer. I start to text it too much because yeah,

776
00:42:30,280 --> 00:42:32,680
Speaker 4: I guess you could say I might have trust issues.

777
00:42:32,719 --> 00:42:35,200
Speaker 4: I don't know, but she says like I don't trust

778
00:42:35,200 --> 00:42:36,960
Speaker 4: her and all. But I mean it's it's kind of

779
00:42:36,960 --> 00:42:38,920
Speaker 4: hard to trust somebody, you know, when they're further away.

780
00:42:39,600 --> 00:42:41,759
Speaker 4: But I mean, she might not be doing nothing. It

781
00:42:41,840 --> 00:42:42,399
Speaker 4: might just be mean.

782
00:42:42,440 --> 00:42:44,000
Speaker 1: Well let me let me let me ask you just

783
00:42:44,440 --> 00:42:47,680
Speaker 1: some like how long have you been dating this girl for?

784
00:42:47,880 --> 00:42:49,560
Speaker 1: Because you're you're what eighteen.

785
00:42:50,560 --> 00:42:52,000
Speaker 4: I'm twenty twenty.

786
00:42:52,960 --> 00:42:54,040
Speaker 1: How long you guys were dating for?

787
00:42:56,280 --> 00:42:57,160
Speaker 2: We've been dating for?

788
00:42:58,920 --> 00:43:00,759
Speaker 4: You could say, you know, I've been with her for

789
00:43:00,760 --> 00:43:02,319
Speaker 4: a little more than a year, but we started dating

790
00:43:02,320 --> 00:43:04,440
Speaker 4: a year a year from now, because.

791
00:43:04,160 --> 00:43:05,839
Speaker 1: I know you said it's been like on and off

792
00:43:05,880 --> 00:43:07,160
Speaker 1: and stuff. So like, I guess when did you get

793
00:43:07,200 --> 00:43:11,040
Speaker 1: help you guys meet You could.

794
00:43:10,920 --> 00:43:14,879
Speaker 4: Say maybe a year and a half ago. We met

795
00:43:15,520 --> 00:43:16,760
Speaker 4: Still we met at a party.

796
00:43:17,719 --> 00:43:19,680
Speaker 1: But tell me what you mean when you say that

797
00:43:19,760 --> 00:43:21,480
Speaker 1: she makes you feel like what you have to say

798
00:43:21,560 --> 00:43:22,360
Speaker 1: doesn't matter.

799
00:43:24,480 --> 00:43:27,000
Speaker 4: Like every time I express myself she gets mad, you know,

800
00:43:27,080 --> 00:43:29,320
Speaker 4: and she says it's the same thing over and over again,

801
00:43:29,960 --> 00:43:34,120
Speaker 4: like everything you say is just like the same, and

802
00:43:35,680 --> 00:43:37,279
Speaker 4: like pretty much every time I try to talk to her,

803
00:43:37,360 --> 00:43:39,880
Speaker 4: she was just like end up making me feel like

804
00:43:39,920 --> 00:43:47,839
Speaker 4: I'm the bad guy, you know, and I don't know.

805
00:43:48,080 --> 00:43:52,000
Speaker 4: Maybe it might be me or it might be her.

806
00:43:52,960 --> 00:43:54,640
Speaker 4: I don't know. Then again, it's hard to tell because

807
00:43:54,680 --> 00:43:57,279
Speaker 4: you know it's long distance. But you know, I like

808
00:43:57,360 --> 00:44:01,799
Speaker 4: the girl and if you and the crazy thing is,

809
00:44:01,800 --> 00:44:03,400
Speaker 4: she's the only girl I talk to that's not like

810
00:44:04,000 --> 00:44:04,840
Speaker 4: part of my family.

811
00:44:05,880 --> 00:44:06,240
Speaker 1: Mhm.

812
00:44:08,400 --> 00:44:11,360
Speaker 4: I haven't really like try to go out, you know,

813
00:44:12,600 --> 00:44:14,919
Speaker 4: I've been really spoken in school and work.

814
00:44:15,840 --> 00:44:21,200
Speaker 1: I guess that Well, maybe the reason I don't give

815
00:44:22,160 --> 00:44:27,160
Speaker 1: a relationship advices because it's a kind of a I

816
00:44:27,480 --> 00:44:30,400
Speaker 1: don't have my mind made up about a lot of

817
00:44:30,440 --> 00:44:36,640
Speaker 1: things about that sphere sphere of life, but my gut

818
00:44:36,719 --> 00:44:42,759
Speaker 1: tells me a few things, and one of them would

819
00:44:42,840 --> 00:44:48,279
Speaker 1: be this girl who lives in Mexico. I mean, what's

820
00:44:48,280 --> 00:44:51,520
Speaker 1: her life, like, what's she what's her universe? Because we

821
00:44:51,600 --> 00:44:54,680
Speaker 1: know we know a little about yours.

822
00:44:54,920 --> 00:44:58,360
Speaker 4: She's going to college right now, she's she wants to

823
00:44:58,400 --> 00:45:03,800
Speaker 4: be a psychologist m hm. And she has her mom,

824
00:45:03,920 --> 00:45:11,120
Speaker 4: her dad, nice family, you know, like she seems real

825
00:45:11,200 --> 00:45:18,080
Speaker 4: happy like with her family. And maybe maybe the thing

826
00:45:18,200 --> 00:45:23,200
Speaker 4: is that makes me feel like insecurity to say is

827
00:45:23,239 --> 00:45:25,840
Speaker 4: that I know it's something to happen between us, it

828
00:45:25,840 --> 00:45:28,360
Speaker 4: would be easier for her to like move on and

829
00:45:28,400 --> 00:45:31,440
Speaker 4: find somebody else, you know. M hm.

830
00:45:33,040 --> 00:45:40,399
Speaker 1: Why do you where's that like insecurity coming from?

