1 00:00:02,120 --> 00:00:05,560 Speaker 1: Previously on Weedian House, I'm seeing more and more of note, 2 00:00:05,559 --> 00:00:07,920 Speaker 1: not just Weekend Warrior. I'm going to go to March 3 00:00:07,960 --> 00:00:09,639 Speaker 1: because I can say I went to the March, but 4 00:00:09,680 --> 00:00:12,399 Speaker 1: I'm like, hey, we need to actually like do something. Clearly, 5 00:00:12,480 --> 00:00:16,000 Speaker 1: what's happening there is really broken. What's happening here is 6 00:00:16,440 --> 00:00:17,160 Speaker 1: just as no. 7 00:00:17,200 --> 00:00:19,680 Speaker 2: I'm when I had the pertment we were today only 8 00:00:19,920 --> 00:00:21,080 Speaker 2: a thousand dollars. 9 00:00:21,440 --> 00:00:25,360 Speaker 3: He just didn't care evicted us. He came out. 10 00:00:25,280 --> 00:00:27,520 Speaker 2: Telling us when he gave his eviction, I didn't want 11 00:00:27,520 --> 00:00:28,320 Speaker 2: to read you guys. 12 00:00:28,600 --> 00:00:29,560 Speaker 4: And that's see, Tollissa. 13 00:00:29,840 --> 00:00:32,599 Speaker 5: If reporters are not allowed to just be there to 14 00:00:32,640 --> 00:00:35,519 Speaker 5: watch what's going on, you know, how do you trust 15 00:00:36,120 --> 00:00:36,640 Speaker 5: what they say? 16 00:00:36,680 --> 00:00:50,200 Speaker 4: Later on Welcome back to Weedian House, I'm your host, 17 00:00:50,200 --> 00:00:55,000 Speaker 4: Theo Henderson. Before we delve into today's topic, I want 18 00:00:55,000 --> 00:00:58,160 Speaker 4: to take a moment to thank my listeners. One new 19 00:00:58,200 --> 00:01:01,080 Speaker 4: listener reached out to me from New Zealand. A big 20 00:01:01,120 --> 00:01:05,160 Speaker 4: thanks to Anissa Lahonta for recommending a guest to join 21 00:01:05,319 --> 00:01:08,920 Speaker 4: my show. Another shout out I like to do is 22 00:01:08,920 --> 00:01:13,319 Speaker 4: to DJ Palmerville, who also sent a recommendation and I'm 23 00:01:13,319 --> 00:01:16,800 Speaker 4: looking forward to exploring as well. It is so gratifying 24 00:01:16,880 --> 00:01:21,039 Speaker 4: to know there are people listening, paying attention and offering suggestions. 25 00:01:21,360 --> 00:01:23,560 Speaker 4: I ask my unhoused listeners to reach out to me 26 00:01:23,920 --> 00:01:28,759 Speaker 4: at www dot weedyonhouse dot com and submit your encouraging 27 00:01:28,800 --> 00:01:32,520 Speaker 4: words for recommendations. We've got a lot to talk about 28 00:01:32,520 --> 00:01:35,800 Speaker 4: this week on a topic so big we need two 29 00:01:35,840 --> 00:01:40,840 Speaker 4: episodes to crack it wide open the differences between mutual aid, 30 00:01:41,240 --> 00:01:48,040 Speaker 4: charity and philanthropy. But first, you know the drill. Let's 31 00:01:48,040 --> 00:01:52,560 Speaker 4: get into some house news. Our leading story today is 32 00:01:52,560 --> 00:01:56,680 Speaker 4: a weather advisory for the northern part of California. Temperatures 33 00:01:56,680 --> 00:02:00,160 Speaker 4: in Los Angeles from January ninth to January eighteenth are 34 00:02:00,280 --> 00:02:03,200 Speaker 4: ranging from a high of sixty six degrees to a 35 00:02:03,280 --> 00:02:07,480 Speaker 4: low of forty three degrees with high winds. It is 36 00:02:07,520 --> 00:02:11,440 Speaker 4: important to point out hypothermia is the leading cause of 37 00:02:11,560 --> 00:02:15,560 Speaker 4: death for unhoused people. Due to these types of temperatures, 38 00:02:16,080 --> 00:02:19,280 Speaker 4: house people can throw on a sweater or turn up 39 00:02:19,280 --> 00:02:22,440 Speaker 4: the thermostad for the thousands of people who live on 40 00:02:22,480 --> 00:02:26,160 Speaker 4: the streets, cold weather and high winds put your life 41 00:02:26,280 --> 00:02:29,959 Speaker 4: at risk. On December twenty sixth, a one year old 42 00:02:30,000 --> 00:02:34,760 Speaker 4: unhoused child pass away of hypothermia and an unhoused man 43 00:02:34,880 --> 00:02:38,520 Speaker 4: named John died of the same cause on January ninth 44 00:02:38,560 --> 00:02:42,800 Speaker 4: in South la In closely related news across the country, 45 00:02:42,840 --> 00:02:46,200 Speaker 4: families with children had to leave New York shelters as 46 00:02:46,200 --> 00:02:48,639 Speaker 4: of last week. You may not be surprised to hear 47 00:02:48,680 --> 00:02:51,120 Speaker 4: that the people who run the City of Los Angeles 48 00:02:51,200 --> 00:02:54,520 Speaker 4: are not prepared to protect their unhoused constituents this year either. 49 00:02:56,960 --> 00:02:59,600 Speaker 4: As of this recording, there are eleven shelters open in 50 00:02:59,639 --> 00:03:02,679 Speaker 4: the Law Central's area, with three hundred and eighty eight 51 00:03:02,720 --> 00:03:07,000 Speaker 4: beds available. Keep in mind they are currently over seventy 52 00:03:07,040 --> 00:03:12,880 Speaker 4: five thousand house people in the same area. If you're 53 00:03:12,919 --> 00:03:15,880 Speaker 4: looking to get connected with one of these shelters, this 54 00:03:16,040 --> 00:03:19,040 Speaker 4: is what was available when we recorded on January ninth, 55 00:03:19,520 --> 00:03:22,280 Speaker 4: and numbers may have changed since the time of the recording. 56 00:03:23,639 --> 00:03:28,120 Speaker 4: Forty four beds at Volunteers of America address forty five 57 00:03:28,160 --> 00:03:32,200 Speaker 4: one hundred and fifty sixtieth Street in West Lancaster, California. 58 00:03:32,600 --> 00:03:35,840 Speaker 4: The population they serve is co ed thirty five beds 59 00:03:36,000 --> 00:03:39,640 Speaker 4: at Advancing Communities Together. It is at thirty eight six 60 00:03:39,800 --> 00:03:43,520 Speaker 4: hundred and twenty six to ninth Street in East Palmdale, California, 61 00:03:44,440 --> 00:03:47,800 Speaker 4: only open from seven pm to seven am on weekdays 62 00:03:48,120 --> 00:03:52,080 Speaker 4: and twenty four hours on Saturday and Sunday. Population served 63 00:03:52,400 --> 00:03:57,520 Speaker 4: co ED fifty beds at home at last eighty seven 64 00:03:57,640 --> 00:04:03,680 Speaker 4: sixty eight South Broadway, Los Angeles. Population served women eleven 65 00:04:03,760 --> 00:04:08,520 Speaker 4: beds at Assured Lifestyle Housing. Ninety five nineteen South Figaroa, 66 00:04:08,680 --> 00:04:13,920 Speaker 4: Los Angeles. Population served co ed nine beds at Assured 67 00:04:13,960 --> 00:04:19,520 Speaker 4: Lifestyle Housing. Seven hundred West Florence, Los Angeles population served 68 00:04:19,680 --> 00:04:23,960 Speaker 4: co ed forty one beads at First to served. Seventeen 69 00:04:24,040 --> 00:04:28,760 Speaker 4: eighteen West Vernon Avenue, Los Angeles. Population served co ED 70 00:04:30,120 --> 00:04:34,839 Speaker 4: sixty beds at Bryant Temple Community Development. Fifty five hundred 71 00:04:35,040 --> 00:04:40,680 Speaker 4: South Hoover Street, Los Angeles. Population served men thirty two 72 00:04:40,680 --> 00:04:45,120 Speaker 4: beds at Abundant Blessings. Eleven thirty three South Ardmore Avenue, 73 00:04:45,240 --> 00:04:51,120 Speaker 4: Los Angeles. Population served men fifty five beds at New 74 00:04:51,160 --> 00:04:56,800 Speaker 4: Reflections eighty three eleven Southwestern Avenue, Los Angeles. Population served 75 00:04:57,040 --> 00:05:02,280 Speaker 4: men eleven beds at which Ye First Day twelve four 76 00:05:02,360 --> 00:05:07,440 Speaker 4: hundred and twenty six Whittier Boulevard, Whittier, California. Population served 77 00:05:07,680 --> 00:05:12,080 Speaker 4: coed and forty beds at First to Serve. Seven hundred 78 00:05:12,160 --> 00:05:17,360 Speaker 4: and two West Anaheon Street, Long Beach, California, population served COED. 79 00:05:20,440 --> 00:05:23,120 Speaker 4: To connect with any of these services, call to one 80 00:05:23,080 --> 00:05:27,119 Speaker 4: one or one eight hundred five four eight sixty forty seven. 81 00:05:27,839 --> 00:05:30,520 Speaker 4: You can also go to LASA dot org went to 82 00:05:30,560 --> 00:05:33,880 Speaker 4: shelter for this full list, or call Lossa's shelter hotline 83 00:05:34,000 --> 00:05:39,119 Speaker 4: at two one three six eight three thirty three thirty three. 84 00:05:39,240 --> 00:05:41,400 Speaker 4: It's no secret that the city is not prepared to 85 00:05:41,400 --> 00:05:45,000 Speaker 4: protect the unhoused during major whatever events like this. These 86 00:05:45,040 --> 00:05:48,839 Speaker 4: shelters are all that's available to service the population of 87 00:05:48,920 --> 00:05:51,800 Speaker 4: over seventy five thousand. If you go to one of 88 00:05:51,839 --> 00:05:54,760 Speaker 4: these shelters and want to tell us your experience, we 89 00:05:55,000 --> 00:05:57,000 Speaker 4: in House wants to hear about it. Send us a 90 00:05:57,040 --> 00:06:05,800 Speaker 4: message at www dot weedianhouse dot com Our next story. 91 00:06:06,839 --> 00:06:10,799 Speaker 4: Los Angeles Mayor Karen Bass and the LPD ejected trans 92 00:06:10,880 --> 00:06:13,400 Speaker 4: and house people of color in West Hollywood on Tuesday, 93 00:06:13,480 --> 00:06:18,799 Speaker 4: January ninth, twenty twenty four. Howse LGBQTIA plus community members 94 00:06:19,120 --> 00:06:23,360 Speaker 4: have complained about the unhoused community, citing fights and other 95 00:06:23,480 --> 00:06:27,839 Speaker 4: nefarious activities. Weedian House stopped by on Sunday, January seventh 96 00:06:28,080 --> 00:06:32,840 Speaker 4: unhoused residents, pointing out the hostility and unwelcome behavior one 97 00:06:32,920 --> 00:06:36,599 Speaker 4: complain of an illegal arrest and police brutality by the 98 00:06:36,600 --> 00:06:40,760 Speaker 4: Los Angeles Sheriff's Department. This is a developing story. Weedian 99 00:06:40,800 --> 00:06:46,520 Speaker 4: House will follow up later. And finally, this week's Unhoused 100 00:06:46,520 --> 00:06:52,480 Speaker 4: News exclusive is with Aaron Flores, former environmental compliance inspector 101 00:06:52,839 --> 00:06:57,120 Speaker 4: turned videographer. This interview was recorded last November after an 102 00:06:57,200 --> 00:07:00,799 Speaker 4: event I attended where doctor Cornell West spoke with local 103 00:07:00,839 --> 00:07:04,719 Speaker 4: activists at a fundraising event for his campaign. And don't worry, 104 00:07:05,080 --> 00:07:07,960 Speaker 4: my interview with Cornell West will be included in an 105 00:07:08,040 --> 00:07:11,880 Speaker 4: upcoming episode. Aaron and I had a fascinating talk where 106 00:07:12,000 --> 00:07:14,800 Speaker 4: let's just say, we don't always agree. It's a longer one, 107 00:07:14,840 --> 00:07:23,920 Speaker 4: but we'll be sharing the first part here. Hello. 108 00:07:24,160 --> 00:07:26,760 Speaker 6: My name is Aaron Flores. I used to work as 109 00:07:26,760 --> 00:07:31,800 Speaker 6: an environmental compliance inspector for La Sanitation. I did the 110 00:07:31,920 --> 00:07:36,520 Speaker 6: job for about three years, and I decided last July 111 00:07:37,280 --> 00:07:42,000 Speaker 6: to leave a very financially comfortable job that put me 112 00:07:42,160 --> 00:07:45,920 Speaker 6: in many ethical conflicts. I decided to leave that to 113 00:07:45,960 --> 00:07:48,720 Speaker 6: try to be a little bit more consistent in my character, 114 00:07:49,360 --> 00:07:52,720 Speaker 6: especially as someone who thinks constantly about these things. 115 00:07:52,880 --> 00:07:55,080 Speaker 4: Let's start from the beginning, because this is a story 116 00:07:55,120 --> 00:07:56,280 Speaker 4: that really needs to be told. 117 00:07:56,840 --> 00:08:01,200 Speaker 6: So I worked as an ECI or environment compliance inspector 118 00:08:01,560 --> 00:08:06,680 Speaker 6: for the Liveability Services Division, which is a fairly nascent division, 119 00:08:07,280 --> 00:08:12,240 Speaker 6: and I actually got hired as an emergency hire, so 120 00:08:12,800 --> 00:08:16,360 Speaker 6: they hired me pretty quickly. I filed an application during 121 00:08:16,440 --> 00:08:22,440 Speaker 6: summer and I began training in about August, so that's 122 00:08:22,760 --> 00:08:26,280 Speaker 6: very very fast for a city employee. Usually city employees 123 00:08:26,320 --> 00:08:29,240 Speaker 6: have to wait a long time. Started training, I didn't 124 00:08:29,280 --> 00:08:32,360 Speaker 6: really know what exactly I was getting into, but I 125 00:08:32,440 --> 00:08:36,000 Speaker 6: had an idea. We studied the municipal Code of fifty 126 00:08:36,040 --> 00:08:36,640 Speaker 6: six eleven. 