1 00:00:02,160 --> 00:00:05,200 Speaker 1: What's up best lip service? I'm Angela Yee, I'm g Maguire, 2 00:00:05,240 --> 00:00:08,200 Speaker 1: I'm Stephanie Santiago. I'm don't call me white girl, don't 3 00:00:08,240 --> 00:00:10,840 Speaker 1: call you worker, don't call me white girls. Everybody call 4 00:00:10,920 --> 00:00:14,800 Speaker 1: you white girl anyway. You know what you like skinning 5 00:00:14,800 --> 00:00:17,560 Speaker 1: you're black, that's just automatically white girl doesn't really about 6 00:00:17,560 --> 00:00:21,120 Speaker 1: to you. It's annoying. Like I like being a black women, 7 00:00:21,200 --> 00:00:23,079 Speaker 1: you know what I mean. So it's like no, and 8 00:00:23,079 --> 00:00:25,440 Speaker 1: then so many people like pressed to be mixed, Like 9 00:00:26,040 --> 00:00:27,720 Speaker 1: I don't never want to fall into that because I'm 10 00:00:27,760 --> 00:00:30,120 Speaker 1: not mixed, like I'm black. Yeah, people think cause you 11 00:00:30,200 --> 00:00:33,920 Speaker 1: like skinning, you mixed with something. Yeah, for sure. People 12 00:00:34,000 --> 00:00:36,400 Speaker 1: tell me because I'm half black and have um Asian, 13 00:00:36,920 --> 00:00:40,360 Speaker 1: they'd be telling me I'm not black. Yeah, the one, 14 00:00:41,320 --> 00:00:44,760 Speaker 1: it's the one driver. But I'm like, right, if you 15 00:00:44,840 --> 00:00:46,760 Speaker 1: have black and you're black, that's just all it is 16 00:00:46,760 --> 00:00:50,320 Speaker 1: here in America, and the black overweights everything else, that's all. 17 00:00:51,000 --> 00:00:53,160 Speaker 1: Was it like that for you growing up too? Yeah? 18 00:00:53,400 --> 00:00:55,720 Speaker 1: For sure, Like people pick on you. I feel like 19 00:00:56,040 --> 00:00:57,920 Speaker 1: because I always talk about this. People don't like people 20 00:00:57,920 --> 00:01:01,400 Speaker 1: talk about colorism, like on the skinned chick side. Like 21 00:01:02,320 --> 00:01:04,960 Speaker 1: but when light skinned girls like the girl um the 22 00:01:05,040 --> 00:01:07,120 Speaker 1: head to Baby about the baby. She had a song 23 00:01:07,319 --> 00:01:10,679 Speaker 1: called yellow Bone. They dragged her to saying any Arreca 24 00:01:10,800 --> 00:01:12,840 Speaker 1: brown skin, they don't talk about that, you know what 25 00:01:12,920 --> 00:01:15,240 Speaker 1: I mean, It's like when you light skin, it's almost 26 00:01:15,240 --> 00:01:17,959 Speaker 1: like you're separate from that. I think it's because she's 27 00:01:18,000 --> 00:01:21,840 Speaker 1: Latina to though, Yeah, I mean regardless, are here being 28 00:01:21,880 --> 00:01:23,280 Speaker 1: the Dominican now. I just feel like as a light 29 00:01:23,280 --> 00:01:25,639 Speaker 1: skinned black woman, we are just not allowed to complain 30 00:01:25,720 --> 00:01:28,399 Speaker 1: about like that. We can't have our own complaints. Is 31 00:01:28,440 --> 00:01:30,840 Speaker 1: like automatically if you're brown, if you're darker, that comes 32 00:01:30,920 --> 00:01:33,240 Speaker 1: over topic. I can't make a song I might be 33 00:01:33,240 --> 00:01:36,080 Speaker 1: being light skinned. They will drag me for that. Proud 34 00:01:36,080 --> 00:01:38,400 Speaker 1: of yourself, No, you can't. Can't. You know what it 35 00:01:38,440 --> 00:01:41,560 Speaker 1: is because guys have always glorified light skinned women, and 36 00:01:41,640 --> 00:01:45,040 Speaker 1: society has so it definitely has been a situation where like, 37 00:01:45,360 --> 00:01:47,319 Speaker 1: dark skin women will always tell you how much hard 38 00:01:47,360 --> 00:01:49,280 Speaker 1: there has been for them to get opportunities, even like 39 00:01:49,320 --> 00:01:55,200 Speaker 1: representation on television, what's considered beautiful exotic women. It's a fact, 40 00:01:55,240 --> 00:01:57,080 Speaker 1: the darker you are in this country, the harder you 41 00:01:57,120 --> 00:01:58,640 Speaker 1: have it. But it don't take away from what I 42 00:01:58,680 --> 00:02:00,440 Speaker 1: go through, you know, and they just want to fight me. 43 00:02:00,480 --> 00:02:02,080 Speaker 1: People thought that I was soft. I had to fight 44 00:02:02,120 --> 00:02:04,040 Speaker 1: a lot because a light skin flat out. I had 45 00:02:04,080 --> 00:02:06,240 Speaker 1: to beat people up because they think you can't fight, 46 00:02:06,720 --> 00:02:09,600 Speaker 1: you know what I mean. Yeah, everybody has their own experiences. Yeah, 47 00:02:09,639 --> 00:02:11,720 Speaker 1: I mean, that's that's my experience. Like people think you're 48 00:02:11,720 --> 00:02:13,919 Speaker 1: stuck up when you're cool. They're like, oh, I can't 49 00:02:13,919 --> 00:02:16,960 Speaker 1: really you cool. You automatically boogie supposed to be like 50 00:02:17,080 --> 00:02:19,320 Speaker 1: we don't text bag. It's just you know, and people 51 00:02:19,360 --> 00:02:21,240 Speaker 1: be thinking, so you only think she cute because she 52 00:02:21,360 --> 00:02:23,760 Speaker 1: light skin. If she wasn't light skinned, she wouldn't be cute. 53 00:02:23,760 --> 00:02:27,720 Speaker 1: They've said that, yeah you know, but yeah, I mean, 54 00:02:27,800 --> 00:02:30,560 Speaker 1: like I get it, like everybody has their own things. 55 00:02:30,600 --> 00:02:33,080 Speaker 1: But I will say in general and society, they've always 56 00:02:33,120 --> 00:02:36,520 Speaker 1: made it seem like, you know, light skin and yeah, 57 00:02:36,639 --> 00:02:39,520 Speaker 1: so so I understand what that is. Like there is 58 00:02:39,560 --> 00:02:42,440 Speaker 1: some type of privilege light skin gods too, Like they're 59 00:02:42,440 --> 00:02:45,280 Speaker 1: supposed to be solved corny, Like they don't say a 60 00:02:45,320 --> 00:02:47,239 Speaker 1: light skaning got got dark skin got energy, So you 61 00:02:47,320 --> 00:02:50,080 Speaker 1: automatically corny because you like, I think light skinning guys 62 00:02:50,160 --> 00:02:53,360 Speaker 1: used to be in and then their moments, they'd be 63 00:02:53,400 --> 00:02:56,920 Speaker 1: in and out. But I do. I do just like 64 00:02:57,040 --> 00:02:59,360 Speaker 1: this whole like pinnying people against each other. You know 65 00:02:59,360 --> 00:03:03,400 Speaker 1: what I'm saying. It's corn and we all so yeah 66 00:03:03,480 --> 00:03:05,520 Speaker 1: we are. There's no difference that shoot us. Also, it's 67 00:03:05,520 --> 00:03:08,120 Speaker 1: like what the fun is the point? Uh? Now? I 68 00:03:08,160 --> 00:03:09,920 Speaker 1: want to talk to you about some things that you discussed. 69 00:03:09,919 --> 00:03:14,079 Speaker 1: So you discussed like being engaged a couple of times, 70 00:03:14,080 --> 00:03:17,560 Speaker 1: So I want to discuss that, Like when somebody proposted 71 00:03:17,600 --> 00:03:20,240 Speaker 1: you thought it was gonna happen, so clearly you said yes, right, 72 00:03:20,560 --> 00:03:23,800 Speaker 1: So where did things go left which time? I want 73 00:03:23,840 --> 00:03:26,639 Speaker 1: to know about both of them. Um, For me, like 74 00:03:26,760 --> 00:03:29,080 Speaker 1: it's a little different, Like I have a different experience 75 00:03:29,080 --> 00:03:31,960 Speaker 1: than most women, Like I haven't really been good at 76 00:03:32,000 --> 00:03:34,440 Speaker 1: like me and stuff like that. So it's usually me 77 00:03:34,680 --> 00:03:36,600 Speaker 1: that kind of like sucks it up a little bit, 78 00:03:36,800 --> 00:03:39,000 Speaker 1: you know, because I'm a cheater. I'm a quaries. I 79 00:03:39,000 --> 00:03:40,880 Speaker 1: think a lot of queries just have a problem with 80 00:03:41,000 --> 00:03:43,400 Speaker 1: like one person, you know. And I feel like when 81 00:03:43,440 --> 00:03:46,240 Speaker 1: I look back on our relationships, especially when we have kids, 82 00:03:46,240 --> 00:03:47,920 Speaker 1: it's like you kind of want to do that for 83 00:03:47,960 --> 00:03:50,160 Speaker 1: the kid, but that might not be exactly what you 84 00:03:50,160 --> 00:03:52,120 Speaker 1: want to do. You know, so your talks about that 85 00:03:52,160 --> 00:03:57,760 Speaker 1: you guys were engaged and then you cheated. Yeah, wow, really, 86 00:03:59,120 --> 00:04:01,760 Speaker 1: how did you get fun? It's crazy because it's like, man, 87 00:04:01,880 --> 00:04:04,120 Speaker 1: that's just what it is. No like kids. But it's 88 00:04:04,200 --> 00:04:07,560 Speaker 1: like I have a little bit, you know, I think 89 00:04:07,600 --> 00:04:10,320 Speaker 1: that I'm I'm just you know, I'm older now, like 90 00:04:10,360 --> 00:04:12,480 Speaker 1: I think because the thing about is that the last 91 00:04:12,640 --> 00:04:14,880 Speaker 1: situation I went through, I felt like he was hurt, 92 00:04:14,920 --> 00:04:16,400 Speaker 1: like I heard him and I felt bad like I 93 00:04:16,440 --> 00:04:18,719 Speaker 1: had never really felt like that. Like when I really 94 00:04:18,760 --> 00:04:20,960 Speaker 1: look at it, I feel like it's all based in fear, 95 00:04:21,000 --> 00:04:22,880 Speaker 1: Like I'm almost gonna cheat on you first because I 96 00:04:22,880 --> 00:04:24,280 Speaker 1: don't want you to hurt my feelings. So if I'm 97 00:04:24,320 --> 00:04:25,880 Speaker 1: working around or you, I don't really care what you 98 00:04:25,920 --> 00:04:29,279 Speaker 1: do to me because I've only really seen negative relations. 99 00:04:29,320 --> 00:04:31,880 Speaker 1: I've never been around positive Like my mother's side, nobody 100 00:04:31,920 --> 00:04:34,800 Speaker 1: has like a solid relations you don't mean, nobody's with 101 00:04:34,800 --> 00:04:37,320 Speaker 1: the kids, dad or married. So like for me, it's 102 00:04:37,360 --> 00:04:39,760 Speaker 1: like I always want to be a step ahead of you, 103 00:04:39,760 --> 00:04:42,960 Speaker 1: you know, so to protect yourself, I'm a cheap Yeah 104 00:04:43,000 --> 00:04:45,880 Speaker 1: it's kind of childish, but I feel like now I 105 00:04:45,880 --> 00:04:48,360 Speaker 1: don't want it now though, like now, I wouldn't even try, 106 00:04:48,440 --> 00:04:50,720 Speaker 1: but I if I did, I think I would put 107 00:04:50,760 --> 00:04:52,640 Speaker 1: like a different foot because I don't want to hurt nobody, 108 00:04:52,640 --> 00:04:53,640 Speaker 1: you know what I mean, Like I don't want that 109 00:04:53,720 --> 00:04:55,800 Speaker 1: kind of energy to put out like fun what you 110 00:04:55,839 --> 00:04:58,200 Speaker 1: feel like? You know, how did you get caught? It's 111 00:04:58,240 --> 00:05:02,240 Speaker 1: so bad, it's so how did you get cut? We 112 00:05:02,360 --> 00:05:04,120 Speaker 1: all have been cut and we could all talk about it, 113 00:05:04,160 --> 00:05:06,600 Speaker 1: but how did you get cut? What what happened? Was 114 00:05:06,640 --> 00:05:09,719 Speaker 1: this um Because when you're doing something wrong, you gotta 115 00:05:09,800 --> 00:05:11,480 Speaker 1: kind of like set a little fire. So I would 116 00:05:11,480 --> 00:05:14,160 Speaker 1: start arguments all the time. I would start fights or 117 00:05:14,200 --> 00:05:20,240 Speaker 1: whatever due and I started a fight about the cameras, 118 00:05:20,240 --> 00:05:21,800 Speaker 1: like we didn't have Karen, like you know, because he 119 00:05:21,839 --> 00:05:23,839 Speaker 1: was never now see now let me say this. Let 120 00:05:23,920 --> 00:05:27,040 Speaker 1: me say this. The person I was in the relationship 121 00:05:27,040 --> 00:05:29,080 Speaker 1: which and with we we never fucked ever, and I 122 00:05:29,120 --> 00:05:30,960 Speaker 1: would complain about it. I would say like, yo, we 123 00:05:31,000 --> 00:05:34,279 Speaker 1: don't suck, and he wouldn't pick now in every other way, 124 00:05:34,600 --> 00:05:37,240 Speaker 1: he made good money, we don't the house. He was like, 125 00:05:37,320 --> 00:05:39,159 Speaker 1: you know what I mean, But he didn't. He wasn't 126 00:05:39,200 --> 00:05:43,600 Speaker 1: have never and it wasn't like he fucking He just 127 00:05:43,680 --> 00:05:45,920 Speaker 1: don't want to funk. He's one of them's mind. Jew, 128 00:05:46,000 --> 00:05:48,880 Speaker 1: I'm getting older, I mean my thirties, I want to fun. 129 00:05:49,560 --> 00:05:52,640 Speaker 1: When I was younger, I did anybody that wasn't having sex. No, 130 00:05:52,800 --> 00:05:55,560 Speaker 1: I've heard about one of my good friends. She was 131 00:05:55,600 --> 00:05:57,520 Speaker 1: just with a guy who would have sex well maybe 132 00:05:57,520 --> 00:06:01,360 Speaker 1: six times a year. People. It's kind especially when these 133 00:06:01,440 --> 00:06:03,840 Speaker 1: niggers are so shitty. It's like when you get when 134 00:06:03,839 --> 00:06:06,000 Speaker 1: they come home, don't whoop you either. You know. Sometimes 135 00:06:06,040 --> 00:06:08,400 Speaker 1: you settle for that, and it's like, with me, that's 136 00:06:08,400 --> 00:06:09,800 Speaker 1: what I wanted. I want to have a something, you know. 137 00:06:09,839 --> 00:06:11,440 Speaker 1: I wanted to have this and then that. You know, 138 00:06:11,800 --> 00:06:15,080 Speaker 1: so that's what I wanted. But I realized, like I 139 00:06:15,120 --> 00:06:17,280 Speaker 1: need to be fucked like I didn't. So we were 140 00:06:17,320 --> 00:06:21,919 Speaker 1: already rolling. But if I were a man, if it 141 00:06:22,000 --> 00:06:23,760 Speaker 1: was just let's say, we're all friends and you know, 142 00:06:23,760 --> 00:06:25,800 Speaker 1: I'm been married when I'm a man, and you know, 143 00:06:25,880 --> 00:06:27,400 Speaker 1: and a couple of we friends and I cheat on 144 00:06:27,440 --> 00:06:29,440 Speaker 1: her and I say to y'all, my male friends, I say, 145 00:06:29,520 --> 00:06:31,480 Speaker 1: you know, she ain't sucking my dick, y'all, but oh, 146 00:06:32,160 --> 00:06:36,039 Speaker 1: I know you had. And if I tell you he 147 00:06:36,120 --> 00:06:40,160 Speaker 1: sucked me once every two months, it's like like that 148 00:06:40,440 --> 00:06:43,760 Speaker 1: you try to funk him, Like, yeah, I try allingerree 149 00:06:43,920 --> 00:06:46,240 Speaker 1: all kinds of ship offered three since I've never had 150 00:06:46,240 --> 00:06:49,680 Speaker 1: the three and I offered threesomes even though I get 151 00:06:49,760 --> 00:06:51,560 Speaker 1: turned down from three men, Like I don't think you 152 00:06:51,560 --> 00:06:53,599 Speaker 1: can hear people think like I would like get upset 153 00:06:53,680 --> 00:06:58,360 Speaker 1: or something like that. It's just it's bullshit, really, like 154 00:06:58,400 --> 00:07:00,240 Speaker 1: I never heard of a man turning down to three 155 00:07:00,279 --> 00:07:02,840 Speaker 1: so not not like I got the girl. What if 156 00:07:02,839 --> 00:07:04,039 Speaker 1: I say I want to do that, but oh, you 157 00:07:04,040 --> 00:07:05,920 Speaker 1: don't really want to do You're not good, you're not 158 00:07:06,000 --> 00:07:08,400 Speaker 1: going or whatever, You're gonna get jealous. I heard you 159 00:07:08,480 --> 00:07:10,640 Speaker 1: say that every woman's fantasy is at three cent with 160 00:07:10,720 --> 00:07:13,560 Speaker 1: two guys. Not every woman because I don't want to 161 00:07:13,640 --> 00:07:15,600 Speaker 1: I don't want guys. But I know a lot of 162 00:07:15,640 --> 00:07:18,080 Speaker 1: women that want to fun two men. They just not 163 00:07:18,200 --> 00:07:19,720 Speaker 1: comfortable enough to say that. I