831
00:45:40,800 --> 00:45:46,560
Speaker 4: Mm hm hm. Maybe with I don't know, to be honest, man,

832
00:45:50,520 --> 00:45:53,920
Speaker 4: maybe because I don't feel like, you know, I deserve her.

833
00:45:54,040 --> 00:45:59,520
Speaker 4: You could say that maybe yeah, but no, no, I know,

834
00:46:00,280 --> 00:46:02,360
Speaker 4: I know, I'm I know, I'm I know my worst

835
00:46:02,360 --> 00:46:05,319
Speaker 4: you know, like I know, there's not many people out

836
00:46:05,320 --> 00:46:10,200
Speaker 4: here doing it like me because because you know, there's

837
00:46:10,239 --> 00:46:13,000
Speaker 4: like where I went to where I went, where I

838
00:46:13,040 --> 00:46:15,440
Speaker 4: went to high school, it was a you could say

839
00:46:15,440 --> 00:46:17,560
Speaker 4: it was a pretty bad high school, a public high school,

840
00:46:17,800 --> 00:46:22,640
Speaker 4: oak Cliffe, Texas. And if the schools called Kimball just

841
00:46:22,680 --> 00:46:25,720
Speaker 4: a f Kimball, I'm not sure if you know that school.

842
00:46:26,600 --> 00:46:30,319
Speaker 4: But uh, yeah, I know a couple of my friends

843
00:46:30,360 --> 00:46:33,680
Speaker 4: that passed away due to you know, choosing the wrong side,

844
00:46:35,360 --> 00:46:41,120
Speaker 4: like like SPM said what he said he said, living

845
00:46:41,480 --> 00:46:45,600
Speaker 4: living your life about the curse, I think something like that.

846
00:46:47,440 --> 00:46:51,719
Speaker 4: But yeah, pretty much like most of them are, well

847
00:46:51,760 --> 00:46:54,760
Speaker 4: not most of them, but like a couple of them,

848
00:46:55,040 --> 00:46:56,920
Speaker 4: and they passed away due to doing some stuff that

849
00:46:56,920 --> 00:47:06,000
Speaker 4: they weren't supposed to be doing. And sometimes I feel

850
00:47:06,160 --> 00:47:09,840
Speaker 4: like that could have been me, you know. But I'm

851
00:47:09,920 --> 00:47:12,319
Speaker 4: just glad I chose the right, the right like right

852
00:47:12,360 --> 00:47:13,040
Speaker 4: path in life.

853
00:47:15,000 --> 00:47:15,200
Speaker 2: Yeah.

854
00:47:15,239 --> 00:47:16,960
Speaker 1: You should be really proud of yourself about that.

855
00:47:20,840 --> 00:47:24,319
Speaker 4: Yeah, But then again, so I'm not. Another thing that

856
00:47:24,360 --> 00:47:27,120
Speaker 4: bothers me is that I feel pressured.

857
00:47:27,160 --> 00:47:27,319
Speaker 2: Man.

858
00:47:27,760 --> 00:47:31,600
Speaker 4: So like this, this one time when I went over

859
00:47:31,640 --> 00:47:34,000
Speaker 4: there to I was gonna go over there to Mexico, right,

860
00:47:34,280 --> 00:47:36,920
Speaker 4: I was gonna go visit her. So where I'm from,

861
00:47:37,440 --> 00:47:41,880
Speaker 4: it's it's just spark in Mexico, and then she's from Shihuahua,

862
00:47:41,920 --> 00:47:45,080
Speaker 4: Chiawa City, so it's kind of it's not that close.

863
00:47:45,400 --> 00:47:48,680
Speaker 4: But she went over there to to because she has

864
00:47:48,719 --> 00:47:51,239
Speaker 4: family two over there, and that's how we met. And

865
00:47:51,320 --> 00:47:52,920
Speaker 4: the planet was for me to go over there and

866
00:47:53,160 --> 00:47:55,839
Speaker 4: visit her, but my brother. I was gonna go with

867
00:47:55,840 --> 00:47:58,040
Speaker 4: my brother and at that time, I didn't have a

868
00:47:58,120 --> 00:48:03,520
Speaker 4: vehicle and we crashed. We crashed his car, and I

869
00:48:03,560 --> 00:48:06,799
Speaker 4: told her, I'm still gonna go. I'm just not gonna

870
00:48:06,800 --> 00:48:08,600
Speaker 4: be able to go over there. So maybe you could

871
00:48:08,600 --> 00:48:13,719
Speaker 4: come over here to where I'm from, since you have

872
00:48:13,880 --> 00:48:16,080
Speaker 4: family and I don't have family over there, because the

873
00:48:16,080 --> 00:48:17,680
Speaker 4: plan with my brother was gonna take me and see

874
00:48:17,680 --> 00:48:20,680
Speaker 4: her like for like maybe two days and then come back.

875
00:48:21,840 --> 00:48:24,719
Speaker 4: But that didn't work out. And I told her, I'm

876
00:48:24,719 --> 00:48:26,920
Speaker 4: gonna be over here so if you can't come see me,

877
00:48:27,320 --> 00:48:30,680
Speaker 4: you know, pretty much like we're both doing the like

878
00:48:30,760 --> 00:48:34,839
Speaker 4: we're both putting the work to see each other, you know. Yeah,

879
00:48:34,840 --> 00:48:39,560
Speaker 4: And she ended up telling me that I never go

880
00:48:39,640 --> 00:48:43,480
Speaker 4: through with what I say, and she got mad. She

881
00:48:43,920 --> 00:48:47,239
Speaker 4: did end up come seeing me, but then again, she

882
00:48:47,280 --> 00:48:50,320
Speaker 4: always used it against me whenever I don't like follow