127 00:08:37,200 --> 00:08:39,000 Speaker 4: What is fifty six eleven. 128 00:08:38,720 --> 00:08:42,480 Speaker 6: So it's basically rules of the sidewalk and there's been 129 00:08:42,520 --> 00:08:45,360 Speaker 6: a few revisions of it. I think in twenty sixteen 130 00:08:45,440 --> 00:08:49,559 Speaker 6: they like added a few revisions. When you first read it, 131 00:08:49,559 --> 00:08:52,319 Speaker 6: it's kind of like a little bit vague, it's kind 132 00:08:52,360 --> 00:08:55,559 Speaker 6: of just refers to just anything. And then later on 133 00:08:56,160 --> 00:08:59,120 Speaker 6: it starts it feels like it begins to be a 134 00:08:59,160 --> 00:09:02,440 Speaker 6: little bit more targeted, maybe towards the unhoused or you know, 135 00:09:02,640 --> 00:09:07,360 Speaker 6: just very specific legal circumstances for the unhoused. But as 136 00:09:07,400 --> 00:09:12,920 Speaker 6: an ECI, I abide by that municipal code so I 137 00:09:12,960 --> 00:09:16,920 Speaker 6: can't do anything outside of my jurisdiction, but I do 138 00:09:17,000 --> 00:09:20,959 Speaker 6: follow these set principles, and many of the ones that 139 00:09:21,000 --> 00:09:25,320 Speaker 6: we had enforced or asked police enforcement to enforce, would 140 00:09:25,360 --> 00:09:28,720 Speaker 6: be eighty A, which is the American Disabilities Act, which 141 00:09:28,760 --> 00:09:32,200 Speaker 6: requires I think it's three feet of walkway space on 142 00:09:32,280 --> 00:09:36,439 Speaker 6: any sidewalk. And the other one would be ingress egress, 143 00:09:36,520 --> 00:09:38,959 Speaker 6: which is you cannot be within ten feet of an 144 00:09:39,080 --> 00:09:42,640 Speaker 6: entrance or exit which includes a driveway or a doorway. 145 00:09:43,320 --> 00:09:46,960 Speaker 4: When you were being trained, did they mention the tense 146 00:09:47,040 --> 00:09:49,880 Speaker 4: relationship would be dealing with the unhoused or how to 147 00:09:49,880 --> 00:09:53,240 Speaker 4: deal with that or what was their training on that? 148 00:09:53,400 --> 00:09:56,080 Speaker 4: Because you were dealing with human beings and their belongings, 149 00:09:56,320 --> 00:09:59,000 Speaker 4: you probably gathered if I started rummaging through your things 150 00:09:59,040 --> 00:10:01,079 Speaker 4: or going and throwing your things in the trash, you 151 00:10:01,200 --> 00:10:03,440 Speaker 4: want to be unstendedly upset. So how did they work 152 00:10:04,240 --> 00:10:05,560 Speaker 4: work that into your trend? 153 00:10:06,520 --> 00:10:08,520 Speaker 6: Well, I guess it would be on field training. You 154 00:10:08,600 --> 00:10:11,200 Speaker 6: read something on paper and it looks a little bit 155 00:10:11,200 --> 00:10:15,080 Speaker 6: more convenient, but obviously, as an ECI, it's just being 156 00:10:15,120 --> 00:10:18,320 Speaker 6: the bearer bad news. And even though it's a very 157 00:10:18,360 --> 00:10:21,680 Speaker 6: difficult thing to do, except you know, especially for someone 158 00:10:21,679 --> 00:10:25,560 Speaker 6: who's cognizant or conscious and concerned about their ethical life. 159 00:10:25,840 --> 00:10:29,120 Speaker 6: But when you're being paid like eighty thousand dollars projected 160 00:10:29,160 --> 00:10:32,920 Speaker 6: into one hundred thousand within I don't know, six years 161 00:10:32,960 --> 00:10:35,959 Speaker 6: of service, it you know, begins to be a little 162 00:10:35,960 --> 00:10:39,199 Speaker 6: bit you kind of compromise, at least in the beginning, 163 00:10:39,600 --> 00:10:44,480 Speaker 6: you know, just like characters in Dostoyevsky's novels, you know, 164 00:10:44,559 --> 00:10:48,000 Speaker 6: you can only evade guilt for so long until it 165 00:10:48,040 --> 00:10:50,480 Speaker 6: really begins to be sort of crippling. 166 00:10:51,280 --> 00:10:54,400 Speaker 4: Well, I remember that as the Median House was in 167 00:10:54,800 --> 00:10:58,360 Speaker 4: it innascency, we were out on the field in covering 168 00:10:58,400 --> 00:11:01,319 Speaker 4: the sweeps to educate people, and we ran across when 169 00:11:01,360 --> 00:11:05,360 Speaker 4: you was employed, and we definitely were not the most 170 00:11:05,360 --> 00:11:07,160 Speaker 4: polite or you know, it was kind of a tense 171 00:11:07,280 --> 00:11:10,360 Speaker 4: situation because of the issues there. What was going through 172 00:11:10,400 --> 00:11:12,240 Speaker 4: your mind when you've seen this a bunch show up 173 00:11:12,240 --> 00:11:15,360 Speaker 4: with a camera and microphone. What was your initial reaction 174 00:11:15,440 --> 00:11:20,720 Speaker 4: because a lot of the the ecis initially they were surprised, 175 00:11:20,880 --> 00:11:23,679 Speaker 4: some of them became very angry, some of them became 176 00:11:23,760 --> 00:11:26,959 Speaker 4: very confrontational, believing or not, and which shocked a lot 177 00:11:27,000 --> 00:11:29,880 Speaker 4: of us. Like we didn't expect the type of reaction. 178 00:11:30,040 --> 00:11:32,040 Speaker 4: We talked that it was going to be sastoic, but 179 00:11:32,360 --> 00:11:35,360 Speaker 4: then they started becoming vigdictive. So what was your initial 180 00:11:35,400 --> 00:11:37,680 Speaker 4: reaction when we first came up on the same. 181 00:11:38,920 --> 00:11:42,000 Speaker 6: Usually for me, I just I'm expecting to be filmed, 182 00:11:42,080 --> 00:11:44,920 Speaker 6: so I make sure I crossed my t's and dot 183 00:11:45,000 --> 00:11:50,720 Speaker 6: my eyes. So sometimes, you know, ECIS would get in 184 00:11:50,720 --> 00:11:55,160 Speaker 6: trouble for, as you said, sometimes talking directly to people 185 00:11:55,360 --> 00:11:59,400 Speaker 6: or to anyone you know who's quotable. Yeah, we would 186 00:11:59,400 --> 00:12:03,559 Speaker 6: get in trouble for you know, not following standard operating procedures. 187 00:12:05,040 --> 00:12:10,800 Speaker 6: Some of our procedures included like taking photographic evidence, and 188 00:12:10,840 --> 00:12:13,560 Speaker 6: there were, at least in the very beginning of LSD, 189 00:12:13,960 --> 00:12:18,719 Speaker 6: people would often take shortcuts when people weren't looking. Oftentimes, 190 00:12:18,760 --> 00:12:22,400 Speaker 6: some of the justifications that are used are finding urine 191 00:12:22,440 --> 00:12:28,000 Speaker 6: or fequal matter inside of encampment, And an encampment is 192 00:12:28,000 --> 00:12:31,240 Speaker 6: a little bit different from homelessness because an encampment usually 193 00:12:31,360 --> 00:12:35,360 Speaker 6: entels like a tent or some type of structure. But anyways, 194 00:12:35,600 --> 00:12:40,760 Speaker 6: some of the shortcuts would be justifying throwing away a 195 00:12:40,800 --> 00:12:44,280 Speaker 6: lot of the encampment for a year and bottle that 196 00:12:44,360 --> 00:12:49,080 Speaker 6: might be contained within something and oftentimes the justification for 197 00:12:49,120 --> 00:12:54,120 Speaker 6: throwing away these things would be cross contamination. But you know, 198 00:12:54,160 --> 00:12:56,640 Speaker 6: there has to be a justification behind every single thing 199 00:12:56,679 --> 00:13:00,760 Speaker 6: that we do because as an inspector, are job is 200 00:13:00,800 --> 00:13:05,720 Speaker 6: to care for the health and safety of the public. 201 00:13:06,480 --> 00:13:08,880 Speaker 6: And this is probably the limiting point of where we 202 00:13:08,920 --> 00:13:13,160 Speaker 6: start getting into disagreements because I do believe that there 203 00:13:13,200 --> 00:13:15,920 Speaker 6: are health hazards that are produced in encampments. 204 00:13:18,440 --> 00:13:21,080 Speaker 4: Well, I have a lot to say about fat. During 205 00:13:21,120 --> 00:13:25,240 Speaker 4: our next Unhoused News segment, we'll continue that conversation and 206 00:13:25,280 --> 00:13:31,199 Speaker 4: I will challenge Aaron on the house views of encampments. 207 00:13:32,360 --> 00:13:36,600 Speaker 4: And that's in House News for this week. Up next, 208 00:13:36,960 --> 00:13:39,079 Speaker 4: we get to talk to the people at the forefront 209 00:13:39,160 --> 00:13:42,120 Speaker 4: of the LA activist community and get into the nitty 210 00:13:42,160 --> 00:13:45,040 Speaker 4: gritty around what it really takes to have a consistent 211 00:13:45,400 --> 00:13:58,240 Speaker 4: and positive impact on the community. Stay with us, Welcome 212 00:13:58,240 --> 00:14:01,000 Speaker 4: back to well in House. I gave you a homework 213 00:14:01,040 --> 00:14:03,800 Speaker 4: assignment at the end of our last episode, and it 214 00:14:03,920 --> 00:14:08,760 Speaker 4: was what is the difference between mutual aid charity and philanthropy. 215 00:14:09,200 --> 00:14:12,520 Speaker 4: In the next two episodes, we'll be exploring the issues fully. 216 00:14:13,480 --> 00:14:16,360 Speaker 4: These three activists are essential to the conversation we're going 217 00:14:16,400 --> 00:14:19,000 Speaker 4: to have today. We're going to pull the curtain back 218 00:14:19,160 --> 00:14:22,080 Speaker 4: of a bit of history, experience, and laughter to keep 219 00:14:22,120 --> 00:14:26,320 Speaker 4: our wits about us. In a discombobulated world, time does 220 00:14:26,400 --> 00:14:29,960 Speaker 4: not permit the awesomeness of all of our guests and 221 00:14:30,040 --> 00:14:32,840 Speaker 4: what they mean to the city of Los Angeles. Here's 222 00:14:32,880 --> 00:14:46,320 Speaker 4: my roundtable talk with Melissa Asadero, Zen Sakizawa, and Neil Blakemore. Well, 223 00:14:46,360 --> 00:14:48,720 Speaker 4: this is the exciting part of it. All of the 224 00:14:48,840 --> 00:14:51,640 Speaker 4: activists here we know each other and we want to 225 00:14:51,640 --> 00:14:56,680 Speaker 4: basically have a very educational, fun kind of conversation. And 226 00:14:56,760 --> 00:15:01,520 Speaker 4: the studios we have Neil Hello, and Melissa Asadero. Watch 227 00:15:01,560 --> 00:15:09,560 Speaker 4: I get this right, Zen Seki sawad I didn't butcher that. 228 00:15:10,840 --> 00:15:13,480 Speaker 4: So all of them know me and then in our 229 00:15:13,560 --> 00:15:16,160 Speaker 4: own way, and but yet we all have the same 230 00:15:16,240 --> 00:15:19,840 Speaker 4: kind of common course in mind and heart and spirit. 231 00:15:20,400 --> 00:15:23,840 Speaker 4: So I'm going to touch base with Melissa. She's going 232 00:15:23,880 --> 00:15:26,280 Speaker 4: to give us a little bit of a backdrop about 233 00:15:26,320 --> 00:15:28,640 Speaker 4: mutual age. Yeah, so Melissa tell us a little bit 234 00:15:28,640 --> 00:15:30,400 Speaker 4: about the history of mutual. 235 00:15:30,120 --> 00:15:32,760 Speaker 7: A Well, I think a lot of people feel like 236 00:15:32,880 --> 00:15:35,400 Speaker 7: mutual aid is sort of especially if you're new to 237 00:15:35,480 --> 00:15:39,640 Speaker 7: it and came into it during the pandemic, that that 238 00:15:39,760 --> 00:15:42,360 Speaker 7: was something that kind of just sort of like sprouted 239 00:15:42,760 --> 00:15:45,520 Speaker 7: kind of as a response to the pandemic. But this 240 00:15:45,560 --> 00:15:48,880 Speaker 7: has been happening for hundreds of years. I started to 241 00:15:48,920 --> 00:15:52,520 Speaker 7: research the history of mutual aid because I really wanted 242 00:15:52,520 --> 00:15:57,080 Speaker 7: to understand how the areas that were most active in 243 00:15:57,560 --> 00:16:00,840 Speaker 7: are predominantly in black and brown communities. And so when 244 00:16:00,840 --> 00:16:03,840 Speaker 7: what I found was during the eighteen hundreds, nineteen hundreds, 245 00:16:03,840 --> 00:16:07,760 Speaker 7: even like way way back, so mutual aid projects basically 246 00:16:07,760 --> 00:16:10,160 Speaker 7: our way for like political participation for a lot of 247 00:16:10,200 --> 00:16:14,120 Speaker 7: these groups. The Free African Society actually happened in seventeen 248 00:16:14,240 --> 00:16:18,080 Speaker 7: eighty seven. That came about in Philadelphia, and it was 249 00:16:18,080 --> 00:16:21,040 Speaker 7: in the summer of seventeen ninety three because there was 250 00:16:21,400 --> 00:16:24,479 Speaker 7: an epidemic that had Philadelphia of like yellow fever. 