know that for my 164 00:07:19,760 --> 00:07:21,720 Speaker 1: male friends. A lot of my male friends have fucked 165 00:07:22,360 --> 00:07:23,600 Speaker 1: you know what I mean, Like they'll meet a girl 166 00:07:23,600 --> 00:07:26,640 Speaker 1: and they both there him and him. Yeah, Like it's 167 00:07:26,680 --> 00:07:28,800 Speaker 1: that's how I know for my male friends. Like girls 168 00:07:28,840 --> 00:07:30,600 Speaker 1: don't tell girls that, you don't tell people you want 169 00:07:30,640 --> 00:07:33,320 Speaker 1: somebody run a train on you angelie, keep that a secret. Well, 170 00:07:33,320 --> 00:07:36,160 Speaker 1: we have somebody up here who had five guys suck her. 171 00:07:36,800 --> 00:07:39,200 Speaker 1: But she's also for money. I'm about to say for money, right, 172 00:07:40,400 --> 00:07:43,160 Speaker 1: come on, nobody's just openly seeing. I want to think 173 00:07:43,200 --> 00:07:45,160 Speaker 1: in my mouth and my hands for free, like I 174 00:07:45,320 --> 00:07:47,280 Speaker 1: do that on the weekend after the bar, and nobody's 175 00:07:47,400 --> 00:07:49,680 Speaker 1: want to make that. You know me, it feels that 176 00:07:49,680 --> 00:07:52,200 Speaker 1: would feel like grape Like It's not like it would 177 00:07:52,240 --> 00:07:54,080 Speaker 1: feel rapey to me. I always said it was weird 178 00:07:54,120 --> 00:07:56,640 Speaker 1: that guys are okay, we're doing that. I think so too, 179 00:07:56,640 --> 00:07:59,520 Speaker 1: a little like because then you definitely see it the 180 00:07:59,560 --> 00:08:02,160 Speaker 1: other guy dick, like you want to see that. It's 181 00:08:02,200 --> 00:08:06,720 Speaker 1: definitely a chance that you're gonna like touch each other somehow, 182 00:08:06,760 --> 00:08:11,520 Speaker 1: your balls might touch. I saw one word a guy. 183 00:08:11,760 --> 00:08:13,280 Speaker 1: The one guy was from behind. The one guy was 184 00:08:13,320 --> 00:08:14,920 Speaker 1: in the front like she was giving him head and 185 00:08:15,160 --> 00:08:17,880 Speaker 1: his dick had phone on. He put it in for him. Yeah, 186 00:08:17,960 --> 00:08:20,240 Speaker 1: he leaned things. I got you, bro, that's collect it 187 00:08:20,280 --> 00:08:24,440 Speaker 1: was nice. Team was like, it was loving. It wasn't gay. 188 00:08:24,440 --> 00:08:28,360 Speaker 1: It was just like bro brou all right, So go ahead, 189 00:08:28,400 --> 00:08:32,040 Speaker 1: So you were cheating. I started, I started argument about 190 00:08:32,120 --> 00:08:34,360 Speaker 1: the fucking camera about sending him the camera, and he 191 00:08:34,360 --> 00:08:37,079 Speaker 1: said the camera and then he heard something on the camera, 192 00:08:37,120 --> 00:08:39,439 Speaker 1: like heard a conversation with the same camera, argued about 193 00:08:39,520 --> 00:08:42,720 Speaker 1: I was talking for another he heard something went home bad. 194 00:08:44,040 --> 00:08:45,880 Speaker 1: I feel like, well, no, what I really feel like 195 00:08:45,880 --> 00:08:47,680 Speaker 1: because you know how women are, like we really like 196 00:08:47,760 --> 00:08:50,920 Speaker 1: we'll be well, a woman will be mad at you, 197 00:08:51,000 --> 00:08:52,920 Speaker 1: and we'll suck somebody's dick, you know what I'm saying, Like, 198 00:08:52,920 --> 00:08:55,440 Speaker 1: women get like that. So I feel like some consciously 199 00:08:55,480 --> 00:08:59,120 Speaker 1: maybe I wanted to get poor. It's true. At you. 200 00:08:59,360 --> 00:09:01,840 Speaker 1: I know so many women that cheat only because they 201 00:09:01,880 --> 00:09:04,319 Speaker 1: get cheated when they do a nasty like the friends 202 00:09:04,520 --> 00:09:06,920 Speaker 1: like that just to get back. It's true. Yeah, women 203 00:09:06,960 --> 00:09:09,599 Speaker 1: can be very vindictive. Yeah, So I feel like subconsciously 204 00:09:09,600 --> 00:09:11,760 Speaker 1: I wanted to get because that's just I do. Yeah, 205 00:09:12,160 --> 00:09:14,560 Speaker 1: that was just Yeah, if you did that, you know, 206 00:09:14,640 --> 00:09:18,839 Speaker 1: it was just you didn't want to when I get married, No, don't. 207 00:09:18,880 --> 00:09:20,439 Speaker 1: And I also let me tell you, I don't think 208 00:09:20,440 --> 00:09:22,439 Speaker 1: that because you can be engaged about that. Motherfucker really 209 00:09:22,440 --> 00:09:24,800 Speaker 1: want to marry you. That's a total normal thing. You 210 00:09:24,840 --> 00:09:26,840 Speaker 1: got to figure we made all the moves that you 211 00:09:26,880 --> 00:09:29,440 Speaker 1: would normally, and we didn't do that and I know 212 00:09:29,480 --> 00:09:31,160 Speaker 1: a lot of women Black women are engaged for ten 213 00:09:31,240 --> 00:09:34,160 Speaker 1: years to do that. They will not rush to marry you. 214 00:09:34,160 --> 00:09:35,760 Speaker 1: They will slow it down. They give you a ring 215 00:09:35,800 --> 00:09:37,920 Speaker 1: and everything else, all the fixing. Oh yeah, that's what 216 00:09:38,080 --> 00:09:40,120 Speaker 1: guys do. They give your rings so that way you 217 00:09:40,120 --> 00:09:43,040 Speaker 1: could calm down about having a wedding. I've had that 218 00:09:43,120 --> 00:09:44,760 Speaker 1: kind of engagement. I've never had the gage where we're 219 00:09:44,760 --> 00:09:46,560 Speaker 1: playing the wedding. So let me make that clear. I 220 00:09:46,600 --> 00:09:51,080 Speaker 1: have like ghetto engaged with tattoos and rings, you know, yeah, 221 00:09:51,160 --> 00:09:55,800 Speaker 1: ghetto engaging that the man ruined everything with that line inside. 222 00:09:56,000 --> 00:09:58,440 Speaker 1: All right, so what about the other engagement that just 223 00:09:58,520 --> 00:10:01,560 Speaker 1: kind of like fell apart, but they still cheaterish kind 224 00:10:01,559 --> 00:10:04,840 Speaker 1: of thing, like it's always like that didn't get like total, 225 00:10:05,200 --> 00:10:10,640 Speaker 1: these questions getting crazy like a good thing. Now. I 226 00:10:10,640 --> 00:10:12,439 Speaker 1: don't think. I don't think my ex is even watching me. 227 00:10:12,480 --> 00:10:14,360 Speaker 1: I think they hate it because I talked so freely 228 00:10:14,400 --> 00:10:18,240 Speaker 1: about ship and it's hard, right, No nobody I take 229 00:10:18,280 --> 00:10:22,160 Speaker 1: your kids by myself. Nobody helps me neither at all. 230 00:10:22,520 --> 00:10:24,880 Speaker 1: I didn't be honest, I didn't chase it. And I 231 00:10:24,920 --> 00:10:26,559 Speaker 1: feel like, if you're a girl here and you're going 232 00:10:26,559 --> 00:10:28,400 Speaker 1: through that, police chase to get your money, because they 233 00:10:28,440 --> 00:10:30,680 Speaker 1: won't help if you let them, you know. But I didn't. 234 00:10:30,720 --> 00:10:32,480 Speaker 1: So that's just what it is. But now I don't 235 00:10:32,480 --> 00:10:35,480 Speaker 1: get any help. You still could though, I probably could 236 00:10:35,559 --> 00:10:37,559 Speaker 1: if I went through a bunch of ships, but it's 237 00:10:37,600 --> 00:10:39,840 Speaker 1: a lot like what's your reason for not doing that? 238 00:10:39,880 --> 00:10:43,920 Speaker 1: I'm just curious if they're not helping. Um, Like I try, 239 00:10:44,040 --> 00:10:46,080 Speaker 1: like I've reached out at a point out of anger, 240 00:10:46,160 --> 00:10:47,599 Speaker 1: but then you just get like I don't need you. 241 00:10:47,720 --> 00:10:51,080 Speaker 1: Fucking we ain't suck up, we are, Like that's not 242 00:10:51,120 --> 00:10:55,040 Speaker 1: for you, it's for them to fulfill their responsibility. I 243 00:10:55,080 --> 00:10:57,760 Speaker 1: mean for the kids. Both of both of my children 244 00:10:57,760 --> 00:10:59,760 Speaker 1: have relationship with their father, you know what I'm saying. 245 00:10:59,760 --> 00:11:01,360 Speaker 1: So it's like they're not getting nothing from there there. 246 00:11:01,600 --> 00:11:03,360 Speaker 1: I just don't feel like rumbling for me to get 247 00:11:03,360 --> 00:11:05,720 Speaker 1: a check because it because it just feels why wouldn't 248 00:11:05,760 --> 00:11:08,199 Speaker 1: you want to shouldn't you shouldn't know me something you do? 249 00:11:08,240 --> 00:11:09,920 Speaker 1: I would think you couldn't even sleep at night if 250 00:11:09,920 --> 00:11:12,360 Speaker 1: he wasn't taking And I feel like and I feel 251 00:11:12,400 --> 00:11:14,880 Speaker 1: like Krmer is for real, you know. So it's like 252 00:11:15,160 --> 00:11:17,200 Speaker 1: that my mother didn't do it either, so you know, 253 00:11:17,240 --> 00:11:18,800 Speaker 1: I just didn't come up. We just made it happen. 254 00:11:18,880 --> 00:11:20,599 Speaker 1: That's just what it is, like, you know, what the 255 00:11:20,640 --> 00:11:22,880 Speaker 1: funk you're supposed to be doing? And maybe in time 256 00:11:22,920 --> 00:11:24,679 Speaker 1: because I feel like it's a out of motion, like 257 00:11:24,720 --> 00:11:26,400 Speaker 1: I don't feel like it's because they don't have I 258 00:11:26,400 --> 00:11:29,719 Speaker 1: think it's anger. And then their baby moms allowed bitch 259 00:11:29,760 --> 00:11:32,200 Speaker 1: on Instagram, So it's not like they like me. Like 260 00:11:32,240 --> 00:11:34,360 Speaker 1: there's not a good there's not a good thing going on. 261 00:11:34,520 --> 00:11:36,560 Speaker 1: You know, they don't like you know not. I don't know, 262 00:11:36,920 --> 00:11:39,560 Speaker 1: especially after I started this. See, how do you feel 263 00:11:39,600 --> 00:11:42,679 Speaker 1: about them being around your kids now? For that stay kids? 264 00:11:43,080 --> 00:11:47,040 Speaker 1: Like you're yeah around like your son or whatever. How 265 00:11:47,080 --> 00:11:49,520 Speaker 1: do you feel about another woman? I don't. I don't 266 00:11:49,720 --> 00:11:51,520 Speaker 1: find he has a step mom. Both of them got 267 00:11:51,520 --> 00:11:54,760 Speaker 1: step moms. My daughter has a brother. So I don't 268 00:11:54,760 --> 00:11:56,320 Speaker 1: feel no way about it, Like I don't want them 269 00:11:56,679 --> 00:11:58,200 Speaker 1: out there. I would want them to, you know, have 270 00:11:58,240 --> 00:12:01,480 Speaker 1: a relationship like I feel thoughts when you're upset about 271 00:12:01,760 --> 00:12:05,479 Speaker 1: the relationship relationships, when you still want them. The guy, 272 00:12:05,720 --> 00:12:08,240 Speaker 1: nobody's gonna hurt my kids, like they won't let him 273 00:12:08,240 --> 00:12:10,040 Speaker 1: I hurt my kids or I don't care. I'm not 274 00:12:10,080 --> 00:12:13,360 Speaker 1: pleased they could do hair break the hair by ship, 275 00:12:13,480 --> 00:12:17,880 Speaker 1: be the step mom with that ship, with that. Now, 276 00:12:17,920 --> 00:12:19,920 Speaker 1: I want to ask you something because we were talking 277 00:12:19,920 --> 00:12:23,280 Speaker 1: about this earlier before you got here. All right, so 278 00:12:23,679 --> 00:12:25,760 Speaker 1: when you break up with somebody and your friends started 279 00:12:25,760 --> 00:12:29,120 Speaker 1: telling you all of your ex's business, right, and let's 280 00:12:29,160 --> 00:12:31,880 Speaker 1: just say because this happened to g Like, let's just 281 00:12:31,920 --> 00:12:35,880 Speaker 1: say that all along these people knew what was going on, 282 00:12:35,920 --> 00:12:36,920 Speaker 1: and then you break up, and then all of a 283 00:12:36,960 --> 00:12:38,680 Speaker 1: sudden they're like, yeah, you know he did this. You 284 00:12:38,720 --> 00:12:40,360 Speaker 1: know he was messing with this chick. You know he 285 00:12:40,400 --> 00:12:42,439 Speaker 1: was doing that. Do you want to know those things 286 00:12:42,559 --> 00:12:45,360 Speaker 1: even after you break up? But would you rather not know? No? 287 00:12:45,760 --> 00:12:48,680 Speaker 1: I don't even want to know what people say about me. 288 00:12:48,720 --> 00:12:50,840 Speaker 1: You know how somebody comes to you like such as 289 00:12:50,840 --> 00:12:52,760 Speaker 1: as posts I know she was submitted that I don't 290 00:12:52,800 --> 00:12:54,880 Speaker 1: like my people know, don't bring me that ship. Don't 291 00:12:54,960 --> 00:12:58,000 Speaker 1: ruin my day with that, like, don't tell me nothing. 292 00:12:58,000 --> 00:13:00,440 Speaker 1: Like people be sending to me screenshots of people septing 293 00:13:00,440 --> 00:13:02,920 Speaker 1: me on Instagram all the time, like I will block 294 00:13:03,000 --> 00:13:05,360 Speaker 1: you for that a friend, and I will explain it 295 00:13:05,360 --> 00:13:08,080 Speaker 1: at first. And lucky for me, everybody follows me, so 296 00:13:08,120 --> 00:13:10,120 Speaker 1: I could make an else was like, Yo, I've ripped 297 00:13:10,120 --> 00:13:12,079 Speaker 1: somebody from Instagram and say, don't tell me that. Bitch, 298 00:13:12,120 --> 00:13:14,480 Speaker 1: say I mean they only fake pages might not, but 299 00:13:14,520 --> 00:13:17,040 Speaker 1: the people are not bring they know. Why the funk? 300 00:13:17,080 --> 00:13:18,600 Speaker 1: I want to hear the response. I said what I 301 00:13:18,640 --> 00:13:20,880 Speaker 1: said anyway, and bitch, I want in my head. I 302 00:13:20,920 --> 00:13:23,080 Speaker 1: don't need to know what you said. I don't even 303 00:13:23,600 --> 00:13:25,400 Speaker 1: people will go through it with their sister, cousin, whatever 304 00:13:25,440 --> 00:13:27,040 Speaker 1: and check the page all day. Why the fund do 305 00:13:27,080 --> 00:13:28,760 Speaker 1: you want to hear her talk to you? Like I don't. 306 00:13:28,800 --> 00:13:32,280 Speaker 1: That's stupid. I'm not avoiding baddies. I'm the same way 307 00:13:32,280 --> 00:13:34,840 Speaker 1: when I throw all the slub I don't check nobody's face. 308 00:13:34,920 --> 00:13:37,720 Speaker 1: I said what I said so like it don't even matter, 309 00:13:39,559 --> 00:13:42,360 Speaker 1: and don't call me. Don't call so don't let my 310 00:13:42,400 --> 00:13:44,360 Speaker 1: friends call me? And what a response? Because if I'm 311 00:13:44,400 --> 00:13:45,920 Speaker 1: not looking for it, if I was looking for it, 312 00:13:46,000 --> 00:13:47,720 Speaker 1: I want have seen that. I feel like when somebody 313 00:13:47,760 --> 00:13:50,400 Speaker 1: sets me on Instagram, my Twitter, I just can never 314 00:13:50,440 --> 00:13:53,320 Speaker 1: be friends with them again. Yeah, but like social media 315 00:13:53,320 --> 00:13:55,319 Speaker 1: friends in real life. In real life, if you take 316 00:13:55,360 --> 00:13:58,440 Speaker 1: it to the Internet, we've done. If you can that, 317 00:13:58,760 --> 00:14:00,760 Speaker 1: I just feel like I don't need and trust you 318 00:14:01,559 --> 00:14:04,280 Speaker 1: because it's ridiculous because I feel like, how do you 319 00:14:04,360 --> 00:14:06,520 Speaker 1: really because to me, like the way that I am, 320 00:14:06,600 --> 00:14:08,280 Speaker 1: if we go through something, I ain't gonna put it 321 00:14:08,320 --> 00:14:11,120 Speaker 1: on out there. I'm not gonna do all of that. 322 00:14:11,160 --> 00:14:14,680 Speaker 1: But once I feel like it's over, like m hmm, 323 00:14:15,080 --> 00:14:16,960 Speaker 1: you start doing ship like that, I'm just like, I 324 00:14:16,960 --> 00:14:20,200 Speaker 1: feel like I can't trust you. You can't though, like 325 00:14:20,280 --> 00:14:23,280 Speaker 1: and when you expire first you don't mean we gotta beef. 326 00:14:23,280 --> 00:14:25,560 Speaker 1: That's the part I don't get, like how we tight 327 00:14:26,040 --> 00:14:27,960 Speaker 1: and then we're not tight? And then you it's a 328 00:14:28,000 --> 00:14:29,840 Speaker 1: problem to the point you have to tell everybody why. 329 00:14:29,840 --> 00:14:31,960 Speaker 1: I'm a bit like we were just friends. Bit you 330 00:14:32,000 --> 00:14:33,920 Speaker 1: were just like I love this bitch my birthday shot 331 00:14:34,000 --> 00:14:36,720 Speaker 1: on two pages long. You look stupid. My thing is, 332 00:14:36,760 --> 00:14:39,280 Speaker 1: let's just give it time, because you give your dogs 333 00:14:39,280 --> 00:14:41,920 Speaker 1: some space. Sometimes shake get better with time, like as 334 00:14:41,920 --> 00:14:44,760 Speaker 1: sometimes you shouldn't talk right away. You just get that 335 00:14:44,800 --> 00:14:47,200 Speaker 1: bitch a little time. You know? Now, how i'mportant? Is 336 00:14:47,320 --> 00:14:52,320 Speaker 1: sex to you? Now? Very women say she's in her thirty's, honey, 337 00:14:52,360 --> 00:14:55,359 Speaker 1: And yeah, what I'm saying, like, so in a relationship, 338 00:14:55,520 --> 00:14:58,040 Speaker 1: what percent is? Would you say? Sex is? As far 339 00:14:58,080 --> 00:15:00,960 Speaker 1: as good sex, Like, do you mean, like how important 340 00:15:00,960 --> 00:15:04,120 Speaker 1: it is to me? Yeah? Is it? Like with like 341 00:15:04,200 --> 00:15:07,240 Speaker 1: the sex got to be it's a big deal. I don't. 342 00:15:07,720 --> 00:15:10,240 Speaker 1: I went my whole twenties not really caring. I swear 343 00:15:10,360 --> 00:15:12,280 Speaker 1: like I really just went like overnight, I think I 344 00:15:12,440 --> 00:15:14,200 Speaker 1: went to jail. That's the first time I ever felt 345 00:15:14,240 --> 00:15:17,040 Speaker 1: like I wanted dick, Like I never really felt like that. 346 00:15:17,120 --> 00:15:18,720 Speaker 1: I went hand sex with a god because I felt 347 00:15:18,760 --> 00:15:20,680 Speaker 1: like we were there so it was more for him, 348 00:15:20,680 --> 00:15:22,800 Speaker 1: not for me. And then I learned how to funk, 349 00:15:22,960 --> 00:15:25,240 Speaker 1: and then I started wanting that, you know what I'm saying. 