Speaker 1: Guess what decision we're about to make. Horrible decisions. Hey, guys,
Speaker 1: welcome to yet another motherfucking episode of Horrid Blake. This
Speaker 1: is the or horrible decisions. If you don't have an accent,
Speaker 1: if you don't speak, if you don't speak did I
Speaker 1: don't know what I'm gonna speak after this year? It's
Speaker 1: gonna be a blend. Wait where else where are you going?
Speaker 1: Be honest with you, I don't know. Going to Italy?
Speaker 1: Maybe I'll go to meeting us for a weekend. Okay,
Speaker 1: real quick? How would you say horrible decisions in Italian Italiano? Wait?
Speaker 1: Hold on, let me think about how you asked about that.
Speaker 1: It's so horrible. Oh that was good. That was good. No,
Speaker 1: you do it the same. I can't do it that way. No, okay, wait,
Speaker 1: what's the what's the other countries? Are you going to? Hell?
Speaker 1: Bro after? I keep going? No, where, don't want to hear?
Speaker 1: We gotta do that. I'm gonna go to France you
Speaker 1: already have that? Yes, um, and go to the UK
Speaker 1: for a bait. Now do a little London thing. Horrible
Speaker 1: decisions decisions? How would you do London? I suck at
Speaker 1: a brit accent? Like fun and you go there a lot.
Speaker 1: I've been there quite a few times, but I don't
Speaker 1: be knowing, Hello, are you attracted to it? Like track
Speaker 1: it Toway a British accent, So there's different British accents, right,
Speaker 1: you know. I don't like I don't like the in it.
Speaker 1: I don't like nobody to say any what. I don't
Speaker 1: like that in it ship. This is why I don't
Speaker 1: watch shop Boy. I don't like I'm super good on
Speaker 1: all of that. I don't feel likeze how much. I
Speaker 1: don't like access, and this is why I haven't been
Speaker 1: able to the fuck a fucking soccer player, of fucking
Speaker 1: baseball player, anybody with real money like cool NBA guaranteed
Speaker 1: checks because why I don't NFL players, But the real
Speaker 1: athletes with the big long checks are overseas and I
Speaker 1: can't do the accent. So I like accents because I
Speaker 1: don't know, maybe because I grew up with hearing one
Speaker 1: in the house. I think it's like really attractive, makes
Speaker 1: me feel like they're worldly. And I also don't have
Speaker 1: worldly I don't have very fond opinions of America. Oh,
Speaker 1: I feel like when someone else is from somewhere like
Speaker 1: you can save me. Maybe we can get abortions where
Speaker 1: you're from. I do. I would like to know. I
Speaker 1: gotta ask my homegirl, like what those abortion rights look
Speaker 1: like in London. I mean, I know Ireland, like it
Speaker 1: just became okay something like that. Look, I don't know,
Speaker 1: but I know we gotta get the funk up out
Speaker 1: of here because this sucking Handmaid's Tale. And so that's
Speaker 1: where we're at. Ye, it's for sure, you know, bro,
Speaker 1: if they have enough Blackxicans. You know, I love going
Speaker 1: to Mexico. I can move there easy, a little Mexico
Speaker 1: city lived between there, and maybe like you know, get
Speaker 1: a little second home in to loom because sell them.
Speaker 1: I made it that. Yeah, I don't know. I um,
Speaker 1: I am looking so in therapy, the conversation was the
Speaker 1: same way I schedule everything for work, I should schedule
Speaker 1: my trips. So I know you've you've been planning this
Speaker 1: UM in Europe and I'm just like, okay. So I'm thinking,
Speaker 1: I know Medina's going to South Africa for UM New
Speaker 1: Year's and I love, but I kind of want to
Speaker 1: go to Ghana and normally they have what is it
Speaker 1: affronation or and so I kind of want to go there,
Speaker 1: and I know it'll be expensive, but the idea of
Speaker 1: having relaxation, Like even right now, I'm actually so glad.
Speaker 1: I was. I was about to call to Snick over
Speaker 1: to fuck me, and my period came on like eight
Speaker 1: days early, and so I was really really happy that
Speaker 1: I didn't call him to come over because then I
Speaker 1: want to have had to cancel. But then this other
Speaker 1: nig is coming into town. And he's coming into town,
Speaker 1: and what's the time you can do between dicks? Why
Speaker 1: I can hold you, but I'm still going out? What time? No?
Speaker 1: This this cou she is you need a little bit more,
Speaker 1: I'll just be busy. I mean a little I mean
Speaker 1: a little bit mobile if you want to. You had
Speaker 1: the chance to fun two niggas, You've only got two days.
Speaker 1: I've done that before, like like like there was a
Speaker 1: problem and he doesn't know this, but whatever, I don't
Speaker 1: care about that nigga. I sucked a celebrity name. I
Speaker 1: think I told you I fu a celebrity nigga rapper
Speaker 1: that I never felt before a celebrity nigga rapper. Should
Speaker 1: I should say that? Right? Well, I don't have to
Speaker 1: say that. No, it wasn't Eminem, wasn't Jack Cartlaw, Okay,
Speaker 1: but I this nig could have been a surprise nigga,
Speaker 1: Like Logic it was. That's my assistant jokes says that
Speaker 1: that man, that man right there, and I know we're
Speaker 1: by racials. I just don't. I don't know if I
Speaker 1: believe it. I saw the documentary, but I don't know
Speaker 1: the documentary. He got a whole little like series on
Speaker 1: YouTube about his life, so everything it's not the mama,
Speaker 1: I don't know. Well, damn, I don't only know I'm
Speaker 1: really black because you know we're looking at him. I
Speaker 1: know y'all are looking at me as well. And so
Speaker 1: if y'all make question my blackness because of my wide
Speaker 1: ass mom that's been on this pod. No, my daddy
Speaker 1: didn't want to pay more child, he done so Buch,
Speaker 1: I know my daddy what I'm saying. And Logic also
Speaker 1: doesn't say nigga and the way he doesn't know, and
Speaker 1: I think it's because one he doesn't give a name.
Speaker 1: I don't think he knows. I don't think you know
Speaker 1: what's daddy is. That might be what it is, because
Speaker 1: like nigga is that to me? Like when they're like
Speaker 1: they could be giving Blake Griffin something like that. You
Speaker 1: know what I'm saying, but he don't even give that.
Speaker 1: I ain't gonna hold you. I don't trust Gingers is
Speaker 1: by racials. Gingers Ginger, Oh, I don't know. I've seen
Speaker 1: black people with hair like that, you know, especially with
Speaker 1: the freckles and ship. Maybe haven't no Blake Griffins and nigga.
Speaker 1: He's a light skinned nigga like myself. But nonetheless, well
Speaker 1: if I were, you've seen him around white women though, yeah, yes,
Speaker 1: one black girl he sucked though none. I do know
Speaker 1: one and she's brown skin. But other than that, I've
Speaker 1: seen him with white women. You know what, Maybe you
Speaker 1: go for what you know. That's actually when I know
Speaker 1: a nigga fuck white bitches. Bro. If you an athlete
Speaker 1: and I know no bitches there fucked you, it's because
Speaker 1: you don't fuck. Who's the guy I like with the earring? Uh? Butler,
Speaker 1: he definitely white girl. But that's what I'm saying, Like, wait,
Speaker 1: did you even see the pictures? Well he turned off
Speaker 1: his comments. Uh, jailis j Ellis. Can I be honest? Uh?