251 00:16:25,080 --> 00:16:28,160 Speaker 4: Their version of COVID nineteen exactly, yeah, exactly. 252 00:16:28,160 --> 00:16:32,120 Speaker 7: See, So there were two black ministers and the founders 253 00:16:32,160 --> 00:16:35,960 Speaker 7: of the Free African Society was Richard Allen and Absalom Jones. 254 00:16:36,800 --> 00:16:39,160 Speaker 7: So they were one of the first black mutual aid 255 00:16:39,200 --> 00:16:41,720 Speaker 7: societies in the US, and so it was just really 256 00:16:41,800 --> 00:16:45,400 Speaker 7: kind of a way for them to organize folks who 257 00:16:45,400 --> 00:16:48,560 Speaker 7: were dying in like literally on the street, because I 258 00:16:48,600 --> 00:16:52,800 Speaker 7: think the city itself begged black residents for help, believing 259 00:16:52,840 --> 00:16:54,360 Speaker 7: in correct correctly that they were. 260 00:16:54,240 --> 00:16:57,080 Speaker 4: Immune to the disease. So the racism too within. 261 00:16:56,920 --> 00:17:02,640 Speaker 7: The medicaleah medical racism was targeted right into sort of 262 00:17:02,640 --> 00:17:05,199 Speaker 7: black citizens, and so they felt like it was their 263 00:17:05,240 --> 00:17:09,000 Speaker 7: duty to basically, you know, support suffering brothers and sisters, 264 00:17:09,040 --> 00:17:13,120 Speaker 7: and so they created relief for the sick, sheltering orphans, 265 00:17:13,160 --> 00:17:16,040 Speaker 7: transporting and burying the z and so it really was 266 00:17:16,119 --> 00:17:18,679 Speaker 7: again like a response to what was happening because they 267 00:17:18,720 --> 00:17:23,840 Speaker 7: saw the government wasn't doing anything so commedy. And then 268 00:17:23,840 --> 00:17:26,600 Speaker 7: the black mutual aid societies spread rapidly in the early 269 00:17:26,640 --> 00:17:30,040 Speaker 7: eighteen hundreds. I think by like the eighteen thirties, one 270 00:17:30,080 --> 00:17:34,879 Speaker 7: hundred mutual age societies kind of like explode in Philadelphia, Baltimore, Boston, 271 00:17:34,960 --> 00:17:38,200 Speaker 7: New Orleans. And so this kind of kept happening for 272 00:17:38,240 --> 00:17:42,080 Speaker 7: like hundreds of years. You go forward to eighteen thirty five, 273 00:17:42,800 --> 00:17:45,600 Speaker 7: the New York Committee of Vigilance was actually founded when 274 00:17:45,640 --> 00:17:49,639 Speaker 7: Frederick Douglas escaped from enslavement in eighteen thirty eight. He 275 00:17:49,680 --> 00:17:51,800 Speaker 7: fled to New York City, and I think a lot 276 00:17:51,840 --> 00:17:55,760 Speaker 7: of self emancipation was dangerous and terrifying for people. So 277 00:17:55,960 --> 00:17:58,840 Speaker 7: you had no money and no home, and often white 278 00:17:58,920 --> 00:18:03,159 Speaker 7: kidnappers and police were hunting you down. So so uh, 279 00:18:03,240 --> 00:18:06,159 Speaker 7: Predic Douglass and a bunch of other black scholars and 280 00:18:06,200 --> 00:18:10,159 Speaker 7: folks created support for folks who were running away. So 281 00:18:10,240 --> 00:18:14,680 Speaker 7: it was just kind of a practical abolition for them. 282 00:18:14,800 --> 00:18:15,240 Speaker 4: M hmm. 283 00:18:15,840 --> 00:18:18,920 Speaker 7: It's like for folks we are kind of like newly emancipated. 284 00:18:19,240 --> 00:18:24,080 Speaker 7: Back then, they knew the barriers for other kind of folks, 285 00:18:24,200 --> 00:18:27,840 Speaker 7: recently freed folks like you know, what you can do 286 00:18:27,880 --> 00:18:30,280 Speaker 7: where you can hide, and so they created these these 287 00:18:30,359 --> 00:18:35,040 Speaker 7: mutual aid networks and then fast forward to underground railroad. 288 00:18:35,400 --> 00:18:36,520 Speaker 4: So it's just again like. 289 00:18:36,480 --> 00:18:40,679 Speaker 7: I'm trying to create like a longer arc of the 290 00:18:40,720 --> 00:18:43,960 Speaker 7: timeline of the work that we're doing. So, I mean, 291 00:18:44,000 --> 00:18:46,879 Speaker 7: I have so much more. There's so much here, Like 292 00:18:46,960 --> 00:18:52,439 Speaker 7: early nineteen hundred's Chinese consolidated benevolent association. So you have 293 00:18:52,480 --> 00:18:55,320 Speaker 7: to remember through the context historical contact that's happening at 294 00:18:55,320 --> 00:18:57,199 Speaker 7: the time. So you have to remember, like you know, 295 00:18:57,280 --> 00:18:59,239 Speaker 7: Chinese were kind of like building the railroads and all 296 00:18:59,280 --> 00:19:02,760 Speaker 7: that stuff. And so I think for us as black 297 00:19:02,800 --> 00:19:05,760 Speaker 7: and brown folks like we just have always been outside 298 00:19:05,760 --> 00:19:08,920 Speaker 7: of the system, and so we create systems of care 299 00:19:10,000 --> 00:19:13,400 Speaker 7: within that network. I'm trying to encourage folks to think 300 00:19:13,440 --> 00:19:15,760 Speaker 7: beyond what you know, like kind of the system that 301 00:19:15,800 --> 00:19:17,920 Speaker 7: we create and so like mteal aid has always been 302 00:19:17,920 --> 00:19:18,800 Speaker 7: born out of that. 303 00:19:19,080 --> 00:19:21,879 Speaker 4: Also too, if I interject this that we have a 304 00:19:22,080 --> 00:19:26,439 Speaker 4: historical blinderss because the historical leaders of the past, we 305 00:19:26,480 --> 00:19:29,639 Speaker 4: are kind of whitewashed and we don't really talk about, 306 00:19:29,720 --> 00:19:33,359 Speaker 4: for example, those revolutionary type of ideas because at that 307 00:19:33,400 --> 00:19:36,520 Speaker 4: period of time it was outside of the way. It 308 00:19:36,600 --> 00:19:39,640 Speaker 4: was not a normal practice. It was and we don't 309 00:19:39,720 --> 00:19:41,480 Speaker 4: we kind of I don't want to say minimize it, 310 00:19:41,520 --> 00:19:44,919 Speaker 4: but we don't really emphasize it's dangerous, it was against 311 00:19:44,920 --> 00:19:48,040 Speaker 4: the law, it was the death penalty for any slave 312 00:19:48,480 --> 00:19:51,760 Speaker 4: to read always those kinds of things that was going 313 00:19:51,760 --> 00:19:54,119 Speaker 4: on there that if you had escaped and they got 314 00:19:54,200 --> 00:19:56,560 Speaker 4: the slave catcher, you remember as how the police have 315 00:19:56,640 --> 00:20:00,280 Speaker 4: been formed. All of these things has its underpinnings from 316 00:20:00,320 --> 00:20:03,200 Speaker 4: these kind of systems. We don't give it a second glance, 317 00:20:03,200 --> 00:20:05,560 Speaker 4: so we really don't take a second to really emphasize 318 00:20:05,680 --> 00:20:08,239 Speaker 4: this is where this comes from. But I want to 319 00:20:08,320 --> 00:20:13,280 Speaker 4: jump in then into the conversation, hie yays. Then we 320 00:20:14,000 --> 00:20:17,000 Speaker 4: have known each other for some time, and I was 321 00:20:17,040 --> 00:20:23,120 Speaker 4: wondering what is your insights on mutual aid, philanthropy and charity, 322 00:20:23,280 --> 00:20:26,800 Speaker 4: because we've had some excellent conversations. I just want to 323 00:20:26,840 --> 00:20:29,000 Speaker 4: just capture it, just a slice of those moments with 324 00:20:29,760 --> 00:20:30,320 Speaker 4: our audience. 325 00:20:30,480 --> 00:20:34,040 Speaker 5: Yeah, well, thanks for having me here. It's so cool 326 00:20:34,040 --> 00:20:36,880 Speaker 5: to be with Melissa and Neil and you and yeah, 327 00:20:36,920 --> 00:20:39,879 Speaker 5: we've known each other for a really long time, almost. 328 00:20:39,720 --> 00:20:40,520 Speaker 3: Eight years now. 329 00:20:42,200 --> 00:20:43,080 Speaker 4: Talk about jazz. 330 00:20:43,280 --> 00:20:48,240 Speaker 5: Okay, So most of you've known us for our power 331 00:20:48,320 --> 00:20:51,520 Speaker 5: ups that we have every week, say mutual Aid program 332 00:20:52,280 --> 00:20:55,600 Speaker 5: we've been doing every Saturday from two to five pm 333 00:20:56,040 --> 00:20:59,560 Speaker 5: for the last three years, yes, almost three years coming up. 334 00:20:59,720 --> 00:21:03,240 Speaker 4: Yes, I get excited when we talked about the Mutual 335 00:21:03,240 --> 00:21:08,200 Speaker 4: eight because we first started, we were feeling our way 336 00:21:08,320 --> 00:21:12,880 Speaker 4: into the situation. And I remember when we first started, 337 00:21:13,280 --> 00:21:15,119 Speaker 4: we were on the side on the street on the 338 00:21:15,160 --> 00:21:18,960 Speaker 4: corner of Judge John Isio a little Tokyo and at 339 00:21:19,040 --> 00:21:23,040 Speaker 4: Thurimi Plaza, and we knew what we wanted to do. 340 00:21:23,160 --> 00:21:27,080 Speaker 4: We knew the crisis was real, we knew people needed help. 341 00:21:27,240 --> 00:21:30,639 Speaker 4: But you know, there was a context there was things 342 00:21:30,680 --> 00:21:33,320 Speaker 4: going on that you know, the residents of the the 343 00:21:33,359 --> 00:21:36,120 Speaker 4: trumy Plaza they looked on at the kind of side 344 00:21:36,200 --> 00:21:39,680 Speaker 4: eye you know, just say, charity. What was your first 345 00:21:39,720 --> 00:21:41,080 Speaker 4: expressions when we first. 346 00:21:40,920 --> 00:21:45,840 Speaker 5: Started out our first our first power up was kind 347 00:21:45,840 --> 00:21:49,159 Speaker 5: of scary, you know. I think we had one table. 348 00:21:49,720 --> 00:21:53,600 Speaker 5: There had been an encampment we started. We started during 349 00:21:53,680 --> 00:21:59,159 Speaker 5: pandemic too, and but very different from what you were 350 00:21:59,200 --> 00:21:59,680 Speaker 5: talking about. 351 00:22:00,160 --> 00:22:03,240 Speaker 3: I question, hope. So, but yeah, we had. 352 00:22:03,160 --> 00:22:05,920 Speaker 5: One table and we were in the middle of an 353 00:22:06,000 --> 00:22:10,840 Speaker 5: encampment in Totyomi Plaza. They're probably like maybe thirty residents there. 354 00:22:11,800 --> 00:22:13,400 Speaker 3: We had asked them. 355 00:22:13,400 --> 00:22:17,439 Speaker 5: Previously a couple of weeks prior if they would be 356 00:22:18,280 --> 00:22:20,920 Speaker 5: fine with us coming and doing it, and they were 357 00:22:20,920 --> 00:22:21,399 Speaker 5: like okay. 358 00:22:21,720 --> 00:22:23,080 Speaker 4: And yeah. 359 00:22:23,119 --> 00:22:27,440 Speaker 5: It was a lot of trial and error and learning 360 00:22:28,240 --> 00:22:33,080 Speaker 5: especially from you THEO, and like understanding really what the 361 00:22:33,119 --> 00:22:38,600 Speaker 5: practice of mutual aid is versus charity, Like having people 362 00:22:39,119 --> 00:22:42,960 Speaker 5: with their own autonomy talking to them about what their 363 00:22:43,000 --> 00:22:47,280 Speaker 5: needs are, versus like, you know, projecting what you think 364 00:22:47,440 --> 00:22:49,159 Speaker 5: their needs are for us. 365 00:22:49,359 --> 00:22:51,680 Speaker 3: Like mutual aid is old. 366 00:22:51,800 --> 00:22:54,040 Speaker 5: I mean it's old, like Melissa says, I mean I 367 00:22:54,080 --> 00:22:58,320 Speaker 5: think it goes into indigenous cultures, it goes into animals, 368 00:22:58,400 --> 00:23:03,480 Speaker 5: it goes into nature. So it's only because of the 369 00:23:03,560 --> 00:23:08,160 Speaker 5: systems of white supremacy and imperialism that that has been 370 00:23:08,240 --> 00:23:09,920 Speaker 5: extracted out of our lives. 371 00:23:09,960 --> 00:23:11,679 Speaker 3: And we think this is a new thing, you know. 372 00:23:11,800 --> 00:23:18,920 Speaker 5: So yeah, but like it is acknowledging the fact that 373 00:23:19,400 --> 00:23:23,360 Speaker 5: if we're not all okay, we're not going to survive. 374 00:23:24,240 --> 00:23:27,320 Speaker 5: And I think with like charities, there's a lot of 375 00:23:27,320 --> 00:23:30,200 Speaker 5: means testing. Obviously, you have to you have to fit 376 00:23:30,240 --> 00:23:34,080 Speaker 5: a certain like stereotype, you have to you know, believe 377 00:23:34,080 --> 00:23:35,720 Speaker 5: in God, you have to. 378 00:23:37,359 --> 00:23:39,320 Speaker 3: Not look like you're on drugs or. 379 00:23:39,160 --> 00:23:46,920 Speaker 5: Whatever, and and those things don't acknowledge like what put 380 00:23:47,080 --> 00:23:51,320 Speaker 5: these people in these desperate situations in the first place. 