883
00:48:50,400 --> 00:48:53,400
Speaker 4: through with something. But then again, she doesn't understand that

884
00:48:53,520 --> 00:48:56,880
Speaker 4: when I'm like that, I don't have the luxury, you know,

885
00:48:57,080 --> 00:49:00,680
Speaker 4: like I'm trying to work on myself to get my

886
00:49:00,680 --> 00:49:03,040
Speaker 4: life right so I can have a life with you,

887
00:49:03,040 --> 00:49:05,960
Speaker 4: you know, But she just doesn't see that. She just

888
00:49:06,000 --> 00:49:09,000
Speaker 4: sees the now like she's like if she if there's

889
00:49:09,040 --> 00:49:11,560
Speaker 4: like love and you can do anything and all that,

890
00:49:11,880 --> 00:49:14,279
Speaker 4: you don't love me like she she just pretty much

891
00:49:14,280 --> 00:49:17,560
Speaker 4: makes me feel like shit, you know what I'm trying

892
00:49:17,560 --> 00:49:17,879
Speaker 4: to say.

893
00:49:18,360 --> 00:49:20,840
Speaker 1: Yeah, so Eddie, what I will look. What I was

894
00:49:20,880 --> 00:49:28,720
Speaker 1: gonna say to you is I think, especially at at twenty,

895
00:49:29,280 --> 00:49:32,680
Speaker 1: is so like young. It's like, I think you should

896
00:49:32,680 --> 00:49:36,759
Speaker 1: do a little bit of an audit, right, and then

897
00:49:36,960 --> 00:49:44,200
Speaker 1: really think to yourself, because you you want the people

898
00:49:45,320 --> 00:49:51,560
Speaker 1: who are around you to energize you and make you

899
00:49:51,600 --> 00:49:55,239
Speaker 1: feel good about yourself, and you want to be excited

900
00:49:55,280 --> 00:50:02,480
Speaker 1: about putting energy into them, and I really feel like

901
00:50:02,560 --> 00:50:07,120
Speaker 1: you shouldn't settle for anything less than that. And so

902
00:50:07,440 --> 00:50:11,879
Speaker 1: you really got to kind of ask yourself if your

903
00:50:11,960 --> 00:50:19,759
Speaker 1: relationships are making your life better and adding to it,

904
00:50:20,760 --> 00:50:26,560
Speaker 1: or if they're making your life more stressful or more

905
00:50:26,560 --> 00:50:34,319
Speaker 1: difficult and detracting from it. Especially you know, you man,

906
00:50:34,320 --> 00:50:38,680
Speaker 1: because you got a you know, one of the things

907
00:50:38,800 --> 00:50:41,080
Speaker 1: I really like about your talking to you is that

908
00:50:41,160 --> 00:50:45,520
Speaker 1: you clearly have a a real fire in you to

909
00:50:45,640 --> 00:50:48,480
Speaker 1: make your to make a good life for yourself. Ry

910
00:50:48,560 --> 00:50:51,080
Speaker 1: that's really I think that's really cool. I really I

911
00:50:51,120 --> 00:50:55,880
Speaker 1: really admire that. I think that's awesome, and I I

912
00:50:55,920 --> 00:50:59,439
Speaker 1: think you'll do it because you just have that thing

913
00:51:00,400 --> 00:51:08,840
Speaker 1: and whatever, whatever, it wouldn't be the worst thing in

914
00:51:08,880 --> 00:51:14,359
Speaker 1: the world. Two just see, like focus on that and

915
00:51:14,480 --> 00:51:22,000
Speaker 1: be focused on yourself and building the life that you want. Right.

916
00:51:23,200 --> 00:51:25,799
Speaker 4: Yeah, maybe I'm just like too focused on the wrong thing,

917
00:51:25,880 --> 00:51:26,200
Speaker 4: you know.

918
00:51:27,080 --> 00:51:29,640
Speaker 1: Or maybeeah, maybe And also and also and also and

919
00:51:29,640 --> 00:51:32,799
Speaker 1: also also the whole because you said a bunch of things.

920
00:51:32,800 --> 00:51:36,560
Speaker 1: You were like, this person makes me feel like shit,

921
00:51:37,520 --> 00:51:40,839
Speaker 1: and uh, yeah said that You've kind of alluded to

922
00:51:40,920 --> 00:51:50,600
Speaker 1: this like sense of insecurity that you're feeling, which I'm

923
00:51:50,920 --> 00:51:57,120
Speaker 1: quite familiar with that insecurity and it's, uh, it'll really

924
00:51:57,160 --> 00:52:03,279
Speaker 1: make your life worse. And it's especially uh it's that insecurity.

925
00:52:03,320 --> 00:52:07,480
Speaker 1: You gotta really fucking take that out of your out

926
00:52:07,480 --> 00:52:11,480
Speaker 1: of your fucking soul and put it on the counter

927
00:52:11,880 --> 00:52:13,880
Speaker 1: and look at it and go, where the fuck is

928
00:52:13,880 --> 00:52:17,640
Speaker 1: this coming from? And how do I deal with it

929
00:52:19,480 --> 00:52:23,759
Speaker 1: so that I'm happier? You got to figure that out.