350 00:15:25,640 --> 00:15:27,760 Speaker 1: So once I got there where I'm free enough to say, okay, 351 00:15:27,840 --> 00:15:29,480 Speaker 1: eat it this way, do it this way for me, 352 00:15:29,520 --> 00:15:32,640 Speaker 1: this way. Once I got free like that, please for 353 00:15:32,720 --> 00:15:36,760 Speaker 1: women to do it, to instruct somebody that you now, 354 00:15:36,880 --> 00:15:39,600 Speaker 1: so many people don't. It takes a real confidence and 355 00:15:39,920 --> 00:15:42,160 Speaker 1: being able to do that though. Yeah, if you want 356 00:15:42,200 --> 00:15:43,640 Speaker 1: to come to because they don't know how to do it, 357 00:15:43,680 --> 00:15:45,840 Speaker 1: you gotta help them, you know, and something. And some 358 00:15:45,880 --> 00:15:48,160 Speaker 1: people with some men are not good with that, like 359 00:15:48,240 --> 00:15:50,640 Speaker 1: someone that blows them, you know what I mean, Like 360 00:15:50,680 --> 00:15:53,280 Speaker 1: they just it just blows them, Like I felt like. 361 00:15:53,320 --> 00:15:54,680 Speaker 1: That was the issue my ex too. I tried to 362 00:15:54,680 --> 00:15:57,240 Speaker 1: teach him and it turned him back when really's like, 363 00:15:57,320 --> 00:15:59,880 Speaker 1: just listen, I'm trying to you know what I mean, 364 00:16:00,040 --> 00:16:03,760 Speaker 1: so we could be together. See, I want to come 365 00:16:03,800 --> 00:16:06,160 Speaker 1: and you should want me to come, and they don't. 366 00:16:06,360 --> 00:16:09,160 Speaker 1: You guys be like tell me what you want. It's rare. 367 00:16:09,440 --> 00:16:11,680 Speaker 1: That's very rare. It's a good thing when they do it. 368 00:16:11,720 --> 00:16:14,520 Speaker 1: But they don't do it, like when guys give instructions, 369 00:16:14,920 --> 00:16:17,600 Speaker 1: when they tell you what to do that I do 370 00:16:17,800 --> 00:16:20,000 Speaker 1: to a certain point. I don't like when they'd be 371 00:16:20,040 --> 00:16:22,640 Speaker 1: like pushing my head and stuff. I like like, I 372 00:16:22,680 --> 00:16:26,760 Speaker 1: don't like it you want and then keep it moving, 373 00:16:26,840 --> 00:16:29,120 Speaker 1: but don't be like no, I'll put your head in there, 374 00:16:29,160 --> 00:16:32,200 Speaker 1: you know. I like for him to like make me choke, 375 00:16:32,400 --> 00:16:35,200 Speaker 1: like kill me. I'm gonna die from choking on the 376 00:16:38,000 --> 00:16:40,000 Speaker 1: and I would. I'd be like trying to not choke 377 00:16:40,040 --> 00:16:42,280 Speaker 1: and put my hand there and then they move your 378 00:16:42,280 --> 00:16:45,880 Speaker 1: hand and you're like, no, I can't. That's what he's 379 00:16:45,880 --> 00:16:51,920 Speaker 1: supposed to do. They don't being lazy. They want to 380 00:16:51,920 --> 00:16:54,040 Speaker 1: feel like you're giving y'all, so they're gonna try to 381 00:16:54,080 --> 00:16:56,000 Speaker 1: help you. It's a way to trick. It's a way 382 00:16:56,040 --> 00:16:59,240 Speaker 1: to trick, like you could like had a trick, like Yeah, 383 00:16:59,320 --> 00:17:01,320 Speaker 1: you can't put your tongue up and like act like 384 00:17:01,360 --> 00:17:03,040 Speaker 1: you're choking on it, but you're not. So it's almost 385 00:17:03,120 --> 00:17:05,159 Speaker 1: like your throats already there, but it's not. That's how 386 00:17:05,200 --> 00:17:07,439 Speaker 1: you take a little break. Yeah, g G be triggered 387 00:17:07,440 --> 00:17:13,199 Speaker 1: guys all the time. All right, Well, I wanted to 388 00:17:13,240 --> 00:17:15,480 Speaker 1: ask you, so how long were you in jail? Um, 389 00:17:15,560 --> 00:17:18,080 Speaker 1: like a year? Did you have a girlfriend in there? No? 390 00:17:18,119 --> 00:17:20,359 Speaker 1: I never dated a girl, not yet, not yet, but 391 00:17:20,400 --> 00:17:23,000 Speaker 1: you would yeah, probably most likely. I think I want 392 00:17:23,040 --> 00:17:25,760 Speaker 1: to be the dude though, so I gotta change the way. 393 00:17:25,880 --> 00:17:28,600 Speaker 1: I don't know, you get tired. I'm super aggressive. Gez 394 00:17:28,720 --> 00:17:30,280 Speaker 1: had a girlfriend and jil you wasn't even there for 395 00:17:30,320 --> 00:17:32,919 Speaker 1: a year. I was there for ninety days. She couldn't 396 00:17:32,920 --> 00:17:39,880 Speaker 1: even last ninety day. Oh shit, I did fed songs much. 397 00:17:39,880 --> 00:17:42,919 Speaker 1: She's a little sweeter. Salad bars and Solda machines and 398 00:17:42,960 --> 00:17:49,120 Speaker 1: ship So nobody tried you. Nobody tried, yes, for sure. Yeah, 399 00:17:49,320 --> 00:17:52,080 Speaker 1: and you avoid it, I know. I mean I don't know, 400 00:17:52,280 --> 00:17:54,840 Speaker 1: like I'll speak my mind, you know, like if I'm 401 00:17:54,840 --> 00:17:56,959 Speaker 1: gonna try to pussy it's not present, like I need 402 00:17:57,000 --> 00:17:58,600 Speaker 1: to know what high school you went to? What's going 403 00:17:58,640 --> 00:18:00,280 Speaker 1: on with you? You know what I mean? Like I'm 404 00:18:00,320 --> 00:18:03,639 Speaker 1: not just sucking some forty what the sports? You know? 405 00:18:04,960 --> 00:18:07,040 Speaker 1: And I feel like I want to be I want 406 00:18:07,040 --> 00:18:08,760 Speaker 1: a woman to look good, like I want to be 407 00:18:09,040 --> 00:18:11,359 Speaker 1: better than me. I feel like I'll pay for it 408 00:18:11,359 --> 00:18:13,720 Speaker 1: probably before I just like I'm gonna be real feckle 409 00:18:13,760 --> 00:18:17,400 Speaker 1: about the bitch pussy, Yes, for sure, I'm with that. 410 00:18:17,760 --> 00:18:20,720 Speaker 1: What do you think that cars? What pussy gone? Like? 411 00:18:20,760 --> 00:18:23,159 Speaker 1: How much? It depends what type of woman it is? 412 00:18:23,160 --> 00:18:27,280 Speaker 1: When stripper pussy? Do you know? It's like you know 413 00:18:27,320 --> 00:18:31,520 Speaker 1: people sell pussy angela where you you're willing to pay? 414 00:18:32,000 --> 00:18:34,080 Speaker 1: It depends? Now when this money comes, because I'm going 415 00:18:34,119 --> 00:18:37,560 Speaker 1: to be huge, that's you know, probably I probably buy 416 00:18:37,600 --> 00:18:40,760 Speaker 1: somebody some titties like make real invest Yeah for sure 417 00:18:40,880 --> 00:18:42,800 Speaker 1: I would trick yeah if I got it. Yeah, but 418 00:18:42,840 --> 00:18:45,680 Speaker 1: like right now, I probably it afo like your t 419 00:18:45,840 --> 00:18:49,000 Speaker 1: mobile bill, your nails like that, you know what I mean? 420 00:18:49,800 --> 00:18:53,160 Speaker 1: Not crazy right now? Like what about a small dick man? 421 00:18:53,200 --> 00:18:55,520 Speaker 1: Can you handle you? Okay? With that? I prefer it. 422 00:18:56,359 --> 00:18:59,159 Speaker 1: I don't like big dicks. Don't make don't teach me. 423 00:18:59,200 --> 00:19:03,960 Speaker 1: But I like seven. Seven is pretty decent. That's act. 424 00:19:04,200 --> 00:19:06,440 Speaker 1: I don't mind small that. The best thing I ever 425 00:19:06,480 --> 00:19:09,479 Speaker 1: had was small six, So the best thing I had 426 00:19:09,560 --> 00:19:13,919 Speaker 1: was six. Like I like, girl like, I like, I 427 00:19:13,960 --> 00:19:15,840 Speaker 1: don't like. I can't do it. I don't like the hot, 428 00:19:16,119 --> 00:19:17,960 Speaker 1: the wrong hot though. I don't like that. I don't 429 00:19:18,000 --> 00:19:20,440 Speaker 1: like that. No, it's not I cannot do that. I 430 00:19:20,520 --> 00:19:22,760 Speaker 1: don't type that. I would ask for dick because I 431 00:19:22,800 --> 00:19:25,080 Speaker 1: don't like big ten inch twelve in dick. So if 432 00:19:25,080 --> 00:19:27,879 Speaker 1: you have it, it's not gonna work. Like I just 433 00:19:27,920 --> 00:19:29,600 Speaker 1: don't like it. I can't take I used to be fat. 434 00:19:29,640 --> 00:19:31,720 Speaker 1: Fat girls don't take dick. Well, that's true. You know 435 00:19:32,520 --> 00:19:36,879 Speaker 1: my birthday, bday holidays, it was like small short dicks 436 00:19:36,880 --> 00:19:39,679 Speaker 1: because you know, it's like putting the butt plug in you. 437 00:19:40,080 --> 00:19:42,520 Speaker 1: They say fair girls can't take dick, is true, fat girl, 438 00:19:42,560 --> 00:19:44,679 Speaker 1: the small girls could take dick, not the fat girls. 439 00:19:44,720 --> 00:19:47,240 Speaker 1: I just saw um who posted that mean little do 440 00:19:47,359 --> 00:19:49,000 Speaker 1: ball and it was like a real thick girl in 441 00:19:49,040 --> 00:19:51,000 Speaker 1: the little tenny hole and she was looking down at it, 442 00:19:51,040 --> 00:19:54,840 Speaker 1: and then it was a yeah. But he was trying 443 00:19:54,840 --> 00:19:57,879 Speaker 1: to say that with the comparison. That's what was like, 444 00:19:57,960 --> 00:20:00,879 Speaker 1: that's right, it's true, you do. You always say that. 445 00:20:00,960 --> 00:20:04,040 Speaker 1: Sure guys have big dicks too, Yeah, they do, carrying 446 00:20:04,080 --> 00:20:06,000 Speaker 1: the big one. But it could just be because like 447 00:20:06,040 --> 00:20:10,520 Speaker 1: it proportionately, it looks bigger back like if he's five 448 00:20:10,600 --> 00:20:13,040 Speaker 1: to and his dick is the same size as somebody 449 00:20:13,040 --> 00:20:15,960 Speaker 1: who's six three, it's just gonna look bigger. I feel 450 00:20:15,960 --> 00:20:18,399 Speaker 1: like I see more tall guys with little dicks things 451 00:20:18,440 --> 00:20:20,399 Speaker 1: short guys, short guys. So you don't think it's a 452 00:20:20,440 --> 00:20:23,640 Speaker 1: proportional thing. It's the back drop, I feel like sometimes, 453 00:20:23,680 --> 00:20:25,800 Speaker 1: but for sure, they just come with a lot of meat. 454 00:20:25,960 --> 00:20:28,200 Speaker 1: Like some of those slim guys, you know, they got dick. 455 00:20:28,359 --> 00:20:32,480 Speaker 1: Some skinny guys just got dick. Dick like dick like 456 00:20:32,480 --> 00:20:35,560 Speaker 1: like like flaccid, big, that type of egg. But you 457 00:20:35,560 --> 00:20:40,119 Speaker 1: don't like that, No, I've never I just first of all, 458 00:20:40,200 --> 00:20:42,560 Speaker 1: most men can't fuck. They don't care how you feel 459 00:20:42,600 --> 00:20:44,760 Speaker 1: about it. They're just beating it up. That's the thing. Like, No, 460 00:20:45,119 --> 00:20:48,320 Speaker 1: I got good, the good you're still tight, like I'm cool, 461 00:20:48,400 --> 00:20:49,840 Speaker 1: Like I don't want you to. I don't want it. 462 00:20:50,480 --> 00:20:53,040 Speaker 1: I don't That was too big, and he was like, 463 00:20:53,080 --> 00:20:56,520 Speaker 1: I'm not doing it for sure, Denver I always say 464 00:20:56,520 --> 00:20:58,680 Speaker 1: his dick is like a lemon to interest. It's my friend, 465 00:20:58,760 --> 00:21:00,200 Speaker 1: used to be my friend. Know where he is now? 466 00:21:00,240 --> 00:21:04,119 Speaker 1: He had a huge me, his whole government name. I 467 00:21:04,119 --> 00:21:05,720 Speaker 1: feel like he's not around anymore. I say it all 468 00:21:05,720 --> 00:21:08,919 Speaker 1: the time. Nobody knows him. His nigs go through a lot. No, 469 00:21:09,119 --> 00:21:13,320 Speaker 1: he wasn't banger. It was a crip. Oh, let me 470 00:21:13,320 --> 00:21:15,800 Speaker 1: look him. But you think he's on Facebook. I looved 471 00:21:15,800 --> 00:21:18,440 Speaker 1: He's not. He's like nowhere doctor he might be. Did 472 00:21:18,480 --> 00:21:20,160 Speaker 1: you know they'd be going through shop? I would still 473 00:21:20,160 --> 00:21:24,480 Speaker 1: be listed if he was dead well on Facebook or somewhere. No, No, 474 00:21:24,880 --> 00:21:26,600 Speaker 1: I haven't been able to find him. And that was 475 00:21:26,640 --> 00:21:28,600 Speaker 1: his name, unless it was a fake name. I haven't 476 00:21:28,600 --> 00:21:30,800 Speaker 1: seen him literally in fifty That sounds like a fake name. 477 00:21:31,000 --> 00:21:35,760 Speaker 1: Maybe it was like he was watching the Nuggets play. 478 00:21:37,160 --> 00:21:40,720 Speaker 1: Maybe maybe I hadn't seen him checks I seen him 479 00:21:40,720 --> 00:21:43,159 Speaker 1: since he even did poor, like he had tried to 480 00:21:43,200 --> 00:21:44,600 Speaker 1: do poor and he wasn't really good at like he 481 00:21:44,600 --> 00:21:48,000 Speaker 1: would get nervous, he couldn't keep it up because all 482 00:21:48,000 --> 00:21:49,880 Speaker 1: the cameras and stuff. It would be too much more. 483 00:21:50,200 --> 00:21:53,840 Speaker 1: Have you ever had a time where you couldn't get wet? Mm? No, 484 00:21:54,000 --> 00:21:57,479 Speaker 1: not really because I don't like help out, you know, 485 00:21:57,800 --> 00:22:01,240 Speaker 1: and if it's real bad, I'm stopping for I'm grown 486 00:22:01,320 --> 00:22:04,320 Speaker 1: grown Like that's like I remember being a kid like 487 00:22:04,440 --> 00:22:06,960 Speaker 1: twenty like very much, feeling like he just want to talk, 488 00:22:07,080 --> 00:22:08,800 Speaker 1: like I don't have anything to do with this, like 489 00:22:08,920 --> 00:22:11,639 Speaker 1: I'm just not I grew up, so it's just like 490 00:22:11,720 --> 00:22:14,520 Speaker 1: not me. That's