Speaker 1: Can I tell him? On the flight back from Mexico,
Speaker 1: how can we be honest about interracial Okay, okay, so
Speaker 1: go ahead, let's talk about it. So did I tell
Speaker 1: you how I saw him? We never talked about you
Speaker 1: seeing j Ellis on a flight, no ever. Okay, probably
Speaker 1: because I was talking about the moment, but also I
Speaker 1: didn't have and I think I also didn't talk to
Speaker 1: it about it because of the proximity of us being
Speaker 1: friends with Sharonis and like whatever. Yes, I talked to
Speaker 1: you about black men dating white women. So something happened
Speaker 1: on this flight. And this was the birthday trip I had.
Speaker 1: I was coming back. I recognized him. I don't know
Speaker 1: if he knows who I am, but we locked eyes,
Speaker 1: and I know he wasn't checking for me. He was
Speaker 1: with his his girl and his kid. But I wonder
Speaker 1: if he was like girl, Oh, yes he does, because
Speaker 1: remember when he reposted the video about his and it
Speaker 1: was a fun merrier kill. Wait did he repost that? Yes?
Speaker 1: And so everyone was tagging me in the Sharoni's one.
Speaker 1: So there's because we do look alike when they morphed
Speaker 1: our face. But anyway, when they made Sharona look like
Speaker 1: a bit, he looked like me. So long story short,
Speaker 1: something was going on where they were kind of like
Speaker 1: being really rude to his girl and he was like
Speaker 1: blacking on him. I think he was with his mother too.
Speaker 1: He was going off and not to tell his business rightfully,
Speaker 1: so he was defending her and he was like, she's
Speaker 1: with my child, that dada, and like kind of went off.
Speaker 1: And then we got on the plane. Uh, everybody was
Speaker 1: sitting in first so anyway, no, but I remember he
Speaker 1: made his wife and his daughter go on the plane
Speaker 1: while he took care of what he had to take
Speaker 1: care of. And when he got on the plane, you know,
Speaker 1: I just kept looking and staring and I was like wow,
Speaker 1: like really came to the defense of his woman. And
Speaker 1: I was like kind of thinking to myself, like, you know,
Speaker 1: I wonder what it's like when you go off like that,
Speaker 1: because black people always want to be careful when they
Speaker 1: go off. You're already famous, you're a tall black man,
Speaker 1: you're you're in first class, and the wife is white,
Speaker 1: and you still get treated bad. It was Mexico, But
Speaker 1: I wonder, like, does that make you feel more This
Speaker 1: was in my head the whole time we were flying
Speaker 1: back to l A. Bro. Does this make you feel
Speaker 1: more comfortable? Because you're like, well, there's the white person here,
Speaker 1: because I don't know when black couples go off. Like
Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying, You're already both so conscious
Speaker 1: of it. And I remember thinking about that and also
Speaker 1: also thinking he was very attractive that he came to
Speaker 1: her defense. And I wasn't judging him for being with
Speaker 1: a white woman because we all have known about it
Speaker 1: for whatever amount of time. But when I saw that
Speaker 1: he turned off the comments, I actually felt bad because
Speaker 1: it's like, damn, this is the mother of my kid.
Speaker 1: We've been together for however long, and I actually have
Speaker 1: to turn them off because it'll ruin my fucking day,
Speaker 1: like the love that I have with this person, and
Speaker 1: it's like I can't enjoy ship because y'all are just
Speaker 1: gonna go off on me. And it's like almost kind
Speaker 1: of gross, Like he turned the comments off, and then
Speaker 1: people found other ways to go off on him, like
Speaker 1: through his other photos, and I thought that was bad.
Speaker 1: I mean, I thought it was his tight sh it
Speaker 1: on Twitter like a normal person. To me, it was,
Speaker 1: I mean, they were talking ship. I'm glad he liked
Speaker 1: put his comments off, but I guess then I'll ask
Speaker 1: you this in terms of you realizing him seeing himself
Speaker 1: as a black man in that situation and that he
Speaker 1: still got treated how he got treated x y Z
Speaker 1: how the conversation that wanted to bring up with us
Speaker 1: being even by racial So I'm not sure if you're
Speaker 1: you're you're aware, But alc Uh is now engaged to
Speaker 1: a white man. So is the new Supreme Court justice,
Speaker 1: So is Kamala Harris. So a lot of the black
Speaker 1: women in very prominent positions. Um, we even see Eve now,
Speaker 1: who is one of our rap queens. I don't think
Speaker 1: you've counts. Eve was one of the first rappers that like,
Speaker 1: even before training, the accounts is like these are these
Speaker 1: are prominent dominent women, but we believe speak for us
Speaker 1: that are black voices for us, but date white men.
Speaker 1: So I would like to know then if you feel
Speaker 1: like they feel the same way as black women. I
Speaker 1: would say two things. One, the Obama's are an amazing
Speaker 1: example of what black loves look looks like because you
Speaker 1: have a mixed president who was with a black woman
Speaker 1: black babies like they were a great example. However, I
Speaker 1: always say this, a lot of people meet from work.
Speaker 1: I would be curious to know if AOC and all
Speaker 1: of these other women you names, I don't remember. You
Speaker 1: just said, but if they met politics, did Kamala meet
Speaker 1: her man in at work in politics? Because man happens.
Speaker 1: Ain't a lot of niggas there, Okay, okay, badly they're
Speaker 1: slim pickings if there's only five black men when you
Speaker 1: fucking go to You know what I'm saying that whatever
Speaker 1: Senate hearings or should they got going on, I don't
Speaker 1: know what. I remember she was an attorney, right, yeah,
Speaker 1: maybe you're I don't know. Yeah, I just know that
Speaker 1: like in terms of us talking about this, I know
Speaker 1: we don't like to see or and I wouldn't say
Speaker 1: we I'm talking social media has an issue with athletes
Speaker 1: and all these people. These problem it black successful celebrities
Speaker 1: dating white women. The lot a lot of the black
Speaker 1: women though, date white men. And we don't see the
Speaker 1: same thing, even Serena Williams and I know you said,
Speaker 1: we don't say the same thing is because we know
Speaker 1: that black men are normally the ones that are going
Speaker 1: against the grain four black women and making us feel
Speaker 1: like we don't have a choice. So it's like, you
Speaker 1: know what I'm saying, Like I think That's probably why
Speaker 1: when everybody's like, well, why what are you gonna say
Speaker 1: to Serena, and especially her she's with that goofy looking
Speaker 1: white niggers. Oh no, I just looked at all these men.
Speaker 1: They're not great looking. One is a ginger. Now, Christina Miliat,
Speaker 1: she gotta fine white man, you know, Cassie's white man
Speaker 1: actually is a good looking good that's a good looking
Speaker 1: white man. And then I did think that Jason Momo
Speaker 1: was white. So I hated how much I listed frame
Speaker 1: over here. By the way. I just saw another movie recently.