930
00:52:24,760 --> 00:52:28,080
Speaker 1: And uh, because you and I don't. I don't have

931
00:52:28,200 --> 00:52:30,640
Speaker 1: the answers and how to deal with insecurity. And I,

932
00:52:30,680 --> 00:52:32,080
Speaker 1: you know, I'm still dealing with a lot of my

933
00:52:32,120 --> 00:52:37,280
Speaker 1: own insecurity in my life. And uh, but you gotta,

934
00:52:37,360 --> 00:52:41,360
Speaker 1: you gotta, you gotta make these audits because you can't

935
00:52:41,560 --> 00:52:47,960
Speaker 1: just because if you just keep going without thinking about

936
00:52:47,960 --> 00:52:50,320
Speaker 1: these things and without you know, like when you like

937
00:52:50,360 --> 00:52:54,000
Speaker 1: when you text your girlfriend twice because you think that

938
00:52:54,239 --> 00:52:58,359
Speaker 1: she's cheating on you or you need you need from her,

939
00:52:59,120 --> 00:53:02,480
Speaker 1: you gotta, yeah, you got to understand why you're doing

940
00:53:02,480 --> 00:53:08,399
Speaker 1: that because and again I'm telling you this because I've

941
00:53:08,440 --> 00:53:11,600
Speaker 1: been in a lot of situations like that where where

942
00:53:12,040 --> 00:53:16,719
Speaker 1: my insecurity has prompted me to I think act in

943
00:53:17,080 --> 00:53:20,640
Speaker 1: ways that I'm like, I don't think that that's what

944
00:53:20,800 --> 00:53:26,880
Speaker 1: a secure person would do. And so, yeah, so you

945
00:53:26,960 --> 00:53:30,759
Speaker 1: really want to be very like, very fucking intentional and

946
00:53:30,800 --> 00:53:37,920
Speaker 1: conscious about this so that you're moving forward more positive.

947
00:53:38,040 --> 00:53:38,279
Speaker 4: You know what?

948
00:53:38,440 --> 00:53:39,440
Speaker 1: Does that make sense?

949
00:53:40,560 --> 00:53:41,520
Speaker 4: Yeah? Yeah, yeah, I get it.

950
00:53:41,560 --> 00:53:41,960
Speaker 2: I get it.

951
00:53:41,960 --> 00:53:43,480
Speaker 1: It's like why are you in It's like, it's like,

952
00:53:43,520 --> 00:53:45,520
Speaker 1: why are you insecure? Well, you're like like the thing

953
00:53:45,520 --> 00:53:47,239
Speaker 1: of like I don't deserve her. It's like, well, why

954
00:53:47,280 --> 00:53:48,799
Speaker 1: do I think I don't deserve her? It's like, well,

955
00:53:48,800 --> 00:53:51,000
Speaker 1: because I'm looking at my life and I'm like, oh,

956
00:53:51,040 --> 00:53:55,560
Speaker 1: I'm actually lacking these things that I wish I had,

957
00:53:56,040 --> 00:53:58,600
Speaker 1: And it's like, well, fuck man, you can have them.

958
00:53:59,280 --> 00:54:00,160
Speaker 1: You can do whatever you want.

959
00:54:00,200 --> 00:54:00,680
Speaker 4: Are You're right?

960
00:54:01,040 --> 00:54:02,040
Speaker 1: You're Eddie right?

961
00:54:03,360 --> 00:54:03,640
Speaker 2: Yep?

962
00:54:04,040 --> 00:54:06,960
Speaker 1: I do whatever you want, Eddie. You can do whatever

963
00:54:07,000 --> 00:54:07,399
Speaker 1: you want.

964
00:54:07,760 --> 00:54:11,319
Speaker 4: Yeah I can. Yeah, I guess you're right. You're you're right.

965
00:54:11,360 --> 00:54:16,040
Speaker 4: From cuse, I guess maybe where all that insecurity is

966
00:54:16,040 --> 00:54:20,160
Speaker 4: coming from, is that she like, you know, how she

967
00:54:20,280 --> 00:54:24,040
Speaker 4: tells me, I don't follow through, and maybe, like she

968
00:54:24,160 --> 00:54:27,160
Speaker 4: tells me, I'm like, that makes me feel like I'm

969
00:54:27,200 --> 00:54:31,280
Speaker 4: not like worth it, you know, And maybe the insecurity

970
00:54:31,320 --> 00:54:33,480
Speaker 4: is coming from that she'll find somebody that she thinks

971
00:54:34,080 --> 00:54:34,759
Speaker 4: is worth it.

972
00:54:36,760 --> 00:54:37,680
Speaker 1: Then let her do that.

973
00:54:39,160 --> 00:54:41,400
Speaker 4: You're right, at the end of the day, that's.

974
00:54:41,200 --> 00:54:45,239
Speaker 1: What if that's what she wants to do. But your

975
00:54:45,400 --> 00:54:52,720
Speaker 1: you're I don't. I don't. Yeah, I think. I think

976
00:54:53,960 --> 00:54:56,680
Speaker 1: handling your own insecurity and dealing with is like a

977
00:54:56,719 --> 00:55:00,200
Speaker 1: really important part of life. And for some people, bull

978
00:55:00,239 --> 00:55:03,279
Speaker 1: it's a it's a longer journey than others, but it's

979
00:55:03,320 --> 00:55:06,600
Speaker 1: something to check and not just it's it's something that

980
00:55:06,640 --> 00:55:09,920
Speaker 1: you I don't think is good to let go unchecked.

981
00:55:11,200 --> 00:55:16,000
Speaker 4: Yeah, yeah, I get you, man, But you're I I like.

982
00:55:16,440 --> 00:55:20,920
Speaker 1: Really, Eddie, I think you've got a good path ahead

983
00:55:20,920 --> 00:55:25,799
Speaker 1: of you. I hope you're not. Don't have fucking drive.

984
00:55:25,840 --> 00:55:29,760
Speaker 1: You drive yourself insane, taking care of your your dad

985
00:55:30,000 --> 00:55:34,480
Speaker 1: and and dealing with this girl in Mexico. Because you

986
00:55:34,560 --> 00:55:40,040
Speaker 1: I think you deserve a little a little effort into

987
00:55:40,080 --> 00:55:43,279
Speaker 1: yourself right, because you've got a good vision. You're looking

988
00:55:43,320 --> 00:55:45,240
Speaker 1: at your brother you're like, oh, he's got a family,

989
00:55:45,320 --> 00:55:52,319
Speaker 1: he's got a a he's he's financially self sufficient. And

990
00:55:52,400 --> 00:55:54,520
Speaker 1: you you have strong goals. You want a good life

991
00:55:54,560 --> 00:55:58,560
Speaker 1: for yourself, and you you seem like you're uh here

992
00:55:58,600 --> 00:56:01,840
Speaker 1: to build it. And I makes I'm excited for you, Eddie.