how it feels like I don't know 491 00:22:14,600 --> 00:22:18,840 Speaker 1: what's going on, like I'm just laying here. Yeah, now, 492 00:22:18,880 --> 00:22:20,560 Speaker 1: I wanted to ask you this. We were discussing this 493 00:22:20,600 --> 00:22:22,880 Speaker 1: before you got here too. Do you have certain friends 494 00:22:22,920 --> 00:22:25,560 Speaker 1: of yours that you can't bring around people like you 495 00:22:25,600 --> 00:22:29,320 Speaker 1: know that like for sure, I can't even get you 496 00:22:29,400 --> 00:22:32,280 Speaker 1: to real ship and embarrass me. I know a lot 497 00:22:32,359 --> 00:22:35,680 Speaker 1: of criminals, I'll say that. So I just I don't, 498 00:22:36,119 --> 00:22:40,760 Speaker 1: you know, be like, where's my purse? I don't like 499 00:22:40,920 --> 00:22:45,560 Speaker 1: that that just happened. She was like, I care person, 500 00:22:46,240 --> 00:22:49,399 Speaker 1: not like that. But people that you know where to 501 00:22:49,440 --> 00:22:51,840 Speaker 1: take people at. You know who you take to the cookouts, 502 00:22:52,080 --> 00:22:54,920 Speaker 1: when you take to Angel like you know, people got name, 503 00:22:56,200 --> 00:23:00,119 Speaker 1: you know, especially in these sets people freak out is 504 00:23:00,160 --> 00:23:04,560 Speaker 1: your famous sounds like you know, maybe have some cool ship, 505 00:23:04,640 --> 00:23:06,720 Speaker 1: but there are certain people that you're like, Okay, I'm 506 00:23:06,720 --> 00:23:09,120 Speaker 1: about to go to this event. I don't know how 507 00:23:09,200 --> 00:23:11,399 Speaker 1: they're gonna act because I have certain friends that be 508 00:23:11,560 --> 00:23:15,160 Speaker 1: just getting mad and confrontational for no reason. And you'd 509 00:23:15,160 --> 00:23:17,320 Speaker 1: be like, I don't even know if I could bring them, 510 00:23:17,359 --> 00:23:19,200 Speaker 1: like in the setting, because I don't know if they're 511 00:23:19,200 --> 00:23:24,359 Speaker 1: gonna embarrass especially drunk with alcohol. Oh my god, yes, 512 00:23:24,800 --> 00:23:26,680 Speaker 1: and you know they're about to fight somebody, and you 513 00:23:26,800 --> 00:23:28,719 Speaker 1: better be saying, like, I can't take you to this 514 00:23:29,320 --> 00:23:32,160 Speaker 1: hang out with this one girl. And everywhere we went, 515 00:23:32,280 --> 00:23:34,720 Speaker 1: she would be around, hopping around the party. I would 516 00:23:34,760 --> 00:23:39,240 Speaker 1: take her the whole I'll be doing professional things, hosting parties, 517 00:23:39,280 --> 00:23:42,480 Speaker 1: and she would be asking for drugs every every party 518 00:23:44,320 --> 00:23:47,040 Speaker 1: stopped taking to chuck on one time and everything got 519 00:23:47,080 --> 00:23:52,840 Speaker 1: me so up. She was asking for cocaine coke. I 520 00:23:53,000 --> 00:23:55,720 Speaker 1: was like sober as fun at the time, so not 521 00:23:55,760 --> 00:23:58,000 Speaker 1: even drinking. And she will get to the party like 522 00:23:58,040 --> 00:24:03,680 Speaker 1: where's the code? And I like your friend, and I'm 523 00:24:03,760 --> 00:24:08,280 Speaker 1: like what. Recently, I had somebody that like I started 524 00:24:09,280 --> 00:24:11,280 Speaker 1: I had just I started working with and we met 525 00:24:11,359 --> 00:24:14,199 Speaker 1: in Atlanta and he snorted coca run everybody. I was 526 00:24:14,280 --> 00:24:16,640 Speaker 1: fucking more. But you know how I am. I just 527 00:24:16,840 --> 00:24:21,000 Speaker 1: I'm like hey, because mind you, I'm new to this, 528 00:24:21,040 --> 00:24:22,600 Speaker 1: so like this is like the first time I'm in 529 00:24:22,600 --> 00:24:25,480 Speaker 1: a hotel here. No, I'm bleeding, like, oh yeah, I'm 530 00:24:25,480 --> 00:24:28,200 Speaker 1: a diva. He pulled cocol was snorting in front of 531 00:24:28,200 --> 00:24:30,560 Speaker 1: all of them, and it was crazy because some of 532 00:24:30,600 --> 00:24:32,919 Speaker 1: them looked, but most of them trying to like, you know, 533 00:24:33,720 --> 00:24:35,399 Speaker 1: but when I said something, they fell apart. They just 534 00:24:35,520 --> 00:24:38,280 Speaker 1: laughed because like, you know, how I am. I'm like why. 535 00:24:38,440 --> 00:24:41,400 Speaker 1: I was like, look, I'm from Philadelphia. People store cocaine 536 00:24:41,400 --> 00:24:43,320 Speaker 1: in the bathroom. Yeah, they do, you know what I mean, 537 00:24:43,359 --> 00:24:45,600 Speaker 1: Like niggas go to the bathroom where I'm from now, 538 00:24:45,680 --> 00:24:50,159 Speaker 1: probably in different areas because I heard Hollywood, yeah you know. 539 00:24:50,359 --> 00:24:53,800 Speaker 1: And I don't judge nobody right, and I'm not judging, 540 00:24:53,800 --> 00:24:55,080 Speaker 1: Like I see you doing coke on walk up and 541 00:24:55,080 --> 00:24:57,359 Speaker 1: I don't care what you do. You know, but you 542 00:24:58,359 --> 00:25:01,720 Speaker 1: dog don't do that. I was doing. That's what they 543 00:25:01,760 --> 00:25:04,240 Speaker 1: think we do? Cool? Anythink we exactly what I said. 544 00:25:04,240 --> 00:25:06,639 Speaker 1: I was like, listen, I'm here getting paid. I'm working, 545 00:25:06,960 --> 00:25:09,399 Speaker 1: and I don't even do that ship like get a 546 00:25:09,480 --> 00:25:12,720 Speaker 1: white girl, some white girl. Is somebody gonna offer to 547 00:25:12,760 --> 00:25:14,680 Speaker 1: pay you in it. I left the guy at Live 548 00:25:15,359 --> 00:25:17,040 Speaker 1: and went upstairs to my room with the poundin Blue 549 00:25:17,040 --> 00:25:20,760 Speaker 1: because he was in the club. And I was just like, 550 00:25:20,760 --> 00:25:23,359 Speaker 1: like out in the opening, I'm like, somebody gonna take 551 00:25:23,359 --> 00:25:27,040 Speaker 1: a picture of you and see us together. And there's 552 00:25:27,080 --> 00:25:29,800 Speaker 1: only been one time somebody's even offered me coke. And 553 00:25:29,800 --> 00:25:32,160 Speaker 1: I didn't even know what they were talking about. They 554 00:25:32,200 --> 00:25:37,399 Speaker 1: were like, you like the party, you know, we had 555 00:25:37,560 --> 00:25:41,400 Speaker 1: a good time. She was like, and I was like, man, 556 00:25:41,400 --> 00:25:44,280 Speaker 1: I'm confused, you know me, I don't know. She was like, dude, 557 00:25:44,280 --> 00:25:49,320 Speaker 1: do cocaine. I was like, oh, okay, thank you. But 558 00:25:49,520 --> 00:25:51,560 Speaker 1: I was at a party not that long ago, and 559 00:25:51,600 --> 00:25:53,439 Speaker 1: my friend was in the bathroom and he said he 560 00:25:53,480 --> 00:25:55,600 Speaker 1: came up. He was like, yo, somebody just offering me 561 00:25:55,640 --> 00:25:57,399 Speaker 1: coke in the bathroom. They gave him some coke like 562 00:25:57,440 --> 00:25:59,960 Speaker 1: a little baggy. No. I'm telling you now what days 563 00:26:00,119 --> 00:26:03,879 Speaker 1: everybody's doing drugs. Everybody's doing hard drugs. It's so fucking normal. 564 00:26:04,080 --> 00:26:07,440 Speaker 1: It's terrible. But I just feel like for us New Yorkers, 565 00:26:07,520 --> 00:26:10,720 Speaker 1: like we grew up in a different time, Like we 566 00:26:10,720 --> 00:26:13,879 Speaker 1: were the drug dealers and if you did Kobe, you 567 00:26:13,880 --> 00:26:17,080 Speaker 1: were kind of a fiend. Yeah, and then it's the 568 00:26:17,119 --> 00:26:20,000 Speaker 1: East Coast thing hard. Yeah, Like that's why I don't 569 00:26:20,080 --> 00:26:22,879 Speaker 1: judge my friends from the West Coast. But it's really 570 00:26:22,920 --> 00:26:25,680 Speaker 1: normal for a lot of my friends and I laid 571 00:26:25,800 --> 00:26:29,560 Speaker 1: to just be They sniff coke, like for lunch. I 572 00:26:30,280 --> 00:26:35,359 Speaker 1: see that people don't have rooms and stuff like that. 573 00:26:35,160 --> 00:26:38,880 Speaker 1: That is something I will do. You gunshrooms, I've never done. 574 00:26:39,160 --> 00:26:41,399 Speaker 1: I'm scared. I'm a freak out. No, No, they're great. 575 00:26:41,520 --> 00:26:43,440 Speaker 1: It'll be nice and calm, and we're like, I don't 576 00:26:43,440 --> 00:26:46,280 Speaker 1: know when they say that I have a hallucinator before. Yeah, 577 00:26:46,280 --> 00:26:47,919 Speaker 1: when I said, you'll be nice and calm and like, 578 00:26:48,080 --> 00:26:52,480 Speaker 1: people hallucinate on this ship. You never know the lights 579 00:26:52,560 --> 00:27:00,200 Speaker 1: like make colors. Yeah, that's hallucination. That's hallucination. GJ. I 580 00:27:00,359 --> 00:27:04,840 Speaker 1: was a club. That's hallucinations. That your hallucination. When died 581 00:27:04,880 --> 00:27:08,080 Speaker 1: the pool or was there? Yes, we need to pool? 582 00:27:08,200 --> 00:27:12,320 Speaker 1: Where did you get these? I think I did too much, 583 00:27:12,440 --> 00:27:14,600 Speaker 1: but it was really amazing. But I was as long 584 00:27:14,640 --> 00:27:16,080 Speaker 1: as you're in a good mood, you have a good time. 585 00:27:16,119 --> 00:27:18,320 Speaker 1: But then micro dosing is what you do, like you 586 00:27:18,400 --> 00:27:21,000 Speaker 1: do a little bit and I'm not even good with that. 587 00:27:21,040 --> 00:27:23,400 Speaker 1: I gotta do a lot of whatever. I like doing 588 00:27:23,480 --> 00:27:26,919 Speaker 1: my question, I don't. I don't, And you gotta be 589 00:27:26,960 --> 00:27:30,360 Speaker 1: like in nature. Everything it's like always funny. And I 590 00:27:30,400 --> 00:27:33,760 Speaker 1: was crying because I was laughing. So every year, every time, 591 00:27:33,760 --> 00:27:37,080 Speaker 1: I want to try strong, but I feel like I 592 00:27:37,080 --> 00:27:38,919 Speaker 1: have to be people I can trust. Yes, you definitely 593 00:27:38,920 --> 00:27:41,439 Speaker 1: have to because I'm already like funny. People gonna want 594 00:27:41,440 --> 00:27:43,480 Speaker 1: to see me. But I can't do that with everybody. 595 00:27:43,600 --> 00:27:45,520 Speaker 1: I think I need to bear in my basement. No, 596 00:27:45,720 --> 00:27:49,240 Speaker 1: you like somewhere in nature. You don't need to be 597 00:27:49,240 --> 00:27:52,280 Speaker 1: in a few times I've done it. I was at home, yeah, alone, 598 00:27:52,320 --> 00:27:54,680 Speaker 1: when I was with my friends. But then I would 599 00:27:54,680 --> 00:27:56,560 Speaker 1: like do it and go out. Or I did it 600 00:27:56,560 --> 00:27:58,720 Speaker 1: one time he was at the beach. I did it 601 00:27:58,760 --> 00:28:00,520 Speaker 1: another time when I saw the butterfly. I was in 602 00:28:00,560 --> 00:28:05,280 Speaker 1: the club and I don't know, everybody else was drinking 603 00:28:05,560 --> 00:28:07,440 Speaker 1: and I don't drink anymore. So I was on shrooms 604 00:28:07,480 --> 00:28:09,680 Speaker 1: and they all like bottles. Don't you hate me? And 605 00:28:09,680 --> 00:28:12,240 Speaker 1: around dunk people hate it. Now it's fun because I 606 00:28:12,280 --> 00:28:14,560 Speaker 1: used to be a drunk person. Yeah, okay, I've never 607 00:28:14,600 --> 00:28:16,800 Speaker 1: been a drunk person. Yeah. I just stopped drinking in July. 608 00:28:17,000 --> 00:28:19,439 Speaker 1: If you could chill out. Yeah, but when you like 609 00:28:19,640 --> 00:28:22,400 Speaker 1: falling all over the place and you're pissing and you're 610 00:28:22,440 --> 00:28:26,919 Speaker 1: throwing like love shoes on shoes, because I mean, you 611 00:28:27,040 --> 00:28:28,840 Speaker 1: do that hard. I don't like people that be like 612 00:28:29,040 --> 00:28:32,919 Speaker 1: angry drunks or people that are like to start crying. 613 00:28:33,119 --> 00:28:35,119 Speaker 1: So I'm like a fun as strunk person and then 614 00:28:35,160 --> 00:28:37,960 Speaker 1: I just fall asleep. You know, people will literally get 615 00:28:37,960 --> 00:28:40,240 Speaker 1: in your face. What the fux like it's just all 616 00:28:40,280 --> 00:28:43,560 Speaker 1: the maga Greg relax. I'd be like, that's why I 617 00:28:43,560 --> 00:28:45,960 Speaker 1: don't funk with it though, That's why it's not for me. 618 00:28:46,120 --> 00:28:48,440 Speaker 1: I don't do well with drink. Sometimes I start I 619 00:28:48,440 --> 00:28:51,000 Speaker 1: want to start talking about faith and religion. Yeah, every 620 00:28:51,000 --> 00:28:55,600 Speaker 1: time I started talking about cheese. Yeah, yeah, I started 621 00:28:55,600 --> 00:28:57,400 Speaker 1: talking about God a lot when I'm drunk. That's how 622 00:28:57,440 --> 00:29:00,400 Speaker 1: you know she drunk. That's probably good, Like that's was that? 623 00:29:00,440 --> 00:29:02,400 Speaker 1: What's wrong with that? I start spread in the world 624 00:29:02,440 --> 00:29:09,440 Speaker 1: to get the praying and that's a blessing. That's what's up. Exactly, 625 00:29:11,720 --> 00:29:18,160 Speaker 1: take a shot please, it's about tomorrow now. That's hilarious. 626 00:29:18,400 --> 00:29:20,480 Speaker 1: So what do you what do you want right when 627 00:29:20,480 --> 00:29:23,160 Speaker 1: a man right now? Like if you could say this 628 00:29:23,200 --> 00:29:24,680 Speaker 1: is what I want what would you say? I would 629 00:29:24,720 --> 00:29:27,040 Speaker 1: love somebody that I could like start a business with 630 00:29:27,160 --> 00:29:29,280 Speaker 1: or something, and we could be like fucking all the 631 00:29:29,280 --> 00:29:31,320 Speaker 1: time and like having fun, or we could like set 632 00:29:31,480 --> 00:29:34,240 Speaker 1: financial goals like oh we'll both make fifty or we 633 00:29:34,280 --> 00:29:37,400 Speaker 1: both makes anyboos in you know, like joint ventures, but 634 00:29:37,520 --> 00:29:40,520 Speaker 1: not any like I'm the type like I don't like condoms, 635 00:29:40,720 --> 00:29:43,560 Speaker 1: so I'm cool with like like we're fucking. I have 636 00:29:43,600 --> 00:29:46,040 Speaker 1: to be the only person that you're you give me 637 00:29:46,080 --> 00:29:49,880 Speaker 1: be you know what I mean, because the juices don't mix. Well, okay, 638 00:29:49,920 --> 00:29:51,840 Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying. I've heard you say that before. 639 00:29:51,960 --> 00:29:55,120 Speaker 1: So I would like if like but what I got 640 00:29:55,120 --> 00:29:56,800 Speaker 1: the first time? You don't use a condom the first time, 641 00:29:57,040 --> 00:29:58,600 Speaker 1: not the first time, and you gotta act like you 642 00:29:58,680 --> 00:30:02,480 Speaker 1: got standards. I don't like it. So once we get there, 643 00:30:02,480 --> 00:30:04,760 Speaker 1: it's like take that ship off, you know. But if 644 00:30:05,360 --> 00:30:07,640 Speaker 1: it's just hard with these things, they lie. You want 645 00:30:07,680 --> 00:30:09,200 Speaker 1: to get into something with somebody where it's like you 646 00:30:09,200 --> 00:30:11,400 Speaker 1: could trust them enough that they will not share body 647 00:30:11,440 --> 00:30:14,040 Speaker 1: fluids with you and other bitches like that's why I 648 00:30:14,040 --> 00:30:16,120 Speaker 1: feel like we did locked in with other girls. But 649 00:30:16,200 --> 00:30:19,440 Speaker 1: now that's okay, and That's what I'm saying, Like, I 650 00:30:19,560 --> 00:30:21,440 Speaker 1: am not going to just talk to you, but I 651 00:30:21,520 --> 00:30:24,280 Speaker 1: might just especially being me good, So I don't really 652 00:30:24,280 --> 00:30:25,600 Speaker 1: care you funk with you know what I mean? Like 653 00:30:25,600 --> 00:30:28,120 Speaker 1: even if on Wednesday Thursday, girl call me on Wednesday Thursday. 