381 00:23:51,480 --> 00:23:54,159 Speaker 3: And I think that is the biggest difference of like 382 00:23:55,080 --> 00:23:57,720 Speaker 3: charities will address. 383 00:23:57,400 --> 00:24:03,280 Speaker 5: An issue like you're hungry, but mutual aid in its 384 00:24:03,320 --> 00:24:06,800 Speaker 5: best form will say, Okay, you're hungry, here's what you 385 00:24:06,840 --> 00:24:10,200 Speaker 5: need to survive. Let's talk about why you are hungry. 386 00:24:10,520 --> 00:24:12,760 Speaker 5: Let's talk about what put you in this position that 387 00:24:12,800 --> 00:24:15,840 Speaker 5: you're hungry. You don't have a house, you know, you're 388 00:24:15,840 --> 00:24:18,840 Speaker 5: doing self care stuff, and like you know, like all 389 00:24:18,880 --> 00:24:22,919 Speaker 5: these things. Yeah, I think that's the biggest difference for 390 00:24:23,000 --> 00:24:27,679 Speaker 5: me is just acknowledging the oppression and the systems that 391 00:24:27,760 --> 00:24:30,520 Speaker 5: put you in this certain situation, and not to be 392 00:24:30,600 --> 00:24:34,320 Speaker 5: ashamed of it, to just acknowledge it and be conscious 393 00:24:34,359 --> 00:24:34,600 Speaker 5: of it. 394 00:24:34,920 --> 00:24:37,080 Speaker 3: And then how do we go from there? How do 395 00:24:37,080 --> 00:24:38,480 Speaker 3: you empower yourself from there? 396 00:24:39,040 --> 00:24:41,240 Speaker 5: Like when you don't feel like the victim, you don't 397 00:24:41,240 --> 00:24:45,800 Speaker 5: feel ashamed, you should feel pissed, right, Yeah. 398 00:24:45,440 --> 00:24:45,639 Speaker 1: You know. 399 00:24:45,800 --> 00:24:47,639 Speaker 4: And I think one of the things images when you 400 00:24:47,640 --> 00:24:50,639 Speaker 4: were saying this about the differences between the means testing 401 00:24:50,680 --> 00:24:54,000 Speaker 4: of charities and mutual aid. I remember there was a 402 00:24:54,000 --> 00:24:56,200 Speaker 4: couple of times that we've had some of the residents 403 00:24:56,240 --> 00:24:59,480 Speaker 4: that had moments where they had breaks in reality. Now 404 00:24:59,640 --> 00:25:02,440 Speaker 4: usually is you probably know the usually people that see 405 00:25:02,480 --> 00:25:06,480 Speaker 4: them get afraid called police. And I really really was 406 00:25:06,560 --> 00:25:09,640 Speaker 4: gratified of the way it says, how do we deal 407 00:25:09,680 --> 00:25:11,879 Speaker 4: with this because we know that there's going to be 408 00:25:11,920 --> 00:25:14,239 Speaker 4: people that are not used to this, what can we 409 00:25:14,320 --> 00:25:18,639 Speaker 4: do to make them be safe, be fed, and be 410 00:25:18,720 --> 00:25:21,080 Speaker 4: able to come out of whatever they need to. And 411 00:25:21,119 --> 00:25:24,040 Speaker 4: that I think is a little bit different than when 412 00:25:24,080 --> 00:25:27,240 Speaker 4: we have charities or security or like the bids or 413 00:25:27,359 --> 00:25:31,159 Speaker 4: those kind of entities. Because people think you know, running 414 00:25:31,160 --> 00:25:33,200 Speaker 4: them away or moving them, They're just going to go 415 00:25:33,240 --> 00:25:35,399 Speaker 4: down the block and still have the same end episode. 416 00:25:35,640 --> 00:25:38,240 Speaker 4: It's not going to change. And they're coming to those 417 00:25:38,320 --> 00:25:41,760 Speaker 4: places to get fed and get seen and be safe. 418 00:25:41,800 --> 00:25:45,000 Speaker 4: Because you can be able to get the type of 419 00:25:45,000 --> 00:25:47,520 Speaker 4: community to support that, you're truly going to do the 420 00:25:47,600 --> 00:25:50,720 Speaker 4: trauma inform care kind of approach. I think, what's what 421 00:25:51,280 --> 00:25:54,520 Speaker 4: I think I'm hovering around that idea, but truly looking 422 00:25:54,600 --> 00:25:59,040 Speaker 4: at that and looking at dismantling the systems ofcarcoral kind 423 00:25:59,080 --> 00:26:02,840 Speaker 4: of incarceration with the care courts is looming large in 424 00:26:02,840 --> 00:26:06,440 Speaker 4: California as we speak now. And Neil, Neil, did you 425 00:26:06,480 --> 00:26:07,400 Speaker 4: have anything you want to say? 426 00:26:07,480 --> 00:26:11,359 Speaker 2: Yeah, just that I think you're you're talking about treating 427 00:26:11,359 --> 00:26:13,919 Speaker 2: people like they're a human being rather than a problem, right, 428 00:26:13,920 --> 00:26:19,439 Speaker 2: And I think that that is so important. And I feel, 429 00:26:19,680 --> 00:26:22,919 Speaker 2: you know, one thing, in terms of people who are 430 00:26:22,920 --> 00:26:26,600 Speaker 2: interested in building movements against these systems of oppression, mutual 431 00:26:26,600 --> 00:26:29,040 Speaker 2: aid I think is essential to that because it builds 432 00:26:29,720 --> 00:26:34,640 Speaker 2: like resilient communities. And you know, these these electoral organizers 433 00:26:35,200 --> 00:26:37,040 Speaker 2: they come in and they get a lot of people 434 00:26:37,080 --> 00:26:39,560 Speaker 2: interested in this thing, but then their their movements are brittle, 435 00:26:39,640 --> 00:26:43,000 Speaker 2: because they're not built on that kind of reciprocity that 436 00:26:43,080 --> 00:26:46,080 Speaker 2: we need if we really want to survive and and 437 00:26:46,160 --> 00:26:49,960 Speaker 2: I even survive beyond like you know, whatever happens to 438 00:26:50,000 --> 00:26:52,600 Speaker 2: the United States or whatever the next election, but like 439 00:26:52,800 --> 00:26:55,639 Speaker 2: we're we're facing an existential crisis that's much bigger than that. 440 00:26:55,680 --> 00:26:57,960 Speaker 2: And I think we're gonna we're going to need mutual 441 00:26:58,000 --> 00:26:59,720 Speaker 2: aid if we want to get through that. 442 00:27:00,000 --> 00:27:02,760 Speaker 7: I want to add to that because mutual aid and 443 00:27:03,080 --> 00:27:06,480 Speaker 7: even kind of grounding the again back to historical contexts. 444 00:27:06,520 --> 00:27:10,800 Speaker 7: I love history around social justice movements. We recently had 445 00:27:10,880 --> 00:27:15,760 Speaker 7: Cleo Silver's here and Cleo Silver Versus the central organizer 446 00:27:15,800 --> 00:27:19,280 Speaker 7: of the Black Panther Parties Free Breakfast Programs, which thought 447 00:27:19,320 --> 00:27:22,560 Speaker 7: in Oakland in sixty nine. She was also part of 448 00:27:22,600 --> 00:27:26,560 Speaker 7: the Young Lords in the Bronx and really was kind 449 00:27:26,560 --> 00:27:30,440 Speaker 7: of the architect of a lot of like actions around 450 00:27:31,359 --> 00:27:35,359 Speaker 7: taking back the hospitals and really kind of the medical 451 00:27:35,400 --> 00:27:39,919 Speaker 7: system which has been violently racist and harmful and violent 452 00:27:40,000 --> 00:27:44,720 Speaker 7: to the black communities. She was recently here and it 453 00:27:44,800 --> 00:27:47,359 Speaker 7: was just really really cool to hear her talk about 454 00:27:47,960 --> 00:27:50,199 Speaker 7: how she was able to envision a lot of the 455 00:27:50,200 --> 00:27:53,520 Speaker 7: work that she did, especially with the Panthers and what 456 00:27:53,560 --> 00:27:56,919 Speaker 7: I love about mutual aid it is literally the threat 457 00:27:57,280 --> 00:28:01,760 Speaker 7: to the government, Like what we're doing is absolutely a 458 00:28:01,800 --> 00:28:05,360 Speaker 7: threat because we show a model that is doable. We're 459 00:28:05,400 --> 00:28:09,880 Speaker 7: showing a model that is we're showing we're showing what's possible, 460 00:28:10,640 --> 00:28:16,199 Speaker 7: and we're essentially showing folks that, like the government is 461 00:28:16,240 --> 00:28:18,000 Speaker 7: not here to take care of us, we take care 462 00:28:18,040 --> 00:28:21,600 Speaker 7: of us and really kind of embodying that in the 463 00:28:21,640 --> 00:28:24,879 Speaker 7: work that we do. So going back to Cleo Silver's 464 00:28:25,960 --> 00:28:29,679 Speaker 7: their free breakfast program was so effective that you know, 465 00:28:29,840 --> 00:28:33,520 Speaker 7: like Hoover, who's director of the FBI at the time, 466 00:28:34,280 --> 00:28:37,280 Speaker 7: named the Black Panthers really the number one threat to 467 00:28:37,760 --> 00:28:39,959 Speaker 7: you know, to the government at the time because they 468 00:28:39,960 --> 00:28:44,480 Speaker 7: were able to literally organize thousands of free breakfast to 469 00:28:44,560 --> 00:28:47,840 Speaker 7: children across I always say, like forty one cities and 470 00:28:47,920 --> 00:28:48,840 Speaker 7: that is massive. 471 00:28:49,000 --> 00:28:51,480 Speaker 4: But also she wants to point out, which is important 472 00:28:51,600 --> 00:28:54,600 Speaker 4: which is going on with us, is they tried to 473 00:28:54,600 --> 00:28:58,920 Speaker 4: find ways to sabotage that success. Yeah, poisoning food, which 474 00:28:59,120 --> 00:29:01,840 Speaker 4: is one of the things when we stink outside the bus, 475 00:29:02,240 --> 00:29:04,680 Speaker 4: nobody wants to hear their child we have food poisoning 476 00:29:04,800 --> 00:29:08,240 Speaker 4: or poison So that really creates a disquiet or dissension 477 00:29:08,240 --> 00:29:10,560 Speaker 4: in the community, which what she says she had to 478 00:29:10,760 --> 00:29:14,080 Speaker 4: they had to stop because they were trying to deliberately 479 00:29:15,120 --> 00:29:17,840 Speaker 4: harm people and harm people in the community. And that's 480 00:29:17,880 --> 00:29:21,000 Speaker 4: simply say the same thing the conversational point. There's nothing 481 00:29:21,080 --> 00:29:25,120 Speaker 4: changed here because when we started mutual aids in people 482 00:29:25,200 --> 00:29:27,920 Speaker 4: were literally coming and talking about you know, let let 483 00:29:28,000 --> 00:29:31,720 Speaker 4: them starve, or or contacting people in the community, not 484 00:29:31,760 --> 00:29:34,680 Speaker 4: always in the community, but like people like Kevin de Leone, 485 00:29:34,800 --> 00:29:37,200 Speaker 4: or trying to put up a fence, all of these things. 486 00:29:37,200 --> 00:29:38,960 Speaker 4: Can you talk a little bit about what kind of 487 00:29:38,960 --> 00:29:44,080 Speaker 4: sabotage efforts that went on with the mutual aids there, Like, 488 00:29:44,200 --> 00:29:47,600 Speaker 4: for example, we were successfully helping people and they didn't 489 00:29:47,640 --> 00:29:50,880 Speaker 4: like that, so they started wanting to eject the residents 490 00:29:50,880 --> 00:29:52,200 Speaker 4: out of Tarumy Plaza. 491 00:29:52,280 --> 00:29:56,560 Speaker 3: Oh, you mean just all the opposition that we've just 492 00:29:56,600 --> 00:29:57,320 Speaker 3: all the other ship. 493 00:29:59,080 --> 00:30:01,880 Speaker 5: Well, I wanted to to add to what Melissa was 494 00:30:01,920 --> 00:30:05,360 Speaker 5: saying about the Black Panther Breakfast program. I think is 495 00:30:05,400 --> 00:30:08,840 Speaker 5: really essential to any mutual aid program is there's also 496 00:30:09,920 --> 00:30:15,680 Speaker 5: information shared, right, revolutionary theory shared, and I think that 497 00:30:15,840 --> 00:30:17,400 Speaker 5: is very very important. 498 00:30:17,520 --> 00:30:18,440 Speaker 3: You know, that's. 499 00:30:18,320 --> 00:30:21,880 Speaker 5: Also a big difference between mutual aid and charity, Like 500 00:30:22,360 --> 00:30:28,880 Speaker 5: you have to share that knowledge and historical information and 501 00:30:29,360 --> 00:30:31,680 Speaker 5: have people realize like what. 502 00:30:33,360 --> 00:30:34,200 Speaker 3: These systems do. 503 00:30:35,120 --> 00:30:38,520 Speaker 5: And you know it's with that sort of consciousness that 504 00:30:38,840 --> 00:30:43,640 Speaker 5: you know, we can build a better system of resistance. 505 00:30:43,760 --> 00:30:43,960 Speaker 4: Right. 