Speaker 1: I was on the plane and I watched this movie
Speaker 1: called Ambulance. I know we talked about Ambulance and all
Speaker 1: that ship. But Jake Jilla Hall, he's a cutie. I
Speaker 1: ain't gonna hold you, even though he got something that
Speaker 1: he flirted me years. No, you did not tell me
Speaker 1: Jake Jila Hall farted with she. He just looked at me,
Speaker 1: I think, But that's not is that flirting now? But
Speaker 1: like it was a look, I ain't gonna hold your jail.
Speaker 1: And I know we talked about it because I said
Speaker 1: his name correct. That was something else. No, it wasn't
Speaker 1: the flurry store too I know you like Block Goods
Speaker 1: with Jake Jilling haabitch. He was walking his dog in
Speaker 1: the Lauri east Side. I like that one. I'll be
Speaker 1: seeing him and I see um David Swimmer Ross from Friends.
Speaker 1: That's the one with the brown here the brunette. Ros
Speaker 1: never heard a man being called a brunett, right, Why
Speaker 1: when you're a white man, you're a blogger brunette? What
Speaker 1: the fund are you talking about? Niggas is giving the
Speaker 1: a like Latina? Wait? Is he Latina? Know? Like how
Speaker 1: yours are feminine? Laying? Latina means woman. I think the
Speaker 1: in brunette. Oh yeah no. Um. Well, in terms of
Speaker 1: this week's episode, guys, we are doing a full home
Speaker 1: mal segment. But I didn't have a vanilla ship. But
Speaker 1: now I just wanted to bring it up, um because
Speaker 1: it was kind of shocking for me. And while we
Speaker 1: were talking about Latina's latinos and everything happening, um, I
Speaker 1: wanted to bring up something that is still ongoing. So
Speaker 1: these are alleged accusations, but I wanted to know if
Speaker 1: you heard what happened with Ricky Martin. I don't know
Speaker 1: the details. So Ricky Marrion was served with a restraining
Speaker 1: order over allegations that his nephew has come forward and
Speaker 1: said that they were Apparently he was living Levita Loca
Speaker 1: and some bussy. The nephew, I believe, is like now
Speaker 1: in his twenties. Um, I'm gonna click on this. Ricky
Speaker 1: right have been arrested, right. I just know there's now
Speaker 1: like ship being I went to this like really elaborate
Speaker 1: dinner and everybody was like, kind of talk about current events,
Speaker 1: and but excuse me, how do you eat thirteen courses?
Speaker 1: You didn't fuck that night at all. There's no one
Speaker 1: to fun. There's no way you also fun after course
Speaker 1: next in Chicago, eleven courses to desserts. But long story short,
Speaker 1: everybody starts talking about current events. I think it starts
Speaker 1: talking about Ricky Marty. It's like y'all heard about Ricky Martin.
Speaker 1: Two people like I'm eating. Do you know what's crazy?
Speaker 1: This might be why I like gay four now. My
Speaker 1: mama used to be obsessed with Ricky Martin growing up,
Speaker 1: and I'm like, moms, of course you love a gay man.
Speaker 1: Like no, no, he was fine. I'm sorry, I don't
Speaker 1: know what none of this day, what I would want
Speaker 1: to do with him but you want you want to
Speaker 1: who didn't want to sun him in that living video.
Speaker 1: I never wanted to funk Ricky Martin. Okay, bitch at
Speaker 1: that time, I wanted to suck a little bout. Wow. Well,
Speaker 1: nearly also has good bussy. But according to this videogame,
Speaker 1: Ricky Martin was top tier and he put Arica Puto,
Speaker 1: Puerto Rican, Puerto Rican d LaVita Loca come out. So
Speaker 1: his bitchy look. By the way, his nephew right now
Speaker 1: is currently twenty one years old. Um, which is that's sick,
Speaker 1: which means and Ricky Martin is currently fifty. So it
Speaker 1: is an alleged domestic violence allegation that has brought about
Speaker 1: from them allegedly having a relationship. I ain't gonna hold
Speaker 1: you never wanted it, maybe because I was. He does
Speaker 1: look kind of gay. Can I get the year this
Speaker 1: came out? When you live in LaVita Loca drop, I
Speaker 1: had to be an elementary. I don't think I was
Speaker 1: thinking about a second day when living first time, I
Speaker 1: was like, I don't know how to speak Spanish Loca.
Speaker 1: Here's the thing about what makes this Ricky Martin, which
Speaker 1: I was eight or nine years old. I wasn't thinking
Speaker 1: of sucking. I still thought he was high. Did you
Speaker 1: want to Did you think of sex with Ricky Martin
Speaker 1: at eight or and n I know no, When at
Speaker 1: that age I remember thinking about making out. You wanted
Speaker 1: to make out with Ricky Martin? I don't know it
Speaker 1: was him, Like I said, the long haired nigger from Hanson, Taylor,
Speaker 1: I think his name was. You liked white men back then.
Speaker 1: I like black boys, dude, as soon as just as
Speaker 1: as Justin Timberlake got with um Britney Spears, I said,
Speaker 1: this is in my realm, and I stopped liking white
Speaker 1: men ever since. Justin Timberlake. I took all his posters
Speaker 1: off my wall, took Brittany off my motherfucking wall too.
Speaker 1: That was when I knew they don't like me and
Speaker 1: I'm good. When he got with fucking blond haired as
Speaker 1: Britney Spears, I said that they had to be together.
Speaker 1: It's like Beyonce and jay Z. There was you lying
Speaker 1: because we all thought Beyonce deserves someone better looking. Okay,
Speaker 1: but they thought she would Now it makes sense that
Speaker 1: Beyonce with jay Z. When Beyonce got with jay Z,
Speaker 1: we were like, how that was really a sad sorry behive,
Speaker 1: don't come she was a lesbian? Who could she have
Speaker 1: ended up with? Oh? If she was a lesbian, you
Speaker 1: know who I think she should have ended up with,
Speaker 1: being the heir that she grew up with. I won't
Speaker 1: say Eliah. They had chemistry. That can't say carry Hilson
Speaker 1: because carry Hilson be getting dragged. They say that carry
Speaker 1: Hilson camp. You know they they had some sort of
Speaker 1: thing I would have loved, especially because I think she
Speaker 1: was she was nissy. I don't know about Missy why not?
Speaker 1: That's like loyal royalty Beyonce and Missy Elliott? Are you do?