654 00:30:28,200 --> 00:30:30,880 Speaker 1: You know what I'm saying, don't wake at don't nobody 655 00:30:30,880 --> 00:30:36,400 Speaker 1: tell you otherwise. I don't mind. Yeah, I put sure 656 00:30:36,440 --> 00:30:40,560 Speaker 1: of my pink servers. But I'm easy to get along with. 657 00:30:40,600 --> 00:30:42,400 Speaker 1: So if i'm Wednesday Thursday, I'm fine with that, as 658 00:30:42,440 --> 00:30:44,160 Speaker 1: long as you really come on Wednesday Thursday, you know, 659 00:30:44,400 --> 00:30:46,120 Speaker 1: and keep your word. That's all I want. Just want 660 00:30:46,120 --> 00:30:48,360 Speaker 1: to bind with somebody that I don't want to. We 661 00:30:48,400 --> 00:30:50,400 Speaker 1: don't want to go together and getting married. I'm not 662 00:30:50,440 --> 00:30:52,280 Speaker 1: that good at it yet, you know, like I want 663 00:30:52,280 --> 00:30:55,240 Speaker 1: to kind of not even are you ready to set 664 00:30:55,240 --> 00:30:57,480 Speaker 1: it down to you want? I talk a lot of 665 00:30:57,520 --> 00:30:59,520 Speaker 1: ship about it, but no, I don't want that ship now. 666 00:31:00,400 --> 00:31:02,800 Speaker 1: And it's weird because I still want more kids and stuff, 667 00:31:02,920 --> 00:31:05,200 Speaker 1: you know, But it's just like I just don't want 668 00:31:05,200 --> 00:31:08,000 Speaker 1: to hurt nobody feeling so as a right now whenever 669 00:31:08,040 --> 00:31:11,800 Speaker 1: you got your feelings hurt. Though recently what happened I 670 00:31:11,800 --> 00:31:13,400 Speaker 1: feel like I got my carmer, Like I just I 671 00:31:13,440 --> 00:31:15,440 Speaker 1: fell in love with somebody. I really liked somebody a 672 00:31:15,480 --> 00:31:19,200 Speaker 1: lie and it was they were reciprocated, like they were reciprocated, 673 00:31:19,200 --> 00:31:21,720 Speaker 1: but it was just like they played with me. And 674 00:31:21,760 --> 00:31:24,479 Speaker 1: I've never let nobody play with me or even was 675 00:31:24,560 --> 00:31:26,800 Speaker 1: like like somebody that much, I let them play with me. 676 00:31:27,000 --> 00:31:28,960 Speaker 1: So my feelings was hurt all the time, Like you 677 00:31:28,960 --> 00:31:30,640 Speaker 1: know what I mean, I don't kind of person. If 678 00:31:30,680 --> 00:31:32,959 Speaker 1: you don't show up or don't call him, not calling you, 679 00:31:32,960 --> 00:31:35,200 Speaker 1: I would call him like you know what, I like 680 00:31:35,200 --> 00:31:38,280 Speaker 1: this certain and I feel like the question question question, 681 00:31:38,960 --> 00:31:41,040 Speaker 1: I never but I never did that in high school 682 00:31:41,200 --> 00:31:42,760 Speaker 1: or in my twenties. So it was like it was 683 00:31:42,800 --> 00:31:44,560 Speaker 1: hard because I'm an old bitch and then I'm on 684 00:31:44,880 --> 00:31:47,120 Speaker 1: all the time and I can't crown, you know what 685 00:31:47,120 --> 00:31:48,800 Speaker 1: I mean. So it was a brother time though, you 686 00:31:48,840 --> 00:31:50,080 Speaker 1: know what I'm saying. It was, But I feel like 687 00:31:50,120 --> 00:31:52,000 Speaker 1: I learned something. I don't feel like I was deserving 688 00:31:52,040 --> 00:31:53,560 Speaker 1: of it. But I do believe in energy. I believe 689 00:31:53,560 --> 00:31:55,680 Speaker 1: a carmer. I believe I got it back like my 690 00:31:55,760 --> 00:32:01,440 Speaker 1: real nidsde go um. We felt, yeah, we know he's 691 00:32:01,440 --> 00:32:03,800 Speaker 1: still around a little bit not really though you know, 692 00:32:03,880 --> 00:32:06,680 Speaker 1: it's not the same, like like my feelings aren't in 693 00:32:06,760 --> 00:32:10,120 Speaker 1: it like that I understand what this is now versus thinking, oh, 694 00:32:10,160 --> 00:32:12,320 Speaker 1: we're gonna be We're gonna always say this. Are you 695 00:32:12,480 --> 00:32:16,840 Speaker 1: acting like you're always gonna be together or necessary? Why? 696 00:32:17,000 --> 00:32:19,520 Speaker 1: I just think I just think in general, like he 697 00:32:19,640 --> 00:32:21,680 Speaker 1: just didn't really know what he wanted, like you know 698 00:32:21,720 --> 00:32:24,480 Speaker 1: what I mean. Like I think sometimes even like for me, 699 00:32:25,200 --> 00:32:27,120 Speaker 1: people like me a lot in the beginning, and then 700 00:32:27,120 --> 00:32:28,920 Speaker 1: I feel like you kind of resent that a little 701 00:32:28,920 --> 00:32:31,120 Speaker 1: because I'm a lie, Like I'm like this all day, 702 00:32:31,240 --> 00:32:33,560 Speaker 1: like I'm talking to old like that's that's not an act, 703 00:32:33,600 --> 00:32:35,560 Speaker 1: Like this is my personality, you know what I'm saying. 704 00:32:35,880 --> 00:32:37,560 Speaker 1: So for like black men, you know, black men like 705 00:32:37,640 --> 00:32:40,480 Speaker 1: to be like you know, like you know, and I 706 00:32:40,480 --> 00:32:43,040 Speaker 1: don't give that. So I feel like at the end 707 00:32:43,080 --> 00:32:46,560 Speaker 1: sometimes it's just resented, like the whole situation, especially when 708 00:32:46,560 --> 00:32:48,160 Speaker 1: I'm trying to get my way the whole time you 709 00:32:48,240 --> 00:32:51,200 Speaker 1: did a white guy, yeah, I will have you. Ever no, 710 00:32:51,440 --> 00:32:53,480 Speaker 1: I don't pull them. They don't like me. I feel 711 00:32:53,480 --> 00:32:56,120 Speaker 1: like white guys like girls with color, like white guys 712 00:32:56,160 --> 00:32:57,840 Speaker 1: never trying to talk to me. They like girls of 713 00:32:57,880 --> 00:33:00,000 Speaker 1: color and they're like little girls. Yeah I'm a big 714 00:33:01,000 --> 00:33:05,160 Speaker 1: skin like I don't pull, but I would. Yeah, little eight, 715 00:33:05,880 --> 00:33:09,200 Speaker 1: I agree. I feel like they like little Maybe maybe 716 00:33:09,200 --> 00:33:11,600 Speaker 1: the older ones, I don't know. They don't say nothing 717 00:33:11,600 --> 00:33:14,160 Speaker 1: to me. I never get an approached. But where do 718 00:33:14,240 --> 00:33:19,040 Speaker 1: you be at though? Places where probably not even didn't 719 00:33:19,080 --> 00:33:21,640 Speaker 1: know the internet. They come at truth from everybody rarely 720 00:33:22,080 --> 00:33:26,280 Speaker 1: except for those fake sugar baby like keep anoying. I 721 00:33:26,280 --> 00:33:28,080 Speaker 1: open them every time just to make sure because I'm like, 722 00:33:28,120 --> 00:33:29,479 Speaker 1: just in case it's not help, you know what I mean, 723 00:33:29,880 --> 00:33:34,200 Speaker 1: because I'm never going to and I'm with that. With that. So, 724 00:33:34,240 --> 00:33:36,640 Speaker 1: how do you feel now adjusting to this? Like, because 725 00:33:36,680 --> 00:33:39,720 Speaker 1: you've had viral moments. You know, we've seen you on 726 00:33:40,480 --> 00:33:43,040 Speaker 1: with Gilly and Wilder, We've seen you on you know, 727 00:33:43,160 --> 00:33:49,160 Speaker 1: different platforms. We've seen you as the frontal girl. We've 728 00:33:49,160 --> 00:33:51,040 Speaker 1: seen you do all those things right now, So how 729 00:33:51,040 --> 00:33:53,840 Speaker 1: does this like feel for you? Knowing that people are 730 00:33:53,880 --> 00:33:56,160 Speaker 1: really checking for you? You You have your podcast that's out now, 731 00:33:57,520 --> 00:33:59,680 Speaker 1: What's like, what's going on with you? How are you 732 00:33:59,680 --> 00:34:02,720 Speaker 1: at that thing? To this? It's a lot like um, 733 00:34:02,760 --> 00:34:05,200 Speaker 1: because I've been viral a lot, I've never been this viral, 734 00:34:05,400 --> 00:34:07,200 Speaker 1: you know what I mean. Like, it's like fifty songs 735 00:34:07,280 --> 00:34:08,759 Speaker 1: made that ship. I was just about to say I 736 00:34:08,800 --> 00:34:10,680 Speaker 1: didn't want to cut off, and I'm sorry for cutting 737 00:34:10,680 --> 00:34:13,040 Speaker 1: you off too. But the song, y'all don't know that 738 00:34:13,080 --> 00:34:16,080 Speaker 1: it's a song. I hear it in the club. Whenever 739 00:34:16,080 --> 00:34:17,480 Speaker 1: I'm in Philly and I go out, they play it, 740 00:34:17,680 --> 00:34:20,160 Speaker 1: you know, the death. All of a sudden you're in 741 00:34:20,160 --> 00:34:21,920 Speaker 1: the club and you can hear, Like why are you 742 00:34:22,000 --> 00:34:29,600 Speaker 1: being aware? It's like a Google Yeah, yeah, for sure, 743 00:34:29,640 --> 00:34:31,480 Speaker 1: because that's like this one where I don't know how 744 00:34:31,480 --> 00:34:34,080 Speaker 1: many different ones, but I've only heard the one or 745 00:34:34,160 --> 00:34:35,840 Speaker 1: two and I heard the one where the guy is 746 00:34:35,880 --> 00:34:41,080 Speaker 1: like he's rapping but it's like he's responding. It's literally 747 00:34:41,120 --> 00:34:44,120 Speaker 1: fifty sixty songs like and they're not that popular, so 748 00:34:44,200 --> 00:34:46,520 Speaker 1: you won't know it's a guy right now. On London, 749 00:34:46,920 --> 00:34:48,960 Speaker 1: they were congratulating me on Twitter, like how does it 750 00:34:48,960 --> 00:34:51,040 Speaker 1: feel to be on His name is heavy one, He's 751 00:34:51,080 --> 00:34:54,000 Speaker 1: pretty big on London. The song is Louis Baton Color. 752 00:34:54,080 --> 00:34:56,359 Speaker 1: I'm smack them in the middle of it, but that's 753 00:34:56,400 --> 00:34:58,600 Speaker 1: how it is. And and Drake on the album too, 754 00:34:58,880 --> 00:35:01,520 Speaker 1: so it's like, so you should pay me for that, 755 00:35:02,000 --> 00:35:08,399 Speaker 1: you know what I mean, He's on it. Yeah, only 756 00:35:08,440 --> 00:35:11,120 Speaker 1: because look we went. I went viral the first September 757 00:35:11,719 --> 00:35:14,520 Speaker 1: that got like three men know that. But the first 758 00:35:14,560 --> 00:35:17,279 Speaker 1: my first video was about ugly babies. I was talking 759 00:35:17,320 --> 00:35:20,120 Speaker 1: about ugly kids and it sounds so generica, kid you not, 760 00:35:20,160 --> 00:35:22,440 Speaker 1: because I was funny on Instagram for a while, but 761 00:35:22,480 --> 00:35:24,560 Speaker 1: I had a different kind of lifestyle and you know, 762 00:35:25,040 --> 00:35:27,239 Speaker 1: and I, um like I feel a world like like 763 00:35:27,440 --> 00:35:29,000 Speaker 1: just empty about it, you know what I mean? Like 764 00:35:29,000 --> 00:35:30,279 Speaker 1: I had board the house and that was all I 765 00:35:30,320 --> 00:35:32,000 Speaker 1: ever wanted to like be home on about it and 766 00:35:32,040 --> 00:35:34,879 Speaker 1: feel like proud of it, you know. So, um I pray, 767 00:35:34,960 --> 00:35:36,319 Speaker 1: Like I was like, God, can you just give me sign? 768 00:35:36,520 --> 00:35:38,080 Speaker 1: Because people kept saying you should do this or today 769 00:35:38,120 --> 00:35:39,400 Speaker 1: you should do a podcast. I don't know what the 770 00:35:39,440 --> 00:35:42,719 Speaker 1: podcast was, and um, I pray, and I kid you not. 771 00:35:42,880 --> 00:35:44,680 Speaker 1: Like I posted a video on Facebook cause I had 772 00:35:44,680 --> 00:35:46,520 Speaker 1: never did that, and I got like three millions. It 773 00:35:46,600 --> 00:35:49,280 Speaker 1: was my first try. But that video because Facebook is weird, 774 00:35:49,760 --> 00:35:51,640 Speaker 1: so that video didn't really get me anywhere, but it 775 00:35:51,760 --> 00:35:54,880 Speaker 1: still was viral. So I'm not knew that going viral. 776 00:35:54,960 --> 00:35:56,520 Speaker 1: So like this time, I was like, oh, w are 777 00:35:56,560 --> 00:35:58,640 Speaker 1: we buying ship, like I owned the turn whit. You're 778 00:35:58,680 --> 00:36:00,520 Speaker 1: being weird to me, you know what I'm saying because 779 00:36:00,560 --> 00:36:03,000 Speaker 1: I figured out like and then this is so fab 780 00:36:03,120 --> 00:36:06,440 Speaker 1: said it like people that I like, Oh, everybody says it. 781 00:36:06,440 --> 00:36:08,880 Speaker 1: It's crazy because that's the whole thing is supposed to 782 00:36:08,880 --> 00:36:12,479 Speaker 1: be influencing. That's influencing, you know what. They're my friends. 783 00:36:11,800 --> 00:36:16,799 Speaker 1: Why that's crazy. I can't one of the number one 784 00:36:16,840 --> 00:36:19,759 Speaker 1: captions right now for sure. Yeah, in the bar when 785 00:36:19,760 --> 00:36:22,720 Speaker 1: they bring the bottles, they have it on the things. 786 00:36:22,920 --> 00:36:27,040 Speaker 1: I mean, it's crazy, like it's not me and everything 787 00:36:27,160 --> 00:36:31,960 Speaker 1: that's like, why are you do y'all know what it do? 788 00:36:32,120 --> 00:36:35,080 Speaker 1: Y'all know what the n f T is. Yes, funds 789 00:36:35,120 --> 00:36:37,960 Speaker 1: of a token. Okay, so that live is thirty one minutes. 790 00:36:38,080 --> 00:36:40,000 Speaker 1: And I want to sell the whole thing because it's funny. 791 00:36:40,040 --> 00:36:42,760 Speaker 1: It's fun that's a piece of that, like eight pieces 792 00:36:42,760 --> 00:36:44,960 Speaker 1: of that went went viral. That's not the only part 793 00:36:45,000 --> 00:36:46,960 Speaker 1: that went viral. A lot of parts went viral or whatever. 794 00:36:47,000 --> 00:36:48,560 Speaker 1: I want to sell the whole thing because it's funny, 795 00:36:48,560 --> 00:36:51,920 Speaker 1: as you should, and somebody will buy that ship and 796 00:36:51,960 --> 00:36:53,920 Speaker 1: you will make a ton of money off of it. 797 00:36:54,000 --> 00:36:56,959 Speaker 1: You remember Charlie been my finger. Remember the two white 798 00:36:56,960 --> 00:36:59,959 Speaker 1: babies in Britain. Everybody they got three fifty three hundred 799 00:37:00,000 --> 00:37:02,799 Speaker 1: of the thousand dollars to that. My Live thirty one 800 00:37:02,840 --> 00:37:05,719 Speaker 1: minutes is funny, Like you know what I mean. That's good. 801 00:37:05,719 --> 00:37:08,880 Speaker 1: You got your lawyers on everything. I'm a mom trying to, 802 00:37:08,920 --> 00:37:10,719 Speaker 1: you know, make sure we're straight because you don't know how. 803 00:37:10,840 --> 00:37:14,200 Speaker 1: We don't know, Like right now, fab ladist mixape something 804 00:37:14,239 --> 00:37:15,640 Speaker 1: that I said is on it and I'm on the 805 00:37:15,760 --> 00:37:17,920 Speaker 1: radio in my area every day and I'm we don't 806 00:37:17,920 --> 00:37:19,439 Speaker 1: know if that would be that way, you know what 807 00:37:19,440 --> 00:37:23,200 Speaker 1: I'm saying. So it's like you gotta jump on. And 808 00:37:23,239 --> 00:37:25,239 Speaker 1: I've missed out before. Like I feel like pat Ready 809 00:37:25,239 --> 00:37:27,160 Speaker 1: could have been way bigger, Like I always wanted pet 810 00:37:27,160 --> 00:37:30,040 Speaker 1: Ready to be like education for like women because it 811 00:37:30,040 --> 00:37:32,680 Speaker 1: would be women in my d M. No shades down South, 812 00:37:32,800 --> 00:37:35,160 Speaker 1: bitches but Alabama. Like I don't know what the paps 813 00:37:35,239 --> 00:37:39,080 Speaker 1: mirror is, no bad no, like bitches don't know, Like 814 00:37:39,160 --> 00:37:42,120 Speaker 1: you know, some people don't get into sexually ready for PEPs, 815 00:37:42,480 --> 00:37:43,920 Speaker 1: Like what do you do to get ready? Because I 816 00:37:43,920 --> 00:37:46,239 Speaker 1: feel like if you're going to the doctor, you know 817 00:37:47,040 --> 00:37:50,680 Speaker 1: what it is. It's just like showering. For if you're 818 00:37:50,680 --> 00:37:52,520 Speaker 1: going out the shower. If you're going into your showering 819 00:37:52,560 --> 00:37:53,840 Speaker 1: and somebody's gona need you to put se, it's a 820 00:37:53,840 --> 00:37:56,239 Speaker 1: different shower. You're having a pap smear because somebody's gonna 821 00:37:56,239 --> 00:37:57,879 Speaker 1: be in your vagina's face. You want to get ready 822 00:37:57,880 --> 00:38:00,399 Speaker 1: for that, especially because they're rough Greece. It like when 823 00:38:00,400 --> 00:38:05,279 Speaker 1: you make sure you actually you get it together. You know. 824 00:38:05,440 --> 00:38:07,279 Speaker 1: That's why he would relate to my ship because I'm 825 00:38:07,320 --> 00:38:09,719 Speaker 1: just telling what we go through, like, no woman is 826 00:38:09,760 --> 00:38:12,520 Speaker 1: not there's not there is a woman somewhere that was like, 827 00:38:12,520 --> 00:38:14,560 Speaker 1: oh ship, I didn't know how to do that today. 