506 00:30:46,400 --> 00:30:50,600 Speaker 5: But yeah, like there's a gosh, it's like so much 507 00:30:51,080 --> 00:30:54,160 Speaker 5: has happened in the three years. We've only been around 508 00:30:54,200 --> 00:31:00,280 Speaker 5: three years, and it seems like yeah, but yeah, you know, 509 00:31:00,320 --> 00:31:03,520 Speaker 5: there's a lot of communities made up of many, many 510 00:31:04,440 --> 00:31:10,160 Speaker 5: different people. That's saying things very nicely. You know, there's 511 00:31:10,200 --> 00:31:15,160 Speaker 5: a lot of classes, and you know, understanding what class 512 00:31:15,200 --> 00:31:19,680 Speaker 5: consciousness looks like specifically in Little Tokyo's been really interesting 513 00:31:19,720 --> 00:31:23,479 Speaker 5: to see. And but yeah, so we've had, of course, 514 00:31:23,600 --> 00:31:29,840 Speaker 5: like the conservative business owners like Rally, the politicians like 515 00:31:30,000 --> 00:31:36,320 Speaker 5: Kevin de Leone, and you know sweep the plaza, which 516 00:31:36,960 --> 00:31:40,320 Speaker 5: you know was really strange, not strange, it was really 517 00:31:41,600 --> 00:31:47,680 Speaker 5: disappointing for me being a longtime community member of Little Tokyo. 518 00:31:48,440 --> 00:31:52,560 Speaker 5: And you know, the hypocrisy between like forty one eighteen 519 00:31:53,160 --> 00:31:56,040 Speaker 5: and Executive Order nine oh sixty six, like one block 520 00:31:56,080 --> 00:31:59,040 Speaker 5: away from toty Umi Plaza, the big sweep that happened 521 00:31:59,360 --> 00:32:02,520 Speaker 5: was where people were rounded up and taken to camps. 522 00:32:03,160 --> 00:32:05,920 Speaker 5: And it's the same thing. It's the same story of displacement. 523 00:32:06,080 --> 00:32:08,720 Speaker 5: It's the same tactics, you know, like you don't know 524 00:32:08,720 --> 00:32:10,960 Speaker 5: where you're going, you have to put your stuff in 525 00:32:11,000 --> 00:32:14,120 Speaker 5: two bags and go right. And it's just like based 526 00:32:14,160 --> 00:32:18,840 Speaker 5: on what nothing. They call the police on us all 527 00:32:18,880 --> 00:32:21,680 Speaker 5: the time, they call the security guards on us. We've 528 00:32:21,680 --> 00:32:26,600 Speaker 5: been attacked by the bid. We have had just random 529 00:32:26,680 --> 00:32:28,640 Speaker 5: people come and start fights with us. 530 00:32:29,640 --> 00:32:31,800 Speaker 3: Yeah, it's been it's been a lot. 531 00:32:32,480 --> 00:32:35,680 Speaker 5: It's also like it's very public what we're doing every 532 00:32:35,720 --> 00:32:38,800 Speaker 5: Saturday from two to five. So yeah, there's a lot 533 00:32:38,840 --> 00:32:43,280 Speaker 5: of security concerns, you know, and like. 534 00:32:42,560 --> 00:32:44,800 Speaker 3: Like you said, like it is a direct threat to 535 00:32:44,880 --> 00:32:47,600 Speaker 3: a lot of people and people are going to react. 536 00:32:48,400 --> 00:32:49,880 Speaker 4: We will be back in a moment with more of 537 00:32:49,880 --> 00:33:01,800 Speaker 4: our conversations. Welcome back to Weedian House. Let's take you 538 00:33:01,880 --> 00:33:05,520 Speaker 4: right back into my conversation about mutual aid, charity and 539 00:33:05,520 --> 00:33:11,080 Speaker 4: philanthropy with Melissa, Neil and Zen. We did a little 540 00:33:11,080 --> 00:33:14,240 Speaker 4: bit of the history, but we didn't do the history 541 00:33:14,640 --> 00:33:17,880 Speaker 4: of how Polo pantry came into being, and I think 542 00:33:17,920 --> 00:33:22,240 Speaker 4: we would be remiss in understanding how did you formulate 543 00:33:22,320 --> 00:33:25,000 Speaker 4: that because I think that story needs to be told. 544 00:33:25,840 --> 00:33:27,840 Speaker 7: I feel like I have to meet different versions of 545 00:33:27,880 --> 00:33:31,560 Speaker 7: myself and I tell the story differently because it's almost 546 00:33:31,640 --> 00:33:35,360 Speaker 7: like you uncover, right, unravel Now that I have more 547 00:33:35,480 --> 00:33:39,320 Speaker 7: language with like the work, now that I have more 548 00:33:39,360 --> 00:33:42,959 Speaker 7: context historically, now that I have more cultural sort of 549 00:33:43,040 --> 00:33:48,120 Speaker 7: like backing and foundation, this is in my blood, Like literally, 550 00:33:48,640 --> 00:33:51,000 Speaker 7: this stuff is in my blood. I am from a 551 00:33:51,040 --> 00:33:55,440 Speaker 7: lineage of entrepreneurial Filipino women. So if you want to 552 00:33:55,480 --> 00:34:01,000 Speaker 7: go back historically, my maternal grandmother ran a Sorry Sorry 553 00:34:01,000 --> 00:34:05,480 Speaker 7: store in the Philippines in the eighties and it was 554 00:34:05,520 --> 00:34:09,680 Speaker 7: cool because it literally felt like this was marked into 555 00:34:09,719 --> 00:34:14,279 Speaker 7: my into my blood because she would literally nag my, my, my, 556 00:34:14,640 --> 00:34:18,520 Speaker 7: my lolo, my my grandfather to go and buy produce 557 00:34:19,000 --> 00:34:22,480 Speaker 7: in the northern part of the country and would buy 558 00:34:22,640 --> 00:34:26,200 Speaker 7: from small farms, from small farmers and bring that back 559 00:34:26,239 --> 00:34:29,280 Speaker 7: to the barrio where they live, which is in so Milang. 560 00:34:29,640 --> 00:34:34,000 Speaker 7: And you know, she just knew, she she she I'm like, 561 00:34:34,040 --> 00:34:37,680 Speaker 7: how do I know this? She just knew that she 562 00:34:37,800 --> 00:34:41,280 Speaker 7: wanted to kind of one support the farmers and to 563 00:34:41,320 --> 00:34:44,879 Speaker 7: bring healthy food into her community. I'm like, wow, where 564 00:34:44,880 --> 00:34:49,920 Speaker 7: did I learn that it is literally like my maternal grandmother. 565 00:34:50,000 --> 00:34:53,360 Speaker 7: But even beyond that, her sisters too were all in 566 00:34:53,520 --> 00:34:57,279 Speaker 7: some kind of food work. Her her sister Malala Ana, 567 00:34:57,480 --> 00:35:02,080 Speaker 7: she runs, she ran, she she's rest. Their souls are 568 00:35:02,080 --> 00:35:02,879 Speaker 7: all they're all past. 569 00:35:02,960 --> 00:35:03,160 Speaker 4: Now. 570 00:35:04,040 --> 00:35:07,959 Speaker 7: She married into a family the Santo Says, and they 571 00:35:08,239 --> 00:35:11,399 Speaker 7: run the oldest bakery in their bodio, which is over 572 00:35:11,440 --> 00:35:15,160 Speaker 7: one hundred years old. Now it's the Smulan Bakery. So 573 00:35:15,200 --> 00:35:18,320 Speaker 7: I have her and then their other sister, my Lola, 574 00:35:18,840 --> 00:35:21,719 Speaker 7: my Lotta Felly. She's actually the grandmother that I grew 575 00:35:21,800 --> 00:35:24,719 Speaker 7: up with here physically, she was the grandmother that I 576 00:35:25,280 --> 00:35:28,600 Speaker 7: that I learned to cook from. And my lord who's 577 00:35:28,640 --> 00:35:32,040 Speaker 7: also like part of the crew sisters, she would also 578 00:35:32,160 --> 00:35:36,839 Speaker 7: cook for for folks. So it's just like now, if 579 00:35:36,840 --> 00:35:39,560 Speaker 7: I realize it, I really kind of am just sort 580 00:35:39,560 --> 00:35:42,960 Speaker 7: of remembering the things that my family has always done 581 00:35:42,960 --> 00:35:45,359 Speaker 7: to take care of their communities. So I just really 582 00:35:45,440 --> 00:35:47,160 Speaker 7: kind of brought it to where I am. 583 00:35:48,160 --> 00:35:50,960 Speaker 4: Well, if I may add a little little season to 584 00:35:51,040 --> 00:35:55,960 Speaker 4: that conversation, have how we met, Like, oh, yeah, you 585 00:35:56,040 --> 00:36:00,760 Speaker 4: had a strong family lineage, jis you were actually working 586 00:36:01,080 --> 00:36:04,239 Speaker 4: and working for a time, and I wanted to point 587 00:36:04,320 --> 00:36:06,799 Speaker 4: this out because uh, and it's for everyone knows that 588 00:36:06,880 --> 00:36:09,760 Speaker 4: I did my podcast when I was living in the park, 589 00:36:10,320 --> 00:36:13,839 Speaker 4: and I remember you had reached out to me and 590 00:36:13,880 --> 00:36:16,400 Speaker 4: you asked it, I need food, and but the friends 591 00:36:16,400 --> 00:36:19,120 Speaker 4: of mine around and you will come. You will work 592 00:36:19,200 --> 00:36:22,160 Speaker 4: a full day, you will go and get the food, 593 00:36:22,560 --> 00:36:25,040 Speaker 4: and then you will come at night to come to 594 00:36:25,120 --> 00:36:27,719 Speaker 4: give me the food. And then from that point on 595 00:36:27,880 --> 00:36:30,160 Speaker 4: there was like I would talk to some of them 596 00:36:30,200 --> 00:36:32,480 Speaker 4: to come around to get the food, like when we 597 00:36:32,800 --> 00:36:35,960 Speaker 4: met the mother with the ten kids, and you know, 598 00:36:36,000 --> 00:36:38,560 Speaker 4: other families and things like that, and it really is 599 00:36:38,760 --> 00:36:40,880 Speaker 4: you know, at the time, you know, Polos pantries was 600 00:36:40,960 --> 00:36:42,319 Speaker 4: a distant eye. 601 00:36:42,440 --> 00:36:44,799 Speaker 7: But yeah, it wasn't even it wasn't even like but 602 00:36:45,480 --> 00:36:45,960 Speaker 7: it wasn't even. 603 00:36:46,480 --> 00:36:50,399 Speaker 4: I didn't I clearly remember you said. You one one day, 604 00:36:50,480 --> 00:36:52,560 Speaker 4: you said, you know, I think I'm going to leave 605 00:36:52,600 --> 00:36:56,400 Speaker 4: my job. You just standing out of nowhere, and I 606 00:36:56,520 --> 00:37:01,200 Speaker 4: was like, okay, I'm grabbing the food like and then 607 00:37:01,239 --> 00:37:03,640 Speaker 4: she says, you know I want to do and then 608 00:37:03,680 --> 00:37:05,920 Speaker 4: you mentioned like Polo's pantry, I'm just going to do 609 00:37:06,000 --> 00:37:08,560 Speaker 4: something like you know, you know, I didn't know all 610 00:37:08,600 --> 00:37:11,000 Speaker 4: about the farmer pull this pantry I'm just going to 611 00:37:11,040 --> 00:37:13,360 Speaker 4: have this big distry and this is on the cuff 612 00:37:13,880 --> 00:37:19,000 Speaker 4: of the pandemic. And I was like, oh, okay, and 613 00:37:19,040 --> 00:37:23,440 Speaker 4: then and then it happened. We were still feeding people's 614 00:37:23,480 --> 00:37:26,520 Speaker 4: particularly like there was Laura and another house woman that 615 00:37:26,719 --> 00:37:30,120 Speaker 4: had got COVID. Because people don't realize when COVID happened. 616 00:37:30,160 --> 00:37:32,120 Speaker 4: There was the house people that had COVID too, but 617 00:37:32,160 --> 00:37:33,960 Speaker 4: they were not putting them in the hospitals. They were 618 00:37:33,960 --> 00:37:36,359 Speaker 4: putting on the ship on the Queen Mary, moving them 619 00:37:36,360 --> 00:37:38,799 Speaker 4: out on the out of the water. And so they 620 00:37:38,840 --> 00:37:41,480 Speaker 4: had her at this hotel and she couldn't she was 621 00:37:41,520 --> 00:37:43,640 Speaker 4: so weak, she couldn't get out. We were trying to 622 00:37:43,640 --> 00:37:45,400 Speaker 4: figure out a way to give her the food, and 623 00:37:45,440 --> 00:37:48,200 Speaker 4: we finally came to the food. It was like, it 624 00:37:48,280 --> 00:37:51,640 Speaker 4: was so crazy to see the realities of the groups 625 00:37:51,680 --> 00:37:55,839 Speaker 4: that were usually out helping unhouse people were not and 626 00:37:55,880 --> 00:37:58,520 Speaker 4: we were like the owners of it was we had 627 00:37:58,520 --> 00:38:01,200 Speaker 4: to find Yeah, we had to find a way. We 628 00:38:01,280 --> 00:38:03,359 Speaker 4: had to figure out how to. 629 00:38:03,600 --> 00:38:08,160 Speaker 7: And I think like that's yeah, fast forward to me organizing. 