Speaker 1: You know who I would have liked to see no
Speaker 1: bitch Brad with motherfucking Beyonce, because I just know hers
Speaker 1: trap game is fine over and she looks good in
Speaker 1: terms of royalty. Yes, let's go ahead and put her
Speaker 1: with a Queen Latifa. But Queen Landiva be pressing her
Speaker 1: hair out that it all. It's with them braces. I
Speaker 1: ain't gonna suck you, I would say, I ain't gonna
Speaker 1: suck you. I know I ain't gonna. I ain't gonna
Speaker 1: hold you. I think I would fund Queen Lasifah yeah,
Speaker 1: you know what would you would you? Would you fuck
Speaker 1: Queen Latifa broke? Yeah, But I was just gonna say
Speaker 1: I did I have this on the podcast we were
Speaker 1: talking about sucking Oprah you over. So we were out
Speaker 1: to eat and where were We were at Holloway House
Speaker 1: in l A, chilling my friends and this old dude
Speaker 1: walks by, but he looked super rich. And I was
Speaker 1: with a bunch of friends and the dude looked at me,
Speaker 1: just directly looked at me. It was all black people
Speaker 1: and older white guy. I wasn't bad looking, but then
Speaker 1: he like kept looking at me, and they were like,
Speaker 1: God damn, go get your next sugar daddy. And I
Speaker 1: was like, yo, y'all tell me you wouldn't suck somebody
Speaker 1: rich rich? And then we started getting in the conversation
Speaker 1: Jeff Bezos, Elon Musk whatever, and I'm like, who would
Speaker 1: be y'all's and they were like Oprah bro down in
Speaker 1: the middle. After table said they would sup for the
Speaker 1: table said they would, the other half said they couldn't
Speaker 1: be a steadman. I think I want a stateman now
Speaker 1: I would. I ain't gonna hold you. Could I eat
Speaker 1: Oprah's pussy? Get the funk out of here. I would like,
Speaker 1: I'm gonna eats in the mall Deeves for money? Or
Speaker 1: would you would you eat her pussy for Would you
Speaker 1: eat her pussy for free? Is what I'm saying. No,
Speaker 1: but queenland teep As I would, okay, but Oprah's would
Speaker 1: you eat her pussy for free? No? But that's the conversation.
Speaker 1: It's like, Okay, if I would sucking Jeff Bezoz or
Speaker 1: Elon Musk, who I wouldn't suck for free? Would I
Speaker 1: sucking Oprah? Yes? Okay, I'm trying to think of another
Speaker 1: Frish woman that's like, whoopee, bitches, you eating whoops pussy? Yeah?
Speaker 1: You thought way too hard. You're not eating Whoopie's pussy
Speaker 1: because you know what it is. Whoopy Just be I
Speaker 1: don't know. I feel like, whoop, whoop, Whoopy is the
Speaker 1: black voice that I appreciate. Bitch, fuck you thought? What
Speaker 1: about Gail Nickas? Hey, Gail, remember how Snoop talk you
Speaker 1: out of pocket for that? All right? Gil? Did you
Speaker 1: see the video of I think it was Gail and
Speaker 1: Opere in their kitchen and they're sitting here cooking and
Speaker 1: trying to make us believe that they cook any of
Speaker 1: their own foods. And bitch, all you heard was the
Speaker 1: tik tik tik tik tik tik tik. Bitch, they didn't
Speaker 1: know that the stove. Like, all you heard was the
Speaker 1: tik tik tik of the gas hitting the stove. I'm like, bitch,
Speaker 1: you wine all of us. We know y'all don't cook
Speaker 1: in this motherfucking kitchen. Motherfucker's I really do believe rich
Speaker 1: black people cook from time to time. I think you
Speaker 1: mission season. Did you watch the j low Um documentary
Speaker 1: on Netflix? I didn't. I need to watch. She cooks
Speaker 1: a little bit. I don't believe that. I don't believe
Speaker 1: she was she cooked the PENNI what did she cook? What? What?
Speaker 1: It's a better me? Why don't you? Bitch? I lived
Speaker 1: in the Bronx, Bitch, I ain't gonna hold you had
Speaker 1: a roommate that was Dominican, went to some restaurants, bad me, bitch.
Speaker 1: I know y'all heard the accents earlier. Bitch. I know
Speaker 1: how to say bad meat because that's what I like.
Speaker 1: And I know I've been dating a Muslin for the
Speaker 1: last motherfucking two years. That mean this year I want
Speaker 1: some better me. I want some pig. I like that ship.
Speaker 1: I want the animals that eat ship again. That so
Speaker 1: you don't eat cat fish? I mean, so you don't
Speaker 1: so you don't eat shrimp. No, so you don't like crab.
Speaker 1: You only you know bottom mass feeders. That's all that
Speaker 1: is is roaches. They bottom feeders. You eat lobster, You
Speaker 1: eat lobster. Bitch, We all eat ship bottom feeders, down
Speaker 1: ship eaters, bottom feeders, shit eaters, like medina. Anyways, this episode, guys,
Speaker 1: we're getting into some home mail. This first one is
Speaker 1: called Orgasms plus Attachment. If you guys have been listening
Speaker 1: to this podcast, Weezy and I have both been in
Speaker 1: relationships um over the last few years. I think we've
Speaker 1: been in relationships since we started the pod, amongst different people.
Speaker 1: I entered my first and the last two years and
Speaker 1: now we're dating. So I wanted to start off specifically
Speaker 1: with this whole mail. By the way, if you have
Speaker 1: a whole mail or a whole confession, please send it
Speaker 1: over to Horrible Decisions that's w h O R E
Speaker 1: I B L E Decisions at gmail dot com. We
Speaker 1: need some mode. We need some mode because you're obviously
Speaker 1: I can't. Definitely, Guys, you listen to this pot right now,
Speaker 1: right exhaust you listening to this ship. We ain't gonna
Speaker 1: tell y'all sex clubs anymore, and where to find them.
Speaker 1: You have to find them your own. Okay, if people
Speaker 1: ask you for three seme yet in your d m
Speaker 1: oh no, I've said enough. I'm not fucking fans. But also,
Speaker 1: if you want a threesome, We're not give you that
Speaker 1: advice anymore. Listen to what Kiki said last week Lewis
Speaker 1: with Susia b k Like, bro, there's enough content on
Speaker 1: this mother fucking podcast on how to have a threesome.
Speaker 1: I shared a couple of weeks ago about how the
Speaker 1: funk to be a unicorn on vacation. Like, ladies, it's
Speaker 1: not that fucking hard, even what your friends. This is
Speaker 1: how much people, I didn't even realize this happened. Last
Speaker 1: night was so much. My flight got canceled. I went
Speaker 1: to some music festivals in Chicago, and I heard everybody's
Speaker 1: like canceled yesterday from New York. Uh So I stayed
Speaker 1: at SOHO. I'll shout out to all the black people
Speaker 1: that work there. They all listen to horrible decisions. Amazing.
Speaker 1: All of them listen to horrible decisions, like I don't
Speaker 1: think I saw in Chicago all of them. I was like, yo, okay,
Speaker 1: y'all just like book us and I can get a
Speaker 1: free membership because I heard us how to do anyway.
Speaker 1: So bro, it's the point where I got upgraded to
Speaker 1: a huge room just because a girl listens to a decisions.
Speaker 1: So I couldn't complain, but I will complain about this
Speaker 1: one thing. Um. It was dope to meet all those people,
Speaker 1: of course, but I'm eating alone, okay, and this girl
Speaker 1: comes up to say, what's up about horrible decisions? I'm like, cool,
Speaker 1: we talk whatever a mid bite of a burger, and
Speaker 1: she's like, I know you're eating, but I just have
Speaker 1: to ask you something. She didn't even ask me for
Speaker 1: a picture. She asked me about three cent advice, you
Speaker 1: know what? And I said, girl, how long even listen
Speaker 1: to her decisions? She's like, like four years? Y'all be lying?