828 00:38:14,960 --> 00:38:17,920 Speaker 1: I mean hate paps man, who doesn't they put that 829 00:38:17,920 --> 00:38:22,120 Speaker 1: ship in you and they'd be like click alone, that 830 00:38:22,160 --> 00:38:25,040 Speaker 1: should be all they take that long as cute. And 831 00:38:25,040 --> 00:38:28,920 Speaker 1: then it's like in a COVID testing your vagina, that's 832 00:38:28,920 --> 00:38:34,200 Speaker 1: exactly what it that's exactly it's that's funny. That's not 833 00:38:34,440 --> 00:38:40,200 Speaker 1: really funny. I don't paps for years, and then it's 834 00:38:40,600 --> 00:38:44,120 Speaker 1: cod COVID tested in the pussy. Yeah, it's just the awkward, 835 00:38:44,200 --> 00:38:46,560 Speaker 1: it's bad. And then they don't play no soft music 836 00:38:46,600 --> 00:38:48,520 Speaker 1: and okay, here we go. Not a bit's not. And 837 00:38:48,560 --> 00:38:50,040 Speaker 1: then I always have the kind of like it's not 838 00:38:50,080 --> 00:38:52,560 Speaker 1: a big deal because I'm jumping's it's all right here 839 00:38:52,640 --> 00:38:54,960 Speaker 1: if you had a baby, like it's just breathe just 840 00:38:55,080 --> 00:38:58,040 Speaker 1: relaxed like I can't. It's so on man that g 841 00:38:58,320 --> 00:39:02,080 Speaker 1: Ryan are more gihn Sole than the man. You did something, yeah, Stefan, 842 00:39:02,120 --> 00:39:03,560 Speaker 1: He's like, oh he did was put his finger in 843 00:39:03,640 --> 00:39:07,839 Speaker 1: me Like I had a woman. Ge Ryan my first 844 00:39:07,880 --> 00:39:10,720 Speaker 1: gand because I've only had to my whole life and 845 00:39:10,840 --> 00:39:13,680 Speaker 1: my the male one, I've been going to him. I'm 846 00:39:13,760 --> 00:39:16,719 Speaker 1: when I was pregnant, he was my doctor, so I've 847 00:39:16,719 --> 00:39:19,120 Speaker 1: been going to him for my whole life and he 848 00:39:19,480 --> 00:39:23,359 Speaker 1: is just so nice and gentle. Women be like they 849 00:39:23,400 --> 00:39:25,560 Speaker 1: put the thing in there and they just go. And 850 00:39:25,920 --> 00:39:27,160 Speaker 1: like when I was in l A, I had to 851 00:39:27,160 --> 00:39:29,399 Speaker 1: get I had to do a g ryannappointment. I didn't 852 00:39:29,400 --> 00:39:32,480 Speaker 1: want a woman and she was really wrong. I hate that. 853 00:39:32,920 --> 00:39:34,719 Speaker 1: I hate going to the guy in college. You gotta 854 00:39:34,719 --> 00:39:36,880 Speaker 1: put on that paper row. I hate everything about it. 855 00:39:36,960 --> 00:39:42,799 Speaker 1: It's cold in there. Yeah, you gotta think about you'd 856 00:39:42,800 --> 00:39:45,080 Speaker 1: be worried when you don't even got in the worry. 857 00:39:45,239 --> 00:39:46,680 Speaker 1: Sitting on the edge of the table and you just 858 00:39:46,719 --> 00:39:48,759 Speaker 1: feel like you have aged that day. It's like, that's it. 859 00:39:48,840 --> 00:39:50,960 Speaker 1: I got aged. I know it. Actually be worried and 860 00:39:51,000 --> 00:39:52,920 Speaker 1: don't even hand over. You gotta put your feet in 861 00:39:53,000 --> 00:39:57,400 Speaker 1: the stirrups. The whole process is pretty gross. I remember 862 00:39:57,440 --> 00:40:00,000 Speaker 1: one time I was dating this guy and I m 863 00:40:00,040 --> 00:40:02,759 Speaker 1: my tampon got stuck in me and he had to 864 00:40:02,840 --> 00:40:04,920 Speaker 1: look to go get it, and I was it was 865 00:40:04,960 --> 00:40:09,560 Speaker 1: the most awkward situation, like to have somebody like digging 866 00:40:09,560 --> 00:40:12,000 Speaker 1: it and he but he was very helpful and sounds 867 00:40:12,000 --> 00:40:14,200 Speaker 1: like a guy that's happened to me before I does 868 00:40:14,280 --> 00:40:17,200 Speaker 1: it out myself. Though, oh you did. Yeah, I could 869 00:40:17,280 --> 00:40:18,719 Speaker 1: have tried to do it myself. I just didn't. It 870 00:40:18,760 --> 00:40:21,840 Speaker 1: was it was a squat pushing pool situation. There was 871 00:40:21,880 --> 00:40:23,640 Speaker 1: nothing sex sid at it, because you know how you'd 872 00:40:23,640 --> 00:40:25,480 Speaker 1: be on your period and then somebody be trying to 873 00:40:25,520 --> 00:40:28,080 Speaker 1: like do it a little bit, do it a lot, 874 00:40:29,200 --> 00:40:32,680 Speaker 1: and now when you're tampons and yeah, people do trage 875 00:40:32,719 --> 00:40:35,040 Speaker 1: things and you never had a tampon stuck in you. 876 00:40:35,120 --> 00:40:37,040 Speaker 1: I feel like I've never asked you know, you know 877 00:40:37,120 --> 00:40:39,200 Speaker 1: what because I'm late to them. I didn't use them 878 00:40:39,239 --> 00:40:42,040 Speaker 1: for so long. I literally like three four years using 879 00:40:42,880 --> 00:40:45,040 Speaker 1: you got two kids and you just start. Yeah, I 880 00:40:45,080 --> 00:40:46,759 Speaker 1: just didn't like the idea of it. Took it, took 881 00:40:46,760 --> 00:40:50,399 Speaker 1: a walk, don't want Yeah, but you were whole kids 882 00:40:50,440 --> 00:40:53,720 Speaker 1: come out of there. One had a C section natural, Okay. 883 00:40:54,000 --> 00:40:56,600 Speaker 1: I'll say when I first study using tampons, I didn't 884 00:40:56,640 --> 00:40:58,520 Speaker 1: know what I was doing, and so I didn't know 885 00:40:58,520 --> 00:41:01,239 Speaker 1: about the application part. So I put the whole thing 886 00:41:01,280 --> 00:41:03,080 Speaker 1: in me and then she kept sliding out because I 887 00:41:03,960 --> 00:41:06,120 Speaker 1: didn't know. And I remember reading the book and I 888 00:41:06,160 --> 00:41:07,800 Speaker 1: had to like put I put one leg up on 889 00:41:07,840 --> 00:41:13,160 Speaker 1: the toilet. Do it. Yeah, I put one leg on. 890 00:41:13,320 --> 00:41:15,560 Speaker 1: They give you all these different ways to try to 891 00:41:15,600 --> 00:41:18,080 Speaker 1: put it in, and there's all these like diagram pictures. 892 00:41:18,120 --> 00:41:20,319 Speaker 1: I've had to do it. So when I was like 893 00:41:20,360 --> 00:41:22,640 Speaker 1: squatting when my legs open, then I had one leg 894 00:41:22,719 --> 00:41:24,840 Speaker 1: on the toilet. It was so awkward because I was 895 00:41:24,880 --> 00:41:27,439 Speaker 1: also a version when I did it. Yeah, the first 896 00:41:27,480 --> 00:41:29,120 Speaker 1: time I put it, I had a problem. So I 897 00:41:29,160 --> 00:41:31,399 Speaker 1: took the opplcator off, but I didn't have put the 898 00:41:31,480 --> 00:41:34,160 Speaker 1: whole champ on up, so some of it was sticking 899 00:41:34,200 --> 00:41:37,120 Speaker 1: out and it was really horrible and it's awkward. It's uncomfortable. 900 00:41:37,760 --> 00:41:40,480 Speaker 1: Do you like that? Yeah, I think that this is 901 00:41:40,520 --> 00:41:43,839 Speaker 1: easier to do it. That's really though I still don't 902 00:41:43,880 --> 00:41:46,000 Speaker 1: like the idea of it, you know what I mean. Like, 903 00:41:46,080 --> 00:41:49,200 Speaker 1: I just think it's better for you because it's not 904 00:41:49,239 --> 00:41:51,480 Speaker 1: supposed to be there, you know what I mean, because 905 00:41:51,480 --> 00:41:54,200 Speaker 1: you figured you can get people, you can get sick 906 00:41:54,239 --> 00:41:58,920 Speaker 1: from that toxic. But it's very very and you gotta 907 00:41:58,960 --> 00:42:01,320 Speaker 1: like not change your tan poe like for a while, 908 00:42:01,440 --> 00:42:04,200 Speaker 1: I feel like, just do it. You'll bleed through it first, Yeah, 909 00:42:04,520 --> 00:42:08,760 Speaker 1: it'll fly right out. Yeah. I feel like the tampon 910 00:42:08,960 --> 00:42:11,640 Speaker 1: it's like a sponge and it like takes all of 911 00:42:11,680 --> 00:42:14,640 Speaker 1: it out faster. It sucks it up. Yeah, it's like 912 00:42:14,680 --> 00:42:16,800 Speaker 1: when I use a pad, I feel like my perial 913 00:42:16,880 --> 00:42:20,480 Speaker 1: lives longer. Yeah, I agree with that. I think I 914 00:42:20,520 --> 00:42:22,799 Speaker 1: feel like that that might be true. Sucks it up, 915 00:42:23,920 --> 00:42:27,480 Speaker 1: and I hate the diaper, feeling like I'm wearing a 916 00:42:27,560 --> 00:42:29,480 Speaker 1: diaper when I have a pad on that reminds me 917 00:42:29,480 --> 00:42:34,200 Speaker 1: of giving That's exactly. But the worst is when you 918 00:42:34,239 --> 00:42:36,359 Speaker 1: bleed through that damn tampon and you don't expect it. 919 00:42:36,360 --> 00:42:40,040 Speaker 1: It's a lot the whole process. Like I really feel 920 00:42:40,040 --> 00:42:41,759 Speaker 1: like I don't know where the technology I mean, I 921 00:42:41,760 --> 00:42:43,600 Speaker 1: guess birth with you because you can stop at birth 922 00:42:43,600 --> 00:42:47,560 Speaker 1: with show, but I don't. So let me ask you this. 923 00:42:47,600 --> 00:42:50,600 Speaker 1: Have you ever had sex on your period? Yeah? Do 924 00:42:50,640 --> 00:42:55,359 Speaker 1: you who hasn't? I should lie about that. No, I've 925 00:42:55,440 --> 00:42:59,640 Speaker 1: never done would never do anything like that. I think 926 00:42:59,680 --> 00:43:05,560 Speaker 1: our hormones are higher or whatever they. I used to 927 00:43:05,560 --> 00:43:07,840 Speaker 1: be okay with having sex on my period, but to 928 00:43:08,000 --> 00:43:10,239 Speaker 1: come to find out it's against my faith. And I'm like, 929 00:43:10,440 --> 00:43:14,600 Speaker 1: what faith is that? You know my religion? What religion 930 00:43:14,760 --> 00:43:18,000 Speaker 1: is against you have a sex in your period. It's um, 931 00:43:18,080 --> 00:43:21,800 Speaker 1: it's a lot to explain, Angela. I'm not gonna show 932 00:43:22,200 --> 00:43:24,279 Speaker 1: right now. I feel like it gains a lot of 933 00:43:24,320 --> 00:43:26,919 Speaker 1: religions though we could talk. Yeah, I feel like it's 934 00:43:26,920 --> 00:43:29,000 Speaker 1: not just one. I feel like it's probably coming. You're 935 00:43:29,000 --> 00:43:32,359 Speaker 1: not supposed to do that, it's not on your period. Yeah, 936 00:43:32,480 --> 00:43:36,600 Speaker 1: and for me specifically, because in my faith, everybody has 937 00:43:36,680 --> 00:43:40,600 Speaker 1: different rules and you know, you come out with different things. 938 00:43:40,719 --> 00:43:44,200 Speaker 1: And I'm not even supposed to be around my husband 939 00:43:44,280 --> 00:43:48,520 Speaker 1: or anybody I'm intimate with while i'm on. So let's 940 00:43:48,520 --> 00:43:52,320 Speaker 1: say I'm married, right, and I got my period, and 941 00:43:52,360 --> 00:43:54,879 Speaker 1: when we lived in a one badroom apartment, I will 942 00:43:54,960 --> 00:43:57,880 Speaker 1: have to sleep on the floor. Why can't us because 943 00:43:57,880 --> 00:44:00,479 Speaker 1: he's a man and he's just can't see. Gotta sleep 944 00:44:00,480 --> 00:44:03,480 Speaker 1: on the floor because I got my period. I've heard it. 945 00:44:03,520 --> 00:44:07,759 Speaker 1: I don't punished. Yeah, a woman, I can't look at 946 00:44:07,760 --> 00:44:09,720 Speaker 1: my husband in the eyes while I'm on my period. 947 00:44:10,040 --> 00:44:13,839 Speaker 1: Know that one. I never heard that. It's crazy. These 948 00:44:13,840 --> 00:44:19,319 Speaker 1: are all noting anvils against Christianity. I don't think Christians 949 00:44:19,360 --> 00:44:22,680 Speaker 1: can have anles. You got to find the Google angels. 950 00:44:22,760 --> 00:44:27,160 Speaker 1: I'm telling you if you cannot. But if you're Christians again, 951 00:44:30,560 --> 00:44:36,400 Speaker 1: but it's christian um male homosexuals. They but yes, against that. 952 00:44:37,320 --> 00:44:39,640 Speaker 1: I don't know. I thought that it was against oh me, 953 00:44:40,320 --> 00:44:43,600 Speaker 1: I don't care people. Oh yeah, I don't know. I 954 00:44:43,600 --> 00:44:46,719 Speaker 1: wouldn't no judgment. I thought Christianity. But I just think 955 00:44:46,760 --> 00:44:51,879 Speaker 1: about it like Christians. But Christian teams have butt sex 956 00:44:51,960 --> 00:44:56,319 Speaker 1: to avoid losing their virginity. Christians anto sex and an't 957 00:44:56,320 --> 00:45:01,480 Speaker 1: no play whatever real Christians doing. There's different rules, man, 958 00:45:01,760 --> 00:45:04,879 Speaker 1: But they are saying it's not natural. Yeah, I don't 959 00:45:04,920 --> 00:45:07,680 Speaker 1: believe you're allowed to fucking ask if you're a Christian 960 00:45:08,000 --> 00:45:13,640 Speaker 1: or a Muslim Muslims either, it's definitely exactly solomy. It's 961 00:45:13,640 --> 00:45:16,760 Speaker 1: against the rules, that's the word. But some good Christians 962 00:45:16,800 --> 00:45:19,600 Speaker 1: think it's okay. According to Hot Holy Humorous dot com, 963 00:45:19,920 --> 00:45:24,919 Speaker 1: Hot Holy what church you goes? I go to Hot 964 00:45:25,200 --> 00:45:28,759 Speaker 1: Holy Humorous on the But then in that case or 965 00:45:28,920 --> 00:45:32,160 Speaker 1: sex is also horny. I don't know, you know, Oh 966 00:45:32,200 --> 00:45:34,040 Speaker 1: my God, God forbid I get to the part and 967 00:45:34,120 --> 00:45:36,239 Speaker 1: my faith for it says I can no longer suck dick. 968 00:45:36,280 --> 00:45:38,520 Speaker 1: I'm gonna die. So you're gonna switch your faith. I'm 969 00:45:38,520 --> 00:45:41,080 Speaker 1: gonna die. You're gonna go to hell. We're going against 970 00:45:41,120 --> 00:45:45,560 Speaker 1: the rules. But I'm never gonna make the saint. But 971 00:45:45,760 --> 00:45:49,799 Speaker 1: you're giving that off. I don't think Christian man coming 972 00:45:49,840 --> 00:45:55,680 Speaker 1: through the back door. It's getting wild. I know that 973 00:45:56,280 --> 00:46:00,479 Speaker 1: the Old Testament. You can't look at this? What suck 974 00:46:00,520 --> 00:46:03,359 Speaker 1: me in the ask because I love Jesus? Oh God, 975 00:46:03,560 --> 00:46:05,759 Speaker 1: what is this? You have to sign in to see? 976 00:46:05,800 --> 00:46:09,120 Speaker 1: This has two point eight million views? Of course, my God, 977 00:46:09,200 --> 00:46:11,359 Speaker 1: I can't look at this. Of course it does. How 978 00:46:11,400 --> 00:46:13,360 Speaker 1: did they get me down this path? White girl? I 979 00:46:13,480 --> 00:46:17,040 Speaker 1: just I didn't even mean to look at this. We 980 00:46:17,120 --> 00:46:21,360 Speaker 1: were talking about having sex on the period somebody where 981 00:46:21,640 --> 00:46:25,120 Speaker 1: somebody somebody ate my butt on my period. Before too. 982 00:46:25,280 --> 00:46:27,640 Speaker 1: Okay that No, I done all the time. We got 983 00:46:27,680 --> 00:46:29,800 Speaker 1: that done on while you're on your period. You like it? 984 00:46:29,960 --> 00:46:35,279 Speaker 1: But I felt super special, like as much because I 985 00:46:35,320 --> 00:46:37,680 Speaker 1: don't really like that. You get your pussy on your period? 