630 00:38:08,560 --> 00:38:10,560 Speaker 7: I don't actually don't know how. I I think it 631 00:38:10,600 --> 00:38:14,080 Speaker 7: was actually Jane, Jane who because at the time I 632 00:38:14,239 --> 00:38:16,520 Speaker 7: was I was kind of yea, Jane, when who is 633 00:38:16,560 --> 00:38:19,080 Speaker 7: like the great connector to people need to know who 634 00:38:19,120 --> 00:38:23,640 Speaker 7: she is. I think I was part of the OG 635 00:38:23,800 --> 00:38:26,600 Speaker 7: group of Katon for all. I think I joined about 636 00:38:26,600 --> 00:38:29,520 Speaker 7: four months after like they had just formed it. And 637 00:38:29,600 --> 00:38:33,200 Speaker 7: I remember Jane started talking about working with you or 638 00:38:33,280 --> 00:38:35,000 Speaker 7: like talking to you, and she's like, you should talk 639 00:38:35,040 --> 00:38:38,239 Speaker 7: to THEO and so then that's what That's how I 640 00:38:38,280 --> 00:38:40,279 Speaker 7: reached out to you. And then it was at the 641 00:38:40,280 --> 00:38:42,600 Speaker 7: rec center in Chinatown. I remember that, yes, and then 642 00:38:42,600 --> 00:38:47,360 Speaker 7: I would God, yes, I'll come back. So it was 643 00:38:47,440 --> 00:38:49,359 Speaker 7: just like this, Oh, I was working this shitty job. 644 00:38:50,200 --> 00:38:52,160 Speaker 7: I was like, it was so sucking, and I like 645 00:38:53,040 --> 00:38:55,000 Speaker 7: had been there for a long time, and I already 646 00:38:55,080 --> 00:38:57,400 Speaker 7: knew i'd been I've been organizing so much then because 647 00:38:57,440 --> 00:39:03,760 Speaker 7: I was literally locked into this like corporate like just beige, boring, 648 00:39:03,880 --> 00:39:07,440 Speaker 7: like really soul sucking job that really it was just 649 00:39:07,560 --> 00:39:09,680 Speaker 7: around to pay the bills and my bosses knew and 650 00:39:09,760 --> 00:39:12,239 Speaker 7: I had no heart in it, and so I was 651 00:39:12,320 --> 00:39:16,600 Speaker 7: just like and I literally would look at like social 652 00:39:16,640 --> 00:39:18,960 Speaker 7: media and TV or whatever, and I would just like 653 00:39:19,280 --> 00:39:22,000 Speaker 7: literally salivate over what people were out there doing. They're 654 00:39:22,040 --> 00:39:24,279 Speaker 7: like I would drive by and people were like out 655 00:39:24,320 --> 00:39:26,360 Speaker 7: feeding folks. I'm I'm gonna do that someday. I literally 656 00:39:26,440 --> 00:39:29,759 Speaker 7: be like, I can do that, And I was just 657 00:39:29,800 --> 00:39:31,920 Speaker 7: like I just felt the pull, like I have to 658 00:39:32,000 --> 00:39:32,600 Speaker 7: do this. 659 00:39:35,239 --> 00:39:37,439 Speaker 4: For you to go a full time job. I didn't 660 00:39:37,480 --> 00:39:39,520 Speaker 4: come all the way at night, I mean ten eleven 661 00:39:39,560 --> 00:39:45,600 Speaker 4: a night doing She's really really dedicated and I. 662 00:39:45,640 --> 00:39:46,399 Speaker 3: Was at the time. 663 00:39:46,480 --> 00:39:50,719 Speaker 7: I wasn't even connected to any groups. I literally was 664 00:39:50,800 --> 00:39:53,560 Speaker 7: just like, I just want to be of service. How 665 00:39:53,600 --> 00:39:57,400 Speaker 7: do I And I think like even meeting you also 666 00:39:57,600 --> 00:40:00,680 Speaker 7: changed the game for me because his you were teaching 667 00:40:00,719 --> 00:40:03,560 Speaker 7: me so much about seeing it through the lens of 668 00:40:03,600 --> 00:40:07,120 Speaker 7: someone actually on the street. And so I think that 669 00:40:07,560 --> 00:40:10,520 Speaker 7: I think in itself gave Polos its teeth too. I 670 00:40:10,840 --> 00:40:14,080 Speaker 7: will I will tell people I think like, really Polos 671 00:40:14,120 --> 00:40:14,760 Speaker 7: has his teeth. 672 00:40:14,760 --> 00:40:16,600 Speaker 4: And really the first clause. 673 00:40:16,280 --> 00:40:19,759 Speaker 7: Came from like my relationship and my friendship with THEO 674 00:40:19,920 --> 00:40:24,880 Speaker 7: because literally us being comrades, us literally being like just 675 00:40:25,000 --> 00:40:27,600 Speaker 7: like kin, there was I remember one time you I 676 00:40:27,600 --> 00:40:29,760 Speaker 7: think either you like you hurt your knee or what happened. 677 00:40:30,719 --> 00:40:32,960 Speaker 4: Yeah, I was on a walker because I broke my legs, 678 00:40:32,960 --> 00:40:35,360 Speaker 4: So yeah, I couldn't go to the hospital because we 679 00:40:35,400 --> 00:40:36,680 Speaker 4: was in a freaking count pandemic. 680 00:40:36,840 --> 00:40:39,680 Speaker 7: Yeah, and so I remember I would like it was 681 00:40:39,760 --> 00:40:44,759 Speaker 7: me and Michelle across the street zen May. We were 682 00:40:44,760 --> 00:40:47,520 Speaker 7: taking turns making sure that he was okay, and so 683 00:40:47,840 --> 00:40:50,160 Speaker 7: it was just like but I also remember it was 684 00:40:50,200 --> 00:40:53,200 Speaker 7: also the kindling of weian house because I remember he 685 00:40:53,239 --> 00:40:56,040 Speaker 7: would have a phone. 686 00:40:56,200 --> 00:40:57,479 Speaker 4: Recording this thing. 687 00:40:58,040 --> 00:41:00,399 Speaker 7: So it's really cool for us to so we're it's 688 00:41:00,400 --> 00:41:04,239 Speaker 7: all a celebration that you're seeing us really celebrate each 689 00:41:04,280 --> 00:41:07,480 Speaker 7: other in a way because we literally it was just 690 00:41:08,120 --> 00:41:10,760 Speaker 7: it was just us, like we got to do something 691 00:41:10,920 --> 00:41:14,200 Speaker 7: like it was us just being like, let's just work together. 692 00:41:14,640 --> 00:41:17,160 Speaker 7: And it just kept building over the years. And so 693 00:41:17,239 --> 00:41:24,239 Speaker 7: now we're sitting in iHeartRadio. 694 00:41:19,200 --> 00:41:27,399 Speaker 4: Then, like I said, it was well fought and well, 695 00:41:28,120 --> 00:41:29,840 Speaker 4: well so much. 696 00:41:29,920 --> 00:41:33,120 Speaker 7: Absolutely so we we we struggled together, and I think 697 00:41:33,160 --> 00:41:35,080 Speaker 7: that's I think that is also the beauty of our 698 00:41:35,120 --> 00:41:39,120 Speaker 7: work together is like people don't see and you can't 699 00:41:39,160 --> 00:41:42,319 Speaker 7: show that tu in social media, the relationships that we 700 00:41:42,400 --> 00:41:44,920 Speaker 7: have with each other. I mean, THEO and I have 701 00:41:45,040 --> 00:41:51,160 Speaker 7: literally struggled together. We've seen iterations of like just you know, 702 00:41:51,280 --> 00:41:55,680 Speaker 7: fights and destruction coming into our movements, and we've seen 703 00:41:55,800 --> 00:41:59,399 Speaker 7: cycles of it, so many cycles of it, but yet 704 00:41:59,480 --> 00:42:02,759 Speaker 7: we are here and that's such a testament to like 705 00:42:03,040 --> 00:42:05,960 Speaker 7: how we're like, okay, we will take care of each other. 706 00:42:06,120 --> 00:42:06,680 Speaker 4: I think that's it. 707 00:42:07,680 --> 00:42:10,160 Speaker 3: I just want to add that I think like you 708 00:42:10,320 --> 00:42:16,560 Speaker 3: also gave Jass their teeth. I mean, I don't. I 709 00:42:16,640 --> 00:42:17,400 Speaker 3: think we were. 710 00:42:17,920 --> 00:42:21,279 Speaker 5: Put us on very strong ground to do what we 711 00:42:21,400 --> 00:42:23,839 Speaker 5: do and to know that we were doing it right 712 00:42:24,360 --> 00:42:27,520 Speaker 5: and not have to really second guess from the get go. 713 00:42:27,680 --> 00:42:30,920 Speaker 5: And I think that that was really important. And like 714 00:42:31,040 --> 00:42:35,239 Speaker 5: it is wild, like I'm at the on the park too. 715 00:42:40,760 --> 00:42:43,279 Speaker 5: Here we are, you know, it's really beautiful. And like 716 00:42:43,400 --> 00:42:46,640 Speaker 5: also Polos is our partner as well, so it's really beautiful. 717 00:42:46,640 --> 00:42:49,080 Speaker 4: And that was one of the things that I really 718 00:42:49,200 --> 00:42:51,759 Speaker 4: liked about what you were doing when we was out 719 00:42:51,760 --> 00:42:54,040 Speaker 4: on the street. The food we had. We had like 720 00:42:54,120 --> 00:42:59,160 Speaker 4: boards had sandwiches. It wasn't like you know, like you 721 00:42:59,239 --> 00:43:01,719 Speaker 4: see charities or or or you know, they just throw 722 00:43:01,760 --> 00:43:04,600 Speaker 4: anything you just you'd be glad for day old stuff 723 00:43:04,680 --> 00:43:08,160 Speaker 4: or things. I mean it was really the cakes and 724 00:43:08,239 --> 00:43:10,480 Speaker 4: you know, different desserts to drink. I mean it was 725 00:43:10,640 --> 00:43:15,719 Speaker 4: like really quality food and you could tell when man, yeah, 726 00:43:16,360 --> 00:43:19,600 Speaker 4: can I get extra it, you know, you know that's 727 00:43:19,680 --> 00:43:22,600 Speaker 4: good food because they are trying to portion out for 728 00:43:22,640 --> 00:43:24,279 Speaker 4: the next day or something. I said, oh, yeah, you 729 00:43:24,960 --> 00:43:25,279 Speaker 4: got it. 730 00:43:25,719 --> 00:43:27,839 Speaker 7: Yeah, And I think that's what I wanted. I think 731 00:43:27,880 --> 00:43:30,279 Speaker 7: that's sort of like the impetus or the catalyst for 732 00:43:30,320 --> 00:43:32,480 Speaker 7: polos is that I'm like, I was seeing stuff out 733 00:43:32,520 --> 00:43:33,120 Speaker 7: there and I'm. 734 00:43:33,000 --> 00:43:36,280 Speaker 4: Like, this is garbage. This is garbage. 735 00:43:36,360 --> 00:43:39,080 Speaker 7: There's no nutritional value to it. Like you literally are 736 00:43:39,120 --> 00:43:42,160 Speaker 7: feeding folks like expired food, Like I mean, it's like 737 00:43:42,200 --> 00:43:45,560 Speaker 7: it's an afterthought and so and these are literally are 738 00:43:45,719 --> 00:43:47,680 Speaker 7: you know what I mean? Like these are these folks 739 00:43:47,680 --> 00:43:50,040 Speaker 7: are like our family, Like we have to treat folks 740 00:43:50,120 --> 00:43:52,080 Speaker 7: like our family. Would you feed someone like would you 741 00:43:52,080 --> 00:43:57,160 Speaker 7: feed your mom and expired exactly like stale chips, Like 742 00:43:57,160 --> 00:43:59,399 Speaker 7: you're not going to do that. And so I think 743 00:43:59,440 --> 00:44:03,120 Speaker 7: to teach folks sort of even that I don't want 744 00:44:03,160 --> 00:44:05,000 Speaker 7: to call it culture, but really the culture of care 745 00:44:05,120 --> 00:44:08,080 Speaker 7: of like being like, look, there's no separation between us 746 00:44:08,160 --> 00:44:10,680 Speaker 7: and folks on the street, like literally that is you, 747 00:44:10,840 --> 00:44:16,200 Speaker 7: that someone's uncle, that someone's brother. And if we really 748 00:44:16,280 --> 00:44:20,080 Speaker 7: can move away from this sort of separation right of 749 00:44:20,200 --> 00:44:23,040 Speaker 7: just thinking that like oh someone else is going to 750 00:44:23,120 --> 00:44:25,880 Speaker 7: do it, or someone else will take care of those problems. 751 00:44:25,960 --> 00:44:28,640 Speaker 7: Now you see someone hurting or seeing someone needs help, 752 00:44:28,680 --> 00:44:30,440 Speaker 7: you do something about it. You know what I mean. 753 00:44:31,200 --> 00:44:33,279 Speaker 4: We're going to take a break and we will be 754 00:44:33,480 --> 00:44:44,279 Speaker 4: right back. We're back. And one of the things that 755 00:44:44,320 --> 00:44:46,800 Speaker 4: I loved about it as well is like it breaks 756 00:44:46,840 --> 00:44:49,080 Speaker 4: the cycle. And I think even for when when I 757 00:44:49,160 --> 00:44:52,160 Speaker 4: was in house, because I had to learn deserving an 758 00:44:52,200 --> 00:44:55,359 Speaker 4: undeserving poor, because they they had drilled it so much 759 00:44:55,440 --> 00:44:59,480 Speaker 4: into you that you deserve stale stuff you deserve. You 760 00:44:59,520 --> 00:45:02,520 Speaker 4: can't you choosy or if you do, then you know, 761 00:45:02,719 --> 00:45:05,279 Speaker 4: you just being difficult. And then it made me really 762 00:45:05,280 --> 00:45:07,640 Speaker 4: re examin like why am I being Why? Why is 763 00:45:07,800 --> 00:45:11,520 Speaker 4: asking for a place that you know is safe or 764 00:45:11,760 --> 00:45:14,200 Speaker 4: or food that's edible that I want to eat, you 765 00:45:14,239 --> 00:45:16,920 Speaker 4: know other than science some dry as beans or something 766 00:45:16,960 --> 00:45:18,600 Speaker 4: like that that I don't want to eat. Why should 767 00:45:18,640 --> 00:45:20,560 Speaker 4: I feel like I feel ashamed to ask for that? 768 00:45:20,640 --> 00:45:23,160 Speaker 4: Why should I feel because I'm in house, I shouldn't 769 00:45:23,200 --> 00:45:26,560 Speaker 4: ask for something quality. That's where the impetus where you 770 00:45:26,640 --> 00:45:29,440 Speaker 4: have with EBT, where you go into like seven to eleven 771 00:45:29,440 --> 00:45:32,080 Speaker 4: other places, they won't give you hot food and if 772 00:45:32,120 --> 00:45:34,080 Speaker 4: you do, you have to use the cash portion of 773 00:45:34,080 --> 00:45:37,600 Speaker 4: your benefits, and that it reinforces that ideas that they 774 00:45:37,600 --> 00:45:40,480 Speaker 4: are not worthy of hot food. You better take this 775 00:45:40,560 --> 00:45:42,600 Speaker 4: cold food, or you better take this this you know, 776 00:45:42,680 --> 00:45:46,560 Speaker 4: expire whatever. But the idea, that notion is so embedded 777 