993
00:56:03,360 --> 00:56:06,600
Speaker 4: Yeah, thank you, man. Yeah, I only got three more

994
00:56:06,600 --> 00:56:08,680
Speaker 4: and three more months to go and I graduate. I

995
00:56:08,760 --> 00:56:11,120
Speaker 4: already have my certification. I just got to wait tonight

996
00:56:11,200 --> 00:56:14,640
Speaker 4: graduate though. But every day he's looking good.

997
00:56:15,640 --> 00:56:17,120
Speaker 1: Is there any Is there anything else that you wanted

998
00:56:17,120 --> 00:56:19,680
Speaker 1: to talk about before we go or anything?

999
00:56:19,719 --> 00:56:22,319
Speaker 4: No? No, no, man, that's it. It's really helped me. Man.

1000
00:56:22,400 --> 00:56:22,960
Speaker 2: I appreciate it.

1001
00:56:22,960 --> 00:56:25,239
Speaker 1: Okay, good, good, good. I'm really happy to hear that.

1002
00:56:25,800 --> 00:56:26,520
Speaker 1: Good luck, Eddie.

1003
00:56:27,400 --> 00:56:28,799
Speaker 4: I appreciate him. Man, you have a good one night.

1004
00:56:29,080 --> 00:56:30,279
Speaker 2: Stay take care, take care.

1005
00:56:32,320 --> 00:56:34,160
Speaker 1: I like to I like the guy a lot. He

1006
00:56:34,280 --> 00:56:39,680
Speaker 1: was cool. It gets it. It gets harder and harder

1007
00:56:39,760 --> 00:56:45,719
Speaker 1: to do this show. I think as a as a

1008
00:56:46,920 --> 00:56:52,680
Speaker 1: continue moving forward because I'm like, I don't, well, I do,

1009
00:56:52,840 --> 00:56:57,560
Speaker 1: I don't. I do feel like I know logically the

1010
00:56:57,600 --> 00:57:05,319
Speaker 1: correct answers to something, and that that guy was at

1011
00:57:05,320 --> 00:57:13,399
Speaker 1: a a an interesting stage of his life. But then

1012
00:57:13,400 --> 00:57:19,520
Speaker 1: sometimes I'm like, I've got him. I'm I'm crazy. This

1013
00:57:19,640 --> 00:57:21,080
Speaker 1: is boring. I don't, I don't, I don't. I don't

1014
00:57:21,160 --> 00:57:23,840
Speaker 1: like these post call thoughts. We're keeping them in, but uh,

1015
00:57:24,200 --> 00:57:30,000
Speaker 1: let's keep them in, and let's let's we're gonna keep

1016
00:57:30,000 --> 00:57:32,400
Speaker 1: these post call thoughts in. I thought, I I thought

1017
00:57:32,400 --> 00:57:37,120
Speaker 1: I had something vulnerable and sage to say at the

1018
00:57:37,200 --> 00:57:40,200
Speaker 1: end of this phone call. And I didn't. And so

1019
00:57:40,280 --> 00:57:42,920
Speaker 1: I'm gonna make a fart noise. No, I'm not. I'm

1020
00:57:42,920 --> 00:57:47,160
Speaker 1: not gonna make a fart noise. That sounded I felt weird. Okay,

1021
00:57:47,400 --> 00:57:49,120
Speaker 1: I'm sorry. I drank a lot of mountain I drank

1022
00:57:49,120 --> 00:57:53,479
Speaker 1: some mountain dew, but I feel good. I feel good.

1023
00:57:54,800 --> 00:57:57,880
Speaker 1: I drank some diet mountain dew. It's got I think

1024
00:57:57,880 --> 00:58:00,600
Speaker 1: it's got How many grams of caffeine is this Diamond

1025
00:58:00,680 --> 00:58:02,920
Speaker 1: Do have? This is not a sponsorship, by the way.

1026
00:58:02,920 --> 00:58:05,960
Speaker 1: I just I just like Diamond Do because it's got

1027
00:58:05,960 --> 00:58:08,360
Speaker 1: caffe you know, it's got ninety one milligrams. It's a lot.

1028
00:58:08,400 --> 00:58:12,920
Speaker 1: It's like a cup of think there's a cup of coffee.

1029
00:58:16,360 --> 00:58:20,080
Speaker 1: I'm not done with this post call thought. I'm not

1030
00:58:20,120 --> 00:58:22,560
Speaker 1: done with this post call thought. I feel like I

1031
00:58:22,600 --> 00:58:26,160
Speaker 1: still have something left to say. That was one of

1032
00:58:26,200 --> 00:58:28,240
Speaker 1: those phone calls. That was honestly one of those phone

1033
00:58:28,240 --> 00:58:34,040
Speaker 1: calls just now where I was like I was on

1034
00:58:34,200 --> 00:58:39,160
Speaker 1: my personal level, I as a participant in that conversation,

1035
00:58:39,400 --> 00:58:43,640
Speaker 1: was so much less interested in any advice I had

1036
00:58:43,680 --> 00:58:45,720
Speaker 1: to give to that guy, and I was more interested

1037
00:58:45,720 --> 00:58:49,959
Speaker 1: in just looking into the window of his life because

1038
00:58:49,960 --> 00:58:55,840
Speaker 1: he's got an interesting life. I hope it works out.