Speaker 1: There's no lying. We didn't told y'all how to fund
Speaker 1: two people, two niggas, two bitches, A man, a woman,
Speaker 1: A couple of them, him, a SHEI, A her? Or
Speaker 1: what out we've talked to on how to fund yourself.
Speaker 1: I'm sick of it, so I make sure to pick
Speaker 1: out ones that we're not asking for fucking three cents.
Speaker 1: So this one is quite interesting because I think it's
Speaker 1: very much where I recently was in my relationship and
Speaker 1: where you may be as well with your I'm gonna
Speaker 1: call him your babysitter, your dog sitter right now, see
Speaker 1: what I mean. Hi, weez and Mandy. First off, want
Speaker 1: to say that I love your unapologetic energy. It's inspiring.
Speaker 1: It makes my heart too fold to see women express
Speaker 1: their authentic selves. I watched you and Weezy's pod episode
Speaker 1: about fantasy confessions and date night ideas, and the beginning
Speaker 1: conversation conversation completely resonated. I had to reach out to you, Mandy,
Speaker 1: because the day prior I was researching and reading about
Speaker 1: orgasms and attachment. And y'all have to start off here
Speaker 1: because if you don't know, we is a fucking email.
Speaker 1: I guess you could say I'm going through you. No,
Speaker 1: I added that one in it. This is why I
Speaker 1: said we're gonna start off here first. I guess you
Speaker 1: could say I'm going through the same thing where I
Speaker 1: was dating someone and they did something to betray me.
Speaker 1: We talked about it. I had compassion, Shin, and I'm
Speaker 1: trying my best to lead with forgiveness while recognizing and
Speaker 1: not forgetting about my value and worth. But I still
Speaker 1: have the desire to remain friends. You all know how
Speaker 1: that failed miserably for me, as well as explore sexual
Speaker 1: experiences with this person. I like the idea of exploring
Speaker 1: together because the sex is fucking bomb and there's a
Speaker 1: sexual trust foundation already there. I'm sure we will hear
Speaker 1: on the next spot. By the way, this is an
Speaker 1: old She talked about how my beers went. We clearly
Speaker 1: got back together and now we broke up since then.
Speaker 1: But her question is, do you think you can really
Speaker 1: separate the two separate having an orgasm and receiving the
Speaker 1: chemical that releases within the brain that causes the attachment.
Speaker 1: There's history there, there's love there. Do you really think
Speaker 1: it's possible to have sex with an ex, explore together,
Speaker 1: but move forward with not having a relationship attachment asking
Speaker 1: because in my opinion, the answer is no. But that's
Speaker 1: just in my situation. I realized that every situation is different.
Speaker 1: But I could literally feel the oxytocin release within my
Speaker 1: entire body, which then caused me to really question that
Speaker 1: this is something that will benefit me moving on while
Speaker 1: I'm really enjoying exploring and indulging and experiences and fantasies together.
Speaker 1: What do you say? He said oxytocin because I was
Speaker 1: like I was, I'm kind of tired, and I literally
Speaker 1: like say oxycon not oxycoton. It's not oxycoton. It is
Speaker 1: not oxycotton. Ma'am um. I want to show you guys
Speaker 1: or play you guys something really quickly. So Old Bay
Speaker 1: and I don't have sex. I don't want to suck
Speaker 1: that nicket. But you can look Ana ask you only
Speaker 1: because in terms of love, if you guys have been
Speaker 1: listening to this podcast, the amount of times y'all say,
Speaker 1: y'all have you had someone called lover boy who you
Speaker 1: did say, there was a potential for y'all to link
Speaker 1: in Europe, you guys have been able to maintain. How
Speaker 1: have you been ab I was just gonna say, okay,
Speaker 1: there we got there's time. They just broke up. They're
Speaker 1: trying to do it. You had just broke up, you
Speaker 1: were trying to do it. It doesn't work when there's
Speaker 1: too much time because you haven't gotten over when there's
Speaker 1: not enough time, right, But here's really done. Okay. So
Speaker 1: Nina went to the park with another dog and Nigga's
Speaker 1: are dumb. Live video photos have sound, and he says
Speaker 1: he pictured the Nina with this cute ass dog and
Speaker 1: I'm like, I noticeable, There's no way there ain't a
Speaker 1: bitches dog. Wait? Wait, wait, so you knew it was
Speaker 1: a live photo, so you wait? Is this the one
Speaker 1: house hold on? Wait? Wait, look at the girl's hand.
Speaker 1: That ain't bro. That could be a girl, some random
Speaker 1: dog woman? You sit? Who wait? You saved all the
Speaker 1: pictures of Nina and another dog in the part I
Speaker 1: didn't save them. That's impressed it in the I message,
Speaker 1: But as I was saying, you knew they were live,
Speaker 1: so you wanted to hear the background noise would be
Speaker 1: But I don't care. But what if that was just
Speaker 1: a bitch at the dog park? Yeah? This Nigga anxious.
Speaker 1: But I tell y'all, Steve Jobs got all y'all funked up.
Speaker 1: Y'all are all getting caught by cheating. I don't even
Speaker 1: know if I shared this on this spot, but where
Speaker 1: I knew I was in love and dating a liar.
Speaker 1: This nigga sent me a fucking picture when he was sick,
Speaker 1: not the day in time, okay, bitch. It was a
Speaker 1: whole I v in this nigga's arm, so I was
Speaker 1: really nerve. Oh bitch. I was like, oh my god,
Speaker 1: let me send you some soup. Oh my god, are
Speaker 1: you okay? He's like, yeah, I'm good, I'm getting some
Speaker 1: some liquids. Shot to me all that bullshit. I said,
Speaker 1: I don't know why, let me say this picture the
Speaker 1: picture was from one. So I waited, still told him
Speaker 1: I would send him soup. No. We sat in person
Speaker 1: and I said, hey, I need you to lot to
Speaker 1: be better because this ain't working the picture. Giving that
Speaker 1: the picture you sent me is from one, why did
Speaker 1: he live? You ready? He looked at me dead in
Speaker 1: my face and was like, oh, I sent you the
Speaker 1: wrong picture. I said, we're not doing this. We're not
Speaker 1: doing this. And while I love this man dearly, we
Speaker 1: talked about this with contint young. I don't think niggas
Speaker 1: want the freedom literally talk to me, literally, be honest
Speaker 1: with me, and if you're gone, they don't know the good.
Speaker 1: This is like I literally desid I know I love
Speaker 1: this thing of y'all. 'all don't understand, ladies. If you're listening,
Speaker 1: if you're fucking listening, you know you don't know know this.
Speaker 1: So this was right before we broke up. This was this,
Speaker 1: This was how this was recent. Let me tell you, ladies,
Speaker 1: I don't know if and I've been in therapy, so
Speaker 1: maybe this is what that is. But fellas and ladies,
Speaker 1: I'm gonna talk to both, y'all. Sometimes we love so much,
Speaker 1: we know when you lying and we choose to ignore it.