986 00:46:37,719 --> 00:46:41,560 Speaker 1: How how does that do? Yeah? And you could push 987 00:46:41,840 --> 00:46:45,879 Speaker 1: the check string in. You are a real fucking team 988 00:46:45,920 --> 00:46:48,640 Speaker 1: player of eating pussy on a period. He is, I've 989 00:46:48,680 --> 00:46:52,160 Speaker 1: only had it once about one person. I would say this, 990 00:46:52,360 --> 00:46:56,279 Speaker 1: I don't like my being there. Did you ever eat? 991 00:46:56,320 --> 00:47:00,279 Speaker 1: But no, I feel like if I hate a real 992 00:47:00,320 --> 00:47:01,560 Speaker 1: good thing. And he was saying, hear me out with 993 00:47:01,719 --> 00:47:04,920 Speaker 1: his ass, let me be asked my first I was 994 00:47:04,960 --> 00:47:07,120 Speaker 1: going to ask you for that. My first set up boyfriend, 995 00:47:07,480 --> 00:47:09,439 Speaker 1: my first set up with you asked me this ass. 996 00:47:09,520 --> 00:47:11,320 Speaker 1: He's dead now. He was murdered. I don't want to 997 00:47:11,360 --> 00:47:12,920 Speaker 1: say this to me a name, but he used to 998 00:47:12,920 --> 00:47:14,759 Speaker 1: asked to me his ass, and he's from here having 999 00:47:14,880 --> 00:47:17,919 Speaker 1: is eat my ass, my other bitches eat my ass. 1000 00:47:17,960 --> 00:47:20,080 Speaker 1: He had a lot of girls. Yeah, I was like 1001 00:47:20,160 --> 00:47:22,480 Speaker 1: eight teens, like thirty. Yeah, he was rich. She wore 1002 00:47:22,560 --> 00:47:24,040 Speaker 1: draw me and ship. He was like my first like 1003 00:47:24,200 --> 00:47:26,280 Speaker 1: you know that. It was so, but I still didn't 1004 00:47:26,280 --> 00:47:27,600 Speaker 1: do it. I was like, no, I'm not. His bud 1005 00:47:27,719 --> 00:47:30,759 Speaker 1: was so flat and big. I just was like no, yeah, 1006 00:47:31,400 --> 00:47:33,080 Speaker 1: but he asked me. He asked me, had three things, 1007 00:47:33,120 --> 00:47:35,680 Speaker 1: and I said, now to do it. I know a 1008 00:47:35,760 --> 00:47:38,120 Speaker 1: lot of girls though that would do because niggas wanted it, 1009 00:47:38,280 --> 00:47:40,279 Speaker 1: like you know, yeah, that's because you wanted. I'm not 1010 00:47:40,280 --> 00:47:43,080 Speaker 1: gonna eat pussy for you know, I'm not a guy 1011 00:47:43,120 --> 00:47:46,000 Speaker 1: with his chaplin. I used to think about that a lot, 1012 00:47:46,239 --> 00:47:48,880 Speaker 1: but no, not now. I like mainly man like, I like, 1013 00:47:49,400 --> 00:47:51,879 Speaker 1: I like, shut up, put that dick in your mouth. 1014 00:47:52,080 --> 00:47:53,640 Speaker 1: You know, I can't. You can't talk to me like 1015 00:47:53,719 --> 00:48:03,200 Speaker 1: that after in my ass. It just crazy, No, and 1016 00:48:04,000 --> 00:48:06,800 Speaker 1: I like that. I like more aggressive, like I'm more submissive, 1017 00:48:06,880 --> 00:48:09,400 Speaker 1: so I can't know. That's like one of my fantasy. 1018 00:48:10,040 --> 00:48:12,520 Speaker 1: But but you haven't done it yet, No, I haven't. 1019 00:48:12,960 --> 00:48:15,560 Speaker 1: I can't believe you haven't done that now, right, Well, 1020 00:48:15,719 --> 00:48:18,480 Speaker 1: I was offered and I was scared. I'm a sho 1021 00:48:18,680 --> 00:48:21,200 Speaker 1: that you were when I brought up. I was way 1022 00:48:21,320 --> 00:48:24,239 Speaker 1: younger and I wasn't ready. Okay, I missed the opportunity 1023 00:48:24,360 --> 00:48:26,400 Speaker 1: and probably would have been. So pagan is just strapped 1024 00:48:26,400 --> 00:48:30,120 Speaker 1: on yeah, or or any type of like toy. But jeez, 1025 00:48:30,280 --> 00:48:32,520 Speaker 1: what are the things have you ever turned down? I 1026 00:48:32,600 --> 00:48:35,000 Speaker 1: feel like you be about it about it. I don't 1027 00:48:35,000 --> 00:48:38,600 Speaker 1: think I've turned down anything else besides, like, um, two guys, 1028 00:48:38,640 --> 00:48:41,399 Speaker 1: I'm not doing that. So you've been it's rape, isn't 1029 00:48:41,440 --> 00:48:45,920 Speaker 1: it's rap? Start swinging? Feel like they're taking it. No, 1030 00:48:46,120 --> 00:48:51,360 Speaker 1: I'm cool, two guys, double to check. I've turned on 1031 00:48:51,440 --> 00:48:54,200 Speaker 1: a couple of husband and wife situation. I've done that. 1032 00:48:54,560 --> 00:48:59,640 Speaker 1: I just I don't think that's done. I'm not read 1033 00:48:59,840 --> 00:49:02,000 Speaker 1: anyone to try it, but I feel like I'm gonna 1034 00:49:02,000 --> 00:49:05,200 Speaker 1: probably tambo. I'm gonna get scared and just like back up. 1035 00:49:07,160 --> 00:49:09,920 Speaker 1: I don't know about that. That's the thing, like I 1036 00:49:10,000 --> 00:49:12,360 Speaker 1: would like to mentally, but the thought of like my 1037 00:49:12,520 --> 00:49:14,120 Speaker 1: head in between it, that's a lot. I don't know 1038 00:49:14,160 --> 00:49:16,480 Speaker 1: how they do it. It's a lot. I feel like 1039 00:49:16,480 --> 00:49:19,040 Speaker 1: I just want to do titties and like touch titties 1040 00:49:19,080 --> 00:49:22,600 Speaker 1: in touch there. Okay, not eating, not for me. You 1041 00:49:22,840 --> 00:49:25,600 Speaker 1: eat my pussy. I'm not gonna eat your To fantasize 1042 00:49:25,600 --> 00:49:28,400 Speaker 1: about being with women before I finally went through with 1043 00:49:28,560 --> 00:49:31,400 Speaker 1: having a threesome, and then when it came down to 1044 00:49:31,480 --> 00:49:34,480 Speaker 1: when I always thought that I would enjoy a pussy 1045 00:49:34,719 --> 00:49:37,160 Speaker 1: just to enjoy the pussy. And when it came down 1046 00:49:37,239 --> 00:49:40,600 Speaker 1: to it, I you couldn't need it. Nope, I couldn't 1047 00:49:40,680 --> 00:49:46,520 Speaker 1: touch it. It's took. Yeah, I'm gonna suck and we're 1048 00:49:46,520 --> 00:49:48,000 Speaker 1: all going to have a good song, like let's do. 1049 00:49:48,239 --> 00:49:51,440 Speaker 1: I'm with that, like let's suck each other. But we 1050 00:49:51,520 --> 00:49:54,239 Speaker 1: don't have to. But luckily the girl is a girl 1051 00:49:54,280 --> 00:49:57,560 Speaker 1: who likes to give pleasures. She doesn't really want to receive, 1052 00:49:57,640 --> 00:50:02,160 Speaker 1: you know, you know, So that's why it was cool. 1053 00:50:02,520 --> 00:50:08,239 Speaker 1: That was some situation for you if I were to Yeah, 1054 00:50:08,480 --> 00:50:11,040 Speaker 1: but that I know, I can't. You're gonna have it 1055 00:50:11,120 --> 00:50:12,400 Speaker 1: three sim I can't wait till you do it? Can 1056 00:50:12,440 --> 00:50:14,759 Speaker 1: you come back? I will, and I will talk about it. 1057 00:50:14,760 --> 00:50:16,239 Speaker 1: I probably go with the beach. I feel like soon 1058 00:50:16,320 --> 00:50:20,239 Speaker 1: after I put from the door because it's just they see. 1059 00:50:20,360 --> 00:50:22,560 Speaker 1: But all my gay friends are like, no, it's words 1060 00:50:22,680 --> 00:50:24,000 Speaker 1: we fire all the time, you know what I mean. 1061 00:50:24,120 --> 00:50:25,279 Speaker 1: So I don't know, but they might heat to be 1062 00:50:25,360 --> 00:50:28,120 Speaker 1: like women just a so much eat like they're just smarter, 1063 00:50:28,719 --> 00:50:31,920 Speaker 1: you know, but they're emotional. Could you like to cut 1064 00:50:32,000 --> 00:50:37,080 Speaker 1: off a little bit? You know you're seeing like I 1065 00:50:37,200 --> 00:50:39,400 Speaker 1: get colored leave, but not all the time. You know, 1066 00:50:39,520 --> 00:50:42,560 Speaker 1: it depends all the time. I'm so attached, Like if 1067 00:50:42,600 --> 00:50:46,560 Speaker 1: you show me, don't cut away. I like to cut 1068 00:50:46,600 --> 00:50:49,120 Speaker 1: it until I'm ready to fall asleep, asleep, like I 1069 00:50:49,239 --> 00:50:54,560 Speaker 1: like to cut up. And then you know, I'm woke 1070 00:50:54,640 --> 00:50:57,200 Speaker 1: because I'm like on his back, I'm like rubbing him down, 1071 00:50:57,400 --> 00:51:00,480 Speaker 1: like I'm touching like that. I just not really a 1072 00:51:00,520 --> 00:51:03,400 Speaker 1: big color. I'm touchy. I don't really like guys like 1073 00:51:03,440 --> 00:51:04,920 Speaker 1: I'll sit on your lap, you know what I mean, 1074 00:51:04,960 --> 00:51:07,839 Speaker 1: Like I won't sit next to you. I don't really 1075 00:51:07,960 --> 00:51:10,960 Speaker 1: like spooning guys in their backs, like you know, I like, 1076 00:51:11,120 --> 00:51:13,600 Speaker 1: you gotta hug a guy from me like that. Some 1077 00:51:13,719 --> 00:51:16,319 Speaker 1: guys like it. They really like that. I don't want 1078 00:51:16,320 --> 00:51:20,879 Speaker 1: to spoon you from behind. I want to hold hands. 1079 00:51:20,920 --> 00:51:24,360 Speaker 1: I like being a small because it feels weird, like 1080 00:51:24,520 --> 00:51:27,120 Speaker 1: if I got my you don't press up again. I 1081 00:51:27,200 --> 00:51:29,920 Speaker 1: do what g says, like I wake up and when 1082 00:51:29,920 --> 00:51:31,840 Speaker 1: we're turned I when I find them, I wake up 1083 00:51:31,920 --> 00:51:34,240 Speaker 1: and I'm rubbing on his back. It's not a spooning 1084 00:51:34,360 --> 00:51:37,040 Speaker 1: situation where I'm on my stomach and he's on his 1085 00:51:37,200 --> 00:51:40,680 Speaker 1: back and we're rubbing, and then it's turns to fucking 1086 00:51:40,880 --> 00:51:44,200 Speaker 1: or sucking real. Yeah, I like if you're driving my 1087 00:51:44,320 --> 00:51:46,120 Speaker 1: feet in your lad you know what I mean, Like, 1088 00:51:46,200 --> 00:51:49,200 Speaker 1: I'm really my feet of your hands saying my feet. 1089 00:51:49,440 --> 00:51:53,680 Speaker 1: I like to drive like that, so yeah like man's feet. Yeah, 1090 00:51:53,760 --> 00:51:56,520 Speaker 1: and I even like if I like you like, I'll 1091 00:51:56,520 --> 00:51:58,239 Speaker 1: even run my facing and you feel like if you 1092 00:51:58,480 --> 00:52:00,239 Speaker 1: like I'm running you from the back or something, I'll 1093 00:52:00,280 --> 00:52:02,040 Speaker 1: put your feet near me if your feet are nice. 1094 00:52:02,880 --> 00:52:05,440 Speaker 1: I feel like men feet are either like slavery or 1095 00:52:05,560 --> 00:52:08,920 Speaker 1: not beautiful. Yeah between I get a lot of the 1096 00:52:09,080 --> 00:52:12,040 Speaker 1: soft and it's nice skin like I'm lucky enough. Feel 1097 00:52:12,080 --> 00:52:13,880 Speaker 1: like I had to walk to school with no shoes. 1098 00:52:24,000 --> 00:52:26,279 Speaker 1: I ain't never rub nobody feet on my face. Yeah, 1099 00:52:26,760 --> 00:52:29,759 Speaker 1: I can't have got to put person though I haven't 1100 00:52:29,800 --> 00:52:31,960 Speaker 1: done that. I haven't suck tales either. I haven't said 1101 00:52:33,040 --> 00:52:36,560 Speaker 1: yeah I will reside it. But I kiss feet, and yeah, 1102 00:52:36,680 --> 00:52:38,920 Speaker 1: if I like you, I might kiss them. Yeah, I 1103 00:52:39,040 --> 00:52:42,520 Speaker 1: might kiss your feet like I'm not gonna suck. I 1104 00:52:42,680 --> 00:52:44,279 Speaker 1: just want you to know I just like you, so 1105 00:52:44,360 --> 00:52:49,440 Speaker 1: I'll touch you everywhere, kiss you everywhere. Honestly, I know 1106 00:52:49,640 --> 00:52:51,600 Speaker 1: day alt of men that will even play that I've done. 1107 00:52:51,760 --> 00:52:55,160 Speaker 1: That's what you think me too? For eating. I don't 1108 00:52:55,160 --> 00:52:58,479 Speaker 1: think it's nothing wrong with it. I'm like, I haven't 1109 00:52:58,480 --> 00:53:00,759 Speaker 1: done y'all know a lot of people think that the 1110 00:53:01,719 --> 00:53:04,160 Speaker 1: eight or gay, and I just don't believe that. I 1111 00:53:04,280 --> 00:53:08,120 Speaker 1: think it's just a nice what a benefit guy has 1112 00:53:08,200 --> 00:53:11,000 Speaker 1: been with men, but he's like bisexual, be could you 1113 00:53:11,080 --> 00:53:15,319 Speaker 1: do that? I just had this conversation, Um, I feel 1114 00:53:15,360 --> 00:53:18,120 Speaker 1: like if I liked the guy and our vibe was 1115 00:53:18,280 --> 00:53:20,520 Speaker 1: ru lit, like I really liked him, you know what 1116 00:53:20,560 --> 00:53:23,800 Speaker 1: I mean? And he told me that once he did something, 1117 00:53:24,040 --> 00:53:25,520 Speaker 1: I don't know if I would dump him for that. 1118 00:53:25,920 --> 00:53:29,879 Speaker 1: Now got his dick suck? What got sucking his ass 1119 00:53:30,000 --> 00:53:32,240 Speaker 1: is a difference. If he was a bottom in college, 1120 00:53:32,280 --> 00:53:34,719 Speaker 1: that's a long time you're sucking in ass, you're getting 1121 00:53:34,760 --> 00:53:38,040 Speaker 1: sucked in your ass. But if you like high and 1122 00:53:38,280 --> 00:53:40,200 Speaker 1: with somebody and you let some guys get there or 1123 00:53:40,239 --> 00:53:43,200 Speaker 1: your front, you know, I might be like, or you 1124 00:53:43,280 --> 00:53:47,800 Speaker 1: were really young, the experiment when they're young, Yeah, Like, 1125 00:53:47,920 --> 00:53:49,960 Speaker 1: I just feel like that doesn't count you becauld you 1126 00:53:50,080 --> 00:53:54,120 Speaker 1: try that. Maybe you just experiment. When I was really young, 1127 00:53:54,239 --> 00:53:56,920 Speaker 1: one of the guys in my block told me that, Um, 1128 00:53:57,040 --> 00:53:58,440 Speaker 1: one of the other dudes in the block set this 1129 00:53:58,560 --> 00:54:04,400 Speaker 1: dick on the roofs. He told me that he was, 1130 00:54:04,480 --> 00:54:06,960 Speaker 1: like he asked me, and we were young, we were 1131 00:54:07,000 --> 00:54:12,279 Speaker 1: like fourteen, So what happened he probably not it? No, no, no, 1132 00:54:12,480 --> 00:54:16,279 Speaker 1: but I'm saying fast forward. Did any of them end 1133 00:54:16,400 --> 00:54:19,520 Speaker 1: up coming out as gay? Either one of them? No, No, 1134 00:54:19,680 --> 00:54:21,879 Speaker 1: they were both not that I know. I really think 1135 00:54:21,880 --> 00:54:24,000 Speaker 1: a lot of men have had menu they just can't 1136 00:54:24,040 --> 00:54:26,840 Speaker 1: they don't talk about it. Yeah, like even guys that 1137 00:54:26,880 --> 00:54:29,080 Speaker 1: are like undercover gay, Like I just don't think, especially 1138 00:54:29,120 --> 00:54:31,320 Speaker 1: like Black communities are not welcoming the gay people. So 1139 00:54:31,360 --> 00:54:33,439 Speaker 1: it's like that's some people high ship, Like you can't 1140 00:54:33,480 --> 00:54:36,279 Speaker 1: be like, oh they're damn little. They're trying to punk 1141 00:54:36,320 --> 00:54:38,560 Speaker 1: our husbands and not look at it. On the other side, 1142 00:54:38,600 --> 00:54:40,840 Speaker 1: and the other side is people make fun of you 1143 00:54:40,920 --> 00:54:43,320 Speaker 1: fahimly gay kids, So like how the fund do you 1144 00:54:43,400 --> 00:54:45,440 Speaker 1: come out to your mom when her sisters are going 1145 00:54:45,480 --> 00:54:49,719 Speaker 1: to be disgust And a lot of like about gay 1146 00:54:49,760 --> 00:54:51,680 Speaker 1: men who are so mad at that gay they're like, 1147 00:54:52,480 --> 00:54:55,560 Speaker 1: man and then punch him in the face. Yes, I 1148 00:54:55,760 --> 00:54:58,360 Speaker 1: know somebody like that in real life that beats on 1149 00:54:58,440 --> 00:55:01,320 Speaker 1: his because he fucking say he's gay. Like that's just 1150 00:55:01,400 --> 00:55:04,680 Speaker 1: like super latest people that are like, please God, let 1151 00:55:04,719 --> 00:55:06,680 Speaker 1: me stop sucking. You know, I mean some people they 1152 00:55:06,680 --> 00:55:08,879 Speaker 1: could pray please please Jesus take to take out them, 1153 00:55:08,920 --> 00:55:10,879 Speaker 1: you know what I mean, the one for dick out 1154 00:55:10,920 --> 00:55:13,680 Speaker 1: of me. Have you ever messed with a married man? Yeah? 1155 00:55:13,760 --> 00:55:17,759 Speaker 1: Of course I didn't, not on purpose though I didn't 1156 00:55:17,840 --> 00:55:20,800 Speaker 1: want to, but I have. I'm not with that. I 1157 00:55:20,840 --> 00:55:22,200 Speaker 1: don't want to do it to me, and I'm gonna 1158 00:55:22,200 --> 00:55:24,239 Speaker 1: finally get a husband I want to like because I'm 1159 00:55:24,280 --> 00:55:26,120 Speaker 1: totally like, I'll fight you, you know what I mean. 1160 00:55:26,160 --> 00:55:27,839 Speaker 1: I'm wanting them like I blame both of you. I'm 1161 00:55:27,880 --> 00:55:29,719 Speaker 1: fighting you. But if the girl didn't know though it 1162 00:55:29,760 --> 00:55:33,600 Speaker 1: doesn't matter, you still might get a little something you 1163 00:55:33,640 --> 00:55:36,160 Speaker 1: should have new. I mean, I'm sure I'm posting this, nigga. 