1039
00:58:57,680 --> 00:59:03,320
Speaker 1: It probably will, Yeah, he ranks. He ranks low on

1040
00:59:03,440 --> 00:59:06,000
Speaker 1: the list of callers where I hang up the phone

1041
00:59:06,000 --> 00:59:07,880
Speaker 1: and I'm like, I don't think that's things are going

1042
00:59:07,960 --> 00:59:12,080
Speaker 1: to work out for that person. I rarely think that though.

1043
00:59:12,600 --> 00:59:18,720
Speaker 1: I'm pretty optimistic because if if I can't be optimistic

1044
00:59:18,840 --> 00:59:20,439
Speaker 1: for other people, I can I don't think I could

1045
00:59:20,440 --> 00:59:22,920
Speaker 1: be opted. Like if I like if I called okay,

1046
00:59:23,080 --> 00:59:24,800
Speaker 1: what I'm meant to say. If I can't be optimistic

1047
00:59:24,840 --> 00:59:26,400
Speaker 1: for the people, I don't think I can be optimistic

1048
00:59:26,440 --> 00:59:28,680
Speaker 1: for myself, you know, Like if I was talking to

1049
00:59:28,720 --> 00:59:32,600
Speaker 1: myself on the phone and then I hung up, hopefully

1050
00:59:32,760 --> 00:59:36,080
Speaker 1: I'd be like, you know, I'm not worried about that guy.

1051
00:59:37,520 --> 00:59:41,320
Speaker 1: I think he's gonna be all right. So I gotta

1052
00:59:41,360 --> 00:59:44,200
Speaker 1: be optimistic for other people I talked to on the

1053
00:59:44,200 --> 00:59:46,120
Speaker 1: phone if I can't be optimistic for myself when I

1054
00:59:46,120 --> 00:59:48,720
Speaker 1: talk to myself on the phone, Does that make sense?

1055
00:59:52,080 --> 00:59:54,520
Speaker 1: This is good? This is good. All right, This is

1056
00:59:54,560 --> 01:00:01,960
Speaker 1: the end of my post call thought. Right now? Oh yeah, Hi,

1057
01:00:02,080 --> 01:00:02,640
Speaker 1: what's your name?

1058
01:00:04,400 --> 01:00:04,600
Speaker 4: Hi?

1059
01:00:05,160 --> 01:00:06,120
Speaker 2: My name is Clyde.

1060
01:00:07,560 --> 01:00:15,440
Speaker 1: Clyde. Sorry, you're you're you're you're a little nervous, a.

1061
01:00:15,520 --> 01:00:17,960
Speaker 2: Little nervous, little nervous guy. Right now.

1062
01:00:18,200 --> 01:00:20,120
Speaker 1: Well, let me tell you something. This is the This

1063
01:00:20,200 --> 01:00:24,600
Speaker 1: is my new thing that I say to people who

1064
01:00:24,600 --> 01:00:27,520
Speaker 1: are nervous talking on This is and because I really

1065
01:00:27,560 --> 01:00:33,440
Speaker 1: mean it, is that this is, this phone call right

1066
01:00:33,480 --> 01:00:39,840
Speaker 1: now is one of the least important things you will

1067
01:00:39,880 --> 01:00:42,560
Speaker 1: ever do in your life. You will you will do

1068
01:00:42,640 --> 01:00:46,520
Speaker 1: at least three hundred more important things in your life,

1069
01:00:47,320 --> 01:00:51,360
Speaker 1: hopefully many more than whatever this phone call is about

1070
01:00:51,400 --> 01:00:57,440
Speaker 1: to be. So the steaks, true, the steaks are incredibly

1071
01:00:57,480 --> 01:00:58,960
Speaker 1: low for this.

1072
01:00:59,160 --> 01:01:02,240
Speaker 2: It's not like objectively important. But it's kind of cool.

1073
01:01:03,640 --> 01:01:06,840
Speaker 1: It's kind of cool. It is kind of cool. It's

1074
01:01:07,000 --> 01:01:09,400
Speaker 1: it's cool to be it's cool that we're talking. But

1075
01:01:09,520 --> 01:01:12,600
Speaker 1: the stakes are low. There's no this is not you're

1076
01:01:12,600 --> 01:01:19,720
Speaker 1: not being graded for this. You're not this is you've

1077
01:01:19,720 --> 01:01:24,320
Speaker 1: already there's no there's no reason to be to be nervous.

1078
01:01:25,040 --> 01:01:28,840
Speaker 2: True true true. How's your day going?

1079
01:01:30,280 --> 01:01:33,480
Speaker 1: My day's actually going pretty good. I'm back in New

1080
01:01:33,560 --> 01:01:36,360
Speaker 1: York for the first time in like a month because

1081
01:01:36,400 --> 01:01:42,120
Speaker 1: I was away. I'm back in my actual studio office

1082
01:01:42,320 --> 01:01:47,800
Speaker 1: space thing, and I feel uh, I feel good. I'm

1083
01:01:47,880 --> 01:01:52,720
Speaker 1: very comfortable with uh where I am at in literally

1084
01:01:53,240 --> 01:01:56,680
Speaker 1: this specific moment talking to you. How was your day?

1085
01:01:58,720 --> 01:02:02,400
Speaker 2: Not bad? Not bad? My cat? My cat got sick

1086
01:02:02,440 --> 01:02:07,400
Speaker 2: this weekend, so that was that was a bit stressful,

1087
01:02:08,400 --> 01:02:10,320
Speaker 2: but uh, it took her. I took her to the

1088
01:02:10,440 --> 01:02:12,720
Speaker 2: vet today. She's kind of tweaking right now looking at

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Speaker 2: the wall because there's something living in my walls, which

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Speaker 2: is fun. But she's getting better, which is cool. But

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Speaker 2: I gotta shoved stuff in her mouth.