Speaker 1: And I love this nigga so fucking much. I sat
Speaker 1: across from him eat a motherfucking Italian. I had my
Speaker 1: oysters and I had my octopus. He had his fucking
Speaker 1: parmesan chicken with spaghetti. It was delicious. I kept it
Speaker 1: for for leftovers the next thing. And I looked at
Speaker 1: him and I said, I fucking love you. Can you
Speaker 1: lie to me better? Because as much as I love you,
Speaker 1: I hate that you don't even know how to lie
Speaker 1: to me and me feel like I'm not cared about
Speaker 1: bro like you're nigga, guess a goof like you're lying
Speaker 1: to me and his women. We know y'all be thinking,
Speaker 1: we don't know nigga, we know, and sometimes we're so
Speaker 1: in lust and so in love that sometimes we don't
Speaker 1: want to confront you. Now, I don't like confrontation, so
Speaker 1: I've I've wanted him to believe I believed him. I
Speaker 1: didn't this time. I sat in front of you and
Speaker 1: motherfucker showed you you'll be lying, and you still lie.
Speaker 1: I'm good. We need to know what that. He don't
Speaker 1: know what to say. But with this particular thing, he's
Speaker 1: not my niggas, I don't care. Did you ask him
Speaker 1: who the bitch's voice was in the back? Did you
Speaker 1: tell him you called a bitches voice in the back
Speaker 1: of those two things? Nina's been around my knicks. Okay, honey,
Speaker 1: that's my Chad. He's a part time dean. Now. I've
Speaker 1: give him baby daddy. I don't want to make him
Speaker 1: feel like one. I need him to watch and too.
Speaker 1: I don't want him to feel like I'm clocking him
Speaker 1: like that, like what I'm saying. But it's funny because
Speaker 1: he must have known how I asked it, because I
Speaker 1: I was like, oh, let me see her da da da,
Speaker 1: and he ain't answer. I was like, all right, call me,
Speaker 1: you can't. He did call me like hours later, I'm like,
Speaker 1: so the visual. I was like, what do you mean
Speaker 1: to do yesterday? And he was like, we went to
Speaker 1: the dog parks. I was like, oh, whose dog? Was it?
Speaker 1: My home girl? Because he was like he mustn't you know.
Speaker 1: He was like, somebody told me he figured it out.
Speaker 1: Somebody doesn't horrible decisions and found me. He'd be really scared.
Speaker 1: Now he's like, my home girl. Um, she just got
Speaker 1: the dog, you know, she just doesn't want to have
Speaker 1: it around other dogs because the shots and stuff. Our
Speaker 1: child getting picked. I say, but he took me on
Speaker 1: a bait with the girl. Mhm. He told me. He
Speaker 1: was like, um talking about how they went to dinner
Speaker 1: blah blah blah, Like just you and I talked about
Speaker 1: I know this is just a dog. So for those
Speaker 1: of you all listening, let's let's maybe turn this into
Speaker 1: child because the dog is a little child. Did y'all
Speaker 1: talk about bringing the dog around your other partners and ship?
Speaker 1: Because I ain't got away Ben talk to him for
Speaker 1: a long time. Just got cool. I feel bad, like
Speaker 1: when I be sucking other niggas of the house and
Speaker 1: body being I know body noticed another niggas body was
Speaker 1: was a kitten when he met my soulmate and we've
Speaker 1: been together for the last two years. My nigga helped
Speaker 1: me move into this apartment. I've not had other niggas
Speaker 1: in my apartment until recently. And I'm like, I know,
Speaker 1: I know my cat judging me. Oh, Nina just wants
Speaker 1: to be played with. But dogs are O mean, dogs
Speaker 1: are different than cats. But I would had one nigga
Speaker 1: shine like, and I really peeped it. You've been around that.
Speaker 1: She's a very sweet dog. She wants to just cut
Speaker 1: it with you. That's just the type of dog. Whatever.
Speaker 1: But I wish And I was like, what it's like babies,
Speaker 1: You know when babies get a weird vibe and people
Speaker 1: say babies don't oh, And I told him and he
Speaker 1: was like, oh, she ain't sucking. Let me. He must
Speaker 1: have around her bunch of niggas. I said, I do,
Speaker 1: and she like all of them. You told him that,
Speaker 1: So did you fuck him? Because the energy was off?
Speaker 1: I don't know. I just like I didn't like the
Speaker 1: company you must have around all your niggas I do,
Speaker 1: and what and what about? But no, I think, um,
Speaker 1: you know, once this whole thing happened with me, being
Speaker 1: gone this weekend and her and the dog and that,
Speaker 1: Like I realized I really don't care, and I'm actually
Speaker 1: really glad I don't care. I wanted to get to
Speaker 1: this point, you know what I'm saying, like to where
Speaker 1: I almost felt like I did a fucking cord cutting
Speaker 1: when I found out that he was like bringing Nina
Speaker 1: around girls because one I ought to be real, I
Speaker 1: don't trust that, like he's gonna put her in a
Speaker 1: bad situation. I know I sound like I'm talking about
Speaker 1: a kid you are talking about, but yeah, like why
Speaker 1: have the jealousy? You know what I'm saying, Like why
Speaker 1: saying Weber in the house? Valid? Valid? A little daddy.
Speaker 1: I'll tell you what though, Now he gotta start paying
Speaker 1: for ship. Nina has a check up on Friday. He
Speaker 1: needs to pay for that. The groomer isn't soho one
Speaker 1: fifty He put his card down and he'll be paying
Speaker 1: for it. Like no, now this is stuff you need
Speaker 1: to pay for you really? So are you Gonnada? Like
Speaker 1: a baby? What Monk Claire Jacket and little listen for
Speaker 1: the wintertime I sent him? The only goes like you
Speaker 1: can get her that, Oh you're treating him like a nigga.
Speaker 1: I have the baby, got the child. Most of the time.
Speaker 1: You need to be the bank valid. That's what my
Speaker 1: mom means to think. That's why we went to corporate
Speaker 1: child sport. All right. Last one, this one is titled
Speaker 1: Manifesting Daddy. There's a story plus an update in this one,
Speaker 1: so keep along with with the stories. Okay, Hi, Mandy
Speaker 1: and Wheezy. I tried sending this a few weeks ago,
Speaker 1: but spelled horrible wrong and the emails so I never
Speaker 1: went through. Yes, bitch, it's w h O r E
Speaker 1: I b l E. Y'all be one to play a
Speaker 1: is that I? It is? I b l E like
Speaker 1: horrible literally horrible spelled with ho. You're not a horror,
Speaker 1: that's able, You're horrible, You're horrble. So here's the backstory.
Speaker 1: I'm twenty four years old, Oh baby, you young, and
Speaker 1: have always had the fantasy of hooking up with an
Speaker 1: older man, a dad specifically, I feel like daddy could
Speaker 1: be sixteen these niggs best and I think she's talking
Speaker 1: forties has to be, she said a dad, So I
Speaker 1: feel like maybe she thinks someone who could be her
Speaker 1: dad for forty plus. Okay, I nanny for a beautiful
Speaker 1: family for almost two years until the parents got an
Speaker 1: ugly divorce and they ended up letting me go. From
Speaker 1: the moment I walked into the door to interview to
Speaker 1: be their babysitter, I had fantasy the fucking of hooking
Speaker 1: up with the father. I could always tell he was
Speaker 1: attracted to me. He would never hesitate to come out
Speaker 1: of the room shirtless and in his swim trunks, compliment
Speaker 1: my hair, makeup and outfits, and would always ask me
Speaker 1: about my boyfriend and if I was still with him.