00:45:47,239 --> 00:45:49,960 Speaker 4: in our society of help and it's really hard for 778 00:45:50,080 --> 00:45:53,000 Speaker 4: people that are in these systems to really break out 779 00:45:53,040 --> 00:45:54,880 Speaker 4: of that, you know, because I had hard time doing it, 780 00:45:54,920 --> 00:45:57,000 Speaker 4: But I just wanted to point out that's one of 781 00:45:57,040 --> 00:46:00,440 Speaker 4: the downfalls or the I says, the bad side of 782 00:46:00,600 --> 00:46:03,960 Speaker 4: charities because we have a control mechanism in it. We 783 00:46:04,040 --> 00:46:07,319 Speaker 4: have to control poor people in a way that they 784 00:46:07,560 --> 00:46:11,160 Speaker 4: need to always remember that they're poor and less than 785 00:46:11,400 --> 00:46:14,040 Speaker 4: or you know, maybe I'm on off face, but that's 786 00:46:14,080 --> 00:46:16,839 Speaker 4: what I gathered from charities when I dealt with them. 787 00:46:16,880 --> 00:46:19,280 Speaker 2: So yeah, I was part of a group of people 788 00:46:19,320 --> 00:46:22,840 Speaker 2: who who went to speak with the mayor in early 789 00:46:22,880 --> 00:46:27,439 Speaker 2: August about her inside Save program, And right before the meeting, 790 00:46:27,480 --> 00:46:30,520 Speaker 2: I went down to one of the locations down in 791 00:46:30,760 --> 00:46:33,640 Speaker 2: South Central and just knocked on doors because I didn't 792 00:46:33,680 --> 00:46:36,799 Speaker 2: have any relationships with people there, but I someone was like, oh, 793 00:46:36,800 --> 00:46:39,160 Speaker 2: there's this location and some people might want to come. 794 00:46:39,200 --> 00:46:42,640 Speaker 2: So down there and door to door, every single person 795 00:46:42,920 --> 00:46:45,520 Speaker 2: in this program was starving. The first thing they asked 796 00:46:45,560 --> 00:46:48,520 Speaker 2: before was food, Do you have any food? And then 797 00:46:48,880 --> 00:46:51,879 Speaker 2: when I asked them about they're not feeding you, they said, 798 00:46:51,920 --> 00:46:56,680 Speaker 2: well they leave out stuff that is rotting. Yes, And so, 799 00:46:56,920 --> 00:47:00,480 Speaker 2: you know, this was her flagship program, and you know, 800 00:47:00,520 --> 00:47:02,040 Speaker 2: a couple of people were like, yes, I would like 801 00:47:02,080 --> 00:47:05,279 Speaker 2: to go talk to the mayor, right, So we went 802 00:47:05,480 --> 00:47:08,560 Speaker 2: and we sat and you know, there were there were 803 00:47:08,600 --> 00:47:12,120 Speaker 2: about twenty people there mayor and two of her aides, 804 00:47:12,280 --> 00:47:16,239 Speaker 2: and they went around in a circle and described their 805 00:47:16,280 --> 00:47:19,759 Speaker 2: experiences of being in the in the program and just 806 00:47:19,840 --> 00:47:23,160 Speaker 2: being on the street and then she, you know, basically 807 00:47:23,160 --> 00:47:26,480 Speaker 2: gave us the finger and so it was it was 808 00:47:26,520 --> 00:47:28,719 Speaker 2: really depressing, but that's that's what they get. 809 00:47:28,800 --> 00:47:30,279 Speaker 4: I don't Yeah, I don't understand this. 810 00:47:30,560 --> 00:47:34,560 Speaker 7: So I feel like, you know, I think we're kind 811 00:47:34,600 --> 00:47:36,799 Speaker 7: of at the time of the world where all of 812 00:47:36,880 --> 00:47:40,680 Speaker 7: us really globally are beginning to really release. See, the 813 00:47:40,719 --> 00:47:42,839 Speaker 7: government is not going to take care of us. Oh no, 814 00:47:43,400 --> 00:47:46,239 Speaker 7: politicians are not out here for us or for themselves. 815 00:47:47,120 --> 00:47:49,040 Speaker 7: And I think like what's important for us to remember 816 00:47:49,080 --> 00:47:51,200 Speaker 7: now is that at least For me, I'm thinking a 817 00:47:51,200 --> 00:47:53,719 Speaker 7: lot of abolition as we're as I'm hearing us talk 818 00:47:53,760 --> 00:47:56,920 Speaker 7: about this, because everything to talk about is violence, right, 819 00:47:57,400 --> 00:48:00,279 Speaker 7: is violence on some level. And I think, like I 820 00:48:00,320 --> 00:48:03,240 Speaker 7: think now more than ever, we have to really show 821 00:48:03,280 --> 00:48:07,560 Speaker 7: and reinforce the systems that we've built, like how do 822 00:48:07,640 --> 00:48:10,400 Speaker 7: we you know, how do we really kind of build 823 00:48:10,440 --> 00:48:14,160 Speaker 7: more support for jazz right all all of our collective efforts, 824 00:48:14,160 --> 00:48:17,239 Speaker 7: because we have been able to actually show that the 825 00:48:17,280 --> 00:48:19,360 Speaker 7: work that we do is actually more caring for the 826 00:48:19,400 --> 00:48:22,520 Speaker 7: people and it's actually led by the people. 827 00:48:23,320 --> 00:48:23,720 Speaker 4: And. 828 00:48:25,120 --> 00:48:27,840 Speaker 7: The world we want to build is not like the 829 00:48:27,920 --> 00:48:30,719 Speaker 7: designed architecture, the blueprint of it is not going to 830 00:48:30,719 --> 00:48:35,680 Speaker 7: come from people inside, Like they are not going to 831 00:48:35,680 --> 00:48:38,600 Speaker 7: come up with the with the most effective way or 832 00:48:38,640 --> 00:48:41,720 Speaker 7: the or the system that's going to really hold us all. 833 00:48:42,040 --> 00:48:45,000 Speaker 5: Well, the system that is in place now is to 834 00:48:45,080 --> 00:48:47,960 Speaker 5: tear us down. We just have to realize that. 835 00:48:48,360 --> 00:48:50,719 Speaker 7: Yes, And I think more people really really need to 836 00:48:50,719 --> 00:48:53,520 Speaker 7: get on board with this because it like we're kind 837 00:48:53,560 --> 00:48:57,200 Speaker 7: of coming into and again I feel like what's happening 838 00:48:57,560 --> 00:49:00,239 Speaker 7: in this moment in time is really allowing us to 839 00:49:00,280 --> 00:49:03,879 Speaker 7: see the whole structure of it. I mean, you have 840 00:49:04,040 --> 00:49:06,680 Speaker 7: like one, we have the three headed beasts, which is 841 00:49:06,719 --> 00:49:12,000 Speaker 7: by supremacy and like capitalism and patriarchy. As we're slaying 842 00:49:12,040 --> 00:49:13,960 Speaker 7: that thing, we're beginning to see all the things that 843 00:49:14,000 --> 00:49:17,759 Speaker 7: are weaved around it, and all of it too. The 844 00:49:17,880 --> 00:49:21,280 Speaker 7: collective of it also is even just idea of government. 845 00:49:21,719 --> 00:49:24,680 Speaker 7: The way that it's structured, it's so top down that 846 00:49:24,760 --> 00:49:28,840 Speaker 7: in itself is so important. I can get how I've 847 00:49:28,880 --> 00:49:31,240 Speaker 7: been getting real deep with the sense of this stuff 848 00:49:32,280 --> 00:49:34,759 Speaker 7: because I feel like we have to really draw the 849 00:49:34,800 --> 00:49:38,319 Speaker 7: connections for people and how and how our lives are 850 00:49:38,400 --> 00:49:42,279 Speaker 7: influenced by those things, and how the systems itself, especially 851 00:49:42,760 --> 00:49:46,080 Speaker 7: if you're a bipocked these systems are not built for you. 852 00:49:46,600 --> 00:49:46,640 Speaker 6: No. 853 00:49:46,840 --> 00:49:49,600 Speaker 2: And I think one of the amazing things about mutual 854 00:49:49,640 --> 00:49:52,920 Speaker 2: aid is that it's such a great way into that conversation, 855 00:49:53,239 --> 00:49:56,319 Speaker 2: because what a way to build trust with someone by 856 00:49:56,400 --> 00:49:59,240 Speaker 2: showing up and being like, Oh, I have this medicine 857 00:49:59,239 --> 00:50:01,840 Speaker 2: that you need, have this food, the heat, and you 858 00:50:01,920 --> 00:50:05,160 Speaker 2: know we're you know, we're in this together. And you 859 00:50:05,239 --> 00:50:07,480 Speaker 2: know what you were saying earlier about the black panthers 860 00:50:07,560 --> 00:50:09,719 Speaker 2: and the government targeting them, bringing that back into this 861 00:50:10,160 --> 00:50:13,880 Speaker 2: particular historic moment, The way that the government has chosen 862 00:50:13,920 --> 00:50:16,399 Speaker 2: to deal with mutual aid organizations is to charge them 863 00:50:16,400 --> 00:50:20,160 Speaker 2: with rico crimes, try and put us in prison as terrors. 864 00:50:20,239 --> 00:50:20,560 Speaker 6: My god. 865 00:50:20,680 --> 00:50:25,600 Speaker 2: Yeah, So it's clearly they are not not out for us, 866 00:50:25,680 --> 00:50:27,719 Speaker 2: They're they're actively like hostile to us. 867 00:50:27,760 --> 00:50:27,920 Speaker 1: Yeah. 868 00:50:27,920 --> 00:50:28,520 Speaker 2: I'm threatened by it. 869 00:50:28,680 --> 00:50:30,839 Speaker 7: Threatened because I think again, like that's why they try 870 00:50:30,880 --> 00:50:34,840 Speaker 7: to shut down and literally killed the panthers, is because 871 00:50:35,960 --> 00:50:39,480 Speaker 7: they they showed, they really modeled in a world that 872 00:50:39,640 --> 00:50:41,920 Speaker 7: was possible for you know, for black pols to thrive 873 00:50:42,200 --> 00:50:45,200 Speaker 7: right and to create, to create systems of care that 874 00:50:45,320 --> 00:50:48,840 Speaker 7: actually allowed for folks to be sovereign. And so I 875 00:50:48,920 --> 00:50:51,000 Speaker 7: think now we're going to see a rise of people 876 00:50:51,120 --> 00:50:55,160 Speaker 7: really wanting to be sovereign because of so much lack 877 00:50:55,400 --> 00:50:59,560 Speaker 7: of really lack of care, even the way even the 878 00:50:59,600 --> 00:51:02,759 Speaker 7: way politicians talk to us when we're in city hall. 879 00:51:03,160 --> 00:51:03,279 Speaker 1: Right. 880 00:51:08,520 --> 00:51:10,440 Speaker 4: But I also want to point out too, is like 881 00:51:10,680 --> 00:51:14,320 Speaker 4: you know, and I have to always remind people like 882 00:51:14,600 --> 00:51:17,880 Speaker 4: they are threatened, they aren't awaken up because before when 883 00:51:17,920 --> 00:51:20,640 Speaker 4: we like have a few years before the pandemic, when 884 00:51:20,680 --> 00:51:23,719 Speaker 4: we were contesting against forty one to eighteen, we was 885 00:51:23,800 --> 00:51:26,719 Speaker 4: allowed to have a place to speak, and we didn't 886 00:51:26,760 --> 00:51:29,640 Speaker 4: have such a battle. Then we noticed when we started 887 00:51:29,640 --> 00:51:32,440 Speaker 4: to protest and started demanding things, and then they had 888 00:51:32,680 --> 00:51:35,040 Speaker 4: they had no choice. Now they go into city hall, 889 00:51:35,080 --> 00:51:36,520 Speaker 4: they don't want you to speak at all, so like 890 00:51:36,560 --> 00:51:40,960 Speaker 4: the end, so they know that there is something germinating. 891 00:51:41,080 --> 00:51:43,839 Speaker 4: That's why they're trying to draw them up, these cops 892 00:51:43,880 --> 00:51:47,200 Speaker 4: city kind of places, and they know that they cannot 893 00:51:47,239 --> 00:51:49,960 Speaker 4: sustain because capitalism is now you can't sustain it anyway. 894 00:51:50,000 --> 00:51:54,200 Speaker 4: But the point of it is they cannot sustain violence 895 00:51:54,440 --> 00:51:56,879 Speaker 4: on a scale of a level like that without people 896 00:51:56,960 --> 00:51:59,760 Speaker 4: in the city, in the communities rising up or finding 897 00:51:59,760 --> 00:52:01,640 Speaker 4: out turning to a solution. And that's what they don't want. 898 00:52:02,360 --> 00:52:05,480 Speaker 4: That somebody somewhere is going to rise up and get 899 00:52:05,520 --> 00:52:07,960 Speaker 4: the communities together and just top of the system, and 900 00:52:08,000 --> 00:52:08,759 Speaker 4: then that's just going to be. 901 00:52:08,840 --> 00:52:11,439 Speaker 7: That's what they don't want. And I think that's really 902 00:52:11,440 --> 00:52:13,719 Speaker 7: and they're going to find every way to stop us. 903 00:52:13,840 --> 00:52:17,520 Speaker 5: Yes, yeah, yeah, I think that, Like what is one 904 00:52:17,520 --> 00:52:20,759 Speaker 5: of the most beneficial things to mutual aid is the 905 00:52:20,880 --> 00:52:25,719 Speaker 5: fact that like logistically, we're organizing together, right, We're doing 906 00:52:25,800 --> 00:52:29,520 Speaker 5: logistical things, We're organizing as a group to get this 907 00:52:29,680 --> 00:52:32,280 Speaker 5: thing done. And I think that is so so important 908 00:52:32,840 --> 00:52:35,719 Speaker 5: to how we proceed from going on from now right, 909 00:52:35,800 --> 00:52:39,120 Speaker 5: and like also like how we relate to each other, 910 00:52:39,440 --> 00:52:43,759 Speaker 5: how we create a system together under a certain set 911 00:52:43,800 --> 00:52:46,719 Speaker 5: of values, you know, and like understanding what those values are. 912 00:52:46,800 --> 00:52:50,640 Speaker 5: And I think what is really really important to anyone 913 00:52:50,680 --> 00:52:53,040 Speaker 5: who's listening to this, who wants to do mutual. 