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Speaker 1: It's always fun to It's always fun to have a cat. Clyde,

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Speaker 1: what's up?

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Speaker 3: Man?

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Speaker 1: Would want? Would you want to talk about today?

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Speaker 2: Well, hmm, let's talk about Huh. I don't know, I

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Speaker 2: forget I guess I kind of feel like I'm in

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Speaker 2: the I'm in limbo right now. You know, I've been

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01:02:49,400 --> 01:02:53,280
Speaker 2: I got out of college about a year ago. Uh,

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Speaker 2: I'm I'm in Ohio. Was born in Ohio, raised in Ohio,

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01:02:59,320 --> 01:03:02,200
Speaker 2: with the college in Ohio. Now I'm working in Ohio

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01:03:03,720 --> 01:03:06,920
Speaker 2: and I'm kind of just you know, doing enough to

1103
01:03:07,680 --> 01:03:12,720
Speaker 2: pay my bills and get by, but nothing really crazy

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01:03:12,800 --> 01:03:13,600
Speaker 2: has been going on.

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01:03:14,920 --> 01:03:18,040
Speaker 1: Do you desire for more crazy things to be going on?

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01:03:20,160 --> 01:03:22,720
Speaker 2: I want to travel more, like I got this. I got.

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01:03:23,080 --> 01:03:26,240
Speaker 2: I live with a roommate and he's traveling like all

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01:03:26,280 --> 01:03:28,680
Speaker 2: the time, like every month. He's like, Oh, I'm going

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01:03:28,680 --> 01:03:32,200
Speaker 2: to I'm going to a national park. I'm going to Minnesota,

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01:03:32,320 --> 01:03:36,600
Speaker 2: I'm going to Michigan, I'm going to go kayaking and Arizona.

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01:03:36,640 --> 01:03:42,760
Speaker 2: And I'm like, well, shit, I want to do that, but.

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Speaker 1: I well, you know, is it a financial thing.

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01:03:48,680 --> 01:03:50,640
Speaker 2: It's such financial thing mostly.

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01:03:52,200 --> 01:03:54,360
Speaker 1: You know you so you grew up in Ohio, you

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01:03:54,400 --> 01:03:57,280
Speaker 1: went to college in Ohio, and you have a job

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01:03:57,520 --> 01:03:58,160
Speaker 1: in Ohio.

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01:03:59,400 --> 01:04:00,280
Speaker 2: Yeah? Yeah?

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Speaker 4: Is it?

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01:04:01,080 --> 01:04:01,760
Speaker 1: Is it a good job?

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Speaker 4: Uh?

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01:04:04,240 --> 01:04:08,320
Speaker 2: Yeah, it's pretty interesting. Actually I do. Uh, I do

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01:04:08,440 --> 01:04:16,640
Speaker 2: background investigations for the the Fed. Mister Biden, do.

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Speaker 1: They pay you sufficiently?

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01:04:20,200 --> 01:04:23,520
Speaker 2: Well, the thing is it's my first year and they

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01:04:24,280 --> 01:04:27,360
Speaker 2: they like sponsored the stuff, so they're paying me low

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01:04:27,440 --> 01:04:33,080
Speaker 2: for the first year, but hopefully I will be getting

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Speaker 2: paid more after this year.

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Speaker 1: Are you making are you are you making enough that

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Speaker 1: you can save?

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01:04:41,440 --> 01:04:41,560
Speaker 2: Uh?

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01:04:45,680 --> 01:04:45,800
Speaker 4: Kin?

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01:04:46,080 --> 01:04:48,960
Speaker 2: I am now at the point. Yes, I've recently uh

1133
01:04:49,880 --> 01:04:51,880
Speaker 2: did some financial magic.

1134
01:04:52,400 --> 01:04:54,720
Speaker 1: What is your roommate? What's your roommate do for a living?

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01:04:55,840 --> 01:04:59,320
Speaker 2: He's a server, you'd just be uh. He's sorts really

1136
01:04:59,320 --> 01:05:03,520
Speaker 2: good Italian food. But so it's like he got like

1137
01:05:03,680 --> 01:05:08,040
Speaker 2: his college all paid for okay mostly, and I did

1138
01:05:08,120 --> 01:05:09,160
Speaker 2: not act.

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01:05:09,480 --> 01:05:12,480
Speaker 1: So you have you have, you have debt and he's not.

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01:05:14,000 --> 01:05:16,040
Speaker 2: Yeah yeah, mm hmmm.

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01:05:20,920 --> 01:05:22,120
Speaker 1: Well where do you want to go?

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01:05:24,240 --> 01:05:24,479
Speaker 4: Oh?

1143
01:05:24,560 --> 01:05:26,240
Speaker 2: I want to go to I really want to go

1144
01:05:26,280 --> 01:05:28,800
Speaker 2: see the Grand Canyon. I really want to see the

1145
01:05:28,800 --> 01:05:31,560
Speaker 2: Grand Canyon. I want to go camping, and I want

1146
01:05:31,560 --> 01:05:33,640
Speaker 2: to kayak in the Grand Canyon. That's I want to

1147
01:05:33,640 --> 01:05:35,000
Speaker 2: see that great crack so bad.

1148
01:05:35,560 --> 01:05:37,480
Speaker 1: How much would it cost to go to the Grand Canyon?

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Speaker 2: I don't know.

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Speaker 1: See, that's that's my That's what that's that's where'm gonna

1151
01:05:43,160 --> 01:05:49,360
Speaker 1: that's where IM gonna stop you is because at least you, like,

1152
01:05:49,680 --> 01:05:57,240
Speaker 1: before you say that you can't do this thing, you

1153
01:05:57,240 --> 01:06:01,600
Speaker 1: should at least know how much you should at least

1154
01:06:01,640 --> 01:06:05,400
Speaker 1: look into it, you know what I mean? Yeah, Like,

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01:06:05,600 --> 01:06:07,960
Speaker 1: how are you, like, how are you gonna know whether

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01:06:08,040 --> 01:06:10,120
Speaker 1: or not you could afford to do something if you

1157
01:06:10,120 --> 01:06:12,960
Speaker 1: don't even know how much the thing costs to do.