Speaker 1: This is so sick. I was always respectful and professional
Speaker 1: while I worked for their family, but couldn't help but
Speaker 1: flirt back here and there when I was getting the
Speaker 1: vibes from the dad. After about five months of no
Speaker 1: contact with the family, I decided to follow the dad
Speaker 1: on Instagram. He accepted right away and asked me to
Speaker 1: tell him everything about my life and how I've been,
Speaker 1: and liked all of my hottest pictures. Recently, he has
Speaker 1: been NonStop liking my Instagram stories and leaving flirty comments
Speaker 1: in my d M s, even going as far as
Speaker 1: telling me that I'm hot a f and that we
Speaker 1: should quote unquote link up, but hasn't put in any
Speaker 1: initiative to invite me over and take me out. Obviously,
Speaker 1: he wants me, and I want to shoot my shot,
Speaker 1: but I don't want to take it too far, too fast,
Speaker 1: and make him think I'm just young and easy to
Speaker 1: hook up with. I am fully confident that I can.
Speaker 1: This happened in the ways that I feel I manifested.
Speaker 1: They're divorced in an attraction to me. Wow, bro, if
Speaker 1: you I just wanted to hurry the funk up and
Speaker 1: make a move. Here's a quick update before we get
Speaker 1: into the question. Literally the day that I tried sending
Speaker 1: the story to you guys, the dad responded to a
Speaker 1: story that I posted on Instagram and told me that
Speaker 1: I was hot a f and that he wants to
Speaker 1: take me out. Since then, we've hung out a few
Speaker 1: times and have been having the best sex I've ever
Speaker 1: had in my life. It's like we're both living out
Speaker 1: our porn fantasies of fucking the babysitter. Here's the question, weezy,
Speaker 1: there's still one. Yes, there is. We are super open
Speaker 1: about everything, and he mentioned to me that he wants
Speaker 1: to role play with me as his personal trainer. Since
Speaker 1: I'm a trainer in real life. I am super open
Speaker 1: to this, but we are still getting comfortable with each other,
Speaker 1: and this is something that I wanted to surprise him
Speaker 1: with a little later down the line. I have role
Speaker 1: played before, but never as a trainer, and I don't
Speaker 1: know how to introduce this. This is the bedroom and
Speaker 1: it's not your typical role play scenario. Any tips, Okay,
Speaker 1: I'm gonna tell you what. I'm kind of into that
Speaker 1: idea because she's a trainer. Right. So there's a place
Speaker 1: called the Stretch Lab. Have you ever heard this place?
Speaker 1: Never heard of that in my life. Well, this is
Speaker 1: why I said here. We got this last one, y'all.
Speaker 1: You see how Weezy knew how to give him motherfucking
Speaker 1: the personal play out I'm talking to in l A
Speaker 1: got me a gift certificate to go to Stretch Lab
Speaker 1: and he'd been going there for a minute and one day,
Speaker 1: I think it was after sex. But I've been working
Speaker 1: out a lot, probably cause I know I'm going on
Speaker 1: these girls working a lot, and I was like, really
Speaker 1: fucked up, and he knew it and he was and
Speaker 1: I hadn't even been a stretch lab yet. Okay, he
Speaker 1: lays me down, puts my knee into my chest, turns
Speaker 1: me over on this ottoman and like puts me on
Speaker 1: my stomach, puts my leg into me. No, like just
Speaker 1: full on stretching, telling me to push my foot against him,
Speaker 1: into his chest. And he's looking at and I was
Speaker 1: like trying not to get warny, and I'm still not
Speaker 1: at the stretch lab and it's just him doing what
Speaker 1: he knows for going for years. So like I'm on
Speaker 1: my back, I'm looking at him and like he's widening
Speaker 1: my legs. I have panties on, but you can see
Speaker 1: my pussy and it's funny because like I know, he's
Speaker 1: taking it serious and I'm not panties on and he's
Speaker 1: putting I don't have panties on right now, so I
Speaker 1: can't do it. But he takes my leg all the
Speaker 1: way to the other side and he's like push it
Speaker 1: back to me and he's like counting, and I'm like,
Speaker 1: we're also warny. So then I go to the stretch lab.
Speaker 1: It's on Beverly, but they got one in New York.
Speaker 1: Apparently they got him everywhere. Okay, so the guy that
Speaker 1: fucking is doing it is gay, and I still man,
Speaker 1: he still wanted to. I couldn't even help it. It
Speaker 1: was like getting a really good massage. Okay. He made
Speaker 1: me interlock my fingers like this, put them in the
Speaker 1: back of my head. I'm like a breathing in and
Speaker 1: out like with a open mouth, and he's like pushing
Speaker 1: my elbows back and now my tiddies are popping out. Also,
Speaker 1: I wore short so it was a lot of skin
Speaker 1: to skin contact. He had to get on the table
Speaker 1: to pull my legs apart for I was so horny.
Speaker 1: And there's other beds there that he was attractive. He
Speaker 1: want my type. He was maybe five, and you still
Speaker 1: got wet, little Latino man um. But there's other there's
Speaker 1: eight beds around you. It's not like private room. This
Speaker 1: is very professional. Like you have to wear grip socks
Speaker 1: because you might slip and you could, you know, pull something.
Speaker 1: Then I had to like get off of it, put
Speaker 1: my leg down while he pushed into my ass. Bro
Speaker 1: I was texting this nigga in the middle of ship
Speaker 1: like I am so I cannot waite to leave and bitch,
Speaker 1: I'm so horny, and he just keeps talking to me
Speaker 1: and he's like, what do you do for work? I
Speaker 1: don't want to talk what I want to I wanted
Speaker 1: to suck his I didn't even think he was cute,
Speaker 1: that's how good she was. I say that to say,
Speaker 1: if you're gonna do the personal trainer fantasy, whatever you
Speaker 1: know about stretching, stretch and I used to talk about
Speaker 1: that with my ex. And this is probably what I
Speaker 1: missed most is that after he sucked the dog shit
Speaker 1: out of me, like this would be like a morning
Speaker 1: thing we did. It was never a night thing. But
Speaker 1: when he would suck me so crazy in the morning,
Speaker 1: he would literally spend another five minutes stretching me, like
Speaker 1: literally pulling my leg, putting it up to my chest,
Speaker 1: stretching my arms, doing a little literally. I felt like
Speaker 1: I was a fucking athlete fucking half court stretching before
Speaker 1: the final. And he would stretch me to where I'm like, damn,
Speaker 1: you know you just sucked the dog shit out of
Speaker 1: me because we brought out the toys, so I felt
Speaker 1: like I just sucked three people, but it was really
Speaker 1: just you and two dildos and you fucking stretched me.
Speaker 1: It's so stretching where you have this where you don't
Speaker 1: know how you can play into a trainer fantasy. I
Speaker 1: think you guys should actually work out at home. Oh like,
Speaker 1: don't even like go on a date, like literally working stretching.