914 00:52:52,840 --> 00:52:55,840 Speaker 3: Aid is you have to study. You have to study 915 00:52:56,560 --> 00:52:57,359 Speaker 3: so so much. 916 00:52:57,680 --> 00:53:01,719 Speaker 5: Yes, you don't have to you have to learn from 917 00:53:01,760 --> 00:53:04,880 Speaker 5: the past and you don't have to reinvent the wheel 918 00:53:05,560 --> 00:53:06,800 Speaker 5: and make the same mistakes. 919 00:53:07,440 --> 00:53:10,920 Speaker 3: And also study the things in the past and apply it. 920 00:53:11,000 --> 00:53:15,000 Speaker 5: To today, like just apply it every and like it 921 00:53:15,280 --> 00:53:18,200 Speaker 5: is so so important because a lot I think the 922 00:53:18,280 --> 00:53:20,239 Speaker 5: impetus of like Okay, I'm just going I need to 923 00:53:20,280 --> 00:53:22,719 Speaker 5: do this is find the practice of it, like we 924 00:53:22,880 --> 00:53:26,480 Speaker 5: had to do it right, But then you have to 925 00:53:26,600 --> 00:53:29,840 Speaker 5: study and realize the theory behind your practice. And it 926 00:53:29,920 --> 00:53:31,640 Speaker 5: goes back and forth and back and forth. And I 927 00:53:31,680 --> 00:53:35,000 Speaker 5: think that is what makes what's going to make us strong, 928 00:53:35,120 --> 00:53:38,560 Speaker 5: what's going to make us win, you know. 929 00:53:38,640 --> 00:53:41,080 Speaker 3: And I think it's it's when I see a lot. 930 00:53:40,960 --> 00:53:43,080 Speaker 5: Of these groups, I see a lot of people get 931 00:53:43,160 --> 00:53:46,800 Speaker 5: burnt out, fizzle out in fighting all this kind of stuff, 932 00:53:46,880 --> 00:53:51,360 Speaker 5: and it's because they don't have principles. They don't have 933 00:53:51,760 --> 00:53:55,239 Speaker 5: you know, they're not organizing in a way where it's 934 00:53:55,520 --> 00:53:59,040 Speaker 5: bigger than everybody else. It's bigger than your shit, my shit, 935 00:53:59,160 --> 00:54:01,320 Speaker 5: your trauma. This is not therapy. 936 00:54:01,600 --> 00:54:04,399 Speaker 7: Yes, oh my gosh, I actually want to I want 937 00:54:04,440 --> 00:54:07,279 Speaker 7: to uplift what you just said there, Zen, because it is. 938 00:54:07,480 --> 00:54:10,600 Speaker 7: It calls back to what Cleo Silver said when we 939 00:54:10,800 --> 00:54:13,440 Speaker 7: had that little sort of like like a little huddle, 940 00:54:13,520 --> 00:54:17,080 Speaker 7: like an organizer huddle. She said basically that like for 941 00:54:17,200 --> 00:54:20,120 Speaker 7: the Panthers to work, Yeah, you had to be tied 942 00:54:20,280 --> 00:54:23,399 Speaker 7: with that principle together. You always have to go back 943 00:54:23,440 --> 00:54:27,360 Speaker 7: to that because I feel like we collectively also have 944 00:54:27,560 --> 00:54:31,319 Speaker 7: seen how fishers in our in our movements have been 945 00:54:31,360 --> 00:54:34,279 Speaker 7: created because of a lot of I feel like, and 946 00:54:34,360 --> 00:54:37,160 Speaker 7: I'm just going to bring it out at. 947 00:54:41,920 --> 00:54:42,040 Speaker 1: Well. 948 00:54:42,040 --> 00:54:44,399 Speaker 7: I'm not going to name names, because they know who 949 00:54:44,440 --> 00:54:47,520 Speaker 7: they are, you can self identify, but I feel like 950 00:54:47,600 --> 00:54:49,839 Speaker 7: it's important for us to really kind of bring out 951 00:54:50,280 --> 00:54:53,279 Speaker 7: also the sort of the ego aspect of this work. 952 00:54:54,000 --> 00:54:55,920 Speaker 7: And I think a lot of us, she especially in 953 00:54:56,000 --> 00:55:01,239 Speaker 7: Los Angeles, we are you know, we have some celebrity 954 00:55:01,320 --> 00:55:03,800 Speaker 7: type sort of like you know, folks or just you know, 955 00:55:03,880 --> 00:55:06,080 Speaker 7: really like I think, I think we also have to 956 00:55:06,239 --> 00:55:08,919 Speaker 7: really take stock of how why we do this work, 957 00:55:10,000 --> 00:55:14,759 Speaker 7: why are you in these spaces and really understanding you know. Yeah, 958 00:55:14,880 --> 00:55:19,120 Speaker 7: Like I really love this sort of idea of real study, 959 00:55:19,160 --> 00:55:23,160 Speaker 7: because even the Panthers studied together. These groups have to 960 00:55:23,280 --> 00:55:27,480 Speaker 7: study together because in that too creates like that weaving 961 00:55:27,960 --> 00:55:31,239 Speaker 7: of that experience together and then your principles almost like 962 00:55:31,360 --> 00:55:34,080 Speaker 7: kind of like fossilize with each other. It's like, Okay, 963 00:55:34,480 --> 00:55:37,040 Speaker 7: we know we read all this stuff together, we understand 964 00:55:37,040 --> 00:55:39,959 Speaker 7: the ideologies around it or whatever. But like, what's cool 965 00:55:40,000 --> 00:55:41,759 Speaker 7: about I think what you guys are doing is that 966 00:55:41,880 --> 00:55:44,680 Speaker 7: you have both theory and practice, Like you're really like 967 00:55:45,320 --> 00:55:51,040 Speaker 7: mirroring both study and really like engaging engaging in the work, 968 00:55:51,080 --> 00:55:52,520 Speaker 7: and then it becomes solid. 969 00:55:52,719 --> 00:55:54,240 Speaker 4: So I've seen you guys. 970 00:55:54,120 --> 00:55:58,040 Speaker 7: Grow damn Like, yes, I'm saying right now and I 971 00:55:58,120 --> 00:56:01,719 Speaker 7: was just telling Zenas before we started their to me 972 00:56:02,120 --> 00:56:05,640 Speaker 7: right now, jazz out there, it's just making the revolution 973 00:56:05,760 --> 00:56:10,080 Speaker 7: look hot and sexy. And the one thing that's great 974 00:56:10,239 --> 00:56:14,480 Speaker 7: about that is because because also at the core of 975 00:56:14,600 --> 00:56:17,840 Speaker 7: the founding of jazz, you got artists and artists just 976 00:56:18,120 --> 00:56:21,560 Speaker 7: know how to literally create and have always made the 977 00:56:21,600 --> 00:56:26,040 Speaker 7: revolution look beautiful to the world, and so I think 978 00:56:26,160 --> 00:56:29,319 Speaker 7: that that in itself to me is like powerful. There's 979 00:56:29,360 --> 00:56:31,360 Speaker 7: so much power in the way that you guys have 980 00:56:31,480 --> 00:56:35,000 Speaker 7: been telling the story of your work there, and I 981 00:56:35,440 --> 00:56:37,359 Speaker 7: want to encourage other people to do the same thing. 982 00:56:38,360 --> 00:56:40,360 Speaker 7: I don't know why I'm soone ticulous about the storytelling 983 00:56:40,440 --> 00:56:44,640 Speaker 7: of my story or like the story of whatever, but 984 00:56:44,760 --> 00:56:47,200 Speaker 7: I think because I want to. I really am hoping 985 00:56:47,280 --> 00:56:49,239 Speaker 7: that I want to leave post as a gift to 986 00:56:49,560 --> 00:56:53,240 Speaker 7: Los Angeles because I'm telling you all, like I'm talking 987 00:56:53,239 --> 00:56:55,120 Speaker 7: to about this, I'm feeling old. 988 00:57:00,560 --> 00:57:00,600 Speaker 1: No. 989 00:57:00,719 --> 00:57:02,600 Speaker 7: But here's the thing though, Like we also have to 990 00:57:02,640 --> 00:57:05,879 Speaker 7: remember it goes back to ego. Like the second year 991 00:57:05,920 --> 00:57:07,959 Speaker 7: that I was running Polos, already knew it wasn't mine, 992 00:57:08,239 --> 00:57:10,120 Speaker 7: like the community owned it. 993 00:57:11,160 --> 00:57:11,799 Speaker 2: I was just. 994 00:57:13,480 --> 00:57:14,440 Speaker 4: I was just the steward. 995 00:57:14,840 --> 00:57:17,200 Speaker 7: I'd love to say this in in in interviews what 996 00:57:17,200 --> 00:57:19,160 Speaker 7: I always say, I'm just the motherfucker keeps the lights on, 997 00:57:19,360 --> 00:57:21,360 Speaker 7: Like I just happened to be the person who has 998 00:57:21,400 --> 00:57:24,920 Speaker 7: to pay the bills. But I think, like I think 999 00:57:25,360 --> 00:57:27,600 Speaker 7: there's got to be a way that we change the 1000 00:57:27,680 --> 00:57:31,000 Speaker 7: way we lead because I feel like sometimes for folks 1001 00:57:31,000 --> 00:57:33,240 Speaker 7: who kind of get caught up in this work, that 1002 00:57:33,400 --> 00:57:36,240 Speaker 7: the work becomes you, and that's danger. There's danger in 1003 00:57:36,360 --> 00:57:41,480 Speaker 7: that because if someone says shit about like your org 1004 00:57:41,640 --> 00:57:44,720 Speaker 7: or your work, then you take a hit. But then 1005 00:57:44,960 --> 00:57:49,840 Speaker 7: under principled organizing, the work is global, right, The work 1006 00:57:49,920 --> 00:57:53,720 Speaker 7: is universal. It's not just yours. It's literally everybody's liberation. 1007 00:57:55,040 --> 00:57:58,600 Speaker 7: And if you're like, well, I this is mine, I'm like, no, bro, 1008 00:57:58,840 --> 00:58:01,440 Speaker 7: like this is not yours is this is literally the peoples. 1009 00:58:02,720 --> 00:58:06,440 Speaker 7: And I think having that conversation and really for organizers, 1010 00:58:06,520 --> 00:58:09,000 Speaker 7: young folks who are listening to us right now, I 1011 00:58:09,160 --> 00:58:11,320 Speaker 7: really really hope you guys are taking stock of why 1012 00:58:11,400 --> 00:58:13,480 Speaker 7: you're trying to get into mutual aid because one, it's 1013 00:58:13,560 --> 00:58:16,400 Speaker 7: dangerous work, right especially in the climate that we're in. 1014 00:58:17,000 --> 00:58:19,600 Speaker 4: And two, it's hard work. There's so much. 1015 00:58:19,760 --> 00:58:23,760 Speaker 7: Behind the scenes that you're not seeing that. It's not sexy, 1016 00:58:24,040 --> 00:58:27,440 Speaker 7: as much as jazz makes it sexy. It takes a 1017 00:58:27,520 --> 00:58:30,600 Speaker 7: lot of heart to really keep showing up to this work. 1018 00:58:30,640 --> 00:58:32,440 Speaker 7: So you really have to ask yourself while you're doing it. 1019 00:58:38,560 --> 00:58:41,480 Speaker 4: And that's where we'll leave the conversation this week. If 1020 00:58:41,520 --> 00:58:43,880 Speaker 4: you like what Melissa Niel and Zen had to say 1021 00:58:44,400 --> 00:58:47,160 Speaker 4: good news. There's more where that came from, and we'll 1022 00:58:47,200 --> 00:58:50,000 Speaker 4: be releasing the second part of our roundtable discussion on 1023 00:58:50,120 --> 00:58:53,880 Speaker 4: our next episode. Until then, you can follow their work online. 1024 00:58:54,360 --> 00:58:57,920 Speaker 4: Melissa can be found over at www dot Melissa Asadero 1025 00:58:58,040 --> 00:59:03,040 Speaker 4: dot com or Lowspantry dot org. You can follow Neil 1026 00:59:03,120 --> 00:59:08,280 Speaker 4: Substack at Neil Blakemore dot substack dot com, and you 1027 00:59:08,360 --> 00:59:13,919 Speaker 4: can follow Zen at her website at zenseeki zaa dot com. 1028 00:59:14,760 --> 00:59:17,480 Speaker 4: And as always, you can stay up to date and 1029 00:59:17,600 --> 00:59:20,440 Speaker 4: in touch with Whedianhouse and with me on our social 1030 00:59:20,520 --> 00:59:26,200 Speaker 4: media at www dot Weedanhouse dot com and on Instagram 1031 00:59:26,480 --> 00:59:30,640 Speaker 4: at Whedianhouse, and remember to tell your friends to subscribe. 1032 00:59:31,520 --> 00:59:34,240 Speaker 4: The show has come a long way and I'm excited 1033 00:59:34,320 --> 00:59:37,640 Speaker 4: for it to continue to grow. Until then, may we 1034 00:59:37,760 --> 00:59:43,320 Speaker 4: again meet in the light of understanding. Willian House is 1035 00:59:43,360 --> 00:59:47,560 Speaker 4: a production of iHeartRadio. It is written, posted, and created 1036 00:59:47,640 --> 00:59:52,760 Speaker 4: by me Theo Henderson. Our producers are Jamie Loftus, Lyra Smith, 1037 00:59:53,040 --> 00:59:56,800 Speaker 4: and Katie Fisher. Our editor is Adam Wong, and our 1038 00:59:56,840 --> 00:59:59,959 Speaker 4: logo art is also by Katiefisher. Thanks for listen. 1039 01:00:00,280 --> 01:00:00,360 Speaker 6: St