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01:06:15,200 --> 01:06:18,360
Speaker 1: That's true because you because a lot of these because

1159
01:06:18,400 --> 01:06:22,120
Speaker 1: a lot of these things you can look into and

1160
01:06:22,640 --> 01:06:26,080
Speaker 1: realize that it. Sure, it's you're not gonna get there

1161
01:06:26,080 --> 01:06:29,880
Speaker 1: for free, and you will obviously have to save, but

1162
01:06:30,240 --> 01:06:34,320
Speaker 1: it's could be way less than you thought it was.

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01:06:35,720 --> 01:06:40,040
Speaker 1: Whereas to just say, oh, it's probably too expensive and

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01:06:40,080 --> 01:06:44,760
Speaker 1: I'm never gonna be able to go is can be

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Speaker 1: kind of defeatist.

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Speaker 2: That's true. That's yeah. I think that's just like my mindset,

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01:06:52,520 --> 01:06:55,880
Speaker 2: I guess, like growing up with my family, because they

1168
01:06:55,880 --> 01:06:57,960
Speaker 2: were always like like our vacations were like, let's go

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01:06:58,000 --> 01:07:03,760
Speaker 2: to Pennsylvania and see Grandpa Grandma and sure like the

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Speaker 2: first time I ever got on a plane was like

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01:07:07,360 --> 01:07:09,160
Speaker 2: when I got this job and they flew me out

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01:07:09,200 --> 01:07:12,120
Speaker 2: to like go train and I was like, this is

1173
01:07:12,160 --> 01:07:14,520
Speaker 2: so cool. Oh my god, they give you a peanuts

1174
01:07:14,560 --> 01:07:22,400
Speaker 2: and water. This is crazy. But that's that's true, so true.

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Speaker 1: I just here's the thing, man, is, if you're you're

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Speaker 1: in Ohio, and you want to travel and you've never

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01:07:28,000 --> 01:07:34,000
Speaker 1: been out before. You know, you have a job. It's

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01:07:34,000 --> 01:07:38,760
Speaker 1: a bummer to have student debt. But like if I

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Speaker 1: were you, I would just go on the internet and

1180
01:07:40,440 --> 01:07:42,320
Speaker 1: like figure out how much it costs to do these

1181
01:07:42,320 --> 01:07:45,640
Speaker 1: things and then like, like have you done the math

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01:07:45,760 --> 01:07:50,000
Speaker 1: of like how much you have to save and all that.

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Speaker 2: Lately, I've been recovering my savings because my car like

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01:07:55,200 --> 01:07:59,200
Speaker 2: died this summer, right, and I've just I bought a

1185
01:07:59,240 --> 01:08:03,200
Speaker 2: car like out right, so my savings just like demolished,

1186
01:08:03,840 --> 01:08:06,400
Speaker 2: and I've been trying to build a back up. And

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01:08:06,440 --> 01:08:09,960
Speaker 2: then my cat just got sip sick this weekend and

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01:08:10,080 --> 01:08:14,200
Speaker 2: I just spent, like, man, I just I think I

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01:08:14,240 --> 01:08:16,599
Speaker 2: spent like thirteen hundred dollars in two days on her.

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01:08:17,200 --> 01:08:19,120
Speaker 2: That's okay, because I love her and she's great and

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01:08:19,160 --> 01:08:21,920
Speaker 2: she's pretty cool even though she's got any legs.

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01:08:22,720 --> 01:08:23,800
Speaker 1: Sounds like a nice cat.

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01:08:25,360 --> 01:08:29,040
Speaker 2: Nah, she's evil, but cool.

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01:08:30,120 --> 01:08:32,080
Speaker 1: Well look, man, yeah, that's that that That's That's all

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01:08:32,120 --> 01:08:34,519
Speaker 1: I would say, is just like some do some math

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01:08:34,560 --> 01:08:38,719
Speaker 1: on it. You'll get you if you do some math

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01:08:38,800 --> 01:08:40,519
Speaker 1: on it, you'll eventually get to go.

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Speaker 3: Hell.

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Speaker 2: Yeah, Okay, I think I'll take a look at the

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01:08:49,000 --> 01:08:49,880
Speaker 2: great crack.

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Speaker 1: Is the Is there anything else you want to say

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01:08:52,520 --> 01:08:55,040
Speaker 1: to the people of the computer before we go? Cliente.

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Speaker 2: Oh well, I hope everyone has a great day, and

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01:09:02,479 --> 01:09:05,559
Speaker 2: I hope everyone has a great Thanksgiving, and I hope

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Speaker 2: everyone has a good further holiday venture.

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Speaker 1: Good luck, Clyde. I hope, I hope you see the

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01:09:11,760 --> 01:09:13,960
Speaker 1: Grand Canyon. I hope you don't fall in. There's a

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01:09:14,000 --> 01:09:14,960
Speaker 1: lot of people who fall in.

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01:09:17,400 --> 01:09:20,080
Speaker 2: Nah, no, no, thank you, all.

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01:09:20,040 --> 01:09:24,880
Speaker 1: Right, see you, Clyde, see you get beacon goes on

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01:09:25,000 --> 01:09:26,960
Speaker 1: the line making your phone calls.

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01:09:27,040 --> 01:09:27,599
Speaker 2: Every night.

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01:09:27,960 --> 01:09:30,680
Speaker 1: Every beacon goes to what his im just teaching you,

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Speaker 1: Cloud in the memory. Life's not mean.