1164 00:55:36,200 --> 00:55:38,840 Speaker 1: You know I don't believe it. You might tag you, 1165 00:55:39,600 --> 00:55:42,120 Speaker 1: I might might take you both. How you been in 1166 00:55:42,160 --> 00:55:48,000 Speaker 1: a fight that hasn't been that long that I'm not 1167 00:55:48,120 --> 00:55:52,520 Speaker 1: too far removed, but different, true, working on it, working 1168 00:55:52,560 --> 00:55:56,239 Speaker 1: on it. I am, I mean, I am you know 1169 00:55:56,239 --> 00:55:58,480 Speaker 1: what I mean? Like I hate people are like, oh 1170 00:55:58,600 --> 00:56:01,680 Speaker 1: fight It's like, Yo, we're America and Americans. America is 1171 00:56:01,680 --> 00:56:05,719 Speaker 1: a very violent country. We grew up watching the terminator, determinators, 1172 00:56:05,760 --> 00:56:08,480 Speaker 1: the governor. He shoots people in the head and beats 1173 00:56:08,520 --> 00:56:11,200 Speaker 1: people asked, we're violent, especially from the hood, were violent. 1174 00:56:11,280 --> 00:56:12,680 Speaker 1: That's just what it is. I don't think it's like 1175 00:56:13,200 --> 00:56:15,680 Speaker 1: some people saw things with physical ship. You know what 1176 00:56:15,719 --> 00:56:18,279 Speaker 1: I'm saying. I know friends that fist fight, you know, 1177 00:56:19,120 --> 00:56:20,759 Speaker 1: you know, like my daughter doesn't fight. My daughter is 1178 00:56:20,800 --> 00:56:22,360 Speaker 1: nothing like me. She's like a laban. She's never been 1179 00:56:22,480 --> 00:56:23,560 Speaker 1: fin I don tell all the time, you don't have 1180 00:56:23,600 --> 00:56:25,600 Speaker 1: to fight anybody, you know, but where I live and 1181 00:56:25,680 --> 00:56:27,480 Speaker 1: where we had to fight people. So I'm not like 1182 00:56:27,560 --> 00:56:29,640 Speaker 1: ashamed of that. And if you get through Hols, I 1183 00:56:29,680 --> 00:56:32,680 Speaker 1: will punt you in your face, like yes, like I'm 1184 00:56:32,680 --> 00:56:37,480 Speaker 1: not the security. I feel like I'll be that dummy 1185 00:56:37,600 --> 00:56:39,880 Speaker 1: that fall into it a couple of times. But you 1186 00:56:39,960 --> 00:56:42,040 Speaker 1: know what else, like even they already got security to them, 1187 00:56:42,239 --> 00:56:44,600 Speaker 1: and I ain't maybe like because people really, you know, 1188 00:56:45,200 --> 00:56:48,000 Speaker 1: people already doing stupid ship to me. Already people are 1189 00:56:48,040 --> 00:56:50,640 Speaker 1: doing stupid ship to me. And I got this nigga, 1190 00:56:50,680 --> 00:56:53,200 Speaker 1: he's six five. They don't come up as fast flat out, 1191 00:56:53,520 --> 00:56:55,520 Speaker 1: So we're rocking out like that's what we're like. We're 1192 00:56:55,520 --> 00:56:58,400 Speaker 1: not even gonna let you something. It's for me, so 1193 00:56:58,560 --> 00:57:00,799 Speaker 1: I won't hurt you, bitch. I'm gonna just have him 1194 00:57:00,800 --> 00:57:02,680 Speaker 1: staying here like that because people And then I'm going 1195 00:57:02,760 --> 00:57:04,440 Speaker 1: here and talking ship, people walk up to me like 1196 00:57:04,920 --> 00:57:07,399 Speaker 1: I didn't like that ship. People tell me because people 1197 00:57:07,400 --> 00:57:09,680 Speaker 1: I'm doing a club, people are drunk and they want 1198 00:57:09,719 --> 00:57:14,080 Speaker 1: to what the funk you mean by And I don't drink. 1199 00:57:14,120 --> 00:57:15,560 Speaker 1: I go to the club like a job, like I'm 1200 00:57:15,600 --> 00:57:17,800 Speaker 1: not in the club, like I don't know what, Like 1201 00:57:17,960 --> 00:57:20,040 Speaker 1: you know, I know the same thing. I was just 1202 00:57:20,120 --> 00:57:22,960 Speaker 1: hosting a party the other night and girls just kept 1203 00:57:23,040 --> 00:57:25,160 Speaker 1: the girl kept coming to my bottom and coming him. 1204 00:57:25,160 --> 00:57:27,920 Speaker 1: I said, I trying to grab my bottom. What I say, well, 1205 00:57:27,960 --> 00:57:30,960 Speaker 1: and I'm like, yo, I talk the security. No she 1206 00:57:31,120 --> 00:57:33,400 Speaker 1: can't drink. I don't. I don't know why she keeps 1207 00:57:33,440 --> 00:57:35,640 Speaker 1: coming over here. It was like the fourth time and 1208 00:57:35,760 --> 00:57:38,640 Speaker 1: finally she said something to me and I got up 1209 00:57:38,920 --> 00:57:42,120 Speaker 1: and they just swooped away like it was like at 1210 00:57:42,200 --> 00:57:45,640 Speaker 1: one point two seconds out there. Then what happened. I 1211 00:57:45,680 --> 00:57:48,080 Speaker 1: would have probably ended up because I'm not I don't argue. 1212 00:57:48,160 --> 00:57:50,800 Speaker 1: I don't argue, and I'm like, I'm just that type 1213 00:57:50,840 --> 00:57:53,040 Speaker 1: of person. If you say something me, if I stand 1214 00:57:53,280 --> 00:57:56,040 Speaker 1: and you close, I'm gonna grab you. I'm gonna take you. 1215 00:57:56,920 --> 00:57:59,440 Speaker 1: So it was a good thing that I had security. 1216 00:58:00,040 --> 00:58:01,520 Speaker 1: Still have a gun. And so if it's like in 1217 00:58:01,600 --> 00:58:04,600 Speaker 1: a long time and it's it's thanks to security because 1218 00:58:04,680 --> 00:58:07,600 Speaker 1: people be acting crazy, y'all fine, even niggas like the 1219 00:58:07,720 --> 00:58:10,320 Speaker 1: rappers that get guns. It's like even like I love Push, 1220 00:58:10,360 --> 00:58:12,320 Speaker 1: I see I like Bush and big Dirty, like when 1221 00:58:12,960 --> 00:58:14,640 Speaker 1: you're pulling guns out, like no, you're supposed to have 1222 00:58:14,720 --> 00:58:17,560 Speaker 1: niggas for this, like you're the one, You're the ticket, nigga. 1223 00:58:17,560 --> 00:58:20,360 Speaker 1: Don't touch the gun. Don't And my people love me 1224 00:58:20,480 --> 00:58:22,760 Speaker 1: like they like they with it, like no, Demona. You know, 1225 00:58:23,000 --> 00:58:24,640 Speaker 1: that's one thing I'll say for sure that people are 1226 00:58:24,680 --> 00:58:26,600 Speaker 1: constantly around me. Don't risk that, and don't you know, 1227 00:58:26,960 --> 00:58:29,080 Speaker 1: like everybody believes I could do and nobody hated on 1228 00:58:29,160 --> 00:58:30,960 Speaker 1: me close to me. Everybody like, yo, you could do it, 1229 00:58:31,040 --> 00:58:32,960 Speaker 1: you know, like they believed it before me because I 1230 00:58:33,000 --> 00:58:35,520 Speaker 1: didn't even believe in first, Like yeah, right, it just 1231 00:58:35,600 --> 00:58:39,560 Speaker 1: seems far fetched. Like listen, that's what it is. People 1232 00:58:39,680 --> 00:58:42,600 Speaker 1: like real shit they do and there's not a lot 1233 00:58:42,680 --> 00:58:44,960 Speaker 1: of it, and I feel like they need like I'm 1234 00:58:45,000 --> 00:58:47,240 Speaker 1: a comic first I do stand up and I feel 1235 00:58:47,280 --> 00:58:50,200 Speaker 1: like niggas need to hear raw ship, Like what girls 1236 00:58:50,280 --> 00:58:52,000 Speaker 1: do you listen to that do stand up comedy that's 1237 00:58:52,040 --> 00:58:54,360 Speaker 1: gonna give you raw nobody Like I feel like it's 1238 00:58:54,400 --> 00:58:56,720 Speaker 1: a need for me, like and I'm not, I'm not 1239 00:58:56,800 --> 00:58:58,920 Speaker 1: don't look like a boy. I don't. I'm cute and 1240 00:58:58,920 --> 00:59:02,360 Speaker 1: I'm gonna talk about sucking dodo or whatever. You know what. 1241 00:59:02,360 --> 00:59:06,520 Speaker 1: I like everything together because she is so corny and 1242 00:59:06,680 --> 00:59:12,160 Speaker 1: fake and quiet like some wars and our but now 1243 00:59:12,240 --> 00:59:14,520 Speaker 1: who yeah, but now it was nobody. That's no, You're 1244 00:59:14,600 --> 00:59:18,560 Speaker 1: so right, there was We didn't have the raw raunchy 1245 00:59:18,960 --> 00:59:23,080 Speaker 1: what the other lady? Yeah, we had those ladies that 1246 00:59:23,200 --> 00:59:25,800 Speaker 1: talked about sex. We do have lute now it is 1247 00:59:25,920 --> 00:59:28,200 Speaker 1: people out there. But I'm just saying in general, like 1248 00:59:28,800 --> 00:59:31,640 Speaker 1: the motherfucker's that make ship shake to me, I don't 1249 00:59:31,720 --> 00:59:34,440 Speaker 1: relate to like, I don't understand what she's talking about it. 1250 00:59:34,520 --> 00:59:38,680 Speaker 1: You know what we got Yamanica. I like her and 1251 00:59:39,240 --> 00:59:43,720 Speaker 1: my girl I'd guess has been a parent. Is funny. 1252 00:59:44,280 --> 00:59:48,440 Speaker 1: I like Shante Wins. That's well, I'm not mad at it. 1253 00:59:48,600 --> 00:59:51,080 Speaker 1: You know, I love comedy. So when you performing, you 1254 00:59:51,200 --> 00:59:53,720 Speaker 1: let us know when we can support well, I'm funny. 1255 00:59:55,680 --> 00:59:57,400 Speaker 1: Well listen, let people know where they can watch the 1256 00:59:57,480 --> 01:00:00,840 Speaker 1: podcast to um. My podcast is called call Me White Girl. 1257 01:00:01,000 --> 01:00:04,680 Speaker 1: It's on everywhere you can stream its Spotify, Apple Podcasts um. 1258 01:00:05,440 --> 01:00:09,320 Speaker 1: The audio comes out on Tuesday. Individual comes out on Wednesday, 1259 01:00:09,440 --> 01:00:12,440 Speaker 1: and the Wednesday the audio was on the video was 1260 01:00:12,520 --> 01:00:14,720 Speaker 1: on break Beats YouTube. But all that ship is in 1261 01:00:14,800 --> 01:00:18,160 Speaker 1: my link tree on the Instagram because you've had several 1262 01:00:18,280 --> 01:00:20,520 Speaker 1: Instagram pages and they keep shutting your ass down. By 1263 01:00:20,560 --> 01:00:23,720 Speaker 1: the way, Instagram more ya, but I'm the next fight. 1264 01:00:24,640 --> 01:00:26,920 Speaker 1: I am more on Instagram. No, Instagram is really like 1265 01:00:27,000 --> 01:00:28,840 Speaker 1: giving me a hard rate to go. It's disgusting. But 1266 01:00:29,160 --> 01:00:30,840 Speaker 1: my name is don't call me white Girl. But it's 1267 01:00:30,880 --> 01:00:33,320 Speaker 1: too ease in the m in my link tree, I'll 1268 01:00:33,320 --> 01:00:36,160 Speaker 1: have everything you can hear my song that was talking 1269 01:00:36,200 --> 01:00:40,720 Speaker 1: about I hit record. You can buy my Twitter, my 1270 01:00:40,800 --> 01:00:43,240 Speaker 1: Twitter rock and all that. Yeah, and I'm doing a 1271 01:00:43,240 --> 01:00:47,680 Speaker 1: show in Virginia. We're gonna stand up. I love you know, 1272 01:00:47,760 --> 01:00:51,320 Speaker 1: I love me some stand up. Yea last, I'm going 1273 01:00:51,360 --> 01:00:57,080 Speaker 1: to see Chesse Handler this weekend. I gotta go check 1274 01:00:57,120 --> 01:01:03,000 Speaker 1: her out. I like, come on as was all the 1275 01:01:03,080 --> 01:01:07,240 Speaker 1: cool stuff and I'll just be home cleaning. I'm just God, 1276 01:01:07,240 --> 01:01:09,640 Speaker 1: we're supposed to doaa. Yeah, Chelsea wants to have us 1277 01:01:09,680 --> 01:01:11,640 Speaker 1: do because you know she did that special Chelsea does 1278 01:01:11,760 --> 01:01:15,880 Speaker 1: drugs and the gonna have a shamon and everything. But 1279 01:01:16,120 --> 01:01:20,120 Speaker 1: she knows, she knows what's up. No answer or something. 1280 01:01:20,920 --> 01:01:23,760 Speaker 1: We'll talk about it all right, list Service, Thank you 1281 01:01:23,880 --> 01:01:26,120 Speaker 1: so much. I know it's don't call me white girl, 1282 01:01:26,120 --> 01:01:28,320 Speaker 1: but everybody's still gonna call you white girl because she said, 1283 01:01:28,360 --> 01:01:31,120 Speaker 1: don't call me white girl. But thank you so much, Demona, 1284 01:01:31,520 --> 01:01:34,640 Speaker 1: thank you and white girl. You know you're you're very 1285 01:01:34,760 --> 01:01:36,800 Speaker 1: laid back. When I watched you, like, I was thinking, like, 1286 01:01:37,280 --> 01:01:39,919 Speaker 1: how about my too excited? But you're fun funnier in person. 1287 01:01:40,720 --> 01:01:42,280 Speaker 1: I try to be settled with my ship, but I 1288 01:01:42,360 --> 01:01:45,760 Speaker 1: am laid back. You are. What's your sign? Capricorn? I'm 1289 01:01:45,800 --> 01:01:52,800 Speaker 1: not no cheating as aquari. You closer when jan Yeah, 1290 01:01:53,280 --> 01:01:57,439 Speaker 1: to the to the spectrum, the spectrum to that side, 1291 01:01:57,440 --> 01:02:02,200 Speaker 1: because you're both Capricorns and she's I'm a Sagittarius, so 1292 01:02:02,280 --> 01:02:04,760 Speaker 1: you're more closer than the Sagittarius in a quarry. Yeah, 1293 01:02:04,880 --> 01:02:10,280 Speaker 1: what's your sign? You? Let's see all the nice ones 1294 01:02:10,400 --> 01:02:12,760 Speaker 1: you know, y'all are you said that because y'all are 1295 01:02:12,800 --> 01:02:15,120 Speaker 1: the good ones. One of my closest friends that made 1296 01:02:15,200 --> 01:02:20,040 Speaker 1: Gem nine. All my friends loved gg. I ain't got 1297 01:02:20,160 --> 01:02:22,360 Speaker 1: not one friend that don't like g Everybody loves you. 1298 01:02:22,480 --> 01:02:25,080 Speaker 1: All I know is I would never funck another Leo again. 1299 01:02:25,320 --> 01:02:28,720 Speaker 1: Leo man the person? How did tell you? Gus and 1300 01:02:28,800 --> 01:02:31,400 Speaker 1: Scorpios are the worst. My father and my mother's are 1301 01:02:32,040 --> 01:02:36,160 Speaker 1: parents and scorpio. How was your dad? Oh, my dad's 1302 01:02:36,160 --> 01:02:42,520 Speaker 1: a roll. He's a roll seventeen he's your dad. No, 1303 01:02:42,840 --> 01:02:44,880 Speaker 1: my father is not ship if he's seen his he 1304 01:02:45,000 --> 01:02:48,080 Speaker 1: but like she must know me really as long as 1305 01:02:48,120 --> 01:02:49,680 Speaker 1: he does, all right, Sious