Speaker 1: The stretching is not working out. No, it's not work
Speaker 1: out at home. You get sweaty, because sweaty isn't smelly,
Speaker 1: like if you're clean and sweat it's it's not you
Speaker 1: know what I mean. It's like that musk. Like I
Speaker 1: like it when I get like that, especially when I'm
Speaker 1: like running windy bitch. Musially, I'd just be like, I
Speaker 1: don't know, and then you're all like open and ship
Speaker 1: and you get a rush from working out. I don't
Speaker 1: know what y'all can do at home. Put a video
Speaker 1: on what was the shawn t sanity? What's on this?
Speaker 1: Play that on? I think it's easier again role playing.
Speaker 1: Its real quick too, because we we did some homemails
Speaker 1: this episode. I know we got off on a tangent.
Speaker 1: But if you have a role play story of a nonpradition,
Speaker 1: non traditional role play scenario, that's what I want to hear.
Speaker 1: We know the nerves, we know the car, we know
Speaker 1: the right bird, we know all that ship. This was
Speaker 1: one where you just gave a whole fucking scenario, and
Speaker 1: I agree the stretching is dope. If you have a
Speaker 1: non traditional role playing story, please send it in to
Speaker 1: Horrible Decisions at gmail dot com. That's w H O
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Speaker 1: Thank you. That's what it was. I mean, a lot
Speaker 1: of uh kettles and pots. However, I mean my take
Speaker 1: on it was, of course, just the accountability part at
Speaker 1: the end of the day. Yeah, I guess we could
Speaker 1: sit here and sit on the fact that we've all
Speaker 1: fell for niggas that wasn't shipped. But to me, at
Speaker 1: some point you have to be able to see who
Speaker 1: the person is when when they show you them. And
Speaker 1: first off, you were never the only one or the
Speaker 1: main one. Me me the baby mom and other women
Speaker 1: were also in the picture. Um, and then outside of that,
Speaker 1: he left you while you were pregnant. But did you
Speaker 1: ever think that man could degrade you on Instagram live
Speaker 1: and put your baby on there and keep you you
Speaker 1: while you were pregnant? And according to the family, you
Speaker 1: also did she was already p the baby. Yeah, but
Speaker 1: you also didn't even show up for the baby shower.
Speaker 1: You didn't show up for me or the baby before
Speaker 1: the baby was here. Baby. So I just feel like,
Speaker 1: no to me. Like, that's the thing. We all date
Speaker 1: men with the lens of the idea of them or
Speaker 1: the potential of them, without really just acknowledging who the
Speaker 1: funk they are right in front of our eyes. But
Speaker 1: what is she supposed to so like? And here's the
Speaker 1: other thing. Understand, he left her when she was pregnant.
Speaker 1: He didn't show up to the baby shower. Okay, she
Speaker 1: has the baby. He's like, yoll move in with me.
Speaker 1: It's your first kid. I'm gonna help you out. Who's
Speaker 1: gonna say no to that? Your emotions are crazy. I've
Speaker 1: never had a baby, You've never had a baby. We've
Speaker 1: only had friends with babies. Right, they're all fucked up
Speaker 1: with hormones. And you're telling me I'm gonna say no
Speaker 1: to the father of my child inviting me in his
Speaker 1: home and possibly making it work. And granted she probably
Speaker 1: is in love with him, Like, no, dude, you're gonna
Speaker 1: recamp the happy memories. What are you gonna do start
Speaker 1: fucking with another nigga? No, you want to feel that
Speaker 1: can unity and that father said, and that feeling is
Speaker 1: crazy because girl, the first baby mama that you've been
Speaker 1: back and forth foot she prayed it right now again,
Speaker 1: So you don't move them with this figure and he's
Speaker 1: expecting another child with the woman that she's supposed to do.
Speaker 1: She's supposed to be a grown ass woman. She wasn't
Speaker 1: supposed to sell her home in l A to move
Speaker 1: half across the country where she knows nobody, has no friends.
Speaker 1: She said that that's why I took her so long
Speaker 1: to even leave the house. Like to me, no, I'm sorry,
Speaker 1: it's a grown ass woman. This being hasn't showed up
Speaker 1: for you. So for you to put all of all
Speaker 1: of your hope into this man who hasn't been able
Speaker 1: to show up for you since at some point, you
Speaker 1: gotta you gotta fault yourself. I think that you can't
Speaker 1: say that when someone's just had a baby. I think
Speaker 1: you could say that for someone that like it's just
Speaker 1: with the and they've been in love. Like we've said this,
Speaker 1: and this is the problem of Danny. She probably thought
Speaker 1: that baby was gonna get them back together. A lot
Speaker 1: of people keep a baby, have a baby and hope
Speaker 1: that it makes a bond stronger or yes, but or
Speaker 1: a man can show up differently. You can't see of
Speaker 1: a girl that just had her first child the same.
Speaker 1: It's the same way, and I'm gonna say it, it's
Speaker 1: the same ship. I said about Summer Walker and her
Speaker 1: Raggedy Ass album. Yeah, you sat here and argued with
Speaker 1: all the other baby mamas thinking that you was gonna
Speaker 1: be different. Danny thought because she was a yellow bone,
Speaker 1: she was gonna be treated different than that. But and
Speaker 1: and trust me, and I saw this tweet from Crystal
Speaker 1: that I really liked. It was like, y'all really got
Speaker 1: me sticking up for this. He want me because I'm
Speaker 1: yellow bitch, because that's how trash the baby is. But
Speaker 1: you're saying that we know this, but he ain't gonna
Speaker 1: stay blah blah, Mandy. She she was twenty four, like
Speaker 1: I think she's now or six, Like, do you really like,
Speaker 1: can you really say that? But that's what I'm saying,
Speaker 1: like can we and by we I mean people that
Speaker 1: say you should know better? Can we really say that
Speaker 1: if you've already been through a shitty situation and with
Speaker 1: a nigga like the girl is young, I just don't
Speaker 1: And I really feel like he exploited her. I feel
Speaker 1: like what he did was fucked up. I just don't
Speaker 1: like using that young excuse for someone who's twenty six,
Speaker 1: because we still have niggas in their thirties and forties
Speaker 1: who's still like to me, No, there's a lot more
Speaker 1: resources now, there's a lot of people telling you what
Speaker 1: to do, what not to do. There's you've sat here
Speaker 1: and been dragged by the internet. You've seen how bad
Speaker 1: this man has treated you over the years. It's been
Speaker 1: in your face. And she literally said she was like,
Speaker 1: I feel so bad that I didn't listen to the Internet.
Speaker 1: The fact that you have to be like, damn Internet,
Speaker 1: you was right, everyone was telling you. You chose to
Speaker 1: ignore all the red flags. We just spoke about how
Speaker 1: everybody was posting the red flags, bitch. Thep ships was
Speaker 1: flaming hot. They wasn't even off off white. They wasn't
Speaker 1: even hot pink. They was read the whole time like
Speaker 1: so to me, No, at you're eighteen year an adult.
Speaker 1: You're twenty, you're twenty one, you're twenty two, you're twenty five,
Speaker 1: you're twenty six, you're thirty, you're thirty one. I'm not
Speaker 1: gonna just call someone in their twenties, late twenties, mid
Speaker 1: twenties young. Oh my god, this is not like she's
Speaker 1: the high tw